Chapter 1: Recurrence
Notes:
This project has been in the works for a while. It’s a co-written work by myself and my fiance which first began as a simple ‘what if’ situation when we started delving into the Undertale fandom. Now, it’s spiraled into multiple chapters and is currently more than 100,000 words in. We’ve only recently felt confident enough to start uploading, as we wanted to make sure that we would have the drive to actually finish. I believe that point has been reached. So, I hope all the Undertale fans out there will find something to enjoy in this story.
Cheers,
KikiRukata, and ShiningwingX
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The following log is currently saved upon a certain terminal in a certain workshop existing outside of time. At the present, it has never been written… it should not exist.
It is written in the language of stars…
To the person I once was;
If you are reading this, let me first apologize for what I mean to put you through. This is not a burden that should fall upon anyone, and I feel horrible foisting it onto you. But believe me when I tell you this is the only way… the only hope to preserve what we’ve gained and to right the wrongs that we – that I – have committed. Please, read these words and know them well… because this is our only chance.
This is not how it was supposed to be. I swore once that I would never again use this power… a power greater and more terrible than that of any god. I was tired… after so many attempts, so many failures, and so many crimes, I’d done it. I’d found the true path, one final run to give them all the happy ending they deserved. That was enough… I could move on, knowing that I had finally atoned for all my sins.
Or so I thought… I did not foresee just how serious the repercussions were. This power I hold… this great, terrible power that should never have been mine: I should have known that it would have a higher price… though I could never fathom just how great a price it was. I thought that, despite everything, I’d managed to avoid the consequences of playing with this world like a toy. Every SAVE, every Load, and every Reset; I’d convinced myself they were just stepping stones to this point… that the end result justified the mistakes made on the path to reach it.
Oh, how wrong I was...
The situation has grown out of control. Nothing I’ve tried has been successful in preserving the stability of this timeline. The more it consumes, the more it hungers. There is nothing I can do to stop it. I’ve lost everything… even if I found a way to stop this, there’s nothing left to save. I’ve failed, once again…
Maybe this is my punishment for everything I’ve done. To know my efforts to undo my mistakes meant nothing in the end. I remember someone else who once said something similar to me… I wonder if this is what he must have felt. You know what they say about other people and walking in their shoes… or maybe you don’t. I’m not exactly sure where I learned that one.
Still, even now I can’t give up, though I want to. I guess that’s what happens when your SOUL is driven by Determination. It is my blessing and curse, my greatest strength and most crippling weakness all in one. And now it forces me to do the unthinkable. For our future, no, for all futures… I must go back on the promise I made. I have to play God once again.
If you are able to read this message, then by now you must surely have some knowledge of the thing I speak of. If not, you will learn soon enough. It will find you, sooner or later. I only hope that by that point you will be able to discover the means to succeed where I have failed.
This will be a great burden for you, I am sure. For both of you, I suppose.
I know it is a gamble in itself to place my faith in her words. I’ve never truly known her intentions… or even how she came to me in the first place. But I have no other options. Even if I ignored her it would change nothing about our current situation. If I am right, then perhaps there is yet a chance for us. If I am wrong, well… then there was never hope to begin with. I pray that the former proves true.
No one will have any memory of this… Maybe that’s for the best. I wouldn’t want them to see the things I have. I suppose that I – that you – will also have the illusion of ignorance, at least for a while. To impart this knowledge all at once would be crippling to say the least. No… control is necessary if this is to work. The seal will take care of that…
Please, do not blame yourself for the sins I have committed. Think of them as the mistakes of a foolish predecessor. Though they might haunt you, please know that you are not a t fault. With this, I grant you a clean slate: an opportunity to do better than I had. This is my final Mercy to you.
One final thing. There is another that will likely hold some of the pieces. He’s probably the one who showed you this message come to think of it. Trust him… he may be hard to read sometimes, but I can think of no greater ally or a better friend.
Well, time to go. There’s nothing left for us here now… let’s start the experiment.
* Quarantine process: B egin.
* Isolate timeline parameters.
* Stabilize chrono-arcane fluctuations.
* Compensate for margin of error.
* Location: summit of Mount Ebott, year 1437X, 8:34 PM.
* Subject A: Frisk
* Chronal recollection: S tage four memory seal.
* LOVE/EXP accumulation: Purge.
* Subject B: &^*r# –
* Isolate essential data.
* LOVE/EXP accumulation: Purge.
* Current link with Subject A: Inhabitation - Cleared
* New link with Subject A: SOUL Tether.
* All other subjects – purge vestigial memory, restore default.
I leave all our hopes with you, my untainted self… and with the one at your side. Let this world live on…
[TRUE RESET]
The mountain’s silhouette loomed large above the surrounding forest, an inky colossus somehow blacker than the surrounding night. No stars shone above its peak. Their radiance had been impeded long ago by the clouds above which seemed content to leave the world in darkness. It was quiet, so quiet that it almost seemed empty. The only sound for miles was the gentle whisper of wind as it caressed the treetops, and the lazy sigh of leaves given in response.
And the footsteps.
A rhythmic crunch of dead leaf matter split the silence time and again. Its owner was a young boy, not even into his teenage years. He was small, even for a child his age, standing a good few inches shorter than most. He was also incredibly thin… frail even, with arms and legs like fragile saplings. His brown hair hung loosely from his head in desperate need of a trim. A few bangs dangled in front of his eyes which were little more than thin slits, invisible beneath shuttered lids. A blue, long sleeved shirt hung loose around his body stripped with thin lines of purple and a pair of blue jeans covered his legs ending at the ankle where his worn brown shoes began. An old bandage was pressed firmly against his dark-skinned cheek, no doubt nursing some forgotten wound.
He looked like he might shatter at the slightest gust of wind, vanishing without a single trace that he’d ever been there at all.
In his left hand he gripped tight upon a sturdy looking stick. It waved this way and that like the feeler on an insect, occasionally catching on the ground, bending and then wiggling free as he moved forward, taking care to step around whatever had snared it.
A deep growl echoed from high above, startling the boy and causing him to jump. The sudden action robbed him of balance and he fell, landing face-first into the dirt of the long disused path.
“Ow…” He pushed himself up with one shaky arm, his other still clutching the branch.
Once more, he stood, dusting a few specks of dirt and leaf-matter from his clothing with his free hand. That could have been worse. Gravity had robbed him of his footing and his pride all at once, but at least it had failed in taking his stick as well. The sky rumbled once again in annoyance of that fact, but he ignored it. Trudging steadily up the mountain’s incline, and weaving his way onward.
The night had grown darker still when the clouds above decided they’d had enough. A crash of roiling thunder echoed throughout Mt. Ebott. Lightning split the sky, releasing its contents onto the world and the child below. A single raindrop struck him in the nose a split second before a million others followed its lead. Rain stung the back of his neck and washed away the sound of his footsteps. It felt like he’d suddenly walked beneath a waterfall. Yet still he walked on, faster now, relying on the stick to guide his steps. He couldn’t go back… it was too late for that. He only hoped he could find shelter before the storm swallowed him alive.
On and on, he traveled, battling the countless aquatic blades that continued to strike him from all sides. Eventually, he felt the rain’s force lessen ever so slightly in one direction. Using it as a guide he moved toward it, hand outstretched until eventually his fingers rested upon something rough and wet. Stone… a rock face most likely. And where there were rock faces there were often caves…
Shelter.
Driven by the hope of a way out of this storm, he followed along the rough stone, using his stick to guide him through the night and the storm which seemed to have allied in an effort to bring him down. Eventually he felt the precipice curve inward, and he followed, sighing as the force of the rain against his back became weaker and weaker before leaving him completely. He could still hear the countless droplets battering the ground outside but could no longer feel them against his drenched body.
He was inside.
A breath he hadn’t known he was holding in escaped his lungs in a long sigh of relief. His clothes were heavy from the storm’s fury but at least he’d found a place to rest while waiting for it to pass. He moved further inward, hoping to put as much distance between himself and the torrent raging outside. His footsteps echoed against the cavern walls, bouncing around and confusing his senses as he delved deeper within.
It wasn’t until his foot met empty air that he realized the mistake. He gasped, and instinctively tried to retreat. Too late. His balance faltered once again and his body lurched forward. He twisted, grabbing blindly for an edge he could not see, yet found nothing. He fell. His shirt fluttered like a sheet on a clothesline as the darkness drew him deeper into its embrace.
‘Is this… how it ends?’ He thought, feeling the wind whipping his hair into his face. ‘Just like that… one mistake. I’m… I’m gonna die, aren’t I?’
Seconds passed… minutes… still, he continued to fall.
‘Huh…is this all? I thought it would be scarier.’ He mused. ‘Will it hurt…? Maybe I won’t even feel it. Yeah… that’s a nice thought. Just like taking a nap. That’s not so bad, right?’
Feet… yards… miles… still, he continued to fall.
‘I wonder if anyone will remember me?’ A small, humorless chuckle tumbled from his mouth. ‘I doubt it. But that’s alright… I don’t want to be a burden on anyone.’
Further and further without end… still, he continued to fall.
‘No… no that’s not right… This isn’t what I want!’ His thoughts turned to panic, his cold skin shaking. ‘No, this can’t be the end! I don’t… I don’t want to die! Someone… please help me! I don’t want to die…!’
“I DON’T WANT TO DIE!”
The boy’s voice rang through the darkness as he fell, a scream of desperation that filled the abyss. Tears streamed from his lidded eyes, falling upward as he was dragged further down. Terror gripped his heart, chilling it to ice as the inevitability of his own demise crashed against him like a wave.
Darker, and deeper… still, he continued to fall.
And then, suddenly, he stopped. His back landed against something solid, and he instinctively braced himself against a pain that never arrived. He lay still upon his back, something soft and pillowy beneath him. That silky texture… a smell like honey and fresh lemons.
Flowers?
All around him, bloomed a bed of golden flowers; six-petalled with blossoms like a hundred miniature suns. Their stems were a vibrant green, with tiny leaves sprouting from each one.
He laid there for a long while, afraid to even try to move his body in case it might break. Was he dead…? Is this what the afterlife was like? He couldn’t tell.
He was so lost in his own thoughts that he hadn’t noticed at first that he wasn’t alone. Sensing a presence he instinctively turned his head in its direction, cringing as if he expected it to roll off his shoulders. His eyes fell upon something a few paces away, which was strange in and of itself… he couldn’t remember the last time he’d actually seen anything. The figure was set ghostlike against his unseeing vision, like the phantom images that appear behind closed lids. But no… there was more to this figure than just a simple apparition. It was prominent… it was clear.
It was… a girl?
Notes:
Authors’ Notes: Well, here we are. The prologue chapter in what is probably going to be a pretty lengthy Undertale fanfic. We started writing this thing some months ago, and we’ve gotten pretty far in (about fifteen chapters as of the time of this writing). We’ll try to update semi-regularly as the chapters get written and edited, though please accept a bit of fluctuation once we do get caught up.
A few things to note here: For one, yes. Frisk is blind. While I’m pretty sure we aren’t the first to go this route, there is a bit of evidence in game that may suggest it. Their squinted or even “closed eyes” expression, and the emphasis on smell in the narration to name a couple.
Also, that mysterious log entry was written by a much older Frisk. It’ll be a while before we learn exactly what happened in the previous timeline…
One thing to get out of the way now, since people love to do it: Please don’t argue about the genders of Frisk and the First Human. We’re well aware of the gender-neutrality in canon, but for the purpose of this story, Frisk is male and the First is female. Please respect this, even if you prefer different gender denominations.
ShiningwingX: Something that’s recently come to my attention is that at some point during the Kickstarter for Undertale, Toby Fox allegedly (I haven’t been able to find a source, but it’s been brought up in a few places) said that Frisk was seeking shelter from a storm while climbing the mountain. While it’s surely defunct information at this point, if he wasn’t trolling to begin with, I did not know this when we wrote that part. Just something I found kind of funny.
Anyways, I hope you all enjoy this story. Feel free to share your thoughts!
KikiRukata: Something that he forgot to mention is that if you see this on another site do not worry. He will be posting the same thing on Fanfiction.Net under the same name (ShiningwingX)!
I’m really happy with how this has started. Like Shining said we’re about 15 chapters in when writing these notes so be prepared! We wont give up on this story. In fact this story has made my creativity skyrocket! We co-write this story. He mainly comes up with things for Frisk while I have a whole long thought out backstory for the First! I can’t wait!
Addendum: The year was originally listed as 21YZ, but has since been changed to 1437X. This means that the X is, in fact, an era notation instead of a 'placeholder year'. We always wanted to do something with that X and after a lot of discussions and changes since the story first released we decided this was the best way to use it.
Chapter Text
Darkness. No color. No sound. No sight. There was no up nor down. No gravity or light. Within this emptiness, physical laws held no meaning.
All there was, was nothing, unending yet never to begin.
Except… not quite. One thing persisted within this darkness; one fragment of existence, flickering on like the last spark of a long dead flame. A child drifted alone, curled in upon themselves, shoulder length hair fluttering from a non-existent breeze. A voice in the tone of a whisper but echoing like a shout carried from everywhere but their silently moving lips. The darkness itself spoke with their words, resounding a voice denied of its true owner.
"My chest… my throat... why…?” They spoke into the emptiness, their voice a melange of pain and vertigo with just a touch of fear. “No more… please. Mom, Dad… Brother, please… help me… I can't see. I can’t… I can’t feel anything.”
Their eyelids slowly opened. Copper irises stared into the nothing.
“I am… My name is…” A pause. “My… name? What… is my name?” They blinked, but their thoughts were enveloped by an impenetrable haze. “I… huh? W-where am I? What… was I doing? I can’t… remember.”
A wave of skull-crushing nausea overtook them, and they might have heaved but for the lack of anything to give up. It took all the strength they had to avoid losing themselves in this emptiness. How long had they been here? Years? Or was it only seconds? Even now they could sense it, something within them… something elemental eroding away little by little. How long until their existence itself faded away as well?
Terror gripped them. Their tongue fluttered in a silent scream.
Then… the light. It appeared as if from nowhere, a faint glimmer nestled within the nothing that surrounded them. The child squinted. In the darkness something shined: gold of petal and green of stem…
“Flowers?” Fear receded, quickly replaced by the curiosity of a near-shattered mind. “Gold. Pretty, pretty. Pain… Pain? Flowers are pain?”
An echo of memory gave way to confusion.
That was when they heard it: a voice crying out, almost unheard in the darkness over the sound of their own chanting. The child looked upward in confusion, copper brown eyes, just shy of crimson shining with unshed tears. The voice rang out again, louder this time. They straightened, rotating their weightless body, and scanned the darkness for its source.
'Someone… please help me! I don’t want to die…!’
Words… a cry for help.
“Help…? Help. I’ll help…” The child muttered through the fog of their own thoughts. “Where… are you?”
Their eyes went wide, and a soft gasp emerged from their lips as pure white light flooded the darkness, as if called forth by their declaration. Piercing the blackness it encircled them, wrapping their body in alabaster radiance. The light shining upon their face revealed the features of a young girl, adolescent, having yet to develop into womanhood. Her clothing was simple: a green sweater with a single yellow stripe wrapping around at the center. Brown short pants began at the waist and extended just above the knee, giving way to a pair of black hose underneath. Leather shoes, simple and laceless covered her feet.
The girl called out. "Help… I can… help.”
“I DON’T WANT TO DIE!” Called the voice she’d heard, shrill and scared as it echoed around her.
A glimpse of something caught the girl’s attention in the instant before the light enveloped her fully; a vague heart-shaped image, carnelian red and exceedingly beautiful.
It was then that everything changed.
The girl lifted from the cold, moist earth, rising from a small bed of green and gold. The petals of the flowers fluttered lightly cross pale skin as her weightless body drifted into the air, dancing and swaying in an unseen breeze. Up and up she drifted, garbed in the hues of the flowers, until at last she slowed to a halt a few inches above their petals.
The light which enveloped her lowly began to fade, as if the flowers, far underground without sunlight, had deigned to feast upon the miniature sun she provided. As her eyes adjusted and the phantoms faded she noticed shapes slowly invading her vision. Stone walls, an empty cavern decorated with strange, handcrafted columns. She hadn’t the time to question her circumstances for as soon as her eyes had cleared, they were met with the sight of a young boy falling through the gloom of the cavern and towards the ground below. An impact from that height and at that speed would have almost certainly been fatal, but for the golden flowers that bloomed from the earth. The boy landed supine upon the blossoms, their stems bending beneath his impact but not breaking, displaying strength much greater than that of typical flora.
The girl’s initially frightful expression shifted to one of confusion mixed with relief. 'Gold flowers? Flowers are pain…? No… Flowers are good. They protect. They save. Good flowers… I like flowers.' She shook her head softly, clearing the fog from it as best as she was able before slowly floating toward the boy. His head turned wearily in her direction, the thin slits where his eyes should be focusing on her.
"...Hello?" The girl said, giving a small wave with her right hand, while raising the left to cover her face shyly.
The boy’s gaze lingered on her for a few moments without responding. The whole situation felt surreal. He hadn’t lost consciousness as far as he could tell. He felt no pain and all his limbs were where they belonged. If this was indeed his afterlife then it was so deep and so thorough that he couldn’t tell where the line was drawn.
“H-Hi…” He said simply. It was the only word he could muster.
“Are you… alright?” The girl asked, her copper eyes peaking from behind her arm.
“Am I… dead?” The boy asked hesitantly. “Are you… an angel?”
Her head tilted to the side as if in thought. “An angel… am I?”
"I can see you.” He said, with far more awe than such a simple statement should merit.
“See me? What…” Her words tapered off and her gaze fell upon his almost fully closed eyelids. At first glance they seemed normal, but on closer inspection she noticed the faint scars they bore. “Oh.”
He nodded weakly.
“I’m sorry.” She folded her hands before her.
“’S’okay,” The boy said gently. “But where… are we?
“Well, um… I don’t know. I heard a scream and… I… woke up? I saw you fall… from up there.” She pointed upward to the inky blackness above them. “I wanted to help… and then the flowers, they…”
He looked at her for a while… the only image his eyes could focus on. She seemed almost as confused as he was… maybe even more so. Why was he able to see her after such a long time of never seeing anything? What was it about this girl that penetrated the shroud of his blindness? She seemed almost otherworldly… the way her legs dangled in the darkness, suspended in air and never touching the ground below. The way her movements were silent to the point that even his honed ears could pick up not even a whisper. At first he thought she was an angel… now he was starting to wonder if he was right about that.
Neither one of them spoke for some time. The only sound throughout this chamber was that of the wind’s distant sigh far above their heads. If he had the means to notice, the boy might have wondered at the strange light that illuminated the chamber. There was no discernible source… it seemed to come from everywhere at once, evenly distributed throughout the spacious room. The girl did notice, but paid it no mind. Everything felt strange to her… what was one more? The golden flowers continued to cradle him, somehow supporting his weight despite how fragile they appeared. Their scent filled the chamber, calming them both.
“I don’t… think you’re dead,” The girl said thoughtfully.
“I don’t feel dead,” The boy reasoned, and only then noticed the fingers of his left hand were still wrapped around the stick. He lifted it up and waved it in front of him. “And I still have this.”
“I think the flowers saved you.” The girl offered.
“Maybe… let me just-” The sentence caught in his throat. “Whoa…!”
His hand caught on the edge of a large golden petal as he tried to push himself up. It slid through the thin gaps between, causing him to fall back against the bed. The stems of the flowers bent and straightened, bouncing like springs as he fell back against them. The floating girl’s hand shot to her mouth as she tried and failed to stifle a giggle.
“Here.” She said through her laughter. “Let… let me help.”
She floated closer to him and extended a slender hand to him. He reached up awkwardly, and took it. It felt odd… not like any human hand. It was cool and smooth, like the feel of a spring breeze against wet skin and its touch was light despite her firm grip. He laughed lightly at the pleasant sensation, feeling the last of his nervousness ebb way. She pulled him up and a soft smile spread across her lips, tracing a line between her rosy cheeks.
“Thanks…” he said, returning her grin. “That was embarrassing…”
“It was funny.” She corrected giggling again. “You’re such a klutz, um…”
“What?” He asked as her words trailed off.
“I don’t… know your name.” She said thoughtfully. He frowned.
“Oh yeah, it’s… its Frisk.” He wasn’t sure why he bothered to remember it. No one else ever seemed to. “What about you? What’s your name?”
The girl stared at Frisk for a second before answering… "Frisk… that’s a cute name." She blurted out, smiling whilst dodging the question.
Frisk blinked in surprise, blindsided by the sudden compliment. The girl fidgeted beneath his silence, wondering if she’d said something wrong. Then, after a few awkward seconds, a snicker found its way from his throat before erupting into laughter. His arms wrapped his stomach to avoid falling again as he doubled over. The girl blinked, staring at him as if he’d gone crazy.
"Sorry…! I’m sorry!” He said while trying to wrangle his mirth enough to speak. “I've… haha… just never had anyone… s-say that to me before." His laughter echoed through the room. All the while, the girl continued to stare at him.
"Why is that so funny? Your name is nice, Frisk…" She replied softly as his laughter finally died off. Breathing hard, he waved off her worries.
“I guess I’m… just not used to it.” Frisk said, forcing himself upright once more and meeting her gaze. "That still didn't answer my question though. What's your name?"
The girl looked confused for a second. "My name? It's..." She paused, and clutched her left shoulder, expression clouded with nervousness and confusion. "I… I can't remember. I don't remember my name…" She looked at Frisk apologetically. "I'm sorry."
"You don’t remember?” He questioned. “Well, you don’t have to apologize… I mean, I'm sure you'll remember eventually right?" He consoled her. With a slight grunt, he carefully picked himself up from the flowers and stood next to her. “Today's been one weird thing after another… it’s alright.”
The girl didn’t respond immediately, looking thoughtful. Frisk tried to think of something more to say, but ultimately decided to give her some time. After a few moments of awkward silence, she spoke again.
"Hey Frisk? Why don't… Why don't you give me a name?" The girl struggled with how best to word her suggestion, hands rested against her chest. "I mean. If you want…"
Frisk looked surprised for a moment. "Um sure. I guess I can't just say 'Hey you' so." He took a good look at her, floating just above the flowers. "I could call you 'Pretty' or 'Angel'." He grinned. The girl’s already rosy cheeks grew even redder at his attempt to flirt.
"C- come on Frisk.. you’re embarrassing me. I… I really need a name. Please?" She asked, eyes pleading as she reached up to cover her cheeks.
"Alright alright. Let's see..." He trailed off, his head shifting left to right in careful thought. A snap of his fingers moments later signaled an idea. "I got it. How about 'Lily'? You remind me of a flower. And since the flowers saved me, and all… what do you think?" He asked, waiting for her reaction.
The girl pondered over the name for a moment. "Lily? It's… pretty. I like it.” Frisk beamed at her approval. “Okay. Lily! My name is Lily." The newly christened Lily smiled brightly as she floated to Frisk, and gave him a hug.
The gesture was unexpected but far from unwelcome. Frisk reciprocated, wrapping his arms around her weightless form and returned the hug. In that moment a peculiar feeling washed over him. Something deep within his very being – something unknown – sparked to life within his breast. Its warmth flowed through his whole body, comforting and invigorating at the same time as it traveled downward, pooling at his feet like warm water.
His unseeing eyes fell upon a place some feet from where he was standing and that was when he noticed it, shining like a beacon in the blankness of his sight. "Hey. What's that? I don't think it was there before?" He mused, pointing out what he’d seen to Lily.
“Wha…?” She questioned, unraveling her arms from Frisk and following his finger.
There it was, emblazoned within the bed of golden flowers like a star of the same color. A glowing point, shimmering with soft light that even Frisk could see. Lily gasped for a moment and stepped back but quickly relaxed as the light’s radiance seemed to soothe her spectral body as well.
“What is… that?” She asked. “I didn’t do that.”
“I think… I did?” Frisk said, scratching his neck thoughtfully.
“What…? How?” She managed to tear her eyes away from the light to look at him.
“I don’t know how to explain it, really.” He said, clinching his fingers thoughtfully. “I felt something just then. When I gave you your name and you hugged me…” He thought for a moment. “I felt like I could do anything I wanted to. Like no matter what happened, I would be alright. Determination… I think that’s the word.”
“Determination?” Lily asked. “What for?”
“I guess… to keep living.” Frisk replied. “Just before we met, I thought I was going to die. But I’m alive… and now I’ve met you. This is the first time I’ve ever had a friend…”
“Your first friend?” Lily could not find the words to respond to that. Eventually she simply settled for, “I’m glad.”
“Me too…” Frisk agreed. “I’m not sure why, but I think that will to live is what created that star.”
She smiled earnestly – an expression that only made Frisk happier – before turning away from him with some effort. Without the sound of their voices to fill it, the silence was almost unnerving, but the light from the glowing star was emboldening and dampened her unease. But happy meetings or not they were still in the middle of an unfamiliar cavern and the most important question was ‘how do they leave?’ They couldn’t very well get out the same way Frisk got here after all. Lily turned about to look at their surroundings and quickly noticed a pathway winding outward from the cavern. It seemed to be the only way forward.
“I guess we should go…” She said reluctantly. “There’s only one way out of here.”
Frisk concentrated for a moment, searching for any sounds or smells that might point him in the right direction on his own. The last thing he wanted was to be burden on the first person he could remember to ever show him genuine kindness. However, a faint buzz in the air and a odd tingling across his skin disturbed him, and while easily the keenest of all his working senses his nose could detect little outside of the flowers’ fragrance. After a moment he sighed in defeat. Lily frowned and took his hand guiding him in the direction of the cave mouth.
“This way.” She said gently, floating ahead and guiding him forward.
His right hand in Lily’s and his left firmly clutching his stick, Frisk moved on, stepping away from the soothing light of the glowing star and the golden flowers that cradled it. It was dark here, such that Lily had to squint in order to see. The air was moist as they wound their way through the cave. Eventually Lily came to a sudden stop, causing Frisk to stumble a bit at the unexpected lack of movement. His stick brushed against one of the pillars flanking a massive threshold.
“What is it?” Frisk asked, focusing on her.
“I’m not… sure.” She replied, staring thoughtfully at the strange symbol carved into the stonework above. “I feel like I should know this…”
“You said you couldn’t remember your name.” Frisk recalled. “What do you remember?”
“Some things… Like how I like flowers. But most of it is… hazy.”
She shrugged, focusing on the symbol for a good long while, grasping for a memory that felt just out of reach. After a while of searching and coming up empty she gave up. Frisk walked behind her as she drifted through the threshold and into a large chamber beyond. It was much larger than the one he’d fallen into and the air felt ‘freer’… less restricted than in the cramped cave they were in before. The flowers were here too, dancing in the slight, underground breeze. It seemed peaceful enough… but something felt off. Frisk could sense something around them… a presence belonging neither to him nor his spectral companion.
Just as he was about to ask Lily if she’d felt it too, a quiet shifting of earth gave way to its source. One of the flowers rose above the rest, shaking off bits of dirt from its petals and stem. It was taller than the ones that had saved him, and swayed back and forth like a dance. Six golden petals sprouted from its stigma which watched them from a cute, almost emoticon-like face. Lily gasped in surprise upon seeing it, Frisk looked up at her in confusion.
“The flower has a face…” She sighed. Frisk turned to where her eyes led and saw nothing.
“Howdy! I’m Flowey. Flowey the Flower!” The chirpy voice caused Frisk to jump. The sentient flower giggled slightly at this reaction.
“He- hello?” Frisk says in the direction of the voice.
“Hmm… You’re new to the Underground, aren’tcha?” Flowey guessed, and Frisk wasn’t sure whether or not he should confirm that. “Golly, you must be sooo confused. Someone ought to teach you how things work around here. I guess little old me will have to do.”
The flower winked, and stuck out a little green tongue. Frisk wasn’t quite sure how to respond, so he turned to Lily.
“Um, Lily…?” He began, looking up toward the girl who continued to watch the flower. “I don’t-“
“Hey, who are you talking to?” The flower said, its expression reforming into one of confusion. “You’re a weird kid… guess it’s a good thing I’m here. Ready?”
Frisk’s confusion was quickly replaced by a gasp as an unpleasant sensation washed over him. A pull against his chest, like something was being drawn from his body against his will. He stumbled back slightly when his eyes fell upon a red glow pulsing before him. A bright red heart-like shape sat level with his chest, the pulse timed perfectly with his own heartbeat. He looked up, and it was only then that he saw the flower, its features monochrome against a field of nothing. Lily also seemed to notice this as she managed to tear her eyes away from the talking flower and stare at him.
“Wait… isn’t that?” She began, recognizing the image of the heart.
“See that heart?” Flowey said, his face a constant smile. “That’s your SOUL. The very culmination of your being.”
“My SOUL…?” Frisk repeated. He’d heard of the concept of the SOUL on the surface, but it was always treated as little more than speculation. They’re real…?
“That’s right!” Flowey chirped in that saccharine tone. “Your SOUL starts off weak, but can grow strong if you gain a lot of LV.”
“LV?” Frisk asked. Lily shrugged. “What’s that?”
“Why, LOVE, of course!” He said excitedly. “You want some LOVE, don’t you?”
Frisk stopped himself before saying ‘yes’. Something about this felt wrong… this flower’s overly kind demeanor felt somehow hollow to him. It was unlike the honest kindness he’d felt from Lily… where he’d felt a sense of warmth and belonging. Here there was nothing, words and sounds yes, but no feeling. It reminded him of a few people he’d known on the surface… those people who acted nice only until they got what they wanted. It worried him.
“Don’t worry, I’ll share some with you!” He said sweetly, his stigma shifting to wink at Frisk again. Frisk felt the crackle of energy as five white seed-like objects fanned out from Flowey’s petals, spinning like tops in the air above him. “Down here, LOVE is shared through… little white… ‘friendliness pellets.’”
The hesitation in the flower’s voice only made Frisk even more nervous. Flowey didn’t seem to notice the reluctance in the human’s expression as he continued to smile sunnily at him. Above him, the ‘friendliness pellets’ continued to spin, suspended in the air by his magic.
“Are you ready? Move around! Get as many as you can!” He said and the pellets began to move.
They flew slowly through the air toward Frisk’s pulsing SOUL. Magic hummed in the air and he was unsure what to do. He noticed too late that Lily had stepped ahead of him. She drifted toward the pellets, a smile on her face. Frisk reached out toward her even as she reached for one of the spinning projectiles. It slipped through her fingers and spun toward Frisk who stepped around it. She frowned briefly before reaching for another.
“Lily, don’t!” Frisk called to her.
“Come on, Frisk!” She giggled. “He’s a flower! Flowers are good, remember? They saved you!”
“But Lily-“
Frisk’s argument was cut off as one of the so-called friendliness pellets struck his companion in the back. The spinning seed tore through her spectral form and emerged from her stomach. A cry of pain echoed through the chamber as she doubled over, clutching her abdomen and crumpling to her knees.
“No!” Frisk called out, rushing toward her.
Three more pellets flew in their direction; one of them passing dangerously close to Lily’s neck… the other two wouldn’t miss. Frisk grabbed her by the wrist and pulled her to the left, managing to narrowly avoid the magical projectiles. While Frisk could never be called strong, Lily’s feather-light form offered no resistance and followed his movements without effort. When at last they stopped she collapsed again, and Frisk immediately noticed that while she was once floating, he body had descended to the ground. Whatever had once kept her aloft now no longer had the strength to do so. She looked up at him with eyes blurred with tears.
It was then that he saw it… a long band of energy hovering above her colored in yellow and red, almost like the line of an EKG. The amount of yellow was dangerously low…
“Hey buddy, you missed them…” Flowey said, he seemed annoyed. “Don’t worry, they won’t hurt you! Let’s try again.”
Frisk was appalled. Did the damned flower not even realize what he’d done? He was acting like Lily wasn’t even there… like hadn’t nearly killed her! He backed away from his companion and turned toward the flower just as he launched another salvo of pellets in his direction. Frisk knew now what the flower was trying to do, and he wasn’t about to let any of those pellets touch either him or Lily. He stepped away from the pellets that drifted toward him, using his stick to bat away one that came close to his friend. It didn’t seem like Flowey could see her, so Frisk moved further away, hoping to draw the flower’s attention away from her position.
“Is this a joke? Are you brain-dead?” Flowey said, his expression growing more and more aggravated by the minute. “RUN. INTO. THE. BULLETS- er, friendliness pellets!”
That sealed it. Another wave of bullets flew at Frisk, faster this time but he was easily able to dodge them without having to worry about Lily getting hit. He glared at the flower through his nearly-closed eyes, who at this point seemed to have had enough. Flowey’s smile twitched and then shifted into a grotesque fanged image, abandoning all pretense of kindness. Frisk felt his blood run cold.
“You know what’s going on here, don’t you?” He said, his voice deepened into a sinister reverb. “You just wanted to see me suffer.”
At that moment a ring of bullets surrounded Frisk from all sides. Magic hummed around him, almost deafening to the ears as dozens of deadly projectiles hung ominously in the air around his body.
“DIE!!!” Flowey shouted.
At once, the ring of magic began to close around Frisk, moving with agonizing slowness as if to draw out his final moments. Flowey’s face shifted into a disturbingly vague image of a humanoid head, and from that head was loosed a howling cackle. Frisk stepped away from one arc of bullets, and felt the buzz of magic on his back, adjusting himself just before the ones behind him managed to shred into his SOUL.
“Frisk…” He heard Lily’s voice as the bullets closed in, blocking any and all means of escape.
And then they vanished. Flowey looked at the boy in confusion. Frisk looked back, his expression a mirror of the flower’s own.
“How in the-“
Flowey’s question was interrupted as he was suddenly knocked away by a burst of fire – crimson to the world but ghostly white to Frisk – from seemingly out of nowhere. He hissed and looked in the direction the fire had come from, his petals blackened from the attack. Then his eyes widened and he immediately retreated beneath the earth.
Frisk blinked in confusion and followed the line of his gaze until he saw what the flower had. Another creature stood nearby, glaring at the place Flowey had been moments before. It was tall, garbed in a robe emblazoned with a strange heraldic image: a winged, spherical figure hovering over three triangles, the lowest of which was inverted. Like Flowey, Frisk could see the new arrival clearly, though the violet of her robes was bleached to his sight. Nevertheless, he was taken aback by its appearance. It resembled something similar to a goat, with two small horns upon its head, and long floppy ears. The fur covering its body seemed white as fresh snow, and a long muzzle ended in a pair of small pointed fangs.
“What a terrible creature, torturing such a poor, innocent youth…” The creature said disdainfully, in a voice that was distinctly female before her eyes fell on Frisk. He saw her expression soften into a gentle smile as his sight fell away once more.
Notes:
What’s the first thing you do upon starting a new game of Undertale?
Name the Fallen Human…
We had a bit of a thought as to why you’re given the ability to name the human despite the fact that they have a ‘true name’. Then we figured “wouldn’t it be cool to translate that into the story?” That’s why the first human is going to be using the name ‘Lily’ for now. Now if you’re a ‘purest’, don’t worry. There’s a plot-based reason for this decision. If it wasn’t clear from the title, names are going to be an important theme in this story.
Next chapter we’ll be meeting everyone’s favorite Goat Mom.
Chapter 3: Into The Ruins
Notes:
So here we are with the next chapter. It’s a little late as it comes on the heels of Hurricane Irma. Fortunately, we managed to avoid the worst of the storm, but there are many out there who weren’t quite as lucky. For those suffering, or have loved ones suffering through the devastation brought on by Hurricanes Harvey and Irma, please stay determined, and know that our thoughts are with you.
On a more positive note, happy second anniversary Undertale.
With all that said, we hope you enjoy the chapter.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
As his vision returned to familiar darkness, Frisk immediately turned his attention back towards Lily, who's injured form shined before him like a weak flame. He ran to her, dropping to his knees and lifted her gently into his arms. Cradling her against his chest, he turned in the general direction of the strange being who had saved him, pleading to the only other person he could.
"Miss? Please! My friend is badly hurt." He clutched Lily closer to him. "Is there anything you can do? Please!"
"You are with someone?" The caprine woman gasped. She quickly made her way to the small boy's side and followed his gaze to his lap. There was nothing. Confused, she glanced about the chamber, wondering what it was she might have missed.
"Where are they, my child? Show them to me, and I will do what I can."
The words almost felt like a cruel joke to Frisk's distraught mind. How could she not see Lily?
"She's right here!" He all but screamed while motioning to his arms with a frantic nod of his head. "Can't you see her? She's right here!"
"I do not..." She paused. This was not something she was familiar with. Never before had she met someone who was so insistent on something unseen. Looking at the young boy's frantic face she forced her own worried mind to calm. "Stay right here, child. I must be sure that there are no further dangers. I will then take you - and your friend - to my home. Perhaps there I will be able to help her." The woman assured Frisk, standing up to look around the cavern.
Frisk returned his attention to Lily, and shook her gently, praying for some sign that she was alright. "Lily? Lily, please. Say something!" He cried, patting her arm to try and get a response.
Lily, who up until now had been quiet, sobbed quietly. "It hurts…"
Frisk held her close, afraid that she might break if he squeezed too hard. "I know. It'll be okay soon. I promise."
The words felt more like an attempt to convince himself than her. It wasn't working very well. Nevertheless, the girl managed a weak smile as her bleary eyes focused on his face.
"Thank you. For protecting me..." She mumbled, tears streaming down her face as she weakly lifted a hand to place over his heart.
Frisk did his best to smile back, despite his worry. "I would do it again. You're my friend." He reached for her trembling hand and steadied it with his own.
That was when it happened. Lily's ghostly form flickered ominously like a lightbulb on the last of its charge. Frisk gasped in worry and fear as a strange white light began to brighten around their joined hands. Rippling outward, it grew ever brighter, encasing the girl like a cocoon of radiance before bursting into a hundred shimmering particles.
"Lily!" Frisk cried in a panic as his friend disappeared from his arms.
The lights drifted upward, hovering in the air around him for a moment. Then one at a time they fell, fluttering down toward him like snowflakes before disappearing, one after the other into his chest. Frisk squinted instinctively against a pain that did not come before looking around the now empty space for any sign of his friend. He found not one… not even the unique feeling of her hand in his remained.
"Lily?" He breathed, his gaze darting to and fro. "Lily?! Please, don't be gone… Lily!"
"I'm here Frisk." he gasped again as her voice spoke within his mind, a surreal sound that at the same time, was somehow soothing. "I'm just… so sleepy. I'm just gonna…take a nap. I'll… be okay."
The voice fell silent and for a moment Frisk felt his nervousness bubbling back to the surface. In the next, he felt it, deep within his chest, alongside the beating red of his own SOUL. A presence… her presence, exuding a heavy warmth. It was an odd feeling: almost like she was clinging against him from within, shielding herself from an unknown chill with the warmth inside his breast.
She was still there.
'I wish there was something I could do to help her…'
Even as the thought crossed his mind, his stomach became wracked by incredible pain. He doubled over, stifling a cry as it burned through his abdomen and shuddered against his SOUL. Small arms wrapped about a slender frame, pressing in on his stomach as if to staunch a non-existent flow of blood. The recent memory of Flowey's seed-like magic ripping through his friend flashed through his mind.
' It… hurts… is this what Lily felt?'
He gritted his teeth against the agony, fighting the urge to cry out. Bullets indeed… it felt like he really had been shot. He breathed deeply, steeling himself against the burn as it gradually faded into a dull ache. He righted himself, doing his best not to let the pain show as he let the air out of his lungs with a shuddered breath.
Not a moment too soon. The rhythmic padding of the goat-woman's feet heralded her return. She knelt down and placed a hand upon his small shoulder. "Here I am, my child. The path is clear. Are you and your friend ready to move on?" She questioned, helping Frisk to his feet.
Still holding his stomach gently, Frisk gave a nod, hoping she hadn't noticed what had occurred just moments before. "Yeah. We're both good to go, Miss. Thank you."
She smiled and took his hand with her own… Hand? Paw? He didn't care. It was warm, the fur soft… comforting. Gripping his stick with the other, he squeezed that small piece of security and walked with her deeper into the cavern.
"I am glad I chose to come out here when I did. I am Toriel, caretaker of the Ruins. I pass by here every day to see if anyone has fallen down." She introduced herself. "I must admit. I was not expecting a human to fall. It has been a long time since the last one."
Toriel led Frisk down a few passages, winding her way through the various twists and turns like someone who knew the place by heart. Frisk nearly tripped when they came upon a set of stairs leading to another threshold but managed to steady himself before either injury or embarrassment befell him. Eventually, they emerged from the tunnels and into a larger room. A great door marked by a strange crest, not unlike the one they'd seen above the archway earlier barred the way forward.
"Welcome, innocent one." She said in a gentle voice. "These are the Ruins. Listen well, and I shall educate you in their operation. Here, you will encounter a number of puzzles: ancient fusions between diversions and door keys. One must solve them in each room to move further."
Toriel demonstrated by solving the puzzle in question, weaving among the six pressure plates, depressing the two on the left and right while leaving the central plates alone. A soft rumble of scraping stone resounds as the door slid vertical, leaving the way open. Turning from the switch she'd just pulled, Toriel returned her attention Frisk to make sure he understood. She frowned when she noticed him rooted firmly to the spot where she'd left him.
"Dear child? Is everything alright?" She asked softly.
Frisk jumped slightly at the sound of her voice. He had been listening intently on his surroundings trying to pinpoint where she had gone. Though he'd begun to get used to it, the light buzz of magic was still somewhat disorienting to his ears. The fact that Toriel's padded feet made so little sound against the stonework to begin with did nothing to help in that respect.
"Uh. Y-yeah. Coming!" He stumbled a little, gliding his stick against the ground to mark his path as he approached Toriel.
She smiled and turned toward the now opened doorway. Frisk honed his attention to the light sound of her footfalls and followed behind her to the next room. It was much larger than any thus far… even more open and cavernous than the vast chamber where they'd encountered Flowey. Clusters of green ivy snaked along the walls, creating natural pillars of leaf and vine. The trickle of water echoed throughout from the two canals that ran across the room, splitting it into three segments connected only by the small bridges crossing the water. In the distance, a tall row of spikes formed an ominous-looking wall on the other side.
"To make progress here, you will need to trigger several switches," Toriel explained. "Don't worry, I have labeled the ones you need to flip."
Frisk paled… switches? Labeled? He shifted in place, again feeling nervous but for a far different reason this time. He listened for Toriel's footsteps and followed in their wake as she traversed the room. The switches in question sat upon the wall to his left, the correct ones labeled with arrows and encouraging messages both written in bright yellow ink. All of this went completely unnoticed to Frisk as he followed his guide who came to a stop near the second of the two bridges.
"Go ahead, child. Press that switch." She encouraged. Frisk looked about warily. "Do not fear. I am watching over you."
Using his stick to guide his way, Frisk stepped gingerly through this section of the room. The sounds of the water trickling from all sides added to the persistent hum of magic, confusing his senses even further. He awkwardly approached the direction of the switch, fumbling blindly toward it. Toriel smiled in approval for a moment, until she noticed his steps veering slightly to the right. Her content expression shifted to worry a moment before Frisk's foot caught on the edge of the canal.
A frightened gasp was the only sound afforded to the boy as his body lurched to the right and he felt the familiar sensation of falling. Toriel's startled yelp was cut off as his body hit the water with a splash. Terror filled him as his head disappeared beneath, cutting off his every sense save the icy touch of the water. A rush of freezing liquid filled his mouth as he tried to scream, cutting off breath and voice in equal measure. Panic seized him and his arms flailed violently, reaching out for anything solid… something that would save him.
'Not now…! Not now, not now, not now!' he thought. 'Lily…Toriel…'
Something grabbed his arm at that moment, something strong and gentle. His mind snapped into almost primal focus, zoning in on that one speck of possible salvation. He reached over and grasped it with his other hand and was rewarded as his small frame was slowly pulled upward. Sound and smell returned to him as his head emerged from the water followed by the rest of his body. He coughed and sputtered as he was drawn up into a warm embrace. Water dripped from his clothes and hair, leaving dark patches upon Toriel's violet robes.
"Oh, thank heavens…" Toriel said, cradling him against her chest. "Are you alright, child? Are you hurt?"
Frisk shook his head vigorously. "No…I'm f-fine." He lied, even as his teeth chattered, and the dull ache pulsed against his stomach.
Toriel continued to hold him close, slackening her arms only when he began to calm. She looked down at his face and frowned.
"You… cannot see. Can you, little one?" She observed, stroking his wet cheek with her fingers. Frisk lowered his head sadly and said nothing. He didn't want to be a burden. "It is true then."
Frisk sniffed as tears began to well up in his eyes. Crying was about the only thing they'd ever been good for and he hated it. Now she knew… now she understood how much of a hindrance he was. He supposed it was better she find out now rather than later. At least this way, it would hurt less.
"You poor dear…" She said gently, pulling him into another embrace. The action shocked him so much that he didn't even think to reciprocate. "I am sorry I did not notice sooner."
Somehow, her kind words only drew another flood of tears. The emotional impact of everything he'd experienced in the last couple of hours had finally taken its toll. He had no idea where he was, and his first real friend, the first person he had ever seen was nearly killed mere moments after they'd met. All he had at the moment was this strange woman, her gentle voice, and sweet scent.
So he cried… it was all he could do.
Toriel held the boy close, doing what she could to soothe him. She was in no hurry… not when there was a child that needed her. The boy was soaking wet, his bandage had washed off, and he shivered from the chill of the Ruins… but eventually, he stopped crying. The goat woman smiled gently as he sniffed away the last of his sadness and helped him rise shakily to his feet.
"M-my stick?" He stammered with uncertainty. He'd lost it when he fell into the canal.
Toriel frowned and looked into the water where he'd fallen. Caught on the grate was a small branch, a single green leaf still attached to one end. With a deft motion, she fished it out and returned it to her young charge's hand. Frisk smiled as he grasped the rough wood, comforting in its familiarity. Toriel beamed at the sight.
"I am glad you are feeling better." She said gently and took his hand. "Come, I will guide you through the rest of the Ruins."
She did so, leading him to the switch and placing his hand upon it. Frisk felt around the mechanism for a moment before grasping the lever and pulling it down with a satisfying click. Toriel gave him an approving pat on the shoulder before leading him to the second. Upon pulling this one, Frisk heard a metallic shing as the spikes retracted.
"Well done, child." She said. "Let us move on."
Frisk swelled with joy at the praise as Toriel took his hand and led him into the corridor released by the spikes. Eventually, they came to a smaller room, empty of any notable features save for the single, somewhat worn training dummy sitting silently near the rightmost wall. Toriel led Frisk over to the cute little mannequin before letting go of his hand.
"As a human living in the Underground, monsters may attack you. You will need to be prepared for this situation." She explained. Frisk gave her an uncertain look. "Worry not! The process is simple. When you encounter a monster, you may enter a fight. If that happens, strike up a friendly conversation. Stall for time, and I will come to resolve the conflict. Now, why not practice on the dummy?"
Frisk approached the dummy somewhat awkwardly. At first, he hadn't thought much of it. Maybe this was Toriel's way of being nice or introducing him to a new game. However, he was quickly caught by surprise when his SOUL suddenly sprang forth from his chest. Its radiant red glow enveloped him, and he found himself now able to see the dummy before him. He was about to grin when his eyes fell upon something above his SOUL… another band of yellow and red, split evenly between the two colors. He concentrated on it for a moment.
'10/20… HP?' He thought. 'HP… HoPe.Huh… how do I know that?' He considered that oddity for a moment but could find no answer. Instead, he focused on the split line, seemingly tied to his own well-being. 'That must be from when Lily got hurt… will she really be okay in here?' He mused, pressing a hand against his chest.
He was still rather worried about her, though her presence never faded from his chest. She seemed alright, for the time being, so he turned his attention back to the dummy who looked like it was about to fall over at any moment.
* A cotton heart and a button eye, you are the apple of my eye.
The pleasant little song came from somewhere in his mind and made him smile.
"H-hello?" He said to the dummy. "I… I like your stuffing? It's nice…"
The dummy stared at him but didn't respond.
Toriel beamed proudly from where she stood nearby and clapped politely. "Ah, good! You did very well."
Frisk's smile brightened as his vision faded and his SOUL receded into his chest. He waved to the dummy before Toriel took his hand and lead him through the doorway to the north. Another room, this one also decorated with ivy. A patch of stone on the floor seemed to be made of a different, lighter-colored material than the rest and wound with purpose in a zig-zagging pattern. Frisk followed her through it and to the adjacent corridor.
He shuddered and gripped her hand tighter as the sound of water burbled from nearby. Toriel seemed to sense this and halted while she patiently waited for him to calm down. A curious Froggit hopped close during their pause, but a stony glare from Toriel sent it on its way. After taking a moment to calm down, Frisk nodded and his guide took that as a sign to continue. She led him forward through the maze of spikes, sections of which retracted all on their own as she stepped over them. Frisk was unaware of these. If he was, he might have been more frightened, but Toriel 's guidance carried him flawlessly to the end.
Upon crossing into the next room, Toriel paused and removed her hand from Frisk's.
"You have done excellently thus far, my child," She said, but Frisk could sense some hesitation in her voice. "However, I have a difficult request to ask of you."
"What?" Frisk looked in her direction. "What do you need?"
"I… I would like you to walk to the end of this corridor by yourself." She said with some difficulty. "I know it is difficult, especially after what I've just learned about you, but you must trust me. Please, forgive me for this."
"Wait!" Frisk called as her padding footfalls grew quieter in the distance.
He stood there silently for a few moments, now feeling more alone than he ever had before. Was he wrong about her kindness… had she left him? He wrapped his arms around his damp chest, clutching his stick in a white-knuckled grip. He was shivering, but he didn't know if that was from the cold or his own fear.
With shaking limbs he put one foot in front of the other. What was there to lose now from following her last request. Apart from Lily, she was one of the few people who had even shown this much kindness to him… he at least owed her this much, right? His footsteps echoed down the dark corridor. No other sound answered them save that of his own breathing and the guiding scrape of his stick. It seemed to stretch forever… empty, silent, and cold. His heart pounded with such force that he felt it in his ears. He was alone… he was-
"Greetings, my child." He heard a familiar voice. "Do not worry, I did not leave you. This exercise was simply a means to test your independence."
Frisk felt a heavy weight lift from his shoulders and sighed.
"It was scary…" He admitted.
"I know, dear one. I know." Toriel soothed. "But you did splendidly. Come along now."
She led Frisk through another small passageway and into another room. The ripe smell of fallen leaves filled his nostrils from all sides. It felt peaceful here… safer than the other rooms. Toriel placed a hand on his shoulder and smiled.
"I am sorry for doing that to you, but it was important, child." She said in that motherly tone that always set him at ease. "You see, I must attend to some business, and you must stay alone for a while."
"But-" Frisk pleaded.
"I know, but please trust me." Toriel cut him off. "It will only be for a moment, and I might be able to find something to help your little friend as well. Here, take this." She placed something heavy and vaguely rectangular in Frisk's hand. "It is a cell phone. If you have need of anything, just open it and press the button on the top-right and I will answer. Can you do that for me?"
Frisk thought for a moment and then nodded. She was kind enough to help him, so he could be brave for a while if that's what she needed. Toriel smiled proudly before turning away with some reluctance and disappearing further into the ruins. Frisk looked around the area, fanning the air with his stick until he heard the tell-tale rustle of a leaf pile. He sat down near it, idly turning the leaves over with his stick. After a moment, he decided to check on Lily.
"Lily…? Lily, are you there?" He said to the air around him. After a few moments without a response, he tried again, voice wavering in fear. "Lily? Are you okay? Lily..?"
"…Huh…? I- I'm here..." Lily's sleepy voice spoke within his head, along with what felt like a yawn. The sound caused him to relax. "I'm sorry for… for sleeping so long…" Frisks SOUL pulsed gently with her presence, loosening itself in a way that resembled a nice long stretch following a nap.
"It's okay. I was just worried about you. You were hurt a lot…" He mumbled, placing a hand to his stomach. "I was so scared when you turned into those lights. Then you went into my body, and I felt your pain…"
White-hot regret spread through his chest, and his SOUL pulsed dully with the feeling. "I'm… I'm so sorry Frisk. I didn't mean to hurt you. I should have listened when you said to wait…" Her meek tone and the surge of emotions he felt were almost heart-rending. "Maybe… What if I tried to leave? Maybe you'll stop hurting as much?" Lily asked softly, pushing her essence against his chest to try an escape.
Frisk opened his mouth to speak, but a sudden gasp of pain cut off whatever response he might have made. At once, his body was assailed by a burning agony that forced him to his knees. A cry rippled from his mouth and was immediately echoed by another within his head. He shuddered, and clutched his stomach, trying to steel himself against the pain. He could tell that Lily was too, and he wasn't sure whether the tears that began to well up were hers or his own. The stick fell from his hand and clattered against the stone of the Ruins as his left hand shot to his chest. He could feel the throb of his SOUL beneath.
"Li…ly!" He gasped out, trying to reach the girl with his own emotions.
Then, quickly as it came, the pain faded. A sound, like an intake of breath, resounded in his head "I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" She cried, as sincerely and shamefully as her own pained voice could muster. "I didn't mean to hurt you! I won't do it again. I promise."
Frisk took a deep, shuddering breath to calm himself as the pain faded back into a much more manageable dull ache. His fingers clutched around his heart, hoping to calm her as well as the pounding in his chest. "I- I guess you aren't ready to come out yet. It's okay… you can stay there until you're better."
"Alright." Lily replied, uncurling herself to once more fill up Frisks SOUL and mind. "I'm sorry…"
"You don't-" He shook his head and corrected himself. "It's okay… you didn't mean to."
They took a moment to rest and allow both of their minds to calm down. When the silence was broken it is Lily who broke it. "So where are we? I mean I see the leaves but what happened with Flowey? I uh.. don't remember much after the attack..."
"Oh yeah. After you were hurt I tried keeping him away from you." Frisk explained. "It didn't seem like he could see you but his bullets could do some real damage."
"Wait, bullets?" Lily asked. "Is that what hit me?"
"Yeah… he let it slip when I annoyed him." Frisk said grimly. "Liar…"
"What happened next?" Lily asked, a little fascinated by the story.
"Well he had a bunch of them surrounding me but then this really nice woman came and got Flowey to leave us alone." He said, diving into the story. "Her name's Toriel. She's a goat… or like one, anyway. I've never actually seen one, you know? But she has fur and long ears, the whole thing. She even had horns!"
"Really?!" Lily said. "That sounds so cool! I wish I could see her. I-"
She paused. Something about the woman's description and her name struck Lily as familiar. She felt like she should know this person but no matter how she tried she couldn't understand why. Maybe she'd met Toriel in a time before she'd lost her memories. It was an odd feeling, but she decided not to dwell on it. Frisk didn't seem to notice her thoughtfulness and the last thing she wanted to do was worry him, especially since he seemed to be feeling better.
"Anyway, you might get to meet her soon," Frisk said. "She said she wouldn't be long."
Their conversation trailed off, and Frisk sat back against his hands. He fumbled around for a moment before finding his stick, resting patiently where it had fallen, waiting to be picked up. He was content, and he could tell that Lily was too from the warmth that cradled his soul. The fact that his friend was okay and that he, too was still alive was heartening for him. That thought flowed through his mind like a warm summers breeze and soothed Lily's own wounded spirit. He was filled with determination.
"Frisk look! Another star! How'd you do that?" Lily practically bounced with excitement, drawing his attention toward what she'd seen. "That warmth I felt just then… was that it?"
There, in the middle of the pile of brown and red leaves was a large golden star, flickering softly full of light. He stared at it for a moment, his own excitement merging with Lily's and causing it to shine a bit brighter. A gentle buzz, strange but not uncomfortable filled his mind for a moment before vanishing just as quickly. He shook his head, in confusion.
"That's the second time." Frisk said curiously. "I don't get it…"
"You weren't able to do it before?" Lily asked. "Like on the surface?"
"Nope. It only started here." He explained.
"Well, I think it's pretty cool." Lily complimented before turning her attention back to Frisk. "Hey. Why are you sitting in the middle of this room anyway?"
"Oh. Toriel asked me to stay here while she went and did something. She said this room was mostly safe." He explained. "I think she felt bad that I was blind... I ended up taking a dive into some water back there..."
"Oh, Frisk..." Soothed Lily, making her essence grow and heat up, spreading a comforting sensation throughout the boy's body."You shouldn't have been worrying so much about me then. I don't want you to get hurt..."
"It's alright. I'm okay now." Frisk shook his head dismissively, but couldn't help but smile anyway at his friend's concern. "Anyway, while I was waiting for her to come back, I decided to call for you. She gave me a cellphone and everything."
Frisk pulled the phone from his pocket to show Lily. She stared at the rounded, rectangular shape for a moment, wondering how this unfamiliar contraption was meant to connect them to Toriel. "Oh.. that's good," she replied simply, deciding that the knowledge of it must be among her missing memories, before looking around the room as he returned the phone where it belonged. She wasn't really worried about it since he seemed to know how it worked. "Kinda boring in here though isn't it?" Frisk shrugged. After what he'd been through 'boring' didn't seem so bad. Undeterred, Lily spoke again. "Oh, I know! Let's explore a little!" She said happily.
"I don't know. Toriel said there are a lot of puzzles and traps. I don't want us to get hurt again..." Frisk reasoned, playing with the stick in both hands.
"But I'm awake now. I can still see like this, so I can guide you. We won't go far if you don't want to?" She hesitated. "I wanna do whatever you want to Frisk."
Frisk smiled, feeling content as he rose to his feet and stretched a bit. "I guess it's okay, as long as we don't go too far. I wouldn't want Toriel to worry. She promised to help you feel better once she came back for us." Firmly gripping the stick. he stood up and glanced about the room with his sightless eyes. "Where to first? I know the door over… there? I think? Is the one we came through." He says, pointing in the direction of the western wall.
"That's a good place to start. There's another doorway to the right of it on the other wall. We can go there first?" She said, nudging him in the correct direction. Shrugging Frisk set off for it, entering through the doorway.
It wasn't a particularly large room, and there didn't seem to be any other entrances or exits from what Lily could see. However, in the center of the room, sitting on the pillar like an idol was a large bowl. It looked to be filled with something but Lily couldn't tell what it was from here. There was a note attached to the pillar beneath the bowl which drew her curiosity.
"Oh hey. There's a bowl on the pillar and… a note." She explained for Frisk's benefit. "Get closer? I wanna see what it says."
Complying with Lily he walked forward, holding out his hand until his fingers met the pillar. "What's it say?"
"'Monster Candy. Take One.'" She said. Frisk could imagine her face lighting up. "Oooh candy!"
"Monster Candy?" The boy raised a brow. "What's that like?"
"I think it has a distinct, non-licorice flavor." Lily joked.
"Ha ha." Frisk droned. "But now I'm curious. What flavors are there?"
"Let's see…" Lily examined the individual pieces as Frisk looked over them. "There's blueberry, peppermint, watermelon, bubblegum and-"
Frisk noticed the pause. "What?"
" Licorice…"
Frisk snorted at the irony, nearly knocking the bowl over in the process. Lily pouted, but quickly got over it and turned her attention back to the candy.
"No chocolate… Bummer." She sighed. "I guess we just take one? Which kind would you want?"
"Let's go with watermelon then. I like those." Frisk said.
Having made his decision, Lily guided his hand to the correct piece. It took him a moment to fish out the right one, but in the end, he succeeded. Unwrapping the little confection, he popped it into his mouth with a hum. The mildly sweet taste of watermelon rewarded him. As he made to swallow the treat, however, he nearly choked on his own surprise… and might have, had the candy not suddenly dissolved the moment in touched his throat.
"What happened?" Lily asked, having apparently felt the sensation as well, in her own way. "That was kinda weird…"
Before either of them could think about it further, they were hit with another surprise as a light tingling sensation traveled throughout Frisk's body. It began in his stomach before steadily moving outward, across his limbs and around his SOUL. It was warm and soothing and the boy eventually felt the throb of pain slowly ebb away. Lily shuddered in time with Frisk as the magic continued to heal them from the inside out. Frisk shook his arms for a second in confusion.
"Huh. It doesn't hurt anymore." In a flash of inspiration, he decided to check his HP. "20/20. Hey, it's full again!"
"What?" Lily questioned a moment before what he said sunk in. "You're right… I don't hurt anymore either."
"Think you can come out now?" Frisk suggested.
"Maybe…?" She said with a bit of reluctance, shuddering as she remembered what happened last time. "Just… sit down while I try? I don't want to hurt you.."
She sighed softly in apprehension, waiting patiently for him to comply. She concentrated and imagined pressing herself against his chest. She braced herself for the pain, and was relieved to find that this time, there was none. Feeling more confident she pressed a bit harder. A few particles of light emerged from Frisk's chest and were gradually joined by others which floated lazily before him. All the while, Lily's presence within him seemed to lessen with each one that appeared. Moments later, they began to coalesce until at last the white light faded to color and shape: the form of Lily remained before him, healthy and unharmed.
Frisk couldn't help but jump to his feet and throw his arms around her, grinning stupidly all the while. "I'm so glad you're okay, Lily… I was so worried about you after what Flowey did..."
Hugging him back, Lily laughed happily. "I am too. I'm glad he didn't hurt you though. You're the best, Frisk!" The soft, rosy tint of her cheeks stood out a little more at her smile. "Still, the food here is amazing… I wonder how it works."
"Me too. Right now though, I'm just glad it helped… you're feeling okay right?" He asked.
"I think so?" She looked herself over. "I feel normal. Well, as normal as this can be…"
Frisk grinned a little at the bit of self-deprecating humor, then focused on his SOUL. He'd suffered no change of his own, his HP still sitting at a full twenty. Turning his attention to Lily, the boy focused a little more on her and the flickering band of energy hovering above her. It too was full and yellow, shimmering brightly without a trace of red to be seen. 15/15. Less than him. He found that a little strange but decided not to dwell on it too much. She was alright, and that's all that mattered for now.
"Huh?" Lily's eyes curiously turned upward. "What are those numbers?"
"Wait, you can see them?" Frisk questioned.
"Yeah… is it that weird?" Lily asked. "What are they?"
"I'm not sure. It first happened after you got hurt. Toriel didn't seem to see it, so I just thought no one else could but me." Frisk tried to explain. "Somehow I just knew how to do it. I don't know why."
"Just like those stars… that's so weird." Lily mused. "But still, it sounds pretty helpful."
"I guess so," Frisk agreed. "I just wish I knew more about it."
"Well, anyway!" Lily perked up a little more and decided to change the subject. "That was a good start, so let's keep going. I think I saw another path in the opposite direction.
"Oh yeah, that's the way Toriel went. Maybe we'll run into her on the way?"
The two departed from the room, leaving the bowl of Monster Candy to delight some other wanderers with its sweet treasures and headed for the other path. As they stepped beyond the leaf pile that still blazed with the gentle light of Frisk's determination, their collective attention was drawn by a rustle of movement up ahead. Another Froggit hopped out from the leaves, as surprised to see Frisk as he and Lily were to see it. Frisk felt his SOUL drawn forth as his vision awakened, staring into the large eyes of the salientian monster.
"Ribbit, ribbit." It croaked, as magic surged around it.
"Frisk, watch out! It's-" Lily began.
"I know." He cut her off. "I can see it."
Lily bit back on her obvious question, knowing that it wasn't the best time to ask. A number of projectiles, these ones resembling insects fluttered toward Frisk's SOUL. He stepped around them easily enough, using his stick to gently nudge a few of them away. Once the Froggit relented a little, he raised a hand up in a gesture of peace. Its large head tilted questioningly.
"I'm sorry if I startled you…" Frisk apologized. "But um, you look like a gentleman, er… frog? Let's not fight, okay?"
"Meow…" The Froggit's decidedly un-froglike response was accompanied by a deep blush.
"It doesn't seem to understand you, but was flattered anyway," Lily said.
"You understand it?" Frisk questioned, turning to her.
"Ribbit, ribbit…" The Froggit croaked apologetically, as the tension on Frisk's SOUL slackened. "Ribbit. Ribbit, ribbit."
"'I am sorry for attacking you like that.'" Lily translated. "'In return, I'll offer you some advice. We of the Ruins are not used to humans, but nor do we bear them any ill will. If you show us that you do not wish to fight, then we shall respond to that mercy in kind.'"
"I think I get it," Frisk responded. "Thank you."
"Ribbit… ribbit ribbit." croaked the Froggit. Lily snickered lightly at Frisk's side.
"What did he say?"
"N-nothing." Lily replied evasively, hiding her grin with her hand.
The Froggit gave a dignified nod before hopping past them and continuing on its way. With a smile, Frisk waved goodbye to the monster.
"He was nice." Lily commented.
"Yeah. I'm glad we didn't hurt each other." Frisk agreed before noticing that she'd yet to stop grinning. "Okay, now I'm really curious. What did he say?"
"Oh, fine. If you insist." Lily cleared her throat in a decidedly dramatic fashion, before reciting. "'Ah, if only we could understand one another. I would love to discuss our culture with you over a fly or two.'"
Frisk blanched before glaring at her. "He did not."
"You can ask him yourself if you want." the specter teased.
Frisk sighed. "Anyway, how'd you know what he was saying?"
"I'm not sure… I understood its language somehow. Maybe I learned it somewhere?" She shrugged before remembering something important. "Speaking of weird stuff like that, you said you were able to see just then."
"Oh yeah, that." Frisk remembered. "I say 'see' but I don't even know if that's what it is. It only happens when a monster pulls out my SOUL. I can see it, the monster, and their attacks… but that's all. The only thing I can see besides that is you."
"Huh. You think it's got something to do with the magic down here?" She asked.
"I think so… but I still can't see the world around me…"
He trailed off, a little forlornly at that. Lily rested her hand on his shoulder. "Hey, it's okay. It's a start, right? If you learn how it works, maybe you can figure out how to see more with it."
Frisk smiled and placed his hand over hers. "Yeah… maybe you're right."
They had barely stepped into the next room before the phone in Frisk's pocket chimed out a simple ringtone. Fishing it out, the boy quickly felt for the button Toriel had indicated and answered, positioning the phone so Lily could listen in as well. The girl raised a curious brow at the sound of the caprine monster's motherly voice through the receiver.
"Hello, this is Toriel. You have not left the room, have you?" Frisk remained silent, a bit of guilt creeping into his chest. Toriel did not seem to notice the lack of response and continued. "There are some puzzles ahead that I have yet to explain. It would be dangerous to try to solve them on your own. Be good, alright?"
"O-okay." Frisk said, not knowing how else to respond. "I will."
"I know, my child." She replied in that motherly tone. "Be well."
She hung up, and Frisk returned the phone to his pocket. Lily smiled fondly.
"She sounds nice." She said "But, if you don't want to go on after that, I'd understand."
"No, it's okay." Frisk insisted. "I mean, it's not like I'm alone right? You're here with me, and if it gets too dangerous we can always come back."
"Ha! So you do have a rebellious side!" Lily chirped happily.
"No… it's not like that. I just…" Frisk never finished the thought, eyes lowering awkwardly.
"Hey, don't look like that. I was just teasing you…" She consoled him, voice softening. "We… we don't have to do this, you know."
"No, no!" Came Frisk's retort. He shook his head and stood up a little straighter. "I already said we could go. Besides, I'm curious about the rest of the Ruins."
Lily seemed convinced by that and the two moved further into the room. Though it was little more than a short hallway, something about it seemed off. The walls were cracked in a number of places but none more prominently than the two large gaps set within the one to the north. Unlike the others, these were even, identical shapes, and seemed as if they were put there for a reason. Lily pointed them out to Frisk, and the boy frowned. They were much too high for him to reach from here, and there was no way to guess at their purpose.
"We could probably just ignore them. They don't seem dangerous." Lily suggested as she examined the rest of the room. She frowned. "Hey, Frisk. Hang on a second. The floor looks wrong."
Frisk watched from where he stood as his companion drifted forward for a closer look. Sure enough, the floor was cracked and unstable. Through the cracks in the stone, the ghostly child could just make out a few vague hints of what appeared to be a lower level.
"Hmm… It looks like the floor is about to fall through…" She mumbled thoughtfully. "But Toriel had to have come this way…"
She examined the rest of the floor, looking for the means to get across without falling down into the lower level. A few tufts of white peeked out from the cracks, and it didn't take the spectral girl long to notice their pattern.
"Lily? Have you-" Frisk began, only to be caught off guard as she quickly wheeled about and drifted back to his side.
"I think I get it! There are a few places that are sturdy enough to cross." She grinned happily and grabbed the hand without the stick. "Come on. Follow me. I won't let you fall. I promise!"
"A..alright!" Frisk replied nervously, keeping pace behind Lily.
Guiding him over to the stone, she pointed out each place where the stonework was strongest. Frisk followed her directions as best as he could. A small loose step sent a few crumbling stones clattering into the leaves below but he managed to keep his footing, and it did not take long before they slipped by the trap and into the next room.
This one was larger than the previous two, but the floor seemed a lot more sturdy. The first thing that Lily noticed was the long row of spikes barring the way ahead.
"Really? Do all the puzzles and traps re-activate once you pass them?" She asked, her expression deadpan. "I mean. Toriel had to come this way!"
Her annoyance almost seemed to resonate within Frisk's SOUL. It smelled like burnt lemons… "Come on, it's okay. I'm sure we'll figure it out." Frisk said. Trying to console her while ignoring the scent was… difficult to say the least. "What-"
Frisk jumped slightly as the phone in his pocket rang once again. Fishing it out, he quickly opened it and answered. The distraction drew Lily's mind from her annoyance as she moved to listen in.
"Hello? This is Toriel." Her voice echoed. "For no reason in particular... Which do you prefer? Cinnamon or Butterscotch?"
Frisk perked up instantly. "Oh! I really like Cinnamon!" at the same time Lily called out Butterscotch. Realizing how quickly he'd spoken, he turned and mouthed an apology toward his friend.
"Oh. I see. Thank you very much." Toriel hung up and Frisk lowered the phone.
Lily's brow furrowed. "That… was strange? Oh well. Cinnamon is good too. I wonder why she asked?"
He shrugged, slipping the phone once more into his pocket. Lily returned her attention to the room and the puzzle it held. She frowned again, but at least her irritation was a bit more subdued.
"Let's see… there's a wall of spikes blocking the way, a rock.. and... a plaque?" Confusion laced her voice and she drifted toward the etched stone set within an elaborate trellis of vines. "'Three out of four gray rocks recommend you push them.' Okay… I guess that means we need to push the rock into the right spot?"
"Maybe. Lead me to the rock and I'll push it?" Giving a nod of agreement, Lily approached the rock in question and hovered near it.
"Here it is. Looks like there's a button over here." She moved some feet away and pointed down to a spot in front of her. "Try moving it here."
Frisk didn't answer, instead feeling out with the fingers of his right hand until they rested upon the rock's rough surface. With a nod, he leaned his weight into it, and it slid forward, surprisingly easy for such a large object. Lily drifted to his side as the rock locked into place with a shudder. A loud click echoed off the walls before the distinct 'schling' of the spikes retracting back into the ground followed.
"Sounds like we did it!" Frisk grinned
"Yeah! Come on! Let's-" Her response was cut short at yet another call of Frisk's phone.
Raising an eyebrow he answered the phone quickly. "Hello?"
"Hello. This is Toriel again." She greeted politely. "You do not dislike butterscotch, do you? I know you said you prefer Cinnamon but… would you turn up your nose if you found it on your plate?"
"Nuh uh. I like butterscotch too. So does my friend!" He grinned, feeling a little better about his quick response earlier. Lily seemed to light up a little too.
"Wonderful. It sounds like I made the right choices. Thank you for being so patient. Alright. Be good my child." She spoke softly
"I will." Frisk responded. "Bye."
"Awesome! I'll get my butterscotch!" Lily spoke up as Frisk hung up the phone. "I wonder why she's asking these questions? Any idea?"
"Sounds like she might be making something for us to eat? I mean. I am getting a little hungry." Frisk says, placing a hand on his stomach. "But… didn't the candy turn into magic when I ate it? If all the food here is like that, doesn't that mean we'll stay hungry?"
"Maybe but… Somehow I have a feeling that the magic makes you feel full when you're supposed to." Turning her attention back to the path she leads Frisk onward. "We could ask Toriel when we see her."
The corridor wound ahead and they eventually find themselves in yet another room. Lily's worry took on the murky scent of moist air just before a storm. Frisk frowned.
"What's wrong Lily?"
"This whole room… The entire floor looks like it's going to crumble at any moment…"
She coasted over to the unsettling stonework and lowered herself to the ground. Her expression turned thoughtful for a moment as she came to rest upon solid ground. Slowly, she reached for the cracks and concentrated. If this form was, in fact, spectral then maybe…
Her suspicions were rewarded as her hand passed seamlessly into the floor and vanished beneath. She pulled it back out, completely unharmed and smiled. Then, using that same concentration, she lowered her head instead and looked around the room below. It was covered almost completely in the same crimson leaves they'd seen before. Almost being the keyword, as a distinct path traced its way through them.
At first, Frisk was horrified. To him, it looked as though her hand and lower arm had simply vanished without a trace. Horror changed to confusion, and finally to morbid fascination, as she peered down to the floor below. After a moment, she spoke, voice slightly muffled by the floor.
"I might be able to guide you. It's just like before. Some of the floor is sturdier than it looks." She explained. "I can see patches where no leaves have fallen through so I'd guess those are where you want to walk."
Popping her head back up she looks to Frisk. "I could float down there and keep my arm above the floor so you can see me? It's the only thing I can think of."
"T- that's should work." Frisk stammered, blinking almost imperceptibly as he tried and failed to understand how she could do that. Then again, a talking flower had just tried to kill him, a goat-woman had saved him, and he'd somehow created two stars. This was probably the least strange thing to have happened today.
"Let's go! Just let me know if I get to fast okay?" She said,
Frisk nodded and she slipped beneath the stone like it had all the density of water. Her arm popped out from the floor and gave him a playful wave before moving forward. Frisk followed, his fascination slowly giving way to humor as her arm wove about through the stone, not unlike a dorsal fin cresting over the surface of an ocean. He covered his mouth with his hand and stifled a giggle at the idea of being guided by a friendly shark or maybe a dolphin.
With Lily's guidance, the two managed to reach the end without incident, and Frisk heaved a sigh of relief when she emerged from the floor and made her way over to him. She grinned at him as they stepped into the next room… and frowned at the sight of what lie there. Another room, and another puzzle. It looked similar to the room with the pushable rock, only now there were three and the spikes lined a bridge crossing another canal.
"Are you kidding me?" She said exasperatedly.
"What is it?" Frisk asked, noticing her sour expression. "Another puzzle?"
"Yeah, more rocks," Lily explained. "Though… the gap across the water doesn't look very wide. We could just jump across…"
Frisk shuddered, the burbling of the water drawing up memories of his terrifying spill, and shook his head. Noticing this, Lily's expression softened and she placed a hand on his shoulder. Frisk's squinted eyes turned to her but he said nothing. He didn't need to.
"Right, I'm sorry." She apologized. "Puzzle it is. At least we know what to do."
Frisk's nod followed her as she guided him to the first rock. "Do you not like puzzles, Lily?"
She paused, thought for a moment, and then shook her head. "I don't hate them. At least, I don't think so. I guess I just thought they'd be solved already by the time we got here. I mean, Toriel came this way, so she must have had to go through them herself right?"
"That makes sense." Frisk replied. "Maybe she reset them? She wanted me to stay put after all… I guess she hoped it would keep most of the other monsters away from us until she got back. She probably didn't expect us to follow her since, you know… my eyes being like they are."
"I guess it has been pretty fun. I would say I don't remember the last time I've had so much fun but, well…" She let the sentence hang, causing Frisk to laugh a bit. "Alright, you win… follow me."
Frisk followed behind the beacon that was his companion as she directed him to the rocks in question. The first two slid neatly into place, sinking down onto their respective switches with an audible click. Lily lead Frisk by the hand over to the final rock and gave him the go-ahead. The boy placed a hand on the rough stone and took a step forward.
"Whoa, there pardner! Who said you could push me around?" Cried a deep gravelly voice.
"Ah!" Frisk yelped, stumbling back and falling onto his haunches. He glanced about frantically wondering where the noise had come from.
"You should learn some manners, there boy." The voice spoke again, drawing the red child's attention toward the rock itself. "Don'tcha know it's polite to ask?"
"Hey! You're one to talk!" Lily snapped. "Don't you know it's rude to scare people like that?!"
"I'm- I'm sorry…" Frisk said, lowering his head.
"Don't apologize, Frisk! You aren't the one at fault here," Lily retorted, before kicking the talking rock… or she would have if her foot hadn't simply phased right through it. She tried again with the same result, and ultimately settled for a sharp glare instead.
"HMM?" The rock said, seemingly unaware of Lily's attempt to kick it. "Aww, s'alright pardner. I didn't mean to scare ya."
"Huh? Y-yeah! You should be." Lily said curtly, crossing her arms. Frisk did his best to stifle a giggle as he pushed himself to his feet.
"Um, would you mind moving over a little?" Frisk asked gently.
"HMM? Ah, there's a good boy." The rock's gravelly voice somehow softened. "Okay, just for you, pumpkin."
The rock shifted forward about half an inch.
"What the- they barely moved at all!" Lily exclaimed, somewhat annoyed.
"Could you… go a little further, please?" Frisk asked.
"Oh? Alrighty, how's this?"
It took them some time to get the rock to move where they wanted it too and stay there. Between its poor directional orientation and Frisk's blindness (thus necessitating Lily's guidance), it took a good few minutes to get it into place but at last they managed it. The spikes descended rendering the bridge cross-able and that was just what they did. The smell of smoldering coals spoke as much toward Lily's frustration as her expression did.
"I swear they were doing that on purpose." She insisted. Frisk shrugged.
"'Three out of four gray rocks recommend you push them.'" He recited, remembering the plaque. "I guess the fourth is a little more independent."
They moved onward, passing through a room whose only features were a simple table with a piece of cheese stuck to it, and a very timid looking mouse which longingly eyed said cheese from the safety of its home. Frisk attempted to remove the cheese in hope of offering it to the reluctant rodent, but it seemed to be stuck to the table. Eventually, they were forced to give up and move on, hoping that one day the mouse might find the means to claim it on its own. With nothing else to do there, they continued on to the next room.
What they saw there defied belief.
Lying in the middle of the path, among a bed of fallen leaves was a figure, pure white and shapeless. It looked like a ghost, but it was quite unlike Lily's spectral form. Whereas she appeared human but for the weightlessness and levitation, this one looked like a bedsheet with eyes. A single hand shot to the girl's mouth in order to avoid bursting out in laughter at the sight. They approached carefully, Frisk with a good deal of caution, Lily with an enormous grin.
"zzzzzzzzzzzzz…" It said. One of its eyes opened slightly and quickly closed once again upon noticing the young boy with a confused expression standing over it. "zzzzzzzzz… (are they gone yet) zzzzzz…"
"He's literally just saying 'z' repeatedly." Lily snickered, floating over and poking the ghost in the side. "Hey, I know you're not asleep."
"Hello?" Frisk offered. "Are you awake?"
"oh… i guess it didn't work…" The ghost said. "i must have picked the wrong spot to be alone again…"
"Are you okay?" Frisk asked, drawing upon his SOUL in order to look at the ghost.
It seemed to notice this, and sighed. "you can put that away… i'm not really feelin' up to it right now, sorry…"
"I don't want to fight you, I just want to talk." Frisk said, smiling gently.
The ghost drifted into the air, shifting from laying to floating upright in a single motion. It was actually much taller than it seemed at first, but almost seemed to shrink in on itself in an effort not to be seen. Its expression seemed to be locked in a state of melancholy that made Frisk frown. Lily noticed this too and her mirth evaporated in an instant, as she returned to Frisk's side.
"oh… that's fine then." The ghost said. "i'm… napstablook. but… i guess you didn't ask. sorry…"
"It's okay. I'm Frisk." The boy said with a patient smile.
"frisk… that's a nice name…"
"Wow… I feel kind of bad for them." Lily said, looking up with a bit of concern at the sad face of Napstablook. "I wish I could apologize for poking them like that."
"it's alright… I barely noticed…"
"Wait, what?" Lily exclaimed. "They heard me?"
"You can hear Lily?" Frisk asked.
"was i not supposed too? oh, i'm sorry…" Napstablook apologized, and their form seemed to flicker slightly.
"No, no! I-it's good!" Frisk said quickly. "You're the first one besides me."
"i see… i think i get it now." Napstablook said thoughtfully. "it must be because they're like me… sorry about that."
"Like you?" Lily asked. "Does that mean I'm a ghost?"
"maybe… you're different from other ghosts though…" they said.
"Because I look different?" Lily asked, taking care not to come across wrong. It looked like one false word might cause the poor thing to fade out of existence.
"kind of… but…" He thought for a moment. "but there's something else… i can't really say what. sorry…"
"It's okay. I'm glad you can talk to her. She's a really great person." Frisk said. Lily's blush was accompanied by a vanilla scent. "You seem nice too."
"heh heh… thanks." Said the ghost with a sad little smile. "your name's lily? that's a nice name too…"
"Thank you…" Lily replied softly, still somewhat embarrassed from Frisk's compliment.
"i normally come to the ruins because there's nobody around…" Napstablook sighed. "but today i met two really nice people."
"You should try to be a little more confident." Frisk encouraged. "I'm sure you could make lots of friends if you tried."
"heh… maybe." Napstablook's voice was dour, but they looked a little happier now. Their sad eyes were now accompanied by the faintest of smiles. "oh, I guess you wanted to get through here, huh… sorry, go ahead."
"Maybe we'll see each other again?" Lily suggested. Napstablook smiled.
"i'd like that." Napstablook's form began to fade once again, but both Frisk and Lily could see that sorrowful smile grow a little bit brighter at their kindness.
"See ya later!" Frisk said, waving as he dismissed his SOUL, catching the quiet echoes of the ghost's soft laughter.
Lily couldn't help but smile. Someone else could see her. And talk to her, too! Flowey… The rock… neither of them even noticed her. Frisk was nice, but it was good to know that he wasn't the only exception to the rule. Still, that fact also came with a realization: she was a ghost, or something similar… so that had to mean she was dead, right? The thought weighed heavily on her mind.
Frisk could feel her disquietude aching within his SOUL, manifested in the melancholic scent of grave soil on a winter's evening. He wondered if he should say something, but couldn't find the words no matter how he searched. Some things were better left unsaid, even with the right intentions… he'd learned that many times. She would talk about it when she was ready.
That silence hung over them like a veil even as the two continued on into the next room. At first glance, it seemed to be empty, save for a couple of cobwebs. Closer inspection on Lily's part, however, revealed a small sign nestled between the two largest of them.
"Spider bake sale? Uh..." She examined the webs a bit more and noticed a few small spiders hiding underneath the smaller of the two. Tilting her head in confusion she turned to Frisk. "Seems like they're selling doughnuts… 7 gold…"
Frisk sniffed. It smelled like melted sugar and cinnamon.
He reached into his pocket and extracted a few coins. "We only have 3 gold thanks to the Froggit. Maybe later we can ask Toriel if she can loan us some gold for one. They smell really good."
Pocketing his money again he and Lily left the room. A tiny spider-sigh did not reach their ears. They passed back through the room they met Napstablook and turned left toward the next. It appeared to be a straight shot to the other side.
Except for the line of spikes blocking the doorway.
"Well, Frisk. There's a puzzle somewhere… I don't see it though." Lily announced, floating ahead to investigate.
She scanned the room, looking for any sign of where the puzzle and its solution might hide. After a moment of searching, she noticed a hole in the floor to the left of where they'd entered. Looking down into the abyss revealed a small room with a large cluster of leaves below. A winding staircase spiraled up, connecting the lower room to where they now stood.
"Frisk. I think I found it. There's a small staircase here. Let's check it out." She drifted back to the boy and grabbed his wrist. Frisk obediently followed as she led him down the stairs. He had to be careful… a fall would be rather painful. However, they soon reached the bottom without incident. Lily noticed the switch right away. She was about to point it out when something else caught her eye: a small red ribbon hidden amidst the leaves.
"What are you looking at?" Frisk asked, noticing her staring at the ground. He reached forward to where her gaze lingered, and his fingers grasped the ribbon. It was soft to the touch, the fabric faded in places where It had been folded and creased several times. "Is this part of the puzzle?"
"No. I don't think so. It might belong to Toriel… I wish I could wear it." Lily began thoughtfully before grinning like she came up with the best idea. "Hey, maybe you should wear it! It would look great in your hair!"
"Wha- no way! Nuh-uh, I'm not wearing it in my hair." Frisk denied with a vehement shake of his head and prepared to pocket it instead.
"Aw please?" She pouted. "Well… what about on your arm?"
Frisk thought about it for a moment and then sighed. He set his stick down next to him and fumbled the ribbon into place along his upper arm. After a few failed attempts, he managed to tie it securely into place. At least it didn't look too ridiculous like this… probably. "Better?"
"Much. Let's go!" He grabbed his stick and she grabbed his wrist guiding his hand to the switch.
He pulled it down and they climbed back up the stairs. Lily smiled when she noticed the spikes had retracted. After a little more walking they reached a bend in the path that eventually led them to another large room. It was long and wide, but there didn't seem to be any puzzles. There were, however, several Froggits and some other monsters spread throughout the open space. They'd barely gone a couple of feet when a gelatinous monster wiggled its way up to Frisk and drew out his SOUL.
The aroma of lime gelatin wafted through his nose, causing it to wrinkle.
"Burble burb... Squorch burb." The thing wiggled before sending small pellets at Frisk. Expecting this he quickly jumped to the right, out of line of the magic.
"Hee hee… it thinks you're cute." Lily giggled, translating the slime creature's burbling language.
"What? Uh. Thank you?" Frisk sputtered as laughter rang from behind him.
"Aw, look at it. Curvaceously attractive, but no brains." She snarked, trying to restrain her laughter as the boy gave her a funny look. "Try wiggling at it!"
Frisk's eyes somehow squinted even further, but he had no better ideas. He approached the amorphous monster and shook his hips and arms in reminiscence of a wiggle. The creature blubbed happily and quivered in response.
"What a meaningful conversation!" Lily crowed, throwing her head back in laughter.
For all her jabbing it seemed to work. The Moldsmal burbled pleasantly and slimed its way passed Frisk, leaving behind a few gold coins in its wake.
"That… was weird." Frisk glanced back at Lily with an 'are you kidding me?' look on his face. This only made her laugh harder.
Ignoring his companion, he turned his attention to the rest of the room. No other monsters seemed to want to bother him so he dismissed his SOUL to give it a rest. He could have waited for it to retract on its own so he could see, but he still didn't know much about how SOULs worked, except that it was vulnerable outside of his body. That alone was enough to make him not want to risk it. He picked up the coins left by the Moldsmal and stuffed them into his pocket with a huff.
"Aw, come on Frisk. It was funny." Lily said with a smile, draping her arms over his head and drifting along behind him as he proceeded down the large corridor.
The next room was easy. They simply needed to press the colored buttons in the right order. The only problem was finding them. It took them a while but eventually they did just that. One was hidden under a rock. Another in a pile of leaves. The third? High on the wall. That one was the easiest to find, but the most difficult to actually press due to Frisk's small stature. Taking a moment to position himself, he leaped and just managed to tag it with the end of his stick. Lily caught a few of his grumbles about being short and bit back another snicker.
Things continued like that for a while: a bit of walking and another puzzle. It started to get really fun once they got used to it, and both were smiling happily when at last, they come across another fork. Taking the path forward brought them to a small ledge overlooking a large walled city. It seemed almost empty, but for a few lights twinkling in the distance. It was beautiful, if somewhat surreal.
"A city, all the way down here, huh?" Frisk said.
"Yeah…" Lily agreed.
They stayed there for a few moments, gazing out over the empty city. It was almost sad in a way… what this place must have looked like when more monsters still lived there.
"Doesn't look like there's anywhere else to go from here…" Lily spoke up after a time. "Guess we should- huh? What's this?"
"What?" Frisk asked as she floated down toward something nestled in the corner of the overlook.
"It's… a knife." She said matter-of-factly. "Well… A toy knife anyway. Maybe we should grab it? I wouldn't want someone to hurt themselves."
"Alright. Sounds like an idea." He leaned down to pick it up and place it carefully in his pocket. "I hope we're almost to Toriel. I'm starting to get a little tired. And hungry..."
"Let's go then. I'm sure we're close. I feel it." Lily reassured before starting back down the path.
Frisk made to follow but paused before glancing over his shoulder back towards the city. The strangest feeling washed over him stood there, feeling the texture of the stone parapets and listening to the soft whisper of an underground breeze through the distant buildings. It was almost… nostalgic?
' Weird… why do I feel like I've stood here before?'
He shook his head. No… that would be silly wouldn't it? After all, he'd surely remember it if he'd come to a place like this before. It's not exactly an experience he'd be soon to forget. He turned back to follow Lily's guidance as she led him down the path to their immediate right.
It must have just been his imagination.
Notes:
Authors' Note: Bit of a longer chapter this time but there didn’t seem to be any earlier point to end it. Hope that’s okay. Couple of things to mention for this one.
It might seem a little strange that Toriel took so long to realize that Frisk was blind. There’s a couple of reasons for this. For one, Frisk tries to hide it as much as he can, and is generally able to get around well enough by his other senses. Add to that, blindness is an incredibly rare condition among monsters to begin with and Toriel has been isolated for a long time, so she’s had almost no interaction with those who suffer from it. The closest she got was likely the purple SOUL child, and they were merely near sighted.
A few of the Ruins puzzles were changed to make a little more sense narratively. The biggest example is the ‘hidden switch’ puzzle, which is a stand in for the ‘perspective’ puzzle. The latter’s gimmick only really works because of the game’s top-down view, so we felt this would be a good substitute.
We’re also seeing a few subtle effects of the True Reset beginning to surface…
ShiningwingX: At the beginning of the Chapter we mentioned Undertale’s second birthday (September 15th). I also wanted to bring up that as of this writing, today (the 19th) is KikiRukata’s birthday. So uhh, two birthday mentions in one upload! That’s gotta be a record, right?
Think that just about covers everything. We hope you’re all enjoying the story thus far. The next chapter should be uploaded sometime around the end of this month or the beginning of next.
KikiRukata: I was so happy to realize we were posting the next chapter already. As he mentioned Undertale's birthday and I wanted to post it sooner but work and other things held us back. So we decided to post it on my own birthday as a present to Undertale and myself. Thank you all for reading!
Chapter 4: Promise
Notes:
Back on track after the rocky situation surrounding the last chapter. This chapter is mostly fluff and character development but there are a few important things in here.
Not much else to say in that regard, so without further ado, let’s jump in.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
A number of things ran through the minds of the two humans as to what they might find at the end of their trek through the Ruins. A great archway leading to a towering spire overlooking the city below. A shimmering magical palace lingering on the edge of a dream. A glorious fountain promising vitality to all who would drink of Its crystalline waters. And yes, perhaps one final puzzle to challenge their wit and prove them worthy.
Instead they were met with the sight of a rather large tree. Its bark was black as pitch and its limbs barren. A thick pile of the same crimson leaves they’d seen throughout the Ruins blanketed its half exposed roots. To Lily, it looked like it might have once been an impressive specimen but had long sense fallen prey to the subpar environment in which it was forced to grow. Yet, in spite of its misfortune, it still seemed to live on even now, and she found herself admiring it all the same.
In the distance, beyond the tree’s thick bole came the sound of a voice: a soft, comforting sound that Frisk quickly recognized
"Oh dear, that took longer than I thought it would. I should probably call and check on him." The voice spoke as it drew nearer. A few moments later the phone in Frisks pocket began to ring. The caller must have heard it to, as by the second tone, before the boy even had a chance to answer, a gasp sounded from behind the tree.
A second later saw Toriel emerge from behind it. She quickly pocketed the phone and rushed over to the small child. Frisk could sense the worry she exuded, even if he could not see her expressions. Lily, on the other hand, noticed both and quite clearly at that. The compassionate caretaker’s fuzzy hands gripped Frisk’s shoulders gently, a tremble of anxiety betraying the calm of her voice.
"How did you get here, my child! Are you hurt?" She asked softly, hurriedly checking him over for any injuries.
Frisk shook his head. “It’s okay. I’m fine, see?”
Toriel’s nerves calmed when she realized he was telling the truth.
“Hmm, not a scratch. Impressive!” She said with relief, and a bit of surprise. “But good heavens, you walked all the way here?”
“Sorry…” Frisk lowered his head softly. “I know you said to wait, but…”
His sentence trailed off, but Toriel merely smiled. “There, there little one. I am not angry. But I am curious as to how you managed to reach this place. I thought it would prove quite difficult for one without sight to pass through the Ruins unharmed.”
“Lily helped me.” Frisk told her, and the spectral girl beamed with pride. “We got through them together!”
“Oh, your little friend?” Toriel asked. She looked around in another vain attempt to locate Frisk’s companion. “She is better now?”
Frisk proceeded to explain the Monster Candy and how it had healed both of them as well as their little field trip through the Ruins. Toriel wasn’t quite sure what to make of the information. In most cases the motherly monster would have written off the story as the classic case of a child with an imaginary friend. But the fact that this ‘imaginary’ friend was capable of guiding a blind human through the Ruins’ myriad puzzles and traps was not something to overlook.
She hid her uncertainty behind a motherly grin and gently smoothed Frisk’s hair. By this point, she could tell when a child was lying, or making up stories for attention. This little boy was not.
“Then I am glad she is well. And I thank her from the bottom of my heart.” She spoke the words honestly. “I admit, it was irresponsible of me to try to surprise you like this.”
“Surprise?” Lily said eagerly, and Frisk perked up at the mention of the word.
“Err…” Toriel paused awkwardly, having clearly said something she shouldn’t. Yet, her features softened a moment later. “Well, I suppose I cannot hide it any longer. Come, small one… and your friend is also welcome.
If she’d been standing on the ground, Lily would have been bouncing on her heels. Even though the monster known as Toriel couldn’t see her, at least she was trying. And yet… there was something about the woman she couldn’t explain. Her motions, her manner of speech, the gentle way she took the young human’s hand… It made her feel nostalgic somehow. What she didn’t know was that Frisk had begun to feel the same way about the Ruins’ caprine caretaker
Toriel led them onward, around the leafless tree and toward a cozy looking house at the end of the courtyard. Yellow light flickered upon the windows from within, inviting to behold. When they stepped inside, that was when both Frisk and Lily noticed the smell. A warm, rich scent caressed their nostrils: a blend between sweet spice, and mellow smoothness that made Frisk’s stomach rumble.
“Do you smell that?” Toriel grinned conspiratorially. “Surprise! It is a butterscotch-cinnamon pie!
“Wow…” Lily sighed at the aroma. “It smells so good!”
Frisk nodded, taking in the delicious aroma.
“I thought we would celebrate your arrival.” Toriel explained. “I want you to have a nice time living here, so I decided to hold off on the snail pie for tonight.”
Wait, snail pie? Toriel didn’t seem to notice Frisk’s bewildered expression as she moved further into the room. He stepped inside, slowly taking in the various smells and sounds that filled the cozy home. Lily seemed just as mesmerized as he was, as she drifted into the foyer alongside him. She said nothing as she glanced about in wonder, the nostalgic sense growing stronger all the while. Frisk couldn’t know what she was seeing, but watching his one constant beacon of sight affected by this place in such a powerful way was telling. Somehow, the ever-present aroma of butterscotch and cinnamon seemed to grow even stronger. Was this her doing?
“Come along, my child. I have another surprise for you.” Toriel’s voice was enough to draw both of them from their thoughts, and they moved in her direction. “Or, should I say ‘my children’? How old is your friend, small one?”
Frisk looked up at Lily who shrugged. He turned his eyes back to Toriel.
“Same as me, I think.” Frisk guessed. “Ten, maybe eleven?”
“Ah, splendid.” Toriel said approvingly. “Please follow me.”
She led them through one of the hallways of the cozy house and into the right wing. Lanterns glittered pleasantly from sconces lining the walls, casting an even glow throughout the area that was neither too bright nor too dim. Toriel led Frisk by the hand to the first of three doors, spaced evenly along the wall, while Lily drifted at his side.
“This is it.” She said, her arm sweeping in front of the door in a grand gesture. “A room of your own. I do hope you won’t mind sharing.”
Frisk turned a questioning glance toward Lily. She gave a wordless smile and a shake of the head. Frisk repeated the gesture to Toriel. The gentle monster beamed approvingly and rubbed Frisk’s head with her fluffy paw. It was warm, just like her voice. It made him feel safe.
She offered her other hand to the empty air, and it took Lily a moment to realize that she must have been offering it to her. Tears that she couldn’t explain began to well in the spectral girl’s eyes. She rested a trembling hand within Toriel’s. It was soft to the touch, even if it felt like her hand might pass through at any moment. Lily didn’t know if Toriel could feel her touch, but it was good enough just to be included.
Toriel’s face turned thoughtful for a moment, and she sniffed the air. “Is something burning…? Um, please make yourselves at home.”
Lily smelled nothing out of the ordinary, and neither had Frisk. Perhaps she had simply imagined it and panicked… or monsters had a much stronger sense of smell than humans. She turned from them with a nod of her head and took a step toward the kitchen. Then she stopped. Frisk gripped her arm and hugged it close to his small frame.
“Thank you…” He said softly.
Toriel smiled down at the boy and waited patiently until he was ready to let go. She spoke no words of response. She didn’t need to. When Frisk finally let her go, she resumed her path toward the kitchen area on the other side of the house. The two children watched her go, until her body and footsteps disappeared as one behind a corner. Again, it was Lily who spoke first.
“Let’s check out our room!” A simple phrase that shattered the somber atmosphere in an instant.
She guided Frisk’s hand to the doorknob and the portal swung open. The two children stepped gingerly into the room Toriel had been kind enough to give them. Red wallpaper lined all four walls, while the floor was dominated by a large embroidered rug. There was a bed tucked in the corner with a couple of large stuffed animals, but neither child felt quite ready to sleep. Lily led Frisk instead to a box at the foot of the bed. It was filled with toys of various kinds. Frisk pulled them out one by one, and Lily described them to him.
“That one’s a doll. It looks like a ballerina.” She said. Frisk pulled out another. “A cowboy action figure. I think it made noise once but the batteries are dead.” Another. “Wait, that’s not a toy… it looks more like a calculator.” A fourth. “That’s a stuffed lion.”
“A lion?!” Frisk’s voice picked up a couple octaves in his excitement.
Lily chuckled slightly. “Yup. I guess you like lions, huh?”
“Yeah…” Frisk said, running his fingers over the cute stuffed creature’s mane. It was a little faded, and one of its sewn on claws was missing but it was in otherwise good shape. “Lions are great. They’re so strong and noble. They only fight with other animals if there isn’t enough food or they need to protect their families. Everyone respects them, and knows not to hurt them or the ones they love. I’ve always wished I could be like that: strong, but caring… enough to protect everyone without having to hurt anyone.”
Lily gave a soft sigh, and knelt down to look Frisk in the eye. A smile spread across her lips as she wrapped her arms around his shoulders. "I think you're super strong Frisk. You're so nice to everyone and everything. I mean you even apologized to a rock! I wish I could do that." Pulling him into a hug Lily rested her head on his shoulder.
"You also protected me." The soft whisper tickled his neck a moment before she nuzzled into his shirt. “You don’t realize how happy that made me…”
Frisk smiled contently before hugging back as a few tears welled within his eyes. "Thanks Lily… It means a lot to hear that. I will always do what I can to protect you."
After some time, Lily finally pulled herself away to look at his face. She gave a faint smile of her own. "We'll protect each other. Promise?" Hope filled her voice as she raised a hand in front of Frisk, pinky finger extended.
His fingers conformed into a mirror of her own. Their hands met, their fingers locked, and an oath was sealed. "Promise."
A surge of joyous determination, and sense of belonging flooded through the boy’s SOUL like a river. Then, as before a hum of warm magic soon followed. Another golden star. It sat right in the middle of the toys and stuffed animals, a mark in this single moment. Its glow was comforting: further proof of the conviction they both shared.
He turned his attention to the rest of the room, his grin glowing in unison with the star. "What else is there Lily?"
"Let's see... There's a dresser. A desk and bookshelf. And two lamps. One is next to the bed the other on the desk. I like it. I think the room is perfect!" Her form bobbed up and down in the air, a telling sign of her excitement.
Before Frisk could reply in earnest the two were interrupted by a knock on the doorframe. They both turned their attention towards the sound and noticed Toriel standing there with a smile. "Pardon me, children. The pie is ready. Shall we?"
Matching grins spread across the children’s faces, and they were at the caretaker’s side, quick as a shot. Frisk followed Lily’s gaze to Toriel’s furry hand and placed his much smaller one within, reveling in the familiar warmth. Looking up towards Toriel, he pointed to where Lily floated at his side. Even without words she seemed to understand and offered her other hand to the invisible girl. Lily blinked for a moment before tentatively accepting.
Frisk smiled and gave Toriel a nod and a little thumbs up to show they were ready. Smiling at him Toriel led them through the house and towards the kitchen. The smell of butterscotch and cinnamon assailed them, causing both young mouths to water.
"It smells so good!" Lily’s gaze immediately honed in on the table where the pie sat in the center, sectioned with several cuts into a few equal pieces. She drew her hand from Toriel’s – an easy feat as her spectral form simply phased right through – and practically dragged Frisk toward the table.
Toriel watched the display with a lifted brow. Frisk’s hand left hers and his arm rose limply. There was no muscle tension in it at all as the lad was seemingly pulled toward the table by some invisible force. This was no game of make believe… she definitely knew someone was there now. She was simply being polite before but perhaps she should take this ‘Lily’ a bit more seriously. After all, the boy wouldn’t have made it through the Ruins without her aid.
Lifting the spatula she drew a slice of pie from the tin with the practiced hand of a master baker and slid the sweet confectionery onto Frisk’s plate.
"Enjoy my children." Toriel said in her motherly tone as she sat next to them with her own piece.
Frisk picked up the fork next to his plate and cut the tip from the pie before popping it into his mouth. He let out a hum of appreciation as the morsel practically melted in his mouth. He chewed slowly, savoring the mélange of spicy and creamy flavors before swallowing. Just as with the candy, the bite of pie dissolved into magic the moment it left his taste buds. Its form was gone, but the warmth and taste remained.
Lily watched Frisk as he ate, glad that he seemed to be enjoying it. Still, she couldn’t help feeling a little jealous. It looked and smelled incredible… and from Frisk’s reaction, the taste was equally favorable. Her hand drifted toward the pie, but her eyes fell in disappointment when her fingers passed right through without touching. She sighed, spectral form settling into the spare chair on Frisks other side.
"How is it?”
"This is the best pie ever!" He announced happily before turning to Lily. His smile faltered a bit at the sight of her own downcast expression. Placing his fork down he grew thoughtful for a moment.
"Hey Lily. I’ve got an idea." He waited for her to look at him before continuing. "Remember the candy from earlier? Maybe if you entered my body again, you might be able to taste the pie?”
She stared at him for a moment. Of course… she somewhat remembered the brief taste of the watermelon. She hadn’t thought much of it because of her condition but…
"T…That might work… Oh Frisk, you're the best!" She quickly rose from her seat and drifted toward him.
It was a little nerve-wracking. The last time they’d done this had been on accident… would they be able to do it again? Lily rung her hands in front her, unsure exactly how to go about it. Frisk took her hands in his and brought them to his chest over his heart and SOUL, replicating what they’d done before as well as memory allowed. His heartbeat thumped rhythmically against Lily’s hand and she focused on it, allowing the sound to calm her spirit. Seconds passed without change… until at last there was a response.
Lily’s form shimmered before dissipating once more into particles of light – this time without nearly giving Frisk a heart attack.
Toriel watched on a combination of curiosity and uncertainty as the blind child interacted with a being she could not see. She nearly fell out of her chair at what happened next. A warm breeze wafted through the room. The flames rippled within the hearth, set into a dance from a force unseen. The caprine monster stared, wide eyed as wisps of silver light surrounded her child – small fragments of magic that reached beyond the perceptive barriers between the blind and the sighted.
“Child…?” She asked. “What was that?”
“That’s Lily.” Frisk explained, placing a hand over his SOUL. “She’s in here now.”
It worked… the transition came easier than either one of them expected, and seemed more stable this time as far as either could tell. Continuing their experiment, the boy cut another bite of pie and put it to his mouth. He chewed slowly, savoring the morsel with the same care as the first. It was amazing really… he didn’t seem at all affected by what just transpired. But then, why should he be with everything else that has happened?
“Well? Anything?” He asked when he swallowed the bite.
“You were right, I can taste it! It’s even better than I thought! It’s-” Her celebratory cheers suddenly silenced. Frisk felt an odd pang course through his SOUL.
“Lily?” He asked.
“I… I’m…” Her voice stammers in Frisk’s mind. “This flavor…”
Lily’s voice began to tremble. Frisk thought about saying something but he didn’t want to worry Toriel. Maybe if she could talk to him in his head, he could do the same.
“Lily? Are you okay?” he asked.
He could feel her trembling within his SOUL, but she remained silent for a long moment. He clasped his hands together under the table, away from Toriel’s sight and imagined himself holding hers.
“Why is this so familiar…?” A response. “I don’t understand…”
Her mind was filled with a sense of sadness and nostalgia so powerful that it set her whole being into a spiral. Why…? Why did she suddenly feel this way? Such a simple thing as the taste of butterscotch-cinnamon pie shouldn’t be enough to evoke such a powerful emotional torrent, should it? It was just food… a sweet treat, pleasing to the taste buds but nothing more, right? And yet it did. That taste… the whispered echo of a memory she couldn’t reach; a past she couldn’t recall.
A single sob forced itself from her currently non-existing throat. A single sob was all she allowed. The sound seemed to set something off within her, and she immediately reigned in her emotions. She held back the tears, shuddering with the effort, before at last her spirit began to relax. Deep, audible breathing resounded within Frisk’s mind as she steeled herself against the tide of emotion that threatened to overwhelm her.
“Sorry… sorry, Frisk. I’m okay now.” She said shakily.
“What happened? It sounded like you were about to cry.” Frisk asked her, hastily wiping his own eyes before Toriel had a chance to notice.
“Haha… yeah. That was close.” She laughed. What was close? “I’m okay now, really. I’m sorry for worrying you.”
“Is everything alright, my child?” Toriel asked from across the table. Frisk winced. Did she notice anyway? “Is the pie not to your friend’s liking?”
“No way!” Lily protested. “It’s delicious. Really…”
Frisk gave a mental sigh of relief before shaking his head and reassuring the her with a small grin. “She said it’s delicious. Thank you, Miss Toriel.”
Toriel returned the smile with one of her own. “I am so glad to hear that. Then, let us waste no more time.”
When the three had finished their servings of pie (Frisk had seconds, much to Lily’s delight), Toriel gathered up the rest of the pie to put away, while the young human took up the empty plates and cutlery. With Lily’s guidance, he followed her into the kitchen and placed them carefully into the sink.
“So helpful!” Toriel beamed, rubbing his hair with her fuzzy paw.
Once the dishes were done and the pie safely put away, Frisk and Lily set about exploring the rest of Toriel’s cozy home. A comfortable sitting chair rested in front of the warm fireplace. The two children were delighted to discover that it glowed not from wood, but instead from magic, and didn’t seem to burn no matter how close they got, though Frisk seemed reluctant to get anywhere near arm’s reach of the flames. She seemed to have a decent collection of books, both educational and fictional lining the shelves. Lily seemed particularly interested in an encyclopedia of various flowers, but decided she’d never put it down if she opened it right now.
The two eventually decided to make a game of it. Lily would lead Frisk to an object and he would try to guess what it was. He actually did surprisingly well, only getting a few wrong answers. Eventually she led him to a large mirror at the end of the hallway. The boy’s fingers ran over the glass, and he scrunched up his face in thought.
“Is it a window?” He asked.
“Nope!”
“Hmm… a picture frame?” He tried again.
Lily shook her head.
“Okay, I give up. What is it?” He asked.
The girl looked at his reflection on the clear surface and smiled. “It’s you.”
Eventually the two of them began to wind down. Frisk in particular started to feel the weight of his exhaustion wearing on him. He’d been having so much fun that he didn’t even realize how tired he was until now. It was hard to tell time in the Underground even for those who could see, but he knew it had to have been late. The sun had set some time before the storm that led to his fateful fall after all.
Toriel, who had finished her chores by now seemed to notice this. “It’s been quite a day for you, has it not, small ones? You two should get some rest.”
Frisk tried to stifle a yawn but was to no avail. Lily had also begun to feel the weight of the day’s activities. It seemed even as a spirit she was still beholden to the normal rules when it came to exhaustion. Or maybe she was simply picking up on cues from Frisk and responding accordingly. Either way she agreed that a soft bed would feel really good right now.
Toriel led them back to their room, and waited patiently as Frisk climbed into bed. It was more comfortable than anything he’d ever experienced on the surface. He didn’t know If magic was involved or if monsters simply made more comfortable beds but right now he didn’t care. The bed was easily big enough for both children, but Lily wasn’t sure how easy it would be to sleep in it with her ethereal body. In the end, she simply decided to enter Frisks SOUL again and mooch off his comfort. He let her… having her there was soothing in a way he couldn’t explain.
Once she was sure he was settled in, Toriel approached the bedside and drew the blanket over his small body.
“Goodnight, my children.” She said softly. “Sweet dreams.”
Frisk turned his unseeing eyes to the scent of cinnamon and fire magic and smiled sleepily.
“Goodnight… mom.”
Toriel gave a small gasp, her paws reaching up to cover her mouth. It took her a moment to lower them, as a few tears began to well up within her large dark eyes. "Did… did you just call me 'mom'?"
Frisk shifted uncomfortably under the blankets, feeling as if he’d made some kind of mistake. Against his SOUL, he could feel Lily’s unease alongside his own. "I'm sorry. I won't say-"
"No no no. It is fine." Toriel cut the small human off and smiled, smoothing down his hair with her paw. "If that would make you happy, you may call me ‘mother’ whenever you like, my child."
"I, um…” Lily began nervously. “I wanna call her mom too. She's so nice… and I…” She hesitated for a moment. “I don’t know… It feels right.”
Frisk could feel her emotions warming his SOUL much like the blanket over his body. She’d had such a powerful reaction to the pie earlier, he could imagine how she felt. What’s more, he had to agree.
Toriel really did feel like a mother.
"If it's okay… I- Lily wants to call you mom too… Is it alright?" He asked her, fingers working at a loose thread on the blanket.
Toriel simply smiled patiently before leaning forward to place a soft, furry kiss on his forehead. "Of course, dear children. I will do everything I can to make you both happy here." She tucked him in before running a gentle paw over his hand. "Sleep well, both of you. I shall see you in the morning, alright? Sweet dreams."
Toriel rose to her feet, made her way to the lamp in the corner and turned it off before heading for the door. Her footfalls carried her further down the hall to her own room. The house grew silent as its occupants settled in for the night. The soft glow of the star still shined at the foot of the bed almost like a nightlight. Toriel did not seem to notice it, or if she did she chose not to ask about it. Either way, its aura carried with it a niggling thought in Frisk’s mind that even the need for sleep couldn’t shake.
"Hey Lily? You still awake?" He whispered to the darkness.
"Yeah. Why? What's up?" Came her voice within his head.
"I was wondering what those things are. It's weird. I've… I've made three of them now. I’ve noticed they appear any time I feel strong will to keep going. I don't even know how it happens, or why, or even what they do. But for some reason they make me feel safe… like nothing bad can happen as long as one is near."
"That’s a good thing right? It means whatever magic it is, it can’t be bad, right?" Her conviction pulsed through his SOUL. The gentle warmth was relaxing, but it wasn’t quite enough to ease his mind.
"Is it really magic? I mean, I guess there’s nothing else it could be, really.” Frisk mused. “It just feels like I should know what they are. I know that's impossible. I was never able to do this on the surface, and I don’t know of anyone else who could use magic either. But, well… On the other hand I never knew monsters existed either, until now. They were just a myth… and the myths aren’t as nice as Toriel, Napstablook, or the others." Shrugging his shoulders he nestled deep into the covers. "Speaking of myths. That’s another thing…”
“You mean me?” Lily guessed.
Frisk nodded. “I don’t want to sound mean but… you’re a ghost right? But you look like a human kid like me.”
She sighed thoughtfully. This was something that had been on her mind for awhile. "Yeah... It's weird. I must have been alive at some point. But Toriel, Flowey, the other monsters… none of them could see me. You and Napstablook are the only ones. Blooky’s a ghost… So maybe ghosts can see other ghosts? He looked a lot different than me though… and he seemed more solid too. Before he faded off, anyway.”
“Do you remember anything?” Frisk asked. “Anything from when you were alive.”
“Not really.” She replied. “I just ‘know’ some things. Colors and shapes, what I like and don’t like… things like that. But I can’t remember anything about myself at all. I know it has to be there somewhere but I just can’t ‘find’ it.”
Then there was the thing with the pie… she still couldn’t explain that.
Frisk shook his head he closed his eyes. Lily was there in his mind’s eye, looking lost and confused. He imagined himself hugging her gently, wishing that there was something more he could do to help. The girl must have felt his intent because in the next moment he felt a happy tickle spread through his mind.
"Let's not worry about it tonight. We're both tired from the long day. You especially. You were really hurt earlier. Remember?" He reminded her.
Lily scoffed in response. "Yeah? And you almost drowned. Then you would’ve been a ghost like me." She joked, though the humor fell flat even on her own ears.
"Well then I would have been able to do more things with you. I don't think I'd be blind either." He took it in stride, offering an awkward shrug accompanied by a yawn. “Is that how it works?”
“How should I know?” She giggled gently. Good, that seemed to help. She snuggled herself up against his SOUL, letting its warm, red glow ease her troubled mind. "Go to sleep Frisk. We'll see each other in the morning okay?"
“Yeah, you’re right…” He said sleepily. “Goodnight, Lily.”
"Goodnight, Frisk."
The delicious smell of food gently wafted through the house, rousing Lily back into the waking world. Through Frisks nose, she could smell the savory aroma coming from the direction of the kitchen. The boy remained asleep, from what she could tell but while she could attest to the bed’s comfort, she’d personally had enough of it herself. Besides, the smell alone was enough to make her want to get out of bed and investigate.
Would it work even though Frisk was still asleep? There was only one way to find out.
Slowly, the spirit pushed herself against the edges of Frisk’s SOUL and body, being extra cautious in case she needed to pull back for any reason. Sure enough she felt herself emerge, little by little from the unconscious body of her friend. When it was done, she found herself hovering to the side of her small companion, his face buried in the pillow and blankets gathered lightly in his hands from beneath. She stifled a giggle. At least she didn’t seem to need his help to get out.
Turning herself upright, she stretched groggily before heading for the exit to their room. One good thing about her spectral form was that doors posed no obstacle. She slipped easily through the closed portal and followed the smell to the kitchen where she found Toriel, humming a soft tune while she cooked the morning’s meal. The scent was enough to part the remaining fog within her mind, and wake her fully. Looking over the goat mother’s shoulder she spied the source of the pleasant scent: eggs, scrambled until they were soft and fluffy, and bacon which looked to have an almost perfect balance of succulence and crisp. She decided to go wake Frisk.
Returning to their room, she noticed he hadn’t moved at all. She pursed her lips and gave an exasperated drone before gently poking him in the side to rouse him. “Come on, Frisk. Time to wake up! Mom is making breakfast!"
“Ugh…” Frisk groaned. It was hard to tell if his eyes were open or not.
“Seriously? I kind of need your help to eat you know.” Lily chided, poking him a few more times. “I am not missing breakfast because you’re too lazy to roll out of bed.”
“Ehh… I’m up… just give me- W-whaaaAAHH!” He immediately shot up, sending the blankets flying when she started tickling his earlobe.
“Give you nothing.” She said decisively. “Wakey wakey, eggs and bakey.”
“Did you seriously just-“ He paused, finally noticing the tell-tale scent. “Hey, that really is bacon and eggs.”
“Well yeah, that’s what I said.” Lily replied, drawing a look from Frisk.
In all honesty, he was a little surprised that the scent hadn’t woken him. Smell had always been the strongest of the four senses at his disposal. Even his hearing couldn’t compare to the power of his nose. It was sometimes easy to take that bit of mercy for granted, he guessed. That or the previous day’s ordeals had simply taken more out of him than he’d thought.
But now he was awake. And so was his stomach.
Lily practically dragged Frisk out of the room, and led the still sleepy boy to the dining area where Toriel was busy putting down a couple of plates for their breakfast. Frisk decided he'd rather let the girl in than risk another attack on his earlobe. The three then sat down to eat and Lily quickly demanded that he try the bacon first. Frisk took a mouthful of eggs instead to get even for the way she woke him. In his mind, the spectral girl gave a small pout at that bit of insolence but got over it the moment the rich taste reached her. Satisfied, he decided to indulge her initial request. The bacon was positively mouthwatering, and both children gave a harmonious moan of appreciation at the flavor.
It was just like the classic breakfast fare known upon the surface, except for the fact that, like the candy and pie before it, each bite dissolved into magic upon swallowing. Frisk felt Lily’s curiosity mirror his own and decided to ask Toriel about it.
“Monsters like us are normally unable to consume physical matter because of our magical bodies.” Toriel explained, seeming all too pleased with the opportunity to educate them. “Most food is made from ingredients that grow beneath the mountain. The magic within them is enough that they can be used normally. For anything else, we take samples of physical items and use a conversion process to create a magical equivalent, like this fine breakfast we have.”
“So it’s basically the same as food on the surface? Or at least close to it.” Frisk summarized astutely.
“I imagine so.” Toriel confirmed. “I cannot tell you much about the process itself, but I believe the nutritional value is similar.”
“So why does it make us feel full?” Lily asked. Frisk relayed the question.
“You’ve noticed that it disperses upon swallowing, yes?” They nodded. “That allows the magic to distribute nutrients directly to where they are needed. Human food must go through a process called ‘digestion’ to achieve the same result with solid matter. You feel ‘full’ because your body is getting everything it needs to function, even if nothing actually settles in your stomach.”
“Oh, I think I get it.” Lily said.
Frisk agreed. It was pretty much the same as food on the surface, except the way nutrients were distributed was a little different. He thought about asking what that meant for going to the bathroom but decided against it. Not something to discuss during breakfast. Once they finished, Toriel gathered their plates and turned toward the kitchen.
“Psst, ask her if we can go out and explore the Ruins today.” Lily said.
“Huh? Oh yeah. I want to visit those spiders again.” Frisk said.
“Hmm? Did you say something, my child?” Toriel turned back.
“Oh, on the way here, me and Lily found a few spiders selling donuts.” Frisk explained. “We didn’t have enough money to buy anything then, so we thought we could try again today.”
“Those spiders?” Toriel said, and her expression turned. “Those poor dears… they’ve been separated from their family for a long time. I think they’re using that sale as a way to raise money so they can reunite with them.”
“Wow, I didn’t know that.” Frisk lowered his eyes. “Now I feel bad that we couldn’t buy anything.”
Toriel raised a claw to her chin in thought before rummaging through her pocket for something. Withdrawing it, she approached Frisk and dropped a number of coins into his hand. The jingle of monster currency sang in his ears, and he looked up at her, uncertainly.
“Are you sure?” He asked. He certainly didn’t want to come across as trying to get money from her.
“Take that, and buy a few treats from those little ones.” Toriel dismissed, shaking her head. “I only ask that you wait to eat them until you return home. Share some with a poor old lady, won’t you?”
“Okay!” Frisk said, smiling brightly.
“Woohoo!” Lily celebrated. “Let’s go, Frisk!”
Toriel gave a gentle smile, as Frisk headed for the door. The boy navigated through the house with a precision that no blind child should be capable of. This was no doubt due to Lily’s help. The door closed behind the children, leaving the caprine woman to her thoughts in the quiet home. She turned away from the threshold to gather the dishes and set about tending to the day’s chores. Settling the plates and cutlery into the sink to wash, she thought about how the boy, Frisk, had done the same just last night. He already felt like part of the household… something that had been missing from it for so long.
‘Perhaps… this time will be different.’
Toriel drifted over to the stove top and began to absently wipe it down. He was such a small thing too… looked barely strong enough to carry that little stick of his. She frowned, thinking back to the close call from before. Perhaps she should have noticed his deficiency much sooner. If she had, perhaps it could have been avoided. And yet, he was not scared to brave the rest of the Ruins on his own, despite what had happened. Even with help, it could not have been a simple matter to make his way through all the puzzles and monsters of the Ruins without her guidance.
Which brought yet another thought to the motherly monster’s mind: the one known as Lily. Though Toriel could not see her, she was by now convinced that this person existed. Perhaps she should be worried about this strange friend that accompanied the little boy but somehow it felt wrong to do so. The way he described her was that of a child not unlike himself… and Toriel could never bring herself to mistrust a little one. She was a mother, after all.
The caretaker looked up from her thoughts and noticed that her surroundings had changed. The kitchen and dining area had been replaced with a bedroom. The walls were painted in a deep, calming blue and there were few furnishings to speak of. A lone cactus to the right, a large bed, a bookshelf and set of clothes drawers, and a writing desk. A small pot of golden flowers rested upon the bookshelf, and looked in need of watering.
‘Why… did I come in here?’
She stepped lightly into the quiet room, glancing around the familiar surroundings. A furry hand ran along the rim of the small chair she’d jokingly nicknamed ‘Chairiel’ before her eyes were drawn to the raised shelf above the desk. A number of items sat upon it, covered in a thin layer of dust. She reached up and took one down, taking some time to regard it.
A figurine of a caped human in a proud pose. The tomboyish girl who’d owned it had called it a ‘Superhero’, a brave and extraordinary individual who fought for others. She replaced it and pulled down another, a cookbook left by the kind boy who had taught her so much of surface cuisine. The third was a little hand mirror, owned once by the cute little girl who was always fussing about her appearance, and always took her time to look her best.
So many trinkets and so many memories tied to each one of them, and yet…
Her gaze traveled further… to one more item on the shelf, set apart from the others. She carefully replaced the rest of the mementos before reaching for it and pulling it down. It was a simple box made of lacquered wood and copper hinges. However, It was not the box itself that drew her attention but what was inside.
She lifted the lid and drew it out, placing the container carefully onto the writing desk before looking over the treasure from within. It was a small, simple bracelet made from a single strip of braided leather. While it was easily the most nondescript piece of the collection, for Toriel, it held the greatest emotional weight. The caprine monster ran a finger over the small flat section in the center baring the faintest vestiges of an engraving. A name was once written there, but it had faded long ago, erased over the ages from the leather as well as her memories.
Toriel drew the fragile accessory close, and her heart began to ache. She could recite the names of every child that had come into her care. She could vividly recall the innocent smile of the son she had lost so long ago. She could identify every monster in the Ruins by sight, and probably half of the Underground as a whole.
But no matter how she searched the depths of her mind, she could remember neither name nor face of the first human to ever come into her care. Of her second child… her beloved daughter.
Toriel buried her face into her hands.
‘I am a terrible mother… I cannot even remember the name of my precious little girl.’ She sobbed quietly. ‘I’ve lost so many children I’d swore to protect. Will I have to watch it all again? I do not think my heart could bare it.’
She held the bracelet in her hands as tears began to flow down her face through the white fur. This might have continued, had a noise from the foyer not alerted her of the children’s return.
“Mom! We’re back! And we got donuts!” It was the cheery voice of Frisk, her latest charge. Lily must have been with him as well.
Toriel quickly wiped her eyes dry before placing the bracelet and its box back on the shelf. She hastily straightened herself up, and moved toward the hallway to greet her children. It would not due to let them see her in such a state.
‘I will protect them this time… both of them. I swear it.’ She vowed as she stepped into the hallway. ‘That horrible man will not claim another SOUL.'
Frisk and Lily made quick work of getting to the same corridor that led to the spiders, the jingle of gold within Frisk’s pocket, a herald of their intent. The webs seemed to have been rearranged since they visited yesterday. They’d now been woven into neat little patterns of dancing spiders, likely in an attempt to draw more customers. Kneeling before one of the webs, Frisk pulled the money from his pocket and began to count it out.
"Let's see. We have about 27G. That's enough for 3 doughnuts with some money left over." He confirmed with an eager grin.
"I guess mom gave us exact gold. The other six are what we got from the Froggit and Mr. Wiggle." Lily reasoned, hovering next to Frisks head, while staring down at the coins
"You're probably right. Okay." He turned his attention forward, and with Lily’s guidance, placed the gold next to the web. "We'd like 3 spider doughnuts, please."
A few small spiders crawled out from the web, lifting one coin after another with their tiny limbs and ferrying them inside. A few moments later more of the busy arachniods popped out, working together to deliver three wheel shaped pastries into the open. Lily directed Frisk’s hand to the treats, gathering them up into the simple paper bag provided. The spiders chittered their thanks to the boy before scurrying back to the safety of their homes.
"They were very happy with our purchase. I'm glad we could help them." Lily grinned before helping Frisk to his feet.
They made their way back to the through the Ruins, stopping to talk with a few of the monsters in the long hallway before returning home. By now, news had spread of the kind monster child in the striped shirt. None of the Ruins’ residents had seen anything like him, nor the invisible friend that always seemed to accompany him. Curiosity was, therefore, the order of the day as the children made their way back home. It occurred to neither Frisk nor Lily that not a single one of them save Toriel, and perhaps Flowey seemed to recognize him as human.
Eventually they reached the doorway of Toriel’s cozy house.
"Mom! We're back! And we got doughnuts!" Frisk called out when they returned.
"Oh! That was certainly fast! I'm happy to see you made it back so easily. No trouble with anyone out there I trust?" Toriel stepped into the foyer from the hallway to the right, her long face curled upward in a soft smile.
The boy dismissed her concerns with a shake of the head. "Nope. Everyone is really friendly. The spiders were happy too!"
He placed the bag of baked treats into Toriel’s outstretched palm before following his goat mother into the living room with Lily at his side. The two children took a seat on the floor in front of the fireplace and waited patiently while she delivered the doughnuts to the kitchen to store for later. Moments later she returned, taking a seat in the comfortable red recliner nearby.
"I want you to know how glad I am to have you here, my children.” She said wistfully, looking at Frisk with a fondness that seemed to go deeper than might have been expected for one she’d known only a short while. “It has been so long since I've had someone else in this home."
"I'm happy too. I don't remember anything so it's really nice to have a mom..." Lily says softly besides Frisk.
Frisk thought about that for a moment. With no memories, there’s no way of knowing what her parents were like. He supposed that was another thing they had in common.
"Lily and I are both really happy to be here. I guess neither of us really know what it’s like to have parents." Frisk delivered Lily’s message along with his own, wrapping his arm over the spectral girl’s shoulders. Lily herself wasn’t deaf to the double meaning of his words, but decided not to ask about them.
Toriel smiled, before leaning forward to ruffle Frisks hair, causing a happy laugh at the attention. Her eyes then moved to the empty space to his side, studying the place she knew Lily must have been. From the position of his arm it seemed that the invisible girl was a little taller than the small human before her. So she reached toward the still air and gently ran her hand along the space where the second human’s head should have been. Her judgment was spot on. Furry fingers glided against the imperceptible girl’s hair as if they were actually touching. Lily couldn’t help but smile widely in both joy and astonishment at the rightness of it… how it was almost like she could see her.
Once done Toriel leaned back into her chair. The three of them settled into a pleasant silence that soothed their minds. After a while the woman reached over onto her end table to grab a book. It was well worn, and many pages possessed dog-eared creases from the many long years of use. Donning a pair of reading glasses, she blinked a couple of times to adjust to the change of sight.
Frisk’s ears picked up the tell-tale sounds of page-flipping, and he knew without prompt what she was doing. He drew closer, dragging Lily along with him. "Hey, Mom? Will you read your book to us?"
"Of course, my child. It is titled '72 uses for snails'." She chuckled at Frisks quizzical expression. "Snails are amazing creatures. Delicious too. I can't wait to show you my famous snail pie.”
“Bleh!” Lily stuck her tongue out.
Frisk got up from the floor and made his way over to Toriel’s chair. He struggled blindly to pull himself into it. The goat woman laughed a little and lifted the boy up, placing him snugly on her lap. He smiled and made himself comfortable before his gaze fell on Lily and he shuffled to the side, giving her room to squeeze in alongside him. The goat mother seemed to notice what Frisk was doing and waited patiently until she was sure both children were settled in.
“Comfortable?” She asked. Both children nodded. “Very well. Now then… do either of you know which taxonomic class snails belong to?”
Lily gave the the woman a puzzled look and shook her head.
“I think they’re… gastropods?” Frisk answered after a bit of thinking.
“That’s correct!” Toriel said with the enthusiasm of a proud teacher. “Well done, dear.”
“Wait… you knew that?” Lily gaped at the blind boy at her side.
“Haha… I guess so.” He replied, folding his hands sheepishly.
Toriel flipped through a few of the pages. “Here’s an interesting fact. Did you know that...Snails. Talk. Very. Slowly?”
Lily looked at the page and frowned. “It doesn’t say that!” Frisk cocked his head at the woman and she gave an impish chuckle.
“I'm joking. Snails can't talk." She said and turned the pages some more. "Oh, but how about this one. Did you know that snails… sometimes flip their digestive systems as they mature? Interesting."
Lily’s face scrunched up and she stuck out her tongue again, taking advantage of the fact that Toriel couldn’t see. Snails really weren’t her thing.
Frisk however listened intently. "I didn’t know that. That's actually kind of cool."
“Cool?!” Lily protested, drawing a chuckle from the boy. “That’s gross!”
The three of them continued like this for most of the day. After a while they decided to take a break to enjoy their donuts before moving onto another subject. Frisk and Lily were more than happy to just listen to her read to them (and relieved, in Lily’s case when they moved on from the snails). After dinner, Toriel retired to the kitchen to clean up, leaving the children to their own devices. Frisk took the opportunity to grab a book of his own, flipping through the pages and picturing the images in his mind as Lily read the words. The day seemed to pass by in an instant, and the two were only made aware of the true passage of time when Toriel looked at the raised hands of the wall-hanging clock.
"Oh dear. I believe it is time for bed my children. Come." She ushered them into the bedroom, tucking them in just as she did the night before, and bid them goodnight.
Notes:
Not a whole lot to say about this one. A fluffy, ‘feely’ chapter to contrast the more ‘adventure’ driven mood of the last one. However, as was stated above, there are a some pretty key plot things in here for the observant to find.
Monster food has always been rather interesting. They’re able to get things that you’d think would be a little hard to come by living underground.
We get to know Toriel a little more here and gain a little insight on her psyche. For those familiar with TV Tropes, “Stepford Smiler” definitely applies here.
Next time… things are gonna heat up a little.
Chapter 5: Heartache
Notes:
So this took… quite a bit longer than usual to upload. We’re in the middle of a big move right now, and the house still needs to be placed. This upload comes from a rental we’re staying in while everything gets done. Took a while to get settled in but we’re going to be right back to it in a couple of weeks, so apologies for the awkward timing on the uploads. It should get better in a few weeks to a month.
Anyways, this one’s a little shorter but we hope you enjoy it all the same!
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Chapter Text
"My daughter, you must stay determined! Please… wake up. You are the future of humans and monsters..." The sensation of a cold cloth spread across a forehead far too hot to be normal. A soft, furry hand grasped a small, fleshy one as if to drive away the dire illness.
"Dad… I… I just want to see the flowers again… The golden flowers… I want… to show… you." She mumbled – the voice of a small girl, her own and yet different – straining to peel open her eyes. Black figures circled her like phantoms, their details seemingly cut from the fabric of reality, leaving only dark, unidentifiable silhouettes.
"Please, Mama… Don't c-" Violent convulsions wracked her form, drowning out her words in a sea of agony. Her hands, blistered and burned rose to her face in an effort to stave off the fit of coughing to no avail. Trembling fingers lifted from her shuddering face, the warped palms now stained with blood.
Within her mind echoed a scream…
“Worthless… completely worthless.”
The voice carried no hatred. There was nothing there at all actually. Just cold, bitter resignation. This was expected. After all, what worth could they hope for in a child without sight? A child fated to walk in darkness forever… what merit could something like that have to those who live in the light?
“See? You should know better than anyone. Show them mercy, and they’ll abandon you… just like all the others.” A sunny voice stated. The talking flower’s face contorted into a grotesque, toothy grin. “Kill or be killed! You know it’s true. After all… you’ve seen it before.”
He’s wrong… he has to be. But still, the sense of doubt was crushing, and it grew stronger by the moment.
“Poor, pathetic child.” That- that was… Toriel? Why was he hearing Mom's voice? “You cannot even walk straight without that invisible friend to help you. How do you know that she is the kind, helpful creature you see her as? How do you know it isn’t a trick? Another trick to deceive a fool…”
He didn't want to believe that… but what did he know about her really? How could he be certain that this was not simply a game to her? It wouldn’t be the first time.
“Well, here we are. We’ve come a long way haven’t we?” Another voice, distorted beyond recognition but somehow familiar. “ You always were a great partner…"
The nightmare shattered in an instant, setting Frisks body to a tremble beneath the blankets. His heart was racing like he’d just sprinted a hundred miles at high altitude. If he wasn’t still under the blankets, he might have fallen out of bed when he noticed Lily hovering above him. Her copper eyes looked blood red in the low lighting. Then he noticed the rest of her. She was just as terrified as he was. That terror must have forced her out of his body somehow, and caused the scream that woke him up.
Lily floated above the bed and its solid occupant, shaking like a leaf in the breeze. She didn’t seem to notice that she’d expelled herself. Her eyes were glued to her own hands as the fingers fought a losing- battle to stay still. Her chest rose and fell with each sharp intake of breath. The grizzly sight she’d witnessed had scored itself within her mind. Then her thoughts seemed to readjust to her surroundings, and at last she noticed Frisk staring up at her.
“Frisk!” She gasped, quickly lowering her hands to her side. “I’m sorry… I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you.”
“A nightmare?” He asked, though it sounded more like a statement.
“Something… maybe? I…” She trailed off, unable to find the right words. “How did you know?”
“I had one too…” He admitted, pushing the blankets off himself and sitting up.
“You… did?” She asked. That was too surreal. Both of them, at the same time?
“Uh huh. Thanks for waking me up.” He joked flatly. “I don’t think I wanted to see how it ended.”
“Frisk, that’s terrible and you know it.” She said, but she was grinning now.
“Sorry…” He said. “What… was yours about?”
“I…” She seemed reluctant for a moment. “I think it was how I died. My family was there. I could hear them crying. But I couldn’t see anyone or recognize any of the voices… it’s like whole pieces were missing from it. I just wish the pain was one of them. It hurt… so bad.”
“I’m sorry…” Frisk said.
“What for?” Lily asked. “It’s not like you did anything to me. You aren’t the one who made me forget my past after all. Now that I have a piece of the puzzle, maybe I can learn more about who I am.”
“I guess.”
“What about you?”
“Me?”
“Yeah… your nightmare.” She confirmed. “Was it as bad as mine?”
“I don’t know.” Frisk said. Would it be nicer to say ‘no’ or ‘yes’ in this situation? “I kept hearing voices… people I know. Someone from the surface. I can’t remember their name, but there were a lot like them. Flowey, Mom… and someone else. I woke up before I figured out who.”
“What did they say?”
“The first one put me down a lot. Flowey? He said what you’d expect. Mom, though… it didn’t sound like her at all.” He thought about telling her exactly what Toriel had said but decided against it. The girl was already reeling from her own night terrors, and he didn’t want to give her more to worry about. “The last one… didn’t say much. But there was something about the way they said it. It made me feel powerless.”
“That sounds horrible.” Lily said, letting herself down to sit on the bed in front of her friend.
“It’s nothing like yours.” Frisk dismissed. “Yours actually hurt… can you still feel it?”
She shook her head. “No, not anymore. Thanks, Frisk.”
They sat there for a while in silence, letting the remaining trepidation from the night’s events slowly fade away. Neither child could tell what time it was, or how long they’d slept. But neither one wished to brave another trip into the world of dreams either. Not with what was waiting for them there. Still, there was one feeling that Frisk couldn’t shake. Even if it was just a nightmare, what if there was a point to it? What if Toriel had simply taken him because it was the right thing to do? Was he putting a burden on her out of desperate and selfish need to belong?
He couldn’t tell anymore.
Lily took a long look at Frisk. His encouragement had done a lot to make her feel better, but she could tell that he was still bothered by something. He tried to hide it, and he might have succeeded with anyone else… but he couldn’t hide anything from her. It hurt to see him like that, and she wondered if there was anything she could possibly do to help her troubled friend.
"Hey. Why don't we leave for a bit? Stretch our legs, and wake up some?” She suggested. Maybe some fresh air would ease his mind a little. “I don’t want to go back to sleep… and I bet you don’t either."
She moved to his side and offered him a hand up. He accepted gratefully, and let the spectral girl pull him to his feet.
"That sounds like a good idea, actually.” He agreed. “What about Toriel, though? Won't she wonder where we went?"
Lily lifted a brow before looking about the room. Her eyes fell on the stick resting on the end table. “You could leave your stick here. That would tell her we'll be back?"
An air of uncertainty clouded the boy. He’d never left his stick behind on purpose before.
"Don't worry. I won’t let you get lost.” Said Lily, before pulling him into a light hug. “I promised to protect you remember? Just like you promised to protect me!"
Frisk hesitated and for a moment she thought he was going to say no. In the end, he just sighed.
"Alright. I trust you."
He carefully picked up the stick, running his hand along its wooden surface. It was still as sturdy as the day he first picked it up, and the single leaf on the end still maintained a healthy green hue. After a moment he placed it on the bed, leaning it purposefully against the wall. Plain sight, specific placement, and not likely to fall over if left alone. A clear message.
As they turned to leave, Frisk felt the light tug upon his SOUL. His gaze followed the sensation down to the star he’d created a couple of days back, still sitting innocently among the toys. He reached for it, letting his fingers run along its warm magical glow. He’d never actually touched one before. It was smooth, and flowing like water but his fingers never quite passed through its surface. The star shimmered brighter in response to his touch and for the briefest instant it seemed like time had stopped. Then both the glow and the tugging sensation passed, and he stepped away.
Lily gave Frisk a confused look, and he could tell she must have felt it too. She said nothing however - merely smiled before leading him through the house and outside. The morning air felt nice against his skin as they traversed the ruins.
"It must still be very early. The air smells so crisp and clean." Frisk remarked, taking a deep breath settle himself a little more. “I wonder how there’s still so much fresh air this far underground?”
"I don’t know, but I'm glad it's working. Come on!" Lily replied, before gently guiding him passed the leafless tree and down the path to the left.
In time, they arrived at the ramparts that overlooked the quiet city – the same place they’d found the toy knife. There was a stairwell to the right that led to the town proper, but neither had any desire to go that way. Instead, Lily led Frisk to one of the benches lining the parapets. It seemed like this place would have been a popular spot for the Ruins’ monster residents but right now it was empty but for the two of them. They sat, and looked out over the quiet city below.
Frisk’s head fell and his hands folded in his lap as his thoughts turned inward. He looked like he might have fallen asleep, but in truth his mind was running almost too fast to process. Should he tell her more about the impression that dream left on him? Toriel had been so kind… so motherly. He was quick to jump at that sense of belonging, but… was that really for him? And, what about Lily? The nightmare had gotten one thing right: he didn’t know anything about her.
No… even if that was true, just… no. Lily was fine… there was no way she would do anything to hurt him. If she meant to, he would have sensed it right? Just like how he sensed her feelings at the sight of the Ruins’ puzzles: that burnt lemon scent of annoyance.
But then, there was another thing: a feeling that he couldn’t explain.
Lily turned her attention away from the skyline (or what could pass for one within a mountain). There she noticed Frisk’s bowed head, lost in his own thoughts and frowned. This was supposed to help him feel better, not make it worse. A thought flashed through her mind an instant before she pulled Frisk up from his slouch and let his head rest on her shoulder.
"Frisk, something's bothering you. What is it? You can tell me." She coaxed gently.
The boy wrung his hands together for a moment, collecting his thoughts.
"It's… hard to explain. " He sighed. "I feel like… all I'm doing is burdening Toriel. What with my blindness and all, I just feel like eventually she'll want me to leave her in peace. I'm so tired of being a bother."
“I noticed you haven’t called her ‘Mom’ today.” Lily observed. “Is that why?” He turned to her with a bit of surprise.
"I haven’t?” He blinked a few times. “I guess not… maybe it is? Still…” He resumed his thoughtful expression. “It’s not just that. I feel like there's… “something” I'm supposed to be doing. Something important. And whatever it is, it’s not here." He gestured out with his hand in a sweeping motion towards the Ruins.
Lily rubbed his arm comfortingly. "Do you any idea what that is? Or where?"
He shook his head, shifting his weight into the hug and gestured wildly with his hand. "No. But I feel like it's right there, in the back of my mind. It’s like, if I try not to think about it, there it is, bugging me. But if I go to look for it, it becomes all foggy you know?”
“Like when you see that weird line you see when you look at a bright light?” Lily suggested. “Ignore it, and it seems to move in more, but look at it and it moves away.”
“It sounds about right.” Frisk said, though he’d never actually experienced the phenomenon Lily described. “Have you felt that way?”
"Not exactly… but more than you might think.” She says. “With my nightmare… I'm sure that's how I died, but the more I think about it the less I can make out… and then I think 'How long have I been gone? Is my family still out there?'. I mean I could have only been gone for minutes, or years. Without any memories I just can’t know." She sighed heavily, the thoughts weighing more on her now that she was thinking about them.
"Maybe… we should leave the Ruins?” She suggested hesitantly. “If it feels that important, then it probably is… we shouldn’t just let it sit. And who knows? I might find something about my past while we're at it. So it could be a win-win for both of us. You know I'll float by you the whole way!" Lily grinned at her own joke, hoping to get a reaction.
“Heheh… Thanks.” A small chuckle escaped Frisks mouth before he sobered again. “But, what about Tor- Mom? What do we say to her?”
“I don’t know…” Lily said. “Maybe its better just to tell her straight? I mean, it’s not like we’re leaving forever.”
“I guess so.”
They stayed like that for a while, conversation fading into silence. Eventually the city slowly began to awaken. Monsters began a steady trickle into the streets to start their day. The two children took that as their queue to return home. Toriel would be awake and would find their message soon if she hadn’t already. They managed to avoid most of the monsters near the caretaker’s home. A small winged creature approached them, but quickly burst into tears and fled the moment Frisk tried to greet it.
“Um…” Frisk blinked after it. “Did I… do something wrong?”
"I think… those are called Whimsuns?" Lily shrugged. “I guess they’re just shy…”
They returned home and quickly stepped inside, the warmth of magical flame greeting their arrival. It was comforting, but did little to ease their hearts. They quickly noticed Toriel sitting near the fireplace, a book sitting unopened in her lap. She hadn’t noticed them yet, so Lily directed Frisk back to their room to retrieve his stick before returning to the living area. The Ruins’ caretaker looked up at Frisk and frowned.
"Are you well, my child? You seem troubled…" She left the book on the chair and knelt before Frisk.
“Um…”
Frisk was trembling. His entire being shuddered under the weight of what he was about to do… of what, in his heart, he knew that he had to. He could not see the motherly monster gazing with concern upon his small frame, and for once, it was good that this was so. If he could, the look she gave would have been enough to shatter his conviction then and there. Determined as he was, determination alone would not be enough to see him forward when those large, kind eyes looked upon him with such care.
“What is it, innocent one?” She asked. Her voice alone was enough to make him quake with guilt. “You can tell me anything.”
Lily drifted to Frisk’s side and put a comforting hand on his shoulder. The blooming tea scent of her support anchored him. He clinched a fist at his side and looked up toward her voice.
“How… can we leave the Ruins?” he asked softly. It was the most painful thing he’d ever asked.
Despite its softness, Toriel recoiled as if she’d been struck. “L-leave? Why would you want to leave, my child? This is your home… you’ll want for nothing here, I assure you.”
Frisk lowered his head once more without a response. He knew if he tried to speak, his voice would give out. He couldn’t show that to her. His silence told Toriel all she needed to know. She stood, expression grim, and removed her hands from his shoulders.
“I see.” She said forlornly. “I apologize, but I have to do something. Stay here, children.”
Toriel skirted around the small human and walked briskly toward the foyer. Lily turned in the air and watched her go as Frisk stood stock still, knuckles white as they clinched his stick. White fur and purple fabric glided around and descended the stairs on the far end of the entryway. It was a place neither she, nor Frisk had set foot… she hurried back to the boy.
“Frisk, she went downstairs.” The girl said worriedly, though she tried to stay strong for her friend. “Come on, we need to follow her. Hurry!”
Frisk breathed deeply to steady himself, then nodded wordlessly. Following Lily’s guidance, he moved to follow his adopted parent into the lower level of the cozy home. Even he could tell that it was like stepping into another realm. Where above lived light and comfort, below was dark and cold. The warmth of fire magic did not carry here. This was an unwelcome place.
Toriel walked some feet ahead of them. Her large, floppy ears heard the boy’s steps the moment he reached the stairs. She didn’t turn around, continuing with purpose along the dark passageway.
“You wish to know how to leave, do you? Ahead lies the end of the Ruins: a one way exit to the rest of the Underground.” She said, her tone unreadable. Before Frisk could respond she continued. “I am going to destroy it. No one will ever be able to leave here again. Now… be a good child, and go upstairs.”
Frisk gasped. “Mom, you don’t understa-“
“Yes, I do!” her emotionless façade broke for only an instant. “I understand more than you could ever know. I’ve seen it, time and again: humans come, they leave, they die. You naïve child… if you leave the Ruins… they… Asgore… will kill you. I am only protecting you, do you understand?”
Frisk was chilled by the way she’d said that. Was it really that dangerous outside the Ruins…? The path turned sharply after what felt like miles of walking. Only then did Toriel turn to look the boy. Lily could see her face clearly – an expressionless mask, attempting to hide the shadow of pain.
“Do not try to stop me.” She warned. “This is your final warning. Now… go to your room, children.”
This was it… the final chance, and both of them knew it. If they turned back now, and allowed her to destroy the exit, that would be the end of it. They could return upstairs and live a quiet, comfortable life with the monster mother. They might get in trouble for forcing her to do this, but eventually everything would go back to normal. They could be comfortable… they could be happy… they could belong.
But…
They couldn’t do that. Somehow the children both knew. Nothing is ever that simple. They followed.
Toriel stood before a massive stone door. The same image that adorned her robes was emblazoned across its surface. Her back was turned to them, but both children knew that she noticed their approach. Her furry paws clinched at her side as she stared at the stone threshold.
“You want to leave so badly? Hmph… you are just like the others. There is only one solution to this…” She said, unable to conceal the mote of pain her words carried. “Prove yourself…”
“Mom…” Lily stammered. “Please, don’t…”
She turned and faced them. Her eyes locked on the boy in the blue and purple striped shirt. Her head lowered and her arms slowly rose at her sides. Tongues of flames snaked down her shoulders and focused into her white furred palms. A blast of heat spread from her, setting the torches lining the room ablaze and casting the room into light.
“Prove to me that you’re strong enough to survive!” She howled.
At the same time as she spoke the words, Frisk felt his SOUL drawn from his body with force far beyond that of any monster he’d encountered. His sight awakened and bright, vivid shapes formed against a blank canvas: His SOUL before him, Lily at his side… and Toriel, a blazing inferno of alabaster magic blocking the way. He shrank back when he saw the flames licking her arms. He could tell at a glance that though she did not burn, that fire was far from the pleasant crackle that warmed the home above.
A gout of flame surged forth at her command. Before he could react, it struck his chest and SOUL with the full force of its might.
“Aaaaugh!” He cried out, instinctively wrapping his arms around his SOUL.
“Frisk!” Lily called, and rushed to his side. “Frisk, you have to get up!”
She grabbed his arm and forcibly pulled him away from a follow-up blast. He collapsed the moment they stopped moving, still clutching his chest with his free hand and shuddering. Something was wrong… the hit was direct, but it hadn’t done nearly enough damage to provoke such a response. Even still, the boy looked almost as bad as she’d felt when Flowey’s ‘friendliness pellet’ ripped through her body.
“Get up! Come on!” She pleaded.
“I can’t…” He trembled. “I hate fire… I hate fire!”
“Are you helping him?” Toriel’s steely voice spoke. She was speaking directly to Lily. “So, you both agreed to this. Very well… then come! Show me your strength, my children!”
“Look out!” Lily shouted.
She shoved the boy roughly, sending him back and herself away in a single motion. An orb of flame surged through the air where they’d been but a second before and burst against the wall. Frisk struggled to his feet as Lily flew to his side once more. Toriel stood there, unmoving but for the twitch of her claws beneath the power of her own magic. Frisk stared at the blaze, paralyzed with fear at the sight of those scaring tongues whipping incessantly along the caprine monster’s arms.
“Mom, stop… please!” Frisk’s terrified voice called out.
Toriel’s stern expression broke for but a moment, an escaped tear was quickly evaporated by the heat of her flames. That was all she allowed before her conviction returned. Her arm swept before her tracing an ark of flame that roared toward the two children. Frisk managed to reign in his fear enough to avoid a direct blow this time, but the hungry blaze still licked the edge of his SOUL, causing him to cringe. He watched her fearfully. The flames bellowed within his ears from all sides.
Toriel began to move. Her arm sent forth a continuous stream of fire as she walked slowly toward him. He ran to the side and the flames followed. Toriel’s advance continued, maneuvering him into a corner and forcing him to move toward her to get away.
“No!” He cried.
His arm moved on its own, and his stick struck the fiery monster in her left flank. Toriel gasped and buckled slightly but held firm. She turned about and faced him again. Her face remained as stern as ever but her eyes showed a sense of pride.
“Yes, that’s it.” She said. “Strike me with all you have!”
Her blazing arms shot upward and summoned forth a shower of burning rain. Cinders showered both children from overhead, striking down in patterns almost impossible to dodge completely. A few of them struck Lily, and she grit her teeth as a couple of points of her own limited HP were shaved away. Still more struck out at Frisk, biting into his SOUL like piranhas in a frenzy. He managed to bat a few away with his stick, not bothering to question why the seemingly fragile wood failed to burn.
Lily watched the confrontation, lending what support she could. Inside she wished that there was more she could do to help her friend. If only she could speak, it might have been possible for the two of them to convince Toriel to simply let them pass. But alas, she was relegated to advice and support as well as avoiding whatever wayward fire happened to come her way. A task that proved a challenge of its own. Frisk, in his fear, barely even registered her words.
Toriel advanced once more, the flames bending to her will. Snaking trails of fire arced along the ground around her. Her robe billowed as they slithered outward, approaching the boy at breakneck speed. Frisk stumbled forward through the flames, and managed to avoid one of the flaming serpents. The other curved about the room and made for him from the other side.
“Behind you!” Lily cried her warning.
Too late. He stumbled back to avoid the line of flame, and nearly bumped straight into Toriel. The woman looked down at him without expression, balled a fire-wreathed fist and struck. Again Frisk reacted, more on instinct and struck out in an effort to defend himself. His stick struck her in the arm, sending it askew. The impact caused her to lose focus on the flaming snakes which sputtered and died as she stumbled back.
Toriel’s teeth grit from pain, but she still refused to give up. The strikes she’d taken did not seem particularly damaging, but an attack made with purpose is painful indeed to her kind… and fear is a powerful motivator. She panted heavily as she continued her assault with another volley of flames. The boy was scared, but he was not backing down. That was good… that was the strength she wanted to see.
Her muscles twitched, and a new surge of arcane fire joined with the rest. Her arms were coated almost entirely in the magical inferno, and her eyes blazed orange with power. She threw her arms outward, and pillars of flame erupted from the ground itself. The stone floor glowed with the heat of the columns as they filled the entirety of the room. Frisk staggered through them: left, right, forward, stop, right again, back.
It wasn’t enough. A single misstep, and the boy was caught in the chest by the edge of one of the pillars. The magical fire ate into his SOUL, devouring his HP in one ferocious bite. The force of the attack sent him spiraling backwards. Breath forced itself from his lungs as he landed on his stomach.
“Frisk!” Lily shouted.
She rushed at Toriel, putting herself between her friend and the Ruins’ fiery guardian. It would do no good. Toriel could not see her, and would not cease her approach.
Amidst the pain, the roaring of the fire and Lily’s voice, Frisk heard it. A sound that didn’t belong… a clattering of something small against the stone. He reached for it, and his small hand wrapped around something cool and plastic. A shimmer of light rippled through the toy knife that Frisk grasped in his trembling hand.
[EQUIP]
With a shaky hand, the boy raised the plastic blade and pushed himself to his knees. He could hear Toriel’s slow footfalls behind him. He could smell the thin smoke of magical fire, and feel its heat at his back.
And he was afraid.
Once more, his body moved on its own, an action fueled by a desire to preserve his own life. It was enough. The knife flashed around in an arc, its polymer edge cut like steel against the magical body of the Ruins’ caretaker. A large, straight gash arched through her caprine form, the strike cutting clean through her chest where her own SOUL resided.
He did not feel the throb of power within his own at that same instant.
“Urgh…” She staggered back.
All the air in Frisk’s lungs forced itself out at once. Toriel stepped back once, twice, before collapsing onto one knee. The flames flickered and vanished from her arms, leaving her broken before him. Frisk reached out instinctively, then his sight fell on the knife he now held. Bound to him now, the blade’s thin outline stared back at him in all its plastic glory. It was only then he realized what he’d done. To protect himself, the little lion was forced to bear his claws.
“You are… stronger than I thought.” Toriel said through gasps of breath.
“No…” Frisk whispered. “No, I… I didn’t…”
“M-mom…?” Lily drifted down, and knelt at Frisk’s side.
“Listen to me… small ones.” She rasped. “If you go beyond this door… keep walking as far as you can. Eventually, you will reach an exit.”
“Mom… I didn’t mean to.”
“I know… do not blame yourself. I am proud of you…” She said weakly, before looking toward Frisk’s side, straight at Lily. “Both of you.” She coughed. Dust began to fall from her wound. “Asgore… you mustn’t let Asgore take your SOUL. His plan… cannot be allowed to succeed.”
“Mom… MOM!” Frisk cried, as tears streamed from his eyes.
“You can’t!” Lily cried at the same time.
Both children ran to the wounded monster and enveloped her in a hug. She smiled, wrapping own weak limbs around them. Somehow, she almost seemed to know that Lily was there as well. Frisk buried his face into her robe and sobbed, his tears staining the fabric. Lily cried against her neck, clinging to her with all the strength her incorporeal arms could muster.
“It’s alright… you’ll be fine.” Toriel said, a pile of dust forming at her feet. “Be good… won’t you? My… children…”
With that, her head lowered. Frisk and Lily cried out, begging her to hold on… but there was nothing either child could do. Toriel’s body went limp, and the wound in her chest grew. It spread across her body, scattering it into dust that settled in a pile beneath them. The torn fabric of her robes settled over it like a funeral shroud. In time, all that remained was a SOUL; a pure white inversion of Frisk’s own, radiating a warm light. It trembled in the air before it too shattered into fragments and vanished.
“MOM!!!” Frisk shouted, falling to his hands and knees amidst the dust that was once Toriel. “I didn’t want this, I didn’t! Come back, please! Come… come back…”
“Why… why did she fight?” Lily cried. “Mom… this is wrong. This isn’t…”
Neither child could speak. Their words were drowned out by the silence of the chamber and their own emotions. Tears fell from Frisk’s eyes and mingled with Toriel’s dust and the tattered remnants of her robe. He buried his face in his hands as the darkness took his sight once more. Let it… he deserved far worse after what he’d done. Lily cried openly. In the back of her mind, she knew she would feel sick for doing so but she didn’t care. She had no strength to stop the stream of tears.
“Frisk…” She said through bleary eyes. “We- we have to go. Mom told us-“
“No!” Frisk shouted, and he refused to move. “I won’t! I won’t leave her like this!”
“There’s… there’s nothing we can do.” Lily retorted. “We have-“
“I don’t care…” Frisk continued. “This… no… I can’t accept this. I won’t!”
“Frisk, please…” Lily reached her trembling hand for him. He made no response when she placed it on his shoulder. “She- she…”
She couldn’t say it. Even thinking that she was gone hurt far worse than any nightmare.
“This isn’t what I wanted…” Frisk muttered, trembling beneath his own weight. “I hate this…! I want to go back. I want… I want her back… bring her back!”
His cry echoed through the empty chamber and beyond. Once again his SOUL emerged from his chest, filling his blind eyes with magical sight. The cold touch of stone and monster dust disappeared a moment later, as solid ground vanished beneath his feet. At his side, Lily watched in awe as the chamber shifted and distorted around them, passing in a reverse-blur as some unseen force pulled them backwards. The warped facsimile gave way to a flash of brilliant light which pierced even Frisk’s veil of blindness, filling both of their vision with white. Neither of them could tell how much time passed in that all consuming brightness. But when at last it faded both children’s gazes fell upon a singular point.
There, in the middle of the familiar box of toys, in a familiar red-walled room, shone a familiar golden star.
Notes:
Well this one was an emotional ride wasn’t it? Writing Toriel’s death was hard even if it was never going to stick.
Also, yes. Frisk has a serious case of pyrophobia. This was hinted at somewhat subtly in the last chapter but here it really comes to the fore. The poor kid basically went full on fight-or-flight the moment the battle started.
ShiningwingX: A somewhat personal note. My first experience with the Toriel fight ended with her dying. I wrongly assumed that if I brought down her HP enough that she’d become spare-able as is told to you by the Froggit at the beginning. However, I never actually encountered the one toward the end that hints what you’re actually supposed to do… so that was a big shocker and my response was pretty much what Frisk did here: an immediate load.
KikiRukata: As for myself I did meet the Froggit who warned me about what to do. It helped that Shining told me to explore a little extra in the Ruins which made the second one appear. So I got a little lucky. Though I do believe the first time I fought her she...killed me xD. Well we hope you enjoyed the chapter!
Chapter Text
A pulse rippled across the boarders of space and time, flung into its deepest reaches. It was a strange thing, formless, yet all too real. The realization of the fragility of existence. A mistake undone, but not forgotten. The cast off darkness of a SOUL that had tasted the life of another, and found the flavor displeasing.
A poor substitute for the Name… but for now, it would have to do.
"W- what? What's going on?" Lily questioned, as she glanced around at the room.
It was exactly as they’d left it. The toys in their box, the stuffed lion displaced from the others, the collection of different sized shoes gathered neatly within the small chest against the wall, the disheveled blankets on the unmade bed where they’d slept the previous night only to be woken by nightmares… everything. Her eyes fell upon the stick, still leaning against the wall where they’d left it before leaving the house earlier that day.
"The stick…?” Impossible. She knew for a fact Frisk had retrieved it. “How is it…?"
The sound of another sob drew her attention back to the boy in question.
He was kneeling in front of the golden star, crying softly with his arms wrapped around his torso. He looked like he was enduring the worst of agonies… and indeed, that might not have been far from the truth. Lily made her way to his side and hugged him as tightly as she could. He clung to her and cried harder, face hot with his own tears. Questions could wait.
They remained like that for all of about a minute before the door was pushed open by a white, furry paw. Purple robes entered the room a moment later…
"My children.. are you alright? I heard-" Spoke a familiar voice. Frisk’s ears perked in an instant.
She never got the chance to finish. Frisk was up in less than a blink. He threw himself against Toriel’s body, his small arms wrapping around her waist. He was so small, he could barely reach half way around her large frame, but still he held her as tightly as those little arms could muster. The kind monster’s motherly instinct kicked in, and she quickly lowered herself to the floor and enveloped the child into a furry hug. The fabric of her robes almost covered his whole body, and her familiar scent filled his airways.
Lily remained rigid where Frisk had left her, staring in disbelief at their reunion. The moment she remembered how to move, she was at their side, clinging to Toriel’s arm as new tears fell from her eyes.
"I'm so- sorry. I'm sorry… I’m sorry, Mom. I'm s..s..sorry! I DIDN'T MEAN TO! I swear… I- I didn’t…" Despite being muffled by Toriel’s robes, Frisk’s voice carried clearly. His tears bled through the purple fabric and onto the fur beneath.
"It's alright, dear one. Everything is alright." Toriel masked her confusion with a soft tone. Her large hand rubbed gentle circles along the boy’s back, waiting for him to calm enough that she could speak to him.
After a while, Frisk’s crying abated enough that he was able to pull away from Toriel. His hands however, continued to clutch her robes, fearing that she might fade away the moment he let go. His blind eyes turned upward toward the motherly face above him as Lily snuggled against his side, her spectral form causing his shirt to bunch up where she hugged him. Toriel seemed to notice this.
"What is the matter, Children? Did you have a nightmare?" She asked, shifting her arm to accommodate the unseen girl.
A nightmare? Was that all it was? Their time at the overlook, their fight against Toriel, her death… was it just an elaborate nightmare? Frisk turned his gaze to Lily, her tears, her surprise, her relief… she’d seen it too; lived it, as he had.
That… was no dream.
Then what happened? His pain was gone too. He hadn’t realized it in the wake of their reunion with Toriel but it was gone. The burns, and the soreness of his muscles… all gone, as if it had never been.
That’s when he remembered.
The golden star twinkled innocently within the pile of toys.
That star. Frisk remembered touching it this morning. The feeling like time stopped for just a moment.
"'They make me feel like nothing bad can happen as long as one is near.'..." Lily whispered from her position next to him, her voice almost non-existent in her wonder. "Did… did the star pull us back?"
She had the same thought. Was that it, then? The star?
They both looked at Toriel. Frisk called forth his SOUL, its glow painting the room in a deeper shade of red. A monochrome image of his monster mother formed before his eyes. She looked just as she had earlier, before the fight. Her torso was absent the large gash she’d suffered and her face held no pain; only kindness and concern for her children. He concentrated further, focusing upon the thin band of energy that represented her life force.
* TORIEL – ATK 80 DEF 80 HP: 440/440
She was alive… she was really alive.
Frisk stared absently for a moment before realizing she’d asked him a question. "Uh… yeah… Mom. Lily and I… just had a nightmare is all.. We're sorry for scaring you…" Frisk said, trying to smile as he used his arms to wipe the tears away.
Toriel gave them both a loving smile. "Nightmares are frightening, but they cannot harm you. You are both strong children… I am sure you can overcome this. But do know that you can talk to me if the need arises alright?” She said, drawing a nod from both Frisk and Lily. “Since all of us are awake, how about I start breakfast early? I am sure you are both hungry."
With that she stood and patted the boy’s head, before stroking the air where Lily’s would have been. How she always knew, neither of them could guess but after what just happened, neither did they care. After taking a moment to make sure they were alright, she left them alone and made her way toward the kitchen.
"Frisk...?" Lily folded her hand in his, clutching tightly.
"She… doesn't remember.” He said, pausing for a moment before continuing. “But you do… right?”
“Uh huh.” She confirmed. She wished she didn’t. “You screamed and everything got all weird and fell away… and now we’re back here.” She waved her arm out across the room to illustrate the point. “Frisk, what happened down there?”
“I… I don’t know.” The boy shook his head. “I just felt so bad. I didn’t mean for that to happen. I didn’t want that to happen. And then it just… didn’t. We’re back here and Mom… Mom’s okay.”
“So what? You turned back time?” She asked.
“Did I?” He questioned, trying to wrap his aching head around what happened. “I remember touching the star before we left. Or, I guess we haven’t left yet, huh? Agh… this is confusing.”
“Just slow down… one thought at a time, okay?” Lily said, giving his hand a little squeeze of reassurance.
“When I touched it, it almost felt like time stopped for a second. It was like it ‘saved’ that moment for me… and when I cried out, it brought us back here.” His face scrunched up as he explained, as if he was searching for something but couldn’t find it.
“SAVE…” He repeated thoughtfully. “That’s what it was. I ‘SAVED’… H-how do I know that?”
“It… it doesn’t matter.” Lily said, closing her eyes and wrapping her arms protectively around her friend. “I don’t care where it came from, I’m just glad you were able to do it. You brought Mom back, Frisk. You brought her back…”
“Yeah… I did.” He said, the reality of it finally dawning on him. “We can fix this now. We don’t have to leave… that was a mistake. Whatever I feel like I have to do isn’t worth her life.” Frisk gave her a guilty look. "I’m sorry… I just can’t. Maybe there’s another way to get your memory back.”
Lily shook her head and hugged him closer, squeezing with all her might. "I'll stick with you no matter what you decide. Maybe I don't need my old memories. I can make new ones with you and Mom!"
“I’d like that…” He said, placing a hand on her arm. “Thanks…”
‘This is how it should be…
It had been a few days since the children’s’ ill fated attempt to leave the Ruins, and things had largely returned to a cozy, if uneventful existence. The first day was the hardest. Seeing Toriel alive and well again had been the greatest of shocks. Yet, she truly seemed to remember none of what happened. Frisk and Lily had done their best to act as normal as possible both to avoid worrying their adoptive mother, and because neither had any particular desire to think about it.
The days that followed were filled with idyllic contentment. Jokes and games, explorations in the city, meeting and getting to know the Ruin’s monster inhabitants… and a loving mother and warm home waiting when they returned. Much of their free time was spent learning more about the strange abilities Frisk possessed. Using his SOUL, he could see monsters and their attacks, but color and most details did not reach him and neither could he observe his surroundings. The only exceptions they found were the SAVE points, his SOUL, anything that he had ‘equipped’, and Lily, all of which he could see in full detail. It didn’t take long to make the connection that all of these had to Frisk himself and Frisk was surprised by just how much of it came naturally to him.
Most of their time yesterday had been spent helping Toriel hunt for snails which she used to make her favorite Snail Pie for dinner. Lily had recoiled at the prospect of eating anything made from the shelled mollusks. Frisk was also reluctant, but in the end, curiosity won out when he noticed how thoroughly Toriel enjoyed it. To his surprise, it wasn’t terrible… on the contrary, it was actually quite good. The snails gave the filling a consistency like thick gravy and the blend of spices created a flavor both unique and palatable.
"Ugh. I hate history. It's so boring!" Lily sighed, taking advantage of her weightlessness to weave through the branches of the barren tree outside Toriel’s home.
True to her promise, Toriel had prepared an academic curriculum for the two of them. Frisk had expected to learn something more about the Monsters living in the Underground, but it seemed Toriel had decided to start them on Human subjects. Her knowledge wasn’t the best in that respect, but she seemed to feel it would be easier to go over what they were familiar with. Presently, they’d finished their studies and Toriel had rewarded them by letting them play outside.
"I like history. I think it's pretty cool. Not quite as cool as science, I guess but still…" Replied Frisk from his spot under the tree, leaning against the rough bark. “I don’t like math though…”
"That's because you can't see the numbers." She teased gently, poking his head in passing as she floated by on another lap around the tree. She paused for a second and hovered, looking sheepish. "That… came out a little meaner than I meant it. Sorry."
"No. You're right. If I could see them they would probably make more sense." Frisk shrugged and looked up at her as she did a few flips through the branches. To him, it looked like she was dancing in empty space, her body flicking in and out of the non-existent shadows of the limbs.
"Well, well, well…" Said a voice from below, sounding far too cheery for its own good. “I bet you think you're reeeeeally clever, don't you?”
Lily wheeled about, searching the surrounding area for any sign of the speaker. Frisk perked his ears and listened and was surprised to realize that the voice was in fact coming from the ground itself. The words carried clearly - too clearly, as if the earth itself had parted like air to deliver their message. Not a moment later, the soil began to shift and roil a few feet from where Frisk sat. From its parting sediment emerged a large golden flower.
"Flowey." Frisk frowned and jumped to his feet, his stick at the ready to defend himself and Lily.
“Oh, how scary.” The flower drawled. “You really know how to use that thing, huh? Too bad you chickened out. That’s fine though… you were able to play by your own rules. You spared the life of a single person. But don't act so cocky. I know what you did…” Flowey grinned, his tongue poking out of his mouth in what would be considered cute any other time. "You murdered her."
“Wait, you-“ Frisk recoiled. “How do you know that?”
Lily attempted to float down to Frisk’s side, but the boy noticed her. He motioned silently for her to stay far above him since she was unable to defend herself in her current form. She frowned in annoyance, but knew he was right. Those bullets nearly killed her last time. Flowey noticed the one-sided exchange and his eyes narrowed.
“Well, that’s interesting. I wasn’t sure before, but now I get it.” His saccharine grin hid the venom in his voice. “You’ve got a little helper, don’t you? Who is it, huh? Come on… you can tell me.”
Frisk remained silent, his SOUL pulsed within his chest. He thought about calling it out so he could see Flowey, but he didn’t want to give the little weed a reason to attack. So he simply used the sounds to guide his gaze and hoped the flower wouldn’t notice.
“Not telling me? Aw… and after all I’ve done for you?” That sweet smile only made his sarcasm that much sharper. “But wow, the way you used that knife though…? How you cut through her chest like that? Golly, that was a work of art. Now, why’d you have to go ruin it by going back?”
“Shut up…” Frisk muttered, clinching his stick tightly.
“Didn’t you notice it…?” He smirked. “That feeling when you turned her to dust? That power? You can’t tell me you didn’t enjoy it.”
Frisk shuddered. All he could remember was the pain and guilt of what he’d done. Flowey frowned.
“You didn’t feel it? Huh.” He began. “Did you even try? I bet if you killed her again, you’d feel it… then you’d know I’m right. I mean, you can just undo everything again, can’t you? What do you have to lose?”
“How does he know…” Lily spoke from above. “Toriel didn’t even remember, so how could he?”
Frisk wondered the same thing.
“You naïve idiot…” Flowey responded to the question. “Do you think you’re the only one with that power? The power to reshape the world… purely by your own determination. The ability to play God! The ability to SAVE.”
“SAVE…” That same word Frisk had used before. Flowey knew that too?
“It used to be mine, you know.” He said. “I thought I was the only one with that power. But… I can’t SAVE anymore. Apparently, YOUR desires for this world override MINE.”
Frisk wasn’t sure whether to be relieved or terrified. On one hand he was glad that such a power was no longer in the hands of that maniacal flower. But on the other he worried about what that meant for him. The power to reshape the world… total control over everything. He’d seen it once already… by simply willing it, he’d turned back time and returned Toriel from death. It seemed incredible… he could do anything he wanted, and if he messed up, he could just undo the damage.
But… he’d seen many adults on the surface gain power only to abuse it. Would he be any different?
“You know,” Flowey’s voice drew his attention away from the moral dilemma, “when I saw you kill her… I honestly thought I was looking at someone else. Hahaha… I feel so stupid. I actually let myself think that I knew you.” Flowey’s almost somber expression mutated into one of his fanged grins. “But I was wrong. I see that now. You’re weak… sentimental… foolish. You could never be the one I want.”
Lily watched the conversation from her position high above the tree’s barren crown. Her friend, the boy who fell from above faced off against the malicious talking flower that lurked in the Ruins’ shadow. Frisk remained still, but his hand clenched white-knuckled around his stick. Flowey’s words rang in her ears, echoing again and again in her mind. It was strange… that little sob story should have meant nothing to her. The flower was a liar… he could have easily strung together a few words to try to break Frisk’s spirit. So then why…
‘Why does my chest hurt like this?’
Frisk could sense the faint aroma of dried rose petals and tears. Was it coming from Lily? It was so faint, so… uncertain, that he couldn’t quite tell if he was imagining it or not.
“Well, whatever.” Flowey’s chirpy voice drew him back to the danger in front of him. “Honestly, watching you drift through the days, living your ‘happy life’ with the old hag… it’s starting to get really boring.”
“Why do you even care?” Frisk asked. “Just leave us alone.”
“Now why would I do that? I haven’t had this much fun in a looooong time. I just feel like you need a little push, so I’m going to help you out. Aren’t I nice?” Frisk held his ground. He knew whatever ‘help’ the weed meant to give was probably anything but.
“What are you going to do?” His question held a grain of worry.
“Nothing much… just thought that sweet old lady might like to know how you murdered her.” He said. Frisk stiffened despite himself. “She has a right to know how the little human she’s caring for really is… don’t you think?”
“She’ll never believe you!” Frisk challenged.
“Maybe not.” Flowey admitted. “But it doesn’t matter if she believes me. It’s the truth. All I have to do is plant that one little seed of doubt. It’ll keep eating at the back of her mind, because deep down, she’ll know it’s not a lie. How long will your happy little sitcom last until it becomes too much?”
“I’ll just load!” Frisk said before he could stop himself. Another word he knew without knowing.
“And I’ll just tell her again.” Flowey countered, and his face warped into a simulacrum of Frisk’s squinty expression. “I wonder how many times before you’ll finally snap… then what will you do? Will you kill to distance yourself from the pain? Or will you give up entirely… and let me inherit dominion over this world?”
Frisk’s hands trembled, and his head hung low. “Why… why are you doing this? I haven’t done anything to you… why do you hate me?”
“Hate?” Flowey asked, he cocked his head and stuck out his tongue. “This has nothing to do with hate. I just want to see where this goes, what you’ll do. You, and your mysterious little friend…” Frisk locked eyes with the flower again, using his voice to judge the direction. His form twisted and warped into a glaring face that seemed to melt outward from his stigma. “So, my little monarch… surprise me. I’ll be watching…”
A terrible cackle erupted from the flower beast’s twisted mouth, tongue lolling and flicking greenish slobber around him. Then he vanished, burrowing beneath the ground and tunneling away, leaving only a small patch of disturbed earth to show he’d ever been there to begin with.
Frisk listened for the sounds to vanish before slowly sinking to the ground beneath the tree. He was exhausted, and his breath came out in short, trembling puffs. Lily drifted down beside him and lowered herself to the ground. Neither one spoke… both were far to consumed with their own thoughts and uncertainties. For Frisk it was Flowey’s threat… how long before he carried it out, or would he even do so? Could this simple life really last? For Lily it was his story. He’d barely revealed anything at all, but the slight pain she felt could not be denied. Who was that little flower? And what twisted him to become such a ‘miserable creature’ as Toriel had once called him?
They sat there for awhile, both engrossed in their own thoughts. Frisk considered what Flowey said before finally turning to Lily. "Do… you think he was telling the truth? Would he really tell Toriel?”
Lily sighed, crossing her arms in defeat. "It's not even a question of 'if'. It's more of 'when'. I don't know how long it would take but… do we really want to test his patience?"
Frisk shook his head softly. "I thought so."
Silence reigned for a few more moments before Frisk asked another question that had been on this mind for awhile. "What was that anyway?"
"What do you mean? What was what?" She asked, confusion lacing her voice.
“Oh” He’d forgotten she still didn’t know. "I uh… guess I never said anything before? It's, well… every time you feel something strongly enough, I get this… smell? It’s like it’s connected to the emotion somehow. The first time was when we went through the Ruins’ puzzles. Remember how you were annoyed that they were reset? I got this strong smell of burnt lemons.” He lowered his head guiltily. “I, um… Sorry. I know it’s… not really my business.”
"It's okay… I mean, you can't really help it, right?” She dismissed, giving him a gentle smile. “But… what’s that got to do with Flowey?”
“Well… I’m not sure. It was hard to notice, but I think it happened again.” Frisk explained. “It smelled like… sadness. Like something was upsetting you other than Flowey’s threat.”
“Oh… that.” Lily said, lowering her voice a little. “I don't really know. For some reason his words just made me feel kind of bad for him. You know, when he talked about you not being the one he wants? It sounded like he lost someone… maybe that’s why he’s like that?” Her gaze focused on her hands and she turned thoughtful. “But the way it felt… it wasn’t that I pitied him. I mean, I do but… it was more than that.”
Frisk recalled the smell and brought a finger to his chin thoughtfully. "Hm… I wonder. Maybe you knew Flowey before? You know like before what happened?"
He tried to word the question without reminding her that she’s sort of dead. She was already upset and he had no desire to make her feel worse. Lily considered the possibility.
"I… I guess it's possible? But would I have been friends with someone like him though?" The question came out as more of a statement as she settled in next to Frisk’s side.
"Maybe he wasn’t always like that. You said losing his friend might have had something to do with it." The boy suggested, shrugging. “If you were his friend once, it would make a lot of sense.”
“That… doesn’t make me feel better.” Lily stated. If that’s true it would mean that she…
“Sorry… I guess we just don’t know enough.” Frisk apologized, hanging his head dejectedly. "But now, I think we do know one thing. We can't stay here. I don't want to put mom in danger…"
"I don't either. But we also don't know what's beyond the Ruins. We should probably prepare some things. Come on. Let's go into town and find a shop. I'm sure we can find something useful there. We’ve managed to save quite a bit of money from the monsters we’ve met, right?” She floated up from the ground and took Frisks hand to guide him forward. It was warm, and helped her calm down a bit from the recent influx of emotions.
It was a good idea. Last time they’d been in a hurry to follow Toriel and stop her from destroying the exit. They hadn’t had time to gather supplies or prepare… and if the areas outside the ruins were as harsh as she’d claimed they would need all the help they could get.
It took them a while to find a shop but when they did it was worth it. The first one they stumbled upon was a general items store, so it had almost everything they needed. They found a small satchel that attached to the hip, and were delighted when the shopkeeper informed them that its magical weave could store far more than its small size would suggest. They also picked up several food bars full of nutrients, and a metal canteen with a plastic cup-lid for water. They paid and thanked the shopkeeper before returning home.
Toriel was nowhere to be found… that was odd. Maybe she was in her own room thinking up another joke? The two of them made their way to the kitchen to take the last slice of pie slipping it in the satchel along with a fork to eat later. They filled the canteen with water from the tap before placing it inside as well. They were just about to go down the stairs when Lily stopped suddenly, seeming hesitant.
"S-should we go back to the room and touch the star again? You know… just in case…? I don't want to take any chances…" She asked nervously, shifting side to side as she glanced back towards their bedroom.
Frisk thought about that for a moment. He wasn’t jumping to do this either, but the longer they stayed, the longer Toriel would have to find them out. They could simply load the last SAVE if worst came to worst, but then all their preparations would be set back. Flowey’s threat? No… he’d already shown that he remembered things following a load… and if he knew what they were doing, he might try to undermine them out of spite. In the end Frisk agreed and the two returned to their shared room and the familiar glow of the golden star. Frisk placed a hand over its light and again time froze for but an instant, solidifying that spot for them to return.
The blind boy and his ghostly companion stepped back into the hallway. Toriel seemed to still be in her own room from the subtle sounds coming from next door. Seizing the opportunity, they moved toward the stairs…
And made it about half way down before Frisk heard the creak of an opening door, and the soft padding of furry feet on hard wood. It was the last sound he’d hoped to hear… and the one he most feared.
“Go, go, go!” Lily hissed, ushering Frisk down the rest of the way.
All-too-loudly, the boy continued down the stairs and into the corridor leading to the exit. He hoped beyond anything that Toriel had somehow not seen or heard him as he moved as quickly and quietly as possible down the path. Around the branching corner the exit loomed tall and menacing, its stone shut tight against the rest of the Underground. The two children realized, to their despair that they had no idea how to open it.
“Heavens, my child. What are you doing down here?” They blanched at the sound of a gentle voice behind them. “And… why do you have that satchel?”
Frisk turned around slowly, head lowered in guilt. Lily floated at his side, unable to look directly into the worried eyes of her caprine mother. Toriel’s gaze shifted from Frisk, to the satchel at his side, to the large threshold of the exit behind him. Understanding dawned upon her and she frowned.
“Small one… do you know what lies beyond that door?” Her voice spoke a question, but she already knew the answer.
Frisk nodded sadly.
“Then you must know that I cannot allow this…” She said, predictably. “The rest of the Underground is not as accommodating as these Ruins. If you leave here, you will die, just like the others. That cannot happen. Please, child… come back home with me. You will be safe here, I promise.”
She took a step forward, prompting a vigorous shake of the head from Frisk. “I… we can’t, Mom. You don’t understand. Don’t say you do, because you really don’t this time.”
“Are you that unhappy here, my children?” Toriel asked, the pain in her voice was like a knife in Frisk’s own chest. “Do you desire the outside world so much that you would endanger yourselves? As your guardian, I cannot accept that.”
“That’s not it at all!” Lily shouted at the caprine woman, wishing to be heard. “Just listen to Frisk! He knows what he’s talking about… we both know what we’re doing. Just please… listen.”
Alas, her words fell silent to all ears but Frisk’s, and the boy spoke in his own soft voice. “Just… let us go. It will be easier that way.”
“I cannot…” Toriel said, her voice wavering. “I’ve lost too many children already.”
Her expression hardened, and a surge of magic enveloped her. White hot tongues of magical flame coursed across her arms, setting the sleeves of her robes aflutter. Lily returned quickly to Frisk’s side, remembering the confrontation from before and fearing the worst.
“Mom, please don’t…” Frisk muttered and forced himself to look at her. “I’m not going to fight you.”
“Frisk?” Lily made no attempt to hide her worry at his declaration.
“I am sorry, dear child. I do this for your own good!” Toriel cried as her flames once more coated the chamber in orange light. “If you truly mean to leave this place… then prove to me that you are strong enough to survive!”
Her will surged forth to draw out Frisk’s SOUL but the boy expected it this time. Instead of allowing her to call it out by force, he met her will with his own and pushed the essence of his being from his chest. There, Toriel stood, like a spirit of flame painted in monochrome. The fire crackled and danced around her, judging him on his conviction. He was scared… even now his arms and legs trembled at the sight of the unforgiving blaze. But this time he did not crumble beneath their oppressive force.
“Lily… stay back, okay?” He said. “I don’t want you getting hurt.”
The girl looked from Frisk to Toriel and shook her head. “No. I’m not letting you go through this alone, Frisk. Not this time. Even if I can’t do anything, I still want to help you.” She took his hand and focused. “Let me.”
Frisk was surprised by her conviction, but it wasn’t his right to deny her even if he wanted to. This had as much to do with her as it did himself. So, he squeezed her hand and met her focus. This time, they would do it together. Lily’s free hand moved to the carnelian glow of Frisk’s SOUL, and the light accepted her, drawing her spectral form into it with a pulse. Toriel noticed the wisps of silver wind that gathered around the small boy and her frown deepened.
“Both of you, then? Very well.” She said sorrowfully. “Show me your conviction, my children!”
As before, a gout of fire burst forth from Toriel’s furry palm. It crackled through the air aimed directly for Frisk’s SOUL. Despite his fear, he did not recoil, he did not even attempt to move from his spot. The flame struck his SOUL, causing it to shudder against his chest. He grit his teeth against the pain and fought back his mind’s desperate pleas for him to flee, to avoid the flames like a magnet of like polarity.
“Frisk…? Are you alright?” Lily asked, though it sounded like she’d felt the force of the attack as well.
“Yeah…” Frisk grunted. “Trust me okay? We’ll be alright.”
“Wh- what? You will not defeat me by standing there, children!” She called. “Attack, or run away!”
More flames, an arc that spread randomly between caster and target. Again, Frisk remained still. The flames struck him multiple times, and he could sense Lily’s pain alongside his own. Still, he refused to give in. His hand clutched tightly on his stick and he lifted it up.
Then, with a single motion, he tossed it aside. It struck the wall of the corridor and clattered to the ground, useless as a tool to inflict pain.
“What are you proving this way…?” Toriel gasped, her stern façade faltering at the sight of the action. “Fight me, or leave!”
Toriel’s flames grew brighter, and she unleashed another volley of magic. The heat burned against Frisk’s flesh and into his SOUL. Increment by painful increment, he felt his HoPe lowering. His own pain was accompanied by Lily’s. He felt her cringe and shudder within him with each strike, but she gave no more sign of giving in than he did. No… her conviction – her determination – burned alongside his. The scent of fire filled his senses. Not magical fire, like Toriel’s attacks, but a natural flame – ash and fragrant wood: a bonfire promising both comfort and safety.
“I told you, Mom.” Frisk said. “We won’t fight you.”
“Stop… stop looking at me like that.” Toriel stammered. She looked on the verge of tears. “Go away!”
More magic. But this time the flames never touched the children. They snaked along the ground, fell from above, and erupted from below. An impressive display of power, but a display was all it was. Those that drew close extinguished or went askew, avoiding the small boy, covered in burns. Eventually Toriel’s arms lowered and she panted, visibly exhausted from expending so much of her magic.
Frisk was painting too. He was exhausted, his body hurt all over, and it was a wonder that his clothes had somehow survived the punishment with nary a loose thread. His brow was soaked in sweat and his limbs were shaking so hard it felt like his legs might give out at any moment. Even now, his fear of the flames screamed within his mind, begging him to give in if only to make it stop.
And yet, there he stood, stubbornly refusing to bend.
“Please… just… go upstairs now.” Toriel pleaded, though the flames were already dying out around her. “I know we don’t have much, but we can have a good life here. I promise both of you…”
“I’m sorry, Mom.” Frisk said but he didn’t move.
“Frisk… talk to her.” Lily said. “I don’t think she’ll fight us anymore.”
“Why are you making this so difficult?” Toriel asked as the flames burned lower. “Can’t you see that I do this because I want what’s best for you?”
“I don’t mean to. Neither does Lily. But we can’t stay here, Mom… not now. I can’t explain why, but… there’s something I need to do. It’s important. As much as both of us want to stay with you, we…”He paused for a moment but forced himself to meet her gaze. “Please… you have to trust us.”
“I see. Haha… pathetic, is it not? I did this to save you, but I did not even try to understand you.” At last, her capric face broke into a sad smile. “No… you’re right. It is wrong of me to try to confine you like this. You will do what you must. It is not my right to stop you.”
“Mom…” Frisk said. “I’m sorry."
“No, dear one. I let my own emotions cloud my judgment. I see now, that I was wrong.” She gave a mollifying shake of the head. “My expectations, my loneliness, my fear… for you, my children. I will put them aside.”
She lifted a hand and another pulse of magic surged. Frisk and Lily heard a commotion behind them, and the boy turned quickly toward it. As their shared gaze fell upon the source of the disturbance, Lily gasped.
“The door…" she said. “It’s opening…”
Small wisps of fire broke away from the torches and drifted toward the door. One by one they gathered upon each aspect of the symbol, setting it alight with magic flame. As the last piece fit, the two stone slabs shuddered before grinding outward, revealing a long stone bridge on the other side, connected to another threshold beyond.
“This is the exit. It is yours to use as you wish. I will not stop you, but please remember: once you leave, you will be unable to return.” Toriel explained. “Still… I know you are strong. You will be alright. Just… please. Promise me you will be careful.
Frisk turned away from the exit, and looked back toward Toriel. She was smiling but he could still see the sadness in her eyes from the light of his SOUL. Tears began to stream down his cheeks as he looked at her, and within, he could tell that Lily was feeling the same. United in their desire for a last farewell, the children moved forward. Frisk’s joints screamed with every step, but they both ignored them, using what little energy was left in his small body to reach her. His arms wrapped around the monster mother in a hug, both children putting all their effort behind the embrace.
Toriel knelt down in response, and wrapped her large, furry arms around them. Frisk’s legs threatened to give out, but she held them up, using what little remained of her magic to soothe their injuries as she hugged them back. It was over all too soon, and Toriel stepped back from her children.
“Be good, innocent ones.” She said gently. “And… be safe.”
Toriel turned and began to make her way back down the corridor. Upon reaching the corner of the long hallway, she chanced one last look back at the small human she’d briefly cared for, and the ghostly companion within his scarlet SOUL. She knew it must be her imagination but somehow the boy looked a little bigger, that glow a little brighter. It had only been a few short days, but already they’d grown so much.
It took every ounce of mental strength she had, but Toriel managed to turn away. If they could be strong, so too, could she. At last, with a strange mixture of wistfulness and pride, she made her way down the path back to her home, content to place her trust in her beloved children.
Frisk and Lily watched until she rounded the corner before turning back to the portal. Frisk felt a bit melancholy as he retrieved his stick from where it rested against the wall. Miraculously, it too had survived the blaze of magic. That fact gave him a measure of comfort as he turned toward the threshold’s gaping maw.
“What do you think we’ll find out there?” Lily mused aloud.
“I don’t know.” Frisk replied honestly. “I can’t say I’m not scared but… this is the right thing to do.”
“It’ll be okay. Whatever happens, we’ll get through it together.” The boy felt a warmth grow around his SOUL and he knew Lily was hugging him from within. “After all, we made a promise, remember?”
Frisk managed a little smile. He certainly did.
Anticipation filled them both, but they were content. Their mother was alive, and they had her support. Knowing this was enough to fill them with determination for the road ahead.
Notes:
First off, we apologize for the somewhat slower uploads this month. We’ve been dealing with a bit regarding the move. Hopefully this will change soon but, without going too far into it, we really don’t know WHEN it will be done, to be honest. Still, we hope you’ve enjoyed this chapter all the same.
Anyway, so we now have our first glimpse of the threat mentioned way back in the first chapter. We’ll leave the details to your imagination… for now.
As for Frisk and Lily, well… a simple life is a fine thought isn’t it? Unfortunately simple lives don’t have sociopathic talking flowers in them.
ShiningwingX: Being as I am a huge Dark Souls fan, I felt compelled to make a small reference to the series during the Toriel encounter.
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Chapter 7: Brothers of Bone
Notes:
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‘Here we go again…'
Those were the words that came to the short skeleton’s mind as he watched the massive stone threshold from the shadows of the surrounding evergreens. Sans knew what was coming… he’d lived this moment more times than he could count, - or rather, more times than he could bother counting. He could count pretty high when he cared to. Though the memories always lay just beyond his grasp, he’d learned to keep what he could: making records, reading them over and over, always on the lookout for things that didn’t belong. Over time and timelines, he’d found ways to spot the signs and fill in the blanks. It was far more work than he usually cared for but unlike guard duty, there wasn’t much getting around that.
It started with a major case of déjà vu earlier in the week. It was far more powerful than usual, and he’d known better than to ignore it. A quick bit of research was all it took. He’d made a habit of doing that ever since the last anomaly started wreaking havoc on the timeline. The disorganized cluster of the archive was filled with a good bit of new data, and it didn’t take long to confirm his suspicions.
There was no doubt about it. A Reset. And a damn big one by the look of things. A few days later he caught wind of another, albeit smaller flux in the continuum. A Load most likely.
That was the odd part. Those were common enough in the beginning but started becoming fewer and farther between as the loops continued. Sans couldn’t remember the last time he’d felt one before they ‘met’. The kid must know the Ruins inside and out by this point… so what could have possibly surprised him so much that he’d feel that need to do it now? The skeleton couldn’t be certain, but for some reason he had a bad feeling. One might say his gut was trying to tell him something.
The wealth of new information had given rise to a slew of other questions as well… but first things first.
‘damn, kid… this is why I hate promises. can’t keep ‘em, can’t expect ‘em to be kept.' He thought dourly. ‘i sure hope you have a real good reason for all this… i'd hate for either of us to have a bad time…’
Sans had been standing outside the door in the forest for hours; that one way exit from the Ruins. He’d never been in there himself as far as he could recall. Maybe there was one obscure branch of time where he’d managed to see monster kind’s ancestral home. If so, the memory had been long sense lost in the sea of his mind, and apparently nothing was worth archiving either. It was irrelevant anyway… after all, there were only two things he cared about beyond that door, and one should be making his appearance eventually. As for the other, well… he’d learn soon enough what became of her this time.
In fact… by his reckoning, the kid was late.
He sighed, stuffing his bony hands into the pockets of his blue hoodie. 'guess i was wrong. it won’t be today either.'
Just as he was about to turn around and head back to his station, the door shifted open slightly. A head with a mop of brown hair poked out from behind it. The kid immediately shivered before stepping through the doorway and into the snow. Sans knew that squinty, stoic expression and that striped blue and purple shirt anywhere.
"Oh my God! It's so cold!" Frisk shuddered, which made Sans chuckle.
'shoulda known that by now kiddo. how many times've ya done this already?'
Still, obvious as the statement was, he was right. Sans didn’t mind the cold: being all bone had its advantages in that regard but the chill was still noticeable. It was such that the Snowdin area – as it was rather unimaginatively named – was always covered in a thick blanket of snow. Or rather ‘snow’ as the cold, crystalline child of water and magic was only called such for simplicity’s sake.
Sans stopped short as he watched the boy. It seemed almost like he was listening to something. After a moment he shook his head, breathed in his hands to warm them and spoke.
"No. Mom said we can’t go back. It's too late to get better clothes..." Another pause. "Nah, I'm okay right now. I'd rather wait on that. I don't wanna wear you out."
'what the hell? that's a new one...' Sans thought. It looked like the kid was speaking to the air.
After taking a moment to get used to the cold, Frisk continued down the path that cut through the forest of white-capped evergreens. Sans stuck to the tree line out of sight and followed. The bridge rose slowly in the distance, complete with the comically wide-spaced bars his brother had installed. Frisk stumbled to a stop, just narrowly avoiding the large branch in the middle of the pathway. He looked around, but Sans didn’t move. He knew the kid wouldn’t be able to see him here even if he had the eyes to do so. After a moment, he nodded – another peculiar act – and moved around the branch, using his own stick for guidance.
Sans lifted a non existence brow as the boy walked on. Using a bit of magic, he snapped the branch right in half behind him. It was something he’d done multiple times… a tired little prank that had run its course a long time ago. He braced himself for the inevitable. Another second and Frisk would turn around, call out into the trees with the most annoyed look on his face. Probably call him a ‘bonehead’ or something.
However…
“What was that!” The startled boy jumped about half his own height, clenching his chest fearfully. He turned back towards the sound. Then, once again he seemed to be listening to something. “Yeah, I know. L-let’s get out of here.”
Then he turned and made his way along the path at a brisk walk. He actually looked scared.
'okay... is there something there i can’t see?’ Sans’ confusion was put on hold when he noticed the kid reach the bridge. ‘alright… time for my humerus introduction. heh.'
A single step placed Sans on the path right behind Frisk and he walked forward. Crunch. Crunch. Crunch. His footsteps ground the snow beneath his slippers, making deliberate noise to herald his approach. Frisk stopped in front of the bridge, and Sans almost stopped the charade right then and there when he noticed the kid’s grip tighten around his stick. Still, he pulled himself together, determined to finish the act. He’d come this far anyway…
"Human." Sans began, his voice carrying the same ominous reverb he’d used many timelines past. "Don't you know how to greet a pal? Turn around and shake my hand…"
Frisk turned slowly toward the ominous voice cast in shadow. Sans grinned, despite himself as the kid reached out a trembling hand. Damn, he sure knows how to play along doesn’t he?
Phfftflrflrflrflrpppfffwewewfllrrrt…
The obscene ripple droned long and loud from the strange creature’s hand the moment Frisk took it in his own. The boy blinked a few times in confusion, struck dumb by the sheer absurdity of it. Lily on the other hand burst immediately into a fit of howling laughter within his mind. A grin slowly began to spread across the boy’s face and before long he was laughing too. By now the speaker had emerged from the shadows revealing a short, pudgy looking body about a half a foot taller than Frisk. The hairless skull’s face was spread into a wide grin.
"heh. the ol' whoopee in the hand trick. gets funnier every time dontcha think, kid?" Sans asked as he slid the gag back into the pocket of his unzipped hoodie. While Frisk had his laugh, Sans looked him up and down, studying him surreptitiously with the wicks of light glowing within his eyesockets.
'let's see... the satchel. that's different. looks like he came prepared this time. hope that’s not a bad sign. but, man… that’s a real laugh. i must have pulled this gag every single time he came through here, it must’ve gotten old by now, right? does he just like it that much or…'
"anyways. i'm sans. sans the skeleton." Sans grinned with a wink.
“How.. how the fu…dge does a skeleton WINK?!” Lily yelled from Frisk’s side. The boy himself tried to hold back a snicker as Sans went on.
"i'm actually supposed to be on watch for humans right now. but, y’know… i don’t really care about capturing anybody. now, my brother papyrus? he’s a human-hunting FANATIC.” The skeleton said casually. Like reading from a script at this point. “stop me if you’ve heard this one, kid.”
Another wink. No reaction… Sans tried to hide his unease at that implication. But then, hiding things was something he did well. He decided to play along for the time being. Sooner or later, the kid would give him a sign and then he’d be able to ask just what the hell is going on here.
“actually, I think that’s him right up ahead.” The skeleton continued. “hey i have an idea. Just go through the gate thingy.“
“We can just go right through?” Frisk asked.
“yeah, right on through. my bro made the bars to wide to stop anyone."
Sans turned the boy around and gave him a light shove through the gate. Frisk giggled slightly as he moved forward, nearly tripping over himself and falling into snow on the other side. Sans kept a straight face and lead him along.
‘okay, this is gettin’ a little too freaky for my bones. the kid acts like he doesn’t even know what’s going on here. but i know his memory retention is a lot stronger than the rest of us. so, why the act?’ It’s a troubling thought, but Sans wasn’t quite willing to accept the grim implications. At least not yet. ‘welp, i got a role to play, i guess.’
He ushered the kid forward through the forest path and into a clearing on the other side. A few stones lay scattered haphazardly around the area while snow caked the roof of the wooden sentry station tucked amidst the massive trees. But the feature that caught Lily’s attention if only for the outright strangeness of it was…
“quick, behind that conveniently shaped lamp.” Sans said as if it was the most normal thing ever.
Frisk craned his neck around to the skeleton and cocked his head. At his side, Lily snickered like she was having the time of her life. Conveniently-shaped was the perfect way to describe it.
“It’s like I’m seeing double!” she laughed. “Come on, Frisk… come on, hurry!”
“O… kay?” Frisk shrugged but followed Lily anyway.
Sans watched as Frisk made his way over to the prop and stood behind it. He was a little off center, and the skeleton moved to help correct him. Before he could however, the boy stumbled to the left on his own and into the proper place. Sans narrowed his eyes as if he wasn’t sure what he just saw.
‘was he just… pulled?’
The blue skeleton was left to his wonder as a thunderous beat of footsteps like a stampede of horses foretold the approach of another. Frisk and Lily watched as Sans moved to lean against one of the evergreen trees even as a cloud dust and snow barreled in his direction, a tall figure at its head. The figure skidded to a stop as a band of reddish-orange fluttered from around its neck.
Lily noticed immediately that it was another skeleton, albeit far different from Sans.
“sup, bro?” Sans greeted, his constant grin widening ever-so-slightly.
Papyrus was much taller than his brother; in fact, he looked to be nearly as tall as Toriel. His skull was more rigid and angular than Sans’ too, and possessed a very pronounced jaw line. That was about all that was visible of his bony frame beneath the garish attire he wore. A thick spherical breastplate trimmed in gold covered his upper body while a pair of blue briefs wrapped about his pelvis. The red-orange band from before, revealed now to be a scarf, was matched by a pair of gloves and thick boots of the same color. The bones of his arms and legs might have been exposed, were it not for the curious black material that surrounded them, conforming to their shape.
“YOU KNOW WHAT ‘SUP’, BROTHER!” Papyrus said in a voice far too loud to be necessary. It was the exact opposite of Sans’ low, almost quiet tone. “IT’S BEEN TWELVE DAYS AND YOU STILL HAVEN’T… RECALIBRATED. YOUR. PUZZLES! YOU JUST HANG OUT AROUND OUTSIDE YOUR STATION! WHAT ARE YOU EVEN DOING?!?!”
“staring at this lamp.” Sans replied nonchalantly. “it’s really cool. do you wanna look?”
“NO, I DON’T HAVE TIME FOR THAT! WHAT IF A HUMAN COMES THROUGH HERE!?! I WANT TO BE READY!! I WILL BE THE ONE! I MUST BE THE ONE! I WILL CAPTURE A HUMAN!” Papyrus shouted. “THEN, I, THE GREAT PAPYRUS, WILL GET ALL THE THINGS I UTTERLY DESERVE!”
Frisk and Lily giggled from behind the lamp as Papyrus continued his speech. Her invisible form had its perks… she was able to watch the exchange with no risk of her or Frisk being seen. She narrated for Frisk as Papyrus placed an orange gloved hand to his chest and posed. His scarf fluttered behind him in a non-existent wind, as if powered by the tall skeleton’s enthusiasm. Frisk had to force a hand over his mouth to keep from laughing at the skeleton brothers’ conversation and her description.
“hmm… maybe this lamp will help you.” Sans said. “its pretty therapeutic. you should try it.”
“SANS!! YOU ARE NOT HELPING!! YOU LAZYBONES!!” Papyrus’ voice somehow got even louder. “ALL YOU DO IS SIT AND BOONDOGGLE! YOU GET LAZIER AND LAZIER EVERYDAY!!”
“hey, take it easy. i’ve gotten a ton of work done today.” He winked. “a skele-ton.”
That did it. Lily fell back in the air and started howling with laughter. Frisk could barely hear the rest of the conversation but he was fairly certain the taller brother appreciated the joke far less than his own companion. Frisk had to reign in his own mirth to keep from laughing as well.
“SIGH…” Papyrus somehow spoke the word, and did so at once. “WHY DOES SOMEONE AS GREAT AS ME… HAVE TO DO SO MUCH JUST TO GET SOME RECOGNITION?”
“wow… sounds like you’re really working yourself…” Another Sans wink. “down to the bone.”
If Lily’d been about to recover she certainly wasn’t now. Another fit of laughter ripped from her. Frisk, who had held his own up until this point couldn’t help but snort at that one. A moment of fear seized him and he thought he might have given himself away. But Papyrus seemed to miss the sound over his own exasperated ‘UGH!’
“I WILL ATTEND TO MY PUZZLES!” Papyrus announced. “AS FOR YOUR WORK… PUT A LITTLE MORE... ‘BACKBONE’ INTO IT!”
Papyrus shuffled off with a cry of ‘NYEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH!’. Frisk waited for a few moments and was about to step out from behind the lamp. Lily managed to pull him back just in time as Papyrus returned with one final ‘HEH!’ before departing for real. After making sure the skeleton was well and truly gone, the two emerged from behind the ‘conveniently-shaped’ lamp. Sans grinned and winked at him.
“well, that was a laugh. don’t ya think so, kid?”
“That was amazing!” Lily said, still reeling from the pun session.
“It was fun!” Frisk agreed. “My friend Lily really likes your jokes.”
“what are-“ Sans began, but stopped. ‘so i was right… someone’s here with the kid. i can’t see ‘em, but someone’s definitely there… there’s some kinda distortion in the air next to him. he called her lily, eh.’ Aloud he said: “heh. good to know i found the right audience.”
“It was nice to meet you, Sans.” The boy said politely. “I didn’t have a chance to say before. I’m Frisk.”
It’s a good thing it wasn’t possible for a skeleton to pale, because Sans would have gone bone white if he wasn’t already there. The sincerity in the voice, the body language, even that expression… it was the face of someone who was trying to make a good first brush with a new person. He couldn’t believe it… Frisk really didn’t know anything? The loops, his friendships, his betrayal, his redemption… none of it?
Sans was used to this with his brother and the other monsters… even he only had vague personal recollections. Were it not for the records, he wouldn’t have nearly as much insight into the situation. But the kid? He was supposed to remember it all… every time barring the first, he’d known. Sometimes he’d act like he didn’t, either due to guilt or because he didn’t want to freak anyone out, but his expression always betrayed the truth.
Now that expression said something else entirely… and the very thought was almost enough to make Sans’ bones rattle.
It wasn’t possible. Maybe a trick, then? Couldn’t he have simply learned to hide the truth so well that even Sans’ perceptive eye failed to draw it out? It would make sense, but still… why would he?
‘kid… what happened to you last timeline?’ He managed to keep a straight face and responded. “good to meetcha, buddy. and your pun-loving friend too.” That was something else to look into… he’d definitely do so later.
“Tell him I liked the whoopee cushion trick, too.”
“She liked the whoopee cushion trick, too.” Frisk repeated before adding: “I was scared at first, but that was funny.”
“heh, glad to hear it.” Sans said. It was just like the first time all over again. How surreal… “but hey, sorry to bother ya, but could you do me a favor?”
Frisk nodded enthusiastically. “Sure, what is it?”
“now paps… he’s been kinda down lately.” Sans explained. “he’s never seen a human before, and seein’ you might just make his day. don’t worry, he’s not dangerous, even if he tries to be.”
“He acted confident, but he did seem kinda sad.” Frisk said, recalling the tall skeleton’s words. “It seems like he just wants a friend.”
“yeah, that’s papyrus.” Sans said, wondering now if the boy came to that conclusion the first time as well. He always was pretty sharp. “so uh, will you help him out for me?”
“Yeah, I’ll try.” Frisk said confidently.
“Me too!” Lily chimed in with a smile.
“thanks a million. welp, i’ll be up ahead.” Sans replied and turned back the way they came. “stay in high spirits, kid. don’t give up the ghost too soon.”
He raised a bony hand and waved before setting off back toward the bridge.
“Did he just-” Lily began, before noticing which way the skeleton was heading. “Hey, hold on. That’s the wrong-“ Sans stepped behind one of the bridge posts. He didn’t emerge from the other side. “Huh? Where’d he go?”
“What happened?” Frisk asked.
“I don’t know…” She said. “Hold on, Frisk. Stay here.
Lily drifted back toward the bridge while Frisk watched curiously from where he stood. With her weightless form it was easy enough to cross the chasm to the other side of the ‘gate’. There, she expected to see Sans, crouched behind one of the large posts and chuckling at their confusion. Instead, she found… nothing. Not a single indent in the snow, no loose fibers – no trace at all of the blue skeleton’s short figure. She returned to Frisk’s side and shrugged.
“He’s gone. He went back there but now he’s just… gone.” She said.
“Really?” Frisk asked. “Maybe he can turn invisible. We saw Mom use fire, so…”
“Maybe…?” But he still didn’t leave any tracks. She shrugged. “Well, I guess we should just go on ahead? Maybe we’ll get to talk to Papyrus soon.”
“I hope so.” Frisk replied, turning back toward the path and using both his stick and Lily as a guide. “He seems fun.”
They continued along the path, which was only barely visible through the thick blanket of snow that seemed to cover anything and everything within this cold wood. Frisk trudged forward, forced to pick his legs up far more than usual as they sank beneath the powder with each laborious step. Neither his clothes nor his shoes were really made for this kind of weather. The cold cut through the thin fabric of his shirt, and its long sleeves did little to stave off the winter-like bite of the forest.
Though he hadn’t exactly done it for the pleasant hike, he found himself silently wishing he had the forethought to wear a proper pair of boots before making his trek up the mountain. As it stood, his simple shoes were starting to gather a fine collection of snowflakes and he felt the chill beginning to bleed through. Lily on the other hand suffered none of those inconveniences. She drifted weightlessly through the air above the snowdrifts as she guided her companion along the path. Despite her clothes being very similar to his own, the cold did not seem to bother her in the slightest.
In time, the children came to a fork in the road. One path lead north and Frisk could just hear the trickle of a river or stream from that direction. The eastern path lead further into the forest, from whence a familiar voice carried on the cold air. The words were indecipherable from this distance but it was quite clear who they belonged too. Lily’s attention was drawn to something more immediate however: a wooden box with a bright red lid and sharp-angled patterns along its face and sides in the same color.
“Hey Frisk. Come check out this box.”
"A b-box? I… wonder what it’s d… doing all the way out here?" Frisk failed to hide the tremble in his voice.
Rubbing his hands against the sleeves of his shirt he made his way over, and clicked open the latches. Despite its rather large size, there were only two items inside. One was a pair of worn garden gloves. Their grey leather was faded and stained from use, but they still held their shape despite a few loose stitches here and there. The other was a dull set of shears. Their blades had long sense lost the edge to cut any but the most fragile of plants, but they shined with the care given by whoever had once owned them.
Lily stared at the objects for a while. A sense of nostalgia that she couldn’t explain shimmered through her ghostly form.
"Do you think we should leave them? S-someone might come back for them..." Frisk said, rubbing his hands together.
“I think it’d be okay if we took them…” Lily replied absently.
“But… T-they don’t belong to us.” He said through his teeth.
Lily turned to him, and only now seemed to notice his situation. She frowned. Nostalgic or not, this was serious.
"C-Come on Frisk. If someone truly didn’t want them to be taken would they have just left them in a box in the middle of nowhere?” She said sternly, adopting what Frisk imagined might have been the face of a concerned older sister. “You're freezing. Just take the gloves then and stop being so stubborn."
"I guess...I can always return them once I buy something better. Okay." Frisk knelt in the snow to reach in the box, shivering as his legs sank into the powder. Yep. Definitely should have brought warmer clothes. He grabbed the gloves and quickly slid them onto his frozen hands. They fit perfectly. He flexed his fingers a few times, willing the numbness away and sighed. "Okay… they already do feel a little better..."
"See? I told ya. Come on! Let's go!" Lily chimed.
She led him forward along the forest trail toward where the voices were coming from. Lily seemed content to have at least convinced him to take the gloves, but occasionally Frisk caught her glancing back toward the chest. Her eyes and scent foretold of feelings he couldn’t quite describe. Sorrow? No, there was more to it. Longing? Closer, but not quite. Melancholy? Perhaps… Still, he decided not to ask her about it now. There would be time for questions once they found someplace warmer to rest. And so, they traveled on, following the path the loud skeleton had taken. Until…
"SO, AS I WAS SAYING ABOUT UNDYNE..." Papyrus managed to get out before pausing, whatever he had that counted as ears perking at the sound of feet crunching through snow.
He turned towards the two children in surprise before looking toward his brother then back to them, then to Sans again. Sans was doing the same, his toothy grin alternating in time with Papyrus’. While the tall skeleton seemed genuinely confused, his short brother simply seemed to be enjoying himself. Then, eventually…
"Are they both really spinning in circles?” Lily groaned in disbelief, settling her feet on the ground instead of floating. She leaned against Frisk as he listened to the brothers’ antics. “Ugh, they’re making me dizzy!”
Frisk chuckled, trying to imagine the outlandish sight, and wishing he really could. Eventually the two brothers turned their backs on the children, attempting to talk among themselves. Papyrus leaned down surreptitiously and began to speak.
"SANS!! OH MY GOD! IS THAT... A HUMAN?!?!?!" The taller skeleton’s ‘whisper’ carried with all the volume of his normal voice.
"uhh...actually, i think that's a rock." Sans grinned at his brothers confusion.
Frisk turned his head behind him, and traced the stick around in a small circle. He eventually found the rock in question. "Huh..."
"Huh, what?” Lily asked. She turned, and noticed her friend poking the stone. “Okay, I swear that rock was NOT there a minute ago…"
This was getting weirder and weirder.
"OH."
"hey, what's that in front of the rock?"
"OH MY GOD!!” Papyrus declared, before trying to lower his voice again, and again failing miserably. “IS.. IS THAT A HUMAN?"
"yes." Sans replied, his grin somehow growing a little bigger.
"SANS! I FINALLY DID IT! UNDYNE WILL...I'M GONNA... I'LL BE SO... POPULAR!! POPULAR!! POPULAR!!! ...'AHEM’,” Papyrus posed dramatically and pointed a mitted finger right to Frisk. "HUMAN! YOU SHALL NOT PASS THIS AREA! I, THE GREAT PAPYRUS, WILL STOP YOU!!! I WILL THEN CAPTURE YOU!! YOU WILL BE DELIVERED TO THE CAPITAL! THEN… THEN!!! I'M NOT SURE WHAT'S NEXT." He tapered off, scratching the side of his skull and looking a little confused.
Frisk and Lily gave a synchronized facepalm. Frisk giggled a little at the skeleton’s antics. Just watching Papyrus was enough to make him forget all about the cold.
"IN ANY CASE! CONTINUE... ONLY IF YOU DARE!!! NYEH HEH HEH HEH HEH!!" Papyrus finished before dashing off to who-knows-where.
“Wow…” Frisk said, grinning from ear to ear.
"well, that went well.” Sans said as the two children walked up to meet him. “don't sweat it, kid. i'll keep an eye socket out for ya."
Sans winked before turning and walking off in the direction of his brother.
"Again I ask 'How'? How does a skeleton wink? It makes no sense..."
"Oh come on Lily. It's not that bad." Frisk smiled at his spectral friend. “Besides, I thought you’d be wondering how he got here before us.”
“Well… yeah.” She had to admit he had a point. “But still!”
She couldn’t think of anything else to say so she settled for pouting instead. Frisk laughed, and she tried to pout harder but soon could no longer manage it. The boy’s mirth was contagious, and she eventually found herself grinning. They continued along the path a ways before coming upon another outpost. It looked… a little more run down than the last one.
“Is that… cardboard?” Lily lifted a brow. "Hey, there’s writing on it!"
"Well don't leave me out. What's it say?"
"'You observe the well-crafted sentry station. Who could have built this, you ponder...I bet it was that very famous Royal Guardsman!' Hm… Underneath it says. 'Note: Not yet a very famous Royal Guardsman.'" She read off the words.
"I bet it was Papyrus.” Frisk said.
Lily nodded in agreement. “But it… looks old. I mean, the lettering is all faded and it’s falling apart. I don’t think it’s been touched in a while.”
“Papyrus… I wonder how long he’s wanted to join the royal guard?” Frisk contemplated.
“I know what you mean.” Lily said thoughtfully. “He talks about being famous and popular but… I wonder if that’s really all he cares about. People like that… who act up just to get attention? They’re usually the loneliest kind, deep down.”
“Lily?” Frisk looked questioningly at his friend, who seemed to be lost in thought.
“Huh? Oh, sorry.” She said sheepishly. “I can’t really explain it… but I think I used to know someone like that. I guess that’s why I can sort of understand? I don’t know… maybe I’m over thinking it.”
“Well if you’re right, that’s all the more reason for us to try to be his friend.” Frisk said. “Maybe that’s all he needs, you think?”
Frisk felt a warmth radiating within his chest. The prospect of making a new friend, especially one like Papyrus was exhilarating. His SOUL pulsed. It was a feeling he was quickly becoming familiar with… if he focused on it now, maybe he could…
A gust of wind and a flow of energy later, and it was done. A new golden star burned brightly before the cardboard sentry station, reflecting the lofty dreams of its creator. Frisk touched its warm surface and saved this point in time. It was a good place for it…
"Well at least we know you're sincere!" Lily giggled. “Hey, let’s take a break inside okay? It might not keep much of the cold out but it should be dryer than out here.”
Frisk agreed. He’d been trying hard not to think about his aching feet, so the prospect of a short rest was welcome. He nodded, allowing her to lead him inside the station and under its roof. Frisk sighed in relief at being out of the snow for the time being a sat down. It was a little damp but still somewhat warm, standing bravely against the chill while offering shelter to those within its walls. Frisk wondered absently if its creator had left a little piece of himself behind when he made it.
If so, he was really looking forward to meeting the skeleton again.
Notes:
Kicking off the Snowdin arc with everyone’s favorite skelebros!
Do note that Sans does not remember previous timelines. He’s observant, can put together context clues, and makes records when he can, but he doesn’t remember anything any more than other monsters do. He has some insight into what’s going on, but he’s not all knowing…
The dimensional box… it’s contents have been changed a little. If it wasn’t obvious enough from the inclusion of the shears, those gloves aren’t the Tough Glove. As for why, well… just wait.
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Once again, we hope everyone has a good holiday season and here’s to a great new year. See you in the next one!
Chapter 8: Observation
Notes:
So! This chapter should have been out a couple of weeks ago! We had intended to go through proofreading and have it uploaded before we moved to settle into our new house. That… didn’t end up happening. But, we’ve finally gotten more or less situated so hopefully the upload frequency will increase going forward.
Anyways, sorry for the delay. Hope this chapter sort of makes up for it.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Frisk shivered as a breath of frigid air swept through the trees and into the small shelter where the children were resting. While it was surprisingly dry inside the makeshift sentry station, the flimsy cardboard did little to stave off the chill of the surrounding forest. Still, it was better than nothing and Frisk eventually felt his strength returned, if only a little. Thus, after taking some time to catch their second wind the children emerged once more.
Papyrus’ wake had left a large trench dug into the snow which stretched onward into the forest and they decided to followed it, hoping to find its creator at the other end. Eventually, the untrod snowdrifts began to recede little by little until the boy and his ghostly companion stepped out onto what appeared to be a well-worn path that that coiled about the frosted evergreens. It seemed that the more they distanced themselves from the Ruins’ sealed entrance, the more packed and traveled the snow became. Heartened by this, Frisk picked up his pace, feeling his way forward with his trusty stick.
“I’m so glad to be out of that…” He sighed, rubbing his arms to fight off a bit of the chill.
“Sorry.” Lily responded, noting her own lack of damp or discomfort compared to her friend. “I guess being a ghost has a few perks.”
Glad that her friend seemed to be feeling better, the spectral girl resumed her role of guiding him forward. Before, she’d been worried of him loosing his footing or catching himself on a covered stone, but now that the ground had leveled she found those fears lessening. Turning her eyes to the path, she caught sight of a wooden sign staked into the ground a few yards away and drifted ahead to take a closer look. Her expression slowly dropped to a frown as she read the words, and her gaze shifted to the guard post situated nearby. Then to Frisk, who was still walking ahead, straight in its direction.
“Wait Frisk, stop!” She called out.
The boy stopped short and turned back to her in confusion. It was then she saw the short sword flash out from within the station, its glowing cyan blade arcing straight for the boy’s heart. There was no time to react… it cut through his chest in an instant, wielded with all the dexterity of a serpent striking its prey. Lily’s eyes slammed shut, instinctively blocking out the no-doubt gruesome sight.
‘Nonononono…’ she thought frantically. ‘Oh my God… Frisk…!’
She didn’t want to open them… couldn’t bear the thought that her friend could be…
“Lily…?” Frisk asked. She gasped.
Slowly, fearfully she opened an eye to look at him. He was just standing there, watching her with a bemused expression on his face. There was no blood, no tear in his shirt… nothing to indicate that he’d just been cut through with a sharp blade. Nothing at all.
Her first reaction was relief.
Her second, confusion.
“How… in the hell?” She blinked.
“What?” Frisk asked, choosing to ignore the swear for now.
“What was that? I know something moved…” A voice growled. “I hear it talking, but it isn’t moving anymore. Come on! Move so I can see you!”
Frisk heard that. Instinctively he called forth his SOUL and allowed the strange sight that came with it to flood his vision while Lily quickly drifted to his side. Within the station sat a large bipedal dog-like monster. It wore a sleeveless, cameo-pink shirt with a stylized image of a dog, and yellow, leopard print pants. Its narrowed eyes scanned back and forth beneath a patch of black fur that almost looked like a mask.
“That was too close…” Lily said. “Are you okay?”
“Huh? Yeah…” The boy said inquisitively. “Why? What happened?”
“He cut you, Frisk!” Lily said incredulously. “Don’t you-“
“That voice… where is it coming from?” The creature growled. “Will it move this time?”
The dog reached out with one of the two blades it held. It slowly swept over the area in front of the station and toward the children again. This time, Frisk could see it and he might have moved to avoid had Lily not grabbed his arm.
“Don’t. Just wait.” She said.
“But-“
“Shhh!”
Despite the looming threat of the glowing magical blade, Frisk decided to trust the girl’s judgment. He held his ground, unmoving as the blade passed harmlessly through his SOUL. A cool sensation, like touching a flat metal surface was all it left behind.
“No movement… was it my imagination?” The monster said, looking confused. Lily grinned, feeling a little more comfortable now that she’d puzzled out the situation.
“Oh, I think I get it!” She giggled, feeling silly for worrying so much. “Hey Frisk, I got an idea. Try using your stick!”
Frisk raised a brow, then grinned when he realized what she was getting at. He lifted the stick and started to wave it in front of the dog monster’s face. Predictably, its head snapped toward the branch as it moved left and right, eyes following the movement as best as it could.
“It’s… a stick! It’s moving so fast! I… I can’t keep up!” The dog said as its fluffy tail began wagging frantically. Lily smirked.
“Easily excited by movement. Hobbies include: squirrels.” She said with encyclopedic flair, causing Frisk to giggle.
In a moment of inspiration, the boy reached up and pet the dog monster’s neck while it was distracted by the stick, stroking the soft fur and scratching under its chin. The dog immediately lost interest in the stick and shifted its eyes to and fro, searching for the source of the contact.
“I’ve been pet?! First the stick and now this?!” He said excitedly. “PET? PET? PAT? POT?”
Frisk smiled gleefully and pet the dog monster a little more.
“Where is it coming from?!” He yelled.
“Um… down here.” Frisk said, waving his arm and moving a little to allow the canine sentry to see him.
The monster looked down and squinted a little, focusing his attention on Frisk. His gruff features softened as he watched the boy. He leaned forward and sniffed curiously. Frisk responded by reaching up to pet him again. His eyes closed in contentment.
“Heh heh.” Frisk laughed. “Hi.”
The dog blinked a couple of times and then grinned toothily. “Hey there, kid.”
“Looks like it worked.” Lily said.
“Yeah… you were right.” Frisk smiled up at her.
“Hmm? Right about what?” The dog asked.
“Oh, sorry. I was just talking to my friend, Lily.” The boy said. “Um, I’m Frisk by the way.”
“Name’s Doggo.” He said, shuffling around for something inside the station. “Now, where did I put… ah!”
Doggo clicked his tongue and pulled out what could only be described as a dog treat. He popped it in his mouth before using a little fire magic to set the end alight. A puff of smoke wafted from the dog’s mouth smelling faintly of bacon.
“He’s smoking dog treats…” Lily said blankly, watching the smoke drift lazily on the wind. “He’s seriously smoking dog treats.”
“Nothin’ like a nice treat after a pet. Thanks, kid.” He said. “I get so worked up. Only bein’ able to see moving things, it’s well… it’s not the easiest.”
“Yeah. I know how you feel.” Frisk said. “I usually can’t see anything at all. I can only see magic when I use my SOUL.”
“No kiddin’?” The dog monster said, releasing another puff of smoke. “Sorry to hear that. Guess compared to that, what I got’s not so bad. Sorry for attacking you like that.”
“S’okay.” Frisk said, and gave him a little thumbs up. “Um, would it be okay if we passed here?”
“Hmm? Oh, yeah sure.” Said Doggo, casually. “My shift’s about over anyway, so I’ll be headin’ back to town. If you meet the rest of the clan, tell ‘em I said ‘hi’.
“Deal.” Frisk said. “Thanks, mister Doggo!”
The dog grinned and waved to Frisk as he and Lily continued along.
Lily thought to question what he meant by ‘the rest of the clan’. Then decided it would be better not too. After all, they’d just met a dog with Riddoch syndrome who smoked dog treats. What could be weirder than that?
Well, a dog whose neck had the miraculous ability to stretch infinitely into the cosmos was a good contender. Such a dog was exactly who they encountered patrolling the frozen pond not far from Doggo’s station. Naturally, Frisk just had to pet it. One pet became two until eventually, the dog’s neck seemed long enough to be eye level with the clouds if only the Underground had any. At first, Lily had found the display mildly entertaining but this was getting out of hand.
Her mind and eyes began to wander to the forest around them, letting Frisk have his fun for the moment. She grinned despite herself when she heard the boy giggling behind her. It was nice that he having fun. Still, they needed to move on sometime if they ever wanted out of this forest.
“Alright, Frisk I think it’s time to- oh, hello there.” Her words were cut short when she turned to see the dog’s inverted head staring back at her. She peeked behind it to Frisk who was still petting away. “Um, Frisk? Don’t you think we should let him get back to his patrol?”
“Huh?” Frisk wondered. Only now did he seem to notice the sheer length of the dog’s neck. “Oh…”
“Perhaps mankind was not meant to pet this much.” She said sardonically, patting her friend on the shoulder.
“Alright, alright. I get it.” Frisk snickered, trying to keep from laughing as he turned to speak to the dog’s upside-down head. “I gotta go now. See you later, okay?”
The dog whined, and its neck steadily retracted back to its normal size. Frisk smiled and gave it one last pet for the road before it bounded off.
“I like dogs.” the boy said matter-of-factly.
“I noticed.” Lily smirked. “It’s possible that you may have a problem.”
The boy stuck his tongue out at her as the dog’s excited barks faded into the distance. The paw prints it left behind traced their path forward through the snow until they eventually faded away, covered by a fresh veil of white powder. Again, the two made their way along the path, more carefully this time to avoid any more scares like the one they’d encountered with Doggo (and in Frisk’s case to keep an ear open for any more dogs).
Eventually, his ears did pick up something and though it was recognizable, it was certainly no dog. Rather, it was a voice: loud enough that Lily could hear it just as clearly as it cut through the cold air. Neither child needed guess who it belonged to.
"SANS! YOU'RE SO LAZY! YOU WERE NAPPING ALL NIGHT!!"
The winding path curved into a clearing and there, the two skeletons stood. The taller one glared at the shorter who still wore the same perpetual grin.
"Isn't that just sleeping?" Lily snarked as they walked past the tree line.
"i think that's called… sleeping, bro." Sans replied, coming to the same conclusion as Lily.
"EXCUSES, EXCUSES!!! NO MORE! I-“ Papyrus began, but whatever poetic retort he’d been about to make died on his tongue the moment he noticed Frisk. “OH-HO! THE HUMAN HAS FINALLY ARRIVED!" He posed. Cue billowing scarf. "IN ORDER TO STOP YOU, MY BROTHER AND I HAVE CREATED SOME PUZZLES!!! I THINK YOU WILL FIND THIS ONE... QUITE 'SHOCKING'! NYEH HEH HEH!!!" He laughed at his own pun, taking a quick glance at Sans who just smiled in encouragement.
Frisk tilted his head in confusion. Shocking? He must have heard wrong so he stepped a little closer to listen further.
"FOR YOU SEE, THIS IS THE INVISIBLE... ELECTRICITY MAZE!!! WHEN YOU TOUCH THE WALLS OF THIS MAZE, THIS ORB;" He paused for a second to draw out a large, polished orb made of some kind of light blue crystal. "WILL ADMINISTER A HEARTY ZAP!!!"
"Has... has he lost his marbles?" Lily asked in concern for Frisk who just shrugged.
"SOUND LIKE FUN???"
"Not really. I guess it just doesn't spark my interest." Lily grinned as Frisk tried his hardest to not laugh out loud, the effort resulting in a loud snort that sent his ghostly companion her own bit of laughter.
"BECAUSE! THE AMOUNT OF FUN YOU WILL PROBABLY HAVE... IS ACTUALLY RATHER SMALL I THINK." He actually looked a little nervous.
"Makes sense. Frisk is kinda small himself." Lily continued joking with her one-person audience. Frisk paused mid-laugh and glared up at her. Even still, he was hard-pressed to hide the smile that threatened to split his face.
"OK, YOU CAN GO AHEAD NOW!" Papyrus said, gesturing to the large square of packed snow where the puzzle apparently resided.
At those words, Frisk looked at Lily hovering at his side. She stared worriedly back down at him. Mirth aside, even she was at a loss of what to do here. Usually, Frisk could simply rely on her sight to guide him through, but in this, she was just as blind as he was.
“Maybe if… I go first?” she suggested with a bit of uncertainty. “Maybe the walls won’t do anything if I touch them? I am a ghost right?”
“Um, okay…” Frisk said, worried for his friend. He hadn’t forgotten how much Flowey’s attack had hurt her. “Are you sure?”
She nodded and drifted forward. Frisk followed close behind her, matching her path with his steps. They’d barely gone a couple of feet into the maze when Lily’s shoulder brushed something solid. Sure enough, a violent crackle accompanied the orb as it let out the aforementioned zap.
A zap which Papyrus took in full force, causing his body to convulse. His teeth chattered comically as the bolt coursed through his skeletal frame. Startled, Lily glanced back at Frisk who seemed perfectly fine himself.
“Ooo…” She cringed as her eyes returned to the still-jittering Papyrus. “My bad?”
Frisk couldn’t see it, but from the sound he had a pretty good idea of what happened. “Ow… I guess you can touch the maze.”
"S-SANS!!” Papyrus cried, doing his best to still his jittery bones. “WHAT D-D-DID Y-YOU DO?!?!"
"i think the human has to hold the orb." The smaller skeleton replied.
"OH. OKAY." Despite how it looked, Papyrus shook off the shock easily enough before walking through the puzzle towards Frisk. The heavy stomps of his orange boots left noticeable tracks even in the packed snow. Upon reaching the other side, he placed the orb in the boy’s hands.
"HOLD THIS PLEASE!" He said happily before running back through to the other side, tracing the path as he went. "OKAY TRY IT NOW, HUMAN!!"
“H-hold on! I don’t want to hold this!” Frisk complained. “That sounded like it hurt…”
Lily just grinned as she examined the trail left by the energetic skeleton. "No worries Frisk. He was in such a hurry, he left a clear path to follow. I can get you through it now no problem!" She held out her hand confidently. Frisk took it with a bit of apprehension as she led him along the path Papyrus had left for them.
Frisk stumbled slightly around one corner, causing his stick to brush against one of the walls. This, however, resulted in little more than a tiny jolt of residual electricity. Frisk easily shook it off and giggled at the feeling. It reminded him of the kind of shock that happens when one rubs their socked feet against the carpet. Papyrus must have taken most of its energy on himself. In moments they reached the end, and Frisk proudly returned the orb to the tall skeleton.
"INCREDIBLE!! YOU SLIPPERY SNAIL!! YOU SOLVED IT SO EASILY… TOO EASILY!” Papyrus declared. He sounded impressed, which made both children beam. “HOWEVER!! THE NEXT PUZZLE WILL NOT BE EASY!! IT IS DESIGNED BY MY BROTHER, SANS! YOU WILL SURELY BE CONFOUNDED! I KNOW I AM! NYEH HEH HEH HEH!!!"
Leaving them with his characteristic laugh, the taller brother spun in place once before dashing backwards down the path, leaving the two of them alone with Sans. Strangely, he almost seemed to move… faster that way, kicking up clouds of white like a boney snowplow.
"hey thanks... my brother seems like he's having fun. by the way, did you see that weird outfit he's wearing?" Sans asked, looking closely at Frisk's expression.
"Uh… I'm sorry. I kinda can't…" Frisk replied, waving his hand in front of his eyes, his expression sad. "But uh. He sounds really cool!"
Sans rubbed the back of his head. "right. uh, sorry about that." Sans sighed with a shrug. ‘damn… thought that’d work.’
“Is it true?” Frisk asked. He was practically bouncing on his heels. “You made the next one?”
Sans gave him a wink. “heh. yep, sure did. better get ready, kid. there’s no way you’ll solve this one.”
“Challenge accepted.” The boy said, at the same time Lily said ‘bring it on’.
Sans grinned. "welp, see ya up ahead.”
The blue skeleton shuffled off down the path, whistling a tune. Again he left in the direction the children had come from. Lily watched him turn down the path and disappear behind the tree line. She raised a brow, but didn’t bother checking to see if he was still there. She had a feeling she already knew what she would find… or rather, what she wouldn’t.
"Sans... is very strange..." She said after a moment.
"Yeah, but I like him." Frisk replied before grabbing Lily's arm and continuing on.
The girl glanced back a few times. Maybe if she tried hard enough she would catch a glimpse of the short skeleton following them. He must have some means to get around so quickly. Underground tunnels, paths through the trees, flight… hey, if a flower could be a crazy nihilist, and a dog could have a neck like a tape measure, why not? Alas, she saw no sign of Sans’ distinct blue hoodie anywhere she looked and eventually gave up trying.
In time they come upon a monster unlike anything they’d seen before. He looked a bit like… a rabbit? Yet his fur was a strange shade of cotton candy blue. He wore a bright yellow shirt, split in two by a vertical red stripe and red pants. It appeared that he was manning a stand of some kind and yet his glum expression stood in stark contrast to the spectrum of color that surrounded him.
"I don't understand why these aren't selling... It's the perfect weather for something cold..." The rabbit sighed.
The two children made their way over to him. He didn’t acknowledge them at first, lost as he was in his own thoughts and it took a moment for him to realize he wasn’t alone. He jumped in surprise when at last he noticed the boy in the striped shirt, ears perking up while a hopeful smile split his furry visage.
"OH!!! A CUSTOMER!!!” Frisk cringed at volume. He could have given Papyrus a run for his money. The rabbit seemed to notice this as well and cleared his throat. “Hello! Would you like some Nice Cream?" He asked with a smile. "It's the frozen treat that warms your heart! Only 15 gold each!"
“An ice cream stand out here…?” Frisk questioned, wondering at the monster’s business acumen.
“This isn’t just any old ice cream…” The rabbit gave a suspenseful and all-too-forced pause. “This… is the one and only Nice Cream! Instead of a joke, the wrapper says something nice! So, would you like to buy some?” He didn’t say it, but his wide eyed expression all but screamed ‘please say yes’.
"Frisk I think we have enough. We didn't use all our money back home. So, we can probably afford enough for both of us." Lily said, looking longingly at one corner of the stall. "Chocolate please?"
Frisk pulled out a few gold and counted it out, giving Lily an affirming smile when he found that, yes they did indeed have enough. "I'll take two Nice Creams please. One chocolate and one strawberry." He counted out thirty gold and handed it to the rabbit monster, taking the treats in return.
"Pleasure doing business with you. Here ya go!" The merchant’s mood seemed much improved after the sale. “Don’t forget to tell your friends! There’s ice cream… out in the woods!”
"Thanks! Have a good day! Bye!"
Frisk placed the strawberry flavored nice cream in the satchel as they searched for a place to sit and enjoy the other. Ahead of them stood a small bridge built over a gap where the ground looked to have fallen through some years ago. They crossed it and found themselves standing in a large clearing with a few places free of the seemingly unending snow. There weren’t that many monsters around and those that were didn’t seem to pay them much mind so they decided to take the time to rest. Finding a good sized rock to sit upon, Frisk settled himself down and produced the chocolate treat.
"Alright, Lily. Here you go." Frisk grinned and started unwrapping the treat. The girl squeaked happily and merged herself into Frisk’s SOUL.
"Hey the wrapper says something. 'Is this as sweet as you?' aww." Lily read off the words as she waited impatiently.
"I don't know. Let's find out." Frisk replied with a small chuckle.
He could practically feel the girl’s excitement while she eyed the delicious looking treat in his hand. The spicy scent of what he could only read as a silent ‘hurry up’ lingered in his nose along with the chocolate.
Ignoring all of the breaches of common sense that came with consuming something ice cold in a forest that couldn’t have been over single digit temperatures (Fahrenheit, no less!), he gave the ice cream a quick taste.
“Mmm… that’s good.” He hummed, taking another longer lick of the sweet dessert. Surprisingly, the initial chill on his tongue gave way to a comforting warmth the moment he swallowed. The boy noticed a bit more feeling returning to his numb fingers. He decided he’d ask the seller about that later.
Lily sighed in absolute bliss as the flavor hit her as well. “I know…” She said happily. “Chocolate’s the best!”
It was creamy and rich… perhaps a little too rich. Vaguely, she felt that if the taste was a little bit milder she would have enjoyed it even more. Distantly her mind recalled that distinct flavor… one that she loved above any other. Sweet perfection in its purest form. Still, she was never picky when it came to chocolate, and this was very good chocolate indeed. Satisfied, she relaxed within Frisk’s SOUL as the two took their time to savor their snack.
A skeleton in blue watched Frisk from the shadows of a nearby grove as he conversed animatedly with the Nice Cream guy. He’d spared both Doggo and Lesser Dog at least, and when he shook the boy’s hand the only white powder on his sleeve had been from the snow. He didn’t detect any LOVE either. That was a good sign. Seemed that the kid was sticking to the straight and narrow this time… but Sans had learned long ago not to hope for things to stay that way. He knew what the boy was capable of.
A bony finger traced a diagonal line across his torso, right shoulder to left hip. He’d only learned of his own death sometime after the barrier had fallen in the previous timeline. Frisk hadn’t been particularly comfortable talking about it, but eventually Sans had forced it out of him. Noted it down for good measure along with the rest… just in case.
He shuddered and forced the thought down into the abyss of his mind. He couldn’t afford to be thinking about that particularly dark part of his meta-temporal life. He needed to focus on the here and now.
The boy sat near the cliff face and enjoyed the chocolate Nice Cream with a lively and contented grin. On the surface, nothing seemed out of the ordinary insofar as what could be called ‘ordinary’ in this twisted child’s scribble of space-time. But beneath the surface, he could tell. Something had changed. Of course, change was nothing new… Sans had spent many theoretical years observing all manner of changes over innumerable loops. Yet all of these existed within some realm of possibility – set parameters that, for all of times’ malleability remained static and unchanging.
But now, some impossibility had forced itself beyond those barriers. It filled the skeleton with both hope and unease… he wasn’t sure which one worried him more.
‘let’s see… what do I know?’ He thought. ‘first is frisk himself… kid doesn’t seem to remember anything. i might’ve thought he was messin’ with me if i wasn’t so good at reading expressions. thought that question about paps’ armor would make him slip and prove me wrong but… nope. every record i've got says that the kid ‘should’ remember everything from each run. it's what set him apart. but, for whatever reason, he's as wiped as the rest of us.'
‘second is the loops in this branch. i've noted two spikes so far. A large one, about five days ago, and a smaller one about six days later. pretty sure the first was the origin point, and the second was a recall. kid stayed in the Ruins longer this time… probably ‘cause of tori. ran into some trouble there and had to load. there might be more, but it’s not likely. it’s enough to know he’s at least aware of his power.’
Frisk spoke to the air at his side as he finished the frozen treat, paused for a moment, and then nodded before standing up again.
‘which brings me to number three. that ‘friend’ he mentioned.’ Sans thought. ‘called them lily, eh? sounds like a girl. i'd think he was pulling my leg again if there wasn’t clearly someone there that i just can’t see. so, now the kid’s haunted. great.’
‘i might have seen her if i used the Sight, but that would’ve freaked frisk out, and i’d rather not show my hand quite yet. frisk seems to trust it well enough and it seems benign, for now. the question is, does it have any connection to the malicious anomaly the records mentioned? And if so, what?’
Frisk stopped and listened to the air again in front of the Ball Game court. Sans never really understood the appeal of knocking around a snowball to get it to the goal. Too much effort and not enough purpose for his bones. But Frisk seemed to enjoy himself as he blindly knocked it around with his stick. It took a while, but he eventually managed to get it into the goal. A purple flag shot out from the hole.
‘perseverance, eh? maybe next time, kiddo.’
Frisk didn’t seem bothered at all and instead turned to head up the path leading to the sentry stations used by the dog couple. Those two were always together, on duty and off. They weren’t there now. It looked a bit like Frisk was reading the sign, but the skeleton knew that was impossible. Sans imagined the ghost was doing the reading for him. After a while he set off back down the path.
“guess i should get over there.” Sans shrugged. “i'll file this info away later.”
He turned away from the path and stepped into the shadows of the snow-covered trees. The very next step saw him standing in the middle of the path just ahead of where Papyrus was busy setting up his own ‘puzzle’. Sans heard the tell tale clatter of ceramic on wood as his brother set down a lovely plate of spaghetti made with an unholy combination of techniques he’d learned from Undyne and cooking shows staring Mettaton.
Sans stuffed a boney hand into his hoodie pocket and pulled out a folded up paper. He thought about just leaving it as is but decided he might as well put in some kind of effort for Papyrus’ sake. So he unfolded the page and smoothed the creases of the word search as best he could before placing it carefully in the middle of the path. He returned just in time to notice Papyrus heading his way at a brisk pace. His brother may have been a lot of things, but slow was not one of them.
“SANS! THE HUMAN SHALL SOON ARRIVE! HAVE YOU FINISHED PREPARING YOUR PUZZLE?” He greeted his brother animatedly.
“yep. It’s all set, bro.”
“NYEH HEH HEH! VERY GOOD, BROTHER. AND NOT A MOMENT TOO SOON!”
Sans turned to see Frisk walking in their direction. He listened to something at his side for a moment before turning toward the two skeletons. A smile spread across his face and he waved animatedly toward them. Sans gave a lazy wave of his own. He knew the kid couldn’t see, but he had a feeling the ghost girl would relay it. Papyrus, being Papyrus was quick to launch into his beloved japing the moment the boy drew near.
“HUMAN!! I HOPE YOU’RE READY FOR…” He began, and then trailed off. He slowly turned and glared down at the shorter skeleton. “SANS! WHERE’S THE PUZZLE!!!”
“it’s right there, on the ground.” Sans pointed at the creased up word search sitting in the middle of the road. “trust me, there’s no way they can get past this one.”
Lily, who had since let herself out of Frisk’s body, noticed it. “Oh! A word search. I can help you with this one.”
Frisk approached the piece of crumpled paper and knelt down before it, scrunching up his face in concentration. Lily seemed confident enough so he decided to follow her lead again with this one.
“Um, do you have a pencil?” He asked.
“uhh, sure kid…” Sans began. That… wasn’t what he’d been expecting.
He riffled through his hoodie pocket for a moment. Empty chisp bag, a bit of loose change, a small container of pet rock flakes… pencil. He fished it out, strode over to the boy and placed it in his hand. The point moved over the letters left to right, right to left circling the words as Lily directed.
“Okay right there. Diagonal, up right is ‘winter’. ‘Monster’, horizontal right there in the middle. Bottom left to top left is ‘spring’.” She directed him to each of the words, but frowned when she got to the long, gibberish looking one. “Gee-as-f… whatever. It’s the whole top line but… it’s different in the list. Circle it anyway?”
Frisk did so, and then returned the word search to Sans, grinning proudly. The short skeleton looked it over in disbelief. The lines were a little off and some of them cut into the letters, but Frisk had found every single word. He stuffed the paper back into his pocket and shrugged.
“huh. can’t believe ya managed to pen it down.” He said.
“SANS…” Papyrus growled.
“you really made your mark on this one, kid.”
“SANS!!”
Frisk giggled at the skeleton’s joke. Lily did not. Breathless, stomach clutching laughter would be a better way to describe her reaction. Papyrus ground his teeth as Sans grinned up at him.
“Frisk… F-frisk.” Lily stammered, trying her hardest to catch her breath. “Tell him this:”
The girl whispered into Frisk’s ear. He snorted with renewed laughter and turned to the boney brothers. “Lily says… don’t-“ He took a moment to steel himself against his own mirth. “She said: ‘aww, come on. Don’t go and erase all our hard work. We don’t want it to be point-less. After all, we’re as sharp as they come!”
Papyrus gasped in what could only be described as absolute, unbridled horror.
“heh. good one, kiddo.” Sans said, giving a slow clap.
“SANS! STOP BEING A BAD INFLUENCE ON THE HUMAN!!” Papyrus chided. “UGH… I AM GOING TO CHECK ON THE REST OF MY PUZZLES. GOOD LUCK, TINY HUMAN!”
He left and Sans winked at Frisk. “good job on the ‘search. guess you had a little help, huh?”
“Yep!” Frisk said proudly, waving his hand in front of Lily to show where she was. “We’re a team!”
“Aww, Frisk…” Lily said, flattered.
“It’s true.” The boy insisted.
“heh. well, it’s good to know there’s a couple more people out there that like bad puns.” Sans shrugged. “guess you should get going after paps.”
“See you soon, right?” Frisk said hopefully.
“i’ll be around.” The skeleton replied.
They said goodbye and headed off toward where Papyrus’ culinary disaster awaited. Sans silently hoped they’d give a little bit of thought before trying that one… for the kid’s stomach’s sake. He shrugged and stepped into another shortcut to get into a better position to observe them. Sure enough, Frisk had reached the dish and seemed to be contemplating on whether or not he was willing to brave a taste. He stumbled unnaturally, and the blue skeleton imagined an unseen girl pulling her solid companion away and pleading with him to abstain if he valued his life. He wasn’t far off the mark either.
Leaving the spaghetti (thankfully) untouched, they headed through the cliff-lined path and into the next clearing. The boy walked a short distance before stopping just before the row of spikes that blocked the way forward. This wasn’t one of his brother’s puzzles. Rather, the dog couple had put this one together. It was a pretty nice setup, he had to admit.
Frisk stumbled about for a while, apparently guided by his ghostly companion. In time his foot nudged away some of the snow covering the map drawn beneath. They seemed to notice as pretty soon, the human set about clearing all the snow from the area. After taking a moment to study, they made a quick trip up to the switch and removed the spikes before moving forward.
‘can’t imagine how tough that must have been for him before.’ Sans figured, ‘guess that’s one good thing to come from this new anomaly.’
No sooner had the boy stepped beyond the spikes than Dogamy and Dogaressa stepped out from the shadows, twin axes in hand. Their cloaks billowed in the wind as their white snouts peaked beneath their hoods.
“What’s that smell?”
“(Where’s that smell?)”
“If you are a smell…”
“(Identify yoursmellf!)”
‘heh…’ Sans chuckled. ‘How is he gonna handle this one?’
It turns out, easily enough. Either he’d learned from his encounter with Doggo or the girl had suggested it, in minutes the dogs were eyeing (and sniffing) the stick he waved in front of them. He threw it into the distance and the two canine lovers bounded after it. They each took one end and brought it back to the boy together. He played fetch with them for a while before walking up and petting them both at the same time.
“Weird smells can bring good things…” Dogamy said.
“(Friendly fun fetch!)” Dogaressa agreed.
“Thanks, weird smell!”
“(It sure was fun to ‘stick’ together)”
Frisk stayed and pet the dogs a little longer before they bid each other farewell. The boy continued onward, a smile on his lips as he headed down. Sans nodded with approval and pulled a small notepad from his pocket, along with the pencil Frisk had used on the word search. He flipped to a blank page and began to write
‘Current analysis: A 1 displays minor discrepancies in behavior outside established patterns. He appears to have no memory of the previous timelines or the events that transpired. I suspect that either the prior RESET resulted in some loss of his chronal recollective capabilities or that these have been removed for reasons unknown. It would take some serious magic to do that… worrisome?
He remains placid at least, if more animated than in previous timelines. He continues to befriend the denizens of the Underground and has thus far displayed no instability or tendency toward violence.
A0 has remained dark. This is in line with his activity during earlier loops. If the theory that all vestigial recollection has been purged is true, it is possible that his have been as well. That’s good. It would be unfortunate if that one was walking around with that kind of knowledge.
No new information on A2. I know precious little about it. What little information is stored in the archive wasn’t left by me either. Not sure which is more troubling.
Concern regarding the newly revealed anomaly named Lily and what connection (if any) she has with A2. For now, I'll refer to her as A3. There have been no mentions of her presence in any prior reports. She remains an unknown, and I’ve yet to make any true observations regarding her nature. My present theory is that she exists as some kind of phantom or spirit who is accompanying A1 for unknown reasons. Whether this is of her own will, or through a mental or spiritual connection, I have yet to confirm. However, this does not explain when she appeared or why. She seems a benign force at this time, and appears to be acting as a guide for A1.
Despite A1’s lack of memories, there seem to have been far fewer temporal spikes than earlier runs. I surmise A3’s guidance is the main reason for this. A1's limited eyesight was the primary cause of many spikes in previous timelines.
Further observation is required.
Final thoughts: The kid’s doing good so far. He’s making friends just like before. Still don’t know what caused him to turn from that or why we’re all back here now. I am pretty sure he’s the one that left the info on A2 though. Just wish more of his entries weren’t hidden behind that damned cypher. Did I teach him that? It’s not one I know right now, that’s for sure.
Not sure how I feel about his new ghoul-friend either. She seems nice enough, but why’d she never come up until now? Still, anyone who likes bad puns that much can’t be all bad, right? Almost reminds me of someone else.
Ah well. Better end this now before it gets too long. I'll update the archive once I get back to the ‘shop.'
Notes:
So yeah… sorry for the delay once again. We hope the story has been enjoyable so far. Hopefully, we can get back on track and put out more consistent updates going forward. Speaking of updates, the beginning of Chapter 6 has been changed slightly. We decided it felt a bit too heavy-handed and might have revealed a little too much so it’s been changed and shortened to add a bit more mystery to it.
Lily saying “Oh hello there” Is actually part of the game. If you pet Lesser enough that his head comes back down from the clouds far enough he will eventually go beneath the box with the Name of the character, LV, and the like. Once there he looks straight at the name and the “Narrator” says the “Hello There.” Just thought it would be nice to throw that little tidbit in there.
Another important distinction: Papyrus doesn’t hate puns. Papyrus hates bad puns… at least, when he isn’t the one making them. Quite shocking, indeed.
Did you think Lily would be okay with just any old chocolate? She is a connoisseur, dear friends! At least the Nice Cream met her standards, eh? :)
Sans is really dipping into his bag of tricks to try to figure things out. He hasn’t quite accepted that Frisk is ‘out of the loop’ so to speak.
Also puns… Oh God, the puns! (Most are courteously supplied by Kiki, who is a punner herself)
Anyways, if you enjoy this story, please share your thoughts in a comment or review if you have the time. We really appreciate hearing from you.
Chapter 9: Puzzles, Pranks, and Puns
Notes:
*gasp* This chapter is actually releasing more or less when we want it to! One more before we’ve officially reached the double digits. Not much else to say until the end, so once again please enjoy!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"WHAT?! HOW DID YOU AVOID MY TRAP?” Papyrus exclaimed when he noticed the human jogging up behind him. “AND, MORE IMPORTANTLY… IS THERE ANY LEFT FOR ME???"
The skeleton glanced back over his shoulder at the following boy. His eye sockets shifted in what must have been his version of an expectant blink.
Frisk was torn. At Lily’s insistence, he’d decided to leave the spaghetti where it sat, hoping that the nearby mouse would eventually find some enjoyment from the bizarre concoction. Now, face to face with its maker, he was put on the spot. On one hand, he didn’t want to lie but on the other he couldn’t really bring himself to tell Papyrus about the warning sign his friend had placed on the lethal looking pasta dish. Or his own nose’s agreement.
“I uh… I didn’t think I could eat it all so… I left it… to share?” He settled for a metaphorical truth - it really was a large plate. He hoped Papyrus wouldn’t take it too badly.
The tall skeleton stared at Frisk for a long moment, surprise written on his boney visage. Worried at the strange silence, Frisk was about to apologize when Papyrus spoke up. "REALLY? WOWIE! YOU RESISTED THE FLAVOR OF MY HOME COOKED PASTA... JUST SO YOU COULD SHARE IT WITH ME???"
Lily imagined a delighted squeal hiding behind that grinning skull. Frisk sighed in relief.
“Y-yeah…”
Papyrus quickly stopped in his tracks, causing Frisk to run into him from behind. Lily laughed as the boy stumbled back from the impact. Papyrus quickly turned to face the small human, raising a single orange gloved hand to his breastplate.
"FRET NOT, HUMAN! I, MASTER CHEF PAPYRUS... WILL MAKE YOU ALL THE PASTA YOU COULD EVER WANT!! ENOUGH FOR US ALL TO SHARE AND ENJOY! NYEH HEH HEH!!!"
Frisk gave a small giggle. “That sounds awesome. Thanks, Papyrus.”
Grin affixed to his skull, Papyrus led the two children through the maze of woodland leading to his next puzzle. Frisk was forced to jog slightly in order to keep up with the armored boneman’s long strides and brisk pace. Still, both he and Lily were glad for a chance to get to know Papyrus better, and the Royal Guard hopeful was not without things to tell. He spoke animatedly about Sans’ sock collection as well as his own collection of action figures. Neither Frisk nor Lily had much of an opportunity to speak, but they didn’t mind. It was entertaining enough just to listen to Papyrus’ enthusiastic stories.
It took about ten minutes of walking before they came at last upon the puzzle in question. From her vantage point above Frisk, Lily could see little squares in the snow glowing with bright blue Xs.
‘What are those? Some kind of panel? Maybe it’s like the electricity maze… I just hope it’s nothing dangerous.' She mused.
"HMM… HOW DO I SAY THIS?” Papyrus turned thoughtful as he looked over the convoluted maze of indigo-shaded letters. “YOU WERE TAKING A LONG TIME TO ARRIVE, SO… I DECIDED TO RE-ARRANGE AND IMPROVE THIS PUZZLE. BY MAKING IT LOOK MORE LIKE MY FACE!! I BELIEVE IT IS FAR MORE PICTURESQUE THIS WAY." He posed again, once more cuing his personal scarf-blowing wind. "UNFORTUNATELY, THE SNOW FROZE TO THE GROUND SO NOW THE SOLUTION IS DIFFERENT! AND NOW I AM… NOT ENTIRELY SURE HOW TO SOLVE IT. WHY DON'T YOU TRY WHILE I THINK OF A PLAN!!"
"I guess it can’t hurt to give it a try. Come on Frisk." Lily grinned as she pulled on Frisk’s arm, leading him over to the sign posted at one of the puzzle’s many entrances. "'Turn all the Xs into Os...'? Hmm. Try stepping on one?" She reasons.
She guided Frisk toward the nearest of the symbols before pointing it out for him to do so. Sure enough, the ground depressed slightly with a click. It seemed that what first appeared to be a simple path through the snow and ice was in fact a series of tiles, each baring one of the marks. Frisk moved his foot aside, revealing that the X on the tile had now shifted to a red O. Lily grinned in satisfaction.
“Alright, it worked! Looks like we need to walk over all the Xs so they’ll change.” She explained. “Let’s try it.”
"Sounds like an idea. Lead the way, Lily!" Frisk happily replied, watching his ghostly friend float higher to get a better view.
The specter gazed down at the puzzle, figuring a bird’s eye view might make it a little easier to figure out the solution. Her eyes squinted, as she tried to map the correct path in her mind. Yet, despite her efforts this was certainly more complicated than the other puzzles they’d seen so far. Before, the puzzles had ranged from straightforward tasks, to brainteasers that seemed tricky but with solutions that were obvious given some thought. This however was a mess. So many different paths, dead ends and possible mistakes. Even with her overhead view, Lily found her mind reeling at the utter strangeness of it.
"It's… really weird looking. Hm. Try… try this?" The girl floated back down and grabbed Frisk’s hand, leading him through the first section.
It was even more baffling at ground level, where the snow piles obscured the view of the rest of the puzzle. The ghost girl led the Frisk as best she could, and for a while it seemed that they might actually succeed. That is, until they turned the next corner and noticed one of the tiles they’d already stepped on glowing with a red circle.
"Shoot. We’ve been here already. Turn around, there was another path." She quickly guided Frisk back the way they came, and lead him toward the aforementioned path. However, the second Frisk’s foot met one of the red-circle tiles, it shifted again again turning this time into a green triangle. "That's… not supposed to happen is it?"
"What?” The boy asked, reflexively following her gaze despite his inability to see it.
"That tile turned into a triangle… step off and back on?” Frisk tried. The triangle remained. “Nope. Looks like we gotta reset the puzzle now. Ugh…"
With a sigh of disappointment, she headed back to the entrance with Frisk in tow and led him to the button tile near the sign post. Frisk pressed it and the puzzle reverted to its default state. They tried a few more times, but each one lead to similar a failure. After the fourth attempt Frisk groaned, and Lily hung her arms in aggravation, providing another burnt lemon scent to the boy’s nostrils. Ultimately, they decided to give up for now and returned to Papyrus who had his jaw resting on his knuckles in thought.
"Papyrus… Could you help us please? We can't seem to figure it out…" Frisk asked softly, not wanting to disappoint the happy skeleton.
"AH, OF COURSE! I WHAT A BRILLIANT PLAN, TINY HUMAN! I, THE GREAT PAPYRUS, WILL HELP YOU TO SOLVE THIS CONUNDRUM!" He quickly knelt down and slid his hands under Frisks arms. The boy gave a surprised squeak as the tall skeleton lifted him into the air with surprising strength for one with no muscles. "TOGETHER, WE WILL SURELY TACKLE THIS PUZZLE POSTHASTE!! NYEH!"
Papyrus quickly turned Frisk around and set him down gently on his shoulders. The seat was actually rather comfortable due to Papyrus’ battle body armor and scarf forming a rather ideal seat. Frisk chuckled in delight as he held onto the skeleton’s vertical plate while two mitted hands secured his legs to keep him from falling.
"LEAD THE WAY. I WILL GIVE HINTS WHEN NEED-BE!"
“Okay, Lily. Which way?” Frisk asked the girl.
“LILY?” Papyrus asked. “ACTUALLY, I DO THINK I HAVE SEEN YOU TALKING TO SOMEONE, BUT I HAVE NEVER SEEN THEM. WHERE IS THIS PERSON, HUMAN?” Papyrus questioned. “ARE THEY HIDING? PLEASE, COME OUT INTO THE OPEN! THERE IS NO NEED TO HIDE FROM PAPYRUS!”
Lily chuckled and waved her hand in front of Papyrus’ skull.
“She’s not hiding.” Frisk explained. “It’s just I’m the only one who can really see her.”
“AN INVISIBLE FRIEND? WOWIE! WHAT AN AMAZING ABILITY!” Papyrus exclaimed. “THEN SHALL ALL THREE OF US JOIN TO OVERCOME THIS CHALLENGE?”
“Yeah!” Frisk pumped a fist into the air, losing his balance a little in his enthusiasm before righting himself again.
“Alright. Then, let’s do it!” Lily flipped herself around and approached the puzzle with renewed confidence. Papyrus’ optimism was contagious.
Working together the three unlikely allies worked steadily to complete the puzzle. Papyrus worked from memory, puzzling out which parts of the device he’d moved around from the previous layout, Lily used her weightlessness to study it from above, and Frisk served as a medium, relaying her information to the tall skeleton. It took a couple more tries, but eventually they managed to successfully turn all of the tiles without any mistakes. The tell-tale 'shling' of the spikes retracting caused both children to cheer.
"WOWIE! WE SOLVED IT!” Papyrus declared, slapping his breastplate. “GREAT WORK HUMAN, AND TO YOUR INVISIBLE FRIEND!
“Woohoo! That was fun!” Frisk said happily.
“It was, wasn’t it?” Lily agreed with a small laugh. As irritated as she’d been with their earlier failures, once Papyrus joined them it was almost an adventure of its own.
“IT WAS INDEED FUN! I AM HAPPY YOU AGREE.” Papyrus grinned as wide as he large teeth could possibly go. “AND SINCE YOU SEEM TO CARE ABOUT PUZZLES LIKE I DO, I AM SURE YOU WILL LOVE THE NEXT ONE! ONWARDS!"
“Onwards!” Frisk mimicked the him, pointing forward.
Papyrus waited for Frisk to hold on before securely gripping the small human’s legs. Then he set off into a mad dash toward the next area, nyehing all the way. Frisk held on tightly to the skeleton’s skull, feeling the wind whip his hair about. Lily drifted at their side, grateful again for her ability to fly. She’d never keep up with those long strides otherwise. Eventually they emerged from the forest and onto the precipice of a short cleft carved into the earth. A small bridge connected the two sides, leading to a complicated looking grid of tiles, in all shades of grey. Sans stood on the other side, idly drumming his phalanges on the boxlike machine nearby. He raised a brow ridge upon seeing his brother barreling in with the human on his shoulders.
“well that’s new.” He said as Papyrus skidded to a stop. “wasn’t expectin’ to see a bone-a-fide rodeo.”
"NOW HUMAN! THIS PUZZLE WILL SURELY CONFOUND YOU, BUT I BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT!" Papyrus plucked Frisk from his shoulders and let him down gently onto the snow before ruffling the mop of brown hair. "I MUST GO TO THE OTHER SIDE! GOOD LUCK!”
He leapt forward, clearing the bridge and the puzzle in a single vault and landed next to Sans. The shorter skeleton sauntered over and leaned up against the trunk of a tree, resting the back of his head in his hands and just watched.
“What is it, what is it!” Frisk bounced up and down excitedly.
“NOW THEN, YOU’RE SURE TO LOVE THIS PUZZLE. IT WAS DESIGNED BY THE GREAT DR. ALPHYS!” Papyrus announced. “YOU SEE THESE TILES? ONCE I THROW THE SWITCH THEY WILL BEGIN TO CHANGE COLOR!”
Papyrus launched into a long winded explanation over the function of each tile on the board. Frisk’s head swam as he tried his hardest to listen to the skeleton’s instructions. It didn’t help that colors weren’t exactly easy for him to understand, but the skeleton also spoke so fast that it was difficult to even keep up with what he was saying. He gave Lily a desperate look at his side, hoping that she would be able to make more sense of it than him, but the girl looked just as confused.
“HOW WAS THAT? DO YOU UNDERSTAND?” Papyrus asked.
Frisk thought for a second and then shook his head.
“HMM… OKAY. I GUESS I’LL REPEAT MYSELF…”
Once again, Papyrus tried to explain the puzzle, but now even he seemed confused by the convoluted nature of the thing. Lily noticed a few of the functions didn’t match up to what he’d said before but the skeleton quickly corrected himself. Still, she managed to hold onto most of it this time.
“Red are impassible, Green summon monsters, Blue are water…” She muttered. “I think I get it…”
She didn’t sound too sure of herself but Frisk didn’t want to disappoint Papyrus. “Okay… um, go ahead.
“OH YES, ONE LAST THING.” Papyrus began. “THIS PUZZLE IS ENTIRELY RANDOM! ONCE IT BEGINS, IT WILL CREATE A LAYOUT WHICH HAS NEVER BEEN SEEN BEFORE. EVEN I WILL NOT KNOW THE ANSWER!”
Frisk swallowed hard as the skeleton pushed a button on the machine Sans had been messing with and the tiles immediately lit up. Lily watched closely as they shifted color, starting slow and then speeding up into a dizzying kaleidoscope of hues. The spectrum shifted through countless different combinations before at last coming to a sudden halt on its chosen solution.
“What.”
Lily blinked, unsure if the cycling colors had somehow addled her sight, because she couldn’t think of any other explanation to what she was seeing. Two crimson barriers framed the sides of the puzzle, cut through by a straight path of harmless pink. Papyrus stared at the puzzle for a full minute. Then, he turned silently, placed the instructions on the machine, turned about on his calcaneus and pirouetted away without saying a word.
“Um.” Frisk began, confused a little by the silence.
“Uh… we can… go now.” Lily said, taking Frisk’s arm and leading him. “Yeah… just go. It’s… I don’t really know how to explain it but it’s fine.”
“well, that worked out, didn’t it?” Sans said. Frisk was confused.
“Did you… do something, Sans?”
“me? nah…” Sans denied. It sounded something like both a poorly covered lie and a matter-of-fact statement, almost like he intentionally made it just truthful enough for them to wonder. “but hey. thanks for hangin’ out with paps. he seems real happy.”
“I like him.” Frisk said with a smile. “He’s like a superhero!”
“heh. guess so, huh?” Sans said casually. “too bad you didn’t try the spaghetti though. he’s been improving a lot since he started taking lessons. i bet if he keeps it up, he might even make something edible one day.” Frisk shuddered. Hungry as he was, maybe it was good he didn’t try any. Sans grinned, or rather, his grin widened. “welp, see ya up ahead.”
Sans pushed himself from the tree with what looked to be far more effort than he was willing to put forth and headed off after Papyrus. The children followed behind him a ways until at last they emerged in another clearing. Strewn all about where high towers of snow, many of which were broken in various places with their ends lying along the ground in crumbled heaps. Within a few of these, Lily caught a semblance of what looked to be the head of a dog, very similar to the excitable canine Frisk had spent far too long petting.
“Looks like Lesser came this way.” Lily remarked. Frisk beamed at the memory of the dog and his amazingly elastic neck. When she turned back ahead the blue skeleton had vanished. “Aaaand, now Sans is gone. Of course, the moment I get distracted… how does he even do that?”
“Maybe he’s a superhero too.” Frisk joked.
“Sans?” Lily scoffed. “He doesn’t really seem like the type. Still, he’s something alright. I just wish I knew what.”
They moved beyond the gallery of snowdogs and into the next area. There was another puzzle here, and no bone man to explain it, but thankfully it was a familiar one. More blue X tiles, only this time they were separated within a thick sheet of slippery looking ice. It wasn’t nearly as convoluted as the one Papyrus had rearranged however.
“Hold on, Frisk. Let me have a look.” Lily drifted up and looked the puzzle over. There was a clear path; a simple spiraling pattern should do the trick. She returned to Frisk’s side and led him to the northernmost spot near the ice. “Stand here… now hold still.”
“Okay, but what are you-“ Frisk was cut off when a pair of ghostly hands pushed him forward onto the ice. “WhoooOOOA!”
Frisk kicked his legs about, slipping and sliding as the ice carried him forward. He stumbled when he reached a solid point upon one of the blue X’s. Lily’s fit of laughter drew his attention back to her. From what he could tell by how small she looked, he must have slid pretty far.
“Pfft… whoops! Sorry…” She laughed. “My hands slipped!” Frisk pouted a little as the spectral girl drifted back to his side, grinning widely from her prank. A grin which shifted into a sweet and ‘innocent’ smile when she noticed Frisk’s expression. “Aww, what’s wrong? I just want to help you with the puzzle. Okay, so the next one is that way!”
She pointed toward the next X on the far side of the puzzle. Frisk followed her finger to the spot and lined himself up as straight as he was able. He grinned when he had it more or less lined up and looked over at Lily. He wasn’t about to let that one go.
Quick as lightning, he seized her arm and kicked out onto the ice. The girl let out a little shriek as she was suddenly dragged along behind her companion. Frisk giggled as she struggled, enjoying the scent of his revenge, sugary like the last cookie in the jar. The boy made a show of acting like he was about to fall before righting himself in the last moment and standing straight upon the panel.
“Okay, fine. You win.” Lily said. Frisk smiled triumphantly so she stuck her tongue out at him.
In moments, the puzzle was complete and the children were rewarded with a satisfying click. Like magic, a few stones floated up from below, locking in place along the gap and forming a path ahead, leaving only the barest hint of cracks suggest they’d ever been separate in the first place. Come to think of it, it most likely was magic and Frisk found himself again wondered how it worked. They moved on, sliding along the ice through a thick lattice of small trees. Frisk’s stick knocked into the side of a few of them, causing a bit of snow to drop down onto his head.
Lily giggled at the sight when they emerged from the other side. “What an ice hat!”
Frisk chucked before wiping the snow off his head and attempted to smooth out his hair with mixed results.
They moved on into the next clearing, eventually coming to a fork in the path. One path lay directly ahead and the two children could see a great chasm in the distance, connected on either side by a large wooden bridge. The other sloped downward until it was eventually consumed by the trees below, obscuring what lay beyond. The two paused for a moment, trying to decide which of the two paths to take when Lily spotted a deer-like creature off to the side of the lower path. It seemed to be struggling with something…
"Hey Frisk. Take a look at them. Maybe we could try to help?" She suggested, pointing to his chest where his SOUL lay.
Frisk nodded and called forth his SOUL. Its deep red hue cast a soft glow along the snowy ground. He turned his attention to where Lily directed, and there, he saw said deer monster. It fell back awkwardly onto its haunches and pressed its two front hooves against something attached to its horns.
"Yeah. Come on let's go help!" Frisk jogged towards the monster, who looked woefully unequipped to handle his current situation. Not wishing to startle or irritate the creature more than it already was he called out to it, letting it know they were on their way. "'Scuse me! Can we help you?"
The deer monster quickly looked up to the boy, and its eyes narrowed. "Why? So you can decorate ol' Gyftrot some more like those friends o’ yers? I think not!" The now named Gyftrot said, anger prevalent in his gruff voice.
The two of them stopped in front of the monster. "What? No! I just thought it looked like you could use some help! Please?" Frisk asked, holding his hands out nervously as Gyftrot looked him up-and-down.
The monster stared at him for a good long while, sizing him up. Eventually his odd, vertical mouth opened with a sigh, his breath turning to steam in the cold air. "Ahright kid. You can help. But no funny business!"
"Got it! Thanks mister!" Frisk grinned and slowly moved the last few feet to get within reach of the monster.
With Lily's guidance, he began to remove the decorations one by one. Tinsel and streamers from the horns. A large sticker from his face. Wrapping paper from his back and hind-legs. It’s little wonder why he was in such a foul mood.
"How terrible of those kids. How could they decorate you like this mister Gyftrot?" Frisk asked as he carefully removed piece after piece.
"You should put googly eyes on him.” Lily chuckled as she continued to direct Frisk. “Don't look at me like that! I was joking!" She amended quickly when he gave her an 'I can't believe you' look before pulling the last piece off.
Gyftrot, relieved of his burden, stood up and shook his whole body. "That feels a lot better! Thanks 'much kid.”
“I’m glad.” The human replied, tossing the last bit of tinsel aside. “Sorry for what they did to you.”
“Yer a good’un. Wish there were more like you.” The monster said, tapping a hoof against the snow. “Keep an eye out for them teenagers, y’hear?”
The now undecorated Gyftrot gave the boy a gentle headbutt before heading back down the slope where he’d come from. Frisk smiled.
"He was nice. I like him!"
"Yeah. He's okay I guess. He was a little rude earlier though. Guess he didn't like the kids 'Gyfts'" Lily joked, holding back a snort as Frisk looked at her with amused horror.
"You didn't..."
"I did. What’cha gonna do about it?" She raised an eyebrow in challenge.
"This!" Frisk retorted, eyes glinting evilly with intent.
Her challenging expression shifted to surprise when the boy turned and pushed her spectral form to the ground. His fingertips were in place in an instant, dancing along her sides. Laughter pealed from her throat at the sudden and remorseless attack.
"AHH! Frisk! C-c-cut it ouuuutttt HAHAHAHHAHA! PFFT!! HA! AAAH!" She struggled helplessly underneath his assault, trying to knock him off of her. He tortured her for several minutes before deciding she’d had enough punishment and let her up.
"I… I will… get... you back for... that Frisk..." Lily struggled to form the sentence. Frisk was grinning ear to ear.
"Come on Lily. We need to keep going!" Frisk offered a hand to help her up, snorting a little at the glare she shot him. Retrieving his stick from the ground where it fell, they continued along the path. They moved in the direction of the bridge, deciding to ignore the lower path for now. Gyftrot would probably want to enjoy his privacy right now anyway. Eventually, Frisk felt his stick strike something and he frowned.
"Lily what is this? Can’t be a rock, it’s too soft."
"Nope. It's a snow poff." She grinned, a plan forming in her mind.
Frisk walked another 2 feet before Lily spoke again. "And that... is a snow poff..." The boy just shook his head.
His stick brushed another mound of snow ahead of him. He turned away, intent on ignoring it when Lily piped up again. "This, however, is a snow poff."
"You're gonna do it for all of them aren't you?" He asked, his expression deadpan as he stared at her.
"Yup! Deal with it Frisk! I must do my job and tell you everything in your way!" She replied, throwing her arms to the side in example. Add a ‘Nyeh heh heh’ and she would have sounded just like Papyrus.
"Okay, this one is bigger. But still a snow poff!" Again.
“I could be wrong but that… Is also a snow poff.” And again.
"OH! What's this?!"
Frisk sighed and shook his head, but couldn’t help but grin at her obviously fake surprise. "A snow poff?"
"NOPE! IT'S A FRISK POFF!" She grinned, a sly smile forming as her hands moved toward his back.
"Hu-!" He was cut off when Lily pushed him into the pile. Soft powder flew up and around him as he landed on the plush snow before drifting lazily down onto his back. “Oof…”
"HAHAH! REVENGE! It's almost a sweet as chocolate!"
Frisk pushed himself up, sputtering a little as he spat out a bit of snow that managed to get into his mouth. “Pfft… T-traitor.”
“You started it.”
“And so, the cycle begins anew.” He grinned. He wasn’t sure where he learned that particular string of words from. Probably a cartoon or an anime or something.
Lily offered him a hand up and he resisted the urge to pull her down into the snow with him. Much as he wanted to, it was starting to get even colder, and he wasn’t exactly dressed for the weather to begin with. Before long, even the gloves Lily had insisted he take from the box wouldn’t be enough to keep out the chill. They moved onward at a brisk pace toward the bridge, and eventually Frisk’s stick caught another patch of snow. He smirked.
“Let me guess, another snow poff?” He asked Lily.
Lily was about to respond when the head of a little dog popped out from the snow. It gave a small, yappy bark when its large dark eyes set sight on the boy. Lily shook her head as a smile slowly spread across Frisk’s face… then clouded over a moment later as the snow rustled around the dog.
“Oh sh- uh… Frisk, SOUL… Now!” She commanded.
Confusion and a bit of apprehension created a unpleasant feeling in the pit of Frisk’s stomach and he complied. There emerging from the snow poff was a figure far larger than what should have been possible considering the small mound of snow in which it hid. A white-faced dog, similar to Lesser Dog from before was the only thing that could be seen beneath the bulky set of armor and dog-faced spear. Frisk stumbled back in response to its sudden appearance.
“I think that’s… the Greater Dog.” Lily said slowly.
The dog’s towering form loomed over the boy, and its dark eyes stared down upon his small frame. Its head cocked to the side as if in question and Frisk couldn’t help but find the act cute despite its hulking size. He cut an imposing figure to be sure, but weren’t the other dogs all really nice? What’s to say this one would be any different. Frisk raised a hand and beckoned toward it.
The dog’s face immediately lit up at the motion. Its tongue emerged from its mouth and it panted excitedly, letting its spear fall forgotten to the side. Its ham-fisted gauntlets smashed down into the snow and it bounded on all fours up to the boy. Frisk nearly reeled back again, fearing he might be crushed, but the armored canine skidded to a halt just before him. The boy reached a tentative hand up and pet it on the head.
“Oh for… he’s just as friendly as Lesser.” Lily sighed, as the Greater Dog nuzzled Frisk’s hand.
After a while of petting the dog noticed the stick in the boy’s other hand and went for it. Its jaws pulled gently on the stick before letting go and its eyes shot to Frisk as if making a request. The boy grinned and waved the stick in the air. Sure enough, the armored dog lowered itself on its comically large armored paws and panted expectantly.
They played fetch for a while, until at last the dog seemed to have calmed down. A white body about as large as Frisk jumped down from the armor and flopped down on its back in the snow. Frisk smiled and gave the dog a quick belly rub. Its leg kicked contently at the affection.
“Pet capacity has exceeded 100%” Lily grinned. “Risk of affection overload, rising.”
Frisk laughed, and gave the dog another pat on the head for good measure.
“Good boy. Thanks for playing with me.” He said as the dog rolled back onto its feet, licked his face, and reentered the armor. It shuffled around a bit before its tail popped out of the top where its head should go and at once, the armor stood back up. One of the large gauntlets rose and pointed in the direction of the bridge before it walked off that way on its own, tail wagging the whole way.
“How does it even control…” Lily began. “No, don’t say it. Magic. I know.”
Frisk shrugged. “Maybe we can ask about it later? I’m kind of curious too. I mean, mom told us how…”
He trailed off and sighed. Just mentioning her brought his mood back down despite all of the fun they’d been having. Lily’s expression fell into one of melancholy as she too remembered their final moments with the kind goat monster. She’d looked so sad when she’d let them go. It couldn’t have been an easy thing for her to do. While both children knew that it was necessary for the sake of everyone, it didn’t make them feel any better. Was she okay back in the Ruins all alone? Did she regret letting them leave… or, taking them in in the first place? If she hadn’t, it might have spared her a lot of pain, so why not?
“Frisk you… you still have the Cell Phone she gave us right?” Lily asked. “Try… calling her maybe?”
Of course. The phone. Frisk reached into his satchel and rummaged around a little to find it. Fishing it out, he extended the antenna and began scrolling through a list of options written in blocky text. Lily stopped him as soon he reached what he was looking for: Toriel’s phone number. He hit the green call button and listened as a fluttering sound came from the receiver, repeating a few times before ending on a click.
“Well?” Lily asked hopefully.
Frisk lowered the phone and sighed. “Nobody picked up…”
“I hope… she’s okay.” The girl folded her hands in front of her.
“Should… should we go back? Just to check on her?” He asked. Lily shook her head.
“You know we can’t… mom said not to. And even if we could we wouldn’t be able to open the door, right?” Frisk looked back to the phone forlornly. He knew she was right, but couldn’t help worrying. Noticing this, Lily put a hand on his shoulder. “Look, there’s probably a good reason. Remember when we had to chase down that little annoying dog after it stole her phone before?”
Frisk smiled at that. “Oh yeah. That was the first dog I met down here… I was surprised to even find dogs this far underground.”
“Right, so… maybe it took her phone again and she just hasn’t gotten it back yet?” Lily suggested. “I’m sure she’s alright.
She wasn’t sure how much of that was meant to encourage Frisk and how much was for her own benefit, but she forced a smile anyway. They had to believe she was safe… they had to. After all, they’d done what Flowey wanted and left the Ruins. There’d be no reason to hurt her now… right?
“Let’s just go.” She said, guiding Frisk onwards toward the bridge. The flickering of lights beyond the chasm steeled their resolve.
They were almost there.
"Hold up Frisk. The bridge… I don’t know if it's stable..." Lily questioned causing Frisk to pause while she moved closer to examine it. The wind over the chasm blew flurries of snow in all directions, forcing her to squint to see through it all. Still, it seemed perfectly sturdy despite everything. "It looks alright. There's even rope to hold onto."
"I wonder how far down it goes..." Frisk asked in wonder.
"I don't know. It looks like we're really high up. Come on. It'll be fine. I gotcha." Lily grinned and took his left wrist, and led him onto the bridge. Frisk’s free hand found the rope and, using it for balance, he allowed the girl to guide him gently onward.
"I think I see something red up there in the distance. It… looks like Papyrus’ scarf?"
They continued cautiously. It seemed sturdy enough to Frisk… The billowing wind prompted not even the slightest movement from the bridge’s planks. Not so for the boy. The cold gale blew incessantly from the north, battering against his small body. He stumbled and his stick caught on the ropes causing him to trip. His body struck the wooden supports hard, forcing the branch from his hand.
"Oh no, Frisk! Are you okay?!" The stick rolled from the boy’s hand and into the open air.
She’d expected to see it dip from the planks and fall into the chasm below. Instead, it simply continued to roll out into the empty space before eventually coming to a stop, suspended in the air as if gravity had completely forgotten to apply itself only to that one thing. "Um.. Okay?"
"I'm okay. Wh..where did my stick go?" Frisk replied before looking up at his companion, her confusion evident on her face.
"It's uh.. above the chasm? It's just floating there..."
“Floating…?”
The boy tilted his head in confusion but followed her gaze with his hand, tapping what felt more like rock than open air until his fingers grazed against the rough wood of the stick. Sighing in relief he took it in hand and stood back up.
"Okay. Yup. That's weird. You were touching what looks like nothing.” She said, all capacity for disbelief drained from her voice.
“It felt like rock.” Frisk replied matter-of-factly.
“No way. Does that mean the bridge is fake?" She heaved a drawn sigh and shrugged. "Come on. I think the exhaustion is starting mess with our heads… and I know you must be hungry. At least we know we don't have to be as careful..." She took his hand again and they continued on toward the other side.
Papyrus watched them alongside his brother, eagerly waiting for the puzzle-loving human. He’d had so much fun with both him and his invisible friend back at the symbol tile puzzle and was looking forward to showing them this next one. It was his latest creation, one that he had built using inspiration from the bits of ‘Human History’ he’d learned from Undyne. Supposedly, they loved these kinds of things and the red skeleton couldn’t wait to see the joy his creation evoked upon the face of his fellow puzzler. He stepped forward and spoke.
"HUMAN! THIS! IS YOUR FINAL AND MOST DANGEROUS CHALLENGE! BEHOLD! THE GAUNTLET OF DEADLY TERROR!!" His vociferous declaration easily carried over the whistling wind.
"What the heck?!" Lily cried out as a flash of magic punctuated Papyrus’ words.
Six masses of bluish energy formed around the bridge, wriggling like gelatin in the open air. One by one, they split to reveal a number of deadly tools, each one aimed ominously at the bridge. To the left and right were two massive spears, their heads dangerously sharp. Above, a spiked ball easily three times as heavy as Frisk hung from a large chain, and below it, a dangerous looking pit of burning oil (which also looked like it was sitting on nothing). Papyrus’ mitted hand rested upon an iron forged cannon aimed directly at Frisk. Lily was so unnerved by the ominous sight that she almost did not notice the small white dog dangling near Sans’ head from a rope.
She relayed the information to Frisk who was immediately torn between worry for his own safety, and that of the dog. The thought of the fire pit alone made him shudder in primal horror.
“W-what do we do…?” Frisk asked helplessly.
"WHEN I SAY THE WORD, IT WILL FULLY ACTIVATE!!! CANNONS WILL FIRE! SPIKES WILL SWING! BLADES WILL SLICE! EACH PART WILL SWING, THRUST, AND FIRE VIOLENTLY IN EVERY DIRECTION! ONLY THE TINIEST CHANCE OF VICTORY WILL REMAIN!!! ARE YOU READY?!"
“Wha- no!” Frisk shouted, though his own small voice was swallowed by the wind’s cry, unheard by the tall skeleton.
"BECAUSE! I! AM! ABOUT! TO DO IT!" Papyrus declared, grinning from cheekbone to cheekbone.
Seconds passed. Nothing happened. No spikes swung, no cannons fired, no blades sliced. The entire gauntlet remained static.
"well? what's the holdup bro?" Sans turned his own grin to Papyrus, oddly nonchalant despite the dangerous situation.
"HOLDUP!? WHAT HOLDUP?! I'M... I'M ABOUT TO ACTIVATE IT NOW!!" Papyrus stammered. He was feeling nervous now. All of those dangerous weapons… what if the human got hurt?
Lily drifted ahead of Frisk and glared at the two skeletons, a protective urge driving her to position herself between her friend and the danger ahead. She wasn’t sure what she could possibly do in this situation but in that moment she couldn’t bring herself to care. They’d traveled through the entire forest with barely any rest and Frisk was already on his last legs. She could feel his exhaustion weighing him down as surely as if it were her own. Could Papyrus not see that? Did he even care? She wanted to scream at him… Sans too. After all, wasn’t he the one who promised to ‘keep an eye socket’ out for the boy? What was he even doing?
"that, uh, doesn't look very activated." Sans replied, giving a wink in their direction.
That smothered her ire a little, if not outright extinguishing it. Frisk couldn’t see it but she certainly had. That wink… he knew Frisk was blind, so why? Was it… meant for her?
‘Does he know something…?’
Sans turned one lazy eye socket up toward his brother and waited. His intentions were unreadable behind that Cheshire Cat grin.
The Royal Guard hopeful looked out over his masterful creation, and almost seemed to sweat. The more he watched Frisk standing before all of those dangerous tools, the more he wondered if this wasn’t too much. The tiny human looked… scared. That wasn’t the reaction Papyrus was hoping for. He’d wanted thrills and drama, not fear. He wanted to capture the human more than anything… it was his dream. But this…? This wasn’t right, and he knew it.
"WELL!! THIS CHALLENGE! IT SEEMS..." Papyrus's face fell slightly as he searched for the right words. "MAYBE… TOO EASY TO DEFEAT THE HUMAN WITH.” And then he knew it for a fact. “YES! WE CAN'T USE THIS ONE! I AM A SKELETON WITH STANDARDS! MY PUZZLES ARE VERY FAIR! AND MY TRAPS ARE EXPERTLY COOKED! BUT THIS METHOD IS TOO DIRECT! NO CLASS AT ALL! AWAY IT GOES!"
Lily watched in wonder as all the traps receded into their various portals. The dog managed to give a small bark before it too was whisked away to where ever it was drawn from and Frisk sighed in relief, giving Papyrus a thankful smile.
"PHEW... WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT?!" The taller skeleton asked, posing proudly. "THIS WAS ANOTHER DECISIVE VICTORY FOR PAPYRUS!!! NYEH!! HEH!! ...HEH?" He gave one last look at the human before dashing off toward the lights twinkling in the distance.
Frisk sighed again, his shoulders drooping slightly as weariness settled upon him. Looking to Lily for guidance he took her hand and followed her across the rest of the 'bridge' and towards the lights glittering from the town. Sans waited for them at the end, posture relaxed and hands stuffed inside his hoodie pockets. He grinned knowingly down at the boy.
“welp, guess you made it, huh?” He said. Frisk gave the short bone man a tired thumbs up. “look like you been through the ringer, kiddo.”
“Yeah…” Frisk said wearily. “That was tough.”
“Poor Frisk.” Lily said. “I guess the trip really wore you down to the bone.”
Frisk giggled a little at her joke before relaying it to Sans. The short skeleton gave small chuckle of his own.
“heh. not bad.” Sans complimented.
The banter was pleasant enough. That was good at least. And it seemed like his little brother was having a good time too, which was even better. The blue skeleton found himself wondering if this was what it was like the first time they met. Probably not… after all, the kid was a lot more open this time despite the memory thing. Still, he wasn’t quite sure what to think about the situation. There were so many unanswered questions, and all those answers were tied to Frisk… getting to the bottom of them was another problem entirely.
Sans thought for a moment before giving the boy a light pat on the shoulder. It wouldn’t be good to seem to distant. Nevertheless, the gesture felt familiar somehow.
“well, the town’s right up ahead.” He said after a moment. “should be able to kick your feet up there for a while.”
“Good…” Frisk said, and the skeleton could really hear the exhaustion in his voice now. It reminded him a bit of himself on a good day.
“anyways, i should go. got a whole lot of work to not do.” Sans drew back his hand and returned it to his pocket. “be good, huh? don’t do anything i wouldn’t.”
“What do you do?” Lily questioned. Frisk giggled.
Sans hadn’t said anything funny. Not this time anyway. It must have been the kid’s friend again. He shrugged. “be seeing ya, kiddo.”
“Bye, Sans.” Frisk said gratefully. “And… thanks.”
He was about to shuffle off back in the direction of the forest when he stopped and stumbled back a couple of inches. Frisk had just run into him and had wrapped his spindly arms around his ribcage. Sans was stunned for a moment but managed to hide it behind his trademark all-concealing grin. He recovered with a short ‘heh’ and gently pat the boy on the back. After a moment, Frisk unhugged the shorter of the bone brothers and smiled. Sans gave a silent nod before setting off, trying to remember which post he was scheduled to slack off in right now.
Tired, but relieved the two children made the last leg of the journey without incident, drawn by the twinkling lights of the friendly little town.
Notes:
We’re almost there. Next chapter: Snowdin Town!
Papyrus’ ‘face puzzle’. Just imagine how tough that would be looking at it from the characters’ perspective, let alone with one being blind. And Sans was not the one to pull that prank at the tile puzzle. Not at all. Perish the thought, because he is totally, completely one-hundred percent innocent in that regard. Now, whether or not he had something to do with it on the other hand…
Papyrus may be innocent and naive, but no other monster knows better when a situation crosses the line into real danger. Considering who his brother is, he’s had good reason to figure out how much is too much.
Also, we went back and fixed a few things in previous chapters. Nothing big, but a few consistency issues mostly regarding Frisk’s sight, or lack there of. Most of them should be fixed by now. Thanks to Dragonjek of FF.net for bringing them to our attention.
Another huge shout out to everyone who posted comments after the last chapter was uploaded. It really meant a lot that so many people are enjoying our work! So thank you so very much! We love all of the reviews we've received!
Chapter 10: Warmth Among the Snow
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"Welcome to Snowdin." Lily read the sign off for Frisk before continuing sarcastically. "Wow… such an original name! Don't you think so, Frisk?" She turned her attention to her friend, only to see him walking down the path, sniffing the air like a bloodhound. He’d completely ignored her! She wasn’t sure how to feel about that. "Hey wait for me!"
"I smell something, Lily." The words were accompanied by a loud growl from his stomach. "It smells sooo good! Come on! It's gotta be close!" Frisk’s weariness took a backseat to his hunger, as he started jogging down the path, passing building after building as he followed the scent.
“No, wait- you’re gonna get hurt- watch out for- F-Frisk, slow down!” Lily darted after him, doing her best to keep him from tripping or running into anyone.
A few monsters walking about the village turned to look at the strange child running into the village but thought little of it and returned to their business. Kids will be kids after all. After a few minutes, he stopped dead in his tracks before one of the buildings nestled in the center of the village; a brick building with lounge-like windows. By now, Lily could smell it too, and Frisk was right. Her own mouth started to water.
“It’s called… Grillby’s.” She read the large sign spread below the roof, written in large, bold lettering. “Let’s go inside!”
Frisk fumbled a little along the wooden door before eventually finding the handle and pulling it open. A blast of warm air greeted the two children, and the delicious scent intensified, beckoning them inside. Frisk graciously accepted the invitation and stepped slowly into the building, Lily following closely behind.
The children weren’t sure what to expect to find inside, but what they were met with turned out to be a perfectly normal looking bar and grill. Wood flooring with tables of varying sizes, booths against the wall, a neon sign bearing the establishment’s name hanging over a currently silent jukebox. All of it under the soft lighting of evenly placed lamps on the walls. Lily even recognized a few of the patrons gathered in one corner: it was the members of the dog clan.
“Grr… damn it, Greater!” Frisk recognized the voice of Doggo over the hum of the crowd. “This is totally unfair. How can I tell if you’re bluffing if you don’t move.”
They didn’t seem to notice the humans’ entry. All five (or rather, four. Lesser seemed to be playing by himself) were fully invested in their current card game. Lily’s gaze fell upon the figure manning the bar, who was currently in the process of wiping down an empty mug. It was vaguely man-shaped but its body seemed to be made entirely out of fire. A pair of spectacles framed his face where his eyes might have been and he wore the typical attire of a barman or waiter.
“I think that fire guy is the owner. No one else seems to be working here.” Lily said.
“A fireman?” Frisk asked, confusedly.
“No, I mean he’s actually fire.” Lily said. “Like… living fire.”
Frisk stopped in place at her description of the owner. He wrapped his arms around himself, shuddering despite the comforting warmth of the tavern. He was starting to regret coming in here now. Lily seemed to notice this and drifted over to his side. She took his had gently in hers and squeezed.
“Hey…” She soothed. “Jeez… you really don’t like fire, do you?”
Frisk said nothing. He simply squeezed his eyes shut and shook his head.
“It’ll be alright, I think.” She said gently. “I mean, there’s wood all around us and nothing’s burning. Even his clothes aren’t burning. I don’t think he’ll hurt you.”
Frisk still didn’t move. He sniffled a little, and Lily could tell he was torn. He didn’t want to go back outside to the cold and hunger but he was too afraid to go on. She wondered if she really should have told him about the man of fire or not.
“I’m scared…” He said, barely above a whisper.
“Listen…” She wrapped her arms around him. “Just… think of it like a fireplace. You know, like the one in Home, back when we were staying with Mom. Remember how warm and gentle it was when we sat in front of it while she read to us? You weren’t scared then, right? And besides… he’s a monster too. All the ones we’ve met have been nice once we got to know them.” Well, barring that dangerous stunt Papyrus almost pulled, but she wasn’t going to bring that up. He’d decided not to anyway, so he must have realized in the end what he was doing. “And besides, I know you’re hungry. Maybe he can make us something to eat.”
Frisk thought about that for a moment. He was scared… he’d always been afraid of fire for as long as he could remember. But Lily was right. In a way, maybe a ‘living’ fire was better than a normal one. A normal fire just consumed without any regard for the pain or destruction it caused. But wouldn’t a fire that could think, that could feel, be a little more discerning? His stomach growled in agreement to that thought.
He steeled his nerves and put one foot in front of the other, slowly approaching the bar. Lily helped him find one of the stools and he climbed into it. The fiery bartender looked down at the strange boy that wandered inside his bar, crackling slightly. Frisk shrunk a little from the sound but forced himself to stay put.
“Grillbz says, ‘what are you having?’” Said a voice to the left.
An echoing sigh seemed to resound from somewhere in the fire monster’s vicinity, but he said nothing.
“Um…” Frisk began fearfully. “What… is there?”
“Whasamatter, kid? Can’t ya read?” Said the same voice, belonging to a bird like monster with bright red plumage lounging in a stool to their left. Lily glared at him, even though she knew he couldn’t see it.
Another sigh. “…Enough, Red…” Grilby’s voice was light and airy, almost like a whisper.
“Eh, sorry Grillbz.” The bird monster said, chastened by only those two simple words.
“…Are you alright…?” Grillby asked.
“Um… I…” Frisk gulped. “I’m fine…”
The man of fire nodded, realizing it would probably be best to keep his space. That was fine anyway… he wasn’t much for talking. Instead, he pulled out an old fashioned looking menu from behind the counter. Though it seemed to be made of simple paper, it did not burn when his flaming hands touched it. He placed it on the counter and slid it over to the boy.
“Let’s see…” Lily looked over it. “Burgers, fries, grilled sandwiches… it looks like pretty standard food for a place like this. It all looks pretty good though.”
“I- I guess I’ll have a… burger?” Frisk asked meekly. The man of fire nodded, and moved around the bar before disappearing through a door leading into what Lily assumed to be the kitchen area. Frisk exhaled, feeling the tension lift from his shoulders. Lily smiled at him.
“See? You did good.” She said softly.
They waited in silence, Lily hovering next to Frisk who kicked his legs under the stool, to try to keep himself active. The warm tavern and the gentle hum of conversation melded with his own exhaustion, making him feel rather drowsy. He fought hard to stay awake but caught his head falling limp every so often.
Luckily, it did not take long for Grillby to return with the requested meal. He sat the warm plate down in front of the boy and backed away, moving to chat with another customer. Lily was impressed. He’d not been gone but two minutes and yet the patty looked like it had spent about half an hour simmering on a charbroiler. The scent was mouth watering. Even the bun looked to have been lightly toasted.
“That looks good.” Lily said. “Hey Frisk, can I…”
Frisk turned to her tiredly and gave a little nod. Lily smiled and took his hand, letting herself share his body and his senses. The fatigue hit her even harder like this, but she didn’t mind. It was comfortable, in a way… a different sort of warmth than the bar. Frisk took a small bite of the meal to test the waters and was pleased. It was just as succulent as it smelled. And the flavor, while somehow different from the burgers he’d tasted on the surface was every bit as good as the ones he knew. Maybe even better.
He ate slowly, forcing himself to avoid devouring the thing in a only a few bites. Monster food may disperse into magic upon swallowing, but he wasn’t about to risk eating too fast if the other rules still applied. Eventually, he finished his meal, immensely satisfied with the pleasantly full feeling it left in his stomach.
“That was good.” Lily said in his head.
‘Yeah…’ Frisk replied wordlessly.
He lifted a hand to his mouth as a yawn forced its way out. With his hunger sated, there was little else keeping him awake. This time, he gave in, folding his arms in front of him and laying his head down on the bar. He couldn’t even find the strength to be scared anymore, even with Grillby wiping down the countertop only a few feet away.
“Frisk… maybe we…” Lily began, feeling the boy’s encroaching sleep weighing on her as well.
‘I’m sorry…’ He said softly to his companion. ‘I’m so… sleepy.’
Lily sighed, and Frisk caught the scent of her apple-cinnamon affection. It made him smile. “Alright… just, let me out okay? Just so I can keep an eye on you.”
‘’Kay…’ Frisk said, managing to concentrate just enough to allow Lily to materialize at his side.
Vaguely, he felt the urge to ask ‘what about you’ but his mind barely had enough strength to even form the sentiment. That was fine with Lily… she would have an opportunity to sleep later. She could stay awake for this, surely.
Grillby took a bottle down from the shelf and turned back to the bar, noticing the young child resting his head next to the empty plate. If anyone could read the facial expressions of fire, they would have seen a smile from the burning barman. Lily watched as he quietly took the plate, taking care not to disturb Frisk and placed it aside. He could collect the payment later.
Lily couldn't help but smile at Grillby and his desire not to disturb Frisk. She'd have to make sure to tell the boy later. It might ease some more of his fear of the fire man. She carefully positioned herself on the stool next to Frisk to watch the other customers. Her eyes scanned the patrons as she took everything in, taking advantage of her invisibility to look for any that might seem threatening. Fortunately nothing out of the ordinary caught her eye. A random boy sleeping at the bar drew a lot less attention than she thought it would.
Frisk made a small noise, drawing the ghostly girl’s attention. His arms shifted and his head turned toward her, but he otherwise didn’t stir. Smiling softly she brushed the loose brown hair from in front of his eyes before turning back to her watch. She stifled a yawn of her own; the bars comforting warmth had begun to wear her down as well. Her head drooped and eventually fell to her chest as weariness began to take her.
It lasted only a moment before a scraping noise caused her to jolt awake. She turned to the sound just in time to see Greater Dog tromping over to the bar where they sat. The large canine tilted his head slightly, not giving Lily any time to warn her friend before his arms reach beneath Frisk’s arms and lifted him up. With a surprised cry, Lily reached instinctively for her friend but stopped when Frisk reached up and stroked the familiar coat of fur. He gave a sleepy laugh as Greater carried him back to the dog table.
Lily followed close behind as the armored dog set the boy down in the chair between Doggo and himself. Being between the two furry monsters made Frisk feel extra toasty, which he was grateful for. The boy waved softly to Lesser, Dogaressa and Dogamy, and gave Greater another pet, before snuggling up to Doggo’s side. The ever alert dog blinked a few times before giving a long grin of his own. It wasn’t moving, but he could feel it, so he knew it was there. Lily gave a little 'aww' at the adorable scene before floating over to re-adjust Frisks arms so he wouldn’t be hunched over as awkwardly.
They stayed like this for a while before the door to the entrance was suddenly flung open and a loud voice called into the bar. "HELLO! HAS ANYONE SEEN MY BROTHER SANS?! HE IS NOT AT HIS-" Papyrus stopped when he noticed the mop of brown hair nestled in between two fluffy white dogs. "HUMAN? IS THAT YOU?” The skeleton squinted a little. “IT IS, ISN’T IT?! WOWIE, YOU MUST BE TIRED!"
Papyrus rushed over to the dog clan’s table without a thought, but stopped short when a few of them turned warning growls in his direction . Lily herself did a very good impression of a growl as well. She hadn’t forgotten what Papyrus almost did to Frisk. Papyrus shuffled uncomfortably. "PLEASE, I ONLY WISH TO MAKE THE HUMAN FEEL BETTER! IT IS NOT GOOD FOR THE BONES FOR ONE TO SLEEP HUNCHED OVER LIKE THIS!"
"It's okay..." Frisk whispered, having been woken by Papyrus’ loud entry. The boy lifted his head up and rubbed his eyes with his sleeve before reaching up to sooth the growling masses of fur. He looked sleepily toward Lily who smiled sheepishly. "A place to sleep sounds really good..."
"THEN IT IS DECIDED! COME TINY HUMAN! YOU SHALL REST AT THE HOME OF THE GREAT PAPYRUS! THERE WILL BE TIME TO DO A CAPTURING ONCE YOU’VE RECOVERED!" Papyrus darted to the other side of the table and, more gentle than one would think someone made of bone would be capable of, picked up Frisk and held him to his boney chest. Frisk gripped his shoulders with a little smile. "WHERE IS YOUR INVISIBLE FRIEND, HUMAN? SHE IS WELCOME TOO!”
"Lily? She’s here.” Frisk said groggily, and the ghost girl approached. Frisk waved his free hand around her general area. “See? No worries…"
"ALRIGHTY THEN! LET US GO! TIME FOR A NAP!"
Sans’ eyesockets opened and the lights within flickered on as he slowly came to consciousness.
“Must’ve nodded off for a bit.” He muttered, pushing himself off the tree trunk he’d been resting against.
Papyrus would surely give him an earful if he’d seen where he was resting. The thought made Sans grin a little wider… Paps always did look out for him. The short skeleton twisted his neck about to loosen the joints, causing bit of snow to fall from the pile that had begun to accumulate on his head. He thought about leaving the rest there… too much effort to clear it, not much personal reason and he’d already begun to think of all the ways he could use this for comedy. But then, there was something he did have reason to do and walking around the workshop while leaking melting snow on sensitive equipment was just asking for trouble. He brushed it off.
By now, the kid would have reached the town, he figured. He should be able to get there without much fuss. Stretching his limbs a little more, Sans concentrated on the flow of his magic, calculated the distance, accounting for both elevation and obstacles, and finally gravitational pull. Then, he lifted a foot from the forest floor, and sat it down in the fresh snow before the door to his workshop.
Rummaging around his hoodie pocket he fished out what he was looking for: a silver key, glowing almost imperceptibly with magic. He inserted it into the lock, opened the door and stepped inside.
Just as he’d left it… or will leave it. As far as this room was concerned he could have been gone a second or a century and it would not have mattered. Time had no meaning in this place. Made it perfect for his purposes. He approached the recess containing his workspace.
“registration: sans serif.” Sans said as if reciting a script. “commence chromatis identification.”
A strange whirr resounded from the other side of the wall before a hidden compartment along slid open, and a strange machine emerged from within. It was circular and metallic, borne by a number of cables suffused with the skeleton’s own magic and tinged blue. A crystalline lens was set in the center, making it look almost like the eye of an insect.
Sans placed his own left eye up to the lens, closing the socket briefly. When he opened it again, the eye was different. It swirled trichroically between cyan, yellow, and the barest wisps of purple, emitting tongues of energy in these same colors. The machine went to work, firing out hundreds of miniscule blue beams in quick succession as it scanned the magical structure of Sans’ eye. It took only a couple of seconds before the machine gave a confirming chime and retracted.
Upon the opposite wall, more tiles shifted to reveal a sophisticated looking terminal with a holographic keyboard baring strange symbols in place of letters. Sans approached it and began scrolling through the numerous files stored within. The earliest ones were from the mid 21Xs… those had to do with the flower, though he didn’t figure that out until much later. The rest were a jumbled mess of non-sequential timestamps. Some entries even took place at the exact same time but in completely different locations. That was the kid.
He stopped when he got to one of the last entries, bearing the latest registered timestamp. These weren’t written by Sans. He still couldn’t read them… the cipher was incredibly sophisticated. He knew the kid had written these somewhen in the previous timeline. It was hard to believe that sweet little child could create something like this. Then again, there were a lot of things Frisk did that he didn’t seem capable of. Either way, there was little doubt. What was it he was trying to say?
He figured for a moment that maybe he simply wasn’t meant to read them if it wasn’t for that last line… the one that was plainly written without a cipher, clearly meant for his eye:
I’m sorry.
That was it. Two words, and the rest was hidden beneath these new symbols. Sans could probably decode them, given enough time but it would likely take months to unravel the pattern and create a codex on his own and who knows what could happen by the time he did? That left only one option; get the kid himself to decode the message so they could solve this mystery, but that had its own set of problems. Until Sans knew the nature of Frisk’s (allegedly) missing memories, he doubted the boy could do much in that regard. For now, all he could do was transfer the new data he’d gathered, to preserve it. For one thing, the kid’s haunting was certainly an interesting development. None of the other records showed anything about her… and Sans had been through this too much to believe in coincidences.
He created a new file in the folder for this timeline and transferred the information he’d written down. He made sure to mark all information pertaining to Frisk’s mysterious friend as ‘Vital’, before saving the document and dismissing the terminal. He wiped his forehead and sighed, relieved to have that over with. It was only then he realized how late it had gotten. Or rather, how late it was before he came in here. Papyrus would likely be wondering where he was and why he wasn’t at his post but it was almost the end of his shift anyway.
He stepped out of the timeless room and locked the door quietly behind him. He was about to turn the corner and head around to the front door when he suddenly heard the loud crunching of snow from the other side. The short skeleton flattened himself against the wall and peaked around. Sure enough, there was Papyrus, heading home after making his rounds, but Sans hadn’t expected who he saw with him.
The kid was curled up in his brother’s bony arms, head resting on the cloth of Papyrus’ tattered scarf. Poor little guy looked exhausted. Again, he found himself wondering: was that really the same boy who had written that strange message? Papyrus shifted his bundle who mumbled sleepily as he moved to open the door to the house he shared with Sans before stepping inside and closing it behind him.
Sans waited for about five minutes before stepping out from his hiding place and heading for the door himself. He took a deep breath and put on the most casual grin he could muster (which wasn’t hard) and stepped inside.
“honey, i’m home.” He chuckled when he saw Papyrus laying Frisk down on their plush green couch.
“SANS-!” Papyrus just barely managed to stop himself from outright shouting at his brother’s entry. He continued at a volume surprisingly quiet for him. “SANS…! SHHH…! THE HUMAN IS ASLEEP NOW. WE MUSTN’T WAKE IT UP.”
“think that one’s a male human, paps.” Sans corrected quietly.
“REALLY? HMM… THAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN AWKWARD.” Papyrus said. “BUT THEN, HOW DID YOU KNOW, BROTHER?”
“meh. guess i just feel it in my bones.” Sans grinned and Papyrus grimaced. “anyways, guess you finally captured one, huh?”
“OF COURSE NOT. THE GREAT PAPYRUS CANNOT CAPTURE A HUMAN THIS WAY! HE MUST REST FIRST. THAT IS WHY I BROUGHT HIM AND HIS INVISIBLE FRIEND HERE, TO OUR AMAZING HOME.”
Sans walked further inside and took a good look at the kid. He was tiny. Their couch might have been pretty spacious but curled up like he was, the boy barely took up a fifth of the thing. That trek through the forest along with everything else must have worn him down big time. His little body was probably running on determination alone by the end there. Sans caught a faint, familiar smell and grinned a little wider.
‘grillby’s eh? you got good taste, kiddo.’ Sans thought.
Papyrus rushed up the stairs as quietly as he was able, returning a few seconds later with a blanket under his arm. With a single fluid motion he unraveled it and covered up the young human. Frisk shifted in response, gripping the fabric unconsciously and wrapping it around himself.
“went through the whole forest in one go.” Sans said. “tough little guy, huh?”
“NYEH HEH HEH! THAT HE IS! AND HIS INVISIBLE GIRL-FRIEND WAS MOST HELPFUL WITH ONE OF MY PUZZLES!” Sans snorted at his brother’s choice of words.
Lily on the other hand blushed furiously from where she lay next to Frisk, above the blanket, but still feeling the warmth through her friend. She’d been listening to the brothers talk ever since Sans had come in. In her mind she knew the tall skeleton probably didn’t mean for it to sound like that but it didn’t make it any less embarrassing. She had to admit though… Papyrus was much kinder than she’d given him credit for. How many people would actually allow someone they meant to capture take time to rest – and in their own home no less? He was certainly unique.
Sans too, to be honest. Now that she thought about it he always did seem to be there, throughout their entire trip through the forest. The most he’d done to try to stop them was that little word search and even then it felt like he really didn’t care if it was done or not. He was mysterious, but he didn’t seem to be a bad guy.
‘A lazybones maybe, but then, so is Frisk.’ The thought brought a smile to her lips as she huddled in next to her sleeping friend. The brothers’ conversation faded into a haze as her own weariness began to catch up with her. ‘It should be okay if I sleep a little, right…? We’ll be okay here… we’ll be… okay…’ Frisk’s warmth, combined with that of the blanket rapidly drained the consciousness from her spectral form and before long, she too had fallen into a deep, warm slumber.
Frisk grunted in protest as wakefulness began to force itself on him. The warmth felt so nice to his overexerted body, and he tried to will himself back to sleep. Who knew trekking through the snow like they had would leave him so tired? After a few moments, he decided to give up, cursing the realm of dreams for kicking him out like that. Still, even if he had to stay awake, he wasn’t quite ready to leave the coziness of the blanket just yet. He snuggled deeper into it, his arms tightening around Lily.
Wait... Lily?
His mind came to attention when he finally noticed Lily's ruddy brown hair lying against his chest. His right arm was trapped beneath her while his left draped across her spectral form. He must have turned in his sleep and Lily just decided to use him as her own pillow. The thought caused a small blush to appear on his cheeks.
'So… that's what she looks like when she's sleeping…' He turned his attention away from his dozing friend and toward the end of the couch where he felt something shifting.
The scent of... something... like cologne, reached his nose, and his face wrinkled from the strong scent. "Hello? Who's there?"
Using the same ‘quietness’ from last night, Papyrus spoke up. "IT IS I, THE GREAT PAPYRUS! HOW DID YOU SLEEP? SANS WARNED ME YOU MIGHT BE OUT FOR AWHILE! ARE YOU FEELING BETTER?"
Frisk grimaced slightly at the volume but replied anyway. "I do feel a lot better. Still kind of sore… but better. Thank you Papyrus." The boy shifted slightly to slide Lily off of him so he could sit up. The sleepy groan she gave in response caused him to giggle quietly. It was cute.
"I AM HAPPY YOU ARE FEELING BETTER! WHAT ABOUT YOUR FRIEND? I SAW YOU HOLDING SOMETHING SO I AM GUESSING IT WAS HER?" Papyrus asks innocently.
Frisk chuckled, turning his attention back to the tall skeleton. "Yeah that was her. She's still sleeping. Which is kind of surprising, since she's normally awake before me." Lifting up his arms, he stretched before shaking the stiffness out of his joints. "Hey Papyrus. Do you have a sink I could use? I'd like to wash my face."
"YES! WE HAVE A SINK IN THE KITCHEN AND ONE IN THE WASHROOM. IT IS UNDER THE STAIRS." He replied happily as Frisk slid himself off the couch.
"Thanks! Uh.." He gently called his SOUL forth to look at Papyrus. "Could you point me in the right direction?"
It was the first time he’d actually seen the skeleton. He had something of an idea from when Papyrus had carried him on his shoulders through the tile changing maze but now he really got to see him. He still wore his battle-body, complete with the tattered scarf around his neck. Though he had no muscle, being a skeleton, he somehow managed to have a powerful, valorous air. He really did look a lot like a superhero.
Papyrus looked at the boy quizzically before grinning. "OF COURSE! THAT WAY IS THE WASH ROOM AND THIS WAY IS THE KITCHEN!" He pointed to the left and right respectively.
"Thanks again." Frisk felt his way in the direction Papyrus indicated and made his way to the washroom. It took him a little while to find the sink but eventually he managed, splashing his face with warm water. Feeling refreshed, he emerged a few minutes later, and made his way back to where the red skeleton and a now-awake Lily sat.
"Mornin' Frisk!" She grinned happily, waving slightly as she sat next to Papyrus.
"Morning Lily. Feel better?" So it was morning. The Underground made it a little hard to tell.
"Yeah. I feel great. How about you?" Concern laced her voice as she looked him up and down. The drowsiness that accompanied the first few moments following sleep was still present on her face, but she looked no worse for wear.
"A little sore but other than that I'm good." With those words he plopped down on the couch next to her.
"OH! YOU ARE AWAKE? I DID NOT NOTICE! GOOD MORNING LILY!" Papyrus returned to his normal volume now that everyone is awake.
"Morning Papyrus!" She grins.
"She says good morning to you too." The boy relayed for his benefit.
"I'VE BEEN MEANING TO ASK HUMAN-" He stopped short. "ACTUALLY. I KNOW YOUR FRIEND’S NAME BUT I DO NOT KNOW YOURS. WOULD YOU TELL ME? THE GREAT PAPYRUS MUST KNOW THE NAME OF EVERYONE HE MEETS!"
"Huh? Oh. My name is Frisk!" He grinned. He’d never had so many people who wished to know his name. It felt great.
"AS I WAS SAYING THEN! I WANTED TO ASK YOU FRISK. WHY DID YOU PULL YOUR SOUL OUT LIKE YOU DID?" Papyrus inquired. “IS THAT PERHAPS HOW HUMANS GREET ONE ANOTHER?”
"Oh, no. It isn’t that.” Frisk laughed. “It’s… because I’m blind. But when I have my SOUL out I can see, sort of. It’s a little hard to explain.” Papyrus looked more than a little confused, so Frisk decided to try anyway. “It’s like this: Most stuff just looks like nothing, but my SOUL, monsters and their attacks, and a few other things… I can see them when it’s out. That’s why I used it to see where you were pointing. I can’t much at all any other time… well, except Lily.”
"WHY NOT HAVE YOUR SOUL OUT ALL THE TIME THEN?" Papyrus asks, confusion in his voice. Frisk opened his mouth to respond.
"i don’t think that would be the best idea, bro." Sans interrupted, walking down from the stairs and heading for them. "having his SOUL out all the time would be like a giant target on his chest."
"That makes sense. I mean. Especially since it's so bright it might draw attention." Lily confirms, looking at Frisk.
Sans dropped onto the couch next to his brother and grinned at Frisk. “how ya doin’, kiddo?”
“Better, thanks.” Frisk said. “And you’re right, but I guess I’m also a little scared of using it too much.”
“don’t wanna over do it without knowing the side effects…” Sans finished. “pretty smart.” It was actually really smart. Sans was impressed.
“ARE OTHER HUMANS UNABLE TO SEE AS WELL?” Papyrus asked. It seemed like a silly question at first, but then, most monsters have probably never even seen a human before, let alone known much about them. Frisk answered.
“No. Most humans see with their eyes just fine. But, there’s a few like me who can’t. Either because they were born that way or because of… accidents.” He paused before finishing. A pause that didn’t go unnoticed to Lily or the skeletons. “Actually, I don’t think many humans even know SOULs exist. I didn’t, until I fell. Yeah, people talk about them but everyone says something a little different and I don’t think anyone’s actually seen one. I might be the only one who has.”
“still pretty convenient that it can do that.” Sans stated, folding his hands behind his head and slouching. “dunno much about human SOULs, but i guess they ain’t much different from monsters’. if you could learn to do that little trick without pulling it out it might be safer.”
“I… never really thought about that.” Frisk said. “Wow… you’re really smart, Sans.”
“NYEH HEH HEH!” Papyrus laughed proudly. “BUT OF COURSE! SANS IS MY BROTHER SO IT IS ONLY NATURAL THAT HE IS ALSO GREAT! EVEN IF HE IS A LAZYBONES.”
“nah…” The short skeleton dismissed the praise and knocked on his temple. “no brains here. i’m just a big bonehead.”
“WELL… IT’S CLEAR THAT YOU STILL NEED TIME TO RECOVER…” Papyrus said slowly. He seemed a bit at odds with himself. “IS THERE ANYTHING WE CAN DO?”
“No, I think I’ll be okay soon.” Frisk said. “But, um… if it’s alright, I’d like to look around town a little. We didn’t really go anywhere besides Grillby’s yesterday. I promise I won’t run off or anything.”
Lily giggled a little. “He wants to ‘capture’ you and you say that?”
Frisk just smiled. Papyrus folded his hands and grinned widely. “THEN, I HAVE AN IDEA! YOU WILL TAKE IN THE TOWN WHILE I PREPARE, THEN YOU AND LILY SHALL JOIN ME ON MY AWESOME PATROL! YOU CAN EVEN HELP ME RECALIBRATE MY PUZZLES!”
“That sounds like fun!” Frisk said happily. “I liked your puzzles… well, except for that last one.”
Somehow, a blush formed on Papyrus’ cheekbones. “WOWIE! A TRUE PUZZLE PASSIONIERE! VERY WELL, I SHALL PREPARE MYSELF SO THAT WE MAY ENJOY OUSELVES THOROUGHLY! NYEH!”
The red skeleton quickly stood up and rushed to the stairs, taking them three at a time up to his room. He fumbled a bit with the sticker-covered door before throwing it open and slamming it behind him. After a few seconds he opened the door again, attached a sticky note to the knob, and slammed it again. Curious, Lily drifted up to read it.
‘DO NOT DISTURB. MAKING MYSELF EVEN COOLER. – PAPYRUS’
Lily almost lost herself to laughter as she drifted back down to the others.
“you know you just made his day, right?’ Sans asked lazily from the couch he looked like he was about to fuse with. “he only breaks out that one when he’s really excited.”
Frisk and Lily said their goodbyes to Sans, and the girl directed him to where his stick lay propped against the couch where they’d slept. Frisk wasn’t sure how it had gotten there. He was pretty sure he’d dropped it in Grillby’s when fatigue took him. Maybe the dog clan returned it sometime after they’d left. Either way, it was good to hold it again. Lily was a great guide, but there was something comforting about the little branch that he just couldn’t describe.
Snowdin was alive with the sounds of monsters going about their daily routines. The crunch of snow from the many paws, feet, and hooves of the residents was somehow soothing to Frisk’s ears. The skeleton brothers’ house was located on the far side of town, opposite of where they’d entered. There was little beyond it that they could see, so it wasn’t hard to decide on a direction. They walked along the snowy path, taking everything in while deciding what to do first. A few of the monsters greeted them with friendly ‘hellos’ and waves. The roof of every home was covered in a generous layer of snow, and a large conifer dominated the center of town, surrounded by a number of gifts wrapped in colorful paper. Lily described everything to Frisk, and he smiled from ear to ear with every word. The town radiated with the comforting glow of kinship.
Eventually, they reached the other side of town where the large, brightly colored welcome sign had greeted them when they first arrived. A large, semi detached building with two entrances stood before them, leading to a shop and an inn. But it was what sat in front of it that caught Lily’s attention.
“Hey Frisk, isn’t that…” She drifted over to it. “I think this is the same box from before.”
“Really?” Frisk approached it and popped it open for her to look inside. Sure enough, the dull shears were still there, staring up at her from the otherwise empty confines of the box.
“They’re… still here.” She said.
“Those shears from before?” Frisk asked, he rubbed his hands together within the gloves. He’d pulled them on before they’d left without really thinking about it, but those came from here too.
“Frisk… I know what you said before but…” Lily began softly. She wasn’t looking at him while she spoke. “Could we take them, please? I mean… they’re still here. No one seemed to take them the whole day so.”
“There’s something about those, isn’t there?” It was hardly a question. She’d been strangely fixated on them the first time too.
“I can’t… really describe it.” She said. “When I look at them I just feel really nostalgic.”
“Alright…” Frisk relented, reaching into the box and pulling out the shears. “Maybe we could ask the shopkeeper about them. I mean, the box is right here. They must know something about them.”
“Good idea.” Lily said, at Frisk placed the shears into his satchel. “Thanks. I mean it.”
They enter the door on the left, the one leading into the shop. The place was aglow in orange light from the old fashioned lamps set in the corners. A large scroll baring the same symbol as that displayed prominently in the Ruins took up the majority of the back wall. The smell of cinnamon and sugar caught Frisk’s attention from the warm, bunny shaped pastries displayed beneath the glass top counter.
A bell in the corner of the doorframe gave a pleasant chime as they stepped inside. The shopkeeper, a purple bunny monster in a sleeveless white shirt and green sunhat turned to regard the boy from behind the counter where she was busy stocking shelves with a number of small items for display.
“Oh! Heya, cutie. Welcome to my little store.” She greeted. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you before.”
“Hello, miss.” The boy replied, feeling his way to the counter with Lily’s guidance. “You have a really pretty voice.”
Lily snickered through her hand at Frisk’s greeting. The shopkeeper placed a hand to her heart in an exaggerated manner and smiled. “My, my… what a little charmer. So, what can I do for you, honey?”
“I wanted to ask about that box outside.” Frisk said.
“Convenient little things ain’t they?” She replied. “That Royal Scientist… what was her name? Alphys, I think. She used to invent things before takin’ the job.”
“So she made them?” Frisk offered.
“Well, not exactly.” The shopkeeper clarified. “Those things’ve been around a while. I’m not sure who actually made them. But Alphys? She made it so a box can show up anywhere.”
“That’s… really cool.” Frisk said, impressed. Lily shared the sentiment. “Do you know how they work?”
“Not much to tell.” The bunny said. “You put somethin’ in, and you can take it out from any other place they show up. It’s really handy.”
“Wouldn’t that mean anyone could take anything out from them, though?” The boy suggested.
“Curious ain’tcha. Well… I’m no scientist.” She hesitated for a moment. “But… I think the boxes sort’ve ‘know’ who’s opening ‘em somehow. So you only see what belongs to you, and no one else can take it. Some monsters use them quite a bit. Mighty nice when your nephew leaves for school and ends up forgetting his lunch.”
The last part sounded like she was speaking from experience.
“Hmm… what if, say, you opened the box and found something that you know you didn’t put in?” Frisk asked, wording the question carefully. “Is that possible?”
“Well I dunno about that, honey…” She said, seemingly at a loss. “I guess they could be broken, but I’ve never known that to happen. I guess I’d say if you find something in there that you don’t know about it’s probably still okay to take it. They’ve never given us any trouble before, so it must belong to you somehow, even if you don’t remember.”
“Alright… thanks.” Frisk said.
“Anytime.” She said. “Anything else you need?”
Frisk thought about that for a second. The door opened behind him and the bell chimed once again. A cold blast from outside caused him to shiver.
“Do you have any warmer clothes?” He asked. The furry shopkeeper smiled, and turned to her stock.
Frisk and Lily stepped outside again, Frisk now wearing a blue jacket with long sleeves and white, cotton lining over his striped shirt. His shoes had also been replaced by a pair of brown boots more suitable for the cold and moisture of the Snowdin climate. In his free hand, he held a neatly wrapped ‘Cinnamon Bunny’ that the shopkeeper, who they learned was named Miss Lapin insisted he take with him. He took a bite out of the aromatic pastry, giving a hum of delight at the taste.
“Well…” He said after swallowing the bite. “She said it herself… those boxes don’t show you anything that isn’t already yours. They can’t be mine so… I guess that means they were yours.”
“Y-yeah.” Lily said. She’d been thoughtful ever since Miss Lapin told them about the boxes and how they work.
“Hey… That’s good right?” Frisk asked. “It means we have something from your past!”
“I know, but…” She hesitated, trying to figure out the right way to say it. “I see them, and I feel something. It’s like I’m happy and sad at the same time… but when I try to reach for the memory it doesn’t come. Like its hiding from me, and I don’t know why.”
Frisk moved to her side and pulled her into a hug. “It’ll be okay. I promise.” He says gently. “One step at a time, right? We have the first piece… we just need to find the rest.”
Lily smiled and placed her hand over her friend’s. “Yeah… you’re right.”
The hug continued for a good few minutes, Frisk’s open jacket covering them both himself and Lily. If any of Snowdin’s residents found strangeness in a young boy hugging the open air, they made no show of it. Neither child knew if this was due to simple courtesy or some part of monster culture that made acts like this less odd than they would be in human society. It didn’t matter to them anyway.
It was only when he was sure that his friend was feeling better that pulled away. "Let's go! I can't wait to see more of Snowdin!" Frisk grinned at his own joke, provoking a laugh from Lily.
Notes:
So it was a long road but we’ve finally reached Snowdin. In the game, this area is by far the most festive and ‘fun’ of the regions you go to. Definitely a contrast to the more family oriented Ruins. We’ve just gotten started though… there’s a lot set to happen here.
The Underground, as you see it in the game is rather small, but it stands to reason that its actually much larger (It houses a whole kingdom of monsters after all). While the Ruins’ entrance is pretty close comparatively, it probably took Frisk and Lily at least a couple of hours to walk through it to the village. Its small wonder they were so tired when they finally arrived.
On another note, Sans has been busy, huh? That eye isn’t just for show…
So you know how the Dimensional Boxes are actually just one box that changes location? That’s what started us on the idea for how the things work and to expand on it a little. Naturally that means the Tough Glove being in there wouldn’t work (Kind of wonder why that’s actually in there…).
Which brings us to the sheers. Clearly, they used to belong to Lily but how exactly do they connect to her past? Who knows. Well, we do but we aren’t telling… yet.
Anyways, once again we hope everyone enjoyed the chapter. Please keep sharing your awesome feedback. We love reading each comment and review.
Chapter 11: Glowing Sight, Crimson Light
Notes:
Here we are with another chapter! Before we get to it, a little warning. There is a rather large amount of swearing in this one. In context, it’s perfectly justified but as some people have brought up taking issue with a lot of cussing in Undertale fics, we thought it appropriate to at least warn of it before hand so those people won’t be caught off guard. As we’ve said, this won’t be the norm… we aren’t going to start dropping F-bombs every sentence but in some situations, well… you’ll see when you get there.
Anyways, enough with the surgeon general’s warning. Hope you all enjoy the chapter!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Spirits lifted after Frisk’s encouragement, Lily felt as eager as he was to take in more of Snowdin. Assuming her role as guide, she took his hand and began leading him eagerly into the festive monster town.
"I think I saw a library back there? At least, I think that’s what it was… the sign seemed a little off.” Lily suggested, guiding the boy in that direction. “Maybe we can learn something there? Might give you an idea on that feeling you had back home."
Frisk recalled the strange feeling in his chest… it never quite went away. “Good idea.”
The ghostly girl led him through the town, passed the brightly decorated tree at its center. The delicious smell of Grillby’s tried to entice them but they resisted, continuing beyond it to the building right next door. It was large, built of red brick and covered in snow like everything else. Light glimmered from beyond the windows lining the front. Above the single door was a sign reading ‘Librarby’. Lily’s inner grammarian cringed.
"Librarby… seriously? They really need to fix this sign." She remarked, shaking her head.
“Not exactly a mistake you’d want to see from a place like that, huh?” Frisk grinned.
“Right?” Lily giggled. “Oh well, let’s check it out anyway.”
She guided Frisk to the door and he opened it. A breath of warm air brushed their skin as they stepped inside. The small building had only a few monsters within, all engrossed in their own books or writing. Closing the door behind him, Frisk looked to Lily who hadn’t wasted a moment trying to find a good place to start. Frisk stifled a laugh. While she wasn’t being particularly noisy, her enthusiasm might have turned a few heads if any of the monsters could actually notice her.
"It looks like its split into sections…” Lily observed, quietly at first before remembering only Frisk could hear her. “Let's see… There's Monster History, Facts and Figures, a children’s section, Flora and Fauna, a fiction section, SOULS and Magic, and a miscellaneous section. Do any of those speak to you Frisk?" She questioned as her attention shifted to her more solid friend.
"Hm… SOULS and Magic seems interesting? Let's start there. If that's alright?" He asked. Maybe there was something there that could tell him about his strange ability.
Lily nodded and led him to the correct bookshelf, searching through the titles and stopping when she found one of note. "Monsters and Humans: The Differences.' Long name. Seems neat. Wanna read that one?" She asked, getting a quick thumbs up in response.
She took his hand and directed it to the book in question before directing them to a small table in the corner. Waiting for Frisk to settle and open the book for her to read, she glanced along the Flora and Fauna section. Her gaze settled on one titled 'Flowers and their Meanings' – She'd like to look at that one later – along with another she saw called 'Best Gardening Techniques' by someone named Fluffybuns. Her attention was drawn when Frisk finally called out to her gently, pulling her from her browsing.
Lily floated back to her friend and settled in the chair next to him. "Sorry. I saw some I wouldn't mind reading. They’re about plants.” She chuckled. “I guess I must really like them, huh?”
“Maybe we can look at those after?” Frisk suggested, opening the book and turning the pages until Lily stopped him at the beginning of the chapter.
"'Love, hope, compassion... This is what people say monster SOULs are made of.” She read aloud. “But the absolute nature of the “SOUL” is unknown. After all, humans have proven their SOULs don’t need these things to exist.' Oh… that's uh… kinda dark."
“Is that… really true?” Frisk said, somewhat sadly. From his own experiences though, he couldn’t exactly say the book was wrong.
“’While humans are capable of virtue, they are equally capable of cruelty. Easily convinced of their rightness, humans are able to justify even terrible acts should they believe in them strongly enough. A prime example of humanity’s moral ambiguity lies with the creation of the Barrier. Long ago, in the twilight days of the great war between our peoples, human sorcerers erected a great field of magic, imprisoning our race within the mountain. The reason for this act is a common subject for debate amongst historians. It is unlikely that we shall ever know the truth.”
A wave of anger and resentment she could not describe flashed through Lily’s being. Frisk choked back a gag as he was suddenly assailed by the acrid stench of iron and smoke. Hearing this, Lily turned her attention to the boy and the smell quickly became diluted as she reigned in her emotions.
“Well… I wasn’t expecting something so…” Lily began but couldn’t find the right word to convey her thoughts.
“A barrier…” Frisk said thoughtfully. “That’s why the monsters are living under the mountain? But… why would the humans do something like that? What did they have to gain?”
“I dunno.” Lily said, fighting back another feeling of discontent. She shook her head. "This is a little upsetting. Maybe go to another chapter?"
Frisk nodded quickly, anything to get the smell from his nose. ‘Where… did that come from? She wouldn’t have gotten that angry just because of what the book said… right?’ He thought to himself, while turning the pages one by one until she told him to stop. She continued reading.
"While monsters are mostly made of magic, human beings are mostly made of water. Humans, with their physical forms, are far stronger than us. Because they are made of magic, monsters’ bodies are heavily attuned to their SOULs. Should a monster not wish to fight, its defenses will weaken. And the crueler the intentions of our enemies, the more their attacks will hurt us. Therefore, if a being with a powerful SOUL struck with the desire to kill…"
Lily stopped dead at that point, a recent and unhappy memory playing through her mind. She glanced down at Frisk and noticed that his expression mirrored her own feelings.
“So, is that why Mom…” Frisk thought aloud. “Is that why I…”
“Um, let’s end here, okay?” Lily said quickly, not allowing Frisk to entertain that thought any further. “I'm sure there's something else that we can find…" Frisk quickly shut the book in a silent gesture of agreement and Lily lead him back to the shelf to return it. They both made a note to never touch that book again.
Shaking himself from his stupor, Frisk sighed. "Let's try something else. We could try the books you looked at? You seemed pretty interested in them."
"Yeah. There was one called 'Flowers and Their Meanings.' I thought, since you named me after a flower it might be cool to find out what it means." The mood lightened a little as Lily directed him to the book in question.
“Oh wow. I didn’t really think about what it might mean. I just thought it was pretty.” Frisk admitted, retrieving the book. “I hope I didn’t choose something stupid.”
“Don’t say that, Frisk.” Lily laughed. “I bet it’s something super cool. Come on!”
With the book in hand they quickly made their way back to the table. Flicking open the book to the contents section, she scanned the labels to find the right page. "Let’s see… Page 37 is where 'Lilies' start…” Frisk started flicking through the pages. “Little more… There! Let's see...Oh wow. There are so many!" Her eyes grew wide as she skimmed the list.
"Well don't leave me out! Read some of them off for me!" Frisk whispered excitedly, chuckling at her facial expression.
"'Depending on the situation the lily can have several meanings. A lily’s color and shape often heavily influences its symbolism. In alchemy for instance, the Lily is often associated with lunar qualities and the transitioning of the SOUL.' Hm… I kinda like that one. 'Other meanings they can have might be hope, purity, rebirth and renewal, fertility, remembrance, and promise.'”
“Wow…” Frisk breathed as she read off all the different meanings.
“I know right? It makes me love the name you gave me even more!” She said happily.
Frisk blushed softly at the praise and gave a small smile. "I'm glad you like it! I thought it suited you, but I didn’t know it had so many cool meanings. I bet your real name is just as good… better even! I can’t wait to learn it.”
It was her turn to blush. “Thanks, Frisk. I hope I find it soon.”
They looked through the book a little more, deciding to search its contents for any mention of the strange golden flowers they’d seen prominently within the Ruins. They were so strange… strong despite their frail appearance, resilient enough to grow without sunlight. And the smell, though certainly fitting for a flowering plant was beyond compare. Yet, though some of those listed within the book came close, descriptively, none quite matched the characteristics of that mysterious flora. Coming up with nothing even after exhausting most of the book’s knowledge (Frisk learned more about flowers than he thought he’d ever care to), they returned it to the shelf.
“Oh well.” Lily sighed. She seemed disappointed. “Maybe we can try something else later.”
“Yeah.” Frisk agreed. “Papyrus is probably ready to go by now. We can always come back again.”
Returning the book to where they found it, the children bid the librarian farewell and exited the building back into the forever-winter of Snowdin town. Ultimately, while they weren’t able to find anything on Frisk’s mysterious ability, the experience as well as everything they did learn made it worth it. They were just about to head back to the skeletons’ home to meet up with Papyrus when his cheery voice rang out to them from across the way.
“OH, HUMAN FRISK! WHAT PERFECT TIMING!” He greeted, jogging up to them. “AND I ASSUME THE INVISIBLE LILY IS PRESENT AS WELL?”
Frisk giggled. “Yeah, she’s right here.”
“ARE YOU READY TO JOIN THE GREAT PAPYRUS ON HIS BRAVE PATROL OF DERRING-DO AND PUZZLE-FILLED FUN?” The skeleton asked enthusiastically.
Frisk could hear the joy in the skeleton’s voice and it made him smile. Lily however, noticed his appearance and stifled a giggle. Papyrus seemed to have gone to great lengths to look his best for the patrol. His scarf, gloves, briefs, and tights were freshly washed, and his boots scrubbed. His armor had been meticulously polished so that it glimmered in the light cast from the Librarby’s windows.
The boy nodded vigorously at the question and the tall skeleton beamed proudly.
“NYHEH! THEN LET US BE OFF!”
“He’s really into it, isn’t he?” asked a grinning Lily, as she led Frisk after Papyrus.
The boy had to jog to keep up at first, but this time the boots made it a little easier to traverse the snow. They made a quick stop at the box near the Lapin family’s store and Frisk transferred his old shoes from his satchel. Papyrus waited patiently for him to catch back up, slowing his pace a little to be a bit less strenuous on his human companion as they moved into the forest beyond town.
“I AM PLEASED YOU TOOK THE TIME TO PREPARE YOURSELF, HUMAN.” Papyrus complimented. “YOU SEEMED RATHER UNCOMFORTABLE AROUND THE COLD AND SNOW WHEN WE FIRST MET.”
“Yeah… I wasn’t expecting it to be so chilly here.” Frisk said. “The Ruins were cool, but not nearly this cold. I was really surprised.”
“AND WHAT ABOUT YOU, INVISIBLE LILY?” Papyrus asked. “ARE YOU ALSO COLD?”
“Not really…” Lily said. “A little, but its more like standing in a breeze while you’re wet. It isn’t uncomfortable, and I barely even notice it unless I’m thinking about it.”
Frisk acted as a medium, relaying her message to Papyrus.
“AHA! I SEE.” The skeleton grinned. “YOUR SKELETON ANCESTORY MUST RUN VERY DEEP INDEED!”
“What?” Frisk and Lily both said in unison.
“YOU SEE, I’VE ALWAYS HAD A THEORY THAT HUMANS ARE DESCENDED FROM SKELETONS.” Papyrus explained, causing both children to lift a brow. “WE SKELETONS ARE QUITE RESISTANT TO THE COLD. IF YOU ARE AS WELL, THAT MEANS YOU MUST HAVE A RICH FAMILY HERITAGE AMONG THE SKELETON RACE!”
“I’m… not sure it works like that.” Lily said, but couldn’t help but smile at Papyrus’ unique brand of logic, somehow managing to be sort of right, and completely off base at the same time.
Frisk called forth his SOUL, and they made their way through the forest, checking on Papyrus’ puzzles and making sure they were all in working order. The only one that seemed to need some work was the tile-changing puzzle from earlier. The tiles had sense reverted back to their neutral grayscale form during the time they’d been gone.
“Hey, hold on…” Lily blinked a couple of times. “Where… where’s the machine?”
She was right. The machine that Papyrus had used to activate the puzzle before was absent. Even the instructions were gone. Papyrus didn’t seem to pay it much mind. The puzzle hadn’t worked as intended anyway, so it just made it easier to replace it with something better later. The thought alone set the enthusiastic bone man to a multitude of absurd ideas for new puzzles. Frisk and Lily marveled at his uncanny ability to find the best in every situation.
They moved on to the hidden-map puzzle, and Frisk helped Papyrus in settling the snow back into place to obscure the solution. At Lily’s suggestion, they also added a few small stones and twigs into the mix to make the cover look a bit more natural. By the time they’d finished, the camouflage was barely distinguishable from the snow around. The Dogi were sure to be pleased when they came this way on their own patrol.
Frisk was practically bouncing with excitement, eager to move on to the next puzzle and thinking of all the ways they could improve it. He’d was having so much fun that he didn’t notice the large rock in his path until his foot caught against it, and he fell forward, landing face-first into the snow and dirt.
“Ohw… ptheh!” He groaned, spitting out a bit of powder as he pushed himself from the cold ground.
“Frisk!” Lily darted to his side, helping him stand. “You need to be more careful…”
The young human was covered from head to toe with a light dusting of snow. He shivered, patting down his clothes to remove as many of the cold flakes as possible. A few had already started to melt, leaving him cold and damp despite the jacket and gloves. Embarrassment burned his cheeks in uncomfortable contrast to the rest of his body.
“Sorry…” He said softly, hanging his head.
“FRISK… ARE YOU OKAY?” Papyrus asked in concern. His voice was surprisingly quiet for him.
“Y-yeah. I’ll be fine.” Frisk wrapped his arms around himself. “I didn’t mean to worry you. Either of you.”
Everyone was silent for a good long while as they waited for Frisk to get his bearings again. Even Papyrus who had easily been the most enthusiastic of all of them put it aside for the sake of his human companion. His eyelights dulled, and a thoughtful expression molded itself onto his skull. He looked like he was trying to think of what to say.
“Papyrus?” Frisk asked, sensing the skeleton’s difficulty. “What’s wrong?”
“I… DON’T KNOW HOW TO ASK THIS. I KNOW IT MIGHT SOUND RUDE, BUT…” He hesitated. “WHEN YOU TOLD ME ABOUT YOUR EYES, YOU MENTIONED SOMETHING ABOUT ‘ACCIDENTS’.”
Frisk blanched. He knew where this was going.
“YOU SEE, I HAVE A FRIEND…” He admitted. “ONE DAY, SHE LOST ONE OF HER OWN EYES IN AN ACCIDENT. I WAS WONDERING IF… THE SAME THING HAPPENED TO YOU?”
Lily turned her attention to Frisk. She’d never been able to find the way to ask exactly how he lost his sight. The boy stared at his folded hands and stayed silent. The wind blew up a flurry of snow around them.
“It’s okay, Frisk…” She soothed, drifting over to her friend’s side. “You don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to.”
The boy shook his head. “Thanks but… I really should. I’ve just… never been able to talk about it before. I don’t really even remember much. It happened when I was baby, so what I know mostly comes from what others have told me.”
“YOU DO NOT NEED TO FORCE IT.” Papyrus encouraged. “JUST LET IT COME. I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT.”
“Well, um…” Frisk began. “Like I said, it happened when I was a baby. I’m not sure what caused it… no one seemed to be able to tell me. But, well… there was a fire. A really big one. Half of the town was caught in it. My house… the one I lived in with my… my parents…” He paused. “It caught on fire too. While it was burning, I guess something… wood or glass, I don’t know… it broke and the pieces cut up my eyes and face, and took my sight with it. Sometime after that I was saved. But my mom and dad…”
“Oh my god…” Lily breathed. Papyrus just watched without saying a word. “Then that’s why… with Mom, and… and Mr. Grillby…”
She couldn’t bring herself to finish but Frisk understood well enough. “I was too young to remember it. But sometimes, when I least expect it… I can still feel it and it hurts. Because of that, I’ve always been afraid of fire… I don’t want to feel that again.”
“Oh, Frisk…” Lily said, hugging him close.
“I AM… SORRY FOR BRINGING UP SUCH A PAINFUL MEMORY, FRISK.” Papyrus apologized. He was starting to regret asking.
“It’s… okay.” Frisk said. “I did need to talk about it. I just… I hope I didn’t upset Mr. Grillby. He was so nice but I…”
Lily pulled him back into her embrace, shaking her head gently. "No. I think he understood. He even made sure to not wake you the other day. Anytime he went near you the cackling of his fire got really quiet. And he also took care to take your plate away as quietly as possible." She consoled him, her head resting against his. “I don’t think he was upset.”
"I…I'm glad. I still can’t help but feel bad though." Frisk’s hands worked at a loose thread on the gloves. “He didn’t deserve that…”
"DO NOT WORRY FRISK! I AM SURE GRILLBY UNDERSTANDS PERFECTLY. HE IS ONE OF THE OLDEST MONSTERS IN SNOWDIN, AND HAS SEEN MANY THINGS." Papyrus strode over, offering his hand to help Frisk to his feet. “I AM SURE YOU ARE NOT THE FIRST HE’S KNOWN TO HAVE THE FIRE FEAR.”
“Thanks, you guys.” Frisk said gently and let Papyrus help him up. He was still a little shaky from his fall. "Do you mind if we… sit for a minute, Papyrus? Just a little. I promise." He asked the question slowly, not wanting to upset the kind skeleton. Papyrus simply gave him a thumbs up.
"OF COURSE. YOU AND LILY STAY AND REST. I SHALL CHECK ON THE NEXT PUZZLE AND BE BACK IN A MOMENT! NYEH HEH HEH!" With that, he pumped his fist in the air and headed off along the way, presumably to check on his spaghetti.
Lily snuggled deeper into the boy's side for comfort. "It'll be okay Frisk. I'll be with you every step of the way! There won't be anything we can't do together!"
"Thanks Lily. It means a lot to hear that." He replied, relaxing his shoulders.
They found a nice spot to beneath a nearby conifer. The thousands of thin nettles formed a shroud that kept most of the snow at bay, so they settled down there to rest. The two sat in a calm silence for a few minutes before Lily turned her attention back to her friend.
"Hey, Frisk? Could you.. could you pull out those shears? I can't seem to get them out of my mind..."
"Oh? Yeah, sure. " He delved into the satchel and drew out the dull bladed tool, laying it across his lap. “Here. They must be really important to you.”
Their design was simple, emphasizing function rather than form. There were no adornments either. Apart from being well crafted, they seemed little different from any other tool of their ilk. And yet, something about them called to her… something familiar. She traced the edges of the two crossed blades, following their outline. Her incorporeal fingertips passed ever so slightly through their solid, metallic frame.
Just as she was about to pull away, her mind was suddenly flooded with voices and images she couldn’t quite describe.
"Dad… What are these for?" A small voice, her own but… somehow younger, asked of a large, dark figure towering above her, black and formless against a canvas of vibrant color.
A memory from the past, awakened from somewhere deep within.
"Why, they are for you my dear.” Responded a voice, deep and strong but exceedingly gentle. “You are old enough to be able to use them now. I know how you love the flowers. I thought, perhaps, that you would like to help your old dad take care of them?"
The smile was evident, in voice if not in expression, as the figure handed the same pair of shears to her, adorned with a small red ribbon. They were newer here, shining and untarnished in the faint light of the garden.
"I get… to help with the flowers? YEAH!" She celebrated, quickly taking the shears and removing the bow before tucking the latter into her pocket. "Uh… how do I do that?"
A deep booming laugh echoed throughout the room. "Come here. See this Jasmine? How some of the leaves are all shriveled up? It means they are not thriving like they should. When that happens, you must clip off the damaged bits. That, in turn will help the flower grow better."
"How's that work, Dad?" She asked, curiously. "How does cutting off a bad part make the rest better?"
"Hmm... Let's see... Ah. Think of it like your hair. When your hair gets damaged it doesn't grow as long or as fast?" She nodded, raising a hand to play with her locks while hanging onto the large figure’s every word. "That's because those things that make your hair healthy are trying to repair the damaged part. But in doing so it takes away from the rest, which does not allow it to grow properly."
"Like when Rei and I share pie. If he gets more I get less?" She asked innocently.
"No. That's just your brother being a pie hoarder!" The large voice said, causing her to giggle.
"But as I was saying. When your mother gives you a hair cut she gets rid of the damaged hair to make the rest grow long and strong. The same can be done for plants. Remove the parts that are damaged or diseased so that the parts that remain healthy can thrive. Does that make sense, my daughter?"
"I think so. Take away the bad so the good can grow stronger? I got it!" She grinned, trying out her new present on the Jasmine in front of her.
The large figure shook his head while laughing. "Close enough. Ah, but be careful now. Don't take off too much. Here, try it like this..." As the dark figure took the small hands in his own the girl felt a familiar warmth as the vision faded away.
Lily’s eyes were clouded and unfocused as she stared at the shears.
"Take away the bad... so the good can grow stronger…” Her whisper was almost imperceptible.
Frisk was worried. His hands were on Lily’s shoulders, shaking her to try to snap her out of whatever trance she’d fallen into. The shears had fallen from his lap and now lay on the cold earth between them.
"Lily? Lily are you alright? Lily!" He shook her a little harder, trying desperately to get her attention.
Her head snapped up and she blinked a few times, her eyes refocusing to the world around her. They fell on Frisk, as her mind sluggishly tried to process the situation. "Huh? I'm okay... what happened?"
"You… you spaced out there. Is… Are you sure you're alright?" Concern laced his voice as she finally focused on his face, using it to anchor herself to reality.
“How long…?” She mumbled.
“About five minutes?” Frisk guessed. “You seemed like you’d gone somewhere else…”
"I think… I just remembered something…” She said slowly.
“About the shears?” Frisk guessed. She nodded.
“My dad gave them to me…” She explained. “He… we were in a garden. He gave them to me because I’d always wanted to help take care of the flowers…”
“Wait, you saw your dad?!” Frisk asked hopefully. But his face fell when she shook her head.
“I only heard his voice.” She said sadly. “He was there, but I couldn’t see him… just like last time." Small pinpricks of tears gathered in the corners of her eyes, and she quickly rubbed them dry, steeling herself against them. The smell of dry, wilted petals permeated the air. "I'm finally remembering something but I can't even see my own family…"
She turned to look at Frisk, apology written in her expression. "I'm sorry… I was trying to comfort you and ended up spacing out like that..."
“It’s okay… you already made me feel better. And besides, I’m glad you remembered something.” He gave her shoulder a gentle squeeze. “It’ll be okay, right? You’re getting your memories back, little by little. Don’t rush it… I’m sure you’ll be able to remember their faces eventually.”
Lily nodded but didn’t say anything else. Frisk didn’t push her… the memory must have been pretty powerful to be so clear. Moreover, he was glad this one was, at least, more pleasant than the last. They’d both had a nightmare back then, though his had felt more surreal and dreamlike and he couldn’t tell if there was any connection between them.
The two hadn’t talked much about their strange connection. Frisk never knew how to bring up the subject, but he knew Lily thought about it almost as often as he did. There was no way to know how much of an effect he had on her… or how much of one she had on him. So he said nothing, contenting himself to simply remain at her side and give her the time she needed while they waited for Papyrus to return.
Through it all, neither child noticed the small camera hidden within the pine needles… nor did they hear the gushing squeal of the one who watched from the other side.
Papyrus tapped a bony finger to his chin, gazing at the cold plate of spaghetti on the table. It was a little off-center. Taking the plate delicately, he moved it an inch to the left. Perfect. Such brilliant culinary art deserves an equally perfect presentation, after all. The human had been kind enough to leave the pasta in hopes of sharing it with him. But that wouldn’t do… not for him and his invisible friend. A meal is best eaten fresh and piping hot, and that only held truer for his incredible pasta. He would have to be sure to make a fresh batch for them when they returned. He couldn’t wait to put the new techniques he’d learned from Undyne to use.
Undyne…
That’s right. She’d ordered him and his brother to capture and report any humans they’d encountered. He’d nearly forgotten about that. Sans was far too lazy, so it fell to him to be the responsible sibling and file their report. If she knew he had found a human, she would have to let him join the Royal Guard. His dream was this close to fulfillment. Everything he’d ever wanted… everything he deserved. They would be his.
Then… why was he hesitating?
“UGH. THERE’S NO TIME TO THINK OF SUCH THINGS!” He said to the air. “ONTO THE NEXT PUZZLE!”
He strode off into the empty clearing to the west of his culinary ‘trap’. That’s right. There was no puzzle here. Not anymore. This is where his brother had left the word search. The human had been so focused then, circling every word and crossing them from the list. He’d even managed to find the strange word Papyrus was never able to pronounce. He knew now that Frisk had had help, but that only meant that Lily was also passionate about puzzles, if she could help him overcome such an obstacle. The tall skeleton silently wondered if they were any good at Junior Jumble. Papyrus was very great, but even he had to admit to having some difficulty there.
He frowned. “WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BE HUMAN…? IF ONLY THEY WERE MONSTERS, WE COULD BE…”
The tall skeleton sighed and shook his skull. He’d always learned humans were vicious creatures with terrible powers and not a shred of love or compassion. All the better for Papyrus to teach them of such things. But then, why were Frisk and Lily already so nice? They certainly seemed far removed from the beasts the stories had painted of their kind. Even the dog clan, full fledged members of the Royal Guard themselves were comfortable around them. They were making friends all around… was it so wrong for Papyrus to want to count himself among them?
He hung his arms. Suddenly he felt far less enthusiastic about attending to the rest of the puzzles. This much alone time had allowed him to think, and he didn’t like where his mind was leading. Even still, he couldn’t deny it. He, The Great Papyrus, was beginning to doubt himself.
This wouldn’t work. He couldn’t give his beloved puzzles the respect they deserved when he was feeling this gloomy.
“OH MY GOD… I’M BECOMING SANS…” Papyrus said, though it came out far less exasperated than he meant to.
The only one left was the Invisible Electricity Maze anyway and he would need a few things if he wanted to improve that particular puzzle. He decided to head back, feeling that the humans must surely miss his magnificent presence by now. He wouldn’t admit that he’d also begun to miss theirs. Papyrus picked himself up, straightened his posture and plastered on a grin as he made his way back to where he’d left them. He had to remain pristine and proud… it wouldn’t do to worry them. His doubt could wait until they got back to town. Then…
Then… well, he didn’t know what would happen next…
Lily leaned against Frisk’s side as the two sat beneath their tree, doing what she could to regain her composure after the strange vision. The boy was turned from her, ears trained in the direction Papyrus had gone for any sign of the exuberant skeleton’s return. He didn’t seem awkward or embarrassed by the closeness, which she was glad for. Maybe her connection to his SOUL had something to do with that, but she was grateful all the same.
"Maybe when we're done here we could get something to eat? I mean a burger yesterday was good but not much when you were going all day yesterday and this morning on just that and a cinnamon bun. Plus uh… We never paid our bill to Mr. Grillby..." She trailed off sheepishly.
"Oh yeah. I hope he's not mad that we walked out. Er… got carried out anyway." Frisk replied, rubbing the back of his head before his hand dropped to his lap limply. Lily chuckled a little at his reaction, but stopped when his expression began to fall.
"And Frisk? I promise I'll help you with everything that comes our way. Fire or whatever else… just like you've helped me. We're in this together. Alright?" She said, hoping to make him feel better.
"I know Lily. Same goes for me." Though he tried to sound reassuring, he could tell from the look she gave that she wasn’t buying it. Thankfully though, Lily didn’t press the matter, opting to instead hug his side before drifting up from her spot on the ground.
"I'm going to float up and see if I can see Papyrus comi-"
"HUMAN FRISK AND INVISIBLE LILY! I HAVE RETURNED!” Called a familiar, high decibel voice. “I AM SURE YOU HAVE MISSED THE GREAT PAPYRUS!"
He noticed Frisk sitting beneath the tree and jogged over. He came to a stop a few feet from the small human and his invisible friend, a small puff of snow rising above him like a cloud. Lily snickered before offering Frisk a hand up. He stood, doing his best to brush off a few persistent flakes of snow off his person.
"Yeah... We missed you Papyrus. Did you finish fixing the puzzles?" Frisk asked, snuggling deeper into the jacket to hide the fact that he still felt a little down from earlier.
"YES... THEY ARE IN GOOD SHAPE ONCE AGAIN. THANK YOU FRISK AND LILY!" Papyrus forced a grin.
The trek back to town was slow and oddly silent. Only a few words were spoken between the three as they steadily made their way back to town. Each of them were distant and withdrawn, consumed by their own thoughts, wonderings, and misgivings. And all three knew it, so neither was willing to say anything. Snowdin’s friendly atmosphere seemed almost ominous when at last they returned, its brightly colored welcome sign, a warning. In the end, it was Papyrus who broke the silence.
"HUMAN... ALLOW ME TO TELL YOU ABOUT SOME COMPLEX FEELINGS. FEELINGS LIKE... THE JOY OF FINDING ANOTHER PASTA LOVER. THE PRIDE OF SOLVING AND CREATING AMAZING PUZZLES WITH ONE WHO ENJOYS THEM AS MUCH AS YOU DO." He began, facing away from the two of them to hide his face. He hesitated for a moment. "THE DESIRE TO HAVE A COOL, SMART PERSON THINK YOU ARE COOL. THESE FEELINGS... THEY MUST BE WHAT YOU ARE FEELING RIGHT NOW.”
Frisk looked toward the skeleton’s voice, feeling a little self-conscious. “Papyrus? Are you alright?”
The red skeleton ignored him, and continued his speech. “I CAN HARDLY IMAG... I CAN HARDLY BE SURPRISED. AFTER ALL I AM VERY GREAT. BUT…” Another bout of hesitation.
“But what?” Lily voiced, though she knew he couldn’t hear her. “What’s going on?”
“I AM SORRY. I MUST CAPTURE YOU. PLEASE... GO PREPARE YOURSELF AND MEET ME AT THE OTHER SIDE OF TOWN... I… SHALL SEE YOU THERE…" He finished with what seemed like agonizing effort.
His bones rattled slightly as he turned to look at the small human child behind him. He quickly turned away as if stung by something, hiding the strange glowing tears that had begun to form. Shaking his head he ran into the village, leaving the confused humans at the entrance. Frisk heard the sound of his heavy footfalls and took a step forward.
“Papyrus, wait!” He cried, but it was too late. The skeleton had already vanished into the twinkling lights of Snowdin.
Sans was anxious. It was only due to his years of practice and even disposition that this didn’t show outwardly. He’d seen this many times before, albeit not quite personally. The agonizing blend of unbridled hope and absolute terror fighting for supremacy within his mind. He wondered if this was how the other Sanses felt once they’d learned enough about the anomaly to predict the possible outcomes. His brother’s life was in the balance now… and he had no idea.
But Sans knew. He’d seen the evidence. Frisk was capable of anything… and the blue skeleton was still no closer to ascertaining the nature of this most recent Reset. He wanted nothing more than to just retreat to his room and sleep. Wake up once the dust settled, proverbially speaking (hopefully), and go from there. At least then he’d know where he stood in this timeline. That would be the easy way.
But the easy way was also unpredictable, insofar as a child driven by determination with absolute control over the timeline could be predicted. No… a more direct approach was necessary, as loath as Sans was to admit it. There was just enough reason in this to make the effort worth it… or so he dared hope.
He’d been watching since Frisk (and presumably Lily) had left the Library and met up with Papyrus. His brother seemed to be having fun, and that was comforting for Sans in its own way. But Papyrus’ words before leaving their side had brought reality crashing against his mind like a tidal wave. It was almost time. He still didn’t know whether or not Frisk was sincere in his lack of memory or if it was all an act. He certainly seemed to be, but the kid was sharp, that much was clear. And with that stoic expression of his, it wouldn’t be hard to hide his intentions if he wanted to… even from Sans, practiced as he was at reading such things.
Uncertainty was his drive. If he waited, he wouldn’t be able to bring himself to do this. Should his brother be spared, Sans would be content enough with this timeline to simply let come what may. Should he die, Sans’ reason for being would be gone, and there would be no point. It had to be now.
The hoodied skeleton leaned casually against the wall of the inn and waited.
The sound of snow crunching beneath a pair of newly purchased boots reached him but seconds later. They passed him without noticing.
“hey there, kiddos…” He said casually, eyesockets closed. Frisk jumped at the greeting. “have fun out there with pap?”
The boy with the ever-present squint turned to the skeleton, sighing in relief. “Sans… Yeah, it was a lot of fun.”
“glad to hear it.”
“What are you doing out here in the cold though?” The boy tilted his head in concern.
“eh… just chillin’.” Lily gave a snort at Frisk’s side at the pun.
The skeleton lazily pushed himself from the wall and stuffed his hands in his pockets before shuffling toward them.
“anyways, you mind comin’ with me for a bit?” He asked.
“Huh? Um… what for?” Frisk gave him a confused look.
“nothing i can’t do myself…” Sans began, having expected the question. “but, well… you know how much I love doing nothing. figured since you helped paps out you might do me a solid too. what do ya say?”
“We might as well, Frisk.” Lily said. “Besides I… I really don’t want to have to fight Papyrus.”
“Me neither…” Frisk said, sounding a little downcast. “Okay, Sans. What do we need to do?”
“just follow me.” He said. “i know a shortcut.”
Frisk stared for a second before taking hold of the short skeleton’s sleeve. It felt a little oily like it hadn’t been washed in a while and smelled faintly of Grillby’s. Lily took Frisk’s other hand to help guide him while Sans looked about for a moment, confirming that no one was around before quickly turning back to the wall he’d been leaning against. Then he started to walk… straight toward it.
“Wait, where are you go-“
She never got to finish as all of a sudden the wall split open before the skeleton, ripping outward like a burst seam. The area around it seemed to warp and distort, swirling unnaturally around the widening fissure as if reality itself was trying to distance itself from the gaping maw. Darkness rippled within, occasionally giving way to the barest winks of… something on the other side. And yet despite the display, there was no sound at all. The whole thing had been strangely silent.
The skeleton gave no time for hesitation, quickly leading Frisk into the roiling darkness. Lily stifled a scream as she too was pulled through the opening an instant before its jaws slammed shut behind her.
A split second later, she tumbled unceremoniously out the other side, losing grip on Frisk’s hand and barely managing to right herself before she tumbled into the cold water ahead. The portal faltered, and forced itself closed an instant later, leaving no trace of its existence. Reality snapped back into its own laws as if they’d never been broken to begin with.
Frisk looked toward Sans as the skeleton stared out over the water’s quiet trickle. “they aren’t here yet. good. that makes this easier.”
“What… happened?” Lily said, looking around at the unfamiliar surroundings.
Frisk too sensed something was off. “Sans… what’s going on?”
The skeleton sighed and his expression shifted away from his near-permanent grin to a very un-Sans like frown. “now that we’re here, i can be honest. what i want from you isn’t related to my duties, any of ‘em. this is something much more personal, kid. to put it simply… i want answers, and you’re gonna give them to me.”
“Answers…?” Frisk asked hesitantly.
“our reports showed a massive anomaly in the space-time continuum.” Sans explained. “timelines jumping left and right, stopping and starting… until suddenly, everything ends.” He turned to the boy and his eyelights faded. Dark sockets stared down at the child beside him and he chuckled humorlessly. “That’s your fault… isn’t it?”
“W- what are you talking about?” Frisk took a tentative step back from the skeleton.
That’s as far as he got. A force even stronger than that of Toriel ripped the boy’s SOUL from his chest. His vision immediately flared, filling his narrow eyes with a magical light. Sans stood before him, right socket dark, while his left blazed with a multi-hued glow. The short skeleton drew his left hand from his pocket, surrounded by a strange blue aura, and waved it lazily before him.
An unseen pulse struck the boy’s SOUL, and he gasped as its vibrant red glow was consumed by a similar blue light, flowing around it in a vaguely heart-like shape. The light felt heavy… as if a great weight had suddenly been forced upon him, threatening to drive him down into the snow. Sans immediately seized control, raising his hand into the air. Frisk’s body followed, lifting from the ground as the weight suddenly shifted and pulled him upward. He struggled frantically, legs kicking, arms flailing… but nothing he did could break the skeleton’s hold.
“Frisk!” Lily cried out, flying up to her friend’s side. “What the hell are you doing to him!”
Sans watched, mildly curious despite everything. His Chromatis pierced the veil of perception and there he saw it, lingering near Frisk’s captive body. It was somewhat distorted even to his sight, but unmistakable: the form of another human. The features suggested female, though Sans couldn’t be sure. She was taller than Frisk, and paler. Green and yellow upper body, brown and black lower… clothing, most likely. Brown hair, shoulder length and… red eyes? No… they were more of a copper. She seemed to be saying something but the words were silent to Sans’ earless hearing.
“so, there you are, a3.” Sans said directly to the apparition. “i might have questions for you later, but for now…”
Sans dragged Frisk way from Lily’s side, flinging him through the air like a ragdoll before stopping him in place a few feet off the ground. Frisk’s head jerked painfully backward at the sudden stop. The blue skeleton made a few motions with his hand, conjuring a multitude of glowing bones. They shot through the air in all directions, assembling themselves around the helpless child, each one aimed threateningly at the fragile SOUL.
“Sans… s-stop, please…” Frisk said, staring in terror at the skeleton, and his blazing eye.
“nope. i think i prefer you right there, kiddo.” Sans’ voice was unnervingly calm. “first things first. what’s with the reset? why’d you do it?”
“R-reset… what do you… mean?” Frisk rasped.
“we were all on the surface… we were happy.” Sans said sadly. “it was the perfect ending… for everyone. after so long, we were finally free… so why?” His voice suddenly took an ominous tone. “Why’d ya stick us all back down here, huh?”
“What…?” Frisk asked, confusion showing despite his fear. “I didn’t… I don’t know what-“
“and what about those weird messages i found?” He returned to the casual tone from before with disturbing ease. “care to tell me the story behind those?”
“I don’t… understand. Why are you-“ Frisk began, his breath catching in his throat.
“Stop it!” Lily cried, placing herself between Sans and Frisk. Her imposition did nothing to lessen the blue skeleton’s hold on the boy. “He told you he doesn’t know anything! Can’t you see you’re hurting him?!”
Sans shuffled his way around the blurry image of the second human, ignoring her silent protests. “here’s what i think: you wrote those things knowing i would find ‘em. but, for some reason you didn’t want me actually reading them. what’s the secret, kiddo? why not share the joke with an old pal?”
“Stop… please…” Frisk murmured, tears welling up in his eyes. “I don’t know… I don’t know…”
It hurt so much… like he was being held up by his collar with the fabric digging into the back of his neck. Fear and confusion stormed within the boy’s mind. Frisk couldn’t fathom what was making the blue skeleton so angry. It had to be a mistake, right? Some other human got involved in something they shouldn’t and Sans was simply mistaking him for that person.
Frisk couldn’t move. He could barely talk. That terrifying eye, blazing with a cold flame bore into him with a mercilessness far beyond the infernos he feared so much. He couldn’t answer because he had none to give… he couldn’t lie because somehow, he knew Sans would know. He didn’t want to be here… he wanted to be anywhere else but here. A golden star flashed within his mind.
Sans’ grip on his SOUL tightened.
“wouldn’t try that if i were you.” Sans said, moving closer. “i know about your little trick. not everything, but enough to have some idea what you’re thinking. technically, i can’t stop you but i’ve already made a record just in case you tried anything. if you load your SAVE, i’ll know. trust me, it’ll be better for both of us if you cooperate.”
“I… can’t.” Frisk struggled, taking short gasps of air. “I don’t… know anything. Please… I’m scared…”
Lily had had enough.
"Frisk!" She cried, darting over to him once more. "I've got to do something. Think Lily, think!"
She looked around, trying to think of anything she might be able to do. Sans stood still. Glowing bones still circled ominously around the captive human SOUL, held inches above its owner. She could go after Sans, try to break his concentration, but that probably wouldn’t be the best idea. He’d made it clear that he could see her now, and she wasn’t even sure her incorporeal body would even be able to touch him, let alone land a blow. Pulling Frisk away wouldn’t work either… Sans’ hold on his SOUL made sure of that. Eventually, her eyes and thoughts turned to the SOUL itself. It was part of him. Maybe she could…
She had to try.
With a cry she launched herself at the glowing red heart, surrounded by an aura of blue. Her weightless form weaved through the concentric, calciferous rings as she made her way toward the SOUL at their center. One grazed her against the arm and she winced, bracing herself against the expectant surge of pain. She was only mildly confused when all she got was a dull sting, her thoughts focused exclusively on the task at hand.
Upon reaching the mass of human essence, she threw herself against its glow. She strained against it, putting all her strength behind returning the precious nimbus back into her friend’s chest. A burning chill, like frostbite, surged against her fingertips from the restraining aura and she grit her teeth against it.
"If… if I can just get it… back in... ugh-AHH!"
The SOUL jolted beneath her, causing her spectral body to stumble through the air. She turned a caustic glare back to the culprit. Sans’ unnerving grin widened slightly and he twitched his fingers. The captive heart moved in time with them. But his mistake was in moving it directly in front of Frisk. If she couldn’t push… Maybe she could pull it? That would have been the most natural way, right? Maybe it would be easier…
Frisk’s fear was almost consuming, but she wouldn’t let it rule her. She tempered it, turning it into fuel for her own resolve. Copper eyes darkened and a surge of energy flowed through her.
She arced through the air, placing herself between Frisk and the glowing heart in front of him, her gaze fixated upon the glowing, eerily human-like eye within the skeleton’s eye socket. "Sans, you damned liar. I won't let you do this!"
The end of the sentence ripped from her throat in a yell and she grabbed hold of Frisk’s SOUL. With all her effort she pulled, throwing her own body back toward her friend. And yet, the crimson heart did not heed her desire. Rather than drawing it into Frisk’s body, she instead felt herself being drawn into it. She gave a shocked gasp as the familiar sensation struck her, struggling against it, even as her hands began to disperse into particles of light.
"No. No no no! Don’t absorb me, you stupid SOUL! Go back into his chest! Stop, damn it! LISTEN TO ME!"
But the heart still refused to listen, even as her entire body dispersed into light.
"AAAHHHHH!!!!" She scream in frustration, trashing around in anger as the carnelian heart consumed her spectral form.
“what the-” Sans began, cut short as a blinding flash of magic flooded over his eye. “urgh!”
He staggered back and quickly brought his metacarpals up to his left eye. Sight and magic darkened as one as his Chromatis was overloaded by the feedback from the sudden pulse. The glow faded from the crimson heart and the child dropped unceremoniously to the ground, catching himself upon shaking hands pressed against the cold snow.
Lily continued to scream, so consumed by emotion that she failed to realize that the sound was no longer coming from her own mouth. Sans blinked, and his normal eyelights flickered back into existence, his vision gradually shifting back into focus. He stared at the fallen human, confused as his arms trembled and his lowered head shook violently.
"Aaaargh, damn it! I can't even move the stupid SOUL?!” Frisk’s voice spoke in a tone that clearly wasn’t his own. “I’m just a useless ghost! Frisk needs me, and I can’t even help him!”
The boy’s head shot up and glared venomously at the skeleton. A crimson glow spilled forth from his slit right eye, flickering randomly like a dying flame. "AND YOU! You fucking traitor! How DARE you treat Frisk like this! So much for keeping an 'eyesocket' out for him, huh?! HOW IS THIS KEEPING HIM SAFE?! I don’t know what crazy shit you’re talking about but neither of us know what is going on! All of this is new to us! Can’t you get that through your thick skull?! If you had a problem you should have said something before, not lead us on like this! WE THOUGHT YOU WERE A FRIEND!!!"
Sans eye sockets widened further and further as Frisk, no, Lily continued to yell at him through the boy’s body. Just what the hell happened?
As Lily continued her relentless verbal lashing, Frisk fought against a wave of disorientation within his own mind. It felt like he’d been jerked aside within his own body. It took him a few seconds to recover enough to realize that he was speaking, or rather screaming at Sans. Then he recognized the tone.
“L..Lily? Wha…”
“F-Frisk!” Lily stammered, her current rant cut off midsentence. “Are you alright? Where does it hurt? I swear to God, I’ll beat the absolute-!”
“I’m… I’ll be fine.” Frisk interrupted, though he still sounded scared. “Can… I have my body back?”
"Huh? What are you-" She trailed off as she looked down at herself, and finally noticed the physical body she was piloting. Blue and purple shirt, jacket, worn gloves… and the red SOUL. “Wait, how in the hell…?”
Sans could only watch as the odd exchange played out before him. It was downright surreal… the voice was the same, but the tone, grammar, dialect, and everything else was so distinct it was almost hard to believe they were coming from the same mouth. If he wasn’t staring directly at them, he might have even thought there were two people sitting there instead of one.
“Y-yeah…” Frisk said after an awkward pause. “So um… can I have it back?”
The shock of their current situation managed to cool Lily’s temper a little. She took a couple of deep breaths to bring her mind back to a clear state before responding.
“Oh… uh, yeah… sure but… h-how do I do that?” She pursed Frisk’s lips and thought.
“L-last time we just kind of… focused on it right?” Frisk said, still feeling a little disoriented, which wasn’t helped at all by Sans standing just a few feet away. “Let’s… let’s try that?”
“Yeah… O-okay. Let me try…”
She did so, focusing on removing herself from the boy’s SOUL and body. It took a bit more concentration than before when she’d simply shared his senses. Her anger and frustration certainly contributed to the difficulty, but it felt like there was more to it. This was more complete, somehow. Still, eventually she managed to separate her spirit from Frisk’s SOUL and body. She drifted upward, wearing her own spectral body and earthen garb once more. She turned her own eyes back to Sans and glared sharply… she wasn’t willing to take them off him for a minute.
Frisk was left in full control of his body again, shaking under his own weight and breathing heavily. His throat hurt a little… most likely from Lily’s screaming. He didn’t take his eyes off Sans either. The skeleton stood monochrome against colorlessness, eyelights white pinpricks within the dark sockets. The boy’s entire form trembled. He looked like a caged animal debating with itself whether to fight or flee, yet unable to do either.
Sans stared back into those needle-thin slits, still as a statue.
“you… really don’t remember. anything?” He asked slowly. “you don’t remember freeing everyone?”
“No…” came the soft reply.
“you don’t remember…” Hesitation. “killing everyone?”
“No!” Frisk cried, shocked at even the thought. “I didn’t… I wouldn’t! I don’t know what’s going on! I just fell down here a few days ago. I met Lily, we were attacked by a flower and saved by a nice woman named Toriel. We lived with her for a couple of days but had to leave for… reasons.” Frisk bit his tongue, not exactly willing to divulge the full details of their departure. “Then we met you and Papyrus, and… you know everything else. I don’t know anything about timelines or anomalies or anything you’re accusing me of! If I did something… If I hurt you somehow, I’m sorry, but I really don’t know what’s going on! You said you’d help me, Sans… so why are you being so mean?!”
Sans took another step back. The voice was small and shrill. It was barely loud despite the obvious attempt to be so. He continued to stare down at the tear-streaked face of the boy before him. He’d always been good at reading expressions, of discerning the truth from lies and falsehoods. But accepting those truths was another matter.
Now, he had no choice. Everything he wanted from this boy… the answers he sought: they were right here, laid bare before him. This was not the face of a saint or savior… not a killer or villain. This was a child… a confused, lost, and scared child. A child who was scared of him. Whatever happened in the last timeline, whatever had prompted the most recent Reset… it was so total that even Frisk himself did not know of it. The slate was wiped… whatever was left of the kid he might have known was gone.
Sans chuckled humorlessly. “geez… you know you messed up if you can feel like an ass without even having one…”
“You should…” Lily crossed her arms.
Frisk sniffed but made no other sound or movement.
“go on, kid. I won’t stop you…” Sans sighed, feeling lousier than usual after this. “just… you’re gonna be fightin’ pap soon, right? let me give you some advice.” He gave an agonized look to the boy in front of him. “don’t, capiche? just… don’t.”
Frisk stared at Sans for a moment, eyeing him with suspicion. He didn’t know if this was a trick, or a cruel joke from the unreadable skeleton. Sans noticed this and turned away, half in guilt, half as a show of good faith, and stared at the burbling water of the river. Frisk remained still for a few moments before pushing off from the ground and running as fast as his short legs could carry him back in the direction of Snowdin.
“Wait, Frisk! You’ll…” Lily called out, but the boy either didn’t hear or wouldn’t heed her.
She took a moment to give another venomous glare at the unmoving Sans before darting off back to the village in pursuit of her friend.
Frisk kept running as the tears streaming down his eyes left red streaks against his face. He didn’t care who saw him at this point… he just had to get away. Lily managed to catch up to him easily enough, and fortunately before any nasty spills. She managed to direct him around a couple of slime-based monster children playing in the snow, and into the residential area beyond. Eventually, the boy began to slow, so she decided to guide him into a nearby alleyway that seemed to be sheltered well enough from the elements.
The boy slumped to the ground against the wall, pulled his legs to his chest and cried.
Lily was at his side in a second, wrapping her arms around him and resting her chin on top of his head. “Hey, hey… it’ll be okay.” She said soothingly. “Big kids don’t cry, right?”
“Why was he saying all those things? Did I do something wrong?” Frisk said through his sobs. “I don’t understand…”
“No… no, Frisk. You didn’t do anything.” She said, trying to keep her anger in check so it wouldn’t affect him too much. “Sans is a jerk… don’t worry about him.”
“But… what if he’s right?” The boy asked. “I mean, you don’t have your memories. And then there’s that feeling I had in the Ruins… What if something happened to mine too? How would I know? What if I… What if I did something bad…? Am I… am I just like the humans in that book?”
“Shh…” She said, rubbing his arm. “Don’t think about that right now. Just stay determined, okay? You’re good at that.”
“I don’t want to hurt anyone… I don’t want to be a burden.” He said, narrowed eyes shimmering. “I just want to do good.”
“And you have been…” Lily encouraged. “I’ve seen it since we both got here. You’re definitely one of the nicest people I know, Frisk. I don’t need memories to tell me that.”
The boy managed to place a trembling hand on top of hers. “Am I, though? Sans said I…” He couldn’t finish.
“Forget Sans.” She stopped him. “Everyone is alive now… they’re all fine. Even if he’s right it doesn’t change what’s right here in front of us. Whatever happened then, it’s been undone… you know what that means right?”
“No…” Frisk shook his head.
“You must have undone it.” Lily said. “Everyone’s here now… no one’s dead. We’ve seen it before too. You brought mom back, remember? Whatever happened before, you cared enough to make it not happen. If you didn’t we wouldn’t even be here, having this conversation… right?”
Frisk hadn’t thought of it like. “I guess… but still, I-”
“No buts.” Lily cut him off. “And no more tears. Whatever happened before, it doesn’t change who you are now. We’ll figure it out, just like everything else, okay?”
He rubbed his eyes, still sniffling a little but at least the tears had stopped. Lily squeezed his shoulder a little like he had for her not long ago. Frisk chuckled a little and snuggled against her, grateful for the support and the small amount of comfort that came with it. He took a deep breath, the Snowdin air filling his lungs with a relaxing coolness. At last, he turned to Lily. The taller girl looked at him and smiled.
“Thanks Lily.”He said sincerely. ”For this and… you know, earlier.”
The girl’s rosy cheeks took on a deeper scarlet shade and she looked away sheepishly. “Yeah… haha… sorry about that. I don’t even know where that came from. I just kind of… snapped.”
“Still, I appreciate it.” A minute of silence passed between them. “And also… thanks for, you know… staying with me.”
“Oh come on, you sap…” She said, shoving him playfully. “You know I’m not going anywhere.”
“Yeah… and that’s why.” The boy said honestly. “You’re the one person who won’t leave me. So… thanks.” His words couldn’t have been more heartfelt if he tried.
“Well then… you’re welcome I guess?” She gave a nervous laugh at the level of faith he placed in her. “Are you feeling better?”
He nodded. “Yeah… a little. We should… probably go see Papyrus huh?”
Her face fell at the reminder of their upcoming encounter with the taller bone brother. "Yeah…" She hesitated. “I’m not exactly looking forward to it but I guess we have to, huh?
“I know what you mean, but still…” Frisk let the sentence hang. He didn’t seem very eager to get up.
Lily sighed. It was clear Frisk still harbored some lingering emotions from the frightening encounter with Sans. He did his best to mask it with his concern for the other skeleton, but his true feelings were written clearly within his SOUL, and that was not so easily hidden… especially from her. She slumped against him, eliciting a small grunt from her friend. A wicked idea formed in her head, and she pressed harder against his side.
"Wha- Hey come on! You're crushing me! C- cut it out!" The boy cried as he tried to push her away. A slight laugh forced itself from his mouth, causing Lily to grin.
"Oh no... I can't move.” She feigned a helpless groan and forced all of her weight against him. “It’s no use, Frisk. I must squish you!”
“No!” Frisk laughed, struggling against her.
She wasn’t heavy… not really. A ghost can only weigh so much, and it isn’t a lot. Still, her limp form gave the small boy a fair bit of difficulty. It was a little like trying to fight his way out from beneath a blanket that had somehow gotten wrapped around his whole body. Eventually, he managed to wiggle his way out from under the girl, who then flopped comically into the snow.
"Well at least you don't get cold.” He laughed, as she pulled herself from the ground. “Thanks… I needed that."
She floated upward and moved to his side, smile tracing a downward arc between her rosy cheeks. "That was the plan. Now let’s go. Maybe we should get you some food first?”
Her suggestion led them once again to Grillby’s. Frisk wasn’t particularly hungry at the moment but decided to order something anyway. He still felt a little apprehensive around the fiery bartender but managed to finish his order of fries without making too much of a scene. They thanked Grillby, leaving enough money to cover both today and last night as well as a tip. The fiery bartender pocketed the glittering coins with a silent nod before turning his attention back to the other patrons.
Still, Frisk couldn’t help the heaviness in his heart. Even a brief pet session with the dogs did little to ease his mind. They were stalling. He knew it, and Lily did too though she chose not to say anything. Sans words echoed through his mind, providing far more questions than answers. What had he meant about timelines and anomalies? If it had been anyone else, Frisk might have simply written it off as a lie meant to scare his young mind. But there was something about the way the skeleton spoke – some underlying sorrow that managed to be clear despite his frightful display – that made the boy think otherwise.
"It… it's gonna be okay Frisk." Lily’s voice snapped him from his thoughts. She reached over and grasped his right hand in her left, unfurling the fist and holding it gently. "I believe in you."
"I… Thanks..." He squeezed back. At least one of them did. "I just really don’t want to do this…”
Lily sighed. “Neither do I.”
“Maybe… we don’t have to? If we went around maybe we could just avoid him.” Frisk thought aloud, though the idea still felt nasty to his mind.
Lily considered this for a moment and then spoke. "We can’t do that…” She said finally. “I know you’re scared, but Papyrus is waiting for us. He trusted us to meet him… it wouldn’t be right to betray that.”
“I know…” He admitted. “I’m sorry. I just don’t want to fight him…” He chewed on his lip a little bit in an effort to ground himself. “But, you’re right… Let’s get it over with.”
They made their way to the edge of the town, looking around the red-orange scarf and silvery armor of the taller bone brother. There were several monsters playing in the snow, but all of them were neither tall nor boney enough to be the one they were looking for. Eventually, the buildings began to thin and then stop completely. What lay before them was a large, empty path of well-trodden snow.
A thick fog obscured its true distance from even Lily as they moved nervously onward. The moist air prickled against the exposed skin of Frisk’s face, making him restless. Eventually, a silhouette began to peak out, a dark blotch against the swirling white. Its features were vague, but the stature and poise were unmistakable.
"Hey… I think I see him up ahead.” Lily said, spotting the figure. “We're almost there, okay Frisk?"
Frisk nodded but said nothing, head hung low as he wrestled with his thoughts. The buildings disappeared amidst the fog even as the image of Papyrus soon grew ever clearer within the thick curtain. Frisk’s steps slowed as they drew closer, hesitation clawing at him, pleading with him to turn back. With a small tug on his arm Lily lent him her strength, spurring him onward toward the red brother.
"FRISK AND LILY. I AM SORRY THAT IT HAS COME TO THIS.” Papyrus back was turned, but he seemed aware of their presence nonetheless. “AS YOU KNOW, MY DREAM IS TO JOIN THE ROYAL GUARD. SUCH PRESTIGE AND POPULARITY IS ONLY NATURAL FOR ONE AS GREAT AS I. TO DO THIS, I MUST CAPTURE A HUMAN.” He began with a somberness ill-suited for his normally optimistic self. “YOU. I MUST CAPTURE YOU… I WISH IT DID NOT HAVE TO BE THIS WAY. I HAVE HAD SO MUCH FUN DOING PUZZLES WITH THE BOTH OF YOU…" He trailed off, gripping and then relaxing his mitted hand in an effort to steel himself. “ARE YOU PREPARED, HUMAN? BECAUSE I-“
He turned around and the sentence died on his teeth as his eye sockets finally fell upon Frisk. The boy was trembling… and it wasn’t from the cold. If he were a skeleton, Papyrus thought, his bones would have been rattling more violently than any he’d ever seen. That same stick was clutched firmly in his white-knuckled hand so tightly that the skeleton was amazed it hadn’t broken yet. Papyrus completely forgot his conviction from before as he steadily approached the boy.
“HUMAN? ARE YOU SICK?” He asked. Frisk shook his head and wiped his eyes with his free hand.
"No. I… I just… I don’t want to fight.” He said, trying his hardest not to cry. “I don’t want to hurt you… I don’t want to hurt anyone. I just wanna do good.” His legs trembled beneath him, threatening to bring him to the ground as the tears continued to flow. "I know about the barrier… I can’t imagine what that must have been like. But I… I won’t be like those people. Please don't shut me away… I p-promise I’ll be good..."
"Oh Frisk..." Lily lamented softly, wrapping her arms tightly around the shaking boy before her.
She looked pleadingly to Papyrus. She’d managed to help with Sans, though it hadn’t exactly gone the way she’d planned. But for this… there was little she could think to say, even if Frisk did decide to let her in again. And in her heart, she knew that any sort of intervention from her would likely just complicate matters anyway. It was a completely different situation involving a completely different personality. Papyrus was kind but dutiful… he also had a dream he was passionate about. Lily wondered which aspect of the skeleton would prove the stronger.
Papyrus, for his own part, was torn as he looked down upon the trembling human. The skeleton found himself hesitating in the moment. This was the perfect chance… a human stood before him, a human who was unwilling to fight. It would be so easy to capture him now and claim his rightful place among the Royal Guard. So easy.
Everything he ever wanted…
Everything he deserved…
And yet… the image of the sightless child gave him pause.
The Royal Guard hopeful dropped to one knee before the boy, who rubbed his eyes with the sleeve of his jacket. An orange mitted hand rested itself upon the small shoulder, causing the child to look toward its source. Frisk called forth his SOUL and watched the skeleton, barely-open eyes pleading silently. Papyrus’ scarf billowed behind him in the light wind making him look every bit the superhero the boy had compared him to before.
“HUMAN- NO, FRISK!” He said, surprisingly gentle despite his energetic tone. “IT SEEMS TO ME THAT YOU ARE IN NEED OF GUIDANCE. AND ONE AS GREAT AS I WOULD BE REMISS TO IGNORE A CRY FOR HELP, EVEN FROM A HUMAN. IF I AM TO ONE DAY JOIN THE ROYAL GUARD, THEN I MUST DO ALL I CAN TO HELP THOSE IN NEED RIGHT NOW.” His skull widened into an ivory grin. “YOU ARE A PERSON WHO LACKS CONFIDENCE IN HIMSELF, BUT I SEE GREAT POTENTIAL WITHIN YOU! AND SO, I HAVE DECIDED! I, THE GREAT PAPYRUS WILL PROTECT YOU FROM THE SAD. WITH MY HELP, YOU WILL LEARN TO LIKE YOURSELF AS I DO, SO THAT ONE DAY YOU CAN BE AS TERRIFIC AS ME!”
“You… like me?” Frisk asked softly, eyes still glinting with tears.
“NYEH HEH! OF COURSE I DO! I LIKE YOU AND LILY AS WELL! AND MY STANDARDS ARE VERY HIGH, SO YOU BOTH MUST BE NEARLY AS COOL AS I AM!” Papyrus declared with finality. “TOGETHER WE WILL BE THE AWESOMEST OF FRIENDS!”
The small human sniffed a couple of times, and for a moment it looked almost like he was about to start crying again. Papyrus took his hand away quickly and recoiled, clearly having expected a different reaction.
“OR, YOU KNOW, I COULD JUST-“
The skeleton didn’t get to finish the thought before Frisk barreled into him, wrapping his arms around Papyrus’ battle body armor. All the tension and fear bled from him all at once upon Papyrus’ heartfelt words and he found himself unable to contain his emotions any longer. He sobbed against the frayed fabric of skeleton’s orange scarf, clinging to the bone man with all the strength his small arms could muster. Even in the cold of Snowdin, Papyrus’ bones and metal armor were somehow warm to the touch. Frisk didn’t bother to question that… content simply to bask in that comfort while letting his tears wash the bad feelings away.
“NO, NO… N- NOT LIKE THAT.” Papyrus stammered. “YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO SMILE. LIKE THIS, SEE?”
He demonstrated with another radiant grin, causing the small child to giggle a little.
“YOU DID IT!” The skeleton pumped his fist. “I AM SO PROUD! YOU ARE ALREADY LEARNING WELL!”
Lily sighed in relief and watched as Papyrus wrapped his own boney arms around the boy. After what happened before, she wasn’t sure what to expect from Sans’ brother but she was glad it had worked out like this. Eccentricities and first impressions aside, Papyrus really was a good person. She was so content with everything that she almost didn’t see the slight movement in the fog only a few feet away.
Almost, being the keyword.
She frowned and squinted, watching carefully as the mist roiled around a small, vague figure beneath the shroud. It parted just enough for her to catch the slightest glimpse of golden petals, swaying against the breeze. Then, in the next moment they vanished as if swallowed by the thick fog. Lily made her way over to the spot where they’d been. Sure enough the earth was displaced. It was so slight that one wouldn’t notice unless they were specifically looking for it, but it was there all the same.
There could be no mistake… but at least this time he hadn’t tried anything.
She sighed and made her way back to Frisk and Papyrus as the two were finishing up their hug session.
“WELL THEN!” Papyrus said. “I THINK IT IS TIME TO RETURN HOME. IT HAS BEEN QUITE A LONG AND EVENTFUL DAY!”
“Home?” Frisk asked.
“INDEED. YOU WILL BE STAYING AT MY HOUSE!” Papyrus exclaimed. “I SHALL MAKE US A FEAST OF SPAGHETTI TO CELEBRATE OUR NEW FRIENDSHIP, AND LATER WE CAN BEGIN YOUR TRAINING REGIMENT IN LEARNING TO LIKE YOURSELF!”
“That sounds great.” Frisk said, a little wearily but still happy. His gaze shifted to Lily and a thought crossed his mind. “Hey, Papyrus?”
The skeleton looked at him attentively. “YES, TINY HUMAN?”
There was still one more thing to do. While the encounter with Sans had been stressful at the very least it had revealed something. Would they be able to do it now if they tried, even without that threat looming over them? There was only one way to find out. Wiping the last of the tears from his eyes, Frisk turned a smile to the tall skeleton and asked:
“Um… do you want to meet Lily?”
Notes:
Phew, a lot happened in this one. Starting to delve a little deeper into our characters, aren’t we? Even got a little bit of world building too.
The kids’ time in the library does bring something into question: was the Barrier’s creation really no more than a merciless act by the humans of that time? If humans are so much stronger physically than monsters, along with monsterkind’s crippling vulnerability to killing intent… why go to the complication of imprisoning them? Something to think about…
Sans certainly gets it now, huh? Then again, considering what he’s learned… it wasn’t exactly a bad sentiment, just a poor execution. Not that that means much for the kids, who have no recollection of any of that.
Papyrus’ ‘encounter’ as well as their return from the forest is something of a combination between the neutral/pacifist, and genocide branches. Given what happened before, no Bonetrousle right now. Don’t worry though, The Great Papyrus will have his time to show his stuff later on. ;)
Even though we’ve gotten through the forest, the town, and Papyrus at the end of it… we aren’t quite done with Snowdin yet.
Chapter 11 might well mark our longest chapter? Hard to tell, but hopefully it was still easy/enjoyable enough to get through. Please let us know what you all think. We love getting feedback, and the stuff we’ve gotten so far has been amazing. See you guys in the next one!
Chapter 12: Good Food
Chapter by KikiRukata
Notes:
Welcome back everyone! Or, if you’ve only just found this story, welcome… for the first time! This chapter slows things down a little compared to the last one, but we hope you enjoy it anyway.
So with that said, let’s get to it!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Lily’s head snapped toward Frisk, a little surprised, while Papyrus cocked his skull in confusion of the offer.
“BUT HAVE WE NOT ALREADY MET?” He questioned.
“I mean really meet her.” Frisk clarified. “Like… talk to her and stuff. Directly.”
The spectral girl’s already pale face turned white as the snow around them. Papyrus on the other hand, lit up with his most radiant grin yet.
“A SECOND FIRST MEETING WITH A NEW FRIEND? THAT SOUNDS LIKE A WONDROUS IDEA!” The tall skeleton practically squealed with anticipation.
"That is a terrible idea!" Lily shouted at about the same time as Papyrus, resulting in a stifled laugh from Frisk
"DID SOMETHING FUNNY HAPPEN?" Papyrus asked, following Frisk’s gaze to Lily who shrank into a bubble of self-consciousness. “I DO NOT SEE IT.”
"Come on Lily! Why? What's wrong with it?" The red child questioned his friend, grabbing her hand when it looked like she was about to bolt.
"I… We only just... We didn't even know!” She stumbled over her words, rosy cheeks taking a somewhat darker shade. “Why… Ugh. We just found out we could even do that! How do we even know it’ll work? Besides I… I don't want to scare you again..." Her voice shrank to barely a whisper as she stared at their connected hands, feeling far too embarrassed to look at anything else.
"You didn't scare me. I was just surprised is all… It'll be okay.” Frisk coaxed gently. He chose not to bring up the fact that even if she had, Sans had long beat her to it. “Just talk to Papyrus like you do me!" He smiled patiently, tugging her sleeve a little to bring her back to his side.
Lily felt torn. On one hand, she really did want to meet Papyrus for real, but on the other it was somewhat nerve wracking. It would be the first time she’d really talked to someone without having Frisk as a proxy - given the circumstances, Sans didn’t really count. What if she said something stupid, or insulted Papyrus somehow?
“...What if he doesn’t like me?” She asked quietly.
“Of course he will.” Frisk encouraged her. “You’re one of the best people I know. Just act like you normally do, and you’ll be fine.”
“OH, ARE YOU SHY?” Papyrus asked, guessing correctly at the context. “I UNDERSTAND YOUR INTIMIDATION, BUT HAVE NO FEAR! THE GREAT PAPYRUS IS VERY EASY TO TALK TO.”
Lily managed to return Frisk’s smile before chuckling a little at Papyrus’ innocent narcissism. Shaking her head, she accepted defeat and returned to Frisk’s side. “Alright…” She said.
Closing her eyes, Lily placed her other hand over the boy’s still exposed SOUL. Papyrus looked on in wonder as the two children concentrated on opening the link between them. Lily’s body once again dispersed into hundreds of glittering lights, each of which were drawn into the SOUL like iron flakes to a magnet. The process complete, Frisk’s eyes opened ever-so-slightly to reveal a soft red glow emanating from the right slit.
"WOWIE! YOU CAN DO THE SAME THING AS MY BROTHER AND I! SEE?!" Papyrus jumped in excitement and demonstrated. His right eye socket blazed to life: a human-like iris replacing the pinprick light from before, glowing a dull orange.
Frisk took a fearful step back. The memory of Sans' own blazing eye and frightening interrogation flashed briefly through his mind. In the same instant, he felt his right eye narrow slightly as Lily’s protective instincts kicked in. Both only lasted for a moment before the two managed to get their collective emotions under control, hoping against everything that Papyrus hadn’t noticed.
"IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT, FRISK AND LILY?" Papyrus asked. It was clear that he had.
The latter managed to keep herself from outwardly cringing at the question while the former quickly thought up an excuse. "Y-yeah. I just wasn't expecting your eye to do that. It's, um… Cool!"
Paying closer attention now, Frisk noticed some distinct differences between Papyrus’ eye and that of his brother’s. Sans’ eye had been bright and vibrant, rippling like a flame as it cycled between three different colors. Papyrus’ on the other hand was more like an ember, far less chaotic than Sans’ but also less ‘intense’. What’s more, its orange glow was more or less consistent throughout, though if the boy looked hard enough he could just make out the vaguest hints of green and blue within.
"YES IT IS! I AM GLAD YOU THINK SO, FRISK!” Papyrus’ expression turned questioning when he said the boy’s name. “BUT, HMM… I CAN ONLY HEAR YOU. WHERE IS LILY?”
Frisk moved aside to give her space. Or at least as much as he could within the shared body.
Lily took a deep breath through Frisk’s mouth in preparation. "G-greetings Papyrus...It's… uh nice to meet you. Again. I guess." She winced internally at her own nervousness, praying to any gods that existed that she didn’t look like a colossal idiot. Frisk gave her a mental thumbs up, which did little to ease her nerves.
"HELLO LILY! YOU SOUND VERY CLOSE TO FRISK! BUT YOU ALSO SOUND DIFFERENT! I… GUESS THAT MAKES SENSE WITH YOU TWO SHARING A MOUTH…” Papyrus’ eyes shifted for a moment before his grin returned. “ANYWAY! I AM GLAD TO TALK TO ANOTHER COOL PERSON, NYEH HEH HEH!”
Frisk felt his cheeks heat up a little due to Lily's embarrassment. "See Lily? Nothing to worry about."
‘Okay… that went better than I thought.’ Lily mused to herself. She wasn’t sure if the giggle she heard was because he heard her or because of the situation in general.
"AGREED, FRIEND LILY. NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT AT ALL.” Papyrus repeated, slapping a fist against his breastplate. “NOW, LET US HEAD HOME SO THAT I CAN PREPARE OUR SPECIAL FEAST OF NEW-FRIENDSHIP SPAGHETTI!”
Frisk and Lily grinned as one, which was mirrored a third time by the shared face they wore as they followed the energetic skeleton towards his home. The fog began to dissipate as they neared its edge, allowing the twinkling lights of Snowdin to shine through like welcoming beacons. They’d just crested into the town proper when Frisk stumbled slightly, hit by a sudden wave of exhaustion. He stopped for a moment, managing to steady himself before falling face first into the snow.
Lily shook her head inwardly, having felt it a little herself due to her rather close proximity to the boy. Steadying her mind, she looked toward Papyrus a few feet ahead, who didn’t seem to notice through his own unending exuberance.
"Are you alright?" She asked Frisk. "That came from nowhere. Do you need to me get Papyrus to help?"
"No… I’m okay." He replied, a bit of weariness in his voice. "I'm just a little tired after everything today… I think I just need to sit down for a bit when we get to the house."
Lily sighed. "Alright. Just don't push yourself too hard okay?" Frisk nodded and the two broke into a slight jog to catch up to the lanky bone man. "So Papyrus? You really don't mind us sleeping at your place?"
“OF COURSE NOT!” Papyrus exclaimed without hesitation. “FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS WELCOME AT THE HOME OF THE GREAT PAPYRUS!”
“What about…” Frisk however, did hesitate if only for a moment. “Sans?”
“MY BROTHER MAY BE LAZY, BUT HE IS ALSO A GOOD PERSON.” The skeleton assured. “I AM QUITE SURE HE WILL HAVE NO OBJECTIONS TO YOUR STAYING WITH US.”
Frisk frowned but made no reply. Somehow he doubted that last part but he didn’t want to say anything for Papyrus sake. He didn’t know about the encounter Frisk and Lily had with his brother not long before their own meeting, and the boy intended to keep it that way. As for the first part… Frisk wasn’t quite sure what to think of Sans. Though, from the acrid stench that permeated his nostrils he had a feeling Lily’s opinion of the shorter skeleton was a bit less favorable than that of his more statuesque sibling.
“HERE WE ARE! MY HOUSE!” Papyrus announced when they’d arrived. “LAST TIME YOU WERE HERE I HAD TO CARRY YOU INSIDE SO THIS WILL BE THE FIRST TIME YOU’VE STEPPED IN ON YOUR OWN!”
He sounded more excited about that fact than anyone really should, but somehow his boundless enthusiasm made both children feel quite a bit better. Frisk laughed as Papyrus quickly dashed inside, leaving the door creaking loosely on its hinges in, what he could only assume, was the skeleton’s unique way of welcome. Lily smiled within the boy’s mind, her own feelings giving off a far more pleasant aroma than before. She smoothed out the wrinkles in Frisk’s coat and spoke.
“Shall we?” She asked Frisk.
“Hold on. There’s something I want to do first.”
“What’s that?” Lily asked, as the boy stepped back from the entrance.
“Could you… tell me what the house looks like?”
Lily smiled at the request, having a good idea what her friend had in mind. She did so, doing her best to capture every detail for him. As he listened, Frisk tried to picture the large, cozy home the two skeleton’s shared in his mind. Colorful lights spiraling up the columns and tracing the roof and balcony. The festive wreath decorating the door. The frosted windows and sills covered in a light dusting of white flakes. The latticed foundation that held it all above the cold snow. The thought of it all invoked a sensation he hadn’t felt since he and Lily had stood before Papyrus’ crudely built cardboard stall and the dreams and aspirations it embodied.
He was filled with determination.
He took hold of that feeling and harnessed it. Lily, sensing his intent wrapped herself around his SOUL and gave what aid she could. Sure enough, another golden star formed, glittering radiantly just to the right of the doorway. It seemed a little brighter than some of the others, though that may have just been a trick of the lighting. The children made for the door, brushing the surface of the star as they went and saved this point in time.
The warmth of the SAVE point was soon replaced by the warmth of a comfortable home as they stepped inside, closing the door behind them to lock out the chill. Papyrus had stopped near the table to regard the out-of-place rock sitting upon it. He had a shaker in hand and was dutifully raining a few flakes of its grayish contents onto the thing.
“UGH, BROTHER… YOU REALLY MUST LEARN TO FEED YOUR PETS…” He said, more to himself before turning to them. “AHEM! WELCOME AGAIN TO MY AMAZING HOME, HUMANS!”
“It’s even better the second time! Especially now that you don’t have to capture us anymore.” Lily chimed, and then frowned, realizing what she’d said. “Err… sorry. I know how much you want to join the Royal Guard and all.”
“NOT TO WORRY!” Papyrus declared, undeterred. “THE GREAT PAPYRUS WOULD NEVER ALLOW SUCH A SMALL THING TO STAND IN THE WAY OF HIS DREAM! EVENTUALLY, UNDYNE WILL SEE THAT I AM WORTHY AND THEN SHE WILL ALLOW ME INTO HER RANKS! BUT FOR NOW, I MUST ATTEND TO MY TWO COOL FRIENDS! WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO DO FIRST?”
Frisk seemed at a loss so Lily spoke up. “Um, could we sit down for a while? Just for a few minutes… I think we’re both kinda tired after today.”
"Thanks…" Frisk said internally. Without other things to distract him from it, he’d begun to feel his fatigue weighing on him again.
“THAT IS A FINE IDEA!” Papyrus exclaimed. “I, TOO, SIT VERY OFTEN. AND FORTUNATELY, THOUGH OUR COUCH IS GREAT FOR SLEEPING YOU’LL FIND IT IS ALSO VERY GOOD AT BEING SAT ON!”
He power-walked over to the couch and let himself down as if to demonstrate, patting the cushion next to him invitingly. Frisk smiled and Lily led their shared body to the slightly lumpy but still comfortable sofa. Frisk was short, so it took a bit of effort to climb up but they managed to settle in without having to resort to asking Papyrus for help. He grinned before fishing a battered-looking remote control out from beneath the seat cushions and hit the power button.
“What’s that?” Frisk asked as a series of sound effects and catchy music blared from the screen on the other side of the room.
“ONE OF MY FAVORITE SHOWS IS STARTING SOON.” Papyrus said. “COOKING WITH A KILLER ROBOT, FEATURING METTATON HIMSELF!”
Sure enough a tinny voice sounded from the television as Mettaton’s show began.
"OH YEEEEESS! Welcome beauties and gentlebeauties to another exciting episode of Cooking With A Killer Robot! Ready your appetites because today we will be making one of my personal favorite dishes: steak sculpted into the shape of my own dashingly handsome face!"
“OH, THIS WILL BE A GOOD ONE!” Papyrus said excitedly, focusing his eye sockets on the screen in anticipation.
Papyrus and Lily watched while Frisk listened as the robot went over the complex (and questionable) process of making the aforementioned meal. Frisk frowned a little at the robot’s choice to carve the ‘steak’ – really an unholy combination of mushroom paste, edible glue, and artificial flavorings – with a chainsaw. It was at least entertaining if not completely faithful to the culinary arts, and Papyrus seemed happy so that was that.
“WELL!” Papyrus announced as the program came to a close (and because it was Mettaton, it came complete with a huge explosion at the end.). “I SUPPOSE AFTER ALL OF THAT YOU MUST BE HUNGRY. I SHALL HEAD TO THE KITCHEN AND BEGIN MAKING SOME DELICIOUS SPAGHETTI!”
Feeling a little better after the break, Frisk scooted off the couch and looked to the tall Royal Guard hopeful. “Could… I help?”
Lily and Papyrus’ reactions to this comment couldn’t have been more different. Papyrus skull lit up with the most radiant of smiles and the air around him almost seemed to sparkle with joy and excitement. Meanwhile, the glowing eye that comprised Lily’s presence seemed to turn in toward its owner and look at the boy like he’d suddenly grown a second head. In the end, it was the latter that found her voice first… or more specifically, Frisk’s.
“Hold on… you can cook?!” Came the incredulous question.
“Yeah…?” Frisk said, lifting his left brow.
“But how? You’re-“ She stopped herself before disrespectfully calling him out on his blindness.
“Oh, yeah.” The boy rubbed the back of his head. “I guess I’ve done it so long that I forgot how weird that seems to other people. I can’t remember a time I haven’t had to take care of myself… Cooking just kind of comes with the territory.”
The implications of that weren’t lost on Lily, but Frisk didn’t seem too bothered by it and she didn’t want to change that by broaching the question.
Instead she asked: “How did you learn? I think it’d be pretty hard if you can’t see the ingredients, right?”
Frisk laughed. “Not really. Sight really doesn’t really have as much to do with cooking as you’d think. Touch, smell, and obviously taste are more important. You don’t need to look at your food to eat it, after all.”
“Hmm.” Lily mused on that for a moment. “That… makes sense, actually.”
“Well… most of the time anyway. I’ve never been much of a baker, no matter how much I practice.” The boy reluctantly admitted. “I always seem to get the timing wrong.”
“I guess that would be a problem, huh?” Lily replied with renewed respect for Toriel and her pie-making ability. “It’s still cool that you can make other stuff though… but, I guess it’s up to Papyrus.”
She turned their shared body toward him. Neither child could hide the hopefulness in their expression.
The red-orange skeleton, who had been happily trying to imagine how amazing it would be to have someone else to cook with, perked up at the sound of his name. “GREAT IDEA! WITH US WORKING TOGETHER OUR NEW FRIENDSHIP PASTA WILL BE EVEN MORE SPECIAL!”
With that, Papyrus made his way swiftly to the kitchen area. Lily followed, using Frisk’s legs to carry both children into the new room. They hadn’t seen the kitchen yet. Indeed, most of what they had seen of the Skeleton brothers’ house consisted of the den, and an all-too-brief visit to the water closet earlier in the day.
So, they weren’t quite sure what to expect when they stepped inside.
The first thing that caught Lily’s eye was the sink. It was placed high up on the very top of a closet-like deck, taller than even Papyrus. She wondered, with how fond the bone man was with pasta, how he managed to even use it to retrieve water. Then she remembered the culinary death trap out in the forest and figured it would probably be better not to ask. The rest, fortunately was fairly standard. Brown and orange tiled flooring, a basic stove top, a counter and cupboard, refrigerator and freezer. What’s more, it seemed fairly clean compared to the varying levels of messiness characteristic of the rest of the house.
“So, what kind of spaghetti are we making?” Frisk asked.
“THERE’S DIFFERENT KINDS?!” Papyrus exclaimed, noticeably shocked by the revelation.
“Well yeah, a few.” Frisk said. “There’s bolognese, alle vongole, spaghetti with meatballs… I don’t know how to make all of them, but I have a few recipes…”
“WOWIE! I NEVER KNEW THERE WERE SO MANY! HUMANS MUST BE QUITE PASSIONATE ABOUT PASTA.” Papyrus said. “I AM EAGER TO SEE HOW HUMAN SPAGHETTI WORKS. WHAT DO WE NEED FIRST?”
“Well… the most important ingredient in making spaghetti sauce of course.” The boy laughed. “Tomatoes!”
“AH, I HAVE SOME OF THOSE IN THE ‘FRIDGE!” Papyrus said.
“On it!” Lily chirped, getting into it as well. She steered Frisk’s body toward the large cooler and opened it up. “Pff, what’s this?” She chuckled at the sight. Half the fridge’s shelves were filled with various containers labeled ‘spaghetti’, while the other half was empty save for a nearly empty chip bag.
“AH, MY COLLECTION OF PASTA DELIGHTS!” Papyrus announced with his characteristic flare. “AND… THAT. SANS NORMALLY EATS OUT, SO HIS HALF IS MOSTLY EMPTY. I’VE TRIED TO TELL HIM HE SHOULD EAT SOMETHING OTHER THAN GRILLBY’S… SO, HE BOUGHT THOSE…” Papyrus sighed.
“So, what you’re saying is that you have all that…” She chuckled evilly and drew out the bag. “…and a bag of chips.”
Papyrus brought his metacarpals to his skull. It gave a comical klunk. ”NOT ANOTHER ONE…”
A small sigh drifted from a large round skull as Sans paused in front of the brothers' house, the air in front of him fogging just briefly as a wordless reminder of the cold. His mind had been busy with everything from curiosity to regret since his encounter with Frisk and Lily hours before. Maybe he had been a little hard on the kid. That look of terror on his face... It didn't sit well within his bones.
He truly had forgotten everything. And Sans had done a pretty good job at making a rather unpleasant (second) first impression on the poor boy. What’s more, he was still no closer to discovering the truth behind what occurred in the previous timeline. Their research had progressed quite a ways after reaching the surface, that much was true. And the blue skeleton had the distinct feeling that they’d found something… but what? Whatever it was, something had happened to necessitate another reset – one total enough that even the one who did it had no recollection of anything. The truth had to lie in those messages.
'i really need to find a way to translate his code... if i could do that i'm sure it would reveal a lot. problem is, i have no idea where to start. if he could remember something, it might at least give us a starting point. but then there's his friend, lily. he seems to trust her more than anything so it might be hard to get to him with her being so protective. not that i can blame her. i was an ass… at the same time, i still don’t know anything about her.'
Sans considered for a moment about some of the reports he’d read. The kid didn’t really like talking about his power, or what went on in his head. In a way, he was even more reserved than Sans himself in that regard. Even still, he wasn’t a vault and occasionally he’d let some things slip. Sans’ ‘previous self’ never found out the full truth about that, or if he did, he never recorded it. Still, the blue skeleton thought for a moment on the possible connection between these entries, and Lily’s presence now. Was it possible she was active in the last timeline, at least in some form?
He placed a hand over his left eye. If she was, she was certainly a lot more subtle then.
Shaking off the snow that had begun to settle on his head, he finally opened the door. A small part of him was still afraid that Paps wouldn't be waiting for him after all. Yet the sound of his brother’s energetic voice calmed him immediately upon entering. His skull shifted to one of his typical grins as he closed the door behind him. Glancing at the kitchen he noticed Papyrus talking to Frisk who seemed to have found his bag of chips. The voice speaking to his brother sounded much like the kid’s but something was off. Raising a brow ridge, he cautiously moved closer to investigate.
Frisk’s right eye was glowing again.
Sans tempered his instincts with logic and managed to ground himself before doing something stupid. Taking in the fact that Papyrus showed no concern must mean he’d known about it for a while now. He seemed happy and there was not a scratch on either him or the kid. Good. Papyrus finished and Sans was about to walk into the kitchen when Frisk’s voice spoke once more. Except… it wasn’t him doing the talking.
“So, what you’re saying is that you have all that…” Lily chuckled in the familiar voice, the eye growing brighter in merriment. “…and a bag of chips.”
The short skeleton blinked a couple times before snorting despite himself. The sound caused Frisk's head to whip around to look at him even as Papyrus gave a skullpalm to rival one of Sans’ own bad puns. He noticed the eye grow a darker, angry shade of red like smoldering coals. That must be Lily. The other eye closed shut and the body twitched slightly as if the other presence was trying to retreat. So that one must be Frisk. That was also good… it meant the kid could still control his own body even in that state.
Well that’s something. It looked like his ‘bad cop’ act had done a little more than he originally thought. Whatever Lily did back there, it seemed like they could do it at will now… which meant the kid didn’t have to play medium for her anymore. There was a lot he wanted to talk to them about, but it looked like neither one of them were really in the mood for discussion.
He gave a meaningful glance toward Papyrus who still had his skull in his hand, before shrugging and mouthing a silent ‘not here’. The red eye that Lily controlled softened to a more mellow shade, and the body nodded in understanding. Frisk, for his own part seemed to settle down a little as well.
"heya paps. whatcha doing?" Sans asked innocently of his brother while striding casually into the kitchen.
"OH, HELLO BROTHER!” Papyrus exclaimed loudly, a large grin on his face. “LILY, FRISK AND I ARE MAKING FRIENDSHIP SPAGHETTI! FRISK WAS TELLING ME ABOUT ALL THESE DIFFERENT KINDS ON THE SURFACE!!! DID YOU KNOW THERE WERE SO MANY, SANS?"
"can’t say i did, bro. pretty cool though. i'm sure anything you guys make will... pasta test." He grinned as Papyrus’ eye began to twitch. He didn’t fail to notice the quick snicker that came from the humans’ direction either. "c'mon bro. that was good, you’re smiling.'
"HEH...THAT WAS ONE OF YOUR BETTER ONES, I SUPPOSE.” The tall skeleton admitted before adding hopefully, “WILL YOU BE JOINING US, BROTHER?"
"sure pap. Just wake me when it's ready. i'm gonna go take a nap." Sans quickly excused himself from the room, waving at the two and a half chefs before heading upstairs and leaving them to their work.
"I DO WISH HE WOULDN'T SLEEP SO MUCH… BUT NEVER MIND THAT! WE HAVE PASTA TO MAKE!! NYEH HEH HEH!!!" Papyrus grabbed the pot and wrestled it into the sink to fill with water. It was a daunting task even for someone of his stature… Frisk and Lily would likely need a step-ladder or three just to reach the tap.
"Oh yeah!” Lily suddenly remembered what she’d originally meant to do and turned once more to the fridge, replacing the chips and retrieving a couple tomatoes. "Should three be enough Frisk?"
"Should be. Next we’ll need some meat. Ground beef is usually what’s used on the Surface, but I don’t know if the Underground has that. I’m sure we can find a good enough substitute though.” Frisk instructed. “And… do you see any garlic or basil around? Maybe even some onions and mushrooms? Oh! And maybe a pinch of red pepper if we have it. That’ll really make the sauce stand out.” Frisk grinned, getting excited as Papyrus about cooking. “I can’t wait to show Papyrus how we do it on the surface… this is going to be so good!”
Both Lily and Papyrus looked around for the requested items; the only thing they didn’t manage to find was the basil. Frisk was right about the lack of ground beef, but they DID manage to find something that looked and smelled quite similar. It wasn’t the first time monster cuisine had echoed that of the surface… he’d need to remember to ask how they managed to do that.
Once everything was situated they begin the preparations.
"THE WATER IS NOT BOILING AS FAST AS I WOULD LIKE." Groaned the taller skeleton. He’d been watching the pot for a good few minutes for any sign of bubbling.
Lily perked up. "Oh! I know! Add some salt to the water! It will make it boil faster!" She grinned, happy to be able to contribute.
"EXCELLENT IDEA LILY! WHERE DID YOU LEARN THAT?"
"Oh. That's easy! I used to help my mom cook… all the… time…” Her voice wavered, drawing out the words as her mind began to process what she’d just said. Frisk’s face molded into a mirror of her own thoughtfulness. When she spoke again it was barely a whisper. "I… used to help my mom cook... how… how did I know that…?"
Frisk turned his attention to his friend. "Lily? Are you alright? Is it another memory?"
She shook their shared head, gently biting Frisk’s lip. "No. It isn’t like that. It just sort of… came out. It wasn’t a vision, like before where I remembered myself in the garden. It’s strange. Somehow, I just sort of… know.“
"WHAT IS HAPPENING, HUMANS? IS IT SOMETHING I CAN HELP WITH?"
"No… I'm okay Papyrus." She went on to explain her lack of memories from before she met Frisk, and how they’ve slowly been returning since they began.
"AH. THEN I, THE GREAT PAPYRUS, SHALL DO ALL I CAN TO HELP YOU FIND ALL YOUR PRECIOUS MEMORIES AGAIN! NYEH HEH!"
He posed gallantly, and both Frisk and Lily smiled before replying together. "You're the best Papyrus!"
With that the three turned their attention fully to the task at hand. They minced the meat, diced and seared the veggies, and pureed the tomatoes before mixing them all together and setting them to cook. By the time they’d finished, the water had begun to boil just as Lily had predicted. Frisk opened the box of noodles and added them to the scalding liquid before instructing Papyrus on the proper way to stir them so they wouldn’t stick to the pot. He would have liked to have made the pasta by hand, but the skeleton brothers’ kitchen seemed to be lacking the proper flour so they had to make do.
A savory aroma permeated the cozy home as the meal began to slowly simmer on the stove top. Papyrus, inspired by the wondrous utility of sodium, had to be gently talked down from adding what must have been at least five times the lethal dose. Fortunately for their stomachs, and the sanctity of chefs everywhere, Frisk and Lily managed to keep the tall skeleton from his ill-fated experimentation.
After about a half an hour of waiting, Frisk took a small spoonful of the sauce to taste. He gave a soft hum of approval. The meat was fully cooked, the tomatoes savory with just enough tang and spice from the garlic, pepper and onions.
“It’s so good!” Lily exclaimed through the boy’s mouth. Frisk grinned proudly.
“Have a taste Papyrus.” He offered.
The tall skeleton jogged up and took a spoonful of his own. The red sauce passed through his teeth and vanished from the cutlery. Lily thought to question exactly how he managed to eat without a jaw to hold the food, but stopped when Papyrus’ skull lit up with a little surprise and a lot of joy.
“WOWIE, THAT IS DELICIOUS!” He exclaimed. “I NEVER KNEW SPAGHETTI TASTED THIS GOOD. I SHOULD HAVE TRIED IT LONG AGO!”
Frisk lifted the brow above his non-glowing eye. “Wait… you’ve never had it? But I thought you make it all the time.”
“THAT IS BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS SO BUSY MAKING IT!” Papyrus declared. “EVERYONE LOVES MY SPAGHETTI SO MUCH THAT I HAVE NEVER HAD TIME TO TRY IT FOR MYSELF.”
"Maybe that’s for the best…" Lily said internally, causing Frisk to giggle.
“We’ll get some plates ready, okay?” The boy said, giving the sauce one final stirring for good measure.
“VERY WELL! I SHALL GO AND WAKE MY BROTHER! NO GRILLBY’S FOR HIM TONIGHT! NYEH HEH HEH!” With his iconic laugh, the red skeleton darted from the room and was half way up the stairs in less than a second.
Frisk laughed and Lily shook their head before the two set about preparing the servings. They opened the storage compartment beneath the sink to search for some plates and Lily had to choke back a laugh at the sight of the hundreds of bones piled within. A few were riddled with small marks or had pieces broken off as if they’d been gnawed recently by a dog. Nevertheless they managed to find a few clean dishes and cutlery among the calcium supply and fished them out for use.
Spooning a generous helping of noodles and sauce onto each plate the children gathered two of them and headed to the living area just as Papyrus was ushering a very drowsy looking Sans down the stares. The short skeleton blinked a couple of times at the sight of them, Frisk with one eye still glowing crimson. Lily managed to keep her emotions in check for the most part, but Frisk still caught the acrid scent of her silent anger despite the pleasant aroma of the spaghetti.
“huh. actually smells pretty good.” Sans observed.
“It’s… just a simple Bolognese.” Frisk said, a little more quietly than normal. “It isn’t anything too fancy.”
“IT IS VERY GOOD, SANS. YOU MUST TRY SOME.” Papyrus said. “MY FIRST TIME EATING SPAGHETTI. I AM SO EXCITED!”
Papyrus practically planted his brother down on the sofa before taking a seat next to him. Frisk dutifully handed them their plates, Sans’ a little more reluctantly than his brother’s. Sans stared at the plate for a moment before setting it on the arm-rest and rummaging around in his pocket before pulling out a small bottle of viscous red liquid. Frisk caught the distinctive smell of ketchup as he popped the cap. His expression fell.
“You aren’t…” Frisk’s voice spoke in Lily’s tone.
“REALLY, SANS?” Papyrus chided at the same time.
“what?” The hoodied skeleton grinned. “seems to me like a perfect time to hit the sauce.”
Papyrus cringed and Lily looked on in sheer bewilderment as Sans promptly raised the bottle to his skull and downed the whole thing in one go. He gave an exaggerated sigh and wiped his non-lips on the sleeve of his hoodie before taking the plate again. Lily sighed in relief before turning her voice inward to speak to Frisk alone.
"It’s okay, Frisk. He just… drank it." She said the last part slowly, realizing how ridiculous it sounded.
"He did?" Frisk asked, relaxing.
“whatcha just standing there for, kiddos?” Sans asked. “you’re eatin’ too, right?”
“Oh! Y-yeah…” Frisk said.
He retrieved his and Lily’s plate before making his way back to the sofa. Papyrus patted the empty space between himself and Sans encouragingly. They carefully managed to settle themselves between the two brothers without spilling any of their meal. Frisk did his best not to look nervous while sitting so close the shorter brother. He didn’t want to worry Papyrus, who so far seemed unaware of the tension between Sans and the children.
Lily forced herself to watch as the blue skeleton took a forkful of their spaghetti and gave it a try. For a second, she thought she saw a hint of surprise cross the skeleton’s normally unreadable expression.
“hey. this is good.” He took another bite and the ever-present grin returned to his skull, though this time it seemed a little more genuine. “you made this, frisk?”
“Not just me.” Frisk said modestly. “Papyrus and Lily did most of the work. I just gave the recipe and helped where I needed to.”
“Oh, don’t say that Frisk…” Lily sighed. “You were the one who showed us how to do everything. I don’t think it would have come out half as good if not for that.”
“INDEED, HUMAN!” Papyrus agreed. “IT WAS OUR COMBINED GREATNESS THAT MADE THIS PASTA SO SPECIAL. BE PROUD OF YOURSELF!”
“heh. gotta agree with ‘em there, buddy.” Sans said. He actually sounded honest. “you did good. guess humans really know their food, eh?”
“Well they know how to eat anyway.” Frisk said, feeling a little more comfortable from the encouragement. That evoked a laugh from both Lily and Sans.
The meal was a rather pleasant experience with each of them eating their food at different paces. Papyrus shoveled his down with the same haste that he showed everything else and then went for seconds. Sans ate slow and leisurely in stark contrast to his brother, ignoring the bits of sauce that dripped onto his shirt, hoodie, and shorts.
As for Frisk and Lily, two consciousnesses enjoying the same meal using the same body was certainly an interesting thing to behold. The shorter skeleton quickly learned how to tell who was in control simply by their mannerisms. Frisk was a rather plain eater, taking small bites and being prone to slurp some of the larger noodles; one thing that served to remind the skeleton that he was still a child despite everything. Lily on the other hand seemed to have a much more refined style in contrast to her fiery personality, wrapping the noodles onto the fork and taking care to make as little mess as possible.
The glow of the television filled the home with light and sound from the quirky detective show that was currently airing. Mettaton played all of the parts, but that was alright. The robot seemed quite skilled at playing multiple roles, even if his rectangular form made it woefully obvious.
“so.” Sans said, waving his fork casually. It was an awkward situation but he had to ask. “you and the ghost-kid can share a body?”
“Yeah?” Frisk questioned.
“What’s your point?” Lily asked, somewhat suspiciously.
“s’just a lot easier to talk this way is all.” Sans said casually. “why didn’t you do it before? seemed like frisk here had to talk for you for a while there.”
Lily smiled though it did little to conceal the flickering glow of aggravation within Frisk’s right eye. "Oh you know. Before this morning we never had a need to try and find out if we could."
“Lily… Not in front of Papyrus.” Frisk warned internally, casting a surreptitious glance toward the taller brother who was already half way through his second plate of pasta.
“Aw… but… I wanted to rattle him a little…” The girl pouted.
“Yeah, but we don’t want to drag Papyrus into it, right?”
“I know…” Lily sighed. “I’ll be careful, okay?”
"i see. guess that makes sense…" Sans replied. 'so. i had a hand in that huh? guess it works in the long run...' He sighed before setting his plate on the armrest, pleasantly satisfied by the surprisingly wholesome meal. He couldn’t remember how long it had been since he’d eaten at home.
"I GET IT! IT MUST HAVE BEEN BECAUSE YOU WANTED SO BADLY TO JOIN IN THE JOY OF PUZZLE MAKING! I AM SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT! WE SHALL CREATE MANY MORE GREAT PUZZLES TOGETHER!" Papyrus grinned, his excitement causing the kids to laugh.
"Of course Papyrus! It’ll be much more fun with all of us!" Frisk told the taller skeleton happily as they finish the last of the spaghetti.
"by the way… how'd you two meet anyways? you said you only came here not long ago?' Sans attempted a different approach, hoping to glean some more information.
Before Lily could tell him where to shove the question Papyrus spoke up.
"I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW AS WELL! YOU TWO GET ALONG SO WELL WITH EACH OTHER! LIKE YOU'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR A VERY LONG TIME!"
Lily went silent at that so Frisk responded instead. "We met after I fell down here. She was there when the flowers saved me." Frisk’s head tilted to the side in thought. "I couldn’t remember the last time I’d ever seen anything, but there she was. I thought I had died for a while, actually. I couldn’t think of any other way to explain it. But well, I’m not dead and she’s still here so… I’m glad."
The boy’s cheeks reddened a little as Lily remembered that day. It hadn’t been so long ago, but somehow it felt like an age. They’d both been so confused… Frisk had even asked if she was an angel. She hadn’t thought much of it at the time, but now the funny memory brought a small smile to her heart and Frisk’s lips.
The smell of the golden flowers: of lemon and honey, flowed through his nose.
"WHAT A FUN AND UNIQUE FIRST MEETING!” Papyrus exclaimed. “LILY SEEMS TO BE A GREAT FRIEND FOR YOU! AND YOU HER! THERE IS NONE GREATER THAN THE GREAT PAPYRUS, BUT BOTH OF YOU ARE VERY CLOSE SECONDS INDEED!"
"you are the best friend someone can get paps." Sans chuckled.
"After that we stayed together. It's been a lot of fun!" Frisk ended off with a smile.
They’d left out the part about the maniacal talking flower who tried to kill them afterwards. Lily frowned inwardly a little at the thought. Flowey… she’d seen him earlier, though he’d disappeared soon after. She hadn’t yet been able to tell Frisk about that. The nihilistic little sprout had been pretty quick to confront them in the Ruins, and she worried that he might eventually decide to do the same here.
Thinking about him always seemed to make her feel sad, though she didn’t know why. When it came to Sans and his out-of-nowhere interrogation, she’d become angry and protective. But with Flowey it was a different matter. In her heart, she knew he was dangerous… unpredictable. Unlike Sans who seemed to have an underlying reason for his actions, Flowey was unhinged – doing things only because they interested him. And yet, despite that… she couldn’t bring herself to hate him even if he had done everything to deserve it.
“What’s wrong, Lily?” Frisk asked. He must have sensed her feelings.
She shook their head and put them away for now. “Nothing… just thinking about some things.”
Papyrus stood to collect the dishes and returned to the kitchen to place them in the sink and put away the leftovers. Once everything was done the tall skeleton suggested playing some card games on the floor in front of the TV. Frisk was unsure but he ultimately agreed when Lily offered to share his ‘turn’. Sans, despite wanting to get to work on what he’d learned about the two kids, couldn't say no to his brother. Several games of Go Fish later had Papyrus with the biggest grin on his face as he laid his final 2 cards, a pair of 3's, on his ever growing pile.
"NYEH HEH HEH! I WIN AGAIN! THE FISH ARE MINE!" Papyrus exclaimed and took up the rest of the cards to reassemble the deck. "WOULD YOU LIKE TO PLAY AGAIN? THIS IS VERY FUN WITH THREE PEOPLE! ERR, FOUR PEOPLE? HMM…”
Frisk shook his head softly and let out a yawn. "M… maybe tomorrow. I'm getting a little tired. Lily too."
"It has been a long day... I'm surprised Frisk hasn't fallen asleep already..." Lily chuckled as she pushed the last of the cards towards the lankier skeleton brother.
"I was having fun..." Frisk replied indigently as another yawn forced its way from his mouth, drawing out the tail end of the sentence.
"IT IS ALRIGHT, FRIENDS. YOU MAY REST ON THE COUCH AGAIN! YOU ARE FREE TO USE IT WHENEVER YOU WOULD LIKE!"
"Thanks Papyrus. That's great of you. I think we will head to sleep. C'mon Frisk. Let's go..."
“’Kay.” The boy said, rubbing his eyes sleepily.
Notes:
Here’s a bit of a change of pace after the gauntlet that was Chapter 11. After all that, it’s probably past time to give these characters a bit of a break, isn’t it?
Our Frisky might be on Master Chef one of these days, eh? His nose probably goes a long way in making up for his lack of sight. Kid’s like a bloodhound.
Sans is trying. It’s pretty awkward right now but… he’s trying.
Lily’s memories are slowly starting to resurface. She still has a long way to go though…
Also, that chips joke is so dated… but it was too good to pass up.
Again, we hope this served as a nice bit of cool down from the chaos of the last chapter. We’ll be getting into more important stuff in the next one, so look forward to that.
If you like this story, please take a moment to let us know in a comment/review. We love hearing what our readers think!
Chapter 13: The First Release
Notes:
KikiRukata: Sorry so much for the delay on this chapter everyone. My mother went and had surgery done recently and that’s been taking up a lot of our time the past month getting her and the house ready for when she came out. Now that I don’t have an impending surgery hanging over my head hopefully that means things will calm down at home and the work front. So once again. Sorry for the delay! I hope everyone enjoys the chapter!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
* Four Stage Memory Seal: Status Report:
Seal: Alpha – LOCKED
Seal: Beta – LOCKED
Seal: Gamma – LOCKED
Seal: Delta – LOCKED
* Begin release process…
* ERROR: Interference from foreign consciousness detected – Purge and resume process.
* Seal: Alpha – commence release, restore vestigial recollection.
* Seals Beta, Gamma, and Delta – suspended until process is complete.
– CURRENT ANALYSIS –
I’ve made it back… it seems it really worked after all. Hopefully this will buy us all some time. The first seal has begun its release process, so I have a little time to ruminate before the others put me back into sleep.
It’s bound to be quite a shock when the memories begin to return… and truthfully, I regret forcing all of these onto my former self, but it must be done. If I can arm him with the knowledge I’ve gained, then maybe he will be able to fix my mistakes… and stop what is to come. It will be difficult, but the following days will go a long way in determining how smoothly the process will go. I only hope it will not be too much…
As for the other consciousness, the one he has named Lily, my feelings are… torn.
She has been an asset thus far and it seems at least some of what she told me was truthful. She offered herself as a guide unprompted and has been a constant source of support since they returned here. Even in this short time, they’ve forged a powerful bond. It almost seems an entirely different presence from the one I’m familiar with. Could the Other have truly affected her that much? Or… was it because of me?
On the other hand, I still see facets of the one I once feared even now. She still has something of a violent streak if the earlier encounter with Sans is any indication. Then again, she only assumed control in defense of my young incarnation and seemed reluctant to do so again when asked. What should I think? Are my suspicions warranted or have my experiences clouded my judgement to the point that I can’t help but consider the worst case scenario? Regardless, I cannot deny that she’s been a boon. My first journey through the Underground was far more difficult due to my limitations, so having another to help must be invaluable.
Interestingly, most of her own memories seem to have been lost as a result of the transfer. It’s a case very different from the Seal placed upon myself. They’re more scattered, returning in bits and chunks rather than a steady flow of restored information. Even her own name seems to have been lost during the process. I am curious, and a bit apprehensive at what the restoration of those particular memories will mean going forward. I suppose it is only then that I’ll know for sure where her motivations lie.
The Other is not yet aware of this timeline, as far as I can tell. It seems we still remain in the shadow of the former, and it has yet to find us. Without a doubt, it noticed my disappearance as well as hers, but I’ve noticed none of the signs to suggest that it knows where we are. Hopefully it remains that way, until we can find out what to do.
As for the others… I can’t express how happy I am to see them all again. How I wish our happy ending could have remained so. I expected that reaction from Sans… I knew he would eventually find the records and manage to piece things together. I hope I can count on his help when the time comes… if he can even bring himself to trust me again, that is.
Ah… seems my time’s coming to an end. The process is almost finished. Maybe next time, I’ll have something a little more substantial.
– END ANALYSIS –
* Release Process: Complete
* Seal: Alpha – Released, vestigial recollection restored.
* Seals Beta, Gamma, and Delta – Ending suspension period, restore lock.
* Updating status…
Seal: Alpha – UNLOCKED
Seal: Beta – LOCKED
Seal: Gamma – LOCKED
Seal: Delta – LOCKED
* Stage 1 of 4 complete.
*Stage 2 of 4 progress - 0.1%……
“Oof…!” Lily grunted as she was suddenly forced from Frisk’s body and down onto the floor near the skeletons’ couch. “H-hey…!”
She cast a bleary glare toward Frisk, only to drop it the moment her eyes fell upon his still sleeping form. She lifted a spectral brow and drifted over to him. His eyes were still closed and his breathing was steady… whatever had expelled her from his SOUL had done nothing to disturb his own slumber. Shrugging her shoulders, she placed her hand over his chest – the place closest to his essence and concentrated on re-merging. After a couple of moments she opened her eyes.
Nothing happened.
Frisk lay where he was, and she continued to float above him. There was no burst of light, no dissipation of her spirit, not even a pulse from his SOUL. There was nothing.
“What the hell…?” She muttered, and nudged the boy’s shoulder. “Frisk? Hey, wake up.”
He didn’t respond. Not even a sleepy groan or a blind wave of the arm to get rid of the disturbance. She nudged him harder… still nothing. No matter her attempts he remained in deep sleep. She considered for a moment on what else to try. Frisk was normally a deep sleeper but this was simply ridiculous. She poked, prodded, and shook but nothing seemed capable of rousing the boy from whatever abyss he’d fallen into.
“Well crap…” she sighed, giving up and settling herself down on the couch next to him.
She watched him for a while, taking note of the ever-so-slight movement of his lips barely perceptible amidst the steady breaths. He seemed to be talking in his sleep, but it was silent and she wasn’t exactly versed in the reading of lips. The spectral girl chuckled a little at his side.
‘Wonder what he’s dreaming about?’ She thought. ‘He seems calm enough, so it probably isn’t anything bad. Maybe we’re just not quite used to this whole ‘combining our consciousnesses’ thing. Oh well… it isn’t like I was going to get to sleep again right away after being woken up like that.”
She settled back and reclined in the air with her hands behind her head. Merging with Frisk had a lot of benefits – she could talk to people, and directly interact with the world around her and all that. But there was something about the freedom of being a weightless ghost uninhibited by gravity that she found quite a bit of enjoyment in. Grinning, she imagined all the pranks she could play if she was just a little more solid. She had a feeling she played quite a few of those back when she was alive.
‘When I was alive…’ She mused, and her face turned thoughtful. ‘That’s right… I still don’t remember much about my life. Little pieces have been coming back to me but most of it is still a big blur. I know I had a mom, a dad who liked gardening, and… a brother. Yeah… I called him Rei, but I’m sure that was just a nickname. I can now remember when my dad gave me those shears… he taught me so much about how to take care of plants. I think that’s why I love flowers so much. I just wish I could remember their faces or even just their names… I still can’t even remember my own.’
‘And… what about my death? I don’t even remember how it happened or when… or what brought me back. I was dead, shouldn’t I have stayed that way? So then… why am I here now, attached to Frisk’s SOUL?’
The girl crossed her arms and exhaled. Thinking about it wasn’t bringing her any closer to the answer. In a way, that was the most frightening thing of all. What would happen if she eventually did find out? Maybe the answer was so horrible that it was the very reason she’d lost her memory in the first place. She shuddered at the possibility, wrapping her arms around herself to stave off a sudden chill.
Thankfully, she didn’t need to entertain that unpleasant thought for long. A soft sound, piercing the silence of the living area drew her attention. It was a voice, too distant to be understood but identifiable as such nonetheless. It was coming from the upper levels of the home… or more specifically, from Sans’ room.
Curious, Lily drifted up to the second level to investigate, making her way to the simple door. As she drew closer it became clear that there were actually two voices, both familiar. She reached the door, noticing it was slightly ajar and peered inside. It was clear it hadn’t been cleaned in a while. Old socks littered the floor and furnishings, one hanging limply from the console of a treadmill in the center of the room. In the corner was what could only be described as a self-sustaining tornado filled with trash. The girl would have liked a bit of time to marvel the sheer absurdity of it all, if a voice hadn’t drawn her attention to more important things.
“SANS, PLEASE CALM DOWN.” Papyrus said gently. “IT WAS JUST A NIGHTMARE. NO NEED TO WORRY.”
Sans was sitting up in his bed, strange bluish liquid akin to tears streaming down the sides of his skull from his darkened eye-sockets. Papyrus sat on the side of the lumpy mattress, his long, bony arms wrapped tightly around his brother. Sans looked a lot smaller without his hoodie, which only added to his sorry state. His entire form trembled within his brothers’ embrace and the constant grin he usually wore was replaced with an expression of absolute terror.
“you wouldn’t get it, pap…” he said almost breathlessly. “if you knew… if you’d seen it…”
“SANS, LISTEN TO ME…” Papyrus soothed. “THE HUMAN WON’T HURT ANYONE… WE ARE FRIENDS NOW! EVEN THE DOG CLAN LOVES HIM. IT WAS JUST A DREAM, BROTHER…”
“you don’t know what he’s capable of, bro…” Sans muttered. “i don’t want to lose you again… I can’t lose you again.”
“LOOK AT ME, SANS…” Papyrus said, grabbing his brother’s skull and craning his neck up to look him in the eye. “I AM RIGHT HERE, SAFE AND SOUND. NO HARM AT ALL! I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE TO PROTECT YOU.”
“i know… and i wanna believe that. but ever since this started…” Sans trailed off. “i can’t help it, bro… i’m terrified, knowing what could happen but having no idea what will.”
“YOU AREN’T MAKING SENSE, SANS…” Papyrus said. “YOU’RE STILL TALKING ABOUT THE DREAM RIGHT? YOU JUST NEED TO TELL YOURSELF THAT IT WASN’T REAL. I’M HERE, YOU’RE HERE, AND SO ARE FRISK AND LILY. WE’LL ALL BE FRIENDS, WE’LL MAKE PASTA AND PUZZLES TOGETHER. AND YOU CAN EVEN ANNOY US WITH YOUR PUNS! I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THOSE…”
“heh. can’t deny that. i am a real punny guy, huh?” Sans forced a grin at the small pun. Papyrus tried to maintain a straight face, but Sans caught the slight twitch of his eye-socket.
“A-ANYWAY!” He cleared his throat. “DREAMS CANNOT HURT YOU… AND IF YOU ARE EVER FRIGHTENED YOU CAN ALWAYS COME TO ME. THE GREAT PAPYRUS ALWAYS HAS TIME TO LEND AN EAR TO HIS AMAZING BROTHER.”
“yeah… thanks bro.” Sans said, feeling a little better. “guess i just need to pull myself together, huh?”
“THERE YOU GO! I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT.” Papyrus flashed a brilliant grin, and Sans chuckled. “YOU SHOULD TALK TO THEM, SANS. I’M SURE IF YOU TOOK SOME TIME, YOU WOULD ALL BECOME GOOD FRIENDS.”
“whaddya mean? we talked plenty earlier…” Sans lifted a brow ridge.
“NO, YOU HAD AN INTERROGATION.” Papyrus countered. “I’VE SEEN IT PLENTY WITH UNDYNE. IT’S A GREAT WAY TO LEARN ABOUT SOMEONE BUT NOT VERY GOOD FOR MAKING FRIENDS.”
“heh. i guess i can’t hide anything from you, huh?” Sans said. “you’re right though… guess i should at least give it a try. can’t expect those kids to be honest with me, if i’m not honest with them.”
Lily retreated from the door, leaving the two skeletons to the rest of their conversation. It was clear there was a lot more to Sans than met the eye. Maybe she was being a little hard on him after what happened before. Still, that didn’t change the fact that she was angry for what he’d done. Just thinking about how terrified and confused Frisk was made her chest burn…
But maybe if she understood his reasons…
Sighing she drifted back down to the lower floor and returned to Frisk’s side, snuggling herself next to the boy as much as she was able. This time he stirred, shuffling unconsciously to the side and wrapping his arm over her spectral form. She smiled a little, enjoying the comfort despite everything. At last, sleep caught up with her once more, and she felt her consciousness drifting off once again.
Neither of the humans were disturbed again for the rest of the night.
Morning greeted Lily like a slap to the face as the smell of warm cinnamon wafted through the room. She opened her eyes to its intoxicating call, her eyes focusing in on Sans, closing the door behind himself. Two small books were tucked under one arm and the source of the wonderful smell drifted out from the small bag in his other hand.
The shorter bone brother watched as Frisk’s hovering arm moved up and then was gently lowered onto the couch next to his chest. The kid’s face scrunched up slightly before falling back into place, completely uncaring to the disturbance. Sans chuckled and moved over to them, setting the books and bag down upon the end table next to boy's head.
"hey ghost-kid. i know your there. these are for you and frisk." He said casually.
Sans glanced out the corner of his eye as Frisk started moving like he was being shaken. The boy groaned as he blindly swatted at Lily, who only chuckled at his attempts to push her away.
"Nooo, I wanna sleep..." He said groggily, curling in on himself again.
"Frisk… use your nose, not your brain." Came the retort to his sleepy complaint.
Frisk huffed slightly before his nose twitched in response to something. The smell of heavy cinnamon and sugar caused a small noise to leave his lips as he licked them in anticipation. Lily laughed a little. It looked like the promise of food was an effective method in rousing the little sleeping lion. Who’d have thought?
"Mmm, smells like the bunnies from Ms. Lapin..."
"that's 'cus they are kid. a peace offering if you will."
Sans' voice caused Frisk to jump into a sitting position before tumbling to the floor. "Ah!"
"Frisk! Are you alright?" Lily asked as she moved quickly to Frisk's side, helping him sit back on the couch.
"Ow… Yeah I'm alright." Frisk replied, patting Lily's hand before turning his attention back to Sans.
He couldn’t help but feel a little nervous, even though he knew Sans probably wouldn’t do anything in his own house, with his brother so close by. Lily quickly took the initiative, merging with Frisk's SOUL so as to lend her support. The moment the eye began to glow it grew dark as it focused on Sans' every move.
The short skeleton rubbed the back of his head. At least it wasn’t hard to tell what she thought of him… not that he’d given the best first impression. "welp breakfast is there along with some puzzle books. gotta keep you kids outta trouble right? might wanna eat soon before they hop away." He turned up his hand, as if looking at some kind of invisible watch and gave a resigned sigh. "guess i should get going. gotta get to my bonely job in the snow."
With that, he quickly spun about on his slippered heel and walked out the door quick as he came, leaving the two of them in silence once again.
"Well... That was weird. He sure left in a hurry." Frisk replied, scratching the tip of his nose with a finger while his other hand fumbled around for the baked goods.
"Maybe Papyrus talked to him? It would make sense. I think Papyrus sees more than he lets on." Replied Lily, her glowing eye turned towards the bag as the boy finally found it. She decided against telling Frisk what she saw last night for now.
"Alright. These smell so good. I'm happy he brought them." Frisk grinned.
His hand quickly dove into the bag to pull out the sweet treat and pop it into his mouth. The delicious taste of cinnamon and icing sang against his tongue. She wasn’t quite on par with Toriel when it came to baking but Mrs. Lapin was definitely superb in her own right.
"Don’t eat them too fast!" Lily protested mentally as the boy shoved more of the cinnamon bunny into his mouth, therefore cutting off her ability to speak through him. “By the way, there’s something I wanted to ask.”
"Hmmph?" Frisk grunted through the mouthful, which causes the glowing eye to roll in exasperation at his messiness.
"Some time in the middle of the night I was forced out of your SOUL.” She explained. “It was like something just kicked me out… and it wouldn't let me back in. It was weird."
"Huh… wonder why?" Frisk vaguely thought back, licking his fingers and the sugary substance began to drip down the digits.
“Come on, Frisk… this is serious.” The girl complained, now wondering if it was such a good idea to bring it up when he had food on the brain. “It really worried me for a bit. Something like it happened before at Mom’s house and you know what happened that time.”
“Hmm…” Frisk began, slowing his eating to focus a little more on the subject at hand. “I don’t think I had a nightmare or anything…”
“Me neither.” Lily said. “But it happened anyway. And now that I think about it, you didn’t respond when I tried to wake you either. Normally you’ll groan or move away but this time… you didn’t do anything. It almost looked like you were talking in your sleep too.”
“I was?” Frisk said aloud as he finished the treat, and wiped his fingers clean. “What did I say?”
“I don’t know…” Lily responded. “If you were, it was too quiet to hear… and I don’t really know how to read lips. You’re sure you don’t know anything?”
“No…” Frisk said thoughtfully. “When you explain it like that it does seem weird but… I feel okay.”
“Are you sure?” She asked in concern, taking control of one of his arms to touch the other.
“Yeah… whatever it was, I don’t think it was anything bad.” He assured her. “Thanks for worrying about me. I’m sorry you had to wake up like that.”
“It’s alright.” The girl said softly. “Just as long as you’re okay.”
The two children set about getting ready for the day ahead. Using his stick and Lily’s guidance, Frisk padded over to the wash room and splashed his face with water before returning to the couch where they’d left Sans’ ‘peace offering’. Lily pored over the titles, and found them to be an assortment of pen-and-paper puzzles. There were some word searches, similar to the one he’d given them before, a number of crosswords of varying difficulties and a few Jumbles of both the Junior and Senior variety.
“OH HO! I SEE THE TWO OF YOU ARE ALREADY AWAKE! GOOD MORNING, HUMANS!” Called the unmistakably resounding voice of Papyrus from above. “AND DO MY EYE-SOCKETS DECEIVE ME? YOU HAVE BROUGHT PUZZLES! I KNEW YOU WERE FRIENDS WITH CLASS BUT I NEVER EXPECTED THIS MUCH.”
“’Morning Papyrus.” Frisk waved in the direction of the voice. “Actually, Sans brought these. We only just woke up.”
“HE DID? WOWIE!” Papyrus cheered. “MY ADVICE MUST HAVE REALLY HELPED.”
“Huh?” Frisk questioned.
“OH, JUST A SMALL NIGHT TERROR.” Papyrus explained as he descended the stairs and came to a stop before the two of them. “NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT. I AM GLAD HE IS FEELING BETTER. HE EVEN WOKE UP ON TIME!”
“Hey Papyrus?” Lily said hoping to change the subject before Frisk thought to ask about the contents of said nightmare. “Would you want to do some of these with us? Sans brought a lot, so…”
“AN INVITATION TO PUZZLING? NYEH HEH HEH! I’D LOVE TO!” Papyrus grinned widely, but turned thoughtful in the next moment. “IS… WHAT I’D LIKE TO SAY ANYWAY, BUT I MUST ATTEND TO MY DUTIES TODAY. THE PATH OF A ROYAL GUARD IS NOT AN EASY ONE, AND SOMETIMES SACRIFICES MUST BE MADE! I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND, FRIENDS.”
“It’s okay.” Frisk nodded. “We can always do them later on. Me and Lily can find something to do while you’re out.”
“WELL THAT IS SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO!” Papyrus said happily. “WELL THEN, I MUST BE GOING AS WELL. I KNOW IT WILL BE HARD WITHOUT ME, BUT TRY TO HAVE FUN WHILE I’M GONE.”
“We’ll try. See you later, Pap.” Lily responded.
Papyrus grinned before ruffling the child’s hair under his gloved hand. Frisk shook his head and straightened the displaced strands as best he could before giving the skeleton a grin and a thumbs up. Frisk slipped on his boots, gloves and jacket before they joined the taller bone brother at the front door of the house. They bid Papyrus farewell as he dashed off through the town, presumably to check on his own puzzles in the forest. Eventually they set off in the same direction, albeit at a far more leisurely pace than the energetic Guard hopeful.
Snowdin was as welcoming as ever, the twinkling lights invoking festive air that wouldn’t be out of place on a holiday card. Frisk pulled his jacket tighter around himself as a chill wind kicked up a little snow from the ground in front of him, making him shiver.
Lily had let herself out of Frisk’s SOUL shortly after they’d started walking, deigning instead to guide him normally. Seeing a strange new creature walking about their town might not have bothered the residents of Snowdin too much… but she reasoned that seeing a strange new creature with a glowing eye talking to itself while wandering around their town might raise a few eyebrows. Instead, she had her arms wrapped around the blind boy’s forehead and her chin resting upon his scalp, content to let him drag her weightless form along behind him, and offering guidance as needed. To the monsters, it would seem like little more than a perfectly normal (if slightly less fuzzy) boy taking a stroll through the village. To Frisk and Lily… they had to struggle to keep a straight face at their rather amusing position.
“So what now?” The girl said casually, kicking her legs behind her.
“I dunno.” Frisk shrugged. “We just ate, and Grillby’s probably isn’t very busy right now anyway.”
“Yeah… the Dog Clan’s probably out doing their jobs too.” Lily sighed. “And we already explored some of the forest yesterday. Ugh… this is hard.”
It was at that moment the two were drawn from their conversation by a voice from nearby.
“Yo!” Hailed the speaker, their voice unfamiliar.
Frisk and Lily turned as one toward its source. Standing near the large decorated tree in the center of town was a small yellowish monster about the same height as Frisk. It was largely reptilian in appearance, two off-white spikes protruding from the back of its head. A sleeveless yellow and brown striped shirt hung from its armless torso.
The monster’s scaled face curled into a wobbly smile and its tail swished back and forth excitedly when it noticed it had the boy’s attention. No shoes covered its three toed feet, but it didn’t seem bothered by the snow as it scampered quickly up to the boy and stared with wide, curious eyes.
“Yo!” It greeted again, in a voice that sounded masculine to Frisk. “You’re a kid too, right? I can tell because you’re wearing a striped shirt.”
“Yeah… I am?” Frisk answered sheepishly.
“That’s awesome! I’ve never seen you around here before. Did you just move here?” The monster child asked.
“Well, I…” Frisk wasn’t exactly sure how to respond to that. He couldn’t exactly say he lived on the surface, but he wasn’t quite comfortable in saying that he lived with Sans and Papyrus either… especially not with his apprehension surrounding the former.
The small monster didn’t seem to mind as he spoke again. “Yo, do you wanna play? I was just going to meet some friends. We’re gonna play Monsters and Humans!”
“You want me to play with you…?” Frisk asked. He wasn’t quite used to another child outright asking him to play.
“Say yes, Frisk!” Lily urged, dancing excitedly alongside him. “It sounds like fun!”
“Oh! Okay… uh, sure.” Frisk replied awkwardly. The monster child beamed.
“Alright! This is gonna be so cool!” The reptilian monster hopped up and down, kicking up a bit of snow. “Follow me!”
With that he turned around and set off into a run, to the north of the town square. He got a few feet before tripping and falling flat on his face into the snow. Lily gasped and was about to say something when he quickly picked himself back up as if nothing had happened and set off again. Blinking a couple of times she began to guide her blind companion after the child at a much slower pace, moving carefully around the other residents going about their daily business. By the time they’d crossed into Snowdin’s residential district, the reptilian monster was little more than a yellow dot amidst the sea of white snow.
“Wow, for having no arms, he sure is fast!” Lily commented. “You doing okay Frisk?”
“Yeah… I’m just a little nervous.” He said, feeling about with his stick as they moved. “This is the first time someone around my age has wanted to play with me. Well, except you, anyway.”
Lily placed her hand on Frisk’s shoulder and gave an encouraging squeeze. “You’ll be alright… remember what you told me when I was nervous about talking to Papyrus?”
Frisk gave a small smile. He did remember, and it had proven to be the right thing to do. Maybe if he just took his own advice it would be okay.
“Yo!” The monster child’s voice called out. He’d doubled back when he noticed the new kid wasn’t behind him. “What’s the holdup, dude? Don’t you wanna play?”
“Oh. Sorry…” Frisk said.
“You okay?”
“Yeah, I’m fine. It’s just…” He hesitated for a moment before finishing. “I… can’t see.”
“Oh… haha… oops. Don’t I feel like an idiot now.” The small monster’s grin faded. “Sorry for leaving you behind like that.”
“It’s okay. You didn’t know.” Frisk said. “I hope you still want me to play though.”
The grin returned. “Huh? Yeah! Of course I do. I’ll try to go a little slower until we get to the others okay?” He scratched the scales on his cheek with his foot - a gesture which looked somewhat amusing to Lily - before continuing. “Oh yeah. I’m Kidd by the way. So uh, nice to meet you and stuff.”
“I’m Frisk.” The boy introduced himself. “Oh, and my friend’s here too. You can’t see her, but her name’s Lily.”
“You got an invisible friend? Sweet!” Kidd said in awe. “Does she wanna play too?”
“Huh? Oh! Yeah!” Lily said as she hugged Frisk’s arm, smile spreading to each of her rosy cheeks.
Frisk laughed a little. He was starting to get a little excited too between both Lily and Kidd. “She said ‘yes’.”
“Awesome! Let’s get going then!” Kidd said, walking in front of them at a much slower pace this time.
Eventually they found their way to the northern part of Snowdin and the reptilian monster quickly led them to a large playground set apart from the numerous cozy homes dotting the area. There was a number of contraptions designed for leisure; swing-sets, a jungle gym, and even a play fort crafted from wood.
A number of young looking monsters were gathered in the clearing in the middle of the park, talking animatedly amongst themselves; a rabbit-like child, two slimes: one blue and one green with a red bow, a mouse wrapped in a far-too-big scarf, and a horned child with red skin, garbed in a robe. They all turned their attention to Kidd and his newfound companion as he darted up to meet them.
"Yo! I found someone else to play Monsters and Humans with us! This is Frisk and his invisible friend Lily!" Kidd introduced happily as he skidded to a stop in front of the group of kids.
"Oh! I think we saw him yesterday didn't we bro?" The green slime with the bow said.
"Yeah, you’re right! Are you alright? You seemed so sad yesterday..." The blue one replied, looking at Frisk with concern… or at least he thought he was looking at him. It was hard to tell.
Frisk drew his stick absently through the snow. All the attention was making him feel a bit nervous. "Yeah… I'm okay now. Thank you for asking." He turned his attention to Kidd who swished his tail excitedly.
Sensing this, Kidd looked at the boy, and the wagging stopped. His expression turned thoughtful. "Will you be able to play? Not being able to see and all?" The questioned carried a bluntness that only a child could deliver.
"Huh? You can’t see?” The mouse arced a brow, their voice slightly muffled by the scarf. “But you followed Kidd no problem!"
"Well um… that’s mostly thanks to Lily. She’s kind of like my guardian angel." Frisk grinned sheepishly, and Lily squeaked at his side.
“F-Frisk!” She stammered, her pale complexion taking on a decidedly tomato-like shade.
“Well, it’s true…” Frisk retorted, giving her somewhat flirtatious grin which only made her blush deeper.
“Hold on… if she’s invisible, how do we know where she is?" The rabbit wondered aloud, squinting his eyes as if she’d suddenly pop into view if he tried hard enough.
Frisk turned to Lily with a questioning look, and offered his hand to her. She was still reeling slightly from the ‘angel’ comment but managed a nod in response. Taking his hand, she tried to hide the visible signs of her embarrassment as much as possible even as her form vanished into Frisk’s body. The familiar red glow poured forth from the thin slit of the boy’s right eye, and his expression shifted to that of another.
"G…Greetings!" Lily spoke through Frisk's mouth, smiling as a few jaws dropped from the monster children.
"That is wicked cool! Haha! The red magic looks awesome!" The horned kid jumped excitedly, watching the glow coat the right side of the boy’s face.
"That's Lily! She's my best friend! I hope we can both play?" Frisk said.
“You don’t mind, right?” Lily added, feeling Frisk’s excitement welling up within his body alongside her own.
"YEAH!" A resounding cry from all of them gave the two humans all the answer they needed.
Kidd, seemingly the designated leader of the playgroup quickly set about dividing them all into teams. The mouse and the green slime were chosen as the Monsters while everyone else was a 'human'. Once done, they gave a quick run through of the rules to Frisk and Lily.
“So the Humans run and hide, and the Monsters have to catch them.” Frisk said. “And if they’re caught, they have to go to the ‘dungeon’ which is the jungle gym.”
“Yup!” Kidd said.
“And the monsters win if they catch all the humans.” Lily added. “But if they don’t catch them in time, the humans who haven’t been caught win.”
"You got it. Man, you guys catch on quick!” Kidd said eagerly. “Alright, everyone ready? Let's go!"
The children scattered, the ‘Humans’ distancing themselves from their pursuers while the two ‘Monsters’ fanned out to better capture them. The sound of shouts and laughter filled the chilly Snowdin park as the game began. Frisk couldn’t remember a time he’d had more fun. Something like this: playing a game with other children, running around without fear of hurting himself… it was something he could never experience on the Surface. Stick in hand, and his spectral friend’s voice guiding his steps, he dashed and dodged through the playground smiling all the while. Lily felt his joy as a mirror of her own. The monster children’s eagerness to include her as well as Frisk into their playgroup filled her with a happiness she couldn’t describe.
They were a fine team. Lily’s perceptiveness and Frisk’s reflexes complimented each other and they managed to do surprisingly well for their first time playing. In the end, they were still captured but when they got to the ‘dungeon’ they found Vis, and Jester (the male slime, and horned child respectively) already there waiting for them. Kidd was captured soon after, a victim of his own lack of balance. The rabbit boy, who was much more surefooted managed to avoid his opponents for a singular win.
“Wow, Coney… I don’t think I’ll ever be able to catch you.” The slime girl said, whole body wriggling as she took air into it.
“You almost did a couple of times.” Coney said to her. “You’re getting a lot faster, Aqua.”
“Seriously!” Kidd agreed before turning to Frisk and Lily. “And you two did really good for your first time playing.”
“Thanks.” Frisk said modestly.
“It was really fun!” Lily said with much more energy than her companion.
“Heh heh. So… you wanna try the other team now?” He said with another wobbly grin.
So it was that the teams were divided once again. Frisk and Lily were placed on the side of the Monsters alongside the ever-smiling Jester. The other children took their places around the park, keeping distance or hiding as suited their abilities. Jester wished the two real humans good luck before setting off in pursuit of Murid, who they ‘totally weren’t singling out because the mouse had captured them last game’.
Frisk and Lily, knowing they likely couldn’t match the speed of some of the monsters opted instead for a more stealthy approach. They made their way to a cluster of trees and hunkered down behind them to watch from afar. Jester was doing a good job scattering the ‘Humans’ and Lily was able to use that to pick out where each of them went.
Her gaze centered on Kidd, who was currently hunched down near the base of the play-fort on the opposite side of where Jester terrorized the masses. He clearly hadn’t noticed them. Frisk’s lips spread into an evil grin as the girl who shared his body formulated a plan.
“Hey Frisk…Kidd’s right over there, near the fort.” She said in his mind. “Want to give him a little scare?”
“What do you-“ He stopped for a moment before matching her grin. “Oh, I get it… Okay, let’s do it.”
Reaching an accord the glowing-eyed human moved out from his hiding place and made his way carefully toward the fort. Lily directed him from his mind on the right path to take while his stick managed to catch any hidden traps that she might have missed. The boy’s feet moved carefully through the snow, making as little noise as possible within the cold white powder.
In a few short moments, they’d reached Kidd. His back was turned to them, watching as Jester struggled to decide which of the two slime siblings to target next. His yellow body was like a beacon amidst the sea of white, and the tall burnt umber walls of the fort. They stepped closer, gradually closing the distance between themselves and the reptilian boy.
One step…
Two steps…
“RAAAAHHH!” Lily and Frisk shouted from a single mouth. Kidd yelped in shock and turned instinctively toward them.
It was then that something happened that no one could expect.
The monster’s surprised cry was answered by a sudden pulse deep within Frisk’s being. His heart rate quickened, and a pain, sudden and sharp flared behind his left eye. A hand shot instinctively to cover it, as if trying to draw the pain into its palm and cast it away. The sounds of laughter and mirth became muddled and distant before fading completely. The smell and touch of fresh snow faded to nothing. A red glow, vaguely heart-like in shape emerged from his chest.
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Light, fluffy snow was replaced with cool, moist earth. The smell of water and limestone, and dust replaced the crisp air of before. In place of laughter and fun, there was naught but silence, save for the whimpering form before him.
His vision focused, and the senses returned. Standing before him was the reptilian child, milk-white upon a blank canvas. His legs shook beneath his armless body, and on his face was an expression of abject terror. Frisk’s fingers clenched around something held in his left hand. It was not the familiar rough wood of his stick, but it was something he knew all the same; the plastic hilt of a kitchen knife.
“Yo… Y-you'd b-better st-stop r-right where you are…” He stammered. “’Cause if you w-wanna hurt anyone else... you're... You're gonna have to get through me, first. A… an… and…”
Idle threats from a mouth barely coherent enough to form the words. There was nothing this monster could do to someone like Frisk. He said nothing, because words held no meaning. All that mattered was what he needed to do.
But this child… he was an irritant. A distraction and nothing more. He’d been impeding the human’s progress too much already with his mindless prattle. A voice deep within shared this sentiment, filling Frisk with disgust, pity, and indignation for the child standing before him. The human-thing’s fingers clinched tighter around the hilt of the blade, his dark skinned knuckles growing white from the pressure.
* In my way…
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Disgusting... pathetic... This child was nothing more than a stepping stone. A hatred deep inside rumbled, urging them to attack. The feeling washed around them like a stream around a stone and they gently focused it upon the body they inhabited. The answer of the crimson pulse told them all they needed to know.
It would be taken care of.
After all… Children were little more than tools. They knew that first hand…
~ Worthless...
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“No!”
"Ah!"
Two cries, uttered in the same instant as Frisk fell back, landing on his haunches into the snow. Lily was flung from his SOUL in the same instant, landing in the cool powder next to her friend.
Just like that, the pain and the vision faded as one. The familiar sounds and smells of Snowdin rushed back to the boy all at once as if they’d never gone. Frisk’s fingers loosened around the stick that he was only peripherally aware that he was once again holding. He did not notice at all the beads of sweat that had begun to form on his brow despite the chill, as labored, fragmented breaths spilled haphazardly from his lungs. The boy’s head darted back and forth, before settling on Kidd, who still sat as a white figure of magic to his limited vision.
Lily felt more confused than anything. One moment they were playing a prank on Kidd, and the next they were on the ground. The memory of her own experience had blinked out like the flick of a light switch the moment she’d been expelled from Frisk’s SOUL. Still, the fear remained, parallel to his, stemming from a source that she couldn’t quite identify. It faded before she could make any attempt at pursuing it, replaced instead by an instinctive attentiveness for the trembling boy at her side.
"Frisk! Are you okay? What happened? What was that?!" The small child sat unmoving in front of her, his body rigid and breaths coming out in hard puffs of air.
'He can’t hear me… I have to think of some way to get through to him. Think think think.... Ah ha!' An idea popped into her mind and she quickly set it in motion.
She carefully drifted in front of Frisk and let herself down into the snow before him. His left hand was still gripped tightly on his stick, so she reached for the right, prying open the fingers before placing it against her cheek.
"Frisk… Come back, okay? Come back to us. Just follow my voice, and leave the fear behind. It’s over now… you’re okay."
She continued to speak soothingly, watching as Frisk's breathing gradually slowed to a normal rate. His fingers tentatively glanced over her skin in response. It was working. She kept it up, holding his hand against her cheek and slowly coaxing him back into his own mind.
"L..lily?" His eyelids fluttered briefly from their nearly closed position and his vision slowly came into focus upon the spectral girl, and the monochrome, reptilian monster behind her.
His terrified face had been replaced with one of much more tempered astonishment, with shades of concern and confusion as he watched the odd display before him.
He was okay… He was okay…
"Oh thank goodness. You scared me half to death!" Lily tried to joke as she squeezed Frisk’s hand in reassurance.
"Yo… Y- you two okay? You screamed…" Kidd questioned from behind Lily, moving to Frisk's side in concern. “I thought I was the one supposed to be scared. Haha…”
“I’m…” Frisk stopped short of telling Kidd he was alright. Truthfully, he wasn’t really sure.
"HEY! EVERYTHING OKAY?!" Jester yelled out as he and the rest of the children, having heard the commotion, rushed over to investigate.
Lily bit her lip thoughtfully, wondering if it would be better to stay separate like this or to try to reestablish a connection with his SOUL. Almost like he was sensing her thoughts Frisk tightened his hold on her hands, fingers twitching, desperate to keep his hold on that one fragment of consistency she represented. Outside it was then.
"I…" He coughed slightly. When had his throat gotten so sore? "I don’t know… I don’t know what happened. I think I’m okay now…?" He tried to reassure the other kids and Lily. That vision had felt so real...
Too real...
Lily wasn’t convinced, and she made no attempt to hide it. "Don’t space out on me like that again, okay?”
So she hadn’t seen it? No… there was something in her eyes, something in the scent her emotions gave… Something happened to her, but he couldn’t be sure if it was the same thing he saw. Somehow, he doubted it.
"Maybe… Maybe we should play again some other time? Sounds like you two… three? Might need time to cool down…" Coney suggested, looking between Kidd and Frisk and where he assumed Lily to be.
"That might be a good idea. He looks almost as scared as he did when Vis and I saw him yesterday…" Aqua murmured.
“I’m sorry…” Frisk said meekly. “I didn’t mean to ruin the game.”
“Ah, don’t worry about it.” Coney waved a furry paw. “I need to be heading home soon anyway. Hopefully I won’t run into that creepy girl on the way.” He shuddered a bit at the thought. “It was nice playing with you guys. See ya later!”
With that, the white rabbit child rushed off at full speed back toward Snowdin’s residential area. The others watched him go as Jester helped Frisk to his feet. The human boy shivered slightly as he set about dusting the soft white powder from his clothes and pulled the jacket tighter around himself. What just happened? That was one of the most terrifying experiences he’d ever had, and he’d had no shortage those in recent memory alone. It couldn’t have been a dream, because he was fully awake, and the way his SOUL had suddenly reacted was-
His stopped mid-thought. His SOUL… it was still out. He quickly concentrated on returning the precious essence to his body where it belonged. The surrounding monsters faded from his sight as he did so.
“Yo… you guys wanna do something else?” Kidd suggested. “Maybe Mrs. Lapin will give us some snacks!”
Frisk perked up at that. “Oh, we met her! She’s really nice.”
“Well that settles it, I guess.” Murid replied. “Let’s go.”
The monster children chattered amiably with their new ‘friend’; joking, smiling and having fun as they left the park behind. Not a single one of them had any idea that the new kid was a human… that he was meant to be their enemy. Within the shadows of the evergreens, some ways away from the park, a small golden flower watched the irony unfold with indifference. They weren’t important, the monsters or the human… boring little details cluttering up the one thing that really mattered. That was the reason he watched.
He wasn’t sure, before. He had noticed something in the Ruins… but he didn’t dare hope, even if he could. It was simply too good to be true…
And yet, it was.
Now, he was certain of it. The mannerisms, those elegant speech patterns, the fluid movements. Everything was as he remembered. And then there was the glow from the right eye. That perfect shade of crimson, unlike the watered-down knock-off of the boy’s SOUL. He knew that color well… only one thing had ever held that hue.
There could be no doubt… it was her. She was back… just like him.
A smile spread across Flowey’s pale stigma. He knew she would never leave him… even after all this time, they were still inseparable. He’d been so afraid when he woke up all alone in this body, unable to feel anything. It had been as if the final moments of his previous life had been permanently etched into this new existence, trapping him in a limbo between life and death. But now, he understood. He wasn’t the only one returned to this horrible world. He wasn’t alone anymore.
As the children disappeared from sight, he descended, letting the cold earth take him beneath it. He isolated the vibration of their footsteps from the other, useless sounds, focusing on it like a worm and following behind. He waited patiently for them to stop before finding a nice quiet place to surface and resume his spying.
There they were again, outside the shop of the furry shopkeeper with the stupid hat. Must have charmed her into giving them something because they now held a number of colorful treats. She was always good at that, buttering up their parents for another piece of pie or bar of chocolate.
Flowey sighed thoughtfully. ‘Have you been there this whole time? Why didn’t you say anything back in the Ruins?’ He questioned. ‘And what’s with that kid, anyway… why are you wasting time with that human rather than looking for me? Are you mad at me?’
He stopped for a second, and gave a quiet laugh.
‘Oh…! This is about the plan, isn’t it? You’re ignoring me because of what happened back then aren’t you? Haha… I get it. After all, it was my fault that we failed. I’m the reason we both died for nothing. I should have just listened to you… If I had, rather than being a soft little coward then none of this would have happened.’
His smile turned dark and wicked, eyeing the small human child amidst the monsters and where his dear friend must be as well.
‘Hee hee… is that all? We can get through that. After all, we’re both here right? And with that SOUL we can finish what we started so long ago. I’ll apologize, and then we can be together again… just the two of us. Everything else is worthless… a distraction. Why stop at seven pathetic humans? We might as well just end them all, right? Everything that would get in our way…’
‘After all, kill or be killed, right? You taught me that.’
Flowey watched as one by one, the monster children left until at last all that remained were Frisk, the reptilian Kidd, and her. The boy’s eye had started glowing again during their conversation so now he could tell exactly where she was. The glow was almost hypnotizing… he wanted so much to approach her right then and there, to apologize for his idiotic mistake and beg her forgiveness. More than anything, he wanted his friend back… as long as he had that, he didn’t care what happened to anything else.
But he couldn’t… not here. Not with so many watching, and especially not when that smiley trashbag could pop up at any moment. He’d learned long ago to stay far away from that one… more so now that the power to SAVE no longer belonged to him. He’d have to wait… there would be a time when they could speak without interruption and Flowey was patient. He’d done this so many times, waited for so long… what was a little extra time compared to all that? He wouldn’t waste this chance… not when it was finally so close.
He dove beneath the earth once more, and left the saccharine town behind with little more than a whisper of sound. His moment would come in time… of that, he was certain.
‘See you soon…’
“Well… I guess I should be getting home too.” Kidd said, finishing the last bite of his bicicle. “My parents don’t like it when I stay out too long.”
“It’s okay.” Frisk replied. “Thanks for inviting me to play.”
“It was a lot of fun!” Lily added, happily munching a little of her and Frisk’s own treat. “We probably should get home too though. Papyrus will be back from his patrol soon.”
“Oh, you’re staying with him? I didn’t even think about that.” Kidd said. “He’s pretty cool, I guess. Not quite a cool as Undyne though!”
“He really is.” Frisk said, remembering how kind Papyrus had been to them.
“So uh… I guess this means we’re friends now, huh?” Kidd said, lifting a foot to scratch his cheek.
“Well… I guess so? If you want…” Frisk gave a reluctant reply.
“Huh? Y-yeah, I do! You two are awesome!” Kidd exclaimed happily. “I’ve never met anyone like you guys… I didn’t think anyone could pick up Monsters and Humans so quick!” Frisk gave a timid but happy smile.
“Even though we didn’t win?” Lily laughed.
“Yup!” Kidd agreed without missing a beat. “But, yo… I really do need to get home. Will you guys be alright? I mean, after before and all…”
“We should be fine, I think.” Frisk assured him. “Sans and Papyrus’ house is just down the road. We should be able to get there.”
“Alright, if you’re sure.” Kidd said, standing up and steadying himself. “See ya Frisk, Lily!”
"Bye Kidd!" Both children replied, watching the reptilian monster dash off.
"Come on Frisk, let's go. You must be getting cold." Lily chuckled, nudging the blind boy in the direction of the decorated house.
"I won't say no to that! We had some fun so I can't complain…” Frisk’s voice trailed, the memory of their last game’s end returning to the forefront of his mind.
“Are you alright Frisk?" Lily spoke internally. Sensing her friend’s unease, she expanded herself within his SOUL in an attempt to comfort him.
Frisk hesitated for a moment, not wishing to worry her with what happened. Still, what good would it do to hide it, when his reaction told otherwise?
He sighed. "Do… do you remember how that last game ended...?"
The smile slowly fell from Lily’s aura as her own memories of what happened breached her thoughts. "Yeah, I do. What happened? That..." Her worlds stumbled slightly before continuing. "You sort of freaked out back there..."
Another bout of silence stretched between them as Frisk attempted to gather his thoughts. Lily seemed troubled as well… the hesitation in her voice hadn’t been lost on him. By the time he’d formulated enough to speak, they found themselves having already reached the skeletons’ home.
"It was… a vision? Maybe? I’m not sure how to describe it, really. Something happened when we went to startle Kidd. My SOUL reacted and suddenly I felt like I was somewhere else. Kidd was there… he looked terrified. Not like we’d just jumped out and scared him either, but actual honest fear. And there was this feeling. It was like… something inside pushing me towards… something bad.” His arms wrapped around his chest and he shuddered against the thought. “But the scariest part was that… I was fine with it..."
Lily turned her thoughts inward, hiding them Frisk. 'So, what I felt back there... could that have some connection to what he saw? It happened so fast. I think I felt something. Like I… wasn’t myself. I feel like there was more though… why can’t I remember?’
Concentrating heavily the only thing that returned to her mind was a single word.
She bit a metaphorical lip. ‘Worthless’. That one word had made her feel so… powerless…
"-ly..? Lily?" Frisk called out, closing the door behind him, the sound of which had drawn her from her thoughts.
"Huh? Wha..?" She questioned, looking around to find that they were once again inside the bone brothers' house. The two children felt the shift in temperature almost immediately, warmth seeping into Frisk's body from a source neither of them could guess at nor cared to.
"I asked if you saw anything. And then you got really quiet... you okay?" Frisk questioned, sliding onto the couch and kicking off his boots before draping his jacket across the back.
Lily hesitated, trying to string her words carefully. "Uh… no. No I didn't… see anything..." She cringed internally. That didn't sound convincing at all even to her.
Frisk raised a brow. It was faint, but he could still detect the scent of pure vanilla she gave off. He knew that scent well. If one didn't know better it might be pleasing, maybe even appetizing. But to taste such a thing on its own would reveal the deceptive contrast between smell and flavor. Because of this, he knew she wasn’t being completely truthful.
The boy frowned but decided not to press the matter. He gave a nod. "Okay. Just know I'm here if you remember anything okay?" He smiled softly, reaching over for one of the jumbles of the side table. She would talk when she was ready. "Would you like to do some puzzles to pass the time?"
Lily gave a silent sigh of relief as Frisk changed the topic. "Sounds like a good idea. Oh wait. Grab the other one, the one you have is an adult Jumble. Might want to start with something a little easier." Frisk found he had to agree. His blindness made word scrambles all the more difficult. He followed her advice, switching the books before opening the new one to the first page. "Okay so the letters are... O W I S D N N…”
“Oh easy. Snowdin!" Frisk answered after but a moment’s thought.
The boy wrote the answer carefully into the box Lily directed him to. It was a chicken-scratch mess given his own limited experience with the language of the sighted, but at least legible. They then moved onto the next and he shifted control to Lily for her to have a turn. They end up finishing about a page before a snap of magic appeared right next to Frisk, causing both him and Lily to jump before turning their attention in its direction. Suddenly, Sans was beside them on the couch, arms around the back of his head as if he’d been sitting there the whole time.
"heya… like the book huh? don't let them jumble your mind now." Sans joked, trying to relieve the obvious tension from his appearance. Lily used Frisk's hand to cover her mouth, a small snort escaping at the very lame pun before she could catch herself. The short skeleton’s already prominent grin grew wider.
"heh. ghost to know i still have it in me. i'm just so empty inside ya know?" He continued, giving a light chuckle. "i'm thinking of headin’ to grillby’s. wanna come? paps’ll be a while anyways."
Frisk and Lily were just about to deny his request when Frisk’s stomach chose that moment to growl. Loudly too… there was no way Sans didn’t catch it. Bicicles weren’t exactly filling…
Frisk's face turned to one of shock while Lily used his mouth to give a slight laugh.
“guess that’s a yes, then.” Sans guessed.
Lily recovered from her laugh and turned to respond. “Not through another one of those ‘shortcuts of yours, right?”
“well it has been a long day, ya know…” Sans trailed.
“And you spent all of it doing absolutely nothing, didn’t you?” she countered.
“got me there…” the blue skeleton shrugged. “what about you, kid?”
The red child shook his head, still feeling a little awkward around Sans and even more around his unique way of getting around. “Walking, please…”
“eh, suit yourselves.” Sans responded. “let’s mosey.”
Frisk donned his jacket and boots once again and retrieved his stick, before following Sans out the door as they made their way into town. At a reminder from Lily, the boy took the time make use of the Save Point outside for good measure. A few short minutes of walking found them standing before the bar and grill that both children swore must have been a local landmark for how much business its fiery owner gained. They stepped out of the cold and into the welcoming atmosphere. Lily had let herself out of Frisk’s SOUL again, preferring to avoid rousing the patrons from their relaxation.
“hey, everyone.” Sans said, giving a lazy wave.
A chorus of voices answered the skeleton’s greeting enthusiastically from the large number of patrons gathered. Everyone here seemed to know Sans, and from the warm reception it seemed like he was very well liked. It was rather surprising to Frisk, who figured the lazy skeleton more the type to keep to himself.
“I guess you can’t judge a book by its cover.” Lily said from where she floated next to Frisk. “Or covers in Sans’ case…”
“We’re just waiting for everyone else.” Dogamy, who was sitting at card table with Dogaressa, greeted.
“(We managed to finish our rounds a little early today.)” Dogaressa said. “(Doggo, Greater, and Lesser aren’t here yet.)”
Dogamy sniffed the air a little. “Oh, is that Frisk? I didn’t know you’d be here. Good to smell you again!”
Frisk giggled a little. “Thanks. You too.”
He gave the two Royal Guards a quick scratch behind the ears before following Sans to the counter. Grillby was there as always, silent as living embodiment of fire could ever be, spectacles glinting in the light of his own flames. Frisk shrunk a little at the sound of him but managed to compose himself enough to take a seat in the stool next to Sans.
“how ya doin’, grillbz?” Sans said to the man.
“…Quite well, actually… business has been good…” Grillby said in his strange, wispy voice. “I see you brought company…”
“yep. figured the kid could use a bite to eat.” Sans said.
Grillby looked toward Frisk, and his infernal visage shifted and narrowed slightly. It was hard to tell due to the ever-undulating tongues of flame, but it almost looked like he was smiling. Frisk stayed silent, afraid to speak in case his voice might give away his lingering fear of the fiery bartender. He didn’t want to be rude, and so far Grillby had been nothing but kind to him, but he couldn’t help feeling a little unnerved. Sensing this, Lily drifted from his side and settled herself down on the countertop between Frisk and Sans. Frisk’s gaze shifted to her, with her legs dangling idly off the counter between himself and the man of fire.
“Just focus on me, okay?” She said gently. “If you need to talk to Mister Grillby, just look at me. You’ll be okay.”
Frisk nodded thankfully. Somehow, seeing her sitting there solid against his blind sight helped to melt away a great deal of the tension he was feeling.
“so, SOULmates?” Sans said, drawing a shocked cough from Lily and a lifted brow from Frisk. “what are you having?”
After a bit of deliberation, Frisk settled on a simple order of a burger and fries. Sans got the same, as well as a tall bottle of ketchup which he downed in a single go. The meal was pleasant if rather uneventful. The food was good, and the atmosphere comforting especially after what had happened earlier. Both Frisk and Lily felt relieved to have the opportunity to wind down after their eventful day with the other children. So much so that the latter wondered if the skeleton knew this, and had planned this little hangout session because of it. With Sans, she was willing to believe anything.
But belief and knowledge were two different things. And what she knew was that Sans had another reason for doing this.
“well that was nice, wasn’t it?” Sans said when they returned home about an hour later. “making friends all over it looks like. the dog clan’s really taken a shine to ya, haven’t they?”
“I guess.” Frisk said. “I just don’t want to trouble anyone. I told Papyrus I’d be good… and I’m really trying.”
Sans rubbed the back of his head. The kid may not mean to but he sure knew how to hit where it hurts. “yeah… you’ve been doin’ a good job. lot of people happy to have you around.”
“But you’re not.” Frisk said knowingly
Sans sighed. And insightful too… he guessed he should have expected that. He may not remember much, but his records painted a pretty good picture of the boy he was dealing with. He found himself glad that his counterpart had chosen not to be lazy in that regard. Saved him the work. Still…
“it’s… not as simple as all that, kiddo.” Sans offered.
Lily frowned. She’d had about enough. “Frisk, do you mind? I want to say something.”
“S-sure, but… what do you want to say?” Frisk asked, a little surprised by the sudden request.
“Just trust me.” She insisted.
Frisk wasn’t sure what to expect, but from the earnestness in his friend’s voice, he knew it would be difficult to refuse even if he wanted to. He called forth his SOUL, Sans’ short, grinning form springing up in white monochrome against his sight. Lily placed her hand over the carnelian heart, letting her form be drawn into it, her presence manifesting once more in the form of a glowing red eye.
“Greetings, Sans.” She said formally through Frisk’s mouth. Her tone was polite but carried a note of disapproval that was only thinly hidden.
“heya, ghost kid.” Sans greeted. “keepin’ your spirits up?”
Lily smirked. Any other time she might have allowed herself a laugh at the poorly timed joke but she wasn’t in the mood right now. “You know what this is about, right?”
“yep.” Sans said simply, extending his bony arms in an exaggerated gesture of surrender. “lay it on me.”
“You know, for as lazy as you are, you seem to be really good at making things as difficult as possible.” She said bluntly. ”Picking up puzzles and snacks for us, taking us out for dinner… they’re all nice gestures, and I’m not saying I don’t appreciate it. But wouldn’t it be easier to just say it?”
“Lily?” Frisk spoke to her.
“He needs to hear this.” She insisted before continuing, “I know you feel bad about what happened. So does Frisk, believe me. But if you want to apologize you should lead with that, rather this whole passive-aggressive thing you’ve been doing.”
“damn…” Sans said, honestly rather impressed by the girl’s terseness. “you don’t mince words, do you?”
“Nope.” She replied, taking a page from Sans’ own vocabulary.
The blue skeleton stuck his body hands into the pockets of his hoodie. “guess the tension around here has been pretty thick. what’s that expression? ‘like you could cut it with a knife’?”
“Try a bone saw…” Lily countered dryly.
“heh heh.” Sans chuckled at the bit of dark humor, and even Frisk gave a slight giggle from within. “but you’re right. i’ve been thinkin’ so much about everything going on around here that i guess i dropped a few things on the way. i’ve never been good at this stuff.”
“That’s fine. But you know, we’re just as confused by everything as you are.” Lily reminded him.
“yeah… i get that now.” Sans conceded. “look, i am sorry, kiddo. i was so caught up in what’s happened before that i didn’t really think about what’s going on now. or the best way to confront you about it.”
“You were worried about Papyrus…” Frisk answered.
“yeah…” Sans admitted. “yeah, i was.”
He wasn’t wrong. Sans had indeed been terrified over the possible fates of his brother. Be it in life or death, very few paths ended happily for his dear younger brother. But stronger than the fear of what he knew was the fear of that which he did not. Even the most knowledgeable and analytical of minds was far from infallible and Sans was neither. Yet, through some twist of fate, the burden of observing the different timelines fell upon his bony shoulders. It was a heavy burden, and it wasn’t one he wanted to place on anyone else.
However…
“listen… i’ve kept all this close to the rib-cage for a long time. there’s things about this world that most people just shouldn’t know. not gonna lie: a lot of it has to do with you… maybe both of you, i don’t know.” Sans sighed, pulling one hand from his hoodie pocket. Lily caught sight of a faint, whitish glimmer radiating through the metacarpals. “guess what i’m tryin’ to say is… here.”
He flicked his wrist, and the shimmer vanished. At once Frisk felt something cold and smooth in his right hand. Curious he lifted it up, noticing a vague haze of magic sitting in the empty space where his palm should be. Lily, of course saw it clearly. It was a key: silver in color and radiating a faint glow.
“A key?” She asked.
“when you’re ready to know the truth… take that around back and use it on the door to the cellar.” Sans explained. “don’t worry about telling me. I’ll know.”
Frisk nodded, closing his fingers around the key as if it was the most precious and fragile thing in existence (and from the way Sans was talking, it might well have been). It was a good thing that he did so, for in the next moment a loud bang coming from the entrance of the bone brother’s home might have otherwise sent it flying from his hand. Papyrus stood at the entrance, hand against the door and grinning proudly as the wind from outside caused his scarf to dance.
“ANOTHER SUCCESSFUL PATROL! ALL IN A DAYS WORK FOR THE GREAT PAPYRUS! NYEH HEH HEH!” He proclaimed before his eye-sockets finally fell upon his brother, and his two human friends. “GASP! HAVE YOU ALL DONE THE MAKING UP? THAT MUST MEAN MY ADVICE WORKED BETTER THAN EVEN I EXPECTED! HOW JOYOUS THIS IS! WE MUST CELEBRATE.”
Lily gave a smirk. “We still have a bunch of puzzle books.”
“WHAT AN AMAZING IDEA!” Papyrus cheered. “PUZZLES WITH FRIENDS! WHAT MORE COULD SOMEONE ASK FOR?”
“not much, paps…” Sans said, giving his brother a warm smile. “not much.”
Notes:
Well, this one was tasty wasn’t it? Or maybe that was the last one? Anyway, starting to get back into some of the deeper plot elements now. Hope you all look forward to it!
It took some time, but Frisk’s memory is finally beginning to return as well. His enigmatic future self is still around too, keeping a close eye on things. Maybe his monologue gave a few hints on what happened before? ;)
Most of the monsters don’t really have in-game names so we gave them some. Coney comes from the middle-English word for “rabbit”, Vis comes from the word ‘viscous’ (a good word to describe the texture of a slime), Murid from ‘Muridae’ (the family of rodents that mice and rats belong to), and Aqua and Jester should be obvious.
Lily knew exactly what to say to Sans. Sometimes shortcuts lead to long delays…
The Snowdin arc is just about ready to wrap up. We have a few more things to do and then you all know what comes next. ;)
Once again, thank you all for reading and sharing your thoughts. The support has been amazing. Please, keep it coming and we hope you look forward to the next chapter.
Chapter 14: Truth
Chapter by KikiRukata
Notes:
Another birthday has come and gone for one of us (*cough*Shining) and another chapter is now released. This one gets pretty deep in lore but we hope that’s okay.
Also with this chapter’s release I Know Your Name has officially passed the 100k words mark, not including Author Notes. It’s been a journey and this is a serious milestone, but we aren’t done yet. We really hope you guys are looking forward to what’s in store.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Frisk’s body bolted upright, hand clasped against his chest. Short, quick bursts of breath fled from his lungs, chased out by the pounding of his racing heart. A sharp, but subtle pain needled him from behind his left eye. A vision again… another bad one.
Lily settled down on the couch next to the hyperventilating boy. After one too many times having been ejected from Frisk’s SOUL in the wake of one of these visions she’d wisely decided to avoid sharing his body for extended lengths of time. Still, it was not concern for her own spectral body and gravity’s harsh laws that filled her mind at this point. Carefully, she took the boy’s hand, running her fingers over the back of his trembling palm to calm him.
"It's okay Frisk... You'll be alright. Shh..." She cooed gently to the boy, before pulling him into a tight hug.
A low groan escaped his lips, and he wiped a hand down his face. "I don't get it Lily…" he gave an exasperated sigh.
"I know Frisk. I wish there was more I could do to help with… whatever it is going on..." She mused, worrying her lip in thought.
The two children remained that way for a while, contemplating the situation. Ever since the first one with Kidd, they’d happen periodically and there was seemingly no pattern to when one would reveal itself. Sometimes they were like a bolt of lightning; violent and sudden but gone the next moment. Other times they seemed to occur in response to some kind of trigger. Some were simple flashes in his mind or out of place sensations, while others were striking, vivid experiences not unlike the first. Some -like this most recent one - would come during sleep, while others preferred to pester him while awake. None however seemed to provide any sort of answer, hiding truth behind obscurity or audacity as they saw fit.
They weren’t all bad. On the contrary, some were rather pleasant: smells and tastes he’d never experienced invoking a sense of familiarity, or the phantoms of friendships he’d yet to forge. These, he’d taken as signs, guideposts to mark his way forward.
Yet, he could never predict when the next would come, or what it might show. These strange flashes of insight, similar to memory or clairvoyance but distinct from both, vexed the children to no end.
Lily’s hand continued to trace small circles around Frisk’s back while she waited for him to calm down. Silence descended upon them within the stillness of the skeleton household. It would be a while yet before Papyrus woke for the day, and who knew if or when Sans would drag himself down those stairs. Not a trace of movement danced from beyond the frosted windows, and the only sound for miles was the low whispering of an underground wind. It was like sleep’s veil had covered the entire world, and only the two of them were out of its reach. For all she knew, that could well be true.
A long, tired yawn drew her attention back to the boy.
"Frisk... Maybe you should try going back to sleep? You've not been getting enough and I'm starting to worry.” She said, pulling back to look at him. Though his eyes obviously could not show it, the signs were plain on the rest of him. “Just try okay? I'll be right here."
"W..what about you?" He muttered as she drew his head back onto her lap.
The girl simply smiled, and smoothed down his hair with her palm. "Don't worry about me. I'm a ghost, remember? I don't need to sleep as much as you."
Despite his protests, Frisk still found himself pulling the blanket over his body, while using her legs as a pillow. His sleep hadn’t been nearly as restful as it was before the visions started occurring. The ones that invaded his dreams were always the most obtuse, as it was often difficult to tell the difference between them, and simple dreams or nightmares. Still, he’d been disturbed once already… hopefully they would leave him be for the rest of the night.
Lily sighed and rested her head against the back of the couch once he’d finally fallen back to sleep. She rubbed a thumb gently across Frisk’s forehead, listening to the rhythm of his quiet snoring. The motion was calming, like it was something she'd done a million times. Who knows, maybe she had at one point. She desperately wished to ease her friend’s burden, but there was little she could do on her own. There was one person who might be able to help, or at the very least who might have some ideas. In fact, there was little doubt in her mind.
And yet, his words gave her pause: he had offered them ‘truth’… but were they ready to accept it?
Eventually daybreak came and with it the town rose to its characteristic welcoming atmosphere. After a quick breakfast with Papyrus (Sans seemed to be sleeping in today), the skeleton set off eagerly upon his daily patrol leaving the two of them to decide what to do with their day.
It had been around two weeks since they’d arrived in Snowdin, and came to live under the roof of Papyrus and Sans. Over that time they’d managed to settle themselves into life among the small monster community. Papyrus had been as gracious a host as anyone could ask for, barring his rather ‘creative’ approach to the culinary arts. As for Sans, their relationship with the older of the two brothers had improved significantly from their earlier encounter. It was still somewhat awkward, and the short skeleton always seemed a little guarded, but it was a far cry from before when they could scarcely share a few words without raising tensions.
As for the rest of the town, the monsters proved to be as friendly and easygoing as they’d first appeared. After the first couple of days, news had already spread throughout Snowdin of the strange boy, and his invisible companion. Very few seemed to realize that he was a human either. Perhaps this was due to the glowing eye, and the dual presence brought about from Lily’s influence, or perhaps it had simply been so long that none of them even knew what one looked like. Either way, those in the know seemed content to keep that information to themselves, and no one else seemed keen on asking.
This was fine with the children. It made it easier to interact with the rest of Snowdin’s residents. Frisk truly wanted to repay them for the kindness he and Lily had been shown. He’d made the decision to do his own part to that end. Through that conviction and Lily’s helpful insight, they’d managed to do quite a bit of good for the town’s residents.
So it was that the two eventually found themselves resting on a bench near the decorated tree in the center of town. It had been another eventful day, but they’d decided to make time for lunch.
“Anyway, just wanted to say thanks again… you know… for helping me find Snowy.” Chilldrake said awkwardly. “I’m gonna go see how he’s doing, so… see ya.”
Frisk swallowed a bite of sandwich. “Bye, Chill. We’ll go see him later too.”
With that, the green bird monster fluttered off, leaving them to their meal. They’d met Chilldrake a couple of days ago, a cantankerous rebel without a cause. He’d been looking for Snowy, a friend of his who had run away from home after a falling out with his father. His mother had disappeared some time prior and the rebellious teenager was deeply worried about him. Frisk and Lily had decided to help, and eventually they found the monster in question. As it turned out, the young drake desperately wanted to follow in the footsteps of his comedian father, but the latter did not approve of his son’s style of humor.
Snowdrake’s ice puns could hardly be considered comedy gold. Still, a little of his material drew a chuckle or two from Chilldrake and the children. Lily, a lover of puns herself, offered a little advice to the aspiring comedian which he was thankful for while Chilldrake had simply been relieved that his friend was safe.
“I’m glad things have gotten better.” Lily said as Frisk delved into his satchel for another sandwich.
His fingers rummaged about inside the deceptively spacious pack for a bit until his fingers brushed against something cold and metal from inside. That shape and texture was unmistakable and his thoughts immediately turned to their conversation with Sans two weeks ago.
“when you’re ready to know the truth… take that around back and use it on the door to the cellar.”
The truth… it was a scary thought, and one that Frisk had tried not to think too much on. On one hand, he was curious. He wanted to know what Sans had been talking about, what he knew that the two of them did not. But at the same time, he was terrified. The skeleton had spoken of death, and Frisk as its harbinger. The boy couldn’t believe that he’d ever be capable of such a thing, but nor did he think Sans would have any reason to lie about it.
Frisk drew out the key and rolled it about in his fingers. Sans hadn’t mentioned it since then… they both knew he wouldn’t. But something told them he was waiting regardless.
"Lily…” Frisk began quietly, making sure there was no one listening. “I was wondering... Do you think maybe we should… go to the cellar after lunch?”
“I was thinking that last night, when you shot awake.” The girl admitted, kicking Frisk’s legs under the small bench they sat upon. “You can’t keep going like this Frisk. Maybe Sans would know something about the visions too. But… do you think you’re ready?”
Frisk remained silent for a moment before nodding. “Yeah… I think I am. We can’t put it off forever.”
With the two of them in accord they made quick work of the remaining sandwiches. Frisk wiped his hands against his shirt to remove the last of the crumbs, much to Lily’s amused horror, and the two set off on the path toward the brothers' house. Reaching the familiar home, Frisk went about his ritual of touching the SAVE point out front before the two moved around to the back. The bone brothers didn’t have much in the way of a back yard. Most of it was taken up by a small grove of trees. But sure enough, upon the rear wall of the home was a simple chestnut colored door.
“Here we go…” Frisk said, reaching again for the key.
“Frisk… wait.” Lily spoke suddenly, giving him pause. “I need to tell you something…”
“What… what is it?” Frisk asked, concerned.
The girl paused for a moment. She still hadn’t told him about her own experience with the first of his visions. Since then, there had been a few times when one of them would be potent enough to cross the threshold between their minds. She still hadn’t told him, being more concerned for his own well being than what it meant to her but… the more she hid it, the worse she felt as a result. It was an odd feeling… the falsehood was never meant to be malicious, but something inside her felt despicable for it.
“I wasn’t entirely honest about… what happened before. During that first vision.” She said finally. “I wasn’t actually lying. I mean, I didn’t actually see anything but… when it happened, I… I think I felt something.”
“You did?” Frisk asked. “Like what?”
“It… it was bad. It didn’t feel like me, but somehow… I knew it was.” She tried to explain. “So many terrible feelings, and it was like I was pushing them on something. I’ve felt something with some of the others too, good and bad. I think they might be connected but… I don’t know why. It scares me…” She fell silent, her spectral form shivering a little. "I'm… I'm sorry for not telling you sooner..."
“I thought so…” Frisk’s simple reply drew her attention. “You know how I get a smell whenever you feel a really strong emotion? I got one back when you told me you didn’t see anything.”
“Why didn’t you say anything?” She questioned.
Frisk focused on his SOUL, letting its comforting warmth radiate around her. “Because I knew you’d tell me when you were ready. I know there’s… some things people don’t like to talk about.”
“Either way, I’m glad I told you.” She said, drawing on the soothing light he’d gifted her. “Whatever we learn in there you know I’m with you, right?”
“Just like always.” Frisk agreed, giving a little smile.
He turned back to his satchel and drew out the silver key. It sat cold between his fingers, emitting that strange glow. With a deep breath, the two children approached the unassuming door, inserted the key into its lock and turned. As the lock clicked open, Frisk felt his palm pushed away from the key, as if repelled by a magnet. Strange bluish symbols flashed across the door, penetrating the blackness of his vision: hand signs, flags, a sunburst, a star-and-crescent… all arranged with purpose defying their apparent nonsensicality.
Time seemed to freeze around them, drifting snowflakes halted in the air, and the distant sounds of the town quieted to nothing as the door itself suddenly began to change. Its simple brownish hue was replaced by glowing silver, similar to the key used to unlock it. Glowing symbols twinkled against its surface, appearing and vanishing seemingly at random. Another series of clicks before it swung inward, giving way to the shadows and the descending staircase beyond.
“Well, that’s not what I expected…” Lily breathed.
“What did you expect?” Frisk asked.
“A door? Preferably a normal one?” She offered, eliciting a shrug.
Nevertheless, they stepped forward, approaching the threshold of uncertainty that lay before them. Frisk took another breath and set his boot down on the first step leading downwards. The rest followed suit as the children proceeded downward. After what felt like an endless descent, the two came upon another door situated at the bottom of the stairs. No symbols or time-freezes here, just a simple wooden door and brass knob.
Frisk opened it, and Lily had to squint at the stark contrast from the darkened staircase. The room on the other side was lit throughout, and somehow seemed larger than its compact, four walled appearance would suggest. A number of file cabinets were stationed in one corner, their drawers labeled alphabetically. A large workstation took up almost the entirety of one wall, with more drawers lining its bottom. On one end sat a large blueprint writ with dizzyingly complex symbols, as well as notes in the same language that marked the door and at the furthest end was a large structure sitting silently near the table, its identity obscured by the massive sheet that covered it.
It was clean… sterilized. The whole area smelt of strong alcohol. The scent assaulted Frisk’s nose and made him feel sick, while Lily’s head swam in an effort to establish some sense of reason to the room’s odd proportions.
“better to just accept it… your head won’t hurt as much.”
Frisk jumped nearly a foot in the air at the sound of the familiar, all-too-casual voice. From the lurching in his chest, he imagined Lily must have done something similar. Sans stood before them where he hadn’t been seconds ago, wearing his trademark grin.
“heya.” He gave a singular wave as if taking their startled reaction as little more than a friendly greeting.
“Holy shit, Sans!” Lily blurted out. Her hands immediately shot to her mouth as she realized what she said. Shaking it off, she continued. “D-Did you have to sneak up on us like that?”
The blue skeleton shrugged. “i told’ja i’d know when you used that thing, remember?”
“That’s not the point!” She protested. “You nearly scared both of us out of Frisk’s skin!”
“sorry about that. but, here i am, in the flesh. or, yanno…” He allowed himself a wink before his expression took a more somber note. “and since you’re here, i guess that means you’ve decided.”
“Yeah…” Frisk said simply. The humorous exchange between Sans and Lily had done little to ease his troubled mind. “I think we’re ready.”
“you sure, kiddo?” Sans asked, sounding genuinely concerned. “this is heavy stuff, and i’m not sure how you’ll react to some of it. and something tells me you won’t be able to just reset and forget everything if you hear something ya don’t like.”
The point of no return, as it were. Sans wanted to make sure the boy knew exactly what he was getting himself (and his friend) into. At first he thought he was just being lazy… trying to come up with any excuse to avoid doing this. After all, all of this was directly related to the kid so it made sense that he should know. But now, he wasn’t so sure that was the whole reason. In truth, he was concerned. It had been different before, back when Frisk had already learned much of what was going on. It made it easier to explain some of the more sensitive matters. But this wasn’t the kid he’d known. All the records and profiles he’d created to re-familiarize himself in the event of a Reset meant little here. Even the earliest records, which would logically provide the closest match to this child’s personality and psyche, were muddied by the factor of Lily and her impression on him. And regarding her, Sans knew absolutely nothing.
But Frisk was different. Fear of the unknown was one thing, but it was a mere mote compared to something else.
“That’s fine.” He said, focusing his sightless gaze on Sans, right eye-slit burning with a conviction he shared with Lily. “It’s scary… but I need to know. Even if it’s hard I need to know what happened… what I did back then. That way I can do things differently this time. Better. I don’t want to be the person that scared you so much, Sans. And I really don’t want to hurt anyone, believe me. I just… want everyone to be happy. If I did something bad and don’t remember it, I need to know so I won’t do it again.”
“pretty big words there, buddy.” Sans replied.
“I’m not just saying it.” Frisk insisted. “Ever since I fell down here, I’ve felt like I’ve been missing something important. Maybe it has to do with everything I’ve forgotten… and you’re the only one who can catch me up. So please, tell me what you know.”
“I don’t think I’ve ever heard you talk like that, Frisk…” said Lily, awestruck. “That’s really big of you.”
“welp, guess i’m not talking you out of it.” Sans sighed, and shook his skull in defeat. “then first things first. how much do ya know about little that trick of yours?”
“SAVE, right?” Frisk asked and the skeleton nodded. “Well, sometimes when I feel really determined about something, a golden star-like thing will show up around that spot. They’re warm, and when I touch them it feels like time… stops. Just for a second, and then it starts up again.”
“how many have you made so far?” Sans asked.
“Five, I think?” The boy said. “Maybe one or two more. Most of them just appear when I feel that way, but I made the last one consciously. It’s in front of the house, but neither you or Papyrus have said anything about it. I think Lily and I are the only ones who can see them.”
“less than before, but more controlled… huh.” Sans mused. “and you know what else they do?”
Frisk’s head hung, the memory of what had happened back in the Ruins with Toriel playing through his mind. “Yeah…”
“alright, next question.” The grin dropped from the skeleton’s face. “somethin’ tells me this’ll be a hard one, but tell me honestly. as far as you can remember, have you ever… killed anyone?”
Frisk’s breath caught in his throat. He figured a question like that would come up but he didn’t expect it to be so soon. The boy shut his eyes tightly as if trying to block out the painful memory. The fire, and Toriel’s stoic expression. His hand gripping the hilt of the toy knife. Its plastic blade tearing through cloth and magical flesh. The final words of the motherly goat monster, begging them to stay strong.
And the dust…
“Yes…” Frisk breathed, fighting to hold back his tears.
“But… that was an accident!” Lily protested, despite her own feelings. “Frisk was scared! He- he didn’t mean to!”
“that ain’t what this is about. i’m not here to pass judgment… not this time anyways.” Sans insisted. “just tell me… did you feel anything when you killed?”
“I… I felt…” Frisk steeled his emotions and tried to explain. “I felt bad… really bad. I didn’t want to do it, but I couldn’t stop myself. Then she was gone, and I…”
“that’s… not what i mean.” Sans said haltingly. He had a good idea who the unfortunate victim was, and he didn’t want to think about it. “sorry for drudgin’ that up. i meant something else. a feeling in your SOUL, like you’d gotten ‘stronger’ somehow.”
“N-no!” came the boy’s shocked response. “Why would I feel stronger after something like that? It isn’t like running laps or whatever. I killed someone!”
“You might not have noticed it, Frisk…” Lily said, her voice much more restrained than his. “But I did.”
Shock filled the boy’s entire being and he caught a stale, mossy scent upon his nose. Regret.
“What…?”
“Just for a little bit, before you reached out to the SAVE point and brought us back.” She explained. “But I felt something in your SOUL. A pulse, like some kind of power taking root. But it felt cold… different from how warm it usually feels. Like you lost something at the same time. I think if you weren’t so broken up over what happened you probably would have felt it too.”
“yep. that’s a pretty good way to describe it.” Sans said. “that was the feeling of your LV, or LOVE increasing.”
“Wait, LOVE?” Frisk asked. He remembered Flowey mentioning that before. “I thought that was just a trick…”
“i bet i know who told you about it…” Sans said, and his expression soured. “but it wasn’t a trick, insofar as it exists.”
“You said it increased when we killed…” Lily trailed off. She didn’t want to finish the thought.
“here we go again, i guess…” Sans shrugged before launching into his explanation of the concept of EXP and LOVE that he’d shared so many times before.
“That book…” Frisk said. “There was a book in the library. It said the crueler the intentions of an enemy, the easier it is to hurt Monsters.”
“you catch on quick.” Sans said. “that’s LOVE. The lowest is LV 1. everyone has at least that. call it the survival instinct, fight or flight response or whatever but you can’t go below it. what you felt was probably an increase to LV 2 or maybe 3. that’s the point of realization that you have killed and could kill again if you wanted to. not a good place to be, but far from the worst.”
“So mine’s at either 2 or 3. How can you tell?” Frisk asked, feeling a little guilty that he’d even allowed it to get that high.
“nope. you’re still at 1, kiddo.” Sans said, a bit of his grin returning. At least that was some good news.
“But you said-“ Frisk began, but Sans wasn’t finished.
“yeah, your EXP and LOVE increase when you kill someone. but like the ghost-kid said, you went back.” Sans went on. “when you load your last SAVE, any EXP and LV you’ve gained since then is gone. that’s how it’s always worked.”
“That’s right.” Lily said. “After you loaded the first time, I didn’t feel those changes in your SOUL anymore. It was back to normal… there wasn’t any trace left of that feeling.”
“So I’m… still at LV 1.” Frisk took a moment for that to sink in, then in a flash of insight said, “Wait. That doesn’t make any sense!”
“It doesn’t?” Lily questioned. “You brought her back. If you kill someone, your LV goes up, but if you go back to before that happened then shouldn’t it go back down?”
“I don’t think so…” Frisk said thoughtfully. “Just because I went back in time doesn’t change the fact that I killed someone, and that I remember killing them. The whole idea of LV is how much you can distance yourself from the pain you cause, right? But as long as I load my SAVE, I can just bring them back, no matter how many times I kill them. If anything, shouldn’t something like that make it easier to distance yourself?”
“huh. i knew you were insightful, frisk but damn… i didn’t expect you to pick it up that quick.” Sans said, giving a slow clap. “guess it makes sense… you were the first to point it out before, too.”
“Before?” The boy asked.
“yep. in the last one. the time before this one.” Sans said wistfully. “i’m gettin’ a little ahead of myself though. there’s something i need to show you… i did promise everything down to the sock drawer.”
Lily rolled her eyes at the lame joke and was about to call the skeleton on it when he turned toward the drawers lining the bottom of the workstation. Sans’ movements shifted and distorting as he approached it but the children did their best to ignore it. Frisk still had a few questions... the oddity behind his Execution Points and Level of Violence as the skeleton described it was worrisome, but he decided to leave it be for now. He reached for the first, stopping just short of opening it and gave them a look that said practically said ‘last chance’. When neither showed any sign of relenting, he pulled it open, delved inside, drew out a bag and laid it on the counter.
It was clear, with a simple white label affixed to it. The organized fields were a mess of frantic scribbling. But what caught Lily’s attention was what was inside.
“It’s… Papyrus’ scarf.” She breathed. “Frisk it’s… it’s covered in dust.”
Frisk barely had time to process this, let alone react, before Sans pulled out another, similar bag.
And another.
And another…
And another….
Frisk drew his SOUL to the surface, letting his crude vision manifest and focus upon Sans. He immediately regretted that decision as he and Lily watched the skeleton pile scarf after scarf onto the countertop. All of them were in various states of wear. Some were nearly pristine. Others barely clung together by a few loose threads. The labels on each bag seemed to mirror them. Some were frantic and desperate, like the first, while others were cold, neat, and analytical. But all had one thing in common: they were covered in dust. Monster dust… Papyrus’ dust…
Lily stared in absolute shock while Frisk found himself grappling against a sudden bout of illness. A dozen scarves now sat upon the counter, grim memorials of their once-owner. Sans shook his head softly, almost reverently, before tearing himself away and to the next drawer and on, laying out a number of items alongside the piled fabric: A warrior’s helmet, plume dull and dust-covered, the left side of the face-plate caved in. A small bug encased in amber. A piece of sheet music. A small unopened box containing a replica of a black and pink robot with “realistic poseable hair!”. A circuit board, the wires burned and twisted. A DVD box sporting a picture of a cat girl on the front titled “Mew Mew Kissy Cutie”. A broken crown. A flower decorated tea set. A bone with a big yellow bow.
“This… This is…” Lily muttered, looking back and forth between all the items. Confusion written across her face. She could hardly believe what she was seeing. She refused to believe what it meant. Nevertheless she dutifully detailed each item to her blind friend.
Frisk simply stared as Sans passively piled the items onto the workbench while Lily described them, his muscles having gone rigid from shock. On one hand, there were several items that looked as if they were from happy memories. He imagined the fossilized bug to be a gift from Toriel, and the idea allowed for a brief sense of comfort to breach the surface of his mind. Then his thoughts returned to the scarves. There were so many… Just the idea that he could have done that made his stomach churn.
“This… All of this… This is everything I’ve done..?” Frisk finally managed to speak, shuffling closer to the counter to continue touching the items.
Surreal didn’t begin to describe it. Hope and despair, life and death, joy and sorrow, kinship and brutality. All of it, laid before him like a perverse theater play.
“not just these kid. there’s a lot more than this. these are just the most notable. you could say your entire underground journey is held in this box, the good and the bad,” Sans explained ”but there is one last thing I wanna show ya.”
With that, he pulled open the last drawer and reached in, extracting one more item. But rather than laying it on the countertop with the rest, he instead handed it to Frisk. Lily gave a slight gasp as the boy took it.
“Frisk… It’s a picture. You’re in it. So is mom. There’s Sans and Papyrus. Blooky and Kidd. There’s a couple others but I don’t recognize them. There’s a yellow…lizard? A blue fish lady. A robot. Looks like the doll on the counter. And there's… a big goat-man as well. Sort of looks like mom actually…”
She stopped short at that. For some reason the image of the large monster with large horns and regal looking beard gave her pause. Frisk ran his fingers over the frame and the glass, taking in as much of it as he could. He couldn’t see the image that Lily had described, though somehow he could imagine it. A number of people, smiling and happy… a family.
“Huh…?” Lily voiced. Something seemed off.
“What’s wrong, Lily?” Frisk asked. “Did you notice something in the picture? Is it helping you remember?” After everything he’d learned, the boy desperately wanted some good news, but alas…
“Nothing… ‘wrong’, I guess.” She tried. “It’s just… I don’t see me. If you’ve don’t this before… wouldn’t that mean I have as well?” She murmured, looking at the skeleton through her friend. “So… why am I not here?”
Sans shrugged. “dunno ghost-kid. everything i know and my records don’t mention you. you’re something new to this whole shebang as far as i can tell.”
At Sans words, Frisk caught the faint scent of rain and something else he couldn’t quite describe. Lily seemed just as confused as he did. “But… how is that possible? If I’ve done this before shouldn’t she have come up before? We met back when I first fell down here so surely…”
“nope.” The short skeleton shook his head as the boy’s sentence trailed. Then he turned thoughtful. “but now that i think about it… you’ve mentioned something i think.”
“You think?” Lily repeated.
“i only know what the records tell me. there’s mention here and there of somethin’ else involved in this timeline business.” Sans said. “but as for it being you? might be… might not. there’s no name, and little info. can’t really say.”
“Wh…what do you mean? If I wasn’t here before… how am I here now?” Lily asked, confusion lacing her voice. “What does all this even mean?”
Sans simply shrugged again and the room fell silent. Frisk’s fingers ran along the rises and divots of the picture frame, lost within his own thoughts. To think that all he’d ever done… all that he was, was lain out on this countertop. A sea of emotions raged inside of him under the stormy sky of confusion. He could hardly believe it – he didn’t want to believe it – but he knew it was all true. Even without the mountain of evidence, the boy felt that if Sans had simply told him, he would know. His memories were gone, but something inside him could not deny the truth.
“This is me.” he said softly.
“yep.” replied Sans. “ever since i figured out what was going on, i started storing that stuff as material for studying the anomaly. Maybe at first, it was just sentimental. hell, maybe it still is. it’d probably be easier to just let this place go… live in ignorance like everyone else. but I can’t do it. every time there’s a reset, i always end up back here, one way or another. then i learn everything all over again.”
His mouth parted and let out a sigh. He looked exhausted… a leaf in a gale, clinging desperately to its branch. After so long spent observing the timeline, each time reliving countless memories… who wouldn’t be?
“that photo was the last thing that ever went into that drawer.” He said eventually and Frisk gave the skeleton a look. “ya know what that means, right?”
“I think so…” The boy whispered. “But then, why now? And… why don’t I remember anything? I don’t want to think that it’s because I… I don’t want to be that person.”
Sans watched the conflicted expression upon the small human’s face, as well as the dimming flicker in his right eye. That much was clear… the kid might have reset, but the blue skeleton simply couldn’t believe that he had some dark purpose for doing so. Or maybe that too was lost along with the memories… he didn’t know, but he wanted to trust him. Sans was never good at trusting people. That was the domain of his brother. He’d always envied Papyrus for that. Even during the tribulations of their childhood, the younger brother had the uncanny ability to remain positive. Something Sans had never been able to understand.
Ever smiling, optimistic, and friendly Papyrus… what would he do in this situation?
“ANYONE CAN BE A GREAT PERSON IF THEY JUST TRY! DO NOT DOUBT YOURSELF, BROTHER… THE GREAT PAPYRUS BELIEVES IN YOU!”
Sans knew the answer.
“hey.” Sans began. “i know it’s a lot to take in. there’s still more to see, but if you need time-“
“No.” Frisk cut him off, though his body was shaking to the point where he had to set the photo down. “I… I said I was ready. I can’t stop now.
“Me neither.” Lily agreed through his mouth. “I feel like if we stop here, I won’t want to continue later.”
“if you’re sure.” Sans said. What was it with humans and Determination? “come over here.”
He led them away from the pile of smiles and tears and to another corner of the room. There, they faced what appeared to be a blank wall. Yet, upon closer inspection Lily felt something was off about it.
Sans winked. “heh. noticed that, did ya? better stand back.”
Lily looked at him through Frisk’s eye but the two did as he said. In a place like this, it would be better not to ask questions. Sans stepped up to the wall and his left eye flared with magic. Frisk flinched both from memory and the sudden flash of color in his normally monochrome vision.
“Commence scan. Chromatis identification: Sans Serif.” Sans spoke in that same reverberating voice from before, so unlike his normal tone.
The children watched in fascination as a section of the wall opened to reveal a strange object beyond. Frisk saw only a number of rotating lines of cyan magic. Lily saw the metallic ocular contraption that contained them. Sans leaned in, placing his blazing eye socket parallel to the device, which proceeded to bombard it with a number of colored rays of light. Once done, the object retreated back into the wall and the panel covering it returned to its place, only for a second panel to open nearby.
From this emerged several more complex looking objects. One was silver and vaguely boxlike, flashing with a number of lights. Another was an ovular screen of glass, not unlike that of a mirror its clear surface reflecting warped images of those that stood before it. The final was some sort of plate with a black sheen. The children were just about to question its purpose when Sans waved his hand and the mechanism sprang to life. The mirror-surface vanished, replacing itself with a glowing image. Colors, numbers, and letters danced along its surface with mind numbing speed. The black plate, once dormant, now bore an assortment of symbols arranged neatly upon its surface.
“What kind of magic is this…?” Lily whispered, awestruck.
“Huh… I can see it.” Frisk said, the images from the screen, as well as the characters on the plate floated phantasm-like against his vision. “It… sort of reminds me of a computer.”
“What’s a computer?” She asked.
“that’s ‘cause it is.” Sans confirmed. “it’s a bit different from most though. i set up this terminal to help me monitor the space-time continuum. since resets don’t affect this space, this thing can only work here.”
“Wow…” Frisk said in admiration. “Something so advanced, it can keep record of timelines. Humans have a long way to go.”
“Hello? What’s a computer?” Lily insisted.
“Well it’s like…” Frisk began.
“we can explain that later.” Sans said. “what’s important is that thanks to this thing that i have a bit of an idea of what’s happening here. let me show you.” Sans said.
He walked over to the terminal and channeled a bit of magic into the tips of his phalanges before dancing them along the input like a pianist. A number of images sprang forth at his command, each baring a list of options to choose from. Frisk and Lily watched with interest as he touched one of them, bringing up another screen lined with text.
“Met someone earlier this week. Some human kid who fell down here.” Frisk read aloud. “Poor little guy looks like he’s had a rough time. I know my job and all, but I made a promise to that old lady… I can’t go back on it now.”
Frisk gave a questioning look to Sans, but the skeleton didn’t answer. Instead he scrolled through the list and opened another file.
“I think this is the third time, or maybe the fourth. I’m pretty sure I was right in thinking this boy at least remembers everything. When we talk, he acts like he’s already heard it before. I still don’t know what he’s after… things were a lot less complicated with the flower.”
“Wha- Flower?!” Lily blurted out. “What does he have to do with this?”
‘So they met him this time too…’ Sans thought, and opened another file.
“He’s dead… Papyrus is dead.” Frisk felt a chill run through him as he read off the short entry.
Another file. “More die each time… I don’t know what to do. Is the kid trying to wipe out the entire Underground?!”
Another. “Everyone’s gone… my brother, the dogs, Undyne... everyone. He’s killed them all.” The boys voice began to waver. “I c… I can’t just sit back now… that thing could destroy the fabric of time itself. Even if it means breaking my promise, I have to… stop him.”
Frisk’s hand shot to his mouth and it took all the force of will he had to avoid throwing up. His sightless vision blurred each time he tried to look at the words. Self resentment crushed him along with the weight of his own sins. His SOUL retreated back into his chest and the image faded out. He didn’t want to look anymore.
Nevertheless, Sans opened another file. “read it.”
Lily’s mind was already reeling from the grim log of Frisk’s prior actions but she wrapped herself around the boy’s SOUL as tightly as she could, hoping to grant what little strength she had to him. Frisk nodded silently and with some effort, willed his SOUL to the surface once again. The two children focused all their efforts on reading the latest entry.
“Another reset.” Lily read through Frisk. “I don’t know what happened… I thought it was the end. The kid walked through the door again looking worse than I feel. Fell to his knees and just started crying right in front of me. He’s not gained a single EXP this time. I don’t understand… but I’m not complaining.”
The weight of a past he could not recall bore down on Frisk like a solid block of lead and he found himself unable to speak. It was bad enough that he was even capable of doing something like that in the first place. However, the fact that he could not even remember his former crimes somehow made it even worse. Nevertheless, this had all happened. It was as clear as the log that documented it. At one point, he had become an instrument of death. The very idea made his stomach turn once more and brought tears to his lidded eyes.
It was then that Sans pulled up one last file.
“The kid, no, Frisk… he did it. We’re free…” Lily read, trying her hardest to remain composed in the sea of Frisk’s emotions.
“I… don’t know what to say.” Frisk managed though his voice barely rose above a whisper. “Even with it right here in front of me, i- it doesn’t feel real.”
“dissociation is pretty common when observing timelines.” Sans offered. “but it’s weird. everything i know suggests you should remember this stuff. that’s how it was before anyways. this is the first time you don’t.”
“Frisk… the visions.” Lily pointed out. “Maybe you should tell him now.”
“visions?” Sans repeated. “what’s that about, kiddo?”
“Well, I…” Frisk hesitated for a moment. “It started about two weeks ago, when we first met Kidd. We were playing with him and the others and for a while everything was okay. We went to scare him, you know? Just as a joke but when he turned around I… I saw something. I felt like I was somewhere else and there he was… staring at me. He looked so scared… like he thought I was going to…” Frisk trailed off. He didn’t want to think about how that vision might have ended if it had gone on any longer. “Since then, they’ve been happening a lot. Usually when I’m asleep, but sometimes when I’m awake too. They aren’t always bad either. Conversations I’ve never had, or things I didn’t do… some are strong, but others are just hazy.”
“let me ask you somethin’.” Sans scratched his chin in thought. “when those happen do you get some kind of shock? say a pain behind your eye?”
Frisk’s head snapped in the skeleton’s direction at the question. “Yeah! That’s exactly what happens. How did you know?”
“vestigial recollection.” Sans said decisively. “sometimes bits of memory can cross timelines. when that happens they usually show up as strange feelings, déjà vu, or in rare cases, visions. they usually come with a pain behind the eye but it’s normally faint enough that most folks don’t notice.”
“Well I noticed. It really hurts.” Frisk replied, rubbing his left eye unconsciously.
“the stronger the memory, the more it does.” Sans explained. “well, that’s some good news. it means your memory isn’t actually wiped. it’s still there, it’s just… out to lunch.”
“Some ‘good news’…” Lily countered. “If it was me, I wouldn’t want to remember after seeing all of that…”
“same here, honestly, but in this case it might be important.” Sans reasoned and began typing something into the terminal. “i’ve done some research over these last couple of weeks. i guess it’s a good thing you kids waited so long to come talk to me. if you’d taken up my offer right then, i might not have found this. take a peek.”
The screen came alive with a complex web of lines and symbols. It looked vaguely like a graph of some kind, but it was far more complicated than any normal data chart. Looping threads of light gathered together in a complex web. Each was labeled, some in common letters others in strange symbols that Frisk and Lily could only guess at the meaning of. Most of the graph was a tangled mess of spiraling, overlapping, and intersecting lines: meaning and logic hidden beneath the chaos.
“What… is this?” Lily asked, squinting at the mind spinning kaleidoscope before her.
“this is a chart detailing the timelines. i’ve set it to automatically record the flow and any anomalies that come about.” Sans explained. “this area here, where the loops are the thickest is where everything happened.”
Sans indicated an area closer to the right side of the screen. Frisk looked at it for a long while, tracing the lines and loops like reading a wordless autobiography. There were so many… dozens, maybe hundreds of them. Some only went back a short distance, others jumped straight back to the origin point in the center of the web, which itself shined like a miniature sun. Eventually his journey paused upon one section of the tangled graph.
“Wait… this spot. It looks a little different.” Frisk pointed to the spot in question. Most of the lines were straight, curving back only in the event of a Load or Reset. Such was also the case with this one, but for a segment toward the end which jerked and staggered back and forth seemingly at random before suddenly thrusting itself back to the beginning. “It kind of looks like it’s… struggling?”
“yeah. never figured that one out.” Sans said. “that was one of the bad ones… nah, actually i think it was the worst one. dunno what happened there, but that was when things started gettin’ better for us down here. keep goin’.”
Frisk did so, following along the tangled web from there, and through a few more looping strings of time. Journeys that might have taken weeks or months passed by his sightless eyes in mere seconds as he followed the string of data. Eventually one of the lines emerged from the cluster of ends and beginnings, as if set free from a prison. That single thread continued for a long while, distancing itself more and more from the rest, only to loop back once again to the beginning as if snared within a net.
“That was the last one, wasn’t it?” Frisk said, though it seemed more statement than question.
“yep.” Sans said. “look a little closer though. notice anything?”
Frisk squinted. It was hard to tell amidst the brightness of the other origin points but eventually he found what Sans was talking about. It was faint, almost unnoticeable among everything else but there just the same. From the scent of confusion she exuded, Frisk gathered that Lily must have seen the same thing.
“The line…” She muttered.
“It’s broken?” Frisk finished.
Right there, just before the line reached the origin point for their current place in time was a small, empty space barely the thickness of a fingernail. The two children turned to Sans, at a loss for what it could mean.
“well, it’s only a theory right now…” Sans said, pointing to the thread that marked the current timeline. “but i’m thinking when the past you reset last time, he did something and that cut us off from the rest of this. it would explain a few things. paps always had a pretty strong VR himself, but i haven’t seen any of the signs from him this time. it might also be the reason yours are the way they are now too.”
“Wait, you’re saying Frisk actually cut off a piece of the timeline?” Lily gave the skeleton an incredulous look. “How would someone even do that?”
Sans shrugged. “dunno… wouldn’t be the first time he’s done the unexpected or the impossible though. i don’t think it was for no reason though. just before i saw this, i found something else among the logs.”
Sans typed in a few keys and the diagram of the timelines faded and was replaced by the list of log entries he’d shown earlier. He ignored them, scrolling the screen to a mostly empty section away from everything else. There, a solitary folder resided, unlabeled. Sans opened it up to reveal a handful of documents within. He opened one, and at once the screen was filled with another assortment of strange characters. These however were quite different from the others.
“i dunno how long these have been here. but i do know i didn’t write ‘em.” Sans said.
The hand signs, flags, and other recognizable symbols were replaced by that of a multitude of star-like shapes. Some were cross-like, others the traditional five pointed shape. Frisk noticed a couple that looked oddly similar to the appearance of his own SAVE points. There were so many different types it almost looked more like some kind of map of the stars rather than a written document.
A faint ache pricked at the back of his eye.
“I feel like… I did.” The boy muttered.
“You did?” Lily questioned, squinting at the image as if trying to discern some meaning from the symbols.
“i thought so.” Sans acknowledged. “can ya read it?”
Frisk stared at the page for a good long while, trying his hardest to call forth the memory of this odd language. The ache behind his eye continued to throb but he ignored it, searching his mind for the hidden meaning behind these glyphs. Try as he might however the stars refused to yield their purpose to him. The small human shook his head and sighed.
“I can’t…” He admitted. “I feel like I should know them but…”
“damn…” Sans’ shoulders slumped. “i hoped if we could read these it might give us a clue about the last Reset.”
“Sorry…” Frisk hung his head apologetically.
“eh, don’t sweat it.” Sans said, placing a bony hand on Frisk’s shoulder. “it was a long shot anyway.”
“Well hold on.” Lily reasoned. “What would be the point of writing a message no one could read? It seems like kind of a waste, doesn’t it?”
“Well, maybe?” Frisk considered that.
“Frisk is the one that wrote those, right?” the girl continued. “He can’t remember right now, but maybe it will eventually come back? I mean… my memories have been trickling back here and there, wouldn’t it make sense that his could too? If that happens, we’ll be able to learn what they say.”
Sans expression turned thoughtful for a moment. “that’s… not a bad idea actually.”
“If I used to remember everything then… it could come back.” Frisk said thoughtfully. “But that would also mean…”
Everyone fell silent at that. Neither of them wanted to mention it. To remember the code to this strange language meant remembering the previous timelines. That kind of knowledge was sure to be no small burden for such a young child, however determined he might be.
“welp.” Sans said, breaking the silence after what felt like far too long. “sorry there’s still a lot of questions, but i kept my word. that’s everything, warts and all. we should probably head back up. stayin’ down here too much can really mess with your sense of time.”
Without waiting for a response, the skeleton dismissed the terminal and, utilizing a bit of Blue magic, returned the more solid research materials to their designated places. The two children followed silently as he headed for the door, fighting against the odd vertigo that pervaded the place and leaving the workshop behind. The scent of strong alcohol lingered behind them as they ascended the stairs and emerged into the familiar chilly air of Snowdin.
Frisk’s small hands clinched at his side, bunching up his shirt. It was a lot to take in, but he finally understood even if the truth was even more difficult to accept than he’d expected. So much had happened and so many suffered once because of him. Sans was still suffering, because he alone had to bear the burden of observing the timelines. The burden of knowing.
“Sans…” He said finally, causing the skeleton to stop mid-step.
“what’s up, kiddo?” Sans turned to him. Somehow seeing that typical toothy grin just made the boy’s heart hurt even more.
“Thank you… I know it must have been hard to show us all that.” He said, trying to fight back the tears. “I guess… I understand now why you hate me.”
“Frisk… don’t say that. It-”
Lily stopped short, suddenly unsure what to say. ‘It’s okay’? That would just sound hollow. “It’s not your fault”? How could she know that? “It will pass”? Something like that doesn’t just go away. “It’s nothing”? Heartless, heartless, heartless. Try as she might, the girl could think of no words to raise her friend’s spirits.
“oh, jeez…” Sans said, rubbing a hand down his skull. “you got it wrong there, frisk. i don’t hate ya.”
Frisk gasped and his gaze shot to Sans. “What?”
“heh. tibi-honest, i actually like you. both of you.” Sans explained. “i’ve seen you doin’ your parts around town, and you’ve been a good friend to paps over these last couple of weeks. believe me, that means somethin’.”
“But I-” Frisk began, but the skeleton cut him off.
“listen, i know what happened before. probably even more than you do right now.” he explained. “maybe its the dissociation we talked about before, or maybe i’m just beyond caring… but i can’t bring myself to actually hate you. that’s not to say i completely trust you yet, but i definitely don’t hate you. the other sanses out there might be screamin’ at me for it, but they ain’t me. So… yeah.”
“Sans…” Lily said, taken by surprise. She didn’t really know how to respond to that.
Frisk however, did. He ran up to the short, round skeleton and wrapped his small arms around him as far as they could go. Sans stiffened slightly, and Frisk immediately pulled away, forcing his hands to his side and hanging his head.
“I- I’m sorry.” He said quickly.
“no need.” Sans gave a light chuckle, ruffling the boy’s hair before turning and heading back around to the front of the house.
The two children solemnly followed the punny skeleton back into the warm home. Frisk couldn’t help but give content sigh in response to the the warmth, shedding the jacket as he and Lily settled onto the couch. Sans looked to the children and, giving an acquiescent shrug, joined them sitting on the soft, slightly lumpy cushions. All three of them felt exhausted, physically and mentally from their meeting in the workshop.
Lily frowned inwardly as the silence began to drag. Things were starting to get awkward again and she knew it. She nudged Frisk to face Sans, placing his hands in his lap.
"So... Can anyone tell me what a computer is now?" She asked, hoping to break the tension while at the same time satiating her own curiosity.
"you... were serious about that?" Sans questioned, looking at the kid like they were crazy. "i thought you were pulling my femur."
Frisk’s head shook with Lily’s reply. "No. I really don't know what they are. Are all computers like the one in the workshop?" She mused, imagining computers like the one below all over the place. Magic must have come a long way for things like that to exist.
"nah. mine's a special case. gotta be big to follow the flow of the timelines." Sans explained. “they’re around though. paps has one.”
"We have them on the surface too. They're pretty neat actually. It lets you do a whole lot of things you couldn't before. You can communicate almost instantly with other people across the world." Frisk explained, bringing his hand to his chin in thought.
"dunno much about that. down here, they’re mostly used for scientific purposes." Sans continued from where Frisk left off. “we only recently found a way to connect ‘em over long distances. most folks are still warming up to the idea."
The two males continue to explain several different uses for a computer to the fascinated Lily. She hung onto their every word, only interrupting occasionally to ask for a better explanation. This went on for some time before at last, Frisk leaned back against the arm rest of the couch.
"That's about all I know about them. I’ve only used them a couple of times, really. Most aren’t really set up with people like me in mind." He shrugged, stretching his arms above his head.
"Wow... Magic has made so many advancements... It seems so surreal.." Lily whispered, awestruck at all the things a computer could do. Some of the ideas seemed so farfetched she almost didn't believe the two of them but...
"it ain’t just magic ghost-kid. some of the stronger types like mine run on magic but not all of them." The skeleton corrected.
“On the surface they don’t use magic at all.” Frisk added.
“anyways, i’m not really the guy to ask about it. that’s somethin’ you might ask dr. alphys or some other scientist about.” Sans paused for a moment as a thought crossed his skull. "hey. i know you died and all but i'm surprised you didn't know anything about computers. they've been around a long time. makes me wonder how long you've actually been gone. in the underground we've had them for about 600 or so years."
“Wow that long? It’s only been around 150 on the surface. That’s still a long time though.” Frisk said, now starting to wonder himself.
"well with your memory loss, i guess it’s possible you just forget?" Sans offered.
“I wonder…” Frisk said thoughtfully. “That seems a little strange, doesn’t it?”
“Yeah, you’re right.” Lily interjected. "I mean I remember other things. I remember what certain foods taste like, especially chocolate. I knew what flowers were... I knew the Froggits language..." She listed off the various things she knew.
"knowledge, but not personal memory. huh." Sans considered. “maybe you really have been gone a long time.”
"But that would mean…" Lily's words grew hushed as the implication set in. “If I’ve been away that long then… my family would be…”
Frisk, sensing the girl’s growing dejection took the opportunity to weigh in. "Hold on, Lily. Don't jump to any conclusions just yet. I mean, I'm positive there are places that don't use technology. For all we know you came from one of those places. It doesn’t necessarily mean your family is gone." The boy concentrated on his SOUL, wrapping Lily up in its comforting flow to sooth her sorrow. “We still don’t know enough to say one way or the other. They could still be out there.”
Lily took Frisk’s hand and placed it over his heart, clenching the shirt tightly. "I… think you may be right..." She sighed softly, the worry in her mind loosening a little as his words made more and more sense to her. "I just… have to stay positive. And for all we know Sans could even be right and I just lost the memory somewhere. Thank you… I didn’t mean to almost lose myself there.”
“It’s alright. We’ll find something, don’t worry.” Frisk said, placing his other hand over the one clutching his shirt which had already begun to relax.
"there ya go. way to keep your spirits up, daisy." Sans chuckled at the confused look on her face.
"Daisy? Now Sans, I know you know my name is Lily." She deadpanned, giving the skeleton a 'are you kidding me' look.
"what can i say? you're growing on me." His grin widened.
Lily gave a small chuckle, now realizing what the skeleton was doing.
"I was hoping I could weed my way into you're good graces." She retorted, getting a snort from Frisk.
Frisk had just opened his mouth to speak when the front door flew open. In its wake stood a nervous looking Papyrus who seemed out of breath. Sans was on his feet with a quickness that seemed counter to his lazy nature the moment his eyesockets fell upon his younger sibling.
"BROTHER...FRISK...LILY... W-WE MAY HAVE A SLIGHT...OOPSIE." He stammered, leaning against the door frame.
Notes:
Answer one question, and two more take its place.
So when it comes to EXP and LOVE. It’s not just an indicator. It’s an actual phenomenon. The more you kill, the more you distance yourself, the higher it becomes. This is clear in game. But like Frisk said… why does it reduce upon a load? Wouldn’t a load make it easier to distance yourself? How many times have any of us gotten bored or frustrated and started a killing spree on a game, knowing we could just ‘go back’? So all that EXP and LOVE here… where does it go?
Whatever happened before, it was big enough that the old Frisk felt it necessary to split off an entirely new timeline from the rest… make of that what you will.
Yes, computers in this universe have been around for far longer than they have in real life. If you’re wondering if that would make the surface some kind of futuristic sci-fi setting… it isn’t. Without getting into too much of an info dump, advancement slowed down after a point, so technology isn’t too far removed from modern day Earth. It’s just been there longer.
With that, it’s about time to bring this arc to a close. Thanks to everyone who’s stuck with us this long, and to anyone new: welcome, and we hope you find a lot to enjoy. If you have any thoughts, please let us know in a comment/review. We love hearing from you all.
See you in the next chapter!
Chapter 15: The Flight to the Falls
Notes:
At long last, it’s time to begin the Waterfall arc! We hope everyone’s ready because we have a lot to cover in this place. Hope you look forward to what we have in store.
Edit: So us being the weird people we are just realized that two weeks ago was this story's first birthday O_O. It honestly doesn't feel like it's been that long so... an extra special thanks to everyone, both those who have been here from the start and those who are a little newer. And if you've only just found this story? Welcome! Have some cake.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Some time earlier…
Papyrus had been feeling far more upbeat the past couple of weeks than he had in years. Of course, no one would ever realize this by simply looking at him. Indeed, the tall skeleton had always been the picture of confidence bordering on narcissism, but this was different. This wasn’t merely a display of his own undeniable greatness, but rather, a true feeling of pride in oneself for goodness rendered.
He had a new friend! Two in fact. One of whom shared the body of the first whenever she wished to speak to him, which was quite often. Two friends in one. That had to count as…
He stopped at the treeline leading toward Doggo’s station and frowned. He wasn’t quite sure how many friends that counted as but he was fairly certain it was more than two. Shrugging, he picked up his pace and moved on, eager to continue his patrol.
It was at that moment his phone began to ring, playing the catchy theme tune he’d created for himself some months ago. Humming along, Papyrus fished out the device, and his grin widened when he saw the name displayed on the MED screen. He answered.
“HELLO UNDYNE!” He greeted. “HOW NICE TO HEAR FROM YOU, BUT MIGHT I ASK WHY YOU’RE CALLING? IT IS NOT OFTEN YOU CALL DURING PATROL HOURS.”
“Hey Papyrus.” Came the voice from the other end. “I know, but it’s important. Are you free to meet?”
“BUT OF COURSE! THE GREAT PAPYRUS CAN ALWAYS MAKE TIME TO MEET WITH FRIENDS.” Papyrus declared. “OR RATHER, I WOULD… BUT I’VE NOT QUITE FINISHED MY PATROL-”
“Don’t worry about the patrol. Like I said, it’s important.” Undyne insisted. “Meet me outside Blook Acres, near the pond. We’ll talk then.”
“WELL, OKIE DOKIE THEN! I WILL BE THERE IN A JIFFY.” Papyrus agreed, before a click on the other end informed him that Undyne had hung up.
Sticking his phone back into the compartment in his armor, the orange skeleton turned at once in the direction of Snowdin and Waterfall beyond. It seemed his fortune was growing by the moment. First he’d made new friends, and now his old friend and superior was calling on him for something important. He wondered what it could possibly be that she would call him at this time, but reasoned it must be pretty serious for her to seek his presence immediately.
“MAYBE SHE HAS FINALLY DECIDED TO MAKE ME AN OFFICIAL MEMBER OF THE ROYAL GUARD! IN THAT CASE I’D BETTER HURRY.”
Driven by that possibility, Papyrus quickened his pace and made his way to where his friend and captain had instructed. It wouldn’t do to let her wait long… a member of the Royal Guard must always be the definition of punctuality.
Papyrus dashed through the snow, using his magic to give himself a little extra boost. He passed quickly though the town, slowing only enough to avoid any of the other residents before speeding his way into Waterfall. The change of moisture was somewhat jarring even to Papyrus’ skeletal form and he had to be careful not to stumble from the slick stone under his boots.
Undyne always chose to conduct all but the most pressing of Royal Guard business here, rather than the Capital. To hear her tell it, it was because of the centralized location, equally between the Snowdin and Hotland regions which made it convenient. Papyrus had heard some of the guard suggest that the real reason was because of her hatred of the heat - that it makes her dry up like a raisin - but he didn’t believe them. Undyne was his cool and strong captain, there was no way she’d let a little warm weather beat her.
So it was that he eventually found his way beyond the garbage dump to Blook Acres. Supposedly the place was founded by Ghost monsters ages ago, but there weren’t many left there now. It was mostly inhabited by aquatic types these days.
Papyrus made his way quickly to the pond on the outskirts of the village. Sure enough, Undyne was waiting for him, her armored form leaned against the rock-face, arms crossed before her. A faint glint shone from inside the visor of her helm; a stray shaft of light reflecting from a single, hidden eye. Most of her was hidden in shadow. Only a vague silhouette of her spiked, heavy plate was visible in the near darkness that surrounded her, offering no hint of the type of monster that lay beneath.
“CAPTAIN UNDYNE!” Papyrus greeted with an exaggerated (and lopsided) salute. “FUTURE ROYAL GUARD PAPYRUS IS HERE, AS YOU ASKED.”
“I am glad you were able to get here so quickly, Papyrus.” Undyne spoke. Her voice presented a slight echo beneath the helm.
“HMM… YOU SOUND A LITTLE… DIFFERENT THAN NORMAL.” The Skeleton said thoughtfully before his eye-sockets lit up. “OH! I GET IT! YOU’RE PRACTICING YOUR DARK ACTION HERO PERSONA AGAIN AREN’T YOU?”
“W-What?!” Undyne stammered.
“NYEH HEH HEH! YOU’VE IMPROVED IT QUITE A BIT.” The skeleton complimented. “THOUGH, I HAVE TO SAY I PREFER YOUR REAL PERSONALITY OVER THIS ONE.”
“I’m not ‘practicing’ anything, Papyrus.” Undyne refuted, before her voice darkened again. “This is how I’m supposed to sound…”
“OH, RIGHT. YOU DON’T WANT TO BREAK CHARACTER. I UNDERSTAND!” Papyrus inferred. “VERY WELL, I SHALL ACT AS IF YOU ARE NOT ACTING!”
Undyne sighed, but decided not to continue this line of conversation. There were more important matters to discuss.
“More to the point… rumors have been circling the Underground lately.” She began. “They say a Human has fallen from the Surface.”
Papyrus’ expression faltered slightly. “A HUMAN? Y-YOU DON’T SAY…”
“Yes. I’ve looked into them, and it sounds like the rumors originated around the Snowdin area.” The armored figure continued. “I’ve spoken to almost everyone stationed around that area except for you and your brother. The Dog Clan doesn’t seem to know anything, but I was wondering if you might have had better luck.”
“UM…” Papyrus began, unsure of whether or not it was a good idea to mention that the Humans in question were now his friends.
“It’s alright if you haven’t.” Undyne said after a while. “As I said, all we have are rumors. I can’t say whether they’re true or not but it is my duty to follow up on every lead. Though, I do hope it is real and not just some sick prank. Something like this would go a long way in restoring the people’s hopes.”
Papyrus lowered his head thoughtfully. That’s right… he’d been so caught up on the idea of having made some new friends that he hadn’t considered just what their presence meant for the rest of the Underground. His new friends were Human and Undyne had tasked him to be on the lookout for any and all Humans that he could find. Supposedly it was an order from the King, though Papyrus wasn’t quite sure why he wanted them. Still, duty or no, it seemed rude to capture them and take them there without their permission. Especially ones as nice as Frisk and Lily.
And yet, he couldn’t bring himself to lie to Undyne. After all, she was his friend too.
“A-ACTUALLY, UNDYNE…” Papyrus began. “I DO KNOW SOMETHING… ABOUT THE HUMANS. YOU SEE, THEY-”
“Wait, Humans?” Undyne repeated before her mind clicked. The armored figure lunged forward and seized Papyrus’ scarf. “You mean there’s more than one?!”
“WELL YES, ERR NO… KIND OF?” Papyrus stumbled as Undyne’s armored fist held him in its iron grip.
“Papyrus! Start making sense!”
“T-THEIR NAMES ARE FRISK AND LILY!” Papyrus explained quickly. “THE LILY HUMAN SPEAKS THROUGH THE FRISK HUMAN AND-”
“You talked to them?!” Undyne released Papyrus, causing the young boneman to stumble back a few steps.
“YES BUT… THEY’RE BOTH ACTUALLY VERY NICE!” Papyrus tried, vainly hoping to douse the captain’s fire. “I’M SURE IF YOU SPOKE TO THEM YOU’D BE FAST FRIENDS-”
“Friends?!” Undyne shouted incredulously. “Have you forgotten everything we’ve learned about them? They… they didn’t use mind control on you did they?!”
“UNDYNE, I AM SURE MY MIND IS UNDER MY OWN CONTROL. PLEASE, JUST LISTEN-” Papyrus began but was quickly cut off.
“Where are they, Papyrus?” Undyne said darkly. Papyrus did not answer immediately so she continued. “This is an order from your Captain. Tell me!”
“IN... IN SNOWDIN.” Papyrus finally answered. “BUT IT’S PERFECTLY FINE! EVERYONE IN TOWN-”
“The town!” Undyne shouted, the slightest hint of fear spilling from her cold facade. “Then that’s where I’ll go. I should have known it was a bad idea to put you in such danger Papyrus, but I’ll make it right. I’ll kill them, and deliver the SOUL to Asgore personally… then you’ll be fine.”
K-KILL?!” Papyrus looked horrified. “UNDYNE THERE’S NO NEED FOR THAT! IF YOU JUST TALK TO THEM-”
But it was too late. The armored figure was already on the move, storming away from Blook Acres as fast as the metal joints could carry her. Papyrus called after her but his voluminous words fell on deaf ears. Undyne was not one to change her mind once it was made up, and this time would prove no different. Papyrus was at a loss… the day had gone from great to terrible in the span of minutes.
He knew he had to do something and fast. Lives and friendships alike were depending on him. He didn’t want to see his friends fight… and even less for one to… kill the others. Frisk and Lily needed to be warned, but how could get there in time when Undyne already had a head start on him, and with the roads to Snowdin from Waterfall so limited…
“OH NO, OH NO, OH NO… WHAT DO I DO?” Papyrus lamented. “IF ONLY I HAD A SHORTCUT!”
He stopped. A shortcut… that’s it! If he could use a shortcut, he could easily reach Snowdin before Undyne. Then he could warn Frisk and Lily… that would give him time to convince Undyne that she didn’t need to do a violence! Then he could introduce the three of them properly and they could all be friends!
But could he do it? Papyrus had not used many Shortcuts in the past, and those he had had always been under his brother’s supervision. Sans was far better at creating and using them than he was… anything to make his lazy lifestyle easier. Still he had to try though… surely a trick like this require little more than a baby bones’ level of effort for someone of his greatness. It had to...
He called on his magic, letting it flow through him willing it to take shape.
He concentrated…
And concentrated…
He took a step.
Space shifted and colors blurred before the skeleton was struck with a wave of familiar cold. Where before all he could see was the glistening stone walls and fake stars of Waterfall, he now stared at the colorful wreath decorating the door of his own home. He shook his skull, fighting against a wave of nausea that totally wasn’t the result of overexerting his magic and blinked away a couple of snowflakes from the larger of his eye-sockets.
With shallow breath, he made quickly for the door, hoping to find his friends before it was too late…
Papyrus had begun rambling from the moment he set foot inside the house he shared with his brother. This may not have been different from any other day, but for the worry in his voice. Breathlessness rendered his words nearly incomprehensible beyond that, so Sans, Frisk, and Lily guided him to the couch to rest, hoping to calm the raving Guardsman hopeful.
Their efforts eventually proved somewhat successful as they managed to coax Papyrus into some form of coherence. His words, mainly “Captain of the Guard” and “Kill the humans” had Frisk and Lily worried. They’d heard bits and pieces about the captain of the Royal Guard but they were mainly adulations of her strength and skill. They knew little about the individual herself
Lily’s thoughts turned inward as she listened to Papyrus. This was what Toriel had warned them about. She told them that some monsters would be after Frisk’s SOUL. It seemed that Undyne was one of them.
‘I won’t let anyone hurt Frisk… I don’t care who she is. If this ‘Captain’ even tries to touch him, I will put her in her place.’ The spectral girl seethed quietly from within Frisk, hoping her friend would not notice.
She couldn’t help feeling protective of the boy. After all, Frisk was the first person she’d met when she awoke in that flower garden. He was her best friend, and he’d been there for her from the beginning. And with him being younger than her (at least, she thought he was) it was her responsibility to protect him. That’s what she wanted to think anyway, though she wasn’t entirely sure what she would do when the time came. Memories of the encounter with Sans a couple of weeks back left a sour taste in her metaphorical mouth. She forced them aside.
Sans leaned back against the couch. “well… shit.”
“Sans!” Lily snapped and her glowing eye darkened when the stocky skeleton answered with a nonchalant shrug.
“So… what should we do? Should we run? Or… maybe it would be better to wait for her and try to explain?” Frisk broached the question, bringing everyone’s attention back to the matter at hand. “What do you think Papyrus?”
Papyrus thought for a moment, taping his foot against the floor. “I THINK… IT MIGHT BE BETTER TO LAY LOW. HER OPINION OF YOU RIGHT NOW IS VERY… MURDERY…” He reasoned.. “SHE WILL TAKE SOME TIME TO GET HERE THOUGH. YOU MIGHT WANT TO TAKE SOME THINGS IN CASE YOU CAN’T RETURN HOME RIGHT AWAY…”
“That’s a great idea Papyrus. Some food and water would be good to take with us.” Lily suggested, and Frisk’s lips shifted with the girl’s grin as the two made to stand. “A blanket or something might be good to have too if we get stuck somewhere.”
”think i might have an old sleeping bag somewhere.”
“BRILLIANT, SANS! YOU GO FIND THAT WHILE WE GO AND GATHER SOME FOOD. I THINK THERE MAY STILL BE SOME LEFTOVERS!” Papyrus jumped to his feet, making his way to the kitchen with Frisk and Lily on his orange-clad heels.
The three of them rummaged through the culinary creations inhabiting the refrigerator. The two children made sure to choose the ones that Frisk had instructed and avoid anything subject to Papyrus’ unsupervised experimentation. Sealing them within containers, the children filed them away inside the magical pack.
Frisk sighed softly, once again grateful for its usefulness, before giving a surprised yip when Lily took control of his arm and used it to snag the bars of chocolate deeper inside. Papyrus had bought them a few days ago when he found out how much the girl loved the sugary treat. She’d have eaten them all on the spot if Frisk hadn’t stopped her. Now, in hindsight, she was sort of glad he had. Traveling through Waterfall’s unknowns, on the run from a dogged Royal Captain and with no chocolate was the worst scenario imaginable for her.
Frisk, for his own part couldn’t help but chuckle despite the situation. He took that as a good sign: even with Undyne’s looming threat, he could still appreciate humor when he saw it. It was scary thinking about all the things on their plate but at least he knew he wouldn’t have to face them alone. After grabbing a fork and knife to take with the trio made their way back to the living room just as Sans rejoined them from the stairs
“here ya go kiddos. one sleeping bag, hold the bones.” Sans chuckled.
Lily groaned. “That was terrible and you know it…”
“aw come on. throw me a bone here.” He retorted with a wink. That one drew out a small giggle, causing Sans’ grin to widen.
“also this thing is pretty neat. folds up nice and small when not in use. when you’re ready to use it, just press this button and it will spring out into the bag ‘kay?”
”DR. ALPHYS MAKES SO MANY NEAT THINGS THAT MAKE TRANSPORTATION AND STORAGE MUCH EASIER.”
“That’s really cool actually. And it fits right into our bag!” Frisk took the small, cloth-like box from Sans, sliding it into the pouch. He wondered for a moment if Alphys had a hand in designing the latter as well, but decided now wasn’t the time to ask.
“ALRIGHT. IF I KNOW UNDYNE. AND I DO,” Papyrus explained. “SHE WILL MAKE A STRAIGHT SHOT FROM WATERFALL TO HERE. THERE IS A LOWER PATH YOU CAN TAKE AT THE EDGE OF SNOWDEN, WHERE THE SNOW IS THICKEST. SHE WILL NOT SEE YOU AS LONG AS YOU STAY LOW. WHICH SHOULDN’T BE HARD. YOU ARE MUCH SHORTER THAN HER OR I.”
Lily gave a small huff while mumbling. “I’m taller than Frisk at least…And Sans… I think…?” Her voice trailed off in uncertainty.
“We should leave soon just in case. More time to hide if we need too.” Frisk said, affixing the satchel at his waist while making sure everything is secure. “Oh! Papyrus do you have a phone?”
“THAT I DO HUMAN-FRISK.” The taller skeleton replied.
Frisk drew out the phone that Toriel had given them and handed it over. “Would you put your number in there?”
Papyrus’ grin practically sparkled at the prospect of another facet of friendship: the exchanging of phone numbers. He quickly added his to the humans’ phone before giving himself a quick call in order to register theirs. “AND… THERE WE GO. NOW WE CAN SPEAK TO EACH OTHER WHENEVER WE WISH, NO MATTER HOW FAR! NYEH!”
“Thanks Pap.” Lily said, taking the phone back and returning it to Frisk’s pocket.
“better head out. ain’t much that can stop undyne when she’s focused on something.” Sans said.
“What are you going to do, Sans?” Frisk asked.
“paps here can handle undyne. i got some stuff to look into.” the hoodied skeleton said cryptically. “don’t worry though. i’ll keep an eye-socket on ya as much i can.”
Frisk nodded, but did not move to the door immediately. He knew time was of the essence. They had to leave before Undyne arrived, and yet reluctance glued his feet to the floor. He didn’t know what was waiting for them, or how long it would be before he could see the brothers again. So the red child showed his appreciation for all they’d done the only way he knew how: he approached both in turn, first Papyrus and then Sans, and gave each a hug. They both responded, the former eagerly, the latter a bit more awkward.
“Thanks, you guys… I mean it.” He said softly. Papyrus beamed, and even Sans looked a little brighter. It was enough to bolster the boy’s courage, and at last he turned for the door. Inside, Lily’s aura gave off an aroma of baked apples.
The two stepped out into the frigid air of Snowdin and Frisk stopped to touch the star in front of the house. He wasn’t sure when he would see this again either; better to make a record so as not to lose this moment.
With everything set, the children made their way toward the fog-shrouded path where they’d become friends with Papyrus. Frisk was no more impaired here than anywhere else, but Lily found herself struggling to see anything through the milky curtain.
“How are we supposed to find that lower path in this?” She complained. Frisk couldn’t provide an answer to that.
Ultimately she decided to detach herself from Frisk’s SOUL, using the added mobility of her spectral form to aid her investigation. Frisk, for his own part, used his stick to guide him, keeping his working senses attentive for any sign that sight might miss.
“I think I found it!” Lily called after a few moments.
Frisk made his way cautiously toward where she waited, her form clear to him, despite the fog. The girl sat at the summit of a small slope, leading downward and away from the main path which curved slightly into the treeline beyond. As small as it was, and obscured by the fog, the only way they could have possibly found it was to know of its existence beforehand.
And not a moment too soon either, as a sound in the distance caught their attention mere moments after. It was the unnerving sound of metal on stone, drawing closer.
“Hurry up, we need to get down there.” Lily hissed, taking Frisk’s hand and leading him as quietly as possible down the slope.
With every step of its creator, the klunk of metal grew louder. Heavy footfalls, rapid in pace. They were running. It wouldn’t take long for them to reach the children at the pace they traveled, and neither Frisk nor Lily knew if the fog would be enough to shroud them. The slope leveled about ten feet down, expelling them into the packed snow beneath. Frisk had to slow his pace to that of an awkward shuffle to avoid having his boots crunch noisily through the packed ice and snow.
Lily led him toward the treeline as best as she was able, but the thick haze made it difficult to see any further than an arms-length ahead. So it was that she did not have time to steer the blind boy away from a young evergreen at their head. Frisk’s shoulder collided with the trunk, rattling the branches and causing a patch of snow to fall to the ground. It landed with a soft puff against the ground.
The footsteps halted immediately and both the boy and his guide paled. Thinking fast, Lily drew him behind the tree’s bole to hide. His back pressed against the rough wood, daring not even to breathe lest the slightest twitch would give away their presence.
They waited.
Eventually, the footfalls began their rhythmic beat once more, albeit at a slower pace. Frisk held his breath, expecting to hear them descending the hidden path they’d taken, but his fears were soon put to rest as they began to fade into the direction of the town.
“That… was too close.” Lily said quietly, forgetting for a moment that no sound she made would even reach the metal reaper.
“Yeah…” Frisk replied. “Sorry… I didn’t know it was there.”
“No, it’s my fault. I didn’t notice it quick enough.” Lily said, then without giving the boy time to refute her, added; “Let’s hurry before she realizes we aren’t in town and heads back this way.”
With that the spectral girl continued to guide Frisk through the dense fog and snow-caked trees. Steadily, the milky pall began to lighten, as they moved further along the unused path. Eventually, it began to crest upward, leading them into a tangle of shrubs and bushes that slowed their progress. Still, they pressed onward and eventually emerged once more onto the main road.
The snow was thinner here, and continued to fade even as the air around them warmed and grew moist. It still felt rather chilly, but it was a far cry from the freezing temperatures of Snowdin. Lingering ice crystals mingled with strange, sparkling stones that protruded from the grey-blue rock-faces. Alongside them, the river burbled a quiet song as large chunks of ice drifted aimlessly down its flow.
In time, the pathway opened into a small chamber. The flow of the river behind them was added to by the trickle of a small waterfall cresting under the stones and down into the darkness below. A strange, fishlike monster gave a friendly wave as they entered, uncaring of the large flower growing nearby. The pale blue glow that it emitted was somehow both eerie and comforting.
“Yo!” called a voice from nearby.
The children turned as one toward its source as Kidd scampered excitedly over to them. Frisk couldn’t help but give a relieved sigh at the thought of some familiarity in this strange place. The armless yellow monster somehow managed to close the distance between them without falling on his face and spoke.
“Dude! You just missed it!” He exclaimed, tail wagging excitedly behind him.
“Missed what?” Frisk asked.
“Undyne, duh!” he answered. “She just came barreling through here In all that armor like it weighed nothing! She looked like she was really focused on something… at least, I think so. I… couldn’t really see her face, y’know?”
“Really? That’s… cool.” Frisk said awkwardly. They’d come that close to being discovered by her.
“Wait a minute…” Kidd sobered a little, looking thoughtful. “Yo, isn’t Lily with you? You guys didn’t get in a fight or anything, did you?”
Oh, right. Lily’d gotten so used to being able to talk to people that it completely slipped her mind. Before she could ask, Frisk had already drawn out his SOUL, allowing her to re-merge with it.
“Greetings, Kidd. Sorry, I sort of forgot.” Lily said, as the boy’s right eye gave off its telltale crimson glow.
“Hey no problem, as long as everything’s good!” Kidd grinned, bouncing up and down on his heels.
Both Frisk and Lily gave a smile at the energetic monster, a dash of familiarity in this otherwise unknown stretch of the Underground. Frisk felt around a little, eventually finding a good-sized rock to sit down and catch his breath while the two took in their surroundings. The combination of the undulating water and the crystals refracting the faint light like a kaleidoscope against the stone was breathtaking to behold. Lily’s attention however was drawn to the strange blue flower from before. Her inner botanist piqued, she spoke.
“Hey Kidd. What’s that flower?” She motioned towards the object in question.
“Huh?” The reptilian monster turned to see what she was referring too. “Oh, those are like super cool and stuff. They’re called Echo Flowers. You say something to ‘em and they repeat what you say! They’re all over the place here in Waterfall. Lots of monsters tell them their wishes and secrets. There’s even a place called the “Wishing Room” around here that’s full of ‘em. It’s a really quiet and pretty place. “ He nodded to himself as he explained, tail swishing back and forth.
Lily, her interest bolstered by Kidd’s explanation moved to the flower and touched its petals. Sure enough it spoke, the voice it carried sounding vaguely of Kidd.
“...It’s a really quiet and pretty place.”
“That sounds really cool, Kidd. Maybe me and Lily can see it sometime.” Frisk replied happily to the excited child.
Her curiosity for the flower sated, Lily’s gaze drifted again to the simple sentry station nestled in the corner of the room. She immediately did a double take when she noticed the snow on the roof… in a place with no snowfall whatsoever.
“How in the world is there-” She shook her head and moved their shared body over to the station to look it over. “What’s with this stand? How is there even snow on there?”
“Oh, you know Sans. That’s his. Man, he never cleans that off.” Kidd explained. “That’s his station for when he looks for humans. He’s kinda cool I guess, even though all he does his sleep. But at least he gets to report to Undyne! And she’s super cool!”
At the mention of Undyne, Frisk’s head jolted upright, and promptly smacked against the edge of the sentry station.
“Ow…” The boy groaned, rubbing the top of his head and shaking the feeling away.
“Sorry Frisk. But there was some weird stuff there.” Lily apologized. “A bunch of empty and full ketchup bottles and some kind of worn, thin books. They had pictures of these strange big metal things with four wheels.”
“Sounds like a car magazine.” Frisk considered, as they returned to Kidd. “Wonder what he needs those for…”
“...What’s a car?”
The boy chuckled. “I’ll explain later. Let’s get out of here and away from Undynes’ stomping grounds…” To Kidd, he said. “Hey, Kidd. Which way was that wishing room? I actually think we want to see it now…”
“Hey no problem dude! Just head down this path and you’ll find it eventually. It takes a bit of walking because it’s pretty deep in, but you’ll know it when you get there. I’d show you the way but my parents want me home to check in once in awhile. I’ll catch ya later, kay?” Kidd laughed before taking off, tripping down the path before jumping right back to his feet. “I’m okay!” Then he was off again, making his way back to Snowdin.
“Bye Kidd!” Frisk and Lily called, grinning at Kidd's enthusiasm. “Okay. So which way do we go, Lily?”
“Hm. Kidd mentioned following the path. I believe he meant this large one here, so let’s start that way.”
With that she emerged from Frisk’s SOUL once more, appearing before her friend. Frisk took her offered hand and followed her down the moist dirt path. The sound of water rumbled louder in their ears as they traveled, and eventually they found themselves standing before a large waterfall. A sturdy looking bridge split away from the nearby cliff arcing down and around the waterfall at a lower point. No such bridge spanned the flow itself, but the water at least seemed shallow enough to wade through.
“Alright Frisk. Looks like we’re going to get a little wet. Be careful okay?”
Frisk gave an affirming nod, moving closer to his spectral friend as she led him along. Their progress was slow. The water, while not deep was surprisingly swift and the debris it carried would make for a difficult slog even if Frisk’s senses weren’t muddied by the sound of rushing water. A wayward piece of garbage tumbling through the current caught Lily’s attention, and she quickly retreated to let it by. Her sigh of relief was cut short however, as she noticed too late that the danger had not yet passed. A large stone had managed to creep up behind the children whilst the spectral girl was distracted. She realized, to her horror, that it was heading straight for the boy.
“Frisk! Watch out!” she cried, pulling him roughly toward her.
…A little too hard.
The boy’s foot caught upon the edge of slippery stone beneath the water causing him to fall forward. A loud gasp escaped his lips and his hand slipped from Lily’s a split second before he splashed down into the water.
”L-Lily!” He called out, grasping vainly for purchase as the rapids sent him tumbling toward the edge of the chasm.
“Frisk!” Lily called, darting after him as quickly as her weightless form would allow.
Her hand reached for his, coming up short by mere inches, fingers touching nothing but the air between them. Lily’s pale face turned whiter than a Snowdin rooftop as Frisk disappeared over the precipice but a second later.
She pressed forward toward the edge of the fall, expecting to see nothing but the inky abyss of the chasm spreading forever down, her friend lost to its depths.
…Instead her eyes were met with the dark brown hair and bewildered expression of the boy himself, his descent thwarted by wooden beam and guardrail.
“I… I’m okay?” Frisk said confusedly, staring up at the terrified face of Lily hovering only a few feet above. By some stroke of luck, the small bridge had broken his fall.
Lily quickly shook away her shock and was off like a shot.
“Okay!? A few more inches and you would have kept going!” She practically screamed, her voice a mixture of fear, concern, and relief all in one as she circled around him, checking frantically for any injuries. Finding none she continued, albeit quieter now. “Are..are you sure you're alright?” She questioned, slowing to a stop in front of him. “I’m so sorry about that Frisk. I should have kept a better eye out.”
”Y-yeah. I’ll be okay.” Frisk mumbled, wiping his hands on his pants, which were now damp along with the rest of him. “I’m sorry for worrying you.”
Lily gave a gentle sigh, trying to calm her racing, non-existent heart. “Alright… But I promise it won’t happen again.” She took Frisk’s hand in hers, and they started off again carefully navigating their way back to the stream. A few echo flowers bloomed upon the small pillars that connected the bridge. As Frisk’s hand brushed against one of their petals, it spoke.
”I swore I saw something… Behind that rushing water….” A nervous voice whispered from the flower.
“Huh?” Frisk’s brow raised.
Lily heard it too. ”Behind the water? Frisk… stay here. Let me check it out. I just want to make sure it’s not dangerous.” she chewed her lip, reluctantly leaving Frisk behind to check the waterfall. The water splashed and burbled all around her as she stuck her head beneath the torrent, though not a single droplet touched her incorporeal form. Emerging from the other side, she glanced about, immediately noticing a glass lens embedded in the rock a few inches away from her face, staring like an eye in the direction of the bridge. “O…kay?”
”What? What is it?” Frisk called from his spot, resisting the urge to get closer with the water rushing in his ears.
Lily’s head popped out from the flow and she quickly returned to him, confusion plain upon her face. “There’s something back there. I think it might be a camera? It’s lodged into the stone and facing outwards. I don’t know what it can see behind the water like that.”
”Uh oh… I really hope it didn’t see me when I fell.” Frisk worried.
“Why? What’s wrong?” Lily asked.
“Just a thought. A lot of monsters are looking for humans, right? What if… what if they’ve set up surveillance around here?”
Lily’s expression darkened as she linked hands with the blind boy once more and began leading them back up the path. “It’ll be okay. Even if you’re right, I won’t let anything hurt you.”
“Okay but… let’s keep watch for any others. It will probably be safer to stay away from them.” Frisk reasoned.
They stepped back on solid ground and took a moment to catch their breath. Sure, they had to hurry while Undyne was busy in Snowdin, but if Frisk fell again they’d have a whole new problem to deal with. After a few moments, they finally felt comfortable trying to move on. At Lily’s suggestion, the two made their way toward the source of the swift current; another set of falls to their left. Frisk kept his ears perked for the sound of anymore unpleasant surprises while Lily set about checking behind the flow. She had to blink as her eyes fell upon what was on the other side.
“Well it’s… not a camera.” She began. “Frisk, come here. There’s some kind of room back here.”
“A room?” The red child repeated as he made his way over to her.
“Let’s check it out.”
Frisk instinctively lowered his head, shielding his unseeing eyes from the gallons of water that splashed relentlessly against him. It might have bothered him if he wasn’t already drenched through to begin with. Nevertheless, the deluge soon subsided, and they came to a stop within the hidden chamber. Even blind, Frisk could tell it was a rather spacious area. The air didn’t feel stuffy and smelled surprisingly clean if a bit briny. The boy wondered idly whether it was naturally formed or carved by hand.
“Oh, what’s that?” Lily’s voice drew him from his thoughts. Frisk followed her beacon as she moved to the center of the room to examine whatever it was that caught her eye. A hand pressed against her mouth a moment later as she stifled a giggle.
“What’s so funny?” Frisk questioned.
Lily didn’t answer directly. “Guess.”
She took his hands and guided him to the item in question. The distinct touch of some kind of fabric met his fingertips. He looked at the rose-cheeked girl questioningly who was trying and failing to hide her mirth.
“What is it?” He asked. “Some kind of clothing?”
“You’re on the right track. Keep going.” She said through a wide grin.
Frisk sighed but continued investigating with his hands. It seemed a bit like a shirt, but something about it seemed off. The fabric was a little thinner than his, and it seemed to flair out in places in a way that gave him pause. He picked it up and turned it over until he was fairly certain he was holding it right and continued. Eventually, his hands found the bottom, and he noted the ruffled edges that seemed to protrude out from the rest. He turned to Lily and raised a questioning brow.
“Is this a… dress?” He asked.
“Close enough, it’s a tutu!” Lily declared. Frisk didn’t like the look she was giving him.
“What’s a tutu doing here of all places?” He asked.
“You should wear it, Frisk!” Lily laughed.
“I should- what?!” Frisk exclaimed, baffled by the suggestion.
“Come on, think about it. Finally, a protective piece of armor!” She crowed, fighting to remain coherent amidst her laughter.
“That doesn’t even make any sense!” Frisk protested.
“Well fine, but I still think it would look cute.” She cajoled.
“You’re cute. You wear it!”
“I can’t, remember? You have to.”
“No!”
“Please?”
“No! Besides, you already got me to wear this…” He pointed out, indicating the faded ribbon still tied to his sleeve.
“Oh fine…” Lily pouted, relenting at last.
Frisk sighed. “Look, if it makes you feel better we can take it with us. There might be something we can do with it. Is that better?”
Lily perked back up. “Okay, fair enough. I guess it would just get wet around here wouldn’t it?”
“That doesn’t mean I’m going to wear it when we get somewhere dry, either.”
“Yeah, yeah I know.” She grinned. “Let’s go, Frisky Bits.”
Frisk cocked his head at the sudden nickname but decided not to question her about it. At least she’d given him a break about the tutu. Filing it away in the satchel, the two children made their way back through the waterfall and continued on their way.
Reasonably certain there were no more cameras hiding in their immediate vicinity, the children slowly made their way across the shallow river and to the opposite bank. Thankfully, both of them were more attentive this time around and there were no further close calls. Finally back on dry land for the time being, the two looked out into the path ahead of them. It stretched onward into an unsettling gloom where few of the light-emitting crystals resided.
Tentatively, they walked on, braving the darkness even as glimmers of light from elsewhere played at the shadows, stretching and contorting them into vague phantasms. A wall of tall bluish grass barred them some ways in, obscuring sight of anything that might lie beyond it. The lighthearted mood from before almost seemed to evaporate in the wake of uncertainty. Lily gave Frisk’s hand a reassuring squeeze before drifting upward to get a better view of their surroundings. There were no other paths or offshoots that she could see, but the way seemed to continue beyond the thick plant life.
“We have to go through it.” She said quietly.
Frisk nodded. He wasn’t looking forward to it. He already felt tired. After their flight from Snowdin, along with the spill he’d just taken, fatigue laid as heavy on his shoulders as his drenched clothes did. Still, he couldn’t afford to turn back now… not when Undyne could very well be heading back in their direction. He wasn’t sure how long Papyrus would be able to keep the Captain occupied.
With Lily guiding him by the hand, Frisk used his stick to clear away the grass as best as he was able. A few blades tickled his face, causing it to itch but he ignored it as they moved deeper into the thicket. An odd sense of dread hung over the boy, but in time they found the grasses thinning, and eventually emerged from the other side without incident. Light steadily returned as they made their way toward another chamber, and the ominous feeling faded like a distant memory.
The familiar echo of flowing water reached their ears once more from yet another large waterfall a few feet in. Unlike the last, this one flowed from a small crevice beneath the rock.
“It looks deeper than the last one. I don’t think we can just walk acro-” Lily stopped. “Hold on, what are those?”
Her eyes fell upon a number of strange objects lining the river’s edge. Thin green leaves sticking out from a light pink seed-like object. The leaves seemed to bend and stretch toward each other, like hands lying just out of reach of the warmth of another. To the left, a plaque carved from the stone itself glowed with words fashioned from the same luminescent crystal that lined the cavern.
“When four bridge seeds align in the water, they will sprout.” Lily read.
“I guess it’s worth a try?” Frisk offered. “Help me out.”
Lily did so, carefully guiding the boy to the seeds. Frisk picked one up carefully, the leaves of another bending to follow it as if begging it not to go. The spectral girl lead him to the water’s edge and he set the seed adrift like a paper sailboat. Gathering three more, he set them along the same path. Lily watched in fascination as, sure enough, their leaves wrapped about one another, and the seeds bloomed as one. Beautiful pink petals spread from baby blue ovaries and white stamens. The thin leaves fanned out, covering a large portion of the water’s surface alongside the petals.
A sweet fragrance filled the air.
“Wow…” Lily said in awe. “They all sprouted at once.”
“Interesting. How do you think they work? ” Frisk questioned, placing a hand against one of the petals which was surprisingly firm to the touch. “I wonder if it’s some sort of swarm behavior… or maybe a kind of symbiosis with something in the water?”
Lily blinked at him. “Symbi- what now?”
“You know, symbiosis.” Frisk explained. “When different organisms interact with each other in a way that helps one or both of them.”
“...Right.” Lily said, understanding but still surprised at all the big words Frisk just strung together. “Has anyone ever told you you’re really smart?”
Frisk blushed a little from the compliment. “Actually… you’re the first one.”
“Wait, seriously?” The girl was unconvinced. “Even with you saying stuff like that?”
“Yeah, but it’s okay.” The boy said solemnly. “I didn’t really talk much before I met you and everyone else down here.”
Lily wanted to ask him why but decided against it for the time being. It probably wasn’t the best place to delve into that kind of personal conversation. Instead, she took his hand again, leading him gingerly onto the path created by the sprouted Bridge Seeds. Their composition seemed very similar to the golden flowers that had broken his fall, and they held fast against his weight. Perhaps flowers in the Underground were simply more hearty than those on the surface. In any case, it wasn’t long before they reached the opposite bank. With feet once more on solid ground, they moved forward, delving deeper into the glittering cavern.
The deeper they traveled, the more the final vestiges of the Snowdin region faded away and were replaced by the melancholic beauty of Waterfall. Rivulets of clear water trickled down the walls, and the ground was ever damp underfoot. Only a few small walkways afforded relatively dry transit over the many streams and rivers. In time, the path they walked opened into a large, lit chamber. A pale blue luminescence shimmered from a few glowing mushrooms growing near the water’s edge. As Frisk’s boot touched down near one of them, its light quickly darkened, like a small animal hiding away from something unknown.
Here, there were still more bridge seeds, their undulating leaves reaching out for one another from where they rested. Small rivers ran in all directions, some leading to tiny islets peaking above the surrounding pools, others toward caverns dark enough to conceal any detail beyond their entrances.
“Where to now?” Frisk asked as Lily described the surrounding area to him.
“It looks like we’ll need to use the seeds again.” She said. “But… I don’t know. I’m not sure way to take. I guess all we can do is pick a path and follow it.” She looked at Frisk, who really seemed exhausted by this point. His wet clothes probably weren’t helping. “We really should find somewhere safe for you to rest though.”
“Sorry…” The boy muttered.
“Don’t. It’s okay. Let me have a look around.” She said.
“Okay. I’ll get some of the seeds.” Frisk offered.
Lily nodded and drifted away to search the area once again. Frisk’s stick probed at his surroundings and lead him eventually to one cluster of bridge seeds a few feet away. Carefully, he gathered them in his arms, giggling a little as their reaching leaves tickled his cheek.
“I think I see something over there.” Lily pointed toward somewhere east of them. “Not sure what, but it looks hidden enough that we can take a bit of a break.”
Frisk followed her to the water’s edge and set the seeds on their way. Once again their blossoms formed a path toward a small cove pressing into the otherwise solid rock-face. The children made their way carefully over, a number of glowing insects scattering in their wake. Frisk wondered if they might have been another kind of monster or simply some indigenous wildlife. Reaching the edge of land once more, they found that the cove was largely nondescript. A few of the glowing mushrooms and a single Echoflower were the only natural things about it besides the ever-presence of water and glittering crystal. And yet, something about it seemed peculiar nonetheless: a single object that didn’t seem to belong.
“A bench?” Lily questioned, raising a brow. “How’d that get here?”
Frisk gave a shrug, unable to come up with an explanation of his own. The bench was solid, but looked old, like it was placed there quite some time ago and forgotten about. Its wood was faded and damp, but it looked sturdy enough to provide a place to rest.
“Can we sit for a while?” Frisk asked. “I just need to catch my breath.”
Lily nodded. “Sure. This looks like a good place.”
The ghostly girl lead him to the bench and waited patiently for him to climb up before settling down next to him. The trickle of water was calming, and the gentle blue glow of the fungi made everything look quite beautiful. The seagrass rustled softly in the gentle, subterranean breeze as Frisk leaned his head back against the bench’s wooden frame and heaved a long sigh.
“Do you… think we’ll be alright?” He asked after a few moments of silence. “With Undyne hunting us, and the cameras… I’m just not sure.”
“I don’t know.” Lily replied thoughtfully. “Mom told us it was dangerous, but I know we couldn’t stay in the Ruins with her… not with everything that happened there.”
“Mom… we haven’t talked to her since then, have we?” Frisk pointed out. They’d tried calling her a number of times since settling in with Sans and Papyrus, but every attempt yielded no response.
“Maybe try again?” Lily suggested. “I don’t think we should tell her what’s going on, but it would be nice to hear her voice.”
Frisk agreed, reaching into his pocket for the old phone Toriel had given him not long after he’d first fallen. He scrolled through his contacts until Lily stopped him at her number, and hit the call button. It rang once, twice, thrice… eventually the only response from the other end came in the form of a click as the line disconnected. He lowered the phone to his lap.
“Nothing…” He sighed.
“I’m sure she’s okay. We know she can take care of herself.” Lily tried to sound encouraging but the scent she was giving off told Frisk she was anything but certain.
They fell silent, each one with their own thoughts for a good while. The hum of magic and the trickle of water were the only soundtrack to their contemplation. They wondered what Sans and Papyrus, and the rest of Snowdin were doing right now. Would they be in trouble for protecting them? Or… would someone cave in and give them up? It was enough to make both of them feel rather small.
“Hey… Frisk?” Lily spoke up.
“Huh?”
“Have you thought about it?” She asked. “You said in the Ruins that you felt like something was guiding you… something other than Flowey’s threat. After everything we’ve done… do you know what it is?”
Frisk thought for a moment but eventually shook his head. “I don’t. I still feel it sometimes… I know its important, I just don’t know why. After what Sans told us… about how this isn’t the first time I’ve done this, I’m starting to wonder if its related to that. I know I’ve forgotten a lot of things, and I wonder if the answer might be in there somewhere. But then…” He paused for a moment and seemed hesitant. “Then I think about what I saw when were playing with Kidd, and all the other scary dreams and visions. I don’t know if I want to remember.”
“It is a bit unnerving isn’t it?” Lily replied. “Sometimes I feel that way about my memories too. I mean, I want to know who I am, and who my family was but… sometimes I worry that there might be something there that should stay buried.”
“I just don’t want to let everyone down.” Frisk said. “I know I have before, and I can’t imagine why I would have. Everyone’s been so good to me. You and mom, Sans and Papyrus, Kidd and Miss Lapin and the rest of Snowdin. I’m happy I met all of you and it’s been great… but I’m scared, and I don’t know why.”
Lily wrapped her arms around Frisk’s slim frame. She could tell from the slight trembling that he was doing his best to hold back his tears. This was difficult on him. It was difficult on them both but Frisk seemed to be grappling with it a bit more than she was. His hand touched her arm, and for a moment she was surprised by how small it was. He might have been the most determined person she’d met, but he was still a child just like her.
“You know I’m here for you.” She said gently. “I didn’t understand anything when we first met each other, but you decided to be my friend anyway. You even gave me a name when I lost my own. So, whatever I can do to help you or protect you… I owe you that.”
“Yeah… I feel the same way.” The boy said.
Lily continued to hold the red child in her arms for several minutes as his trembling began to subside. Once she was sure he was feeling a little better she guided him back a little until he was at arm's length to get a better look at him. Cheeks slightly red and eyes puffy, she concluded that leaving now would probably not be for the best.
“Maybe we should rest here for now. It’s been a long day and I don’t even know how long we were in Sans’ workshop. Plus with everything else that happened…” She rambled, gently rubbing a thumb against the boy’s cheek in a manner that seemed as much about calming herself as him. “Maybe start with a bite to eat and then at least a small nap. Sans gave us the sleeping bag so at least it will be comfortable….”
Frisk couldn’t help but give a slight chuckle at his friend’s rambling. Feeling a bit better, he rubbed his eyes free of their burden before a small yawn escaped his lips. “That might be a good idea. I am getting a little tired.” He gave Lily a small smile which she returned before rummaging through their items to find something small to munch on. Drawing a sandwich from the pouch, Frisk hesitated for a moment before reaching in and taking another container from its confines.
Pulling out a fork, the boy waited for Lily to re-merge with his SOUL before opening the container in his lap. The smell of butterscotch and cinnamon wafted through the air, making their shared mouth water. Frisk bit his lip guiltily, noting its oblong shape borne of the several bites already taken.
”Don’t worry Frisk. One bite or two will still leave more for later. It is a large piece.” Lily consoled, trying hard to not take several big bites herself of the reminder of home.
“I know… Just one for now.” The boy reasoned, taking the fork to carefully cut off a section before popping it right into his waiting mouth. The combined hum from the two of them echoed slightly as he slowly chewed, savoring the sweet morsel. It was gone too soon, however, dissolving into magic the moment he swallowed. With a sigh, Frisk replaced the lid on the container and put it away before grabbing the sandwich, and quickly wolfing it down. Lily, in his mind grinned humorously at the boy’s rather neanderthal table manners.
Satisfied that her friend had eaten, the child specter quickly left the comforting warmth of his SOUL to re-appear at his side. Frisk went about digging into the pouch once again for the sleeping bag that the shorter skeleton had given them. He turned it about in his hands, fumbling with the small cube before finally locating the button on one side.
“Hold on Frisk. Don’t press it yet. Get up.” Lily spoke, waiting for him to do so. “Let’s set it up on the bench. That way you’re off the ground and it won’t be as damp. Don’t want to catch a cold right?” She smiled.
”Good idea. It’ll probably be more comfortable too.” Giving a large grin Frisk set the small box on the bench before activating it. The two of them watched in fascination as the once small cube unfolded from itself several times before stilling into a large sleeping bag on the bench.
”There we go. Come on Frisk.” The spectral girl directed the boy to the opening and waited for him to doff his boots and crawl into the bag. Settling herself next to him she positioned her legs so as to support his head.
Not bothering to zip the bag all the way, Frisk repositioned himself until he was reasonably comfortable before laying his head on Lily’s lap. “Promise to wake me if you see or hear anything okay?” He asked, the thought of Undyne catching them in the small room weighing on his mind slightly.
“Of course Frisk. No need to worry. You just focus on getting some rest, alright?” She gave him a reassuring smile, running her hand along his shoulder to help calm his nerves. “When we wake we can call Papyrus and let him know we’re okay. He’s probably still keeping Undyne distracted so we have time…”
”’kay.. goodnight Lily…”
“Sleep well Frisk.”
“AUGH! Where are they!” Howled a feminine voice that echoed hauntingly beneath the large metal suit. The iron-clad knight hurled the boulder she was looking behind aside in contempt. “Papyrus! You saw them! You TALKED to them! How could you let them get away!?”
”BUT… UNDYNE… THEY’RE NICE. WHY CAN’T YOU JUST BE FRIENDS?” The taller skeleton wondered aloud as he followed the suit of armor. The same armor that was trying to look into every window on her path to the public areas with the single eye glinting beneath her helm.
”Are you still on that?! You honestly want me to befriend the ENEMY?! These humans are our key to freedom, Papyrus! Everyone has been waiting for the day we can leave this mountain!”
She continued to rant as she walked up to Grillby’s and threw open the door before stomping inside. What she saw made her blood boil. Five dog monsters bearing the crest of the Royal Guard were sat about the table, engrossed in a game of cards and chatting animatedly. They seemed completely oblivious to the situation at hand.
“Guards! Front and center! NOW!” Undyne cried.
The entire tavern fell silent. Even Grillby, ever calm looked up silently from behind the bar. The dogs jolted from the sound, their card game all but forgotten in their shock before quickly scrambling to do as ordered. After a moment they all stood at attention in front of Undyne. Papyrus’ bony hand shot to his teeth, his expression morphing to one of anxiety. This was going downhill fast.
”Why aren’t you looking for the humans! I KNOW they’ve been in Snowdin!”
Doggo was the first to speak up. “Boss. I haven't seen anything weird lately.” Greater and Lesser quickly began nodding in agreement, tails wagging happily.
Undyne sighed before turning to Dogamy and Dogaressa. “And what about you two? You’ve been around a long time. You’ve surely seen humans before. Please tell me you know something about these human sightings?”
The two older dogs took a quick glance at each other, speaking with their eyes almost before turning their attention back to Undyne.
“Actually we haven't seen anything of the sort in a while.” Dogamy shrugged.
“(The only thing we really see on our patrols is Papyrus, Sans, and some rambunctious teenagers.)” Dogaressa continued, finishing the thought for them both.
Papyrus gave a quiet sigh in relief. It seemed the dog clan liked Frisk and Lily enough not to give them away. Providing a wide grin, Papyrus gave the five of them a thumbs up, only to hide the gesture behind his back the moment Undyne turned around.
“UGH ENOUGH! I will turn Snowdin UPSIDE DOWN to find them! I want you all to go on patrol NOW! Report to me immediately if you find anything!” Undyne shouted as she ran out the door.
Deciding it would not be wise to anger their captain more than she already was, the canine warriors complied. Filing out of Grillby’s bar, the five of them fanned out into the town, ‘searching’ for any sign of the elusive human children. Papyrus ran after Undyne, hoping to try and distract her a little bit longer.
“MAYBE WE SHOULD TRY THE…PLAYGROUND? THEY ARE CHILDREN…?” Papyrus tried to suggest.
”I already checked that on my way here. I’ve checked the Library, the shop, and the INN.” Undyne listed, combing the branches of an apparently suspicious-looking tree. Eventually she stopped, thoughtful. “Maybe… maybe they slipped by towards Waterfall! Keep checking around here! I’m heading back!”
Before Papyrus could say anything in response, Undyne was already off, leaving the young skeleton standing ankle-deep in the snow. He watched her go, completely at a loss as her armored form shrank in the distance. Watching the armored form fade into the fog beyond the town, the bescarved boneman knew that he’d bought Frisk and Lily all the time he could.
He hoped it would be enough… for all their sakes.
Notes:
Waterfall is the point where the Undertale story gets quite a bit deeper, after the lighthearted fun of Snowdin. This is a place of revelations, where one finally discovers the real, desperate truth of this strange underground kingdom and those that live there. We hope to capture the essence of this in the coming chapters as Frisk and Lily try to stay one step ahead of Undyne.
Speaking of her. Anyone else notice how utterly terrifying Undyne is up until the end of Waterfall only to make a complete 180 just before the fight? Well now we have an explanation for it: She’s role-playing.
Of course, just because Waterfall is a more, shall we say, “reflective” place doesn’t mean we don’t have a little room for humor here and there. Lily really likes to embarrass her friend, doesn’t she? :)
Oh, and for those wondering about a certain psychologically damaged spinach egg pie? We didn’t forget, don’t worry.
All in all, it feels really good to have gotten this far. Thanks to everyone for all your amazing support up to this point. Please, keep sharing your thoughts with us. It’s been amazing seeing all the interesting comments, critiques, and theories you guys come up with. We love each and every one of you.
Chapter 16: The Echo of a Name
Notes:
What’s this? Another chapter, so soon? Yep! So it is. We wanted to get another one out since, not only is the story picking up speed again, but the two of us have plans to go on a trip this month for Kiki’s birthday. We’ll still try to work on the story a little during that time whenever we aren’t too busy though.
This was actually meant to be released even earlier but… something a little more pressing came up. We won’t go into the details but suffice to say, we’re fine now and back on track.
Anyways, please enjoy the chapter!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Lily’s eyes flickered open and she stared up into the dark reaches of Waterfall. High above her head, the luminescent stones shimmered like stars in the night sky. She didn’t remember dozing off, but apparently her ghostly form was a little more susceptible to exhaustion than she’d once thought. Fortunately though, it did not appear that anything had threatened them during their slumber. Even more fortunately, the awkward position hadn’t left her with a stiff neck. She figured the lack of any physical bones or muscles to strain probably helped with that.
Glancing down to her lap she was met with a mop of brown hair. Frisk continued to sleep soundly, his head resting against her thigh. It might have looked odd to anyone else, her invisibility giving his head the look of being suspended in air. To her, it just looked cute. She brushed her fingers lightly against the earthy strands for a moment before reluctantly giving him a small nudge, hoping to wake him gently.
“Mmn…” He muttered, shifting himself a little and curling up slightly.
Well, it was worth a shot. Having failed at coaxing, she decided to have a little fun. Poking him in the side with a finger, she proceeded to give him a light tickle.
“Come on, time to wake up Lazy Bones.” She pressed in a sing-song voice.
“Ungh…” The boy groaned, a little annoyed from being woken from a nice sleep. “Do I look like a skeleton to you?”
Lily’s grin widened. “I don’t know, you’re doing a pretty good impression of Sans right now.”
Frisk grunted and sat up, rubbing his tired eyes. Lily giggled a little at how his normally unruly hair had somehow managed to become even more of a mess, being puffed up and wild on one side where he’d used her as a pillow. He seemed to notice this as he quickly went about smoothing it down against the side of his head so it at least passingly resembled the rest. His chin lulled a little bit, heavy with his own drowsiness but he seemed to be awake for the time being.
“How long’s it been?” He asked groggily.
“Not sure. Couple of hours, maybe longer?” She guessed. “It’s a little hard to tell time here without a clock or something.”
Frisk nodded, accepting the answer even if he would prefer to sleep a little longer. Delving into his pocket he pulled out his phone, remembering their conversation from before. Hopefully Papyrus had remembered to turn his down in case Undyne was nearby. It wouldn’t be good for any of them if she saw who he was talking to. Lily helped him cycle through the contacts (of which, there were only a few) and find the number belonging to the tall skeleton.
This time an answer came almost immediately.
“AHEM… HELLO, HUMAN!” Papyrus spoke.
“Hey Papyrus. We’re just calling to check in.” Frisk announced, as Lily hovered over his shoulder to listen in.
“THE GREAT PAPYRUS IS ALWAYS HAPPY TO HEAR FROM HIS FRIENDS.” Papyrus answered, though Frisk could hear a slight waver in his voice. “HOW ARE YOU ENJOYING WATERFALL?”
“It’s really pretty… or at least, the way Lily describes it is.” Frisk said, causing Lily to chuckle.
Frisk heard something on the other end that sounded a bit like a poorly hidden sigh of relief. “SO… YOU ARE NOT HURT? YOU HAVEN’T, SAY… BEEN ATTACKED BY ANY ARMORED FISH OR SHARP, POINTY THINGS?”
“Um…” Frisk’s smile faded and he looked toward Lily. Her expression was a perfect match to his own.
“Let me talk to him.” Lily said to Frisk.
The boy nodded, allowing her to join with his SOUL. As his right eye blazed crimson, his voice spoke once again.
“Papyrus… what is all this about? What happened?” She asked.
“OH, HELLO LILY!” Papyrus greeted. The girl decided not to question how he seemed to know it was her as he continued to speak. “NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT. ALTHOUGH YOU SHOULD PROBABLY BE CAREFUL. YOU SEE, UNDYNE FINISHED SEARCHING SNOWDIN MUCH FASTER THAN I THOUGHT SHE WOULD, AND SHE MIGHT, POSSIBLY, DEFINITELY HAVE GUESSED WHERE YOU ARE.”
Frisk felt his heart sink, and his nose was filled with a frigid scent. The air around them grew heavy as fog, as if the mere notion that Undyne was now closer than ever had stifled even Waterfall itself. Both of them fell silent, as if fearing that their voices might summon the dreaded captain from the shadows themselves.
“UM… H- HUMANS?” Papyrus’ voice caused them both to jump. “ARE YOU STILL THERE? YOU HAVE NOT BEEN CAPTURED, HAVE YOU?”
The two of them, as one, grappled with the phone that very nearly fell from Frisk’s hand and returned it to their ear. It was Frisk that spoke. “We- we’re here. We haven’t seen any sign of her yet so, um… what about Sans? Does he know?”
“I HAVEN’T SEEN MY BROTHER. HE LEFT SHORTLY AFTER YOU DID.” Papyrus informed them. “I DON’T KNOW WHERE HE IS RIGHT NOW.”
Unfortunate. Sans and his shortcuts would have been a welcome boon now that Undyne had their scent. There was nothing for it if they didn’t even know where he was though. They’d have to make due.
“I guess all we can do is keep moving, and hope we manage to stay ahead of her.” Lily said. “Thanks for warning us, Pap.”
“I AM SORRY I COULD NOT GIVE YOU MORE TIME…” Papyrus spoke, his voice forlorn and so unlike his usual cheery self. “NYOO HOO HOO… IF ONLY I’D BEEN ABLE TO CONVINCE UNDYNE THAT YOU COULD BE FRIENDS…”
“It’s okay.” Frisk said gently, despite his own anxiety. “We’ll find a way to get through this. We are friends of The Great Papyrus, aren’t we?.”
“THAT… IS TRUE.” Papyrus agreed, the encouragement seeming to bolster his own confidence. “IT SEEMS MY LESSONS REALLY HAVE PAID OFF. VERY WELL! I SHALL FINISH HERE, AND THEN JOIN UNDYNE. MAYBE I CAN STILL GET HER TO LISTEN TO ME.
“Sounds good. We’ll do our best too.” Lily said, feeling a little better herself. “We’ll talk again later.”
After saying their goodbyes and ending the call, Frisk put the phone away and stretched his muscles. There was no telling how far behind them Undyne was or even if she’d managed to get ahead, so they had to be prepared for anything. Lily left his SOUL once more, deciding a more direct guide to be of even greater importance with what they now knew. Reaching beneath the bench, Frisk felt about for where he’d left his boots.
It was then that his hand touched something. Something decidedly neither leather nor thread. It was smooth and cool… like metal.
“Huh?” He questioned, finding his boots and slipping them on before crouching down to investigate further.
The object in question was rectangular, and seemed to have an open top, covered by some sort of wrapping. He pawed at it, eventually managing to unravel it slightly, allowing a distinct scent to tease his nostrils.
“What’s that?” Lily asked, noticing what the boy was doing and returning to Frisk’s side.
“I think it’s…” He began, peeling back the wrapping further and taking in the smell. “A quiche?”
“First a tutu behind a waterfall, and now a quiche under a bench in the middle of nowhere?” Lily raised a brow. “I didn’t expect Waterfall to be such a weird place.”
“I wonder who left it here?” The boy asked, picking it up from the ground and placing it on the bench.
“I don’t think we have time to wonder about that.” The girl said. “Whoever left it here will probably come back for it. We need to get going if we’re going to avoid Undyne.”
“Yeah… okay.” Frisk said reluctantly. He stood up again, looking down through his blind eyes to where the quiche sat, half opened on the bench.
Lily took his hand and began to lead him to where the bridge seeds they’d left still bloomed, creating a path leading back the way they came. Frisk glanced back, the scent of spinach, egg, and cheese fading quickly the further they grew. And yet even as they did so, his own reluctance continued to grow. He thought about the quiche, sitting alone on that bench, waiting for an owner that might never return.
Vaguely, he felt the light touch of an echo flower as they passed by…
“I just wasn’t ready for the responsibility…”
He didn’t recognize the voice, but its words made him halt. Lily jolted slightly as his arm went taut, stopping them from going any further. She opened her mouth, but immediately closed when she noticed the expression on his face. Just as she was about to ask him what was wrong, the boy slipped his hand from hers and turned back toward the bench.
“I’ll… be right back.” He said, using his stick to guide him back to the bench where the quiche waited.
“What are you doing?” She asked, reaching after him. “We need to go.”
“We can’t just leave it here.” He said, picking up the tin and carefully replacing the wrapping over the top.
“Frisk, it’s a quiche.” She retorted. “Undyne could be right behind us for all we know. What’s gotten into you?”
“I just…” He hesitated. “I know what it’s like. Just… trust me on this, please?”
Lily was about to protest again. Just how tired was he to be sympathizing with a quiche of all things? But at the same time, something about the way he was acting made her question the wisdom in that. Instead and against her better judgment, she drifted over to him, guiding his hands to help seal the quiche properly.
“Alright… I guess you kept the tutu for me, huh?” She said with a smile.
“Thanks, Lily.” Frisk said, placing the container delicately into the satchel with the rest of their things. “Seriously, thanks.”
The spectral girl watched him as he handled the seemingly simple custard with a care and tenderness not unlike that, which he gave his stick. Once he was finished his lips parted in a content sigh.
A familiar feeling washed over them both. There on the bench, where the quiche once sat was another golden star, shimmering faintly like a silent thank you from the dish itself. Frisk lips curled upwards in a content smile, and he touched the star lightly, taking in its soothing glow.
No one… nothing should ever be alone.
He nodded and took her hand once more. This time it was Lily that lingered, if only for a moment as she stared thoughtfully at the SAVE point. Then she turned away, leading him back toward the seeds, this time without interruption.
“It… really means a lot to you, huh?” She asked, glancing back as the bench and the star grew smaller behind them.
“Yeah.”
“Do you want to talk about it?”
The blind child turned thoughtful at that. After a moment he nodded. “I do. But… not here. We need to worry about Undyne first. Later though. I promise.”
That small but grim reminder of what was at stake caught her thoughts back up to speed.
“Right. Let’s go then.”
With no other paths to carry them from the isolated cove, the children returned the way they came. Lily glanced about, ignoring the undulating bridge seeds as she tried to decide which path to take. Should they go back the way they came to find a different path? Or did they continue forward from here, hoping that Undyne was still far behind them? The chilling memory of Papyrus’ warning gave her all the answer she needed. If they went back, the risk of running right into her was too far too great.
Forward it was.
After gathering four more of the seeds to make a new path. the two continued on. They soon found themselves standing before a narrow corridor, its winding path making it impossible to know how far it stretched. Tentatively, they entered the gloom, hoping that nothing dangerous lurked within. They had only traveled a short distance before Frisk noticed his arm growing more taut as Lily's quickened pace widened the gap between them. He decided to speak up before her haste caused them to stumble.
“Lily? Is… everything alright?” The blind boy asked his spectral companion.
Lily jumped slightly, pulling her gaze away from the path. “Huh? Yeah… I think…” She mumbled the last part before giving Frisk a smile. Squeezing his hand, she continued on.
It was tighter than usual…
The walk down the hallway was quiet, the only sound was the rushing of water further ahead. The boy glanced up at Lily’s face before frowning, noting her troubled expression. “Lily. Stop. Are you sure you’re okay?”
“Why would you ask that?” She replied, confused.
This wasn’t like her at all. While Lily wasn’t a calm person by nature, right now she seemed downright anxious. Despite trying her hardest to focus on Frisk, the boy noticed her eyes flicking about the area. It almost seemed as if she expected some unseen threat to charge out at them at a moment’s notice.
”Well… you keep looking around kind of fast… and-” He lifted their connected hands. “-You’re clenching my hand a little tightly, and pulling me along more hurriedly than normal. Did you see Undyne or something? Is…is that why you’re rushing?” His ramblings turned worried, as a faint smell of smoke and ammonia filled his nostrils.
“Oh nononono. It’s not Undyne.” She emended, relaxing her grip slightly while bringing her other hand around to rest on his. The scent quickly faded. “I… I… really don’t know. I think it’s.. not wanting to be caught where we can’t escape…” She mused, looking in either direction, unable to see either end.
“I guess this wouldn’t be the best place to get caught, but… there’s a lot of places like that around here, and this only seems to have come up now.” He lowered his chin and thought for a moment before offering a suggestion. “Claustrophobia?”
“Um… maybe? I guess that would make sense but… why?” Lily said, her face scrunching up in thought. “I don’t know what would make me feel that way so… maybe it’s something else I lost with my memory?”
Frisk wondered about that. While it was possible it was simply something she was born with, the idea of his friend being in a situation that resulted in a fear of close spaces was… disconcerting. He sincerely hoped it was the former, but with what he knew about her he couldn’t be sure. Not knowing what else to do, he gave her a reassuring smile.
“Maybe, but… just know that what you said before works the other way. I’m here for you too..” He said sincerely. “I know how it is to be scared of something so… if it gets too hard, just tell me okay?”
Grinning the ghostly girl gave her friend a tight hug. “Of course! Let’s go!”
The two of them made haste for the other end. Lily no longer seemed bothered and Frisk found no more trace of the strange smell. She seemed fine now, but he still wondered what caused the strange behavior to begin with.
The sound of water drew closer the further they walked, until finally the corridor opened up again. And again, Lily stopped in her tracks. However, this time it was not from apprehension… but rather, awe.
“Oh wow… It’s…” She tapered off, eyes growing wide.
“What is it Lily? What do you see?” Frisk asked, his voice taking on a tone of excitement at her expression.
“It’s beautiful Frisk. The whole area glows!” She breathed. “There’s Echo Flowers all over the area! There’s a bunch of large pools of water with benches beside them scattered around and I can see these glittering crystals on the ceiling and glowing moss on the walls. It’s just… It’s gorgeous!” She slowly looked around in a circle, taking in the kaleidoscope of blues and greens. Curiosity took hold as she approached the wall on the right, placing her hand against the climbing moss. “It’s so soft too. It must get lots of water.” She hummed thoughtfully. “There’s so much light… I can’t tell if its magic, or if the plants here are actually feeding each other.”
Frisk chuckled as he tried to picture the beautiful scene she described. “Maybe its a little of both?” He offered, watching for a few more minutes while Lily continued to gaze around the room, drawn in by its beauty.
She continued to muse out loud for a few minutes, drifting steadily toward one of the flowers. Frisk following close behind, using his stick for guidance before gently brushing his fingers against any flower that Lily stopped next to.
“They’re pretty, momma.”
“Yes they are dear. Now make a wish.”
“Huh… I wish… I wish I had candy!”
Lily giggled at the adorable exchange. Frisk touched another flower.
“The stars are shining more brightly today. I wonder if that’s a good sign?”
Lily stopped her wandering and motioned for Frisk to do the same as she noticed movement up ahead. A monster slinked out from the reeds and onto the path. Its serpentine body quivered slightly as it moved forward, leaving glistening trail behind it before slipping over to the other side to enter one of the pools. The girl quickly grabbed Frisk’s hand, gently pulling him to hide behind a bench off the beaten path.
“Uh… Maybe we should stay off main trail. I wouldn’t want Undyne to storm down the path and see us…” Her voice held a touch of disappointment.
“That’s probably a good idea. We don’t know who else would be on the lookout for us, either.” Frisk agreed with a nod of his head, following dutifully as she led him onward.
Leaving the trail behind, Lily headed for the right side of the cavern, weaving between the pools of water as they moved deeper in. When they were reasonably sure they’d made enough distance between themselves and the roads, Lily resumed her description of the beautiful scenery, starting with another cluster of echo flowers flanking one of the pools. Curiosity getting the better of him, Frisk tapped one of them in passing as they walked by.
“A long time ago, monsters would whisper their wishes to the stars in the sky. If you hoped with all your heart, your wish would come true. Now, all we have are these sparkling stones on the ceiling…”
“I feel bad for the monsters… It must be so sad to be trapped down here….” Lily mumbled, shaking her head in pity. “Maybe there’s something we can do to help. I mean, it happened before right?”
”Oh yeah!” Frisk agreed before realizing how loud he got and slapping a hand over his mouth, causing Lily to chuckle.
‘What did I do though…?’ The boy thought, his expression sobering as he contemplated that for a moment. “If we can figure out how it happened before, maybe we can do it again. I just wish I knew what ‘it’ was.”
“I’m sure we will.” Lily encouraged. “Once we remember everything, it shouldn’t be too hard, right?”
A grin spread between her rosy cheeks before they continue on, taking their time to listen to the wishes of the monsters whispered to the flowers.
“C’mon sis! Make a wish!” one said.
“I wish my sister and I could see the real stars someday…” spoke another, seemingly in response.
“Do you think another human will fall soon? I can’t wait until we’re free of this mountain!”
That one was different. Enough to make both children stop to consider it. What did humans have to do with the freedom of monsters? It was true that humans created the Barrier… did they also possess the means to break it? And if so… how?
They continued in this fashion for several minutes before stumbling upon a larger pool that split in two around a cluster of echo flowers that seemed to grow apart from the rest. They followed its coastline until eventually they came upon a shoal leading to the small grove. As they made their way closer Lily noticed a faded wooden sign along with a huge bench.
”Huh… A sign… it says ‘Please do not disturb these flowers. Let their echoes live eternally on as a reminder to all of what has been lost.’” Lily read off the faded lettering for Frisk, running her hand over the worn wood. “They must be special…”
”Then I guess we need to be quiet. Maybe we should listen to them though… I’m kind of curious to hear what they have to say.” Frisk smiled.
”Yeah… maybe we should.” The spectral girl replied, leading her blind friend into the cluster.
Though this section of the chamber did not appear to be much different from the rest, the air felt somehow charged in a way neither child could adequately describe. The flowers here were slightly larger than the rest, and seemed much older. More thin leaves grew from their stems, and their strange fragrance was even more pronounced than the rest. If she had to guess, Lily figured that someone must have been paying special care to these blossoms in particular. Though if they had, it had been a long time since they’d been around to do so. Perhaps it was the same person who left the sign just outside their field.
As they walked, Lily silently directed Frisk to each of the flowers. As the boy dutifully touched the thin petals of each one, a conversation began to flow.
”So? Do you have any wishes to make?”
“…hmm, just one, but… It’s kind of stupid.”
“Don’t say that! Come on, I promise I won’t laugh.”
“…hmm… If I say my wish… You really promise you won’t laugh at me?”
“Of course! Didn’t I just say that?” A small giggle followed the words.
”I guess. Well… Someday, I’d like to climb this mountain we’re all buried under. I want to stand under the sky, looking at the world all around… That’s my wish.”
More laughter echoed from the first voice.
“Hey! You said you wouldn’t laugh at it!”
“Sorry, it’s just funny… That’s my wish too…”
As the conversation played out, a weight began to bare upon the hearts of both of the children, though as Frisk noticed, it was heavier on Lily than himself. Each word spoken resonated upon the edge of the specter’s mind, like a fruit dangling just out of her reach. A pain, soft but pronounced filled her chest and her gut. It felt like she was on the verge of tears.
‘Why… does this hurt so much?’ She thought, clinching a fist tightly over her heart.
Frisk wanted to ask her about it, but dared not speak lest he ruin the flowers’ echo. Even if he couldn’t sense Lily’s sorrow permeating storm-like in his own chest, the signs were written clearly on her face. Instinctively, he reached out and took her hand in a reassuring squeeze. She’d seemed to have forgotten he was there, as she flinched slightly the moment his fingers brushed against hers. Her eyes focused on her blind friend, who gave her a calm smile in response. She smiled back, and the boy felt the sorrow and confusion ebb somewhat.
The final whisper from the flowers faded into the moist air around them. Lily drifted ahead of Frisk, grasping his hand a little tighter now as they slowly made their way from the garden. Counting his steps against the soft earth, Frisk waited patiently until he was reasonably sure they were far enough that anything they said wouldn’t disturb the flowers. It was only then that he spoke.
“Are you okay?” His voice held a mixture of concern and curiosity.
Lily hastily rubbed her eyes free of the unshed tears. “I don’t know.”
“Did you remember something?”
It took her a few moments to respond. “It wasn’t really a memory. More like a feeling. That conversation… I think I should know it.”
Frisk didn’t want to say anything until he knew for sure, but now there was little doubt. “One of those voices sounded a little like you…” He said, idly drawing in the sand with his stick. “It was hard to tell. The echo sounded different than the others… like it was old and faded, but I’m pretty sure that was you.”
Lily fell into silent thought. Frisk was right. One of those voices, so full of hope for the future was her own. Even if she couldn’t recall the memory, she knew that it was true. In a past she couldn’t remember, she’d shared a wish with someone dear to her heart. But now she was like this, the monsters were still trapped underground, and her memories were but shards of a broken mirror too small to cast a true reflection. It was obvious their wish had not come true.
She didn’t like to think about her circumstances… that she was, for all intents and purposes, dead. It was easier to carry on if she just ignored that fact. After all, she could still talk to people through Frisk, touch and taste things through him. It wasn’t like she was some wailing phantom trapped in limbo. But times like these only served to remind her that the life she once led ended a long time ago.
She didn’t even understand why something so small was making her feel this way. After all, the flowers only picked up the conversation in passing. They certainly weren’t recording it for posterity… at least, she didn’t think so.
A small hand resting on her shoulder brought her back to the Wishing Room. Lily gave Frisk a reassuring smile but the concerned frown he wore didn’t leave his face.
“Did you… recognize the other voice?” He asked slowly. “Maybe we could find them and…”
He trailed off. And what? Even if they did, it would hardly change anything.
“I didn’t…” Lily shook her head. Somehow, just saying that made her feel incredibly guilty. “Sorry…”
“Why are you sorry?” Frisk cocked his head. “This is good. We know one of the people in those echoes was you… and someone went to a lot of effort to protect these flowers. They might even be the same person. I mean, it makes sense right?”
Lily thought about that for a minute. “Yeah… you’re right, it does.”
The boy gave her shoulder an encouraging squeeze. “We have something to go on now. Maybe one of the monsters around here knows something. We won’t know if we don’t try… right?”
Lily smiled sadly, but otherwise gave no outward response as she lead him further from the hidden memories preserved within the garden. It didn’t matter. From the scent she was giving him it was clear that his words helped. At last, she opened her mouth to speak, but whatever she meant to say was cut off when Frisk’s expression suddenly fell once more. The smile vanished from his lips and his brow furrowed in a most peculiar manner.
“Frisk? What’s wro-”
“Shh!” He silenced her, his own voice low. “Listen.”
His friend did so, focusing her ears. It took her a moment, but eventually she managed to pick up what Frisk had noticed immediately: a sound that didn’t seem to belong. It was a soft rumble, not resounding and omnipresent like the water that flowed all around, but centered… focused. It wasn’t there before, when they walked through the garden of echoes. If it had been, she probably would never have even noticed it. No… this sound was new.
Which mean something, or someone was making it.
“Hee hee hee…” A small voice laughed from somewhere nearby.
Lily turned to and fro, searching their surroundings for its source. However, the spectral girl saw nothing but the cavernous Wishing Room stretching outward in all directions. The rippling ponds cast coruscating reflections against the walls and rocks, disturbing her sight even further. Frisk was having no better luck discerning from whence the sound came. The voice laughed again and his head jerked instinctively in its direction only for it to call out a third time from a completely different location. And yet, one thing was clear to both of them… this was a voice they knew.
“Finally… I’ve been looking for you forever since you left that dump of a town.” It spoke again. This time it wasn’t even trying to hide its position. “But golly… I didn’t expect to find you here of all places. I mean, what use is all this sentimental crap to creatures like us?”
The two children focused on the place the voice was coming from as the rumble began to grow louder. From the sandy earth before them, a figure began to rise, a blinding beacon of yellow in an ocean of blue. Flowey rose like a wilting rose from the earth, shaking free the clinging sand before unfurling his petals to reveal a deceptively innocent smile.
Frisk called forth his SOUL, causing the flower’s monochrome image to spring up within the black void of his vision. From behind her friend, Lily watched as the red child faced the malevolent plant, fingers tightening around his stick in case he needed to fend off a barrage of magical bullets.
And yet, despite the boy’s grim expression, the petaled creature paid absolutely no mind to the growing shroud of tension. His stem extended to its full length, twisting and bending as his ‘head’ swiveled about. He seemed to be ignoring Frisk completely.
“Howdy! You’re here, aren’tcha?” He called loudly. Frisk winced, hoping the flower’s careless shouting wouldn’t disturb the echoes. “Come on out! I know you’re here somewhere…”
The boy lifted a brow in confusion but still kept his guard up. This could be a trick. “Flowey, what are trying to-”
“Shut up, human! I wasn’t talking to you. You aren’t the one I want.” He spat, stigma snapping in Frisk’s direction with a venomous glare before continuing his search. “Hey! Stop hiding already. This is getting boring.”
He shifted his thin body through the earth, scouring the area around them for whatever it was he was looking for. After a few moments of fruitless effort he still seemed to come up empty. Frustrated, he turned his attention back to Frisk, his large, almost cartoonish eyes narrowing.
“You. Where is she!” He demanded, pointing an accusing leaf toward the boy. “You’re hiding her from me, aren’t you? That’s why she won’t come out and talk to me, isn’t it!”
Lily gasped as Flowey leveled his unfounded accusations toward the confused boy. Frisk cautiously tore his attention away from the plant to share a glance with his friend. They both had a pretty good idea who he was talking about at this point.. but the question remained: why? He barely even spared her a thought back in the Ruins, so why now? The spectral girl felt torn. It might have been safer to just run away… to put as much distance between themselves and Flowey as possible. Yet, something kept her from passing that thought on to Frisk. Was it really possible that he knew her?
Her heart, or whatever the equivalent would be for a spirit, tightened within her chest. She had to know.
“Frisk… can I…?”
Her words trailed, but Frisk didn’t need anything else. He nodded. Lily placed a small hand over the boy’s SOUL, and was once more drawn into its warmth. From the slit of the boy’s right eye, crimson light washed outward.
“Greetings, Flowey.” She said with Frisk’s voice.
“It is you! I knew it!” The flower chirped happily. “I wasn’t sure at first, but I guess we’re still inseparable even after all these years, aren’t we?”
“Y-yeah.” Lily said, trying to hide her confusion. So he really did know her. “So… you’ve been looking for me, right? I’m sorry I didn’t talk to you before now.”
Flowey raised a leaf to his petals like he was embarrassed. “D-don’t treat me like a little kid. I already know why you didn’t want to talk to me. I really messed things up, huh?”
“What do you mean?” the girl questioned.
“The plan, duh!” Flowey said, his leaves spreading outward in what looked like a shrug. “If I’d just listened to you, everything would have been fine. Just six, right? That’s all we needed and it was so simple! With our power it would have been child’s play to get them… but I had to go and hold us back. And because I was so weak, well… I don’t think I need to tell you.”
“Right…” The girl said, debating whether she should tell him that she had no idea what he was talking about.
“But that’s okay now!” The flower piped up again. “Because now we have everything we need.” He looked the body of Frisk up and down before his eyes focused on the glowing red heart. “How’d you manage to find another SOUL anyway? I mean, I get it but did it really have to be this guy? Blech…”
Frisk resisted the urge to call the flower out on his insult, and allowed Lily to continue. “You said years… you’ve really been looking for me that long, Flowey?”
“Yup. Ever since I woke up. I knew I’d be able to find you if I looked hard enough. It wasn’t always easy, getting around like this.” He passed his leaves over his floral body in demonstration. “But soon, that won’t matter. You see, I have a plan of my own now: a plan to become all-powerful. Even more powerful than you and your stolen SOUL.”
The children did their best not to recoil at the flower’s ominous declaration. He didn’t seem to notice their apprehension has he continued to speak.
“It’ll be so much easier with you here too. Now, we can finish what we started all those years ago. Together, nothing will be able to stop us… not that guard captain, or that grinning bone head back in Snowdin. Not even the king… ha! He probably won’t even try if he sees you. Why even stop there? It’s about time they all learned the rule of this world anyway, don’t you think?”
Flowey began to cackle maliciously at the thought. Lily and Frisk frowned as one. What had happened to this little flower that had so blackened his heart? All the other monsters they’d met, while not without their quirks were still goodhearted people at their core. Flowey seemed to harbor such deep-seated malice and nihilism that it almost seemed alien. Neither the intelligent Frisk, nor the intuitive Lily could get a grasp on this strange creature’s mind.
There was only one thing that was certain. Once upon a time Lily had known him. They’d been friends... ‘inseparable’, he’d said. If that was true, then she could not simply let him continue like this.
“Flowey…” She said softly, drawing the plant boy’s attention to her once again. “I’m so sorry I haven’t been there for you. I couldn’t… I didn’t wake up until recently when I met Frisk. But… whatever happened between then and now, it doesn’t matter anymore. I don’t care about any plans, or failures that might have happened in the past. I’m here now… I’ll be a better friend, I promise. So… you don’t have to do this anymore.”
“W-what are you talking about? I thought you’d be happy.” Flowey said, a nervous smile tugging at his stigma. “I get it now. In this world, it’s kill or be killed. You’re the one who taught me that.”
Lily had to choke back a sob. He learned such a twisted philosophy… from her?
“Flowey, I…”
“Hey, why do you keep calling me Flowey anyway?” The petaled monster questioned, shifting eyebrows onto his face just so he could raise one. “You know my real name… why don’t you say it? I don’t mind, as long as it’s you.”
The girl froze, stunned by those words. His real… name?
Try as she might, even with him sitting there staring expectantly at her… even as she delved as far into her mind as she could go she found… nothing. The anguish that flowed through her was almost suffocating for Frisk as he remained silent. She tried to speak but no words passed their shared lips.
Flowey’s inquisitive look sharpened into accusation.
“You… You do know my real name, don’t you?”
Frisk’s head lowered, hiding the red glow from Flowey’s sight. She couldn’t bring herself to say it. It felt like a betrayal, even to her. Yet her silence spoke volumes, telling the flower all he needed to know.
As realization dawned upon him, his aspect shifted once more. Disbelief became shock before at last settling on rage. His petals bristled and his stem quivered in barely-contained fury. When they returned their shared gaze to the flower, it was Frisk who controlled the motion. He could feel the grief of his companion weighing heavily upon his SOUL… but this was Flowey they were dealing with. They couldn’t take chances.
“You… you…” His eyes narrowed further. Teeth sharpened into jagged fangs. “IDIOT!”
With a shrill cry, Flowey’s anger surged along with his magic. Seeds of magic coalesced around him, spinning like miniature buzz-saws before flying toward Frisk, and Lily within. Acting more on instinct than anything else, Frisk seized full control of his body, throwing up an arm in defense. The gyrating bullets collided, tearing into his jacket, shirt, and finally the flesh beneath. The boy cried out in pain, dropping his stick to clutch his wounded arm.
Warmth seeped between his fingers.
“Frisk!” Lily cried from within his mind.
“I’m alright…” He responded, though his voice sounded strained. “What about you?”
“Forget about me, you’re hurt!” Lily shot back.
“It’s fine… it wasn’t as bad as I think he wanted it to be.”
* Frisk: HP - 17/20
* Lily: HP - 16/16
The numbers ran through his head, confirming his suspicions. Flowey’s attack was far weaker than it had been in the Ruins.
“I don’t believe it! How could you FORGET ABOUT ME?!” Flowey shrieked.
“Flowey, stop-” Frisk began.
“You stay out of this!” Flowey cut him off. Frisk was so surprised he fell silent. “Yeah, that’s right. I don’t even need to try to know which of you is speaking. Unlike some people I didn’t forget. Even after all this time, I could never forget you!”
“Flowey… I’m sorry.” Lily tried.
“Stop calling me that!” He snapped, his stem straightening as if to make himself look larger than his diminutive size would allow. “I wondered about it before, but now it makes sense. You don’t even know where we are, do you? You didn’t come here because you cared, you just got lost!”
“Just let me explain!” Lily cried desperately, and Frisk could feel his own eyes flooding with tears. “I didn’t want to-”
“Shut UP! I don’t want to hear your excuses!” Flowey’s voice echoed throughout the cavern. “You don’t have the right. You can’t even remember my name!”
Somehow the flower’s anger and hurt felt more intimidating than the threat he presented. In an instant the evil, cackling imp had been reduced to a shrieking mess. His own eyes almost seemed to somehow water with tears of their own.
“Well… what about you, then?” Lily said, voice cracking in her grief. “If you know me so well, then why not help me remember. Don’t you think I want that? You haven’t called me by name at all yet!”
At that, Flowey’s angry, hurt expression took on a hint of confusion for just a moment before his glare deepened once again.
“What are you, deaf or just stupid?” He spat. “I’ve been saying your name ever since we started talking!”
Frisk and Lily both recoiled as one. “W-what?”
“What kind of sick joke are you playing? ” He accused. “No… you know what? I don’t care. I don’t have to deal with this. I have better things to do than waste time on some ‘friend’ who doesn’t even know who I am.”
“Flowey, wait!” Lily called in desperation.
“J-JUST GO TO HELL!”
The flower’s voice cracked from the strain of his shout, but the intensity of it was enough to silence both children for a few seconds. Flowey didn’t wait, diving once again beneath the earth and vanishing in an instant. Frisk’s body stood there, the glowing eye that was his friend flickering in the cavern’s gloom. She sank to her knees and Frisk’s body did the same. At last, the tears she’d tried so hard to hold back streamed down the boy’s cheek.
“Wait…please…” Lily’s voice faded to a whisper, staring at the place where her first solid connection to her past, a friend she couldn’t remember, disappeared beneath the soil.
The tears leaked unabated down. Even if she had the mind she would have been unable to stop them. Sobbing gently, she brought Frisk’s hands to his eyes and rubbed them. Try as she might, however his cheeks remained stained with her sorrow.
‘I…I’m a horrible friend. No, I’m a horrible person.’ A sniffle. ’He needed me… he needed me… and I just… I couldn’t…’ She gently gripped Frisk’s shirt tightly at the chest as if to hold together her breaking heart.
A sorrowful, humorless chuckle echoed through her mind. “Kill or be killed”. It was all her. She was the one who set the psychotic flower on his nihilistic path. Teaching him such a horrific worldview, leaving him alone, and now forgetting him… how awful a person must she have been. Maybe this half-living state was her punishment? A consequence for a grievous sin committed in life… that sounded right. Maybe she should just…
”LILY!!” Frisk’s yell jolted the girl from her dark thoughts.
”F… Frisk?” she stammered, snapping the boy’s head side to side as if expecting to see him.
”Finally… I’ve been yelling for you for a while now…” She finally recognized the voice coming from inside her head.
Guilt flowed through her like the water that surrounded them as she realized she was ignoring her friend. “I…” She paused, casting their shared eyes to the ground. “I’m sorry Frisk. Here, let me…”
She pulled herself from his SOUL, leaving the blind boy back in control of his body as her ethereal form materialized in front of him. Frisk took a moment to look at his best friend, worry itching his brain while the horridly acidic scent he’d been smelling for several minutes now lingered on his nostrils. Reaching a hand up to scratch the bridge of his nose, he ran his sightless gaze carefully along her spectral form.
’That affected her a lot. She’s hardly even floating anymore and… and she’s crying.’ That alone threw him for a loop. It was the first time he’d ever seen her cry openly about anything: not even the memory of her own death. Even back in the Ruins when Flowey’s magic had literally torn through her, it had only resulted a little moisture, and even then it was out of pain rather than sadness. But now…
‘I wonder what happened between her and Flowey. It’s not like I can ask. But… what should I do then? What do you say to someone when…when something like this happens?'
A small sniffle broke him from his analysis as he watched Lily rub her face. Throwing any half-formed idea from his mind he quickly moved forward and gathered his friend in his arms, hugging her to his chest. Lily’s body immediately went rigid, and for a split second, he wondered if he’d acted too quickly and made the wrong decision. He was about to let go when she reached up and gripped his shirt with trembling hands, gripping tightly like it was her life-line.
Right now, maybe it was just that.
He tightened his hold on her, rubbing a hand along her back while shifting his legs to sit more comfortably. Their journey could wait for now.
It took several minutes before Lily’s sniffles began to subside until they were eventually overtaken by the echo of the burbling streams. For a moment Frisk thought she may have fallen asleep until at last, she spoke.
”T-thank you Frisk. Thank you for everything.” The ghostly girl’s head lifted from her friend’s shoulder and she gave him a watery smile. Hastily, she wiped the last of the fleeting tears from her face. Though the image of sorrow remained, she seemed to be feeling a little better.
“I care about you. You know that.” He gave her a smile of his own as he gently pushed a few strands of hair from her eyes. ”You’d do the same for me, wouldn’t you?”
”Of course I would, Frisk… I just thought.. after what we learned… That maybe you wouldn’t want to be my friend anymore…” She replied, her voice lowering towards the end.
“What? Why would you think that?” He asked, concerned as he places a hand on her shoulder. “You’re my friend. Why would I give that up?”
”B…because I was the one who made him that way! You heard him… I was the one who taught him that the law of the world is ‘kill, or be killed’. It’s my fault!” At those words she launched herself back at Frisk, burying her face into the fabric of his jacket. “I’m a terrible person Frisk…”
“No, you’re not. I’ve met plenty of bad people and you aren’t like them at all.” He consoled her, stroking her back with his free hand. “I don’t think you’d say something like that without a good reason.”
”But you only know me now,” she protested faintly. “I don’t even remember who I was before. I might have been completely different.” Her voice fades to nearly a whisper. “I might have been even worse than Flowey… he learned it from me, after all.”
Frisk thought about that for a moment. He did say that… and unlike their earlier encounters with him, it didn’t feel like he was trying to manipulate them either. But something still wasn’t adding up to Frisk. Was it bias because Lily was his friend, or…
”Hm… Actually…” A thought came to his mind as he remembered what happened moments before. “Now that I think on it. Didn’t Flowey seem like he knew about those Echo Flowers? What if the other voice was him?” Lily didn’t say anything so the boy continued. “Well, to me those wishes sounded like they came from two friends hoping for a better future for everyone. Doesn’t sound like the kind of people who would believe something like that just because, does it?” He punctuated his reasoning with a gentle poke to Lily’s side, causing the spectral girl to jump.
Lily pulled back, a grin forming across her rosy cheeks. “I… I guess not…” She turned a thoughtful gaze down to her hands which now rested in her lap. “Then… what changed? Something must have, right?”
The blind child reached out and wrapped his fingers around hers.
“I don’t know.” He admitted finally. “But I do know this. Who you are now is more important than who you were before. You can’t change what happened in the past, but you can learn from it. You can... try to be better.” He closed his eyes thoughtfully. If anyone could attest to that, it would be him.
After a moment he continued. “I don’t know what you did or didn’t do or who you were then… but I know the you that’s here right now. And right now, you’re my best friend. So come on,” he reached into the pouch at his hip and produced one of the chocolate bars. “let’s take a breather and think about what to do next okay?”
Like a magnet, Lily’s eyes were drawn to the confectionery in the boy's hand. Her grin widened and she wasted no time in returning herself to Frisk’s SOUL, eager to share the treat that Papyrus was so kind to buy for her.
He was right. As long as she was here she could make things better. As long as they were together, they could work toward that future she and her old friend had wished for. Then maybe… she could make Flowey understand. At least through it all she knew that Frisk would be with her.
‘We’ll always be friends Frisk. Best friends forever, okay?’
”Of course.” The scent of honey and lemons danced upon the boy’s nose, as together they savored the warm richness of the chocolate.
Notes:
Phew. This one was a hell of a ride wasn’t it? As we said before, Waterfall is a place of revelations… this is only the tip of the iceberg.
Poor Frisk has a story to tell later. But who actually left the quiche to begin with?
In game, the ‘Wishing Room’ is simply a small strip of Waterfall with a few Echo Flowers. We expanded it to include most of the Echo Flower dialogue you can find (including the ‘passing conversation’) as well as a few unique to the story and turned it into a massive glowing garden. Seeing as monsters regularly go there to speak wishes to the flowers it only seems appropriate for there to be a lot of them.
Well, they have a good idea who the other person in the conversation is now. Too bad it was under circumstances like that…
Lily has… lost a bit more than just her memory.
Welp, that’s it for this chapter. Thanks to everyone who’s taken the time to give this little project a read. We hope you continue to enjoy it. The next will probably be released some time after we return from our trip but hopefully we’ll have some time to work on it even while we’re there.
Until then, a happy belated third anniversary to all fans of Undertale. Stay determined, and we’ll see you in the next chapter!
Chapter 17: Revival and Revelations
Notes:
Aaaaand, we’re back! We had a really good time on our trip. Got to see a couple of friends from across the country. Now we’re back though, and coming out with another chapter in time for Halloween!
On that note, a warning going in: this chapter contains a good bit of graphic violence so please be mindful of that. Don’t want to spoil anything, so we’ll just leave it at that.
Anyways, hope you enjoy the chapter and Happy Halloween, everyone!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The taste of chocolate still fresh on their tongues, the two children continued on their way. Weaving through the labyrinth of gem encrusted walls and pools of crystalline water, they eventually found their way back to the main path. After some consideration they decided to brave the direct route, favoring expediency over subtlety, at least for now.
As they walked, the silence was filled with the wishes of dozens of monsters, spoken by the Echo Flowers. On the surface, they seemed hopeful and yet the more he listened, the more Frisk sensed something hidden deeper within. There was no variety, no differing goals or aspirations. Thousands of voices but only a single, consistent desire: Freedom. As beautiful as this place was, it was sometimes easy to forget that it was, in fact, a prison. This truth had become clearer to him with each passing day.
Only one cluster of echoes was absent the desperation of the rest: that voiced by Lily and her lost friend. Could it really have been Flowey, who she’d shared so precious a moment with? The pieces certainly fit, and yet a few seemed to be missing. How could such words, spoken with so much innocence and optimism, have come from the mouth of someone like Flowey, a person who had displayed so little of both?
It was then the boy’s train of thought lead him to what had happened after. Nothing about the subsequent conversation between Lily and the nihilistic flower had been pleasant… but one thing in particular bothered him. He’d chosen not to mention it at right then - Lily had had enough on her mind - but it continued to frustrate him like an itch that lay just out of reach. Maybe now was the time.
“Hey, Lily?” He spoke.
The girl jumped slightly at the broken silence - impressive, given she was already off the ground. “Sorry… what?”
Frisk studied her for a moment. While she seemed to be feeling a little better, it was clear the ordeal had been taxing. Still, curiosity urged him to continue and he complied.
“About… what happened earlier,” he began cautiously. “Sorry for bringing it up again but… something’s bothering me.”
Lily, now fully attentive, turned to her friend and frowned. “I’m sorry… I didn’t mean for you to get dragged into that.”
“No, it’s not that.” The boy shook his head. “I know it might not be something you want to think about but… did anything Flowey said sound strange to you?”
“Maybe a little…? But… well, he was so upset.” Lily replied dourly. “I feel terrible.”
“No, I mean…” Frisk quickly backpedaled, hoping to steer the conversation away from that dark place. “Your name. He said… he told us that he’d said your name a few times, right? I didn’t hear it though, did you?”
“My name…?” Lily’s forlorn expression was replaced by puzzlement as Frisk’s words dawned on her. “I don’t… think so? I don’t remember it though. Would I have even recognized it if I did hear it?”
“Lily… he didn’t say a name at all.” Frisk clarified. “Not his, not yours, not mine… none. He didn’t say it.”
“That doesn’t make sense though.” Lily protested. “Why would he lie about something like that, after… after getting so angry.”
“I don’t…” Frisk paused at the idea that popped into his head. It was preposterous, and yet… “I don’t think he was lying.”
“W-what do you mean?” She gave him a look like he was suddenly standing on his head.
For all Frisk knew, he might as well have been. He couldn’t believe what he was about to say. It was absurd… impossible, but at the same time he would have said that about a lot of the things he’d experienced over the last few weeks. He couldn’t explain how or why, but Flowey hadn’t seemed dishonest. While Frisk wouldn’t put it past him to rub salt in the wound, that didn’t seem to be the case here. Outlandish as it was, that left only one explanation.
“In his mind, he honestly believes he said your name,” Frisk began slowly. “and I believe him. But for some reason neither one of us heard it. To us, he didn’t say it at all.”
Lily’s head swam at the contradiction. He said it, but he didn’t? That made even less sense than him lying about it to make her feel worse. Nevermind that there was no way such a lie would hold water.
But…
“There’s no way…” she protested, though even she could hear the uncertainty in it. “We must have just not heard him.”
“Neither of us?” Frisk countered. “I think something like your name would probably stick out wouldn’t it? Think about it… after Sans’ workshop and everything else that’s happened, this wouldn’t be the weirdest thing that’s happened to us.”
“It’s pretty close…” Lily murmured, and Frisk couldn’t really disagree with that. “But even if you’re right, what does that even mean?”
“I don’t know…” Frisk replied simply.
“Ugh… my head.” the confused girl sighed, massaging her temples. “I already couldn’t remember my name, now I can’t even hear it when someone says it?”
“I’m sorry,” Frisk apologized. “Maybe Sans would know something about this? We can ask him next time we see him.”
“Yeah,” Lily said. “but… let’s get out of here first okay? I think I’ve had my fill of this place.”
Frisk nodded, squeezing Lily’s hand reassuringly. “Of course.”
Giving him a thankful smile, the spectral girl pulled her friend along the glowing, mossy path. The echo flowers grew sparser the further they traveled, until only small clusters remained of the veritable forest that was the Wishing Room. In time, their path lead them to what appeared, as far as Lily could see, to be a giant underground lake. A number of boats both large and small were pulled onto the glittering grey sand beach. The only available light came from the glowing moss creeping along the walls and shore as well as a few of the distant star like crystals on the high ceiling.
”Hey Frisk. There’s a huge lake here. I don’t see any path across it.” Lily explained, turning her gaze to the blind boy next to her. “There’s a few boats with oars though. I think we’ll have to take one if we want to get to the other side.”
“Maybe we can find someone to take us over?” The boy suggested.
Lily pondered that for a moment, scanning the beach for any sign of a monster that might pass for a shipwright, but the beach seemed barren apart from the two of them. There wasn’t even anything that resembled a dock as far as she could tell.
“I don’t think there is anyone.” She concluded. “But someone must be using all of these boats. You think the monsters just take them when they need to?”
Oh boy…
Frisk shuddered slightly. Remembered his dip in the Ruins and the close call at the falls not long ago, where he slipped on the path. Water didn’t seem to be agreeing with him recently.
”Maybe? I guess it wouldn’t hurt if we just… borrowed one?” Frisk replied, his worry slipping through slightly. He knew they didn’t have many options, but still…
”Don’t worry Frisky. I promise I won’t let you fall into the water, okay?” Lily squeezed his hand a little.
Frisk nodded, still a little uncertain as she guided him towards one of the smaller boats. With a little direction from Lily, the small child managed to get both himself in the boat and the boat in the water without capsizing. So far so good. Lily settled her own weightless form into the vessel across from him. The encouraging sight of his friend helped cool his nervousness a little.
‘Lily’s with me this time. And she knows what to watch for. Everything will be fine.’
Lily, in her eagerness, quickly grabbed for one of the oars… only for her hands to slip right through it.
“Oh…right…oops…” she said sheepishly.
Frisk, having guessed what happened from the motion and her words, chuckled softly. “It’s alright. You just tell me where to go okay?”
Placing his stick across his lap, he fumbled for the oars a little before finding them. He felt nervous, having never rowed a boat before. Still, after some experimentation and feedback from Lily (who was operating more off common sense than any real knowledge herself), he managed to find a somewhat passable rhythm before pushing the canoe further into the water.
A gasp lifted from Lily’s lips as she stared at the ripples spreading from the drifting vessel. “Oh my… It’s beautiful… Frisk! The water glows! ”
”Wait, glowing water? How…?”
Sure enough. The moment they’d cast off, the water surrounding the boat was set alight with a strange blue luminescence. It brightened and faded in time with the rippling water, undulating like an aurora. Lily quickly leaned over the side of the boat to get a closer look. Had she been solid, her eagerness might have turned them over but the canoe stayed afloat.
“It looks like there’s little moving things in it… The ripples from the boat on the water is making them glow…”
”Hm.. little things in water that look like they’re moving…” He thought for a moment before snapping his fingers. “Plankton! They must be creatures called plankton. I read about those. A lot of fish and other animals eat them and there’s a few types can give off a really bright glow. They’re probably what’s lighting up the water.” He grinned as he paddled onward, the tiny creatures’ glow following their boat like the tail of a comet.
”They’re so pretty. I can’t believe how bri-…” She paused, leaning so far over the boat Frisk thought she might go overboard. “What…was that? ”
Within the dark depths, a large shadow grew close to the surface before slipping back into the depths. A number of the glowing plankton pulsed beneath the surface like a plume of smoke in its wake. Squinting her eyes, Lily managed to make out several more shadows of varying sizes and shapes slipping in and out of view, never coming close enough for her to actually identify them.
”What is it?” Frisk asked hesitantly, pausing his rowing.
”I think… there’s monsters down there, in the water. Big monsters… bigger than even mom…” Lily spoke slowly, not taking her eyes off its glowing surface.
Frisk shrunk a little at that. “Maybe we shou-”
Lily took a quick glance at her friend. “Stay right here… I want to make sure they’re not getting too close…” And with those words she slipped over the side of the boat and into the darkness below.
Frisk let out a small cry of alarm.
”Lily!” He called, scrambling to the side, causing the boat to rock precariously while its wooden frame creaked in protest. Glancing over the edge, he relaxed slightly when he noticed her spectral form floating just below, safe and sound as she scanned the area beneath them.
“Jeez, Frisk. She’s incorporeal… of course she wouldn’t drown…” He mumbled to himself, startling slightly when the girl suddenly popped back out of the water and into the boat.
”I couldn’t see a darn thing under there. But it didn’t seem like they’re close enough to bother us…” She reassured him.
Looking across the lake once more she quickly resumed her duty as guide. Frisk smiled softly, shaking his head at his own worriment before taking hold of the oars and following the directions she gave him.
”A little left… Oh wait, go back right. A rock is poking out… Okay, now back left… There. That should do it. Just a couple more minutes and we’ll reach the end…”
Just as she said they soon reached another shore, again cluttered with vessels of varying size. The boat lurched onto the embankment and the two children disembarked onto the dark sand. Lily guided Frisk in pulling the boat further onto the shore so it wouldn’t drift off into the lake before leaving it behind to continue their journey.
”Wow, it’s really dark…” Lily mused, squinting in the darkness that seemed deeper than the rest of Waterfall. “Careful. We might be moving along water again soon but it looks like there’s at least a path this time.”
Thus the children continued on, braving the gloom that stretched before them. The trail proved more arduous than either of them had anticipated. The narrow boardwalk twisted and weaved amidst the rocks and plant matter cresting the surface of the mire. Their progress was slowed further by the low lit gloom, which cast shadows in each and every direction, confusing Lily’s eyes and their movements. It was a puzzle of an entirely different nature, and neither she nor Frisk could know if its design was a cultural choice or merely the result of necessity.
Squeezing Lily’s hand, Frisk kept his ears and nose focused for anything out of the ordinary. Nothing of the sort reached his senses, and yet he could not shake the niggling sensation upon his neck. He stopped in place, his arm growing taut and catching Lily as she continued ahead. The girl turned to him.
“What’s wrong?” She asked quietly. “Did you notice something?”
“No, but…” Frisk began, unsure of how to explain. “I don’t like this… it feels wrong.” Lily nodded.
“Neither do I.” She agreed. “Let’s hurry and get out of… L-look out!”
From the corner of her eye she spotted it, a flash of aquamarine light from behind the nearby columns of stone. In a reaction born of instinct she shoved Frisk backwards, using the momentum to propel herself in the opposite direction. Not an instant later the wooden planks splintered, struck by the source of that light - a phantasmal spear, rippling with powerful magic.
Frisk immediately called upon his SOUL and beheld the mass of energy before him an instant before it dissipated into the air and faded from his sight. Beyond it, he saw Lily, her own eyes glued to a far more immediate threat.
There, concealed within the forest of stone stood a figure, its body encased entirely in dark plate armor. A helmet baring a horrifying fanged visage covered the being’s face, obscuring the shape of the monster who wore it. The right socket of the helm almost seemed to glow with the eerie yellow hue of the eye beneath, while the left held nothing but darkness. A shock of red fluttering behind the figure like an open flame was the only other color it bore.
“It’s her…” Lily stammered. The girl had never before seen Undyne and Papyrus was not exactly specific in his descriptions of her, but it was clear enough. This was the one who was hunting them.
The dark knight’s gaze slowly shifted to Frisk who was still sprawled upon the ground, disoriented. She said not a word as she lifted her hand above her head. The crackle of magic echoed through the cavern as three more spears baring the same light as the first materialized above her. Frisk barely had time to gasp before the deadly missiles spun upon their axes and hurtled towards him.
Lily’s response was instant: barreling through the air, she forced all her weight into the boy’s small form. The breath Frisk had been holding was quickly forced from his lungs as both he and Lily tumbled from the planks and into the brackish shallows beneath. The spears soared over the empty space where the boy once sat, their mission thwarted by the quick thinking of his unseen companion.
“Hurry, get up! We have to run!” Lily cried, pulling the drenched boy to his feet.
Frisk needed no further convincing. His right hand found the edge of the boardwalk and he scrambled back up. Lily’s hand found his wrist a moment later and at once they were off while the clunk of metal grieves upon hard stone followed swiftly behind. Following his friend’s lead, Frisk glanced back toward the menacing figure that was Undyne, her form a white shadow against the darkness of his sight. It flickered in and out of focus as she gave chase, obscured by the towering columns which did little to hinder her pursuit.
Another flash of light saw three more spears form above the armored assassin. Even to Frisk’s largely colorless sight, their alabaster tips seemed to gleam threateningly - ominously - as they took aim. Undyne commanded and the magic obeyed, slicing through the moist air toward her target. Once again they caught nothing as Lily pulled Frisk around the winding planks out of their reach. Frisk breathed out a sigh at the narrow miss and resumed his focus on Lily as she lead him on.
The sound of splintering wood beneath his boots was enough to dash that momentary sense of relief. The weak planks gave out, robbing him of balance and sending him heavily into the ground. Two flung spears soared over his fallen form.
The third wouldn’t miss.
Lily’s pale face grew white as snow as she felt Frisk’s hand slip from hers. She stopped in place and turned in air only to watch as one of the glowing javelins ran him through, its point burying deeply into his back. Horrified, she reached desperately for the boy but it was to no avail. Her cry of anguish was silenced before it even left her lips as two more spears pieced the soft flesh of her friend, pinning him to the boardwalk in a grim crucifixion.
Confusion ran thick as fog through Frisk’s mind. The last thing he felt was the dull impact of his body hitting the planks, then a flash of extreme pain. Now, he felt nothing. Not the soaked fabric of his clothes, not the rough wood against his cheek… not even the cool, damp air around him. The only exception was the faint warmth of the vermilion light that hovered over his prone form. He tried to move, to pull himself up but his body wouldn’t respond.
When it finally did, it was not by his own power. His limbs turned over, falling limply to his sides as he was moved onto his back. It took a few moments for him to recognize the image of Lily hovering over him.
“Frisk…?” She gasped. Her voice sounded far away… “Can you hear me…? Frisk? C- come on… get up, we have to go.”
Were those… tears? Why did she sound so sad?
“Frisk?” Lily’s hands rested gently against the boy’s arm. ““It’ll be okay. You just have to eat something… then you’ll be fine. Right?”
The spirit knelt beside her fallen friend. The magical spears had dissipated allowing her to move him onto his back, but the damage was done. Crimson pooled beneath him from the wounds left behind, and his whole body was limp. In her mind’s eye she could see the numbers ticking lower, his HoPe slowly diminishing with each second.
“Don’t go… You can’t leave me, not you too…!” She whispered weakly. “Please, don’t go… I can’t-”
She stopped as the sound of metal scraping against wood drew her attention from Frisk. While she’d been watching over her injured friend, Undyne had managed to make her way across the marsh and onto the boardwalk. The armored reaper picked herself up and turned slowly toward the child, or more specifically, to the red SOUL that floated above him. She stepped towards it.
“Leave him alone!” Lily shouted, darting in front of the glowing heart as if to shield it from the approaching monster.
Her voice fell upon deaf ears as Undyne continued to advance.
“I said stop!” The girl cried, unafraid of the looming threat. “You can’t take him, I won’t let you!”
Again, nothing. No words from the ironclad monster as she came within arm’s reach of Lily and the SOUL of Frisk which floated behind her. A hand, sheathed in metal reached outward intent to pluck that fragile glow from its owner. Lily retreated from it until a warmth at her back warned her against going further.
To move or to stay? Either choice would lead to the same end. The child spirit shut her eyes cursing her powerlessness as metal digits began to pass slowly through her intangible form.
“GO AWAY!” She shrieked the command with all the voice she had left. It echoed throughout the marsh, otherworldly and distorted by the cavernous interior.
The hand stopped short.
“What…?” A single hushed word sounded beneath the helmet. The glinting eye within its confines glanced about, as if distracted by something.
Was it possible that she…?
K..kkkrrrk…
The ominous sound drew the attention of both Undyne and Lily. It came from the SOUL that hovered over the fallen boy. Its red glow flickered, brightening and darkening randomly as cracks of white light spider-webbed along its surface. The fractures grew larger with each moment, splitting wider like a sheet of ice under far too much strain.
“No no no no!”
Lily sprang forward, both hands reaching for the cracking heart-shaped icon, the proof of her friend’s life. Before her eyes the display of his dwindling HP ticked lower.
The heart shuddered
HP: 1/20
Her palms came together around the SOUL, caging it between her fingers.
HP: 0/20
An effort of futility. But an instant before it was contained entirely, the crimson light burst into a thousand fragments, shattered along with the life of the one who wielded it. Lily’s eyes widened as the fragments forced themselves through the gaps in her fingers and drifted upward, disappearing one by one into the cold air.
Her wordless scream echoed unheard.
Clink…
Clink…
A sound chimed through the empty space. It was faint, almost imperceptible, like a collision of the smallest of ice crystals. It may have gone unnoticed had even a whisper existed to drown it out. Instead, that faint ring, might as well have been a howling blizzard for the silence that surrounded it.
The vast expanse of blackness was pock marked with small slivers of crimson light. Countless glittering rubies drifted through infinity granting color to a place where such should not exist. Each moved differently, some fast some slow, straight ahead, or in a spiral, but one thing was the same for them all: their destination. The thousands of red dwarves converged upon a single space within the empty realm. One by one, they joined together like pieces of a puzzle, socketing themselves into place until eventually they began to resemble a shape. In time, the last of these found its place within the concurrence.
A heart-shaped figure pulsed with their shared light, and within it, a consciousness awakened.
“...h- huh?”
Another shape began to form behind the glowing heart: the silhouette of a small, frail boy with bangs of brown hair and eyes which never opened.
“What… happened?”
All he could remember was being unable to move, looking up in a stupor as Lily placed herself between him and the foreboding tower that was Undyne. Now he was somewhere completely different and both the dark knight and his friend were nowhere to be seen. The pain and numbness were gone, but so was something else… something that should have been there but wasn’t. It was difficult to grasp exactly what that was, but eventually he came to a conclusion:
He felt… physically distant. While he was aware of himself mentally, and while his SOUL bobbed calmly before his eyes, he could not feel his body. It was wholly different to the dull numbness from before… almost like he was made entirely of liquid or air; cohesive, but not contained.
Could he move like this? He decided try, willing what he could sense of himself to take a step forward. Nothing changed about his surroundings - there was nothing to change - but he still recognized some kind of shift of position. So he kept going, on and on, through the scopeless plane.
As he traveled, he slowly began to process the surreality of the situation. This odd, pseudo-physical state he found himself in was only the beginning. What intrigued him more was how he felt about it all. He was… calm. He was alone, the silence was practically suffocating, and he had no idea where he was. And yet, none of that bothered him.
At length, there was a break in the never-changing realm. A pinprick of white far in the distance beckoned to him. He made for it, and as he drew closer noticed something else was there too, or rather, someone. A tall, lanky figure wearing spherical armor and a bright orange scarf stood within a patch of white snow, his face baring not skin, but bone.
“Papyrus?” Frisk mused, moving closer to the familiar skeleton.
Papyrus’ gloved hand scratched his chin and his brow ridge furrowed as he studied the puzzle book he held. Frisk’s initial confusion at seeing the exuberant superhero was amplified ten fold the moment he processed exactly what he was seeing. It was indeed Papyrus, but he was in color: the red-orange scarf, gloves and boots, silver armor with gold trimming, blue briefs, and black tights covering his milk white bones - it was all there.
The skeleton turned up from his book, seeming to notice Frisk and his skull shifted like clay into a friendly smile. Frisk quickened his pace to meet him.
“Papyrus, where are we? What’s going on?” The child asked. “How… how come I can see you?”
Papyrus looked down to him and his jawbone shifted, opened and closed as if he was speaking but his normally voluminous speech patterns were completely silent to Frisk. The boy was about to question him further when a flash of yellow drew his attention away from the skeleton.
Instinctively, his eyes followed and eventually settled upon the image of Kidd, darting past them. The lizard-like monster tripped and fell onto the black emptiness before quickly jumping back to his feet and shooting off again. Frisk’s eyes followed him as he went until still another peculiar sight drew him away. Just to the right of where the energetic monster had run bloomed a small patch of golden flowers - another change to the changeless much like the snow upon which Papyrus stood. Sitting in the middle, tending to the tiny garden with a pair of well-kept shears was another familiar figure… the most familiar of all to Frisk.
“Lily!”
He moved to approach her but stopped short as another figure stepped into his line of sight. It was a tall monster in a flowing purple robe, white fur, and caprine features. Toriel knelt down next to the girl, and placed a plateful of pie into her lap. Lily looked to her and smiled as the gentle caretaker rubbed her hair.
“Wait… that doesn’t make sense. Mom couldn’t even see Lily back in the Ruins.”
Lily’s face turned from Toriel’s and her brown eyes met Frisk’s. A grin spread across her rosy cheeks and she lifted a hand to wave to him. Frisk approached with a bit of uncertainty. She followed him, the smile never leaving her lips as he sat down next to her. The boy willed himself to reach out to touch her and his nebulous form responded. His hand passed through her body just as hers did any time she touched something other than him and the image of his friend flickered for a moment before settling once again.
“They aren’t real…” He said, trying to wrap his mind around what it all meant. The memory of their run in with Undyne played within his mind up until the moment his SOUL shattered. “That’s right… I died, didn’t I? But… my SOUL is here. Is it fake too? No… it isn’t. So… what what’s going on then? I feel like I’m supposed to do something… but what?”
A small hand placed upon his shoulder drew Frisk’s gaze to the simulacrum of Lily who sat at his side. She lowered her chin in a wordless nod before extending a finger outward, pointing into the distance. Frisk followed its path, gazing outward into the emptiness that seemed eternal. He focused, straining to utilize whatever manner sorcery allowed him to use his eyes as intended. Eventually the effort paid off, and he caught a glimpse of something in the distance. He turned his attention back to the girl. She simply nodded again before folding her hands in her lap.
Taking this as a sign, the boy stood. Leaving the flower patch behind, he stepped again into the blackness, the figure in the distance guiding him like a lighthouse on the edge of an endless sea. It seemed so far away… miles. A mere speck on the dark horizon.
Then suddenly he was there and the beckoning figure stood before him.
It was an obelisk; rectangular in shape but ascending in a gradual curve toward the back. A number of groves ran parallel to one another along its silvery surface and, emblazoned at its center where they converged was the faintly glowing image of a four pointed star.
“What is this?” Frisk mused, willing himself to touch it. The texture was unlike anything he’d ever known. “It looks like… my SAVE point?”
The obelisk sprang to life the moment the formless child made contact with it. The star at its center grew brighter, and light flooded like tiny streams into the grooves, causing them to take on a golden glow which pulsed in time with his SOUL. Frisk took a step back, fearful for only a moment as a translucent image sprang from its surface. Shown was a still depiction of an isolated bench and a lone luminescent flower that sat at its side. After his initial shock, Frisk quickly recognized it as the room where they’d rested and discovered the abandoned quiche.
“Its where I saved last… hold on. What’s that?” He watched as a number of words, numbers and symbols imposed themselves over the image. He read them.
Waterfall - Abandoned Cove
Frisk (LV 1) - HP: 20/20 - SS: 84%.
Lily: (LV ??) - HP: 16/16 - SS: ??
“Huh…?” He contemplated the information. “LV is Level Of Violence, and HP is HoPe. So, what does SS mean?”
As his fingers (Aura? Essence? He couldn’t tell) passed over the words, the strange monument reacted once again. The light it emitted grew even brighter, spilling from the grooves and into the emptiness that surrounded him. The light pooled beneath the obelisk like water from a fountain, spreading outward until the entire area was awash in a white-gold glow.
Frisk turned quickly from the blinding radiance. When at last he dared to look, he found himself staring at the simulacrums of Lily, Toriel, Papyrus, and Kidd, each of them wearing an encouraging smile. The image of Lily stepped forward.
“You’re the best, Frisk!” She said, her words no longer stifled by this strange realm. “Stay determined, okay?”
That was all he heard as he was enveloped in the light, and his consciousness faded out once again.
When at last Frisk felt his senses return to him, the second thing he noticed was the renewed awareness of his body, including the return of the blind darkness he’d grown accustomed to.
The first was the sound of screaming but inches away from his ear.
It took the boy but a few seconds to set his sightless gaze on the one responsible for it: the source being Lily.
In her deplorable state, the only thing she knew was that her best friend was dead. She could still hear that ear splitting noise as it echoed through her mind, while the fragile heart shattered like glass between her fingers.
As the scream slowly died on her lips, she curled herself into ball of anguish. In her mind she wanted to hate this place for bringing them to this point… to hate Undyne for how ruthlessly she’d murdered her friend. But mostly… mostly she hated herself for being unable to protect him. Her mind roiled with all the ways she could have prevented it from happening: diving into Frisk’s SOUL, and taking some of the damage onto herself, force some food into him, even taking the spear with her own body. Something. Anything…
The soft sound of rustling clothes caught her attention in the now quiet cave, ringing loudly in her grief-stricken ears despite the faintness of it. Lily’s head jerked up as she looked about wildly, ready to defend Frisk’s body to the best of her ability or else to drag him away until she could somehow get a hold of Papyrus or Sans. The sight that greeted her frantic search was not that of the planks on the water however, nor was it the armored form of Undyne.
It was Frisk.
Whole. Unhurt. And very much alive, slowly moving his hands away from his ears.
Lily could do nothing but stare in disbelief for a few moments at the sight before her. Her gaze panned around the room, as her mind desperately tried to make sense of what her eyes were seeing. Bench. Echo Flower. Bridge Seeds. Frisk.
At last, she remembered how her body worked.
Thoughts still reeling, she launched herself at her friend, causing the blind boy to tumble to the ground. He responded quickly despite this, throwing his arms around his spectral companion. Lily felt the warmth of his arms, the softness of his shirt, the soft beating within his chest…
Alive.
”Frisk!!! FRISK! You’re okay! Oh my God, you’re okay!” She shouted, burying her head into his wrinkled, stripped shirt. “I’m so sorry! I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you! I’m sorry I didn’t do mo-”
Disoriented by his own experience, Frisk responded the only way he could think of: by hugging her tightly, quickly cutting off Lily’s rant. “I… I’m here Lily. I came back… I’m okay…”
The ghostly girl pulled back slightly, bringing Frisk into a sitting position in the same motion. She looked into his squinted eyes, still hardly believing her own. ”B- but Frisk… I… I saw you die… I saw your SOUL shatter…. How…? How are you…?”
Frisk said nothing. He didn’t know how to explain it. Instead, he raised a hand to point at the gold star sitting but a foot away from them, sparkling innocently while casting them in its soft golden glow.
Lily glanced to the piece of magic and the star seemed to glow brighter as if acknowledging the boy’s silent answer as truth. “So the star… saved you?” She asked softly. Frisk nodded. “J- just like mom…” The last part came out as a whisper.
“Yeah.” The boy said, placing his hand in hers and hoping its warmth would serve as further proof. “I don’t really understand how… but I’m back now. Whatever magic that is, I… I guess it works on me too.”
As she felt the heat radiating from it, Lily could only accept the impossible for what it was. And yet, her joy and relief at seeing him safe was tempered by something far more sobering.
“I’m terribly sorry, Frisk…” She said, lowering her eyes to the ground. “I broke our promise… I wasn’t able to protect you.”
Frisk simply shook his head and pulled her into another hug. The sudden action caused the girl to gasp slightly in surprise.
“Undyne snuck up on us.” He said decisively. “There wasn’t anything either of us could have done… It would be stupid of me to hold it against you when we couldn’t know what would happen. Even if we could, I still wouldn’t do that.” He paused for a moment, allowing that to sink in. “I’m here now… that’s what matters, right?”
Lily sighed heavily, before turning her attention back to the boy and pressing her forehead against his in a gentle headbutt. “Then… promise me something else. Promise you wont die again? When I thought you were gone forever, I… ” Her voice cracked towards the end as she hugged Frisk, rubbing their foreheads together.
Frisk winced slightly at the question, as well as her pleading expression. He wanted to make that promise. To ensure her that everything would be alright, and that they both would remain safe and unharmed from now on. Before all of this, he very well may have done just that. But now… now he knew that things were rarely that simple.
“Lily… I can’t promise that…” He quickly shushed her as she began to protest, pulling away slightly “I can try my best, but, you know… with Undyne chasing us and who knows how many others, we never know what could happen…”
“But…” Lily began, but then shook her head. “No, I… You’re right. I guess… after what happened with Flowey and my memories I… I just don’t want to lose anything else, least of all you.”
“I know. I don’t either. Maybe I can’t promise that... but I can promise something else.” The girl gave him a questioning look. An understanding smile spread across his lips as he reached for something at his side. “Now we know we have something else on our side, right? I can’t promise I won’t die… but I can promise I’ll come back. After all, now we know that if it happens again… it won’t stick.”
As he finished, he brandished the stick in his left hand. The small leaf tickled her cheek.
Lily stared at him, appalled for a moment before bursting into a strained laugh and shaking her head.
“Oh my God, and I thought I had the morbid sense of humor…” She said when she finally brought herself under control before turning a slight smile toward her friend. “Thanks, Frisk… that means a lot.”
The blind boy’s grin widened a little. Morbid though it was, it seemed his joke worked to make her feel a little better.
With danger and despair averted for the time being, the two children took a moment to just relax in each others’ presence and assure themselves that the other was indeed safe and well. After some time, some water, and maybe another bite of pie, the two of them set about putting everything back together to continue on. They were about to make for the bridge seeds when Lily stopped for a moment.
“Umm… since we know Undyne is ahead of us on this path now maybe we should try another?” She asked of Frisk, who was busy returning their supplies to the satchel.
”That sounds like a good idea. Let me ju- shoot!” He cried out, as the canteen slipped from his hand and began to roll away.
Lily sprang up quickly and followed it as it tumbled toward a patch of cave grass growing against the wall behind the bench. She opened her mouth to direct Frisk to its location only to close it again as the vessel slipped behind the moss and disappeared.
”Huh?”
Raising an eyebrow she lowered herself to the ground to follow, pushing her way easily through the tall blades. There, was revealed a hole in the wall with the canteen resting another foot inside. Her gaze shifted curiously from the container and deeper into the tunnel. It was dark in there without any glowing stones, mushrooms or echo flowers to light the way and there was no exit that she could see. She jerked back slightly, feeling somewhat unnerved.
”Did you find it?” Frisk asked watching her over the backboard of the bench.
”Y..yeah. There’s some kind of tunnel behind this grass and it rolled in there.”
”A tunnel? That’s pretty convenient. Maybe we should try going that way.” Frisk suggested, giving her a thumbs up as he walked closer.
Turning back to the wall Lily chewed her lower lip slightly. It bothered her that she couldn’t see the end… this ‘claustrophobia’ as Frisk called it was starting to get frustrating. Still, with everything that happened it might be a lot safer for the boy in question. And with a hole that small, Undyne would definitely not be able to follow them through it. Weighing the options in her mind she nodded in reluctant agreement.
”Alright. I’ll.. I’ll go first, that way if there’s anything at the other end of the dark, cramped tunnel I can warn you.” She mentally slapped herself. That sounded a lot more uncertain than she meant it.
Giving Frisk a reassuring smile, she turned back to the wall. Giving herself small shake to prepare herself, she ducked down and crawled into the tunnel.
’Let’s hope this path is safer… for both of us…’
Frisk felt about the darkness where his friend had just slipped in, eventually getting a general idea of how wide the cave was before crouching down. Finding the canteen was simple enough and he placed it properly back in the satchel as he prepared to follow his friend into the gloom. Just as he began to cross the threshold however, his notice was seized by a faint pressure within his chest. It faded quickly, but he nonetheless noticed that his free hand had moved unconsciously to his heart.
Memories of his death at the hands of Undyne flashed through his mind.
‘It still hurts…’
The realization troubled him but he forced himself to shelve it for now and slipped into the tunnel after Lily.
A delicious scent permeated the air about the snow-capped sentry station/food stall, accompanied by the sizzle and pop of grilling meat. A bony hand flipped the well cooked hot dog from the small grill and onto the awaiting bun. Slathering a generous helping of ketchup to complete the dish, Sans presented it to his eager customer.
"there ya go, bud. don't tell those furry guys in snowdin. otherwise..." He winked. "they might just come here and buy me out."
"Lovely dog. So good!" The little fire monster chirped.
The Vulkin took the hot dog with a grateful smile before placing it into the molten liquid at the top of its head which slowly began to consume it whole.
"well then. looks like you got a bad case of in-digestion there, buddy."
Sans chuckled, taking the gold coins left in exchange and put them away in the pocket of his shorts as the happy monster departed the station to enjoy its treat. To anyone, it might have seemed that Sans was simply being his usual, lazy self. His uncanny ability to be everywhere at once was well known amongst the Underground, despite the fact that he never seemed to do anything worthwhile with it. And yet, his easy going nature was precisely why he was so easy to remember.
This time, that was exactly what he wanted. They would be his alibi.
"last customer of the day. welp. guess its time i got going." He said to himself, cracking his knuckles and stepping away from the stand.
Several miles passed before his foot touched the ground again. When it did, it was not on the rough stone or metal conveyors of Hotland proper, but cool, clean tile. He took half a second to reorient himself, confirming that he had in fact landed in the proper location.
‘wires, check. machinery, check. weird anime shit, check.’ Sans listed off the points in his head. ‘yep. this is it.’
He turned to the large monitor to his left, currently showing a feed of the tunnel leading toward the Wishing Room in Waterfall. A squat, yellow-scaled monster in a white lab-coat was sat in front of it, eyes glued to the screen as if waiting for something. Seemed she hadn't noticed him yet.
A moment later the screen blurred as the camera panned to the left and focused on a figure that Sans recognized: Frisk, stick poised ahead with his other arm grasping the air ahead of him. The skeleton knew well what that meant.
‘kay, i’ve heard of the blind leading the blind, but the invisible leading the blind? i don’t think i’ll ever get used to that.’
The boy’s arm slackened a bit as he stopped to touch an echo flower and listen to the voice left behind. The monitor resounded with the distorted conversation between a mother and her young child. All the while, the lizard in the lab coat stared, watching the scene play out.
“Ohmigod, t-that’s so adorable!” She gushed at a restrained giggle from the humans as they listened to short conversation between a mother and her child.
"hey alph. anything good on?" Sans said, giving a short wave of his phalanges before stuffing his hands in his pockets.
A high pitched squeak came from the monster as she tried to cover the screen with her hands as if hiding something incriminating. Her crested head whipped back, eyes falling upon the skeleton from behind the thick glasses she wore.
“S-Sans?!” Alphys stammered, and her hands fell away from the screen. “W- when did you get here?”
“just now.” Sans said matter-of-factly. “so?”
“It’s um… surveillance! Yeah.” The scientist seemed to struggle for the words. “I’ve… I’ve been keeping an eye on the humans, like you asked.”
Sans might have used a different term with her reactions to the supposed ‘surveillance’ but chose not to. Instead he asked, “how’s that going?”
“W-well…” Alphys began, turning her swivel chair about to watch the screen again. The two had moved on from the first Flower and were now listening to another. “It’s… really interesting actually. Watching their adventures, their meetings and partings, the friends they make. They deal with so much and yet they keep going even when it gets hard. I- it’s inspiring really… almost like an anime. Um, I mean, j-just the other day they went on patrol with your brother, and it looked like they had so much fun. But the best part was when they sat under the tree to rest. Their conversation was so sweet, I couldn’t stop squee-ing! B-but I felt really bad for Lily, you know? I can’t imagine what it would be like to forget everyone I care about. A-and Frisk too! Yeah… losing his eyes so young… it’s no wonder he’s afraid of fire.”
Alphys voice slowly became more and more excitable as she detailed the children’s exploits as if recapping her favorite show. Sans knew what the Royal Scientist was like when she entered ‘anime mode’ and knew they’d never get anywhere if he let her keep going. Normally, that would be fine by him - anything to avoid tarnishing his perfect record of laziness - but this was a little too important.
“ahem…” the skeleton interrupted, breaking the lizard monster from her excited rambling. “that’s great, and all but i think I’ll wait for the movie.”
“O-oh! S... sorry.” Alphys clapped her hands over her mouth, blushing furiously as she realized what she was doing.
“so… the info?” Sans offered. “you said you found something.”
“Ah! T-that’s right. A few things actually. Just let me…”
With reluctance, Alphys managed to tear her eyes away from the screen and made her way over to the cluttered desk nearby. The thing was nearly buried beneath a mountain of papers, figurines, sticky notes and stacks upon stacks of empty ramen bowls. The lizard scientist’s tail ended up striking a pile of documents as she maneuvered around the mess, which quickly scattered about the area. A complex graph and messy scrawl of mechanical notes landed at Sans’ feet alongside a convoluted theory regarding the hanging plot threads of Mew Mew Kissy Cutie.
At last, she settled in and the screen flickered to life. “H-have a look at this.”
Alphys swept away the tower of empty noodle bowls to give Sans better access to the monitor. Upon it were two screens. The left displayed a diagram of human and monster SOUL anatomy as well as a wealth of information regarding both, the right bore an image of Frisk and a mess of disorganized notes. At the bottom of the screen was a detailed graph showing her findings. Sans immediately noticed the readings and raised a brow ridge. Many of the statistics read numbers far higher than anything he’d seen before.
“...the hell?” He said, checking the numbers again just to be sure.
“The DT levels alone are off the charts. I knew a Red affinity would probably have a lot, b-b-but this goes beyond anything I could have expected. I- it pretty much overwhelms all the other elements. But that’s not all. Look here. This SOUL… Err, th- the amount of energy it contains in general is at least double, m-maybe even triple that of the others.“ Alphys explained. “It shouldn’t be possible. I’ve studied the Human SOULs in our possession and each one has, well… they’ve all stuck to a pattern. Y-yeah, they’re powerful, but they’ve always been consistent. This one though… A- at first I thought my equipment was broken, but everything is in order. These… these are the real readings.”
Even as Alphys spoke it was clear she was struggling to accept the discovery. Sans looked long and hard at the graph, deep in thought. He turned his eye sockets back to the surveillance monitor as the SOULmates traveled further into the Wishing Room. He knew Frisk was special but to have a SOUL almost three times as strong as a normal human was unprecedented. Was he even a normal human? He did have a ghost riding around with him…
He sighed and turned back to the screen, his mind now filled with more questions than when he came in. It wouldn’t be the last of them either, as the white prick of his eye fell upon something he hadn’t noticed the first time.
“wait…” Sans spoke, when his eye caught sight of something else. The symbols and equations would mean nothing to a layman, but the skeleton recognized them. “that what I think it is?”
“S- so you did notice it.” Alphys observed. “I wasn’t sure if it was a false reading or not, considering everything else.”
“magic.” Sans said. “natural magic? you’re tellin’ me the kiddo’s a sorcerer too?”
“S-seems to be.” Alphys stammered. “It might explain why his SOUL is so powerful.”
“makes sense… the kid’s certainly got some kinda weird mojo goin’ on in there.” Sans said thoughtfully. “certainly enough to blind my chromatis for a bit.”
Alphys shuddered. She’d seen the whole thing over her monitor. “Imposing” wasn’t really a good word to describe Sans most days, but he could be downright scary when he wanted to be.
“Oh yeah, t-that. That was a little, err… never mind.” The scientist stopped herself before she said something she might regret. “Still, to create so much magical feedback… e- enough to disable your eye even for a little while. It’s incredible.”
“but a human shouldn’t be able to use that much. not without training anyway…” Sans thought for a moment.
“Um, what if… let me see.” Without finishing her thought, Alphys turned back to her computer and began to input something.
Another page popped into existence on screen and the reptilian scientist’s fingers flashed across the keyboard, adding a few more notes to a document concerning the two humans. While she wasn’t the most organized, compared to the labyrinth that was Sans’ own archive, it was practically a straight path. Knowing it was a bad idea to disturb the nervous scientist while she worked, Sans turned his attention back to the monitor to check on the children… or would have, if the screen wasn’t displaying a rather picturesque but clearly human-less view of the Wishing Room. They must have moved out of range of surveillance.
Sans watched for about fifteen minutes with no other sign of activity, outside of the occasional monster passing in front of the camera. Eventually, the blue skeleton’s eye sockets began to fall and he was about to nod off when a sigh from Alphys drew his attention back to her. Sans shook his skull to chase off the drowsiness before turning to her.
“so?” He asked.
“W-well, I was thinking…” Alphys began, folding her hands in front of her. “What if the source of that magic pulse wasn’t Frisk? M-maybe it could have been Lily?”
“huh.” Sans thought about that. “it was just after that she started speaking through him. the soul still needs to have the ‘spark’ though, or it wouldn’t matter. it’s a bit easier to swallow than the kid just suddenly being able to blast me with a solar flare, though.”
“All she’d need is a s-source of power capable of manifesting the arcane… and from what we’ve seen of Frisk’s SOUL…”
“it’s one big battery.” Sans finished.
“I-it’s basically the perfect conduit.” Alphys agreed. “It would be easy to channel a large amount of magic through a SOUL like that, even for a human.”
“but she doesn’t even know who she is. how would she remember to use magic but not anything else?” the blue skeleton challenged. “think she’s lying?”
The Royal Scientist shook her head. "S-She’s not. I mean, you know… I don’t think she is.”
“you sound pretty sure about that.”
“I’ve spent a long time r-researching magic and SOULS.” Alphys insisted. “Humans use magic a lot differently than we do. For them, it’s, um, more forceful…? little more than raw power. It takes a lot for them to create a controlled system.”
Sans knew the concept better than he’d like to admit. “that’s how the barrier was made.”
“Right. It’s a lot different than how magic j-just ‘responds’ to monsterkind.”
“we knock on the door, they kick it in.” Sans simplified before his expression shifted. “wait… you don’t mean…?”
“Exactly. The p-pulse of magic that hit your eye… the readings don’t fit what we’ve come to expect from a human sorcerer.” Alphys said. “I-it looks more like something from one of us!”
Sans’ impassive mask cracked for but a moment at the scientist’s revelation.
“that would mean…”
Alphys went on to explain the details of her findings, pulling up a model of the Barrier, and a recording of the event near the river for the sake of illustration.
Sans wasn’t hearing any of it, though. His mind was elsewhere. Not only a human that could use magic… but one that could use magic like monsters do. It was something that defied possibility. And yet, it would explain why she was suddenly able to do so despite not remembering anything. If she could somehow use magic like one of their kind, she wouldn’t need memories to tap into at least the basics. Which made him wonder just how much she could have done if she remembered it all. It took every bit of will he had to keep his bones from rattling - he was lucky to be alive right now.
“T-the only conclusion I can see is that she must have been taught by a monster.” Alphys finished.
“how in the world would she have managed that?” Sans questioned. “we ain’t exactly the best of neighbors, even without the shiny, kingdom-sized, impenetrable wall around us. but… hmm.”
“W-what is it?”
“well… just somethin’ I remembered from the other day.” Sans explained. “didn’t think much of it at the time but… she mentioned something. said she could understand the froggits in the ruins when they were there. those guys ain’t exactly easy to translate.”
“R-really? That is strange… it took me years to learn the basics of their language and even then I haven’t mastered it.” Alphys said, tapping a claw on her chin. “It’s a shame I don’t have any cameras set up there… I would have loved to record their interactions. Y-you think it might have something else to do with Frisk’s SOUL?”
Sans shook his head. “wouldn’t work. if it was like that, the kid would be able to pick it up too, and he didn’t act like he did. nah, she would’ve had to have learned it somewhere.”
“That shouldn’t be possible…” Alphys mused. “I mean, we’ve only had c-contact with a few humans since the sealing, and the only one of THOSE that might have had the ability to use magic and have some knowledge of monster lexicons was-”
The scientist stopped short, clapping her hands over her mouth again. It was clear sign. Sans turned an inquisitive glance to the squat lizard.
“was…?” he prompted.
“N-nothing…” Alphys said meekly. It was clear she’d already said more than she meant to. The gears in her mind were already spinning, however. ‘Is that it? I’ve heard she was a Red too. It’s the only thing that makes sense, but… that was more than a thousand years ago. Is it even possible?’
Sans could tell she was thinking intently about something. Her expression alone would speak volumes even if she wasn’t glancing at the monitor every few seconds.
“come on, alph. what’s goin’ on?”
“I-I… I just had an idea, a-a-about the humans.” She relented. “About Lily, actually. I might… ahh, I might have an idea who she is.”
Sans straightened up instantly at the confession. Now that was something interesting. If he knew who she was it might go a long way towards figuring this all out.
“who?”
“I…” Alphys hesitated for a second, and for a moment it seemed like she’d forgotten how to speak. “Ican’ttellyou…!”
The words, when they finally came out were almost spoken too quickly to understand, but Sans caught them nonetheless. He hid his frustration behind a mask of indifference.
“why not?” He asked simply.
“I just… I-I can’t.” Alphys said. “I-I’m probably wrong anyway. I shouldn’t have e-even said that much.”
“did you say since the sealing?” The blue skeleton pressed. “you mean someone who came here after they locked us in? come on, alph… you gotta tell me who.”
“E-even for you, Sans t-the answer is ‘no’.” She said, surprisingly resolute. “It isn’t… my place to-”
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“wait…” Sans spoke, when his eye caught sight of something else. The symbols and equations would mean nothing to a layman, but the skeleton recognized them. “that what I think it is?”
“S- so you did notice it.” Alphys observed. “I wasn’t sure if it was a false reading or not, considering everything else.”
“magic.” Sans said. “natural magic? you’re tellin’ me the kiddo’s-”
Sans stopped mid-sentence. ‘hold on… didn’t we just go over this?’
“A-a magic user, yeah.” Alphys stammered. “Sorcerer, wizard, magician… w-whatever you want to call it. He h-has the affinity for it.”
“makes sense… the kid’s certainly got some kinda weird mojo goin’ on in there.” Sans said thoughtfully. “certainly enough to blind my chromatis for a bit.”
“Oh yeah, t-that. That was a little… never mind.” The scientist stopped herself before she said something she might regret. “Still, to create so much m-magical feedback… e-enough to disable your eye even for a little while. I-it’s incredible.”
“but a human shouldn’t be able to use that much. Not without training anyway…” Sans thought for a moment.
“Um, what if… let me see.” Without finishing her thought, Alphys turned back to her computer and began to input something.
‘we did, didn’t we?’ Sans mused. ‘somethin’ about the ghost-kid came up, right? but alphys wouldn’t spill. why would i know that? Unless…’
As Alphys tapped away at her keyboard, Sans’ eyesockets began to wander the room, trying to wrap his mind around the strong sense of déjà vu he felt. He knew it well at this point, or a part of him did, but that didn’t make it any less disorienting. His eyes fell upon the ramen bowls littering the floor: there were a few more of them than he recalled. The mechanical notes and odd anime headcanon that he vaguely recalled falling at his feet were replaced with a complicated blueprint of a strangely human-looking robot, and an unopened letter from Shyren.
At last Sans turned his attention to the monitor. He’d expected to see the Wishing Room again, but the on screen image displayed something different. Half-obscured by the tall grass that surrounded it, the camera focused on a small tunnel hidden in the blades. From its mouth, Frisk emerged, right hand grasping the air before him. He turned about a few times, no doubt guided by an unseen Lily, before ducking into the grass and out of sight.
Sans knew the area: it was a place he’d often go fishing for water-sausages. More than that though, it was at least a good half hour or more from the Wishing Room via normal routes, and that was without considering the lake. There was no way they could have traveled that far, that fast from where they were.
Which meant… a load happened at some point.
‘she must’ve got ‘em.’ Sans concluded. ‘maybe i can use this, though… i got a pretty good idea what me and alphys were talking about. maybe i can get a little more out of her…’
“say, alph.” Sans said, turning back to the lizard. “i had a bit of a thought.”
“Huh?” Alphys replied absently, without taking her eyes from the glowing monitor.
“what if not all of it was the kid? if he was adept, wouldn’t we have seen a lot more before now? maybe some of the magic we’re seeing is coming from his ghoul friend instead. whaddaya think?”
Alphys slowed for a second as she thought about that. “I-interesting idea. Um, It’s possible, I suppose…? So long as the SOUL has the aptitude for channeling anyway.”
“then, if the consciousness of someone who could use magic ended up in a different body with a different SOUL, that’d still work?” Sans offered, steering the conversation where he wanted it.
“In… theory? It’s never happened before.” Alphys said thoughtfully, intrigued by the notion. “But as long as the c-conditions are right… I don’t see any reason it w-wouldn’t work.”
“so a SOUL with an an affinity for magic, and someone with the know-how to use it.” Sans summarized. “supposing frisk’s the former and lily’s the latter… how’s that work? She shouldn’t even be able to do it without her memory. Unless… she was using magic like we do.”
Alphys gasped, and her fingers froze like she’d been struck with a sudden thought. “L-like we do…? Y-you came to that conclusion just like that. Did… did you read my notes or something?”
“nah.” Sans said nonchalantly. “just seemed the only thing that made sense is all. I mean what makes more sense? a human kid somehow stumbles on how to use magic like us, with all the holes and missing pieces a theory like that would have… or just that one of us taught ‘em? Besides, she mentioned knowing the language of those Froggits in the Ruins too. ribbits and croaks ain’t exactly easy to translate just on context, ya know?”
“B-but we’ve only had contact with a handful of humans since the sealing!” Alphys cried. It was clear Sans had caught her off guard. “And of those the only one that might fit with that theory was the one Asgore-”
Alphys stopped short, and clamped her mouth tight. Even still, Sans clearly heard the king’s name before she caught her blunder and shut up. That alone was a key piece of information in figuring this out. Still, it wasn’t enough. It would take more than fragmented, potentially inaccurate déjà vu and a bit of name dropping to solve this mystery.
“you okay?” asked Sans. He knew that a small bit of courtesy went a long way.
“S-sorry. I… I need time to think about all of this.” The scientist stammered.
“sounds like you figured somethin’ out.” The skeleton observed. “wanna let me in on it?”
“I… c-can’t.” Alphys voice was barely above a whisper. “Oh my god, what have I gotten myself into?”
“c’mon, it’s really important. and i don’t say that often.” Sans pressed. “if ya figured something out, i need to know.”
“N-not this… even I shouldn’t know this.” Alphys placed her hands on the sides of her head as if fighting off a migraine. “I never should have touched those things…”
“Alphys…” The skeleton said sternly, eyesockets darkening until they were nearly black.
The reptilian scientist shrank a little and for a moment Sans thought that would be enough to make her cave. In the end though, she forced herself to meet his gaze. Even with the sweating Sans found himself impressed by her resoluteness.
“J-just let it go, Sans… seriously, its better if you do.” she said quietly. “Besides, I’m n-not the only one with secrets.”
Sans’ pointed gaze softened a bit. “what secrets?” he asked inquisitively.
“I… I know I didn’t become the Royal Scientist because I’m the most fitting person for it.” She explained. “I only got the position because you turned it down. Why would you do that? It’s not because you aren’t interested… you wouldn’t be here if you weren’t interested.”
“well, you know me.” Sans feigned ignorance. “i ain’t much for the whole ‘work’ thing.”
Alphys shook her head. “Y-you say that, but I don’t b-buy it. My predecessor… um, I know he w-was grooming you to be his successor… and you’re a l-lot more q-qualified than I am. T-then he just disappears, and you stop caring? You really think I’m n-not going to find that a little suspicious?”
“you do not wanna go there, alph… trust me.” Sans threatened, but Alphys wasn’t deterred.
“I-isn’t it funny that no one seems to remember him…? At all?” She pressed further. “I wonder why that is.”
“alright… alright. ya made your point, geez…” Sans sighed. Alphys seemed to calm down when she realized he’d relented.
“S-sorry. But, um… I need time to figure all this out.” Alphys explained. “I’ll let you know I-if I find out anything else. B-but… there’s some things I just can’t talk about right now.”
“you’re still willin’ to help out?” Sans asked. If what she learned was as sensitive as it looked, he figured she’d want to throw in the towel at this point.
“I-I’ve gotten in this deep…” Alphys sounded reluctant but Sans knew when she put her mind to it, she could be counted on to see things through. It was enough for him.
“m’kay.” Sans said, suddenly back to his jolly, lazybones self. “guess all i can do is get back to break time for now, huh?”
“T-thanks, Sans. Really.” Alphys said, the last bit of her tension finally releasing itself in a sigh. “S-sorry to bring that up, but…”
Sans sighed. He hadn’t quite gotten what he wanted but it was a start. What’s more, she was still willing to help him out so he didn’t want to push it more than he already had. Besides… it was a small price to pay to avoid having to remember… that.
“don’t worry about it. just keep me updated,” He therefore said, before giving a nonchalant wave of his metacarpals. “see ya.”
The moment he’d said those last two words, Sans vanished from sight before the lizard monster’s eyes. She knew by now not to go looking for him. Still, Alphys couldn’t help but wonder exactly why Sans seemed so interested in the two humans to begin with. Sure they were nothing if not a mystery to be unraveled, but Sans was never the type to get too invested.
“I d-didn’t think to ask him what he knew.” Alphys realized. “That might have h-helped a little. Oh well.”
Sighing, she took a moment to check the cameras before turning back to her computer. Rooting around the mess of her desk, she eventually fished out the item she’d been looking for: an old DVD case with a faded picture of a colorful animated protagonist posing cutely. She popped it open and inserted the disk into her computer. A catchy theme tune began to play throughout the lab, while translated subtitles accompanied the flashy images of wild-haired characters.
Anime always helped her relax.
Notes:
This chapter was interesting to say the least. We’ve been planning for a while to explore how death works in our version of the Undertale universe, but there wasn’t much opportunity to do so until now. Hopefully the death scene wasn’t too harsh, but it needed to be done. Understanding how death works in this story is important… and it would be hard to get the gravity of it across without actually showing it.
As we explored in a previous chapter, turning back time through SAVES and Resets does not negate actions or experiences entirely and the same holds true for deaths. It’s even worse those with such high degrees of memory retention like Frisk or Lily.
Even though Sans didn’t get everything he wanted, their conversation did tip Alphys off on a few things. The puzzle’s starting to come together, little by little but there’s still a lot more to uncover. Also, it would have been nice to use a four-pointed star character or something to mark the transition where the Load happens in this scene. Shame that fanfiction sights don’t like alternate fonts…
Speaking of that scene. In Chapter 14 Lily mentioned understanding the Froggits’ language… something notable but that Sans didn’t react to even though he should have picked up on it. It was a detail that slipped by our notice amidst everything else so… oops. His mentioning it here is our way of fixing that oversight. Thank you to Kitlith of fanfiction.net for bringing it to our attention.
One last thing: SS… you will be seeing this percentage a few times going forward. What it means and what it relates to will remain a mystery for now though.
Anyways… another crazy chapter this time huh? These kids are going through a lot, and there’s more to come. It’ll get worse before it gets better, but one can’t hide in ignorance forever. Still, whatever hardships may come, they’ll keep moving forward. That’s how Determination goes, isn’t it?
Like always, we love hearing what our readers think so don’t hesitate to let us know in a comment or review. See you all in the next chapter, and have a Happy Halloween (or just a very nice day if you don’t celebrate it.) :)
Addendum (This will likely be moved to Chapter 18 once it's uploaded for the sake of visibility):
The current year is 1437X, and chapter 1 has been edited to reflect this. The original 21YZ listing was at first a random date, then something that we tried to factor in as an actual chronological system ShiningwingX wanted to put together. Buuut, no matter how much it was simplified it still ended up requiring a few conversions and fairly complex math to figure out the damned thing, so that didn't work! Instead, the 'X' is actually an era notation, similar to the B.C./A.D. or B.C.E./C.E. notations used in our world. We figured this was the best and simplest way to integrate the '201X' date from the game into an actual thing rather than just a placeholder date. As we're now getting into a timeframe, and have started getting questions about the date, we hope this will make it easier put things in order.
Chapter 18: A Fragment of Memory
Chapter by KikiRukata
Notes:
Hey again everyone! Here’s another chapter as a bit of a late gift for the holidays. Snowdin might have been a more thematic location but that wouldn’t make a whole lot of sense now would it? Anyways, with this we’re about half way through Waterfall.
Hope you enjoy the read!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
After what felt like an eternity to Lily, the long, winding tunnel began to straighten. Stone walls widened as the children slowly crawled their way through, and eventually a faint light began to filter in. At last, it released them into a cluster of tall grass waving lazily at its mouth. The girl sighed slightly the moment the duo emerged into the grass, happy to be out of that tunnel.
She stopped short when a sound caught her ear: a rustling noise from close by.
Turning back to Frisk, it was clear the boy heard it too. Gesturing for him to wait, she drifted up and poked her head above the blades, catching sight of triangular ears and pure white fur moving through the bluish grass. The dog (er.. cat?) monster did not seem to notice them, and continued to move past where they were hiding. Lily was about to return to Frisk but paused when something drew her eye back to the creature.
”Is… is that monster… vibrating…?” She shook her head in disbelief, and watched as the creature did indeed twitch in place for a moment before dashing off at high speed through the reeds and vanishing into the distance.
”Wait… huh?” Frisk questioned, stepping forward. “What do you m-umph?!”
The boy grunted as he fell face first into the grass, his hand grazing against another echo flower blooming among the blades. He stifled his protests the moment he felt that familiar texture, unwilling to disrupt whatever wish was imprinted here. However what he heard was not the wish, dream or lament he’d come to expect from the strange flora.
Instead… a soft, quiet voice whispered around them.
”These shoes… I.. I can’t. They’re soaked…” A small grunt interrupted the hushed muttering. “Just.. gotta dry them a little…”
Vaguely, Frisk could hear the sound of two small thuds accompanied by some squishing noises. Footsteps?
”Hey! You! Stop right there!” Another voice yelled, causing the first one to gasp in surprise. What followed was a loud rustling, like a hurried attempt to flee that faded gradually as the Echo faded once again.
Frisk lifted his head, listening thoughtfully to the Flower’s voice. It was far different from the other Echoes he’d heard up until now. Those had been deliberate recordings, preserving one’s wishes to be heard by those who came after. This one felt more like an audio recorder that had been left running which had picked up something it shouldn’t have. Contemplating this, Frisk carefully rolled away from the Echo Flower, hoping to get up as quietly as possible.
A hiss of surprise left his lips as he felt an uncomfortable pressure upon his back. Two hard lumps of something hidden within the grass dug into his back, reminding the boy of how he came to be in this position in the first place. Lily chuckled at his predicament, having been too distracted by the strange monster she’d seen to have heard the flower. Nevertheless, she grabbed her friend’s hand and pulled him to his up.
”You okay?” she asked as he got to his feet.
“Ugh… yeah.” Frisk nodded before grumbling under his breath about falling on his face again.
“Guess gravity sucks, huh?” She asked, with a chuckle while helping to steady him as he wiped down his shirt.
“Says the one who doesn’t have to worry about that.” Frisk retorted, but from the grin spreading on his face it was clear the joke had helped.
“What did you trip on anyway?”
“I dunno. There’s something in the grass there.” He replied, feeling his way carefully to the spot where he’d fallen.
Lily watched over his shoulder as the boy dug through the grass and soil. Eventually, the space was cleared and there, she saw them, half buried in the soil.
A pair of ballet shoes faded from the elements and covered in a light smattering of dirt.
Raising an eyebrow she grabbed Frisk’s hand, and guided him to where they lay, placing a finger to her lips as this once again took them near the Echo Flower. Feeling the touch of something neither grass nor soil, Frisk understood and worked at removing them from the ground before they both pulled away to leave the flower alone.
”Shoes?” Frisk asked.
”Ballet shoes…” Lily clarified.
The boy tilted his head, his face twisted in thought. “That echo flower… that wasn’t a wish, it was a recording.”
“Huh?”
“When I fell, I ended up touching the flower and heard what was on it. There were a few voices. One was quiet, like it was trying not to be heard… it said something about those shoes, and then there were a couple of others further away that sounded like they were chasing the first one.” Frisk explained what he heard before turning thoughtful for a moment. “I’m not sure why… but something tells me those belonged to another human.”
“Really?” Lily asked, before she thought about it for a second. “Wait… we found that tutu earlier, right? You think they go together?”
“Probably.” Frisk agreed.
”Mom did say that other humans have fallen before.” The spectral girl’s expression turned concerned. “A- and if that’s the case, they would have probably been captured… Like Papyrus tried to do…”
”Or killed… Like Undyne tried and succeeded to do…” Frisk finished somberly. All Lily could do was nod, coming to the same conclusion.
It was an ominous thought, but the one that made the most sense. The memory of Toriel’s warning flashed through his mind.
‘I have seen it, time and again. Humans come… they leave… they die.’
Unlike Lily, the boy could not see the bleached, faded color they held, but their depth in the earth and the bits of grass having threaded their way through them told him all he needed to know. These shoes were old. Probably as old as the tutu. A more painful memory brought the faded ribbon and plastic knife they’d found in the Ruins to mind. Were these also once the possessions of another child?
Just how many had come before them?
After a few moments of silence Frisk finally pulled himself from his thoughts. “Well… We shouldn’t leave them. We took the tutu. Maybe we should take these too… Whatcha think Lily?”
”You’re right. I think we should.” She gave him a reassuring smile as he placed the shoes into the bag with everything else. “And this time, not just because I think you would look cute in them.”
“Oh, come on!” Frisk groaned, but her contagious laughter eventually had him smiling as well.
Once done she drifted up once again, this time hoping to find a path of some kind. Glancing left and right it looked like the grasses stretched forever. She was about to resign herself to simply pick a direction when her eye caught sight of a familiar shock of yellow. In the distance she spotted Kidd alongside a small monster with a dome-like container on its head who seemed to be… washing him?
Shaking her head she returned quickly to Frisk, who was currently running his fingers thoughtfully over the bluish grass.
”I see Kidd down there. Maybe we should go see how he’s doing? He might know of a better place to hide than the uh.. dark tunnel…” She let out a small shudder, worrying her lip slightly before grabbing Frisk’s hand once more and walking in the direction of their yellow colored friend.
After a moment of walking Kidd turned away from the other monster only to see them heading his way.
“Yo, Frisk! Heya, Lily!” He called out, correctly assuming that the invisible girl was with her more solid companion. He quickly ran over to them, shaking the water from his face.
Raising a brow, Lily looked to Frisk, silently asking if she should merge with him again to which he nodded. Seeing the conformation she smiled before quickly focusing on his SOUL and disappearing into the particles of light, only to re-appear as the glowing red eye of magic.
””Hey Kidd!”” They both replied before Lily broached the question on both of their minds. “Who was that?”
”Huh? Oh you mean Woshua! They’re nice, I guess. They really like to clean things though… Kinda weird. BUT, they were super nice to wash my face after I fell into some mud earlier.” The armless lizard chuckled, falling into step with the two humans as they continued walking in the direction they were heading in when they approached him.
”Well at least you’re okay. That was really nice of them.” Frisk mused, pretty much letting Lily control his legs while he focused on listening to everything around them through the roaring of all the distant waterfalls.
”Yeah! It happened because I was trying to chase Undyne earlier. I wanted to see her beat up some bad guys! But I tripped. Like that’s new right?”
Both Frisk and Lily stiffened at the mention of Undyne. Both for slightly different reasons. For Lily, the sight of her friend impaled to the boardwalk flashed across her mind. Frisk meanwhile once again felt the phantom pain searing across his lower back. His fingers immediately went to rub the spot gently.
Lily was the first to recover, taking control quickly as to avoid any questions from their balance impaired friend. “Y-yeah. Nothing new there… Do you uh.. Know which way she went?”
Kidd grinned, jerking his head into a direction to his left. “Yeah. Last I saw her she was heading for the lake. I didn’t see where she went but I think she may have dived into the water.” He gave his best attempt at a shrug. “Can’t be sure though. With that armor and everything. But man! Is she sooo coooool!”
‘So the tunnel put us out on the other side of the lake…’ Lily mused now that they had an idea of their location. ‘That’s good, I guess.’
They began to turn a corner, heading in the direction of a distant rockface. Frisk was just about to open his mouth to respond when a loud popping noise resounded beside them. The three children let out simultaneous screams of surprise. Spinning in place quickly had Lily about ready to start ripping someone’s ear off for scaring them only to come face to face with a… slightly dizzy Sans.
”uh.. think I mighta misjudged that ‘cut…” The skeleton mumbled before realizing he had an audience. “oh, heya kids… whats up?” He grinned.
”’What’s up?’ ‘WHAT’S UP’!? You nearly gave us heart attacks! And I don’t even have one right now!” Lily all but yelled at the smiling comedian.
“whoa, didn’t mean to be so cold blooded.” Sans countered, throwing up his hands in a mock gesture of peace. “but i thought you’d be a little more thick-skinned than that.”
Lily snickered lightly. “Keep that up, and I’m gonna have a bone to pick with you.”
Sans simply shrugged his shoulders and grinned wider. “what can i say? i just can’t help bein’ a bit of a numbskull.”
“Pfff… okay, okay. You win.” she giggled.
Sans chuckled a little, calmly relishing his ‘victory’ along with the opportunity for a pun off. Up until now, the only other person he’d found who seemed to share his love for jokes so much was that old lady in the Ruins. It didn’t take much to figure out, but he still remembered the initial surprise when he learned that his new joke buddy was the queen herself! Then again, here he was standing before a kid who could control time, who was sharing his SOUL with another kid who he was joking with now. In hindsight, rubbing shoulders with the Queen of Monsters didn’t seem all that strange.
‘kinda weird how i always think of Tori when i talk to this kid… bet she’d like her.’
Frisk grinned inwardly at the exchange. He too had begun to feel a little more comfortable around Sans even if he hadn’t quite gotten over his initial anxiety. Yet, at the same time it felt like something was… off. He didn’t sense any hostility in the skeleton’s voice, so he felt pretty certain he wasn’t upset at them. And yet, his initial tone, just before he noticed them, as well as how starkly it changed afterword gave Frisk reason to think.
Something was bothering him.
“Sans? Are you okay?” The boy asked.
Sans just managed to avoid wincing at the simple but piercing question. His conversation with Alphys as well as the resurfacing of that… rather painful memory had shaken his stoic mask if only briefly. He knew he’d let his guard down for a minute but didn’t expect anyone to notice. It was so easy to underestimate this kid.
“no biggie.” He lied. “just ran into a bit of a snag before i popped in.”
“Do you need any help?” Frisk asked. “I might not be able to do much, but…”
The skeleton paused for a moment. After his meeting with the royal scientist there was a lot that needed discussing. Yet, the yellow monster child standing behind them didn’t look like he was going anywhere fast what with him staring like that. His presence would make any discussions of that particular nature… difficult to say the least.
There seemed to be nothing for it but to wait for a better opportunity. Sans still needed to get his thoughts together anyway
“nah, don’t worry about it. besides, i didn’t mean to get between you an the yellow guy there.” Sans nodded to Kidd, who simply stared, wide-eyed at the pudgy boneman. “we can chat a bit later.”
Frisk nodded in understanding. “Alright.”
“welp, be careful… and say ‘hey’ to pap if you run into him.” Sans said with a lazy wave. “see ya.”
With that, Sans took his leave, shuffling his way up the path ahead of them through the damp soil, uncaring of the grime that began to accumulate on his slippers. The two children silently watched him go until he was just a speck at the edge of the marsh.
“Huh, now that you mention it, he was acting a little weird, wasn’t he?” Lily said internally.
“I don’t think he wanted to talk about it with Kidd here, though.” Frisk observed. “I guess we’ll just have to ask him later.”
As one, the two turned their attention to their aforementioned companion, who hadn’t said a word since Sans arrived. He continued to stare in the direction the skeleton went. Frisk and Lily raised a collective brow while the latter waved a hand before the monster’s face.
“Uh… Kidd?” She asked.
“Dude…” Kidd said, eyes sparkling. “That… was awesome! He just appeared out of nowhere! Man, if I could do that I wouldn’t be falling down all the time!”
Frisk grinned a little at the little monster’s excitement. “Yeah, he’s gotten me and Lily with that a few times. You never know when he’s going to show up.”
“I wonder what other stuff he can do.” Kidd was practically bouncing. “Think he’d tell me if I asked?”
“You can try. Don’t know how far you’ll get with how thick-skulled he is though.” Lily giggled. “Besides, I thought you were obsessed with Undyne.”
A switch clicked on in Kidd’s head the moment the ghost girl spoke the name. “Oh yeah, Undyne! I was trying to find her when I ran into you guys. Man, I gotta go… I don’t want to miss her doing anything cool!”
Before he’d even finished the sentence Kidd was off like a spiky lightning bolt, dashing off in the direction Sans had headed moments before. Frisk and Lily were content to let him go pursue his hero, but in the midst of their conversation they’d forgotten an important detail: they didn’t exactly know where to go… and the only person who might be able to point them on their way was disappearing into the distance.
“Wait a minute, Kidd! Come back!” Lily cried as the two turned to chase after the speedy lizard monster.
Lily directed, lending what corrections she could to their direction while Frisk’s short but quick legs carried them along the path. By now, Kidd was little more than a speck in the distance but the girl still noticed him turning to the left, passing by the nearby tunnel and continuing on. Noting this, she refocused her efforts on guiding her solid friend.
Eventually, the two reached the distant rockface, where the path diverged into a number of directions. At Lily’s insistence, the two turned down the path immediately to their left and resumed the chase. The path was long and straight, and seemed pretty dry, a welcome contrast from the winding trails slick with mud they’d traveled so far.
“Do you see him?” Frisk asked, slowing to stop to take stock of their surroundings.
“No…” Lily said, confused. “I was sure he came this way.”
“You sure he didn’t take another path?” Frisk suggested.
“The only other one down this way was that tunnel, and I saw him ignore it.” Lily countered. “I don’t get it… he should be here.”
The two fell silent, at a complete loss of what to do next. If they kept going this way it was more likely they’d run into Undyne herself by the time they found Kidd… but with no knowledge of where to go or how to keep the dark knight off their trail, they were at a complete loss.
It was during this silent contemplation that Frisk noticed something… strange. Where as before he could hear the sound of rushing water and the whisper of wind between the grasses, here the only sound he could detect was that of his own breathing. When had it suddenly gotten so quiet… and why? Even the buzz of magic, so prevalent in the Underground was silent.
It was unnerving.
He was about to ask Lily about this, when a gasp from the girl in question drew his attention.
“What’s wrong?” Frisk asked with concern.
“There’s… a door here.” Lily answered, bewildered.
“Huh?”
Just as she said, nestled within the dark blue stone was a door, not unlike one found on a house but for the fact that it was drained entirely of color. The surface, knob, and hinges were all the same bleached gray, and seemed embedded directly into the wall itself. The strangest thing of all however was that it seemed to cast no shadow, even in the places where it met the stone around it. If anything, it almost seemed to glow with its own otherworldly light.
Though Frisk could not see it, its presence almost seemed to call to him. It felt… desperate. Like whatever lay beyond was calling out, begging to be heard. The boy reached out, and placed his hand upon the ice cold knob.
His fingers retracted an instant later, as a pain began to throb through his head.
“Wha- Frisk?! What happened?!” Lily cried, as the boy pressed a hand against his temple.
“My head…” He muttered clutching his temples in a vain attempt to stop the ringing in his ears. “I… I don’t like this place.”
Lily found herself sharing that thought. “Me either. Let’s get out of here, okay?”
With some effort, Frisk managed to pull himself away from the door, and the two retreated hastily back the way they came. They didn’t notice the gray door slowly fading into nothing behind them, leaving only a wall of blank stone behind…
In time, they returned once more to the junction where they lost Kidd. With nothing left to do they set their pace down the path they’d come from, none of the others seemed to have many places to hide but at least here, they had the grasses and shallows to dive into if need be.
“I wonder what that place was?” Lily pondered. “Who puts a door in the middle of a big rock like that?”
“I don’t know… the whole place felt weird.” The boy said, shuddering at the dead stillness he felt before that door. “I’m glad it’s behind us.”
Despite his words, the red child couldn’t suppress his own thoughtfulness on the matter. Had it not been for the sudden headache he’d experience, he may well have opened that door. Even now, he felt the gradually fading pull of some sort of presence, like the fading voice of someone desperate to not be left behind. In his chest, he felt the far more knowable pain of sympathy but forced it aside. There was something… not entirely right about that place. The logical part of his brain told him it was not something he should get involved in right now.
The emotional part prayed that the day would eventually come.
He forced the conflicting thoughts aside and eventually even the ‘voice’ beyond the door faded completely.
They continued on, the ground growing wetter the further they traveled, until eventually stable earth gave way to thick mud. Frisk’s boots sank frustratingly into the muck, squelching loudly as they walked. Passing beneath a rocky overhang they eventually emerged into another clearing. There were less Echo Flowers here, but high above the glittering stones shined down in abundance, casting the area in pale luminescence.
There, sitting beneath one of the glowing mushrooms was a peculiar monster. It was off-white, and shaped almost like a tear drop with eyes. Though it lacked a mouth, its voice spoke with clarity as it gazed at the stones above.
“O’ stars, shining in the heavens above. Please, send your Angel unto us.” It sounded like a prayer. “Let us be free, so that I might look upon you with my own eyes…”
The small monster did not seem to notice them as it gazed rapturously upon the stones. It was clear to both children that it would not be polite to interrupt. They watched for a while as the little monster stared reverently at the stones glimmering above, beautiful in their own right, but a pale imitation of the real thing. It only served as further proof of the kingdom’s plight.
‘We’ll make those wishes come true…’ Frisk thought, convicted. At his side, Lily’s own expression mirrored his thoughts. ‘We just need to find out how…’
Taking care to be as quiet as possible, they made their way around leaving the little teardrop to their prayers.
Eventually, the ground began to rise, as the soft mud again gave way to slick stone. Climbing to the top of the path, the children found themselves at the mouth of another cavern. A long slab of rock covered in moss formed a natural bridge above a vast expanse of water.
The two continued on their path, Frisk taking care to keep his footing on the unsure ground. Lily drifted ahead, occasionally glancing into the water on either side, and relaying what kind of monsters she saw to Frisk. In the middle of the lake below, she noticed a huge yellow, tentacled monster who looked as if they were sleeping.
Shivering from the cold, Frisk followed close behind the floating Lily as they traveled further, eventually finding themselves in another large room. There was much less water here, just a small pond in the center of the chamber, surrounded on all sides by solid earth and stone. Puffing warm air into his hands the boy stood at the entrance, watching his friend as she took a look around.
It was at that point he heard the sound of soft whispering coming from the far corner.
”My dear, you MUST practice! You are much much to shy! I need to hear you!” The voice spoke.
By this point, Lily too had noticed the source of the noise. A monster, it’s shape reminding her of a slug, or a lizards tail twitched in frustration as it spoke to another nearby. The small fish monster murmured softly, the antenna on her head shuddering in fear. She seemed to shrink at the voice of the other, hiding behind a sheet of dark green hair as if trying to make herself invisible. Seeing this, the first creature’s expression softened at it continued in a gentler tone.
”You can do it. I know you can. If you can’t do it for yourself do it for Maiada and Thimon.” The end of the monsters body came up to brush the small fish’s cheek. “It will be okay. I miss them too. Which is why we need to live on for them…”
”They look so sad… I wonder what’s wrong?” Lily said softly, her heart reaching for the shy girl. She continued to watch them as Frisk frowned, probably hearing more than she did.
”I want to help… but maybe now isn’t a good time.” The boy mumbled, with a shake of his head. “It seems really personal, you know?”
“Probably. Yeah… I guess we should keep going, huh?” Lily agreed reluctantly.
Nodding they continued forward, walking through another narrow corridor, leading into a small room beyond. The glowing moss blossomed along the walls greatly, probably due to the water streaming down the walls. From Frisk’s perspective the constant trickle of water was almost disorienting, and yet occasionally his ears picked up the sound of a light pattering, as if somewhere in the room the water fell freely from above.
Winding her gaze about the room, Lily’s eyes found that very spot. Immediately she froze, her gaze focused upon a statue sitting on one side of the room, her eyes widening as she took it in.
The large statue, about a foot or so taller than her sat against the wall on the left, the only place in this chamber where the water fell like rain. It was broken and ruined, most details having been worn away from the water continuously raining down on it from a weathered hole in the ceiling. It struck Lily as looking similar to Toriel in the way it was built. However, the horns adoring its head were much larger and it had a much wider face. It clearly was not depicting the kindly matron in the Ruins and yet… her heart was still struck by a painful sense of familiarity.
As the ghostly girl went to move forward she was only distantly aware of Frisk grasping her hand.
”Lily? W-what is it?” The boy asked, concerned as his friend’s gazed seemed to be locked on something he couldn’t see.
”Huh..? Oh yeah… It’s just- It’s a statue. But it looks…sad?” She wondered aloud.
She continued to stare at the statue, a mysterious sense of longing coming over her. Its ruined arms were outstretched as if it was meant to be holding something. Lowering her eyes to the space beneath she saw the rubble around the statue’s crossed legs. For a moment, she thought she saw details of what looked like hair on one of the larger pieces, suggesting that it was meant to be the head of another figure, yet everything else had been washed away by the constant moisture making it impossible to know who or what it might have been depicting.
”Why would something like that be out here in the middle of nowhere?” Frisk observed, reaching out a hand and catching one of the droplets of water.
”I don’t know. But it feels like… it’s calling to me.” She confessed.
A grin pulled at Frisk’s lips. Daring to hope, he nudged her forward “Well then lets go. It might be something of your past!”
Smiling uncertainly Lily nodded, gripping his hand tighter before pulling him along. She approached slowly, almost reverently, as if afraid to damage it further. Frisk remained silent behind her, unwilling to interrupt what might be an important breakthrough in her memory. At last, Lily hovered face to face with the statue. Drifting up, she made her way carefully around it to get a better look.
Frisk moved his hand out to touch the weathered stone, hoping to get an understanding of it as well. The subterranean water falling upon it pelted against his hand, in a way that felt distantly familiar. It was at that moment he began to feel a familiar pain as he was assaulted by another vision.
”Oh yeah. The rain…” Frisk said, as a few drops of water pelted him in the face.
”Yeah. Come on dude. There’s a stand of umbrellas a little further on. We can barrow one from there! You’ll have to hold it though of course!” Kidd laughed, running forward before stopping next to the stand. “They're right here!”
”Coming!” Frisk forced a grin, following the voice of the reptilian monster, past the crumbling structure at his side.
He didn’t really need the yellow monster to point them out. He’d been through this same path a number of times already, and they were always in the same place. But Kidd didn’t know that. None of them did… so Frisk deigned to continue the charade. Someday, he wouldn’t have to pretend anymore.
Gripping the handle of one of the umbrellas, he pulled it from the receptacle before his sightless gaze turned back to the mournful looking statue. How many times had he walked passed it before noticing? When had these loop of time gotten so routine that he found himself contemplating the fate of a bit of wet stone? And yet, even as he thought of it he remembered the day he came here - how heavy the rain had felt when it clung to his hair and clothes. He couldn’t leave it like this.
“I’ll be right back.”
Shaking his head Frisk placed the palm of his hand to his left eye, rubbing the soreness out. Looking at Lily who was now frowning at the ceiling like her gaze would make the rain stop gave the boy an idea.
”Stay right here Lily, I’ll be right back, okay?” He warned his friend.
Lily blinked, taking a moment to process what her friend said. “Oh… okay. Don’t go to far. I don’t want Undyne to sneak up on us.” Misunderstanding his intentions, she gave a small smirk. Far be it for her to deny him the call of nature. At least it gave her more time to study the statue.
”Okay. Promise.” Giving a thumbs-up Frisk quickly made his way further down the path, feeling around with his stick until it hit something along the wall to his left. Reaching out his free hand, he was met with the curved handle of an umbrella. Grinning happily he took one, and quickly made his way back to his ghostly companion before showing his prize proudly. “Lily! Lets put this on it!”
Lily jumped slightly, not having expected him to be back so soon. ‘Well, that was quick.’
The girl whipped around only to be met with an umbrella opening in her face. She answered with a startled squeak as she jumped back slightly, before a laugh broke free from her lips.
’What the… I was completely off…’ The specter thought with a mental facepalm.
”Great idea Frisk. Come on let’s put it right here.” She said aloud, guiding her blind friend to place the umbrella in a spot within the statue’s hand that seemed like it would hold the shelter tightly. With a satisfied grin, she then motioned for Frisk to come closer and pointed to a small heart-shaped recess in the chest. There was something inside. “Look what I found. It looks like a music box! Can you pull it out and play it?” She asked with glee.
”Of course. Just lemme…” He reached in, his small fingers making quick work of pulling the box from its resting place. After feeling around its surface, he eventually found the ratchet and carefully turned it a couple times. Hoping it still had the power to play, the boy released it.
A soft, chiming melody began to chime from the delicate trinket, washing over both children with its song. Letting out a breath of relief, Frisk held out the box for the two of them to listen…
Lily’s eyes widened, the notes ringing in her ears as a feeling of home and safety washed over her. Phantoms of memory coursed through her head, too far to make out, but the feelings they held were unmistakable.
“I.. I know… I know this song?” She asked in a whisper, her lip trembling slightly as the tune faded out.
Worried for his friend but also wanting to help her, Frisk turned the crank, winding it as far as it could go to make the song last longer. Again the melody trilled into the cavern as the boy cradled the music box that so fascinated his companion, hoping against hope that it would not be for nothing. He wasn’t disappointed for after another minute of listening to the song...
Lily began to sing.
”It was so very long ago.
That we were cast down below.
But our future is so bright.
With this loving child of light.
Monsters had begun to hope.
And our hearts swelled with love.
With the prince of our world’s future.
We will start to rise above.”
Frisk listened as the spectral girl’s voice followed the melody of the music box. An odd mixture of familiarity and discovery tugged at his mind. Given what he now knew about himself it was almost certain that he had stumbled upon the statue and the music box it held before. However, the lyrics added by his friend were something entirely new. This was certain.
The music box continued to play, even after Lily’s voice grew quiet, yet her eyes remained locked onto where the statue sat. She almost seemed to be in a trance as she listened quietly to each note. Carefully cradling that source of precious memory, Frisk approached the statue once more, feeling about its surface for the recess and returned the music box to its place. Still, the song played without slowing, filling the chamber with its melancholy lullaby. Once done, the boy returned to Lily’s side, content to give her the time she needed.
“Hey… Frisk?” She spoke after a moment, though her eyes were still locked on the statue.
“Yeah?”
“Can we… stay here?” She asked absently. “Just for a little while?”
The boy reached up and gave her hand a reassuring squeeze. “Sure… whatever you need.”
A nod was all the response that she gave, but Frisk could still smell the rosy scent of her thankfulness. Then slowly she approached the statue, settling herself down on the ground between its arms while the umbrella sheltered them both. Her eyes closed and her head lowered as she continued to listen to the song. In his mind Frisk tried to picture the statue behind her, its arms wrapped around her in a gentle embrace.
It seemed fitting… like that was exactly as it was meant to be.
From a crack in the rockface, a lone figure watched the human child who stared at the crumbled statue. Shadow hid a floral form while still giving the onlooker a clear view of what was happening only a few feet away. He could only hear half of the conversation, but even that was enough to make Flowey want to gag. What a load of crap. Here he was trying his hardest to get through to her, and nothing… but some stupid old music box is enough to get a reaction?
‘How could you…?’ Flowey thought bitterly. ‘You don’t even know what the song is about, do you?’
The brat was just standing there, staring at the statue like an idiot. There wasn’t even a single trace of her in him now. But she was there. Even without overhearing what he had, the malicious flower would know that much.
The way they were now, distracted and careless… it would have been simple to just sneak up and kill the boy. But why even bother? It would be little more then a temporary setback for someone with that power. For Flowey it would just be another inconvenience if anything, dropping him half-submerged in the dirt somewhere once the Load happened. Besides, whatever catharsis he might gain by setting them back a little, he didn’t really feel like going through the tedium of watching them trudge their way back here again.
With a quiet sigh, Flowey took one last look at the human boy, distantly hoping to catch some glimpse of her presence. When fate denied him even that, he took to the earth, diving underground to distance himself from them. His roots cut a savage path beneath the ground as he vented his frustration on the helpless dirt. He couldn’t even sense the vibrations of any other burrowers around here. He was alone, the soil cold and empty… much like himself.
Seeing her again had given him something he hadn’t known in a long time: hope, or at least opportunity. If anyone could make him ‘feel’ again, it would be her. But she didn’t even remember him… and now she’d found someone else. Another human. The flower scowled a little at the irony. Before, she’d hated humans… now, here she was hanging around with one. No, that wasn’t all… she was sharing a body with one.
Just like she had with him, come to think of it… before the plan went to hell.
Flowey grimaced internally. That was where it all started… the last thing he remembered before waking up like this. And now, this pathetic little urchin had taken even that experience from him.
He wanted to feel sad… yet, those feelings were denied to him. Even his outburst in the Echo Flower garden had faded far sooner than his mind knew it should have. A vague sense of jealousy, annoyance, and spite remained in its place… mere pieces of what should have been, further dulled by the numbness in his heart. In the end, he couldn’t even be angry.
Flowey hadn’t really been thinking about where he was going, so it came as a surprise that when he breached the surface once more he found himself in the Wishing Room. More specifically, he was only a few yards from that very same garden where he’d last spoken to her. Grimacing to himself he made his way towards one of the azure flowers and brushed its stem with one of his leaves.
“Sorry, it’s just funny… that’s my wish too.” Spoke the familiar voice through soft laughter.
Flowey’s face shifted to a frown and he turned away from the garden, making his way instead to a nearby pool. There wasn’t any reason to listen to it all, he already knew what it said. It didn’t matter anymore anyway… what use were those memories now? She’d become a different person… as had he.
“You idiot…” He muttered, hanging his stem. His reflection in the water mouthed the words back to him.
He didn’t ask to be like this: stuck in the shape of a SOULless flower, unable to feel joy or sorrow or anger and yet cursed to remember what those feelings were like. He couldn’t sleep, and eating brought no enjoyment. He couldn’t care about anyone or anything… he couldn’t even care that he didn’t care. This wasn’t living… it barely qualified as existing. And now the one thing - the one person who might have been able to make it better didn’t even know his name…
“EXCUSE ME, BUT HAVE YOU SEEN-” A voice spoke from the other side of the pond. Flowey cringed as he recognized it. “OHO! HELLO THERE, FLOWERY! I WAS NOT EXPECTING TO FIND YOU HERE OF ALL PEOPLE.”
The flower sighed and turned his eyes from his reflection. There stood the unmistakable form of Papyrus, waving enthusiastically at him from the opposite shore. The massive grin he wore only widened when he saw he’d gotten the former’s attention. Flowey watched, resigned, as the annoying skeleton made his way around the water’s edge to meet him.
“Papyrus, how many times do I have to tell you, my name is-” The flower stopped and shook his stigma. “You know what? Forget it.”
Papyrus’ initial exuberance was tempered slightly by the look of dejection on the floral creature’s face. He’d known Flowey for a while, but he wasn’t exactly what the skeleton would consider a ‘friend’ despite his best efforts. He always seemed to be… emotionally distant, but in a way quite unlike his dear brother. Nevertheless, it was odd to see him like this.
“IS SOMETHING THE MATTER?” He asked.
“Nothing.” Flowey replied dismissively.
“COME NOW. THE GREAT PAPYRUS IS A GOOD LISTENER.” The skeleton declared with a swish of his scarf. “I GUARANTEE TALKING ABOUT IT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER.”
“Pff… Yeah right.” Flowey mumbled. “But fine. If it’ll get you to leave me alone. I just found out my best friend has replaced me with someone else. She’s completely forgotten about me… doesn’t even remember my name. There. Happy now?”
The superhero’s encouraging grin faltered as the flower suddenly spilled his troubles to him. That wasn’t exactly what he’d expected. For as long as they’d known each other Flowey had always kept most details of himself closed off, and though Papyrus hoped he would one day come around he hadn’t figured it would be like this. His jaw rested upon an orange glove as he thought about it for a moment. Then, the grin returned as radiantly as ever.
“WOWIE, THAT SOUNDS LIKE A FUN EXPERIENCE!” He declared.
Flowey’s stared blankly at the grinning boneman. “What.”
“IT MEANS YOU GET TO BECOME FRIENDS ALL OVER AGAIN!” Papyrus explained. “IT IS NOT EVERY DAY YOU GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO HAVE A BLOSSOMING FRIENDSHIP WITH THE SAME PERSON. AND WHAT’S MORE, YOU MAY EVEN FORGE A FRIENDSHIP WITH THIS NEW PERSON AS WELL! I MUST SAY, I’M RATHER JEALOUS.
“So, wait… You’re saying if someone forgot you, you wouldn’t be upset… at all?” Flowey asked quizzically. “Even though for them, everything you’d been through together would never have happened? Even if all of your memories didn’t mean anything to them?!”
“WHY WOULD THEY NOT?” Papyrus asked honestly.
“Because they forgot you!” Flowey yelled in exasperation.
“DOES FORGETTING SOMETHING MEAN IT DID NOT HAPPEN?” Papyrus asked honestly. “AND YOU STILL REMEMBER, YES?
Flowey’s expression softened at that. “Well… I guess so.”
“NYEH HEH HEH! YOU SEE?” Papyrus said with some excitement. “HOW COOL WOULD IT BE TO INTRODUCE YOUR OLD-NEW FRIEND TO SOMETHING THEY LIKED BEFORE? AND PERHAPS YOUR NEW-NEW FRIEND AS WELL! YOU COULD MAKE THOSE MEMORIES EVEN BETTER!”
Flowey turned his eyes back to his reflection and thought about that for a moment. It sounded stupid. Her memory was gone. It wasn’t like giving her a bar of chocolate or something was going to fix anything. They’d still be new memories. And yet the more he thought of it, the more he considered the possibilities. He couldn’t bring her memory back… but he could make things better, do things differently…
Fix mistakes.
A slight smirk began to spread across his face.
“WELL, ANYWAYS. I AM AFRAID I MUST GO.” Papyrus said. “UNDYNE WILL BE QUITE CROSS IF I DO NOT REPORT IN REGULARLY. FAREWELL FOR NOW, FLOWERY! I WISH YOU AND YOUR MEMORY CHALLENGED FRIEND THE BEST OF LUCK!”
“Yeah… yeah, so do I.” Flowey said thoughtfully. “Thanks, Papyrus.”
“NYEH HEH HEH!” Papyrus declared, restraining his voice slightly so as not to disturb the flowers.
With that he stood, and made his way through the Wishing Room in the direction of the lake. Flowey didn’t wait long before submerging himself once more into the soil. For all his ridiculous logic, Papyrus’ ‘advice’ had proven quite useful. The smirk he wore shifted into a fanged grin as he traveled through the soil.
Fixing mistakes... That sounded very interesting indeed.
After what felt likes hours but was, in fact only about 30 minutes, the melancholy melody of the music box sang it’s last. Lily listened pensively until the final note faded into the cavernous reaches of Waterfall before reluctantly pulling herself away. Drifting up from her resting place, she moved to where Frisk had settled against the wall just outside of where the rain fell.
“Are you alright?” He asked, courteously.
“I think so.” she replied, rubbing her eyes a little. A moment of silence passed between them.
“It was a really pretty song, you know.” The boy complimented lightly, causing Lily to smile a bit.
“Yeah… I just wish I could remember the rest.”
“There’s more?” Frisk asked, curiosity piqued.
“Mhm… it’s weird.” The girl responded, her mind still somewhat addled. “Up until now, I didn’t even know that I knew it. And now that I do, I know there’s more… but I can only remember that one part.”
“Maybe it’ll come back to you?” Frisk asked her.
“I hope so…” she replied, placing a hand over her aching chest while staring at the crumbling stone. “It’s important. To me… and to someone else.”
“If it does…” the boy began, smiling gently. “…will you sing the rest for me?”
An expression of joy spread across the ghostly girl’s face, washing away the last traces of melancholy from her.
“Of course I will. Guess I really have to remember it now.” She said, a bit of her usual cheer bleeding through. “For now, we… should probably go though, huh?”
“If you’re sure.” the boy replied, accepting her offered hand and getting to his feet. “Just… one second. I think this is a good place.”
“You mean…?”
Frisk nodded, and turned his head toward where Lily had approached from. Understanding, the girl took his hand and guided him to stand before the crumbling stone sheltered beneath the umbrella. Closing his eyes fully, the red child focused on the warmth within his chest.
When the slits opened once more, they were met with the sight of a golden star, shimmering in the place where Lily had sat just moments before. The girl smiled as Frisk removed his hand from hers and used it to touch the glowing point.
“Maybe… it’ll keep them safe too?” She asked.
“Yeah.” Frisk replied, as he stepped back to her side. “I think it will.”
With hearts heavy but full, the two of them left the now sheltered statue and the secrets it held. Casting one last look in its direction, Lily floated forward and above to get a better idea of their surroundings. In the meantime, her solid companion took the opportunity to focus his senses in other ways. In the distance, he could hear the rapid splashing of droplets upon stone and earth and knew that the statue was not the only place with this strange subterranean rainfall. Finding the stash of umbrellas, he grabbed another to hold over his own head.
Just in time too, for even as he rushed ahead to catch up to Lily, the rain began to fall gently above his head, creating a soft pitter-patter along the surface of his own cover.
In the end, Frisk was the one to break the silence. “What do you see so far Lily? Anything interesting?”
The girl shook her head and returned to her friend’s side. “Not really. The path is pretty straight forward. There’s a few echo flowers as well as the odd monster here or there. I think I saw another of those vibrating ones again. But they take off so quick, I can never get a good look at them!” She giggled.
The gently winding path continued on for several minutes, lit by the gentle glow of echo flower, and glimmering stone. The splashing of the rain within the deep pools flanking the trail set more of the glowing plankton into rippling patterns of light. In time, the path bent away from the marshes again and curved its way around a huge cliffside. Lily let out a small gasp as they rounded a corner. In the distance, framed by the star-like stones was a very large structure resembling a castle. It stood in the center of an even larger city with buildings of various heights.
”So that’s the place Papyrus talked about?” Frisk asked as his friend described the place, rubbing a finger along his nose. ”Sounds like somewhere we want to avoid huh?”
”For now yes. We will probably need to go there eventually. If.. if we want that picture to come true.” Lily murmured, pursing her lips slightly as she thought about it.
Frisk thought back to that moment and imagined what it must have been like. So many smiling faces, free to live under a real sky rather than a beautiful simulacrum.
”True… Hopefully by then though we’ll know what needs to be done so there’s no fighting involved.” Nodding Frisk began walking again, gripping his friend’s hand as they rounded another corner, leaving the vista of the looming castle behind them.
Up ahead they came to another stop before a sheer cliff. The rain had come to an abrupt end some feet back, and a receptacle sat nearby to retrieve the soaked umbrella.
“Weird. This seems like the only place that actually gets rain.” Lily observed, leading Frisk to the stand to put the umbrella away.
“I’m not sure it’s real rain.” Frisk suggested. “It smells like the rest of Waterfall. Maybe there’s a reservoir somewhere up there.”
“Or there’s some kind of magic in it. Like in Snowdin?” Lily offered.
“I forgot about that. Yeah, it could be.” The boy replied with a nod.
Their conversation fell silent as they turned their focus instead to the cliff before them. Raising a brow Lily floated up to get a better look.
”It’s a little steep. You probably wont be able to reach…” She trailed. Scanning down the path and around a small corner she noticed that the cliff began to slope downward to eventually leveling where it was only around two feet off the ground. Grinning triumphantly she floated over to it. “Aha! Over here Frisk! Much easier!”
With a chuckle he jogged his way over, stumbling a little on the uneven ground but managing to keep himself upright. Carefully placing his hand along the ledge, he hauled himself up before dusting off and plucking the stick off the ground. Once settled, he motioned for Lily to lead the way. Sweeping back around to the top of the cliff, and the path beyond Lily noticed that there were weird recesses on the walls, as if something once rested there but was then pried off with great care.
”I wonder what was here before?” The young male questioned, running his hands along the groves where whatever was here was before.
”Not sure. I think I saw something similar before. In the wishing room maybe?”
”Maybe we can ask Papyrus or Sans later about it.”
“Maybe. But, come on. Lets go. Be careful though. I think there’s more planks ahead. But… it looks like they’re suspended in the air…” Thinking it strange, she drifted down a little and took a look down the drop-off beneath their location.
“Oh wow Frisk… there’s a whole other layer down there! There’s a another path underneath ours that goes on for a long time! I even see some houses spread around… it looks like a whole village! This is so cool… That glowing moss we saw is all over the “ceiling” and the walls, and there’s these big rock pillars holding up the path we’re on! It’s like… this thing we’re on was all one giant rock, and the place underneath was all carved out to make a a village area!”
”That’s super cool! Makes me think of history! There were some ancient human civilizations that burrowed deep into cliffs and mountains to shelter their huge cities and villages!” Frisk replied happily. “I wonder what kind of monsters live there. I hope they’re nice.
”We’ll have to look around there later. Once everything calms down of course.” Lily replied happily, pulling herself back up so that she could guide her friend along the path forward.
Ahead of them, beyond the layered path, stretched a massive expanse of open space extending further than even Lily’s sharp eyes could see. A forest of stalagmites rose up from its depths splitting the few rivers which flowed amongst them into many smaller streams. Some of these were flat, and above them were built two twisting boardwalks, each of them coiling around the larger columns in a way not unlike the streams below.
“It’s like a maze…” the spectral girl stated, squinting to try and get some idea of the way through. “Be careful, Frisk. There’s a lot of places where you could fall.”
“A-alright.” Frisk said, shivering a little in the damp subterranean breeze. “Let’s go.”
From the outskirts of a village below the Rainpath, an armored warrior watched the labyrinthine boardwalks coiling about each other like a dozen serpents through a forest of stone. The villagers had seen nothing, but a tip from a certain adorable nerd informed her that they were heading this way. And if they took the Rainpath, there were few other places they could go.
And, it would seem that the information was reliable, for a moment later, she noticed movement on the path above. Short, messy brown hair, skin of a color somewhere between brown and beige, a jacket with a red ribbon tied to the arm carrying a stick. It was just as Papyrus had described, though it took some convincing to get him to talk. The poor skeleton was confused… addled by human trickery. But Undyne would make it right.
But… wait. She couldn’t see the other one. Weren’t they together? No matter. In fact, this might be better for her. One human was bad enough but for all her strength and willpower even Undyne wasn’t sure she could handle two.
Leaping down the cliff, she dove silently into one of the rivers below as the human walked carefully out onto the winding wooden path and followed behind as silently as she could. She didn’t get very far before the human stopped. Impossible. There’s no way it could have seen her. Wait… did it hear her? Undyne halted, dipping below the surface of the shallow river, the heavy iron armor did little to impede her here and she simply watched the distorted form of the figures above from beneath the clear surface.
It was only when her target turned away that she made her move. Putting strength into her legs she launched herself from the riverbed and up onto the lower of the twin boardwalks. The sound startled the human above and the warrior took the opportunity to channel her magic, directing it into the planks beneath its feet. A second later, a familiar aquamarine spear propelled upward from below.
Any celebration she’d planned was cut short as the sound had once again alerted the human, giving them time to retreat and robbing her attack of its purpose.
Damn… missed. So much for the element of surprise.
What came as no surprise at all is when the human glanced down her way, only to take off in a sprint before Undyne could make out any sort of facial features. Cursing her luck, she took off after them, winding her way around the path to keep on their tail. It wasn’t hard. Undyne had walked these paths many times both in her youth and as a member of the Guard. There was nowhere they could go here that she wouldn’t find them.
The captain quickened her pace, leaping across the gaps in the wood to get ahead of her fleeing quarry. Channeling magic into her arm she summoned forth a barrage of spears, casting them above with practiced aim to rain down upon them. Again, he attack fell short, but she had succeeded in at least cowing them into one of the mazes many dead ends.
Ducking around the pillar she waited for them to turn around before channeling more of her magic into the wood above, hoping to entrap the surface dweller with them. And yet, the nimble human surprised her with it’s swiftness, launching itself beyond the still-forming barricade with impossible speed. In the end, her spears managed little more than a cut across the arm: a wound that did little to slow the creature down.
Undyne gritted her teeth beneath her helmet and fought to maintain her composure. This was going nowhere fast and she was loosing her patience. Lives were at stake, and if she delayed any longer, who could tell what harm the human might do should they encounter any other monsters while fleeing from her? A hostage situation was not something the brave captain wanted to deal with.
But how was it they could be so quick? To avoid her so deftly, despite what little room they had to move?
Deciding on another approach, Undyne ceased her relentless attacks, though she continued to keep pace with the human above. There had to be some weakness to exploit… or perhaps something she was missing. Psychic power, clairvoyance… whatever it was she would find the means to overcome it.
It was at that moment she noticed something strange. For a moment, it looked like there was something else up there, along side her prey. It was brief. A mere flicker disturbing the empty space, but still, it had been there. Another shape… another human shape.
Was that the secret? Had the other one been there the whole time and she simply couldn’t see them? That had to be why the human seemed to sense her so keenly no matter the angle she struck from. The other one must have been watching her this whole time, informing it’s companion of when and where she would strike.
In that case…
Another aquamarine spear formed at the warrior’s command and she held it there, waiting for the opportunity. As the humans reached another intersection she took the opportunity to strike, using their moment of indecision to make her move. With a flick of her wrist, the spear flew forward like an arrow fired at full draw, not at the first human like all the others… but at the empty air a few feet ahead.
It happened in an instant. In one moment, Frisk had been following Lily, letting her beacon guide him through the treacherous labyrinth and the armored assailant below. The next, he was falling backwards. Lily had shoved him, her wide eyes staring at something he could not see.
What he saw next filled him with horror. The moment his back hit the planks of the boardwalk, he watched as Lily’s body jolted upward in a way that shouldn’t have been possible, even for her spectral form. Her face twisted in pain for but an instant before slackening, as her body fell limply to the planks below her.
“L-…” He gasped, staring at the motionless body of his companion.
On shaky limbs he made his way forward, coming to stop at the still body of his friend. A trembling hand reached out to touch her, staring in disbelief as her body began to flicker. Memories of when they’d first met flashed within the boy’s brain.
He never felt the second spear.
Waterfall - Statue of Memories
Frisk (LV 1) - HP: 20/20 - SS: 83%.
Lily: (LV ??) - HP: 16/16 - SS: ??
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Lily blinked a few times as her eyes came into focus. The last thing she remembered was fleeing with Frisk across the boardwalk maze, then a sharp pain through her chest, then… nothing. Now… she was here, staring once again at the crumbled statue of someone she once held dear.
A short, irregular noise from nearby drew the fog fully from her mind and she turned her head to see Frisk on the ground near the shimmering star the statue held. He was breathing heavily, his legs drawn to his chest, and looked absolutely terrified. Forgetting her confusion, the girl made her way down to her friend and placed a comforting hand on his arm.
“Frisk…?”
The moment she touched him, the boy sprang up, wrapping his shuddering arms tightly around her spectral form. Lily gasped from the suddenness of it, but nevertheless found herself returning his embrace.
“I’m so glad you’re okay…”
“Did she…?” Lily began quietly, not sure how to speak to him when he was like this. “Did I…?”
“Yeah… but you’re back now…” He said, his whole body trembling, while his tears stained her shoulder.
“I didn’t know you could-”
“But I did…” The boy cried, overwhelmed at once with both contrition and relief. “I’m… God, I’m so glad it worked. I don’t know what I’d do if…”
Frisk was trembling with a fear that hadn’t quite faded. Again, he’d found himself drifting through that strange realm, his heart far away. The moment he’d left and returned once more to the world of the living, the emotions had rushed in all at once. Relief and spilled tears helped to cleanse his emotions, so much so that he almost didn’t feel the renewed burning within his chest.
It took some time, but eventually he calmed down enough to explain the situation to Lily.
“And you saw all of us there?” Lily asked.
“Most.” the boy replied, remembering that strangely peaceful purgatory. “I didn’t see Sans. I’m not sure why.”
“Maybe he was just too lazy to show up?” Lily attempted a joke which was rewarded with a chuckle from her friend. “Well, at least now we know that even if we die we have a way out, right?”
“It feels weird to think about it like that.” Frisk replied. “But… I’m not gonna question it. I’m just glad you’re okay… you are okay right?”
Lily made a show of checking herself over for what must have been the third time. It felt a bit surprising how little ‘dying’ seemed to bother her. When it had been Frisk she’d been beside herself with grief but somehow her own didn’t seem like much at all. Maybe the fact she’d already died once before had made her used to the whole thing? It didn’t hurt that any traces of Undyne’s attack seemed to be completely erased after Frisk loaded.
“No holes anywhere… my head’s on straight… I don’t think I have a second nose, but that’s kinda hard to check.” Lily ticked off her fingers, grinning a little. “Yep. I think I’m good.”
Frisk sighed in relief. He’d take it. Toriel’s death had left him a sobbing mess, knowing that he’d never see her again before his powers had manifested and proved him wrong. His own death had left Lily positively frantic, so much so that most of his own shock had been tempered by his desire to assure her he was, in fact, alive.
But this one… hers had felt very much like the former. For all the power he held - power he still didn’t fully understand - he had no idea if it would extend to one who wasn’t technically ‘alive’ to begin with. Now he knew the truth, but his mind still took a while to catch up with what it new to be true.
‘Even this… Just how far does this power go?’ He mused to himself. ‘What even am I?’
He winced at that though, an unhappy memory peaking through his thoughts. He forced it back.
After so long of having no one, Frisk had quickly learned to cherish those he’d gained, and was willing to do anything to keep them safe. Now, he knew that death did not have to be the end. That was a bit of a game changer, and he was still having trouble wrapping his head around it. Sans’ story of his past (or future?) had served as a warning for him not to abuse this power but if it meant protecting those he loved, surely it was fine… right?
After taking a moment to recover, Lily helped the boy to his feet. A brief discussion had them double back, hoping to find another path around Undyne like before. However, their efforts were soon cut short when they came upon the chamber where they’d seen the fish-girl and slug monster speaking earlier. The aforementioned two had gone. In their place were two other monsters. A grinning seahorse was being questioned by a large figure in armor similar to, but less fearsome than Undyne’s. Another strode in from one of the caves beyond, whispered a few things to the first and then left down another path. It was clear they weren’t getting back the way they came.
Defeated, they returned to the SAVE point, dismayed that there seemed to be no other paths branching away from this section of Waterfall. With nowhere else to hide and wait out the storm, there was little choice but to brave the maze - and Undyne - and hopefully find a way through. Steeling themselves for what was to come, the children made their way out onto the boardwalk once more. If they could map the path through, then maybe they would have a chance.
The first (or rather second) attempt ended much the same way, but Lily still managed to learn a thing or two about the maze. Namely, a few of the dead end paths and how to recognize them. It was impossible to avoid all of the spears, and Frisk soon found himself succumbing once more to Undyne’s attacks. The second time, they’d chosen a different method: allowing Lily to settle within Frisk’s SOUL and to aid in steering his body along the winding paths. Yet, what they didn’t anticipate was how much their spatial perception would suffer as a result. Without the bird’s eye view afforded by Lily’s spectral state it became difficult to keep track of Undyne’s movements, and in the end her spears found them again.
So they stood, for the fourth time in total at the precipice of this deadly maze. Frisk held a trembling hand against his chest, desperately gasping for breath.
“Frisk… L-let’s stop, okay?” Lily suggested. “You can’t keep throwing yourself at this. Look at you!”
“We can’t…” Frisk breathed steeling himself. “We’re almost there… I know it.”
“Why do you have to be so determined at a time like this?!” The girl protested. She was starting to regret what she said earlier.
Though she’d been fortunate enough to avoid any other deaths at the hands of Undyne, it was clear at this point that they were affecting Frisk. It made sense… even if he went back to the save point it didn’t change the fact that he died.
“Just… a little more.” The boy insisted. “You remember the path, right? Just one more time… then we can try something else, okay? We have a way out now… right?”
Lily gave a defeated sigh. As much as she hated seeing him like this, she didn’t see any other way. They’d already tried going back, and there were guards everywhere. While they might not pose as much of a problem individually as Undyne, there were bound to be a number of them.
“There was one path that looked like it might work.” She said finally. “If we get there quick, we might be able to find our way across. But… this is the last time, okay? You need to rest.”
“Deal.” Frisk agreed, drawing out his SOUL. They needed any advantage they could get.
With a mutual nod, the two set off once again at a quick pace, hoping to gain as much ground as they could before Undyne inevitably caught up to them. They managed to make it around two corners and an S-curve before the spears started flying. They were wide at first - Undyne clearly hadn’t expected them to dash out ahead like that - but quickly became more accurate. One scored Frisk across the shoulder, causing him to wince in pain, but he refused to slow even for this.
HP: 16/20
Lily forced herself to keep an eye on the path ahead, and Undyne below as she lead Frisk through the twisting labyrinth. Right, down and around, leap across to the other path, U-turn around a stalagmite. She did her best to remember the proper path. A few times, they nearly ran into a dead end she hadn’t seen before but the ghost-girl’s sharp eyes and guidance managed to steer them away from that potential danger. Squeezing through another spear barricade, the girl finally caught sight of what she was looking for.
“There’s where it opens up!” She cried, daring to hope. “There’s a path on the other side. I think that’s where we need to go!”
Realizing that escape was at hand, Frisk quickened his pace to keep up with his friend as the two made a mad dash across the suspended plane. His lungs burned from the exertion but he forced himself to keep going. Across here… surely they would be safe.
“Stop! Stop!” Lily cried, jolting back and catching Frisk by the arms to keep him from running any further.
The boy looked up at her in bewilderment. Undyne was right behind them… why stop here? Unless…
“I don’t believe it…” Lily said, her tone muted from shock… and a hint of despair. “It’s… another dead end.”
“Another one?” It was at that moment that Frisk realized the spears had stopped coming. All around them was nothing but eerie silence. “Did she… lead us again?”
“We- we have to go back…” Lily said fearfully. “If we hurry, maybe we can-”
A rough grinding sound from behind them cut off the girl’s words. The two turned as one to the stretch of boardwalk behind them. There, a large metallic hand grasped the side of the planks, clinging tightly to the side. In a single fluid motion, the rest of the figure appeared. Despite the impossible weight of her armor, Undyne somehow managed to hoist herself one handed into a somersault before landing feet first on the path where the children stood.
Her helmet turned, the single eye peering out from beneath it as she approached. A hand extended, and seven spears formed to the side, hovering in place while awaiting their mistress’ command. Frisk stepped back, the fear in his eyes shining through despite his ever-present squint. Each step the warrior took was echoed by the boy and his companion until at last, they could go no further. Undyne, however continued to stride forward, each of the spears aimed at the boy with nowhere to run.
Lily drifted forward defiantly, throwing her arms out in defense of her friend.
“No…!” Frisk protested, grabbing her arm and pulling her back to his side. “Please don’t…”
Every instinct within her wanted to pull away, to be his shield. Even if it didn’t work, if she took some of the spears for him… maybe he would hurt less. And yet, the look he gave her told her something else: if she did that, it would only hurt another way.
At the sound of the small child’s words, Undyne halted her advance. She stared for a long while into the face of the fearful boy. For a moment, that single eye seemed to soften. Then, it disappeared the moment her arm fell, willing her magic to fulfill it’s purpose.
Lily dove for Frisk, wrapping her arms around him as the spears sped toward them. The two squinted their eyes, waiting for the inevitable pain that would soon follow. All around them the sound of splintering wood assaulted their ears. The sound was deafening, a few of the splinters struck Frisk in the back, a prelude of what was to come.
Then suddenly, they no longer felt ground beneath them. Frisk gasped as he felt the familiar sensation of falling, while Lily’s eyes jolted open. There she beheld the armored form of Undyne growing smaller and smaller above them.
Clinging tightly to one another, Frisk and Lily plummeted into the depths. Between them pulsed Frisk’s glowing SOUL.
‘Not again… I don’t want to die like this.’
‘Please, no… I can’t see it happen again.’
As the two thoughts mingled as one, the carnelian glow responded. It grew brighter and brighter, until at last the cavernous depths were filled with scarlet light.
Then… darkness.
"Hello?"
The girl’s head jerked in surprise before a pain jolted through her arm, causing a sharp hiss.
"Oh, you've fallen down haven't you? Here, let me help." A small child walked towards her, their hand extended.
The girl growled softly in pain and sprang to her feet as quickly as possible before darting behind a pillar. "..no.. no pain... no more..." She finally managed to speak, her eyes never leaving the child.
"Oh... I won't hurt you..." The furry child said softly, their eyes tearing up slightly as they sat in the middle of the flowers. "My mom can help you if you let us..."
The girl shook her head, hiding further behind the pillar. Her eyes narrowed as she watched the creature brush a hand against the flowers.
"It's okay. I can stay here as long as I want. Mom and Dad aren't very far. What’s your name? Mine… is…
Within the shallow water drifted the form of a child, soggy clothes clinging to its body. In its left arm was firmly clutched a stick with a single green leaf still attached. The other rested upon a bed of golden flowers blooming from a small island at the foot of the falls. On shaky limbs they pushed themselves to their feet, willing away the disorientation from the fall until at last their eyes opened. A crimson light flowed into the chamber, turning the water red.
A crimson light… that shined from both eyes.
Notes:
(These ones are a bit long compared to previous chapters. Sorry about that):
So a few things have happened since the last chapter posted. We fixed some timeframe issues (detailed further down), went on and got back from our trip (which was awesome). And… found that Toby Fox has been working on Deltarune. We’ve both played Chapter 1 and it’s pretty great. Here’s hoping everyone’s favorite pixelated dog puts together another masterpiece!
About the gray door: we originally intended for that scene to come somewhere in chapter 17 (because, of course), but various expansions to previous chapters ended up pushing it to this one. Oh well, the important thing is that it will eventually become important... just not for a while yet.
A few minor NPCs show up here that don’t get a lot of spotlight. Given the more dire situation in Waterfall, having the kids stop for very long despite Undyne on their heels would be a little hard to justify narratively. There should be time in later chapters to revisit them though.
On that same note, we’re aware of the namedrop of Shyren’s sister in Deltarune. However, we’d already come up with the name we used before DR’s release and, quite frankly, didn’t really want to change it. ‘Maiada’ is a play on the mythical naiad, a creature similar to the siren, which is the obvious base for Shyren’s name. We figured it was fitting and also that it sounded pretty… so we kept it.
The lyrics Lily sang were composed by Kiki a while back. It’s only part of the full song… but maybe the rest will be pieced together someday. Hope you guys like it!
Flowey’s scene was heavily inspired by the song ‘World So Cold’ by Three Days Grace.
Frisky’s starting to learn more about his power… but even that has limits. The draw back of remembering through death and revival.
That ending though. Not much to say about that. You guys’ll just have to wait for the next chapter. ;)
Finally, we’ve gotten a few people asking if Deltarune’s existence will affect the story going forward. The best answer to that would be “sort of… but only insofar as it makes sense”. For instance, we might see certain Lightner characters that would reasonably have parallels in Undertale but don’t show up in game or other nods to its existence, but as for Frisk and Lily getting pulled into the Dark World and meeting the Fun Gang or anything like that? Probably not. Toby Fox himself has stated that Deltarune is more of an ‘Elseworld’, and that events in Undertale are unaffected by it and vice versa. We’d like to keep it that way, at least for this story.
Note regarding changes to the current year and the chronological system (If you started reading this story after around mid-November 2018, this will probably mean nothing to you):
As we’ve started to get into a general time-frame since the last chapter and have gotten a number of comments on the subject, it’s become necessary to revise a few things regarding the current date and how time is recorded in this universe. The original 21YZ listing was at first a random date, then something that we tried to work into an actual chronological system Shining wanted to make. Buuut, no matter how much it was simplified it still ended up requiring a number of conversions and compound math problems to actually figure out where things fell. It was just to unwieldy to realistically fit as a measure of time, especially in the long term.
Instead, we decided to do something a bit less headache inducing: The current year now sits at 1437X, and chapter 1 has been edited to reflect this.
The 'X' in this case is actually an era notation, similar to the B.C./A.D. or B.C.E./C.E. notations used in our world. We figured this was the best and simplest way to integrate the '201X' date from the game into an actual thing rather than just “sometime-during-the-2010s-maybe” (therefore it can be read as: year 201 of the ‘X’ era). Hopefully this clears things up a little.
Simply think:(TLDR) Monsters were sealed in 0X and the Chara/Lily fell in 201X, 201 years after the monsters were sealed.
Chapter 19: The Scars of Humanity
Notes:
Hey everyone! We’re finally back with another chapter. Strap yourselves in because this is probably the longest one yet.
Before we get into it though, we should probably explain a few things about what’s been going on on our end. In truth, we were hoping this chapter would be done a while ago. However, a few factors resulted in it being delayed until now. The biggest of these have been work related. Without going into too many details, schedules and free time have been shifted around a good deal recently, meaning that a lot of the time we once had to devote to writing the story has been taken up by other things.
This followed a recent decision by KikiRukata to go back to school to try to earn a degree. So… it’s been kind of stressful over the last month as you can probably imagine. Things have gotten better recently, but it’s still been a struggle to readjust to the change of schedule. All this culminated in this chapter being spread out over the course of these last couple of months, with us working on it where we’re able. Things are likely to remain complicated for a few months going forward, especially when classes start.
That leads us to where we are now. Due to how things are now and how they’re likely to continue, we’ve decided to change up our writing process a bit. This shouldn’t affect anything on you guys’ end but it should make it a lot easier and quicker for us to get chapters done and uploaded at a more regular pace. We realize a lot of you have been worried about the future of the story, and despite our insistence that it won’t become a dead fic we also realize that reassurances can only go so far. So for everyone who has stuck with us all this time, thank you so much. We hope this will answer a few of the questions you might have had.
On a more positive note: we’ve created a Discord server for IKYN. It’s just a simple chat room right now, but if any of you are interested in joining to have a chat with us, just follow the link below. We’d love to get to know some of you!
Link to the I Know Your Name Discord server: https://discord.gg/jfYHvw2
Now with all that done, we hope you enjoy the latest chapter.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The child-like figure stumbled forward, red eyes blinking several times to adjust before looking around in worried confusion. Everything had changed. The twisting boardwalks, thick stalagmites, and distant lights of the village had vanished, replaced instead by a dozen small cascades. Their flows gathered into the shallow pool in which they stood, setting the murky water into a constant ripple.
“W..what… happ-” The glowing eyes widened as much as those thin slits would allow, and a hand shot up to clamp over their mouth. The voice that had spoken wasn’t the childish tone of Frisk…
It was Lily’s. Not merely her words delivered through the boy’s vocal cords either… it was her own, distinctly feminine voice that poured from his mouth.
Fear and concern fought for dominance in the crimson eyes as she tried to calm the panic rising in her. With that shocking revelation, the reality of her situation became abundantly clear. The body she inhabited moved at her will alone without any input from the one who owned it. She’d only felt this once before, back in Snowdin… and even then she could always feel the boy’s presence. But here, it was only her, alone in this strange place with no idea where her friend’s aura had gone.
“Frisk…? Frisk!?”
’Oh please. Please be okay! Frisk!?’
The poor girl gripped the boy’s precious stick tightly as she desperately waited for a reply. Where could he have gone? Was he okay? If she had control of the body then what did that mean for him? Was he… no he couldn’t be. The thought was almost too horrible to imagine…
Several tense moments passed with Lily desperately fighting and losing the battle with her own panic before a small noise, like a sleepy groan, resonated in her mind.
At the sound Lily heaved a sigh of relief, the uncertainty releasing itself from her body. That small bit of reassurance that he was still there washed over her like a calming wave. She focused on it, and at last she felt him.
‘Frisk…?’ She spoke to the presence within the SOUL they shared.
She heard no verbal response, but somewhere inside her a warmth began to radiate. She couldn’t claim to understand what was happening, but somewhere in her mind a sense of calm began to take hold. It was familiar… the same sense of comfort she had felt in the Ruins when they’d first made their promise, or beneath the tree in Snowdin following her memory of the garden and the shears… or even just recently after their unfortunate encounter with Flowey. It was a comfort she’d come to associate with her best friend.
It was enough to know that he was there.
With a mind now free of the initial worry, she took another couple moments to calm herself before taking in her surroundings. Trash was everywhere, some piles towering to more than thrice her height. Carefully, she pulled herself up onto the narrow boards and out of the water to get a better look. The bed of flowers that initially greeted her stood in stark contrast to the ocean of filth that surrounded them.
”Ugh…that’s gross…” She complained as she grabbed onto the boy’s shirt to ring out some of the water before trying to wipe her hands clean to no avail.
‘I need to find some cleaner water at least. I could probably deal with the wet but…’
She fought the urge to gag, now fully experiencing Frisk’s keen sense of smell in the worst way possible. Even the sweet scent of the nearby flower bed was not enough to overcome the sour, oily stench of the endless rubbish.
Shaking her head, Lily continued her journey through the trash piles, stopping occasionally to look at something a little closer before moving on.
Eventually, she noticed that the water was gradually growing shallower with each step she took. Seeing this as a sign, she quickened her pace, hoping to get out of this place as soon as possible. It was at that moment she spotted what looked like a training dummy just ahead. Lifting a brow, she began heading in it’s direction, only to trip when the path swerved causing her to fall forward into the boggy water once more.
With a gasp, she pushed herself from the murky shallows, spitting and grumbling as she tried to wipe the foul liquid from her face. Seeing that it wasn’t working only made her more upset. Stomping up to the training dummy the girl gave a cry of anger through the mouth of her friend before delivering a hard punch to its stuffed face. Feeling a little better she continued on for a moment, and relief began to wash over her tired spirit upon seeing solid land in the distance.
”Hey! Hey! HEY!! What do you think you’re DOING!” A voice screamed from behind her, shattering that same relief and sending her into a panicked sprint.
…Which quickly turned into a sliding skid, as the source of the voice soared over her head causing her to fall on her backside. The same dummy landed heavily in the water before her, splashing her with more of the disgusting liquid in the process.
”You! You! YOU! Couldn’t finish the fight!? Then, I’ll bring the figh-”
”YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!” Lily screamed, finally snapping from the stress of her situation. Glaring at the dummy, she pulled herself back to her feet, the red magic of her eyes growing darker as her ire grew.
“Ha ha ha! So I have your attention now?!” The dummy jeered, the face Lily had punched now twisted into a crazed snarl.
Lily, however was now far beyond the point of being intimidated…
”I have been killed more times than I care to admit. My best friend is unconscious. I’ve been dumped into this nasty water THREE TIMES NOW! AND YOU!” She cried, brandishing the stick two-handed towards the dummy. “I could really use you for what you are! So BACK OFF!”
The dummy started bouncing up and down in front of the irate human, grinning madly the whole time. “Yes! Yes! YES! Such anger! Such violence! This is what I want! Well, let’s see how you handle this!!”
The dummy’s aggression bore down upon her, and in the next moment had Lily felt the odd sensation of Frisk’s SOUL being forcibly drawn from her chest. She tightened her grip on the stick, more than grateful for the chance to blow off some steam.
Yet, her initial aggression turned to confusion as an odd feeling began to take hold. Glancing down at the newly roused SOUL, her mind nearly turned to panic as she noticed a stroke of light shining from within a second before the carnelian heart was bisected down the center. Lily winced in anticipation of the pain that was sure to follow, only to find herself confused by the fact that there was none.
”IT WORKED! YES! Feel my wrath! The anger and passion! Help me fuse with this body!” The dummy shouted, cackling psychotically at their ‘success’.
Lily barely even heard the dummy’s ranting as she looked on, dumbfounded as the two SOUL halves floated in front of her. They looked slightly different from one another. The left side had lightened slightly, and what looked to be a dark speck floated around lazily within. Meanwhile the right half had darkened somewhat and seemed to follow her own movements.
”HEY! DON’T IGNORE ME! FIGHT ME!” The stuffed simulacrum cried, launching what looked like tufts of cotton at her.
Lily gasped as the dummy’s words brought her mind back to the situation at hand. She looked up only to see the strange projectiles drifting through the air in her direction. She tried to move out of the way, remembering how much magic attacks had hurt last time. Slow as they were, they wouldn’t have been hard to avoid, the main concern being their erratic flight paths. However the left half of the SOUL...
Stayed in the same spot…
It bobbed lazily where it sat, heedless of the magic on a collision course with it. Eyes widening in surprise, Lily turned back and made her way as quickly as her legs could carry her to the SOUL-half that she believed contained Frisk. Stumbling desperately, she pushed it out of the way, only to get struck by one of the cotton-like projectiles herself.
Small bands of yellow appeared in her minds eye.
* Frisk - HP: 8/20
* Lily - HP: 12/16
‘Crap, that hurt!’ She thought through a wince of pain, even as the numbers pretty much confirmed her theory. ‘If even two of those hit Frisk, then…’
The dummy began cackling gleefully as they began launching more puffs of magic while Lily tried her hardest to keep both herself and the second half of the SOUL from harm. Having to manage both at once made dodging much more difficult, even if the water’s friction wasn’t already making it hard to move. Lily had begun to feel the strain in muscles that weren’t even hers as she weaved her way through wave after wave of magical cotton.
“Dammit… come on, Frisk. This really isn’t the time to be taking a nap.” She complained, keeping her eye on the wildly bouncing dummy.
“Foolish! Foolish! FOOLISH!” The angry bag of cotton cried. “You think you can dodge me forever, huh?! Well, then try to dodge THIS!!”
“Wha…?”
Lily’s words were silenced as a veritable flood of magical cotton sprang to life before the dummy. Its loud cackling ordered the charge as all at once, the gossypium sea flew in her direction. There was nowhere to run from the impending tide… nowhere to hide where the great torrent would not find and smother them.
With no other options, Lily settled for the only thing she could think to do. She crouched low, curling into a ball of protectiveness around the two halves of her friend’s SOUL.
‘This can’t be happening… we somehow managed to escape Undyne only to get sent back by this?!’ She lamented.
Against her chest, the two SOUL-halves began to brighten.
‘No… I can’t let all that effort be for nothing.’ The fibrous wave was only a few feet away. ‘I refuse… I refuse…’
Brighter, and brighter… the two pieces of the SOUL began to resonate.
“I won’t be killed… by a FUCKING PLUSH TOY!” She shouted as she suddenly sprang to her feet.
A crimson pulse radiated from the two halves of Frisk’s SOUL as a burst of raw magical power burst from the girl and the body she wore. Formless comets of colorless light rocketed from her in all directions, splashing into the water, colliding with and toppling piles of trash, or bursting harmlessly against the cavern walls. The rest ripped into the wave of cotton, boring through it like a thousand arrows, piercing and dissipating everything they touched. Those that weren’t obliterated completely were scattered away by the accompanying shock wave.
What stood in the wake of the display was a child with eyes of glowing crimson, breathing heavily. Taken aback by the sudden display of magic, the shocked dummy backed off a little, panting slightly from the exertion of their own attack. Unable to maintain whatever he’d done at the beginning of the fight, the two halves of the SOUL merged back together, allowing Lily to feel the presence of Frisk once again.
”W-Whatever! Who needs magic… when you have KNIVES!” The dummy screamed, producing a medium sized knife from their stuffing and brandishing it for a moment before launching it at the panting Lily.
”Wait wait WHAT?!” She cried out in alarm. Even as she spoke, the image of a similar knife entered her mind, and a strange sensation came over her. Acting on instinct, she reached out with her right hand, spun on her heel and grabbed the projectile before sliding to a stop. She blinked in surprise as she gripped the hilt of the blade in her right hand. Then, remembering the dummy she fixed her glowing glare upon it.
”This… is mine now…” she muttered, in as threatening a voice as she could muster through her own shock. ‘H..huh? Where.. did that come from? Was it just instinct or… some kind of memory?’
”I’m… all out of knives.” The dummy stated, nervousness replacing its crazed anger for a moment.
Though still confused, Lily noticed its trepidation. Hoping to turn the situation to her advantage, she twirled the knife in a flourish and spoke.
“I’m not.”
* Mad Dummy isn’t up to stuff.
”Huh? Frisk?!” A hopeful smile broke through her facade, only to fall slightly when there was no response.
”Who? Who are you talking to!” her opponent questioned.
“I don’t think you should be worrying about that right now.” Lily countered, holding the knife in one hand and Frisk’s stick in the other.
“Weird, Weird, WEIRD! That’s it! I’m out of here!” Mad dummy gave one last puff of stuffing in annoyance before flying off. Where it was headed, Lily didn’t know nor care.
Breathing heavily but happily Lily urged Frisk’s tired muscles farther along the path to the stretch of land. Climbing her way out of the water, she rounded a corner before finally collapsing against the wall she found there. The girl with the glowing eyes heaved a long, tired sigh as her friend’s muscles, now under her control, loosened slightly. She couldn’t have been sure how long she remained that way before a voice drew her back to the moist cavern.
”oh… hello… didn’t see you…” it spoke quietly from nearby.
With some effort, Lily glanced up just as the formless speaker drifted easily over a nearby pool of water. The weightless body hovered gently a few feet away as if afraid to get any closer. The girl recognized them instantly.
“Napstablook…? Hey, we haven’t seen you since the Ruins.” Lily gave the ghost monster a friendly wave before gesturing them over.
The timid ghost seemed nervous but eventually complied, floating over to sit next to her on the ground. “i thought i heard someone… out here… everything ok, lily…?” They asked, looking at her with concern.
”Yeah… that was me. I got into a fight with a dummy down there.” She grumbled before realization struck her. “Hey! How did you know it was me?” She questioned.
”oh… was i not supposed to…? sorry… but your eyes… and the way you talk…. give it away…”
”No no, you’re fine Napstablook.” Leaning back to look up at the ceiling, she watched as the crystals glittered far above. “Hey… Do you know of anywhere I can clean up? I uh… got dumped a couple times… hehe…” She grimaced while pulling at Frisks shirt. “I don’t want him to get sick…”
”oh… sure… there is a waterfall… behind my house… it’s small… and kinda hidden… but you can use it…” The ghost said, giving a small smile. “oh… and, you know… you could come inside too… that is, if you want…”
”Oh thank you! Thank you!” Lily replied with a wide smile before standing. “I think I’ll do that now. And… that’s really nice of you. Frisk and I will stop by later after we get cleaned up, okay?”
”oh sure… that would be nice…” Napstablook said with a sheepish smile, before pointing to a pathway on the opposite side of the pool. “it’s right down that path… the one on the left. i guess i’ll see you there later…?”
“Sounds good.” Lily said, her mood much improved after talking to the ghost monster.
Frisk’s joints still felt a little sore but the girl eventually managed to push herself to her feet, offering a final wave to Napstablook. The phantom’s sad eyes contrasted the genuine joy and gratitude of their smile, as they faded from sight, presumably to return home. They’d looked like that in the Ruins too, and Lily found herself wondering if it was simply a trait of ghost monsters or if something really was weighing on them.
In any case, the first order of business was getting Frisk cleaned up. Giving one last scornful look towards the dump, Lily turned from it and made her way toward the path her fellow specter had indicated, being unable to distance herself fast enough from that wretched place.
It wasn’t long before the corridor opened up again, and it was there that Lily beheld a pair of strange shaped houses: one, a faded bluish gray which meshed with the surrounding cavern, the other a dull brownish pink which might have stood out if not for the aura of emptiness it gave off. The two homes were rounded and tall like silos but drooped mournfully to either side in a most melancholy way. Their conical roofs sat like lopsided hats upon the slouching upper stories. At a glance, the houses seemed to reflect how Napstablook themself often looked.
Lily took a moment to look them over, feeling strangely pensive before making her way around the back. What she found there was far less sobering. A trickle of water sang in her ears from the clear stream flowing down from somewhere above. It gathered in a small natural basin weathered out of the surrounding stone, shimmering in the light of the glowing crystals.
Quickly making her way over to it, Lily dipped Frisk’s soiled hands into the liquid. It was cool to the touch but not freezing, and she felt a sense of delight at seeing the grime slowly lifting from the boy’s fingers. She quickly set about rubbing down his face and hair, as the refreshing coolness seemed to reinvigorate her as well. It was a welcome change after the disgusting murk of the garbage dump.
And yet… in her haste to get her friend cleaned up, she’d forgotten one small but very important detail.
‘Oh, God…’ She thought as the realization dawned.
Washing his hands and face was fine, but what about the rest of him? His clothes were covered in patches of mud and murk which had probably seeped through onto his skin by this point. His boots were waterlogged too, and there was no telling what kind of diseases were swimming around in that horrible dump. She could wait for him to wake up but there was no telling when that would be either, and the last thing she wanted was for him to catch something due to her inaction.
Still, any other time she’d preferred to give him privacy when he wanted to bathe. That was only polite, and her lack of memory didn’t preclude a loss of tact. Under the circumstances though, she didn’t have much of a choice.
“S-sorry, Frisk…” She muttered as she set about removing his jacket, boots, shirt, and pants, leaving him in his undergarments in hope of preserving at least some modesty.
She quickly gathered his clothing and approached the pool, dropping them inside before moving to enter herself. At once she was met with the image of her friend staring back at her from the water’s clear reflection. She quickly turned her eyes away from his svelte form even as a furious blush colored his cheeks, Lily’s embarrassment made known through him. Shuttering her glowing eyes, she fumbled with the rim of the basin, attempting to climb her way inside by touch to avoid looking for too long.
That plan ended with her foot catching on a slick stone, sending her tumbling head first into the water with a yelp. She quickly surfaced, sputtering in surprise. Unlike the dump, this water was clean so it didn’t bother her too much. Besides, it saved her from having to rinse him down the slow way.
Settling down on the edge of the fount, she set about scrubbing down the parts of his body she could reach, avoiding the reflection and trying not to think about it too much. Instead, she focused her attention on the specks of dirt and grime, being carried away through a small hole weathered into the nearby stone.
A gasp escaped her lips when she finally noticed the change. It was so subtle that she didn’t realize it at first. Her vision hazed for a moment and a tingling numbness spread across the limbs she was controlling. Even the water began to feel a little less wet.
“Mmrrm…” Frisk’s mouth voiced without her consent. “Nn… wha-?”
“Frisk…?!” Lily gasped as her senses settled back into place.
“L-Lily…?” The voice spoke again.
“You’re awake!” She practically shouted, her joy radiating within the boy’s chest. “I was so worried about you… are you okay? Does it hurt anywhere? What do you remember?”
The boy’s head shook, his mind still a little foggy but he did his best to answer her questions in order. “I think, a little, and… and…?”
At that moment he was made acutely aware of the water surrounding his body. He shuddered lightly from the sudden coolness but eventually found himself settling into it before noticing the clear lack of clothing on most of his body. He raised a brow.
“I… think you might have to fill me in.” He said finally.
“Sure but, um…” She began, nervously avoiding the reflection again. “Do you… think you can get the rest yourself?"
“No way.” Frisk shook his head. “Really?”
He listened as Lily regaled him with the tale of her miraculous journey through the dump, while he cleaned himself off. In the time it took for her to finish her story, he’d managed to clean his lower body enough to justify putting his pants back on, for which Lily was extremely grateful.
“Yup!” the girl said, and Frisk caught the scent of her sweet and spicy confidence over the spring. “You should have seen the look on their face when their attack got blown away. Bet they weren’t expecting that.”
Frisk would have had a hard time believing it, if he hadn’t seen first hand what Lily could do, as well as the strange magic he himself was capable of. He smiled, simply glad that no one was hurt in the end.
“Oh, and I also got this.” She said, guiding his hand to the edge of the pool where she’d sat both the knife and his stick. “I caught it when he tried to throw it at me.”
“That sounds… dangerous?” The boy said with some concern as his hand rested upon the wooden grip of the blade. A basic rule of the kitchen was to never grab for a falling knife, let alone a flying one. “How did you do that without hurting yourself?”
“I… don’t know actually.” The girl said, a little of her confidence fading to contemplation. “I saw it coming and my body just… reacted. Next thing I knew I was holding it. Apparently I’m good with these things…”
Frisk listened with fascination as she twirled the knife in hand, and flicked it into the air before catching it by the handle and setting it aside once more. Though he couldn’t see this display, he’d handled enough knives to know that was an impressive level of coordination. Once he was sure the blade was safely out of hand, he retook control of his arms to run some of the water down his back.
“I’m just glad you’re okay.” Frisk said honestly. “And… thanks for protecting me.”
Lily smiled internally, blushing slightly at the praise. She opened their shared mouth to reply when Frisk’s hand brushed against a cut on the back of his neck. A sharp wince escaped his lips as a searing pain flowed from the agitated wound.
It was at that moment that something triggered somewhere within him. The mild pain of the cut suddenly intensified and changed, reshaping itself into something… something unfamiliar to him. In an instant, he knew… this pain was not his own. He felt his SOUL pulse in the wake of that agony, only peripherally aware of Lily’s own cries from within his mind. His mind began to blur, the burning of an old injury he’d never suffered replicated unceasingly.
Again.
And again.
The phantom wounds burned against his unblemished skin.
A small cry of agony tore from a throat too abused to scream. The scourge descended with a wicked crack. Fresh pain spilled from the newly opened wounds as rivulets of blood covered the skin above in a moist, sickening warmth.
Then suddenly he was back in the pool… with only the memory of the pain as proof it has ever been. His mind swam in the haze of what he’d just experienced, and his empty stomach turned with a nauseous feeling. With some effort he managed to lift his head, and it was then he spotted Lily. She was sitting a few feet away, pressed rigidly against the wall on the opposite end of the pool, legs curled beneath her and hands wrapped around her torso. The look on her face was an unholy melange of mental torment and physical agony. Her fingers, where they could reach, were clawing feverishly at her back.
“Lily!" Frisk shouted.
When had she separated from his body? No matter, it wasn’t important. Ignoring the ephemeral pain that prickled his skin, he made his way to his friend, wrapping his arms protectively around her.
“No more… no more… no more…” She chanted, eyes staring blankly at nothing.
“I’m here…” Frisk said, taking her face in his hands and pulling it gently up to eye level. “Look at me. I’m here. It wasn’t real.”
“F… fri…” She stammered, a small bit of clarity returning to her expression. “Fr...isk?”
“Yeah… it’s me.” He said, forcing a calming smile through his worry. “I know it was scary… but it’s over now.”
“You… saw?”
“Uh huh…” He said. He wished he didn’t. “That… that was yours, wasn’t it?”
Lily sniffled but nodded, affirming what he’d already concluded. They had shared instances of memory recovery before but this was different. Most of the time it was simply their own memories, but that… that was something from Lily’s past: something he had seen and felt alongside her devoid of anything from himself. Distantly he recalled the strange dream he’d had after losing consciousness before. There was little chance of it being a coincidence. For now, he pushed the mounting questions aside and focused on his friend.
“I’m sorry…” she muttered, unable to say more than that. Frisk simply shook his head.
“It’s okay now.” He soothed. “Come on. I don’t know if it’ll feel better, but…”
He carefully guided the spectral girl from the wall and back into the pool. Lily, understanding what he was doing let herself down into the water along with him. There were no ripples where she sank, and the liquid left no trace of wetness on her skin. Yet, somehow the coolness did indeed seem to sooth her a little, and neither the dark skinned boy nor his pale friend had any desire to question it. They took a few moments to let the girl calm down before Frisk instead asked another question.
“What was that?”
“I don’t know…”
“If it was from your memory, then…” Frisk didn’t want to finish the sentence.
“It was horrible…” She muttered, her fingers reaching around to her back instinctively. “Can something like that even be real…?”
She sounded like she already knew the answer, but was merely praying that she was wrong. Her eyes pleaded for an answer. Frisk hesitated for a moment before speaking.
“There’s one way to be sure.” He said slowly. “Let me see.”
Lily paused for a moment and then nodded understandingly. She turned slowly so her back was facing him in the water before hesitantly lifting the back of shirt. Unlike him, she’d had no reason to bathe or change clothes, so this was the first time he’d ever seen anything beyond her face and hands. Therefore, Frisk found himself even more shocked by the sight before him. Around seventy percent of her back was covered in scars. They varied in both pattern and severity, as if a number of implements brought against her flesh only to be replaced by something else at a later date. The most prominent of all was a deep gash running across her spine, the skin around it distorted from improper healing.
“Is it bad…?” She asked, turning to look at him.
Frisk felt the blood within him boil. He didn’t get angry often but this… this was unforgivable.
“How could anyone do this to you…?” He said, keeping his voice as calm as his will would allow. “What kind of…”
He stopped before saying the word ‘monster’. No, monsters wouldn’t do something like this. He didn’t want to think that any human would be capable of such a horrible thing either, but history spoke otherwise. He took a deep breath to steady his mind, carefully lifting a hand from the water before touching one of the marks on her back. Lily recoiled slightly.
“Sorry.” He said, retracting his hand.
“It’s okay.” Lily said, pulling her shirt back down and turning to face him. “I’m glad you care. Not really a first choice for the only thing you can see, huh? Heh heh.”
She chuckled awkwardly but Frisk shook his head. “I don’t mind. It’s still you, right?”
The scarred girl gave a sad smile. “You don’t have to be nice, Frisk. I know how ugly it must look.”
“Lily, I’m blind.” The boy retorted, waving a hand in front of his eyes to emphasize that fact. “Do you really think a few scars will make me think less of you?
“But Frisk, I…” Lily began, but paused when the words escaped her.
“Let me tell you a story.” Frisk began again, pushing some of the wet hair from his face. “Before I came here, and for as long as I can remember people have looked at me strangely. I didn’t need to see them to know… it’s just something I’ve always felt. For a while, I had no idea why that was. I thought it was just because of my blindness, and maybe that was part of it, but… well I always felt like there was something else to it.” He paused. “Eventually, I found out what.”
“What happened?” Lily asked.
“There was this kid at school, a bully who would always pick on me.” The boy said with some disgust. “One day he asked me ‘What even are you? You don’t look like us… you don’t look like anyone here’. That confused me, but sometime later I found out he was talking about my skin.”
“Your skin?” Lily said incredulously. “You don’t look strange to me.”
“That’s because you don’t have much to compare to.” Frisk said with a small smile. He was grateful regardless.
She looked over the boy’s face. His skin was dark but not overly so: Light brown with just a bit of red and a touch of yellow. It wasn’t like he was neon blue, or bright orange.
“I’m not like other people, Lily. I don’t look like them. But, because I’m blind I can’t even know why that is. Do you know how frustrating it is to not be able to even comprehend what makes you different?”
“Frisk… I didn’t know.” Lily said, moving her hand to his. He squeezed it gently.
“That’s why I’m telling you this… because if these useless eyes have taught me anything, it’s that that kind of thing isn’t what’s important.” He said, giving her an earnest smile. “Whatever happened, whatever you look like… it won’t change how I feel. You’re my best friend and it doesn’t matter to me if you have scars, or horns, scales, or anything like that… I still love you.”
Lily’s vision became blurry as she listened to Frisk’s words and saw the heartfelt expression he wore. It was a clear and honest statement with neither romantic intent nor ulterior motivation… which only made it that much more meaningful to her. At last a genuine smile spread across her rosy cheeks, and she placed her other hand over his in the water.
“Thanks, Frisk…” She said, and her joy and affection reached out to him upon the scent of rich chocolate. “I love you too.”
The scent brought a sense of happiness to Frisk’s SOUL, serving as the ultimate confirmation that his words had the intended affect. Nothing more was said between them. There was nothing more to say. With a sense of contentment the two settled into the water (Lily more out of instinct than any real need) as Frisk returned to the task at hand. The spring’s trickling song washed over them setting their spirits at ease.
A few moments later saw the two having exited the pool. Frisk stretched his arms above his head and sighed.
“That feels a lot better. Thanks for getting me here, Lily.” He said, before his currently muddled spatial cognition caught up with him. “But, umm… where exactly is ‘here’?”
“Huh? Oh. We’re behind Napstablook’s house.” Lily explained, nodding in the direction of the oblong structure sitting solemnly some ways away.
“Napstablook?” Frisk asked with fond reminiscence of the shy ghost monster they’d met in the Ruins. “They live here?”
“Yeah. He pointed the waterfall out to me after I told him I wanted to get you clean. I figured afterwards we could go relax and dry off with him. Maybe grab a bite to eat. I mean, you’re still hurt so…” She murmured the last part, still feeling a little upset about the fall they took.
”Huh. Lemme check.” Frisk said, bringing up the numbers and glowing bands of light that represented himself and his friend in his mind’s eye.
* Frisk: HP - 8/20
* Lily: HP - 12/17
She was right. While the bath had done wonders in getting the boy clean, he still felt sore all over and according to the numbers he was far from peak condition. However, what interested him more was not his own numbers but those of his friend.
”Hey Lily! Look at this!” A wide smile spreading across his face.
She turned her head back to her friend, confused at what had him so upbeat. “Huh?”
“Look at the numbers. Your HoPe is higher!” Frisk clarified.
“Wait… seriously?” Lily concentrated her own thoughts on their lifeforces and realized what her companion was talking about. Her eyes widened as she took in the new numbers. “That’s not what I saw earlier!”
”Yeah! When you first got hurt in the Ruins your maximum was only 15. Now it’s gone up 2 whole points!” Frisk couldn’t hide his happiness for his friend. “That’s great! Pretty soon you’ll have as much as me.”
“Yeah… why though?” The girl’s face fell a little as she remembered Flowey “When I was fighting the dummy it was only 16, so that had to have happened just now.”
Frisk shrugged. Come to think of it, it was already 16 back when they’d encountered Flowey, and there was no telling how long it had been like that before. His own hadn’t moved so maybe he just hadn’t found the way to increase it. Or maybe his was ‘normal’, and Lily was just getting to where she should be. He didn’t know anymore about it than her, so he couldn’t really provide an answer. Instead he simply took it as a sign that things might be looking up for them at least a little bit.
“I guess we’ll have to make sure to check it every once in a while and see if it happens again.” Frisk said. “More HP can only help us, right?”
The small human took a moment to shake his head and run his fingers through his hair to get as much of the water out as he could. He would still have to deal with wet clothes for a while, but it would do to simply not be dripping every time he took a step.
Grinning happily, Lily grabbed for the boy’s hand to lead them back around to the front of their ghostly friend’s home before guiding him to the door. Giving a nod, Frisk gave it a few gentle knocks. It was only a few seconds before they heard a response.
“oh…lily… is that you…? be right there…” Spoke a familiar voice from the other side.
The children waited patiently until the door opened a moment later, revealing its ghostly occupant
“Hi Nasptablook!”
“oh… hello…” The ghost said timidly before their eyes turned from Lily to Frisk and back again. “frisk is awake, then… oh… i’m glad you’re okay…”
“Yup.” Lily said with a grateful nod. “Thanks again for pointing out that pool.”
”oh… its no problem… glad i could help…. would you like…to come in…? if… you want to, that is…” they questioned, moving out of the door frame to let his guests through.
“That would be great, thank you!” Lily replied excitedly, leading her more solid companion into the house after their ghostly host.
Once inside the two friends looked around the simple but comfy dwelling of the soft-spoken phantom. A fridge, TV, and computer on a desk took up a good deal of the space. Along the wall to their right was some electrical equipment with a number of large black discs propped up beside it. Bringing it all together was probably the most plush looking carpet Lily had ever seen sitting in the center of the room. Apart from the slight layer of dust, it seemed like a perfectly normal little home.
”i’m glad you came over… i don’t get many visitors…. it’s….nice…oh….would you like…anything to eat…?” Napstablook asked, making their way to the moderately sized refrigerator in the corner.
”I could go for something, yeah.” Frisk said. “It’s really nice of you to offer.”
Napstablook gave a small smile in return as they opened the fridge and pulled out a sandwich from within. “it’s not much…but here you go…”
Frisk happily held out his hands to accept, the simple meal. Yet, his fingers came away empty, passing through the sandwich as if it was not even there. He lifted a confused brow when his fingers met nothing and reached for the item again. The same thing happened. Lily looked at the sandwich questioningly, having seen Frisk’s attempts to take it go unrewarded. Confused, she decided to reach out and try to touch it herself.
Only to… succeeded?
Her fingers rested upon the spongy bread and refused to pass through. Curious, she reached out, attempting to take it and sure enough, the sandwich left the ghost monster’s fingerless grasp and now rested within her own. Her hands gripped it as if it was solid matter. Solid matter that was, as she noticed upon looking more closely at it, somewhat see-through.
”oh…im sorry… its a ghost sandwich….i guess…lily could eat it though…?”
“She can?!” Frisk asked hopefully, his confusion and curiosity overwritten by excitement. “That’s great! Go ahead, Lily.”
“Is it really okay?” The girl asked turning back to her friend.
“Why wouldn’t it be?” The boy asked. “Until now you’ve only been able to taste food through me. This way you can eat something yourself.”
“But… I don’t really need to.” The girl hesitated. “Aren’t you hungry?”
“We still have some food in the satchel. I’ll be okay.” Frisk assured her.
Lily held his gaze for a few moments but from the look on his face he was almost more eager to have her eat the sandwich than she was. In the end she relented, turned back to the sandwich in her hands and took a bite.
Frisk watched as the girl enjoyed the ethereal meal their ghostly friend had provided to her. He knew well that their connection afforded her only a shadow of the flavors he himself experienced with more corporeal fare. He had learned long ago to make the most of the senses he had, and the ability to appreciate good food had always been important to him. It was one reason he’d chosen to learn the culinary arts at such a young age, despite his limitations. Because of this, he always found this aspect of her spectral state somewhat sad.
His SOUL-sight turned to Napstablook who smiled faintly but said nothing. Still, the joy they felt: the simple joy of having people to speak to and enjoy a meal with was clear. Frisk had much he wanted to ask them - how ghost food worked, how to make it, and if it was possible for him to do so or if it required the touch of an incorporeal being. It would be nice if she could eat like this every day. Questions for another time.
Eventually, Lily finished the sandwich with a pleasant sigh before checking herself to make sure she hadn’t dropped crumbs anywhere. Once she was satisfied, Napstablook gave the two children their shy permission to to explore the humble home. As always Lily took the lead, guiding Frisk through the small dwelling to the various curiosities within. The contraption in the corner and the disks surrounding it had piqued her interest. They seemed oddly familiar - not in the way that the statue or the shears had, but rather that this was simply something she had knowledge of.
“It’s a phonograph.” The girl stated, confirming her suspicion.
“Oh wow…” Frisk said, awestruck. “Those haven’t been used in a while. Does it work?”
“yeah… it does. i’ve tried to keep it working… oh… probably haven’t done a very good job though…” the ghost said dourly. “oh well… who wants to listen to an old thing like that anyway…”
“I would!” Frisk said enthusiastically.
“Same here.” Lily voiced her opinion along side an agreeing nod.
“well… if you want to…” the ghost said, their voice brightening if only slightly. “i’ve… made a few songs too, if… if you’re interested.”
“You make music, Blooky?” Lily asked the ghost, still floating in the center of the room.
Their form faded slightly as their body bowed in a way not unlike the house itself, the slight smile they wore fading slightly.
“oh… that’s… well…” They mumbled quietly. Noticing the girl’s concerned stare, the ghost forced themself back into some measure of normalcy. “…a little... oh… but i don’t know if you’ll like it…”
“Now I really want to hear some.” Frisk said, oblivious to the expression that colored Napstablook’s face a moment ago as he felt his way through the records.
The melancholy spirit drifted over and pointed out which of the oversized disks contained their own creations. The children fished them out and carefully loaded them one at a time onto the phonograph.
Music spilled from the cylindrical sound source. A number of tracks in a number of styles yet each one with that signature quirk that marked them as being from the same source. The small home was thus flooded with the soul of an artist too self-conscious to make their talents known. Not a single word was spoken as it did so… neither Frisk, nor Lily wished to interrupt the music for fear of missing anything. Sometimes it was calm and soothing: simple melodies with a single instrument or more complex orchestral pieces. At others, it was much more lively: the kind of catchy tunes designed to stick in the mind and make one want to dance. They sat quietly on the ground listening intently until eventually they reached the end of the final song.
“I liked this one.” Lily said, once the phonograph fell silent once more.
She was holding one of the records, which from its position Frisk guessed to be the seventh one they’d played. Like everything in this house, the records seemed to be enchanted in a way that allowed incorporeal beings to hold them.
“I think my favorite was the fourth one.” Frisk replied, remembering the sound. “The middle part gave me chills!”
“Why am I not surprised you’d like the slower ones?” Lily asked, causing the boy to stick his tongue out at her. “…but I liked that one too. Ugh, it’s really hard to choose. They’re all so good!”
“oh… heh heh…” Napstablook gave a shy chuckle. If ghost monsters could blush Lily was sure they would have been. “…i’m glad you feel that way… they really don’t make songs like these anymore…”
The conversation drifted off into musical discussion, of which Napstablook seemed a little more animated when speaking of. The eyes of the normally dour phantom shined a little brighter when they talked about all the music that inspired them. It was truly impressive just how much they knew of the subject.
“This has been really fun, so far.” Frisk complimented when the conversation began to wane. “What else do you think we can do?”
“oh… well… usually after a great meal and some music i like to lay on the ground and feel like garbage… it’s a family tradition…” the ghost replied. “would you… want to try it too…?”
If it hadn’t been for the request, Frisk and Lily might have thought they were joking, but the hopeful look in Napstablook’s eyes suggested otherwise. Still, far be it for them to question the customs of others with all they’d seen in the Underground.
So it was that they made their way to the carpet in the middle of the room, and settled down. Napstablook followed suit as they settled themselves into a circle, heads meeting at the center. Far from ‘feeling like garbage’, Frisk found it instead to be strangely relaxing. It didn’t hurt that the carpet proved to be just as soft as it looked.
“I like this.” Lily said after a moment. “Feels nice to finally be able to take it easy.”
“Yeah… we’ve been through a lot over the past day.” Frisk agreed.
“...you guys have had it rough, huh…? oh… i know how that goes…” Napstablook observed.
“Yeah… But laying like this, I can almost imagine looking up at the sky.” Frisk mused with a content smile. “Like all those problems are just… far away, you know?”
“heh heh… when i do this on my own, i just… feel pathetic afterwords…” The ghost admitted. “but doing it with friends feels… nice…”
Lily giggled. “You just called us your friends.”
“oh… sorry… i didn’t mean to…” The ghost responded solemnly.
“Don’t apologize. We’ve been thinking the same thing.” Frisk said, speaking for both of them. Lily smiled, having no reason to object. “We’re glad to have you as a friend, Napstablook.”
The three of them stayed like that for a few moments, enjoying a companionable silence while relaxing on the soft carpet. Eventually however, the two humans could no longer ignore the incessant prodding of reality, and they reluctantly picked themselves up. It was time to move on, and all of them knew it.
“oh… guess you gotta go, huh…?” Napstablook said as they stood at the doorway.
“Sorry… I wish we could stay longer but…” the sentence faded on the boy’s lips.
Lily frowned at his side, noticing his struggle. She had a good idea what what was on his mind.
“You want to tell them, don’t you?” She asked, inching closer to speak to him privately.
“Yeah… it doesn’t feel right to hide it after they’ve helped us so much.” He answered with a small nod.
“I think so too.” The spectral girl agreed. “Besides, everyone is going to find out eventually. It’d be better for Blooky to hear it from us.”
That was also a good point. Quite a number of monsters were already aware of the truth behind the small child and his ghostly companion, or at least one of them (the other would be a matter for later discussion), so it would not be long before word began to spread. In his heart, Frisk did not want to hide it anymore either and from the tingle in his nose, he could tell that Lily felt the same.
“Um, Napstablook?” Frisk began, his determination holding the anxiety at bay. “There’s something you should know… it’s about us.”
The two children stood in silence after finishing their tale, watching Napstablook closely. The ghost monster had been kind to them up until now, and hadn’t asked any questions even despite the state they’d found the two in. Yet, how much of that would change now that they knew what the two of them were? With all the resentment - justified or not - monsters held toward humanity, Frisk and Lily were understandably nervous over how their friend would react.
“oh… so the humans i’ve heard about…” The perpetually dour ghost began. “that’s you guys…?”
The two nodded solemnly.
“i see… guess it makes sense…” they went on. “your SOUL’s a lot different from a monster’s after all… ghosts are pretty perceptive about that stuff.”
“It’s the reason Frisk got so hurt.” Lily, the first to speak, said. “Undyne knows who we are. We’ve been running for a while.”
“Sorry…” Frisk said sadly.
“oh… what for?” The spirit asked, causing both children to give them a confused look. The faintest hints of a smile crossed their face. “…you’ve been nice to me… you didn’t have to be… i’m no one special…”
“That’s not true.” Frisk said. “You’re a great person, Napstablook. I’ve never met anyone who can make music like you can.”
“Frisk is right. You helped us when we really needed it too.” Lily added. “You’re our friend. That is, if you still want to be now that… you know.”
“heh heh… friends, huh…?” Napstablook chuckled lightly. “ oh…is that what it means if… you don’t really care what the other person is…? …when you just like them… and it doesn’t matter what other people think… or… what they pretend to be…?”
“Napstablook… are you saying…?”
“oh… that’s just… kinda how I feel right now…” The ghost answered Frisk’s unfinished question. “…sorry if that’s-”
The ghost’s last words went unspoken as a light sniff drew his attention to the human boy standing nearby. His knuckles were raised to his eyes, wiping away the tears that had begun to form there. He shook his head and drew in a shuddering breath but said nothing as he tried to regain control of his emotions. It was as if all the tension he’d felt had fallen away the moment he heard the Napstablook’s heartfelt words and his body, knowing not how to respond simply picked the first option it came to.
“oh… i didn’t mean to make you cry…” Napstablook apologized, their body fading sadly. “i’m sorry, frisk… please don’t be sad… oh…”
“Hee hee… that’s not it, Blooky.” Lily said, rubbing her friend’s back as he continued to rub his slightly reddened eyes. “Look closer… see?”
Napstablook did so, moving closer to examine the boy. Quick as they came, the tears had largely stopped, though a few faint red lines remained as evidence of their existence. In their place however, was a broad smile that spread beneath the closed lids: a radiant thing filled with all the joy and relief its owner felt. Taking in another deep breath, Frisk turned to the phantom, his smile softening as he wiped the last of the tears away.
“Thank you…” he said in a small voice. “I didn’t mean to cry… I just…”
“oh… that’s okay…” Napstablook replied, fading back in with a soft smile of their own. “i think i understand…”
“Now I really don’t wanna leave…” Lily sighed, now feeling a little emotional herself.
“Me neither…” Frisk agreed.
“you guys…” Napstablook said, before raising their head slightly, and gazing in the direction of something the two children couldn’t see. “oh… but if she’s after you… it’s probably a bad idea to stay…”
“Huh? What for?” Lily asked, following Napstablook’s gaze to slate of blue stone they were looking at.
“oh… i guess it didn’t come up…” The ghost replied. “undyne… she lives around here too…”
“What?!” The girl’s head whipped back to her fellow specter. “She lives here?”
Frisk said nothing, though his expression shifted to one of worry. It was unbelievable. Here they were, having a pleasant visit with a friend while blissfully unaware that the home of the ironclad captain was so close at hand. The very idea that they’d had nice wash and a couple of heart-to-hearts so close to their hunter’s domain would have been funny if it wasn’t so terrifying.
“...yeah… waterfall’s a big place… i don’t know when she’ll get back…” Napstablook replied, voice as soft as ever despite their obvious concern. “…probably shouldn’t be here when she does, though…”
“I guess we really should go then, huh?” Frisk said. “We’ll come back when things calm down, okay?”
“i’d like that…” The ghost replied, a faint bit of eagerness peaking through their characteristic gloom.
They all stood in silence for a few moments. They all knew what it meant… what the next words would bring for the three of them. So they said nothing, drawing out the moment as long as possible, wishing that time could be delayed as easily as their voices.
“oh… i didn’t mean to keep you so long…” In the end, it was the most soft spoken voice that finally broke the silence. “you guys have… stuff to do, huh…?”
“Yeah…” came Lily’s reluctant reply. “Thank you so much for helping us, Napstablook… and for believing in us.”
“oh… since you’re going that way…” the ghost spoke up again. “…there’s this old guy who lives out by the marshes… people say he knows a lot…”
“You think he’d help us?” Frisk asked hopefully.
“...i dunno… i’ve never gone to see him…” The phantom hung their head. “…still… might be worth a try… or maybe not…”
Frisk considered that for a moment before nodding. “I think it’s a good idea. At worst, we’ll just be right where we are now, but if he knows something that can help us.”
“It really would be nice to have something to go on. We’ve kind of just been running around blind so far.” Frisk made a noise somewhere between a cough and a snicker. The confused look Lily gave him slowly shifted as she realized what she said. “Oh… heh heh… sorry. So… to the old guy?”
Frisk gave a slight grin and nodded. “To the old guy.”
At last, the three friends offered their reluctant farewells, one to return quietly to his art, the others to continue their journey. When at last the strangely shaped homes were out of sight, Frisk and Lily turned their attention to the direction Napstablook had indicated. The path sloped lower again as they departed the small village and made their way toward the marsh. In time, the long, spacious corridor they walked through slowly began to widen further. A faint aroma of greenery merged with the scent of water and stone upon Frisk’s nose, moments before Lily laid eyes upon its source.
“Whoa…” She gasped, awestruck at the sight. “It looks like it might be even bigger than the wishing room.”
“What’s it look like?” asked the blind boy at her side.
“It’s huge! The falls around us seem to all be pouring into this one place. There’s water everywhere and it ripples all the time. I don’t think it’s very deep though, at least not around here. I can see a bunch of reeds and other plants poking out from it. There’s a few islands and a lot more of those glowing mushrooms we saw before and I think… those are trees! Little glowing trees growing out of the water!”
Frisk listened intently as the girl described the marsh to him, a look of wonderment on her face. She continued, “There’s a few echo flowers around the shore, but I don’t see any further out… maybe it’s a little too damp for them to grow here? Anyway, there’s something else out there. I can’t see it very well from here. It’s some kind of… lights? They’re different from the mushrooms or the trees though.”
“Whew…” Frisk’s mind was reeling trying to imagine the beautiful scene his friend described. “You think we’ll be able to get through without getting lost?”
“Maybe…? It doesn’t look too complicated to get through.” The girl replied before her gaze shifted to something else. “Hold on… I see a cave near some of the falls. Maybe that’s where the old guy lives? It’s right over there.”
She took the small boy’s hand and guided him around to face its direction.
“Probably. Napstablook said he was close.” Frisk replied. “Let’s check it out.”
Lily agreed and the two set off, making the rest of their way down the slope and into the bowl of the marsh. The sand was moist under their feet as they curved about the small shore to the entrance of the cave Lily had seen. As they drew closer it became more apparent that its mouth had in fact been modified into a simple entryway. Wooden posts framed the entrance, and above them the stone was smoothed out and etched with letters. At one point they might have meant something but time and the moisture in the air had long since worn them to illegibility.
Nevertheless, they stepped inside. Frisk raised a small hand and knocked against the wooden posts. They produced little sound, but it only felt right to show a little courtesy.
“Hello…?” He called into the gloom.
“Eh?” A voice called from within. “Someone say some’m?”
It certainly sounded elderly, higher in tone but with the scratchiness that comes from many years of use. A shuffling could be heard further inside as whoever owned it fumbled in darkness. A crash and shatter, like something fragile falling and shattering caused Frisk to take a reflexive step back. Lily instinctively moved in front of the boy, keeping her eyes trained upon the entrance of the cave in case any danger should spill out.
“Ah, needed t’ replace that anyways… eh, where’s the light. Wait… that wasn’t the light, was it?” The voice spoke, followed by more shuffling. “Nope… that ain’t it… I don’t even know what that is… Ah, here it is!”
Lily watched as a faint reddish purple glow began to radiate from within the cave, casting the walls in color and light. The shadow of a hunched figure moved about amongst the glow before disappearing again.
“Well, don’t leave us hangin’. Come in, come in!” The voice spoke again.
Frisk sighed at the invitation, relieved that it didn’t seem like they offended the cave’s owner at all. He turned to Lily, expecting at least some reluctance now that he knew about her particular dislike of cramped spaces.
And yet, strangely enough there was none to be seen. She simply looked at the entrance as easily as if it were the door to the home of the skeleton brothers. The fear and nervousness he’d seen in the tunnel before was practically non-existent. He opened his mouth to ask her about it but quickly released it probably would be better not to remind her of her phobia and instead asked something else.
“So, should we do the SOUL thing now or inside?” He asked, drawing her attention to him.
“Huh? Oh, that’s right.” Lily replied, realizing what he was getting at. “It would probably be better to do it now. Less stuff to explain.”
Frisk nodded and called forth the crimson heart from his chest. After the usual ritual, his eye flared with Lily’s presence and the familiar feeling of her spirit alongside his own. They were about to step inside when a vast shadow blocked their path from inside the depths of the cave.
“Yer takin’ yer sweet time ain’tcha? Gotta be pretty slow if these old bones can outpace ya!” Spoke the voice from before, clearly belonging to the shadowed figure before them.
It shifted slightly, in place and from the gloom emerged a a pointed face that appeared rather turtle-like to Lily. The monster’s greenish brown skin was wrinkled with age, its bald, freckled head covered by a safari hat of simple brown. It looked down at the small boy through the left of its big, yellow eyes while the right was shut, its lid swollen as if from an injury that never properly healed.
“Eh, wha’s with the lightshow?” The monster cocked its head. “Looks like I didn’t even need to pull out that lantern if ya already brought one!”
“I’m sorry, sir.” Frisk said politely. “We were just about ready to come inside.”
“Wahaha! I’m just messin’ with ya.” The testudian monster gave a ragged but hearty laugh. “Good to have someone with some manners fer a change, though. Follow me, and get the chill out. Just, err… watch yer step.”
The elderly turtle turned slowly and lumbered his way back into the mouth of the cave. The two children followed as one behind him, rounding the corner into the dwelling proper while Lily kept a sharp eye out for anything that might catch on the boy’s feet. It wasn’t long before the cramped tunnel, barely large enough to fit the wide frame of the monster leading them opened into a fairly large chamber.
“Been a while since I’ve had any real visitors…” The monster spoke. “Name’s Gerson. Gerson Boom.”
“I’m Frisk.” The boy spoke. “It’s nice to meet you Mr. Boom.”
“Ah, no need for all that ‘Mister’ nonsense. Just call me Gerson.” The now named Gerson said turning his long neck to give a wrinkly grin. “And who’sa one with ya? The one behind that funny eye o’ yers, I take it?”
Frisk and Lily were both taken aback by the old turtle’s blatant acknowledgement of the latter’s existence. Apart from Sans (who had experienced it around the same time they did), they’d always had to explain the situation to any monster they’d met. Even Flowey, despite how much he seemed to know, had only noticed some time later. All of this seemed to suggest that what the two humans shared was not at all common in the Underground. Yet, this monster - Gerson - had noticed immediately.
“I um… sorry. I wasn’t trying to hide, it’s just… I can’t really talk to people except through Frisk.” Lily stammered, trying find her words. “…My name is Lily.”
“Aw, don’t ya worry about that. When ya live as long, and learn as much as I have, ain’t much that gets by you.” Gerson said, gently dispersing the momentary shock. “Anyways, we can talk after we sit down.”
Frisk and Lily stepped tentatively into the chamber as Gerson stepped aside to let them through. The dwelling itself wasn’t all that impressive - a simple cavern worn naturally out of the rock with a only a few pieces of crudely carved stone furniture to differentiate it from any other cave in Waterfall. What was far more eye-catching was the countless number of objects strewn about the room, heaped in piles against the walls or otherwise scattered around the floor. In the center of the chamber, on a large stone slab was a simple iron lantern with a not-so-simple light-source. Instead of fire, a strange purple crystal was placed behind the glass panels, painting the room in a soft violet glow.
Yet, for as simple as the place was at its core, there was something different here. The air itself almost seemed charged with some strange energy, not oppressive but certainly noticeable. The constant hum of magic that pervaded the Underground, so subtle and ever-present that he no longer noticed unless he was listening for it, droned in Frisk’s ears. There was power here, despite the quaintness of the place, that was for sure.
“So, what brings ya to this old turtle, eh? Wantin’ to buy some’a this junk? I got plenty!” Gerson spoke amicably, taking a seat on one of the stone chairs placed around and gesturing for the two of them to do the same.
“Maybe… see, we were told that you know quite a bit.” Lily explained as she guided Frisk to an empty seat. The boy fumbled a little before managing at last to pull himself up. “We hoped you might be able to answer some questions we had.”
“That all? Well talk is free, I s’pose.” The old monster said, scratching his chin. “Ask me whatever you wanna know. Ya tend to learn a bit about history when you’ve lived through as much of it as I have.”
“Well… I guess the first thing would be what we can learn about the Underground as a whole. We’ve…” Frisk paused for a moment, choosing his words carefully. “We’ve mostly just stuck around Snowdin. This is kind of our first time in Waterfall.”
“Hmm…” Gerson grumbled, giving the two of them a sharp look through his singular eye. He seemed thoughtful for a moment before at last he spoke again. “I think I got somethin’ that might help ya out. Jus’ gimme a minute to find it.”
The old archeologist stood from his seat, and made his way over to one of the piles littering his humble abode. Frisk and Lily watched as he carefully picked through it. With little else to do, the children decided to take the opportunity to look around the room. Much of the stuff was just as Gerson described: junk. Bits of pottery or worn wood that might have been something at one point but had since been broken and just never thrown away.
A few were intact however, and some of them Lily was even able to identify: small sculptures, preserved paintings, carvings in wood and stone. Frisk listened intently as she described the area in his mind, filling the boy with wonder at just how much history must have been stored in this tiny room. It was all things that would not have looked out of place in a museum. Most prominently however was a large, tattered banister that took up most of the farthest wall. Emblazoned on its surface was that same strange Emblem the two had seen throughout the Ruins.
“Ah, here we are!” The old turtle announced, having at last concluded his search. He returned to his seat carrying what looked like a thick tome beneath one of his meaty arms.
He held it out for the children and Lily took it, laying it carefully in Frisk’s lap. What she’d at first identified as a tome turned out to be a bit less impressive than that. What they held was a notebook, bound in purple leather, torn and patched from age and constant repair work. It was old to be sure, but didn’t seem all that impressive on the surface.
“A notebook?” Lily gave the turtle a quizzical look, but returned her eyes to the thing in question as Frisk moved to open the front cover.
“Monsters - A Study of the Biology, History, and Culture of the Denizens of Mount Ebott.” She read aloud as Frisk flipped through the pages. “Huh? Hold on Frisk go back to that last page.”
“What is it?” Frisk asked as he did so.
“I think I recognize this one.” She said, before reading the page aloud. “’Water Walker, Type: Elemental (Purity Elemental)’. Appearance: This monster has the appearance of a water tank on legs. A volume of clear, clean water can be seen inside its transparent ‘face’. The ‘tank’ is actually merely an apparatus to allow the monster to walk on land. It’s true form is the water inside. Characteristics: Obsessed with cleanliness, these monsters hate dirty surroundings and will habitually clean anything that does not meet their standards. The water their bodies are made of (which also comprises their magic) is of the utmost purity, and possesses strong healing and restorative capabilities. They will shy away from anything ‘unclean’, but are easily calmed by requesting a wash.'”
“That monster Kidd was talking to. Woshua.” Frisk said. “It sounds like him.”
“Yeah. Keep going.” Lily said, and Frisk continued to flip through the pages. “They’re all here… the dog monsters, Snowy and Chill, the Moldsmals, Froggit… even Kidd is in here. Or at least, monsters like them. Just look at all th-”
A gasp of shock stole Lily’s words from her mouth. Frisk instinctively stopped, catching a strange scent equal parts fond and forlorn from his friend. The girl stared at the page for a moment, taking control of one of Frisk’s hands to trace the image of the monster depicted within.
“What’s wrong?” the boy asked. He didn’t get a response so he turned his words inward. “Lily? What do you see?”
“I-it’s Mom…” She whispered in his mind. ‘Mom is in here, Frisk. Not just another goat monster… it’s actually her.”
“Mom… the one who wrote this must have met her. But then…” The boy reluctantly pried his eyes from the page, much to Lily’s reluctance and settled them on Gerson, who was watching intently, waiting for them to speak. “Um… Mr. Gerson. Where… where did this come from?”
“That thing was written a long time ago… wasn’t ever finished though.” Gerson said wistfully, closing his single eye and leaning back in his seat. “Never really knew why he wanted to make it. Wouldn’t be much use to anyone out there.”
“Who?” Frisk asked. Gerson blinked a few times as if only just remembering the boy was there. He seemed far away, lost in his own memories.
“Hmm… I forget his name.” The old turtle replied. “He was a smart little tyke though, ‘specially fer a human.”
"So… it was a human.” Frisk muttered to himself. This confirmed his suspicions.
“Real curious sort. Kind that was always askin’ questions, tryin’ to learn things.” The old turtle spoke, and a slight smile played at his scaly face. “Lot like you two, actually now I think about it.”
Frisk was about to turn back to the book, now having a lot more to think about. However, when Gerson’s words and the way he’d said them finally dawned on him he did a double take.
“Wait… you know we’re humans…?” The boy asked, more confused than fearful. Lily’s attention, which had until now been focused on the page of the book that described Toriel, turned quickly to the conversation at hand.
“Yep. I reckon most folk who look a’cha wouldn’t even guess. Been so long since the last one fell ‘n all.” The historian explained. “But… I’ve seen a few in my time.”
“Then… you also know that Undyne’s after us.” Frisk suggested. Gerson nodded.
“Undyne… she’s always been a bit of a hothead.” Gerson said. “When she was young, she’d like to follow me when I went around keepin’ the local ruffians in line. Sometimes, she’d even try to help! Though… she wasn’t all that good at figurin’ out who was a bad guy or not. Still, she was always willin’ to listen to my stories about my days in the Royal Guard. Think that might have been why she decided to join. Pretty soon, she made Captain.”
“And now she’s hunting us…” Lily said, remembering their most recent run in with their pursuer. “But even knowing that… even with all the horrible stories about humans and what we’re capable of, you still let us into your home. You didn’t turn us away or try to capture us… why?”
“Well, the first part’s easy. I know even if ya wanted to ya couldn’t do none ‘a that here.” The old turtle said, and tapped his foot against the floor of the cave. “As fer the second… let’s just say I had a change ‘a heart a long time ago.”
His eye lowered to the book sitting in the child’s lap. Even Frisk, his SOUL projecting a monochrome image of the turtle on his sight, could understand the meaning behind that. For Lily, having far more experience in reading expressions, it was only too obvious. They nodded in silent understanding but said no more. The gentle smile returned to Gerson’s scaly face.
“Anyways… didn’t mean to getcha caught up in an old turtle’s memories. Ya got yer work cut out for ya, but if there’s anything else ya wanna know, just ask.” He said, leaving the door open to ask.
The two of them thought for a moment. There were many things they wanted to know, but it was hard to decide which one to ask. In the back of the cave, the banner bearing that strange sigil they’d seen around the Underground gazed down upon them.
“What is that emblem back there?” Frisk finally asked. “We’ve seen it all over the place down here. It seems important, but…”
“That thing? That’s the Delta Rune. It’s the symbol of our kingdom. It’s called the Kingdom…” The old archeologist gave a long, dramatic pause, as the children listened intently. “…of Monsters.”
Frisk’s face gave a look of disappointment shared by both himself and Lily.
“Great name, huh” Gerson cackled. “Like I always say, Ol’ King Fluffybuns can’t name fer beans!”
“Wait… Fluffybuns?” Lily repeated the name. “Why does that sound familiar.”
“Wasn’t that the author of that book you liked in Snowdin’s library?” Frisk recalled. “The one about gardening?”
“Oh yeah, that’s right…” Lily said, and then put two and two together a moment later. “Wait, that means the one who wrote that book was the king?!”
“Sounds like the kinda thing he’d do. Never had much of a green thumb m’self… well, ‘cep fer these. Wahaha!” Gerson cackled holding up his thumbs which did indeed bare a touch of green. Frisk and Lily both giggled at the old man’s joke. “Anyways… That emblem actually predates written history. It’s original meaning has been lost to time. All we know is that those triangles symbolize us monsters, and the winged circle symbolizes… somethin’ else. Me, I jus’ think it looks neat but most people… most people say it’s the ‘angel’ - the one from the prophecy.”
“A prophecy?” Frisk asked. “What’s it say?”
“Well, I could tell ya… but it might be better to look it over yerself.” the old turtle said and gestured to one pile set apart from the rest of the junk and artifacts scattered about his cave.
Despite the clutter littering the elderly archeologist’s home, this one pile was different from the rest - so much so that Lily was surprised she didn’t notice it before. Whereas the rest of Gerson’s possessions were simply strewn about without any mind for organization, this one section was neat… orderly even. There were many different things in Gerson’s abode, but only this one area seemed out of place. It consisted of a number of stone tablets, arranged in careful stacks to ensure there was little risk of them falling over.
“These’re usually put up around Waterfall, so’s everyone can read ‘em.” Gerson explained. “But once in a while, I take ‘em down so I can fix ‘em up. Moisture ain’t kind to these stones, magic or no magic. Yer lucky ya came around here when ya did… saves ya a bit of a walk.”
“These things… I think we saw some of the places they go just passed the Wishing Room.” Lily observed thoughtfully. “Let’s have a look, Frisk.”
She guided the small body from their seat and the two made their way to the where the tablets rested, being careful to maneuver around any wayward items littering the cave floor. Feeling his way about the area, Frisk’s hands eventually found one of the topmost slates and he lifted it up. The stone was surprisingly light in his grasp despite its hefty appearance.
Now able to examine them closer, Lily noticed that the writing upon them was not carved as she originally thought, but was actually inlaid into the stone via carefully shaped chunks of the strange blue crystal that was abundant in Waterfall. It was crude, and some of the stones were missing, but she was nonetheless able to make out the words.
“’The War of Humans and Monsters. We monsters have not always lived under this mountain prison. Long ago, we too walked the surface, hand in hand with the humans. No one is quite sure how the war began, or why the humans suddenly attacked. Indeed, it would seem they had nothing to fear for humans with their strong SOULS are unbelievably powerful. It would take the SOUL of every monster in our Kingdom to match the power of but one from a human.’” She read aloud and frowned. “That’s… not a good start. That’s all that’s on here… go onto the next one. They seem like they’re in order.”
Frisk did so, setting the first stone carefully aside and picking up the next. Lily continued.
“’The strength of the human SOUL allows it to persist even after the death of the body. Ironically, this is the humans’ greatest weakness for through this persistence of their SOULS, it is possible for monsterkind to absorb their power. Perhaps this is what the humans most feared as due to the transient nature of monster SOULS, it would be far more difficult for a human to utilize this ability themselves.’” The spectral girl paused for a moment. “There’s an illustration carved here too… it looks like a monster but there’s something… off about it. It’s disturbing…”
The boy ran his fingers over the lower half of the slate, tracing the image Lily had described. The lines were rough and jagged, and felt very different from the rest of the stone. It felt… angry. Almost terrifying. Frisk didn’t need sight to know that it must have been far from a flattering depiction.
It was at that moment, as he contemplated the image that a twinge of pain throbbed behind his left eye and he staggered slightly, just managing to avoid dropping the stone.
“Whoa!” Lily cried, helping to steady him and placing the tablet safely with the other one. This wasn’t the first time he’d had a sudden loss of balance like that…
“Ow…” He muttered, instinctively shaking his head and regretting it a moment later.
“Is it happening again, Frisk?” The girl asked with concern. She knew what this usually meant. He, even more so.
“Yeah…” He confirmed. “I think it’s something to do with these stones.”
“Should I stop reading? If… if it’s hurting you, then-”
“No, it’s okay… keep going.” He said resolutely. “If I’m remembering something now, it has to be important.”
The spectral girl was reluctant to keep going after that, but knew her friend wouldn’t change his mind when he was this set on it. She turned to the rest of the slates and proceeded to read.
“’In the end, it could hardly have been called a war. The humans, united in their superior strength were far too powerful to overcome. Not a single SOUL was taken, and countless monsters were turned to dust. Fearing for our lives, we surrendered to the humans, throwing ourselves upon the mercy of our conquerors. At last it was decided. The survivors of the war were gathered beneath the mountain to await our fate. Seven of the greatest human magicians joined together and erected a great barrier, sealing us eternally within. Only a power equal to seven human SOULs can hope to break this barrier and free us from our imprisonment. But to acquire such a power is impossible, for even should a human desire to come here, this cursed place has no entrance and no exit. And thus we remain, never again to walk beneath the sun and stars…”
Lily quickly set the finished stone aside, and hastily moved to wipe Frisk’s eyes with the sleeve of his jacket. Just the thought that the humans of that time could have been so cruel really got to her. But then… it wasn’t surprising how far some could go. The scars on her back could attest to that. Quickly regaining her composure, she took a moment to check on Frisk. He was trembling, though she knew it wasn’t entirely from the story. The sooner they got this over with, the better. She picked up the final slate.
“’However, there is a prophecy. The ‘Angel’… The One Who Has Seen The Surface… They will return and-”
“’And the underground… will go empty’.” Frisk stammered, finishing the words on the slate. “That’s what it says… right?”
“Y-yes… but…” Lily struggled to form a response. “How…?”
“’Heed these words reader, and know of…’ and then it stops. There should be more… but…” He trailed.
“Yeah… but the tablet…” Lily began.
“It’s broken.” Frisk finished for her. “The bottom third… where the words of the prophecy should be. It isn’t there, is it?”
Lily stared at the slate without reply. It was as he said… a jagged break across the bottom of the tablet, split through a line of words. The pattern of the break and the missing crystals rendered even that impossible to make out. She hadn’t touched the broken spot, so there was no way Frisk could have known that. He didn’t pick it up from her mind either - their connection wasn’t quite strong enough for that. And yet, he somehow knew. Frisk was breathing heavily, his hand pressed against his non-glowing eye as the words spilled from his mouth, drawn from a place locked deep within his thoughts.
“What are these…? Words? …I can’t read them.”
“How many times have I seen these…? I wish I knew what they said.”
“I see… a prophecy, huh? That’s interesting…”
“Angel of Death? Nah… no way that could happen.”
“’The Underground will go empty’. It would be nice wouldn’t it?”
“But where are they? Why haven’t they come yet?”
“Maybe… could I…?”
“I’ve… I’ve seen these before.” He spoke through the pain as his mind flared with memories recalled all at once… of every time he’d laid eyes upon these stones… of every time he’d ruminated on their meaning. “More than once… so many times. Those words meant a lot to me before, I think.”
“But it’s broken…” Lily said reminded him. “How can you be sure?”
“I’m not, but…” The boy said, straining against the pain in his skull. “I just get this feeling I must have seen them before, or heard them somewhere… I don’t get it, I should know these.”
“It’s okay…” Lily soothed him. “Don’t force it.”
“Yeah… I know that won’t work.” He agreed, rubbing his temples as the pain slowly began to ebb away. “I was just hoping there’d be more…”
“Still, we know the barrier broke before, right?” the specter pointed out. “It wasn’t an angel that did that. It was you.”
“Me…” Frisk muttered pensively feeling another, though far slighter, throb. “No… there’s more to it than that. But… I can’t remember what. It’s okay though… seeing these gives me a better idea of what I want to do now.”
“You mean that feeling you’ve been having?” the girl asked.
“No… that’s what I’m supposed to do. I still haven’t figured that out yet.” Frisk clarified. “This is more about what I want to do.”
“I think I know what you’re getting at.” she said knowingly. “You want to do it again, huh? Free everyone?”
“Yeah… and not just because it happened before.” The boy explained. “These people… they’ve suffered more than anyone deserves to. If I know there’s a way to help them, even if I don’t know what that is yet, then I want to. It’s the least I can do, after the me from before brought everyone back here.”
“I still don’t understand why he’d do that.” Lily stated. “Why undo something like that after going to so much trouble?”
“I don’t know.” Frisk admitted. “But with these memories… I can tell that it meant a lot to him. It probably wasn’t an easy choice to make. So… that’s why I want to give that freedom back to them.”
“You’re talking about a barrier that’s so powerful that everyone in the Underground would barely match a seventh of it. It won’t be easy.” Lily reminded him. “But I’m with you all the way. Let’s do it.”
“Ya kids okay over there?” Gerson called from the other end of the cave. “Ya been starin’ at those things for a bit. Didn’t know anyone could find that buncha rocks so interesting!”
Frisk jumped, having been so focused on the memory that he’d forgotten all about their host for a moment. The strange wall within his mind receded fully along with the pain at the old turtle’s interruption. He was grateful he had though… there would be no getting by that for the time being. Better it went to the back of his mind until he needed it again.
“We’re okay!” Lily called back to him. “Sorry, we’re almost done.”
The two took one last look at the slates before turning to head back to where the old turtle was patiently waiting for them. When his eye fell upon the face of the dark skinned boy a grin spread across his wrinkled lips. He seemed to be holding something, but from this angle, Lily couldn’t tell what it was.
“So? Whatcha think?” He asked.
“It was informative… I think we understand a little more about what happened to the kingdom.” the boy mentioned.
“Do you know what happened to the last tablet though? The broken one?” Lily inquired for both of them.
“A shame, that is…” Gerson sighed. “Happened a long time ago. Think there was a ‘quake or… some’m. Split the bottom right off that one. No idea what became of it, but it took the exact words o’ the prophecy with it. We get the gist of it from what’s there, and what’s been written down but…”
“That sucks… it would be nice to know what they actually say.” Lily said.
“Well, if ya ever figure it out, you let me know. I’d really like to fix that rock.” The historian said, and then smiled knowingly. “But… from the look of ya, it seems like ya found whatcha were lookin’ fer anyway.
“We did. Thank you so much for your help, Gerson.” Frisk said gratefully. “We should probably be going pretty soon though.”
“That’s fine. Glad to know this old soldier still has ‘is uses.” Gerson replied, not that he seemed particularly lacking in things to do, but still. “You kids come back any time ya want. I’ll treat ya to a cup of Sea Tea next time! Wahaha!”
“I don’t know what that is, but that sounds great.” Lily said with a small giggle. “Oh yeah, your book.”
“Take it with ya.” the elderly turtle said as a Lily-piloted arm reached for the item in question.
“Just like that?” Frisk asked, surprised by the offer.
“Eh, I think you’ll get more use of it than me anyways.” He insisted.
“Isn’t it important to you though?” Lily asked. “I don’t feel right just taking something like that.”
“Tell ya what…” Gerson said, shifting a little in his seat. “Since yer so keen on refusin’ an old man’s charity… gimme fifty gold, and I’ll throw in these too.”
He set the item in his hand on the table and pulled it away. It was a pair of metal framed, wide rimmed glasses. The lenses were thick, but covered in so many small scratches that their surface was almost completely clouded over. They still looked like they might give some clarity to the visually impaired, but they’d clearly been through a lot. Lily described them to Frisk who gave Gerson a questioning look.
“I appreciate it but… I have total blindless. These won’t do anything for me.” the red child explained.
“Take ‘em anyway. They also belonged to the little guy who wrote that book.” the hermit responded. “Maybe if you keep ‘em with ya, he’ll get to learn more about this place like he wanted.”
Frisk turned over the glasses for a moment, wondering what it might have been like to speak with their owner. How many interesting things might he have been able to share with them? He didn’t need to ask Lily what she thought as he felt the fingers of his right hand running over the leather spine of the notebook. Finally, he folded up the worn spectacles and placed them carefully in his pocket while Lily added the book in their satchel.
“I never thought of it like that.” Lily said solemnly. “Then… I guess we’ll make sure he does.”
“You do that. Now scram, ya little scamps.” Gerson said, with a wrinkly grin. “and be careful out there.”
The children left the cave behind them, returning once again to the moist air and babbling springs of waterfall. Their shared gaze turned to the marshy region beyond Gerson’s cave. The strange lights they’d seen before flickered like will-o-the-wisps deep within, while swamp plants and strange trees turned the bog into a strangely beautiful garden that stretched farther than Lily’s sharp gaze could reach. It was daunting sight, but it was where they needed to go.
“We should probably find a place to rest once we get in there.” Lily suggested. “I don’t think you’ve slept since back at that cove.”
Frisk gave a wry grin. “I think I slept plenty after that fall.”
Lily giggled slightly. “That’s not funny.”
“You’re laughing.” He pointed out.
“Okay fine… maybe it’s a little funny.” She admitted. “But I’m serious. I can tell you’re tired.”
Frisk didn’t disagree with her. The day’s events had left their mark, and it would be nice to get some real rest again. He was already starting to miss that lumpy couch back in Snowdin. Finally, he nodded.
“Alright. Lead the way.”
Notes:
Well this was a long one wasn’t it? Hope that’s okay. Ideally it might have been better to split it in two, but the progression of events was such that there wasn’t really a good stopping place before this one. Doing anything else would have lead to one long and one really short chapter. Still, a lot of important stuff happens in this one so maybe its better to punctuate that with a longer chapter? Anyways, hope it wasn’t too much to get through.
We decided to change up Mad Dummy’s fight a little because… well, his attacks work well on a bullet board, but it’s hard to translate that to a 3D plane. Instead, we decided to implement a lesser version of Switch!tale’s ‘Split SOUL Mode’. Seemed appropriate, given the state of the SOULmates. We might revisit that later on.
Napstablook has always seemed like the sort of monster who had a lot of talent but is simply too shy and has too low self-esteem to actually let those talents be known. It was probably nice to make a couple of friends who really seemed to enjoy his work.
Ah, Gerson. It was really fun to write his section. Something about the cheery old grandpa character is just endearing. As long as he’s been around, it makes sense that he’d recognize Frisk and Lily as humans too. It also gave an opportunity to get some insight on one of the humans that fell before Frisk.
Finally, we’ve gotten some more hints on both Frisk and Lily’s pasts. Hopefully the revelation of the scars wasn’t too gruesome but it was necessary. In the words of Asriel “I know why (Name) climbed the mountain. It wasn’t for a very happy reason.”. No, Goatson it most certainly was not.
Frisk’s odd skintone has been a planned reveal for a while (or, maybe not really a reveal considering how the in-game sprite looks). It’s been vaguely implied a couple of times, but up until now there was no real reason to go into it. As was mentioned, the only two humans around to compare are himself and Lily. It should be noted (since some people like to complain about this) that this isn’t an attempt to bring ethnicity issues into the story. He doesn’t look quite like anyone. Make of that what you will.
The ‘Waterfall stones’ and Frisk’s reaction to the prophecy have been a long time coming. A lot of his motivations before the current story are interwoven with that prophecy. It will be fully explored going forward.
Anyways, this was a lot to get through. We hope you all enjoyed the chapter. We’re getting close to the climax of the Waterfall arc, hopefully the next few chapters do it justice.
Chapter 20: Ghosts of the Past
Notes:
20 Chapters… starting to get up there, aren’t we? As stated In the previous chapter, we’re trying to get releases out a bit more regularly. Hopefully given this one, we’ll be able to keep that going. Thanks to everyone who’s been patient with us. The support has been really encouraging.
Not much else to say on the matter so let’s get right into it, shall we?
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Chapter Text
Frisk shifted within the warmth of the sleeping bag, his mind lingering somewhere between the realms of sleep and wakefulness. He let out a sleepy groan as he laid on his back trying to return to the former. He didn’t know how long he’d slept… didn’t really care either. All he knew was that he was still tired and he wasn’t ready to get up yet.
It was about that moment that he felt something soft and light touching his head.
The boy’s nose wrinkled and he grumbled something in the language of the half-conscious. Again he was touched. It wouldn’t have been so bad if there was a little more pressure behind it but it was so light that it tickled. He groaned again, shaking his head to try to shoo away the annoyance. Attempting to turn onto his side, he found that his body refused to move the way he wanted it too. His efforts were simply met with more of the light prodding against his forehead, pulling him ever further from sleep’s embrace.
“Lily…?” He asked groggily, his head raising as much as it could from this position.
His eyes struggled to open even the slight amount they were normally allowed to. She wasn’t there. His sight was as blank as it had always been before they’d met. Yet, he knew ‘something’ was. He could feel the strange weight against his chest to prove it. It wasn’t heavy by any means, and wasn’t disrupting his breathing… but it was still there. He felt another of those same light touches… this one on the bridge of his nose.
That was enough to make him take notice. Something was amiss…
On instinct, the boy reached into the core of his being and drew his carnelian SOUL to the surface. At once, his eyes were flooded with a shock of white against the darkness and he recoiled slightly, his more magical sight temporarily becoming as impaired as its physical counterpart. Finally, his gaze at last fell upon the one responsible.
The culprit stared back at him through a vaguely feline face covered in short, fluffy fur. Longer strands spilled from the top of its head, giving the appearance of hair from which a pair of pointed ears emerged. Another pair, floppy like those of certain dogs, hung from the sides. The monster’s eyes rapidly shifted this way and that but never truly took their attention off of him, as if somehow both distracted and hyper-focused at the same time.
When it realized the boy had noticed it, its eyes stopped their wandering and focused wholly upon him. It blinked once… then twice.
Then it started vibrating.
“hOI!!! i’m tEMMIE!!” Shouted the monster.
“Ah!!” Frisk, shocked into full wakefulness by the creature’s voice, flung himself upward, sending the small creature flying from his chest in the process.
“WOA!!!!” It cried, soaring through the air before bouncing like an inflated ball across the ground only to land back on its feet and scamper back over to the boy. “hOI!!! I’m tEMMIE!!”
“Y- You’re… Temmie?” Frisk asked, still somewhat shaken from having woken up to the monster shouting in his face.
By this point Lily, who had heard the commotion from the other side of the island came rushing back in response to her friend’s shout.
“Wha- what’s going on?!” She called. Seeing the strange monster standing near her friend’s side only made her move faster. “Are you okay, Frisk? What happened?”
“I… I just woke up and this monster was laying on me.” The boy explained.
“Did it hurt you?” She asked.
“No… just startled me a little is all.” The boy reassured her. “I… think its name is Temmie.”
“hOI!!! i’m tEMMIE!!” The creature said, seemingly in confirmation.
“I swear, I was only gone a couple of minutes to look around…” The girl said, lifting a brow. “Where did it even come from?”
Lily studied the monster carefully. It certainly didn’t look threatening. It was far smaller than Frisk himself, garbed in a light blue shirt. It’s body was vibrating as if it had just swallowed a tuning fork, and it had a look of… something. Wonder maybe? Or adoration? She couldn’t tell. Whatever its fixation on the boy was, it didn’t seem hostile.
“Hey…” The girl said, suddenly remembering something. “Is this that monster I saw before? Back when we were leaving that cave?”
“AwWawa…” The little monster vocalized, and one could swear its eyes sparkled. “uz… CUTE! uza… human?”
“H-huh?” Frisk tilted his head, too perplexed by the strange encounter to answer with anything but the truth. “Um… yes?”
The creature made an unintelligible noise and seemed to vibrate even more intensely. One of its paws reached out toward the boy and Lily let out a surprised gasp as the limb suddenly began to elongate, stretching out like a rubber band as it coiled forward. Frisk instinctively moved back but the appendage followed at last coming to a stop above him…
…And proceeded to gently pat him on the head.
“UawAWA… tem likesa… CUTE humans!!!” Temmie gushed.
Lily made a noise at the boy’s side and he turned to see her rosy cheeks puffing outward. A snicker escaped her pursed lips as she watched the scene unfolding before her. Her body trembled from the sight, not wanting to actually let it out for fear of missing anything. It was a battle she was quickly losing.
“This monster is petting Frisk. This adorable little monster… is actually petting an equally adorable Frisk.” Lily spoke as tonelessly as possible to avoid cackling her head off., Her pale face was steadily reddening from the barely contained laughter. “That. Is. Just. Perfect!”
“Sh-shut up…” Frisk said under his breath, while enduring Temmie’s relentless petting. “This is so weird.”
“No, this is hilarious!” Lily retorted and finally burst out into a fit of laughter. “Pfff… oh my god, even the monsters agree that you’re cute! Hahaha!”
Frisk made a face that was probably meant to show his displeasure. In the wake of the diminutive monster petting him though, it simply looked ridiculous, causing the girl to laugh even harder. With no other recourse, the boy was forced to endure it until Temmie had her fill. A few moments later saw a calmed down Lily settling herself down beside her friend, with the little monster rolled onto her back at their feet.
Despite the rather strange awakening, they had been lucky to find this place. It had taken them the better part of two hours to find a location suitable enough for a camp. This island had proved a perfect fit for that purpose. It was small, but the hollow within the glowing tree that dominated it provided a place both dry and large enough to lay down in as well as being sheltered from prying gazes.
At least… that’s what they’d thought before Temmie had showed up. Now they weren’t so sure.
“How long was I down for?” Frisk asked his spectral companion.
“A few hours at least… I was planning to wake you up myself but…” Lily grinned, and pointed a finger at the small monster who was now rolling back and forth along the ground.
“Yeeeah…” Frisk drew out the word, giving her a slight glare. “I still can’t believe you laughed at me.”
“I couldn’t help it!” Lily defended herself, though she didn’t sound all that apologetic as her smile widened. “What was I supposed to do after seeing you tormented by the embodiment of all things fluffy? You’d have done the same thing if it was me.”
“I dunno, let’s find out.” Frisk retorted, and without waiting for a response turned to the little cat-dog. “Hey Temmie, do you want to meet another cute human?”
“Wait… wha-” Lily never got to finish her question.
Temmie’s mouth shot open in a gasp that lasted a good few seconds too long as her shifting eyes widened to the size of dinner plates. “dfhgdsjkdjk!!! u gos NOTHER cute humins?!?!”
The sound was like a million syllables spoken at the exact same time. Frisk grinned, feeling his revenge taking root. “Yup. She’s right here beside me. You can’t talk to her normally though because we have to do something special. Want to meet her?”
“YaYa!! tem… wAN PEt da human!” The little monster was practically bouncing at the idea.
“Okay, Frisk… I get it.” Lily begged reluctantly. “I’m sorry okay, I didn’t mean to-”
“hnnn!!!!” Temmie pouted, looking expectantly at the boy. “wHERES da OTHER HUMAN!!!?”
“Oh, fine…” Lily sighed, placing her hand over Frisk’s SOUL and concentrating. As the red glow flared from Frisk’s right eye and his expression subtly changed. “G- greetings, Temmie… I’m Lily.”
“And I’m Frisk.” The boy chimed in with the same voice.
“hOI, i’m TEMMIE!” came the predictable response. The cute little cat-dog really seemed to enjoy introducing itself.
It then reached up another extendable paw and proceeded to pat the child’s head once again. Lily simply sighed and placed a hand on her chin, as Frisk allowed her to ‘move ahead’ and accept the torment from the, as she put it ‘embodiment of all things fluffy’.
“I deserved this, didn’t I?” The girl spoke inwardly to her friend.
“Yup!” Frisk affirmed, throwing her the mental equivalent of a triumphant grin. “Doesn’t seem like you mind much though.”
“Oh, like you really did…” Lily countered with weak indignation.
“I guess not, but you were right about one thing…” The red child began. “This IS hilarious!”
Temmie continued to pet the two children for a time. She didn’t seem to really care about the particulars of how they manifested in a single body. No, the only thing that really seemed to matter to her was that she was able to meet two cute humans. That was fortunate enough for Frisk and Lily as it spared them from another lengthy explanation. Eventually, the little monster found her way into Frisk’s lap and made herself comfortable while staring at the glowing-eyed human with utmost adoration.
Frisk leaned back against the base of the tree that had served as their resting place and stared up towards the distant ceiling. Of course, he couldn’t see anything but he imagined the glittering ‘stars’ shining down on them from above.
“Are you feeling better?” Lily asked with concern.
Frisk closed his eyes and focused for a moment, calling the bands of light that represented his and Lily’s lifeforces to his mind.
* Frisk: HP - 20/20
* Lily: HP - 17/17
“Looks like it.” The boy said rotating his arm to test his muscles. Apart from a little stiffness from where he’d slept, the ache from before had long faded. “We should probably get out of this marsh as soon as we can, though..”
“Yeah. I… don’t wanna run into Undyne around here.” Lily said. The last time they’d run into the captain hadn’t been a very fun time.
“humans shud com… TEM VILLAGE!!” Temmie exclaimed, bouncing to her feet in the boy’s lap.
“You have a village?” Lily asked.
“yaYA!! tem vill-egg… nice!!” She replied exuberantly. “tem want humans meet… TEM FRIENDS!!!”
The children thought about this for a moment. It might have been nice to take Temmie up her offer and both of them were curious about just what kind of village such strange little creatures could make. However, they still had to worry about Undyne. They’d already spent quite a lot of time in one place, and there was no telling what might happen if the dogged captain found them there.
“I want to, but…” Frisk began hesitantly.
“It’s too dangerous right now.” Lily said. “I doubt Undyne would hurt them… she seems like she only really wants to get us. But if she found out we were there, it would be really hard for us to leave without her noticing.”
“Yeah… we only just avoided her in Snowdin. Papyrus is doing what he can, but I know he hates misleading her since they seem to be friends. I don’t want to get Temmie and her friends wrapped up in this too.” Frisk turned his attention to the vibrating cat-dog and frowned regretfully. “I’m sorry, Temmie. I don’t think we can visit your village right now.”
Temmie’s vibrating seemed to grow less intense, and her grinning face shifted to a look of sadness. “U don… wan com to da village?”
“It’s not that we don’t want to.” Lily said, feeling bad to see such a normally happy monster looking so sad. “We just can’t right now. We still have some things to take care of.”
“p….. but… tEM want humans to meat frens.” She lamented.
“How about this?” Frisk said, hoping to cheer her up at least a little. “How do we find your village? Once we finish what we need to, we can come and visit. Then, we might be able to stay longer too!”
“u pROMISS?!?!” the little monster asked hopefully.
“Of course.” Lily said in agreement, mentally applauding the boy’s quick thinking. “Just tell us where to go, and we can visit you whenever we want.”
“OK!!!” That seemed to do the trick, as Temmie’s vibrating returned to its normal level. “tEM tell… villag… VERY CLOSE!!! Look for place… wiv lot of TASTY MOONS!!!”
“Tasty… moons?” Frisk cocked his head in confusion.
“yaYA!!! tASTY muns… glowy! color like… tem shirt!” She tried to explain, before pointing at something with one elastic paw. “tHERE! tASTY MOON!”
The boy’s head followed the direction Temmie pointed to.
“One of those mushrooms?” Lily suggested, not really seeing anything else that it could be. “You think that’s what she means?”
“So we just have to look for a place around here with a lot of those… and they’ll lead us to your village?” Frisk asked.
“YaYa!!! lots tasti moon aroun tem village!!!” Temmie said, seemingly in confirmation.
“Alright…” Lily said, scratching the little monster behind one of her cat ears. “We’ll find it.”
“I guess the sooner we get done, the sooner we’ll be able to come visit you.” Frisk said.
“OK!!! tEM go hom an waits!!” Temmie responded, hopping down from the boy’s lap.
“It… might take a little longer than that, but okay!” Lily said with a giggle.
Frisk steadily pushed himself to his feet. His legs felt a little numb after Temmie had used them for a cushion, and he spent a few seconds rubbing a little feeling back into them. By the time his attention returned ahead, the quick little monster had already managed to get several yards away on another island.
“Bye! We’ll see you soon, okay?” Frisk called after her.
“bOI!!!” Temmie called, waving to the two children. “don FORGETS!!!”
She gave a little wave before dashing off through the marsh, leaping from island to island until she was little more than a speck on the vacant canvas of Frisk’s sight. The boy stretched his arms overhead and rolled his neck a little. He’d slept well enough, but the ground in front of that tree wasn’t exactly comfortable in the long term. The plushness of the sleeping bag mitigated it to some degree, but he still found himself longing for something a little softer.
Nevertheless, he felt well enough to start moving again, and so with Lily removing herself from his SOUL and resuming her role as guide, the two children made their way deeper into the shimmering marsh. It wasn’t so hard to move about in this section, as the number of small islets clustered together ensured there was more land than water. The biggest struggle here was the somewhat uneven footing, and the occasional root of one of the many glowing trees waiting to trip the boy up. It was easy enough to get used to though, and Lily soon found herself able to identify the best places to step.
It was only deeper in that the struggle came. The small, clustered islands became few and farther between as they traveled into the swamp, and eventually they had to slow their pace and proceed more carefully. The murky surface of the water made it difficult to tell where the shallows ended, forcing Lily to keep a sharp eye open for the tell tale sign of reeds peeking out from the surface. At times, there was not even that much, leaving Frisk to slowly feel his way along the path with his feet in order to avoid a sudden plunge.
It was slow going, but they were making progress. Eventually, they reached another section of the swamp that seemed different from the rest. The ground was more stable here but it was darker… a lot darker. There weren’t as many of the the glowing trees or mushrooms which illuminated the rest of the place, and even the light shining from the stones above seemed to have trouble reaching here. It was almost as if something somewhere was casting a massive shadow over the entire area. The only light to be had seemed to come from a number of crystals scattered about the area which gave off a faint, purple luminescence.
“Well, now we know what that purple glow I saw before was… but what’s with this place?” Lily mused. “I can barely see anything here.”
“Wasn’t it brighter back that way?” Frisk asked. Obviously it looked no different to him here than anywhere else.
“Yeah but… I dunno. It’s like something’s blocking the light around here.” his spectral companion explained.
“You think we should find another way around?” The boy suggested. “Might be trouble if you can’t see either.”
“If there was one… this darkness seems to go all the way across. The crystals help a little but… there just isn’t enough light.” She said, hanging back her head as she tried to think of what to do. “Hold on… what’s that?”
The girl’s eyes fell upon something strange near one of the crystals and she drifted over to investigate. It was some kind of metal contraption, pulsing with a bluish glow so faint that the light from the crystal nearby had almost overtaken it completely. At a glance it almost looked like a lantern, but there was something different about it.
“Hey Frisk, come over here.” She beckoned the boy. He did so, moving carefully through the shallow water to where his friend waited. “It looks like some sort of lantern but, I don’t know. There’s no glass or paper, just the frame. I don’t see anywhere to light the fire either.”
How do you think it works?” Frisk asked, feeling out with his right hand for the thing in question.
The moment his fingers brushed across the cool metal, a pulse of light spilled forth from the lantern. Lily recoiled slightly, more surprised by the rapid change than assaulted by it.
“What happened?” Frisk asked, seeing his friend raising an arm to shield her eyes.
Blinking a few times, Lily looked around and noticed almost instantly that the area around them had changed. The lantern-like object was now glowing brightly, softly illuminating the area immediately around them.
“It’s… brighter now. Touching that thing must have done something.” the girl said. “Hold on… I think I see something else.”
With more light to go by, the spectral girl approached the object she’d noticed behind the crystal. It was a jagged stone set within the ground, with some kind of writing etched into it. It was passingly similar to the plaques they’d seen in Gerson’s home, but didn’t really seem like it belonged with them.
“Something’s written here… ’Without candles or magic to guide them Home, the monsters used crystals to navigate.’” She read the words.
“Sounds like it’s a hint.” Frisk observed.
“Probably. So all we- h- hey!” Lily’s response was suddenly cut off as the area around them began to dim. “It’s getting dark again!”
The light that had briefly illuminated their surroundings slowly began to fade along with the lantern’s glow. Nearby, the violet crystal seemed to pulse, growing brighter as everything around it darkened, as if devouring the newly freed light. At the sound of Lily’s voice, Frisk reached out and touched the lantern like object again. Sure enough, the moment his fingers, made contact. the light source flared to life, banishing the darkness that had begun to creep back in.
“Well… I’m not sure about everything else here, Frisk but if this isn’t a puzzle, I don’t know what is.” Lily announced as she drifted her way back to the boy. “Looks like we have to use these to light the area so we can get through.”
“This one’s by a crystal, right?” Frisk asked. “You think the rest are too?”
“It’s hard to tell, but it sounds like it.” the specter nodded. “So if we follow those, we should be okay.”
With that in mind, Frisk refreshed the light one more time for good measure and the two set off for the next crystal. The boy followed close behind his ghostly companion and they soon reached the next crystal. As they’d thought… there was another of the lantern-like objects near this one as well and he laid his hand on it to release the light held within. Like this, they continued on making their way steadily through the darkening swamp, guided by the violet glow.
However, even with the aid of the luminescent guideposts it was still quite dim, especially on the outer edges of the light where its glow struggled to reach. A tangle of creeping vines, obscured by the even deeper shadows cast by what might have once been another of the glowing trees caught on Frisk’s feet. The boy gasped and stumbled slightly but Lily was at his side in an instant, managing to catch him before he fell.
“Thanks.” He sighed with relief.
“No problem.” Lily replied. “Don’t want you to get dirty again after you just got clean.”
“Sorry.” The boy apologized, adjusting the position of his stick. “I’ll be more careful.”
“Aw, come on… you know I was just joking, Frisky. It’s fi-”
The girl’s words caught in her throat as she caught sight of something behind the tree. It might have been a monster, but it was difficult to tell through the dim surroundings. It wasn’t approaching them at all, simply standing there in the shadow of the lightless tree… watching.
Flowey was the first person that came to her mind but no… it’s body was devoid of all color save a bleached grey - completely different from the malicious flower. It was almost impossible to see anything identifying through the gloom. In fact, she may not have noticed it at all if not for the strange sort of non-light it gave off all on its own. The faint rays from the lantern almost seemed to bend subtly around it, as if repulsed by its presence.
Lily stared at it for a while, and the figure almost seemed to stare back. Everything about it seemed strange. And yet… the girl couldn’t shake the feeling that it was familiar somehow.
“What is it?” Frisk asked, drawing Lily’s attention to him.
“There’s someone back there.” She said. “They’re watching us.”
“Really? I didn’t hear anything…” The boy replied. “Where are they?”
“Back there, just behind the-” she began, turning only to realize that the figure had vanished. “They’re gone…”
Her eyes rested on the exact spot she’d seen the watcher, but there was nothing there. Straining her eyes against the gloom of the swamp, she focused, hoping to perhaps catch some glimmer of mysterious person, but it was a fruitless effort. The figure was nowhere to be found.
“You think it was just Sans?” Frisk offered. “Maybe he used a shortcut to come check on us again.”
Lily thought about that for a moment. Popping in and out at random was certainly a very ‘Sans’ thing to do, but…
“No… it wasn’t him.” She said after a moment. “I thought it might have been Flowey, but it didn’t look like him either. They were completely grey… and the light was acting all funny around them. I couldn’t really make anything out besides that.”
“Maybe you were just seeing things?” the boy asked.
“No, I swear I saw someone.” She began but quickly grew hesitant. “At least… I think I did.”
The conversation tapered off as Lily fell into her own thoughts. There was no way she could have imagined that… was there? It wasn’t just something out of the corner of her eye, she’d looked right at it. And yet, there was just enough missing to make her question if she really had. Could the magical darkness around them create mirages too? If so, why did it only do so now? And why weren’t there any others?
“Come on.” She said, feeling somewhat unnerved by what she’d seen… or thought she’d seen. “Let’s… let’s keep going.”
“O- okay.” Frisk stammered, catching the faint scent of smoke in her apprehension.
The two children quickened their pace through the tenebrous mire, waving their way through the crystals. Lily wasn’t sure now if what she’d seen was real, but it was disturbing enough that she wanted to get out of this place as soon as possible. They stopped only long enough for Frisk to touch each light source to illuminate their path forward.
Neither of them could tell how long they were in there. It was hard to get an accurate sense of time in the Underground to begin with and the strange gloom in this section of Waterfall only made it more so. The coruscating light released from the ‘cages’ had begun to give Lily a headache about the time they reached the center of this strange wall-less labyrinth. The rapid brightening and darkening wreaked havoc on her sense of direction, as she tried - with mixed results - to keep them moving forward.
This was one of the rare times that Frisk’s lack of sight was more of an asset than a hindrance. The strobing lights did not affect him, and he’d grown used to walking around with only his other senses to guide the way. For a moment, they considered abandoning the light-cages entirely in favor of using the crystals themselves to get a general sense of direction. However, as conspicuous and uncomfortable as the light was for the spectral girl, it also illuminated the area enough that she would easily be able to spot any ambushes.
At last, they stood next to the final crystal on their path. Already, Lily could see the area was visibly brighter with the more natural light of Waterfall proper. A few more Echo Flowers could be seen in the distance, a welcome herald after what they’d been through.
“We’re finally out…” Lily exhaled, rubbing the side of her head a little. “I do not want to go through that again.”
She didn’t feel the need to bring up the other reason. She hadn’t seen the strange monster again, but the disturbing experience was still fresh in her mind.
“I agree.” Frisk nodded. “Maybe we should look for another way when we head back…”
“Please…” The girl replied earnestly. “Puzzles are fine and all but ow, my head…”
Frisk took her hand and gave it a light squeeze, causing the girl to give him a thankful smile. She used the gesture to lead him onward out of the gloom encompassing the swamp and into the still dim, but far less compromising shade of the area beyond. The incline was a lot shallower than the one leading from Gerson’s cave, leading to a number of tunnels weathered into the stone.
“Now which way do we go?” The girl wondered, studying the half-dozen cave mouths that opened before them.
“Hmm…” Frisk thought for a moment, taking a breath through his nose. “How about that one? The air smells a little cleaner.”
“Works for me.” Lily shrugged, glad to not have to spend too much time considering it with the current pain in her head.
It was still rather dark in the chamber where the tunnel released them. The bio-luminescent plants and fungi seemed a lot less numerous here, perhaps due to how close it was to the shadowed swamp. The burble of water sounded ahead of them, created by a number of small cascades that flooded the center of the room. Lily blinked a few times as her eyes adjusted to the low light. It wasn’t nearly as bad as that swamp, but compared to the rest of Waterfall that wasn’t saying much.
“I don’t think it goes very far…” She informed the boy. “Looks like it slopes up onto dry land again passed here. Do you think we can get across?”
“Hold on…” The boy crouched in front of the pool and reached forward with his stick. The short branch didn’t even go a third of its length before being stopped. He tried in a few other places and got the same result. “It’s shallow. We can probably just walk through.”
“Okay, just be careful.” Lily warned with some apprehension. She really didn’t like not being able to see clearly. “You never know if it could drop off somewhere else.”
The red child nodded in agreement, stepping gingerly into the water. It reached almost entirely up the length of his boots, and he found himself grimacing as he felt the ripples dampening the ends of his pants again. There were none of the glowing plankton here, much to Lily’s chagrin. She’d hoped the shimmer they gave off might have at least given them something to go by, but sadly it seemed the scant light around was the most she would get.
Either way, it was enough to get them through, and before long the two children found themselves stepping out onto dry land once more.
“Man… I just can’t stay dry around here.” Frisk complained, kicking some of the mud off of his boots. In truth, they did keep most of the water out, but he could still feel some dampness.
“Aw, come on Frisk…” Lily grinned as she helped her solid companion up the slope. “Now’s not the time to be getting cold feet.”
“Pff… okay, what?” Frisk snickered. “That was really badly timed. It isn’t even that cold!”
“Well, it worked didn’t it?” She countered with a very Sans-like shrug.
“I knew I heard someone around here!” A distant voice called out.
Both children jumped in response to the declaration. Frisk’s SOUL was out in an instant as both he and Lily searched for the speaker. Their momentary fear was eased when they at last caught sight of a familiar armless yellow monster, running toward them.
“Frisk! Lily! Yo!” Kidd called out happily.
A smile spread across Frisk’s lips and he raised a hand to wave the monster child over. He stopped mid-gesture as Kidd’s lack of balance got the better of him, his foot catching on something and causing him to tumble forward. The two humans cringed as his yellow face met the greyish earth beneath him. Sharing a quick glance, Frisk allowed Lily into his SOUL as the two made their way over to the fallen monster.
“You really need to watch where you’re going a little more, Kidd…” Lily giggled, as the two helped him back to his feet.
“I know, I know… my parents tell me that all the time.” Kidd said, shaking some of the dirt from his scales. “Nevermind about that though. What’s up with you guys?! I haven’t seen you around Snowdin in a couple of days.”
“Oh yeah…” Frisk said, scratching his nose. “We… kind of haven’t been back since we saw you before.”
The yellow monster’s grin faded a a little. “What’s wrong? Didja get in a fight with those two Skeletons or something? Gee, you know if you guys need a place to stay you can always-”
“No, that’s not it.” Lily cut him off. “We’re still good… well, at least with Papyrus. Can’t ever really tell with Sans but I think it’s okay.”
“I never did find him to ask about that teleport thing he did…” Kidd responded. “By the way, have you guys gotten to meet Undyne yet?”
“Well we… we’ve seen her a few times.” Frisk said cautiously. “We haven’t actually met her yet but…”
“Aw, really? Well I bet you’ll be able to meet her soon, especially if you’re out here.” Kidd said, practically bouncing on his heels. “People have been saying she’s going around hunting for humans! Oh man, I’d give anything to see that!”
Frisk’s face paled at his friend’s words, and within his SOUL he could tell Lily was feeling much the same way. Kidd still didn’t know the truth: that the humans the captain was hunting were in fact standing right in front of him. That the ‘villains’ his hero sought were the very same children who had played him and his friends that day in Snowdin. They had resolved to tell everyone the truth, so they no longer had to hide from what they were. If they did enough good, then maybe… maybe the monsters would understand. Maybe they wouldn’t have to fight.
But… how could they tell him now in a way that wouldn’t alienate their hero-worshiping friend?
“Listen, Kidd… we have something we need to-” Lily began, but a gasp stole away the end of her sentence as a glint of blue flashed across the corner of her eye. “G- get back!”
She reached forward and shoved Kidd away, at the same time throwing Frisk’s body in reverse to avoid the spear that crashed into the ground where he stood seconds before. Frisk’s SOUL-sight locked onto the alabaster silhouette of the deadly projectile, watching as it dissipated into motes of raw magic. The clattering of metal on stone drew the shocked boy’s attention to the attacker.
Undyne stood before them, her dark armor bleached white as death upon the darkness of his vision. She rose from her crouched position, the metal plates and the single eye beneath the fearsome visage of her helm glinting within the shadows of the room. Flinging a gauntlet-clad fist to her side another spear manifested within her grasp. Twirling the weapon in a flourish, she brandished its honed tip toward the boy… or more specifically, toward the carnelian SOUL that glowed before his chest.
“Get… away… from him…!” A voice echoed from beneath the metal plates.
Frisk held up his hands, not wishing to do anything to provoke the Captain with Kidd so close by. Even that act was seemingly perceived as a threat as Undyne’s grip on the magical spear tightened.
“What do we do…” Frisk asked internally.
“I don’t know…” Lily admitted. “Should we run? It doesn’t seem like she’s willing to talk.”
“But… Kidd is-”
“Yo! How awesome is this?!” The aforementioned monster child exclaimed, running up to the two children. “I told you, didn’t I?! Undyne’s RIGHT there in front of you! Now you have front row seats to her fight!”
A gasp could be heard beneath the Captain’s helmet and she sprang forward. With a singular instinct, Frisk and Lily staggered back as the spear was thrust toward his small body, missing by mere inches. In the blink of an eye, Undyne was between them, one hand held protectively in front of Kidd, while the other brandished the deadly weapon before her.
For a brief moment their eyes left Undyne and rested upon their friend, seeing mixture of confusion and worry written upon his face.
“Kidd…” Frisk stammered.
“We’re sorry...” Lily finished for him.
“W-what for…? Come on, guys… what’s going on?” He asked, either too naive or too unwilling to accept what he was seeing.
Undyne just stood between them like a fortress. She didn’t move, but it was clear she didn’t intend to let them get anywhere near the child. Frisk and Lily stared back, afraid to even stand up as if the slightest twitch might provoke her. Her head shifted glancing back and forth between them as if weighing her options.
At last, she took a step back, nudging Kidd away gently while keeping the weapon trained on the two humans as she gradually made her way back in the direction she’d come from. Kidd offered only weak resistance, staring into the guilt-ridden face of one friend, and the faded crimson light of the other as he was ushered away. He didn’t break eye-contact, even as Undyne took one of his horns and dragged him from the room.
The two humans said nothing… didn’t even move. They merely watched, helplessly as their friend was dragged away.
Undyne’s long strides made it difficult for the small monster to keep up with her. With his poor balance, he found himself stumbling a number of times as he tried to follow along behind. Normally, this would have been his dream: out on patrol with his hero, tracking down and beating up bad guys. For years he’d longed for this day.
But… why them? What would make Undyne want to attack Frisk and Lily? They hadn’t done anything wrong… had they? No… that wasn’t possible. They were his friends. They’d never do anything like that. It had to be a misunderstanding, that’s all.
Eventually, Undyne rounded a corner and ducked into another chamber. Her helm panned slowly to the left, then quickly to the right. When it seemed certain that they weren’t followed she turned to the young monster under her charge.
“Listen to me, child…” She said in a calm but weighty voice. “You need to stay away from those humans.”
“W-what humans?” Kidd asked, honestly confused. “What are you talking about?”
“The ones you were with just now. The two that shared a body.” Undyne clarified. “They’re humans...”
“Yo… you mean Frisk and Lily?” Kidd said with a strained grin. “Haha… that’s a good joke. They aren’t humans, they’re monsters! Just ‘cause they’re a little different doesn’t mean…”
“Don’t be fooled.” Undyne claimed. “Isn’t it strange how they just appeared, and suddenly the Guard is out hunting for them?”
“But… humans are bad right? Frisk and Lily are really nice. They’ve been helping people and everything!” Kidd argued.
“They’re just deceiving you.” Undyne said. “Humans are cunning… they’re dangerous. They’re just trying to make us drop our guard. Then they’ll strike.”
“They wouldn’t do that!” Kidd shouted.
“Really? How can you know for sure? How much do you really know about them?” Undyne countered. “Don’t forget, It’s because of humans that we’re forced to live down here… those two are no different. ”
“You… you’re wrong…” Kidd stammered, his eyes welling up with tears. “You have to be…”
The yellow monster strained to hold back his tears. How could Undyne even consider such horrible things about his two friends? It had to be a lie, or a misunderstanding, or something. Even if it was the truth, he simply couldn’t accept that Frisk and Lily could be capable of what she was accusing them of. To hear someone he’d looked up to so much telling him to give up on them… he could fall on his face a million times and it would hurt less.
“It’s alright… they won’t be able to hurt you here. I’ll finish this once and for all.” The armored figure’s voice was surprisingly gentle as she knelt down and reached for the child’s shoulder. “With that SOUL, all of this will-”
“Don’t touch me! You’re the one who doesn’t know them! Maybe if you tried, you’d understand!” The yellow monster shouted, recoiling from her hand. “So what if they’re humans?! They’re my friends! I’m not gonna just throw that away!”
“Wait!” Undyne called out as he turned and ran for the cavern’s entrance. “Where are you going?!”
Kidd stopped, tears falling from his eyes as his body trembled in both sadness and anger. He didn’t turn around… he couldn’t bare to look at the person he once considered a ‘hero’.
“I’m gonna find them and ask them myself.” He said, sniffling a little. “Yo… I really thought you were cool, Undyne. I guess I was wrong.”
He didn’t wait for a response, instead scampering off through the tunnel as fast as his small legs could carry him. Undyne simply sat there, dumbstruck for a moment. That didn’t sound like someone who’d been brainwashed… or did it? She really couldn’t be sure. No matter what he thought about them, humans could not be trusted. It was a simple proven fact. It was foolish to think that there was any redemption for them… right?
Even still… she couldn’t just leave this as it was. The humans couldn’t have gotten far. If she found them first, she could end this for good. The key to their freedom was at hand… and it was up to her to secure it, whatever the cost.
“Ngaahh… damn it.” She muttered, exiting the cavern herself.
She paused at its mouth, taking a moment to gaze up at the stones glittering above. Steeling herself, she made her way back in the direction she’d last encountered the humans. One way or another… it was time to finish this.
The human children’s hearts were heavy. They’d spoken little since they left that chamber, but every time they did it all lead back to the same thing. Undyne’s sudden arrival could not have come at a worse time. They had already been struggling for a way to tell Kidd the truth. The last thing they wanted was for him to get directly involved in their burdens. But now… now it was probably too late. Undyne had probably already told him everything. It was very likely that he would feel betrayed that they’d lied to him.
Perhaps they could load… go through the marsh again and find him sooner. Then they could be the ones to reveal the truth, perhaps make him understand that they weren’t like the humans that imprisoned the kingdom so long ago. Silently, Frisk wonder if the person he was before all of this would have done so. He’d certainly jumped through time quite a bit and the results of his abuse of this power were clear to see on the computer in Sans’ workshop.
He understood the temptation, probably because they were the same person. Even now, he felt the urge to do so. But what would be the point? All they would be doing was replacing one lie with another, manipulating Kidd’s feelings until they got what they wanted. Frisk didn’t want to be like that… not when he knew what it might lead to. Yet, as noble a sentiment as that was, it didn’t do them any favors here. Indeed, he couldn’t even be sure if that conviction wasn’t just another form of that same manipulation, just of himself rather than someone else.
Lily felt just as bad but for other reasons. The sight of Undyne before them had brought back memories of their other encounters with her. In each one, she’d found herself unable to do much of anything to help. All she could do was guide Frisk’s way, and even then it wasn’t enough most of the time. This time, she hadn’t even been able to say a few simple words to another friend before everything came crashing down. Just like with Flowey, she always seemed to fall short when it mattered the most.
The two of them stood on the precipice of a shear chasm. Columns, over a hundred feet tall stretched from top to bottom, and dozens of falls flowed down the weathered stone surfaces into a large lake beneath them. They couldn’t tell if it was the same one they’d crossed before, shortly after coming here. The flimsy wooden bridge ahead of them provided the only means to cross. They didn’t know what lay beyond it and at this point, neither of them really cared. All they could do was walk, and hope that something better lay on the other side.
A strong wind howled mournfully through the cavern, causing Frisk’s clothes to flutter in its wake. It wasn’t strong enough to push them off if they were careful, but it was enough to make footing uncertain.
“Be careful…” Lily said. She sounded as weary as he felt. “I don’t want you to fall.”
Frisk nodded, as they proceeded slowly across the bridge, following Lily’s guidance to avoid the places where the wood had worn down. Eventually, they found themselves nearing the other side of the chasm.
“We’re almost there.” Lily told him. “Just a few more steps, okay?”
“Alright.” the boy said, focusing on his feet as he moved onward.
“Frisk! Lily!” A familiar voice called. “Wait up!!”
The two children nearly jumped out of their skin at the sound. It was a voice that hadn’t expected to hear again, let alone so soon. Frisk barely managed to remember his own caution as he turned around, the glow of Lily in his right eye flickered in a mixture of anticipation and anxiousness. It felt like too much to hope for, and both of them half-expected that the voice was simply the result of the wind combined with their fragile emotions clinging to a false hope.
And yet, there he was… a small, armless yellow lizard, stepping carefully onto the bridge from the other side. He made his way over to them, apparently unbothered by the buffering wind.
“K-Kidd…” Frisk muttered.
“He… Hey you guys…” He said hesitantly.
“Um… greetings, Kidd.” Lily’s replied, her usual salutation marred by awkwardness.
“Yo, I know I’m not supposed to be here, but…” He began, hesitating for a moment. “I wanna ask you something.”
“Okay… sure.” Frisk replied in the only way he could think to, though both he and Lily had a good idea what the question would be.
“Err… man, I’ve never had to ask anyone this before.” He said. “Umm… yo… you guys. You’re humans, right?”
“...Yeah.” Lily answered after a moment. “We both are.”
“Haha! Man! I knew it!” Kidd said with an awkward smile. “Well, I know it now. I mean… Undyne told me, um, ‘stay away from those humans’.”
Frisk hung his head, and the glow in his right eye representing Lily faded to a point where it just barely illuminated the boy’s face. Neither one of them could think of an appropriate response to that.
“So, like, ummm…” Kidd stammered, turning his head awkwardly to the side. “I guess that makes us enemies or something… but, I kinda stink at that so... Yo, say something mean so I can hate you? Please?”
The two children recoiled at his words. The monster child stared at them in desperation. It was clear he was struggling and hoping for a way out… anything to make it easier. Yet, how could they possibly even consider complying with such a request?
“Um, I…” Lily struggled, stomach turning at the very notion of it. “I… I can’t.”
“Then… Frisk?” The monster asked.
The boy could say nothing as he felt tears welling in his lidded eyes. With a wounded heart, the only thing he could manage was a vigorous shake of the head.
“Sheesh, you guys aren’t making this easy… guess I have to do it. Well, here goes nothing.” Kidd said, taking a deep breath to prepare himself. “Yo, I… I hate your guts.”
It was such a pitiful attempt that even the most sensitive and naïve person wouldn’t fall for it. Even with the way the two humans felt, the insincerity in his voice made it impossible for them to take it seriously.
“Man, I… I’m such a turd. I’m sorry.” It only took a few seconds for his flimsy façade to break.
“I… it’s okay.” Frisk choked out.
“Yeah… we… we should have told you the truth sooner.” Lily said regretfully.
“Nah… it’s fine. I get it, haha.” the yellow monster said. “I… I should probably go home. My parents’ll kill me if I stay out too long.”
“Are you mad at us?” Frisk asked, fearing the answer.
Kidd took a moment to think about it, and finally shook his head. “No. I just… I always heard humans were bad, but… you guys’ve been so nice to everyone. It’s just weird, you know? I guess I just need a little bit to wrap my head around it.”
“O-of course…” Lily replied, understandingly.
“Will we… will we see you back in Snowdin?” Frisk asked, wiping his eyes free of tears.
“Well, sure! I mean, we still need to play Monsters and Humans again. Uh, I mean… Maybe that one would be a little awkward but… we can always make up a new game!” Kidd said, surprisingly upbeat. “Anyway, see you guys later, okay?”
Those words, combined with that typical wobbly smile were all the reassurance the two humans needed. Even if things were a bit strange, it truly seemed like he did not bare them any ill will. Frisk gave a relieved sigh, a faint smile from Lily spread across his lips, and as one the two of them lifted a hand to wave goodbye.
The momentary calm was short-lived.
A loud snap resounded about half way across the bridge as one of the weak planks gave in under the yellow monster’s weight. With a cry of fear and confusion, Kidd tumbled from the relative safety of the bridge, toward the murky abyss below. Frisk’s mouth parted in a horror shared by both himself and Lily.
“Kidd!!!” The two humans cried in unison.
The monster child’s descent was halted as a large splinter from the broken wood caught on his shirt. There he hung, dangling like a puppet on the most flimsy of strings.
“H- help!” He cried desperately, instinct and fear causing him to struggle as gravity tried to pull him down.
“Don’t! You’ll fall!” Lily cried. “Frisk, we have to-”
Her words were cut short as right at that moment, another familiar figure appeared.
Dark armor gleamed in the light of the ‘stars’ as Undyne stood on the other side of the chasm. Her form was ominous and terrifying, veiled beneath the shadowed crags beyond the expanse. The fearsome captain’s yellow eye rested on the two humans for only a moment before shifting to the monster child hanging precariously from the flimsy, broken planks.
And yet, as imposing as she was, the humans’ fear of their armored reaper was tempered by something far more troubling.
“Why… why isn’t she moving?!” Frisk observed.
Undyne simply stood there, her eye locked on the dangling Kidd. She made no move to save him… in fact, she made no move at all. Frozen, even as a life hung in the balance before her. Why… why wasn’t she helping him?
Frisk and Lily were terrified. If something wasn’t done soon, Kidd would fall. Should they go to him themselves? They knew by now how aggressive Undyne could be. What if they tried, and she attacked them like before? There was no way the planks of the bridge would survive a barrage of her spears.
What should they do?
What could they do?
It was then that Frisk felt a tug on the sleeve of his jacket. His mind already in overdrive, he whipped his head away from the situation to the one responsible…
Except, there was nothing there.
Well, not quite nothing. A strange distortion warped around the blankness he knew so well, shifting and reshaping itself, like a roiling fog. Only one thing was certain: it was not white like a typical monster, nor was it colored like Lily. It was a pale, unknowable shade of grey… colorlessness somehow made manifest on his SOUL-sight. It was almost impossible for him to make out, and yet at the same time felt almost familiar in its close nature to the blindness he had always known.
Lily however, saw it clearly…
“You’re…” She began.
Though she hadn’t gotten a good look back then, she felt sure this was the same monster she’d seen before in that tenebrous marsh. That wasn’t the most surprising thing about it however.
Its resemblance to Kidd was uncanny…
“Please… save him…” The figure spoke. Its voice reverberated strangely, but it sounded like a girl’s voice.
A million questions took root in the children’s minds. A million questions that, in that moment, did not matter in the slightest.
They turned back to the weathered bridge, and set off across.
Forcing her fear and worry aside, Lily guided the boy onward, pointing out where to step while subtly guiding his footfalls through their connection. The unstable bridge rocked and jostled as Frisk moved swiftly onward, fighting against the spiteful wind that threatened to cast them into the depths below. On the other side, Undyne loomed still as a statue as they drew closer to Kidd’s position. Her single eye was fixed upon the child that hung from the broken planks by only the flimsy threads of his shirt. It was like she hadn’t even noticed them. Even if she did, it wouldn’t have mattered. No, the only thing that mattered was Kidd. They were determined to save him.
The next few seconds passed with agonizing slowness, but all of that changed as soon as they reached him.
“Come on!” Frisk shouted, leaning over the side and stretching out his hand.
“He’s too far down!” Lily cried, when they came up short.
Kidd had noticed them by this point and was desperately struggling to bring himself within reach. Yet his lack of arms proved a great hindrance toward toward that goal. His teeth snapped out, trying to grab hold while the boy forced himself to ignore his reflexes and keep his arm steady.
“Ugh… Egh!” Kidd grunted in his struggle to reach his path to safety.
It didn’t work… it wasn’t even close. In desperation, Frisk found himself cursing his small body.
An ominous tearing sound somehow reached the children’s ears over the commotion and the howling of the wind. All Kidd’s struggle had managed to do was weaken the fragile threads of his shirt. The sharp splinter that was currently keeping him from falling was now slowly boring a hole into the fabric. At once, his momentary safety net had become the blade to sever it.
“I’m… I’m slipping!” Kidd cried desperately.
“I can’t reach him…” Frisk lamented.
“There has to be something…” Lily began, just as the solution clicked in her mind. “Wait, Frisk… your jacket!”
Of course… that was it! Frisk wasted no time, pulling back his arm and throwing the jacket from his shoulders. The cold wind battered against his bare arms, now having been shed of the protection it provided. Frisk didn’t mind this at all as he wrapped one of the sleeves around his wrist and threw the other down toward Kidd.
“Grab on, hurry!” He shouted.
Kidd’s eyes locked onto the blue denim sleeve as it swayed before him like a rope to salvation. He bit for it, once again coming up short as a gust of wind blew it away. Frisk and Lily swung it back toward him, trying to get it as close as they could. The next two attempts failed as well, only causing the hole in his collar to grow larger. Still, it was close. If they could just time it right…
One final swing.
One final desperate grasp for safety.
Kidd’s collar snapped under the strain of its burden, just as his jaws snapped onto the sleeve of the jacket. The small monster’s body swung forward, nearly pulling the two of them off the side as well but they maintained control. Frisk felt his arms straining as he and Lily gripped the other end of the makeshift rope tightly in both hands.
Without a moment of pause they began to haul Kidd back up. Hand over hand, they gathered up the jacket until at last they could reach the monster boy himself. Grabbing one of his headspikes, they hauled him up to the relative safety of the bridge.
He was safe.
With the crisis averted, Kidd could do little besides stare at his two rescuers as the body that housed both of them gasped for breath from the effort.
“Frisk… Lily…” He said after finally finding his words. “You guys, you… you saved me.”
“Of… of course we did…” The human’s voice panted in Lily’s tone.
“You’re our friend…” That same voice finished as Frisk.
Kidd could think of no response to give. Somehow a ‘thank you’ didn’t seem nearly adequate enough for what they’d just done.
Fortunately, he didn’t need to think about it for long. The familiar sound of a metal-clad footfall drew their attention to the other side of the bridge. Undyne hadn’t moved at all during the whole time the two humans had rushed to save the monster child, but that seemed to be over now. She took another slow step forward but still remained as silent as she always seemed. Kidd responded instantly, stepping in front of the exhausted humans. He was trembling, both from his ordeal and the looming form of the captain before him but he stood firm.
“Y… y… yo… dude… If… y-you wanna hurt my friends…” He stammered, fixing Undyne with a glare. “…you’re gonna have to get through me first.”
“Kidd… are you protecting us?” Frisk questioned.
The monster child did not respond. Did not even take his eyes off Undyne as he held his ground between her and his friends. The dark knight paused in the wake of that glare, and that single eye stared back. It was impossible to know what was going through the mind of the one beneath that fearsome helm.
A few moments of tense silence passed before the iron-clad warrior turned back the way she came. Within seconds she was beyond sight, vanishing into the gloom of Waterfall’s twisting caverns.
“...she’s gone.” Kidd sighed, turning back to the two of them.
“Never mind about her.” Lily said, staring at the yellow monster with a worried expression. “Are you okay?”
“Yeah… that was really close. If we were just a second later…” Frisk’s voice trailed off, not even wanting to entertain the thought.
“Seriously…” Kidd agreed, nervously. “Yo, you guys really saved my skin.”
“Well, we weren’t gonna just let you fall.” The girl said, giving a slight smile through Frisk
“I guess being enemies was just a nice thought, haha…” Kidd joked. “We’ll just have to stay friends instead, huh?”
“Yeah… I guess so.” Frisk said, before his face fell a little. “Sorry we didn’t tell you about us before. If we were honest from the start then maybe…”
“Aw, come on dude… I already said it was okay, right?” Kidd lightly admonished him. “Besides, I think you saving me is a pretty big way to make up for it.”
“You know, you stood up for us too…” Lily giggled a little, the crimson eye signifying her presence brightening slightly. “Call it even?”
“Sounds good to me!” the yellow monster agreed, before his eyes fell down to his now thoroughly ruined shirt. “…man, I should REALLY get home now. I dunno how I’m gonna explain this to my parents.”
“Alright. Just… be careful on the way back okay?” the boy warned.
“Yeah… you guys too. Undyne might still be around after all.” Kidd said, turning to head back across the bridge, albeit more carefully this time. “See ya later!”
Frisk and Lily waved to their friend. Their hearts felt a lot fuller knowing that they could still call him that, even now. If anything, that friendship actually seemed stronger now despite what it took to get there. The past between monsters and humans was certainly not a happy one. Yet from their interactions with Kidd, Napstablook, Sans and Papyrus, Toriel and all the other people they’ve met, maybe the future could be different.
And then there was Undyne… could even she be made to understand?
“Hold on…” Lily began as a thought popped into her head. “Shoot, we forgot to tell him about that monster back there!”
“Monster?” Frisk asked. “That was a monster?”
“Yeah, you saw her…” Lily said, confused. “She looked just like Kidd?”
“They… she did? To me, it just looked like a grey cloud.” Frisk explained, confused.
“Huh… that’s weird.” the girl responded, cocking Frisk’s head to the side thoughtfully. “Well, we should probably thank her anyway right? We might have been too late if she didn’t say anything.”
Frisk nodded and turned around to head back over the bridge to where the monster waited. Only…
“What…? Where’d she go?” Lily wondered as she stared at the now very empty cliff where the monster once stood.
Frisk raised a questioning brow. The odd grey-ish cloud that he had seen was gone too. Carefully, they made their way over to the place where she’d spoken to them, Lily keeping an eye out for any sign of where she might have gone. A few of the large stones may have been a good place to hide, but no one was there. A crack in the rockface to their left might have been large enough to squeeze through, but there was no trace. With some worry, they feared she might have fallen from the cliff in their rush to save Kidd, but the waters below were still.
There was nothing.
“It’s like she just… vanished.” Lily said, at a complete loss. “I don’t even see any footprints besides ours.”
“Did we imagine it?” Frisk wondered for a brief moment before shaking his head. “No, that wouldn’t make sense. We both saw - and heard - someone.”
“Yeah… and I know it was her I saw before too.” the girl added. “Maybe she really is using shortcuts like Sans… but wouldn’t there still be something here even if she did?”
“Unless she did, there’s really only one way she could go.” Frisk said. “Maybe we’ll find her up ahead?”
“Maybe… and we should probably keep going anyway.” Lily agreed. “Let’s go.”
The two of them continued on, grateful to put some distance between themselves and that bridge. The cliff widened as they moved onward, to the point that after a while it was more of a mesa or small plateau than anything. Still, they found no other sign of the monster they’d seen, even when they came to another ravine, spanned by a shorter and (thankfully), far more stable bridge.
“I still don’t see anyone…” Lily sighed, as they stepped over to the other side. “I guess she really is gone.”
“And I was really hoping to talk to her too…” the boy frowned.
“Me too… It’s okay though, I mean we’re sure to run into her… again…?” Lily trailed off, noticing something peculiar before her. “Um… Frisk?”
“Huh? What is it?” The boy asked. “Do you see her?”
“No, um… it’s…” She stammered, staring at the oddly shaped shadow before them. “L- look up…”
Confusion spread across the red child’s face at his friend’s sudden apprehension, but he did as she asked. He almost wished he hadn’t when at last he beheld what had the girl so frightened.
The two children stared as one at the figure perched upon the large stone spikes jutting from the mouth of a particularly large cave. Iron plate gleamed in the faint light cast by the strange machinery that loomed far off in the distance. A plume of bright red blew freely in the powerful wind that did nothing to disturb the unnerving stillness of the figure.
“Finally…” The armored figure said, her voice echoing ominously. “With that child gone, there will be no more distractions.”
“How… how did she…?” Frisk muttered, the phantom pain in his chest aching faintly in remembrance.
“Undyne…” Lily breathed.
That word, that name… it was like a dirge on her lips. Here she was, once again. That armored assassin who had pursued them since they had first stepped foot in Waterfall. The one who had given them their first experience with death. The one who, for all their attempts to stay one step ahead, always seemed to be waiting for them.
The Captain of the Royal Guard…
Undyne.
Notes:
Aaaaaaand… cliffhanger! Sorry about that, but the chapter would just be far too long if we included Undyne’s fight too. Don’t worry, it’ll be worth the wait.
We’d been hinting at Temmie showing up for a few chapters. Hopefully her scene brought a bit of a smile to you guys. We thought about doing Temmie Village here, but decided it would break up the story progression a little. Better to come back to it once this arc is resolved.
The dark room was an interesting part. Perfect to foreshadow what was coming while also being one of those unique times that Frisk’s lack of sight helps him. Light based puzzles aren’t really an issue when you can’t see the light to begin with. Lily on the otherhand…
Given how things have been going, we decided to change up scene after the dark room. Having Kidd already be there allowed for a bit more character development. Also we wanted to actually show the conversation where he learned about them being humans. Gives the little guy a bit more spotlight.
Expansion of the bridge scene! Probably one of the most iconic in the game. Goner Kid’s appearance here has been planned for at least a few chapters. If it wasn’t already clear, she was also the one Lily saw in the dark swamp. We considered a few different ways that could play out, including having the SOULmates talk to her some after Kidd left but decided this was the best way. There’s still more to her, but for now we wanted to keep the air of mystery.
Onward to the climax (of this arc at least)! Hopefully the upcoming fight with Undyne proves just as epic as it is in the game. Look forward to it!
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Chapter 21: The Spear and The Shield
Notes:
Well, it’s about that time, wouldn’t you say? After about six chapters of build-up it’s finally time for the climax of this arc. Not much else before we get into it.
Just a small note: Warrior Inside by Leader might be a good song to listen to during the fight, just saying (wink wink).
KikiRukata: Thank you guys so much for your patience! We’ve had a very hectic last 2 months! I hope you enjoy!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The howl of wind echoed through the cavernous depths of Waterfall, setting Frisk’s shirt and jacket into a flutter. The boy was motionless as he stared up at the figure standing upon sharp crags above. Her form was stark white against the darkness of his sight, the plume of her helmet billowing like an argent flame. She was turned away from them at the moment, but that didn’t make him feel any safer. The iron scent of fear within his nostrils told him that Lily must have felt the same way.
“Why… why are you doing this?” The boy spoke, his voice barely audible above the wind. “Haven’t you realized that we don’t want to hurt anyone?”
A few tense moments passed in deathly silence. The two children had no idea whether the question had gone unheard or if the imposing Captain was simply choosing not to acknowledge it. His mouth opened to speak once again, this time at the will of Lily. However…
“...Seven. Seven human SOULs. With the power of seven human SOULs the Barrier may be shattered and we will be set free..” A voice echoed beneath the mass of thick steel, silencing whatever the girl had been about to say. “Six. That’s how many we have collected thus far. Through your seventh and final SOUL, our king… king Asgore Dreemurr will become a god. With that power, the world above will be transformed… and humanity will know the suffering and pain that we have endured.”
Asgore… It wasn’t the first time they’d heard that name. With a heavy heart, Frisk recalled the warnings Toriel had given them some time ago… and the fear and worry her words carried.
“You naïve child… If you leave the Ruins, they… Asgore… will kill you. I am only protecting you, do you understand?”
“Asgore… you mustn’t let Asgore take your SOUL. His plan… cannot be allowed to succeed.”
The boy’s mind swam as he wrestled with the implications along with what he now knew. The two children could not have known the reason for her fears at the time. Yet now, here it was before them… the horrible truth that she’d tried so desperately to spare them from.
“As- Asgore… Dreemurr…?” Lily mumbled, her voice hushed.
It was enough to break Frisk from his own mind for a moment, sensing a struggle within the girl not entirely aligned with his own.
“What’s wrong?” Frisk asked her internally.
“That name…” The girl answered. “It sounds… familiar?”
“Yeah, it’s the same person Toriel warned us about.” Frisk mentioned. “But… that’s not what you’re talking about, is it?”
The boy could sense her nodding within his SOUL. “Yeah… just like before with the Echo Flowers and those shears... I recognize it.”
“But… why now? You didn’t seem to notice it back in the Ruins.” Frisk pointed out, and immediately wished he hadn’t. As much as he hated bringing back the painful memories surrounding their departure from that place, something always seemed to draw it out.
“I don’t know. I know it’s important to me but…” The ghostly girl replied. “It sounds wrong. When I think of that name, it sounds strong… but also warm and gentle. It’s nothing like how Undyne describes him… or Mom. I don’t get it.”
“But, if you actually know the king, then-”
“Do you understand, humans? This is your only chance at redemption…” Undyne, oblivious to the internal conversation, cut off the red child’s response. “You must atone for the crimes your people have inflicted upon ours.”
Frisk could hear the sorrow and cool anger in the knight’s voice. Nevertheless, he stood his ground.
“We’ve read the history, Undyne…” the child spoke, swallowing his fear. “We know what happened before… how you all were sealed down here. I wasn’t born then… I didn’t even know Monsters existed before I fell. I… I’m sorry. I know that doesn’t mean much… but I want to make it right.”
“Is that so…?” Undyne spoke, turning slowly. Her pale yellow eye bore down upon them. “Then prove to me that your regret is sincere. Give up your life and your SOUL. If you do, I’ll make it quick.”
“What…?” Lily gasped, incredulously. “You can be serious… we-”
“Lily…” Frisk stopped her, taking back control of his voice. “It’s okay.”
“Frisk, no…” the spectre pleaded with her friend. “You’re not actually agreeing with her, are you?”
The boy sighed. After everything they’d learned, he couldn’t say her animosity towards them wasn’t justified. Her declaration, Toriel’s warning, the plaques in Gerson’s cave. He may not have had all the pieces, but it wasn’t hard to fit together the ones he did have. A pointless war… a people persecuted… a kingdom begging to be free… a king who would become a god. After everything they’d been through, why wouldn’t they see human kind as - for lack of a better term - so decidedly inhuman? Why wouldn’t some of them crave revenge?
There was no record of any of this on the surface, at least none that he knew of. It was like they’d all forgotten… or perhaps they had been made to forget. There was no other reason to create such a superstition centered around the very mountain the monsters were sealed under. But why hide the truth to begin with? Did humanity truly fear these people, or… was it out of shame? It wasn’t for Frisk to know.
With all of that, it was easy for him to understand why giving up his SOUL might be the right choice. However…
“I’m sorry, Undyne. I can’t do that.” The boy said finally.
Frisk could hear an internal sigh of relief from Lily. “Don’t scare me like…”
“I don’t know what happened back then. I do know that monsters don’t deserve to live like this though.” Frisk continued. “But… this isn’t the way.”
The yellow eye narrowed beneath that fearsome helm. “Then I suppose I’ll just have to tear it from your body.” Undyne said darkly.
Frisk lowered his head sadly… it seemed she wouldn’t be convinced.
“But before that, as is customary for those who make it this far, I shall tell you the tragic tale of our people. It all started, long ago…”
Frisk returned his attention to Undyne, as he and Lily listened intently. Perhaps if they listened to her tale, there might be an opportunity to talk her out of this. Undyne stared off toward the factory looming in the distance, and the two imagined a wistful expression across the face hidden beneath that armor. They waited for her to begin, the howling of the wind, the only thing cutting through the silence around them.
They waited…
…and waited…
…and waited some more.
“Um…” Lily began. By this point the pause had gone well passed dramatic and straight into awkward.
“No, you know what?” The warrior began. “SCREW IT! WHY SHOULD I TELL THAT STORY… WHEN YOU’RE ABOUT TO DIE! NGAAAAAHHHHH!!!”
“Ah!” The two children cried in unison, startled by the sudden change within Undyne.
Crouching low, the Captain of the Royal guard slammed her fist into the rocky ground beneath her feet. An echoing crash resounded throughout the large chamber from an blow forceful enough to dislodge a couple of stones hanging above the cave just below. A cloud of stone and dust was kicked up from the impact, obscuring Undyne’s form within.
“Look out!” Lily cried, noticing something fly out from the cloud and towards them.
Frisk instinctively threw up his arms in response to the warning, but it proved to be unnecessary. The object in questioned struck the ground a good few feet away with a metallic clang. Turning instinctively toward the sound Lily had just enough time to see the terrifying visage of a helmet staring back at her before it slipped from the nearby cliff.
They quickly returned their attention back to the thick cloud of dust as it slowly began to settle and reveal the form within. She was turned from them again, but already they could make out a few distinguishing features: the scaly, azure hued skin as well as the fin-like appendages on the sides of her head. A tail of flowing crimson hair - what they had once thought to be the plume of her helmet - swept to the side as her head turned, revealing that same yellow right eye they’d come to know while a bit of faint scarring peaked out from beneath the black patch covering the other.
“Her face…” Lily gasped. “Frisk… she was on that photo.”
“The one in Sans’ workshop?” The boy asked, sensing her confirmation he gave a faint smile. “Then there’s hope…”
“YOU!” Undyne sneered, revealing two rows of shark-like fangs. “You’re standing in the way of everybody’s hopes and dreams! Alphys’ history books made me think humans were cool with their giant robots and flowery swordswomen. BUT YOU? You’re just cowards! Hiding behind that kid so you could run away from me again!”
“That’s not true!” Frisk began.
“Yeah, you even saw us!” Lily added. “We saved-”
“Oh yeah, that two-people-in-one-body thing? Did you think you could surprise me with that? Nice try, but I’ve spent a long time learning what humans can do.” Undyne cut off their protests. “And let’s not forget your wimpy, goody-two-shoes schtick! Ohhh! I’m making such a difference by hugging random strangers!’ You know what would be more valuable to everyone? IF YOU WERE DEAD!!! That’s right, humans! Your continued existence is a crime! Your life is all that stands between us and our freedom!”
“What happened to her?” Frisk wondered aloud. “It’s like she’s a completely different person.”
“Right now, I can feel everyone’s hearts pounding together! Everyone’s been waiting their whole lives for this moment!” She declared, swiping her spear to the right and clutching a fist before her. “But we’re not nervous at all! When everyone puts their hearts together, they can’t lose!”
“If you’re so sure about that, then listen to them!” Lily countered. “Then you’ll understand what we’re trying to do!”
“Ha! You might have fooled everyone else but those tricks won’t work on me!” Undyne shot back. “Now, humans! Let’s end this right here, right now! I’ll show you just how determined monsters can be. Step forward when you’re ready!”
“Frisk… I don’t think she’s going to listen.” Lily said, staring at the warrior watching from above.
“I know…” The boy responded. “…but we still have to try.”
Using his stick for guidance, the boy made his way to the nearby precipice, and placed a hand over his SOUL.
‘It worked before…’ He thought. ‘If there was ever a time for it to work again, this is it.’
Undyne was determined, that was for sure. It was easy to see just how much she believed in her convictions. But she wasn’t the only one: Frisk knew that feeling well. It was as plain as the color of his SOUL. He focused, drawing deep of the feelings within his heart. The memory of the photo, the coolness of the metal frame, the smooth glass, and Lily’s description of what it showed. All of it meant nothing if they let themselves be stopped here. For the sake of everyone, the friends they’d made, the ones left behind, and even for Undyne herself… he couldn’t let that happen.
Within him, he felt Lily’s warm presence filling his heart.
“You’ve got me, too…” She said gently, adding her resolve to his own. “Don’t forget that.”
“Yeah.” The boy responded with a smile, focusing all of that determination on a single point.
A glimmering golden star appeared before them.
“What the…” Undyne began, staring at the peculiar display. “What did you just do?”
Her right eye blinked a few times. For a second, she thought she noticed some kind of magic but it was gone in the next instant. Did she imagine it? The Captain of the guard tightened her grip on her spear, ready for whatever tricks her opponents might try.
“Just preparing ourselves.” Lily responded as Frisk placed his hand over the star.
“We’re ready.” He said, stepping forward.
“Fufufufu… That’s it, then…! No more running away!” Undyne laughed eagerly. “HERE I COME!!!”
The piscine knight kicked off of her perch and soared into the air, forcing Frisk to crane his neck back to keep her in sight. With a menacing smile, she raised her spear before thrusting it down in their direction. Like a bolt of lightning, she split the air, rocketing down toward where they stood.
The red child took a desperate leap back, avoiding the dangerous weapon with but a few inches to spare. Undyne’s heavy form crashed into the ground, the force of the impact throwing the unbalanced boy from his feet. She wasted no time, surging forward to capitalize on the opening she had created for herself. Frisk wasn’t out yet however. With a bit of help from Lily, he managed to roll to the left, narrowly avoiding a powerful thrust aimed at his chest before scrambling to his feet.
“That… was too close.” the girl sighed.
A sigh which turned to a gasp when she noticed the strange green magic that began to pulse from her right hand. Undyne glanced back at them before turning around, and holding her spear aloft. That same greenish glow spilled from her fingers and enveloped the spear. The hum of powerful magic resonated within the children’s ears.
“What… is that?” Frisk wondered, staring in an odd mixture of fear and fascination at the glowing weapon, its emerald hue piercing even his SOULsight.
“This feels like…” Lily began. She’d seen magic like this before, and back then… “Don’t let it touch you!”
“En guarde!” The warrior cried, rushing toward them again before she’d even finished speaking.
Within less than a second, she was upon them again lashing out with sweeps and thrusts from her glowing spear. Frisk - spurred on by Lily’s warning - worked to keep his distance, desperately trying to avoid every attack that came his way. It couldn’t last, as he soon found himself standing on the precipice of a cliff, only managing to avoid tumbling off by Lily taking momentary control of his legs.
With the only escape being through Undyne, the children made a split second decision and threw themselves forward, hoping to get passed her and avoid the spear at the same time. Twisting to the side, Frisk’s small body dipped beneath the knight’s ironclad arm and distanced themselves from the cliff.
However, any relief to be had was short-lived as Undyne, having expected this move, swept about with her spear. Frisk and Lily watched in horror as the boy’s crimson SOUL was grazed by an emerald spear tip.
There was no pain, and no change to the boy’s HoPe. Confusion struck while they watched a mote of greenish magic coil outward from the place the spear had struck until eventually the entirety his SOUL was encased in a shell of viridian light. And yet… unlike the weightlessness he’d experienced when Sans had done something similar, this time he felt no change at all.
“Now!” Undyne cried as a magical spear formed above her free hand, and was hurled in the boy’s direction.
Instinctively, Frisk turned to his body, hoping to sidestep the projectile and gain some distance at the same time.
“Wha-” He gasped, before his surprise was interrupted by a hiss of pain. The spear hadn’t struck him, but it had passed close enough to leave a small cut on his cheek.
“Frisk!” Lily cried, feeling an echo of the sting from her place within. It was a light wound… barely enough to make a dent in his HP, but that wasn’t the main concern.
“I… I can’t move!” He cried desperately, struggling against the strange force holding him in place.
That wasn’t entirely true. He had full control of his legs, and could change direction just fine. Yet, if he tried to move from where he was, his body refused to respond. It was almost as if a set of invisible shackles were fastened to his ankles, rooting him to a single spot.
“Could it… is it because of that spell?” Lily breathed, as their shared eyes stared at the crimson SOUL encased in green.
“Good guess!” Undyne replied with a toothy grin. “You won’t be able to run from me now!”
She raised her hand once again, summoning a group of seven arrow-like spears behind her back. Her arm dropped forward and so did the spears, their sharpened tips aiming directly at the defenseless boy.
With a flick of her wrist, the spears shot forward all at once. They arced through the air, curling outward before suddenly changing course and rocketing downward. The spears struck the ground in a circle around the boy. He raised an arm to shield his face from the bits of dirt and stone kicked up in their wake.
“Argh!” Frisk cried, as a much more severe pain shot through him from the back of his left shoulder.
* Frisk - HP: 16/20
His free hand immediately moved to press against his wound… he could feel the warmth seeping from beneath the torn fabric of his jacket and shirt where one of the spear tips had bit into his flesh.
“Are you alright?!” Lily shouted, unable to speak through his mouth due to his gritted teeth.
“Yeah…” He managed to force out. “It only grazed me.”
“That HP loss is a little more than a graze, Frisk…!” She challenged. “You can’t take many more of those.”
Through an eye of glowing crimson, the spectral girl glanced about at the shafts of the luminous lances that surrounded them. One by one, they dissipated into motes of raw magic and vanished from sight. Frisk’s arm lowered again as the two turned joint looks of fear and confusion toward Undyne who remained where she was, that confident grin still spread across her blue-scaled face.
“Don’t you get it?! As long as you’re green, you can’t escape! Unless you learn to face danger head on… you won’t last a SECOND against me!” Undyne declared. “But… I guess a weakling like you isn’t capable of that.”
“Just stop for a minute, Undyne!” Frisk said through the pain in his shoulder. “We just want to tal-”
“Talk? Ha! Even after all this, you still think its the time for words?!” Undyne cut him off. “Did humans try to talk when they killed so many of us during the war? Did your kind ‘talk’ before sealing us all beneath this mountain? I don’t think so!”
“We aren’t like those people!” Lily countered. “You were there! You saw us save Kidd! Why would we do that if we wanted to hurt anyone? We could have left him there when you showed up but we didn’t! Are you really so closed minded that you can’t see that?!”
“Fufufufu… just more human lies! Papyrus might have fallen for that act but it won’t work on me!” Undyne scoffed.
She wasn’t listening… it would be almost impossible to get through to her. She was fully convinced that all humans were evil and that any act of kindness was simply a means to an end. Lily didn’t remember much so she couldn’t say how accurate those beliefs were, but even if they were she knew in her heart that Frisk was the exception to that rule.
The ghostly girl thought hard as Frisk’s fingers pressed tighter against his wound. She knew he was scared… she was too. She’d felt the tips of those horrible bullets herself. Of course, to her it was more of a vague recollection than an actual memory. Still, that fact alone proved something…
Maybe there was something she could do to help after all…
The Captain of the Guard swept her arm before her, calling forth even more of the bluish spears than before. This time they were spread wider and far more irregular than the first group, but each one had the same destination.
“This attack won’t miss…” Undyne said, drawing her thumb across her neck. “Say goodbye, HUMANS!”
The piscine knight gave the command and one after another, her magic spiraled forth. Some flew straight on, while others curved an arc as they sliced through the howling wind, converging on a single point.
Frisk watched, the spears bleached white against his sight. In his mind, he knew it didn’t matter. It would hurt for a moment, then there would be nothing… and pretty soon he would wake up again next to his SAVE point. Then he would try again… and again, until he got it right. It was how he’d gotten this far, despite Undyne’s relentless pursuit. It didn’t matter if he died once, or a hundred times… eventually they would find a way.
And yet… all the times those spears had struck him were still clear in his mind. He could still feel the burning in his chest, back, and neck - echoes of the deaths he had suffered thus far. Usually, it was but a prickle against his skin but if he thought about them long enough…
It was that pain that he feared most.
“Stop!” He shouted, desperately throwing his right arm before him and shut his eyes as if this alone would be enough to protect him from the ensuing onslaught.
It was useless. Of course it was useless. He could hear the magic cutting through the air, a herald of what he knew was coming. Still, every part of him hoped for a miracle… some way to escape it. But nothing came. The shimmering crash of the spears echoed within his ears. His nose was filled with the scent dust from the ground up stone beneath his feet. The pain would follow shortly… then darkness.
A second passed… then two.
The fear in the red child’s heart was superceded by confusion. He felt no pain… no numbness of his limbs nor the warmth of blood apart from that on his shoulder. That was strange… could Undyne’s attack have been so precise that it severed his life before his mind could process it?
“It’s gonna take take a little more than that…!”
Lily’s voice. That wasn’t right... besides the figments, he was always alone in that realm between life and death and they only spoke when he touched the obelisk. He shouldn’t be hearing her voice now.
So why was he?
Cautiously, he rose his head and lowered the arm he had risen in that vain attempt to defend himself. To his shock, Undyne was there before him still standing with her arm outstretched. More immediate, was the one that stood between them.
It was Lily.
The girl’s back was turned to him, her earthen garb and short, light brown hair waving in the magic infused wind. In her small hands she clutched one of the luminescent spears in a tight grip. The boy glanced about to see the rest of the projectiles scattered haphazardly about before fading into nothing. His shuttered gaze returned to his friend, even as the spear she held shattered just like the others.
“Lily…?” He said, barely above a whisper.
The girl stumbled forward slightly as her center of balance suddenly shifted back to where it normally lay. Made of pure magic, Undyne’s spears weren’t exactly heavy but they were rather large and awkward. Even still, she managed to right herself before she tumbled into a strange non-gravity version of a face-plant.
“Are you okay, Frisk?” The girl asked, glancing back toward him.
“Yeah but...” The boy began, more than a little confused. “How did you…?”
“I didn’t know if it would work…” Lily explained. “…but it looks like that magic doesn’t stop me from getting in and out.”
“So that’s how it is…” Undyne said from across the area. The form of another human flickered briefly before the first. “Honestly, I was wondering how you did that whole two-in-one thing. That light in the little punk’s eye was you, wasn’t it?”
“What…?” Frisk muttered, realizing what the knight was saying. “How? Other people shouldn’t be able to see you.”
“She can… at least a little bit.” Lily informed him. “I noticed it when she attacked us the first time.”
“What’s the matter?! Can’t talk?” Undyne called out. So, even if she could see the girl to a degree, it seemed she still wasn’t able to hear her. “Whatever. That wasn’t bad! Looks like at least one of you has some guts!”
Lily sneered at the not-so-subtle insult towards her friend, but forced her anger aside. “Stay back, Frisk.”
“But… but if she attacks you…” Frisk began fearfully.
“If the worst happens, you can just bring me back right?” She said, and Frisk could feel the warmth of her smile, even if he couldn’t currently see it. “We made a promise to protect each other, right? Let me… let me do my part. I’ll be your shield, okay?”
Yes… that promise. In the grand scheme of things, it wasn’t all that long ago. Though, with everything that had happened since, it might as well have been another lifetime. It was only a couple of days after he’d told her his name, and given her one of her own. Things were so much simpler back then: living in the Ruins with Toriel, making friends with the monsters there, with the only care being to be back home on time. Sitting amongst the toys, a stuffed lion resting in his lap he’d locked his little finger with hers as they made that vow.
“Okay…” He said, standing up and tightening his grip on his stick. “But don’t think I’m letting you do this alone. We’re in this together.”
“Looks like you’re ready to go now!” Undyne cried, sounding almost pleased by that fact. “NGGGAAAAH!!! Alright then! Enough warming up! I don’t care how many of you there are! I WON’T LOSE!”
Her shark-like grin widened as she slammed a fist into the ground, and launched into the above them. The children’s eyes followed as she soared overhead before conjuring a single spear and hurling it downward towards Frisk. The boy raised his stick to fend off the attack, only to watch it vanish in the midst of a yellow-green blur as Lily snatched it from the air.
Undyne landed on the other side of them, before immediately thrusting her fist toward the sky. A multitude of spears formed over around her before rotating around a central point and shooting off in multiple directions. The children followed their movements as they positioned themselves, as if born by invisible soldiers.
“They’re coming from the sides too!” Lily warned, noticing some of the spears breaking off from the rest.
Frisk nodded, watching carefully from where he stood, still rooted in place by Undyne’s magic. Like silvery comets, they turned on their axes, and positioned themselves to strike. The next moment, they screamed forth, cutting through the howling wind to descend upon their targets.
Lily swung her own spear in a wide sweep, knocking two of them off course while Frisk held his position and raised his stick to deflect a third. Their course thwarted, the projectiles spun away and shattered like glass upon the ground.
“Whoa!” Lily yelped, barely managing to bat a particularly fast spear away. “Careful, some are faster!”
“Got it!” Frisk replied, turning to another that had started coming his way.
“Don’t you see?” Undyne taunted them, moving to the right and calling forth another salvo. “For years we’ve dreamed of a happy ending, and now sunlight is almost within our reach! I won’t let you snatch that away from us!”
Two spears rocketed through the air before descending upon children from two different directions. If there was any interval between them it was incredibly slight. For one person, it might have been impossible to deflect both at that same time.
"Which one?” Frisk asked.
“I’ll take the left!”
“’Kay!”
The aquamarine missiles surged forward, baring down on the children in a pincer attack. Still, they were ready for them. Frisk’s stick and Lily’s repurposed spear moved as one, striking the two flying javelins at the same instant. Thrown off course, the two projectiles spun into the air above them, blown to magical smithereens before they even hit the ground.
A flash of green drew the boy’s attention to his SOUL. The emerald prison that encased it flickered weakly before splintering into motes of magic, setting free the crimson glow within. As its normal hue returned, Frisk’s legs immediately felt freer.
“Hey, I think I can move again!” He said hopefully, shifting his feet a little to prove it.
“Seriously? That’s- Eep!” Lily found her response cut off as she was forced to dodge another spear that was hurled her way. “Okay, I am getting really sick of being interrupted like that…”
Undyne didn’t give the girl much time to dwell on that frustration. Crouching low, she used her free hand to launch herself forward. Her spear arced downward, aiming at where the stolen piece of her magic hovered in the air ahead. The bluish simulacrum of her favored weapon shot to the side in reverse, but remained above ground. Knowing she’d missed, the knight gave an irritated click of the tongue before shifting her momentum back to the more visible human further on.
“Frisk, heads up!” Lily called out. “She’s going for you now!”
Lily’s warning went without saying, as the boy could already see the armored fish barreling towards him. Undyne’s spear spun about as she shifted her grip mid charge, the glimmering metal tip poised forward like an absurdly sharp battering ram. Frisk moved to the side as it was thrust toward him with enough force to impale bedrock. Undyne wasn’t finished yet… she turned quickly forcing the boy to duck beneath a high sweep before continuing her assault.
* Frisk: HP - 15/20
* Lily: HP - 17/17
“Heh… I’ll admit, you’re tougher than I thought.” Undyne praised as her spear struck out at him. “But even if you could beat me, no one has EVER made it passed Asgore! Honestly, killing you now is an act of mercy!”
He grit his teeth against the pain as her spear scratched at his arms. Her attacks never struck him directly but the boy knew that even one slip would result a huge loss of his HP at the very least. It was all he could do to keep evading her, but that wouldn’t be enough for long. Slowly but surely, she was whittling him down.
He didn’t have a chance to think about an avenue of escape however, as his foot caught inside one of the shallow holes the Undyne’s earlier magical barrage had left behind. His free hand shot forward, trying desperately to correct his balance but hit was too late. He fell back, landing on his haunches in the dirt. A menacing grin spread across Undyne’s piscine face as she turned her spear downward, aiming for the fallen boy.
A fearful gasp escaped Lily’s throat as she saw the danger her friend was in. She darted forward, gripping the magical spear she held with both hands. Her vision tunneled in on Undyne as the warrior raised the arm that held Frisk’s doom. Straightening her spectral body, she quickened her flight, praying that she would reach them in time.
“So…” The knight began, victory glinting in her single eye. “STOP BEING SO DAMN RESILIENT!”
Undyne’s spear fell… and a rippling crash resounded over the howl of the wind as it was met by its magical counterpart. The force of the blow was such, that the latter shattered instantly upon impact. The resulting blast set Lily’s entire world into a spin as she was flung into the air, tumbling through end over end like a ragdoll.
Undyne wasn’t faring much better. The violent clash had send particles of magic flying into her face, temporarily cutting off sight from her uncovered eye. It was enough to send her spear off course, leaving it planted firmly into the ground nearby rather than the chest of a certain human boy. Frisk took the opportunity, throwing himself forward and crawling between the warrior’s legs to safety.
Lily struggled to regain control of her limbs, spreading them wide to stop herself from flying any further. Her head was swimming both from the force of the blow, and from having just taken the worst merry-go-round ride she could think of.
Lily: HP - 10/17
‘Ow… good thing I had that spear.’
The powerful burst of magic had rattled the spectral girl more than she expected, and she blinked a few times to clear the fog. Reorienting herself, she returned her attention back to the battlefield. She’d been blown some distance, but could still see the large figure of Undyne standing near the center, clearly in a daze. Relief swept over her when she noticed a small crimson speck merging from beneath the warrior’s armor. With her friend in sight, Lily pushed her ghostly form forward to return to his side.
Frisk shook his head, pushing himself back to his feet. He didn’t have much time to contemplate what had just happened before a small hand seized his own, and pulled him into a run.
“Come on!” The familiar voice of his friend ordered.
“Lily, are you-” Frisk began, but stopped when his gaze fell upon the girl. “You’re hurt!”
“Don’t worry about that right now!” The girl replied, hoping to allay his worry. “We need to run while we have the chance!”
Frisk followed after her without protest. He didn’t have much room to argue, being only a little better off than she was judging by their HP levels. It was clear at this point that Undyne was not of the mind to talk, nor could they count on outlasting her. She wasn’t Captain of the Royal Guard for no reason… they were dealing with a warrior. Hoping to tire her out would have been an exercise in futility no matter how determined they were. Even more so, when her own determination burned nearly as bright.
The only way to overcome her directly would have been to fight, and Frisk refused to do that. The only option left was to run. It wasn’t ideal, but it was all they could do to buy time until a better way presented itself. Perhaps if they got away, kept helping the rest of the Underground… she would hear about it and be more receptive later? Maybe if Papyrus kept talking to her, he could eventually convince her of their sincerity. It was all they could do.
“What the… Are you running away again?!” An incredulous voice called from behind them. They didn’t stop. “NGAAAAAHHH!!! GET BACK HERE!”
“I… think we made her mad.” Frisk said, chancing a glance behind them only to see Undyne wrenching her spear from the ground and turning to pursue them.
“Oh, you mean she wasn’t mad before?” Lily quipped, leading the boy onward. “There’s a tunnel under the rocks. Maybe we can lose her in there.”
The spectral girl made a beeline for the mouth of the tunnel with Frisk in tow. The wind from outside died away almost instantly as they slipped inside, hampered by the stone walls that now surrounded them. It was darker in here without the light of star-like gems to guide them, but not so much that she wasn’t able to see where she was going.
The clank of iron armor rang in their ears as they moved deeper into the cavern, Undyne hot on their heels. A flash of silvery light arced across Frisk’s vision as another spear soared over his head but struck nothing. Keeping pace with Lily, he turned back to Undyne again, who was already in the process of conjuring another magical javelin to her hand. More than that deadly magic however, the red child was more concerned with Undyne herself and the fact that she was already much closer than when they’d started.
“She’s gaining on us!” Frisk shouted, even as he was forced to duck his head to avoid the thrown spear.
“Crap…!” Lily muttered.
If things kept going like they were, then it wouldn’t be long before she caught up to them, and unlike most places in Waterfall, Lily couldn’t see any branches or side paths that they might be able to use to get away. At this rate, she’d even have been happy with that creepy dark tunnel near where they’d found the quiche. She shuddered to think about it, but at least Undyne’s bulky armor would keep her from following them into a place like that.
Alas, there was nothing like that to be found. The only thing she could see was a wooden structure set up at the corner where the path bent to the right. It stood alone amidst the empty stone, its roof covered in a few inches of snow.
‘Wait… snow?’ Lily thought.
“Good timing, Sans!” Undyne yelled from what must have been only a few feet away. “Gimme a hand here!”
“SANS?!” Lily shouted incredulously before looking back towards the now rather familiar sentry station.
Sure enough, he was there: round white skull, blue hoodie, and that ever present grin. He sat there, watching from where he sat behind the station, completely unmoving despite the noise echoing down the tunnel. By this point even Frisk could see him as a white speck on his SOUL-sight. Hope began to fill the boy… Undyne still didn’t know that he was helping them. Maybe he could do something…?
“Help!” The boy cried desperately, even as a spear crashing down behind him caused him to stumble slightly.
“What are you doing?!” Undyne called out to the short skeleton again. “You’re a sentry, get out here help me capture these two!!!”
“Why the hell isn’t he doing anything?!” Lily wondered aloud.
With spears crashing into the ground around them, Frisk and Lily continued to flee through the tunnel to where the blue skeleton waited. Still, he didn’t move. He had no reaction at all even with the sounds of pursuit that were rapidly approaching his station. The boy gazed ahead at the colorless form he took against his sight. Half of it was cut off, likely obscured by whatever he stood behind. Still, his face was clear. The normally wide, black sockets were covered in a layer of calcium that might have resembled eyelids.
“Is he… asleep?” The boy observed.
“Oh for…” Lily began. “Are you freaking serious?!”
“Hey! I swear, if I find you sleeping on the job again…!” Undyne shouted. “And you two… STOP RUNNING AWAY!”
Sensing a surge of magic behind him, Frisk glanced back just in time to see the piscine knight’s spear coating itself in the same greenish magic from before. She raised the weapon high before striking downward with a thrust, no doubt hoping to use that magic to root him in place again. Frisk wasn’t about to let her have an easy time of it though, and nimbly shifted his small body out of the way as he followed behind Lily.
“I can’t believe you’re sleeping at a time like this!” Lily ranted at the form of Sans, still peacefully dreaming behind his station. It wasn’t like he could hear her, but right now she really didn’t care. “We could really use your help right now!”
“That’s IT! As soon as this is over, I’m SO docking your pay!” Undyne shouted angrily. “Just what the hell are you doing?!”
“Sans!”
“Sans!”
“WAKE UP, LAZYBONES!!!” Both fish and ghost shouted at the same time.
Yet for all the commotion, Sans didn’t budge. He simply remained behind his station, still as a statue even as Lily rounded the corner with together with Frisk. As they passed by, the boy took a moment to glance back at the sleeping skeleton. It was only then that he thought he noticed the white lids part. The pricks of light within the sockets stared back for just a moment before the left closed again in some semblance of a wink.
It all happened in a split second… to the point where he wasn’t sure if it even had, before Undyne’s towering form blocked him from seeing anything else. He turned his focus toward her even as her spear took on that emerald glow once again. She arced the weapon about in a sweep but the boy ducked beneath it, forcing her to give ground while she regained control of it.
Frustrated that they’d escaped her reach again, Undyne changed tactics. Instead of continuing pursuit, she halted in place and called her magic to her empty hand. Another magical spear formed and she brought its point to that of its physical twin. The emerald glow drained from the latter as it was transferred to the former, setting it ablaze with power. At last she took aim, and waited. She would only need a second…
The ground had steadily grown less sure the further the children ran. What was once a solid, wide path had become broken and narrow. Sheer drops to either side fell into a deep darkness from which a number of large stalagmites emerged. It looked like it might fall away completely before they even left the tunnel… but what other choice was there than to keep moving forward?
A sense of uncertainty had begun to fill them when they heard Undyne’s heavy steps fall silent behind them. They knew better than to assume she’d given up. Someone like Undyne would not simply stop now, after having pursued them for so long. But then… what was she planning?
They didn’t have much time to think about it before Frisk’s foot caught on a stone, and sent him stumbling forward. It wasn’t nearly enough to knock him from his feet… it barely even slowed them at all before he could recover.
But…
Even as he witnessed the emerald spear soaring into the unseen depths ahead of him he could feel its power seeping into his body once again. As before, he felt nothing from it on a physical level and so couldn’t be sure if it had hit him directly or simply glanced him like last time. It didn’t seem to matter however as the oppressive magic found its way to his SOUL all the same.
“Wait! Lily!” He tried to warn the girl as his pace suddenly ground to a halt.
The girl gasped as her arm was suddenly pulled taut, and she was flung back into the boy’s chest. As one, they toppled over, landing heavily on the hard ground beneath them.
“Ow… what…?” Lily began before her eyes fell upon her friend’s SOUL, once more encased in green.
“That was a clever trick, humans.” Undyne spoke, twirling her spear about before brandishing toward boy. “But you’ve escaped me for the LAST time!”
“Sorry.” Frisk turned to Lily and apologized. “I guess I messed up a little, huh?”
“It’s okay…” Lily shook her head, as she pushed herself off of him. “We just have to hold out until you can move again, right?”
“Yeah…” Frisk agreed, as she helped him to his feet. “I don’t think she can keep this spell up for long.”
“HEY!” Undyne shouted, gritting her teeth. “I’m standing right here, you know?!”
“Um…” Frisk turned his attention back to the rather offended looking knight. “S- sorry…?”
Undyne’s brow rose at that.
“What. You’re not supposed to…” She shut up, shaking her head to clear the momentary confusion. “NGAAAHHH, DAMMIT STOP MESSING WITH ME AND FIGHT!”
The armored fish rose her left hand and summoned her magic once again. A cluster of about a dozen spears appeared behind her, spinning outward one at a time before flying for the two of them. It was the same kind of attacks she’d used before and by this point they’d gotten used to it. Frisk was able deflect the first of the spears alone, giving Lily a chance to take another one to use against the rest.
“Ha, you’re good! If you were a monster, I might consider training you alongside Papyrus.” The piscine knight complimented. “It’s a real shame that you’re human…”
Despite her words, the knight was grinning from ear to ear. Frustrated as she seemed, it actually looked like she was having the time of her life. Raising her left hand before her, she exhaled slowly. The telltale shimmer of gathering magic began to manifest over her palm.
“It’s not every day I get to use this attack. Most of the wimps I deal with don’t last long enough…” She said as the shimmering grew brighter, and began to reshape. “I think you brats have earned a taste though. You really should be honored!”
The gathered magic coalesced into her ironclad palm lengthening into the shape of a spear. It was different from the others though… more sleek and intricate. The most telling thing about it however was its color. Most of Undyne’s spears had been either white, or a kind of blue distinct from the either that of the dog clan or Sans’ without the strange effects either of those held.
This spear however shone in a brilliant yellow.
“Yellow?” Lily questioned. “What kind of magic is that?”
“I… I don’t know.” Frisk replied, staring with concern at the spear. “It feels… different.”
“Now…” Undyne said as amber spear rose into the air above her, followed by a new group of ‘normal’ ones. “Let’s see how you handle THIS!!!”
With a sweep of her arm, it fell upon them: shimmering lances surged forth in a concentrated assault designed more for overwhelming power than accuracy. A number of them crashed harmlessly to the ground beside them, or otherwise flew wide of their mark, but enough were on target to force Frisk and Lily to concentrate all their efforts on repelling them. Frisk managed to deflect two of the projectiles while shifting his upper body just enough to narrowly avoid a third. Lily meanwhile decided to take the initiative, weaving her weightless form between them while smashing her own spear into as many as she could.
It was at that moment that a streak of yellow darted passed her peripheral vision. The strange spear sped through the cloud of its lesser brethren toward the shackled human trapped at its center. It was fast… faster than the others by a wide margin, but Frisk seemed to notice and readied himself to deflect it. The boy raised his stick to defend himself, only for the amber lance to suddenly change course, turning its point upward and rocketing into the air above.
“I got it!” Lily exclaimed, pushing herself into the air and chasing after the projectile.
It spiraled upward in a way that made it hard to keep track of, but the girl managed to keep pace as it climbed into the upper reaches of the cavern. She intercepted it as it tried to change direction again, and struck out with her own weapon. Again the spear changed course, darting behind the girl before suddenly lashing out with a strike of its own.
* Lily - HP: 8/17
“Agh!” She’d managed to avoid a direct hit, but the javelin’s magical edge still managed to cut her arm. “You piece of…!”
She didn’t finish the insult, punctuating it instead with a retaliation of her own. Again, the nimble missile avoided it but this time she was ready, following its path and slamming her spear downward. The impact split the xanthous spear in half, dispersing the magic from both of them.
“Be careful, Frisk…” She warned, ignoring the soreness creeping into her spectral form as she returned to the boy’s side. “Those things fight dirty.”
“Impressive.” Undyne spoke. “But you’re never going to beat me if you don’t even fight back!”
“I don’t want to beat you, Undyne!” Frisk pleaded. “I can’t just give you my SOUL… I know there’s another way. I want to help if you’d just let me!”
“You’re really sticking with that even though I’m trying to kill you?!” Undyne retorted before flashing a fanged grin. “Jeez, Alphys told me humans were determined… Now I see what she meant by that.”
“Then you’ll give us a chance?” Frisk asked hopefully, only to have that hope dashed when the knight shook her head.
“Sorry, punk… not falling for it! See, I’m determined too!” The Captain replied as more spears materialized behind her. “…Determined to end this RIGHT NOW!”
“Here they come again!” Lily shouted, watching carefully for an opportunity to replace her lost weapon.
Undyne’s attacks surged forth, in greater numbers than any before. A wave of aquamarine light spread through the gloom of the cavern, broken here and there by the occasional shock of yellow. One by one they fell upon the children, gradually at first and then quickly increasing in both number and speed. Lily seized one early, doing what she could to defend Frisk’s back while the boy focused on those ahead of him.
“...RIGHT NOW!”
The warrior leapt from the narrow path, landing nimbly on one of the many stalagmites jutting from the murky depths of the cavern. Her heavy armor did nothing to throw off her balance as she moved between them, each time adding more spears to the amassing cluster that hung above the heads of the children. The space between them grew narrower and narrower until it became nearly impossible to to determine where one ended and the next began.
Still, the two were focused, the bond they shared giving them a level of coordination that went beyond any normal synergy. When a spear would approach from beyond Lily’s sight, Frisk was there to intercept it. When the attack came from too many angles for Frisk to handle alone, Lily would cover his openings.
One of the yellow spears broke away from the rest, spiraling toward Frisk like a bolt of lightning amidst a storm. After dealing with a couple of the more normal projectiles, the boy focused his attention on the new threat. Stick raised before him, he waited until it was in range before moving to parry it away. As expected, the amber missile turned sharply, weaving around his small body to instead strike at his back where Lily waited.
“It’s coming around to you!” The boy warned her.
The girl nodded, waiting until that telltale shock of yellow entered her sight. The moment it did, she released her grip on the spear she was currently holding, and seized the new one instead. The gleaming javelin stopped short, vibrating lightly against her spectral hands as if in protest at having been thwarted. Lily gave it a new purpose, turning it back toward the cloud of its aquamarine brethren and hurling it with all her might. It spun about, carving a drunken path through the air as it attempted to correct its course before smashing into the wall of blue. The forceful collision resulted in another violent rupture of magical energy, scattering those fortunate enough to not be caught in the chain reaction.
“Ha! How do you like it?!” Lily shouted at the hole it left behind.
“You’re yelling at spears.” Frisk pointed out, while knocking another one away.
“I know! Just let me have this, okay?” She replied with a bit of a pout.
The boy didn’t respond, quickly finding himself a little too preoccupied to tease her about it. Despite Lily’s attempt, the attacks only seemed to grow more frequent, and he knew he was already nearly at his limit. He could hear Lily behind him too, her voice becoming more laborious as she did her part to fend off the countless attacks. They wouldn’t be able to hold out much longer, but with his SOUL still shackled in place there was little else they could do.
“...RIGHT… NOW!!” Undyne shouted, as she continued to weave about cavern and add more fuel into her relentless assault.
Fortunately, it sounded like they weren’t the only ones. Undyne’s voice was straining too. Keeping up such a persistent attack while maintaining the binding spell couldn’t have been easy even for her. At this point, it was simply a matter of which side would be first to falter.
More spears descended upon the two children. Their arms ached as they fought desperately against them, finding it more and more difficult to properly defend themselves. Some of the attacks managed to slip just beyond their guards, leaving shallow cuts along their bodies before continuing passed. None hit directly, but even still they could feel the light nicks and scratches slowly whittling down what remained of their HP.
Were the attacks getting faster…? Or where the two of them simply getting slower?
“Ha… Ha…” Undyne before gritting her shark like teeth. “NGAAAAHHH!! JUST… DIE ALREADY, YOU LITTLE-”
Her sentence stopped short as a crack resounded through the cavern, and everyone’s attention was drawn to Frisk’s SOUL. For a moment, the two children thought that one of Undyne’s attacks had finally taken its toll. However, the carnelian heart itself was still holding strong. The emerald shell surrounding it however was not so lucky, shattering like glass but a moment later.
“Come on, let’s get out of here!” Lily shouted, wasting no time before taking Frisk’s hand and pulling him into a run.
Frisk knew exactly what she had in mind as his squinted eyes fell upon a patch of darkness amidst the glaring sheen of Undyne’s magic.
The rift that the stolen yellow spear had carved into the cloud was still there. It was shrinking rapidly, a diminishing flaw in an otherwise perfect prison. The boy quickened his pace, batting away a few wayward spears that drew a little too close. The constant struggle had royally messed with their sense of direction, and there was no telling what was on the other side. It could have been solid ground or bottomless abyss. Still, it was their only chance.
Lily’s body straightened as she flew straight for the rift, squinting her eyes against the blinding magical light that surrounded her. A moment later she was through. The girl immediately turned back to the deadly cloud of spears, fearing what she might face only to gasp as Frisk’s small frame passed through the gap in the next instant. His falling body was stopped by the firm earth that stretched beneath it, his momentum setting him into an awkward roll. Quickly regathering her senses, the girl hastened to his side and hoisted him to his feet.
“Go go go GO!” She spurred, grabbing his hand again and pulling him onward along the path.
“Are you freaking serious?!” Undyne raged as she watched the small body bathed in crimson light slip free from her attack. “I’m sick of this little game… you brats are DEAD!”
Lily didn’t bother looking back, her mind focused solely on getting the them to safety as quickly as possible. Frisk however, did and his face paled at what he saw. Rather than dissipating like the shell surrounding his SOUL, the magical storm instead became as a wave, rising and falling over itself as it lurched after them. A multitude of spears tore passed them, striking the ground around the boy’s feet and kicking up clouds of stale-smelling earth. They weren’t nearly as accurate as before, likely meant more for overwhelming a stationary target rather than a moving one but the sheer volume still made them dangerous. That, however was not the most unnerving thing about it.
Where was Undyne? The red child frantically scanned the area behind him, ignoring the headache that had begun to form due to the glaring argent tide that roiled there. She hadn’t gotten ahead of them, that much was certain by the fact that Lily was still pulling him along. He looked up, expecting to see her soaring overhead to attack from a different angle, but he saw no sign of her distinctive armor. Where did she go?
A sound like the shattering of hundreds of panes of glass mixed with the trickle of water provided the answer. His attention shifted immediately back to the wave of spears, just in time to watch it split down the middle and a familiar fanged, flowing-haired form emerge. Her physical spear crashed into the ground where the small human had stood not even a second before, even as the countless magical simulacrums behind it melted from the sides of the path like twin falls before dispersing.
The sound, as well as the concerning jolt against her arm drew Lily’s gaze back to what was going on behind her. Her eyes widened as she noticed their assailant so close behind, having narrowly whiffed another attack. As the angry fish ripped her spear from the ground and continued pursuit, the girl quickened her pace, fighting through the warm air that prickled against her incorporeal body.
Wait… warm?
It was… it was warm: far warmer than anywhere else in Waterfall. What was more, the temperature was growing rapidly with every step (figuratively in her case) that they took. It was such an abrupt change that her fear was momentarily tempered as she looked ahead, curious instinct driving her to seek out the reason.
A hazy orange glow radiated from the rapidly approaching exit to the tunnel. It was there the heat came from. Her eyes quickly adjusted to the change in lighting cast by a sign glimmering with multicolored lights that stood in greeting at the cave’s exit. What it said, filled her with an entirely new kind of fear and worry.
‘WELCOME TO HOTLAND’
“Oh no…” She trembled, as they passed beneath the sign and the exit to the cavern.
It was like stepping into a twisted mirror of Waterfall. The cool air became a dry, almost oppressive heat and the flowing streams and lakes were replaced by rivulets of molten rock and bubbling magma. The damp earth beneath them transformed in an instant into hard cracked stone devoid of any sort of moisture. An acrid scent played across the girl’s nose and she knew in that moment that Frisk must have noticed the same thing.
“Frisk… whatever you do…” She began slowly, almost pleadingly. “…do not panic.”
Frisk barely even heard her. He’d noticed the change almost as soon as she did… and he knew what was around them now. His steps became unsure… slowed. He forgot completely about the danger of Undyne behind him. She was insignificant, nothing in the face of the horror that surrounded him. He couldn’t see the flames… but he could feel them, grasping, reaching. The smell of smoke… of danger. It was all he could smell. They hated him… he knew it. They hated him for escaping, for surviving… and now they wanted to take him again.
“No… nonono…” He murmured through trembling lips. “Get them away… Don’t… don’t let them get me…!”
“Don’t think about it…” Lily said, trying to maintain as much calm as she could even in the midst of his own growing dread. “I know its scary, but right now we have to run.”
Run…? Yes, that’s right. He had to run… had to get away. If he didn’t, the flames would catch him. They’d finish what they started with his eyes.
“Frisk!” Lily cried.
The red child’s hand frantically ripped from her spectral grasp and turned back the way they came… only to come face to face with an azure spear spiraling toward him. There was no need for Undyne’s strange green magic. Caught between it and the fire, his own fear was enough to lock his legs in place as it drew ever closer, death carried upon its tip. His lidded eyes shut fully, unwilling to witness his final few moments of life. Even in this they failed him however, the image of the missile burned into his mind by something more than sight.
Distantly he felt himself stumble backward pulled by something his panicked mind couldn’t recognize. With a cry, he found himself falling away, watching as the spear passed by from… overhead? He couldn’t tell.
A heavy impact forced some level of awareness back into him as he hit the ground, and his SOUL-sight focused on the image ahead of him. Undyne, fangs clenched strode forward, her milk-white form drawing ever closer. She wasn’t even trying to run after them now. The loud scraping of her spear against the ground rang in his ears, merging with the ominous growl of the flames around them. Undyne’s empty hand raised, and a silvery manifestation of magic formed within. With a flick of her wrist, it flew forward, intent on succeeding where the last had failed. Instinctively, he raised his stick to defend himself.
Clutching her arm, Lily watched in fear and worry. She’d managed to defend get him away from the first spear, but there was no way she would be quick enough to react to the second. The arm bearing Frisk’s stick shot up in an instinctive effort to defend himself. Miraculously, wood met magic once again, throwing it off course and prolonging the life it protected.
That momentary relief was short lived.
In horror, she watched as the stick was flung from the boy’s trembling fingers, and sent spinning through the air.
“No!” She cried, springing up to intercept it.
She reached out, flying after the branch with its still green leaf. It bounced along the smooth stone before rolling from the edge of the cliff overlooking the vast lake of bubbling magma. Her hand shot out, closing over the wooden guardian that had fought so hard to defend her friend. It was to no avail, as its solid form slipped through her ethereal grasp.
Hanging from the edge of the cliff, she watched as the stick tumbled downward, flames bursting from the dried wood before it even met the burning ocean below. Within seconds, it was gone. Nothing remained to be consumed by the hungry liquid flames but the faintest of embers.
“Frisk…” Lily muttered, reminding herself of the more immediate concern. She couldn’t do anything about the stick, but she needed to protect its owner.
She rushed back to his side, taking his hand and wrapping an arm around his back. He was shaking worse than he ever had. Even during their first fight against Toriel, she’d never seen him this afraid. Her coppery eyes settled upon Undyne with a defiant glare. By now she’d long exited the tunnel and was now but a few paces away. Her teeth were bared in a victorious grin… and yet, the spectral girl could sense something was wrong. Her slouched form, looked as if it was struggling just to move.
“Is she…?” Lily spoke, but closed her mouth as if to speak it would destroy that last grain of hope.
“Ha… Ha… Looks like… I win.” Undyne spoke through heavy breaths. “Now I’ll… I’ll…”
She never got to finish her sentence before the spear fell from her hand, and her body crumpled to the ground with a heavy thud. The girl watched for a few silent, disbelieving moments but the captian did not move.
“We… we did it…” Lily mumbled, taking a moment to process what had happened. Then, a celebratory grin spread across her face. “Frisk! We did it! We beat her!”
The happy expression fell when she finally turned her eyes back to the boy. Frisk’s body was pulled inward, legs held against his chest. His hands, white knuckled, clawed against the sleeves of his jacket while fresh tears rolled down his cheeks.
“It hurts… it hurts…” he sobbed, desperately. “Make it stop…”
“Frisk…” Lily muttered, moving around to his front. “It’s okay. Just let me handle the rest.”
Prying his hands free, Lily brought them together and closed her own around them. Frisk’s small head lifted, and was met with the calming image of his friend. He nodded silently, understanding managing to pierce the veil of fear, and opened his SOUL to her. The last thing he saw was of her body dispersing into magic before retreating into the safety of his own mind.
Crimson light spilled from both slits of the small child’s eyes, the right significantly brighter than the left. Small hands wiped away the remainder of the tears, before pushing the body to its feet, and turning to leave.
“...hugh…”
A rasping breath sounded behind them, drawing Lily’s attention back to the third presence. Undyne was still conscious… her gauntlet-clad hand reaching in the direction of red child.
“Seriously?” she scoffed, staring at the warrior with contempt. “Even after all that, you aren’t done?”
Undyne didn’t respond and merely continued to reach forward. If she still meant to capture them, it was useless. She was too far away to catch them, and it didn’t look like she had the strength to call on any more magic either. Yet, as Lily continued to watch the fallen knight, she noticed something strange. She wasn’t reaching for them. The girl followed the path of Undyne’s arm to one end of the promontory they stood upon. She was forced to lift a brow when she saw the oddly conspicuous water cooler that sat there. It wasn’t the strangest thing in the Underground but it was certainly up there.
She turned from the cooler and looked back at Undyne, then to the cooler again. Silently she walked over to it, took one of the paper cups from the receptacle and filled it from the tap. Undyne’s yellow eye, glazed and unfocused followed as she slowly made her way back.
“You know, you’ve really made life hell for us.” She chastised from her position above the warrior. “You’ve chased us from the moment we got here, hurt us and tried to kill us several times. You forced my best friend into something so traumatizing that he literally just shut down. All of this because you hate humans so much that you couldn’t accept that maybe there was one that wanted to help you. After everything you’ve put us through, I really shouldn’t give this to you…”
Never the less, she crouched down in front of Undyne and poured the water over her dried scales. Undyne’s eye closed as the cool liquid ran over her, hydrating her parched form. Lily moved Frisk’s body back to the cooler and retrieved a couple more cups of water, gulping one down herself before returning to the Undyne with the second. By the time she arrived, the knight was already pushing her heavily armored body to its feet.
Without saying a word, Lily pressed the flimsy water cup against her chest, causing a bit to splash against the metal plate. Undyne looked at the small human, more than a head and shoulders shorter than her and barely a third as broad before hesitantly taking the cup.
“Why…?” She asked in disbelief.
Lily shrugged, not bothering to look her in the eye.
“I don’t know. Maybe because I know it’s what Frisk would do, and he’d be disappointed if I just left you there. Maybe because I don’t think you deserve to suffer for doing a bad thing when you’re desperate.” She listed, before finally craning her neck up to meet the captain’s scrutiny. “Or maybe because somewhere deep down… if it was anyone but Frisk, I feel like I might agree with you.”
Undyne didn’t respond, so Lily simply turned around and started to walk. “I’m going home. If you’re not going to attack us again, would you tell me if there’s an easy way back to Snowdin?”
“There’s… a boat.” Undyne said, still reeling from both the heat and the human’s words. “A little ahead, and to your right…”
Lily was a little surprised that she’d even responded to her request, let alone give directions. “…Thanks, I guess.”
She continued walking, leaving the confused knight behind as she walked onward along the risen stone paths of the region known as Hotland. After a bit of travel she came to a four way intersection. The path immediately ahead of her seemed to end at a large, white colored structure with seemingly no entrance despite the circular windows. A haze of heat obscured whatever lay at the end of the path to the left, but Lily could make out the silhouette of an enormous mass of twisting metal far beyond.
The girl took a quick look behind her to make sure Undyne wasn’t following and noticed that she had disappeared. Shrugging, Lily decided to trust her gut and the knight’s words and turned down the path to her right. Crude stone steps lead her downward from the promontory, and she could feel the temperature falling again. In time she reached the end, stepping into a lower outcropping of land overlooking a stream or small river.
There was indeed a boat here. A simple thing, brown wood with raised sides. It was hardly different from the one she and Frisk had used when they first arrived in Waterfall. What stood out was the boatsman themself whose unremarkable appearance only made them stand out more.
“Tra la la…” They sang in a voice that hung in the balance between masculine and feminine, before glancing up at the new arrival from beneath the plain black cloak they wore. There was a moment of pause before they spoke. “Oh, hello there. I am the riverman… or, am I the riverwoman? It doesn’t really matter.”
“Uh… hi.” Lily said awkwardly. “Someone told me your boat could take me to Snowdin?”
“Ah, splendid. I do so love to ride in my boat.” The river… person… answered. “Tra la la, if its hot or cold, you can count on me!”
“Oh, thank goodness…” Lily sighed. “How much would it cost to go there?”
“No need for any of that. Just climb aboard and we’ll be there before you know it.” The figure said, their cloak moving as waving a hand.
“Hear that Frisk?” Lily spoke to her friend. “They’re gonna take us back. You can come out if you want.”
“Really?” The boy’s voice sounded from within, as the left of his two glowing eyes faded to nothing. “T-thank you…”
The river person simply watched as the small child climbed his way into the boat and sat down inside.
“Then, we’re off.” They said simply.
That’s all it took to get the boat moving. There were no oars nor anchors to be seen, and no adjusting of a rudder. The cloaked figure did not move from where they stood, and yet the boat began moving as if driven by a will of its own. The light humming reached the children’s ears from their epicene voice, a simple tune but pleasant as the boat began to coast along the featureless river.
“Hey… mind if I try to come out?” Lily asked after a moment.
“Oh. Yeah, go ahead.” The boy responded.
“Okay… just let me know if it starts to hurt.” She said.
“Why would it-” Frisk began, but then remembered what happened the first time they attempted something like this. “Oh yeah… okay.”
They concentrated on separating her consciousness from his SOUL, ready to break the attempt if something went wrong. It took some time, the injuries they’d suffered and the general exhaustion from the fight making it somewhat difficult to synchronize their focus. In the end, it worked, and Lily’s spectral form materialized without much problem. The girl settled herself down next to her friend, her weightless body feeling oddly heavy at the moment. She sighed.
“Thanks.”
“Shouldn’t I be saying that?” Frisk asked, turning to her. “Lily, if you weren’t there, I… I don’t think I could have done that alone.”
“I guess we really do make a good team, huh…?” She said softly. “I’m just glad that I could finally protect you… like you did for me when we first met.”
“What about that dummy you told me about?” Frisk asked her. “You protected me then, didn’t you?”
“That was different. I was mostly blowing off steam, and even then I was just piloting your body.” She dismissed. “Besides… I probably kinda started it anyway by punching him in the face.”
“Wha-” Frisk was torn between amusement and disbelief. “You forgot to mention that part.”
“It was a training dummy. It was made to be punched.” Lily asserted. “How was I supposed to know there was a ghost monster living in it?”
“I guess.” The boy relented.
The two fell silent, simply listening to the steady burble and the river person’s quiet song. After a few moments, Lily felt herself growing a little dizzy and she slumped against Frisk’s shoulder. A dull shudder of pain rippled through her left side.
“Ow…” She said weakly, but didn’t bother to move.
“You okay?” Frisk asked, feeling a bit worried as he turned his attention to her.
“I’ll live…” She said jokingly. “I just don’t think I’m quite used to fighting like that.”
Frisk studied her for a moment. He felt sore all over after the encounter with Undyne, and the unwelcome brush with his phobia had left his nerves completely out of whack. Yet, even then that didn’t seem to come even close to what was going on with his friend. Her form was stable… nothing like how it was after their first encounter with Flowey so he knew there was no immediate danger. Yet, she looked exhausted. Frisk himself had always been fond of the occasional nap, but Lily looked like she could have passed out at any moment.
He decided to take a quick look at their HP.
* Frisk - HP: 4/20
* Lily - HP: 2/17
His own wasn’t in the best of shape, but hers…
“Two points…” He muttered. “Your HoPe is down to just two points?”
“It’s fine…” She said tiredly. “You would have died if I didn’t get you away from that last attack. I had the extra to spare anyway, right?”
“That ‘last attack’?” Frisk responded, slowly putting two and two together. “You mean when I…”
When he panicked and tried to run, only to be intercepted by Undyne. When he just stood there, frozen by his own fear when she threw that spear at him. Lily saved him then… of course it had been her, even if he didn’t realize it at the time. And in doing so, she…
“I’m sorry…” He said, filled with regret. “You got hurt because of me. I-”
“Stop that.” Lily admonished him. “I knew what I was doing. Like I said, I had the HP to spare and if I didn’t do it you would have died.”
“But, I…” Frisk began but Lily silenced him, raising her head to look him in the eye.
“No buts. This is nothing… a little monster food or a SAVE point and some sleep and we’ll both be back to normal.” She said decisively. “I kept you safe and came out in one piece. That’s what matters. You don’t get to feel guilty about this one, Frisky.”
The boy stared at her for a moment but said nothing. Even in the wake of her obvious exhaustion, the way she spoke made it clear there was no room for arguments. A smile spread between her rosy cheeks, filled with contentment, affection, and a bit of pride. That smile was enough to extinguish any misgivings he might have had.
“Okay.” He said finally, wiping away the tears that had begun to form in his guilt. “Then, thank you. For protecting me…”
Lily’s smile widened, and she let herself settle against Frisk’s side. The boy shifted his arm to make her a little more comfortable, for which she was grateful. The boat continued to coast lazily along the quiet river on its course back to the snowy town. It felt like ages since they’d been back there… so much had changed over the last few days. Right now though, all they really wanted to do was return to the home of the skeleton brothers. To laugh at Sans’ jokes… to do puzzles with Papyrus… to have a hot meal at Grilby’s… and to just take it easy for a while.
“Can’t wait until we get home.” Lily said, giving voice to that sentiment.
“Me too.” Frisk agreed.
“Tra la la…” The river person sang. “A name is a precious thing: hard to lose, and even harder to find.”
Frisk and Lily looked up to the cloaked figure, who stared out along the water.
“Huh? What’s that mean?” Frisk asked.
“Oh?” The figure spoke, glancing back toward them. “Hmm… don’t worry about it.”
Notes:
Well that was a wild ride wasn't it? Undyne's fight is easily one of the most hectic in the game. Hopefully you guys enjoyed it.
In the game, Undyne's fight functions a bit like a rhythm game, but obviously that wouldn't work quite as well in book format. Considering that Undyne is basically anime incarnate, we instead tried to invoke that in the battle: exciting, tense, and over-the-top, with a big slice of ham, and a dash of humor. It was incredibly fun to write.
Lily's quote when she enters the fight - "It's gonna take a little more than that…!" - is an echo of a line Undyne speaks in both Neutral and Genocide routes of the game. It also coincides with a major step in her character development.
Hotland… we haven't really had much of an opportunity to address poor Frisk's pyrophobia have we? Many of you probably saw this one coming. The kid's going to have to work through a few things before he can brave this place.
As for the stick… yeah, it's gone.
The intent behind Lily chastising Undyne was meant to be more admonishing than condemning. She was truly acting with the best intentions… but good intentions don't necessarily make one 'right'.
Another arc has come to a close. It'll be nice to ease things up a little in the coming chapters, after the emotional roller coaster of Waterfall. Its been amazing writing this story, and seeing just how many people have come to enjoy it.
On that note though we need to let you guys know that, at least for a little while, chapter releases might be a little more sporadic. You see, we're going to be demolishing an old house fairly soon and we're likely going to be devoting a lot of time and effort into getting things in order. It isn't far from where we are now, but it will need some work before anything else can be done with the property.
This does not mean we're going on hiatus though. We want to stress that here and now. We will still be working on this during the process as time and energy permits but it might take longer than usual to get chapters done… especially if they're as long as this one ended up being. This is simply to let everyone know what's going on on our end and why there might be some delays. We'll keep everyone posted both in these notes and in the discord server on our progress.
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Anyways, these notes are running a little long so we'll see you all in the next chapter, now that the kiddos can take a break for a change.
Chapter 22: Fishy Scales, and Tomato-y Fails
Notes:
We’re back!!! *crickets chirping* ...yeah.
So this took a while. We said it probably would in the last chapter but that doesn’t change the fact that it’s been quite a bit since then. We’re still kind of trying to get things situated with our new property, but most of the big stuff is done. At this point, its mostly a waiting game so hopefully we can pick up the pace at least for a little while.
Anyways, for those who have stuck with us this long, we thank you and are glad that people have been enjoying the story so far, despite the slow releases. And for those of you who are new… welcome! Hope you enjoy our little (can we even still call it ‘little’ at this point?) take on the Underground and its characters.
Anyways, that’s enough introductions. Let’s get to it!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Far from the Underground, far from the world, far from time itself, a figure without form drifted through an unending void. It was impossible to determine how long It had wandered here, cast from the realm of reality and into this place where never and now existed as one. For so long It had wandered, aimlessly in a fruitless search. With every pulse of the faint light it carried, incomplete though it was, It was reminded of its goal: the singular desire of all things broken.
They had thought it enough to cast It out and hide away: to sever It from this goal. They thought this would be enough.
A foolish misconception.
For now… now It could feel them, the pulse of a life ended and started anew, a candle snuffed only to be reignited. Again and again, all hailing from the same source.
" I see… so, you've figured out where they are, have you?" A voice, an unknown voice, spoke without sound. "This will not do…"
Its attention turned and there It beheld another formless figure much like itself.
" You understand me? Interesting… so very interesting. A funny thing, communication. One never truly comprehends its usefulness, until they are found incapable of utilizing it." spoke a pale rictus atop blackest shadow. "This will make matters much simpler. You see, I know what you are… and I know your intent. I must admit, you have piqued my curiosity. Such a pitiable aberration… how much of you is driven by calculated thought, as opposed to base instinct and nature?"
An airy sigh escaped from the relative non-space in which It resided.
" And yet, I have seen the threat you pose… it is far too great to indulge in such fanciful intrigues. Sadly, it would seem events are unfolding just as I was foretold… Should it persist in this way, then there is but one end… I wonder if you possess the capacity to understand why that cannot happen."
That voice… such conceit. Did this being intend to stand in Its way?
The multitude of hands that extended from the darkness provided the answer. It writhed defiantly.
" I have seen all of the outcomes…" That insufferable mouth spoke again. "I know that I cannot stop you as I am. Moreover, my efforts to reach those who may, have yet ended in failure. To leave you to your own devices, however, is to condemn so many. That is something that I cannot allow."
" And that, my curious anomaly, is why…"
From nothing they emerged, elongated skulls that flanked the grinning shadow, hovering amidst the forest of hands like twisted hounds awaiting their master's command.
" ...I must keep you here…"
Frisk's arm rested upon the table, taking in the familiar sounds and scents within the restaurant. The latter was dominated primarily by the mouthwatering aroma wafting from the half-finished plate of fries that sat before him. The boy had been somewhat reluctant to visit Grilby's after the brush with his phobia but the homely bar and grill and the memories it held proved to be more calming than stressful, even with its fiery proprietor.
The place was unusually quiet. The poker table stood empty - the Dog clan who usually claimed it, currently busy with their morning patrols or guard posts - and most of the other regulars hadn't arrived yet either. Therefore, the normally lively bar and grill was practically empty apart from Frisk, Lily, and a few (in some cases, literal) early-bird patrons.
Lily sat in the booth across from him, silently perusing a page in the notebook they'd received from Gerson. Having had more time to look it over, they now had some idea as to the identity of the author thanks to a single word written prominently inside the front cover… a name to go with the words.
'Edmond'…
The name of a child who once ventured through the Underground in a way not unlike themselves.
It was interesting just how much he'd written in there, but what was more compelling was how the tone of it seemed to evolve. At first, it read more like a school assignment: all observation and analytical statements. And yet… at times the tone would change, becoming far more personal. It happened more and more the further they read… as if the author, Edmond, once driven by intellectual curiosity alone, was gradually developing a more emotional attachment to those he studied. Did he ever learn what fate had in store for him? What thoughts might have gone through his head at the time?
Frisk shook his head and abandoned that line of thinking before returning to his fries. Dwelling on it for too long would just make him sad.
It had been a couple of days since they'd returned to Snowdin after their rather intense encounter with Undyne. Lily had worried, at first, that she might try to come after them again while they were still drained from the initial fight. It would have been the perfect opportunity to capture them after all, and as persistent as the Captain of the Royal Guard had been, it felt unlikely that she'd pass up the chance.
Those worries proved unfounded though, as nothing had actually come of it. Even the MTT News broadcasts made no mention of a human or humans fleeing through the Waterfall region, and they were usually on top of things when they weren't advertising their host's other work.
As hard as it was to believe, it seemed like they really had been given a break.
After a few more moments and a few more fries, the girl gave a heavy sigh and raised her head from the book.
"Alright. That's it. I'm bored." She announced frankly.
"Huh?" Frisk asked, responding to the sudden breach of the relative silence.
"There just hasn't been much to do around here today. Most of the other kids are at school, Papyrus is out on patrol, and Sans is probably lazing around somewhere." Lily explained, resting her cheek in her hand. "Sorry, I know I should be grateful that we have time to relax. I really don't even know why I'm so jittery but… ugh."
Frisk watched as her arms fell onto the table and her head flopped comically into them. "Maybe after everything that happened in Waterfall, you're having a hard time getting used to things slowing down some?"
"We weren't there that long…" she pointed out, voice slightly muffled by her position.
"But it felt like it." The boy countered.
"Yeah…" Lily sighed and pushed herself back upright. "Maybe we could just… walk around town a bit? It would at least kill a little time before Papyrus gets back."
"It's been a while since we've done that…" Frisk said, remembering the first time they'd come to this little village, and how peaceful it had felt. "Okay, let's go."
Finishing the last of the fries and putting away the book, the two children made to leave their booth. Lily drifted easily from her seat and made her way over to help Frisk from his own. The boy reached a hand over to the vacant space next to where he sat. His fingers grasped at the empty air for a few seconds before he realized what he was doing and stopped.
"Oh… right." He said, voice laced with disappointment.
Lily looked at her friend with concern. "You've been doing that a lot lately."
"I know…" the boy said with a sigh, hand dropping forlornly to his side. "It's just… I'd had it for so long. It's hard to get used to it being, well, not here anymore."
"I'm sorry, Frisk…" Lily said, placing a hand over the one he'd used to reach for the stick. "I saw it. It was right there, I could have caught it… If I could touch anything but magic and ghost stuff, I could've saved it."
"No, i-it's okay. It's… just a stick. Not really anything special about it." Frisk tried to sound reassuring but even he wasn't buying it. "Besides… I have you now, right?"
Lily stared at him for a moment. It was still hard to believe that it was gone. That thin piece of wood had weathered so much just over the time they'd been together, and before then it had been his only guide. It had been there through it all: fighting alongside them during the battle with Undyne, or warning of dangers beyond Lily's sight as they absconded through Waterfall. It had witnessed their welcome into the home of the Skeletons, their games with the children of Snowdin, and the frigid trek through the forest that brought them here. It had seen them through the Ruins as Lily got used to guiding him on her own, and it was with it that he'd protected her when they'd first encountered Flowey.
That crooked branch with its single leaf that stubbornly clung to its green color, despite everything it had been through. The thought of it now, vanished in a sea of liquid flame, was almost impossible to imagine. The sting of its loss weighed heavily on her weightless shoulders so she could only imagine how Frisk must feel. Still, she could tell that his words were more of an attempt to convince himself than her. Right now, he needed to believe that it was for the best. She wouldn't take that away from him.
Thus, she smiled and offered her hand: "Always."
Frisk returned the smile, sensing her sincerity upon the smell of strawberries. Taking her hand, he let her guide him from his seat and down to the floor. The two bid a quick farewell to Grilby, who acknowledged them with a nod before returning to his tasks behind the counter.
The warmth of the bar and grill was replaced with the brisk Snowdin air as the children stepped outside. Snowdin was never what one would call 'bustling' but it was more peaceful than usual right now. The few monsters they did meet gave friendly greetings as they passed, completely unbothered by the small human and his spectral companion, who had taken up residence in their town.
"You know, I wonder why they're so accepting of us around here…" Lily gave voice to that thought. "I mean, pretty much everyone in the Underground dreams of reaching the surface. I know most monsters are nice, but if they're as close to that as Undyne said…"
"I know what you mean." Frisk picked up as she trailed off. "Snowdin's always been like that. It doesn't feel fake though, just… different? They want to be free like everyone else but they just… don't seem to be in a hurry."
"They aren't stupid… it couldn't have taken long for them to figure out that we're, y'know, those humans from the rumors." The girl continued. "Someone could have easily told the Royal Guard exactly where we were… but no one did. Not even the Dog Clan. It took Papyrus accidentally letting it slip for Undyne come here looking for us."
"It's kind of like… they were protecting us." Frisk concluded. "Why would they do that though? I know we've helped a few people, but it would only take one person not trusting us for them to learn about it."
"They must have a reason, right?" Lily suggested. "There's still a lot of stuff we don't know… or maybe it's one of those things we haven't remembered yet?"
Before they could question it further, the two were startled out of their contemplation by a jingle from Frisk's pocket. The boy fumbled around for a moment before eventually retrieving his cell phone. Lily drifted over and read off the name displayed on the screen.
"Huh… speaking of Papyrus."
"Isn't he still on patrol? I wonder why he's calling." Frisk mused while pressing the button to answer. "Hello?"
"GOOD MORNING, HUMAN! I TRUST YOU ARE FEELING BETTER?" Papyrus' voice sounded from the receiver.
"Hey Papyrus!" Frisk greeted the skeleton. "Yeah, we're feeling pretty good today. How's your patrol going?"
"I AM JUST FINISHING MY MORNING ROUNDS, SO I SHALL BE RETURNING SOON." Papyrus replied. "SAY, I WAS JUST THINKING… DO YOU AND LILY HAVE ANY FREE TIME?"
"Uhh, actually yeah…" The boy responded tentatively. "We were just trying to figure out what to do today. Right now we're just kinda walking around town."
"OH, GOODIE! THE GREAT PAPYRUS WOULD NOT WISH TO IMPOSE ON HIS FRIENDS!" Papyrus responded happily. "AHEM, SPEAKING OF FRIENDS… PERHAPS YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN ME TO GO HANG OUT WITH UNDYNE?"
"Um… I…" Frisk hesitated to respond. Undyne hadn't come after them again, but after their last encounter, he wasn't exactly sure she'd be pleased to see them.
"What? What did he say, Frisk?" Lily asked, leaning over the boy's shoulder.
"Um… H- hold on Papyrus. Let me ask Lily." Frisk said before pulling the phone away to respond. "He… he wants to go hang out with Undyne."
"Oh." Lily responded icily, her displeasure worn clearly on her face. "Well, they are friends so I get that. What's that got to do with us, though."
"He… wants us to come with." Frisk clarified.
"WHAT?!" Lily shouted incredulously. "He does know she tried to kill us only like… two days ago, right?"
"Yeah, but…" Frisk began awkwardly. "If… if Papyrus is with us it should be okay. She wouldn't do anything bad with him around, right?"
"Frisk… please tell me you aren't actually saying you want us to go." Lily pleaded, desperately hoping her assumption was wrong.
"Yup… saw this coming." The spectral girl sighed, the red glow that now resided in her friend's right eye darkening slightly. "Frisk, you really need to learn how to say 'no'…"
About twenty minutes later saw the two children standing in front of the great conifer in the center of town, its limbs glimmering with color. It was here they'd decided to meet Papyrus for another foray into the Waterfall region. The boy was sitting on a nearby bench making sure they had everything they needed for the trip. With the tall skeleton to guide them, it likely wouldn't be nearly as long a journey as they'd went through alone but it was always nice to be prepared.
"Come on, Lily…" Frisk replied, placing a freshly filled water bottle back into the satchel. "We can't just avoid her forever."
Lily sighed again. She'd been doing that quite a bit. "I know but still, I kinda thought we'd have more time to… I dunno… put it off?"
"We'll never get to it if we keep doing that though. Besides, you said yourself that Undyne was one of the people in that photo." Frisk pointed out. "That must mean we're supposed to be friends, right?"
"I guess…" She relented. "I'm just worried. I don't want to see you get hurt again."
"It should be okay." Frisk tried to reassure her. "We've been through worse, right?"
"No… no, I don't really think we have." Lily corrected him
She wasn't wrong… Undyne had been their greatest challenge yet by a wide margin. Still, Frisk felt fairly confident that they could get through to her in the end. After all, it had happened before. Lily didn't seem fully convinced but at least she didn't seem quite as against it as before.
"Well, let's just see how it goes." Frisk replied. "She might be really nice once we get to know her."
"I guess if nothing else, it'll be interesting." Lily said finally before her eyes fell on something up ahead. "Here comes Papyrus. I really hope you're right about this, Frisk."
A cloud of powder spread in the wake of the speeding skeleton man as he barreled toward them like a one-man snowplow. Papyrus' colorful attire and radiant grin greeted the two humans as he skidded to a halt a few feet away. It was clear just from his expression how pleased he was that his two friends had accepted his invitation. That same expression was also making it extremely difficult for Lily to maintain her own misgivings about it.
Truly, optimism and good cheer were contagious when it came to Papyrus.
"GOOD DAY, HUMANS! THE GREAT PAPYRUS HAS ARRIVED AT LONG LAST! NYEH HEH HEH!" The tall skeleton announced his presence with a flourish of his scarf.
"Hi, Papyrus. That was fast." Frisk commented.
"Yeah but… why didn't you just use your shortcuts like last time?" Lily pointed out. "Would have been easier than running all that way."
"TRUE, BUT A PHYSIQUE LIKE MINE REQUIRES CONSTANT MAINTENANCE. I MUST REMAIN IN PEAK PHYSICAL CONDITION AT ALL TIMES, IF I AM TO ONE DAY BE ACCEPTED INTO THE ROYAL GUARD." Papyrus declared. "I SHALL THEREFORE LEAVE THE SHORTCUTTING TO SANS UNLESS ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY."
"Speaking of Sans, have you seen him today?" Frisk asked.
"SADLY, I HAVE NOT. I'VE CHECKED ALL OF HIS SENTRY STATIONS, FOOD STANDS, JOKE BOOTHS, AND NAPPING CUBICLES BUT THERE IS NO SIGN OF MY LAZY BROTHER." Papyrus shook his skull. "NO NEED TO FEAR THOUGH, I AM SURE HE WILL SHOW UP EVENTUALLY."
"I hope so… we still haven't been able to talk to him about whatever it was he found out while we were gone." Lily said inwardly to Frisk, who nodded in agreement.
"ANYWAY! I AM VERY PLEASED YOU ACCEPTED MY INVITATION. I THINK YOU AND UNDYNE WILL MAKE GREAT PALS!" Papyrus spoke cheerfully. "WELL THEN, LET US BE OFF!"
With a grand gesture in the direction of Waterfall Papyrus set off with jaunty step. Frisk's short stature forced him to jog to keep pace as he and Lily followed as one. The soft white snow steadily grew more shallow the further they traveled, as the frigid temperature of Snowdin gradually warmed to the still chilly but much more temperate climate of Waterfall.
It wasn't long before they reached one of the many junctions in the region's prominent network of caves and pathways. Lily immediately recognized it as the one containing the large path that eventually led to the Wishing Room. However, that wasn't the path Papyrus intended to take. The superhero turned and began to make his way toward one of the smaller branches to the left with the children following close behind.
The tunnel spiraled upward before curving around in a wide arc. eventually depositing them on a wider path jutting from a massive grey-blue rockface. The girl glanced off to the side and recognized a familiar expanse of water some ways down, shimmering prettily under the faint glow of the star-stones above.
"It's that lake… the one we crossed before-" She stopped short - that was not a memory she wanted to relive, especially right now - before changing tact. "The one with all the boats, remember?"
"Oh wow, it is?" Frisk questioned, catching the moist scent of the water below them. "It was this close by the whole time?"
"Yeah… I guess we really took the long way around, didn't we?" the girl replied with a bit of a nervous chuckle. "I'm a little surprised we managed to get through this place without getting lost."
"Well…" Frisk drew out the word, clearly remembering things a little differently.
"Mostly without getting lost." the girl tried again and felt the boy glancing inwardly at her. "Okay, we got lost but we got through anyway, didn't we?"
The small human giggled slightly, seeing Lily's pout within his mind's eye. She couldn't keep it up for long however before she too was grinning, the humor of the situation easing her doubt somewhat. Waterfall proved far less imposing now that they no longer had to look over their shoulder at every turn.
It was only now that the two children found that they could truly appreciate the beauty of this region. Here and there a cluster of bridge seeds grew, their thin leaves naturally angled in the direction of their peers, revealed in the soft blue glow of luminescent fungi. Slate blue stone glistened as beads of clear water clung to it, or otherwise flowed down the sides in steady rivulets. A rhythmic sound echoed through the cavern as droplets fell from above like a light rain.
Lily described their surroundings to Frisk who listened intently while taking in the sounds and scents around him. Waterfall had seemed so daunting the first time through. Apart from the Wishing Room, everything had felt so dark and oppressive, and he'd found himself constantly worried about when and where the next threat would come from. But now… it was different.
"I thought I'd be scared to come back here…" He mused. "but it actually feels… kind of nice."
"After everything we went through here… it doesn't even really feel like the same place." Lily agreed. "I'm kinda glad we came back."
"I AM PLEASED YOU BOTH SEEM LESS NERVOUS THAN BEFORE. A PLACE AS SPLENDID AS WATERFALL DESERVES TO BE APPRECIATED." Papyrus chimed in. "WHY, I WOULD RANK IT SECOND ONLY TO SNOWDIN ON IT'S LEVEL OF COOLNESS!"
Lily smirked slightly. "Oh, I'm sure nowhere in the Underground is as 'cool' as Snowdin, Papy."
Frisk stifled a laugh as Papyrus responded. "OF COURSE! SNOWDIN'S COOLNESS IS BEYOND MEASURE!"
"It's below freezing at the very lea-" The girl began, before being silenced by Frisk's hand clamping over their shared mouth, a gesture meant more to silence himself than her.
"WELL YES, IT DOES GET QUITE CHILLY BUT THAT ONLY MAKES…" Papyrus trailed off and his skull seemed to scrunch up in thought "OH."
"Pfff… HAHAHA!" Papyrus' sudden realization finally sent Frisk over the edge as laughter erupted from his mouth.
Papyrus hung his arms and exhaled a long sigh while Lily grinned from ear to ear within the boy's mind, immensely proud of herself. It wasn't until they neared the exit of another tunnel that he finally began to come down from his mirth. The sight of a very familiar pool greeted them as they emerged, the sight of which caused Papyrus to perk up almost instantly.
"OH HO! FINALLY, WE HAVE ARRIVED!" Papyrus announced as the outskirts of a certain small village stood before them. "UNDYNE'S HOUSE SHOULD BE RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER, SO LET'S NOT KEEP HER WAITING SHALL WE?"
Papyrus set off again with the two children in tow. Blook Acres was still the sleepy little hamlet that they remembered from their first visit, although they hadn't remained for long enough to get a proper feel for the village. In a way, it felt ironic that their reason for returning now was the very same reason they'd left in the first place. Napstablook's somber home, and the spring behind it were their only real impressions of this area.
Lily's mind began to wander a little as her thoughts fell on the latter of the two and what had happened there. Since then, she'd been afraid to look at the rest of her body. The pain she'd felt… the scars that covered her back… it was chilling to think of, even now. If something like that was tied to her past, she would have honestly have rather not remembered it at all. She knew it was inevitable… that she would have to confront it eventually. Still, the thought of what she would find was… horrifying.
It was at that moment that she felt her mind enveloped in comforting warmth. A familiar warmth that radiated from the boy whose body she shared. He must have noticed her growing unease. Frisk said nothing, even through their mental connection, and simply focused on comforting her. Lily wasn't sure if he still thought she was nervous about where they were going or if he'd guessed what was on her mind. She appreciated it though, returning the mental hug as a weak smile resonated between her heart and his lips.
After a moment or two more of travel, the three of them came to a stop before a rather… interesting looking structure. It only passingly resembled what one would consider a 'house'. There were windows, a door, walls, and a roof but that was where the similarities ended. The entire thing seemed modeled in the shape of some vaguely fish-like monstrosity. The windows were an odd shape, largely circular but angled toward the inside, giving the appearance of eyes crossed in anger. The 'door' was an arched portal sealed by two jagged metal plates that met vertically in the center, in a way that much resembled fangs. The domed walls and roof were covered in stonelike scales, and a number of strange appendages jutted from them with seemingly no purpose aside from looking intimidating.
"Okay, Blooky's place was strange but this is on a whole other level." Lily bluntly voiced her opinion. "Is this even safe?"
"AH, THE ANGRY STARE, THAT TOOTHY DOOR, THOSE SHARP FINS…" Papyrus sighed wistfully. "IT'S LIKE A SECOND HOME!"
"Uhh… sure?" Frisk reluctantly agreed.
"I feel welcome already." Lily deadpanned, half expecting the mouth-door to open and take a bite out of them.
Against all rules of self-preservation, they approached the bestial homestead, Papyrus grinning cheekbone to cheekbone the whole way. The sound that greeted them as they neared the door grated on the children's ears sounding like something between nails on a chalkboard and the screams of the damned.
"What… is that?" Frisk cringed, finding it difficult to avoid plugging his ears.
"WOWIE, WE HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED AND YOU TWO ALREADY GET A TREAT! IT IS NOT EVERYDAY ONE GETS TO HEAR THE MUSICAL DEPTH OF UNDYNE'S PIANO PLAYING!" Papyrus declared, humming a few bars along with the 'song'. "SHE IS A TRUE VIRTUOSO."
"My ears… they're crying…" Lily all but whimpered. "Can you just… knock on the door, Papyrus? Please?"
"AH YES, NO REASON TO STAND AROUND OUT HERE. I HAVE A PLAN TO MAKE ALL OF YOU THE BEST OF FRIENDS." Papyrus declared before pulling out a yellow colored bone tied around the center with a neat red bow. "PSST, MAKE SURE TO GIVE HER THIS. SHE LOVES THESE!"
Papyrus, still holding the bone turned and wrapped his gloved knuckles on the door before either Frisk or Lily had the chance to respond. At once, the grating cacophony stopped, and Frisk couldn't help but breath a sigh of relief. Through his ringing ears, the boy could hear the approach of footsteps from behind the wall before the sound of sliding metal a few seconds later.
Lily watched from their place behind Papyrus as the mouth-door parted vertically. Standing in the threshold with hair of flaming red and a patch over the left eye was Undyne. Her armor was replaced by a black form-fitting tank-top, a pair of blue jeans, and simple leather boots. In a way, the girl felt surprised by just how 'normal' she actually looked, even if the taut muscles of her arms served as a constant reminder of the warrior they'd fought.
"Hi, Papyrus!" She said in an (equally surprising) friendly tone. "Ready for your extra private, one on one training?"
"YOU BET I AM!" Papyrus enthusiastically declared as he stepped to the side. "AND I BROUGHT A COUPLE OF FRIENDS!"
"Oh, nice! Hi, I don't think we've…" The fish woman trailed off as her gaze fell upon the child with the glowing eye. The silence was deafening as she stared at them, they stared at her, and Papyrus stared at everyone else.
"N-nice to… meet you?" Frisk spoke, trying to still his racing heart. Undyne continued to stare in silence for a few moments.
Then, at last, she responded.
"Why don't… you three… come in?" She drawled, before mechanically stepping to the side.
Papyrus turned back to Frisk and Lily and gave a quick thumbs up before wiping his feet on the welcome mat and stepping inside. Tentatively, the two children followed after him, cautiously approaching the ominous portal. Undyne's single yellow eye followed them as they stepped through, before silently making her way to the center of the room.
Her home was considerably smaller on the inside, likely owing to its outlandish shape not really meshing well with workable living space. Lily took a moment to look around - more to take note of any easy escape routes than any real curiosity - and found the interior to be far different than she thought it would be. The blue and yellow tiled floor, contrasting the purple rugs, with walls painted with a garish depiction of cutesy pink fish swimming through a light blue sea. About the only part that wasn't a torture session for the eyes was the soft, ocean blue door tucked into the corner.
Given what she knew about Undyne as well as the unnerving nature of the outside, the spectral girl had her figured for the type to not really care about how her home looked. What she'd expected, however, was something more spartan, or at least minimalistic. This place went in the entirely opposite direction.
"I'm so glad you can't see this, Frisk…" Lily spoke, as she finished relaying the information to her friend.
"Is it really that bad?" Frisk, who obviously had trouble understanding how color combinations work, asked.
"Well, I'd say I've seen worse, but…" Lily trailed off, trying to focus more on Undyne than the aesthetic horror show around them.
"HERE, UNDYNE!" Papyrus spoke, drawing the fish lady's attention as he produced the gift-wrapped bone he'd briefly shown the two before. "MY FRIENDS BROUGHT YOU A GIFT, ALL ON THEIR OWN!"
"Uhh, thanks…" Undyne said awkwardly as she took the bone from him. "I'll just, uh… put it with the others."
She proceeded to make her way over to the far wall, which was lined with a number of kitchen appliances, including a refrigerator that was emitting a strange orange glow. As she opened a drawer beneath the sink, Lily couldn't help but snicker a little as she caught a glimpse of the literal pile of similar bones stuffed inside. Closing it back up, she returned to the three visitors.
"So…" Undyne drew out, rubbing the back of her head awkwardly. "…are we ready to star-?"
"WHOOPSY DOOPSEY!" Papyrus cut her off, making a show of checking his watchless wrist. "I JUST REMEMBERED! I HAVE TO GO TO THE BATHROOM!"
"But monsters don't-" Frisk began, but never got to finish.
Papyrus had already turned back the way they came. In half a second, the lanky boneman went from standing to a sprint before hurling toward the door… or more specifically, the window next to it. Frisk, Lily and Undyne all watched as the superhero dove headfirst into the glass pane, crashing through it with all the grace of a charging rhinoceros. He hit the ground, tumbling end over end a few times before promptly standing back up, no worse for wear.
"YOU THREE HAVE FUN!" He called out with an enthusiastic wave before dashing down the path, leaving Frisk and Lily alone with Undyne once again.
The three of them stared out the shattered window for a moment, watching as the cloud of dust kicked up by the speedy skeleton drifted back down to earth. An uneasy silence fell over the small home when they finally turned back to one another. The piercing yellow of Undyne's right eye stared coolly at the small child, while Lily met her gaze through the red glow of Frisk's own. Having deigned to keep his SOUL inside for the time being, the boy saw nothing himself, but could nevertheless feel the pressure of Undyne's scrutiny clashing with his friend's defiance.
"So why are you here?" The silence was broken by their reluctant host.
"Um… I'm sorry we came uninvited." Frisk began nervously. "P-Papyrus asked us to come. We didn't know he would leave so soon."
"Yeeeah…" Lily spoke, biting back a more sarcastic response. "This is… awkward."
"So, you just came because he asked you to? You expect me to believe that?" Undyne scoffed. "Come on, why are you really here? Did you come to rub your victory in my face? To humiliate me even further? Is that it?!"
"No…!" Frisk responded quickly. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you mad. I promise, I'd never do that."
"Well, I kind of… already did." Lily admitted, remembering her brief conversation with the warrior before. "But, no… not this time. Frisk wanted to come so that's why we're here."
Undyne's face scrunched up for a moment as she listened to the two very different responses.
"Ngaahh… Okay, first off, that whole one body, two people thing? REALLY confusing!" The flame-haired fish pointed out. "Second, fine. If not that, then what are you doing here?!"
"I uhh… I just though… maybe…" Frisk stammered, lowering his eyes from the knight. This was already off to a pretty bad start.
Undyne stared at the human for a moment before her eyes widened in realization.
"Wait, I get it. "She said with a crooked smirk. "You think that I'm gonna be friends with you, right?!"
"Can we…?" Frisk asked, raising his head hopefully. "I'd like that a lot."
"Really? How delightful! I accept! Let's all frolick in the fields of friendship!" Undyne spoke with such feigned enthusiasm that even Frisk's own optimism didn't really believe it. "Not! Why would I ever be friends with you two?"
"Oh…" Frisk said, dejectedly.
"Hey, you don't have to be a jerk about it!" Lily finally spoke up, unwilling to listen to how Undyne was treating the boy. "Did you already forget what happened back at the entrance to Hotland? We helped you, even after everything you did to us. The least you could do is give us a chance!"
"And that's exactly why I'm not killing you right now. I might owe you a debt, but that's where our ties end. You're the enemy of everyone's hopes and dreams. How can you expect me to be friends with someone like that?" Undyne countered before turning away. "Now… get out of my house!"
"Undyne!" Lily practically shouted. "You-"
"Don't…" Frisk retook control of his voice to speak. "It's… it's okay. Let's just go…"
Lily grimaced at the sound of Frisk's voice, the same tone and yet so different from when she'd used it. The boy sounded like he was on the verge of tears, and from the telltale blurring of her own vision, it seemed like they weren't far off. She glared at Undyne for a moment, wringing the knuckles on their shared body to help restrain her anger. Finally, the two children turned and began to move to the door.
"DANG! WHAT A SHAME…" A familiar voice stopped them in their tracks. "I THOUGHT UNDYNE COULD BE FRIENDS WITH YOU. BUT I GUESS… I OVERESTIMATED HER. SHE'S JUST NOT UP TO THE CHALLENGE."
"That's…" Lily turned their body to the shattered window and the distinct grinning skull that stood on the other side.
"Papyrus…?" Frisk spoke softly, as he wiped his eyes.
"What is he doing…?" Lily spoke internally. "There's no way she'd-"
"CHALLENGE?! What?!" Undyne screamed. "Papyrus, wait a second…!"
She rushed over to the broken window and was met with nothing but the empty air outside her house. Quick as he'd come, Papyrus was gone again, vanished into thin air or perhaps just around the corner again, it was hard to say.
When only silence answered her call, she turned back to the two children.
"Hold on, punks!" She called out to them. "Arrgh, darn it! He thinks I can't be friends with you?!"
"You can't be serious…" Lily sighed. Frisk felt the mental facepalm as he turned back to the angry fish lady, daring to hope.
"Fufufufu… what a joke!" She laughed. "I could make friends with some wimpy loser and his invisible-lightshow-sidekick any day!"
"HEY! I'm not a sidekick!" Lily quickly retorted through Frisk.
"You… you'll really give us a chance?" Asked Frisk, tentatively.
"Ha! I'll make him eat those words! Listen up, humans! We're not just going to be friends…" Undyne declared with a toothy grin. "We're going to be… BESTIES! I'll make you like me so much, you won't even be able to think about anyone else!
"Maybe… we shouldn't go that far." Lily spoke replied with a bit of trepidation.
It didn't look like Undyne was even listening though, as she reveled in her brilliant plan. "Fufufufu… It's the perfect revenge!"
Frisk opened his mouth to respond but quickly closed it again before he could point out the flaw in that logic. After all, this was exactly what he'd wanted from the beginning. There was no way he was going to ruin it by putting a foot in his mouth now. Undyne's expression quickly shifted from a scheming smirk to a radiant grin as she clapped her hands together in a welcoming gesture.
"Why don't you have a seat?" Her voice was the very soul of hospitality.
"Umm… could I ask something first?" Frisk began, turning his head in the vague direction he'd heard Undyne's voice come from.
"Frisk? Are you sure that's a good idea right now?" Lily asked, guessing correctly what he intended.
"I want this to work…" The boy responded. "It'll be easier if I can actually look at her."
"Ugh… I- I mean, please! Whatever you need." Undyne responded. "You are my dear house guest after all."
"Could I bring out my SOUL, please?" He asked her.
"Why would… Oh! This is some kind of traditional human way of meeting new people, right?" Undyne drew her own conclusions. "Go ahead, then."
Frisk nodded, and drew the crimson heart from his chest, allowing his limited vision to solidify. Undyne stood white and clear against the blank canvas of their surroundings. Apart from her distinctive piscine features, her proportions were actually quite similar to his and Lily's, if considerably taller. Despite her prejudices against humans she actually resembled one far more than any other monster they'd met so far. The irony wasn't lost on the red child as he made his way toward one of the chairs surrounding the table. Undyne watched in mild curiosity as the carnelian SOUL followed his movements, casting a soft red glow over the pastel interior of her home.
"Thank you." He said as he climbed into the chair with a little help from Lily.
"Comfortable?" Undyne asked. The boy nodded.
"So what are we gonna do first?" Lily asked, casting a sidelong glance at the very large, very sharp looking sword that took up half of the nearby wall.
"Just relax. I'll get you something to drink." Undyne replied.
She quickly turned about and moved to the curiously glowing refrigerator. The moment she pulled open the door, the two children could feel a blast of hot air radiating from within. After what happened in Hotland, Lily was surprised the captain could even bare to stand in front of such a thing, let alone reach inside. That was exactly what she did though as she shoveled a veritable pile of items under her arm before setting them down one by one upon the nearby counter.
"All set! What would you like?" The reluctant host asked.
"Umm…" Frisk hesitated, glancing inwardly to Lily.
"I can't really make out what they are from here…" Lily said. "Can you move a little closer?"
"Sure, just give me-" Frisk was cut off as a flash of white and the loud crash of splintering wood assailed his senses. "WHA-!"
"HEY! DON'T GET UP!" Undyne shouted as the boy promptly fell back into his seat, closing his eyes tightly in response to the sudden scare.
"Whoa!" Lily cried as her glowing eye fell upon the aquamarine spear that had just split the table in half from its impact alone, before turning a glare at Undyne. "What the hell was that for?!"
"DON'T YOU KNOW HOW HOSPITALITY WORKS?!" Undyne chastised them. "YOU'RE MY GUESTS, SO YOU JUST SIT DOWN AND ENJOY YOURSELVES!"
"S-sorry…" Frisk finally stammered out, his heart still racing from the sudden shock. "I'm… I'm okay. It just surprised me."
"Surprised you?! Seriously?" Lily spoke into Frisk's mind. "She could have killed you, Frisk!"
"She wouldn't have." the boy responded, taking a few moments to collect his thoughts. "We know how accurate she is with those spears. She wouldn't have missed if she was trying to hit us."
"That's… actually a good point." The specter had to admit, and then spoke up again. "Alright… fine. Sorry, it was my fault. Frisk was only getting up so I could see the drinks better."
"Oh… well, uh…" Undyne thought for a moment, an expression of what looked to be embarrassment spreading across her face for a moment. "Then, uh… maybe I was a little… extreme. But still! I can't have my guests wearing themselves out at the very start. It's unacceptable!"
"We aren't that fragile." Lily muttered. "Still, that's actually pretty considerate… in a violent sort of way."
"Ngghhh… well, this is a problem. How are we gonna do this?" The captain mused.
"You could just tell us what you have." Frisk suggested. "That way we can choose without having to get up and look ourselves."
"Huh… good idea. I was gonna suggest you use the spear to point to something, but that's a lot easier!" The toothy grin returned to the captain's face as she turned to her display. "Let's see, we've got tea, hot chocolate, and soda. I… wouldn't recommend that last one. Rots your fighting spirit!"
"Why do you have it then?" Lily pointed out.
"It's uhh…" Undyne trailed off and the girl could swear she saw her cheeks taking on a purplish tint for a moment. "It's… for a friend. Yeah…"
"Ooo, does she have a crush on someone?" The girl spoke conspiratorially to Frisk. The boy could feel the mischievous grin forming through their connection.
"We probably shouldn't ask right now." Frisk reasonably stated, before adding. "Probably though."
"Okay, so tea or hot chocolate. What should we get, Frisk?" She said aloud.
The boy grinned slightly. He would have known exactly which drink his best friend wanted even without feeling her silent request within his SOUL. "Hot chocolate, please."
"Alright, just give me a minute." Their host said. She moved to pick up the bluish container, shook it a few times, and then frowned. "Damn… I forgot. I'm all out. I stopped buying this stuff when Asgore kept getting the marshmallows stuck in his beard."
"Aww…" Frisk's body slumped with Lily's disappointment. "That sucks… I haven't had hot chocolate in… actually, I don't even know how long."
"Don't worry. We can always make some later." Frisk responded before giving a polite smile to Undyne. "That's okay. We can just have the tea instead."
"Yeah, it's not a big deal." Lily replied with a shrug. "Besides, something tells me I like tea anyway."
"Uh… 'something tells you'?" Undyne lifted a crimson brow as she opened one of the boxes of tea.
"Oh… um…" Lily struggled to form a response. "Crap… now what?"
"I don't see any harm in telling her. I mean, we aretrying to get to know each other, right?" Frisk replied.
As uncomfortable as the girl was, she had to admit he had a point. While she was still having trouble separating the reluctant host from the ruthless captain, being too guarded would just make it harder for them to connect with Undyne. So, taking a deep breath through Frisk's lungs, she spoke again.
"Yeah… My memory is a little… spotty right now." She said. "I barely remember anything before when I met Frisk. Even my name is a complete blank… 'Lily' is the name Frisk gave me when we met."
"Huh, that's… actually kind of sad." Undyne said thoughtfully, as she filled a teapot with water from the tap. "So you're 'Lily', and the other punk is 'Frisk'. Which one owns the body you're walking around in?"
"I do… sorry, I'm Frisk. I know it's confusing at first." Frisk clarified. "Lily was there when I first fell down here. We've been together since then."
"Here I was thinking humans just had some freaky double personality thing or whatever." Undyne mused, mixing the tea leaves into the water before placing it on the stove. "I mean, it's still freaky but I gotta admit its a lot cooler."
"Oh… heh." Lily chuckled self-consciously. "You think so?"
"Hell yeah! A guardian spirit with a mysterious past? How can you not think that's cool?" Undyne reaffirmed.
"Well uh… thanks." The girl replied with a small grin. "I guess you're pretty cool too."
"Damn right!" Undyne spoke, flashing the first genuine smile since they'd arrived.
Even Frisk could tell that the two seemed much more at ease with each other now that the proverbial ice was broken. He made a note to thank Papyrus for his timely intervention later on. For now though, he just felt glad that they were able to relax around each other a little.
By this point, Undyne herself had begun to realize the differences between the two children she spoke to. It was indeed confusing, having two different individuals sharing both a body and a voice, but the signs were there. Frisk's accommodating, sometimes meek personality stood in contrast to Lily's confident nature that at times edged into haughtiness. The latter, she noticed, was actually quite similar to her own in a lot of ways.
"So, uhh…" She paused for a moment, considering what to say. "You fell down here from the surface? I'm guessing you must be wanting to get back there pretty bad, huh?"
"Well…" Frisk drew out the word as he thought about that. "I'm… not really sure, actually."
"Huh?! What do you mean you 'aren't sure'?!" Undyne asked incredulously. "Don't you want to go home?"
"I don't really have one." The boy answered, folding his hands in his lap. "Don't get me wrong, I wasn't lying when I said I wanted to find a way to break the Barrier… I do. But its mostly because I want to help everyone here. There isn't really anything waiting for me up there. I sort of doubt anyone's even realized I'm gone."
"Frisk…" Lily said, and the boy could feel the warmth of her comfort spreading through his SOUL.
"If I can help the monsters down here though, maybe…" The boy said, more to himself than anyone else.
No… it wasn't even a question of 'if' at this point. It had happened before. The proof was there, in a photo that he'd never seen but nonetheless knew what was shown. A crowd of smiles gathered as one with him at their center. He wanted to see that moment again. He wanted Lily to see it too.
A happy ending. For her, for Undyne, for everyone… and for himself. That's what he wanted.
"Hey, uh… hmm…" Undyne struggled, sensing she'd stumbled on an uncomfortable subject. "N-nevermind. I didn't mean to make it awkward. Sorry…"
"S'okay." Frisk said with a reassuring smile.
Thankfully, the high pitched whistle of a boiling tea kettle prevented what might have ended up as an awkward silence. The three turned to the stove and saw the steady clouds of steam rising from the spout. Undyne gave a relieved sigh as she turned back to remove it from the stove before grabbing a couple of cups to pour drinks for herself and her guests. Frisk could feel the heat from the steam rising from the cup she placed before him.
"Here we are… be careful, it's hot." Undyne said before moving around to the other end of the sundered table.
The boy could feel Lily's influence overlapping his own as the two of them reached for the cup. Raising it cautiously, he blew a few puffs of air in an attempt to cool it off.
"It's not THAT hot, just drink it already!" The Captain demanded, her face scrunching up in impatience.
The two children shuddered slightly and gave her a questioning look.
"Is she insane?! She just took it off the stovetop!" Lily exclaimed inwardly.
"I know… we don't want to offend her though." Frisk said. "We'll just… take a little sip. That should be fine, right?"
"This is gonna suck… this is reallygonna suck." Lily moaned, and Frisk imagined her anxiously wringing her hands in his mind. "Fine, but… JUST a little one, okay?"
Frisk nodded, and reluctantly - fearfully - raised the cup's rim to his mouth. He recoiled slightly when the steaming liquid grazed his lips before hastily drawing in the tiniest of sips. Even that little bit was enough to scald the tip of his tongue, and he let out a hiss in response.
"Augh!" He exclaimed. "Mah tongue!"
"Hot! Too hot!" Lily cried immediately after, the burning sensation reaching her as well through their resonance.
The cup was immediately slammed back onto the table, though in the shock of the moment it was unclear which of the two children had made the move. It rattled precariously upon the splintered wood but miraculously managed to stay upright without spilling any of its contents. Lily set about raising one of Frisk's sleeves to his mouth, wiping it against his tongue in hopes that it would sooth some of the uncomfortable tingle that had begun to settle in. It didn't.
"Tch, come on. Don't be such babies…" Undyne said, raising her own cup to her mouth and taking a large gulp.
…which promptly found itself sprayed all over the table.
"Buagh! Holy sh- Pfff ack!" She sputtered. "Fwah… okay…! Haa… okay! Never… Nevermind…"
"Maybe we should… should let it… haa… cool. Jus' a little?" Frisk suggested, his voice slurring slightly due to the numbness.
"S-seconded…" Lily swiftly agreed.
Wiping her mouth of the remainder of the tea, Undyne nodded thus making the decision unanimous. The three of them sat in silence for a moment, while waiting for the tingling numbness to fade from their mouths. The silence was... well, no one could really call it companionable but there was far less tension than before.
"Well, I guess going back to what we were talking about before… You said you guys've been together since you got here, and you can both talk but only through your body. How's it work when you're not doing that? There's gotta be something if the other pu… - uhh, Lily - was able to steal my spears like that." The Captain grimaced slightly as she spoke - clearly, she wasn't proud to admit that. "That is unless humans have some kind of telekinetic power or something. Wait… don't tell me they actually do!"
"Maaaybe…" Lily giggled slightly. "But no, that was me. I can move around freely when I'm not inside Frisk's SOUL. That's how I was able to do it. No one's able to actually see me like that though…"
"Well, except Napstablook." Frisk helpfully pointed out.
"Oh, you know my neighbor?" Undyne chimed in. "That's kinda surprising… he's a bit of a shut-in."
"He's really nice though." the boy replied. "And I'm really happy that someone besides me can see Lily."
"Which, I guess is kind of funny when you think about it." Lily smirked. "Since I'm kind of the only thing you can see."
"Huh. I never thought of it like that." Frisk thoughtfully replied.
"Wait, I'm confused." Undyne spoke up. "What do you mean you're 'the only thing he can see'?"
"Uhh… I don't think we told her did we?" Lily said.
"Oh! Right, sorry…" Frisk apologized. "Yeah… I'm blind."
"Wait, WHAT?!" Undyne shouted, slamming her palm down on the table. "You're blind?!"
"Um…" Frisk began, recoiling slightly at their host's sudden reaction to the revelation. "Y-yes?"
"And you still managed to not only get through Waterfall, but also beat me?" The knight summarized before showing her fangs in a wide grin. "That… is AWESOME!"
"It… it isn't that impressive. I can still kinda see magic when my SOUL is out, and besides… I had Lily to help me." Frisk lowered his eyes self-consciously.
"Seriously? How can you not realize how cool this is?" Undyne gave him an incredulous look. "You're like one of those blind swordsmen and she's your guardian spirit, fighting together, protecting each other… That's some anime-level stuff. Damn, no wonder I lost… you guys are badass!"
Frisk felt his cheeks burning and knew he must have been blushing like a tomato. Within his SOUL, Lily was in much the same state. They knew what they had wasn't what anyone would consider 'normal' but Undyne had somehow managed to frame it in a way they'd never even considered. No other monsters had really brought it up outside of the usual required explanation of how they 'worked' either. The most humbling part about it was just how sincere she sounded.
"Hey! Umm…" Lily began, grasping desperately for a change in subject. "T- The tea's probably cooled enough by now, don't you think?"
"Huh? Oh, yeah. You're probably right." Undyne, coming down from her hype, responded.
Willing his silent thanks to Lily for her quick thinking, Frisk reached for their cup again. The surface was noticeably cooler now. It was still hot, but not boiling like before. In any case, he didn't feel constantly at risk of an internal cauterization this time.
As one, the two children lifted the cup to their lips and took another sip. Finally able to savor the taste, the boy let it linger on his tongue for a few moments. It was sweet, even without much sugar but also refreshing in a way that neither of them could quite describe.
"This is good!" Frisk exclaimed, feeling invigorated just from that one sip. "I've never had tea like this before."
"It's like light honey but… citrusy?" Lily judged, taking another sip. "Actually… something about it seems familiar."
"Yeah… I got that too." Frisk replied thoughtfully. "What is it…?"
It took only a couple of seconds before the two humans arrived at the same conclusion.
"The golden flowers!" They exclaimed with one voice.
"Nice! You figured it out!" Undyne proudly confirmed before taking a drink from her own cup. "Pretty good, right?"
"Yup!" Frisk replied enthusiastically.
"Still, I can't believe you quaffed half that cup right off the stove!" Lily said before twisting Frisk's face into an impression of Undyne. "Blagh! Haha!"
"Well, how was I supposed to know it'd be so hot?!" Undyne defended herself.
"Well… there was steam coming off it." Frisk pointed out. "Like… a lot of steam."
"Well…! A warrior has no time for little details like that!" She countered, before quickly deflating. "Or, maybe I just didn't think that far ahead."
The conversation trailed off for a moment, as Undyne took a moment to reflect on that. Then, to both children's surprise, a grin spread across her face and she started to chuckle. That chuckle soon evolved into a laugh. Not a fake laugh to deflect, but a real, genuine expression of humor. Pretty soon, Frisk and Lily found themselves laughing right along with her.
For a moment all three of them were confused by this. Just a few moments ago they were stumbling over themselves to avoid making things too weird. At what point did they actually start having fun?
"Still…" Undyne was the first to speak after they calmed down. "Asgore's a genius for figuring out how to make tea from those. It's his favorite kind."
Asgore… the ruler of the Underground and the one after Frisk's SOUL. Toriel's warning, Papyrus' orders to capture them, Undyne's attempts to kill them… everything led back to him. Once again the sound of his name brought forth a feeling that Lily could not understand. She should have felt angry, or at least indignant that the king desired the death of her friend. But looking within, she could find none of that. There was pity for sure - that was easy enough to trace the source of - but also something else.
Sadness… a sadness very similar to the kind she felt when she thought of Flowey. It was diluted in the midst of the fun she was having but still there, deep down.
"Tell us about him…" She said finally. "About Asgore."
"Oh, man… where do I start?" Undyne said wistfully. "Actually, now that I think about it. You guys kind of remind me of him."
"Really?" Frisk asked. "How so?"
"Well, for one thing… you're all TOTAL weenies!" She jeered.
"Hey!" Lily protested, puffing Frisk's cheeks out angrily. "I can't help it that Frisk is small!"
"That… Who's side are you on?!" The boy accused.
"Haha, it's true!" Undyne laughed before sobering a little. "Well, sort of."
"Huh? What do you mean?"
"Y'know, I was a pretty hotheaded kid…" Undyne spoke, turning her eyes to the yellow ceiling of her home.
"What are you talking about?" Lily countered, grinning. "You're a hotheaded adult."
Undyne turned a chastising glare at the two. "Can I tell the story, or are you two gonna keep interrupting.
"Sorry." They chorused, though only Frisk's voice could be heard.
"Anyway… One day, to prove I was the strongest in the Underground, I tried to fight Asgore." She snickered at a memory only she could truly appreciate. "Emphasis on 'tried'. Oh, he accepted my challenge alright, but when the time came I couldn't land a single blow on him! And worse, the whole time, he refused to fight back! He parried every strike, dodged every sweep, sidestepped every lunge. No matter what I tried, he just shrugged it off like nothing. Eventually, I wore myself out so much that I couldn't even lift my spear. I felt so humiliated…"
"That sounds just like our fight." Frisk pointed out when she trailed off.
"Yup. Now you see what I mean." Undyne replied, before smiling faintly. "Afterwards, he gave me a hand up and apologized. Then he said something goofy: 'Excuse me, do you want to know how to beat me?'. I mean, come on! Who decides to give someone tips on how to beat them up! Anyway, I said yes and from then on, he trained me. That guy taught me everything: how to keep my spear steady, proper footwork, everything! Really opened my eyes."
"Huh… between gardening, making tea, and fighting he sounds like a really impressive person." Lily said, feeling more pride in that statement than she might have thought.
"He really is. I owe him a lot for putting up with me so much." The Captain agreed before continuing her tale. "So, one day during practice I finally managed to knock him down. You'd think I would have been proud of that but I wasn't. I felt… bad. He wasn't moving, so I ran over to see if he was okay. Can you guess what happened then?"
The boy's head shook, while his right eye dimmed just a little.
"He was beaming! He was just lying there in the dirt with a dopey grin on his face!" Undyne laughed lightly. "Then once I helped him up, he just clapped me on the shoulder and said 'good job'."
"Haha! Seriously?" Lily pressed, having thoroughly enjoyed the captain's story.
"Seriously!" Undyne affirmed with a toothy grin. "I couldn't believe it… I had never seen someone more proud to get their butt kicked!"
"I think it's more that he was proud of you." Frisk said sagaciously.
"Huh… you think so?" Undyne asked, rubbing the back of her head thoughtfully.
"He wouldn't have trained you if he didn't want to see you get better, right?" the boy reasoned.
"Frisk has a point. You beating him was probably what he always wanted." Lily supplied. "In a way, you both won."
"You know, you're probably right. I was so caught up in finally beating him that I guess I never really thought of that." Undyne said, flashing another fanged grin. "Well, long story short, he kept training me and now I'm the head of the Royal Guard! So now I'm the one that gets to train dorks to fight." quick as it came, the grin faded as a more somber thought crossed the knight's mind. "Like… uh, Papyrus."
"What's wrong?" Frisk asked, noticing the change in her monochrome image.
"Well, um… to be honest, I don't know if…" She hesitated. "…if I can ever let Papyrus into the Royal Guard."
"What? Why?!" Lily practically shouted. "He's always dreamed of joining. How could you not let him?"
"I know, I know! Don't tell him I said that, okay?" Undyne replied guiltily. "Don't get me wrong. It's not that he's weak. I mean, he's actually pretty freaking tough."
"Then why?" Frisk asked, a little more calmly than his friend though he, too, was taken aback by the confession.
"It's just that… he's…" Undyne seemed to struggle with her response. "He's too innocent and nice! I mean, look… He was SUPPOSED to capture you, and he ended up beingFRIENDS with you instead! I could never send him into battle. He'd get ripped into little smiling shreds!"
Undyne hung her head mournfully, her crimson ponytail falling over one shoulder. In all honesty, Lily could understand her reluctance. After what she and Frisk had learned about the war, and how devastating it had been for monsterkind, it was easy to see why someone like Papyrus would not last long in such an environment. At the same time, joining the Royal Guard has always been his dream. That much was as plain as a certain cardboard sentry station nestled beneath the trees of Snowdin forest.
Undyne was caught between two extremes: does she allow Papyrus to join and thus risk his life, or does she reject him and therefore crush his dream? Lily did not envy her the choice.
"There's... more to being a Royal Guard than just fighting though," Frisk spoke up, taking another drink of tea. "isn't there?"
"Well yeah…" Undyne said, raising her head to regard the boy. "You gotta be dedicated to helping people more than anything. A lot of it involves stopping bad guys, but there's also investigations, keeping people away from dangerous areas, listening to their problems and doing what you can… all kinds of things."
"It sounds like there's a lot someone could do without having to fight." The boy responded.
"Well yeah. But what if he was to run into someone really dangerous?" Undyne challenged. "Someone who really meant to do harm."
"It's important to know when to defend yourself, I get that." the boy answered. "But sometimes the strongest person is the one who can stop a dangerous situation without anyone getting hurt."
Undyne gave the boy a strange look. "You know, that sounds kinda egotistical coming from you."
"I… I didn't mean to…" Frisk stammered awkwardly.
"Aw, Frisk. And here I was thinking you didn't have any pride!" Lily joked, as his body momentary took on a posture mirroring her teasing.
"I do have pride… I just don't like to brag…" The boy muttered, shoulders slumping back down in embarrassment.
Undyne couldn't help but chuckle at the exchange of two opposing dispositions somehow delivered through a single body.
"I get it though." Lily continued, sobering a little. "I can't tell you how many times I've worried about Frisk putting himself in danger."
"That's just it. I don't think I could forgive myself if he got hurt." The knight said. "That's part of why… I started teaching him how to cook, you know?"
"Wait… don't tell me…" Frisk began as the ramifications of that statement quickly dawned on him.
"You're the one who taught him how to cook?" Lily asked incredulously, shuddering at the memory of their first experience with Papyrus'… unique… cuisine.
"Yeah. I figured if he learned how… maybe he, um, could do something else with his life." An awkward pause fell over the conversation, Undyne out of contemplation, Frisk and Lily out of sheer disbelief. "Hmm? Oh, sorry… you're out of tea, aren't you? I'll get you some more."
Undyne stood up and began to make her way over to the teapot. Meanwhile, Frisk and Lily continued to sit flabbergasted at the revelation… the source of Papyrus' bizarre cooking.
"She's responsible… for that?" Lily spoke internally.
"Does that mean she's better… or worse?" Frisk wondered, turning to look contemplatively at Undyne.
…who had stopped short about halfway to the stove.
"Wait a second… Papyrus, his cooking lesson…" The two children watched curiously as she muttered to herself an instant before her working eye bugged out in her skull. "HE WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE THAT RIGHT NOW!"
"Huh?!" Both of them cried in unison.
"And if he's not here to have it…" She paused. "YOU'LL HAVE TO HAVE IT FOR HIM!"
"A- a cooking lesson?!" Lily sputtered. "What?"
"But I already know how to-"
Frisk's response was cut short as Undyne lept high into the air. The Captain, more nimble than ever without her heavy armor twisted her body into a multi-spin flip, soaring along the curve of the ceiling. She landed heavily upon the counter (thankfully on her feet), hopped over the sink and dropped into a slide, kicking off everything but the teapot before using the end of the fridge to vault back upright.
"Okay… that was awesome…" Lily admitted with a grin.
"That's right! Nothing has brought Papyrus and I closer than cooking! "Which means if I give you guys his lesson… WE'LL BECOME CLOSER THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE!" Undyne roared from her proud pedestal above the mess. "Fuhuhu! Afraid?! We're gonna be best friends!"
"Whoa!"
"Hey, wait what are you-"
Frisk and Lily yelped as Undyne lept over and quickly scooped their shared body under her arm. The entire room became a pastel blur to the latter as she quickly spun them about and planted them against her shoulder before once more taking to the air and landing in front of the counter.
"W- what happened? Where are we?!" Frisk said, frantically turning this way and that to reestablish himself.
"Woo! Can we do that again?" Lily giggled.
"What are you talking about, you can fly!" Frisk pointed out, trying to steady his spinning head.
"Let's start with the sauce!" Undyne shouted, slamming her boot onto the floor hard enough to crack the tile.
A sound from above drew the children's attention upward just in time for Lily to watch a ceiling panel come loose. From the hole left behind, a handful of surprisingly ripe looking vegetables rained onto the counter before them. Frisk sniffed a few times, finally catching the unmistakable scent of fresh produce.
"Please don't tell me those fell from the ceiling…" Frisk groaned.
"Okay, I won't." Lily snickered gleefully.
"Envision these vegetables as your greatest enemy!" Undyne declared. "Now! Pound them into dust with your fists!"
"Can't we just use a food processor? Or even just a grater?" The boy lamented.
"Come on, where's your passion?! Where's your FIGHTING SPIRIT?!" Undyne shouted.
"If you don't want to do it, can I?" Lily asked within Frisk's mind.
" Lily, not you too!"
"Aw, c'mon. It sounds like a lot of fun!" The girl pressed. "Pleeeease?"
"Oh, fine…" Frisk conceded, hoping that the gods of food wouldn't punish him for that transgression. Lily whooped happily as Frisk stepped aside, relinquishing control of his body.
Undyne gazed down at the small human expectantly silently wondering which of the two would step up to her challenge. The head turned to meet her gaze and at once she noticed the distinct glint in that glowing eye. She smiled in recognition showing rows of fangs.
Lily strode up to the counter, gazing keenly at the edible army before her. Now… which one looked the strongest? Where was the commander? Her eyes zeroed in on one particularly plump and red tomato standing above the others. Its head was capped with a vibrant green helmet, and its crimson armor seemed well forged. In truth, it looked no different from any other tomato, but her mind had already decided: this was to be her foe.
Raising a fist, she brought it down hard upon the leafy crown of her enemy. Her blow bounced off the springy red armor, forcing her arm back a little. She responded with a second blow and was again thwarted by the most worthy adversary. Undeterred, she clenched Frisk's small fingers tighter and rose her arm skyward.
"Haaaahhh!"
With a mighty cry that she hoped sounded triumphant despite the small voice that carried it, she slammed the fist down for the third time. It landed squarely in the center of the bright red bulb, caving the entire thing in. A mass of tomato juice squirted out, splashing against the counter, the wall behind it, and Frisk's shirt.
"Ha! Take that, impostor! You aren't even a real vegetable!" The girl mocked her defeated enemy.
Frisk, for his part, was caught between being horrified at what he'd experienced or proud that his friend knew about that particularly frustrating tomato-based fact.
"YEAH! YEAH! Our hearts are uniting against these healthy ingredients!" Undyne cheered, pumping her first into the air. "NOW IT'S MY TURN! NGAAAHHH!"
Tensing both her muscular arms, Undyne slammed them down against the counter. The plaster split slightly from an impact that flattened a few tomatoes, bell peppers, onions, and garlic cloves all at once while sending many more flying across the room. Another fountain of juice sprayed out, covering both culinary combatants in the gore of the fallen invaders. Frisk was forced to take momentary control of his mouth in order to sputter slightly.
"I want you to know, I'm against all of this!" He chastised, though he was having a hard time suppressing his own laughter at the sheer ridiculousness going on around him.
"Too late now!" Lily shot back playfully.
"Uhh, we'll just scrape this stuff into a bowl later…" Undyne said, wiping the smattering of juices off her own face. "But for NOW…!"
She slammed her foot down once more. This time a cupboard above the stove swung open and out tumbled a large beaten up pan and stirring spoon. They clattered loudly against the stove before rolling to a stop perfectly on top of one of the cool coils. Undyne moved to the other side of the stove with Lily and Frisk in tow before slamming her fist down on the counter, this time causing a packet of noodles to come tumbling down, scattering a few of the thin, brittle strands across the stove.
"Did you set them up to fall like that?" Lily asked mirthfully.
"Fuhuhu, the time for questions is over. It's time for the noodles!" Undyne shouted. "They say homemade noodles are the best… BUT I JUST BUY STORE-BRAND! THEY'RE THE CHEAPEST!"
"Didn't you want to make some of those before, Frisk?" Lily asked, remembering their cooking session with Papyrus.
"Oh yeah…" The boy responded making a mental note to do that at some point.
"Uhh, just put them in the pot." Undyne said, calming down slightly.
Lily, still riding the high of the hotblooded cooking lesson, lifted the entire box of noodles and threw it into the pan. A few more flew out from the split end, and scattered along the counter.
"YEAH! I'm into it!" Undyne bellowed. "Alright! Now it's time to stir the pasta! As a general rule of thumb, the more you stir… THE BETTER IT IS!"
"So just stir as much as possible?" Lily asked.
"Yeah! And then you stir some more!" Undyne declared. "Show those noodles who's boss!"
"Okay!"
"You forgot the-" Frisk began but Lily had already taken the spoon in hand. "Oh no…"
The girl jammed the spoon into the pot and started rotating it furiously. Pieces of dry noodle splintered off, falling out of the pan and rolling onto the floor.
"Stir harder! HARDER! HARDER!" Undyne cheered.
Frisk's arm moved in a blur as Lily picked up the pace. The spoon clattered against the insides of the pot, scattering noodles and shredding the box inside. Even her enthusiasm had its limits though, and eventually she began to feel the boy's small arm cramping from overuse. She stopped after a minute or so, wringing a shoulder to work out the numbness that had begun to settle.
"Ugh… Let me do it!" Undyne said, shoving the child to the side in a surprisingly gentle way. Of course, all that gentleness went out the shattered window when she suddenly flicked her other hand up into the air to summon one of her magical spears.
"Wait, what is she-" Frisk began as the spear, silver-white to his eyes manifested before him, before shooting directly downward.
Lily watched in morbid fascination as the aquamarine weapon stabbed into the pot, bouncing rapidly like a very sharp pogo stick. Noodles and shredded cardboard flew out of the pot, adding to the already considerable mess around the floor. Each impact left another dent and nick in the metal pan until it barely even resembled what it once was.
"Yeah! Smash 'em!" She crowed.
"Fuhuhu! That's the stuff!" Undyne laughed once she'd finished with the thoroughly decimated pot. "Alright… now it's time for the final step! TURN UP THE HEAT! Let the stovetop symbolize your passion! Let your hopes and dreams turn into burning fire! READY?! Don't hold anything back!"
"Okay!" Lily declared, stepping up to the stove as Undyne moved to the side.
Carefully avoiding the still rather hot tea kettle, she reached for the dial for the burner that the pot rested on. A click resounded from the stove and at once a small flame flickered to life beneath the iron wiring. In but a few seconds, the dull grey metal was overtaken by a faint red glow.
"Hotter!" Undyne ordered.
The girl did as asked, turning the dial further clockwise. The steady flame grew in both heat and intensity. The glow of the metal became even more vibrant as the flames grazed against the underside, turning bright orange amidst the heat. The slight hint of smoke began to permeate the room as, without water, the crushed noodles and shredded cardboard began to char within the pot.
"Okay, that seems like enou-"
"HOTTER, DARNIT!" Undyne yelled, cutting Frisk off.
Lily, who could see the rapidly building heat, reluctantly turned the dial a little more. The flames built further in response, now overtaking the metal grate entirely. Orange tongues steadily shifting to a deep blue toward the bottom licked at the sides of the pot. The white smoke began to turn black within the dry pot, as the contents were slowly reduced to cinders.
"I don't… think it's supposed to go that high." Lily said, retracting her hand from the dial in concern. "Maybe we should turn it down a little?"
"Don't stop now! These puny flames are NOTHING compared to the fire in our hearts!" Undyne howled above the roaring stove. "Whether its fighting or cooking you always gotta give a hundred percent! Like this!"
With that, she reached over the small child and cranked up the temperature as high as it could go. The flames spiraled out from the surface of the stove, easily overtaking the pot and everything within.
Only too late did the hotblooded knight realize her mistake. A burst of white-hot flame lept from the stove, the resulting force sent Frisk's small body tumbling to the floor. Not a moment later, another blast detached the metal grate, sending both it and the pot soaring over their heads. It landed on the splintered table, it's now fiercely burning contents spilling out onto the splintered wood and setting it alight. Like an angry demon, the flames lept from the stove landing on the countertop where they quickly consumed the crushed vegetables before snaking their way up the walls.
Amidst the chaos stood Undyne, completely aloof to what had just occurred.
"Man, no wonder Papyrus sucks at cooking…" She said casually, wiping her brow of the gathering sweat. "So what's next? Scrapbooking? Friendship bracelets?" When no response came she frowned. "Uhh, guys?"
"Undyne…" A small voice spoke.
The warrior's smile returned and she turned to regard the speaker. She dropped it a moment later when her yellow eye fell upon what was waiting there. There was the body shared by the two humans, still sitting upon the ground. They didn't look injured, but something was definitely wrong. The boy's legs were drawn up as far as they could go and his small arms were wrapped around his chest. His face was contorted as if locked in a struggle, while the glow within his right eye flickered erratically in a way all too similar to the flames surrounding flames.
"Whoa, whoa! What's going on?!" Undyne cried, quickly crossing the way to where they sat. "Are you guys okay?!"
"It's Frisk…" Lily said softly. "He's… he's so scared. I'm… doing what I can to keep enough control to talk to you but it's… ngh… it's taking everything I have to keep him from forcing me out. You have to get us out of here. Please!"
Undyne wasn't quite sure what was going on exactly. She vaguely remembered something like this happening at the entrance to Hotland, but she'd been so drained by the heat that the details were fuzzy. Even now she could feel the heat of the fire rapidly sapping her own strength. She looked to the door and realized that the flames had already reached it, blocking it off. The only other option was the shattered window Papyrus had used. Briefly, she realized that it was probably that which had vented out most of the force from the blast.
"I gotta remember to thank that bonehead later…!" The knight mutter, scooping the small human under her arm and making for the window.
The area around it had been miraculously spared from the inferno, though the flames were drawing dangerously close to to the purple carpet beneath. Undyne surged forward, dodging a few embers and hopping over a burning bell pepper as she made her way to the impromptu exit.
"NGGGAAAHHH!" She roared, leaping forward and turning her shoulder toward the shattered glass.
She grit her teeth as a few glistening shards bit lightly into her scales as she soared through to safety. Twisting about, she wrapped the small body in her arms to shield the children moments before landing hard onto the packed earth outside the burning house. She tumbled a few times before managing to dig in her heels enough to stop.
"Phew…" She muttered, gently setting the human back on the ground. "You two, okay?"
"Frisk? It's okay now." Lily soothed. "Undyne got us out. You're okay."
"She did…?" Frisk's trembling voice spoke for the first time in a while.
"Yeah, she did. We're safe now, so no more being scared okay?" The girl said.
The disheveled boy rose his head to regard Undyne's monochrome form.
"Thank you…" He said gently, coughing a little from having breathed a fair bit of smoke.
"Don't worry about it." Undyne sighed, turning away from that grateful expression. "I mean, it's my fault it happened to begin with."
"You still saved me, though." Frisk insisted.
"And minus the house burning thing, it was a lot of fun." Lily added, smiling.
"Heh… Yeah, it was. We should do it again sometime." She attempted another of her fanged grins, but it wouldn't have taken much to see through it. A couple of seconds later, the facade shattered and her face fell with a sigh. "Oh, who am I kidding. I really screwed this up, didn't I? Yeah, we had a little fun, but I know I can't force you guys to like me."
"But I do like you!" Lily exclaimed quickly, surprising herself.
Just this morning, she had been reluctant to even meet with Undyne. It was she who attempted to convince Frisk to put it off. At the time, she didn't know when or if she would ever feel 'comfortable' attempting to befriend the hot-tempered captain. But now, after having gotten to know her a little, Lily could feel a sort of kinship between them. Indeed, there was a lot more to Undyne than the dogged warrior who pursued them so relentlessly through Waterfall, she knew that now.
"Me too." Frisk said resolutely.
Undyne, however, was not convinced.
"It's alright… you don't have to keep pretending. Some people just don't get along with each other. I understand if you feel that way about me." She turned away from them. "After all, you're Humans, I'm a Monster. Mortal enemies, right?"
"We don't have to-"
Frisk's protest was cut off as the knight's right hand shot to her side. There, manifesting in a flash of light and magic, a fresh spear took shape. The boy's breath caught in his throat as he beheld the alabaster weapon, and his chest tightened in sorrow.
"It was stupid to think that we could be friends… and I was stupid for trying. That's okay though. Because if aren't friends…" In an instant she wheeled about, shifting into a defensive position and faced them. "IT MEANS I CAN DESTROY YOU WITHOUT REGRET!"
Her face was molded into a look of cold resignation as she stood there, unflinchingly between them and the only path away from the burning home. Her azure scales glowed like crimson embers under the light of the flames.
"Don't do this!" The boy pleaded. "We don't have to fight!"
"I've been defeated, my house is in shambles, and I even failed to befriend you. We all knew how this would end… it's fitting, right? One final battle! All out on both sides!" She declared, lowering her head in and glaring at her opponents. "As the challenged, I grant you the honor of the first move! SO COME ON! HIT ME WITH EVERYTHING YOU'VE GOT!"
"No! I won't do it!" Frisk protested.
"You have to!" Undyne shot back. "Don't you get it?! This is the only way for me to regain my lost pride. SO COME AT ME!"
"Undyne…" Lily muttered, staring fixedly at the captain.
This couldn't be it… this couldn't be how it ended between them. Both of them refused to believe it, but it was clear to Lily in particular. She couldn't tell why, but Undyne seemed different somehow. The same scowl she wore during their encounter on the border to Hotland was there once more on her face. In both hands, she gripped her spear with the very same conviction she held back then. Apart from her missing armor, she seemed to have completely reverted to the imposing knight they'd fought. And yet, something was different.
It was her eyes… more specifically it was the eye not covered by a patch. There was determination there to be sure, but also something else… something she hadn't seen back then.
"Don't just stand there!" She cried, still unmoving. "Hit me, so we can finally finish this!"
"Do it, Frisk…"Lily said evenly within his mind.
"WHAT?!" Frisk cried out loud in surprise. "I can't! I don't want to fight her!"
"No, you don't want to hurt her." The girl amended. "Isn't that right?"
" Of course, I don't!"
"So do it!" she urged him. "Undyne understands fighting. This is the best way to get through to her, trust me!"
"I do trust you, Lily…" Frisk said after a moment to reflect. "Okay… I'll do it."
The fire burned behind the small child, its light framing his face like a proud mane as red as his own SOUL. The cool cavern air melded with heat of the flames as he took a deep breath to steady his resolve. Hiding his fears behind the comforting light of Determination, Frisk strode forward, approaching Undyne.
She watched, impressed despite herself at the face she saw. There was no malice there, and the hesitation she'd seen before had all but vanished, replaced by kind of peace. It was a good face… maybe not a warrior's face, but there was definitely something there. For a moment she wasn't sure whether it was Frisk or Lily staring from behind that face before the answer suddenly come to her.
It was both.
At last the dark-skinned human stood before the blue-scaled monster. The two exchanged a silent nod before the boy lifted a hand. He flexed his fingers for a moment before finally closing them in a tight fist. His arm reeled back as far as it could go before throwing him off balance.
Then, he threw it forward. His fist cut through the air of the cavern as it rocketed forward, aiming straight for Undyne's abdomen. With all the strength he could muster, he guided his arm onward toward its intended target. It came to an abrupt stop as it impacted, striking hard against something solid. A ripple shot through his knuckles and vibrated along his arm from the force of the blow. A few seconds passed in silence. Worried, Frisk turned his gaze upward to check on Undyne.
She hadn't moved, though he knew he'd hit her. She stood in the same position, but stared down at the two of them with a bemused expression on her face.
It was then that a ripple of pain coursed through his left arm.
"Ow…!" The boy groaned loudly.
The arm that had struck Undyne fell limply to his side, numb from the blow. His other arm shot across his body, clutching it tightly.
"What." Undyne deadpanned. "That's the best you can manage?"
"Haha!" Lily laughed triumphantly. "See, Frisk? I told you! There's more than one way to show her how strong you are."
"Ugh… what's she made out of? Concrete?" He grumbled, rubbing his arm in a vain attempt to work some feeling into it. "That hurt!"
Even still, he was smiling as he glanced upward to take a look at her HP.
* Undyne - HP: 1499/1500
"Even attacking at full force…" Undyne muttered. "You just can't muster any intent to hurt me, huh?"
"I already told you…" The boy said. "I want to be your friend."
"We both do." Lily added. "Why would we want to hurt you?"
"Heh… you guys are too much. And for me, that's saying something. But you know what?" Undyne sighed, letting her spear fall to the ground where it dispersed harmlessly into the ether. "I don't actually want to hurt you either."
"You mean…?" Frisk began, staring hopefully up at Undyne.
"At first, I hated your stupid saccharine schtick. It seemed so fake to me. I couldn't believe that Humans could actually hold any goodness in them at all." Undyne explained with more than a little regret. "I was wrong though. The way you hit me right now, it… it reminded me of someone I used to train with."
"Asgore?" Lily supplied.
"Asgore." Undyne nodded. "Now I know you aren't just a couple of wimpy losers. You're wimpy losers with big hearts, just like him!"
"Heheh." Frisk chuckled happily. "I can accept that."
"About as good as being a heroic musclehead, I'd say." Lily said cheerily.
"Ha! You know it, Punk!" Undyne grinned toothily before turning to stare at the fire flickering within her home.
It was downright ruined, the monstrous aquatic visage completely overtaken by flames. The stone scales cracked under the blazing heat, a few having already flaked off by this point. The orange glow emanated from the smashed in doorway as well as the windows. The frames on the latter had melted significantly, running down the outer walls in a way that somewhat resembled tears.
"Well, this sucks, huh? Guess I'll be crashing with Papyrus again, for a bit." Undyne said though she didn't sound particularly upset. "Man, we didn't even get to eat!"
"He and Sans have been letting us stay there too." Frisk pointed out. "If you want, I can make us all something when we get back."
"Frisk is a really good cook!" Lily chimed in.
"Wait, what? You can cook?" Undyne glanced sidelong at the two of them. "Why didn't you say anything before?"
"Well, I did try…" Frisk answered timidly. "Besides, you seemed like you were having fun… I didn't want to ruin it."
"Well, now I'm curious. I mean, it can't be worse than mine right?" She chuckled.
At last the three of them turned away from the burning home and made their way through the winding corridor, heading back to the pond that stood at the entrance to Blook Acres. Waterfall felt particularly cool now without the balancing heat of the fire, but they quickly grew accustomed to the change. A group of Moldsmal and a Moldbygg slimed passed them as they reached one of Waterfall's many junctions, wiggling a greeting as they went.
"I think we're falling behind a little." Lily said, noticing the distance between themselves and Undyne.
"Huh?" Frisk asked, glancing up to see the white silhouette of Undyne some ways ahead. "S- sorry…!"
He quickened his pace, moving to catch up with the Captain when a wave of fatigue washed over him. He shook his head, trying to fight it off but found himself unable to do so. Stumbling forward, he felt his legs begin trembling beneath him mere moments before gave out, forcing him to his knees.
"Frisk?!" Lily called out to him.
Her voice managed to give him enough clarity to catch himself before he fell completely. His free hand moved instinctively to his chest, and it was only then that he realized he was gasping for breath. His heart was pounding as if he'd just run through the whole of the Underground at full sprint.
Her concern mounting, Lily let herself out of the boy's SOUL. Now in a more tangible state, she quickly knelt down beside him, placing her hands on his shoulders to keep him stable.
"Hey, hey!" Undyne, having made her way over upon noticing all of this, called out. "What's wrong?! Are you okay?!"
"I…" Frisk panted. "I can't…"
His haggard breathing made it impossible to even form a full sentence as he struggled desperately for air. Lily stared at him, her copper-brown eyes filled with panic. It didn't make sense… he'd been fine just a few moments ago. Now it was like he was back in that fire all over again. No, it was worse than that… and the worst part of all was that she had no idea what to do. Having no better ideas, Lily moved closer, wrapping her arms tightly around him in an attempt to still his trembling.
"It's okay… you'll be okay, Frisk." She whispered, stroking his hair gently. "I'm with you, just be strong… we'll figure this out."
Undyne looked on helplessly, at a complete loss as the light from within the boy's right eye faded out with Lily's exit. Her first aid knowledge was horribly limited and even then she didn't know if Monster-based treatments would even work on a human. Even if she was confident in that respect, it would have mattered little if she didn't know what was causing the problem. The small human's breathing had yet to calm, the carnelian heart of his SOUL flickering wildly inches away.
At his side, she beheld another presence. It was faint… inconspicuous but it was there just the same. Earthen colors of green, yellow and brown in a shape very similar to that of the child. The silhouette of another human… a human that she realized must have been Lily. For a moment, Undyne found it strange how familiar she seemed, but pushed the notion aside in light of the situation at hand.
A few tense moments passed, as Frisk's shuddered breathing echoed through the cavern. Then suddenly, quick as it came, it began to slow, growing more stable before normalizing completely. With shaky hands, the boy moved to wrap his own arms around his spectral friend. Lily's face darted up in response to his touch.
"I'm alright…" He rasped. "I think… I think it's over."
"Are you sure?" Lily whispered fearfully, cupping the boy's face in her palm.
"Yeah." He nodded, taking her hand and squeezing it reassuringly.
"That scared the hell out of me, Frisk…" Lily said, staring into his face to look for any signs of lasting harm.
"Phew… it looks like you calmed down a little." Undyne spoke up kneeling down to place a hand on the boy's shoulder. "What even happened there?"
Frisk's slitted eyes blinked a few times, surprised by the tenderness in that gesture from the normally aggressive knight. "I'm not sure…" He said thoughtfully. "I just felt so out of breath all of a sudden."
"Fatigue, maybe?" Undyne suggested. "I mean, we did go through quite a bit."
"But he was just fine up until a couple of minutes ago!" Lily protested, concern causing her to momentarily forget that Undyne couldn't hear her.
"Well…" Frisk hesitated. "Between the excitement and the fire, maybe it just hadn't caught up with me yet. Adrenaline can do that."
"Maybe…" The girl muttered. She wasn't entirely convinced, but what other explanation was there? "Are you sure you're okay?"
He didn't respond immediately, instead pulling away from her and getting to his feet, again briefly fumbling about for a stick that was not there. The truth was, he wasn't entirely sure himself. He didn't feel heavy or lethargic at least so that was a good sign.
Wiggling his fingers and toes, he found that nothing seemed to be amiss. There was no loss of dexterity, nor any sign of pain or numbness. His breathing was no longer labored, and his heart had slowed to a much more appropriate rate. It was as if his brief collapse had never happened at all, the only signs that remained being the patches of dirt that clung to his pants from where he fell.
"I feel fine, actually." He said at last, rolling his neck - the only part of him that even felt stiff - a little.
Lily stared at him for a solid minute, looking for anything that seemed out of the ordinary. However, despite her concern even she had to admit that he seemed alright now. Maybe it really was just temporary?
"Alright…" She said reluctantly. "Just don't overdo it okay?"
"At least you don't look like you're about to fall down anymore…" Undyne sighed with relief. "I'm glad you're okay, Punk."
"Sorry, you guys." The boy said, bowing his head slightly. "I didn't mean to cause anyone to worry.
"Don't worry about it." Undyne wove off the apology. "But say something immediately if you start feeling weird again, huh?"
"Thanks, I will." Frisk replied with a little smile. "We can keep going now."
"Actually, I think I've got a better idea."
Neither Frisk nor Lily had a chance to even question what she meant before the captain sprang into action. In an instant she was behind the boy, scooping him up under one of her muscular arms. Momentarily confused by the lack of solid ground beneath him, Frisk glanced around through the abyss of his SOULsight and was eventually met with a toothy grin from Undyne. Realizing what she intended, he returned the smile.
"Hee hee… this is familiar." Lily smirked, drifting to their side.
"Ready?" Undyne asked.
Without fear, the boy nodded. "Yeah!"
"ALRIGHT THEN! HOLD ON TIGHT 'CAUSE HERE WE GO!" Undyne cried, as she began a mad dash through the cavern. "NGGAAAAAHHHH!"
"Whoa, wait for me!" Lily yelped.
Her hands darted forward, barely managing to grasp Frisk's foot before he was pulled out of reach. Unimpeded by her weightless form, Undyne continued to run ahead and the spectral girl soon found herself being dragged along behind them, laughing the whole way. The glowing mushrooms, gleaming star-stones, and glistening water passed by in a blur as the three new friends raced through on the path to Snowdin.
It took almost no time at all for them to reach the home of Sans and Papyrus, so little in fact that the children swore that Undyne must have used a Shortcut at some point. The hotblooded captain quickly threw open the door to the house, scuffing the snow off her boots before stepping inside.
"'sup?" a familiar voice spoke.
The three of them turned to see none other than the grinning face of Sans staring back at them. He was reclined lazily upon the green couch which dominated the living area, an open joke book resting in his lap.
"Hi Sans!" Frisk waved to the skeleton, still dangling under Undyne's arm.
"Heya, Lazybones." Undyne greeted him lightheartedly. She took a moment to glance about the dwelling before frowning. "I don't see Papyrus anywhere."
"you know pap, always more work to be done." Sans lifted a brow ridge, staring at the three of them in the entry way for a moment before waving them inside. "so… how'd it go?"
Notes:
Authors’ Notes: This chapter ended up being a fair bit longer than the last one. Turns out making friends with someone takes more time than fighting them. Who knew?
That prologue at the beginning. Nope, we didn’t forget about this thing. But who might the so called ‘grinning shadow’ be? You have three guesses and the first two don’t count.
We have a name to go with one of the other six humans now: the purple SOUL of Perseverance, Edmond. Perhaps we’ll eventually learn more about the others as well.
Had to change the cooking scene up a little. No matter how much fun she was having, it simply wouldn’t make sense for Lily to overdo the stove heat after they’d just recently had a run-in with Frisk’s Pyrophobia. In Undyne’s defense, she really couldn’t have known.
The ‘fake hit’ and real hit both have the same effect in game, but in this scenario the real hit seems a little more meaningful. By this point, neither side really wants to hurt each other, and monsters are harmed primarily through the intent to kill, rather than the strike itself. What better way for the humans to get through to a monster like Undyne than to put all their might behind a blow, only for it to do nothing at all?
Poor Frisk… that was a little scary toward the end huh?
Again, this was a particularly long one. Hope it made up a little for the delay. Please let us know in the comments/reviews what you think. It really does help to hear from you guys!
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Chapter 23: The Shape of a Heart
Notes:
Hey! This came out a lot quicker than the last one! Hopefully we can keep this pace going forward. Honestly, this one has a lot more exposition than the last few, but it had to come eventually and it will serve to set up future events. Even still, it was pretty easy to write this one since we’ve had the concepts stewing for a while. Hope you all enjoy it!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The warmth of the skeletons' household was a comforting contrast to the frigid climate outside. Undyne had eventually let Frisk down, before the two of them proceeded to fill Sans in on what happened before their arrival. The next half an hour or so was spent with the boy and the captain taking turns going over the wild day they'd had. Occasionally Lily would interject, and as usual Frisk would relay her words to the rest of the group. Though he said precious little himself, the short skeleton listened intently his eyes shifting between them as he took it all in.
"It was a little touch and go for a minute there…" Undyne said, reclining back onto the couch. "I mean… I had no idea he had a bad case of pyrophobia."
"But you got us out anyway." Frisk said. "That part was scary but… I'm still kind of glad it happened, since it was just a few minutes later that we actually became friends."
"Yeah, but we really need to toughen you up." The captain grinned. "That hit was wimpy!"
"At least I got to crush a tomato!" Lily said. "That was fun."
Frisk passed on her message before adding. "It got everywhere!"
"AH, I SEE YOU THREE HAVE RETURNED AT LAST!" The loud voice was accompanied by a brief puff of cold air. "IT SEEMS MY PLAN WAS A ROUSING SUCCESS. ALL IN A DAY'S WORK FOR THE GREAT-"
"PAPYRUS!" Undyne shouted, jumping quickly from her seat. "C'MERE YOU!"
"WHAAA!"
Papyrus shrieked as Undyne swiftly leaped over the arm of the couch. He stumbled backwards into the table, knocking off Rocky the Pet Rock in the process. The flame haired fish's arm locked tightly around the taller brother's bony neck as she proceeded to dig her knuckles into the top of his skull.
"What was that about someone not being up to the challenge?" She boasted, pointing with her other hand to the side of the couch containing very confused Frisk and very amused Lily. "Well what do you call THAT, huh?!"
"UM… G-GOOD JOB?" Papyrus offered.
"What? That's it?!" Undyne protested. "You can do better than that, just look!"
She released Papyrus' neck, setting the skeleton stumbling forward while rubbing the top of his skull. Immediately she made her way to the back of the couch and leaned forward. Frisk grunted softly as her left arm draped over his shoulders, while her right hovered over the space at his side where Lily sat. It was a surprisingly accurate judgment, though the girl did have to shift herself a little to make the scene seem more natural. Once she'd settled, the boy gave Undyne a thumbs up.
"See, we're besties now!" She continued. "We passed through the fire, and forged bonds of steel! So come on, you can give us more than a 'good job'!"
"Yeah!" The children chorused through grins of their own.
Papyrus, having recovered from the brutal noogie, flashed a radiant smile. "NYEH HEH HEH! I ALWAYS BELIEVED YOU COULD DO IT. I AM VERY PLEASED TO SEE OUR CIRCLE OF FRIENDS GROW EVEN MORE!"
"YEAH! THAT'S MORE LIKE IT!" Undyne howled with a loud laugh.
Sans watched the scene in silence, choosing to allow his brother and Undyne to have their celebration. It's not that he had a problem with the situation - quite the contrary, anything that made Papyrus happy was perfectly fine with him, and he got along with Undyne as well as anyone else. Rather, he found himself preoccupied with something in particular: specifically, the vaguely human-shaped distortion beneath Undyne's right arm.
"hey pap." He spoke up, drawing everyone's attention. "why don'tcha take undyne upstairs and show her your doll collection?"
"SAAAAANS…!" Papyrus groaned. "THEY'RE NOT 'DOLLS', THEY'RE 'ACTION FIGURES'. I SWEAR I HAVE TO REMIND YOU EVERY DAY!"
"But hey, that's a good idea!" Undyne said. "We can set up some new combat scenarios!"
"WELL… OKAY!" Papyrus after less than a second of deliberation.
"HELL YEAH!" Undyne pumped her fist before grabbing Papyrus and dragging him to the stairs in a headlock. "SEE YOU NERDS LATER!"
"JUST PLEASE DON'T DETACH ANY OF THEIR LIMBS THIS TIME…" Papyrus sighed, though he was still grinning as they tromped awkwardly up the stairs and into his room.
Just like that the bottom floor, so noisy and full of activity not seconds before, fell into silence as the only ones left were Sans, Frisk and Lily. Sans sat silently for a few moments, curiously watching that distortion until the click of his brother's heavily decorated bedroom door clicked from above.
"so…" the short skeleton spoke. Frisk turned to regard him, his expression sobering in the light of his carnelian SOUL when he noticed Sans was no longer grinning. "anyone wanna explain?"
The boy didn't understand the question. "Um… explain what?"
"why i can see her now…"
"See… her?" Frisk and Lily exchanged a look. "You don't mean…"
"that cloud thing by you." Sans clarified. "that's ghost kid, right?"
There were a few seconds of stunned silence before…
"He can see me…?" Lily muttered. "He can see me?!"
The excitement and emotion she felt boiled over all at once, and she quickly sprang from her seat, and flew up into the air. Frisk pushed himself from the couch and turned quickly toward San with an expression that practically screamed 'please tell me this isn't the set up for a joke'. Before he was able to put voice to that expression, he was momentarily distracted by a slight weight bearing down upon his head.
"What am I doing right now?! How many fingers am I holding up?" Lily's chin alighted within a nest made of her friend's hair as she fired off her question. The answer was three. "Wait… can he hear me too, or just see me?"
"well from that reaction, i guess this is news to you too." Sans said thoughtfully.
"Umm… did you catch any of that?" Frisk asked, pointing up to Lily who was still gesturing wildly from her perch.
"i can see a lot of flailing around up there, but i'm guessing you mean she said something." Sans deduced. "sorry kiddos. nope. still silent as the grave from where i'm standing."
"Ugh… that was in bad taste even for you." Lily groaned, feeling somewhat disappointed. "But wait… are we sure about this? Sans was able to see me before now, remember?"
Frisk did remember. It wasn't a very pleasant memory for him, but he couldn't deny that some good came out of it in the end.
"Yeah, but… that was different." Frisk pointed out. "His eye was glowing. We saw it again in the workshop."
"you must be talkin' about the chromatis. yeah, its how i saw you before." Sans inferred from the half of the exchange he could hear. "i'm not using it now, yet here you are clear as a tv screen, give or take a little bad reception."
"So it's true then?" Lily muttered, still finding it difficult to believe what she was hearing. "So can everyone see me now? Or is it just Sans?"
Frisk was curious about that too, and relayed the question. Though Sans played the part of the lazy, uncommitted, good-natured, but generally unassuming jokester of Snowdin, the boy and his spectral friend knew that he was anything but. So much about the elder brother was still a mystery to him but Frisk had known for a while that he was no ordinary monster. It wouldn't be too much of a stretch to believe that he would be able to see Lily while others could not.
"dunno. undyne can, i think." the skeleton replied. "i caught her lookin' your way a couple of times since you came in, even before your little cuddle session."
"What about Papyrus?" Frisk asked.
"maybe. pap's always acknowledging you though, and he wasn't down here long so its hard to say." That was true, and Lily always felt grateful for how much the taller skeleton worked to include her, even when she wasn't hanging out in Frisk's SOUL. "if i had to guess though, i'd say your ghoulfriend's days of bein' invisible are pretty much over."
Lily was stunned, unsure whether to be nervous or excited by the idea of finally being seen outside of Frisk. So taken was she by the concept, that the implications of the term Sans had used to refer to her barely even registered amongst everything else.
"Lily…" Frisk's voice drew her attention down to him. He was smiling. "People can see you!"
"Yeah… I guess so." She muttered, a faint smile spreading between her rosy cheeks. "I guess that means no invisible pranks for me, huh?"
"Nope!" Frisk replied, and without missing a beat, turned to give her a hug. "I'm really happy for you."
Sans watched the odd display, as the solid human wrapped his arms around the translucent cloud that represented his once-invisible friend. It could have just been the lighting in the room, but the skeleton could have sworn her form became clearer still in that moment. So that's the kid I've been jokin' with all this time, huh?
"glad you're happy, kiddos." he said after allowing them a moment. "not trying to put a damper on that, but there's still the big question: why's this happening now?"
The children sobered somewhat. That was a good question, and one they didn't really have a good answer for. There were a few possibilities, but nothing that either of them could say was the definitive reason behind it.
"Maybe it has something to do with my memories…?" Lily suggested, while Frisk proxied as usual. "I remembered a lot more while we were going through Waterfall."
"Me too." Frisk admitted. "Not as much, and it probably isn't related but…"
"sounds like we all have some stuff to talk about." Sans suggested. "probably shouldn't do it here though."
"I guess we're going back to the workshop then, huh?" Frisk suggested. Sans gave an affirming nod.
"yep."
To say the workshop was just as the friends remembered it would be a gross understatement. 'Unchanged' would be closer to the mark, but even that failed to completely address the level of sameness that awaited them inside. In the most literal sense, it was as if they'd never left. The medicinal scent that had so assaulted Frisk's nose the first time continued where it left off. In his ears rang the fading echo of his own footsteps from when he'd last departed this place. It almost seemed as if, had they arrived but a moment sooner, they'd have come face to face with their own past selves.
Lily surveyed the room itself, taking note of their sterile surroundings. She now recognized the seam in the wall to her right which housed Sans' computer, as well as the oddly shaped tarp that took up a good fourth of the room. For a moment she was curious as to what was hidden beneath it, but that thought was short lived when her gaze panned over to the countertop on the other side and the drawers beneath it. The memory of what they contained flashed through her mind, and she frowned when her thoughts fell upon the helmet. Back then, she hadn't recognized it at all but now that she knew who it belonged to…
She said nothing to Frisk, but the boy turned to her anyway, an expression on his face that said he knew what she was thinking and was probably thinking it too. The girl smiled and squeezed the hand she was holding gently, silently telling him not to worry, a gesture and sentiment that he returned.
"so… how're we gonna do this?" Sans said. "you guys wanna start or should i?"
"You go." Frisk said. "I think we'll be here for a little bit."
Sans shrugged, going into what he'd discussed with Alphys during their time in Waterfall. The children listened intently as he went into what he'd learned. By the time he was finished, neither Frisk nor Lily could tell if the headaches they felt were due to the smell of the workshop or the flood of information. There were so many questions that each of them had, that it was impossible to even finish asking one before the next would draw their thoughts away.
"Magic…?" Frisk muttered out at length.
A human naturally gifted with magic. That's what Sans had said of the boy. It made sense, in a way. Frisk was able to see magic through use of his SOUL when he otherwise saw nothing at all. Then there were the SAVE points… how else could it possibly be described but that they were magical in nature? It was something he'd just accepted up until now without really thinking about it. However, now that Sans had directly spelled it out for them, it suddenly felt so surreal.
"a sorcerer. that's what we call 'em." Sans said evenly as if it was the most normal thing in the world. "if i'm right, both of you are."
"Me too?" Lily, who had taken up residence in Frisk's SOUL to more easily communicate, asked.
"Then… what you told me at that spring…" Frisk said thoughtfully. "…about what happened when I was unconscious…"
"The dummy…" Lily said, remembering what had happened there.
Sans raised a brow ridge. "sounds like you two already have some idea what i'm talking about."
"We ended up having to take a detour through the dump." The girl explained. "Frisk was out cold, but I was still able to move us around. There was a dummy there who attacked us. They probably would have killed us, but I… I did something. It blew through their attack and they ran away. I wasn't really thinking when I did it, so I can't remember much."
"desperation can make people do crazy things. it, uhh… wouldn't be the first time." Sans said, rubbing his left eye at the memory. "magic requires a SOUL though, and you kids got one powerful one between you. the issue ain't that you were able to use it, the issue is how you used it. that kinda thing just isn't possible unless you're using monster magic. which means someone had to have taught you at some point."
"But I can barely remember anything," Lily contended. "and what I do remember is just in bits and pieces. I haven't seen anything about learning how to use magic."
"doesn't matter." Sans shrugged. "long as you learned it before, it's just 'there'. it's not somethin' you just forget even if you don't know how it got there."
"Huh…" Lily sounded, staring pensively at Frisk's hand.
"Um, what about me?" Frisk asked. "Did I learn before too?"
Sans shrugged. "dunno. might have, once upon a timeline but what you can do now seems pretty different from other kinds, kiddo. i don't think i've seen magic that can affect reality the way yours can, except…"
He stopped, but Lily was quick to pick up on it. "Except what?"
"nothing." The skeleton shook his head, his pinprick eyes the only trace of the frown he was hiding. "there's more important stuff to talk about. what concerns me more than the hocus pocus is how strong your SOUL is, kiddo."
"What do you mean?" Frisk asked, now more curious than ever.
"let me back up a bit," Sans began. "do you know anything about how SOULs work?"
"Not much." The boy admitted, now wishing they'd taken the time to read more of that book in the Librarby. "I know Monster and Human SOULs look and work differently, but that's about all."
"okay, guess class is in session then." Sans sighed, reclining the back of his head in his hands. "might wanna take a seat for this."
"But there isn't anywhere to-"
Lily's protest was cut off by a light bump against Frisk's leg.
"sit…" she finished as her glowing eye fell upon a simple cushioned stool that she swore was not there a few moments ago. "How…"
She turned back to Sans, a question on her lips only to notice that he was suddenly sitting on one of his own. An impish grin was spread across the skeleton's face as he gestured toward the seat. Lily sighed and guided Frisk's body onto the cushion, deciding that now probably wasn't the best time for yet another headache.
"anyways…" Sans began, once the two children were settled. "us monsters are naturally attuned to our souls. we can use everything they give us, but we can't go beyond that limit. on the other hand our souls are able to 'grow' either through time or training and can get stronger as a result. how fast they do and how much they can depends on the monster, but its the same concept for all of us."
"Wouldn't that be the same for everyone, not just monsters?" Lily pointed out. "I mean, me and Frisk can do things we weren't able to do when we first got here, right?"
"you'd think so, and on the surface you'd be right but it isn't quite that simple. a lot of this is just theory, since there's still a lot about human souls we don't know. not much in the way of research materials, and all." Sans said, causing Lily to glare coolly at him. He put up his hands in gesture of peace and continued. "but what we do know is that they're all pretty much the same, when it comes to the density of magic inside 'em. They aren't completely identical, but they're powerful enough that what little differences there are don't really matter since they can't use all of it anyway."
"They can't?" The girl asked. "How do you explain the sorcerers and the barrier then? I may not know much but I don't think just anyone could do that…"
"that's the thing. Humans can't use all the power in their souls. They can use some of it though, and some can use more than others." the skeleton clarified. "when humans use powerful magic, like that thing over us, all they're doing is drawing on more of what's already there. it doesn't mean the soul's more powerful, it means the human who owns it is. It's a small difference from monsters, but an important one. it's probably why you're more visible now too: you're getting more used to riding shotgun in frisk's soul."
"I guess that explains why Undyne said the monsters specifically need seven SOULs to break the barrier too." Frisk chimed in. "A normal human wouldn't be on the same level as a powerful sorcerer, but if one SOUL is more or less as strong as any other, it wouldn't matter who it came from."
Sans pointed a phalanx at the boy. "now you're gettin' it."
"But what's that got to do with me?" He followed up.
"well, your soul is… different." Sans said after a brief pause.
"Yeah, earlier you said it was a little stronger than others." Lily said. "So what? You said yourself that some are different."
"a little? heh. if we'd had the kid's SOUL before, the barrier would have come down centuries ago." Sans chuckled. "that thing in frisk's chest is more powerful than two or even three of the ones we have now. combined."
"I… what?" Frisk stammered, staring down at the carnelian heart glowing innocently before him. "But I… but you said that…"
"i did…" Sans nodded. "it could be that we just got a few very similar souls which lead us to that theory, and the reality might be that there's other humans out there with ones like yours. alphys figures your red soul, combined with being a sorcerer might have something to do with it. we can't rule out lily's influence on it either, since you guys have a bit of a unique thing going. i got a simpler theory though…"
Frisk had fallen into thoughtful silence at the revelation, so Lily answered in his stead.
"What is it?"
"there's no way to ask this without sounding like an ass, so i'll just come right out and say it." Sans said, with a brief pause. "kid, how much do you know about where you came from?"
"Well, I… Um…" Frisk was stunned. Just how was he supposed to respond to that?
"Really, Sans? You're gonna ask that now?" Lily said disapprovingly.
"believe me, i don't want to be the one to drudge up bad memories either," Sans replied. He'd had more than his share of experience in that respect. "but if it'll help figure this out…"
Lily sighed, knowing the skeleton was right. As much as she wanted to protect her friend, she had enough sense to know that trying to do so now would just be obstructive. So instead she settled for offering her support in the form of a gentle embrace from within his SOUL. Sans reclined back in his stool, waiting patiently for a reply.
"I… don't know how much I can tell you." Frisk began reluctantly. "I was so young that I don't even really remember it."
"somethin' about a fire right?" Sans supplied.
Frisk blinked. "Did Papyrus tell you?"
"actually, you did. or i'm guessing you did." the elder brother replied, and jerked a thumb back toward the panel housing his terminal. "its kinda vague though, so i thought maybe you might have some more details. you said you were young… do you know how young?"
"I was a baby… I don't think I was even a year old yet." The boy answered.
"Do… you know what caused it?" Lily reluctantly asked.
"No."
"what about your folks?" Sans asked. "what do ya know about 'em?"
"How would that be helpful?" Lily asked, not entirely sure where Sans was going with this. "Are SOULs inherited or something?"
"not in the usual sense," Sans shrugged. "but ya never know where a clue might be hiding… might as well go down the list."
"I guess. It's up to you though, Frisk." Lily said. "You don't have to say anything you aren't comfortable with.
To be honest, Frisk didn't mind. Not really. He wasn't exactly old enough to have any lasting memories of them… or any memories at all of his own. This wasn't to say that he wasn't sad to have lost them - he certainly was - but there was still a degree of separation that made talking about it easier.
"Well, they…" The boy began, but stopped when he realized he had no idea what to say. He wracked his brain for any answer he might be able to give but each time he came away with a complete blank.
It was so strange. For a brief moment he figured it might have been one of the things he'd forgotten. With how funny his and Lily's memories had been since coming to the Underground - again, he kept having to remind himself - it would make sense. But… no. It was different this time. He didn't feel that strange sensation that he should know but was for some reason unable to recall. Rather, it felt like the knowledge was never there to begin with.
That's when it hit him.
Perhaps the reason he found it easier to talk about wasn't that he was too young to remember… but that he'd never had anything to associate with them to begin with.
"I… I don't know?" It sounded more like he was asking them than telling them, so confused he was by the idea.
"Nothing?" a concerned Lily asked. "Not even their names?"
The boy shook his head, searching his earliest memories but still coming up empty. "I think I might have asked about them before a long time ago but no one in the foster program could tell me anything. All I ever knew was that they died that day, and that someone else pulled me out of the fire. I guess… after a while I just stopped thinking about it since all it did was make me feel bad. I never even had a picture of them…"
Lily's unseen arms wrapped around him again, and he smiled somberly. He still didn't like to think of his unhappy beginnings but at least he knew that he wasn't alone anymore.
"huh… that's a little strange." Sans said thoughtfully.
The skeleton's comment served to stifle a bit of the melancholy that had fallen over the room, and Frisk turned his attention back to him. "What is?"
"only all of it." came the reply. "i mean, think about it. parents you know nothing about died in a fire you don't remember. at least two able bodied adults, and probably more, lost their lives."
"It was bad. It wasn't just my parents, a lot of people died that day." Frisk replied sadly.
"but not everyone." Sans pointed out.
"Yeah…" Frisk responded, catching on. "I always thought maybe my parents got me somewhere safe before they…"
"maybe. i can see how that would be a possibility, but…" Sans trailed off.
"Yeah. If they were able to do that, then you'd think they'd have just gotten you out of there." Lily reasoned. "But you said someone else got you out."
"I don't know who it was, but yeah… that's what they told me." Frisk confirmed.
"meaning you had to have been stuck there for a while." Sans nodded.
"Frisk…" Lily whispered fearfully, coming to the same conclusion. "Just… just how longwere you in there?"
"it would have had to have been long enough for the flames to die down enough that someone could reach you." Sans answered. "at least."
"And long enough that… this happened." The boy agreed, gesturing to his scarred eyelids.
"no one could survive being in those conditions for long, let alone an infant. the carbon monoxide in the smoke and the lack of oxygen would have probably done you in before the fire even reached you." the skeleton finished grimly. "and yet, here you are."
"I always thought it was strange but…" Frisk murmured. "I just thought I was lucky."
"you just happened to survive something no one in your position had any right to, even if it wasn't totally unscathed. that's not luck, kiddo, that's you burning through one hell of pile of extra lives. that combined with an abnormally powerful soul, innate magic, your ability to manipulate time…" Sans counted off on his phalanges. "i don't think I need to tell you that ain't normal."
"Then… what does it mean?" Frisk stammered, visibly shaken. "Am… am I really…"
He couldn't finish the thought. He couldn't begin to wrap his head around the idea. The implications were, in a word, severe. He'd come here in the hopes that Sans might have discovered something that would put things into place. Now, he only felt more confused than before.
Lily could feel the tumult of emotions rippling across their connection, and her heart twisted sympathetically. In the midst of all of this she recalled just how lost and confused she'd been each time one of her own memories were brought to the surface. It seemed they too always provided more questions than answers.
"i know what you're thinking, and i'm gonna stop you right there." Sans said, drawing the two of them from their thoughts. "you're definitely human, kid… or at least your soul is. i dunno what's giving it so much juice, or why you can do what you can but that much is clear enough."
"Really?" Frisk asked hopefully.
The skeleton nodded. "yup, so don't go having any existential crises on me, okay?"
"Phew… at least that's one thing we don't have to worry about." Lily said, chuckling humorlessly. "It still doesn't explain much though."
Sans just shrugged. "maybe, but if we just start jumping to conclusions, we'll never figure it out."
Frisk simply nodded. Between their meeting with Undyne earlier in the day and now this, he was starting to feel exhausted. Even if Sans was right and he didn't need to worry, it still left him with quite a lot to think about. Right now, his mind was having trouble processing even the simplest parts of it.
Within his right eye, Lily's presence dimmed, and it was clear that her attempt at amelioration had been as much for her own benefit as for his.
"hey… i know its a lot to take in." Sans said, drawing their attention. He seemed to have made his way over in the midst of the silence as he was now standing in front of them. "probably best we leave it here for now, give you time to think things over."
Frisk nodded tiredly. "Okay…"
"let's head back up."
"Yeah." Lily replied simply, helping Frisk from his seat. The two of them made their way for the stares, but stopped when they realized Sans wasn't following. "…Aren't you coming?"
The skeleton gave a lazy wave of his hand. "you go on ahead. i just gotta log somethin' real quick."
The children nodded, slowly dragging Frisk's tired body toward the stairs leading to the exit of the timeless workshop. Its owner silently watched them go, the soft padding of their footfalls growing quieter as they returned to Snowdin proper. It was only when he heard the dull echo of the closing door that Sans released the sigh he'd been holding back. He'd never show it, but his discussion with the children had resonated with him far more than he was comfortable with.
The elder brother raised a bony hand to his chest, and his eye-sockets closed in concentration. A dull ache, like the creak of joints that had remained still for far too long spread throughout his ribcage before being replaced by a dry chill. Sans opened his eyes once more, the two pinpricks staring thoughtfully at the source of that bitter cold.
A cluster of jagged, cyan and yellow shards stitched together with threads of purple interspersed through the faded, flickering field of white that hovered above his palm. They were mismatched and uneven like pieces from multiple different jigsaw puzzles forced together into a cruel mimicry of an inverted heart. The fragments pulsed and glimmered in a dissonant rhythm, flooding the sterile room in its frigid light.
"trust me, kid…" Sans muttered, frowning at the barbaric, stained glass SOUL that was his own. "i know a thing or two about what it means to be different…"
A few moments later saw the two children sluggishly returning to the cozy living area within the Skeletons' home. Muffled voices sounded from the upper floor, and they could barely pick out a maniacal cackle from Undyne, followed by a dismayed wail from Papyrus. Vaguely, they figured that the 'combat scenarios' Undyne mentioned before had likely gotten a little too realistic for the superhero's liking.
Shrugging, they turned to the sofa, part of which was currently occupied by mound of fluffy white fur.
"Looks like someone's come to visit again." Lily chuckled, guiding Frisk to the empty space nearby.
The boy grinned as he settled himself down, knowing exactly to whom she was referring. He reached a hand over and gently stroked the dog's fur before finding its ears and giving them a little scratch.
"Try not to mess with Papyrus too much today, okay?" Frisk said. "He sounds like he's already having a hard time."
The dog lifted its head and turned its sleepy gaze to the boy. She was sure she'd just imagined it, but Lily could have sworn his muzzle raised slightly into a grin at the same time as one eye closed in a wink before laying back down.
"Somehow, I feel like he's saying 'no promises'…" The girl giggled softly.
The children took some time to sit and catch their second wind in the relative silence of the lower floor. Both of them barely had enough energy to think, let alone do anything besides petting the dog.
"You sure you're okay? Not talking to Sans about… you know." Frisk said vaguely.
"My name?" Lily asked bluntly. "I thought we wanted to avoid a headache, not make it worse…"
"You know what I mean…" Frisk rolled his eyes beneath their lids. "It's important to you isn't it? Maybe Sans could help."
"It's okay. There'll be another time to bring it up to him." The girl waved a spectral hand. "Let's focus on letting all of this sink in first."
Frisk got the impression that his friend and guide was a lot more bothered by her recent run-ins with her past than she let on, but was trying not to worry about them too much. What's more, he could respect her not wanting to overload herself with even more to think about.
"You're right." He said. "Sorry for worrying so much, I just…"
He trailed off, not knowing how to finish but Lily seemed to understand and smiled faintly. "No problem, Frisky. I'm glad you care, but let's just try to relax right now, okay?"
The boy nodded, finding no argument there and let his shoulders slump. The floof next to him wiggled its way closer until it pressed up against his leg. Mercifully it would be a few moments before Undyne and Papyrus would emerge from the latter's room and by that point they were feeling a little better. Still tired, but better.
Forgoing the stairs, Undyne vaulted over the railing above and landed in the center of the room.
"Man, you guys look beat!" She pointed out.
Lily raised one of Frisk's hands and curled the thumb and forefinger until they were almost touching. "A little bit…"
"Guess that means we won't see your cooking today, huh?" She replied, slightly disappointed. "Not a good idea to hang out in front of a stove when you're tired."
With all the safety regulations Undyne broke just earlier today, Frisk was surprised that that of all things was where she had sound advice. He didn't say it however, and simply nodded in agreement.
"OH? YOU GAVE OUR FRIENDS A COOKING LESSON AS WELL UNDYNE?" Papyrus asked. "I HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT, HUMANS. UNDYNE'S COOKING LESSONS ARE ALWAYS EXCITING!"
"That's one word for it…" Lily deadpanned.
"Still, I was really looking forward to seeing what you got, Punk." Undyne said. "Oh well, guess there's always next time."
"Sorry…" Frisk apologized.
"NYEH HEH HEH. NO WORRIES, FRISK!" the tall skeleton declared. "THE GREAT PAPYRUS WILL GLADLY OFFER UP HIS OWN CULINARY EXPERTISE IN EXCHANGE. I SHALL HEAD INTO THE KITCHEN AND WHIP UP A NICE POT OF SPAGHETTI!"
"Oh God, no…" Lily muttered in Frisk's head. Even after a few lessons from the boy, Papyrus' cooking was still somewhat volatile.
"don't worry about it, pap. i got us covered." Sans spoke as he stepped inside and proudly presented the bags he was carrying. The unmistakable scent of Grilby's filled the room.
"SANS…" Papyrus groaned. "YOU CAN'T KEEP EATING THINGS LIKE THAT. IT'S FAR TOO UNHEALTHY!"
"it's good though. right?" Sans retorted, shuffling over to where everyone was gathered with his familiar nonchalant grin.
"Wow, that was nice of you, Sans." Frisk said.
"You are a saint." Lily added in sotto.
"jury's still out on that one, kiddo, but thanks." Sans replied, handing the two children a bag.
"Awesome! I haven't had Grilby's cooking in a while!" Undyne cheered, taking her own bag and diving into it immediately.
"got you somethin' too, bro." Sans said, passing Papyrus a smaller bag.
The taller skeleton was about to complain until he felt the telltale coldness of what was inside. He unraveled the noisy packaging and his annoyed expression softened as he saw the colorful straw peaking out from the lid covering the milkshake. He heaved a resigned sigh.
"OH, VERY WELL…"
* Four Stage Memory Seal: Status Report:
Seal: Alpha - UNLOCKED
Seal: Beta - LOCKED
Seal: Gamma - LOCKED
Seal: Delta - LOCKED
* Begin release process…
* CLEAR: No foreign consciousness detected.
* Seal: Alpha - release successful, vestigial recollection restored.
* Seal: Beta - commence release - restore basic temporal recollection.
* Seals Gamma, and Delta - suspended until process is complete
- CURRENT ANALYSIS -
The first seal has been released, and now the second is soon to follow. Already, the affects of my memories are beginning to manifest within my younger self. I knew the process would be difficult for him, and it is sure to become even more so… but he is strong enough to endure. I should know.
I am not at all surprised that rediscovering the prophecy provoked such a powerful response within him. To call it an inspiration doesn't even begin to describe the impression those stones had on me the first time. I remember coming across them, time and time again and eventually learning the words that were written there. In truth, much of what has happened up to this point was as a result of that legend. Even now, I am not certain if the current state of affairs is a product of its fulfillment, or simply another stepping stone on its path to fruition.
Lily… I call her this now out of convenience. I admit, I was mistaken about her. The lengths she goes to protect my young incarnation is admirable. It may simply be due to her stronger connection to this SOUL, but I think there's far more to it than that. They'll both need each other going forward. I'm sure of that.
The loss of her true name goes even deeper than I'd suspected and even I cannot remember what it was. Interestingly, Flowey alone retains his memories of it but is strangely unable to convey that information to others, even to its owner. Its like the world itself refuses to listen. I can only hope that this was the result of an imperfection in the True Reset due to my haste because the alternative, well… let's hope it doesn't come to that.
I'm very glad they managed to get through to Undyne. It took me a long time to figure out how to convince her, but they handled it with almost no trouble. What concerns me is the deaths they suffered at her hands. I doubt they escaped the Other's notice. It was foolish to think that they would be able to get passed her unscathed, but I'd hoped they might perform a miracle. There is a chance the ripples across time from the resulting Loads were not enough for it to find us… but if they were, I can only hope hewill be able to hold it off until they are ready.
Hmm… I feel the suspension coming to an end again. I'll continue to watch their progress from sleep.
- END ANALYSIS -
* Release Process: Complete
* Seal: Alpha - Released, vestigial recollection restored
* Seal: Beta - Released, basic temporal recollection restored
* Seals Gamma, and Delta - Ending suspension period, restore lock
* Updating status…
Seal: Alpha - UNLOCKED
Seal: Beta - UNLOCKED
Seal: Gamma - LOCKED
Seal: Delta - LOCKED
* Stage 2 of 4 complete.
* Stage 3 of 4 progress - 0.1%…
Thanks to Sans' timely intervention, dinner proceeded without incident. The five of them sat around the living area, enjoying their meals while watching a cheesy sit-com involving the daily lives of an intergalactic gardener and a snarky toaster oven. Lily had assumed the difficult task of commentating the action on-screen to an attentive Frisk amidst Undyne's complaints of the lack of explosions (at least, compared to Mettaton's other shows). Papyrus had been so glued to the screen that half of his milkshake melted before he'd even finished it. Sans meanwhile, had fallen asleep shortly after the opening credits.
After a pleasantly mundane hour, the friends decided to call it an early night. Papyrus had managed to wake up Sans long enough for the latter to reach his room and bid the other three goodnight before returning to his own. Frisk and Lily had taken the couch as usual while Undyne, it was decided, would sleep on the windowsill. Frisk hadn't been pleased with that at first but the warrior had insisted explaining that she'd seen some of the subjects in Alphys' human research anime do it and figured it must be some form of meditation. Lily wasn't entirely sure what that meant, but decided it didn't really matter so long as she was happy with it.
In the end, it hadn't taken long for everyone to fall asleep… everyone, that is, except for Lily.
The girl sat on one end of the couch, her feet dangling above the floor. The only sound in the room came from the quiet snoring of Frisk laying on the other side. The spectral girl turned to look at him, and smiled. He seemed so peaceful, huddled beneath the blanket, his brown hair falling limply over his closed eyes. If only she could have a little of that peace for herself.
Lily hadn't been sleeping well for the last few days. As a ghost tied to Frisk's SOUL, she technically didn't need to at all, her restfulness being tied to the boy's own. She still liked to on occasion though, so having a storm of thoughts raging in her head and keeping her awake was annoying, if not physically debilitating. Being the only one awake with nothing to do was boring, and that boredom only made the thoughts scream louder.
It was a vicious cycle.
She hadn't been able to shake the events of Waterfall from her mind. She was bothered by the thing with her name, certainly… and she knew Frisk was aware of that. She also knew the boy was letting her take things at her own pace which she was grateful for. That was just one drop in the river for her though. When did she come here and why? Who were those people she kept seeing in her visions that she knew had to be her family? What was her connection to Flowey? How did she die?
Why had she forgotten all of this in the first place?
"...How did I get these?" She muttered, staring thoughtfully at a long scar running up her arm where it was normally concealed beneath her sleeve.
She pulled up her other sleeve and found more. There didn't seem to be any part of her body apart from her face and hands that didn't have at least a few. It was disturbing to think about what could have possibly done this to her, and yet she couldn't get it out of her head… not after that horrible memory at the spring. It was more forceful and violent than any of the others. So much so, that it had even bled over to Frisk. Just thinking about it terrified her to no end, but it simply wouldn't leave her alone.
She checked her legs and found more scars. Her abdomen, more still. She didn't know exactly what she was looking for, or why she was even looking in the first place. Surely, it would have been better to bury that memory deeper rather than to dig it up, but she couldn't stop. She had to know what story these scars told.
It was only when she pulled down her collar, and craned her head down so far that her chin rested on her neck that she saw it. There, in the center of her chest where it met her neck, was a scar markedly different from the rest. It was not random like the others, no straight gash or shapeless blotch, but precise… sculpted. A perfect circle formed its outer edge, and within it a dizzying array of shapes dominated by a large geometric pattern in the exact center. All around it were written strange characters - letters, or perhaps words of a language she couldn't read.
"What is…" She gasped, her voice barely a whisper. "What is this thing…?"
The brand stared back at her, scoring her flesh in angry red though she felt no pain from it. It looked recent, almost like it had just appeared, yet somehow she knew that it was old. Older than any of the others. But why? Why such a specific marking in such a specific place? Was it connected to the others or something else entirely, and what purpose did it possibly serve?
"can't sleep, huh?" a voice spoke from nearby.
A startled Lily only managed to stop herself from crying out as she released her hold on her collar, causing the fabric to fall back in place, concealing the strange sigil once again. She turned a furious glare at Sans, who stood nearby, his pinprick eyes watching her curiously.
"How many times do I have to tell you to stop doing that?!" She hissed.
"huh?" Sans said, holding a hand up to his skull. "sorry, ghost-kid. can't hear ya."
"And why do you look like you're enjoying that?" Lily grumbled.
"what was that?" the skeleton replied slowly.
Lily glared at him. From his widening grin, he clearly had at least some idea of what she annoyed about but was intentionally being coy about it. The skeleton's ribcage was covered only by a stained white T-shirt. For a moment the girl was surprised by his lack of the trademark blue hoodie - she'd figured he never took that off - but then remembered she was supposed to be mad at him and let the frown settle back upon her face. Despite his grin, she noticed that his eye-sockets were a little sunken… apparently he was having trouble sleeping as well.
"somethin' on your mind?" He asked, the facetious grin slackening a little.
Lily sighed and was about to answer before remembering that that was a little difficult at the moment. Instead, she nodded.
"about earlier?" Sans offered. Lily shook her head. "what then?"
The specter thought for a moment on how best to respond to that. How in the world could she possibly convey what was bothering her when she couldn't even speak? Her eyes shifted to Frisk who was still asleep, blissfully unaware of the awkward conversation going on right next to him. His lips were moving faintly as if he was mumbling something, but no sound came from his mouth. Now that she thought about it, this wasn't the first time he'd done that. The first had been shortly after they'd come to Snowdin and been welcomed into the home of the skeletons. It felt like almost an eternity ago, though she still clearly remembered the unpleasant feeling of being ejected from his SOUL as he'd slept.
That was then, when they still had yet to understand how their connection worked. They still didn't, at least not fully, but they were certainly more attuned to it now. A part of her wondered if she might be more successful this time. After all, she'd been able to pilot his body back in the dump and it would certainly be easier to communicate that way. However a much larger part reminded her that she'd only just discovered that she could now be seen by others, and that until she knew what else had changed, it would be better not to push her luck with experimentation.
Deciding against she settled for a sweeping gesture around herself before shrugging.
"yourself?" Sans asked, catching on. She nodded. "that's a tough one, there kiddo. you're as much a mystery as frisk over there, and i knew him."
'You don't say?' she thought, rolling her eyes.
The short skeleton watched her carefully. Lily's blurred face was dropped in a frown and she wasn't looking at him anymore, seeming to have fallen back into her thoughts.
Apparently he wasn't the only one with a lot on his mind. Sans was normally the type of skeleton who would sleep eighteen hours a day if he could get away with it. Usually Papyrus was the one to drag him out of his slumber but ever since these kids came along he hadn't had to do that quite so much. His records kept him apprised of the situation across time but even they didn't hold all the answers. The simple truth was that he was curious about these children and what they represented. It was a new feeling… or at least new to this version of him, he guessed.
Lily's head raised and she turned back to him. The look in her eyes had changed. Instead of being annoyed she seemed more... thoughtful? Questioning. That was it.
"you wanna ask something?" He asked.
The girl nodded.
"okay, what's up?"
Lily hesitated for a moment, worried about how he might react. Then again, this was Sans and he wasn't usually affected by anything, at least not outwardly. After a moment of deliberation she rolled up her sleeve, showing him the scars covering her arm before shrugging again.
"damn…" was all the skeleton said as he looked over the marks covering her pale skin. He pointed back toward Frisk. "does the kid know?"
She nodded simply, before gesturing at herself again.
"they're all over, huh?" Sans guessed. Lily nodded again. "no idea where you got 'em?"
The girl shook her head and Sans rested his chin on his knuckles thoughtfully. He watched as Lily pointed toward Frisk, then at herself before gesturing toward her head. He raised a brow ridge, not entirely sure what she was trying to say with that one.
"we really need to figure out a better way to communicate when you're like this…" Sans sighed.
"How?" Lily blurted out in frustration, punctuating the question with an aggressive half-shrug that she hoped got the message across.
"i'll show ya later." Sans said, giving a dismissive wave of his hand. "anything else more specific?"
Lily suppressed a smirk as she pulled down her collar, revealing the angry sigil branded onto her skin. She couldn't help but feel mildly satisfied as Sans' apathetic visage shattered for just a moment.
"well, guess i asked…" Sans said. He'd seen her fiddling with her clothes earlier, but he hadn't quite expected that. "nice tattoo, kiddo. i'm guessing you just found out about that one, huh?"
Lily nodded, while carefully watching Sans for any sign of recognition. When he wasn't being lazy or cryptic Lily had to admit that the boneman was easily the most informed person she knew right now. If anyone would know about this strange mark, it would be him, right?
Unfortunately the answer he returned didn't leave much to hope for.
"sorry… can't say i recognize that. all i can tell you is that there's probably some kinda magic involved with it, and not the good kind either." He said.
'Crap…' Lily lamented, hanging her head in disappointment. 'I could have figured that much out on my own… well, I didn't know for sure, but it's kind of obvious…'
"actually…" Sans continued thoughtfully. Lily looked back to him hopefully. "hmm… well that's something."
"Huh?" The girl spoke up. "What is it?"
Lily couldn't be sure if the skeleton simply hadn't seen her lips mouthing the question or if he'd simply ignored it. Either way, she received no answer. Instead, Sans simply raised one of his bony arms into the air and snapped his fingers. She watched as a bluish energy gathered within his palm and her eyes followed as he directed it in the direction of the far wall.
Her curiosity only grew as one of the drawers beneath the TV stand began to glow in a similar color before opening of its own accord. Two items, that the girl immediately identified as a pen and a small notepad lifted themselves out of its confines and began to lazily drift toward the pair before it closing again.
The strange magic faded from Sans' phalanges as he took hold of the items. Flipping to a blank page, he turned his attention back to the sigil on the girl's chest.
"hold it there, okay?" He said.
Lily turned back to him and nodded absently. She'd been so impressed by the display that she hadn't even bothered trying to cover it up again.
"i dunno if its related or just a coincidence. you've probably already noticed this, having been with the other kiddo this long," the skeleton spoke, and in a single precise motion drew a circle roughly the same size as the outermost edges of the sigil. "but that spot right there? it's right over where your SOUL should be."
' Huh…'
Lily hadn't actually considered that in the wake of actually discovering it, but he was right. That was the same spot Frisk's SOUL always emerged from. She watched, strangely transfixed as Sans' eyes flicked between the brand and his notepad. Each mark he made flawlessly mirrored another aspect of the strange design.
"Holy crap…" she muttered, impressed by how quickly the normally lackadaisical skeleton worked. She hadn't figured Sans for an artistic sort.
"don't move too much. i wanna make sure i get this right." He said without even raising his eyes from his task. "magic like this is pretty specific. if i mess even one part up, it could completely change the whole nature of this thing."
Lily took the hint and remained as still as she could, for once grateful that she had no need to breathe. For a while, there was only the sound of the pen scratching away at the notepad to hold the girl's wandering thoughts at bay. After a few moments Sans clicked the pen shut and set it aside with a sigh. Taking this as a sign that he'd finished, Lily relaxed, letting her shirt fall back into place and looked down at his work.
There on the notepad was an exact replica of the brand. Every detail from the most elaborate pattern to the most subtle of accents was duplicated upon the page. The girl's eyes turned up to the skeleton with new found respect. Sans, for his own part, sported his usual grin.
"like i said: might just be a coincidence, but if it's not…" Sans spoke up, snapping the notepad closed and setting it with the pen. "well, i'll look into it. maybe I'll even learn something."
"Thanks…" Lily muttered gratefully, feeling a smile creeping across her lips.
"still can't hear ya, kid." Sans said, and winked. "but… no problem. just keep doing what you're doing, alright?"
It was in that moment that the ghost and the skeleton were drawn from their conversation by the sound of rustling nearby. They turned toward the sound to see Frisk beginning to stir beneath the blankets. His face scrunched into a grimace, eyelids fluttering through the curtain of his bangs. He rolled over onto his side, and for a moment it looked like he was going to settle back down again. This was strange… normally Frisk was a pretty even sleeper. It wasn't like him to start suddenly tossing and turning like that. Was he having a nightmare?
Even as these thoughts came to her, Lily's concern shifted to panic when she notice Frisk had not, in fact, settled down. His body was inching closer and closer to the edge of the couch... if he kept this up, he would fall! The girl made a move to catch him, but Sans was quicker. With a flick of his bony wrist, a deep bluish aura washed over Frisk, halting his descent on the edge of the couch cushions. It was identical similar to the kind she'd seen Sans using before, and she instinctively recoiled at the sight of that cold light enveloping her friend again. It was much gentler this time though, more protective than oppressive.
Sans frowned in concentration as he held the still squirming boy in the grip of his magic. He shifted his glowing hand back in the direction of the couch and the boy's body followed suit. With the risk averted, the skeleton held him there until at last Frisk seemed to calm down. With a sigh, he let his magic dissipate as Lily made her way to her friend's side.
The girl hovered off the side of the couch, watching as Frisk's eyelids shut tightly and then relaxed. At last, they opened the faint band of blue shifted confusedly to her.
"Li… Lily?" He muttered sleepily.
"Are you alright?" She breathed, stroking back his hair.
"What happened…?" He asked.
"You almost fell…" She explained. "Did you have a nightmare?"
"I don't think so… maybe?" He said thoughtfully. "Thanks though."
"What for?" It seemed like an odd response until she remembered his SOUL was still inside. "Oh… it wasn't me. Sans is the one who caught you."
"Sans? He's here?" Frisk spoke as Lily helped him up into a sitting position.
The boy placed a hand before his chest and called out his SOUL. Just as Sans had said, it emerged from the exact same spot in his chest where the strange sigil was on hers. The boy blinked a few times, his blind eyes focusing on the now visible image of Sans, reclining lazily against the side of the couch.
"sup?" the skeleton waved.
"Sans…"
The boy trailed off, the image of the short skeleton with his casual grin flickering lightly within the blankness around him. All of a sudden he felt dizzy, as a familiar pain began to throb behind his left eye. He staggered slightly, held upright only by Lily's hand pressing against his back. He could feel her worry… knew she was calling him but he couldn't hear her through the incessant ringing within his ears.
"Guys, I…" he muttered, his own voice drowned out by the sound. "I don't feel right…"
The boy's small hand shot to his eye as the pain suddenly amplified such that he could not even a muster a scream through the clenching of his teeth. A surge crashed against his mind… a thousand images… a thousand fractured memories flooded in all at once. Among the cascade, one memory particular was clearer than the others - that of Sans staring at him, his eye flaring between yellow and cyan… and at his side, three large canine skulls suspended in the air as if by invisible strings. Frisk did not know from where the vision had come, nor where he had seen such ferocious looking beings before. And yet, in the brief instant before they were swallowed up by the roiling torrent within him, he realized that he knew them just the same.
It was minutes before the pain began to fade. The boy swallowed harshly, his throat suddenly dry, before noticing that his hand was wrapped around Lily's, squeezing tightly.
"Frisk…?" the girl whispered at his side, and he turned unsteadily toward her. "What happened?"
Though his companion did not seem bothered, the red child slackened his grip on her hand. He turned from a concerned Lily, to a curious Sans, to a sleeping Undyne, and back again. The glow of his SOUL filled the room with faint scarlet light. Just as he prepared to echo her question however, he suddenly became aware of one simple fact: he already knew the answer.
"I… I remember."
Notes:
Welp, back to Snowdin for now. The kids deserve a little R&R, wouldn’t you say? Of course, with how the chapter ended, they’ll probably have a little more to deal with before things truly calm down. Oh well. It’ll be a while before we move on to Hotland, but don’t think that means things will get stale. After all, anything’s possible now that Undyne’s around!
Speaking of chapter endings, it should be obvious by now that Undyne is quite a bit better than most when it comes to sensing Lily (apart from Napstablook but he’s a special case). The end of the last chapter did provide a subtle hint that this was no longer something unique to her though. Did anyone notice it? If you did, well done!
Something that makes these kids truly compelling to write is how little we officially know about them. There’s just enough hints in game to let someone build off the framework it lays and take them in any direction. Frisk’s true nature is an interesting thing to speculate… is Determination the only reason he can do what he does, or is there more to it than that?
On the note of SOULs and all the weirdness around them… what about Sans’? That doesn’t seem normal, does it…?
That’s the second of four for the seal on Frisk’s mind. You can probably see now why the restoration is proceeding in stages. Even this much is enough to nearly overload the poor kid’s mind. Just imagine if it was all forced on him at once?
Scars that remain after death… a painless brand that will not heal. The mystery surrounding the First Human grows deeper still. Didn’t mean for that to rhyme, but it works.
A lot happened in this chapter despite it being significantly shorter than the last one. Hopefully it wasn’t too chaotic and you were able to follow everything. It’s been interesting to see a few of the theories floating around from our readers. Some of the ideas you guys come up with a really interesting to see! Hopefully this chapter will give you all more to speculate over for the next part of the story.
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Chapter 24: That Which is Passed Down
Notes:
Hey, everyone! It’s been a while hasn’t it? We’re really sorry that it’s been so long since the last chapter was uploaded. Surely some of you might have worried about the future of this story, so maybe this upload will provide a ray of hope.
A bit of an explanation: We’re sure you’re all aware of the current goings on in the world. This COVID-19 thing has been one big sucker punch to the world. Us included. Kiki works in pharmacy and therefore is in a fairly high risk location for the disease. Thankfully none of us have caught it yet, but it has made things a little rocky in terms of free time. We’ve also been working at getting set up in a house of our own (as up until now we’ve been living with her parents. So that has also been taking up much of our time. Most recently on top of all of this, we had to deal with the sudden death of a very close friend of ours. All in all, it’s been a very… “eventful” few months. Some of these things, we’ve mentioned briefly in our Discord server, but this is the short version of everything that’s been going on in our lives.
Having said that, hopefully this chapter might provide some momentary respite from the trials the world is facing these days. It’ll be a while yet before we get to Hotland, along with a certain overly dramatic geometric shape but hopefully what we’ve got coming up will be just as enjoyable.
It’s hard to say whether updates will start picking up, due to how uncertain everything is, but rest assured we are still ‘working’ on this story, even if it’s just brainstorming concepts or planning our how and when various story elements will play out. We’ll see what happens in the coming days and months. We’re starting to get settled into the new place now so hopefully we’ll have more time to devote to writing in the future. For now, we’d ask for everyone to please be patient with us. That might go without saying, since you guys have proven to be one chill group of readers, but it still feels right to keep you updated on the situation.
One last thing to note: We’ve actually begun working on a few smaller projects as well. Some are connected to the universe we’re shaping around IKYN, but some are also set apart. If you’re interested, keep an eye out once we start uploading those. You might find something to like.
For now though, please enjoy this latest chapter. It’s another long one so hopefully it was worth the wait.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"You what?" Lily wasn't sure she'd heard him correctly.
Everything had happened so fast. One moment she was speaking with Sans, with Frisk sleeping soundly as could be. The next, he'd nearly fallen off the couch and would have if not for the blue skeleton's timely intervention. Now, he was awake, doubled over in pain and looking on the verge of tears. Her hand drew circles around the boy's back attempting to sooth him as every now and then his body shuddered with another jolt of agony.
"I remember…" He muttered again, hand still pressed to his left eye. "I'm… remembering."
"breath, kid." Sans said, and the girl noticed he was suddenly standing next to them. When had he even moved? "slowly. ease it in. you're gonna hurt yourself if you keep tensing like that."
Frisk did so, drawing laborious breaths into his lungs and trying to resist the urge to go rigid each time another pulse ran through his skull. It seemed to help… or at least he thought it did. His head still felt like it was in a vice, but at least it seemed like the pressure had abated somewhat. He concentrated on his breathing, using the feel of Lily's hand as an anchor to keep from being swept away in the tide of memories, and waited.
Finally, after what felt like hours but was really only a few minutes at most, the pain suddenly fell away. Though it didn't fade completely, Frisk could tell that the worst had passed. He released a long sigh, his body feeling heavy after what it had just experienced. At last, he spoke.
"Okay… I think it's mostly gone." He said, his voice still somewhat strained. "Thanks, you guys."
"Don't thank us yet…!" Lily said worriedly, floating around the boy to check him over. "What the hell just happened?"
"you said you remembered something?" Sans asked.
"Yeah…" Frisk muttered.
"like what?" Sans asked, although not forcefully.
Frisk took a moment to think while Lily continued to examine him for any outward sign of injury. A series of unfocused memories were now roiling through his mind, appearing and fading at once before he could fully comprehend them. It was like someone had dumped a large amount of liquid into a near-full container. Some splashed out of the side, but most forced itself in, stirring up the whole thing into a violent churn.
"I think… a lot of things. It's mostly fuzzy, but… not all of it." He explained. "I… I remember them."
"Them?" Lily paused in her examination to ask the question.
"Sans knows…" Frisk replied, looking pointedly toward the short skeleton.
The skeleton nodded in understanding. "you still haven't seen 'em this time." he pointed out.
"But I saw them before. Didn't I?" Frisk wasn't asking.
"Hold on. Am I the only one out of the loop, here?" Lily spoke up, sounding somewhere between confused, and annoyed at being left out. "What are you two talking about?"
"It… might just be easier if you see them yourself." The boy said with some hesitation. "Do you mind calling them, Sans?"
The blue skeleton fixed the boy with a thoughtful look. "you sure, kiddo? somethin' tells me you weren't exactly on friendly terms with 'em back then."
"I'm sure." Frisk nodded. "I want to tell them I'm sorry…"
He couldn't recall everything about when he first met them. Most of it was still hidden from him, and trying to delve into it just made his headache worse. But he at least remembered what they looked like and how he'd felt. That uncharacteristic intensity he'd seen within that image of Sans… as well as the terrifying coldness within his own heart. It was enough for Frisk to reach the same conclusion that Sans had.
"welp… guess i can't really argue with that…" Sans shrugged, raising a languid fist into the air before opening his palm.
With a silent pulse of magic, unnoticed by a certain knight still asleep on the windowsill, the air around the trio began to distort. The walls and furniture seemed to swirl, their colors blending as space twisted in on itself. Steadily, the distortions coalesced into three spiraling vortexes, each one emitting a strange blue light. The display might have been dizzying to the children if it hadn't been so strangely familiar. They'd seen portals like these before… it was the exact same thing Papyrus had done when they'd braved his so-called 'Gauntlet of Deadly Terror'.
Still, though she didn't know exactly what to expect, Lily figured that Sans probably wasn't calling up a few harmless contraptions and a dog.
The answer came when three identical figures emerged from the portals, slipping through their surfaces as easily as water. They were large and snow-white, their shapes superficially resembling the skulls of canines but with multiple horn-like protrusions jutting from the back. A number of sharp fangs clung to their upper jaws, while the lowers seemed to be split into two precise halves. From the depths of their pitch black eye sockets shined a light, flickering between cyan and yellow and outlined in purple. Two of them turned their eyes - their disturbingly humanoid eyes - in the direction of the children, while the third glanced questioningly at its master.
Lily's breath caught in her throat at the sight of these intimidating figures. Instinctively, she moved closer to Frisk, intent on protecting him from… whatever these strange beings might do. She watched as Sans glanced toward the one looking at him and shook his head. The skull made a noise, somewhere between a low growl and an airy sigh toward the others. At once, the light within their sockets, once threatening, seemed to soften.
Frisk pushed off the blanket that had been covering him and rose from the couch as the third skull drifted forward on invisible strings to pass between the other two. The boy felt a tight grip on his hand, and turned to see Lily, looking at him with poignant worry. He smiled, squeezing her hand reassuringly, and turned his attention to the approaching figure.
It was much larger up close, about the size of Frisk himself. It looked him over in a mixture of curiosity and uncertainty, making a noise that almost sounded like a sniff though the boy felt no disturbance in the air. Lily's worry was not unfounded… to be honest, he was somewhat afraid as well. He swallowed that fear though, and lifted a hand. The skull recoiled slightly before slowly inching its way back, its shining eyes fixed upon the boy's small hand. Tentatively, Frisk lay his fingers upon it. Its surface was cool to the touch and smooth.
"Hi guys… I guess I can't really say 'it's nice to see you again', huh?" The child said softly, stroking the strange creature's ivory muzzle. "I know I put you and your master through a lot of trouble before. I'm really sorry."
"it's nice to see you trying so hard, frisk but I don't think these guys really remember any of that." Sans said. "they're bound by the same rules as everyone else, except maybe for you.
"I know." Frisk replied, as the skull leaned slightly into his touch. "I don't remember all of it either. But… now that I remember them, it just doesn't feel right to know they're there but not say anything."
The blue skeleton considered that for a moment. Given the copious amount of information stored on his terminal, San's assumed that there were no surprises anymore. In hindsight, he should have realized that nothing Frisk did ever followed any normal patterns. He'd been honestly surprised that the kid had requested to talk to them at all. Most everyone else just assumed they were another kind of bullet, and thus part of himself. But Frisk? He didn't hesitate to separate Sans from his Blasters.
"What… are they?" Lily asked, drifting forward to take a closer look.
"They're…" Frisk paused thoughtfully. "I'm not sure myself, actually. I've met them before… but I don't think it was a very happy time. I can't remember if I ever learned how they really work."
"it ain't much of a secret, though it'd take too long to go over all the details." Sans chimed in, letting his thoughts fall by the wayside for now. "the easiest way to explain it is that they're autonomous weapons that feed off SOUL energy. don't worry though. they won't get hungry unless i want 'em too."
"Are they alive?" She asked. Frisk relayed the question
"sort of." Sans replied. "you might think of them as a really advanced sort of a.i."
"A.I.?"The ghostly girl repeated. "Uh, I think you skipped a few letters there…"
Frisk snickered slightly at her blatant misunderstanding of the term. "She said you skipped a few letters."
"heh…" Sans chuckled, rubbing the back of his head. "right… kid from the past plus technology equals confusion. i keep forgetting that part."
"Sorry i've been living under a rock for the past few hundred years. Oh, wait." The girl pouted.
"Um, I'm not sure how well I can explain it but…" Frisk thought for a moment. "It's kinda like… if you used a spell to bring a toy to life. It would still just be plastic and cloth, but it would act like it was a living, breathing person or animal. Talking, moving around, doing things without you telling it too. Except it can only do things that the spell will let it do. Does that make sense?"
"Hold on. You mean it's alive and not alive at the same time?" She glanced between Sans and his guardians. "Sounds like someone else I know."
"meow." Sans grinned cheekily, taking that as a compliment.
"Well there's more that goes into it, but I wouldn't know how to explain." The boy said. "I guess I'd just say treat them like you would anyone else and you should be fine."
"Well… okay." Lily said, resting her ethereal hand on one of the other skulls that wandered up. She giggled slightly at the confused look it gave when it seemingly realized she wasn't actually touching it. "I guess I can do that."
"i probably shouldn't keep these guys out too long, though." Sans pulled them back to reality. "pap doesn't really like them in the house… and i'd rather Undyne not get any ideas."
"Oh… I didn't know, sorry." Frisk apologized. "I think I'm good now. Thanks for letting me see them."
"no problem, kid. i think they appreciated it." Sans said before making a beckoning gesture with his left hand.
At once the three figures returned to their master's side and headed for their respective portals. The first two quickly disappeared inside, while the third took a moment to glance back toward the children before doing the same. Sans lazily waved his hand and at once the portals vanished, snapping reality back to its natural state. Frisk smiled, feeling a lot better now compared to how he'd woken up.
"Well, this day's already started weird…" Lily sighed. "What do we do now?"
"I'm not really tired anymore…" Frisk added, rubbing his temples a little. "Undyne and Papyrus should be up soon, right?"
"i dunno about you, but i'm gonna head back up. can't go ruining my stellar reputation now, can i?" Sans said, making his way to the stairs leading to his and Papyrus' rooms. He turned back toward them, his foot on the first step and lifted the notepad for Lily to see. "don't worry… i didn't forget."
With that, he turned away and steadily made his way up the stairs, shuffling his way across the balcony and back to his own room. Without turning, he gave a lazy wave to the two children still standing in the room below before disappearing inside. Frisk turned to Lily, who was still staring at the closed door above, with a questioning look.
"What was that about?" He asked.
"Oh yeah…" The girl said. "You weren't awake for it. I, uh… I learned something too. Something about myself…"
Frisk frowned, sensing the strange unease radiating from his guide and best friend. He took her hand and gave it another gentle squeeze.
"Do you feel like telling me?"
The specter nodded, her eyes falling to where the sigil lay, currently covered by her shirt.
"Yeah."
The last part of the early morning was spent with Lily recounting to Frisk what she and Sans had discussed before he woke up. Frisk listened, trying to ignore the distraction of the barely-formed memories churning within his head. It wasn't hard to do… knowing that there was more to what he'd seen and felt back at the spring actually made it quite easy to remain focused.
He stared thoughtfully at the strange brand emblazoned upon the girl's neckline. It was a dizzying sight, the complex symmetry of it confusing to his senses. The ominous sigil was strangely compelling, and the boy couldn't decide whether to be impressed by its intricacy, curious about its purpose, or outraged at its general existence.
"Does it hurt…?" He asked softly.
Lily shook her head. "Not at all… it looks like it should, right? But I wouldn't have known about it if I wasn't already looking for the other scars."
"I just got another string of memories back too." The boy considered. "Do you think…?"
"That its related?" Lily ventured a guess. Frisk nodded. "I don't know. I don't think it is though… I got the impression that this thing is a lot older and since I doubt you're secretly a wrinkly old man…"
Frisk laughed lightly at her candor and made a show of hunching over feebly. "Eh, I wouldn't be so sure'a that, missy. You learn quite a bit when ya get to be my age! Wahaha!" He said, doing his best Gerson impression.
Lily giggled, the sight of Frisk acting like the old turtle doing wonders for her somber mood. "Wow, that's actually really good."
Frisk grinned proudly, before standing up straight again. If he stayed like that too long, his back really would start hurting. At the very least, he was glad he was able to help cheer her up a little.
"Still…" He said sobering. "If it isn't that… then where did it come from?"
Lily shrugged. "Sans said he would see what he could find out. I'm not sure how much luck he'll have though…"
"It's just… I'm worried, Lily. I have a bad feeling about it." the boy admitted. "I know we said we'd try to figure all of this out. Your name, our memories, what happened before… but it's like the more we learn the worse it seems to get. I mean, we already know that I…"
He couldn't bring himself to finish.
"I know." Lily said, drifting over and wrapping her arms around him. "I'm scared too… but there's gotta be a reason why you did what you did. Just like there's a reason for why I have these, right? Shouldn't we know what those are?"
"Yeah." The boy said, leaning into her shoulder. "I wasn't saying I wanted to quit searching. It's just, now I'm starting to remember things again and… I'm just worried that I won't like the answer we end up finding is all."
"That seems to be a running thing with us, doesn't it?" The girl said. "But what else can we do? I don't really like the idea of something haunting you besides me."
The boy could feel a grin tugging at his lips. He knew perfectly well what the intent of those words were but that didn't change what they sounded like. And to him, they sounded like a flirt. He raised his head from her shoulder and gave her a look, wondering if the pride he felt was for her or for himself. The girl stared at him questioningly.
"What?" She began before realizing what she'd said. "Oh! I didn't… That was just… you know what I meant!"
Frisk laughed as she unraveled her arms from him and used them to cover her reddening face. Her pale complexion only made the blush even more prominent though, and Frisk - somewhat literally - saw right through the attempt. They still couldn't figure out why she was even able to. As a ghost she didn't exactly have blood… and yet, as she felt the heat creeping into her rosy cheeks, Lily found herself cursing whatever demented entity gave her the ability to do so.
After a few moments of enduring the boy's laughter and her own embarrassment, Lily finally lowered her arms. Frisk had calmed down too, and the children eventually settled into their daily routine. While the boy was busy lacing up his boots, his eyes fell upon the magical satchel they always had with them. It really had served them well so far, but he figured it was probably getting close to full by this point. Perhaps it was about time to make use of one of the Dimensional Boxes…
He stared at the gloves covering his hands, remembering the ones he'd worn the first time they'd used one of those. It had been so strange, finding something already placed inside. It had become apparent that they, along with the dull shears that accompanied them had once belonged to Lily. Though he'd since replaced them with something a bit less sentimental for everyday use, they were still there among the rest of their belongings.
Now that he thought about it, the glasses and notebook they'd acquired from Gerson had also belonged to another human, hadn't they? Those weren't the only ones they had either. He tied his shoes before standing up and going to retrieve the satchel.
"Hmm? What's up?" Lily asked, noticing what he was doing.
"I just thought of something." He said, beginning to riffle through it. "You remember those things we've been picking up around the Underground? The ones that always seem out of place?"
"You mean like the shoes and the ribbon?" Lily asked. "What about them?"
"It could just be the new memories talking but…" Frisk trailed off, picking the items carefully out of their pack.
Edmond's notebook and glasses, having been the latest to go in were the first to come out. Frisk carefully laid the fragile frames on top of the encyclopedia before delving back inside. He could feel Lily's grin on his back as the next couple of items came in the form of the old tutu as well as the aforementioned shoes. He still felt concerned about the echo they'd heard upon finding the latter, wondering what must have become of their previous owner.
A confused blend of emotions filled him as he drew out the faded ribbon and the toy knife. While the ribbon invoked fond memories of Home and their time with Toriel, the knife served as a constant reminder of what followed. He could feel himself trembling as his fingers ran along the cool plastic, remembering how it had cut so easily through the kindly monster's flesh. To think that, at one time, he might have done such a thing willingly.
As Frisk arrayed the items on the floor in front of him, Lily couldn't help but notice how much different those two were. While they knew who the notebook and glasses belonged to, and it seemed fairly obvious that the tutu and shoes were meant to go together, the ribbon and knife were confusing to her. One invoked the image of childish innocence while the other was made in the form of a dangerous weapon. And yet, for whatever reason they seemed to compliment each other.
The girl's thoughts drifted as the boy drew out the final pair of items - the shears… her shears. Rather than laying them on the floor with the rest, Frisk instead held them in his lap, before finally doing the same with the tattered gloves that accompanied them.
Four sets of items. One of them belonged to her, and they'd learned of the owner of one of the other three. The last two were still unknown to them.
"I thought so…" Frisk said finally.
"Huh…?" Lily blinked, turning her attention to them. "You thought what?"
"One's missing." He replied. "We should have picked up another one by now?"
"Wait, really?" The girl asked. "I haven't seen any others…"
"Am I wrong? Maybe I'm thinking of these…" He muttered, turning over the shears in his hands. "No… it was different."
"Do you know where it was?"
"I'm not…" He paused, and Lily could see his expression slowly changing as something seemed to come to him. "Wait… I remember something. It was… around here?"
"You mean it's in the house somewhere?" The girl suggested.
"Not here here. In Snowdin." The boy's face scrunched up and he rubbed his temples in an attempt to draw up the memory. "Ugh… where was it?"
"Huh…" A voice caused both children to jump. "You guys sure collect some weird stuff."
Just like that the parting sea that was Frisk's mind rushed back into place as his concentration was broken. The boy sighed, half in relief, half in frustration as the pressure on his mind eased up. The children turned back to see Undyne standing behind them, looking over the assortment of items. Her eye, though still filled with all the alertness of a soldier was sunken slightly from having just woken up.
"Oh… h-hey Undyne." Frisk greeted her, rubbing his head gently.
"I guess sneaking up on people isn't just a Sans thing…" Lily deadpanned. Undyne looked in her direction.
"Uhh… is something wrong with my ears?" The Captain asked, prodding at an area around her one of her head-fins with a pinky. "You're a lot… quieter when you're not doing the eye thing."
"Well, I guess that answers something..." the girl sighed. "Anyone can see me, no one can hear me. Why couldn't it have just given me both?"
The boy chuckled slightly. "Um… yeah. I don't really understand it either but it seems like people can see Lily now. We still have to do what we did before for anyone to hear her though."
"Huh. Well, I couldn't see her before but now I can." Undyne began. "Maybe it'll be possible for us to hear her too, sometime?"
"Probably." The boy agreed. It wasn't the first time Lily's 'presence' had changed after all.
"Anyways, is everything okay, Punks?" She asked. "You looked like you were thinking pretty hard about something."
"Well…" It wouldn't hurt to ask. "Do you know about anything around town that's kind of like these?"
Undyne looked over the items for a good few minutes before shaking her head. "Nothing really stands out. About the only thing they seem to have in common is that they're old. There's a lot of old stuff in the Underground but without narrowing it down…"
Frisk nodded. He figured as much but it was worth a shot.
"If it's around here it shouldn't be too hard to find though. Heh, might be good training!" She said. "But, uhh… I kind of gotta wake Papyrus and head out. I know we aren't exactly fighting anymore but I'm still the Captain of the Royal Guard, and it'll look weird if I don't show up to bark some orders."
"And Sans is probably going to sleep the day away too…" Lily said. "I guess it's just us, then. You do want to go look for it, right?"
"It can't hurt to try." The boy replied before turning back to Undyne. "It's okay. We'll see if we can find it while we're out today. Besides, if I'm going to be cooking dinner, I'll need to pick up some things anyway."
"Oh yeah! Man, I can't wait to see how humans cook." The knight said. "You guys going now?"
"The earlier the better, right?" Lily asked. Frisk nodded.
"Awesome! I better be sure to work up an appetite then!" Undyne said, before turning and heading for the stairs. "HEY PAPYRUS! FRONT AND CENTER, DUDE!"
"Um… excuse me." Frisk said, craning his neck to peak over the counter.
It had been a few hours since the children set out, checking locations off the list as they searched for anyone who might have an idea what they were looking for. Their search had eventually led them to the (still misnamed) Library, where they'd spent time shortly after arriving in town. In the weeks that followed, they'd had precious little time to pay another visit, much to Frisk's chagrin. Despite his visual limitations, the boy always felt comfortable around books, even those he couldn't read on his own. Unfortunately though, that was not the reason they were here now.
"Ah, forgive me. I didn't see you come in." said the monster behind the counter, a tall and thin lizardman with green scales and wire-framed glasses. "Oh, it's you. Didn't I see you a couple of weeks ago?"
"Probably." Frisk replied. "I'm kinda surprised you remember since we haven't been back since then."
"I have a good memory, if I do say so myself and yours is a pretty distinct face." The librarian answered before turning to Lily. "That said, I don't believe I've met your friend before."
"I was here too." Lily said, knowing the lizard man couldn't hear her. "I'm the one who keeps wondering why a library has a misspelled sign…"
Frisk snickered a little at the girl's comment. "This is my friend Lily. She just pointed out the spelling error on your sign."
"Yes… I know. I've about given up trying to get someone to fix it…" The librarian sighed, pinching his snout with a claw. "Anyway… what can I help you two with today?"
"I was wondering if you could help us find something." Frisk said, reaching into the satchel to retrieve a few of the items. "They'd be kind of like this… old things that don't seem like they belong."
"The ones we have now seem personal so they'd probably be unique too." Lily chimed in.
Frisk nodded and relayed her words to the librarian.
"Interesting…" The lizard said, carefully picking up one of the ballet shoes and looking it over. "Do you mind if I ask why you're searching for them?"
"It's, uhh…" Frisk hesitated. He couldn't exactly tell the monster the truth: that he'd seen these items when he'd been to the Underground before, but he couldn't remember where they were because something was blocking his memories of the last timeline. There's no way the man would take him seriously.
"It's for a school project." Lily offered just in the nick of time.
Frisk suppressed a sigh of relief and relayed her words to the librarian.
The lizardman nodded, apparently attributing the awkward silence to the boy listening to his friend. "Well, I can't say. They're definitely old though. If there's something like this around here, it's probably either buried beneath the snow, or already in someone's possession… perhaps as a family heirloom if it's that old."
"Alright." The boy nodded. "Thanks anyway."
"I'm sorry I couldn't be of more help." The librarian said. "Good luck on your project. I hope you can find what you're looking for."
The children stepped outside into the frigid air of Snowdin, leaving the library and its misspelled sign behind them. The air around them was cold - not exactly uncommon in this region of the Underground - and Frisk shivered a little, pulling his coat tighter around himself.
"How many places does that make?" Lily asked. "Four now? Five?"
"Someone who might be keeping it as a family heirloom…" Frisk muttered thoughtfully. "Do we know anyone like that?"
The girl shook her head. "Grilby's the only one I can think of but we already asked him. I don't want to get pessimistic, Frisk, but I'm starting to think we'll never find it."
"It's gotta be around here though…" Frisk insisted. "I know it is… I just can't remember where…"
"Should we try somewhere else?" She asked. Even now the boy didn't seem discouraged in the least so he must have known what he was talking about. "There's still a few places we haven't looked."
"I want to, but… I told Undyne we'd make dinner tonight. If we don't pick up everything soon we won't have time to do it. " The boy shook his head. "It's okay. We'll be able to try again tomorrow, right?"
"Yeah. Now that we don't have to worry about being attacked by an angry fish lady, we've got some time on our hands." Lily laughed at her own joke. "Besides, I kinda want to make up for what happened at her house too…"
The two started walking - or rather, Frisk started walking while Lily floated at his side - and began making their way to the shop owned by Miss Lapin. The rabbit shopkeeper had always been kind to them since the day they'd first arrived in Snowdin, and was always happy to help any time they visited her shop. Frisk grinned, thinking how nice it would be to see her again after their time away from Snowdin.
"I probably should have asked this earlier…" Lily spoke up as they passed by the large, decorated tree in the center of town. "What exactly is the deal with your memories?"
"Huh? What do you mean?" Frisk glanced at her.
"Back at the house… I don't know. It seemed different than usual." The girl clarified.
"Yeah… it was." The boy said thoughtfully. "I'm not sure how to explain it."
"Whenever I recover a memory it's like a flash of light… déjà vu but more real…" Lily said. "It happens once, and then it's just 'there' like any of my other ones."
"What did Sans call it? 'Vestigial recollection' or something, right?" The boy recalled.
"Is it still like that?" The specter asked him. "Like a flash but brighter?"
"A flash… I dunno. Maybe?" He struggled a little, as the visual concept was still a little hard for him to grasp. Eventually though, he gave up and tried a different tactic. "Its like I'm underwater… everything sounds muffled and I can't smell much. I know it's 'there' but it's hard to tell where exactly."
"So it's like…" Lily thought, looking around for anything that might adequately describe what the boy was going through. In the end, her eyes fell upon the shrouded path in the distance that separated Snowdin from Waterfall. "…like a fog. There, but covered up?"
"Yeah… that sounds about right." He replied. "If I try to remember something, it clears a little… but it's still blurry in places and keeps changing."
"What do you mean, 'changing'?"
"Well…" the red child began, searching for an example. "Say I try to remember when I first met Papyrus. I can remember this time clearly since it's 'outside' of the fog. If I focus though, a little more clears and I can see other times I met him."
"You mean from the timeline before this one, right?" Lily suggested.
"Yeah… they're similar, but different enough that I can tell." He confirmed. "Some things though… they're deeper into the fog, and I can't find them as easily. I can try to clear it, but it's harder… like it's fighting me. It hurts if I try too hard."
"If it hurts, then you probably shouldn't push it, Frisk." Lily frowned. "You don't know what it could do to you."
"But… what if there's something important there?" the boy protested.
"Like what?" Lily asked.
"Like…" he lowered his head in hesitation. "…like the reason I Reset in the first place."
That was a good point… it bothered Lily just how good of a point it was and she wasn't sure how to respond. After all, what better place to find the answer to a mystery than in the mind of the one who created it? If nothing else, it might help them decode that strange message on Sans' computer. On the other hand, while Frisk's commitment to finding the truth was admirable, the specter had an ominous feeling that digging too deep too quickly would only make things worse.
"We can't take too many risks. What if something bad happens?" She said finally. "Yeah, you being able to remember more would be useful but not if it means you get hurt."
"But…" Frisk began.
"I saw what happened back at the house. If even that was enough to hurt you…" She drifted to the front of him and looked into his face. "I just don't want that, okay?"
Frisk stopped walking as he met the eyes of his friend. They were almost pleading.
"Okay…" He said after a moment. Her eyes softened at that.
"I'm not saying to ignore your memories. I'm just saying be careful." She spoke again, a little more gently this time. "I kinda know your mind by now… you're smart. You'll know how much is too much."
"Then why do you feel like you have to warn me?" He asked.
Lily grinned impishly. "Because I also know how stubborn you can be."
"Hey!" Frisk tried to glare at her, despite his laughter. "It's called being determined!"
"Same thing!" The girl insisted, breaking into a laugh of her own.
The two children continued to joke amongst themselves as they moved on through the rest of the village. In time they reached it's western edge, where the brightly lit shop with its thick wood panels and snow covered roof waited. Smaller than the inn to its immediate right, it was no less inviting as the appetizing scent of sugar and cinnamon that tickled Frisk's nose could well attest.
"What are we gonna make anyway?" Lily asked, guiding him to the door.
"I'm not really sure yet." Frisk replied as the light chime of a bell announced their entry. "Let's see what we can find."
The bell above the door chimed softly as the two children entered. The delicious scents were even more pronounced now, while the warmth of the stove easily chased the chill from Frisk's body. The kindly shopkeeper with her purple fur and large ears peeking out from the gaps sewn into her floral sun hat looked up upon the sound. Another monster - a cream colored rabbit quite similar to herself - stood on the opposite side of the counter.
"My, my! Look who's come to visit us today?" Miss Lapin said with a friendly wave.
The other monster turned to regard them before smiling in recognition. "Well, aren't you popular today, Sis? Having customers as cute as these two."
"Miss Lapin! We aren't interrupting anything are we?" Frisk asked of the sisters.
Truthfully, the children didn't know Miss Lapin's sister as well as they would like. As the proprietor of the neighboring Snowed Inn, managing her customers' needs was truly a full time job, and didn't allow her as much freedom to socialize as her sibling enjoyed. Moreover, Frisk and Lily had little need for her services, given that they stayed with Sans and Papyrus so there hadn't been as many opportunities for them to speak. However, even with the few brief meetings they'd had they could tell she was every bit as kind and generous as her purple-furred sister.
"Not at all dears. Harriet was just helping me replace some things we're running low on." The innkeeper shook her head, ears swaying with the motion before turning back to the shopkeeper. "I think that's everything we need, isn't it, Sis?"
"Mm hmm! If you need more, just come on back, hear?" The purple furred bunny replied, sliding a large paper bag over the counter to her sister who took it gratefully.
"Guess I should head back then. You two be good, won't you?" The woman said with a smile to the two children.
"We will!" Frisk and Lily chorused, though the latter was still silent to anyone but her companion.
"Now then, how can I help you little ones today?" Miss Lapin asked once her sister had left the store. "Here for another of my Cinnamon Bunnies?"
Frisk felt his stomach rumble softly at the suggestion as well as the smell. At his side, he noticed Lily gazing longingly in a direction that he imagined ended at a fresh assortment of the sugary treats. Painfully, he managed to push away the desire to buy and eat one, remembering why they'd originally come in.
"Not today. We came to pick up some ingredients for dinner tonight." The boy finally said.
"Aw… can't we get just one?" Lily asked in disappointment.
"Maybe we can get some to snack on after dinner." Frisk conceded. "But we should try to get everything else first."
"Fine…" The girl sighed. "What should we look at first?"
The children made their way around the small, but well stocked shop, taking note of the various options available to them. It was hard to ignore the alluring scent of fresh Cinnamon Bunnies but eventually Frisk's keen focus (and nose) won out, allowing him to concentrate on the rest. He took note of the various scents, trying to decide which of them would go together best as the idea of what to make slowly came into his mind. Lily's help was indispensable when it came to picking out the freshest ingredients, as the girl's knowledge of plants also extended to vegetables and herbs as well. Even Miss Lapin contributed with a few of her own suggestions.
After about twenty minutes, the little human boy was satisfied with what they'd gathered and moved to the counter together with his ghostly companion.
"I think these should be good." Frisk said, sitting the basket containing their purchases up onto the counter.
"Alright. Just give me a minute to tally all this up for you." The kindly rabbit said warmly.
She stepped aside, moving to an old-fashioned cash register to add up the items. Frisk stood patiently at the counter, listening to the rhythmic clacking of the antique machine.
Lily busied herself by looking around the store a little more. The shelves behind the counter were arrayed with a number of interesting looking items. She hadn't paid much mind to them before since they usually only came here for food or to visit Miss Lapin but in the relative silence they'd caught her interest. An old tea set took up much of the bottom shelf, each piece bearing a similar pattern of bluish spirals. There were also a couple of intricate looking mirrors and bottles with labels that the spirit couldn't quite read. She found herself wondering if any of them were for sale.
She paused at one particular set of items. She couldn't quite make out what they were, but they seemed to stand out among the others.
"Hey, Frisk?" She tapped him on the shoulder.
"Huh?" The boy turned to her, frowning as he noticed the serious look on her face. "What's up?"
"There's a couple of things back there. I dunno… something about them." She said.
The boy's confused expression slowly shifted to one of realization, then disbelief. "Wait, you don't think they could be…"
Lily nodded. "Maybe? Do you think Miss Lapin will let us have a closer look?"
"It can't hurt to ask." The boy said before turning to the bunny shopkeeper. "Um… Miss Lapin?"
She turned from what she was doing to look down at him. "Hmm? What is it, honey? Think of somethin' else you need?"
"Maybe. Um…" Frisk began, thinking about how to phrase the question. "Are those things on the shelves back there for sale?"
"Most of 'em, yeah." Miss Lapin replied. "Why? Did one catch your fancy?"
"Actually, Lily noticed it. It'd probably be easier if she pointed it out." The boy said before turning to the girl.
Now that she had the shopkeeper's attention Lily drifted up to the counter before gesturing to the two items she'd noticed. Miss Lapin's jovial smile fell from her face, and was replaced by a strange expression when she realized what had caught the children's eye. She wasn't displeased… or at least that wasn't the impression that they got, but something had certainly changed in her mood.
"Those two?" She asked evenly. "Now why would you want to know about them?"
Frisk opened his mouth to provide the same excuse they'd given to the librarian, but stopped himself. Miss Lapin knew them well enough to catch onto that lie rather quickly. However, the truth was even less ideal. He turned to Lily, hoping that perhaps the girl's quick wit would provide an answer, but quickly realized that she seemed as stumped as he was this time. Fortunately, it didn't seem as if Miss Lapin actually expected an answer. She gave a wistful sigh and turned back to the items.
"Did you know those are probably the oldest things in this li'l shop?" She said. "They were here long before I was born, I can tell you that much. It's been a while since anyone asked about them."
She moved over to the shelf and picked them up, sweeping away a thin layer of dust that had begun to accumulate around them. It was only now that Lily was able to get an idea of what they were. The first was a piece of folded cloth tied into a loop. Its bright orange color, only slightly faded, was contrasted by the black flame-like patterns that danced along its surface. The second was a single fingerless leather glove. Most of its outer layer had flaked off over time, leaving it a dull yellow-brown. Only a few patches remained of its original pink color.
"What do you think, Frisk?" Lily whispered, after describing the two aged items to him.
"I don't know." The boy thoughtfully. "But I think it's them."
Miss Lapin made her way around the counter and held out the items. "Go ahead. Careful, now."
"Is it really okay?" The boy asked, staring up at her monochrome image. The kind smile returned to her face.
He nodded, but didn't take the items immediately, instead turning to Lily. In a moment of silent understanding, she returned to his side before vanishing into his SOUL. Then as one, the children reached out to receive them. With her friend's right hand, Lily took the bandanna while Frisk gingerly took the glove in his left.
Whispers of the past flooded the boy's mind as his fingers ran over the frayed thread and flaking leather. Just like that, the veil over his memories was slowly peeled away, removing all doubt from his mind. In its place, echoes of all the times he'd held them before took root, overlapping one another in a way that defied chronological thought.
"It's them…" he muttered, in a voice so quiet that even the girl sharing his body had trouble making it out.
"When I was a little girl," Miss Lapin spoke, unaware of what was going on in hey young customer's mind. Nevertheless, her voice drew the children's attention up to her, "my grandmother would tell me and Sis stories of where those things came from. Said it was her great grandmother who actually lived it. We would listen to it a hundred times… it never got old."
"How does it go?" Lily asked softly.
"Well, honey… I can't say I'm as good a storyteller as she was." Miss Lapin said fondly. "But if you really want to hear it, I s'pose I can give it a try."
"We do." Frisk said in quiet enthusiasm. "Please tell us."
"Well, like all good stories it happened a long time ago." The shopkeeper began. "Our town wasn't quite so big back then. Just a few families made of us furry types, a handful of houses and this here shop. Even the Inn Sis runs wasn't around back then. We didn't have all that much for people to want to stick around, after all. We were happy just living our days surrounded by the trees and snow."
"As you can probably imagine, a place like that wasn't much for excitement. Come to think of it, that's about the only thing that's stayed the same since those days. Well, up until recently I suppose." She cast an insinuating smile in the children's direction causing them to blush. "But just like now, that all changed the day that she showed up."
"She?" Lily asked.
"Mhm. It was the strangest thing. We knew this place like it was our own backyard, because it was our own backyard. Everybody knew everybody, even those who chose to live outside our little town. But no one had ever seen anything like her before. She just showed up, out of the blue like one of those Skeletons you two are staying with. Popped out from the forest to the west with that bandanna around her head and that glove on her hand."
Miss Lapin's eyes turned to the ceiling of her shop, as if trying to visualize a time long before her own.
"Now, everyone knows the only thing beyond Snowdin Forest is the old door to the Ruins. That door doesn't open. Unless you're a ghost or can burrow there's no getting in or out." Lily could make the argument about that difficulty extending to ghosts as well. Or at least to her anyway. Somehow Napstablook had no trouble.
"So where could this wiry little thing have come from?" Miss Lapin's story continued. "No one really knew, so my family welcomed her into our home. It was just the right thing to do… we couldn't leave the poor thing out in the cold, could we? We'd only find out the truth later… that she was a human."
"A Human…" Frisk muttered thoughtfully. "Just like Edmond… and us."
"What happened next?" Lily prompted, thoroughly invested in the story.
"She stayed with us for some time. Eventually it was like she was as much a part of the town as anyone else. She was really quite fond of the children, a real protective sort. The grown ups could rest easy knowing that no harm would come to them so long as she was there." The shopkeeper chuckled melancholically. "She was courageous as they come, some might even say heroic… all the way until the end."
Frisk nodded in understanding, sensing the moist, earthy scent of Lily's sadness that told him she'd reached the same conclusion. "How did it happen?"
"The day started like any other. No one could have expected the blizzard to come so suddenly." The bunny explained. "Now, I know what you're thinking: a blizzard all the way down here? Maybe it was magic, or maybe a part of the mountain fell away and let it in but this whole region was choked in white. Some of the children were out playing in the forest when it came. Everyone was worried about them, but the storm kept them from going out to search. My great great great grandmother was one of those children."
"The townsfolk had just about given up hope. Planned to wait out the weather and pray the children could find a place to do the same. This girl though… she didn't hesitate. She stepped outside, despite the danger and ran headlong into the blizzard.
"She found them pretty deep in the forest, shivering from the cold but still alive. She led them all back to the town, fighting through the wind and snow to get them home. Their parents were overjoyed to see them back home safely. It was only when the townsfolk went to thank her that they realized she'd fallen down."
'Fallen down'… it was a term they'd heard before and had recently come to understand through Edmond's notebook. A comatose state monsters enter when they near the end of their lives, before their bodies turn to dust. It stood to reason that they would apply the term to humans as well. It was similar enough to convey the meaning. They took a moment to regard the glove and bandanna one last time, musing on their owner, before returning the items to Miss Lapin.
"My family took her in and laid her on the bed. Tried everything they could think of to save her but," Eyes distant, the shopkeeper paused as she retrieved them. "without any fur, facing that much cold for that long…"
"There was nothing they could do." Lily said softly, feeling torn between admiration for the girl's bravery, and sadness for where it led.
"Supposedly, the last thing out of her mouth was just two words: 'take it'. They say the moment she said them, the house lit up brighter than the tree in the middle of town. It was a warm light, so warm that they almost forgot about the blizzard outside." The purple rabbit turned her eyes down to the children and smiled sadly. "A little like the one you carry, actually."
"Her SOUL…" Frisk said, placing his hand over the light hovering before his own chest.
She gave a single nod. "Eventually the Royal Guard of the time came to get it, but we kept her glove and bandanna to remind us of what she did. It was before my time, but I wouldn't be standing here now if that brave girl hadn't given her life for us. I know what they tell us about humans. But having grown up with that story, and getting to know you two… I just can't believe it. I imagine everyone else here feels the same. It wasn't just my family that was saved back then."
"Do you… know what her name was?" Lily asked, worried for the answer. As someone who had lost her own, she couldn't abide such a selfless person being forgotten.
Miss Lapin, however, smiled at the question. "Rilynn. It was Rilynn."
"It's a nice name." Frisk said, feeling Lily's joy and relief at the knowledge that even after so long, the girl was still remembered.
"I think so, too." the shopkeeper said, before her expression changed. "My, my but we've been talking for awhile. It's good to remember the past now and then, but you two should know better than to take up a lady's time at work."
"Oh, uh…" Lily chuckled a little. "Whoops?"
"We didn't mean to." Frisk apologized. "But, thanks for telling us the story."
She stared at them for a moment but the twinkle in her eye suggested that she didn't really mind. "No worries, but we'd better get you honeys rang up and headin' home. I hear that house is gettin' a little more crowded."
"Oh, duh." Frisk smacked the side of his head. "Dinner!"
"I actually almost forgot about that. Do we need anything else, Frisk?" Lily asked.
The two made another quick pass around the store to confirm that they had everything they needed, while Miss Lapin returned to her place behind the counter. With everything accounted for, the shopkeeper finished adding up their total before handing them their groceries. Thanking the purple rabbit once last time, they paid her before stepping from the shop and back into the chilly streets of Snowdin Town.
"You sure you don't mind leaving those back there?" Lily asked, hoisting Frisk's arms to keep their purchases firmly in place.
"They're not ours… and they seem like they mean a lot to Miss Lapin. I'm happy just knowing who their owner was." Frisk placidly replied as they made their way back in the direction of the Skeleton house. "Anyway… another human. She really was a hero, wasn't she?"
"Yeah… now we know about two of them. " Lily said, thinking about the glove and bandanna sitting back on that shelf. "That means it's true. Those things we've been picking up… they all belong to humans that fell before you, right?"
"If the feeling I get from them is right." Frisk replied. "Yeah, I really think they did."
"Undyne said there were six." The girl recalled. "If we include mine, that means we have five."
"Four." The boy corrected her.
"Huh?"
"Four." He said again. "I can't really explain why but… yours are different from the others."
"You mumbled something about that before." Lily pointed out. "But different how?"
"Well… when I think of the others I get the sense that I had them before." The boy explained, craning his neck back thoughtfully. "But when I look at yours, I can only remember when we got them out of the box, back when we first came here. It's like I never saw them in the last timeline."
"Hold on." Lily stopped them mid-step. "Does that mean I'm not one of those six humans? Then, how am I…"
"Maybe…" Frisk said, trying to concentrate through the fog of his memories but ultimately stopping when the pain started setting in. "I'm not sure… I feel like there's more to it. We know you were here at one point. Flowey wouldn't know you if you weren't. I feel like I should know something about it but… I can't reach it. I'm sorry, Lily."
The spirit sighed, and shook her head. "Don't be sorry. It's still something, right?" She decided to change the subject. "So… four, then. You think we'll find anything from the other two?"
"I hope so. I'd like to know who they were, at least." Frisk nodded. "It's funny though, Edmond, Rilynn, us… isn't it weird how we all seemed to come from the Ruins?"
"You're right." Lily agreed. "I bet that's where the others came from too. I mean, Mom did say…"
She trailed off, the very mention of the motherly caretaker of the Ruins casting a shadow over her mood. Frisk felt much the same way, remembering their final few moments with her before they'd stepped out into the greater Underground and this whole crazy adventure. It was strange, really. Compared to everything else they'd been through, their time with Toriel was comparatively short. And yet, it seemed that around every corner, there was something that would always bring their thoughts back to her.
"You weren't really able to talk to her back then, huh?" Frisk reminisced.
"Oh yeah. It's been so long since we've been able to do this, I almost forgot that we couldn't at first." Lily laughed a little. "But, you know… even though she couldn't see or hear me, she still tried to make me feel like I belonged."
"I guess back then, it would have been easy for other people to just think I was a weird kid with an imaginary friend… but she didn't even question it." Frisk said, remembering how he'd been the only one able to directly communicate with the girl for a while. "She was good to us… I wish we didn't have to leave like that."
"Me neither…" Lily said somberly. "There might have been another way, if we had time."
Frisk lowered his head sadly. "I just… I really want to see her again."
"So do I…" Lily replied, wrapping her presence around his SOUL in a comforting hug. "but you know we can't… not while that door is closed."
Frisk nodded, knowing full well that she was right.
This had become a common topic of discussion among the two of them, ever since they left that place. In the weeks before their adventure through Waterfall, they'd made a number of trips through Snowdin forest, hoping they might find it open. Each time, all that awaited them was a large slab of stone, firmly sealing the sole entrance and exit to the Ruins. It remained steadfast in their attempts to pry it open, the etched symbol they now knew as the Delta Rune mocking them with its insurmountable challenge.
No other monsters knew the secret to its unlocking either… even Sans, as in-the-know as anyone probably could be, had simply shrugged. Lily had tried to cross it one her own, feeling her incorporeality might allow her to do something, only to be barred all the same.
At this point, crossing the Barrier and making their way back the way Frisk first arrived seemed more likely to succeed than getting the thing open. Of course, that too was easier said than done.
"We shouldn't stand around out here. We'll get in the way." Lily spoke up after a moment. "Let's hurry up and get back, okay? Everyone else is probably there already."
"Right…" the boy muttered, becoming aware once again of the bags in his arms.
"Cheer up, Frisky…" she said gently, offering a small smile within his SOUL. "We'll see her again, you know that. Right now, how about you focus on showing Undyne how food can taste when you don't turn your house into an oven?"
Frisk giggled a little at that. "Okay, okay… I guess I am getting a little hungry anyway."
"Yeah you are. I've been hearing your stomach for the past fifteen minutes." Lily grinned. "Now let's go!"
Spurred on by Lily's encouragement, the red child hefted the bags in his arms and started back on the path toward the cozy home of the brothers. She was right… as long as they kept trying, surely they would one day reunite with Toriel. They would have so many stories to tell her when that day finally came.
Finally, his thoughts turned to what he planned for them to make for dinner. Thoughts of the kitchen and how his housemates would react to the dish quickly chased away the somber mood that hung over him. Pretty soon, it was only the bags in his arms and his unwillingness to drop them that kept him from running all the home.
He couldn't wait to get started.
"What's taking so long?" Undyne grumbled.
"OH! I DON'T THINK I'VE EVER HEARD OF THIS KIND OF SPAGHETTI!" Papyrus declared vociferously. "WHERE ARE THE NOODLES?"
The two monsters were staring at the thin strips of seasoned meat roasting slowly in the skillet. Again, Frisk wasn't entirely sure what the source was, either they were a magical recreation or the flesh of some animal native to the Underground. He'd picked it primarily because it smelled like beef, and he imagined the cooking process might be similar. He was proven right as a savory aroma began to waft through the kitchen and the rest of the house.
"That's 'cause it isn't spaghetti, Papyrus." Frisk replied. "Since Undyne's staying with us now, I wanted to try something new."
Papyrus stared at the boy who was stirring a mixture of peppers, onions, tomatoes, and spices in a separate pot. "NOT SPAGHETTI? BUT WHAT OTHER DISHES ARE THERE?"
"Not that many, just a few thousand…" Lily smirked, keeping her attention on the sizzling meat while Frisk focused on his stirring. "Some are even just as good!"
"BUT... SPAGHETTI IS THE PERFECT DISH! SO ELEGANT, SO FLAVORFUL! CAN ANYTHING TRULY MATCH SUCH AMBROSIA?" Papyrus seemed flummoxed by the very idea.
"Well… Ambrosia probably could but I don't think I'm good enough to make that." the boy giggled. "But Lily's right. There's a lot of different recipes out there."
"Don't tell me the Great Papyrus is satisfied with only making one kind of food. That's a waste of talent!" Lily teased, grinning as Papyrus was forced to consider that for a moment. "But seriously… what are we making, Frisk? You never told me."
"It's a pepper steak recipe I learned about a few days before I came here." The boy explained. "I haven't had a chance to try it out before now. I hope it turns out okay."
"Well it definitely smells good…" the girl replied. If she had a body of her own she'd probably have been drooling. "I think the meat's ready to be turned."
"Undyne, can you do that?" Frisk asked. "Gently, like I showed you?"
"Uh… right!" The knight perked up, grabbing a pair of tongs and turning each of the pieces over while resisting the urge to slam them violently into the hot pan. "Ugh, this is taking forever! Can't we just turn up the heat and make it cook faster?"
"Don't. Even. Try it." Lily warned. "Let's try to keep the number of burning houses to one, please."
"Fine… this is so weird though. Cooking is supposed to be about passion!" Undyne complained. "Bending the ingredients to your will, and pummeling them into submission is the best feeling in the world! What's the point if you don't go all out?!"
"Passion doesn't have to be burning hot, you know… it can also be calm and flowing, like water." Frisk said sagaciously, stepping back to let the mixture stew a little. "The ingredients already know what they want to be. They'll tell you if you listen."
Wow, Frisk…" Lily exhaled. "That was really deep."
The Captain blinked at him for a few seconds before finding her voice. "Okay… I want to argue with you, but I won't. Because that was just too cool."
The boy smiled before taking a deep breath, letting in the fragrance of the fledgling meal. The scents told him a great deal where his eyes could not. A subtle shift in aroma was sometimes as telling a sign as one of color, and he'd learned to recognize them where he could. Truthfully though, having the two monsters as well as Lily for help was a godsend, especially for things that required a little more precision. His SOULsight wouldn't be much help there.
After a few more moments, he nodded. "Papyrus, can you pour the vegetables into the pan with the meat? Be careful that you don't let any of it splash."
"NYEH HEH HEH! CONSIDER IT DONE, FRISK!" Papyrus declared.
The lanky skeleton sauntered his way over to the stove and did as instructed. A harsh sizzle resounded through the kitchen as the separate parts were united in the skillet. The aroma immediately changed as the mellow vegetables mingled with the savory meat. The two children watched Papyrus as he was careful to make sure everything was transferred properly. He'd made a good bit of progress since the first time, though he was still prone to odd experimentation. Then again, that creativity could lead to some truly unique cuisine one day… just so long as he could control his impulses.
Frisk stepped up again and proceeded to stir the meat and vegetables until they were properly mixed. "Good job guys. Now we just need to cover it, and we can leave this alone for a while."
"On it!" Lily sang, placing the lid over the top of the meal. "So was that everything?"
"Almost. Now we have to boil the rice." The boy answered. "This part should be easy. It's pretty similar to noodles. Could you guys find another pan? That one isn't quite big enough."
"This better be good, Punk!" Undyne said with a toothy grin. "C'mon Papyrus."
Frisk and Lily made their way out of the room to retrieve the rice while Papyrus and Undyne searched for something to cook it in. Lily was worried about leaving the two lethal chefs alone in the kitchen but, from the sound of the clanking that followed them into the living room, it sounded like they were simply doing as instructed.
"Hey Sans?" Frisk asked.
The skeleton looked almost as if he'd fused himself into the couch from how relaxed he seemed. He glanced up, snapping his joke book shut as he shifted his attention to them.
"hey, kiddos. dinner's startin' to smell pretty good." He said lazily. "wouldn't leave pap, and undyne alone with it too long though."
"If you're that worried, you could always help, you know." Lily said, crossing Frisk's arms before his chest. Sans merely grinned.
"nah, i wouldn't know where to start with somethin' like that." The short skeleton waved her off. "besides, you guys sound like you got it covered."
Lily made a sound somewhere between a laugh and a scoff. With everything they'd seen already, she knew that was a bold faced lie.
"We need the rice." Frisk said before the girl could protest. "Do you remember where we put it?"
Sans waved a bony hand and one of their bags came floating over, aloft on a cloud of blue magic. From it, emerged a smaller bag filled with fine white grains that proceeded to hover before the children.
"Show off…" Lily muttered as Frisk took the bag.
"yep…" He grinned in response.
"Thanks, Sans." the boy replied. "It should be ready s-"
A loud crash coming from the kitchen silenced the small human as both he and Lily cringed at the sound.
"better get back in there, kiddos," Sans said, turning back to his book. "before those two turn the kitchen into a nightmare…"
The two nodded in agreement. Bag in hand, they quickly returned to the kitchen to check on Papyrus and Undyne. They stepped inside only to find Papyrus sprawled on the ground amidst assorted pieces of kitchenware. Undyne meanwhile was standing on top of a chair with a pot in her hands and a confused look on her face.
"Hey, you found the pot!" Lily chirped jokingly. "…You okay, Papy?"
"OWIE…" Papyrus groaned, picking himself up off the ground. "P-PERFECTLY FINE, LILY. A SMALL SPILL LIKE THIS IS NOTHING TO THE GREAT PAPYRUS!"
"Y-yeah!" Undyne replied, climbing down from the chair and draping her arm over the unstable skeleton. "What's next, then?"
"Uh, well… normally we'd rinse the rice first, but that might be a little… tough right now." Frisk began, not really needing to see it to have an idea of the mess they'd made. "It isn't really necessary anyway. We'll need about four cups of water for the pot. Could you get those?"
The boy listened and Lily watched as Undyne muscled her way through the scattered kitchenware and approached the elevated sink, grabbing a spare measuring cup along the way. Without a second thought, she grabbed the edge and pulled herself into a one handed chin-up over the side. The warrior's deftness was impressive as she used her free hand to measure out the water, adding it to the pot before letting herself drop to the ground without spilling a single drop. Undyne turned back to the children and brought the filled pot to them, her awareness of her feat plain to see from the smug grin she wore. Papyrus' eye-sockets sparkled with admiration for his mentor, while Frisk and Lily gave a single-person applause.
"Alright! Now we're ready for the last step." Frisk declared, excited for how their dish would turn out. "First we need to boil the water before we put in the rice."
Undyne nodded and laid the pot onto an unoccupied burner while Lily set the temperature (to a far more reasonable level this time). It didn't take long for bubbles to begin forming on the surface of the lightly steaming water. At last, they measured out the rice before handing it to Papyrus who quickly added it to the water. Frisk wore a content smile as he stepped aside, allowing the aroma of the slowly cooking meal to fill his nose.
"Alright, now what do we do?" Undyne asked.
"Now we just wait." Frisk replied.
"That's it?" Undyne voiced her displeasure. "Man, I was really getting into that too…"
"NYEH HEH HEH! NO WORRIES, UNDYNE! THIS IS THE BEST PART!" Papyrus encouraged her.
The captain gave him a questioning look. "Whaddaya mean?"
"It won't cook right if we mess with it too much." Lily explained.
"That's right." Frisk added, proud of how much his friends had learned. "This shouldn't take too much time though. While we're waiting we can clean up the rest."
Undyne shrugged but decided not to complain. Even she had to acknowledge that whatever the punks were doing seemed to be working. The smell alone was almost enough to make her want to eat right out of the pot. Taking their advice, the fish woman turned her attention to the scattered pots, pans, and utensils. The other three followed suit, gathering up the mess and returning everything to its proper place. It was somewhat difficult, given the inconvenient set up of the kitchen but eventually they managed to get everything put away.
Once done, they checked on the dish. Undyne was surprised to notice that most of the water was gone, and the rice grains had almost tripled in size. What was more, the mix of meat and vegetables had softened, and the broth had darkened to a rich brown.
"It's almost done. We can probably turn the stove off now." Frisk announced. "Let's get some plates ready."
Soon enough, they departed the kitchen along with four plates, each with a generous helping of food. The tender meat and succulent vegetables sat atop a mound of rice, colored and flavored by the thick sauce. While the little head chef couldn't fully appreciate the appearance of it, the smell was another story. It had evolved during its time stewing and was now more mouthwatering than ever. He grinned happily, pleased with the result.
Sans' constantly grinning face glanced up at them as they entered. He hadn't moved from his position on the couch, reclining back into the cushions, feet crossed at the ankles, with both on the table.
"SANS! TAKE YOUR FEET OFF THERE THIS INSTANT!" Papyrus scolded his brother.
"'kay…" The elder skeleton replied. His feet remained.
"SAAAANS!" Papyrus shouted again.
"Wait, when did…" Lily muttered, glancing around the room.
The table was normally set against the wall, but now it was in front of the couch. How was it possible that such a huge piece of furniture had been moved without anyone noticing? Rocky had also found a new home on the smaller table in the other corner of the living room, though he didn't seem to mind that much.
"YOU DO THIS ALL THE TIME!" Papyrus complained. "I KEEP TELLING YOU, IF YOU MUST PUT YOUR FEET SOMEWHERE, GET A STOOL OR SOMETHING!"
Sans reluctantly did as asked, struggling far more than was necessary to lower his feet from the table. The girl watched him curiously. It just seemed strange that, while he'd been using it as a glorified footrest, the skeleton had also provided them a perfect place to eat. Would he really have gone to that much effort just for a place to rest his feet? It wasn't hard to believe… Sans was always one to go to great lengths for the sake of laziness. But, then again…
"anyways… that's lookin' pretty good." Sans said. "can't wait to try it."
"Same here. I know I don't really need to eat, but it feels like I'm getting hungry just from the smell. " Lily agreed as they handed the short skeleton his plate.
"Sure that isn't me?" Frisk grinned, sensing his friend shrug in response.
"Yeah well, the look and smell doesn't matter." Undyne reminded them. "What's important is the taste. I'm gonna be real disappointed if this sucks, Punk!"
"UM, UNDYNE? ARE YOU OKAY?" Papyrus asked, placing the other plates on the table. "YOU SEEM TO BE… SALIVATING."
"S-Shut up!"
Frisk and Lily giggled as the three of them carefully maneuvered their way onto the couch. Papyrus took a seat next to his brother, followed by Frisk and Lily. Finally, Undyne settled herself down on the other end. It was a bit of a squeeze, fitting five people onto the ugly, but comfortable sofa even if one didn't exactly take up much space. Still, they managed and before long everyone was settled in. Sans fished a remote out from within the cushions (how he knew where to find it was anyone's guess), and turned on the TV as the housemates prepared to eat.
The children took their fork in hand, popping one of the pieces of meat into their mouth. It was entirely different from the spaghetti they'd made before, but every bit as pleasant. It was tender, the savory flavor having taken on a hint of sweetness from the veggies.
"Damn, that's good!" Undyne cried, slamming her fist onto the table and setting the plates and silverware into a clatter.
Frisk, Lily and even Papyrus jumped in response to her sudden outburst, the latter of whom nearly dropped his own fork in the process. Only Sans was unaffected, instead looking mildly amused at everyone else. Lily turned a sharp glare toward Undyne as soon as they recovered, which contrasted Frisk's proud smile.
"Does that mean you like it?" He asked.
"Are you kidding me?! This is amazing!" The captain responded with a toothy grin of her own. "Guess that means you beat me again, but you know what? I don't care if it means I get to eat stuff like this!"
"WELL SAID UNDYNE!" Papyrus replied. "ALTHOUGH, I AM STILL SURPRISED YOU CAN ACHIEVE THIS DEPTH OF FLAVOR WITHOUT SPAGHETTI…"
"looks like you got everyone's approval, kid." Sans nodded.
"Then, how about we stop talking and actually eat it?" Lily joked, her initial annoyance already gone.
No one objected to that suggestion, and thus the five of them tucked into their meals. Light from the TV streamed into the room, while the tinny voice of a very rectangular news anchor filled the room. The usual segments of daily events and weather (which was somehow still possible even in the Underground) was interspersed with advertisements for an upcoming movie. Most of the friends weren't really paying attention, although Papyrus seemed particularly interested in the latter.
"So, I gotta ask…" Undyne spoke up after a few minutes. "How did you learn how to cook anyway, Frisk? I mean, you're blind, right? I thought something like that would be hard for you."
"It isn't, really." The boy replied. "Like you said, taste is the most important thing and that works just fine for me. I might not be able to make it look too fancy, but I can do that much."
Lily giggled slightly. "I asked the same thing when I found out."
"I mean, I get that. I can see why you'd be interested in it." Undyne said. "But isn't it hard to learn recipes and stuff?"
"Huh… I never thought about that." Lily added.
"Well… I did have a little help." The boy said, skewering a piece of pepper onto his fork to add to the meat that was already there.
"Someone taught you?" she ventured.
"Not exactly…" Frisk answered, somewhat hesitantly.
"What do you mean?" Undyne asked.
"You know how I mentioned being in a foster program before?" He answered. "Well… those aren't exactly the happiest places for a kid. You never know what kind of family you'll end up with. Sometimes you're lucky, and they place you with people who care, but if you aren't, well…"
"sounds like you're speakin' from experience, buddy…" Sans observed.
"It was harder for me. I feel bad saying that, since there's a lot of kids in that situation, but it's true." The boy replied. "Some of them just had no idea how to take care of me because of my blindness. Others were just interested in the next check. There were some good families who really tried, but once the term was up I would end up back in the system, hoping that the next place would be as kind. Usually, it wasn't."
"Frisk…" Lily sighed. She wasn't surprised this was the first time she'd heard this story. Who would want to talk about something like that?
"Damn, Punk… you went through all that?" Undyne asked in a voice that sounded somewhere between pity and respect.
"There was something that kept me going though… or actually, someone." The boy said fondly. "They taught me so much… and it was thanks to them that I got interested in cooking in the first place."
"WHO WAS THIS MYSTERIOUS CONFIDANT?" Papyrus asked, taking another bite from his plate. "YOU MUST HAVE KNOWN THEM WELL IF YOU ADMIRE THEM SO MUCH."
"Actually… I've never even met them." Frisk said, grinning slightly at the perplexed silence that answered him. "From time to time, I would get letters and packages sent to wherever I was living at the time but they never had return addresses. The letters were usually short, telling me to be strong, or not to give up. It was just the usual motivational stuff, but it kept me going. The packages were mostly books. One of them had some cookbooks in it… that's where I first learned."
"Come to think of it… this isn't the first time you've talked about reading." Lily pointed out. "I've been meaning to ask this for a while, but how were you able to read anything if you can't see?"
"It's funny, right?" The boy laughed a little. "They were all in braille."
"Braille?" Lily repeated. "What's that?"
"It's… not really a language. More like a 'writing style'." Frisk explained. "It lets the blind read by using their sense of touch."
"OH! I THINK I UNDERSTAND!" Papyrus declared. "MIGHT IT BE SOMETHING LIKE THAT 'HANDSY' LANGUAGE WE KNOW, BROTHER?"
"a bit, yeah." Sans replied thoughtfully.
"'Handsy' language?" Lily's mind immediately turned to her conversation with Sans the night before. Could that be what he was talking about when he mentioned a better way for her to communicate? She shook her head before letting her mind delve too far into that thought. "Anyway, go ahead Frisk."
"Even with the books, it was hard to learn." the human continued. "I had to train my other senses to make up for my eyes. I thought, if I could learn how to do it… maybe I wouldn't be so much of a burden to everyone."
"You're not a burden though." the girl replied, and Frisk could feel her hugging him from within.
"I know… I don't feel like that anymore. Not since I came here." He said, placing a hand over his chest. "That isn't why i like cooking though. It might have started out that way, but eventually I'd do it just because it was fun."
"Good thing you did, huh?" Undyne grinned, spearing another piece of meat onto her fork. "We wouldn't be eating like this right now if you didn't. I kinda wanna find whoever sent you those packages give 'em nice headlock to say thanks."
"heh, nothing says 'gratitude' like passin' out from lack of air." Sans chuckled before turning serious. "guess the mysteries around you just keep piling up, huh?"
"Yeah… I'm kind of getting used to it by now." Frisk replied honestly.
"Nothing wrong with a little mystery, is there?" Lily grinned. "It makes things more interesting!"
"INDEED! IT IS JUST LIKE A PUZZLE!" Papyrus said. "IT IS FAR MORE FUN IF YOU DON'T KNOW THE ANSWER BEFORE HAND!"
"Braille, huh?" The specter said thoughtfully after a moment's pause. "Do you think you might be able to teach me some?"
"Really?" The boy asked her. "Are you sure? I mean… it isn't really all that useful for anyone who isn't blind."
"Well, you said yourself that without the books that person gave you, you wouldn't have learned a lot of the stuff you know now." Lily offered. "So… it's important to you, right?"
"Uh huh." The boy nodded.
"I dunno what it's like to be blind… even when I share your body like this, I can still see." She continued, somewhat hesitantly. "Maybe if I learn Braille, it could help me understand a little better…"
The red child was touched by his friend's sincerity. Speaking about his past wasn't always easy, and usually brought him to a place in his mind he didn't enjoy visiting. Yet, Lily always had a way of reminding him that that unhappy life was behind him now. No SAVE, Load, or Reset could change how his life had been before… but if it hadn't been for that, he might never have come to the Underground in the first place.
No… there was no 'might'. It was without question.
"If you want, sure. I can try, but…" still, he hesitated. "I don't know how well I'd be able to teach it. I can read it fine, but I've never actually tried writing it myself."
"It doesn't have to be perfect… we can fill in the gaps as we go." The girl pressed, hopefully. "Besides, we both know I'm good with languages and stuff. Please?"
"Okay." Frisk agreed finally. "When should we start then? Tomorrow?"
"How about right after dinner?" Lily suggested, growing excited at the idea. "We can at least do a little before bed, and I wanna learn it as quickly as I can!"
"heh. kid's gonna be an omniglot by the end of all this…" Sans muttered, dredging up a bit of sauce with the rice on his fork before popping it into his mouth.
The conversation dwindled and everyone finally returned to their meals, polishing them off at their own pace. When at last everyone had finished, all that remained were four sets of dirty dishes, and five satisfied housemates. Eventually, it came time to clear the plates and deal with any leftovers. With Papyrus, Undyne, and the children working together, this took no time at all. Sans, true to his nature, let them handle it. Finally, with full stomachs the four of them returned, intent on enjoying the last few hours before settling down for the night.
"Man, that was good, Punk!" Undyne praised for what must have been the fifth time. "Guess you weren't just making it up when you said you could cook…"
"Haha… thanks." Frisk said, a little self consciously. "I'm just glad it turned out well."
"I WILL NOT RELINQUISH MY LOYALTY TO SPAGHETTI," Papyrus began with a wide grin. "BUT STILL… THAT WAS VERY GOOD, FRISK."
"Looks like you'll have to try a little harder to get him to switch sides, huh?" Lily joked, causing the boy to laugh. "Anyway…"
Frisk grinned knowingly as the girl trailed off. He had a pretty good idea what she wanted to say.
"We can get started now if you want." He said, feeling good after the food and company. "We'll need some paper and something to write with first though."
"think i saw something in those bags you brought home…" Sans said evenly from the couch.
"Huh?" Lily said, turning to the skeleton. "How? The only things we got up at Miss Lapin's was the stuff for dinner."
"ya sure about that?" The short skeleton countered. "i'd check again if i were you. you wouldn't wanna throw away something you might need."
Frisk frowned as Lily continued to stare at Sans, who seemed completely oblivious to their looks. That was certainly an… odd piece of advice coming from him. It was almost like they were having two completely different conversations. In any case, surely there was nothing else in those bags but food. Did they miss something when preparing dinner?
"It can't hurt to look, right?" Frisk said finally.
"No, I guess not," Lily replied, piloting Frisk's body over to an empty place near the TV stand where they'd left the bags. "but I'm telling you, there wouldn't be anything in here but-"
She stopped short as she opened one of them, the glowing eye that represented her, illuminating what lay within. A short gasp escaped from the children's shared mouth as whatever it was left her completely dumbstruck. Frisk could sense the abrupt change in his friend even before this.
"What's wrong?" He asked curiously. "Is something really in there?"
Lily didn't respond immediately, instead carefully placing the bag back where she found it, taking up the second, and looking inside.
Sure enough…
"Frisk, I…" She mumbled. "I think you should find out for yourself."
Confused but curious, the boy did as she suggested, dipping his small hand into the bag to hopefully figure out what had affected her so much. His fingers brushed the item hidden at the bottom, and he knew at once. Delicately, he grasped the soft material and drew it out, letting the now empty bag fall to the floor.
In his hands was a bright orange cloth: a bandanna.
"The glove's in the other one." In her stunned state, Lily's words seemed more habitual than anything.
Frisk was much the same way though as he delved into the other bag and drew out the glove. Both of them… the glove and the bandanna: relics of a child who came to the Underground before them. The belongings of a brave girl named Rilynn…
"But… how?" Frisk found his voice first. "We… gave them back to her. Didn't we?"
"Maybe… maybe she put them in our bags by accident?" Lily ventured a guess.
"But there's one in each…" Frisk pointed out. "Would she really have missed that?"
"So wait… you mean she did it on purpose?" The specter asked.
Her human companion shook his head. "I don't know…"
Lily stared at the two items for a few moments before blinking the fog from her mind. She turned her glowing eye toward Sans, who was conspicuously watching the two of them from behind his joke book. She couldn't see the bottom of his face, but something told her he was grinning more than usual.
"How did you know?" She asked.
"saw 'em when you guys were in the kitchen." The skeleton said simply. "i thought they must've been the things you were looking for, but you didn't seem to know they were there."
"Why didn't you say anything before?" She continued.
"guess i forgot." Sans shrugged. "i am pretty thick-skulled, y'know."
Papyrus cringed visibly, which served to lighten the heavy atmosphere a little.
"A-ANYWAY. THOSE WERE WHAT YOU TWO WERE LOOKING FOR, CORRECT?" He spoke up. "IT SEEMS TO ME THIS DAY HAS BEEN A ROUSING SUCCESS ALL AROUND!"
"Yeah…" Frisk said thoughtfully, running his fingers along the items. "I guess it has, huh?"
"You probably better find a place to keep 'em safe though." Undyne spoke up. "You're doing that 'Braille' thing, right?"
"Oh… oh yeah!" Frisk said, finally remembering what they'd been looking for in the first place. "Where's that pen and paper?"
It took a moment, but eventually they managed to find what they were looking for while Papyrus and Undyne returned the large table to where it belonged. The two children used the empty space to set up a study area with which to have their lesson. The glove and bandanna, it was decided, would go on the corner table for now, as it would be safest there until they could reach a dimensional box. Finally, they asked Rocky - who had grown content in his new home - to keep the two treasures safe until then.
The pet rock, of course, had no reason to object.
Notes:
Again, this was a long one… but hopefully it's served to clear up some things that haven’t been delved into quite as much yet. Frisk’s partially restored memories will have a much larger impact on the story going forward, so there’s bound to be some more deviation from the game’s progression.
For those who might be wondering how the release of Seal: Beta changes things compared to Seal: Alpha, here’s the gist of it. Before, what Frisk went through were flashes of déjà vu or vague visions triggered at random, or in response to something significant. Now, he’s able to recall certain things at will if he focuses on them, but if he tries to go too deep into it (such as specific details, or especially bad memories one would naturally try to repress), his mind can’t handle it, so it hurts. To use Papyrus’ ‘puzzle’ analogy, it would be the difference between having all the pieces in a disorganized pile, as opposed to having finished the outer edges and now working your way in.
The Gaster Blasters being somewhat sapient isn’t exactly a new concept in Undertale fanfiction… but it's just too good to not use. Also an important note: the Blasters themselves aren’t entirely magic. They run on and channel magic, but their bodies are closer to a monster than a bullet.
Similar to the glasses and notebook, you can buy the Tough Glove and Manly Bandanna in the Snowdin shop. This is another reason why we changed out the Glove you can find in the Dimensional box with things related to Lily… we wanted these items to be unique since they used to belong to the other humans. Having the Orange SOUL child be a girl was a choice we made for the sake of uniqueness, given that most people would assume the opposite given the items.
This is also the reason why Snowdin’s residents weren’t keen on giving Frisk and Lily up when Undyne came around asking about them. They know the ‘common knowledge’ the Underground has about humans isn’t entirely accurate… they’ve known a virtuous human before, and saw that reflected in the kids.
Frisk’s life on the surface wasn’t the easiest, but at least he had someone in his corner. Who could they have been though, and why the interest in one little blind boy?Last but not least… Yeah, Sans snooped. You didn’t really think we weren’t going to see Rilynn’s items again after going into her backstory did you? Rabbits can be sneaky when they need to be… even if they’re purple-furred, sunhat wearing shopkeepers.
ShiningwingX: “As someone who has been in a foster system myself, I have personal understanding of Frisk’s situation. Maybe it’s better these days, I don’t know but back then it was a serious roll of the dice who you’d end up with. Some families are genuinely good people who only want to help, but others can be downright horrible. Even if you are fortunate enough to get the former, the stress of having your life uprooted can really mess with a kid. Anyway, back to the notes…”
Hopefully this chapter was enjoyable to read despite its length and the heavy themes involved. Please let us know what you think or if you have anything to share. :)
And as always if you want a direct line to talk to us, feel free to join our discord server: https://discord.gg/jfYHvw2Finally, please know that we love you guys and hope you're all stressing safe during this trying time. Take care of yourselves and each other. Social distancing sucks in a lot of ways but it's important to hinder this pandemic as much as possible. With that in mind though, please don’t give into all the panic and chaos either. As bad as the situation is, it’s more important than ever to remain level headed and respectful to others. Above all, stay informed, listen to your healthcare professionals, and keep yourselves safe. We’ll get through this together.
For now, we’ll see you all in the next chapter.
Chapter 25: Moments of Illumination
Chapter by KikiRukata
Notes:
Hey everyone! Here we are with yet another chapter. Starting to get up there at this point. Things have been getting better lately. We're now fully settled into our new home, which is a definite boon.
Hopefully you all are remaining safe out there, since this COVID thing doesn't look to be ending any time soon. If reading this gives you a little respite from the stresses of the world, then we'll have done our jobs :). Stay strong everyone. We're right there with you.
With that, please enjoy the chapter.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The following day was largely dedicated to study. This may have seemed somewhat odd in a household whose inhabitants now included two children, one visually and one corporeally challenged, a boisterous warrior who preferred action to knowledge, and an exuberant superhero and his slacker of an older sibling. That Sans' actual competence and fondness for knowledge was something of an open secret to most of the others was besides the point.
It had actually been Undyne's suggestion to divide the braille lessons and those of the, as Papyrus had called it, handsy language that Sans had offered to teach Lily into structured time-frames once she found out about them. As little interest as she personally had in learning such things, the strong fish was rather good at coming up with a schedule for their classes, even if she insisted on calling it a 'training regiment'. Lily had made some improvements on both fronts. Though she was still far from being able to communicate with them after only a day's worth of study, she now understood the basics. In that way, the skeleton household was transformed into something of an impromptu school. Well, at least, that had been the intent.
Currently the couch was butted up against the small table in the corner with all of its cushions having vanished. The larger table on the other side of the room was piled with a thin shroud of disorganized papers containing various combinations of dots aligned in two-by-eight patterns, alongside illustrations of step-by-step hand motions. The open floor meanwhile was strewn with a number of sheets and pillows, scattered about in a most haphazard fashion. The latter, along with the missing couch cushions were piled together with some degree of purpose.
A small pillow hurled across the room from one of those mounds, missing the other entirely and instead setting the pile of study materials on the table into a flurry.
"Whoops." Lily said, watching the snow of knowledge flutter down over the battlefield. "I… think you missed them, Frisk!"
"Fufufu! Nice try, Punks!" Undyne shouted from behind her own bunker. "Papyrus, get ready to return fire!"
"YES, MA'AM!" Papyrus declared, doing as his captain commanded and taking his own shot.
Lily was forced to twist her weightless body in an arc to avoid the projectile. Of course, she didn't need to but it was more fun to play along. The truth of it was that in spite of all the progress they'd made, the monotony had developed into a desperate need for entertainment. It had started with a few silly 'arguments' and playful ribbing mostly from the spectral girl and Undyne. It had only devolved further from there into its current state: that being the great pillow war that had entered into its final battle and currently took up the entirety of the lower floor.
Sans smirked as he contemplated this from his safe perch on the second floor walkway where he watched all this happen. "huh. so that's why it's called a throw pillow." He joked.
That comment earned him one in his direction, which due to the angle, simply soared over his head. He looked down to see Papyrus glaring daggers at him from below, which of course only made his grin wider.
"HEY! DON'T WASTE AMMUNITION!" Undyne berated him. "The enemy is before us, keep focused, Soldier!"
"O-OH, RIGHT! SORRY ABOUT THAT CAPTAIN, I'LL JUST-" He stopped. "UM…"
"Huh? What is it?" The warrior pressed. "Spit it out. Don't tell me you're getting cold feet now!"
"NO, IT'S NOT THAT…" Papyrus stammered. "WE SEEM TO BE… OUT OF AMMUNITION…"
"WHAT?!" She shouted. "Ngaahh! I won't be defeated like this!"
"Muahahaha!" Frisk laughed from his side of the battlefield.
The following seconds were a comical display of the small boy attempting to climb his way to the top of the pillow bunker. Since his SOUL wasn't capable of perceiving the cushions in the same way it could monsters and magic, he had to fumble for purchase on the plush surface of the hill. Lily, who shared the shelter with him, had to help steady him for the last couple of feet to stop him from tumbling off the other side. In the end, he stood like a tiny emperor upon a mountain of cotton.
"Behold! I am the Legendary Hero, Frisk the Lionhearted!" The boy declared in his most dramatic voice possible. "Lily, the Goddess of Spirits stands at my side! Surrender now, or face our combined power!"
Lily grinned at her friend's expression of grandeur, though she felt that she might have chosen a different epithet for herself if she could have spoken in this state. Nevertheless, she made a show of floating in circles around Frisk, as if guided by the winds of a small tornado with him as its eye, before settling to a hover next to him.
"Ha! You're a worthy opponent, 'Legendary Hero'." Undyne declared, stepping boldly out from the protection of her shelter. "But your opponent is me, Undyne the Undying!"
"NYEH HEH HEH! AND WITH HER STANDS THE ESTEEMED TROUSLER OF BONES, THE GREAT PAPYRUS!" Papyrus bellowed, stepping from the other side.
"You may have exhausted our supplies, but we won't be defeated that easily!"
"They still want to fight, huh?" Frisk said with feigned thoughtfulness. "What do you think we should do about that?"
"Hmm… I admire their strength of will!" Lily said, getting into the act as well. "I think the two of them would be worthy additions to our cause, don't you agree?"
"Very well." Frisk replied, raising his hands before his face in a dramatic flourish. The movement made him stumble a little, making it look more comical than imposing. "Then let's see if you still think that way… after tasting my mind control powers!"
"Hngh…" Undyne acted like she was struggling. "Is that the best you've got? BRING IT ON!"
"OH NO!" Papyrus suddenly froze in place as those words left his lips. "THE HUMAN'S MIND IS TOO POWERFUL, UNDYNE! I HAVE BEEN RENDERED COMPLETELY IMMOBILE!"
"Papyrus?!" Undyne gasped, glancing back toward her companion for a moment. "Ngaah! You won't get away with this!"
Undyne glared fiercely at her opponents, though it was hard to take seriously from the massive grin on her scaly face. Frisk made his way down from the pillow fort, a task that was a bit easier than getting up there to begin with. Lily drifted at his side, ready to catch him if he fell, but fortunately it didn't end up being necessary. Once he reached the bottom, the boy grinned triumphantly at their two 'defeated' opponents.
"Foolish monsters, your resistance is futile!" The boy laughed.
"I think it's about time we use that." Lily said conspiratorially. "What'cha think, Frisk the Lionhearted?"
"Good idea." Frisk said, picking up on what she was suggesting. "Prepare yourselves, because we're about to unleash… our Special Attack!"
The little hero and his spectral companion slowly approached the immobile monsters, each one having chosen a different 'target'. Frisk's slow, ominous steps brought him ever closer to Undyne, the red of his SOUL casting a glow over his form. Lily meanwhile drifted languidly toward Papyrus, letting her body curve about to increase the drama. As one they extended their arms, slowly bringing them outward in a show of gathering power.
Then, they closed, wrapping around the midsections of Undyne, and Papyrus respectively.
The pair of hugs was as funny to look at as it was heartwarming. Frisk's small arms were not nearly long enough to encircle Undyne completely, stopping just around her back. Lily meanwhile had to adjust her position multiple times to compensate for Papyrus' lanky physique and her own incorporeality. Undyne looked down at the much smaller boy as he turned his gaze up to her, a huge smile spread across his face. A few feet away, Lily giggled as Papyrus made a show of 'resistance' before finally giving in and returning the gesture.
"Well, I guess I can give you this one…" Undyne sighed, patting the boy on the head.
It was at that moment that the distinctive jingle of a ringing cell phone filled the room. Frisk was about to answer before realizing that the tone playing, as well as the direction of the sound didn't match his own. He stepped back, releasing his grip on Undyne as she drew her own phone from her pocket and moved the receiver to her ear.
"Hello? Oh, hey Alphys! Huh? No, I'm not busy, what's up? Okay slow down, I can't understand you if you keep stuttering like that." Undyne's half of the conversation reached them quite clearly, though even Frisk's ears weren't sharp enough to hear the words from the other end. "WHAT?!"
The sudden exclamation echoed through the house, causing the other inhabitants to cringe slightly from the sudden spike in volume. Undyne's casual expression quickly turned to shock as whatever Alphys had said seemed to catch her completely off guard. Noticing the state of the room she gave the children and the brothers a brief, apologetic glance before returning to the conversation at hand.
"Are you sure?! That's awesome! Of course I'll be there. Nope, I'm all done for the day and even if I wasn't there's no way in hell I would miss this!" The rest of the housemates felt a bit of relief as they watched her initial shocked aspect faded into one of unmistakable delight. "Hmm? Are you sure? I know you still haven't met them yet but… No, that's fine. If everyone's okay with it, I can bring 'em with. Alright cool. Couple of hours from now, right? Got it. See ya then, Alphy!"
Undyne pressed the button to end the call, returning the phone to her pocket with a huge smile spread across her blue-scaled face.
"What was that about?" Lily asked, and Frisk mirrored the question.
"THAT WAS DR. ALPHYS, WASN'T IT?" Papyrus added. "YOU SEEM QUITE EXCITED ABOUT SOMETHING, UNDYNE. DID SHE INVENT A NEW PUZZLE? IF SO, I WOULD BE VERY PLEASED TO SEE IT!"
"Not puzzles, Papyrus, but something just as good. It was about her cousin, living in Twinrocks." Undyne's grin grew even wider. "She's having a baby!"
"Remind me again: what's this all about?" Lily asked from her place within Frisk's SOUL.
They'd departed Snowdin about half an hour ago and were currently marching along through Waterfall. The twists and turns through the maze-like passages were just as confusing as ever, especially since this was yet another path that the children had never been down. The scenery was unfamiliar, though just as breathtakingly beautiful as the rest of the region. The faint light from the everpresent starstones lining the walls and ceiling was joined by a few faint shafts of natural light that had, through some miracle managed to get through both the Barrier and the mountain itself. This ultimately resulted in the usual exhibits like Bridge Seeds and glowing mushrooms growing alongside other kinds of flora not seen elsewhere. A few small trees of dark wood, with thin drooping leaves peaked out from the marshes, drinking in the sunlight while also shading the clumps of burgundy moss that clung to their trunks. Among the Echo Flowers grew a number of smaller blossoms, their bell-like petals of pure white with yellow stamens shimmering with captured light.
"I already told you." Undyne met the single red-tinged eye with her own yellow one. "Alphys' cousin is having a kid. She invited us to watch the Burgeoning, so that's where we're going."
"Yeah, I get that." Frisk's eyes rolled behind their lids in time with Lily's response. "What I mean is why did she invite Frisk and I? We've never met Alphys, so it seems kinda weird to ask us come see her cousin's baby being born."
"I mean, I've talked about you guys. Maybe she just wants to meet you herself?" Undyne suggested.
"Kind of a weird way to do that, isn't it?" The girl pointed out.
"What about Sans and Papyrus?" Frisk chimed in. "Especially Papyrus. This seems like the kind of thing he'd like to be part of."
"Well, you know Papyrus… lots of energy, no filter. Alphys is kinda delicate so he makes her a little nervous sometimes." Undyne explained. "As for Sans… I don't know. I know they know each other but…"
Lily giggled slightly at that explanation. "You know, that description could easily apply to you, too."
"Hey!" Undyne protested, thought for a minute and then rubbed the back of her head. "Well, I guess you aren't wrong… I'm not sure why she asked for you guys specifically. Sometimes I don't really know what goes on in that big brain of hers. Whatever the reason though, this is a pretty big deal."
"It is?" Frisk's curiosity was piqued. "Why's that?"
"Well… you guys know by now about the Underground's situation. Monsters have been falling down quite a bit in recent years." Undyne's tone became somewhat somber. "At the same time, the birth rate around here has been dropping too. Some people say it's because of overpopulation. I dunno, that's not something I keep up with. But children aren't being born as often as they used to and people have been getting pretty worried."
"Oh." the boy replied, nodding in understanding. "So any time a new monster is born, it evens things out a little. That makes sense."
"Yeah. It's safe to say that the village is pretty hyped over it." Undyne nodded. "People deserve to have a bit of good news for a change."
"Well in that case, I guess I'm glad she invited us." Lily smiled. "I'll give all the support I can if it'll help."
"Me too." Frisk agreed.
Undyne grinned at her new friends' resolve. "Thanks, Punks. I bet Alphy's gonna be really happy you came."
"You said we were going to… what was it called? Twinrocks?" Lily asked, feeling slightly irritated for some reason at yet another uncreative name.
"I don't think we've ever been there before." Frisk stated. "What's it like?"
"It's a place that sits on the border of Waterfall and Hotland." the warrior explained. "A little bit like the place we fought, but, you know… less cliffy."
"Um… H-Hotland?" Frisk's voice quivered a little bit.
"Oh, uhh… sorry." the captain of the guard apologized as she realized what she'd said. "Yeah, it's quite a bit warmer than Waterfall, but it's not so close to Hotland that you'll need to dodge lava pools or anything." She angled her arm upward and pointed in a direction. "It's up there. Once we pass this area we'll need to head upwards a ways. Twinrocks is closer to the side of the mountain rather than the middle where Hotland is."
The boy let out a sigh of relief, Undyne's explanation managing to still his nerves somewhat. The fog of memories that now roiled in his mind recalled a bit about Hotland as a location and though he couldn't make out specifics, the feelings he got from them were anything but pleasant. This combined with his recent - if brief - visit to the place meant he wasn't exactly looking forward to going back there. In his heart, he knew he would have to face his fear eventually and brave that treacherous landscape. Right now though, he was content to let that particular beast lie.
Frisk nodded in understanding and the trio continued on, making smalltalk along the way. Undyne led the children through the picturesque marsh, the white flowers closing their buds protectively around their lit stamens the moment they sensed the approach. Lily found herself fascinated by their behavior, and made a note to find out more about them in the library when they got back. Eventually, they came to the edge of the subterranean woodland and stepped up onto a relatively dry piece of land. Within the towering wall of stone that awaited them there was the mouth of a remarkably uniform looking cave.
Undyne led them inside and Frisk instinctively reached a hand out as the ground began to slope upward. His fingers came to rest upon the cool stone surface of the tunnel wall. It was smooth: much smoother than most of the other caverns and winding corridors scattered around Waterfall. However it formed, it wasn't through the usual erosion process that most of the rest went through.
"Wow. It's so pretty…" Lily spoke up.
With her working eyes she was able to perceive a little more than Frisk. All along the tunnel, the starstones that glittered throughout the Underground were even more pronounced. Veins of multicolored crystals trailed along the walls, ceiling and even the floor, creating shimmering veins that refracted the light like an aurora.
"It's like a hundred streams flowing in one direction, all around us." She described the sight to Frisk, all the while drinking in the majesty of the tunnel.
As he listened to her, Frisk's fingers found one of the veins and he traced it curiously, feeling how different the glassy surface of the gems was compared to the earthy touch of the stone. It was all he needed to confirm his suspicions that this particular tunnel wasn't natural. From touch alone, he could gauge on some level the eccentricities that went into this place. The cultivated stone seemed random at first, but here and there he found hints of a clear pattern within them. If only he could observe them with his own eyes...
He was paying so much attention to the walls, trying to imagine what Lily must have been seeing, that he forgot about his feet for the moment. His boot caught on a loose rock on the path, and he stumbled forward briefly before the angle of their ascent caused gravity to begin pulling him backwards. By the time his hand involuntarily left the stone, he knew he was falling.
"Whoa!" Before either of the children even had a chance to call out, Frisk's arm was immediately caught in Undyne's strong grasp. The captain easily pulled the boy and his spectral passenger back to their feet.
"Phew…" Lily sighed, turning her red glow in the captain's direction. "Thanks Undyne."
"Careful. You fall here, and you're gonna end up tumbling all the way back to the bottom." She responded. "And as good a workout as the hike is, we sort've got somewhere to be."
"Sorry." The children replied through Frisk's mouth. Undyne simply gave them a smirk before sweeping her arm around in a gesture to follow as she continued on the path.
Frisk followed behind, a little more carefully this time. That little mistake served to put a bit of a damper on his mood. It might have been an unfamiliar location, but normally something like that wouldn't have caught him off guard. It only served to remind him that even with the help of his SOUL, his perception was still severely crippled.
"I miss my stick…" He murmured quietly enough so Undyne wouldn't hear.
He didn't exactly blame her for its loss: she hadn't known how important it was to him at the time and besides, that was before they became friends. It didn't make coping with its absence any easier though.
Lily frowned from her place inside, sensing her friend's discontent more acutely in this state. He seemed fine enough without it in Snowdin, having become more familiar with the area than anywhere else in the Underground. Out here though, the difference was quite clear. It gave her a renewed appreciation of just how important it was to him and she wished more and more that there was something she could do to make it right. Guiding him around was nice and all, but she understood his desire for some level of independence.
Nevertheless, the boy's sour mood was short-lived, and he managed to mostly recover by the time the ground started to level out again. That there were no more mishaps the rest of the way up certainly helped matters, with both Undyne and Lily making it a point to keep watch for anything else that might have caused him trouble. The cave eventually began to widen, as they neared the exit, the area beyond appearing significantly darker compared to the radiance they'd just traveled through..
At last the cave's yawning mouth deposited them in a new location and the change of atmosphere was almost immediate. The air could have been described in a single word: humid. Mere seconds after stepping out of the tunnel, Frisk could feel his brow soaked by the amount of water vapor floating around. As for Lily, she quickly noticed that it was much more evenly lit than Waterfall, without the blinding glare of Hotland.
A mineral-like scent filled the area, reminding Frisk faintly of the smell of eggs, but not enough to be overpowering. The source, noted again by Lily, turned out to be a few natural hot springs scattered about the area. Steam drifted upward from their surfaces, likely the culprit for the humidity as well. As jarring as the change was however, it was no Hotland just as Undyne said, and neither of them could sense any fire or magma of any kind.
"Phew… man, I love this place!" Undyne grinned.
The captain didn't seem at all bothered by the change in temperature, especially compared to Hotland. The children figured that must have been because of the moisture in the air here managing to keep her skin hydrated.
"This is Twinrocks?" Frisk asked, trying his best to gather as much information as his working senses would allow, while ignoring the unpleasant stickiness his clothes had begun to develop.
"Yup. We're almost to the village." Undyne announced. "Everyone should already be gathered by now. Just watch your step around the springs."
"Are they dangerous?" Lily asked
"Nah. Heck, people even soak in 'em sometimes to relax." She punctuated her answer with a wave of the hand. "But… we probably don't want to waltz into the village sopping wet, you know?"
That made more sense, of course, though the children were admittedly curious. Neither one of them had ever tried a natural hot spring before, at least insofar as they could remember. Frisk had read about the medicinal properties they held and had been keen on experiencing one for himself for a while. However, Undyne was right… this wasn't exactly the right time to indulge in those curiosities. Therefore, it was simply added to the list of things they vowed to do at a later time, along with visiting the village Temmie had told them about, and asking Kidd if he knew anything about the strange girl they'd met in Waterfall. That didn't exactly put it high on the priority list, but that shouldn't be a problem.
They picked their way through the sandy, steam-filled landscape for about fifteen minutes before Lily finally noticed a change on the horizon. The reason for the region's name quickly became apparent as she beheld the crowns of two massive stone pillars in the distance. Apart from their sheer size, there was little remarkable about them. They were oblong as most stones are, and colored a simple earthen brown. However, their size alone was enough to make them impressive and easily distinguishable between the rest of the area. As they drew closer, she was able to make out what looked to be a village scattered out around their bases, lights twinkling from what must have been windows of some kind. There was definitely movement there too, but it was impossible to tell anything about the inhabitants from this distance.
"There it is." Undyne said, pointing out what was obvious to Lily, but not to Frisk. "Alphys should already be there. Can't wait to see that little nerd again."
"What's she like?" Lily asked the captain.
"Well… She's really smart. I guess you have to be to become Royal Scientist. A little awkward, and not much of a fighter but her little stutter is freakin' adorable…" Undyne trailed off seemingly lost in her own thoughts. It was only for a moment however, and she cleared her throat when she realized the children were still listening. "Anyway, you should see all the cool stuff she can do. Remember that big sword in my house? We made it together, after she showed me some of her human research videos. Though I… guess it's probably just a hunk of metal by now."
"She sounds nice." Frisk said. "You seem like really close friends."
"Seems to me like Undyne would rather be more than friends…" Lily muttered with a knowing giggle.
"Huh? You're gonna have to speak up, Punk." Undyne replied, having missed the girl's observation.
"Don't worry about it." she deflected casually. "Hey, look. We're getting close to the village."
It was clear, at least from Frisk's perspective, what his friend was getting at. They'd both speculated that Undyne had a secret crush ever since they'd spent time at her house. Now, they had a pretty good idea who it was. What was also clear to him was how blatantly obvious her attempt to derail the conversation was. Therefore, he found himself guiltily amused when it actually worked.
"Oh hey, you're right." Undyne said, having turned her attention ahead of her again and noticed that, indeed, they were getting close.
The village was a somewhat small place, about two thirds the size of Snowdin if one didn't include the enormous pillars looming behind the town. The streets were smooth, greyish stone packed into soft grains of white sand. The buildings were also stone, but these seemed much more artistic in nature. Some of them were angular, others carved into spiral shapes, and still others dome-like in a way that was similar to Undyne's old abode. Various colors made up their outer walls, most of them earthen with a few black or white ones mixed in.
Each and every one of them were possessed of the same smooth texture as the tunnel they'd traversed to get here. What Lily had originally figured to be window lights instead turned out to be more of the same starstone adornments like those they'd witnessed in the tunnel. Here, they were spread out over a much wider area, but that made them no less breathtaking to behold. Instead, their individual patterns could be easily identified. It was like an art gallery, where each individual artist lived within their own creation.
"Wow…" Lily sighed. "I… guess we know who's responsible for that cave now."
The town was, for lack of a better term, bustling… or at least it seemed that way from Frisk and Lily's perspective. Having never been here before, they didn't exactly have a good point of comparison to the usual levels of activity, but it felt fitting. Frisk's SOULsight was flooded with a number of colorless gatherings of magic hurrying through the surrounding darkness. Occasionally one would pass near enough or slow long enough that he could make out a few details, but their specific characteristics eluded him.
Fortunately, Lily was there to fill in the blanks. Apparently an overwhelming majority of the citizens living here were of the reptilian variety. Their bodies, what weren't covered by a layer of clothing, were either comprised of leathery scales or smooth membranes. A few had side-set eyes placed on either side of elongated snouts while others were forward facing, set within flat, crested skulls. One of them, tall with a back lined with rigid spines was followed closely by a much shorter companion with a flared tail. The varieties between them were almost too many to name.
Quite a few seemed to be gathering in a specific location toward the southern edge of town, near the base of the two monolithic stones. A few youngsters excitedly clung to their parents arms as their family moved in the direction of the steadily growing crowd. Some of them stopped to give regard to the new arrivals, most of them immediately recognizing Undyne either by acquaintance or reputation. It was during a few of these pleasantries that Frisk and Lily came to learn the name of the town: Artisan Village.
"They sure got things together fast… we better get moving if we want to find Alphys before it starts." Undyne remarked as they fell in step with the other villagers.
As one, Frisk and Lily picked up the pace in order to keep up with the clearly excited Undyne. The blue scaled fish lady wore a grin that could have rivaled Sans in its perpetuity as they made their way toward the two great pillars that gave the region its name. Eventually, the crowd began to thicken, making it difficult to move forward. The number of conversations blended together into an incomprehensible buzz as they found themselves in the middle of it all.
After a moment of looking around, Undyne's gaze seemed to zero in on something that caught her notice amidst the others. The children, due to having a much lower perspective, couldn't see it, but they still had a pretty good idea what had grabbed the attention of their guide.
"HEY, OVER THERE!" She bellowed above the hum of conversation, teeth bared in a good natured smile. "HOW'S IT GOING, STRANGER?!"
A high pitched squeak, quite a bit lower in volume than Undyne's booming voice, somehow managed to cut through the noise and reach the two humans' ears. Undyne carefully squeezed her way toward the one she'd called out to, stopping occasionally to make sure Frisk and Lily were still following. Eventually the crowd thinned enough that they were able to close the distance and reach them.
She was reptilian, much like the rest of the inhabitants of the village. Her scales were colored a soft yellow hue while the asymmetrical crest on her head swept to the left, ending in three pointed spikes. A slight overbite resulted in a pair of teeth sticking out from the top half of her angular snout. Her stout body was covered by a blue dress interspersed with white polka dots which stood in contrast to the thick lensed, armless glasses that sat above her nose. Her hands were clasped before her belly, their fidgeting going unnoticed by their owner, who's black and white eyes instead shifted nervously between the new arrivals.
"H-hey… Undyne." She stuttered. "I'm… I'm glad you could make it…!"
"Alphys!" The captain laughed, clapping the timid lizard girl on the back hard enough to cause her to stagger forward. "I told you I wouldn't miss this! And look, I even brought these punks with me!"
She gestured at the little boy, body lit by the crimson wisp of his SOUL, and right eye flaring with the glow of his companion's presence. A polite smile spread across his face.
"It's nice to meet you." Frisk said gently. "I'm Frisk."
"And my name's Lily!" the same voice spoke again, but the tone was somehow distinct. "We've been hearing a lot about you lately."
"O-Oh… Oh...Oh my…" The nervous girl stammered. "I-i-it's n-nice… to m-meet you… t-too…"
Frisk tilted his head slightly, his pleasant expression shifting to one of slight confusion… a sentiment that Lily shared. Alphys' nervousness was clear to see, that much was true, but there was also something else there. A sort of… awe; as if there was a famous celebrity standing just behind them, and she was trying her hardest not to make a fool of herself.
"Um… are you okay?" Frisk asked, feeling slightly uncomfortable being stared at like this. It wasn't that he sensed any ill will in it, just… it somehow felt undeserved.
"I'm… I'm sorry…" Alphys replied quickly, blinking rapidly as if she'd just woken from a dream. "I'm… I'm just really glad you came."
"About that…" Lily began. "What made you decide to invite us anyway?"
"Well, I…" Alphys hesitated for a moment to form her response. "U-Undyne told me a little about you… a-after you guys became friends, I kind of… w-wanted to meet you two myself? I've been following you for a while now, and..."
"Uhh, you've been 'following' us?" Lily gave a somewhat disturbed expression. Was Undyne introducing them to a stalker now?
"Err, I mean… I've heard about you guys, and… and what you've been doing around here." Alphys waved her hands nervously, hastily attempting to clarify. "P-people have been talking... on the Undernet. There's more hope around the Underground than t-there has been in a while. I-it's not like I've been spying on you or anything, eheheheh…"
"Ohhh… I think I get it." Frisk began to put two and two together. "I think she means 'following' like on social media. I told you a little about the internet on the surface. I think it's something like that.
"Oh. You mean that thing Papyrus talked about once that I couldn't make any sense of?" The boy could practically smell Lily's resigned frustration as she muttered a response. "Why does the future have to be so confusing…"
"I didn't know we were trending though." Frisk remarked, feeling a bit at odds about that. "It feels like more people would be talking about it in the real world."
"Oh, y-you know it's still uhh, kind of a niche topic." Alphys spoke up. "It h-hasn't really gone mainstream or anything yet."
Alphys' responses seemed kind of strange to the boy, but it was more her tone than her words that made him feel that way. The explanation itself made enough sense, especially since he couldn't imagine that the so-called 'Undernet' was nearly as saturated with information as its counterpart on the surface. At the same time, the Royal Scientist seemed to be a bundle of nerves on the best of days, so that likely explained her shaky behavior.
"Well, I guess we haven't exactly done that much worth talking about." Lily, understanding at least that much, chimed in.
"Hey! You guys managed to get through me! That's not 'nothing', you know!" Undyne protested. "But uhh… I guess I haven't really talked about that on there."
"Alright, fair enough." Lily's expression softened. "Sorry for jumping to conclusions, Alphys. It's just… you know."
"You're just being careful… I get it. You can't just reveal your secret to everyone." Alphys nodded thoughtfully. "People could get hurt… o-or they might judge you. Sometimes… you just have to lie."
"Yeah…" Frisk agreed. "I really hate having to do it though."
"Hey, come on, don't be like that!" Undyne grinned, draping one arm over Frisk and Lily and the other over Alphys. "Let's just enjoy ourselves right now. We can figure out the complicated crap later."
The two children giggled, and Lily's presence in Frisk's right eye softened to a more warm glow as she turned to Alphys. "She's right... start over?"
"I'd… really like that." Alphys said, her lips curling up into a shy grin of her own.
She felt glad that her explanation seemed sufficient. It probably didn't hurt that it was, at least in part, truthful. She really had wanted to meet the two humans personally and this seemed like a good way to do so, especially since it didn't seem like they would be visiting Hotland again any time soon, though that wasn't the only reason. The part about the Undernet had been largely true as well, though she'd left out the real reason the topic hadn't caught on as much as it might have otherwise.
"A-anyway…" She moved to change the subject. "They should be finishing the preparations soon. Should we… sit down for a bit? You guys must be kind of tired after walking here."
"Aw… we don't get to meet the parents?" Lily seemed disappointed. "I wanted to say congrats…"
"D-don't worry…!" Alphys quickly spoke up. "You'll get to later, a-after the Burgeoning. The first part's kind of, um… solitary, so no one can really see them right now anyway."
"Are they okay?" Frisk asked.
"They're fine… I checked myself and nothing seems wrong." The scientist replied. "It's just… well…"
"Ya know how I told you guys about the birthrate thing on the way here?" Undyne picked up for her nervous friend. Frisk and Lily nodded. "Well, that's why everyone's waiting. Keep the stress low and all that. We just want to make sure it goes right."
"Oh, okay." Lily said with a nod. "I can understand that."
"Don't worry. You aren't really missing much." Undyne continued with a grin.
With that the four of them began to make their way to the edge of the crowd to find somewhere to rest. Lily didn't need to walk, and Undyne could have probably gone days on end without being so much as winded. Frisk on the other hand was feeling a bit of the strain from the mostly uphill journey. It wasn't so bad that he felt like he could collapse at any moment - his treks through the Underground thus far had built his endurance such that it would take a little more than that - but his feet were somewhat sore from the hike.
There, they chatted with Alphys for a bit, getting acquainted with one another while they waited to be allowed to witness the new arrival. Inevitably, the question of the Burgeoning came up. Alphys and Undyne were initially reluctant to go into the topic as it really fell under the section of 'birds and bees' discussions that were always awkward for adults to discuss with children. However, they eventually managed to explain the basics.
"See, f-for monsters the SOUL is born first, but it needs time to grow and absorb magic before it can do so. The SOUL-seed protects the child's SOUL until it becomes strong enough to... exist in the outside world without dissipating." Alphys explained. "The p-parents will usually focus their own magic into the SOUL-seed and once it has enough, it'll use that magic to quickly f-form a body around itself."
"That first part's what's going on now. Depending on the monster, it can take a bit of time." Undyne chimed in. "In this case, I think they've been at it for… what, a couple of months?"
"Months?!" Lily was flabbergasted. "It takes that long?"
"W-well, not all at once." Alphys clarified. "Obviously the parents need to take time to eat and sleep in order to give them enough magic to feed the SOUL-seed, but yeah… it can be a pretty time consuming process."
"What we're gonna be seeing is the second part though, and that's usually pretty quick." Undyne said.
"I guess that's why they call it a 'Burgeoning' then." Lily, knowing a bit about the namesake process that plants go through, picked up on it quickly.
"How do they know when it's time?" Frisk asked.
"Well, again. It kind of depends." Undyne answered. "These two are reptilians, so the signs are kind of obvious. It's more complicated for other monsters though."
"Wait, you mean it isn't the same for every monster?" Lily asked.
"Nope." Alphys said. "Depending on the type of monster, it can vary. Like Undyne said, reptilians like me have their SOUL-seeds grow separate from their parents. Fur-folk usually house their own within the SOUL of one of the parents until it's time, and Boss Monsters have an e-entirely different process unique to them. It can get somewhat complicated when it comes to a p-pair of monsters of, umm… different types."
She trailed off, and Lily couldn't help but notice that both she and Undyne were sporting a slight blush, while avoiding each other's gazes. If it wasn't obvious before that those two were totally into each other, this conversation removed all doubt. She kept her mouth shut, not wanting to ruin their moment for a bit of humor and contented herself with a knowing smirk for now. She would most certainly have something to tease Undyne about later on though…
Frisk found himself quite interested in the conversation. It was different from how it worked with humans from what little he knew about that - he wasn't exactly well learned on that particular subject. He knew enough to realize that the stories about storks and vegetable gardens were probably not quite accurate. However, he wasn't entirely clear on how the process actually worked, apart from it involving two adults and a swollen belly. Whoever the person was who'd sent him all of those books, they apparently hadn't seen fit to educate him on that particular subject.
As they spoke, Alphys gradually became a little more comfortable with their company, though her timid nature never vanished entirely. They learned that her lab was in Hotland, only a short distance from where their flight from Undyne had ended in fact. Lily noted with interest that she'd actually seen it briefly through the heat haze of that region.
Alphys' intelligence was practically on par with Sans, perhaps even exceeding his own in some areas. However, though the elder of the two skeleton brothers was more keen on keeping his knowledge to himself, Alphys by contrast spoke freely of her own. Many of the topics flew right over the children's heads but she seemed passionate about them so they gave her the moment.
"So, uhh…" She began after a lull in the conversation. "Do you guys, umm… like anime?"
"Anime?" Lily asked. "Uhh, I think Undyne might have said something like that before. What is it?"
"Oh yeah, I guess you might not know about it with your missing memories…" They'd told her about that part, but the scientist still sounded a little disappointed.
"Some kids on the surface were into that kind of thing." Frisk said. "I listened to a couple of episodes, but not really enough to know what was going on."
"There's this one I really like. It's called, umm… Mew Mew Kissy Cutie?" She began.
"I don't think I've ever heard of that one. Sorry." Frisk replied.
"N-no way! It's so good!" Alphys suddenly perked up considerably. "It's all about this human girl named Mew Mew! She has cat ears… b-but is real sensitive about them because no else in her school does. Shealsohasaspecialpowerthatletshercontrolpeoplebykissingthem and… and…" She stopped suddenly, sensing a number of eyes trained on her by some of the surrounding villagers. "O-oh… s-sorry. I get… kind of, uhh… e-excited. When I talk about anime…"
Lily giggled a little as Alphys seemed to be trying to disappear into her dress. Undyne was right. She was kind of adorable.
"Meh, I prefer Redemption of the Spear Warrior myself." Undyne chimed in. "It's about this awesome spear woman who travels across the land protecting a little kid. The fight scenes are really cool!"
"I'm kinda interested now." Lily admitted. "Maybe we can watch them some time. What do you think, Frisk?"
"It sounds like fun." The boy agreed. "Though, I guess for me it would be more 'listening' than watching."
"Um, I have a question about that…!" Alphys spoke up, seizing the opportunity. "You're blind but… you've talked about seeing stuff with your SOUL?"
"Oh, uhh. Yeah. I mean, I call it 'seeing'." Frisk clarified. "But I'm… actually not really sure what it is."
"Can you tell me more about it?" The scientist asked. "M-maybe I can help figure it out?"
"Hey, that's a good idea. I've been kinda curious about this thing too." Undyne said.
It really was. The children had managed to get some ideas about Frisk's 'SOULsight' simply through using it, but neither of them were exactly learned in the subject. Sans had provided some insight of his own, but it didn't fall within his area of expertise either. So up until now all they really had were theories. An accomplished scientist like Dr. Alphys may be able to provide some real answers. Thus Frisk filled her in on everything they knew about the phenomenon and how it functioned, Lily filling in the gaps as need be.
"I see. Well… it sounds like it isn't really 'sight' in the usual sense." The stout lizard scratched her chin with a claw as she thought. "If it was, you could do it whenever, n-not just while your SOUL's roused. It's more like your SOUL is sensing concentrations of magic and your mind is manifesting those as 'images'... p-probably in an attempt to compensate for lacking the real thing. That would also explain why… why almost everything shows up white for you. That's the color magic usually takes until it's infused with an element."
"I've seen cyan, blue and green magic before." The boy said, starting to catch on. "Is that what you mean by 'elements'"
"Right! Patience, Integrity, and Kindness respectively." Alphys said, sounding proud that he'd picked up on it so quickly.
"And my SOUL…" he continued, looking down at the heart-shaped light hovering before him, its true color displayed prominently before him. "It's red. Is that an element too?"
"Oh, um… yes." Alphys stammered. "T-that one's c-called… uhh."
"Determination?" Lily offered.
"Y-yeah… that's… that's right." The yellow reptilian said quietly.
The children, and even Undyne gave her a concerned look. Frisk couldn't be certain, but for some reason it seemed like the mention of Determination had her really flustered for some reason. Having spent more time with her, the boy was able to recall a few memories of having known the scientist in the past. Even without them, the fact that she'd been part of the photograph with everyone else proved it. However, none of that gave him any clues as to why she was acting this way. An itch in his mind told him that the information was there somewhere, but attempting to reach it only caused his head to hurt.
"Well… what about me, then?" Lily asked, changing the subject while Frisk massaged the ache out of his temples. "He can see me 'normally'. If it has to do with sensing magic, shouldn't I be showing up white or some other color too?"
"W-well, um… yeah, that's a good point." Alphys spoke up, seemingly grateful to not be pursuing that topic further. "Y-you're a special case… I think. It's hard to say because I've never seen anything quite like what you guys do. The idea of 'sharing' a SOUL… it pretty much defies everything we've come to learn about how they work."
"Really?" The girl asked.
"Yeah. SOULS a-are pretty much like fingerprints. They're unique to each person." The scientist explained. "SOULS can be removed from one person and absorbed by another, depending on a few factors, but two independent beings sharing one is… well it just doesn't happen."
"That's cool and confusing, Alphy but what's it got to do with the sight thing?" Undyne spoke up.
"Well it's only a theory, but… if you're attached to Frisk's SOUL that strongly, it's possible that it just 'knows' you inherently and that's why your appearance is so accurate in his mind." Alphys hesitated. "If all of this is true then… it might be possible to expand what you're able to sense."
"Whoa, for real?!" Undyne's single yellow eye widened. She hadn't exactly expected something like this to come out of the conversation.
"You mean… Frisk might be able to actually see?" Lily asked hopefully.
Frisk was silent, completely taken aback by the reptilian doctor's diagnosis. He'd assumed already that the images presented to him were related to magic. He could see monsters, their 'attacks' and his own SOUL. All of these things had a basis in magic, so it wasn't hard to reach that conclusion. However, he'd simply assumed that's where it stopped: he could see things that had a sufficient amount of magic, but that was it. The idea that he might be able to take it further never even occurred to him. That also begged the question, just how far could he take it? Would he be able to see everyone as he did Lily, or get to look at everything in Sans and Papyrus' house or Grilby's. What about the glittering stones within the mountain, or… or the real stars on the surface?
"Well… no. Not in the usual sense… s-sorry." Alphys apologized.
Her words caused the boy to visibly deflate. "Oh…"
"B-but!" She hastily added. "There still might be something you can do. If I'm right, and you're able to sense magic of a certain density, then if you could increase the amount of magic in the things around you, you could theoretically sense them. I-it would take quite a bit of magic, and the area would be limited… but maybe it could be useful?"
"Sans said that I could use magic… Lily too." Frisk said thoughtfully. "He said we were 'sorcerers'."
"That's not all." Lily chimed in. "He also said that I might have learned it before… from a monster."
"Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hold on." Undyne spoke up. "How does that work? Of the six SOULs we have, not one of them could use magic like us. Asgore would have mentioned it if they could."
"Right. Which means… you can't be one of the six." Alphys agreed. Frisk and Lily nodded, having figured that much out on their own. "I guess the simplest answer would be that not every monster was sealed away like our kingdom but…"
She hesitated, feeling a little bad for what she intended to ask. Something told her that this was going to delve into pretty sensitive territory and she really didn't want to ruin her relationship with the humans before it even got started. Still, her curiosity had been gnawing at her ever since her discussion with Sans. Everything she'd learned about this mysterious girl pointed to only one conclusion and it was one that both excited and terrified her if it proved true. She couldn't deny that this was the result she'd been hoping for… that the conversation had simply flowed here naturally had been something of a coincidence however. Now that it had though, that same curiosity was stronger than ever. She needed to know.
"What is it?" Frisk prompted.
"Well, err… Lily…" The scientist began awkwardly. "Have you-"
Before she was able to ask the question, activity from the surrounding villagers interrupted the conversation. Distracted, the four of them turned their attention to the throng of people who now seemed to be making their way toward the structure beneath the two pillars. The light hum of voices swelled to an excited pitch as the largely reptilian population moved past where the four of them were sitting. Alphys, her mind caught in an odd mixture of disappointment for having been interrupted and anticipation for what was to come, pushed herself to her feet before smoothing out her dress.
"S-sorry. It'll have to wait." She said, fixing her glasses where they'd gone askew. "It's starting."
The trio of Frisk, Lily, and Undyne watched her go, varying levels of confusion and concern maring their expressions.
"Uhh, okay." Undyne said slowly. "That was weird."
"Didn't you say she's like that a lot?" Lily asked while helping Frisk return to his feet.
They walked somewhat behind the rest of the village, out of earshot of anyone who might be interested in their conversation. They'd been sitting far enough away that the only interest they'd drawn was from Alphys' brief outburst about her favorite show. Now though they had to be a bit more careful. This wasn't Snowdin, and they had no idea what the sentiment for humans was in this town. Undyne had informed them ahead of time that the monsters here weren't really keen on fighting and with the name of the town such as it was, it didn't take a genius to know where their specialties lay. Still, it was better to be safe than to cause an uproar, especially with what they were heading towards.
"Well, yeah but… there's awkward, and then there's… awkward." The redheaded knight said.
"Okay, somehow you both summed it up perfectly, and totally failed at explaining in a single sentence." The girl pointed out.
"Right, uhh… how do I put it?" Undyne thought for a moment. "I've known Alphys for years now, but that was weird even for her. Usually when she meets new people, she'll completely clam up until she's comfortable with them, and then she'll start talking up a storm like she's trying to make up for the silence. This time though… I dunno, she was all over the place."
"She got really nervous a couple of times." Frisk observed. "And she seemed really quick to change the subject. Does she do that a lot?"
"Nope. That's what stuck out to me the most." Undyne said. "When she finds a topic she's interested in, she could stick with it for hours, analyzing everything about it. Hell, she barely even talked about anime. Didn't even mention Mew Mew Kissy Cutie 2. And then there was all that heavy stuff with the SOULs and the magic and all..."
"Undyne, you were working with her when you tried to capture us." Lily said. "You don't think she's trying to go after us now, do you?"
"Hey, don't even joke about that!" Undyne countered defensively. "Alphys wouldn't hurt a fly, let alone a person no matter how she felt about them. Besides, we've talked and she knows what's going on now. I trust her."
"Yeah, but you also thought humans could control people's minds." Lily pointed out.
Undyne opened her mouth to protest again, thought for a moment, and then sighed. "...which I learned from doing research with her… damn it."
"I don't know… she didn't seem like she wanted to hurt us." Frisk said. "Why would she have brought up that stuff about how my SOUL works? Us knowing about that doesn't help her at all. It only helps us."
"Y-yeah!" Undyne swiftly agreed. "That's right!"
"I think…" The boy began. "I think she was trying to figure something out."
"Figure out what, though?" Lily replied.
That was the million gold question, and unfortunately it was one that neither Frisk nor Undyne could provide an answer to. She'd started to ask a question to Lily, shortly before being interrupted by the start of the Burgeoning. Whatever she'd meant to say would have probably gone a long way in figuring out the Royal Scientist's intent but unfortunately, as Alphys had said, it would have to wait.
"I guess we'll have to ask her later." Frisk said.
"Yeah. I'm worried about her, but it can't really be helped right now." Undyne said. "Let's go. We don't want to miss anything."
With their concerns for Alphys still weighing on their minds, the children, together with Undyne, quickened their pace to catch up with the rest of the village. The two great stone columns loomed larger than ever as they moved forward, passing through the various homes and structures shimmering with the glow of the starstones. The village truly lived up to its name, with a number of currently unmanned stalls freely displaying a plethora of crafted works, all of them with the stones that seemingly served as the village's trademark incorporated in various ways.
With the artistic expression shown throughout the village it came as a mild surprise that their destination itself turned out to be rather plain. The building was large - it had to be if it was to comfortably hold an assemblage of the entire town - but that was about the only impressive thing about it. Even then, when compared with the two monoliths that flanked it on either side, even this aspect felt underwhelming. It was a simple dome, smoothed on all sides with a circular hole carved out of the top. The starstone filigree that was so common throughout the rest of the town was absent here, leaving it a muted reddish brown. The only other notable feature was the arched entryway, covered by a simple cloth flap.
"Not very impressive, is it?" Lily commented quietly to avoid potentially offending anyone. After hearing her description, Frisk had to agree.
"That's what I said when I first saw this place..." Undyne nodded. "Alphy says there's some kind of tradition surrounding it, but I didn't really get it when she tried to explain."
They followed the rest of the villagers inside, being some of the last to arrive. The interior of the domed structure was just as nondescript as its outer walls. The outer edges were leveled out into simple tiers that encircled the entirety of the cavernous room, where many of the villagers were currently seated. Frisk, Lily, and Undyne followed their example, taking seats of their own on the edges of the highest tier. The latter two scanned the area, searching for any sign of Alphys amidst the crowd, however, as the only source of light was the shaft streaming in from the opening at the top, the dimness quickly thwarted those efforts.
What was clearly visible however, was the pair of monsters in the center of the chamber. Sand covered the bulk of that area, cushioning the two as they knelt there, eyes closed and hands outstretched, completely unaware of the crowd that had gathered around them. They were reptilian, like most of the populous. One was tall, bearing a lanky physique. The blue membrane covering their body a few shades lighter than Undyne, was contrasted by the yellow frilled collar that extended from the neck. The other was shorter and stockier, bearing yellow-green scales and a head-crest that made them look remarkably similar to Alphys.
Between the two of them sat an orb of brilliant white, resting within the warm sand. That had to be the SOUL seed that Undyne and Alphys had told them about. A soft glow clung to its surface despite casting no light on the surroundings. It was connected to the two monsters via thin streams of colorless magic, like a pair of rivers pooling at a single point. Or at least, that's what it looked like to most of those present.
Frisk saw something a little different. To him, the monochrome display might have been blinding were it not for the problems obviously associated with using such a term. The massive gathering of magic seared itself into whatever sense allowed him to observe this phenomenon. He winced a little, his instincts telling him that it should have been painful only to realize after a few seconds that it wasn't. He watched as the magic slowly drifted from the two parents, wrapping around the radiant orb before slowly seeping inside. Within its brilliance, the boy could just vaguely make out another shape, indistinct but growing steadily clearer, within.
Just as he had about identified what it was, the moment changed. The calm gathering was shaken as the orb began to lift higher into the open air. The silence gave way to a steady hum of amazed voices.
"This is it..." Undyne spoke with an uncharacteristic hush to her voice. With how she'd spoken earlier of the Underground's population issue, this moment seemed to be particularly important to her.
The streams of magic slowly unraveled themselves, returning to their sources, but the radiance of the SOUL-seed only grew more intense. What was once a faintly translucent sphere became a lightless sun pulsing with magic to the point that it looked like it may burst open at any moment. What happened instead, was the exact opposite. The perfect orb began to shrink, folding in toward a single point within it: that very same point that Frisk had vaguely observed mere seconds before. A few more, and he was at last able to identify what it was.
Floating there where the orb once was, sat an embodiment of pure magic and life. The fist sized, heart-like shape was so very similar to Frisk's own. The only differences being their color and orientation. Its point was angled upward, rather than down and while his shone a brilliant carnelian, this SOUL radiated a white purer than any magic or monster he had witnessed.
'It's… like snow." Lily spoke within the boy's mind, reluctant to do so out loud for fear of somehow shattering the mesmerizing thing happening before them.
It wasn't the first time they'd seen a monster's SOUL, though that was a moment better forgotten. It seemed funny, in a bit of a morbid way, that in the two instances that they'd seen one, the first was through a monster's death, while the second was through one's birth. Even still, the way they appeared was quite different. So different that the correlation probably wouldn't have registered were it not for just how opposed the two events were.
The SOUL remained in that state of alabaster radiance for only a second or two before another flare of magic forced the two children to avert their eyes. It was only with effort that they managed to force their attention back to the continuing spectacle. The magic contained within that small shape flowed out from it like a dozen streams of dust. The particles swirled about the SOUL before drawing inward, enclosing it within yet another steadily forming shape. The silvery particles began to coalesce and solidify even as whatever power kept the mass suspended slowly began lowering it to the ground.
A small torso, two arms, a pair of legs, a crested head with a frilled collar, turquoise scales and a tail nearly as long as its body…
The small figure settled within the warm sand between its parents who, in an exhausted manner, crawled the few feet to reach its side. The monster that looked like Alphys, carefully reached forward, drawing the child from the sand and into her arms. Tiny eyes fluttered open, as the newborn looked first into the faces of its parents, and then to the world around it.
A soft coo echoed through the chamber.
"They did it. Good job, you guys." Undyne said quietly with a content smile, before gently clapping a hand over Frisk's shoulder. "Come on. Let's give the new parents some time to recover. We can congratulate 'em after."
Frisk and Lily looked around to the rest of the gathered onlookers who were already rising from their seats and making their way quietly out. It seemed that the time for well wishes from loved ones and guests, or meeting the baby would have to come later. Lily felt a bit chagrined by this, having found the newborn monster absolutely adorable and wanting to meet them as soon as possible. However, both children understood the need to give them all space for a little while and followed Undyne's example.
"I sort of expected more crying." Frisk commented, taking another bite of his Nice Cream. How the salesmonster managed to set up his cart almost anywhere didn't feel all that important right now.
It hadn't taken as long for the parent monsters to recover as Lily and Frisk had expected. The moment they'd emerged from the chamber, they and their newborn daughter - as the children and Undyne had come to learn - had been beset with a village's worth of adulations from all who had witnessed the moment, along with apologies from the few who could not make it. It had been so hectic that there hadn't really been time for any more than a few words of congratulations from the three before they'd had to move on and make way for the others. That seemed to have been enough though, as the parents had expressed their gratitude for the three having traveled all the way from Snowdin to be there.
"Why would there be crying?" Undyne questioned.
"Well… when human babies are born they usually cry a lot." The boy replied. "I don't really know why. Probably a lot of reasons."
Undyne blinked at him a few times. "That sounds… stressful."
"She was so cute though!" Lily gushed for the third time. "I wish we could have stayed and talked more…"
"Yeeeah, but everyone else is probably thinking the same thing." Undyne said, leaning back in her seat. "If we all did that, those two probably wouldn't get away until the kid's first birthday."
"O-oh! There you all are." A voice spoke from somewhere up ahead. "I… was wondering where you went."
The three looked up only to see Alphys approaching them, wiping a bit of sweat from her brow. She looked frazzled but content - at least as content as a yellow scaled ball of nerves could be - like she'd just finished with something and hadn't had any issues. Undyne grinned as she noticed her and waved her over.
"Hey Alphy!" She called. "I could say the same thing. Where were you in there?"
"Yeah, sorry… I was toward the middle. I had to stay close in case anything started going wrong." The scientist explained. "I s-saw you guys come in, but…"
"Damn… wish we could've sat together." Undyne sighed.
Frisk and Lily watched silently as the two monsters chatted. Alphys seemed more composed at this point, which was good, considering how the earlier discussion had ended. Even when her eyes turned from Undyne to acknowledge them, the only nervousness they could see was her usual shyness. They both felt a little hesitant to speak up after their conversation from earlier. Alphys seemed to have something pretty major on her mind when they'd last left off and they weren't entirely sure if it was a good idea to bring it up. Fortunately, Undyne solved that dilemma for them.
"So uhh, what was the deal earlier?" She asked. "You seemed weirder than usual. Not that there's anything wrong with weird but… well, is everything okay?"
"Oh… yeah… that. Sorry..." Alphys apologized, staring down at her feet. "I've never talked to a human before… uhh, obviously. So… I got… sort've nervous."
The humans in question weren't entirely convinced by that explanation. After having spoken with her, they knew that Alphys was the definition of a socially awkward individual. However, even Undyne admitted that the way she acted was outside the norm even for her. The problem came from the fact that they only had Frisk's spotty memories to go on for personal interactions with the Royal Scientist and those were unreliable at best. Therefore, it was impossible for them to get any insight of what was really going on inside her head.
"U-umm… so…" She stammered, the questioning gazes prickling at her somewhat. "I-I'm glad you came. Shevra really appreciated it."
Shevra being the name of Alphys' cousin and the mother of the newborn. Frisk couldn't help but let a little smile break through his expression.
"I'm glad we did, too." He said politely. "It was interesting to see how monster children are born."
"Yeah… Thanks for inviting us." Lily added, a bit of her unease escaping with her words. A few seconds of silence passed between the group before the girl spoke up again. "You… had something you wanted to ask me earlier, right?"
"Oh! Th-that's right!" the lizard woman piped up at the reminder. "It's not anything that important. I-it's just, well… you said you know a little about gardening, right?"
"Oh." Lily felt a little caught off guard by the question. "Is that all? Well… yeah, I know a little bit. It's more like an interest… I haven't done it in a long time."
Honestly, despite her interest in the subject she wasn't really certain how much experience she had. The only memory she currently possessed of actually doing any sort of gardening had been that vision she'd had in Snowdin shortly after she and Frisk had arrived there. It had been vague, and she had a sense that she'd been physically younger than she appeared now. Rather that had been the only time or simply one of many, she couldn't be sure.
"Well… the king… Asgore, that is. He really enjoys gardening too." The scientist explained. "A couple of days ago, he gave me some of the flowers he'd raised as a gift and I wanted to use them to decorate the Lab a little."
"Really? You never told me about that!" Undyne grinned toothily. "You'll have to show them to me next time I come by or something."
"Err, yeah… I will!" Alphys stammered out an answer to Undyne before continuing. "The thing is… I'm not really good at taking care of plants. I meant to ask him for some advice but he's been really busy lately. I-I was wondering if you knew what I should do with them. He said they were called… buttercups, I think."
Lily suddenly froze, feeling her spirit shudder in spite of the warmth within Frisk's SOUL. "B-butter… cups?"
It was so strange… it was such a simple question and yet she found herself… oddly affected by it. Emotions she couldn't identify bubbled beneath the surface of conscious thought. For some reason, the simple mention of that word had triggered something inside her… an aversion that seemed almost instinctive, though she had no idea why. Frisk could sense her unease like an icy chill against his own nose mingling with the scent of that very same flower.
"Lily…?" The boy spoke quietly to his friend. "What's wrong?"
"I…" She stammered, the shock of whatever she was experiencing momentarily stilling her tongue. "N- nothing?"
Undyne studied the girl for a moment, noticing her hesitance. "You asking us or telling us?"
Frisk's head shook as the girl attempted to clear the fog from her mind. "Sorry… I don't know why that happened."
"Oh, umm…" Alphys began awkwardly. "I think I… might have said something I shouldn't?"
"No, it's… it's fine. I think." Lily dismissed, still seeming somewhat confused. "I think… I don't like buttercups."
"Really?" Frisk asked quizzically. "I didn't think there was any flower you didn't like."
"I know… it's weird to me too." The girl said, unconsciously moving one of Frank's hands to his neck and rubbing it gently. "But that's the impression I get."
"I'm sorry…" Alphys hung her head. "I didn't know."
"It's okay… I didn't either until now." Lily replied. "I'm sorry I can't help."
"D- don't worry about it! Just so long as you're okay… heheh." The scientist waved her hands in front of her in a gesture that was quickly becoming common. "Anyways, I should… probably get back to Shevra and check on her. I guess you guys are heading back to Snowdin?"
"Yeah… probably shouldn't leave Papyrus alone for too long." Undyne said.
"It was nice to meet you." Frisk spoke up with a little smile. "Thanks for inviting us."
"O-oh, it's… no problem." Alphys replied diving right back into her own self-consciousness. "I liked talking to you guys…"
"Me too." Lily admitted, chuckling a little before adding. "You're a little weird… but I like weird."
As much as the children had their questions about Alphys, that much was true. They couldn't exactly expect her to trust them with her innermost thoughts after a single meeting, no matter how much Undyne vouched for them. And given her personality, it was even more understandable that she'd keep some things closer to her chest. Even if her invite had simply been a vehicle for a first meeting, they appreciated it all the same. Given time, she would hopefully open up a little more.
The trio bid the Royal Scientist farewell before making their way back through the village toward Waterfall. Undyne had a grin on her face the whole way, clearly glad to have had the opportunity to spend some time with Alphys. It always seemed like she learned something when she was with her. She glanced briefly down at the children walking at her side, a thought crossing her mind.
'"Sorcerers', huh?" She considered, "Wonder what they're made of..."
A heavy guilt weighed upon Alphys' thoughts as her crush guided the two humans back toward the tunnel which would return them to Waterfall. She had expected some kind of reaction. In fact, it's what she'd been hoping for. Still, the idea of deceiving not only them, but also Undyne left a sour feeling in the pit of her stomach. What's more, she felt terrible for having used so underhanded a method as referencing something so horrific in order to achieve the results she sought.
There was a very real possibility that doing so could have brought that trauma to the surface. She hated having to take that risk, especially because she genuinely enjoyed her time getting to know the two humans. Frisk was a kind boy and had been incredibly patient with her despite her obvious shortcomings, while Lily's energy and outspoken behavior was endearing, reminding her much of Undyne. She dearly wanted to get to know them better, to perhaps to include herself in their growing circle of friends and playing with their psyches like this was certainly not the way to reach that goal.
The silver lining was that Alphys had now confirmed her suspicions absolutely. Those video tapes stored in the deepest part of her lab had given her a lot of useful information. Now, there was no longer any doubt in her mind as to the identity of the girl.
She made her own way through the footpaths of Artisan village, ignoring the villagers that passed her by. Her thoughts were consumed by the ramifications of what she'd discovered. Knowledge, it seemed, was a heavy burden no matter where it came from… now she had to figure out what to do with it. First things first though… she had to make a call. Fishing her phone out of the pocket of her dress, the scientist scrolled through her contacts and tapped the name of the intended recipient.
"well, wasn't expectin' to hear from you today, alph." A voice spoke. "how's the kid?"
The Royal Scientist hadn't bothered to raise the phone to her ear. The voice was spoken from behind her. She turned around, and sure enough, there he was standing just a little shorter than herself. Sans' perpetual grin stared back at her, completely shrouding his true emotions. She furrowed a brow at him, unsure if his comment was in reference to the Burgeoning or the conversation following it.
"She's fine." Alphys gave an equally vague response.
"aww, don't be like that." Sans said with a wink. "i came all the way here. least you can do is throw me a bone."
"Y-you know this isn't the time for jokes." Alphys sighed.
"guess not." The stout skeleton shrugged, though he didn't seem all that apologetic. "so? whaddaya got?"
"It's Lily." Alphys responded. "I… I know who she is."
Sans lifted a brow ridge. That she was able to provoke even that reaction from him told her how interested he was. "i'm listening."
"Do you remember that story? Asgore and the queen had two children: their own son... and a human daughter who they adopted into their family." The scientist spoke. She could already see the gears turning within Sans' skull. "Lily… she was that human. S-she's the princess, Sans."
Sans remained silent, considering what his associate had just said. Truthfully, it didn't strike him as all that surprising. He'd reached a similar theory himself, between his interactions with her along with what Alphys had told him the last time they met. Her ability to use magic in a way similar to monsters, how she could communicate with those who couldn't speak the standard way, her insight on the workings of the Underground in general despite her lack of memories. Even her mannerisms spoke to that answer… the fact that she reminded him so much of Toriel should have made it obvious from the start.
Still, having it spelled out like that was a lot to take in, even for him.
"The only thing I don't understand is why…" Alphys continued when it became obvious that Sans wasn't going to say anything. "That h-happened over twelve hundred years ago. Her SOUL was lost after the prince was killed… so her spirit shouldn't even be here. E-even if her regrets were strong enough to keep her here for that long, she would have appeared a long time ago, and probably wouldn't have been as, umm… stable. Instead, she only appears now, attached to a completely different person? The only reason I can think of-"
"...is that something is keeping her here." Sans suddenly spoke up, finishing her thought. "or… was keeping her here."
"T-that's right, but…" Alphys stammered, wondering at the skeleton's thoughtful expression. "...how did you know?"
"just somethin' from the other day." Sans responded, rooting around in his pocket for a moment before drawing out a notepad. "have a look."
Alphys took the notepad and adjusted her glasses before looking at the illustration taking up the page. It was a strange sigil, circular and filled with a number of complex patterns and symbols. It was both intricate and chaotic in its construction, to the point that it was almost dizzying to look at unless she focused on each part individually.
"What is this…?" Alphys muttered, as amazed by the glyph itself as how Sans was seemingly able to replicate it so clearly. "It's magic, clearly… b-but its not monster magic, or what we normally expect from humans. The closest thing I can think of is the Barrier but… but even that's only because its complexity is similar. The composition itself is completely different. What am I e-even looking at, here?"
"that little work of art is burned onto the poor kid's chest, right over where the SOUL should be." The skeleton informed her. "maybe that's your 'why'."
Alphys continued to stare pensively at the illustration, trying to get some insight as to what its purpose could possibly be. Without a reference point though, there was little she could do without translating the characters which would take time and wasn't even guaranteed to yield anything useful. One thing that was clear however was the ominous feeling she got from it. Instinct, rather than intellect told her that whatever it was meant to do couldn't have been good. Either way, it was the best explanation she had for Lily's current situation.
"Should I… ask Asgore?" She inquired. "She was his daughter so he's probably seen it before."
"i wouldn't…" Sans shook his head. "we dunno how he'd react to hearing his daughter's back but she's floating around as a ghost attached to that human who's been running around."
"Then it's still just us…" Alphys sighed. "Alright… I-I'll see what I can find out on my end."
"ditto. guess it ain't break time yet." Sans stretched his arms over his head before taking back his notepad as the scientist turned to leave. "hey, alph…" He called, causing her to stop and look back at him. "nice job."
"D-Don't mention it." Alphys frowned, rubbing her eyes. The burden of all the lies and deceptions she kept having to juggle was clear in her weariness. "Seriously, Sans… don't."
Notes:
This was a bit of a different chapter. We've had a few references to them in the past, but this is the first time a chapter has taken place largely in a location unique to this story. Hopefully Twinrocks proved a fitting addition to the Undertale setting. We have some other unique locations in mind, so this is a nice way to see how well the ideas mesh with the canon.
Artisan Village is something of a parallel to Snowdin. The latter is a cold area with a lot of furry monsters while the former is in a warmer location mainly populated by reptilians. Alphys hailing from there works pretty well too. A brilliant mind coupled with the upbringing of a craftsman is a good recipe to produce a genius inventor.
Speaking of Alphys, the kids are meeting her a little 'earlier' than normal. We'll see how this affects things once we officially reach the Hotland arc. Also, the anime that Undyne brought up is a reference to Seirei no Moribito, aka Moribito: Guardian of the Spirit. It seems like the kind of thing she'd like.
Monster births are pretty showy affairs, aren't they? The concept of the Burgeoning stemmed from the idea that monsters are made from magic and strongly attuned to their SOULs. It makes sense that things would work a little different for them. So if anyone had ever wondered where little monsters come from… there you go.
The conversation after the Burgeoning was quite a bit different initially. Originally, Lily was meant to have a much more overt reaction to the buttercup question than she did here. Ultimately, we decided to tone it back, since her having such a violent response might complicate their future interactions with Alphys. Besides, these poor kids have dealt with a lot already and there's still more to come. We can go easy on them now and then…
Also regarding 'Lily'... Alphys knows, and now Sans does too. Things are starting to fall into place now...
This was an interesting one. We got to explore a new part of the underground, got some lore, and even progressed a few plot elements. Hope you guys enjoyed the read, and we'll try to get the next one out soon as we can.
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Chapter 26: Sorcerers
Chapter by KikiRukata
Notes:
Hello again everyone! Here’s another chapter for this story, and it is a long one. We hope you’re all still holding strong amidst everything going on the world lately and that this might help ease that burden a little. Not much else to say in that regard, so let’s not waste anymore time.
Please enjoy the chapter. :)
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Chapter Text
The Snowdin Library wasn't exactly a fount of learning. The small building with its simple decor, handful of bookshelves, and misspelled sign was rather lacking in ways to really facilitate the accumulation of knowledge. Organization too, did not seem as high a priority for those who maintained it, with the reptilian curator seeming more interested in making sure everything fit on the crowded shelves rather than the practicality of the set-up. This often resulted in multiple volumes of the same work winding up on complete opposite sides of one another, making it a chore to find the next entry in whatever series one was reading at the time. Without a doubt there would be better sources elsewhere… the Capital for instance most likely held a number of bookstores and archives with even more options for your typical bibliophile.
Still, it was the best (and only) place to even find books in this region of the Underground. There was a surprising level of variety crammed onto those few shelves too, and if one looked hard enough they may find something truly unique hidden amongst the creased pages and bent leather bindings.
After their brief jaunt to Twinrocks alongside Undyne, Frisk and Lily had come to realize that there was still a lot about the Underground that they still didn't know, despite having lived here for a little over a month by this point. That's why they were back here now, taking in what they could while everyone else was busy working (or slacking off somewhere, as was the more likely case for certain members. Then again, one could never be sure). Lily hovered in the air next to her friend who himself was seated at a table near the corner of the room with a book opened in front of him.
"'Ebott Starstone is a material that has seen widespread use throughout the Dreemurr Kingdom.'" She read the text on the page they were reading. "Named for its supposed resemblance to the stars shining above the surface, these gems are seen as sacred by many peoples of the Underground. Used primarily in crafting and artistry-' no surprise there '-certain varieties are known to be a potent focus for magical items. Though exact details are not well documented, it is believed that the CORE, the Underground's main source of power, utilizes these stones in some capacity.'"
"Huh. That's pretty neat." Frisk said. "I'm surprised they can do all of that."
"I guess they're not just pretty stones, huh…?" Lily added thoughtfully. "The CORE is that big glowing thing we saw in Hotland, right?"
"Yeah." Frisk answered, suppressing a shudder at the memory of that place. "I wonder how many Starstones it uses? Do you think they ever run out of power?"
"I wonder..." Lily muttered. "The book doesn't say, so either they forgot to add that part or they just don't. I guess I see why they're so important to the monsters now though."
"THERE YOU ARE!" The sudden shout, coupled with a loud slam against the wall of the library caused Frisk to nearly fall out of his chair.
The children turned sharply in the direction of the noise, wondering for a split second if some ambitious monster discovered who and what they were and had managed to track them down. They breathed a collective sigh of relief when their minds caught up to their instincts and realized that the source of the commotion was merely Undyne standing in the doorway of the Library. Looking around the room, Lily noticed that the other patrons as well as the librarian himself had barely moved from their own spots. Even the newspaper crew continued to write out their articles with hardly a break in their pace, stopping only to briefly look up at the new arrival.
"Please shut the door, Captain." The librarian said, adjusting his spectacles. "You're letting the cold air in."
"Sorry, I'll only be a few seconds." Undyne replied. "I just came here to get these two punks!"
In just three steps, she crossed the span of the room and quickly scooped Frisk up under her arm.
"Whwhawhoa! Umm, hi Undyne?" He cried before craning his neck upward as much as he could in the warrior's general direction. "What's up?"
Lily giggled a little watching as Frisk's arms and legs dangled in the air without purchase, his body held aloft by nothing save Undyne's arm tucked around his middle. It was a position that was quickly becoming quite familiar in her interactions with the boy. Of course, that didn't make it any less funny to see the look of confusion on Frisk's face.
"What's 'up' is that we're going out for some special training today!" The captain declared, pumping the fist of her free hand. "You guys've sat around enough. It's about time I make you work up a sweat now that I know you've been holding out on me!"
"H-holding out?" Frisk was confused. "What are you talking about, Undyne?"
"Your magic, Punk!" Undyne finally got to the point. "Ever since we talked to Alphy about it back at Twinrocks, I've been itching to find out what you can do. You better be ready to give a hundred-and-ten percent, because by the time we're done, I want to see something AWESOME!"
"Wh- wait, Undyne!" Frisk protested as the strong fish began to carry him toward the still-open door of the library. "D-don't you still need to patrol Waterfall today?!"
"Got some other dorks to do it." Undyne said simply. "I'm free for the whole day now!"
Lily held a hand over her mouth as she watched Frisk staring 'helplessly' at her from his position under Undyne's arm. The look on his face practically screamed 'do something!' which only made the situation even funnier in her opinion. Kicking her legs into the open air, the spirit raised a hand and gave a little wave in her friend's direction.
"Bye, Frisk…" She said in a sing-song voice as Undyne carried him by.
"What?! Nuh uh!" Frisk swiftly retorted.
His hand quickly shot out and managed to seize one of her legs. The girl made a noise somewhere between a gasp and a yelp as she was suddenly pulled from her reclining position and dragged along behind them. The laughter she'd been holding back immediately spilled out as she playfully struggled to free herself.
"Hey, l-let me go!" She demanded, her arms and one free leg flailing in the air.
"No way!" Frisk denied, also smiling now that the initial shock had worn off. "If I gotta do this, so do you!"
"Stop, I don't wanna!" the girl continued to 'fruitlessly' try to pull her leg away.
Honestly, she could have freed herself at any time. Frisk wasn't the strongest, physically and even then he wasn't exactly trying that hard. This fact wasn't lost on either of the children, but they were enjoying themselves too much to really care about that.
"Fufufufu!" Undyne's characteristic laugh added itself to their banter. "That's the spirit! Training's a hell of a lot more fun with more people!"
"Yup, so you're coming with, like it or not!" Frisk declared.
"Noooooo!" Lily's playful lament dragged on as she was dragged literally kicking and screaming from the once-quiet library and out through the frigid air of Snowdin proper.
"And she still didn't shut the door…" The librarian sighed, before continuing about his business.
"So, before we get started…" Undyne began. "How much do you punks actually know about how magic works?"
Undyne had managed to ferry the two children to the edge of town. Specifically, the strip of snow-covered plains that served as the border between Snowdin and Waterfall. Usually, the area was covered in a thick fog caused by the mingling air of the two areas, which made it rather difficult to see. Today however, it was surprisingly clear. What mist there was clung to the ground around their feet, allowing the multi-colored light of the stones above to reflect off the frozen surface of a distant lake. Lily would have preferred to stop and enjoy the scenery for a little while, but Undyne had insisted on starting immediately.
Sans and Papyrus were already there by the time they arrived, the former looking more disheveled than usual, as if he'd just been woken up from a nap. The latter on the other hand was wearing a very eager grin as he watched his Captain educating his two friends. Lily had since taken her usual spot within Frisk's SOUL. As much as she enjoyed being able to be seen by others in her normal form, communication was still a bit of an issue. It would be a while yet before she could communicate proficiently with hand motions alone, so this was simply easier for the time being.
"Well…" Frisk began. "There's the stuff you and Alphys told us the other day. It's normally white, but different colors have different properties. Like how Cyan magic can't affect you if you don't move."
"I think it also comes from SOULs too, doesn't it?" Lily asked. "So it's probably different for Humans than it is for Monsters, since their SOULs are different."
"Sort of. Yeah, SOULs are the main thing people draw on when casting spells but it's not the only way. Magic exists all over the place, so if you know how, you can draw it from pretty much anything. Really, it's probably closer to say that SOULs come from magic instead of the other way around." Undyne explained. "You are right about the other thing though. I don't know how it works for Humans but that's what we're here to find out!"
"What about me?" Lily asked.
"Fufufu… I was waiting for you to ask. Since you've already scratched the surface a little, we're gonna start building on that right now."
"Really?!" Lily was actually rather excited about that. "Okay, what do I do first?"
"Well, that should be obvious enough. Call up your bullets." Undyne said, as if it was the simplest thing in the world.
"But… I don't know how to do that. I've only used magic a couple of times, and it was always when we were in danger." The girl couldn't help but cast a subtle glance in Sans' direction as she said that, something that didn't go unnoticed to the Skeleton. "I've never done it intentionally before."
"But that's the thing. It's less about 'knowing' how to do it and more about just doing it." Undyne insisted.
"Uhh… what?" Lily blinked in confusion. How was she supposed to do something without knowing how to?
"Okay, sounds like we're missing a few things here…" Undyne said, finally realizing what was going on and backing up a little. "See, Monster magic is instinctive. I can't tell you exactly how to do it, because just like everything else, it's different from person to person. It's always there though, you just have to find it."
"But how do I do that?" The specter asked, her excitement faltering in the wake of Undyne's rather unhelpful direction. "How do I find something if I don't even know what I'm looking for?"
The Captain of the Royal Guard sighed, and thought for a few moments. As hard as it was for Lily to understand, it was just as hard for her to explain it. This wasn't usually something that really 'needed' explaining most of the time. For monsters, magic was as natural as breathing. Each monster was born with the intrinsic knowledge necessary to perform magic, even if they needed to be taught to control it. This though… this was an attempt to artificially foster in one being what was second nature to another. It was like trying to take a fish out of the water, throwing it into the air, and hoping it would suddenly sprout wings and fly like a bird. Not the easiest thing to do.
Still, if someone had taught her how to do it before, then it had to be possible. Undyne just needed to figure out the right way to go about it. What if… maybe that would work? She'd never tried it before… never really had a need to. But this seemed like just the kind of scenario where it would be useful.
"Think of it like… a voice. A little voice speaking inside you." Undyne tried again, doing as she'd been taught and trying to phrase the process in a way her new student might better understand.
"A voice?" That was something the girl could understand. She and Frisk had both had experience with that kind of thing due to their connection.
"Right!" Undyne grinned, realizing that she seemed to be on the right track. "The voice is quiet, right? Like, so quiet that you have to really focus to hear what it's saying. Do that. Listen to it and then do what it tells you to do. That's how monster magic works. Since you've done it before, it shouldn't be that hard to find it again."
"Alright… I'll give it a try." Lily said, doing her best to clear the frustration that had been building in her mind.
"You got this." Frisk said with quiet confidence.
The girl nodded, grateful for the encouragement. She breathed slowly through her friend's nose, letting the brisk air fill her borrowed lungs and cool her building frustration. Like that, she attempted to clear her mind off of everything aside from listening for that 'voice'. The distant sounds of the town faded into the background along with the quietly whispering flurry around them. It felt peaceful… like she was far away from everything. And yet at the same time she didn't feel alone, as if all she had to do was take a single step and suddenly she would find a familiar face.
It was strange, really… these lessons, along with her feelings all felt so familiar. She followed that familiarity through the quiet of her spirit, listening. And then she heard it, calling out softly from within her being.
A voice… and a memory.
"I can't do it, teacher… I am not a monster. I can't do magic like Mom and Dad… or Rei. I am human, just like the people who trapped everyone here. Just like..." The voice hesitated. It was so much like her own, yet somehow different. "I'll never be like them."
"Yes ye can, and ye will, little'un." Another voice - another familiar voice - responded.
"How do you know?" She asked.
"I can hear it in ya…" The second voice responded sagaciously. "That teeny tiny voice wants to talk ta you. You can hear it too, can'tcha? So open those ears a yers and actually listen to what it's sayin'."
He was right. She could hear it. It was quiet, almost unnoticeable… but she knew it was there. There was no false encouragement in her teacher's voice. He believed in her… they all did. In that case...
"Okay…" She responded. "One more try."
"Wahahah! That's tha ticket!"
Lily gasped, eyes that she hadn't even realized she closed springing open as the memory faded from her sight.
"G-Gerson…?" She mumbled in confusion.
That was him. Wasn't it?
"Hell, yeah! See, what did I tell you?!" Undyne's voice called from along the way. "Man, I wasn't sure if that would work. I'll have to thank Sensei when I see him again..."
Sensei?
The girl blinked a few times in confusion before her eyes and thoughts were distracted by a strange feeling within her hands. Again, she had no idea when they'd even moved, but there hovering just above her palm was a formless mass of white magic. It was small, only about the size of a marble and had no real shape to speak of but it was visible, it was stable… it was there.
"YOU DID IT!" Papyrus cried out as well. "WELL DONE, LILY! I KNEW YOU COULD!"
"I… did." Lily said, mesmerized both by the little pearl of magic in her hand, along with the memory that came with it.
"heh." Sans chuckled, placing his hands in his pockets. "little puny if ya ask me."
"HOW RUDE, SANS!" The taller skeleton scolded his brother. "YOU SHOULD BE PROUD OF OUR FRIEND FOR THIS ACCOMPLISHMENT."
"i am, can't ya tell?" the older brother countered, still sporting the same grin he always wore.
"NO, I CAN'T BECAUSE YOUR FACE NEVER CHANGES! I SWEAR, YOU ARE TOO LAZY TO EVEN CHANGE YOUR EXPRESSION!" Papyrus shot back, though he didn't sound particularly annoyed by it.
"You okay, Lily?" Frisk asked her.
"Yeah… yeah, I think so." The girl said, still sounding a little shaken, but not in a bad way.
"You said 'Gerson'..." The boy pointed out. "Was it another memory?"
Lily didn't respond for a moment, still shaken by what she'd seen, brief though it might have been. Why was Gerson of all people in her memories? She barely even considered that question before the answer became glaringly obvious.
"Uh huh." She said finally. "I think… he might have been the one who trained me in magic before."
"He was?" Frisk was somewhat surprised by that. "Well, Undyne mentioned her old teacher just now… and Gerson did used to be in the Royal Guard."
"It was the same. The method Undyne just taught me, and the way I learned before. I… I heard him, Frisk." Lily described what she'd experienced. "I'm sure it was him."
Sans focused his eye sockets on the girl… or more specifically, on her presence within the kid. He'd been watching her closely ever since the revelation from Alphys about who she was. The way she got her memories back seemed more 'natural' than it was for Frisk, who's own seemed more layered and 'planned' than usual. Because of that, it was a lot harder for Sans to analyze them but now it seemed an awful lot like he'd just witnessed that phenomenon in the moment. From this distance, the blue garbed skeleton couldn't hear exactly what the two were saying to each other but from the movement of their lips, he was able to piece together the gist of their conversation.
'gerson, huh? guess it makes sense that the old turtle would've known her back then.' Sans considered, filing away that information for later.
"Anyways, this is a real good start." Undyne said, unaware of the revelation this training session of hers had yielded. "Gotta agree with Sans though on this one. You won't get too far with spells like that. Since you've figured out what to do though, we can work on strengthening that."
Lily nodded, and set her mind to the task at hand. That memory had given rise to a few new questions as well as rekindling some old ones, but there wasn't much she could do about those right now. More immediately, she'd now gained - or perhaps more accurately, recovered - the ability to use magic instinctively, unrefined though it was. This was a big step for the girl, who knew by this point how useful magic had been during the few instances she'd tapped into it in the past and wondered how much more it could be now that she had some level of control. There was sure to be more danger waiting for them, and Lily would take everything she could if it would help her protect Frisk.
"So what should I do?" Frisk asked, proud of his friend for her success but not wanting to be left behind.
"Well… like I said, I'm not sure how human magic works." Undyne rubbed the back of her head in a gesture that she seemed to adopt when she was feeling self conscious or apologetic. "I thought, since you punks are sharing a SOUL and everything that if we build up Lily's magic control that some of it might rub off on you too. I know it's a crappy plan, but it's the only thing I can really think of."
"Oh." Frisk said, unable to hide the disappointment in his voice. Ever since Alphys mentioned he might be able to expand what he was able to 'see', he'd been very interested in learning to use his magic.
"Sorry, Frisk…" Lily said, sensing his dejection and sympathizing with it.
"No, it's okay. Undyne's right… it's probably the only thing we can do." Frisk said honestly. "You're already doing so good, so don't worry about me okay?"
Despite his initial disappointment, there was a confidence in her friend's voice that Lily couldn't ignore. Frisk had resolved to find a way around this complication, and that alone made the girl more confident when it came to her own training. She knew how determined the boy could be when he put his mind to something. More than that though, he was smart. She knew that he would eventually be able to figure it out.
"Alright." She said before turning her attention back to Undyne. "What's next?"
The rest of the morning consisted of Lily working on sharpening her control over her magic. Once she'd gotten past that initial hurdle, that became much easier to accomplish and she'd been progressing rapidly in that regard. That she was essentially just relearning something that she'd already known in the past was likely the main cause for her speedy growth, though Undyne's coaching and encouragement surely helped. In just a few short hours, she'd managed to increase both the size, and number of bullets she was able to utilize at any one time. At around ten or so fist sized projectiles, it was certainly a far cry from the veritable tide of spears that the piscine captain had used against them during their fight, but it was still leagues beyond where she'd started.
Still, there was a ways to go before she could truly claim mastery. Monster magic was naturally tailored toward use by monsters, after all. It essentially worked by using the minimum amount of magic necessary to form a projectile, and then replicating that process for however much magic said monster was capable of using. Therefore, the number of bullets the caster could create at one time spoke to the strength of their SOUL. With Frisk's human SOUL, that meant that Lily, theoretically had a nigh limitless resource to tap into. However, having that potential and being able to use it effectively were two different things. Her control simply wasn't strong enough at this point to maintain much more than ten bullets at a time.
Instead, for the last hour or so, Undyne had her running drills on managing what she was currently able to use. She'd learned how to arrange her bullets into patterns or shapes, to release them individually or all at once, to create them from further away, or have them hover close by and follow her (or Frisk's) movements to be loosed later. All in all, it had been a productive time for her, and Lily was feeling a surge of confidence in her progress.
The same couldn't be said for Frisk, who was still struggling to figure out how to even begin using his own magic. He'd been attempting to emulate the method that Lily had used, feeling that maybe if he could get a grasp on Monster Magic it might help him in uncovering his own. Unfortunately, his numerous attempts to do so had, thus far, yielded no results.
Still, having observed Lily in her training he did indeed feel that he had a better understanding of magic in general… he just needed to figure out how to apply that.
"Alright, nice! You're doing pretty good!" Undyne complimented, as Lily successfully arranged her ten bullets into the shape of a diamond. "You can dispel those now. I think you're ready to try something else!"
Lily did so, closing her open hand into a fist and watching as the formless magic dissipated into the ether. "What's that?"
"Well, I'm you've probably figured it out by now but even though you've gotten better at creating bullets, there's one thing most of 'em have that yours don't." Undyne said.
Lily remained silent for a moment, waiting for the Captain to continue. When she didn't, it became pretty clear that she was expecting Lily herself to answer. Another test then… supposedly this was how Asgore had trained her back in the day. She claimed that it helped the lessons 'stick' more than if he'd just given her the answer. Lily thought for a moment before creating another of her bullets and looking it over. It was certainly bigger than the first one, and more solid but… Undyne was right. Something seemed to be missing. The answer came to her a few seconds later, as she watched it steadily roiling above her hand. It indeed felt like a bullet that a monster would create, only...
"It doesn't have a shape." She said finally.
"Right! Monster magic is supposed to form itself into a shape of some kind." Undyne explained. "But yours isn't doing that."
"How come?" Frisk asked curiously, watching the wobbling white form through his SOULsight.
"It's because you haven't found your Aspect yet. Every monster has one, a shape their magic is naturally meant to take, like my spears or the bones these two can make." Undyne explained, pointing a thumb back toward Sans and Papyrus. "But if you don't know what that is, neither will your magic. That's why it looks like that now."
"So… I'm still doing something wrong?" Lily asked, feeling the confidence she'd built up to this point wavering.
"Actually, something like this is pretty normal when you're just learning magic." Undyne explained. "It was the same for me when I was a kid."
"Oh…" The girl gave a relieved sigh, glad at least that this wasn't another thing monsters just 'knew'.
"But if you can create bullets without one, why do you need it?" Frisk broached the question. "Unless… do they improve the magic somehow?"
"That's right. See, without an Aspect your bullets just end up wasting a lot of energy." Undyne explained. "With 'em wobbling around like that, little bits of magic get lost and that adds up after a while. If you have an Aspect though, everything stays in one place, so you don't lose anything. It also makes it easier to control if it isn't bubbling around trying to figure itself out."
"How do I get it to do that, then?" Lily asked, eager to keep her current momentum going.
"Well, you know how I said using magic itself isn't really about thinking?" Undyne reminded them. Lily and Frisk nodded as one. "This is the opposite… at least the first time."
"So, I just have to think about what I want it to look like, and it will?" Lily asked.
"Not what you want it to look like, but what it should look like. There's a difference." Undyne clarified. "Picture that little wobble-ball thing in your head, and figure out what it's trying to be. Once you figure it out, then you'll have your Aspect."
Lily nodded and the light in Frisk's right eye faded as she shut out the visual world, and pictured the undulant collection of magic in her mind. It appeared there, a floating white speck within the darkness. She watched it, twisting and reshaping itself like a jellyfish swimming through a vast ocean. It was never the same, at times a part of it would stretch out while another compressed inward, all the while the center would vanish, causing it to take a ring-like shape an instant before collapsing back onto itself.
The more Lily watched it, the more she realized the purpose behind what once appeared to be little more than random shifting and quivering. There were instances where the jerky waves of magic would shape themselves into a form the girl almost recognized, before seemingly 'giving up' only to try something different next time. It was like clay attempting to mould itself into a desired shape, only to realize that it had no idea what it wanted to become. Clay simply cannot mould itself. It needs a sculptor, a hand to guide and shape it into its perfect form. But what form? That was the question Lily was struggling to answer.
It was as she considered this that she noticed something else. Even if the form it attempted to take was never the same, there were some elements that seemed to appear more often than not - The rounding of one part, the flattening and curving of another, the stretching and lengthening of the whole thing. There was a pattern there… things that felt 'right' but were always missing something. She focused on those, attempting to bring all of them together into a cohesive whole. The strain on her focus was intense as she tried to filter out all of the random clutter, leaving only the parts that fit. Yet, each time she pushed one imperfection away, two more would appear in its place.
'Just make up your mind…!' Her thoughts resonated through her mental space. 'Be something, anything! How many shapes could there possibly be?'
And it was that thought that caused the whole process to unravel. The moment her thoughts focused on that question, her mind was flooded with all manner of answers, from simple to complex. Those distracted thoughts were echoed onto her magic, causing it to quiver violently as it attempted to form into each one at once. With an audible 'pop' the spell that was attempting to take shape burst into particles of magic and faded into the air.
"Argh!" Lily growled in frustration, feeling strangely fatigued by the attempt.
"Huh. Not bad for a first try." Undyne's voice caused the girl to look up.
"Not bad?!" She repeated incredulously. "I totally screwed that up!"
"Yeah…" Undyne admitted. "But, you still got further than most people do when trying to find their Aspect. I could see it trying to get there before you got distracted. That's further than I got when I was at that stage."
"Wait… you mean you expected me to mess up?" The girl asked.
"Well, yeah… sort of. I didn't expect you to ace it, but I also didn't think you'd get that far." Undyne clarified. "This was mostly to see if you could figure out how to do it… and in that, you passed."
"Nice job, Lily!" Frisk praised her. "So maybe if you try it again, you'll get it this time?"
"Nope. Not right now." Undyne shot down that suggestion really quick.
"Huh? Why not?" Lily asked. "If I was that close, shouldn't I try again while I still remember what to do."
"It won't work." Undyne replied. "You're frustrated. If you come at it like that, you're just going to do worse. Better to let your head clear before giving it another go. Now that you've tried it once though, it shouldn't be hard to give it another shot on your own later."
"Fine…" Lily conceded, eager to get it down, but not foolhardy enough to pointlessly throw herself at a wall.
'Think of it as homework. For now, we're gonna work on something a little easier. Get over here, Bonehead!" Undyne grinned, turning to the two skeletons. Papyrus immediately perked up and began to make his way forward only for Undyne to stop him. "Not you, Papyrus. Sorry, but I need your bro for this one. Just sit tight for now, okay?"
Far from being disappointed by this, Papyrus' smile only grew, filled with pride for his older sibling. With a quick salute, he marched around behind Sans and proceeded to push him forward by the shoulders. Suddenly, Lily and Frisk were treated to the amusing sight of the superhero using his brother as an impromptu snow shovel as Sans' slippers dug twin grooves into the white powder that covered the ground. The short skeleton shrugged, the grin never leaving his face as Papyrus propped him back up on his feet before stepping aside.
"Alright Sans, all I need you to do is to use your magic to make a few targets." She said before turning back to Lily. "You're able to make bullets and control them pretty well. Now, we're gonna work on your accuracy a little."
"you're really workin' me to the bone here boss." Sans chuckled, stretching his limbs as if he was gearing up for some colossal undertaking. "i oughta file a complaint."
"SANS! STOP COMPLAINING AND/OR MAKING JOKES AND DO AS THE CAPTAIN ASKED, IF YOU PLEASE." Papyrus scolded his brother.
"meh, fine. but only 'cause ya said please." Sans replied, raising his left hand which was quickly surrounded by a bluish aura.
Directing his magic into the ground, Sans lifted a few mounds of snow into the air. The children watched as the four individual masses, guided by the skeleton's strange magic, began to reshape into something recognizable. To Frisk, it looked particularly odd as while he could see Sans' magic, he could not see the snow itself resulting in a bluish silhouette writhing about seemingly without purpose until its shape was complete. The boy had to take control of his head to shake off the dizziness the odd display created.
What that shape was was fairly uninteresting. It was a simple ring-target like one might find at a medieval archery course. Three uneven concentric circles with a blotchy 'bullseye' situated in the rough center.
"Guess they'll have to do… We'd normally use a training dummy but the only one I know has been in a really bad mood lately..." Undyne said.
Frisk held back a giggle and Lily couldn't help but smirk in morbid satisfaction. They had a pretty good idea who that particular training dummy was.
"Alright. See if you can hit those." Undyne gave them the go ahead, and Lily called up her magic again.
The ten formless projectiles appeared in an arc in front of Frisk's body. Focusing her sights on the targets, Lily let loose a single bullet that flew toward the topmost one. Her magic flew straight for a good couple of meters before suddenly shifting off to the side and missing the target completely.
"Umm… what?" She said, lifting a brow.
"Why'd it veer off like that?" Frisk asked.
"Yup. Thought so. You're magic's unstable since you don't have your Aspect yet. Makes it hard to fly in a straight line. But!" The last word was spoken hastily as she noticed the girl about to protest. "That's why we're doing this. In a way, it might be good that you didn't get it immediately. If you can learn to aim your magic when it's like this, then you won't have any problems once you do have it."
"That… actually makes a lot of sense." The girl admitted before taking aim once again.
The rest of her initial supply of summoned bullets yielded somewhat similar results, each one curving off, dropping to the ground, soaring overhead or otherwise missing the mark in various ways. The closest she got to an actual success was when one jolted to the side, only to be pulled back by a tug in the other direction as the magic, even now attempted to discover itself. Even that one only managed to brush the edge of one of the targets with barely enough force to knock a few flakes of snow loose.
However, either through influence of the SOUL whose power she was tapping into, or her own mindset, Lily was not the slightest bit deterred by these setbacks. She immediately created another wave and began the process anew, then another, and then a fourth. Undyne eventually moved over to her student, giving her a few tips on how to better her aim. By clearing her mind, Lily found she could mitigate the magic's roiling somewhat, while only creating a single bullet at a time allowed her to focus solely on directing it where to go, rather than dividing her focus between that, and keeping the others suspended. Even something as simple as changing the way she was standing seemed to help, if only minorly.
She'd lost track by now of how many she'd used but she could tell she was improving. Taking a breath, the aspiring magician released another bullet, this time at the bottom target. The awkward shifting it had been displaying before had been reduced significantly, and even though it still wasn't entirely straight, it was still on course to connect this time. Lily's heart soared as she watched it go, waiting anxiously for the moment when it would strike true…
...only for the snow to fall to the ground as the magic holding it vanished, causing the bullet to soar through the air where it had once been.
"WHAT?!" Lily cried incredulously before glaring at the grinning skeleton standing some ways away. "What the hell, Sans! That was about to hit!"
"oops, my bad." Sans said, waving his magic covered hand while still grinning from cheekbone to cheekbone. "my hand slipped."
"You're not even touching them!" Lily countered as she took another shot.
This time the target she aimed at transformed into a perfect simulacrum of a certain fluffy white dog and leapt out of the way.
"Dude." Undyne said flatly.
Lily gave the skeleton an annoyed glare as the snow-dog wagged its powdery tail, flicking a few flakes back and forth.
"Is that supposed to be Tobias?" Frisk asked, noticing the distinct shape of the magical silhouette.
"Huh? Tobias?" Lily asked, momentarily distracted by her friend's comment.
"I… felt like he needed a name." Frisk explained. "I wonder where he is right now…"
"Aaaaanyway… can you try to take training seriously, Sans?" Undyne asked, staring pointedly at the skeleton.
"aww, come on. i'm always serious." Sans grinned.
"Seriously getting on my nerves…" Lily mumbled, as the skeleton put the targets back in place.
With her remaining eight shots, Lily decided to aim two each at the four targets. It required a bit more focus to keep them flying in a straight line, but her goal wasn't to strike true with each one, only to see if she could get one or two to hit. At least, that would have been the plan if all eight weren't immediately seized by a cloak of blue the moment they got close.
"Oh, now what?!" Lily threw her arms up in frustration.
"SANS… WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" Papyrus asked his brother.
Lily's captured magic drifted over to Sans, where they arranged in a circle and proceeded to spin. The entire group was rendered speechless as Sans moved his hands in time with them, making the whole display look like a juggling show. He changed it up here and there, shifting to one hand, tossing one up higher than the others before bringing it back into the pattern, even changing the trajectory into a figure-8 formation that would have been impossible without the aid of his gravity manipulation.
"CUT IT OUT!" Both Lily and Undyne shouted at the same time. Realizing their synchronicity, Undyne couldn't help but grin and offer the girl a fistbump which Lily happily accepted.
"tough crowd…" Sans shrugged and released his hold on the magic.
Lily smirked as that was just the opportunity she was waiting for. With her magic freed, she converged all eight bullets on a single point - namely, one of the four snow-targets that was currently hovering above the elder skeleton. At so close a range, there wasn't much possibility for error, and the eight bullets pierced the soft snow, and collided at the center. The resulting burst of magic wasn't dangerous in any way, but it did have the desired effect of unraveling Sans' blue magic, causing the now released snow to fall directly onto his head.
Uproarious laughter spilled from the budding magic user's mouth as she watched Sans standing in the middle of a pile of snow that buried him to the knee joints. Smaller piles settled on his shoulders as well as the top of his skull, making him look somewhat like a poorly formed snowman.
"You SO deserved that!" Lily crowed victoriously.
"HAHA! Nice going, punk!" Undyne agreed.
"You really should have seen that coming, Sans." Frisk pointed out, giggling along with them.
"really tough crowd." Sans corrected himself. "come on, bro. throw me a bone here."
"IGNORING THAT HORRIBLE PUN FOR A MOMENT…" Papyrus began, making his way over to Sans and attempting to clear the snow from his person. "I ALSO THINK YOU WERE ABOUT DUE FOR THAT ONE, SANS."
"et tu, papyrus…?" Sans replied, though the betrayal in his words didn't reach his voice. "that's cold."
Papyrus bristled instinctively, but couldn't help snickering a little at that one as he helped Sans climb his way out of the snowy trap he'd found himself in.
"Heh… well, you've definitely improved your aim at least." Undyne commented, getting her mind back on task. "What about you, Frisk? Anything yet?"
Frisk's mood was slightly soured by the question. It was true that watching Lily had given him some insight on how magic worked but insight was all he had. Through the course of the lessons, the boy had tried to use the same exercises Lily had in order to get his own grasp on it. Sadly, none of it had worked for him… he hadn't even managed to create a single bullet of his own. Finally he shook his head.
"No…" He sighed. "I thought if I was able to learn to use magic like you guys it might help but… it isn't working for me."
"Damn… I don't get it." Undyne scratched her cheek thoughtfully. "I get that Lily's done it before and she'd probably be quicker on the uptake, but I figured you'd have picked up something by now."
"i don't think it's that simple…" Sans, now cleared from the snow, spoke up. "human and monster magic are two different things. if it was that easy to translate one to the other, don't you think we'd have cracked the barrier a long time ago?"
"I'm able to do it though, why shouldn't Frisk?" Lily pointed out.
"dunno." Sans shrugged. "maybe you were younger when you first learned it so your magic was more 'malleable', or you've got a certain something that the other kid just doesn't. either way, i'm pretty sure you're the exception rather than the rule."
"So… what do I do then?" Frisk asked, hoping that Sans might have some ideas. However, the short skeleton simply shrugged.
"i guess… stop trying to think of it like a monster, and think about how a human would do it." Sans said. "or... how you would do it."
In truth, he did have some insight on how human magic worked. He'd discussed the matter with Alphys in the past. It was all theory though, and he had no idea rather or not that knowledge would even be useful to Frisk. What's more, Sans had the sneaking suspicion that the boy likely already had the answer buried within him somewhere. He's almost certainly even tapped into it before without realizing it, if those time-staggers during their trek through Waterfall were any indication. The analytical skeleton was interested to see if the boy could figure it out on his own.
"Alright. I'll keep trying." Frisk said.
'there it is…' Sans observed, noticing the look of determination on Frisk's face as he made his way over to a nearby tree and leaned against it, his part done.
"I guess all we can do is move on for now." Undyne said. "Since we've gone over how magic works, and Aspects, let's talk about Elements for a sec."
"Oh, we talked about those with Alphys the other day." Lily pointed out.
Frisk's interest was piqued. Monster and Human magic might be different but Elements were a common thread. Maybe something here would help him.
"Right, we talked about how Elements add their color to magic, and cause it to do different things. For example, I can use Yellow…" She demonstrated by calling one of the yellow spears she'd used during her fight to one hand before pointing the other at Frisk's SOUL, which quickly became encased in a green aura. However, this time he knew he was in no danger. "...and Green magic, whose Elements are Justice, and Kindness. Remember what they do?"
"Those yellow ones wouldn't stop coming when you sent them at us…" Lily remembered their less friendly experience with those spears. "All we could do was hold them off."
"And I can't move from this spot when my SOUL's like this." Frisk added. "I can still change where I'm facing, but if I try to go anywhere else, it won't let me."
"Right. Each element has different traits like that. It's pretty next level stuff, so I don't expect you to be able to use them right now. There is a reason I'm going over them though." Undyne said. "See, most monsters can only use the basic 'white' magic but some, usually stronger ones, can tap into one of the elements. A few big shots can use two, but it's pretty much unheard of for anyone to use more than that."
"But you can?" Frisk asked, wondering why she didn't do so before. However, Undyne simply shook her head.
"Nope, I've only got the two." Undyne clarified. "There is someone here who can use more than that though."
"Sans?" Lily asked, turning a questioning gaze to the lounging skeleton.
"nah." was his only response. "only blue here."
"Then that means…" Frisk began only to be cut off by the answer.
"NYEH HEH HEH! I BELIEVE THAT IS MY CUE!" Papyrus declared, striding forward with a proud grin on his face.
"Like I said, I don't expect you guys to be able to get these things right now." Undyne began. "But rather than talking about it, I think it'd be better for you to see it in action. That's where this dude comes in."
"W-what do you mean?" Frisk asked.
"What? You seriously haven't figured it out yet?" Undyne asked. "You guys are gonna spar."
""Huh?!"" Both children responded at the same time before Lily added. "You want us to fight?!"
"I CAN SEE YOU ARE BOTH BURSTING WITH ENTHUSIASM!" The lanky skeleton spoke up. "INDEED! I, THE GREAT PAPYRUS, SHALL BE YOUR OPPONENT!"
"But why?" Frisk asked, concerned.
"Fufufu… now that Lily's gotten a grasp on her magic, this is the perfect way to put all those muscles to use. As for you, since everything so far hasn't worked, we'll just have to drag it outta you by force! I said I was gonna toughen you punks up, and that's what we're gonna do!" Undyne declared with a toothy grin. "Don't you worry about Pap, here. I wasn't lying when I said he was tough."
"break a leg…" Sans said from his position resting against the tree.
The two children quickly turned to him. Though it didn't show in the casual tone of his voice, his eye-lights were fixed steadily on the four of them. Briefly, the children were reminded of back when they'd first met. Sans' protectiveness of his younger sibling had been firmly established even back then. It was hard to believe that he would agree to something like this so readily, even going so far as to wish them luck given what they knew.
The jokester's true feelings were as hard to read as ever, and yet his expression seemed more measured somehow than it had back then. There was nothing unsettling about it, compared to the first time before he learned of the rather complicated situation surrounding their memories. If anything he seemed less concerned and more… interested. Neither Frisk, nor Lily quite knew what to make of that look, especially since it vanished completely the moment he noticed them staring.
"Alright guys, let's get started!" Undyne called their attention back to the situation at hand. "Only magic, no physical blows. This is a training battle but I still expect you two to go all out."
"Okay…" Frisk said, still a little worried.
"Got it." Lily added, a little more confident than her friend after having developed a trust in Undyne's methods after how much she'd learned.
VERY WELL, HUMANS! LET US PUT ON A WORTHY PERFORMANCE!" Papyrus exclaimed without any hint of concern in his own voice.
"Alright, get ready… Hajime!" Undyne shouted, bringing down her arm in a signal to start the duel.
Papyrus' response was quicker than the children had been expecting, summoning up three bones in a fraction of a second and sending them in a line towards the children. Using his reflexes, Frisk swiftly pivoted to the side as Lily focused on drawing her own formless bullets from the aether. She fired four of them outward, hoping to catch their opponent off guard with the quick reprisal, but Papyrus seemed to be expecting that. He raised his right hand to the sky, causing more bones to erupt from the ground in the form of a wall between himself and the girl's shots. The Aspect-less magic scattered harmlessly over the ivory barrier, leaving Papyrus completely untouched by the counter attack.
"A FINE SHOT, LILY!" He called out. "YOUR MAGIC IS QUITE STRONG DESPITE ITS LACK OF SHAPE."
If it had been anyone other than Papyrus, the girl might have taken that as mockery, but the honesty in his voice simply couldn't be denied. She allowed herself a little smile, proud that he felt that way. The expression was short lived however, as Papyrus sent the wall of bones forward, causing the individual segments to scatter and trail across the ground in the children's direction.
They weren't moving particularly fast however, and it was easy enough for an observant Frisk to weave his way through them. However, just as he was about to step around the last of them, the bone suddenly deviated from its pattern and shifted to intercept him. The boy braced himself against the expected sting of a magical impact as the bone brushed against his arm, only to realize that what he felt was little more than a dull tingle. Confused, he quickly glanced at his and Lily's HP.
Frisk: HP - 20/20
Lily: HP - 17/17
"Huh…?" He said. "It… didn't hurt?"
"You're right…" Lily muttered, as puzzled by that as Frisk was.
"IT WOULD SEEM THAT I HAVE LANDED THE FIRST STRIKE!" Papyrus shouted, grinning resplendently as the wind caused his scarf to billow. "I'M AFRAID YOU MUST DO BETTER THAN THAT IF YOU WISH TO OVERCOME ME, FRISK AND LILY!"
The girl readied a full salvo of ten bullets before firing them toward Papyrus at a staggered pace, hoping to use the unpredictability to her advantage like he did. It didn't quite have the same level of success however. Most of the bullets went awry, missing him completely and the few that were on target were simply deflected by more of the skeleton's own magic.
After a few similar exchanges, Lily realized that her own attacks didn't seem to be getting through. So instead, she decided to focus on using her magic defensively, firing a bullet at anything that came a little too close. Though her bullets didn't seem strong enough to disperse Papyrus' bones, the impact was enough to divert their pathing.
"I don't get it…" She said. "He's not even moving, and his attacks don't seem to hurt us. Is he really as strong as Undyne says he is?"
"HMM… IT SEEMS YOU ARE GROWING ACCUSTOMED TO MY MAGIC. I AM PROUD OF BOTH OF YOU!" Papyrus continued his friendly banter. "PERHAPS IT IS ABOUT TIME I SHOWED YOU MY BLUE ATTACK!"
"Blue attack?" Lily responded. "That means he's gonna use an Element on us, right?"
"I think so, but…" Frisk began but hesitated. 'Why does this seem familiar…?'
Papyrus lifted his right hand to the sky (or at least the gem-filled simulacrum of it that the Underground was known for), and the children watched in awe as the orange mitt that covered it was suddenly overtaken by a cloud of soft, bluish magic. A number of bones sprang into existence behind him, forming what almost looked like the ranks of a company of soldiers. Each and everyone was colored in the same hue as the cloud which covered his hand. Cyan. The Element of Patience. Its glow pierced Frisk's SOUL-sight, manifesting its true nature upon the boy's mind. Papyrus stood there with his arm outstretched, a pearl statue within the ocean of his magic.
"NYEH HEH HEH!" He laughed. "HOW WILL YOU WITHSTAND THIS, I WONDER?"
With that, he gestured forward and the magic obeyed. Walls of cyan light closed in on the two humans, creating a maze-like structure as it moved slowly upon their position. A few of the bones flickered for a brief moment as they passed through one another unhindered.
"They're all Cyan…" Lily observed, as the osseous tide flowed toward them. "So we just hold still right?"
"I don't think so..." Frisk began as he stared at the approaching bones. "I don't think it's that simple."
"What do you mean?" Lily asked. "We've dealt with Cyan magic before. It's always been that way."
Frisk continued to stare at the bones. Lily was right, of course. Of all the Elements that they had experience with, Cyan was certainly the most common for whatever reason. Yet, something was off this time. That familiar hue should have filled Frisk with the sense of relief that comes with facing a challenge one has seen before. Instead, all he felt was unease, stemming from somewhere within his clouded memories.
He knew this attack…
"I- I'm not sure." He replied. "But something tells me we shouldn't touch those bones."
Lily could sense her friend's trepidation. She knew by now that whenever he got feelings like that, there was usually something to them and though she couldn't notice anything strange about the magic Papyrus was using, she knew it would probably be best to trust him. Thus, she summoned another salvo of her own magic and waited.
"Okay. Same thing we've been doing then. You work on dodging, I'll shoot anything that sneaks up on you." She said.
Frisk gave a short nod, and began to move just as the labyrinth of bones reached their position. Leave it to Papyrus to turn his own magic into a puzzle of its own. The Cyan walls closed around the boy as he stepped through a small opening, and set about looking for a way through. He ducked beneath a horizontal bone and slipped through an opening between two smaller ones before being forced to backpedal to avoid running headlong into a solid wall of them just beyond. He slipped his way around it only to be met by a bone trailing low to the ground that he didn't notice before. Fortunately, Lily was on point, and sent one of her bullets to knock the bone off course, causing it to miss her friend by mere centimeters before they continued on.
After a few moments of dodging and deflecting, the two children finally reached what seemed to be the end of the labyrinth, only to find it blocked completely by an ever advancing wall of cyan bones. Frisk staggered back slightly, barely managing to avoid an embarrassing and possibly disastrous pratfall.
"Over to the right!" Lily said. "I see a gap. It isn't wide, but leave that to me."
Frisk immediately did as she said, ducking beneath a few of the hovering bone stalactites as he moved himself into position. There, in the midst of what looked to be an impenetrable barricade, Lily could see a brief glimpse of the conifers that dotted the landscape. Focusing all of the magical control she could muster, Lily launched the remainder of her own bullets into that space. One after another they struck only to dissipate. And yet, with each impact the bones were forced further and further apart until a gap barely big enough for Frisk's small body to slip through was formed. The boy did so, freeing the two from the arcane labyrinth before drawing in a few much needed breaths of the cool Snowdin air.
"Phew…" Lily said, feeling somewhat winded herself due to their resonance. "It's times like this that I'm glad you're short, Frisk…"
"Thanks…" The boy said drily.
He couldn't deny that she had a point. Not that he would admit it though.
"OH HO! YOU SEEM TO HAVE AVOIDED MY ATTACK!" Papyrus shouted. "I AM QUITE IMPRESSED THAT YOU WERE ABLE TO PUZZLE OUT ITS TRUE NATURE! WELL DONE, HUMANS!"
"It was tough, but I'm just glad we were able to get through it!" Frisk called, praising him right back.
"WELL THEN, I'M… NOT ENTIRELY SURE HOW TO GO ON FROM HERE." Papyrus admitted, scratching his chin thoughtfully. "I NEVER EXPECTED YOU TO EVADE MY AZURE TRAP SO SUCCESSFULLY…"
"OH COME ON, PAPYRUS!" Undyne shouted from her place to the side. "What's with the kid gloves? I know you can do better than that!"
"B-BUT UNDYNE, THEY ARE…" Papyrus struggled to form a response.
"They are the ones that beat me, remember?!" Undyne continued to scold him. "So stop holding back and give this everything you've got. That's an order, soldier!"
"W-WELL, I SUPPOSE I DO STILL HAVE THAT…" Papyrus mused, glancing with a bit of uncertainty toward his opponents. "VERY WELL THEN, COUNT YOURSELVES LUCKY HUMANS. YOU ARE ABOUT TO WITNESS THE GREAT PAPYRUS' THOROUGHLY COOL SUPER SECRET TECHNIQUE!"
"Wait… he has more?!" Lily exclaimed.
Even as she said those words, Papyrus' right eyesocket flared for a brief moment. What was once a small pinprick of white light transformed into a flickering orange colored iris. Frisk took an instinctive step back as he was taken by surprise as the color cut once again through the monochrome of his limited sight.
"DO YOU REMEMBER THIS, HUMANS?" Papyrus asked them with the same friendly grin he always wore.
"That eye… he showed us that before." Frisk said, studying the flickering ring of orange within Papyrus' alabaster form.
"Yeah… It's like the one Sans has." Lily nodded.
They remembered when Papyrus had first shown them his Chromatis. It was shortly after their less-than-friendly encounter with Sans where he'd revealed his own, and the two had discovered Lily's ability to manifest herself through merging with his SOUL. It wasn't the best memory for either of them, but it had taught them a number of things and they'd grown a lot since then. Now, the appearance of the strange glowing iris, while still surprising, no longer immediately inspired fear.
"There's something different about it though." The boy observed. "Sans' seemed to cycle between colors. Papyrus' is just the one."
"It's not solid, and he doesn't have that fiery thing either." Lily added. "Does that mean his is weaker?"
"Maybe." Frisk speculated, still keeping his gaze sharply trained on Papyrus, waiting for what he'd do next. "We should probably still be careful though."
"ALRIGHT! That's what I'm talkin' about, Papyrus!" Undyne punched her fist into the palm of her other hand. "Hope you're ready, Punks, 'cause now it's time to really give you a workout!"
Lily couldn't help but grin, feeling somewhat fired up from this. "Bring it on!" She challenged, and called up another group of bullets, holding them in the air surrounding Frisk's head.
"VERY WELL THEN, LET THE THREE OF US GIVE IT OUR ALL!" Papyrus answered, raising his hand to cast another spell.
If the amount of bones that he'd summoned before were the equivalent of a company of men, then the number he created this time must have been tantamount to a whole legion. Unlike the first wave, they were not all the same color. Bones of magic, pure and white. mingled with the cyan of those infused with the Patience element along with a number of others as orange as the glow emitted from the skeleton's eye.
Without wasting a single moment, the Royal Guard hopeful swept his arm in a horizontal arc, sending his army forth. While still staggered in their pace, the bones moved significantly faster this time.
"Okay that… that's a lot." Lily said, the crimson glow of her presence in Frisk's own eye brightening with her surprise. "What do we do, Frisk?"
"I- I don't know!" Frisk said, completely at a loss.
'I've never seen this before…' He realized, as he looked upon the wave of magic and found his memories quiet.
"G-get out of the way!" He finally shouted, springing from his position and dashing to the side to avoid the initial onslaught of the multi-hued tide.
Channeling every instinct and reflex he had, Frisk weaved through the army of bones even as Lily desperately fired her magic to ward off anything that came too close. Try as they might however, there was simply too much for them to be able to avoid contact entirely. As Frisk moved to avoid a cyan bone moving at an accelerated rate through the wave, he ended up passing straight through an orange one that had managed to sneak up on his flank. The moment the bone slipped through his SOUL, harmlessly passing out of his back on the other side, he knew that something was different. In an instant, the skeletal legion vanished in a flash of light, dispersing into particles of magic that faded into the air.
Frisk instinctively looked down at his SOUL, only to watch as it was suddenly encased in an aura very similar to those he'd experienced before. However, rather than the blue of Sans, or the green of Undyne, this one was a radiant orange.
"Look out, Frisk!" Lily shouted.
The boy's head jolted up just in time to see the single white bone flying in his direction from afar. With a gasp, he instinctively made to avoid it. It was too late though. With the momentary distraction of his SOUL, there was no way even Frisk's reflexes would be enough to evade it entirely, nor was there time enough to call upon her own magic to deflect it. Thus Lily watched it come, bracing herself for the inevitable impact.
An impact that never came. Instead the girl's vision blurred in such a sudden way that it might have been nauseating if she had a working stomach. She had to blink a few times before she finally realized what had happened.
They'd moved.
And not just by a few steps either. Somehow they'd covered a good few meters in a fraction of a second.
"What…?" She managed to force out.
Frisk was confused too. He stood there silently, still sort of disoriented by what had happened. Without a full range of vision, it took him a bit longer to realize that his orientation compared to Papyrus and the others had changed. He was still as he attempted to process what had just happened. He knew he could be surprisingly fast when he needed to be, but that was far beyond anything he'd done before.
Addled as he was, it took him a few moments more to realize something else: they were still in Snowdin… the air around them was as crisp and cold as it always was.
So why did it feel like he was burning up?
"Frisk! Your HP!" Lily cried, bringing the boy to attention
Frisk: HP - 19/20
Frisk: HP - 18/20
"What's happening…?" He panted. It was very slow, but it was clearly going down.
"NYEH HEH HEH! I WOULDN'T STAY IN ONE SPOT FOR TOO LONG, HUMANS!" Papyrus called from across the way. "YOU'RE ORANGE NOW! YOU'D BETTER KEEP MOVING OR THINGS WILL SOON GET VERY HOT INDEED!"
So it was another SOUL influencing magic, like Undyne and Sans used before…
Frisk thought about that as he took another brief glance at his SOUL, still encased in an orange aura. He did as Papyrus instructed and tried to move his body again. Though the disorientation struck once again, he did feel the heat seem to ease off a little. He tested it again with the same result. It was surprisingly hard to move like this. His speed and reflexes were greatly increased as a result of Papyrus' magic, but his mind was having a hard time processing so drastic a change in what it had become accustomed to.
Speaking of the superhero, he hadn't moved nor had he fired any more bullets of his own since the last one that initially spurred them into movement. He was simply standing there on the other side of the field, watching them and waiting. He didn't use this technique often, as he much preferred the effect of his Blue attack. It was simply more elegant, and allowed him more freedom to create fun and interesting bullet patterns with which to test his opponents' wits. This was more direct much like the Gauntlet of Deadly Terror, there was no subtlety at all which was the reason he never finished that puzzle in the first place.
But… Undyne wanted to teach them about magic, and if Papyrus' less graceful abilities could help with that, then he was happy they could be of use.
Eventually, Frisk managed to get a decent amount of control over his new speed. He learned that 'moving' was a pretty loosely defined term. Shifting from one foot to the other seemed to have the same effect as running directly to the right or left, meaning they could technically stay in one place even if they couldn't stay still. What's more, walking, while still a little faster than the boy's normal running speed, was slow enough that it wasn't as disorienting, though doing so for too long caused the burning effect to creep back in, albeit at a slower pace.
"I SEE YOU HAVE ADAPTED RATHER QUICKLY TO BEING ORANGE. I AM QUITE PROUD OF YOU FRISK, AND LILY!" Papyrus complimented them. "ARE YOU READY TO CONTINUE OUR DUEL?"
"Duel?" Lily shot back with a slight grin. "You know there's three of us right?"
"ERR, WELL I SUPPOSE THAT'S TRUE BUT…" Papyrus struggled. "HMM… WHAT IS THE PROPER WORD FOR A DUEL BETWEEN THREE PEOPLE…? NO, WAIT, IT IS MORE LIKE TWO AGAINST ONE…"
The girl couldn't help but giggle as Papyrus attempted to search his vocabulary for the right word. "I'm just messing with you, Papyrus."
"WELL, IT WOULD SEEM YOUR JAPES RIVAL EVEN MY OWN, LILY!" Papyrus declared. "VERY WELL, SHALL WE CONTINUE?"
Frisk had to admit even he wasn't sure if there was a real term for that, especially given his and Lily's unique situation but he put his own curiosity aside and nodded. "Yeah. I think we're good to go. You ready, Lily."
"Yup. Let's do this!" The girl said.
Their battle resumed as Frisk utilized his magically boosted speed to weave around the skeleton's attacks. Lily meanwhile summoned more bullets of her own and fired them in Papyrus' general direction. The shots found little success however, diverting away from the Skeleton and dispersing into harmless particles soon after.
Her aggravation was clear from the cloying scent that assailed Frisk's nose. It was hard to aim in this state. Frisk's constant movements were disturbing her ability to direct her bullets to their intended destination. One managed a lucky strike against another of Papyrus' projectiles, knocking it askew, but it was just that… luck.
Even as he continued to dodge his way around Papyrus' attacks, Frisk could feel himself running low on energy. He wasn't quite ready to collapse, but his stamina was not infinite by a long shot. If this continued for much longer, he knew he wouldn't be able to keep it up. That was simply if things remained as they were. Of course, Papyrus had proven time and again that he had more tricks to show them.
And that's exactly what he did. After remaining almost completely still for the entire battle, the tall skeleton suddenly began to move. His Chromatis flashed brightly for a moment before a bluish aura formed around his right hand. The children braced themselves for an attack, only to watch in awe as the aura formed itself into a bone nearly as tall as Papyrus himself.
"You've gotta be kidding me!" Lily exclaimed. "He can do actual blue magic too?!"
Papyrus grinned, grasping the - quite solid by the look of things - cobalt bone in his hand before swinging it around to his left. Now gripping the bone like a martial artist with a bo-staff, he quickly closed the distance, and spun one end of the weapon down towards them. They knew Papyrus was no slouch in the speed department but this was something else. It was only by virtue of the orange magic still affecting Frisk's SOUL that he was able to avoid being struck by the ossein club.
Now that he was closer, Lily attempted to fire a few more bullets at him, but Papyrus simply turned the bone into a rapid spin, deflecting each and every one of them.
"This is nuts…" Lily said, in disbelief. "I can't even touch him."
'There's gotta be something I can do…' Frisk thought to himself, as Lily struck down another of Papyrus' bones with a close range shot. 'Maybe if I could use magic too… but how?'
'Sans said to stop trying to do it like a monster and think about how I can do it.' He considered, as Lily summoned another salvo of bullets to defend them. 'But what does that mean? Like a human, or…?'
A swift attack from Papyrus caused Frisk to quickly move to the side. The motion brought his gaze in line with his own SOUL. Though it was still encased in the Royal Guard hopeful's sunset colored magic, he could still see it's true carnelian hue pulsing beneath.
A thought crossed his mind.
'Undyne said that Elements are hard to use. Even Sans said he can only use one. But what if… what if it's different for humans? If human SOULs are defined by an Element, wouldn't it make sense that they could tap into that?' He mused. 'How can I use that? From what I can tell Elements all seem to be based around the characteristic they're named after. Integrity deals with gravity and space-time, and Kindness is support based stuff like healing or rooting.'
'Red… red is Determination. So how can I transform that into magic? One way is my SAVE points, I guess but those won't help me here. I still don't even know how they work- Wait…' He stopped short in that train of thought. 'Is it just that I don't know how the SAVE points work… or is it actually that I don't know how Determination itself works?'
'What is Determination, then? What does it mean to be determined?' Feeling like he might be onto something, he considered that. 'Well, it's what keeps you going even if things seem hopeless. It's the drive to succeed, no matter what. Determination is what allows someone to overcome odds that might seem impossible, simply because they never stop trying. Determination is what pushes one to their goal.'
"Goal…?" He muttered aloud.
"Huh?" Lily, momentarily caught off guard by the sudden statement, asked him. "What do you- whoa!"
Her question was cut off as she was forced to seize control of Frisk's body to duck under another wide swipe from Papyrus' 'bone-staff'.
"S-sorry!" Frisk hastily apologized, though his mind was still swimming with his current thoughts.
'That's right… a goal.' He realized. 'Determination for its own sake is impossible… it needs a goal to push towards, something to be focused on. When I make SAVE points, I'm always focused on the memory and what I'm feeling at the time… my goal is to… 'remember' those moments. So… wouldn't it make sense that the goal is what shapes magic fueled by Determination? If that's how it works, then…'
"Lily, stop casting your magic!" Frisk shouted.
"Wha- what do you mean?" The girl protested.
"When Papyrus attacks again, don't do anything." the boy reiterated.
"Are you crazy, Frisk?!" She scolded him. "I know Papyrus isn't trying to hurt us, but do you really want to just let him hit us? That kinda defeats the purpose of training, doesn't it?"
"I know that, but… I think I might have figured something out." He insisted. "I get that it's weird, but trust me."
Lily thought for a moment as her gaze turned back to Papyrus who was branching the distance between them again. It was taking everything they had just to keep pace with the lanky boneman and his ridiculous magic control. For Frisk to ask her to just stop doing that was a little hard to accept. Either her best friend had something truly incredible planned, or his big brain had finally reached its limit. Either way, after a few seconds she nodded her head in agreement.
"Okay. I don't know what you're thinking, but I'll support you, Frisk." She said, smiling within his SOUL. "Whatever it is, give it all you got, okay."
"HMM… ARE YOU OKAY, FRISK?" Papyrus asked, somehow identifying which of them was in control. "I CAN SEE… SOMETHING ABOUT YOU THAT WASN'T THERE BEFORE."
"Yeah. I'm okay Papyrus." The boy stated. "Let's keep going, just a little more."
"NYEH HEH HEH! VERY WELL, THEN!" The younger sibling cried, and Frisk braced himself for whatever he was going to do next. "THEN LET US SEE THIS DUEL-PLUS-ONE TO ITS CONCLUSION, SHALL WE?"
What he'd expected was for the skeleton to charge them in melee again. What he'd hoped for was that he'd send another bone barrage their way. What he got was neither of those things. Instead, Papyrus transferred the bone of blue magic into his right hand, shifted his grip, and then hurled it directly at them. The powerful melee weapon was transformed into a spinning projectile the moment it left his hand, its form blurring from the speed of its rotation to the point that it looked more like a disk than a rod.
Though the sudden change in Papyrus' attack pattern momentarily caught him off guard, Frisk had come to expect his opponent to have more than a few tricks up his sleeve. He quickly recovered, and planted his feet firmly upon the ground, feeling the heat from the orange aura quickly beginning to rise once more. He ignored it, focusing only on the bone flying toward himself and Lily. Towards that bone, he channeled all of the determination he could muster.
He raised his hand, a singular goal filling his mind, and spoke.
"STOP!"
The word was carried upon an echo not entirely borne of the volume in the boy's voice. A flash of crimson light emanated from his SOUL in response to that single word. It surged out in a wave, dispersing the orange aura around it like a gust of wind clearing a fog, leaving only the shining carnelian heart in its wake. As the wave passed over the spinning bone, it suddenly halted in its approach, stopping mere centimeters before its target. There it hovered, still spinning, in front of the red child and his spectral companion, held in place by the former's command.
"It… listened?" Lily spoke dumbly as she stared at the phenomenon in front of her.
Frisk didn't respond… he couldn't. It was taking every scrap of his concentration just to hold the blue projectile in place. Yet, even as he continued to hold it back, feeling the last of his energy ebbing away from the effort he found himself distracted by something else - a pain quite unlike that of the now dispelled orange magic… a familiar pain spreading from behind his left eye.
"Why… why now?" He mumbled, even as his mind was swept away into the fog of memories.
"No!"
"No!"
Two voices, male and female. Two sounds, thunder and flame.
"H-how?!"
"What?!"
Two more voices… clear, but unrecognized.
"Don't stand in our way! These… freaks need to pay for what they've done!"
"I'd heard there was a race-traitor here. Didn't expect a sorcerer though."
Two sentiments, fiery hatred, and frigid disdain.
"Call them what you want..."
"Call me what you want…"
Two familiar voices, male and female.
"But I won't let you…"
"But you will not…"
Two familiar feelings, anger and fear
"...hurt the ones I love!"
"...hurt the ones I love!"
Frisk immediately fell to his knees, gasping for breath as the memory vanished even quicker than it had come. Papyrus' indigo bone continued on its course as if it had never stopped, now perfectly aligned with the boy's head…
"Frisk!" Lily shouted.
...only to be halted a second time.
She sat there, confused for a moment before turning her crimson gaze to Papyrus. However, their opponent seemed just as confused as she was. Eventually, her eyes turned to Sans, who was still leaning against that same tree… only now, his left arm was raised, a deep blue aura enveloping his metacarpals.
"I…" The boy stammered, reeling from the strange experience to the point that all of this went completely unnoticed.
"A-ARE YOU OKAY, FRISK?!" Papyrus called out before the boy could answer.
"Uhh, maybe we overdid it a little?" Undyne sheepishly suggested, moving over to the fallen boy and looking him over.
"close one..." Sans sighed, snapping his phalanges which caused the projectile to vanish into the ether.
Frisk's mind was swimming. That wasn't like the other memories he'd seen… it wasn't a straight, easy to follow path through a previous experience. At the same time, it didn't feel fragmented. It was like listening to a radio, only his mind was split in half and each one was tuned to a different station. Yet through it all, there was one constant: the same feeling he'd experienced when he'd stopped Papyrus' attack… the feeling of magic coursing through him.
"Frisk, hey…" Lily cooed, her concerned voice served to ground him a little. "Was that too much?"
She didn't seem aware of what had just happened to him. Understandable though, given the last sixty seconds. His recent use of magic had indeed left him feeling exhausted, but it was the memory that had broken his focus.
"Sorry…" He responded breathily. "Is it okay if we stop for now?"
"That's probably a good idea." Lily agreed. "But still, Frisk. You did it! I'm not really sure what you did, but you just used magic!"
"Yeah… I really did, huh?" The boy said, the reminder of that tempering his unease a little.
"Well, ya don't seem like you're hurt anywhere." Undyne declared, standing up after looking him over. "You punks really are something else, you know that?"
"INDEED. THAT WAS MOST IMPRESSIVE HUMANS." Papyrus added. "I AM PROUD OF BOTH OF YOU!"
"not bad." Sans added his own simple reply as he strolled up to the group.
"There's some room for improvement. Looks like we gotta work on Frisk's stamina, and Lily you still need to find your Aspect and work on controlling more bullets." Undyne said. "Later though. Magic exhaustion can be a real pain, and you guys have made good progress. That's enough for today."
Everyone agreed with that, including Undyne's evaluation. She may have been impressed with their rapid progress but she was still training them, and wasn't about to ignore their shortcomings. The children both recognized and appreciated that. Thus the five of them decided to take the remainder of the day to rest and recover after the intense training session. Making their way back to Snowdin, they allowed themselves to bask in the pride of their accomplishments so far, but looking forward to the opportunity to relax.
Frisk sat on a bench near the center of town, still feeling somewhat sore in both body and SOUL. They'd all decided to grab a late lunch from Grilby's upon returning to town, and afterwards Lily had decided to remove herself from his SOUL in order to move around a little on her own. She was currently interacting with Papyrus and Undyne a little ways away, near the giant decorated tree. Though she couldn't speak to them in that state, the little bit she'd learned of the skeletons' language of hands, along with general miming allowed them to communicate well enough.
He hadn't told anyone about his memory yet. Not out of any real desire to keep it secret, but simply due to the fact that everyone had been in high spirits and he didn't want to put a damper on that. It was likely that Lily had the same idea when it came to her own memory about Gerson, as she continued to banter in her silent way with her two fellow balls of energy.
"that's a pretty sour expression." a voice spoke from nearby. "goes pretty good with sweet, don'tcha think?"
Frisk was about to respond when he caught the scent of something just in front of his nose. It was cool, icy like the air around them, but with just a hint of fruit… strawberries, specifically. He heard a faint sound, like something brittle snapping in half before something was placed in his hand. It took him a moment of rolling it around in his fingers, touching the cold part that took up most of it to realize what he was holding. At last, he popped the half of the Bisicle (which really just made it a normal popsicle) into his mouth, savoring the sweetness for a moment.
"Thanks, Sans." The boy addressed him as the skeleton shuffled around to the front of the bench and sat down next to him.
"no prob. thought you might need a little dessert after all that." Sans said, punctuating the sentence with a loud crunch which the boy guessed came from the other half of the treat.
"Not just for that." Frisk began. "Lily told me you're the one that stopped Papyrus' last attack. I know it probably wouldn't have hurt very bad, since none of the other ones did. Still, I didn't mean to lose focus like that..."
"don't worry about it." Sans waved him off with a flick of his (already missing a chunk) popsicle. "about that, though… wanna talk about it? looks like you both found something out there."
"Uhh, yeah." Frisk said, turning away from the skeleton and focusing on his own lap.
Of course Sans would have noticed. He had to be the single most observant monster in the Underground by far. That might have been aggravating if the boy really intended to keep any secrets, but this wasn't one of those times. Besides, if he already knew there was no harm in confiding in the short skeleton about this. Therefore, Frisk decided to tell him of what he'd seen/remembered the moment he'd used his magic for the first time. It wasn't a very long explanation, but by the end of it, Sans looked pretty thoughtful.
"huh. almost sounds like a layered memory or something." He said.
"Yeah… it's like I was seeing two things at the same time." Frisk nodded. "It was… kinda creepy how similar they were though."
"you tell your SOULmate about it yet?" He asked, and Frisk blinked in confusion at the use of that term.
"Uh, you mean Lily?" The boy asked. "No… not yet. I wasn't hiding it, I just didn't want to ruin the moment. I'm gonna tell her about it after we get home.
"fair enough. next question, then." Sans nodded, and left it at that. "you said you recognized some of those people. any idea who they are?"
"Just one. It… was me. Or, maybe I should say it was the 'me' from before… this happened." He gestured around him, in a way that became clear that he was referring to the Underground and their situation. "I was older… I know that much, but it was still too vague for me to really understand what was going on… that might have had something to do with the other memory confusing things a little - that one's even harder for me to understand. But… one thing stood out - what I felt in that memory."
"oh yeah?" Sans said. "what's that?"
The boy sighed, trying his best to properly form what he wanted to say.
"I've come to love everyone so much over the time I've been here. The monsters in the Ruins, Waterfall, and here, Kidd and the other children, Napstablook, Miss Lapin, Grillby, Toriel, Undyne, Papyrus, Lily… and you, Sans. I know we started rough but everyone here has become so special to me." Frisk admitted, smiling as he turned the popsicle in his hands. "But as strongly as I feel about that… it's just a shadow compared to how I - how 'he' - felt in that memory. It… actually made me kind of jealous."
Frisk chuckled a little at the idea of being envious of himself. Amnesia and time travel made for some really strange feelings. His expression quickly turned serious again though, as that train of thought led him to his original point.
"And that's why… I don't understand." He continued. "With just my own feelings - the ones that've grown since I came here a month ago - I can't imagine ever doing anything to hurt any of you… you all mean too much to me. So… why would he - why would I - hurt the people I'd come to love that strongly? And… why would I have put everyone back here, Underground, after going through the effort of getting us all out. It just doesn't make sense…"
Sans sat there, listening as the boy unloaded what had been weighing on his mind and his heart. His expression remained as unreadable as ever, but inside he was starting to get even more of a picture of who Frisk 'was'. He was the type to dwell on things a lot… it was a facet of him that much reminded the skeleton of himself. The kid had been wrestling with the knowledge of what he'd done for a while now, ever since Sans had first revealed it to him and Lily. It was clear that the thought was never far from his mind, and this recent memory was only adding fuel to his unease over it. That, along with the addition of that 'lower layer' was only making things more confusing for him.
Though he'd become quite good at reading the emotions and expressions of others, Sans wasn't very good at expressing his own feelings. They'd been deadened a long time ago. Or at least, he'd thought they had. He still wasn't quite sure why he'd stepped in to stop Papyrus' attack. Like Frisk said, it wasn't even dangerous. Yet, somehow, that protectiveness that he'd previously thought existed only for his brother came out… for this kid. This was a person who had been the source of much grief for him in the previous timeline, and yet Sans couldn't help but feel a sort of kinship there somehow.
After all, he was far from a saint himself.
With some reluctance, he placed his bony hand on top of Frisk's head and proceeded to ruffle his hair. It felt… different from the first time he'd done that. When the boy hugged him outside the door to his workshop. It had been awkward then… more a means to ease the situation than to show any real affection. This time though… he honestly wanted to reassure the struggling boy in some way. Sans was not good at expressing his feelings… but this, at least, was something he could do.
Frisk was startled. He might have expected a joke or quip from the short skeleton. Maybe even a small pearl of wisdom if he was feeling somewhat serious. He hadn't expected… this. It was a simple gesture, but powerful. In his own way, Sans was trying to comfort him… and for the first time ever, the boy could tell that he wasn't trying to hide that.
"you're a good kid, frisk…" he said. As the boy turned to regard him, he closed his left eye in one of his trademark winks. "just... remember that for me, 'kay?"
Frisk was silent for a few seconds before finally nodding his head.
"I will."
Notes:
As was said at the beginning: Long chapter. Sorry if it seemed to drag on, but there just didn’t seem to be a good place to end it before. However, at this point we’re probably only about one chapter away from heading into Hotland. With the kids now learning to use magic, things are probably going to change fairly significantly both in terms of how fights will be approached, as well as other things.
The fact that Gerson was the one to teach Lily magic when she was alive means that he, a non-boss monster, is in fact over a thousand years old. Turtles live a really long time… magic turtles, even longer.
What do you all think about how magic works between Monsters and Humans? It makes sense that the rules would differ significantly between them. That’s pretty clear when it comes to Elements: for monsters it's an advanced step in ‘fine tuning’ their magic, while it's intrinsic for humans to even be able to utilize their own.
Frisk’s magic is interesting. You can consider Determination based magic to be a form of reality warping focused on accomplishing ‘goals’. Frisk’s abilities are still unrefined, so it takes up a lot of energy and he can’t do anything too complicated. The exception is the SAVE points, but there’s a reason for that.
Character development between Frisk and Sans at the end there. This honestly feels like something of a turning point in their relationship. Up until now things have always been somewhat tense and awkward, but this scene really shows that there’s a rapport forming between them now.
Anyways, again, sorry for the lengthy chapter. This one ended up a little bigger than the last one even. This trend probably won’t continue for the next one, but hopefully that’s okay.
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Chapter 27: Written in Stones
Chapter by KikiRukata
Notes:
At this point, I think we should just consider a ‘long’ chapter to be ‘normal’ for us. This one took a while to write, but it turned out rather well. Hopefully it brings you all a little enjoyment. This one marks the conclusion of the Waterfall arc, meaning it won’t be too long before we get to Hotland.
Apologies that this took so long to release. With the pandemic, and the fact that Kiki works in pharmacy, she’s been working almost constantly up until recently making sure that as many vaccinations are distributed as possible. Things have been winding down, so we’ve finally found time to upload this chapter. It’s hard to say rather chapter releases will become more frequent or not, but we are still working on this and intend to see it through, no matter how long it takes. We understand that six months is a long time to wait for an update, but rest assured that the story is far from ‘dead’.
With that out of the way, please enjoy the chapter and let us know what you think!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Well, yeah. I think it can work.” Undyne spoke to the floating apparition that was Lily. “Just so long as we do it right.”
“WOWIE, THIS IS EXCITING!” Papyrus chimed in, and both ghost and fish cringed at his volume. “I AM SURE FRISK WILL- OOUF.”
The voluminous declaration was cut short as Undyne cupped a hand over the skeleton’s mouth, silencing him while Lily cast an uncertain glance in the aforementioned boy’s direction. She knew full well how strong Frisk’s ears were - a compensation for his lack of sight along with his nose. Thankfully, he was currently engaged in a conversation with Sans and didn’t seem to notice Papyrus’ outburst. That thought caused a sigh of relief to pass through her lips as she turned back to her two co-conspirators. Undyne’s silencing grapple had devolved into a good-natured noogie at Papyrus’ expense and the girl couldn’t help but laugh a little.
She raised a finger to her lips in a shushing motion before making a surreptitious gesture toward the bench where the boy was resting after their training session. For as much as he seemed to have trouble grasping the concept of subtlety, Papyrus made up for it in intuition and picked up on her meaning immediately. Joining his thumb and forefinger together at the tips (at least Lily assumed so. It was difficult to tell through the mitt), he drew them across his teeth, indicating as much.
“AHEM… A-ANYWAY, THIS IS A FINE PLAN INDEED.” He said, significantly quieter than normal.
“Yeah, but I’d feel better if we had one more pair of hands, seeing as yours don’t count for obvious reasons.” Undyne said to Lily who had to admit she was right. “Sans’d work but we can’t really ask him with the punk hanging out right there.”
“NYEH HEH HEH, LEAVE THAT TO ME!” Papyrus declared, slapping a hand to his breastplate. “I WILL MAKE SURE MY BROTHER KNOWS EVERYTHING BY TONIGHT!”
The girl felt her chest flutter with excitement as the agreement was reached, conveying her gratitude in the form of a wide smile. The expression required no explanation and both monsters returned with their own. Still, she couldn’t ignore her doubt. Thinking for a moment, she recalled one of the simpler motions she’d learned from her studies into the skeletons’ non-verbal language. Turning to Papyrus, she extended a thumb, tapping her otherwise closed fist twice against the open palm of her other hand.
Recognizing the gesture, Papyrus nodded confidently. “WORRY NOT! MY BROTHER MAY BE LAZY, BUT IN THIS, I DON’T THINK HE WILL BE HARD TO CONVINCE.”
That was enough for Lily, who felt her slight misgivings melting away in the wake of Papyrus’ reassurance. In her anticipation, the girl couldn’t help but cast another glance toward Frisk. She could just imagine the look on his face when he finally learned what they were planning. This was something she’d been considering for a while now, but it was only upon the conclusion of their training session that the final piece fell into place in her mind. The only problem was that she couldn’t do it alone, and even if she could, keeping Frisk from discovering her intentions would have been nigh impossible.
That’s why she was discussing it with Papyrus and Undyne now. It had been difficult conveying her thoughts without words, but eventually she’d managed to do just that. Now, all that remained was giving them something concrete to go on, while also keeping Frisk distracted long enough that the plan could be put into action.
Fortunately, she had a solution for both of those things.
“So, tomorrow then?” Undyne asked, and Lily nodded emphatically.
Tomorrow.
Frisk awoke the next day, rubbing the sleep from his eyes with an annoyed groan. As much as he enjoyed the actual act of sleeping, he absolutely despised those few minutes of transition that came with awakening, when the eyes were still heavy, the limbs languid, and the senses dull. Those moments when all one wished to do was curl up under a warm blanket and return to that comfortable state, but the body and mind would not allow it, insisting they rise and face the day. Some mornings, the boy was able to win out against that natural inclination and get those ‘five more minutes’ but today, it seemed, was not one of them.
“Morning, Sleepyhead!” Lily sang as she floated into view.
“Mmm…” Frisk mumbled, still too tired to form a coherent response. Why did she seem so happy, anyway?
“Didn’t sleep well?” She asked, her voice softening a little as she realized his state.
“Uh uh…” He replied with a little yawn.
It wasn’t that he’d woken up over the course of the night, but it did feel like his sleep was a little more restless than usual. Lately, it seemed that he was having more and more trouble getting a good night’s sleep… or at least as good as he wanted. Up until recently, they’d been roughing it in Waterfall, which while pretty, wasn’t exactly the most relaxing place to lay one’s head, and just the other day, he’d been woken up by a sudden surge of restored memories. Still, this was nothing by comparison and minor fatigue at the worst. He was pretty certain it would fade soon, as his rapidly clarifying mind seemed to suggest.
“How long have you been up?” He asked her, the question as much a matter of idle curiosity as it was a means to speed that process along.
“Only about an hour.” the girl replied. “I wanted to let you wake up on your own, since you really wore yourself out yesterday. Especially considering where we’re going.”
“Going…? Are we gonna train some more today or something?” The boy asked, as he rubbed the last of the rheum from his eyes. Lily shook her head.
“Nope. Undyne wants to give us a break for today.”
“Really?” That answer piqued the boy’s interest. “That doesn’t sound like her.”
“No, but I get it anyway.” Lily explained. “You need rest. I think she knows that and doesn’t want to push too hard. And, uhh… there’s also what happened at the end there.”
Frisk fell silent. Delicately as she’d put it, it was still obvious what she was talking about. That memory - or ‘memories’ as he was growing more and more convinced was the case - had been bothering him for a while. Indeed, that was probably one reason for his less than ideal sleep the previous night.
He’d told her about it, as well as listened when she explained the details of the fragment of her own past. Hers was far less vague, and they’d come to the conclusion that Gerson was most likely the one responsible for initially teaching her magic. That didn’t answer the plethora of other questions that came as a result though.
By this point, it was pretty clear that she’d had a pretty healthy rapport among monsters when she was alive. It was also becoming less and less likely that she was one of the six SOULs that Undyne claimed king Asgore possessed. With the kingdom’s current campaign against humanity, there was simply no way that her memories of happiness and belonging living here could have occurred at the same time. Therefore, the only thing that made sense was that something had happened either shortly before or some time following her death that led it to this point. The very thought was disturbing to her.
As for Frisk, he remained baffled by the cryptic nature of the, as Sans had called it, ‘layered memory’ that he’d experienced. The moments were so similar that it was almost unnerving. What had happened to make him speak those words? And who was the woman who echoed them? His first thought was that perhaps it was Lily, but it didn’t sound like her… nor did it sound like Toriel, or Undyne, or anyone that he’d met before. Yet, for some reason he knew it. Even discussing it with his friend had left him no closer to understanding. It was simply too vague to provide any solid answers.
When he noticed the silence he looked up to see her looking just as thoughtful as he was.
“Well, okay… if she thinks that’s best.” He said, shifting the conversation in a different direction. “But, where are we going then?”
Frisk’s words roused the girl from her own thoughts and she turned to him. The look on his face was clear: thinking about it further wouldn’t help them very much right now. Thus she smiled and replied.
“To go see Temmie.” She said simply. At his confused look, she continued. “Remember? We said we’d visit her when we were able to. Since we’re not training today, I figured it’d be a good day to do it.”
“Oh yeah!” Frisk exclaimed, remembering their encounter with the strange little monster in Waterfall. “We… still don’t know where the village is though.”
“I’m sure we can find it. We have time to look, and she did give us a few clues.” The girl answered, remembering the mention of mushrooms or ‘tasty moons’ as Temmie had put it. “At worst we can ask. Someone’s gotta know where to find them.”
The look she gave told him that she wanted to get started as quickly as possible. He wasn’t sure if that desire stemmed more from her wish to see the cuddly monster again or the hope of watching him endure more of her relentless petting. Either way he pushed himself from the couch and made for the washroom before getting ready to go.
Once they had everything they needed the two children exited the brothers’ home and stepped out into another brisk Snowdin morning. Sans and Papyrus were standing just outside, explaining their absence from the home proper. Undyne however, was nowhere to be seen.
“GOOD MORNING, HUMANS!” The younger of the brothers greeted them. “I TAKE IT YOU ARE HEADING OUT FOR THE DAY?”
“Yeah, we’ll probably be gone for most of the day.” Lily said, a knowing look passing between her and the skeleton. “Especially depending on how long it takes to find the village.”
Figuring Lily must have told the two where they were going before he woke up, Frisk asked. “Do you guys know where it is, maybe?”
“UNFORTUNATELY NOT.” Papyrus replied. “ALAS, I AM UNFAMILIAR WITH WATERFALL ASIDE FROM THE WAY TO UNDYNE’S HOME.”
“can’t say I do either, kiddos…” Sans shrugged. “i’m gonna go out on a limb and say it’ll probably be close to where you met though.”
“You’re probably right.” Frisk said, as Lily cocked an eyebrow in Sans’ direction. “We’ll find it… or if we don’t, she’ll find us.”
“can’t do that if ya stick around here though.” the shorter boneman replied, his perpetual grin widening. “better make like a stone and skip on over there while ya can.”
By this point, Sans was treated to a double-glare courtesy of his brother and Lily. Fortunately, Frisk’s focus was trained toward the brothers and he’d yet to rouse his SOUL so he wasn’t privy to any of this. He did, however, note the strange silence and turned a questioning look to his friend. Lily immediately forced her face to straighten, hiding her irritation by brushing a few brown hairs away from her eyes.
“Oh well. Thanks anyway guys.” She said. “See you when we get back.”
With that, the girl circled around to take Frisk’s hand before guiding him in the direction of Waterfall. The fog had returned but it was lighter today and they had no trouble as they made their way across the border to the region of Waterfall. It was truly amazing just how many different climates could be found in the Underground. With how vast it was, and how many people lived here it was sometimes easy to forget that such a diverse area only existed beneath a single mountain.
The glittering stones twinkled above in their myriad colors as the two made their way through the marshes and flooded tunnels that made up the area. The distant notes of a melancholy song rang through the tunnels, and Lily immediately recognized them as belonging to the music box. Someone must have started it up, and she couldn’t help but wonder who. Even the thought of the melody always made her feel so pensive and every time it did so elevated her desire to understand why it was so significant to her. But alas, the sound of the notes evoked no new memories this time.
They soon came upon the chamber where they’d seen the slug and fish monster on their first time through. The two weren’t around now but it didn’t take long for Lily to realize that someone else was. A familiar face stood nearby, kicking a rock along the ground and into the pool in the center of the chamber. Kidd’s reptilian face bore a thoughtful expression as he watched the ripples cresting outward from where the rock had entered with a plunk.
As Lily explained who had caught her attention, Frisk’s brow creased in a frown and he had to ask. “Is he okay?”
“I dunno.” the girl replied. “Should we go ask?”
Frisk nodded, and drew his SOUL from his body as they approached the armless monster carefully. He didn’t notice them as he continued to stare at the fading ripples and his own reflection in the water’s surface. Not wanting to startle him, the boy spoke as softly as he could.
“Kidd?”
At the sound of his name, the yellow monster perked up, turning toward the speaker. At the sight of the human boy, his frown was quickly replaced by a friendly smile.
“Yo, Frisk! What’s up?” He asked before his eyes gravitated to the transparent form of the girl hovering at his side. “Whoa, is… is that Lily?!”
“Huh?” Frisk asked before realizing what their friend was talking about. “Oh yeah, that’s right. We haven’t seen you since it happened.” At the monster’s questioning silence Frisk explained. “We noticed it a few days ago, and we aren’t really sure why. But yeah, people can see her now!”
“That’s awesome! Being able to turn invisible would be super cool, but I don’t think I’d wanna stay like that.” Kidd exclaimed and the two humans had to agree.
“She can still only talk to people through me, but it’s a good start!” Frisk finished his brief explanation before deciding to open his SOUL to her so she could do just that.
With the crimson glow settling within Frisk’s right eye, Lily quickly greeted their friend properly. As they exchanged a few pleasantries however, the girl found her thoughts briefly distracted by the melancholy song echoing in the distance. Had Kidd started it up? Sure, he didn’t have arms but that didn’t mean It was impossible. Either way, they had some catching up to do, and she decided that was more important for now.
Thus, driven equally by curiosity as well as to distract her wandering mind, the girl spoke up.
“So, umm… where have you been anyway?” She asked. “We know you live around Snowdin, but we haven’t seen you since, well…”
She trailed off, not knowing how to delicately voice her thoughts. After all, the last time they’d seen Kidd, the situation had been anything but delicate. Still, it was enough and he caught on quickly.
“Uhh, yeah…” He hesitated, lifting a foot to scratch his neck. “So… when I got home, and Mom and Dad saw how ripped up my shirt was, they… freaked out a little. I had to tell them what happened and, well… I’ve kinda been grounded since then.”
“Oh.” Frisk said, giving him an apologetic look.
“Sorry.” Lily added. She understood the reason, but still felt a little bad for him. At his questioning look she went on. “It’s kind’ve our fault you got in trouble.”
“Yeah.” Frisk nodded. “If it hadn’t been for us, you probably wouldn’t have even been on that bridge in the first place.”
“Don’t say that! If it wasn’t for you guys it might have been even worse! And besides, it was Undyne who-” Kidd shook his head before sighing. “Just… don’t worry about it okay? I don’t blame you guys, and besides my parents let me out of jail for today so it’s all good. Really.”
The two humans stared at their friend for a moment, not bothering to hide their concern. That he’d brought up Undyne’s name hadn’t escaped them but even stranger was the way he’d started to word the statement. They well knew of Kidd’s idolization of the Captain of the Royal Guard so to hear him talk like that was downright surreal. They both wanted to ask him about it but before either of them could do so, the young monster spoke up again.
“What are you guys doing out here, though?” He asked. “My parents didn’t ask you to come find me, did they?”
“Nope. We are trying to find something though.” Lily filled him in as Frisk punctuated the statement with a shake of the head. “See, when we were here a few days ago, we met a monster named Temmie. She asked us to visit her village but… didn’t exactly give the best directions. So we’re just out here looking for it.”
“Temmie? I know where they live!” Kidd’s face perked up as he replied. “I’ve been there a few times. They’re weird but a lot of fun!”
“They?” Frisk wondered aloud at Kidd’s pronoun usage.
“I can show you the way. Follow me!” The yellow monster spoke up before spinning on his heels and dashing forward
Frisk and Lily weren’t at all surprised when he fell on his face after the first few steps, having become desensitized to the armless boy’s lack of balance. Even still, they made their way over to help him to his feet before the three made their way onward - at a more moderate pace, of course. Though they were still concerned over his behavior, the two humans had to thank their lucky stars that they found someone who knew the place they were looking for. They weren’t willing to let the topic of Kidd’s odd behavior go entirely, but the idea of guiding them seemed to improve his mood quite a bit and they didn’t want to ruin it by pressuring him right now.
They stopped briefly by the crumbled statue, as the music box’s tones began to slow. Catching a hint of Lily’s thoughtfulness, Frisk reached in to wind the item back up.
“Yo… that’s where it was coming from?” Kidd spoke up, watching curiously as the boy carefully placed it back inside.
“Huh?” Lily spoke up. “You mean you weren’t the one who started it?” Kidd shook his head.
“Nah. I didn’t even know that was there. It’s a pretty song though, huh?”
“Yeah…” The specter sighed. Knowing that Kidd hadn’t done it only made her further question who had. “It really is.”
Leaving the music box to play it’s soft tune in peace, the three proceeded onward through Waterfall. Passing the rainpath, they came upon the shear cliff at its end. Frisk and Lily considered using the foothold they’d discovered the first time, only for their reptilian guide to veer off to the right, taking them away from it completely. Trusting he knew where he was going, they gave a collective shrug, following close behind as he led them to a path cutting through a veritable sea of tall, blue-green grass.
It took some time to push their way through the thick foliage, but eventually it released them. A vast stretch of marshland greeted them beyond the curtain. The familiar sight of clustered pools, pale wood trees, and glowing mushrooms greeted them, and in the distance, darkness pocked with violet crystals.
Of course, Frisk saw none of this, and thus did not notice the shallow ledge he was moving towards. Lily, having removed herself once again from the boy’s SOUL to better guide him, immediately saw the wisdom in that decision when she reached out and seized his arm, causing him to halt.
The boy turned a questioning look to his companion for only a moment before the look on her face told him exactly had happened. He sighed, flexing the fingers of his empty left hand, again feeling the sting of the loss of his stick. He was grateful that Lily was there to help him, but he knew that she was having to do so much more than usual without his secondary guide, and couldn’t help feeling like a burden because of it. It wasn’t that he hadn’t tried to replace it either. He’d gone into the forest around Snowdin in hopes of doing just that. Yet, all of his attempts had proven unsuccessful. Either the balance was wrong, making it awkward to use or it was so flimsy that it would break the moment it came into contact with something.
There was nothing for it though, so he tried his best to not let his frustration show on his face, instead allowing Lily to guide him around to a safer path. Kidd’s bare feet sloshed through the shallow water of the path as his tail crested its surface. The reptilian monster didn’t seem to mind the dampness at all, which the humans found enviable. It was clear he knew the area well, given how expertly he led them around the deeper parts of the marsh. It stood in stark contrast to the difficulty the two humans had navigating it their first time through.
Eventually, their path led them to a slope upward from the dampness of the swamp to a sheer rock face at its edge. A soft blue glow emanated from a large cave hollowed into the stone, and it was this that Kid led them to. Peering into the gaping expanse immediately revealed the source of the light: hundreds, perhaps thousands of the glowing mushrooms found throughout Waterfall filled the cave. They sprouted from the floor, walls and even the ceiling, each one casting a cerulean glow into the tunnel that made the grey stone shimmer like silver.
“It’s beautiful…” She muttered, staring wide-eyed at the sight as she explained its appearance to Frisk.
“I think they thought so too.” Kidd chimed in. “Their village is down there… or at least it was last time I was here. They might’ve moved it again…”
Frisk and Lily refrained from asking what he meant by that for the moment, and instead simply nodded, moving toward the cave entrance alongside him. A few of the mushrooms flickered and crew dark as they brushed against them before flaring back to life once they passed, causing undulations of color and light with each step. Eventually the tunnel fanned out, expanding into a proper cavern. The mushrooms here were spaced much farther apart than those within the tunnel, but there was still more than enough light to see what was around.
And strange didn’t even begin to describe it.
Immediately, Frisk and Lily could see a number of small creatures scampering around the area. Each and every one looked similar to the one who had ‘greeted’ Frisk during their first trip through Waterfall. There were subtle differences but most features were the same: small, white fur, two different sets of ears, and expressions that were both hyper-alert, and constantly distracted at the same time.
However, before the two humans were able to take in the enormity of it all their attention was drawn to a voice calling out to them.
“U cAMe!”
They turned to see one of the little creatures had noticed them, and was now bounding forward on its elastic limbs, closing the distance in mere seconds. Realizing who it must have been, Frisk smiled and knelt down as the white furred monster came to a stop before him, vibrating noticeably.
“Temmie, right?” He asked.
“hOI!!! i’m tEMMIE!” She cried, and that was all the confirmation he needed.
“I guess I see why you said ‘they’ now.” Lily said to Kidd, as the monster extended a paw to pat her friend on the head. “I didn’t know there was more than one.”
Even as she said that, the other residents seemed to notice the new arrivals and suddenly the three were surrounded by no less than two dozen of the friendly little monsters.
“AawAwa… iz dIS da huMANs?!” One of them asked, to which the first responded.
“YaYa!! Hew man com… TEM villag!”
“HUman… CUTE!!! Asdfasd!!!” Another cried before rolling over on its back.
Frisk laughed as they gathered around, their fine fur tickling against his hands as they brushed against him, some reaching up with elongated limbs to pat him on the head. Eventually the tide of fluff and hyper-activity became too much, and the boy fell back onto the floor, only to have his lap promptly taken over by no less than five of the little cat-dogs.
“Yo, I guess you really ARE humans if they like you that much!” Kidd laughed.
In spite of his joke, it was immediately obvious that the temmies had plenty of enthusiastic greetings to go around, as some had gathered around him as well. Apparently they had a fondness for anything they considered cute, not just humans and the monster child fit that criterium as surely as Frisk and Lily did.
Speaking of the girl… with her body now visible even in her spectral form, the only thing protecting her from the onslaught of cuteness was her intangibility. Not that that kept the little monsters from trying, as many reached up with their elastic paws in an attempt to pet her as well. The confused looks they gave when their paws passed through her incorporeal form had the girl giggling almost as much as seeing the state of Frisk and Kidd. Those that weren’t currently involved in the village-wide petting session (and even some that were) were doing the next best thing: introducing themselves.
“hOI!!! Im tEMMIY!”
“HOi!! i’m TEMi!”
“HOI!!! I’m TEMtem!”
It quickly became apparent that all of them were named ‘Temmie’ or some variant thereof. The idea made the children wonder if that ever became confusing for them - after all, there was bound to be some overlap. But one look at the half-distracted faces of the villagers gave them a clear answer - they simply didn’t care. So it was when a group of four temmies approached, each of the first three introducing themselves with an identical name that Frisk turned to the fourth and spoke.
“Let me guess. Your name’s Temmie, too?”
The little creature shook its head before fixing the boy with a clearer expression than the rest of its ilk.
“I get that a lot, but no.” The deeper, and more intelligible voice it responded with somehow seemed even more out of place than the nonsensical diction of the others. “Pleased to meet you. I’m Bob.”
Frisk’s brow creased at the utterly normal sounding name. “Buh… Bob?”
Hearing this, Lily couldn’t take it anymore and doubled over laughing. Hearing such a normal voice coming from the mouth of such an adorable creature was just so random that it caused everything to spill out at once. The sound of his friend’s mirth momentarily distracted Frisk from his confusion just in time to notice the temmie known as Bob reaching out an elastic limb to give him a single, dignified pat.
“Humans are interesting creatures… cute as well!” The little monster related. “I do hope you’ll stay with us for a while.”
With that, Bob gave a small bow before turning from the group and walking off at a steady pace. Frisk was so caught off guard by what he’d experienced, that he didn’t even notice when one of the ‘normal’ temmies managed to crawl its way onto his head. Drifting down to his friend’s side, Lily nudged him in the ribs
“Smart and adorable.” She related with a grin. “I’m calling it now. That one’s you.”
“Wha- no, it isn’t!” Frisk protested instinctively.
“What isn’t?” Kidd asked curiously, his expression turning thoughtful when the boy related what his companion had said. “Yo, now that I think about it, you guys are kind’ve alike.”
Frisk groaned, if only because Kidd’s agreement sent Lily into another wave of victorious laughter. He couldn’t exactly deny the comparison himself, but that didn’t mean he was willing to admit it!
The villagers' hunger for pets seemed almost boundless but eventually enough were satisfied that Frisk was able to pick himself up and move around. He had to be careful, as there were still quite a few temmies crowding around him at any one time. Though his SOULsight helped in showing him where they were, the little monsters simply moved so fast that each movement was an exercise in avoiding stepping on one.
As the children explored the village, one thing became increasingly clear about the temmies’ lifestyle: they were keen artists, but were utterly hopeless when it came to anything approaching practicality. The ‘homes’, really a few flimsy piles of rocks placed together to offer a mere semblance of shelter and privacy were juxtaposed by the many pristine works of art strewn about the area.
What’s more, they seemed to specialize primarily in works of art featuring… well, themselves. A statue of one of the creatures garbed in priestly robes stood next to a toppled pile of stones that might have once been a dwelling. Another, depicting one of the four-eared creatures in a suit of resplendent armor was covered in a number of nonsensical doodles. One wall was dominated almost entirely by a mural depicting the silhouette of a black-scaled dragon, the ferocity of which was diluted by the more prominent image of one of the inhabitants standing on its back.
“It’s kinda like Artisan Village but… a lot weirder.” Lily observed as they passed by a literal hole in the cavern wall, from which a single temmie watched them with curious eyes.
Even the store was little more than a hollowed out segment of the cavern that solely stocked what their labels referred to as ‘Temmie Flakes’. Each one was marked by a different price tag but none were any different from the others as far as Lily could tell. Feeling curious, Frisk ended up buying a bag of the cheapest ones, and popped one of the little snacks into his mouth.
“How… is it?” Lily asked as Frisk chewed thoughtfully.
“Umm…” The boy began, having caught a hint of… something beneath the boundless sweetness.
“What’s wrong, dude?” Kidd prompted.
“What… what are these?” The boy asked, pulling out another one to examine. It was difficult to tell beneath the grainy texture of the sugar coating it but fortunately Lily had an immediate answer.
“Uhh, Frisk those are… it looks like torn up bits of construction paper.” She explained slowly.
“Huh?!” The boy explained, coughing as the outburst resulted in him swallowing the piece that was already in his mouth. “Do they… do they really eat these?”
“Is that all?” Kidd quirked a brow in the boy’s direction. “I mean, I know it’s paper but… it isn’t that bad is it?”
“How… how do I put this…?” The boy began, sputtering a little as he managed to get his coughing under control. “I don’t know how… but it tasted like there was more sugar on just one of those than in an entire bag of Miss Lapin’s Cinnamon Bunnies.”
His two companions let out a collective ‘oh’ in response to his description of the taste, both deciding it would probably be a bad idea to follow his example. As for Frisk himself, he knew that the sweetened piece of crafting material wouldn’t harm him in any meaningful way but he fully accepted that he was bound to have a sugar crash later. Needless to say, he wasn’t about to finish the bag so when a passing group of temmies took interest in the, in their words, ‘FOOB’, he happily gave it over to them.
Eventually, the trio found a place near one of the statues to sit down and rest for a while. The village had calmed down significantly since their arrival (or at least as significantly as the temmies were capable of), so they took the opportunity to recuperate a little after their trek through Waterfall. The moments passed in idle conversation, with Lily having re-entered Frisk’s SOUL to better participate. Eventually though, their discussion dwindled and then died off completely.
In the relative silence, the two humans noticed that Kidd’s expression had changed again. He once more looked as if there was something on his mind, but whatever it was he wasn’t bringing it up on his own. After a few moments of watching him with his brow furrowed and mouth curled into a frown, Lily had had enough.
“Kidd… what’s wrong?” She asked.
The monster child snapped to attention at her question and turned to the two with a bright smile that was clearly forced.
“Whadoya mean?” He asked. “I’m okay.”
“No you aren’t.” Frisk countered, just as concerned for their friend as Lily. “Something’s bugging you isn’t it? It has been since we met up.”
“Well, I mean it…” Kidd trailed off before finally relenting. “Okay fine. I’ve just been thinking about some stuff lately.”
“Like what?” Frisk asked.
“Yeah. If something’s wrong, tell us.” Lily added. “Maybe we can help.”
“But that’s kind of the thing. It’s about you guys.” The reptilian boy explained, his eyes growing apologetic.
“Oh…” Frisk said, frowning. “Is it… because we’re humans?”
“N-no! Of course not!” Kidd vehemently denied the suggestion before sighing. “It’s just… after everything she did… how can you be friends with her?”
Frisk and Lily stared at their reptilian friend for a few seconds. The look on his face was a mixture of confusion and frustration that made it clear that this had been stewing in his mind for a while. What’s more, they didn’t need clarification to know exactly who he was referring to.
Undyne.
He’d let her name slip earlier as well, and it was clear he was harboring some unresolved feelings after their interactions during their first trip through Waterfall. Exactly what these were was still a mystery, but from the way he was talking it certainly didn’t sound good. Therefore, Lily spoke up to ask him to further explain.
“What’s wrong with Undyne? I thought you liked her.”
“Yeah… I thought so too. Man, was I stupid.” He laughed ruefully. “But after everything that happened in Waterfall… she tried to hurt you guys, told me awful things about you to try to make me hate you, and even when I tried to tell her she was wrong she wouldn’t listen. Then she… then she just stood there while I was hanging off the side of the bridge, while you guys were the ones to save me. That’s why I don’t get why you guys are acting like none of that stuff happened.”
Frisk and Lily hung onto every word he spoke. The… betrayal in his voice was heartrending to hear. So that was it… he must have been nursing those feelings since he got home after that. He’d always looked up to Undyne, fantasized about seeing her gallantry firsthand. To learn that the ‘villains’ she’d been pursuing were his friends must have shaken his world view quite a bit and since he’d been grounded, there was no way for the children to speak to him about this sooner. Therefore those feelings had been allowed to fester.
One thing was certain: the pedestal he’d built in his mind for Undyne had been well and truly shattered by the experience.
“Kidd, it’s… more complicated than that.” Frisk was compelled to speak, if only to assuage the monster child’s worries. “Quite a bit has happened since then. I’m sorry you weren’t able to see all of it, because I think you’d understand if you were. I know it’s probably been hard since you looked up to her so much but… there’s a lot more to it.”
When Kidd didn’t respond, Frisk’s lips pursed in response to Lily’s feelings as the girl added. “I guess the first thing we should say is that what happened on the bridge… Undyne wasn’t ‘just standing there’.”
“She wasn’t…?” A bit of confusion trickled into Kidd’s expression as he asked.
Lily shook her head. Undyne had talked to them about that moment shortly after they returned with her to the skeletons’ house. It was likely she didn’t even know that Kidd was under that impression. Either way, setting that straight was likely the best way to start.
Therefore, the girl shook her head, and offered a little smile. “She was really worried about you when you fell… but it was so sudden that she was… panicking. She didn’t want you to get hurt but at that moment she didn’t know what to do.”
“I was feeling that way too, so I get it.” Frisk admitted. “It’s just we had a little help and got to you sooner. If it came down to it, I know she wouldn’t have let you fall.”
“Huh… she really said that…?” Kidd asked. At the children’s affirming nod his face seemed to soften a little, though it was clear he was still upset. “That doesn’t change everything else though. She tried to hurt you guys, and I know she fought you right after you saved me, so…”
“‘The humans, united in their superior strength were too powerful to overcome. Not a single SOUL was taken, and countless monsters were turned to dust.’” Frisk recited a passage from one of the slates they’d seen in Gerson’s abode. “That’s what the people here are taught right? That humans are powerful and dangerous. That they’re enemies of monsterkind.”
“But you guys aren’t like that!” Kidd protested.
Frisk opened his mouth to respond, but found the words stilled in his mind before he could voice them. Given what he’d learned about himself, he knew he was most certainly capable of such things even if he had no desire to explore them. Fortunately, Lily picked up for his lack of response by providing one of her own.
“Even if you know that, what about Undyne? She’s lived with those stories her whole life, and never needed to question them. It doesn’t help that what she knows about what humans can do… doesn’t come from the best of sources.” Lily chuckled a little before clarifying. “She thought humans had mind-control powers and eye lasers.”
“Pff… really?” Kidd asked, finally cracking a smile. “Wait… you don’t actually have those, right?”
The question was only half serious so Frisk responded, gesturing to his own lidded eyes. “Some of us, but mine’s broken. See?”
At that Kidd’s growing smile transformed into a laugh at the boy’s somewhat self-deprecating joke. Frisk and Lily grinned as one, happy that their friend seemed to be feeling better, at least a little. During their conversation, one of the temmies had wandered over to their borrowed corner of the village and settled itself into Frisk’s lap. The boy was only half-consciously aware of the fact, even as he idly scratched the vibrating monster on its fluffy head. As Kidd’s laughter tapered off the boy’s expression took on a somber tone as he continued.
“It’s not like I wouldn’t have wanted to settle things a little less… painfully.” Remembering the fight, as well as the number of ‘deaths’ they’d suffered before it, the hand that wasn’t petting the temmie drifted to his chest. Frisk’s body and mind still vaguely remembered the sensation of being run through, and it was most assuredly an unpleasant one. Still, he decided Kidd didn’t need to know that part, continuing. “But we’ve gotten to know her quite a bit over the last few days. She was just doing what she thought was right to make everyone happy… just like we are.”
“And now that we’ve been able to talk to her, she gets it. Though… I guess it’s thanks to Papyrus that we actually got that far.” Lily concluded. “She’s started teaching us magic!”
“Wait… that’s what you guys were doing out there yesterday?” Kidd’s reptilian face lit up with awe and… a slight bit of jealousy. “I can’t believe Undyne is training you…”
Frisk grinned at his reaction. Even with his supernatural vision, Frisk still wasn’t the most adept at gauging expressions, but sounds were another matter. He could hear the awe and slight jealousy beneath his friend’s words, a telling sign that he still harbored at least some respect for the Captain. Perhaps the pedestal wasn’t quite as shattered as he’d originally thought.
Lily, sensing the same thing, demonstrated by conjuring a single mote of her formless magic for Kidd to see.
“That’s so cool!” The monster boy said, staring at the undulating orb.
“I wasn’t sure at first either when we first started talking.” The girl admitted. “But I’m glad I decided to give her a chance and I think you should too. She really is trying to make things right.”
As she said those words her thoughts drifted to her conversation with Undyne and Papyrus just yesterday. They were most likely finishing things up by now and the thought almost had the girl wanting to stand up and rush home right then. Still, it was better to be certain and she didn’t want to ruin her own plan by getting too hasty.
‘If everything works out, it’ll be another big step toward doing just that…’
“Huh... I guess I’ll think about it.“ Kidd said, cocking his head in thought before adding. “If I ask… d’ya think her and the big skeleton guy’ll teach me too?”
Both of the humans smiled. Somehow, they both knew he wouldn’t take long to reach a decision.
The day drew on as the three friends relaxed in the village of the temmies. Most of it was spent exploring the village, marveling at all of the incredible works of art such seemingly distractible creatures were capable of bringing to life. In a few places they noticed a number of the little monsters hard at work on their latest project and the speed and synchronicity through which they did so was a sight to behold for Lily and Kidd. Even Frisk found himself in awe from their description of it. It made the boy wonder how they could possibly be that creative while living in what ultimately amounted to holes in the ground. Still, they were happy with their lot in life and no one felt any need to question it… not that any answer they received was likely to make sense.
Finally, after being treated to a mysterious dance by a mushroom monster named Ragel, it came time to return to Snowdin. It was easy enough to find their way back with Kidd leading the way and they reached the colorful town without incident. As they were walking down the path that connected the Snowdin region to that of Waterfall, Kidd spoke.
“Yo, listen guys. I just wanted to say… thanks for hanging out with me today. I really needed it.” He began. “And… look. I’m sorry for how I was acting earlier.”
“What’s there to be sorry about?” Lily asked, honestly confused. It’s not like he was taking out his frustration on them.
“It’s just… seeing you guys hanging out with Undyne really bothered me after what happened.” He explained. “I didn’t know everything… and it probably didn’t feel good hearing me say all that stuff about her now that you guys are friends.”
Frisk’s brow creased at the reptilian boy’s words. He hadn’t actually considered that at the time, more bothered by Kidd’s own feelings than his own. Now that he mentioned it though, it was true… especially since his ire towards Undyne was borne mainly of a misunderstanding. He couldn’t help but realize that it was actually somewhat similar to how Undyne thought of them when they’d first met her. Still, a misunderstanding is exactly what it was and just like with the Captain, Frisk wasn’t about to fault him for coming to a conclusion based on the information he had.
“You’re right. You didn’t know everything. And before today, there was no way for you to.” Frisk said. “But even though I didn’t like hearing that you were upset at Undyne, I’m not mad at you for it.”
“Not… even a little bit?” Kidd asked reluctantly, and this time it was Lily who responded.
“Nope!” She began before adding. “And besides, you were only so upset because you care about us. If we weren’t friends, it wouldn’t have bothered you so much, right?”
“Huh. Yeah, I guess you’re right.” Kidd said thoughtfully as he shifted his feet in the snow.
The girl thought for a moment as their conversation grew silent. When they left today, she hadn’t expected to run into the monster child on their way to the village, but she was glad that they had. They were able to clear up a number of things, and it had been nice to see the young monster again.
“Oh man…” Kidd groaned, drawing her back to reality. “I really need to get home though. I’m not really grounded anymore but my parents still have me on a pretty tight leash.”
“Oh…” Frisk said, a little disappointed. “I understand though. They’re probably worried about you.”
“Yeah… I just wish they didn’t have to be so smothering all the time.” The yellow monster said. “Anyways, I’ll see you guys later, okay?”
“Bye Kidd!” Lily called out as the boy turned to leave.
Frisk watched as Kidd’s monochrome image gave them a wobbly smile before turning to leave. It was in that moment, seeing the whites and blacks of the young monster’s image upon his blind sight that he was reminded of the girl they’d met in Waterfall. They’d only seen her a couple of times, and yet the resemblance she bore to their friend was uncanny. That she’d seemed to care about him enough to urge them into action on that bridge was even more telling. Though she’d asked them to ‘forget’ about her, the boy found himself unable to do so. He knew there had to be some connection between their friend, and the mysterious grey girl and his curiosity caused him to call out.
“Hold on!” He called. “Kidd, wait a minute!”
The yellow scaled boy stopped in his tracks - thankfully without falling on his face this time - and trotted his way back to the humans.
“What’s up, Frisk?” He asked.
“Umm, sorry to bring this up out of the blue but there’s something I’m wondering about.” The boy began. “When we were going through Waterfall, we met someone. She uhh… she looked a lot like you.”
“Frisk… are you sure about this?” Realizing what he was getting at, Lily voiced her concerns within his mind. “I mean… we know there was something weird about that girl. Do you really think it’s a good idea to ask him about it?”
“We haven’t seen her since then.” Frisk replied. “And it was because of her that we were able to help him. At the very least, he should know that she was looking out for him, right?”
“Yeah… I guess so.” Lily replied, understanding his desire to give credit where it was due. Before she could say anything else on the matter though, Kidd spoke up.
“Oh, really?” A frown spread along his snout as he spoke. “Uhh, do you know what her name was?”
“She didn’t say.” Frisk replied.
The monster boy sighed and shook his head. “It was probably my sister… she’s always following me around to ‘keep an eye on me’ for mom and dad. It’s really annoying sometimes.”
Frisk and Lily blinked at the strikingly… normal response. When they’d seen the colorless child, there’d been something decidedly otherworldly about her. That she was seen clearly by Frisk but not to Lily was only the most minor of a number of strange things about her. And yet, Kidd was speaking of her as if there was nothing strange at all about this.
“Guys?” Kidd asked, drawing them from their thoughts to notice him staring at them with an expectant look on his face. “Yo, I said ‘what did she say?’”
“Oh, umm… well…” Lily stammered for a response. “We actually saw her a couple of times. The first time she just told us to forget about her.”
“Huh… yeah, that sounds about right. I keep telling her she’s not gonna make any friends if she keeps avoiding everyone but she never listens to me.” Again, his nonchalant response seemed strangely at odds with their own strange encounter. “You said you saw her again though?”
“Uh, yeah… she was…” Frisk hesitated, reluctant to bring up the events of a few days ago. “She was there when you fell… she’s the one who pushed us to go and help you.”
“If it wasn’t for her, we might not have made it in time…” Lily added, causing Kidd to frown thoughtfully.
“Really? I uhh, I guess I owe her an apology then. Haha.” The boy chuckled in what almost sounded like guilt. When he noticed his friends’ confused expressions he elaborated. “We uhh, we kinda got into an argument this morning. She didn’t want me going out to Waterfall again so soon after my accident. I just thought she was worrying too much… I didn’t know she was actually there.”
“You mean she’s… at your house?” Lily asked, having a bit of a hard time grasping that idea despite how simple it seemed. “Like… living there with you and your parents?”
“Yeah…” Kidd drew out the word, staring skeptically at them in response to the strange questions. “Where else would she be?”
“No, you’re right… sorry.” Not wishing to upset him, Frisk decided to end it there. “I guess with all the weird stuff we’ve been going through, lately it seems like there’s more to everything, you know?”
“Huh…” Kidd thought about that for a second, brows creasing. For a moment it looked like he might have had something else to say but in the end he just shook his head. “Nah, everything’s pretty normal for me. I’m kinda jealous that you guys seem to be getting all the excitement!”
“Right…” Frisk said thoughtfully, somehow not convinced despite the young monster’s reassurance.
The way Kidd was talking simply didn’t line up with what he and Lily had experienced out there in Waterfall. Even in the context of all the strange and wonderful things they’d come to learn about the Underground, there was nothing normal about that girl. Just thinking about her caused a strange sensation within the boy’s mind. It wasn’t quite a headache, but he realized it was almost… ‘difficult’ to think about - as if the memory itself was trying desperately not to be remembered. Were they even talking about the same person? Surely there were other monsters like Kidd out there. It was entirely possible that they’d simply run into one of them who happened to be similar enough to their friend’s sibling that he mistook them as one in the same. That was the simple answer, and yet the red child still found it difficult to believe.
“Well, I guess I really do need to get home now.” Kidd sighed. “Thanks again you guys. Maybe if you come over sometime, I can introduce you to everyone. Maybe sis, and my parents won’t worry so much if they know you.”
“Oh… okay!” Lily responded, forcing a smile in spite of her own misgivings. “That sounds like it’d be fun. See you later, Kidd!”
The yellow monster shifted from one foot to the other before turning around and dashing off in the direction of Snowdin’s residential area. The two humans watched him go, struggling to make sense of what had just happened. In the end however, it came to nothing and and only managed to leave them with more questions than answers. Deciding to put the subject aside for the time being, Lily instead shifted her focus to the other matter occupying her mind.
“I guess we should be getting home too, huh?” She asked Frisk.
“Yeah…” The boy absently replied. “Everyone’s probably back by now.”
The thoughtfulness in Frisk’s voice tempered her mood just a little bit. Without something else to occupy his mind, he was having a bit more trouble keeping himself from dwelling on it than she was. Deciding that this wouldn’t do, the spectral girl separated herself from his SOUL and came to manifest at his side in a flash of light. Taking his hands gently in hers, she coaxed him to look up at her and offered a small smile.
“Hey. Let’s go okay?” She said. “You’ll feel better once we get home. I promise.”
“Okay…” The boy nodded, squeezing her hand and allowing her to guide him on into Snowdin Town proper.
The walk was pleasant enough, rather than feeling frigid and uncomfortable, the familiar briskness of the air felt soothing to Frisk, and helped to ease away his worries. A few monsters greeted them with friendly waves as they passed, and the children returned them easily. It seemed that Lily was coming to enjoy her newfound visibility quite a lot. Her face seemed to brighten every time someone on the street acknowledged her presence without having to rely on Frisk to make it known.
The further they walked, the more Frisk could catch the scent of her feelings. There was the familiar scent of contentment - that of the golden flowers she seemed to love. Yet beneath the surface, he could just barely make out something else as well. It was strange. Usually when her emotions translated in this way, each one was defined by a single scent. While they would often mingle depending on her mood, they were easily separated and recognizable. This one was different however. Rather than one scent, there were several and it took some time before he could recognize even a few.
‘Butter, flour, salt and sugar, uncooked eggs, cacao… these are ingredients for a chocolate cake.’ He realized, but the discovery only made him more thoughtful. ‘Just the ingredients though… why not the cake itself?’
That’s when it hit him. Alone, each of these things were bland at best and downright inedible at worst… but together they made something delicious. It was the promise of that, that these disparate scents were conveying to him… anticipation. But that conclusion only gave rise to another question.
Why?
Just as the thought crossed his mind, they reached the front door of the skeletons’ abode. Frisk reached forward to take the doorknob in hand, only for his friend to place her hand on his to stop him. Confused, the boy looked up only to see her smiling down at him with a mysterious glint in her eyes.
“Wait out here for a minute, okay? I’ll be right back.” She instructed. Then, without waiting for a response, she phased through the closed door, and disappeared inside.
Frisk simply stood there, his confusion growing by the moment as he stared at the portal. After a few moments of awkward silence, Lily’s head poked out once again.
“Okay, you can come in now!” She said, smiling from one rosy cheek to the other before vanishing again.
Frisk remained still for a moment, trying to wrap his head around the girl’s strange behavior. In the few seconds she’d been gone, she’d gone from quietly anticipating something to being downright excited, and it was driving him crazy trying to figure out why.
Eventually, he reached forward again, feeling along the door for a bit before finding the knob to pull it open. Stepping inside, the boy saw Lily floating there within the darkness of his sight. The grin she’d briefly shown had not faded from her face, and in fact seemed to only widen when she turned her ruddy brown eyes to him. The sight brought to mind just how happy she’d seemed this morning as well. He hadn’t thought much of it at the time, but it was clear now that she had something in mind. Just what was going on that she didn’t want him to know about?
“eyyy, kiddo.” A deep voice spoke from the side, and Frisk turned to see Sans’ monochrome form upon his vision. “‘sup?”
He was a ways away, his skeletal frame curled into a sitting position which told Frisk that he was resting on the couch. Compared to Lily, he seemed to be acting normal… but then again ‘normal’ for Sans was synonymous with ‘unreadable’ so the boy couldn’t be sure.
“AH, WELCOME HOME FRISK!” The vociferous voice of Papyrus drew his attention in the direction of the staircase where the younger brother was currently descending. “I TRUST YOU WERE ABLE TO FIND THIS VILLAGE YOU SPOKE OF WITHOUT DIFFICULTY?”
“Yeah, we found it okay.” Frisk replied before his brow creased questioningly.
Like Lily, Papyrus seemed to be acting somewhat different than usual. He was still the same energetic, and ever optimistic superhero he always was. Yet, he seemed a lot more measured in his speech than was typical. It was almost like he was considering each word he spoke rather carefully… which wasn’t odd for most people, but for Papyrus it was another matter. The boy’s gaze shifted once again to Lily, and he could have sworn that if she was capable of touching the ground, she would be bouncing on her heels right now. Something was definitely going on, and whatever it was, it seemed like the brothers were in on it.
“glad you guys had a nice day.” Sans said breezily. “it’s been reeeeal tough gettin’ my daily naps today. pap and undyne really know how to work a guy to the bone.”
“You know, Sans… if you spent half the effort you did today in your actual jobs, you could probably keep the Underground running singlehandedly!” A boisterous voice called out from above.
“hey, not in front of the kiddos…” Sans turned his eyelights upward to where Undyne stood upon the raised hallway. “i got a reputation to maintain here.”
Undyne smirked before placing her hand on the railing and vaulting from the side to land in the center of the room next to Lily. The girl let out a brief yelp of surprise as well over a hundred pounds of muscle, scales, and anime tropes came crashing down next to her. Her shocked expression changed however when she noticed what the warrior was carrying. Resting over Undyne’s shoulder was a long object, unidentifiable beneath the grey nondescript cloth that was wrapped around it. Moving to the large table that had once again been transferred to the middle of the room, Undyne laid the parcel carefully upon it before turning her attention to the boy standing in the doorway.
“Well, you gonna just stand there, Punk? Come on in!” She said with a wide, toothy grin.
The boy nodded and closed the door behind him before looking to each of them and studying their expressions.
Lily’s hadn’t changed at all, nor had Sans’, though the boy could swear the short skeleton was keeping a closer eye on him than usual. Undyne was smiling, same as Lily, but there seemed to be something different about it. While he’d already identified that his spectral friend was excited about something, Undyne’s seemed strangely subdued which again struck the boy as odd. Of all of them, however, Papyrus was the biggest tell that something wasn’t exactly ‘normal’. The Royal Guard hopeful had his hand raised to his face and seemed to be trying to bite his non-existent nails through the leather of his glove. Try as he might however, he couldn’t figure out the reason for it all. The only thing he knew for sure was that it must have had something to do with whatever Undyne had been carrying when she arrived.
So finally he asked. “Umm… guys? What’s going on?”
“I… guess I should probably explain, huh?” Lily said, drifting over to the boy. “So… I kinda lied about the reason I wanted us to go out today.”
“You… did?” Frisk asked with a bit of uncertainty.
“D-don’t get me wrong. I did want to go out and see Temmie, and it was nice to talk to Kidd too, but…” She paused and glanced back toward the three others in the room. “The real reason was that we needed time to get things ready. Or… they did. I was really just the distraction.”
“A distraction?” Frisk asked. “Why?”
Lily sighed and shook her head. “With how smart you are, Frisky, I’m surprised you didn’t figure it out.” She placed a hand on his shoulder while turning on her axis to gesture toward their housemates. “We… haven’t exactly been the most subtle. But, come on. You’ll get it soon.”
The girl led Frisk into the room, guiding him toward the table where the wrapped parcel rested. Papyrus and Undyne moved to the side to give the children some space and though he didn’t join them, Sans watched contentedly from his position on the couch. When they came to a stop, Lily took both of his hands and laid them over the material, enjoying his confused look for all it was worth. The boy felt along it, now aware that the fabric was in fact covering something up. At once his expression changed, his confusion fading into recognition as the answer became clear. Wordlessly, he turned to Lily, who answered his stunned silence with a wide smile.
“Open it.” She said.
“Wait!” Undyne’s voice cut through the relative quiet, surprising both children. “Before you do that, I gotta say something.”
Lily’s smile only grew brighter at the interruption. Though she was excited to see Frisk finally receive his gift, she had a pretty good idea of what Undyne wanted to say. Her suspicions were proven true when the warrior approached the table, staring at them with an even expression. Coming to a stop she quickly brought her palms together into a clap before lowering her head beneath them.
“I’m sorry!” She said clearly, in spite of her position.
“W-what?” Frisk asked, somewhat disturbed by the proud Captain’s suddenly meek position.
“Lily explained things… I didn’t realize how important it was to you.” She began. “A warrior’s weapon is an extension of not only their arm, but their heart and spirit too. It was dishonorable of me to take yours from you, and I feel really bad about it so… I hope that you can… I mean, I’ll do my best to… ugh, look. I don’t do this very often, okay? I’m not that good at it…”
Frisk stared at her for a moment, momentarily confused by her sudden apology until he remembered how their fight had ended. His stick… the item that represented his connection to the world around him. While he wasn’t sure how well the ‘warrior’ label applied to him, Undyne’s words did ring rather true. Ever since he’d lost it, he’d felt somewhat incomplete… like a part of himself had gone with it. He didn’t like to think about it, especially since he’d gained so much both before and after it was gone, but it was hard not to. Even still, he reached up and placed a hand on one of Undyne’s arms, causing the woman to look at him.
“It’s okay.” He said honestly. “I mean, yeah, I miss it… but I know you were just doing what you felt was right. I’m not upset at you.”
“Heh… somehow that makes me feel like even more of a jerk.” Undyne said, standing up straight again. Even still she was smiling. “I know this won’t make up for it, but I hope it’s at least a start.”
Nodding toward Lily, she stepped back again, allowing the two to return their attention to the parcel. The girl reached for Frisk’s hands and placed them at the center, where the wrap ended.
“Go ahead.” She encouraged him gently. “I’ll help you.”
The boy stared at her for a few moments before turning back toward the parcel. Layer by layer, the two children carefully peeled back the cloth, revealing at last what lay beneath.
To most anyone, it would be obvious at a glance: a long shaft of purest white that tapered off to a point at one end. The other end fanned out into a spiraling lattice that wrapped back upon itself, housing a crystal of softly glowing starstone that oscillated between deep violet and icy blue. Smaller pieces of starstone adorned the shaft itself, arranged in a clear pattern along its length.
What Frisk saw was the pulse of magic that lay beneath, taking on a vaguely similar shape much like water in a vessel. The monochrome shape pulsed gently, and as the boy placed his hands upon it, he could feel the tell-tale vibration of magic, thrumming beneath his fingertips like a gentle heartbeat. As he explored the solid surface of the staff, eventually he found his way to the smaller crystals lining the side. Tracing the arrangement of stones revealed their pattern to him, a pattern of letters read through touch.
“F...R...I...S...K…” He heard himself speaking the letters aloud as his fingers glided over them.
“So… I got it right?” Lily asked him. “I was afraid I might’ve messed something up.”
Frisk might have responded, but in that moment he seemed to have forgotten how his voice worked. His fingertips passed over each letter of his braille-inscribed name again and again, overwhelmed with so many emotions that he couldn’t even begin to identify them. His shoulders lurched slightly, once, twice, thrice. He didn’t realize that he’d started crying, even as the tears began leaving warm trails down the dark skin of his cheeks.
Papyrus and Undyne’s faces fell and they were about to speak, to ask him what was wrong. Lily halted them with a smile and a shake of her head however… she knew by now that these were not tears of sorrow. Instead, she simply wrapped her arms around his waist, and rested her head on his shoulder, letting him cry for as long as he needed to. Even Sans remained silent during this time. There would be time for jokes later, and instead he simply sat back, and watched with an approving nod.
“You guys…” The boy said softly after a moment, rubbing his eyes with the sleeve of his jacket.
“I know it’s not your old stick, but…” Lily said, a smile spreading across her face. “I hope this one’s almost as good?”
“It’s better.” The boy said, still sniffing a little. “You didn’t have to do this.”
“Yeeeah, we did. I told you I felt bad after learning about the old one. Besides, you’ve been doing a lot of good around the Underground, Punk.” Undyne countered, before averting her gaze somewhat sheepishly. “So… just be grateful and accept it, alright?”
“IT APPEARS THAT YOUR PLAN WAS A ROUSING SUCCESS, LILY!” A certain voice declared. “I, THE GREAT PAPYRUS, AM HONORED TO HAVE PROVIDED MY AID!”
“it’s more staff than stick… but i guess it’s nice to branch out once in a while.” Sans said with a wink. “gotta say, that thing turned out pretty good.” Ignoring the awful pun, no one could object to that.
“Go ahead and pick it up!” Lily encouraged the boy. “See how it feels.”
Frisk did so, carefully lifting the staff from the table with all the reverence of a holy icon. Despite being a little over half a foot taller than himself, it was surprisingly light in his hands, only slightly heavier than his old stick had been. The thrum of magic pulsing within it was somehow soothing to the boy: powerful, but focused… and somewhat familiar. The entire thing was, when he thought about it. It made it almost hard to believe that he hadn’t even known it existed less than an hour ago. At the same time, that familiarity was different to the kind he experienced when recovering a memory, prompting him to ask.
“How did you even do this?”
“IT WAS LILY’S IDEA!” Papyrus declared with a radiant grin. “SHE MANAGED TO GESTICULATE HER INTENTIONS TO MYSELF AND UNDYNE AFTER OUR TRAINING YESTERDAY!”
“they dragged me into it last night.” The annoyance in Sans’ words didn’t quite reach his voice however. “the little princess over there was pretty excited about it. had a sketch and everything.”
“But…” Frisk was confused. “How did you draw a sketch. I thought you still couldn’t touch anything, Lily.”
“I can’t… but you can.” The girl said cryptically. At the look of realization on her friend’s face, her smile brightened. “Remember how I walked around in your body after we fell down into the dump? I figured out I can do that when you’re asleep too, so I used it to talk to everyone. I had to be careful though… you almost woke up a couple of times.”
“Oh.” The boy said, before putting two and two together. “Wait… is that why I felt like I didn’t sleep well this morning?”
“Uhh… yeah. Probably.” The girl said, chuckling nervously. “Sorry… I couldn’t think of any other way to do it. I would have told you about it but I didn’t even know I could until I tried and… I didn’t want to ruin the surprise.”
“It’s okay. I just wasn’t expecting it.” Frisk said. He didn’t really mind and honestly it was probably a good thing in the event something like the dump ever happened again. Realizing the others were staring at them, likely trying to piece together the conversation from the half they could hear, he decided to drop the subject. “Anyway… what happened next?”
The rest of the housemates proceeded to fill Frisk in on what happened. Sans had used Lily’s sketch to draw up a blueprint, while Undyne and Papyrus had ventured out into waterfall to find the starstones. It had taken them a while to find them all, but the younger brother had been quite pleased to add ‘crystal mining’ to his list of many talents.
“We got started forging it as soon as you guys left.” Undyne took the reins of the conversation. “Papy here made the solid part using his bones, and I used my magic to make the core - that’s probably why you can kinda see it. Then we had to hold it together while we put in the starstone to keep it stable. The thing almost fell apart a couple of times before we got it right, but it worked.”
“it ain’t just a pretty stick either.” Sans explained. “that thing’s got magic in it, and it can focus magic too. figure it might make drawin’ yours up a little easier.”
Lily’s idea, Sans’ design, Papyrus’ construction, and Undyne’s magic… now it made sense why it seemed so familiar to Frisk while being so new. A bit of each of his friends went into making this gift for him. When he held it in his hand, it was almost like he was carrying them with him as well. The thought brought a smile to his face and he hugged the item close to his chest. His old stick had been a trusty companion, and it had seen him through much in his journey through the Underground, and that had truly meant a lot to him. However, his friends also meant much to the boy, and this staff was a representation of that bond. There was no doubt in his mind that he would cherish it just as much.
And perhaps, even more.
“So what now?” Lily asked.
It had been a couple of hours since Frisk had received the staff. The item was currently resting on the floor, propped up by the arm of the couch. Sans had left a little while ago to go pick up some food from Grilby’s while Papyrus had adjourned to his room to post on his Undernet blog about the experience. Right now, only Undyne was present, and she was currently passed out on the other end of the couch after the long day and night spent creating Frisk’s gift. Apparently, even her own hot-blooded energy had its limits.
Frisk had been thinking about that very question for a while now. Indeed, what was there to do? Since befriending Undyne, they’d had no more risk of being captured. Though the Captain had said that many of the Royal Guard were still searching, it was the canine unit that held jurisdiction over this part of the Underground, and they had been on the children’s side before even Undyne had. This meant that it was relatively safe for them here… it would be easy enough to simply settle down for a while. Not indefinitely by any means - enough people knew about them that it was inevitable that word would get out eventually - but for a while, at least.
And yet, there was still more to do… many of both his and Lily’s memories remained hidden from them, and he had a feeling that simply waiting for them to come on their own wouldn’t do. What was more, the Barrier remained raised, and while it continued to exist, monsters would continue to suffer. As far as Frisk was concerned, the sooner that oppressive wall came down, the better.
Also, Flowey was still out there somewhere.
They hadn’t seen him since his outburst in the Wishing Room, but both children knew that there was something more to the malicious flower. He was connected to Lily in some way, and perhaps to Frisk as well though the boy couldn’t be sure. One thing that was certain however was that it was unlikely that he’d leave them alone for long. Rather it be due to boredom, spite, or misplaced retribution, he would come. Frisk knew that, and he’d rather not have any innocent monsters caught in the wake of another magical temper tantrum.
They could try to run, but what would that do? While they might stay a step ahead of Flowey, he’d eventually catch up to them, and it was unlikely that he’d be as easy to reason with as Undyne had. The Captain had been stubborn, and driven by misinformation, but she also had a good heart and was able to look passed her prejudices in the end. Flowey was a different story. He was unhinged in a way that was unnerving but didn’t quite reach the point of insanity. In a way, that made him even more dangerous because he was under no delusions. He acts on his whims and his whims alone, and it’s hard to talk to someone who is unwilling to listen.
Someone willing to listen…
That’s right… there was someone else deeply involved in everything that was going on. If they could meet with that person and get their support, while it may not solve everything, it would certainly make it a lot easier.
“I think… we should go talk to King Asgore.” Frisk said finally.
“Um… A- Asgore?” Lily began to fidget next to him, obviously uncomfortable. “But… he’s the one who ordered everyone to hunt for humans right…? Are… are you really sure you want to just walk up to him and bring him your SOUL?”
“That’s kind of the thing…” Frisk said, leaning back against the couch cushions and sighing thoughtfully. “You’re right, but everyone is always saying how nice he is and how he’s always helping people. It just seems so weird that someone like that is also the one hunting for us. There’s something about this that we don’t know, and I want to figure it out. If we talk to him and convince him we want to help, maybe together we can find a way so that no one else has to get hurt.”
“That’s true…” The girl reluctantly agreed, folding her hands over her chest. “But…”
Frisk gazed at Lily pointedly. She was right to be worried, but the tone in her voice and the way she refused to meet his eye suggested that there was another reason for her reluctance. The boy had a pretty good idea of what that reason was, too. He laid a comforting hand on her shoulder, causing his friend to finally look up at him. There he saw a storm of emotions raging behind her eyes.
“You’re not just worried ‘cause it’s dangerous, huh?” He asked gently. “This is about what happened before we fought Undyne, isn’t it?”
When Undyne had mentioned the king’s full name, it had had a visible effect on Lily. While it wasn’t quite a memory, there was some resonance with that name that had given her pause, however briefly.
The girl nodded, briefly glancing back to make sure Undyne was still asleep before confiding. “I know him, Frisk… I’ve never met him but I know him. I’m scared of what will happen when I see him… or when he sees me. What if… what if I’m the reason he’s doing this?”
Frisk’s lips pursed as his friend laid her worries to bare. “Why would it be your fault?”
“Think about it.” Lily replied. “I’m not one of the SOULs he already has, but we know I was here before. What if I did something to make him hate humans? I don’t even know what kind of person I was before. I could have done something terrible and now-”
Lily’s response was replaced by a gasp as Frisk pulled her into a hug. She sat stunned for a moment before eventually her arms moved on their own, wrapping around the blind boy, her fingers digging into his shirt. She clung to him like a piece of driftwood in the ocean as she waited for her roiling emotions to settle down. They remained like that for a few moments before the girl’s grip began to slacken and Frisk took that as a sign to lean back. He met her eyes again, a serious, but gentle expression on his face even as he spoke.
“Lily, we talked about this. Maybe it’s possible, but I really don’t think it’s true. I might not be able to see all your memories, but from what I do know, it sounds like you were happy here. And even if it is true, you’re here now… so it’s not too late to apologize.” He smiled warmly before adding, “Besides… if Asgore knew you back then, he might even be able to tell you more about yourself. Maybe even what your name was before. Don’t you want that?”
The girl remained silent, considering her best friend’s words while her hands rested over his own. The more she thought about it, the more she realized he was right. Even if something had happened while she was alive to fuel the king’s hatred of humans, avoiding him wouldn’t change that. No… as scary as it was, the best thing she could do was meet with him do what she could to make it right. What’s more… she did want to know who she was back then, at least to some degree. Even as terrifying as some of the memories were, others were filled with happiness… wasn’t that worth it?
“I do...” Lily sighed, annoyed at herself for letting her insecurities get the better of her again. Frisk’s smile was contagious though and the girl found herself returning it. “Why do you always know what to do to make me feel better?”
“You know I could ask you the same thing, right?” The boy said, gesturing toward the staff, leaning against the edge of the couch where he’d once stored his old stick.
Lily giggled lightly which caused Frisk’s smile to widen. He was glad she was feeling better. They eventually decided it would be best to wait to make any plans until they could discuss with their housemates. After all, they didn’t even know the best way to get to the castle and they would at least need some time to gather supplies to prepare for the journey. There was also the matter of Frisk getting used to his new staff.
There was no rush however, and the children were grateful that they had the luxury of setting things in motion on their own terms for once. With any luck, they would soon be able to secure an audience with the king, and hopefully convince him to cooperate with them. Frisk found himself feeling more confident than he had in awhile, and though she was still nervous, Lily was also eager to speak with the king and perhaps receive some answers of her own.
“When we meet him… do you think he’d be willing to talk about gardening with me?” She asked.
Her question was only half serious, causing Frisk to snicker a little. “I guess you’ll have to ask him when we get there.”
Notes:
So here we are at the end of another chapter. This one was really fun to write and a little bit different than the usual fare. It was a bit of a balancing act dropping hints for the readers about Lily’s plan while making them subtle enough that Frisk wouldn’t notice. That’s tough to do when you’re dealing with an intelligent protagonist, but I think we pulled it off rather well.
What do you all think? Did you pick up on what the ‘surprise’ was before the reveal? Previous chapters have also included little hints leading up to this point as well. The idea of the staff has been in the works for a while, even before the stick’s loss back in Chapter 21. It went through a number of changes, but the basic design is the same.
The idea of going to Temmie village in order to ‘get Frisk out of the house’ was also planned. What wasn’t was the idea of Kidd tagging along with them. It worked though, because we’ve been wanting to delve deeper into Kidd’s backstory as well, and this provided the perfect opportunity to do so, while also pulling the village scene out of ‘filler’ territory and adding some weight to them.
Speaking of that. It doesn’t seem like many fics discuss Monster Kid’s flagging trust in Undyne should you save them. They either roll with it, having him shift to idolizing Papyrus (which, let’s face it, he does deserve it), or ignore it in favor of leaving him an Undyne fanmonster. It was fun to explore this facet of the character a little more… along with going into his connection with Goner Kid. As for that last part… it’ll have to wait until later.
Though she was awkward about it, Undyne was really trying to give a heartfelt apology. Given the kind of character she is, it makes sense that she would regard a weapon so highly. Though the reason for Frisk’s attachment to his stick is a bit different, it still works rather well.
In the next chapter, we’re probably going to be at least reaching Hotland. It’s been a bit since we finished up Waterfall, but everything since the SOULmates got back home has been leading up to this moment. It’s probably going to be a bit of a tough journey once they get there, considering Frisk’s… condition.
Anyways, hopefully you all enjoyed this chapter. It was a fun one to write and we’re always interested in hearing your feedback so please give us a comment/review if you have anything to say!
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Chapter 28: A Knights Lament
Chapter by KikiRukata
Notes:
Happy Anniversary Undertale!
It’s been a while hasn’t it, but we’ve finally released the latest chapter. Sorry it’s taken so long. A lot of things have changed since we started writing this story a few years ago now, and time to work on it has been fairly limited as a result. We haven’t given up on it though, as you can see. Hopefully this chapter will prove a welcome return for those of you who have stuck with us for so long. The next one shouldn’t take NEARLY as long to release (We’ll get into the reason for that in the notes at the end).
ShiningwingX: It’s already been mentioned how Kiki’s work schedule affects her availability, and that hasn’t really changed. For me though, it’s a little different and I think I should explain. I’ve mentioned it offhand in the story’s Discord server, but I’ve been streaming on Twitch for the better part of a year and a half now. I’ve gained a small following and it’s become a pretty big investment at this point. It’s something I’ve wanted to do for a very long time, and I’ve become quite passionate about it.
I’m still thinking about this story, and this chapter has been a long time in the making but a big reason why it’s taken so long is that the streaming thing is a really big commitment in both time and energy. We've not given up on writing by a long shot… it’s too much of a part of us to do that, and it wouldn’t be right for you all here for us to just peace out. It will be slow going… just hopefully not as slow as it’s been the past year, now that I’m more familiar with what I’m doing. So, if you’ve stuck around for this long hoping for updates… thank you. Your patience will pay off, I promise.
One more thing, and this isn’t a plug, but because I know some people might be curious: I respectfully ask that no one under 18 join me during streams. I love you all, but the things I say, and the games I play on there probably aren’t suited for younger audiences. Just wanted to make that known. :P
And now… onto the very long overdue chapter.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Two weeks later
“Ohhh… this is gonna suck.” Lily groaned, flopping her (and Frisk’s) head down onto the surface of the table they were sitting at.
The humans and their friends had spent the better part of the last couple of weeks preparing for the trip ahead of them. Most of this involved the honing of their newfound magical abilities. Though they’d hoped that the trip to the castle would not lead to any major conflict, it was generally agreed that it was better to be safe than sorry. Even if they had absolutely no intention of hurting anyone, having the means to keep themselves from getting hurt would always be useful.
Frisk and Lily had improved by leaps and bounds in that time. Though Lily had still yet to unlock her Aspect, she’d grown much better at controlling the formless bullets she was able to conjure. Her shots had become far more accurate, and altering their size and magical capacity had become almost second nature to her at this point. What’s more, she was able to form them almost instantly, and while she wasn’t nearly capable of anything like Papyrus’ army of bones, or Undyne’s spear wave, she was certainly capable of sustained usage if there was a need for it.
As for Frisk, it was discovered that stopping Papyrus’ attack was merely the beginning of what his ‘goal-based’ magic was capable of. After a bit of experimentation, it had proven to have a wide range of applications to the point that the boy wasn’t even sure of the extent of its capabilities. Sans theorized that it likely had some effect on the fabric of reality itself, something that the elder skeleton found deeply interesting though none could say for certain. Of course, as versatile as it was, it had its limits. He was able to draw upon simple and immediate goals with relative success. However, anything more complex would often cause the magic to fizzle out before it was even able to take hold. It was clear that he wouldn’t be able to simply ‘will’ the Barrier out of existence any time soon, if at all.
Still, they’d honed their abilities about as much as they possibly could at this point in their training and unless another milestone was somehow reached in the next few hours, they’d never be more prepared than they were now. Given that such a thing was unlikely to happen, it was decided that today would be the day they would begin their journey to the castle to meet with King Asgore. Thus Frisk, Lily, Sans, Papyrus, and Undyne had gathered at Grillby's to discuss the final details of the journey to come.
Unfortunately, one such detail may have been better discussed sooner...
“Sorry, that’s just how it goes.” Undyne shrugged, popping one of the fried cheese balls she’d ordered into her mouth before continuing. “The other roads are gonna be heavily patrolled, and I can’t call the Guard off without looking suspicious. If you want to get to the castle, then Hotland’s your best bet.”
The Captain’s words brought Frisk back to reality, and he shuddered at the name of that place. What they hadn’t known when they made the plan to visit the king, was that their path would take them through that lava-filled deathtrap. Most of the nearby towns, and particularly the city surrounding the castle, had been on high alert ever since news of the humans had reached them. Most of the Royal Guard had been mustered around those areas, and Undyne had given them strict orders to ignore her commands if they seemed advantageous to the ‘enemy’. That meant that Hotland, a place that was usually lax on security to begin with due to few monsters being capable of enduring its harsh climate, was even more unguarded than normal. Unfortunately, that also meant that the safest route was to traverse that treacherous landscape and through the CORE, the exit of which should place them near the castle.
“Are you… sure there’s no other way?” Frisk almost pleaded, as he silently cursed the irony.
“Sorry, Punks… I wish there was.” The scaled knight apologized. Then her lips parted into a toothy grin and she threw her arm over the boy’s shoulder. “But hey, it won’t be that bad. Alphy’s lab is in that area. I’m sure she’ll give you guys a hand. I’ll even go there with you.”
“But I thought you hated Hotland?” The boy questioned.
“Well, yeah… but…” Undyne hesitated, rubbing the back of her head. “I mean, if it’ll help you guys out I kinda have to, right?”
Lily lifted the brow that stood above her light in Frisk’s eye and smirked. “You just wanna see Alphys again don’t you?”
“No!” Undyne denied sharply before turning her eyes away bashfully. “Maybe…”
The captain’s glare went unnoticed as Lily erupted into a victorious cackle. None of them were particularly worried about speaking of such things out in the open. It might have been different had they been anywhere other than Snowdin, but after hearing Miss Lapin’s story, neither the children, nor their friends felt the need for any more secrecy. It was strangely comforting to be able to talk about such things without fear… even if the subject itself wasn’t exactly a pleasant one.
Frisk would have liked to have joined the banter too if his mind wasn’t so consumed with thoughts of the road ahead. Memories of the last time they’d visited that area flashed through his mind, and he shuddered once again. Small fingers wrapped around the staff resting in his lap, as if he feared that it too might suffer a similar fate.
A hand on his shoulder drew his gaze up to the left where Papyrus was sitting.
“ARE YOU ALRIGHT, FRISK?” The tall skeleton asked, staring down at the boy with concern.
In spite of the disparity between his own feelings and Lily’s, Papyrus seemed to notice his disquiet. It was equal parts surprising and reassuring that the younger sibling seemed to have such keen insight when it came to the feelings of those he cared about. Even still, the boy found it difficult to put those feelings into words.
“I’m, um…” he hesitated.
“scared, huh?” Sans offered.
The boy nodded. Even the sight of an overly large amount of ketchup slowly dripping from the bottle onto Sans’ burger did nothing to allay his dread. It was almost crushing and it was taking every ounce of willpower Frisk had not to let it show overly much. Just the thought of that place… the dry heat, robbing his skin of moisture, the smell of smoke and brimstone… it was enough to make him want to crawl into a corner and hide. For a while he’d thought he was doing better: even here, he was able to speak to Grillby without shrinking in fear. Indeed, the discussions were short due to the man of fire being also a man of few words, but it was still something.
Yet, the thought of Hotland: all of those flames in one place, untamed and hungry… It terrified him.
“it ain’t surprising, considering the place basically takes a scalpel to your phobia.” Sans summed up his feelings in a single sentence.
“Wow, Sans…” Lily shook her head, the fry she’d picked up falling back onto their plate. “Why is it that you choose to drop the subtlety at the worst time? I was trying to avoid talking about that part…”
“what’s the point avoiding it?” The short skeleton countered. “ya can’t reach the king any other way, so you gotta face the music eventually. ain’t it better to do that here and now, rather than when the concert starts?”
“Well, uhh…” Lily trailed off.
Frisk nodded silently, quickly understanding what the elder brother was trying to do. It wasn’t easy to think about but one way or another, he was going to have to face his fears eventually, and it seemed that that moment was upon him now. Sans was trying to get him to acknowledge that fact so he was prepared for it. He was right too. Frisk couldn’t allow himself to be held back by such things… not now. If there was any hope of getting King Asgore to see reason, and to bring about peaceful coexistence between humans and monsters, he would have to overcome this first.
Thinking about it like that actually helped to mollify the boy’s fear a little bit. If going through Hotland was the only way to reach the castle and speak to the king, then he would do it.
“I know.” The boy said finally. “Thanks, Sans. That makes me feel a little better.”
“It does? I kinda thought that...” Lily began, but trailed off, and instead picked up her fry again. “Well, as long as it helps. I don’t like seeing you so scared, Frisk…”
“I don’t like to worry you either.” Frisk agreed.
“...Here…” A soft voice, like a whisper within a campfire spoke, before a glass was placed down in front of Papyrus.
“OH HO! THANK YOU VERY MUCH, GRILLBY!” Papyrus said, taking his milkshake in hand before drawing a sip through the straw. “NYEH HEH HEH! DELICIOUS AS ALWAYS.”
“You are… going to see the king, right…?” The man of fire asked.
Neither Frisk nor Lily responded immediately, being rather surprised by the fire elemental’s question. It wasn’t often that he spoke more than three words at a time, and even rarer that he initiated conversation at all. That he’d done both at once was enough to briefly shock the humans into silence. Sans wasn’t showing it much, but he certainly seemed to take notice of this as well, as the lights in his eye sockets turned slightly toward his favored restaurateur in interest. Undyne also had a visible reaction to the man’s words, sitting at rigid attention in her own chair without even bothering to swallow her recent mouthful. Only Papyrus seemed unaffected, as he continued to sip happily at his milkshake.
“Umm… yeah.” Frisk said. “If we can convince him to stop hunting humans, maybe we can find another way to bring down the Barrier. I… I don’t want there to be another war, like the one in those stories.”
“...Can you do it…?” Grillby asked simply.
“I hope so…” Lily said, unsure to which part of Frisk’s explanation the fiery bartender was referring, but deciding the response was fitting either way. “No one else should have to die. He should see that if we talk to him. That’s… that’s the feeling I get.”
The girl lowered Frisk’s head in thought. It felt strange how sure she was of that. They’d come to the conclusion that she’d likely met Asgore in the past, but she still wasn’t certain what her relationship was with the king. It was odd to have such conviction regarding someone she knew next to nothing about, apart from the fact that they seemed to share a few interests. Even still, Lily realized that she hadn’t said that simply to appease Grillby or out of a sense of misplaced optimism. It was what she truly believed.
“...I see…” the fire elemental nodded. “...good luck…”
“feelin’ a little sentimental, grilbz?” Sans asked him. “ya don’t usually talk this much.”
“...Perhaps…” Grillby admitted, causing Frisk to give the two monsters a curious look. “...Would you like anything else…?”
Just like that, the heaviness in the air evaporated and the man of fire returned to his usual countenance. Brief as the conversation was, it seemed that Grillby was satisfied enough with their answers to end it there. Still, it had certainly left the two humans with something to think about. Grillby had always been more content to keep his thoughts to himself, and simply serve his patrons. What possessed him to approach them with such questions?
The pensive atmosphere was eventually shattered by the sound of a low rippling as Papyrus scraped the bottom of his glass for the last remnants of milkshake. Seeing this, Lily’s curiosity got the better of her and she cleared her throat.
“Umm, do those come in chocolate?” She asked.
The flames that made up Grillby’s head seemed to undulate as a quiet chuckle resounded from the man. It was hard to gauge his expression due to his biology but the girl had the sense that he was smiling.
“...I will make you one.” He turned to make his way back to the counter only to stop and glance back toward the table. “...And… Captain Undyne?”
“S-Sir!” Undyne spoke for the first time since Grillby had entered the conversation. From the tone of her voice, the children half-expected her to stand up and salute the man, but she didn’t.
“...Thank you…” Grillby’s simple response seemed to confuse the captain.
“Um… for what?”
A sound like a breath of summer wind reached them as Grillby sighed wistfully.
“...For doing what once… a lesser knight could not…”.
About ten minutes later saw the five friends departing the restaurant. Frisk’s hands carefully held the cup containing Lily’s milkshake. The boy’s lips were currently placed over the straw, not entirely of his own volition, as his friend savored the beverage through him. He didn’t particularly mind though. The sweetness of the drink served as a pleasant end to their meal, and though Lily was a far more ardent chocolate enthusiast than he was, it certainly wasn’t a flavor he disliked.
“What was that about, Undyne?” He asked once Lily afforded him the use of his mouth for long enough to do so.
“Huh?” The Captain asked, her attention drawn to the boy from whatever place her mind had wandered to.
“You were acting a little weird around Mr. Grillby.” The boy clarified. “I’m just curious.”
“Wait, you don’t know?” Undyne asked, then thought about it for a moment. “Oh yeah… I guess you wouldn’t, huh?”
“Know what?” Lily prompted, her own curiosity piqued.
“I wasn’t always Captain of the Royal Guard y’know. There’s been a lot of us that have come and gone since the Sealing.” Undyne explained. “The guy I replaced wasn’t all that special - someone who didn’t even really want the job but just accepted it because no one else would. Before that though… it was Grillby.”
“Whoa, what? Really?!” Lily blurted out, almost dropping her drink in shock.
“Wow… I know he’s made of fire and stuff but he doesn’t really seem like the type.” Frisk said thoughtfully.
“I know right? You wouldn’t think it seeing him now.” Undyne chuckled a little. “But they say he was one of the best. Probably the only one that even came close to rivaling the Hammer of Justice. But one day, he just suddenly retired out of the blue.”
“Why would he do that?” Frisk asked but Undyne shook her head.
“No one knows. He just turned in his armor and left. Kinda put Asgore on the spot, I think. That guy I mentioned before, the one I replaced? That’s why he was stuck with the job for a bit.” Undyne said. “Grillby just sort of… disappeared for a few years after that. The next time anyone heard about him was when he started running that place.”
“I wonder what happened to him…” Lily considered, staring thoughtfully at the milkshake he’d prepared for her.
They’d eaten Grillby’s cooking quite a bit since coming to the Underground. There was a very simple reason his tavern was always so full: the food he made was good. However, Lily had always assumed that there was little behind that outside of a passion for cooking similar to Frisk’s. However, he tended to make mostly the same things the same way, as opposed to the boy who was open to experimentation. If she thought about it, it made sense that a soldier’s diligence might lend well to that kind of thing. Still, that didn’t answer the question of what led him to go from a prestigious captain of the Royal Guard to a humble restaurateur.
“Did you guys know about this?” Frisk asked, turning to the brothers. “Papyrus, I think you said before that Grillby was an older monster, right?”
“I DID…” Papyrus confirmed, scratching his chin. “ALTHOUGH, I DO NOT KNOW HIM THAT WELL… I WAS NOT AWARE THAT HE WAS SUCH A RENOWNED FIGURE.”
“it’s come up once or twice.” Sans admitted. “grilbz doesn’t really like talkin’ about it all that much though… when he talks at all.”
“Huh…” Undyne said. “I didn’t know that.”
“i got a few theories,” Sans shrugged. “but i probably shouldn’t share with the class. ain’t my laundry to air, yanno?”
“Either way, we probably shouldn’t ask him about it.” Lily said. Normally she would have taken a crack at Sans’ choice of words but now didn’t seem appropriate.
“Yeah.” Frisk agreed. “If we’re meant to know about it, he’ll tell us.”
“We should probably get ready to go then.” Undyne said, rolling her shoulder as a means to distract herself. “No point thinking on it now, right?”
“Right…” Frisk agreed, tightening his grip on his staff as a means to steel his nerves.
“I ADMIT, I AM QUITE JEALOUS!” Papyrus spoke up, easily returning to his usual optimistic self. “I HAVE HEARD THAT HOTLAND IS RIFE WITH CUNNING PUZZLES!”
“I guess that’s reason enough for us to go, huh?” Lily grinned, Papyrus’ cheery nature proving to be as contagious as ever.
“BUT IF ONLY THAT WERE SO!” The lanky boneman piped up again. “FOR HOTLAND IS ALSO THE LOCATION OF THE FAMED MTT RESORT! SUCH A FIRST CLASS ESTABLISHMENT COULD ONLY COME FROM THE BRILLIANT MIND OF METTATON HIMSELF! HOW I WISH I COULD GO WITH YOU TO SEE IT PERSONALLY…”
“We’re not going on a field trip, Papyrus.” Frisk giggled. “If we do end up there though, we’ll be sure to tell you all about it, okay?”
“REALLY? I WOULD BE MOST THANKFUL IF YOU DID.”
“It’s a promise.” Lily agreed.
“NYEH HEH HEH!” The superhero let out an exuberant laugh. “VERY WELL THEN, I SHALL AWAIT YOUR REPORT WITH BATED BREATH!”
“stay frosty out there, you guys.” Sans said with a grin.
Lily gave the skeleton a smirk, and retorted. “Might be a little tough considering where we’re going.”
“heh.” Sans tapped his skull. He was still somewhat processing what he’d learned about the girl, but it was still refreshing to have such a willing joke buddy. ‘just like tori…’ he considered before finally responding.
“true, that.”
Bidding farewell to the brothers, the humans and Undyne headed off in the direction of the river. Reaching Hotland would be a lot easier if they could make use of the River Person’s services… if the strange boatswain was even there at this time of day. Their path ended up taking them through the residential area on the north side of town, and they took a moment to say hello to Vis and Aqua. The two slime siblings were working together to make a snowman… or rather, a ‘snow slime’ from the shape of it. It felt like such a long time ago, that day they’d played with Snowdin’s children.
“We gotta do that again sometime.” Lily said wistfully.
“Yeah.” Frisk agreed. “Maybe when all of this is over we can… I dunno… just be kids for a little bit?”
“Oh my god, it is so sad how nice that sounds.” The girl giggled. That he hadn’t actually meant it as a joke only made it funnier to her. Nevertheless, she couldn’t say she regretted the way their lives had turned. They were working toward a brighter future for humans and monsters… that was something to be proud of.
“YO!” A familiar voice called out with an equally familiar greeting.
Their moods immediately brightening, Frisk and Lily turned to regard the speaker, unaware of Undyne stiffening somewhat at their side. Sure enough, they were met with the sight of a certain yellow monster speeding toward them, a wide grin stretched across his face. Kidd skidded to a stop in front of them, only stumbling the slightest bit before straightening up, panting slightly from the exertion.
“Hey, Kidd!” Frisk greeted the monster boy pleasantly.
“What’s up, guys?! I saw you talkin’ to the slime twins and-” He paused for a moment, his eyes gravitating toward the Guard Captain standing nearby. “Oh, uhh… Hi Undyne!”
Undyne relaxed a little as he addressed her, and offered one of her classic shark-like grins. “Hey, ya little creep. How’s that magic training coming along?”
Since he’d learned that Undyne had been training Frisk and Lily, the little monster had shown an interest in honing his own magic. He was initially reluctant when the children had invited him to join one of their own sessions, as his feelings about the Captain remained complicated. However, at the human’s insistence he’d ultimately relented and in the end, it seemed the decision was a good one. Not only did it do wonders for mending the ties between the youth and his former idol, but it gave Frisk and Lily someone more on their level to practice with.
“Nyeh heh heh…!” The monster child emulated Papyrus’ laugh before quickly summoning a few hovering bullets of his own.
They were small, and didn’t contain a lot of magic. What’s more, similar to Lily’s they were formless, as the monster boy also had yet to discover his own Aspect. Still, one thing that the children knew from their experiences training together was that, much like Kidd himself, they were fast. Undyne smirked in approval.
“Not bad. Keep practicin’ if you don’t wanna fall behind these punks.”
“Oh yeah! There’s another reason I followed you!” Kidd explained. “Are you guys going to see that boat dude?”
“Yeah, actually. You too?” Frisk asked.
“Yup!” Kidd affirmed. “I’m goin’ to Waterfall to visit some friends around there. They’re not as good with the cold as the kids around here are, so...”
“We should go together then!” Lily suggested. “Oh, but… do you think the River Person’s boat is big enough for all of us?”
“I don’t think we gotta worry about that. That thing’s bigger than it looks.” Undyne chuckled. “‘Course if it’s too cramped, I can just hop out and swim alongside.”
Right. Being an aquatic monster, Undyne would have literally been right at home in the river. In fact, it seemed to Lily that the bulky armor she often wore would have been more of hindrance than a help in her home region of the Underground. Then again, she seemed to move easily enough in it regardless, so maybe there was some magic at play there.
Regardless, the group made their way to the river bank, where sure enough, bobbing back and forth in time with the sway of their boat was the River Person, humming a wordless tune. The hooded form turned in the direction of the approaching group, their melody taking on a lilt of recognition.
“Tra la la… ah, so nice to see you again. Or is it for the first time?” They shrugged. “Oh well. Before, after… first, last… it’s hard to tell when you’re upside-down.”
For some reason, hearing that statement gave Lily the inexplicable urge to test that theory. Unfortunately, being bound to Frisk at the moment she lacked the means to do so.
“Uhh, sure.” Undyne said, not really bothering to try to make sense of the gondolier’s odd speech patterns. “Hey, we’re trying to go somewhere. Okay if we use your boat?”
“Hmm.” The cloaked figure nodded, gesturing for them to come aboard.
Once everyone had entered the boat and were safely seated, the River Person tapped the side of the hull, and with a creak, the boat lurched away from the bank and started off down the river. It still baffled the children how it managed to move so smoothly with no oars or sails to guide its direction. Still, however the strange monster was controlling it, no one could deny their skill as a ferryman as the boat glided through the water with no regard for its flow. If anything, the river itself almost seemed to give way, heeding to, or perhaps even guiding the vessel all on its own. All the while, the boatswain continued to hum their mysterious tune.
“Oh yeah. I never asked where you guys were headed.” Kidd spoke up, breaking the relative silence. “You goin’ back to Waterfall too?”
"Nope. We're going to Hot- uhh…" Lily chimed in but hesitated for a second. Was it a good idea to tell Kidd what they were planning? She knew he wouldn’t rat them out, but…
“We’re going to Hotland.” Frisk made the decision for her. “We wanna get to the capital and try to talk to King Asgore. Humans and Monsters shouldn’t have to fight each other… we’re hoping we can make him understand that.”
Lily let out a breath of relief. She didn’t like the idea of having to hide things from their friend, and it seemed like Frisk was of the same mind. The girl turned her glowing gaze to the monster boy, gauging his reaction. She’d expected him to get excited as he normally did, maybe ask what they planned to do or even beg to come with. Instead, he was strangely silent… even thoughtful. It wasn’t a look she ever expected to see from the normally hyper-active monster child, but there it was.
“I don’t want that either but… what about the Barrier?” He asked. “They tell us in school that we need Human SOULs or something to open it up.”
“We think there’s another way.” Lily said. “I don’t know how exactly, but Frisky here has a feeling about it, and those are usually right.”
“We uhh… we do already have six.” Undyne mentioned, trying her hardest to be tactful which wasn’t exactly her strong suit. “I don’t think I ever heard anything about the Humans having to die for the SOUL to work, even if we have to go that route. So, uhh… there’s that.”
“So… if you are able to get the King guy to change his mind, and we’re able to get out of here…” Kidd began, that thoughtful expression growing ever more pronounced. “Do you… think I’ll be able to make more Human friends?”
Frisk and Lily simply stared at him for a minute. That was what he was most concerned about?
“Umm… sure?” Frisk offered.
“Really?! Awesome!” The boy shouted, putting on a wobbly little smile.
Frisk snickered, placing a hand over his mouth to try to hold back his laughter. Of all the things he could have been thinking about. Then again, it was Kidd… he wouldn’t worry about any of the existential details, or long-standing stigmas. That blithe outlook on life was probably the whole reason he had so many friends to begin with… as well as why he was so willing to make friends with himself and Lily.
“Fufufufu…” A chuckle from the seat behind them caused the three to turn back, only to see Undyne grinning from ear to ear. “Hahahaha!”
“Why are YOU laughing, Undyne?” Lily grinned at the captain.
“Haha… just feels kinda nice to be reminded of how wrong I was.” She said.
“It feels nice to be wrong?” Kidd cocked his head in confusion. “Whaddya mean?”
“Nevermind.” The Captain waved off the question as Frisk (and Lily) gave a knowing smirk. “Honestly, I think it’ll be nice to leave this place without having to worry about fighting Humans.”
With that, the conversation segwayed into a number of topics, as the cool grays and greens of the Snowdin region gave way to the trademark blues of Waterfall. Kidd told the others about the friends he was going to meet, expressing that he’d like to introduce them sometime, before asking about Sans and Papyrus. He’d become particularly enamored by the latter recently, unbeknownst to the skeletal superhero himself. The children happily told him a few stories of the brothers, and even Undyne chimed in with a few of her own, usually about training sessions or hang outs.
“He likes to make spaghetti?! I LOVE that stuff!” Kidd cheered before lifting a foot to scratch his ear. “But, uhh… my parents don’t let me eat it that much because it makes a mess…”
“Hmm…” Frisk considered. “What if you learned some Blue magic? It might help you hold stuff easier.”
“Blue magic…” Kidd repeated thoughtfully. “Huh. That’s a good idea. You’re pretty smart, Frisk.”
“That’s what I told him!” Lily cackled, while Frisk rubbed his neck sheepishly.
“Wow… I got a lot to think about.” Kidd said before his eyes shifted to an embankment approaching. “Oh. Looks like we’re here.”
Frisk and Lily frowned. It was nice just talking to their friend for a while, but the approaching shore served as a reminder of what they were here for. The boat shifted and slowed, the same unknown force that drove it forward now guiding it towards land. Kidd stepped off, tapping his feet against the earth to get them reacquainted with the solid ground before turning back to the others with a swish of his tail.
“Guess you guys gotta keep going, huh?” He said. The trio nodded.
“Yeah… I’m still not looking forward to going through Hotland but… we have to.” Frisk said.
“Man… I kinda wish I could go with you and help out.” Kidd sighed, causing Undyne to visibly stiffen. Before she was able to protest however, he continued. “But… I think I’d probably just be in the way. I can still cheer you on from here though!”
“Right… yeah!” Lily said cheerfully. “Look Frisk, we have our own cheerleader!”
“Sh-shut up… At least call me a hype man or something cool like that.” Kidd retorted, blushing beneath his scales. Then he seemed to get an idea. “Wait… yeah! That’s it! Maybe I can’t go with, but I can at least spread the word.”
“Umm. I kinda think that might make it harder for us.” Lily began. “It’d be tough to sneak around if people know where we are, right?”
“Actually…” Frisk mused. “That might not be a bad idea. We don’t want people to know exactly where we are or what we’re doing but… it would be good for the rest of the Underground to know that we’re trying to help.”
“Oh, I think I get it.” Lily said. “It’s like how everyone in Snowdin knows that we’re humans but they’re still supporting us. If the rest of the Underground learns about what we’re doing we might have support in other places too.”
“Now that you mention it…” Undyne added, also picking up on what the boy was getting at. “The whole Kingdom already knows there’s a human around, so talking about it isn’t gonna risk a panic anymore than what we have now. If anything, putting out the idea that you guys are cool might make people feel a bit more comfortable. Not everyone’s gonna buy it, but it can’t hurt.”
“At worst, nothing will change but if it does work…” Frisk thought. “Yeah, good idea Kidd!”
“You really think so? Wow, I just thought it would be nice to tell people how cool you guys are. You really think it’ll help that much?” At their confident affirmations, the monster child gave a resolute smile. “Okay! I’m gonna do it! Just you wait, by the time you guys get back the whole Underground is gonna know about the humans trying to free us!”
“Just uhh…” Undyne held up a hand, hesitating for a minute. “Start around here. Where it’s safe. And umm. Don’t go to any dangerous places. You can’t spread the word if you get hurt… you know?”
“Um, okay!” Kidd said, standing rigid to the point that the children swore he would have saluted the Captain if he could. “Oh, man… I gotta go! I’ll let my friends know all about you guys. Maybe they can help!”
With that, the yellow monster literally turned tail and ran up the shore and into Waterfall proper. The trio watched him go, focused on his retreating form until the lurch of the boat, drifting its way back into the river, called them back to their own situation. Their meeting with Kidd bore more fruit than they’d anticipated and the children knew that if anyone could sway the hearts of the Underground’s monsters, it would be him.
As the bank of Waterfall drifted further and further from sight however, Frisk and Lily’s thoughts were drawn to another matter: specifically Undyne. They’d both noticed it, but the Captain seemed… strangely tense around their armless yellow friend. Her concern for his well-being wasn’t exactly in question, but rather the way she carried herself in general. Even now her eyes lingered on that shrinking shore and the two humans knew she was thinking about him.
“Undyne, you…” Frisk began. “You really care about Kidd, don’t you?”
“Huh?!” Her eyes snapped back to the children in shock. “What do you mean? Of course I care about him. What kind of question is that?”
“Oh, come on, Undyne.” Frisk’s head shook with Lily’s rebuttal. “You know that’s not what he meant. You worry about Kidd a lot. Way more than anyone else. You’re always watching him when we’re playing or hanging out. You even go easy on him in magic training - you never go easy on anyone when it comes to training.”
“The way you stress about him all the time. It seems like there’s more to it than just what happened on that bridge.” Frisk said, looking up at the Captain with concern. “You don’t have to talk about it if it’s too uncomfortable, but… are you okay?”
Undyne sighed.
“No… you’re right. There is a bit more to it.” She said, clenching a fist and then releasing it. “Guess I should have expected you punks would notice sooner or later. That kid? Well, long story short, he reminds me of someone.”
“Who?” Lily asked.
“Someone I… wasn’t able to save.”
Silence fell over the river as Frisk and Lily stared in shock at the captain, at a loss for how to respond. If the tone of her voice didn’t reveal the not-so-hidden meaning behind those words, the agonized expression of guilt marring the captain’s face would have certainly filled in the blanks. Even the River Person, rather due to respect for the direction of the conversation or out of pure curiosity, seemed to lower their humming to a barely audible murmur. In that silence, Undyne took a few deep breaths to steel her nerves before her expression softened.
“It… was shortly after I was promoted to Captain of the Royal Guard.” She said finally. “I was still riding the high of my new position. After all, this is what I always wanted… to not only be the best, but to be recognized for it. I wanted to be a hero, just like the Hammer of Justice, and finally, I thought I’d done that.”
“What happened?” Frisk asked, placing a hand on the warrior’s arm hoping to comfort her.
“It was so stupid…” Undyne’s voice cracked like a lash upon her own back. “A bunch of jerks were harassing one of the older monsters. Guess they felt like they could get away with it since the Captain before me was so incompetent, and the guards had gotten lazy. I decided I wanted to let people know early on that that crap wasn’t gonna fly with me so… I went after them. Threw ‘em around like they were nothing. It felt good to teach idiots like that a lesson.”
“Sounds like they got what they deserved.” Lily commented.
“Yeah… but if I was paying more attention, or if I wasn’t so damned eager to prove myself maybe I would have noticed the kid.” The Captain continued. “I don’t know what they were doing there. I don’t know why they were so close to the cliff. I don’t know what caused them to fall. I just… don’t know. The old monster I saved noticed them before I did and pointed it out. When I looked over, there they were, just… just standing there. Then I blinked, and they were gone. Ran over as fast as I could, but by the time I got there… all I could do was watch as they fell further and further down into that darkness.”
“I’d heard of monsters falling from some of the cliffs around Waterfall before… usually they just end up in a lower section like the dump or something.” Frisk and Lily tried to hide their discomfort, given their own experiences. “But sometimes they just… disappear. You can probably guess which one happened this time.”
“What do you mean they ‘disappear’?” Frisk asked, worried.
“I mean what I said. No one knows why, but those cliffs never seem to lead to the same place. Two people can climb down from the same spot, the same way and end up in completely different end points. Believe me, I tried. I scrambled the entire guard to search the area below that spot for the kid, and not only did no one find anything, but everyone seemed to end up somewhere different. Some of them literally took days to get back and report.” She chuckled ruefully. “You can probably imagine how stressed out I was, waiting for 'em… wondering if I didn't just lose that kid, but some of my men too…”
“Did all of them get back safely?” Lily asked. “I’m guessing they did, right?”
“Thankfully, yeah. But no one found any traces of the kid. It was like they just… stopped existing.” Undyne continued. “I should have lost my job. Barely a week in, and we already had a missing person on our hands. But… I wasn’t even reprimanded. Hell, most of the Underground didn’t even talk about it.”
“Huh?” Frisk lifted a brow in disbelief. “That doesn’t make any sense. A kid vanishing should have been a really big deal. At the very least their friends and family should have come to ask questions. You’re saying no one did that?”
“Nope… and that just pissed me off even more. A kid was gone, it was my fault, and no one seemed to care.” Undyne shook her head. “I was so caught up in being a hero… a real hero would have never let that happen. I wasn’t ready for that responsibility… but no one even tried to hold me responsible for what happened.”
“You… weren’t ready for the responsibility?” Lily asked, immediately remembering a certain echo flower.
Inwardly she looked to Frisk’s SOUL to see his reaction and it seemed that he’d noticed Undyne’s choice of words just as she did. Was it really possible?
“It got to a point where I thought I was going crazy… like did it really happen or was I just seeing things? That kinda stuff. But I know it was real." Undyne's quivering voice was a far cry from her usual tone as her fists clenched in her lap. She took a deep breath to calm herself before continuing. "Wanna know the funny thing? The place it happened actually wasn’t too far from that bridge. God, it was like I was watching a movie on repeat. If you guys weren’t there… I don’t know what would have happened.”
Frisk fell silent, thoughtful. He couldn’t help but remember that strange monster that had appeared before them a few times during their time in Waterfall. They looked so similar to Kidd… uncannily so. The desperation in their eyes as they begged the two humans to save him, spurring them into action, the strange way they spoke, how their form seemed ethereal and devoid of color… and how they vanished without a trace the moment the children looked away. The gears were already turning in the boy's head, but there was only one way confirm his theory.
“Do… do you know who they were?” He ventured. “Or what they looked like?”
“They were…” The warrior stopped, brow furrowing. “Huh. I’m not sure. It was years ago and I only saw them for a few seconds before… well… I guess I didn’t get a very good look.”
‘But you sent a search party’. That’s what he wanted to say anyway. However, it probably wasn’t a good idea to challenge Undyne on the inconsistencies of what was clearly a traumatic experience for her.
“But, well…” Undyne continued. “When I look at Kidd… I can’t help but remember the brat from back then. Guess that’s why I always let him follow me around. Figure if he’s close, I could at least keep an eye on him, you know?”
There it was. The notes were starting to come together, and the boy didn’t like the song they were playing. If she had enough information to rally the guard into a search for this child, then she MUST have gotten a fairly good look at them. Yet, for whatever reason, she seemed to be having trouble recalling that information. Then there was the almost nonexistent response to a missing monster, and a child no less. The communities in the Underground were always so tight knit so their seeming indifference to the matter was that much stranger as a result.
That strange threshold between remembrance and oblivion. He'd seen it before… knew it himself in a way. This was different to his own experience though. In fact, it was disturbingly similar to Lily’s situation. Her fragmented memories, and the lack of information about her… Flowey’s claim to have spoken her name when neither of the children heard it… the fact that even those who seemed like they should have had some kind of information on her didn’t. It was like every time they got close to an answer, some contrivance stopped them from making any headway.
Was it connected somehow?
“You okay?” He asked the girl sharing his body.
He could practically feel her shaking her head. “No…”
A simple response but one that spoke volumes. He nodded wordlessly, contemplating the scent of uncertainty like strong medicine that he received from her.
“But… hey! That’s all in the past, right?!” Undyne said, draping an arm over them. “I’m still here, and I’ve helped a ton of people since then! And if what we’re doing now works out, we’ll be able to help a lot more of ‘em too!” The Captain sat up and pumped her fist into the air so hard she nearly fell out of the boat. “Nggaaaah! I’m pumped! Hotland, we’re coming for ya!”
Frisk and Lily grinned in affirmation at the captain’s enthusiasm, but the expression was merely a mask to hide the disquiet they felt. This conversation had certainly given them a number of things to consider, but they were still a few pieces shy of a full puzzle. There was little chance of solving it right now, so instead their thoughts turned to what was immediately ahead of them. Contrary to Undyne’s declaration, Hotland was sure to be a challenge, especially to a certain young pyrophobe. They would need to be ready for whatever was waiting for them there.
‘Please don’t think about this anymore…’ they remembered the colorless monster’s words from the first time they’d met.
If only it were that easy.
Frisk's boots met the dry, cracked earth as he disembarked from the strange vessel. The air had rapidly changed during their ride down the river, transitioning from briskness of Snowdin to the temperate humidity of Waterfall, and finally the dry heat of Hotland. This was the second time he and Lily had availed themselves of the River Person’s services. Perhaps fittingly, it had been for the exact opposite reason as the first. The sound of heavy footfalls next to him told of Undyne’s arrival at his side.
“Well, we’re here.” She announced, wiping some of the sweat from her brow. “Alphys’ lab is just a bit further.”
“Right. I think I remember how to get there too.” Lily said.
Frisk nodded, but said nothing, his little fingers running along the braille inscribed letters of his staff. In spite of the earlier conversation giving him plenty to distract himself with, he was already feeling his nerves starting to creep up on him again. Still, at least this time he had them under control for now. A hand rested on his shoulder, and the boy at last turned his SOULsight to the Captain who offered a toothy grin.
“You ready for this, Punk?” She asked.
“Yeah.” Frisk replied, taking a moment to let himself relax before turning back to the owner of the boat. “Thank you for bringing us here.”
“Tra la la… It’s no trouble at all.” The River Person sang in that strange voice between male and female. “I do so love to ride in my boat, after all.”
“But you can do that any time.” Lily pointed out. “You didn’t have to bring us with you.”
“Perhaps.” The hooded figure spoke vaguely. “I shall be around should you need another ride.”
“Alright. Be careful, okay?” Frisk asked as they turned and drifted to the prow, preparing to depart once more.
“Hmmhmhmmm…” The River person hummed in time with the soft creaking of the boat’s wooden hull. “Past and future… terrifying things, those are. I prefer to live in the here and now…”
“Uhh… what’s that supposed to mean?” Undyne asked, giving a quizzical look at the cloaked figure.
“Oh?” The River Person turned to the three figures on the shore as if they only just remembered they were still there. “Ah, don’t mind me… anyway, you’re young. You should enjoy it while you can. Time has a way of creeping up on us all, you know?”
Though the strange being was speaking in response to Undyne’s question, the void beneath its hood was instead facing Frisk and Lily. Frisk shuddered a little at the somewhat ominous piece of advice. It wasn’t necessarily that he had any reason to mistrust The River Person but something about them had always seemed… a little odd, even by the standards of the Underground.
“That… was weird.” Lily pointed out as the boat drifted down the river, its cloaked guide humming away to a tune that existed only in their head. “Didn’t they say something like that before?”
“Yeah. Except back then, it was something about names, I think.” Frisk confirmed. He hadn’t exactly been in the best frame of mind when they’d traveled with the strange boatswain before, but he distinctly remembered that much.
“Names…” Lily muttered, remembering her own predicament in that regard. Could that really have been a coincidence?
“Do you know them, Undyne?” Frisk asked, turning to the Captain who shook her head.
“Not very well. I’m a Merrow so I’m pretty much good around water and stuff. Don’t really need boats when I can just swim,” She said, “but I have met them once or twice and they do say some pretty weird stuff.”
So at the very least, they weren’t acting any differently than they normally do. Still, the stuff the River Person was said hit a little too close to home for the boy’s liking, and he didn’t have to ask to know that Lily felt the same way.
“Anyway, uhh…” Undyne began, exhaling a deep breath and shaking her head. “We should probably be get going, right?”
Frisk and Lily blinked collectively before turning their attention toward Undyne. Sweat was beading on her forehead at a rapid rate, and while she was otherwise showing no outward signs of fatigue, it was clear the region was not agreeing with her, even this close to the water. Frisk frowned apologetically, realizing their lingering around here was only making things harder on the captain.
“Sorry!” Lily exclaimed. “I completely forgot where we were!”
“It’s fine, just let me…” Undyne dismissed, stooping down to gather some of the river water in her hands before splashing her face with it. When she stood up, she looked a lot better. “Alright. Let’s go.”
The captain turned and immediately began marching her way up the slope leading into the greater part of Hotland. The faint scent of brimstone assailed Frisk’s senses as he made to follow, the smell causing yet another shiver to run down his spine. He couldn’t see the orange glow reflecting faintly from the rocky crags above, nor did he need to. He remembered the feeling of the stone beneath his feet and the dryness of the air around him. Last time, stepping into that area had sent him into a panic. It would have ended for him there at the hands of Undyne were it not for the piscine warrior’s own aversion to that place.
Now, here they stood once again, as allies rather than enemies. In some perverse way, seeing Undyne soldiering on now in spite of these limitations was something of a balm to the boy’s nerves. If she could keep going even in the wake of her biological incompatibility with the place, then surely he could in the wake of his fear. His fingers ran once more across the braille lettering of his name engraved within the staff before tightening his grip around it. This time, things would be different.
“Let’s go.” He said.
Lily couldn’t help but smile as he took a step forward. She could still feel Frisk’s fear, simmering gently in the heat that began to overtake them. However, it was controlled for the moment and he wasn’t allowing it to shake his determination. It made her quite proud to see how much her friend had grown in such a short time. At last, they reached the top of the slope, and found themselves standing upon the cliffs of Hotland proper. Lily couldn’t help but cast a glance in the direction of Waterfall, barely making out the shape of a certain water cooler in the distance.
“Heh, brings back memories doesn’t it?” Undyne grinned, having noticed the same thing.
“Wanna go get a drink?” Lily asked with a smirk.
Frisk grinned subtly at that. Between their conversation on the boat and the River Person's strange 'advice' the girl clearly had plenty of things going through her mind. Still, if it wasn't interfering with her ability to make quips like that, she would probably be alright.
“Eh, I guess a little detour wouldn’t…” Undyne trailed off as her single eye seemed to catch sight of something else. Quick as a flash, she placed her hand on Frisk’s head and shoved him down behind one of the large rocks scattered about the area. “Get down…!”
“Whoa!”
“Hey!”
“Shh!” Undyne silenced their protests. “Stay quiet. There’s a couple of my men heading this way.”
“So, like… I was thinking.” A figure in heavy black armor spoke up. “If we manage to find that human, do you think we’ll get, like, a promotion or whatever?”
“...Maybe.” The one next to him responded curtly.
It was impossible to tell what kinds of monsters they were. The bulk of metal surrounding them obscured everything but for a few small details. A pair of long, jet black ears, similar to to the rabbit-folk residents of Snowdin emerged from the top of the left-most guard’s helmet, while a couple of horn-like appendages protruded from the much longer helm of the one on the right.
So, if we do…” The first guard spoke haltingly. “We should probably, like, celebrate or something. Right, bro?”
“...Yeah.”
“Those are two of my best soldiers…” Undyne stated. “That’s… not good. If they see you guys it’ll be a problem.”
“If you’re here though, it should be okay, right?” Lily asked.
“Normally, yeah. But like I said, if I give them any orders at all that seem to help you they have instructions to disregard them.” Undyne said with a frustrated sigh. “I was… really specific on that.”
“W-what should we do then?” Frisk asked.
“There’s not much choice. I’ll have to go up and distract them while you guys go ahead to Alphy’s lab.” Undyne said. “Just make sure they don’t see you. Stay close to the rocks and you shouldn’t have any trouble.”
“That’s fine with me, but…” Lily began, frowning at the Captain with concern.
“Yeah… are you gonna be okay?” Frisk asked. “With how bad you are with the heat and everything…”
“Ha! Who the hell do you think I am if I’m gonna let a little heat keep me down?” Undyne smirked. “I can handle it for the five or so minutes it’ll take you punks to get by. Just let me do my thing and you focus on getting over there. I’ll follow as soon as you’re clear.”
Lily frowned. In spite of her bluster, it was clear the dry, sweltering heat was already starting to get to her again. The droplets of water that clung to her scales from the river had quickly evaporated and it was clear that she was starting to feel the effects again. Still, the girl couldn’t think of anything better right now, and every moment they stood here trying to do so was one more that Undyne had to endure in a place that clearly didn’t agree with her. Just as she was about to reply, Frisk nodded his head, apparently having come to the same conclusion.
“Okay.” He said. “Just… please don’t hurt yourself.”
“We’ll be quick. I promise.” Lily added.
“Alright…” Undyne said, lightly slapping her cheeks a couple of times as if psyching herself up for a battle. “Here I go.”
The children watched from behind their hiding place as Undyne stepped out into the open and made her way over to the two conversing guards. Though Lily could see the beads of sweat beginning to form on the back of her neck, she carried herself with a strength and confidence that the girl found admirable. The question however, was how long could she maintain that before the heat became too much. She remembered the state that Undyne had been in after only a few moments in this place before. She’d been exhausted from their battle then, so hopefully she would be alright as long as they were quick.
“C-Captain Undyne?!” The guard with the rabbit ears exclaimed.
“...Ma’am…” The other added as both offered a salute.
“At ease, soldiers.” Undyne nodded, and the two relaxed their stances.
“So, like… what are you doin’ in Hotland, Captain?” The first guard asked. “And what about your armor? Aren’t you, like, on duty today?”
“Uhh, that’s because… Surveillance! That’s right!” Undyne hesitated for a moment, before quickly recovering the initiative, wiping a bit of sweat from her brow. “...anytime you’re ready, Punks…”
“...Huh?” The second guard asked.
“Nothing! Anyway, like I said… surveillance!”
Undyne launched into an explanation of the concept, and her two subordinates listened dutifully. It was clear that, for all her roughness, Undyne commanded a great deal of respect among the soldiers she led. Honestly, between this and the children’s magic lessons, it seemed like the captain actually had quite a knack for teaching… as long as the subject was something she actually knew and cared about.
“Go go go!” Lily gave a fairly obvious signal when it looked like things were clear.
Frisk did as instructed, and moved out from their hiding place. The boy tried hard not to think about where they were as he allowed Lily and his staff to guide his steps forward. As they reached another rock and circled around behind it out of sight, his keen ears picked up a little more of the conversation.
“See, humans are cunning. If I run around wearing armor all the time, they’re gonna sense danger and hide. But if I’m just wearing plain clothes like this…”
Eventually the voices grew quieter until even Frisk’s ears were unable to comprehend what they were saying. While that meant they were certainly moving away from the danger at their rear, it also made it more difficult to ignore the danger beneath. As the sound of conversation faded, it was replaced by the low burbling of magma seething below them. The acrid smell of flame was even more prominent now, and Frisk couldn’t help but clutch his staff tighter.
The path seemed to go on forever, as the boy ran deeper into the inferno. His heart was pounding, and he couldn’t tell if it was the physical exertion, the dry air, or the crawling fear that was making it so hard to breathe.
And then suddenly… cold.
“Ah!” He gasped, jerking back his free hand from whatever it was he’d touched.
“Shhh!” Lily shushed him. “We don’t know if they can still hear us… it’s okay though, see? We’re here.”
“We… we are?” Frisk asked, the sound of her voice was grounding and helped remove some of the tension from his shoulders.
The girl gently coaxed back control of Frisk’s arm and laid his hand back on the metallic surface of the door they were now standing in front of, formed of a white metal identical to the walls of the rectangular building surrounding it. The structure was larger than the buildings around Snowdin, but somewhat smaller than that suggested by the imposing silhouette she’d seen through the heat-haze last time they were here. The circular windows and pipes lining the upper half gave it a look that didn’t entirely fit with anything else she’d seen throughout The Underground.
There was only one problem.
“How do we get in?” She asked.
The doors were sheer, flat pieces of metal without any handles or knobs to speak of. In fact, the only thing that differentiated them from the surrounding walls was the thin seam between them that made it look like they should open somehow. Still, Lily could find nothing around that might be used to make them move. With no other options, she stepped forward and raised Frisk’s knuckles with the intent of knocking, only to watch in fascination as the doors slid open of their own accord.
“Did it open?” Frisk asked. “It sounded kinda like those automatic doors on the surface.”
“Automatic…” Lily was about to ask the question, but tempered her curiosity. Now wasn’t the time to discuss the strangeness of the future. “Nevermind. Yeah, it opened. I, uhh… I guess we just go in?”
Before she’d even finished the thought, Frisk was already halfway through the portal, feeling the rough ground beneath his feet transition into a flat, even surface. As the door slid shut behind them, the breath of cool air that caressed his skin felt like the softest pillow, allowing him to momentarily forget the sweltering nightmare just outside.
Finally they'd arrived, and now that they were here hopefully Alphys would be able to help them just as Undyne said. As far as Frisk was concerned, the sooner they got through this treacherous region and onto their final destination, the better. Exhaling a breath that he hadn’t even realized he was holding, the boy allowed the fear and tension to leave his body.
It was at that moment that Lily spoke up.
"I can’t see.”
Frisk's face fell.
Notes:
Aaaaand cliffhanger!
So, as mentioned above, the next chapter will probably be out much sooner. The reason for that is because this chapter was originally DOUBLE the length it is now. Upon finishing it (and revising some things) it quickly became apparent that near-50 pages was a little… too much for a single chapter. So, we split it in half. The second half will require a little rewriting as well, but most of the framework is already there so it shouldn’t be hard to get it ready to upload.
Hopefully later chapters will take less time to finish and upload as well but… we’ll see. Rest assured that they WILL happen though.
Now some fuel for the comments section:
Curious about Grilby?
Kidd was originally not in this chapter. He was one of the revisions. What do you think of his inclusion? What about his plan?
Thoughts on Undyne’s confession, or hers being the echo in the ‘responsibility’ flower?
Goner Kid’s backstory?
More memory weirdness!
The River Person?
Excited to see a certain sexy rectangle?
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