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My little test subject

Summary:

On his quest for world domination, Tord develops a serum that will turn a man into a giant, horrible monster. But after countless failures, he finally realizes what he was missing to perfect the serum formula all along; and he will help him, willingly or not. Dark and angsty Tomtord fic. WARNING: Torture, blood, foul language, and drug use; viewer discretion is advised.

Notes:

Hey what's up guys! This is Flower1815 here! This is a re-upload, there was an error and it got deleted. I apologize for the inconvenience, hopefully it won't happen again. Just to tell you ahead of time because this might have something to do with why this happened; i am the same author. I uploaded this same story on my ff.net account of the same name and on my tumblr @almighty-letu. So please don't be alarmed or upset, i am not plagiarizing anything. This is still my story. You can verify by going to the other accounts and ask cause i'll go and tell you the same thing. With that out of the way, i hope you guys enjoy, and i'll see ya all later! ;)

Chapter Text

Inside a dark, secluded room; guarded by huge and heavy double doors, screams of rage could be heard. Inside; metal tables were turned, glass was shattered, strange liquids splattered the walls, various types of equipment's were broken and papers were sent flying while being ripped apart. The whole room was a mess. And at the centre of the dark room, illuminated by a swinging, solitary light above his head, is the one responsible for said mess.

He is known by many names. For those who've heard of him, he is the infamous Red Leader; responsible for many invasions and mass shootings across Europe, and backed up by a loyal army of trained soldiers. But for those who got the privilege to know him better, he is simply known as Tord.

Tord was standing in the middle of the room, panting, trying to recover from his fit of rage. He clenched his fists, taking deep breaths while glaring at the walls. Gritting his teeth, Tord ripped out his eyepatch out of anger, and run his robotic hand through his spiky hair.

"Another death, another failure." He hissed under his breath.

Once he deemed himself calm enough, Tord sighed, glancing around the mess he caused. Eyeing the wreckage, he searched for a specific item. He stepped forward, not minding the crunch of broken glass underneath his heavy boots, as he reached out to pick a black journal with his famous, red symbol engraved at the front. He took out the pen hanging from his chest pocket and scribbled down a new entry.

"Test subject number #1825

Name: Devin Walker.

Age: 23

Gender: Male

Nationality: Danish

Height: 5'11. Weight: 133 Ibs.

Blood type: A+

Report: The third soldier to volunteer for these experiments just this month. Was considered healthy and physically fit for them after undergoing several tests, so we strapped him down to the surgical table and applied the serum to his bloodstream. He convulsed and foam came out of his mouth, eyes became white and rolled back; had to be restrained by at least three other soldiers before I applied anaesthetic to stop his spasms. After 76 hours, his body gave out and his flesh decayed; turning him into a zombie. Just like all the others. I took him out of his misery and shot him in the head.

Status: Deceased

Time and date of death: 17/10/2016 5:30 PM"

Tord slammed the journal shut, gripping his hair hard with one hand. To say he was frustrated with his constant failing work was an understatement, he is beyond furious! I tried everything and anything, but nothing seems to work! What am I missing? He thought, remembering all his past failures and trying to recall any important details.

He was brought back from his deep train of thought when he heard a knock coming from the double heavy doors. "Come in." Tord called out.

Opening the door with ease, Patrick slipped inside the room, carrying a bunch of files and stacks of papers.

"Sir, here are all the files and cases of the previous test subjects you requested." Patrick announces, walking up to Tord and placing the files down on the only table left unturned. He took the chance to look around the room. "Another failure?" He prompted, raising an eyebrow while glancing at the mess with an unamused expression. He and Paul are already used to their leader's rage getting out of hand, no pun intended, so the current state of the room came to no surprise to Patrick.

"Yes, Patrick. Another lost cause, just like all the others." Tord muttered, opening the files and flying through the pages. When he turned to get files, he unintentionally displayed his injured eye. Patrick immediately adverted his gaze away from the sight. Even if he was closer to Tord than most of the other soldiers, Paul and him know better than to stare at Tord without his eyepatch unless they were granted direct permission. "There has to be something I missed, a tiny detail I overlooked; anything to get me closer to perfecting the serum formula!"

"And you think the missing component is somehow inside one of these case files?" Patrick questioned quizzically. "With all due respect, sir, but you were the one who wrote all the test subject reports. If there was any sort of clue in one of them, don't you think you would have found it out by now?"

"I know it's hard to believe, but I know for a fact that I am missing something and the clue is somewhere in here." Tord insisted.

He continued to flip through the files, going all the way back to the very beginning. "Test subject #1704 – Deceased, subject #1678 – Deceased, #1562 – Deceased…." He kept on going, reading the files at lightning speed before slamming it shut and moving on to the next. Eventually, Tord grew frustrated and dropped all the most recent cases aside to look at the older files. "Test subject #126 – Deceased, subject #58 – Deceased, #3 – Deceased…."

Finally, after what seemed like forever, Tord finally reached the file he was most looking forward to. The very first test subject case file. His first try, his very first failure. Not resisting the anticipation any longer, Tord opened up the case file. Unlike the other files however, where before getting to the details and procedures done with said subject, it always shows a recreation of the serum formula; always different in every single file. One element could have been added, or taken away. But in the first case he did, Tord didn't document the formula. He wanted to punch himself with his metal hand in the face several times for his stupidity. Instead of the formula, Tord wrote down his reasons and intentions for trying to accomplish such feat.

"Entry #1 Date 12/07/2008

After the gang and I returned from our experience in the army, I couldn't shake away the thrill I felt while out on the field, holding a gun and fighting alongside others for an equal cause. I want that. I want more of this. I will create my own army, and we will take over the world where I will rule supreme! But a good leader knows, as well as any soldier should, that you can't expect to win a war with the whole world with just followers and guns alone. I need a secret weapon! Something no one would expect it coming and it's indestructible. Hmmm…"

Tord made a "tsk" Sound with his tongue, before flipping the page.

"Entry #2 Date 10/08/2008

After many days, I have borrowed several science books from the local public library and studied EVERYTHING. I covered physics, biology, chemistry, psychology, ecology, geology, human biology, zoology and botany; not to mention all the mathematics, theories and engineering. With this knowledge, I started to put it into practice and create a secret lab inside my own room. I even rigged the entire house with secret weapons and security systems! And none of my friends seem to have realize it yet! I'm a genius! Now, onto developing my secret weapon. After many hours of delicate planning, I decided to create a serum. Not one that would improve a soldier's fighting capabilities in the field. But a serum that will make any soldier turn into a monster! They'll become bigger, stronger, faster, and better. I have a slight idea of what kind of monster I want it to be, but I have no guarantee the serum will actually turn the subject into it. I just hope I get this right.

Now, all I need is a test subject to try it out."

Tord rolled his eyes, inwardly cringing at his naivety back then. You never succeed in the first try; he should have known that. But he learned his lesson, the hard way. Tord turned the page.

"Entry #3 date 13/08/2008

I put up articles in the newspaper, offering to pay money for anyone who'd subject themselves to my tests. I hope someone calls me soon! The only problem, is getting the volunteer into my secret lab without Edd or the others knowing. I guess I'll just have to sneak them in when nobody else is home."

Flipped over another page.

"Entry #4 date 17/08/2008

I got a call at last! A guy called Seth volunteered himself to be my guinea pig for my experiments. I agreed to meet up with him on the arcade at midnight, then I took him back home and sneaked him in through the backdoor. Though I was sure the others were sleeping, I didn't want to take any chances and guided Seth to my room.

Let the tests begin."

When Tord turned to the next page, he reached the document file about Seth; his very first test subject ever. Below the document, his report was written down.

"Test subject number #1

Name: Seth Williams.

Age: 21

Gender: Male

Nationality: Russian

Height: 6'3. Weight: 173 Ibs.

Blood type: B+

"Entry #5 date 17/08/2008

I created the serum and applied to his bloodstream after strapping him down. But I made sure to apply only half the vial, only to test it out; who knows what can happen if I give him the entire thing without testing its effects first. According to test subject #1, the serum burns immensely when in contact with blood. Fortunately, I had foreseen this was a possibility that could happen and created an "antidote" to stop the burning. Of course, it won't stop the effects of the serum from happening, but it will dwindle the pain a bit, just to be a little more bearable to go through.

Now I wait."

"Entry #6 date 17/08/2008

After a while, nothing happened. 12 hours passed with no side-effects. When he hit the 13-hour mark, he began to spasm and foam out of the mouth. I quickly applied a sedative to make him stop; he passed out. He will be out for a while; but I can't risk leave him alone unattended. But I can hear the others mingling about outside my room, and they will wonder where I am if I don't get down for breakfast. Or worse, suspicious.

I don't think there's any harm in going just to eat and keep their suspicions at bay. I'll be back as soon as I can.

PS: I just realized I still have half of the serum still in the vile. What should I do with it? I can't simply throw it in the thrash, someone may find it. I guess I'll just have to get rid of it another way…"

Tord re-read the passage in confusion before sudden realization hit him, as he remembered the events unfolding in his mind like it had just occurred.

(Flashback!)

Seth was asleep, strapped upright in the metal table. With one push of the lever attached to his wall, Tord hid the secret lab and left the room. Just as he descended the stairs, he fumbled one hand in his pocket only to find a small, glass vial containing the rest of the serum.

Tord took it out and eyed curiously, completely forgotten it was there in the first place.

"Tord! Breakfast is ready!" Edd's loud call coming from the kitchen snapped Tord out of his thoughts, and nearly made him drop the vial in surprise. He caught it in mid-air before it fell and shattered on the ground. "I made pancakes!"

"YEAH! PANCAKES!"

Matt shouted in excitement as he descended down the stairs in lightning speed and bumped on Tord along the way; nearly making him drop the vial once more before catching it.

"Ops, sorry Tord!" Matt gave a quick apology and run off into the kitchen. Tord gave him a deadly glare as he disappeared from view and grit his teeth in irritation; shoving the vial back into his hoodie pocket. Those were close calls. Next time he may not be as fast, and he can't keep it on him in case it shatters, or it gets taken by someone.

Tord walks into the kitchen, holding the vial in his hand and away from view of others. "What should I do with it?" He wondered.

"Morning Tord!" Edd greeted him, standing in front of the stove as he flipped a pancake in the pan. Matt was already seated on the dining table, happily munching on a stack of pancakes. No sign of Tom though.

"Morning." Tord answered back tiredly. He stayed awake the whole night; too excited with his experiment to sleep and he had to keep checking his subject for side-effects constantly. He approached the kitchen bench when he noticed the toaster already down and a blue mug with a bit of steaming coffee inside, standing by the sink. Tom's mug.

Tord eyed it curiously before glancing down at the vial in his hand. "Maybe Tom already had breakfast; or at least his daily coffee for the day." He deduced. His eyes shifted to the sink drain behind it. Tord got an idea, pulling the lid out of the vial and approaching the sink. "I can just toss it down the drain. Sure; it might contaminate any forms of life living in the sewers with side-affects, but thanks to pollution any kind of mutation can be excused now days."

Just as Tord was about to tip over the vial and drop the serum from inside, down the sink drain, an annoyed voice spoke up from behind him. "What are you doing?"

Tord, taken by surprise and completely forgotten he was not alone in the room, accidentally dropped the vial into the mug. Petrified, he tried to take back the vial, but it was too late. By the time he took it out from the hot coffee, the vial was already empty. He stared at the brown concoction below him in alarm. There was nothing more he can do now.

"Eh, Tord?" Tom's voice sounds behind him again questioningly. Nervously, but with a huge, fake smile plastered on his face for cover up, Tord turns around to face him.

"Oh, hello Tom!" He greeted the Jehovah's witness in a friendly tone, despite his inner panic and frustration. "Morning!" He leaned against the kitchen counter, trying to look calm and natural; as well as hiding the blue mug from view.

Tom raised an eyebrow in suspicion; Tord is never this friendly with him unless he is up to something. "What's with you?" He prompted. "And why are you hiding my coffee mug behind your back?"

Tord's smile faltered. "Nothing!" He blurted rather quickly, putting his hands up in defence.

Tom narrowed his eyes at him. "Oh really, then you won't mind if I take a sip?" He challenged, his hand traveling around Tord to reach his mug. Tord panicked and stiffened. As Tom brought the mug closer to him, Tord lashed out and gripped Tom's hand hard; stopping him momentarily. He felt a spark upon coming into contact with the blue hooded boy, but he didn't pay any mind to it; he was too busy analysing the situation and thinking of his options to stop the scenario in his head from happening. He couldn't even say anything. Words got stuck in his throat and his mind fumbled with various excuses; but nothing was good enough to explain his behaviour except for the truth, which he has no intentions of telling. He just stared at Tom with wide eyes, who in return just stared back at Tord in surprise before his expression changed to mild annoyance. "Can you, um, let go now?"

There was nothing he can do now. If he insisted, Tom and the others will get more suspicious of him. He can't find a good enough excuse to stop him from drinking the tainted coffee, and he can't tell them the truth either for obvious reasons. With a sigh, and still keeping the fake smile on his face, Tord slowly let's go of Tom's hand. "Sorry." He apologised. "I'm a bit distracted today; didn't sleep very well." For effect, Tord let out a fake yawn and stretched his arms behind his back.

Tom stared at Tord with suspicion, but knowing how f#cking crazy the Norwegian commie is, Tom let the incident go without a fuss and just shrugged in response. Then he took a sip from his coffee. Tord froze and watched wide eyed as Tom downed the entire brown beverage in one go. When Tom put his mug down again, the toaster dinged and he got his toast before taking his usual seat on the kitchen table.

Tord never stopped watching Tom after that. For several days, he would often spy on Tom, always asking him how he was feeling, and observing any changes on his physical appearance or behaviour. Tom didn't seem to have notice his erratic behaviour. After a whole week, dividing his attention back and forth between Tom and Seth, Tord realized he couldn't find any signs, effects or strange occurrences with Tom. He was confused at first, and deduced that maybe the mixture between the serum and the coffee might have contradicted each other and nulled the effects. That was his only explanation for why it didn't work. He didn't go through what Seth did…

"Sir?"

Tord snapped out of his thoughts and back to present day. Patrick was looking over to him quizzically. He's standing on the dark room with only one light illuminating above him with a bunch of files stacked up beside him. Tord slowly grinned, becoming wider by the second until he started laughing, and soon he began to cackle like a maniac at the realization. Patrick just watched him in confusion, and slightly afraid of his leader's mental health as the laughter grew louder.

"Tord?" Patrick called out once more.

Tord stopped laughing slamming his hands on top of the metal desk, making Patrick flinch in response at the loud, unexpected noise.

"How could I've been so stupid to overlook such a minuscule, obvious detail!" Tord exclaims, catching his breath from laughing so much. "It was staring right at my face this whole time! HA! I got it!"

Patrick's attention peaked up at the statement. "You do?" He questioned. When Tord turned around with his trademark smirk plastered on his face, Patrick knew to advert his gaze from his exposed eye; but he formed the proper soldier posture and saluted him. "Ready to comply! What are your orders, sir? What do you need?"

Tord chuckled, his metal hand fumbling inside the chest pocket of his uniform; searching for something. "Not a what…" He murmured, pulling out a small picture from his pocket and showing to Patrick. "But a who."

Patrick took the picture and examined it close. The picture was of a man with spiky brown hair, a grumpy expression on his face, wearing a blue hoodie, and his most defining feature; dark, empty sockets in place of his eyes. Patrick looked up at Tord hesitantly.

"Him, sir?" He prompted. "Are you sure?"

If it was any other soldier, Tord would have taken offense to being questioned so openly and would've most likely pulled out a gun to his face. But since this is Patrick, Tord just merely chuckled some more. "I am certain of this, Patrick! This time, I know I am!" He insisted with glee, turning his back around once again.

"Patrick." He called, his voice back to calm seriousness. "Go, take Paul with you, use any means necessary to complete the mission." He ordered.

"Sir?"

"And bring him to me." Tord finished.

"It is as good as done, sir!" Patrick saluted before doing a curt bow; exiting the room soon after he was dismissed.

Chapter 2: Chapter 2

Summary:

Tom gets into an argument with Edd and Matt, and goes out to drink.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Heavy footsteps echoed throughout the corridor as a hooded figure ascended the stairs to his apartment. Stopping on the second floor, he walked off the stairs, following near the end of the corridor and stopping in front of a door. He pulled out the keys from his hoodie pocket and unlocked the door, stepping in to his apartment and instinctively turning on the lights. However, the lights were already on and he was met with quite the unexpected sight.

His best friends, Matt and Edd, were sitting upright on his couch with their hands neatly folded over their laps; as if they were waiting for him or something. "Hey Tom!" Edd greeted him with his usual friendliness, but there was something heavy etched in his tone of voice that made Tom think something may not be quite right.

Tom raised one eyebrow in confusion, as he closed the door with his foot. "Um, hey guys." He greeted back, feeling awkward about the unexpected visit. "What are you doing here? And how did you get in here anyway?" He questioned them.

"Oh, Matt and I just came in for a visit but you weren't home, so we decided to wait around here for you." Edd explained, glancing at Matt and nudging his shoulder. "We also used the spare key you keep hidden underneath the fire extinguisher. Isn't that right, Matt?"

"Oh yeah." Matt confirmed, smiling widely. Bu it seemed rather forced, and his eyes keep casting downwards.

Tom didn't voice his suspicion just yet, he decided to play along for now. He sighed. "Guys I know we live right next to each other, and we agreed to meet up whenever we want; but I would appreciate a little warning next time." He told them, walking past the living room into the kitchen.

"I'm sorry." Edd apologised, rubbing the back of his head in discomfort. "I didn't realize we would bother you."

Tom opened up his fridge and pulled out a bottle of Smirnoff. "Nah it's fine." He answered back from the kitchen. "Just send me a text message or call me next time you plan to do it."

"Oh yeah, right, of course!" Edd exclaimed. "I'll keep that in mind next time."

Tom, with the bottle in his hand, walked out the kitchen back into the living room. He stared at Edd and Matt with an expressionless face. "Okay, so how about you go on and tell me the real reason why you're here?" He questioned, surprising both of them. "You two aren't the best in keeping secrets or acting natural, so stop beating around the bush and get it over with. I want to watch TV."

Edd and Matt share a long, uncomfortable glance towards one another. Matt shrugged, not knowing what to do, and Edd sighed in defeat, realizing the burden of spilling the beans falls upon his shoulders. "Very well. Tom, we are worried about you." He says, rubbing his left arm with his right hand.

Tom raised an eyebrow. "What? What are you talking about? I'm perfectly fine!" He argued in confusion.

"Are you?" Edd turned his gaze off the ground directly towards Tom's own eyeless sockets, surprising him in the seriousness he found in his friend's usual upbeat attitude. "We're not stupid Tom, we know about you sneaking out during the night to god knows where."

Tom stiffened at the mention of his nightly outings. They shouldn't know about that. But it sounds like they don't know the entire story, so as long as they don't know the reason why he goes his secret may be safe.

"Have you two been spying on me?" Tom demanded, attempting to divert the conversation from going to the sensitive topic he does not wish to touch upon.

"No need to." Edd crossed his arms, glaring at Tom. "Matt saw you leaving your apartment the other night and he told me about it. Then I kept an eye out for you, no pun intended, and saw you leaving every night for myself."

Tom grit his teeth in annoyance and irritation, shifting his dark gaze onto Matt, who flinched and shrunk under the unwanted attention. Tom turned back to Edd, who was waiting for him to suddenly blurt out and elaborate on his mysterious outings. "Yeah, I've been going out. So what?" Tom scoffed and crossed his arms. "I don't have to explain every single detail of my life to you two; I can keep secrets if I want to!"

Edd was taken back by Tom's mean demeanour. He knows how much he can be rude and mean, but normally that was played for jokes between the three of them. But this attitude was directed at them for real this time. The last time he remembers Tom acting this way towards any of them, was back when he threw a couch through the wall of their old home after he got annoyed with… Edd refused to think about it.

"Tom please, i know how much you value your privacy; and I'm sorry for invading it this way, but I just want to know what's going on with you." Edd pleaded, taking a step closer to the man in the blue hoodie.

"Why do you even want to know so badly anyway?" Tom questioned angrily, pulling out the cork of the bottle still being held in his hands. "Am I not allowed to have a life outside of you two?"

"You can! Of course you can!" Matt piped in, finally speaking. "It's just that, you haven't been acting like yourself these past few months and we're really worried."

Tom was just about to take a sip of his Smirnoff when Matt's words sunk in his head and he pulled the bottle away. They noticed? He tried so hard to keep it hidden from them.

"What do you mean?" Tom asks in a calm tone, succeeding in keeping the panic he was feeling out of his voice.

"You keep distancing yourself away from us, barely laughs and when you do it's forceful, not to mention the large amounts of Smirnoff you drink daily." Edd listed.

"Oh c'mon, I've always drank Smirnoff! That's nothing new" Tom protested.

"Not as much as you drink nowadays." Matt grumbled under his breath, earning a glare from Tom.

"I've seen you coming back home from shopping, and you never bring back any food only Smirnoff bottles." Edd spoke, stepping in front of Matt to divert Tom's attention away from the ginger. "What have you been even eating this whole time?" Edd raised one hand towards Tom, who backed away to keep him from coming into contact.

"I'm fine guys, really, I am!" Tom insisted. "You are worrying over absolutely nothing, and I can assure you there's nothing wrong going on with me." He churned the bottle in his hands before taking a swig at it.

"I thought you might say that…" Edd's voice mumbled quietly before trailing off, waiting for the expected reaction.

Tom stiffened in mid swig after swallowing a whole sip of it, and he ended up choking on the bland flavour. He spat out whatever was left in his mouth and coughed, wiping his mouth in the sleeve of his hoodie. The taste was terrible! It was like he just took a swig of cleaning products blended together to make a bland, tasteless and nasty concoction. This was nothing like the usual Smirnoff he drinks!

After recovering from the foul taste and nearly choking to death, Tom turned the bottle in his hands. His eyes narrowed down and his grip tightened around the bottle as he read the bottle brand.

"Diet?" Tom hissed in disbelief. "What is this crap?! I am sure I bought the regular brand!" Suddenly, a thought popped into his mind as he remembered he is not alone in the room. No. Surely not. They wouldn't do something like this to him, would they?

"What have you done?" Tom asks in a calm, icy tone through gritted teeth, glaring dark sockets at his so called "friends".

Edd met his stare with a determined gaze. "Well, since you refuse to properly take care of yourself, and you won't tell us what's wrong; Matt and I decided to change things around here for a bit." He spoke. "So while you were gone to who knows where, we threw out all your Smirnoff bottles, and replaced with diet ones."

Tom didn't respond. He just clutched the bottle tightly in his hand, so much so the bottle shattered in his grip; shards of glass mixed with alcohol slipping through his fingers, cutting him in the process and adding his own blood to the mixture.

Matt shrunk back further into the sofa, watching in fear as his friend fumed with anger.

"What gave you the right to come into my home, uninvited, and replace my stuff!" Tom snarled, pointing a finger at Edd.

"It's for your own good, Tom." Edd defended. "You've been drinking too much and it's getting it to you."

"My own good? How would you like if I did the exact same thing to you?! Uh?" Tom argued. He marched up to Edd and grabbed him by the collar of his hoodie, holding him off the ground. "How about I sneak into your house one night and replace all your cans of cola with diet ones?! I don't think you'll like that very much!"

"Tom, please, we're just trying to help you." Edd pleaded, trying to get Tom's hold off of him and let him down.

"I didn't ask for your help!" Tom put him down harshly back to the ground. "Stay out of matters you don't, and you WON'T, ever understand."

"We could if you would just tell us!" Matt tried to reason.

"It's none of your goddam business, so stay out of it!" Tom snapped, whipping around to face the ginger haired man. He raised his arm above his head and aimed to hit him. Matt yelped and flinched. But the hit never came.

"Tom!" Edd called out. He was gripping Tom's arm with all his strength to stop him from harming their friend. Tom attempted to shake him off, but Edd wasn't letting go.

"Let go of me!"

"Tom stop! This is exactly what we're talking about!" Edd shouted, making Tom stop his struggles and stare back at him with a look of confusion mixed together with anger. "Please, we don't want you to turn out to be like-"

"Like who? Like Tord?" Tom challenged, finishing the sentence for him.

Edd visibly flinched and adverted his gaze to the ground at the mention of their former friend. Seeing this reaction, Tom laughed harshly and took the opportunity to shove Edd away from him, taking him completely by surprise.

"Really? You guys still on that?" Tom questioned, taking notice of his friends' guilty expressions. "You would think that after 8 months you would have gotten over him and moved on, but apparently not."

"You nearly hit Matt just now." Edd pointed out, getting up from the ground and slowly approaching Tom with an arm stretched out towards him. "And you've been distancing yourself from us, acting weird and cold, and now you're getting violent! After what happened to Tord, how do you expect us to overlook this and not be concerned?"

When he was close enough, Edd attempted to place his hand upon Tom's shoulder. But he shrugs him off. Edd looked visibly hurt by his action, but Tom swallowed down the guilt, just like he always does, and walks away from them.

"I am nothing like that traitorous, maniac, genocidal communist." Tom hissed, listing off all the bad qualities from the top of his head without struggle.

He sighed in frustration, pinching his nose. "Look, after this crap you pulled on me I'm going to be leaving." He told them, pulling up his hoodie over his head.

"Where you going?" Edd questioned nervously.

Tom glanced back at him. "To a bar, if you must know, to drink real alcohol." He answered emotionless. "Don't expect me back so soon." It was the last thing he said before he walked out of his apartment and slammed the door shut behind him.

He stormed out the building, still fuming with anger and muttering curses under his breath. Rain splattered around him, soaking his hoodie in the process but he gave no mind as he walked down the street.

In the street's corner stands his favourite location, the Mustacheo bar. He often comes here to drink his night away when he has no more bottles of Smirnoff back home. Although Tom finds himself in the exact same situation, he just stares at the bar's sign across the street before walking away. Despite the longing for alcohol burning strongly within him, he knows better than to go there now. Edd and Matt might decide to follow him and would concluded he would go there. He needs to find another place, away from them and his problems where he can drink in peace.

Tom walked for a while. The cold chilly night mixed with the rain made him shiver, and he started to sniff as his nose got stuffy.

"Great, just what I needed. A cold." Tom sarcastically says to himself.

He's been walking for lord knows how long, he just arrived at an unknown part of the city Tom is unfamiliar with, and still no sign of a bar anywhere. "Screw Matt and Edd, I should've just went to Mustacheos' instead." He cursed silently.

Just then, much like a ray of light, hope and warmth, Tom spotted a colourful sign blinking across from him. It was hard to make out the letters in the heavy rain, but as he approached it, Tom could finally read it.

"Roten Fuhrer pub." Tom read in confusion. "Fancy name. Must be French or something." He mumbled to himself as he walked in.

Opening the door, a bell jingle rang out, warning others of his presence. Tom glanced around the place. It's alive with activity. People were drinking many types of alcoholic beverages, playing at the pool table, betting on poker matches, smoking, eating fried portions, laughing and joking, and some were even gambling on slot machines near the back of the establishment. The decoration of the place was a mixture of red, blue and black; but mostly red, with shiny black marble tables and benches, and blue carpet coating the entire floor.

Tom stared wide eyed. "I'm in heaven." He murmured quietly in disbelief. He could almost feel a single tear trailing down his face from the sheer beauty of the place. He took down the hoodie off his head, shaking his wet hair around to rid of the water.

"Oy! Newcomer!"

Tom snapped his attention towards the bar stand, where a man wearing a fancy black and blue uniform with a neat red tie stood behind it. The bartender's hair was brown, slick back with his fringe pointing sideways, light skin and lime green eyes staring at him as he cleaned up a glass in his hands with a cloth. On the left side of his chest, pinned to his suit was a nametag which was written in the name Jacob.

There was also someone sitting in one of the stools of the bar stand. Tom couldn't see his face, as he was with his back towards him and drinking something, but he is wearing a black coat and has short, bushy brown hair, a lighter shade in comparison to the bartender's.

"What can I get yah, stranger?" The bartender asked him, beckoning Tom to take a seat in one of the stools as he continued to clean the glasses.

He did so, still unsure of the reality he is seeing, and sits next to the other figure. "Uh, do you by any chance have Smirnoff?" Tom asks sheepishly.

The bartender eyes him curiously. "Yep." He confirmed with a strange, foreign accent laced in his voice. This place really is French! Tom thought. "Are yah talking about the good stuff, or the diet?" He questions.

"The good stuff! Straight in the glass with ice, and nothing else." Tom ordered contently.

"Very well, sir." The bartender nodded, turning around to get him the drink.

"Sir…" Tom repeated the word with a chuckle, pleased with the establishment's service and respect for their clients. The exact same thing couldn't be said about Mustacheos', or any other bar he went to for that matter. "Not even home apparently." Tom murmured coldly, feeling a pang of hurt deep inside him.

"Tough times at home?" A gruff voice asked, snapping Tom out of his thoughts.

He turned and realized it was the figure sitting beside him that had asked the question. He took the chance to take a closer look at him. He's churning a glass of liquid, supposedly scotch, on one hand as he stared down at it deep in thought with dark, brown eyes. A cigar poked out of his mouth, but it was unlit. But the most peculiar and distinguishable aspects were his bushy, furrowed eyebrows.

Tom scoffed. "You have no idea." He replied, tapping the table.

"Probably not, but I may have a hunch." The stranger spoke, his voice gruff and with a thick accent, before downing the entire glass in one go. "Let me guess; trouble with friends?"

Tom's eyes widened. "Yeah, how did you know?" He questioned, feeling genuinely surprised the stranger was able to guess it right so easily.

"Like I said; it was a hunch." The stranger answered before turning his attention to the bartender. "Another drink, please." He ordered.

Despite just meeting him, Tom likes the stranger already. He stretched out a hand towards him, making sure it was his right hand, as his left one was still stinging in pain after crushing the glass bottle earlier. But the pain doesn't bother him. Not anymore anyway. "Name's Tom." He introduced himself.

The stranger eyed his hand in surprise but he fully turned in his stool to face him, revealing his entire face. Tom was taken by surprise when he saw the man's scar over his right eye, stretching across it. Good thing his eyes are entirely black and no one can really tell where he is looking at.

"Jeremy." He greeted back and shook his hand.

"Nice to meet you, Jeremy." Tom says, attempting to seem friendly despite the whole ordeal with his friends early that night. "Say, are you a frequent client to this pub?"

"You could say that." Jeremy replies in a gruff voice. "But I can't say the same about you though. Never seen you around these parts before, so I guess it's safe to say you're not from around here."

Tom shrugged. "Sort of." He says. "I'm a local to this city, but I admit I've never come to this part of town before. Can't believe I was missing out on this the whole time!" He gestured his arm out towards the whole establishment to make his point.

Jeremy chuckled. "Well, if you're having troubles back home, you stumbled across the right place." He spoke. "This pub is the greatest! And who knows? You might find yourself better company here to make up for the ones who have upset you." He suggested.

Tom frowned momentarily. Being reminded of his struggles with his friends, if they can even be considered that now. Jeremy noticed his expression and frowned. "Ey, I apologize if I touched a sore subject." He says. "Didn't mean to be bold, it's none of my business anyway."

Tom looked up at him. "Nah it's fine." He dismissed the issue and shrugged. "You wanna know something, Jeremy? I think you got a point!"

"Oh?" Jeremy raised one bushy eyebrow in question.

"I mean, who cares about the issues and problems I may have back home?" Tom elaborated. "I'm here now! And dammit, I will make the most of it!"

"Well said, chum." Jeremy gave a nod of approval.

Just then the bartender, Jacob as he is called, walked in and handed them both their respective drinks. Tom felt his throat go dry at the sight of the holy alcohol being poured in a glass and put in front of him. He grabbed his glass and eyed it in anticipation. But before he went ahead and chugged it down like he usually does, he glanced back at his newfound drinking buddy and raised his glass out towards him.

"Come on Jeremy, let's cheer and drink for this occasion!" Tom offered, smiling widely in content. "I don't feel like going back home any time soon, so I want to spend however long as possible just drinking, having fun, and no worries at all!"

"Sounds good to me." Jeremy agreed, raising his own glass up as well. "Cheers pal!"

"Cheers!"

The two of them dinked their glasses together before simultaneously chugging it down. Tom immediately felt relief as his burning throat was quenched by the taste of good, quality alcohol. But something seems out of place...

As he set his cup back down to the table, Tom felt his vision go blurry. "What's going on?" He thought, feeling his body go numb. Normally I can hold up my liquor count up to 5 or 6 bottles, but this is getting ridiculous! Hurriedly, albeit rather clumsily, Tom tried to get up off his seat, but Jeremy just effortlessly pushed him back down to his stool.

Tom glanced at him in confusion, blinking as he tried to clear up his vision. "I-I don't f-feel *hic* so good." He muttered, his head swaying from side to side.

"Don't worry, my friend." He heard Jeremy say. "It will be over soon, just give in and sleep."

Tom wanted to argue. He wanted to remain awake and demand to know what he meant, but he quickly felt his strength drain away from his body. He couldn't maintain himself awake for much longer. His vision went completely black and next thing he knows, Tom passed out with his head lying against the table top.

But before he could fully lose his consciousness he heard Jeremy speaking one final time. "Look on the bright side, at least after tonight you won't have to see your friends ever again. Well, except one that is…" With that, Tom went unconscious.

Jeremy stared down at Tom's sleeping form sitting beside him with an expressionless face while churning the scotch in his glass. He frowned down at him, feeling slightly guilty for tricking the blue hooded man this way, especially after befriending and gaining his thrust. He gingerly patted the top of the unconscious man's head, ruffling his hair; by no means in an affectionate manner, but to make sure he was completely knocked out before moving him. After gaining no response, Jeremy grunted.

"He's out cold alright." He confirmed, drinking the rest of his scotch before turning towards Jacob, who watched the entire thing silently and with no expression whatsoever shown on his face. He just simply stood there with his hands folded neatly behind his back and with a straight posture. "What took you so long, anyway? I swear, for a second I thought you had gone back there to drink."

"Oh, I'm sorry." Jacob apologised, however his tone was dry and held sarcasm. "It took me a while to find the right drugs because SOMEONE misplaced them in the wrong cabinet with the wrong labels and I had to correct everything by myself."

Jeremy smirked at him. "Poor you, it must've been so terrible." He replied casually with equal amount of sarcasm and a flirty tone. "You know, if you would have just come back and asked for help I could have lent you a hand."

"And ruin your disguise and our plans to capture Tom? I think not." Jacob pointed out, leaning closer to Jeremy over the bar counter. They stared at each other's eyes for a moment longer before Jacob broke his gaze to look at Tom's unconscious form, a frown reappearing on his face. "Well, I guess it doesn't matter now. We got what we needed."

Jeremy got off his stool, stretching out his limbs and yawning. "I'll be going on my way then. I'll take him along with me." He announced, getting a grip on Tom's upper half and hauling him up towards him. "Wow, this guy is as light as a feather! Almost no weight to him." He commented as he picked him up over his shoulder. You coming or what?" He asked, turning back to Jacob who began to clean up the counter.

"Gotta finish service first." He gestured towards the other people in the pub. Most of them were oblivious to their actions, but the ones who were aware just gave them a single nod of approval before resuming to their drinks. "I'll close down soon and meet you back at the headquarters. You go on ahead and report to red leader."

"Report what? I think it's pretty obvious the status of our mission!" Jeremy exclaimed jokingly, gesturing down at the sleeping man in his arms.

Jacob smiled slightly, rolling his eyes and shaking his head. "Away with you." He dismissed him half-heartedly.

Jeremy smiled back on his way out and carried Tom along with him towards the back. After he was out of sight, Jacob resumed on with his work like nothing ever happened. I hope Tord knows what he's doing. He thought, feeling sorry for the knocked out man and all the pain he's about to endure in the near future. If he even survives long enough.

Notes:

So what you guys think of it so far? If you think Matt and Edd's behaviour, or even Tom's is coming out as OOC, I apologise, but just remember that there is a reason for that and if you're clever enough to see the hints I put all over this chapter then you'll realize the reason why. And yes, i made up the name Mustacheos for the bar. Pretty sure that's the name of a food brand, but i'm not certain. Now you might be wondering who Jeremy and Jacob are, and if you haven't figure out yet you'll just have to wait for the next, or possibly the one afterwards for the answer. But hey, look on the bright side! Next chapter Tom and Tord will finally meet.

Fun fact: I actually felt bad while writing the scene with Tom, Matt and Edd. I'm going to feel even worse when the actual story begins…

Chapter 3: Chapter 3

Summary:

Tom comes face to face with the Red leader himself, and Tord has a proposition.

Chapter Text

As he came back to consciousness, Tom groaned in pain feeling his head pounding, and he became aware of his surroundings. His eyelids felt heavy so he couldn't open his eyes just yet. Instead he used his other senses. He felt something cold gripping tightly to his wrists and clenching it against a wooden surface. His legs were in the same situation, with his ankles tied up to something beneath him. Tom realized he was sitting down, most likely to a chair, with his head bent down and left hanging as he slept.

Tom finally managed to open his eyes, blinking them in the process but furrowed his eyebrows in confusion when he remained to see only darkness. Did I go blind while I was asleep, or something? He wondered. Then with a jolt, he realized the situation he was in. Tied up to a chair, possibly blind, in an unknown place. Feeling panicked, Tom tried to recall last night's events. C'mon Tom! Think! What did you do this time? He racked his brain, trying to remember any important details. Let's see… I had an argument with Matt and Edd… was walking around… found a pub… Smirnoff… Jeremy and-

"Jeremy!" Tom exclaimed in realization. The last thing he remembers was drinking with Jeremy and the next was a blur, but his gut feeling was saying that Jeremy had something to do with this. With this newfound information, Tom struggled against his restraints.

No way in hell am I going to be sold into human trafficking, having my organs stolen, or going back to high school! He thought angrily, pulling on the restraints on his writs with all his might, but the metal of his shackles just cut into his skin and his efforts were proven futile. Dammit! Where is that inhuman strength when I need it most?

Tom gave a final pull on his shackles before sinking back into his seat and groaning in defeat. He panted to regain back his breath, as his mind swirled with various thoughts running around erratically trying to make sense of things. Where am i? Why was I brought here? What is this place? And what's going to happen to me? Questions screamed in his mind.

Suddenly, a bright light was turned on, right on top of him. Tom hissed and closed his eyes immediately, being blinded. Well, now I know there is nothing wrong with my eyes. He thought sarcastically.

"Well, well, well; look who's finally awake from their beauty sleep." Tom hears a voice jeer at a distance. A familiar voice.

"What? Who's there?" Tom demanded in confusion, slowly blinking his eyes open. The bright, white light shining above him made the rest of the room around him look much darker. If someone were to be lurking around in the same room as him, hidden in a dark corner, Tom wouldn't see them.

"Just an old friend…" The mysterious voice replied back, an accent present along with a tinge of humour and maybe triumph. But Tom wasn't concerned about the emotion behind the voice, he was more preoccupied with the owner of the said voice. It's familiar, has an accent, sounds smug, and to add it all up he knows only one person who would ever refer to him as an old friend.

"Show yourself!" Tom snarled, thrashing against the restraints. Please let my suspicions be wrong! He inwardly prayed.

His demand was met with a loud laugh, echoing throughout the room. Tom didn't want to admit the possibility, but he was genuinely scared. "As you wish." The voice spoke smoothly. Shuffling could be heard in the dark, and soon heavy footsteps started to approach his position. Tom looked around the room, turning his neck as far as the restraints would let him, trying to pinpoint where the figure would appear from. No way would he sit idly and let be taken by surprise.

Suddenly a hand popped up from behind him and ruffled his hair. Tom flinched at the unexpected contact and tried to get away but the restraints wouldn't let him get very far. Tom grumbled in irritation, reeling his head back. "Get off!" He yelled.

The hand retreated and a low chuckle could be heard. Tom tried to crane his neck and look upwards to get a glimpse of who was behind this, but he saw nothing. He caught a glimpse of movement at the corner of his eye. When he looked back down again, someone stood directly in front of him, grinning widely. Tom's eyes widened in shock. His gut was right. It was none other than the one he hated most in the world. Well, at least the second most hated.

"Tord!" Tom gasped, looking at his former not-friend towering over him.

"Surprise!" Tord laughed, stretching his arms out. That was when Tom took a closer look at his appearance. His hair was still the same pointy, horned trademark look, but it looked messy in certain places. He wore a blue and red uniform, with dark pants and combat boots. His right arm was replaced with a red, robotic prosthetic one. But his face was the most changed. The right side of his face is scarred and slightly charred, and his eye was covered up by a black eyepatch. It made him look a whole lot more sadistic. Fitting his personality, I suppose. Tom thought.

Tord's grin widened, noticing Tom's eyes analyse his form. "Like my new look?" He asks, taking Tom by surprise and snapping him out of his thoughts. Tord showcased his robotic hand out towards him. "I must say it's an improvement; I certainly liked it! It makes me feel more powerful." He flexed his metallic fingers, making a faint whirring sound as the gears shifted from within.

"What happened to you?" Tom managed to speak up and ask.

"Oh, don't you remember?" Tord raised an eyebrow at him. "Betrayal, giant robot… Harpoon gun." He listed off seemingly random things with a cheerful tone when his voice suddenly darkened and he glared at Tom as he mentioned the last item.

Tom blinked in realization. "I, did this, to you?" He questioned, already knowing the answer.

Tord laughed. "Don't flatter yourself, Tom." He says. "You may have destroyed my giant robot, along with my plans of ruling the world. But you just helped me gain even more power than before."

"How so?" Tom prompted.

"Why, if you hadn't stopped me, I wouldn't have come back and gained all of this." Tord gestured to the room around them, slowly walking up to him. "More followers, bigger influence, money, power, and of course the motivation I needed to gain back my determination in finishing what I started." He leaned down, his face inches away from Tom's, but he didn't flinch away or showed any sort of emotion. He just stared back at the Norwegian communist with a calm expression.

"And what did you start, exactly?" Tom questioned, glaring at Tord challengingly.

Tord grinned. "I'm glad you asked." He says, ruffling Tom's hair with his metallic hand one last time before leaning away and walking over to sit down in the chair positioned opposite of him. A table separating the two of them.

Tord leaned forward in his seat, folding his hands together in front of him. "However, before I get started, it's only fair we catch up." He proposed. "After all, friends who have not heard of one another for so long should have a chance to talk properly."

Tom trashed himself forward as far as the restraints would allow him; glaring furiously and baring his teeth at the smug man sitting before him. "I. Am. Not. Your. Friend!" He spat out each word with a delay between them, carrying all his anger and resentment at him.

Tord simply smirks in response, infuriating Tom even more at his lack of response. "So, how's life been faring for you, eh?" He questions, leaning back in his seat and propping his feet over the table, hands folded behind his head.

Tom fumes in anger. "Fine." He hissed, clenching the arms of his chair, his knuckles turning white in his grip.

"How about Matt and Edd?" Tom stiffened at the question, fixing his gaze over to the Norwegian's face for his expression. However, his face wasn't displaying any emotion. Tord just fixed his gaze to the ceiling, rocking back and forth in his seat with his mouth pressed into a thin line. Even his voice seemed devoid of emotion; unlike just a few moments ago where he was smug and making fun of Tom. It was rather strange and unnatural seeing him like this.

"Are they alright?" Tord prompted once more, after Tom failed to answer the first time.

Tom's anger dissolved momentarily, thinking about his friends and the impact Tord's betrayal had upon them. "They are fine. Never better in fact!" Tom exclaimed. "Not thanks to you anyway. And why do you even care? Feeling guilty?" Tom smirked slightly at the notion.

A small smile formed on Tord's face. "Oh Tom, you should know by now I don't ever feel guilty of anything." He murmured. "If I had any remorse for turning against the three of you, we wouldn't be here now, would we?"

"No. I suppose we wouldn't." Tom muttered under his breath.

"And what about you, Tom?" Tord questioned, shooting him a side-glance.

"I already said I'm fine." Tom hissed in irritation. What's the point of these useless questions? I know he doesn't actually care about the answer, and he is obviously after something else, so why bother beating around the bush? He wondered.

"Not that. I mean generally speaking." Tord corrected, earning a confused look form Tom. "You know, mental and physical health? Anything happening to you in these last couple of months?"

Tom was taken back. What kind of question is that? He wondered. It made no sense for Tord's character to be concerned about such things, especially in regards to him. Unless… Tom stiffened and stared at Tord with a horrified expression. No. He can't have- There's no way he could've- Surely not- Oh please don't! His thoughts kept running over each other as panic filled his mind.

"L-like I already said, I'm perfectly fine." Tom insisted, hating himself for stuttering as it displayed weakness; and the last thing he wants right now is to give the man in front of him the thought he was going submissive. To correct his mistake, Tom thrashed in his restraints violently and demanded. "Enough questions! What is it that you want from me, Tord? Why have you brought me here?"

Tord shot him a glance, no emotion on his face. "I'll tell you everything, if you tell me your thoughts first." He proposed. "Why do you think you're here? What do you think I want from you?"

Tom wanted to beat him up so badly, but the restraints kept him contained no matter how much he trashed around. Tord smirked lightly at the sight of his struggles. "It's futile to resist." He spoke. "These chains were designed and created by me, and made specifically to hold on to incredibly strong beings. It can hold down an elephant, and not even a great white's bite can shatter it."

Tom huffed, slumping back in his seat and panting for breath after his failed struggles. He stared at Tord across from him with anger and frustration, as he only gained a smug grin in return. Don't let him get to you. He thought determinably. Focus Tom, just think and answer; why am I here? He thought deeply, remembering everything he knows about the smug man sitting in front of him. He only came to one conclusion, even though there are counter arguments, it's his only deduction at this point.

"You want revenge on me for what I've done to you." Tom spoke, his voice calm, clear and unwavering. He glared at Tord, waiting for some sort of response from him. Anything. A smile, a smirk, laughter; heck, even a gun pointed at his face would be enough. But Tord simply hummed, stopping the motion he was doing with his feet and chair.

"Revenge, you say?" He echoed calmly, sounding interested in the notion. "I guess in some aspects you could say that." He chuckled.

"So you're gonna kill me?" Tom asks, but he felt no fear at the thought. In fact, he was anticipating it at this point.

"Kill you? Now who said anything about killing?" Tord pointed out, putting his feet down from the table and leaning forward. Tom looked at him in confusion. Tord rolled his eye. "If I wanted you dead, I would've done it so while you were unconscious."

"Then wha-"

Before Tom could finish it, Tord pushed his chair back and slowly made his way over to him. Tom watched his movements with caution, not sure what to expect from the Norwegian maniac at this point. Tord stopped beside him, and sitting at the edge of the table next to him.

"Here's the situation, Tom, and I urge you to pay close attention because I don't often make deals and they should not be taken lightly." Tord spoke in a serious voice, poking the tip of Tom's nose with his metal finger for emphasis. Tom gulped at the close proximity between the two of them, and the intensity he found in the Norwegian's gaze. He reluctantly nodded, just wanting to get his answers but at the same time scared at what he might hear.

Tord sighed, taking a deep breath before starting. "Remember our little adventure with the army a long time ago? Ever since then, I have developed a passion for war; and ultimately, global domination." He says. "I began to study all forms of science in secret, in hopes of developing the perfect weapon so I can use it for my own benefit."

Tord paused momentarily, allowing the information given to sink in Tom's mind. He nodded for him to continue.

"My plan for the ultimate weapon, was to develop a special serum that would turn anyone injected with it into…" He went on explaining, but he paused one more time to build up suspense, smirking down at Tom. "A monster." He finally reveals, watching Tom's facial expression in anticipation. Waiting for some kind of recognition in his dark sockets. But Tom blinked and raised an eyebrow in confusion.

"Uh, okay?"

Tord frowned and glared down at him. He mentally faced palmed for the failed attempt of dramatic effect. He sighed and carried on.

"For years, I have been working on the secret formula for this monster serum. After the failure of my first test subject, I left to carry on my work privately without any interferences." He continues.

"So that's why you left then?" Tom questioned in curiosity and surprise. "All that talk about following your dream, was just an excuse to get away from us and work on your super-duper secret science project?"

Tord grinned. "Not entirely." He responded. "After all, my dream is global domination, and I left to pursue just that."

Tom gritted his teeth, snarling at the smug bastard in front of him. Tord just watched him struggle against his restraints in amusement.

"Anyways. Failure after failure, after trying for so long, I eventually gave up." He went on, turning away momentarily with hands folded neatly behind his back. "So I went to plan B! Get my giant robot and take over the world! And from there we both know the rest of how that attempt turned out. So after getting a new hideout, I returned to work on the monster formula more determined than ever, only to end up with more failures."

"Okay! I get it! You're insane!" Tom snapped in frustration, interrupting Tord's story. "But what does any of this have to do with me?" He demanded to know, tired of hearing him monologue useless exposition.

Tord glanced back at him over his shoulder, concealing the large grin spreading across his face. "Why, after I went back to look at the old test subject files, I realized I had unknowingly taken in another test subject. But at the time I was foolish enough to overlook it." He turned back to Tom and slowly made his way towards him. Tom let his words process in his mind, and his eyes widened at the realization. The monster… Tord… giant robot… the voices… and now I'm here. Oh no.

When Tord reached him, towering above, Tom glanced up at him rigid while mustering up the courage to ask what he's afraid of hearing in return. Taking a deep breath, controlling his emotions he stared back at Tord with a glare and an expressionless stoic face.

"I'm that test subject, aren't I?" He questioned, already knowing the answer but wishing with all his might it wasn't the case. And for the first time in a long while he felt something other than anger and resentment bubble up in the pit of his stomach. Fear.

Tord must've noticed his change in behaviour and gave him a small smile. Not a mocking, or sadistic grin, but a genuine smile, albeit sympathetic. "Yes, you are." He replied solemnly.

Tom's gaze dropped to the ground and his breathing became ragged at the realization. He swallowed down the lump forming in his throat from nervousness with great struggle. "And what are you going to do to me?" He managed to ask.

He felt a metallic hand grip his chin, raising his head to look back up at Tord's face. "That's where the deal comes in to play." He murmured. "We can do this the easy way or the hard way, but it's your call."

"But no matter what I chose, I'll still be your guinea pig to your science project." Tom added with a hiss. Tord hummed and moved his gloved hand to run through Tom's hair, making him grit his teeth in irritation and glare up at him.

"If you willingly agree to be my next test subject, you will be given a certain amount of freedom." Tord proposed before adding. "I'll see the specific details with you in the morning, but know that it is clearly the better option out of the two."

"And if I refuse?" Tom spat; raising his head, pulling out of Tord's grip and glared at him in defiance.

Tord frowned down at him in disdain. "Then I'll just have to strap you down and experiment on you against your will." He responded with an icy calm voice. But as he noticed Tom's lack of reaction, Tord realized he needed to up the stakes if he wants his collaboration. Tord smirked as an idea popped into his head. "And I'll get Matt and Edd to watch the whole thing." He added slyly.

"WHAT?!" Tom exclaimed, his dark sockets going wide as he stared at him in shock and disbelief. Then his surprise turned into anger once again and he struggle against his restraints to try and attack the red communist. "Leave them OUT OF THIS!" He demanded.

Tord laughed harshly before looking at his mechanical finger tips. "I don't think so." He murmured. "Unless you agree to these experiments, I'll have my soldiers go after our friends and force them to watch as you go through horrible torture."

"You're bluffing!" Tom challenged. "Even if you did betray them, I don't think you would have the guts to go after them just because of me!"

"Do you really want to test that theory?" Tord prompted mockingly while scratching his chin. "Hmmm, maybe if things don't work out as well as I hope they do with you, I can use THEM as my next test subjects."

Tom froze, feeling as if he just received a hard slap in the face. "Y-you would-dn't!" He tried to appear strong, and up until the mention of his friends he was; mostly because he could care less for whatever happens to him. But if something were to happen with Matt and Edd, even if they did get on his nerves, he would never forgive himself. "Y-you don't k-know where to find them!" He pointed out in desperation.

Tord chuckled. "Oh you silly, stupid Tom. It wasn't that hard to find you in the first place, and if they decide to go out searching for you we would know. I have surveillance cameras everywhere in the city!" He pinched Tom's cheek hard, making him hiss at the contact and try to shove him away with a head-butt.

"So let's recap!" Tord got off the table and started to pace around Tom's chair. "You can agree to do this out of your own free will and be granted liberties, or you continue to resist and defy me and I will experiment on you regardless and Matt and Edd will be my next victims."

Tom felt an involuntary shiver run down his spine at the complete feeling of hopelessness he found himself in. Tied down, forced and threatened, and all at the hands of a genocidal, Norwegian maniac. He's in a dead end, and he doesn't know what to do in this situation; and the one blocking his only exit is currently standing right beside him with a straight posture.

Tord must've sensed his confusion and hesitation, as he hummed and fixed the front of his uniform. "I'll take my leave for now, but I will return to hear your answer in the morning. Not that you can tell the time from here." He spoke, muttering the last part to himself, clearly referencing to the dark room with no clock or windows. Tom didn't turn to look at him, just heard his footsteps get progressively quieter as he walked away from him. "I'll have one of my soldiers come to give you some food, but that's all you'll receive until the final judgment. This is an important night for you Tom."

A loud creak was heard from the door behind him and light from outside filled the rest of the room, showing tables with various medical tools displayed on them and other science related equipments. It varied from sharp knives, saws, syringes, huge scissors and all kinds of crazy stuff that made Tom shrink with fear in his seat. He gasped at the sight. Does he intend on using all of this stuff on me? He wondered, feeling a dreadful anticipation for whatever choice he makes, as he'll go through this no matter what.

"Choose wisely." That was the last thing Tord says to him before he slammed the door shut, turning off the light above him, and leaving Tom in complete darkness and solitude to make the choice that might save or put his friends in danger. Only one thought echoed through Tom's mind, repeatedly, constantly mocking him as he did not know the answer.

What do I do?

Chapter 4: Chapter 4

Summary:

Tom thinks long and hard about his decision, but he has a few requests of his own for Tord.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

What do I do?

The question kept ringing in his mind, echoing as if he was shouting into a dark hole and patiently waiting for an answer, only to be met with doubtful silence. It's been hours, or maybe even seconds, but with how long he's been left in the dark, Tom wouldn't know anymore; since Tord came to visit him and left to think about his proposition.

Tom has long since given up on struggling. He tired himself out by fighting his restraints and drained all his strength. Now he's left with a difficult choice to make. Either he submits himself to Tord, a crazy sociopath, the real life definition of a mad scientist; or he can continue to defy him, suffer and pay the price with his friend's lives on the line.

There are also a couple of other options on the table, but they're risky and not definitive. He could go along with Tord's offer, play along until an opportunity for escape presents itself. Or the most appealing choice, end himself before the experiments take place. But considering he's strapped down to a chair and the only sharp objects are hidden in the dark and far from reach, he won't be going anywhere so soon. Tom glanced in the direction of the metal table he knows is right in front of him. Seeing only the faint outline in contrast to the darkness. Maybe if I beat my head enough times on the table I'll hopefully get head-trauma and die of internal bleeding. He thought darkly.

Tom leaned forward, totally going for the idea, as far as the restraints would let him. He grits his teeth in irritation when he felt his forehead barely scrape the surface of the table. Come on! Just a little bit more and this hell will end!

He abruptly stopped in his efforts when he heard something heavy just outside his room. Immediately he sat up right against the back of the chair in anxious anticipation. Is it morning already? He gulped at the thought of Tord back so soon without thinking of a proper answer. The heavy door creaked and swung open, and the light positioned above him flicked on. Tom hissed at the blinding light and quickly closed his eyes. He could hear a set of footsteps making its way towards him. He flinched, already waiting for the sound of the annoying smug voice mocking him, or the familiar touch of his metal arm ruffling his hair.

But nothing happened.

"You can open your eyes now if you want." A voice tells him, laced with an accent.

Slowly, Tom blinked his eyes open against the strong flash, letting his vision adjust to the brightness. Blinking a couple of times, Tom realized a tray of food was laid before him over the table. He raised an eyebrow. That's right, Tord mentioned that he would be delivered food during his "thinking" time. Tom let out a sigh of relief and his muscles relaxed. An uncomfortable throat clearing was heard from his right, and Tom remembered he was no longer alone in the room.

A man stood to his right side with a straight posture and hands folded neatly behind his back. He's wearing a blue and red uniform, similar to Tord's but neater, dark pants and combat boots. But got Tom's attention was the man himself. Well-groomed brown hair, with his bangs slicked sideways, pale skin and lime green eyes staring down at him in curious anticipation. He looks familiar… Tom squinted his eyes.

"Have we met before?" Tom questioned.

The man raised an eyebrow in surprise, his eyes widening a little. "Don't you recognise me?" He asks.

"Should I?" Tom retorted.

The man frowned, feeling slightly offended. "I would've thought so, considering I am one of the factors that got you here." He states folding his arms over his chest and narrowing his eyes at Tom.

Tom racked his brain to remember anything related to the man in front of him. Fancy hair? Nah. Proper posture? Nah. Clever attitude? Nah. Heavy accent? Nah - Wait! Accent. French. FRENCH ACCENT! Tom gasped out loud.

"You're the bartender from the pub!" Tom exclaimed in realization. "What was your name again? It began with a J. Jacque? Jason? Jack?"

"It's Jacob." The man answered for him, rolling his eyes with a small grin. "But that's only my undercover name."

Tom eyed him curiously. "So, who are you really?" He asks.

"Allow me to properly introduce myself, I am Patrick." He placed one hand over his chest and did a little bow. Strange, considering Tom's current position. "Red leader's most trusted soldier. Well, at least one of them." He muttered the last part quietly.

Tom tilted his head, raising one eyebrow. "Patrick? That doesn't sound very French." He murmurs. "And Red leader? Is that what Tord calls himself nowadays?" At least he isn't calling himself the hentai lord or something stupid. Tom silently snickers at the thought.

"French? I'm Polish!" Patrick pouted and exclaimed in indignation. "And yes. If you must know, the one you once used to know as your former friend is now the infamous Red leader. Aren't cha proud?" He explained, regaining his composure.

"Tord was never my friend." Tom snarled glancing downwards at his feet. "And I couldn't care less about what he does with the rest of his life. Heck, he could become a stripper for all I care and still wouldn't care! As long as my friends and I don't get involved, I'm good."

"But you are involved now." Patrick reminded, not fazed by the brit's aggressive tone. "And so will your friends if you don't be careful."

"Why do you care?" Tom scoffed. "Wouldn't you be pleased if I screwed up and get experimented on? Your organization will finally have the so called monster serum Tord's been obsessing over, and you'll be one step closer to world domination."

"You're not eating."

Tom stiffened and reared his head back in surprise, blinking in confusion at the tall soldier. But he was no longer looking at him. Following Patrick's gaze, his eyes found the tray of food laid on the table. He released the breath he wasn't even aware he was holding in relief.

"I'm not hungry." Tom says, ignoring the pain bubbling in his stomach at the sight of food. The meal itself wasn't all that spectacular. It was just, what appears to be some kind of brown stew, presumably beef, and a little red jelly on the side for the dessert. Tom rolled his eyes. Of course it's red.

But it's been so long since he last seen any food. All he's been consuming this whole time was simply Smirnoff, and with the display of food, even if it is mediocre quality, it still made Tom's mouth water. He ripped his gazed away from the tray, and look down at his feet. Patrick simply frowned at him.

"I assume it's been quite a while since you've last eaten." He noted, eyeing the blue hooded brit and his weakened form. "Surely you must eat at some point."

"Yeah? How do I know you haven't put some sort of drugs in the food to knock me out or brainwash my mind to comply?" Tom challenged but in a quieter tone. He's feeling too many things at once to put up a fight now. He's going with his last resorts at this point.

Patrick sighed. "Look, I know you have no reason to trust me, but understand I just did what my leader ordered me to do." He explained. "However, I am quite aware this does not excuse my actions. And for that I'm sorry but I assure you, this food isn't tainted in any way."

"Prove it." Tom glared at Patrick in defiance.

Patrick shrugged. He pulled out a wrapped, plastic spoon from his chest pocket, ripping it open. He bent down, stirring a bit before scooping the brown stew and ate it. He hummed to prove his point and looked at Tom with a raised eyebrow and a little smile, his expression something like: "Is that enough proof?" It annoyed Tom regardless.

"Fine."

"So you'll eat?"

"No."

Patrick frowned, causing Tom to smirk slightly. The soldier sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose in irritation.

"Red leader will not be pleased if you continue to defy him." He murmured.

"Whatever, it's not like my situation can worsen at this point." Tom scoffed, feeling stubborn.

"Need I remind you of the lingering threat hanging over your head for your defiance? Your friends will have to suffer along with you as well." Patrick pointed out with crossed arms over his chest, tapping one foot repeatedly over the tiled floor.

Oh yeah, there's that factor. Tom remembered drily, his muscles clenching in anxiousness. I still have yet to think about Tord's offer. He stared down at his chequered shoes, deep in thought, and seemingly ignoring Patrick's presence.

"If I am not being too bold, may I offer you a piece of advice?" The soldier offered softly, knowing this is a touchy subject.

Tom reflected on his proposition, one side of him refusing to hear whatever he has to say, but he was curious and honestly so very lost in his decision that he'll take all the help he can get. Stiffly, Tom nodded his head for him to carry on.

"If I were you, I would want to get on Red leader's good side." Patrick went on. "You definitely wouldn't want to be at the opposing end of his fury. He'll break you in every way possible otherwise. It's for the best if you just go along with him."

Tom wanted to laugh, of course Tord's most loyal soldier would say a thing like that, but the heavy feeling weighting down his chest made him unable to. He just listened to him numbly. Clearly there aren't many choices for him to pick.

Patrick sighed once more, fixing the collar of his uniform. "I'll leave you to your thoughts; just consider it with caution, Tom." He murmured, looking down at the tray of untouched food. "I'll leave this here; in case you change your mind." He slowly walked away, leaving Tom's line of sight. His footsteps echoing.

"Wait." Tom called out.

The footsteps stopped and silence followed after. Tom took it as his queue to carry on.

"If you were in the exact same position as me, what would you do?" He asked. He knows this is a stupid question and the answer is obvious, but he needs a confirmation. "If you had fallen into the hands of the person you hated most in the world, and they wanted something from you, something that you're not all that keen on keeping in the first place, and-" Tom gulped hard, his mouth going dry. "And you may not be entirely yourself, what would you do?"

A long silenced met his words, and for a moment Tom was worried Patrick might not answer him at all. But eventually he heard a click of the tongue and a sigh.

"I would do what I think it's best. Not for me perhaps, but for others, mostly." He answered. "Even If I'm miserable and would potentially suffer, I at least would be more relieved knowing my friends and loved ones are well away from anything. If your friends mean anything to you, that's something to think about."

The heavy door creaked open, illuminating the room momentarily before it slammed shut. But the light remained on. Now Tom is truly alone with his thoughts. Sort of. He went back to think over his dilemma.

Tom decided to think of pros and cons of each decision. If he were to accept, he'll be given some luxuries; but he'll be submitting to Tord, get experimented on, and bring out the beast from within. If he refuses, he'll continue to stay strong, defy Tord, and keep the beast at bay for a while longer; but his friends will be thrown into the mess and go through the same stuff as he will.

He could go through anything Tord decides to throw at him. If he wants to cut him open and poke around his organs, he can get through. If he wants to electrocute him, he'll make it. If he wants to dip his head into a barrel of acid, Tom will find a way to endure it. It doesn't really faze him anymore, maybe it will have quite the opposite effect. But his friends, who have been nothing but kind and constantly worrying about him, do not deserve any of this.

With great remorse, Tom remembered the times he spent with his friends having fun. Edd being his cheerful, silly self; always cracking jokes and going out of his way to make others smile. And Matt's oblivious attitude combined with his pride and vanity made him so innocent, but he would never allow his friends to get hurt without at least attempting to fight back and defend them.

Tom felt a little smile come to his features. That is until he remembered the last time he saw them. He was mad at them back them, but only because they didn't understand his situation. In an effort to protect them from his secret, he pushed them away when they were just trying to help him. They were always there for him and suffered a lot due to Tord's betrayal, and Tom was just rude and mean back to them.

"Don't expect me back so soon."

Those were the last words he spoke to them before going out. Tom flinched at the memory, his gut twisting in pain, whether from guilt or lack of food, Tom wasn't sure but it was most likely the former. Then there's also the fact he lost himself to his anger and almost hit Matt. Tom didn't want to think of the effects it would've caused on the ginger if Edd hadn't stop him. How could I've been so ungrateful? He thought.

Tom felt his eyes watering, and prick the corners, threatening to spill. Not now. Don't be weak. Be strong. He told himself in an effort to calm down, taking deep breaths. He's been concealing his emotions for a while now. Whenever he gets hurt, or being tormented by the voices, Tom would always make sure to disguise the pain and bruises with a smile and an outgoing attitude. Just so his friends won't have to get involved with his problems. But now, he's alone in a room, and his emotions are flooding up; a sob escapes him. He can't remember the last time he allowed himself to cry.

No. He does. It was when he first found out about his fits of blacking out. When he woke up the next morning and watched the news, he realized something is seriously wrong with him. He doesn't want to hurt anyone. He doesn't want to become that – THING. Pain and alcohol are the only things that aid Tom in keeping it in check. But now he's being forced to reveal it, and all his efforts will go to waste. And it's ALL TORD'S FAULT.

Tom, with watery eyes, raised his head slightly to look at the tray of food, still neatly placed in front of him. His gaze fixed specifically on the red jelly. So bright in colour, standing still, as if it was mocking him. Tom growled, baring his teeth. His grief and anger merged into one, he couldn't contain his emotions at bay this time and he SNAPPED.

Tom lurched forward, not caring about the chains digging into his skin, he lashed out at the tray of food. He couldn't reach very far, but with his teeth, he gripped the tray and with all the strength he could muster at this point he swung and tossed it off the table. It clanked on the tile floor, the bowl of stew shattering and spilling its contents, and the jelly deformed into little chunks. Tom panted, glaring at the mess before leaning back in his seat, attempting to calm down.

Tom came to a conclusion. Even though he doesn't really want to, his pride and stubborn side refusing him to cooperate, Tom knows the choice is obvious on this. Even if he has to go through all kinds of tests for Tord to perfect his serum formula, he'll take it. Just so he can pay back his friends for all the kindness they've shown him. They don't deserve any more pain. If anything, they are better off without him. He'll miss them, sure, but it's for the best.

However, Tom has a few things to say before taking the deal.

(Time skip)

Many hours passed, Tom forced himself to stay awake the whole time and think about his decision. Whenever he was close to falling unconscious, Tom would slam his head against the chair to keep him awake. Though, the pain dulled over time and he eventually became numb to it. Now he's left with a pounding headache and very sore muscles.

Tom closed his eyes momentarily, only to snap them open by the sound of the heavy door creaking open behind him. Footsteps approached him. Tom took a deep breath. He knew what was coming now.

"Morning!" Came Tord's greeting in a singsong voice, his tone smug. "Hope you had a good night's rest." He leaned over Tom's chair, popping up into his line of vision. His smile faded when he noticed the brit's dark bags under his eyes and the serious expression on his face. "Wow, somebody had a rough night." He commented playfully and with a smirk while chuckling.

Tom didn't respond, just blankly glared at him through his dark sockets.

Tord walked around him, making way over to his own seat. On the way, he looked over to the mess of food still scattered around the floor just a few meters away from them. He frowned.

"Either the food wasn't to your liking, or you felt rebellious." Tord murmured, taking his seat with his feet propped over the table and leaning his chair back. "Either way, I hope you won't repeat the same mistake in the future. It would be a shame if I had to teach you a lesson so soon."

Tom remained quiet. He just sat there analysing the Norwegian leader across from him. He noticed he's holding a file in one hand and was fanning himself with it. They just stayed in silence, staring each other down, waiting for one of them to break the silence and speak.

Tord was the one to break away, putting his feet down and sitting up properly. "Alright, so before we get to your final decision, I would like to discuss the terms of our deal." He spoke, placing the folder down and flipping it open.

"So, if you were to willingly submit to my experiments you would be given: at least 2 quality meals a day, including dessert. Two hours of exercising under supervision. Painkillers or anaesthetics during procedures and tests. Physical and mental evaluation once a week. And last but not least, expansion of luxuries and freedom if well-behaved." Tord explained, folding his hands in front of him. "The last part connects with the rules, which I will get into later, but only if you agree."

Tom remained silent, analysing the terms. It does sound nice. But he has a few terms of his own.

"If I were to agree with the deal, I demand a few requests in return." Tom announced, finally speaking. His voice strong and clear, disguising the turmoil inside.

Tord raised an eyebrow, feeling intrigued. "Oh? Feeling bold are we?" He taunted slyly. "I don't think you're in any position to be making demands of me."

"I don't know, Tord. If you went through all the effort to kidnap and threaten me, these demands should be easy enough." Tom challenged. "After all, you do want the serum perfected with the easiest way possible; and you'll only achieve that through my compliance. Now isn't that right?" He smirked slightly, feeling a tiny twinge of victory over his nemesis. He was being too bold, but he could care less. I f he has to go through hell with this guy, the least he can do is do the things he wants from him in return.

Tord's eye twitched slightly in annoyance, but he sighed. "All right, what is it that you want?" He prompted.

"I have three requests, actually." Tom corrected. "First, you said that if I complied you would not involve my friends in this. So you have to swear if I go through with this you will stay far away from them."

Tord rolled his eye. "Fine. Sounds easy enough." He agreed, but his voice was tight. "What else?"

"Second, Matt and Edd will notice I've been gone for far too long, and most likely go out to try and find me." Tom went on. "You'll probably not want to lose me, since I'm your last and only chance. So if they do go searching for me-" He stopped, taking in a shaky breath. "You'll have to make it seem like I am dead."

Tord's eye widened a little in surprise, before scratching his chin and humming deep in thought. Tom, on the other hand, was gripping the chair with all his strength. His knuckles turning white, trying to control his emotions. In order to keep them safe, he'll have to hurt them one last time. They will be devastated, but they will be far away from Tord's reach, and hopefully move on and forget all about him.

He turned his attention back to Tord, as he hummed once more. "Interesting. You do have a point." He commented. "Very well, I'll make sure all your traces are gone and make it seem like you died in some tragic accident. And what about the last part?"

Tom gulped, swallowing his emotions with great struggle. It's now or never. "I don't want to be given any anaesthetics during the procedures." He states.

"What?!" Tord gasps with shock, genuinely surprised by the demand.

"I don't want drugs of any sort during these experiments." Tom goes on to explain. "Painkillers, anaesthetics, morphine, any type of drug that nulls the pain. Unless I specifically ask for it, I don't want any of it."

Tord's eye is wide, his mouth hanging open slightly as he can't believe in what he's hearing. Tom would've laughed at the sight if it weren't for the seriousness of the situation. Tord shook his head, quickly trying to compose himself. "I-I, well you see, I can't exactly guarantee this." Tord stuttered slightly, still taken by surprise. "The experiments you'll go through can be severe, even right down deadly. And I can't risk losing you." He made his point, but his eye widened significantly when he realized how the last statement sounded. "I-I mean, because you're my last shot at this serum, and if I were to lose you I would have to start from scratch." He corrected.

Tom rolled his non-existent eyes unimpressed. "Then use the drugs as a last resort." He insisted. "Unless I am in risk of dying, you don't use the drugs. Do we have a deal or not?"

Tord blinked but relaxed to think things over. He doesn't know why Tom wouldn't want the painkillers, as it would relieve him of all the pain he'll have to go through, but it's none of his business. At least, not anymore. Sure, there's the risk he could lose him, but if he keeps a close eye on his vitals and be careful, he can make sure it doesn't happen.

Tord fixed his gaze on Tom, a smirk pricking the corners of his mouth. "Does that mean you will comply with me?" He prompted, already tasting the victory within his reach.

Tom sighed in defeat. "Only if you go through with all my demands." He murmured, glaring at smug leader.

Tord grinned. "Then we have a deal."

He raised his metal hand, and for a moment Tom thought he has extending it towards him to shake it, to which he would've remarked on how is he supposed to do it with his hands restrained. But Tord folded the red, metallic hand in front of him and with his other hand, pressed one of the buttons.

"Patrick, please escort test subject #1826 to the lab and get him ready." He spoke to the communicator installed on his prosthetic arm. "I'll join you shortly, but I must deal with a few things first."

"Yes, sir!"

Tord released the button, shutting off the communicator, and pressed a different button. Tom watched in confusion and curiosity, when suddenly the seat beneath him shifted. The legs of the chair changed into a pair of wheels, and as he stared down the sides in amazement, a new restraint reached out from the back and chained his neck against it, making him unable to turn his head or lean forward. Tom struggled against the pressure but let himself relaxed when he realized it wasn't choking him.

Tord pushed back his seat, getting up and fixing his uniform. "Well, I'm glad we reached an agreement without too much of a fuss." He says, walking around Tom to head out. But before he left he stopped momentarily in front of him, ruffling his hair slightly with his gloved hand. Tom growled at the contact and the fact he could not move his head away anymore. "Behave while I'm gone." Tord tells him, leaving the room.

Suddenly, Tom's chair moved. He tried to turn his head up, but the restraints wouldn't let him. He gazed upwards as far as his vision would let him, and caught a glimpse of a blue uniform and a tuft of brown hair. Tom deduced it was none other than the soldier he encountered before, since he was the one Tord called for. Tom was being pushed out the room, when they were stopped.

"Oh, and Patrick." Tord's voice called out once more, halting them. "If he does something, step out of line or try anything funny, you have my permission to electrocute him if necessary."

"Yes, sir." Patrick's familiar accented voice replied back. With that, Tom was wheeled out the room to meet his fate. This is his life now.

Notes:

Now we're getting started. What do you think of it so far? Sorry for the late update, i got sick and it's been a tough week in general. We'll get more into Tom's problems as the story goes on, but i've already given enough hints to make it out. Now let the angst commence!

Chapter 5: Chapter 5

Summary:

Let the tests begin!

Chapter Text

Patrick wheeled Tom out the room, passing through the heavy metal door and heading into a long corridor. Tom has his back pressed firmly against the chair, unable to turn his head and look at the surroundings, he just shifted his gaze around as far it could to observe. There are other people around aside from just Tord and Patrick, it seems. Most of them wore the same red and blue uniform, but once in a while Tom would spot someone wearing a lab coat.

The entirety of the corridor is painted a dull grey, with tiled black and white floor, many doors on each side, and signs on every corner motioning to different areas of the facility. The signs are red with white letters, and they didn't seem to have anything special. However, when Patrick turned a corner, Tom caught sight of a sign on the opposite direction saying: "Test room."

Tom stared at the sign a bit longer before it disappeared from his line of sight. Test room? Sounds interesting… He thought. Tom kept a secret plan, well hidden in the back of his mind. Since he'll have to endure through whatever Tord decides to throw at him, why not find out as much as he can in the process? Sure, he may never get the opportunity to look around the facility on his own, but if the chance ever arises…

Tom continued to be pushed through the corridors by Patrick, still looking around the place for points of interest. He spotted a sign at the very end of the corridor. This one caught his eye because unlike most of the other ones, it wasn't red and white; it was black and dark gray instead and it read: "Morgue."

Tom raised an eyebrow curiously. A morgue? Tord has one of those? He wondered. Considering they are some kind of army, and most of them are soldiers, it is to be expected there to be ones who don't come back from their missions. Well, breathing at least. Add that to the list. He made sure to remember. Even though it would be obvious as to what he might find in there, it was still necessary to check it out.

As they turned another corner, Tom was faced with a set of metal double doors. He tried to crane his neck up and look through the small, round windows and peer inside, but the restraint on his neck kept him still. The heavy doors were pushed open as Tom was wheeled in and he was met with…

A clinic.

A boring, ordinary, clinic.

Tom looked around in surprise. He was expecting some sort of torture dungeon with iron maiden coffins, racks and guillotines. Instead he was met with a nice, clean clinic looking place. There was a metal bench in the centre, a wooden desk with writing materials over to the corner, bookshelves to the left, and glass cabinets to the right. Tom also noted the scale positioned in the far, right corner; and a stadiometer on the opposite side.

Without realizing, Tom released the breath he was holding in relief.

"Tense?" He heard Patrick ask from behind him. Tom frowned.

"You would be if you were in my position." He retorted.

The polish soldier let out a sigh. "This part isn't so bad, I assure you. Imagine that you are in a doctor's appointment." He says. "We'll just have to take a few samples from you. Learn your height, weight, blood type and ask you some questions before then real tests start."

A doctor's appointment? Sure, he could imagine that. The only difference is that the doctor is an insane, maniac, Norwegian, communist, douchebag that can't wait to get his hands on him. Tom laughed silently at the thought. Suddenly, with a push of a button and a loud "click" the restraints keeping him tied to the chair let him free. Tom, astonished by the sudden sense of freedom in his arms and legs after spending such a long time sitting down, rubbed his sore wrists that were red with markings. He attempted to stand up but his legs were half-asleep and he almost lost his balance if Patrick hadn't reached out for him.

"Careful." He advised as Tom unwillingly leaned on him for support. If he was able to stand and walk properly, he would've pushed the soldier away; even if he was helpful. But since he can't, Tom swallowed his pride and allowed himself to get semi-carried over to the metal bench. He heaved himself over and sat down on top of it.

"So now what?" He asks, still looking around while rubbing his arms; trying to regain the feeling back on them.

"Well, I guess I could start by taking samples of your blood." Patrick concluded, walking away over to a cabinet. "I'll get the stuff, you stay there and pull up one of your sleeves please."

Tom looked up to see Patrick with his back turned to him, and the path to the door cleared with nothing to stop him. Does he trust me enough to think I won't escape? He thought. Tom was thinking of taking the chance, but knew it would only lead him to trouble. He has no idea where the exit is, the facility looks huge, and too many soldiers around to spot him. And if he were to run into Tord…

Definitely not a good idea. Yet.

Tom grumbled in defeat and was just about to pull up the sleeve of his left arm when he stopped himself. He remembers the current state of his arm; recalling the nights when he couldn't take the voices anymore, and in his drunken state he had grabbed a razor to drown them out with pain. He did everything in his power to hide his many bruises, burns and scars over the last few months; concealing the pain he was going through from his friends. Masking it with a long hoodie and a casual smile, hiding his true emotions inside.

But these aren't his friends, so why should he bother to hide his bruises from them? They will figure it out eventually if the tests require exposure. But still, something in Tom's mind didn't feel right in showing them so openly; especially not to Tord. What will he think when he learns of is condition? His cocky attitude will certainly grow; proud that his nemesis was in such a weakened state and take advantage of him then. He can't let that happen.

Tom pulled up the sleeved of his right arm instead. Although it was bruised as well, it wasn't in such a state as his left one and the markings could pass on as scratches from a mere accident in the kitchen or something.

Patrick returned to him, holding a syringe in one hand and wearing latex gloves. "You ready? This might sting just a little." He spoke.

Tom rolled his eyes. "It may not look like it, but I've been to a doctor before. I know how a blood test works." He says in irritation. Why is he treating me like a toddler? I may be here against my will but doesn't mean I'm scared of everything.

Patrick ignored his rude comment and approached him. He placed the needle of the syringe just over his vein before piercing the skin. Tom didn't flinch or hiss, just slowly blinked as he watched the crimson liquid fill the little container.

Patrick pulled away, walking away towards the desk again. "Are you going to take more blood?" Tom asks, unsure if he should pull his sleeved down again.

"No. I think this is just the right amount." Patrick replies from across the room. "But if we ever need to make more tests in the future, which is highly plausible, we'll take more blood then."

Tom hummed in understanding, pulling down the sleeve of his arm. He looked towards Patrick, who has his back turned and was meddling around with the desk. Tom tried to lean sideways and look over to see what exactly he was doing, but the soldier's form kept blocking his view and he couldn't make it out.

Patrick turned back to him with a small smile. "Well, that's one procedure over and done with." He murmurs. "Now I'll take your height and weight. Take off your shoes and socks please."

Tom nodded, pulling out his shoes with his own feet and then taking out his socks; stuffing them inside his shoes. He then pulled himself off the bench and placed his feet down on the cold, hard tiled floor. His legs were feeling a little wobbly still, but he slowly made it across the room to where Patrick stood straight beside the scale.

"Step on the scale and look straight ahead." He instructed.

Tom did as he was told, stepping over the small machine and looking up and around. The scale made a small "beep" sound and Patrick jotted down in his notepad. Tom heard the soldier make a clicking sound with his tongue and shook his head. Tom raised an eyebrow, looking at him through the corner of his eye and wondering what was going on through his mind at the moment. Tom was well aware of his diminishing weight, but if questioned he can just make up an excuse about going on a diet.

"Alright, now on to the height." Patrick hummed, still writing on his notes.

Tom rolled his sockets, already getting tired of the procedures he's going through so far. Who knows how many he'll do in total. Tord knows, most likely; but I's not like he'll ever ask him. Tom walks up to the stadiometer, pressing his back against the metallic line. Patrick stood next to him, analysing his height. The soldier grumbled slightly at the sight of the long, spiky hair covering his view and disrupting the procedure, he then moved one hand to press down against Tom's hair to flatten it and see the real height. Tom chuckled slightly. His hair has always been a bothersome factor when it comes to height. Not to him, he sees it as some type of advantage, but to others… Oh, how many people has he upset in the cinema over the years?

Tom came back from his musings when Patrick hummed once again and wrote down his notepad. "Is that all?" He asks, stepping out the stadiometer and moving to put his shoes back on.

"Not quite."

At the sound of the voice, Tom turns to the set of large doors just in time to see it swing close as Tord steps into the room. Tom scowls in his direction but then realizes he was not alone this time. Beside the smug Norwegian, a very familiar looking soldier stood next to him. Tom was not mistaken, he could recognise those bushy eyebrows and eye scar anywhere.

"Jeremy!" Tom exclaimed, glaring at the soldier with clenched fists.

Both the soldier and Tord blinked a couple of times in surprise. Tord then turned to face Jeremy with a questioning look and a grin of amusement on his face.

"Is that what you call yourself now days?" He asks with a playful tone of voice, poking the pouting soldier in the cheek.

"Forgive me for my bluntness, sir, but I thought a name that differs from mine would suit best for going undercover. You know, with us being wanted by authorities and all." The soldier defends himself. "Much better than your name, in my opinion." Now it was his turn to joke as he gave Tord a knowing look.

Tom was confused by the exchange. He already guessed Jeremy was working with Tord, with him playing a part in his capture back in the pub, but the way they were interacting… It just seemed so weird somehow.

Tord, in response to Jeremy's teasing comment, didn't rebuke or demand respect from his soldier. Instead, he simply smiled, laughed and gave Jeremy a light punch in the shoulder with his normal hand. Tom, for some reason, felt angry while watching them interact as if they were the best of friends. It felt wrong.

"Uh, hello?! I'm still here!" Tom waved his arms around, trying to gain their attention. "And I want some answers!"

Tord turned his one-eyed gaze back to Tom. He cleared his throat, fixing the collar of his uniform. "Tom, meet Paul. One of my most trusted soldiers in the army. Along with Patrick, of course" He introduced. "And he will be the one to evaluate your physical condition, as part of our deal. While Patrick will be the one doing your mental evaluation, since you two seem to be getting along so well."

Tom paid no heed to what he was saying. Too busy glaring at the bushy eyebrowed soldier to really come up with anything to say in response. He was fuming in anger from the inside. Clenching his fists and teeth, breathing heavily and shaking slightly as he tried to control his temper. The feeling of betrayal he was going through; it wasn't a stranger to him anymore, but it hurts all the same. He thought back to that night in the pub. Back then, he thought Jeremy was friendly and perhaps a good companion. Just proves to show he can't trust anyone.

Paul met his angered stare with one of indifference. But inside he was feeling remorse for his actions. He thought Tom was a nice guy; fun to hang around, and just maybe they could've been friends under different circumstances. But he is and forever will be loyal to Tord, and he did what was ordered of him. Capture Tom and bring him in unharmed. Though, he did feel bad for having to trick the brit into believing he was his friend.

The uncomfortable silence and tension was disrupted when Tord cleared his throat once more. Snapping both the test subject and the soldier out of their dazed thoughts. "So, Patrick? Where were you before we got here?" He asks, walking towards the desk where Patrick sat with his notes.

"Oh, just finished measuring the test subject's weight and height, sir." Patrick reports, not looking up from his work.

"Have you taken a blood sample yet?" He prompts, earning a nod and a hum in confirmation. "And what about the lumbar puncture?"

Patrick looks up from his work in surprise. "I didn't know that was part of the requirement, since you didn't do it for any of the other test subjects until much later on." He points out. "Why do it now, sir?"

Tord didn't answer right away. He glanced at Tom over his shoulder, seeing if he was paying any attention to what they were discussing, but the brit was still locked in a stare down with Paul; who looked uncomfortable now under the intense, eyeless stare.

"He already has a bit of the serum inside of him, and I suspect he has been feeling the side effects more often than not." Tord finally replied, quietly, so Tom would not hear him. "I need to make sure I give him the right dosage or else he'll just turn up like the others."

Patrick nodded in understanding, walking away to get the necessary tools ready for the procedure. Tord turned away to glance at Tom, a smirk coming up to his features as he clasped both his hands together. Now, this part is going to hurt. He thought eagerly.

"Alright Tom, come here so we can perform one last exam on you." Tord called in a cheerful tone. But Tom didn't give any indication of hearing him, or budge. Tord frowned. "Are you not going to comply?" He prompted warningly, one hand over one of the buttons on his robotic arm. But Tord allowed himself to take a deep breath and calm down. It was too early to do anything drastic to him. Which reminded him, he still has to lay out the rules to Tom. Tord then smiled, as he recalled a few ways to attract Tom's attention. Or rather, a few ways to piss off the brit.

With a mischievous smirk, Tord put the fingers of his left hand on his mouth and whistled loudly. "Come here boy! I got a surprise for you!" Tord called out eagerly, whistling again. "Come on! You'll get a treat if you do!" That did the trick.

Tom's head whipped away from Paul at lightning speed and turned his darkened glare on to Tord. A growl rumbled at the back of his throat as he marched his way over to the Norwegian leader, who was grinning widely and trying not to laugh.

"Listen here you stupid, commie, prick!" Tom snarles, pointing a finger in Tord's direction as he approached him. "I may have given you permission to experiment, and do god know's what to me. But I. Am. Not. A. Dog! And like hell would I ever do anything you say! I'm not one of your stupid soldiers, that you can just boss around!"

Tord just kept grinning, both his arms folded over his chest with one eyebrow reaised. "Oh really?" He challenges.

"Yeah!"

"Then how come you made your way over to me? Just like I ordered you…" Tord stated slyly, watching Tom's expression closely and with amusement.

Tom, snapped out of his angry thoughts at the realization. He looked around and realized he had indeed obeyed Tord. He didn't mean to. He was just so angry that he hadn't really noticed his actions. He only saw, well, for the lack of a better word, red. He also took notice o Paul and Patrick's shocked expressions, as they watched the two of them argue and thinking the worst case scenario for him. Not many can openly challenge the red leader and continue breathing.

Tom felt slightly dumb for unintentionaly obeying to Tord's command. But he felt the anger rise within him again, and he glared at the Norsk, who wasn't the least bit intimidated.

"Well, now that you are here, you can get propped up for the next exam." Tord suggests, motioning to some sort of strap machine behind him. It looked like a medieval torture device in Tom's opinion; he didn't like it one bit.

"I though it was supposed to be only a blood exam." Tom says, narrowing his eyes at the contraption. "What else is needed that I have to be held down in… this?" He asks.

"Don't worry. It's just a small lumbar puncture." Tord reassured, putting an arm around Tom's shoulder. "It will be over quickly."

Tom pulled away from him harshily. "Why do you need my spinal fluid for?" He demands. Pointing a finger and glaring at him.

"Oh, just making sure you are healthy enough for the procedures." Tord explained, slowly stepping closer to the enraged brit. He raised his robotic hand, reaching out to him. Tom flinched away, raising one fist back.

"Get away from me!" Tom snarls as he throws a punch his way. But it didn't make contact. It was blocked. Tord effortlesly caught his punch with his robotic hand and was keeping him there. Tom tried to give another punch with his free arm, only to be blocked again. Tord twisted his arm behind his back, with Tom biting his mouth shut to keep from crying out.

"I guess we'll just have to do this the hard way, don't we?" He heard Tord hiss into his ear. Suddenly he was being hauled back. Tom tried to struggle in the Norwegian's hold, desperately trying to get out, but to no avail.

Tom was harshily thrown back againt the metal contraption. He tried to get up and leave as fast as possible, but Tord was quicker. He held him down and began to strap him up. Tom trashed agaisnt the restraints and tried to attack Tord in anyway possible; but it was proven futile when he was succesfuly straped down with both his arms and legs apart, and his body suspended.

"There!" Tord exclaimed, stepping back to look at the result. Tom glowered and snarled his way. Running a hand through his now messy hair, Tord fixed his uniform and cleared away the invisible dust' taking a deep breath.

"Now that temper tantrum is over with, I will explain the rules to you." The arm leader clasped his hands together and began to pace around the restrainted brit. "Break any of these rules, and I will personaly take away one of your privilages."

"Number 1#, you will not refuse a direct order from me." He explained. "If I tell you to do something, I expect you to do it, and I won't be as nice as I was now and give you warnings. Same goes for both Paul and Patrick. You will not disobey or act rudely towards either of them."

Tom snorted at that. Nice? Does he call forcefuly restraining me nice? He thought in bewilderment.

"Number 2#, you are not allowed to leave the lab unless supervised. Preferebly by either Patrick or Paul." He went on. "Number 3#, no alcohol." At that, he stopped pacing to stare at Tom with narrowed eyes. Tom glared back at him with bared teeth. "Number 4#, no contact with the outside world. Which means: No phones, internet, or going to the surface."

The surface? Tom thought curiously. He did presume they were in some sort of underground facility; with no windows around and all that. But how far away they were from civilazation?

"And lastly number 5#." Tord continued on, stopping in front of Tom with a straight posture. "Any signs of agression or phisical harm towards your leader or any members will not be tolerated. I am willing to overlook this recent incident; but next time I will not be as merciful." He warned cooly, but suddenly lashed out at Tom. He latched his metalic hand to the brit's throat, choking him. Tom gasped for breath while also trying to get the prosthetic hand off of him, but with both his arms restrained it was impossible.

"Am I clear on that fact?" Tord questioned, bringing his face closer to Tom's. In retaliation, despite the lack of air and the current position he was in, Tom glared right back at him. No trace of fear in him. Instead, he merely chuckled and grinned his way.

"W-whate-ver you say, c-commie." He choked out an answer.

Tord released him, shoving him back. He took a few steps back and glanced in the direction his soldiers stood. Watching their interaction in shocked silence; not daring speaking up a word. "Patrick, go ahead and do the procedure." He ordered.

Patrick, who had the needle in his hands, seemed hesitant; but not for the reason one might think of at first. "Actually, sir, may I have a word with you? In private, please?" He suggests, tilting his head to the side and motioning towards another door to a different room.

Tord raised an eyebrow curiously, but Patrick just tilted his head again and he nodded in understanding. He sighed. "Alright. Paul, you get the procedure done while we're gone." He commanded, turning his attention to the other soldier. As he walked away, following Patrick out the room, he looked back as he reached the door. "If he yaps, ignore him; he does that a lot. But if he starts to struggle, I give you permission to strike him if needed."

Paul gulped but slowly nodded. "Yes, sir."

With that, Tord left the room, slamming the door shut behind him; leaving the gruff, brawny soldier alone with the anger prone, restrained test subject in the same room together. Surely only good things can come from this?

Chapter 6: Chapter 6

Summary:

Tom plays a game with Tord, and it doesn't go over well... Meanwhile, Edd and Matt receive terrible news.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Silence. There was only a dead, awkward silence after Tord and Patrick left the room. Neither Tom or Paul made any effort to talk, making it seem like a long game of: "who talks first". Tom was too busy glaring at the ground to pay the soldier any notice anyway. His mind kept replaying his recent encounter with Tord. Stupid Tord, with his stupid army, stupid soldiers, stupid robotic arm, and stupid f#cking serum. He thought angrily. He thinks he can boss me around and treat me like trash just because I gave him permission to.

Meanwhile, Paul simply didn't know what to do. Tord ordered him to get done with the procedure, but on the other hand, Tom seemed unstable and unpredictable; who knows what he'll do in the state he's currently in. Sure, he's restrained, but still highly dangerous. Especially if what Tord says it's true. If Tom does indeed have a part of the monster serum inside of him, he could potentially change at any given moment and attack him. Regardless, Paul was not looking forward to this at all.

So, until Tord gets back or he musters up the courage to just go ahead and do it, Paul just stood there; shifting his legs uncomfortably and rocking back and forth while humming a little tune in his mind.

Tom caught movement in his visual perimeter and saw Paul, trying to distract himself. Tom almost could've laughed at the sight, but he quickly crushed whatever speck of humour there was in him, when he remembered that said soldier was the reason he was there to begin with.

"Aren't you supposed to be experimenting on me?" Tom questions irritably, breaking the silence and snapping Paul out of his daze.

Paul stops rocking on his feet and blinks at Tom in surprise. The brit just glares at him, raising one eyebrow, waiting for him to say something. Paul felt himself shrink under the intense eyeless glare. He cleared his throat uncomfortably, fumbling with the collar of his uniform while trying to think of what to say.

"I- uh, to be honest, I'm not very good with this science junk." Paul stammered nervously. "It's better be safe than sorry, especially in such a delicate procedure."

"Won't Tord get mad that you disobeyed him?" Tom prompted curiously. "He did say for you to go ahead and do it."

Paul chuckled slightly, rubbing the back of his head sheepishly. "Oh, well, maybe. But I don't worry too much about it, even if I screw up a lot." He says. "I'm already use to leader's temperament issues, and unlike most of the other soldiers around here, Patrick and I are a lot closer to him. We're friends."

Something about the way Paul said the last part made Tom feel weird. And not in the bad way, or the good one either. Just the weird… Weird category. It was hard to explain to say the least. Tom can clearly tell Paul isn't trying to be mean with his statement, in fact, he looks rather nervous and frightened in his presence; which is a good change of pace considering his current position the last few hours. Paul was simply explaining to him his relationship with Tord, but something he said made Tom want to laugh and cry at the same time.

"Friends? Tord?" Tom echoed sceptically before giving a harsh laugh. "I know Tord since Kindergarten, he grew up with Edd, Matt and I; and although I never considered him my friend in particular, Matt and Edd were clearly attached to him. You would think after all these years together they would be inseparable, but look how it all turned out. Tord betrayed them, and he will do the same to you. He doesn't have friends."

Another awkward silence met his words. Paul didn't say anything to argue against his statement; his eyes cast downward and a dark look came to them. After a long, uncomfortable silence, Paul mumbled under his breath. "If you say so." But Tom heard him. He groaned in exasperation and tried to pull on his restraints with little success.

"So, what? Are we supposed to just stand here until they come back?" Tom says, still struggling.

Paul stared at him, one eyebrow raised and twirling the needle in his hand. "Do you rather take the chance of becoming paralyzed from the waist down?" He prompts challengingly, earning a glare from the brit but he did not answer him. "I thought so- Ops!" He accidentally drops the needle on the ground, bending the tip. He quickly tried to pick it up again and pretend like nothing happened, but the needle was clearly damaged. He heard Tom chuckle, and looked up to give the restrained man a slight, furrowed glare. "You didn't see anything." He muttered.

Tom grinned slightly. "Sure, my spine is so tough that the needle broke." He joked. "I'm sure Tord will believe it."

Paul chuckled before it faded into a frown. He sighed and looked up at Tom. "I know I'll probably never make it up to you properly, but I would just like to say that I am truly sorry for tricking you into this." He murmured apologetically, his gaze casting downwards. "You must understand; I was simply following Tord's orders. But I am aware this doesn't excuse anything, and I really hope you can forgive me. I truly believe that, under the right circumstances, we could be friends."

Tom, letting his guard down, looked at the soldier genuinely surprised and, dare he say, touched? But he shook the feeling off, glaring at the man who's to blame for all of this- Second! That's right. He's only second to the commie bastard.

"You really think your petty apology is enough to earn my forgiveness? No can do, buddy. You'll have to try a lot harder to win me over again." He spat, turning his head away. "If you do really feel bad for what you did, you would let me go and help me escape."

Paul flinched, his eyes showing hurt and worry. "You know I can't do that." He rubbed his arm uncomfortably. "Besides, you agreed to submit to red leader's experiments in return for your friends' safety. If you escape now, the deal will be off and there is no guarantee he won't do as he had threatened."

Tom stopped his attempts to glare at Paul. He was just about to open his mouth and argue when the door opened. Looking over to the respective direction, Tord and Patrick casually strolled into the room. Tord's face was grim and somewhat sombre, while Patrick remained stoic, his face giving away no emotion.

"Paul, did you do the lumbar puncture yet?" Tord asks, making his way over to them with both his hands folded behind his back.

Paul scratched the back of his head. "Well- not really, sir. The thing is- I- the needle-" He stammered nervously, as he tried to get the excuse out, but Tord raised his hand and silenced him wordlessly.

"Good, because we still need to put the tracking chip on test subject 1826 to monitor his vitals more closely." Tord explained, glancing at Tom who was glaring at him in his restraints, then turning to Patrick. "If you can set up the necessary equipment while I have a little talk with our favorite little test subject I would appreciate it."

"Yes, sir." Patrick dipped his head, walking over to the wooden desk.

Tord glanced at Paul and tilted his head. Paul raised an eyebrow in confusion when Tord tilted his head again, motioning towards where Patrick currently worked. Paul understood what he meant and hurried over to join his companion. He passed by Tom, shooting him another apologetic look before turning away, leaving Tom and Tord to face each other once more.

They stood in front of each other, staring down in apprehensive silence. Tom raised an eyebrow as he waited for him to begin, and wondered what Patrick might have said to him in the other room for Tord to want to speak to him again.

Tord calmly strolled forward, one foot at a time as he kept his single gaze fixed on the restrained brit. He stopped when he was right in front of him, barely a meter away from him. Tom narrowed his eyes. He doesn't like the short distance between the two of them and wished he was free to move away. Oddly enough, Tord seemed strangely silent. Even his breathing was quiet, while Tom's heart hammered against his ribcage and blood rushed into his ears, drowning out the noise.

Tom, feeling bored at this point, just wants to get this over and done with. "Ugh, can you stop with the silence and the staring already, commie?" He complained, slumping against the restraints. "If you have something worth saying, just spit it out already! God!"

Tom looked back down at Tord, and was surprised to finally see some emotion in his one, exposed eye; other than smug victory, mocking sympathy, or wicked glee. There was a flash of sadness gleaming in his eye. Tom shook his head. That can't be right.

Much like it had appeared, the flash of emotion was gone, replaced by his air of authority as Tord straightened his back. He cleared his throat, bringing his hands out and pulling out a tablet from behind his back.

"Alright Tom, first things first." Tord says. "I will ask you a couple of basic questions, and you will answer them truthfully and accordingly."

Tom raised an eyebrow curiously. "What kind of questions?"

"just the usual health protocol." Tord answered, flicking through the device, his eye glanced up momentarily above the screen to shoot a quick look at Tom before going back down. "Which I will be in charge of, as of this moment."

Tom's eyes widened. "Wait, what?!" He exclaims, barely believing in what he just heard. "You? You will be monitoring and taking care of MY health?"

If somebody else had come up to him and said Tord was going to take care of him, he would've laughed in their face and called them stupid. Heck, he was feeling the urge to do it so right now. But something in Tord's facial expression seemed genuine and halted his actions before he could even get a laugh out.

"You're serious about this, aren't you?" Tom prompts, earning a deadpanned expression from the Norwegian leader.

"I don't see what the fuss is about." Tord spoke, tapping down into the device. "I'm just going to be responsible in making sure you're always in top notch condition for the tests. Last thing I want right now is you, transmitting some kind of deadly disease all over my base. Lord knows how high the probability is with you in the equation." He muttered the last part under his breath, but still loud enough for Tom to hear.

Tom frowned in discontent. Great, I have to spend my time answering a bunch of stupid questions for the commie. He thought dryly, until realization finally hit him as he slowly placed the puzzle pieces together. Wait, he's going to ask me about my health conditions. Patrick took him out the room to talk alone. He was in charge of verifying my weight. And if he said what I think he said to Tord, this means… Oh no. Tom began to panic, his breathing quickened as he tried to calm down again.

No. No. No. NO! Last thing I need right now is for him to ask me questions about my condition! He thought frantically. I need to get out of this! Anything! Think Tom! What can I do to avoid this? He looked wildly around the room for any type of diversion. His eyeless, black sockets landed on Paul and Patrick, who were murmuring quietly to each other over the wooden desk. Tom narrowed his eyes at Paul, remembering the certain night when they first met at the pub. Suddenly, a lot of questions flood his mind. Questions he completely overlooked until now and he never thought of asking. Maybe this could be his chance. Tord, after all, has a lot to answer him and he should give Tom that much in return for his compliance. Reluctant, as it is, it still is compliance.

Tom tilted his head, narrowing his eyes down at Tord as he continued to type in the tablet silently. He cleared his throat. "Hey, uh, Tord? Since we're in the subject of questions, I-I h-have some of my own as well." He says, mentally cringing and cursing himself for stammering and appearing so weak. Be more assertive!

Tord chuckled, his one eye glancing back up at him with amusement. "Oh? Is that so?"

Something in his tone of voice made a shiver run down Tom's spine. He mustered up his courage, glaring back down at Tord as he gained back his confidence. "Yeah! And I won't answer your stupid questions until you answer them!" Tom gave himself a proud pat in the back; mentally that is.

He heard Tord hum. Looking down again, he saw him scratch his chin with his robotic hand, deep in thought. He stopped humming, looking at Tom with his trademark grin on his face. Never a good sign.

"Alright Tom, I get your point. So why don't we make things more interesting?" Tord prompted, still grinning. "Let's make it a game of twenty questions. I will ask you one question, you'll answer them honestly, then you get to ask me any question, and I will answer back truthfully. How does that sound?"

Tom Inwardly cringed at the thought. Tord would still get to ask him questions about his condition. He as to avoid it from happening any way he can.

"But how can we even trust each other to answer honestly?" Tom asks. "Nothing is stopping us from lying and it's not like we can disprove it either."

"Well, how about this? If one of us lie or avoid giving complete answers, the other gets the right of giving a short answer in return." Tord proposed. "So, unless you don't want answers that badly, I recommend you answer these questions the best way you can."

"But how will we know the other is lying?" Tom asks.

Tord placed his robotic hand over his chest, above where his heart is. "As leader and commander of the red army, I give you my word that I will answer all your questions in the best of my capabilities." He vowed. "I can only expect the same kind of respect from you in return." He gave Tom a lopsided grin.

Tom glared and scoffed, turning his head away. "Your word means nothing to me." He snarled, but eventually sighed in defeat as he turned back to Tord. "But, I still want answers, and If this is my best bet in getting them, so be it." He murmured. "Fine Tord, I will play your stupid little game."

Tord clasped his hands together in glee, the tablet being held under his normal arm. "Excellent! Then I'll begin." He took out his tablet once more and began to flicker through it. "Now, let's see here…"

"Wait, why do you get to begin with the questions?" Tom demanded, feeling irritated at this point.

"First of all, I am the one in charge here, and I can do whatever I want." Tord spoke smugly. "Second, you asked me two questions already; three, counting this last one. Third, while my questions can be rather simple and easy to answer, I suspect otherwise of your questions, and they will require longer explanations to satisfy your curiosity. Fourth, so far I have answered all of your questions with equally satisfactory answers. Need I say more?"

Tom blinked at Tord, impressed by how ready he was to answer him. He rolled his sockets, groaning in irritation. "Alright Tord! You can start."

Tord chuckled once more before flipping down on the tablet. Tom watched him in apprehension. What is he going to ask him?

"Alright Tom, here's my first question…" Tord began, making Tom grasp the chains of his restraints in horrid anticipation. God, here it comes. He thought, already expecting the worst and how he can explain himself.

"When was your last doctor's appointment?"

Tom let's out the breath he was holding in relief. Tord blinked, waiting for him to answer. Tom bit his lip as he thought about it. When WAS the last time he went to a doctor?

Well, he did need to get treatment for his arm that one time… wait, no, he bandaged it himself. There was that time he got hit by a car… Oh wait, he walked it off. There was also that one time when he got sick; food poisoning from eating a rotten fish, and he vomited constantly, sometimes even blood… No, no, he isolated himself in his apartment for days until it passed, that's right. What about that time he got jumped in an alleyway and- Definitely not!

Tom cringed at the memory with a shudder running through his body. He still remembers their fear stricken faces and motionless bodies in front of him; torn members and ripped flesh all around him. Blood soaked his hands. Iron taste in his mouth and bile rising up his throat.

Tom clutched his eyes shut, shaking his head to get rid of the horrible memory haunting his mind. Not now. It's been a couple of days since he'd last had any alcohol, and even then he got drugged in the process. The alcohol withdraw was finally taking effect on him, and the memories he tried so hard to forget were coming back.

"Tom?"

Tord's voice snapped him back to reality. He looked down to see Tord, still patiently waiting for an answer. As much as he did try to remember, Tom could not recall the last time he'd seen a doctor; any doctor for that matter. Regardless, he tried to answer his best.

"Sorry, I blacked out a little there. Uh, to be honest, I don't remember." Tom says. "But if I had to guess the estimate date of my last appointment, maybe, uh, two years and a half ago?"

Tord frowned, narrowing his eye. "I see." He muttered, typing down his report. "Now, I believe it is your turn to ask."

Tom pondered his options. With this opportunity open up to him, he realized how many questions he had accumulated within the short time of his captivity. Especially in the aspects regarding Tord. What should he ask first? He thought maybe something a little simpler at first, then ask the real questions as they go on. The one question that kept popping into his mind constantly was the one he decided to go with, since it's been plaguing his mind since he arrived in the facility.

"The pub, the one where I was taken, both Paul and Patrick were there; with Patrick even working there. So it's safe to assume you own it." Tom deduced. "Did you build that pub just to lure me in?"

Tord laughed, so much so he had clutched his sides and bend over. Tom glared at Tord, flushing with embarrassment and feeling completely flustered. Was he too quick to assume?

"Oh, classic stupid Tom, you are such a riot!" Tord laughed, wiping a tear from his eye and regaining his composure. "I know you are a very important and essential part of my project, but do you think so highly of yourself to honestly assume that I would build and own a pub just to get to you?" Tord pointed his finger in Tom's direction, so close he flicked his nose mockingly.

Tom growled. "Then why do you own a pub for?" He asks irritably.

Tord grinned in return. "Why do you think? This facility isn't going to pay itself, and none of the equipment or weapons sprout from the ground." He explained.

Tom's sockets widened in surprise. "You? Paying for this?" He echoed. "Are you kidding me, Tord? You have no qualms in going on a murder spree, shooting down any civilians you see on your way; heck, you destroyed our house and nearly killed Matt, Edd and I with your stupid giant robot! Why don't you just steal the money and materials that you need?" He pointed out angrily.

"I do not have any qualms in stealing whatever my organization needs. But I do have qualms with police, and when they were getting too close for comfort I just had to find other means of supporting it all." Tord explained calmly. "I started out little at first, finding any jobs I could and take whatever money offered. Paul and Patrick helped. Eventually I got enough money to keep us afloat, and I created our own business to cover up all of our activities."

"Yeah, before the pub we used to have our own theme park; ASDF land!" Patrick spoke up from the other side of the room. "It was quite the business we had going, until the outbreak that is…"

"I worked so hard in making that roller coaster…" Paul mourned, with Patrick consoling him.

Tord shot them a look, clearing his throat. "I appreciate the impute, but try not to spoil the game you two." He scolded lightly. "It would be no fun otherwise." He grinned.

"Wait, you created ASDF land?" Tom exclaims in shock, even more questions raising in his mind. He distinctively remembers the park he and his friends spent the day in, until they realized the place was swarming with zombies. Were they the cause of it?

"Ah ah ah." Tord waved his robotic finger condescendingly. "You asked three questions already, now it's my turn. And to make things fair, I get to ask you three questions as well. Wouldn't want you getting greedy now."

Tom fumed, but remained silent; giving him permission to carry on.

"Does your family have any history with diseases?" Tord asks, reading it off from the tablet. "Diabetes, cancer, heart conditions; any of the sort?"

Tom just gave him a deadpanned look. "My mother was a bowling ball, and my father a pineapple. I don't think I'm running any risks with this." He replied, like the answer was obvious.

There was an awkward silence as Tord typed down the answer. Tom glanced over to Paul and Patrick, both of which were confused and astonished, as they tried to understand the logic behind him. Tom rolled his sockets. "Don't ask about it. It's a long story." He muttered.

The soldiers shrugged and went back to work.

"Have you had any broken limbs as of late?" Tord asks.

Tom thought for a moment. The only real time he remembers breaking anything in his body was when he tried to destroy Christmas with the use of Zanta's sled, which he had stolen, and was blown to smithereens by a missile. He ended up with most of his body broken that day. But nothing of the sort happened to him lately. After all, breaking bones and immediately having them fixed as his body re-shapes doesn't count, right? Right.

"Nope. Last I had it was six years ago." Tom answered simply. "Broke almost all of them; had to wear a body cast." No need to give him the full details of the situation.

"How often do you drink alcohol?" Tord questions, looking up from the tablet.

Tom stiffens. Shit. He is aware Tord knows he is an alcoholic, everyone knows he is one. But he started to drink a lot more after the first few incidents. He even switched actual food for Smirnoff just to keep it under control. He is already dreading the question Tord might be building up to, so how can he explain this without raising any red flags?

"Uh, one- no, at least three bottles a day for the past month." He said only half the truth.

Tord narrowed his eye at Tom, tapping his robotic fingers over the tablet in a rhythmic fashion. He sighed. "You know; you would make things a whole lot easier for all of us if you just say the truth to begin with." Tord murmured in disappointment.

"But I am telling the truth!" Tom insisted, throwing himself forward in his restraints as far as it would allow him. "Why would I lie about this anyway? It's not my fault you're too stupid to tell a lie apart from a truth." He became aggressive fast. A common trait when you are being defensive.

Tord shot him a glare, composing himself. "Fine." He placed down the tablet. "So, to answer your last question: yes, we were the owners of ASDF land. It used to be one of our bases. Above ground my soldiers worked as employers, entertaining the blissful ignorant masses, and earning money for our cause, while I worked on my project underground."

Tom heard him explain until he paused. He was waiting for him to carry on and give more information, but Tord took out the tablet again. Tom realized because he had lied, Tord wouldn't give him anymore answers until it was his turn to ask again. Tom hissed in frustration.

"Have you been suffering from back pains or aching joints?" Tord asks, not looking at him.

Yes! Tom almost blurt out but reframed from doing so. "Kind of. I mean, drinking and sitting on a couch for long periods of time does take its toll on my back. But no joint aches." He answered truthfully. "Now it's my turn, how many test subjects were there before me?"

Tord looks up, a mischievous smirk present on his facial features, making him look rather sinister. "Let's just say… there's a reason why you are called test subject #1826." He answered cryptically. "After getting enough resources to finally carry on with my work, I held my project in secret; right beneath the theme park. Of course, to test the serum out I would need test subjects, so I would abduct some of the park's visitors and try it on them." He proceeded to explain. "But unfortunately, the serum has drastic side effects when there's too much of the primary element. Not only does it burn the subject from the inside out, melting most of their organs in some cases, they die and come right back as zombies."

"We didn't dispose of the failed test subjects. Instead we placed them in a containment cell for further evaluation for future references." Patrick added, walking up to them with a rather large needle on his hand. Paul trailed after him. "But we didn't count on having so many failures; and so after many tries, the cells were too populated and there was an outbreak in the park. We had no choice but to evacuate the premises after our failed attempt in cleaning up the mess."

That would explain the zombies then. Tom thought grimly, watching Patrick walk around him. He tried to crane his neck, look over his own shoulder and see what the soldier was going to do. Suddenly, the bottom part of his hoodie was lifted up and he felt the tip of something sharp poke his back.

Tom immediately started to struggle in panic, already expecting the worst. Patrick tapped his spine lightly with two fingers, searching for the right spot for the procedure. But with Tom moving around too much and disrupting his focus, Patrick frowned, reaching out his hand and grabbed the brit by the back of his neck to still his movements.

"Stop moving, please. You'll just make it hurt more otherwise." Patrick advised, putting the needle to position.

Tom started to hyperventilate in panic until his frantic thoughts were cut off by muffled giggling. His eyeless gaze landed on Tord, who was covering his mouth with his hand, trying to stifle his laughter while watching Tom struggle. He bared his teeth and growled down at the norsk. Tom took a deep breath, clenching and unclenching his fists as he calmed down and braced himself for the pain that was about to come. Come on Tom, you are stronger than this! You've been through worse! Don't let that commie bastard get to you now!

Tom took a few more deep breaths, feeling completely calm now he nodded for Patrick to carry on. He raised an eyebrow in return, as if asking: "Are you sure about this?" Tom nodded again, bracing himself.

The pain was immediate. Tom clenched his fists, grabbing onto the chains of his restraints, trying to distract himself from the sharp pain spreading across his lower back, and raising up his spine. He bit the inside of his cheek, preventing from crying out and show Tord any sign of weakness. But the strange thing about it, is that it wasn't quite as bad as he thought it would be. He still fell immense pain, and it hurts like hell; but he had already endured so much over the months with the feral side that it barely compared.

Tord watched Tom with interest, one eyebrow raised. He barely moved or made any sound. Tom's face was clenched in pain, but that was his only indication he was feeling anything at all. Tord made sure to note this down for further evaluation.

Tom let out a sigh of relief when he felt Patrick pull away the needle from his spine. He shook his entire body to relieve the rest of the lingering pain. The faint sound of clapping brought his attention back; metal against wool. Tom looked at Tord to see the norsk clapping his hands with a smug expression on his face.

"Well, well, well; I must admit Tom, I had underestimated you." Tord says, still clapping slightly in a condescending way. "I was completely certain you would have started crying during the lumbar puncture, especially when you're doing it without any anaesthetic. But, once again you have proven me wrong."

Tom glowered at him. "Good thing I haven't lost my touch then."

Tord walked closer. "To keep me entertained?"

"To prove you wrong!" Tom snarled, shooting forward and being inches away from Tord. He did not flinch at the sudden proximity, as he is fully aware of the powerful restraints keeping the brit from coming any closer or doing him any harm.

Tord smirked. He grabbed Tom's chin with his metallic hand, bringing him down to his eye level. Tom scowled in response. "Is your pain tolerance direct consequence of the serum currently running through your veins?" Tord questions. "Or, is there something deeper going on?"

Tom glared at Tord, not breaking away eye contact. He didn't want to say it. Not to Tord. Not anyone. But if he doesn't, he won't get answers. At this point, Tom could care less about the answers now. He could probably have an easier time convincing Paul or Patrick to tell him things rather than play games with the communist prick.

"No." Came his simple reply, tearing his head away from Tord's grip and slumping back against the restraints. "And even if there was, I sure as hell wouldn't tell you." He huffed.

Tord let him go with a frown. He sighed, crossing both his arms behind his back and turning away from Tom. "Fine, I can see that you have grown tired of our little game." He murmured, voice dripping in disappointment. "I will leave the remaining questions for our next round."

"And what makes you so sure there will be another round of questions?" Tom asks indignantly, failing to notice the presence creeping up behind him.

Tord looked back at him over his shoulder, a smirk spreading on his face. "Oh Tom, I know for a fact that you will ask again, because you still haven't asked the right questions!"

Tom was taken back by surprise. He wasn't expecting that kind of answer. He was just about to demand what he meant when he felt a sharp pain hit between his shoulder-blades. It was quick, and felt much like a stapler but the pain still registered. Tom wasn't expecting that and gave a yelp.

"Ow! What the-?!"

Tom twisted his head around and saw Paul, standing behind him and looking up to him with an apologetic expression, holding a syringe in his hand. Tom glared at the soldier. "Is this how you expect me to forgive you?" He exclaims angrily.

"Well, you are certainly doing a dang good job in proving me wrong." Tord speaks up jokingly. "And here i thought you grew immune to pain."

It's easier when you have alcohol. Tom thought grimly. "What did you do anyway?" He demanded.

"Paul just implanted a chip into your spine, granting us access to your vitals for better management and check-ups to your current physical state. So if there are any sudden changes to your condition during the procedures, we'll know right away." Tord explains. "The chip also serves as a tracking device, so if you ever attempt to leave or go into any unauthorized areas, we could be alerted. As well as some rather… interesting features."

Tom turned away from Paul, switching his eyeless, dark gaze back to the Norwegian leader. Patrick walked up to Tord and handed him a couple of files, dipping his head slightly in return. Tord thanked him and returned his attention back to Tom.

"Well, I guess that is all for today. I have other business to attend to, so I'll let Pat and Paul escort you to your quarters now." Tord waved, shooting Tom a sly grin, earning an infuriated scowl from the brit in return. "See ya tomorrow, old friend!" He called, walking out of the room.

Paul and Patrick tried to approach Tom and free him from his restraints, but Tom just trashed around in them. "Wait! What did you mean by asking you the right questions?" Tom demanded.

Tord nearly reached the doorway when he stopped walking and turned back around to face him. A smug look on his face. "I'm sure you'll figure it out eventually." He reassured. "Much like I'll do to find out what you are hiding from me." He promised wickedly, raising his robotic hand to just below his chin. "Time to use one of those features!"

Before Tom could get another word out, Tord pressed one of the buttons on his arm and a jolt of electricity shot through him. The shockwaves coursed through his entire body, feeling immense agony, convulsing with pain. Tom tried to hold in any sounds he might emit, stubbornness making him refuse to show any weaknesses. But the move itself was just so unexpected that he accidentally let out a few agonized screams.

Paul and Patrick watched Tom get electrocuted right in front of them in mixed expressions of horror and sympathy. But essentially, they knew it was needed for their plans. Tord just watched silently in morbid fascination. Something about watching the eyeless man howl in pain as he struggled against the chains holding him up was fascinating. But yet, at the same time, Tord felt… bad for him? Something in his agonized screams in particularly caused that feeling on him, but Tord couldn't quite explain why.

He snapped out of his thoughts when his robotic arm started beeping, alerting him that Tom had fallen unconscious. He pressed the same button again and the electric zaps stopped. Tom has his head and arms hanging down by the restraints, and was completely motionless. Tord frowned at his immobile form. Now that Patrick mentioned it, Tom really does look thin and weak. Is he not eating properly? Tord exhales in contemplation. I guess i'll just have to fix that up too.

"Escort him to his room and make sure he stays there!" Tord orders as he turns around and leaves.

"Yes sir!"

(Meanwhile.)

Rain poured outside and stained the windows. Inside his little apartment, Edd paced around his living room in worry. His footsteps echoed throughout the space as he walked around the couch from one side of the room to the other. He bit his lip and chewed on his fingernails, occasionally checking his cell phone before shoving it back into his pocket.

A knock sounded on his door. Edd jumped and hurried over to open it, feeling hope fill up inside his chest, but immediately felt disappointment when he realized it was only Matt on the other side of the door. He was soaking wet with his hoodie raised and carrying grocery bags on both hands. Edd stepped aside to let him in.

"Did you find him?" Edd asks worriedly.

Matt shook his head. "There's no sign of him anywhere." He murmured sadly.

Edd groaned, sighing exasperatedly. He ran a hand through his hair and went back to pacing, taking out his phone once again. Matt watched him, placing the groceries on the counter desk before turning back to Edd.

"Where could he have gone to?" Edd wondered. "It's been three days, Matt! He should've come back by now!"

Matt fiddled with his fingers, not exactly sure what to do. He wanted to comfort and reassure Edd, but he was worried for Tom too. It's unlike him to be gone for so long. Usually he would just go to the nearest bar, get drunk and return, at the very least, on the following night.

Matt was snapped out of his thoughts by a loud bang as Edd punched the wall in frustration. He rubbed his injured hand, hissing at the pain. His gaze cast downwards, and his bangs covered his eyes. "It's my fault, I shouldn't have pushed Tom over the edge." He lamented. "I thought, maybe, that if I pestered him enough he would finally open up to us. But instead I just pushed him further away."

Matt frowned, reaching into the plastic bag and taking out a cola can. He smiled a little, trying to appear more reassuring. "C'mon old chap, don't be like that." He called, walking up to the green hooded man and offering him his favourite drink. "Tom is… well, kind of mysterious in his own right and keeps a lot of things to himself, but maybe he has his reasons to." He argued.

Edd looked up at him through his bangs with sad eyes. "But, we're his friends." He pointed out. "Whatever it is he's going through; he should tell us. I know that I will always count on you and Tom to help out with my problems, so why can't he do the same?"

Matt shuffled around on his feet, adjusting his position. "You know Tom; he is more introvert and closed off. It is unlike him to admit things so easily, especially if it concerns his emotions." He pointed out, putting his arm around Edd's shoulder, still offering the can out to him.

Edd gingerly took the can from him, still a little hesitant to open it. "But what if he never comes back? What if this time I pushed him away for real? Or worse, what if he turns out like Tord did?" He murmurs worriedly. "He did say not to expect him back so soon…"

"Look, people tend to exaggerate things when they're angry. He'll come back!" Matt reassured him. "He just needs some time for himself, think things over, and reflect for a bit. I'm sure once he realizes his mistake he'll come back."

Edd started smiling a little now. "You really think so?"

"Of course!" Matt grinned as Edd cracked open his can and took a sip. "In fact, I wouldn't be surprised if Tom showed up at the doorstep right about now."

The doorbell rang.

Edd choked on his drink and nearly dropped the can if it weren't for Matt holding him. They looked at each other in astonishment, then at the door, then right back at each other. Edd's eyes were wide, and his mouth opened and closed without any sound. Could it be? Edd asks silently, and as if he could read his thoughts, Matt nodded. Suddenly, a rather large grin made its way onto Edd's face and he rushed off towards the door; not caring if he spilled his favourite beverage along the way.

Matt breathed a sigh of relief, running after his friend in excitement. Things were finally going to get better form here.

When Edd made it to the doorknob, he gripped it tightly in his hand, twisted, and swung it open without any hesitation.

"TOM-!"

However, his ecstatic expression faded almost instantly once he realized it was not his friend who stood at his doorstep. Instead, two police officers towered over him. One was leaning against the railings of the stairs with his hat covering most of his face, arms crossed over his chest, blonde tufts of hair could be seen poking out from beneath his cap, and a lit cigarette poked out of his mouth. The one who presumably ringed the door bell was a tall man with ginger hair, one-o-clock shadow, blue eyes, sideburns, and pale white skin. As soon as Edd opened the door, the man straightened his position, removing the cap from atop his head.

"Mr. Edd Gold?" The Officer asks.

Edd looked at each of them nervously, taking a step back inside and closing the door a little. "Um, y-yeah, that's me." He answered hesitantly.

The officer dipped his head a little. "I'm officer Bennet, and this-" He introduced, then turned back and motioned for the other cop standing behind him. He gave a little wave of acknowledgement in return. "Is my partner, Lenny. I'm afraid we've come to give some bad news for you, sir."

"Edd? What's going on?" Matt asks, coming up behind Edd and taking notice of the two stranger at the doorstep. When he saw their uniforms and badges, he realized then that they were police. He gulped, afraid as to what this might lead to.

Officer Bennet narrowed his eyes at Matt. "Is he your relative?" He questions.

Edd looks back at Matt nervously. "No, he's just a, uh, friend…" He stammered. Getting a sudden burst of courage, Edd closed the door a little more and proceeded to glare at the officer. "Look, we're kind of busy right now, so if can just say what it is already-"

"It's about Mr. Thompson, sir."

At his words, Edd shut up immediately and opened up the door fully now. His eyes were wide and held many expressions; notably worry and hope.

"You found him?" Edd asks taking a few steps forward. "How is him? Is he okay? Where did you find him? We were worried sick! Can I see him?" He kept blurting out questions.

Officer Bennet looked uncomfortable, fiddling with his cap and avoiding eye contact. "Mr. Gold, I'm sorry. It is with great displeasure that I must inform you that, Mr. Thompson is dead."

Time seemed to slow down for Edd. His heart stopped only to give a mighty leap and beat against his ribcage. Oxygen escaped his lungs and for a moment he felt like he couldn't breathe. His hands were shaky and he let go of the cola can, still on his hand, spilling it all over the floor. His eyes remained fixed on the officer in front of him and he took a hesitant step back. He barely heard Matt gasp beside him, or feel his hand touch his shoulder. He felt as if he was fading in and out of existence; he wasn't feeling the moment, but feeling too much at once to be something concrete.

"H-how?" Edd managed to ask rather shakily. Breath wavering, his throat dry, and already feeling tears clog his vision.

"We found Mr. Thompson's body in a ditch earlier this morning." Bennet reported. "He had several bullet wounds and deep lacerations to the skin. Autopsy still hasn't confirmed if he had died instantly or struggled with blood loss."

Matt placed both hands to his mouth to muffle his gasp of horror. "H-he was… Murdered?"

Bennet nodded solemnly. "I'm afraid so." He confirmed. "Though, we still haven't found any clues that could lead us to the perpetrator."

Not bearing to hear any more of this, Edd turned around, shoving Matt out of the way and bolted back inside.

"Edd-!"

Ignoring Matt's cry, Edd continued to run. His world was spinning out of control, all noise was drowned out with blood rushing to his ears and his hammering heart. Tears already welled up in his eyes, trailing behind him as they fell. Despite not being anyone else in his apartment, Edd felt the urge to cover his eyes with his sleeve.

He made it to his room and slammed the door shut, locking it behind him. Edd rested his back against the door, breathing heavily and trying to regulate it back to normal; arm still over his eyes. He let the officer's words finally sink in and the reality of the situation took its toll on him.

He lowered his arm, tears welling up until he couldn't contain them anymore and they streamed down his face. Edd allowed himself to cry. He covered his face with both hands and sobbed as he slowly leaned down, slumping against the door frame until he was on the ground hugging his knees. Many thoughts were running through his mind at that moment, but only one kept repeating itself and coming back constantly.

"I'm sorry, Tom. I'm so sorry!"

Notes:

*Sips on a glass of tears*

Mmmm… Delicious!

Things are just going to get worse from here on out. Because of brainstorming, this story is going to be longer than I had originally planned, and now there's going to be a subplot with Edd and Matt; they're not going to be in it a whole lot, this story is about Tom and Tord after all, but just to have something to cut back to when things get… hmm… interesting. There will be more answers next time, i promise.

Chapter 7: Chapter 7

Summary:

Tord goes to feed Tom, and they have a little chat.

Notes:

To clear up some confusion, the reason i write Patrick instead of Patryk is out of respect for the real life counterpart after he left the show. I don't want to disrespect him, so i write the character's name differently from his own since he doesn't want anything to do with the show, and especially the ship. Thank you guys so much for the support, and i'll see ya all later! ;)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

"Are you out of your mind?!"

Tord was leaned back in his recliner chair, feet propped up over his desk and gaze fixed on the ceiling fan of his office. His lips were pursed with both arms crossed behind his head in boredom as he suffered through one of Patrick's lectures. This time, the Polish soldier was pacing around the room and ranting on and on about his treatment in regards to Tom, all the while Paul watched the argument in the far corner of the room; fiddling with his fingers, gaze cast downwards and completely silent as if he was afraid to speak up. This might take a while.

"I can't believe you've done this! After I pulled you out of the room to talk privately, specifically told you about my concerns regarding his weight loss and to take it easier on him; you just went ahead and electrocuted him!" Patrick exclaims angrily, still pacing from one side of the room to the other.

Tord shrugged. "Oh stop exaggerating, Pat!" He sighed exasperatedly. "It was just a controlled shock; the voltage isn't even that high. He was clearly struggling against the two of you so I thought it would've been much easier if he were unconscious. No need to get your panties in a twist. Geez!"

"I don't care what you thought, because you clearly didn't!" Patrick snapped. "Tom is incredibly underweight for someone his size and age, this leaves him very frail and extremely weak. If we are not careful, we could accidentally kill him without even going through any of the procedures." He warned.

Tord blinked at him deadpanned, sitting straight in his chair. "Alright Pat, you got a point. I will go easier on him from now on." He sighed. "But if he steps out of line, I will discipline him if necessary." He warned, turning his chair to look at the mirror on his left, immediately running his robotic hand through his hair and fixing his fringe.

"For our sake Tord, I do hope so. Tom might be our last shot of success in perfecting the serum. If we lose him, the project you worked so hard on will be no more." Patrick states angrily. "I recommend we give him a special diet before the procedures, enough for him to gain back the lost weight and build up his strength to resist blood loss." He advised.

"Very well, you go on and do that. For now, we'll leave the serious experiments for when Tom has a full recovery." Tord says, still looking at his reflexion.

"I'm afraid my hands are full on this matter, sir." The soldier grumbles, causing Tord to glance at him through the reflection.

"Hmm?"

"With all due respect sir, you already put me in charge of taking care of his mental health. I am no psychologist, so I have to read everything and anything on the matter to accomplish this." He elaborated. "You, on the other hand, put yourself in charge of his overall health. If anyone should plan his diet it should be you."

Tord glared at him clenching his fists but sighed in defeat as he realized the soldier's words did have truth in them. "Fine, I will take care of his diet. You can go on with your lessons, just don't forget to check the test results for his blood and spinal tap." He murmured. "Paul, you and I will take test subject #1826 for some light physical activity tomorrow, so I suggest you come up with something for then."

"Yes, sir!" Paul saluted.

"Dismissed." Tord ordered, his back still turned to them but watched them leave his office through the mirror.

Once they left and Tord was finally alone, he dropped the authority posture and allowed himself to relax. What a busy day. He thought tiredly, walking to his chair and leaning back as far as it would go, stretching his limbs.

He opened his computer with a frown, typing in the password and gaining access to all of the base's personal files and reports. But he was not interested in any of that at the moment. He was currently more preoccupied in finding ways of recovering Tom back to his proper health.

I don't understand. How could he have gotten to this condition? He's barely just skin and bones, there is literally nothing in him. Tord thought worriedly, researching different sources and pages for the absolute best. Did he do this to himself? If so, why? I need to keep a close eye on his condition…

Tord's thoughts drifted into various directions and possibilities. For now, he will give Tom the benefit of the doubt that he just has a terrible sense of self-care, and hopefully, nothing deeper was going. But then again, he's dealing with Tom. There is always a catch.

He is hiding something, and if Tom won't admit it, then I will figure him out myself. He vowed silently.

(Later…)

Blurry images were flying through his mind, but they were so fuzzy he could barely make them out. Blood rushed through his ears, drowning out the noise; his heart hammering in his chest. Stop.

He could faintly see a few places that looked familiar to the depths of his mind. A park, an alleyway, the bar… a yellow house. Stop it.

Next thing he hears are screams; shrills of panic and horror all around him. He tries to understand what was going on but all he sees as his vision clears are people running away from something. He looks behind him but there was nothing there. He realizes then that these people were running away from him. Stop it!

He tries to plead for the people to stop, try and make them understand, but they just kept staring at him in horror. He clutched his head in distress. P-please no!

He hissed in pain when he felt something sharp poke his head. He was confused by this and slowly drew his hands down, only to discover that in place of his hands, he had sharp blood-stained claws instead. NO!

He thrashed and turned violently as he saw people get mutilated left and right. His claws seemed to have a mind of their own as they slashed through them mercilessly. I don't want this!

Blood and guts spilled everywhere. He felt immense pain coming from his jaws as his gums expanded and sharp teeth started to grow out of his normal ones. Something heavy swished behind him. A tail. His tail. He pounced on a frightened woman and tore her face off with his jaws, mauling her limb to limb. Make it stop!

But he couldn't stop it. He would never stop until the pain in his stomach finally ceased and his hunger for flesh is satisfied. His appetite has been neglected for far too long. A loud roar escaped his lips once his eye surveyed the bloodstained fields; no signs of life. Until he heard a gasp from behind him. No! No! No!

He turned around, slowly and rather clumsily due to his large size. Standing behind him with expressions of shock and horror were two familiar figures of a ginger and a brunet in hoodies. Something clicked in his mind at the recognition, but his stomach growled louder at the sight of them. Not them!

He crouched low on the ground, a growl rumbling through him as his eye narrowed at them. His huge claws raked the ground in anticipation. His mouth watered.

PREY.

NO! DON'T-!

KILL.

He pounced on them, claws raised and ready for mutilating as the two forms cowered away in fear. Next thing he knows; blood is soaking his form. His friend's blood.

"NO!" Tom shot up straight, sitting up in alarm. His eyes were wide and he started to pant for breath, trying to calm down from the adrenaline as he trembled in fright. He looked around frantic but was relieved to find everything he had experienced, for the most part, was merely a dream.

Tom breathed a sigh of relief, taking deep breaths to calm his rapid heartbeat. He laid back down staring at the ceiling. It was just a dream. Edd and Matt are fine. You did not hurt them, they are safe and sound back at home. The monster will never hurt them now.

As he gained back his bearings, Tom noticed the somewhat soft surface he was laying on top of. On closer observation he realized he was indeed lying on a bed. He looked around the place he was in. The room was plain gray with no windows or anything else really. Just the bed.

Last (night's?) events slowly but surely reappeared into his memory and he remembered how Tord played a stupid game with him before knocking him out via electric shocks. Tom huffed in annoyance. Dam commie. Didn't even have the guts to knock me out himself, he had to do it from a safe distance.

Tom noticed two doors, one positioned to his left; large and made out of steel, and the other in front of him at the far end of the bed. One must lead outside while the other was possibly a bathroom. Again, possibly… This is Tord he is dealing with after all.

Tom sat up again, his legs dangling to the side of the bed. He tried to get up when he felt a pull towards his wrist and a slight pain followed. Tom looked down and saw a thin, transparent line coming out of his sleeve. He pulled it up, the line going inside his veins. Tom followed the line, his eyes directing towards the rather large IV bag on a pole, connected to the lines.

"An IV?" Tom stared down at his wrist in confusion. They must've put that in while I was unconscious… right on my injured wrist too.

Tom didn't have much time to pull it off before the door to his cell slid open. Tom jumped in surprise, letting out a little yelp until he realized who was on the other side. The familiar silhouette of pointy hair was enough to tell who it was before Tord strolled into the room, a wide grin on his face and carrying a tray of, supposedly food with him.

"Good morning!" Tord greeted in a sing-song voice. Tom stared at him deadpanned, not saying anything just raising one eyebrow questioningly. "Hope you had a good night's rest, cause' today we have a lot to do."

Tom glared. Tord is never cheerful unless there is pain involved. Great. The Brit remained silent, crossing his arms and glaring at the other man. Tord's smile wavered at his behaviour.

"Ah, the silent treatment I see. Don't tell me you are still upset for me electrocuting you yesterday?" Tord says, earning a harder glare from Tom causing him to chuckle at their situation. "Really? Come on old pal, as if you were expecting anything different from me at this point!" Tord laughed, but slowly diminished as Tom remained silent and fuming. "Oh. So you are serious about this." Tord blinked in realization that maybe making fun of his only hope to get the serum done, especially when he is in such a condition, wasn't the best idea.

Tord sighed, clearing his throat. "Fine. Maybe I exaggerated and I shouldn't have been so quick to electrocute you." He apologized while avoiding uttering the specific words to his supposedly arch-nemesis. Patrick's words echoed in his mind. "As long as you don't try anything funny, I won't do it again. I promise."

Knowing this is the closest he will ever get to an apology coming from Tord, Tom dropped his arms with his glare turning to the tray of food the Norwegian was still holding in his hands.

"Anyways, I brought you breakfast." Tord simply says handing him the tray. "And please try not to take out the IV without proper assistance. I had it put in to help restore you back to health and I would hate it if you were to be stubborn about it."

Tom took the tray from him, setting it down on his lap. The food given was as simple as it could be: Just a bowl of bread chunks, a small dish of butter with a plastic knife, and a glass of water. Talk about generic prison food. But the food itself didn't really matter. Even if he were presented with a cheeseburger or a large, juicy steak he still wouldn't eat it. He can't risk getting strong again.

"I'm not hungry." Tom muttered, looking away while ignoring the pain in his stomach grow at the sight of food.

Much to his surprise, Tord laughed in response, looking down at him with amusement. "Patrick warned me you would use the same excuse twice, didn't think you actually would though." He stated. "To my knowledge, you haven't consumed anything in the last 54 hours. No normal human being can go on so long without any nourishment."

Tom inwardly grimaced. Damn, he is on to me. He glared up at Tord. "I don't have eyes, my parents are inanimate objects, and I currently have a super-potent serum running through my veins. I am by no means normal." He growled.

Tord shrugged. "True. But you are still human despite all of that, and you need to eat sometime." He says, nudging the tray.

Tom raised an eyebrow. "So what happened to the quality meal I was promised when taking your stupid deal?" He challenged, remembering the night Tord had come to him to hear his answer and told him of the things he would expect to get if he accepted his proposition. "If this is what you have for a quality meal, then I really don't wanna know what you have for your average one." He held a chunk of bread between his fingers, holding it up to his eye he inspected it.

Tord frowned. "I'll have you known that this is some of the finest bread that we have." He stated, somewhat offended by Tom's comment, as he held a lot of pride for his army. "And concerning the conditions of our deal, a change was in order." At this Tom put the chunk of bread down, looking at Tord curiously. The norsk sighed. "Due to your alarming condition I had to research and plan your diet carefully. So from now on, instead of two quality meals a day, you'll get plenty of small snacks once every two hours: Bread, protein bars, soups. Small but nutritious, and easy to consume."

Tom narrowed his eyes as his blank stare met with Tord's own gray one. He may know about his malnourished state, but he barely scratched the surface of Tom's condition; he has no idea what he is dealing with, and Tom plans to keep it that way for as long as he can. So until Tord addresses the issue directly, he will just play along.

Once again, Tord nudged the tray of food closer to Tom. "Well, go on and eat up then. When you are done, I'll escort you to the gym where Paul will be waiting for us." He ordered.

Tom looked down at the food in disdain. His stomach was growling but he went for so long without eating anything that he kind of lost his appetite due to his self-control. The chunks of bread didn't look particularly appetizing either.

Tord frowned, sensing Tom's hesitance to eat and figured he wouldn't do it on his own initiative. He sighed. "You know, there are still lots of questions you haven't ask me yet." He said, gaining the Brit's attention. "Tell you what: You may ask me any questions you want; I promise to answer them all truthfully. But for each question you ask me you will eat one chunk of bread in return."

Tom rolled his empty eyes, groaning in annoyance. Leave it to Tord to solve all his problems with a deal or a game. He has been for approximately three days in this stupid base and already he couldn't stand Tord or his methods. He vaguely remembers the Norwegian's ominous words from their last game. The right question? He thought. I do want answers, and I don't know when I'll get another chance to talk with Patrick or Paul on my own; or if they will even answer me then. Tom looks down at the bowl of bread on his tray, slowly lifting his gaze back to Tord; standing in the middle of the room with his hands folded behind his back.

Tom didn't want to give in just yet, his stubborn side rising within him. "And what if I refuse?" He challenged, crossing his arms and folding his legs; careful not to let the tray fall from his lap.

Tord frowned at him. "If you don't eat, then I guess I will just have to make you." He spoke, icily calm. "And believe me Thomas, I have many ways to make you do whatever I want. I am just being nice and giving you the chance to choose to do it the easy way or the hard way." Tom wasn't fooled by his calm demeanour. Tord was practically radiating anger, he just kept it in check. Tom scowled but sighed in defeat, knowing better than to argue further at this point. "So what's it gonna be?"

Tom stared at the ground, adverting his gaze. "Fine. I'll take your offer." He muttered.

Tord smiled, regaining his posture. Good, he is learning. He thought, pleased with the result. Maybe one day he won't resist me anymore and just do as I say without protest. Hopefully.

"You may begin whenever you are ready." Tord declared, straightening his back and clasping his hands together.

Tom narrowed his eyes, remembering his previous questions and the information he learned in response. He scratched his chin and hummed.

"Alright, uhm, I assume we are currently in your army base or something…"

"One of many." Tord put in. "This one is actually my main base, and the largest of all of them. Do keep going."

Tom raised one eyebrow. Geez. How many bases does he have in total? And why so many? He thought of asking, but he shook his head. Focus. One question at a time! I can't eat too much so I have to think carefully about my questions.

"Well, if this is your main base, then how come I barely see anyone around here?" Tom asks. "I mean; I saw a few people wandering through the halls when Patrick first escorted me. But how come I only seem to interact with the three of you and no one else?"

Tord grinned, moving to lean on the wall next to him while crossing his arms. "The serum project is a highly confidential plan only accessible to higher ups and with my permission. It is a very delicate procedure that I would very much like to keep it hidden from any form of unwanted attention." He explained, an edge to his voice. "So, to prevent unqualified assistance or possible traitors to get close to my last shot in this project, I made it perfectly clear to my soldiers to stay away from the lower area, which is the entire floor you reside in and we perform our experiments. Any members of the red army found wandering about the halls of this floor without direct permission from me will be-"

"Killed?!"

"Punished." Tord finished, his grin turning into a sour frown. "I may be trigger happy, Tom, but I wouldn't kill my own soldiers for a little bit of rule breaking." He paused, contemplating his thoughts. "Well… Unless they annoy or piss me off, and break the rules far too often; in which case they lose their value and become easily dispensable. And this project is a very serious issue, so now I am not quite sure what I'll do if someone were to come down here and find out…"

Tom felt an involuntarily shiver run down his spine at the sound of that. He began to wonder what kind of punishment Tord delivers to those who break the rules. Knowing how sadistic the Norwegian man could be, Tom wouldn't be surprised if it involved medieval torture methods; or at the very least some finger chopping or back whipping. And how exactly would he dispose of the "dispensable" soldiers? Tord's favourite method of killing has always been guns, but again, he is a sadistic f#ck; he most likely wouldn't settle for just a simple shot in the head. Tom's gaze drifted down to Tord's synthetic hand, currently rubbing his chin in thought. Another shiver ran down his spine. Something told him that cold, metallic hand held a lot of deaths in its grasp. And he suspected it wasn't only by choking either.

"Regardless, you will only interact with Paul, Pat, and I throughout the whole experience and no one else." Tord declared, brushing off his previous thought.

Tom snapped out of his thoughts. "So your soldiers-"

"Ahem." Tom was abruptly interrupted by Tord's obnoxious throat clearing. The Norsk was looking down at him expectantly, but Tom just stared back in confusion. "Eat." He ordered, motioning to the tray.

Tom looked down, realizing what he was expected to do. He inwardly grimaced, not feeling up to eating anything at the moment, or ever for that fact. But if he didn't, Tord would force him to do it regardless, and he doesn't need the humiliation of having the commie force-feeding him against his will. It's just best to comply.

Tom surveyed the contents of the bowl, careful to pick the smallest chunk possible. He raised it to his eye level to inspect it. The bread is brown and white with grains in it, soft to the touch and yet held a certain hardiness to it near the border. Gingerly, he stuck his tongue out to give the bread an experimental taste. Tom clicked his tongue. Tastes like bread alright.

Tord watched him in amusement and slight annoyance, doing his best to keep from giggling out loud. He debated whether he should just tell him that the bread held no drugs or poison in it, but held back. Tord decided he found Tom quite adorable when he was suspicious and wary of things.

Tom stared down at the piece of bread for a moment longer before popping it into his mouth. He chewed slowly, and rather hesitantly as he rolled the bread around his mouth with his tongue. It crunched beneath his teeth, the grains making themselves apparent. The taste was rather bland. But to Tom, who hadn't eaten anything for so long he barely remembers the last time he did, the bread tasted divine in his mouth.

Still, he did not let it show he enjoyed. "Not bad." He mumbled while still chewing.

When the chunk was gone from his mouth and descended down his throat, Tom still felt the bread taste on his tongue. He held the urge to lick his lips. His eyes unintentionally fixed back on the bowl, and his hand was ready to take another chunk but he quickly reframed from doing so. His hand twitched and he clenched into a fist in response. Stay under control. He reminded himself.

Although subtle, Tord took notice of the hand twitch. Looking at Tom's facial expression he could detect a hint of hesitation, as if he was struggling with himself. Tord raised an eyebrow in interest. Hm, seems as if he's having some trouble in containing himself. Not sure if this is his stubborn side refusing to actually enjoy something I am giving him, or something else entirely… He contemplated, rubbing his chin. I'll order Pat to have a session with him tomorrow; today if possible, and see what he can figure out.

Tom managed to repress down the urge to eat more, for now, until he could ask more questions. "So how did you get your army?" He blurts out. "Did you actually get followers or did you blackmail them into joining you?"

Tord just shot him a sly grin. "I earned my soldier's respect fair and square. They approved of my way of thinking and agreed to join the cause. My cause." He declared with pride, placing the palm of his robotic hand over his heart. "Of course, I started only with a handful of soldiers; Paul included. But overtime we recruited more members to join us, and that's when Pat came in. I never had any use to blackmail anyone."

Except for me, you dumb bastard. Tom silently added, scowling. "But how did you manage to recruit more members without being tracked or found out by the authorities?" He questions. "Like, with you being wanted and all I guess it's safe to say you didn't just go out in the open to demand more members or anything. So you probably had a strategy for this sort of thing." He pointed out, recalling the time he was walking down the street with the keys of his newly-bought apartment twirling on his finger when he found the wanted poster.

No matter how much time seemed to pass since that incident, his mind somehow always drifted to the catastrophic events of that day. Sometimes he wondered what would've happened if he had never found that poster. Would Tord have turned his rage on Edd and Matt instead? Or would he have left peacefully?

Tord's grin widened. "Very clever Tom, maybe you aren't as stupid as I thought you were." He purred in delight, motioning with his hand to the bowl once more. Tom got the memo right away and took a small chunk of bread; eating while he listened to his answer.

"Yes, I had to work around the issue with the authorities in order to expand my numbers. So we were very careful when selecting our members; only choosing those who held special skills and stood out among the rest." Tord explained. "But overtime as our organisation grew we became more open to members, but still careful in our selection to make sure we don't get any spies or undercover cops. So now we have a new system of selection."

"Which is?" Tom questioned, glancing sideways and taking note of the small tray of butter to accompany his meal. He gingerly grabbed the plastic knife and proceeded to swipe it over one piece of bread.

Tord smirked. "Our pub of course! It turned out to have more use for the army aside of just financing our organisation." He exclaimed. "We keep an eye out for frequent clients; the ones who seem miserable and have a reason to come so often. One soldier goes to them undercover, gain their trust, gets info on them, and we offer them a place in the group. If they refuse, we erase their memories from the event; but most cases they are willing to abandon their lives for this new style."

Tom swallowed another chunk of bread, rolling down his throat with great difficulty. It's been a while since he last did this. He grabbed the glass of water and took a sip, still paying attention to the details.

"But it's not just the pub that we use. All soldiers are equipped with fake names and identities so that they may interact with the outside world whenever they want. If they were to stumble upon a person of interest that fits in with our requirements, they are offered a place as well." Tord went on, seemingly not minding in giving away even the most secretive of details regarding his army. He held a lot of pride for his hard work and wasn't afraid of showing it. "Most of the people who take our offer like to delete their previous lives, either by hacking the systems or just simply faking their own deaths; taking entirely new identities as their own and committing themselves fully to the army."

Tom looked up at him. "So your soldiers are basically dead to the world." He concluded grimly.

As much as he disliked Tord and everything he stands for, including the whole army thing, he can't really blame the people for joining him. They must've had their reasons for abandoning their lives. Sure, there could be the occasional communist prick like the leader himself, but what of those people that were in a similar predicament as him? Depressed and lost. Maybe they were in the brink of death before a second chance showed up to them. Tord and the army could be bad but maybe it was the only chance these people had of living.

Tom shook the thought off his head, repressing it down. No person associated with the army deserve his sympathy no matter what their reason was. Himself included.

"Does that mean they all live in the base? Or bases, considering you seem to have more than one." Tom mumbled, taking another sip of water.

"Most of them, yes. But there are those who still hold on to their everyday lives. Think of them as the ones who have a foot in each world. The blissful ignorant world of today's society, and that of the red army's." Tord continued. "They work mostly as spies; feeding us any and all intel they may acquire during their outings, then sneak back to the base and report everything. Most of these types of soldiers have a lot of use to us with their positions: Doctors, bankers, and especially cops."

Tom nearly choked on his drink, but managed to place the glass down and swallow the liquid before it could take effect in his lungs. Tord had a lot more power than he initially imagined if he had undercover soldiers working in important positions. Even if by some miracle he were able to escape, Tom would never be able to go out again; else he will get easily tracked down and just brought back. Heck, after learning this tad bit of information can he trust anyone else ever again? After his experience with the pub, definitely not.

"Are all of your soldiers just that? Soldiers? Or are there different positions?" Tom asks, calming down before glaring daggers at the norsk. "And what about children? Do you take them in as well? I bet you brainwash them in following your messed up ways you sick, communist, bastard-"

Tord pursed his lips, narrowing his eye as he raised one finger to silence him. "Despite what you might think of me, Thomas, I do not take in children. Never had, never will. Only individuals above the age of eighteen are allowed to join. Sure there are some smartasses who think they can fool us into believing they are above the age, just because they think being in an army sounds cool. But our system never failed to detect them, and we erase their memories from the event. But we do keep a tracker on them for future reference." He explained, standing up from his spot against the wall; walking closer to Tom. "And yes, we do have other positions in the army: Doctors, nurses, scientists, engineers, cooks, cleaners, etc. Not all of the people we take in share the same enjoyment as me in going on a killing spree. Anything that can benefit the army in any way possible."

Tom followed his movements as Tord got closer to him. He was baring his teeth into a scowl and his eyeless gaze set into a glare. Tord stopped, towering directly over him.

"I believe those were four questions, so… Eat up!" Tord pointed out.

Tom growled. "I don't feel like eating anymore." In a sudden burst of defiance, he shoved the tray of food off his lap; splattering the remains on the floor. His gaze not once leaving Tord's.

On the other hand, Tord was fuming silently, anger boiling up inside of him ready to burst. He felt the urge to hold Tom in a choke hold in order to teach him a lesson for his defiance. His hands clenched, ready to lash out when Patrick's words echoed in his mind, reminding him of his predicament. Tom is his only and last shot, as much as he hates to admit it. And he can't be too rough on him or he will get damaged in his current state.

With this in mind, Tord takes a deep breath to calm down. He smiles down at Tom, taking him by genuine surprise.

"Tsk tsk, oh Tom, always making a mess of things." Tord cooed, shaking his head.

He extended his robotic hand out towards Tom, making him flinch and try to lean back; but at the same time, he didn't want to show signs of weakness and urged to stand his ground. Tord leaned closer, his hand just inches away from his face. Tom kept his gaze fixed on the Norwegian's single gray eye, completely still.

When they come in contact with each other, Tom grit his teeth and grumbled in irritation. The robotic hand ran through his hair and ruffled him. He hated the touch, it felt like Tord was possessive of him somehow. But strangely enough, it felt affectionate as well. Tom almost leaned into the touch if it weren't for the fact he kept reminding himself as to whom exactly it was ruffling him in the first place.

Tord grinned. "Well, I am glad you took such an interest in my line of work. I hope the information I provided you with was enough to change your mind about a few things." He murmured, still running his robotic fingers gently through Tom's messy brown locks. "Overtime, who knows? You might actually start seeing us as your friends. Maybe even your family perhaps-"

Tom grabbed the robotic hand firmly, halting it in its tracks as he glared up furiously. Tord stared down at the dark sockets, surprised by the rage fuelling behind them.

"Forget it, commie!" Tom snarled, pushing the hand away from him. "I might be your little test subject for your sick experiments, but I am most definitely not part of your stupid army. You are not my leader, and neither are you or anyone else around here my friend." Spitting out each word, Tom shoved him away, making Tord almost stumble back.

In the action, Tom took note how almost effortlessly he managed to shove the other one away. He hadn't felt this strong in a long time. It felt good, but at the same time he knew it was bad news.

Tord recovered from the move, staring back at the brit wide eyed. For someone who is so underweight, he sure is strong. He regained his composure, fixing the collar of his uniform while throwing a little smirk in Tom's direction. "Whatever you say." He chuckled, making Tom fume.

Tord cleared his throat, turning his back to him and sliding the door to the cell open. "Come along now." He glanced sideways back at him. "We have important things to get to. The sooner we go, the earlier we get things done."

Tom grit his teeth and rolled his eyes. "Joy." He muttered in annoyance, following Tord out the room. "Can't wait to see what kind of torture you'll put me through first."

"Oh, you'll see."

Notes:

Done!

Sorry if this chapter doesn't hold up as well as some of the previous ones. This one in particular held a lot of talking, answers and questions, so not a lot of action here. But there is foreshadowing to future events. Can you guess what they are? This chapter was supposed to be longer than this, but I don't like to write really long chapters and some of you keep requesting for another update soon, so I divided in half. So I guess you can count chapter 8 as the second part to this one.

No Matt and Edd in this one, nor the next, but maybe chapter 9. Things we'll get real good in chapter 9.

Once again I would I like to thank you all for your support and patience, I sincerely hope you guys enjoy this chapter, leave a review with your thoughts below! ;)

Chapter 8: Chapter 8

Summary:

Tom spends some quality time with Paul and Pat, but gets into a fight with Tord.

Chapter Text

The door slid shut behind them as they stepped out into the hallway, stretching both ways to his left and right. The walls were bland in colour, only greys and whites with black marble floors so shiny you could practically see your reflection gleaming back at you.

Tord turned the left hall. "Follow me, and please don't fall behind." He commanded, walking at a steady pace with his arms folded behind his back.

Tom was quick to follow, trailing behind to look around his surroundings in curiosity. There wasn't much to look at though. They passed by some rooms, but they didn't seem to hold anything of interest. Tom was overwhelmed by the sheer size of the base. If this is the lower floor, how big is the entire base in total? He wondered.

He fell in step with Tord, walking to his left side where the red leader side glanced back at him. A grin stretched upon his face. "Impressed?" He asks smugly.

Tom turned back to Tord, his face contorting into a scowl. "Not really. This place is huge, sure, but there isn't much around here." He answered truthfully.

Tord nodded in understanding. "Maybe not down here. Like I said: this level is reserved only for you and the serum experiments." He says. "The upper levels are where most of the activity happens."

Tom turned to him with interest. "What is on the upper levels?" He questioned.

The Norsk hummed. "Training rooms, dining hall, soldier quarters, the medical bay; all of the main areas of interest for the army." He replied, turning to give a lopsided grin in Tom's way. "If you behave yourself, I can give you a tour of the upper area. But only if you behave."

Tom pursed his lips. "Doesn't sound worth my time." He muttered.

"Suit yourself." Tord shrugged and turned away, still leading them down the hall before turning right in the next intersection.

A long silence followed between the two of them. Tom kept his gaze fixed to the ground, occasionally looking up to check his surroundings. He had a few more questions he was thinking of asking, but considering how the last two times ended up against his favour; chances are he won't be asking anything from Tord any time soon. Paul and Patrick are his better shots now.

Tord glanced back at Tom through the corner of his eye. Tom was silent; face stretched into a frown and his dark sockets aimed at the ground.

Should I tell him? Tord contemplated. He's the one who requested me to do it, but still… He nearly spent the entire night researching diet plans and treatments for Tom's current condition. He was about to fall asleep on his desk when he got a mission report back from the soldiers he sent out under specific set of orders in a very special mission.

He inwardly sighed. As leader, I carry the responsibility of delivering news to all my soldiers; both good and bad, no matter how hard it can be. He thought determinably. Sure, Tom isn't a soldier, but he still has the right to know. I owe him that much.

"The news have been delivered."

Tom looked up at Tord in confusion. "Huh?"

The Norsk sighed. "Our deal, remember?" He murmured without looking back. "I sent two of my soldiers in an undercover mission as cops and had them deliver the news to your friends." He made sure to put emphasis in 'your friends'. He side glanced back at Tom, his face devoid of emotion. "From now on, you are officially dead to the world."

Tom felt a cold chill run through him. "So, Matt and Edd… They-?" He tried to ask; but his mouth felt numb, as if it wasn't his.

Tord nodded solemnly. That's all Tom needed to confirm it.

His gaze fell down to the tiled floor once more, looking back at his reflection. It is done then. He though gloomily. Matt and Edd now believe that I am dead. I am out of their lives for good. They won't have to worry about me anymore; and I am not going to burden them ever again. Tom kept repeating the same arguments in his mind. He wasn't sure if this ritual was to reassure him that his friends would be alright, or to relieve himself of the pain that came along with the hard decision.

Tord glanced back at him to see Tom hunched over with his gaze never leaving the ground. The Brit's dark, soulless eyes were narrowed. To anyone else they would be enigmatic and could never tell what he was feeling or thinking. But Tord knew him. He could tell Tom was sad and was trying not to let his emotions get the better of him, or let it show. Tord felt a stab of sympathy for him. He kept in mind that despite hating each other, they did once live in the same house and got along; to an extent at least.

He pondered whether he should offer him some sort of comfort to relieve him of the sadness, but opted not to. Not because he thinks Tom should suffer this way, despite having a certain enjoyment to see him in pain, not even he would desire to see his old comrade suffer through this. He knows the feeling very well himself. But because Tord knows Tom wouldn't appreciate any sort of sympathy or comfort coming from him and would just mistake it for pity. So he left him be.

Tom continued to stare at the ground as they walked, keeping his breathing steady to calm his racing, anguished heart. I did what I had to, to save Edd and Matt. I finally did something right for once. They will get over me; I know they will, they probably already did.

Tom was so deep in thought he failed to notice Tord stop in his tracks, making him bump into the red leader. Tord shot him a small sly smirk. "We're here." They stopped before a set of metal doors that slid open with a hiss.

Tom stared in amazement as the doors revealed the room before them. A large gym stands on the other side of the doors. It has everything! Treadmills, dumbbell racks, lifting benches, leverage systems, suspension trainers; there's even a track field! Tom stared at the scene before him in awe, his eyes wide and mouth hanging open. Tord grinned, suppressing his laughter down as he watched the eyeless man's reaction to the room.

"I take it you are impressed, now." Tord smirked triumphantly as the doors slid firmly shut behind them.

Tom regained his composure, shooting Tord a slight glare before crossing his arms and looking away with a scoff. He followed Tord into the room, still observing his surroundings in awe. He understands that Tord is the leader of an army, has multiple bases and whatnot, but he clearly underestimated his budget. Most items and apparel in the gym looked shiny and brand new. Did he have all this set up just for him?

Now that he got more used to his surroundings, Tom realized it wasn't just him and Tord in the room. He recognised the large, bushy eyebrows from afar. Paul was standing there, a few feet away from them doing push-ups and warmup rounds. He wasn't wearing his usual cobalt blue trench coat. He was only in his red sweater and dark pants, no shoes either, just socks. Tom was just about to question his reasoning for being there when he remembered what Tord told him the other day. Oh yeah, Paul is supposedly in charge of my physical state or something. He recalled dryly. Despite the hard feelings he still bares towards Paul, he was not going to argue. At this point, Tom is just glad he gets to interact with someone other than Tord now.

Paul had his back towards them, but he looked over his shoulder when he noticed their approach. "Ah, good morning sire! Good morning Thomas!" He cheerfully greeted them, still stretching his arms. "I hope you had a nice rest and you're ready for today's schedule."

Tom shrugged, shoving his hands into his pockets and narrowing his gaze at the soldier. "Oh yeah, I just had the most pleasant sleep in a long while." He spoke sarcastically. "I don't know about you, but I just love being induced to sleep after getting electrocuted until I pass out. It does wonders to you!" He glared at Paul, then turned his dark, empty gaze to Tord. "Maybe you should give it a try sometime."

Paul's smile faltered slightly, and Tom could see him visibly sweat drop. Tord, on the other hand, kept on smiling. He gave Tom a half-hearted pat on the cheek, making him fume in anger. He wished he could lash out and defy him, but he knew that he could keep this up just for so long until Tord gets fed up with him, stops playing "nice", and goes complete sadistic mode. Tom knows better than to cross that line. Ever. He just grits his teeth and growls as the Norsk ruffled his hair before leaning away from his filthy touch.

Paul clasped his hands together, drawing their attention back to him. "Okay then. Let's get this started, shall we?" He prompted, motioning for Tom to come closer and, presumably, join him. Tom was just about to head over when a hand clamped down on the back of his hoodie, making him halt. Tom shot a questioning glare at Tord.

"I don't think you need me to remind you the consequences if you do anything remotely funny." Tord reminded coolly, letting go of his hold on the Brit's hoodie.

"What is this, the fifth time you tell me this?" Tom complained, about to walk away when Tord blocked his path with his robotic hand. He groaned in annoyance.

"Consider this your last warning then." Tord hissed into his ear, his tone laced with authority. "Play nice, or else."

He finally pulls his hand away, allowing Tom to pass. He rolled his empty sockets and walked away, making his way to stand right next to Paul. Tord watched his movements with a calculating gaze, opening his jacket to pull out the tablet from his inner pocket.

"Now Tom, for today we're gonna-"

"ARGHH! Dritt!"

Tom and Paul simultaneously jumped, startled by the sudden loud curse. Something fell and slammed to the ground, shattering in the process. The two of them whirled around. A tablet was broken and lying on the floor, the screen completely cracked. But what really got their attention was the red leader himself. He was hunched over, face scrunched up in pain as he gripped his robotic arm.

Tom raised one eyebrow as he noticed the way the red, metallic hand twitched and clenched, seemingly all on its own.

Paul quickly left his side and hurried over to Tord. "Is everything alright, sir?" He asks worriedly, helping his leader stand upright.

Tord hissed, leaning over Paul slightly for support before pulling away. "I-I'm fine Paul. Thank you." He muttered, still clenching his synthetic arm. "It's just the glitch acting up again. I'll be fine."

"Are you sure?" Paul prompted, clearly still worried for his leader's well-being. "Would you like me to escort you to your quarters, sir?" He offered.

Tord shook his head. "No. It's fine, I'll walk there myself." He reassured, making his way out the room. "You stay here and go through with the routine you planned for test subject #1826. When he's done, give him his uniform and send him to see Pat. I'll come back to check on you later if I fix the glitch in time." He waved away with his good hand as he stepped out of the room before the doors slid shut again.

Tom continued to stare at the door with intrigue. "What was that all about?" He prompted Paul, as he re-joined him.

Paul shook his head. "Boss's arm has a lot of uses aside from just being a limb replacement. Surely you must've noticed it by now." He murmured, scratching the back of his neck uneasily.

Tom recalled when he communicated with Pat after taking his deal, making the chair he was tied to into a wheel chair; and most recent, electrocuting him via the connection with the chip implanted on his spine. Tom inwardly shuddered at the reminder. Just the thought that Tord held so much control over his life was bad enough, but knowing he could do anything to him at any given time thanks to the stupid chip just made his situation a whole lot worse. He wondered what other things Tord's arm could control, and what other commands the chip was installed with. On the other hand, he doesn't want to find out.

Tom nodded. "Yeah, I noticed. What about it?"

Paul walked past him, heading over to a pile of exercise mats and dragging out two of them towards the centre where there's more room for them. "It wasn't programmed for this, originally. But leader is stubborn, and insisted on installing a bunch of commands and gadgets to better control the base." He continued, setting down the mats as Tom watched him. "The arm gets overworked at times and glitches. Sometimes it's just merely stiff clogs and bad wiring; but worst case scenario the arm gets overloaded and causes a haywire on the whole base."

Tom raised an eyebrow at this. "Is there anything in particular that sets it off?" He asks, voice laced with concern; when in reality it is merely used to conceal his immense interest in that bit of trivia.

"Not that I know of. It happens at random it seems, and always catches the boss of guard." Paul mumbled, not really paying attention to Tom as he prepped the mats down; unfolding them neatly on the ground.

Tom made a mental note of that. So far he came to realize Paul is incredibly ingenuous, not once suspicious of his questions or cared too much if he gave away any pivotal information regarding his leader. Which could be a good thing, considering Tom still has lots of questions and he is sick, and tired of Tord. Maybe he could use this as a chance to learn more without making any stupid deals.

Paul dusted his hands. "Alright Tom, please take off your shoes, get yourself on the mat, and then we will begin." He instructed.

Tom was about to step in when he says this. He halts and brings his foot up, clumsily taking off his shoes. "So, hm, what exactly are we doing?" He could help but ask; placing his shoes aside near a bench. After all the sh#t he went through in these last couple of hours, heavy exercise is the last thing going through his mind right now.

Paul seemed to have noticed his lack of enthusiasm, and offered him a friendly smile. "Don't worry. It's nothing too complicated." He assured. "Because of your current state, we can't risk you do any activities that might go beyond your physical capabilities."

Tom processed this. "So… No running or weight lifting?"

"Nope!" Paul smiled, emphasis on the "P". "So until we get any sort of change on your condition, we'll be doing simple stretching and warm up exercises."

Tom breathed a sigh of relief. He never been really fond of physical activity, and was always a strain to him. Maybe as a kid he might've once liked; when he was young, naïve and energized. But now that he is older, drunk most of the time, and an honest to god mess by every definition of the word; he simply didn't have it in him to do much most of the time. Two push ups and he is out cold. Unless his life is on the life he won't do much. And even then, that might not even be true anymore.

Tom stepped on the mat, taking his hands out form his pockets as he stands next to Paul, waiting for his instructions to begin.

"Alright, let's start off with something simple. Step your right foot all the way forward, and lower the rest of your body into a lunge. Place your fingertips on the mat." Paul ordered, doing the same to show Tom how exactly it is done. "Like this! Stay like that for 30 seconds then switch with your other leg."

Tom did as he was told, and copied Paul's movements; getting into position. But his mind wasn't focusing on the exercise. What should I ask him? He contemplated. Who knows how long it will take Tord to fix the glitch in his arm, and he may not get another chance to talk with Paul on his own.

"So, uh, where do you guys get most of this stuff?" He opted for a more ordinary question to test the waters. According to what Tord told him, they had multiple jobs to pay for the equipment because it's more low-key than simply stealing the stuff they need. But even so, he never specified from where he got them. Tom doubted Tord would waltz into a store and buy this sh#t like a regular person; specially with his face splattered everywhere in wanted posters.

Tom shifted his position as the 30 seconds were up, and changed to his left foot on the front. "Oh, most stuff we have here was already in the base when we found it." Paul responded, also changing his position. "Though back then it was a complete dump with dust and cobwebs everywhere." He joked.

"Wait, you guys didn't build the base then?" Tom asks, glancing back at him sideways.

"Nah, this base is old. It was built during the first world war, improved in the second but then it was left to rot; gathering dust and forgotten through time." Paul replied, standing upright. "Alright, now stand with your feet tucked close together, and raise your arms straight above your head. Clasp your hands together, with your fingers interlaced and pointer fingers extended. Inhale as you reach upward." He instructed. "Breathe out as you bend your upper body to the right. Take five slow breaths. Slowly return to the center. Repeat on the left side."

Tom did as he was told, gathering his breath and leaning to the right with his hands clasped together above his head. "Like I was saying; the base was here this whole time. When Tord bought the location from our supplier, we cleaned this place up and made some improvements to better support the army." Paul went on. "That's why this base is our main one; it's the biggest one we have and is right in red leader's home nation."

Tom whirled around, so fast he nearly got whiplash. "Wait! What are you saying?" He exclaimed in shock. "You mean that, we aren't in England?"

Paul looked back at him, startled by his sudden reaction. "We are in Norway, Tom." He answered, as if the fact was obvious. "Did red leader not tell you this?"

Tom shook his head. How long had he been asleep since the incident in the pub? To travel from England all the way to Norway, and not once waking up. It seems Tord thought up of everything in order to make Tom's capture a success. Even if he were to escape, he would have nowhere to go.

"Are you okay?" Paul asks worriedly, watching his expressions carefully. "I'm sorry, I thought you already knew this."

Tom put his hand up, gesturing him to stop. "I-It's fine, I just- I guess I just wasn't expecting this. But knowing Tord, really, I should've."

Paul shot him a sympathetic look. "Are you going to be okay?"

Tom nodded slowly. "Yeah, I'll be fine." He ran a hand through his hair. "Let's just… Get on with the exercises."

Paul looked at him with concern but didn't say anything. He nodded and went back to the stretching exercise; starting to count his breaths from scratch. Tom followed suit, stretching his arms and leaning to the left. He felt his shoulders crack as he stretched his limbs. It's been a while since he did anything of the sort. Back home, he spent most of his time drinking and watching TV; among other activities… Even when he did leave his house to make short walks to the market or the bar, it still wasn't enough, and now his joints feel like cracking so effortlessly.

After he was done stretching, and frankly, cracking most of his joints at this point; Paul turned toward him once more. "Okay, now stretch your right arm ahead of you, and fold your left arm beneath it to support it; Like this!" Paul demonstrated the move, showing Tom how's done. "Stay in this position for 20 seconds then switch arms."

Tom did so, his eyes furrowed and his mouth drawn in a frown. "You mentioned something about a supplier."

"Ah yes, they have been a great help to get the army to its feet." Paul commented. "Not sure how red leader met them, but ever since we struck a deal with them our armoury and tech have gotten a whole lot better."

Tom switched his arms, listening intently to all the information he was being given. "But wait a minute, isn't Tord supposedly a genius or something?" He inquired. "I mean, if he could build a giant robot, sofa cubes, and… the serum. Surely he would have been able to improve stuff around here on his own."

Paul laughed; not mockingly, but a genuine one. "The boss is good, but not that good! He still needs the right equipment and tools to create things. He didn't create that robot out of nothing!" He answered in amusement. "Not even the serum itself he created on his own! He has a good knowledge on chemicals and that sort of thing, but he still needed the primary element-"

"Primary element?" Tom exclaimed in confusion; more questions swirling through his mind. "What's the primary element?"

Paul stopped, looking at him with an expression of nervousness mixed with concern. "What's in this serum anyway?" Tom demanded, stepping closer to him with narrowed eyes. "And who is this supplier exactly?"

Paul rubbed the back of his head uneasily. "Uh, look, please don't take this personally; but I'm not allowed to talk about this sort of thing with you. Red leader's orders." He admitted hesitantly, as if he were afraid to accidentally trigger the Brit's rage. "I shouldn't even be mentioning this stuff to you in the first place! I guess I got a little carried away there, and to be quite honest I am not exactly the best person to answer these questions anyway." He smiled sheepishly.

Tom clenched his knuckles in frustration but did not say anything against the soldier. He looked down in disappointment and backed away.

"If you really want to know these thing, then you should ask Tord himself." Paul suggested. "You may not believe this, but he likes it when you ask him things; especially if they are about the army!"

Tom rolled his empty eyes and scoffed. "Of course he likes it! Because that gives him a leverage to ask things from me in return with his stupid deals!"

Paul fumbled with his hands nervously, shuffling his feet with his gaze cast downwards. "Come on, let's go back to the exercises." He nudged him gently. "No more questions for today."

As he began to instruct on the next couple of positions, Tom's mood quickly fell. He had a silver platter of answers, practically handing itself to him with no strings attached; and yet he managed to screw it up for himself. He should've controlled his eagerness to know more, but he couldn't help it. Paul was being so nice and giving away answers so freely he got enthusiastic. Damn it! He seethed silently.

The rest of their exercises went on quietly now that Tom was no longer pestering Paul for more answers. It went calmly, and in Tom's opinion, kind of boring. Just stretching the muscles in a bunch of different positions. Kind of awkward as well with the silence. Then Paul changed tactics a bit and made Tom do 35 jumping jacks. And here he was thinking he would get only a session purely out of limb stretching. He was already out of breath by the tenth, and he was completely red and sweaty by the time he finished. He felt like he was about to pass out.

Then Paul ordered him to do ten push-ups. Tom could barely pass the first one before his weak arms gave out underneath him and he fell face first into the mat. He groaned and laid there for a while, trying to catch his breath. Paul looked down at him with concern.

"You know, I think that's enough for today." Paul concluded. Tom quickly figured the soldier was pitying him and his miserable state. "Why don't you go take a shower, and then you can go and see Pat."

Tom breathed heavily, slowly nodding in agreement to his suggestion. He struggled to get back at his feet; feeling his muscles burning and sweat drenching most of his hair and face. From the corner of his eye he saw a hand extended out towards him. Looking up, Paul was with his hand outstretched in his direction and a friendly smile; lending him assistance to get up. Tom hesitated a little, but took the offered help anyway. Paul hauled him up, making him stagger sideways.

"The showers are back there." The soldier gestured in the direction, keeping a hand to steady Tom from falling back down out of exhaustion. "You go ahead, and when you're done you can change into your new clothes." He turns back momentarily, and hands Tom neatly folded clothes consisting of a white shirt, dark gray pants, and a pair of socks.

Tom takes the clothes from him. He stares down at them in thought, giving a curt nod in response. He walks away and heads to the showers as Paul puts back the mats in their proper places. Swinging the restroom's door open, Tom followed the white-tilled corridor, turning the corner he was met with a startling sight. Himself. He gasps out of surprise and backs away, hiding behind the corner and pressed his back against the wall. He takes a moment to calm down his racing heart. It's been a while since he last saw his reflection; and for good reason.

When he deemed himself calm enough, Tom walked out from the corner but kept his gaze casted downwards. Don't look at it. He repeated the thought in his mind as he walked past the mirrored wall to his left, and made way to the shower stall at the far end. He sets his clothes down by the sink, when he notices an air vent standing above him. Careful to keep his gaze away from the mirror, he narrowed his eyes at the vent. It's small, and yet big enough for him to fit in. If he was ever thinking of escape, he would try using the vent. But since he wasn't, he wouldn't bother with it. Tom knows there is no escape for him at this point. Alive anyways.

Rather reluctantly, Tom took off his clothes and headed into the shower. The warm, steaming water fell over his back and drenched his hair. Tom flinched at the contact at first; the heavy torrent against his bare back, but eventually settled in with the pain that ran along with the scars and bruises scattered all over his body. He closed his eyes and just stood there, feeling the water run over him. It was strangely soothing. Or maybe it's just the fact that he hadn't showered for such a long time, that could probably have something to do with this feeling.

After the seemingly long shower; consisting mostly of Tom just standing in the steaming water deep in thought, he dried himself with the fluffy, white towel; still making sure to keep his gaze away from the mirror. Don't look at it. He had the urge to slam his fists furiously against the reflective, glass wall but he reframed. Paul would undoubtedly hear the commotion and barge in on him with a towel. He doesn't want to go through this humiliation, even if it were to save him from looking at himself again. And even if he weren't to hear him shatter the mirrors, someone would notice sooner or later and confront him about it. He doesn't want to explain himself or give Tord more leverage over him.

Tom starts to put on the new set of clothes given to him when he stops rather abruptly at the sight of his new shirt. It is short-sleeved. The simple white shirt has a name tag with his subject numbers #1826, and even though it made Tom feel more like a prisoner than he did before, it's the sleeves that got him most peeved. He put on the shirt, feeling it be rather loose on his thin frame, and stared down at his own body. He can't possibly wear this! The short sleeves displayed his injured arms like a sore thumb. They will question him about it, and what will he tell them? Tord knows him too well and would pick up any lies from a mile away. He already knows of his malnourished state; granted, it doesn't seem like he connected the dots, yet, but he will see the various bruises along his arms and he will know then that something bigger is up. Tord can never find out.

That's when Tom quickly solved the issue, by putting his blue hoodie back on. Sure, it stinks, he hadn't washed it in weeks, is torn in some places with a few holes from being worn out so much; but he frankly doesn't care. It's his best solution at this point, and if anyone asks he'll say he doesn't want to let go of his hoodie for personal issues. Fake a sad look, and anyone will believe he's talking about his previous life. Besides, with Tord gone he only has to convince Paul to keep the hoodie. Easy peasy!

He straightened the edges of his hoodie, making sure his sleeves are down and covering his scars. Once he was content with his clothing, Tom walked out of the restroom. Paul was still there, looking around at the gym equipment; making sure everything is in their proper place and in nice condition. Tom cleared his throat to bring his attention.

Paul turned back to him with a look of surprise. "Oh, are you done?" He notices the dirty blue hoodie clinging to the Brit's frame. Tom nodded in response, feeling uncomfortable under the soldier's curious stare as he went forward and placed his shoes back on.

"Yeah I'm done. I hope there's no problem in keeping the hoodie, though." Tom spoke before Paul could question him about it. "You understand, don't you? It's the only thing I have left of my friends…" He trailed off, faking a sad expression on his face for effect. That seemed to do the trick, as Paul gazed at him with sympathy and a small frown on his face.

He rubbed the back of his neck. "W-well, I suppose the boss won't mind…"

Tom inwardly cheered, keeping his deadpan façade on de outside. "Thanks."

Paul nodded back in understanding, smiling slightly. "Now that you're done here, I will escort you to Patrick. He's waiting for you and your appointment." He says, walking by Tom's side and nudging him forward.

"Appointment?"

"Hm! For your mental evaluation protocol, remember?" Paul reminded him eagerly. "Pat's put in charge of your mental state to make sure you are up for the experiments."

Tom kept his face neutral, but he inwardly cringed and groaned at the notion. Thankfully he's dealing with Patrick, not Tord in this situation. And speaking of the devil, the horned bastard himself was standing right outside the doors as they slid open. Tom nearly bumped into him if it weren't for Paul keeping one hand to steady him.

"Oh? You two are already done?" Tord questioned, tilting his head slightly. His eye narrowed, however, as it fixed its steady gaze on Tom; looking down at him in a somewhat scrutinizing manner. "Why is he not wearing the uniform?" He inquired.

Tom intervened before Paul could give a proper response. "I am wearing the stupid uniform underneath the hoodie." He answered irritably, lifting up the bottom of his hoodie just enough to show he's telling the truth. "Chill out, will yah?"

Tord kept staring at him, his eye calculating and cold. "Take it off."

Tom reared back in surprise, bewildered by the sudden and blunt request. "What?"

"Your jacket is a mess, and smells absolutely putrid." The norsk leader stated simply. "Take that off."

Tom backed away nervously. "Uh, I was wondering if I could keep it? You know, for sentiment reasons and stuff?"

Tord's gaze softened a bit, but he shook his head. "You can keep it, but at least take it off now so we may wash it." He pointed out. "It's dirty and a complete mess."

Tom's nervous look turned into irritation. "How do I know you'll give it back after washing?" He argued. "As far as I know, you could just trash it and not even care."

Tord sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose with a similar expression. "I give you my word we will give it back to you as soon as it gets cleaned and mended."

"I don't believe you!" Tom spat, glaring at him.

"Enough! Take the hoodie off, Tom." Tord demanded, his patience running out. Paul watched the two of them anxiously, feeling the tension rise between them. But Tom was not going to back down. Not this time.

"No."

Tord's expression darkened. "What did you say to me?" He growled, stepping closer to him, stiff with fury rising inside of him.

Tom was not intimidated. On the contrary actually; he felt confident and angry at the same time, and he directed everything toward the person standing right in front of him. "You know what? I had it with your stupid ways and rules! I'm not listening to you anymore!" He snapped, glaring at the Norsk with pure hatred, and one finger raised in his direction as he marched towards him. "You think you are so special with your stupid army, ridiculous position, absurd goals of taking over the world, and sh#ty fancy base? What are you without any of these things?" He continued to shout, stepping closer and closer to Tord, without noticing the sense of danger looming over him. Tord's face darkened more with each step taken, each word spat his way; he felt his anger boil more and more. His hands clenched tightly into fists, and yet his face is neutral, and devoid of emotion.

"I'll tell you what you are without any of these things; and that is NOTHING! You are nothing more than just some scared little kid, trying to act mighty and tough, hoping in vain that he will be anything of value in the future." Tom was now just inches away from Tord, and he glared up at him without fear in his dark orbs. His vision is hazed and tinted with a certain darkness that made it focus on solely at the source of his anger, which in this case, is Tord himself. But the haze, despite hurting his head and pulsate with something indescribable, it made Tom feel better; strong and powerful. He finally is on top of things! "Is that why you ran away like the coward that you are? Is that why you abandoned Edd, Matt and I for? Because you know you are nothing without this stuff? Well, because guess what? You are still NOTHING!"

Then the next few seconds happened in a blur; it all went down so fast Tom's mind barely registered until it was too late. The foggy haze in his mind was gone, and it was replaced with confusion and fatigue. He was panting heavily, not sure what just happened. Strangely enough, he felt a soft fabric being held in his left hand. He looked down and felt his blood run cold. In his hand, he held a black eyepatch dangling between his fingers, and his nails have small traces of blood on them. Tom began to tremble at the realization. Oh f#ck, it's getting strong again. But that's not the only thing that got him worried with apprehension.

Tom looked up, seeing Paul's completely horrified face as he covered his mouth with both hands and stared back at him wide eyed. And standing right in front of him, stood the worst. Tord had his face turned away, his right side facing him. The scars were shown more prominently now with the absence of his eyepatch. A ring of bloody nail marks surrounded his exposed eye, which was clenched tightly shut. His eye suddenly snapped open and Tom felt his heart stop and lose his breath. Tord slowly turned to face him, a scowl present amongst his features. His right eye, which was previously covered, was exposed for Tom to see; displaying the glazed over and scarred eye which despite being obviously blind, still managed to set its sights on Tom.

Tom tried to back away, find some sort of excuse for his sudden erratic behaviour. But there's no going back now. Tord lashed out at him with his metal hand, and gripped him tightly by the throat. Tom choked and tried to pull the hand away to allow oxygen in his lungs once again, but his grip on him only tightened.

Tord brought him closer. "You really shouldn't have done that." He snarled to his face.

Quite unexpectedly, Tom felt the room whirl and swirl all around him before the pressure on his throat was released and he was suddenly thrown away. He landed on the stack of dumbbells, breaking the shelf in half, and most of the heavy weights landing on top of him. His back hurt from the heavy landing and he felt stunned by the sudden hit. Before he could have a chance to recover, Tord was already towering over him and he attacked. Tom and Tord were stuck and locked together in a furious, writhing tussle that flipped and somersaulted around the gym. Tord punched and kicked, trying to rip off Tom's hoodie by force; while Tom clawed and bit back in defence.

Paul watched them from the corner, wide eyed and shaking in apprehension as he wasn't sure what to do in the situation. He pulled out his communicator from his pocket, and pressed the call.

"Patrick, we got a problem here!"

"What's going on?~"

"Red leader is going absolutely berserk!" Paul flinched as Tord threw Tom across the other side of the room. "Test subject #1826 provoked him and ripped off his eyepatch, and now red leader is giving him a beating!"

"Stop him then!~"

"I-I can't!"

"What you mean you can't?~"

"I don't know what to do Pat!" Paul cried out, trembling with nervousness as he kept an eye on the ongoing struggle. "If I stop I will be defying the boss's orders and he will get angry! Well, angrier than he already is."

"Believe me when I tell you, he will be a lot worse once he realizes he accidentally killed his last test subject.~" The voice answered through the static amidst the commotion. "I'll be there in a jiffy. Try to keep Tord at bay from harming Tom any further until I get there!~"

"Roger that!" He turned off his communicator, ending the call.

Tord got Tom pinned against him, his arms encircled tightly around Tom's waist and chest as the he struggled against him. Then Tom felt the collar of his hoodie get pulled back forcefully and tighten around his neck. Tord had gripped the collar with his normal hand while his robotic one kept its hold on Tom's waist, and he was tugging hard on him. Tom felt a terrible pressure on his throat. Unable to breathe, his survival instincts kicked him and he started to panic. He writhed and twisted in the Norwegian's hold, but each movement only made the pressure worse.

Retching and gulping for air, Tom summoned up all his remaining strength to pull away from Tord's grip, but to no avail. He noticed how the way that Tord was holding him up, off the ground, was meant to choke him while the bottom part remained free; leaving a spacious area which he could easily slide through. He knew this is part of Tord's plan, to force him out of his hoodie. But his instincts to survive were stronger. So with a last deep breath, he kicked back hard into Tord's leg, earning a hiss of pain from him and loosening his hold. Tom took this opportunity to slide out of Tord's grasp, pulling away from his beloved hoodie completely.

Tord stumbled away from him, fumbling with the mess of blue cloth in his hands. Tom remained crouched on the ground, taking in ragged breaths of air. His relief didn't last long, however, as a heavy weight suddenly slammed on his back and pinned him down. He got dazed by the blow, and was turned around; his back on the floor and face up.

Tord was straddling him, with his legs positioned on either side of tom's ones. Tom tried to land in a punch, but Tord easily caught it with his robotic fist and grabbed both his hands in his grasp; keeping them raised above his head. Tord glared down at him with a somewhat mischievous smirk, as his gloved hand rumaged through his uniforms inner pocket.

"Remember, you brought this upon yourself." Tord spat, pulling out some handcuffs and some strange looking collar. Tom struggled underneath him but it was futile. Tord easily overpowered him and got both his wrists shackled together. Then, once he was deemed immobile enough Tord bent forward, nearly laying on top of him, and clasped the metal collar around Tom's neck before pulling away.

Tord got off of him, standing up, while Tom sits up to catch his breath. His face is completely bruised due to Tord's assault on him, which went along nicely with his other bodily injuries; thankfully to which Tord still had yet to take notice of.

"I run an army, Thomas. Don't think that I don't know discipline." Tord growled, towering over the shackled, and bruised Brit panting heavily on his knees. He narrowed his eyes; gripping Tom's chin harshly with his normal hand, he lifted his head up to look directly at him. Tom met his cold gaze with a glare of his own, baring his teeth at him in a snarl. "If you're going to behave like an animal, I can treat you like one."

Tom's only response was a deep growl rumbling in his throat. Tord narrowed his eyes further before pulling away. "Maybe this will teach you a lesson then." He says, as he raised his robotic hand up and pressed one of the buttons.

Suddenly, the collar around Tom's neck started to tighten; the pressure getting increasingly larger by the second as his air cavity was blocked. Before long, Tom fell down to his side and started to writhe on the floor; fighting in vain for air. He choked and gagged desperately, trying to claw at the collar with his shackled hands but to no avail. At one point, amidst his struggle, he locked eyes with Tord who was watching him in morbid fascination. Tom, despite the pain and lack of air, still managed to throw him a mocking smile. "K-kinky." He choked out, his vision blurring with black spots.

Just as he was about to succumb to the approaching darkness, the pressure was suddenly lifted away, and air immediately flooded his lungs. Tom snapped his eyes back open and took large gulps of air. He felt relief for this, but couldn't help but feel disappointed as well. So close!

He sat up and looked around the room. Tord was being pinned down by Paul, who held him face down and one hand securely placed upon the deadly, metallic arm. Tom was watching them when a new set of hands clasped his shoulders and gently heaved him to his feet. Looking up, he discovered the owner of said hands is none other than Patrick; his face was full of concern but also held irritation in his expression.

"What do the two of you think you're doing?" Tord growls out, glaring back at the both of them. "Let go of me!"

"You've gone too far, Tord. You can thank us later for preventing you from doing something you would've certainly regretted." Patrick stated, still keeping steady hands on Tom so he wouldn't fall over from fatigue.

"I am your leader!" Tord continued to struggle. "You do what I say!"

Patrick shook his head, clicking his tongue. "Not with that kind of attitude." He decided. "Paul, please escort him to his office and give him something to calm down his temper. I will go ahead with Tom to our appointment."

Paul gave a curt nod of understanding. "Yes, Pat!"

Tord trashed around even more fiercely at this. "Treason! Mutiny!" He spat at them. "You dare go up against the words of your leader?"

Patrick helped support Tom as they started to walk out of the room. The gym's doors slid open with a hiss, but before they stepped out, they paused, and Patrick turned to gave one last look in Tord's direction. "Like I said, you can thank us later." He then sighed in exasperation. "Honestly sir, you really shouldn't let your anger get the best of you this way. And here I thought you were making progress."

They started to walk again, but before the doors could slid shut again; Tom risked one last look behind him. Tord had stopped struggling, tiring himself out and was left panting for breath. His cold gray eyes then locked with his solid black ones again, earning a small gasp out of him; and the doors slid shut again with a hiss.

Patrick escorted Tom to his office, letting him lean on him for support as he was limping slightly. His hands were still shackled together, and the metal collar clasped around his neck weighted heavily. Tom was still having a hard time catching his breath again. After the whole ordeal and nearly choking to death, the collar was still bothering him. The walk through the bland, gray and white corridors was long and quiet. With neither one of them saying anything.

Finally, Patrick decided to break the silence. "You are an idiot." He simply says, earning an emotionless glare from Tom. "Did you honestly think irritating the red leader would end up good for you in the end?"

Tom shrugged in response, not bothering to defend his reasoning. "Maybe if the commie hadn't insisted on something I wasn't willing to comply, none of this would've happened." He pointed out tiredly. "He should've just drop it and let it slide."

As he spoke, Tom failed to realize Patrick's eyes scanning over his form. He looked up and down at him, analysing his thin stature; but most importantly, the deep purple bruises and cuts littered seemingly everywhere along his arms. Patrick adverted his gaze away immediately when he sensed Tom's eyes shift back to him, not giving anything away with his expressionless face. But he made a mental note to inspect the bruises at a later date. You know, once Tom was deemed calm and compliant enough.

They eventually came upon an oak wooden door, out of place amongst the advanced technological setting they were in. Patrick turned the knob and swung the door open. Tom almost gasped at the sight of the room. If the door was already out of place, the rest of the room made it seem as if he just went through a portal. Wooden floor, wine red carpet, books neatly stacked on the shelves, a fireplace, glass desk, and two large recliner chairs that looked extremely comfortable.

Tom continued to look in awe around the room, as Patrick helped him in and set him down on one of the large chairs. "Sit here, I'll be back in a little while." He told the him, hurrying out the room through another wooden door.

Tom fidget in his seat a little before relaxing; sitting back, and enjoying the comfortable leather cushions against his back. Shame his hands and neck were still shackled, otherwise he would've enjoyed the feeling at its fullest. His fresh bruises also stung and hurt a little, but did not bother him too much. He was already used to the feeling, after all. However, he was used to pain being inflected on his body; mostly his arms and torso. His face is a different manner. Tom, as much as he hates himself by any definition of the word and had urges to harm his face, couldn't risk the others finding out. With his arms and torso, it's easy to hide with the help of his hoodie. But he can't hide his face from them.

Tom jumped a little on his seat when Patrick came back into the room. The Polish man approached him, holding some kind of tool in his hand. He knelt down next to him. "Hold still. I won't hurt you." He reassured him, taking the tool to his handcuffs. Tom watched him fumble quietly with his shackles before a resonating 'click' sounded and his cuffs were released. Tom rubbed his sore, red wrists to relieve a bit from the pressure as Patrick turned his attention to his collar. He craned his neck to the side, giving him more access and room to work with. Before long, the heavy clasp around his neck was relieved as well, and Tom immediately felt relief in being able to breath comfortably again.

"Better now?" Patrick prompted, standing back to his feet.

"Y-yeah, much better. Thanks!" Tom says, still rubbing his sore wrists and neck.

"You're welcome." Pat retreats back to the same door he came out previously from.

Tom tried to lean sideways and take a peek in the other room, but all he got was a glimpse of a bright room with white tiles. A lab of some kind? He heard a loud noise coming from the other side of that door, and Tom began to wonder what Patrick could possibly be doing. He wanted to get up and explore around the room during the Polish man's absence. But after going through a routine of exercises and getting the living sh#t beaten out of him by the commie bastard, his muscles felt sore and hurt just from lifting them. So Tom decided to keep still in his seat.

The door swung open again, with Patrick strolling into the room with a plastic cup in his hand; an orange straw poked out from the hole at the top of the transparent dome lid. Patrick approached him and offered the cup. "Here, drink this."

Tom shifted his gaze from his face to his outstretched hand with the cup. "What is it?" He asks, narrowing his eyes; filled with suspicion.

"I took the liberty to concoct a special drink for you. Seeing as how it's been at least an hour since your last meal, and after going through that whole dramatic ordeal; I thought you might be hungry." Patrick explained. "I put together different kinds of fruits, carrots, ginger, beets, milk, ice, a little bit of sugar, and then blended everything together to make you this healthy energy drink."

Tom hesitantly took the cup from him. He stared down into the clear lid and analysed the cup's contents. The juice inside is orange, with a few specks of red and green along with the floating chunks of blended ice. He gave a light sniff, but couldn't smell anything aside from fruit. "What else is in it?" He prompted, turning his dark gaze back to Patrick.

The Polish man sighed. "I understand your ill feelings towards me and Paul for putting you through all of this. But we already apologized, and there is nothing more to be done about it now." He said tiredly. "There's no reason for us to drug you anyway. Besides, you made a deal with red leader about the use of anaesthetics on you and that includes any sort of drugs that might induce sleep. So you don't have to be worried about us drugging your food."

He does have a point. Tom let himself relax, going with his way of thinking did make sense. He stared down at the cup again, judging and debating whether or not he should drink it. Tom realized there really is no more reason for him to be denying to eat at this point, since it will only make Tord angry and bring nothing but bad things for himself. Pat just reassured him they won't drug him again, unless he asks for them himself. Even if he hates the mere notion of feeding his suppressed side, Tom knows that there is nothing else he can do to prevent it from coming out now. His last and only hope now, is for Tord to fail his plan. If he does, then Tom will finally be free from this wretched curse plaguing his mind with horrible thoughts, voices and visions; and defiling his body in such a way. In fact, the only reason he refused to eat anything at first despite their deal was because Tom didn't want to give in to Tord so easily. But most importantly, it was to keep the beast at bay a little while longer. But now, he senses it's return.

Patrick watched him curiously, turning away to take the seat across from Tom, but never taking his sights off him. He observed as Tom kept his gaze furrowed, solely focus on the straw before he finally took the straw between his lips and took a sip of the cold drink. Tom's eyes widened, pulling away and licking his lips. "This is… Great!" He exclaimed with genuine surprised, taking another eager sip.

"I'm glad to hear it." Pat smiled slightly, pleased with himself for managing to bring out a different emotion from the test subject; other than deadpanned or moody sour. "Hopefully, if you like this drink well enough, it might be a new healthy substitute for your Smirnoff addiction." He commented.

Tom shot him a small glare his way, pulling away from the straw. "As if." He scoffed. "I mean, this drink is good and all, really freaking good; but nothing could ever replace my love for Smirnoff!"

Patrick sat back in his dark brown, leather, recliner chair. He pulled a thin pair of glasses from the breast pocket of his blue coat, and a black tablet from the coffee table next to him. He flipped the tablet open and placed the glasses neatly over his eyes. "So Tom, let's get started with our appointment, shall we?" He inquired. "Why don't you start by telling me a bit more about yourself?"

Tom raised an eyebrow. "Dinner and a movie first, buddy."

Patrick stared back at him, his face turning deadpanned. "Tom…" He started, using a lighter tone his reprimanding voice.

Tom rolled his eyes, 'tsking' in response and placed his drink on the small table next to him. "No offence, but, I don't think this is going to work. I don't do well with psychologists, and you are not even a real one!" He pointed out, crossing his arms. "Besides, you are working for commie! Anything I tell you goes directly to him, and there's no way I am telling you anything about me." He argued.

Patrick pursed his lips into a thin line, humming in thought. "Fair enough."

"Huh?"

"I understand your concerns, Thomas. So, to make this a more pleasant experience for you, I will be doing it your way for a change." Pat decided, meeting Tom's black gaze evenly. "You are already forced into this mess as it is, might as well give you a little bit more freedom; and I hope to get, at the very least, a bit more compliance from you in return."

Tom stared back at him with wide, black eyes. "R-really?" He couldn't help but stutter. Pat just gave a smile and nod to confirm. Right there and then, Tom would've rushed at him and given the polish soldier a tight hug, if it weren't for the fact he was trying to act cool and defiant all the time. Finally! F#cking finally, somebody was actually willing to hear him out for once! Not force him to do it their way despite being uncomfortable with the situation he's in. Patrick just became his favourite person in this entire base at the drop of a hat. Sure, maybe he got along better with Paul with his somewhat shy and upbeat attitude, but Tom hasn't entirely forgiven him for the pub incident, or the chip implanting behind his back. And Tord? Pfft! As if there's any contest with him around. F#ck the commie!

"So how would you prefer we do this?" Patrick prompted, fixing the glasses to their proper position on his face.

Tom fumbled with his fingers. "I will go along with our "psychologist appointment" without any fuss, if you promise me three things. Number one: if along our talk we go into any sort of topic which I am not comfortable in discussing, I will have the right to not talk about it if I want to." He demanded, earning a curt nod from Patrick. "Second: You can't tell none of the things I tell you to Tord. Real psychologists keep their sessions private, and between the two of them. So, I think it's fair you do the same. I am putting my trust on you."

Patrick typed down his demands, to keep it as reference for future appointments. "Anything else?"

Tom looked away, fumbling with his hands nervously and his face flushing from embarrassment. He mumbled something, but so quietly it was incomprehensible. Pat leaned in his seat to hear him better and requested for him to repeat it. Tom flushed more. "Have a cup of this energy vitamin made for every session." He spoke out loud, looking down at his feet in embarrassment.

Patrick chuckled in amusement, making Tom flush even more out of embarrassment. "Don't laugh at me!" He whined.

"No, no, no! I'm not laughing at you!" Pat corrected politely. "I merely find your hesitance to accept things amusing. It's okay to admit you like something. This room is supposed to be a free environment for you to speak freely without any fear of being judged. So, you don't have to be bashful in here."

Tom relaxed, feeling his shoulders sag and he pressed his back against the chair. Gingerly, he grabbed a hold of the cup and took another sip.

"Very well, Tom. I will try my best as your psychologist, to meet up with your demands." Patrick vowed. "Now that we have this settled, where would you like to begin?" He inquired.

Tom set the drink down again, his gaze cast downwards. "I guess I could talk a little about myself." He suggested hesitantly, earning a reassuring nod from Patrick in return to carry on. Tom sighed. "Man, where do I even begin? I, uh…" He rubbed the back of his neck.

"Why don't we start with your family?" Patrick offered. "How was your relationship with your parents growing up?"

Tom blinked. "Right. Uh, so like I previously mentioned before, my parents were a pineapple and a bowling ball. It's weird thinking back now, but they were all I got back then and I didn't mind it." He murmured. "They didn't talk much, but they always tried their best to keep me happy."

"Any fond memories of them?" Pat inquired, typing down bullet points in his tablet.

Tom nodded. "Yeah, I remember this one time it was raining a lot. I might've been four or five at the time, I'm not sure. I used to be afraid of storms back then; cowering whenever lightning struck." He reminisces wistfully. "My parents comforted me; stayed with me the whole night, reassuring me that storms don't last forever." He remembers that night like it was only yesterday. He was just a frightened little toddler, hiding beneath the covers of his bed with his yellow onesie and light blue strap pants with red buttons. He shivered and clutched his Tomee bear tightly close to him. Light flashed across his dark toom as lightning struck outside, thunder booming loudly and he cried out in fright. His parents came into the room, hearing his cries, and they stayed with him the whole night until the storm had passed. It brought back longing memories of his childhood. The good old days when everything was simple and innocent. What Tom wouldn't give to go back to that time.

Patrick continued to type down on his notes. He made bullet points to better classify the different aspects of Tom's life. He typed down: Happy upbringing – Good relationship with parents. "That's good to hear, Thomas." Pat murmured, fixing his glasses. "Do you still keep contact with your parents?"

Tom's small smile fell into a frown, and his gaze cast downward in expressionless sorrow. "They're dead."

Patrick froze at this. "Oh, I-I'm so sorry. I had no idea." He apologized calmly; careful not to say the wrong thing by accident and set him off.

Tom shrugged. "It's fine. They have been gone for a while now, so it doesn't hurt as much as it once used to." He muttered, not meeting Patrick's gaze, sitting across from him. "My father was killed when I was eight. We were out fishing when he got shot, by all things, a bear with a gun." He crossed his arms and rolled his eyes. "Then it was only my mother and I for the longest time. Dad's demise hit her hard, but she still managed to take her time to care for me. She died when I was seventeen, just a little after I graduated from school. But by that point I was already planning on moving out to live with my friends-" And Tord, the slimy bastard. "- Anyway."

Patrick nodded in understanding, humming along as he typed down a different bullet point beneath the family category. Possible childhood trauma? He put a question mark in there, as he still need to see any clear signs on Tom's behaviour that might point him towards this direction. So far, from what he observed from Tom's attitude and response, the eyeless man seemed cool and collected when talking about the deaths of his parents, but Patrick could still detect the sadness laced beneath his tone of voice.

"Do you have any other relatives aside from your parents?" Patrick asks curiously.

Tom shook his head. "None that I know of." He sighed deeply, closing his eyes momentarily. He went on to grab the cup and take another sip, but the straw is already scraping the bottom contents of the leftover juice. Tom whined in discontent as he felt the light weight of the cup.

"Well, is there anything in particular you would like to discuss about your family?" Pat questioned, folding his legs neatly. "Any particular issues, problems growing up, or anything of the sort?"

Tom pursed his lips, deep in thought. He recalled his childhood and all the moments spent with his family. Tom figured, no, he never had any issues with them. You know, aside from the fact they are objects and not actual people, but that never bothered him to begin with; even now when he is old enough to know it's kind of messed up. But for what they were, his parents were good and they did their best to raise and care for him despite everything. Too bad it ended up with the mess that he is now; as if he couldn't get more messed up!

"No. I think I'm good." Tom replied nonchalantly.

Patrick took his time to type something down. "Right, now how about we talk about your friendships-?"

"No!"

Patrick jumped a little in his seat, startled by Tom's sudden loud outburst. He stared at the Britt, wide eyed and blinked. Tom quickly composed himself, clearing his throat. "I, uh, sorry about that, it's just-" Tom kept stammering, taking a deep breath before continuing. "I am not comfortable discussing this now. Maybe a different day, but right now I am feeling tired after the whole ordeal with Tord and whatnot; if you don't mind."

Tom explained his reasoning, and for the most part, it is true. His head and back are still aching from being thrown around like a ragdoll by Tord, his left eye stings and Tom presumed it was at least slightly purple by this point; and not to mention his incredibly sore throat from being nearly choked to death. Thankfully, the healthy drink Pat gave him certainly helped soothe his aching throat somewhat, but he could still feel the tight clutch of the metal collar around his neck.

Tom felt immense relief overflow him when Patrick nodded in agreement. "I understand. Then I shall mark our next appointment for same day and time next week. What do you say?" He inquired, earning a nod in response from Tom. "Splendid! Though, I do hope you learned your lesson about messing with Tord. You know now he is not to be trifled with, and you're lucky to be living now after pulling that dangerous stunt with him."

Tom sniffed, but didn't reply to his remark. Lucky isn't exactly the word i would use. His stubborn side is defeated, and he might as well just accept things the way they are without complaint. Easier said than done, especially when he has no trouble accepting the facts when it's Patrick talking to him; but with Tord it would be a completely different story altogether. However, for now he wasn't too keen in getting another beating so soon; even if the pain did help him come with terms with his problems.

Tom was brought out of his thoughts by Patrick's loud clasp of his hands, as the Polish man got up from his leather seat, putting the tablet aside and stretching out his arms lazily; yawning. "Then we are wrapped up for today!"

"So, what happens now?"

"You are probably very tired by now, after everything you been through today; it's been quite eventful, I admit!" Pat commented, putting away his glasses back into his pocket. "So I will be escorting you back to your quarters, but we will have a quick stop by the lab office on the way. I need to take a few more samples from your blood, if that's alright with you."

Tom shrugged with indifference. "Fine by me, I guess." Suddenly, Tom's vision started to blur. An immense pain filled his skull and made his jaw clench. Tom moaned in pain and gripped his head, feeling light headed, swaying from side to side.

Patrick observed him with concern. "Thomas, are you feeling well?" He noted the ill look on his face, skin shade turning a sickly pale colour and Tom looked as if he were about to fall over on his feet and face plant into the carpeted floor.

Tom tried to turn around and look at him, but the dizziness only grew more intense. He moaned out a few more incomprehensible words before he fell over on his back with a loud, heavy thud, eyes shut. "Tom!" Patrick immediately rushed to his side, crouching down next to him. He grabbed his wrist to check for the pulse when he stopped and took a closer look at it. Tom's wrist is completely lacerated, with deep reddish-purple bruises all over it. The scratches even stretched out to his arms, and possibly even more along his body. Patrick was shocked to say the least. What kind of horrors has he been put through? Shaking the thought aside, Patrick focused his attention to the current task at hand. He placed two of his fingers between the bone and the tendon on Tom's wrist; breathing a sigh of relief when he found a faint pulse.

Tom moaned again, seemingly in agony. Patrick looked up and placed the palm of his hand over the Britt's forehead. He felt a distinct heat that certainly wasn't there before, but it was still imperceptible. A fever perhaps? But it was so spontaneous and sudden, without any signs beforehand that it seemed very strange. Tom wasn't displaying any forms of sickness prior, or during their session. They will have to observe him up close. Patrick quickly took out his communicator from his back pocket, pressing in the call.

"Patrick to red leader, test subject #1826 is down! I repeat, test subject #1826 is down!"

Chapter 9: Chapter 9

Summary:

As leader of the Red Army, Tord has many things in his agenda.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

A storm raged on a dark, cold night.

Lightning flashed the clouds, and thunder soon followed with a booming roar. Heavy rain poured down upon the town, and the wind howled so strongly it swept everything away in its path. The streets were empty, with a few occasional cars running up and down the road, and the light poles dimly illuminating the way. With the ravaging storm, no one dared leave the safety and comfort of their homes, especially in such late hour.

All, but one.

A solitary figure trekked along the sidewalk, soaking wet and freezing cold. Hunched over and arms crossed over his chest, shivering as the strong, cold wind blew against his soaking wet form. Most would've hurried back home in this condition. But not him. He pressed on, looking around the streets wearily.

He waited hours on end back home for his companion to cease knocking, and calling out to him through his door, just so he could leave. Now his companion was fast asleep back in their apartment, blissfully unaware of his nightly outings. At least he thinks so. They haven't seen each other since they got the news-

Another shiver racked his body and the man sneezed, nose running. Using the sleeve of his hoodie to wipe the snot away, he kept on going.

He peeked into dark alleyways, and looked all around the streets; as if searching for something. Weary narrowed eyes squinting against the shadows, trying to make out any shapes within. When his eyes found nothing, he decided to move on. A loud clatter of a garbage can that fell over made the man jump, startled. He peeked back into the dark alley. A shape moved around. Hope filled the man's heart.

"Tom?!"

Lightning struck again and lit up the place, revealing the mysterious shape hidden in the alleyway as a black cat with a bristling pelt. It jumped and hissed, startled by the storm. It quickly scampered away back into the shadows.

The man looked down in disappointment. Sadness and guilt consuming him.

"Oh Tom… where did you go?"

With a tired sigh, he carried on with his hopeless search.

(Meanwhile…)

The door slid open with a slight hiss, and walked in the stoic figure of the Red leader himself. His face expressionless as he entered the small, simple quarters, of his present test subject. The door slid shut behind him as he took over the scene.

Tom lied in slumber on his bed. The slow rise and fall of his chest as he snored softly indicated the deep sleep stage the Brit is under. A bit of drool seeped down from the side of his mouth, staining the pillow. Tom's usual spiky, and messy brown locks are a bigger mess than usual; containing a serious case of bedhead.

All in all, nothing too out of ordinary as of late.

It has been a couple of days since Tom passed out unexpectedly. When Patrick alerted him of what took place, Tord had felt his heart come to an abrupt stop. Despite their fight and still being angry at the Brit for openly defying him, Tord still couldn't afford to lose Tom. He is too valuable for his research; his army. His plans. And so, the Norsk had found himself racing through his base's long corridors, all the way from his office to the labs belowground, as fast as his legs could carry him, to evaluate the situation as quickly as possible.

Poor Paul. The devoted soldier tried to keep up with his pace at the time, only to come close to passing out as well.

Tord, cooled down from his earlier struggle with his test subject, but now worried and anxious for his wellbeing; quickly got to work. He checked Tom's vitals through the connection of the implanted chip and his robotic arm, but it showed nothing out of ordinary. After doing a thoroughly check-up, they came up with no definitive answers. They proposed a theory for this sudden occurrence.

Tom, from what they have observed so far, hasn't been in the greatest of conditions. Malnourished, bruised, addicted, and even more prone to violence; clearly something is up with him. They theorized that the recent events; with the whole drugging, kidnapping, testing, and… "discipline", put Tom under a lot of stress which caused his body to shut down. Makes sense, considering that since Tom arrived in the facility the only sleep he got was forcefully induced upon him. But they will just have to wait and see when he wakes up to get any proper answers.

Tord continued to stare down at Tom's sleeping form. His one-eyed gaze wavered down to his heavily, bandaged arms.

When he came in to analyse Tom's condition at the time, he was rather shocked to see the full state that he was in. Various bruises and cuts decorating the Brit's pale skin, extending from the arms to the torso. He was somewhat baffled for missing such a detail when he first removed the man's hoodie; and looking back at it now, Tom's defensive behaviour made sense at the time.

He was trying to keep them from seeing the wounds.

Tord let out a low chuckle. Tom is far too proud for his own good. Even at his lowest, the eyeless man refused to give up or show any form of weakness in front of him. His stubborn attitude surely made things interesting. Too bad it also makes his progress go at a lower rate than he would've wanted.

In his mind, things seemed a lot easier:

Kidnap Tom?

Check!

Bargain with him to become his "willing" test subject?

Check!

Experiment on him?

Unfortunately, this is the stage where their entire progress halted.

Everything was going exactly as he had planned, until they realized the malnourished state the eyeless man is in. This called for a special process, and a slow development. And now they find out he is decorated entirely out of bruises and cuts. This was the last straw. Tord wasted almost nine years working on this experiment, to fail time, and time again; at this point he can no longer afford to waste any more time.

They need results.

Tord's gaze narrowed down at Tom, still blissfully asleep in his bed.

They need the serum to be ready, now.

The door behind him hissed open once more.

The Red leader did not turn around, already knowing who it is. Patrick walked into the room, carrying a small tray which contained a special ointment, fresh bandages, and an IV bag. He barely acknowledged Tord's presence in the room as he set to work straight away. Carefully, Pat began to unwrap the bandages around Tom's arms. Tord watched the procedure in silence, deep in his thoughts.

Damn. Tom is way too out of it and unfit for the experiments. He realized, observing the process. Considering his state, we'll have to wait for a complete recovery before the serum tests can begin. Speaking of which; the thought reminded him that he needs to speak with his supplier about a new shipment of chemicals for his experiment. Good thing he already scheduled a meeting with them for this afternoon.

He snapped out of it when Tom uttered a low sigh as Patrick gently applied the ointment to his sensitive, bruised skin. But he still did not stir, flinch, or gave any indication that he might wake up. The Polish soldier carefully resumed with the treatment.

The sight reminded Tord of a small detail he forgot to ask before.

"How did the appointment go?" The Norsk spoke up. His metal hand pressed against his cheek, as his other arm supported beneath it.

Patrick just gave him a quick side-glance. "It was fine."

"Did he behave accordingly?" Tord prompted with clear interest. "I can just imagine the hard time you must've had to get this brute lunatic to ta-"

"Oh no! Quite the opposite, actually!" Patrick exclaimed, interrupting his leader's rant. "I mean, I admit that at first he refused to cooperate. But considering what he's been through, I can't really blame him." You could just make out the invisible outline of a smirk in his voice, as he shot another glance at the Norsk. "But after I complied with his demands he was much more open."

"Demands?!"

Tord stared at his soldier, utterly flabbergasted at what he has just heard. His straight posture deflated at his words. A sharp and quick pain pierced the side of his gut; it came and went by so fast he would've missed the feeling completely if it weren't for the sudden emptiness surging inside him. What is this that I am feeling? He wondered silently. The emptiness was being quickly replaced with a more familiar sensation. Anger. But why? Tord couldn't quite figure out the meaning or reason for this. Even stranger was the fact that this anger was being targeted directly at Patrick.

Tord pushed down the unneeded anger, though not without some amount of effort on his part.

"Well, I suppose the only proper way to get anything out of Thomas is by bargaining." Tord coolly commented with a shrug, trying to ignore the tingling sensation within him. "Did he reveal anything of interest to you? Any information that we might benefit from?" He waited expectantly, the uncomfortable sensation still pricking him. But his confusion grew as his excitement dwindle when Patrick had not uttered a single word in response.

Tord frowned.

"Are you purposefully ignoring me?" He prompted, a hint of warning in his voice.

"Absolutely not, sir." Pat replied, lacing new bandages over Tom's arms with careful precision. "I am just not allowed to disclose any personal information my patient entrusts me with to anyone else."

A long silence echoed in the room. The only thing remotely audible was Tom's soft snoring.

"What?"

Patrick paid him no mind. As soon as he was done changing Tom's bandages, he moved to replace the nearly empty IV bag with a new one. He is well aware of the imminent danger that loomed over him, but remained calm in the face of the situation.

Tord, on the other hand, was fuming and trying very hard to keep his proper posture and anger at bay.

"That was the terms of our agreement, sir." Patrick continued. "He shares anything he wants with me, and in return I cannot disclose anything said to you or anyone else for that matter."

Tord lost his cool now.

"Excuse me? Since when does Thomas have any sort of power in this base? I don't remember ever granting him any." He argued indignantly, casting a narrowed eyed glare in Tom's direction. "Second, I am your leader, not him. This is my facility. My base. My army! And you are supposed to obey every order I give out." He turned his glare back to Patrick, who finished placing the new IV bag in place, and calmly turned around to face him. "In fact, you have been acting out quite a lot recently. Continue with this behaviour, Patrick, and I just might demote you. Or worse."

The Polish soldier kept his face expressionless, seemingly unfazed by his leader's threat. He simply folded his arms behind his back, and kept their gazes locked. He chose his next set of words carefully. He's stepping in thin ice right now, and one wrong move could result in a lot of trouble. Trusted soldier or not, Patrick isn't foolish enough to put it past Tord when it came to his threats.

"Sir, I assure you that all my actions thus far have been for the better benefit of the Red Army. It may not have been what you ordered, or the way you wanted, but I'm still very much loyal." Patrick stated coolly. "As my leader, I trust your judgment. However, with all due respect, when your anger gets the better of you, your mind tends to get a little clouded and loses all reasoning." Though not directly mentioning, he was clearly referring to the most recent incident between his leader and their test subject. "What's the use in warning him not to mess with you, when you keep aggravating him?"

Tord's jaw dropped in disbelief. "I aggravated him?" He echoed, still not grasping the concept. "He attacked me!"

"Only because you wouldn't back off him." Patrick countered. His expression softened as he let out a tired sigh. "Sir, I know you two share a history of animosity. From what you told Paul and I about your experiences prior to creating the red army, it's clear you two despise each other. We get it." He stated solemnly. "But for this to work out, we're going to need the two of you to cooperate with each other's standards. Thomas will obey as long as you give him some space and freedom; otherwise he will just continue to retaliate against you. Yes, your threat over his friends lives still poses, but when it comes down to rivalry and pure anger, reason doesn't have much space to work with." He stared at Tord with an enigmatic expression. "You know that better than anyone else, don't you sir?"

Tord clenched his teeth and straightened his jaw. God, he hated when Patrick was being a smart-ass. Especially because he was always right. No matter how angry Tord could get at him, he values his wisdom way too much to foolishly ignore it for the sake of his pride. He cast another quick side-glance at Tom, still peacefully asleep and unawares of their conversation.

"As always Pat, you're right." Tord admitted, immediately feeling his heart feeling the crushing defeat. Ouch, my pride. "I suppose i was being rather brash." He rubbed the back of his head sheepishly. "I will try to control myself around him in the future."

Patrick nodded, glad he managed to get through his leader without too much of a hassle. "By the way, sir. I thought best to remind you cause it's most likely you have forgotten it by now; that you are to leave, first thing in the morning."

"Huh? Why?"

Patrick clicked his tongue, having his assumption proved right. "Because sir, you are required to go to all of our existing bases and inspect their development. This may be your main base, but don't forget you have other ones to look after." He explained, finishing patching Tom up. He placed the palm of his hand over the Brit's forehead, feeling for fever.

Tord huffed in discontent, placing both his arms on his hips. "Well then what's the use in appointing Lieutenants to lead your multiple bases if I still have to look after them? Seems rather pointless if I say so myself."

Patrick sighed, still very much patient. "Like you said, it's your army and they are just your Lieutenants. Do you really trust them enough to lead things all on their own without your consent or knowledge?" He pointed out. "What if they're leadership skills are lacking and something goes amiss?"

"They should know better than to displease me by now, Pat." He flexed his robotic arm, bringing his organic one up to crack his own knuckles against the metal. "Otherwise I wouldn't have named them so in the first place; much less leave them in charge of my bases."

Patrick placed a wet cloth over Tom's forehead, to try and bring the fever down. Tom moaned at the contact but did nothing more than that. "Besides, with Thomas's current condition he will be out of commission for a while. So the serum experiments will definitely be put into a halt until he improves." He states, looking up at Tord. "Until then, you can be quite busy with your other army related activities while Paul and I work to set him straight."

Tord glanced at Tom, taking note of his patched bruises, bone thin figure, and pale skin. His shoulders sagged in defeat.

Patrick: 2. Tord: 0.

The polish soldier took note of his posture, and although he did not let it show openly, he did have a little smirk of victory. "Honestly sir, where would you be without Paul or I?"

Most likely dead. His mind replied dryly. Preferably in the wreckage remains of my failure.

Tord yawned and stretched his arms over his head. "Yeah, yeah. I'll be heading up now." He informed, turning away to leave the room. "Notify me right away if there's a change to his condition."

"Yes, sir."

The door hisses open and he walks out of the quarters. In quick strides, Tord walks through the immense corridors of his laboratory. The shiny marble tiled floor and walls gleaming his reflection back at him wherever he goes. The cobalt blue coat of his uniform is only half-done, letting free the vision of his red hoodie underneath.

With only the heavy footsteps of his boots against the marble floor, he marched towards the elevator and went up, pressing the -4 button.

The elevator ride was quiet, despite the constant humming of the lift as it went upwards. Tord leaned back into the mirror wall surface, his hands grabbing the handles behind him with a sigh of content. His shoulders slump as the tension left him. He idly ran one of his hands through his hair, looking at the ground before his gaze fell on his prosthetic arm. A small frown made into his facial features as he continued to stare at it.

He flexed his robotic fingers.

It's been a year since the incident and the amputation, and yet, he still isn't used to the new arm. Sure, he has made a lot of improvements to it, and he certainly likes the feeling of power it brings him. He loves especially when he sees the fear in the eyes of his newer soldiers the first time they see his arm. However, it seems no matter how long it passes, the arm was still a stranger to him.

He turned his hand over.

It was… Funny. The new arm is a part of him now. But it will never be him. At least, not in the way that it was meant to be.

Tord slowly rose his hand up to touch his scarred cheek. He could feel the cold, metallic surface against his permanently damaged face. But his hand could not feel the scars and burns along his flesh. He closed his eyes; painful memories from that terrible day began to resurge.

Being rushed to the infirmary on a stretcher. Blood gushing down his arm. Paul and Patrick's panicked and horrified faces.

His doctors, practically all of them, analysed his case but it was hopeless. He had to cut it off. He already knew this was going to be the outcome. That's why he took the robotic arm from the wreckage. It doesn't take an expert to know that his arm was beyond salvageable. He went on with the procedure. Paul and Patrick assisting him with hesitance for what he was about to submit himself to.

Tord took a shaky deep breath at his next memory.

He had failed his mission. He had only one objective; to infiltrate the home, take the robot, and fly back to the base for his plans to commence. But he failed. If any of his soldiers were to fail their mission, he would punish them. He is their leader. He should be setting up an example for them. That failure isn't an option. If he can't do that, what kind of leader would he be? No. He failed his mission, and he deserves a punishment.

That's what he told himself; when he ordered his doctors to cut his arm off without giving him an anaesthetic.

Everyone was horrified by his orders. Paul and Patrick tried to plead for him to reconsider, and not put himself through the pain that he was about to subject himself to. Tord figured he already suffered the worst. He went on with it anyway.

All he remembers next was putting a cloth in his mouth to bite down, and Paul and Pat holding him down as the doctor got closer. Then there was an agonizing pain. His bloodcurdling screams muffled by the rag. Tears welled up in his eyes. Trashing around the surgical table. The horrible snap and crunch from his bone. He nearly passed out after that, as his vision blurred with the shock and blood loss. He closed his eyes for one second, and when he opened them again; his arm had already been replaced.

Sure, it wasn't the same arm back then. It was only a prototype for him to use until he could fix the one he is currently using now. But still, the memory haunts him just as much as the confrontation with his former friends.

Tord dropped his arm back to his side, releasing another sigh. The elevator ride was short, just going up one level; and yet it was feeling like an eternity.

Alas, the elevator ringed and the doors opened as he finally reached his desired level. Tord recomposed himself, pushing all his dark thoughts away, and plastered a confident smirk on his face as he strolled out.

The sight of his soldiers greeted him. They were walking through the hallways, chatting with one another; most likely heading for training. They cheerfully greeted and saluted him as he passed by, and he returned the gesture.

"Good morning, sir!"

"Morning, sir!"

"Hello, sir!"

"How's the morning, sir?"

Tord raised his head with pride, acknowledging their presence with a curt nod and a small smile. The soldiers who have been in the army the longest have grown used to their leader's presence enough to feel at ease, and still hold respect for him. The recruits always tend to cower away in their first time meeting him face to face. But overtime they grow to trust and respect his authority rather than fear it. But of course, he still occasionally makes sure to let it be known for all members in the army; his power is not to be tested. He is a just and merciful leader, but he won't hesitate to teach a lesson to those who defy him.

"Excuse me-! Red leader, sir!"

A young woman hurried over to his side, falling in step with his quick strides. The soldier wore their trademark red and blue army uniform, with her name 'Scarlett' written on the tag, huge round glasses, and she carried a couple of folders with her. Her red mahogany hair was tied in a messy bun, with two strands of hair flowing elegantly alongside her face.

Tord glanced at her with a tilt of his head, prompting her to speak. "I thought I would let you know of your schedule for today." She stated, pulling out her notebook and pen from her pockets. "Not that I am complaining about you sir, but you did leave me in a wild goose chase earlier. Looking all over the base for you!"

Tord chuckled. "My apologies, I was quite busy this morning down at the labs. You know how it is."

She pushed up her glasses, looking at him with a slight frown; clearing her throat before speaking. "Well, Commander Paul requested your presence in the training hall. He would like you to evaluate the progress of our newest batch of recruits. Then I suggest you head over to the conference room for the meeting you scheduled with the army's supplier immediately after. You know he doesn't like to be kept waiting." She advised, throwing him a narrowed glance.

Tord shrugged but nodded regardless. "Affirmative." He smiled.

"Then you have weapons inspection, scheduling the cafeteria's menu for next month…"

"Nah, clear the rest of my afternoon for me." Tord cut her off, waving his hand in a careless manner. "I'm going down to the labs again after the meeting. Have one of the lieutenants go in my place instead."

The girl groaned in exasperation. "Sir, this is the 5th time this week you ask me to clear your schedule from all your other activities." She stated. "At this rate, I'm gonna run out of things to say to the soldiers!"

"I am confident you can handle this task; otherwise I wouldn't have appointed you so." Usually it was Patrick who dealt with Tord's daily agenda. But since he was too busy looking after Tom, as well with his other duties, Tord needed another secretary and thus he appointed Scarlett for the job. She's not a soldier, although she is battle trained. She's in charge of keeping track over the army's archives, records, and files down at the library; and is infamously known for being very well organized. So clearly, she was the ideal choice for the job. Though he was quick to figure out she doesn't deal well under pressure.

Scarlett sighed, scribbling rapidly on her notepad. "Very well, sir." She bowed her head and left his side, presumably heading back to her office in the base's library.

After she left him, Tord continued down the path of the long, fancy hallways. Taking turns; left, right, going up a few flights of stairs. It would've have been easy to just take the elevator up to the level he was heading to. But Tord likes to stroll around his base whenever he could, make sure everything is in order, and admire the secret empire he so expertly constructed beneath the very foundations of his home land.

Pride swelled in his heart at the thought. His army has grown exponentially since he first founded it. The number of new recruits have diminished as time went by, but that did not bother him. His army is large enough as it is. It's only a matter of time now for the red army to rise above ground and begin their reign over the entire world. Once he finally gets his desired result with the serum experiments, only then he will put Tom to some good use. And to think, that his "former friend" is going to aid him in his quest. The notion itself made Tord immensely happy.

Before he knew it, Tord arrived in the training hall. The glass doors sliding open with a 'swush' and he strolled in. The polished floor gleamed with the reflection of the lights. Various equipments displayed on both sides. And in the centre of the room, where a large area is cushioned with blue mats, a line of soldiers is standing in a straight posture and staring straight ahead of them at the wall.

They hadn't notice their leader's presence in the room yet, due to them facing away from where he is. Not to mention the fact that they were too busy focusing on their Commander walking along the line, facing each one as he addressed them all.

"Three months ago, you came to us and joined our ranks. You have all trained very hard since then." Paul spoke, looking at each soldier as he stepped by them. "However, by no means does this give you the right to slack off. You still have a long way to go before you move up the rank from private to soldier."

He halted his movements, fully turning to face them. "We're gonna have a little test today. Remember, this may not be your final assessment yet, but I will still judge your improvement and skill just as seriously." He stated, shifting his calculating gaze over the privates.

Tord had to clasp a hand over his mouth to muffle his chuckles. Paul sure knows how to put up a good show. He watched the performance with keen interest.

"Your goal in this test is to pin me down, before I do the same to you." Paul announced, observing the trainees for a reaction out of them. They gave nothing away. He gave a curt nod of approval. "If you succeed; then congratulations! You get the highest mark. If I pin you down though, you'll fail, and I will give a score to your performance." Paul walked ahead of them, turning his back to the privates as he faced the wall with hands clasped behind his back. His steps even. "Now. Who would like to go first?"

Without the hesitation of a moment's heartbeat, one of the privates broke away from the line and rushed at Paul while he had his back turned. The dark-haired man threw a punch his way, but Paul, already experienced with training privates over the years in the army, had expected the move coming from a mile away. He side stepped at the very last second, catching the private off-guard instead of the other way around. Paul then grabbed the man's other arm, kicked out his legs to make him stumble, but before he could fall over on himself; Paul hurled him backwards clean over his head and threw him down onto the mat.

The private groaned in pain as his back slammed down hard on the cushioned floor. Paul held him down with one foot. "I like your initiative. However, that ain't gonna be enough to save your ass on a real battle." Paul commented, looking down at the man. "You have a lot to improve on. I'll give you a 2 out of 10." He pulled his foot away, letting the private up. The man quickly nodded and stepped away. "Who's next?"

A girl hurled herself at him, so fast she was barely just a blur. Paul swiped downwards, aiming for her head. She dodged at the last second, and jabbed him in the ribs and shoulder. Paul staggered back, letting out a low groan of pain before he grabbed one of the girl's arms as she went in for another jab, this time aimed for his face. He twisted her arm behind her back. In retaliation, the private kicked out with her legs against his knee, making him buckle under his own weight. He did not let go of her. Instead, he used the opportunity to switch their positions around as they fell, so that she was the one who lands on the mat instead of him.

"That's more like it!" Paul admired, brushing himself off the ground. "7 out of 10."

He was barely done with his sentence when he was jumped on by three different privates all at once. Tord shook his head, clicking his tongue. These privates were about to learn a lesson they weren't soon going to forget.

Paul made a grab for the nearest private, who had taken a hold of his arm, and was trying desperately to use his own weight to bring Paul down. The Red Army commander grabbed the private by the collar of his uniform and easily threw him off, hurling him against the other private; who had lunged at him only to get hit head-on by her own comrade. The remaining private had snuck up behind Paul and tried to take him by surprise by putting him in a headlock.

"Not bad." Paul commented with a grunt, a sly grin on his face. Suddenly he hurled backwards, slamming the back of his head against the private's face. A crunch was heard, and the private let go of Paul as he moaned in pain, and gripped his bleeding, and broken nose. However, Paul did not let up. He swiped one foot from beneath the private's feet, knocking him over; only to grab the man's arm and hurl him down against the other two knocked-out privates.

Paul spat on the ground, looking down at the pile of winded trainees with disdain. "Usually I would give a good scolding to those who try to team up to take me down." He commented, fixing his sleeves. "But you guys are barely worth the effort. 3 out of 10."

Before another private could step out of line for their turn, the sound of clapping got everyone's attention. Tord stepped out of the shadows, from where he was watching the whole thing, and made himself known. He applauded rather condescendingly. His robotic hand slowly coming down against his organic, gloved one.

"Well, well, well… That was quite the show." Red leader chuckled, approaching the group. He took in the privates looks of awe, shock, and apprehension at the sight of him. "However, I must say I am quite disappointed in the lacklustre performance of these recruits." He eyed the defeated bunch, letting his gaze waver over each one of them. They all bowed their heads and adverted their gaze away from him.

"In their defence, they had only three months of training so far and they were only shown mostly defensive moves." Paul shrugged, facing his leader. "Clearly they still have an awful lot to learn before they can become proper soldiers."

Tord grunted in agreement. "Indeed." He crossed his arms behind his back, straightening his posture as he strolled alongside the line; addressing the recruits with his authoritative figure. "I will admit. For recruits, you lot are brave to attack with no hesitation and with so little combat experience." He stated, his voice loud and clear. "But there's a fine line between bravery and recklessness. And bravery alone won't be enough to keep you alive in the battlefield." He stopped walking, and turned to face them. "You're gonna have to try a lot harder here on out. I expect nothing less than the very best of my soldiers. It's the least you can do for us, after taking you in and giving you lot a second chance. Do I make myself clear?"

"Sir, yes sir!" The privates saluted in unison.

Tord nodded in approval. "Dismissed."

The trainees didn't need to be told twice. They immediately scampered out the room, shooting weary glances at their leader along the way; whispering quietly to one another as they did so. Tord shot them a wicked smirk and a glare their way, and they were quick to flinch and leave the room.

Tord chuckled slightly at their reaction, shaking his head. "Hmph! Amateurs…" He scoffed, turning away and facing the commander. "Well, that was a waste of my time. Why bother bringing me here to witness this unexperienced display?" He questioned, earning a half-hearted shrug in response.

"Thought you needed to lighten up a bit. You have been spending way too much time down in the labs worrying over To- I mean, test subject #1826!" Paul answered, quickly recovering from his mistake. "You used to enjoy evaluating the privates' performance and training; especially if it gave you a chance to intimidate them out of their boots. What changed?"

Tord sighed, heading out the Training hall with Paul trailing behind him. "That was in the beginning! You know? When the army was small, we barely had anything, and any shred of development had my most immediate attention." He stated genuinely, glancing back at his Commander over his shoulder as he spoke. "But 9 years is a long time to get used to it, my friend. I have seen privates training time, and time again. Unless they have any special abilities I should know about, I don't see the point of looking into their development for myself anymore; with the exception being their final assessment." He explained, a feeling of nostalgia hitting him. They may have had their struggles keeping their base a secret and afloat at the start. But it sure made all the more joyous when things were improving. Although of course he is very proud of his army, he is a busy man with a tight schedule; Tord doesn't have time to keep observing his newest members training. "I have better things to do with my time."

"Like looking after Tom?"

Tord halted abruptly in his steps, nearly making Paul bump into him. He turned his head around stiffly, and shot Paul a dry glare. The red army commander looked skittish, and laughed nervously. "Ha ha. Very funny." Red leader scoffed sarcastically.

Tord said nothing more, before resuming his travel along the base. Paul followed, breathing a quick sigh of relief. "Uh, where we going?" He asks hesitantly.

"To the conference room." Tord replied. "I'm having a meeting with the army's supplier."

Paul groaned audibly at this. "I don't like those guys! They are way too shady for my books." He complained.

Tord rolled his one visible eye. "Like them or not, we need them. They have helped us plenty in the past, and they never disappointed with my demands." He explained calmly, as if reasoning with a child. "Sure, they may be rather annoying to deal with at times. But never anything too harmful!"

"I guess."

As the two of them walked along the army base's corridors together, other soldiers spotted them along the way. They greeted them with respect, and murmured quietly to each other while shooting glances their way.

"Ey boss!"

All soldiers, including Tord himself, froze at the sound of the heavy accented voice that came from somewhere far behind them. Simultaneously, the exact same thought flickered on their minds in response to it.

Oh f#ck no.

"Sh#t."

"It's Reagan!"

Immediately, the soldiers, that were around him mere seconds ago with excitement; scattered into different directions as quickly as possible. Some of them were even pushing each other out of the way to leave faster. Tord inwardly winced and let out a long, exasperated sigh. He wished he could go with the others. But he has places to be, and a leader doesn't run away from anything. Even if it bothers him to no end.

He let out a long, resonant groan of aggravation; pinching the bridge of his nose. He braced himself for the migraine that was about to be bestowed upon him. One quick glance told him that Paul was not faring any better. His huge eyebrows are pointing down, and his face was a mixture of a permanent frown and a scowl. Whatever good mood he had with him after the assessment has completely vanished without a trace from his features.

Much like he anticipated, a hand clamped down hard on his shoulder. "Heyo! So nice to run into yah, boss!" The soldier laughed. "I've been trying to contact you for the longest time now, but you never picked up my calls!"

"Yes, well, I have been quite busy with my work Reagan." Tord muttered in disdain, finally turning around to face the obnoxious soldier.

The man in question was not much taller than Tord himself. Messy blonde hair, starkly bright green eyes, a stubble, and a seemingly permanent sh#t-eating grin always present on the Irish man's face. Reagan laughed at his comment, and placed an arm over Tord's shoulder to lean on. Tord mustered all his self-control not to push the man off.

Reagan glanced sideways and took notice of Paul's presence next to them. "Oh! Hey Paulie!~ " He greeted with a sickly-sweet voice. "How's Patty?"

Paul's fists clenched, and he glared at the Irish soldier. "Just fine!" He huffed, crossing his arms. Reagan giggled at his expression.

"Anyways, what can I help you with?" Tord questioned, taking Reagan's attention away from Paul, and back to himself. He had a feeling if Reagan kept pestering Paul, the red army commander might actually sock the officer right on the jaw. As pleasing as the notion would be, Tord doesn't want to lose the trust of his soldiers. Even ones as annoyingly irritating as Reagan.

The blonde soldier turned his gaze back Tord, with a large smile plastered on his face. "I was just looking to report the case of my latest mission, boss." He spoke, bringing himself with an air of smug confidence.

"Your partner, Officer Bennet, has already reported to me all the details of the mission." Tord answered with a lack of emotion in his voice, proceeding to shrug off the arm clinging around his shoulders and continue along his way.

Reagan did not seem bothered. "Speaking of witch, have you seen Benny-boy anywhere?" He asks, still following them. "Went off for a drink, he left without waiting, and now I can't find that son of a b#tch anywhere!"

Tord felt genuinely bad for Bennet. He is a good officer. Had given plenty of years of loyal service under the Red army. A reliable spy. He most definitely did not deserve to be paired up with Reagan. But someone had to. Reagan is wild, and out of control. Bennet is calm and reasonable; he can put Reagan in check. But Bennet can be kind of a push over with his kind nature, and he does not possess any trace of ambition or that much confidence in himself. Reagan is clever, sly, and cunning. He will use whatever means necessary to get what he wants.

Teaming up the two of them together was the obvious choice; they complement each other. However, the same thing was said about the other six soldiers Reagan had teamed up with in the past. And none of them turned out alright.

The Red leader sighed. "He gave me the mission report digitally, before personally meeting me in my office." He stated coolly. "He is currently away from any army related activities, in a 7-month licence."

Reagan blinked. "What's that mean?"

"It means, that he will be gone for seven months to care for his family and new-born child." Tord sighed patiently. Usually he wouldn't give such a long time for his soldiers, but again, Bennet was a good officer. Besides, god knows he needed a holiday break from Reagan.

Tord winced when the Irish soldier let out a loud gasp of shock. "What?! Benny-boy is married this whole time, and I never knew?" He echoed in disbelief, clinging onto Paul; who glared at him in return. "Blimme me! That sly dog! How come he never told me?!"

"Probably because he doesn't want you anywhere near his family." Paul grumbled under his breath. "Honestly, I don't blame him." If Reagan heard his comment, he paid no heed.

"Also, boss, is there any chance I can change my fake identity?" He requested, completely changing the subject. "I mean, Lenny? Seriously? That's just a plain dumb name! Doesn't exactly fit with me, you know?"

"I find it quite suitable, if I say so myself." Paul muttered.

Tord narrowed his eye. "You are in no position to make demands out of me, Reagan." He states, glancing back over his shoulder with a cold gleam in his eye. "If anything, you are lucky that I haven't thrown you out due to your delinquent behaviour."

Reagan chuckled, not the least bit intimidated by his leader's serious tone of voice. "By the way, boss, who was that creepy looking fella you ordered us to eliminate?" He asks, changing the subject yet again. "The poor bastard didn't even see what was coming to him, nor did he stand much of a chance against us. Must've been his freakish lack of eyes!"

Immediately, Tord knew who he was talking about. "That's classified information." He answered, feeling somewhat defensive on the subject. "But let's just say that he owed me one." He left it at that.

"Oohh! Cryptic!" Reagan echoed, clear interest showed in his mischievous green orbs as he fiddled with his hands. He then proceeded to laugh, clutching his sides. "Oh man, I just remembered the best part from the mission!" He wiped away a tear from his eye. "As if disposing that freak wasn't good enough by itself, delivering the news to his friends was a riot!"

Red leader's confident strides slowed down, until he was merely just walking. All noise was muted, focusing only in Reagan's voice.

"I wish I had a camera to film their reaction though. It's a real shame I didn't!" The Irish soldier went on with his retelling. Being as casual about it, as if he was merely speaking of his eventful day. "The look on their faces was priceless! We brought their hopes up, only to bring it down. Then we brought them up again, only to shatter them in a million pieces." He continued to laugh. Paul, who walked next to him, was shifting his gaze nervously back and forth between him and his leader. Dreading, but anticipating, the outburst to happen. "The guy in the green hoodie was specially devastated. He dropped his soda, and ran back inside his apartment; crying like a little baby! To be fair, the ginger guy wasn't faring any better. He was nearly bursting into tears himself when he sent us away."

"Is there anything important you might be leading up to with this information, Reagan?" Tord whipped around, and snapped through gritted teeth. His one eye blazed with fury, and Paul could see that he was barely holding his rage inside.

Reagan shrugged. "Not really. I just like to chat."

"Well, keep the details to yourself." Tord snarled, turning away with a scowl. "Unless I order it, I am not interest in them."

"Whatever you say, boss!"

Paul thought this was going to be the end of it. Reagan would take the hint, and scamper away to annoy somebody else. But this is Reagan. He never takes the hint that he might be taking it too far. And thus, he stuck around them for a little longer.

"Hey boss, I heard from some guys that the labs are off-limits." And by that, he literally means he eavesdrop on some people talking. Because no one in their right mind will ever associate themselves with him. "Is that true?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

Tord was drastically losing his patience. He just wanted to get to the meeting, end it, and go back to his work. Was that too much to ask?

Remembering his anger-management exercises with Pat, he took a deep breath to control himself. "Because I ordered it so."

"Does it have something to do with the secret project you have been working on for so god dam long?" He pressed on, imminent interest in his voice.

Tord gave him a long-side glare. "That's classified information."

Reagan beamed. "But if I were to be promoted a rank up, would I get access to said information?"

The Red leader stopped abruptly in his path. So that's what he is after! "Perhaps. But I don't see a reason why you should get promoted at all." He snaps, whipping around to face the man. Tord brought his robotic arm up, and began to tap into some buttons; bringing up a screen which showed a file. "In your four years of service to the Red army, you managed to break 18 out of the 26 rules. Push away all your previous designated partners. Constantly disobeys orders. Provokes fights between other soldiers. And you keep smuggling cigarettes from our canteen, time and time again; and never paid any of it." He read the file.

"Pfft! I would never!" Reagan scoffed, crossing his arms and looking away rather dramatically. "You got no proof!"

Tord smirked, tapping a few more buttons before inverting the screen. "This is footage from one of our CCTV cameras. That's you, isn't it?"

The video showed a soldier, clearly Reagan, walking by the canteen with both hands stuffed in his pockets. He looked around, checking to see if anybody was looking. He then grinned and proceeded to stuff his pockets full of cigarette packets from the stand before running off.

Reagan looked dumbfounded, while Paul snickered quietly next to them.

"That footage was tempered with." Reagan tried to argue. Tord raised one hand to silence him.

"Enough! That's proof enough to show me, that you aren't ready to become a sergeant." He turned around and walked away. Thinking he had the final word. But Reagan was not one to give up so easily.

"C'mon boss! Please! Give me a chance at least!" He practically begged, running up ahead of Tord and walking backwards as he just continued along his way. The Red leader paid no heed to him. "I am a changed man, I promise! Let me prove it to you!"

As the Officer continued to pester him, Tord felt his patience about to burst. From the corner of his vision, he spotted Paul looking upwards at the ceiling with a pleading look. He didn't need to read minds to tell that the Commander was silently praying for Reagan to go away. Tord couldn't blame him.

Reagan is… effective in the battlefield. But he can be reckless, and sometimes goes a little too far. If it weren't for other soldiers accompanying him on missions, there would never be any prisoners to interrogate. He is most definitely not to be trusted with tanks, planes, or any heavy machinery. One good trait that was evident about the man though, and really; the only reason the Irish man is still around in the first place, is his charisma and way with words.

He could manipulate people with extreme ease. In the beginning, when he first joined the army, Reagan would always charm-talk his way out of trouble. Maybe that was a bad thing to let happen. Now the man is too cocky for his own good, and is not afraid of authority. A thing Reagan is known to do as well; whenever there are new recruits in the army, he would manipulate and trick them into doing certain chores for him. That's why other soldiers are quick to advise the newbies to stay as far away from Reagan as possible, because the man is just trouble.

If only there was a way to use Reagan's abilities, benefit the army in some way, and get rid of him enough to stop bothering them-

A lightbulb lit up atop his head.

Tord halted, and a wide grin stretched along his face, as he slowly turned to face the Irish man. Paul raised an eyebrow at him in suspicion, but kept his mouth shut. He was keen to know what his leader has in mind.

"Reagan.~" Tord practically purred, as he placed his arm around the officer's shoulder. "I may have judged you too harshly, and for that, I am sorry. I think you are absolutely right in deserving a chance to prove yourself."

"Really?" Both the man in question and Paul gasped simultaneously.

Tord nodded. "I am going to give you a very especial task." He went on, words dripping with honey as he grinned through half-lidded eyes. "It shouldn't be much of a hassle for you anyways. After all, with that silver tongue of yours, this should be a walk in the park for you."

"Well, what is it?" Reagan prompted eagerly.

Tord clasped his hands over the man's shoulders, turning him so that they were facing each other. "Reagan, I want you to take part in this year's recruitment program."

"The recruitment program?"

"Yes."

Reagan was rather amazed at this sudden turn of events, though he was not complaining. Another quick look in Paul's direction, told Tord that his commander did not agree with his decision. He was shaking his head, and raised his hands; shaking them as well to signal that this may not be the greatest idea.

"Why the recruitment program though?" Reagan questioned.

"Because, I think this task will put your talents to better use for the good-will of the army." Tord explained smoothly. "Tell you what; if you can successfully find, and convince five new members into joining the army as new recruits, then I might consider promoting you to sergeant."

Reagan tapped his chin, and hummed deep in thought. "Will I get my very own private quarters?"

"Anywhere you want!" Tord nodded, still grinning widely.

"Access to the premium selection on the cafeteria menu?"

"Of course!"

"A different name for my fake ID?"

"I don't see why not?!"

"Granted access to the super-secret project down in the labs?"

Tord's whole façade nearly shattered at this; it took all his self-control to keep it up. His smile faltered for a millisecond, and his eye twitched. He resisted the urge to choke the Irish man where he stood, and continued to hold his charade. Just barely though.

"Well, let's not get ahead of ourselves." He chuckled forcefully. "But who knows? Anything can happen!"

Reagan smirked triumphantly. Paul, at this point, was just staring at the ground in dismay; still shaking his head.

"Alright boss, I'll take on the task." The blonde officer agreed, brushing the invisible dust off his shoulders in a stuck-up manner. "Just you wait and see; when I come back with the army's five newest members, you'll finally see the competent soldier that I truly am."

"I expect no less from you." Tord stepped back, folding his hands behind his back.

"See yah around, boss!" Reagan raised two fingers to his forehead, giving a little salute of farewell before walking away in the opposite direction.

Tord waved his robotic fingers, his jaw clenched so hard his teeth might shatter. When the blonde soldier turned the corner, and disappeared out of sight, both the red army commander and the leader breathed out a sigh of relief. Their shoulders slumped; both feeling absolutely drained from the experience.

"He's gone at last." Tord breathed, his anger slowly dissipating. He pressed a button on his robotic arm, and opened a compartment containing aspirin. He gave one pill to Paul, and one for himself.

Paul side-glanced at him in concern. "Sir, please tell me you didn't mean anything of what you said to him." He asked pleadingly.

Tord shrugged. "To be fair, most of what I said was just to get rid of him. He was getting on my nerves." He replied truthfully. "But with that said, at this point I am just giving him the benefit of the doubt."

"By putting him in the recruitment program?" Paul crossed his arms, raising one of his bushy eyebrows questioningly. "Was that really such a bright idea?"

Tord sighed tiredly. "Yeah, I know. Kind of risky, I admit." He raised one finger. "But, at least we'll be rid of him for a while until he completes his mission. And get new members for the army as a bonus!"

"I don't know sir, Reagan is very impulsive. Not to mention that the recruitment program is a very delicate operation. One wrong move on his part could jeopardize everything we build over the years!" Paul pointed out worriedly.

"Do you think I hadn't thought of that?" Tord demanded, narrowing his eye. "Yes, I am well aware of the risk. But I don't think we'll have to concern ourselves with it." He stretched his arms, re-focusing his mind to his goal and continuing along the path he was originally going. "Reagan may be plenty of things, but he is far from stupid. He knows better than to speak about the army so openly in public." He reasoned, glancing over his shoulder to see his Commander trailing behind him. "Honestly, I don't know why I haven't thought of this idea sooner. It's perfect for a person with Reagan's capabilities!"

"I don't think I quite follow…" Paul murmured in confusion, tilting his head.

"Isn't it obvious? Reagan's biggest trait, aside from his constant nagging and rather annoying personality, is his manipulation skills." Tord explained. "The recruitment program is all about sending our best socially skilled soldiers out into the world, and convince potential recruits into joining us. This is our chance to finally put Reagan to good use!"

Paul was silent, making sense of his leader's idea. "I guess that could work…" He trailed off hesitantly. "But, doesn't it take months, possibly more than a year, just to target and prey one person and convince them to join us?"

"Precisely.~" Tord smirked mischievously, chuckling under his breath.

Understanding suddenly dawned on Paul and he reared back in realization. "Oh. Oh! Sir, that was ingenious!"

"Why, thank you!" Tord laughed, giving a mock bow in return with a smug grin.

"To be honest, you should've done it sooner." Paul added, laughing slightly before his expression turned to worry once more. "But you're not seriously going to promote him if he does succeed, right?"

"A leader always keeps his word. But thankfully I only said that i might, MIGHT, consider in granting him the promotion. Never said I would indubitably! So there's that." He reasoned with a confident smirk. "But like hell am I ever going to grant him access to my project, or clearance to the lab! Last thing I need is him meddling in places that he shouldn't."

The mere idea of Reagan being involved made Tord feel noxious. As if he doesn't have enough trouble as it is with Tom alone. A drifting thought made itself known in his mind; a possibility that made his spine tingle in all the wrong ways. Tom and Reagan in the exact same room. A shudder ran down his spine at the scenario. That's a recipe for disaster, if he'd ever seen one. One pisses him off to no end, to the point of wanting to rip the hair out of his scalp. The other is Reagan.

No. Just… no.

Before he realized, they finally arrived in front of the huge double doors to the conference room. The doors so huge, it reached the ceiling.

Pushing one of the heavy doors, Tord and Paul slid inside, making sure to shut it behind them. The room was huge, yet, filled with an empty space. There were no lights, but only the flickering static of the huge screen that covered the opposite wall illuminated the room. In the centre, there is a small platform raised a few steps above the ground, and on top of it there is a throne with two control panels on either side of it's arms.

Tord walked up the steps and sat down on the tall, comfortable seat; immediately set to work, and typing the commands into the control panels. Meanwhile, Paul stepped ahead of the platform. He began to fiddle with the camera that was positioned directly in front of the throne.

"Is everything ready?" Tord questions.

Paul gave a thumbs up, flicking the camera on. "Yes, sir!

Tord nodded. Paul quickly made his way to stand by the Red leader's throne; crossing his arms and with a straight posture.

"Starting the call… Now!"

He pressed the switch, and the large screen ahead of them flickered to call sign. Tord sat back in his throne, placing both hands beneath his chin intently, as he patiently waited for his ally to pick up the call.

At last, the screen changed, as the call was finally answered.

"Ah! Red leader! It's been a while since our last negotiation."

The screen switched, and showed two men. One of them, the one who spoke; is a man with dishevelled brown hair, white shirt, and brown eyes. Standing just behind him, is his assistant. A man with dirty blonde hair, wearing a tuxedo, and one of his eyes is covered up by an eyepatch.

"Indeed it has, Mr. Bing." Tord replied smoothly.

"To what may I owe you this pleasure?" The mad director questioned, leaning back on his reclining chair. "Is it the usual order, I assume?"

Tord clasped his hands together. "It is. But that is not the only reason for this call." He announced, deciding to be direct and not beat around the bush any longer. "Along with the next shipment, I would like to request a barrel of the "purple stuff" as well."

"Oh? You're still on that silly project, boy?" Bing prompted, leaning his head against his hand rather tiredly. "Let me guess; the last barrel I sent you went down the drain along with your failed attempts?"

Tord's eye twitched in annoyance at being called a boy. Paul uttered a low growl next to him, glaring directly at the screen. But Tord made a subtle sign for him to step down, and not do anything rash.

Tord masked his irritation with an amused laugh. "I am not one to give up so easily, my friend." He stated, tapping his fingers along the arms of the throne. "And this time, I had a breakthrough in my research. I am close to my goals, and I won't stop now for anything."

"Whatever you say, Red." Bing shrugged, seemingly disinterested. "However, I don't have to remind you the cost for getting you one of those things. This chemical stuff is really hard to obtain. Especially after the incident with the plane crash, the chemical spill, and the short zombie apocalypse you managed to cause."

"I am well aware." As he spoke, Tord sent a glare towards his commander through the corner of his eye. Paul smiled and rubbed the back of his head sheepishly. "What is it you want in return this time, Bing?"

At that, the evil director hummed, deep in thought. "You wouldn't happen to have an anti-gravity device or a shrinking gun, would you?"

Paul and Tord exchanged an uneasy glance. "We have a prototype of a shrinking laser… But nothing like an anti-gravity device..."

(Time skip)

Darkness seemed to have consumed his vision. He's been in the dark for so long. But how long? There wasn't a sense of time in this place. Not that he could tell. It was a familiar feeling though, but not one that he was glad to welcome. Hisses and whispering voices echoed in the distance, but he couldn't make them out.

I want to get out of here!

He felt like he was eternally falling.

No. Worse.

He felt like he was drowning. It was suffocating. It's dark. His movements were sluggish and slow. The sensation was very much like he was cast into the ocean with a cinderblock chained to his ankles; dragging him down to the bottom. And no matter how much he flailed and struggled, he couldn't get free. He was stuck in the darkness, just staring upwards at absolutely nothing as if he anticipated something to come out, grab him, and pull him out of the eternal dark abyss that he has fallen into.

But he has seen this before. No one ever comes. Why should they?

After a while of struggle, he would just lean back in defeat and let himself drift further down; staring ahead of him numbly.

It's for the best, anyway.

He would simply close his eyes and drift aimlessly until this was over. Sometimes he would get flashes of events happening somewhere else. But this time, there was none of that. It was rather strange, but he was not complaining. It's a welcomed change. Now he wasn't disturbed with the guilt anymore. Despite the choking feeling, he wouldn't mind keep floating in the dark for the rest of his miserable existence.

It's what he deserves.

Unexpectedly though, the fuzzy pressure on his head began to uncurl, and the choking sensation he felt previously lifted away. He knew what it meant. He was gaining back consciousness! Dread filled the pit of his stomach. What would he find outside?

A bright bean of light flash down from above him. He refused to look. He did not want to know what awaited him on the other side. But the light began to brighten, more and more, until even with his eyes closed he felt blinded.

Tom finally opened his eyes. Slowly, and he squinted them against the bright light shining above him. He raised one hand to block out the brightness from his dark sockets. Although his vision was blurry at the start, it progressively got used to its surroundings; enough for him to realize he was in his room.

No. Not his room. His quarters in the red army base, deep underground, somewhere in Norway. That's right.

He heard a soft snore next to him. Blinking sluggishly, he turned to look and noticed the other presence in the room. The Red leader is seated in a chair next to his bed, though he wasn't conscious. His scarred cheek was pressed against his robotic palm that rested on one of the chair's arms, leaning sideways, as he slept.

Tom's breath hitched at the unexpected sight, but he was quick to slap a hand over his mouth to cease making any noise that might arouse the Norsk from his slumber. His gaze wandered his sleeping form, watching the steady rise and fall of Tord's chest. It was a rather unusual sight to see, but he had to admit that the man looked peaceful. You know, without the smug look on his face towering above his, or the one of unrelenting rage that threatened to seep the life off him; it was a good change of pace.

Too bad it only lasted a couple of seconds.

The tranquil atmosphere of the room was suddenly interrupted by a loud beeping. Tom jumped, looking around panickedly. He searched for the source of the noise, when his gaze landed on the Norsk's prosthetic arm.

His eyes widened. Mother f-

He didn't have time to finish that thought, as the beeping grew louder and Tord jolted awake. Tom grimaced, quickly shutting his eyes and willing his heartbeat to slow down enough for his breathing to reach a steady pace.

Tord panted, caught off-guard by the notification alarm coming from his arm. He rubbed the sleep from his eyes. He didn't mean to fall asleep. Last he remembers, he came in to check on Tom, and then-

The train of thought disbanded when Tord stiffened in realization. He checked the screen on his arm, and sure enough, it displayed a heart monitor; showing the sudden change to the usual rhythm it has kept over the past few days. It could only mean one thing.

Alert, and fully awake at this point, Tord shifted in his seat and glanced at his "supposed sleeping" test subject. "Tom?" He called out, hoping to receive an answer this time. "Tom, I know that you're awake. The chip I've implanted on you gives me direct access to your nervous system, and it's currently telling me that you are awake."

Despite already knowing his cover has been blown, Tom did not open his eyes. He doesn't want to face Tord. Not now, nor ever.

On the other hand, Tord was starting to grow impatient. He crossed his arms, raising one eyebrow expectantly while tapping one foot repeatedly as he waited for Tom to realize he wasn't fooling him.

He grinned. "Hm, must've been another glitch from my arm. This stupid thing!" He banged his prosthetic against the wall with frustration. "Oh well, I guess I was mistaken." He shrugged with a sigh, still grinning maniacally. Not that Tom could see it, anyway.

Next thing he knows, Tom hears footsteps distancing themselves away from his bed; and the familiar hiss of the door as it slides open and closes again. Tom strains to hear anything else but he is met with absolute silence.

Is he gone?

Tom takes the risk. Squinting one eye open, barely just a slit; he sees the room Tord-less. No signs of the Norsk.

Tom breathed a sigh of relief. He opened his eyes and sat up on his bed, running one hand through his messy locks. "That was close." He murmured. "What a weirdo! Talking to himself like that-!"

"You are not much better yourself."

Tom practically jumped on his bed, and yelped in surprise when Tord peeked out from beneath the bed. The Norsk laughed; mighty pleased with himself for causing such an effect on the eyeless man. He clutched his sides as he rose from the floor.

"You should've seen the look on your face!" Tord continued to laugh, wiping a stray tear from the corner of his eye.

Tom stared at him indignantly. How dare he do this to him? He huffed and crossed his arms, glaring at the Norsk as he waited for him to finish his fit of laughter. "Are you done yet?"

Tord nodded, nearly out of breath. He sighed contently before recomposing himself. "That was worth it." He kept grinning that stupid, trademark smile of his.

An awkward silence hung in the air between them as the laughter died down, and they simply stared at each other. Neither of them knowing what to say in their current position. Tom wasn't too uncomfortable though. He was still rather tired, and he just merely blinked at the man before him with a deadpanned expression; waiting for him to leave so he could be in peace at last.

Ultimately, it was Tord who broke the silence. He cleared his throat, and rubbed the back of his neck. "So… how are you feeling?"

Tom shrugged. "Fine. But tired." He stretched out his arms above his head as he lets out a huge yawn. "Mostly tired." It was then that he was startled to realize he has wrappings on both arms. Curious, albeit rather wearily, he turned his arms to inspect the bandages so expertly wrapped around his limbs. From the tip of his finger, all the way to his shoulder. And judging by the slightly pressure applied to his abdomen, chances are, he has even more bandages.

"You were in quite a sorry state, my dear friend." Tord's voice broke him out of his personal inspection. Tom turned to glare at him. "I can't help but worry, what could've possibly been bestowed upon you to leave you such a sorry mess?" He questioned, mildly interested.

Tom did not even bother to rebuke with the usual reply for being referred to as a friend, by the Norwegian man. His shoulders slumped, not feeling particularly aggressive right now. He simply glanced away. "Just a usual night at the bar taken too far, I guess." He answered tiredly. "I got drunk around other drunk people, and it escalated from there."

The reply took Tord by surprise. He wasn't expecting such a genuine answer from him. Now, whether or not he is actually being honest is debatable. But Tord is willing to give him the benefit of the doubt for now, until he has some compelling evidence disproving otherwise. Or Tom admits it himself.

Tord nodded, satisfied with the answer. "Thomas, what was the last thing that you remember?" He questioned.

Tom tilts his head. "What do you mean?"

"You passed out unexpectedly, and we got no clues as to why. Only mere hypothesis." He explained the situation calmly, trying to refresh the Brit's memory. "You have been asleep for nearly a week."

"A week?!" Tom gasped, bringing a hand to his forehead in disbelief. Was he gone for that long? More importantly, what did he do while he was gone?

"Can you tell us any reason as to why that happened?" Tord went on, moving to sit down on the edge of the bed; anticipating Tom's answer. He seemed to be cooperative. Maybe the other times he was merely cranky due to lack of decent sleep. Tord laughed at the notion. Whatever the case may be, he will take advantage of Tom's unexpected willingness to comply. "What was the last thing you remember, Thomas?"

"I… I remember our fight in the gym." Tord visibly winced at that. He was secretly hoping he had forgotten about that little ordeal. "Then I went to talk to Patrick… Tasty juice…" Tom subconsciously licked his lips at the memory. He wished he could take a sip of that right about now. His head stung, as he struggled to remember the rest.

"And? What else?" Tord pressed on, anxious to get any sort of information that might prove useful out of him.

Tom shook his head slightly. "I just felt really dizzy all of the sudden." He continuously rubbed his head. "A bad headache, and then… nothing." He hissed in pain, still feeling the sharp lingering remains of said headache.

Tord stood up, walking to the bedside table Tom failed to notice, that contained a cup and a jug of water. He poured water onto the cup, then settled the jug back down before he opened the compartment in his arm containing aspirin. "Here, take this." He offered to him.

Surprisingly, Tom did not question about the contents. He was just glad to have something to relieve him of the pain, and drench his sore throat. He popped the pill in his mouth and drank the entire glass in one swig.

"Better?" Tord watched him curiously.

Rather than answering, Tom just leaned forward in his bed and grabbed the jug from the bedside table before chugging it down. Tord stared at him in silent awe. The Brit nearly managed to drain the entire thing of its contents before he placed the jug back down; wiping his mouth with one hand. "Now I am."

The Norsk chuckled at his antics, shaking his head slightly as he moved to sit down again. He began to fiddle with his hands, his expression softening. "Has this happened before?" He asks.

"Sometimes." Tom rubbed his eyes in a fruitless attempt to stay awake a little longer. "But I don't know what triggers it." He paused, his face grim.

Holding his own chin, Tord hummed deep in thought. "Thomas, do you by any chance have been getting trouble sleeping?"

The Brit's empty gaze lifted, and met his. "For a while now." His voice, barely a murmur.

"Why is that?" Tord asks.

He shrugged in response. "I don't know."

Tord frowned, somewhat disappointed he wasn't getting any clear answers. Another mystery to add to the jumble. He pursed his lips, tilting his head. "Then this sudden blackout and short coma could be as we had anticipated." He deduced. "Perhaps your lack of sleep has simply been trying to keep up with you. And when your body couldn't handle it anymore; your system running on fumes just to keep working, your body shut down until you got enough energy back."

"You mean like, a computer restart system, or something?"

"Precisely like that." The Norsk nodded. "And the only way to stop it from happening, is to get plenty of rest until you are back to proper health."

"If you say so." Tom muttered, not the least bit fazed by this information. It's easier said than done.

Tord stared at him in dismay, not sure how to fix the problem. "Is it insomnia, or nightmares?"

"Nightmares." Tom answered begrudgingly, eyes closed shut.

The Red leader blinked in surprise. He actually answered him truthfully that time. Maybe Tom is finally warming up to him after all! An idea suddenly hit him, and he started to rummage through his uniform's pockets. "I have just the thing that can help you friend! Here-!" He pulled a tiny black disc out from his chest pocket.

Tom blinked as Tord placed the tiny thing on his hand. He brought up to his eye-level for a closer inspection, turning it in his fingers. He has no idea what it is. But it looks rather tasty. Tom numbly tried to take a bite of it.

"Wha-? Tom no! You're not supposed to eat it!" Quick as lightning, Tord took away the disc from Tom's hold before he could actually damage it.

The brit whined in disappointment. "It isn't? But it looks like a tiny burned cookie!" He stared at Tord's hand; the one which currently held the disc. "What is it then?"

"This, is a special device that I personally invented to help users gain a peaceful sleep, undisturbed by nightmares. I created it for my own needs, but I figure you need it more than I do." Tord explained, turning the disc around in his hand; inspecting it for any substantial damage inflicted by Tom's baby-bite. There doesn't seem to be anything wrong, thankfully. He leaned closer to Tom. "All you have to do is place the device in your ear, and then press this switch right here to activate it. Then you just go to sleep, and the device shall do its magic." He instructed, showing him exactly what he needed to do. He carefully placed the device into his ear, like so, and backed away. Tom scratched behind his ear, a little bothered by the thing; though the sensation wasn't that much different from wearing an earphone.

Another uncomfortable silence stretched between them. Red leader took a deep breath, running one hand through his own hair. Somewhat hesitant now, he cleared his throat. "Tom, I am going to be away for a while." He announced.

Tom raised an eyebrow questioningly. "Away?" Echoed, as if the word was foreign to him. "How long?"

"Hopefully, this shouldn't take more than a couple of months. But still… it will be a while." Tord murmured, glancing down at the ground. "Paul and Pat will be looking after you while I'm gone. I merely request that you behave accordingly, and be nice to them." He paused, shifting his weary gaze back to Tom. "One thing is for you to aim your anger and frustration at me, for all the sh#t I put you through; and rightfully so. But they are good people. They are only following orders, and don't deserve to be mistreated. So please don't be difficult with them." He requested, before a sad smile graced his features. "Though, something tells me you won't be nearly as stubborn with them as you are with me. You seem to get along with them far better than we ever have."

If he detected the wistful tone in his voice, Tom showed no signs. "Where you going?"

The Red leader straightened himself, fixing the collar of his uniform. "I need to check my other bases. As leader, duty always calls." He answered. "Oh. It's also best that I should warn you now before I go. Since you haven't consumed any alcohol these last few days, you will probably start feeling the effects of the withdrawal soon enough. It ain't gonna be pretty." He advised. "These next couple of weeks are going to be… hm, how do you so eloquently put it? Oh, that's right! Lame."

"Nice." Tom says sarcastically.

Tord chuckled. "But I'm sure you'll be fine. After all, you're gonna have both of my best soldiers looking after you." He reassured, though Tom wasn't entirely convinced. Tord's expression softened. He leaned forward and ruffled Tom's hair slightly. "I suppose this is goodbye for now, old friend."

A low grumble was uttered by the Brit, but he did not voice a complaint or displayed any signs of aggression at the contact. Once more, all he did was blink with a blank expression.

"See you in a few months!" Tord smiled, waving his test subject farewell as he stepped away and made his way out the room.

"Wait."

At his call, Tord halted in front of the door. He glanced back at him. "Yes?" He blinked expectantly.

Tom shifted in his bed, feeling conscious all the sudden. "I… Shucks I'm going to regret saying this, ain't i? Uhm..." He mumbled, rubbing the back of his head nervously. He sighed in defeat. "I'm sorry for the way I acted before. And ripping off your eyepatch. I don't know what came over me, but I didn't really mean to do it. You just… get on my nerves."

At this point, Tord is sure this is just a dream. He is still sound sleep on his chair, he will wake up, and see that Tom hasn't awaken; proving that this is all just a figment of his imagination. Tom is apologizing? Surely this can't be real? The only thing Tord could think to explain the weirdness of this situation, is that Tom might be suffering the effects of the withdraw, and that's why he's been so unresponsive than usual.

Subconsciously, he touched his eyepatch. "It's fine, Thomas." He reassured. He took a deep breath, remembering Patrick's words from earlier. "I am… sorry as well. I shouldn't have provoked you, and I acted immaturely for a leader." And for the second time that day, the Red leader felt his pride get wounded. He could practically see Patrick's triumphant smirk if he were to see this development.

When there was nothing more to be said between them, Tord gave him a nod of acknowledgement. The door slid open with a hiss, and the Red leader left the room with a final wave of goodbye.

Breathing a tired sigh, Tom fell back on his bed; gazing at the ceiling. Things are finally going his way it seems. Life decided to take pity on him at last, and grant him a few months free of Tord. Yeah, the withdrawal sucks. And he's still at the red army's mercy. But at least he won't see Tord's smug face anytime soon.

But he had more pressing matters to worry about. More notably, his blackout. He wasn't lying when he said that it happened before. But the thing is, it wasn't triggered by lack of sleep. The real reason is worse. Much worse. Thankfully enough, nothing seemed to have happened this time. But it's only a matter of time until the thing gains its strength back, and manages to break free one more. Tom dreads that day. All his hard work to keep it under control, and it was for absolutely nothing in the end.

He picked the tiny device from his ear and held it up to his face, twirling it in his fingers as he dived deeper into his own thoughts. Whatever happens here on out, Tom will just have to toughen up and take it. But one thing is for sure. By the end of the year, either one of two outcomes will come into fruition.

The worst-case scenario; Tord ultimately wins. He finds out all his secrets, and finally gets what he wants from him. Using him in his schemes as he sees fit. Or the best possibility; Tom becomes just another one of Tord's failed attempts, and he joins all the other fallen test subjects. He will die during the experiments. It would definitely be the better outcome out of the two. He wouldn't let Tord win. The monster will be gone forever. And he won't hurt anyone ever again. His miserable existence will finally be put to a rest. He knows it's for the best.

Dark thoughts continued to drift around in his mind. He hadn't realized it, but tears were pricking the corners of his empty sockets.

Notes:

Ta-dah!

What did you guys think? Getting pretty good, huh? I hope so. So Tord is going away for a little while, but don't worry! It's just to serve as a type of time skip, because you guys don't need to see the entire process of Tom's recovery. It wastes time, and if I were to go that route, this story would be more than fricking 50 chapters long! Tord will be back, possibly in two or three chapters.

Also, what did you guys think of Reagan? Quite a jerk, am I right? Well, you will see a lot more of him, and I guarantee you; the further we go in the story, the more you'll want to punch his face in. Man, I created him and even I hate his guts. I'm so proud! If i had to describe him though, and give you a small tease for his future appearances; he is that annoying guy you had at school, or workplace who simply doesn't take the hint and never shuts up. But there is a whole lot more to it then he lets it show. Muahahah

Chapter 10: Chapter 10

Summary:

Edd and Tom are not fine.

Notes:

Hey guys, this is Flower1815 here, bringing you a new chapter of MLTS. This one is shorter than the previous ones i've posted recently, but i still hope you can find the same enjoyment in reading it. Just a heads up though, i know i put the warnings in the summary but i am going to warn you now there are mentions of self-harm in this chapter. Anyway, thank you all so much for the support I really appreciate it, and I'll see ya all later! ;)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It's another stormy day in England. It's been raining for several days now, and the weather shows no signs of stopping. Hopefully, one of these days, the sun will finally get a chance to shine through again. But until then, the people of the town will just have to endure it.

A lonely figure climbed the steps towards his apartment. His coat and hoodie soaking wet from the rain. He carried four plastic bags, overfilled with groceries. Shaking himself to get rid of all the water still clinging onto him, he managed to toss the hoodie back from over his head; revealing his bright ginger hair into view.

Walking along the corridor, Matt stopped in front of an apartment door; not his own, but of his companion. Anxiously, he began to knock on it. "Edd? Are you there?" He called out, pressing his ear against the wooden surface to hear anything. But no answer. "Come on Edd. open up, buddy! It's me! Matt!"

It's been nearly a month since they got the dreadful news about their friend's unfortunate passing. And worse still, it was the last time since he'd seen his green hooded friend. Edd took the news hard. He locked himself in his apartment, and refused to go out. He didn't talk. Matt is pretty sure he hasn't been eating either, considering he never saw him go buy any groceries as of late. It worried him a lot.

Matt was helpless in this situation. He came by Edd's door every day, more than twice sometimes, to knock repeatedly, and call out to him only to be met with more silence; resulting in him going back to his own apartment in defeat. He'd tried everything at this point. He knocked on the door multiple times, so much so his knuckles were starting to turn a light shade of purple. He rang the doorbell to the point it broke. He called Edd's phone constantly, but it was never picked up.

"Edd? Please talk to me!" Matt pleaded through the door, still knocking. "Please? I just want to know if you're alright." He leaned his forehead against the door tiredly. He's been doing the same routine every day. Matt wasn't sure how long he can keep this up. How long Edd can keep this up. But for Edd's sake, he needs to keep going. They already suffered so much in the past. And now, with him gone…

Sighing in defeat, Matt backed away from the door; staring at it intently. He began to make his way to his own apartment. He was standing directly in front of his door, keys in one hand, about to open it when he hears an unexpected noise.

He stiffens at the sound, dropping his keys in the process. The loud buzzing noise echoed in his ears. But the weird thing, is that the source of the sound seems to be coming from the apartment left of his.

His apartment.

Cautiously, he tiptoed his way towards the door and pressed his ear against it. The sound was definitely coming from within.

Matt backed away, fearing a burglar might've broke in. Or maybe a deranged homeless person, making use of his friend's stuff. He retreated into his own apartment, dropping the groceries on the counter before grabbing a bust of his own face as a weapon, in case whoever was inside attacked him.

Shakily, he approached the door. The buzzing on the other side still loud and going. With a startling realization, Matt noticed that the spare key was still lodged in the lock. Somehow, whoever was inside found out about the key's location beneath the fire extinguisher.

Trembling from head to toe in apprehension, Matt turned the door knob. He paused, gulping and dreading what he may find waiting for him. He braced himself. Swinging the door open, it slammed against the wall. Matt let out a terrified shriek as he held the bust in front of him like a shield, waiting for the worst to happen.

"Hey Matt!"

At the sound of his name, he stiffened and did a double take at the sight before him. "E-Edd?" He was not imagining things. His friend is really standing right in front of him; currently vacuuming the floor. That would explain the loud noise he heard. "Is it really you?"

Edd chuckled, seemingly amused by his shocked reaction. "Of course, silly!"

Matt breathed out a sigh of relief, his shoulders sagged as he relaxed. Now the spare key in the door made sense, and he felt the sudden urge to laugh at his overreaction. "Oof, thank goodness!" He put the bust down, no longer having need for it. "You scared me for a moment there." He laughed half-heartedly, before it trailed off into an awkward cough as the reality of the situation suddenly hit him. This is the first time they've seen each other since that fateful day. Recalling his friend's reaction and all the countless days he had spent calling out to him at his door, worry instantly gripped him. "So… H-how- how are holding up?" He asks hesitantly, afraid of setting the green hooded man off by saying the wrong thing.

"Oh, I'm fine actually." Edd responded. His voice held the same cheerfulness Matt was so used to hearing. In fact, nothing about him now would ever indicate the sadness that he once felt when they learned about their companion's whereabouts. "I went to fetch you for breakfast early this morning, but you had already left." He went on, still vacuuming the floor. "I made pancakes! They are on the counter if you want."

Glancing in the direction of the kitchen, Matt spotted a stack of freshly made pancakes; steaming with butter and syrup as the contents melted down over the sides. His mouth couldn't help but water at the sight. Edd's pancakes were always the best. His stomach voiced its opinion rather loudly, and Matt recalled that he hadn't eaten anything before going out. And so, he was more than happy to take the offer. "Thanks!"

He moved to sit on one of the stools by the counter, taking a fork and knife out the drawer, Matt began to scarf down the pancake hungrily. In the process, he couldn't help the hum of delight escape him. It's been so long since he'd last eaten one of Edd's infamous pancakes! He usually saves making them only for weekends or special occasions.

"Where did you go anyway?" Edd's question brought him out of his meal, and he glanced up at him.

Matt swallowed before answering. "Oh, I was just out in the market buying groceries. Nothing much." He answered, wiping his mouth with a napkin.

In that exact moment, Matt's eyes shifted and fell on the other end of the kitchen counter. His face contorted into a puzzled expression. Another stack of pancakes laid before him, neat and untouched. Syrup and melted butter coated its sides, but this stack was implemented with a fancy swirl of whipped cream at the top, and various blueberries were scattered around the plate. Matt tilted his head. Is it Edd's? Guilt instantly overcame him. Edd went out of his way to make breakfast for the both of them, even waits for him to come back for them to eat together; and yet he goes and eats his own stack without a second thought. Matt chuckled dryly. He did always say I'm absent-minded. He mused with a pang of sadness.

"Well that's great! After you finish eating you can help me clean up this place. It's a mess!" Edd's voice snapped him out of his thoughts.

"Sure! No problem!" Matt responded through another forkful of pancakes. "But why exactly are you cleaning T- I mean! Cleaning the apartment for?" He couldn't help but ask. It was weird enough seeing him look so cheerful, much less finding him here in all places. Although he does not condemn Edd for being happy per say; but something just doesn't feel quite right here.

Edd's answer was enough explanation.

"For when Tom comes back, silly!"

Matt instantly chocked on the pancake he was so fondly eating before. Fist beating against his own chest to clear up his throat. He coughed, gasping for breath as he stared at Edd; disbelief was shown on his face.

"I mean, just look at this dump! It was a lot worse before I got here, I tell you that." Edd continued. Matt's shocked reaction went completely unnoticed by him. "But Tom can come back any moment, and I want to surprise him. Just imagine how glad he is going to be when he finds his apartment clean again!"

Now things were starting to make a little too much sense, and Matt wasn't sure he was ready to handle this. Suddenly the pancakes have lost their appeal, and they look a lot less appetizing than they were. The chunk that was still in his mouth felt dry, and tasteless; he swallowed the lump in his throat with great difficulty. His stomach churned with discomfort. His eyes accidentally wandered to the opposite end of the counter, to where the other stack stood.

Those pancakes weren't meant for Edd. But for him.

Matt felt his legs start to quiver. "E-E- Edd?"

"Oh! And I went ahead and bought a few bottles of Smirnoff for him. The original ones this time!" He kept on going. "Placed them in the fridge already, and threw away all the diet ones. That really was a stupid move on my part! I just hope he can forgive me…"

Matt pushed away from the counter, and stood up from his stool in shaky legs. He stared at Edd; weary, anxious, scared, but most of all, worried. He had no clue what to do in this situation. Edd is obviously in denial about the whole situation. Should Matt remind him of the truth, and risk upsetting him? Or should he just go along to spare his feelings? He cares so much about him, and his wellbeing; he really wished he could keep the pain away. But deep down, Matt knows that being delusional about the truth won't do Edd any good either.

Concerned, and yet determined, Matt stepped closer to his friend.

"I'm nearly done with the living room. The kitchen is mostly cleaned, except for the dishes, but we can do that later! Then it's Tom's room next." Edd was still ranting. His voice joyful, with a closed eyed smile on his face. "When we're done I thought we could, maybe, play some video games or something to pass the time until he comes back. I don't wanna leave in case Tom returns and we're not here to greet him!"

Matt approached him with apprehension. He raised one of his hands and shakily placed it over his friend's shoulder. He felt Edd stiffen at the contact. He did not turn around, nor did he stop vacuuming the room. Matt sighed. "E-Edd, you know as well as I do that…" He paused, trying to find the best way to break it to him without further harm. "That he- he isn't coming back."

The vacuum cleaner turned off.

Matt took a step back, withdrawing his hand away. He stared at Edd anxiously, waiting for the outburst to happen. Instead, the man in the green hoodie glanced back at him over his shoulder; still smiling. "Don't be silly, Matt. Of course Tom's coming back!" He told him, voice filled with optimism. Though Matt could tell it was rather forced. "Sure, he was upset with us when we last saw him… But he just needs some time to cool off, and before you know it, Tom's gonna be back like nothing ever happened!" He beamed. "Just like you said!"

Matt stared at him in dismay, sadness brimming in his blue eyes the more he observed his appearance. Judging by the dark bags beneath his eyes, he could tell Edd hasn't been getting a wink of sleep as of late. "Edd…" He tried to reach out once again, only for him to take a few steps back; his smile faltering ever so slightly.

"Just you wait and see! Tom's coming back, and everything will be alright again." Edd kept insisting, his voice wavering for a tiny fraction as he turned away from his ginger companion. "And then we can watch Return of the insane zombie pirates from hell 6: The final revenge of the curse! And who knows, after that we may go on more adventures just like… We once used to." The volume of his voice got increasingly lower as he went on, turning into a mere hushed whisper by the end.

"E-Edd, you're scaring me…" Matt shrunk back, genuinely unsettled by his friend's behaviour. "Please, snap out of it."

The man in the green hoodie looked back up at him, with a large smile plastered on his face. But what really got Matt's attention, aside from the creepy smile, was the fact that there are tears spilling from Edd's eyes. He was trying, and failing miserably to keep up the illusion despite Matt's protests. "What do you m-mean, Matt?" He asks softly, shaking his head. "Snap out of… What? Exactly?"

Matt gulped. A freezing chill spread around his insides with a sense of dread. He could feel his own eyes start to water the more he stared at his friend. This situation was rapidly running out of control, and Matt was in the verge or bursting into tears himself. He was only able to get a hold of himself just for Edd's sake. He is in more distress than himself, and he needs to be strong enough to console him.

He lurched forward suddenly, throwing his arms out and around Edd; enveloping him in a tight hug. Matt felt him stiffen in his hold, but he did not step away. "Edd, please, I know this is hard to accept… But you're gonna have to, sooner or later!" He sniffled, trying his damn hardest to keep himself from trembling. He held in the tears that were threatening to spill over, and he tightened the hug; at this point, he is unsure whether or not he is actually doing this for his own comfort or for Edd's. He buried his face in his friend's shoulder, afraid of uttering his next words loud and clear. "He is never coming back."

Edd clenched his fists.

"What do you know?"

Matt looked up, confusion replacing sadness. He glanced at Edd, and was shocked to find him glaring at him through glistening green eyes. "Edd?"

"You know, Matt, I never took you for being sceptical type. If you even know what that word means." He told him coldly.

The man in the purple hoodie flinched, and reared back; completely baffled by Edd's sudden change in attitude, and spontaneous rude demeanour. "I'm just- I'm only trying to help you!"

Edd shoved him away, breaking the hug. "I don't need your help!" He states confidently. "I know that I am right! Tom is going to come back."

"Please listen to me!" Matt begged, hardly containing his emotions at bay. "No matter how much you wish otherwise, he isn't coming back."

"Yes, he is!" Edd insisted.

"Tom's dead!"

Edd flinched for a millisecond, before glowering at him. "You know what? Since you're so discontent with the way things are, why don't you just leave?" He snapped. "The door is right behind you, and I can clean this whole place on my own. But when Tom comes back, don't come crying back to me hoping he'll forgive you!"

His words genuinely hurt Matt, and he felt painful tug in his chest. "Edd please!"

"Get out, Matt." He demanded as he turned away from him, crossing his arms. "You already caused enough damage."

The ginger haired man stared at him in dismay. He was torn between insisting or heeding his words. But considering how upset Edd is, he opted for the latter. Defeated, Matt began to head out. When he reached the door, he shot one last glance at his friend over his shoulder, sad to find him still with his back turned to him. He sighed and left the apartment, silently closing the door behind him and leaving Edd to his own devices.

The man in the green hoodie breathed out a sigh of relief, attempting to calm down his troubling thoughts and rebellious emotions. With Matt gone, he can now go back to his task of making Tom's home presentable for his return. It's the least he can do for his eyeless friend, after what he put him through.

Once he made sure everything was set and done in the living room, he pulled the vacuum's plug off the socket, and moved to his next destination. Tom's room. Walking along the corridor, Edd fumed quietly. "Stupid Matt. What does he know about Tom? Can't even get his fricking name right at the best of times! Why should I listen to him? I know I'm right! Tom is fine, and he will come back! Why is that so hard to believe?" He ranted, grumbling under his breath even though no one is around to hear him. His heart clenched whenever he remembered his eyeless friend. Although it hurts, to Edd; it was best to keep on remembering than to forget him entirely and pretend he never even existed. He should know… Edd regrets what he did, but the memory was simply just too painful to keep. But he won't make the same mistake twice. He owes Tom that much.

Finally, he reached the end of the corridor where he stood before a lone, blue door. Swiping his troubles and thoughts aside, Edd grabbed the door handle. Hopefully his mind will be too distracted with his current task to think of anymore problems. But as he twisted the knob, and opened the door with a resonating creak, he found himself growing anxious at the sight he was met with.

The room is a mess. Absolute shambles!

Dirty clothes were scattered all over the floor. Many bottles of Smirnoff were littered around the room, some of them are even shattered. The mattress had large gashes running along its surface, the stuffing and springs from within are poking out in tufts. The bed sheets were piled in the far corner of the room in a messy bundle; as if they were tossed away in a careless fashion. The pillows were shredded, barely even scraps, with clumps of feathers lying around all over the place. One of the wardrobe's doors was barely hanging on its hinges, while the other door had a chunk of it missing. Some of the drawers were missing from their cabinets; and although the window blinds were close, a little bit of light from outside shined through the broken gaps. The only thing that's remotely in good condition at all is Susan, leaning against the wall in the corner; but only because the base had already been through so much and looks better in comparison to everything else.

Edd stood by the door, completely frozen, as he took in the scene before him with wide eyes. The fact that Tom had forbidden them from ever coming anywhere near his room was starting to make sense to him now; and he wasn't sure that was a good thing. Not taking his eyes off the scene, Edd subconsciously began to feel the walls for the light switch. The room is absurdly dark. His fingers flipped the switch on, but nothing happened. He repeated the motion a couple of times before adverting his gaze away from the room to glance upwards. The lights are busted.

Edd gulped. Making sure to keep the door open with the light from the corridor shining behind him, Edd took slow, and weary steps into the ominous room. The atmosphere he found hanging around in the air felt suffocating and full of dread. It made him nauseous.

A resonating crunch sounded when he took another step. Glancing down at his feet, Edd found various shards of glass scattered on the floor; presumably more broken bottles. Upon closer inspection, Edd took notice of long scratch marks decorating the walls and floor. Odd. Considering Tom never had any pets, nor did he like Ringo enough to let the cat freely wander around his apartment.

Looking around the creepy room, Edd didn't even know where to begin. The vacuum cleaner laid uselessly next to him. It will take a lot more than that just to fix this mess. Maybe the bathroom is in better condition. He decided, heading for the door positioned to his left.

Oh, how dead wrong he is.

He attempted to open the door, but it wouldn't budge beyond a small gap. Edd then tried to forcefully push the door open, but to no avail. Getting frustrated, he started to slam his own body against the door to slam it open. After a couple of attempts, he managed to burst through only for his breath to hitch in his throat, as he gasps at the sight.

Blood.

Blood was everywhere.

The dried crimson liquid was coating the white surfaces of the bathroom tiles, the sink, towels, shower, the curtains; pretty much everything. Edd glanced around wearily, taking a shaky step into the bloody bathroom. He felt as if he just stumbled upon a crime scene from a horror movie or something, and at this point he was half-expecting the killer to pop out and pounce on him at any given moment.

More crunching noises sounded from beneath his footsteps. Edd raised one foot, to see shards of glass scattered on the rug and floor; blood coating their edges. His gaze drifted upwards to look at the sink, and was surprised to see his distorted reflection gazing back at him from the confines of a shattered mirror. Its glass fragments were scattered over the sink in a bloody pile, along with dull, and rusted razors.

Edd carefully picked one of the razors, and lifted to his eyelevel for a closer inspection. The blades are tainted with dried specks of blood, and the edges are crusting brown with rust.

He gulped, a shiver running down his spine as he backed away from the scene. Surely there is a reasonable explanation for all of this? Maybe Tom was trying to shave one day and accidentally hurt himself… and broke the mirror… which hurt him more… which then resulted in the bloodied state of the bathroom. That's reasonable, right?

Edd tried to come up with various possible scenarios that could explain his findings, as well as sooth his ever-increasing worries for his missing friend. This shouldn't be hard! After all, it's not like Tom is secretly a murderer, or that anything serious is going on with him, right?

Little did Edd know, he isn't that far off from the truth…

(Meanwhile...)

Gripping the sides of the porcelain seat tightly in his hands, Tom hunched over and hurled out whatever contents still resided in his pitiful stomach. The taste of bile was familiar to him by now, and his throat ached with how often this seem to happen. A comforting hand gently patted his back. "There, there… Just let it all out, buddy." Paul tried to soothe him, looking awfully uncomfortable with the situation and not really sure how to handle this.

To say his situation is lame would be putting it lightly.

It hasn't been that long since Tord left the facility, a week and a half at most, and the Red leader had been correct in his assumption about Tom's condition. The eyeless subject was undergoing through a severe alcohol withdraw. He could barely muster up the strength within himself to do anything. Ever since it started, Tom hadn't left the confines of his quarters. Not because he wasn't allowed, but simply because of his constant lack of energy, and weakness in his limbs. Tom once tried to take a walk around the halls, taking advantage of the Norsk's absence in the base, only for him to end up on the tiled floor; curled up into a ball, on his side, in the corner of a corridor with his own arms wrapped around his abdomen, moaning with pain.

Pat had found him and helped him back to his quarters, deeming him too unfit to leave unsupervised. It was degrading to say the least.

Feeling his stomach subside, Tom slumped back; panting for breath. "Feeling better now?" Paul asked, earning a silent nod from his head. Effortlessly picking Tom up, Paul carried him back to his bed. The Brit did not voice any complaint, nor did he make any sort of fuss. He is far too tired to fight against the humiliation of being carried around like a baby. Good thing Tord isn't here to tease him, at least. The Norwegian man would never let him live this down.

Being placed down upon his bed, Tom turned to lay on his side and curled up; hugging his knees to his chest.

"Do you need anything else?" Paul offered, staring at him with concern. Unable to speak, Tom simply shook his head in response. "Pat will check on you soon, alright? You should try and get some rest till then."

Easier said than done. Tom rebuked silently, a spasm rippled through his body and he clenched himself tighter. If he had trouble sleeping before, the withdrawal was a constant hammering against his skull that won't ever let him rest. He watched the Red army Commander leave, the door sliding close behind him, and Tom was once again left alone.

Miserably he nuzzled against his pillow, in a weak attempt of gaining some sort of comfort. His ragged, heavy breathing echoed in the room; the air felt smothering hot and Tom was sweating profusely. His mind is fuzzy, and unable to focus. Tossing and turning in his bed, he tried desperately to close his eyes, rest, and escape the surging pain that wracked his body with so much intensity. But every time he did, Tom would be haunted by the horrific nightmares that continuously plagued his mind. Bodies being torn apart in savage, and horrendous ways by his own hands. It was a hard dilemma. Either he remains awake through the withdrawal, doing absolutely nothing but lay down in pain, vomit, and wait for time slowly pass by. Or he goes to sleep and re-visit his worst fears. What do?

Usually he wouldn't mind going through pain. It keeps his mind busy; focusing on something else other than the primitive urge that fluctuates within him at random intervals. It may not be ideal, but it does its job, and Tom learned to put up with it, and maybe even enjoy sometimes. It's a reliving sensation. But this pain is nothing like a stab or a cut. It was agonizing. Now, whether he prefers withdrawal over shifting it's a different story. It's been a long time since the last time he–

Another spasm travelled through his body. Tom groaned, and curled up tighter on himself. His situation is hopeless by every definition of the word. He continued to pant heavily for breath. His chest rising and falling excessively with his respiration. Through his half-closed eyes, Tom's blurry vision could make out the small, flat circular disc on his bedside table.

The device Tord had given him.

He never used it; highly distrusting the Norwegian man and his intentions. Tom placed it away from himself, swearing through stubbornness that he'll never use it out of spite. But the withdrawal was getting to him. Tom reached his arm out, gingerly grabbing the device and bringing it over to him. "This, is a special device that I personally invented to help users gain a peaceful sleep, undisturbed by nightmares." Tord's words echoed as Tom looked over the tiny object in his fingers. "I created it for my own needs, but I figure you need it more than I do."

In his agony, Tom shrugged and decided to give in. What's the worst that could happen to him at this point? Nothing would ever compare to his nightmares, and not many things faze him anymore. His only concern, was the fact that Tord stated he had created the device for himself. Tom shudders. I swear, if I put this on and dream about some sh#tty hentai, I'm gonna kill that commie f#ck next time I see him!

Not having many options left, Tom placed the device into his ear; doing exactly as Tord had instructed. Feeling the tiny switch on its surface, he flipped it. He tried his best to accommodate himself on the bed, but the constant pain surging through his body was a bothersome problem. Getting comfortable, Tom did not bother in going under the covers; he feels warm enough already. Closing his eyes, Tom buried his face into the pillows, and waited for his fatigue to do its work and put him to sleep.

Being so used to this scenario, Tom was half-expecting the bloody imageries of his recurring nightmares to pop up and make him jolt awake.

Instead, he was met with a rather startling sight.

But in a good way.

A tiny speck of light glimmered in the distance, growing brighter and brighter until it enveloped him completely. Tom was sure if he had any eyes, they would be burning up right now at the light's intensity. The harsh glare of whiteness that blinded him progressively faded away, revealing a clear blue sky above him. Tom blinked in confusion. This isn't his quarters. But then again, this isn't some dark alley for him to shred people in, so there's that. He suddenly found himself laying on solid ground, and something tickled the back of his neck and hands.

Sitting up slowly, Tom was greeted with a huge, lush green meadow; stretching far over the horizon. Flowers of all kinds bloomed all over the place. A passing breeze flowed by, rustling the grass blades as it came and went. A large lake loomed ahead, the crystal-clear water glistened with sparks of sunlight on its still surface, and a large willow tree stood at the edge.

Tom stared dumbfounded at the beautiful landscape he found himself in. He was laying on top of a blooming hill, overlooking the scenery. The cool breeze brushed against him, ruffling his hair just slightly while also refreshing his warm skin. He clenched his hands over a patch of grass, feeling the blades and dirt in his fingers. This feels so real!

Tom stood up in shaky legs, looking down at the hill as the sun shined above him. He took a deep breath, closed his eyes as he felt the wind blow on his face, and stretched his arms out before plummeting forward. Tom rolled down the grassy hill, the flowers softening his fall as he continued rolling until he no longer could, and came to a stop at the very bottom, where he laid on his back; panting for breath as he stretched his arms out to feel the grass and flowers around him. The sensation was so realistic, Tom could've fooled himself into thinking this as reality and not a dream.

He laid there on the meadow for what seemed like ages, appreciating the scent of flowers, quiet setting, and cool breeze. Butterflies would occasionally flutter by his eyes, going from one bloom to another as they gathered around, some even landing on him. Tom continued to stare at the sky, taking deep breaths as he took in the smell of fresh air he hadn't felt in days. He spotted a couple of doves perched on the branches of the willow tree not too far away from him, before unfolding their wings and taking flight. A sense of tranquillity washed over him. Tom folded his arms beneath his head. Real or not, there was no doubt that he was at ease here. No voices tormenting him. No psychotic commie to piss him off. No people to maim. No monster. No problems. Tom could finally rest in peace here. Tom smiled, sighing contently as he slowly closed his eyes.

When he opened them again, he was disappointed to find himself staring up at the bland white ceiling of his quarters. Tom groaned in a mixture of annoyance and disappointment. And here he was, thinking he had somehow escaped this dreadful place and found peace. Tom flipped off the switch on the device, and plucked it off his ear. He stared down at the device in silent contemplation.

He was startled out of his thoughts when the door slid open with a resonant hiss, and Patrick strolled in the room.

"I'm sorry! Were you sleeping?" Pat asks worriedly, carrying a tray with him. "Forgive me, I did not mean to startle you."

"It's fine." Tom grumbled irritably.

Patrick stepped closer to him, carefully placing the tray over the bedside table before sitting down at the edge of the bed. Tom watched as he changed his bandages and cleaned his wounds, his fingers still fumbling with the tiny device in his hand.

When Patrick was finished with his bandages, he moved to the other side to change his IV bag. "Can I ask you something?" Tom spoke up, after several long moments of silence.

Patrick stared at him in surprise. "Of course."

"What can you tell me about this?" Tom questions, showing him the device held in his hand.

Pat narrowed his eyes and leaned closer to inspect it. Wordlessly he silently asked the Brit if he could take the device from his hands for just a mere moment. Tom nodded, dropping the tiny disc in the Polish soldier's hands.

"Ah, I see… This is creation #276, The Dreamcatcher. One of Red leader's most prized and cherished creations." Patrick evaluated the object. "Where did you acquire this?" He asks, shooting him a look of suspicion.

Tom glared at him, crossing his arms. He was not in the mood to be challenged. "I did not steal it, if that's what you are asking. Tord gave it to me before he left." He argued defensively. "But what does it do?"

"Did he not tell you?" Pat inquired curiously.

"All he said was that it is meant to help users get a peaceful rest without any nightmares." Tom told him. "But I want to know exactly how it does it."

Patrick hummed deep in thought, scratching his chin. "Well, basically as the name already insinuates, the device fends off nightmares by replacing it with good dreams." He explained. "But it doesn't replace it with any sort of good dreams. The device has a tiny holographic laser that goes into your brain, diving in to your deepest desires and bringing forth to your subconscious."

Tom blinked at him deadpanned. "Speak English!"

"Your nightmares are replaced by your dreams, and your dreams are your greatest desires." Patrick told him bluntly, handing him back the device. "Whenever you use the Dreamcatcher, you will dream of whatever you want the most."

Tom stared back at him numbly, watching as the Red Army General replaced his IV bag, and handed him a plastic cup with the special drink Tom grew so fond of. "Is there anything else I can do for you?" He asked the Brit.

Tom took a sip of his drink, relishing in the sweet taste. "No thanks." He grumbled.

"Alright, you should rest up a bit more." Patrick advised him. "I'll tell Paul to check on you later than usual, so as to not disturb your sleep. Okay?"

Tom nodded, waiting for him to leave the room already. When the door hissed shut, Tom fell back on his bed, staring at the ceiling deep in thought. So the device shows him his greatest desire whenever he dreams? Tom knows exactly what he desires most in this world, and even if it's not for real, he will take it over his nightmares any day, easy.

After hurriedly finishing his drink. He placed the empty cup aside and quickly placed the device back into his ear. Tom turned on the switch and closed his eyes, anticipating sleep. Funny. Mere hours ago, Tom was absolutely against the idea of sleeping, to avoid catching glimpses of his terrible actions. Now he wants it more than anything. Beats laying down all day staring at the wall at least. Tord gave him the device, and Tom will sure as hell make some good use out of it.

He drifted off into sleep once more, and he found himself back in the beautiful meadow; watching as the sun began to set down over the horizon, and lighting the entire sky in orange and golden hues.

Notes:

So what did you guys think?

Tom's dream is meant to be up for interpretation, so tell me, what do you think is Tom's desire when he dreamt of the meadow? I promise i'll try to make the next chapter longer. Like i said, no Tord this time around but don't worry, he'll show up again real soon so just be patient. Leave a review telling me your thoughts, i hope you guys enjoyed it!

See yah!

Chapter 11: Chapter 11

Summary:

Edd comes to terms with his loss, Tom tries to act normal but fails, and something wicked this way comes...

Notes:

Hey guys! This is Flower1815 here, bringing you a very special chapter of MLTS. Why? BECAUSE IT IS THE FIC'S ONE YEAR OLD ANNIVERSARY!

*Round of applause*

Christ, I can't believe it's been exactly one year since i first posted this story! And I would've never imagined it would get so much attention either. I want to thank every single one of you, from the bottom of my heart, for the reviews, the follows, the faves, the reblogs, the kudos, and especially for the fanart; giving me the motivation to keep on going no matter what. I find so much enjoyment in writing these for you guys, and I hope you find reading them just as enjoyable as well.

OH BOY, THIS CHAPTER IS GONNA BE A DOOZIE! Get your tissue boxes on standby; you might need them.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Time flew by swiftly, and before long the green foliage of trees have decayed; turning into various shades of brown, yellow, and orange. They fell from their branches, leaving the trees barren, as they fluttered down to scatter among the other dead leaves covering the ground. Summer is gone, and autumn has arrived.

Although the temperature dropped considerably, today was one of those rare days when the rain would cease its rampant assault, and give the townsfolk a moments rest to leave their homes without the worry of getting wet, and enjoy the beautiful, dry sunset that without a doubt wouldn't last for very long.

A hand steadily ran over soft gray tabby fur, low purrs rumbling from the feline curled lazily over her owner's belly. Edd laid down, sprawled out on the sofa as he continued to stare up at the ceiling with a blank expression on his face, and petted Ringo for comfort. For weeks, he refused to leave Tom's apartment; anticipating his friend's return every single day. Now he is practically living here. Today, much like the previous ones, went about the same way. He would pace around the room, glancing at the clock every now and then, until the day neared its end and he would space out on the couch for the rest of noon.

So here he was now; doing absolutely nothing while his cat enjoyed the attention. Turns out petting Ringo makes for a good stress reliever. Edd sighed softly, his hand continuing with the motion, making Ringo purr loudly in content before nuzzling into his chest. Edd chuckled at his cat's actions, before his expression turned void again. He was thinking about Tom. He grew the tendency to do that over these past few weeks. Where could the eyeless Brit be? Was he okay? Was he taking good care of himself? When would he come back? Did he ever think of them? What if he is still angry with them?

Edd hoped Tom's okay, wherever he is.

He stretched his arm out to grab the remote control, lying on the table between the couch and the television, and he turned on the TV. The screen flickered to life to show that Professor Why was currently going on. Edd was too lazy to change the channel, and truly he wasn't seeking to distract himself. He merely turned on the TV because he was tired of the silence hanging in the air, and wanted some kind of noise to fill it in. Edd stared at the screen numbly; not paying attention to what was going on in the show, but simply watched stuff happen as his mind jumbled into thoughts.

I remember watching this with Tom. Edd recalled, a faint smile appearing on his face. He remembers when they were sitting on the couch of their old home, watching the show with annoyed expressions. They complained about every little thing wrong with the program, shouting out curses, which then escalated into cracking jokes and making fun of the show. They were hysterical! Laughing their asses off as they could not believe what they were watching! It had been a very entertaining evening for them.

The little smile vanished, being replaced with a frown as his heart clenched at the thought of Tom. Oh, how he wished he could go back to simpler days. To a time where the three of them went on silly adventures almost daily, avoiding near-death experiences at every corner through sheer, dumb luck, and Edd's biggest concern back then was whether there would be sufficient cola waiting for him when they returned home.

But those days came to an end, when he returned.

Everything was great before he showed up again into their lives, spewing smooth lies and deceit from his mouth as it was in his nature. Edd, naïve as he is, had been so easily fooled by him. But not Tom. His eyeless friend ironically managed to see what he couldn't and he fended the Norsk away.

But the damage had already been done, and in more ways than one.

And to think that he nearly replaced Tom with him, was just another hit to his gut. Tom had more than proven himself then, and Edd valued his friendship all the more. Too bad that wasn't enough to stop Tom from leaving though. But Edd had vowed to better himself, and once Tom returns he will make it right with him.

He was so busy with his thoughts that Edd almost failed to acknowledge the sound of keys sliding on the lock of the apartment's front door. Ringo sat up with pricked ears, staring at the door in surprise. Edd followed his cat's instincts and immediately stiffened when he heard shuffling behind the other side of the entrance. Hope soared in his heart, though he kept his expression the same. Could it be-? He longed to see his dear friend in the blue hoodie, spiky hair, and empty eyes stroll in and casually greet him; just so he could hug him tightly, tell him how sorry he is and just how much he missed him.

Needless to say, Edd wasn't at all surprised when it was revealed to be just Matt. Edd frowned and laid his head back down, already used to being disappointed.

Although he was still kind of mad at Matt for saying all those dumb, stupid things about Tom, the ginger haired man insisted in being around him at all costs. Edd avoided and ignored him at first when Matt would go back to saying those ridiculous things. Edd had made abundantly clear to Matt that he would not speak to him, unless he dropped the subject and accepted the way things are. Thankfully, Matt was quick to take the hint for once and never brought up the subject again unless it was to confirm Edd's beliefs. It may not be ideal, but it was better than to listen to Matt ramble on some nonsense about Tom never coming back.

He is coming back. Edd echoed firmly.

"Hey!" Matt greeted him softly. The ginger haired man looked awfully pale, and instead of his usual attire he is wearing a long, dark coat over his purple hoodie. Edd did not greet him directly. Ringo, however, was quick to jump from his lap to welcome Matt by purring loudly while rubbing herself against his knees. Traitor. Edd narrowed his eyes at his cat, watching as Matt bent down to pet her with a chuckle. "Oh, hello there friendly chump! How are you?" He asks, moving to scratch beneath Ringo's chin. She mewed contently and coiled her striped tail around one of Matt's legs.

The ginger haired man glanced up, hoping to meet his friend's gaze but Edd had adverted his attention to the television with his arms crossed; electing to ignore him yet again. Matt tried not to feel hurt by the lack of response. He cleared his throat and stood up. He said nothing as he walked past the couch and made his way deeper into the not-so-abandoned apartment.

Edd's gaze followed Matt as he walked by. He scrunched his eyebrows in a mixture of confusion and curiosity. Just what was the ginger up to this time?

The purple hooded Brit made his way into his late-friend's bedroom. His eyelids felt heavy, and Matt wished he could simply fall over and get some rest; leaving all the problems of the real world behind. It didn't help that Tom's bed looked so tantalizingly appealing to his tired eyes. Matt shook his head, snapping out if his fatigued daze. He cannot rest yet. There is something really important that he must to do; something that he wished he could avoid doing but ultimately knows that it has to happen.

Since his first "confrontation" with Edd and seeing what became of his grief-stricken friend, Matt tried everything to make him see to reason but to no avail. It only caused him to shut Matt out further more. In order to keep himself from being shunned away completely so that he could still have a chance in helping Edd, Matt changed tactics and started to go along with his friend's hopeful rants and beliefs. It was the only way he could remain close to him, but whenever he had to pretend Matt always felt… Awful. He felt like he was using Edd, somehow, or taking advantage of his current condition. It left a bitter taste on Matt's mouth, to say the least.

Now, he will just have to go along for, hopefully, the last time. After this, things can finally run their proper course and they can move on from this overall terrible experience. Unfortunately though, things will never be the same ever again between them.

It's only Edd and him now.

Matt breathed out a sigh and walking into the pristine room. He had to admit, Edd made a great job in cleaning this place up. True, he's never been into Tom's room before… But he'd imagine it wouldn't be in the condition that it is now.

Reaching the foot of the bed, positioned right next to the window, Matt bent forward and grabbed the dishevelled looking plushie that laid with half its body underneath the covers, leaving only the head out and resting against the pillow as if the plushie itself was napping. Matt carefully stuffed it in his coat's pocket, cautious not to damage it any further than it already is.

Hearing footsteps stepping closer, Edd turned his attention back to the TV and pretended to be watching the show as Matt re-entered the living room. Through a quick side glance, Edd noted the way his friend had stuffed both his hands into his coat's pockets, and was shuffling on his feet with clear discomfort.

Edd raised one curious eyebrow at him.

Matt sighed. "Come on, Edd. Let's go out for a bit." He suggests, fumbling with his pockets. "It's the perfect weather right now to get some fresh air, and stretch your legs for a bit before the bloody rain comes back."

Edd shot him another quick glance, but did not turn to acknowledge him. "What for?" He prompted, kicking his leg up to lay it lazily over the coffee table. "I am fine with where I am, and honestly I don't feel like going out right now…"

"We're going to see Tom."

Not even an entire fraction of a second passed by and Edd had already bolted upwards from his position on the couch, and was staring at his friend with huge, wide eyes. Did he hear him right? Edd blinked, feeling confused and shocked at the same time. Surely this must be some sort of joke on him? He searched Matt's gaze, expecting to find humour in them, but was instead surprised to discover his blue eyes staring back at him with something akin to solace and warmth. "Y-you found him?" Edd stammered anxiously, feeling his heart hammering against his chest. "B- bu-but how? W-where? When? I-"

Something flashed within the ginger's eyes, but it came and went by so fast it was hard to even notice it happen to begin with. Matt nodded slightly and gave him a brief, reassuring smile. He extended his hand out towards Edd with a tiny chuckle. "It's alright, Edd." He told him softly once he noticed the brunet's spiralling emotions. "We'll get through this together."

Edd stared at his stretched-out hand, hesitant to take it. Don't get him wrong; Edd wants Tom back more than anything. However, would it really be that easy? There were so many things he wished to ask. And yet, even with doubts being thrown around in his head, Edd still couldn't help keep the joy and hope from swelling up inside of him, to the brink of making his heart burst. Although he felt tears pricking in his eyes, a smile stretched across his features as Edd wiped them away before they could properly form and he grabbed Matt's hand; hauling himself off the sofa.

"W-well what are we waiting for then?!" Edd exclaimed, his voice wavering with barely restrained excitement. "Let's go out and see him already!"

Shoving his shoes on, the brunet hastily got himself ready. He hurriedly re-filled Ringo's bowl of food, turned the TV off, and gave his hair a quick fix before grabbing Matt, and leaving out the door.

Stepping outside of the building they were immediately hit with a cold breeze that chilled their core. Matt shuddered at the bitter sting, and hugged himself for warmth. Puddles of water, formed by the extensive rainstorms, were scattered around the street and pavement. Cars passed by and rolled over the ponds, splashing water as they drove away. Small droplets of water that had gathered on the few remaining leaves, fell on their hair once in a while, as they walked down the street.

"So where is he?" Edd asks with enthusiasm. His brown eyes brighter than they have ever been in these last couple of weeks. "Is he at the police station? The hospital? The bar?"

"Tom is, well… he is waiting for us at Winchester park." Matt replied, albeit uneasily, as he led the way.

The name rang familiar in Edd's ears but he could not recognise it. He brushed the sensation off and kept walking, making sure to fall in step with his ginger companion to not lose sight of him.

"Have you seen him? How is he?" Edd bombarded Matt with anxious questions, not noticing him visibly wince.

For reassurance, Matt placed his hand inside his coat's pocket and squeezed the soft plushie he carried. "Yeah, I've seen him a couple of times." He sighs. "I know you'll find selfish of me to bring you to him only now after everything, but-" Matt paused, his words getting choked in his throat as he tried to recover.

A hand was gently placed upon his shoulder, taking him by surprise. Matt glanced behind him to lock gazes with Edd, who stared up at him with a sad smile. "It's okay. I understand." He murmurs softly. "You wanted to talk to Tom on your own, and sort things out between the two of you. It's alright." Matt winced again. He isn't wrong. He thought.

"Y-yeah." He replies; voice wavering for a tiny fraction.

"Matt?" Edd spoke up, adverting his gaze toward the ground. Matt stopped walking and turned to face his friend with a raised eyebrow, beckoning the brunet to go on. "I- I just wanted to tell you th-that I'm sorry." Edd continued. "I'm sorry for the way things have turned out, and for the way I have been… Treating you. You have always looked out for me, and in return I was ungrateful."

Despite his heart clenching even tighter inside his chest, and the cold static growing in the pit of his stomach; the ginger haired Brit still managed to give his friend a small, and yet reassuring grin. Matt bent forward and grabbed a hold of Edd's arm, gently tugging him along as they resumed walking. With every step they took, getting increasingly closer to their destination, the heavier the pressure became upon Matt's chest; to the point that even breathing was getting to be a struggle. But he still pressed on. I don't want to hurt Edd. He kept on insisting over his own contradicting worries. But I have to do this. Sad as this may be, and no matter how hard Edd might take this; this has to happen. And then we can both move on!

Unaware of Matt's troubling thoughts or of his newfound determination, Edd skipped after his friend. He took the time to admire his surroundings. The orange lighting of the setting sun made the town shine in a whole new light in Edd's eyes. Possibly because of his uplift in spirit at the prospect of seeing his dear good friend again.

However, his little excited steps progressively slowed down as they neared a large, open metal gate with the name: Winchester park; engraved on top of it in a morbid font.

Edd stared at the gate dumbfounded. A sick realization beginning to dawn on him as Matt kept on walking, making his way through the decaying grass field. Edd felt an uncomfortable chill crawl up his spine in apprehension as he froze at the very edge of the park's entrance, trembling and clenching his fists tight as sweat ran down his forehead. "M-Matt?" He tried to call out for his friend to come back, but his voice was merely a whisper against the howling wind whipping his hair around in the air.

His legs shook so much beneath his own weight due to weariness that Edd feared he would lose balance and fall over. Yet, he managed to keep himself steady. Swallowing the heavy lump that formed in his throat, Edd realized that Matt had stopped walking and was standing there; glancing over his shoulder and patiently waiting for him to follow. Edd wanted nothing more than to turn back and run away from this place, and never look back. But a tingling sensation in his mind popped up, gently prompting him to go forward. Hope fluttered back into his heart. Maybe… Tom really is waiting for us here.

Feeling slightly confident with his reassuring, and yet deceitful thoughts, Edd stepped through the gate and into the open field; making his way towards Matt, who shot him a sympathetic look.

They walked side by side in silence, trekking along a trail between the tall encrypted stones surrounding them. Edd refused to look directly at any of the slates or statues; holding on tight to his hopeful expectations. But with every step taken, his hopes would diminish away in tiny amounts. Not a lot, but just enough for him to notice that his denial of the whole situation won't save him for what he's about to encounter. Edd's mind is a whirling storm inside his own head. No. Not a storm. But a war. Two sides fighting each other for different outcomes, and only one of them is the true winner as anxious, and dreadful thoughts that are well aware of reality are trying to scream the facts out, but they kept being continuously drowned out by other thoughts of blissful ignorance to calm his ever-worrying mind.

Climbing up the slope of a green hill, a weeping tree came into view. A few more monuments stretched out ahead of them, scattered all over the place in neat files that extend as far as the eye can see. Edd and Matt walked past the tree, weaving their way between the tall slates. Edd kept his head down, his bangs covering most of his eyes as he stared downwards. From the corner of his vision he managed to spot various flowers left at the foot of the stones.

He gulped, a heavy feeling of dread and apprehension rising within him, and completely overpowering whatever's left of his rapidly diminishing positive thoughts. Edd clenched his teeth, his hands curling into tight fists on either side of his body. His legs started to feel like piles of sandbags, and with each step he felt his feet drag across the decaying grass. Suddenly, the thought of turning back now and never return to see this place again made itself known yet again in his mind; and the idea sounded very appealing too. To go back to Tom's apartment, and wait in vain for him to come back just to keep the illusion going for a while longer until he was properly ready to face the harsh reality.

And yet… Edd pressed forward. Despite his resurfacing fears and panicking urges, he kept going. All that… just for a proper sense of closure.

Edd was so involved with his own thoughts, he failed to realize that Matt had stopped walking. Edd turned to look at him, seeing his friend uncharacteristically quiet and solemn looking. Matt's blue eyed gaze stared downwards with an expression of deep sorrow. Edd gulped. He knows what comes next. Trembling, he followed his friend's gaze until his brown eyes landed on a single, distinct shape standing right in front of them.

Tears begun to well up in his eyes at the sight before him.

A tall encrypted slab loomed over them. A neatly arranged bouquet of flowers was left at its base; yellow, blue, green and black roses. But it was the words embedded on the stone that made Edd's heart stop and his breath hitch.

In loving memory of…

Thomas Thompson

1990 – 2016

R.I.P.

It felt like an eternity went by with Edd just standing there and staring at the engraved words; memorizing every single detail, no matter how tiny or insignificant, until the image burned in his mind.

This isn't real.

Edd trembled, his vision blurring due to the tears in his eyes.

This can't be real!

Next to him, Matt fumbled around with his coat's pocket. Although Edd did not take his eyes off the tombstone, he managed to see the ginger haired Brit pull something out of his pocket from the corner of his eye.

How could this happen?

Edd's eyes widened at the sight of the teddy bear. But this wasn't any teddy bear… it was Tomee bear.

How could I let this happen?

He watched with quickened breaths as Matt stepped forward, bent down and carefully placed the old battered plushie next to the flowers by the foot of the slate. Taking a step back, Matt turned to face his companion. Edd's eyes are wide, glistening with tears and yet they were devoid of emotion as they kept fixated on their friend's tombstone. His mouth clenched, and his chest heaving rapidly.

I wasn't good enough to save him.

Edd fell to his knees, tears streaming down his face. The grass and soil was still soggy due to all the rain from these past few days, and drenched his pants. He paid that no mind.

I failed to save my friend!

And with that thought, the heavily constructed dam that had previously been blocking the ever-growing flood of emotions he managed to neglect over the past few weeks; broke down and gave way to a furious torrent. Letting out a heart wrenching sob, Edd lurched forward and wrapped his arms around the tombstone. At last he faced reality and allowed himself to cry, letting go of his bottled-up emotions as he mourned the loss of his dear friend.

Matt stood little ways behind him, watching Edd break down before Tom's grave with great sadness. Despite having already mourn over Tom himself, Matt could not help the tears that pricked his eyes or the sniffles and tiny hiccups that escaped as he tried to swallow them down. In the end, he stood by as quietly as he could and permitted his friend to let it all out.

Little did they know; the two friends weren't the only ones in the graveyard.

From behind the weeping tree that they've passed earlier, a mysterious figure watched the scene play out. He kept his distance, but even from afar he managed to hear the heart-breaking sobs from the brunet. He felt a pang in his heart at the sound, but did not move away from his spot. The figure simply stood there. Hair swaying in the cool breeze, looking down the slope where the two Brits are.

If only they could know the truth about their friend… He shook his head at the silly thought. They'll only get in the way of his plans.

With every sob he let out, Edd's body would wrack with grief and more tears would gush out; trailing down his face until they reached his chin and fell to the ground. I'm sorry! He screamed internally. I never meant for any of this to happen! I should've done more!

A hand gently moved to rest upon his shoulder, momentarily snapping him out of his breakdown. Through teary brown eyes, Edd glanced over his shoulder to meet with Matt's sympathetic blue one's. "We must be getting back now." He murmured, motioning towards the darkening sky up above; with clouds already gathering over the horizon, preparing to strike the town with yet another strike of rain. Edd opened his mouth, about to argue, but Matt beat him to it. "We can come visit him again tomorrow if you want. But it's getting late now." He gently added.

Though he wanted to stay longer, or better yet, not leave the grave site at all, Edd slowly nodded in agreement. He turned back to the tombstone. Clenching his eyes shut and tightening his grip around the slab, Edd tried to imagine he was hugging Tom instead. But it didn't have the smell of alcohol Edd grew so fond of over the years knowing Tom, nor could it hug him back awkwardly and reassure him that everything's gonna be okay. Tom is dead. Edd mused sadly. He gave the tombstone one last tight hug before letting go. I miss you. I miss you so much!

Goodbye Tom…

Rising to his feet, Edd cast the grave a wistful look before following Matt. He wiped the tears from his eyes with his sleeve, making a mess of things. Matt silently offered him a tissue, to which Edd gratefully took.

On their way back, when they passed by the weeping tree again, Edd stopped. The hairs of the back of his neck standing as he felt an intense stare burn his back. He knew this feeling; it's the sensation of being watched. Edd looked around, his eyes puffy red from crying so much, and his vision still somewhat blurred. There doesn't seem to be anyone else in the graveyard other than him and Matt.

"Edd?"

He turned back when Matt called out to him, gazing at him with curiosity and worry as he waited for him to follow suit.

Edd gave his surroundings another look, still finding nothing. "I'm coming." He sniffled, somewhat suspicious. He was sure he was being watched.

The two walked away, heading for the metal gate. The mysterious figure watched them leave from behind a statue of an angel. When he was sure they were gone, he stepped out from his hiding place. He stood still for a couple of moments, looking at where they had been previously standing.

Bowing his head in defeat and sighing, he slowly made his way over to the grave they were mourning over.

(Meanwhile…)

"Ouch!"

"Hold still!"

Wincing in pain, Tom obeyed Patrick's stern order as the Polish soldier applied an ice bag to his wounded head. After an hour and a half of just light exercises with Paul, Tom's limbs were painfully sore. They didn't do much, thankfully. Just a couple of stretches, jumping jacks, some failed push-ups, and a horrible attempt at the monkey bar that tragically, and yet admittedly comical, ended with him face planted to the ground and left him with the previously mentioned wound on his head.

Seeing the stunned Brit laying on the ground, barely moving, if at all; Paul panicked for a bit and called for Patrick's presence in the situation immediately. He soon arrived at the gym, calmed Paul down, and checked on Tom for any signs of a concussion. Thankfully, he doesn't have it, but the swollen wound on his head is really ugly.

"I can't believe you actually tried to have him do the monkey bar in the current condition that he is in!" Patrick complained, sitting next to Tom as he carefully applied the bag to diminish the nasty swelling.

"I didn't make him do it! I asked if he was up for it, and he said he could handle it!" Paul defended himself, still somewhat freaked out from the ordeal.

"You guys know that I am still here, right?" Tom spoke up dryly.

"Shush." Pat directed his attention back to him, narrowing his eyes slightly. "As for you; how could you have been so foolish to think that you could manage it? You know better!"

"I'm fine! Really, I am!" Tom exclaimed. "You're exaggerating. Besides, I had it perfectly under control!"

"Yeah, I can clearly see it by the tennis ball sized wound atop your head." Pat commented with dry humour in his voice, earning a small grumble of irritation from Tom. He let his eyes wander over the rest of the eyeless man's form.

Overall, Tom's appearance has changed for the better since he first arrived in the facility. His sickly pale skin is finally getting its proper colour back, the dark bags underneath his eyes had disappeared over time since he started using the Dreamcatcher, and Pat checked his weight weekly and was pleased to find that Tom has gained a substantial amount.

At this rate, Pat estimates that Thomas will be back to proper health in two months or so.

"Well, other than this nasty looking swell it appears that you are fine." Patrick deduced. "Are you capable of walking by yourself?"

Tom chuckled. "My head is hurt, not my legs. I can walk just fine." When Patrick shot him a doubtful look, Tom staggered to his feet and walked for a bit to prove his point; still holding the ice bag to his head. "See?"

"Fair enough." Pat crossed his arms. "But don't attempt to do that again, or I might just leave you lying on the floor with a possible concussion next time!" He threatened playfully.

Tom scoffed and rolled his eyes. "Whatever you say, Pat!"

Across from both of them, Paul cleared his throat and rocked on his feet. "So, what do we do now?"

Patrick looked down at his watch. "I guess we can call it a day." He suggested. "Most of our tasks at the base are completed, the Lieutenants should have everything under control until lights out, and Tom's routine is done for today. So I guess it is one of those days."

Paul's eyes lit up like a child in Christmas eve. "You mean- ?"

Patrick nodded. "That's right."

The bushy eyebrowed soldier did a celebratory fist pump. "Yes!"

"Wait what? What's going on?"

Blurting out in confusion, Tom looked back and forth between the two Red army soldiers; waiting for an explanation.

"Oh forgive us Thomas! Allow me to elaborate." Patrick quickly says. "You see; on rare days such as this, when we complete all of our assignments under the time frame, by the end of the day we are left with a free window till lights out. So Paul and I usually use this time to do whatever we want until then."

"Huh." That was all Tom could say as he processed the new-given information. He blinked, and began to walk away with the ice bag. "Well, have fun you guys! I'm gonna be in my quarters, probably taking a nap or something, if you need me!"

As they watched him leave, Paul and Patrick turned to look at each other. For a couple of moments, they stared at each other in silence, realizing that they got the same idea in mind a smile stretched across their features.

"Hey Tom!" Paul called out, halting the Brit in his tracks. Tom glanced back at him questioningly. "Would you like to join us?"

Taken by surprise by the invitation, Tom reared back in shock and his empty sockets widened. "I- uh- what- I mean? I guess I could? - I mean? Uh…"

Paul and Patrick shared amused expressions as Tom continued to stutter in his attempts to make intelligible words. "Don't you get bored staying in your quarters and do nothing but sleep and shower the rest of the day?" Paul asks, raising one of his eyebrows.

Tom rubbed the back of his neck. He has a point. His daily routine mostly consisted of eating and sleeping, and not much else. Of course there are his sessions with Pat, and the physical workouts with Paul; but they aren't everyday occurrences. And Tom doesn't have much else to do other than simply sleep and shower to pass the time.

"Yeah, I guess I do." Tom admitted. "But, I mean… Am I even allowed?"

"Of course you are!" Paul assures, stepping up to stand in front of him with Patrick by his side. "You behaved the whole time since Tord left! Plus, we believe you could use a break."

"That's right. Regardless of how you may see this chance, a reward or a break, a change of pace would be great for you." Patrick added.

"Well, uh, okay then. I guess I could… Hang out?"

Paul beamed in excitement. "Splendid!" He tugged on one of Tom's bandaged arms and began to lead him out the gym and into the long hallways. Tom nearly stumbled and fell, trying to keep up with Paul's fast strides as he kept his strong grip on him.

"Slow down, Paul." Pat advised, coming up from behind. "He is still recovering from his fall. Not to mention his arms are in a delicate state."

"Ops! Sorry!"

Paul was quick to let go of Tom, and he walked at his own pace; rubbing his sore arm he gave a grateful nod at Patrick. They kept on walking. With Paul on the lead, and Pat at the back, Tom walked between the two of them feeling out of place and maybe even a little bit nervous.

"So, uh, what do you guys usually do when you get free time?" He asks.

"Watch movies or play video games, mostly!" Paul replies, glancing back at him over his shoulder.

"Doesn't Tord get mad at you guys for fooling around?"

He nearly jumped when Pat began to laugh. "Not at all! In fact, on the rarer occasion when he gets free time as well, he usually joins us." He responded. "It's not often that we get the chance to hang out together, so we make the most of the opportunity when it presents itself."

"And if Tord finds out about me hanging out with you guys, won't he be furious then?" The last thing Tom needs right is to cause trouble for them. Not that he cares for to them; they did kidnap him after all. But he much rather be in their company than in Tord's, additionally because they have been nothing but kind since the Norsk left, so Tom would be damned if he brings Tord's wrath down on them just because he was bored.

Bringing him out of his thoughts, Paul wrapped an arm around Tom's shoulder in reassurance. "Trust us; he won't!" He says. "Tord left us in charge of taking care of you and the whole base. As long as you are with us he won't mind at all."

"If you say so…"

They trekked through the long, empty hallways; with Tom occasionally asking them about their daily routine in the base and what it is required for them to do, and they politely answered him as best they could. At last, they reached the familiar looking oak door and turned the knob; entering Patrick's study where he and Tom usually have their sessions. They crossed the room over to the wooden door on the opposite side.

Paul led the way, pushing the door and keeping it open for Tom and Pat to walk through. The white tiled room Tom only caught glimpses of whenever Patrick would go in and out with his special drink, turned out to be a kitchen. A shiny, dark marble balcony on the left that stretched all the way from one wall to the other and curved into a small "L" shape at the end, with cabinets, and a dishwasher beneath it. Cupboards hanging off the wall, a tall ebony fridge standing across from where they entered the room, a glossy silver sink, and an oven in pristine condition. In the centre of the kitchen, a marble island with black cushioned stools, a fruit basket, and a wooden cutting board.

Looking at the fancy kitchen with awe, Tom turned back to the two soldiers. "So now what?"

They exchanged a look between themselves before Patrick clasped his hands together. "Well, usually we would cook up some tasty treat for us to enjoy while we entertain ourselves." He commented, walking over to the cabinet next to the fridge. "Any ideas or preferences?"

"Oh! I know! How about chocolate cake?" Paul suggests.

A hum was emitted from the Polish man and he shook his head. "Sorry Paul, there isn't any chocolate powder left. We're in need of restock." He glanced back at him apologetically. "How about we have apple pie instead? We do have all the ingredients we need for it…"

"Sure!"

"Are you fine with apple pie, Tom?"

For the second time that day, Tom glanced up in surprise. "Yeah, fine by me." He murmured, still somewhat taken back by the situation he was in. "I will eat just about whatever you decide to make."

"You don't have any allergies, do you?"

Tom shook his head.

"It's settled then. Apple pie it is!" Pat exclaims, grabbing the ingredients needed from the cabinet, and then proceeding to grab a bowl from one of the cupboards above. "Hey Paul, while I get things started here why don't you show Tom around our quarters?" He suggested.

"Alright! Come along, Tom!" Carefully tugging on the Brit's bandaged arm, Paul led the way out of the kitchen through the large opening on the right side of the room. "That was the kitchen, obviously. And here's the living room! It's where we usually hang out."

Immediately drawing Tom's attention as he entered the room, a 75-inch flat screen TV hung upon the wall and was connected to several different consoles and other equipment that were placed on the drawer directly beneath the TV. A long, beige couch stretched out in front of the television with burgundy pillows neatly placed over it, and a coffee table standing in the middle of the room over a white, fluffy looking carpet.

Looking around the room in awe, Tom's gaze met Paul's. "I take it your impressed?" He prompted curiously, raising one bushy eyebrow with a small smile; rather amused with Tom's silent astonishment.

"Woah! You guys have a great set up here." The eyeless man states, taking a few steps farther into the room as he observed his surroundings. "Man, I definitely underestimated the perks of being a test subject!" He joked sarcastically.

"Oh well, I'm glad that you liked it." Paul motioned towards a door, little ways behind them. "The bathroom is over here, if you need it." He headed down a small hallway that ended with another door. "And that's our room at the end there." He turned back to face Tom, and casually walked closer to him. "How's your head? Do you need more ice for that?"

"Nah, I think I'm fine." Tom shook his head, gingerly placing down the empty bag that contained nothing but cold water inside.

"Is it hurting at all?" Paul carefully grabbed a hold of his head, and gently tilted it downwards as he took a closer look at the wound on his head. Tom blinked in surprise at the unexpected gesture; more so with how delicately the Red army commander was handling him. For a moment, he thought of pushing the man away, but for some odd reason he couldn't really bring himself to. Tom shrugged, reasoning he was just tired after the long day and didn't want to ruin his chances of doing something fun for once now that he is there, at their invitation. After a few decisive moments checking up on him, Paul stepped back and took the empty bag from him, moving back into the kitchen. Not wanting to be left behind in the strange and cosy environment, Tom followed him.

"Ah Paul, do you mind grabbing some cinnamon from the canteen, please?" Patrick requested politely. Various ingredients laid out across the counter before him. "I have everything else I need except for the cinnamon."

Almost instantly, Paul's shoulders sagged and he frowned. "Is cinnamon absolutely necessary for the pie? I sure can live without it, and I think Tom won't mind either." He complained.

Pat threw him a stern look. "Paul…"

"What? Don't blame me!" The red army commander crossed his arms and pouted. "The cafeteria is so far away, and even when we are free of tasks the other army members keep pestering me about stuff I most likely won't know how to resolve!"

Shooting him a sympathetic glance, Patrick gave him a brief hug and a small pat on the back. He rolled his eyes. "Don't be such a baby." He teased. "It's a quick walk if you hurry; you'll be back before you know it. And then you can relax as much as you want!"

Breathing out a sigh, Paul backed away. "I guess I'll just have to use my amazing stealth skills and expertise to manoeuvre my way around the base to go unnoticed!" A cheeky grin stretched across his face, wriggling his eyebrows in an exaggerated manner towards Pat; who rolled his eyes in response, but a tiny grin formed on his face as he gave Paul's shoulder a light punch. "One packet of cinnamon coming right up!" And with that, Paul walked past Tom, whistling as he left the room.

Tom followed his movements into the living room, where Paul halted in front of a wall and pressed his hand against it. Confused by his actions at first, Tom blinked and emitted a barely audible gasp when the wall opened up to reveal a small elevator; where Paul walked in, pressed one of the buttons and disappeared as the wall closed up again.

"Why do you guys have another elevator here?" Tom asks incredulously. Although he was not allowed to use it, he had taken notice of the lift at the end of one of the immense hallways of the lab he was confined to during his many strolls around the facility.

"It's a short-cut, but it only leads to Red leader's office." Pat's response echoed from the kitchen. "Paul will have to make his way around the base to reach the canteen and back here. But at least the odds of bumping into people lessen this way."

Shifting his gaze back to the wall where the secret elevator resided, Tom's eyebrows quirked upward in surprise. And to think, Tord is usually just a lift away from where he resides. "Let me guess; he likes to be at a close distance to his experiments?" He questions dryly, walking back into the kitchen.

"Certainly! Our leader always holds a keen interest in the development of all his creations." Patrick replied, looking up from his work in separating the ingredients on one side of the counter while he got some apples. "But then again, it is a short-cut to hang out whenever he gets free time without being disturbed by people along the way. So there's that as well." He added, then turned his gaze onto Tom. "Would you mind lending me a hand with this?"

"Huh?"

"While we wait for Paul to return with the cinnamon, we can get started with the rest of what we have here." The Polish man calmly explained to him. "I'll peel and cut the apples, while you mix all of the ingredients together. Think you can manage?" He opened one of the drawers and handed him a whisk. "I've already taken the liberty of taking the right measurements of each of the ingredients, so that leaves you with the easy part."

Somewhat dumbfounded by the sheer scenario he was put in; baking an apple pie with the soldiers who kidnapped him while simultaneously hanging out with them, Tom stretched out his hand to take the kitchen utensil from Pat, but was interrupted when said man cleared his throat. Tom gazed up in confusion. "What?"

Tilting his head sideways, Pat motioned towards the sink and then pointed at his hands. Tom got the message, giving a low grunt of annoyance but complied with the request anyway. It's the least he can do after being invited here.

As he turned on the tap, and washed his hands under the freezing, cold water, Tom felt the sudden urge to burst into laughter. What the hell am I doing? He never could've imagined he would ever find himself in his current situation. Is this for real? Is this really happening? After all the hardships he had to endure thus far; cooking, seems so out of the ordinary from his usual painful routine. It felt like an alien concept being taught to him for the very first time.

He turned off the tap water, and grabbed a hold of a towel next to him; drying off his hands. Tossing the towel away, Tom stepped closer to the balcony where the ingredients were waiting for him. He began to pour them into the empty bowl; starting off with the flour.

"So, how are you holding up thus far?" Cutting the silence short, Patrick shot Tom a brief side-glance.

He shrugged. "I admit, this situation is very odd." Tom replied, pouring sugar into the bowl. "I never got to really cook before. I think the last time I did, I was helping my mom out in the kitchen. And I was like- what? 7 or 8 more or less?" Fond memories of his childhood flooded him. Being a pesky, and excitable little kid standing on his tippy toes as he watched his mom cook before offering to help her out.

"How about everything else?" Pat added, rinsing the apples in the sink.

Now it was Tom's turn to shoot him a quick side-glance, as he added butter into the mixture. "If you're talking about the wound on my head, it stopped hurting a while ago."

"That's not what I meant."

Tom's dark sockets drifted away from his task, and watched Patrick pull out a knife from one of the drawers from the corner of his vision before expertly peeling the apples. "Then what exactly do you mean?" He demands, fixing his gaze on the blade that cut through the fruits with such a masterful precision.

Blinking out of his focus, Tom paid attention to the current discussion as he returned to the task at hand.

"How are you adapting to your new life? You seem to have accepted your fate without too much of a fuss." Patrick elaborates, tossing the peels into the trash before cutting slices out of the apple in his hands.

"What? Are you disappointed I haven't tried to escape, or something?" Tom retorts, his voice all bark but no actual bite to it.

"No- no, of course not. I just mean that in a general term." Pat corrects, dropping the slices of apple into a separate bowl and throwing away the remains. "What you've done wasn't easy. Not for anyone. I am merely concerned with the side-affects that this type of transition; heck, this type of situation could affect you in."

Mixing the last of the ingredients together in the bowl, creating a dry dough, Tom clenched his jaw. I wonder who's fault is that! He wanted to say, but maintained himself quiet. Last thing he needs right now is to get kicked out and have a guilt trip about it later. Patrick is, after all, one of two people he gets along with in this base. Tom scoffed. "Don't take this the wrong way, or anything, but why exactly does it matter to you? If the Red Army gets what they need in the end, my condition shouldn't be important then."

"That may be so." Patrick soothed. "But that does not stop us from caring about you regardless, Tom. It is only natural to grow attached when you spent so much of your time with an individual that was put into your care. Even if it was by orders, and the circumstances are less than ideal."

The words that were forming in Tom's mouth evaporated into thin air right at the tip of his tongue. His black empty sockets are wide with bewilderment. Care? Impossible. The concept was strange to him. Not that Tom was incapable of caring, no, far from it. The truth is that he does care. He cares a lot more than he lets on. However, that isn't the issue here. The real strange thing to him was being in the receiving end of the care spectrum. It's not often, if at all, that Tom is placed in said position. Sure, there were many times that Edd and Matt showed comradery and affection for him. But even so… Tom fears otherwise. He does not blame them either; Tom hates himself too. And now to think, that Pat and additionally Paul, have grown attached to him in the short amount of time- Well, at least Tom hopes it's been a short time, he can't really tell otherwise, since he'd lost all sense of time from the get-go- is just unbelievable.

So how come Tom's heart is fluttering inside his chest with a small, warm, elevating tingle? Doing his best to ignore the fuzzy sensation, Tom suppressed it and turned his overall demeanour back to neutral. "Yeah right." He scoffed softly, padding the dry dough into the dish to create what would later become the pie's crust. "Don't be so dramatic, Pat. Or else I might just start to think you are getting soft on me."

Breathing out a small sigh, Patrick rolled his eyes. "If you're so sure about that." He murmured quietly. "And what about your friends? I'm sure you must miss them a lot even though you have, not once, mentioned them the entire time since you got here."

Grateful his back is turned, Tom flinched slightly at their mention. "Well, of course I-"

"ARGH! Shi- Kurwa!"

The sudden loud sound of a knife clattering against the marble balcony, along with Patrick's spontaneous hissed out curse of pain made Tom jump in alarm. He whipped around, only to freeze and tense up in shock. Blood was leaking and dripping down Pat's hand, as he clutched it tightly to his chest.

"God damnit." Patrick continued to curse, more in annoyance than so in pain, as he inspected his injured hand. He then turned away to the sink to wash out the blood.

With gaze locked on his back as Pat kept muttering to himself, Tom slowly backed away. His black empty eyes wide, and he trembled ever so slightly from head to toe. The copper, tangy smell of blood, hit his nostrils as Tom's breathing quickened, and it began to flood his senses. Tom's eyelids fluttered shut in a dazed state of intoxication, and for a brief moment there, he found himself relishing in the familiar scent.

Snapping out of the trance the smell of blood put him under, Tom slapped a hand over his mouth and nose, and hurried out the kitchen only to run into Paul.

"Oh, hey Tom!" He greeted the panicked looking Brit. "I brought the cinnamon!" He showed the packet in his hand, before his eyebrows furrowed in confusion as he took a double-take on Tom's facial expression. "What's wrong?"

Gasping for air as he hyperventilated, Tom tried to conjure up proper words and explain the situation. But his mouth is dry and he's having a hard time maintaining focus. "I- pf- Pat- sh- I- uh" Tom shook his head. He suddenly grabbed a hold of Paul's shoulders and started to shake him with exasperation. "Patrick is bleeding!" Was all he managed to say, as he let go of Paul and resumed his struggle to keep calm.

Hearing a gasp from Paul, Tom watched him hurry into the kitchen. He did not stay long to watch what happens next, after that. Tom made his way into the bathroom; slamming the door shut, locking it behind him, and then having his back pressed against it.

He clenched his eyes shut, breaking into cold sweat as he attempted to bring his breathing back to normal. However, no matter how much he breathed his lungs consistently felt depraved of oxygen. Tom stumbled forward, grabbing onto the sink to keep himself steady, and leaning forward as he dry-heaved.

Tom kept remembering the smell. It was just a tiny cut, there wasn't even that much blood flowing out of Pat's hand; and yet, that small bleeding cut was enough to throw Tom off. Lurching forward he retched. Tom clasped a hand over his mouth, trying to contain from being too loud for any prying ears that might be listening out there. He continued to heave and gulp, nothing but drool spilling out from his mouth; sticky saliva coating his fingers.

Gagging and gasping, Tom turned the sink's faucet, and began to frantically splash cold water onto his face repeatedly. Stay calm. Keep cool. Get a hold of yourself! He kept telling himself, panting heavily while also slapping his own face. But in doing so, Tom glanced up and accidentally made eye contact with his reflection. He froze; black sockets staring back at each other through the mirror until Tom could've sworn he saw the flection form a sickening grin, consisting of razor teeth, and the previously aforementioned dark holes for eyes flashing a deep shade of purple for a brief second.

At once, his body shuddered with great intensity and Tom's heart turned cold; freezing it in place, and knocking all the wind out of him before it came back to life, and gave a massive leap into his chest. Moaning with pain, Tom clutched his chest and kneeled down, still holding on to the sink.

Tom panted, his head leaning forward as he stared at the ground wide-eyed. His vision was shaky, getting increasingly blurred with the familiar dark haze taking over his sight. It is one of these moments when Tom wished he was in possession of a sharp object right now…

An abrupt knock on the door brought him out of it.

"Tom? Are you okay in there?"

Tom gasped, feeling the effects cease and allowing him to go back to normal. Tom swallowed, his mouth and throat insanely dry. "I'm fine, Paul!" He replied, his voice hoarse. "It's just the withdrawal acting up again!" He lied, his breathing still ragged. "I'll be out in a moment."

Holding his breath, Tom listened for footsteps distancing themselves away from the bathroom. Once he was sure that Paul was gone, Tom went back to regaining his breath. He felt drained from strength, and when Tom tried to get up his legs buckled beneath his weight and he sat back down. Wincing with effort, he used the sink as support and scrambled to his feet. Tom was careful not to commit the same mistake twice, and he kept his gaze fixed downwards onto the rushing water of the tap.

Tom resumed washing his face, his thoughts troubled with dismay. That was a close call. Too close! Tears pricked the corner of his eyeless sockets, and he fought the urge to sob. I'm such an idiot! He seethed silently. And to think that I had any chance of being normal, even if for just a while! I'm a fool. Tom's heart rate steadied into a slow rhythm, and his breathing fell in a comfortable pace. Turning the faucet off, and dried his face with a towel. I can't do this. Clearly coming here was a mistake! He decided. I will go out there, and tell them that I'm not feeling so good. They'll understand, right? Then they can enjoy their free time without me.

Tom made sure his appearance looked adequate before he unlocked the door and left the bathroom. The excuse he had prepared died on his tongue at the sight he was met with.

Facing toward the TV and away from him, Paul and Patrick are sitting on the couch; awfully close to one another as they conversed quietly. Tom approached them wearily, unsure whether to speak up or not, but decided for the latter. He gulped, and took a tentative whiff of the air surrounding him; relieved to find that the scent of blood has been replaced with a much warmer, and pleasant salty smell.

"Does it hurt still?" Paul whispered worriedly.

Tom focused on the pair of soldiers on the couch, standing like a statue in the corridor as he listened to their conversation.

"Don't be silly. I told you, it was just a little cut!" Pat chuckled soothingly. "I'm fine. Thanks for helping, Paul."

Even standing a few feet behind the couch, Tom could see Paul shuffle a little closer to Patrick. "Do you want me to kiss it to make it better?" Next thing he knows, Pat scoffs and throws a light punch at Paul, who giggles in return. "I can give as many kisses as you want, just to make you better!" He teased Pat, who had crossed his arms. For some reason, Tom imagined the dignified Red Army General adverting his gaze away from the Commander, and with a light pink tint flushing in his cheeks.

Paul laughed again, and he enveloped his arms around Pat to cuddle closer, who in turn bent down to give the top of his head a small peck.

Watching them interact this way made Tom's face heat up with embarrassment. He felt like he was intruding in on them. All the more reason to leave them alone. Tom stepped back until he was next to the bathroom door, to which he opened and closed again rather loudly to announce his presence in the room.

The two soldiers looked up at him in surprise.

"Ah Tom! Glad you're alright!" Paul greeted him. "Are you feeling better now?" Tom nodded. He was just about to speak, when Paul beat him to it. "You were looking awfully pale when I came back, so I was kind of worried for you."

"I- uh I'm fine now, thanks. But i-"

"Oh! And don't worry about the pie. Paul and I finished the remaining touches while you were in the bathroom." Patrick added, interrupting him. "It's in the oven right now. It should be done in in a few minutes."

"And we made popcorn!" Paul exclaims, picking up the overflowing bowl and handing it out to him.

Still shaken from the whole ordeal, Tom gingerly accepted the offer and grabbed a little bit in his hand. He turned his gaze onto Patrick, his sight landing on the injured hand. "Are you okay?" He couldn't help but ask.

"No worries. I am good as new! See?" Patrick responded by showcasing his bandaged hand. "Like I said to Paul; it was just a measly little cut. A stupid mistake of mine, if nothing else." He tsked. "Such a nuisance."

Paul clasped a hand on his shoulder. "Come now, don't be so hard on yourself." He comforted. "You were always a bit too cocky with knives anyway, you were bound to cut yourself sooner or later! You were just lucky that it happened while the boss is gone, otherwise you wouldn't hear the end of it." He teased, muffling a giggle as Pat faced him with a deadpanned expression.

"Cloudberg."

Paul snorted with laughter, while Tom simply stood there in confusion, and yet amused by their interaction.

"Anyways, now that you're here we can pick which game to play!" Paul announces, wiping away an invisible tear in his eye.

"Actually guys, I have been thinking and-"

"Here! These are all the games we have." Paul stood up from the sofa, and crouched down beneath the Television to open up the drawer. Peering over his shoulder, Tom was perplexed to find various types of games lined up in a neat roll. "You can take first pick."

"Huh?"

"Usually when we hang out, we sort ourselves to take turns in picking what we're doing. Whether it be watching a film or a game." Patrick explained, still sitting on the couch. "Since this is your first time here, you should get the honors of going first."

Tom looked at him with bewilderment, then turned his gaze down to the pile of games in the drawer. He wanted to tell them no. That he couldn't stay here any longer. For fear of accidentally hurting them. Tom blinked. Now where did that come from? Tom doesn't care about them… Does he? They kidnapped him! And just look at where he is now because of them.

However, with that said, Tom hasn't forgotten how they've shown him plenty of kindness ever since he got here. And in hindsight, there isn't any reason for it. And yet they respect his boundaries, and treat him with patience. They invited him to hang out with them. Surely this must mean something?

After a few more moments of hesitation, Tom analysed the collection of games. There were a few titles that he recognised among the selection, but in the end, he picked a random race game; the cover bright and colourful. He really needed something fun and uplifting after the recent episode he just had.

"I'll pick this one, If that's alright." Tom decided.

Paul nodded, taking the game from him and loading into the console. Tom sat on the far end of the couch, while Pat is on the opposite side. He offered the Brit some more popcorn, to which Tom gladly took. After inserting the game disc in, Paul skipped back to the sofa and sat between the two; handing a controller each. The main menu came on screen and they pressed start, choosing their characters and race track. At first, Tom kept mostly to himself. Staying silent with a few quips here and there. But as the game progressed, he found himself having fun alongside the two soldiers. They joked, laughed, cheered, cursed, and eventually ate the apple pie they made.

I want to pretend to be normal for a while longer. Just this once.

It was a very enjoyable evening overall, despite Tom's earlier issues. For the first time in a long while, Tom had actually found himself having fun.

(Meanwhile…)

It is another cold and rainy night in the English town. The city's residents aren't fazed by the bad weather at this point. They just went about their own, usual way with a shrug of the shoulders; maybe even uttering a curse or two of annoyance at the rampant storms.

Staring out the window, watching the heavy rain splatter the glass and the branches of a nearby tree swaying against the strong wind; a pair of tired brown eyes blinked in the dark with only the lighting coming from outside to light the room.

When the duo returned from their trip to the cemetery, Edd had come to accept the fact that Tom is dead and he won't ever come back. Matt comforted him as best he could, even offering to stay the night with him. Edd appreciated the gesture but refused the offer. He wanted to spend one last night in Tom's apartment before going back to his own for good. Like a one last bid of farewell before he was ready and fully committed to move on with his life.

Despite the closure he had earlier, Edd's heart still ached with the loss. It had been weeks, and he could still detect a faint trace of Tom's scent lingering around the apartment.

It won't be long now for it to fade away completely.

Even when all was said and done Edd could not, for the life of him, settle down and go to sleep. He feels tired, and restless and the same time. Edd fears that if he were to close his eyes and sleep now all of his memories of Tom will disappear for good. A childish fear? Perhaps. But one he does not want to risk.

Ringo, his faithful feline companion, was curled up and pressed against his side and snored softly. Edd glanced at his pet with envy. He wished he could have that easy life. Edd stroked Ringo's gray tabby fur, earning a low purr in response.

Once again, Edd tried to close his eyes and go to sleep. He hasn't gotten a proper night's rest for many days now, so in theory this shouldn't be hard to achieve. Edd tossed, fidgeted, and turned around in the bed but nothing seemed to help.

Giving up on his failed attempts of going to sleep, Edd decided to do the next very best thing.

Walk.

He hopped off the bed and got himself dressed, putting on a dark coat over his green hoodie. Since he first received the news about Tom, Edd had taken the habit of taking long walks after dark. Sometimes he would search for Tom, in hopes of finding and bringing him home; but it was mostly to cope.

Ringo sat up, taking notice of her owner's warmth and presence that was previously laying next to her is now absent. She mewed questioningly, tilting her head as she watched her owner dress. Edd patted Ringo's head in a soothing motion, silently reassuring the cat that he'll be back.

With that, Edd grabbed his keys, pulled on the hood over his head, and walked out of the apartment.

(Meanwhile…)

Not far from where the duo resides, a humble looking bar stood in the street's corner. The sign flashing above read "Mustacheos Bar", with a few letters missing due to its cheap lights failing to turn on during the rainstorm.

Suddenly, the bar's doors swung open and a blonde man was tossed out roughly into the streets, being shoved to the ground next to some trash cans and bags. The man wore a dark overcoat and jeans, as he held a bottle of beer in one of his hands.

"And don't come back here again! You hear me?!" The bar manager shouted.

Wincing at the landing, Reagan took a swig of the bottle before throwing the man a glare. "I was just leaving. You didn't kick me out, I left cause' I wanted to!" He shouts drunkenly. "And guess what? I wouldn't want to come back to this sh#t hole anyway cuz the beer ain't all that special! It's too f#ckin' expensive for plain bottled up piss!"

"You drank nearly five bottles!" The manager angrily argues. "That's the sixth one you are holding onto, you slimy little pest!"

"Yeah? Good for me I guess. Hurray!" Reagan slurs, throwing his hands in the air in a lazy cheer. The manager grunts and storms back into the bar, slamming the door shut on the way in. Reagan scoffed and rolled his eyes. "Arse hole." He spat, taking another long swig at the bottle.

Next to him, a strange and sinister looking figure rose up from a trash can; wearing a red sweater, a brown trenchcoat, and fedora. The tramp also sports ginger hair, bushy eyebrows and heterochromatic eyes.

Reagan looked up, seemingly unfazed by the man's weird appearance.

"You stink." The beggar bluntly states.

Reagan stared at him. "Well, look who's talking!" He retorts. "As far as I'm concerned you don't smell like a pile of daisies either, so that makes us two stinkers."

The sinister bum blinked. "Got a dollar?"

"… No."

Scrambling clumsily to his feet, Reagan stood up swaying from side to side as he regained his footing. Chuckling and emitting a rather loud burp, he churned the bottle in his hand to take another sip.

He had arrived in town not too long ago to fulfil the designated task assigned to him; find five recruits and persuade them to join the Red Army. Reagan gladly accepted the mission, but he knows that Red Leader just wanted to get rid of him for a while. That's fine, Reagan can't say he blames the boss there.

The recruitment program takes a very long while to complete. From finding the perfect target, to slowly infiltrating into their lives, and then finally the big decisive moment that determines whether they want to join the army or not. However, Reagan may or may not have broken protocol by targeting multiple people at the same time. He detests wasting time and he lacks the patience to spend his efforts on one target at a time. So to hurry things along, Reagan cheated the system a little and already got himself four targets; whom he shadowed for a couple of days to observe their routine and have a better insight in their lives before fully inserting himself in it.

Things were looking up for him. However, he has yet to find the fifth, and final target. Reagan has walked through town from top to bottom, observing the people around him with a keen eye. He had stalked a few potential candidates, but they didn't meet the army's standards. So he kept on searching.

Heck, If the army wasn't so damn picky, Reagan would've offered the position to the creepy looking homeless guy next to him just so he could get the job done; but something told him that the man may not be completely stable.

Tipping the bottle all the way, Reagan drained every last drop of beer that it contained until it was empty. As he did so, Reagan hardly acknowledged a figure walk past him.

When he is in the beer zone, nothing else matters until he's done.

"Hey buddy! Do you got a dollar?" He heard the sinister beggar ask. Next thing Reagan hears is the sound of hands fumbling against pockets before the distinctive noise of wrinkling paper appears. "Oh wowee! This must be my lucky day or somethin'!" The tramp tipped his hat. "Thank yah good hearted fella!"

"You're welcome, I guess?" A soft voice mumbled.

Reagan was looking through the bottle, checking if there was any beer left, when he stiffened at the sound of the voice. It was… familiar. Reagan is sure he heard it somewhere before.

Turning around, Reagan only saw the figure of a man, wearing a dark coat with his hands stuffed inside the pockets as he walked away. Squinting his eyes against the drizzling rain, Reagan spotted a green hood over the guy's head.

The voice… and a green hood…

Reagan snapped his fingers as recognition flashed in his mind. He hasn't forgotten his favourite moment from the last mission he went to! No. Reagan would never forget such amusing reactions so easily!

He watched the man, Mr Gold if his wasted mind is right, walk away. Reagan observed his posture; noting the subtle way his head was slightly bent downwards. That's usually a sign of weakness, or at the very least means that he's deep in thought.

He probably hasn't gotten over it.

An idea popped up in Reagan's head as soon as the thought drifted away. Here he is, in the middle of the street, in the rain, without any beer left and with nothing else to do. Might as well take this opportunity to get back to work. Who knows? Maybe he won't waste his time with this one.

Tossing the bottle away, the glass shattering upon contact with the ground, Reagan adjusted his coat and proceeded to tag along; making sure to stay far enough not to be noticed but still sufficiently close so as to not lose sight of his target.

Edd continued to walk down the street, unaware that he was being followed. After several minutes, he finally arrived at his destination. Edd breathed a sigh of relief at the sight of the open gate. For a brief moment there, Edd feared he might've had to break in.

He passed through the gate, and not so far behind, Reagan followed. The Irish man raised one eyebrow with curiosity as he observed the engraved letters on top of the entrance. Winchester park, eh? He mused. Sounds like fun.

Strolling through the cemetery in the dark of the night, Reagan hurried along the rolls of tombstones; reading some of them as he passed by. Looking up he was momentarily worried he lost sight of Edd, but through a quick scout of the area Reagan found him kneeling down in front of a grave.

He moved slightly closer, and quickly hid behind one of the tombstones. From this distance, Reagan could hear faint murmuring coming from the brunet. He peeked over the slate and observed the scene; a hand behind one of his ears to hear him better above the sound of rain.

"Hey Tom." Edd murmured. "I know I came to visit you earlier with Matt, but I couldn't sleep. I… I thought if I were to come and see you again, it would make things better." He paused, taking a wavering breath with a sigh. "I don't know what I'm gonna do without here, to be completely honest. It's only Matt and I now, and none of us are like you. Strong."

This is kind of depressing. Reagan frowned, and then shrugged with indifference. But pretty useful too.

Edd chuckled softly. "Out of all of us, you were always the one who kept calm no matter how dangerous the trouble we got in was." He went on, his eyes starting to water. "You were also the bravest. The way you faced off against… the- that giant robot. I wish I could be half as great as you were." He sniffled, wiping away some of the tears that were threatening to spill. "I want to move on, Tom. I really do. But I don't wanna forget about you either, you know? I promise I'll come visit you, but I don't think I can go on like this. For Matt's sake, I will try my best to get better from here. You understand, right?"

Listening in this rather intimate little moment, the gears inside Reagan's head shifted as he processed all of the given information; learning what he could solely based on the man's grieving words. Reagan grinned maliciously, and his vibrant green eyes glinted.

It would seem he found his fifth candidate at last.

Notes:

What did I say about hating Reagan? I did warn you guys.

So that is all for this chapter. I hope you guys enjoyed it, and once again; thank you all so much for the support you've shown me and the story. It really means a lot to me.

Special shout out to my dear good friend, @juh-britto. She helped me plenty of times during the creation of this story, and this chapter in definitely no exception! You can thank both her and I for the graveyard scene near the beginning of the chapter. YOU'RE WELCOME!

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Chapter 12: Chapter 12

Summary:

Tom gets an unpleasant visit from someone he thought long gone, a flashback to the good ol' days, and Edd tries to move on.

Notes:

Hey guys! This is Flower1815 here bringing you a new chapter of MLTS! I am so sorry for making you all wait so long for a new chapter. I had planned to post this during Christmas, but family matters hardly gave me enough time to write; so I postponed it, but life kept getting in the way. Another reason it took so long to post this chapter was because it went through so many countless re-writes. Seriously, if I were to include all the scrapped scenes in this, it would be 60000 words long. I wrote and re-wrote this chapter a lot just to get it right. I hope you guys can forgive me for the long wait I put you through, and that my hard work is enough to make it up.

Tord doesn't show up in this chapter, but we do get to learn a few things about Tom, and *spoiler alert* the plot thickens with Edd. This is the last "filler" chapter and Tord will be back next chapter to resume with the central plot now that the side-one has been set in motion.

Also, please check out my friend's official artwork of Reagan: http://juh-britto.tumblr.com/post/169786432525/heather1815-there-you-go-your-asshole-son

Anyways, I hope you guys enjoy it! Thank you all so much for your support, I really appreciate it; and I'll see yah all later! ;)

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Chapter Text

Done with his exercises for the day, Tom finished his shower and put on a new change of clothes. He was happy to see his old hoodie back, neatly folded over the sink, clean and fixed; good as new. It's been ages since he'd last seen it, when he was forced to take it off in favor for his new uniform, and Tom thought Tord had gone back on his word after their fight and threw the flimsy thing away.

It seems he was proven wrong about him.

After questioning, Paul explained to him that Tord wanted to have him accustomed to the uniform since that's what he will be wearing for most of the time during his permanent stay in the base. But because of his good behaviour during the Red leader's absence, Paul and Pat decided to give him his hoodie back. They figured Tom would want it, since it's the last thing he had to remember his past.

As he put it on, Tom couldn't be more thankful for the kind actions of the two soldiers. He was, quite frankly, tried of wearing the same boring uniform every day. The numbers that were engraved on the tag above his heart always made him feel like a prisoner, or someone inferior to everyone else around him.

Nevertheless, as Tom dressed himself he realized with a start that his hoodie felt somewhat tight on his form. Did they shrink it by accident? The two soldiers, although very nice and polite once he got to know them, weren't always the sharpest tool in the shed. Tom wouldn't be surprised if they did make some sort of mistake when washing it.

However, Tom quickly figured that, it wasn't the hoodie who had shrunk. He's the one who grew into it.

The last time he wore his old hoodie, Tom had been severely malnourished. His clothes hanged loosely around his frame, and hadn't been washed in a while.

Since then, Tom has been kept in a pretty strict diet, done various forms of exercise throughout his stay, and his form is in a much healthier state. Now his hoodie is clinging to his shape quite nicely, and Tom couldn't help but wrap his arms around himself; wistfully recalling his good old days.

"Tom, are you nearly done?"

A knock on the bathroom door, followed by Pat's voice, snapped him out of his brief moment of nostalgia.

"Yeah, hang on!"

Passing a towel through his hair to give it one last dry, Tom quickly adjusted to give off his usual spiky appearance, and walks out.

"Was I in there for too long?" He blurts out, nearly bumping straight into Patrick as he exits the bathroom.

"It's fine." The Polish soldier states, leading them out of the gym and into the hallways. "We're still within our schedule. After all, you must've been pretty tired after the bout of exercises you just did, so I wasn't going to rush you out of your shower." He continued. "Paul told me you did very well on your performance today. He was impressed."

Tom perked up a little. "Really?"

As his condition improved, so did the difficulty of Tom's exercises. At first, he started out with only simple stretches and some warm up rounds; nothing too hazardous for him at the time. But now that he is faring better, Paul would have him run laps around the gym, do pull ups, lift weight, and all kinds of workout tactics that took a lot out of Tom, and by the end he would be completely spent.

Tom wasn't entirely sure why he was expected to do all of this. Sure, to be in perfect condition for the experiments that he dreads so much, that's the main reason why he did these in the first place. But now that his condition is better, how come the exercises are a lot more intense? Tom's best guess is that they don't want to underestimate his improvement and want to keep him as best fit for the experiments as possible. But even that line of reasoning has flaws. His initial exercises were fine enough on their own, especially with the diet he's been kept on.

So why put so much emphasis on physical activities?

Tom tried straight up asking Paul, but the usually carefree soldier avoided his question and just dumped a bunch more exercises for him to do instead.

That certainly did its job in putting Tom off. He sure won't make the same mistake twice and ask him that again. Tom isn't keen on exerting himself more than necessary.

He decided to try his luck out with Pat. It can't possibly end worse than it did with Paul, and it is worth a shot.

"Oh yes!" Patrick nodded, continuing their conversation. "Although he admits you run out of breath quite easily, and you still struggle with some of the exercises, he told me that you have a lot of endurance and what you lack for in stamina, you make up for it in speed. Not bad if I say so myself." He went on. "With a few more weeks of practice, I am sure you'll be more at ease."

"Yeah, that's kind of what I wanted to ask about." Tom broke in, choosing his words so he won't set the Polish soldier off in the wrong way like he did with Paul earlier. "Why am I required to go through all of this? I get that's for my condition and all, but I feel this is all much too complicated just to keep me in shape."

Pat's demeanor changed, and his expression darkened slightly. Tom watched him wearily, waiting for a response and somewhat unsettled for the sudden mood reversal.

Patrick sighs. "I wish I could tell you, honestly I do." He shook his head. "But Red Leader would not share with us the reasoning behind this decision." Glancing back at Tom, he continued. "We send him updates regarding the improvement of your condition while he is away; his orders, you know? When we agreed that you were suitable enough to try out more complicated activities, Red Leader issued an order for us to do so until his return."

Tom frowned. "Seriously?" He asks incredulously. "Doesn't that seem kind of shady to you? Keeping secrets and sh#t?"

"Well, he is our leader." Pat points out with a matter-of-fact tone. "Although I agree that we should've been consulted before making a decision regarding this project, or whatever it is he has in store for you, as his loyal soldiers we must trust the judgement of our leader. He isn't stupid, after all. A bit rash at times, and reckless; certainly! But he knows what he's doing most of time."

"I wouldn't trust Tord so much if I wer-"

Tom's words died out as he broke off into a coughing fit. Pat stops and glances at him in concern.

"Thomas? Are you alright?" He approached the Brit. "I hope you're not getting sick again, or that'll be terrible." He placed the palm of his hand over his forehead, checking for his temperature.

Tom brushed him away. "I'm fine- it's just a sore throat."

Pat stared at him and then nodded his head in acknowledgement. "I'll make you some tea when we reach my study. That should fix it."

Tom glanced up at him with disappointment. "Tea?" He echoes. "You mean, no more of that juice I like?"

"Just for today." Pat suppressed a chuckle of amusement as he observes Tom pout, reminding him of a child who's been denied having ice cream before dinner.

Before long, they had reached the familiar oak wooden door. Patrick twisted the knob and stepped aside, letting Tom enter the cozy study first before following him in.

They made some small talk as Pat prepared their tea, mostly chatting about their drinking preferences, which progressively escalated into other topics; mostly morning routines and breakfast.

"No way!" Tom laughed, leaning against the kitchen counter. "Are you serious?"

"Trust me, sometimes I wished I was making this stuff up, but I'm not." Standing next to him, Pat shot him a glance while rummaging through the cupboard for teacups. "I swear, when those two are off-duty they behave like a pair of toddlers." He continues. "Thankfully their antics often fall more in the cute category rather than obnoxious. However, I admit it's difficulty at times to take their ranks seriously when I know what they're really like behind the curtains."

Chuckling, Tom swept a hand through his semi-dry locks. It's so odd to think just how much he's gotten used to the presence of the two soldiers, his environment, and day-to-day basis in general. It all felt natural to him now.

Tom theorized things would be a lot more different if Tord hadn't left, but he isn't going to contemplate what it could've been and instead he'll just enjoy what he got. Tom hopes things stay this way for a while longer, with Tord as far away as possible.

When all was set and done, Patrick handed him his tea and they returned to the study. Tom settled down on his usual leather seat, careful not to spill any of his beverage on himself or the expensive looking carpet. Across from him, Pat sits down on his own seat and pulls out his tablet and the delicately, thin glasses that he keeps in his breast pocket.

"So Tom, how are you feeling today?" He began.

The eyeless test subject sipped on the blue teacup; filled to the brim with steaming hot tea laced with honey, gently blowing on it so he would not accidentally burn his own tongue.

"I'm fine, I guess…" Tom muttered between the tiny sips he took from his tea.

"What about your withdrawal? Have you been feeling nauseous lately, or any other symptoms?" Patrick prompted, sitting back in his recliner chair with his reading glasses on, and typing on his tablet.

"A little. I haven't puked in a long while, so there's that." Tom shrugged, placing the tea down over the glass table that separated him and the Red Army General.

"How would you describe the overall experience?"

"Would not recommend." Tom jokes with a slight chuckle. He then paused. All traces of humor gone from his features, as his expression grew somber. "It was terrible." He answered quietly. "For the most part, it felt like someone was scraping my bones constantly or something." He murmured under his breath, his gaze drifting downward. "Or like, I don't know… spiders crawling through my veins, that have been simultaneously set on fire." He stopped, reframing himself from getting too carried away and spill unneeded information on his condition.

The worst sensation by far, is when that same fire goes out and leaves Tom with an empty, freezing feeling. It's what he'd imagine dying must be like. And just when he thought he'd gotten used to the cold, the fire ignites once more, and the process starts all over again. Going in and out of death repeatedly.

Living and dying…

"Don't get too ahead of yourself now…~"

A dark haze suddenly surrounded his mind and tainted his vision. Breathing out a tired sigh, Tom mustered all of his self-will to not flinch or react in any way at the unexpected, intrusive thought.

No. Not a thought…

But a voice.

The voice.

He was wondering when it would show its ugly presence back into his messed-up life. It would've been a matter of time anyway. Since he no longer has access to alcohol or anything sharp on standby, of course the voice would show up again sooner or later. Tom just wished he had more time to brace himself for this occasion.

Not now.

A cold, and yet amused chuckle echoed throughout his head, sending shivers down Tom's spine.

The voice is just that. A voice. It has no form, shape or appearance. However, it still feels very physical. Tom has gotten so used to its antics that he could detect its presence whenever it starts to act up, mostly because the atmosphere around him immediately gets tense until the voice quiets down again. It always gave Tom the impression that it was lingering somewhere behind him, hovering just a bit over his shoulder to whisper nasty remarks and sweet nothings into his mind; like a thought, drifting in the back of his head. And it sounds very reminiscent to the hiss of a snake, with poison dripping from each word it utters to burn, and brand onto his skin. The volume constantly fluctuates as well. A mere hushed whisper and a loud, booming shout at the same time. Not to mention that every word spoken by it felt like a different sensation running through him each time; ranging from the feeling of cold hands with sharp nails roaming along his body, to various methods of injury being inflicted on him. The amount of pain he would receive usually depending on what exactly the voice says.

It is a painful process that usually takes a lot out of him, especially back in the first few incidents. Now days, Tom barely reacts, if at all, when being administered with this mental torture. On the outside, he may be calm and collected. But on the inside, Tom felt he was cast in a dark room, strapped to a chair and relentlessly tortured. It's been a while since the last time he went through with this, sure, but a few months of its absence in his life is nothing compared to the years he had to endure with it in the first place.

And Tom has tried to get rid of it, in non-harmful tactics that is, before going to more extreme measures.

He knows it is not real.

There is no one behind him.

Nothing impaling or stabbing through him.

And there's definitely no intrusive, probing hands roaming over his body.

It's all just a figment of his head. Nothing more than a trick, crafted by his broken mind to play a sick joke on him. Of course he told himself those things!

But the comments the voice makes just get to him, growing increasingly more excruciating than the last.

After a while though, Tom just had to face the fact that the voice, whatever it really is, just isn't going away by mere use of logic, reason, or even wishful thinking.

Back to reality, Tom watched Patrick type something down in his tablet through half-lidded eyes, doing his best to ignore the mocking presence currently looming over him.

It's a shame that; whatever trace of good humor he had acquired during his previous talk with Pat, or even his earlier run of exercises, as tiring as they may be, with Paul, has been completely ruined by the voice's arrival.

"That was kind of a… morbid way to put it. But somewhat poetic as well." Pat commented, slightly baffled. "Are you a fan of poetry by any chance?"

"Me? Nah! Not really my thing." Tom shook his head. "But musician on the other hand-" He snapped his fingers. "That is more my area of expertise." He leaned back on his chair, deep in thought. "Back when I was in early high school, I used to write some tunes on my notebooks during class; mostly out of boredom. Then I would later play them with Susan."

Patrick continued to type as he talked. "Susan?" he inquired, raising an eyebrow and shooting him a curious glance. "Your girlfriend by any chance?"

A small laugh escaped the Brit. "My bass guitar." He corrected.

"My apologies." Pat bowed his head in understanding, typing another bullet point. "So you play the bass. And those tunes you mentioned, do you still play them?"

"On occasion." Tom replied with a shrug. "Susan is unfortunately kind of old, and has definitely seen better days. But I still love the old babe."

"How ironic! ~" The voice exclaims with a taunting tone. "You claim to love it, and yet you still let it get all broken up and mangled; not even bothering to properly repair it afterward. ~" It hissed harshly into his ear. "Is that any way to treat the ones you value? Use them however you want and then leave them broken? Like how you did with your friends…~"

Clenching his jaw so tight he was sure his teeth would shatter, Tom inwardly flinched at the remark.

Shut up!

"Did I touch a sore spot? ~" The voice continued to mock. A cold, phantom and yet tangible hand trailed upwards cross Tom's back. "Ops~"

His fingers curled inward until his knuckles turned white from the pressure.

"So you like music." Patrick commented, adjusting the glasses on his face and completely oblivious to Tom's discomfort. "When do you think this interest first developed?"

Tom wracked his brain for memories. "I think I might've been six-ish?" He replied, not too sure of himself. "My dad took me to see a music festival that was happening near town. Everything was so colorful, bright and loud back then it ended up making an impression on me." He recalled fondly, too busy remembering the details of his past to mind the lingering voice at the moment. "Ever since then, I wanted to get a guitar of my own really badly. But my parents weren't the best ones off financially, and dad dying worsened things…"

"His death is on you. It should not have happened. ~"The voice butted in to comment absentmindedly. Spectral limbs roamed along Tom's back and arms, tracing over his scars with pointy-sharp nails. Tom suppressed a shiver from rippling down his spine. "That was your fault. If you hadn't insisted on going fishing that day, your father would still be alive. It's your fault he is dead! ~" The intrusive hands did not halt their actions when Tom held back from crying out at the sudden, excruciating sensation of getting impaled through the chest.

"It wasn't until years later I finally managed to save up enough money to buy Susan." Tom went on, nearly choking in the process but managing to hold himself together despite the burning pain he felt in response to the voice's harsh remark. "And I practiced with her ever since."

"Interesting." Finishing his last bullet point, Pat clasped his hands together. "Now Tom, I would like to go a little off topic for a moment. If you wouldn't mind, I think discussing this next issue could be beneficial for you."

Tom raised one of his eyebrows quizzically. "Okay?" He grew even more weary when more phantom limbs joined the first pair and massaged his arms. Tom tried his damn hardest not to shiver, but the hairs on the back of his neck and along his arms stood up uncomfortably. If the voice had a shape, Tom suspects it would be grinning insanely right about now.

Patrick sighed. Here goes nothing.

"Let's talk about your friendships."

Tom's reaction to the request was immediate. At once, Pat noticed Tom's feet tap anxiously against the carpeted floor. The Brit had folded his arms; a sign of defensiveness, and his black sockets looked at anywhere but him. Patrick noted down these reactions, filing them under a separate bullet point.

"Thomas?"

"Is that really necessary? I mean, what benefit will that give you in your experiments? Absolutely nothing in the end, let's be real here." Tom began to argue, feeling the presence lurking up behind him grip his shoulders tightly with a different set of hands. "Not to mention that I don't wanna talk about it." He mumbled that last part quietly.

Pat had expected this would happen. "Tom."

"And while we're at it, what is the point of this mental evaluation business?" The Brit continued, going on a rant. "I highly doubt you gave the previous test subjects that kind of treatment, so what makes me so special? And I am positively certain that, whatever my state of mind is, it won't affect anything in the experiments so it just seems like a gigantic waste of time and effort on your part." He argued defensively, attempting to evade the brought-up subject.

"I am simply heeding Red Leader's orders." Patrick responds calmly, looking at Tom with patient eyes. "I know how hard all of this is for you." He gestured to his surroundings.

Duh! Tom narrowed his eyes. You don't even know the half of it! He felt the tight pressure build on his shoulders as the presence continuously towered over him.

"But I need your collaboration here, for your own wellbeing."

The voice barked out a cruel laugh. "Wellbeing? That's just a cute way of saying that they need you to be their obedient little subject for the sake of their world domination plans. ~" As it spoke, Tom felt it grip the back of his scalp tightly, and pull, creating an awful pressure in his head. Tom did not have much time to dwell on it, when he sensed another phantom hand snake around his neck and repeatedly tap the side of his throat with sharp nails. "After all, why would anyone in their right mind care for whatever happens to you, unless it benefited them? ~"

Tom took a deep breath, trying to keep himself calm and ignore all the uncomfortable sensations running through him right now. "I just- I really don't wanna talk about this."

"Is this about Tord?" Pat's question cut through him. "If that's the case, you can leave him out-"

"No! It's not about him!" Tom protested, and then paused. "Well, it kind of is. But that's not the point I'm trying to make here!"

Leaning forward in his seat, Patrick stared at him from across the coffee table. "Then what is?" His honeyed green eyes blinked sympathetically.

Glancing away and still fidgeting in his seat, Tom breathed out an exasperated sigh. "Just- just everything!" He cried. "I miss them a lot, Pat. I miss them so much, and it hurts to even think about them, let alone talk!" Tom blurted out, using every ounce of strength within himself to maintain calm. "How can you possibly expect me to just forget everything that happened so far, and just talk about them as if there's nothing wrong?" From behind, he practically could feel the entity smirk"Aww, are you about to cry? ~"It mocked him. Something pointy and sharp wandered over his shoulder blades"You're so weak, and pathetic! Can't even handle your own problems properly! ~" It continued to hiss into Tom's head. "But I admit; It is highly amusing to watch you struggle. ~"

Patrick blinked perplexed. He'd already guessed the Brit's feelings on the subject, but to hear them being confirmed out loud by Tom himself was an improvement. It was clear that Tom has grown to trust him, and Paul as well. Of course, it's not all sunshine and lollipops for the three of them; Tom tends to argue with them once in a while, but Pat and Paul have spent far too much time with their leader to be troubled by Tom's stubbornness. Still, the last thing Patrick wants to do right now is break this carefully built trust.

Pat's gaze softened, sensing his discomfort. "Keeping these feelings to yourself won't do you any good either." He murmured, choosing his words carefully to gently coax the eyeless man to follow his line of thinking. "I am by no means demanding you to outright tell me everything. It is only natural to keep things to yourself in an environment such as this, and in your situation. I understand, believe me I do. Take your time, and go at your own pace." Pat reassured him. "Speak what you can, even if it's the tiniest detail or seems to be insignificant to you. Trust me, by the end you might feel a little more relieved."

"I- I can't."

"You won't know for certain unless you give a try." Pat added.

Before Tom could fully process his words, he felt the pressure on his scalp be released, and the spectral limb move downward to grab a firm grip of the back of his neck, while the other hand that had been poking the side of his throat went unusually still. Tom knows all too well at this point that this is a warning sign to watch for what he is about to say next.

Breathing in a shaky sigh, Tom composed himself. I-I can do this. He echoed, already beginning to feel upset at the mere idea of what he is about to reflect on.

Tom hasn't spoken one word about his friends since his first day in the facility. But perhaps Pat's words hold some truth to them? Maybe he can relieve a little bit of the burden haunting him by calling out to fonder memories? I can do this! He thought decisively."W-we met in kindergarten."

"Uhum?"

"I think it might've been one of my first days." Tom recalled. "I was really nervous and excited, but mostly terrified."

"Any reason in particular?" Pat questions, not looking up from his tablet.

The Brit shrugged. "I was a tad bit shy in my younger years. I wanted to make friends really badly, but I had no idea how to do it." He replied. "I didn't go out a whole lot before starting school, or had much contact with the outside world; so to be suddenly thrown in a strange environment with lots of other kids was overwhelming at the start."

"I see." Pat murmurs with a tiny nod. He was surprised by the Brit's statement. He would've never suspect Tom of ever being shy. "Please continue."

Tom sighed, flexing his fingers to relieve his hold on the chair's arms. Images flashed in his brain, reminding him of two very important people he was forced to leave behind. Pain stabbed Tom's heart; for once, not induced by the voice, but homesickness. It hurt nonetheless, far more than any blade could possibly inflict on him.

"We were in the classroom, just messing around doing kid stuff…"

(Flashback!)

Inside a colorful classroom, various children played together. Shrills of excitement filled place as the young toddlers participated in different activities. Some played tag, others played with dolls and toys, and a few other kids were quietly scribbling on a blank sheet of paper with crayons.

Among the group of quiet kids, a boy with spiky hair and black, empty eyes, furiously scrawled on a piece of paper he grabbed from the teacher's desk. His brows are furrowed and his tongue is subconsciously poking out of his mouth in deep concentration.

He pauses to admire his work, nodding in silent approval at his progress before resuming. "Something is missing…" He observed with a pensive hum, looking at the crude drawing of him and his family, smiling together as they skipped around in a meadow. "Of course! It needs more colors!"

He stretched out his hand towards the red plastic crate, stocked full of various art supplies, next to him and randomly grabbed any crayon he could reach. Adding it to his drawing he quickly switched to a different one, swapping colors repeatedly throughout the whole process.

Blowing away the tiny specks of crayon that lingered on the paper, the child picked up his drawing. "That's better!" He exclaims. "Now I just need one more color…" He reached for the crate again, expecting his fingers to wrap around the familiar, small object of his choosing.

Imagine his surprise when his hand met something warm and clammy instead.

The child jumped in his seat in surprise at the unexpected contact. He whipped his head, his gaze landing on a boy, looking as equally as startled as he is, standing next to him by the crate of art supplies.

"Sorry!" He blurts out, tearing his hand away from the other kid with a small tinge of crimson coating his cheeks in embarrassment.

The other boy looks down at his hand, curious more than anything. His gaze swerves back to meet with the child's eyeless ones. "It's ok." He answers softly.

The kid in question is a tall boy with brown hair, brown eyes, round facial structure, and fair white complexion. He's wearing a short-sleeved, bright green shirt, with a dark shirt underneath with longer sleeves poking out, beige shorts, and green shoes.

They stared shyly back at each other.

The boy in green rocked on his feet. "Can I take a few things please?" He asks, fumbling with his hands and briefly motioning toward the crate.

"Sure!" The eyeless child nodded toward the crate. "Just- please don't take any of the crayons. I'm using them, ok?"

"I won't." The brown-haired boy nodded, and started to rummage through the art supplies. With that out of the way, the spiky-haired boy turned away and resumed with his drawing; watching the other boy leave through the corner of his vision. He thought that was the end of it, and he would just go back to his not-so-quiet solitude.

But that was not the last he'd seen of him.

Throughout the whole course of the day, the boy clad in green kept returning to take something else out of the crate; looking increasingly more chipper each time he did. The eyeless child at first simply tried ignoring him, but his curiosity increased, and every time he dropped by, he would find himself peaking at the other boy. Strangely enough, he noticed overtime that the brunet was getting messier with each visit. Colourful smudges stained the boy's hands and clothes.

It was when he returned again, this time with a purple stain on the bottom-left of his cheek, that the eyeless child decided to quell his curiosity.

He pretended to be drawing, busying himself as he watched the brunet sideways. The boy was rummaging through the crate again and picked out two jars of paint, before hurriedly leaving the room; occasionally shooting worried glances at the teacher, who was too busy settling a quarrel between two crying girls to really notice him sneaking out.

The eyeless child seized the chance and followed suit. He stored his drawing away in his bag before heading out of the room.

He stepped out of the classroom and found himself in a dim corridor, just in time to see a pair of green shoes disappear around the corner and into the boys' restroom. He hurriedly toddled after, both eager and curious to see what the brunet was up to. Of course, he could just be doing what any other sane person does when going to the restroom. But if that's the case, why was he bringing a bottle of paint with him? Something fishy was going on…

The eyeless toddler grew even more confused when he heard laughter and voices coming from the other side of the restroom door.

Opting not to beat around the bush any longer, the unusual looking toddler pushed the door open.

Truth be told, he wasn't sure what he was expecting to find in there. Was the brunet pulling some sort of prank with the jars of paint, and was anticipatively waiting for some poor fool to wander into the stalls? Just when the eyeless child seriously began to consider in turning back, he froze on the spot; stumbling into the scene before him.

Colourful splatters of paint tainted the white tiled walls, even the floor and mirrors. The giggles are louder now as he stepped farther into the room, until he came across the brunet at the end of the bathroom hall, accompanied by an accomplice. A boy with pale skin, round blue eyes, and bright, well-groomed ginger hair, wearing a baggy purple hoodie, jeans, and purple sneakers sat next to the brunet; looking just as messy as him with stains all over his clothes.

Jars of paint littered by their knees where they sat. The spiky-haired boy watched wide eyed as the brunet dipped his hand into one of the bottles, scooping a handful of blue paint before splattering the white walls.

"See this?" The boy in green pressed his against the wall and smeared the paint all over it. "I'm making the sea!"

The ginger boy clapped excitedly, bouncing on his knees as he watched the display. "Oh! I know! I'm going to draw a huuuge mountain over here!" He proclaims, folding back the sleeves of his hoodie to dip his hand into the jar of black paint. "And with a beautiful forest at the bottom too! Lots of trees and pretty flowers-"

"And animals too! Don't forget about the animals!" The brunet piped in, wiping the paint off his hand on his own shirt.

"Of course n- oh!" The ginger boy stiffens mid-dip into the green jar, his eyes fixed on the peculiar child just standing there, mouth agape in awe as he watched them.

The brunet noticed his companion's reaction and halts. "What?" He turns around, following his line of sight. He perked up in surprise when he saw who it was, and smiled. "Oh hey, you're the kid with the crayons!"

With a tiny, barely audible gasp the eyeless boy steps back and adverts his gaze, fumbling with the straps of his overalls.

"Hello!" The ginger boy waves at him, bursting with glee in an over-exaggerated manner.

The child with spiky hair shyly waves back. "H-hi." He slowly lifts his head back up. "What- what are you doing?" He stutters quietly, almost hesitant to get the question out.

"We're painting!" The brunet replies, gesturing to the smudged wall behind them.

"In the bathroom?" The eyeless boy cocks his head to one side. "The teacher has lots of paper on her desk. If you want I could go and get a few for you-"

"No thanks, we're ok with the wall. There's plenty of space to draw this way!" The child in green responds dismissively. "Hey! Do you wanna paint with us?"

"M-me?!"

"Yes you!" The brunet laughed. "Come on, there's lots of colours to go around and a bunch of space to use."

"And it's real fun too!" The ginger kid added with a wide grin.

Shuffling his feet, the peculiar looking child silently contemplated. These two boys seem very nice and friendly so far, and he'd never been invited to participate in any of the activities by the other kids. He didn't show it much but he was legitimately excited to join them. And the white wall behind them does look very tantalizing to paint on.

"Ok!" He smiles, all previous signs of shyness gone, and he skips over to join the others.

Together, they began to paint the bathroom walls, turning everything from top to bottom into a ginormous mess. An explosion of colours blended into a deformed rainbow of sorts. The three young boys giggled and laughed along with their fun, occasionally showing off their artwork to one another. Various bottles of paint were left open, some even tipped over and scattered all over the floor.

The eyeless child scooped up a load of red paint into his hand, and using just one of his fingers, drew a long line into the white tiles; doing countless swirls, loops, dips, going up and down, left and right, and all over the place.

"Woah!" The brunet watched in awe, kneeling next to him with a dumbfounded expression. "What is it?"

The eyeless boy stepped back with a grin. "A rollercoaster!" He states proudly. "I'm making a theme park!"

"Cool!"

"Hey guys, check out my drawing!" The ginger child calls out to them, gesturing towards his somewhat crummy drawing of a castle.

"Neato!" The bright, eyeless child commented.

"Is there a princess that lives there?" The boy dressed in green prompted.

"Nope! But there is a very beautiful prince!" The ginger goes on, puffing his chest and striking a pose. He raised his chin with a grin. "A wonderful, charming, and very handsome prince-" As he ranted proudly, he lifted one of his hands up to his hair to run it through his striking ginger locks, forgetting that his hands were stained with fresh paint.

"Wait!"

"No don't-!"

The boys tried to stop him, but it was too late. The grimy hand swept through the ginger's hair, tainting it in paint.

"-Who was loved by his, uh, what are they called again? Subjets? No, that's not quite right. Hm." As he continued to contemplate his words, he just kept fumbling with his own hair, creating an even bigger mess. The brunet boy bit his lips, trying to hold in a giggle. The eyeless child stifled a gasp and watched the mess unfold with a gaping mouth. The ginger snapped his fingers, recognition flashing in his blue eyes. "That's right, peasants! He was dearly loved by his peasants!" He paused, taking notice of his friends' reaction. "What?"

"Uhh-"

The ginger rubbed his head in confusion, staring at his companions until reality finally hit him. His eyes widened with shock at the realization, and he stiffened. Slowly he brought his hand down, his hand trembling, looking almost like a scene from a horror movie as he looked back at his paint-tainted hand with despair.

The brunet and the eyeless boy exchanged a worried glance.

"Are you ok-?"

In a fraction of a second, the ginger child rushed past them, heading toward the nearest mirror. He froze once his eyes landed on the dark, smudgy mess that were once luscious orange locks and he shrieked in horror.

"My hair! My beautiful hair! What have I done to you?!" He cried out, grasping the sink with desperation. "Oh no what am I going to do?! My mom is going to kill me!" He gasps, dropping to his knees. "What if I have to cut all of my hair off?!" And with that, the waterworks let loose and he started to cry. "I don't wanna be bald!"

The two boys stood there and watched the ginger sob to his knees, looking concerned but unsure of what to do in this situation.

The eyeless boy rubbed one of his own shoulders, shuffling on his feet. "Should I get the teacher?" He offered.

The brunet's brown eyes brightened and a smile etched onto his face. "No. Stay here with him, I'll be right back!" With no further explanation on whatever it is he's got planned, he bolted out of the bathroom, the door swinging close behind him.

Left alone with the sobbing child, the eyeless boy nervously approached him. He shakily places a hand on the ginger's shoulder and started to pat him in a soothing motion. "It's ok. Everything is going to be ok, don't you worry." Rather than calming him, his words had the opposite effect and the boy clad in purple sobbed more. The eyeless boy stared at him in dismay. "C'mon don't be like that. Your hair isn't even that bad. If anything, I even think it looks cool on you."

Sniffling, the ginger kid risked a glance at him. "Do yo- do you really mean that?"

"Well yeah, of course I d- ARGH!" His words died out when the ginger suddenly enveloped him in a tight hug, his face buried into his chest as he continued to cry. The peculiar looking child wasn't used to hugs, let alone coming from people he hardly knows. Still, he tried his best to console the sad kid dressed in purple. He slowly wrapped his arms around him and patted him on the back. "There there."

The bathroom door swung open as the brunet returned, smiling widely from ear to ear. The eyeless child's expression turned from relief at the sight of him, to confusion when he noticed what he was wielding in his hands.

"What are those for?" He asked quizzically, nodding toward the set of tools the brunet brought with him. A mop. A plunger. And a broom.

Rather than answering him, the brunet threw the items onto the floor, keeping the plunger while he twirled it in his hand. The eyeless boy's furrowed further in confusion. Just what is this guy up to? Even the ginger halted his crying to peek at the scene.

The brunet shot them both a wink, and cleared his throat. "Hear ye hear ye, tragic has befallen the beloved prince!" He announces loudly, as if he were revealing news to a big crowd. "The handsome prince has been cursed by an, uh-"

"An evil witch!" The eyeless boy exclaims, catching onto the brunet's antics and going along with his act. The ginger looked at him with teary blue eyes. "An evil, and very ugly witch!" He went on. "Who was jealous of the handsome prince's beauty."

While he spoke, the boy dressed in green scooped up a bit of red paint and started to doodle on one of the mirrors. "That's right! And now it is up to us-" He backed away, showcasing his exaggerated drawing of a witch. He gestured toward the boy with spiky hair. "-the knights, to defeat the evil witch and break the prince's curse!"

Jumping into action, the unusual looking child pulled away from the still visibly upset ginger kid, and grabbed a hold of the broom. "You'll pay for what you did you mean, old thing!" He vows, aiming the broom at the mirror.

"I'll- I'll fight too." Sniffling, the ginger cracked a small smile and rose to his feet, clearing away the remaining tears clouding his vision. He grabbed the mop.

"Attack!"

With a battle cry, the boy dressed in green charged. Plunger in hand, he stabbed the rubber head onto the mirror, directly onto the witch's face. "Take that!" He laughed victoriously. He tried to pull the plunger out but found it firmly stuck onto the reflective surface. "Oh no, the evil witch set up a trap! And I fell for it!" He cried out, gripping onto the plunger and trying to pull away.

It released with a loud 'pop' sound, making the brunet stagger back in surprise with the force of the pull. In doing so, his feet slipped over the paint drenched floor and he fell onto his back, staining himself in various colours of paint, mixed together.

"I've been hit!" The brunet boy cried out. "Avenge me, friends!" With his last words, he closed his eyes and played dead, sticking his tongue out for dramatic effect.

"No!" The ginger wailed in distress, seeing the body of his fallen companion. He whipped around to face the witch in the mirror. "You may destroy my good looks, but no one hurts my friend and gets away with it!"

Using all his strength, he swung the mop toward the mirror, hoping to strike a hit on the mirror witch. However, it missed its mark a few centimeters too short and hit the sink instead, knocking the tap off and causing water to erupt. The ginger yelled in alarm when the water splashed him square in the face, the strong torrent forcing him to back away.

"My face!" He gagged through a mouthful of water.

"I'll save you!" The eyeless child shouts, running up to the mirror which now contained the deformed drawing of the witch; smudged due to previous attacks. Wielding the broom, he swung it down hard with all of his strength, smashing the mirror with the blunt end of his weapon. The glass shattered into various fragments, distorting the reflection.

The child grinned. "I did it! I got the witch!" He cheered victoriously.

"My hair!" Whirling around he saw the ginger, completely soaking wet, standing before the untouched area of the mirror with relief and admiration in his blue eyes. "My beautiful hair is back! Look!" Running his fingers through his wet hair repeatedly, he appreciated the vibrant soggy orange locks, now spotlessly clean from any evidence of paint. "Woah, I forgot how beautiful I looked." He grinned and cupped his own cheeks, peering into his reflection.

The brunet staggered to his feet, his clothes entirely smudged in paint. "We did it! We broke the curse!" His green eyes gleamed with triumph. "And we restored the prince's beauty!"

"Hurray!"

They cheered simultaneously, celebrating their success.

But it was short lived.

"Uh guys? What are we gonna do about all of this?" The ginger points out hesitantly, gesturing towards the ruined bathroom.

There is paint splattered all over the walls and floor, water gushing out of a broken sink, a shattered mirror, and their own dishevelled appearances.

"Oh." The trio stared at the results of their mess with wide-eyed blank faces.

The eyeless boy turned toward the two. "That was a lot a fun though!"

"Yeah."

Almost before they were done speaking, the sound of low giggles could be heard. The boy with spiky hair whirled around in confusion, only to realize that the brunet was shaking next to him with suppressed laughter, which he tried very hard to keep down. But his chuckles increased to light-hearted chortling that filled the room. The ginger and the eyeless children shared mutual expressions of bewilderment. But the brunet's laughter was just so contagious and enjoyable that, in the end, they couldn't help but laugh along with him. And looking back at the mess they created, it was kind of hard to stop it.

Their laughter abruptly came to an end when a shrill of absolute horror rang throughout the room.

"What have the three of you done?!"

Immediately the three boys snapped their gazes toward the bathroom door, where the teacher stood, completely dismayed at the scene. "The bathroom is in ruins! Just what do you think you're doing?!"

The three of them looked at one another with smiling faces.

"Painting!"

"Fighting off an evil witch!"

"Washing my hair!"

The boys got into a whole lot of trouble.

They were taken to the principal's office immediately after the scandal, where they were forced to wait after class for their parents to come and pick them up.

The eyeless boy fumbled with the straps of his overalls anxiously. How will his parents react to the mess he made? Will they get mad at him? They aren't the type of parents who get angry very easily. In fact, he doesn't even remember the last time he'd seen them angry. At most he fears they will be more disappointed in him more than anything for getting into trouble so soon after getting into Kindergarten.

He sat between his accomplices, the brunet to his right and the ginger to his left. The brunet was unusually quiet, staring at the ground and whistling a soft tune, but not looking particularly upset. The ginger was looking upbeat, fidgeting in his seat and rocking his legs back and forth with a grin. He looked so untroubled despite their situation, even though his mother is already inside at this very moment talking to the principle.

"So, is this a normal situation for you two?" The eyeless child spoke up, attempting to make a small talk to relieve himself from the tension.

The boys dressed in purple and green reply. "Yup!"

"But it's not just the two of us." The brunet continued. "We have another friend who participates on our games as well. He was supposed to be here for the bathroom painting, but he got sick and couldn't come. I think you would've liked him! He's pretty quiet, but lots of fun once you get to know him!"

"He talks a little funny though." The ginger added.

"But you are pretty fun to play with too!" The brunet commented, throwing a brief glare toward the ginger before turning back to the eyeless boy. "I don't think I've seen you around before. Are you new?"

"Ye-yeah." He stammered shyly, fumbling with his own hands.

The ginger emitted a loud gasp, his hands rising up to his own face cupping his cheeks with wide eyes. "Does this mean you got no friends?" He asks with shock on his face. Before the eyeless boy could answer him, he was enveloped in a hug and had his face shoved against the ginger's chest. The arms wrapped around him tightly and he suffocated rather quickly. "Oh you sweet poor thing!"

"I-I can't breathe!" The eyeless boy choked, trying to pull away from the ginger.

"Matt, let him go. You're squashing him!" The brunet scolds.

"Oops! Sorry!" The ginger quickly lets him go, throwing him an apologetic look.

Right at that moment, the door to the principal's office swung open. A tall woman with dark ginger hair, wearing a purple dress and high-heels strolled out with her hands on her hips. "Unbelievable! Never have i heard such audacity!" She rants angrily. "My sweet little angel would never do such a thing! Isn't that right, Matthew?"

On cue, the ginger boy threw a cheeky little grin, and made the cutest face conceivable to mankind. His mother instantly fell for his act of innocence, and she grabbed his hand with a smile. "See? I knew you were a good boy."

The eyeless boy watched perplexed. No wonder the ginger wasn't afraid of getting a scolding, he got his parents wrapped around his finger!

"Now, let's head home sweetheart." The woman cooed. "It's getting late, and I'll prepare your favourite meal for dinner."

"Hurray!" The ginger cheers with glee. As he walked away with his mother, he glanced back over his shoulder and waved at his friends. "Bye guys!"

"Bye!"

"Goodbye Matt!"

"Matt?" The eyeless boy cocks his head, echoing the name.

Just then it suddenly dawned on the brunet that they forgot to introduce themselves to each other, despite their amazing adventure today.

"Yeah! His name is Matt. And I'm Edd!" The boy dressed in green, Edd, finally introduced himself. "What's your name?"

"It's Thomas."

"Thomas, I'm calling you Tom for short. Is that ok?" The peculiar looking toddler nods with a grin. "We had great fun today, didn't we?"

"Yeah, but the principal does seem awfully mad at us for what we did." Tom murmured, hugging himself.

"You'll get used to it. He is always a grump." Edd reassured him dismissing any worries. "Wait until our next big adventure!"

Tom blinked at him, genuinely taken back by his last comment. "O-our bi- our next big adventure?" He stuttered confusedly, as if the words had gotten stuck in his throat and he choked to get them out. "As in, you guys… and me?"

Edd laughed. Not a mocking type of laughter, but more like a light-hearted chuckle. "Of course!" He nudged Tom. "You are one of us now!" He suddenly turned serious, and grabbed a hold of Tom's face; squeezing his cheeks. "And don't think about getting out of it. There's no turning back now. Ok?"

"Ok?"

"Good!" Edd brightened up again, as if nothing happened.

Right at that moment a couple walks out of the principal's office, and without a word the woman beckons Edd to come along.

"I gotta go now." Edd jumps from his seat, grabs his bag and hurries off after his parents. He glanced back at Thomas over his shoulder and continuously waved him goodbye. "Bye Tom!"

"Goodbye!" Tom waves back.

"I'll see you Monday!"

"See yah!"

Watching his new-found friend leave from a distance, Tom breathed out a sigh and slumped against his chair. Despite being nervous for landing on the principal's office so soon after he just started kindergarten, and how his parents might react, Tom couldn't help but feel content.

He found friends! Sure they are a little weird, but they're also so energetic, cheerful and creative.

He can't wait to see them again! Who knows what kind of trouble they'll get themselves in next time?

A comfortable silence fell over the study as Tom finished telling his story. He kept his distant gaze fixed intently at the ground. A sad little smile on his face as he slowly fumbled with his own hands, trying absentmindedly to distract himself from the overflowing emotions coursing through him, however pointless it may seem.

On the outside, Tom appeared to be calm and collected, doing his best not to shed any tears as he recalled on the fond memories of his childhood. However, on the inside is a different matter altogether.

Tom felt shackled, his movements restrained as the sensation of various cold, spectral hands holding on to him in a tight grip, and keeping him down. What once used to be at least five hands grabbing him at first, now seems like hundreds. It felt hard to breathe. Tom could never tell if this was consequence of the overwhelming emotions he'd repressed for so long consuming him as he acknowledged them out loud, or the many hands constricting him all at once. As if all of that wasn't enough, there are blades littered all over his backside. Plunged deep and sticking out of his body like a set of spikes; courtesy of the voice's many words of wisdom. Each new wound added to the collection whenever the voice would make a nasty remark or impute a hurtful comment in the situation.

Tom is in a lot of pain. Emotional, but painful nonetheless. As much as he is writhing and crying out in pain on the inside, Tom could never show it on the outside. Tom doesn't want to appear weak in front of others, especially his captors; no matter how friendly they may be. But most importantly, it was mainly about Edd and Matt.

I don't want to worry them. Is always his reasoning. They have other stuff to worry about, they don't deserve another burden to take care of. Tom has had a lot of training in the past, controlling his facial expressions and behaviour to never let show any obvious signs of discomfort or pain. No one should know.

Across from him, Patrick quietly typed on his tablet. Tom tried to read his facial expression through half-lidded eyes, but couldn't decipher what exactly the soldier was thinking at the moment.

"I see." Pat murmured quietly. His tone of voice is soft, while his eyes held a glint of humour in them; possibly entertained by the story he just witnessed. "The three of you definitely sound like a handful!"

"Yeah, we sure were." Tom spoke softly under his breath as grief stabbed his heart. Memories flooded Tom so powerfully that he could hardly breathe, and guilt seared his body.

Taking off his glasses, Pat put the tablet down on his lap. "How do you feel now that you let some emotional baggage out of your chest?"

Well, ain't that the million dollar question of the day. Although doubtful at the start, Tom did feel relief once he started talking about Edd and Matt, how they met, and the impact that it had on his life. However, the whole experience and meaning behind the moment was completely tarnished by the voice relentlessly torturing him. Sure it felt good to talk about what's on his mind aloud, but to keep remembering the awful things he's done in the process made it difficult to balance an exact emotion.

"Good." Was what Tom went with, nodding his head slightly with his lips pursed in a thin line.

Patrick's eyebrows furrowed in suspicion, staring back at Tom through narrowed eyes. "Is everything alright? You seem pretty quiet." He observed.

Tom suppressed a shiver as anxiety spiked through him. "I'm okay." He replied as casually as possible, ignoring the pain he felt rippling on his side. "Just uh- It's just hard, you know, to get so much out of my chest like this. Especially after everything that's happened."

For a moment he believed he managed to fool him. Patrick's expression softened and he regarded him with sympathy. However, before Tom was even given the chance to sigh in relief, Pat spoke up again.

"I can see you are bothered by something. Clearly in discomfort. You know you got nothing to worry about in here. I won't tell anything of this to Red Leader, not even to Paul."

Tom blinked in bewilderment. "What do you mean? I already said I'm fine. It's just the topic that's a little hard to get through, that's all-"

"Tom."

He flinched at the sound of his name. Afraid where this conversation could potentially lead up to, Tom stared at the ground and shuffled his feet around in apprehension, unable to meet Pat's gaze which he could feel borrowing into him.

"Is something going on with you, that you're not telling?"

Tom took a deep breath at that, attempting his best to keep his composure calm at the face of near-revelation. He numbly shook his head with a tiny shrug.

"You know if there's anything wrong you can tell me, right? Or Paul if you are more comfortable with." Patrick's words were so soothing, Tom couldn't help but to flicker his gaze back up to look at him. He was startled with the amount of patience and understanding he found staring back at him from honeyed, kind green eyes. "Despite what you may believe, we do really care about you. So if you are having problems with anything at all, we will do our best to help you- within reason, of course."

A flush of warmth washed over Tom at his words, genuinely touched by the offer. Something flourished inside of him. A small speck of light ignited; bright and warm, that relaxed Tom's tensed muscles and soothed his soul. Hope.

It seems so easy- so within reach. To finally confide in someone of all his problems, his fears, what he's been enduring on his own this whole time, and just how there is something seriously wrong with him. Tom longed so much for the chance to finally admit his problems, but dreaded all the same. How would they take it?

Patrick seems like a trustworthy guy, he hasn't done anything truly harmful to Tom since his arrival. Not once has Pat ever lost his temper when dealing with him, he's a good listener, and seems to know exactly what to do in most situations. He'll understand him, surely? Pat already appears to be so insistent in helping, maybe he can find a solution to Tom's problem.

He won't have to keep quiet about this anymore. He can be free of this burden!

With hope soaring in his chest, Tom felt a burst of determination to speak.

"You don't honestly believe he cares about you, do you? ~"

At once, Tom stiffens and his muscles tensed with apprehension. His words died instantly in his mouth. He'd forgotten that the voice was still active. The phantom arms that still encircled him tightened their possessive grip, while three others slithered upwards; two of them constricting around his throat until it became impossible to breathe, while the other one latched over his mouth, as if to stop him from speaking.

"Have you forgotten who this man is? What his motives are? And more importantly, who he works for? ~" The voice reasoned harshly, as if scolding a petulant child. "He doesn't care about you. This little therapy-play the two of you put up is nothing more than his job. Don't you think he would rather be anywhere else other than stuck here with you, hearing you moaning about everything? He probably has better things to do with his time. If it weren't for Tord ordering him so, he wouldn't waste his time with you. ~"

Tom trashed wildly under the constraining hold on him trying to bury him alive, desperately tugging on the limbs wrapped around his neck to free himself. You're wrong! He objected futilely. Why would he bother hanging out with me then? Commie wouldn't have ordered that!

The voice tutted with mock sympathy. "You poor fool, that's only to gain your trust. ~"

Tom stopped struggling.

"If you trust them, you'll be more willing to abide to their commands. They are using you. ~"

Chilling cold claws gripped his insides and twisted them hard. Tom doubled over and clutched himself in pain with a startling cry. Amidst his suffering, Tom tried to cast a glance at Patrick through the thick, darkened haze that surrounded his vision. He seems so innocent… Could it be he's been playing him all along?

Tom doesn't wanna believe it, but he can't deny the possibility sounds plausible.

"Besides, if this man truly does care for you, why would you freely dump all your problems onto him like that? Hasn't it occurred to you that he already has his own problems to deal with? ~" The voice pointed out casually. "The world doesn't revolve around you. People have issues they got to deal with on their own, and it's not fair for him, or anyone else for that matter, for you to throw your baggage at them! ~" A spear stabbed through Tom's back, poking out of his chest. The scream that ripped out of his throat was drowned by the spectral limbs clamping his mouth shut. The agonizing sensation of fire, static, and ice shot through him all at once and left him nearly breathless against the tightness still wrapped around his throat.

"Are you selfish enough you would willingly cause another person to suffer for your problems? ~"

Back in reality, Tom stared at Patrick with hidden dismay while in an inner conflict with himself. The determination he once had was annihilated by the voice, along with the spark of hope that it brought. It would be so easy to blurt out something- anything in regards to his situation. But Tom couldn't get the words he needed out his mouth, try as he might. The invisible hand lodged over his mouth refused to let him speak up, and the other two around his throat just tightened even more until Tom was out of oxygen.

Breathing out a tired sigh, Tom accepted defeat. "There's nothing wrong." He replied solemnly, his gaze cast downwards. "It's been a long day, that's all."

Tom felt a cruel hand comb through his hair with sharp nails. "Good boy! ~" The voice praised him with a mocking purr.

The dark haze in his vision cleared away, returning to normal. The various limbs wrapped around his body, holding Tom down, released him. Tom's shoulders sagged, relieved that the voice finally quieted down and that the horrible experience was over.

For now, anyway.

"Then I guess we can conclude our session for today." Patrick put away his glasses and placed the tablet down. He stood up from his seat, and made his way toward Tom. "I have to return to my duties now. Will you be fine heading back to your quarters on your own?"

"I'll be okay." Tom nodded numbly.

Patrick followed him out the study. "I'll have Paul bring your dinner later. Do you want anything in particular?"

Tom shrugged. "Not really. So as long there isn't any meat included."

"Fish or chicken, I know."

The two briskly parted ways; their interaction vastly different from what it once was earlier. Tom made the long walk back to his quarters in silence, practically dragging himself along with sluggish movements and a bleak expression on his face. His head is pounding, and he felt drained of energy. I'm so tired…

The immense, empty corridors of the lab level seemed to stretch on forever; when really, all it takes is a few turns to reach his destination. And yet, Tom struggled along his journey with some difficulty. The voice consumes a lot of energy out of him in order to manifest itself. Although neither it or any of the phantom limbs are around to bother him right now, the mental wounds left behind are still fresh and stinging.

Tom almost felt like a warrior, and not in the glorious or courageous type. He felt as if he just went to fight in a huge war, but instead of slaying his enemies he was the punching bag- a distraction to advert all the fire toward himself and getting most of the damage out of it. Now here he is, dragging himself pitifully back home, littered from top to bottom with wounds, and he is bleeding all over the place; leaving behind a trail of blood wherever he went.

The walk back to his quarters was painfully long and slow. The door slid open with a hiss, and Tom dragged himself in before immediately falling over his bed with a tired sigh.

"What are you waiting for? ~"

Just as Tom was getting ready to take a nap, the haunting question announced the voice's return. The dark haze back to taint his vision. The hairs on the back of his neck stood up at the chilling sensation of something breathing down at him. He isn't surprised that the voice was so quick to return after manifesting mere minutes ago. Being gone for so long, it's to be expected that it would become sporadic.

Tom slowly sat up, blinking tiredly.

I'm waiting for the right time.

Tom sensed the voice shift agitatedly around him.

"And when will that be? ~" The voice challenged. "You should've ended your existence long ago. I can see through your memories; you had plenty of opportunities to off yourself. And yet you didn't. I wonder why… ~"

It's not as easy as you say it is. Tom argued defensively. I can't just go crazy and kill myself like that. If I get caught in the act, or use a not very effective method to do so I won't have another chance. Tord and his soldiers will do whatever it takes to keep me alive for the sake of their plans.

An uncomfortable stinging sensation rose from his cheeks, and Tom could imagine the voice ripping into the flesh of his face with sharp nails.

"You're hoping that they fix you, aren't you? ~" The voice howled in an animalistic fashion, barking with laughter. Tom did not cower at the harsh noise in his head, but he remained stoically still. "You're such a coward you can't even own up to your own troubles! It's so like you to leave your problems for someone else to solve. Even when they are blatantly not doing it for your sake, but for their own benefit! I don't think you realize just how truly damaged you are. ~" It went on, the nails trailing down Tom's face to pierce his shoulders. Tom flinched with a hiss, wishing he could swat the cruel hands off his person. "It seems I missed a lot more than I thought while I was away. But what an interesting development do I find here? Our former red accomplice is still alive! Guess you can take that one out of your consciousness. Not that it matters much in the great scheme of things; you still killed plenty other innocent people. ~"

Tom bristled at the comment. Commie is far from innocent!

"And you who are you to judge? As far as I'm concerned, your number of confirmed kills is much higher than Tord's. You are dangerous, and that's all there is to it! ~" The voice hissed scornfully. "What makes you so especial you should live above all those you killed? They had hopes, dreams, ambitions- lives worth living. You are absolutely worthless! Nothing more than a burden. It's not fair on them that they should be robbed of their lives in such a brutal manner while you are still living. You are practically mocking them with your continuous existence, you know? ~" Tom's heart sank at the harsh words spoken to him. He sat in silence while listening to the voice's angry rants, not making much of an effort to defend himself; feeling much like a child receiving a scolding.

"But now we got a situation in our hands. Tord intends to use you in order to conquer the world. Unless you want to be responsible for more deaths, I suggest we stop him from achieving his goal. ~"

And what do you want me to do? I can't stop the commie from doing what he wants. Tom reasoned with blatant contempt. If I keep on defying him and refuse to collaborate, he'll turn his eye back on Edd and Matt! I can't let that happen either!

There was a moment of silence that followed, so quiet even his heartbeat became inaudible, and stretched on for a while. Breaking the wary silence, the voice murmured. "You know what you have to do. ~"

Slumping back with a sigh, Tom did not respond. He didn't need to. He knows what the voice is talking about. How couldn't he? For countless months, it's the only thing running in his mind! And yet, the idea filled him up with dread whenever it popped into his head. His throat clogged, and the lump bobbed uncomfortably as he tried to swallow it down. His mouth felt dry; tongue like sand paper. Tom slowly convinced himself that it's the right thing to do, and a sense of peace would be instilled in him.

That's how it works.

"You have to die. ~"

Tom choked back the tears that rapidly welled up in his eyes. His mind betrayed him yet again, flashing images of happier times in his life against his better judgement. Memories of his friends were the first thoughts he conjured up, and Tom felt the overwhelming sadness that came with it. They already believe I'm dead. Dying for real won't change anything. He told himself, completely dense to the truth of his own feelings. Then his mind flashed to the two soldiers he befriended through the course of his stay. He recalled playing video games, cooking, and laughing with them. Was that all just for show? Did it mean absolutely nothing to them? As painful as it was to admit it, Tom could see the soldiers pull something like that on him. They work for commie for crying out loud! Did he really expect anything good to come from people associated with him?

And to think Tom once believed that out of all of them, Matt was the easiest to fool. Evidently not.

Emotions running rampant, Tom hunched over and curled himself into a tight ball. He hugged his knees to his chest, trying to hide his face and pretend he wasn't sad, or about to cry. The familiar set of feelings he'd gotten so used to, courses right through him again like jab of electricity.

"Fear. Regret. Helplessness. Despair. ~" The voice surrounded Tom with a resonating echo, giving a name and face to each emotion as it fed off of him. "This is what you spread. If Edd and Matt had never befriended you, they would've never felt any of these emotions so strongly. ~" It continued, casting a bleak shadow over him. The voice paused in contemplation. "Perhaps, Tord wouldn't have changed either, and the three of them could've been happy together. But you took that away from them when you decided to stick around. ~"

Tom listened to the voice with anguish, feeling like he just got kicked repeatedly in the gut. He took deep rhythmic breaths to stop himself from having a major breakdown; his head pounding, and his energy draining fast. Tom slowly untangled himself from his position, and fell back on the bed. He could barely muster up enough strength to grab the Dreamcatcher from his bed stand. It was only thanks to his fear of the dreadful nightmares that awaited him otherwise, that granted him sufficient strength to make the extra effort.

Grabbing the device and putting it into place inside his ear, Tom curled up on his side and waited for his energy to deplete entirely. Even the simple act of thinking has become too much of a struggle. His breathing slowed down, body shutting down, and the haze in his eyes turned foggy with tiredness. Tom released a faint sigh, and progressively drifted off.

His eyes closing, the voice had one last comment to make before he fell asleep.

"Wherever you go, you always bring misfortune with you. ~"

(Meanwhile…)

Despite the beautiful, sunny weather and clear skies that had blessed the town, a chilly breeze blew through the trees, rattling the branches and sending a few more dead leaves to whirl through the air. Dusk light filled the sky, and one spot on the horizon was flushed with pink and gold, showing where the sun was setting.

Watching the pretty scenery, Edd let out a soft sigh; shoulders sagging. He sat on a bench by himself a few feet away from a large pond, with a packet of seeds in his lap to which he uses to occasionally feed the ducks that swam around in the area. He'd been sitting in that exact location practically the whole day, doing nothing but lollygagging, just waiting for time to go by. At this point, he feels like he's become one of those crazy bird ladies with how long he's been sitting there; and rubbing his sore backside, Edd is pretty sure is ass just turned square shape.

Edd's shivers increased as he felt a pricking cold sensation sinking through his skin, and he snuggled deeper into his jacket. He rubbed his hands together against the freezing wind, and let out a breath to warm them further. With night fast approaching, the temperature will be dropping considerably. It's going to be a real hassle to sit out in the cold for much longer.

Stretching his limbs, Edd gathered his belongings and slowly rose to his feet. He threw away the last remnants of seeds into the pond, where the ducks happily gobbled it all down. Edd shoved his hands in his pockets with a tired sigh, and then looked around the park. There weren't many people out and about at this hour. A few couples with their kids, and some old folks strolling around, most likely ready to leave the park as well.

Choosing a random direction, Edd started to walk away, head down and hands in his pockets as the grass crunched beneath his shoes. He pulled out his phone to see four missed calls from Matt, and a few text messages, all of which say relatively the same thing: Where are you? When will you be back home? And the most frequent one, are you okay? Edd rolled his eyes and stuffed his phone away. He knew Matt was only trying to help, but sometimes he wished his ginger friend would realize he needed some time alone to clear things up; and being alone wasn't necessarily a bad thing. Ever since Edd was forced to accept the truth about Tom's passing, Matt has been constantly fussing over him. It was grating on his nerves to say the least.

He checked the time, and was somewhat relieved to learn it was only 6 PM. Edd knows he should be heading home straight away; but he isn't quite ready to go back to his apartment yet. He'd been sitting outside in that bench the entire day, trying to avoid his involvement in whatever fate is to be bestowed to Tom's vacant apartment and the rest of his belongings. Edd couldn't bear to witness the end, the true end, of Tom's existence. To stand by and watch whatever traces of Tom were left behind to be wiped away.

He managed to salvage Susan, at the very least. No way would Edd allow Tom's most prized possession to be taken away.

In any case, sooner or later Edd would need to return home. He was bored of sitting outside anyways. He even brought a notepad along with him to draw and pass the time, but Edd had no luck when it came to inspiration. All he could do was mindlessly doodle random things; which oddly enough, resulted in various drawings of pineapples and bowling balls.

Strolling out of the park and heading onto the street, Edd turned right and continued to walk, opting to take the long way home. He knew by now where this path would take him, but he doesn't intend on stopping by Winchester Park this time. Edd had promised he would move on from his grief, and it wouldn't do him good if he kept visiting the grave site every chance he got, so he started to lessen his visits to a minimum.

Edd walked, and kept on walking for a while. The places he walked past all seem like a blurry mess in his vision. Unfocused and unimportant. Edd barely paid his surroundings any mind, keeping his head low and his gaze fixated on the ground in front of him. However, once in a while Edd would break out of his trance-like state whenever he passed by something that stirred fond memories from within him.

A camera for sale that's on display in the window of a shop across the street caught Edd's eye. Instantly he remembered the time when Tom spent all of their savings into purchasing a video camera for them to create a film of their own. The film may not have been all that great in the end, and the camera proved to be more trouble than it's worth, resulting in them returning it; but they had so much fun with the project that it hardly mattered. Edd sighed wistfully. There won't be any more of that now.

As he walked, Edd continued to head down memory lane, both literally and figuratively; unaware that the path he walked was far more familiar then he first realized.

Months may have passed since Tom's passing, but the tightness in Edd's chest hadn't eased. Along with the good, fond memories of the times they spent together on crazy adventures, Edd often recalled the last time he saw Tom. Strong waves of guilt and sorrow would always take hold of him then. Edd couldn't forget how he had failed to save Tom. I feel as if nothing good will ever happen again. He lamented. His heart was so heavy he could barely carry it. Had I known that was the last time I would ever see him, I would've never tried pressuring him into talking. I should've trusted him to confide in us when he was ready.

Deep in thought, Edd had hardly noticed his surroundings have changed as he kept walking through town. Now he realized that he had left the busier side of town behind him and was trekking past a roll of houses in a quaint suburban area with a grass field stretching beyond.

Edd stopped in his tracks at the sight of the familiar neighbourhood. He didn't mean to end up here, but his feet had other plans in mind it seems. Edd's heart started to race. Just a little farther he could glimpse the scorch marks and charred remains of a house that is no longer standing.

Edd contemplated turning back the way he came. It wasn't too late to change his mind and race straight home, make some popcorn, and sit on the couch with Ringo to watch a film or something for the rest of the evening. He avoided coming to this place since the day they left it, and the memory that came from it was still too painful to recall.

However, even with that line of reasoning, his feet were still in motion; albeit at a slow pace. Something was luring him closer to the charred ruins. Morbid curiosity, perhaps?

Edd drew closer to the wreckage. Despite having been a whole year since the robot incident happen, he could pick up traces of the terrible smell of burning lingering in the air. Edd flinched, needing to pause for a moment with his eyes tight shut, as all the memories of that dreadful day came rushing back. He could hear Eduardo's anguished cries as he held onto Jon's body, and almost see Tom's scared face through the smoke as he shot him with a missile.

Forcing himself into motion again, Edd could see that most of the debris from the explosion had been cleared away, probably by the authorities. All that remained were a stretch of earth where the grass had burned away, broken bits and pieces of debris, and a crater where the house used to be.

Even though Tom was buried at Winchester Park, Edd felt closer to him here, the place where they shared so many fun moments together.

Unfortunately, it also carried the terrible reminder of his betrayal; though Edd tried not to think about him right now. Heck, to be completely honest he wasn't even sure if he is even alive. For all Edd knows, he could've perished in the robot crash after Tom shot him down, so Edd really has no idea what became of him. But it's not like he was ever curious enough to find out the answer anyway, even after Matt suggested they should check out the crash site. Edd preferred to keep his fate a mystery.

Edd raised his face to the sky and closed his eyes. It was as though he were drowning; it was hard to breathe. Something that felt as heavy as a stone sat in his chest, where his heart had once been.

I'll still mourn Tom, and I'll never forget him, but my life must go on.

Edd opened his eyes, and looked again at the leftover wreckage of their old home. "Stay safe." He murmured. "Wherever you are now."

As Edd turned away to leave this place, and go back home, a rumbling sound reached his ears. Edd froze, trying to identify the noise and the source of it. It sounded like a low pitched groan. Edd turned around, attempting to pinpoint where it was coming from when a slight movement among the wreckage caught his eye.

"Huh?" Curiosity pricking him, Edd kept his gaze fixated on the spot.

The pieces of debris and charred stone shifted aside, only to reveal a strange man lying among the ruins. Edd gasped in surprise. "What the-?" The question died away on his tongue, and he hurried over to help the stranger. He shuffled and side-stepped through the torn up wood pieces littering the place, watching his step as he reached the man.

"Oh my gosh, are you okay?" Edd inquired worriedly, tugging one the stranger's arms to help him to his feet.

The strange man coughed, and a small cloud of dust and ash manifested around them as the shifting debris settled. "Y-yeah, I'm fine." The man looked up at him. "Thanks for helping."

Adjusting him to his feet, Edd gave him a good look. He didn't look like your average homeless man taking shelter. The stranger is a lithe man, with dishevelled blond hair, a stubble, chiselled jawline, and the greenest shade of eyes Edd's ever seen. The man in question is wearing a long, dark grey overcoat, jeans, grey fingerless gloves, and black shoes.

The stranger yawned, throwing his arms out in a long stretch. "Man, what time is it?" He asks, blinking blearily. His voice is slurred, and laced with what sounds like an Irish accent. He paused, looking at his surroundings. "Wait- Where am I again?"

Edd stared at the man in dismay. "Are you drunk?"

The man turned to face him. "Maybe." He drawled out.

Edd fixed him with a look of suspicion and placed his hands on his waist. "Right. Do you at least remember what happened before blacking out?" He asks, already used to being in this situation. Edd failed to not reminisce helping Tom out of the same predicament, and a pang of hurt stung his chest at the memory.

The stranger shook his head. "Last thing I remember was leaving the bar." He scratched the back of his head. "I thought for sure this was the way back-" He broke off into a coughing fit.

Taking pity on the disorientated and clearly hung-over man, Edd placed a hand on his shoulder to steady him. "Here- I'll help you." He proceeded to sling one of the man's arms around the back of his neck and over his shoulders. He adjusted the man's weight, letting him lean against himself. "Alright, do you remember where you live?"

"I'm staying in a quaint, little hotel. Uh, Harrybrook I think it's called?" He replied sluggishly, his eyebrows furrowed as he wracked his fuzzy brain for details.

"Ah, I know where it is." Edd nudged him forward. "Come on; I'll take you there."

"Thank you."

Together, they left the semi-peaceful neighbourhood behind and made their way back to the busy streets. It was silent between the two of them. Edd threw occasional glances at the man leaning so heavily on him. The familiar action of supporting a half-drunk person with his own body as they walked through the bleak streets had Tom flashing in his mind. Edd recalled fetching his eyeless friend from bars after drinking too much with fondness. He remembered the countless times he had to practically drag Tom home and scold him for his reckless drinking. A sad smile formed on his face at the memory. At the time he'd always been irritated and worried. But now, helping this stranger, as weird as it is, made Edd realize just how much he missed doing this.

"So, you're staying in a hotel uh?" Edd began, unable to stay silent for a moment longer. "I take it you're not from here then?"

The man chuckled. "You got me."

"What are you here for anyway? This town isn't exactly known for its tourism." Edd prompted curiously, a glimmer of humour in his eyes. When was the last time he joked so freely?

"I'm here for business, actually." The stranger replied. "Things are looking up pretty great for my life."

"By getting completely plastered and passing out in a pile of ashes?"

The man paused for a moment, fixing him with a steady gaze. "Are you criticizing my life's choices right now?" His voice was deadpanned, but clearly not offended.

Edd shrugged with a cheeky grin. "Well what else am I meant to say to someone who is supposedly "working"?"

Now it was the stranger's turn to shrug. "Fair enough." He admitted. "But beer is too good to quit. Business or no business."

Edd chuckled, but then his expression turned sombre. "You should really be more careful of how much you drink; especially if you are in a place you are not completely familiarized with." He murmured. "This town is far more than dangerous than it may seem. You never know what can happen to you out here if you aren't in the right state of mind." Tom's death flashed in his head, and Edd had to stop himself from physically flinching.

The stranger scoffed. "Oh c'mon, how bad can this place possibly be? It's not even that big of a city-"

"Just take my word for it." Edd cut him off. He took a deep breath and sighed; exhaustion from the past few days taking a toll on him. "You could be killed when you least expect it."

The stranger eyed him with a mixture of weariness and curiosity. He looked as if he wanted to say more, but one look at Edd told him there wasn't much room for arguing, so he simply settled with: "If you say so." And left it at that. They returned back to silence for a brief while before the stranger laughed unexpectedly. Edd stared at him perplexed. "You know; you went so far to help me, some random drunk stranger, get back to his hotel room and yet we haven't even introduced ourselves!"

Edd realized with a start that the stranger had a point. "Guess you're right." He adjusted the stranger leaning against him. "I'm Edd Gold."

I know. "Fitzroy." The man introduced with a cough. "Reagan Fitzroy."

The sun has long since disappeared from the sky by the time they arrived at the hotel's foyer, and the moon and stars took its place in the pitch black night up above them. Reagan recovered half-way to their destination and insisted on walking the rest of the way; arguing Edd helped him out way too much already. Still, Edd hovered close to him in case he needed assistance again.

They climbed the steps to the main entrance, and the blond man turned to face Edd, breathing out a relieved sigh. "Well, here we are at last." Reagan extended his hand out to shake Edd's. "Thank you so much for the help. I really appreciate it."

"Don't mention it." He grasped the blond's hand in his own, and was surprised by the firm grip he was met with.

"No, really- I am super grateful for your help." Reagan insisted, his tone of voice deadly serious. "If it hadn't been for you, I might still be buried under all that pile of rubble. Heck, who knows? I might've gotten even more lost, and even mugged!"

Edd shook his head, beginning to feel flustered at Reagan's intense gratitude towards him. "It's fine, just, be more careful in the future okay?" He pulled his hand back and turned away to leave. "See you around!" He threw a little wave.

"Wait, Edd!" Reagan called out, halting Edd in his tracks. The brunet faced him with a raised eyebrow and a quizzical expression. Reagan shuffled in his feet, as if hesitant to continue. "I was wondering . . ." He paused, ducking his head in embarrassment.

"What?" Edd asked.

"Well, I've been thinking about what you said. How wandering around at night can get you killed if you ain't careful." Reagan replied. "I don't know this town all that well, so that got me thinking- Could you possibly be my guide during my stay?"

Edd was so surprised by the blond's unexpected suggestion, he couldn't speak.

Reagan went on. "I admit I've had trouble finding my way around ever since i got here. I won't stay in town for very long, and I could even pay for your troubles. If you could, I'd be eternally grateful for your kindness."

It was strange, but Edd felt an odd connection to this newcomer. Reagan had been found lost and alone in the place where his home once was. The same location that once held so many joyous memories, but now serves as a painful reminder of what was lost in that one, fateful day. His betrayal had put a bigger dent on Edd's relationship with his friends than he cared to admit. Things were shaky between the trio after that day, and Tom's death only worsened the condition. Perhaps, if Edd had been a better friend, both Tom and Tord could still be here with him today.

A sudden compulsion to help pricked every hair on his skin. Somehow, Edd thought, it would be like second chance at helping Tom, and this time, he could succeed.

"Alright, I'll do it." Edd said decisively, giving a curt nod.

Reagan perked up with a bright smile. "You will?" When Edd confirmed with another nod, his eyes blazed with glee. "Oh thank you! Thank you! Thank you! You won't regret this, I promise! I will make this worth your while!"

Watching the ecstatic Irishman practically jump up and down in front of him, Edd had to stifle back the laugh of amusement that bubbled inside of him. Afterwards, they handed each other's contacts and went along their separate ways.

As Edd walked down the street and made his way back to his apartment, he reflected on the events that just took place. He felt good about his decision of helping Reagan. He felt better than he had in a long time. The short time he spent aiding Reagan made Edd realize just how reclusive he has become as of late. He doesn't remember the last time he genuinely laughed, or felt happy with anything. Sometimes he would smile or chuckle, but it has always been rather forced in an attempt to fool Matt into thinking he was fine. But what he felt back there was real.

Hanging out with someone other than Matt for a change might lead him toward the path of recovery. Edd felt a prickle of doubt and guilt nag at him at the idea. Matt is a good friend, and he is doing his best to console and support him; however, Edd can't deny that the ginger wasn't the best at subtlety. Matt tries to pretend things are alright when they really aren't, and when he senses Edd's overall mood, he tends to become overly "mother hen-ish". Most days Edd can handle, but other times, when he didn't feel particularly well with life, that kind of behaviour got under his skin.

Nearing his home, Edd braced himself for the earful he will undoubtedly hear from Matt; wondering where he'd been all this time, why he hadn't answered his text messages, and will probably try to lecture him in some way. But for once, Edd threw any worries he had out the window. His encounter with Reagan was invigorating in a way, and he wasn't about to let Matt dampen his mood. He shouldn't feel guilty about this! He is finally moving on!

After bidding goodbye to one another, Reagan remained on the steps of the foyer and watched Edd's retreating form fade in the distance. The friendly smile on his face slowly shifted into a sly grin. "So gullible." He chuckles under his breath.

It greatly amuses Reagan to no end how people can be so easily fooled by a pitiful individual in need; even if they are a complete stranger. No one would suspect a lost, semi-drunk outsider of having any ulterior motives. Admittedly, Reagan hadn't intended to make contact with his target this soon. It was by complete coincidence that he passed out in that wreckage after a night out drinking, but he wasn't about to look a gift horse in the mouth. Reagan would take the opportunity presented and make the most of it.

Second step of the mission is completed- First interaction has been made. Reagan thought with satisfaction, taking out a notepad from his pocket and making a tick on it. Now it's time for the third step- Fully integrate myself into target's life.

Notes:

I DID IT!

Holy shi- this took so goddamn to complete, but I am so heckin proud of how this turned out. Thank you guys so much for your patience, but I must ask you to wait at least two months before requesting for the next chapter. My finals are this week, I'll be graduating soon, and then I'll go back to Brazil for vacation. I already have bits and pieces of chapter 13 ready (and yes, Tord is back), but I won't be able to work on it until I am done with school.

I'll see yah all later! ;)

Chapter 13: Chapter 13

Summary:

Edd and Matt get "new neighbors", Tord returns to make Tom's life hell but realizes something he wished he hadn't, and Reagan continues with his mission.

Notes:

Hey guys! This is Flower1815 here, bringing you a new chapter of my little test subject. In celebration of my 20th birthday, I made this chapter extra big and with plenty of Tomtord content for you all. You guys have been amazing with your support, and I appreciate every review and comment you leave me. However, I would like to ask you guys a favor.

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Chapter Text

Matt narrowed his eyes as he glanced out the window. The days are getting shorter. He observed, taking note of the sun's position in the sky. And the nights are getting colder. Soon winter will be here. It was hard to believe that it's been exactly eight months since Tom's untimely demise. He never would've thought he and Edd would be able to cope with the pain they had felt back then; but they are moving on. Slowly, but surely.

"Matt? You alright in there?"

The sound of Edd's voice coming from his living room snapped Matt out of his thoughts. He opened the microwave and pulled the freshly-made bag of popcorn out. "Coming!" Reaching toward the cupboard, Matt poured the salty treat goodness into a bowl. Before leaving, he stopped by the fridge and grabbed a can of coke. He bought a boxful the day before and left it in his freezer just on the occasion Edd would come over to his place. This will surely keep Edd in a cheerful mood.

"Have you picked a movie yet?" Matt asks, stepping out of his kitchen and into the living room. When he didn't get an immediate response, his gaze landed on his friend; who is currently sitting on the magenta couch with his legs crossed. He'd invited the brunet over to his apartment in hopes of rekindling their shaken friendship with a casual movie night. Edd was fumbling around with his phone, staring at the screen intently and a little coy smile on his face.

"Edd?"

The brunet looked up startled, almost as if Matt had caught him doing something wrong. "Wha- what?"

Matt jumped back started, careful not to let any of the bowl's contents spill over. "Whoa easy there!" He laughed, albeit a little uneasily. "I asked if you picked out a film?"

Blinking rapidly, Edd shook his head. "No- sorry. You were taking some time, and I guess I got distracted." He rubbed the back of his head apologetically. Matt didn't miss the way the brunet's eyes flicked briefly to his phone screen.

"It's fine." Matt shrugged it off. "What you doing anyway? Are you talking to someone?" He tried to peer closer to get a good look at the phone, but Edd swiveled out of his range of sight.

"It's nothing." Edd replied briskly. He must've realized how odd his reaction was, and immediately relaxed and added with a sigh. "It's just some prompt requests and offers. Nothing tremendously exciting."

"Oh right, yeah…" Matt chuckled half-heartedly, trying to lighten up the mood again. He sat down next to Edd on the couch, setting the bowl of popcorn between them. "How's the- how is the art coming along?"

Breathing an exasperated sigh, Edd stuffed his phone away and leaned back on the sofa. "Not very good." He admitted. "I haven't been able to draw anything worthwhile for some time now. I just can't find any motivation to do so."

Matt patted him on the back and offered his friend the coke. "Ah cheer up! Maybe all you need is something to relax over and refresh your head." He reassured. "A good movie afternoon with some snacks will surely do the trick!"

Edd regarded his words and smiled. "Guess you're right."

"Of course I am!" Matt laughed. "Just you wait, you'll be back to drawing in no time." He clasped his hands and rubbed them together eagerly. "Now; what are we waiting for? Let's get this show on the road!"

He handed Edd the remote control for the TV. They started flicking through the various movies available, searching for something they'll both enjoy.

"We've watched plenty of horror films in the past. How about an animated one for a change?"

"Sounds good to me!" Matt agreed enthusiastically, grabbing a handful of popcorn and stuffing it all into his mouth.

They navigated through the large selection of movies displayed on-screen, occasionally expressing their thoughts to each other whenever they pause by a possible choice before moving on with their search. Being a lover of all things animated, Edd isn't picky when it comes to animation. He has some preferences, sure; but he isn't about to turn up his nose if a particular style doesn't appeal to him. He likes cheap, crappy horror movies for Christ sakes, his taste isn't exactly refined!

After nearly half an hour of browsing and discussion, they eventually settled with a stop-motion flick. It was on Edd's watch list since it first came out, though he never got around on actually watching it, and Matt was a sucker for the awkward movement and, in the ginger's opinion, "cutesy" animation. So they shrugged their shoulders, decided "why not?" and selected it for their afternoon movie section.

Edd pressed play, sat back, and took a sip of his cola as the logos came on screen.

After what he's been through lately, watching a film with Matt of all things really never crossed his mind. Probably because it seemed so mundane and… out of the norm from how he usually spent his days. Moping around, and doing nothing particularly exciting with his time until night fall. Mostly because all his attempts of performing tasks that usually brought some sort of emotion out of him, whether it be a positive or negative one, was replaced with empty numbness despite Edd's best efforts to cope.

They duo sat there, watching the movie play out in silence, save for the occasional comment here and there and the sound of munching popcorn.

About twenty minutes into the film, when the main character was attempting to converse with their dead relative for guidance before being chased down by evil ninja-witches, and Edd's attention was fixated on the screen with interest; loud noises could be heard coming from right outside of the apartment. Although obnoxious and kind of distracting, Edd didn't pay them much mind.

Just lousy neighbors. He figured dismissively, eating more popcorn. They'll leave soon enough.

However, the sounds hadn't eased- quite the opposite happened, in fact. The noises coming from the hallway outside only grew louder in frequency, followed by voices that weren't even trying to keep their tone down.

Edd shifted in his seat with clear discomfort. He debated with himself whether he should go out there and outright tell them to be quiet, or try his best to ignore and pay attention to the film. He shot a questioning glance at Matt, wondering what he preferred but the ginger didn't turn to look at him as he raised the volume of the TV to its highest setting.

Upon closer look, Matt seems uncharacteristically stiff and rigid for some reason.

Edd brushed his doubts away, and turned his attention back to the screen. He tried his best to focus on the movie but every time he felt even slightly immersed in the story and characters, his mind would drift away back to the noises. A familiar tingle of dread made the hairs on the back of his neck stand up, but Edd couldn't tell why. Something in particular about the voices outside set this feeling off in him, however he could not put a finger on it for the life of him.

The loud bumps and knocks that accompanied them didn't help matters.

Growing increasingly restless, and unable to keep his curiosity down and neither the alarm bells ringing in his head; the brunet finally conceded.

"The hell do you think the neighbors are up to out there?" Edd prompted with feign nonchalantness as he took a sip of his beverage.

"Meh, who knows?" Matt shrugged indifferently while grabbing a chunk of popcorn. "Probably nothing exciting."

Edd wasn't satisfied with that answer. He couldn't help the lingering suspicion that Matt might be hiding something from him, and it might be connected to the neighbors out there in the hall.

A tremor coming from his pocket jolted him out of his thoughts. Taking the phone out, Edd read the message.

(RF): So can you make it tonight?

He went to unlock the phone in order to reply when his eyes briefly flickered over the date displayed above the message:

Friday, 6th of July.

There was nothing particularly out of the ordinary for this date. However, something seemed to finally click into place in his head. The loud noises outside. The neighbors who wouldn't stop talking. Matt's stiff posture. It all made sense now.

It's moving day! Edd deduced with a start. The people making so much noise are our new neighbors; and they are moving in to the apartment next door. Tom's apartment. His posture deflated with a pang of sadness when he realized what it meant, but quickly brushed it off. He shouldn't feel sad- he already knew this was happening one way or another, and leaving the apartment vacant to gather dust won't change the fact that Tom is dead. It's best to put it to good use for someone who actually needs a place to live.

Even if it meant-

Edd grimaced at the following thought.

Even if that the person leaving in the mornings to check the mail wasn't his grumpy, eyeless friend; Edd knew this was the best course of action to take.

He breathed out a heavy sigh. Taking a second glance toward his orange-haired friend with this new information in mind, it's no wonder Matt looks so stiff and uncomfortable. He thinks I'll get upset if I figure out what's really going on out there. Edd resisted the impulse to bristle at the insinuation that he may be too emotionally weak to think rationally. He couldn't hold this against Matt. Tom was still kind of a sore topic to touch upon whenever he was mentioned between them, and Matt was just doing what he thought was best in his own anxious way. Edd can't really fault him for that.

A loud bump disrupted his thoughts. Edd shifted his focus to the noises coming from the hallway, trying to hear what they were saying. Funny enough, the voices stirred an itch of familiarity within him; though he couldn't quite place it. He's definitely sure he heard these voices before… but where?

Edd shook his head. He wasn't getting anywhere with this, and he is fairly sure he lost some pivotal plot points from the movie. "Alright, that's it." He jumped to his feet.

Matt looked up at him, startled. "Where you're going?" He asks worriedly through a mouthful of popcorn.

"I'm going to tell our neighbors to pipe down. They are making too much noise, and I can barely hear what's going on in the film." The brunet crossed the short distance between the couch and the door.

"Wait, Edd! It's fine- really!" Matt cried out, scrambling from his seat to try and reach out for him. "I- I don't wan- I don't really mind the noise all that much. I can try to-"

"Matt!" Edd abruptly cut him off, an edge of impatience in his voice.

The ginger instantly clamped his mouth shut, and fixed his worried blue gaze on his friend. Realizing he sounded harsher than he'd intended, Edd shot him an apologetic glance over his shoulder; his posture sagging as he released a tired sigh.

"It's fine, Matt." He tried again, this time with a much softer tone. "I mean it, really. I know what's going on and you don't need to hide it from me anymore. It's okay!" Matt ducked his head down in shame, his gaze downcast. When he lifted his eyes again, Edd was surprised to see sorrow and guilt brimming in his friend's stare. It honestly unnerved him in a way. What's the big deal?

Figuring Matt was just upset he got caught trying to keep things from him; Edd shrugged it off as him simply being overly emotional.

"I know things haven't been exactly the same between us since… you know. But you don't have to keep every little thing that has to do with Tom a secret from me." Edd continued uneasily. "I know you mean well, but I am not unstable. We've discussed about renting out Tom's apartment, and I might've been upset at first, but we both agreed it was the best course of action to take." He grabbed the door handle as he spoke.

Matt's eyes widened. "Wait, Edd-!"

"Calm down, it's fine." The brunet opened the door just a crack. "I'm just going to tell the neighbors to quiet down a little, nothing worth so much drama. Maybe greet them into the complex while I'm at it."

"That's not what I-"

"I won't lash out at them over this. You worry too much, I'm telling you it's fine!" Edd insisted. He opened the door before Matt could make another protest, and he peered out into the hall.

"Hey, I'm sorry. I know you guys are new but could you please keep the noise down a bit? We're trying to watch a movie and-"

He froze. His words instantly dying out on his tongue when he saw two men he had never thought he'd see again standing before him; their belongings scattered around the hall whilst in the process of moving to their new apartment.

One of them was leaning back on the door frame of an apartment on the opposite side, sipping on a can of coke- diet coke, Edd noted with vivid disgust; while the other man was half-way through removing their belongings from a crate. They don't appear to have changed much since the last time they've seen each other.

Edd stared at them in disbelief. After all the crazy adventures he'd gone through, he had thought nothing else could shock him, but for a heartbeat he forgot how to breathe.

Staring curiously back at him, both looking perplexed and mildly confused, were none other than Eduardo and Mark.

"Eduardo?"

"Loser-? I mean- Edd?!" Eduardo blinked at him in disbelief. "You live here?"

"Uhhh, yeah?" Edd answered, highly uncomfortable with the situation that he's gotten himself into. Edd isn't exactly sure what their current stances are now. Are they still rivals? Are they… cool now? It's hard to tell after a whole year of not seeing each other. Doesn't help that the last time they crossed paths ended up being a terrible tragedy for both groups. "What- what are you doing here?"

"What's it look like?" Mark retorted, dusting his hands as he settled the crater down. "We're moving in, of course."

Edd's blood ran cold, and he gulped apprehensively. What did he expect? There is literally no other reason why they would be here now, today of all days, with their stuff all over the place. After a second to recompose himself he prompted. "You- you two are sharing the flat together?"

"What? No. There isn't enough space for the two of us in one apartment." Mark clarified, surprising Edd with his assertiveness.

In the past, Eduardo had always been the more vocal one of the group. But now the dark haired brunet was just standing in silence with his favorite beverage in hand, his face giving nothing away.

"Eduardo's taking the vacant apartment adjacent to yours, while I'll be living in the one across from his. Simple as that."

Though he'd already guessed, hearing his suspicions being confirmed out loud only made his blood run cold with dread; chilling him to the core. Out of everyone in this town looking for a place to live, Edd internally winced. Why did it have to be Eduardo of all people to move in Tom's apartment?

Sensing anguish welling up fast inside his chest, Edd decided it was best to end this interaction immediately. It's bad enough running into them when he wasn't even sure what their relationship is; he doesn't need the humiliation of showing vulnerability in front of them on top of that.

"That's, uh, great I guess." He choked out stiffly; attempting to clear his throat to mask the uneasiness that he felt. "I'll be heading back inside now. Sorry for interrupting."

He was half-way behind the door when Eduardo called to him.

"Wait, Edd."

Edd stopped, but didn't step out again. Instead he merely peeked from the remaining gap of the door, his heart growing colder by the second. He could hardly stand to look at the other man. He's always so cocky and arrogant and pleased with himself. . . . He recalled with nagging frustration.

Then Edd realized that he seemed different now from how he had been before the incident. He hasn't made a single snarky remark to me… yet.

"We heard what happened to your friend." Eduardo murmured, seeming uncertain of his own actions. It was weird to see the usually brash and arrogant man be so hesitant and act sympathetic. But he held a look of genuine sadness in his eyes. Edd grit his teeth at the indirect mention of Tom. You weren't supposed to know about that! "I'm sorry."

Edd stared at him, unsure how to respond. He tried to choke out a "Thank you" because he knew that was what he was supposed to say. But his throat felt as if it was full of ash, and his grief rose until he felt it might burst out of him.

Still, he kept his emotions in check. His eyes blurred with sadness, Edd only gave a tiny nod of acknowledgement and headed back inside.

The door clicked shut behind him and his strength vanished, leaving only a familiar numbness that he'd grown so accustomed to the past days. Edd's shoulder's sagged and his gaze was downcast.

"Edd?"

He looked up at the sound of his name. Matt was still sitting on the couch, movie paused, his knees hugged to his chest with his face half-hidden as he stared at Edd with wide dismayed eyes. "Are you okay?"

Edd's mind was whirling. He couldn't think beyond this moment; he only suspected his best friend's involvement in the situation. He narrowed his eyes. "Did you know?"

Matt let out a long sigh, closing his eyes briefly as if he had to nerve himself for what he was about to say. Then he faced Edd again.

"I'm sorry. I wanted to tell you, but there was never a right time." His blue eyes were seared with guilt.

In other words; you were afraid to make me upset. Edd couldn't keep the bitterness out of his thoughts. Although he appreciates the sentiment, he would've appreciated more if he'd been warned ahead of time to better handle the situation. Doesn't Matt know by now that keeping things from me don't make them go away, but make them worse?

Edd took a deep breath. "Why did you tell them?"

"Tell them what?" Matt prompted, clear confusion evident on his features.

"About Tom!" Frustration made Edd hiss through gritted teeth. "Why did you have to tell them what happened?"

"I didn't!" Matt's eyes were genuinely mystified, and Edd realized the ginger was telling the truth; he hadn't revealed Tom's terrible fate to their so called former rivals. "The landlord must've probably mentioned to them or something. I would never say something so personal to those guys! I promise!"

For a moment that lasted a heartbeat or perhaps a full minute, Edd simply stared at him. Tension easing off his shoulders, Edd finally decided to relent and spare Matt from further distress. He looked away and sighed; running a hand through his hair as he went to sit back on the couch.

"Edd?"

"I'm fine, Matt. Just press play on the movie." Edd leaned back with arms crossed over his chest. He kept his gaze on the screen, but could still sense the ginger's gaze on him.

He heard Matt sigh in defeat and the film resumed; though neither of them appeared to be paying any real attention to the rest of it, now that tension was thick in the air between them.

Edd stared at the screen blankly, admittedly enjoying the aesthetic of the animation but never getting quite sucked in to what's going on; when a slight tremor coming from his pocket caught his notice.

Edd pulled out his phone to see another message, realizing with a start he'd forgotten to reply to the message before.

(RF): Eddie?

(RF): Oi! Don't leave me hanging bud!

He began to type back, glad to have something to distract him from the awkward occurrence that he'd just gone through.

(EG): Sorry!

(EG): Got kind of sidetracked…

(EG): But yeah, I can make it!

An instant reply popped on screen.

(RF): Splendid! :D

(RF): Same time and place sounds good to yah?

(EG): Yup

(RF): Great!

(RF): Till then

Edd closed his phone with small grin, feeling moderately better than he did now that he has something to look forward to at the end of the evening.

(Meanwhile…)

Wind swept across bleak and icy mountains, carrying with it flurries of sleet. Dark clouds blocked out the sun entirely from view, casting the landscape in shadows that only subsided for a split-second by the occasional flash of lightning that ripped through the sky.

Patrick stood firmly still amidst the storm, umbrella in hand, as he watched the soldiers work about the runway. His eyes squinted against the heavy rain and the strong, howling winds buffeting both his hair and uniform wildly in the air.

A pair of white lights appeared in the distance, heralding the approach of a helicopter. The steady sound of the rotating blades reached Pat's ears above the clamor of the storm, and before long, the aircraft itself came into view.

He observed in silent anticipation as the helicopter neared the helipad. One of the soldiers stood right in front of it, acting as a marshall, and used the glowing batons in each hand to signal the aircraft forward to land.

The helicopter's door slid open before the craft could even fully touch the ground, and a figure jumped out, seemingly not caring about the horrible weather he exposed himself to. If anything, he appeared to relish the freezing sting of the gale and rain against the injured side of his face.

"Home sweet home." He sighed contently.

"Welcome back, Red Leader."

Patrick greeted him with a courteous dip of his head, extending the umbrella over his leader's head to shelter him from the rainstorm. "It's good to have you back, sir. Hope you had a pleasant flight despite the dreadful weather."

"Indeed." Tord regarded his surroundings with a wistful glance.

After having to travel to four different bases in a matter of months, dealing with the idiocy of some of his soldiers and putting them back in line, Tord had longed to return home and resume his work on more important matters that actually deserve his time and attention.

He raised one hand and flicked his fingers, signaling for the soldiers who had been accompanying in the helicopter to move out. The soldiers exited the aircraft at his silent order, bringing with them a sealed tight crate. It was labeled "confidential" on the side with big letters, and etched in red.

"Should I know what is it that you got there with you, sir?" Patrick inquired, his gaze following the mysterious box with curious intent as the soldiers carried it inside.

"All in good time, Pat." Tord smirked. "Although frustrating at times, my time away has also been very fruitful. I managed to gather information that will prove to be most pivotal for our research."

And that's all he would say in the matter.

Tord headed for the hangar's exit, Patrick following right behind him, walking at a brisk pace. The Red Leader, although acknowledging the presence of his soldiers with a curt nod as they walked past him, barely paid them any mind. He has more pressing affairs to attend to, and he was eager to see his test subject's development up close after being gone for so long.

"So, how's subject #1826 doing?" Tord brought it up as soon as they got into the elevator, and out of earshot from the other Red Army members.

Patrick shot him a side-glance as he pressed the -3 button. "I thought you already knew the answer to that by now. We have been updating his progress all along after all." He said, closing the umbrella and letting it lean on the side of his leg.

"Yes, well, the last update you sent me was nearly a month ago and I want to know all the precise details." The Norsk stated, a hint of impatience edged in his voice. "Did he behave?"

"Yes, sir. He behaved exceptionally well in your absence." Pat replied. "Perhaps you should consider leaving again to keep on Tom's good graces?" He teased, a small smirk forming on his face.

"Oh ha ha! How clever of you!" Tord fake-laughed, his voice dripping with sarcasm as he narrowed his eyes. "Astounds me how you didn't become a comedian instead of working in this dump." He paused, his tone softening. "Still; it's good to know he wasn't being difficult with either of you."

Sighing, he ran one hand through his partially wet bangs. "How is he otherwise?"

Patrick shifted his feet. "His physical condition has improved drastically since we first acquired him. His body mass and weight are back to normal measures, all his injuries have healed, and there is no trace of sickness in him. Truly, he is in the best shape possible and I think you'll be glad with the end result."

"Is Paul putting him through more advanced exercises now that Tom's faring better?"

"Yes; and I believe they are in gym as we speak, sir." Pat continued. "We also altered his diet plan. We are serving him three meals a day, with small lunch breaks in between like fruits or crackers."

"And his mental condition?" Tord pressed.

Pat's gaze drifted away. "I'm not entirely sure. Thomas is very closed off, and it's hard to read him." His shoulders slumped and he leaned back against one of the elevator walls.

Tord blinked at him with surprise. For the first time in a long while, perhaps because he hadn't seen the Polish soldier in months, Pat looked genuinely tired.

"Pat?"

At the sound of his name, the Red Army general immediately composed himself with a tiny shake of his head. "Mentally; the results are still inconclusive. I need to perform a few more sessions to be sure."

Tord regarded him for a moment longer.

"You think he might be ready for the experiments?" He demands. His eyes narrowed.

"Soon; but not yet, sir." Patrick responded, clearing his throat. "Since we don't know much about the serum's nature, we have no way of knowing if it has any correlation to the subject's brain activity." He went on. "If were to start the experiments on Tom with the slightest chance of him being unstable, we have no idea how well that would translate with the serum."

Tord looked at Patrick and solemnly nodded his line of reasoning. "Very well." He conceded.

"Also-" The General added hastily. "The shipment of the purple stuff you ordered from our suppliers arrived last month. I took the liberty to store it in the lab for your use when the time comes."

"Did Tom see it?"

"Negative, sir."

"Good."

The elevator's doors slid open. Patrick stepped out; expecting his leader to do the same, but glancing back over his shoulder the Norsk remained unmoving.

"Aren't you heading for your office?" Pat suggested. "Being gone for so long, I thought you'd be dying to return to your quarters."

"Later. I want to check Thomas' progress for myself first." Tord answered briskly. He was restless to see Tom again, and how much he's changed. "Contact me should you need anything."

"Yes, sir."

They both nodded curtly and the lift's doors closed.

Alone in the elevator now, Tord raised the palm of his robotic hand and placed it over the panel in the wall where a scanner is situated next to the buttons. It is meant to read soldier IDs for clearance reasons. Not everyone is allowed to take the elevator, and some floors are off limits; especially the -5 level, where the serum experiments are being held in.

The scanner read the small screen that his palm displayed, and the confirmation sound rang above him. Tord pressed the button and leaned back as the lift set in motion once again. He was absolutely ecstatic to see the progress his test subject had made.

(Meanwhile…)

Breathless and sweating profusely, Tom sprinted as fast as his tired body would allow. He panted but kept on running despite his body's pleas to stop. His heart was hammering against his chest so hard that Tom felt as if it lodged against the bottom of his throat, and nearly suffocate him. Blood roaring loudly in his ears.

He leaped over the obstacles standing in his path smoothly, regardless of his rapidly decreasing energy. Tom's mouth felt parched, and it was tough to swallow. He was tired, and yearned for a pause to rest; yet the exercise felt rejuvenating to his being.

Using one last surge of strength in him to make it through the end of the lap, Tom pelted for the finish line. He felt eyes following his movements as he did so, and Tom risked a quick side glance to the far right of the tracks where Paul was standing. Although brief, he accidentally made eye contact with the Red Army commander; the latter even giving him an encouraging nod and a flashed a little, friendly smile.

Tom snapped his focus back to running, shaking his head dismissively. The world seemed to slow down despite his speed, and everything turned a shade darker. A sudden weight manifested on his back and coiled around his shoulders, like a snake constricting against its prey. Tom resisted the instinct to flinch when he sensed a cruel pair of sharp hands press up against his jugular.

"Don't be fooled. ~" The voice hissed in his head. "You know they are after only one thing, and that's why they are treating you so decently. ~" It reminded him sternly. "It's all a ruse. Nothing more than an act for you to let your guard down. But now that you are onto them, they'll start to get desperate to regain your trust. You better not forget that! ~"

I won't.

The voice vanished; allowing him the chance to complete the rest of the circuit.

Upon crossing the finish line, Tom skidded to a halt and hunched over to his knees, panting to catch his breath. His forehead was coated with sweat and his face was flushed red with heat.

"44 seconds!" Paul exclaimed, pressing the stop button on his stopwatch. "You are 8 seconds slower than last time; but considering this is your fourth lap today, I say it isn't all that bad."

Tom did not respond. He was too busy catching his breath back to his lungs to properly process the results.

"Think you can do 2 more laps?" Paul prompted, handing him a water bottle.

Tom snatched it out of his hand, still not speaking, and tipped the bottle into his mouth. A little bit more desperate to quench his thirst than he'd intended to, he drank the water clumsily and some of it dribbled down the corners of his lips and dripped off his chin and onto his sweaty shirt.

"Sure." He finally answered, breathless. "Just uh- just give me five minutes or so."

"Still having the lungs of a pug, I see?"

The unexpected, and yet familiar voice made Tom stop mid-swig and choke on the water. Spitting out what remained in his mouth, Tom looked up with wide eyes; thinking perhaps it was just the voice playing another prank on him. But there was no dark haze clouding his vision, and no ghostly limbs holding him. Not to mention the speaker sounded smooth and cool. Sure enough, Tom's fears were confirmed when his gaze landed on the imposing figure standing by the gym's entrance. A coy smirk was plastered on the man's face, hands folded neatly behind his back, and his one visible eye was glinting with what appeared to be a mixture of enthusiasm and interest.

Paul instantly straightened himself and saluted the Norsk as he strolled into the room. Tord acknowledged his commander with a nod as he approached, before turning his attention to Tom. "Hello, old friend."

A wave of dread and resentment spiked through Tom at the sight of the Norwegian man.He narrowed his eyes. "F#ck, you're back already?"

"Thomas! Is that any way to greet your leader?" Tord pretended to gasp, his eye sparkling with amusement.

"You're not my leader, much less my friend." Tom growled.

The Red Leader did not respond to his remark. Tord stepped closer to him, his gaze raking over the Brit with interest. Patrick wasn't kidding when he said Tom made a full physical recovery. The test subject who had arrived in the base underweight, sickly pale, and gaunt all those months ago has made a miraculous improvement.

Tord began to circle him, taking a closer and more detailed look at him.

Tom's skin tone took a healthier hue despite not getting any sunlight, and his frame is no longer frail bone and skin. He wasn't wearing any bandages, and Tord could see that most of the bruises were healed except for a few faint scars. He'd developed a good mass of muscles too; most notably on his arms and torso. His legs and thighs have also grown sturdy and fit from the exercises, and the dark bags that had accentuated his eyeless sockets have disappeared. Despite being a sweaty mess right now, Tom looks generally better than he did since the last time they saw each other. The pictures certainly didn't do him enough justice, and Tord was all the more glad he took his time to see Tom's development for himself.

On his part, Tom was growing increasingly uncomfortable with the lack of personal space between him and the Norsk, and the intense gaze roaming his body didn't make it any better. He kept his attention on Tord as he circled him, making sure to keep the Norwegian man on his line of sight at all times. Tom did not enjoy the way Tord was looking at him, and he found himself glaring at the man pacing around him.

"Not bad. Not bad at all." Tord murmured under his breath, nodding in approval as his gaze wandered Tom's form from top to bottom, and back up again one last time. His gaze eventually settled on Tom's unique black eyes, and he cocked his head to one side with a tiny smirk. "I see the life of a soldier is treating you quite well."

Tom turned to him fully and narrowed his eyes. "Uh, I think you mean the life of a test subject? At least that's the official term from what I've heard?" He pointed toward the number tag on his shirt, as if to prove his point. "Still; can't say the same for you." He gestured to the burned side of the Norsk's face.

"Anyways, where were you before I interrupted?" Tord quickly changed the subject, and switched his attention to Paul; seemingly ignoring Tom's comment altogether.

Prick. Tom fumed irritably, taking another sip of his water bottle. Commie's been here for five minutes, and he is already grating on my nerves.

"I'm having test subject #1826 run laps around the tracks, sir." The Red Army Commander reported, showing him the timer on the stopwatch.

Tord eyed the numbers with a critical eye. "Decent, but I wouldn't go writing home about it." He hummed pensively. "Mind if I stay and watch? It would be a good way to learn where his strengths and weaknesses lie for when I begin his training."

"Training?!"

For the second time that day, Tom spat out his drink. He wiped his face clean with the back of his hand, and shot the two soldiers an incredulous look. "What training? What are you talking about?"

The Red Leader pinched the bridge of his nose with sigh, his lips quirked upward in the form of a small grin. "Oh Tom, you mean to tell me you haven't pieced it together?" He teased. "I know you're dense, but surely you must've suspected something out of the intense exercises we put you through? All of this isn't just for the sake of keeping you fit, you know. If that were the case, I would just have you running on a treadmill with a bottle of Smirnoff hanging on the other end and it would probably work just as well!"

"The hell you talking about?"

"What do you think? You are going to be a soldier, Tom."

Tom froze with shock at his words. He felt as if he'd been hit in the chest by a ten-pound sledge hammer, and was standing there stunned and staring in disbelief at the f#cker who assaulted him. For a second, Tom hoped he just imagined or misheard what Tord said; however, judging by the clear satisfaction on the Norwegian's face it was evident he'd heard correctly.

Anger soon replaced shock, and Tom clenched his fists with a scowl. He wasn't even sure what he was supposed to say. What? Why? F#ck? No? Uh? Knowing he would make a blunder of himself if he attempts to speak, Tom resorted to follow his most basic urge at the moment.

He flung the water bottle at Tord's face.

Foreseeing his moves, the Red Leader effortlessly caught it mid-air before it could strike him. Tord felt Paul shrink back in shock beside him, looking back and forth between him and Tom anxiously; anticipating the situation to escalate any moment now. But Tord was calm- in fact, he was amused by the eyeless man's antics.

He looked at the bottle in his hand, then turned back to Tom. "I'll let it slide, this time." He warned.

His comment seems to stir Tom's fury further, and the Brit marched up to him stiff-legged until they were practically nose to nose. "No. There's absolutely no f#cking way I will ever be another one of your stupid soldiers!"

Tord frowned. "Your future is non-negotiable at this point, Thomas." He pointed out matter-of-factly. "You signed your life over to the Red Army when you took the deal, remember?"

"To be a test subject for your stupid plans. That's it. I didn't know about this garbage when I agreed!" Tom snarled.

"Admittedly, at the time this wasn't part of my plans either. But after giving some thought on the situation, I realized it's the best course of action for you." Tord reasoned coolly. "We can't afford to transport you out in the middle of the battlefield. What's the point of a super-secret weapon if it's impractical? You'll be of much better use in the front lines, where you may shift if we ever need to turn the tides of battle to our favor."

Tom stumbled backward, hardly believing what he was hearing. Being the commie's test subject was bad enough; but now he wants him as a soldier too? Tom shivered in disgust at the thought of being just another one of Tord's stupid, brainless, and obedient pawns. The image of wearing the ridiculous red and blue uniform made him nearly visibly retch.

From the sidelines, Paul stepped closer to them. "Sir, I sincerely urge you to reconsider." He spoke up. "All Red Army members joined by choice, and Thomas should get the same rights as they did."

Tom glanced at him in surprise. He wasn't expecting Paul to jump to his defense against his own leader's judgement. However, Tom was quick to crush any presumption that Paul was doing this out of some resemblance of care he may have for him.

Tord turned to his Commander with narrowed eyes. "I already gave him the choice to join us, and he did so willingly." You forced me into it you prick! Tom bristled at the reminder of the threat put over his friend's lives. "I don't see why I have to give him a second chance if he's already part of our organization anyway."

Paul shook his head, looking troubled. "Pat's not going to like that, sir."

"Then Pat can discuss this with me himself." Tord retorted through gritted teeth, his patience running thin. Paul sighed in defeat, dipping his head toward his leader and stepping away again.

A sudden pressure increased inside Tom's head and his gaze darkened. "Shouldn't you be happy? You're getting promoted from lab mutt to loyal hound! This is the greatest thing you will ever achieve in your miserable existence. Might as well commit to the position. ~" The voice commented ponderingly with a hint of a chuckle, patting his head forcefully. "Or… you should take this as a bigger incentive to go through with your plan. Whichever you prefer. ~" The hand patting his head grabbed a hold of his scalp, sinking nail like claws into his skull and pulling hard. Tom winced. "Vacation is over! Time to start acting, or else! ~" The heavy weight constricting his brain seemed to uncurl and release him, and his vision dimmed back to normal.

"Now then, if there aren't any further arguments perhaps we should resume with your exercises." Tord clasped his hands together, straightening his posture and with his chin raised to assume a more authoritative appearance. His one gray eye gleamed back at Tom mockingly, as if daring him to challenge his power.

Tom glanced back at him, muscles still stiff with outrage- or maybe it's just from all the exercises he's done so far. He wanted to argue. He wanted to keep on defying him for every little thing, and throw insults at the commie's face. But what's the point of any of it anymore? Not give Tord the satisfaction of obeying him? You would think with the constant desire to die floating around in his head, he would have gotten better on his priorities, but evidently not. Tom's rivalry with Tord is not something easily brushed over no matter what circumstances they're in.

Mustering all his self-control, Tom simply sighed and nodded briskly. "Fine." He begrudgingly relented.

Catching Tom's gaze, Paul cleared his throat and nodded solemnly. "Two laps."

Tom took a deep breath and walked over to the starting point, well-aware of the Norsk's gaze following him. He took position; standing with his feet about shoulder-width apart with his right leg just behind the starting line- and waited for Paul to give the signal.

From the corner of his vision, Tom could see Tord standing off to the side of the tracks next to Paul. Tom elected to ignore his presence, and pretend he wasn't currently in the same room as him; or that he was standing in such a close proximity of the Norwegian man. He caught a glimpse of Tord's robotic arm and remembering what happened the last time he'd been present on his physical evaluation, Tom stared at the device intently- silently urging it to glitch again to get Tord out of the room. It's times such as these Tom wished he'd been given psychic powers along with the rest of his gifts.

"And… go!"

At the signal, Tom pelted away at once as Paul pressed start on his stopwatch. Tord watched Tom race through the tracks, his gaze pinned on the eyeless man as he leaped over the obstacles at a decent speed.

Not taking his eyes off the test subject, Tord addressed his Commander. "Anything unusual happened while I was gone?"

"Unusual, sir?" Paul echoed, raising one eye-brow in confusion.

"With him." Tord nodded in Tom's general direction. "Has he demonstrated any odd behavior changes as of late?"

Paul shrugged. "Nothing out of the ordinary, sir."

Tord pursed his lips, unsatisfied. "Any more fainting episodes?"

"Negative, sir. Ever since his withdrawal subsided, Thomas hasn't displayed any signs of fatigue or illness." The Commander fidgeted. "Although he does get sluggish from time to time, and he often complains about headaches."

Tord hummed thoughtfully, his hand trailing over the designs of his prosthetic one continuously. "And what are you giving him? Pat mentioned you changed his diet according to the improvement of his condition."

"Normal meals. Mostly what the mess hall serves for the day, with the exception of red meat."

The additional information caught the Red Leader's interest, drawing his attention away from the tracks to look at the man beside him intently. "No red meat? Why is that?"

"Tom made his distaste abundantly clear when we served it to him the first time." Paul admitted. "After that, he insisted on only fish and chicken."

Interesting bit of trivia. Tord narrowed his eyes. He was brought out of his thoughts when Tom raced past them, panting profusely as he crossed over the finish line. His face was flushed red with the heat of the exercise, and his pacing was slow, if a little sloppy.

As soon as he reached the end, Tom collapsed to the floor; chest heaving as he fought to catch back his breath.

Tord looked over to Paul.

"50 seconds- slightly slower than last time." He states, showing him the timer on his stopwatch.

Tord frowned. His stamina leaves a lot to be desired. He thought exasperatedly. Then his aggravation gave way to determination. But I know he can run much better than this!

Fortunately, Tord knows just what exactly he needs to bring out the best of the eyeless man.

He walked up to where Tom was splayed on the floor, still panting. Tord loomed over him with his arms folded behind his back and nudged the test subject's body with one foot. "Get up."

Tom looked up at him. "Yeah yeah- just uh- just give me a second."

"It's already been a second." Tord stated firmly. "C'mon. The sooner you are done with this, the faster you can take a shower. You smell awful."

At the insult, Tom's gaze drifted from the ceiling to glare at the Norwegian man towering over him. Wincing at the effort in his tired limbs, Tom heaved himself to his feet. "Fine. Let's get this over with." He spat.

The Brit walked back to the starting point and readied himself into position. He still occasionally swayed from side to side, having not fully recovered yet; however, he patiently waited for Paul to give him the signal.

Watching him intently, Tord managed to suppress the grin the threatened to form on his face as he played his plan over again in his head. Let him have a head start.

"And… go!"

Tom rushed away immediately. He pushed himself forward despite the constant protests of his body for him to stop and rest, but he'll only be able to do so after he's done with the dumb exercises. Tom's chest tightened with the lack of breath, and he felt his lungs practically screaming. The world seemed to close around him, but he pushed onward, his vision narrowed to a tunnel, fixed only on the tracks.

Suddenly, the sound of thrumming and fast footsteps catching up to him reached his ears. Before Tom could fully process it, Tord appeared right next him; matching his pace effortlessly. Tom looked at him in bewilderment.

"What the f-?!"

"Why so shocked, Jehovah?" Tord taunted knowingly. "At the rate that you're running, even a crippled turtle would outrun you."

Tom scowled. "Give me a break, you stupid commie! This is my sixth lap today to your first – cut me some slack, will you?"

Tord smirked. "Grouchy much?"

They jumped over the obstacles standing in their way together, with Tord taking the lead by a few inches ahead of Tom. However, despite his lazy speed it was clear the Norsk was only pacing himself to stay in step with the tired test subject. He can ditch him any time he wants but opted not to yet just to aggravate the Brit further.

While Tord leaped over the barriers in his way with smooth precision, Tom was clumsy in his lack of energy and his foot accidentally caught the upper-edge of the obstacle; slowing him down as he staggered forward and knocked the barrier to the ground. He quickly put his hands out in front of him to prevent himself from face-planting the floor.

"Classic stupid Tom! ~" Tord laughed, leaving him behind as he raced on ahead. "Watch your step, or you're just going to keep eating dust."

Fuming with anger, Tom hared after Tord as fast as he could. No way he was gonna let the commie get the best of him.

"Take it easy!" Paul called after him. "It's not a race, remember?"

Tell that to Tord! Tom raced harder.

"C'mon Thomas, don't be like that. Second best is nothing to be ashamed of!" He heard Tord laugh way up ahead.

His lungs ached. A cramp stabbed his ribs. Tord was already halfway back. At this rate, the Norsk would be able to lap him by the time he reached the finish line. How can he run that fast? He's a smoker! Tom thought incredulously. He forced himself to keep going. The floor flashed beneath him as he fought for each breath. Tord stopped running and stood next to Paul by the end of the tacks to watch him. Dragging in another breath, he hurtled the last few meters and skidded to a halt beside them.

"I- I did it! Ha ha…" Tom cheered pathetically, throwing his arms up but giving up half-way to let them rest by his sides. "In your… face!" He pointed at Tord, jabbing him on his chest weakly.

"The best soldier is the one who's still fighting at the end of the battle. Don't use up all your strength in the first fight." Tord advised coolly.

Tom frowned. "Whatever; just give me the damn water bottle."

Deciding he had enough fun tormenting the poor Brit for today, Tord obliged to his request and tossed the bottle over to him. He turned to Paul. "How was the time this lap?"

"42 seconds! He did much better this time around." Paul exclaimed.

Of course he did. Tord thought smugly. Tom would never let me best him without trying. All he needed was a little motivation. And though it was not his intent, he actually had a lot of fun racing Tom; even if it was just to nag him into hurrying up. It reminded him of the good old days when they had physical education together as children.

But Tom can still improve. He pushed the childish thoughts aside and shifted back to his leader persona.

"I think Thomas needs a little demonstration on how it should be done." Tord decided. "Paul, will you please do the honors?"

"Yes, sir."

Paul tore away, following the line of the tracks at a steady pace.

Tord beckoned Tom over. "Watch him closely." He ordered as the Brit neared and stood beside him. Upon closer inspection, Tord realized how completely spent and unsteady Tom was on his feet. He placed one hand on the eyeless man's shoulder to steady him. He immediately felt him tense in his grip, and Tom tried to brush him away; however, although his grasp was not firm, it was persistent and kept Tom from nearly falling over.

"See how much space he covers with each step. Watch how he stretches forward each time his feet leave the ground. Speed is vital, but you need to be in control of the speed." Tord murmured.

Tom watched attentively how Paul curved his leg with each stride. The Red Commander was at ease with his movements as he raced through the tracks, and doesn't appear to be the least bit tired by the time he skidded to a halt beside them.

"One last lap. Got your breath back?" Tord asked.

Tom sighed. "Yeah."

"Don't aim for speed." Tord warned. "You need your strength later."

Tom dipped his head and walked over to the starting line. As soon as Paul gave the signal to go he broke into a run, not pushing hard at first but gaining rhythm and speed as he crossed the tracks. He focused on each bound, reaching out with his feet a little farther before they touched the ground. He pushed harder with every stride until he was aware of nothing but the steady thrumming of his feet and the way his breath fell in time with his pace. He was suddenly moving with ease and hardly noticed any shortage of oxygen in his lungs.

"Much better! You got 32 seconds this time around." Tord's voice surprised him. He'd completed the lap of the running track already, so focused that he hadn't seen him. He pulled up, slowing to a halt before turning and strolling back to his side.

"Nice work, Tom." Paul acknowledged him with a dip of his head. "I think we're done for the day. Go ahead and shower."

"Yes!" Tom breathed in relief. "Thank god, I thought I was about to throw up my lungs all over the floor from so much exercise."

Tord rolled his eyes. "Don't be so dramatic, Thomas." He flashed him a knowing grin. "You'll get used to them in time."

Merely scoffing in reply, Tom picked up a fresh change of clothes and headed for the restroom in the back of the gym. Tord watched him leave, getting farther away until he entered the bathroom and disappeared from sight.

"So…"

Paul's voice jerked Tord out of his thoughts, and he blinked in confusion. "So?" He echoed.

"Why didn't you tell us you were planning to make Tom a soldier?" Paul crossed his arms, staring at him as he patiently waited for a reasonably good explanation.

Tord sighed. "I had a hunch Tom might've grown attached to the two of you, and vice versa, in my absence. I didn't want to potentially sour this little trust triangle you got going on by having either of you feeding him that information." He admitted. "Tom has a tendency to take things a lot more personally than they're intended to be. He's… interesting that way." He paused, running his organic hand through his locks. "He wouldn't have taken it well had you or Pat told him. It's best to have his anger target someone who already had plenty of experience in the past."

"Hm, and have three people be disappointed in you as opposed to only one – yes, very good planning on your part if I say so myself, sir." Paul muttered somewhat condescendingly. "You could've just ordered us to not tell him, if that were the case!"

"It wouldn't have worked – Tom would've just taken that as a bigger offence." Tord stated coolly. "Anyway, It doesn't matter anymore. What's done is done, and now you know."

Paul tsked, his eyes gleaming in anticipation of trouble ahead. "You're the leader. But Pat ain't gonna like this one bit. You know how he is with keeping vital information from the two of us."

Tord shrugged stubbornly. "Patrick will just have to accept the decision."

"If you insist, sir." Paul frowned. "However, I must remind you that our schedules are kind of in a tight fit. Between dealing with the formal aspects of the base and evaluating Tom's condition twice a week; it will be hard for either of us to find time to oversee Tom's soldier training on top of all that."

"Don't worry, Paul. I already took all of that into consideration when I made my decision." The Norwegian man dismissed his concerns. "Which is why I had my schedule re-organized to fit in time for Tom's training."

Had he been drinking, Paul would've surely spat it out all over the floor by now. "You'll mentor him?" He sputtered, staring at his leader incredulously. "Is that a good idea, sir?"

Tord crossed his arms. "Why shouldn't I?" He asked, feeling annoyance beginning to sour his good humor. "This isn't the first time I personally train soldiers; and Thomas is a special case."

"Because you two don't get along." Retorted Paul matter-of-factly. "Leaving you alone with him is the biggest recipe for disaster I ever heard. Anything goes wrong, and you'll immediately go at each other's throats – you said so yourself! Wouldn't it make more sense to have either Pat or I to mentor him? You know… someone he actually trusts?"

Tord hesitated. There was some truth in what Paul said, but Tord knew that he couldn't give the task to any other person. He had to have Tom under his own guidance to keep a close eye on any signs of the serum affecting his performance, and make sure he stayed loyal to the Red Army. He knew the most logical choice would be to have either of his most trusted soldiers to train him. Yet something made him reluctant to give Tom to either of them. They don't have quite the same extensive knowledge about Tom the way that he does.

"My mind's made up." He stated curtly. "He's part of the Red Army one way or another, so he'll have to get used to my presence eventually. We can't keep delaying that, so might as well cross that bridge as soon as possible."

A curious, and yet somehow teasing hum reached his ears. Tord turned to Paul, blinking in surprise when he noticed the Commander staring at him disbelievingly. He narrowed his eyes in return. "What?"

"Sir… do you still harbor feelings for him after all?"

Tord's mechanical fist immediately clenched. Paul's words have probed a Pandora's box of emotions he'd so carefully locked away and abandoned in the deepest part of his subconscious; buried beneath an endless pile of duties and future plans he would so often lose himself to, in order to feed his ambition and aspirations as an army leader, and thus, keep him blissfully ignorant of their existence.

His mood turning stone cold, Tord was quick to grab a hold of himself before he could be swept back to the contents of that particular box, and fixed Paul with a deadly glare. "No, I don't." He snarled, straightening his posture to a more authoritative attitude. "Tom is nothing more than a test subject, who just so happens to be the key to victory to my conquest for world domination. Other than that, Tom means nothing to me. Are we clear on that fact?"

Paul opened his mouth to reply, when another voice cut in.

"Hey Paul! I think the ventilation system in the bathroom is busted – it's way too hot in there!"

They looked up just in time to see Tom exit the restroom, wearing only pants as he dried the bare upper part of his body with a towel.

Tord's face heat up at the sight of Tom's shirtless form standing several feet in front of him, melting away all remnants of his anger as he stared at him in awe. His one-eyed gaze raked over the eyeless man's features, tracing every detail of his well-built and toned chest. Tord realized with exhilaration that Tom was still wet and coated in water as the tiny specks caught the light and gave his appearance a more radiant look, and the Norsk watched as the eyeless man dried himself slack-jawed in amazement.

"Well, I can certainly see why you're called the Red Leader."

Paul's teasing remark cut through Tord's thoughts and he immediately blinked back to reality. With greater difficulty than he cared to admit, Tord tore his gaze away from the shirtless Brit, and glanced at his Commander who's looking up at him with a smug expression.

Tord froze, feeling panic rise within him. "Was my staring really that obvious?"

"You were practically drooling, sir." Paul replied simply, unable to keep the mirth out of his voice as he gestured toward the moisture coating the Norsk's chin.

Flushing in embarrassment, Tord wiped away the dampness from his chin with the back of his hand. Despair seized Tord, as the terrible realization that Paul had been right dawned on him.

No… no! This cannot be!

What was supposed to be nothing more than a childish crush for Tom – something Tord had taken great lengths to get over and forget about in order to pursuit his goals, has come back to haunt him. The emotions he worked so hard to shoot dead and bury six feet under, have risen from the grave like a strike of lightning through his body.

He risked another glimpse of the eyeless man, mortified at the notion of Tom having seen his slip up and dumbfounded stare. Tord breathed a sigh of relief when he noticed Tom had been too busy drying himself to really pay attention to what they were doing. His stare lingered a couple seconds longer and watched the Brit put on a shirt; all the while despising the familiar fluttering sensation stirring in the pit of his stomach as he admired the sight.

Anger and frustration flared up inside of Tord, quickly squashing down these invasive emotions with an iron fist. I am the Red Leader, and future ruler of the whole world. He reminded himself solemnly. I cannot be distracted by insignificant emotions – they lead to weakness, and I am not weak! He'd already made an exception for Paul and Pat in his life, he can't afford to be soft-hearted now.

"First you want Tom as a test subject, then as a soldier… next step I guess would be to have him as your-"

Tord did not let the Commander finish his sentence. He spun around, looking furious, and Paul instantly regretted his words as he was grabbed by the front of his uniform by the Red Leader.

"This changes nothing." The Norwegian man stated, his voice deadly quiet and yet very clear. "Mark my words; if this ever gets out to anyone other than the two of us, the soldiers will be wondering why we haven't had a taco Friday for the last two years, capiche?"

Paul blinked at him, more bewildered than afraid by his leader's threat. "Yes, sir."

"Uh… am I interrupting something?"

Tord let go of Paul at once, and they quickly composed themselves as they turn to address Tom; who'd been standing there for a while in clear confusion.

"Ah yes! The ventilation system. Right." Tord cleared his throat, straightening himself. "Paul, would you be so kind to have a look at it while I escort Thomas to his quarters?"

"I can walk there by myself, you know." Tom remarked dryly.

"Oh, I am sure that you can!" The Norsk grinned, his voice smooth and condescending. "However, there are some things that I must discuss with you."

Tom groaned in exasperation and appear to roll his non-existent eyes, but remained quiet as he walked past Tord and headed toward the gym's doors. Tord chuckled softly under his breath and followed suit, keeping pace with the huffy test subject.

Paul hadn't uttered a word throughout the exchange, but Tord noticed that his eyes were glowing with amusement as his gaze followed the pair leave. His interaction with Tom was obviously entertaining the Commander greatly. Tord felt a self-conscious prickle ripple through his skin, and he looked away awkwardly; keeping his gaze anywhere else as he exited the gym with Tom.

As soon as the doors slid shut behind him, Tord felt instant relief flood through him.

Together, they trekked through the long corridors of the lab level. Tord appeared to have something on his mind, and Tom grew increasingly impatient.

"Alright." Tom began with a weary sigh. "What's so important that you just had to make me put up with you for longer than I would've liked?"

Stifling the laugh bubbling in his throat, Tord merely regarded the eyeless man walking alongside him intently. Tom already hasn't taken the news of his soldier training very well, so imagine how he'll react when Tord tells him that he's going to be the one in charge of said training? Tord shrugged. No matter what way he goes about it, Tom's anger is inevitable; so he might as well out with it.

"Paul and Patrick have done an excellent work with your improvement thus far. However, as their duties to the army come first, neither of them will be available to aid in your training as a soldier." Tord paused and watched Tom's expression shift slightly as he listened carefully. "So I will be personally in charge of overseeing your training."

He waited for anger to spark in the Brit's dark, empty sockets, and a resentful curse to be spat his way as he was pinned to the nearest wall by the neck. But Tom merely looked at him, took a deep breath and said: "Fine."

Tord turned to him in bewilderment. "Wait… you're okay with this?" He asked, genuinely stupefied by the reaction he got.

Tom shrugged. "What's the point of getting angry over something that's out of my control? Yeah it sucks, but it's not like I can do anything to change it now."

Who are you, and what have you done with Tom? Tord nearly said out loud, but curbed his tongue at the last second. Looking closely at the test subject now, he realized how miserable and defeated Tom appeared to be. Even after he'd taken a shower, Tom remained tired. Tord couldn't help but frown in disappointment. He'd been expecting – anticipating even! – for Tom to revolt like the stubborn little spitfire that he knows and-

Tord slammed the breaks on that train of thought at once. Goddamn it, Paul! Frustration welled up inside of him. Why did he have to say anything? Tord had his emotions and thoughts well under control until he had them pointed out to. Now that he is made aware of their existence one more, Tord is struggling to keep cool and not acknowledge them at any given chance.

Doing his best in disregarding them, Tord jerked out of his thoughts and realized they were standing in front of Tom's quarters.

The door slid open with a quiet hiss and Tom strolled inside, with Tord peering into the room from the entrance. He was surprised to find that Tom's living arrangements have gained a lot more character since the last time he'd been here.

There were shelves attached to the wall opposite the doorway, with a limited selection of books. Tord guessed Pat had lent some to Thomas after the latter complained of boredom, and possibly to reward him for his good behavior as well. There's a simple, cube-shaped, navy blue radio by his nightstand displaying the time and date in neon green numbering; next to a lamp. A stack of blank sheets of paper are kept in one corner of the room, with a few pens scattered around. And glued on the surface of a dart board, hanging on the bathroom door, was a crude drawing of Tord with darts stabbed all over the drawing.

Tord raised one eyebrow in amusement. "I can see you made yourself right at home." He chuckled.

"Yeah yeah, laugh all you want; but I couldn't stand taking naps all the time, and this was the best Paul and Pat could do for me." Tom turned around to face Tord with arms crossed over his chest and sighed tiredly. "When… will we start training?" He hesitantly asked.

"In two weeks, more or less." Tord murmured, making a quick mental revision of his schedule for the next few days. "You don't have to worry about the specifics. I will come for you when the time comes."

It dawned on him then that Tom wasn't worried about missing the training, but rather, dreading it. Idiot. Tord berated himself for his mistake, then followed up with a chain of curses for even caring about it in the first place. Why should the Red Leader care whether or not his test subject is happy with his fate? It's not his fault Tom hadn't seen this coming when he signed his life over to him!

And yet… how come he felt melancholic all of a sudden?

It is then that Tord remembers how much he despises when Tom became curt and unresponsive, no matter how much he'd tease the Brit. Tom is no fun when he's like that. Uh yeah! It's boredom that I'm feeling – no way in hell this could be a sadness of any kind. He tried telling himself that, when an idea sparked inside his head and he grinned. And I know just the thing to get a reaction out of him.

"Ah! I almost forgot. I got something for you." Tord practically purred. He fumbled with the inner pocket of his uniform, looking for something. Tom's eyebrows shot upward in sudden interest, but he eyed the Norsk wearily; as if he were expecting the man in red to pull a dirty trick on him. "You behaved so well while I was away, and you did good today. I think you deserve a reward."

Tom didn't know what he was expecting to get, perhaps a box of dog treats because that's how petty Tord is. However, as soon as the Norwegian man pulled out his prize from his pocket, Tom let out a barely audible gasp as he stared at the familiar teddy bear with the iconic unibrow in place of its of eyes.

"Tomee bear!"

Tord held the plushie out for Tom to take, and it took everything he had to not swipe his childhood bear immediately out of the Commie's grasp. For all he knows, Tord is just setting a trap for him. How did he get this? Tomee bear is back at- Tom looked at his dear plushie for several heartbeats, his expression turning to one of confusion before settling on shock as he slowly pieced the pieces together and looked back up at Tord.

Horror welled up inside of Tom. "You… you went near them?!"

Tord regarded him with a curious gaze and cocked his head to one side. "Define: near."

Horror gave way to fury, and Tom bristled with rage. There was nothing holding him back from attacking Tord right here and now. Tord broke his end of the deal, and Tom doesn't have to obey him anymore.

He was about to launch himself at the Norsk and attack, but Tord had predicted his reaction and pressed a button on his robotic arm. Tom blinked in surprised when his body went rigid against his will, his muscles cramping at once, and found himself unable to move.

"Ah ah ah! Let's not break your streak of good behavior now, Thomas. It would be a shame if I had to take away some of your privileges so soon after my return." Tord tutted.

A muffled growl of frustration rumbled from Tom's throat as he tried in vain to move any of his limbs, but they were all unresponsive and tucked close together against his body.

"Don't bother. It's another feature of the chip we have implanted on your spine, remember? Be thankful I hadn't used a controlled shock this time! Your body is completely paralyzed until I decide to free you again." Tord went on, messing around with the teddy bear in his hands whilst simultaneously mocking Tom, as if to say: I got your precious bear, and you can't do sh#t about it! But Tom was more furious at the notion that the Commie went anywhere near the friends he was trying so hard to keep safe and was now parading freely in front of him without fear of any repercussions.

"Guess I can't really blame you for reacting the way that you did. But to be fair; you never specified the meaning of "near" when we made our deal. So as far as I know, "near" could mean one meter of distance." Tord reasoned with a shrug, stepping closer to Tom's frozen form.

The test subject could do nothing but watch as the Norsk towered over him. He couldn't even shrink back to put some space between the uncomfortable proximity they were in. Tom screamed internally when different types of hands, one made of skin and the other out of metal, cupped the sides of his face. Get off of me! Tom desperately wanted to slap the hands away from him but found himself still as a statue despite his attempts to struggle.

"However, though I know my word doesn't mean much to you, I can assure you I did not interact with them in any way." Tord continued speaking. "I admit, I did see them… but they were a well good ten meters away from where I was, and they had no idea I was there." He paused, his tone softening. "It just so happens that they were visiting your grave at the time."

Tom stopped his futile struggles and listened.

"They wanted to give your precious Tomee bear back to its rightful owner, and so they left it by your tombstone." Tord went on. "Me, watching the entire scene from far away, thought to myself right then: "Hm… It sure would be a pity to leave my test subject's most prized possession to rot here when all Edd and Matt want is to give it back. So why not fulfil their wish?" So I went ahead and took it as soon as they left." He clarified, peering into Tom's unique, dark eyes. "So you see? I haven't infringed our deal at all! Even though you never specified the terms of "near", I did keep my word and never interacted with them. Which means that our deal still stands in full."

Edd and Matt are still safe. Understanding slowly dawned on Tom, and his temper cooled significantly. And they… miss me? He felt touched by the implication. Unfortunately, he couldn't quite appreciate the notion with Tord still holding his face and infringing his personal space like that.

As if he had been reading his thoughts, Tord pulled away from him, and Tom breathed a small sigh of relief. "Now that everything is cleared up, I am going to release you from your paralysis, and you won't attack me." He instructed carefully. "Then you can either accept the gift I so generously fetched for you or refuse it; whichever you prefer. But one wrong move, and you're going to regret it. Am I clear?"

An awkward silence met his words. Tom couldn't speak or nod, so they just stood there until Tord realized that for himself and face palmed. "Uh… make a noise if you understand." Tord repeated.

He heard a low grunt from the eyeless man in response. Satisfied, Tord pressed the same button on his arm and set Tom free from his statue-like state.

"Ah! You f#cker!" Tom cursed loudly as soon as he could move again. Feeling his muscles were stiff, like he'd just been electrocuted, Tom made quick work to check all his limbs were working properly by stretching and gently massaging them.

Tord grinned, happy he managed to bring out the good old Tom he found so endearing to pester.

Endearing?

Fun! Tord corrected his thoughts, growing increasingly frustrated at himself at this point. This is getting ridiculous.

Choosing to ignore his traitorous thoughts for now and deal with them later, Tord offered the odd teddy bear out to Tom again. The eyeless man paused in his ministrations and regarded Tomee bear with a suspicious stare. He looks up at Tord with the same look; as if to ask him "no more tricks?"

Tord nodded encouragingly.

Tom narrowed his eyes but reached for the stuffed bear regardless. As soon as he had his cherished teddy bear out of the Norsk's grasp and into his own, Tom was hit with an immense wave of emotions. Tomee bear had been a gift from his father, and since his death, Tom had taken great lengths to cherish the bear by keeping it close to him at all times. Now that he is stuck in this forsaken base, and will most likely die here as well, Tomee bear now serves as a reminder for his friends too.

Tom hugged the plush tightly to his chest and nuzzled it. He could care less if he was being vulnerable in front of Tord right now. The Commie has no emotional connection to the bear whatsoever, and by god, Tom is not going to be ashamed to cherish the hell out of it even more.

Tord watched the scene with growing fondness and a small smile on his face. Even after all these years… He thought warmly. He still loves that stuffed bear with all his heart. He felt a familiar, but not at all unpleasant tingle in his chest.

"Thanks."

Tord snapped out of his thoughts when Tom spoke to him, albeit reluctantly judging by his low tone of voice. The Norsk flushed in embarrassment. "Oh! Uh y-you're welcome?" He stuttered, and immediately cringed. Today is not going the way that I expected. He recomposed himself and cleared his throat, lifting his chin with an air of authority to him. "Yes- anyway, I have pressing matters to attend to at the moment, so I'll leave you be to your peaceful solitude." He said, recovering from his slip up with what he deemed sufficient grace.

"You do that…" Tom muttered.

Without another word, Tord quickly stepped out of the room and let the door hiss shut behind him. He let out a long sigh of exasperation and pinched the bridge of his nose. Damn it all! Tord cursed, his jaw clenched.

He began to put as much distance between himself and Tom's quarters, quickening his pace in longer strides as he headed for the elevator, whilst continuously chastising himself for being caught off guard by his weak emotions.

"This doesn't change anything." Tord kept telling himself under his breath. "I lived just fine with these emotions before, and that doesn't mean I'll go soft-hearted now. I'll just have to stay as far away from Tom until his training begins; I can easily neglect these feelings again until then." And maybe Paul, just in case. Tord isn't taking any chances. He can't go back to be who he once was – that version of him isn't strong enough to face the future he'd planned ahead. Red Leader, on the other hand, is powerful. To lead his army to glory and achieve his goals, he must be more like the Red Leader he had envisioned, and less like the weak dork that he had vowed he would never be again.

Friendship and love are worthless to me in the long run. Tord reminded himself sternly. There'll come a day when I'll be so powerful, I'll have no need for anyone else. And when that day comes, the world will bow down to me. He smirked wickedly at the thought.

However, his thoughts came to an abrupt stop when he turned the corner only to bump into a very livid looking Patrick. The General's eyes flashed at him.

"What's this Paul tells me?" Pat demanded. "Is it true that you are going to train Tom as a soldier without consulting us first?"

Faen. Tord cursed his luck.

(Meanwhile…)

Rain fell steadily, drumming on the hard pavement that led between unending rows of city blocks. From time to time a car thundered past, its headlights glaring, and people scurried along their merry way to escape the rainstorm.

Wearing the hood over his head and both his hands stuffed in his pockets, Edd looked both ways and hurriedly crossed the street when he deemed safe enough to proceed.

Harsh yellow light angled across him, and he flinched as a car roared around the corner, throwing up a wave of filthy water that reeked of rubbish. Edd let out a startled yelp as the water slopped around his feet and the spray splashed his clothes.

"Argh, great." Edd muttered sarcastically, looking down at his wet clothes.

Despite his current condition, Edd was excited to be out here. When his disastrous evening with Matt didn't go the way they had been expecting to, Edd was looking forward to meeting with Reagan and spend some quality time away from all his problems. He really needed to catch a break.

Barely visible through the clouds, the moon was at its height by the time the Harrybrook hotel came into view. Edd hurried his step, eager to get this night going. He reached the foyer of the hotel and looked around for Reagan but found no signs of him anywhere. Edd frowned. Is he getting ready still?

Pulling his phone out Edd quickly began to type in a text.

(EG): Hey!

(EG): I'm here

(EG): Wh-

"EDDIE!"

A loud voice practically shouted in his ears and a pair of hands came down and clutched his shoulders in a tight, and sudden grip. Edd did not budge or react in any way. He raised one eyebrow, evidently not impressed and looked over his shoulder.

"Hey Reagan." He greeted casually, not fazed by the Irishman's attempts of scaring him.

Reagan frowned. "Wha- ? You didn't get scared?"

Edd shrugged. "Meh. Kind of hard to get scared when you greet me the exact same way every time we go hang out together."

Reagan placed one hand over his own chest, where his heart should be. "Are you calling me predictable?"

The brunet smirked. "Well, I'm not calling you original, so…"

The Irishman let out a fake, exaggerated gasp before narrowing his eyes. "So that's how it is then? Well… I guess this means I just have to try harder from here on out." His mesmerizing green eyes glowed with mirth. "That's quite alright; I am always up for a challenge. But I'm warning you now – you're going to regret it."

Edd laughed. "Ooh! I am terrified!"

A large grin stretched across Reagan's face. "It's sure good to see you, buddy." He chuckled, giving a tap on Edd's shoulder so hearty that it almost pushed the brunet off balance. "What do you say we go to a pub and drink, maybe eat some fries, and do some stupid sh#t together?"

"Sounds good to me."

"Alrighty then!"

Reagan looped his arm around Edd's shoulders, bringing the Brit closer to him as they began to head down the street; jovially laughing along the way.

Following their initial meeting several weeks back, with Edd agreeing to be Reagan's guide for the duration of his cryptic job; they began spending more casual time together. It mostly consists of them goofing about, doing stupid stuff, and Edd showing the Irishman around town.

They walked though the dim, rainy streets for a while, not caring for the bad weather going on around them. Occasionally Edd would stop and point out something about the town to Reagan, going over briefly about the locations they strolled past before carrying on their way.

They came across a bar and decided to settle there. Reagan burst in with vigorous delight, his green eyes bright like a child's in a candy store as he sat in one of the stools at the bar stand. Edd followed suit a little slower. He checked his surroundings wearily, inspecting the other bystanders in the establishment before taking a seat next to Reagan.

Edd's no stranger to bars. He just doesn't go to them very often.

The bartender asked for their orders.

"Beer. Just beer. Any beer. Doesn't matter just as long is it is beer." Reagan told the middle-aged man behind the counter.

The barkeep raised one eyebrow, and then turned to Edd.

"Iced cola for me, please."

Reagan appeared to scoff and throw him an incredulous look as the bartender left to go get their drinks. "Cola? Really?"

"What?" Edd turned to him in confusion.

"Dude, you know that I'm the one paying, right?" The Irishman continued. "You can have anything you want, and you go for cola?"

Edd shrugged. "I am not much of a drinker."

The blonde man tsked. "Aiight, if that's what you are most contented with that's fine by me." He nudged the Brit's elbow with his own and sent a wink his way. "But hey, if you ever change your mind I'll be glad to abide."

Edd opened his mouth to reply when the bartender returned with their drinks in hand. Reagan immediately downed his drink in one swig and slammed the glass back on the table. "Another." He licked his lips clean.

Edd chuckled quietly in amusement. Reagan sure likes his beer. He thought, taking sip of cola. He churned the dark beverage in his glass, his smile faltering. He's a bit like Tom, in a way. His heart twisted with a sudden and terrible ache in his chest.

Thoughts of earlier events that day returned to the front page of his mind, and they soured any semblance of good humor he had. Edd sighed.

"Why the long face, Eddie?" Reagan asked, snapping Edd out of his thoughts. "You look as if you got plenty in your mind."

"You have no idea." The brunet mused bitterly.

"Would you like to share with moi?" Reagan offered, tapping one of his fingers against the marble table in a rhythmic fashion.

Edd bit the inside of his lips unsurely. Although they would tend to tap into heavier subjects once in a while; for the most part, these nightly outings served solely as a good distraction. However, its not like he has anyone else to talk to about these things. Matt is too gullible and dim-witted to comprehend what Edd's main issue is. Reagan is an outsider who could perhaps have a better angle at things.

"Where to even begin?" He breathed out tiredly and rubbed his own face.

Through the gap between his fingers, he saw a glass of beer slide across the counter and stop perfectly in front of him. Edd blinked and glanced at the Irishman sitting by his side. Reagan nodded toward the beverage encouragingly. "Let's start with loosening up a little bit."

Edd raised an eyebrow skeptically. Again; he has had beer before, and although he didn't dislike it was far from being one of his favorites drinks. However, the blond's offer still enticed him. Surely one glass won't harm anyone?

Making his mind up, Edd grabbed the glass determinably and tipped back his head and started to consume the bitter beverage.

"Chug! Chug! Chug!" Reagan chanted beside him, edging him on until Edd drank the entire glass. "Wooo!"

The brunet wiped away the foam from his face with the back of his coat's sleeve, clicking his tongue to taste the remnants of beer in his mouth. Edd sighed. "It's just… some stupid neighbors moved into my building today."

Reagan raised an eyebrow, his attention peaked with interest. "Oh? What kind of neighbors?" He questioned. "The lousy type? Party animals? Junkies? The lewd type?"

A shiver of disgust rippled down Edd's spine at the thought and he cringed. There's no way in hell he is going to keep the imagery in his head for the reminder of the night. He gestured the bartender forward and ordered a beer for himself. Just in case.

"No. It's nothing like that." He explained. "My friends and I used to be neighbors with them before. But we weren't exactly in friendly terms back then."

"Rivals eh? Sounds fun." The Irishman bent forward to listen closely. This information may prove useful, after all.

"Not really." Edd muttered. "But the thing is…" How can he explain this next part without going into much depth? "There was a gas leak in both of our houses and they blew up." He half-lied. He wasn't going to admit the true events of that day to anyone outside of that incident. There were too many risks, and the memory still hurt. "We haven't seen each other since that day, and now that we are neighbors again I have no idea what our current stand is."

"Why would it have changed at all since then?" Reagan narrowed his eyes.

Edd flinched. He took a sip of his cola to calm his nerves, but dread was still eating away at him. Had he known his true nature then, Edd would've never allow him to return. "Because the gas leak was kind of my fault." He gulped. "And one of my neighbors – there were three of them then – died that day because of it."

He waited for a shocked gasp to reach his ears. Instead, Reagan stared steadily back at him and sort of nodded in understanding. "Awkward." He took a sip of his beer.

Edd looked at him in disbelief. "Woah, you are taking this surprisingly well all things considered." He pointed out.

"Meh." Reagan shrugged unimpressed. "Accidents tend to happen all the time. I've kind of grown used to it by now, and so nothing really fazes me anymore."

Truth be told, Reagan knows Edd just lied to his face. The guarded and uncertain tone in the Brit's voice gave him away. Although he was curious to learn what really happened, Reagan wasn't about to push his luck just yet. He needs to establish a stronger bond with his target before he can get to the juicy, tragic bits and use them against him. Though he assumes it has something to do with the charred ruins where he first made contact with the brunet.

Still, he'll let that obvious little lie slide. For now.

"Well, anyway." Reagan went on as normal. "Can't say that I blame you for feeling the way that you do with them back in your life." He grinned inwardly. "What about your friends, what do they think of the situation?"

The reaction he wanted was instantaneous. Although Edd didn't outright flinch, Reagan did feel him tense up next to him, and it took everything he had in him to keep down the Cheshire-grin that threatened to stretch out across his face.

Edd's breath wavered and he tried to steady himself. "Matt knew they were moving in." In Tom's apartment. He did not dare complete the sentence out loud.

"And he didn't even tell you?" Reagan exclaimed, pretending to be shocked.

The Brit mentioned his ginger-haired companion to him before, and from what he heard so far, this Matt fellow wasn't going to be a threat to his goals. But he needed to sever that bond in order to make Edd more susceptible to his manipulation. He doesn't have to break them apart completely; but where was the fun in that?

Reagan shot him a sympathetic glance. "He doesn't sound like much of a friend to me." He observed. "I mean, what kind of friends keep things from each other?"

Edd felt a tinge of defensiveness at the Irishman's words. After all, Reagan doesn't really know Matt.

"He's a great friend." He responded. "But… well, things haven't been the same between us since-" He bit down on his own tongue, holding the words before they could get out.

"Since?" Reagan prompted curiously.

Edd shifted in his seat uncomfortably. Could he really say something so heavy and personal to Reagan? The Irishman has certainly been a great deal of fun over these past few weeks; helping him move from his grief and let him forget his problems. But Edd wasn't quite confident in entrusting Reagan with this information yet.

But I promised I would get over and move on. He recalled. If I can't even say this out loud, am I doing any progress at all?

Edd tensed, his hands clenching into fists. He knew what he wanted to say, but the words seemed stuck in his throat like a hard piece of candy, and were just as difficult to dislodge.

"Before our friend died." He admitted at last, thinking longingly of the time when he, Matt, and Tom went in all kinds of crazy adventures together. The tension in his shoulders relaxed as he let go of the long-held grief.

The blond man's expression fell, and he cast his gaze to the ground. "Oh. I'm… sorry to hear." He murmured sympathetically. "I didn't mean to – I mean, you don't have to-"

"It's fine." Edd cut him off. "It's been a few months since, but I guess neither of us really got over it."

The Irishman was silent for a while, his green eyes staring at the brunet with a calculating gaze; whilst concealing his true face inside. Wonder how he would react if he learned that I'm the one behind his freaky friend's death? He mused with mirth. As fun as the idea would be, Reagan can't let him know that dirty little secret just yet. He needs Edd to join the Red Army first, or he would never get that promotion. Maybe a few years from now, when we're both deep into the global domination schemes, I could tell him. Ha. He'll probably laugh when all is said and done.

Recomposing himself, Reagan cleared his throat to stifle the bout of giggles that bubbled inside of him. "Anyways, about the neighbors…" He continued from where the main topic left off. "I understand how weird this situation is, but do try to play it cool and keep a low profile." Edd turned to him, listening to his advice intently. "I mean, why should you have to feel guilty for what happened? It's not like you intended to kill the poor guy!"

"Of course not!" Edd snapped. Then he paused, his humor deflating as he recalled encounter with Eduardo earlier. "When I crossed paths with them today, they weren't hostile toward me. They were… okay? I guess? But the whole thing just felt weird to me, and I have no idea what it means for our stances with each other."

Reagan contemplated for a second, his lips pursed. "Do you reckon that maybe they know what happened to your friend?" He asked. "And because of that they think you are on equal ground? Like a: "now you know how I felt back then" kind of deal?"

Edd tensed. The Irishman's words filled him with apprehension. Could Reagan be right? Eduardo does seem like the type of person who would find justice in such situation. But surely even Eduardo wouldn't find enjoyment in this? Edd shook the thought away. "I d-don't know." He stammered. "Everything's so confusing at the moment."

Reagan chugged down his third glass of beer. "Don't sweat it, buddy." He gestured toward the untouched beer Edd had ordered a while ago. "Just tip back your head and drink your worries away. You seriously need to relax."

The Brit glanced at his drink then back to his companion. "God, I'm so sorry." A flash of guilt flared up inside of him. "We came out here to have fun and I spoiled the whole evening by rambling about my problems."

He was about to apologize again when a finger came up to his lips and shushed him. "Less talking, and more drinking." Reagan told him playfully stern.

They clinked their drinks together, sat back, and drank their fill of the bitter beverage. By the time he got all of it down, Edd was feeling tipsy and he swayed a little from side to side.

"By the way, you never quite told me what your job actually is." The brunet pointed out, his words slurred.

"I haven't?" Reagan put his elbow on the table and leaned against his hand, looking at the Brit though half-lidded eyes as the alcohol started to take effect. "I am an entertainer. I thought that much was obvious by now."

"Oh! Like a comedian or a magician?" Edd asked, taking a sip of his cola next to balance out the alcohol in his system.

Reagan grinned slyly. "Not that type of entertainment, silly Eddie. I mean that I am a stripper." His smile grew wider as Edd choked and spat out his drink. He burst into a fit of laughter and slammed his hand repeatedly on the counter. "Haha! Oh man, you should've seen the look on your face! Haha!" He wiped away a stray tear from his eyes.

"H-ha- haha yeah." Edd laughed weakly whilst coughing. He could feel his throat burn badly from the intensity of choking on soda. He beat his own chest a couple of times to clear the airways. "G-good one."

Reagan's laughter died away. "But seriously though, I can't tell you what it is." He told the brunet. "I would if it were up to me, but since it is kind of a work policy not to reveal it out in public, I can't."

"Woah, are you a secret agent of some kind?"

"Can't quite answer that either – It goes against the company's policy, remember?" Reagan shrugged and laughed, teasing the Brit further.

They went back to drinking and chatting merrily. Reagan kept urging Edd to drink more and more, making the brunet relax and put down the sealed tight, steel walls he surrounded himself in. The Irishman payed very close attention to Edd's ramblings about his life; especially the part concerning his friends and his fears of losing every single person he ever cared about, and how he won't be able to stand if anything happened to the ginger doofus.

All that vital information Reagan saved away for later reference.

Notes:

Ho. Ly. Shit.

I did it! It took forever but I managed somehow! This has now broken the record as the lengthiest chapter I have ever written. Will I beat this record again? Probably. But anyway; so yes – Eduardo and Mark are now part of the story. Wonder what sort of role they'll play in all of this. Also, quick disclaimer: I know they seem a little OOC, especially Eduardo. But you got to keep it in mind that he lost a friend too, and it's been at least a year since they've last seen Edd and Matt. It's a pretty long time for someone to contemplate. Reagan has been planting seeds of doubt and fear in Edd's head. Matt has no idea what he's doing. And Tord likes to think f himself as this benevolent figure of power but is still a flustered dork with a pretty big crush deep down.

Kind of a mini rant but am I the only one who sees Eduardo as more than just a bully? I mean, I know that's what he is in the show. He is a foil for Edd. But there is so much more to him than being just a bully character. PowerEdd showed that he does care for Edd (somewhat anyway), and in The End we get a glimpse of a more sensitive side of him when he mourned Jon. So there is a lot more to him than meets the eye, and I always get a little frustrated when fics don't take that into consideration and just keep him as a bully that never changes. Eduardo may be an a-hole, but he's not one hundred percent a dick. (Guardians of the galaxy reference for the win!) At least that's what I think.

Check out the official art for MLTS juh-britto made right here: http://juh-britto.tumblr.com/post/155701288055/witness-the-result-of-late-night-brainstorming

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I'm moving away to live by myself tomorrow… I'm not ready to adult yet. (: haha

Chapter 14: Chapter 14

Summary:

Friendships. That's it.

Notes:

Hey guys! This is Flower1815 here bringing you a new chapter of MLTS, and this one here is kind of a big one. Living in a student dorm and doing all kinds of activities everyday doesn’t give me a lot of time to write but I try to do my best with what little time I got, so I apologize for the delay. In fact, while we’re on the subject matter, I would like to ask you guys something. Do you prefer that I upload chapters as soon as they are finished writing and get another break as I begin writing the next one, or do you want me to take as much time as I need and write multiple chapters – say five or six, and then upload them weekly? Because I completely understand your frustration with me with my irregular updating schedule. I am frustrated with myself too, because I try to set a deadline for the chapter to be finished so you all can have a new chapter to enjoy as soon as possible but I just can’t focus right. So I want to know your thoughts.
So the fic’s second anniversary was a thing. I tried really hard to finish this chapter by then, but I just couldn’t make the deadline in time; so I decided to release the official soundtrack of the story, just so you guys wouldn’t be left with absolutely nothing. Go check it out right here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoel78Oq6AUTzlVttmhbFtKLRvEBU9fIQ Just wanna point out though, that the playlist is not in its entirety because some tracks are kind of spoilery to the rest of the story so I’ll be updating it as we go along.
Quick warning though; there is a brief mention of underage drinking and drug use in this chapter, so… beware I guess.
Well, I think this is pretty much it then. Thank you guys so much for all your support, I really appreciate it, and have a happy new year! ;)

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Chapter Text

Sobbing, muffled cries echoed throughout the, otherwise quiet, fuchsia living room.

Despite being alone in the apartment, Matt insisted on crying as quietly as he could. He hugged his knees to his chest, concealing his face as he cried softly. He kept trying to wipe away the tears that continuously brimmed in his eyes and threatened to spill over.

Ever since things have gone oh so horribly wrong for their little group, Matt had always tried to toughen up; be more supportive of his friends and be less of a whiny crybaby.

In a lot of ways, he'd looked up to Tom for that. His eyeless friend had always been so stoic and reserved, rarely displaying any emotion; and despite his reckless drinking habits, Tom had been the voice of reason of the group and always had an idea to get out of any tough situation. Matt wished he could be like him.

But that's just it. He isn't.

Matt was never leader material of the group. He'd usually let Edd or Tom take charge of the situation and he would step back and follow. Though he always wanted to help out, he knew it was easier to let the others handle things because he always messes things up more somehow. Matt had never been good with words, and he was clearly not the brightest out of them. Frankly, he wasn't sure what he's good for anymore. And now that Tom is gone and there's only Edd and him left, he has to step up to the plate and be there for Edd in whatever way he could. Even to the point of putting his own grief aside for Edd's sake.

However, he doesn't seem to be doing a very good job of helping Edd. His best attempts only seem to push the brunet further away.

He had woken up this morning with hope that things could go back to normal, away from the sorrow and regret they both felt these past months. But his heart had sunk when Edd insisted on being alone after Matt had suggested they do something together. Matt hadn't argued then, just wanting his friend to be happy again. But he was saddened that he'd been left all alone, again.

Matt doesn't like to be left on his own with only his thoughts, because it's hard to be strong like Tom when there's nothing to distract him from the overwhelming sadness he felt for everything that's happened. Thoughts of grief always creeped up on him in these moments, and Matt would inevitably break down.

Even the multiple portraits of himself, which used to cheer him up on any occasion, could do nothing for him now but make him feel even more utterly alone.

He misses Tom so much.

Though Tom hadn't always been the most affectionate one in the group, or even that compassionate at times, he did attempt to lend them comfort whenever they needed. Matt wished his friend could come back, even if it's for a brief period, just so he can talk to him properly and maybe ask him for advice on what he should do next; and hug him tightly of course.

He wondered if Tom would have been such a disappointment to Edd if their places had been reversed. Maybe Tom would have known how to make things better.

Matt shoved the thought away. He shouldn't think like that. Edd needs him! If he starts doubting himself, then what hope does he have to help his friend?

Matt wiped his eyes once he realized he was all out of tears to shed. Still sniffling, he headed for the bathroom and washed his face, making brief eye contact with his reflection in the mirror. His puffy red eyes contrasted drastically against his fair complexion, but Matt couldn't bring himself to care about it too much at this point. Though maybe if he did, it would give him a bigger incentive to choke down the urge to cry every time he was left alone.

A sudden and very distinct smell of something burning reached his nose, and Matt instantly panicked as recognition dawned on him. "Oh cr#p!"

His sadness forgotten, he burst out of his bathroom and hurried to the kitchen where the scent is strongest. Matt peered through the glass door of the oven, and saw the batch of cookies he had been preparing this morning were burning. Grabbing his pink mitts, Matt quickly turned the oven off and pulled the crisp, coal-black cookies out.

Matt sighed in relief. "It doesn't look that bad." He analyzed the damage optimistically. "I must've caught it just in time."

Much like leadership, Matt was never one to take charge of the cooking either. It was usually Edd who prepared the meals, and sometimes even Tom would volunteer to make dinner when he was in a good mood. Matt tried to learn and once attempted to make a high-quality, deluxe dinner to treat his friends; but it didn't go over well. Tom and Edd had spent the next few hours throwing up and brushing their teeth constantly. They claimed Matt was a kitchen hazard and prohibited him from doing anything with food ever again, so Matt happily obliged and let others make the meals instead.

Grief threatened to overwhelm him at the memory, and Matt had to turn his head away – fearing if he didn't he would taint the cookies with his tears. Wow Matt, I'm impressed you didn't burn the whole place down. He could practically imagine what Tom would say if he were still here. You're getting better. Who knows? Maybe by next year you could finally make something edible!

Though Tom's words sounded harsh, they really weren't. They were playful despite the deadpanned tone, and Matt would probably laugh in response before offering some to Tom.

The urge to cry at the thought of his dear, grumpy friend he will never get to see again gripped him strongly. Matt felt his heart crack. So much pain. He won't hear Tom's sarcastic voice make remarks toward him, or give Tom surprise hugs when he least expects, or show off his latest trinkets to Tom in hopes of impressing him ever again. Even when Tom acted cold and uncaring, Matt always knew deep down inside Tom was really just a softie who didn't like to display it very often. Matt still remembers the time he got sick over eating too many sweets after going trick-or-treating the day before, and Tom made him stay in bed while Edd prepared a soup for him.

There won't be any of that anymore.

Keeping his breathing under control, Matt managed to push his anguish aside and focus on the present day. He has a very important meeting in a couple of minutes and it is of outmost importance that he makes a good impression on his hosts.

Matt still can't believe he's actually doing this, but hopefully all the awkwardness he'd been feeling for the past couple of days will finally be over after today.

Putting the batch of cookies down on a plate, Matt made one last glance-over in the mirror to make sure his appearance was presentable enough, then grabbed the tray and went out the door.

With slow, hesitant steps he neared the door diagonal from his; heart racing in his chest out of sheer nervousness. He stopped halfway and glanced back to his apartment wistfully, nearly changing his mind but decided to follow through with the idea.

Don't be such a scaredy-cat, Matt! He firmly told himself. Be fearless; be more like Tom!

His gaze flickered over to the apartment door on the right side of his own. Matt had contemplated whether he should inform Edd about this and invite him to come along, but the brunet had made it abundantly clear he wanted to be left alone today. Besides, Matt figured he wouldn't be keen in joining.

Matt took a deep breath as he reached his destination and shifted his feet uncertainly. Here goes nothing. He pressed the doorbell and waited, the building anticipation making his heartbeat drown out all noise from his ears and making him anxious.

Matt nearly jumps out of his skin when the door opened and Mark stepped out to greet him. "Ah it's you. You're here earlier than I expected."

Matt frowned. "You did say I could come whenever I want." He mumbled with a hint of impatience.

Yesterday evening Matt got the surprise of a lifetime when his blond rival knocked on his door and invited him over to have tea the following day. Understandably so, Matt was hostile and suspicious of Mark's intentions at first. But after Mark elaborated, explaining that this was a peace offering between their groups, Matt had relented.

The four of them have been living in the same building for two weeks or so, but Matt was already sick and tired of the uncomfortable feeling that pricked his skin whenever they accidentally stumbled upon each other. He would go out to collect the mail from his mailbox or head out to do some shopping only to bump into one of them, and Matt would immediately retreat back to his apartment out of sheer awkwardness. He had waited for either of them to begin with the harsh taunts, but they never came. Matt would've preferred if they did; at least then he would've finally learned what their current stance is and things didn't have to be so tense around them.

He often wished he could discuss these odd sensations with Edd, but after finding out they were moving in, Edd didn't seem content with talking about any of this. In fact, it seems Edd was distancing from Matt further away with each passing day. And Matt is absolutely clueless as to why.

Matt shoved his thoughts aside and focused on the blond man standing at the door. He held the tray out toward him. "I, uh, made some vanilla cookies." He muttered awkwardly, still expecting this turning out to be just an elaborated prank. "Wasn't sure what type you liked."

Mark eyed the charcoal-crisp cookies critically but did not dare make a comment as he courteously accepted the tray. "Thanks." He stepped aside and opened the door wider. "Well, in any case you're welcome to come on in."

Matt hesitated a heartbeat longer before he fully stepped inside, and he looked around wearily.

He'd never been to their rival's residence before – there was never any need to, given their animosity toward each other in the past. But Matt was kind of shocked to find the high-quality luxury the place held. Rosy punch-pink walls, neatly organized rows of books in an ivory bookcase, pretty paintings decorating the place, a huge vintage triple mirror on one corner, a fancy red, blue, and purple carpet stretched across the living room, and various ornaments and figurines were neatly laid out in various spots.

Matt looked on wide-eyed in amazement. Everything seems so shiny and fancy and – is that a chandelier?! Matt was absolutely speechless.

Mark chuckled at his reaction. "Please, make yourself at home." He quietly shut the door and walked past the stunned ginger toward his kitchen. "Will Edd be joining us?"

His words snapped Matt out of his daze, and the ginger haired man looked away timidly. "No. He… he rather be left alone." He murmured quietly. "So it's only just me, if that's okay."

"Understandable." Mark acknowledged. He grabbed a ceramic jar and proceeded to slide Matt's cookies inside of it before placing the lid back on top. "Eduardo is also taking a bit of a time off, but he'll arrive soon. So for now it's just us."

Matt stepped farther into the strange and yet surprisingly welcoming environment, looking around the place with awe. He always saw Mark as this egotistical and snotty version of himself, and although Matt wasn't outright jealous of his blond counterpart they did have their fair share of clashes to prove whose looks were superior. But now, looking around his rival's flat he realized they were really much alike.

Though, from what he can gather thus far, Mark seems a lot more organized with his belongings than he is.

"Do you have any tea preference?" Mark's question cut though Matt's thoughts.

"N-no. I, uh, I'll drink whatever you have, I don't mind."

"Nonsense!" Mark blew him off, waving a hand casually as if to dismiss his nervous reply. "You are my guest, and I insist you take something that you enjoy the most. Now; what will it be? Green, chamomile, or earl grey?"

Matt blinked in bewilderment. Today is definitely going to be a weird day. "Uh, chamomile sounds nice."

He looked away out of nervousness and his gaze found a tray of cupcakes settled on a coffee table in the middle of the living room. Matt's eyes lit up at the sight and began to near the tray, subconsciously licking his lips as he eyed the frosted treat. The pastel colors and the beautiful swirls taunted him, but Matt held back from taking one.

These could be off-limits for all he knows.

"You can take one if you want, you know."

The gruff sounding voice right behind him made Matt whip around in alarm, only to come face to face with none other than Eduardo. The tall brunet towered over him with an unreadable expression on his face, and Matt shrank back. Mark may have been his rival, but Eduardo is far scarier than the blond – he remembers the intense rivalry between him and Edd vividly, and Matt always held a bit of a fear of him.

After all, he was known to punch things that annoy him in the face. Matt touched his cheek consciously. Though Eduardo hadn't been the offender that time, he wouldn't put it past him.

"Ah Eduardo, so glad you could make it." Mark reappeared from the kitchen, carrying a tea set on a silver tray before carefully setting it down on the table.

In response to his comment, Eduardo scoffed with a roll of his eyes. "Well yeah, of course I would. We planned this whole thing together, after all."

Mark raised one eyebrow. "Then how come I'm the only one getting everything ready?"

"Because that's your specialty and I burn everything I touch."

As they began to bicker, Matt watched them interact with intrigue. They're still kind of scary, but strangely enough they do not behave that much differently from how he and Edd so often did. It was weird to see them now as anything more than bullies.

His fear diminished a little at the comparison, but his anxiousness persevered.

Matt sat down on the cream-colored sofa behind him, trying to calm his nerves when his eyes landed on a pile of magazines stacked next to the cupcakes. He leaned forward to take a closer look, his eyes widening once he spotted the cover of "Beautiful and unaffordable" – by far the best and most expensive brand of beauty tips magazine out there.

With a quiet gasp, Matt quickly reached for it and opened to look at the wondrous contents inside. It's been so long since he last indulged his looks, or even so much as did anything remotely to do with his vanity. He always felt strangely uncomfortable and somewhat selfish to do so with everything that's been happening, and thus Matt started taking less care of himself as a result. But there's no way Matt can deny the opportunity to take a peek at this rare gem.

Whilst the orange-haired man was distracted, Eduardo stepped closer to Mark and grabbed a tea cup for himself."What kind of tea is this?"

"Chamomile."

"Nice." Eduardo nodded in approval. Then his mood changed, and he cleared his throat with a frown. "I, uh, I'm not sure I'll be able to stay here for very long. Some things came up and I really need to check'em out."

Mark paused and looked up at him with a disapproving glare. "You promised you were going to be in your best behavior."

"I know I know; and I'm gonna. But I have to see what that's about." Eduardo insisted.

The blond man narrowed his eyes and sighed. "Fine, I can see there's no use in arguing – you already made your mind up about this." He relented. "Just let me do most of the talking, alright?"

Coming to a mutual agreement, Eduardo helped Mark set the rest of the things down and poured each of them a cup of tea. Matt hastily puts the magazine away as his hosts settled down around him, and graciously accepted the cup of tea from Mark.

"So now that we're all sorted out, I would just like to start off by thanking you for accepting our invitation." Mark began politely. "It really means a whole lot to us that you decided to come."

Matt was taken back. This is all so weird! "Oh! Uh, well… you're welcome?" He stammered and smiled sheepishly, rubbing the back of his head nervously. His eyes accidentally strayed away from his blond lookalike toward Eduardo, who's simply sitting across from him; his facial expression giving nothing away. Matt found his presence thoroughly off-putting, but he did not dare say anything. He sipped his tea to calm down instead. "But uh, if you don't mind me asking… why did you invite us over? After everything we put each other through…"

The two neighbors swapped a meaningful glance with each other. Eduardo steadily stared back at Mark and gave a curt nod. The look made Matt curious. What just flashed between them?

With a small sigh, Mark started to speak again. "You are right to question our motives, given our history of animosity in the past. But a lot has happened since those days of petty rivalry – for both our groups." Matt didn't need to be smart to know what he was referring to. A pang of sadness clenched his heart at the reminder and his grip on the teacup tightened.

"We simply wish to put our past rivalry behind us, make amends, and start anew." Mark went on coolly. "We've… matured a lot since Jon's passing and we don't want to cause trouble anymore. We just want to get on with our lives in peace."

"Yeah, and we're just as uncomfortable about this whole "living together again" deal as you guys are." Eduardo added assertively, though Matt could've sworn he saw him grimace briefly at the mention of Jon. "We don't like this arrangement any more than you do. We don't enjoy the awkward standoffs whenever we bump into each other on the hallway, but it's not like we can afford to move someplace else now. So here we are."

"Cool your temper, Eduardo." Mark advised smoothly and shot his life-long friend a warning glance, jumping in quickly to take over the situation before his companion could get ahead of himself and ruin their attempt at peace. Eduardo looked away and sipped his tea with a simple grunt, but settled down nonetheless. "While it's true we never meant to cross paths with you lot again, it can't be helped now. The only thing that we can do though is settle our differences once and for all and forget about that whole nonsense of being rivals. Otherwise none of us are going to live in this building in peace."

Once he finished speaking, a steady silence filled the room. Matt reflected on their words carefully, his expression still divided somewhere between awe and confusion as he tried to decipher the meaning behind their odd actions. His blue eyes lit up suddenly. "Oh! You mean… you want to be friends?"

The duo sitting before him both choked on their drinks, albeit in different manners.

Mark outright spat out his drink and started coughing convulsively while beating on his own chest. Eduardo, on the other hand, tried hard to keep down his own drink as he shook his head profusely, wide eyed, as he repeatedly muttered: "No. No. No. Nope! Uh-uh. No."

Having caught the duo off-guard, Matt couldn't help but snicker at their flustered expressions. His blue eyes glinted with a mischief he hadn't felt for what seemed like years. Not so scary now, huh?

Recovering from their stupor, Mark quickly recomposed himself and took over the situation once more. "Uh… no. Not necessarily anyway." He coughed. "I think we're good with just peace, thanks."

"Yeah, agreed. Peace. Totally enough."

"So what do you say?" Mark prompted, shifting the topic back to its original focus.

Matt's gaze was intensely thoughtful as he reflected on their words. "I think I speak for both Edd and I when I say… peace between us would surely be a welcomed change." He says at last, looking a little bashful. "But then neither of you will pick on nor harass us ever again?"

He watched Eduardo and Mark swap another meaningful glance, and they nodded to each other curtly.

"Of course! It would be very counter-productive if we went back on our word after arranging all of this." Mark grinned as he sipped his tea. He then gave his companion a long side-glance, as if inviting him to speak next.

Eduardo scowled at him briefly before turning to Matt with a small sigh. "We won't do any of that anymore, we promise." He speaks earnestly and then continued firmly. "But we will not hesitate to respond if either of you provoke us either."

Matt narrowed his eyes in return. Like we ever started anything with you guys! He thinks with indignation. He opens his mouth to retort, but Eduardo abruptly rose to his feet right at that moment and looked at his watch.

"Oh, look how time flies fast! Sorry, I must get going now - gotta head back to work."

Mark rolls his eyes but says nothing as he continues to stir his tea. Matt watched the broad-shouldered man begin to turn away and leave when his eyes caught sight of the cupcake tray again. His eyes glinted with interest much to Matt's amusement. But rather than taking one or two from the tray, Eduardo grabbed the whole platter instead. Matt grinned but resisted the temptation of laughing by biting on his lips.

The task was even harder when Mark suddenly slapped Eduardo's hand away, and the brunet glared at him indignantly.

"Hey!"

"Don't be so greedy, Eduardo! I made those for our guest." Mark admonished, gesturing to the ginger sitting across from him.

"It's not like he's gonna eat all of them!"

"He can have them; I don't mind." Matt tried to speak up between fits of suppressed giggles. They're acting as if they are an old, married couple!

Despite his protest, Mark appeared to not have heard him. "I understand your work is very important, and I have given you a pass for leaving us early; but I don't appreciate your gross and unhealthy habit of eating nothing but sugar for the reminder of the day." Then he paused, and appeared to reconsider his words when a mischievous idea struck him. "But of course… if you really insist you should at least be reasonable and take something else." He smirked. "You'll find a jar in the kitchen with a fresh batch of vanilla cookies. You may take them instead."

Matt shot Mark a questioning look. Mark returned his gaze with a silent message for him to hold his tongue.

Blinking in surprise, Eduardo glanced back toward the kitchen and, sure enough, spotted the cookie jar on the counter. He took a moment to consider for a bit and then shrugged. "Alright, fine by me." He relented, stalking away from them and take the whole jar with him on the way out. Eduardo's glance swept across Matt and Mark, and he gave them a tiny nod of farewell before he left.

"Sorry about that. Eduardo tends to have little to no sense at times." Mark broke the silence. "I know he might appear a bit intimidating, but don't let his size and attitude fool ya. He's just a big ol' softie underneath that tough exterior."

Matt said nothing – simply bent forward to take one of the colorful cupcakes. Should he take his leave now? They have concluded what they had set out to do, but Mark hasn't dismissed him yet. And truth be told; Matt wasn't keen to return to his lonely, sad apartment any time soon. If he does, Matt knows he'll do nothing but wallow in his grief and break down again.

"Anyway," the blond went on, trying to lighten the mood. "Guess it's just us again, huh?"

"Yeah…" Matt took a bite out of the swirly treat and his eyes brightened with delight. It's delicious! It could even rival Edd's cooking. He licked the frosting around his lips and thought carefully. "If you don't mind me asking… where have you guys been this whole time?"

He half expected Mark not to answer. The blond held him motionless for several heartbeats with his penetrating blue gaze. Then Mark relaxed, and his expression was replaced by a distant look of memory and loss.

"After our house was destroyed that fateful day, Eduardo and I didn't have many options. Thankfully, Eduardo's grandmother was kind enough to take us in; even with such short-notice. She could never turn away her beloved grandson, especially after such tragedy." Mark murmured, bending forward to refill his cup with more tea. "The living conditions weren't exactly ideal per say. Small and cramped place, no room for whatever belongings we could salvage from the wreckage, and there were her dogs too."

He shivered with repulsion at the memory of the two large brutes he had to coexist with. Mark had nothing against dogs, but he had a clear preference to cats. They're quiet and drool less. "But it was the best we could do until we found a new place for ourselves."

Listening to the story, Matt realized just how lucky he and Edd were that Tom found a new place to live before everything went down. If it weren't for Tom, they probably would've had to stay with Matt's grandparents; similar to Eduardo and Mark's case. Oh Tom… we owe you so much! He thought with anguish.

"Does it ever get any better?" He asked eventually.

Mark tilted his head in confusion. "What does?"

Matt hesitated before replying, and Mark thought he was looking slightly awkward. His feet shifted uncomfortably, and when he spoke, his voice was a low murmur. "The… the grief, I mean."

For a few heartbeats there was silence. Mark was staring at Matt with an unreadable expression on his face. Matt swallowed nervously and placed the cupcake he had been eating down on the table, his appetite gone. Maybe he overstepped his boundaries too far this time. I'm so stupid! Matt inwardly winced, wanting to smack himself upside his head for his foolishness. If Tom were here, he wouldn't have hesitated to do so for him. Just when we start making peace, I go ahead and ruin it in less than ten minutes

But the blond man didn't appear to be upset. Instead Mark held him with that serious gaze for a moment more and took a deep breath. "I wish I could say that it does. But truth is… it's a lot more complicated than that." He responded solemnly.

Matt blinked at him with surprise. He had not been expecting a genuine answer out of his former rival. Matt gave a little nod, as if the answer satisfied him. In truth he wanted to ask for more advice on how to handle this messed up situation, but refrained from doing so. They only just stopped being rivals; it would be incredibly awkward if he were to keep on probing on such a delicate subject.

Across from him, Mark could right away tell that the ginger had a lot on his mind. He frowned. Both went through the same experiences and are suffering for it. From having their house blown up to losing a close one. Their rivalry may have ended, but it seems to have left a greasy stain on their relationship that will be hard to wash out.

And Mark would be lying if he said that he couldn't see said stain either. After all… why should he care? Even if they aren't enemies anymore, they're just neighbors, right?

(Meanwhile…)

"So Tom, how are you fairing today?"

"Pretty awful." Tom replied quite bluntly, taking a sip of his special juice through the orange straw as he leaned back against the reclining chair.

"You had your first training session with Red Leader this morning, how did it go?" Pat asked, opening a new file on his tablet for today's topic.

Tom uttered a dry scoff. "Why bother asking me that? You were there – you know what happened." Resentment and frustration burned through him.

His soldier training with Tord earlier that day had been a disaster, just like he had predicted. It wasn't physical exercise heavy, and at first Tom thought that was a good thing, until Tord made what was supposed to be a simple lesson on gun handling a f#cking nightmare. Tom had never felt so stupid quite like today; with the way Tord scolded and kept correcting him for the smallest of mistakes made him feel like he couldn't do anything right. Tom was certain the Norwegian man was just being picky for the sake of getting under his skin.

Heck, even after he shot most of the targets square on the bullseye Tord still found a way to nitpick – claiming Tom wasn't trying hard enough otherwise he would've gotten all of them and he was just being a lazy slop like he always is.

Needless to say, Tom had a real hard time controlling his powerful urge to turn the gun on the Commie and shoot him. But alas; it was a paintball gun and wouldn't have done any damage, other than maybe pissing Tord off and getting a few hundred pushups as punishment.

The voice certainly had a great deal of fun picking his confidence apart throughout the training, practically ganging up with Tord against him – which would sap away his energy, making him lousier with his training and resulting in Tord berating him again and the whole process goes full circle.

Tom wished Paul were still in charge of supervising his training. He had never treated him like an idiot. But the two trusty soldiers had a lot of things to deal with around the rest of the base right now, and now Tom is stuck with Tord. Paul and Patrick kept telling him that it was an honor to be trained by the Red Leader himself, but Tom wasn't convinced he was such a great mentor; much less that this situation was in any way a good thing.

Though very busy, Patrick had insisted on attending this first training session – to make sure Tord and Tom could be in the same room without a hitch, and advise his leader with his mentoring skills whenever needed. Tord was admittedly brutal in his teachings. But Pat had to keep in mind that this was an army and that Red Leader was training a soldier. The army is harsh and it's best Tom learns that now; which is why he so rarely intervened when Tord would criticize the eyeless man, even though it was clearly grating on Tom's nerves.

Pat guessed the Brit might hold some resentment toward him after that. "Nonetheless, what are your thoughts?" He pressed, adjusting the reading glasses on his face.

Tom breathed out an irritated sigh. "I'll tell you my thoughts; Tord is an annoying, f#cking, piece of sh-" He followed with a long line of colorful vocabulary, getting increasingly more intense as he went on. A few sessions ago, Patrick had given him permission to cuss out the Red Leader however much his heart desires and Tom has since always abused that privilege when given the opportunity to. "Stupid ass Commie always thinks he is better than everyone else, and he is always so smug and cocky and I just wanna punch his face in every time I see him."

"I see…" Pat typed down a bullet point. "You truly hate him huh?"

"Like there was ever any doubt about that!" Tom crossed his arms and took another sip of his drink with a scowl. "Commie is an awful person and there is nothing else to it."

Patrick nodded in understanding. "Alright Tom, there is a reason why I wanted to have this session with you right after your training." He admitted, watching the eyeless man sitting across from him fume silently while gnawing at the straw of his drink in anger. "Because today we get to dive in to the main source of all your problems."

At that, Tom tensed and stared at the Polish soldier with a mixture of confusion and horror. Source of my problems? He echoed, nervously sipping at his juice. Surely he couldn't have found out my secret? There's just no way! And yet, apprehension made Tom listen with abated breath for Pat's next words; praying with every non-believing fiber of his being that this wasn't the case.

"Let's talk about your relationship with Tord."

Tom heaved a huge sigh of relief. "Oh thank god." Then he realized Pat was looking at him oddly and Tom needed to elaborate so as to not cause suspicion. "I mean, I get to cuss the sh#tty Commie out some more. That's… good."

"Actually, if you don't mind, I would like to talk in depth about your relationship with Red Leader." Patrick went on. "Your history together, how it developed over the years, the source of this rivalry you have toward each other, and hopefully understand why the two of you behave the way that you do now."

Tom emitted a scornful sniff and rolled his empty eyes. "Didn't he fill you in already? Being one of his most trusted soldiers I thought he would've shared his past with you."

"He did." Pat confirmed. "But I would like to hear it from your perspective of things and get a better understanding of where all this hatred originated from."

Even as he was saying this, Pat's mind instantly thought of the recent rise of his leader's conflicting feelings. Paul came to him the other day with a big secret to tell him, but Patrick was somewhat disappointed to hear it was merely about Tord's obvious attraction toward Tom; as if this was supposedly anything new to hear about.

A long time ago, when Pat was only an Officer in the Red army, Tord had opened up to Paul and him about his past. He was a little drunk at the time, which perhaps would explain why he went into such great detail about it. Tord talked about his family, his friends, his hopes and dreams with the army, and specially his major infatuation for Tom.

At the time, Tord had claimed he was over it and would only dedicate himself exclusively to the army and his goals. However, it was clear as day that, despite the attraction growing stale over the years, Tord continues to carry feelings for the eyeless man.

Maybe this was another reason why the Red Leader was so particularly strict with Tom today in training. He wanted to prove his emotions wouldn't get in the way of his duties. Evidently the Norsk has no idea how to deal with these feelings.

Patrick will confront him about it eventually, when his leader's mood is a bit more agreeable for this discussion. "You've known each other for so long; surely you got some good memories with him?"

"I doubt it." Tom muttered, and then emitted a long and loud exasperated groan. "Ugh, where to even start?"

"How about when you first met?" Pat prompted. "From what I gathered, your friends seemed to already know him when you met them for the first time."

Tom frowned. "Yes, they did." He recalled with a hint of wistfulness in his voice. His face furrowed as he wracked his brain for details. "I don't remember much about the way we met – it wasn't as impactful as meeting Edd and Matt."

"Odd, considering the great rivalry between you two today." Patrick noted with narrowed eyes.

"Yeah, well, believe it or not we didn't start out throwing punches at each other." Tom scoffed, his voice edged with annoyance. Even though he was thankful they weren't going to talk about his condition like he'd feared, Tord was still a touchy subject to discuss. All Tom can remember from their past together was how much Tord liked to pick on him and grate on his nerves; how they often clashed in heated arguments and physical fights, and how Tord absolutely hates his guts.

Tom reciprocates the notion.

Thinking hard about his past, he tried to remember the time he met the Norsk. After the finger-painting in the bathroom incident and meeting Edd and Matt, Tom recalled it was weekend after that. His parents had scolded him for getting into trouble in school, but after he gleefully chatted about the new friends he made and just how much fun he had, his parents were merely glad he was unharmed. He had spent the whole weekend anticipating school day to arrive just so he could see his friends again and play more with them.

"Really, it wasn't a big deal when we met." Tom continued, a little quieter this time. "Once the weekend was over I was excited to see Edd and Matt again…"

(Flashback!)

Tom waved his parents goodbye as he rushed toward his school. He greeted his teacher in a hurry and practically tossed his schoolbag into the shelf where his name was tagged. The eyeless boy looked around wildly for his friends through the crowd of playful kids, until he finally spotted them sitting on a small, round plastic table over one corner of the room.

Edd made eye contact with him from across the room, smiled, and waved him over.

Tom weaved his way through the large group of kids surrounding him with an excited skip in his step. However, his glee gave way to nervousness when he realized there was someone else sitting among his friends.

He slowed down as he approached, and looked over the new kid with curiosity.

Sitting between Edd and Matt is a boy with weird, messy caramel-brown hair that almost resembled horns. He is wearing a red hoodie with what appeared to be the face of a robot etched on the front, dark pants and red sneakers. The strange boy was too busy showing a drawing he made to Matt to acknowledge Tom's presence among them, until the ginger nudged him and the boy finally looked up.

Tom froze, feeling shy under the other boy's silver-gray gaze.

"Hey Tom!" Edd piped up enthusiastically.

Matt waved. "Hello!"

The boy in red looked at both his friends in confusion, but remained quiet as he turned his attention back to Tom.

"Oh right!" Edd jumped to his feet when recognition flashed in his head. "Tom, this is Tord – the friend we mentioned, remember? Tord, this is Tom – I told you all about him during the weekend."

Tom waved timidly. "H-hi."

The boy clad in red, Tord as he is called, stared at him for a couple of heartbeats before responding. "Hey." He grunted. And just like that, he resumed work on his drawing; seemingly losing interest on the newcomer.

Tom frowned in dismay. It appears Tord isn't quite as receptive to him as Matt and Edd were.

A hand on his shoulder brought him out of his thoughts. "Don't worry." Edd reassured him with a comforting pat. "Tord is very quiet and shy, but he'll warm up to you."

Edd let Tom take his seat, right next to Tord, while he went to grab another chair for himself. Tom fiddled the straps of his overalls nervously as he sat beside the stern-looking boy, occasionally shooting glances in his direction to see what he was doing. Tord barely acknowledged he was even there.

Tom frowned. He hoped this wasn't going to put a damper on his new-found friendships.

"So you didn't like each other then?" Patrick questioned, interrupting the story.

Tom shifted in his seat, arms crossed over his chest. "I wouldn't go quite to that extent." He muttered reluctantly. "We just sort of looked at each other… and didn't think much of it? It's kind like receiving a birthday gift you're not very enthusiastic about – we just didn't know what to make of each other. That's the best way I can put it."

Pat thinned his lips as he thought this over. "So you weren't exactly on bad terms, but not on friendly grounds either."

"Yup."

"And how did that made you feel then?"

The eyeless man did not answer right away. His gaze fell to the floor, his face held an unreadable expression on his face as he continuously tapped one foot. He really doesn't like today's topic.

Tom shrugged stubbornly. "Didn't care much."

"Tom." Pat admonished, seeing through his blatant lie.

Tom winced and cast him a smoldering glare, shifting in his seat; a clear sign of discomfort. "Alright - Fine! I may have been… slightly upset about it." He reluctantly confesses out of frustration. "But only because- I- well- being the shy and naïve kid that I was back then, who rarely interacted with other people and was so nervous about it only to get these amazing friends, I was afraid that- maybe- if I couldn't get Tord to, urgh, like me I couldn't be their friend anymore."

With every word he spoke, Tom felt a bit of his dignity die. This is much too personal and he hated having to talk about this now, to a person he hardly knows is trustworthy enough. However, Tom is well aware that it's futile to even try to lie or give short answers because Patrick seems to tell right away and immediately coax him to tell the truth.

But when you really think about it; what's the harm?

If in fact, Patrick is just gathering Intel to use it against him later on in the experiments, as a tool to manipulate him or something and this whole therapy-play is all a ruse, then Tom should be safe.

A sense of dull calmness instilled on him, and Tom let down his guard. Jokes on them, I'll be dead long before they get the chance to experiment on me. Internally, he laughed bitterly. I won't let them bring it back out. I mustn't!

Although not active right now, Tom was vaguely aware of the voice's presence swimming around his mind; cackling along with him at the idea.

Patrick can learn all he wants about him and his past, he could even tell Commie about it for all he cares, because none of it will matter in the end. Heck, maybe Pat will even see how messed up Tord truly is if Tom opens up about it. Whatever they decide to do with the information he's giving them, it will inevitably amount to nothing once he puts an end to his misery.

So yeah, Tom will play along for now until the time is right. But he won't let them take advantage of him – not if he can help it.

"So what did you do then?" Patrick questioned, jerking Tom out of his dark musings.

"I was friends with Edd and Matt like normal, and we would go on our "little" crazy adventures, even if Tord didn't seem that ecstatic about having me around." Tom explained, a tiny smirk tugging the corners of his mouth, barely visible. "And, well, I was trying to… impress Tord I guess? In hopes of us-"

He paused and took a deep breath, bracing himself for the next words he's about to say.

"Becoming friends."

(Flashback!)

Following the days after his first encounter with Tord, the group of friends stuck together ever since. Doing all sorts of crazy stuff and getting into trouble whenever they could. The teachers even dubbed their little group as: "a storm in the making."

Amidst their everyday activities, however, Tom was struggling in his efforts to properly befriend Tord.

Much like Edd and Matt had said, Tord didn't speak very often and when he did he sounded kind of weird. Turns out he wasn't from around the area, and came from a place up north. When Tom found out, he enthusiastically tried asking Tord a bunch of questions about where he came from, hoping he would open up and be friendlier but to no avail. Tord would only respond with short, direct answers and nothing more than that.

Tom was crestfallen. Nothing he did seem to appeal Tord enough to finally warm up a bit.

In fact, the only one Tord seems to be most talkative with was Edd. They are pretty close, and they always stuck close together. Wherever one of them is, the other is never far behind. Though Edd is the one who comes up with ideas for their adventures, Tord appears to have a hand on their schemes too. Often times, Tord would lean in and mutter something to the boy clad in green, causing him to chortle.

Thankfully, their closeness and Tom and Tord's lack of it did not put a damper on the groups' games of mischief. Though Tom often wished they all had the same tight bond as those two. Matt didn't seem to mind and was just happy tagging along in whatever they got planned, and assured Tom that he was one of them no matter what. Easy for him to say – Tord doesn't mind when he gives one of his infamous crushing hugs, or when Matt asks him for help during arts and crafts.

Regardless, things continued the same way.

Until…

Tom arrived in school like normal, but dropped his bag on the shelf with less excitement this time around. He looked around for a place to sit and found Tord sitting by himself on an empty table, messing with a toy robot in his hands. Their other friends nowhere in sight. Tom sighed nervously and walked over to join him.

It's been two days with no sign of the other two boys. According to Tord, Edd went traveling with his family somewhere, and Matt is stuck at home with a cold. So this week, until both of them return Tom and Tord are stuck with each other.

Tom sat down with a quiet greeting. Tord merely grunted in reply, not taking his focus away from his toy to properly acknowledge his presence. Feeling the familiar pang of hurt in his heart, Tom turned away and begun to fiddle with whatever toy was closest to him.

Neither of them spoke a word to each other as they waited for class to start.

It started to rain at some point, and they were forced to have recess inside instead of going out to the playground like they usually did. Tom decided he absolutely hated not having Edd or Matt around. After Tord continuously ignored him, Tom tried to play with some of the other kids but they weren't any better than the Norwegian boy. Some kept staring at him with curious and weary looks, others backed away in apprehension, and there were some who liked to pick on him.

The last straw for the eyeless boy was when a girl tried to stick a crayon into his sockets to see how deep it would go. He struggled away from her and retreated to the far off corner, away from everyone where he could play with a stack of building-blocks in peace.

Tom felt like crying. This isn't fun at all! He wanted his friends here with him, but most of all, he wanted to leave this awful place. He hugged his knees and started to sob quietly, curled into a ball and wishing he were somewhere else.

A sudden and loud clank had him look up in surprise. Through teary eyes he saw Tord a few feet away from where he sat, rummaging with an air vent. Curious, Tom wiped the tears away with the back of his sleeve and approached. Like usual, Tord did not seem to notice his presence until he spoke up.

"What are you doing?"

The question got Tord by surprise, and he jumped in alarm only to bang his head on the edge of the table above them. With a quiet hiss, the Norwegian boy rubbed his injured head and turned to look at Tom; who shied away from his gaze.

"Leaving." Tord replied curtly through his thick accent, turning his attention back to the vent. Upon closer inspection Tom could see some type of tool in his hand that he was using to lose the screws with.

"Where did you get that?" Tom asked. Without glancing up from his work, Tord motioned toward the janitor's tool box a couple feet away from where they are; left out in the open without adult supervision for any kid to grab. "You shouldn't steal." He fiddled with the straps of his overalls. "And we're not allowed to leav-"

A hand clamped over his mouth. "Shh!" Tord glared at him with a finger over his lips, signaling for silence. After a few seconds he let go and returned to fiddle with the air vent. "Don't care. I'm leaving." He repeated firmly.

With a quiet hiss of cheer, Tord pocketed the tool away and opened the vent. Tom stared at the Norwegian boy as he prepared to crawl in with a mixed set of emotions, until they overflowed and he couldn't take it.

"Can I come with you?" He blurted out.

Tord whirled around in surprise but did not say anything. Tom sighed and rubbed his arms together. "I don't like it here without our friends… I want to go home!"

For a few heartbeats Tom thought he wouldn't let him come along; and indeed, Tord just blinked a couple of times and crawled into the vent without another word. Tom sighed in dejection and turned away to head back to his secluded corner when Tord called out to him.

"Coming or not?"

Tom didn't need more incentive than that. He quickly gathered his stuff and crawled into the tight space of the vent, just big enough for him to fit, and followed Tord's lead through the dim ventilation system. He followed Tord through the darkness until the Norwegian boy pulled out a flashlight to illuminate the way. They were walking along a tunnel that sloped up and down, winding first one way and then the other.

On and on they went. How far have we come? Tom began to wonder.

"How do you know where to go?" He piped up suddenly. He'd been so enthusiastic about leaving it only hit him now that Tord might not even know the way out. "Did you do this before?"

"Duh! Of course!" Tord snapped from up ahead. Tom heard the shuffling of paper in front of him, and Tord twisted around as far as he could to face him. "I have map." He showed Tom a drawing scribbled in crayon.

They eventually made it out of the vents and exited out the very back of the school. Rain was still pouring down and Tom felt a cold shiver ripple down his spine as they jumped down and got instantly soaking wet. It's too bad they didn't bring an umbrella with them.

"Now what?"

Tord nodded the tall fence surrounding the school grounds. "We need to get over that. Just need something big…" He peered around for a solution. He had his hoodie on to protect his horn-like hair as best he could from the pouring rain. Tom envied him for the little shelter that he had from the bad weather. "Aha!" Tord's eyes lit up when his gaze landed on a trash can. "Perfect! We push this closer to fence and we jump over."

Tom shuffled on his feet in discomfort and glanced back at the school longingly. He kinda regrets coming along now that he is all drenched wet, but it's too late to turn back now. Not that he plans to anyway. School stinks without Edd and Matt around, and he can't leave Tord to go on his own now that they've come this far.

"Are you just going to stand there?"

Not wanting to get on Tord's bad side any further, Tom quickly jumped into action and helped him move the garbage can over to where they need it. Side by side they left the school behind and climbed over the fence. But as Tom and Tord dropped down onto the grass on the other side, they were met with nothing but swaths of tall trees as far as the children's perspective can see. Tom looked at the looming trees towering over them in awe, but felt a foreboding feeling creeping at the back of his neck the longer he stared.

"So like… where are we?" He prompted, hoping his companion would have some idea of where they're going.

Tord glanced at him with a grin. "The woods." And then took off into the dense woodland. Tom stared after him in dismay.

"Wait for me!" He cried out, desperate to keep up and not be left behind.

The two boys ran into the woods. Tord led the way with glee; swerving past branches, stones, and fallen trees with ease. Tom followed him, purely out of despair since he did not want to be left behind in the middle of the woods and never find his way out again. The overarching trees surrounding them provided a little shelter from the rain, to which Tom was thankful for.

"Through the woods is home!" Tord shouted encouragingly as he led the way deeper into the dense terrain.

Tom could only hope that the boy clad in red truly knows the way and wasn't just leading him a stray. His worries diminished considerably however, when the undergrowth began to thin out, and the sound of roaring cars drifted through the trees. Before long, Tord and he stood together at the edge of the tree line, staring out into a road.

The eyeless child breathed out a sigh of relief. Thank heavens! They are still within reach of civilization, and they won't have to spend the night out in the woods and scavenge for food. But now there's a new problem…

"Do we have to cross it?" Tom asked anxiously. His parents always told him to stay clear off any roads unless he was with his parents or teachers. But he isn't.

Tord simply nodded as he neared the sidewalk's edge. Worried he was going to take off and leave him behind again; Tom quickly reached forward and grabbed Tord's hand. The other boy turned to him in surprise.

"My mom said it's important to hold hands when we cross a street!" Tom smiled innocently. "And to look both ways too."

Tord rolled his eyes with a huff, but did not raise any complaints.

They waited for the cars to go on by until it was safe enough to cross. Even after they made it to the other side though, neither of them let go of the other's hand as they kept on walking. They strolled right through people's gardens. Tord said it was quicker this way, but Tom found it awfully disrespectful to invade people's property like this. But hey, anything to get him out of the rain sooner!

He nearly bumped into Tord when the latter abruptly stopped moving. Tom shot him a curious look and saw him point at a green house across the street from them. "Edd!" He exclaims, further confusing Tom as he looked around wildly. Edd? Where? Wasn't he supposed to be traveling?

Tord shook him and motioned toward the house again. "Edd!" He repeated more firmly.

That's when it hit him. "Oh! You mean that's where Edd lives?"

Tord nodded fervently and continued walking, pulling Tom along with him. The eyeless child wanted to ask how he knew where Edd lived, but was distracted when he realized that they were heading straight for a white house on their left. "Where are we?"

"Home." Tord replied, walking up the small steps to the front door.

"Ah, so you and Edd are neighbors then!" Tom's cheerfulness suddenly dwindled as worry began to creep up on him with a startling realization. "Wait! How am I going to get home?"

Tord turned to him with an inquisitive tilt of his head. "Know where your home is?"

Despite trying his best to think of an answer, he knew it was futile. His parents always dropped him off in school by car, and though he looked out the window on his way there every time he never memorized any of it. He looked around the foreign neighborhood he was currently in; hoping to find some clue of his whereabouts but to no avail.

Tom ducked away shyly and began to fiddle with the straps of his overalls. "No." He admitted.

He almost expected Tord to make some sort of rude comment about his stupid decision of following him all the way here, but the other boy was quiet. Tord bent down to pull out a key from underneath the 'welcome' mat, and unlocked the door to his home. Tom stared at him in dismay, fully expecting to be locked out in the rain and be left to find his way home by himself.

Just as he turned away to leave, Tord unexpectedly grabbed his arm and pulled him inside the house.

Tom blinked in surprise as the door closed behind them, and then stared at his surroundings in awe. Everything is so shiny, clean and pretty! Not to say that his own house isn't clean or nice. But Tord's home is so stark white it seemed to carry a lustrous glow everywhere he looked.

Tord nudged him and motioned for him to remove his shoes by the door, and Tom complied. "Where's your mom?" He couldn't help but question, noting the massive size of the house but seemingly no one occupying it at the moment.

"Working." Tord hummed, heading straight for the kitchen and opening the fridge. "She'll be home later."

"And your dad?" Tom shuffled closer. He was uncomfortably aware of the fact that he is soaking wet from the rain, and he was dripping water all over the polished wooden floor. His mom would not approve of any of his actions today.

"Not here." Tord took out a bunch of different kinds of food and placed them all on the table in front of them.

After asking for the bathroom, Tom managed to get himself semi-dried; his clothes still soggy and cold, but it was the best he could do with no spare clothes to put on. He returned to the kitchen and was met with the sight of Tord preparing snacks. He glanced at the eyeless child then; their gazes locked, and he patted the empty seat next to him.

They had lunch together. Tord made himself a sandwich while Tom pulled out the lunch his mom had packed him for the day – a chocolate milk carton and some crackers. It wasn't much, but neither Tom nor his mom could've ever foretold the series of events that transpired today. He was really thankful when Tord was kind enough to make a sandwich for him too.

As they finished eating, Tord began to put everything away again while Tom looked out the window, watching the sky darken and the rain continuing to pour down. It won't be long for school to end, and his parents will come to pick him up only to realize he's not there anymore. Tom sighed. How will he ever get home?

Tord must've taken his worried sigh as a sign of boredom, because as soon he was done clearing everything away he grabbed Tom's hand and started leading him up the stairs.

Upon opening the first door to the right, Tom was met with a semi big and yet simple looking bedroom. It consisted of a bed, a dresser, and a bright colorful toy box that contrasted with the stark white of the rest of the room.

Tord drew away from Tom to approach his bed, and revealed a walkie-talkie from under his pillow. "Edd!" He exclaimed, holding the blue device up and pointing at the window where their friend's house was in view.

Reaching to take the walkie-talkie from him, Tom could only hear static coming from the other end. "It probably doesn't reach wherever Edd went to." He observed, taking the hint that Edd has the other device. "Hey Tord, I really should be getting home. Do you think you can help me get there, please?" He asked shyly.

Despite Tord's usual cold demeanor towards him, Tom hoped he would at least be willing to help him now. Tom won't be able to return home on his own otherwise.

The other boy stared at him for a few heartbeats with a tilt of his head and then turned away from him, and began to rummage through the large toy box. Tom watched him curiously until Tord returned to him with a couple of figurines in hand.

Tom's concerns faded away almost instantly as he got distracted by the toys Tord was handing him.

They played together for quite a long while until Tom caught a glimpse of the alarm clock by the bedside table. He tried asking Tord for help again, but he merely kept showing him more toys and even took him to his living room to play video games whenever he brought up the subject of leaving. Admittedly, Tom was having lots of fun playing with Tord, but he felt guilty for the amount of worry he was placing on his parents the longer he stayed.

Tom glanced at the clock and realized school had ended about an hour ago. He then gazed out the window and jumped to his feet when he noticed it was no longer raining. Now was his chance!

"Tom?"

The eyeless boy turned to Tord, who looked at him with an inquisitive expression.

"I'm sorry, but I have to go home now." Tom glanced over his shoulder toward the front door. "It's getting late. My parents will be wondering where I am."

Tord hopped off the couch and moved past him to where a collection of board games were stacked up against the television. He grabbed one and returned to Tom with an excited skip in his step.

Tom stepped back. "No, Tord. I have to go." He repeated more firmly, but still apologetic. "It's been fun playing with you, but my mom and dad are waiting for me."

"But you don't know how to get there." Tord pointed out.

Tom sighed. "I'll back-track our trail all the way to school. From there… I'll just have to go by memory I guess."

Hearing his insistence, Tord looked visibly upset and shifted his feet in awkwardly. Tom took his silence as a victory and started getting ready to head out again. He grabbed his backpack and put on his shoes while Tord watched him from the bottom of the stairs.

"Hey, it's okay. We'll see each other tomorrow in school!" Tom exclaimed, trying to cheer up the other boy. Tord dropped his gaze and fidgeted with his hands. "Besides, your parents are probably on their way home right now."

"No. Mom doesn't arrive until after bedtime."

"What about your dad?" Tom asked.

Tord looked away. "Not here." He repeated the same words from earlier, this time with some strain in his voice.

Taken back, Tom swept his gaze around the house again. It's certainly a very big place, clean and organized. But it's also kinda depressing upon closer look. The home was devoid of any color or personality. On his frame of vision, Tord is the only speck of either of those things among this whole bland household; and he looked so utterly small in comparison to everything else.

Tom felt a stab of pity for him. Tord must feel really lonely being cooped up in here with no one to play with. No wonder he'd been so insistent in trying to keep him here.

"Do you… want to come with me?" Tom offered. An idea just slid into his mind. Tord turned to him in surprise and he elaborated. "We'll play together some more, and you can sleepover at my place! My parents won't mind you staying over – I bet they'll even like you! Besides, I would feel a lot safer if you were accompanying me on the way there."

Tord didn't waste a heartbeat. "Okay!" He brightened up and immediately tore away up the stairs to pack his things.

Tom waited by the door for him, but it wasn't long before Tord descended the steps again; backpack hanging over his shoulders. He went to the kitchen and wrote a quick note to his mom regarding his whereabouts, left it on the balcony, and neared Tom.

"Ready!"

"Alright, let's go!"

Tord locked the door as they stepped out, and together they proceeded to retreat back the way they came. They passed through people's gardens again, crossed the street, and raced through the darkening woods once again until they reached the school grounds.

The two boys checked their surroundings wearily as they stepped out from the undergrowth for any signs of the teachers. No doubt their absence was noted at some point during their escape, and it would be really bad if they get caught back here now.

"Where to now?" Tord turned to Tom expectantly.

Biting his lip deep in thought, Tom's face scrunched up as he tried hard to remember the brief memories of the car rides from home to school and back again.

"This way I think." Tom nodded the street to the right.

Their pace slowed down considerably now that they were threading in fairly unknown territory. Tom had to pause a lot throughout their journey to recall the right way to go. He would look around for anything remotely familiar, follow his gut, and choose a direction. Tom hopes they're heading in the right path, and that they'll get home before the sun goes down.

They held hands whenever they had to cross a street, and Tord tried to cut path through people's gardens again but Tom stopped him; insisting they had to stick close to the road for him to get his bearings clear, and because it's rude to invade people's properties. Tord had grumbled a complaint but sulked after him obediently.

"Look!" Tom pointed towards a familiar blue house just a block away from them. Relief flooded through him at the sight of his home. "We're nearly there!"

They crossed one last road and started to the house together. "Mom! Dad!" Tom cried out in joy, seeing his parents waiting for him by the front door. He drifted to a halt and swept his parents into a hug. Remembering he was not alone, Tom quickly introduced them to Tord. "This is my friend from school, Tord!" He gesture to the other boy, who stared at them in complete bewilderment. "He helped me get home. Can he spend the night over with us, please?"

Tom glanced back and forth between his parents in silence.

"He left a note for his mom."

Silence.

Tom smiled gleefully. "Yay! Thank you mom!" He placed them down and turned to face Tord. "They said yes." He grabbed Tord's hand and dragged him inside the house.

Tom showed Tord around his home, then he showed him his toys – it's not nearly as big of a collection as Tord's, but he still has plenty of them. "This is Tomee bear!" Tom held out his plushie teddy bear with the unibrow for Tord. "My dad gave it to me for my birthday!"

They played together for a quite a while, then Tom's parents made them pasta for dinner. They played around some more after that, until Tom's mom announced it was bedtime. Since they didn't have an extra bed, Tom had to share his bed with Tord; which is fine – if anything it makes the sleepover experience all the more fun!

Even though they have to wake up early for school the next morning, they talked for quite a while into the night, way past the time they were meant to be asleep. Didn't help that Tord had brought a whole load of candy from his home for them to share.

"Hey Tord?"

"Hm?"

"You awake?"

"Yeah."

"Do you like me now?" Tom asked bluntly.

Tord raised his head from the other side of the bed and peered back at him with a questioning glance. "What you mean?"

Tom fidgeted with his hands. "It just seemed like you wanted nothing to do with me before today, and now we're having a sleepover and stuff." He mumbled. "Does this mean we're friends now?" He looked at Tord expectantly.

The other boy steadily stared back at him for a couple heartbeats before he broke away his gaze and stared at the ceiling instead. "I never hated you." He admitted. "I just… didn't know how to act around you. Edd and Matt told me so much about you I got nervous."

"I think you're pretty cool." Tom commented casually.

"Thanks. I think you are great too." Tord yawned, stretching his arms lazily. "Yeah, so I guess this does make us friends."

Tom smiled and hugged Tomee bear tighter. "Yay!" He whispers excitedly under his breath.

It sure took them quite a while to finally drift off to sleep.

Needless to say, Edd and Matt were overjoyed to see them getting along so nicely when they eventually returned to school.

Tom sank his head onto his chest. His eyes shut as if he were in pain by the memory he recalled from his past. He was silent for so long that Patrick wondered if he was about to end the session now, but the eyeless man said nothing yet. Then Tom's features finally smoothed, and he took a deep breath.

"We were… inseparable, for a while." He murmured quietly. ""Best friends forever" – we would tell each other back then." A hint of bitterness could be detected in his voice, and then his face twitched with the bare hint of a faint smile. "Tord loved inventing and making plans. Every year he would sign up to robotic courses, and every year he would attempt to create something new. He won several awards for his projects throughout our academic period." He chuckled. "I remember when Edd gave him a chemistry kit for his birthday when we were very young. Tord loved it. He was such a dork."

Conflicting emotions stirred inside of Tom like a deadly storm. What the h#ll was he feeling? It was warm, but with a hint of bitter frost beneath all that. He felt empty, but steadily brimming up at the same time. The voice could be sensed at the very back of his head. It seems agitated for some reason; though it remained silent.

"Tord and I would go over to each other's houses all the time, and sleepover too in most cases. Tord would tinker away in his garage and I would watch him work; sometimes play the bass too to pass the time. We would talk about video games and stuff, but we stayed mostly quiet and just did our own thing." Tom continued, unsure of his feelings but sensing a strong urge to keep on talking for some reason. "Tord, being great at picking things apart and rebuilding them anew, would offer his services to fix broken things to earn money. I would often tag along and we would ride on a bike together to our destination." He snorted softly. "One time, Tord was called in to fix this old lady's furnace on the outskirts of the town. I went along with him and I remember that after Tord had it fixed, the lady made us lemonade and we sat on her porch where there were a bunch of fireflies out and about. I think Tord was feeling a bit down that day, I can't remember exactly why… So I tried to cheer him up by gathering a bunch of fireflies and bringing them closer to him. It was pretty cool up until one of them flew inside my eyes and we both started to panic, trying to get it out. But at least he stopped being sad, so I guess it worked in a way."

Patrick observed his facial expressions carefully as he listened with intrigue. Was that a glint of fondness he could hear in the Brit's voice? Pat grew hopeful at the idea that there could still be some semblance of endearment in Tom for their leader despite their broken friendship. There's a slim chance their prideful rivalry could end if they were open with each other. Unfortunately, knowing Red Leader's superiority complex and Tom's habit of holding grudges, chances are, they will never overcome their differences.

If only. Pat thought with regret.

"When… my father died… It was one of the worst moments of my life." Tom said with a somber tone. He recalled that specific memory with a pang in his heart as he thought of, not only of his dad, but how he changed so drastically by one tragic incident. Tom went from being a cheerful kid with a lot of love in his heart to a pessimistic and grumpy child. Who knew he would end up being a barely-functioning and utterly broken man by the end of his days? Tom mourned the loss of that child. "I would shut myself off from the others and cry constantly. Edd would come and console me as best he could during those hard times. Matt tried to comfort me in his usual not-so-subtle way of hugging." Tom looked down at his hands. "But Tord… he would just sit close by, not saying anything, and just… be there. It was strangely comforting to be completely honest." A small, shy grin appeared on his face.

Patrick swallowed. It was now or never. "What happened between you two?"

The Brit's grin faded, to be replaced by a sorrowful expression. "When we were about 14 years old we started to get reckless. We began to drink and smoke at an early age without anyone else knowing… well, Matt might have known, but he never did anything aside from giving us distasteful glances." Tom murmured. "Tord and I started to crave for bigger thrills as we got older. The adventures the four of us would go on were great and goofy, but didn't exactly fulfill our needs. So he and I initiated a series of minor heists or as we liked to call it then, crimes."

Patrick leaned forward in his seat. "Go on." He urged quietly.

Tom blinked several times, as though trying to get his thoughts in order. "They were inoffensive at first… just shoplifting here and there, or making elaborate pranks in school." He went on. "But eventually we moved on to breaking into places, stealing whatever we wanted – usually things Tord needed for some new wacko invention of his – and doing some dangerous sh#t. But we never seriously harmed anyone! That's not what we were about. Tord and I were partners in crime for a while; and for what's worth, it was admittedly fun while it lasted. " His expression turned pained. "As you can probably expect from a duo of stupid kids doing even stupider nonsense, we were eventually found out."

His voice fell silent then, his face a mask of anguish, before licking his lips and continuing. "We went too far one day and people got truly hurt that time around. We got questioned. I was scared but not too worried about the consequences because, well, Tord was with me. We caused this mess together, we were partners in crime, and we would face the consequences together." His voice wavered as he went on. Tom paused and took a deep breath. "But that's not what happened."

Patrick's chest tightened with sympathy, but he nodded for the Brit to continue.

"Tord…" Tom choked, and then tried again. "He didn't want this incident to foil his good reputation as a top grade student, or his chances of being a successful inventor in the future. Tord had big aspirations, even back then, and he knew that if anyone found out of his involvement he would be branded; possibly for life." He shut his eyes and turned his head away. "So of course he did the only logical thing he could do in this situation. He threw me under the bus. He told the cops, the principle, our parents – everyone who ever questioned us that did all those things by myself and he only knew about them but never participated in anyway. " Tom took a long, shuddering breath.

"I got all the blame. Even when I tried to tell people what really happened, no one believed me. How could they? It's the word of an honor student against that of a dumb child with an attitude problem. Tord also told them about my illegal drinking habits and my father's death – thinking that in some way would cushion the blow and lessen my punishment somehow. But I know he only said those things so they wouldn't suspect him anymore. They started referring to me as a "problem child" – I was forced to go to counseling and got suspended from school for a while."

Tom fell silent for a few seconds, staring off into space. He felt his throat constricting as grief and anger threatened to choke him. Whatever warmth he was feeling before has been completely dissipated and now he only felt cold. He dug his nails into the arms of the chair.

"I know that doesn't change the fact that people really did get hurt because of me. I understand that I wasn't completely innocent either. But to have everyone turn against you like that… I'm just thankful that Edd and Matt never gave up on me." He trailed off and winced. I definitely couldn't have told them what the matter with me is. Tom thought, thinking of his current predicament. They would've been so afraid of me if I did. They wouldn't want anything to do with me anymore; not after everything stacking up against me. Maybe it's for the best. "I confronted Tord on the matter eventually. I wanted to know why he would betray his best friend like that… Ha! Oh the irony. Do you want to know what he said? What his line of reasoning was?"

Now his voice was a low, bitter chuckle, with a strange note of mirth in it. Patrick's stomach churned with apprehension, but he had no other choice but to press on at this point.

Tom set his jaw. "Like I said; he did it to protect his reputation. But also because it was more likely that I would do something like this, sooner or later, given my lack of talent and failing grades in comparison to him." Resentment flared up inside of him, and for a split-second he swore he saw his hands turn into claws. "Basically – I was a failure. He wasn't. No one with a bright future would do those things, so obviously the problematic one had to be culprit behind everything. I was the perfect cover up. Can you believe he had the gall to not only tell me not to take it personally, but act as if nothing ever happened when I finally returned to school? I wanted to punch him so badly then. But of course, given my history of violence I couldn't do anything unless I wanted to be expelled. When I finally got him alone though… I did not hold anything back. We were rivals ever since."

Pat remained silent; all he could think about was the feeling of utter betrayal Tom must've felt back then. To have someone you grew up with and think of as a friend, only to suddenly turn on you. A chill ran though him at the thought of what that must have been like. No wonder Tom carried so much hatred for his leader.

At first Pat wanted to console the eyeless man of his situation, but instantly decided against it. This incent was years ago, and Tom was not the type of person to accept pity from others. Patrick has to thread carefully now.

"Did… your friends ever learn the truth?"

"No." Tom choked out. "As far as I know, they think we only hate each other because of some petty arguments and misunderstandings as we grew older. When we finally started living together, it was only for their sake that Tord and I merely tolerated each other's presence and tried to be, you know, civil."

He crossed his arms over his chest and sighed. If only his friends had seen Tord as he had before the robot incident; putting his ambition and pride above all else, searching for dangerous thrills no matter what cost, and provoking any reason he could to use his guns with wild-eyed hunger for bloodshed. The memories gave Tom strength. Whatever it had cost him, he was the only one who could stand in Tord's way now. Only he knew what the Norsk was capable of.

"The day he left was the happiest I've ever been by far."

"So that incident is your main source of conflict then?" Patrick prompted.

"It's the key reason as to why we're enemies, yes. But as the years went by our fights and arguments escalated, the incident just became the kick-starter. Like, of course I haven't forgotten much less forgiven the commie for what had happened, but we simply can't stand each other. The bastard loves Christmas – practically relishes it. I absolutely hate it. He smokes. I drink. He's a Commie, and I'm a Jehovah's Witness. See what I mean?"

Pat nodded in understanding. "Have you ever wanted to get revenge on him?" He ventured cautiously. His answer would be critical.

Tom took a deep breath, held it for a few seconds, and then slowly let it out. He thought hard about the question. Did he ever want revenge against the commie for what he did? Maybe at some point in the past, but now Tom is too far-removed to really care about it at this point. Revenge is the least of his worries, and probably at the bottom of his bucket list if he had to double check.

"I foiled his world domination plans and made him lose a limb. I say that's revenge enough." Tom played cool while inwardly snickering; thinking on how he will take his own life right before Tord's eyes, foiling his plans yet again when the experiments finally begin. His last chance at the monster serum… gone for good. Tom will have the last laugh in the end. Too bad he won't get to see the look on the Commie's face when it happens, but it's the thought that counts. Tom just wishes he could die somewhere a bit more pleasant than an evil laboratory.

His friends instantly came to mind and the dark amusement he felt dissipated, replaced by an overwhelming wave of grief. Tom will never get to tell them how much they meant to him now.

"Thing is…" He began quietly. "Tord and I may have gotten along in the past, and if the incident hadn't happened nothing would've changed. But that's the point, isn't it? I never meant anything to him. None of us did. We were simply pawns for him, just waiting for the perfect chance to be played. It just so happens I got used first. So in short… Tord and I were never friends." He finished; his voice cold.

The Polish soldier nodded solemnly and typed on his tablet. Possible use of denial as a defense mechanism?

"I'm done talking about this now." Tom sighed, feeling his emotions disappear and leave him hollow.

Patrick put away his glasses and placed the tablet down. "That's alright. Thank you for your cooperation, Tom." He led Tom toward the door, placing a gentle hand on his back. "I'll deliver dinner a little later than usual today. My schedule is a bit tight."

"That's fine." Tom answered absently. How come he always felt like sh#t after every d#mn mental evaluation?

He stepped out into the hallway and walked away with a small wave of goodbye to Pat. The Polish soldier watched him go with a worried gaze until he was out of sight, and then left to return to his duties.

Tom's whole body felt numb as he walked, and his head spun with images of Tord – the old Tord. The one he grew up alongside of and went to school with. The one he nearly considered a friend – flashing in his mind. Tom wanted to have the familiar sensation of anger burn brightly through him at the thought of the Commie bastard and all he put him through. It was in there somewhere, but its spot was currently taken by a hollow melancholy that made him sway on his feet.

The hallway itself seemed different, even stranger to Tom than the day he had arrived in the facility. Nothing was real; he felt as if the walls and floor could dissolve like mist within a moment. A vast, unnatural silence covered everything.

Forget it. Don't think about it. It's in the past. Tom kept telling himself. This is all part of their manipulative schemes. They want me to see the Commie as more than just a rival to win my loyalty. Well, it's not going happen. Out of sheer stubbornness, he begins to recall the memories of Tord at his worst. The giant robot. Their many fights. Getting his face shoved into the cake on his thirteenth birthday by him. Using Tom as an escape goat –

That particular scene of his youth replayed over and over in his head. He saw again the scrutinizing figures standing before him as he was being thoroughly interrogated, and felt the hostile and terrified stares burn him wherever he went. He remembered how his mom and friends would try to console him despite everything, and even support him. He flinched again at the harsh voices talking down to him for his misdeeds and for a split-second he felt like cowering away.

But most of all, Tom recalled his dismay and disbelief as he confronted Tord, and realized that he had betrayed him to the authorities to save himself and his precious reputation from suffering the same fate.

Tom had stared at the guy whom he considered a friend; someone he thought he could confide in with everything. He thought he had known him well, but he couldn't recognize him at all then.

Instead of feeling anger like he wanted to, Tom only felt an intense pang of hurt. On the one hand he's feeling something now at least, but it's not nearly as prominent or long-lasting as rage.

"You know, instead of trying so desperately to feel emotions again why don't you spend your time doing something more productive? ~" The voice chimed in his head suddenly. Its arrival pressurized his skull with great intensity and the world turned a shade darker.

Ah! There you are. Tom thought with a flicker of sarcasm. I was wondering when you were going to show up. Let me guess; by productive you mean-?

"Killing yourself – yes! ~" It interrupted, circling a pair of specter arms around Tom's neck and shoulders casually. "Haven't you noticed you're running out of time? It won't be long now before they begin the experiments. ~"

Tom realized what the voice was saying is true. He is back to full health, and is even training as a soldier. Surely the actual experiments won't be far behind if that's the case then? A shiver of dread ran down his spine at the realization.

If everything goes my way, I won't have to do anything until then. Tom thought decisively. The idea is that Tord kills me in the process of perfecting his serum. That's why I told him not to use any drugs on me; to heighten my chances of dying.

"But they are being too careful with you. Even without the drugs they won't let go of you so easily if they can prevent it. ~" The voice reasoned, tightening its grip on him as another set of limbs circled his waist. "What then? If you don't die the way you're expecting to, what will you do? ~"

It won't come to that. Tom snapped assertively. There were 1825 other test subjects before me and they all died the same way. Why would I be any different?

Without warning, Tom felt a shriek being ripped out of his throat as a cleaver suddenly cut deep into his left shoulder. He nearly staggered forward in pain, but in reality he merely whimpered under his breath to keep the facade out in the open. "Because the serum works with you! You know that! ~" The voice snarls at him.

Commie doesn't know that. Tom pointed out through rasped breaths. This pain was unbearable.

"What if he finds out? What then, you low-life maggot? ~" A clawed hand moved up to grab him by the neck, earning a strangling cry from Tom. "You think he doesn't have ways to figure out? He is smart, unlike you. He is better than you. Who knows? The proof could show up in your blood sample and you wouldn't even know! But they do, and they are playing you for the damn fool that you are. You have to die now! ~"

The voice prepared to stab him – Tom could feel another blade forcefully poking his abdomen, ready to pierce his flesh right through – when a sudden explosion seemed to startle the voice away, and jolt Tom back to reality.

"Faen!"

Tom looked around wildly; the dark haze gone from his vision, confused as to what just happened when his gaze landed on a door a few steps up.

The test room.

His heartbeat slowed and he calmed down. His concerns momentarily forgotten and replaced by curiosity, Tom decided to investigate the commotion. It's not like he had anything better to do and he was no stranger to the test room. He'd entered before on one of his many strolls around the laboratory – aimlessly looking for something to take his mind off things.

It had been open only once, and then never again after that first visit.

Tom assumed Patrick had it locked after tracing his location via chip, though the Polish soldier never said anything to him about it afterwards. Guess they don't want him snooping around where he shouldn't, but how was Tom supposed to know? Tord never mentioned that in the rules. Besides, it's not like Tom could make any sense of that room. It's all just a bunch of heavy machinery and weird junk.

Cautiously, Tom pushed the door to the test room open and slipped inside. The room is semi-dark, with only the distant flare and the roar of a blowtorch to guide the way. Strange machinery of all sorts loomed around the room like a maze, their purpose unknown, and the place untouched since his last visit. Tom weaved his way through the labyrinth of junk as he followed the only source of light in the room.

When he made it to the center, Tom found a figure hunched over a table just ahead of him; and judging by the devilish-styled hair it was definitely none other than Tord. No surprise there, Tom had already guessed it was him the moment he heard him curse.

Naturally, with his curiosity mostly satisfied, this would usually be the time Tom would turn away and leave to avoid any form of interaction with the Norsk. But Tom stayed where he was.

He watched Tord work with a strange fascination. The Norsk is completely focused in his project and whatever it was he was doing. Probably creating his next big world domination device, if Tom had to guess. The sparks of fire from the blowtorch created an eerie glow around him that made him look… almost ethereal in a way. The sight was strangely alluring.

The peace of the scene was shattered when Tom sneezed suddenly.

The blowtorch turned off instantly, and Tom's gasp hitched in his throat.

"Å for faen!"

Tord whipped around, his face concealed by a welding mask. Tom winced and tried to back away and make himself unseen among the many machines around him, but to no use. Tord spotted him at once and marched up to him; ranting in his native tongue. "Flott! Akkurat det jeg trengte nå – forstyrrelser!" As the Norwegian man drew nearer he lifted the mask off his face to reveal his features, evidently annoyed by the interruption as he glared at the Brit.

"Kan aldri få gjort noen ting i dette dritt hølet!"

An awkward silence stretched out between them once Tord finished his mad foreign raving, as if he were waiting for the eyeless man to respond. Tom stared at him perplexed for a while. How was he supposed to answer when he had no clue to what had been just said?

"Uh… what?"

"What are you doing here?" Tord narrowed his eyes accusingly.

"I, uh, was just passing by on the way to my quarters when I heard you." Tom told him lamely.

"Awn, and you decided to check up on me? I'm flattered!" Tord chuckled mockingly. He turned away and returned to his work. "Didn't think you would want to see me so soon after our disastrous training session this morning."

Neither did I. The though escaped Tom before he could even process it. His anger toward the Norsk for this morning's events has faded away after his mental evaluation with Patrick. The melancholic feeling returned as he looked at Tord now. "What… what are you doing?"

"Tinkering. What's it look like?" Tord retorted without looking up from his work. He gathered the tools spread out across the table and brought them closer to inspect them for damages.

"Shouldn't you be like, I don't know, leading an army or something?" Tom prompted quietly, acting completely opposite to his usual behavior around Tord.

"I just got out from a particularly annoying meeting with my generals, and I would like to cool off a bit before I decide to shoot the next person that pisses me off." Was the Norsk's dry reply.

At the very back of his mind, Tom could feel the presence of the voice shift in excitement and silently urged Tom to do so. Had he been in a foul mood, Tom would have no problem in complying. But since he wasn't feeling particularly angry or cocky at this moment in time, Tom did nothing but stare at Tord.

"If you want to stay here then I suggest you keep quiet and don't interrupt me." Tord warned as he began to fiddle with a couple of wires, igniting a small spark.

Tom didn't bother replying. His gaze scanned around the room, pausing briefly over all the weird machinery around them with curious awe. Did he make these all by himself? He wondered. What kind of evil intent are they capable of?

He began to investigate the contents of the room, for once mindful of Tord's warning. Tom had no idea what the matter with him is. Minutes ago he was talking about how much he hated Tord, and now he can't even bring himself to feel so much as a flicker of distaste for the Norwegian man. Any other day Tom wouldn't have hesitated to mock Tord despite his anger, or just storm out of the room seeing as there was no one else to interact other than him.

So how come he is still here when he got every reason not to?

Truth be told, the recent episode with the voice left him a bit spooked. The sudden and repetitive warning ringing in his head that he had to die now shook him to his core. And Tom could still feel a bit of the old nostalgic sensation deep within from when he was talking to Pat. So this seems like a good distraction.

While Tom worked to distract himself, Tord's focus started to slip away from his work.

As he tightened one of the bolts to his newest invention, Tord's gaze seems to flicker back to Tom every now and then; making sure the Brit doesn't mess with something he shouldn't. In reality he was starting to regret his hasty decision of letting Tom stay in close proximity when all he wanted was some peace and quiet while he worked.

Tsk… what a nuisance. Tord thought irritably and went back to tinkering. And yet, no matter how hard he tried to ignore him, he would inevitably halt progress and return to watch Tom inspect his inventions with curious intent. Despite all his efforts over the past two weeks, Tord couldn't entirely suppress the recently awakened emotions he still feels towards Thomas. Tord would be lying if he said he didn't feel a warm, fuzzy feeling in his chest when he finally saw the Brit again – much to his annoyance.

Now Tord observed his test subject stroll about the room, watching his every move as his single-eyed gaze raked over the eyeless man's form.

The Norsk still blames his Commander for the return of his unrequited emotions. Tord understands that Tom could never feel the same way towards him, so why bother with these feelings all over again? And despite priding himself in acting more like Red Leader than Tord nowadays, he could never follow through the persona's attitude of "take what you want" in this subject matter – even he has principles!

At least Tord can have the small satisfaction at the fact that; with Tom working with him so closely in his army he can't belong to anyone else.

"So… what is all this?"

Tom's voice suddenly cut through Tord's thoughts, effectively snapping the Norsk back to reality. He'd been so busy admiring Tom and contemplating his situation he barely acknowledged the fact that he wasn't feeling angry or stressed anymore.

"This, if you haven't realized, is the test room. It's where I dedicate my time into creating new inventions without being interrupted." Tord swoop his arm to gesture their surroundings and shot Tom a pointed glare.

Tom turned to him with furrowed eyebrows. "I figured that. But like, don't you have a board of scientists to create things for you instead?"

"And miss out on the opportunity to make a breakthrough in science and change the way of life as we know it? What's the fun in that?" Tord grinned. "Besides; I like tinkering! It helps me with my temper." Tord explained coolly, though a hint of excitement could be detected in his voice.

Initial frustration aside, he was behaving like the bold and enthusiastic kid Tom had once cared for and was even friends with, giving Tom an even more agonizing sense of what they had lost.

Pushing his silly thoughts aside, Tom directed his attention to the ceiling. "Don't you need better lighting to see what you're doing?" He pointed out casually. "Why is the room so damn dark?"

"I think you've been spending a little too much time around Patrick." Tord observed dryly.

Tom shrugged. "It was your orders, if you remember." He then smirked. "If I didn't know any better, I would think you're trying to imitate the phantom of the opera."

"Excuse me?" Tord sputtered in surprise.

"I mean, you can already play the part." Tom elaborated casually as he continued to look at the machines. "Creepy guy living underground, half his face damaged, considers himself a great genius, and is obsessed with his work. All you need is some poor fool for you to pine after and you're practically the same."

Tord did his best to laugh without tainting it with his nervousness at Tom's comment. He observed the eyeless man wander about the room intently. There was something particularly… off about Tom. He seems at ease in his presence now, and he wasn't making any aggressive remarks just good-natured comments. Recalling his schedule, Tord knew Tom must've ended his evaluation with Pat not too long ago. What did they talk about for Tom to be so… tame?

"So these are your inventions." Tom murmured. "Are they all weapons?"

"Oh no! Not at all! These are all… mostly harmless." Tord chuckled as he removed the welding mask off his head and moved closer to Tom. "I merely design the weapons and let my scientists take care of those. But these inventions are merely the result of my passion for tinkering; and though most of them may never see the light of day, I have hope that I'll get to implement some of them into society once the world is finally mine."

Tom's eyebrows shot up in surprise. "What kind of inventions you have?"

When Tord's head snapped in his direction with a big wide grin on his face, and his one visible eye sparkling with interest and enthusiasm, Tom instantly knew he had accidentally wind up the right key to get him into motion.

"I have plenty more! Would you… like me to show you?" Tord offered with barely suppressed giddiness, and proceeded to extend his robotic hand out for Tom.

In any other moment, Tom wouldn't think twice about scoffing and slapping the hand away from him. But he simply blinked in surprise instead, and found himself genuinely considering the offer. Was this a sign he was developing Stockholm syndrome? Being incapable of rightfully resent the man that ruined so much of his life seems to fit in with the criteria well enough.

"Uh, sure? I guess I coul-"

Tord grabbed a hold of his arm suddenly, effectively cutting Tom off before he could even finish his sentence.

"Wonderful!" The Norsk beamed brightly and began to drag him along as he led the way through the lab. His stride was so energetic and fast Tom had to practically run just to keep up with him and not stumble to the floor.

"Now, let's see… Aha!"

A box on one of the tables, with the label "creation #258" etched on the side in black marker, caught Tord's eye and they approached. Tom leaned closer and peered inside to look at the contents of said box, and Tom raised an eyebrow at the dozens of tiny white discs he found inside.

"These are voice modulators." Tord elaborated, picking one of the discs carefully between his fingers and raised it to their eye level. "Their primary function is to change the user's voice."

Tom looked at the tiny invention in awe. It was barely the size of a bottle cap!

"They were supposed to be powerful enough to record and store many voice files for the user to change around at will. However, the technology I used to create them is not exactly ideal to store such huge amount of data – hence why there are so many of them."

"So what you're saying is that each one of them has only one voice?"

"Precisely; though I do plan to change that in the foreseeable future." Tord confirmed as he analyzed his own invention. "You just attach it to your neck like this, and it will externally connect to your vocal cords." He explained as he placed the tiny disc on his own neck, receiving a brief zap of shock when it connected.

"Shouldn't be long to take effect; I just need to keep talking until it finally kicks in. Have no idea what kind of voice I'm going to get though. I really need to start labeling these discs for future reference."

Tom and Tord stared at each other wide eyed as the latter's voice changed mid-sentence to a feminine tone. Tord grinned in amusement and started to laugh; his voice reverberated around them, smooth and silky. Tom took a few steps back in bewilderment. "Oh sh#t!"

"Surprised, Thomas?" Tord asked teasingly, trying out his new voice. "I created these modulators to aid in undercover missions – you know? Make it harder to expose the wearer's identity. And hey, we also live in an age where people are forging themselves a brand new identity; so this can also be quite profitable if I ever release it to the public."

"Okay, I get the idea now – can you please take that off?" Tom demanded, hiding half his face behind his hands as he stared at Tord incredulously. "Urgh, that voice with your face just doesn't fit. It's disturbing to hear it come out of your mouth!"

Tord giggled. "Well… I was thinking of keeping this on throughout the rest of the day and maybe prank Paul with it, but if you insist." With one final exasperated sigh, which he totally made with the intent of teasing Tom, he removed the modulator from his neck and places it back in the box. Tord cleared his throat. "Now, shall we continue?"

"Can I pick the invention this time?" Tom prompted.

"Be my guest!"

Tom glanced around, looking for something to catch his gaze, while Tord watched him with anticipation. His eyeless vision landed on a strange looking gun-like device on a shelf. It's dark blue in color, darker than his hoodie, with weird white spikes surrounding the barrel and spine.

Following his gaze, Tord grabbed a hold of the device. "This is creation #319, the Goofynator."

"The what now?" Tom sputtered.

"The Goofynator." Tord repeated like there was nothing unusual about his statement, and it was in such a casual way Tom simply stared at him with a strange look, not sure whether he should be confused or laugh it off. Sensing his mixed bag of emotions, Tord sighed proceeded to elaborate. "It decreases the target's intelligence by 99%, leaving them only a margin of 1% clever for the next 48 hours. Weird invention, I know; but I like inventing stuff no matter how stupid it may be, and our supplier tends to ask for some pretty strange things whenever we make deals. So it can come in handy."

Tom eyed the device wearily. "Does it work?"

"Meh, never tried it out. Can't seem to find a good time or candidate to test it on." Tord shrugged. He then grinned and aimed the device at the test subject. "Would you like to do the honors?"

"No thanks." Tom veered the odd gun away from him with one finger. "Think I'm good."

As Tord turned away to put the device back in its place, Tom caught a glimpse of a big cylindrical device across from them. It has pipes attached to itself in several areas, and a screen plastered on the front with a control panel of some kind.

"I would prefer if you stayed away from that one." Tord intercepted and pulled Tom away from the machine before he could properly inspect it. The eyeless man looked at him in wonder.

"Why? What does it do?"

"That is creation #151, and it's very unstable so far." Tord nodded toward the large contraption. "It's supposed to be a type of DNA splicer – artificially combining the genetic material of two people together to create a whole new being."

"What for?"

"Well… It can prevent deformities and genetic disorders from passing down, ensuring perfect health. You can manipulate how the final product will look like and which genes to pass on. Can help both infertile and same-sex couples. And it's safe…" Tord glared at the machine. "Or at least it's supposed to be! But every time I tinker with this damn machine it blows up in my face!" He kicked it for good measure. When an ominous growl was produced deep within the contraption, Tord and Tom wearily backed away.

Tom stepped back and regarded the machines for a few seconds, a mild expression of awe forming in his features. "Incredible." He breathed, oblivious to the Norsk puffing with pride at his side; basking in the praise. "How do you come up with so many inventions?"

"Oh! It's quite simple really." Tord smiled. "Thinking of new projects to create is the only way to get me through boring meetings and huge stacks of paperwork." Then he paused, a mischievous smirk making its way on his face. "Well… hentai also helps-"

Tom put his hands up, palms out, a small smile twitching at the corners of his mouth. "Okay, okay. I should have known better than to ask where a mad scientist gets his ideas from."

Tord tilted his head slightly. "You… consider me a mad scientist?"

His voice was nowhere near menacing, even his facial expression showed more curiosity than anything else, but Tom still froze at the inquiry. Was he offended by his comment?

"Well, yeah?" He replied with a shrug. "I mean, what else would you call a crazy guy living underground working on weapons and hell-bent on world domination?"

The Norsk stepped closer to him. When Tom went to take a step back, his hand was instantly grabbed by the Norwegian man's own robotic one. He stopped and watched in total bewilderment as Tord enfolded his hand on both of his own. Tom flushed in embarrassment at the situation, feeling completely flustered. What's happening?

"It's quite all right." Tord soothed. "It's as accurate a term as any, really." He glanced at their hands with an unreadable expression on his face, save for the barest hint of a smirk tugging at his mouth. "I suppose that by most standards, I am quite insane. Mad as a bag of cats, one could say. I would have to be, after all, to want to take over the world – and honestly I believe that frees me from a lot of the constraints of other more simple-minded folk. I can… envision the world I want, and the means to accomplish what must seem like a ludicrously lofty goal for most people."

Tom's gaze flickered from their hands to his face; his expression was a mask of tightly controlled unease, and he was vaguely aware of the heat creeping up on his cheeks the longer his hand was held by gentle, metallic fingers.

"Tord." He began quietly, and swallowed the lump in his throat. "Why do you want to take over the world so badly?"

Despite his better judgment, Tom felt like he needed to know the answer to that question before he dies. He needed to know the real reason behind Tord's actions – what drives him forward, and why he does the things that he does at such a personal high cost.

It won't change anything, but Tom wants to know anyway and hear it from Tord himself.

Tord appeared to grin at the question and tugged Tom closer. "I want what I think most people want – a better world."

Tom scoffed dryly and rolled his non-existent eyes. Figures. Why did I think I would get a logical answer from him? "Yeah, right! You're greedy, Commie. Pure and simple. You only want power over everyone else." He mocked, feeling much like his usual self and tried to rip his hand out of the Commie's grip but to no avail.

The Norsk chuckled. "You know; if you're simply going to disregard whatever answer I give, why ask at all?" He observed with a sly grin, not at all offended by Tom's comment. "But I speak the truth, whether you believe me or not." Dipping his head, he went on. "Yes, I confess that my goals were selfish and greedy at the start – power and glory over the masses is a very seductive idea, after all. However, as I matured over the years through hard training and sheer discipline, I began to look at the bigger picture and all the possibilities that are open to me once I do take over. I can mold the world in whatever way I want! I can, and willfix everything that's wrong with our current society."

"Wow, it sure must be windy in that high horse you got yourself onto!" Tom cut in with a snarky comment. How the hell did he get up there anyway? He wondered with disbelief. "Are we going to drink the Kool-Aid later, oh great and powerful Red Leader?" He did a tiny mock bow at the end of his remark.

Tord laughed, greatly amused by the Brit's jabs. It's not often that he hears someone poking fun at him good-natured like this. His soldiers either highly respect or fear him, and there are others that tend to be bootlickers. If anyone dared to make a wrong comment, one glare in their direction is all it took to reduce them to a stammering mess; always desperate to please him. There's none of that with Thomas. He will always speak his mind, no matter who he is addressing, and he is brutally honest when he does so.

"Well, at least I'm bold enough to try such a daring plan." Tord smirked, lifting his chin with an air of superiority as he let go of Tom's hand. "People complain all they want about the current state of things, but no one wants to get their hands dirty when it comes down to it. That's what sets me apart from the rest! am going to be remembered for making history!"

A little unnerved by the intensity of Tord's ambition, Tom stepped back and looked around the room again. His gaze fell on a red horned helmet on a table on top of some blueprints, grabbing his attention. "I wouldn't be so cocky about it if I were you." Tom cautioned as he neared the table. He picked up the helmet in his hands for a closer look. It felt heavy in his grip. "Few people have tried before you, and things didn't turn out so well for those guys."

"They didn't have a monster with them."

Tom froze and continued inspecting the helmet, trying not to show how much those words affected him and act naturally. He risked a quick glance in Tord's direction, and had to will himself not to gulp in apprehension at the sight of the huge grin on the Norsk's face.

"You should be proud, Thomas. You're going to play a very pivotal role in all of this. You'll help me achieve my goal, and you will become a meaningful part of history. Have you thought about that?"

A shudder of pure dread washed over Tom so strongly he's sure he was visibly shaking. Help him? Never! His stomach dropped and he felt nauseous all of the sudden; but by some miracle, Tom managed to disguise his hidden panic well enough to look composed on the outside. He took a deep breath and glanced at Tord again. The Norwegian man is wearing a smug wicked grin on his face with his arms folded behind him as he waited for Tom's response.

What happened? Just a moment ago Tord was positively ecstatic about showing him his wacky inventions, and now he was talking like a dictator again. It was like someone flipped a switch on the Norsk. Perhaps Tom made a mistake in trying to understand him.

"There's the person you used to be somewhere in there. At least, there's got to be pieces." Tom ventured wearily, still weighting the helmet in his hands as a disguise for his skyrocketing nerves. "You've grown with that filthy ambition inside your head for so damn long, and I understand there's no going back for you at this point. But you don't need to be this either."

He raised one eyebrow quizzically when the Norwegian man threw his head back and laughed in response. Tom stared at him, face devoid of emotion as Tord flicked a stray tear from his eye and sighed.

"Ah, I find really funny that you think I need your approval to do anything I want." He smirked wickedly, a wild and crazed gleam was growing in his visible eye again, and Tom realized that whatever fragments of the old Tord were there had gone.

No longer could he see the good humored glimmer or the last remnants of the enthusiastic inventor he grew up with. Tord was back to sadistic prick mode again, and Tom could feel a numbness spreading throughout his body; and he knew that this conversation was over – lest they want to escalate into a heated argument.

Not in the mood for this, Tom heaved a heavy sigh and nodded stiffly. "Yeah. Whatever." He put down the helmet and shrugged, casting a last smoldering glance at the Norwegian man. "Bye Tord."

Squaring his shoulders, Tom braced himself to walk past Tord to reach the room's exit. Will he try to stop me? But Tord did nothing other than follow his movements with a one-eyed gaze as he left, though Tom could've sworn he saw disappointment flash across the Norsk's face briefly.

He ignored the look, thinking Tord had just been itching for an argument with him, and left the test room.

Watching the test subject walk past him, so tantalizingly close, Tord was beginning to realize that outside threats could very well rise up and destroy his army, but it was emotion that would destroy a single soldier from within. I want things to be simpler. He thought. All this messy emotion only weakens a person. I'd rather live my life without it.

With a low grunt, Tord turned back to his work and placed the welding mask back over his face.

Stepping out into the hallway, Tom found himself alone once more. "Damn." He sighed tiredly and soon resumed the long journey to his quarters.

Why did he waste his time bothering with Tord? Tom should know better than to try by now. Did he even learn anything new about Tord from this experience? Walking, his thoughts jumbled together in a incoherent mess as he tried making sense of things. Tom glanced down at his hand in wonder; still feeling the tingling sensation of Tord's distinct set of hands on his own. His expression softened slightly.

Tord still just as passionate about inventing as he was when kids. Tom mused wistfully. I guess he also has some good intentions, though I'm not sure if that's entirely true.

Tom will never confess out loud, but if there's one thing he both secretly admires and is fully envious of in Tord, is his confidence. Even as kids, Tord always knew who he was and what he wanted out of his life. He is an inventor; there's no doubt about that. He plans to conquer the world and Tom is convinced he can actually do it – monster or not.

But him? Tom could never figure out what he wanted out of his life. Definitely not what he got in the end, that's for sure; but a little too late to change that now. Growing up, Tom always thought about doing something to do with music, but that never went anywhere. Tom wished he could get his life sorted out, but it doesn't matter anymore.

In a couple of days at most, he is going to die; and as far as Tom is concerned, Tord can do whatever he likes.

Never again. His heart was crying, reminding Tom yet again of the high price he will have to pay for his misdeeds. It seems the closer the fateful date gets, the more anxious his thoughts become. No more adventures, no more silliness, or crazy happenings with my friends. No more laughter shared or dangers faced together. It's over.

(Meanwhile…)

Moonlight filtered through the blinds of the dimly lit apartment, dappling onto the many sheets of paper scattered all over the place. A lamp in the near center of the room provided the only source of light for the resident of said apartment; as he peered at the pegboard in contemplation.

"Damn." Eduardo growled in frustration, tapping his foot on the floor repeatedly as he reached for another cookie in the jar before stuffing it in his mouth and munched angrily.

The cookies Mark had insisted for him to take were terrible, but not too unbearable to eat when he needed to occupy his mouth with something – lest he wanted the god awful taste of ink on his tongue and a pile of broken markers to trash. The cookies tasted of nothing but ash, and to anyone else they would be considered inedible; but due to Eduardo's insistence and strong stomach, he kept on eating them.

With every bite he took, Eduardo would catch the barest hint of vanilla underneath the powerful flavor of coal, which made it for a more bearable and interesting mixture. Kind of reminded him of Jon's cooking back when he was first starting out. They were only teens then, and every week he would bake something new for Eduardo and Mark to try out and give him constructive criticism. Jon wasn't good at first, but overtime he had become an undeniably great cook.

Eduardo sighed. He might as well throw in the towel for the day if all he's going to so is stare at the board and wait for an answer to magically come to him. What time is it anyway?

He glanced at the clock. It's nearly seven! Eduardo blinked in surprise. He hadn't realized it was this late already. It's common for him to get absorbed into his work, but Mark usually snaps him out before it can get out of hand. Speaking of which; didn't they plan to head out for pizza? Mark should've knocked on his door by now.

Dusting cookie crumbs out of his shirt, Eduardo hastily fixed himself and stepped out of his apartment to go over Mark's place.

"Mark?" He knocked on the door.

"Come in!"

Hearing the muffled reply through the door, Eduardo walked in only to immediately halt at the scene presented before him.

Mark and Matt are sitting on the couch together, surrounded by a load ton of cosmetics spread out all over the coffee table and floor. Their hair had been recently done judging by the glossy, shiny look to them, and they were just finishing clearing away the last remnants of, what Eduardo can only guess, a facial mask.

"What the-?"

"Hi Eduardo!" Matt cheerfully waved at him, his nails filed.

"What-" Eduardo restarted his sentence and tried again. "What's going on here? What happened while I was out? How did this-" He blurted in complete bewilderment, gesturing to the mess of beauty products surrounding them until his gaze paused on the two men sitting close together. "Happen?"

Mark snorted in amusement. It's not often he gets to see Eduardo being flustered, so this was absolutely gold. "Nothing much, honestly." He smirked. "After you left, Matt and I simply talked for a little while and we eventually came upon the subject of our vanity."

"And so we decided to try out some of these tips!" Matt finished ecstatically.

"I must say, Matt, you have a really good eye for nails." Mark analyzed his fingertips contently.

"Oh and I loved what you did to my hair! I feel as if I could run my hand through it for hours!" The ginger gestured to his gleaming hair with glee. It had been so long since he last took actual time and proper care of his hair. To dedicate his whole day on taking care of himself and his looks felt great! "And your recipe for the facial mask works wonders! My face feels so smooth and soft now!"

"But anyway, what about you?" Mark turned his attention back to Eduardo, his gaze curious.

Recovering from his earlier shock, Eduardo regained his composure and tried to look nonchalant. Mark doesn't need to know he wasted his time on a dead lead. "I just got off work, and I thought we decided on pizza tonight."

The blond man glanced at the clock. "Oh my, time sure flies fast when we are having fun. Just give me a few minutes to get ready, will you?"

"Awn, but Mark you said we could do makeup next!" Matt whined in disappointment.

Mark smiled. "Maybe some other time. We live right next to each other, so we'll get plenty of opportunities to do so."

Satisfied with his answer Matt looked a little brighter and jumped to his feet. "Well, I guess I gotta get going too." He rubbed the back of his head and glanced back and forth between the two men. "Thank you for having me over, it was… surprisingly nice." He confessed sheepishly.

How weird is it that just this morning Matt had been apprehensive of being anywhere near his counterpart, and now he is getting along with him? If someone had told him in the past that he and Mark were going to get along, Matt would've probably laughed it off as a joke. But here they are.

His thoughts broke off as he backed into Eduardo by accident on his way out. Matt jumped a little in alarm and whipped around. Eduardo fully expected him to scurry around him to get to the door, but the ginger took him by surprise by grabbing one of his hands instead.

"Hey maybe next time you should join us – lord knows your nails really need some work done." Matt took a closer look at his fingernails with an analytical eye, further astonishing the burly brunet.

One quick glimpse of Mark snickering on the couch was enough to snap him out, and Eduardo quickly ripped his hand back with an indignant scoff. "No way! That type of stuff is not my thing." He crossed his arms stubbornly.

Unoffended by the response he got, Matt simply smiled and shrugged it off. "Well… have a nice time out!" He sidestepped Eduardo and reached for the door, glancing back at them to wave farewell.

"Buh-bye!" The two neighbors casually waved back at him.

When the door closed, Matt couldn't help but hug himself and twirl; feeling immensely happy. Not only did he survive an encounter with the neighbors completely unscathed, but he also had fun spending time with Mark and taking care of his appearance after neglecting it for so long. He brought his hands up to his face and massaged his smooth cheeks. Matt feels positively great! This might've been the first time in a really long while since he had any legitimate fun.

"Matt?"

Jerking out of his gleeful thoughts, Matt turned around to face his life-long friend with a bright smile. "Edd!"

"What are you doing out here? And-" The brunet broke off as he took in Matt's sleek appearance and his eye widened. "Whoa! You… got a makeover?"

With his mood still elevated, Matt bounced up to Edd excitedly; his blue eyes glowing. "Edd! I had the most amazing time today – you won't believe it!" He proceeded to elaborate on today's events in great detail. All the while he was speaking, Edd stared at him with an array of emotions flickering behind his eyes; constantly switching back and forth and it was hard to get a good read on his overall reaction.

"Huh, so they really don't want to bother us anymore?" Edd echoed, his voice laced with a hint of skepticism as he raised an eyebrow.

Matt nodded fervently. "They aren't as bad as we made them out to be. I think they really mean it when they say they've changed!"

He expected Edd to be relieved at the prospect of no longer having to deal with their once rival neighbors, but the brunet's face was expressionless as he nodded distantly instead. "Oh… I see."

Matt searched his friend's eyes worriedly. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing is wrong." Edd shook his head, but the tightness in his voice was unmistakable. "It's just weird that they want to make peace after all this time."

An awkward silence followed his words and hung heavily in the air between them. Matt swallowed; his earlier glee dissipating. How strange is it that he had been so happy with his former rival not even ten minutes ago, and now he feels miserable again in the presence of his best friend? Everything is topsy-turvy now days!

"They invited both us to come over and talk with them." Matt added after a few heartbeats of silence and shifted his feet with discomfort. "I knew how much you wanted to spend the day to yourself, and you don't like to be in their presence; so I went alone."

Finally Matt felt as if he'd done the right thing with Edd for once, because the brunet glanced up back at him with an appreciative smile. "Thank you for understanding, Matt." His brown eyes softened with gratitude, and the weird tension between them seemed to diffuse.

After a bit of hesitation Matt pressed on, hope surging in his heart. "I was wondering, maybe, since we haven't spent so much time together lately… we could go to an ice cream parlor one of these days? – or if you prefer something else, I heard there's a carnival fair in town! We could go together if you want-"

"Eddie!"

Matt was abruptly cut off and jumped back in alarm when a strange blond man came running up the stairs and wrapped his arms around Edd in a sudden hug. He watched wide-eyed in bewilderment as Edd was spun around the hall in the other man's hold.

"Reagan? What are you doing here?" Edd exclaimed, looking just as startled as Matt but there was a glimpse of a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. "I thought I told you to wait for me outside!"

"What? And freeze to death out there?" The blond man inquired and placed Edd back on the ground. "After all the trouble of getting us dinner this is the thanks I get?" He exhaled dramatically, holding out a fast-food bag.

Edd laughed jovially and punched the man lightly on the shoulder in response. Matt watched them interact in confusion; his heart weighting heavier inside his chest the longer he observed them. How come I can't make him laugh like that? He thought with a twinge of sadness and envy.

"Edd, who is this?" Matt nervously asked, interrupting their laughter as his gaze flickered between the two of them.

The blond man's vibrant green eyes flashed at him, seeming to take notice of Matt's presence at long last. "Oh my, how rude of me! The name is Reagan Fitzroy, ginger." He stepped closer, shooting him a wink as he extended his hand out for Matt to shake.

"I'm Matt." The orange-haired Brit eyed him wearily and attempted to smile as he introduced himself. He could feel his gut churn apprehensively as he came into contact with the Irishman, and Matt had to force himself not to wince at the tight grip his hand was held in.

"Ah Edd's friend! He told me an awful lot about you." Reagan grinned, shaking hands in an eagerly fashion. "It's certainly a pleasure to finally meet you."

Though Reagan's words sound friendly enough, Matt couldn't help but feel threatened for some reason. He pushed the weird sensation aside and pulled his hand back with a confused expression. "You heard of me?" He chuckled nervously. "Funny I… don't think I've heard Edd mention you before."

Unoffended, Reagan merely stepped away from him in favor of draping a lose arm around Edd's shoulders and leaned on him. "Ha! I wouldn't think so. We've been hanging out together for – what? – nearly two months now?" He glanced at Edd as if to confirm his train of thought, but Reagan carried on before the brunet could reply. "But anyways, night is still young and we best get going now."

Matt glanced at Edd crestfallen. "You're leaving?"

"Yeah, sorry Matt." Edd ducked his head apologetically. "I kinda have this ongoing thing with Reagan. We practically hang out every Wednesday… and every other Saturday sometimes."

Matt opened his mouth to object, only to halt at the last second. This might be the first time he'd seen Edd genuinely happy in a really long while; how can he bear to take it away from him now? He can't deny the intense feeling in his gut telling him that Reagan is a shady guy, but he will put it aside for now. For the sake of Edd's happiness.

"No, no it's fine." Matt quickly lied, his voice wavering half-way through. "You go on ahead and have fun. I'll just… watch a movie or something. Just take care out there, Edd." He said the last part with a meaningful gaze directed at his dearest friend.

"Will do!" Edd waved him goodbye and smiled as he walked away.

"It's been nice meeting you, ginger. Love the hair by the way! See yah! ~" Reagan followed suit, but before he stepped out Matt was sure he saw the Irishman glance back at him with a smug grin and a predatory glint in his eyes as he left.

A shiver of dread raced down Matt's spine, but he did not speak up; convinced his mind might be taking his first impression of Reagan a little too far. Perhaps he can discuss his concerns with Edd regarding his new friend next time they see each other. Edd will surely put everything to light and reassure him it's all in his imagination.

But for now, much to his dismay, Matt realized he's been left alone again.

Notes:

And there you have it! Man what a huge monster I created with this project… ;P
Before I forget, here’s the translation to what Tord said in Norwegian: “For fucks sake! Great! Just what I need now of all times – interruptions! Can’t ever get anything done in this hell hole!”
And if you are wondering what Tord’s voice changed to when he put on the voice modulator, he sounded like Shania Twain. Why? I don’t know, it’s the first voice that came to my mind when I wrote the scene and I couldn’t get it out, so it stuck. But you’re free to come up with your own versions of what Tord’s voice changed into.
Also, there is a very obscure reference in this chapter and I’ll give a fucking round of applause for anyone who can identify it.
Please don’t forget to comment on your update preference that I mentioned at the start of the chapter, and leave a review! Thank you all so much for the support and patience, I really appreciate it, and I’ll see yah all later!

Chapter 15: Chapter 15

Summary:

Matt vs Reagan and Tom vs Tord. May the best man win!

Notes:

Hello everyone! This is Flower1815 here, bringing you another instalment of My little test subject! This chapter is kinda of a short one, compared to the last one anyway, but important stuff still happens. Just hold on a little bit more cause we're reaching the essential core of the story - the meat of the product you're consuming, if you will! Then when we reach the peak, you'll learn why I took so long to get there. ;)

Last time I asked you all on your update preference: long pause followed by weekly updates, or irregular updates like I've been doing so far. I read each and every one of your comments, but in the end the majority of you have decided on weekly updates. So after this chapter, I will take a long break and write up to 5 or 6 chapters and then start updating the story again at a later time. I will announce the return date in the next chapter! So please don't think this story is dead, cuz it's definitely not, k?

Regardless, I hope you enjoy this chapter just as much as the previous ones, thank you all for your support, and I'll see yah all later! ;D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

A cold bitter wind swept over the town like an icy wave. Patches of snow covered the streets and sidewalks, glittering under the sunlight. Cars roared up and down the roads spewing fumes into the air; visible by the contrast in temperatures.

Exiting the department store, Eduardo breathed out an exasperated sigh; releasing a puff of steam into the air.

He absolutely hates to be away from work for long periods of time, but Mark had insisted they go out shopping together today. Eduardo didn't mind too much at first, seeing as how he is running low on basic goods and needs to replenish his stock.

Loud chattering following close behind him elicited a tired groan from Eduardo, and he kept on moving.

"Wowie! I can't believe I never considered getting a membership here – this store has absolutely everything! And for such a cheap price too!" Matt exclaimed joyfully as he walked out of the store alongside Mark, carrying shopping bags on both hands.

Eduardo rolled his eyes and frowned. He couldn't understand Mark's logic of inviting the ginger doofus to tag along with them. Hadn't they agreed to only make peace with their neighbours? Why is Mark being so friendly towards the airhead?

If Eduardo had to make a hunch; he'd suspect Mark was just happy to find someone with shared interests to hang out and go shopping with. Now that they are no longer rivals, it seems that the two narcissists have found each other like in those lame soul mate romance novels and saw how much they got in common.

Of course, if Mark wants to go ahead and be pals with their neighbour, he is more than free to do so. Especially since Eduardo doesn't have to allow or forbid anything in his life. But does Mark have to try and involve him on it constantly?

He tuned out their voices as they continued on their way home.

Matt jovially laughed at their shenanigans. He'd been spending more time with the duo over the past week. Ever since they made peace, Matt looked forward to their next "self-care" session. Eduardo is still pretty terrifying and he doesn't stick around for very long for Matt to really interact with him; but Mark just naturally clicks with him. It's nice to have someone who understands you.

"Anyways, how is Edd doing?" Mark inquired Matt after their laughter died down. "I don't believe I've seen you two together once since we moved in."

At the question, Matt's stomach tightened and he avoided the blond's gaze; searching for something to say. "Edd is... fine, I guess." He mumbled. "He's been pretty busy lately, so I haven't seen him as much as I used to."

"Well, sounds an awful lot like a certain someone that I know." Mark shot a pointed glare at Eduardo, who walked a pace ahead of them and merely huffed in response to the comment.

Worry jabbed Matt's chest as he reflected back on his current predicament with Edd. His first and brief meeting with Reagan haunted him. He can't shake the notion that there is something deeper going on. He gave a lot of thought to this situation to find the best way to go about this without upsetting Edd, and in the end, Matt decided he'll talk to the brunet as soon as he can.

Doubt gnawed away at him. I just need to play it cool – act natural! Matt reasoned nervously the closer to home he got. Edd won't suspect anything if I'm laid back.

His thoughts came to a crashing stop when his feet suddenly slipped on the icy ground as they were crossing the street, and Matt fell forward. Letting out a startled yelp, he instinctively raised his arms out in front of his face as the ground neared. "Ah! Not the face!" However, a hard tug on the back of his coat quickly put an end to his fall.

Matt looked up wide-eyed as he was hauled back to his feet, and realized that it was Eduardo who saved him from a nasty fall.

"Watch your step, dumbass!" The burly brunet scolded.

Gratitude flooded through Matt and he nodded fervently. "Y-yes! Thank you, Eduardo!" He squeaked, shrinking back a little out of fear. Please don't punch me! He closed his eyes and begged silently.

But Eduardo simply released his hold on him and walked away. Matt blinked in surprise. He's amazed that he hadn't received a punch yet, not even once since he started hanging with the duo. Eduardo hasn't so much as raised a fist at him so far. That gave Matt comfort, though he's still pretty weary of him.

He continued to chat with Mark for the reminder of their journey home, talking about more beauty tips and things they could do together.

"I guess I should start getting dinner ready, huh?" Mark spoke up, looking down at his watch as they climbed the steps to the hallway of their home. "Since it's pretty cold today, how about we have a good ol' beef stew?" He suggested.

"Sounds good to me!" Eduardo agreed. Being so busy with his work and having no culinary skill whatsoever, it's times like this he really appreciates his companion's wonderful cooking ability.

"You are invited to join us if you want, Matt." Mark continued, turning to address the ginger next to him. Eduardo resisted the temptation to roll his eyes and groan in frustration.

"Oh! Thank you!" Matt sheepishly scratched the back of his head. "I'll just… I think I will check on Edd first, and see how he is doing."

Mark nodded in understanding. "No problem. It will be a while before dinner is ready, but I'll leave my door unlocked for you!"

"Good! Guess I can take this chance to get back to work while we wait-"

Eduardo was about to stalk off to his own apartment when his ear was grabbed and pulled back abruptly by none other than Mark.

"Oh no you don't!" The blond man admonished. "You're not getting away so easily this time, Eduardo! I already let you off the hook last time and I had to set everything up by myself. But today you're going to help me prepare dinner!"

"Ow! Are you mad?" Eduardo exclaimed indignantly, trying to pull away. "Do you want me to set the food on fire?"

Mark huffed as he dragged the protesting brunet by the ear to his apartment. "Don't be so dramatic! It's high time you learned how to cook anyway."

Matt giggled as he watched the pair argue. They seem angry at each other, but he knew this quarrel was entirely good-natured. Mark and Eduardo have the tendency to get into a lot of arguments with each other for the littlest things; but they never escalate to dangerous levels.

When they had gone, Matt quickly put away his shopping bags aside, and padded up to Edd's apartment door. "Edd?" He called out and knocked. "Are you there? I'd like to talk to you." He pressed his ear against the door.

"Come in!"

Hearing the muffled cheery greeting through the door gave Matt hope. He must be in a good mood today!

At the invitation, Matt walked right in. The room was bright, the curtains drawn back to let sunlight filter through. Seated in the dining table, Edd leisurely sipped a mug of coffee with a steaming plate of scrambled eggs, bacon, and toast in front of him. Ringo weaved her way around the chair, tail held high as she rubbed against her owner's leg.

"Hey Matt!" Edd smiled and waved tiredly.

Mirroring her owner's voice, Ringo meowed a particularly loud greeting as well; melting Matt's heart. But he did not gush over her for long, as his gaze settled on the contents on the table.

"Hey! Uh, are you… having breakfast right now?" Matt couldn't help but ask, confusion evident in his voice. It's nearly four in the afternoon, for crying out loud!

Edd chuckled. "Yeah. I woke up a little while ago." He broke off into a yawn. "I came home later than usual last night."

The brunet seems so upbeat as he scarfed down his meal. Matt can't recall another moment as of late where Edd behaved like his old self. This was how he used to look, back when there were three of them; for a while, after Tom's death, Matt had been afraid that this Edd had vanished forever.

Upon closer look though, Matt realized there were dark bags under Edd's eyes. Sensing his stare, Edd blinked back at him. "What is it?" He asked, words muffled by a mouthful of food.

"Were you out with Reagan last night by any chance?" Matt asked.

"Yup!"

"But I thought you only went out with Reagan on Wednesdays and Saturdays?" Matt inquired, his eyebrows furrowing in confusion. He is pretty sure yesterday was a Tuesday.

"I do. But apparently a client of Reagan's or something cancelled their plans together, and he invited me to hang out instead." Edd explained calmly, taking another bite out of his meal.

Pulling out a chair for himself, Matt sat down next to him; remembering his own advice of playing it cool. Since they're on the topic of Reagan, he might as well just go with the flow from here. Matt took a deep breath. "So… who exactly is this Reagan fellow anyway?"

He looked down at his hands nervously, bracing himself for Edd's humour to drop – thinking perhaps he overstepped his boundaries in asking. But when Matt looked up again, there was nothing in his friend's eyes except for intense interest.

"Reagan… well, he's an… interesting guy." Edd began coolly. "To be honest, I am not entirely sure what he does. But he is staying in town for a little while." He paused to take a sip of his coffee. "He doesn't know his way around the place, so he asked if I could be his guide during this period, and I said yes."

Matt thought over his words carefully. "Oh so… this isn't a permanent thing then?"

"Haha no." Then Edd's expression darkened as realization dawned on him. He had been having so much fun going out with Reagan, he hadn't considered that the Irishman isn't going to stick around town forever. What will he do when the time comes to say goodbye? "No I… I guess not." He muttered dejectedly, his posture sagging.

Sensing his sudden shift in humour, Matt panicked; desperately searching for a new topic to change to before things go downhill. But his mind was running so fast he couldn't think of anything appropriate to say or do. What do I do?

"Mrrrow!"

Coming to his rescue, Ringo hopped onto her owner's lap and peered at the food intently. Edd laughed, running his hands through her soft tabby fur. "Why you cheeky little thief! You've been eyeing my breakfast this whole time, haven't you?" He teased, blocking the food out of Ringo's sight. She mewed indignantly and tried pawing his hand aside. "Don't be so edgy! I just filled your food bowl. It's over there if you're hungry."

Matt laughed as the brunet placed the cat back on the ground. Thank you, Ringo!

"Anyway, what have you been up to?" Edd asked casually.

"Oh, nothing much honestly." Matt confessed, leaning back on his chair. "I haven't added anything new to my collection of trinkets in quite a while now. I've been hanging around Mark and Eduardo a lot lately. And there isn't anything new to watch on Webflick either-"

"Wait, what?"

Matt went rigid with alarm. Had he been too laidback? "What?" He echoed in confusion.

"You've been hanging with Mark and… Eduardo?" Edd spoke the last name with a mixture of venom and disbelief in his voice.

"Yeah?" Matt still wasn't sure what the big deal is. "I already told you they don't plan to bother us anymore."

Edd frowned. "And you believed them? I thought you knew better than that by now, Matt." His words caused a twinge of hurt within the orange-haired man, making him wince. "I mean, I can kinda understand you and Mark getting close; being vain and all that. But Eduardo? Really?"

Matt felt as if something massive got lodged in his throat. This wasn't how he had intended their talk to go. "They're not so bad." He began defensively, shifting around in his seat with clear discomfort. "I don't get to interact with Eduardo all that much, I will admit. But he hasn't done anything so far, and Mark is actually a really smart guy! They even invited me to have dinner with them – why don't you come join us for once? I think if you just try and give them a chance, you might find yourself warming up to them too."

But Edd wasn't so easily convinced. "Are you kidding? Eduardo and I in the same room? That's just asking for trouble!"

"It really isn't!" Matt insisted, frustration welling up inside of him. He so desperately wanted this arrangement to work. Maybe then Edd wouldn't need to keep going out with Reagan. "Eduardo won't even so much as glance at you; he's far too busy worrying about his mysterious job to say or do anything."

Sighing in defeat, Edd closed his eyes and leaned back on his chair. For a couple heartbeats, neither of them spoke. Then Edd turned to face him again. "Fine. I will... consider what you said."

Matt smiled, his heart fluttering with hope.

"But as for today, I think I will have to decline the invitation."

"What? Why?"

Edd stretched his arms. "I just woke up! I want to get some commissions done before I go out tonight."

"You mean… you're heading out with Reagan again?" Matt stared at him, huge eyed with dismay.

"Yup!" His friend drank the reminder of his coffee, none the wiser to the ginger's concerns. "I mean, I can't just say no now - Reagan is expecting me to meet him today. We'll probably eat junk food somewhere and get drunk-"

"I think you're making a big mistake, Edd!"

A voice suddenly exclaimed, and Matt realized with horror that it had been him. He slapped a hand over his mouth. His concern must have driven out all thoughts of being tactful, or of not upsetting Edd in the process. But it's too late to take it back now.

Edd stiffened and stared back at him through narrowed eyes. "What are you talking about?"

Matt took a deep breath. "About Reagan." He confessed, ducking his head nervously.

"And what makes you say that?" Edd sounded as calm as ever.

Gulping, Matt hesitated and shifted on his seat. It seemed clear that blurting out his suspicions the way he did hadn't been exactly the most sensible way to go about it. But I can't stop now. I have to tell him what I think!

Edd waited in silence. Matt couldn't tell what was running through his mind. "I am not… entirely sure. But when I met him I just didn't feel right about him." He went on, nervously aware that it was too late now to change his mind. He really regrets not having rehearsed this conversation prior this talk now. "There's something undeniably off about him – I can't exactly put a finger on it."

"So I'm supposed to take your word for it just because you have a bad feeling about him?" Edd asked, his voice still deceptively calm, contrasted with his rigid posture and glaring eyes. "No offence, Matt, but you only met Reagan for a total of two minutes. It's not exactly enough to judge a person's whole character off of."

"I know, I know! But I can't shake this impression that Reagan might be up to no good; and that you might have some part to play in it somehow." Matt continued. "Don't you think it's a tad strange to spend so much time around someone you hardly know? You don't even know what he does for a living! For all we know, he could be dangerous and involved in some shady business."

As he spoke, Edd began to look troubled, narrowing his eyes so that only the faintest sliver of brown showed in his eyes. He let out a long sigh. "I can see how in your point of view Reagan could be seen as suspicious." He murmured. "We haven't gone in any adventures for a while. Heck, I believe this might be the first time we've actually sat down and talked to one another. But there's no need for you to be jealous."

"Jealous?" Matt parroted incredulously.

"I see now that I have been ignoring you for a while, and I'm very sorry for that. I promise I'll make it up to you soon." Edd went on as if he'd never spoken. "But you don't need to hold it out against Reagan. He's a real swell guy!"

Matt blinked, incapable of believing what he was hearing. Could it be true his suspicions had been only conjured up by his envy towards Reagan? He literally has nothing else going against the Irishman but his first impression of him. Aside from that one time, he knows nothing about him. Who is he to judge? It is true that Matt misses spending time with Edd just like they used to. He supposed Edd did have a good reason to think he is jealous.

A twinge of apprehension flickered in Matt's belly as he remembered the look in Reagan's eyes when he and Edd had walked out the door. Those vibrant green eyes had glowed with mirth and something akin to triumph, Matt is sure of it. His gut was telling him that the Irishman should not be trusted, and he must somehow convince Edd of that, for the sake of his safety.

"You've… changed, Edd. I feel as if you're not the same person anymore. Truth be told, I'm having a hard time confiding you with anything because… I- I'm- I am always afraid of how you're going to react." He ventured. "We've only just started getting over our grief and get back on our feet when this guy shows up out of nowhere. Don't you think that's even a little bit odd?"

Edd looked up at that; his eyes trained forward with interest. For a heartbeat Matt hesitated to continue sharing his concerns about Reagan, but his determination to keep his friend safe gave him the courage to go on.

"I know I may not be the most reliable person you can count on. I forget things quite often, I'm clumsy, I mess up a lot – believe me, I get it. But we've been friends for a really long time now; so much so that we are practically family at this point." Matt didn't dare mention how short their already small family has become, and simply moved on. "We've been through adventures and hardships together, travelled through thick and thin and to hell and back again – literally! We trust, confide, and look out for each other no matter what! I don't have any definitive proof, but I just know for a fact there is something suspicious about Reagan. I… I don't want to lose you too! Please trust me, Edd; I really think you should stop seeing him. I sense something bad is going to happen if you don't." He gazed at him imploringly.

For a few heartbeats he thought Edd had not heard him, he was so still. Then he pushed his chair back and rose from his seat, staring at him with a stone cold expression. "And you fully expect me to stop meeting Reagan altogether just on the assumption that you have bad vibes about him?"

Matt blinked. "I just thought—"

"This isn't what I expect from you, Matt!" Edd growled. His usually warm eyes glittered like ice. "You would do better to mind your own business than to come here telling tales about Reagan." He studied him for a long moment. "Don't you trust me to take care of myself?"

"I—I'm sorry!" Matt stammered. "But I thought I should tell you the truth."

Edd let out a long breath. All the interest he had shown before had vanished, leaving his expression cold and remote. "Go." He ordered. "I'll talk to you later. And never—never— mention this to me again. Do you understand?"

Matt stood up wearily and began backing out of the room. "But what about Reagan? He—"

"Just go away!" Edd spat the command.

Wincing, Matt's feet scrambled against the wooden floor in his haste to obey. Once out of the apartment and closing the door behind him, Matt came to rest when he had put a good distance between himself and Edd. He felt utterly bewildered. At first Edd had seemed prepared to listen to him, but as soon as he suggested he should stop seeing Reagan, he had refused to hear any more.

A sudden chill swept through Matt. For a short time, Matt had let himself hope that he could make Edd understand how dangerous the Irishman could be.

God damn it! He thought. Now he won't hear another word against Reagan. I blew it!

Confused and unhappy, Matt made for Mark's apartment, almost unconsciously. Like the blond man had promised, he kept the door unlocked for him, and Matt walked in dejectedly. While Mark worked on the stove, Eduardo was busy cutting vegetables. There were several ingredients gathered in front of him.

"See how easy it is? I told you could manage!" Mark nudged his partner encouragingly, eyeing Eduardo's progress with approval as the brunet handed him a portion of sliced carrots to add to the stew. Mark wore a frilly white apron as he cooked. "Honestly, you were so stiff at first it was like you were genuinely expecting the vegetables to spontaneously combust or something!"

Eduardo grumbled under his breath and obediently continued slicing more vegetables.

Matt numbly stood there and watched them for a moment without speaking. He felt sad, drained after the quarrel with Edd. He couldn't help wishing it were Edd and Tom here cooking together instead of Mark and Eduardo.

Choking down his anguish, Matt offered to set up the table; hoping to take his mind off things and move on with his day.

(Meanwhile…)

Soft snores echoed faintly throughout the room as Tom peacefully dozed off, a book sprawled over his chest, Tomee bear clutched close in one arm, and a dribble of drool trickled from the corner of his mouth. The door to his quarters slides open with a hiss, and a shadow falls over Tom's unconscious form.

Nearing the bed where his test subject laid, Tord paused to study him. Look at this lazy ass motherf#cker. He snickered quietly, watching the steady rise and fall of Tom's chest. He'd come to escort Tom to his soldier training, only to find the eyeless man in the middle of a nap instead.

Any other day, Tord wouldn't think twice about jolting Tom awake to get on with their schedule for the day. Tord is a busy man, after all. However, looking down at Tom's relaxed expression as he slept, Tord's features softened and he couldn't bring himself to do it. He's so… cute!

Tord shook his head to clear away the intrusive thoughts. What am I saying? I am the Red Leader for goodness sake! I can't think like this.

Deciding to get this over and done with before his thoughts can betray him once more; Tord hastily adjusted the settings on his mechanical arm. The repulsor on the palm of his hand switched to a speaker, and Tord chose the 'air horn' setting.

Lifting his hand close to Tom's unsuspecting face, Tord grinned. Just like old times.

He braced himself and blasted the obnoxiously loud air horn noise through the speakers in his hand. Tom instantly shot up from his bed in alarm, falling off the side of the bed with wide eyes as he whipped his head around wildly.

"Wha- what?! What's happening?!" He asks panickedly, still bleary from sleep.

Tord couldn't help but burst into laughter at the Brit's dazed reaction. Tom's gaze finally fell on him, and putting the pieces together he glared at the Norsk.

"Rise and shine, soldier!" Tord grinned.

"What the f#ck, Commie?" Tom scrambled to his feet, clearly irritated by his rude awakening. He hadn't meant to fall asleep, especially not without the Dreamcatcher device, but this was still a pretty awful way to wake up to.

The Norsk stared at him in amusement and chuckled. "Somebody's cranky."

"And somebody needs to shut f#ck up." Tom fumed.

"Oh come now, Thomas; don't be so offended." Tord soothed, programing his arm back to the repulsor. "It if makes you feel any better, I play this exact same trick on Paul and Pat when they think they can sleep in!" Before they moved in to the same quarters, that is. "Now come, we have training to do."

Tom caught up with Tord as he headed for the long corridor and fell in step behind him. "Will Paul and Pat be joining us?"

Tord replied without looking back. "I've ordered them to help ensure that everything is top notch with the rest of the base. It's going to be just you and me."

Tom's heartbeat quickened and he gulped at the notion of being left alone with Tord. If something were to go wiry between them – and it very well could, given their relationship – there won't be anyone to help Tom if Tord decides he's had enough. Tom will just have to tread carefully from here on out. In theory, Tord won't hurt him unless he is provoked; so as long as Tom reframes from doing stupid sh#t he should be safe.

"What do you mean? Isn't that our end goal? ~" The voice pointed out with a scornful hiss, trailing a set of sharp fingertips teasingly along the side of his throat. Tom winced. "So what if it comes sooner? I say you mock him to your heart's content and just spill out everything you ever wanted to tell him right to his face before he pulls the trigger. ~"

Right, because that's not f#cking suspicious at all. Tom retorted dryly despite the fact that the voice's nails were digging into the flesh of his neck; drawing blood. He could feel the warm liquid tickling down onto his shirt but Tom elected to ignore it. This won't be the first time today that the voice will shed his blood. Even it isn't real. I have to play it cool. One wrong move and Tord could very well decide that any threat over my life won't be enough for my cooperation. Besides, not even Tord's anger management issues will be enough for him to lose all reason and kill me.

He heard the voice tsk in distaste. "Excuses, excuses… you'll run out of them sooner or later, but it will be far too late for you then. When that happens…I will be there to remind you of your place. ~" Tom could sense the voice grin against the back of his neck right before a set of claws scored down his back in a quick motion; from the base of his neck all the way down to his waist. Tom whimpered and the voice disappeared, its foreboding warning still ringing inside his head.

Returning to reality, Tom and Tord walked together along the large hallways of the lab level. Tom's mind raced as he shot quick glances in Tord's direction. This will be the second training session he's having with Tord; and if things weren't awkward enough before, they are definitely so now after their chat in the test room. What does he have in store for me this time? By the time they reached the training room, Tom's nerves were skyrocketing but he succeeded in maintaining his expression nulled.

They made their way across the immense gym toward the fighting ring that stood elevated just a meter above the ground. Tom followed Tord as he climbed the small steps leading into the ring and jumped over the railing into the cushioned arena.

"Now Tom, as a soldier it is important for you to be prepared for anything. Everything counts in the battlefield and you must be ready to face it." Tord explained as he strolled to the centre. "You can't be expected to rely solely on anything else aside from your own wits." He went on, turning to face him. "Depend too much on your gun, and when you find yourself without it you'll be done for. Like I said; anything can happen. Run out of ammo, get disarmed, captured, yatta yatta you get the idea." Tord raved on, twirling the fingers of his robotic hand in a dismissive gesture. "And sure, you'll be fighting alongside the rest of my army, but that's still no excuse to slack off. Teamwork may be key, but don't be surprised when you have to fend for yourself at some point."

Tom began to tune Tord out as his vision darkened once more. He whined as the all too familiar sensation of sharp digits grabbing hold of his shoulders made itself known to him.

"You hear that? Don't depend on anyone else. ~"The voice cooed mockingly into his head. "You are on your own. If you can't do things by yourself, don't bother asking help from others. You'll merely burden them more. ~"

"I want to concentrate on your fighting skills, and I want you to concentrate on them too—which means no distractions." Tord continued, pacing back and forth in front of Tom, emitting an air of authority to him.

"No one cares about you other than what you possess. ~"Whispered the voice, another set of phantom hands wrapping around Tom's waist while one sharp digit trailed his jawline and another pierced the flesh of his cheek"If it weren't for the valuable serum currently running through your veins, believe me, people would not bat an eye if you were gone. As they should! ~"

Sudden movement flashed right in front of him. A blur of blue and red whirled past his nose, and Tom fell backwards as his feet were knocked lightly from underneath him. He landed flat on his back over the cushioned mats of the ring. Before Tom could get a chance to properly recover from the blow, the wind was knocked out of him by a heavy boot pinning him down over his ribcage. Gritting his teeth in irritation, Tom glared upwards to see Tord towering calmly over him. "Do I have your attention now?" He growled, although his one visible eye sparked with mirth.

Blinking, Tom realized what had just occurred and composed himself. "Yeah, you got me. Now let me up!"

Tord pursed his lips, as if genuinely considering the idea. "I'll let you up, if you address me properly." He smirked.

Rolling his non-existent eyes, Tom grumbled. Tord leaned downwards while simultaneously increasing the pressure of his boot over Tom's ribs. "I'm sorry, I didn't quite catch that. Mind speaking up a little bit more?"

Clenching his eyes shut, Tom hissed at the building pain in his lower abdomen. At least the Commie managed to shut the voice up. He acknowledged, before sighing in defeat. "Sorry, Sir! It won't happen again, sir!" Tom growled hastily, glaring into his gray eye.

Satisfied with his answer, Tord lifted his boot off and stepped back. "That's better." The Norsk murmured, watching Tom stagger to his feet. "As I was saying; Thomas, you have been with us for many months now. Although you were never directly involved with any of the army's activities, you are no stranger to this type of environment." He commented, referring to their little adventure in the army countless years ago. Ah, the fond memories! "You have had some fighting experience; you are familiar with guns and… other weapons." Tord's voice slightly lowered, and Tom did not need to be a genius to know what he was implying with that remark. "Not to mention that you are quite clever and agile… when you want to be, that is."

Tom crossed his arms and stared at him deadpanned. "Are you going to keep on babbling or are you getting somewhere with all of this?"

He received a cuff to the back of his head for his snarky comment. It didn't really hurt, since Tord used his organic hand – it's more of a reminder to keep quiet and listen when the leader is talking. But Tom found himself rubbing the sore spot with a frown regardless.

Shaking his head, Tord tutted. "Patience is a virtue, Thomas. A virtue you unfortunately do not possess an abundance of." He went back to pacing. "Where was I? Oh yes! You are quite the formidable opponent when put in the right circumstances. But one day you will meet an opponent who is all of these things as well, and perhaps so much more – quick, fierce and clever." Tord noted, his voice lowered to an intense hiss. "And it is my duty as your leader and mentor to prepare you for that day."

Tom nodded, surprised to find himself so caught up on the Norsk's words. It's not in any way normal to hear Tord compliment him; and gathering from past experiences, Tom knows this doesn't usually end well for him. Tom's senses were fully alert, and on guard.

"Show me how well you fight." Tord ordered. "Attack me. Try to pin me down."

Tom blinked. Usually he would be static at the chance of punching Tord's stupid smirk and face in, just to payback for all the sh#t he pulled. But Tom couldn't help but hesitate, his fingers curling into fists in a repeating motion. There's something undeniably suspicious about this.

"Really? Just like that?" Tom raised an eyebrow sceptically.

"What else is there to it? A kiss on the cheek for good luck?" Tord argues, shrugging with indifference. He then smirks. "I didn't realize you would be so scared of going up against a half blind amputee, Thomas."

"Shouldn't you begin by teaching me some basic moves? Jumping straight to fighting seems really out of left field!" Tom tries to reason.

"I'm sorry, which one of us runs an army?" Tord remarked with a chuckle. "We both know you are not defenceless, Thomas. Before I can start teaching you I would like to see what level your skills are right now, so that I may pick up from there. No point wasting time teaching you things you already know." He explained coolly.

Seeing no other way out of this, Tom scoffed and rolled his non-existent eyes. He decided not to give Tord the benefit of seeing him flustered and just get this training session over with as soon as possible.

Narrowing his eyes and getting into focus, Tom analysed Tord's form, sizing him up and wondering the best way to go about this. Tord wasn't much bigger than himself; but what the Norsk lacks in height he makes up for it in muscle, surely. Nearly ten years leading an army – Tord can't possibly be weak.

Tom's mind flashed back to the incident when in a fit of rage he'd ripped out Tord's eye patch and invoked the Norsk's wrath. Perhaps because at the time Tom had been so weak and malnourished, but Tord definitely isn't someone he ought to mess with.

With that in mind, it would be a waste of effort to begin with mere punches and wrestling. The next best thing Tom could think of would be to aim for one side. But which one? Tord may be blind on his right side, but Tom isn't foolish enough to think that the Norwegian man would let himself be open to attacks with such a weak spot being exposed. Not to mention that his right has the deadly, metallic hand; currently flexing his fingers with anticipation and making faint whirring sounds.

"Today if possible, Thomas." Tord teased, taking notice of the Brit's clear discomfort and frustration as he could practically read his every move.

Grumbling a low growl, Tom shifted his attention to the Norsk's left side. Looks simple enough, aside from the aforementioned muscle strength. But here's the thing; would Tom rather be hit with a very probable painful punch to his face from a hand made out of flesh and bones, or from a robotic fist made out of hard metal and steel?

"What's this? ~" The voice returned to haunt him. "Afraid of a little pain? ~" Tom could practically feel it grin right up against his ear, and he suppressed a shudder.

Ignoring the voice's sharp claw-like nails grazing over his injured back, Tom focused his attention back to training. Perhaps if he could trick Tord into going a certain direction, while aiming for the other one, Tom could go behind his back and unbalance him with a powerful enough blow.

With a plan set in mind, Tom braced himself. Disturbingly enough, Tord hasn't taken his silver-gray eye off him for even an instant. Tom stared back at him and dashed forward.

He pretended to aim for Tord's right, and when the Norsk tries to block his blow, Tom would divert to his left on the last minute to land a punch on his side.

But Tord was more than ready for him.

Rather than blocking Tom's feint attack, like he had been hoping for, Tord lashed out with his robotic hand and tried to punch him square in the face.

"What the-?!"

Tom abruptly halted, blinking in confusion and barely managing to dodge the strike. He tried to retract his steps and go the other way around, still going along with his plan, only for Tord to block his path and grab a hold of him; easily flinging him away. Tom felt he had been knocked away like a bothersome brat. He hit the cushioned floor hard and lay winded for a moment, catching his breath, before scrambling to his feet.

"What the hell?!"

"Interesting strategy." Tord commented slyly. "But you'll have to try a lot harder than that. Again!"

Getting over his initial shock, this time Tom looked at his shoulders but aimed for his legs. When Tord attacks, Tom would knock the legs from underneath him as he ducks. Tom felt a surge of satisfaction as he charged, but it turned into confusion as Tord unexpectedly sidestepped out of the way and let him skid his leg into nothing where he had stood just a heartbeat before. Tord timed it perfectly – and before Tom could catch his bearings and formulate another plan of attack, Tord landed a kick with painful precision on Tom's stomach; knocking the wind out of him.

Panting, Tom staggered backwards with a wild look in his eyes. He spotted Tord coming his way, and in his haze, succeeded in blocking a couple of punches until Tord head-butted him, and pushed him backwards. Stunned, Tom fell on his back as Tord pinned him down, squashing the breath out of him.

"Now how about you try something I won't expect, hm?" Tord hissed into his ear, climbing off him and backing away with a challenging gleam in his one gray eye.

Tom scrambled up, panting, and shook himself crossly. He hissed and charged again. Tom was determined to win no matter at what cost. But Tord is just as equally determined to not go easy on him, or let him win at all.

Tord remained absolutely still, not moving a muscle as he watched Tom get nearer. Fuming, the test subject tackled him head on and tried to use his own weight to bring the Norsk down with him. However, Tord had endured the force of the impact with his legs digging into the floor. He watched with blatant amusement, as the other man tried in vain to overpower him. He is slowly, but surely succumbing to frustration. Tord mused. He almost felt bad for Tom at this point, seriously considering going a tad bit easier on him.

Well… Almost.

Keeping one of his legs tightly secured in the ground to keep his balance, Tord twisted his other one around Tom's, and used his hands to shove him away. Tom staggered backwards, tripping over Tord's leg in the process. He tried to regain his balance last minute, to stand up and keep fighting, but Tord kneed him in the gut and he flopped heavily onto his back.

"Thomas."

Above the roaring rush of blood pulsating in his ears, Tom barely managed to hear Tord's soft voice above him. Blinking his eyes, Tom saw the Norsk extend his robotic hand out to him. Knowing he didn't have the strength to get up by himself at this point, Tom accepted the offer without complaint. Once the Brit's hand was in his mechanical one, Tord hauled him up until he was back on his legs. Still stunned and dizzy, Tom nearly fell again until Tord grasped his shoulders to keep him steady.

A hand gently grasped Tom's chin, and raised his head to make eye contact with the Red Leader. "Tom, listen to me. You're strong and quick, but you must learn to keep control of your speed and body weight so that it's not so easy for me to unbalance you."

Tom batted the hand holding his chin aside pathetically. "Isn't all this a bit too much?" He complained, still panting. "I mean, what are the chances we fight other soldiers like this? In a real war, everyone is going to be equipped with guns; at least I sincerely hope so. Also, even if we're unarmed, the other troops will surely have guns and they'll kill us way before we get the chance to get near them and do something. So, I don't know, this all seems kind of pointless to me."

Tord chuckled. "Trust me, you'll be plenty thankful to have this set of skills on you if the occasion ever arises." He continued. "It may sound silly and improbable at first, I know, but it is a training requirement for any army and I cannot just overlook it." Once he was sure Tom wasn't going to topple down if he lets go of him, Tord walked away to stand on the opposite side of the ring. "Whenever you are ready, try again."

Tom backed away; hot, sweaty, and out of breath, until he found himself leaning against the elastic ropes of the arena. Groaning in exasperation, frustration raged through him. He just wants to get this stupid training session over with, so he can go take a shower and return to his quarters for a quick nap before his dinner arrives. Now more than ever, Tom is determined to get the better of the Commie.

He took his time in recovering and made another quick observation of his opponent, searching for any weaknesses he could exploit to his advantage. Standing all the way over to the opposite side of the fighting ring, Tord was stretching his limbs, popping some of his joints in the process. Tom watched him with something akin to fascination. The Norsk looks so at ease, and confident in his abilities. Was there even a bead of sweat on his face? The long, cobalt blue coat really made Tord's overall form and shape stand out. It gave an empowering and dominating air to him, but also graceful and elegant too. Sure, Pat and Paul wear them too, but for an unknown reason Tom thought it looked a lot more appealing on Tord.

Feeling reinvigorated now, Tom snapped his mind back on track. "I'm ready now."

Tord shot him a brief glance. "Well? What you're waiting for, Thomas? An invitation?"

Narrowing his eyes at Tord's teasing comments, Tom rushed at him. The Red Leader smirked and positioned himself into a defensive stance. Once he was within proximity, Tom raised one fist and swung it towards the Norsk's left cheek. Tord ducked to avoid his strike and raised his robotic hand, ready to swipe down right onto Tom's head. Thinking quickly, Tom fell back to the ground to avoid the blow, and in one fast movement, struck his legs forward to kick Tord straight on the gut. Taken by surprise, Tord hissed as he felt all air be knocked out of him. He doubled over and staggered backwards. Tom took his chance now that the Norsk is momentarily winded, and he swiped his leg against Tord's own.

Tord was knocked down and fell back onto the cushioned floor with a grunt.

Tom flipped himself over and leaped to his feet. He felt jubilant. He observed Tord's form, lying down completely still with the exception of the rise and fall of his chest as he breathed in heavily. Tom approached him, his movements sluggish from fatigue, and yet for the first time in a long while he actually felt proud of himself.

Towering over him, Tom found Tord's one visible eye glinting proudly back at him.

"That... was much better." The Norsk puffed, out of breath. Tom smirked just a tiny bit, and lends him a hand, to which Tord gratefully took. Tom heaved him up, helping Tord to his feet as he adjusted his uniform and hair. "But you forgot to pin me down. That was a mistake."

Smirk wiped away instantly, Tom got no time to react as Tord pulled him forward hard, knocking him to the ground, then retreated and let Tom pick himself up before rushing at him again. Tom braced himself for impact, but Tord bowled over him easily.

"Look at my size, Thomas! Don't try to stand up against my attack. Use your wits!" Tord instructed, pinning him down with his boot. "If you are fast enough to avoid me, then avoid me!" He stepped off.

Tom scrambled to his feet again, preparing for Tord's next attack. This time he didn't dig his heels into the cushioned floor, but stood lightly, keeping his weight on his toes. As Tord advanced toward him, he hopped neatly out of his path, and struck out a punch against the side of Tord's face, sending him spiralling onward past him.

Tord regained his footing and whirled around to face him. A sly grin on his face as he rubbed his sore cheek. "Excellent! You learn quickly." He praised with glinting gaze. "But that was an easy move. Let's see how well you deal with this one!"

Tord sprang at him, slamming into Tom's side and knocking him off his feet. Tom writhed as he was firmly pinned down by the Norwegian man. Tord's silver-gray eye stared back at him when a mischievous expression crossed his features.

No harm in teasing him a little bit, right?

"Say, does this remind you of something?" Tord purred with mock contemplation. Tom stopped struggling to look up at him in confusion.

"No? Not really?-"

He cut off abruptly when Tord deeply inhaled, his nose scrunching up and his throat rumbling. Tom froze, his eyes widening. He knows exactly what the Commie has in mind. The snicker-snag!

Back when they were teens and started living together, it was common for Tom and Tord to get into lots of petty arguments and fights to breakout between them for the littlest things. Tord especially liked to tease Tom by pinning him down and subject him to a snicker-snag; a disgusting move where he would dangle a thread of saliva over his face until it eventually falls, and slobbers him. At the time, Edd would usually come to his rescue before such fate could happen. But Edd isn't here to save him now.

With that in mind, Tom's panic kicked-in and he started to trash around wildly, trying to escape but to no avail. His struggles only escalated when Tord began to droop the bead of drool, inching closer and closer to his face. "No! No! No!" Tom screeched, shaking his head frantically as his mind went haywire the closer the strand got until he couldn't take it anymore, and simply turned his head away. Eyes clenched shut as he waited for the humiliating defeat with one last desperate scream.

But it never came.

Tord slurped the thread back before it could reach Tom, and stared down at him as he laughed. "Jesus, Tom!" He wheezed. "With the way you're screaming it sounds like I'm subjecting you to some painful torture! Not a snicker-snag!"

Tom opened one of his eyes and gazed back up at him, annoyed that he's being made fun of, but at the same time relieved Tord wasn't going to go through with it. Or so he thought, before Tord's laughter died down and he let his saliva hang from his mouth once more.

"Oh c'mon!" Tom renewed his struggles, writhing beneath Tord from side to side to try and slip away. "Since when are snicker-snags included in soldier training, for f#cks sake?!" He hoped Tord would pull the disgusting slob back up again to give some witty remark, but unfortunately Tord merely chuckled and continued his insistent teasing.

In a last desperate effort to escape this awful humiliation, Tom thrust his legs up hard into Tord's belly, successfully throwing the Norsk off of him. He miraculously managed to dodge the droplet of spit at the last second, twisted and jumped to his feet before Tord could catch him off guard.

They continued training for hours in that gym. Without even feeling the presence of time pass between the two of them, they kept sparring for the reminder of the day. They laughed and bantered through the many punches and kicks being thrown at each other, but there was no sign of animosity between them. Only competitive playfulness.

All previous thoughts of suspicion, defiance and disdain have disappeared. There is only now; Tord and him, facing each other.

"That's enough for today." Tord stopped and gathered to his feet.

Tom couldn't help breathing a sigh of relief. He's completely spent after today's workout. Though he would personally never admit it out loud, he enjoyed the training session with Tord. Mostly because it was the only chance he got to pummel his fist in Tord's face without any repercussions after holding in his anger this whole time. But there was also this underlined pleasant sensation Tom couldn't possibly ignore that manifested sometime during training.

It felt weird.

He followed Tord out of the ring. The Norsk seemed a little tired; stiff and with a slight limp but he still walked with grace. Tom fell in step next to him, panting heavily and still a little exhilarated from their training.

"Good work, Tom. You did great today." Tord began as they walked into the hallway.

Tom glanced at him and scoffed. "Yeah right! I couldn't even manage to pin you down!"

Tord chuckled. "To be fair, no one can. Maybe Paul can, but he hasn't so far. When I set the challenge for you I knew you wouldn't succeed, but I wanted to see how you would try to anyway; and just as I expected, you did not disappoint." He went on. "You get frustrated very easily and that tends to cloud your judgment when it matters, but you are a quick learner and that'll be essential for the rest of your training."

Only half-listening at this point, Tom realized something strange. He wasn't feeling the least bit tired; in fact, Tom felt quite the opposite. He feels as if he could run laps around the track all day, his feet skimming the ground as the exhilaration of speed coursed through him, and Tom had a feeling he could stand up to anything. This sensation was new and refreshing to say the least. Tom wanted more.

"Hey Tord." Tom spoke up after a few brief minutes of silence. "Am I allowed to use the gym whenever I want?"

Tord glanced back at him questioningly and hummed. "I suppose."

"Then if it's all the same to you," Tom stopped walking and glanced over his shoulder. "I think I'll head back and train a little more by myself."

Tord stared at him in surprise, and then Tom glimpsed a flicker of disappointment in the Norsk's eyes before he settled for a calm demeanour and a lazy grin. "As you wish. But don't be surprised if you get a scolding from Patrick later for overworking yourself. I practically have to put up with it every day!"

Tom forced himself to chuckle casually before whirling around and going back the way he came. Something about Tord just then unsettled him. Why did he appear disappointed so suddenly? Tord had that exact same expression at the end of their talk in the test room. It had been brief, but it was still there.

Is Tord expecting something from me? Tom couldn't help but wonder. If so, what?

(Meanwhile…)

Reagan whistled a happy little tune as he led Edd toward their destination for the night. He couldn't stop thinking back to the ginger-haired man he encountered a few days ago. It was hilarious how awfully easy it was to unsettle him, and he can't wait to play more games with him in the future. Will he be brave enough to even try? Or will he stand back and watch as I steal his friend away? Reagan snickered quietly to himself. He surely can't wait to see.

"Hey Reagan, are you sure you know where we're going?" Edd's voice cut through his musings and he glanced back at him over his shoulder. "I must admit I've never been to this part of the town before, so I am kinda blind here."

Reagan clasped a hand on his shoulder dismissively. "Don't worry. I've been to this place a bunch of times over the past few weeks – I practically know this area like the back of my hand at this point."

Edd blinked in surprise. "Really? Why?"

The Irishman hummed pensively, grinning as he fished his pocket for a cigar. "Work related stuff, mostly."

They continued walking through the suspicious looking neighbourhood. Despite Reagan's reassurance, Edd remained on high alert; his brown eyes flicking all over the place.

The buildings they passed by were old and rundown, their windows cracked or barred with wooden planks. The streets they tread in were narrow and dark with barely any light posts to illuminate the way. The farther they went the fewer cars seem to drive by the area, leaving them in an eerie silence with nothing to take its place.

It was only when a bottle shattered ominously close by their location, startling Edd so badly he visibly jumped, did he finally voice his increasing worries.

"Reagan? Are you absolutely sure this place is safe? Because I got a really bad feeling…"

Expecting to hear another reassurance to calm his nerves, Edd was completely unprepared for Reagan's response.

"Well… I said that I know this place – didn't say anything about being safe."

"What?!" Edd exclaimed only to slap a hand over his own mouth in fear of attracting unwanted attention. He grabbed Reagan by the shoulders and started shaking him in desperation. "You mean to tell me we are currently walking through a danger zone and you are okay with this? Are you mad?"

Reagan stared at him wide eyed before smirking. "This is the fastest shortcut that I know of. Plus I thought you trusted me, Eddie. I would never lead you into danger on purpose unless we didn't have any other choice. But I promise you, as long as you stick close to me, we are safe." He brushed Edd's hands off his shoulders. "Trust me."

Edd stepped back hesitantly, still unnerved by the reality of the situation. "I do trust you, Reagan. It's your judgment that worries me a little." They resumed walking. "I mean, what if we get jumped on by a mugger? Or surrounded by a gang of bandits? Or worse?"

"Calm your tits, Eddie. I'm sure we'll get through this just fine."

"You know, there's been a lot of rumours and sightings of a beast wandering the area. Well, it's been a while since the last report, but in any case, I think we should be careful-"

"Beast? Seriously?" Reagan interrupted, rolling his eyes. "Where the f#ck are we? The eighteen-hundreds? Sh#t Eddie, I forgot my pitchfork and torch at home – guess we're f#cked!"

"I'm serious! People got killed by whatever it is, and it was a huge deal a while back. It kinda became this town's version of the Mothman or Bigfoot; everyone knows about it."

"As fascinating as it sounds, I'm still confident we got nothing to worry about." Reagan eyed him curiously. "You seem to know a great deal about this case though."

"It was all over the news when it first started occurring; it's kinda hard to not pay any attention to it when it's everywhere! Besides, it's quite an interesting case." Edd half-lied.

True, he had watched the news back when everything first happened, but Edd had never given the situation much thought. He was concerned for Tom and Matt's wellbeing at the time and often cautioned them to be careful. Then there were no more news about it and Edd thought everything was all good again.

Until Tom died that is.

When Edd finally snapped out of his denial, there was a stage in his period of grief where he tried to find the culprit behind his friend's murder. During his search, Edd had stumbled upon many articles surrounding the mysterious cryptid but Edd instantly brushed it off. Not that he doesn't believe in the supernatural in any way – his adventures have more than proven their existence. But it's highly unlikely this creature had anything to do with the situation, since Tom's death did not match the description of any of the other victims. Still, didn't stop Edd from doing his research on the matter.

"But I don't think we got to worry about anything. No one's going to jump us, and if they do, I'll make them regret it." Reagan's voice cut through his thoughts, jerking him back to reality.

"How can you be so sure?" Edd prompted.

Reagan gave a low chuckle. "I got… briefed before arriving in this town. Let's just say I know exactly what I am dealing with." He then paused, his tone taking a serious turn. "But I can't guarantee your safety if you decide to come here on your own for whatever reason. So I advise you to stay clear from this area when I'm not with you, or you're going to get beaten to pulp with an inch of your life left."

Before long they finally reached the end of the dreadful alley and left the horrid neighbourhood behind them. Edd released a sigh of relief when Reagan nudged him, prompting him to look up.

Their destination turned out to be a bowling alley. Reagan thought it would be fun if they played a few rounds and ate Chinese takeout together. Edd squinted as he took in his surroundings. The dim lighting combined with the harsh neon lights that bordered each one of the bowling tracks and walls hurt his eyes, and the obnoxiously loud pop music that blasted from the speakers didn't help matters. It genuinely feels as if they're on a rave rather than a bowling alley.

They sat in a booth on the far side, closer to the lanes and away from the other players in the establishment. While Edd busied himself on setting all their food down, Reagan went ahead and got the game started.

"And… strike!"

The blond flicked his hand forward and released the ball, flinging it across the smooth lane with such strength it thundered loudly above the blasting music. However, contrary to the Irishman's wishes, the ball dashed straight to the gutter and harmlessly passed by the pins.

Reagan frowned. "Boo! Game's rigged!"

"Tough luck." Edd chuckled, opening the last of the food wrappings.

"It's your turn now." Reagan turned to him, holding a bowling ball out for Edd to take. The brunet swallowed.

"I, uh, why don't you go ahead and play my round as well? I'm sure you can make a strike this time!" Edd suggested nervously.

The Irishman raised an eyebrow and scoffed. "That's not how this game works, Eddie." He shoved the ball into the Brit's hands. "C'mon! I'm the one paying for all this; the least you could do is try and enjoy yourself!"

Shoved closer to the lane, Edd staggered forward and approached wearily. He had never gone bowling before – In the past, Tom would forbid Edd and Matt from ever stepping foot into one of these establishments. It's not like he's here to complain now. Edd thought uneasily as he crouched into the address stance. Still feels wrong to be here playing though.

Pushing his nagging anxiety aside Edd held the ball up to his face, preparing to throw. However, as he peered at the dark holes of the ball, it appeared to shift – morphing into a face with empty eyes and spiky hair, glaring back at Edd as if scrutinizing his actions and a pang of guilt scorched through the brunet. Edd leaned closer to the apparition, yearning for the real thing to manifest out of it and change his reality from what it currently is.

"Hey Eddie, are you gonna throw the ball any time soon or are you planning on frenching it first?"

Reagan's teasing jab cut through Edd's thoughts, effectively erasing the illusion and jerking him back to reality. Blinking rapidly, Edd hastily threw the ball and watched as it went straight for the gutter.

"Yeah, sorry… I'm not very good at this game." Edd laughed nervously, rubbing the back of his head sheepishly as he tried to brush off his embarrassment. "I think I will just... sit down and eat instead. I'm really hungry. Maybe you should take a break too?"

Reagan stared at him intently for a couple of heartbeats before shrugging. "Whatevs, Eddie. I am gonna keep playing, if you don't mind."

However, not a minute later and Reagan called it quits when the ball went to the gutter again. They sat down on the booth and began to chow down their food and talk.

"So Reagan, what did you do before coming to this town?" Edd asked through a mouthful of food.

Reagan tsked. "You know I'm not allowed to answer that."

"Oh not work – I mean, like, life in general?" His earlier argument with Matt caused a bit of unease within Edd. He knows Reagan better than Matt does, that's for sure, but the Irishman is still as enigmatic as the day he first met him. The weight in his conscience would lessen considerably if Reagan were to shed some light into his background.

Humming deep in thought, Reagan tapped his chin repeatedly. "Not much, honestly." He took another forkful of his meal. "Just hopping from one place to another, looking for new thrills, hang around for a while before eventually moving on to the next best thing. Guess I was kind of a wanderer before settling for my job."

Edd contemplated his words. "Sounds nice, but also a bit lonely though." He stirred his food with one fork. "Don't you have a family to get back to? Or a home, or something?"

"What? And be tied down to only one place and having to depend on others all the time? Pass!" He scoffed, raising his chin. "I can't think of anything worse than being held back by others when you can accomplish so much more out of your life. I like to be free, thank you very much! I met a lot of people in my travels, and I can tell you, no one sticks around forever – and hey! Life is short! Can't afford to settle for a handful when there's a whole world ripe for the taking." He finished his speech with a wide grin on his face. "Why despair when there's a bar in every corner of the world?"

Edd opened his mouth to protest, but stopped short when Reagan reached for one of the fortune cookies. Rather than cracking one open to take the fortune from within, like you're supposed to, he simply tossed the full thing in his mouth and started chewing without a care in the world. Edd stared at him wide eyed.

"Reagan… you do know that's not how you eat fortune cookies, right?"

The Irishman stopped chewing, staring back at Edd in confusion. "What you mean?"

Flabbergasted he was actually going to have to teach such a basic concept to someone who claims to be so independent, Edd took the remaining fortune cookie and cracked it open; taking the slip of paper to demonstrate.

"Oh!" Reagan deadpanned in understanding. He stuffed his fingers inside his own mouth, poking around the mush of food inside. Edd nearly gagged in disgust and had to look away. Reagan finally pulled out the wet slip of paper from his mouth. "Blimey! You mean to tell me all these years I've been eating fortune cookies wrong? Well, this is embarrassing."

Edd chuckled half-heartedly, brushing the incident off. "So what does it say?"

Reagan unfolded his fortune to read, flicking away the bits of food clinging to it. "The greatest danger could be your stupidity." He deadpanned, earning a chortle out of Edd. "Aiight, sounds sensible enough. What about yours, Eddie?"

The brunet unwrapped the slip of paper eagerly. "All things are difficult before they are easy." His smile fell as he read the words out loud, the phrase resonating within him. It seems things are always difficult. He thought frustratedly. The image of a ginger-haired Brit smiling brightly back at him flashed in his mind, and Edd shifted in his seat uncomfortably. I shouldn't be here.

"I think I'm gonna head back home now." Edd stood up from his seat, ready to leave.

Reagan's head snapped up to look at him before he'd even finished his sentence, giving him a look; one that says he'd mistepped. Instantly, Reagan's hand shot up to grab Edd's elbow to stop him. "Whoa whoa whoa! Not so fast, Eddie." He spoke coolly. "Are you forgetting that I'm the one paying all expenses here tonight? After all the trouble of booking a place for us, you mean to tell me my money is going down the drain cuz you can't put up staying out a little bit later?

Silence descended between them like a thick fog, and stayed for a full minute as Edd contemplated his words.

"C'mon, Eddie!" Reagan grinned, tipping his head lazily to one side. "Where's your sense of adventure? Live a little!"

Edd bit his lip. He squirmed uncomfortably under that smile; it made him feel like a dull-witted child who still needs parents' permission to stay out late with his friends, and a tight knot of anxiety congealed in his stomach. Giving in with a small sigh, Edd shrank back into his seat and dropped his gaze, sipping his cola from time to time to relax.

"You know Eddie, I gotta be honest with you man, from one friend to another; but I think you might be just a little bit too uptight."

"Huh?"

"I mean, just look at your lifestyle!" Reagan motioned to the Brit's entire being. "You are an artist, hoping to strike big someday, and maybe even find yourself a fancy lady to court – or dude; I don't judge! – And you are really open with people." The blond narrowed his eyes. "And that's dangerous."

Edd stared at him, perplexed by the Irishman's way of thinking. "What do you mean?"

"Well, how many other people out there do you reckon have the same goals as you do? It's gonna be a competition, regardless if you think you got talent. Someone out there could be even better, and what will you do then?" Reagan kept going, acting composed and laid back as he delivered some harsh truths to really knock some sense into Edd's reality. "Put it this way, Eddie; you keep letting people in, you are just asking to get yourself hurt. I speak from personal experience that they will leave you in the end – one way or another."

Contemplating his ominous words, Edd couldn't help but tilt his head to one side. "Why are you telling me this?" His eyebrows scrunched up in confusion, watching Reagan tip back his head and take a massive gulp of his beer.

"Because we're friends! I thought that was obvious enough by now. I care about your wellbeing, especially since you lost a friend not too long ago, and I don't want to see you get hurt." Reagan responded as he slammed the tankard on the table, oozing confidence to back up his words. His tongue swiped around his lips briefly to clean away the foam the tasty beverage had left behind. "Those rose-tinted glasses you have on can only take you so far before it becomes too much for you to handle, so I advise you to start building some walls."

Edd drank his cola, unsure of how to respond and just letting Reagan's advice replay in his head. "Kinda bleak way of viewing the world, don't you think?" He speaks at last, a small faint smile on his face as he tries lightening the mood. "The world is pretty harsh, and life can be tough on us; but it's not all bad! There's so much more to it."

"Sometimes people die, sometimes they live, and sometimes they break apart." Reagan murmured coolly, slowly churning the beer in his glass. "In my line of work, you know, you learn the worst of humanity, and you sure don't see a lot of best to balance it out."

His sombre tone convinced Edd that he was speaking from personal experience. He felt a sharp prick of curiosity, wondering for the life of him what could Reagan's mysterious job be, but Reagan said no more, and Edd didn't feel that he could ask him about it.

Notes:

And with that, I ask you this; how much of what Reagan is saying do you believe is true?

Chapter 16: Chapter 16

Summary:

Edd has a heart-to-heart with the last person he expected, and Tom goes to have dinner with Tord. What could go wrong?

Notes:

Hey guys! This is Flower1815 here, bringing you a new chapter of My little test subject - and just in time for my 21st birthday too! As most of you know, I plan to write as many chapters as I can and start updating them once every two weeks. I don't have sufficient chapters ready for that yet, but I'm posting this today since it's a special occasion and all. The programmed schedule won't happen until the fic's third anniversary, October 31st, and THEN I will upload chapters once every two weeks. To give you guys a bit of context on how far I am, I'm currently half-way through chapter 22 and – ohohoho boi you guys have a storm coming your way with that one.

Also, before I forget, I have updated the My little test subject official playlist, you can check it out right here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoel78Oq6AUTzlVttmhbFtKLRvEBU9fIQ

Still, hope you guys remain patient for just a little longer and enjoy this chapter.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Ear tips aching with cold, Edd sullenly kicked a pile of snow that was standing on his path. It was only the beginning of the day but he was already in a foul mood.

In front of him, Matt was chatting rather loudly with Mark; discussing the best brands of hair mousse, or something or other. Eduardo took the lead walking a couple paces ahead, while Edd did the same for the rear end of the group.

Some time has gone by since Edd and Matt's argument. Thinking he had given both of them sufficient time to get over it and move on, Edd tried to make more of an effort in spending time with Matt, and hopefully make amends. But things didn't go as he'd expected. Matt was more than happy to accept the offer, but only if their so called "former rivals" accompany them and Edd give them a chance.

Edd had begrudgingly agreed, but he wasn't the least bit happy with this arrangement. He wanted to spend time with Matt all by himself! Can't Eduardo and Mark have the least bit of sense and take a hike?

The supermarket came into view just right up ahead of them. The ground was more slippery the farther they walked, and Matt slowed down his pace exponentially until he was merely shuffling along. He remembers the near fall he had the other day and he doesn't want a repeat of that! The others were already well ahead of him, and Matt searched for the best way to go about this without the risk of slipping.

His gaze landed on the layer of untouched, fluffy snow beside him and Matt got an idea. Edd noticed the look in his friend's eyes and watched Matt hop right into the snow; immediately sinking knee deep.

"What are you doing, Matt? Get out of there!" Edd admonished. "The snow is a lot deeper than you think – you're gonna sink right through!"

"Nonsense!" Matt brushed him off, hopping from one leg to another in the snow as he sank deeper and deeper, trying to keep up with the rest of the group. "I won't risk hurting my beautiful face when there's a perfect good way to go about this- AH!"

His words cut off abruptly as the next step he took resulted in him sinking his entire weight through the snow until he was nearly shoulder deep.

Edd shook his head unimpressed. "See? Now look what happened!"

Matt's eyes widened in shock. "H-help!" His hands scrambled against the snow, desperately trying to claw his way out of the hole he made; but his hands merely sank through snow, creating an even bigger hole.

Edd rolled his eyes and quickly moved to help him. However, before he could reach him, Eduardo had turned back around and reached out toward Matt; grabbing the ginger by the back of his hoodie and hauling him out. Edd watched his actions in surprise before instantly switching to suspicion. His brown eyes narrowed, body going rigid as he prepared to jump in to Matt's defence at the slightest sign of aggression from his counterpart.

"Th- th- than-ks, Edu-Eduardo." Matt uttered through chattering teeth.

"Don't mention it. Bloody idiot." Eduardo grunted.

He released his hold on Matt as soon as he was standing back on the ground, and hurriedly moved away to put a good distance between himself and the others. Edd kept his gaze fixed on his rival the entire time.

They finally reached the grocery store, and Edd wasted no time going off on his own. If Matt prefers their company so much over his own, then Edd won't waste his time trying. Yet, even after he zigzagged his way through the aisles, trying to lose sight of the others, Edd conveniently could hear their voices just right behind at all times.

He glared back at them over his shoulder as they entered the cereal aisle. Mark appeared beside him, looking over the vast selection of cereals for the healthiest choice. Edd hunched his shoulders as the blond settled next to him. Couldn't he stick close to Eduardo and leave him in peace?

"What a shame. There are only kid brands here!" Mark tsked in disappointment when he couldn't find what he was looking for.

"Who cares?" Edd sniffed. "It's cereal. No one ever eats cereal to be healthy; not unless you're the boring kind of person."

"Oh c'mon, don't be grumpy." Mark nudged him good-naturedly. "I already have to deal with one grump; don't make me deal with another one." He gestured toward Eduardo standing a few feet away from where they are.

Edd rubbed his nose with one hand, trying to warm it up. "You can thank Matt for that." He grumbled under his breath and stalked away. He found Matt standing by the bakery section, gazing pensively at all the fresh baked goods. Edd neared him and when Matt was within reaching distance he pulled him aside. "I know what you're doing. Don't think that I don't!"

Matt blinked in bewilderment. "Oh? And what am I doing?"

"You're trying to get me to be friends with them! It's not gonna happen, Matt." Edd warned ill-tempered. The mere idea that Matt genuinely thinks he can get all four of them to be friends is absolutely ridiculous! Doesn't he see all the bad blood between them? And Matt has the audacity to bad talk about Reagan, when he is hanging around people like Eduardo!

"You said you would give them a chance." Matt ducked his head, looking at him imploringly.

Edd glowered. "I said I would consider, and I concluded that this arrangement is a bad idea." Matt opened his mouth to retort, but Edd barged past him before he could take the chance to do so.

The brunet marched his way toward the soda aisle, letting his bad temper run freely as he did so. Edd felt resentment and frustration flare up so intensely inside of him he lashed out at anyone who so much as breathes in his general direction. Even Hellucard, who greeted him in his usual cheery way didn't escape Edd's wrath unscathed, and got shoved out of the way right into a stack of soup cans. Edd was itching to pick a fight with someone – start a riot, or do something completely crazy and out of his league! Anything to snap the mundane facade that's been trying to mask his broken reality as normal; because things are absolutely not normal!

Tom is gone, and his rivals aren't rivals. That's not how things were supposed to be! Even Matt seemed happier nowadays.

Traitor.

Had he forgotten about Tom?

Edd grabbed a pack of cola at the same time as Eduardo appeared next to him, grabbing his own disgusting preference of the brand. Edd rolled his eyes. "I see you still like that trash." He growled. "Guess you haven't changed as much as you claim."

His words sounded lame even to his own ears, but at this point Edd was desperate to release his frustrations with a good fight – and he knows only Eduardo can deliver what he is looking for. His rival is so temperamental, Edd is sure it wouldn't take much to get Eduardo to throw a punch at him. Even with the major possibility he gets his ass handed to him, at least Edd will have let out some steam.

But both to his surprise and dismay, Eduardo only fixed him with a disinterested glance and turned away from him. Edd couldn't believe his eyes. He ignored me?! He glared at the burly brunet as he walked away from him.

Determined not to let Eduardo get out of this so easily, he hurried to catch up and ducked in front of him to stand on his path. "Oi! I'm talking to you here!" Anger flared up in Edd's eyes, and he took a pace forward that brought him practically nose to nose with Eduardo. "What's the matter? Not tough enough to pick on me anymore?"

Eduardo's nostrils flared minutely as he released a patient sigh. "I'm not giving in, Edd."

"What?"

"I'm not giving you what you want from me. Trust me, it's not worth it." Eduardo murmured calmly and narrowed his eyes. "I understand you're having a bad day and all; but this doesn't give you the excuse to act like a d#ck or treat the rest of us like trash."

Edd snorted. "Oh, act like you, you mean?" He flexed his fingers. "Don't pretend you suddenly grew a heart and you care for me all of a sudden! You may have Matt eating at the palm of your hand, but I know your tricks!"

"Edd, stop it!"

The shrill cry jerked Edd's attention away from his rival. He glanced behind him to see Matt and Mark watching their argument; in fact, he was causing such a scene that literally everyone in the supermarket stopped what they were doing to observe. All around him, people stared at him as if he'd gone mad. Matt looked upset as he approached the two of them, putting himself between Eduardo and Edd to stop the argument from escalating any further. He fixed his glistening blue eyes on Edd the whole time though.

"What's gotten into you?" Matt demanded, his usual chirpy tone hardened. "You've been sulking ever since we left home!"

Edd stared back at him, breath catching in his throat as he was momentarily caught off guard by Matt's spontaneous assertiveness. For a split second he felt almost ashamed of his actions, especially since he was making a scene over absolutely nothing. But then his eyes caught sight of Eduardo behind Matt, and irritation exploded inside of him.

Without another word, he whipped around and stormed away. Matt tried to catch his eye, but Edd simply ignored him.

"Sorry." He heard Matt squeak apologetically. "He must be in one of his moods."

How dare Matt apologize for him? After paying for his groceries, Edd shouldered his way out of the supermarket and into the streets. Taking any random direction he started to walk away, one hand shoved into the pocket of his hoodie while the other carried the shopping bag. The icy ground was slippery beneath his feet, and the freezing breeze made him shudder with cold.

He's in one of his moods! Edd fumed as Matt's words echoed in his ears.

He stomped farther down the street, trying to ignore the guilt pricking at his skin with every given step. It's not Matt's fault he felt so angry all the time. Every morning since Tom had died, Edd wakes up to the same hollow sadness opening like an old wound inside his chest. His body always cold and numb – feeling empty. It should be Tom helping Matt out of the snow, not Eduardo. If Tom were still alive, he would be the one accompanying them to the supermarket instead of their not-so-new neighbours. Why wasn't he here?

Things are too different – I can't keep up! I don't want to!

A few steps on, the path he randomly took widened and Edd emerged into an enclosed familiar area, surrounded by wire fences and tall buildings in crude painting. An empty playground lay ahead of him, which gave way to a narrow and shadowy path between two of the buildings.

An alleyway.

Curiosity getting the best of him, Edd stepped closer and peered into the shadows. Trash cans were tipped over next to a dumpster. The alleyway ended in a turn, with shadows moving around the corner. Loud and rough voices could be heard coming from within.

With a start, Edd recalled his many outings with Reagan and the grim warning the Irishman gave him the other night regarding venturing into this area on his own.

But Edd felt angry enough to take on a whole army of brutes. He was anxious to pick a fight with someone for once, and forget his troubles. Edd took a careful step forward into the alley. Even though his common sense was screaming at him to turn back, Edd pressed on despite himself. Avoiding some of the trash that littered the ground, trying to make the least amount of noise as possible, Edd stalked farther in. He pressed himself against the wall just a he was about to turn the corner. The voices were louder now; complaining and discussing things beyond Edd's understanding.

Edd stiffened, ready to fight, as footsteps thumped closer to him. His breath hitched, panic taking over for a brief moment before he braced himself.

He was about to rush in when a hand came out of nowhere and clamped over his mouth. Edd gagged, eyes widening and he began to struggle when pulled back down the other end. Once standing outside the alleyway the mysterious person let go of Edd, who whirled around to meet with Eduardo's furious stare.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" He growled incredulously. "Don't you know there are thugs around?"

"Of course I do!" Edd snapped back. Sh#t, I didn't notice him following me!

"There's probably a whole bunch of them in there." Eduardo nodded toward the alleyway. "Just waiting for some dumbass like you to wander in and give them an easy time." Edd met his stare defiantly but didn't say anything. "Do you really think you can take on all of them?"

Edd opened his mouth for an angry retort when something stirred deep inside the alley— the sound of voices growing increasingly louder and garbage cans tip over and rattling against the hard floor. Two looming, and distinctive human-looking shadows appeared from around the corner, followed by a pair of gruff voices—fear shot through Edd.

Eduardo whisked behind him and shoved him back the other way. "Hurry!"

Glancing over his shoulder at the shadowy alley, Edd let Eduardo guide him back along the path. His heart was racing as they reached the safety of the busy streets.

Eduardo turned his head and observed his surroundings for a couple heartbeats. "No one followed us."

Edd lifted his chin, hoping Eduardo couldn't sense his relief. "Where are the others?" He asked between breaths.

"I told them to go ahead on their way back home," Eduardo told him, "and get brunch started for all of us."

Without another word, Edd nodded, feeling numb, and turned his feet toward home.

"Hold up, loser!" Eduardo's voice halted him. "We're not done here yet. I want to talk to you." He swept the excess of snow from the nearest bench with one hand, then sat down and cleared another space beside him. "We're not going back till you tell me what's going on, right now."

Edd grit his teeth. He didn't feel like talking to Eduardo. He didn't feel like talking to anyone. He just wants to go home and curl up in his bed, far away from the snow, the cold, and his neighbours. Is that too much to ask?

"There's nothing wrong." He began tightly, forcing himself to approach his former rival. "I'm just cold and tired."

Eduardo's stern gaze didn't stray from his. "We're all cold and tired. But it doesn't give us the right to be rude or reckless."

"I wasn't being reckless!" Edd snapped.

"Oh really, now? You were about to challenge some thugs in the back of an alley!" Eduardo's voice hardened to anger. His gaze burned so fiercely that Edd averted his eyes to study his feet; his ears suddenly hot despite the freezing air around them. "How do you think the airhead would have felt if you'd been beaten to a pulp, huh?" Eduardo went on. "He's only just recovering from Tom's death. He doesn't need you to die on him as well!"

Anger flashed through Edd and he scowled at him. "I wasn't going to die!" He insisted.

"Then what were you going to do, eh?" Eduardo challenged. "Invite the bandits to come home for supper?"

Edd sulked and looked away with a stubborn shrug.

"Now, sit the f#ck down and tell me what's wrong!"

Reluctantly Edd sat down beside him. The bench felt cold and damp as he sat, and he involuntarily shivered. "I'm just having a bad day, that's all."

"Well, it seems like every day is a bad day with you."

Shut up! Shut up! Edd would give just about anything to make Eduardo stop talking and leave him alone, but his wishes went on unheard.

"We each have to do our best when it comes to moving on from a hard situation. But as far as I can tell, you're not even trying." Eduardo murmured. "You act like everything's a chore. Sometimes I feel like we're all wasting our time trying to help you. You're so bad-tempered with everyone you meet they're starting to avoid you."

His words stung like needles, and Edd found himself shrinking inside his hoodie as he went on. At least Reagan likes me.

"Why should anyone try to look after you if you won't do the same for them, huh?" Eduardo continued more firmly. "I know you. Not on a personal level, by any means, but I know you enough to see that this isn't like you. News flash: acting like a complete jerk isn't going to bring your friend back from the dead any time soon!"

"Nothing will, anyway." Edd muttered crossly.

Eduardo's eyes narrowed. "And that's an excuse to be as much a prick as you want, then?"

"I—I..." His voice choked, his eyes glistening. "Everything's gone wrong!" There was a heavy pause. Edd hated himself for feeling the urge to burst into tears; especially in front of his supposed nemesis. He then looked up, surprised when he felt an awkward hand pat him on the back.

"You miss your friend." Eduardo continued solemnly. "Of course you do. But you gotta move on – no amount of grieving is going to bring him back."

"What do you know?" Edd bristled, lifting his chin. "All we've ever done is fight one another! Don't try to pretend now that we are friends or something. You are never going to replace him!"

Eduardo pulled his hand away, blinking with surprise. "Wait, what? Don't be ridiculous! I'm not trying to replace him. Where did you even get such crazy idea from?"

"Are you sure?" Edd glared at him accusingly. "Because it sure as hell seems like it!"

Eduardo met his gaze, unblinking. He took a deep breath or two to maintain his patience. "Look-" He resisted the temptation to call him loser. This was not the time for this. Eduardo sighed. "You are going through a rough patch, your emotions are confused and this is leading you to do reckless things out of anger and frustration." He continued more calmly. "I know you don't really mean the things that you're saying right now. Nor do I believe, as stupid as you may be, that you would purposefully seek out trouble."

Edd's eyes blazed and he bristled with anger, before his fury deflated all at once and he looked away unsurely. Truth be told, he was kind of dumbfounded with how on point Eduardo is.

"You know that I am not trying to take your friend's place in your life. Heck, I don't think it's even physically possible given how close the two of you were!" Eduardo kept on ranting. "But… Tom would've wanted you to move on and be happy, just as you were before."

How do you know? Indignation washed over Edd again.

He dug his nails into the wood of the bench as Eduardo took a shaky breath. "I wish Jon were still alive, too." He murmured, with a sadness so intense that it nearly nulled Edd's fury away. Then he shook his head and stood up, pulling the hood of his jacket over his head. "But he's not, and we can't grieve forever. Your dumb friend needs you. Concentrate more on what you're doing now, rather than what you could've done. Otherwise you'll just be repeating the same mistake all over again before you know it." His voice was brisk as he began to walk away with his hands on his pockets. "It'll give you something else to think about."

Edd stood up from the bench, his legs so numb with cold that he staggered clumsily as he did.

Eduardo glanced back at him. "Are you gonna be okay?"

Inspecting his surroundings for a few heartbeats, Edd released a tired sigh. His rage hasn't gone away completely, but he can't deny he felt more like himself now that he's had the chance to talk about it for a bit.

"Yeah, I guess… I just…" Edd mumbled, and then shot one last glare at Eduardo. "Can we pretend today never happened?"

Eduardo steadily stared back at him before shrugging. "I can deal with that."

(Meanwhile…)

"Hold still – this will only take a few seconds."

Obeying Patrick's instructions Tom remained frozen as the Polish soldier circled him, measuring his height and width with a tape. At the end of every month Tom is always brought to the lab for a basic check-up, to make sure his condition was up-to-date and his treatment was working. This time however, Pat was also taking his measurements for Tom's new soldier uniform that Tord had requested for him. Tom frowned in distaste at the idea but went along with it without complaint.

Tom jerked out of his thoughts by his rumbling stomach. He hates how dependent he has become over the course of time living in this dreadful place, and how he doesn't have the same endurance as he once did. Tom used to go days on end without food, with only Smirnoff to satisfy him. But nowadays, if his meals are even a few minutes later than scheduled his stomach starts cramping with pain.

But he will take hunger over today's alternative any day.

"Do I really have to go?" Tom whined. "Why does he feel the need to have dinner with me? I practically see him all the time; he can easily stop by my quarters and discuss matters with me without a hassle. Why start on the formalities now?"

"Red Leader was adamant on his request." Paul answered, sitting on the edge of a desk. "He merely wishes to discuss your future in the Red Army, just in a more formal setting. Boss does take his title very seriously, as you can tell by now. And last I heard he seems to be really proud of how your training is shaping up."

Paul and Patrick looked at Tom with admiring stares—it was considered both an honour and a privilege to dine with the Red Leader. Tom didn't share their excitement. The last person he wanted to share a meal with was Tord.

"Don't worry though! Just think of it as a chat with a meal on the side." Paul tried to reassure, but Tom could detect the amusement in his voice even as he attempted to curb it into a more neutral tone.

Tom raised one eyebrow quizzically. He didn't understand what entertained the Commander so greatly about this. It was even stranger when he caught a glimpse of Patrick shooting a warning glance at Paul. What just flashed between the two soldiers?

"Well, after you're done talking to him do you want to join us in our quarters later?" Patrick offered, looking up from his work. "Things are running smoothly today and we think it's going to be one of those "freebie" days."

"We're thinking of watching a scary movie about ghosts! Or maybe this documentary that I found about creepy haunted locations! Or anything to do with ghosts really!" Paul added, his eyes gleaming with excitement at the idea. Tom stared at him in surprise.

"Funny, I never took you for a believer of the supernatural."

"Not just a believer! I am a paranormal enthusiast! Ghosts, aliens, cryptids, and conspiracy theories – you name it!" Paul jumped off the desk in his enthusiastic raving and started pacing around the Brit. "My biggest dream is to go to a haunted location and see a supernatural occurrence with my own eyes! Boy let me tell you; when Red Leader first found this base I was so ecstatic! I mean, it's an abandoned military base that had been used for world war one and two – there had to be something spooky lurking around! And I checked this whole place, top to bottom, and stayed awake for many nights trying to find ghosts… but no. Unfortunately this is just an old, admittedly impressive, historical military base."

Tom listened to Paul's non-stop babble, not entirely interested on the subject matter, but he couldn't help but admire the Commander's passion for the supernatural. Patrick on the other hand merely rolled his eyes unimpressed, but with a clear hint of affection in his honeyed-green gaze.

Paul laughed. "I'm even planning on renting an abandoned house or book a haunted room in a hotel for Pat and I's honeymoon!"

"Absolutely not!" Pat interjected, his face flushed pink at the mention of a honeymoon. "I refuse to spend a night in a haunted location – sceptical or not!"

Taken back by Patrick's reaction, Paul chuckled sheepishly and lifted his hands, palms out.

Tom stifled down the laugh the bubbled in his throat as he continued to watch the pair argue. These two are definitely meant for each other. Despite his many concerns, it was strange how attached he grew to the two soldiers.

There's Paul, whose sense of humour closely resembles his own and serves as a good way to brighten what's left of his bleak life. The Red Army Commander would sometimes sneak a muffin from the canteen for him, and since Tom is not allowed any contact with the outside world, Paul also shows him some funny posts and videos on his phone.

Then there's Patrick, whose level-headedness and patience often soothes Tom's nerves, and has helped him a thousand times more than any real therapist in the past. A shame it will have all been for nothing, but it was admittedly kinda nice while it lasted.

Tom watched the pair with a wistful fondness. Even if this whole thing is all just an act to get him to cooperate with their schemes, they undoubtedly made an impact on Tom.

He will miss them when the time comes.

"These two are really good actors, I will commend them on that. ~" The voice murmured with a low growl, casting Tom's surroundings in shadow as it leaned over his shoulders; as if to observe the scene. "But we both know what they really are. Don't try to pity them for what you plan to do – your miserable existence doesn't need help being sadder than it already is. ~"

I know. Tom conceded. His time was running out; maybe just one more week, and then everything will be over. The thought made his heart clench up tight in his chest and a sob nearly hitch his throat. The fact that he was not alone in his room right now was the only thing that forced Tom to keep it down.

"Oh come now, don't start with the waterworks you big miserable f#ck. ~" The voice soothed, dragging a long sharp digit along Tom's cheeks to wipe the few deceptive tears that managed to escape his control. "The biggest reaction they'll get from your demise will be disappointment for their schemes not going according to plan. They don't care about you. They never have. If anything, everyone will be relieved not having to deal with you anymore. ~"

The two soldiers were too busy discussing about possible wedding plans and ghosts to take notice of Tom subtly wiping away his tears with the sleeve of his hoodie.

One more week. The foreboding date echoed in his mind.One week left to live.

The voice barked out a mocking laugh. "Hardly. It's not like you can perform your last few wishes here till then. ~" More spectre limbs surrounded Tom, wrapping him up in a morbid hug of sorts; subduing him in his proper place. "But don't think too much about that. What you intend to do is for a worthy cause – perhaps the only good you've ever done! Imagine how thankful everyone will be that the burden is finally gone. ~"

With his physical health fully recovered and the training sessions getting intense with each passing day, Tom figured the experiments wouldn't be far off now. So in a week or so… that will be it. Tom tried not to think about the specifics of his death, as the thought only filled him with even more dread.

Bleeding out on a surgical table by a Commie bastard...

"Sounds like the punch line to a very funny joke. ~"

Is it considered suicide if you give someone the right circumstances they'll need to unintentionally kill you?

"If that's the intention you're going for, then yes! ~"

He focused his attention back to the present. "Yeah, I would love to hang out with you guys." He broke through the pair's conversation. "Especially since I'll need something to make up for the dinner with the Commie."

"Splendid!" Patrick nodded, clasping his hands together and then looked down at his watch. "Well, I think we are done here. Seems like everything is in order with you, and you need to get going now. We don't want to keep Red Leader waiting."

Tom rolled his non-existent eyes and sighed in exasperation. "Whatever."

He followed Paul and Pat as they led the way out of the lab into the long hallways, chatting about mundane stuff that happens at the base. Amidst the conversation, they eventually came upon the topic of Red Leader when Tom decided to ask a question that's been plaguing his mind for a while.

"Have you guys notice anything… strange about Tord lately?"

Paul and Patrick exchanged glances with each other. Paul's eyes were gleaming with mirth, but other than that he was maintaining his expression nulled. Patrick, with a professional poker face, was the one who replied. "Not that we can tell. Why do you ask?"

Tom fumbled with his hands. "He's been acting really weird recently."

Hand covering half his face, Paul quietly snickered in amusement. "Oh? How come?" He slyly asks. He could sense Patrick's stern gaze on him, silently sending him the message to not give away their leader's feelings. As if he would do a thing like that! Paul can just imagine the great Red Leader, blushing every time he stands too close to Tom, or floundering in embarrassment whenever he was caught staring at the test subject for too long. He wouldn't be surprised if his leader's attraction for the eyeless man had grown stronger roots and the Norsk outright flirted with Tom at this point.

But Tom's answer wasn't at all what they were expecting.

"Well, he's been getting more aggressive in training sessions than usual. Hell, he dropped a f#cking car on top of me the other day during an obstacle course to test out my reflexes or some sh#t!"

Paul and Patrick blinked at each other, wide-eyed. "That's… certainly quite odd of him." Paul confessed, still glancing unsurely back at Pat.

They arrived in the duo's quarters through Patrick's study as Tom elaborated on the strange ways Tord's been behaving as of late, including the glimpses of disappointment he would often catch on the Norsk's face. The two soldiers shared a steady glance at one another.

"As worrisome as this sounds, I don't think you should take it so personally, Thomas." Pat coolly advised, his eyes narrowed. "Red Leader is a busy man with lots on his mind and plenty of work to concern himself with. It's likely he just got a bit stressed and was taking it out on you as a result."

"Stress…" Tom echoed the word just loud enough to be heard; clearly he didn't believe it, but he wasn't prepared to press the soldiers for more answers or even outright accuse them of lying.

"With that said; his behaviour is still inexcusable." Patrick continued. "We will discuss this matter with him at a later date, I promise."

The two soldiers led Tom to the living room in their quarters. Paul neared the wall on the opposite side, pressing his hand against a panel that's come to life and scanned his palm as the small lift revealed itself. Tom watched anxiously. As much as he was dreading his meeting with Tord, he was also excited to finally leave the confines of the lab level. It's not the surface, but it's at least something different!

The elevator's doors slide open with a resonating hiss, prompting Tom's heart to race faster in his chest.

"This is it, then." Paul shifted beside him. "This lift will take you straight to Red Leader's office, where he's waiting for you."

Pat stepped forward and started fixing Tom's hair and clothes. "Please be in your best behaviour, alright? Don't provoke him, and eat all your food, okay?" He fussed over the test subject, trying to make him look presentable for their leader when Paul gently pulled him away.

"I think he got this." The Commander smiled reassuringly.

Tom rolled his non-existent eyes. "Yeah I'll try, but it will depend on how annoying the Commie is going to be." He crossed his arms and scoffed. "Besides, what's the worst he can do to me now?"

Patrick looked at him for a long moment and sighed. "After you've been dismissed, you may wait for us here." He told him. "We shouldn't take long to complete all the tasks."

Tom nodded curtly. Paul neared the wall again and pressed his hand on the panel before giving the Brit a quick thumbs up. "Good luck!"

The doors slide shut, and Tom was left by himself as the elevator started to make it's ascend. Lights waving past his form with every passing level, Tom slumped against the wall of the lift and took deep breaths to calm himself. He dealt with far worse than a mere dinner with the Commie; this should be a walk in the park. But why was he so nervous then?

Perhaps because this is the first time in several months Tom will find himself out of his familiar element and in close quarters with none other than Tord. And why the formal setting? Not once has Tord ever bothered with that sort of thing with him before. Tom has a gut feeling this will be more than just a causal chat with meal on the side.

The elevator stopped. Gulping, Tom braced himself for what was about to happen next. The lift doors slide open, and Tom was met with the sight of a mahogany red room.

He blinked, expecting to hear the familiar teasing comments greeting him into the foreign room at any moment, but nothing happened. Cautiously, Tom leaned his head forward to take a peek. "Commie?" He called out quietly. When he received no answer, the eyeless man stepped fully into the room. The elevator slid shut behind him and a bookcase appeared where it once stood; effectively sealing him into the office.

"Tord?" Tom called out again, surveying the room.

There were bookcases on both sides; two sets of double-doors behind him and to his right, and another door to his left. A dark wooden desk positioned at the far front with a huge red chair behind it, and a blue and red tapestry with the army's insignia plastered at the far end wall.

But no sign of Tord.

"It seems the Commie forgot about our meeting." Tom observed out loud before shrugging. "Oh well, guess this means I won't need to have dinner with him after all!"

Whistling a happy little tune, Tom turned away to go back to the lift; but there was only one problem. The bookcases look all the same, and Tom can't remember which one he just appeared out of! Or how to summon the elevator for that matter.

Tom felt around the bookshelves for some kind of button or lever – he even pulled on some books, thinking one of them was the trigger to the lift, but nothing happened.

"Great." Tom groaned sarcastically and backed away in defeat. It's so like Tord to make an overly complicated secret contraption!

Accepting his fate, Tom decided to wait around for his captor to show up by taking a detailed look around the office. Give thanks to Tord's brilliant idea of leaving him waiting in his office unsupervised!

Scanning the rows of books, Tom let his gaze wander over the vast collection of titles briefly. Tom could identify English, and of course, Norwegian works; but he was surprised to find some German and Russian tomes among the collection as well. I didn't know Commie could speak more than two languages.

Nothing in particular caught his interest aside from that, and Tom decided to investigate the doors.

He first went to the main doors behind him, which no doubt leads to the rest of the base. Tom tried the door but it wouldn't budge. He steps away in disappointment, turning his attention to the double doors to his right. Before trying the knob, Tom pressed his ear against the door to listen for any sounds. When he couldn't hear anything coming from within, Tom twisted the doorknob and swung it open.

Inside the room was a large oval table with a detailed map laid out on the surface, several chairs, and more tapestries on the walls. Tom deduced this was a meeting room of some kind and promptly left.

His gaze rested on the last door, opposite of him. Tom crossed the room and pressed his ear against the wooden surface for noises. When there was nothing, Tom tried to open the door but it wouldn't budge.

Locked. Tom seethed. He then bends on his knees and peers into the keyhole, but all he could see on the other side was red. Tom figured this most likely is Tord's room.

That just leaves Tord's desk.

Tom walked around the desk and settled himself down on the great chair. He breathed a little pleased sigh when he leaned back on it and let his weight sink in. "Great chair." Tom gave a few experimental spins and kicked back his legs over the desk in a relaxed posture. "Man, if sitting on this chair and boss people around all day is what Tord does then no wonder he is obsessed with his goals!"

As he spun around, Tom caught sight of a row of glass casings and shelves just behind him; hidden from view by the desk. He instantly jumped to his feet to investigate. As it was expected of Tord, there was a collection of various types of weapons on display; most commonly guns, but there were also blades as well. Tom's gaze scanned the small space of trophies when he caught sight of a frame hanging on the wall. He leaned closer to inspect it and his eyes widened upon realizing it was a doctor's degree. Damn, Commie really did get busy while he was away!

On one of the shelves, Tom recognised at once the infamous hat Tord treasured so much to the point of prioritizing it first above his giant robot. He grabbed the pickelhaube off the shelf and put it on for sh#ts and giggles. However, his spiky hair impeded the headgear from fitting on his head.

As he moved to place the spiked hat back in its proper place, Tom's gaze flickered upward for a tiny fraction and he froze in apprehension. Above him, mounted on the wall as some sort of morbid reminder, was a lacerated arm encased in glass with the date "March 16, 2016" engraved at the bottom.

Holy stampede on a cruise ship – who in the everlasting f#ck keeps their amputated limb around?!

Goosebumps suddenly rose along his spine, and Tom felt warm breath tickling the back of his neck.

"Hallo, gamle venn. ~"

Tom jumped in alarm and immediately whipped around, coming face to face with Tord; towering over him in all his glory with a smug grin on his face. F#ck! Tom silently cursed himself for being so careless and getting caught off-guard in such an embarrassing manner. How did he get in here without making a sound?

"How-?" Tom swallowed, his throat so dry his words were getting stuck in his throat. "How long have you been standing there?"

Tord shrugged. "A while, actually. Glad to know you like my chair as much as I do." He slyly replies. Hiding his mortification behind a scowl, Tom glared at the Norsk. However, his reaction only prompted further amusement from Tord, and the Norwegian man chuckled. "You're so cute when you're mad." He patted the Brit's face condescendingly.

"Yeah? Well I'm about to get really f#cking adorable!" Tom fumed, balling his hands into fists and knocked the offending hand away.

"In any case, I owe you an apology for keeping you waiting." In the blink of an eye, Tord's posture and mood shifted, fitting a more professional demeanour as he dipped his head politely and taking Tom by surprise. "I got caught up in a meeting with some of my Generals and lost track of time."

Tom blinked, his anger and embarrassment fading away. Only then did he take notice of the dark circles underneath the Norsk's visible eye, as though he hadn't rested for quite some time. Tom knew the effects of sleep deprivation all too well to recognise them.

"Are you… okay?" He ventured, the hesitance clear in his tone. It was a silly question, really – nothing about Tord is okay, and Tom has no reason to care either – but Tom couldn't help but ask anyway.

Tord's brow furrowed. "Whatever do you mean?" He tilted his head.

"You, uh, got dark circles under your eye." Tom gestured vaguely at his own left eye, mumbling under his breath. "You look like you haven't slept in days." He wasn't even sure why he was so concerned about this to begin with. If Tord wants to work himself to the point of passing out, that was ultimately on him! Patrick's words from earlier resonated within him. Maybe he really is just stressed. But something about this whole ordeal was ringing off alarm bells in Tom's head, and he can't put a finger on it.

"Oh, that. I've just been working hard on a couple of projects." Tord waved his hand dismissively. "I've had a great many things on my mind. More so than usual these days. In fact, the reason why you're here in the first place is so that we may discuss some of these." He stepped aside, smiling as he gently guided Tom to his seat on the opposite side of the desk.

Tom eyed him wearily. "But why over dinner, though?"

"I thought you would appreciate a change of scenery." Tord grinned, settling down on his own seat across the eyeless man. "Being confined to the lab levels for several months must be driving you mad! Plus a meal to go along with our talk will diffuse some of the tension quite nicely."

"What tension?" Tom snorted.

Tord shrugged. "You tell me." He smirked slyly. "You're the one with tense shoulders here."

Frowning, Tom forced himself to sit back and adapt a more lazy posture. "Coming from personal experience, nothing good ever comes when you're trying to get chummy with me." He glared at the Norwegian man sitting across from him. Eerily enough, the Red Leader was leaning forward in his seat with his arms propped on the table and fingers interlaced with each other under his chin; his one-eyed gaze staring intensely back at Tom and a large grin on his face. Off-putting, to say the least.

"Do try to relax." Tord murmured. "Our food should arrive any minute now."

Easier said than done. Tom huffed silently and crossed his arms.

Tord cleared his throat. "While we wait, let's get to business; shall we?" He said, prompting Tom to look at him questioningly. "Your training has been coming along great so far, but you still have a long way to go before you are deemed a proper soldier. I shall speed up your training by dropping your physical evaluations with Paul and replacing them with more training hours. They are more than enough exercises for you."

"Does this mean Paul will take over my training then?" Tom dared himself to hope.

"No." Tord instantly replied, shooting a quick glare at the eyeless man for even suggesting such a thing. "As his duties to the Red Army come first, I will need him to supervise the rest of the base while I'm busy overseeing your training."

Tom stared at him indignantly. "What? That's bullsh#t! You're obviously more important and busy than Paul is. Why can't he train me instead?"

Tord stiffened. "decide the future of my soldiers, Thomas. Not you." He cast him a warning glance. "My decision is final."

Swallowing his frustration, Tom begrudgingly backed down. Giggling drowned his thoughts as his vision darkened, and Tom found himself frowning in confusion. What are you laughing at?

"Why are you so concerned over a mundane thing like training? ~" The voice howled with laughter, seeming to grip on to Tom's shoulders for support. "You will be dead in a week, remember? You won't have to worry about who is going to train you, because you will be dead long before it can matter. ~"

Tom inwardly grimaced. I suppose…

"Anyways." Tord stirred their conversation back on track. "You should probably know that there will be an assessment by the end of your training to grade you on all your skills."

"What happens if I were to fail the assessment?" Tom prompted. When Tord fixed him with an unamused glare, he corrected himself by trying to appear modest and cleared his throat. "Hypothetically speaking?"

The Norwegian man smirked. "Then you will merely return to training as usual, and your welcoming ceremony will be delayed for another few months."

Tom blinked. "Welcoming ceremony?" No one said anything about there being a ceremony!

"Ah yes! I suppose I have neglected to inform you what happens after your training is completed. Guess this is a good time as any to elaborate then." Tord continued more decisively. "The welcoming ceremony – or rank up ceremony – is when recruits have successfully completed their training and are ready to be made into soldiers; earning their place among our ranks. They are to stand in presence of the other army members and swear an oath of loyalty to yours truly." He finished with a sly grin directed at Tom.

The Brit bristled. "F#ck that! You're never gonna get me to willingly swear some stupid oath to you! Or wear those ridiculous uniforms for that matter." He turned away deliberately. "Red is not my colour. There's nothing your dumb army has to offer me."

Tord raised one eyebrow at the challenge. "Did I ever mention the Red Army doesn't celebrate Christmas? As big a fan I am for the holiday, I recognise that due to the vast diverse nature of my soldiers it wouldn't be very appropriate. So I allow my soldiers to celebrate whatever they want on their own time." He grinned immensely when he caught the flicker of interest in Tom's gaze hiding behind a sulking expression. "Nonetheless; those who failed to pass their assessment have their memory promptly erased and are put back where they were found. Because you are a special case, your place in the Red Army is already guaranteed. It's just a matter of being prepared for it."

"Whoa, hold on! You mean you kick out people that fail?" Tom exclaimed, his empty eyes wide in shock. "Just like that? No retakes? Didn't it occur to you that you're sending away valuable numbers to add to your stupid army? For someone who wants to take over the world, shouldn't you need as many people on your side as possible?" He stopped himself, clamping his mouth shut once he realized he was ranting at a mad man, who took his ambitions very seriously and doesn't like to be challenged.

Tord was silent for a couple seconds before a sly grin re-appeared on his face. "Well... I didn't realize you took my hobbie this seriously, Thomas. I'm glad you've finally taken an interest on it though." He purred, and there was a note of fresh interest in his voice. "As for your questions… I believe I told you the origin for most of my soldiers, have I not?" Tom nodded cautiously, recalling their conversation many months ago. "The Red Army is their second chance. They were unsatisfied with their ordinary lives, one way or another, and we offered them the choice of a new life. One with far richer pickings and greater possibilities than they could've ever achieved under normal circumstances. All I ask in return is their loyalty and nothing short than their absolute best. I don't need slackers in my army taking advantage of my generous offer; so if they fail their assessment – good riddance!"

Tom opened his mouth to ask more questions when a sudden knock on the door brought their conversation to a halt.

"That's our food." Tord rose from his seat. "Wait here. I'll be right back." He went around the desk and past Tom in long, graceful strides toward the door. He briefly ruffled his test subject's hair as he passed, soliciting the Brit to angrily bat his hand away in return.

From his seat, Tom watched Tord answer the door; barely open as he conversed quietly to the mysterious person – most likely a soldier – on the other side. He saw Tord dip his head politely and take the tray of food from the unknown sender before closing the door and making his way back to the desk.

Even from across the room Tom could somehow detect the smell of hot food, and he found himself sniffing the air for more. The delectable scent made his stomach growl, reminding him of his hunger. Tom could almost tolerate Tord's presence and annoying attitude for the sake of finally filling his empty stomach.

His mind started to wander as Tord returned with the tray in hand, the scent of food growing stronger in his nostrils. I hope it's fish. Tom thought, resisting the urge to lick his lips as he envisioned food inside his head. Oh, fish would be great about now! With white rice, some steamed beans, and maybe with potatoes coated in butter, too.

"Don't you have better things to think about? ~" The voice deadpanned, tapping one finger repeatedly on his arm in an irritated gesture. "It's not like you deserve to be fed anyway. He's only feeding you to keep you from dying on him – like that's gonna do any good. ~" It appear to grin at the end.

I already agreed to die, what more do you want from me at this point? Tom retorted, pushing aside his usual fear of the entity living inside his head. Can't I enjoy the thought of food until then?

Tord returned to his seat, setting the trays of food down on the desk; one for each. Humorously enough, while Tord received a glass of wine to accompany his meal, Tom only got a carton of grape juice. He didn't even bother commenting on the silly choice of drink, as it was a par for the course with Tord at this point. Tom merely sets his sights on the tray, rubbing his hands together in anticipation before lifting the lid off of his meal, ready to chow down-

The indistinguishable tangy smell of meat hit his senses like a truck, making Tom freeze in place as he stared at his dinner in horror.

It's meat.

Bloody, juicy, rare done meat.

Suddenly all the hunger Tom previously felt before doesn't seem as prominent anymore.

"Something wrong, Thomas?" Tord's silky question brought Tom to his senses. He looked up to meet with the Red Leader's intrigued, but evidently smug gaze. "Why, just a second ago you looked absolutely famished; now you're staring at your food as if it had grown a head and started talking to you."

"Yes… I thought you wanted to enjoy your food before the time comes? ~" The voice joined in on the teasing, throwing Tom's own words back at his face.

The Brit gulped. "I, uh, I'm… you probably didn't know about this, but I'm a semi-vegetarian now." He scratched the back of his head, diverting his gaze anywhere but his plate.

Tord barked out a laugh and stared at him disbelievingly. "Do you take me for a fool? We grew up together, Tom. I know you better than anyone else here, and I know for a fact that you despise vegetables. And everyone knows you have a bit of a problem when it comes to certain fruits too." He pointed out, stabbing his fork into a particularly bloody piece of meat in his plate and started waving it in front of Tom's face teasingly. "So how is it that you have become a vegetarian, hm?"

"He's onto you. ~" The voice's warning had more layers than meets the eye. Tom's shoulders sagged and he released a deep sigh of defeat.

"Okay, you got me. I will confess…" He closed his eyes briefly, as if bracing himself for what he was about to say. "When you left us, all those years ago, you would have been right to doubt me. But then…" He inhaled deeply. "There was this one day Matt was insisting that I watch a movie with him, and he wouldn't stop pestering me until I sat down and complied. So I did! And he found this movie with a cute cow or something on the cover and automatically thought: "Ah what a cute little cow! I bet this movie is going to be adorable!" but the idiot didn't realize it was actually a documentary about the food industry and all the horrible sh#t that animals go through on a daily basis to get to our plates! Long story short, neither of us had a good time watching that and I can't stand the thought of eating meat anymore. Just looking at it makes me-" Tom gagged mid-rant and turned his head away. "Nauseous."

He wasn't even pretending to retch – that was just Tom's natural reaction to meat nowadays. And he had rehearsed this story with the voice so many times it might as well be the truth. Obviously he can't admit the real reason as to why he doesn't eat meat anymore, so Tom had to get a believable excuse ready if the occasion ever arises.

And good thing too; because Edd had taken notice of his peculiar dislike for red meat way back when and questioned him about it. Tom told him the exact same story as he did now, and Matt was so dense he naively agreed with him despite the fact that this never actually happened!

Apparently his lame story worked on Tord to some extent as well, because the Norsk slowly lowered his fork away from Tom's face. "I see." He nodded in understanding. Though the steely glint in his gaze says something else entirely. "Now, where were we?"

Tom bit his lips anxiously. "Uh, kicking failed soldiers out?"

"Ah, yes!" Tord gracefully took a bite out of the same piece he had previously offered Tom. "As I was saying, privates who fail to meet our expectations have no place in this army. We make this abundantly clear in their first weeks of training; and fortunately, the great majority has good sense to not throw away their second chance like that. Everyone takes their training very seriously, so failures are incredibly rare to come by nowadays."

Absently, Tom hummed and nodded along with whatever the Norsk was saying. Poking at his meal with a mixture of weariness and disinterest as he tried to set apart the few vegetables there were from the steak on his plate.

"That reminds me – now that you're back to proper health, we should begin the serum experiments as soon as possible." Tord went on as usual. Tom perked up at that and raised one eyebrow questioningly. "As it is our main priority right now, this means both your training and mental evaluations will be put on hold for an undetermined amount of time. Once we finally get some results out of you, then we may proceed with the planned schedule as usual. "

One more week. The date echoed ominously in Tom's head and he gulped.

"You mentioned that most of your soldiers join you because they want a second chance in life…" Tom spoke softly, changing the subject away from the experiments and his inevitable approaching doom. "But that doesn't really explain why they would be crazy enough to join you and your evil schemes."

"Evil?" Tord echoed in genuine surprise.

"Yeah." Tom went on more firmly. "You claim you have good intentions – that you want to make the world a "better place" – but here you are; building weapons, creating an army, and… making monsters to get what you want. You are ready to put thousands of lives on the line for the sake of your selfish goals. And I'm not just talking about your soldiers either, I mean all the innocent people out there who will have to endure the war you want to put them through."

Rolling his eye, Tord tsked in distaste and glared at Tom. "You always had a strong tendency to villainize me." He muttered, straightening his back so he was leaning comfortably in his chair. "Tell me, Thomas; does that make you feel better about yourself? Making me the bad guy of your story who must be stopped at all costs? I couldn't help but notice you staring at the little memento I keep back there." He inclined his head briefly to the side, swirling the wine in his glass fluidly. "Did you get satisfaction out of that? Knowing you were the one who foiled my plans that one time and did this to me? You must be pretty damn proud of yourself for accomplishing such a feat – taking down the big bad Red Leader! Not everyone can say they did it, I'll give you that much."

Tom stared blankly back at him, a bit dumbfounded by the aggressive mini-rant he had been subjected to. I must've struck a nerve there. The idea he somehow managed to offend Tord using only facts was mind-blowing by itself, but that he had the gall to make himself out to be more innocent than he actually is just takes the cake.

"Well, what the f#ck else am I supposed to think?" Tom exclaimed exasperatedly. "If you really mean to make the world a better place, then you would find a peaceful way to go about this other than war! But I know you; and you are a bloodthirsty and egotistical genius who only wants the thrill of leading your own soldiers into battle."

Taking a long sip of his wine, Tord cast him another smouldering glare. After another few heartbeats of uncomfortable silence, he lowered his glass and turned to Tom with fresh interest.

"Oh Tom, I never took you for being so naive." He murmured almost condescendingly, as if he were about to lay some important life wisdom on a helpless child. This ignited a spark of fury within Tom, but he refrained from retorting and merely nibbled on a piece of broccoli instead. "As nice as the notion of taking over the world through peaceful means sounds, it just isn't realistic. The world leaders will never surrender their power over to me just because I ask nicely – heck, most won't do it even at the cost of putting the safety of their citizens at risk!"

"If you are smart enough to build a giant robot, then you can definitely find a peaceful solution." Tom argued dryly.

"It's not that simple." Tord sighed. "Thomas, for once do try to see things from my perspective."

"I would, but I don't think my head can go that far up my ass."

"Peaceful means never last." Tord was trying really hard to maintain his patience in explaining his logic to the Brit. "Look throughout history for example; you will find many examples of great wars, but can you name one instance where a peaceful solution was applied successfully and consequences lasted until today? Probably not from the top of your head, and I'll tell you why. It's because, as horrible as wars are, they leave a greater impact on the world. It's a grim fact, but that's just how it is. People have better chances of conforming to new changes when put in devastating situations rather than just… politely asking them to."

Tom jerked his chin up defiantly. "You know, as a better alternative you should consider just subject people to some of your horrible hentai anime weebo sh#t." More quietly, he added: "It's devastating enough to traumatize anyone, and doesn't kill people!"

He expected an annoyed reply in return for his snarky suggestion; however, Tord simply regarded him with a curious look and a large knowing grin on his face. Tom was unsettled to say the least. Some instinct told him there was a secret here.

"I see you have some strong opinions on the matter. Though I can't help but wonder if it's targeted more towards me than the actual topic itself." Tord acknowledged smoothly. "Since you've been cooped up in this base for several months without any connections to the outside world, I can't exactly blame you for being so ignorant."

Stabbing the carton of juice with a straw, Tom fumed. "Alright, humour me then; just what kind of "better world" you plan on making then?"

"Why are you trying so hard to reason with him? ~" The voice inquired, running its hands through Tom's locks as if he were a cherished pet. "It's beyond your control at this point and shouldn't be a priority. If you are so concerned about the world you're leaving behind, remember that you will destroy his most destructive weapon on your way out, and all the harm he will do is not of your concern anymore. ~"

I know, I know. I shouldn't care about that, but I still do. Tom soothed sadly. I just don't want to talk about the experiments. Anything but that. Just the mere thought of them was enough to twist his heart in ways he'd never thought possible, and a terrible pain sear in his chest. But Tord is hiding something… any idea what it could be?

A long, drawn out hum echoed in his head as the voice pondered. "I agree. He has the expression of a cat that swallowed a canary. ~" It ceased petting Tom, eliciting a small sigh of relief from the eyeless man. "Perhaps he knows more than he lets on? ~"

Tom wanted to ask what it meant by that, but Tord began speaking and jerked him out of his thoughts.

"I'm glad you asked! How about a world where everyone has equal chance to live and work and thrive, regardless of their financial standing?"

An awkward silence dragged between them for a couple heartbeats. Tom shifted in his seat with pursed lips. "That sounds… actually kinda nice." He admitted with a contemplative tone.

"Or how about a world where people who are sick don't have to worry about the cost of their treatment over their own lives? Or doctors who care more about the lives they're saving than finances for that matter? But most importantly, a world free of prejudice! And that's only just a few noteworthy mentions." Tord continued, getting progressively more intense. "Just look at the current state of the planet right now, Thomas. The economy is failing, people are dying left and right; driven out of their homes, and openly persecuted. A war now would be a good reset button."

"Well… maybe." Tom couldn't argue with the vision Tord set in front of him. Anyone in their right mind would love to have a world where suffering was lowered to bare minimum. But there was just one teeny tiny little problem with that idea, and he was staring straight at him.

"But now who's the naive one here?" Tom fixed the Norsk with a thoughtful gaze. "Is that what you tell people to get them to join your dumb army? I genuinely feel sorry for those poor bastards who are this desperate and don't know any better."

Tord's gray eye widened; for a heartbeat he looked almost genuinely hurt. Fury blazed up inside of Tom. How dare Tord claim that his plan to take over the whole world is for a greater good?

"You have no intentions of going through with any of that, and you know it!" Tom sneered. "This is all just so you can feel good about yourself for once and get power over everyone else."

Staring back at him with a look of blatant disinterest, Tord sighed. "So… even after all of that… you still insist on viewing me as the bad guy?" He murmured; so softly it could almost be mistaken for melancholy.

Tom thought he could see a gleam of menace in his eye, but he shrugged it off and continued. "That's right! If you think some fancy words are enough to convince me of anything, then you're dead wrong." He narrowed his eyes. "You lie to everyone without a single shred of remorse. Why should I take your word now, Commie?"

He thought he had the last word. That this would be the end of what he knew right from the start would be a terrible meeting. Tom hoped that Tord would merely dismiss him with clear disappointment or frustration, and he would be free to leave and meet up with Paul and Pat for an evening of spooky movies. But to his astonishment, Tord shook his head and chuckled.

"Liar?" Tord echoed bitterly. "I suppose I am not the most honest or trustworthy person out there, I'll give you that. But what does that make of you then, huh? Are you a saint now all of a sudden? Are you really any better than I?"

Tom watched him in confusion. "What? What are you talking about?" He demanded. "Of course I'm more truthful than you! By a long shot!"

"Hypocrisy doesn't suit you, Thomas." Tord countered unexpectedly – the insult ringing in Tom's mind like the alarm bells he had on earlier.

"Okay then; tell me one instance that I lied! Go on! I dare you!"

Tord met his eyes steadily. "How about the fact that the serum works this entire time, and you tried to keep it a secret from us?"

Tom's blood ran cold and he sat rigid in his chair. For a few frantic seconds, words utterly failed him. No... Absolute horror gripped Tom and the colour drained from his face. How could he have possibly found out?

Tord took his stunned silence as his cue to keep going. "Come now, did you really think I wouldn't figure it out sooner or later?" He paused, his tone softening with something akin to remorse. "I didn't want to have come to this. I gave you one chance after another to prove yourself; to confess in your own time and come clean without fuss. But you just had to be difficult, didn't you?"

Tom looked at him for a long moment. He could feel his heart pounding in his chest. "How long have you-?"

"Ever since I returned from my trip." Tord replied coolly. "Between visiting each of my bases I stopped by our old home to look for clues about your condition, and found more than sufficient evidence to support the fact that you could transform into a monster this entire time." His gaze darkened. "Haven't you wondered why I even bothered to get your Tomee bear in the first place? It's because I was in the neighbourhood at the time."

The eyeless man across from him didn't respond. His eyes were wide, staring blankly ahead, horror-struck as if he were witnessing the destruction of everything he had ever worked for.

"This was your last chance, and you failed to comply." Tord held Tom's panicked gaze evenly as he slowly rose from his seat. "For concealing pivotal information regarding the serum project from your superiors, and consequently caused us to waste valuable time that could've been used for more pressing matters; I hereby strip you of all your privileges, and the experiments will commence at once."

His words triggered a fight or flight instinct within Tom. However, he knows by now he stands no chance to take down Tord; and even if he did, then what? Paul and Patrick would side with their leader and turn on him too. That leaves flight as his last option. But where would he go? Where could he go? There's a slim probability that the main doors were unlocked now, but the hallways out there were bustling with Red Army soldiers who will tackle him down on sight if necessary.

"There are other ways to escape… ~"

Almost automatically, Tom's gaze flickered down to his plate where his knife lay untouched. His heartbeat picked up, his mouth dried up and his breathing quickened. The weight of what he's about to do hit him full force and Tom hesitated.

"Do it now, you fool! Do you want to be responsible for ruining even more lives? ~"

The incentive worked like a shove and Tom's hand reached out for the knife against his will. Then everything escalated from there.

Tord was on him in an instant, just as his fingers closed around the blade. Robotic digits latched onto Tom's locks and forced his head down on the desk hard; the knife was ripped away from his grasp and his hands were pinned against his back by one of Tord's knees pressing on to him.

"Trying to stab your leader, Thomas?" Tord hissed into his ear. "You've pulled off some amazingly stupid stunts in the past, but this one might just take the cake."

The pressure in Tom's skull increased tenfold as his head was squashed between the desk and Tord's weight on top of him. It wasn't at all his intention when his body lurched for the knife, but he wasn't about to correct Tord on that. It's best he believes he was trying to rebel than let him in on another secret.

A sudden pinch to the base of his skull, just behind his ears where the neck muscles connect to the jawline, alarmed Tom and he started thrashing around to escape the tight grip. Tord added more weight to immobilize him.

"No- no! Wait!" Tom cried out hysterically. "The deal! I said no drugs or the deal is off!"

"Even though you broke the rules and even went so far as to try and attack me, I will keep my word. I'm not drugging you." Tord told him with blatant coldness. "But I had enough of you for one day, and there are plenty of ways other than drugs to knock someone unconscious." He maximised the pressure to the back of Tom's head. "I'm merely triggering the pressure point situated on your head. You should be unconscious soon enough."

To Tom's absolute dismay, his body started to slacken and his eyelids grew heavy. He tried to renew his struggles but he knew it would be futile. He could never dislodge Tord off of him in this state. Didn't help that the Commie was caressing the top of his head in a soothing motion to lull him unconscious. Light washed over his eyes, fading to leave nothing but darkness.

Ah, there it is, the f#ckening. In hindsight, Tom should've known something was seriously wrong when his day had been going way too great up until his dinner with Tord.

"You should've died when you had the chance. ~" The voice spat with fury before fading away into a distant echo.

A soft, black tide was rising to engulf him; Tom made one final effort to get up, but his body would not support him, and he fell back into nothingness. As the last fragments of consciousness faded away from his mind, Tom was vaguely aware of his body being carried somewhere as a soft voice spoke to him.

"Come, my little test subject; we have work to do…"

Notes:

Build-up over.

Thank you all so much for your patience; we have finally reached the core of the plot!

Some fun facts about this chapter though: The beginning bit with Matt falling through the snow is based off of personal experience. I was going down to the supermarket with my friends, but we had to walk down a slope that was covered in ice and I was nervous about slipping and falling on my ass; especially since I had a surgery recently done and it would be pretty bad to open the wound again. So on the way I saw this layer of fluffy snow beside us, thought why not, and hopped in! I was going one step at a time until it reached a certain point where I sank to my chest and my friends laughed their asses off before dragging me out. Haha XD

I have no idea why, but for some reason I headcanon that Paul is a fanatic for the supernatural. Maybe it's because I watch way too many paranormal shows and spooky shit.

Anyways, I hope you all enjoyed it! Remember, the frequent updates will start on October 31st. Follow me on tumblr @Heather1815 to ask me shit or send fanart, or just pass by to say hello if you want! I wish you all good day, and I'll see yah all later! ;)

Chapter 17: Chapter 17

Summary:

The experiments begin! Meanwhile, Edd gets himself into trouble.

Notes:

Hello everyone, this is Flower1815 here, bringing you all a new instalment of MLTS. Guess what guys? It's the story's third anniversary! Three years of writing this, and we're not even through the halfway point. Almost there! But not quite yet. I guess you guys just gotta be prepared to face another three years of waiting around. Jk jk! XD (hopefully…) And speaking of waiting; get ready to… not do that anymore. Because from this moment on, until I run out of already written chapters, I will release a new chapter once every two weeks. So basically: next Thursday there won't be an update, only on the week after that. See what I'm going for?

I will announce whenever I run out chapters on the last update, then we'll go on hiatus, and I'll write a new batch all over again. Deal? Deal! Let's get this show on the road then!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

"Reaching estimately three hundred victims in the last six yearsthe Beast still continues to puzzle the authorities with its grotesque killings and mass property damage. Though there are plenty of eyewitness reports and evidence to suggest it is the work of something greater at play, the police persist the culprit behind these strange occurrences is nothing more than a deranged and resourceful maniac of the most sadistic and cruel kind.

Not all victims have been identified, due to the gruesome way in which they were killed in, as the few body remains that were found in the crime scenes offered insufficient results needed for a thorough examination.

Witness descriptions of the Beast vary from person to person. Some say it's a gargantuan creature whose footsteps tremble the earth and has been known to trigger car alarms; while others believe it to be man-like in stature, ranging from 6 to 8 feet tall, often seen lumbering on four legs. The Beast sightings happen most commonly at night in the surrounding areas of Durdam Lane, and its colour is tough to discern; sometimes described as black, other times as purple.

When asked about the possibility of employing military help on the case, the chief of police assured citizens they're doing everything they can to stop the attacks and keep the townspeople safe. He advised the residents of the area to avoid the streets late at night and keep pets indoors as there have also been reports of gruesome animal deaths."

As he finished reading the news article, Tord's gaze flitted over to the figure slumped against the wall across from him.

Arms tucked tightly against his heavily chained torso, Tom was forced to listen to the Norwegian man as he relayed all the evidence he gathered in his off-time regarding his condition. The chains wrapped around the upper part of his body were constricted hard enough to immobilize any movement from his arms, but it had sufficient space where it didn't hurt to breathe either. While the chains dangled from the wall behind him, limiting his mobility space, his legs were sprawled out uselessly on the hard tiled floor.

Tom had woken up in the dimly lit room with only a bright harsh light illuminating above Tord's head, where he casually lounged on a chair with his feet propped up on a table with a crate labelled "confidential" resting beside him. It took a while to jog his memory, but Tom managed to recognise the very first room he had woken up in when he was first brought to the base several months ago.

Back to where it all began.

"You made quite a reputation for yourself! Could almost rival my own with how much mayhem you caused." Tord hummed with clear interest in his smooth voice as he puts away the article back in the evidence crate. "Not so innocent anymore, huh?"

Tom remained unresponsive.

"Did those poor bastards deserve it at least? To go down in such a brutal way they must have pissed you off pretty badly I assume. But pets? Really Thomas?"

With a shaky pained breath, Tom shut his eyes. The fact that Tord seems to be implying that he would willingly do all these horrible things chilled him. Is it something I would really do? Maybe he is a worse person than he realized if that's the case.

"I think you're taking this whole "I have the right to remain silent" thing a little too far, Thomas." Tord observed teasingly, though he secretly didn't mind the Brit being nice and quiet for once. "When we first acquired you all those months ago, you came to us bruised and malnourished. I always wondered how you could've gotten to that state; so I took the liberty to investigate."

He pulled out a file from the crate with several papers plastered inside before flipping it open. His one eyed gaze scanned the contents inside in a calculating manner.

"Checking the records of your bank account, the only products you've purchased on the market in the last eight years had been strictly large amounts of Smirnoff – far more than deemed normal for consumption. Even for an alcoholic like yourself! More interesting than that is the fact that you also had purchased a significant amount of razors over the years. But little to no edibles." Tord continued, reading the receipts and unmasking each one of Tom's secrets one by one. "At some point you must've realized you were the one behind the attacks, so you tried to curb your vicious tendencies by starving yourself in hopes of never transforming again. The excessive Smirnoff consumption is self-explanatory enough. However, it probably wasn't enough to stop you completely so you resorted to punishing yourself by self-mutilation to maintain in control. Considering the last reported Beast sighting was December 31st 2014 it is pretty safe to assume that it worked – though at the cost of your own wellbeing."

Tom uttered a dark low chuckle. "Congratulations, Sherlock, you figured me out. What happens next?"

Tord regarded him for several heartbeats. "As I've already mentioned, we will start with the experiments. Now that we know that you can in fact transform into a monster, it's clear the serum was a success. But one question still plagues me." He murmured pensively. "How come the serum worked with you when it failed with all the other test subjects? The formula you received was the very first one I ever concocted. The test subject I was experimenting on at the time died not even a day after injection, but you somehow managed to survive and show the results that I have been seeking. I thought perhaps it was because you drank the serum mixed in your coffee, or because of your unique parentage."

The only response appropriate for that was to shrug, as Tom didn't know any more than Tord does when it comes to how the serum works.

"That's what lead me to investigate your condition in the first place. I wanted to find clues as to why you survived when others hadn't. I didn't find any answers for that, but uncovering your monster side was a pretty damn good trade-off for now." Tord went on; rising from his seat to approach his test subject's chained form. "While the experiments will focus mostly on getting you to transform and understand the serum's true nature, we'll also be working on discovering the reason behind your curious success."

"What are you planning to do with me?" Tom inquired quietly.

Upon reaching him, Tord crouched down in front of the test subject so that they could be at eye level with each other. Tom however kept his gaze fixed on his feet, refusing to acknowledge the presence smugly looming over him.

"Oh, just some basic tests – nothing too drastic… at first. And we're gonna have to change your diet to a strict meat only from now on, to ensure faster results."

A shudder of disgust washed over Tom. Just the thought of eating nothing but meat made him sick to his stomach.

A robotic hand suddenly grasped his lower jaw, forcing him to look up at the Norsk. Tom glared at him numbly.

"You know Tom; you got yourself in quite a predicament by withholding crucial information from us." Tord commented coolly. "You wouldn't be where you are now, in the position that you are in, if you had been open with us from the start."

I didn't even tell my best friends about any of this, did you really think I would ever tell you of all people? Tom so desperately wanted to counter with, but his lessons with the voice kept him subdued and his mouth remained shut up tight.

"But it doesn't have to be this way." Tord continued, his voice growing softer as he leaned closer to the eyeless man. His warm breath fanned over Tom's face, who wrinkled his nose at the acrid smell of smoke that seems ever present with the Norsk. "If you cooperate with me now, you can return to the comfort of your quarters instead of being held in some dark room in chains. You will be allowed to eat whatever you want, and you may continue seeing Paul and Pat as much as you want – since you seem to prefer their presence far more than my own, I consider their companionship to be a luxury for you. You can get all that back… if you simply turn. Do this, and I won't have to resort to extreme measures to get what I want. You don't want to end up getting dissected on an operating table, do you?"

I don't. But I have to. Tom thought to himself in defeat.

The hand on his chin tilted his head up again, snapping Tom back into focus. A gray eye steadily peered into his empty sockets.

"Turn."

The one word command sent a shiver of apprehension down Tom's spine, and dread hollowed in his stomach. Even though he is far from having any semblance of control over the monstrosity inside of him, Tom feared his body would betray him and actually obey Tord.

For several heartbeats, there was only intense silence between them. Then anger surged within Tom, and he mustered all the hatred he ever held for Tord as he met his gaze. "My hate for you runs deeper than your ego. I am not doing anything you order me." He retorted coldly, trying to hide how scared he truly felt inside.

The robotic hand withdrew away from him, and Tord's expression darkened. "So be it." He abruptly stands up to leave, and Tom drops his gaze back to the floor.

"You have changed a lot, Thomas. It was hard to tell at first, but now that I got all the evidence…" Tord trails off, smirking as he glances back at his defeated form. "I have all that I need. But it is a shame really. Right now I cannot even tell to whom I am currently speaking to. Classic stupid Tom, or…" He paused, eyeing him with a curious gaze.

"Something else entirely."

Tom winced at his words but said nothing. Thinking he had the final word, Tord turned to leave.

He was halfway across the room when he heard the sound of chains rattling far behind him. Tord casually glanced back over his shoulder, surprised to find the test subject having raised his head up to glower back at him, with a fierce determination gleaming in his dark, empty sockets. Tom staggered to his feet. The chains so heavy that he stumbled and almost fell, but he managed to stay upright and face Tord.

"Funny you should say that." Tom snarled. "I could say the same thing about you."

Having his full undivided attention, Tord turned to face him with a quizzical expression. He cocks his head to one side, waiting with anticipation to hear what his dear old friend has to say.

"Most of the time I can't tell whether I am talking to Tord-" Tom spat out the words with venom in his voice. "- or to Red Leader!"

A suspenseful stillness crashed in the room. For a while, neither of them did anything. However, Tom noticed his words must've caught Tord off-guard in some way. The Norwegian man's posture was rigid and his facial expression blank as his words resonated in the air. He looked almost… upset?

All of a sudden, Tord's features hardened into a scowl and he flexed his hands as he stalked toward Tom. The eyeless man barely had time to process what was happening before a powerful kick collided with his gut and sent him tumbling to the floor. The chains surrounding him rattled noisily with his movements. Tom landed on his side, gasping for breath as he lay momentarily winded on the ground. A pressure landed on his hip, making Tom wince, as Tord pinned him down hard with one boot.

"I have been pretty lenient with you so far, but I won't tolerate this kind of attitude from you any longer." Tord snarled, his voice low and dangerous. "You are a lowly test subject. It's about time you learned your place in this army, #1826. I am your leader, and you will show me the proper respect fit for my authority. Do I make myself clear?"

Hardly acknowledging the fact he had been reduced to a serial number, Tom nodded numbly. But his response left Tord far from pleased, and he increased the pressure of his boot over the test subject's hip. Tom whimpered.

"Do I make myself clear?" Tord repeated.

"Yes, sir." Tom breathed through clenched teeth.

The Norsk stepped away from him. Tom released a small sigh of relief. The anger died from Tord's eye, to be replaced by something dark and shadowed. "I must go now, and get the tests ready for you. I will bring you something to eat when I return." He stated, sounding breathless and a little dazed. Then more assertively and like his usual self, he added with a cold look at Tom: "Mark my words; you will turn before the week is over, one way or another – even if I have to disassemble you limb by limb to make that happen! You won't delay my plans any longer."

Tom stared up at him dully, feeling as though his body was being robbed of every scrap of warmth and leaving him a husk of nothing.

Tord promptly left the room soon after, leaving Tom to pick himself back up and slouch against the wall behind him – a difficult thing to achieve when your arms are tied against your torso by heavy chains and your body seems frailer than usual.

The only light source in the otherwise dark room seemed to flicker and dim until Tom was cast in nothing but shadow. An imposing presence manifested above him. Tom could practically feel the anger crackling from it.

"Your plan has failed. Why am I not surprised? ~" The voice hissed contemptuously. "I told you time and time again to kill yourself before it was too late. But no! You insisted on waiting for the right time – that you had everything under control; and now look what happened! Your plan has blown up spectacularly on your face, just like I told you it would. ~"

It continued to berate him, digging its sharp fingers through his belly suddenly and twisted his entrails hard. Tom screamed, his legs flailing futilely against the floor in a vain attempt to escape the entity's wrath. A spectral limb wrapped around his throat, cutting off his air supply and making him feel lightheaded as it continued to roughly prod around his insides.

"And you remember what I told you would happen if you failed? ~" The voice purred with barely suppressed delight.

Wait! Tom implored through the agonizing sensations running through him. The plan is still on!

He knew his words must've caught the voice off guard, for not a second later the limb constricting around his throat loosened.

"What are you yapping about now? Look where you are right now! Tord found out one of your secrets and he'll do just about anything to get what he wants! ~"

Exactly! Tom cut if off. Tord said he will start with the easy tests and go up from there. Our deal still stands, so he can't drug me. When none of the other tests work out Tord will start running out of options and then he will have to dig deeper – especially if he really expects to get results by the end of the week. He said so himself when he mentioned dissection earlier. Nothing has changed!

"You do realize that means you have to endure a bunch of other tests that could potentially work just to get to that outcome, right? ~" The voice pointed out.

I can handle it. I got this far without shifting; I can deal with another week to finally end it all.

"Ahh, but it wouldn't take much to get you to transform now that you are strong here- ~" Spectral hands massaged his muscles for emphasis, making Tom grow tense under its ministrations. "And so very weak here. ~" Another phantom limb prodded the top of his head roughly.

"Like I said; I can manage it. Tom insisted urgently.

The voice seemed to take his words into consideration; Tom could sense that it was thinking carefully about this whole matter, and hope flared up inside of him like a tiny flame.

"Very well, worm. You'll have one last chance to off yourself… but if you fail... I will take charge of the situation. ~"

(Meanwhile…)

Edd shifted his hands to try and warm them. It was too cold to stand still. The ground was lightly dusted with snow. The sky is clear, and stars sparkled over the town. Chilled to the bone, Edd did his best to keep up with his energetic companion as they travelled through the shady part of town; their outing reaching its conclusion.

"So Eddie," Reagan began after a brief moment of silence between them. "I've been thinking…"

Edd snorted. "That's new for you."

He laughed as the Irishman playfully elbowed him in response. "We've been hanging out together for quite a while now, and I enjoy your company very much." Reagan continued. "I would like to introduce you to some friends of mine. Just a little get-together, nothing big or anything."

The brunet blinked in surprise. "Oh? That sounds nice but uh… what's the occasion if you don't mind me asking?"

"I just thought that; since I won't be staying in town for very long now, it would be nice to have a fun time with all my pals before the fateful day comes." Reagan responded vaguely. "Everyone else has agreed to it – they're all dying to meet you. It will be fun! No bowling alleys this time, I promise."

Edd pursed his lips and nodded distantly. Reagan observed him steadily; disappointed he didn't react more excitedly to his offer.

"What's the matter?"

"Nothing!" Edd blurted a little too quickly, and then turned his gaze away.

Truth be told, he is a little taken back by the fact that Reagan has other friends. Edd isn't stupid – he knows the Irishman was hard to like; what with his loud and cocky attitude and his rule breaking tendencies. Just the other week he caught Reagan stealing some poor guy's wallet straight out of his pocket to pay for a pretzel!

"Thief? That's a little harsh, dontcha think? Nah, I'm not a thief! I'm just really good at acquiring things that aren't mine." That was Reagan's defence when Edd had berated him back then.

Still, even with all that stacked against him; Edd had felt drawn to Reagan from the moment they met. His behaviour is troublesome but can be kinda charming in a weird way. He's living a lifestyle not many are daring enough to even consider. Edd can almost admire that in a strange way.

"So what do you say eh?"

"Hm?"

Reagan rolled his eyes. "About meeting up with some of my colleagues?"

Edd looked away unsurely. "I don't know, Reagan. I may have sort of agreed to spend more time with Matt – you remember him, right?"

"Of course." Reagan responded through a tight lipped smile.

"And I have some commissions that I really need to work on-"

"Oh c'mon, Eddie!" Reagan cut him off, slinging one arm lazily over the Brit's shoulders. "You need to take some time for yourself too, you know! You keep overworking that big ol' noggin of yours, you'll just be miserable for the rest of your life."

Edd gently draws himself away. "Who are these friends of yours anyway? I don't recollect you mentioning them once."

Reagan frowned. "Oh, they're merely good acquaintances of mine. I'm sure you're gonna love them!"

"But—" A faint cry interrupted him. "What was that?"

Reagan shrugged. "Some stray cat, maybe."

The cry came again, this time a clear panicked shrill. "No!" Edd exclaimed. "That's someone in trouble. Come on!"

He headed for the alleyway in the direction of the cry. Edd expected his companion to follow suit, but when he glanced back Reagan stood unmoved; balancing back and forth on the heels of his feet and his hands folded behind his back.

Edd stared at him expectantly. "Come on, Reagan! Someone is in need of help!"

"We could help… or we could leave and no one would know." Reagan suggested with mock pensiveness.

"Reagan!"

The Irishman glared at him. "What? It's not our business if some unlucky bastard was dumb enough to waltz into this area!" He then nodded the alley behind Edd. "By the sounds of it I would guess someone just got jumped on by some thugs. Poor bastard is as good as dead."

"All the more reason we should go and help!" Edd reasoned.

"Hey look – I'm just doing what my fortune cookie said. Who am I to stand in the way of fate?"

Edd's eyes widened. Who would've thought that Reagan could be so selfish and cowardly?

"Please, whoever they are they sound like they are in real trouble." Edd winced as he heard gruff voices accompanying the cries of despair. "We can't just leave them there and do nothing!"

"Hmm, you know what that sounds like? A whole lotta of not my problem, buddy." Reagan insisted stubbornly. "Now let's get the f#ck outta here before we're targeted next."

But Edd couldn't bring himself to leave. He considers himself to be a moderately adequate fighter, but even then he knows he doesn't stand a chance on his own. Thank goodness Eduardo was there to stop him from doing just that earlier that day. By all accounts, Reagan has a point. It's not their problem and they shouldn't be putting themselves in danger for some stranger.

However, the image of an eyeless man wandering drunk and defenceless through the dark streets, right before getting attacked in an alley just like this one… his life being stripped away in a slow, brutal manner… alone, and with no one around to help…

It haunts Edd's mind, and he'll be damned if he's about to allow someone else to share Tom's fate.

Determination and a surge of bravery coursed through him, and Edd turned to face his companion. "It's alright, Reagan. I understand." He murmured. "You don't have to come with me if you don't want to. But I have to go!"

The Irishman snorted disbelievingly. "Are you insane? I thought you were supposed to be the reasonable one from the two of us!" Then his eyes widened as realization suddenly dawned on him. "Oh god… this means am the reasonable one here now! Eddie, how could you?!"

"Just wait here for me, please." Edd cut him off through gritted teeth. Every second he spends here arguing, are precious decisive moments he's wasting. "If I don't make it back, call the cops."

He ran off before he could hear Reagan's response and lose his sudden bravado.

Meanwhile, Reagan merely stood there – blinking dumbfounded and frustration bubbling up inside of him as he watched Edd disappear into the shadows of the street, hand reaching out toward the retreating Brit before clenching it as if he were changing his mind halfway through. "Come back!" He whisper-shouted through gritted teeth before running a hand through his messy blond locks with an exasperated sigh.

"F#cking idiot has a death wish…" He chuckled. "And right after I warned him from the kindness of my heart, too!"

Now he's stuck in a dilemma. One that he would've solved instantly with no regrets or consequences any other time.

Should he help?

The obvious answer Reagan would've gone for is: no. It's not his problem if the Brit wants to make way for an early grave, and hey! Maybe getting his ass beaten with an inch of his life left will teach him a valuable lesson on not playing hero!

But Reagan can't risk Edd dying on him now. He is one of his targets; and if he perishes before Reagan can get him to join the Red Army, then he will never get his promotion and all his time spent working on chipping Edd's morale away will have been for nothing. And if there's one thing Reagan detests is wasting valuable time.

Well… that among many other things.

The Irishman tapped his foot repeatedly on the sidewalk, hands shoved in his pockets as he fumed in contemplation.

Edd pelted through the dim alley in the direction of the cry. It came again, closer but fainter, a horrible choking sound followed by low rough voices. He ducked behind a wall and took a quick peek.

Three burly men surrounded another forth figure, slumped and coughing on the ground. Edd couldn't quite make out their appearance in the darkness. He winced when one of the men threw out a harsh kick against the victim's side as they floundered and gasped for air.

"C'mon now… don't make this more difficult than it has to be." A sleazy voice purred contemptuously. "Give us everything of worth you got, and we'll go along our merry way and you can keep on breathing a while longer."

One of the three figures stepped forth. Taller than the other two but lither in frame, the man nudged the defeated form on the ground with one foot to turn it face up. Edd gasped when he recognized the dirty blond bleeding from his nose.

Hellucard!

Edd definitely can't turn away now. Shame and anguish washed over him as he recalled earlier events of that day; when in his unfair rage he shoved the poor friendly man into a stack of soup cans.

Embarrassment was soon replaced by anger as it floods throughout his body. He will make it up to him now.

Making a quick scan of his surroundings, Edd looked for any form of weapon he could use against the thugs. His gaze landed on an empty bottle amongst litter scattered on the floor. But will that be enough on its own? Edd grabbed the bottle on one hand and looked for something else that might help; eventually settling for a trash lid.

Edd took a deep breath to calm his racing heart. These thugs don't appear to be armed, but things can go so messy from here on out…

He shook his head and braced himself for what he's about to do; focusing on bringing his earlier rage back out to give him the strength needed to step out of his hiding place and rescue Hellucard from a potential gruesome fate.

His vision turned red and Edd rushed in with the trash lid raised in front of him like a shield.

He barrelled into the three thugs at full force – they didn't even see him coming and had no time to react as he knocked them away from the injured Canadian on the floor.

Bowling isn't so bad after all. Edd snickered quietly to himself.

"Quick, Hellucard, run!"

Still dazed from his bruises, Hellucard blinked sluggishly before waving at him. "Oh, ey hedd!"

"Really not the time!" Edd retorted with a flicker of annoyance. "Just hurry up and get out of here!" He ordered, before turning on one of the thugs who had threatened him. Hellucard scrambled to his feet, wincing at the effort, and raced away.

"Oi! He's getting away!"

"Don't just sit there and stare, you pansies – f#cking do something!"

One of the muggers, a huge man with shaved head and a beard, tried reaching out for the fleeing Canadian as he raced past. However, Edd impeded him by slamming the glass bottle down hard on top of his head; shattering it into tiny little fragments everywhere. The thug instantly turned his attention back to Edd.

"Well, well, well – looks like we got ourselves a little runt playing hero…" The owner of the sleazy voice stepped forward from between the other two men, approaching Edd with an amused but dangerous glint in his blue eyes.

Before long, Edd found himself surrounded by the three thugs – prowling around him with eyes glittering with smug superiority and hatred. Forcing himself not to tremble or show fear, Edd held his ground and kept a firm grip on his weapons; making sure to keep all of them in his line of sight.

"Hope you've realized the grave mistake ye have committed here." The leader, a tall man with short red hair and sideburns, wearing a dark purple trench coat drawled out condescendingly. "Now that our prey has gotten away, guess this means you're the one paying us our due tonight. Hope it was worth it, runt."

"Just try me, you useless heaps of garbage!" Edd spat back pathetically, putting as much bravado in his voice to conceal how scared he felt in this situation.

Edd launched himself against the nearest thug. No way would he give them the advantage of attacking first!

He slammed the tin lid against the grunt's face, and then swung a punch at another. The first mugger knocked the trash lid out of his grip and grappled him, trying to force him down to the ground. Edd staggered back and pushed back against the thug, his arms screaming at the strain in his muscles.

Panic took over his head. He's alone – three against one. If he gets knocked down now he'll be vulnerable, and then he'll be in serious trouble.

Thinking quickly, Edd lunged forward and head-butted the thug. A sickening crack followed, confirming a broken nose as the man in question backed away with blood dripping down his face. Edd was about to deliver a kick when he was suddenly grabbed from behind in a chokehold and pulled back abruptly. Edd twisted around to look over his shoulder to see the sleazy man; staring back at him narrowed, mocking eyes.

Edd's eyes widened in fear – thinking this might be the end for him.

Suddenly, he thought he saw a glimpse of a figure standing behind the man. A silhouette with spiky hair and dark husks for eyes stared back at him, and shot him a reassuring grin and a solemn nod.

The apparition gave Edd strength, reminding him why he's there in the first place. Rage roared in Edd's ears, and with a burst of energy he ripped himself free from the mugger's grasp, and twisted around to throw himself at the man. As he threw a series of swift blows Edd glimpsed a flash of spiky hair beside him again, and for a moment he was sure he could smell Smirnoff in the air. Edd wasn't religious in any way, though he had many encounters with the supernatural in the past – but the thought that his friend was back to fight beside him once again; just as they did many times on several zombie apocalypses and even a clone invasion, gave him hope.

Tom had come to help Edd avenge his death.

Edd continued with the flurry of vicious punches, blinded by grief and anger; he hardly noticed the other two thugs sneaking up behind him until it was too late. A heavy punch struck Edd on the side of his head, followed by another punch to his lower jaw. Pain ripped through Edd like fire, and he staggered back. He blinked, trying to gain his senses on the situation and keep fighting back, but he was shoved and kicked roughly to the ground.

"You can hold yourself pretty well; I'll give ye that, runt." The sleazy man drawled out from somewhere behind them. "But those were only kitten blows compared to what we're going to do to yah in return."

The muggers towered over Edd now, kicking and stomping on him mercilessly as he writhed on the ground; trying to get back up again and get away but to no avail. Pain seared all over his body. The repeated blows to his chest and stomach had driven all breath out of him, leaving him curled up on his side to try and protect the rest of his body and lessening the pain just a tad. At this rate, Edd wouldn't be surprised if one of his ribs were broken. He could taste his own blood in his mouth.

Edd whimpered in agony. Help me, Tom! I'm sorry – I am so sorry, but I can't do this alone!

Suddenly the attacks stop and the weight on his back was wrenched off of him. Edd blinked and lifted his head in confusion. Reagan! The Irishman stood motionless in front of him, shoulders squared as he held one mugger in each hand by their throat.

"What?" Reagan glanced back at him, sensing surprise on the Brit's stare. "Thought you could have all the fun to yourself, did yah?"

Edd didn't have enough breath to respond. He'd never been more relieved to see Reagan again in his life. Couldn't he have come sooner though? Edd will have a ball trying to explain his bruises to Matt, who is already paranoid enough as it is about him.

Reagan made quick work of the thugs. He smashed their heads together and swiped a leg under their feet, knocking them out almost instantly. He grinned a toothy grin and shrugged as if it was nothing before turning his sights on the last man.

The sleazy man looked Reagan over with insolent blue eyes. "Now who the hell are you, eh?" He demanded. "Last I checked, this town wasn't thriving with this many heroic twats."

Reagan chuckled and stalked closer. "I'm from outta town, that's why. Guess you're not used to being challenged often, huh?"

"Do I know you by any chance?" The sleazy thug asked, eyes narrowed into slits. "You seem familiar…"

"Maybe, maybe not." Reagan shrugged lamely before smirking. "Does it even matter to you lot?"

There was a thick cloud of tension cackling between the two men as they confronted one another – Edd could feel it radiating from where he stood, leaning against the wall behind him and rubbing his sore cheek. Then he glimpsed a flash of something shiny being pulled out of the thug's coat, and Edd's eyes widened in alarm.

"Reagan, look out – he's got a knife!"

His warning came a second too late as the mugger drew out a blade and rushed toward Reagan. However, the Irishman had already anticipated his opponent's movements and jumped back just in time to dodge the first strike.

He continued to evade the following series of stab attempts with fluid motion, ducking and sidestepping effortlessly. Reagan grinned when he saw surprise flicker in the other man's eyes as he couldn't land a hit on him.

Time to move away from the defensive to attack position.

Edd's eyes widened in amazement as he watched Reagan whirl around the sleazy man in circles, darting in to strike a punch or a kick and immediately leaping back out of the blade's range. The mugger tried to keep up with his movements and finally land a hit on the damn f#cker, but Reagan was moving so fast that by the time he managed an opportunity to slash at him, the Irishman had already moved on. He was untouchable.

"You're too slow!" Reagan teased. "Missed! Missed again! Swing and a miss! Not even close! Are you even trying? I just might have to text you later if you miss me so much!" He blew the thug a kiss.

The mugger clenched his jaw in frustration, fatigue setting in. This was supposed to be an easy gig! – pick a target, jump on them, threaten and beat them up a little, kill if they resist, and take away all their valuables. That's it! He's been doing this sh#t for years and he'd never had come across a more annoying pest than this bloke right here. Well, except for maybe…

A hard blow caught the thug on the side of the face, driving him off his feet and tumbled him to the ground. Distracted by Reagan's impressive, but nonetheless irritating skilful fighting technique, he had slipped his focus just enough for Reagan to land the finishing blow and end the conflict. As the mugger hit the ground a surging of black spots covered his vision from the force of the blow, and as it cleared he glimpsed vibrant green eyes looming close to his own. A hand clamped down on his neck.

"Reagan!"

The Irishman looked up at the sound of his name. Edd neared him with awe and concern in his gaze.

"I'm alright, Eddie – I didn't get hit once." Reagan bragged. "You on the other hand…" He gestured the Brit's dishevelled appearance.

Edd swiped a bead of blood that trickled down the side of his mouth with his hand. "I'm fine. It's nothing serious." And he was truthful. Aside from a busted lip and a purplish bruise below his left eye, Edd didn't feel anything else. The pain in his lower abdomen was already subsiding. He was lucky Reagan showed up when he did. "What you just did – that was amazing! I… I didn't know you had it in you."

Reagan stared steadily back at him. "You don't know a lot about me." He responded curtly. "Now that we've met our quota of heroism for the night, let's get outta here before anything else happens."

"Shouldn't we call the authorities?" Edd asked, glancing at the unconscious thugs.

"Do you want to spend the rest of the night being badgered and answering to a f#ck load of nosy questions?" Reagan countered dryly.

Edd shook his head.

"Then let's go already! Sheesh Eddie, night is young but not if you insist on doing hassling stuff all the damn time-"

"Foley…"

The raspy murmur halted both men in their steps. Edd spun around and realized that the leader thug was still conscious, though he was lying down on the filthy ground of the alleyway and he seemed a bit dazed as he lifted his head to observe them.

"It is you, isn't it?"

Edd couldn't make sense of what the man was saying. He glanced at Reagan questioningly, expecting to find his own confusion mirrored in the blond's eyes. However, Reagan was frozen solid, muscles rigid and eyes dead open. The expression took Edd by surprise. He'd never seen the Irishman appear so taken back.

"Hmm, doesn't ring any bells… I think you got a bit of a memory issue there." Reagan sniffed disinterestedly and with a lazy, albeit strained grin on his face. "That pretty nifty punch to the face probably didn't help matters, did it? But no, sorry, don't know anyone by that name…"

The sleazy man choked out a harsh laugh. "Look at yah – shaking like a leaf… yeah, you're most definitely Foley alright." He struggled to sit up. "You're the only one I know who trembles at the sound of his own name. Thought you were dead, yah son of a b#tch! Where have yah been all this time, you slippery little bastard?"

Switching back and forth between his companion and the thug, Edd watched the interaction play out with great perplexity. This man seems to know Reagan in some way, though he was referring to him by a different name – but on the other hand; the Irishman appeared to be indifferent but also uncomfortable with the situation forced upon him. And considering the fact that this was Reagan that has to mean something is going on here.

He was brought out of his thoughts by Reagan taking a pace forward; the usual mischief gone from his gaze and his smile was crooked. For a heartbeat he looked the mugger up and down. "I don't know what you're talking about." He snarled, surprising Edd further with the uncharacteristic menace in his voice. "Life on the streets must've damaged your brain, ye bleedin tick."

"Glad yah haven't gone soft, Foley." The sleazy man drawled, rising to his feet. "I spent a lot of time and effort on you, and I would've hated to see it gone to waste."

"Listen to me very closely now." Reagan growled, evidently struggling to keep his cool as he took another threatening step forward. Edd could've sworn he saw him twitch. "I have absolutely no idea who you are, what you are talking about, or who you are referring to – so why don't you just drop dead now and let us go our merry way before things get worse, hm?"

"Or what? You gonna throw a temper tantrum like old times?" The mugger taunted. "Guess it's true what they say about yah; once a Foley, always a-"

Apparently that was the last straw, because with a roar of fury Reagan lunged at the man. They both toppled to the ground. Edd watched horrified as Reagan mercilessly began pummelling the mugger square on the face in a frenzy. His vibrant green eyes were flared up with unbridled rage and hatred; the likes of which Edd never would've associated with the Irishman until now.

Unable to watch this play out any longer Edd snapped into action. Yeah, the thug tried to attack and maybe kill Hellucard and then himself, but no one deserves this kind of fate. He grappled Reagan's shoulders and dragged him off. "Reagan, that's enough! Stop it!" He shrieked. "What are you doing?"

Startled by the terror in his voice, Reagan froze; wild eyed. The thug lay unconscious on the ground, bright red blood bubbling at his heavily damaged face. Was he even breathing?

Panting and spitting with fury, Reagan ripped himself away from Edd's grasp before rounding the Brit. "Stay the f#ck away from me!"

Edd backed away, startled, his eyes wide and scared as the Irishman barged past and simply left him behind.

He stood in that alleyway for what felt like an eternity, wondering what the hell just took place.

(Meanwhile…)

"I think I'm gonna throw up…"

"Do it and I'll make you eat everything back up from the floor." Tord warned sternly as he stabbed the last piece of bloody read meat from the plate and brought it over to Tom's mouth.

They've been at this for nearly twenty minutes now – far longer than Tord had anticipated! But Tom was being difficult as usual, and refused to cooperate. Even now, at the very last bite left, the eyeless man fussed and turned his head away to avoid eating.

Tord released an exasperated sigh and rolled his eye. "Such a baby…"

With the fork still in his robotic hand, he used his organic one to pinch Tom's nose. The Brit tried in vain once again to hold his breath for as long as he could to drag this out; but after repeating the same motions over and over in such a short span of time, it didn't take very long for Tom to give in for a mouthful of air, and Tord use the opportunity to shove the fork in his mouth before clamping it close with his metallic hand.

Tom gagged against the prosthetic palm over his mouth, trying to spit the disgusting food out but to no avail. It's beef! It's only beef! Tom repeated to himself like a mantra, trying not to be disgusted as he chewed hastily. Its cow meat, or bull meat – it's not human, it's what matters.

"Hmm… but if Tord is trying to bring out the beast, then wouldn't it make sense to be human? ~" The voice appeared to ponder, though by the slyness in its tone it was clearly just messing with him. "After all, we both know he will do whatever it takes to get what he wants; and serving you human flesh is not out of the realm of possibility. ~"

It cackled maniacally as Tom hunched forward and retched at the idea, rattling the chains surrounding him, but forced himself to swallow the last piece and finally get this embarrassing torture over with. It was absolutely humiliating to have Tord force feed him like that, but Tom had the nagging feeling that this wouldn't be a one-time thing.

Setting the empty plate aside, Tord proceeded to unclasp the chains connected to the wall and wrap each one a lap around Tom's cocooned torso to fortify his restraints, and then half carry half drag him out the room toward their first test.

Tom was still recovering from the awful taste in his mouth when he was hauled backwards through the hallways. He didn't actively struggle, since it would be entirely pointless at this point, but that doesn't mean Tom will just willingly go along with any of this. He'll be as stubborn as possible to make this whole experience infuriatingly frustrating for the Commie.

With that thought in mind, Tom deliberately relaxed his legs and let them drag loosely on the floor as they walked; sometimes going so far as to casually dig his heels on the floor to slow down their pace.

However, The Norsk did not seem perturbed and continued heaving the test subject toward their destination.

With every passing second, Tord's expectations for the experiments grew but his excitement for the outcome also lessened considerably whenever he has to interact with the Brit in any way. Tom was such a dramatic pest! He'd agreed to the conditions of their deal and willingly take part in the experiments, and then he had the gall to keep it from him and behave like a fussy toddler.

Are you Tord or Red Leader?

The question kept ringing inside his head ever since Tom flashed those words at him earlier.

Tord clenched his jaw in frustration. He knows who he is – so why does the question bother him so damn much? He's the Red Leader! He is powerful, insanely clever, charismatic, and fears nothing! That's what the perfect leader should be! Tord was nothing more than an emotional goofy dork, not suited to dominate the world and make the big changes he hopes to accomplish. No. He's already been through this enough times as it is – there's no room for weaknesses. He can't be Tord anymore.

If I'm not that dork anymore, then how come Tom keeps getting such an effect on me?

He briefly glanced back at the test subject from the corner of his eye. He could perfectly envision a sulking scowl on the eyeless man's round features, and his unique dark eyes glaring at everything to pin the blame for his misfortune; an expression so adorable Tord secretly gushed at the idea of nuzzling the grouchy Brit close-

Are you Tord or Red Leader?

I am Red Leader damnit! I feel nothing for Tom!

How can he, anyway? Tord blew whatever chance he might've ever had with Tom when they were just teens. Tom never forgave him for selling him out and dumping all the blame for their mischief on him. He never even gave him a chance to properly explain himself or apologize for his actions afterward. No. Tom hated him with every fibre of his being from that day on, all because Tord made a few mistakes. It was not fair! Tord cared about him, and frustratingly enough in a way, he'd never stopped caring and yet Tom refuses to let go of his contempt and hear him out. So what the f#ck is he supposed to do with these feelings? Suppress and turn them into hatred.

Tom means nothing to me. Tord kept telling himself decisively, even if his heart twisted painfully inside his chest. Those days are gone. My devotion is only to the Red Army, and I have no friends other than Paul and Pat. They're not even friends, really – allies, more like it.

He gave Tom one last glance, then pushed open the doors to the lab and stepped in; bringing the test subject with him.

Fidgeting in his restraints, Tom strained to see his surroundings. He tried hard not to show it but he was terrified of the experiments he'll have to go through to reach his end goal. Hospitals and doctors of any type in general unnerved him; but to have the Commie play mad scientist with him is ten times worse than any common doctor's appointment.

He broke out of his thoughts when he was suddenly heaved up and sat down on a table of sorts. Tom blinked in surprise and quickly surveyed the room. It looked similar to the "clinic" room he often visits for his monthly check-ups with Pat, but this place was more… professional looking, was the best way he could describe it.

There were weird machines, and tables with all sorts of tools surrounding them; and it didn't take Tom to be a genius to realize he was currently seated on an operating table. Tom swallowed apprehensively at the implication of this. There was a slightly metallic smell to the air, and an oppressive mechanical thrum buzzed in his ears.

Tord efficiently worked on undoing the several layers of chains restraining Tom's arms and torso, not once looking directly at the Brit.

The silence was agonizing, added with the thick tension pressing down on them it was unbearable.

Anxiety getting the best of him, Tom decided to break the silence. "So…" He began nervously, watching the Norsk unwrap him from the chains. "What are we doing?"

Tord's gaze flickered briefly to his face before returning to his bindings. "Just a scan." He replied brusquely. "To check if there are any anomalies in your body from consequences of the serum."

"So it's just an X-ray?" Tom prompted, feeling a little more alleviated.

"A little more complex than just a mere X-ray, but same principle."

The last of the chains came undone, and Tom breathed a little pleased sigh and stretched his stiff arms in relief. He did not enjoy his fleeting freedom for very long however, as Tord shoved him flat on his back and quickly clasped his wrists and ankles down on the table. Tom panicked for a moment and struggled against the idea of being held down and be left in such a vulnerable position.

"Keep still." Tord hissed through clenched teeth.

Tom ceased all movements, but not because of the Norsk's command. His eyeless gaze peered past Tord's towering form and stared at the ceiling; where a large mechanical circle with a harsh, bright white light glowed in the middle. But the real kicker are the vast selection of slender appendages hanging from the ceiling, surrounding the light, with what appeared to be utility pincers at the end of each one. The design was so unsettling it looked straight out of an alien horror movie.

The eyeless man froze before panic kicked in. "What- what- what-" He stammered, trying to get his thoughts to focus long enough for a sentence to come out. "What is that?! What the f#ck is that?" He tried pointing at the creepy contraption above, but his wrists had already been restrained to the table.

"What?" Tord blinked, genuinely mystified by Tom's spontaneous hysteria. He looked up, following Tom's gaze. "Oh, that? Those are my assembly surgeon tools." He replied nonchalantly.

"Your what now?" Tom exclaimed, his empty eyes wide open.

"Assembly surgeon tools! I have another one like this in the test room for tricky tinkering procedures, but that one is simply called: Assembly tools." Tord continued, completely oblivious to his test subject's escalating fear. "This one right here is for the purpose of operating on test subjects if the occasion ever arises." He looked up at the contraption and sighed proudly. "Such magnificent design."

Oh f#ck. Tom thought full of dread. So this thing is what's going to kill me then? This is somehow way worse than the Commie.

"You see; as much as I love science, tinkering, and all that good stuff – I'm not really a big fan of messing with-" Tord paused, poking Tom's chest with disdain as if to make a point. "Biological matter. Too messy for my tastes."

Tom scoffed disbelievingly. "Seriously? Killing people is totally okay in your books, but performing surgeries is taking it too far? What? Are you squeamish all of a sudden?"

Tord shot him a brief glance. "Of course not! I just… I have a preference of fixing machines rather than people."

"If you don't like it, why did you bother getting a doctor's degree then?"

"So that I can know what I'm doing when experimenting on my test subjects and don't accidentally kill them?" Tord retorted, stepping away from him to mess with some panels on the far left. "Books and internet articles can only take you so far. Plus; I love a good challenge to expand on my knowledge."

Contemplating this new information, Tom smirked faintly. "Does this mean you prefer astrology over biology?"

A shadow fell over him, blocking the light, and Tord reappeared by his head and stared down at him with a disapproving frown. "Astrology. Is. Not. A. Science!"

Tom shrugged innocently. "Sorry." He mumbled.

It was admittedly entertaining to push Tord's buttons on this particular topic and see his reaction, especially since Tom didn't understand much of it and could easily use his ignorance to poke some fun at the Norsk.

Tord stepped away again and returned to his spot by the panels, taking a seat and crossing his legs. "But yes, biology is my least favourite form of science." He answered, picking up a tablet and typing something down. "I mean, biology has many subcategories within itself, and I do enjoy some of them. Biomechanics? One of my favourites – if not, my favourite one by far; but simply because it is used for the creation of prosthetics, which is another recent hobby of mine I quite enjoy. But the area about plants and animals? It's such a bore! Even though I got excellent grades on all science subjects back in school, biology was still such a pain to sit through!"

As the Norsk continued to rant about all things science and his pros and cons of biology, Tom listened diligently; not because he was interested in the topic itself – heck, he can't comprehend half the things Tord was babbling about! – But Tord's excitement on the subject matter did help soothe Tom's nerves somewhat, and he avoided looking back up at the scary contraption looming menacingly over him.

"Anyways, let's get back on track shall we?" Tord stopped himself short mid-rant and looked over at Tom from where he stood. "I'm gonna scan you now, and I'm going to ask you a few questions while we wait for that to be done with. And since I know your dirty little secret now, I expect you to be more honest with your answers this time around."

Tom shot him a glare and opened his mouth to retort, but was interrupted by one of the robotic appendages above him whirring to life and descending down to his eye level. Tom immediately tensed up against his restraints and watched the camera-like device near him.

"Can you calm down?" Tord spoke up with an edge of annoyance to his voice. "Your heartbeat is accelerating and that can tamper with the scan results. Just take deep breaths, please."

Calm down – right. Tom wanted to laugh, but forced himself to relax as instructed instead. This lab – this operating table right here is where he is going to die, and he is somehow supposed to calm down knowing that fact. But sure! He'll calm down!

A red light turned on the device above him, and slowly began drifting down his body.

"Alright, let's get on with the questionnaire." Tord began, looking up from his tablet. "Firstly; have you been feeling ill at all in the past week? Headaches? Nausea? Fever? Dizziness?"

Tom pursed his lips. "No. A few minor headaches, but nothing dramatic." Hearing voices don't count, right?

"Did he include them on the question? ~"

No.

"Then there you go, you f#cking moron. ~"

Tord typed down the answer on his tablet, just as the red scanner passed over the test subject's face. "Okay, that's all I'm gonna need for your physical condition since we have accumulated all other related data over the months you spent here with us. So we'll get on with more complex questions from here on out, alright?"

Tom shrugged. "Yeah, whatever."

"Do you have any sexually transmitted diseases?"

Tom's mind actually made a record scratch sound at the question and he turned to Tord wide eyed. Didn't take long for him to make things weird, did he? But Tord stared back at him nonchalant, still typing away at his tablet.

"No?" Tom replied, but his confusion made it sound more like a question.

"Are you a person of risk?"

A person of risk? Does he mean-?

"Do you overshare drugs with needles or perform unprotected sex often?"

Whoa, never mind!

"Commie, these questions are really creepy." Tom whined, getting concerned over what all this is potentially leading to.

"It's protocol. Just answer the question." The Norsk replied, his voice surprisingly flat.

"No, I'm not a person of risk!" Tom snapped, growing increasingly exasperated.

"When was the last time you had sex?"

"W-what?!" Tom spluttered, his face turning a light shade of red. "Okay! – Time out! How is any of this related to the monster serum?"

"Don't be so offended. I'm only following protocol." Tord soothed, though there was some slyness evident in his tone this time around.

Tom blinked. "What kind of sh#t protocol is this then?"

Tord steadily stared back at him and unfolded his legs. "You will find out soon enough. Now… your answer, please?"

Still flustered by the unexpected turn of events, Tom decided to focus his attention on the scanner hovering over him. It neared the bottom of his feet where the device halted, made a loud confirmation ring, and then restarted; the light turning from red to green as it scanned his body back up again.

Tom heaved an annoyed sigh. "Five, maybe six years ago?" He revealed, albeit reluctantly.

"Oh… running a little bit rusty then, huh?" Was all Tord had to say on the matter. There was something peculiar in his voice though, however Tom couldn't identify if it was amusement or interest. No mockery, though; strangely enough. "You always did have trouble with the ladies…"

Tom winced. While it is true he doesn't have the easiest time finding partners to spend a night with, much less an actual relationship, that's only partial reason for his stagnant sex drive. The fate of his last one-night stand partner still haunts Tom's mind, just like all his other victims. From waking up in a blood soaked, shredded bed with body remains scattered on the floor, to the brief flashes of memories he'd get when trying to sleep. Just… the way he split her body in half so effortlessly… and the ear splitting scream that followed the sickening snap.

The gruesome memory made Tom shudder, but it didn't deter him from appearing composed. "Most people just aren't fond of eyeless guys." He stated with a casual shrug.

Fools. The thought slipped through Tord's mind before he could even process it; but rather than get frustrated with it, he simply elected to ignore it and move on to the next question. However, his heart skipped a beat once his gaze skimmed over the next set of words.

"Have you ever had sex with another man?" He drenched his voice with blatant apathy, his head lowered and tablet shielding his face from the eyeless man. As much as he wanted to glimpse Tom's face for his reaction, Tord opted to remain on a low profile and wait for the answer with bated breath.

He hates how he's been reduced to a high school chick trying to ask her crush out when this was so much more than that.

Tom didn't skip a heartbeat to reply as he uttered a dry laugh. "No."

The tension left Tord's shoulders the moment he got his answer. His mouth felt insanely dry, and he released a shaky breath as he nodded numbly and typed on the tablet. "Have you ever taken illegal drugs with a needle even one time?"

"Nope."

"Have you ever had an acupuncture?"

"Nah."

"Have you ever been to jail?"

"No." Probably should've.

They continued with this for quite a while, with Tord asking him questions about his general lifestyle and wellbeing and Tom being surprisingly honest with his answers; or at the very least concealing the more gory details to himself. The scanner drifted up and down his body, shifting to different colours every time it reached the end of his form before taking on a new shade and retracing its movements.

"Alright, the scan is nearly over and there's only one question left." Tord announced, breaking their monotonous pace.

Tom sighed in relief. "Oh, thank god."

Truth be told, his body was starting to get stiff from lying down in the exact same position for so long. He was looking forward for today's experiment and his insufferable daily dose of Tord to finally end. He'll most likely get wrapped up in chains again and stored away in some dark room until the next test; but when you are nearing the end of your life it comes to a point where you stop caring about your living conditions.

So much for enjoying the time that I have left.

"Have you ever come into contact with someone else's blood?"

Silence hangs in the air. When Tom refused to answer, Tord looked up from his tablet to peer over at him. The test subject had his head turned away and upon closer look, his muscles were tense and his hands clenched. Tord cocks his head to one side and patiently waited for a response.

"Does eating people count?" Tom's voice wavered as he finally broke the silence; his eyes clenched shut as if he were in pain.

In a way, he is.

Even though there's a harsh bright light glaring down at him, Tom found himself shrouded in darkness and excluded from the rest of the world. Worse still, there were huge shards of glass protruding from his chest, stabbing right through his body and buried deep into the operating table. Tom twitched in weak spasms, choking on his own blood with a horrible gurgling sound as a new glass shard sank deep into his throat. He couldn't breathe.

The pain was unbearable; but the voice says its good practice for him not to chicken out on the real deal. Besides, it's only a fraction compared to the pain he'd put other people through.

Tom was able to snap back to harsh reality with Tord's response breaking the ominous silence. "It does." The Norsk murmured, typing something down. "But you haven't attacked anyone in quite some time, you claim to feel fine, and all the blood tests we ran so far showed no signs of you contracting any illnesses. Further testing must be done to investigate the matter closely."

"Then that's it? We're done here?" Tom prompted as the scanner shut off with a low whistle and returned to its original position on the ceiling.

"With the scan, yes. But, oh, we're far from done."

Tord made his way around the panels toward him. With graceful strides he reached the operating table and stared down at his test subject with newly reinvigorated interest and excitement. "I told you we're going to get results out of you before the week is over, and I plan to do just that."

Staring back at him, Tom gulped apprehensively. He felt sure his heart was pounding hard enough for Tord to hear without the help of any device. He immediately tensed up when both sides of his face were gently cupped by a mismatched set of hands.

"The next few days will be very important for the both of us; we're gonna be performing tests one right after the other non-stop – with the exception of bathroom breaks and feeding hours, of course!" Tord revealed with barely suppressed giddiness.

Tom's heart pounded faster; and he wished he could shrink away from Tord's intense gaze and touch, and just disappear into thin air. "But-b-but but what about sleeping? A-and your work as leader? Surely you have other important things to do?"

Tord circled him, letting his robotic hand drift downward and slither over his chest. It felt like a snake, cold and heavy. Tom stiffened in discomfort at his touch. It was too gentle to be trusted.

"What could be more important than finally getting to see my greatest creation come to life?" Tord whispered smugly, flicking the fingers of his organic hand under Tom's chin teasingly. "I've waited ten years for this project to go somewhere, and now that I'm this close to have it be realized I won't stop for anything until I get my monster."

Well, this just complicates things; but perhaps Tom can use it to his advantage. If they both exhaust themselves by the end of the week, Tom will be weaker – not enough to stop himself from shifting by any means, but enough to dent him significantly – and Tord will be prone to making more mistakes. So when the Commie decides to have a closer look on how he ticks... just one wrong incision could do the trick, and Tom's nightmare will finally be over. Thanks to their deal, Tord can't use anaesthetics or any type of pain relieving drugs so his chances of dying are doubled.

"But don't worry, Thomas." He broke out of his thoughts as Tord continued speaking. The Norsk appeared triumphant as he walked his robotic hand on two fingers farther down Tom's chest with a huge contented grin on his face. "I'll have you well looked after. I take good care of all my test subjects."

Tom raised an eyebrow. "Is that why they're all dead?" He shot back in a deadpanned tone.

His body suddenly convulsed and cramped up in pain as jolts of electricity shot through him. Tom hissed in pain and writhed against his restraints. Tord stared down at him, still smiling, but obviously in disdain as he administered the controlled shock on the test subject.

This will be, perhaps, the longest week of Tom's entire life.

Notes:

Things sure seem to be heating up!

I got a small query for you guys. How do you pronounce Reagan's name? When I created him, it was with the pronounciation Re-gun in mind, but apperantly the most popular way of pronouncing it is Ray-gun; so I'm legit curious to see how many people pronounce it the same way I do.

Fun fact! I wrote the scene with Edd fighting the thugs at a bar in Edinburgh while in a school trip, and I was having a bit of trouble writing that scene and just asked around my friends for like suggestions on what should happen; so you can partially thank my teachers and collegues for a good part of that scene haha XD

What do you guys think? Don't forget to leave a review letting me know what you think so far! I'm always interested to hear your thoughts! So that's it, guys. I hope you guys enjoyed it! Thank you all so much for your support, I really appreciate it. Feel free to come by my tumblr Heather1815 to chat or ask me questions. See yah all in two weeks from now! ;)

Chapter 18: Chapter 18

Summary:

Believing his end to be drawing near, Tom puts his bitterness aside to reconnect with Tord one last time; not knowing what the man has is store for him. Meanwhile, Edd has a chat with Reagan and learns about his past.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Shrieks of agony and horror split the air; ringing so loud it felt like a high pitched buzz to his ears. He could only hear the roaring blood pounding inside of him.

His actions were hazy, not yet fully registered in his brain, but they were precise and swift as he slashed through the fleeing helpless figures with ease as if they were made from paper. The surge of power coursing through his body felt great.

He felt alive, more than ever before.

As one person after another fell lifelessly to the ground, good chunks of their body missing, while others fled in terror from his massive raking claws and sharp teeth he knew this was what he had been born for. How can it not? This feels wonderful!

There was no trace of fear or a shred of remorse left within him - only a thirst for the highly addicting rush of power.

There came a moment when there was nobody left. Everything has gone eerily silent. He was left panting, surrounded by rows and rows of mutilated corpses. He bared his teeth in the beginnings of a snarl, tail lashing in disappointment. No more of that wonderful coordination of muscles, teeth, and claws? No more of the light of fear in his prey's eyes as they were about to die?

A hitched gasp broke the silence, and one of his ears swivelled back instantly.

He whipped around; claws stretched and ready to strike, only for him to freeze halfway as his gaze landed on the pair shrinking back away from him.

A brunet with brown eyes and a green hoodie, and a ginger with blue eyes and a purple hoodie.

A surge of fondness and warmth took over him at the sight of his best friends, replacing the frenzy inducing rage he felt earlier. But as he went to take a step closer and call out to them, Edd and Matt shrieked and scrambled to get away from him.

"Stay back!"

The words halted his movements. He watched them – hurt by their reaction. Then he took a better look at them. They were holding on to each other as if their life depended on it, staring at him with horror and disgust, trembling and with tears glistening in their eyes. They were terrified of him.

"T-Tom, how could you?" Edd let out a broken sob. "We trusted you! W- we live- we lived with you, and this entire time you were…you were out killing people?"

What?

No. No! He would never-!

His actions finally registered and he gazed around the piles of bodies in despair. What had he done? He never meant for this – for any of this to happen!

But it had felt good...

The bodies stared at him with blank accusatory eyes and he cowered away.

"Get out of here, Tom." His friends' voices echoed ominously. "We want nothing to do with you anymore. You're too dangerous."

That's not true! He would never hurt them!

"Well done, Thomas."

A sly voice purred behind him, turning his blood to ice. He spun around only to come face to face with Red Leader's silhouette, grinning back at him with shining red eyes.

He backed away from the figure with apprehension.

"Such a good job you've done here." The Red Leader praised, stepping closer to him. "I'm so proud of you."

Something tight and kinda heavy manifested on his neck to the point of nearly choking him, and it appeared to jingle with his movements. He looked down, horrified to discover a metal collar around his neck with the Red Army sigil branding the pendant.

A broken whimper startled him, and instinctively he whirled around with his claws outstretched and sank them into the source of the noise.

A child.

A child with spiky hair, bright yellow shirt, overalls, and dark husks for eyes was the source of the noise – staring back at him with vivid terror and despair as he clutched his stuffed bear with tears streaming from his eyes.

He watched numb with horror as warm blood welled between his claws; the pool of dark scarlet spreading wider and wider through the boy's clothes. The child spasmed, choking on his own blood, then fell limp on the ground to join the rest of the bodies with a faint whimper.

Red Leader appeared beside him. "Oh, you're a monster, no doubt about that." He rasped in his ear. "My monster."

Tom jolted awake with a strangled cry, gasping for air and in cold sweat. He automatically tried to sit up, but found that his body couldn't follow through due to the restraints holding him down. It took him a couple heartbeats to remember where he was and realize it had been just a nightmare. Tom panted, trying to calm down and blink away the tears that threatened to fall.

"My, you weren't kidding about the nightmares, huh?"

Letting out a frightened little yelp at the familiar sounding voice, Tom turned his head to the right and found Tord seated comfortably in a chair with a tablet on his lap; observing him with clear interest in his single piercing gray eye.

A wave of embarrassment flooded through Tom as he realized he'd not only succumbed to fatigue at some point during the experiments, leaving himself vulnerable for Tord to mess with to his heart's content, but he just had a near violent reaction to a nightmare in front of the Commie.

If there were a way for a person to die from embarrassment, Tom would've died right then and there.

To be fair, as hard as he tried to stay awake the entire time it was next to impossible to do so with the current schedule he has on. The whole week Tord performed various tests on him, sometimes taking him out of the lab and drag him back and forth in chains through the hallways, feed him nothing but meat, and stick him with needles Tom wasn't sure would give or take something from him, and other times Tord would bombard him with questions regarding his monster form. Things like:

"How often do you used to transform?"

"Is the transformation process painful?"

"How do you feel once you've turned?"

"Do Matt and Edd know about this?"

Questions Tom refused to reply, mostly because answering them would go against the voice's command to be silent; doesn't matter if Tord already knows about the monster secret. If Tom so much as mentions anything regarding his situation, the voice won't be happy.

But neither was Tord when he refused to answer to his questions and administered several controlled shocks as punishment. At this point, Tom was in a "pick your poison" type deal, and he chose the lesser of two evils.

Throughout the experiments Tom would slip in and out of consciousness, barely acknowledging what was going on before snapping his head back to focus and remain awake. He needed to keep an eye on Tord to make sure he doesn't do anything fishy – like hell would he trust the Commie with his body! – And he must weaken himself as much as possible for the big moment to heighten his chances of dying.

"F#ck…" Tom breathed frustratedly and slumped against his restraints, his breath coming in gasps and his heart hammering in his chest like a panicked rabbit. "How much did you see?"

Tord slowly blinked. "Of you screaming and crying in your sleep? The whole thing."

"I did what?!"

"Nah, I'm messing with you! You only whimpered and flailed around a little bit." Tord chuckled, palms out as he slowly approached to show he meant no harm. "You dozed off. Didn't think much of it since it doesn't affect the experiments, so I let you get some rest. I concluded the tests by myself and went to look at the scan results that just came back when you started whining in your sleep."

"And it didn't occur to you waking me up would be a good idea?" Tom asked, clearly irritated.

Tord shrugged. "I wanted to see just how bad these nightmares were to the point of sleep deprivation."

"In other words; you stood by and watched all in the name of science." Tom deadpanned.

The only reply he got from that remark was a smug little smirk from Tord as the Norsk walked past his line of sight. "Would you like to talk about it?"

Tom wanted to laugh at the ridiculous suggestion. "With you? Definitely not!"

It was then he took notice of a stinging sensation running through his right arm. Not painful, just uncomfortable. Looking down at his arm, Tom was shocked to find a long thin tube jutting out of a vein from his limb and guiding the blood flow all the way to a blood bag.

"What… what are you… doing to me now?" Tom asked softly, licking his lips. His mouth felt insanely dry.

A shadow suddenly loomed over him, blocking out the harsh light above. Tom tensed up as Tord returned to his side, glimpses of his nightmare still reeling through his mind. The Norsk was holding a glass of water in one hand with a long, funny swirly straw out toward him.

After a brief moment's hesitation and a few questioning glances at Tord, Tom leaned forward in his restraints and clumsily sipped at the straw.

"While searching for answers behind your strange success, we managed to get a lock on your DNA and find traces of the serum imbedded in your blood cells. We're not entirely sure why it worked with you out of all test subjects yet, but we deduced your blood might be the key to have the serum perfected at long last." Tord explained coolly. "Since it appears to match with the serum components and give off the result I've always wanted, I plan to extract your blood and use it as the new serum formula. There's something in your blood in particular that makes the difference, I just don't know what… if only I had a sample of your DNA before you'd taken the serum to test it out."

Tom pulled away from the drink, wide eyed. "Wait… you're not planning on injecting someone else with it, are you?"

Tord eyed him steadily. "No. Not for now, anyway." He responded. "There are plenty of things we gotta do with you first before we can get there. See the monster for myself is my top priority – speaking of which… do you plan on turning any time soon? You do know today is the final day before things get intense from here on out, right?"

His words chilled Tom to his core. Dread hollowed his belly, and his heart rate picked up. F#ck… this soon? He'd hardly noticed how fast time went by during the experiments. His life expectancy just turned from one week to a mere couple of hours at most, maybe. Even though he just drank water, the realization made his mouth feel parched.

"No can do, Commie." Tom retorted, struggling to hide the prickle of fear that crawled along his spine; and play along with Tord's suspicions of him being in control of his other half.

The less he knows about the truth, the better.

"Oh, c'mon Jehovah! Can't you be smart for once in your life?" A robotic finger jabbed his cheek playfully, then slithered down to trail along his jawline. Tom scowled in response. "Think about the pain you're going to put yourself through by insisting on being stubborn. I'm trying to go easy on you, I really am, but you are really trying my patience." Tord murmured, his gray eye peering down at his test subject intensely. "You're not gonna win this fight, Thomas. It's not even a fight, really – a fight would mean you stand a chance of winning – but regardless; I am getting my monster sooner or later anyway, so why don't you just put your pride aside now before the painful tests can begin?"

Tom did not reply to him at once. His muscles were tense but his expression was vacant, giving nothing away. It would be so easy to make fun of Tord, knowing what he knows. To mock him right to his face and brag about how he has no intentions of being kept alive for much longer, or how he doesn't mind the pain he's subjecting himself to with his choice.

As satisfying as getting the Commie off guard would be, it can't happen. It mustn't! The price wouldn't be worth it, and the voice could change its mind and take control of the situation. Tom dreaded the thought.

"The answer is still no."

"Then your pride is matched only by your stupidity, but suit yourself." Tord chuckled darkly. "You are an extremely cantankerous man to work with indeed, Thomas." He rolled his eye and flashed the Brit a sly toothy grin, which only widened when Tom narrowed his eyes and huffed quietly in response.

Tord suddenly clapped his hands together in excitement. "Oh yes! As I've already mentioned, the results to your scan came back and we found out some pretty interesting things… ~" He hastily turned away to gather some files he'd left by the control panels, and returned to his test subject with an enthusiastic skip in his step. "I'll start off with the good news – the blood of the victim's you've ingested over the past few years hasn't infected you in any way, so you are on the clear!"

"Sweet." Tom droned.

"On the other hand… hehe… we discovered a hidden layer of fangs hiding right beneath your gums! Take a look-see!"

He showed Tom an X-ray image of his skeleton, and sure enough, just below his teeth were rows of sharp fangs lying in wait underneath his normal set of teeth. Tom stared at the picture in bewilderment. Ten years living with this condition and he only learns about this now. Creepy; to say the least.

"Well, my body just turned ten times more terrifying than it already waauhgh-"

Tord abruptly grabbed him by his lower jaw before he could finish his sentence. His robotic fingers pried his mouth open, spread his lips apart to show off his teeth and roughly started prodding them; all the while Tom flailed around in his grip with clear discomfort.

"You really should brush your teeth more often." He heard Tord mutter out loud.

Like your teeth are any better than mine, tobacco breath! Tom wanted to counter, but his words came out as an incoherent mumble through the intruding fingers in his mouth.

"Hmm… I wonder what would happen if I were to pull out a tooth of yours? Would a fang take its place?" Tord contemplated, studying his test subject's teeth with a calculating fascination in his gaze.

His voice was so dead serious, Tom wouldn't be surprised if the Norsk were to pull out a wrench and attempts to forcefully remove a tooth from him right now. The near crazed look Tom glimpsed increasing in his single eye wasn't helping matters either, and he genuinely began to fear this scenario as a major possibility.

A knock on the lab doors drew Tord away from him, and Tom sighed in relief whilst clicking his tongue to rid of the taste of metal in his mouth.

"Enter."

The lab doors flapped open and Paul strolled in, carrying a tray of what appeared to be food in his hands. Tom brightened up at sight of the soldier. He hadn't seen him or Patrick since prior his dinner with the Commie. He fixed his eyeless gaze on him intently and craned his neck as much as he could, trying to catch the soldier's eye.

"Your meal, sir." Paul approached his leader, his voice strangely flat. His eyes trained forward the entire time.

Tord heaved a sigh. "Just place it down somewhere, thank you."

With a polite dip of his head Paul did as he was told, setting the tray down on the nearest table. For a brief second, there was a moment when Tom was sure Paul would turn to look at him; hoping for some sign of reassurance from the soldier in such bleak times. But the bushy-eye browed soldier turned away without a second thought, and promptly left the room without so much as a glance at him.

Tom watched the lab doors swing shut with anguish.

He… he didn't even acknowledge I was here…

"Why should he? ~" The voice hissed, digging sharp digits into his skull and pressed his head down harder on the table. "Tord most likely informed them both about the monster and what you've done. No one in sane consciousness would want to associate themselves with the likes of you after learning a thing like that! ~"

Tom's heart lurched, knowing that's most likely the case.

Oh… that's okay… I understand. I wouldn't stick around me either if I had the choice. He tried to think dismissively; hoping to stop the pang of hurt welling up inside of him from bursting out into the open. It's better this way. Less people to care about, and I won't stick around for much longer, anyway...

"They don't care about you. They never cared about you. Nobody does. ~" Malicious claws curled around his heart and squeezed tightly, driving all breath out of him and sending spikes of blazing cold jolts agonizingly through his entire body. "It was all an act and you fell for it! ~"

Tom stifled the cry of pain rising in his throat into a low whine. He was so consumed by numb misery he barely acknowledged the Norwegian man back at his side, towering over him.

"Aside from your interesting extra set of teeth, no other anomalies were detected on your anatomy." Tord broke the silence that had settled between them during Paul's brief visit, continuing from where they'd stopped. "A bit disappointing, but I guess that was to be expected. You'll be glad to know your liver is in good condition despite your excessive drinking, though..."

He trailed off once he noticed the distant expression upon his test subject's face. Tord regarded him curiously with a tilt of his head.

Of course, it's not like he'd been expecting Tom to show immense interest in his work, but some investment would be nice! Especially since Tord doesn't have anyone else to share his exciting discoveries with at this current time. When he informed his two most trusted soldiers the truth about Tom's condition, his sentence, and the beginning of the experiments – they hadn't responded well.

Paul pleaded for him to reconsider his choice, stating that Tom must've had his reasons for keeping things from them and this shouldn't be enough to warrant this type of treatment – to which Tord argued is a far tamer punishment compared to what he would usually do. But out of the two, Patrick had it worse. Paul at least tried to be sensible with his suggestions and respect his authority as leader. Pat just threw all reason out the window and outright questioned his judgment. He'd claimed Tom was not mentally stable for the experiments and that they should proceed with caution, not treat him like "a lab rat" as he kindly put it.

Their reactions were… baffling, to say the least.

Tord knew the two soldiers had grown a bond with the test subject in his absence, but he didn't think that would be enough to cloud their common sense. They knew from the very beginning what was to become of Tom – sooner or later, the experiments had to happen; and Tom's secrecy was an offence Tord couldn't blatantly ignore either!

Dismissing their arguments and quickly reminding them of their loyalty, Tord remained adamant on his decision. However, this was perhaps the closest instance he's ever gotten to demoting Patrick for his misconduct. But he kept his cool, telling himself Pat is just being sensitive as he usually is; so he merely let them go with a warning and forbade them from interacting with Tom throughout the experiments.

Now they were in rocky terms with each other, and Tord found himself with no one to share his discoveries with other than Tom's less than willing ear.

He draped his robotic arm across the eyeless man's chest, snaked it around his neck all the way to his cheek, and turned Tom's head toward him so that they were facing each other.

"Something troubles you, min gamle venn?" Tord whispered inquisitively.

Tom stared back at him, clueless as to what the second part of that sentence means. "Let me think…" He faked contemplation. "I've been tied up on this wretched table for an entire week, staring at the ceiling, unable to shower or rest properly, and with only your ugly mug around to talk with." And I'm dying… but I'm supposed to be glad about that. "I believe anyone would be miserable in my place, so apologies if I'm not exactly talkative right now."

Shrugging, Tord shot him an apologetic grin. "Well, you wouldn't be in this situation if you had been open with us from the start."

"Yeah yeah, my fault – it's always my fault; because when are you ever in the wrong?" Finding fragments of anger sparking inside of him, Tom reached out to hold on to it to avoid the numbing coldness that threatened to engulf him otherwise.

Feeling something, no matter how negative it is, is always better than feeling nothing at all.

"Say, doc, what's stopping you from cutting me open right here right now, huh?" Tom provoked, frustration turning him reckless. "If you're so damn curious about me and insistent on getting your monster, why not just cut to the chase?"

Pulling his hand away, Tord frowned down at him. "In time. But not yet." He narrowed his eye. "There are plenty of other tests we must perform first, and any of them have a chance of getting you to shift; plus, I would rather avoid the dissection outcome as much as possible. Far too many risks." Then more firmly, he added: "But make no mistake, if you refuse to transform by then, I will have no choice but to go through with it."

Tom snickered mockingly. "Look at you! Being so cautious and know-it-all about every little thing! Your mom must be really f#cking proud of you, huh Commie?" He went on. "Though I guess holiday dinners must be pretty awkward, huh? I mean, what do you even say you do for a living? I don't think she would take world domination very well-"

"My mother is dead."

An uncomfortable silence fell in the lab, broken only by the occasional beep from the control panels and the continuously mechanical thrum ever present in the background. Tord's facial expression was stone cold, devoid of emotion as he stared his test subject down.

Tom stared back at the Norsk unmoved. "What? Shot her with a giant robot, too?"

Back arching and hissing in agony, electricity shot up through his veins suddenly as a controlled shock was administered. Writhing on the table, Tom was vaguely aware of movement flashing past him through the corner of his eye as Tord turned away from him. So he might've gone a little too far with that comment, but at this point, Tom couldn't help himself. The ire radiating through him was all he had left to hold on to.

The current faded out, leaving Tom weak and breathless in his restraints as he panted for air. With effort in his sore limbs, he craned his neck as far as it could go to track Tord's position.

"She died of stress, if you can believe it." The Norwegian man spoke so softly it was hard to hear him above Tom's own heavy breathing, but there was a clear hint of bitterness in his voice. On closer look, his shoulders were sagged with his back turned toward Tom as he stared at the far wall across from him. "About a year ago, maybe."

Looking at him through new eyes, Tom barely noticed the rage he had been holding on to fade away as if it had slipped right through his fingers.

So his mother is dead, whoop-de-do! Big deal! Tom thought irritably, even though he couldn't exactly feel anything right now. A bunch of people lose their parents at some point; this doesn't exactly make them deserving of sympathy! However, despite thinking like that he knew his common sense would win over. Tom is not a jerk and doesn't want to be remembered as a one in the last few hours before his death. Besides, he knew how much of a delicate topic this is.

From what he can remember from their childhood, Tord's mom was barely around – if at all. Tom only glimpsed her perhaps twice the entire time he'd been friends with Tord, and both times lasted less than five minutes. Despite Tord living with her, their relationship had been non-existent with her time being mostly occupied by her job, and thus resulting in Tord becoming independent right from a very early age.

Tord's whole family situation was complicated, really.

Feeling like sh#t now that he remembers what a serious issue this was to the Norsk, Tom swallowed his pride and looked up at him.

"Okay, look, that was a low blow on my part; I'm sorry." He apologized between breaths. Then he paused, his tone softening. "And I'm sorry about your mom. I didn't-"

"It's fine." Tord cut him off, still not facing him. "Really, it's okay. I don't mind." His voice had grown tight, as if he didn't want to think about the woman who had mothered him – the neglectful woman who had always placed her career as first priority over her own son's wellbeing. "It's better off this way, anyway. I meant nothing to her, and she meant nothing to me. Simple as that."

The eyeless man was silent for a while, his dark husks for eyes digging holes into Tord's back as he stared at him deep in thought. He looks so vulnerable. So… human.

How can this be the same guy that, not even ten minutes ago, threatened to pull off one of his teeth?

A calm wave of anguish suddenly flooded through him as an awful realization struck him. Tom had always imagined he would have a chance to tell the people closest to him his real thoughts once a date for his end was set. And why not? After all, with little to no regard for his own life anymore he might as well just come clean and go out with a clear conscience.

But Edd and Matt are not here… and they already believe I'm dead. Tom realized with a sinking feeling of dread. And Paul and Pat… I guess they don't care about me after all. But I still wish for the four of them to be happy once this whole mess is over.

Ironically, the only other person left Tom has unfinished business with is none other than Tord himself.

A faint flare of resentment threatened to rise up again, however his thoughts deflated in defeat. I'm dying, and whether I like it or not Commie is the only one left. Tom closed his eyes and heaved a long-suffering sigh. There's no more room for resentment. If I'm going to go down in peace, then I should be honest with him.

"Just not too honest, worm. ~" The voice chimed in warningly. "Be very careful in what you say next. If you so much as give him a hint of our plans, I won't hesitate to dissect you myself! ~"

There won't be another opportunity to talk to him. Ignoring the entity in his head, Tom inhaled slowly through his nose and opened his eyes. Tord hadn't moved away from his spot.

Tom ran his tongue across his dry lips. Here goes nothing.

"You're a piece of sh#t, Commie."

Off to a great start. Tom inwardly cringed. He thought if he could just blurt out the first thing that came to mind, he would instantly know where to go from there. But how do you recover from that?

He wouldn't be surprised if another controlled shock is administered in his system for that. However, nothing happened. Risking a quick glance at the Norsk, he realized that Tord hadn't moved an inch from his spot. He wasn't even facing him. The only indication Tom could see that he was even listening was the slightest bare hint of his head tipped to one side.

Swallowing the lump in his throat, Tom continued. "You are an annoying prick who thinks way too highly of himself and doesn't know when to stop. You have no common sense. You're selfish, and a God awful friend, and sometimes I wish I never met you."

"Thank you, Thomas." Tord broke in, his voice dry and sarcastic. "I never would've imagined that's how you really feel towards me-"

"Be quiet, I'm not finished." Tom snapped. He knew he was treading in dangerous territory by talking back, but nothing can hold him back from speaking his mind now. "I honest to God hope you succeed in your efforts of taking over the world. I really do. Just so when you finally reach where you want to be, you look around yourself and see how many people you have left standing by your side."

There came a brief pause.

Tom swallowed. He knew what he had to say, though the words stuck in his throat like a stubborn piece of disgusting red meat. Somewhere in the back of his mind, whatever was left of his pride to keep resenting Tord, urged him to stop right there and go no further. But none of that mattered. His pride and stupid rivalry will amount to nothing at the end. It's all meaningless compared to the massive weight of the burden he carries. He won't submit and give Tord the monster he wants. But he needs to let go of his headstrong contempt and talk while he still can.

"But with that said... I haven't forgotten the few good moments we had."

At last, Tord turned to glance back at him; surprise flickering in his one working eye. Clearly he hadn't been expecting to hear those words out of Tom.

Tom stared back at him, his anger starting to ebb into some kind of deep sadness and regret. "Despite everything, it's not as easy as you think it is to hate you. Maybe it's because I know what you're like when you're happy. Maybe it's because I can remember the last time you laughed and cried and actually seemed human, and not this... fearsome leader who plots and schemes the best way to execute thousands of lives. Sometimes I wish things were different between us." He went on quietly, still unsure of what to say and trying to find the right words to express himself while not giving away too much.

Still gathering his thoughts, he hardly dared to breathe as Tord drew closer and appeared to study him with a mixture of curiosity and concern. Looming over Tom now, he gave him an especially long scrutiny. Tom tried to meet the staring gray eye, wondering uneasily what was going on through the Norsk's head and when would he start mocking him for his silly words, right before punishing him.

However, his worries evaporated the instant Tord placed the palm of his hand over the eyeless man's forehead to check his temperature.

Tom frowned. He seriously believes I'm getting ill? He would've laughed at the naivety; but to be fair, if their roles were reversed and Tord started telling him how he may or may not hate him as much as he claimed to, then Tom would probably think there was something wrong with him, too. He rolled his non-existent eyes. Fine. Whatever. I can work with this.

He sighed. "It's a real damn shame you turned out this way, what with all your "brilliant genius" being wasted on less than moral plans. But I know that ship has long since sailed, so I'm not gonna bother anymore."

Tord looked down at his robotic arm and opened up the data displaying all information on Tom's condition. There doesn't appear to be anything wrong with him. Did he take too much blood from him?

"I don't forgive you for any of the things you've done, though – not even for a second!" Tom continued more firmly, but still holding the air of melancholy to his words. "But I- I'm- I am-" he choked, recomposed, and tried again. "I'm sorry for the damage I caused you. The arm… your face. I'm relieved you're alive, even if you are a major dick. Don't get me wrong; I don't regret what I did. You deserved it. For destroying our home, and betraying Edd and Matt – hurting them,"

and me.

"Don't be selfish. This isn't about you! ~"

"I couldn't let you get away with that. I had to make you pay. I had to… protect my friends, and make sure they were safe."

I should've never survived that day. Tom lamented. If I had died then, so many things could've been avoided, and I wouldn't be here struggling with having to do it myself. But I had to make sure Edd and Matt would be fine without me before I left…

"So what I'm trying to say is; I'm sorry for nearly killing you, but I don't regret what I did."

There was still so much left unsaid. Tom yearned to tell him how he truly felt; about their deteriorated friendship, all the unfinished business between them, where and how everything went wrong, and why neither of them bothered trying to fix it. But Tom knew if he tried to go down this path he wouldn't be able to hold back the tears that already threatened to fall just thinking about the end. Besides, Tord wouldn't take him seriously, and even if he did the voice is strangling him enough as it is and wouldn't be pleased to see him acting "out of character". He'd learned the hard way that some things were best kept secret.

If only he could write a note to let Tord know, after he was long gone. Then he wouldn't have to worry about being made fun of or risk his schemes being stopped.

Tord stared down at him, unsure how to take in all that's been said. He held Tom's gaze steadily. "Thank you for your honesty, Thomas." He dipped his head in acknowledgment. His head was reeling in confusion. What was that all about? An apology? A confession? And why? Tom was getting stranger and stranger with every passing experiment. Tord hoped this was a sign that he was due to transform soon. He brushed these questions aside for now, and cleared his throat. "Do you feel lightheaded by any chance, Thomas?"

"Now that you mentioned; yeah, I do." Tom lied, going along with the ruse of not being well. Commie will realize the true meaning of this conversation when I'm gone. "I feel all kinds of woozy, too."

"Alright, okay, I suppose that's enough blood donation for you for one day." Giving Tom's hair a quick – and perhaps even affectionate? – ruffle, Tord proceeded to take out the tube from the Brit's vein and put the bag of collected blood away in a safe storage. "You're weak. You should get some rest while you still can. Today's final experiment will be an interesting one, and I need you in your best shape for it."

"Oh, there will be plenty of time for the worm to rest, once he's gone for good! ~"

(Meanwhile…)

A little bell rang out as Edd entered the unfamiliar establishment. Looking around he saw there were a few people drinking and playing pool. The decoration of the place was a nice mixture of red, black and blue; though mostly red, with blue carpet coating on the floor, and shiny black marble tables. A nice soothing, low jazz played in the background.

It had been a tough week for poor Edd.

He hadn't heard from Reagan ever since the skirmish with the muggers, and Edd's worries only seemed to increase with every passing day without any news from his Irish companion. The sheer wrath and violence he saw Reagan display when fighting those thugs unnerved him; and when one of the muggers referred to Reagan by a different name and set him off, that just raised even more questions.

Edd felt immensely guilty over what happened. If he hadn't insisted on playing the hero then he wouldn't have upset Reagan. He still remembers the blazing fury in those green eyes when he turned on him.

Throughout the entire week, Edd sent various messages to check up on Reagan and apologize to him. But the Irishman never responded. To take his mind off things, Edd tried making more of an effort in spending time with Matt, and consequently Mark and Eduardo. But no matter what, he couldn't stop worrying about Reagan. Edd might've been there with Matt and the others physically, but his mind was wandering far off with concerning questions.

What was Reagan up to now? Is he alright? Was he mad at him? Does he not wish to see him anymore?

He suspected Eduardo noticed his odd behaviour judging by the occasional side-glances he shot him, though he'd never challenged him. Ever since their little "heart to heart" Edd grew to respect the burly brunet, though he doesn't show it often. He still doesn't trust him, but at least Edd does not attempt to pick a fight with him anymore.

The week was coming to a near end, and Edd was on the brink of an emotional breakdown so ridden with guilt that he was, when he got a text notification on his phone.

It was Reagan.

His heart had soared with hope and relief once he saw who was it from, but then turned into confusion when he read the contents of the messages.

(RF): We need to talk

(RF): If you are still up to it, meet me at Roten Fuhrer pub tonight

Mind still plaguing with questions, Edd wasted no time heading out the door. Now he found himself here, in this strange pub he never even heard about before! Though to be fair; bars are not his usual hangout places of choice.

Still surveying his surroundings for the blond Irishman, Edd wearily approached the counter where the bartender diligently cleaned a glass in his hands.

"Excuse me, have you seen a blond fellow with green eyes and a stubble around here by any chance?" Edd asked the man behind the counter. The bartender appeared to heave a heavy annoyed sigh and roll his eyes at the description, to which then he motioned to the far back of the establishment.

With quick grateful nod, Edd walked deeper into the place. He noticed unnervingly how some of the patrons of the pub were watching him; conversing with one another quietly with their heads bent close together and shooting him glances as he walked past.

Edd hurried his pace. His palms sweaty from how nervous he was.

When he spotted the tuft of blond hair peeking over one of the booths all the way in the back, Edd's heart began to race.

"Reagan!"

At once he started forward to end the distance between them and greet him. His steps faltered, however, once he noticed the other man's posture. Reagan's head was lowered as he peered down at the glass of beer in his hands, and a pensive expression on his face instead of the usual cocky grin and mischievous eyes Edd was so familiar with.

"Oh my gosh! Are you okay?" Edd blurted anxiously, still nervous about this whole thing. Reagan didn't even turn his head to look at him; merely motioned to the seat across from him with a flick of his fingers. Gulping apprehensively, Edd followed the silent instruction to sit down. "I haven't heard from you the whole week – I was so worried for you, Reagan! I'm so sorry for what happened. With the thugs. It's all my fault. I never meant to make you upset-"

"Pipe down, will yah?"

Taken back by the unexpected growl, Edd froze and ceased talking at once. He stared at Reagan in dismay, and watched as the blond man tipped his head back and down the entire tankard of beer in three massive gulps before slamming the glass back on the table rather harshly. His green eyes flickered over to the counter where he gave the bartender a tiny nod for another beer.

A loud exasperated sigh could be heard from the back.

Reagan then fixed his gaze back on Edd, his face devoid of emotion. Edd forced himself to meet his stare evenly and not show how unsettled he was. He wished he could be back at home, watching some stupid documentary about cosmetics with Matt.

A waiter came by to deliver another glass of beer to Reagan, and then he sighed.

"I lied to you."

Edd stiffened, his heart quickening as he blinked in surprise. He wasn't sure how he'd expected for this conversation to start, but this was not what he had in mind!

"Lied?" He echoed, eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "I don't understand. What did you lie to me about?"

Reagan took a huge sip of the new beverage before slamming the glass down and licking the foam off his lips. He turned to Edd with narrowed eyes. "Back when we first met. I told you I was new in town and needed a guide during my brief stay." He murmured. "But that's not true at all."

"What do you mean?" Edd gasped.

"I used to live here, a long-ass f#cking time ago."

Edd stared in disbelief. There was nothing he could say or do but wait for the Irishman to explain.

"Remember what I told you about my lifestyle? How I don't like to stay fixed in one place? Yeah, this town is part of my history. I lived here for quite a while before settling for the job I have now." He began, thrumming his fingers on the table. "However; my time spent here isn't filled with the fondest of memories. It's a past I often prefer to forget about, if I'm being completely honest. Shady business, you know?"

"Is that why that thug recognised you?" Edd prompted.

Reagan nodded solemnly. "I was… I used to be a member of their gang." He added, raising his head. "Did you guess that much?"

Edd shook his head. But putting the information together like puzzle pieces in his head, it made perfect sense. "How did you even end up with them anyway?"

Reagan shifted and glanced away. "I was taken from my family at a young age, and forced to join them."

A wave of sympathy washed over Edd. "But what about that name?" He demanded, curiosity making him unguarded. "When that mugger called you Fo-"

"Don't."

Cutting off, Edd was alarmed to see Reagan flinch at the bare mention of the label. He ducked his head in shame. With a deep intake of breath, Reagan appeared to relax though he spoke the next words through gritted teeth. "Don't mention that wretched name."

"Why? What does it mean?"

His eyes met Edd's, suddenly clouded with a pain that tugged at his heartstrings. "It's… well… It's how I used to be addressed as, back in the day. That's what they called me." He murmured, scratching his head uneasily. "They used my own family's name against me. Now every time I'm referred to by that, instead of thinking about my family, I'm only reminded of all the painful years spent under their rule." He let out a bitter laugh. "What's the difference when you really think about it? They raised me for so long… they might as well be the only family I have left." His grip on the beer glass visibly tightened.

"Why are you sharing this with me?" Edd asked.

Reagan looked up and met his gaze. His green eyes brimmed with so much sorrow and pain that Edd couldn't bear to look.

"I saw how scared you were when I overreacted back there. I'm sorry. I just… lost control. Seeing those guys again, and then being referred to that forsaken name – I snapped! I'm so sorry you had to see that, Eddie. I truly am. But you're not afraid of me now, are you?"

"Well, I'm considerably more afraid now that you said it like that, yes." Edd admitted uneasily.

The Irishman looked away and sighed with a small frown. "It's okay. I understand if you no longer wish to stick around me after witnessing a thing like that, and knowing what you now know about me. I mean, who can blame you? I was part of a gang and you saw me nearly kill a guy! Thanks for stopping me back there, by the way. I don't even want to think what could've happened if I hadn't snapped out of it. Nowadays I'm trying to better myself, and leave behind the guy that I used to be. I promise I'm working to improve, but I won't hold it against you if you do decide to leave. Just wanted to clear some things about myself before you do."

Neither of them spoke after that. The silence between them was taken up only by the soothing jazz track in the background and the occasional loud clinking of glass. Edd stared at Reagan motionless for several heartbeats with his dismayed brown gaze.

Edd felt good to be asked, to know he had this man's respect and trust to be confided in with such personal information and still have the choice to back out. He knew he shouldn't like Reagan as much as he did. He's not from around here, and he breaks rules all the time, and he's rude to just about anyone . . . but he's fun, and different, and he always says exactly what he thinks. He felt drawn to Reagan from the moment they met, and maybe this was the reason why.

A second chance… to help someone in need…

Leaning forward in his seat, Edd gently placed his hand over Reagan's and gaze it a tight reassuring squeeze. He felt the Irishman go rigid in his touch, but immediately relaxed again.

"Thank you for telling me the truth, Reagan." Edd answered, realizing how much he must trust him to have revealed his past to him like this. "This was a pretty big revelation, not gonna lie, but the fact that you mustered the courage to tell me proves that you're really trying to do better. I'm not going to turn my back on you because of that."

Reagan blinked at him genuinely perplexed. "Eddie, it's absolutely fine for you to do so. I hurt and killed plenty of people, for crying out loud!"

"Doesn't matter. That was in the past." Edd shook his head. "You're not the same as you once were; and even then, I'm guessing you didn't have a whole lot of choice but to follow through with their commands. But it's alright, now. Just as long as you don't get out of hand again like you did in that alleyway, I'll continue to stick by you like glue!"

Reagan grinned, then raised one hand and examined his fingernails. "Well, of course you will." He murmured coolly, behaving more like his usual self. "It's not like you could get rid of me even if you wanted to, anyway."

Edd's skin flashed with a prickle of irritation at his smugness, and yet he sensed that Reagan was much happier than he was prepared to admit. There's something sort of . . . lonely about him. He thought.

Playing off his comment with a snort of laughter, Edd lightly punched the blond's shoulder from across the table. "C'mon. Have another drink, I'll pay tonight."

"Actually, I have a tab and discounts in this joint – so really, the drinks are on me." Reagan explained and then proceeded to motion the bartender for more drinks.

Edd raised an eyebrow. "Really? That's odd."

"Meh. Just company benefits." The blond shrugged indifferently.

Their drinks arrived and Reagan wasted no time drinking his full. Edd bit back a grin. He never thought he would miss this Reagan as much as he did during his estranged absence. He was so thankful towards him for his companionship during these harsh times. Losing Tom… and getting a break from Matt's overprotectiveness… Edd wished there was a way to properly thank him other than going out drinking all the time.

Then an idea suddenly struck him.

"Hey, Reagan." He began decisively. "So I've been thinking about your suggestion – you know, the one from last week about hanging out with some colleagues of yours? – I gave it a bit of thought and I decided that I'll go."

The blond man set his beer down in gleeful surprise. "Really? That's great! Thank you, Eddie."

As they continued chatting, drinking, and laughing all night long, Reagan couldn't help the immense joy and triumph he felt for his accomplishments tonight. All it took was one good sob story to erase last week's incident from Edd's mind and keep him firmly tied to him; and now he is even willing to go so far as to keep him pleased! Reagan couldn't have wished for a better outcome!

As for the skirmish with the thugs, it was bound to happen sooner or later anyway. Reagan didn't choose this town as his destination for the recruitment program for no reason! Oh no. He has two missions here. Find and recruit five soldiers for the Red Army, and go after the bastards that raised and then left him for dead. It's a shame his first reunion with his old gang didn't turn out the way he'd wanted. Edd playing hero meant Reagan lost his element of surprise, and then when he was recognized he couldn't even finish the job. Edd had stopped him, and even if Reagan had ignored him and continued beating the mugger to death, he would've surely frightened Edd away. He nearly did. Reagan was absolutely furious for having to let them go. However, he knew he had to play his cards just right in order to strike two birds with one stone. So over the past week he ignored Edd's messages, building up the Brit's panic and desperation until he was certain the poor man was miserable enough to buy any tragic past he invented. Well, mostly invented anyway. He wasn't about to reveal the true significance of his wretched name, for one.

And while he kept Edd in the dark, Reagan had set off to end the business left unfinished with some certain thugs.

He had tracked them down like the miserable prey that they are, and slaughtered them with no second thoughts. Still, he will admit he faltered a bit when it came to his sleazy former mentor… for about ten seconds. Sure, the man taught him everything he knows and is perhaps the closest thing to a father figure he's ever gotten, but since when does that make anyone free of repercussions? The f#cker had this coming for a really long time, and Reagan took immense joy finally delivering his revenge. However, this was only the beginning. He has a long list of people deserving karma in his life, and he fully intends to go after every single one and make them all pay; and Eddie is totally unaware he is gonna help him with that, along with all his other recruitment targets.

A new world order is about to rise. The Red Army will dominate the globe, and Reagan will fight on their side – the winning side – and with the promise of a promotion he will hopefully be one of the top dogs of the organization.

Never again will he be a bottom dog!

Never again will he get hurt for the benefit of others!

(Meanwhile…)

With the push of a button, the operating table shifted from horizontal to diagonal position. Tom blinked wide-eyed as he was slowly propped upright.

"Now, Thomas, despite our best efforts in trying to get you to transform you still remain both a mystery and a pain in the ass." Tord announced as he paced back and forth agitatedly in front of him. "We've tried plenty of tests to understand what sets you apart from all past test subjects. So far; we got no conclusive results back, other than it might have something to do with your blood composition. And as for getting the monster here…" He paused, eyeing Tom with a calculating gaze. However, a hint of mirth could be detected in his eye. "I must say; while I'm disappointed you haven't obliged to my orders yet, I admire your persistence to keep me from getting what I want."

Tom scoffed. "Thanks. I aim to please."

"However, just as I told you earlier, this is a fight you can't win – and hopefully after this experiment, you won't be able to hold back anymore."

Before Tom could process his words, Tord snapped the fingers of his organic hand and the lab doors swung open. Paul strolled in, wheeling a dolly cart that carried a large yellow barrel. What really caught Tom's attention though was the radioactive hazard symbol plastered on the front.

With a wave of his hands, Tord shooed Paul away after the latter set down the barrel by the desk, and returned his attention back to Tom. The Red Army Commander promptly left the room after that.

"Any idea on what this is?" Tord questioned, his robotic fingers thrumming over the lid of the barrel.

Tom shook his head wearily.

"This is the primary element that makes up most of the serum's composition." The Norsk proceeded to remove the lid, revealing a bubbling pool of vibrant purple liquid. "We call it: purple stuff."

"How original."

"It's an extremely rare material; even I do not know its natural source. It's so rare it hasn't even been added to the periodic table yet. Highly acidic. And unlike all the other elements, it is a sentient being! It's not capable of movement, mind you, but we've discovered it's more than capable of rational thought when it comes to finding a vessel. For you see, Thomas, on its own it doesn't do a whole lot. The real kicker is when it gets into contact with objects!"

To demonstrate his point, Tord pulled out a mini figurine of an army soldier from his pocket and tossed it into the barrel of purple stuff. It sizzled as it sank. But not even a minute later, a tiny green figure crawled out; much to Tom's amazement.

"I live! Haha! I am capable of thought!" The plastic figurine exclaimed hysterically. "So many wonderful things to think ab-"

In the blink of an eye, Tord pulled out a pistol from his holster and shot the figurine to smithereens.

"Yeah, I think you get the picture." Tord blew the smoke from the barrel of his gun. "The purple stuff has an interesting effect on inanimate objects, but when it comes to other life forms… it's a tad more picky." He continued, taking some of the chemical into a becker and walking to a nearby table where his equipment was already prepped. "Because of its highly acidic nature, it burns and eats away all the flesh, and in most instances turns the beings into zombies. However, there's a chance of taming the more aggressive tendencies of the purple stuff long enough to be harmlessly injected to someone, and then harness this aggression to give off a different effect."

Tom sighed. "Turn them into monsters."

"Precisely." Tord answered, skilfully mixing chemicals together into a vial, his back turned to Tom. "You, for whatever reason, have something that the purple stuff wants, or needs, for it to have attached itself to you and not zombify you like it did with all others." Sighing contently, Tord glanced back at his test subject with a foaming vial in his hand. "You're a puzzle, indeed!" Tom was caught off guard by the amusement in his voice. "Fortunately, I am quite fond of puzzles."

The hairs on the back of Tom's neck stood up, and a shiver ran down his spine. For whatever reason he sensed Tord's words had a double meaning there.

"I don't understand." Tom shook his head, feeling as if he were missing something. "Why are you telling me all this?"

Shooting the eyeless man a smirk, Tord hastily returned to his work. Tom tried craning his head in an attempt to look over the Norsk's shoulder and see what he was working on so diligently. He didn't have to ponder for long, however; as Tord whipped back around branding a huge needle in his hands. Tom went rigid with fear.

"What? Afraid of a little needle?" Tord teased slyly, taking notice of his test subject's dismay.

Tom gulped. "Our definitions of little must be very different."

However, on closer look he noticed the needle was filled with a distinguishable purple liquid inside. That's when it finally hit him. Tord intends to inject him with another dose of the serum to force him to shift! Tom's blood ran cold. He already has some of the serum inside of him – half a dose, if he recalls correctly. Living with this condition for ten years now, and being on the brink of self-destruction, Tom knows its effects better than anyone else. If everything he's been put though is only half a dose, what could another full dose do to him?

Not wanting to find out, and his mind overriding with panic, Tom started to trash around in his restraints. "N-no! No! Wait!" He was vaguely aware of Tord stepping closer, needle raised toward him. "Think about this, Commie! The fact that the serum worked at all with me the first time was extremely dumb luck. But how can you be certain I won't turn into a zombie this time? Your last shot will be ruined then!"

He wasn't sure how he felt about the possibility of being turned to a zombie. Would that technically count as dying? Would that work just as well as bleeding out? He hopes for that outcome, but Tom had a feeling Tord has no intentions of making him a zombie if he can help it. And the Commie's answer only cemented that.

"If the serum didn't turn you into a zombie the first time around, I doubt it would make you one this time." Tord answered matter-of-factly. "Besides, I made this serum formula in specific tamer in comparison to all previous versions. So in theory, this should just trigger your transformation and nothing else."

This didn't help soothe Tom's nerves at all, and he continued flailing around to escape his inevitable fate. No! Please no! I can't transform into that thing again! I vowed I would never do it again if I can help it!

"What's the matter? ~" The voice hissed menacingly. "I thought you said you could handle whatever he threw at you if it meant the outcome of dissection? ~"

But this totally changes things! Tom pleaded. What if I can't contain myself and turn? The plan will be ruined!

His last words died away as a heavy spectral hand clenched around his throat, while another clamped over his mouth, smothering him. Tom could hardly breathe through the haze of panic clouding his mind.

"Well then, you better hope you can contain it, worm. Or else! ~" The voice warned contemptuously. "You made your bed, now lie in it and choke down the crocodile tears, vermin! ~"

"I warned you to transform earlier to avoid trouble, Thomas; don't start complaining now." Tord drawled, the needle glinting dangerously close now.

Tom couldn't hold back the desperate cry that slipped out of him. He felt a hot stickiness in his throat, as if he were in a nightmare where he could only watch the terrible event about to unfold, and not do anything to stop it. Tom flinched as the needle drew closer to his neck, and he clenched his eyes shut – waiting in terror for the inevitable to happen. However, not a second later, his eyes flew open in shock when he registered a quick kiss on his cheek. He met Tord's amused gaze in immense confusion.

"For good luck. ~" Tord whispered huskily.

Before Tom could even process what just happened, or even ask what's gotten into the Commie, Tord grabbed a fistful of his hair to force his head aside and expose his neck, and stabbed the needle right into him. Tom screeched at the sharp pinch to his neck, and he felt a burning sensation spread from his throat to the rest of his body. He writhed in discomfort.

Pushing the rest of the purple chemical into his test subject's system, Tord clamped a hand over Tom's mouth to stifle his cries of pain. He watched as the veins on the Brit's neck turned a purplish-black tint before fading away, and Tord stepped back.

"There there." He patted Tom's head soothingly as the latter breathed heavily. "Good boy."

Tom's vision began to spin away in a dark spiral, but he kept on struggling to stay conscious. His body felt ungodly warm but insanely cold at the same time, and he fidgeted in discomfort. Tom kicked and trashed, but it was no good. Unable to hold on any longer now that his adrenaline was subsiding, he slipped into the dark depths of unconsciousness.

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Chapter 19: Chapter 19

Summary:

Tord attempts to understand the science of love; Matt tries to take matters into his own hands; and Tom forfeits the fight.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Standing tall above the world, Tord watched in immense satisfaction and pride as his soldiers saluted while the common people bowed down to him. The leaders of the world have submitted to his demands and put him in charge without much trouble. All they needed was a brief show of force to demonstrate who they are going up against, and the rest was history.

He did it. He took over the world, and is now ready to lead it forward to a new glorious era!

He was brought out of his musings unexpectedly by a pair of arms wrapping around his neck. Tord turned, surprised to find Tom of all people standing by his side at a time like this. But when he peered into the man's dark and unique set of eyes, instead of finding the usual contempt blazing straight back at him, he only found intense longing and warmth.

Tord's heart skipped a beat, and his breath hitched in his throat at their closeness. Tom leaned into him, and almost automatically, he wrapped his mismatched set of arms around the eyeless man. Their faces were inches apart from each other now. Their lips parted…

Blinking his eyes open, Tord stirred awake from his nap – feeling deeply confused, hurt, content, and frustrated all at once.

He hastily removed the Dreamcatcher from his ear. Even his own inventions have betrayed him. Tord had hoped for dreams of grandeur, not taunts of an outcome he could never have! Now he remembers why he stopped using the device in the first place, and handed it to Tom instead – the Dreamcatcher was a cruel invention. Showing what the wearer wants, so tantalizingly close and within reach, but in reality so far from the truth.

Groaning, Tord sat up in his chair and rubbed the remnants of sleep from his eye. While he popped some of his joints in the process of stretching his limbs, he looked over his test subject; still propped up on the operating table in upright position.

Since the serum injection, Tom has been slipping in and out of consciousness and appeared to be dazed whenever he was "awake" – babbling incoherently as he panted for breath and trashed in his restraints.

Tord lifted his robotic arm to check on the data. They're about to hit the twelve hour mark since the time of injection, and Tom's vitals show promise as they continued to be in stable condition. But nothing extremely exciting seems to be happening at the moment. Tord sighed. He knew Tom wasn't going to turn immediately after giving him another dose of the serum, but this is taking too long!

Just thinking about his greatest invention finally coming to fruition sent spikes of excitement jolting through him. He can't wait to witness the transformation! His monster is nearly within reach; all that stands in his way from getting what he wants is an infuriating, grumpy, dishevelled, handsome former alcoholic eyeless man.

"Argh!" Tord fumed. He stood up abruptly from his chair and made his way around the control panels towards his test subject. "Why do you keep on having such an effect on me? I'm supposed to be over you!" He growled out loud, albeit under his breath.

He wasn't too worried about Tom hearing him. The Brit was so out of it thanks to the serum; he couldn't pay attention to anything that was going on before he blacks out again. Tom's eyes were closed, head slumped forward, though he continued whining quietly in discomfort and his breathing was heavy.

Taking another pace forward until they were practically nose to nose with each other, Tord eyed his test subject with a calculating gaze. "What are the odds that you of all people get to be the one thing I'm missing to complete this project?" He pondered, his eyes narrowed. "I hope you know that I never meant to give you the first dose of the serum. Had I known it would bring you back into my life like this, along with these annoying feelings I have for you, I would have tried a lot harder to stop you from drinking that tainted mug of coffee."

The only response he got from the semi-unconscious Brit was a low agonized moan.

Tord frowned. "It's just not fair! I don't want these dumb emotions – I don't need them! Love-" he spat out the word venomously, "doesn't benefit me in any way. It won't get me in future history books, nor make me a brilliant inventor; much less put me in supreme command of the world! So why should I care, huh? Especially when it concerns a guy that hates my guts and I blew any chances I might have ever had with him?" He found himself pacing back and forth, ranting quite lividly to the passed out test subject.

Are you Tord or Red Leader?

Digging his fingers into his scalp, the Norwegian man hissed out through gritted teeth at the repetitive words ringing inside his head.

Red Leader! Dammit – I am Red Leader – I'm supposed to be Red Leader!

He couldn't understand how these insignificant feelings could cause such damage to his Psyche. If the Red Leader can be toppled this easily, then what hope does he have taking on the world?

He stopped and stared at Tom indignantly. What's so great about love anyway? Paul and Patrick were the first thing that came to mind. How the two soldiers often held hands, looked out for one another, and kept gazing into each other's eyes with such care and devotion. Tord doesn't get it, but he admits they're tooth rottenly sweet together. But he doesn't want that for himself! To be seen as some love sick fool pining after a guy way out of his league. He's meant to be better than that.

If there's one thing his absent and neglectful mother ever taught him, is that love isn't worth a damn.

Tord can't remember a time when his family was ever the ideal loving home that it was supposed to be. He can't even imagine such ludicrous idea, but it existed, at one point. His parents and him, together and happy. That only lasted a whole four years, before his mother decided to take off to England with him in tow, and leave his father behind in Norway because of a condition he couldn't help after he started displaying signs of being seriously ill. Because that's what you do when the people you apparently love become too much trouble to handle. You give up on them.

Of course, Tord hadn't given up on his father. Throughout his childhood he would travel back to his homeland every winter to visit his dad and grandparents – perhaps the only parenting he's ever gotten, but a whole lot better than the alternative from his dear mother, which was none. However, as to be expected his father eventually lost the fight… and that's when his mother's lesson sunk in. You either give up on people, or allow yourself to get hurt as a result. Clever. Cruel, but clever.

He was brought out of his thoughts by another set of incoherent mumbles from Tom. He fixed his focus on him. Tom's eyes were open now, barely slits, looking around the room blearily and his body trembling all over.

Tord's gaze softened. Tom had looked so frightened when he had approached with the serum filled needle it broke Tord's composure, and in a moment of weakness he had actually stooped forward and given the eyeless man a kiss on the cheek. Tord's face flushed red just thinking about it. That was so stupid of him! And then after a pitiful attempt of covering it with a lame taunt, Tord proceeded to stab him in his panic with the needle before a proclamation of disgust or rejection could be made.

God, he was pathetic.

More agonized moans slipped out of Tom.

Still, it can't be helped.

Mentally shrugging, Tord lifted his hands to cradle Tom's face only to flinch back in alarm. Tom was ungodly cold, like a chip of ice.

Tord quickly checked his vitals through their chip implant connection with his arm. Tom's heartbeat is a tad slower than usual, but nothing alarming other than that.

Being reassured everything is fine, Tord proceeded to gently cup the Brit's face in his hands and slowly lifted his head. He swore he felt his heart skip a beat when Tom unconsciously leaned into his touch. All the warmth and affection he had once felt for Tom threatened to well up again inside him, but Tord ruthlessly pushed it down again.

Tord gulped. "Can you hear me, Thomas?"

Tom blinked slowly, but remained unresponsive.

Shaking his head he sighed, and steadily began massaging the sides of Tom's face to lull him to rest. Had he really loved him once? Tord had been a different person then. Now he was the Red Leader, and he walked a path Tom couldn't even dream of. For a brief moment Tord couldn't help but wonder how his life would've turned out now if he hadn't messed things up with Tom. Could they have had a chance? Did they ever? Would Tom be faithfully standing by his side like he saw in his dream?

Perhaps he should get some more sleep himself. There's no point lamenting the past now, and all that could've would've should've. Maybe after resting he can put aside his confusing unwanted feelings, and hopefully, wake up just in time to witness Tom's transformation.

(Meanwhile…)

Matt narrowed his eyes as he glanced out the bakery's window at the setting sun blazing between the buildings on the far horizon. His feet ached. He went out of his way to visit this brand new bakery Mark had recommended to get some pastries for their chick flick movie night, just to make a nice gesture for his neighbour. Eduardo, as always was too busy with his job to join them, but Matt didn't mind.

However, despite his exciting plans for tonight, Matt was overwhelmed with concern for his best friend. Edd is meeting with Reagan again.

Matt already distrusts Reagan as it is, but the last few notable times Edd had gone out with the Irishman only caused his worry to spike. Firstly the night Edd had come home bruised and with a black eye. Matt had a fit! Edd told him he was fine and nothing happened, but judging by the haunted look on the brunet's eyes he clearly only said that to stop Matt from fussing over him. Then yesterday Edd rushed out in the middle of their afternoon tea after getting a notification on his phone, and Matt instantly knew it was Reagan.

Now they're heading out together again in a few days.

"Here are the éclairs you ordered, sir!"

Breaking out of his troubling thoughts by the cashier's voice, Matt quickly paid for the pastries, thanked the woman behind the desk, and took his leave.

The cold breeze chilled him at once as he stepped outside the establishment. Matt adjusted the scarf around his neck and sighed.

A sudden loud car honk made him jump in alarm, and nearly drop his box of éclairs.

"Watch where you're going, stupid idiot!"

Investigating the sound of the commotion, Matt realized it was only a car driver on the opposite side of the street; shouting at some poor pedestrian for not being more cautious. However, Matt's pity and shock quickly shifted to surprise once he spotted a tuft of blond hair belonging to a scruffy looking man with stubble and green eyes.

Reagan!

The Irishman scurried past the car, blew the driver a raspberry, and continued along his merry way.

Matt observed him from across the street. If Tom were here instead, what would he do? His fears for Edd felt more important than anything right now. It occupied his mind, leaving no room to think about anything else. Matt came to a hard decision—if Edd wouldn't listen to reason, then perhaps this Reagan fellow would.

With a plan in mind, Matt scampered to the other side of the road and began following Reagan from afar. The snow that had been threatening all day finally began to fall. It was fluttering steadily all around by the time Matt had a clear view of Reagan in his sights.

However, his pace slowed once it dawned on him the reality of the situation. What will he say once he catches up to Reagan anyway? Matt didn't have long to ponder that, as far ahead he watched Reagan make a sharp turn to the right and disappear from view.

Hurrying to catch up, Matt came across a narrow dark street where Reagan must've ducked into. Matt swallowed. Hyper-alert, he wearily walked into the unknown location and began looking around for the blond man.

The rattling sound of a trash can tipping over the ground made Matt freeze.

Realizing the mistake he might have made following a man he hardly knows and doesn't trust at all into a shady area, Matt urgently ducked behind a dumpster. Who knows what or who could be dwelling in this town's every nook and cranny?

Matt turned, still crouching, and began to creep away. He heard glass crunch behind him. Matt glanced over his shoulder, his heart pounding. Through a quick peek from the corner of his eye he saw Reagan step out into the open, a lit cigarette between his fingers.

"Aiight, ginger." He called out flatly. "Come out now. I know you're there! You're not being exactly stealthy with your flashy hair."

Matt didn't move.

"Ginger, this part of town isn't known for its docile residents." Reagan sounded impatient now. "I seriously advise you to come out now and get this over with before some less than friendly folk decide to join us!"

Seeing no other choice now that he's been caught, Matt crept slowly from his hiding place.

Reagan stared at him, a wide grin on his face. "Well, isn't this a nice surprise? Sup, ginger!" He took a long drag from his cigar and blew smoke into the air. "I must say, that was pretty ballsy of your part to follow me. Even if I did see you coming from a mile away. Ever thought of working the blizzard shift in a traffic with that hair?"

Clenching his hands, Matt let him poke fun. Too nervous to stand up for himself.

"Anyways, what can I help you with?" Reagan turned nonchalant.

"I was looking for you, actually." Matt whispered, painfully aware he was in a dangerous area.

"Really? Well, congratulations – you did it! Good on you. See yah around, ginger!"

Reagan turned away to leave without a second thought. Panic and irritation seized Matt, and he dashed forward and ducked in front of the Irishman to block his path. Reagan stared at him, wildly amused.

"I came to talk to you about Edd." Matt pressed.

Reagan tipped his head. "Why? Is something the matter with him? I hope not."

Matt was irritated by his casual attitude. "He's fine!" He growled, his caution swept away by annoyance. "But he won't be for much longer if he carries on meeting you!"

The Irishman blinked, looking hurt and genuinely perplexed. "Whatever do you mean?"

Matt took a pace forward. "Listen here, buddy; I don't trust you one bit. Ever since you got here and showed up in Edd's life you caused nothing but trouble for us! Edd was going to recover. He was doing fine until he met you and started acting up again!" Now that he spoke these thoughts he's been having for months out loud, Matt couldn't control the resentment and anguish he felt for his situation to remain subdued. He shook his head, as if to clear his thoughts. "I want you to stay away from him. His life is coming apart with you around. If you care about him at all, if you really do, you would listen to me!"

Panting, Matt stood with bated breath for a response. To his surprise he felt icily calm. A flicker of hope surged inside of him when Reagan appeared to contemplate his words. But that hope was dashed when he let out a boisterous cold laugh.

"I think you're a little bit confused there, my ginger associate." Reagan drawled slyly. "Are you sure you are not doing this for yourself rather than Eddie's sake? If he was unhappy with me being around he would just simply tell me. But the fact that you're here instead proves you're the only one suffering from this arrangement we have going." He took a threatening step forward, his eyes darkening. "My my who knew you could be this self-centred? Your friend is finally getting happy, and you want to take that away from him, huh?"

Matt took a few steps back apprehensively, but refused to back down.

"I only want what's best for Edd!" He hissed decisively, holding his ground by meeting the blond's gaze evenly. "And I'm pretty sure you're not it; so if you can kindly keep your distance from us-"

"No can do, ginger." Reagan cut him off with a shake of his head and shrugged. "I mean, hey, it's not my fault you can't make Eddie happy anymore."

His words were like a slap to the face, and Matt reared back in shock; eyes wide. "W-what?" He stuttered.

"I didn't wanna say anything, but taking into account everything Eddie has told me about you, it's clear you have no idea what you're doing." Reagan went on maliciously, driven by the spike of despair he saw flash in the Brit's blue eyes. "So why not just leave things as it is? Accept you can't help him, and look out only for yourself? Then neither of you have to be miserable."

Matt could hardly believe what he was hearing. Is he for real? He shook his head crossly. "No way! Edd is my best friend," he spat, "and I won't let you hurt him!"

"Hurt him?" Reagan echoed. "Now now, who said anything about hurting anyone here? We're merely friends ourselves. No crime there, surely?"

"Look, I don't know what your intentions with Edd are, and to be completely honest I don't really care to know about it either." Matt murmured firmly. "I only want to keep him safe and happy again." He continued with a newfound determination coursing through him. "And if you wanna get to him, you're gonna have to get through me first, pal."

Delight sparked in Reagan's eyes. "Sounds fair." He began to look him over. Matt had to force himself not to tremble as the other man's gaze hovered over him. "Hmm, purple is a good colour on you, ginger. It suits you."

Matt's eyebrows furrowed in confusion. Wha-? He glanced down at his hoodie.

In the instant he was distracted; a fist struck him square in the face. Matt staggered back in alarm, lost his balance, and fell. The box of pastries he carried flew from his grasp and the contents scattered all over the filthy ground. The pain finally registered in his brain, and the fact he'd just been punched in the face dawned on him.

Reagan eyed him coldly, still grinning. "Oh yeah. Purple is definitely your colour."

Stunned, Matt carefully touched his own face to analyse the damage. His fingers grazed over his rapidly swelling eye and he whimpered. Memories of a similar event flashed briefly through his head.

"Go home, ginger." Reagan took a threatening step forward. "You're out of your league here. The sooner you accept Eddie is as good as mine, the better off you'll be. And if you try to get in my way again, I'll just have to decorate the rest of your pretty face the same lovely shade of purple."

Matt stared at him in dismay, his eyes glistening. He didn't know what Reagan meant when he said that Edd is as good as his, but fear swelled from deep in his belly. Then without another word he turned away and fled deeper into the shadowy narrow streets, stumbling blindly through the unknown area as tears began to shed.

Watching the retreating Brit with immense satisfaction, Reagan cracked his knuckles. The idiot is heading deeper into dangerous territory. Although, if his old associates were to stumble upon the ginger and make prey out of him, Reagan wouldn't bat an eye. If anything, it will aid him getting more leverage over Eddie into joining the Red Army.

Reagan shrugged and left, returning to the busy main streets.

(Meanwhile…)

It was already night time by the time Eduardo began his journey home, after another day wasted on useless information and dead ends. Frustration bubbled up inside of him. You would think he was already used to the feeling of disappointment after going out again and again, only to be met with the same results. But Eduardo was stubborn, and doesn't know when to quit. He will head out and investigate every damn time if there's even the slightly chance of truth behind the claims.

Nearly a year of looking for answers, and he's still hasn't gotten anywhere with this.

His steps faltered until he came to a complete stop. Breathing out a tired, weary breath, Eduardo found himself peering up at the dark starry sky. A sudden wave of longing and grief welled up inside of him.

If only Jon were still here…

Dismissing his thoughts, Eduardo forced himself to carry on.

I wouldn't be out here in the first place if he were.

He resumed his walk home. It's not exactly advisable to be on the verge of a breakdown in such a dangerous part of town, even if he is already used to roaming through this area.

Crossing the street, the sound of muffled sniffles suddenly made itself known to him. At first he thought it was just a trick of the wind, but when he heard a particularly loud sob he halted in his steps. He gazed around wearily. Sounds like someone crying and possibly in need of help, but Eduardo is no fool. This could also be a trick to lure unsuspecting victims into an ambush by the many gangs that dwell in these parts.

Cautiously, he decided to investigate; keeping his footsteps light as he followed the noise to its source. Eduardo began to creep slowly forward, ducking behind corners and trash cans for cover to peer out from behind.

He could glimpse the looming figure of a playground just ahead of him. The paint scraped off, long since eroded by the rain and wind, and most of the equipment was worn down and broken. Eduardo paused to listen. The crying was definitely coming from there.

Leaning out from his hiding place for a better look at his surroundings, Eduardo stiffened when his gaze landed on a figure, back turned toward him, sitting on the only functioning swing. As his eyes grew accustomed to the dim light, he blinked in surprise. The colour of the man's hair was unmistakable; as even in the night, the bright orange hair still gleams under the moonlight. It was Matt.

What is the airhead doing here?! Eduardo thought in exasperation, fully stepping out of his hiding place to confront the man. First the loser, now him, too? Do they have a death wish by coming here or something?

"Hey, you!"

Matt glanced halfway back at him, the left side of his face concealed. His gaze shimmered with surprise at the sight of him.

"What do you think you're doing out here on your own?" Eduardo snapped as he approached. "Do you have any idea how dangerous this place is, especially at night?"

Trembling, Matt backed away from him; still keeping his face hidden from the aggressive brunet.

"E-Eduardo! I- I-I'm sorry!" He sniffled, trying to choke down his sobs. "I- I- I went out- I went on a stroll and got- must've gotten lost."

Eduardo looked at him in disbelief. Matt was quite clearly distressed by something, and the fact he was trying to lie and hide his face doesn't make things better. Something unexpected surged up inside of him he couldn't quite explain.

"Were you ambushed by muggers?" He questioned, narrowing his eyes.

"W-what?"

"Tell me!" Eduardo stepped closer; trying to get a good view of the other man's face but Matt kept turning away from him. "Something happened, didn't it?" He grabbed Matt's hands and forced them apart to stop them from covering his face.

"No!"

Eduardo froze.

There were tear stains running down the ginger's face, but most startling of all was the large purple-black bruise around Matt's right eye, which has swollen shut. Carefully, almost gently, Eduardo grazed his fingers past the wound. Matt flinched and closed his eyes, as if he were bracing himself for another punch. An action Eduardo saw one too many times in the past; and that stirred something deep within him.

Levelling the fury in his voice, Eduardo composed himself enough to finally ask: "Who did this?"

Matt winced. "P-please-"

"Get it together! What happened?" Eduardo shook him urgently for answers.

That apparently did it. Matt burst into tears and threw himself at Eduardo, his arms flying out to wrap around the larger man as he buried his face on the burly brunet's chest.

Eduardo went rigid, his arms stiff on either side of him.

He looked down at the desolate man bawling his eyes out on him, babbling incoherently through sobs about something. Eduardo tried his best to listen.

"I- I- I was- I- I was only trying to help Edd! I'm s-so worried about him! He isn't- he hasn't been the same ever since Tom died, and then Reagan showed up and made everything worse! I'm afraid that Reagan is going to take him away and I'm gonna lose Edd forever and so I tried to warn Edd, but he wouldn't listen to me! Then I tried to warn Reagan and- and- and-"

"Okay, okay! Calm down!" Eduardo drew away, huge eyed as he tried to process all the information that's been dumped on him. "I'm not sure I understand what's going on, but its best we get out of here and continue this conversation somewhere safer."

Matt's shoulders drooped and he let out a heart wrenching sob. "What was I thinking? I'm such an idiot!"

He sounded so upset that it momentarily melted Eduardo's anger and concern. "You're right, you are an idiot." He grunted softly. "But your heart was in the right place."

Still covering his injured eye, Matt leaned against him wearily.

"Come on." Eduardo nudged him forward. "Let's go home."

With a steady hand on the other's shoulder, Eduardo guided the way home. With his free hand, he quickly messaged Mark to inform him of the situation. He had a feeling Matt would be more comfortable once the wound is properly taken care of.

There it is again. Eduardo took notice of the strange feeling that had overcome him just then. When he saw Matt's bruise, and all the other times the ginger had needed help. Why? He pushed these questioning thoughts aside for now, and focused on escorting themselves safely back home.

(Meanwhile…)

Time ticked by agonizingly slow for Tom.

He felt cold and warm at the same time, his body weak, drenched in sweat as he panted for air that never seemed sufficient enough for his lungs. He fought to stay awake, fearing that unconsciousness would mean the monster's return; but his eyelids were so heavy and his body drained of energy so fast. The voice kept cackling in his head. Taunting him to make it through with this, or else.

To make this horrible experience somewhat bearable and get his mind off things however, Tom tried to block out the voice and the pain shooting through his veins to concentrate on his memories. His friends, more specifically.

Tom's eyes closed again, taking deep breaths. Was that the cold tugging him to unconsciousness, or was that longing for home? His heart ached to see his friends again. How are they faring without him? Were they happier now? He hoped so. Tom held back a smile when he thought of all the crazy adventures the duo might be getting into nowadays. He wished he could see them one last time. Tom never thought he would miss Matt's bone-crushing hugs or Edd's painful puns as much as he did.

Home. Longing seared through his chest.

"Fool. ~" The voice hissed contemptuously, enveloping him in a shroud of despair and stabbing sharp little needles all over his body. "You don't have a home. You belong nowhere. ~"

Of course, Tom conceded wistfully, they are doing better now without me around to give them more things to worry about.

It took a long time, but after a while the burning sensations running through his body had ceased, and now Tom felt both cold and empty. Sparks of pain ignited deep in his guts. All was darkness and cold. Tom had never been so cold. He felt as if every scrap of warmth and life were being sucked out of his body. His legs twitched as painful cramps clutched at them. He imagined that he was made of ice, and if he tried to move he would shatter into a thousand brittle fragments.

A sudden blaring alarm jolted Tom back to earth. He blearily opened his eyes in time to see Tord rouse from his slumber on the desk across from him. The Norsk stretched his arms out with a massive yawn.

"What a nap!" Tord slurred in mind-yawn. "How far along we are now?" He lifted his robotic arm up to his face to check the data, only for his facial expression to fall the next second. Tom raised his eyebrows. "We hit the twenty four hour mark."

The Norsk swivelled his head to look over Tom, their gazes locked. For a while, all they did was stare at each other. Tom didn't understand what that statement meant, but judging by the way the Commie hopped off his seat and stomped his way over to him, Tom guessed something had not gone according to plan.

Tord glared at him as he approached. "How," he seethed through clenched teeth, "have you still not shifted yet? You haven't even displayed any signs of the serum having affected you! How's that possible?"

It took a while, but his words finally registered in Tom's brain and realization dawned on him. Does that mean I did it? He thought, holding back a relieved sigh. Instead, he mustered the strength to let out a weak laugh and shrugged.

"Just don't feel up to it."

Tord scowled at him.

"Wait! I feel something!" Tom suddenly blurted out, his body going rigid and his expression dead serious.

Tord blinked, his single eye sparking with fresh interest. "What is it?"

The Brit did not answer. His body started convulsing, twitching here and there on occasion. Tom heaved for air. "So-something i s going on! I-I think it's happening!" From the corner of his eye he noticed Tord, lean in closer; ambition flared up in his gray eye as he gazed at him.

Tom could see in his gaze how desperately he wanted him to turn monster. Tord was focused on him as if he were the most intriguing thing in the world. It unnerved him. But he pushed his concerns aside for now and poke fun at him while he still can. When Tord leaned even closer, excitement buzzing through him as he expected Tom's body to start bending and breaking any second now, Tom suddenly stilled. The Norsk blinked, still expecting something to happen.

All of a sudden, as he leaned in closer, Tom lurched forward and belched right to his face. Tord jerked away in disgust.

"Ops! False alarm." Tom jeered smugly.

Apparently, Tord didn't think the prank was particularly funny. Tom hardly had time to process what was happening before the restraints that had been previously holding him down clasped open with the push of a lever. Scowling, Tord lunged at him and grasped him by the throat. He struggled, wailing, as Tord dragged him out of the laboratory down the hallway, and flung him into a bare empty room. The door slammed shut behind them, and Tom found himself in an enclosed space with a very pissed off Norwegian.

"I had enough of your silly little games and pointless resistance, Thomas! It was entertaining at first, but now it's just pissing me the f#ck off." Tord stalked closer to him, the hem of his uniform swirling around his legs. "You're going to transform. Now!"

Tom staggered to his feet, his body drained from strength. "Don't feel like it, Commie." He chuckled. Self-preservation was tossed out the window a long time ago.

"Now, Thomas. I'm not asking." Tord growled.

"Tell you what; I'm gonna give you a hint." Tom mock contemplated. "You want the monster? You're gonna have to take a deeper look-see in here." He jabbed a finger to his own chest to insinuate his point.

Tord chuckled darkly. "Oh, I will. Once I'm sure we've exhausted all other options first, of course." He towered over the test subject, staring him down and stifling the urge to discipline him now. His creation was within his reach; he can feel it!

"Now,"

Everything went down fast. With precise and swift moves, Tord had grabbed a hold of Tom, turned him around to pin him against the wall, and wrenched the Brit's arms out behind his back hard. Tom hissed out in pain, his head pressed firmly against the wall, and struggled to escape.

"Turn."

Tom spat on his face in retaliation.

"Turn!" Tord's grip tightened until he felt the bones in his grasp grinding.

"F#ck you, Commie!" His snarl finished off with a whimper of pain.

"Last chance, Thomas. Turn."

In a sudden burst of strength, Tom heaved up and slammed the back of his head repeatedly against Tord's face until the latter released him. Once free, Tom quickly put some distance between them.

A sharp, metallic scent drifted to his nostrils and Tom tensed.

He turned around. Across from him, Tord was hunched over with both hands covering his face. He lifted his head, revealing a trickle of blood trailing down his bruised nose and coating the corners of his mouth. Tord glared at him, curling his lip. The sight of the crimson fluid dripping down the Norsk's face made Tom freeze and his mouth involuntarily start to water. Gulping, he took a couple paces back; trying to keep his breathing even and focus his sights anywhere else but the blood.

However, his sudden shift in attitude and strange behaviour caught Tord's eye. He scrutinized the eyeless man; taking note of his stiff posture, wide empty eyes, trembling legs, and the bare hint of saliva glistening on the corner of his mouth. All these factors added up perfectly in his head, and Tord suddenly smirked.

"Oh," he practically purred with delight, dabbing his robotic fingers in the blood pooling above his lips. "You want human blood, is that it? Well, why didn't you say so before?" It was so logical! If Tom had issue eating ordinary meat, of course he would react negatively to the sight of blood. Why didn't he think of that before?

Seeing the crazed look growing in his working eye, Tom instantly knew he was in deep trouble now. Mind racing, Tom tried to think of a plan to escape, or at the very least resist the temptation the fresh blood was driving him. However, before he could so much as conjure up an idea for his dire situation, Tord had pressed one the buttons of his arm and Tom's body locked up at once; his limbs going stiff and tucked up close. Tom's panicked shout was muffled by his forcibly clenched jaw.

He could do nothing but watch apprehensively as Tord drew nearer, blood glistening in his fingers. He grabbed Tom by his lower jaw, leaning uncomfortably close to his face until the stench of blood overwhelmed Tom's senses. The eyeless man tried to resist by closing his eyes shut and holding his breath. But Tord waited too long to be delayed now. He expertly pried Tom's mouth open, and dipped a blood soaked finger across his tongue.

He quickly stepped back, released Tom of his paralysis, and watched the eyeless man fall to his knees and gag.

Tom continuously retched on the ground, one hand up to his throat, trying to rid of the disgusting taste of blood in his mouth. But it was too late. Already he can feel the beginnings of an ungodly energy pulsating through his body.

His hands clenched. A shudder rippled through his body. No… please no...

Tord watched him with bated breath. "You are worth for nothing, Tom." He growled. "All I want from you… is my monster. That's all you're good to me for."

"You want the monster so badly?"

Tom spoke with a wavering breath. He slowly lifted his head to meet Tord's expectant gaze. His empty eyes narrowed to a glare, tears pricking the corners. Purple wisps billowed from his sockets.

"Then you can have it…"

The moment he finished speaking, his body started convulsing more violently. Tom screeched in agony and fell on his side, clutching at his head. Another desperate cry of pain erupted from Tom, and then broke off with a ghastly choking sound. His body convulsed, limbs jerking and flailing as they turned purplish-black. His hands enlarged, the tips of his fingers shredded as large sharp claws grew out from beneath the skin. His teeth started falling off one by one, being pushed out by the layer of fangs hidden beneath his gums. Through the powerful haze of pain clouding his mind, Tom watched his shifting limbs with continuous horror and despair. He had failed. What will become of him now? His screams and grunts of pain turned to snarls of rage half-way through the transformation. His consciousness was gone. His feet broke, snapped and mended, shifting to a more beastly look. His ears elongated to the point where they were nearly as tall as his head. A long tail manifested behind him, lashing back and forth rapidly. His hair grew longer; wilder somehow. A pair of pinkish-purple horns grew out from the top of his head, puncturing through the skin, and loomed tall as the creature stood at its full height with a loud roar.

Tord watched the process in awe, a triumphant smile crossing his features. However, he could not admire his creation for long as the half-human half-monster creature rounded on him, baring his teeth in the beginning of a snarl and ears flat against the sides of his head, before lashing out at him with one massive claw.

Tom, or whatever was left of him now, grabbed Tord by the front of his uniform and roared at his face. Quickly jumping into action, Tord charged the repulsor of his robotic arm. The creature lunged forward, teeth bared and aiming for the Norsk's throat. Tord blasted him back with a couple shots of his repulsor before stilling.

Repetitive use of the repulsor could cause overheating and trigger glitches, so he had to be cautious and use it sparingly.

The monster staggered back, landing on a crouch and on all fours. He shook himself, as if to get rid of the damage. He then growled at Tord in rage, circling him briefly, tail lashing, before pouncing with outstretched claws.

Tord aimed his repulsor to blast the creature again. However, before the beast could even come close to reach him several chains appeared seemingly from out of nowhere and latched around the monster's neck and claws. It pulled the asset back with a harsh tug, cutting off his snarl into a cry, and had him chained to the wall as he trashed around to free himself and get to his prey.

"Are you alright, Red Leader?"

Tord blinked in surprise and whipped around. Paul and Patrick stood stoically behind him, next to each other. Patrick held a controller in his hand, presumably to the chains that had impeded the monster from reaching their leader. Their faces were inexpressive for the most part, but Tord could see the concern and shock in their eyes as they gazed back and forth between him and what once used to be Thomas.

"I'm fine." Tord breathed, turning back to his creation; still snarling and feebly trying to reach him with his claws, jaws snapping at the air. His eyes softened and he began to chuckle lightly.

"I… I did it. I finally got my monster."

Notes:

Hey what is up you guys, this is Flower1815 here - hope you all enjoyed the new chapter! This one was a bit shorter than what I've been posting as of late; hope you didn't mind too much. What do you all think of it so far? Tom finally shifted! What will become of him now? And what is the deal with Eduardo? Leave your reviews - that'll be much appreciated. Thank you all so very much for all of your support! Hop on by my tumblr @Heather1815 if you want to ask me anything, send fanart, or simply wanna say hi or something! See ya'll in two weeks! ;)

Chapter 20: Chapter 20

Summary:

Shaken by his encounter with Reagan, Matt turns to Eduardo and Mark for help; Tord takes a closer look at monster; and Reagan takes Edd to meet his other targets.

Chapter Text

"Hold still for me, please."

Matt did as he was told as Mark applied the ice bag up to his wounded eye. Behind the blond, Eduardo paced back and forth agitatedly, shooting him glances every now and again. His attitude genuinely puzzled Matt.

"Now, let's try this again; slower this time." Eduardo's voice was taut with urgency. "Tell me what happened out there."

Matt flinched. He didn't want to revisit the humiliation of what had occurred to him in his disastrous attempt of talking Reagan out of going near Edd, but now he has definitive proof that the Irishman is not to be trusted, and if he wants any hope of keeping Edd safe he can't do this on his own. He wanted to. Matt so desperately wanted to take matters into his own hands and help Edd by himself – without needlessly shoehorning in others to solve his problems like he always did. It was Matt's turn to take care of him now, and he failed miserably. Before Tom's death, even when things got tough, Edd would always have a joke or a cheerful remark. Now his carefree spirit had vanished, leaving something darker and heavier in its place. Something in Matt's gut was certain Reagan was the one feeding him that. But can he trust his old rivals with such delicate information? Matt pushed the old bitterness aside. They're way past that, and Matt even sees them as friends. But do they think the same?

Well, here goes nothing.

Taking a deep breath to compose himself, Matt proceeded to tell his former rivals everything about the situation with himself, Edd, and Reagan. The neighbours appear to be listening to him diligently. More often than not, Matt would see concern flash in the duo's eyes. They stayed up until the moon had almost set.

His voice shook, and he had to make a massive effort to continue. Tears brimmed in his eyes. "Yesterday, while I was out I saw Reagan. I thought… since I couldn't get through to Edd I should try to warn him off instead. But then…"

"He punched you, didn't he?" Eduardo cut him off with a growl rumbling in his throat. His dark brown eyes narrowed into daggers.

Matt didn't reply; he just nodded, looking miserable.

"This sounds serious." Mark spoke up, his blue eyes calm and calculating. "But why do you think he is targeting Edd for any specific reason? I mean, maybe this is all just some misunderstanding and you're just-"

"I am not jealous of Reagan!" Matt snapped abruptly.

Mark and Eduardo exchanged a dubious glance before the blond raised his hands, palms out, in a surrendering gesture. "Alright, calm down. That wasn't what I was going to say." He smoothed, still alarmed by his reaction. "I was going to suggest if there's any possibility that you might be looking at the picture in the wrong way. I mean, from what you told us about this Irish fellow, maybe he's just naturally aggressive?" He shot a quick glance at Eduardo as he spoke.

Matt was struggling to comprehend what he was listening. Was Mark really trying to justify Reagan's actions? He shook his head crossly and lifted his chin. "Would you interpret any differently after being punched in the face and threatened?" He enquired dryly.

Mark tucked a lock behind his ear sheepishly. "Point taken." He conceded. "Just making sure we don't jump into this situation with the wrong conclusion."

"There is no wrong conclusion, I'm telling you!" Matt urged. "That guy is up to something, and he is after Edd!"

"But you don't know why?" Eduardo finished.

Matt was silent, which was answer in itself.

"Yeah, look, I'm sorry you and Edd are going through a rough patch and all; but there's nothing really either of us can do." Eduardo admitted with a tone of sympathy to his voice. "It's not our place to intervene and we know next to nothing about the situation. Why should we help anyway?"

"You helped once." Matt said suddenly, without really meaning to. Eduardo regarded him steadily. "That day on the supermarket, when the four of us went out together… you noticed he was in a bad shape then. I don't know what exactly happened between you two, but when you guys returned together Edd was acting better than he did previously."

Eduardo scowled. "Yeah, but that didn't last very long now, did it?"

"But you can get through to him again!" Matt protested, almost pleading for them to help him. An idea had just slid into his mind.

Eduardo reared back, his expression giving nothing away. "What exactly are you trying to ask of me?"

Matt took a deep breath and braced himself for what he was about to say. "You can talk to Edd. Try and reason with him to stay away from Reagan." He proposed.

"Are you out of your mind?" Eduardo interjected incredulously, his dark eyes glittering with disbelief. "What makes you think he will listen to me? He didn't even listen to you – and you are his best friend!"

"Because he listened to you the first time. And… you have a… way with words?" Matt added sheepishly.

Eduardo glared at him. "What's that supposed to mean?"

"Now, now-" Mark stepped between the two, trying to diffuse the situation. "I think what our acquaintance here is trying to say, is that you won't be as easily swayed in an argument as he is. You can hold you ground."

Matt winced; half expecting to be dismissed out of the apartment for his ludicrous idea, but to his relief Eduardo was looking thoughtful. "Even if I did as you asked, how are we going to arrange it? I was lucky I had any opportunity at all to talk with Edd the first time. And how willing to listen will he be if he learns that you have talked to us first, trusted this deep and personal information to "rivals", without his knowledge?" Not waiting for Matt to reply, he shook his head and went on: "No. I'm sorry. I wish I could help, I really do, but I can't discuss issues that you have with a guy know nothing about,much less met before in my life, to someone who hardly trusts me!"

"What if you were to meet him?" Matt prompted. "He's coming to pick Edd up for a camping trip later today. If you were to observe just long enough to get a good reading of him, then will you talk to Edd?"

Eduardo and Mark exchanged knowing glances. Then Eduardo gazed back at Matt with narrowed eyes and shrugged with a deep seated sigh. "Look, I'm sorry. But I already have an awful lot on my plate as it is, and I can't get side-tracked now to solve your problems."

Matt's heart dropped like a stone in his chest as he watched Eduardo walk past him and leave. Perhaps it was too much to hope for a bit of help.

Oddly enough, Mark didn't look the least bit concerned and he merely 'tsked' before taking the melted ice bag and heading to his kitchen for a cup of tea. There was a knowing glint in his eyes as he smirked. "Don't worry. I'm sure everything will turn out fine." He reassured.

Matt blinked, wondering how things could possibly turn out fine when he is so lost. And what does Mark know that he doesn't?

(Meanwhile…)

Restrained and properly muzzled, Tom's monstrous form was sprawled on an examination table, hissing and spitting at the three figures surrounding him with awe. Chains looped around his powerful claws to keep him from swiping at them, and a muzzle placed over his face. More heavy chains weighed down the rest of his body to immobilize his movements.

Tord's gaze raked over every single detail of the creature displayed before him. He couldn't believe what he'd seen. At long last, his creation was standing before him in all its glory! Although, Tord couldn't help the prickle of disappointment that coursed through him every now and again.

He knew he couldn't shape the serum to give off the exact monster design he wanted, but he'd always imagined it would be bigger and more monstrous. The news articles he read about the beast case seem to have been implying it as such. But this is just Tom with a few modifications and extra features! Still, Tord hoped he would prove to be more destructive once they get the true testing started.

"Look at the size of these claws!" Paul murmured in amazement, staring wide eyed at Tom's long and sharp claws. He bent down for a closer look, receiving a rumbling growl of warning from the asset as he neared. Paul hesitated, then decided the better of it and stepped back.

Tord was so excited with this development he had no idea where to start the analysis, so he decided to follow Paul's observation and start off with the claws.

He passed by Patrick, who was keeping his distance and staring at Tom with sympathy and dismay. Tord frowned, rolling his eyes but didn't say anything. They weren't on speaking terms yet, apparently.

Approaching the test subject, Tord stooped down and took one of the massive claws into his hands.

It was hard to believe the paws used to be about the same size of his hands – they're huge now! It was nearly the size of his torso. The paws are wide against his palms, but the real kicker are the claws. They're long and held a purplish tint to them. Tord hummed, slowly dragging a digit along one of the claws. He barely flinched when the tip pierced his skin and drew blood.

"Pretty sharp." He noted. It wasn't hard to imagine the creature slitting people's throats with ease. It would only take one fast and precise blow.

Paul reappeared next to him, taking a look at the other claw eagerly. But not even a moment later he sighed in disappointment and lowered the claw again. "No paw beans?" He murmured dejectedly.

Tord rolled his eyes. "Makes sense. Paw pads serve as cushioning, while it seems his paws serve solely as support for the main thing, his claws."

He turned away, and was quite sure he heard Paul mumble "like a sloth's paw" under his breath as he maneuvered the massive paw in his hands. Patrick cleared his throat hard to cover a snort of amusement. Tord rolled his eyes and sighed, but refused to comment.

He eyed the horns next; spikes shooting straight up from the top of Tom's head. They don't look particularly sharp – and really, as he trailed his digits along the length of one of the horns, he got no cuts. Perhaps if the creature were to ram it hard enough it would stab through a person easily. Then again, anything can stab you if plunged hard enough…

His gaze accidentally strayed to the beast's eyes, staring straight back at him. Tom's eyes. Still identical, and yet, so very different. Whenever Tord looked into Tom's eyes, even though they were empty husks, he could still see them glimmer with emotion – even when Tom's facial expression showed none. But when Tord looked into his eyes now in this form it was like gazing into the deep depths of the night, shrouded where no gleam of light can reach.

Tord shook off the apprehensive feeling he got from staring at the eyes, and proceeded to grab a hold of the horns by their base.

The creature roared suddenly, rearing back in his restraints. His powerful tail whipped around and slammed Paul into a nearby shelf; breaking it in half and scattering its contents.

"Paul!" Pat cried out in alarm.

"I'm okay!" The Red Army Commander yelped in reassurance, slowly picking himself up from the wreckage.

Tord instantly let go of the horns. The monster's movements subsided, though he continued to trash around; trying to escape and get at them. Cautiously, Tord approached again and took the horns by their tips this time. The monster huffed and puffed, out of steam, but he tried to shake his head to get rid of Tord's grip.

"Sensible horns, eh?" The Norsk mused, stepping back to jot it down on his research notes. Every piece of information could prove crucial!

Having recovered, Paul returned and wrestled with the trashing tail to subdue its movements. He firmly held it down against the table with his own weight as it continued to flick to and fro.

Tord took a look at the mouth guard piece. "I wanna take a closer look at his fangs." He decided. To Patrick he added, "help me remove the muzzle."

"Would that be wise, sir?" Paul spoke up, shooting his companion an uneasy glance. "I mean, it was such a hassle to put it on him in the first place, I think we should really consider carefully – what if he bites one of you?"

"I appreciate the concern, but I already know the risks." Tord broke in roughly, his hand up for silence. "Help me here, Patrick."

For a moment, he thought the Polish soldier was going to refuse. His pale green eyes scrutinized the restrained test subject with pity, but a heartbeat later he obediently joined Tord. Even if they're in less than good terms with each other for their disagreement over Tom's treatment, Tord knew he would never outright refuse an order from him. Especially now that he's on thin ice.

Together, they worked on undoing the straps of the muzzle. Tord unclasped the ones in the front, directly facing Tom, while Pat undid the straps at the back of the asset's head.

The muzzle came lose with a resonating 'click'.

With a jerk of his head, the monster tossed the mouth guard piece aside and knocked Patrick a couple steps back. His hair bristled with rage as he sets his sights on Tord, who stood directly in front of him. He bared his fangs into an angry snarl and growled menacingly, rising as much as he was allowed to stare the Norsk down. His muscles bunched and he lunged forward with a shriek, sinking his teeth into Tord's arm.

"Careful, Thomas. You don't wanna break your teeth now, do you?"

Tord watched in a mixture of awe and amusement as Tom latched onto his robotic arm, biting him. He could see dents starting to form in the metal where the fangs tried to pierce him.

He knocked him back, dislodging him from his arm, and grabbed a fistful of Tom's hair – or was it fur, now? – and pinned his head down on the table. The creature hissed in protest, and kept trying to veer his head around to snap at his forearm.

"Aw, what's the matter?" Tord cooed mockingly, watching the asset struggle beneath his hand. "Can't speak while in this form? What a shame."

All he received was a loud rumbling growl in response.

With a nod, Patrick took his place in holding down Tom's head while Tord crouched down and pried the test subject's mouth open to have a better look at the fangs. He kept biting down on his metallic fingers. Peering closely, Tord took note of the long sharp teeth. Curiously, it appears that Tom's tongue has also changed. It turned forked, like a snake's. Other than that there wasn't anything else of particular interest. There were no rows and rows of sharp teeth extending along the mouth cavity, like sharks do, or venom in the canines. Although, since the effects of the serum range so closely to zombification, could Tom's bite be contagious and spread the same monstrous outcome? That would make things a whole lot easier.

Tord elected to test that out for later.

He quickly strapped the muzzle back on Tom, who kept hissing and growling at him and tossing his head from side to side.

"Will you quit hissing at me already?" Tord snapped, glaring down at the test subject. Then he grinned. "You know, Tom; if I didn't know any better I would think you enjoy being in this form-"

The monster thrust his head forward and head-butted him right in the face, cutting him off mid-sentence.

Tord staggered back with a yelp of alarm, holding his already injured nose which openly started to bleed once more. "Argh! Not again!" It had taken a while and multiple tissues to stop the first bleeding, so to have it restarted was a pain in the ass.

The monster made a rough noise, a mixture of a bark and a growl, almost as if he were laughing at the misery he imposed.

Tord glared back at him balefully. "Why you-!"

A soft chuckle followed by the clearing of a throat broke in. "Sir, I think it might have been the horns." Paul pointed out.

Tord blinked. What is he talking about now?

"I mean, he has horns; he probably sees you as a threat or something." Paul continued, gesturing toward his leader's hair with barely suppressed amusement.

His words finally clicked with Tord and he scowled at the line of thinking. "Oh haha ha. How clever! He has horns. I have horns. We're two males fighting for dominance – clearly he is imposed by me. It's not like – oh, I don't know – that's just Tom being Tom or anything!" His voice dripped with sarcasm. "Now, are you gonna make any more ridiculous animal comparisons or can we continue to analyse the specimen?"

Getting back on track, Tord swiped away the dribble of blood from his nose and turned his attention to Tom's ears; which flickered every now and then.

He cautiously ran his fingers along the twitching appendages. Tufts of fur sticking out their tips and insides. What is their hearing range? They're so long, Tord wouldn't be surprised if Tom could hear every heartbeat in this room. He can't wait to see the full extent of all the monster's senses!

His hands drifted to the test subject's hair. Passing his hands over and over it, Tord can't tell much difference from Tom's ordinary hair. However, farther down nearing the back of the neck the hair tinged from light brown to a faint purple.

Tord pursued his lips and yanked a few strands of hair, one brown and the other one purple, and put the samples on a petri dish each. The monster howled and flailed around, but Tord ignored him. He wondered if there were any differences between the properties of both samples.

"Patrick, get me a snippet of his horns." Tord ordered with a flick of his wrist, as he continued on with the inspection. His gaze raking over the elongated arms and legs.

He reached the tail, where Paul was still restraining it, and shooed his Commander aside to take over. He grabbed the trashing tail by the tip. The fur, which Tord's sure is what it is this time, felt velvety to touch unlike Tom's hair. It continued to writhe in his grasp, trying to escape and swipe him away like it did with Paul.

The tail is pretty strong. He mused to himself, feeling the tissue of muscles constricting in his grasp. To have flung Paul away so effortlessly like that…

His train of thought was cut off abruptly by Paul's high-pitched squealing. Tord and Pat whipped their heads in his direction.

"What happened?"

"He has toe beans!" Paul announced, beaming with excitement as he held up one of Tom's feet and showed the paw pads as he pressed down on them, sheathing and unsheathing the claws repeatedly. The asset let out an indignant hiss and kept trying to pull his foot back out of Paul's hold.

Tord face palmed with an exasperated sigh.

He only wants to have a detailed look at Tom and understand his monster form, is that too much to ask? When he wasn't dealing with Patrick's silent treatment, he had to deal with Paul losing his sh#t over the minimalist of things! Of course, Tord was just as equally excited about this discovery as he is, granted! But couldn't Paul at least curb it like him and be more professional about it?

Tord pinched the bridge of his nose but wisely decided not to comment on Paul's misplaced enthusiasm. On the upside, it seems his Commander has forgotten he is supposed to be disappointed in him.

He turned away and grabbed a syringe. A sample of Tom's blood in this form could be useful – he wants to take a sample of everything if it means getting closer to understanding the monster.

As he stabbed the needle into the back of Tom's neck, eliciting a loud barking cry from the test subject, Patrick approached at the same time with a tool in his hands to chip off a tiny piece of the horns. Tord watched him. His eyes narrowed as he glimpsed the flash of sorrow in the Polish man's eyes as he glanced at Tom, and quickly chipped the tip of one of the horns for a sample; as if he did this to spare Tom from prolonging the pain.

"Thomas is fine." Tord told him with a mixture of annoyance and concern, but he hid the latter behind a matter-of-factly tone. "He's been shifting into a monster for at least the past ten years. Any pain we put him through should be the equivalent of a pinch, and that's it."

Patrick glanced at him, his honeyed green eyes dull as he gave a curt nod of understanding.

Tord fumed, but stifled the urge to sigh out loud or rebuke him. He won't let his deputy ruin the fun of researching and investigating Tom's monster form now that he finally has what he wants! The experiments are just getting started.

"I think we're done with the inspection for today." He decided, laying the samples they've collected on a table for further research. "We'll collect more samples if needed later on. Now, let's transfer Thomas to the enclosure and observe what he is capable of."

(Meanwhile…)

The sun had started to set, and shadows began to stretch across the city. As Edd put on his jacket and headed toward the building's exit, thinking longingly about what this camping trip might entail, he spotted Matt stepping out of his apartment and approach him.

What does he want? Edd wondered nervously.

He halted to wait for his friend. "Don't start complaining or arguing!" He burst out, before Matt had the chance to say a word. He knew it wasn't advisable to speak to his friend this way, but he just couldn't stomach another overly-worried lecture. "Reagan is waiting for me, and I'm going, whether you're happy about it or not."

"I'm not happy about it." Matt admitted, his eyes narrowing. "But maybe not for the reason you think."

What does that mean? "Don't you think I can look after myself?" Edd retorted, a growl in his voice. "Listen to yourself—you almost sound like my mother! I'll be fine."

Matt nodded, unexpectedly serious. "I know that. But I can still be worried about you, Edd." He shifted his legs uncomfortably. He's been acting strangely jumpy as of late. "I've been giving a lot of thought about this." He admitted. "Don't you think you might have become a little too reckless since Tom died?"

Edd was already on edge, and the mention of his dear, eyeless friend made his self-control snap. Just when I finally feel like I don't have to feel guilty every moment . . . "I don't want to hear about Tom anymore!" He spat.

Matt's blue eyes widened in a mixture of shock and dismay. He stared at Edd in silence for several heartbeats before he spoke again. "How can you want to forget Tom?" He asked incredulously.

"That's not what I meant—" Edd began, horrified that Matt believed he could ever feel that way, but the ginger had already spun around and retreated to his apartment.

Watching Matt's retreating back, Edd felt needles of guilt stab his heart. Of course I'm not trying to forget Tom. I didn't mean it like that! Did I?

He searched his heart, and realized no, he didn't.

He never wanted to forget Tom, his dear friend, who had always been able to make him smile; even if unintentionally. All he had wanted was to push away the painful memories, and not always think about how much he was missing him. But Matt hadn't given him a chance to explain.

He heard a loud car honk coming from right outside the building. His ride is here, no doubt.

Deciding to talk things out with Matt when he returns, Edd grabbed his bags and left.

"Eddie!" Just as he'd expected, Reagan was standing outside by a dark moss green van; his arms wide open to greet him with a hug.

"Hey, Reagan!"

Edd returned the gesture, completely unaware of the lone figure watching them from one of the balconies of his building, through the lens of a digital camera.

"So you're the bastard stirring up trouble, huh?" Eduardo muttered to himself, gritting his teeth as he observed Edd hug and chat with the Irishman. It's a shame he couldn't hear what they were saying from this distance. But thankfully, with the help of the zoom in feature of his camera he could just as easily read their lips to figure out.

He snapped several photos of their interaction, and made sure to snap one of the car's number plate for good measure.

He gotta hand it to the airhead – this Reagan fellow sure is shady. Several times Eduardo felt a churning sensation in the pit of his stomach as he watched them interact. Also he could've sworn at some point, when the Irishman looped an arm around Edd's shoulders and guided the brunet toward the car… he grinned and stared at Edd with a look of greed and something else more sinister. As if Edd were a great prize to own.

How does the loser not see anything wrong with this? Eduardo wondered, completely baffled. That guy has "bad news" written all over it!

"Investigating, I see?"

The voice, although somewhat unexpected, did not startle Eduardo at all as he glanced over his shoulder.

Mark blinked at him smugly. "I knew you wouldn't stay out of this."

"Congrats. Want a medal?" Eduardo snorted dryly, and continued watching the scene below.

"Does that mean you'll take the case?" Mark questioned, stepping closer to him.

"Case?" The burly brunet echoed, a light chuckle to his voice. "This is hardly a case! No, no. I'm just… confirming if the airhead's suspicions have any weight to them. That's all."

"You care about Matt, don't you?"

Eduardo nearly had an aneurysm hearing that. He quickly recovered and scoffed disbelievingly. "Don't be ridiculous, Mark! Of course not – me? Caring about that doofus? Why would you even suggest that?"

"You can't fool me, Eduardo. I've seen the way you keep looking out for him whenever we're together." Mark argued, his blue eyes narrowed. "You wouldn't be out here following his suggestion if you didn't. Plus; you seemed pretty upset that he got punched in the face."

For a while, neither of them spoke. Eduardo ignored his friend's accusation by focusing on the situation happening below them. He watched as Edd got in the car with Reagan, and the van drove away.

"Here," Eduardo handed his camera over to Mark. "Tell me what you think." He changed the subject.

Mark began to flip through the pictures he'd taken; humming deep in thought as he carefully looked over each one of them. He blinked slowly. "Well, it does seem like there's more to this story than meets the eye." He observed, pausing on one of the many pictures of Reagan – this one of him staring at Edd with a look of triumph. "No normal person looks at someone like that unless they have ulterior motives." He turned to Eduardo. "So Matt's suspicions are legitimate – though I never doubted him. But what are you going to do about it?"

"Me? Nothing." Eduardo shook his head with a disdainful sniff. "I already told you, I'm not getting involved in this. I only wanted to take a look to see if this situation is as bad as the airhead described. Now that I have my answer, I will simply return working on the job I already have and not stick my nose in other people's business."

"A little too late for that, don't you think?" Mark retorted scornfully, his blue eyes glittering like ice. Then he relaxed, his expression softening. "I know you better than anyone else, Eduardo. You're already involved, and I know you won't sit back and let this play out without trying to do something about it."

"What the heck do you want me to do, huh?" Eduardo demanded, his muscles tensing. "I'm just a jerk who bullies people, not some knight in shining armor! I'm not the right person to help in this situation. The loser is on his own."

"And what about Matt? Are you willing to let him handle this by himself, too? You saw the state he's in - he's desperate! Desperate enough to trust us for help."

As he spoke, Mark glimpse the burly brunet wince at his words; looking away to avoid displaying emotions. Years living together, Mark could read him like a book. He can tell Eduardo was torn about some inner conflict. Then realization dawned on him, and his eyes sparked.

"He… he reminds you of Jon, doesn't he?"

He noticed the way Eduardo went rigid at his question, and even though he didn't so much as glance back at him, that was sufficient answer for itself. Mark's gaze softened, and he stepped closer to rest a hand on his friend's shoulder.

"I don't blame you. I can see how you would think that way." Mark began, his voice low. "They're both wide-eyed innocent and naive. Sometimes I make that connection myself."

Eduardo swallowed thickly. "I'm not trying to replace him."

"I know you're not. Never imagined that you would." The blond comforted. "But I also know you never truly forgive yourself for what happened to Jon, and I think – correct me if I'm wrong – that you see Matt as a chance to redeem yourself."

His words resonated deep within Eduardo. He felt a shard of ice pierce his heart. Could it be true? Did he make the connection between Jon and the airhead without realizing? It would explain these strange sensations he's been having around the ginger. All the times he'd "saved" him, and then the sudden burst of anger and protectiveness he felt when he discovered the dark bruise swelling on his eye.

Unable to answer, Eduardo bowed his head and sighed, his shoulders sagging.

"Take the case, Eduardo." Mark urged sympathetically. "I know deep down you really want to – you wouldn't be here otherwise."

"But," Eduardo choked, fighting back the overwhelming wave of emotions that run rampant through him. "But what about my case?"

"It can wait for now. You've been at this for little more than a year now with no definitive leads." The blond reassured solemnly. He glanced away. "Chances are, there won't be any conclusive leads for a while."

Eduardo sighed, the wind buffeting his hair and jacket. "I… I miss Jon." His voice was hardly more than a whisper.

"I know." Mark gave him a sad smile, looking away to peer at the dusk sky. "I miss him too."

Eduardo regained his composure, and turned away with a hardened expression of determination. "Invite the doofus over to my place later. If I'm gonna do this, we need to do it the proper way. We have things that need to be discussed."

Mark stepped back and followed him inside, a faint smile on his face. "As you wish."

(Meanwhile…)

How can you want to forget Tom? Matt's words echoed in Edd's mind as he and Reagan drove up the hill toward their destination. Even though he kept reasoning to himself that wasn't the case at all, the words continued replaying like a broken record; frustrating the h#ll out of him.

Edd pushed the thought way, refusing to acknowledge it any longer.

"We're here." Reagan announced, breaking the silence. "Pull over." He told the driver, who simply nodded and did as he was told.

Edd looked out the window. He could glimpse the looming silhouettes of the cabins contrasted with the rosy blue sky of sunset. The city long gone behind them. Around them, a swath of tall trees stretched in every direction. A large lake could be seen shimmering between the trees, the sky reflected on its surface.

They stepped out of the vehicle once it came to a complete stop. Edd and Reagan picked up their stuff, and started walking toward the camp.

On their way, Edd noticed a sign that said "Welcome to Camp Littlepine!" Edd furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. "Uhh, Reagan? Where exactly are we?"

"I did tell you we're going camping, right?" Reagan glanced back at him, taking the lead.

"Yeah, but… I thought you meant like the "pitching tents" kind of camping." Edd explained.

Truthfully he wasn't complaining. It's been a really long time since he last went camping - he probably would've spent the night in a crummy badly pitched tent and be exposed to the freezing cold.

"Nah, this is even better; I promise you. This camp is abandoned, and is ours for the taking." Reagan told him simply, staring far off into the trees. "And I think our companions are already here and waiting for us."

Edd followed his gaze, spotting a flicker of light from a fireplace in the distance. They continued the haul their bags along the path leading toward the camp. The only sound was the faint creaking of branches as a breeze wafted through the trees.

At last, they arrived at the camp and were met with a group of four standing by the campfire in the center. They all turned to look at them as they approached.

"Sup, guys!" Reagan greeted with a lazy wave, dropping his bag as soon as they reached the group.

"Reagan! Hey, you made it."

Edd followed a little slower, regarding the four strangers with an appraising gaze as they each greeted Reagan.

"Everyone here knows me… so go on and introduce yourselves!" Reagan invited, waving his hand at the five people surrounding him to encourage them to come forward.

A young woman with wavy dirty blond hair, fawn white skin, and huge round glasses over a pair of green eyes, glanced around shyly and ducked her head. "My name's Sasha."

"I'm Benjamin!" An even younger man with chestnut messy hair and warm olive skin gave an eager little bounce as he spoke. "It's great to be here!"

"And I'm called Michael." A man with dark brown skin and buzz-cut stepped forward with a friendly smile.

Edd shuffled his feet nervously as he gazed at the strange faces around him. He found himself accidentally locking eyes with a young woman with pale skin, monolid eyes and long black hair. Her soft round face didn't match with her glaring gaze. Though she was slighter and softer in looks than the others, her dark brown eyes were sharp and intelligent.

"Rosalyn." She grunted simply.

Edd waved around to everyone, trying to be friendly. "Hello, I'm Edd."

They mingled around for a little bit, chatting and making small talk with one another. Reagan watched them interact, very pleased with himself as he unpacked the beer from his bag and started handing cans around to everyone. They'll start off stiff and awkward around each other for now, but give it time to socialize and a bit of alcohol in their systems to loosen up and the five will be best buds by the time this trip is over.

"Aiight everyone!" Reagan clapped his hands together loudly, strolling to the center to draw everyone's attention. "Now that we're all here, our camping trip can finally commence! Thank you all so much for accepting my invitation – I really want to spend some quality time with each and every one of you before my business trip is over. I hope we get to share some unforgettable moments in this trip."

"Sooo… why exactly is this camp abandoned, anyway?" Benjamin prompted, gazing around the camp with wide blue eyes.

Reagan opened his mouth to answer, but Michael beat him to it. "Don't you know? There was a massacre here not too long ago. Only a handful of campers survived."

Everyone exchanged alarmed glances.

"Ma-massacre?" Sasha stammered, her eyes darting around nervously.

"Great! Just what I needed to hear." Rosalyn muttered. Then to Reagan, she narrowed her eyes and added, "what made you think camping here was a good idea?"

Reagan shrugged slyly. "No one comes here, so we have the whole place to ourselves. No work pitching tents when we got cabins. And who doesn't like a spooky story to add to the place and make things more interesting?" After a moment's hesitation, he could tell none of them were reassured by his words. His eyes darkened. "Oh, c'mon guys, this place has been abandoned for four years. Nobody comes up here!"

Edd stayed silent throughout the argument, just listening. It was creepy to think they've been brought to a place that held such tragedy and horror, and are expected to spend the night here; but on the other hand, he always was one for adventure and exploration so he didn't particularly mind the setting all that much. If anything, it reminded him of the sort of mischief he and his friends used to do.

"You don't think there are bears around here, do you?" Sasha squeaked, suddenly looking frightened.

Rosalyn didn't seem fazed. "Well, even if there are I don't think singing kumbaya around the fireplace and make friendship bracelets will help us much."

"Does anyone remember the talk of a beast wandering around killing people not too long ago?" Benjamin reminded nervously. "What if it's still out there?"

Reagan watched the on-going argument with frustration rising within him. Not this beast nonsense again. Perhaps luring a bunch of stupid sheep together had been a bad idea. He shook his head. No. If the five of them develop a bond toward each other, the more likely they will join the Red Army when asked. If one goes, the rest will follow.

"Aiight everyone, simmer down will yah?" Reagan spoke up, waving his arms around to diffuse the conversation. "This place, despite what may have happened here, is completely and utterly safe! I wouldn't have deliberately brought us to spend the night here if I wasn't sure if it was." Oh no. That comes in later. "So let's all just relax, lay back, drink a couple beers and bond, aiight? There's nothing to worry about."

One by one, everyone began to settle down; finally reassured by Reagan's words.

They started chatting to one another again. Edd found himself conversing with Sasha and Benjamin; the latter describing a hiking trip he went to last spring. Edd listened politely to the end of the story, chuckling and already feeling the effects of the alcohol starting to kick in.

"Oh, so guys," Reagan interrupted, walking up to them, "I found something, kinda amazing."

Edd furrowed his eyebrows. "What?"

"I'm not gonna tell you. You have to come see it for yourselves. Come on, it's this way."

"Where?" Sasha prompted, appearing hesitant to follow but complied a heartbeat later so as to not be left behind on her own.

"Right around here, guys. Gonna blow your mind." Reagan led the group down a path around the lake, taking the chance to show them around the whole camp. "Pick whichever cabin you want to sleep in." He suggested casually. "We can even have a whole cabin for every one of us if you don't feel like sharing."

"Sweet!" Benjamin whistled, glancing from side to side, his blue gaze taking in every detail.

"Uhh, you're not gonna catch me sleeping in that cabin over there." Rosalyn spoke up, drawing everyone's attention to the last cabin on the far right, right in front of the lake.

The cabin was in shambles; the door barely on its hinges and flapping audibly in the wind with a resonating creak. Some of the windows are broken, but disturbingly enough there was what appeared to be blood stains smeared on the glass, and the little steps leading up to the door are wrecked. The group, minus Reagan, all gulped apprehensively at the sight.

"Oh man, that must be where the massacre took place." Michael broke the silence uneasily.

"Dude, I dare you to go inside." Reagan grinned widely at him.

Michael shook his head, taking a couple steps back. "No way, man."

"Just a quick little peek." Reagan rested a hand on the other man's shoulder. "Unless you're too much of a chicken to go?"

Michael glared at him. "I got self-preservation and common sense, unlike you. I am not going in there!"

"I can go." Edd happily volunteered, if only to stop the argument from escalating any further and because he's always been one for exploring even the most morbid of places.

Everyone turned around to glance at him in surprise as he stepped forth. Reagan clapped a hand on his back hard as he passed, nearly tipping him over. "Way to go Eddie!" He smirked. "See? Eddie here's not a coward – he ain't afraid of a little bit of dried blood!"

Reagan's words caused a chill of unease to ripple down Edd's spine. For some reason he thought the Irishman could be goading the others for not behaving accordingly. But that's ridiculous; why would Reagan care about the way they act?

He pushed his thoughts aside and pressed forward. He climbed the broken little steps cautiously. A cold breeze blew, ridging the surface of the lake and rattling through the reeds that edge the shore and the windows of the rundown shed, creating an almost eerie sound of a low pitched whistle. Edd pushed the broken door aside and slipped inside.

The place was a mess, but no bodies. Thank goodness. Edd breathed a relieved sigh.

Just because he likes adventure, doesn't mean he wants to see a legitimate dead - not undead; he'd seen plenty of those to be a normal occurrence by now - body.

The beds are upturned and dishevelled, bed sheets sprawled around on the floor and pillows ripped to shreds; feathers littering the place. A large hole gaped one of the walls, as if something huge had burst through. Dried blood splattered all over the floor, beds, walls, and windows. It looked like a scene straight out of a horror movie.

Edd paced further into the cabin, the wood creaking beneath his feet with every step taken. An overwhelming sense of dread followed him the longer he stayed. Edd noticed what appeared to be scratch marks along the walls and floor. An animal did this? He wondered.

The sudden crunch of glass splintering beneath his heel drew his attention.

Lifting one foot wearily, Edd inspected the item he just stepped on. A broken frame with what appears to show a squad of campers posing for the picture. The people in the photo look barely old enough to be teenagers. A chill ran down Edd's spine, making even his bones feel cold. He bent down to pick up the picture, careful with the shards of glass, when something soft and light fluttered against his fingers; he drew back to see a tuft of fur snagged on the corner of the frame.

Shaking, Edd gently teased out the fur and leaned closer to inspect it. He held it up to the shaft of moonlight that filtered through the various gaps of the rundown cabin. His eyebrows furrowed.

Purple fur? He wondered how that's even possible.

"Oi Eddie!"

Startled, he spun around so fast he nearly gave himself whiplash. Reagan was standing behind him, surveying the place with blatant disinterest.

"You were taking too long." The Irishman told him. "What did you find?"

Edd showed him the unusual clump of fur he found. Reagan peered at it, but seemed ultimately unimpressed.

"So… a bear did this?"

Edd blinked. "Wha-? No! What kind of bear has purple fur?"

"I don't know, Eddie. I'm not a f#cking bear expert!" Reagan retorted with a roll of his eyes. "C'mon, the others are waiting."

Edd followed Reagan outside to where the others were gathered. Edd debated whether he should show off his discovery to the rest of them, but opted not to. They're already weary of this place enough as it is, it wouldn't do any good to spook them further. Edd kept the more gruesome details to himself as he told them what he found inside.

They didn't have long to ponder on the scene as Reagan urged the group on to whatever discovery he wanted to show them. The ground started to slope more steeply, with rocks jutting out here and there; patches of grass and small shrivelled bushes were rooted in the gaps between the rocks, growing more visible as winter nears its end.

Reagan reached the top first. Halting on a flattened boulder, he called back, "Come and see this!"

Edd, Michael, and Rosalyn sprang up beside him, with Benjamin and Sasha right behind. Even though the last of the sun had long gone and shadows gathered everywhere, Edd could make out the wide wooden structure just ahead of them. The half-moon, shining through thin clouds, cast beams of light that better revealed the sight before them.

It was a shed, far smaller than the sleeping cabins, with a long fence and bench with a gun rack on the side. Beyond the wooden fence, several objects ranging from bottles, sandbags and bull's-eyes lay spread out on the field ahead.

"Ta-dah!" Reagan stepped forward to show off the location. "Pretty sweet, right?"

"A… shooting range?" Rosalyn quirked an eyebrow.

"I know, right?" Reagan didn't seem to pick up on the dryness of her comment, and instead gushed over the guns. "C'mon! Just take a look at these beauties."

The group drew closer, inspecting the structure with wide curious eyes. But Edd took everything in with confusion. This is what Reagan wanted us to see? He couldn't see what the big deal is, but maybe that's because of his history of weird adventures. If anything, the shooting range caused a thorn to prick his heart with a pang of hurt.

He knows a certain someone would love this place if he were here…

"Strange… why is this even here though?" Edd observed out loud.

Benjamin blinked. "What do you mean?"

"I mean, why is there a shooting range here to begin with? I thought this place was for children?"

Reagan shrugged. "What? Just because this place used to be for brats means they couldn't learn how to shoot? Relax, It's just for fun – no harm done." He pointed out, grabbing one of the rifles. "C'mon! Let's see which one of us shoots the most targets!" He grinned.

Everyone simultaneously shrugged and decided "why not?", and took a rifle each to try their luck. Just to pass the time with a bit of fun. Reagan pretended to join in on the fun, even though he was the one who suggested he only wanted to observe.

He didn't care much for friendly competition. He only brought them here to test out their potential skills as soldiers. It wouldn't do any good to his image if he brought five lousy recruits to Red Leader! Oh no. His boss only deserves the best, and once he sees the hard work he put in ensuring a batch of new soldiers for him, then he'll have no choice but to give him that promotion!

Reagan paced along the fence, observing each and every one handle a gun and their aim game.

Edd hit most of the targets, but wasn't really trying to. His shots were half-hearted. Reagan whistled behind him.

"Niiice! You handle a gun pretty well, Eddie."

Edd glanced at him, surprised to find the Irishman lurking behind him. "Oh, uh, thanks. I guess my time in the army hasn't gone to waste."

"Oh?" Reagan perked up immediately, grinning immensely wide. "You've been in the army before?" If Eddie is already experienced with this environment all the better. Red Leader will be impressed!

"No kidding?" Michael spoke up from the side, overhearing their conversation. "That's pretty dope."

"Impressive. But I bet you can't shoot the farthest targets!" Reagan challenged, eager to see the brunet's skills.

Edd took aim of the empty bottle standing on top of a tree stump, barely visible in the dark, and far away where it seemed to be the size of a mouse. He peered through the scope, squinting his eyes to make out its position. His finger curled on the trigger.

A shot rang out, and the bottle shattered to pieces.

"Whoo! Nice shot, Eddie!" Reagan praised.

Edd blinked at him in surprise. "That… wasn't me."

They stared at each other. Then they look around at the others, finding equally confused faces, until the line of curious looks all turned to face the last person left who turned out to be none other than Sasha; who's still taking shots at the targets and hitting every single one of them with precise motions. She only noticed their staring once she placed the rifle down, and instantly reverted to her shy attitude.

"S-sorry!" She flushed red in embarrassment, shifting her feet from side to side and pushing her glasses back to her eyes. "I used to go on hunting trips with my grandfather when I was little, so wielding a gun doesn't feel all that strange to me."

Reagan nodded, shooting her an impressed and amused look. "Duly noted."

Then the six of them returned to the fireplace and gathered around once more; drinking and telling each other stories about themselves. Oddly enough, Reagan hadn't said a word throughout the whole exchange. He seemed content just watching them interact, and drink his beer of course. Though he often pushed the others to keep on drinking more.

As the night wore on, they drank more and more, and at some point during the conversation the topic shifted from light-hearted and funny stories to sombre melancholic tales about their past.

The others' eyes were filled with sorrow, and their heads and gazes were drooping. Edd became aware of a great tide of grief and loss surging through his companions. His own lost ones came back into his mind, with pain sharper than knives.

Tom . . . and Tord. He might not be dead, but he's lost to me, just as if he were.

"Should we drink away our sorrows? I think we should drink away our sorrows. Who's game?" Reagan spoke up after a moment of silence had fallen over the group.

Before anyone knew, they began spewing their deepest darkest secrets out to each other; unknowingly prompted to do so by their so called mutual friend, who had orchestrated this entire meeting solely for the purpose of turning them vulnerable.

The five fools are pathetically easy to manipulate. Each one of them going through their own issues, but every single one of them fell for his tricks. Benjamin, who lives in an abusive household with a younger brother he would do absolutely anything to protect. Sasha, who's a top grade student but struggling to make ends meet in this economy and help her family, is totally on board for a solution, no matter how radical it may seem. Michael, a man who lived in the shadow of his more successful siblings would die for a chance to stick out and excel someplace else. Rosalyn, who was a bit more difficult to manipulate due to her guarded and distrustful nature, but after a lot of insistence on Reagan's part he managed to get through to her though exterior to find that she cared deeply about someone who's stuck in an abusive relationship and would like to help free them no matter how. And then of course, there's Edd; who's grief over the loss of his friend made him so desperate and eager to stop the pain in his heart he latched on to the first thing that promised him a chance to forget it all.

They're all so distraught, and desperate for a solution to their problems. Reagan is more than happy to deliver it to them. It feels nice to be needed like this. It really does.

(Meanwhile…)

The longer Tord watched, the more confused he felt about Tom's behaviour.

After the inspection, they had chained and escorted an angry and hissing monster through the hallways, trashing the whole way, and freed him into the enclosure Tord had made especially for the serum monster. A huge, spacious room with ledges to climb and stand on, and a pool of water. He'd been trying to get Tom to collaborate with him in the tests, but to no avail.

The test subject has done nothing but snarl, pace, hiss, jump, and growl his way ever since he was freed from the restraints and put in the enclosure. Even when Tord had administered the controlled shock on him, Tom didn't subdue. If anything, it only got him more agitated as he paced around on all fours, tail lashing back and forth behind him.

Tord wasn't sure what this meant – is this a new way of rebellion Tom was playing by acting like an absolute animal?

He watched the asset from the observatory, looking out the window separating him from the monster. His one working eye narrowed into a slit.

"I don't understand." He began thoughtfully. "Tom said he's in control, but now he won't stop behaving like… that." He glared pointedly at the test subject as he scratched his ears with one of his feet, much like a dog would do. "Is it something to do with the new serum? Is this just a temper tantrum he's throwing? Maybe since Tom has avoided turning for so long, his control isn't the same as he believed so? I don't know. What are your thoughts, Patrick?"

"So now you want to hear my input on the matter?" Pat couldn't help but retort, a flash of rage pulsed through him.

"Watch it, Pat." Tord cautioned tightly. "I have a high tolerance for misbehaviour when it comes to either of you, but I won't stand for it any longer if you keep this up."

Patrick ignored him. "You told me I am not allowed to meddle with the experiments, and I intend to follow your orders, sir." He snarled. "I can only tell you what I told you before. Tom is not mentally stable. It's likely that the serum has affected his brain in ways that compromise his sense of reasoning."

Tord glared at him, hands on hips. "Why do you care so much for him?" He couldn't help but ask.

The Polish man stared at him in dismay. "I… relate to him. Empathy just so happens to be a strong trait found in humans, and whether you like it or not, you just so happen to be one yourself." He replied. "You care for him too; you're just too damn stubborn to admit it. But when you realize it for yourself it will be too late to do a damn thing about it."

Tord blinked, shocked to silence.

Patrick glared at him for a heartbeat, then spun around and stormed off. "Now, if you excuse me; I have mountains of paperwork to deal with." The doors slid open just as Paul arrived with a tray of food in his hands. He smiled at the sight of Pat, but the Polish man walked straight past him. Paul's smile fell and his gaze landed on his leader.

"What happened? Did you guys argue again?" In hindsight, leaving those two together by themselves when they're in bad terms wasn't such a good idea.

Tord shook his head crossly. "Never mind that." He didn't understand what Patrick was trying to get at with that statement. Feelings are worthless, and his silly little compassion for Tom just proves it. "Did you bring test subject #1826's meal?"

Paul sighed, pulling the metal lid off to reveal a bloody juice steak. "Red meat… just like you demanded it, sir."

"Excellent!"

He took the tray from his Commander and walked over to the control panel and turned on the mic into the enclosure. "I hope you're hungry, Thomas – your meal is here!"

The monster's ears pricked and he let out a feral growl.

Tord paced over to the dispenser and placed the tray of food inside. He's not insane enough to go into the enclosure himself! When he was done delivering the asset's meal, he dusted his hands and turned around only to halt at the sight of Paul scribbling on a blackboard.

"Paul… what. Is. That?"

The blackboard held a drawing of a score table between "cat vs dog" and a question above saying: "what is the monster?" Paul smiled sheepishly.

"Well, I just thought that, maybe, for research and all we should test whether Tom is more cat or dog like in this form." The Commander explained, wincing with every word as if only now he realized how silly this idea is. "You know… for science?"

Tord frowned and sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. Where to even begin?

"First of all…" The Norsk began after recomposing his patience. "We are not going to see what animal attributes Tom has in this form, because that would not only a gigantic waste of time but also incredibly ridiculous. Secondly, the world isn't exclusively divided between cats and dogs. Thirdly, get that blackboard out of my sight right now or so help me god."

Paul hurriedly complied with his request, wheeling the blackboard out of the room with a disappointed sigh. With a shake of his head, Tord turned back to observatory window; just in time to see the monster sniff the delivered meal cautiously. Tord frowned. What is it this time? Tom suddenly lashed out at the tray and swiped it aside with one massive paw, the contents slamming against the far wall and scattering everywhere.

Tord bristled. He pressed the button on his robotic arm and delivered a controlled shock on the test subject. The monster screeched, writhing on the floor until the jolts subsided and he began to roll around as if to lessen the pain he just received.

"How dare you?" Tord roared, absolutely livid. Tom rejecting his food – again – wasn't that surprising; but toppled with Patrick's insubordination and Paul's misplaced excitement; it became a tipping point in his temper. "Hate it to break to you, Thomas – but you've already turned! Can you stop this pointless resistance against eating meat already?"

Tom growled his way, his hair fluffed up.

"You know, I considered for a long time whether to change back your diet to chicken and fish only since you did comply with my request for shifting." Tord went on. "But, you have also been an incredible pain in my ass by resisting constantly and those dirty little tricks you played on me doesn't help matters. So red meat only it is!"

Hissing and snarling, the monster scored the steel floor with his claws repeatedly, creating an agonizingly loud high-pitched screeching sound that grated on Tord's ears. The Norsk glared down at the asset. "Will you knock it off, already?!" He snapped.

The creature dropped to a crouch, muscles tensing in his legs, glaring straight at him on the other side of the glass. He suddenly charged at Tord, pelting across the enclosure to ram against the glass head on. Tord stepped back, wide eyed with alarm. Thankfully the glass was heavily fortified, so no dents or cracks were made by the impact. But that didn't stop the monster from continuously claw and snap at the glass, trying to get at him.

"Awn, bless your little bromeliaceous brain – I'm not in the same room as you!" Tord jeered as he drew closer. "Did the serum make you grow dumber by any chance?"

He watched in awe as Tom reared back on his legs and slowly rose to his full height, easily towering over him in his form with his teeth still bared in a snarl. Tord craned his neck back to look up and forced himself not to be intimidated by the big change of height between them. He was so used to being an inch or two taller than Tom, but to suddenly be turned into the definitely short one was alarming.

"Tom," Tord regarded the monstrous figure standing before him steadily, "I know we have our fair share of stand-offs, but we usually know when to quit and start taking things seriously." Tom's ears twitched. "You lost, Thomas. You transformed – get over it! I would greatly appreciate if you could stop this unruly behaviour and cooperate with me from now on."

A deep growl rumbled from the monster, his tail whipping to and fro. With one last contemptuous hiss, he turned and dashed away; leaping to one of the ledges with one powerful jump and settled himself at the top, still glowering down at Tord even from afar.

Anger flared in his eye. "You know what? Fine! Be that way." Tord shouts, unable to take the stress of arguing with Pat, Paul, and then deal with Tom's sh#t all in the same day within the spam of a few hours. His earlier excitement was gone and replaced with frustration. Things just weren't following through as they should. "Be as difficult as you want – see if I care! Just hope you don't regret it later, Thomas."

Tom yawned, showing a mouthful of spiky teeth and his tail curled. Tord observed him. His expectations for the monster project seem so far from reality now. He hopes all these issues piling up against him don't put a damper on the experiments...

(Meanwhile…)

Inside Edd's apartment, Matt poured cat food into Ringo's bowl and petted the gray tabby as she started eating in quick famished gulps. It worried him how skinny Ringo has gotten, and he dreaded the possibility that Edd might have started neglecting her, albeit unintentionally, in favour of Reagan. Edd didn't even instruct him to take care of her while he was gone.

A knock sounded on the door. "Matt? Are you in there?"

Matt perked up at the sound of Mark's voice. He breathed out a sigh, wondering what his blond counterpart wants now. He doesn't feel up for a makeover session tonight; being too distressed with his predicament with Edd.

He opened the door to greet him, his gaze downcast. "Oh, hi Mark. You need something?"

Mark eyed him from head to toe, taking in his worn out appearance. "Are you… doing okay?" He prompted worriedly.

"Not really, actually." Matt shook his head, unable to go into further details without heading into a three hour rant about his problems. Mark wouldn't want to listen to him whine about his life, anyway. "But anyway, what can I do for you?"

"Eduardo wants to have a word with you."

His words caused Matt to freeze in shock, and his blood to turn ice cold in his veins. Eduardo wants to talk… to me? Apprehension flickered inside of him at the thought. Whatever for? Even though the burly brunet did somewhat comfort him after his last encounter with Reagan, the man still unnerved him greatly. He seemed especially upset after he asked him for help, and Matt felt foolish for even trying.

As if reading his mind, Mark continued with a more reassuring tone. "Don't worry. It's nothing bad, I promise." He turned away, gesturing for the ginger Brit to follow him. "He… well, he only wants to discuss a few things with you. You know; about your little problem."

Understanding dawned on Matt, and he obediently followed suit. Nervousness still pricked at the hairs on the back of his neck with each step, wondering what exactly Eduardo wants to talk to him about. Maybe he wants to drive home how stupid my idea was. He thought gloomily.

He tried to stop his legs from trembling as they drew to a stop by the door to Eduardo's apartment, loud crashing sounds and heavy rustling could be heard coming from inside along with muffled curses. Matt raised an eyebrow but wisely did not comment on it. Mark rolled his eyes and knocked on the door.

"He's here."

The noises inside ceased, as if that were confirmation to proceed.

Mark faced Matt again with a nod of his head. "You go right on in. It's okay."

Matt's eyes stretched wide with apprehension. "You mean, you're not coming in with me?" He exclaimed. "I'm talking to him by myself?!"

"You're gonna do just fine in there. This discussion is between the two of you only." Mark told him, clasping the ginger's shoulder in a comforting manner. "Don't be scared. Remember what I told you about Eduardo?"

Matt furrowed his eyebrows, thinking hard. "That… he can look intimidating," he recalled, "but deep down he's a softie?"

The blond nodded in approval. "I'll be back in my place, if either of you need me." And with that, he turned and walked away, leaving Matt on his own in front of Eduardo's doorstep.

Gulping, Matt lifted his chin and reached for the doorknob as bravely as he could. If he can survive an encounter with Reagan, then Eduardo should be a walk in the park! But the idea of meeting the burly brunet by himself still stirred conflicted feelings within him. When he first proposed his wild idea the previous day, at least Mark had been there to quell the other's temper if things got out of hand.

Now, he's on his own.

Please don't punch me. Please don't punch me!

He opened the door, peeking inside wearily. "Hello?" He called out, feeling as if he were stepping into the lion's den. No answer. "Eduardo? Are you there?" He slipped inside, his gaze flicking all over the dim place. With a pang in his heart, Matt remembered who this place used to belong to. He could hardly recognize it now. The blinds were shut, and papers scattered everywhere, and in the far corner of the living room was a board of sorts covered up by a sheet.

But no sign of Eduardo anywhere.

Matt squinted his eyes, stepping closer. What was behind the sheet? Walking farther into the apartment he reached out his hand, ready to grasp the sheet and pull it back.

"Don't."

Instantly flinching back, Matt whipped around in alarm and met with Eduardo's stern stare boring down on him. "E-Ed-Eduardo! I'm so sorry - I didn't mean to-" He started apologizing profusely, breaking to sweat.

"It's fine." Eduardo cut him off coolly. "No harm done." His gaze flitted over the covered board next to them and sighed. "It's just… it's something from my work, you know?"

Matt rubbed his own shoulder uneasily. "Right, yeah…" He trailed off.

"How's your eye doing?"

The question took Matt by surprise. He touched his healing eye subconsciously. "Fine! It's- it's doing fine, actually."

Eduardo nodded, shifting his feet in discomfort and cleared his throat. "Anyways, let's get on with this." He sighed, and gestured for the man opposite of him to take a seat on the couch. Matt scampered over to comply as quickly as possible, and sat down with both hands on his knees as he waited for Eduardo to begin.

The broad-shouldered man paced in front of him. "I, uh, thought about what you told us of Edd and, well, I decided to follow your suggestion."

"You did?" Matt sat on the edge of his seat.

Eduardo nodded. "I observed them from my balcony, and yeah, I agree with you that something is not quite right about this."

"You do?!" Matt's heart soared with hope.

"However," Eduardo continued, his voice hardened. "With that said, I cannot intervene in this situation without any legitimate proof. If Edd is to stop meeting with that guy, then I'm gonna need to have some dirt to convince him."

Matt tipped his head, seeming confused. "Okay… but I'm not sure what do I have to do with this?"

"It means, that in order for me to snoop around where I shouldn't without getting into trouble about it, I'm gonna need you to formally hire me."

His words took Matt by surprise. He blinked, wide eyed. "Hire you?" He echoed, staring at the man before him with a mixture of wonder and bewilderment. "I don't understand… what exactly is your work, anyway? You always seem so busy whenever you mention it."

Eduardo sighed, straightening his shoulders and lifting his chin to adapt a more "professional" outlook. "I'm a private investigator. A detective, of sorts…"

Hearing this, Matt gasped and looked at him as if he was seeing him for the first time; awe glowing in his eyes. "You mean you're like… Sherlock Holmes?" He whispered, barely containing his excitement at this revelation.

Eduardo frowned. "Yeah, just like Sherlock Holmes." His voice rumbled so deeply it sounded more like a growl.

Matt gasped, his hands flying to the sides of his face in amazement. "Oh my gosh! Have you ever defeated any bad guys? Oh oh! What sort of crimes have you solved? How do you know when you found a clue in a crime scene? Oh, do you have a pipe like detectives usually do-"

He broke off as Eduardo clamped his mouth shut with one hand. The brunet stared him down.

"Focus. We're not here to talk about what I do for a living, I need you to focus and give me something to work with here. Besides, none of the things you just asked apply to what I do. My work tends to be a lot more subtle than that." Eduardo sat down across from him once he was sure the chatty ginger wasn't going to go off in another excited bout of questions. "Now, I want you to start from the beginning and tell me everything there is to know about this Reagan douche. Anything you can remember. It is vital for the investigation."

"Hang on, so you're saying that our plan to stop Edd from meeting with Reagan… is to what exactly?" Matt prompted, trying to keep up with everything that's happened once his excitement dwindled. This was a lot for him to take all in at once.

Eduardo face palmed. "The plan is for you to hire me to investigate Reagan, so I may find something to present Edd when I try and talk him out of it. I can't dig around into people's private lives without a justifiable reason, so opening an official case on Reagan is the only way to go about this. And if I go up to Edd empty handed he won't take me seriously, I know it." He explained as calmly as he could, holding in his temper from bursting. "He won't like that I'm involved in this; however, if he sees that we have gathered evidence against Reagan, showing that he is indeed dangerous, this should be proof enough to steer him away for good."

"But what if you can't find it?" Matt questioned, concern crossing over his features. "What if all of this really is based off a hunch we had and Reagan is completely normal?"

I doubt it. Eduardo narrowed his eyes. Given the way he saw the Irishman interact with the loser was any indication, he knew there had to be something more going on in this situation. Still, he answered as professionally as he could. "Worst case scenario, we find nothing on the guy and we were wrong – but at least we can be reassured he is not someone to worry about. But c'mon, do you believe that for even a second?" He prompted, one eyebrow raised. Matt shook his head after a moment's hesitation. "I thought so." Eduardo crossed his legs and sat back. "Now, tell me everything you know about this fellow – anything you can remember. Even the smallest details can be important."

"Okay!"

Unprompted, Matt began to fumble around with the inner pockets of his overcoat. Eduardo stared at him in confusion.

"Wha- what are you doing?"

Matt glanced back at him questioningly, holding out a piggy bank from his pocket. "I- I just thought that… since I'm hiring you and all, shouldn't I have to pay you for it?"

Understanding dawned on Eduardo, who immediately shook his head profusely, palms out. "Oh no no, you don't have to. I mean, we're only doing this for formality sake – I'm the one offering to go through with this for you." He placed his hand on the piggy bank and pushed it back to Matt's chest. "Seriously doofus, I can't accept this. Keep it."

Blinking, Matt gazed at him in awe. "Thank you, but... why do you suddenly want to help me? What changed your mind?"

Eduardo stared back at him; taking in the ginger's wide blue eyes piercing right into his soul with an innocent and hopeful gaze, and an image of Jon briefly flashed through his brain for a split second. He sighed and shrugged. "I just… thought better of it. It's nothing, really-"

He cut off abruptly as arms wrapped tightly around his torso, squeezing the life out of him. His eyes stretched so wide they might as well be bulging out of his skull.

"Thank you! Thank you! Thank you, Eduardo!"

Eduardo awkwardly patted Matt on the head. "Yes yes, this doesn't mean I want you hugging me – now knock it off!"

A loud throat clearing had his head snap up, and he locked eyes with none other than Mark; who entered the apartment with a tray of tea in his hands and a wide smug grin on his face as he looked upon the scene.

"I brought you guys tea."

Eduardo glared at him. "One word out of you about this and I will knock your teeth out!" He mouthed back to him over Matt's shoulder, who still hasn't let go of him.

Chapter 21: Chapter 21

Summary:

Tord makes a startling discovery, and Reagan offers his targets a choice.

Notes:

Hey, what is up you guys? Surprise! This is Flower1815, bringing you a new chapter of MLTS! Yeah, I know I said I would update once every two weeks, that being Thursdays. But then I thought of the holidays, and even though I don't celebrate it I know some of you guys do, and I might not have time to upload tomorrow anyway, so why not just hit two birds with one stone and release the new chapter earlier?

Also, disclaimer; I've been getting messages regarding if other ships are meant to be in this story other than Tomtord and Paultryk, and the answer for that is entirely up to you. If you want to see the interactions between other characters as romatinc you can, that wasn't exactly what I am going for here, but I suppose I wrote them open enough to read deeper into them if you so wish. So if you want to read this and ship Eddmatt, cola losers, Eduardo x Matt, Edumark or whatever else you can, it's just not how I see them. Just please please please, for the love of god, don't ship Reagan with anyone. In case you haven't noticed, he's not good for anyone. Again, you CAN. I just wouldn't recommend it.

So I think that's it! Happy holidays to everyone, and a happy new year! Thank you all so much for reading and supporting my work, I really appreciate it, and I'll see ya'll in two weeks! :D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It all happened so fast, it's hard to tell exactly where everything went from bad to worse.

Edd hurtled himself at the nearest thug and swung his fist square into the man's face, toppling him to the ground. He was left standing there amidst the chaos, panting as fatigue began to creep on him. He swiped a trickle of blood from the corner of his mouth, hair dishevelled, observing the on-going commotion all around him.

As their camping trip neared to an end, Reagan had the brilliant idea of finishing the expedition off with a series of minor escapades. The group of five were sceptical at first, but eventually relented. Adventures are always fun, after all.

"Just because it's a bad idea doesn't mean it's not going to be a hell of a lot of fun." The Irishman had told them, eager to break some more rules before his time in this town came to an end.

It was all fun and games at first – the six of them goofed around, hopping to different places, partying and laughing in areas where they shouldn't be and were free to do whatever they wanted. However, somehow trouble always seems to find them and most of their small adventures end in the exact same way. With a skirmish for their lives.

He tipped his head to one side as he thought he heard a whisper behind him. "Edd—now!" His head whipped around. Had he really heard Tom? There was no spiky haired shape in the shadows, no eyeless husks staring at him, but the call to battle was compelling.

Just in front of him, a large tall thug had Benjamin pinned to the ground while he kicked the young man mercilessly.

These thugs… any one of them could be behind Tom's demise… he won't let them hurt any more people. What if Matt were next? He can never let that happen!

Seething with fury, Edd leaped on top of the thug with all his strength. Grunting in shock, the thug reared up in an attempt to throw him off. Benjamin staggered to his feet while the thug was distracted and vanished into the clamour. The thug lost his balance and Edd succeeded in pulling the mugger down on top of him and he punched and kicked at the thug's stomach ruthlessly. In retaliation, the mugger lashed out a punch on the side of his face and managed to stagger away. Blinded by pain, Edd let him go.

For a heartbeat he stood panting, looking for his next opponent. No sign of Reagan anywhere. He whipped around to confront a lithe man charging at him. Edd just had time to dodge to one side, and stick his leg out as the thug slipped past him, successfully tripping the man over.

Elsewhere, at the centre of the frenzy, a massive slim man pinned Reagan to the ground and drew up his head triumphantly. His skin a russet, reddish-brown, and greasy bleached hair. "Foley?" He growled incredulously. "How dare you show your face back here? You should be dead!"

Reagan snickered. "Should I? You guys didn't make a very good job of it, clearly." His green eyes glared up full of hatred. "I told yah karma's gonna come collect your debt."

Fast as lightning, he twisted and threw the thug off with hard shove. He swiftly drew out a blade from the inner pocket of his coat and lashed deep into the man's throat. Blood gushed from the wound, pulsing onto the floor. The thug stared in astonishment and lifted one hand to his neck. Legs buckling, he collapsed.

Reagan grinned at him maliciously and held his arms out on either side of him. "Here I am." He spat back, watching the thug convulse and die before him, unflinching.

The desperate cry for help from one of his targets rose above the clamour, bringing him out of his gleeful daze. Reagan rolled his eyes. While it was smart of him to go after his old gang with backup – because even he is not suicidal enough to go up against an entire criminal organization by himself – it didn't help that most of these idiots were too skittish to fight to save their own hides. Too righteous to shed blood. Still, he can't allow one of them to die on him now. Hopefully they will lose these qualities once they're properly settled into the Red Army.

Tucking his blade away, Reagan returned to the fight. He found a wiry thug pinning Sasha up against the wall by her throat. The poor girl trashed around in distress, feebly beating at the man to let her go but to no avail.

Reagan started forward and tackled the thug that had threatened Sasha away from her. Unable to use his secret weapon in plain view, he resorted to punching the man's face repeatedly before finishing off with a harsh slam against the ground; knocking the thug unconscious. He looted the man for weapons. "Here," he said, handing Sasha the thug's pistol. "You're the best shot of all of us."

She reared back in surprise, wide eyed and hesitant to take the gun. "M-me? B-but-but I don't- I never- I mean, I don't want to kill anybody!"

"Then you can either incapacitate or disarm. Your choice!" He ordered her, gesturing to the mess around them to prove his point, then jumping back into the chaos.

Edd ducked under a counter to take a breather from the commotion. Michael and Rosalyn on either side of him, panting and dishevelled from the fight. Rosalyn has a small gash bleeding on her shoulder while Michael has some purple bruises coating his face. Edd looked worse for wear as well, and he could feel his ribs cramping with pain with every movement. But the adrenaline kept most of it off, and he almost wanted to get back in there to let out all his frustrations on the fight. He knew though that the wisest thing would be to spare himself from further damage; lest he wants more nagging questions from Matt when he gets back home.

He doesn't want to give his friend any more ideas about Reagan.

"You're holding back."

The trio glanced up just in time to see Reagan tower over them, his green eyes narrowed to slits which did not match at all with the huge smirk on his face.

"Dude, are we seeing the same mess out here?" Michael glared balefully at the Irishman. "We need to get the f#ck out of here, right now. There's too many of them for us to fight our way out."

"Don't bail on me now. You signed up for this." Reagan murmured disinterestedly, striking another thug to the ground.

Michael bristled. "I never signed up for this! – None of us did! All we signed up for was a good time!"

Edd watched the on-going argument apprehensively. He wondered how Reagan was fairing in these last few incidents with the thugs. He had no idea if any of them belong to the same gang Reagan used to be in, but knowing the Irishman's past history with these sorts of criminals Edd wouldn't be surprised if he were taking out his frustrations on this mess, too. Strange how everywhere they go they seem to bump into these thugs.

"Do you ever stop and consider that you're an awful person?" Rosalyn glared daggers at the Irishman.

Reagan's lips pursed, as if he were genuinely thinking about it. "Not usually, no. If it ever happens I ignore it and the feeling goes away." He shrugged slyly.

"We can't stay here and keep fighting these impossible odds! These guys are armed for sure. If we stay here, we're definitely screwed!" Michael urged. "We need to get out of here, right f#cking now!"

Reagan scowled. He was suddenly more aware of the weight in his pocket, and his fingers itched for the hidden blade but contained himself at the last minute. He can't expect them to keep fighting when they're frightened and wounded, lest he wants to lose any chance of convincing him to join him. He was put in a position where he has to choose between revenge or ambition.

Begrudgingly, Reagan made his choice. "Fine. We'll leave." He agreed thickly, straining to conceal the rage out of his voice. "I'll go grab our ride. But I'm gonna need you guys to keep this lot distracted whilst I'm gone. Is that manageable?"

"I can do that, but it will cost you an arm and a leg." Michael told him bluntly.

"Does it have to be my own arm and leg?" Reagan grinned, his eyes lighting up with a malicious intent.

"Just hurry up and go, already!" Rosalyn snapped.

Together, Edd and the others jumped back into the fight and took on the thugs closest to them. Swinging punches left and right, and narrowly avoiding blows. Reagan bounded away. He hesitated at the doorway and glanced back at the chaotic scene behind him. His face was grim, his eyes furious slits. Then he turned away and left.

Edd whipped around as a thug swung a punch at him. The blow struck him hard on his left cheek and sent him stumbling backward, pain blooming in his face. As he thumped onto his back, he felt a hand press down on his throat. He met the thug's vicious stare as he pressed harder. I can't breathe! He felt his head throbbing as the thug choked him.

A figure flashed in his mind. Matt! The thought of him hit Edd like a lightning bolt. He's safe and sound back at home, none the wiser to where he is or what's happened, just anxiously waiting for his return. He can't die here and leave him to wait with no idea of his fate! He won't make him go through that again!

Fighting panic, Edd mustered all his strength to tuck in his legs and then shove them hard against the thug's belly, flinging the man away from him long enough for him to jump to his feet. Rage turned into energy as the thug charged at him again. A loud gunshot echoed loudly in everyone's ears. Edd and the others went rigid with apprehension, wondering which one of them was going to fall to the ground dead. However, the thug that had been advancing on Edd toppled over instead; clutching his right knee in agony.

Looking around wildly, Edd was relieved to find out that Sasha was the one who pulled the trigger. The blond girl proceeded to aim and shoot at a couple more thugs that were locked in combat with the rest of their friends, giving them the chance to back away.

A car honking right outside the warehouse got everyone's attention, signalling Reagan's return and the call to retreat.

They wasted no time. At once they pulled and struggled away from their opponents, hurrying toward the van. They hopped into the vehicle and it tore off without further delay. Once they were safe and well enough away from the conflict, the five breathed out relieved sighs. The adrenaline in their bodies subsiding.

The car suddenly veered sharply to the right, and they all violently lurched forward.

"Reagan... you do know how to drive this thing, right?" Edd asked cautiously, quickly strapping in his seatbelt.

"Well normally, I'd lie and say yes, but considering the fact that I almost flew us into that building, I'm going to assume you know the answer to that by now."

"Oh h#ll no, I did not just escape a fight with some gang members only to die in a car accident!" Rosalyn pushed Reagan aside and took over the wheel.

"We're all fine, by the way." Michael snorted with a pointed glare at the Irishman. "Some of us better than others." He fixed his gaze on Benjamin, who doubled over in his seat with pain. Sasha's seated beside him, trying to help him in whatever way she can.

The young man shook his head profusely. "It's fine! – really, I've been through a lot worse than this- ow!"

"That's no excuse for letting yourself get hurt!" Sasha admonished.

Reagan's gaze swept over each and every one of them. "See? You guys are fine! Minor injuries aside, we could've easily bested those bastards back there." He then paused with a pensive gesture. "Weird how we keep bumping into trouble, though."

"Yeah… how odd, indeed." Michael turned to fix his gaze on the blond, his narrowed eyes cold and steady.

Alarm swept through Edd at the accusing tone in the man's voice. Does he think Reagan meant for us to clash with the thugs?

But Reagan didn't appear to have noticed, or if he did he blatantly ignored it. "You know, if you guys keep running from every fight how are any of you supposed to stand up for yourselves?" He argued. Benjamin and Sasha hung their heads in shame. "Are you just gonna bend over backwards whenever a tough looking guy stands in your way? No wonder you guys can't get a break in life. You won't get anywhere like this."

"There was no way we could've won that fight!" Michael growled back at him. "They had us outnumbered. Benjamin and Rosalyn are injured. We'd all be dead by now if we hadn't left when we did."

"Easy, buddy!" Reagan innocently cautioned with a polite gesture of his hands. "I'm not trying to pin blame on anyone or anything. I'm sure you had your reasons to retreat, and I'll respect them."

Far from soothing Michael, Reagan's words had quite the opposite effect. "Are you insinuating that I'm a coward, by any chance?" He spat.

Reagan tutted in the face of the other man's fury. "No, of course not. Whatever makes you think that?"

"Enough!" Edd interrupted, desperate to quell tensions from spiralling out of control. Once he got everyone's attention, he continued, "we're all tired and distressed by what happened tonight, but it's over now. Let's just head back to camp and settle down, alright? No more fighting."

Everyone exchanged uneasy glances and eventually nodded in mutual agreement. Michael turned away from Reagan with a disdainful sniff, and the Irishman squeezed in beside Edd and slumped back in his seat. Edd shifted in his seat awkwardly.

"Hey, so... you doing alright?" He asked under his breath as casually as he could, mindful of the other people seated so close to them. "Are you hurt anywhere? I mean, I know it must be really tough facing those thugs back there given your history and everything-"

"Stop."

"I just meant that-"

"No, I know what you meant. You know, seriously, I'm over it. I just wanted us to have a really good time, you know? Forget about it, Eddie." Reagan turned away to look out the window.

Reagan isn't the sort of guy who is particularly open with his feelings, but Edd respects that. Even if it is to keep the Irishman close as opposed to accidentally driving him away like he tends to do. The rest of the ride back to camp was silent. Edd stared down at his hands and feet, shooting occasional worried glances at Reagan. He couldn't help noticing the hunger blazing in the Irishman's green eyes as he stared up at the moon.

A shiver of dread ran down his spine. Why does it feel as though Reagan has something in store for them?

(Meanwhile…)

Seventy two hours passed since Tom's transformation into a monster, and there have been no drastic changes in his behaviour since.

Tord diligently took notes about every little aspect of the serum and its effects; observing Tom's behaviour and movements with heavy scrutiny. He hasn't had a wink of sleep since before the experiments began and he isn't about to now – too many things can happen and he needs to be here to witness every little detail! Tom hasn't had any rest either, as he paced back and forth along the enclosure, his tail lashing behind him, and occasionally taking shots of charging at Tord only to slam head first against the glass wall and then retreat to the small space beneath the ledges. He hasn't eaten anything either, which worried Tord greatly. He even made the begrudging decision of returning his diet back to fish and chicken only, however the monstrous test subject promptly rejected as seen by the splattered remains on the far wall.

His behaviour infuriated Tord to no end, as it is per usual of Tom; he supposes. Usually he would have no trouble marching in there and force feeding his meals, but one good look at the sharp teeth and claws the Brit now brandishes and he instantly knew not to set foot in there with him.

He reread everything there is to know about the beast case for any answers, looking through details he might've missed the first few hundred times he read them. Tord lifted his gaze briefly to peer into the enclosure and locked eyes with the asset, still glowering at him from the shadows; the tip of his tail twitching.

Tord narrowed his eye. What's Tom up to now?

He thought all along that he would be able to predict Tom actions and deal with the monster side of him with no trouble whatsoever. But evidently just reading and researching about the damn thing isn't enough to control him. He needs more data to analyse, but to get data Tord has to have Tom's cooperation; however, Tom is set on being as difficult as humanly possible and not comply with any of it. Tord several times tried to get the monster to perform a series of tests to try out his new skills, but all Tom did was snarl and try to attack him. Even after he administered several controlled shocks, the test subject did not comply; though it does momentarily stop Tom from snarling at him like some sort of deranged animal.

His tests were getting nowhere.

Tord went back to scribbling in his notes – writing about the serum, the new formula derived from Tom's blood, the analysis results of the samples he'd collected, the effects observed so far… but nothing yet on why Tom in specific is the key to making it work. Several tests were made on Tom's DNA samples, but nothing stands out of the ordinary.

Why? Why Tom of all people? What is it about him that makes it work?

He was brought out of his thoughts by Tom stalking closer to the glass, growling gutturally, emitting what sounded like a series of clicking sounds as he drew nearer. Tord glared back at him, wearily observing his movements. The asset was standing right before him now, ears flattened against his head. His warm breath condensed on the glass. Without warning, he slammed one massive paw on the glass. Tord flinched. His reaction prompted Tom to violently lunge forward and scrabble frantically against the glass, snapping his jaws and trying to get the man standing on the other side.

This behaviour was seriously grating on Tord's nerves. It's as if Tom was stuck on a loop! That, combined with his lack of rest and constant arguments with his deputies was taking a toll on him. Who would've imagined he would miss Tom's classic annoying tendencies as much as he does now? At least then he could always counter with some witty banter and a show of strength. How is he supposed to keep this mangy beast in line?

He promptly pressed the button on his arm to administer a controlled shock. The monster screeched and rolled away fervently, thrashing around on the floor. He then jumped to his feet, shrieked at Tord and bounded away.

Tord debated whether or not he should conduct another controlled shock when he stilled. A theory popped up in his brain, brought up along with Tom's last spoken words.

You want the monster so badly? Then you can have it…

A terrible, and yet, interesting thought manifested with that. He pressed a button on his robotic arm to turn on the communicator.

"Paul, go upstairs to the research facility and grab me one of the lab rodents used for testing, please. Over."

"Sir? "

"I have a theory I would like to test out on Tom." That was as far as Tord was willing to elaborate. The communicator turned off, leaving Tord to his thoughts.

He kept watching the half-man half-monster pace around in the enclosure until he settled on one of the ledges with one easy leap, dread and excitement surging inside of him at the thought of what this test will result into. His mismatched fingers drummed against one another in a pensive gesture. If it doesn't work, then Tom is still conscious and he can be assured this behaviour is entirely out of stubbornness to submit to Tord's commands. But if this does work…

The door hissed open behind him. Tord glanced back to see Paul walk in with a white and black rabbit in his hands, repeatedly running his hands through its soft fur. The Red Army keeps an assortment of small animals in the base to test out new inventions on them. Tord frowned and took the rabbit from him.

"I don't understand why you want it. What are you going to do with it?" Paul asked, worry shone in his gaze.

"I want to see if Tom would like a bit more kick to his meal."

Tord dropped the rabbit into the dispenser unceremoniously, and watched as it hopped into the enclosure in quick bursts.

The monster noticed the new presence immediately. He stilled, tail raised and ears angled forward as he fixed his eyeless gaze on the rabbit. Tord watched his movements with bated breath. Surprisingly, he found himself silently urging Tom to not do anything – to merely ignore the rabbit's presence and continue throwing what Tord hoped is just a temper tantrum and nothing more. As much as he would like to see his monster in action, he didn't want to deal with the implications of what this could mean otherwise.

The rabbit strayed closer to the foot of the ledges. Crouching low, the monster stepped paw by paw as he slowly climbed down. Ears flat and teeth bared, the asset sprang with outstretched claws and landed squarely on the rabbit. Its cry abruptly cut off by a sickening crack as the monster sank his teeth into its spine and flailed it around, blood splattering the floor and walls.

Tord watched the disturbing display wide eyed. The monster lifted his chin and stared straight at him. The rabbit hung limp from his jaws. Grabbing its lower half with one claw, the monster wrenched his head to one side and proceeded to rip the rabbit clean in half, spilling its entrails, and gobbled down its head first. Tord felt a shiver ripple down his spine at the insinuation he got behind that gesture, as the monster refused to break eye contact with him.

This is what I'll do when I get my claws on you.

Beside him, he heard Paul gag in horror. "Oh God! He gutted the poor thing."

They continued watching the monster finish his gruesome meal. Once every bit of the rabbit was gone, the monster swiped his tongue over his blood-stained claws to clean himself; his face and clothes dripping scarlet. The fact that the beast still looks every bit like Tom was what gets to Tord the most about this disturbing scene.

This goes to prove one thing: Tom is not in control, and judging by the horrid actions the monster committed in the past, he might have never been in control at all. Why lie then? Tord wondered. Why assume responsibility for something as grizzly as murder when you had no control over it? The more he discovers about Tom and his monster form, the more questions he gets, it seems. Just how many secrets is Tom keeping?

(Meanwhile…)

The sun was rising in the violet sky as the moon sank below the horizon. A cold breeze ruffled Edd's hair as he stepped outside the cabin, carrying his bags. After their disastrous misadventure the group returned to camp Littlepine about three hours ago, and everyone went their separate ways to pack away their stuff and leave in the morning.

He saw the others gathered around the dimming campfire. Their heads were bent very close together and conversing quietly with each other. Curious, Edd walked over to join them. Soon Edd was near enough to hear them speak.

"Think about it; we only go wherever Reagan wants us to go, and everywhere we go we bump into trouble! If that ain't shady as f#ck…" growled Michael.

Edd's eyes widened with shock. It sounds like they're discussing their suspicions about Reagan!

"But why would he want us to get into trouble?" Sasha asked. "Sure he is… you know. But even so, what kind of person would want that?"

Suspicion rose along with the hairs on the back of Edd's neck. Could Reagan be purposefully leading them to the thugs? It's a silly thought, Edd knew, but the idea that they were being sheppard around for some hidden agenda made goose bumps crawl up his skin. Reagan isn't that sort of guy. He likes to break rules and do radical things, but he wouldn't intentionally lead them into danger just to maybe get revenge on his former group.

Edd sincerely hopes he's right.

"Because he is not right in the head!" Came Rosalyn's menacing answer. "The moment we met I knew he was bad news, but this whole ordeal just cements it. Always talking about making something "more" out of your life, and "seize opportunities" or something or other. Just what is he after?"

Benjamin's voice sounded now, high-pitched with suspicion. "And the way he just instantly knows about things. How does he do that?"

"I say we confront him and get some answers now!" Michael suggested.

Edd had heard enough. His mind racing he finally reached them, prompting everyone to lift their heads and turn to look at him. "You guys don't seriously believe Reagan is doing everything on purpose, do you?" His gaze swept over each one of them. "I know he can be eccentric-"

"Eccentric?!" Rosalyn cut him off with a snort. "Eccentric doesn't even begin to cut it! We're talking about a guy whose idea of fun is to hop in lava and see who lasts the longest."

Edd shrugged. "Fair enough. Reagan has his fair share of problematic tendencies, I'm not gonna lie. But he only wanted to have a fun time with us before he goes away for good." He argued. "I'm sure he hadn't meant for us to bump into trouble. It was all just a big bout of bad luck on our part."

"A pretty convenient bout of bad luck, I'd say." Michael muttered darkly, his eyes narrowed in disbelief. "For real now, Edd, do you honest to God believe in any of that? Tell me none of this seem the least bit shady to you."

Edd felt an icy ripple along his spine. He has his own doubts about Reagan, and whether or not he truly meant to go after the thugs on purpose. But then he reminds himself of all the good times he had with the Irishman, and the trust he placed on him by shedding light in his backstory. Surely if Reagan meant to lead them to trouble all along he wouldn't have told him about his past? Besides, he has done so much for him in these last couple of months when dealing with the changes going on around him. To back him up now is the least he can do for Reagan.

Edd shifted his feet awkwardly. "I trust Reagan, and I'm willing to give him the benefit of the doubt. He's done so much for us… surely you guys feel the same way, too?"

"Well said, Eddie. But you guys are right to be suspicious."

Everyone whipped around in surprise at the sound of the new voice among them. Out from the shadows, Reagan stepped out to reveal himself; wearing an unusual attire consisting of a cobalt blue overcoat and a red sweater underneath. Edd and the others shared confused glances and stared at the Irishman with both curiosity and apprehension. An uneasy silence fell over them.

"So there is more to this story!" Michael took a pace forward. He spoke slowly, as if he was thinking about every word. "Tell us; did you mean for us to clash-"

"Ah ah ah!" Reagan tutted condescendingly, cutting him off. "All will be explained. If you allow me to speak first, of course."

Michael scowled, but kept his mouth shut. Reagan padded noiselessly up to stand in front of them so that everyone could see him. His long coat drifting behind him as he walked. He surveyed them for a few moments, his green eyes burning. Then he took a deep breath and began. "My friends, you are all aware that my stay in this town is purely for business purposes; and while I thank every single one of you for your warm hospitality during my brief visit, I came to realize the awful plight each of you go through in your lives! And in return for your kindness and companionship, I have come to extend you all… an offer."

Edd thought that his heart had stopped beating from so much anticipation. A thick silence hung in the air, as though everyone had been turned to ice.

Then Rosalyn called out. "You're kidding, right? You nearly got us killed at every given chance, and now you suddenly come to us with some random deal?"

Reagan blinked. "You will want to hear this, as it is in everyone's best interests. This offer, however, is exclusively to the five of you alone, and must never be mentioned to outside parties." He drawled, and then continued as if he'd never been interrupted in the first place. "I work for a secret organization known as the Red Army, that'll soon rise to absolute worldwide power. Our main objective is to take over the world, but also to offer a second chance to those who've been doomed by society's unjust system and life's cruel jests. People who are suffering and are in need of a little help, like you lot."

The five, still silent, listened anxiously.

"I have observed each and every one of you, and you all fit our criteria! The Red Army offers you the chance of a brand new life, to start over; where in return for your hard work and services you can get new living arrangements and get paid handsomely well, too!" He caught a gleam of interest in Sasha's eyes when he mentioned payment, and felt a surge of satisfaction. "The Red Army offers you any help you need. Why should you continue to struggle in your predicament that's hardly your fault to begin with? You played by life's rules, and yet you still get f#cked over time and time again. In the Red Army you won't be helpless anymore." Now Rosalyn was starting to look interested in his words as well, though she remained with a neutral expression on her face. "Thousands of opportunities will open up to you if you simply join us."

"That doesn't answer my question." Michael growled. "Did you or did you not mean for us to fight those thugs?"

Reagan stared him down and lifted his chin. "Of course not. What do you take me for? I wanted to test your potential, not put you in any actual danger." His expression was unreadable as he bowed his head. "You will be expected to fight for the army with your life if necessary. I am merely demonstrating to you lot that; although the rewards are great, you'll still be required to lay down your life for the organization that took you in and helped you. The last thing I want to do is give you guys false hope. You'll get everything you can ever dream of… but at a price."

Benjamin gulped. "This is… a lot to take in."

"You'll get extensive training, of course, but if this is too high a price I will completely understand." Reagan went on. "If you prefer to continue with your mundane little lives, I won't judge. Hey, at least you'll be safe; am I right? I'm sure you can sort yourselves out on your own."

Uneasy murmurs rippled through them as they glanced at one another. Edd felt sick to his stomach.

"Is this army very big?" Benjamin asked quietly, his eyes wide.

Reagan scoffed. "Plenty big!" He replied. "We're talking about global domination here! To take the world away from the grimy hands of a generation that refuses to go away and constantly screw us up every given chance."

"You know this whole thing is crazy, right?" Michael blurted out. "Secret army… world domination – this is actually insane!"

"Understand that I do not make this offer lightly. I'm taking a huge risk right now just telling you about the organization." Warned Reagan. "When it comes to joining us, you have two choices. You can either fully integrate yourself and become one of us, leaving all aspects of your previous life behind. Or you can live a double life – reporting for duty whenever your Army needs you, and still keep your ordinary life on the surface."

A cool breeze stirred the surrounding trees, ruffling Edd's hair. He shivered, not with cold, but with excitement at the incredible possibilities opening up in front of him.

"I do not ask for you answer now." Reagan murmured coolly. "You must each go away and consider my words. I'll give you lot three days-"

"I'll join!"

Shocked gasps greeted Benjamin's words as he jumped to his feet. Everyone stared at him, huge eyed. He's the youngest in their group. Reagan looked at him for a long moment and nodded with approval, barely holding back a grin from stretching across his face.

"Whoa, are you really sure you want to do this, man?" Michael asked, putting a hand on the younger man's shoulder. "Like, really sure?"

"Think carefully about this, Ben." Rosalyn cautioned beside him, her eyes narrowed to slits. "This is an army we're talking about. It's pretty intense business." She shot Edd a glance, as if inviting him to speak next and agree with her on the matter.

Edd shifted. "Yeah, the army is a really though place." He conceded quietly. "There's a lot of hard work you have to do and little time for rest, and it's not something you can easily quit either."

Benjamin made a noise that sounded half chuckle, half snort. "My parents would send me to the army one day to toughen me up, anyway. They said this way I'd end up as brave as a real soldier or else dead, and either of those would be an improvement." He paused, his tone softening. "You guys barely know half the things I go through every day with them. I'm tired of being afraid all the time!"

A wave of sympathy washed over all but Reagan. They know only a few details of the young man's harsh home life, so they can understand why he would be so desperate to get away he would instantly consider joining a super-secret army.

Sasha grabbed a hold on Benjamin's arm. "But what about your brother? Would you really leave him behind on his own?"

For a split second Benjamin looked hesitant, and then he whipped his head to face Reagan. "Can my brother join this Red Army, too?"

Reagan sucked in a breath through his teeth. "Sorry mate, but the organization has a strict policy of no underage members. But-" he paused for dramatic effect. "I can give my boss a good word in for you, and we can work something out."

Benjamin dipped his head. "Do it then. I'll join the Red Army. But only if my brother gets to go, too!" He said, his voice heavy with resignation.

Reagan grinned. "Then it shall be done."

Looking around, Edd noticed people were suddenly not as weary as they were prior Benjamin's eager response. Michael, who'd been perhaps the most vocal on his suspicions of Reagan, now gained a gleam of interest in his eyes as if he were genuinely considering the offer now. Rosalyn stared at the ground, her expression unreadable. And Sasha fidgeted from side to side anxiously, as if she were holding back the urge to give out her answer immediately, too, to instead think about this entire situation rationally. Meanwhile, Edd had no idea how to feel.

Reagan spoke again, his voice sounding arrogant and strong after Benjamin's answer. His gaze swept over the remaining four, green eyes glittering. "The rest of you have three days to make your decision. Give me your answer then. Choose me or lose me. I'm not a backup plan and I'm definitely not a second choice."

Everyone nodded in understanding. An uneasy mood settled over them as Reagan concluded his offer with a bow. They started to gather their belongings, whispering urgently to one another. Edd found himself drifting away from the group, his mind reeling.

"Eddie!"

He glanced over his shoulder, and watched the Irishman approach him. "You aiight? You're pretty quiet." Reagan prompted.

Edd shrugged, feeling numb. "So this is your mysterious job, huh? Soldier recruiting?" He tried to keep his tone light hearted, but couldn't hold back some bitterness from seeping through.

Reagan doesn't seem to mind, though. "Beats living in the streets." He whispered. Slinging one arm lazily around the brunet's shoulders, he continued. "Look, I know this looks bad but I promise this has nothing to do with the reason I am here." He told him, like the liar he is. "I did what I came here for, and now I am willing to risk my neck on this job to help you guys out, because I see just how much you need help. Especially you, Eddie."

"Me?" Edd blinked dumbfounded. "Why would I want to join this rad army for?"

"Red army." Reagan corrected. "Because I can see you are not happy here. Think about it; from the moment I met you you've been grieving over your best friend's death, but there's clearly this cheerful, adventurous glimmer you carry around with you that's almost contagious, but it's being choked out by this constant sadness you always have. I mean, obviously I don't blame you – best friend dying and all that – but toppled with ginger constantly up in your case, and those pesky neighbours you told me about, I say what you need most right now, is a drastic change of pace."

Edd was so surprised, he couldn't speak.

Reagan went on: "You can't go on like this, Eddie. You'll never get better and be happy unless you leave this crummy old town, and everything else behind."

Edd stared at him in horror. Through all their difficulties, his fear and guilt warring with his excitement, he had never really imagined that he would have to leave the place he'd always called his home. "Reagan, I can't!"

Reagan shook his head. "Will you at least think about it, please?"

Reluctantly, Edd nodded. "Alright. I will."

He is being offered the chance to turn his life around in the most drastic way imaginable. To put all his anger and misgivings into fighting for a good cause, and forget his problems. But could he really abandon everything to live like that?

What about Matt?

The image of his lifelong best friend popped into his mind, and at once he thought of refusing the offer right then and there. Then two more figures appeared next to Matt. Eduardo and Mark. Taking up all the space beside the orange-haired Brit, and how much happier he seemed to be in their company. Edd grit his teeth at the thought.

Maybe Matt would be better off without him.

(Meanwhile…)

Tord furiously scribbled on paper after paper as he dealt with the various mountains of paperwork he'd actively ignored over the past few days in favour of putting all his focus on Tom and the serum project. After putting it off for so long, and with the experiments currently on halt, Tord had no choice but to put his mind elsewhere. He grumbled to himself. Usually Patrick would berate him for doing nothing but work, and recommend him to get some much needed rest after avoiding sleep for the last few days. But the Polish soldier was strangely quiet on the matter, for once.

Jaw clenched, teeth grinding, Tord kept his gaze fixated on the paper he was signing; trying to focus on the current task at hand and ignore the pang in his heart he refused to call hurt. His head started to pound. Too many things were running through his mind, and added with his lack of sleep, it gave him a throbbing headache.

Paperwork is so boring! Wish I could run more tests on Tom… Patrick is pissing me off. Can't Paul talk him out of it? Why so emotional? Don't need them! Need to make this serum work! The army is flourishing. I will begin my conquest soon. Why did Tom lie? What else is he hiding? Need to talk to him when he turns back to normal. Why does he have to make everything more complicated? Why Tom?

Are you Tord or Red Leader? Tom's voice echoed louder above his thoughts, and he winced; gripping his own head with a quiet hiss of pain.

How many more times do I have to go through with this for it to stop? Tord thought incredulously through the blinding blaze of agony in his skull I. Am. Red Leader! Tord is nothing but weakness. Too soft. I will achieve great feats no one could ever best. I am unlike any other. Tord is… His thoughts derailed into a jumble as the beeping grew louder throughout his office.

Wait... beeping?

Startled, Tord blinked back to reality only to realize that the repetitive beeping came from his mechanical arm. He folded it towards him to inspect it. A screen displaying data of Tom's vitals stared back at him; the heart rate monitor spiking up to dangerous levels. Tord blinked blearily, trying to process the information being given to him. Once it finally registered in his sleep deprived brain, his eye widened. Tom's heart rate is off the charts!

Several floors below, the halfling creature sat alone, hunched over with its head between its claws. Its tail flicked to and fro as it uttered low growls rumbling deep in its throat. All of a sudden, it threw its head back with an ear-splitting roar and its body started to pop and bend, followed by the sickening sound of snapping bones. Its form began to enlarge at a rapid rate. Its clothes ripped apart as its body turned far too big for them. Its eyes painfully merged together into one.

Tord watched as the rhythm of the heart monitor on his arm spiraled out of control. No one can survive this kind of stress!

Before he could get to his feet, or even so much as conceive a thought on the matter, sparks flew from his robotic arm and it suddenly burst with a jolt of electricity shooting through Tord's body, sending the Norwegian toppling to the floor with a cry of pain.

A thunderous roar shook the entire base to its core.

Notes:

So what do you think? Leave a review with your thoughts below; I'd love to read em!

And I leave you all with one question. If you could get away from your life problems and start over from scratch, would you join the Red Army?

Chapter 22: Chapter 22

Summary:

The beast has been unleashed. The Red Army must now devise a plan to capture it before it heads for the city.

It's Kaiju vs Mecha time!

Notes:

Hey what’s up you guys, this is Flower1815 here, bringing you a new chapter of MLTS. The official monster design for this fic is different from the show, so I suggest checking it out over here: https://juh-britto.tumblr.com/post/153234019610/rawr-anyways-heres-my-take-on-monstertom

Warning! This chapter contains references to PTSD, suicide, and major gore, so readers beware!

I have to say; I had a lot of fun writing this one. Never have I wrote something so anime-esque in my entire life, and I hope you liked it. I don’t think there are any announcements to make, so… that’s it! I hope you guys enjoy it, thank you all so much for your support; I really appreciate it. Don’t forget to leave a review telling me your thoughts, I’d love to read them, and I’ll see y’all in two weeks! :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Paul and Patrick were about to settle in for the night, their duties finally done for the day, when all the lights around them shut down unexpectedly, leaving them in the dark for about five seconds before the hallways lit up again; bathing them in bleak red lighting as sirens started to go off all over the place. They looked at each other, confusion and apprehension reflected in their gazes.

"Something's wrong." Paul muttered.

Patrick scoffed. "What was your first clue? The red lights or the ear-bleeding siren?"

Paul shook his head. "I'll go check on Red Leader. He might know what's happening." He decided. "You should get the lieutenants and round up the soldiers to the gathering hall, until we know for sure what's going on."

Giving a solemn nod to one another, they parted ways and dashed through the long base hallways. Paul tried to take the elevator to Red Leader's office, only to find the lift out of service and glitching. "Great!" He muttered crossly under his breath before making a mad dash for the stairs.

"Head for the gathering hall!" Pat ordered hurriedly as he passed by panicked looking soldiers, trying to get everything and everyone in order before things can get way out of hand. Soldiers were stumbling out of their quarters with bewildered faces, most of them still dazed by sleep. "Keep an eye on your companions. Don't lose sight of one another." He felt an eerie calm within him, like a pool of icy water, while noise and panic raged on around him. His mind reeled. Tom! Concern for the eyeless test subject took hold of him. If the soldiers were confused on what's going on, Tom must be terrified; even if he's not quite himself at the moment. Still, someone should make sure he's okay. Patrick ordered the nearest lieutenant to get everyone to the gathering hall, and bounded away toward the laboratory level as chaos erupted.

Reaching the Red Leader's office, Paul wasted no time with formalities and simply barged into the room; nearly knocking the doors off their hinges. "Sir!" He stopped himself short by the sight before him. Tord was leaning against his desk with a pained expression on his face, clutching his right shoulder while his robotic arm twitched and spasmed beside him. Several wires jutted out of the red metallic surface, and sparks were flying in all directions. Paul's eyes rounded with shock. "Oh, so that's what is causing the whole base to go haywire. It's another one of your glitches!"

"Don't just stand there!" Tord's growl turned to a whine of pain by the end as another jolt coursed through him, his prosthetic moving seemingly with a mind of its own as it writhed around. "Help me get this thing off!"

Snapping out of his daze, Paul wearily approached him. He had to duck his head at the last second as the robotic arm jerked in his direction, nearly striking him in the face. His hands grabbed a hold of the prosthetic's base by Tord's shoulder, trying to undo the latches that connect metal to flesh when a current pulsed again and Paul flinched back. Biting back a hiss of pain that bubbled in his throat, Tord mustered all his focus into undoing the latches of his robotic arm and fight through the painful waves of energy coursing through his body. As fast as possible, although it felt agonizingly slow for Tord, he released the seals connecting to his flesh one by one with Paul's help until the robotic limb finally fell to the floor. Tord collapsed against his desk, his energy completely spent. The robotic arm continued twitching and jerking around on the floor, sparks still shooting out of it. Panicking, Paul started relentlessly stomping it in order to make it, and by extension the glitch affecting the rest of the base, stop.

When the prosthetic limb lied motionless at last, and the sirens stopped blaring in his ears, Paul let himself sigh in relief. "Told you not to install so many devices on your arm." He grinned. "Thank God I was here to lend you a hand, huh?"

Tord shot him the nastiest glare he could muster in his current condition. He was about to open his mouth for an angry retort when a booming roar resonated throughout the base and made the entire structure tremble. Tord and Paul glanced at one another, wide eyed.

"What the h#ll was that?" Paul whispered, alarm flaring in his gaze.

Tord didn't answer him, but judging by what triggered the glitch in the first place he may have an idea; and the thought filled him with both excitement and dread.

The communicator strapped to Paul's belt went off. "Paul!~" Patrick's voice hissed through static. Hastily, the Red Army Commander pulled out the device to reply. "Pat, I'm in the Red Leader's office right now. The commotion was triggered by a glitch in the leader's arm, but we successfully managed to detain it in time. Is the rest of the base secure, now?"

"The base is fine. I got word from one of the Lieutenants that everything has turned back to normal, and all the soldiers are accounted for.~" Pat's frantic voice sounded from the device. "However, I'm afraid we have bigger problems to deal with. ~"

"What do you mean?"

Several feet below their position, down in the lab level of the Red Army base, Patrick stands alone in the empty enclosure where not mere minutes ago held their test subject captive. Ahead of him, a massive gash opened like a cave in the steel wall and deep within the mountain structure the base was settled in; the edges of the gaping cavity sizzling, having been recently melted to expose the earth and rock underneath. If he stays quiet and pay close attention, he could hear something huge shifting deep down in the newly made tunnel.

Patrick trembled with shock at the sight and the implications it brought along. "Tom escaped."

(Meanwhile…)

Outside, a storm raged on. Thunder rumbled ominously through the dark clouds blotting out the sky and moon, and rain pelted down viciously. The ground was shaking, harder and harder, an earthquake trembling through all the veins of the mountain. An enormous crack appeared in the earth, and out from within the stone surface a massive creature erupted from the mountainside and into the tempest; throwing rocks and dirt in its wake. The monster rose to its full height, snarling and full of rage, finally free from both the confinements of the lab and the tiny form that had kept it imprisoned for so long.

Shaking its pelt, it parted its jaws slightly to let the fresh smells of the mountain reach the scent glands on the roof of its mouth. Instinct was screaming at it to find and kill – driving it forward to sink its teeth into flesh and let the warm gush of blood race down its throat. It swivelled its neck from side to side, expanding on every direction, scanning the landscape for something in specific when it stilled. Through the darkness of night and the flurry of rain, specks of light can be seen glowing in the horizon.

Lights… means civilization… and civilization... is where all the prey is… preeeey... ~

Rearing its head back and raising its tail high, it roared with triumph and announced its return. Lightning cackled behind it and split the skies, almost as if it were rejoicing this moment with it. It lifted its head, relishing the wind and rain on its fur. Then without further ado, it launched itself down the steep mountain; pawsteps thrumming the earth as it bounded away, its powerful muscles bunching and stretching as it drove itself on. Making its descent, its eye continuously focused on the glow on the horizon, branding its goal to mind.

Kiiiiiill… ~

(Meanwhile…)

A chorus of worried shouts and murmurs filled the immense control room, where most of the Red Army's movements and activities were monitored. After the incident with the major glitch had been dealt with, soldiers were looking at each other in shock and dismay upon word getting out that the army's secret weapon had escaped containment during the chaos. Tord, Paul and Pat quickly gathered the Generals for an emergency meeting in the control room to discuss the matter at hand. Seated at the head of the large round table, Tord had his attention divided between the meeting and tinkering with his damaged arm. He hated how vulnerable having only one functioning arm made him, and he worked tirelessly to fix his prosthetic as fast as possible. Although, it would go a lot faster if he had two hands!

Paul and Patrick sat on either side of him. To his left, Paul leaned closer to peek at his progress on the repairs of his arm. "You're keeping that feature? What for?" His bushy eyebrows rose critically. "Sir, get rid of the features you certainly don't need, lest we want another glitch overriding our systems again. Haven't you learned anything from this incident?"

"Paul, if you don't shut up and let me work I will wax off your eyebrows in your sleep!" Tord hissed back at him through gritted teeth, his patience running thin. He's lack of sleep combined with the stress of the glitch, toppled with Tom's escape, had taken a toll on him and he was in no mood for jokes with his Commander.

Dipping his head politely, Paul thankfully backed out of his personal space and made no further arguments. He shot him a concerned glance and turned his attention away.

A second form! How did I not think of that? Tord wondered, both livid and excited by this new discovery. What I've seen so far must have been some sort of transitioning stage between Tom and the monster. Whatever is out there right now is the actual Beast all those articles referred to. My monster! Now all they need to do is concentrate on capturing Tom and bring him back to the base so that he can continue his research.

"Where's the asset now?" He asked without looking up from his work. He begrudgingly heeded his Commander's advice and deleted the less useful features of his prosthetic.

Using the connection between his arm and the chip they had implanted in Tom all those months ago, the soldiers were able to track Tom's movements. A map appeared on the screen for all of them to see, and a red target moving farther and farther away from their location. "The asset is within our perimeter still, sir!" One of the soldiers answered. "Currently going at 40 kilometres per hour and heading southeast."

"What's southeast of here?" Patrick questioned, his arms crossed and a concerned gleam in his eyes.

The map widened, and to everyone's dismay a town popped up on the screen. "Lillehammer, sir. Population: Twenty eight thousand. Approximately a hundred sixty three kilometres from our base, sir."

An eerie hush fell over the room. Paul swallowed. "How long we have until he- the asset gets there?" He corrected himself on the last second.

A countdown appeared on screen. "Estimately four hours, eighteen minutes, and fifty four seconds, sir."

Panicked gasps broke out all over the room. Soldiers were staring at one another as if they could find a solution for this terrible situation in the faces of their comrades. Tord stared at the screen with a narrowed eye. This is worse than I thought. If the monster leaves the base's perimeter and heads for the city, there's no doubt it will go on a rampage; especially considering that Tom had it suppressed for quite a while now and is probably more aggressive than usual as a result.

"This is terrible!" General Keaton; a stout, short man with greasy gray hair and olive skin, exclaimed. "If the asset leaves our border we risk exposing our entire organization for the whole world in order to retrieve it."

"That's what you're most concerned with?" Flashed another General. A young woman with short curly, dyed green hair, monolid black eyes, and tawny beige skin. "How about the fact that thousands of innocent lives have been put in danger unless we can stop this monster from reaching the city?

"General Helene is right! And if the city is destroyed and word gets out of a monster roaming about, our efforts for a secret weapon would have been for nothing!"

"What about our border patrols? Surely they will impede the asset from going any farther?" A General with spiky blond hair and blue eyes known as Yuu, pointed out.

"Our patrols are not equipped to deal with this level of threat!"

Patrick nodded toward the control panel. "Inform the east watchtower! Call the border patrol back and to stay put until further notice."

"Yes, sir!"

While Tord waited for them to settle down again, he worked on fixing his arm. He gritted his teeth as he struggled to unscrew one of the more intricate panels. A screwdriver appeared suddenly beside him. Tord blinked at the offering hand, and glanced back to find a boy with a white cap and shirt and a lollipop in his mouth looking up at him, round eyed, as he handed him the tool. Tord dipped his head politely to show his thanks.

The child, despite being obviously underage to be part of the organization, is a valued member of their ranks. They found him during the evacuation of their secret base in Britain during the zombie outbreak over three years ago. He doesn't speak, and they couldn't locate his parents, so they simply took him into the army and nicknamed him AK - in honour of the weapon he wielded then, and because Paul and Pat found him in the arcade zone. Tord had to admit, the kid sure knows how to fend for himself. Even so, he is not allowed in the training grounds until he becomes of age, so he is simply an engineer assistant, under General Yuu's supervision, for now.

"Red Leader."

All the noise in the room died down, and everyone wearily turned toward the speaker. Tord's gaze flitted over calmly to the other side of the large table. General Erica, a woman with ebony black skin and long dreadlocks cascading down and around her face, beads and rings decorating all the way down to golden tips at the end of each lock, stared back at him with narrowed dark brown eyes. Her posture demanded respect, her head held high and fingers interlaced neatly on top of the table.

"Since the secret weapon is of your own design, and you've been devoted in its development for nearly a decade now, it's safe to assume you are the person with the most knowledge on the asset in this room." She continued, her orotund voice ringing throughout the room as she addressed her leader. "Perhaps you'd care to shed some light on us. What exactly are we dealing with?"

All the information Tord had absorbed on the Beast case, and the latest tests he managed to run on Tom, came flooding back to the forefront of his mind. While he may not have had a chance to study the actual monster in person yet, and most of the information he has is superficial at best, there were still a lot of things he put together from just by looking back at the old blueprints of his monster serum.

Tord smirked. "I won't sugar-coat it; our chances of stopping the monster and getting it back are not great." He told them bluntly. Hitched gasps met his words, but he went on as normal. "We're dealing with a perfect killing machine here. It managed to dig through a wall of solid steel and several layers of rock to escape containment." He turned to Yuu, and added: "By the way, I expect a team of engineers to fortify the enclosure. It would be entirely pointless to bring the asset back and not mend our mistake from happening again."

Yuu dipped his head. "A team is down in the lab levels to work on repairs as we speak, sir."

"Good." Tord nodded before continuing. "As I was saying; I designed this monster to destroy and take hits. A living tank. No ordinary weapon can defeat it. And I imagine even if it could get hurt by conventional means, we wouldn't want to risk harming and potentially killing our best bet of winning the war. So we have to go about this carefully."

"What do you suggest, sir?" Erica prompted coolly.

Tord blinked slowly and took a deep breath. Now that the moment of revealing his plan had come, he felt strangely reluctant. No doubt his next set of words will earn him plenty of protests and concerned looks; especially from his two most trusted soldiers. But they will see there's no other way. They must! Time is of the essence; and every second they waste arguing here are precious moments they could be using to retrieve Tom before it's too late. "There's only one weapon in our possession we can use. The only one that can come remotely close to stand on an equal level to the monster's power, and neutralize the threat without actual harm."

Pat's eyes widened. "You… you don't mean-?"

Tord nodded solemnly.

As he'd predicted, an uproar broke out among the Generals.

"The mecha? It's only a prototype!"

"Not even that! It's a prototype of a prototype!"

"And need we remind you, sir, that you had ceased all progress on its development after your… accident?"

Tord sat motionless as he listened to the crescendo of voices around him, his eyes closed. When he'd given up on the serum and decided to go for the giant robot as his plan B for world conquest, he had given his engineers the blueprints of his mecha to recreate it and mass produce them. But then the incident with his friends happened… ruining his schemes and proving the plan to be too flawed for world conquest. But perhaps it will prove to be more efficient for such a simple and dire: find and retrieve mission such as this.

"I understand how risky of a move this is, but we don't have a lot of other options laid out in front of us at the moment. By all means; send every single soldier we have – every weapon at our disposal to head out there and bring back the asset, but we'll only be sending them to their deaths." Tord reasoned, his voice ringing out so that every person in the room could hear him. "The giant robot replica, despite being unfinished, has a nuclear powered cannon! And according to my research; nuclear energy could be a potential weakness of the asset's." During his time away investigating and finding clues to the truth about Tom, he had found an article about a Beast sighting where there have been immense amounts of nuclear energy readings detected in the area where it had been spot. Although, the article itself was a little fishy with the mention of superheroes fighting each other or something or other. It's a far-fetched idea, but this was the only lead Tord has to a possible way of taking down Tom's monster form and bringing him back to the base; and since time is of the essence, he was willing to take the shot with this theory.

His Generals, however, weren't so easily convinced.

"Potentially?" Keaton's voice rose to a shrill of disbelief. "Are you saying you're not even sure this will do the job of stopping it?"

"Besides, do we really want to risk using the giant robot for a thing like this?" Paul pointed out.

Tord frowned. "Well, we're not going to be using it for anything else and it's just sitting in the hangar, gathering dust, so we might as well put it to some good use." He glanced around, wondering whether he was winning the support of his Generals. He snapped his fingers. "I want all engineers not working on fortifying the enclosure to finish construction on the mecha, and I want it done in one hour tops."

"Yes, sir!" Yuu saluted.

"That's all well and good, however, there's still one last matter to settle." Erica reminded sharply, her gaze sweeping around the room as she faced each one of them in turn. "Who's going to pilot the mecha and capture the asset?"

Without batting an eye, Tord bluntly responded. "I will, obviously."

"What?!" Patrick rose from his seat and slammed both hands on the table. "After your last experience with the giant robot? Absolutely not, sir! Someone else should go instead."

Tord stiffened, his gray eye narrowed to a slit as he met his right-hand General's challenging green stare. A part of him was irritated that Pat opposed him so openly, and even went so far as to insinuate he's too weak to fulfil the mission, but he knew this was just the Polish man's concern for his wellbeing speaking louder than common sense, yet again.

"I agree with General Patrick, sir." Helene spoke up. "Being the leader of this whole organization, it would simply be too much of a risk to have you undergo such a precarious operation. If you were to fall-"

"Right. And you're down to one arm only, as of the moment." Keaton added.

Hearing the last comment, Tord made a show of slowly clasping his robotic arm back on the stump of his severed limb. Everyone present in the room fell silent and looked at one another with suspenseful bewilderment. Once the arm was set back into place, Tord flicked the switch off maintenance mode and watched the prosthetic whirr to life. He flexed and waved each digit experimentally until he was satisfied with its conclusion. It's not perfect – he sensed it was stiffer than usual in its movements. Not acting quite as smoothly as he'd hoped, but for the time being it would have to do.

He lifted his head, daring anyone to say a word about his condition now. General Keaton shot him an appraising glance but kept his mouth shut. Beside him, Tord caught Erica smirking with an amused expression.

"I still firmly believe you shouldn't be the one going, sir." Patrick insisted.

"And why is that?" Tord inquired, tipping his head. "Not only am I the only person in this entire base with experience flying the mecha, but both it and the asset are my creations! I know what I am dealing with, and that's what's important. I won't have some random soldier go in my place just because they're more expandable than me."

"Red Leader is right." Erica acknowledged coolly. "Besides, we've all sworn the Red Army oath. If none of us are willing to put our own lives on the line for the sake of our cause, we can't expect the same respect from our soldiers."

"So are we all agreed on what we have to do?" Tord's gaze travelled around the room, studying their facial expressions with heavy scrutiny. No one made a move to object. When his eye fell upon the Polish man to his right at last, he could see the distress on his features but he merely bowed his head in resignation instead. Tord dipped his head in approval. "It's settled then."

The meeting came to an end. Their plan was set. The Generals returned to their designated posts, while Tord, Paul, and Pat headed for the hangar where the mecha prototype was being finished. Tord watched his engineers work, arms folded behind his back, as he waited for the signal to board.

"Paul," he turned to his Commander. "I want you to board a chopper and follow me, but keep your distance until the situation has been handled."

Paul blinked. "Sir?"

"Once test subject #1826 has been neutralized and secured, we'll need to transport him back to the base. Plus, to be quite truthful, I don't know how good a shape the mecha is going to be in after the whole ordeal is over and done with." Tord explained, and then added more quietly, "and if the worst happens and the robot isn't enough to take down the monster, it would be good to have a tranquilizer on standby."

"I'll come, too." Patrick quickly volunteered.

Tord whipped around. "No." He objected. "I need you to head back to the control centre and monitor the mission from there." The Polish man looked at him incredulously and opened his mouth to give off an angry retort, but Tord went on before he could. "Be reasonable, Pat. With Paul and I gone, someone needs to be left in charge of the base until we return."

Pat sniffed, appearing to reconsider. Tord could tell he wasn't at all happy, but he couldn't think of any reason to object. "Fine. But I really don't like any of this."

"You don't have to like it, Pat. You just gotta do as I command." Tord retorted with a roll of his eye.

ASSEMBLY COMPLETED – MECHA SET FOR TAKE-OFF IN T-MINUS: FIVE MINUTES

Hearing the announcement through the speaker, Tord straightened his posture at once. His heart began to race. This is it. He was anxious to see the monster up close and personal and witness what it was capable of. But at the same time, the thought of piloting the giant robot again after what happened last time filled him with overwhelming dread. Tord shoved his fears aside. No harpoon guns will take me down this time.

He and Paul approached the bridge together, while Pat hung back and watched from afar. As they drew nearer, Tord cast an analytical eye upon the new mecha. It was based off of his original giant robot design, but since it had been left unfinished and they were on the clock as of the moment the engineers didn't have time to recreate an exact mirroring copy of the original. It was missing the red paint job, leaving it in the bare blank dark gray and black colours, and it did not have the same likeness to himself as the previous robot did. But just as long as it can fly, take hits, and shoot without fail, Tord supposes it would have to do.

"Well, I guess this is it then." Paul murmured, and watched his leader hop right on in the robot's pilot seat. The Norsk adjusted himself, shifting around quite a bit as he muttered the controls repeatedly to himself under his breath. Paul pursed his lips into a thin line, a glint of concern in his eyes as he sensed his leader's nervousness. "Are you really sure you wanna do this, sir? We can still call this off and find somebody else to go in your place-"

"I'm fine!" Tord broke in roughly. He cleared his throat and lifted his head to meet his Commander's gaze. "There's no time to be concerned. We have to stop Tom and bring him back before it's too late! That's all that matters right now."

Paul nodded stiffly. "Yes, sir."

An awkward silence fills the air between them. A tiny flicker of guilt ignited within the Norwegian man for the way he's been treating his most trusted soldiers as of late. His consistent lack of rest and obsession with his work is no excuse to snap at them at every given chance. He inwardly bristled. I'm their leader! I don't owe them anything.

Paul shifted uncomfortably and lowered his gaze. "Good luck on your mission out there, sir."

Turning, Paul padded away down the bridge and joined Patrick, who was waiting by the deck. As Tord got a hold of the controls of his giant robot, trying to get accustomed to them and recalling on the action of every single button there was before take-off, his gaze flickered upward and he watched his deputies interact from a distance. He could see them holding hands, their heads bent forward as they conversed. Tord could imagine Pat bidding the Commander caution on the mission. Paul cupped Pat's cheek, no doubt reassuring the other that everything will turn out okay and he'll return safe. The Polish man threw his arms around his larger frame and they embraced with a kiss.

Tord felt a pang in his heart. Would it be so bad to have someone of his own to care this intimately for him? To wish him off safely, and be the first to greet him upon his return from a dangerous mission? Someone legitimately happy to see him? For a moment, Tord found himself envying the bond between his deputies. He shook his head stubbornly. That's just silly. He thought gloomily. Why would I want such a thing when I can have the whole world in the palm of my hand?

MECHA SET FOR TAKE-OFF IN T-MINUS: TWO MINUTES

Tord snapped out of his daze by the announcement. Ignoring the ache in his chest, he quickly focused his mind on the task at hand and began to flip the switches to get his robot ready to take flight.

The wings were deployed. The rockets ignited. An alarm blared throughout the hangar, counting down the seconds remaining for take-off. The bridges surrounding the mecha shortened and backed away; soldiers scurried to and fro to stand clear of the launching mecha. Tord put on the headset and strapped himself in before taking hold of the controls once more, silently waiting for the countdown to strike zero.

TEN

His chest tightened. His organic hand felt incredibly sweaty all of the sudden.

NINE

His heartbeat escalated, and he could practically feel it thumping hard in the back of his throat. He broke into a cold sweat.

EIGHT

His mouth felt parched, as if he hadn't drank anything for countless days. Just a few more seconds and he'll take flight… Oh god, what am I doing?

SEVEN

I can't do this again! His mind started to screech and run wild with panic. What if I get shot down again? What if I am not as lucky as last time? I can lose a lot more than just a limb and an eye this time around!

SIX

Get a hold of yourself! He berated himself sharply. You're the Red Leader, for crying out loud! The Red Leader doesn't allow past mistakes to haunt him, no matter how traumatic they may have been. He moves on and looks ahead toward the bright future he intends to shape.

FIVE

Closing his eye, Tord forced himself to relax by taking deep breaths. I am the Red Leader. I have always devoted myself to my army.

Are you Tord or Red Leader? Tom's voice echoed through his head, much to his building frustration.

FOUR

Tord's fists clenched around the controls. I am the Red Leader. Powerful, clever and fearless! Nothing can stand in my way.

His mantra didn't quite sit right with his mind, unexpectedly enough; but that wasn't because of his panic. It was because of Paul and Patrick, and, most of all, Tom. Their images flashed briefly through his head. As if that wasn't painful enough, two more figures were added to the incoherent jumble that is his mind. A cheerful brunet in a green hoodie, and a narcissistic ginger. All of them smiling.

THREE

I am the Red Leader. He insisted, muscles tense. I don't have friends-

TWO

And I am not in love with my test subject!

ONE

He barely heard the signal blare in his ears before he instantly pulled on the levers at his sides and lifted the mecha into the air at full force. His eye flew wide open. The lights and busy atmosphere of the hangar were suddenly replaced by a rainy night sky, watching the ground grow farther and farther away.

The altitude triggered a series of memories to flash in his head. The mountains were replaced by the suburban neighbourhood of Durdam lane. Any moment now, his robotic appendages would turn on him and start trying to beat him out of the sky. "I thought we were friends!" Edd's pained voice echoed inside his brain. Tord shook his head, his mind consciously wandering towards his left arm, remembering the sensation of a harpoon barely grazing past his form and the panic he'd felt then. Just a few inches off, or else he'd be dead. "I am NOT your FRIEND!" He remembered hearing Tom's outraged cry. He barely had time to acknowledge that he hadn't, in fact, accidentally killed the eyeless man before a harpoon plunged right next to him. His throat closed up at the reminder, his lungs felt tight. He couldn't breathe.

"Sir? ~" Patrick's voice prodded through the intercom of his headset. "Sir, can you hear me? Are you alright? ~"

Gah! Of all the damnable times to have a panic attack! Tord squeezed his eye shut and took slow, deliberate breaths. Freaking out now would only prove his deputies' point that it should have been someone else piloting the robot. But he's the Red Leader, and he's stronger than a disturbed memory. After a few moments of gaining his breath back to normal, he felt his throat start to unclench and release him. He felt light.

"Sir? ~"

"I'm fine!" He whispered breathlessly, carefully opening his eye. "I'm fine." He asserted more firmly, taking hold of the mecha's controls and propelling it forward. "Let's get on with this. Is everyone in position?"

"Yes, sir! ~"

"Right behind you, sir. Boarding the chopper in about five minutes, sir! ~" Paul's voice joined the intercom.

"Don't forget to bring the tranquilizer gun and the sedatives with you." Tord reminded sharply.

"I know, I know! I'm not that forgetful! ~" Something whizzed in the background, followed by the sound of something heavy slumping to the ground. An awkward silence fell on the intercom.

Tord narrowed his eye. "Did you just shoot someone with a sedative?"

"Nooo… ~" Paul drawled sheepishly. "But on the off chance that I did, how powerful a sedative are we talking about here? ~"

"Plenty powerful. These things are not to kid around, and we don't have a lot of them just lying around to use freely at our disposal, so use them with caution!" Tord muttered, tapping at the monitor in front of him to display a map of the area below. "Patrick, where's the asset right now?"

"Still heading southeast, although it seems to have slowed its pace down a bit for whatever reason. ~" Pat responded. "You have thirty minutes before it makes it past our border. ~"

"Affirmative."

Pulling the switch to his right Tord accelerated the mecha, while pressing the green button to his left activated the radar to get a sweep of his surroundings. It's hard to pilot a giant robot in the dead of the night during a raging rainstorm. The turbulence against the strong gusts of wind and rain caused a little unease to stir inside him; though Tord would never admit it out loud. He can only hope the weather improves and sides with him before his fateful encounter with his long awaited monster.

He must've been piloting the mecha for about ten minutes or so when Patrick spoke through the intercom again. "Sir… ~"

"What is it?"

"The asset… it just stopped. ~"

The words took a couple of seconds for Tord to finally register them. "Come again?" The transmission cut out abruptly from Patrick's end. "Pat?"

"What's going on, Pat? ~" Paul's voice joined in, greatly concerned.

It took a few tries for the static to cease, and reset the connection back to home base. Tord barely had enough patience within himself to not punch the communicator of the mecha, just to get it back to working faster. When the static finally cleared up, Pat's voice was a shrill of distress.

"We got an emergency call from the east watchtower! The border patrol we had intercepted earlier has been compromised – they are under attack! ~"

Tord didn't need any more clarification. For a moment he was frozen with horror and disbelief. "Tom!" He pulled the levers as far as they could go and blasted off across the sky at full power. Those soldiers won't stand a chance! He thought, fighting back panic. Then a more cynical and selfish thought echoed in his mind that Tord couldn't restrain. It's damn lucky on our part the patrol was at the wrong place and at the wrong time. This will buy us time to reach and capture the monster before it can leave our borders and head toward the city. It was a terrible thought; but it was true, and he had to take advantage of the opportunity presented here.

Patrick's voice cut through his thoughts. "You're right above them, sir! ~"

"I'm on it." Tord pushed down the levers at his sides and prepared to descend. His heart rate picked up speed. This is it. He flipped the switch to his left, and prepared the nuclear cannon over the mecha's right shoulder; should the monster advance on him on sight he will be more than ready to meet it.

As the robot landed, cannon ready and mecha poised in a defensive stance, Tord flipped the flashlights on so he could see the commotion more clearly. The patrol's vehicles were strewn about, flipped over and smashed to smithereens. Patches of fire burned here and there, and soldiers were running amok in blind panic. Screams of terror tore through the air, accompanied by thundering growls and gunshots. In the centre of the chaos, a massive quadruped shape stood out; moving around deftly as it swiped at the fleeing figures and plucked soldiers right off the ground and into its merciless jaws.

Tord flashed the light at it, heart pounding and blood roaring in his ears.

The monster finally noticed the new presence and whipped around to face him, giving Tord the perfect opportunity to get a good look at it. A helpless soldier hung from its teeth, writhing around and crying out for help. The monster tipped its head back and snapped its jaws shut; her screams abruptly cut off by the sickening crunch of bones snapping.

The monster is entirely made up of dark purple, nearly black, fur. Massive front paws, with long and sharp curved claws. Lithe back legs that stood disproportionately in contrast to the rest of the immense body. A long, muscular and slender tail with a whip-thin tip. Large pinkish horns crowned the top of an arrow-shaped head, and a singular empty socket for an eye stared him down menacingly. Fangs protruded from the hinge of the jaws, the slightly gaped mouth opening to a long and razor sharp row of teeth ready to rip apart the closest flesh body. A magnificent specimen, indeed.

Tord was a little horrified by the sight of the monster hunting down his soldiers like a cat in a nest of mice, but couldn't help but admire his creation in all its glory. A smirk crossed his face. This is what he long sought after. Ten years of research and experiments have all led up to this, and it certainly does not disappoint. The key to world domination was standing right in front of him, and it's everything he ever hoped for and so much more!

Unfortunately, he didn't have time to gush over his creation and success for long. The monster lifted its head and roared at him challengingly, muscles rippling under its sleek wet purple pelt.

"All right, everybody, stand down!" Tord commanded the surviving soldiers to clear the area, knowing things will get out of hand from here on out. He didn't tear his gaze away from the asset, not even for an instant. It was hard to believe this gargantuan creature standing before him once used to be classic stupid Tom. The monster roared again and started to charge at him at full speed. With the push of a few buttons, Tord aimed the nuclear cannon right at the approaching monster. "Sorry, but your rampage ends here, and you're coming straight back to the lab!" He pressed the button to fire the cannon, only for a message to pop up on his visor.

NUCLEAR CANNON CHARGING. READY TO FIRE IN T-MINUS SIX MINUTES.

"Wh- what?!" Tord's eye bulged in alarm, his sense of triumph dashed. "Charge? What do you mean 'charge'? Why wasn't I informed of this? Someone is so getting demoted-"

His words cut off mid-sentence as the monster barrelled into him; hitting him like an explosion and sending the giant robot staggering backwards. Tord could feel his teeth rattle from the force of the impact. Thinking quickly, he pulled the levers at his sides to dig the mecha's feet into the ground and stand a chance against the attack. The robot's hands grasped the monster's horns, trying to hold off the snarling beast away. Sh#t, this is bad. Tord thought, trying very hard not to let his mind run wild with panic again. If I want to take down the monster, I'm gonna have to stall it long enough for the nuclear cannon to charge. I have no choice but to fight!

The monster shook off his hold on the horns and reared up, claws outstretched and burying them into the robot's shoulders. Jaws gaping wide, the massive creature lunged for the robot's head where Tord was seated.

Thinking fast, Tord pushed down the levers to fling the monster away from him, just in time. Snap! Its jaws closed on the air in front of his face, missing him by a thread. The monster gave a snarl of surprise as it was thrown clear. Tord followed his attack with a series of repulsor blasts from the robot's hands. At least that didn't need charging. The monster staggered a couple of paces back, growling with fury.

It's taking direct hits like it's nothing! Tord peered down at the progress bar of the nuclear cannon as he continued blasting the asset. "C'mon, c'mon, c'mon! Hurry up!"

"Sir? ~" Paul's voice hissed through the intercom.

"Not now, Paul. Little bit too busy here."

"Sir, should I take the shot? You seem to be having problems and I got a good visual of the creature from over here. ~"

Tord didn't get a chance to respond. With a hiss of rage, the monster narrowly avoided the repulsor blasts, and darted forward like a snake to clamp its jaws down on one of the robot hands; mangling the device beyond repair with just a bite. Instinctively Tord used his free hand to lash out with a swift punch. His fist caught the side of the monster's head, successfully dislodging the beast off.

Then with a deep rumbling growl, the monster reared up on its hind legs. Tord watched wide eyed as the creature loomed over him, its massive paws ready to slam down on top of him. With its slender tail bristling, it looked even bigger.

The monster roared as it slammed its front paws down hard on the mecha's chest plate, putting its whole weight into the impact and nearly sending the robot, and by extension Tord, toppling to the ground.

He's trying to pin me down! Tord realized with dread, fighting back to keep the mecha balanced while also trying to remove the snarling beast clinging on top of him. If it manages to unbalance him and get him on the ground, then Tord is as good as dead. There's no way he can get back on his feet in time before the monster pounces and rips the mecha apart to get to him.

Claws scrabbled and slashed furiously at the metal shoulders and chest, the monster pushing itself forward to sink more of its weight on Tord in another attempt to force his fall. Tord remained resistant and put everything into keeping the mecha standing. Then the monster's jaws opened wide; from Tord's perspective he had a clear view of its gaping mouth, and could see a faint glow growing brighter at the very back of its throat.

Tord gulped in realization. "Oh no."

The monster unleashed a blast of fire breath straight at the visor. Tord was blinded by the jet of fire encasing him. Thank goodness he used heat resistant parts for the creation of the mecha, or else he'd be a crispy toast by now! Still, it's no good to keep on taking the heat for much longer. Something vital could get damaged.

Swinging his fists around blindly through the fire, Tord managed to land a punch on the monster's lower jaw and snapped its mouth closed; seizing its flaming assault. Then the monster scored its claws down across the mecha's chest, and followed up with a flurry of vicious swipes that battered and nearly tore the giant robot into pieces. In retaliation, Tord fired an arsenal of rockets in an attempt to dislodge the monster off; but it hardly budged under the heavy artillery assault.

Tord gritted his teeth through the unbridled attack, writhing helplessly and struggling for enough space to even defend himself. If things keep up like this, I won't last much longer…

"That's it. I'm taking the shot! ~" He barely heard Paul amidst the commotion.

"No! I can still do this!" Tord insisted, his voice nearly a shrill of desperation. "I got everything perfectly under control. Trust me." He gasped in surprise and relief when a message appeared stating the nuclear cannon had fully charged and ready to use. Tord thanked the heavens fervently before aiming the cannon at the rampaging monster. "This ends now!"

He pressed the button and fired, only for the monster to lunge forward and bite down the barrel of the cannon; breaking it in half as if it were a twig.

Tord froze.

WARNING: NUCLEAR ENERGY OVERLOADING. IMMINENT SELF-DESTRUCTION IN T-MINUS ONE MINUTE.

"Aw, come on!" He yelled. "Can't one thing go right for me tonight?"

Apparently not; the monster continued its assault by tearing off huge pieces of the robot apart with its teeth and claws. It's a miracle the mecha was still standing at all! Breathing hard, Tord assessed the situation, and his stomach churned as he tried to come up with a new plan. He is currently wedged between a bloodthirsty monster and a beaten down mecha on the verge of blowing up in a wave of nuclear energy.

That's it! There was one last thing he could do.

With the push of a button, the protective glass visor in front of him flew open and ejected. The first drops of rain splashed onto his head. The monster gave off a curt surprised and indignant growl as the visor thunked its muzzle on the way down.

Tord whistled loudly. "Hey! I'm right here – come get me, you overgrown purple goat!" He taunted, his gaze flicking briefly toward the countdown and seeing there was ten seconds remaining. It's crucial he times this just right.

The monster glowered at him, a deep growl rumbling in its throat; fangs gnashing as it drew closer. It opened its jaws wide open and lunged forward.

Now!

Tord slammed the eject button and was sent flying through the air, still on his seat. The monster clamped its jaws shut on the empty space where he'd been a second before; just as the countdown hit zero, and the mecha exploded. Tord covered his face with one arm as a harsh bright green light ignited, followed by a massive cloud of dust. His parachute deployed, and he started his slow descend back to the ground. The rain eased into a steady drizzle. He peered down, squinting his eye as he searched through the thick smoke for signs of the monster. Did it work?

The dense barrier of smoke slowly dissipated, revealing a bare empty clearing with scraps of metal littering the place. But no sign of the monster anywhere.

"Sir?! ~"

"Is everything alright? ~"

Hearing the panicked voices of his most trusted soldiers through the headset, Tord startled out of his observations to reply. "I'm fine. I managed to eject just in the nick of time!" He reassured them, hearing both release an immense sigh of relief. "Paul, any visual on the asset?"

"Uh… negative, as far as I can tell. ~"

Tord landed on the ground, swiftly undoing the straps of his seat. He stood up and surveyed the damage. "Well, there goes our last giant robot. May we never do this ever again." He growled as he neared the wreckage of what's left of his mecha. "Patrick, send out a team to come collect the remains. I don't want everything to have gone to waste, and we could salvage parts to create better weapons in the future."

"Yes, sir! ~"

"And Paul, have the chopper land close by. The surviving soldiers will come with us back to the base, and we need to transport To- AH!" His sentence cut out abruptly with a shocked yelp as his gaze landed on the motionless form sprawled on the ground, butt naked and unconscious. Tord's heart skipped a beat as he focused on Tom's face, and then scanned down the smooth curves of his naked torso for a good minute or two.

"You found Tom, sir? ~" Paul asked, a teasing edge to his voice.

Tord blinked, suddenly aware of how much of a pervert he was being, and dropped his gaze to a point on the ground between his feet before settling for turning his whole head away instead. He was, after all, staring at an unconscious nude man. That he was breathtakingly beautiful had nothing at all to do with it. Nope. Nothing at all.

"Yeah."

"He's on his birthday suit, isn't he? ~"

"Yeah."

"Thank goodness I predicted this would happen and brought an extra set of clothes! Now who's the forgetful one here? ~"

"Just have someone dress him up and brought to the chopper, please." Tord pinched the bridge of his nose, willing himself to calm down and refusing to turn around for even an instant.

To distract himself from his embarrassment, Tord decided to take a closer look at the wreckage of his mecha; trying to appear as if he were doing something important with this inspection. He poked the dents made on the metal. The monster sure did a number on the robot. He thought absentmindedly. Then he caught a glimpse of something jutting out of one of the panels. It was long and thick, and it glinted in the bleak lighting. Tord approached it curiously. He reared back in surprise upon realizing that it was one of the monster's claws.

It must've torn off at some point during the fight! He realized, pressing onto the headset. "Paul, do me a favour and make sure Tom has all his fingers intact? No particular reason, but it doesn't hurt to check."

"O-okay? ~"

Tord was studying the claw again. He reached out carefully and touched it with his organic hand. I wonder what Bing could do for me with a sample like this? He mused, looking up at some of the soldiers and beckoned them closer. "Hey! You three! Help me get this claw out of the wreckage and load it into the chopper!"

Before long, all soldiers were aboard the chopper along with the monster claw and the unconscious test subject. Tord was the last one to board, making sure everything else was settled before hopping in. Tom had been put in a cage. He doubted the eyeless man was going to wake up so soon, but the surviving soldiers were on edge after the terrifying ordeal they've been through – coupled with the deaths of some of their comrades – so Tord had the unconscious test subject put in a cage and one soldier to watch over him; just to calm everyone's nerves down.

As the chopper lifted into the air, he glanced at the survivors now. A patrol of twenty five, cut down to a mere seven now. They're all quiet, heads bowed and gazes dark with grief. Tord straightened himself. As their leader he should probably say something. He cleared his throat, and looked steadily back at his soldiers. "Tonight was a tragic event. We've lost good men and women, but rest assured; our fallen comrades will be properly mourned once we're back at the base." His voice was strong and deep.

After a moment's pause, the soldiers all nodded in quiet and sombre agreement. Nodding in approval, Tord turned away to join Paul by the cockpit.

(Meanwhile…)

A lone soldier guarded the imprisoned monster, still passed out on the bottom of the cage, thankfully dressed, inside the cargo hold. The soldier smoked through his eighth cigar that night, silently grieving the deaths of his close comrades. Two hours ago they were all bantering and going on another run-of-the-mill border patrol. Who would've thought things could change so drastically in the drop of a dime?

Suddenly he hears a low groan coming from behind him.

He glanced over his shoulder, one hand instantly clenching around his rifle. The monster was awake; freaky empty eyes, barely slits, stared up at him dazed. The soldier glared back at it. If this thing wasn't the army's secret weapon and the Red Leader's pet, he wouldn't hesitate to open fire on it the minute he was left alone with it. Knowing the beast that killed his comrades was lying right before him, unpunished, made his blood boil.

"Help…" The test subject rasped, one hand reaching out for the soldier from behind the bars. "Help… me…"

The soldier glowered. "Help you?" He asked incredulously, flicking away the end of his cigar to the far corner. "You're lucky I don't blow your f#cking brains out right now!"

"P-please…"

The soldier slammed the blunt end of his rifle into the test subject's face, who recoiled away with a hiss of pain. "Shut up, will you?" He growled, turning his back to the cage once again.

Leaning back against the bars he rummaged through his pocket for another cigarette. He pulled out the lighter, ready to ignite the flame when something long and muscular wrapped around his neck and slammed him back against the cage. He dropped the cigarette and the lighter, hands instantly flying up to his neck to try and free himself. A resonate hiss could be heard right next to his ear, drowning the sound of snapping and mending bones from behind. Warm breath fanned over the nape of his neck. He gulped, breath limited by the tail coiling around his throat.

He was slammed against the bars again, until he was nearly squeezing in between them. The tail coiled over his mouth, muffling his screams as the snarling monster behind him started to sink its teeth into his shoulder; ripping off large chunks of flesh as he spasmed.

Blood coated the cargo hold floor. Soon enough, the soldier's movements subsided and he lay lifelessly by the cage. The monster growled softly, reaching out with its bloodied claws to bend the bars and squeeze its way out.

(Meanwhile…)

Back on the cockpit, Tord and Paul conversed quietly; out of earshot of the two pilots handling the aircraft. Tord leaned against the wall, arms crossed and a blank expression on his face as he talked with his Commander.

"What's gotten into you?" Paul questioned, dismantling the tranquilizer gun and putting it back in the suitcase. "Lately you seem to be... more reckless than usual. When was the last time you had a full night's rest?"

"It doesn't matter." Tord broke in roughly, analysing his robotic digits. "We got Tom back, and managed to get a glimpse of the monster's true potential. Aside from a few casualties, I say tonight was a win in my book."

Paul frowned, concern showing in his gaze. "You had quite a couple of close calls back there. You were so adamant in doing things by yourself, I ponder why even bother bringing me along with the tranquilizer if you were just going to insist on doing things alone anyway." He argued. "Sir… are you sure you're okay?"

Tord's composure wavered for a tiny fraction, but his expression gave nothing away. "What do you mean? I'm perfectly fine! I am the Red Leader, am I not?" Paul could've sworn he saw the Norsk twitch. "I always know what I'm doing."

Paul opened his mouth to argue when the door to the cockpit slammed open. They whipped around at once to see a soldier with striking ginger hair standing by the doorway; her green eyes wild with fear, struggling for breath. "Red Leader!" She gasped. "It's the asset! It escaped containment – we're under attack!"

Tord stiffened with shock, his blood turning to ice. Impossible! He thought. Tom is supposed to be unconscious for several more hours. But perhaps more worrying than a half-shifted monster freely roaming the aircraft to massacre everyone aboard, was the fact that their only hope of stopping it has just been disassembled and put away!

He and Paul exchanged a long knowing look. "I'll go and stall the monster with the rest of the soldiers." He ordered. "Get the tranquilizer ready as fast as you can!"

Paul appeared exasperated for a split-second, and seemed ready to argue otherwise, but he simply released a resigned sigh and saluted instead. "Yes, sir."

As he turned to follow his soldier out, Tord tried telling himself that he was doing this because he knew the most about Tom and the monster half – that he was the only one skilled enough to stall it, and that it's his responsibility as Leader to tame his creation. However, his mind kept flashing to the image of Paul and Patrick close together back in the hangar, parting ways and reassuring one another; and with a pang in his heart he secretly knew of the weakness plaguing through him at the mere idea of losing either one of them. Worse still; lose one, and having to tell the other the unfortunate news.

It's not a risk he's willing to take tonight. I am the Red Leader. I know what's best!

As he stepped out into the main area of the aircraft cabin, he was met with the sight of the remaining soldiers standing rigid and tense; rifles clutched close. A tall, broad-shouldered soldier stood by the doorway to the cargo hold, his back pressed firmly against the steel door to barricade it. Loud snarls and heavy bangs could be heard coming from the other side, and Tord instantly pictured the monster furiously trying to barge in.

"All right, everybody, calm down." Tord commanded, his voice clear above the angry growls. "We have to stall the asset for as long as we can, until Commander Paul can assemble the tranquilizer and sedate it. Under no circumstances are we to aim fire at the asset, do I make myself clear?"

"Are you mad, sir?" A soldier exclaimed. "We are in a metal death trap with an angry monster, and you are more concerned with us hurting it?"

Tord narrowed his eye. "Enough! The asset is currently our only advantage to win the upcoming war. We shoot it dead and, well… we might as well throw in the towel while we still can."

He knew he was exaggerating. The Red Army was very well technologically advanced – thanks to him – and they developed plenty of weapons that will prove useful when the time comes. But Tord needs his soldiers to cooperate and not shoot Tom on sight. He has no idea how resistant he is in his half-shifted form, and he hasn't gotten results back from all the blood samples he took from Tom to know if it is a suitable replacement for the serum. If they kill Tom now, that's the end of the project.

Yeah. That's precisely the only reason why I don't want Tom dead.

"Oh, all right." The soldier backed down, dipping his head irritably. "I really want that thing dead more than anything, but we'll do it your way, Red Leader."

"Great!" The soldier barring the doors hissed. "Then how the h#ll are we supposed to stall it? 'Cause let me tell you, I got a feeling these doors won't stay shut for much longer-"

His words died out with a strangled gasp, his mouth open in a soundless wail, as a claw impaled right through the door and his torso. The other soldiers backed away with shrieks of horror, some of them gagging. Tord remained unmoving; stunned by the sudden sight of the bloody claw tangled in the soldier's guts. The claw retreated just as suddenly, the soldier's body collapsing to the ground as his intestines were pulled through the gaping hole in the door. Horrible guttural growling sounds could be heard on the other side as the beast feasted.

The claw reappeared through the hole again, followed by deep growling. The soldiers instantly reached for their guns.

"Nobody move." Tord rasped each word quietly through gritted teeth. "Whatever you do… don't… move… a damn… muscle."

The steel doors pulled apart with a heavy creak, revealing Tom in his half-shifted stage, forcing the doors apart with its blood-stained claws. Its face was smeared with blood and saliva, caking its shirt crimson, and dripping on the floor. Ears pricked, it curled its lips and bared its teeth into a snarl. The monster paused by the doorway, scanning the cabin with its strange, and alluring empty eyes.

Staying true to Red Leader's orders, nobody moved. No one made a sound. They simply stood there for what felt like an eternity, frozen in the building suspense.

Tord took shallow, quiet breaths, trying unsuccessfully to slow down his racing heart. The monster hissed, the noise slithered around the room like smoke, and approached quietly; stumbling forward in two legs, hunched over, and tail flicking to and fro. It stepped over the corpse of the soldier by the door without so much as a glance.

It drew closer.

And closer.

Like a predator hunting for prey.

One deliberate step at a time.

Hurry up, Paul! Tord silently willed the Commander to appear from behind him, and sedate the asset before any more blood can be spilled. He can't fully trust the repulsor function of his mechanical arm to protect him this time. His arm was still fragile from the glitch incident and would most likely malfunction if it gets too overheated.

The monster swung its head from side to side, snarling at the soldiers but never approaching them. For a while, there was a feeling that everything would turn out okay. If no one moved or made a sound, then there won't be a reason for the monster to attack them, and Paul could reach them without havoc breaking out.

But things just couldn't go the easy way.

The soldier that had alerted him of the situation sneezed beside him, shattering the silence. The asset's ears instantly swivelled in her direction and it released a deep rattling hiss. Oh no.

The monster made the move to round on her, but the soldier standing on her other side swooped in and punched the asset on the side of its face, and followed up by slamming the blunt end of his weapon on top of its head. The monster showed its teeth, hatred twisting its face, as it advanced on them. It reached out for them with outstretched claws, but was pulled back by another soldier grabbing its tail and tugging it back hard.

Tord's fists clenched from how hard he willed himself not to face palm instead. "You fools!"

The monster roared, a sound of pure rage and hatred. Ripping its tail out of the soldier's grasp, it twisted around and launched itself at him. The soldier could only stagger a few steps back before the monster was on top of him, burying its claws deep into the soldier's throat, fastening its teeth into his scalp and ripping the head clean off his shoulders with one simple wrench of its head.

"No weapons my ass!" Another soldier shouted with indignation, pulling up his rifle to take aim of the test subject as it rounded on him next. "I'm not about to be massacred by some creepy half-ass lab experiment!"

The monster rose to its full height as it regarded the armed man, whipping its tail around and slamming two other soldiers back against the wall as it lunged for him.

Tord narrowly avoided the tail; his eye widened once he made sense of the situation before him. "No!" He gasped, reaching out to try and stop the soldier from pulling the trigger a moment too late.

A gunshot rang throughout the room as the soldier shot the asset at point blank range in the chest, sending the monster staggering a couple paces back. Astonishingly enough though, that's all it did. A dark bloodstain appeared through the shirt, but other than that the monster didn't seem too fazed by the shot to the chest, and soon enough, it was back on its feet; letting out an enraged shriek as it sprang at the soldier.

The soldier let out a screech of shock and fear, doubling back to escape the monster's claws for another chance to shoot it again. But the asset was too fast for him, and it lashed out with one claw; scoring across his stomach and spilling his entrails all over the floor. The monster pounced on him and finished him off with a few famished bites to his neck.

That's it! Tord can't stand idly by and watch as his soldiers fall victim to his creation's claws. He quickly charged the repulsor blast of his robotic arm and fired at the asset.

The monster let out a bellow of pain as the repulsor blast seared its shoulder. It swung its head from side to side, and then turned to fix Tord with a baleful gaze. He smirked. "Recognize me yet?"

A forked tongue flicked out between its teeth, swiping around its blood soaked jaws. Tord summoned every scrap of skill and strength he possessed. This isn't just an ordinary sparring session with Thomas anymore. He knew the monster could kill him if he makes one wrong move, but in spite of that he felt strangely free. In this moment, it doesn't matter who he is. There was only the clean danger of battle and trying to survive.

He aimed another repulsor blast at the asset's neck after he was certain he'd given enough time for his arm to cool down, but the halfling monster swung its head to one side and dodged the blow. It darted forward and lunged for him. Tord jumped back, narrowly avoiding a killing bite to his throat. The monster flexed its haunches to pounce again. Tord kinked his robotic fingers, taunting it to come for him. With an ear-splitting shriek it threw itself at Tord, but at the last moment he darted aside. He fired another blast as the asset landed, and struck a hit on the side of its face.

The monster shook its head furiously, evidently annoyed by Tord's strategy. It won't be enough to defeat it, but it is a sure way to keep it distracted long enough for Paul to arrive and end the conflict.

The asset glowered as the Norsk taunted him again. "Come on, beastie! Don't you like your meal half medium rare?" He purposely displayed the scarred half of his face.

The halfling monster pounced at him again. As Tord turned to sidestep out of the way, he was jerked back by a harsh tug on his robotic arm. At first he looked down in confusion, but it quickly turned into dread once he realized that the asset had managed to sink its teeth into his prosthetic arm and stop his escape attempt. It swung its tail around and swiped Tord's feet off balance, knocking him over and on his back. Snarling, the monster started to trash its head around and tug back hard; pulling at the robotic arm. Tord hissed at the building pain jolting up the stump of his arm. Although he couldn't exactly feel the teeth sinking into the metal, the prosthetic was still attached to his nervous system for mobility purposes, and having it forcefully ripped out of his body isn't exactly a pleasing notion.

The monster had the robotic arm gripped between his teeth and continued to tug, and tug back hard. Tord felt a terrible pressure at his shoulder. The asset slammed one paw down on his torso, sinking its claws into his chest to immobilize his movements. He writhed and twisted, but each movement only made the pressure worse as the tugging continued. Tears pricked the corner of his eye, and Tord hated himself in that moment of weakness.

All of a sudden, the ginger haired soldier appeared in his peripheral vision and slammed her rifle down repeatedly on the monster's head. It let go of Tord with a startled growl, turning its attention on the soldier.

Tord instantly sat up, clutching at his shoulder and peering down to analyse the damage on his robotic arm. He could still move the prosthetic around, but there was a gash above his forearm where the cables were visible. He didn't dare shoot another blast from the repulsor in this condition.

The monster faced the soldier, swiping the rifle right out of her hands. She froze in fear as it approached, its head low, its teeth bared and dripping with blood. Then it rose to its full height and lunged forward, sinking its teeth in her face as she let out a blood-curdling scream.

"Ella!"

The last surviving soldier threw himself at the monster, forcing it to let go of its prey; her body toppling to the floor lifelessly. The asset snarled and reared back, trying to dislodge the soldier off. It whipped around and sank its vicious claws into his throat. Blood welled out as the halfling monster ripped him down to the crotch with a single slash.

The soldier let out a gurgling cry and crumbled to the floor, body convulsing as his guts spilled out of him, leaning back against the wall. The monster towered over him now, fangs bared and ready to tear him to pieces. The soldier regarded the creature with a blank, glazed look in his eyes, before pulling the gun from his holster and aiming at his own head.

He pulled the trigger.

Knowing he was the last man standing now, Tord quickly snapped his mind back into action and moved to remove the gun from his holster; anticipating the monster to turn its attention back on him and finish what it started. But the monster didn't move away. It was strangely still, staring down at the body at its feet. Then it did something unexpected.

Ears drooping, it crouched down and reared back its head and started to wail. A loud, high-pitched shrill of agony. Upon closer inspection, Tord was stunned to find tears streaming down its face.

"What in the world?" He muttered out loud, his voice attracting its attention as it turned its head towards him.

The halfling monster slinked towards him, whimpering. Before Tord can react and take the gun from his holster, it was upon him and unexpectedly nuzzled its head against his mechanical palm, nudging it so that it rested on top of its head; just between the horns. Tord's heart throbbed hard on the back of his throat, but now he felt less afraid and more confused than anything else. It climbed half of its body into his lap, while the lower half sprawled on the floor.

Tord watched the monster weep into his palm, curious and a little worried. "What… what happened?" He wondered.

"K- k- kill…"

Tord perked up at the choking sound it uttered. Was it trying to speak? At first Tord thought it must've been a trick of his mind, but the closer attention he paid the more it sounded like words were being said. Tord went on looking down at the bloodied monster. Somehow his fear had drained away.

"Ki-kill… m-me…"

Tord stared in horror as he made out what it was trying to say. "Tom?" He leaned closer and spoke urgently, his stomach churning. "Tom, is that really you?"

A thin wailing came from Tom, which gradually formed into words. "P-please, kill me."

"W-what?"

Tom's eyes opened wider and he fixed his cloudy eyeless gaze on Tord. "I- I- I can't take this anymore. Please!"

But before Tord could do anything, something small came whistling through the air and thunked into Tom's neck.

Tom jerked back with an animalistic snarl. Tord flinched with a surprised yelp, and lifted his gaze to see Paul standing by the doorway to the cockpit, tranquilizer in hand as he took aim of Tom again. He shot another sedative, this time hitting Tom in the shoulder.

Tom wobbled, his head starting to droop as he slowly collapsed forward onto Tord's lap. "You… you have to… kill me…" His voice was barely a mumble as he fell unconscious.

Tord stared down at him in stunned horror the entire time.

Notes:

Get ready bois

Chapter 23: Chapter 23

Summary:

The breaking point part 1

Notes:

Hey, what is up you guys? This is Flower1815 here, bringing you a new chapter of My little test subject! Something cool that I forgot to mention last chapter is that the mountains where the Red Army base is located in is actually based on a real life location, I've been there myself and it's great, and I thought it was a perfect place for a hidden organization to reside in. Coordinates are: 61.5536° N, 8.4842° E

This chapter is the first part in the little trilogy that I personally like to call "The breaking point", and a bit of forewarning here guys, but you might want to have some tissues on standby. Not for this chapter in specific, but I mean for these three chapters as a whole, cuz I had a hard time writing these without getting emotional myself. So have fun with that!

I think that's all the announcements I have. So yeah, I hope you guys enjoy the chapter! Thank you all so much for your support, I really appreciate it. Shout out to @RedLeader on Eddsworld Amino for the lovely comic adaptation; go check them out it's awesome! Leave a comment telling me your thoughts, I love to read them! See ya'll in two weeks! ;)

Chapter Text

In his apartment, Eduardo paced back and forth while continuously mumbling under his breath as he skimmed through the evidence files he'd gathered during his investigation on the loser's new BFF. Over the past week since he started this new investigation, he'd been deeply invested in looking into everything there was to know about the enigmatic troublesome Irishman that's been lurking around Edd over the past few months. Eduardo went through a h#ll lot of trouble to acquire so much as a full name, and he had to break some big work policy rules here and there to get anything done at all; and although it wasn't much, what he found in the end should be more than enough reason for Edd to steer clear of that shady as f#ck guy.

"Edu!"

The file in his hands was tossed high in the air as Matt appeared unexpectedly right next to him, startling him. Eduardo caught the file mid-air as he quickly composed himself, and shot the ginger a hard stare.

"S-sorry!" Matt squeaked and backed away sheepishly. "I didn't mean to scare you."

Eduardo narrowed his eyes and scoffed. "I didn't get scared! You just… you surprised me, that's all." He insisted. "Anyways, what are you doing here? Don't you have to be stupid somewhere else?" Good thing he made sure to clear away all evidence of his hobby from his living room earlier that day.

"Not until six!" Matt lifted his chin proudly. "Mark and I are going to watch a bunch of chick flick movies. You want to join us?"

"Can't. We have a plan going here, and I need to stay here to talk with Edd, remember?" Eduardo highly doubted Edd would hear him out if he simply approach him, so they devised a plan to get them in the same space by themselves long enough for him to show the evidence, and convince him of keeping his distance from the Irish menace. "Besides, I'm not a big fan of chick flick movies."

"How do you know, you big grumpy pants?" Matt challenged slyly. "Have you ever tried watching it to find out?"

"I used to watch them with Jon whenever he insisted on it."

Matt tensed. He didn't mean to bring up Jon! No doubt his late friend was still a sore subject for Eduardo to talk about, and the last thing Matt wanted was to make the burly brunet upset, or worse, evoke his wrath. He instantly opened his mouth to apologize but Eduardo continued.

"Jon didn't like that I was only into violent action movies, so he'd try to get me into other genres of movies. Mostly chick flicks and animated films." His voice was soft and grave; a faint smile on his face. "Didn't really enjoy most of them, but Jon was happy with the arrangement so I put up with it. Jon liked the more light-hearted films, especially those with bouncy musical numbers."

Matt stared at him in surprise. Talking about Jon seemed to have made him happy, even though he was dead. Was that how it was when you lost someone you loved? His thoughts drifted to Tom. Even thinking of his friend made Matt's chest tighten with grief. I could never talk about Tom happily. Not after what happened. And even then, he had no one to talk to. Edd barely even looks at him, nowadays.

After today, hopefully that'll change…

"Don't you find it hard to talk about him?" Matt couldn't help but ask.

"I like to remember him." Eduardo answered. "And it's easier now that some time has passed." He bowed his head. "He was the kindest, sweetest person I've ever known, and I miss him every day. But missing him doesn't have to feel so sad anymore because... I try to call on his memory with fondness, you know?"

Matt held his gaze, saying nothing. The grief in his heart seemed to melt into warmth.

"Is everything going according to plan?" Eduardo asked, putting the evidence file on the kitchen counter.

"Yes! I invited Edd over, and told him we're gonna chill together – all four of us!" Matt told him, shifting his feet. "He… surprisingly agreed to it." It's been three days since his friend returned from the camping trip with Reagan, and the brunet has been acting strangely quiet since then. Well… more so than usual anyway. "You sure I can't take a peek on the evidence file? I think it would bring me some relief if I knew what we're dealing with here."

Eduardo shook his head. "I'll handle this, doofus. Just know that you were right to be suspicious." And that's all he was willing to share on the matter.

"If you say so…" Matt chuckled, rubbing his shoulder. "You know, it will be nice to have Edd back once this whole ordeal is finally over. Things can finally go back to the way they were…" He trailed off; realizing things could never be the same as it was before. Tom is still gone.

For a brief moment, Matt entertained the possibility of Tom still being alive somewhere and coming back to them. He knew it would never happen. He's dead and buried in Winchester Park. But he couldn't help but think of a scenario where Tom returned, intimidated Reagan from ever coming close to them again, and the three of them would be happy once again to go on more crazy adventures. If only...

Mark joined them a few minutes later, and they took their time while Edd has yet to arrive to discuss the details of their plan. "Okay, so let's recap. The loser will come in through that door at any minute now, and we're all gonna act natural. Then once the loser has been lured into a false sense of security, you two find an excuse to leave us alone, and I'll talk to him. Is everyone clear on what you're doing?"

Matt and Mark nodded in unison.

Just then, the apartment doorknob jiggled. Everyone tensed.

"He's here." Eduardo narrowed his eyes. "Remember, act natural!"

They settled themselves around the kitchen counter, appearing as if they were chatting. Eduardo made sure to keep the evidence file out of sight as the door flipped open, and Edd strolled in with a can of cola in his hands. Although there was an easy-going smile on his face, his expression was unreadable and his eyes were dark.

"Hey." Edd greeted, his gaze sweeping around the place.

Eduardo grunted. "Sup, loser."

"So, uhh... what- what are we doing?" Edd questioned. "Matt only said we'd be hanging out, but I didn't really understand what this entails. By the way, I won't be able to stick around for very long. I have somewhere to be later on."

Eduardo narrowed his eyes. Meeting with Reagan, no doubt. He opened his mouth to reply, thinking of something casual to say, when Matt beat him to the punch.

"Oh NO!" Matt exclaimed dramatically, hand flying to his forehead as if he were a damsel. Beside him, Mark jumped in surprise. Even Edd looked startled. "It seems I have FORGOTTEN SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT back in my APARTMENT!"

Eduardo's composure wavered, and he had to will himself not to face palm. Perhaps he should've clarified to have Mark make up an excuse to leave instead – the doofus was far from subtle. He caught a gleam of amusement in Mark's eyes as the ginger continued.

"Oh, the HUMANITY!"

"What thing?" Edd asked, his eyes narrowed and an annoyed edge to his voice. "Matt, whatever it is, do you really need it right now?"

"YES!" Matt said, louder than before. "This is ABSOLUTELY TOO IMPORTANT!"

"Well, perhaps-" Edd started.

"MARK, would you be so kind as to ACCOMPANY ME back to MY PLACE and HELP ME LOOK FOR IT?" Matt practically bellowed. "I'm afraid I WON'T find it by MYSELF."

Hiding his laughter, Mark answered as curtly as he could. "Of course."

With a hand on the ginger's shoulder, the two of them made their way around the counter and passed by Edd, who stared at them incredulously as they exited the apartment. "What… what just happened?"

Eduardo shrugged and rolled his eyes innocently. "H#ll if I know." That… could've gone better, but they did their job. He thought, fixing his gaze on the brunet standing across from him. Now comes the hard part… No matter what way he goes about this, once he mentions Reagan the loser will undoubtedly lose his temper and become defensive. He just needs him to listen long enough to supply him with the information he found. Now whether this ruins whatever respect they have for one another, Eduardo couldn't honestly care. He might as well just spill it and get it over and done with.

He took a deep breath, his hand gripping the file on the counter. He has to choose his next words carefully.

"Last week, when you were leaving for your trip, I saw you with a strange blond guy." He began. Edd's eyes widened slightly in surprise, but he listened silently as Eduardo continued. "I couldn't help but notice some strange looks he was giving you. Have you known that guy for very long?"

He immediately noticed Edd's posture go rigid, though his facial expression remained partially indifferent. After several long moments, Edd spoke. "Who I spend my time with is none of your business." He sipped his cola.

Eduardo glared at him. He could feel tension cackling in the air between them. He wanted to avoid a possible fight from breaking out, but if Edd decides to make things difficult he won't hesitate to go for the hard way instead. Eduardo took a pace forward, towering over the loser who glared back at him indignantly. He will try to keep things peaceful until there's no other choice. "Your friend is worried about you." He growled. "And after everything I found out about your supposedly "new friend", I agree with him."

"Matt…" Edd hissed through gritted teeth, crushing the empty cola can with one hand. "Of course he would involve you in this mess. What a great friend he is. Telling everyone about my personal life! Ha! I swear to god, I'm gonna kill him-" He trailed off as he abruptly stood up and made a move the leave.

"Oh no, you don't!"

Eduardo surged forward and grabbed him by the arm, pulling him back hard and shoving him back down on the couch in one fluid motion. Edd blinked wide eyed, wondering what just happened. "You're gonna sit the f#ck down and hear me out, you understand?"

Edd sat up, his eyes narrowed to furious slits. "Keep your big fat-ass nose out of my life, will you?"

"Just listen to what I have to say." Eduardo insisted, trying hard to keep his anger in check and not let a fight break out. "If you don't want me in your life anymore after this, then fine. I'll leave you well enough alone. But at least listen to what I have to say first before you come to a decision."

Edd scoffed, but begrudgingly remained where he was. He crossed his arms over his chest and glared at Eduardo the entire time.

Eduardo sighed. "I've been investigating this Reagan fellow closely over the past week after doofus told me what was going on."

"Pretty sure that's an invasion of privacy." Edd muttered crossly.

"Not in my line of work, it isn't." Eduardo replied steadily.

"Oh, great!" Growled Edd. "So Matt paid you to spy on my life, huh? That suddenly makes it all better then!"

"I wasn't spying on you, I was spying on Reagan!" Eduardo shook his head. "But that's beside the point; thing is, you shouldn't trust that guy. He's clearly up to something, and for whatever reason you seem to be the only one naively blindsided to notice."

"Excuse me?"

Eduardo pulled out the evidence file and flickered through it. "Your so called friend used to be part of a criminal organization from around these parts." He revealed. "He worked for them for several years by mugging, kidnapping, and killing people-"

"Yeah, I already know all that."

Eduardo stiffened with shock. His eyes widened as he stared at Edd. "Wait… you already know this? And… you deliberately continue to hang out with him? Are you mad?!"

Edd shrugged and rolled his eyes. "What's the big deal? He told me all of this himself, and he said he doesn't do this kind of stuff anymore." He lifted his chin confidently as he said this. "He's changed! And I believe him."

"Are you telling me you trust him purely because of that?" Eduardo exclaimed, hardly believing what he was hearing. "Haven't you considered he might've lied to your face about that? You hardly know him!"

"Neither do you. But you think you know him well enough to say he can't be trusted." Edd countered.

Is he for real? Eduardo stared at him completely dumbfounded. "Don't think I haven't noticed your wounds! I've seen you limping ever since you returned from your so called "camping trip"." He pointed out. "He's been making you do stupid sh#t, hasn't he? Probably picking fights with some thugs or something."

"It's not his fault we kept bumping into trouble." Edd admitted, knowing that wasn't completely true. "The thugs… just happened to be there."

Eduardo snorted disbelievingly. "Oh, that's rich! Sure. And he just so happened to have been one of them, too. Maybe still is." His stare hardened. "Even if what he told you was true, hasn't it crossed your mind he might be using you as a means of getting revenge on them? How are you totally okay with this?"

Edd shook his head profusely. "He wouldn't do that." He insisted. "He's my friend!"

For a few moments Eduardo was kinda speechless by the loser's bind faith. Okay… so he knows about the criminal organization stuff. There goes that useful little bit of trivia on the Irishman. Then he flipped over the next page on the file and his eyes darkened.

"You don't know who you are dealing with." He murmured coolly. "You think you know him based on your experiences, but you couldn't be more wrong. Reagan is not who you think he is."

Edd stared at him evenly. "I know enough."

"Oh, really?" Eduardo challenged. "Then I suppose you also know that your little friend has been legally dead for the past five years?"

Stunned, Edd stared with disbelief at the man standing over him. His eyes widened. "What?" He gasped, refusing to believe what he had just heard.

"Reagan has been dead for five years." Eduardo repeated more firmly, trying not to show satisfaction of finally having caught the loser off guard this time. "So this guy you've been hanging around has obviously lied to you about who he truly is. Face it, Edd. This guy is too dangerous to be trusted, so give it a rest and stop seeing him!"

Edd was still struggling to deal with what Eduardo had just told him. But the more he really thought about it… it kind of adds up. He recalled the night on the alleyway when they fought the thugs, and how one of them had not only referred to Reagan by a different name but they had also thought of him as dead, too. Add up with everything the Irishman told him of the organization he currently works for – the Red Army – things started to piece themselves together like a puzzle.

Perhaps Reagan faked his death to get away from the criminal life on the streets to join this Red Army? This theory certainly fits with everything else Reagan had told him about his life.

Relief washed over him, but he held back a sigh. He can't really explain all of that to Eduardo; even if he wanted to. Reagan said no outside parties must know about his deal or the Red Army. Besides, it's none of Eduardo's business, anyway.

An icy calm flooded through him as he faced his former rival, lifting his chin and raising his gaze to meet his. "This means nothing to me." He growled solemnly. "I know who Reagan truly is. I am the one who actually went out and got to know him; not you, nor Matt! Neither of you should get to decide who I'd rather spend my time with. And after this bullcr#p both of you pulled on me… I think I want nothing to do with any of you anymore!"

A long pause followed. Eduardo tilted his head, his eyes narrowing. "What are you saying?"

Anger swelled up inside Edd, but he forced himself to stay calm and think carefully about his next words. "Reagan is offering me a chance to get my life sorted out." He admitted, while not going into much detail over what exactly this offer entails. His words hung heavy in the air. "A chance for me to leave everything that's been dragging me down behind, and move on with my life."

Eduardo was silent, his gaze locked with Edd's. "Loser," he said in a tight voice. "If I thought for one minute that you'd actually consider this —"

"You and Matt should probably stop trying to intervene with my life," Edd cut in scathingly. "When you know what's on the line. But don't worry. I haven't decided yet. I just want you to know exactly what's on the table, so you can think about that the next time you guys tell me who to be friends with."

Eduardo stared at him flabbergasted. "Are you sh#tting me right now, loser? How can you still insist there's nothing wrong in this picture? No. Better yet! – How can you choose some shady f#ck you've known only for a couple of months over your own best friend?" He glared at him in complete disbelief. "What would Tom think about this?"

Too little too late, Eduardo realized the fatal mistake he made.

Edd bristled, his eyes furious slits. He barged past him roughly. Eduardo didn't bother trying to stop him from leaving this time, knowing it would be a lost cause. This conversation was getting nowhere. Shooting one last furious glare at him, Edd slammed the door shut behind him; nearly causing the whole building to tremble.

"Sheesh!" Breathing out an exasperated sigh, Eduardo ran a hand through his hair and retreated into the kitchen. His attempts of helping Edd see to reason has ended catastrophically bad, and their argument took a lot out of him. "That could've gone better." He mutters under his breath, opening the fridge to take out a can of diet cola.

Soft knocking on the door roused him out of his tired musings. Eduardo knew better than to hope it would be Edd, coming back so soon after his angry outburst. "Come in."

The door slowly creaked open revealing Mark, standing in the apartment's entrance holding a cup of tea in one hand. "Everything okay?" He asked softly, his eyes shifting around the place. "I heard the commotion-"

"I'll be surprised if you didn't." Eduardo mumbled, taking a sip of his drink.

"-So I decided to check up on you." Mark finished, unfazed by Eduardo's moody comment. "Edd didn't take your suggestion well, I presume?"

Eduardo glanced at him briefly as he walked right past and into the living room. "What was your first clue, smart-ass?" He plopped down on the sofa, coke in hand and switched the TV on. "How's doofus? Did he hear us?"

Already used to this kind of behaviour from his companion, Mark did not take it personally. "Oh, he's fine! He actually dozed off five minutes into the film we were watching; so he didn't hear anything." He sat down neatly next to Eduardo, taking a sip of his tea as he waited for the anticipated frustrated rant that was about to ensue.

"That damn loser thinks he's got it all figured out."

Yup! There it is.

"I just don't get it! I gave him every possible and conceivable reason not to hang around that shady character – warned him about his friend's worries over the subject, and he still won't listen!" The words seem to stumble out of Eduardo's mouth. "He is so goddamn stubborn, I just want to bury my fist in his face repeatedly until he finally gets some semblance of sense!"

Enjoying his tea, Mark patiently waited for him to cool down and finish his mad ravings. After a particularly long sip, he gazed down at his drink pensively and gave a low hum of understanding. "Hmm, sounds like a handful." He observed, a knowing glint in his eyes. "Reminds me of a certain someone who went through a similar issue in the past."

At that, Eduardo scoffed. "As if! You didn't see me hanging around obvious charlatans." He protested defensively. However, after a few moments of silence between them, only replaced with the sounds coming from the television, did Eduardo really reflect on his own behaviour. "Was I really this difficult to deal with?" He mumbled uncomfortably, as if he didn't want to admit the possibility out loud.

"I would argue you were worse, but then again, I don't know much about the current situation to make a clear judgement yet." Mark shrugged with a tiny grin.

Eduardo shot him an annoyed glare. "I hate when you're right."

Running a hand exasperatedly through his messy locks, Eduardo emitted a long drawled out groan of annoyance as he stood up. Mark watched him with amusement and curiosity. "Where you heading off to?"

Eduardo put on a jacket as he replied. "I'm gonna stop the loser from making the biggest mistake of his life."

(Meanwhile…)

Cold. So cold. Everything was darkness and cold. The bitter frost deep inside of him, freezing his guts, burned fiercely; driving him forward to seek a way of making this agonizing sensation stop. He could see shadowy blurry shapes all around him. Impulsively, almost as if it were instinct, he pounced and sank his teeth into one of them. He paid no mind to the loud noises they made, or the struggle they put on, as he felt the wet gush of warmth seeping into his mouth. He barely chewed, just swallowed the whole chunk and felt it travel down his throat all the way to his stomach where the warmth spread throughout the rest of his body. He nearly shivered with delight when the freezing sensation subsided at long last.

For about a few seconds.

Before long, the warmth evaporated like mist and he was left feeling as if icicles were stabbing through his abdomen. The cold had taken over again. He took a few more famished bites in a desperate attempt at igniting the warmth back into his body; but as the movements of the figure he clung to weakened, so did the warmth, and soon, he was gnawing at a lukewarm chunk at best. He abandoned the motionless figure in favour of one of the more lively ones.

Bright flashes of light faded in and out of his vision. In between them, he caught glimpses of figures moving around him. Blood splattering the walls. Screams of terror. Frightened faces. A warm bluish glow in the palm of a hand; the sight of it made him flinch in pain for some reason. It made his skin burn, but he could still feel ice running through his veins.

As he slowly regained consciousness, Tom became more and more aware of how stiff and sore his entire body felt. His chest in particular was aching a lot, and his stomach felt weird. These sensations feel familiar, though he couldn't exactly tell why that is. He struggled to blink open his eyes. The light above him was harsh and nearly blinded him. Groaning, he lifted a hand over his face to shield his eyes.

"Tom."

At the sound of his name, Tom blinked rapidly. His vision progressively cleared; his surroundings coming into focus. He was back in his room… his room in the lab level of the Red Army base. But why? Wasn't Tord experimenting on him? Shouldn't he be in the laboratory? He lifted his head, noticing a figure standing at the foot of his bed watching him. Tom blinked a couple of times until the blue and red blur melded together to reveal none other than the Red Leader himself. His gaze dark, and his expression unreadable.

"Commie?" Tom slurred, feeling as if the whole room were spinning. He tried to sit up in bed, only for a headache to force him back down. "What… what's going on? What is this? Why are we here?"

Tord didn't answer him right away. He tipped his head to one side and continued his silent observation of the eyeless man. Tom felt uneasy. Just what about him intrigued the Norsk so much?

"How much do you remember?" Tord asked, his one eye narrowing.

Tom blinked. "Of what?"

"This last week. What can you remember?"

Licking his lips, Tom suddenly realized just how dry his mouth and throat were. He squinted his eyes, eyebrows furrowing as he tried to think. "Uhh… we were… in the lab. You were running tests on me."

Tord nodded. "What else?"

Tom clenched his eyes shut as a splitting headache momentarily took hold of him. "I don't…" He rasped. "I don't know. I don't understand! What is this? I'm not in the mood to play your little games, Commie."

"You really don't remember any of it?" Tord inquired, worry darkening his gaze. "Think hard, Tom. What is your most recent memory?"

"I don't-"

All of a sudden, it came all flooding back. He sat up so fast it nearly gave him whiplash. Recollections of waking up in this exact same state, only with no clothes on, dead bodies gruesomely piled around him, and a horrible sinking realization of what had previously occurred. But even then he knew – in his heart he knew – that he must've done something similar to those previous incidents. Oh, please no…

"Did-" He choked, struggling to get the dreadful words out. "Did I shift?"

Tord held him motionless for several heartbeats with his penetrating gray gaze, his face giving nothing away. "You did." He revealed at last. "You've been in your monster form for approximately a week."

Tom hardly heard him. A week?! I've never been gone for that long! Blood pounded in his ears and he started to hyperventilate. Oh no. What have I done? He half expected the voice to barge in his head with an ear-splitting screech of fury, knowing that he failed to fulfil his promise. But the voice was silent. It felt like static crackling in his head. Just eerie white noise while it waited for its opportunity to strike. Tom knew it was active. It was there, and even with all the pain it induced he'd rather have it talking and hurting him then silently biding its time. If it intends to get rid of him, just get it over and done with already!

"Do you remember what happened?" Tord asked.

Tom lowered his head. "I… we fought in the lab. Was that when-?"

"Yes."

Processing all of this, Tom tried to look on the bright side of things. Sure, he failed to live up to his end of the bargain and the voice won; but he shifted in a heavily fortified military base secluded from the rest of society! Surely no one must've gotten hurt by him this time around?

Then his gaze flickered over to Tord, and he noticed little puncture marks on his chest with small blood stains.

"I'm guessing I tried to kill you, huh?" He swallowed nervously and chuckled lightly, trying to hide his growing inner dread. "If you know me, then you must've realized that isn't much different from how I usually act around you-"

"Tom."

Tom hesitated. The Commie didn't seem to be in the mood for teasing, either. God, what did he do this time? He tried to search the Norsk's gaze for clues, but could not find any hints of anger in his expression. That's a good sign, right? Although, there were glimpses of something that Tom could mistake for concern in his one eye. Could Tord suspect something is out of place with him? Surely not. There's no reason for him to think that!

"Do you have any memory of what happened while in your monster form?" Tord demanded.

Clenching his eyes shut, Tom tried to call forth his latest memories in a vain hope of remembering. He usually only gets out-of-order glimpses through brief flashes. He only gets to see the full extent of his actions after several nights of disturbing nightmares.

Giving up, he shook his head, looking up at Tord for a detailed explanation with a troubled gaze.

Tord sighed. "The monster managed to escape the base. It was heading for the city, but it crossed paths with one of my border patrols instead… I- I managed to detain it, but by then it had already killed several members of the patrol." Tom's mind whirled with horror. He wanted to ask how many were killed in total, but Tord wasn't finished. "You'd been reduced back to normal… or so we thought. On the way back to the base you woke up and shifted again; and massacred what was left of the survivors."

Bewildered and horror-stricken at Tord's words, Tom gagged. "How many did I-?" He couldn't bring himself to finish the sentence.

"Twenty four." Tord replied calmly. "The only survivor is in the infirmary in critical condition as we speak."

Tom reared back, horror twisting his belly. Bile rising in his throat. The mere notion that he had attacked and most likely eaten more innocent people made him physically retch. Huge eyed and trembling, he pushed himself out of bed and stumbled over to the bathroom on the opposite side of the room. Tord watched his every step.

"Tom, it's no use." He said, as Tom bent over the toilet; gasping and gulping. "We had your stomach pumped while you were unconscious. There's nothing left in you."

Too horror-struck and disgusted with himself, he barely acknowledged the implication of Tord's words. That helpful little piece of information didn't stop Tom from throwing up regardless; his body releasing nothing but bile and saliva. Still shaking, his body heaved whatever contents he had left in him, which wasn't much, into the toilet. Tears pricked the corners of his eyes from far more than just the mere strain of puking.

Feeling there was nothing else left to empty, Tom flushed the toilet and backed away into the bedroom where Tord remained motionless. He turned to face him. His legs trembled beneath him. All the secrets he'd been carrying suddenly felt like stones in his belly. If he were dropped into the ocean now, they'd drag him straight down to the bottom, never to see the light of day again.

Tom leaned forward. "Wh- what- so what are you going to do?" He whispered; a challenge edged in his voice, the challenge of someone who's on the brink of desperation. "What's going to happen to me now?"

"Nothing."

Tom blinked.

"We're going to proceed with the experiments as usual." Tord went on. "What happened was an unfortunate accident, but we mustn't let that get in the way of our plans."

"An accident?" Tom echoed, still shaking. "No. An accident is when you hit someone with your car unintentionally. What I did… was just plain massacre." He finished quietly, turning his head away.

Silence followed his heavy words. As it dragged on, Tord raised his head again. "Something else happened out there." He began calmly. "When the monster set itself free on the chopper, it… it stopped and started crying. I think seeing one of the soldiers kill himself might've set it off somehow. And I think… I think you snapped out of it."

"Did I?" Tom's whisper was barely audible.

"You spoke to me then." Tord went on, staring evenly into the eyeless man's empty sockets. "You begged to die."

There was a suspenseful pause. Numbness crept beneath Tom's skin, deadening his heart, slowing his thoughts. Then, "Don't be ridiculous!" He snapped, feeling dizzy with horror. "You must be mistaken. I would never-"

"I heard you loud and clear as you clung to me." Tord retorted, his stare hardened. "You plead to me, more than once, to kill you. And I want to know why that is!"

Tom felt sick. The room was spinning out of control, and the following silence was drowned out by the frantic pounding of his heart inside his chest. Tom wrapped his arms around himself. He wanted to run away, hide where no one can ever find him, and stay there forever with his arms over his head.

"N-no -"His voice cracked; a shrill of disbelief. "No! You're wrong!" He shook his head stubbornly. "You must've made a mistake. I wouldn't have said that – I couldn't have said that!"

"Why not?" Tord inquired.

The question made Tom freeze in place. A sudden pressure started to increase in his head, and his jaw clenched shut; refusing to answer the questions that hit too close to home. The voice had trained him well. "Because," He licked his lips nervously. He swallowed and started again. "I just couldn't!" He blurted insistently; much like a child would.

"Why are you so distressed?"

Trembling and on the brink of tears, Tom realized just how "out of character" he was behaving at the moment. Very suspicious, indeed. The voice didn't punish him for it, though. It was silently drumming its sharp nails in the very back of his mind, patiently waiting for its turn to confront him.

When Tom failed to come up with some sort of believable response, Tord continued. "All those bruises on your arms… your severe weight loss, the lack of self-care, continuous reckless behaviour, and exaggerated alcohol consumption…" He spoke slowly, thinking about every word as though piecing the pieces of a puzzle together. "It's no coincidence, Thomas. You… you've been on the path of self-destruction this entire time, haven't you?"

The accusation thickened the air around them. Tom didn't answer. He couldn't. He stood there, visibly shaking as darkness rushed into his vision and sucked all the breath out of him. All his secrets were gushing out like water breaking through a dam, and there was nothing Tom could do to avoid this. One way or another; his lies will unveil here and now, and he will finally be exposed for the murderous burden that he is.

The voice has truly won.

Once again he failed to reply. Tord stalked closer and shook him by the shoulders. "Speak! I want answers!"

"And I want to feel safe in my own skin. Looks like we're both keeping each other from getting what we want." Tom blurted out in a deadpanned voice, his eyes wide and empty; conveying nothing.

Shocked, Tord stepped back and let go of him.

Tom stared back at him numbly. He could not bring himself to care for the impact his words might have on the Norsk anymore. Anger rose within him like bubbling lava in an active volcano. If Tord wants him to speak… oh, then he will speak.

Tord stared at him in disbelief. "W-what happened to you? You were always the strongest out of all of us, and now you're… you're…"

"Broken? Yeah, you can only pull a rubber band so hard before it snaps." Tom spat.

"How did this even happen?" Tord asked, his voice hollow.

"Honestly, there's no point in lying to you to spare your feelings anymore, so I'm just going to come out and say it. Everything that's happened – all the deaths, the pain, the hurt… It's all your fault." For a heartbeat, Tom sounded dazed. Then rage welled up inside of him as he met Tord's wide stare. "You gave me the serum. You made me this way." He snarled, taking a threatening pace closer to the Norwegian man.

Tord stiffened with shock. "I never meant to give you the serum!"

"But you did!" Tom spat in return. "You dropped the damn thing on my coffee mug, and stood by and watch me drink it; all to keep your precious new project a secret from the rest of us. Because that's what's most important, wasn't it? Even after you lost your first test subject and knew what could happen to me, you still didn't do anything about it. You simply didn't give a damn if I died then if it meant your plans were never discovered." He drew himself up, fists clenched. "I used to look up to you, you know? I might have even respected you at one point." He froze suddenly, leaning forward. "For a time, all I ever wanted was to come even remotely close to being anything like you. Just someone who can do something relevant without f#cking up every time." He shook his head, his posture softening. "But that's just it – I'm nothing like you. I'm not an inventor, nor a genius, neither a leader – I'm a failure! And then when I needed you the most, you turned your back on me! So how dare you – how f#cking dare you keep on referring to me as a friend, when you've proven time and time again that I mean so little to you?"

With every word Tom said, a new wound opened in Tord's heart. He stared at the eyeless man in dismay. Tom made a noise of despair and pressed his forehead, gritting his teeth, as though he were trying to keep his head from splitting open. Tord stepped closer, reaching a hand out for him.

"Tom, I-"

His hand was batted away.

"You need to fix this!" Tom lifted his voice in a wail, jabbing a finger into Tord's chest. "My plan would've worked fine if you hadn't kidnapped and brought me here for your sick experiments! I should've died long before any of this happened."

As he listened, Tord had felt like a child struggling to stay afloat in a rushing river, with nothing solid to hold on to. Now it was as if his feet had slammed against the bottom, leaving him stunned.

Tom… was going to kill himself? What?

"You know what you have to do." Tom continued, chuckling darkly. "C'mon. I slaughtered your soldiers! Just like a dog that shows signs of aggression, you need to put me down. It's only fair."

A gleam of some emotion that Tom couldn't identify woke in Tord's gaze. "Absolutely not!" He protested, shocked that Tom would even suggest such a thing. "You don't have any control over what your monster form does."

"Exactly. It's only a matter of time before I act out again and kill you next. You cannot hope to control it." Tom argued smoothly. "If you really meant every word you said about making this world a better place, then here's your chance to prove it. Kill the burden!"

There was only one answer to that challenge. Tord met his gaze evenly and didn't hesitate. "No." He stepped back. "You are my test subject, and my secret weapon to win this war. You're too important to throw away."

Tom stared at him incredulously; a flame of anger flaring in his eyes. "You have my blood, don't you? You can use it to recreate the serum and give it to some other fool – I don't care! Have someone else be your secret weapon, because I'm done!"

Tord drew himself up, head high; his voice clear and cold as he answered. "No. We don't know if that will work. We can't take any risks."

A heavy silence dragged on for eternity after that. His words sunk in. Tom met his gaze as his fury ebbed away and he bowed his head in resignation.

"Figures." He tsked. "I always knew you were full of sh#t, Commie." Balling his hands into fists, his limbs trembled at his sides. He leaned forward, head lowered; jaws clenched, and stared hopelessly at the floor as numbness spread throughout his body. Tom could feel something uncomfortable scratching away at his insides, making his eyes prick, and in that moment of weakness he kept his head bowed. "I'm supposed to be dead…" He hissed, desperate to hold on to any form of emotion he could reach – the closest being anger; for being denied the end to his suffering, and at the man that is to blame for it. "Had I only fulfilled my promise, none of this would've happened!"

Tord towered over him. "Promise? What promise?" He stepped closer and rested one hand on Tom's shoulder, and for a moment the eyeless man didn't move away. "What are you talking about? What did you promise?"

Tom shook him away. "I don't know why I even bother with tears or anger at this point. It's not like I am actually capable of feeling anything at all!" He shouted; knuckles clenched. "Ten… years… of dealing with this. Do you have any idea what I've been through? Having to put up an act and pretend that everything is absolutely fine and dandy so as to not worry anyone; incapable of feeling emotions… I see people laugh or cry, and I just stand there… unable to feel anything. I'm just stone cold inside, and it hurts! It's so painful!" His voice broke. Something wet trickled down his face. "There's not a day that goes by where I don't wish you hadn't missed that missile that fateful day."

Tord opened his mouth to speak, but said nothing. What could he say? Tom may carry a deep seated resentment for him, but he seems to carry an even bigger one for himself. Besides, it's not his place to comfort him. He's the Red Leader, after all; and Tom's just a test subject…

With a heavy heart, Tord distanced himself from Tom and turned away. Tom drooped his head and slowly dragged himself back to his bed. Tord shuddered. "I must go now. There are other business that I need to attend to-"

"Don't come back unless it is to put a bullet between my eyes, you hear me?" He heard Tom call out to him as he headed for the door. He winced, hesitating briefly at the doorway, but ultimately hurried away without answering.

Tom heard the door hiss closed behind him; he didn't turn around to check if Tord was gone. There was no need. With a shaky, wavering breath the light in the room dimmed and he was cast in shadows. The unmistakable sound of nails scratching on metal rang agonizingly in his ears.

"You… failed… ~" The voice announced with barely suppressed giddiness. The hairs on the back of Tom's neck stood on end. "Not only have you failed in killing yourself and resist transforming, but you also killed even more innocent people, and to top it all off, you proceeded to confess your secret – to your arch enemy, no less! ~" Tom sat motionless, his eyes closed. "Have you anything to say in your defence, worm? ~"

Tom wanted to laugh – nothing he says will change what's about to happen – but he wouldn't dare. There's a slim chance the voice could go easy on him if he just submit without a fight. But knowing that he broke its rules and failed so spectacularly, toppled with the voice's sadistic nature… highly unlikely.

"N-no…"

At once, a thin and sharp tendril snapped around his left arm, and looped tight just below his shoulder. Tom hissed as it tugged hard and began to cut deep into his skin, drawing blood. The more he pulled against it, the deeper the rope would cut. Panicking, Tom tried following the direction of where the rope was being pulled to, hoping to avoid further pain. He was stopped short when another tendril coiled around his right ankle and started pulling him in the opposite direction. He was going to be torn apart!

His scream of terror cut off with a strangled gasp as more tendrils appeared and tightened themselves around his throat, slicing into him.

"Shhh… we'll have none of that now. ~" The voice sneered. "This is nothing compared to the pain you've inflicted upon others. It's only fair you receive the same treatment in return. ~"

While Tom was forced to play tug of war with the voice inside his head, back in reality, Tom was digging his fingers into the bed sheets. He sat hunched over in his bed, facing the wall, his back turned toward the door. With every cry of pain he uttered in his head and felt it sear all over his body, he would only let out the occasional soft grunt or whine. No one can know how much pain he's in. He can't burden people more.

At some point, as the mental torture went on, his eyes started to light up with an eerie pinkish glow.

(Meanwhile…)

Edd's head spun with weariness. After his camping trip with Reagan and the others a few nights ago, he constantly felt short of sleep and restless whenever thinking about the chance he's been offered. During the day he had to pretend to Matt and the others that he was as fine as ever, that there was nothing going on in his life at all.

You can't go on like this. A small voice warned him.

Reagan had said the exact same thing, too.

But how could he give up his life, give up his aspirations, his home, his friend? Yeah, Matt and Eduardo were driving him up the wall from how nosy they are, and he may have threatened to leave, but he knew deep down that was only his rage talking back then. He didn't really mean it. Maybe. But Reagan had brought a new level of thrill he'd never felt before, and it served as a great distraction for his troubles. Whatever decision he made, he was afraid he would not survive the loss.

Close to the meeting point, he scanned the area for any signs of Reagan; every hair on the back of his neck prickled with excitement as he spotted the familiar figure standing in the distance, and a heartbeat later he made out the lean blond Irishman waiting for him in the shadow of an alley.

"Reagan!" He called, bounding forward.

"Eddie!" Reagan waved him over.

Edd quickly scampered over to him.

"I'm so glad you could come." Reagan greeted. "Did you have any trouble getting away from your neighbours?"

"Uhm… maybe a little bit." They hugged briefly. "Did we really have to meet here? This place kinda gives me the creeps."

Reagan pulled away, fishing his pockets for a cigarette. "Well, I figured since this should be a quick meeting we wouldn't waste our time in some fancy place." He reasoned, popping a cigar to his mouth and quickly lighting it. "Anyways." He drawled out a long inhale before breathing out a puff of smoke. "The others have already given me their answer, and they've all agreed to join. Now it all comes down to you. What's it gonna be, Eddie?"

Edd took a deep breath. He was about to reply when they suddenly heard the distinct sound of a can getting crushed coming from behind him. He spun around. I swear to Godhis temper ignited.

"All right, Matt, come out!" He snapped. "We know you're there."

There was a brief silence. Then a figure turned the corner and out stepped not Matt, but Eduardo.

"Whoa, my goodness! You never told me you had a hot brawny twin, Eddie!" Reagan commented slyly, his gaze raking over the newcomer with interest.

Edd couldn't bring himself to correct his companion, or even be disgusted with his pathetic attempt of flirting with Eduardo of all people. He was too shaken with dread to answer properly.

"What . . . what are you doing here?" He stammered, casting an anguished glance over his shoulder at Reagan.

Eduardo stepped forward and faced him calmly. "You know what I'm doing, Edd. I warned you before, but you wouldn't listen. So I'm here to tell you that this has to stop."

Edd stiffened. "I don't know what you mean."

"Don't play dumb with me, Edd. Not with that f#cker standing right behind you."

There was anger in his brown eyes, but mostly concern. His steady gaze pinned Edd like a nail, until the younger man had to look away. "I suppose Matt told you to follow me, too." He muttered.

"Matt? No. All he wanted was for me to reason with you." Eduardo admitted bluntly. "But when that didn't work, I decided to take a more direct approach and I came to see what was going on."

"Look hot stuff, this here is none of your business." Reagan began, throwing his cigarette aside and stepping forward to Edd's side with a wide sleazy grin on his face. "This is between me and Eddie. He owes nothing to you, so don't start thinking he's betraying anyone here."

Eduardo fixed him with an angry glare. Reagan tensed and clenched his jaw, his grin never fading. Edd's belly lurched, terrified that the aggressive Irishman might attempt to fight off the larger man.

"It's okay, Reagan." He reassured. "I can handle this." Reluctantly he added. "You'd better go."

"And leave you alone to get beat up?"

"Eduardo won't do that." At least I hope so. "Please." Edd begged.

Reagan hesitated a moment longer. Then he swung around and stalked away; Edd's gaze following him until he vanished around the corner. Turning back to his former rival, Edd shifted his feet in discomfort with the situation. "We aren't doing any harm." He started.

"Edd!" Eduardo's tone hardened. "You can't trust that guy. You don't know for sure if he really is who he claims he is. Whatever he promised you, it's too good to be true if he needed you to do so many shady things first."

"I wouldn't be mad if you guys trusted me to be by myself!" Edd snapped defensively. "Everyone treats me like I'm made of glass; that I am about to break at any given minute. Do you have any idea what it's like to have people constantly edge around you, afraid of saying what's on their mind so as to not risk upsetting me? I'll tell you – it doesn't help the situation at all!" He continued. "Hanging out with Reagan for these past few months felt like a breath of fresh air compared to living with the three of you!"

"Perhaps." Eduardo agreed quietly. "But can't you see how dangerous he is?"

Memories of the times when Reagan and he confronted the thugs instantly came to mind. He recalled catching a glimpse of the unbridled rage gleaming in the Irishman's eyes as he dealt with the gang members. The terror he felt as he watched him nearly beat a man to death before he stopped him; or the reckless determination to stay till the end no matter what. But then Edd remembered the moments of vulnerability Reagan had displayed to him, and even entrusting him with details of his past.

"You don't know anything about him."

"Neither do you!" Feeling he was reaching the limits of his patience, Eduardo quickly took a deep breath to recompose himself. "How can you even think of leaving your life-long friend for that fake bastard? He's clearly using you, and you are the only one who's too blind to see it!"

"It's not fair!" Edd hissed. "It's not your decision to make! I shouldn't have to keep feeling like cr#p just because Matt will be too upset otherwise."

"Of course you don't; that's not what this is about. Emotions can be overwhelming, but that doesn't mean you should start doing whatever you want for the sake of ignoring them. You have to acknowledge them if you want to get better, not dismiss them. That f#cker knows this and is exploiting that fact to get what he wants. Getting an adrenaline rush in life-threatening situations can only get you so far before it proves too much for you."

Every word he spoke tore into Edd like a knife. You don't get it. He wailed inwardly. No one does. Fury surged inside him. "You can't possibly understand!" He spat. "You've never loved anyone!"

Eduardo's gaze rested on him, unspoken thoughts flickering in his eyes.

"It's easy for you to say." Edd went on bitterly. "Because you've never actually cared for anyone other than yourself."

A long and deadly silence followed his words. Only the howling wind and the distant sound of cars driving past could be heard.

Eduardo clenched his fists, his expression turning into a scowl. "What do you know about me?" There was the hint of a snarl in his voice. "You have no idea how I feel or think every single day since one of your friends took away one of mine!"

Edd flinched. He had never seen Eduardo this angry; not even when they used to be rivals.

"Jon shouldn't have died the way he did! I treated him like sh#t every day of his life, and he died believing that he meant nothing to me… I- I never got to…" Eduardo's words died away and his eyes clenched shut. "You'll come back with me—now!" He growled. "And stop this nonsense for good. It's for your own sake, Edd. Meeting Reagan can't be right if you keep only getting worse. Matt needs you!"

"No! I won't come!" A wave of guilt and anger swept through Edd. "I'll go on seeing Reagan whenever I want to, and there's nothing you can do to stop me!"

Eduardo's eyes flashed and he launched himself at Edd, reaching out to grab him. Edd turned away and ran. As he fled, all he knew was that he must escape from that accusing stare. He could vaguely hear Eduardo shouting at him as he gave chase, but at some point Edd managed to lose him.

But he still kept on running, and never turned back.

The city whirled past him as if he were caught up in the wind, and when exhaustion finally forced him to stop he wasn't sure where he was. His legs were trembling. He was standing in the middle of a street covered in fog, with only light posts faintly illuminating the surroundings. The space farther ahead opened to reveal a wooden bridge-like structure stretching beyond. The sound of waves, and the smell of salt-water reach Edd's senses.

Suddenly relief flooded his heart. The docks!

He could be completely alone there, without Reagan pleading with him to leave, or the fear that Eduardo would somehow find him.

He padded on, more slowly now, until he reached the starlit sea that lapped at the port's shores. By the time he reached the edge of the dock he was staggering from weariness, but the sight of the glimmering water below gave him strength.

Edd sat down, dangling his legs off the edge as he peered at his reflection swaying in the waves deep in thought. What should I do? He thought helplessly. I feel like there's nothing left for me here. Matt doesn't need me; he has Mark and Eduardo now.

He continued to stare at the rippling waters below, his vision blurring slightly from fatigue as the adrenaline rush he had from the chase finally subsided. Edd rubbed his eyes in an attempt of brushing the tiredness out of them, when his gaze fell on the waves and caught sight of a figure next to him. Edd peered into the reflection with a puzzled expression. It was hard to see it clearly through the constantly shifting waves and the darkness of the night, but once he could finally make out the shape beside him, Edd felt his breath hitch in his throat.

Sitting next to his own reflection, wreathed in mist, was his dear friend that he'd longed so much to see again; looking exactly the same as last time. Deadpan expression, hollow black eyes, dishevelled spiky hair, messy blue hoodie, and laid back posture as it appeared as if he were staring back at him through the mirroring image.

"What a night, eh?" Tom pulled out his signature silver flask from his pocket, unclasping the cap before taking a sip of what could most definitely be Smirnoff.

Edd smiled faintly. "What a night." He echoed.

"Guess it could've gone better." Tom glanced at him with a knowing look. "So what now?"

Edd felt a lump rise in his throat and he held back tears from shedding. "I don't know." He admitted, on the brink of breaking down and spilling all his problems onto the illusion of his long gone friend. "I don't know what to do. I can't stay here anymore!"

Tom's distorted reflection appeared to shuffle closer to him. "I know what it's like to be lost. To feel as if you are alone and everyone is against you, or that no one could ever understand what you are going through."

"Please tell me what to do!" Edd begged, his eyes brimming with tears. "I can't bear this! I don't know if I can stand living in this town anymore. Matt doesn't want me; he has other friends to help him now."

"Don't take it so personally. Matt can be gullible and dense; but understand that, like you, he is merely coping with the losses in his own way, too." Tom reasoned. "If Matt found happiness in Mark and Eduardo, and they give him the strength to move on, it's not right to judge him for it. Be more generous to him."

"But they are always there." Edd muttered stubbornly. He knew he was being unreasonable. "I'll try to understand." He promised with a sigh. "But Matt isn't the only reason why I'm considering leaving. It's hard to move on from everything that's happened when the whole town has so many memories attached. We grew up here! The four of us, together, since we met back in kindergarten – going on all sorts of dumb adventures along the way." His voice, that once held frustration, was now replaced with a wistful tone. "It's difficult not to think about those moments, or connect them to the worst situations. It's painful to remember those days, but they are everywhere! No matter where I am in this city, I am constantly reminded of what it once was and what we've lost."

Tom stared at him, and nodded solemnly. "You don't want to remember anymore."

For a couple of heartbeats, Edd stared at the reflection with guilt searing right through him. "Yeah."

"And this Reagan fellow, he promised you a chance to forget?" Tom took another sip of his flask.

"It's not like that." Edd was quick to correct. "He is giving me an opportunity for a change of pace. To get away from all these reminders, and properly move on from grief. It's just what I need." He paused, his tone softening. "But on the other hand; if I go, I feel I'll be giving up something vitally important. The last remnants of our friendship it will be gone forever. I don't know if I can stand that either."

He sighed, his breath wavering from confessing his turmoil out into the open.

"We miss you so much, Tom." Edd continued. "Things were so much easier back when there were four of us. You never should have died the way you did. It's not fair!"

The eyeless man did not reply directly. His reflection rippling on the surface of the water merely stared back at him with a pondering look. "No one can make that choice for you." He murmurs at last. "However, that doesn't mean things can't go back to the way they were. Not in the exact same way, of course; but perhaps in the change of pace you're searching for."

Edd stared at the reflection of his friend, wide-eyed and rigid with shock. When did he get so wise?

Tom smiled at him. "There can be four again, if given the right chance."

Edd sat up straight, feeling as if a bright light had shone straight into his mind. "You mean, you won't mind if I choose to leave?"

Tom shrugged. "There's no point in staying if you're going to be unhappy." He looks away, his face unreadable. "Friendships aren't meant to drag you down."

Confused by his friend's words, Edd was about to ask what he meant when his eyes caught a glimpse of another figure rippling in the reflection of the waves. Edd found his eyes glistening as he recognised the figure clad in red and the iconic horns for hair sitting on the other side.

His throat seemed to clog, and words were stuck in his tongue as he simply kept staring at the reflection.

"Is- is that the- is that how you felt when you left?" Edd finally mustered the strength to ask, trying to keep his voice levelled and calm so as to not betray the array of emotions he was feeling. However, the accusing tone in his voice was unmistakable. "That we were holding you back?"

The blurry figure did not respond. His eyes were blank, and his expression lacked any emotion; giving nothing away.

"Eddie!"

At the sound of his name he spun around, surprised to see Reagan walk down the pier in his direction. Jumping to his feet, Edd immediately forgot about the images of his friends and turned to greet the Irishman.

"Reagan! What are you doing here?"

"Well, you told me to go, but didn't specify where to, so I just stuck around the neighbourhood." Reagan explained, his hands stuffed in his pockets. "Considering the shouts I heard and the fact that you're standing out here on your own, I'm guessing the talk with that guy didn't go over well?"

"It could've gone better." Edd admitted uncomfortably. "Listen; I thought about what you said – about joining the organisation."

Reagan's eyes sparked with interest. "And?"

"I've been so scared, Reagan—scared about leaving my home and friends for good. I don't have much left." He began. His heart thumped as he realized that Reagan thought he was about to reject his offer. "But I've come to realize that, yeah, I hardly have anything left. Matt has new friends, so he won't be alone when I'm gone. My aspiration as an artist isn't getting anywhere. And this town is too filled with bad reminders. Honestly, I would do great with some change right about now."

Reagan drew in a sharp breath. "When you're gone? Does that mean . . . ?"

"Yes. I'll join."

Edd could hardly bear to look at the blaze of happiness in Reagan's eyes. His belly twisted with nervousness. He couldn't let him down now. He had to go through with this.

"Thank you, Eddie. I promise I'll do everything I can to make sure you won't regret this." Reagan clapped him on the back, nearly toppling the brunet over in his grip.

"When do we leave?"

"Five to ten days, at most. Should be enough time to pack your things, say your goodbyes, and tie up any loose ends." Reagan replied, looking down at his watch. "I'll be taking the flight back to home base in a couple of hours. There, I'll sign the five of you up and hand off your files to the system for them to enlist you. You should get a confirmation then."

Edd gulped. "Is there a possibility we can be rejected?"

"Relax! You got nothing to worry about." The blond man laughed. "Heck- if I got in, so will all of you!"

Edd tried to smile at his reassurance; however, he was only filled with dread at the idea of what the next days to come will mean to him. On one hand, he is glad he'll have the chance to say goodbye to Matt and explain the situation. But he also suspects that it will cause nothing but anger and pain and confusion, and after tonight there's no doubt the others will try to change his mind.

"You're right." Edd tried to sound brave and optimistic. Reagan and the others are my friends; and I'll make many more! He recalled what Tom's reflection told him, and felt a speck of hope surge within him. There can be four again!

"That's the spirit!"

Chapter 24: Chapter 24

Summary:

The breaking point part 2

Notes:

Hey, what's up you guys? This is Flower1815 bringing you a new chapters of MLTS - The breaking point part 2. The official playlist has also been updated, highly recommend you guys to check it out: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoel78Oq6AUTzlVttmhbFtKLRvEBU9fIQ

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Tord wandered the school hallways, looking for Tom. He needed to know if his friend had forgiven him yet. It’s been approximately two weeks since the eyeless boy had been suspended from school after taking the blame for their misadventure. He returned to school today, and appeared to be fine; laughing and smiling with them like nothing ever happened despite all the whispering and rumours going on about him behind his back, but Tord couldn’t get a chance to talk to him during class. Now it’s break time, and he headed for the courtyard behind the school building. As he approached the football field where other kids were playing around, he heard a familiar voice. “Tord!”

Tord felt a glimmer of hope. Perhaps Tom had forgiven him after all? He followed his friend’s voice, just in time to catch a glimpse of him slipping into the maintenance shed.

He followed and called quietly into the gloom, but he couldn’t see Tom anywhere. He stepped farther in. Suddenly something crashed into his side with a mighty force, knocking him to the ground. Tord spun around, all his senses alert. He saw Tom towering over him with his fist raised in the air, silhouetted in the dimness.

Tom punched him square in the face and kicked him in the gut. Tord gasped for air, the pain in his skull intensifying with every hit. Flailing to try and get away, Tord managed to land a blind hit on Tom’s chin and momentarily stopped the assault.

“What are you doing?” Tord spluttered with a shrill of shock.

Tom scowled. “You sold me out! You ruined my life!” He aimed another punch. Tord ducked just in time and he backed away wearily.

“I didn’t mean to! But it- it was the only way!” He insisted, trembling. “What if they had separated us? We couldn’t be friends then!”

Tom flew at him and knocked him backward. The two boys tussled, punching each other. “Liar! You just don’t want to take the blame!” Tom snarled, leaning over him. “How could you do this to me?”

Tord struggled, staring up at him. “I didn’t mean to make matters worse.”

For a split second, he could’ve sworn he saw Tom’s eyes flash with pain. Blinded by anger, Tom dug his nails into Tord’s neck. “Too late for that!”

Tord flipped Tom over and together they rolled on the floor; writhing in a furious tussle as they threw violent punches at each other. The shelves and supplies clattered to the floor as the two teenagers bundled into them. Tord screeched with pain as Tom bit his forearm. He thrust upwards with a punch and struck Tom above his eye. Tom retaliated by pulling his hair back hard.

“Stop it! Stop fighting!”

The desperate shout made Tord and Tom freeze in place. Matt was standing by the doorway, looking at the mayhem with glistening dismayed blue eyes.

Panting, Tom stared down at Tord, trembling with rage. “I don’t believe you...” He breathed, voice cracking. “I never meant anything to you, did I?”

Tord lied on the ground, gasping for air. His chest heaved desperately as he stared up at his friend currently straddling him in dismay. I never meant to hurt you! He wanted to blurt it out so badly, but knew deep down it wouldn’t fix anything. The damage has been done; and it’s all his fault.

Tom leaned closer and dug in his nails as Tord tried to wriggle away from his hot breath. “I’ll never forget this, Tord. I will be your enemy forever.” He released his grip on Tord and shuffled painfully sideways.

Tord backed away, spitting blood at the ground. Shame scorched through him, and he couldn’t bring himself to look at Tom.

“What’s going on?” Edd joined Matt by the door, his brown eyes widened upon seeing their state. “What happened? Are you guys okay?” He approached them.

Tom brushed him away with a snort and barged past without a word. Matt let him go without protest. Tord watched him leave, growing farther and farther away; a pain blossoming in his heart so intense he barely acknowledged Edd by his side. “Tord!” He helped him to his feet. “Are you okay?”

Tord turned to him dazed. For a moment he couldn’t understand what he was asking. His bruises were only a minor fraction of the pain he felt now. Guilt stabbed at his guts. Tears pricked his eyes, but he held them back out of sheer pride. “I’m fine.” He breathed, swiping away the trickle of blood running down his nose. His gaze focused blankly on the distant shape of Tom limping away from him.

“I’m fine.”

Tord took another swig of the bottle of whiskey he held in his hands, tilting his head back and letting the bittersweet alcohol burn down his throat. It might be his third bottle - fourth, maybe? Tord lost count at this point. After interrogating Tom and getting more than he bargained for, he immediately retreated to the confines of his office to drink his mind away. He knew he had important meetings to attend to as leader; especially the one his Generals had called for regarding the fate of the monster serum project. But Tord couldn’t bring himself to participate, knowing what he knows now.

Tom was hurting… and that’s his fault.

His heart twisted. I did this to him. He shoved the thought away and continued to drink. What do I care? I’m the Red Leader! His thoughts blurred and came to a drifting halt. Or at least… I’m supposed to be… Tord swallowed, still fighting back tears even in the solitude of his office.

What the f#ck am I supposed to do now?

The doors to his office swung open, but he did not whirl around in his chair to see who it was. No need to, anyway. Only two people he knows of would ever barge in without knocking first.

And live.

“Sir, things aren’t looking so good out there.” Paul started, clearly distressed. “The soldiers are restless ever since we’ve retrieved Tom and word got out regarding the border patrol massacre. General Keaton, that slimy bastard, managed to spill the beans to Bing, the other slimy bastard, about the incident and now he wants to get his hands on the serum formula, too. And the Generals- they- well…” Paul trailed off, in a voice that Tord recognized as his “I have bad news and I must deliver them stat, but don’t know how to break them to you” voice. He could imagine his Commander scratching the back of his neck nervously from far behind him.

“They want to terminate the serum project.” Patrick finished, his voice solemn. “And… the monster along with it.”

Tord’s grip on the bottle of whiskey tightened considerably, but he was careful enough with his prosthetic not to break it. It was a good drink, after all. No need to waste it on his floor.

“You really should’ve been there, sir. Your presence there would have made a difference and reassured everybod-” Patrick cut off abruptly, eyeing the bottles cluttering the desk. “Sir, are you… drunk?”

Paul lifted one bushy eyebrow. “Really? At a time like this, sir?”

“Why not? I say this is the perfect time to get drunk.” Tord retorted, his voice eerily quiet.

Paul and Patrick stiffened, immediately sensing something wrong with their leader. Whenever he was upset he would usually smoke a whole bunch of cigars to calm down and think about things; so something must really be wrong for him to resort to drinking so much like this.

The Norsk chuckled. “You were right all along, Pat.”

“Sir?” Patrick frowned.

“Tom was not mentally stable for the experiments. I should’ve listened to you while there was still time.” Tord rasped, taking another sip of the bottle in his hand. “Go ahead, then. Gloat! Rub it in my face and tell me “I told you so”. I know it’s coming, so just out with it!”

Exchanging an uneasy glance with Paul at his side, Pat stepped forward and came to stand directly behind his leader and dipped his head.

“Sir, while I do wish you had heeded my words earlier; I won’t hold it against you now. It seems as though you have already realized your mistake.” Patrick told him quietly. “Did something happen? Why are you upset?”

Upset?” Tord echoed, his voice taking a wild, distant tone. “I’m not upset. I am the Red Leader – I don’t get upset! Why should I care that my test subject has been suffering in silence this entire goddamn time and slowly been trying to kill himself for something that I put him through? And why should I care whether he lives or dies now that I have what I want from him to begin with?”

He finally spun around in his chair to face his deputies. Paul and Patrick stood rigid in front of him, eyes wide and mouths gaping in a silent gasp of shock at his words. He ignored their appalled expressions and went on.

“He’s more trouble than it’s worth! I wouldn’t be here, doubting myself now, if it weren’t for him. I know who I am!” He hissed, his words slurring near the end. “The Red Leader wouldn’t hesitate to get rid of him. He killed my soldiers. He stopped my plans. He…” Tord looked down at his mechanical arm, flexing his fingers and hearing the cogs and wires shifting inside. He bristled, gritting his teeth. “On the other hand; keeping him alive is a much better punishment, and I still need him for my experiments. But ever since he dared to question my identity I’ve been having… conflicting thoughts. Tom is not supposed to mean anything to me, and yet… I couldn’t do it. Even as he begged me to kill him, and I have every reason to do it, I just couldn’t. The Red Leader isn’t supposed to care about anyone, and yet; here I am.” He bowed his head, his voice scarcely audible.

Paul and Patrick looked at one another then, worry and bewilderment mirrored in each other’s gazes. Their leader apparently held some pretty heavy baggage, and whatever happened between him and Tom has affected him in a deep emotional level he had never experienced before, because he just kept on venting, growing increasingly anguished the more he talked.

Patrick shot Paul a meaningful glance to stay quiet and let Tord continue. This might be just what their leader needs. A good old fashioned catharsis to get him sorted out.

“If only I hadn’t given up on him.” Tord whispered, his voice throbbing with sorrow. “I… I gave him up to the authorities and put all the blame on him because I cared more for my future than my friend. I thought… I thought, since I already knew what I wanted to be, and Tom didn’t – and my grades were so much better than his – that making him take the blame for our prank wouldn’t be a big deal. I never imagined I would lose him forever afterwards!”

“Sir…” Patrick tried to interrupt, but Tord ignored him.

“Tom wouldn’t even look at me after that. He hated me, and I deserved it. But I didn’t want to let him go. I… I wouldn’t admit it was my fault and I wasn’t prepared to lose him for good.” He said, voice rough with pain and gaze glistening with grief. “I started to pick on him, relentlessly. I bullied and teased him ever since because I couldn’t live with my mistake, and I had to make up to it somehow; even if it meant having him hate me for the rest of our lives, at least Tom would still be part of my life. At least then he would look at me!” He shook his head. “I wasn’t – I didn’t think of how this might affect Tom. I just… I only cared for my own self interests. But that’s who Red Leader is, isn’t he? He doesn’t care who he hurts along the way if it means he achieves his goals. So why am I so bothered by any of this? Shouldn’t I feel nothing and simply carry on with my life? Who cares what happens to Tom, am I right? Certainly not me! Because I-” His voice wavered and he paused, his tone cracking. “I’m not supposed to care...”

An awkward and heavy silence fills the air. Tord’s flinty gaze turned cloudy and he stared unseeing at his deputies as if he were looking right through them. He couldn’t bear to display weakness anymore and turned his chair away from them. He hunched over in his seat and brooded, taking another swig of his drink.

Paul and Patrick shared alarmed glances, and then nodded to one another in unison.

“Sir, it’s clear to both of us that you are quite distressed about this.” Patrick began calmly. When Tord made no move to respond, he continued. “Why do you see compassion as a weakness? Why should being emotionally invested in anything mean you are inferior in some way?” He reasoned. “A leader should always inspire his troops. If they show no emotion and care for nothing and no one, why would anyone be willing to follow them?”

“Yeah! This whole mentality that loving someone makes you weak and soft-hearted is a load of baloney!” Paul insisted. “Pat and I have been together for years now, and that never stopped us from becoming respected higher-ups in the army. Let anyone who thinks different come out here and say it to our faces!”

“Sir, do you think Paul and I are weak for being together?” Patrick prompts calmly.

Red Leader spun around in his chair and analysed them for a couple of heartbeats. Everyone in the army knows of the two higher-ups’ relationship with each other; it’s not exactly a secret. Paul and Pat are Tord’s most trusted soldiers – his deputies and advisors. Patrick is swift and clever, while Paul is strong and fearless; they implement each other quite nicely, not only in battle, but in everyday life too.

Tord remembers when Patrick first joined their army. He had been reluctant to accept the Polish man into their ranks, but Paul had vouched for him and insisted on personally training him as well. He had blatantly seen right through the both of them that they were completely enamoured with each other, and he would even go as far to admit they were kind of cute. But after a lot of hesitance on both their parts, causing drama, and their obvious unspoken thing just leading on and on and on… Tord just had to intervene and snap them into place. It was severely affecting their skills in the army and Tord could not put up with it anymore.

And now… Tord looked back and forth between them. They were undoubtedly formidable together, and he could not imagine himself running the army with only one without the other.

“No.” He answered truthfully. 

“Then why is the idea of loving Tom seem so wrong to you?” Paul demanded.

Tord flinched, and mentally berated himself for it. He clenched his fists on the arms of his seat. “Because…” He hissed through clenched teeth. His mouth dried as he searched for words. “If I care, that means I can be subjected to manipulation. I will become vulnerable. I can be coerced… I can be controlled… I'll be just another man. All it would take is have that someone I care for to be put in danger. Then it’s over. Our lifestyle isn't exactly safe, you know?” His gaze flickered back and forth between his Commander and General with a meaningful look. “Are neither of you afraid of that?”

Paul’s eyes clouded. “Of course! We know the risks of this line of work.” He held Pat’s hand, gently rubbing his thumb across the back of the palm. “But blocking out your feelings isn’t gonna help. Look at yourself! Drinking and getting plastered because you can’t handle emotions.”

“Caring for another is a risk everyone has to take. Would you rather be numb have no feelings at all?” Patrick stared at Tord imploringly, eyes glistening. “Do you wish you’d never met your friends? Where would you be today if it weren’t for them?”

Tord winced at the mention of his friends, and he had to turn his head away. “My friends… what good was I to them?” He mumbled, grief tightening his throat. “I betrayed all of them for the sake of my ambition. I could have just left and never come back, but I had to return and break their hearts once and for all to get my robot and break all ties with my past life.”

“And you paid the price for it.” Patrick soothed. “You’ve been hurting ever since that incident and you refused to acknowledge it, whether it be for sheer pride or guilt. Whatever the case, the fact still stands; you have emotions and you’re prone to being hurt. Just accept it! You’re not one of your mindless robots to go through life without feeling anything.”

The floor seemed to sway below Tord – probably consequence of the alcohol in his system. With a pang in his heart, he remembered what Tom had said about being incapable of feeling emotions. He’d always imagined that if he created an invention to delete all of his feelings, it would make his life a million times easier. Being unable to care for anyone, would mean he would never get hurt that way again. However, the way Tom had described it back in the lab made it sound like some form of torture; he was truly upset about it. Would it be as bad as Tom had described it?

“But… the Red Leader…”

“What about it?”

“If I have emotions just like everybody else, then who am I?” Tord wondered. “I always imagined the perfect leader to be better than everyone else… better than me. Courageous, cunning, charismatic… everything I’m not. So how can I be someone I am not?”

Paul tipped his head to one side. “Sheesh, sir! Don’t be so insecure about yourself.” He stepped closer. “C’mon! Where’s the young bold genius who came up to me all those years ago and asked: ‘Hey, you wanna change the world?’ Give yourself more credit here.”

Tord said nothing. He just stared at him.

“Paul’s right, sir.” Patrick continued. “You’ve done many great things long before the idea of Red Leader ever existed. You created this army from scratch. You invented countless useful devices to help us on our missions-”

“You brought us together.” Paul reminded with an affectionate glance at Pat, who returned his gaze with a peck on his cheek.

“Truth is; Red Leader wouldn’t be any of the things you listed… without Tord.”

Tord stared at them, hope lifting in his chest. Could it be true? His shoulders sagged as the tension left his body. The bottle of whiskey he’d been unconsciously holding onto so tightly in his grasp this entire time clattered softly to the floor. He’d been holding back his emotions for as long as he can remember, always afraid of being seen as lesser than others. Terrified to let people in. His mother’s lesson… did it work as well as she made it seem? Or did she secretly carry guilt for her actions until the very end? He will never know now. But he’d been unknowingly treading in her footsteps this entire time; down a path where he only follows his ambition and will end up all alone at the end of his days with nothing to show for it.

Or rather; no one to show it to.

His friends… they cared for him. Growing up, they loved and supported him up until he turned his back on them. Tord didn’t think at the time his betrayal would hurt. If anything, he thought it would be a wakeup call of sorts to the others that; things don’t last forever, and they should probably start doing something with their lives. He’d never imagined he would cause them pain. Or that he would regret afterwards.

And Tom. The first friend he betrayed.

The guy he loved…

Of course, he hadn’t felt this way toward him at the time. His crush for the eyeless man developed over time long after the incident had happened. But he’d been his best friend, first. Tord betrayed him without a second thought, then couldn’t handle the guilt and proceeded to pick on him to make up for it. As if Tom was the one at fault over what happened. He never apologized… not once he put himself in Tom’s shoes to understand how he must’ve felt then. And now…

Tord took a deep, wavering breath, and bowed his head low. “I see it now…” He rasped softly, his gaze shadowed. “Thank you for your helpful insight.” He said it earnestly.

He heard Paul let out a loud snort of amusement. “Oh please, sir. Drop the formalities and say it like you actually want to say it.” He raised his voice slightly in a bad impersonation of Tord. “Oh you guys, thank you so much for helping me remove the stick out of my ass! I have no idea how to function without either of you by my side. Since I’ve been a real jerk for the past week, I will commend your honourable efforts with a three month vacation-”

He cut off with laughter as Tord chucked a pen holder at him.

“I’m being emotionally vulnerable right now; don’t make me regret this.” Tord uttered dryly, his gaze still glistening but his voice was light and teasing, the bare hint of faint smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.

He watched his most trusted soldiers chuckle together. All the tension that was previously held in the room melted away, along with the ice Tord had let fester into his heart. A familiar set of words echoed in his head then.

Are you Tord or Red Leader?

The question that had haunted him for the past two weeks didn’t provoke him this time around. Even Tom’s distorted tone that accompanied it no longer held the same mockery behind them. He finally knows the answer, and he is no longer bothered by it.

I am Tord, leader of the Red army.

The answer resonated within him, and for the first time, it felt right.

He got up abruptly from his seat and stumbled toward the duo, pulling them both by the neck into a hug. Paul and Pat fell silent, but a comfortable one, and returned the gesture wordlessly.

Tord has a lot to atone for, and to several people, but right now there’s someone in particular who needs him the most, and he owes him a long overdue apology.

(Meanwhile…)

Matt peered out the window toward the sky anxiously; the sun was hidden behind rain-laden clouds, but he guessed that sunset could not be far off. Such a shame the beautiful weather the day had opened up with had to sour so drastically. Matt shook his head as if to clear his thoughts. He had more pressing matters in mind! He hasn’t seen any sign of Edd or Eduardo anywhere. He went over to Edu’s place this morning to ask how their conversation went, but the grouchy man wasn’t home. Then he checked Edd’s place and his friend was nowhere to be found, either. Mark tried to reassure him and soothe his nerves, but Matt couldn’t help but worry. Even as they watched more chick flick films to pass the time, his mind still wandered toward his friends.

The weather grew increasingly worse. In the distance he heard the faint rumble of thunder.

Matt stood up abruptly. “I’m gonna go feed Ringo. With Edd gone for so long, she is bound to be starving by now.” He called to Mark on his way out of the blond’s apartment.

He walked out into the hallways and crossed over to Edd’s apartment, when a figure soaking wet in rain climbed up the steps in front of him. “Doofus!” Eduardo drew closer, his clothes were drenched and his hair plastered to his head. “Have you seen the loser anywhere?”

Matt stiffened, alarm flaring in his belly. “No, I haven’t.” He replied. “Where have you been? What happened?”

Eduardo opened his mouth to reply, but was stopped by Mark appearing from his apartment. He must’ve heard the commotion from inside. The blond took one long good look at his friend, blue eyes rounding in surprise. “Were you out the entire night?” He demanded. “You idiot! You’re gonna catch a cold at this rate.”

“I don’t care!” Eduardo snapped, shaking the excess of rain from his clothes and hair. Turning to Matt, he continued more softly. “I tried talking the loser out of meeting the rat. He… didn’t take it too well, I’m afraid.” He broke off, shifting his feet. “Last night, when Edd left the building, I followed him. He saw me, and we quarrelled. We both said things that should have been left unsaid. Now he’s somewhere out there, hopefully reflecting his life choices or perhaps waiting until his temper has cooled before he comes back.” Eduardo spoke briskly, without betraying much feeling. “Worst case scenario, he’s with that damn rat again.”

Matt stared at him, speechless with shock. His plan failed. His last-ditch effort to make Edd see reason hadn’t work. What is Reagan doing to him now?

He was brought out of his troubling thoughts by Eduardo stepping closer, his head lowered uncharacteristically with defeat, his shoulders sagging. “I’m sorry, doofus.” His brown eyes were dark as he met Matt’s gaze. Matt stared at him. What was Eduardo not telling him?

Matt stopped him with an anxious wave of his hand. “It’s all right, Edu. I know you did the best you could.” He murmured shakily. “Thank you for your help anyways. It was worth a try.” He tried to sound as cheerful as he could, but could see in his friends’ eyes he wasn’t fooling anyone.

Mark ushered Eduardo to his apartment. “Come, come; you’re soaked to the bone. I will make you something to eat while you get yourself dry…” The blond fretted as they turned away.

Matt watched them for a little while, still processing Eduardo’s words, before heading straight for Edd’s apartment. In spite of what Eduardo had said, he didn’t believe Edd was sulking somewhere out there. True, he might be with Reagan, but he is usually back by morning. So what’s taking him so long? Maybe he doesn’t know Edd as well as he thought...

Entering his friend’s flat, he was met with the silent and gloomy vacant living room. The sight was a little saddening. Matt tried not to think about it too much and moved to the cabinet in the kitchen to grab the cat food. “Ringo!” He called the feline and whistled. Oddly enough, there were no chirping mews or the patter of pawsteps in response to his voice. Matt poured the dry pellets into the food bowl. Still no Ringo in sight. He shook the bowl, rattling the food to create noise. “Ringo? C’mon, I got you some delicious yummy food!”

He walked around the kitchen table, looking for Ringo, when he spotted a paper and pen on top of the counter. Matt tipped his head. A letter? He was certain that wasn’t there when he checked the place for Edd in the morning.

He put the bowl of cat food aside and peered down at the letter to read its contents. However, his heart instantly broke upon reading the first few words.

Matt,

I’m so sorry, but I can’t go on like this anymore. These arguments, the grief – it’s all too much for me to handle. I tried. I really did try to ignore everything and keep things as normal as it could be, but I can’t do this at the expense of my mental health. I’m not okay with any of this. You and Eduardo sticking your noses in my life and trying to dictate how it should go didn’t help things, either. I’m sad and disappointed that you don’t trust me enough, but I guess it can’t be helped after everything that’s happened.

I’m leaving to get my life back together. I’m sorry, but this is something I have to do, and I just can’t put my feelings aside only for your sake. I’m sure Mark and Eduardo will take better care of you than I could ever have. Please, take care of Ringo when I’m gone. Pets are not allowed where I’m going, unfortunately. I’ll miss you both very much, and I’ll always love you. But I just can’t do this anymore.

But hey, just because I’m leaving doesn’t mean we have to cut all ties! I promise I’ll contact you once I’m settled in my new place. But other than that… I don’t think we’re going to see each other again.

I’m really sorry, Matt.

Goodbye.

- Edd.

Matt’s last hope vanished, and for the first time he realized he might have lost his last best friend forever. His heart was pounding and shattering all at once inside his chest, and he doubled over the counter in pain.

“Ow, Ringo – stop that!”

He snapped his head up so fast he was sure he would get whiplash. At the sound of the voice, accompanied by Ringo’s indignant shrills, Matt hurried over toward the bedroom and slammed the door open. Edd was standing in the window where the building’s fire escape was located, one leg in and the other leg out, a heavy bag in one hand while the brunet furiously shook his other arm to free himself of the gray tabby clinging on to his coat.

Edd froze, taking note of his sudden presence in the room. “Matt…” His brown eyes stretched wide.

“Please, tell me it’s not true, Edd.” Matt’s voice quivered, his eyes brimming with tears. “Please, tell me this is just some sick joke you’re pulling on me!”

Edd forced himself to take a deep breath, trying not to be alarmed by his friend’s grief stricken face staring expectantly at him. He slowly moved away from the window, placed his luggage down and held Ringo in his arms. “I’m sorry, Matt.”

“N-no!” Matt’s voice cracked, the letter he didn’t realize he was still holding crumpled in his grasp. Matt glared at him. “You’re leaving me?”

“I’m still your friend, Matt.” Edd stiffened with shock, putting Ringo down on his bed. “Nothing will ever change that.”

Matt wasn’t listening. “You’re leaving me. All for Reagan! Why? Why do you want to be with him instead of me?”

Edd could hear the pain in his friend’s anger. He wished he could fix it. He wished he could pretend everything was absolutely fine and stay here with Matt like nothing ever happened. “This isn’t about Reagan. It’s about me. I need to do this so I can get better and finally move on with my life.” He told him, his gaze hardening. “And you’re one to talk! Ever since they moved in you have been hanging around them like a lost puppy. I can’t catch one moment alone with you with them around all the damn time.”

You can’t catch me on my own?” Matt asked incredulously. “You’re the one who has decided to put all your attention on Reagan and ignore me at every given chance! I wouldn’t have gravitated toward them if you paid more attention to me.”

Edd’s eyes narrowed. “Because that’s all that matters to you, huh? Getting attention. Hate to break it to you, but not everything is about you!”

Matt flinched. “That’s not what I meant!”

“And so what? Am I not allowed to have other friends?”

“Not when they’re clearly up to something, you don’t!”

Edd fumed and slammed the window close, but didn’t bother replying. He knew this was going to happen. He planned to sneak in to his place, pack things, leave a letter, and silently leave without having to go through all this painful heartache of saying goodbye and the inevitable arguments trying to impede him from going. But Ringo just had to be in a needy mood and ruin his plans! A part of Edd felt immensely guilty that he resorted to leave without saying goodbye to his best friend, but he just didn’t want to deal with the emotional parting. Plus; Matt might’ve taken it better. But now he’s been caught, and he has no choice but to face the music.

“Edd, please, don’t do this…” Matt pleaded, taking a step forward. “This is your home! We grew up together. Would you really leave everything behind just for Reagan?”

“I told you; this isn’t about him.” Edd repeated, trying to ignore the heavy weight pressing down hard on his chest. “I’ve been thinking about what I want to do with my life lately, and I think a change of pace is what I need to properly recover. It’s nothing personal, Matt. I just… I can’t keep going with the way things are right now.”

“Edd, is this… just because I’ve been hanging around Mark and Eduardo?” Matt bowed his head miserably and fell to his knees before Edd. Tears streamed down his face freely, now. “If it is, I’m sorry! Please, I’ll do whatever you want, just please, don’t leave me! I’ll stop seeing them if that makes you happy!”

Edd stared at him in dismay. Oh, Matt… He crouched down, resting his hands on his friend’s shoulders as he sobbed. “No, Matt. This isn’t about them, either.” He consoled. “Please, understand. I’ve made up my mind; I have to go through with this now. Don’t you see? It’s the only way I can get better-”

“I’m sorry I am not Tom, okay!” Matt blurted out, clinging on to Edd with desperation. “I know you prefer he were here instead of me – I get that! But I’ve been trying my best to help you and see you through the grief, but you don’t even care. And you know what? Maybe you’re right. Maybe Tom would know exactly what to do in this situation if he were here in my place. But I’m not him, and I’m so sorry you got stuck with me instead. I tried… I tried to help you… but it’s like you don’t even see that I’m here.”

Edd’s eyes rounded with sympathy. Is that how Matt really thinks of him? Yes, he does wish Tom were here – there’s not a day that goes by where he doesn’t wish for that to be so. But he doesn’t blame Matt for it, nor does he mean to take it out on him.

Do I?

He shook his head, trying not to think about it too much. He doesn’t want to get caught up in an argument now. The sooner he leaves, the better off it will be. For both of them. Edd rubbed small circles on Matt’s back, trying to soothe his upset friend. He didn’t know what to say that would help at this point.

Matt pulled away and stared helplessly at Edd. “Why? Why can’t you stay?” He begged plaintively.

Edd faced him, his brown eyes glistening. “I am not happy here, Matt.” Guilt throbbed in his chest. He leaned forward and wrapped his arms around Matt. “I will always love you. And Tom. And the time I‘ve spent with you will always be a special memory for me. But now it’s time for us to go our separate ways.”

Tears blinding his vision, Matt clenched his eyes shut and buried his face in the crook of Edd’s neck, wrapping his arms around the brunet tightly; trying to enjoy his friend’s warmth for the last time. He didn’t want to let go of him. He couldn’t even believe this was happening to begin with! Edd is leaving him, and he’ll never see him again. I mean, hey, it’s not my fault you can’t make Eddie happy anymore. Reagan’s cruel words jeered hauntingly through his head, making him clutch Edd harder.

I only wanted to make Edd happy… but I also want things to go back to normal. Why can’t I have both? Matt thought crestfallen. His lungs burned with grief. He peered sideways at Edd through blurry eyes. If Edd really isn’t happy here, how can I be selfish to deprive him of it?

Guilt hollowing his belly, Matt released his hold on Edd without looking up at him.

Edd stared at him, tears welling up in his eyes. “Look after Ringo, okay?” His throat grew tight. He turned towards the bed where his faithful feline companion was curled up and extended a hand out. Ringo mewled with delight and stretched forward to meet his hand halfway. “Ringo, be good to Matt, all right?” He stood up and picked up his bags, eyes blurring. I need to get out of here!

Matt followed him on the way out of the apartment, trying very hard and failing to hold back tears. Neither of them know what else to say to each other at this point. They reached the hallway and paused by the steps leading down toward the building's exit. At last, Edd was ultimately the one who broke the silence as he turned to Matt.

“I’ll miss you. I promise I’ll try to keep in contact with you whenever I can.” He whispered, staring at his lifelong friend with a meaningful glance. “Goodbye, Matt.”

But I’m your friend! Matt’s heart dropped like a stone as Edd turned away and left through the door. He watched Edd as shadow swallowed him and the main entrance swung closed. He’s gone. I lost everyone. Feeling numb, Matt stumbled back to his apartment, his heart aching. Edd was gone. He’d chosen to go. Sorrow clouded Matt’s eyes and he sobbed. Why did I ever let myself believe he would have chosen me instead?

(Meanwhile…)

Tord walked through the long hallways of the laboratory level of his base; his steps were slow but determined as he headed for Tom’s quarters. His head was lowered and his hands fidgeted with one another as he thought of the right thing to say in this situation. Patrick’s words echoed in his head. Just be honest with him, sir. The Polish man had advised, after Tord came to his senses and expressed his desire to help Tom. If you truly care about him, then be kind and honest. But don’t expect him to receive you warmly. You’re gonna have to work hard to earn his trust.

“Be kind and honest. Kind and honest.” Tord muttered to himself under his breath. His mind ran rampant with several ideas of how to initiate the upcoming conversation, but nothing sat right with him.

He shook his head stubbornly as he reached the door to the eyeless man’s quarters and he let out a weary sigh. “I’m just gonna have to go with my gut on this one.” He lifted his robotic hand to knock, but hesitated at the last second. Tom won’t want to see him so soon after his outburst. Should he wait a bit longer to give him the chance to calm down for this conversation? Tord frowned. Tom has suffered long enough. I need to fix this now.

He knocked on the door. “Tom?” He called softly. When he received no response, he continued. “I know I’m the last person you want to see right now, and I don’t blame you. But I have to tell you something.” He pressed his ear against the door to listen inside.

Absolute silence.

Could Tom be sleeping? Should he wake him up for this conversation or come back later?

“Yell, scream, cry, please, just say something. Anything!” Tord demanded, hating how nervous he felt about this situation.

He decided that a face to face conversation would be more adequate for this, and he pressed the palm of his hand on the scanner to glide the door open. He stepped inside only to halt abruptly at the sight before him.

Tom was sprawled on his bed, his eyes wide and glowing – a bright pinkish-purple glow ominously shone from within his empty eyes, looking eerily similar to a jack-o-lantern; with wisps of light billowing out of his sockets. Every muscle seemed tense, his limbs stiff, and he was whimpering, his mouth partly open and black inky substance frothed out. His body twitched and convulsed, limbs jerking and flailing as they turned purplish-black. His horns were out and his ears had elongated. For a heartbeat stillness settled over him and Tom stopped all movement, with the exception of his raspy, heavy breathing. Tord stood back and watched horrified as the Brit’s body convulsed again.

“Tom!” Tord hurried over to the bed, staring down at the eyeless man in both dismay and horror. He reached out to feel his pulse, only to rear back with a jolt, realizing that Tom’s body was cold to the touch. It felt as though he’d just been dragged out of a frozen lake. He’s not only spasming, he was shivering violently! “Hypothermia? But how-?” He wondered out loud.

Again Tom’s body grew still for a heartbeat, but it wasn’t long before the convulsions restarted. His claw-like hands, half-way through the shifting process, tore into the bed sheets in his agony, while his soft growls and grunts of pain turned to snarls of rage.

Lifting the back of his robotic arm up he checked for the data of Tom’s vitals. The screen popped up, and to his dismay it showed Tom’s heartbeat gradually slowing down along with several other vitals of his body. His organs are shutting down! Oh, please, no...

Tom was panting now, his fight for life exhausting him. He twisted and turned on the bed, his eyes shot wide and glazed – staring into nothing. He was letting out grunts and growls of pain, and there was black sludge secreting from his lips with every cough.

Tord bent over him urgently and placed a hand on his chest. “It’s all right.” He murmured. “I am going to help you, I promise.”

Whether his words had any impact on Tom, he could not tell. The eyeless man simply jerked again, flapping from one side of his bed to the other, his eyes staring blindly. More of the black sludge frothed at the corners of his mouth.

Crouching over Tom, Tord did his best to try to scoop him up in his arms, but the eyeless man was in too much terror and pain to keep still and make his task easier. His head thrashed from side to side, and his body was convulsing in regular spasms that to Tord’s horror seemed to be growing weaker with every new wave.

Impatiently, he waited for the last of the convulsions to subside to get a better grip on the Brit. Tom let out a particularly feral growl as his tail manifested itself, and started thrashing against the bed repeatedly until he stilled.

Seizing his chance, Tord gently gathered Tom in his arms, picking him up, and carrying him out the room toward the laboratory. Tom’s head lolled limply against his chest, grunting softly, and his tail brushed the floor along the way. Tord’s belly clenched as he glanced down at him. If he loses Tom now just when he realized his mistakes, Tord will never forgive himself. His thoughts spun. What can he do to stop this?

Chapter 25: Chapter 25

Summary:

The breaking point part 3

Notes:

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The sound of the drumming rain outside, followed by the occasional loud rumble of thunder, were the only things that filled the empty space of the hotel room Edd had arranged for himself. It was a last minute reservation kind of deal, since Edd wanted to leave as soon as possible to avoid going through the heartache of spending his last few days before leaving this town, and his past behind forever, in the presence of his last childhood friend. It would only hurt them both if he had stayed. Leaving now was for the best.

Edd tried flicking the lights on, but the bulbs above his head flashed briefly before dying out entirely and leaving him in total darkness. “Great.” He muttered dryly. He approached the king sized bed and placed his luggage down on the mattress. He peered around the dimly lit room. There was a television in the corner, adjacent to the window with the blinds closed; a desk with a mini bar underneath and a large mirror beside it; mahogany wooden closets, and a bathroom to the right. It felt weird to stand in the unfamiliar room by himself. No one to make sarcastic comments about the new temporary living arrangements, or reassure that things could be worse - not even the feel of a feline rubbing against his ankles.

It was just him, now.

All alone.

Shaking his head free of these thoughts, Edd carded a hand through his wet hair and instantly decided to take a shower. He was soaking wet from walking in the rain, and he could do with a nice relaxing hot shower to take his mind off things. Stripping free of his clothes he made his way into the bathroom and jumped into the shower. At once, the warm water encased him and Edd let out a relieved sigh; tension lifting off his shoulders and all of his muscles relaxed.

As he showered, Edd tried to imagine what was happening back home. Matt probably went straight to Eduardo and Mark for comfort the minute he went out the door. He might’ve shed a few tears for his departure, but once he realized how much better friends Mark and Eduardo were than him… Edd winced. Nothing matters anymore; he had to keep on believing that his decision was the right one. How can it not? Tom told him to choose whatever made him happiest. He must be doing the right thing. Matt was going to be fine.

Then how come you feel so hollow? A small voice echoed inside him.

Suddenly, the shower wasn’t as relaxing as it first appeared. The water seemed to turn uncomfortably hot and seared his skin for some reason; making him itch and prick all over. The warmth and comfort it once brought was swept away and replaced with something unbearable. No matter how much he scrubbed himself, he felt as if he would never get cleaned. Edd hastily finished showering and stepped out, trying to escape this feeling, and immediately wrapped a towel around himself.

He opened the bathroom door to let out some of the steam that accumulated from the shower, and let in some much needed refreshing air. Edd sighed, thankful for the cold air that entered and cooled his body. The uncomfortable sensation did not leave, however. Turning away from the bedroom, Edd dried his hair while facing the large fogged mirror looming in front of him. As he swiped a hand over the reflective surface to clear away the fog, he could’ve sworn he glimpsed a figure in a blue hoodie bending down to the mini bar far behind him before standing up, revealing to be none other than Tom, holding a bottle of Smirnoff in his hands. Edd stiffened, his eyes widening.

“Are you finally happy with yourself, Edd?” Tom asked, his eyeless gaze meeting his through the reflection in the mirror.

With a startled gasp, Edd jumped, spinning around to look behind him, but the room was devoid of life. There’s no one else here. However; for a brief moment, he saw Tom again - just like back at the docks. His heart ached, a dull pain deep in his chest. If that was really Tom, why was he back? His stomach churned apprehensively.

Shaking his head, Edd brushed the sighting off his mind, hurrying to dry himself and get dressed. He settled for his classic green hoodie and brown khakis from his luggage, and decided the best way to distract himself would be to turn on the television and maybe watch some cartoons or whatever dumb movie was on. Before turning the television on, however, Edd caught sight of the mini bar next to the desk.

Edd tensed.

He slowly neared it, his steps cautious as if he half-expected something to burst out from the tiny fridge to spook him. His hand grabbed the handle. Edd gulped. Then he ripped open as fast as he could and was met with nothing but drinks and snacks; including cola.

Edd shivered but breathed out a sigh of relief at the same time. Disturbingly enough though, there were mini bottles of Smirnoff as well. He brushed it off as a coincidence - Smirnoff is quite a popular drink, after all; it is only expected for there to be some in the fridge. He reached out to grab a cola can only to halt. His eyes shifted over to the cans of beer by the corner, internally debating his decision. He could use something to numb his mind for a little while...

Reluctantly, he went for the beer.

Cracking the can open and taking his first sips of the alcoholic beverage, Edd finally found himself relax. He hopped onto the bed, grabbed the control remote, and flicked the television on.

He surfed through the channels for a little while, looking for anything particularly mind-numbing that could help distract him. Zombie pirates from hell 3… 4… Professor Why… The cats… The children… Each channel caused a little twinge of pain in his chest, but Edd went past so fast it didn’t sit with him for very long for him to really think about it.

“So you’re ignoring your problems now, huh? Very mature.”

At first, Edd thought that might’ve come from the television, but deep down in his gut he knew that voice from anywhere. Edd’s eyes widened but he refused to take them off the TV, dread creeping over him.

“Don’t act like you don’t hear me, Edd. Unlike Matt, you will find I am not so easy to ignore!”

Of course you’re not. Edd inwardly argued, instantly disregarding the wave of guilt that swept over him. How can I possibly ignore you when you’re all I can think about these days? Slowly, he shifted his gaze away from the television and to the large mirror next to it; and sure enough, the image of Tom stared back at him with his arms crossed and a mild expression of disapproval on his face.

Edd stared back at him, his eyebrows furrowed. His breath caught in his throat. “What do you want with me?”

Tom narrowed his eyes and sighed. “You already know the answer to that.”

Edd made no move to respond. His stomach was doing flips and he felt jittery.

“How could you leave Matt?” Tom asked incredulously, his gaze darkening. “After everything that’s happened, I thought the last thing you would want is to lose more friends! But you just cast him aside instead. Have you learned anything at all?”

Edd blinked flabbergasted. “You told me I could go!” He pointed out accusingly. “You said you wouldn’t mind if I left; that friendships aren’t meant to weigh you down. What about there being four again, huh?”

Tom frowned, his gaze sharpening. “How can you be so blind to the truth? Even now, you still refuse to see what’s wrong with the picture.”

With an indignant scoff, Edd turned away to fix his attention back to the TV screen and promptly raised the volume in hopes of drowning out Tom’s voice. However, the apparition in the mirror didn’t seem deterred by that and went on as usual.

“Matt tried to help you.” He reminded Edd sternly. “He did the best he could for you. He even put his own grief aside to try and help you. It was you who decided to turn a blind eye! You were suffering and didn’t mean to ignore him, but what’s done is done. Then Eduardo and Mark came into the picture and suddenly you decided to put up more walls around yourself. Is that what you promised me when you finally visited me? To be a d#ck to everyone around you?”

Edd met his gaze stubbornly, trying to ignore the shame that burned beneath his skin. “I tried to move on!” He insisted. “I don’t know what else I could have done differently - I just wanted to be left alone to process all the changes. Matt wouldn’t stop pestering me, and Eduardo and Mark were always around; I could never be true to myself when they’re there.”

Tom gestured to the beer in his hands, his eyebrows rose disbelievingly. “And I suppose you’re being true to yourself now, huh?” He muttered dryly.

Edd glanced away, but said nothing. He consciously placed the beer on the nightstand next to his bed.

“Was it worth it? All the stubbornness and refusal to accept things as they are, just to prove a point? Make Matt feel miserable at every given chance because you made him out to be nothing more than just a terrible reminder, even though he has no fault in the matter. You never even bothered to wonder how he was handling things.” Tom tipped his head to one side. “Reagan changed just about everything about you, and you let it happen because going back to normal would remind you of all you lost. You even put up with him at his worst, disregarded all the red flags and put yourself in danger time and time again for him, just so you could ignore everything else around you.”

Edd’s mouth dried as he searched for words. “That’s not true!” He exclaimed. “Reagan is my friend. And I know Matt is not to blame for anything.” His words hung hollow even to his own ears.

“And yet, you can barely bring yourself to even acknowledge him.” The scorn in Tom’s voice pierced through his heart.

“Why can’t I think about me for once?” Edd flashed, his eyes glistening.

“Why can’t I think about me for once?” Tom mimicked, his tone harsh and mocking.

Edd was stunned. “Just leave me alone!” He jumped out of the bed and backed away, hands flying to grip the sides of his head. He swayed on his feet, dizzy with confusion.

“Eduardo tried to help you, too.” Tom carried on. “He did what you couldn’t and looked past all the bad blood between you two to talk things out. He came to you as a friend; and what did you do? You openly insulted him instead.”

Edd shuddered, guilt twisting in his belly. “I didn’t really mean to!” He protested. “I just wanted him to leave me alone, and it came out by accident.”

Tom said nothing. He just stared at him.

“I thought you understood me!” Edd wailed. “Why are you being so mean to me now?”

“Did you even try giving them a chance? Like; really put your past behind and look at them as the individuals they are now?” Tom demanded. “Better yet - have you even attempted talking to Matt about all of this? Of course you didn’t. Because you just couldn’t be bothered to bring up old wounds and find a healthy way out of this. You opted for distractions and needlessly lashing out at everybody.”

“Please, stop.”

“You’ve turned mean, Edd.” Tom spat. “You don’t care for anyone other than yourself, and you don’t care if you hurt others to justify your actions even though you know deep down you’re in the wrong.”

“Stop it!”

“Face it, Edd. You like being miserable and feeling sorry for yourself!”

“Enough!” Anger took over Edd, pulsing so hard it controlled his movements and he flung the lamp from the nightstand at the mirror in a blind fit of rage, shattering the glass. Edd was left standing there, fists clenched at his sides and panting. When he peered back at Tom, he found his own distorted reflection staring back at him instead; furious and so hard to recognize between the cracked shards.

Edd’s breath hitched in his throat, anger instantly forgotten, hands flying to his mouth. “N-no!” He whispered and reached out toward the mirror, hoping in vain that he could take back the damage he caused. “Oh, what have I done? I- I didn’t mean to.” Regret for his actions swept over him at full force and he collapsed to his knees, tears gathering in his eyes. This time, Reagan wasn’t here to blind him of his feelings with smooth words and other distractions. He was alone now. He can’t escape the shame nor the grief that’s been haunting him for months now.

“Y-you…you were never really there, were you?” Edd sobbed, his head lowered. “All this time… I thought you were there for me. I want you back so badly… is that such a horrible thing to want?”

Matt’s words flashed in his mind. “I’m sorry I am not Tom, okay! I know you prefer he were here instead of me – But I’m not him, and I’m so sorry you got stuck with me instead. I tried… I tried to help you… but it’s like you don’t even see that I’m here.” Then Eduardo’s voice joined Matt’s. “Emotions can be overwhelming, but that doesn’t mean you should start doing whatever you want for the sake of ignoring them. You have to acknowledge them if you want to get better, not dismiss them.” Edd’s thoughts whirled. They were only trying to help me… and I resented them for it every step of the way. Alarm ripped through his chest. I was awful!

These past months, the only one he ever listened to was Reagan. He was new. He had no previous connections to anything of his past. A good distraction. He could hang around him with no painful memories, no matter how shady their activities were. Actually, no… that’s not entirely true. Many times Reagan reminded him in several ways of his two lost friends. Edd longed to go back to the way things were.

But he can’t.

No matter how much he wants to, he can’t.

With cold, crushing certainty, Edd knew he couldn’t leave things as they are now. Not when he messed up this bad. The heavy feeling in his chest is a clear confirmation of that. He needs to go back and talk to Matt and make things right. Edd’s heart began to race. The idea of walking into his old home suddenly seemed far scarier than fighting gang members by himself. I can’t go back now! He panicked. I’ve done so many dumb things. I hurt him when I left. He won’t want to see me again after everything I’ve done!

Edd closed his eyes, wondering what Tom would do in this situation. His mind instantly remembered the giant robot incident. That seems so long ago now… one disaster after another. Edd didn’t think at the time anything would be more devastating than being betrayed by his closest friend but life sure found a way to prove him wrong. Tom had left them when he’d been cast aside in favour of Tord, but he later returned to make things right once he found out the truth about him. He could have simply ignored it and left Edd and Matt to their fates, but he came back for them. Even when the odds were against him, and he knew of his friends preference then, Tom still returned to make sure they were okay.

So what’s his excuse? Shame?

Longing seared through his chest. Edd sighed, his throat tightening. He knows what he’s got to do. He needs to go back and make amends, and get the full picture of this story. If his damage is too great to be undone, then Edd will resign to his fate. He already made his choice to leave, and Reagan is counting on him to fulfil it. That’s fine by Edd. But if there’s even the tiniest chance to make things right, shouldn’t he take it?

Heart leaping, Edd dried his eyes with the back of his sleeve and shakily scrambled to his feet. “I’m not running away.” He swallowed. “I’m done running away.”

Edd burst out of the hotel and into the streets, instantly getting soaking wet. He paid no mind to the stormy weather as he hurried back the way he came, towards home. His gaze fixed ahead the entire time. He quickened his pace. Home seemed a long way off. All around him, the rain melted away all the snow, turning it to slush and making the ground feel slippery beneath his feet; but that didn’t deter Edd. He kept his gaze firmly ahead. He didn’t even pay any mind to the traffic as he raced on, nearly getting hit once or twice and angering a few drivers on his way.

At last, his home was within reach. The building was hardly visible among the rain and mist, each step closer made it the tiniest bit more perceptible than before. Edd’s feet were sore and his heart pounded with mounting suspense by the time he reached the steps toward the entrance. Although he was exhausted from the long trek over to the hotel and run back again, he quickly ascended the steps and entered the building. As he drew closer to the first floor, he heard a loud piercing cry of grief ringing throughout the hall that made him halt in his steps. Matt!

He raced the last few steps remaining, his heart racing. What will he say to Matt when he finally sees him? That hasn’t really crossed his mind until now. The truth! He decided. I will tell him the whole truth!

“Matt!”

He called out only to break off abruptly as he reached the hallway. Slipping out of Matt’s apartment and closing the door behind him, muffling the loud cries coming from inside, Eduardo faced him with a scowl. Edd gulped. His determination seemed to dwindle at the sight of his former rival. “What are you doing back here?” Eduardo demanded, taking one threatening pace closer. His voice betrayed surprise. “Haven’t you caused enough damage?”

Edd lowered his gaze and stared at his feet, hot with shame. “I… I need to talk to Matt.”

Eduardo stiffened, his gaze narrow. “What for? To make him feel worse than he already is?” As if on cue, Matt’s sobs turned louder from behind the door, making both of them wince at the noise.

“He really took my departure that badly?” Edd asked anxiously. Matt was known to cry for the littlest of things, but he can’t remember him ever crying this anguished before.

“What did you expect, loser?” Eduardo retorted, curling his lip. “Did you think he would just shrug his shoulders and smile as if none of his best friends had ever left?” He paused, his tone softening. “Mark is in there with him right now. We’ve been trying to get him to calm down since you left, but so far he’s been inconsolable.”

That was almost three hours ago! Edd flinched. He really screwed up this time, hasn’t he?

A fresh wave of desperation flooded over him. “I must see him! Please, Eduardo, I need to make things right.”

Eduardo scoffed. “A little too late to go back on your word, don’t you think? You already agreed to leave, or so I’ve heard. I’m not letting you get past me just to hurt the doofus some more.”

For a moment Edd was taken aback by his harsh words, as if he hadn’t quite realized what his choice would mean. Then he remembered their argument the night before, and how he had insulted Eduardo in a burst of anger and frustration. Matt’s not the only one he owes an apology to.

“I was a d#ck.” He blurted out without a second thought.

“What?”

“You were right all along about me.” Edd continued with an air of exasperation that came from his depleting pride, but for the sake of fixing things he roughly shoved it aside. “I was acting like a real jerk. I was selfish. You tried to help me, and I didn’t listen. I even went so far as to insult you when it was uncalled for, and… most likely hurt your feelings, too. I am a huge gaping #sshole and I s#ck major d#ck! I see now that I could’ve acted more maturely about this mess, and for that I am so sorry for the way I treated you.”

Eduardo blinked slowly in disbelief. The loser finally came around? And he’s actually apologizing? I’m not buying it. He inwardly snorted. He opened his mouth to turn Edd away once more; to remind him of the choice he made for himself and to piss off, but Edd wasn’t done speaking.

“I’m sorry, Eduardo. I am so, so sorry. I know I messed up, but please, please let me through! I need to talk to Matt so that I can understand what he’s been going through, and apologize to him properly. It’s really important that we talk! Please please please let me see him! I can’t… I will never live with myself if I leave without at least trying to make things right.”

Eduardo stopped short. Uncertainty showed in his eyes. He could detect the genuine despair and urgency in the loser’s voice. But is that enough to warrant him a pass? Then another feeling flooded through him.

Empathy.

He knows better than most what is like to have so many words and feelings restricted in your chest due to pride locking them aside. He knows what it's like to be a stubborn, hard-headed jackass who can’t appreciate what he has before it’s brutally ripped away from him. He didn’t get a chance to confess the truth to Jon. Can he really refuse the same chance to loser and doofus?

Edd wearily searched Eduardo’s gaze, his heart quickening. Would he let him through?

There was a hesitant pause. Then Eduardo nodded curtly and stepped aside. “Does this mean you’ve changed your mind about leaving?”

Edd’s stance faltered. “I… I don’t know.” He glanced away.

Eduardo’s eyes flashed, and he grunted. “Don’t mess this up more than you’ve already have, loser. Or else!” He knocked on the door behind him. A moment later, the door opened and Mark slipped out with a weary sigh.

“What is it this time, Eduardo? I already told you that I would notify you once I feel as though Matt is starting to calm down.” His blue eyes fixed on Edd and he frowned. “Why is he here?”

“He’s here to help.” Eduardo replied, and then shot another warning glare at Edd. “Hopefully.”

Warmth stirred in Edd’s chest and he bowed his head low, filled with gratitude. “Thank you.” He breathed. Stepping forward between the two neighbours, he reached for the door to Matt’s apartment and slipped inside.

The sound of Matt’s sobs grew louder as he approached; his belly tightening at the heart wrenching noise that echoed throughout the apartment. He hurried his way past the living room, filled with all of Matt’s portraits of himself in different angles and poses. Edd stopped briefly to glance at some of them. Looking back at them now… Matt sure changed a lot, hasn’t he?

How could he have been so blind as to not have noticed before?

Nearing the bedroom door, he noticed it was slightly ajar and he pushed it open with a resonating creak; however, the noise did not get Matt’s attention as he was curled up on his bed, surrounded by bed sheets and tissue boxes, and face buried on a pillow as he cried. Edd hesitated by the doorway. No turning back now. With a deep breath, he stepped closer and laid a gentle hand on his friend’s back.

Matt looked up wearily, teary blue eyes glittering with surprise as he saw him. For a heartbeat he did not seem to recognize him, and then his eyes stretched wide. “E- Edd?” He sniffled. “You came back?”

Edd smiled sadly and crouched beside him on the bed. “Hey.” He murmured. “I’m here.” More tears welled up in Matt’s eyes and he sobbed harder. Edd blinked. Why was Matt still crying? He thought being back would at the very least soothe him? “What’s wrong?” He frowned, struggling to understand.

“Y-you forgot to take your emergency stash of cola, didn’t you?” Matt’s voice quivered, struggling to keep his sobs in to speak coherently. “That’s why you’re back, isn’t it?”

Alarm spiked in Edd’s stomach. “What? No! Of course not!” He wrapped his arms around Matt’s form, trying to lend him comfort. “I came back for you. I’m here to talk to you!”

Matt was trembling as he pulled away to meet his gaze. “But not to stay?”

Edd shifted awkwardly, unable to bring himself to answer that yet. “Matt…” He began, licking his lips nervously. “I’m so sorry for the way I’ve been treating you.”

“It’s okay. I understand why you did it.” Matt lifted his head sharply, hastily cleaning the tears from his eyes.

“That’s no excuse to treat you lower than dirt.” Edd continued. “I never even bothered to ask you how you were doing. Not once!”

“You were grieving.”

“So were you!”

They stayed quiet after that. Both of them unsure how to carry on the conversation. Edd stared intently at Matt. There were so many things he wanted to say; so many things needing to be addressed and yet Edd couldn’t find the words for any of it. How can he mend so many mistakes in just one conversation? Then he realized… in order to move on and heal properly, he’s gonna have to open up all the wounds.

“How much do you remember about Tord?” He asked, his voice thick with emotion though he kept it under check.

Matt looked up in surprise. “You mean Todd?” He echoed and shook his head. “Not a lot.” He tucked in a tuft of hair behind his ear. “I remember him being nice and so cool at first. He was a lot of fun and I felt like I wanted to impress him. But then he… he punched me in the face and I no longer wanted to be around him.” And of course there was the whole robot ordeal and trying to hurt Tom, but Edd knows all about it so he didn’t feel as if he needed to elaborate on that part.

Edd nodded stiffly. He suspected as much. Matt lost most of his memories of Tord due to a memory eraser gun created by the latter.

“Were you hurt when he turned out to be not as nice as he seemed?” He inquired.

Matt shrugged. “Maybe a little bit.” He fixed his gaze on Edd meaningfully. “But I know you were hurt more.”

Edd’s belly fluttered with grief and he sighed. “I was.” He admitted at last, thinking longingly of the time when they were young and the four of them were friends. The tension in his shoulders relaxed as he let go of the long-held pain. “Tord was our friend since kindergarten. He’s always been one of us. Then he left to pursue his dreams and I missed him so much… when he came back, I thought everything would go back to normal. That’s why it hurts me so much that he betrayed us in the end. We…” He held back a sob. “We didn’t mean as much to him, as he meant to me.”

Matt listened quietly, still somewhat weary to discuss this topic mostly due to Edd’s past reactions whenever the subject of their old friends was brought up. He didn’t want to upset him. Then a flicker of guilt ignited within him. He’s done nothing but earn this behaviour.

“I’m so sorry, Edd.”

“What for?” The brunet asked. “I’m the one who was a bad friend here.”

“No! I mean, I’m sorry for not trying to help you before.” Matt explained, his tone unsure. “I… I noticed you weren’t being yourself after we lost our house. You were always sad. Smiling, but never quite as bright as it used to. But even though I noticed it, I didn’t do anything to help you then.” He paused, his voice cracking. “I thought… I thought there wasn’t much that I could do for you. So I ignored it, and hoped the issue would resolve by itself in some other way. I was selfish.”

Edd tensed, digging his fingernails into the bed. He feels uneasy finally addressing the issues that festered within him for so long, but he urged himself to listen and go on.

“Then… then Tom died, and I knew I could not afford to be selfish anymore, and so I tried to help you.” Matt went on, more tears streaming down his face. “But everything I did, I did it wrong and just made you even more upset!”

“It’s not your fault.” Edd swallowed thickly. “I was being unfair to you. Any reason I could find to lash out I would take it.”

“Still, it made me think how much better off you would’ve been if Tom or Todd were here in my place instead. I feel so useless!” Matt cried out. “I may not like Reagan, I don’t like him one bit, but he certainly seems to know how to make you feel better. So I was always torn between trying to keep you away from him, or just letting it happen because he made you happier.”

“I don’t think that’s entirely true anymore.” Edd sighed. More briskly he added, “Reagan served as a distraction more than anything, but he doesn’t exactly offer comfort.” In fact, thinking back now even when they so much as greeted each other with a hug Reagan seemed tense and stiff. Almost as if he were forcing himself to do it rather than simple courtesy. It felt a little awkward, but Edd always dismissed it. “I didn’t want to think about how much everything has changed. I couldn’t accept that I lost both Tord and Tom, or how Eduardo and Mark didn’t want to be our enemies anymore. It was all too much for me to bear.” He turned his head to meet Matt’s brilliant blue gaze. “And… I made you out to be nothing more than just a terrible reminder of it all. Looking at you and being around you hurts. I am constantly reminded of what I lost. I know you have no fault in this, but I just can’t help it. I’m sorry, Matt.”

Matt managed a small smile. “You know, if we keep this up this conversation is just going to end up being a circle of apologies.”

Edd chuckled. “Well, things still need to be said, don’t they?”

They fell under a comfortable silence, both of them just enjoying the easy atmosphere that settled over them. Which felt also weird, considering the heavy subject matter they were discussing to begin with. During this silence, Matt contemplated on what Eduardo told him the previous night about recalling their lost ones with fondness and debated on whether or not trying it out with Edd now, seeing as he was so open-minded and at ease right now. At the same time though, he was afraid to ruin it.

“Do you…” He hesitated, and then tried again. “Do you remember when Tom sometimes would act all goofy and fun? Like that one time when we built the extension to our old house? He was a lot of fun then.”

Edd remembered how frustrating it was to keep check of him and make sure he wouldn’t wreck their house to smithereens with the drill during their project. Now all he could think about was how much fun Tom had been; he would give anything to have Tom back, even if he was grumpy most of the time. The memories choked him so that he couldn’t reply to Matt.

“To be fair, we were all goofing around at the time.” Matt went on. “Or how about that one time he drank all the white paint thinking it was milk?"

“And he kept drinking it even when he knew it wasn’t.” Edd managed to speak at last. “When we were kids, he thought up the best games… but as we grew older he kinda became the voice of reason.”

Amusement lit up in Matt’s eyes. “Which is kinda funny when you realize that he’s the one who got most injured in our adventures despite that.”

Gradually, listening to his friend, Edd began to feel comforted. This was the first time anyone had spoken to him about Tom this way. I guess I always avoided the subject, just like I did with Tord, because I thought it would hurt too much. But it’s good to hear Matt’s memories and remember our friend together. It makes Tom seem closer; somehow.

“I’ll never stop missing him.” Edd managed softly. He then frowned. “My only regret is not being able to help him while I still could.”

Matt gazed at him, startled but silent as he waited for his friend to continue.

“We both noticed Tom had been acting strange for quite a while, we just never knew when or how to confront him about it. Looking back now, I wish we had done it sooner and a lot differently. God! What was I thinking when I replaced his bottles of Smirnoff? I should’ve known that would have only made things worse!”

“You can’t know that.” Matt responded, feeling how strange it was to reassure his more capable friend. “We needed to address the issue directly to Tom, or he might have never opened up to us. Changing his bottles was the only way we could think of at the time to get his attention and to make sure he’d stop drinking so much.”

“But maybe there was a chance he could have opened up to us! If I had been a better friend to him maybe he would have felt comfortable enough to trust me with whatever was bothering him.” Edd paused, his voice thickening with emotion. “Remember just a few weeks after Tom died; when I was in denial and cleaning his apartment in hopes of him returning?”

Matt stiffened, dread hollowing his belly at the thought of where he might be going with this topic. “Um… yes?”

“After our argument, I moved to clean his bedroom next…” Edd sighed. “Oh Matt, there was so much blood in his bathroom! His bedroom was in shambles, and he had so many razors and glass shards scattered everywhere. Now I know for certain there was something seriously wrong with Tom. He must’ve been suffering so much to resort to such extreme measures!”

Matt’s eyes rounded with dread. “You think he was-?”

“At the time I thought it was just from shaving, maybe. But I was in denial then, and looking back at it now, what else could it be? Tom was being so distant it’s hard to tell.” Edd murmured, running a hand through his messy locks. “I wish I’d tried harder to get an answer out of him. We could have helped him! But now… I can only hope he is somewhere better, and not suffering anymore.”

Shuffling closer, Matt placed a gentle hand on Edd’s shoulder. “Maybe when someone dies, part of our grief is feeling guilty and wishing we’d done things differently. Even though there’s nothing we could have done. Tom did not want to tell us. Even if he’d lived, if he didn’t want to share with us what his problems were, there’s nothing either of us could do to change that. He had his secrets but he always had good intentions. He may have acted all grumpy and prickly, but deep down inside I know he cared deeply for both of us!” He let out a deep sigh. “You know, I don’t think Tom would want either of us to feel guilty over this. He always wanted us to be safe and happy.”

“You’re right. Things will never be the same here without Tom. And maybe we should stop lamenting his loss and just be happy we had a chance to know him at all - grow up with him, be with him… and love him loads.” Edd added softly, holding back tears.

“We’ll grieve for him and miss him forever.” Matt dipped his head. “But I think Tom would prefer for us to remember him with happiness rather than constant anguish.”

Edd blinked. His chest swelled at his friend’s wisdom. “Wow, that’s… actually really deep, Matt. When did you become an expert on the topic?” He couldn’t help but ask.

Matt glanced away shyly. “Eduardo and Mark.” He admitted. “They helped me a lot these past few months. They’re really nice people, Edd.”

“I don’t doubt you.” Edd breathed a little sigh, his shoulders slumping. “I am truly sorry for the way I’ve been behaving toward all of you - you most of all, Matt. I let anger and grief change who I am.” He gazed helplessly at Matt.

“No, you didn’t!” Matt argued. “You came back, after all! In the end, you came around to your senses. You were scared, and just needed a bit of time on your own to process all of that. Once you realized what had happened, you came back to try and fix things. That was being true to yourself, far more than you were when you were hanging around Reagan.” His blue gaze softened. “I know you, Edd. You’re my friend. Nothing must ever change that.”

Edd blinked up at his friend. Despite all his stubbornness and insistence to hang around Reagan, going so far as to excuse even his most suspicious aspects, the Irishman could never share the deep bond he had with Matt and their lost friends. Reagan’s solution to everything is to sweep it under the rug and ignore it. Did he really think Reagan could be a permanent replacement for his friends? He was fun, sure, but not exactly the best friend out there. To think, he actually considered changing his life, and for what? To forget the pain that’s a normal part of life? For Reagan? How ridiculous is that? He loves adventures! He loves drawing and making art! He loves his friends! Nothing could ever replace any of it.

There can be four again, if given the right chance.

Tom’s words from back at the docks resonated within him all of the sudden. Their meaning suddenly crystal clear. At first, Edd had thought it meant for him to leave and start a new life someplace else, and make a new group of friends with Reagan. But now he realized what Tom- no- what he’d been trying to tell himself all this time.

Matt and I… and Eduardo and Mark…!

He suddenly felt more at ease than he had for months. The constricting sensation in his belly seemed to uncurl and release him. Both their groups suffered so much, it only makes sense for them to come together. Sure, he feels a little awkward around the neighbours right now, but if Matt trusts them and is at ease around them then maybe it’s just a matter of getting used to them.

He was brought out of his thoughts by Matt shifting beside him, blowing his nose with a tissue. “Thank you for coming back to talk to me. I feel much better now.” Matt sniffled, his eyes dark with acceptance. “I guess this is it then, huh? You should probably get going - I’ll be okay now.”

Edd tipped his head. “Go? You think I’m actually going to leave you after all this?”

Matt’s eyes rounded with shock. “You mean… you mean you’re not leaving anymore?”

“Oh Matt, this whole time I actually thought the only way I would get better was if I left this place for good. I see now that is no longer the case. Talking to you made me realize just what I’ve been missing out on. Eduardo and Mark are not our enemies anymore. They’re just people dealing with their own loss, the same way we are.”

“But what about Reagan? Didn’t you take his offer to leave? Won’t he be expecting you to follow through now?” Matt pointed out.

He’s got a point there. That could be a problem. Edd shook his head. “Reagan is gone. If I change my mind there’s nothing he can do to make me go now.” At least I hope so. He’s no fool; he knows exactly what he signed up for and the deal might not be as easy to back out as he is making it out to be. However, there’s no use in letting Matt worry about this. He will find a way around it, somehow. “I was wrong to think I could simply run away from my problems. I don’t know what’s gonna happen to us in the future, but whatever happens, I don’t regret coming back.”

Matt’s heart soared with hope. “You mean it? You’re really going to stay?”

“Of course!” Edd grinned. “You matt-er too much to me.”

At the obvious pun, Matt groaned and snorted with laughter. “Gosh, it’s been so long since you’ve made a pun I forgot just how bad they can get.” He punched his friend lightly on the shoulder. “That was awful even for you, Edd!”

“Made you laugh, so I win!” Edd replied smugly and winked.

They hugged each other after that. A curious peace fell over the duo, as all the unspoken thoughts of anguish and guilt they both shared were brought out in the open; like lancing an infected wound and watching the poison drain away. Together, their future seems brighter than it has ever been.

(Meanwhile…)

Panting, bleeding, and missing an arm and a leg, Tom struggled helplessly against the cruel barb like vines that tugged him down into the dark mass below, threatening to suck him down into its depths. He tugged, trying in vain to pull out of the tar like substance that consumed him, but it only sucked harder and he sank deeper. He was pulled under. Fighting in vain toward the surface, his heart gripped with panic, the voice echoed throughout Tom’s mind, momentarily blocking everything else out.

“You’re weak! You don’t deserve to keep on existing. You can’t even do the one thing you’re supposed to do! ~”

He was dragged farther down, his body heavy and sparks of pain igniting ever harsher with every desperate move to stay afloat. Several injuries have been inflicted upon his body, including dismemberment; ranging from deep gashes to impalement. Darkness surrounded him all over. The only indication of where the surface is was the tiny flicker of light shining in the distance like a star, decreasing in size the deeper he descended. Tom reached out for it with his one remaining arm; wishing he could grasp it and pull himself out of his predicament.

His lungs screamed for air - he couldn’t breathe. His chest felt tight. His throat sore from all the screaming. Terror scorched through him. He was going to fade away, there in the pitch darkness of the back of his mind. He will be forgotten.

“Useless. Pathetic! A burden that must be dealt with! You won’t bother anyone ever again, worm! ~”

All the fight was drained right out of him. Tom was too tired to go on. He lost. He can’t avoid this anymore. It’s over. He watched as the distant light of reality grew dimmer in the distance. He felt weightless; as if he meant nothing. He could just close his eyes and float off into the abyss, forever drifting away, and watch as something else took control he did not deserve to have.

“Tom?” A voice cut faintly across the veil of shadows.

Who’s there? Tom wondered. He knew it wasn’t the voice - this one was too soft to be it, and it didn’t hurt him.

“Stay with me, Tom.” The new voice sounded again, clear and familiar, but Tom couldn’t quite place it. “If you can hear me, I need you to come out of whatever trance you’re in.” Whoever was speaking to him sounded distressed; almost as if Tom actually meant something to them.

The longing that seared through Tom’s chest made him ignite with a flicker of hope. Edd? Matt? Are you there? His eyes blinked open, staring upward at the tiny speck of light so far away.

For a moment, the new voice seemed to lift him, calming his panic, and he found that his remaining limbs were churning steadily through the thick darkness. His heart, tight with pain, slowed as he strained to make his way back to the surface. His jaw clenched as waves of pain rolled throughout his body with each movement he made, but he still pressed on.

“Don’t resist it, worm. ~” The voice hissed contemptuously not pleased to see him fighting back again. Tom felt a tendril coil around his ankle and tug him back down. “You wouldn’t want to make your friends suffer more, do you? Can’t you take the hint that nobody wants you around? ~”

His hopes dashed, Tom ceased all movement and went back to floating aimlessly. A spear stabbed into his back and through his chest. Tom let out a strangled shriek of pain. He writhed in discomfort as a second spear stabbed into his side. It was foolish of him to think he could get out of this. It’s no use. The voice was far too powerful for him to fight it. Perhaps he should just give in and let the shadows sweep him away into nothingness.

“I’m gonna help you out - just hold on a little bit longer!” The soft voice turned sharp now, like a splash of icy water, and made Tom jolt in alarm. “You held on this far on your own, I need you to keep fighting a little while longer until I figure something out.”

Tom’s fear of fading away was stronger than his fear of the voice. He is afraid of reality, but he’s not ready to let go of it yet. He is terrified of either option - what will become of him if he goes back? He is so scared and uncertain of the future he isn’t sure he is good enough to find out. But he can’t stand the thought of being helpless and forgotten; turn into a spectator as the voice takes charge of his body. The mere idea hit him like a lightning bolt and Tom began to fight once more.

“No. No! NO! ~” The voice bellowed, making Tom flinch as he waited for some kind of pain to be inflicted on him. Something coiled around him, squeezing him tightly as though he were possessively enclosed in a fist. But other than that, he was not hurt, which made him realize that the voice wasn’t addressing him this time around. “He is mine! You can’t have him! I’ve waited too long for this- No! ~”

All of a sudden, Tom found himself being launched forward at full speed toward the surface, heading straight toward the speck of light. He could feel the voice desperately trying to grasp him back, but he barely escaped its reach as he shot away much too fast for it. Next thing he knows, light engulfed his vision for a couple of heartbeats, blinding him, and he took a massive gulp of air as he sat up straight before falling into a harsh coughing fit.

Tom!"

His eyes adjusted, finding himself back in the laboratory, sitting up on an operating table as spindly robotic appendages whistled around him before retreating to the ceiling. Through a dark haze he blearily saw Tord leaning over him with a worried expression in his one eye. Tom stared at him confused. Was he the one who called out to me? But why?

For his part, Tord’s dread and panic was replaced with immense relief to see the eerie purple glow finally leave Tom’s eyes. From the moment he brought the Brit to the lab he worked himself tirelessly to try and reverse the effects that had taken hold of him, using all his knowledge of science and the enigmatic serum he created to his advantage. He had tried everything he could, but in the end all it took was a couple doses of the counter agent, which he had invented to soothe some of the serum’s more drastic side effects, and a controlled shock to finally get a reaction out of Tom and bring him out of… whatever trance he had going on.

Tom coughed and retched violently, his chest rattling as he struggled for breath. Tord watched as his claws and paws began to sizzle, a thin trail of smoke evaporating from his monstrous attributes as he slowly shifted back to fully human. His tail and horns faded away. His ears and arms returned to their proper length.

Tord stiffened, his heart quickening as black sludge began to spill out from Tom’s mouth with every cough. He quickly held up a container close to Tom’s face to avoid a mess and collect a sample of the mysterious substance he was secreting.

Almost at once Tom felt his belly give an enormous heave, and he vomited up a lump of sludge and several mouthfuls of slime onto the container. Tom collapsed back to the operation table, too weak to move, and panting for dear life. His breaths coming in and out through tight gasps.

Tord put the container away to analyse for later. Right now he had to make sure Tom is alright and no longer in any pain. Approaching the operation table, he leaned over Tom and placed a hand on his forehead. “Your temperature is still dangerously low.” He murmured, his mind going at a hundred miles per hour as he thought of all the ways he could solve this. Gotta handle him gently; vigorous movement could cause cardiac arrest. His clothes are dry, but maybe he’ll need layers - I could get his hoodie and maybe lend him my coat. Must keep constant check of his pulse. He is struggling to breathe but it doesn’t seem shallow enough to warrant CPR yet. Blankets! He’ll need blankets! Paul and Pat surely must have some in their quarters; I can quickly run over and get some. But I don’t wanna leave him alone unsupervised, in case…

He was brought out of his train of thoughts by Tom sitting up again and trying to get off the table. He immediately circled his arms around the eyeless man and pulled him back. “Hey hey hey! Easy! Don’t try to stand; you need to keep lying down and rest.” He cautioned, his voice soft but urgent. “I’m right here, okay? I’ve got you.”

So concerned with taking care of him, it didn’t even cross his mind that Tom might be trying to get away from him.

Tom couldn’t be more confused and horrified. He heard what he now thinks might have been Tord’s voice call out to him just when he was about to be suppressed and taken over, and he has no goddamn idea as to why Tord would do such a thing. Especially in such a desperate tone, too. Even so, he was taken away from the voice’s grasp and brought back to reality only to continue with Tord’s sick science experiments; and now that the Norsk has knowledge of his condition, no doubt he will use it to manipulate and mock him. Out of the pan, and into the fire…

However, when he felt Tord examine him closely with gentle, capable fingers and distantly heard him asking him questions regarding his wellbeing, Tom snapped out of his daze at once. His training with the voice kicked in. Burden. The word echoed ominously in his head. He can’t let anyone worry about him! He’s not worth the attention. Whether Tord brought him back just to keep testing, or he is genuinely worried and is trying to help him, Tom let his instincts kick him and he immediately tried to dismiss Tord’s concerns.

“I’m- I’m okay. Really. It’s nothing.” Tom shook his head insistently, trying to push him away. “Nothing’s wrong. Please leave me alone. I’m okay.”

“You think this is what ‘okay’ looks like?” Tord scoffed, firmly grabbing one of Tom’s arms to display the several scars he had.

Tom gazed into Tord eye, amazed and bewildered by the concern shining back at him from its silver-gray depth. “You’re… you’re staring at me like you think I’m dying.” He looked away, self-consciously.

“You’re not?” Tord breathed.

Tom didn’t know how to answer that. “In a way.” He shrugged.

“What do you mean by that?” Tord pressed.

Tom swallowed, his mouth dry as he contemplated how and whether to answer that. He’s not allowed to talk about his condition, no matter how much it’s already been revealed. However, the voice was no longer active. It was scrabbling furiously in the very back of his mind, yowling with rage at him for getting out of his punishment and vowing to make him pay once it gained back its strength. Tom dreads having to go through the whole ordeal again; and though a part of him was immensely grateful for being spared that fate for a little while longer, he also kinda resents Tord for interrupting and prolonging his suffering.

“I failed to live up to my promise.” Tom explained calmly, his shoulders drooping. “Therefore, I lost the right to remain in control. I’ve been betrayed by my own mind. In a little while, something else is going to wake up in my body and take charge, and my consciousness will disappear.”

Tord reared back in shock. How can Tom speak so casually about this? However, on closer look he noticed that Tom was avoiding eye contact and he was holding back from trembling too much. He’s acting as if it doesn’t bother him! Tom looked small and frail, his expression giving nothing away, and his skin a sickly pale.

“What was your promise?” Tord prompted softly. Truth be told, part of him dreaded to hear the answer; but he pushed it away in order to get a better understanding of how to help Tom now.

“My… my promise?” Tom echoed blearily, as though he’d already forgotten what they were talking about.

“Yes, Tom. What did you promise?”

A painful wave of sorrow wracked through Tom, his body cramping as he thought of the answer. His jaw clenched. Can he really say it out loud, to Tord no less? The voice is going to repress him regardless, and whatever Tord wants to do with him from then on is not his place to worry about anymore. Even now, if Tord wishes to mock and humiliate him for his pitiful weak state, doesn’t he deserve it after everything he’s done?

His mouth stayed firmly shut. The voice’s willpower stronger than his own; and he turned his head away.

Seeing that Tom wasn’t going to respond anytime soon, Tord took the opportunity to rethink things over. He’d come down to the lab levels to apologize and to talk to Tom about what he’s been dealing with. But what if Tom refuses? What if the damage is too great to be fixed, and Tom decides he’s better off submitting to his terrible fate rather than taking his chances with him? Tord would do everything he can to help him regardless, but if Tom doesn’t want his help then…

Be kind and honest. Patrick’s words echoed in his head. Tord took a deep breath, and stared down at Tom, his eye glistening.

“I’m sorry, Tom. I am so, so sorry! About this. About everything.” He bowed his head low, feeling immensely guilty for how much pain he’s caused. “I- I never meant for any of this to happen. The serum should have never found its way to you; and you’re right, I was selfish. I cared more for my plans than what could happen to you. I’ve always have. I never took into consideration how my actions might affect you.”

He tensed, waiting for Tom to speak. But Tom remained silent… He risked a quick glance in the eyeless man’s direction and noticed him silently observing him. Listening. His dark empty eyes narrowed to slits.

Tord shifted, thinking of what more to say. His heart ached. “I remember all the times that I teased and picked on you, and everyone else would laugh along. I never imagined how much it hurt you. Harming you was never my intention; I was always near-sighted and did not foresee the aftermath of my actions.” Emotion thickened his voice, but Tord forced himself to go on. “For every mistake I made, you’re the one who paid the price for it. It’s not fair. Please, let me help you now.”

“Save your pity, Commie.” A resentful hiss was dragged out of Tom. “Years of putting up with your sh#t, and now you seriously want me to believe you grew a heart all of the sudden? Give me a break!” Tord flinched at the blaze of anger in his dark eyes. Then Tom relaxed, and the anger melted into a distant look of memory and loss. “You don’t know what you’re getting involved in. Save yourself the trouble and leave things as they are. It’s better off this way; trust me. This-” He gestured to himself. “is a sh#t show. No good can come out of it.”

Tord narrowed his eye. He couldn’t understand why Tom didn’t want to find a way to fix this and was so adamant to refuse help. “Well, I have to do something!” He insisted. “I’m not just going to stand by and watch you destroy yourself, Thomas. There has to be something we can do! We can run more tests; take some time off to look deeper into the serum’s effects; maybe we can. . . ”

His voice trailed off as he realized Tom wasn’t listening. He lay motionless, his eyeless gaze fixed on nothing in particular. “Thomas?”

The Brit looked up at him, his empty eyes bottomless voids of despair. “What’s the point?” His voice cracked. “It’s clear everyone would be much better off with me gone! I’m useless. I bring nothing but trouble and disaster. All I do is ruin lives, so why keep me around?”

A shudder went through Tord. For a few heartbeats he almost shared his friend’s despair.

Tom clenched his eyes shut and sighed. “I… I promised that I would find a way to look after Edd and Matt, no matter what happens to me.” He confessed, choking down his emotions from seeping into his voice and keep it as flat as he could. He shouldn’t make a big deal out of this, after all. “To always put them first above myself, even if it means ending my own existence for their sake. And to… to kill myself so that I would never hurt anyone ever again…”

Tord stared in disbelief. Though Tom sounds nonchalant for the most part, he could still detect the melancholic air to his words as he spoke. He gulped. He is trying not to show how much this truly upsets him.

“After I realized what was happening to me all those years, and what I’ve been doing, I swore that I would sooner die than let the monster out again.” Tom continued dejectedly. “I wasn’t supposed to have made it this far.”

“But then… if you wanted to die so badly… why didn’t you?” Tord dared to ask, his voice soft. “Surely you must’ve had plenty of opportunities to do so, if that’s your end goal?”

Tom flinched. The voice had asked him the same thing. “I tried…” He looked away in shame. “There were many times where I tried to take that one extra step off the edge of a tall building; or pressed a blade to my wrists. But I couldn’t do it. No matter the stakes, I just couldn’t bring myself to go through with it. I was scared, and I thought of all the ways Edd and Matt would’ve reacted if they found my body and…” He trailed off, and blinked back the tears that threatened to spill out. “I decided to stop eating altogether and starve myself to death. It would weaken the monster from coming out again, and give me time to ease myself out of life; say goodbye when the time was right, and do the things that I always wanted until then.” His gaze hardened and he glared at Tord. “Until you ruined everything by taking me away! I could no longer starve myself, so my only hope was to have you f#ck up the dissection and kill me like your other test subjects!”

“I was never going to dissect you.”

“What?!”

Tord sighed. “Thomas, I have no reason to want to dissect you. My scanners can get all the data that I need without the trouble of cutting you open. With no drugs, no less? Too risky! Dissection was never an option.” He ducked his head in embarrassment. “I just said those things to scare you into shifting - I didn’t know that was something you were actively looking forward to!”

Tom’s whole posture sagged in defeat as the words sunk in. He felt sick. “So I never had a chance.” He let out a bitter chuckle. “My plan was never going to work anyway. F#ck me, I guess...”

“Tom.” Tord’s voice jerked his thoughts back to the present. “I can only imagine how rough it must’ve been for you to resort to such drastic measures, but if you let me help you now-”

“What do you see in your future?”

“I’m sorry?” Tord blinked.

“Whenever you think of your future, what do you see?” Tom repeated, his voice cool and flat. He didn’t wait for an answer. “If I had to guess, it would probably be visions of glory and grandeur - you, on top of the world with your little army, and all the power imaginable on the palm of your hand. Am I close?” Tom’s eyes met Tord’s, suddenly clouded with a pain he could not begin to imagine. “You wanna know what I see in my future? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. And that honest to God scares me; not knowing how to proceed or where to put my next step. How can I possibly go on from here, when there’s nothing waiting for me beyond this point?”

“But there is!” Tord urged. “You just can’t see it yet. You’re scared of the future, and that’s okay. Your fear just has you blind to new possibilities, that’s all. This feeling will pass eventually, and you won’t be stuck this way forever.”

Once again Tom remembered his training with the voice and the rules he should be following. He was revealing so much about himself - more than he ever had to anyone before, and he was telling all of this to Tord of all people. The voice compels him to hold his tongue. Normally he would be afraid and weary to say so much, as he did not want to burden anyone else with the massive weight of his problems. But it felt good, in a selfish way, to dump all of these feelings on top of the guy who caused most of it. Well, partially, anyway. It’s not Tord’s fault that Tom is an incompetent waste of air even without the monster. However, part of him was still bothered to be doing this, as Tord appears to be trying to help him by hearing him out. Now whether or not he is actually being sincere and not manipulating him in some way is debatable.

“But there’s one thing that I don’t understand.” Tord went on, struggling to accept that Tom had been ready to give everything up so as to keep himself from hurting others and put an end to his own pain and doubt. “If you were hurting so much… why didn’t you ever tell anyone? You kept this a secret even from Matt and Edd. Why? They would have tried to help you, I’m sure.”

“And tell them, what, exactly?” Tom snorted ruefully. ““Hey, guys! Funny fact about me; I can turn into a horrible rampaging monster and have absolutely no control over myself! I may also be killing people in my spare time. Gross, am I right? I can’t feel any emotions and I’ve resorted to hurting myself in order to feel things again, and this entire time you saw me laugh with you was all a big ruse! I can’t sleep because every time that I do I get awful nightmares about the things I’ve been doing! I may also be having a little bit of a self-esteem issue, so if you guys could help me with those, that would be great. No pressure!” Should I have done that, and then lose them for good? They would have thrown me out if they found out the truth about me! And I don’t blame them; I am too dangerous to keep around, and I’ve already caused them so much trouble, another ton of problems to add to the plate would’ve definitely been the last drop for them. How can I expect help when I don’t give anything meaningful to them in return? He shook his head sadly. “And even if they did understand, what could they have done for me? They can’t possibly stop a giant monster from going berserk! They can’t change the way I feel! What are they supposed to do? I know that if that were the case, where they understand and want to help me, they would still have tried their hardest to make me feel comfortable and welcomed, but I would have just been a burden with no solution bearing down on them. No, Tord, I would never risk either outcome. I care too much about them to lose them or put them through a problem they cannot do anything about.” Tom bowed his head; his voice scarcely audible. “Even if I was nothing more than just an alcoholic nuisance to them, they still mean everything to me and I wanted to keep them close before my time came.”

“And you’ve been trying to deal with this all by yourself?” Tord blinked at the sharpness of pain he felt in sympathy. How hard it must have been for Tom to keep his pain a secret from everyone; always putting on an act because he thought he didn’t deserve to be helped, constantly afraid of what others might think if they ever found out what he’d done or what he planned to accomplish.

“It’s for the best.” Tom’s whole body trembled, and Tord could tell that confessing to this dark secret was causing him more pain than shifting into a monster.

“Not to you, it isn’t.”

“Tord, I don’t need you to tell me how difficult or immoral my idea may seem. I lay awake for many restless nights, deciding what the right course of action would be. What was best for my friends… what was best for everyone… and what’s best for me… I guess you’ll never understand. You don’t know the first thing about putting others above yourself.”

“But at the cost of your own life?” Tord flashed.

“Why do you care so much, anyway?” Tom asked, voicing his doubts in a cynical and accusing tone. “Oh, that’s right! I am your little science experiment, and that’s all I’m worth to you, apparently. Don’t come to me now and pretend I matter to you in any way more than just that – a super weapon, at most! But you don’t actually care for what happens to me, you just don’t want to lose your best bet of conquering the world!” He held Tord’s gaze, challenging the Norsk to contradict him now and prove him wrong. “If you wait a little while, who knows? You might actually like the “new and improved” me.”

“Out of the question! No!” Tord could not keep the note of disbelief out of his voice.

“Then why? Why does it matter what happens to me?”

“Because I-”

Tord’s stopped himself short before the words could leave his mouth. He paused, and took one long good look at Tom; taking in the rigid defensive stance of his shoulders contrasting against his lowered gaze and bowed head of defeat, his body trembling from cold and stress of the situation. A rush of warmth and affection for the eyeless man scorched through his skin and veins, igniting the love he once felt for Tom and tried so hard to extinguish for as long as he can remember. He embraced it now. But for as much as he wants to assure Tom that he cares for him immensely and doesn’t want to lose him in any way, shape, or form; he sensed that confessing his feelings to him now wouldn’t be a good idea. It doesn’t seem appropriate for the situation.

This isn’t the time for a love confession. He thought. Tom is hurting, and he needs support - not some dramatic reveal that might stress him out more. Besides, Tord highly doubts that Tom would choose to stay alive just for him.

Tord swallowed. “Because I care for you. I’ve always have.”

The eyeless man made a curious rasping noise in his throat, like a terrible attempt at laughter. “Yeah, right! You have a funny way of showing it, Commie. Could definitely tell how much you “care” from all the times we fought.”

“But I do!” Tord leaned closer. He reached out tentatively and brushed his hand with his robotic one. Tom didn’t pull away. “I never stopped caring about you. Even at our worst encounters, a part of me always cared for you. But ever since the day I first turned my back on you I couldn’t accept the thought of losing you, so I always harassed you instead. I-” His voice wavered and he had to recollect himself to continue. His gaze clouded. “I made a huge mistake with you. I let you down when you needed me, and then made you pay the price for it. But please believe me now when I tell you that none of this is your fault, Thomas. These feelings of worthlessness you have, and the monster’s actions - none of it are worth throwing your life away for!”

Tom listened, observing him wearily as he processed the Norwegian man’s words of regret. A part of Tom longed to believe and trust in him, but how can he? Especially considering he’s not supposed to accept any help to begin with!

His eyes clenched shut and he turned his head away miserably, unable to stare at Tord any longer. “You still don’t get it, do you? This isn’t about me!” He hissed, despair vibrated in his voice. “It’s about what I’ve been doing and what I’ll keep doing if I don’t put an end to this. Causing people problems and ruining their lives is all I’m good for! If I were a stronger person maybe I could’ve have better control over the monster, but I’m not! Anyone more worthwhile and capable would have no problem if they were in my place, but because I am weak I don’t get to have any control. Ten years with this condition and all I’ve accomplished was how to avoid shifting.” The words rushed from Tom so fast it surprised even him.

“How can you be so sure of that? None of the other test subjects survived long enough to even have a chance of being in control!” Tord pointed out.

“That just makes me even more messed up! Face it, Commie; my list of cons far surpasses my pros. Do the math! Keeping me alive just isn’t worth all the trouble.” Tom snarled. He raised his head, locking his gaze with Tord’s to stare at him hollow-eyed.

“I have to die.” The words caught in Tom’s throat.

Tord’s heart pounded in his throat, the blood roaring in his ears so loudly he thought he might go deaf. He bent his head, his mouth dry. “I don’t believe you. I refuse to believe that’s your only option.” He murmured. “I think you’re afraid, more than anything. I think you have good intentions at heart, but this isn’t the right way to go about this. You’re scared of letting others down; of admitting that you need help and can’t handle this on your own. That you might become a burden. You feel responsible for others even when it’s out of your control. Fear. Fear is what is driving you to think this harshly about yourself.”

Grief swamped over Tom’s chest as he listened, and he bit back a sob.

“It’s okay to be afraid, Tom, but please don’t let it take over your life this way. You’re so much more than just a pile of problems.” Tord continued more softly, but his voice was full of conviction. “You’re… a good friend. Perhaps the greatest friend anyone could have ever asked for. Loyal until the very end. Reliable. Brave. And above all, selfless. I was a fool to have thrown all that away for my ambition.”

Tom shook his head doubtfully. A few encouraging words against a decade of self-loathing and mental torture… what would the voice say?

Tord could glimpse Tom’s hope trying to stamp out his fears as he spoke. “Please, let me make it up to you now and help you through this-”

“But I don’t trust you.”

Tord winced. Can’t say I blame him. “And you have every reason not to. But I want to do this for you, Tom. I want to help you get better and show you that dying isn't the answer.” Unexpectedly, he put his robotic arm around Tom’s shoulders and pulled him closer.

“I don’t want your help. I just want the pain to stop.” Tom’s empty eyes were wide and a little blurry, like he was holding back tears.

“That’s why I don’t think you mean it when you said you want to die.” Tord whispered. “I think you want to stop feeling the way you do, more than anything. But you don’t really want to go through with your plan. If you could live your life normally, without fear of hurting people, would you still want to do this?”

Tom gave him a long, hopeless stare. “You’re right. I don’t want to die… but what other choice do I have?”

Tord rested his hand on the Brit’s shoulder, in a vain attempt to comfort him. With a broken sob, Tom buried his face into Tord’s chest and clung on to him. Tord stiffened for a split second at the unpredicted action before relaxing, feeling his throat tighten to see Tom be so miserable. They haven’t been the best of friends, not in quite a while at least, but they were brought close together by their shared grief.

Tord leaned closer to Tom, wrapping his arms around the crying man; lending him his warmth and feeling him tremble against him from more than cold. He rubbed small circles on his back to help soothe him.

After a moment Tom spoke, his words muffled by Tord’s uniform. “Don’t you have important leader things to do?”

Yes. Tord thought. But that’s not important right now. “There’s plenty of time for that later.” He murmured. “I’ll stay with you for as long as you need.”

Tears freely ran down Tom’s face as he sought comfort from the man he is supposed to hate. He leaned into him, appreciating the warmth the Norsk provided, and soaking his clothes with his tears. Tord was murmuring reassurances over his head, and Tom let himself get lost in the contact.

“Shhh, It’s alright, Tom. You won’t have to die. We’ll figure this out, I promise.”

Chapter 26: Chapter 26

Summary:

Backstory and comeuppance. Whose backstory? Whose comeuppancee? Read and find out.

Notes:

Hello everyone! This is Flower1815 here, bringing a new chapter of MLTS as a special way to celebrate my 22th birthday!! It's been quite a while since my last update, and a lot has happened since then. For instance, Eddsworld returned! :D Right on the exact same day I returned to Brazil too. I'm hyped! Still, you guys are going to have to wait a little while more until I can return with the frequent updates again. Currently working on chapter 33 as I post this. But I promise it will be worth your while. These next batch of chapters are going to be... intense, to say the least.

But anyways, thank you guys so much for all the beautiful fanart and support you guys have shown me. Don't forget to leave a review telling me your thoughts. I hope you enjoy the new chapter and I'll see you guys later! ;)

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Tord stirred awake from his sleep. It had been almost three weeks since he'd last had a good night's rest, and it felt so wonderful to recover his energy; he almost questioned why he had put it off for as long as he had. Although, his bed is a lot firmer than he remembered. Has it been so long he'd already forgotten how his own bed feels like? His pillow also feels a little weird now that he was slowly gaining consciousness. It felt strangely prickly under his chin as he nuzzled into it, tickling him slightly. He furrowed his eyebrows but didn't think too much of it as he opted for a few more minutes in bed before getting his busy day started.

Sighing contentedly, Tord wrapped his arms around the pillow… only for the pillow to hug him back.

Fatigue entirely forgotten, his eye flew open only to be met with Tom's peaceful sleeping face inches away from his own.

Oh f#ck!

It took every ounce of strength and control in Tord's body to stay absolutely still and bite back the startled scream that wanted to rip out from his mouth. Looking around the room he realized he was not in his quarters, but rather the laboratory; and he was lying beside Tom on the operating table with a blanket on top of them.

His heart felt like it was about to explode out of his chest. How did this happen?!

At once, he worked to recall last night's events to solve this mind boggling enigma. He remembered comforting Tom after his confession until the eyeless man exhausted himself and fell asleep on him. Tord had gently pushed him back down onto the table and slipped the Dreamcatcher into his ear. So far so good. After that, he recalls getting a blanket from Paul and Pat's quarters to gradually get heat back into Tom's body. He then shifted his focus onto his vitals to make sure he wouldn't go into another spasming fit. Still normal. Then he remembered the sudden wave of drowsiness that had washed over him then. His lack of sleep and stress caught up to him. He'd swayed on his feet and fought to stay awake. Someone needed to watch over Tom, but he needed rest, too.

Tord stiffened as he recalled his thought process for what happened next.

He'd looked over the operation table with Tom on it and decided to rest then and there alongside the eyeless man. His sleep deprived mind saw nothing wrong with that logic, and he squeezed in beside Tom under the blanket and cuddled up to him to sleep.

Oh my god, I am such a f#cking idiot! Tord internally screamed at himself. What the h#ll was I thinking? Dumb! So dumb!

He snapped out of his own scolding when Tom sighed and nuzzled into him, tucking his head into the cleft of his neck just below his chin. Tord's face flushed, his heart skipping a beat. For as stupid as this idea was, he won't deny that a part of him was absolutely giddy to be so close to Tom. Then the more reasonable part of him berated for taking advantage over Tom's condition this way. It's not like that. He reasoned. I was tired and didn't know any better. Besides, sharing body heat is a good way to warm Tom up anyway, so… no harm done, right?

Still, he hoped with all his being that Tom hadn't woken up at any point during the night and realized what he'd done. Although, judging by their current closeness, Tord would safely assume no.

Taking time to calm down his racing heart, he observed every little aspect of Tom's face. The eyeless man snored softly, his face relaxed; no sign of the pain and grief he carried in silence for so long bothering him now. His breathing was steady. He'd never looked so peaceful. Tord was happy for him.

However, for as much as he'd like to stay in and secretly cuddle Tom some more, he knew there were urgent matters that needs his immediate attention. Starting off with his Generals' suggestion of terminating the monster project. On the other hand, Tord was reluctant to leave Tom alone in case he goes in another fit and he's not around to help him out again.

Relishing five more seconds of contact with the sleeping Brit, Tord reluctantly pulled himself away and out of the table; careful not to wake Tom up, and tuck him in under the blanket. Once he was certain Tom would not wake up, he pulled up his robotic arm to check on his condition.

His vitals were stable. Heart rate normal. His temperature is still a little low, but nothing alarming.

Tord proceeded to turn on the communicator in his arm. "Paul? Patrick? Can either one of you come down to the lab and watch Tom for me? I will explain everything when you get here…"

(Time skip)

Needless to say, Tom was more than a little surprised to blink his eyes open and find he still exists. The voice hadn't come for him in his sleep. In fact, his dreams had been filled with nothing but fond memories of his friends. It wasn't until he reached into his ear did he realize that the Dreamcatcher was given to him at some point in his sleep. Still, there's no denying what he's done. He told the truth. He confessed his plans and motives to Tord of all people. The voice should've done something to him by now. And yet, he could not sense its presence anywhere in his head. He should be relieved by that, but it only filled him with more dread.

He twisted the tiny device between his fingers pensively. Tord was nowhere in sight when he woke up. What is he doing right now? Plotting what the best way to manipulate him into collaborating with his plans, perhaps? How to take advantage of his weaknesses? When he cried his heart out, he expected a smug triumphant look to grace Tord's features – waiting for the immense satisfaction to surge at watching his rival breakdown before him.

But Tord didn't look at him like that. He looked at him with something he could not describe. Something Tom never thought he'd see in Tord. What does it mean?

Tom stared absentmindedly at the ceiling, his chest rising and falling with his steady breathing; wondering what he is supposed to think or feel now. His fate is uncertain, and that unnerved him to no end.

The lab door slid open, rousing him out of his thoughts. Tom slowly shifted his head sideways to see who entered, expecting to be Tord. His empty eyes widened and he perked up in surprise when he saw Patrick, approaching him with a tray of food in his hands. He hasn't seen the Polish soldier for so long… he didn't think he would ever again.

"Hey, Tom." Pat greeted him softly, his honeyed-green eyes meeting his empty ones. "How are you feeling? Paul and I were worried sick for you."

Tom grimaced. What a question to ask at a time like this! Instead of answering, he narrowed his eyes and wearily watched the soldier approach. "How much do you know?" He demanded, cutting straight to the chase.

Patrick hesitated. He thought Tom would be happy to see him again after going through this whole ordeal. Red Leader and he have finally made amends, and he was once again allowed to freely interact with Tom. But it seems that, despite opening up about his condition, he was still pretty guarded and defensive; which is to be expected in this situation. For so long he kept this a secret from everyone in fear of a negative reaction.

Pat dipped his head politely. "Paul and I know what you've been through, yes." He admitted cautiously. Although he'd always suspected something was amiss with Tom. "Tord told us what happened. But I want to assure you that none of us think any less of you for it, nor do we plan to use it against you. We just want to help you now."

Tom stared blankly back at him. "Even knowing that I can kill you at any given moment?"

Patrick didn't hesitate this time. "I'm not afraid of you, Tom. This isn't your fault. What the monster does is beyond your control, and we understand that. Given time, we'll be able to help you with that and anything else you need."

Will you, now? Tom thought sceptically. Somehow I doubt that.

"Anyways, I brought you food." Patrick drew closer and placed the tray down on a table close to where Tom was lying. It was still warm, freshly reheated.

Tom wrinkled his nose. "I'm not hungry." He had no appetite. Even the thought of food made him queasy.

"But you must eat something." Pat reasoned. "You haven't eaten anything in the last twenty-four hours."

"Well, I don't feel like eating." Tom turned away stubbornly and hid under the blanket. "I just want to be left alone." He closed his eyes, trying to go back to sleep and forget his current reality with more dreams of his friends. However, his blanket was ripped away from him and he opened his eyes with an annoyed groan.

"I'll let you rest some more once you get something in your stomach." Patrick admonished, looking sternly down at him.

Turning back to face the Polish soldier, Tom cast him a smouldering glare.

"Come on." Pat's gaze softened. "At least two spoonfuls? Pretty please?"

Reluctantly sitting up, Tom examined the food he's been given. It appears to be some sort of soup, with a few vegetables strewn about. Doesn't look like there's any meat in it. Next to the bowl was a cup with a plastic dome lid and straw with the vitamin drink he likes so much. He looked back up at Patrick, who stared at him expectantly, and he frowned.

"Aren't you bothered?" He questioned. "Knowing what you know?"

Patrick blinked. "Whatever do you mean?" He tipped his head.

"I mean-" Tom floundered, unsure of how to proceed without losing his temper. "Why- why- why are you taking this so well? Aren't you frustrated, scared, or angry at all?"

"Well, I am concerned for you, more than anything. But why would I be frustrated or angry?"

Tom slumped as though defeated. He avoided meeting Pat's gaze. "I don't know! Because… I'm making such a huge deal out of nothing? That I was going to the extreme for a dumb, selfish reason? That there are people way worse off than I am who would be thriving in my place and I shouldn't feel this way?"

"Do you think I'm here to scold you? Clearly it's a big deal to you." Pat's gaze darkened. "I won't judge or undermine you for it, and to argue over it doesn't make it any less hurtful or real to you."

"But I don't even know who I am anymore. I can't feel anything. Can I even be considered human?" Tom went on, his voice flat but throbbing with sorrow. "All this time, have I been just a set of problems gradually getting worse? Nothing more than a burden? What can anyone do to help me now? I'm clearly incapable of change. If I can't help myself… do I even deserve to live?"

"Of course you are!" Patrick's eyes rounded with sympathy.

Tord had warned him beforehand that Tom might be sensitive, and he suspected as such after a decade of bottling up his feelings. Tom was like an injured wild animal they were trying to rescue; too hurt and afraid to let them close, and distrustful of their intentions. He hopes that overtime Tom will calm down long enough to see they're only trying to help.

"You don't get it. Of course you don't." Guilt tore at Tom's heart and he lied down again, turning his back on the Polish man. "I don't expect you to. How can you? You probably dealt with all your problems with no difficulties. Must be great to be so smart, independent, and responsible the way you are. I could never be someone like you, for example. I just know how to bother everyone else."

Patrick lifted his chin, taken back by Tom's unexpected praise of him. He didn't take the chance to be warmed by it though, too concerned to bring Tom out of his crisis. His eyes glittered with unspoken thoughts as he stared down at eyeless man. An idea slipped into his mind and he knew exactly what could help in this situation.

With the little space there was in the operating table, Pat sat down beside Tom. He felt the Brit tense up. "Tom, I'm… flattered that you think so highly of me. But what you said couldn't be further from the truth."

"How come?" He heard Tom's muffled mutter. "You're a highly respected soldier in this crazy army, even Commie respects you-"

Pat resisted the urge to snort at that. If only he knew all the disagreements we had…

"You got a cool and supportive… boyfriend, husband, whatever Paul is to you. I could never get these things; they're way beyond my realm of possibility." Tom finished bitterly.

"I don't see why that is." Patrick reasoned matter-of-factly. "Besides, do you think I've always been this way? Level-headed and independent? Oh Tom, I used to be a mess."

Tom scoffed disbelievingly. "You? A mess? Oh, please-"

"No, really! A complete, and utter mess. God, I wish I was the way I am now, it would've saved me so many problems. But no one is perfect, and I am thankful for that every single day or else I might not have ended up with the great life I lead now." Pat insisted, meeting his eyeless gaze with cloudy eyes. "You told me your story, Tom. Now please let me tell you mine."

His interest piqued, Tom sat up and shifted the blanket around him and over his back, settling himself beside Pat. He stared at the Polish man with anticipation as he waited for him to go on and hear what he has to say.

"Growing up in Poland, it was just me and my parents. They were both fire fighters, and very proud of what they did. Maybe a little too proud, in my honest opinion." Patrick began, releasing a heavy sigh. "They wanted me to follow in their footsteps. To become just like them. However, I never really had any interest in the career; but they would bring me along to their workplace for as long as I can remember since a very young age."

Tom's eyes widened. "Uh, was that a safe thing to do? Bringing a child to that kind of environment doesn't sound like a good idea."

"Well, my parents were a bit- not exactly irresponsible per say, but they were a little reckless. They saw every mission they did as an adventure more than a life threatening situation. But I was never part of the action. I was just there to "assist" by carrying equipment around, and the most action that I got was riding in the truck from time to time." Pat explained, a wistful tone to his voice. "As I've stated, I wasn't fond of the whole idea of becoming a fire fighter myself. Actually, I wanted to be a pilot! I longed to fly a plane of my own and soar through the skies!" He paused for a moment and bowed his head. "When I told my parents exactly that, they didn't take it so well."

Listening diligently, Tom hadn't even noticed that he'd subconsciously reached out toward the tray of food and placed the bowl of soup on his lap; his gaze never leaving Pat not even for an instant.

Looking up again, Patrick shook his head sadly. "They were disappointed in me. They had so many plans for me, and I let them down by choosing to follow a different path from their own. My dad especially; he could barely look at me after that. I felt like such a complete and utter failure in their eyes. Nothing I did would ever please them. Our relationship became estranged; our talks curt and formal, and we didn't interact with one another outside necessity. We were strangers to one another, rather than an actual family." He continued. "They didn't kick me out or disown me, but it sure felt like they did."

Tom felt a stab of sympathy for him as he listened. It's always been a fear of his to have the people that he loves turn their back on him after revealing that something might not be entirely right with him. It is exactly why he choked down his suffering for as long as he had.

Pat opened his mouth to continue, but at first no words came out. He tensed. Tom could see how much effort it took when he finally began to speak again. "There was a big, terrible fire one day… my father died on duty, and my mother got permanently wounded. I was devastated. Not only have I lost my dad, but the thought that he died thinking of me as a failure or a burden consumed me. I thought about giving up on my aspirations of being a pilot, just so I could honour my parents." Patrick's voice kept getting quieter, and his gaze turned away as if his past were manifesting before him. "With my father gone and my mother wounded, I had to quit school to work and support us. Needless to say, I was under a lot of stress at the time. Suddenly it didn't matter what I wanted; with no education I would never become neither a pilot nor a fire fighter, and my mother still refused to acknowledge my presence. Her grief made her despondent, and further away from my reach than ever. My future seemed so bleak and distant. It seemed things would never get better, and I wondered what was the point of even trying anymore."

Still as a rock, Tom stiffened as he stared wide eyed at the Polish man. Did he really once consider…? Ice crawled through his veins at the thought.

"Truth be told, I feel a little selfish thinking about it now." Patrick admitted quietly, his head ducked as if embarrassed. "I mean, after everything you've been through my plight might sound like nothing in comparison."

"No!" Tom instantly protested, appalled he would think of him as more deserving of sympathy. At least Pat was hard working and good. What did he have going for him? "This shouldn't automatically disregard the pain you've been put through! You were still hurting from the things you were experiencing then. It meant a lot to you. I understand how it is to feel as though you're stuck with no way out."

Patrick regarded him for several heartbeats before nodding. "Yes, that is true." He conceded. "People experience different things in their lifetimes, and they deal with it in their own ways. Not one life is exactly the same as another; nor one is more important than the other. People suffer. No matter how or who they are."

"But I am not good enough to feel the way that I do." Tom confessed, stricken with guilt. "My life isn't… that bad, all things considered. At least I had good parents! My friends were good… for the most part, anyway. Didn't go through any traumatic experiences. I am not that bad off financially. So why can't I just get over it like any decent person can? Why can't I just be grateful my life isn't complete sh#t and act human for once?"

"You just told me not to disregard my pain and compare it to yours; why are you doing exactly that for yourself?" Pat narrowed his eyes thoughtfully. Tom seemed determined to make himself out to be a bad person no matter what. "Plus, that's not entirely true. Don't forget; you watched your father die when you were only eight. Someone you once trusted and considered a close friend betrayed you. After that; you grew up with a nasty reputation staining your name – that of someone dangerous and not worthwhile. I think that's what stuck to you the most after all these years. And to top it all off, you are forced to transform into a monster, making you disgusted with yourself for actions that were beyond your control, and yet you find yourself immensely responsible for." He met Tom's gaze. "So you see, you have your own traumas, and it's completely understandable why you feel the way you do." He drew closer and placed a gentle hand on his shoulder. "You feel guilty. That's normal. You are way too hard on yourself, because you care so much. But please don't dismiss your own pain just on the basis that there are people worse off than you, or that you're not entitled to feel the way you do. That doesn't help, and it's not good for anyone."

Tom didn't respond. He averted his gaze and nodded numbly. He didn't know who to trust. Everything Patrick was saying goes against the voice's teachings that have been embedded into him for as long as he can remember. He wanted to believe him… but the voice won't be so keen to let go of him so easily, if it can help it.

"How… how did you end up in the Red Army?" Tom asked, wanting to change the subject.

"I'm coming to that. Now, where was I?" Patrick pondered, tapping his cheek pensively. "Ah yes, in the pit of despair!" He joked, earning a small chuckle from the eyeless man. "It was around then when I first met Paul, who was in town at the time for a mission from the Red Army. I was returning home from my late night shift at work when he approached me for directions, and I-" He trailed off into a fit of giggles.

Startled, Tom's eyebrows lifted as he watched him recompose himself. "What?"

"I may or may not have had a full on mental breakdown in front of him when he did that." Patrick chortled, running a hand through his hair sheepishly.

Tom could not believe his ears. "You did not!" He gasped.

"Oh, yeah. That happened!" Pat's eyes gleamed with amusement at the memory. "I told you I was a mess. Full on sobbing, snot dribbling down my nose, hysterical – the full package!"

Sadness momentarily forgotten, Tom stared at him flabbergasted. He could not imagine the calm and collected General of the Red Army bursting into tears after being approached by a stranger for directions. The image seemed too surreal for his mind to conjure up. "And Paul? How did he react?"

"Oh, Paul – the poor thing! He tried to help me, but he was so startled and anxious about the whole thing. I can't blame him! He just wanted information and then accidentally caused some guy to breakdown in the middle of the street!" He hid his face in his hands, trying to hide his embarrassment as he laughed.

Tom face palmed as he listened, astonished by the circumstances of Paul and Pat's fateful meeting. Of course these two would meet in such inconvenient manner! He chortled.

"So what happened next?"

"We sat down on a bench, and he comforted me until I calmed down. Then we talked for a little bit and I gave him the information he wanted, then we went our separate ways." Patrick continued with the story, his voice taking a more dreamy tone as he recalled the past. A faint smile on his face, and a light shade of pink dusting his cheeks. "But we bumped into each other a couple times after. We talked some more, eventually traded phone numbers, sometimes he'd visit me in my workplace, and we hung out together more often. It was the most fun I've ever had! I never really had friends before. Not that I was a social outcast or anything, I just didn't care much for friends when I was younger; always opting to sit by myself and read instead. Paul was… a positive force in my life. He brought me some well needed peace of mind."

"And then?"

"Paul eventually fulfilled his mission. He did what he set out to do and he was needed back here, in the main base. I was sad to see him go, but I was ready to say goodbye to him. However, Paul wasn't." Pat released a heavy sigh. "He told me about the Red Army. What he was there for, what he did, what the organization planned to do. Everything."

"And how did you react?" Tom asked curiously.

"How could I react? I was… shocked, to say the least. Part of me thought he might be joking just to avoid the sad mood between us." Patrick went on. "Then he asked me to go with him. To leave Poland and join the Red Army. I didn't know what to say. I- I was unhappy for so long, and thought I deserved as much, that a chance to turn everything around seemed too good to be true. But I trusted Paul, still do, and I realized this was not only a good opportunity to earn money to sustain my mother, but was also perhaps my one and only chance to become a real pilot. Plus, I would have Paul with me."

Tom couldn't help but compare the two soldiers to forbidden lovers, planning to run away together into the night.

"I accepted the offer. I travelled to Norway with him the next day, but when we got to the base the reception was... less than welcoming." Patrick winced at the memory and carried on. "Let's just say that Tord wasn't exactly enthused by my presence. The Red Army was still growing out from the ground, their secrecy was everything, and they were wary of who to trust and let in their midst. But Paul stood by my side and insisted that I would make a valuable member, and I vowed to work hard. After a lot of arguing, Red Leader agreed, but would watch my development closely; and one wrong step on my part would result in immediate expulsion. So no pressure there!"

Prick. Tom immediately thought when Tord was brought up. Then a flicker of guilt ignited right after, when he remembered how determined the Norsk was to stay by his side the previous night when he broke down about his condition, and comforted him. Would the Commie really go that far to manipulate me? Doubt gnawed away at him.

"As to be expected, training was tough but I was determined to make it through and do everything right. Paul was very supportive and helped me out when I needed most. He and I grew closer, and we started dating some time after I was promoted to Lieutenant. After several years of service, I eventually earned Tord's respect and trust, and I climbed my way through the rankings and became a General."

"Did you get to become a pilot though?" Tom interjected, not realizing that he'd been so entranced with the story he finished his meal.

Patrick noticed the empty bowl and cup, and he smiled. "I had a chance, yes. I learned to fly and became a pilot for the army for a little while. It was everything I ever wanted." He responded. "But I wasn't really that good at it. In fact, Paul and I ended up crashing lots of planes and I had my flying licence revoked. But at least I got to try, and I hope that I can earn my licence back and go flying again one day."

Tom processed his words. Even though Patrick's dream didn't turn out quite the way he wanted, he seemed content with his life. Quietly, he asked, "Did you ever see your mother again?"

Releasing a sigh, Pat nodded. "Yes. I returned home to visit her, and make sure she was doing okay. After all the years of discipline and heavy training in the Red Army I think I finally found enough confidence to confront her about the past." He answered, taking a deep breath before continuing. Tom thought he could see his eyes glistening. "She was… they were never really disappointed in me. A little at first, but they were proud in their own way that I wanted something else for myself, and in the end managed to reach my dream by working so hard. She apologized to me for neither of them showing how much they actually loved me and put so much pressure on me. We made amends. Our relationship is better now. I still go back and visit her; I already introduced her to Paul. She actually remarried about four years ago, and I got two little sisters."

Silence followed the end of Patrick's story. Tom grew a profound new respect for the Polish man, but he wasn't sure of what to take from this tale. How can he ever come close to achieving the same? He is awful. Nothing more than a burden. What's the point of existing if he is just going to keep making others suffer?

As if reading his thoughts, Pat placed a gentle hand on his shoulder; effectively cutting off his self-loathing doubts. "I know it seems difficult to imagine now, but things can get better, Tom." He murmured encouragingly. "There is a lot more to you than just the monster; just as there was more to me than a disappointment to my parents. Don't let your lowest moment cloud your future. Things will improve, you'll see."

Tom looked down at his hands, fidgeting with each other. "Maybe… maybe there is a chance for me yet." He conceded softly, the first hopeful thought he had about himself in years. He shook his head. "But that still remains to be seen. Truth be told, I'm not sure I made the right choice in not following through with my plan. I don't know what will become of me now."

Patrick narrowed his eyes. "Only time will tell, I suppose. Just-" He nudged Tom, then stepped back to meet his gaze. "Please never feel like you need to suffer alone again. We're on your side. No matter what, you can trust us with anything."

"Really?" Tom swallowed the emotions that bubbled in his throat.

"Of course."

For the first time in forever, Tom felt genuine hope burst through his being. Maybe his story can have a happy ending after all.

"So, how are you feeling right now?" Patrick's question took him by surprise.

Tom paused to contemplate, searching deeply within himself. "I don't know. I guess I'm scared… maybe sad… a little relieved? Some weird amalgamation between the three. I feel weird."

"That's alright." Patrick nodded in understanding. "Is there anything you need?"

"Actually, now that you mentioned… a shower would be great about now. I've been stuck in this forsaken lab for weeks! Can you believe the Commie wouldn't let me shower during that period? I mean, I know he doesn't mind going weeks on end without showering, but I don't!"

Hopping off the operating table, Tom followed Pat through the long corridors, still ranting on about Tord's lack of hygiene.

(Meanwhile…)

"Red Leader!"

The field medic saluted curtly as Tord entered the infirmary. He just got out of the meeting with his Generals, trying to convince them to not terminate the serum project; insisting that he worked too hard to get where they are now only to throw it away at the first sign of trouble, and that given time the asset will be trained to follow the army's instructions without fail, and be a wonderful addition to their ranks. He didn't like talking that way about Tom, but he needed to keep his leader persona standing firm in the face of his Generals if he wanted them to change their mind and let him help Tom. It was a close call, but the Generals relented and agreed to keep the project and the asset around, but another mishap from the monster and they will shut it down. He followed up with a meeting with Bing, who insisted on getting his hands on the serum to replicate his success. Tord blatantly told him to shove it, make his own serum, and then gave him the claw sample they recovered from the incident to keep him content; asking if there was anything he could do with it.

There was still the financial issue to resolve. The monster's escape and attack on the border patrol caused a lot of damage that needed repair, not to mention that some of the soldiers that were killed in the massacre were part time soldiers with lives still attached to the surface and they needed to cover up their sudden deaths somehow. The army's income wasn't enough to pay for all damages as of the moment, so he needs to think of a solution soon.

The reason behind his sudden visit to the infirmary today was to check on the one survivor of the border patrol massacre. He usually doesn't check on his injured soldiers, but he made an exception this time around because it concerns the serum project.

"Lieutenant Yanov." Tord greeted with a polite dip of his head. "What is the status on the survivor?"

Yanov let out a weary sigh. He led Tord farther inside the medical centre and handed him the patient's file as he elaborated. "Fourteen hours of face reconstruction surgery and in critical condition. To be frank with you, none of us thought she would make it through the night." The Russian paramedic stated nonchalantly.

"But she pulled through in the end?" Tord asked, his gaze sweeping over the file in his hands and landing on the name. Ella Stewart.

"Indeed, she did. However; she'll be hideously scarred for the rest of her life." Yanov warned. "We couldn't save the hearing in her ear, or her eye. It's a miracle at all that the monster's teeth didn't puncture her frontal lobe despite the damage done to her skull."

"Will she still be viable for duty?" Tord demanded.

"I don't see why not. After a few weeks of recovery and rehabilitation, she should be good as new." Yanov responded, shooting him a brief sideways glance. "Of course, so long as she hasn't been infected by the asset in any way and poses a threat, I guess she's good to go."

Tord looked over the file extensively for every detail. He pulled his robotic arm up and opened all the catalogued data of the serum, calculating the chances of the monster attributes passing over to the soldier from the consequences of the bite to her head. If the purple stuff can cause zombification, and that's passed around by bite, there are chances the same could happen with the monster, too. However, it's hard to tell with so little tests done on the monster so far. He will have to order a blood sample from her and compare it to Tom's to see if that's true.

And if the test turns out positive… Tord isn't sure what will become of her. It's already hard enough to convince the Generals to keep one monster around; to have another one might be asking too much.

"She also had a bit of a hysterical fit during the night. Probably some form of PTSD from the border patrol massacre." Yanov's voice jerked him out of his thoughts. "We had to sedate her, but she seems stable now."

"She's awake? Right now?" Tord asked, earning a nod of confirmation from the Russian. "Is she fit yet for a conversation? It's vital that I discuss with her about keeping details of the asset as classified as possible." Last thing he needs is a soldier causing disarray and spreading panic throughout the base, and putting Tom's life at risk.

"Sure thing, sir. I will just give her a heads up and you can go right in." Yanov replied.

"Also, if you could get me a sample of her blood for analysis that would be great."

"Yes, sir."

Tord hung back a few ways behind as Yanov drew back the curtains and slipped inside the space the injured soldier was placed in. He shifted impatiently as he waited. Tord was anxious to get all of his tasks over and done with so he can go hurry back down to the lab level and check on Tom. If he is having another fit Tord needs to be there to help him. Patrick hasn't contacted him in a while, so he will assume everything is fine until proven otherwise. He hoped Tom was feeling better.

He didn't have to wait for very long before the Russian reappeared, a needle in his hands, and gave him a nod to go on.

Stepping through the curtain, Tord pushed his concerns for Tom aside for the time being and shifted into his leader persona; head held high and posture straight. As he walked in, his gaze immediately flitted over to the wounded soldier. Ella was sitting up in bed, the right side of her face heavily bandaged and her ginger hair matted. She raised her head to meet his gaze as Tord approached, but her remaining eye was heavy and dull, and it looked as though she were still under the effect of sedatives.

The sight sparked a rush of memories in Tord, from a time when he was in a similar position. His arm amputated, the right side of his charred face enveloped in gauze, dizzy with pain, lying in bed in the infirmary as he recovered his strength while making mental notes on what features he'll add to his prosthetic once he's deemed well enough to tinker again. For a brief moment, Tord was hit with a concern that the injured soldier would be unable to cope with her horrifically changed appearance. What future lay ahead for a person whose scars would remind her forever of this tragic incident? Tord made it through his own scarring fine, save a few minor issues; but that's only because he has his leadership status to uphold. How would a common soldier take it?

"Red Leader…"

The hoarse greeting brought Tord out of his thoughts. The wounded soldier tried to salute him.

"At ease." He raised one hand to stop her. His voice was soft, but he made sure to keep authority into his tone as he spoke. "I'm glad to see you're recovering. Firstly, allow me to express how truly awful these circumstances are for you, but rest assured you will receive the best care from our medics-"

"My frie- my squadron… are they okay?"

Cut off unexpectedly by her question, Tord regarded her with a minor flash of annoyance for the interruption, in time to see a wistful look cloud Ella's remaining eye.

"Did anyone else survive?" She inquired again in a faint voice.

Tord stared at her and blinked at the question, heart sinking, pausing momentarily as he thought of an appropriate response. No one told her yet? His head tilted back and he sighed, his gaze locked with hers, telling her exactly what she didn't want to hear.

"I'm afraid you're the only one who made it."

Silence followed his ominous words. After a few moments, Ella gave a long sigh and broke her gaze away; nodding numbly. Tord waited a few more minutes before continuing, wearily watching her reaction. If she breaks down on him now he won't know what to do.

When she showed no signs of doing such a thing, Tord lifted his chin and cleared his throat. "Surely you must understand, despite our... hindrances,He gestured toward the damaged side of both their faces, "we are needed as soon as possible. I will allow you some time off duty for you to properly recover and grieve, but your presence is required as soon as possible. The army still needs your services. Once you're fully recovered you will be assigned a new squadron, and things should go back to the way they were."

"Sir… what's going to happen to that... thing?" Ella blinked up at him and asked in a hoarse voice. Her one eye seemed to be holding back tears.

Tord stiffened at the mention of Tom, feeling a tad insulted by the term used to reference him. Still, he held back his temper and answered as diplomatically as he could. "The asset has been punished sufficiently and accordingly enough, but the army's plans have not changed. The secret weapon will be put to use when the time comes." His stare hardened. "I must insist that you maintain your silence about all matters of the asset and keep the details of this tragic incident to yourself. As our secret weapon, it is imperative that it remains confidential to the rest of the army until its proper reveal, to avoid information leaking to the surface and ruining our element of surprise, or have greedy individuals thirsting after our success. Can I trust you to keep this our secret?"

Even though he phrased it like a question, Ella still understood the blatant command to keep her mouth shut about the monster. As much as she would like to insist that the project should be terminated at all costs, and keep that thing from harming anyone ever again as she wouldn't want such a gruesome fate to befall another person, Ella is not foolish enough to argue with the Red Leader; especially when she isn't in any position to demand this, and wisely held her tongue.

Instead, she simply nodded. "Yes, sir…" Her voice shook.

Tord blinked slowly, and then dipped his head satisfied. "Very well. I will leave you to it now."

Done with the conversation and eager to get back to Tom, he left the room in a hurry and made his way out of the infirmary in quick long strides. With all his tasks completed and the most pressing matters have been dealt with, he can finally go back to his main concern with helping Tom.

"Red Leader!"

At the sound of his title Tord halted in his steps and turned around, trying not to show disappointment in his face as he faced General Helene walking up to him. He wanted to reach the lab without any complications or interruptions, but it seems things won't go as he wished.

"What can I do for you, General?" He greeted politely through a tight lipped smile.

Helene dipped her head as she neared, and Tord realized she was holding a couple of files in her hand. "I apologize for intercepting, sir. However this is about the recruitment program, more specifically the soldier you endorsed to the program: Officer Reagan Fitzroy."

Oh, great! Tord rolled his eye and groaned at the mention of the Irishman. This conversation might not end as quickly as he'd hoped. "What about it? Actually don't tell me. I don't wanna know how badly he f#cked up this time." He pinched the bridge of his nose. "Look, before you start ranting to me about how bad of an idea this was, I will confess I did it explicitly to get rid of him and give the base a little peace-"

"Uh, sir? That's not… Fitzroy is back from his mission. He found and recruited five new members to the army, just as you've requested."

For a few heartbeats Tord thought he might be sleeping, and this was a dream turned nightmare, and any second he is going to wake up back in the lab still cuddling Tom. God, he seriously hopes that's the case. Surely he misheard her? "Come again?"

"Reagan did exactly as he was told and came back successful." Helene repeated. "I have the files on the new recruits and I wanted you to have a look at them; since you're the one who sent him on this mission to begin with, maybe you should be the one to decree if these are acceptable or not."

Hesitantly, Tord took the files from her, still not quite believing the reality he currently inhabited. "But- but how? He's only been gone for a couple of months at most! Most members of the recruitment program take years to build a bond with just one target, and he had five to go after!"

"This is strange indeed, and I wouldn't be surprised if he broke some of our regulations to achieve such a feat. I'll admit I was plenty doubtful of him when you first sent him to my department." The General admitted, flicking her green hair away from her eyes. "But hey, who knows? Maybe we finally found some good use for Reagan, after all. If he can give us more numbers effectively in such a short span of time then I see no downside; especially after the border patrol massacre. Of course, with your approval first, Red Leader."

Tord was at a loss for words as he nodded numbly and dismissed his General.

He slowly made his way back to his office, his thoughts trying to catch up with the situation presented here. Reagan returned much sooner than he had hoped. Tord started skimming through the files, still in disbelief as he looked over the potential new recruits. They appear to be normal so far. Nothing out of the ordinary, nor anything alarming about them. It seems Reagan actually put effort into this job. Huh, maybe my idea was better than I thought. He conceded, albeit slightly reluctantly. Perhaps this time my plan won't blow up as spectacularly in my face as Paul had warned...

Tord's thoughts derailed into an abrupt stop as he flipped the last file open. His heart stopped, and time followed suit. Shock and anguish threatened to overwhelm him the longer he stared at the file and the familiar face inside he thought he'd never see again. No… Tord tensed. His hands clenched the file harder in his grip, heart sinking in his chest.

His despair quickly turned to anger. Trembling with barely suppressed rage Tord lifted his robotic arm up to his face. "Scarlett," He hissed into the communicator. "Call Officer Reagan Fitzroy to my office immediately."

(Meanwhile…)

Whistling a happy little tune, Reagan swaggered through the base's hallways as he made his way down to Red Leader's office. Most soldiers who spotted him scampered out of his way at once. He arrived in the facility the day before, and immediately sent the files of his targets to his superiors for evaluation. Reagan would have preferred to deliver the files to Red Leader's hands personally to show off his good work, but the boss was busy with other matters at the time. But now his time of triumph is at hand. He's just been summoned to Red Leader's office, and that can only mean good things. Reagan wasn't the least bit worried. Why should he? He'd done everything right, and his targets are all fit for the army.

He slowed down his step as a trio of soldiers came into view.

"Hello, my fellow comrades!" Reagan greeted joyfully, smiling from ear to ear. "How you all doing in this fine day, hm?"

The soldiers exchanged confused and wary glances. "Uh…"

"Can't talk now – I am about to be promoted!" Reagan bragged with laughter and continued along his merry way, ignoring the strange looks he received along the way.

Sergeant Reagan Fitzroy. He mused to himself, immensely pleased by how well the title fits him. However, this was just another step closer to full security. The more power he acquires, the less control people will have over him. As a Sergeant, he will become leader of his own squadron and order the lower ranks as he pleases. But this isn't enough. He will have to achieve something even more impressive next time if he wants to climb the next rank to Lieutenant, and eventually General.

And then, that's when things will get interesting…

He will finally get access to the super weapon project boss had been working on for so damn long. With that kind of power in his reach he won't be controlled by anyone ever again! And if the General rank isn't enough to grant him clearance, then perhaps he might have to get rid of the big red cherry on top of this massive cake they live in.

Reagan reached the doors to Red Leader's office and knocked contently.

"Come in." A quiet voice called out from the other side.

With permission granted, Reagan burst through the doors in his excitement. "Heyo, boss!" He exclaimed loudly as he entered the office. "How long has it been? Did you miss me? You look great, by the way. Looking imposing and regal, as always, boss."

The Red Leader was seated behind his desk, hands interlaced beneath his chin as he coolly regarded the Irishman. His face unreadable. Looking as though he'd been carved from stone, any emotions chipped away as he gestured to the seat in front of him.

"Sit."

Following the one word command, Reagan approached with an excited skip in his step; completely oblivious to the thick tension building in the room as he sat down on the opposite side of the Norsk.

"Reagan, it has come to my attention that you've successfully fulfilled your mission in bringing me five new recruits to add to the army." Tord began, his voice soft with menace, though Reagan didn't seem to notice. "In such a short amount of time, too! I am impressed."

"Oh, it was nothing, boss." Reagan ducked his head, trying to appear modest. "I figured you would want new recruits as soon as possible so I did my very best to grant you that wish, and here we are."

"I am curious, though." Tord hummed, his eye narrowed to a slit. He pulled out the files on the potential recruits and displayed them on the desk. "How did you manage to convince five targets at the same time? Tell me all about it."

Reagan chuckled. "Oh, it was laughably easy! I shadowed potential targets from afar, to find out if there were any weaknesses I could take advantage of for when I needed to convince them to join us. It took a little while to find the right targets, but once I started preying on them the rest was history."

"What kind of weaknesses?" Tord tipped his head, knuckles clenched.

"Insecurities. Fears. Desires." Reagan's grin widened. "Grief. You know, the usual."

Unsatisfied with the answer, and barely holding back his temper at this point, Tord opened the fifth file. "This particular individual piqued my interest." He pushed it closer to the Irishman. "What can you tell me about him?"

Reagan's eyebrows perked up. "Ah, good ol' Eddie! He sure was fun to play with." He inclined back on his seat, arms folded behind his head casually. "Remember the freak you ordered me and Benny boy to dispose of a couple months back? He's the freak's friend! When I shadowed him, he was still moping about it. So miserable. So… pathetic. It was kinda sad, actually, how easy it was to gain his trust. I played on his insecurities over his friend's death to keep him nice and obedient to me, and he fell for it! His ginger haired companion tried to intervene, but he was no match for me." He cracked his knuckles as if to insinuate his point. "Oh, you're gonna love Eddie, boss! He is already experienced with the army, he can stand on his own in a fight just fine, and I'm sure he will be a nice addition to the Red Ar-"

He cut off abruptly as a robotic hand lashed out and clenched around his throat. Reagan's eyes widened with shock and confusion, his hands instantly scrabbling against the metallic hand as it cut off his air supply.

Tord slowly rose from his seat, jaw clenched, dragging Reagan to stand along with him before lifting him off the ground entirely. His gray eye gleamed with fury and he pulled the Irishman closer until his breath blew hotly on Reagan's face. "Did you really think you could get away with such a lousy performance?" He snarled. "Trying to convince me that these poor, sad excuses for human beings are anywhere suitable to being soldiers? Clearly you are as stupid as you are annoying!"

He flung Reagan against one of the bookcases, scattering his books everywhere but Tord could not bring himself to care at the moment. Rage took over him, clouding his mind. All he knows is that he needs to make Reagan pay for what he did.

Scrambling to his feet, Reagan stared up at him wide eyed. "Have you gone mad?" He demanded incredulously. He couldn't understand where he went wrong here. "You wanted five new recruits for your army, and here they are! I gave you five good soldiers! What's the big deal?"

Tord struck him across the face with his robotic arm, effectively silencing the blond man. "I am trying to build an army to conquer the world, in case you haven't noticed. I need only the best men and women at my disposal to fight for me, and yet you come to me with this? Some broken individuals you took pity on and played with?"

He followed up with a swift punch to Reagan's gut. The Irishman doubled over, gasping in pain as the air was driven out of him. He didn't let Reagan recover from the blow before he kneed him exactly where he'd just punched him, making him topple down to his knees and spit blood at his feet.

"You think so highly of yourself, don't you?" Tord roared looming over him, a look of venomous hatred blazing in his one gray eye. "Thinking you can play with the lives of others without repercussions, but you forget your place! You are just as weak and worthless as the rest of them, and just as expendable, too. It's pathetic that you actually believed I would ever grant you a promotion, successful or not."

Reagan curled his lip into a snarl. He could feel the wetness of blood welling on his nose and dribbling down his face. He tried in vain to stand up and fight back, but Tord deflected his punch at once and slammed him back against the bookcase. For all his training and years spent growing up under the rule of a criminal organization, Reagan was still no match for the Red Leader's wrath.

"I'm done with you! You irritated me for the last time." Tord hissed contemptuously. The repulsor in his mechanic arm ignited to life, glowing brighter as he raised it directly over Reagan's face, ready to blast him beyond recognition for messing with his friends.

"Sir!"

Tord paused abruptly as the door to his office swung open. He whipped his head around to glare at the intruder, barely holding back from blasting them at the last second as he realized it was none other than Patrick, standing by the doorway.

"What's going on?" Pat demanded, his eyes narrowed.

"Patty, help!" Reagan yelled frantically, still pinned to the bookcase. "Boss has gone nuts!"

In response, Tord kneed him in the gut again to silence him, not bothering to take his gaze off of Patrick for even an instant. Reagan coughed and gasped for air in his grasp. "Stay out of this!" He warned, panting with rage. "You don't know what he's done." He tilted his head toward the files on his desk.

Wordlessly, the Polish soldier walked into the room and made his way to the leader's desk where the files were placed. One good look at the contents inside one of them was enough explanation. No wonder Tord is so unhinged.

"Sir," Pat cautiously stepped closer. "Before you decide to carry out any extreme measures; need I remind you that due to recent events the whole army is at a delicate state, and if word got out that you killed a soldier with no apparent good reason-"

"It's Reagan. Literally no one cares about what happens to him." Tord cut him off roughly, his grasp on the Irishman's throat tightening.

"Maybe so. But the case still remains that now is not a good time to be losing soldiers." Patrick pointed out calmly. "And if you can't give the Generals a proper reason for his execution, then they might reconsider going back on their word on other matters…"

The serum project. Tord filled in the blanks with dawning realization. Tom. Concern momentarily washed away his anger, allowing him to think more clearly. As much as he wants to kill Reagan here and now, and make him pay for the manipulative tricks he played on his former friends, there's no way he can explain to his Generals the reason why. Reagan is annoying and breaks the rules, sure; but that's not enough to warrant an execution. If he wants to get rid of Reagan, then he will have to confess his connection to Edd and Matt to his Generals to justify his actions, and put their lives at risk. If he doesn't... then Tom's life could potentially be on the line instead.

Gritting his teeth, he begrudgingly released Reagan and let him topple to the floor. The blond took a massive intake of air, trying to get his breathing back. He looked up at Tord with fear and hatred in his eyes.

"I would gladly kill you otherwise." Tord spat at him.

Reagan was silent as Tord stood back and allowed him to stand up.

Tord stared at him. "Perhaps you need more training to be reminded of our rules and learn a helpful little thing called discipline." He growled, lifting his chin. "For your insubordination, mediocre effort, and consistent disregard to our rules; I hereby strip you of your rank as Officer, and demote you to recruit."

"What?!" Reagan exclaimed with outrage. His green eyes glittered with disbelief and rage. After all my hard work, I can't go back to square one! "You can't do this to me! I haven't done anything to earn this!"

"Be thankful I have shown you some mercy, Fitzroy." Tord hissed. "Let's hope this time around you actually learn to be a proper soldier, or else. Now, get out of my sight!"

The two stared at each other for a moment longer, refusing to break away their gazes. Both panting with fury. However, as Reagan peered into Red Leader's eye he thought could recognize a trace of fear as well as concern underneath all of the rage in the blazing gray eye. He's afraid… He realized with a jolt. Something I did must've put him off somehow. Something to do with the recruits. He inwardly smiled. Seems that I may have found a weakness.

Biting back a massive sly grin of satisfaction from spreading across his face, Reagan bowed low. "As you wish, sir." He drawled.

Without another word, Reagan turned and stumbled out of the office; limping a little and wincing in pain at his bruises. Rage pulsed through him, and his eyes glowed with newfound determination. After all the trouble I've been through to get him new recruits, he dare humiliate me? He thought indignantly, his fists trembling at his sides with anger. Mark my words, Red Leader. I will find your greatest weakness, and you will pay for what you did to me!

Back in the Red Leader's office, Tord yelled with rage and slammed his robotic arm down on his desk with so much force it nearly split the table in half. "I'm such a f#cking idiot! What was I thinking?" Tord shouted at himself, shoving his books to the floor. "Can't I do anything right by them? They have already suffered so much, and I just made it everything worse!" He slammed a chair to the ground. "F#ck!"

"Sir, please try to calm down." Patrick placed a gentle hand on his shoulder. "You couldn't have known this would happen. This was a terrible coincidence, but you mustn't blame yourself this harshly."

Tord hardly heard him. His gaze fixed back on the picture of Edd in the recruitment file, and his heart twisted painfully inside his chest. First Tom, and now Edd, too? Will he ever stop screwing up his friends' lives? He betrayed Edd, hurt him, took Tom from him and made him believe he is dead; and now Reagan messed with his life, manipulated him, and harmed Matt. Part of Tord, however, was somewhat thrilled at the idea of Edd joining him on his conquest for world domination. They've always been close friends before Tord turned his back on him. They could reconcile and work together again, and fight side by side. Imagine how happy Edd will be when he learns that Tom is not dead!

Grief stabbed at his belly the longer he stared at the picture.

On the other hand, would Edd be as willing to join the Red Army had he known the truth about who was leading the organization? Would he want anything to do with him when he learns what he's done to Tom? Who knows what kind of lies Reagan fabricated to ensnare him in his web and convince him to join, but one thing is certain; Edd does not belong in the Red Army. At least, not yet. If Edd is to join him in his endeavours one day, Tord needs to gain his forgiveness first and then offer him a real choice. No manipulation. No strings attached. Just a question.

Tord has only just begun to see the error of his ways, but he still has a long way to go to work properly on himself before he can confront Edd and Matt and apologize. Until then, neither of them are to be anywhere near him or the Red Army.

"How is Tom doing?" He asked quietly, changing the subject as his mind gradually cleared. His shoulders drooped as the tension left his body.

"He is doing fine. Paul is with him right now." Patrick replied. Probably telling Tom his version of events from when we first met. "What would you like to do with the potential recruits?" He gestured toward the other four files cast aside.

Tord glanced at them disinterestedly. "Send them to our other bases, and keep them separated. They may join our ranks, but I don't want them anywhere near Reagan."

"And… the fifth file?" Pat prompted.

Raking his gaze through the contents of said file one last time, Tord sighed. "I will deal with it myself."

Notes:

Now, be honest with me guys. Did you enjoy see Reagan finally eat sh#t? >:)

Chapter 27: Chapter 27

Summary:

Tom has finally had enough of the voice. Meanwhile Edd receives a strange phone call.

Notes:

Hey guys! This chapter is a little shorter than what you're used to and nothing big really happens, but I still hope you'll enjoy it regardless. This is the start of frequent updates. Once every two weeks on saturdays. See ya'll later! ;)

Chapter Text

"You worthless vermin! You seriously fell for their act, again? You honestly believe anything these treacherous soldiers tell you? Are you that desperate to avoid your rightful fate? ~" The voice bellowed, stabbing Tom repeatedly in the abdomen with every word it spoke. All things considered, Tom thought the voice was behaving a lot tamer than he'd imagined for having broken all but the one rule. Oddly enough, he also thought he could detect a note of desperation in the voice's tone. "They would do anything to keep you compliant to their plans; even saying what you want to hear. But the truth is that they are disgusted with you. They hate you. They don't care about you. Once you've served your purpose they will get rid of you. You need to die now! ~"

It felt as though his mind had been seized in an iron grip. Tom winced as he was stabbed again and again.

"Are you doing okay, Tom?" Paul's voice broke him out of his daze. Tom blinked back to reality, noticing the Commander staring at him with concern.

After his shower, Pat and he chatted some more before the Polish soldier had to trade places with Paul because of other duties he was needed for. Tom and Paul talked for a bit, and they made their way to the latter's quarters where they decided to play some video games together to relax and pass the time. At some point however, the voice gained enough strength to torment Tom with his doubts.

"I'm fine, Paul." Tom reassured, throwing in a small fake smile like he was taught to do to cover up his secret; as he has done so many times in the past. "Just… amazed by your skills in this game. Like; damn! I can't even land one hit on you! You're kicking my ass here."

Paul grinned and puffed his chest with pride. "I spent many hours practicing all the right combos with my favourite character, just to get the upper hand on Tord! Sometimes he and I have competitions, and the loser has to surrender coffee rights for a few days. So all my time spent in this game was definitely worth it."

Tom chuckled, and turned back to the game with a sigh. Despite confessing what could be argued is his darkest secret of planning to kill himself, he hadn't mentioned the foreboding voice that torments his mind and tortures him into silence on nearly a daily basis. How can he? It's already a miracle in itself that he hasn't been shunned for his awful actions, but if they find out there's a disembodied voice talking to him they'll think he's just unstable!

A rumble in his head, like flames building and growing stronger: "You know I am right! They are only using you – while they may pretend to be all nice and caring, they are really laughing and mocking you behind your back. The greatest con of the century! Tricking an absolutely good for nothing shell of a man into doing their bidding by making him believe he is loved and actually worth a damn! ~"

Trying to ignore the knives piercing his gut, Tom put his focus on the game and hoped to distract himself from his troubles with a little bit of fun.

His character barely had the chance to do anything before Paul's character was on him, and ruthlessly jumped kicked him until his HP drained down to zero in a matter of a few seconds.

"Ah! Yes!" Paul cheered, jumping from his seat in excitement.

Tom slouched on the sofa and booed dryly. "This is hardly fair." He complained jokingly. "I demand a rematch!"

"We can play something else, if you would like?" Paul offered unexpectedly, opening their drawer of games. "What do you want to play next?"

The question made Tom freeze. What do I want? He echoed in disbelief. It… it doesn't matter what I want. I don't matter. Everyone else's needs are more important than my own! "Uh… just, pick anything you want. I don't mind." He answered uneasily. Distantly, he could hear the voice chuckle with satisfaction. It seems he hasn't forgotten all his training.

Paul blinked. "You sure? I already picked the first game, it's only fair you get a turn, too-"

"I'm sure." Tom insisted, shifting around on his seat with clear discomfort. Why was Paul so concerned with what he wants? Why does he sound weird?

Shrugging his shoulders, Paul rummaged through the drawer and picked out a first person shooter game. As he put in the new game into the console, the far wall to the left shifted apart to reveal their private elevator slide open, and Patrick walked out and into the living room.

He glanced at them in surprise. "Is everything okay here?"

"Yeah. Why wouldn't it be?" Tom frowned. Even Pat sounded strange.

Patrick didn't answer. He looked away from him and turned to Paul as the Commander stood up. "Do you need to trade places again?" Paul asked. "I can take over the duties if you need a break-"

"No need." Pat shook his head. "All of our assignments are completed for the day, and the other Generals and Lieutenants got the rest of the base covered. Red Leader's orders are to stay and look after Tom."

Listening from the side lines, Tom couldn't help but narrow his eyes. Look after me? He thought with a flash of annoyance. I'm not helpless!

"Are you now? ~"

Tom grimaced. For the most part, anyway!

Paul's eyebrows furrowed. "Oh! We got a freebie day? Great!" He clapped his hands in excitement. "What should we do then?"

"Well, I was thinking of baking a special treat for us to enjoy our evening. Maybe watch some movies and play games together? The usual." Patrick turned his gaze onto Tom, his tone softening. "What do you think Tom? Would you like that?"

The question took Tom by surprise. He wasn't imagining things; they're definitely acting a little odd around him. Confused, he merely shrugged. "Sounds good to me."

Together, the two soldiers made their way into the kitchen. Tom followed them, observing their behaviour closely. They started looking through the dispenser and cabinets, checking what ingredients they have lying around and what they could make with them.

"Alright. From the way I see, we have two options." Pat began. "We can either have chocolate cake, or caramel pudding. Tom, what would you prefer?"

The two of them turned to him expectantly. Tom stiffened with surprise. Why does it matter to you what I want? He wanted to blurt out, but kept himself in check. Just pick whatever you guys want and I'll gladly accept it! "I'm fine with either of them." He replied vaguely, avoiding their gazes.

"Can it be chocolate cake, then?" Paul inquired timidly, looking for his approval.

Tom nodded uncomfortably. "Uh, sure."

"Very well! I will get started on the batter, while you guys can pick out our entertainment." Pat decided, already picking out the needed ingredients and placing them on top of the counter. "What would you like to do, Tom?"

A cold chill ran through Tom. He realized with a jolt what the matter with them is. They are fussing over him! They know there's something wrong with him, and now they're taking pity on him by making him call all the shots. Burden. The title that branded him echoed throughout his mind and panic overtook him.

"Stop! Stop! Stop it!"

"Tom?" Pat blinked.

"What's wrong?"

The soldiers looked at him with concern. Tom backed away shyly, glancing back and forth between the two. Taking deep breaths he composed himself and found his words. "Look; I… I appreciate what you guys are trying to do for me. Really, I do." He murmured apologetically. "And I'm sorry you had to find out the truth about me this way. But, please, don't fuss over me. I'm fine. I promise. I don't want special treatment. Can we just…" He trailed off and turned away in shame. "Can we please just pretend nothing is the matter with me, and go back to the way things were?"

He shrank in on himself as he heard growling grow louder in his head. "Ungrateful brat! ~" The voice barked. Claws scored down deep across his chest and face, slicing him open. "They have the common courtesy to look after a useless pest like you, and you still have the gall to find something to complain? This is exactly why you are not worth living! ~"

Holding back his pain, Tom immediately regretted his words. I'm sorry...

Paul and Patrick exchanged alarmed glances, and a flicker of guilt consumed them both.

"Oh shucks – we messed up again, didn't we? We're sorry, Tom." Paul rubbed the back of his head sheepishly. "We didn't- I mean… we're worried for you, yes, but we don't- It's not your-"

Pat sighed. "What Paul is trying to say is that; we didn't mean to treat you differently based on your condition." He explained. "We care for you, Tom. We just wanted to make you feel better after everything you've been put through. Neither of us think any less of you. We simply want to help, that's all."

Tom swallowed, glancing back at them. "I know. I appreciate that. But I can't stand being coddled." I just wanna be normal.

"Okay. No problem. Lesson learned! Tell you what; why don't we start over?" Paul suggested, clapping both hands onto Tom and Pat's shoulders to bring them together into a semi-circle. "Raise your hand if you want chocolate cake!"

Simultaneously, the three slowly lifted their hands.

Paul grinned. "Great! Now… who wants to watch a fun silly horror movie about ghosts? Please please please!"

Tom couldn't help the smile on his face. The Commander's glee was contagious. "Sure, I'll be down for that."

"I would've preferred a romantic comedy, but…" Pat confessed, then took one look at Paul's expression and melted. "Oh, how can I ever say no that face? Fine. Fun ghosts it is then!"

"Hurray!"

Tom breathed out a deep sigh of relief. Expressing his feelings went… a lot better than he thought.

"Don't get ahead of yourself, now. This is just part of their plan to keep you compliant, by pretending to care about your "fweewings" and respecting your wishes. Mark my words; when the time comes they will stab you in the back. ~" The voice warned unimpressed.

Sitting back on a nearby stool, Tom watched and chatted with the two friendly soldiers as they prepared the cake together; laughing and cracking jokes on occasion. As the conversation went on, Tom couldn't help but reflect what just took place. He actually mustered up the courage to tell them what was bothering him… and the world didn't implode on itself. Tom took a big risk there. He could have easily been a nuisance, but Paul and Patrick took it in stride instead.

Maybe I can really trust them after all...

"Your supposedly "new friends" will all abandon you as soon as they learn what you really are… ~" The voice put in threateningly. Spectral limbs coiling around his neck and over his shoulders, as if to sustain its claim on him. "You are so selfish! You will do anything to keep them close to you, no matter how awful you are. Is that any way to treat the people you care about? Burden them with your presence just so you can feel good about yourself for once, never mind the pain and suffering you're inflicting onto them? Is that how you thank them? ~"

Which one is it? Tom flashed in frustration.

"What? ~"

You just said that they don't care about me. That they never did, and that this is all a ruse! Tom pointed out. But now you're saying that they care for me and I am selfish for being around them. So which one is it?

For the very first time, he seemed to have caught the voice off guard as it silenced for an uncomfortable amount of time. It appeared to flounder for a brief moment, its hold on him loosened. "I am warning you of the potential outcomes, worm! Either they are faking this to gain your trust and compliance, or they might have some form of pity for you that you shouldn't take advantage of. ~" It argued, seeming offended that Tom would dare question its judgment. "Either way, why would you freely admit how messed up you are to them? Nothing good can come from telling the truth. It will come back to haunt you later down the line, or you will simply be throwing your luggage at others. Do you really wanna risk either outcome? ~"

Tom wasn't convinced. Approximately ten years of listening to this stupid voice, heeding its words and obeying its commands out of fear, he never once noticed how it would constantly shift back and forth in its arguments. One day telling him he needs to die at all costs so he won't hurt his friends whom he adores so much but hate him in return; and then the next day, cautioning him about not being too obvious with his plan because if his friends ever find out the truth they would be devastated and stop him from doing something that is for their better benefit.

You… you don't actually have any power over me, do you?

A claw painfully plunging into his chest and squeezing hard around his heart was the answer he got. A flash of searing white hot pain overwhelmed his body, and Tom stifled back a scream but did not struggle.

"I have more power than you can imagine, worm. ~" The voice hissed scornfully. "And I still have enough power left to keep you obedient! ~"

You know what?! F#ck it! Tom lifted his chin in defiance. If that's the case, I am going to tell them about you, then!

The claw retracted from his chest just as suddenly as the voice doubled back in outrage. "Why you little- !"

Back in reality, Tom pressed his hands together, feeling determination and a wrenching fear all throughout his chest. The voice echoing through his head. "Don't do it, worm. If you think your life is miserable, you haven't seen anything yet! They won't take you seriously, and if they do, they will lock you up in chains where no one may ever find you. Might even put you down for being too dangerous. ~"

Isn't that what you wanted? Me, dead?

Blinking back to reality, Tom looked over the two friendly soldiers; flirting with each other as they worked together to bake a cake. His determination faltered for a split second. He's going to destroy their moment with more upsetting news about himself! Tom shook his head, knowing that's what the voice would want him to think. They deserve to know.

He got their attention and beckoned them closer. Paul and Pat turned to him with quizzical gazes.

"I didn't tell you guys everything." Tom confessed, searching the soldiers' gazes, frightened of what he'd find. They might never trust him ever again after this. They will see him as nothing more than a broken, crazy monster. But at least the truth will be out, and he can be relieved of his secret once and for all.

Paul and Patrick exchanged glances and blinked back at him. "Go on."

This is the last moment they'll like me.

This is how I lose them.

"There's something you need to know about me…"

(Meanwhile…)

"Are you sure you want to do this, loser?"

"Pretty sure."

"Don't do it, Edd!"

"Think carefully before you do this."

"I thought about it, and I've decided…" Edd placed down a plus four onto the stack in the middle with a wide smug grin on his face. "Uno."

Eduardo glowered at him in response, and begrudgingly took four cards from the main deck to add to his hand. Matt breathed out a sigh of relief and wiped his forehead, while Mark shifted his gaze back and forth suspiciously between the two. "You forgot to specify what colour."

"I change to green, please and thank you." Edd put in with mock politeness.

It was a bright beautiful day, and after making amends and starting things over between them, Edd decided to invite them all over to his place for a nice, calming, friendly game of Uno to give them a chance and strengthen their newfound friendship. Needless to say, tensions were a little bit high between them; but in a fun kinda way.

"Whew! You got me there for a second, Edd." Matt sighed nervously. "I thought for sure you were about the reverse and make me endure Mark's wrath. I know he has a plus two on him!"

Mark stared at him offended. "What makes you say that?"

"Because you keep using them against me every given chance!"

"Doesn't mean I have any now…" Mark trailed off, hiding behind his deck of cards. "Anyways, I believe it's your turn to play now, since Eduardo's turn has been skipped."

Eduardo grumbled an incoherent chain of curses under his breath. Edd grinned at him immensely. It was so much fun to press Eduardo's buttons!

Matt poked his chin pensively before shaking his head. "Nah." He played a reverse green, changing the flux of the game around. "I give this turn back to Edu!"

Edd narrowed his eyes. "Matt, you idiot, now Mark can use plus two's on you again!" He pointed out dryly. If I don't win first, that is...

"Oh…" Matt realized a moment too late, not liking the mischief he found in Mark's eyes as the blond stared at him over his cards.

"Thank you, doofus." Eduardo drawled triumphantly, snapping everyone's attention over to the burly brunet as he smirked at Edd, who in return gulped in apprehension. "Now, it's payback time!" Everyone waited with bated breath for his move, wondering what kind of punishment he will come up with for Edd. But after an uncomfortable amount of time, Eduardo frowned sheepishly and started to draw cards. "I… I actually don't have anything in hand, damn…"

They all laughed jovially at his misery yet again. "How long have we been at this game?" Edd asked.

Mark looked down at his watch. "Nearly six hours."

"Damn! We're never finishing this game." Matt grimaced. "Actually, I'm getting kinda hungry. Can we put the game on pause and eat something?"

"What if we order a pizza?" Edd suggested.

"No, we had it like a few days ago. I want tacos!" Matt exclaimed, his blue eyes wide with excitement.

Edd's eyes brightened. "I could go for tacos!"

"Taco sounds good." Mark nodded in agreement, and then looked across from him. "What do you think, Eduardo?"

Hair dishevelled and with the biggest frown on his face, Eduardo looked up from his massive hand of thirty cards to answer in his most deadpanned voice. "I lost control of my life, so why the h#ll not?"

"Wow, Eduardo! All that just to keep me from winning?" Edd gloated, waving his one remaining card teasingly in his hand. "You know, the quicker we end this game the sooner we can go eat. So why not just play whatever and get this over with?"

"Shut it!" Eduardo pointed an accusatory finger in his direction. "I won't let you win, even if it kills me."

"Just admit defeat, Eduardo." Mark advised, tired of the ambition driven man's desire to best his former rival. "We're all hungry, and you can get another chance to beat him later."

Right at that moment, Edd's phone started to ring. The brunet nearly jumped out of his seat in surprise at the sound of his ringtone as everyone turned their sights on him. Edd shot a questioning glance at Eduardo before rising from his seat, to answer the call in a different room. "Well, what's it gonna be? Give in or not?"

He left before Eduardo could answer.

The burly brunet proceeded to huff and puff with anger and throw all his cards into the air in his frustration before slouching in his seat, his shoulders sagging and his head drooping. "There there. You'll get another chance to be numero uno soon." Matt consoled him with a pat on the shoulder. "Here; why don't you pet Ringo for a while and maybe you'll calm down?" He picked up the gray tabby, who mrrowed in surprise, and deposited her onto Eduardo's lap. The feline instantly curled up and started to knead Eduardo's legs as he ran a calloused hand over her soft fur.

In the other room, Edd chuckled at their antics and pulled his phone out of his pocket before looking at the caller ID, only to realize it's an unknown number. Curious, he answered the call. "Hello?"

"Hello, Edd."

The familiar sounding voice he thought he'd never hear again came through the phone, turning the blood in Edd's veins into ice and a shiver ripple down his spine apprehensively. His heart beat faster in his chest like a caged bird.

Recomposing himself, he spoke, albeit weakly. "R-Reagan?"

He glanced back toward his friends, making sure they wouldn't hear him. Since going back on his word to leave and making amends with Matt, Edd frantically tried to contact the Irishman to alert him of his change of mind but to no avail. He told himself that he would resolve the issue when the time comes – that Reagan and the Red Army can't force him to join if he doesn't want to anymore, but he was never quite sure. He hoped it wasn't too late to tell Reagan that, and avoid trouble while he still can.

"What a- what a surprise to hear from you. I've been trying to call you, but you never answered any of my calls! How is it going?" Edd cleared his throat and tried to be as cheerful as he could, acting like nothing was amiss.

A profound silence met his words, and no answer whatsoever. That unnerved Edd, who shifted awkwardly. "Uh, hello?"

"Sorry sorry! I got side-tracked by… something else for a second there. Doesn't matter, really." Reagan's voice was strangely erratic through the phone, as though he was distracted and not all there. "Anyways; hey, Edd! How's my bud doing?"

Edd frowned. It was weird to hear the Irishman refer to him by anything other than his usual nickname. He'd grown so used to being called 'Eddie' by him. "I'm doing good. Doing good! Yeah. Uh, what about you?"

"Oh, I'm fine. You know, just doing the usual things that I tend to do…" Reagan trailed off awkwardly. "Drinking beer and… stuff."

"Great to hear!"

An uncomfortable silence fell over the line. Edd wanted to blurt out and straight up tell him about his decision of joining the Red Army, but he was slightly afraid of how Reagan might react to that. Doesn't help matters that Reagan was acting bizarre.

"Listen, Reagan, there's-"

"There's something I need to tell you, Edd."

Both paused in surprise at the other's words; neither of them sure how to proceed. After fumbling around a little, Reagan let Edd speak first. The brunet shot one last glance over his shoulder toward his friends to make sure they weren't eavesdropping.

"Alright. Reagan, you remember the whole deal you offered me about changing my life and joining the Red Army to escape my grief? And that I accepted your offer?" Edd began nervously, clutching the cell phone tightly in his hands.

"... Yes."

Edd grimaced. Did the Irishman already guess what he's about to say? Was he mad with him? "I kinda, maybe, sort of thought better about it and I changed my mind about joining the organization. I know I should've thought through it properly before I gave you my answer, and I'm really sorry if I am getting you in trouble for this, but my friend Matt and I sat down and talked things out and-"

"Actually, Edd… the funny thing is that; the reason why I am calling you was to tell you that you weren't accepted into the Red Army." Reagan cut him off sheepishly. "Turns out that Red L- I mean- the boss, wasn't all that impressed with your file and they denied your admission. So… I guess this means you're not too upset?"

Edd blinked in surprise at the news, breathing a sigh of relief. "Huh, weird. I mean, that's great for us! We both get what we want in the end. But, like, any particular reason why I wasn't drafted?"

Reagan appeared to flounder around a bit at the question, as if caught off guard. "Oh, uh, actually the boss didn't specify! I mean, I didn't ask cuz the boss always knows better and he calls all the shots and stuff, so I dare not doubt my leader's judgement. You understand, right?"

"Right! Right. I get it." Edd conceded. "Well, then I guess I no longer have to worry about getting kidnapped in the middle of the night and drafted against my will. That's good to know."

"Edd… I'm sorry. About everything. For any hurt and ill I might have inflicted on you. Please, forgive me."

Tilting his head in shock, Edd could hardly believe what he was hearing. Reagan wasn't one to apologize. But then again, Edd always liked to believe there was a softer side to the Irishman. He knows there is! He entrusted him with his past, apologized then, and even gave him the choice to leave him. It just felt weird to hear Reagan sound so desolate now, knowing the sly and funky persona he usually brandishes.

"It's fine, Reagan. Everything is fine, now. I promise." Edd murmured softly. "I guess this means we probably won't see each other again, huh?" A pang of hurt pierced his heart at the realization.

"One day, maybe. Who knows? But I need to work on myself first before I see you again." Reagan replied solemnly. "I promise you this though; I won't go anywhere near you until I am sure we're both ready for that meeting. There's a lot I need to atone for."

"O-okay? You do that." Edd didn't know how to respond to that. "Reagan, are you feeling alright? This is weird even for you."

Reagan chuckled, sounding more like his usual self now. "Probably all that beer, I bet. I'm ranting at this point, sorry, I will just… hang up and sober up or something. Catch up on some Zs perhaps? See yah on the flipside, Edd!"

Edd smiled. "See you around, Reagan."

He went to hang up the call, when Reagan's voice drifted through for one final time. "Until we meet again, my friend."

Edd blinked. Did he hear that right? Thinking he might be imagining things, he put away his phone into the pocket of his hoodie.

"Who was it?"

He whipped around in surprise, huge eyed as he found Eduardo standing by the doorway, leaning against the wall with a can of diet coke in his hands. The burly brunet watched him with a calculating gaze. "Oh, no one that important, really." Edd shrugged and responded vaguely. He didn't owe Eduardo a sincere answer, and he hasn't forgotten the ugly argument between them the last time they discussed Reagan. Last thing they need is reopening old wounds.

Eduardo narrowed his eyes, clearly not convinced but not in the mood to press further. "Come on, loser. We're leaving to get tacos."

"Coming!" Edd hurried to join the others outside, the remnants of the call still reeling through his mind. Reagan sure sounded off in that conversation; and he's been around the Irishman while he's drunk plenty of times to know his behaviour by now. Was he keeping things from him? Did something happen? Did he get in trouble with his boss for trying to help him, ad that was partially why he was declined?

He'll never know now, and until he meets Reagan again he can only hope he is alright.

(Meanwhile…)

Seated at his desk, Tord was hunched over and quiet amidst the wreckage of his office during his earlier rampage. He tried to fix things as best he could once his temper had cooled down, but he didn't actually have enough patience to pick up his mess, and just settled down at his desk and got to work with amending his mistakes. His arms were crossed over the table with his head lying on top of them as he stared around his office blankly and sighed with weariness.

The shortcut elevator in his office leading down to his deputies' quarters revealed itself; one of his bookcases slid out to make way for the lift. Tord lifted his head blearily and watched Paul emerge into the room, carrying a plate of what appeared to be chocolate cake in his hands.

"How is Tom doing?" He asked.

Paul yelled abruptly in shock and doubled back, nearly dropping the cake to the floor. He stared at Tord wide eyed. "What the h#ll, sir? Why are you talking with that annoying jerk's voice, especially after what happened?"

Tord frowned. He forgot to remove the voice modulator after he was done with the call. He carefully lifted one hand up to his neck and pinched the device out, not minding the little jolt of static that stung him. Tord cleared his throat. "Just cleaning up the mess he made, I suppose." He sighed. Or rather, the mess I made.

Paul blinked at him sympathetically and handed him the slice of cake. "You haven't eaten anything all day, sir. Maybe this will cheer you up?"

Sighing, Tord picked up the fork stabbed the cake half-heartedly and took a bite out of the chocolate goodness. He won't deny that it made him feel a little better. "How is Tom doing?" He repeated. He wondered if Tom missed him, and whether he felt anything like the ache that filled his chest whenever he thought of him.

"He's doing good. We watched a couple films together, and he crashed on our sofa for the night." Paul responded, however Tord caught a grim look in the Commander's eyes. That worried him.

"What's wrong? Did something happen?"

Paul shifted unsurely. "Well… yes and no?"

Tord raised an eyebrow at that.

"Tom is absolutely fine, I promise, and he doesn't want to be fussed over. He gets uncomfortable. With that said, he told Pat and I something, uhm, interesting. It's best if he explains it to you because… I get it – at least I think I did, anyway – but he knows how to better explain the situation then I can."

"What is it?" Tord prompted.

"Trust me, sir. You'll definitely want to hear this from him."

Chapter 28: Chapter 28

Summary:

Revelations.

Notes:

Hey, what's up you guys? This is Flower1815 here with a new chapter of MLTS! Disclaimer: This chapter contains a lot of science talk in the second half and I am no expert on certain topics, so please know that going in. Not everything is going to be a hundred per cent accurate but I did my best to fit in with the themes of the story.

In other news, unus annus is over and I am both sad and satisfied with its end. It was a really cool idea and I am so happy I got to witness it. Memento mori.

But anyway I think that's it. Thank you guys so much for all the support you've shown me, leave a review telling me your thoughts, and I will see yah all later! ;)

Chapter Text

By the time Edd and his friends reached the gates to Winchester Park the daylight had grown stronger, but the sunrise was hidden behind a mass of gray clouds. There was a spatter of rain in the wind. Weaving their way through the graves, the group paused on the rise of the slope by the weeping tree.

"Mark and I will go down this path, if you need us." Eduardo nodded the narrower trail to the left. "We meet up back at the gate?"

"Alright." Edd agreed. "Then how about we go back to my place and I make us all some pancakes? We can watch a movie later or something."

"Edd's pancakes are seriously the best! You guys are gonna love it!" Matt added with excitement, his blue eyes glowing at the thought of pancakes.

Eduardo snorted. "Oh really? Well, I'll be the judge of that." Edd narrowed his eyes at him with a twinge of annoyance at his arrogance, but did his best to brush it off. Even though they are friends now, it's still hard to get over their differences sometimes. "But sure, I'm down for pancakes."

"Great! We'll catch up to you guys later."

Edd led Matt down the slope and split up from the others, a bottle of Smirnoff in his hands while Matt carried a bouquet. It was a pretty huge coincidence that both groups' respective lost friends were buried in the same cemetery, but today they decided to visit them together as a way of moving on to a new chapter of their lives.

A weak steady drizzle started to fall by the time Edd and Matt approached Tom's grave. "Hey Tom!" Edd called out a small greeting as they drew close. He hadn't seen any apparitions of his dear friend since he was in the hotel room two days ago. Edd hoped that means he's on the right track now. "We still miss you, buddy. Every day. But we're doing good now!"

"Wherever you are, we hope that you have all the Smirnoff you can ever drink, and plenty of Christmases for you to destroy!" Matt dipped his head respectfully before placing the bouquet down.

Opening the bottle of Smirnoff, Edd took a sip of the drink, fresh grief piercing his heart. He passed the bottle over to Matt.

"Yuck!" The ginger cringed in disgust after taking a sip. "I will never understand how Tom could love such a bitter and disgusting beverage."

"Matt, it's just water." Edd droned. "I poured out the alcohol and replaced it with water. That's just water we're drinking."

Matt blinked. "Oh. Still…"

They made a moment of silence and just stood together, watching over their friend's grave as the wind buffeted against their forms. They pressed close to one another, shivering and offering quiet comfort. Edd put down the bottle on the foot of the slate and stepped back. They stood there for a couple of heartbeats at most, but to them it felt like an eternity.

"See you around, Tom." They spoke in unison.

"We'll be back to visit you soon." Edd added.

They turned away and started to head back the way they came, trekking along the trail and walking past the weeping tree. "Hey, Edd."

"Yes, Matt?"

"Do you think Tom is watching over us, wherever he is now?" Matt wondered, peering towards the gray sky as though he were actively looking for Tom.

Edd tipped his head. "I like to think that he is." Then a more uneasy thought followed. Is Tord watching over us, too? It was already hard to talk about the Norsk, though it eased now that he is finally finding the strength to move on, but the idea that his former friend was really gone for good was a whole 'nother ball game that he wasn't ready to deal with, yet.

They reached the graveyard's gates in no time; casually chatting about new movies coming out that the four of them could go and watch.

A tremor in his pocket stopped Edd in his tracks.

The streets were in view now, just beyond the gates, and cars roared by up and down. Matt scrambled to a halt and turned to him. "What's wrong?"

Fumbling with his pockets Edd pulled out his phone. His eyes rounded with shock at the notification.

(RF): Turn right.

(RF): Cross the street.

(RF): Walk five steps and turn left into the alleyway.

(RF): Don't tell ginger. Come alone.

Edd stared at his phone in complete bewilderment. What's he doing here? He wondered, recalling their conversation on the phone the day before. And why the cryptic instructions? He lifted his head and peered around the street, searching for where Reagan might be watching them at this exact moment.

"Wait here, Matt." He turned to his friend before leaving his side. "Something came up and I need to check it out real quick."

Matt's eyes darkened with worry. "Edd?"

"It's okay, you don't have to worry." Edd reassured him over his shoulder. "I'll be right back, okay? If the others come back before I return just tell them I'll be back soon."

"Please…"

Edd shook his head impatiently and crossed the street without another word, fully aware of his friend's gaze following his movements. Matt stayed put, a sense of foreboding creeping up on him and warning him that something was wrong. He watched his friend slip into an alleyway and disappear from view; to which he instantly whirled around and raced back into the graveyard, running as fast as his legs could carry him to fetch help in time.

"Reagan?" Edd called into the gloom as he padded farther into the dank alleyway. "I got your message! Matt's not with me – I came alone."

Suddenly hands wrapped around his shoulders and over his mouth as he gave out a startled yelp, and he was yanked into the shadows. Edd trashed furiously against the strong hold that dragged him backwards when he was spun around and shoved forward hard, making him stumble as he recovered his footing.

He whipped around indignantly. "Hey! What's the big idea-?"

Edd gasped, his words dying out on the tip of his tongue. Reagan was standing before him, looking worse for wear. His nose crooked and a deep purple, and his neck was bruised with an alarming red mark on his throat. Other than that, Reagan looked weary and tired.

"Oh my god! Are you okay? Did you get jumped on by muggers?"

"This-" Reagan sneered, "is what my boss did to me for trying to help you."

Edd felt an ominous sensation creeping up his skin, giving him goose bumps. What did Reagan mean?

Reagan looked at him pityingly; his bright green eyes dark with a menace Edd had only seen fixed on thugs. To be the focus of such ire now was alarming. "I returned to the base and presented your files to the system. I did everything right! But when the Red Leader saw your file, he went ballistic on me – nearly took my life!"

Red Leader? The title made Edd feel uneasy. "I don't understand. Why didn't say anything about this when you called me? You made it seem as though everything was fine!"

Reagan's eyebrows flicked up in surprise. "What call?"

"You called me yesterday to tell me I got rejected, and then you told me I wouldn't see you again until you "worked on yourself" or whatever that means!" Edd explained slightly exasperated. "Reagan, were you drunk?"

Throwing his head back with a cold harsh laugh, Reagan cackled. Edd's skin prickled with dread. This laugh was nothing like the usual laidback laughter the Irishman has. Suddenly, he rounded on Edd and cornered him.

"Oh, really?" Reagan drawled, eyes blazing with interest. "That's real unusual, Eddie. Because I don't remember making that call… or drinking, for that matter." He grinned. Things were slowly starting to make more sense.

"Well, if it wasn't you, then who else could it have been?" Edd asked, not liking the look in his friend's eyes.

Reagan hummed. "Clearly there's been a… misunderstanding." He tapped his hands together and grinned. "But it's okay, Eddie! We will just go up to Red Leader together and explain the situation, and then surely he will change his mind and let you in the Red Army!"

Edd hesitated. "B-but… but I don't want to join the Red Army anymore."

The following silence was deafening. Even with cars roaring by not far away Edd still felt as though the whole world had gone silent. Reagan's grin twitched and eventually morphed into a scowl. "What did you say?" He asked in a low, deadly tone.

A sick feeling of dread hollowed Edd's stomach and he gulped, choking down the bile rising in his throat and resisting the urge to vomit out of nervousness. His palms suddenly sweaty. "I changed my mind. I don't want to leave anymore." He repeated, struggling to make himself be heard over the loud pounding in his ears.

Reagan balled his hands into fists, visibly trembling from sheer rage alone. "Eddie…" He uttered with a low chuckle. "I did not go through all the effort of befriending you just for you to quit on me. What a giant waste of my time this was."

Not understanding what he was talking about, Edd backed away. "What do you want?"

Reagan stalked closer. "What do want? I want to be safe, Eddie. I want the certainty that no one is going to use me the way that I use you, for example. Getting constantly backstabbed, turn to filth and unknowingly help others reach higher while they leave me behind in the dirt to be stepped over and over again." A sneer curled his lip. "The only way that can ever happen is if I reach a high position of power – where no one can take advantage of me ever again! And the only way to do that is to get pathetic fools like you to trust me long enough for me to reach the next ledge to climb over."

"What?" Edd couldn't believe his ears. His heart broke inside his chest.

"Oh you were so easy to fool!" The Irishman snickered. "So desperate to get over your friend's death that you made yourself susceptible to the first person who offered you some comfort from the pain. All I needed to do was to appear friendly long enough for you to grow attached to me, and from there you blindly believed my words. Talk about desperate!"

Hurt by his words, Edd took a step back and felt his back hit the wall as Reagan stepped closer to trap him. He no longer felt safe in this man's presence. "Leave me alone!" Edd snapped, trying to conceal the fear that was trickling like ice-melt down his spine.

"Leave you alone?" Reagan echoed with a hint of a snarl. "How do you expect me to do that when all you wanted all along was to keep me close and replace your dead friend?"

"Huh?"

"You were just as bad as I was! You never actually cared about me – the real me, anyway." Reagan continued. "You just wanted to "be my friend" so you can get over your grief, but the moment you start to feel better you would have cast me aside just like everybody else does! I've been in this game long enough to know – don't deny it, Eddie!"

Edd was at a loss for words. With a horrible sinking feeling of guilt he realized that what Reagan was saying was partially true. He did put up with him at his worst just to avoid feeling the way he did over Tom's death. He did everything he could to please Reagan and keep him comfortable just so he wouldn't lose his only safety net. Still, he had grown a genuine deep bond with the Irishman that he thought was mutual.

But he was wrong.

"I do care for you, Reagan!" Edd urged. "We are… we are friends! I had no idea you felt so insecure about any of this. I didn't mean to take advantage of you in any way. Had I known of course I would've tried to find a way to help you throu-"

A hand slammed against the wall beside his head. "Shut up!" Reagan snarled. "Don't get me wrong, Eddie. I am a little flattered you fought so hard for me, but I seriously couldn't give less than a sh#t about this though." He stared down into his eyes. "I have questions for you."

Edd swallowed nervously, staring at him in dismay. How had he never noticed the malicious intent glowing so prominently in his eyes? Because I see him for who he really is, now. His mind instantly answered. Matt and Eduardo were right to doubt him all along, and he was a fool to trust Reagan over them.

"As I was saying; for some stupid f#cking reason you got rejected! And I was to blame for it all somehow! And to top it all off, I got demoted for trying to help you!" Reagan barked out a strangled laugh but his expression contorted back to anger, his green eyes blazing as he glared down at Edd. "After everything I've done for you – everything we did to prove your worth in joining us, Red Leader still had the gall to turn us down! Guess it doesn't really matter now, huh?" He clenched his hands into fists. "But now the question left unanswered is why. Why did Red Leader refuse to let you in?"

"How should I know?" Edd exclaimed indignantly. The fear he once felt being replaced with resentment, underlined with a familiar feeling he felt only once before. It was a sad emotion Edd does not like to recall on. Betrayal.

At his protest, Reagan smirked. "Simple. Red Leader isn't above manipulation to get what he wants; so why should he care if I did the same to recruit more members for his army?" He pointed out, stepping back to pace to and fro. "But no! He was furious – absolutely livid with me when I showed him your recruit file. This leads me to suspect that he has some sort of connection to you."

"What?!"

"It's the only logical explanation. Red Leader wouldn't care otherwise!" Reagan insisted. He opened one side of his uniform and fished out a gun from his inner pocket. Edd's blood ran cold, immediately stiffening with fear at the sight of the fire weapon. "And you are going to tell me what it is right now, or no more cola for you ever again." Loading the gun he aimed it for Edd's head.

"I don't know what you are talking about!" Edd cried out insistently. "I don't know who this Red Leader guy is- I never even heard of him!"

Reagan tutted. "Oh Eddie, how I wish I could believe you." He slowly lifts his finger toward the trigger. "But I don't. You brought me enough trouble as it is, so cut the cr#p and spit it out already! What's your connection with the Red Leader?"

"I really don't know-!"

Right at that moment, a brick flew through the air and pummelled against Reagan's face. The Irishman was stunned by the blow and he fell over backwards, the gun flying from his grip. He groaned in pain and clutched his head with a hiss.

"Edd!"

Recovering his initial shock of what just took place, Edd glanced over his shoulder. Relief surged through him when he saw his friends step into the alleyway and rush over to him.

Matt immediately enveloped him in a crushing hug, burying his tear-stained face into the crook of Edd's neck. Edd smiled and returned the hug, quietly reassuring him that he was okay. Mark appeared beside him, checking him for any injuries and leading them away from danger. And last but not least, Eduardo took a protective stance in front of them. His glare fixed on Reagan with undisguised hatred, and his arms trembling with fury. "I'll take care of this clown!"

Reagan chuckled, slowly picking himself off the ground and staggering to his feet while dusting himself. "Well well well, nice going with the brick, hot stuff. Didn't see that one coming! I'm kind of impressed actually." He smirked, licking the blood trickling down the side of his face. "And ginger, too! So good to see you again. And…" He paused as his gaze landed on Mark. "You're new. I think I'm gonna call you butt chin!"

Mark crossed his arms and glared at him with an offended huff.

"Tell me when and why you first got close to Edd!" Eduardo demanded with a growl. "What were your motives then and why have they changed now?"

Reagan stepped back, his brows furrowed in confusion. "Huh? Weren't you guys rivals-?"

"It doesn't matter what we were before. Unlike you, I really am his friend!" Eduardo snarls, stalking closer to the Irishman.

Reagan cocked his head to one side. "His friend, eh?" He doubled over and started to laugh hysterically. "Oh sure! I am certain that your friendship is genuine and not in any way based on some form of self-interest at all. He wants you to replace his dead friend, and you want him for some hidden agenda you got going on. Who is using who here, I wonder?" He continued to cackle, pausing briefly only to wipe a stray tear from his eyes. Edd could've sworn he saw Eduardo wince at his words for a split second. "And they say I'm the manipulator here."

"That isn't true!" From the side-lines of the confrontation, Edd protested. "Eduardo may have started out as a jerk, and a stupid-head, and a dumb bully-"

"Oi! I'm the one defending you here, loser!"

"But he helped me out when I needed most!" Edd continued. "To be completely honest, I never would've imagined we could ever consider each other friends. We hated each other's guts so much in the past. But now, here we are." He shifted his gaze away, his tone softening. "Even when, I was a big jerk in the beginning. People tried to help me and I just kept pushing everyone away with insults and being needlessly angry all the time." He looked back and forth between Matt, Mark, and Eduardo. "I'm really glad you guys didn't give up on me despite everything."

Matt scoffed. "And let you leave with that doofus? Not a chance!" He tightened his hug on Edd, nearly crushing him.

"Yeah yeah, as touching as this moment is between you suckers, I'm getting kind of bored here." Reagan stepped in, an air of annoyance to him as he yawned exaggeratingly loud. "I'm thinking about heading to a bar later. Heard there were discounts on Fridays."

"Oh no, you don't!" Eduardo snaps. He stomps over to the Irishman and grabs him by the collar of his uniform, lifting him off the ground. "You're not going anywhere until you give us some answers! What were you after? Who do you work for? What did you want with Edd in the first place?"

Rather than getting the desired effect of having Reagan cowering at his rage, pleading to let go of his sorry ass, Eduardo was bewildered by the reaction he got instead. Reagan was chuckling, and grinning wildly. Not the least bit intimidated by him.

"It's so pathetic to watch you try so desperately to be something that you're not." Reagan giggled knowingly. "You keep pretending that you're so strong and tough, even when everyone else around you already knows what's going on with you."

"Huh?"

"You never got over the death of your friend. Not entirely, anyway."

Like a sharp blade, Reagan's words cut through the air and stilled everyone into silence. Edd's breath hitched in his throat. Beside him, Matt looked anxious and scared but tried his best to swallow down his growing worries to appear brave. Mark tensed, watching the scene unfold with a cold, calculating gaze that betrayed the underlined worry he felt for his companion.

Eduardo had stiffened, nearly loosening his grip on Reagan as he stared back at the Irishman with wide eyes. His jaws clenched so hard his teeth felt like they would shatter under pressure.

"What was his name again? Jon was it?" Reagan continued, vividly amused by the sheer anger he found staring back at him. Especially when Eduardo's face would contort with even more unbridled fury, with a tiny hint of confusion as well. "Eddie told me everything about you during our outings together. Every. Single. Detail." He punctuated each word in a sing-song like tune.

Edd felt a cold icy stone drop into the pit of his stomach, and his insides twisted painfully. He stared at Reagan with wide eyes, immediately regretting ever putting his trust in him. Edd lowers his gaze onto Eduardo, who still remained frozen on the spot. A stab of sympathy pierced through him, and he wished he could take back everything he ever said to Reagan.

"He told me how you would constantly pick on the poor fellow, bullying and threatening him every chance you got." Reagan went on with his relentless jeering, noticing that the hold on him began trembling ever so slightly. "His death was sure a real shame. He never really had a chance to stand up to you and leave to find happiness elsewhere. But I guess in the end his death could be considered an ultimate act of mercy, considering he doesn't have to put up with you anymore."

"Eduardo, do not let his words get to you! He's only trying to distract you!" Mark left Edd's side to stand by his friend, narrowing his eyes indignantly at Reagan.

"I may not have known the guy, but just thinking about it makes me upset. He never even got a chance to realize for himself just how toxic you truly were." Not letting up in his taunting, Reagan went a step further. "No. I shouldn't think like that. I like to believe that maybe he did know you were a bully, and was just silently putting up with you while planning on standing up to you at last. Too bad that never came to be." Reagan had to bite down on his own lips to suppress the grin that threatened to stretch across his face, as he watched Eduardo's broken expression. "But hey, at least he is finally free of you. After everything you've done to him, you don't have the right to feel grief or mourn him! How can you be so selfish to want him back after everything you put him through?"

The effect of his words, although brought great anger within Eduardo, also tore him apart. After all his efforts into getting over his trauma and grief of losing Jon, Reagan, the slimy roach, managed to crawl into his skin and re-open old wounds and worsen them in one fell swoop.

His strength ebbing away, Eduardo unknowingly let go of Reagan and set him back on the ground, his gaze clouded and dull.

Reagan smirked triumphantly. Edd watched the entire scene with dread, and tears clouding his vision. He observed Reagan reach into his coat's pocket, and was only able to catch a glimpse of something gleaming menacingly.

With a start, Edd realized what it was. "Eduardo, look out-!"

His warning came in too late. In the speed of a heartbeat, Reagan drew out his blade and surged forward to stab Eduardo in the gut.

Mark immediately reached out for him. "Eduardo!"

Clutching his wound, Eduardo fell to his knees with a grunt. Blood began to pool around the area where the blade was still plunged deep, and the dark crimson liquid stained his green shirt.

"I wonder, what's more painful to you as of this moment?" Reagan leaned closer to whisper in his ear, grinning with wicked glee as he twisted the blade deeper. "The knife to your gut, or remembering that pathetic dead friend of yours?" He roughly took back his blade and watched the burly brunet crumble before his feet.

Hissing in pain, Eduardo pressed his wound hard to stop the bleeding and glared at the Irishman. Mark kneeled at his side to try and help him.

Reagan gave a snort of contempt and ignored them. "See what happens when you involve others into your problems, ginger?" He waved the bloody blade in his hands mockingly, fixing his gaze on Matt. "You get them needlessly hurt… just so you won't have to get hurt yourself. Coward, as well as selfish, it seems."

Trembling, Matt tried to step in front of Edd to guard him from Reagan, but his friend put a hand on his shoulder and pulled him back instead.

"Enough, Reagan. Whatever you want with me, leave them out of this." Edd blurted, desperate to keep his friends from getting further injured. His eyes glistened. "I- I really don't understand, though. Why are you doing this? Did nothing we've been through together had any impact on you? Were you really just using me for your own gain? All the talks in the bar, the drinks we shared, and the personal stuff we confessed – nothing whatsoever was the least bit meaningful to you?"

Reagan's eyes narrowed. His jaw worked silently for a long moment as he regarded the Brit, as though he was grinding his teeth.

"I like you, Eddie." He managed to force out. "But you're not worth a lifetime of worthlessness and servitude to others. It's nothing personal, really; I need to rise above everyone else in order to get a safe position. But I can't do that if I am at rock bottom! Because of you, I won't get where I need to be sooner."

"What do you mean? You're not making any sense, Reagan!" Edd sounded puzzled.

"Look around you, Eddie! You're surrounded by lies and hatred and things that should never have happened." Reagan snarled, then turned his head away and thought for another moment. "Everyone is out to get you. No one is really your friend. We all have motives for the things we do, and that includes relationships. Once you've served your purpose in someone's agenda, they will discard you. Simple as that. But no one really cares about you! If you don't use others, you're gonna get used yourself, and see how long you'll last just being a mere pawn." He took a deep breath. "Be wary of everyone's intentions, or be played for a fool. If there's one thing that I can teach you, Eddie; let it be that."

Terror and dismay burst through Edd and he pressed closer to Matt for support. Who knew Reagan had such an awful and twisted way of thinking?

"So you manipulate others out of fear of being manipulated yourself?" Mark growled incredulously from beside Eduardo.

Reagan glanced back at him with a dark chuckle. "I'm not afraid." He said slowly, his green eyes wild and distant. "I just know how the game works, and unfortunately for the four of you, I am an excellent player."

"You're insane!" Matt cried out. "A monster!"

Turning his head sharply toward him, Reagan's eyes blazed. "Rude! Now that's a bit of an exaggeration, don't you think?" He echoed, taking a menacing step closer. Edd and Matt backed away together. "Tell me, ginger; am I a monster for looking out for myself and my own needs? For wanting a better life for myself? At least I am self-aware! You don't have any idea of what it's like to be stepped over by everyone you know-"

"F-Foley."

Reagan froze. Edd's eyes widened. A dreadful silence filled the alleyway save for the cars roaring down the street.

"What-" Reagan clenched his fists, twitching, and jerked his head back with a baleful gaze, speaking through gritted teeth, "did you just call me?"

Eduardo stared up at him from the ground, still pressing his bleeding wound with Mark's help. "Foley." He repeated knowingly. "Reagan Fitz Foley. That's your real name."

Gaining his full attention, Reagan turned fully to face the injured brunet. His gaze narrowed to deadly slits, but his bewilderment was still visible. "How did you-?" He asked in a hushed voice.

"You're not the only one with all the knowledge, #sshole." Eduardo smirked.

Edd, Matt, and Mark looked back and forth intently between the two; shocked and curious as to what's about to unfold at this very moment. The tension in the air thickened even more, if that were possible. Edd felt full of holes, all the way through his bones. He feared for Eduardo, recalling what happened the last time someone referred to Reagan by the dreadful name. But the Irishman was still as a statue and merely regarded Eduardo as he carried on.

"Born on the 31st of October of 1991, you grew up in a small farm In Northern Ireland. You went missing in 1998, after you failed to return home from picking up groceries in town." Eduardo spoke softly, clearly straining with the effort to speak, but his intensity pierced through the tension. "You somehow ended up in Britain and joined a criminal organization, where you took part in several crimes for thirteen years before you were found dead by the docks – presumably shot dead by rival gangs. Or at least, that's what you made it seem like it. I thought you were using a fake identity at first, but now I am certain you just faked your death instead. You wouldn't react so shocked if this wasn't your name, plus you seem pretty pissed about it."

Pissed was an understatement. The look Reagan was fixing him was incredulous and glittered with a hatred he had ever shown to the thugs he and Edd fought, as if he couldn't believe what he was hearing. "Missing?!" Reagan attempted to scoff, but sounded more like an incredulous choked shrill of disbelief. "That's their lame cover-up excuse?"

His words caught all of them off guard.

"What the h#ll is that supposed to mean?" Eduardo questioned angrily.

"Well, wouldn't you like to know, hot stuff?" Reagan teased, but his posture was still rigid with fury and his grin was somewhat forced, clearly not in the mood to be his usual sly self.

"But then if you didn't go missing, what happened to you then?" Matt wondered out loud.

Silence followed his question. Reagan remained still for a long moment, his eyes shifting ever so slightly, and then slowly, like a mountain crumbling, he lowered his head and stared at the ground with no expression on his face.

Edd seized his opportunity. He paced forward until he stood right behind the Irishman. Behind him, he heard Matt hiss, "Be careful, Edd!"

But this was no time to be careful. Edd sensed a shift within Reagan. Something they said must've triggered a memory from his past and now Reagan was exposed. Now was his chance! His heart broke for him, and a new understanding of the deceptive Irishman he thought he knew and befriended dawned on him.

"Reagan… I don't know what happened to you, but I am so sorry for whatever you've been through." He began softly, reaching a gentle hand out toward him. "But you don't have to do this – you don't have to live in fear! I can help you. I am your friend. Just tell me what you need, and I will do my best to-"

He stopped as Reagan cackled an insane cold laughter. "Nice try, Eddie. But I am not looking for a fantasy, I'm afraid." He whipped around, grinning like mad. Alarmed, Edd backed away but was stopped by a hand to his throat.

"Stop! Please!" Matt begged. "Put him down and just leave us alone. Haven't you hurt us enough?"

"Never!" Reagan retorted. "Not while Eddie here still has some usefulness left in him."

He lifted Edd off the ground by his throat. Edd scrabbled desperately against the grip on his neck to release him. He stared into Reagan's eyes, dismayed to find no hint of compassion whatsoever left in him.

"I don't want your f#cking pity! I want answers so that I may get my revenge on the dipsh#t that took advantage of me. Don't you get it? I don't care about you! I never did! Are you still on the delusional idea that I have some semblance of empathy in me? Look at me, Eddie; I am living, breathing proof of the worst of humanity." Reagan roared to his face before laughing. "You sure are hung up on keeping friends close and enemies closer, huh? I don't even know why you pretend to care anymore. I am not some sick little puppy for you to look after. I am not pathetic enough to believe you genuinely care for me! Why would you? No one wants me the way I am! You're just using me for your own benefit like everyone else does."

"I was never using you!" Edd insisted. "That's just what you are determined to believe because you've probably been hurt so many times. I get it! But I did care for you... I just can't say the same now."

Reagan stared up at him, eyes wide, and for the first time Edd caught a glimpse of uncertainty flickering across his face.

"Put him down, now."

Both of them looked away in surprise to find Matt, holding the gun Reagan had previously held up to Edd, trembling and aiming at the Irishman. His blue eyes wide and glistening.

Reagan frowned with a small snort of amusement, clearly not the least bit intimidated. "Put that gun away, ginger. You're posing more of a threat to Eddie than I am right now." He cautioned matter of factly. "Besides, you don't have the guts to shoot me. Have you ever been in a fight? Let alone killed someone? It's quite a thrilling experience, I must say, but you don't seem like the type of guy who'd take enjoyment out of th-"

Sneaking up behind him, Mark slammed an empty glass bottle he found lying around on top of Reagan's head; prompting him to let go of Edd who dropped to the ground with a hand to his aching neck.

Reagan staggered back, turning to Matt and Mark with insolent green eyes. "Why you…"

"Enough, Reagan. You're outnumbered." Edd quickly recomposed himself to stand between his friends. He gathered his courage and stared Reagan down with no emotion on his face. The bitter shock of betrayal still pulsed strongly, but he choked it down to not give Reagan the satisfaction to see him crumble. "Just turn away now and leave us alone. Don't ever come back, you hear me? I don't want to see you anymore." He demanded, his voice on the brink of cracking from grief.

Reagan was silent as they stood back and allowed him to take a couple steps back. He stood before them, his eyes gleaming mischievously in the dim lighting. "I cannot make that promise." He hissed.

Edd didn't flinch. "Then I won't be as kind, if you return and threaten me and my friends." Every word seemed to be dragged out of him.

They stared silently at each other for a long time. At last, Reagan drew himself up to his full height, his eyes blazing in cold fury and a wide sly grin spreading across his face. "Fine, I'll leave. But this is far from over." His voice was soft and menacing. "I don't know for certain what your connection to Red Leader is yet, Eddie; but I'm going to make him pay for what he did to me… and I'll bring his head to you to show off my handy good work."

"Just go!" Edd yelled.

Reagan spat at the ground, then turned and walked away, disappearing into darkness.

Edd felt bone-weary from his head all the way down to his feet, and for a moment he swayed where he stood.

"Eduardo?"

He turned around. Mark had left his side to try and help Eduardo to his feet. Barely conscious, he half opened his eyes and groaned with pain. Matt joined them a heartbeat later, eyes filled with concern.

"Please don't die, Edu." He whispered softly, on the verge of tears.

Eduardo cracked a smirk. "I've had way worse than this, doofus." He tried to reassure. His voice was blurred with exhaustion. "I'll be just… fine."

"He's lost too much blood." Mark looked him over. "We need to get him to a doctor, quickly."

"I'll help." Edd instantly offered, taking a pace forward to nudge one of Eduardo's arms over his shoulder. Together, he and Mark half supported half carried Eduardo out of the alleyway with Matt pacing nervously around them, still holding on to Reagan's gun as though afraid the Irishman would return.

"Hey, if it's any consolation I'm sorry about Reagan." Mark whispered over to Edd. "He may not have been any good, but I can tell he still meant something to you."

Edd shrugged, emotion thickening his voice. "It's okay. I guess that's just what I get for being such a trusting idiot." He bowed his head, voice shaking. "You guys warned me about him, but I didn't – I couldn't believe it. I trusted him, and I was wrong. Now Eduardo is hurt because of me!"

"It's a hard lesson to learn, I'm afraid." Mark murmured. "I understand you want to see the good in everybody and try to help others, but you can't save everyone… especially if they don't wish to be helped."

Edd stared off into the distance as they emerged onto the streets, looking for any signs of Reagan lurking about. "Yeah, I know." He sighed, his heart weighing a ton inside his chest.

(Meanwhile…)

"A voice?"

Tord's voice reverberated throughout the lab.

Seated on the edge of the operating table, Tom fixed his gaze down at his feet anxiously while his hands fidgeted with each other. Several little plugs were attached to his head and hooked him up to a strange machine that, according to Tord, would monitor his brain activity and look for different frequencies in his head. After he told Paul and Pat the truth about the voice, the soldiers convinced him to tell Tord about it as well. So now, here they are. The four of them, back in the laboratory, discussing how messed up Tom truly is and trying to figure out what this means.

Tom was hesitant to look at Tord as he spoke; afraid of his reaction. So far he seems rather shocked, much like Paul and Pat first reacted, but he remained cool and collected as he asked him questions regarding this strange condition.

For his part, Tord was absolutely puzzled by the revelation and his mind was working at a million miles per hour, already coming up with theories as to what this is and how it came about. He sure loved a good enigma for him to decipher, but this was a lot more personal. He stared intently at Tom, scratching his own chin pensively.

Tom hesitated. He glanced back at the soldiers standing next to him for reassurance.

Paul and Pat gave him a thumbs up and nodded encouragingly.

"The voice is just that – a voice. It doesn't have a form. I can't see it. Only hear and feel it. The voice also has no gender, as far as I can tell. It is androgynous." Tom felt hot as he continued. "It doesn't talk all the time, either. It only shows up at random intervals; mostly when it is most convenient to make a comment, I guess. I can tell it is active when my vision goes slightly darker, and I get a prickly feeling on the back of my neck as though someone were standing right behind me." He waited for Tord to comment but he just watched him with blatant fascination. "It's like being in two conversations at once." He went on. "Through one eye, I am here talking to the three of you. Through the other eye… I am in the dark talking to it."

"Is it talking to you right now?" Tord inquired.

"You big miserable f#ck! I will end you myself – you're just making things worse, just as you've always have. ~" The voice shrieked at him, slashing mercilessly away at his throat and face; blinding him in his own blood. "Trust them and you will pave your future in nothing but misery, and you're gonna regret ever existing! ~"

"Yes." Tom replied.

"What is it saying?"

Rather than answering, Tom took a deep breath and shifted awkwardly; his hands still fidgeting.

"I'm sorry, Tom. I understand this may be hard for you to discuss." Tord apologized softly, taking note of his discomfort. "But we need to know what we're dealing with here in order to help you, okay?"

Tom glanced at him briefly and nodded.

"Well… it is really mad at me. Its angry that I broke my promise and I am telling you guys everything about it." He confessed. "Talking about my condition, no matter how much others may already know, goes against the rules."

"Rules?" Tord echoed.

Tom bowed his head. "Yes. My promise was to die, and never let anyone know what is wrong with me. Telling others would mean being stopped or…" He paused, sadness welling up inside his throat and making it harder for him to speak. "Or causing unnecessary problems people can't resolve."

Tord frowned. "Why do you listen to it?"

"How can I not? It fills my head and is super loud and aggressive, and it hurts me in so many ways!"

"Is the voice hurting you right now?"

Tom stared at him unable to answer. He was bleeding so much – his clothes were drenched in crimson and torn apart, sitting alone in darkness with various spears and blades embedded into him and surrounded by a pool of his own blood as he gasped for air with his shredded throat. Tom wasn't fazed by all the blood anymore. He grimly recalled the first few occurrences, how desperate and afraid he was, and how he couldn't understand why his friends failed to see all the blood and wounds inflicted on him. That was before the voice taught him to conceal his pain from others and learn to keep his mouth shut about it.

"It is."

Tord blinked at him in dismay, wishing he could do more to help him.

"You're never going to see me actively chatting with it, nor the pain I'm being put through." Tom's shoulders sagged and he scratched his arms self-consciously. "I'm fine. It's not that big a deal, anyway. I'm already used to it-"

"Stop."

A robotic hand reached out and clasped Tom's wrist to stop him from picking at his scars. Tom stiffened at the unexpected touch. God, his metal hand was cold – but at the same time he was taken aback by how gentle it was. It felt strangely comforting, all things considered.

Tord eased his grip and sighed. "Don't try to normalize this, Thomas. You shouldn't have to get used to it." He murmured, trying to catch Tom's eye.

"Well, I have to cope with it somehow." Tom grumbled sheepishly.

Before Tord could ask more questions, a soft chime from one of his machines attracted his attention. He excused himself and moved away from Tom to investigate. As he did so, he looked back at Tom expectantly and shot him a small smile, hoping the Brit would look back at him and be reassured that everything was going to be fine. But Tom was looking at his feet, obviously still uncomfortable with the conversation to maintain eye contact with him. Frowning, Tord glanced over to his deputies for support.

Paul shrugged, and Pat was shaking his head with a stern stare; as if to say "you're gonna need more than that to get him to trust you."

Trying not to show so much as a flicker of disappointment, Tord approached the machine that was printing out continuous amounts of data straight from Tom's brain. He grabbed a portion of papers and scrutinized them for clues. Tom may look calm, but he sure is thinking about lots of things. He thought, looking at a clear gamma level pattern of brainwaves; frequent and erratic. But how much of these waves are actually Tom's thoughts and work of the voice in his head?

He put the data aside and let the machine continue as he returned back to Tom.

"So when did you first start hearing this voice?" Tord asked.

"I don't know. It used to be pretty quiet the first few times I "heard" it. More like felt it, actually." Tom sighed. "It's hard to explain, but it felt more like how intrusive thoughts work. When you accidentally think of something kinda messed up when you don't really mean it. The voice used to have a low volume, whispering things and making its words sound as though they were my own thoughts. But over time it grew stronger and louder, and gained enough power to make it seem more physical to me. If I had to pinpoint when it first started, I would say about ten years ago, maybe?"

Around the same time he was given the serum. Tord made a mental note of that. "What kind of things does it say to you?"

Tom stiffened. Oh great, how can I answer that without alarming everybody?

"How about you stop right there and give in to me instead, worm? ~" The voice snarled.

Not gonna happen. He retorted through the wave of pain intensifying in his skull.

"Uhh…" Tom hesitated, scratching the back of his head. He cleared his throat and worked to make his voice seem light as he casually replied, "nothing too special. Just how I am a giant mistake that should've never been born, and how I am constantly bothering others and making people suffer on a regular basis, and that I should die to make up for it-"He trailed off when he noticed the appalled faces surrounding him. "What?"

"Yikes!" Paul grimaced. "How are you being so calm about this?"

I don't want to worry you. Tom shrugged, choking down the sadness that usually accompanies the awful statements welling up in the pit of his stomach. "It's not that big a deal." He argued self-consciously, trying to slip into the 'no really, I'm fine, don't worry about me' mode that had become so familiar to him in the past decade. "I'm fine, really-"

"You are not fine!" Tord rebuked, his hands unintentionally balling into fists. "Nothing about this is fine, Thomas. If you don't want to talk about it then say so. Don't lie and pretend to be fine when you clearly aren't."

Patrick cleared his throat rather loudly, drawing Tord's attention and subtly reminding him to control his temper. The Norsk frowned, but kept himself in check. "I'm sorry." He doesn't want to give Tom more of a reason to despise him. He wants to help him.

"You are worth for nothing, Tom." His hateful words from several days ago, derived from frustration and rage came back full force. "All I want from you… is my monster. That's all you're good to me for." Tord winced as he recalled his own actions towards the eyeless man. He's been so needlessly mean to Tom for way more than just a decade, and he certainly contributed to his current mental state. Shame scorched through him. How can he ever make it up to Tom when he messed up so badly?

"So this voice convinced you that dying was your only option?" Tord continued.

"I guess." Tom mumbled.

"Oh, is it saying anything about us?" Paul prompted curiously.

"When they inevitably betray you, I want you to think back to this exact moment when you sealed your own doom. ~" The voice screeched, still hacking away at him. "You idiot. Look at them – they already think you're messed up and can't wait to get rid of you. ~"

"It is not really that interested in talking about others. The voice is mostly concerned about how I am affecting everyone, and how I shouldn't say anything or I would make matters worse." Tom half lied. Even though he was putting his trust in them with his condition there's no way he will outright confess the suspicions he has of them. "It's angrier at me for speaking, than mad at you for trying to intervene."

"Intervene, you say?" Tord repeated, his gears turning inside his head. Now that's a peculiar choice of word. "Tom, this might seem like too much for you, but would you consider asking the voice some questions for me?"

Tom snorted. "I would if the voice was more… open for conversation." He gave a short, mirthless cough of a laugh. "I can talk to it, but it is not really keen to hear what I have to say. It's mostly interested in hammering home how much of a failure I am and how better off everyone will be if I were dead."

Tord pursed his lips, deep in thought. If only he could invent something that allows him to have direct communication with this nasty entity. Pulling out Tom's file and the notes he'd written about the serum project thus far, he jotted down the new developments and looked over the older entries for more clues. Tom has been hearing the voice for about ten years, and it seems to have its own agenda…

"What exactly happens when you change into a monster?" He asked. "I understand you don't remember much. But do you black out halfway through the transformation? Is it like sleeping? – where you have no indication of time?"

"Sort of." Tom affirmed. "It hurts a lot to change, and most of the time I feel as though I passed out somewhere along the painful process. But after that…" He paused, looking down at his hands. "I am in control now. I know what I am doing, and I'm aware of my actions. I'm in the driver's seat, but whenever I shift it's like I've been kicked to the backseat- actually, no. Because being in the backseat would mean I can still see where I'm going. It's more like I've been tied up and gagged and thrown in the trunk of the car for a crazy ride. I have no input whatsoever when I become a monster."

"I see…" Tord narrowed his eye, mulling over this information. His gaze darkened. "Tom, that day when you told me about all of this you mentioned that you lost the right to be in control and something else would take your place. Were you talking about the voice?"

Tom was silent for so long that Tord was almost certain he wouldn't answer. "Yes." He finally mustered up the courage to whisper.

Tord digested this. A thousand possible theories dropped away before him as he laid out all the facts. He was silent for what he deemed to be a diplomatic interval; a theory piecing itself together in his brain as he started to pace around the lab.

Paul and Pat watched him with furrowed eyebrows. Usually their leader only paces when he is on the brink of a great idea. They approached quietly. "Sir?"

"It's the serum."

Tom looked up in confusion. "What?"

"The serum. The voice comes from the serum." Tord repeated, sounding as though he were in a daze as realization slowly dawned on him. His mind reeling. "The primary element – the purple stuff – is a sentient being, remember? It makes sense!"

Pat tipped his head thoughtfully. "A collateral effect, perhaps?"

"I'm not sure." Tord shook his head.

"But how?" Paul sputtered. "I mean, I get the how but rather… why? What? I- if this really is the serum's doing, then what does it gain from wanting Tom to die so badly? We experimented on so many people, and Tom for whatever reason is the only one compatible to get the result we wanted."

"Because the purple stuff needs a specific host." Tord added, tapping his chin as he continued to pace. "All the other test subjects turned to zombies for a reason." It all comes down to the essential question: why did the serum worked on Tom? What does he have that all other test subjects didn't? The voice is very keen to make Tom feel as miserable as possible, driving him to take his own life. But why? If Tom dies then it will die along with him.

But then a huge puzzle piece dropped on his lap when he remembered the whole point behind Tom's promise. Tom had agreed to die to stop himself from hurting others, or else the voice would take over. Tord tapped his hands together, looking thoughtful. The sounds more like an end goal; to take full control of Tom's body in both human and monster forms. But why urge him to die so bad?

A bone-deep chill ran through him then. Unless...

"Tom, is there anything peculiar about the voice's behaviour?" Tord asked.

"Peculiar how?" Tom raised an eyebrow.

"Like inconsistencies or weaknesses of any kind? Every detail is crucial to narrow down an appropriate explanation." Tord explained, still pacing.

Tom sighed, and there was a shudder in it. "Kinda? I mean, it's only recently that I noticed that the voice tends to shift back and forth in its arguments. One moment is saying that… nobody cares and I should just go, and then other times it will say that others care and that's why I should stay silent so as to not bother them with something way out of their control. I think it will say just about whatever to get me to feel like sh#t."

That's it!

"May I ask you one final question?" Tord went on; he wasn't sure how Tom would handle his next topic of inquiry, all things considered. "How long have you felt like this? This numbness you claim to have that hurts you so. This sadness and despair, and feeling as though you're not good enough."

Silence loomed large in the laboratory.

Tom thought carefully about the question as memories from long ago flooded the forefront of his mind, remembering when he was especially miserable during his school years after the incident that ended his friendship with Tord. How he was always on the brink of failing the year, getting bad grades in everything but English, never doing any homework, the teachers calling him a lost cause that wouldn't amount into anything, other students keeping their distance from him, and constantly worrying if his friends were secretly embarrassed to be associated with the likes of him. But even then, there was already something broken inside of him from when he lost his dad, and the guilt and grief that came from it. Damn, he has been feeling that way for a while. It got better after graduating and escaping the stressful life of school, but Tom still had many worries and doubts circling over him like a pair of vultures looking for a fresh carcass. When the voice surfaced, it brought all these troubling thoughts to the surface and maximized them to the extreme.

"Fourteen? Sixteen years maybe?" He breathed, feeling cold numbness swallow him whole.

Tord thought for a minute, a million thoughts cascading over one another. He watched the expressions on Tom's face shift between despair, frustration, and exhaustion. He desperately wanted to comfort him, to say or do something that would reassure the Brit that everything was going to be fine, but he found himself lost on what to do.

Instead, Tord turned away and made his way around the operating table toward the container of black sludge he had put aside a day prior. He grabbed a baster and collected a sufficient sample from the sludge and placed it inside a microwave-looking machine that would run a scan and take apart the contents of what this substance was made from.

"While we wait on that," Tord pulled up his robotic arm and started flicking through the research data he had accumulated from Tom over the past few weeks. "I need to check the scan results again to find something out."

"What are you after, sir?" Patrick prompted.

"I'm looking for the scans of Tom's brain to see if there are any anomalies the final results overlooked for not being directly involved with the serum." Tord explained without looking up from the digital panel in his arm. "Signs of mental illnesses, to be more specific…"

"What- what if you can't find anything?"

Tord blinked in surprise at the question.

He looked back at Tom with a puzzled frown only to find the eyeless man hunched over and hanging his head dejectedly as he stared down at the floor. "What if… there's nothing the matter with me and all of this is just… me? What if the voice is just me going crazy? If you can't find a reasonable explanation for any of this, then this cements that I really am messed up!"

"Calm down, Tom. I'm sure it won't come to that." Pat soothed.

"But it's a possibility, right?" Tom pointed out, growing increasingly anxious. "That you won't find anything wrong with me and it all comes down to me being naturally f#cked up?"

"Unlikely." Tord replied with no hesitation, his voice grave but soft. "Mental illnesses are quite a common occurrence, and you definitely check out most boxes." He drew closer to Tom and gave his hands a gentle squeeze. "Hey, look at me." He tilted the eyeless man's chin so that they maintained eye contact. "Even if we can't find a logical explanation for any of this, we won't give up on you, okay? We will find a way to help you, I promise."

Tom squinted at him, as if he couldn't tell whether he was being serious or not. He sighed but didn't argue any further.

A small pang of hurt pierced Tord's heart. He doesn't trust me yet. Then he pushed his disappointment aside and replaced it with determination. Actions speak louder than words. I will show him I only mean to help him, and earn his trust one day! He went back to flickering through the scan results, searching for the brain scans more determined than ever.

At last, Tord found what he was looking for and was met with what he'd already expected. Rendering the graphics of the scan and saturating the colours, he found clear structural abnormalities in the scan that showed an alteration in the thickness of some of the cortex regions, and a shadowed area spread out through the limbic system suggesting a reduced or impaired activity. He zoomed in and expanded the image and threw the projection onto the far wall for all of them to see.

Next, Tord made his way over to a table with equipment neatly laid out and pulled out the blood sample Yanov had collected from the injured soldier, spilling a few drops onto a little glass slide for the microscope and taking the rest of the blood sample to analyse and compare it to Tom's data. Looking through the results taken from Tom's blood side by side with the soldier's, Tord breathed out a small breath of relief to find that there were no similarities between the two, meaning that the serum's effects have not been passed over to her from a bite. So he can scratch out the possibility of a second monster off his list of concerns.

A loud buzz interrupted his thoughts, signifying that the machine investigating the black sludge was finished. Tord pulled away from the blood tests and reached out to see the results. So the black sludge is mainly composed of purple stuff, like I predicted, mixed with small traces of blood and… Tord blinked. Brain chemicals? He narrowed his eye and squinted to read the results closely. There was no mistake – a good portion of the black sludge's composition is serotonin, dopamine, glutamate, and norepinephrine; but these chemicals were presenting weird anomalies that indicate some form of deficiency.

Or corruption…

Wordlessly, Tord grabbed a baster and took another sample of the black sludge and made his way to the microscope. Peering into the eyepiece, he could see the red blood cells of the injured soldier's blood. He carefully wove his arm around and raised the baster over the stage of the microscope and pressed one single drop into the blood sample on the glass slide. At once, he watched as the viscous black substance started latching on to the blood cells and turning them a dark purple with a spiky cell membrane.

"I know that look." Said Patrick, watching him sharply. "You've figured something out."

Recapping all his latest discoveries and working out the theories he conjured up in the impressive spam of a few seconds, Tord looked up to meet their expectant gazes.

"I may have finally found the answer to perfecting the serum at long last." Tord began. He nodded toward the projection of Tom's brain scans. "The purple stuff, for being a sentient entity, it needs certain conditions in order to thrive. All the other test subjects were turned into zombies precisely because none of them presented said required conditions."

"And what are these conditions?" Paul asked.

Tord nodded the projections of Tom's brain scans. "Mental illnesses most often present themselves as a chemical imbalance on the brain, lowering the performance and activities of certain areas such as mood and memory." He explained. "Now, think of the human brain as a computer. There can only be so many programs installed before it starts to deteriorate. The serum is a new program, and when applied to someone who has all their programs still fully intact, the serum – or rather, the purple stuff itself – doesn't have any room to perform, so it automatically starts to delete and corrupt the most vital brain functions in order to make space for itself but it goes too far, leading to the outcome of zombification."

Paul's eyebrows furrowed. "So what you're saying is that the key to the monster serum… is mental illness?" He scratched his head. "One thousand eight hundred and twenty five test subjects, and none of them had any mental illnesses? That's pretty farfetched, sir, with all due respect."

"Well we can't know for certain whether any of the past test subjects had them or not, but I believe even if they had they could still have been on the process of treatment and taking medication to balance out their brain's performance." Tord went on with his hypothesis. "Tom's issues have never been treated or directly addressed; just left to fester and worsen. Because of this, there was enough space for the purple stuff to install itself without the need to corrupt anything else."

"So I am empty headed? Nice." Tom murmured ruefully. "Doesn't really explain why it wants me to die so bad."

Tord regarded him for several heartbeats before responding. "I don't think it wants you to die, Thomas. I think that, due to it shifting back and forth in its arguments, that it wants you to be miserable more than anything else. It knew you wouldn't go through with it." He went on, gesturing toward the brain scans. "Since it's that very same chemical imbalance that allowed the serum to settle and flourish in your body, it would be in the entity's best interest to keep you subdued and in low spirits. In other words; the more miserable you are, the more power it will have over you and eventually take over your entire body. That's why you currently have no control over your monster half, and if you had let yourself give in to despair like it wanted you to there's no doubt in my mind that it intended to gain full control of you."

Tom processed his words, mulling over the explanation carefully. Is this true?

He could feel the voice shift awkwardly and grumble a long string of curses under its breath, not willing to admit if this was the case or not. Its silence was answer enough for Tom though.

"So now what?" Paul prompted, disrupting the silence that had fallen over the lab. "We know what we're dealing with, so what are we going to do about it?"

Tord scratched his chin pensively. "We need to come up with some sort of plan to get Tom to be in control of his monster half. That's our main goal now."

"But uhh… won't messing with my brain chemicals or whatever turn me into a zombie then? If that's what kept me alive from that fate in the first place it doesn't seem like a good idea to mess with it now." Tom pointed out sheepishly.

"Like I already said, if you didn't turn into a zombie the first time you won't turn into one now. The purple stuff is fully integrated into you, now it's just a matter of you taking the reins over the situation." Tord reasoned coolly, his eye narrowing. "In these last ten years dealing with the voice and your bouts of transformation into a monster, you handled it by starving yourself and drinking lots of alcohol." His gaze raked over Tom's scarred arms, silently adding their state to the list. "You've been… repressing it. Fighting against it every step of the way out of fear of hurting others. Understandable. But perhaps if you were to embrace it instead, maybe you'll have a better chance of gaining control."

Tom shook his head, eyes downcast. "I'm not so sure about this, Tord."

"Isn't it worth a try?" Patrick stepped closer to him. "What do you have to lose?"

"Myself." Tom replied bluntly, gazing at each one of them in turn evenly. "You don't know what's like to recede from your own body and just float around the back on your own head, in a thin line between existing and… not existing. Never knowing if you're gonna return, or if this is it – that's where you'll spend the rest of your meaningless existence. I can't just not fight it when it happens!"

"Calm down, Tom, you're getting upset." Tord cautioned.

But Tom wasn't listening. "This is too risky! What if the next time I turn it's the last time I will be in control? What if I never wake up again? I don't think I can do this - I-" He broke off with an intense hiss of pain as he grasped his own wrist.

Tord's eye widened. "Tom?"

The eyeless man's limbs were elongating and turning a purplish-black, his fingers shredding as the claws pushed their way out. He held up his hands, watching them grow larger. "No! NO!" Tom panicked, twitching and seizing as his body started going through the painful transformation process. "H-help me! Please!" He looked at them pleadingly.

Paul and Pat backed away, both looking torn between wanting to help and comfort him but not knowing what to do in this situation. Tord grabbed Tom by the shoulders to steady him and look into his eyes. "Thomas, please, you need to stop resisting and just let it happen! Trust me, you're gonna be okay!"

"But it hurts so much-!" Tom cried, his words trailing off into a growl as his horns started to grow out from his head. His voice turned rough and deep, gaining an almost animalistic quality to it. Tears pricked his eyes.

"I know. I know it does." Tord soothed, cupping his face. "I understand you're frightened, but you have to trust me when I tell you that I won't let you disappear, alright? You are going to wake up back in your body soon. But you must relax and let go for now!"

Tom collapsed forward, hands gripping the sides of his head in immense pain. Tord stepped back as Tom's teeth were pushed out one by one, clattering to the floor, and replaced with sharp fangs. Next, his long slender tail popped out and trashed around wildly behind him while his legs bent and shifted. It wasn't long until any trace of Tom was gone and the beast that took his place fixed its eyeless glare on the three of them, teeth bared and ears flat to its head as it snarled.

Tord swallowed as he regarded the half-human half-monster creature. "Hello again." He subtly motioned Paul and Pat to stay back and to not move with a gesture of his hand. This is gonna be ugly.

Quickly noticing the creature lowering to a crouch, getting ready to spring at him, Tord wasted no time in bolting out of the lab. He didn't look back as the monster gave chase; he could hear claws scrabbling against the tiled floor and the angry shrieks just right behind him. As he led the asset to the enclosure, Tord slammed the button to open the gates as he passed and dived into the wide empty area. Tord barely had any time to whirl around before the monster leaped at him with outstretched claws. Thinking fast, he ducked and rolled forward as the asset flew clear over him, and he raced out of the enclosure to slam the button again to shut the gates; successfully trapping the monster inside.

Furious snarls and scratching could be heard on the other side of the steel gates. Tord panted and leaned on one of the control panels, trying to catch his breath back.

"Tord!"

Paul and Patrick approached, eyes round with concern. He waved them away dismissively. "I'm alright, guys." He breathed. "It didn't get to me."

The three of them walked into the observatory, peering into the enclosure to watch the asset pace around angrily; tail lashing behind it as it suddenly paused and stared back at them ominously. It hissed at them, ears twitching. Tord's gaze didn't waver. However long it takes, they will find a way to help Tom through his issues and tame his monster half. He won't let Tom suffer alone and in silence ever again, and that's a promise Tord intends to keep at all costs.

Chapter 29: Chapter 29

Summary:

While Tord tries his best to bond and interact with the monster up-close, Edd makes a startling discovery.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Several weeks have passed since Tom first stopped resisting the painful sudden bouts of transformations, and there hasn't been any behavioural changes as far as Tord has seen. Tom would spend many days in his half-shifted form, and even more days as a full monster; roaring and blasting fire at the enclosure's walls in hopes of escaping again but to no avail – not since Tord had the area fortified. Overall being very aggressive.

Tord hoped that it was just a matter of letting it tire itself out, like a toddler throwing a temper tantrum. What greatly concerned him though was the fact that Tom seems to be growing weaker with every transformation. Whenever he shifts back to normal he barely has the strength to eat anything, refusing to talk, wanting nothing more but to curl up and sleep. Often times, Patrick had to coerce him into eating even just a little bit. They were still feeding rabbits and other critters to the monster, so they weren't really concerned about Tom going hungry, but the fact that he was running low on energy was worrying. This made Tord ponder if his initial idea had been wrong, and that embracing the serum's nature was doing Tom more harm than good; but he quickly steeled himself back on track. Until he was sure that no progress was being made they'll stick to the plan.

During Tom's monstrous episodes, Tord watched over him in the enclosure, studying his behaviour, and spent most of his time reading up on animal behaviour. Things such as body language, taming of wild animals, and training manuals for cats and dogs – really, just about anything about animals is helpful at this point.

The monster seems to be much calmer than usual today. It charged at him only twice and hissed his way about three times, so that was progress! Tord hoped this was a good sign that his plan is finally working, because after much consideration he decided that today he will make first contact with the monster face-to-face.

"You're WHAT?!" Paul and Pat yelled in unison once Tord finished telling them his intentions.

"I think today is finally the day." Tord repeated, not losing any of his confidence at their outburst. "The monster is doing a lot better, and a close encounter will give us more Intel on how to perceive the situation going forward."

Paul's eyes suddenly brightened. "I'll be right back!" He hurried out of the room.

Patrick narrowed his eyes back at Tord and sighed. "You sure this is a good idea, sir?" He prompted. "The monster is still very dangerous, and you don't have a giant robot to save you this time. What are we to do if anything goes wrong and it decides to attack you? If anything happens… what are we supposed to tell Tom, then? He won't live with himself if he learns that he hurt someone again."

"It won't come to that." Tord broke in roughly. He turned his back to him and paced forward until he was peering into the enclosure, hands folded behind his back. "Some time has passed since we began the "treatment", and now is as good a time as any to see if there were any improvements to the monster's behaviour. I know I am endangering myself by doing this, but this is my creation." He placed the palm of his robotic hand over the image of the monster stooping down to drink from the pool. "My mistake." He sighed. "I am solely responsible for Tom's condition, and I can't just cross my fingers and hope from afar that it works. I need results! I want to help Tom though this no matter what, and I understand if you have your reservations-"

"Reservations?" Patrick sputtered, hands on his hips looking mildly offended. "I want to help Tom just as much as you do, that's not what this is about. I am just saying that maybe we should be more patient and wait until we see definite changes to the monster's attitude."

Tord winced. "It's risky, I know! But the more information we gather, the better. If anything goes amiss I promise not to do anything stupid, and run straight back out of the enclosure."

"I'm not too worried about that, because Paul and I will be watching you from over here and at the first sign of trouble we will go in there and escort you out ourselves!" Pat scoffed sternly, knowing full well that no matter how many times Tord promises not to be reckless he will always endanger himself if it means making a breakthrough with a new experiment. "And of course, we will keep the tranquilizer gun close by for safety precautions."

"Excellent!" Tord nodded in approval, watching the monster once again. He observed the asset shake its pelt before leaping for one of the higher ledges in the enclosure to rest on. Some part of Tom must still be somewhere in there… I just need to reach out to him long enough to tame the monster-

He was jerked out of his thoughts by an annoyingly loud sound of something heavy being dragged behind him. Tord frowned, his shoulders slumping as he refused to turn around to investigate just yet, but somehow already knowing full well what it is. Without looking away from the enclosure he addressed Patrick next to him.

"Paul is dragging something into the room, isn't he?"

"Yes, sir." Patrick responded with barely suppressed amusement.

"It's a blackboard, isn't it?"

"Affirmative, sir."

Tord pinched the bridge of his nose and released a long exasperated sigh. "There's a score drawn on it – whether the monster is more cat or dog like, correct?"

"I'm afraid so, sir."

"Paul!" Tord finally whirled around to confront his Commander.

"I know you said no last time, but really think about this!" Paul reasoned, his eyes huge and pleading. "If we learn more about the way Tom behaves in this form we would be closer to taming it!"

"Then why is the score exclusively cat or dog if that's the case?" Tord accused, his eye narrowing. "Why are you already ruling out the possibilities of the monster being a reptile? Or an amphibian? Or even a bird? Admit it, Paul; you just want to do this to f#ck around a little bit!"

Paul rolled his eyes and scoffed. "Oh please, sir, as if the monster has any chance of being anything but a mammal! It's furry; it changes from Tom, who is in fact a human, and thus a mammal; it's warm blooded; no scales; no feathers – although the monster does like to swim once in a while…"

"But why cat and dogs only, Paul? You still haven't given me a reasonable argument for that yet."

"Because… !" Paul trailed off, ducking his head in embarrassment and shifting his feet as he thought of a reasonable answer. "They're both domesticated animals, and if we find out which traits the asset shares most in common with it would help us decide the best way to train the monster going forward." He paused with a knowing grin. "Plus; I know you have been reading animal training books to help the matter anyway, so I don't see why not take the extra step forward and just do this for funsies at the very least! No harm done, right?"

Tord and Patrick exchanged glances. The Polish General shrugged, his eyes glowing with amusement for his lover's harmless and silly tendencies. The Red Leader groaned in resignation and relented.

"Fine, Paul. You can keep your silly little experiment. Although, now I wonder how purple fur, horns, and a forked tongue fit in the cat or dog criteria?" Tord teased, still not impressed with Paul's idea.

The Commander scratched his head pensively and stared at the blackboard for a couple heartbeats. "Well… I recently found out through extensive research – that I may or may not have done just for this exact occasion – that the rarest colour a cat can be is lilac, which is close enough to purple!" He mumbled, grabbing the chalk to give the cat side of the board a point. "And I also found out that there is this extra rare condition that happens most often with cats than dogs where they can grow horns, so that's another point for cats! The forked tongue, however…" Paul stepped back and hesitated for a brief moment, only for him to go ahead and create a small box by the corner of the score and put a point inside; labelling the small space as "the lizard corner".

Never before had Tord regretted a decision so fast. He didn't have the patience to properly educate Paul on all the ways his so-called newfound pet knowledge was wrong. Well, technically he is right, just not entirely accurate. He groaned and face palmed instead. "Let's just get on with this, please."

He walked out of the observatory toward the gates of the enclosure. Tord took a deep breath and pressed the button next to him to open the gates. "Also, please resist the temptation to make out intensely while I'm in there with the monster!" Tord yelled. "My life might depend on it."

He heard Paul snort with laughter from the other room. "Like we ever did such a thing while on duty!" He objected.

"Then please explain to me all the planes the two of you crashed!" Tord flashed back at him humorously.

Shifting his attention back to the current task at hand, Tord turned serious and watched the gap before him increase until it fully opened. Heart accelerating inside his chest Tord wearily strolled into the enclosure, head held high and posture straight as he fixed his sights on the large creature that resides within.

The monster's attention was on him the moment the gates started to open, and it raised its head from between its massive paws to peer down at him from the top of one of the tallest ledges as he walked closer.

Tord smiled. "Hey, Tom!" He spoke up softly, halting a few feet away from the monster as it glowered at him. "Does… does any part of you recognise me-?"

The monster roared, opening its jaws wide and blasted a stream of fire breath straight at him in a flash. Tord instantly raised his robotic arm to deflect the flames. It wasn't long ago that he had the brilliant idea to install a shield mechanic to his robotic arm for such an occasion. Paul had warned him not to overwhelm his arm with more needless features again, but now Tord was glad he went against his Commander's advice.

"Sir! ~" He heard Paul and Pat's anxious voices through the communicator in his arm as the monster ceased its flaming assault.

"I'm fine!" Tord reassured and made sure to wave back at the observatory to show them he was unharmed. "Everything is under control!"

The monster huffed with displeasure, smoke billowing from its mouth, clearly unamused to see Tord still alive and kicking even after its fiery attack. It scrambled to its paws and leaped down from the elevated platform, landing neatly on the ground with a powerful thud as it regarded Tord with bared fangs.

Tord stood unmoving as the monster loomed over him, single eyeless socket staring straight through his soul. Tord swallowed, all the knowledge he accumulated over the past few days replayed in his mind and he quickly studied the beast's posture as it stalked closer. Purple fur bristling along its back, muscles rippling underneath with every step. Tail eagerly swishing back and forth, and its jaws gaped to show a vicious set of long sharp teeth.

"Easy there! Easy!" Tord lifted his hands in a calming gesture but held his ground as he did not break away his gaze from the monster's.

It uttered a low rumbling growl as it bent its head down to his eye level, as though studying him like a juicy piece of prey. The monster was definitely predatory right now. Tord wearily reached into the pocket of his uniform, still maintaining eye contact with the asset, and pulled out a small plastic bag containing chunks of raw meat inside. Though the monster had refused to eat cooked meat before, always opting for live prey instead, Tord hoped that plain raw was good enough. He carefully pulled out a nice sized chunk and tossed it just below the monster's muzzle.

Tord waited in tense silence as the monster barely glanced at the given treat, putting all its focus solely on him. Tord gulped; suddenly all too aware of how close its standing to him, and how massive the claws on either side of him were in comparison to his own size.

"Steady!" Tord demanded in a firm voice as the monster loomed closer. "I am the food giver, not the food. Don't eat the food giver! You wouldn't like to eat me anyway. I'm half cooked, and I got a nasty metal arm that's not the least bit chewable!" He pointed at the chunk of meat still lying on the floor beneath the monster. "Eat that instead."

The monster appeared to pause, tilting its head to one side as though considering his words. It peered down at the chunk of meat for several heartbeats before stooping down and lapping the meat into its jaws with one swipe of its tongue.

"See? I'm not gonna let you starve. There's no need for you to attack me." Tord whispered, his palms still raised cautiously.

The monster returned to glower at him, fur fluffing up along its neck and back. Tord hesitated. Now would be the moment when he allows the monster to scent him in order to properly bond with it, but the asset was still on guard and he feared that any sudden move on his part will set it off the wrong way.

Carefully, Tord slowly lifted his robotic arm and extended out towards the monster.

At once, the asset growled and snarled, teeth gnashing as it reared back and crinkled its muzzle. Tord instantly pulled back his hand. His heart gave a nervous jump inside his chest. The monster advanced on him with wide open jaws and he doubled back. "Wait!" He quickly grabbed another chunk of meat and tossed it toward the monster, only for it to snap its jaws and catch the treat mid-air. That seemed to halt the creature's advances as it swiped its tongue around the muzzle.

Tord took a moment, while he waited for the beast to settle down before trying to bond with it again, to study it. The asset was definitely aggressive, but not as much as he feared it would be. He'd seen the monster at its absolute worst during the border patrol massacre. Right now, the monster was unpredictable and wild still, but not completely deranged to the point Tord couldn't get through it. Since his main theory regarding Tom's lack of control over his monster form derives from him being miserable and bottling up his feelings, Tord guessed that upon revealing all his dark secrets and fears have somewhat lightened the weight Tom carried and thus the asset was a lot more reasonable to deal with. Still, just a theory; but so far it seems to add up.

Taking a deep breath, Tord tried to extend his robotic hand out towards the monster again, only for it to lurch forward and snap at his fingers. He barely pulled them back before the jaws closed in on him.

"Sir, maybe it's best if you were to retreat for now and try again when the asset is in a more agreeable mood? ~" Patrick's voice advised from the communicator. "It doesn't seem particularly interested in making friends right now… ~"

"No way!" Tord gritted his teeth, glaring at the monster stubbornly. No matter how long it takes, or how dangerous the monster may be, he will find a way to tame it.

For Tom.

He attempted to approach the beast yet again only for him to be suddenly yanked backwards by a harsh tug. Alarmed, he glanced over his shoulder only to find none other than Patrick dragging him back to the enclosure gates.

The monster roared and charged after them.

"What are you doing?!" Tord sputtered in an incredulous shrill of disbelief.

"You won't listen to reason; and just as you said, your life depends on us, so we're taking matters into our own hands." Patrick replied as he continued to escort his leader away from the asset.

Paul appeared beside them and stopped, aiming a tranquilizer gun at the approaching monster as it followed after them.

Tord struggled against Patrick as they reached the gates. "Let me go! I got this covered!" He insisted, stepping away from the Polish soldier.

Pat's gaze hardened. "Endangering yourself won't help Tom."

Tord opened his mouth to retort, but stopped when he heard Paul yell out with fright. He and Patrick stiffened, and whipped their heads around to peer into the enclosure. Paul was frantically pulling the trigger on the tranquilizer but nothing happened. It was jammed. The monster slowed to a halt in front of Paul and towered over the helpless Commander.

"Paul!" Patrick cried out, concern and fear shone in his gaze. In a moment of panic he tried in vain to charge back in to help, but Tord held him back. There was nothing he could do, anyway.

"Paul, whatever you do, do not move a muscle!" Tord urged firmly, trying to hide the desperation and fear he felt creeping up his spine.

They could do nothing but watch as Paul froze before the monster. If he tried to make a run for it now the monster will definitely attack, and there's no way, even with all of Paul's training that he could outrun it. The monster stooped down to sniff Paul, nostril's flaring and ruffling Paul's hair with its warm breath.

Tord and Patrick were on edge the entire time as they watched. Are they about to watch the monster gore their companion right in front of their eyes? Patrick will be absolutely devastated. And what will they tell Tom? He already carries so much guilt from all the past victims, but to kill someone he personally knows and gets along with will break whatever is left of his spirit for sure. Tord charged the repulsor in his robotic arm, ready to barge back inside and fight the monster to give Paul the chance to get away.

However, much to their surprise all the tension in the room instantly evaporated as Paul burst into laughter. The monster was nudging the Commander with its muzzle, sniffing him all over and poking his chest intently.

Tord blinked. What's happening right now?

The monster emitted a deep croon that rumbled throughout the room as it buried its muzzle into Paul's chest and started to lick him. Laughing, Paul wove his arms around the snout in a hug of sorts and squeezed both sides of the monster's face.

"Who's a good pupper? Who's a good pupper?" Paul asked in a babyish, playful voice. The monster crooned louder in response. "You are! Yes, you are!"

Watching from afar, Tord and Patrick exchanged bewildered gazes. Paul tamed the monster? Just like that? But why? How? What is it about Paul that earned the monster's trust so fast? Does this mean that Tom is finally getting some semblance of control over this form? But then… why act so aggressively toward him? Tord couldn't help but feel a twinge of jealousy. He should be the one the monster responds to!

Warily, Pat and Tord made their way back over to Paul's side. The monster was too busy purring at the affection it was receiving from Paul to really notice their presence.

"Paul, what did you do?" Tord asked, shifting his gaze back and forth between the Commander and the asset.

Paul shrugged. "Nothing! I just stood still like you said so, then the monster started to sniff and poke me and that tickled me. But I didn't do anything!" He laughed again as the monster continued to nudge into his chest. "I have no idea why it suddenly turned all docile on me. I thought for sure I was about to be a goner!"

Tord narrowed his eye at him in disbelief. Then on a closer look, he noticed little specks of crumbs scattered all over Paul's chin and on the red sweater of his uniform.

He wasn't the only one to notice, as Patrick stepped closer with a frown on his face and swiped the crumbs off of Paul's face. "What have you been eating, Paul?" He crossed his arms and stared at him sternly.

Paul looked away guiltily, a sheepish smile on his face as he struggled to answer. "I may or may not have swiped some peanut butter cookies from the canteen before coming down here."

"Paul!" Pat admonished.

"I can't help it, Pat! Those cookies are delicious as sin, and everyone in this base agrees with me – they would've run out for sure by the time I was done here, and who knows when's the next time we'll have them again? Nuh huh! I wasn't going to take any changes, so I took a few cookies and ate them on my way here."

Tord glanced at the monster. Is that why the monster turned so docile on the drop of a dime? "You wouldn't happen to have more of those cookies on you right now, would you?"

"Of course!" Paul fished the inside of his uniform and pulled out a cookie. "I'm saving some for later."

The cookie was swiped away almost instantaneously by the monster as it leaned forward and licked the treat right out of Paul's hand, slobbering his palm in the process. The beast's fur ruffled as it emitted a deep pleased purr like noise.

"Ew! That felt super weird!" Paul was shaking his hand frantically and swiping over the front of his uniform to dry the saliva. "It was rough, like sandpaper or…" His eyes rounded with sudden realization. "A cat's tongue! Another point for cats!"

Tord held in the urge to facepalm.

The asset continuously drooled as it drew near Paul, presumably scenting him for more treats. In doing so, Paul started to run his hands through the fur on the side of its head, prompting it to tilt closer to him and release another deep rumbling purr. "You reckon Tom is going to remember any of this when he turns back to normal?" Paul asked. "I mean, he said he gets glimpses of his actions as a monster through nightmares. If that's the case this is pretty awkward now!"

"Probably not, since he uses the Dreamcatcher to rest." Tord replied.

"Can you imagine Tom waking up in cold sweat and sitting up in bed because he remembered me calling him a good pupper?" Paul snickered at the thought. "Or feeding him cookies?"

Pat chuckled in agreement. "That is nightmare fuel."

Tord rolled his eye humorously while holding back the urge to laugh. "Oh please, Patrick, that is like a secret fantasy for you. You would love it if Paul fed you cookies, and don't you deny it."

The look of blatant embarrassment and indignation that flushed over the Polish soldier's face was priceless. Tord grinned slyly. Pat opened his mouth to object when the monster gave out a curt growl and nudged Paul again, nearly bowling him over. The Commander pressed his hands against the side of its head to try and sooth it. His eyes suddenly brightened. "Huh, I wondered what happened to his ears…"

Tord raised his eyebrows in surprise. "I'm sorry?"

"His ears." Paul repeated. "When Tom is in his half monster form he has those huge ears, and I thought it was weird that he lost them when he turns full monster, but now I know why." He scratched a spot on the side of the monster's head, pulling the fur apart and unveiling a twitching ear hiding underneath. "Apparently his ears just don't grow any bigger!"

At this discovery, Tord let out a silent gasp and instantly pulled up his robotic arm to document his new finding.

"Pat, come over here and let it catch your scent." Paul extended his hand out toward his partner.

Wide eyed, Pat shook his head and stepped back. "No way. I want to help Tom, but I don't think we should be pushing our luck this soon. Besides, I don't have any peanut butter cookies for it to like me."

"Trust me!" Paul insisted, rubbing the monster's snout affectionately. "I think it's calm enough now for you to get close. Just raise your hand and let it smell you."

Peering over the screen of his arm, Tord watched in silence as Patrick wearily drew closer to the monster. The asset's singular empty socket drifted from Paul and over to Pat, and it froze. Tord held his breath. Judging by the monster's posture now – stiff tail and raised head as though alert – it was definitely interested, not aggressive. But that can so quickly change. Once he was close enough, Patrick slowly lifted the back of his fingers toward it. He flinched when the monster jerked its head back before leaning forward to sniff him. The blast of hot air on his face made Pat cringe away a small bit.

Then the monster reared back suddenly. Patrick was about to jump away, frightened that the asset took offense to him, when it stooped down again and hurried forward to give Pat a long soggy lick on his face. Tord couldn't hold back his laughter. Patrick ducked away, cringing in disgust as saliva coated his face and dishevelled his hair.

Paul chuckled as he rested an arm over the monster's head as it panted. "He likes you, luv!" He winked.

"Great." Pat droned, still rigid as he tried to wipe away the drool to no avail.

As his laughter died down, Tord regarded the monster once again. Since it was being so friendly right now, then surely it will accept his scent this time? He stepped closer to the asset as it accepted another scratch behind the ear from Paul, too busy to notice him at first glance, and he lifted his robotic hand out towards it.

The moment he did that, however, the monster turned to him with a furious snarl; fur bristling as it jerked away from Paul's touch.

Tord doubled back at once. With another growl, the monster whipped around and bounded away, jumping on to one of the ledges to resume its initial position of perching on top and watching over the enclosure.

Frustration bubbled up inside of Tord. He couldn't understand why the monster was so eager to be receptive towards Paul and Patrick, and continuously be so aggressive to him. What is he doing different? A pang of hurt pierced his heart. Is Tom's hatred towards him so strong it manifests itself even in monster form?

"Don't take it so personally, sir." Paul spoke up, jerking him out of his thoughts. "Maybe it just doesn't like your scent! I mean… when was the last time you showered, again?"

Now it was Tord's turn to be embarrassed. He crossed his arms defensively over his chest and turned away. "Showers are for the weak! I am a busy man with lots of things to do, and I can't afford to waste time with such trivial things."

Pat wrinkled his nose. "Well, maybe if you didn't smell so strongly of smoke and sweat the monster would be more receptive towards you." He stated matter of factly.

Looking back and forth between his deputies and the monster watching them from afar, Tord groaned out loud in frustration and gripped his hair in tufts. "Fine! Whatever! I'll take a f#cking shower, but I bet it won't solve a thing!" He marched away, huffing and puffing angrily as he grumbled out curses under his breath.

Still, a small part of him hoped that a simple shower was enough to gain the monster's trust...

(Meanwhile…)

"How are you feeling?"

Edd heard Matt ask as he walked into the living room, a can of cola in his hands.

Several days have passed since their encounter with Reagan, and the group of friends were progressively recovering. After taking Eduardo over to a doctor, he was forced to stay put and take a break from his work to be looked after by Mark; on the blond's insistence, of course. Eduardo hated it every second of it though. Which was reassuring to Edd and Matt to see him be his arrogant grouchy self despite his injuries. They often came over Mark's place to visit them to see how Eduardo was doing and help entertain the burly brunet.

Mark had even gone so far as to contact Eduardo's old flame, Laurel, to update her on the situation and have her pay him a visit. Needless to say, Edd and Mark had a blast teasing Eduardo afterwards for his red flushed face the entire time in her presence and his exaggerated heroic moments as he retold the epic story of how he got hurt to her. Although, upon learning they weren't a thing anymore, Matt happily volunteered to teach Eduardo the art of romance to win Laurel back.

Eduardo is on the verge of murdering all of them in their sleep.

All and all, everything was going well for their group.

Eduardo wriggled, laying down across the cream-coloured sofa in Mark's living room, trying to get comfortable with a blanket draped over him. "I am feeling more than fine!" He argued in exasperation. "Do you have any idea of how much work I could have done in these last few days the three of you kept me here against my will? Probably not a lot, but at least I would be doing something important!"

"Oh, cheer up, Edu!" Matt laughed, sitting cross legged on the floor and peering up at him with twinkling blue eyes. "You're getting pampered. I wish was the one being pampered! I am so jealous of you right now – getting all the attention, doing nothing but rest and eating good food made by Mark."

"I am not helpless, doofus! I don't want to be pampered and sit on my #ss wasting my time – I wanna get up and do sh#t!" Eduardo shouted, kicking the blanket off of him and trying to get up only to wince in pain and lay back down.

Mark slipped past Edd from the kitchen and approached Eduardo with a bowl of soup in his hands. "We just want to be completely sure you fully recover – no need to be such a drama queen!" He chuckled. Tipping his head he added, "should I change your bandages while I'm at it?"

Huffing in frustration, Eduardo took the soup from Mark with a pointed glare. "Just give me the goddamn kit, I can change my own damn bandages, you know-it-all bastard!"

Jovial laughter rang throughout the room. Edd watched over his four friends fondly from the archway between the kitchen and the living room, sipping his cola, extremely relieved that all of their ordeals were seemingly finally over and things were improving.

Wait, four?!

Edd gave a startled gasp and rubbed his eyes.

Blinking at the scene before him again, there was a young man leaning over Eduardo who met Edd's eyes with his own black button ones, his face a mask of concern, and then he vanished again in less than a heartbeat. Was that… Jon? The apparition was gone so quickly that Edd thought he might have hallucinated him just like he did with Tom – especially since no one else in the room acted as if they'd seen him, too. Was that real?

"Edd?" Matt's voice cut through his thoughts. "What's wrong? You look as if you'd seen a ghost!"

I think I just did! Edd shook his head as though clearing his thoughts. "Nothing! I just- uh… has anyone seen Ringo?" He quickly changed the subject. No way would he confess to them what he thinks he witnessed. They'll think he is gone lunatic and probably force him to be put still right beside Eduardo on the couch.

"I'm not sure…" Mark murmured, staring at him with an odd look. "I did go out a couple times to fetch some things from Eduardo's apartment upon his request – maybe she slipped out at some point?"

"Good for her." Eduardo grumbled under his breath, sipping a spoonful of soup. "At least one of us is free to go wherever they want. Damn lucky cat."

"Would you like me to make some more crude drawings of Reagan for you to vent your frustrations on?" Matt offered innocently.

Eduardo gave him a long stare. "You eternally sweet idiot." He said, poking Matt on the side and ruffling his hair. "If you can somehow get the real deal bound and gagged for me to extract sweet vengeance on, that would be better. But I guess drawings will have to do… for now."

"I better go out and find Ringo then, before she is lost for good." Edd quickly excused himself and hurried his way out of the apartment.

It's not that he was necessarily uncomfortable whenever the subject of Reagan is brought up, but the memory of his betrayal is still fresh in his mind and Edd needs some more time to process it before he can look back on it again without any trace of grief. Although, with the help of his friends Edd can only hope he will get over the bitter pain soon enough and move on from Reagan for good. The Irishman had faked their friendship for his own personal gain, anyway – he never cared for Edd or anyone else. As much as Edd would've liked for it to have ended differently, Mark was right. He can't help someone who wanted nothing to do with him in the first place.

If Reagan didn't really care for him, why should he care for him at all?

He crossed the hallway, noticing that the door to Eduardo's apartment was slightly ajar. "Ringo? Ringo! Psst- psst come out!" He called out, slipping inside the burly brunet's apartment knowing that the feline most likely followed Mark in here at some point.

Closing the door behind him, Edd swept his gaze around the room looking for his feline companion. There were papers scattered everywhere. And he thought Matt's apartment was a mess! Hopefully Ringo didn't leave any sort of trace behind here of all places or Eduardo was going to flay both their skins to clean it up. As he stepped farther into the home, Edd was suddenly hit with a wave of memories from not so long ago when this place used to belong to his late dear friend. As sad as the reminder was, Edd only felt a bittersweet sensation tingling in his gut and he smiled faintly at the thought of Tom.

"Mrrow!"

Startling out of his thoughts, Edd blinked in surprise when he spotted Ringo sticking her head beneath some sheets in the far corner of the living room; her tail flicking with interest.

"There you are!" Edd picked her up. The gray tabby instantly curled up and nuzzled into his chest, purring. "What are you doing here, you sneaky little bastard girl? Off exploring?"

He looked up and paused. Something wide and large loomed in front of him, covered up in sheets. Edd thought it was strange for Eduardo to have that in his living room of all places and not in his own room, but he figured maybe it was for the sake of space. No wonder Eduardo never invited them over! He probably doesn't have the time or the patience to tidy this place up with how precious his job is.

The thought lingered in his head.

Eduardo often complained about getting back to work, even long before his stab wound. He would insist he had better things to do and go stalk off to his apartment after hanging out with them. Matt wasn't kidding when he said that Eduardo is too busy to get into needless fights with him. But that only drives Edd more curious. What is Eduardo working on?

Edd stared at the large shrouded shape before him. One peek wouldn't hurt, surely? He thought in contemplation. But… that would be invading Eduardo's privacy! I shouldn't pry where I'm not wanted… Then another more cunning and mischievous thought popped in his head to counter argue his morals. Eduardo is confined to Mark's couch, and I don't need to go back so soon; no one needs to know about this. He realized with unusual slyness; almost as though he were coercing himself into doing something he didn't really want. Plus, it would be pretty good for once to know what the f#ck is Eduardo up to. Could even be something embarrassing to tease him with!

Encouraged now, Edd extended his arm out while carefully balancing Ringo on just one arm and grabbed the sheets. He gulped, hesitating a couple of heartbeats. He wasn't sure what to expect. Maybe a huge life-sized golden trophy for the world's number one biggest ego, and Eduardo just really likes to polish and look at every hour of the day. Edd wouldn't be surprised.

Without further delay, he pulled back the sheets.

Edd's eyes widened and he gasped.

A large corkboard was revealed to him, but the contents that it held was what disturbed Edd. Several news articles of mysterious vigilante operations spread throughout Europe were pinned and highlighted; sticky notes were glued here and there in frantic writing in black marker, commenting: Who are they? What is their goal? Where is their base? Who is the Red Leader? A long thread of red string was stretched out across the board and pinned to different areas of a world map with crossed out spaces and pictures. At the centre of it all, a red symbol with two jagged points stretching upward like horns and the one leg trailing off into a dribble as if it were blood by the end. Right beneath the symbol though, was two pictures. One of Jon, smiling innocently toward the camera, the edges of the photo ripped and worn off and with a caption "never forget" next to it. The other picture… Edd felt his heart race as he recognized it. It was a picture of himself standing and smiling beside Matt, Tom, and Tord; taken the day the four of them moved in together, and it used to be hung on the wall of the living room of their old home. The picture was slightly charred, and Tord's face was aggressively crossed out, and Tom's face was scribbled out for some reason.

Edd felt as if the entire building was falling in on top of him, slowly, level by level, like in a dream.

"I wish you hadn't seen that."

The voice made Edd freeze in place. Gulping, he wearily turned around to find Eduardo closing the door behind him with narrowed eyes.

Frustrated that he was being kept on a couch and away from his work for so long, Eduardo finally had enough, and so he managed to trick doofus into pestering Mark to distract the blond long enough for him to make his escape and sneak back to his own apartment. He longed to get just a little glimpse of his work and get his brain back on track again. He can't stand being idle anymore! But when he found the loser gawking at his work… sh#t.

Eduardo's eyes were like small dark coals, and Edd could've sworn he glimpsed a strange flash of green flicker across his gaze. Those eyes pinned Edd to the floor for a long, agonizing moment.

"Step away from it, Loser." Eduardo cautioned, his voice low as he drew closer. "I know this looks bad, but I can explain."

Edd remained unmoved. Gripping Ringo tighter in his arms, he struggled to gather his thoughts and stay calm. There were so many questions running through his brain at once that Edd wasn't sure what to ask first. A surge of panic washed over him. All he could think about as he observed Eduardo approach was Reagan's words replaying over and over again in his head. Oh sure! I am certain that your friendship is genuine and not in any way based on some form of self-interest at all. He wants you to replace his dead friend, and you want him for some hidden agenda you got going on. Who is using who here, I wonder? He had said when Eduardo came to his defence. And then later, he'd added: You never got over the death of your friend. Not entirely, anyway. Thinking back to the encounter now, Edd realized with a sinking feeling of dread that Reagan might've been right about Eduardo.

"Loser-"

"What is all of this? What does any of this supposed to mean? Why do you have a picture of me and my friends up on your creepy conspiracy board?" Edd blurted accusingly as he backed away. He narrowed his eyes into a glare. "Are you… are you only using us to get to Tord or something?"

Eduardo paused. He breathed deeply in and out through his nose, wondering the best way to go about this without freaking the loser out more than he already is.

"I am looking for the ones responsible for ruining our lives." He let out his breath again in a long hiss through his teeth. Meeting Edd's paralyzed gaze he continued. "After your friend, if you can even call him that, killed Jon and blew up our homes I vowed I would get revenge and make him pay for what he did. I went back to the wreckage of our homes to look for clues; hence the picture of you and your friends. Surprised you didn't take it with you when you scavenged for the rest of your belongings."

Edd looked away. After the robot incident, he and Matt stayed over Tom's new place for a little while, too upset to go back to get their stuff so soon after what happened. When they eventually had to look for their stuff, Edd thought the picture was gone forever. Burned in a blaze during the explosion.

"Anyway; I poked around the ashes of your home and then investigated the robot's crash site, looking for clues that the bastard might still be alive." Eduardo went on icily. "I thought this was just the actions of a dumb batsh#t insane lunatic, but I was wrong. During my investigation I discovered that he had not acted alone."

Extremely startled by his words, Edd's eyes widened. "What are you saying?"

"I have gathered enough evidence to suggest that he was acting on behalf of a secret organization calling themselves The Red Army."

Edd froze; huge eyed. The same organization Reagan wanted me to join? A chill of dread rippled down his spine, his stomach churning as pieces slowly pieced themselves together. He moved aside as Eduardo paced past to face the board.

"It's a lot to process, I know, but it's all true." Eduardo went on. "Not much is known about them. Most people don't even believe they really exist – that they are on the same level as the illuminati and just another crazy conspiracy theory to blame things on. But I know it's true, and it's all connected to this symbol," He gestured the red icon plastered in the middle of the board. "all I gathered so far is that they seek total world domination, and they are led by a mysterious figure known as the Red Leader."

Edd hardly heard him, trying to understand what all of this means. Tord... was part of the Red Army? What are the chances that I am asked to join the same organization as him? Does Reagan know Tord? Is he even still alive after all?

His hold on Ringo eased, and the feline climbed up his arm to perch herself over his shoulders. This was all too much to process. "Is Mark in on this as well?"

Eduardo shook his head. "He knows the truth about my work, but he doesn't want to be involved." He responded with a low growl in his voice. Despite Mark's emotional support, he couldn't help but hold some resentment toward the blond for not wanting to seek revenge on the f#cker who took Jon away from them. But he could understand Mark's desire to keep his life simple and just move on, so he can't afford to be that angry with him. "Leave him out of this, loser. His friendship is genuine."

"And you, what? Only befriended Matt and I in hopes we knew something about Tord?" Edd challenged, struggling to keep his voice from wavering. "I was right about you all along! I knew you were not to be trusted!"

Eduardo winced. "You're… partially correct." He admitted, shifting his feet. "Thing is… doofus doesn't know anything useful." He steadily met Edd's gaze.

Understanding instantly dawned on him, and anger pulsed hot and strong within him. "Even if I knew whether he's even alive did you really think I would ever tell you? "Oh, you want to go after Tord, you say? Sure thing, Eduardo, he's chilling out in Dubai last I heard of him – go ahead and carry out your revenge on my best friend; I don't mind!" -"

"Edd!" Eduardo's furious hiss cut him off. "How can you still consider him your friend after he betrayed you? Don't tell me you seriously forgive him for what he's done?! Didn't you learn anything from dealing with Reagan?"

Edd narrowed his eyes. "Clearly you are not any better!" He motioned the board again.

"I am not using you! I just-" Eduardo sighed and tried again. "I had hoped you would help me find him and make him pay for what he did to us. Make all of them pay. You are the only person I can think of who would have any reason to want to go after them."

"Eduardo…" Edd shook his head. He swallowed the anger rising in his throat. "Going after Tord and the Red Army won't bring Jon back."

"I know that!" Eduardo snapped, his hands balling into fists. He paused, his tone softening as he gazed at the board again. "No matter how much I want him back, I will never see him ever again. I made my peace with that fact. What I don't conform with is letting those bastards get away with this scott free!"

Edd said nothing. Eduardo persisted. "Haven't you ever wondered?"

"Wondered what?"

Eduardo fixed him with a cold calculating gaze. Edd didn't like that look. "Think about it, loser." He murmured bitterly. "Tom took him down. He stopped the Red Army from accomplishing their plans… isn't it odd that he was killed a few months shortly after?"

Backing away, Edd felt his mouth go dry and he could barely contain his body from trembling. "What- what are you saying?" He stammered.

"Do I really have to spell it out for you? Your friend, or whoever is in charge of the Red Army, had Tom killed for standing in the way of their plans."

Edd's stomach churned. He stared back at Eduardo, too shocked to respond right away.

He didn't want to think about what this could mean. It was so much easier to accept Tom's death as just a sudden tragedy rather than a revenge plot from an evil organization he was almost conned into joining. Fresh grief tore at his heart. "You don't know that!"

Eduardo shrugged. "You're right. I have no evidence to support that is indeed what happened to Tom. But you can't deny that it is a likely possibility." He stepped closer. "Loser, you knew that lunatic the best. Is there any way he could have survived the robot's destruction? Did he ever mention to you anything about this organization? Please, if you know anything about this at all you have to tell me!"

Unable to answer, Edd glanced away. Thanks to Reagan, he now has a lot of valuable information Eduardo would die to get his hands on. But something about this just didn't feel right, and he was hesitant to share all he knows.

He felt sick. The memories of both Tord and Reagan's betrayals replayed in his head; still fresh as though they had just happened. If Tord were still alive he would want to know exactly why he did what he did. Maybe Tord was conned into joining the Red Army like I was? Could the Red Leader have forced him to betray us? But those were only childish wishes and desperate attempts to excuse Tord's behaviour and pin the blame on someone else. To keep believing he was still, deep down inside, his best friend and that he could still be saved.

But Tord had made himself and his intentions pretty clear that day. What do I need friends for when I've got THIS?! He remembered with a pang of hurt. Goodbye, Edd! The world isn't going to take over itself!

And what of Reagan? There is no excuse for what he did.

Edd thought back to their confrontation in the alley. Reagan was absolutely livid when the Red Leader for whatever reason had refused to let Edd join them and then demoted him as punishment. Edd couldn't get this specific detail out of his head. Why did the Red Leader reject him? Was it because they knew of his connection to Tord? Do they think of him as a threat to their organization like Tom had proved himself to be?

Strangest thing of all, however, had to be the conversation he had with Reagan on the phone the day before. Or at least, who he thought was Reagan.

The voice had been exactly like the Irishman's, but the caller's attitude had been all wrong. Looking back at it now, Edd realized whoever it was had been a little too apologetically and nervous throughout the conversation; not like Reagan at all. But who else could have been? Who could possibly know his phone number and have ties to the Red Army-

It felt like the entire world just inverted in on itself as the obvious answer dawned on him.

Edd could hardly breathe. Everything he knew up to this point has been suddenly flipped over, and changed the entire picture he thought he knew so well. His mind was buzzing with frantic thoughts; everything that's happened to him over the past year was accumulating inside his head into dreadful realizations.

Tord… it was Tord who called me…

Edd felt a cold shiver wrack his entire body.

Along with this revelation came several implications. Tord is alive! He's okay! A wave of relief swept a fraction of his grief away, making him feel slightly lighter in his chest. Then troubled thoughts set in. Oh god, I actually talked to him after all this time. But what does this mean?

Recalling the conversation on the phone, now it made more sense as to why "Reagan" had been so wistful and sorrowful. He regrets what he did! He wants to come home! Maybe he WAS forced to turn on us by the Red Leader. Is he imprisoned in the Red Army? Did he join them only to regret his actions but now can't leave? Reagan never mentioned anything about what were to happen if someone wanted to back out, but considering he had warned them to think carefully about their decision Edd guessed leaving the organization wasn't possible.

Just as the idea of Tord being an unwilling member of the Red Army came to mind, stirring pity for his former friend, more disturbing possibilities popped up.

But what if he is okay with all of this? Does he know that Tom is dead? What exactly had he been apologizing for back in the phone call? The fact that he betrayed them… or that he got Tom killed? Did the Red Leader order him to kill Tom himself? Edd paused, his throat tightening. Could Tord be the Red Leader himself? Reagan did firmly believe I might have a connection to them...

Just as all these thoughts threatened to overwhelm him, feeling like he was about to burst into tears just from the sheer weight they had over him, he forced himself to pause upon realizing how much he doesn't know. There was one comforting fact about all this, however. No matter who Tord really is or what his involvement in the Red Army is, he told Edd that they would meet again someday once he "worked on himself" and that he has "a lot to atone for". So there was hope; a small glimmer of hope that Tord was still his friend.

I need to find him! Edd decided with absolute certainty. I need to get down to the bottom of this and find answers!

And wouldn't you know it; there's a guy standing right next to him who is also looking for Tord – albeit for entirely different reasons – and who may have a lead on how to find him, if only he had half the knowledge Edd has on the Red Army to do so.

A twinge of guilt ignited within him. He was partially to blame for Jon's death for allowing Tord into his home despite all the red flags he gave off and Tom's warnings, and Eduardo obviously misses his friend dearly. Now he was seriously considering using this opportunity to get Eduardo to lead him straight to Tord? That was messed up in so many ways!

Just as he thought that though, a sneaky little voice in the back of his mind said otherwise. You need him just as much as he needs you! You have the information, and he has the means to apply it. Just go along with him for now, and reach out to Tord before Eduardo can get to him. It will be easy! You can't do this by yourself… Edd could almost imagine an arm casually leaning over his shoulders as he carefully considered the plan. He hated to admit it, but Reagan had left a bigger impact on him than he was ready to come to terms with. He could practically hear Reagan's voice so clearly as though he were speaking right beside him. Give him the necessary tools and let him do the hard work for you. Once you get a lead, sweep in and claim your reward before he does. You won't be hurting anyone! He won't accomplish anything by killing Tord, and you need answers badly. I say this is a win-win for everyone!

These dark thoughts reminded Edd of Reagan's lesson back in the alleyway. "Everyone is out to get you. No one is really your friend. We all have motives for the things we do, and that includes relationships. Once you've served your purpose in someone's agenda, they will discard you. Simple as that. But no one really cares about you! If you don't use others, you're gonna get used yourself, and see how long you'll last just being a mere pawn. Be wary of everyone's intentions, or be played for a fool. If there's one thing that I can teach you, Eddie; let it be that."

Edd shifted his weight in contemplation. I care about Eduardo. He is my friend. I am not doing this with the intent to hurt him. He reasoned. But I can't exactly let him kill Tord either. Besides, he was totally on board to use me to get to Tord, so using him in turn shouldn't be all that damming, surely? But in the off chance that Tord is in fact the Red Leader and is in some way involved with Tom's death… Edd might have to rethink his whole plan.

He turned to Eduardo, opening his mouth to speak when a cold chill passed through him all of the sudden, making goose bumps rise along the back of his neck and arms. Edd glimpsed a see-through shape appear like a shadow beside Eduardo. Blinking rapidly, he could've sworn he saw the figure peel away from Eduardo and fade away; all the while, staring at him with a sad smile. A soft voice echoed in Edd's head, "Please take care of him for me."

Jon?

Now that's just ridiculous. Why would he be seeing and hearing Jon's... ghost? He's obviously imagining things! Clearly he is too stressed out by recent events and is in need of a desperate nap.

However, the thing that kept him from dismissing this strange sighting as a mere figment of his imagination was the fact that he felt Ringo tense over his shoulders. She lifted her head with a quiet chirp, staring straight at the spot Jon had been with pricked ears. Again, Edd wasn't unfamiliar with the supernatural but this was just too much at this point. Suppose I did see Jon, how come Tom isn't here then? He thought bitterly, then sighed in resignation. Fine, whatever. Be the supernatural powers from the beyond or whatever! I will keep an eye out for Eduardo; you happy?! He internally shouted to the heavens.

"I understand if this is all too much for you to take in; I don't blame you in the slightest. But at least think about my offer, will you?" Eduardo's rough voice broke him out of his thoughts. His gaze remained fixed on the board. "The Red Army is rising whether we like it or not. There's something happening all over the world, and if we don't act now more people like Jon can get hurt-"

"I'll help you." Edd interrupted, twisting his hands together.

At that, Eduardo looked up and met his gaze, eyebrows raised in surprise. Edd sighed. He can't afford to lose any more of his friends; they mean everything to him. He's lost so much already. But if there's even the slightest chance of seeing Tord again and get some answers, he needs to take that risk. It's best he joins forces with Eduardo now rather than let him go off on his own path of revenge and get hurt.

They need each other now more than ever.

"I will tell you everything I know…"

(Meanwhile…)

Sitting in the middle of the enclosure, his legs crossed, Tord remained motionless as he observed the monster. After taking a reluctant shower and clearing his head, Tord marched straight back into the enclosure and gave strict orders to Paul and Pat not to disturb him this time as he attempts to bond with the monster for the second time that day.

They have been nervous, of course.

"You sure about this, sir?" Paul questioned, exchanging an uneasy glance with Patrick. "The monster is still dangerous, and you don't have any cookies to make it more friendly. If something were to happen while we're not there to save you…"

"It will be fine!" Tord assured, waving his hand dismissively. "I got this. I will stay in that enclosure long enough for the monster to get used to my presence, and then I'll tame it! I can't do anything stupid if I just stay absolutely still, right? You two go on ahead and fulfil your duties. I will handle Tom."

It had been hard to get rid of his most trusted soldiers' worried and watchful presences, but they relented upon the condition that at the first sign of trouble on his part he must contact them immediately. Tord simply shooed them away with a polite smile and vowed to do as such should the worse happen. But Tord wasn't the least bit worried. He will bond with the monster this time! Even if he has to spend an entire decade secluded inside this closure, he will get the monster to open up to him.

For Tom…

He'd been sitting there, doing nothing but watch, for three hours now. So far the only thing the monster has done since he arrived was hiss at him and occasionally try to take a bite out of him, only for Tord to stand his ground and drive it back with a flash of his repulsor. The monster wasn't content with his presence, to say the least.

Now it remained perched on top of one of the platforms, curled up with its tail wrapped around itself, peering down at him from above with what Tord could only describe as an annoyed expression. It growled softly, shaking its pelt and then turning to groom the inside of one of its massive paws.

Tord sighed. "This may take a while…"

To pass the time, he decided to re-read the files he has written down so far on both the monster and the serum; as well as freshen up his knowledge on animal behaviour to help him tame the monster. So if the monster were to turn its back on me or display its belly that could potentially mean that it trusts me. He made a mental note on that.

The sound of panting and a blast of warm breath over his back stirred Tord from his thoughts. He blinked and turned around. When did the monster get so close without him hearing it?

The monster loomed over him, as though looking at the screen on his robotic arm, tongue lolling. As soon as Tord turned around however, the monster instantly stopped and steadily stared back at him; closing its mouth and going silent. Tord furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. "What?"

The monster simply kept staring at him. It did nothing but stare.

Somewhat wary of their close proximity, Tord dared not to turn his back on the monster in case it saw fit to attack him with his guard down. He glanced away but made sure to keep the monster in his peripheral vision with his one good-working eye. He only scrolled down the screen on his arm to keep reading when the monster resumed panting behind him again.

Tord whipped around.

The monster paused and met his gaze.

Hmm… I wonder…?

With a small knowing smile growing on his face, Tord turned away again but didn't bother looking at his screen anymore. He wanted to try something out. And sure enough, as soon as he faced away from the monster he heard it pant behind him once more. Tord glanced back only for it to stop and stare at him. He repeated the motion a couple of times only to be met with the exact same response.

"What's the matter?" Tord asked, his voice light with amusement. "Are you self-conscious about being stared at or something?"

The monster whined, gnashing its teeth and swiping a forked tongue over its snout.

Tord shook his head and laughed. He didn't take his gaze off of the asset this time. He observed its movements closely, studying its body language to deduct its current mood. Seems… friendly enough, I suppose?

With that in mind, Tord scrambled to his feet and tried reaching out toward it with his robotic hand.

The monster growled at him, fur bristling along its neck and back before it bounded away; tail streaming behind as it headed for the pool.

Tord clenched his fists in frustration. Why why why WHY? He thought angrily, resisting the urge to stomp his feet like a brat and lose his composure. He glanced down at his hand. What am I doing wrong now? I took a shower for you, damnit! Taking deep breaths to calm down his temper, Tord forced himself to sit back down and wait patiently for another chance to bond with the monster.

Finding something else to occupy his mind in the meantime, Tord had to remind himself that the only reason as to why the monster wasn't behaving nowhere as vicious as it had presented itself in the past and didn't simply gobble him up now when it could so easily do, is probably because of Tom's different state of mind since he had come clean about his condition. But that still doesn't explain why the monster was so stubborn when it comes to him.

A few more hours go by. Patrick paid him a visit at some point, to make sure he was still alive and gave him some food to go along with it. The monster seemed very intrigued with him as he was eating; staring at him intently the entire time. Later, Tord decided to take the chance and do some thinking time. Nothing too special – just thinking about how he plans to solve the money situation and pay for all the damages the monster caused in the border patrol massacre, or what new inventions he could create next… or how utterly amazing and beautiful Tom is…

A fuzzy fluttering sensation flooded his chest as the image of the selfless eyeless man popped into his head, prompting his cheeks to turn a light shade of crimson.

Although he no longer denies his feelings for Tom, Tord wasn't sure what he is supposed to do with them now. Motivate him to help Tom, he'd guessed. But other than that what should he be doing? It's not like he can act on them; Tom needs to recover from his ordeal – that's what matters most. True, his heart is screaming and yearning for Tom, but even if it takes an entire lifetime Tord won't do anything until he is certain that Tom is happy. That's the most important thing right now.

For Tom to be happy again.

If only Tord could make that happen…

He glanced over toward the monster, where it was swimming around in the pool; head half-submerged in the water, looking eerily similar to a crocodile. Its singular empty socket blinked at him before diving.

The asset was surprisingly fond of water. Aside from swimming every once in a while the monster likes to dip its snout under the water and blow bubbles. Tord thought that was incredibly endearing, especially for an indestructible weapon of war.

The monster swam around for a little while longer before heaving itself out of the pool, and shaking its pelt to flick off the water to dry. Tord winced, putting up his hands to try and shield himself as much as possible from the collateral spray of droplets. Once dry enough, the monster slunk quickly toward the ledges and leaped up high to perch itself on top of one of the platforms. Curling up with its tail dangling off one side, and its claws gripping the edge.

A few more hours passed, and Tord felt his eyes start to grow heavy. Though he can spend several days in a row with no sleep, it was a lot harder to accomplish such a feat when there wasn't much for him to do to keep his mind otherwise occupied or the aid of coffee. Not to mention that falling asleep in near proximity to the monster wouldn't be wise.

He slapped himself hard. Stay awake! He told himself. No matter how long it takes, I need to be aware of my surroundings and bond with the monster.

He cast a glance at the monster and paused. The asset has its head tucked between its paws, eye closed, and breathing deep and steady as it snored. A rare sight. The monster doesn't sleep very often; usually only when it has run out of energy and is ready to transform back into Tom soon. Tord blinked tiredly. With the monster fast asleep, there's no danger in taking a closer look at its features… it would be nice to run his hands over its face and find out the feel of the texture of its fur without it snarling at him every time he gets too close. So many things he could investigate… for SCIENCE!

Carefully jumping to his feet, Tord stealthily sneaked his way over to the foot of the platform where the monster was resting on top of. He wondered how he was going to get all the way up there when he caught sight of the dangling tail. It wasn't low enough for him to reach, but with a little help from one of his arm's features…

Grinning, Tord deployed the grappling hook from his robotic arm, shooting his metallic hand upward until it grabbed along the length of the monster's tail. Tugging on his arm a couple of times to test the hand's grip, Tord started to retract the cable joint and was pulled upwards until he found himself hanging on to the tail.

Just as he was about to climb the rest of the appendage, the monster let out a low growl.

Tord stiffened.

The tail drew up suddenly and started to whip around violently back and forth. Tord clung on for dear life, but he could not stand the sheer velocity and strength of the blows and he was flung away.

Tord hurtled through the air with a startled shout. He could only watch helplessly as his surroundings blurred together into an incomprehensible whirlwind, and the pool drew closer until he splattered head first into the water. Terror gripped Tord's chest as he made impact with the water, all breath being driven out of him at once and leaving him winded, making him instinctively open his mouth to draw a big gulp of air only to choke on water instead; lungs instantly flooding.

He writhed around desperately, hands to his throat as he gagged. No! I can't die this way! The Red Leader can't go out this way! He thought frantically. But try as he might, he could not do anything. The force of the impact has stunned him. He couldn't move.

Just as his vision was about to black out, a shadow fell over him and the water suddenly churned. He felt something tug at his uniform and pull him up. Tord coughed and retched as he broke through the surface while his rescuer carried him to land.

He collapsed as he was dropped onto the floor, beating his own chest and spitting up water as he gasped for air. Something big and heavy nudged his back, as though trying to help. Tord was too shocked to make sense of what just happened.

A deep croon resonated from behind him.

Turning around, Tord blinked up at the monster tiredly. It was dripping wet. "You… you saved me." He rasped.

The monster towered over him, panting softly, tilting its head to one side as it observed him with the closest thing Tord would guess was a worried expression.

As his mind cleared, Tord clumsily dragged himself to stand up. His ears were full of water and he knocked the side of his head to clear them. He craned his neck back to peer up at the monster again; a wave of gratitude and warmth flooding through him. "Tom? Are you there? Were you the one who-?"

The monster snorted, ruffling its fur and swiping its tongue over its snout.

Tord's stance faltered briefly. Tom or not, the monster still saved him from drowning. Then surely… now it must feel something toward him, right? He hesitated, looking into the monster's one eye. Since it bothered at all to save him then his tactic of letting it get used to his presence must've worked!

Taking massive gulps of air as he recovered; Tord faced the monster calmly and lifted his robotic hand out towards it.

At once, the monster's calm and peaceful attitude shifted to aggressive as it bared its teeth at him and snarled. Tord blinked. He couldn't believe… he couldn't understand… after all this, the monster still refuses to accept him? But why? Gritting his teeth in frustration, Tord stepped closer and urged the monster to accept him anyway. However, as the beast growled at his fingers he realized that the asset wasn't being necessarily aggressive toward him… but at his arm.

He pulled back his hand, watching the monster's features soften to neutral again. Tord stared at the palm of his robotic hand. He did blast the monster with the repulsor function on multiple occasions… he can't exactly blame it for hating or fearing it. The monster doesn't trust his arm not to hurt it again.

Which means…

Tord swallowed, knowing precisely what he needed to do to gain the monster's trust now.

Facing the asset once more, staring steadily into its one eye, he took a deep breath and warily lifted the back of his left hand out towards it; trying very hard to keep from trembling. Tord wasn't sure if this will work. For all he knows, the monster still despises him or is feeling hungry for some human flesh. He's taking a huge risk, for sure, but isn't it worth a try? What's he got to lose? His one remaining arm? Think of how many features he will have with two robotic arms!

Tord remained absolutely still, his arm still extended as he watched the monster. Its snout seemed to twitch as it leaned forward to sniff at his hand. Tord held his breath with anticipation. Here we go; it's analysing my scent. He could feel blasts of warm breath over his wet dripping palm, but he remained motionless.

His breath nearly hitched in his throat when the monster put an end to the distance between them and nudged his hand with its muzzle, purring softly.

Tord stared at the asset in surprise. A chuckle of disbelief rising in his throat as he ran his hand over the monster's face. It felt almost velvety under his touch. He could feel the vibrations as a deep purr rumbled in the monster's throat. Its tongue flicked out and lapped at his hand. Tord cringed away slightly. Oh god, Paul's right. It does feel like a cat's tongue.

He continued running his hand over its muzzle, carefully bringing his robotic hand up to the side of the monster's face. The asset growled at the sight of it and tried to twist away.

"Shhh… it's okay." Tord soothed. "I'm not going to hurt you. There there."

Slowly he placed the palm of his robotic hand along the monster's muzzle. Tord paused, looking up at the monster to judge its temperament. It blinked back at him with a low whine. Tord started to scratch and rub along the side of the monster's head affectionately. A few heartbeats of standing still, the monster seemed to finally relent and leaned into his touch with another deep purr.

Tord smiled warmly. "There you go. That's it. You're okay now, Tom." He continued to pet it.

Staring into its singular empty socket, he couldn't help but feel a wave of sadness wash over him. Tord leaned forward to rest his forehead on the monster's nose.

"I'm sorry for hurting you, Tom."

He remained that way for several heartbeats, just listening to the monster's breathing.

All too soon, the asset pulled away from him and left to return to its usual spot on the elevated platform, turning its back to him. With one mighty leap, it climbed the ledge and heaved itself on top; curling up to resume its interrupted nap.

Tord stared after it in awe.

The spell was broken however, when he noticed all the clumps of purple hair stuck to his hands from petting it. What's worse still is that it looked like every surface of the entire enclosure was covered in stray strands of fur; even the pool had some chunks of purple fur floating about. What a mess to clean up this will be. Tord tried dusting his hands to get rid of the particles stuck to him, but they remained resistant. Next, he attempted to swipe them over his uniform just to get even more fur stuck to his being.

"For goodness sake!" He shouted in frustration, swiping at himself furiously. "You shed so much F#CKING FUR! God – with how much you shed we could collect every tuft of fur of yours and make clothes out of it-"

He cut himself off mid-sentence as an idea suddenly struck him. The monster sheds a ton of fur with every period it spends transformed... cleaning the enclosure and disposing of all the clumps of hair was a pain in the ass… and the army just so happens to be in dire need of an economic boost to pay for all the damages…

Tord took a strand of purple fur stuck to his uniform to analyse it more closely. He will have to contact his tailors soon and see what they can do with it. He had a feeling that purple was about to become the newest fashion trend soon.

Notes:

And so, Edd and Eduardo are going to join forces from here on out to find out everything they can about the Red Army and potentially stop their plans of total global domination. This is where their involvement in this story ends. We will see them again in the end, but the plot will turn it's focus on Tom and Tord and Reagan. I know it may seem odd to finish their character arc's here at this point after it seems as though things were just getting started for them, but I hope that as you read on and reach the end of this story things will make more sense in the long run.
But anyways, thank you guys for reading. I appreciate your support immensely! Don't forget to leave a review and tell me what you thought. Hope you guys enjoyed it, and I'll see yah all in two weeks! ;)

Chapter 30: Chapter 30

Summary:

Tom and Tord grow closer.

Chapter Text

Tom blinked awake, finding himself lying on his bed and staring at the ceiling of his room; fully clothed and the Dreamcatcher in his ear, the same way as it has been for the last few weeks.

He glanced at the radio on his nightstand to check the hour and realized it was three in the morning.

His transformations were seriously disorientating. He could hardly keep track of time whenever the sudden urge to shift hits him. Tom would be in a training session with Tord or hanging out with Paul and Pat when he is taken over by the powerful urge to transform. It was disconcerting popping in and out of existence like that.

Tom sighed and sat up in bed.

He knew he wouldn't be able to go back to sleep. In fact; his body felt revived and full of energy, and Tom longed to release it. Reading a book now didn't appeal to him. Maybe training by myself will do me some good.

Jumping to his feet, Tom slipped out of his room and made his way through the long empty hallways toward the training room. No signs of life. The silence was deafening for the most part, but Tom was aware of distant footsteps wandering far above him.

His senses have gotten much sharper since he gave in to his transformations.

Oftentimes he would listen to soldiers stomping around on the upper levels and talk to one another, though Tom could never make out precisely what they were saying. A shame, really; it would be fun if he could eavesdrop on others' conversations and learn some juicy gossip to share with Paul and Pat. But he wasn't limited to only hearing. His sense of smell has gotten better, too; to the point where he could associate certain smells with individuals and tell them apart from each other.

Tom smiled, remembering Tord's reaction when he found out. The Norwegian man had been so ecstatic he often blindfolded him and tested his senses with different assortments of items and foods to see the extent of his new skills. Tom would never admit it out loud but he found Tord's excitement, dare he say… cute?

"You are nothing more than a silly little plaything to him. ~" The voice warned, obscuring his vision and weighing down on his shoulders as it grasped them. Despite all the mental evaluations with Patrick and revealing the truth about his condition, the voice doesn't seem any less deterred in its attempts to make him suffer. "You think you are safe and happy now, but when the inevitable happens and they show you their true colours, you will look back to these moments with regret – wishing you had died to avoid the pain you are sure to feel in the future. You remember what that pain feels like, don't you? ~"

And why should I trust you over them, again? Tom countered wryly, though he still felt its words pierce through his heart like arrows. He winced in pain, trying to pull them from his chest. You need me more than I need you, clearly. You have no power over me anymore, and I won't listen to what you have to say ever again.

The voice growled. Before it could properly respond however, Tom became aware of an acrid scent drifting through his nose. He halted in his steps, tasting the air to pinpoint what it was and where the smell was coming from. It was faint, as though it passed by this way a few hours ago. The scent itself was strong and pungent, making his nose wrinkle in disgust. His eyes widened when he finally recognized it.

It's smoke! He realized. Someone smoked through here recently. Not too hard a guess as to who that could be…

Despite his better judgement Tom decided to follow the scent to see where it leads. He wandered through the dim hallways, following his nose until the distant sound of metal clinking reached his ears. Needless to say, Tom wasn't the least bit surprised when he was led to the test room; the sounds slightly louder coming from within.

Pausing before the door, Tom stared at it in silent contemplation. For some strange reason there was a part of him that felt compelled to go inside and see him. Probably something to do with the overwhelming loneliness he tends to feel wandering through the long hallways on his own in the dead of the night.

If he's awake right now, then maybe we could train together. Tom is anxious and wide awake, but the truth is that he wants some company. Even if it is Tord.

Figuring it wouldn't hurt to pay a visit and ask; Tom pushed the heavy door open and slipped inside the dim cluttered room.

Navigating his way toward the centre, careful not to bump into anything, Tom felt his heart quickening when he came upon the wide open space illuminated by a single light shining over Tord's lone silhouette hunched over a table, tinkering in silence, his back turned toward him. For a while, Tom did nothing but observe.

From this distance he could identify his scent more clearly now.

If Tom had to describe Tord's scent it probably be something along the lines of gunpowder, smoke and burning flesh – as though the robot incident would never truly wash away from him – and surprisingly enough, a faint hint of peppermint and cinnamon. Even though the smell would be considered foul for most, and Tom wouldn't blame them, something about it was strangely enticing to him. It was fitting for Tord, he supposed.

"I know you're there, Thomas."

Tom stiffened in surprise. "How did you know it was me?"

Tord chuckled, turning around. "Well, Paul and Patrick are usually either asleep or having fun at this hour; and you are the only other person in this level…" He paused, staring at Tom with a meaningful glance. "What are you doing up at this hour, anyway? You should be resting."

"Hang on, if you're going to ask me that at least start off explaining the reason why you are up and about yourself!" Tom countered with a teasing edge to his voice as he approached. "Don't be a hypocrite, Commie."

It was strange. Usually Tom would've felt defensive and maybe a little irritated with Tord for questioning him this way, but now all he could feel was a light-hearted amusement.

Tord smirked and rolled his eye. "Night time is when I am most productive! I've been stuck doing paperwork for hours, and I got a new idea for an invention I really wanted to get started on so I came straight here the second I was done- !" He broke off with a sudden sneeze.

"You okay there, dude?" Tom tipped his head, holding back his laughter. Tord's sneezes were hilariously squeaky. "You don't look so good."

Waving his hand dismissively, Tord managed to reply. "I'm fine." He sniffled. "I'm just… I'm probably coming down with a slight cold or something. Nothing to be worried about."

It's already bad enough having both Paul and Pat on his case ever since he first started displaying signs of sickness, probably from when he was tossed into the pool and then promptly rescued by the monster, but Tom shouldn't concern himself with him. It was unneeded, really. He is the one supposed to look after Tom, and not the other way around.

Tom stared down at his feet, suddenly nervous. "I woke up a while ago and didn't want to go back to sleep."

"Nightmares?"

"No. I just… I'm not tired, and I thought about training by myself when I followed your scent here and, well, I thought, maybe…" Tom hesitated, ducking his head in embarrassment and feeling shy all of the sudden. "I wondered if you would like to train together with me?"

Why am I so embarrassed to ask? It's just training!

Tord lifted his head, blinking in surprise at his offer. "S-sure!" He cleared his throat, trying to sound more confident and less enthusiastic. "Of course! Let me just finish tinkering with this and we can head off. I won't take long."

Nodding fervently, Tom decided to settle down on one of the nearest tables cluttered with junk. He carefully pushed the devices apart to make space for himself. Sitting on the edge of the table, his legs dangling casually, he peered at his surroundings and waited patiently for Tord.

"Tom?"

"Yes?"

"Would you mind if I make a small cut on your shoulder the next time you turn monster?" Tord asked hot with embarrassment knowing how weird of a request this was. To elaborate he added, "I want to test your healing factor, but I will totally understand if you're not comfortable with this."

Tom blinked dumbfounded. Tord was asking for his consent with an experiment? What happened to the Commie who would wrap him up in chains and stab needles into him regardless of his protests? Tord was really trying to better himself, and Tom could appreciate the effort he was putting.

"It's alright. You can go through with it, I don't mind."

Tord released a small breath of relief and nodded. "Oh, uh, good! Thank you!" He said, but there was a strange, shy note in his voice that Tom could not quite decipher.

They fell silent for a few moments as Tord returned to tinkering with the new device he was creating, with Tom watching him from a safe distance. For a while, there was only the sound of metal clinking together between them.

"So, uhh…" Tord broke the silence, his attention divided between tinkering and making small talk with Tom. "H-how- how are you feeling? Any new developments?"

Tom shrugged. "I'm fine, I guess. Nothing new."

"How's the voice?"

The question wasn't meant to be hurtful, Tom knew that Tord was just plain curious, but he couldn't help but wince a little. Even though he broke all of the rules and he should be free from the voice's influence, it was still hard to talk about his condition so openly. The words get stuck in his throat every time the topic was mentioned, as though invisible hands were strangling him and he had to force himself to speak.

"Still there." Tom said quietly, grabbing a random tool around him and pretending to inspect it. "I try not to listen, but it still hurts. I guess some things won't ever go away."

Tord nodded in understanding, silently wishing he could do more to help. "Is there anything else that's bothering you?"

Tom glanced away and sighed, his hands fidgeting. "Nothing new. I'm just… the future still looks bleak to me, you know?" He took a deep breath. "I try to look ahead and see where I can go from here, but I keep coming up blank. I know I am supposed to be recovering and whatnot, but I still don't glimpse any future for me. I get better and then… what?"

Even as he spoke, Tom knew he should mind what he tells Tord. His belly churned. He usually vents to Patrick about these sorts of things, but confiding in Tord now doesn't seem so wrong anymore; not since the night he comforted him.

That night… that one moment when Tom was at his lowest, and Tord was there for him… Tom couldn't get it out of his mind.

Momentarily stopping his progress on the new invention, Tord paused to contemplate. The Red Leader in him wanted to brush off Tom's worries and reassure him that his future only lies with the Red Army from now on; that his future is to fight by his side and win the war to conquer the world, but he had the good decency to ignore that part of his brain and be more supportive.

Now Tord glanced at him, his gray eye blinking sympathetically. "The future can be scary." He agreed. "I don't know what's going to happen in the future any more than you do. I have plans, yes, but things can go wrong at any moment. I could lose everything I ever worked for! But come what may, there's no need for us to fear it. It does us no good. All we can do is have the courage to face it."

Tom didn't respond, but Tord could see in his gaze that there was still doubt gnawing away at him.

"You must learn to have more faith in yourself, Thomas." Tord went on, in the deep, rich voice that seemed to inspire confidence; letting some of his leader mannerisms slip out into the open. "Besides, whatever happens you won't be alone anymore. We're all here for you, no matter what."

I'm here for you. He wanted to say, but wisely reigned himself in. I won't let you suffer anymore.

Startled by the soft conviction in his voice, Tom steadily stared back. He felt warm all over by Tord's words, and deeply appreciated the comfort he provides. "Thank you." And he meant it. His concerns didn't weigh him down as much now.

Tord's heart quickened as he met Tom's gaze. Such softness in his void like eyes. He forced himself to turn away and return to the current task at hand of creating his latest invention; a bracelet that can control the weather.

As a comfortable silence fell over them again, Tom took his time to study him.

There's something different about him. Tom noted with a small sense of awe as he narrowed his eyes pensively. He's more kind and understanding now. Or was he always that way? Had he been wrong about Tord?

Instantly, memories of all the times they fought flooded his mind, including all the hurt Tord had inflicted on him. He betrayed him, picked on him for years, kidnapped him, threatened his friends' lives, experimented on him – though Tom technically gave him permission for that, he'd still been forcefully coerced to do so – and is the reason why he is a monster now and has a voice in his head torturing him and nearly take his own life; albeit unintentionally.

But he saw the error of his ways and apologized. Tom internally argued with himself. He was there for me when it mattered most. He's been helping me understand my condition better, and gain control of my monster side. Doesn't that mean anything?

Does that mean he forgives Tord?

Tom fixed his gaze on the busy Norwegian man idly tinkering with his back turned to him.

No. Tom has never been the forgiving type; he's more of the 'never forget' kinda guy, and though he knows holding grudges isn't healthy in the long scheme of things, he won't brush things off under the rug just with a little apology. He's been hurt, time and time again, and he is entitled to want a little more to compensate for it.

Tom continued watching Tord work, strangely amused by the focus and skill he demonstrated as he expertly attached wires to a chip and connected it to a slot in a smooth metal panel.

He may not be willing to forgive Tord just yet… but perhaps he is not completely opposed to giving him a second chance.

As he adjusted his position on the table, Tom caught sight of a familiar red horned helmet sitting beside him. He remembered inspecting it the last time he and Tord had a conversation in this room. Tom picked it up, bringing it closer to his face and peered into it.

His mind could almost imagine Tord wearing it, in all his conniving malicious glory as he gives the order for his troops to march forth and destroy millions of lives in his ambition to rule over everything.

But the image shifted just as quickly as it came, and Tom was suddenly reminded of the compassion Tord showed him lately and the potential he has to be a genuine good leader who can help others and improve the world like he claims to want.

Tom's heart fluttered slightly faster in his chest at the thought of Tord. It's been doing that a lot as of late, and Tom was confused as to why that is.

Tord is arrogant, mean, selfish, harsh, thinks he is a gift to the human race and can do no wrong, can be extremely annoying at times, got some serious anger management issues, he doesn't shower, and he puts way too much pepper in his food. However, in contrast to these qualities there were a lot of good ones, too. How his eye seems to light up with both excitement and pride whenever he talks about his inventions, his dumb toothy grin, how he is secretly a dork underneath his fearsome leader persona, how awkward and shy he can be at times when trying to help him and be supportive, his intelligence, and there was something oddly… charming about him, in a rustic sort of way. His face might be scarred and burned but he still holds himself in a way that only he can pull it off and still come across as handsome somehow.

Just as Tom placed the horned helmet down, a loud explosion startled him into dropping it. He looked up, jumping to his feet, only to bite his lips in an attempt to choke down his laughter.

Tord's face was covered in soot, a tiny flame burning the tip of one of his 'horns', holding the mangled device in his hands as he blinked in bewilderment as though he were still processing what just happened.

Ah cr#p, I must've connected the wires in the wrong places again. Tord thought with mild annoyance. At this point he was already used to having his creations blowing up in his face, in more ways than one, so he wasn't that surprised to have it happen for the millionth time.

What did surprise Tord however, was Tom bursting into laughter next to him.

Tord felt grateful in a flash to be covered in soot as it concealed the crimson hue he was definitely sure was tinting his cheeks as he blushed. He thought Tom was already pretty when he was angry, hence his great lengths to annoy and tease him in the past, but to see him laugh and smile now was perhaps an even greater sight to behold.

It was so rare to see Tom genuinely smile, even rarer to get him to laugh this hard. But Tord accomplished such a feat anyway. How come he never tried that before? So beautiful… what a lovely sound...

Tord couldn't control the smile that split his face, like ice cracking. It seemed possible that he would never be able to stop smiling at Tom. He definitely made a mental note to get him to laugh more often.

He wasn't sure how this was possible, but it seems that he fell even more in love with Tom.

With Tom's help, Tord hastily wiped away the soot clean from his face and fixed his hair. He decided he'd had enough of tinkering for one night, and that he was going to go train with Tom. They chatted casually on the way to the training room, and it later progressed to playful banter as Tom dodged and raced through the obstacle course; with Tord chiming in every once in a while to give helpful advice on his performance.

They moved on to practicing fighting moves.

A blow on the back of his head knocked Tom off balance. He staggered sideways and turned to see Tord fast advancing. The Norwegian man took a swing at him. Tom jumped back, narrowly avoiding the blow. Tord went to punch him again, but Tom successfully blocked the hit and then grabbed him by the forearm and swung him over his shoulder with all his strength to fling him to the ground.

Tord landed hard on his back, the wind knocked out of him. He didn't even have time to gather his bearings before a foot pressed against his chest and pinned him to the ground.

Tom towered over him, both breathing heavily. The look of shock and awe in Tord's eye as they stared at one another brought Tom to his senses as realization slowly dawned on him.

He pinned Tord down.

"I… I did it?!" Tom breathed in disbelief. He stepped back, a smile spreading across his face as he processed the information. "I DID IT!" He jumped in excitement, laughing.

"That doesn't count!" Tord instantly picked himself off the floor as soon as he was able and glared at the hysterical eyeless man. "I'm sick, remember? I'm not at my full strength. If I were, rest assured that this wouldn't have happened!"

Tom snorted. "Oh? Playing the pity card now, Commie? What happened to "It's just a slight cold, nothing to worry about"?" He blinked mischievously. "You just don't wanna admit that I bested you in fair combat! Not so unbeatable after all, eh Commie? In your face!" He jabbed Tord on the nose as he spoke.

Before Tord could argue, Tom whipped around and hopped off the arena. In his excitement he decided to race another lap through the obstacle course, swerving and leaping with ease, all the while continuously yelling with glee.

Watching him run around yelling, Tord wasn't sure how to feel about this development. He was slightly embarrassed for being caught off guard like that, and Tom's excessive celebration was grating on his nerves. But seeing the sheer joy on Tom's face upon realizing he had won and how he proceeded to run around enthusiastically like a child with a sugar rush was very endearing to Tord, and dare he say, he even felt a surge of pride for him.

Tom skidded to halt in front of him, out of breath.

"Alright, knock it down a notch, will you?" Tord rolled his eye but couldn't suppress a tiny grin from forming on his face. "Say; it's almost morning and Paul and Patrick should be waking up soon. Want to go grab breakfast with me?"

The request startled Tom, but he instantly agreed to it; a strange warm and fuzzy feeling tickling his chest as he did so.

It's just breakfast! It's not any different from eating with Edd and Matt in the mornings.

After traversing the long hallways together and reaching the kitchen area of the trusty soldiers' quarters, Tom busied himself on the stove as he prepared everyone's meals while Tord set up the table. No way would he allow Tord to cook and run the risk of burning his, and to extension, everyone's mouths off with ridiculous amounts of pepper. Not to mention that he has a cold, too. Plus; Tom figured making breakfast was a good way to show them his thanks for everything they've done for him over these last few months.

The distant sound of a door opening reached his heightened hearing above the sound of the sizzling eggs in the pan. Soft footsteps drew closer until the figure of a very sleepy Paul wearing a pink robe rounded the corner and entered the kitchen. The Commander surprisingly pulled off the colour very well. But perhaps funnier than that, was the fact that his large bushy eyebrows seem to have taken the place of his eyes as he wandered around with his eyes still clamped shut with sleep.

Tord had warned him ahead of time that Paul doesn't function properly in the mornings until he gets his fix of coffee, often unresponsive and moody until he does.

Tom watched the Commander sluggishly tread over to the coffee machine like a zombie and blindly reach out for his mug; only for Tord, who was standing next to him, to move it out of his reach. Paul palmed the counter in search of it, but Tord continued to move the mug around every time he got too close. Teasing him to work for it.

Tom snickered quietly and shot Tord meaningful glare. C'mon Commie, let the man have his coffee already!

As if sensing his request, Tord finally had his fun and let Paul take the mug. They both watched in silent anticipation as the Commander took his first sips of caffeine and finally blinked open his eyes. Recognition slowly dawned on him and cleared his gaze.

"Rise and shine, soldier. ~" Tord chuckled, seeing the surprise flicker across his Commander's face upon realizing he was not alone in the kitchen.

"Sir?" Paul blinked.

"Good morning, Paul." Tom chimed in.

"T-Tom? What are you two… doing here?"

It wasn't uncommon to find the Red Leader in their kitchen. Usually he would come by to grab a mug of coffee before lumbering back to the confines of his office, but he never actually stayed for breakfast. And Paul and Pat normally fix Tom's meals and deliver it to him in his room. But seeing the two of them here in their quarters was surprising, but not at all unwelcomed.

"We both woke up early. Got some training done." Tord replied, shooting Tom a brief silent request not to contradict him; lest they want to hear an earful from Patrick for not getting a full night's worth of rest. "And decided to have breakfast with you lot. Hope we're not intruding or anything?"

"Oh no, not all!" Paul exclaimed. "You guys know you are always welcome to come by anytime you want and-" he sniffed the air. "Ooo, what a nice smell! What are we having?"

"Omelettes." Tom answered, done cooking the meal and sliding it on a plate. "A little forewarning though; I haven't cooked in a really long time, so I'm sorry if it's not very good."

Tord waved off Tom's concerns. "I'm sure it's going to be delicious, Thomas. It smells great, and you're a good cook. Although… I'm sure it could always use more pepper."

Tom frowned. "For you, maybe." He retorted dryly. "You won't be satisfied until you can feel your taste buds burn, will you?"

Tord laughed and Tom smiled and Tord thought that perhaps nothing would ever be boring or frustrating again as long as he was near Tom.

Paul regarded each of them in turn, noticing the odd light atmosphere in the room. His eyes flashed with curiosity. The two of them were gazing at each other with a sort of moony look on their faces. Well, Tord usually does look like that whenever he was near Tom, he just tries to hide by being more 'leader-like' – but that's a first for the eyeless man. They weren't outright flirting either, but there was definitely a teasing edge to their voices.

Huh, am I being third wheeled right now? Is this how Tord feels when he is with Patrick and I?

He wasn't imagining things; there is something there that certainly wasn't there before.

"What's going on here?"

Patrick strolled into the kitchen to stand beside him, already wearing his pristine uniform and ready to start his day. Paul blushed, suddenly feeling underdressed compared to everyone else. He usually gets ready after he's had his coffee and was properly awake. Pat's honeyed-green eyes rounded in bewilderment as he came upon the scene. "Oh, hello Tom! And… sir? What a lovely surprise this is."

Before long, the four of them settled around the table to eat together. Chatting leisurely about their plans for the day and joking with each other. Everything about this moment heavily reminded Tom of his past mornings with his friends, and although the memory gave him an immense sense of loss he was overall comfortable with the familiar setting.

"This is nice." Patrick commented as he stirred his tea. "Perhaps we should consider having breakfast together more often, don't you think?"

"Anything to keep me from signing more paperwork!" Tord concurred, earning a disapproving glare from his General.

Paul hummed in agreement, sipping his coffee.

"You okay there, Paul?" Tom asked. "You've been oddly quiet so far."

Throughout most of the conversation Paul couldn't help but observe the way Tom and his leader were behaving towards each other. Are they even aware of what they are doing? Do they have any idea how this looks like? Paul kept glancing at Pat, hoping that his partner would meet his gaze and confirm that; yes, this was indeed happening and they might as well be having a double date for breakfast. But Pat's face was unreadable for most of the meal, and Paul felt alone in this and it was driving him crazy!

Still, he remained composed on the outside as he responded. "Just enjoying the food. Pretty good, by the way!"

"Thanks!"

"So what are your plans for today, Tom?" Paul prompted.

Tom leaned back on his chair with a pensive sigh. "I'm not sure. The same as always, I guess? Read books and train." There wasn't going to be a mental evaluation until tomorrow, and the only experiments Tord conducts on him nowadays are in his monster form, so Tom found himself with a lot of free time in his hands.

If he doesn't end up shifting into a monster throughout the day, that is.

"Do you guys ever go outside?" Tom questioned curiously. "I mean, like, for missions or army related things?"

Tord perked up at the question and glanced at him in silence.

"Sometimes." Paul replied. "It's not often, but we do have training drills out in the field once in a while and we also have border patrols to check our perimeters; though none of us are required to participate in it."

"We are the three highest ranking members in the entire Red Army." Tord added softly. "Aside from visiting our other bases we don't venture outside our borders. We used to, when our numbers were low. But now it's too risky to expose ourselves, so we stay put."

Tom tipped his head. "But say; you are in your office and you get tired of being cooped up. If you wanted to go outside, within your perimeter and take a walk for some fresh air or something, no one would stop you, right?"

Tord regarded him for several heartbeats, his eye narrowing. He exchanged looks with Paul and Pat and found the same question mirroring in their gazes. "I suppose so. Why do you ask?"

"Just curious, that's all." Tom answered lamely before drinking his coffee.

There was clearly more to it, but Tord didn't press despite his yearning curiosity. After all, the choice to share with them what the matter was rests entirely up to Tom, and Tord will respect his wishes. Even if the Red Leader in him was dying to pry the truth out of him.

"Oh damn, duty calls." Paul's voice jerked him out of his thoughts. The Commander pushed back his seat and stood up. "I better go and get ready. Thanks for the breakfast you guys!" He spoke over his shoulder as he walked away.

"Yeah, and I must get going now, too." Patrick sighed and rose to his feet as well. He walked into the living room and summoned the lift that leads to Tord's office. He dipped his head gratefully to Tom as he stepped into the tiny elevator. "Thank you for the meal and company."

Tom ducked his head in embarrassment. "It's no big deal you guys. It's the least I could do…"

"Quit being so modest, Jehova." Tord poked his side unexpectedly and nearly made him jump out of his seat. Tom turned to him wide eyed. "You did great!"

"Well, it was your idea to begin with, anyway." Tom pointed out. "But what about you? Don't you have important business to attend to as well?"

"Not really." Tord half lied.

While it is true that he finished signing all the paperwork and there were no major meetings scheduled for today, he still is required to inspect all the different divisions that make up his army and organize minor events happening in the next month. But Paul could handle them in his place instead. Spending a little more time with Tom won't jeopardize his entire army, surely?

"I am going back to tinkering in the test room. You're free to come with and keep me company, if you want."

Tom shrugged, trying to act cool despite the fuzzy feeling stirring in the pit of his stomach. "Sure! Sounds good to me."

It's not like I have anything better to do, anyways. And I don't want to be alone…

After cleaning up the mess they made in the kitchen the two of them returned to the test room. Tom stopped by his room briefly to grab a book, and was now reading beside Tord as he worked extensively on his newest invention, occasionally filling in the silence with small talk. It was admittedly nice. In a way it was almost just like old times.

Tom tensed as the world turned a shade darker and he sighed.

"He has you eating out of the palm of his hand. Haven't you noticed how much they've changed you? ~" The voice hissed in his ears. "In the past, you would have fought him with every fibre of your being. You would have been repulsed by the mere idea of getting along with him. You would have resisted them every step of the way until your very last breath – now look at you! Being all friendly and compliant… just the way they want you to be. ~"

Feeling claws scratch away at his sides and grip his torso in a painful hold, Tom tried his best to ignore it and go back to reading. The voice just wants to get a rise out of him and ruin his happy mood.

Not content with being disregarded, the claws on his chest sank deeper into his skin until Tom could feel them prodding at his ribcage; twisting and tugging them hard to try and break them. Tom clenched his teeth and curled up, trying to lessen the pain.

Leave me alone!

"Why? To watch you ruin your own life by becoming their precious obedient little pet until they have no further use for you? ~" The voice spat. "You know they are just using you. Treating you with kindness in order to gain your loyalty and trust. ~"

And I suppose you are any better? Tom growled, trying to pry the claws off of him. If Tord wanted to gain my loyalty he could have easily gone about this in a different way. He could have built a mind controlling device to subdue me without going through all the trouble of putting up with my insolence. He could have tortured me into obedience any time he wants. Yes, he hurt me many times; but now he and others are trying to help me. They are nice. Much nicer than you, anyway!

He glanced over to where Tord was seated. Watching him now, screwing bolts into a metallic panel as he attached the pieces together, Tom couldn't help but admire the way the light caught on his unusual horned hair and made him seem more imposing and regal.

"Are you stupid or blind or both? ~" The voice snarled, jerking Tom out of his musings with a violent scratch across his chest. "What better way to have your enemy serve you than by tricking them into believing that they matter? That they are worthy of being kept alive? That they are loved? Face it! They don't really care about you. Why would they anyway? You are a worthless failure that weights everyone down. No one could possibly care about someone like that! ~"

Tom tried not to pay any heed to it. He did his best to ignore the claws and hands wrapping around him. He knows that the voice just wants him miserable in hopes of taking full control of him, and none of the things it was saying were true. But a wave of anguish swept over him and destroyed every trace of happiness he had acquired these last few hours.

F#cking burden. His own mind yelled at him.

"Tom?" He hardly heard Tord's voice call out to him, even with his enhanced hearing. He seems to be a long distance away – his voice no more than an echo. "Tom, what's the matter?"

Tom didn't respond. He merely stared vacantly down at his book, numbness crawling through his veins.

That is until a robotic hand gently lifted his chin and he found himself gazing at Tord's concerned face peering back at him. The dark haze surrounding his vision gradually faded away as he returned to reality and Tom forced himself to relax, breathing out a small sigh.

"Was the voice talking to you?" Tord prompted.

"Is that at all surprising at this point?" Replied Tom quietly, removing himself from Tord's hold.

Tord eyed him thoughtfully. "Are you going to be okay?"

Tom sat up very straight, anxious to show he wasn't affected and that there was no need to worry about him. "Of course! It's just the same nonsense as always. I've handled worse, Commie."

He could see in Tord's gaze that he wasn't fooling him. "Do you want to talk about it?"

Tom shook his head. "Just want to get back to my book-"

His wrists flared with pain, as though they were trying to alert him that he had slightly more urgent things to do first, such as for instance transforming into a monster. Tom dropped the book to rub them.

"Are you turning right now?" Tord asked, his gaze raking over him the moment he noticed his sudden discomfort.

Tom nodded numbly. He lifted his wrists and Tord held them gently while he studied them.

"C'mon then. We should head for the lab." Tord pulled him to his feet.

Tom sighed. So much for a relaxing day.

Wordlessly, Tord put one arm around him and guided him through the hallways toward the laboratory, and led him all the way to the examination table. Tom gratefully pulled himself up to sit on the edge of the counter. His ribcage was really starting to ache at this point. And his head felt strangely fuzzy, too. He couldn't think. Apparently his head was no longer connected to his body. He felt tired, his eyelids heavy.

Without thinking he blurted, "I wish I could see the sky again." He panted. "I miss going outside."

"I know." Tord said sadly. "One day, maybe. I'm so sorry you can't for now."

Tom hung his head and sighed. The tingling in his hands started spreading through the rest of his body, his muscles relaxed, and a feeling of peace slowly swept over him, like a wave filling him up. Ever since he stopped resisting, his transformations grew progressively less painful with each turn. Aside from a minor jolt of pain in his ribs and wrists, shifting into a monster nowadays was similar to falling asleep.

A hand squeezed his shoulders reassuringly. "I'm right here, Tom." Tord said. Try as he might, Tom couldn't muster the strength to look up at him, and yet he still found his presence soothing. "I'll be here for you the whole time, okay? I'll be here for you no matter what. You'll be safe. I promise."

Tom closed his eyes and let the change begin.

Tord stepped back and watched the transformation occur. Tom's ears elongated; his tail manifested behind him soundlessly; his hands formed into large claws; horns erupted from the top of his head; and one by one his teeth were pushed out and replaced by fangs. When the transformation was complete the monster blinked open its hollow eyes and peered at him, tilting its head slightly with pricked ears.

Attentive. Good. The monster was gradually losing its aggressive tendencies. Usually Tord would be met with a shriek to his face before it tries to pounce on him and he would have to wrestle it, but nowadays the asset would just quietly regard him.

"Hey there." Tord murmured a quiet greeting.

The asset chirped back at him. Not the kind of response Tord was looking for, but still nice to know that it was at least trying to talk back to him in a way.

"Okay, you stay put right there." Tord ordered as he stepped away. "I want to conduct a little experiment on you, so if you can kindly listen to me this time around that would be-"

The monster hopped off the examination table before he could finish his sentence. Rising to its full height, Tord tried not to feel intimidated as it towered over him; wobbling on two feet. "Oh f#ck, you're tall." He can never get quite used to Tom's true height in this form. Especially since the monster's preferred posture is to remain crouched with the support of its massive paws to crawl about, so it was rare to see it standing up like this. Tord figured the weight of its arms and head probably weighted down its spine a lot, and that's why it stands with a bit of slouch and never full on straight up.

The asset stumbled a couple steps forward before Tord stood on its way and pushed it back down to the examination table. The monster snorted unhappily, tail twitching with annoyance.

Tord sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. "Alright, will you stay put if I give you a little peanut butter?"

Apparently the monster has a thing for peanut butter. Who would've thought that's all it takes to tame a creature capable of effortlessly eviscerating you?

Grabbing the jar of pastry he keeps in the lab for this very occasion, Tord scooped a spoonful of peanut butter and handed it to the monster. It grabbed the utensil from him in its massive paw, easily dwarfing his hands, and just stuck it into its mouth with a deep pleased grumble. Ears twitching with delight.

With the beast properly distracted, Tord hurried over to one of the drawers and pulled out a scalpel.

During the border patrol massacre, he saw Tom get shot in the chest at point blank range. There had been blood staining his shirt and sent the creature staggering back. A fatal shot to most, but not to the monster. However, the most interesting thing of all was when Tom had been brought back to the lab after the incident and he found the bullet wedged in his skin, but no wound whatsoever despite the blood. It's almost as if the monster's skin had been hard enough to ricochet the bullet and only give it a superficial injury at most and then instantly heal it.

But Tord wanted to test that theory for himself now.

He carefully approached the monster, still busying itself with the pastry on the spoon to really notice his presence. He set the scalpel against the skin of its shoulder and pressed firmly into it.

It was like trying to cut through a diamond. The skin repelled the scalpel. Tord pressed the blade down harder until a tiny speck of blood dribbled to the surface. Tord paused to swipe the stain away with a ball of cotton, only to find that the cut he just made had vanished.

Even though Tord practically stabbed the blade into the skin and managed to draw blood, he hardly made it past the outer layer and the wound almost instantly healed itself. The monster wasn't even fazed by his efforts; still gnawing away at the spoon without a care in the world.

Tord leaned back and pulled up his robotic arm to write down the results. While it is possible to draw blood from the monster, it would take an innumerable amount of hits to really make a difference thanks to its self-healing abilities. The skin is too hard to penetrate and repels foreign objects from puncturing it.

The test was not done, however. There was one last thing Tord wanted to try out.

Approaching the drawers again, Tord fumbled around a little while until he found what he was looking for. He brought it up to his eye level to inspect it.

A fragment, taken from the monster's claw recovered from the border patrol massacre.

It was a small piece, chipped away from the sample they collected before sending the rest to Bing for a special order, but still just as sharp as its entirety.

Tord drew closer to the monster, claw in hand, and made a quick scratch on the skin. The result was instantaneous. The claw effortlessly cut through the flesh and blood welled up from the wound. The monster cried out in pain and rounded on him with a furious hiss. Tord backed away wide eyed.

He watched from a safe distance as the asset started lapping at its own shoulder with its forked tongue. Tord expected the bleeding to stop like it did with the scalpel, but the wound did not disappear. The monster wouldn't stop bleeding. He had hurt it.

Tord stared down at the claw fragment in his hand. The claw was sharp, sure, but so was the scalpel. Such a tiny thing actually managed to injure a powerful creature like that.

He pulled up his robotic arm again and opened a new panel – a list of all the monster's potential weaknesses – to write down his findings and add a new inclusion to the list, alongside nuclear power.

"Another monster."

He didn't have time to dwell on that as a growl cut through the silence.

Looking up from his arm, Tord was alarmed to find the monster glaring at him with an injured expression; as though offended he had hurt it. Then it lunged forward unexpectedly, and next thing he knows it gave him a warning nip on his shoulder.

He stared at the monster in surprise. Though Tord knows this action was more of a "don't do that again" message, he couldn't help but feel as though it were saying "there! See how you like it" instead.

"Hey, look, I'm sorry for hurting you, bud." Tord scratched the monster behind the ears, and it half-closed its eyes in cautious delight as it leaned into his touch.

He pulled away from the monster, thinking that was a good enough apology, but the asset apparently wasn't too content about that. It growled at him, and before Tord could process what was happening the monster leaped at him.

Caught off guard, Tord toppled to the floor on his back; the monster pinning him down.

The monster loomed over him, dangerously close to his face. Tord could feel its warm breath fan over his face and smell the peanut butter on its breath. He cringed away. It sniffed him briefly before relaxing and letting its weight sink on top of him as it laid down, tucking its head just under his chin with a soft chirp. Tord couldn't help the blush that came over his cheeks, and he tried to push the beast away. "Get off of me, please." But the monster wouldn't budge.

Sighing in defeat, Tord rested his head back to stare at the ceiling. He couldn't help carding his fingers through the monster's unruly spiky locks; mindful of the horns. He appreciates the way that no matter how many times he does this the hair always goes back to its gravity defying self. Not even gel can tame it.

He felt more than he heard the deep purr that it uttered, rumbling through their bodies. Tord glanced down to see the monster peering back at him with its unique void black eyes that he loves so much.

No one else in the world has eyes quite like Tom's.

"Am I… interrupting something here?"

Tord froze, wide eyed as he jerked his head to the side to see Paul standing by the laboratory's entrance; arms crossed and an amused expression as he viewed the scene.

"It-it's not l-like that!" Tord stuttered, desperately attempting to push the asset off of him only for it to growl quietly and nuzzle closer to his chest in response. "What are you doing here, anyways? Shouldn't you be in duty right now?"

"I just finished roll call when I got paged by Scarlett to take over all your duties for the day." Paul replied as he approached. "Just wanted to check with you if everything is okay, but I can see that you're doing just fine eh?" He teased.

"Tom turned!"

"I can see that."

"And I wanted to perform some tests on him. I didn't expect for this to happen, but I need to-"

"It's fine, Red Leader. I know you just wanted to spend more time with Tom." Paul interrupted, his gaze was teasing but still kind with understanding. "You're not as subtle with your affections as you think you are. I don't mind the extra duties if it means you two love birds get to spend some quality time together!"

Tord frowned, blushing harder. "That's not- that's completely presumptuous you-"

"Do you need help with that or not?" Paul offered, ignoring his leader's flustered protests.

"... Yes."

"Good! Because I have a little experiment of my own I would like to conduct while I'm here. Come here, Tom!"

Paul whistled and clapped his hands to his knees, beckoning the monster to come closer. The asset sat up alert, ears pricked before reluctantly crawling off of Tord. Once free, Tord scrambled to his feet and dusted his uniform.

"Okay Tom, now here comes the most important decision of your life." Paul whispered, leaning down at the monster with both hands behind his back. Slowly, he revealed an object in each hand. "Ball of yarn… or squeaky toy…?"

Tord rolled his eye and groaned as Paul dropped the two items in front of the asset, obviously a part of his little project to figure out whether the monster is more cat or dog like.

They watched in silence as the monster inspected each item. It went for the ball of yarn first, sniffing and prodding it around with one claw but seemingly losing interest when it tried to take a bite out of it. Then the asset shifted its attention to the squeaky toy, taking a hesitant bite only to rear back in surprise when it squeaked rather loudly.

Startled, the monster drew back its ears and yipped.

Paul chuckled. "I don't… I don't think it's very impressed with the selection, huh?"

While the monster was distracted, Tord took the opportunity to check the cabinets for the black sludge he had stored after the analysis several weeks ago. He took the container out, inspecting it in his hands with furrowed eyebrows. While the serum he'd created seemingly only works exclusively on people with mental illnesses, it is highly plausible that if someone were to be injected with the fluids of this sludge they would certainly meet the same fate as Tom.

For ten years Tord devoted himself to his army and his research, striving to perfect the serum formula that will grant his army the secret weapon that'll win them the war for global domination. He finally succeeded!

He always thought that when this were to happen he would want to make as many of these monsters as possible. To mass produce them and create an army of monsters. After all, what's the use of only having one around when he can have more at his disposal? Why take risks when he can ensure with absolute certainty that the world will be his? He had even entertained the idea of injecting himself at some point.

But now… after learning everything about the serum's effects, and what had happened to Tom, and how it nearly destroyed him… Tord was having serious second thoughts.

The serum is dangerous. Not only to the subject themselves, but if they can't gain control of it they can pose a threat to everyone around them – or worse, with this kind of power at their disposal they might be tempted to seek their own agenda and turn traitor. Another monster is not only a threat to him but to Tom as well. Besides, after the border patrol massacre his Generals were already at their limit with the asset and he was thankful for being able to keep Tom around. They would never permit the creation of more monsters, even if it were for the benefit of the army.

Thinking about this, Tord could sense the Red Leader in him try to reason against this. He did work extremely hard to perfect the serum and it would be a waste of all his time and effort and resources to simply dispose of it now. What if he needs it later and he can't recreate his success? Creating more monsters might be a bad idea, but there's no harm in securing the serum at least?

Tord made his decision. He unscrewed the lid of the container and dripped the black sludge into several vials in needles before locking them away in a separate cabinet with a special lock only he and Paul have granted access to, for good measure. This is where it will remain. The serum will keep on existing as proof of his achievements, but it will never leave this cabinet and be put to use again. It's too risky.

There must never be another monster in existence.

Tom is enough.

Tord released a breath he didn't even realize he was holding and turned away from the cabinet. He combed a hand through his own hair. "So what are the results in your silly little experiment?" He asked as he joined his Commander's side, mindful to sound as though nothing was amiss.

"I think the monster is neutral in this regard." Paul grinned, pointing at the corner where the monster was curled up with the ball of yarn tangled in its claws and the squeak toy between its teeth. "Oh well, can't always get conclusive results!" He shrugged as he turned around to write down the score on the blackboard.

Tord's gaze softened as he observed the monster. "Shouldn't you get going, Paul? Otherwise I'm afraid you'll fall behind schedule." He commented offhandedly.

Paul's eyes widened. "Oh! Oh yes! Right away, sir! I will leave the two of you… alone." He hurried out of the lab only to pause briefly by the doorway to shoot his leader a knowing smirk before promptly leaving. "Have fun!"

Tord resisted the urge to roll his eye. Instead, he addressed the monster. "Come on, Tom – we're going to the enclosure." He had been timing the minutes the moment Tom transformed, and if his numbers were correct Tom was due to transform in his full form very soon.

He adjusted the settings of his robotic arm and flipped on a laser pointer on the tip of his index finger. Tord cast the little red dot just ahead of the monster, where it instantly uncurled from its position at the sight of it, abandoning the toys to give chase.

Leading the way to the enclosure Tord made sure to guide the monster with the laser at all times. It was quicker this way, rather than trying to command it to follow him or dragging it by its tail all the way over there which usually earns him a few warning bites to his robotic arm. The monster pounced and chased after the little red light, occasionally slamming its paws down in a desperate attempt to catch it.

They eventually reached the enclosure's gates. Tord led the asset inside and turned off the laser after shutting the gates behind them. The monster's eyes peered around wildly before finally fixing on Tord, tail drooping in disappointment.

"Okay, so be free to go ahead and do your thing and we can continue your training. I'm ready whenever you are."

The monster approached him, and let out a soft growl of comprehension.

It wasn't long before the asset started shifting into its larger form. Its eyes conjoined into one – Tord winced at the scene, thinking how painful this particular process must be – and it began to grow at a rapid rate, shredding its clothes as it grew much too large for them – Tord winced yet again, remembering his tailors' distress every time he had to order more test subject clothes for Tom. He really needs to find a fix for this – until the monster finally stood at its full glory with a thundering roar.

Tord steepled his hands in front of his face as he gazed at his greatest creation with pride and awe. No matter how many times he witnesses the transformation occur, he can never get quite used to it.

The monster shook its dark purple pelt before fixing its single eyeless socket on Tord.

He carefully extended his arm out towards it. "Alright, Tom, let's start with a simple command shall we?" He snapped his fingers and pointed down. "Sit!"

Expecting the monster to obey, Tord wasn't at all prepared for it to suddenly roll over on its back and start rubbing its back and shoulders against the cold, smooth floor; paws flailing in the air as it purred.

Tord frowned. "I said sit, not roll over."

He watched the monster roll around for a little bit, resting its head back to peer at him upside down. Forked tongue lolling from the side of its jaws as it panted. From this angle it almost looked as though it was smiling at him.

"Come on, Tom – stop fooling around." Tord pushed against the monster's snout to direct it to stand. "Let's try again, shall we?"

With what sounded like a displeased grumble to Tord's ears, the monster rolled over and scrambled to its paws, pausing briefly to fluff out its pelt.

Tord lifted one hand toward it, palm facing up. The monster glowered down at him. "How about something different then? Give me your paw!"

The monster didn't move an inch.

"Shake!" Tord insisted, waving his hand at it.

At last, the asset appeared to obey as it slowly lifted one massive paw towards him. Excitement surged through Tord. At long last, they were making progress! But his excitement instantly died out when the paw bowled him over and pinned him firmly to the ground.

"No, Tom! I didn't mean it like that!" Tord yelled in frustration as he struggled against the paw holding him down, feeling like a mouse trapped by a cat.

The monster towered over him, uttering a sound deep in its throat that seems to be a weird mixture of growling and laughter. It thrust its muzzle closer to his face. For one terrifying moment, Tord considered the possibility of the monster reverting back to its violent nature and gore him here and now. But he had to have faith that the treatment was working, and that whatever semblance of control Tom currently has in this form would be enough to keep it docile.

Tom wouldn't hurt him.

"Off!" Tord commanded, his voice firm as he nudged the monster away. "Now!"

For once, the monster actually obeyed and released him, stepping away to give him enough space to stand up. Tord fixed his uniform as he scrambled to his feet, and then looked up to set his sights on the monster.

Tail wagging, it dropped into a crouch and stared at him expectantly.

"I know you are in there somewhere, Tom. And I understand how it might be difficult for you to gain control after all these years of being dormant, but I need you to make a little more effort here." Tord sighed. "I am doing what I can to help you, but you gotta do your part too. Can you cooperate with me here, please?"

The monster stood up again and opened its jaws wide in a massive yawn, forked tongue curling up before it snapped its mouth shut and shook itself.

"Let's try this again then. Sit!" He motioned down.

This time, the asset promptly obeyed and sat down.

"Good boy!" Tord rubbed its velvety muzzle as it leaned down toward him. He gave it a few more simple commands such as shake, roll over, and lay down – basic dog tricks – and it complied beautifully without fail. Tord reward it with a chunk of meat.

"Alright Tom, now we're going to try something new and more advanced." Tord instructed, excitement buzzing through him. He lifted his robotic arm high in the air, making sure the monster could see what he was doing, and he abruptly pulled back his thumb to reveal a lighter. "Brann!" He ignited a tiny flame.

The monster tipped its head to one side, visibly confused by the new command.

"Brann!" Tord flickered the flame on and off and kept repeating himself to make his point. "Can you see where I am going with this? Brann. Fire! Breathe fire!"

It took several tries, but Tord was very patient the entire time he tried to get the monster to breathe fire on command. At first it only blew small plumes of flames, which was a start but not the rampaging stream of fiery h#ll he wanted. Regardless, Tord rewarded it with small pieces of meat each time to keep it motivated.

"One last time – brann!"

The monster reared back and unleashed a blast of fire – bigger than all the previous ones. Smoke billowed out of its mouth and circled its horns.

"Very good! That's all for fire breathing for today, I think." Tord said, tossing another small piece of meat to it.

The monster snapped its jaws shut as it swallowed, then proceeded to lower itself to the floor and lie down with its head between its paws.

Tord approached it cautiously. "I know you're getting tired, but… may I try one last thing with you before we call it a day?"

The asset steadily stared back at him, but did not respond. Not that Tord expected it to.

He walked around it, pausing by the shoulders. His heart was hammering in his chest as he climbed the monster, parting through the long strands of purple fur to quickly settle himself on the back of its neck. The reaction was instant. The monster abruptly jumped to its feet with an indignant growl, fur bristling, and shook itself to try and get him off. Tord held on for dear life, firmly grasping tufts of fur in his hands to keep from falling off.

"Whoa! It's okay, Tom! It's just me!-"

His words cut off as the monster started jumping around, clearly trying to dislodge him off. Tord remained strong. It shook itself furiously, rearing up and roaring and jumping erratically, doing everything in its power to throw Tord off. It definitely doesn't like him up here, does it?

It was an insane idea to begin with, ridiculously dangerous and he wouldn't hear the end of it from Patrick if the General ever finds out about this, but Tord wondered what it would be like to ride on the monster's back. The vision of him charging into battle riding the monster and issuing orders on its back seemed really appealing and Tord couldn't resist giving it a try.

All of the sudden, Tord found himself smothered in purple fur as the monster rolled over, nearly crushing him beneath its bulk. The breath driven out of him, his face buried in its fur, he fought to catch his breath and stay calm.

Tord sent a fervent thanks to the heavens when the monster soon clambered to its paws and he was finally allowed to breathe properly, still clinging to its back.

When the monster roared and started thrashing around again, Tord had had enough and he urgently ran his hands through its thick fur in an attempt to pacify it. "Shhh… it's alright, Tom. It's just me." He soothed. "There there – you are not in any danger. Everything is okay!"

It took several minutes but gradually the monster started to calm down, its fur slowly lying flat again as it slid its front paws forward until it laid down. Tord allowed himself to relax as well and loosened his hold on the monster now that he wasn't in danger of being tossed off. Not bad for a first time, all things considered.

Climbing down its shoulder, Tord swiftly slid down and jumped off. He patted the monster on the side of its head. "Good boy! That's enough training for today." He praised on his way past to sit on one of the monster's large paws, pulling up his robotic arm to type down his observations of the day.

"Somewhat stubborn at first, the asset is capable of following simple commands with ease and learns fast; though further training is required if it is to be unleashed on the front lines someday. Still no clear confirmation that the test subject is in fact aware of its behaviour and actions in this form."

A blast of air from behind him ruffled his hair, and Tord knew that the monster was leaning down, trying to peer over him to look at the screen as he typed as though it were interested in what he was saying about it. Tord grinned slyly, greatly amused by the monster's endearing curiosity when he was hit with an idea.

He whipped around and pressed a kiss on top of the monster's snout.

Startled, the monster reared back in surprise. Tord chuckled at its reaction only to be caught off guard as it stooped forward and returned the favour by giving him a long, drawn out soggy lick right in his face. Tord ducked away and sputtered, rubbing his wet face with one hand. "Alright, I deserved that one."

Looking at the digital clock on his robotic arm Tord realized just how late it's gotten. How time flies fast when you are training a giant monster!

Just as he was about to get up, Tord slipped off the paw he was sitting on unexpectedly as the monster stood up instead. Tord watched as it circled him briefly before curling up around him, tucking him in and pressing his back against its side as its tail curled around them.

Tord didn't think too much of it until he tried to stand up and leave, only for the monster to stop him with a warning growl. Tord tensed and promptly leaned back against its side. "Tom, I have to go. I will come back to check on you later, I promise." He urged, worried about checking the status of his army.

But the monster didn't comply. If anything, it curled itself tighter around him, resting its muzzle between its paws and closing its eye.

Tord knew he should probably insist to get up and leave, but he found himself drained of all energy. He blinked blearily, lifting one hand to his forehead to feel his temperature. He was too warm. Maybe he's more sick than he realized – pile that up with the fact he spent the entire night working instead of sleeping might explain why he feels like sh#t right now. And the monster was just so warm and soft beside him… the thought of taking a nap right here and now seemed very appealing to his fever induced dazed mind.

A few minutes of shut-eye won't do any harm. Tord reasoned with himself as he snuggled deeper into the monster's side. Paul and Patrick can handle the army without me for the day. He closed his eyes and slowed his breathing.

He didn't know how long he was out for. Could range from a couple of minutes to a few hours at most when he was startled awake by the sudden disappearance of the weight he'd been leaning against. Rubbing the remnants of sleep from his eye, Tord sat up with a jolt and looked around for the source of the disturbance only to realize that the monster was gone, and in its place was Tom; curled up around him still asleep, naked, and with his arms wrapped around one of Tord's thighs.

Tord's whole face turned beet red at the realization of his predicament. He didn't know whether to pry his leg away and risk waking Tom up, or stay still and let the eyeless man sleep; blissfully unaware of the situation, to avoid further embarrassment for both of them.

"Uh… Red Leader?"

Apparently he doesn't get to decide that, as he lifted his gaze to find both Paul and Patrick standing by the enclosure's gates and openly staring at them. Tord blushed harder. Paul was biting down one of his fingers to suppress his laughter, and Pat's expression was a mixture of embarrassment and bewilderment as he gazed at them.

Å fy faen. Tord cursed his luck, wishing the ground would swallow him whole.

Chapter 31: Chapter 31

Summary:

As Tom tries to better control his powers, he also has to deal with coming to terms with his unexpected feelings for a certain Commie. Meanwhile, a broken soul tries to get back up again.

Notes:

Happy holidays, everyone!!

To celebrate the holidays I decided to gift you all with an early update! :D From this chapter onward we'll see a bit more of the Red Army and their inner workings more closely. Hope you all enjoy it and I wish you all a wonderful time!

Chapter Text

"I am so sorry! Really, I would've never done that if I had better control over myself!" Tom apologized profusely, hiding his face in his hands to conceal the crimson hue tainting his cheeks as he flushed with utter embarrassment over the situation.

"Its fine, Thomas!" Tord laughed it off, trying to dismiss Tom's concerns despite being just as embarrassed as he is after he told him what took place in the enclosure the day prior. "Really, it's not that big of a deal."

"Easy for you to say! You weren't the one snuggling someone's leg naked!" Tom retorted.

They were in Tord's office; discussing Tom's progress in his training and his control over his monster half when they came upon the topic of Tom's frequent nudeness issues.

"Should I be concerned that it took you this long to think that "huh, maybe I should do something about my test subject getting naked every damn time he shifts!"?"

"Not to worry!" Tord reassured, placing a hand on the brit's shoulder. "I have already started planning a solution to your little problem. However… it might take several days for it to get ready, so… you're going to have to endure a few more instances of being unintentionally naked."

"Joy." Tom droned.

"Anyways, Thomas, how is your control over the monster coming along? Do you remember anything from our last session?" Tord asked eagerly, hardly aware that he was leaning closer to Tom.

"I feel it's getting better." Tom answered. "I no longer feel as though I lost all my senses or that I am being dragged around against my will. Sometimes I see… windows of what's going on and I get input from time to time. Not a lot, as some things are still mostly fuzzy, but just enough to make a difference I think."

"That's great!" Tord exclaimed. "We're making progress! We've moved you from the trunk of the metaphorical car to, I'd say maybe the backseat. Now all we need to do is to keep this up and hopefully get you on the driver's seat and everything will be fine!"

Tom frowned. "I don't think full control is possible, though. When I transform everything is very… primal. Not a lot of room for reason, and is mostly emotion based as far as I can tell? It's hard to explain, but I can't think logically while I am a monster. It's less about "oh he wants me to do this thing, maybe I should do it" and more like "don't feel like obeying him right now – kinda tired and want to relax" does that make any sense?"

Tord stared at him for a long moment before nodding. "I think so." He made a mental note to write all that down on his files later.

"Also, by the way," Tom said, squinting. "I keep getting vague memories of a squeaky dog toy – what's that all about?"

"I would explain it to you," Tord started, looking deep into his eyes; mock serious. "But I feel as though Paul will have a much better explanation for you. You should totally ask him about it next time you see him!"

"Are you guys treating me like a dog or something?" Tom asked, his voice light with humour.

"N-nooooo," Tord said. "Well… maybe a little bit? But in our defence you do act a lot like one while in your monster form."

"Hmm, and that's all the excuse you need to teach me to roll over and shake your hand, huh?" Tom teased.

"It's only a temporary thing, I assure you. Just to make sure training the monster is at all possible for future references." Tord ducked his head shyly. "Doesn't really help that you tend to be very affectionate in your monster form."

Tom rolled his non-existent eyes. "Definitely don't remember that part, so… can't comment."

"Seriously though, your training is coming along great! Both monster and soldier training." Tord stated proudly, grabbing hold of both of Tom's hands in his own. "In fact, I think you are more than ready for your assessment."

"My… my assessment?" Tom echoed, huge eyed.

Don't get him wrong; he already knew this was expected of him. Training to become a soldier for so long it was obvious he would have to go through the assessment at some point and officially become part of the Red Army, but he didn't think it would be this soon! Tom hadn't enjoyed his free time nearly as much as he probably should've; and though he had complained for not having much to do before, Tord now wants him to start his services.

He's expected to kill for the army.

The foreboding sensation that he was expected to die to avoid that fate from happening pulsed strong in his brain, sending him into a panic to put his plan into motion again and keep Tord from reaching his goals.

Tord must've sensed his unease, because he started rubbing small circles on the back of his hands to try and soothe him. "Relax! There's nothing to worry about. I am confident that you'll pass with flying colours." He reassured, thinking that's what distressed the eyeless man. "Although, I suppose your test is going to be slightly different than what most soldiers go through, since it makes sense to test your control over the monster too. But I am sure you will manage just fine!"

Tom wondered what would entail if he were to purposefully fail his assessment and postpone his official initiation into the army.

But one good look at Tord's face; seeing the pure joy and excitement gleaming in his one eye as he gazed back at him with such pride – pride in him – and what's to become of him made it impossible for Tom to confess what's bothering him.

No one ever thought of him as capable of anything in his life. No one ever expected anything out of him. Why would they? Tom would've most likely let them down. He was nothing special.

But not to Tord.

Clearly the man has high hopes for him and this means a big deal to him. Tom couldn't bring himself to ruin the moment by bringing up his own issues, much less fail on purpose and disappoint Tord. He might think less of him if he does, and for some strange reason that really mattered to Tom.

Pushing his worries for the future aside, Tom put up his best smile. "Can't wait to be tested on my rolling over and shaking hands skills. Truly, a very essential part for any army."

"Dumbass." Tord chortled, the sound turning Tom's smile all the more genuine.

"In all seriousness though, your soldier assessment will evaluate three essential skills in order for you to pass." Tord proceeded to explain. "These skills are as follows: Aim, agility, and combat. Pass all of them flawlessly and you will become an official soldier."

"Let me take a wild guess; the combat one involves me fighting you – the great and "unbeatable" Red Leader? Am I correct?" Tom asked, lifting one eyebrow.

Tord shifted. "Not necessarily."

Tom grinned, leaning closer. "You're not afraid of facing me again after your humiliating defeat in our last training session, are you?" He teased.

Tord narrowed his eye and huffed. "Of course not! I will be more than glad to show you just how wrong you are to think you bested me."

Tom laughed despite himself, although he was fiercely trying not to. Tord just looked so wounded and so mischievous at the same time as he said that. "Bring it on, Commie!" He challenged, lifting his chin. "I can take you on any time you want."

"Oh, really?" Tord tipped his head, his voice suddenly taking on a more sultry tone, giving him a charming grin as he leaned closer.

Tom felt his heart start to thump hard against his chest, and his face grew warm at Tord's closeness. Their chests were almost touching. What's… what's happening?

Their fingers intertwined.

"How about you take me on right now then?" Tord gazed at him with a half-lidded eye.

Gulping, Tom became aware of how the distance between their faces seems to be shortening ever so slightly. What's worse is that he couldn't even tell if this was Tord's doing or his own. They were so close now. Everything was moving in slow motion as though he were in a dreamlike state. Tom's mind started to go haywire. Oh god. What is this? What am I doing? Am I doing it? What is happening? Why am I strangely okay with this? Get a hold of yourself – this is Tord of all people! I can't want this and yet I kinda do… Oh god. I can't do this! I need to get away before something happens-

The office doors suddenly creaked open.

In a flash, Tom and Tord pulled away from each other. Both wide eyed and flushing furiously as they recomposed themselves.

"Red Leader, I- oh!" Patrick began before blinking in surprise as he entered the room. "Apologies. I was not aware the two of you were conversing. I'm not intruding anything, I hope?" His gaze shifted between the two.

"Nope! Not at all!" Tom scratched the back of his head sheepishly. "Just talking about training, and nothing else whatsoever!"

Tord stared at him, his heart still racing. That was a really close call. He accidentally slipped into his Red Leader persona – the side of him that's just begging to take Tom for himself already, because he was possessive like that – and tried to make a move on the eyeless man. He couldn't help it! Tom was just so… enticing. For a brief moment it seemed like Tom was into it too! Tord instantly brushed that off as the Brit being too confused over the situation to function.

God, what was he thinking? They were finally getting along and he just had to ruin it by taking it too far!

Then he realized with an excited skip of his heartbeat that they were still holding hands.

He wasn't the only one to notice it, as Tom ripped his hand away from his not a second later. Tord tried not to feel hurt by the gesture, already missing the contact but understanding that Tom didn't feel the same way.

"I need to have a private word with Red Leader; would you mind waiting for me in my study, Tom?" Patrick asked, not at all oblivious to the awkward tension in the room. "We can get started with the mental evaluation as soon as I am done here."

"Oh, right! Totally forgot we had that today. Yeah. Man, I would forget my own head if it weren't attached to my body, haha. " Tom rambled nervously, his heart still palpitating after what just happened between him and Tord.

"In fact, you just reminded me!"

Tom fished his pocket and pulled out a tiny device in his fingers. "I think the Dreamcatcher might be busted or something. I had a seriously weird trippy dream last night!" He turned to Tord, but couldn't bring himself to look in his eye as he deposited the device in his robotic palm. "I hoped you could fix it?"

Tord inspected the device in his hand, looking for any external damages that might have caused it to malfunction. "I'll see what I can do." He replied. "But can you stand to sleep at least one night without it?"

Tom inwardly winced at the thought of being plagued by horrific nightmares again. However, since starting his treatment of accepting his monster side things have been improving, so perhaps his dreams won't be as disturbing as they were.

"I can handle it."

Once that was done with, Tom quickly stepped away and made his way to the bookshelf and frantically started pulling books at random to summon the elevator; desperate to get away from Tord. "Great! It's settled then! I best be on my way and leave you guys be to talk about boring army related things, which is none of my business! I'll just wait around in the study, not thinking about anything relatively important whatsoever and maybe stare at the wall. You know, nothing out of the ordinary!"

When he failed to find the correct book Tord extended his robotic arm past him, startling Tom briefly before he pulled on the correct book. The bookcase pulled aside to reveal the lift. Tord blinked at him kindly, trying to catch his eye.

Tom shot him an anxious smile and quickly stepped inside the lift. "Thanks! Anyways, see you guys later or whenever hahahahaha I'm laughing for too long what's taking this elevator so damn long?! Hahahaha!"

Needless to say he was extremely relieved when the lift doors finally did slide shut and he was left alone with his thoughts.

Tom closed his eyes and released a heavy sigh, leaning back against the wall as the elevator descended. His mind still struggled to grasp what just occurred in the office with Tord. Were they about to-? No. There's no way. It's impossible. They don't like each other. It could never happen, and even if it did Tom wouldn't want that… would he?

This incident and the strange unknown feelings that are stirring inside his chest triggered the memory of the weird dream he experienced last night.

The soothing sound of waves roaring as they lapped the shore reached his ears. The sun shining brightly up above him warmed his being. The scent of saltwater overwhelmed his senses and relaxed him. Tom sighed contently as he felt a gentle hand card through his locks. He was lying down, sprawled out in the warm sand with his head resting on someone's lap.

"It comforts me to see you so happy. You deserve it after all the hardships you've been through." A soft voice murmured above him. "You won't have to die anymore, Tom. Your friends are all safe."

The sound of splashing and laughter rang in his ears. Tom turned his head and blinked one eye open to investigate.

His heart swelled with joy to see all of his friends playing together in the sea. Seeing the image of Edd, Matt, Paul, and Patrick all together in one place probably should've been a little jarring but Tom was just so happy to see them all safe and sound that it didn't really faze him.

They are fine.

They are all happy.

He doesn't have to die to make any of that happen. They can be carefree with him still existing. That's all he ever wanted.

"See? You don't have to make yourself miserable and suffer in our account. We're all here for you." The silky voice continued petting his head. "You are a great friend. You may be rough around the edges, but you still care deeply for those you love. And for that, no one else is as well-loved as you, Thomas."

I am loved? The thought warmed Tom all over.

Tom looked up, blinking open his eyes to see a silhouette leaning over him. But it was hard to make out who it was against the harsh flare of the sun shining above them, making Tom flinch and close his eyes. The voice chuckled softly, and a shadow fell over his face. When he carefully opened his eyes again, he found Tord peering down at him, his gray eye glowing with love.

"Tord?" Tom breathed, a little startled by the warmth he found in the other's gaze as he looked at him so lovingly.

Next thing he knows, Tord gently gathers him in his arms and adjusts his position so that he was sprawled across his lap. A robotic hand caressed and cupped his face. Tom's heart started beating a little faster inside his chest only for it to nearly skyrocket to oblivion as Tord pressed a kiss to his temple.

Tom blushed furiously as he vividly remembers the details of last night's dream. As soon as the elevator's doors opened he marched into the kitchen area, nearly flinging the fridge door off its hinges as he grabbed the special vitamin drink Pat had already prepared for him. He sipped the tasty healthy beverage anxiously in a desperate attempt to calm down, but to no avail as his thoughts ran rampant.

That dream didn't really mean anything. It couldn't have! So what if the Dreamcatcher supposedly shows him his greatest desire in his sleep? The device was obviously faulty! That's the only logical explanation.

But if that's the case, how does this explain the strange fluttering sensations he feels whenever he's around Tord? Or the fact that he feels generally lighter and cheerful at the thought of the Norwegian man? Or how his heartbeat escalates when they touch?

What would've happened if Patrick hadn't walked in that precise moment?

Tom downed the entire drink in one go and tossed the plastic cup away as he became overwhelmed with strange feelings. What's happening to me? He wondered, hands flying to grip both sides of his head and gasping for air as though the room he currently occupied was suddenly deprived of all oxygen. What is this strange feeling that I have?

The feeling itself wasn't bad per say, but it was heavily associated with Tord and Tom couldn't put his finger on it. Didn't help that he was panicking for absolutely no good reason.

Apparently he must've been lost in his thoughts longer than he realized, because the small lift to Tord's office revealed itself once more and out stepped Patrick; who halted in his steps as he instantly picked up on Tom's erratic state of mind.

"Tom? What's the matter?" Patrick asked, filled with concern. "Is it the voice? Are you about to shift? Would like for me to call Tord to come down and check on you?"

"No!" Tom blurted. The last thing he needs right now is to see Tord again so soon after what just took place in his office, when he still wasn't sure what the matter with his feelings were.

There's only one thing he can do now; he needs to get to the bottom of this. However, he is going to need help.

Wordlessly, Tom grabbed Pat by the arm, shooting him an apologetic glance before dragging him along to the study where they conduct the mental evaluations. He hurriedly sat Patrick down in his usual seat, and then rushed over to sit down across from him; his hands constantly fidgeting with one another.

Pat blinked at him in surprise.

"I don't know what's going on, Pat! I feel all warm and tingly inside, and- and- and- and I'm sweaty as f#ck! I wanna smile all the damn time- actually no. I specifically wanna smile when I'm around Tord for some stupid reason. I can't explain it! There's no rhyme or reason for me to be feeling this way all of the sudden and if I can't find an explanation I think I might lose my mind-"

"Stop stop stop."

Patrick interrupted his mad frantic ravings, putting a palm out to signal him for silence.

"Firstly; let's take a couple of slow deep breaths and try to calm down. Breathe in. Breathe out."

Tom did as instructed, taking a long intake of air and then releasing it a few heartbeats later. He repeated the motion a couple of times, trying to dispel all his concerns in favour of clearing his head and being rational; but much to his chagrin he still felt every fibre of his being filled to the brim with anxiety.

"I don't think this is working, Pat."

"Wait here, please."

The Polish soldier promptly left the room, but it wasn't long before he returned with an ice cube in his hands.

"Eat this. You will find it quite soothing to your anxiety." He offered.

Tom raised his eyebrows sceptically, but was so desperate to get rid of this feeling that he didn't object and just popped the ice cube into his mouth. After chewing and rolling the cube around with his tongue for a little while, he not only found his erratic thoughts dispersing, but his muscles were relaxing and the uncomfortable sensation that was stirring inside his chest was easing as though he were deflating like a balloon.

"Feeling better?"

Tom nodded, amazed that this actually worked.

"Alright, I'm going to ask you a couple of questions to help discern what the matter is, understand?" Patrick went on, pulling out his reading glasses and tablet to write down his notes. "You say you feel strange – particularly around Tord, is that right? Could you please calmly elaborate a little bit more on that?"

"I just… it's hard to explain, but lately I feel as though I want to be near and as far away from him as possible at the same time." Tom explained, the ice cube crunching between his teeth. "I want him to be happy – to give him a hug and never let go, but also to kick him in the face repeatedly and maybe set him on fire after."

Patrick frowned. "But how would you describe the overall feeling? Does it make you feel good or bad?"

Tom fidgeted. "Good, I think. But somehow that makes it worse because I feel as though I'm not supposed to like it! Not only is it too good a feeling for me to have, but the association with Tord makes it as though I should be ashamed of feeling this way. Does any of it make any sense?"

"You feel guilty for having this feeling then?"

"I suppose so."

Pat narrowed his eyes pensively. "Let me ask you something; this pleasant feeling that you get… it's only when Tord is involved?"

"Yes."

"And guilt aside, do you like this feeling?"

"... y-yes?"

Patrick pursed his lips. "Do you feel generally happier and brighter when Tord is around?" He asked, masking the building excitement as he pieced things together.

"I guess so?" Truth be told Tom hadn't noticed how much Tord affected his mood as of late until this very moment when prompted. He would go from thinking how much of a parasite he was by taking advantage of their kindness and offering nothing in return, to wondering about Tord's schedule for the day or what his newest invention would be as soon as the Norwegian man steps in his line of sight.

"Do you find your thoughts drifting to Tord every so often?"

"On occasion. I don't know. I mean, in my defence it's not like I have other things to do – my schedule isn't exactly booked, you know!"

"Indeed." Patrick jolted down on his notes. "Given all your answers I think I have a hunch on what's going on with you. Tom, is it at all possible that you may have grown… fond of Tord, perhaps?"

The question made Tom freeze, a light pink tinge dusting his cheeks. "What… what are you trying to say? You're not seriously suggesting that I might…" He trailed off, the words getting clogged in his throat. "That I might have a crush on the Commie, are you?"

Pat steadily met his gaze. "You tell me, Tom."

Tom was at a loss for words, and for several frantic seconds he floundered like a fish. This isn't possible. It can't be possible! Him? Falling in love with Tord? Tord of all people?! That's absurd! Ridiculous even! Had he forgotten all the bad things Tord is responsible for?

He expected to be swarmed with countless memories of all of Tord's past bad deeds; to provide himself with evidence that he could never feel anything but hatred towards the Norsk. But those memories seem distant and hazy now. Instead, his mind supplied images of more recent events – incidents where Tom was shown another side to Tord other than the overly ambitious, power-hungry, mad man he had once firmly believed was all there was to Tord. A warm, fuzzy feeling bloomed in his chest at the memories. Tord can be compassionate. He can be fair. He is understanding. Patient. Charismatic. He seems to have an answer for everything. Charming. And he is not too bad on the eyes either.

Tom's heart dropped like a stone inside his chest as he realized that, not only was he thinking very fondly of Tord, but that the persistent warm tingling sensation was full on active right now; making him feel as though he were floating.

Oh… oh god… I actually do like him. A lot.

Gulping, Tom hugged his knees to his chest; trying to process this new revelation.

Sitting across from him, Patrick observed his facial expressions shift back and forth in quiet fascination. "Tom?"

"It… it doesn't really matter." Tom shook his head and uttered softly. "This isn't real, anyway."

Pat furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. "Why do you say that?"

"Isn't it obvious?" Tom smiled sadly. "I used to hate the Commie with every fibre of my being. Then he shows me some basic human decency and kindness and all of the sudden I start really liking him. Don't you see? I am so pathetic that I end up developing a crush on someone purely because they were nice and felt sorry for me! How lame is that? Stockholm syndrome at its finest!"

"Is that how you feel? Or is that what you want to believe?" Patrick asked. "Listen, I am not here to tell you how you should feel. I can only help you. And I don't wanna discredit your thoughts because, well, they are yours and you know yourself better than I do." He hesitated. "But if you want to know my honest opinion, I think you should embrace your emotions – whatever they may be – rather than trying to downplay or try to justify against them. You were conditioned by the voice to think that you don't matter for nearly over a decade; and thus, bottling up your feelings and hurting yourself as a result."

"But this doesn't make any sense!" Tom insisted. "Even if what I felt for him were real – which I'm not saying that it is – what could I possibly do about it?" He hid his face in between his hands, a blush creeping up his cheeks at the thought of the formidable Norwegian man that invaded his every thought.

How could this have happened? I can't possibly like him! He thought desperately. But deep down inside Tom knew that he did, more than he ever thought possible.

"Pat." He growled softly, lowering his hands. "How… how did you know that you had feelings for Paul? If you don't mind me asking."

Now it was the Polish soldier's turn to blush as he remembered the early days when he first joined the Red Army. "Well… I was never quite sure at first either. We were good friends, but after a while I started picking up on little traits about him that I greatly admired. My day would brighten up significantly whenever he was around. I could be having the best day ever, and Paul would still make it greater than before. I'd find my thoughts always drifting off to him, and just get this pleasant fuzzy sensation whenever he was around."

As he responded, Tom started making a mental checklist to tick off whatever similarities they have in a last desperate attempt to convince himself that what he was feeling was not it at all.

But alas Tom found that every single detail Patrick had listed matched his own recent experiences with Tord to a tee. F#######ck.

"How repulsive. ~"

Don't remember anyone asking your damn opinion, so shut it! Tom was not in the mood to deal with the voice's sh#t right now, and he had no problem snapping back at it even at the threat of pain.

But the voice did no such thing. It did way worse. It chuckled; the sound lifting the hairs along his arms and the back of his neck.

"As if you weren't pathetic enough, you actually go one step beyond and fall in love with the man that, not only utterly despises you, but is also manipulating you into abiding with his schemes! ~" It cooed, nails tapping along Tom's shoulders in a rhythmic fashion. "You really outdone yourself this time, worm. You'll believe anything these people say if it means you can keep prolonging your sorry existence, even when they're so clearly taking advantage of your weakness for their own benefit. Falling in love with Tord… that's just going to be a bonus to him. Imagine how utterly ecstatic he'll be when he learns how easy you were to bend to his control; how desperate you are for validation that you would be willing to do absolutely anything for him! ~"

I would never! Tom thought outraged. I may have… I may kinda like him now, but that doesn't mean I will blindly go along with every single thing he says! I will keep on opposing him whenever I think he's in the wrong and tell it straight to his face that I'm against him.

"Oh really? Like you did this morning when he mentioned your assessment? ~" The voice challenged. "You clearly don't want to do this, and yet you kept your mouth shut just so he wouldn't be disappointed in you. He already has an effect on you. ~"

Tom winced. That's not true! I was… I was just a little nervous at first. That doesn't mean anything.

The voice snorted. "Don't insult me with your lies, worm. I literally live inside your head. I know what you really think and how you work. ~" It sneered, coiling around Tom's neck and squeezing hard. "You love him, and yet you don't fully trust him. You don't want to kill anyone, but you can't bring yourself to burst his little bubble and destroy all the expectations he has in store for you. ~"

You're lying to me.

"That's insulting. No, worm. I'm the only one willing to tell you the truth in this miserable existence. ~"

Despite his best efforts, Tom couldn't block out the voice completely. Though the sensations of physical harm were less frequent since his treatment began, that didn't stop the voice from making its presence known in every way it could.

"This other side of him that you seem to grow so fond of is not real. Nothing more than an illusion to trap you in his clutches. ~" The voice hissed scornfully. "And besides, even if he is being truthful why would he ever feel the same way towards you? Look at you! You are nothing more than a useless, worthless, disgusting vermin that should have never been born. He is the Red Leader – soon to be the most powerful and brilliant man in the world. He can have anything he wants… so why would he stoop so low as to choose you? ~"

A wave of anguish washed over him and broke his heart. The voice was right. Tord is unbelievably proud of his status and power; he probably has a bunch of admirers fawning over him, and all of them must have something to offer him in return. If not looks alone, then maybe some other quality that would suit him. But Tom has nothing. He is nothing. He doesn't stand a chance. And what is he to do about this anyway? Confess to him? That will ruin his life!

Damn me and my self-destructive tendencies-!

A cold splash of water to his face jolted Tom out of his conflicting thoughts. He blinked in surprise only to find Patrick with a spray bottle across from him.

"Tom, please kindly tell the voice to shove it and that it has no business commenting on your life." The Polish soldier politely advised, and yet Tom could still hear the menace in his voice, though he knew it wasn't meant for him. The smile never left his face, however.

It took a while, but over time Pat learned to read Tom's body language to tell exactly when the voice was making contact. Ten years of hiding his condition from everyone else made Tom a great actor, Pat won't deny that. However, there were small hints in his expression that gave away that something was not quite right.

And of course, to counter the voice's effects and lose the grip it has over Tom during those periods, Pat always kept a spray bottle of water close by to snap Tom out of it. So far it has proven to be most effective.

Well, you heard the man. Tom asserted, gaining back his bearings. So… away with you!

The voice grumbled in distaste but slowly untangled itself from him. "Fine. Have it your way. ~" It growled. "Just don't say I didn't provide you with a warning. Trust me, he will get rid of you the moment you are no longer of any use to him. ~"

F#ck off!

"Alright, Tom, back to the topic at hand." Patrick continued when he noticed a significant change in Tom's posture, handing the man a tissue to dry his face. "Thing is; you don't need to be afraid of your feelings. It's purely natural and a part of life, and rejecting them is just going to do you more harm; as you've already experienced that for yourself first hand."

"I don't think you understand what the real issue here is, Pat. I'm not afraid of my feelings." Tom grumbled as he cleaned his face. "I'm just… I realized I have been handed a- a… a bowl of affection from the cosmos that I have no idea what to do with. I'm supposed to hand it to someone else, but that someone else might not like it or throw it back in my face, and then things will be weird and my life will be ruined, so I might as well just keep standing here holding the bowl of affection until the end of time. This bowl will come with me to my grave, I say!"

Patrick couldn't help but frown.

While he is very much aware that Tord deeply adores Tom, and now he has the clear confirmation that the attraction was mutual, Pat can't really interfere in this situation. Telling either one of them what the other feels will not only be an invasion of privacy but also a huge trust breaker, even if the end result was well meaning. Besides, after everything Tom went through being under the influence of the voice and not having a choice of his own, Pat didn't feel right trying to coerce him into something he wasn't completely sure about himself. Surely sooner or later either one of them will realize that the attraction is mutual? If they fail to spot the obvious within a year then Patrick will step in. But for now he will let them handle this in their own terms.

However, that doesn't mean he can't give Tom a little nudge here and there.

"That's entirely up to you, Tom." Pat murmured, dipping his head politely. "But if there's even a slight chance of reciprocation, wouldn't it be worth expressing yourself?"

Tom stared at him for a long moment before giving a tiny nod. "I… I will think about it. I need to sort myself out before I do anything drastic. Just-" He sighed, looking down at his hands. "Please don't tell anyone about this."

"Of course! Have I ever?" Pat placed a hand over his heart earnestly.

"You know, it just hit me." Tom said, inspecting his nails. "You're not a real psychologist. And yet, how come you're so good with reading people and knowing exactly what to say?"

Patrick knows that this was an attempt to change the subject, but he was happy to engage nonetheless. "Oh, I took psychology classes growing up. It was either that or anthropology. And I just so happen to be an empath, so I thought that psychology was best suited for me; and I read a lot of books on the topic-"

Tom tried to be attentive and listen as Pat rambled on, but every so often he found his attention slipping away. Drifting to thoughts of his most recent realization and what this could potentially mean for him and his ever still sombre future. Developing a crush on the Commie was not at all on his plans, and will surely only bring him trouble. But he can't deny what he feels for him is genuine either.

Christ, what a mess.

What do I do?

(Meanwhile…)

For most of her life, Ella always tried to be positive.

Should the worst happen she always managed to get through it with her head held high, a smile on her face, and with hope in her heart. After all, she was hardworking and kind – life may be tough at the best of times and knock you down hard, but she always believed that if you follow the rules and be nice to others you will always be rewarded for it in the end.

Her favourite story growing up was Cinderella. Not only because their names were almost the same, but the message that you should remain strong in the face of difficult times and good things will come was one that Ella firmly believed in.

But there was one instance where she nearly faltered in her beliefs.

It had been raining hard that day. A storm raging rampant throughout the city. Most people would have stayed indoors, or at the very least be properly equipped for the weather. But Ella couldn't bring herself to care as she ran through the streets, her eyes blurry with tears as they cascaded down her face and disguised as rain drops. A couple of people slipped out of her way with angry curses as she barged past, but Ella ignored them.

It can't be much farther. She thought desperately. Guilt and shame dragged her down.

There was only one place she could find comfort now. Her family wouldn't be able to help her now. Not after all they've done for her, and she still managed to let them down. She won't be able to stand to see the look on their faces upon learning of her failure.

And finally there it was – the white and blue house with the red door, marked by a large tree in the front yard. Ella nearly cried out in relief and stumbled towards it, skidding to a halt on the doorstep and ringing the bell.

The door of the house opened, and a dark-haired man with blue eyes emerged. His eyes widened upon seeing her state; doubled over and gasping for breath, her eyes red and puffy from crying.

"Ella? What are you doing here? Is everything alright?"

He opened the door wider and guided her inside. Ella was having a hard time trying to gather her thoughts and speak when her friend handed her a towel for her to dry herself with.

"I- I- I didn't get in." She sniffled, holding back from bursting into tears again. "The university that I wanted. They rejected me."

"I'm so sorry, Ella." Her friend's eyes clouded with sympathy. "Does your family know?"

She shook her head. "I just got the letter. But I can't tell them. I can't! Not after everything they did to support my choice even though our financial situation is so tight right now. And it's too late to apply for a different university – all the applications are closed by now. They're going to kill me if they find out I wasn't good enough to get in!"

All her sorrow, all her concerns, and all her fears came crashing down on her, and she sank her head between her palms with a moan of despair. "I don't know what I'm going to do, Zach. I really needed this to work, but now…"

Zach surveyed her calmly. "Wait here." He left her sitting on the sofa of his living room as he made his way up the stairs.

Ella watched him leave, thinking about her desolate situation. She had worked hard to study and improve her grades in order to apply for this specific university. She had her heart set on studying there, get a degree, and become a teacher one day. Then she could start working, help support her parents, maybe move out into her own home – perhaps a nice little cottage on the countryside. But now her dreams were crushed, and she was at a loss on what to do.

How is she supposed to accomplish any of these things now? She worked hard. She was good. But she failed anyway.

She lifted her head wearily as Zach returned, his hands behind his back. "I know we haven't known each other for very long, but during my stay in this town you have been a good friend to me." He began, shifting nervously as he stared at her meaningfully.

This made Ella curious despite her anguish. Since she first met him, Zach had always been confident in everything he did and was hardly afraid of anything. What could have made him so uncertain now?

"Thanks. You are a great friend to me too." Ella tried to smile despite her tears.

And she was being sincere.

She has a few friends both at the bakery she works at and in high school, but none of them were as fun or daring as Zach; who inspired her to do things she never otherwise would've if she'd never met him, but he also respected her boundaries and never made her do anything she wasn't completely comfortable with.

Zach cleared his throat briefly before continuing. "I can't stand to see you so unhappy. I can see how much this means to you, and really, it's not fair for this to happen to you after all the work I saw you put into achieving your dream. You deserve better, Ella." He shifted. "I think… I may have a solution for you."

He pulled out a card from behind him and held it out toward her.

Ella blinked as she took it from him. Inspecting the card, it was completely black with what appeared to be a bloodied red symbol with two jagged lines stretching outward almost resembling horns.

"I need you to keep this between us. I work for a secret organization known as The Red Army." Zach explained, sitting down beside her. "Our goal is to change the world for the better by taking complete control over it. We help individuals who are struggling with their lives – we give them the means they need to succeed... in exchange for their services in the army."

Ella flicked her gaze to his face. "An army?" She echoed. "I can't possibly join an army, Zach. I don't know the first thing about fighting."

"They'll offer you extensive training." Zach reassured, seeing the uncertainty glittering in her eyes. "You can get new living accommodations and get paid super well. You join us and you will be set for life, Ella!"

Sounds too good to be true. Can she even manage army life?

She jerked out of her thoughts by a hand brushing against hers. "You don't have to decide anything right now, Ella." He said, his eyes shining. "I just… thought I would offer you the chance since I think you deserve better. You work hard enough as it is to both study and help sustain your family. Will you at least consider it?"

Looking into his pleading blue eyes back then it was easy to get sucked in the promise of a better life. Maybe that's why she was so easily convinced into joining. She'd been desperate, and she trusted Zach. If he was a part of it and was fine with the organization, then she saw no downside.

Of course, Ella had her work cut out when she first joined and started her training. It was just as vigorous and demanding as she had expected from an army. But she kept telling herself she needed the money to help her parents, and over time she saw how much good they will do to all the other people like her out there and was honoured to take part in such a life-changing historical event. Zach was by her side the entire time, however. Cheering her on and being immensely supportive. She ended up making lots of friends in her time serving the Red Army. When she finished her training and became a proper soldier she was placed in the same squadron as Zach and all her friends. Despite the future she had envisioned for herself not turning out quite the way she wanted, Ella was still happy with the outcome. Once again, she was proven right by her beliefs.

By working hard and following the rules, she earned herself her happily ever after.

… and then the border patrol massacre happened.

In the blink of an eye, everything she worked for was brutally ripped away. The friends she made. The future she had imagined. The life she had made for herself. All gone.

And Zach. Her faithful old friend who had stayed by her side and supported her till the very end; he was no more. She was all alone now. Left to pick up the pieces of her fragmented life to start over from scratch.

She was confined in the infirmary for several weeks, miss her squadron's funeral, and go through a rehabilitation process supervised by Lieutenant Yanov; the head of the medical facility. She'd been in pain at first, and grieving through most of her stay there but after a while she was bored and restless; wishing she could do more to put her mind at ease. The moment she was deemed fit enough for duty she was discharged and assigned a new squadron; having to move all her stuff to a new floor, wing, and room.

The moment she left the infirmary Ella instantly knew something was wrong. Everywhere she looked soldiers would turn their heads and stare at her ominously with a range of emotions flickering in their eyes before quickly looking away again to converse amongst themselves. She recognised shock, pity, repulsion, and sometimes even fear in their gazes.

Ella was clueless as to why that is at first. Was it her eyepatch?

But then she reached her new room and found out the reason why the moment she caught her reflection in the mirror.

Freshly healed scars stretched across the entire right side of her face, bare flesh where skin should've been; partially exposing her jaw and teeth. Her eye was gone, leaving behind a big gaping hole where it once was, covered up by an eyepatch, and her ear was reduced to a few shreds.

Her hands flew up to her face in dismay. Not once in her entire stay in the infirmary did she ever see the true extent of her injuries. She always wore bandages up until her last week. Looking at herself now no wonder people were so terrified of her.

For several moments Ella was overwhelmed with grief. Everything that's happened to her as of late came crashing down on top of her all at once, and threatened to send her toppling to her knees and burst into tears for her predicament. But she pushed her grief aside with a bittersweet smile and lifted her head. Sure she lost a lot but this doesn't have to be the end. Besides, the Red Leader was counting on her to get over this difficult situation and return to her duties. The Army needs her. She can't afford to be weak now.

She will just have to work harder from here on out to get her life back together. Make new friends. Start anew.

However, despite her best attempts at befriending the members of her new squadron, people still avoided her. It was obvious that she made them uncomfortable. During training hours, whenever they needed to work in pairs to spar she was always the last one picked with whoever was left remaining partnerless. Ella tried to branch out her options by trying to make friends with others outside of her squadron, but to no avail. She was met with the same result time and time again.

It's okay. I just have to try a little harder, that's all. She would tell herself. They just need to get used to my appearance. Someday the shock will wear off, and then they will give me a chance.

So preoccupied with her thoughts Ella was startled to reality by a silhouette appearing into her vision from her blindside. She flinched with a yelp and backed away, accidentally bumping into someone in the process.

"Hey!" A voice shouted in her good ear. "Watch where you're walking!"

Ella jumped and whipped around. Three frustrated soldiers faced her with scowls on their faces, the one directly in front of her holding an empty cup in his hands and the one to his left was wearing a stained uniform.

Realizing what she'd done upon bumping into them, she dipped her head low and began to apologize profusely. "I-I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to-"

"Can't you use that one eye you have left?" One of the soldiers interrupted.

Ella was stunned into silence by the rude comment, her jaw dropping as she thought of what to say. "I- well- you see, I-"

"Now that was totally uncalled for, don't you think?"

Out of nowhere, a man materialized beside her as though he stepped out from thin air. The four of them turned to face the newcomer. Ella tensed upon instantly recognising who this is.

"Well, hello there. ~" Said Reagan with a sly smile and a wink in her direction. Ella shivered. "Are these pals giving you trouble, doll face?"

She stepped back. She'd heard of Reagan before. That was one of the first things she learned when she joined the Red Army.

"He's intense." Her late best friend, Jill, warned her back then. "He is nothing but trouble. It's a little unsettling, really. He has a total vibe of knowing way too much about everyone. He tends to go after the newbies to do his bidding, so do yourself a favour and stay as far away from him as possible. Nothing good can come from associating with him."

Since then she always made a point to stick close to her friend group and avoid him as much as possible so as to not get in any trouble. It worked then. She never interacted with the Irishman in all her years of training and serving the Red Army, and he never had any reason to want to mess with her. So why was he here defending her now?

The three soldiers shuffled their feet nervously, their previous bravado gone upon Reagan's arrival. "She made me spill my drink!" The biggest one blurted.

"And right on my uniform, too!" The other one chimed in.

"Truly a disaster." Reagan conceded sarcastically. "No wonder you had to be so rude to this poor girl who just made an innocent mistake."

Bewildered silence followed his words.

Reagan put one arm around Ella's shoulders, blatantly ignoring her discomfort. "She's been through a lot, in case you haven't noticed. I think a little kindness and patience goes a long way, don't you agree? No need to stoop so low over such a common mistake, am I right?"

The three soldiers exchanged uneasy glances.

"Huh, I… I guess we did go too far." Said the biggest soldier gruffly. "Sorry we yelled at you."

"Yeah." Said the other two. "We're sorry."

"See? Isn't this much better than yelling and making rude remarks?" Said Reagan with a smile. He pointed at each of the soldiers in turn. "I mean, hey, I don't see you guys picking on her despite all the nasty things she's been saying about the two of you behind your back; or him for hoarding most of the snacks from the canteen to himself and cheating at the games; or them for being thoroughly sick of both of you and wishing they knew anyone interesting. But anyways, sorry for the spill – we'll be on our way now!"

He turned and escorted Ella away, leaving the three soldiers glaring at one another.

Reagan snickered to himself as he glanced back at then over his shoulder. He released her and waited until they were out of sight from the others to speak. "I think we're out of the woods now." He sighed, running a hand through his messy locks. "So nice to meet you, doll face. I'm Fitzroy. Reagan Fitzroy. But most people call me prick! Ha!" He extended his hand out for her to shake.

But she was no longer beside him.

Blinking, Reagan peered around in search of her. She couldn't have gone far. Then from far away he caught a glimpse of a ginger ponytail disappearing around the corner. He chased after her. "Hey, wait up!"

Ella quickened her pace and kept going even as she heard him follow her.

Reagan fell in step with her, grinning widely. "You know, most people would be grateful to have someone stand up for them like that, but I guess you're not the type of gal who appreciates heroism. I can respect that! Sorry for butting in where I am not wanted, doll face; but it looked like you were in a bit of a pickle."

As he chattered away Ella couldn't help but notice with dismay as everyone they came across instantly turned tail and left upon the sight of Reagan accompanying her. Or are they running from me? She brushed the thought aside and tried to be more positive.

Ella kept on ignoring Reagan, hoping he would eventually take the hint and leave her be. Since he's been demoted, her rank far exceeds his; which means that she doesn't necessarily owe him the favour of engaging in a conversation with him. But after walking several paces it was clear that he has no intentions of leaving. With her patience running out she gathered her courage to finally whirl around to face Reagan and dismiss him. For a fleeting moment she was actually surprised that the Irishman steadily met her gaze without flinching.

"Go away, Reagan." She uttered through clenched teeth, pushing him away. "If people see me hanging around you I am never going to make new friends."

Reagan blinked down at her. She barely reached his chin. Trust me, doll face; I'm not the one who is driving all your potential friends away. Your face is pretty good at that already! He inwardly snickered but reigned himself in.

"Oh, I'm sorry." He ducked his head and stepped back, looking thoroughly embarrassed. "I just… I know it's none of my business, but I couldn't help but notice you sulking around all by your lonesome and figured you could use a friend."

"To what purpose?" Ella narrowed her eye.

Reagan tipped his head. "Why – we're comrades, you and I! Surely that's more than enough reason for us to get along? After all, we were brought together here by our shared desire to improve upon the world."

Although what he was saying was true, Ella didn't lower her guard just yet. People can still be assh#les toward each other even if they're fighting for the same cause. Her recent bump in with the soldiers in the mess hall proved that much.

"Besides that, we have a lot in common. You and I." Reagan continued when he sensed her reluctance to trust him. He circled her. "We both lost a lot these last few weeks. We lost our squadron. Our friends. We're loners, though not by choice but because others seem to have already made assumptions of us."

"True. But here's where you and I differ: while I lost everything through tragic consequences, you managed to lose everything by angering the Red Leader and getting yourself demoted." Ella sassed.

Reagan's grin twitched for a split second but he managed to hold his temper and keep up the facade. Not as meek as she appears. Good to know. He thought with a mixture of amusement and annoyance. "Touche, doll face." He grit his teeth. "Doesn't change the fact that we're pretty damn similar."

Ella stared at him for a long moment before turning her head away. "What? Don't you find me repulsive like everyone else?"

Reagan shrugged. "Would it comfort you or disturb you if I said that I've seen worse?"

She didn't know how to respond to that other than giggle. She didn't mean to, but she found Reagan's laidback attitude somewhat refreshing after only encountering people who were either afraid or pitied her all the time. Still, he is a troublemaker and he can't be trusted.

"Why did you bother sticking up for me back there?" She asked.

"I'm just looking out for you." Replied Reagan, sidling up to her. "No matter our circumstances, we're still loners that nobody wants. The army is not a very nice place to be without friends. So why not join forces in our time of need and be there for each other? After all, birds of a feather should flock together." He extended his hand out toward her.

Ella hesitated. She yearned for a chance of normalcy. To return her life back to the way it used to be; surrounded by friends and no more grief tugging at her heart, constantly dragging her down and making every single day of her life feel sombre and meaningless. But this is Reagan. He will only get her into trouble if she befriends him.

No. She thought decisively. I won't give up just yet. There has to be someone else here who won't mind the way I look and give me a chance. There are thousands of people here. Surely there can be more than one person who she can befriend?

"Look, I appreciate what you did for me back there and thank you for the offer, but I'm afraid I will have to turn you down." Ella rejected as gently as she could, weakly pushing his hand away and stepping back. "We might have our similarities but we're still too different. No offense but I don't think I can get along with someone who breaks the rules constantly, blatantly disobeys orders, and gets himself into trouble so often. Please, just leave me alone."

Reagan would've felt annoyed by her refusal if it weren't for the melancholic and, dare he say, desperate tone he could hear in her voice as she said those words. 'Go away' is just a lonely person's way of saying, 'show me that you care enough to stay'. He thought smugly. She just needs more of a reason to trust him.

He was about to open his mouth to reply when someone called his name.

"Fitzroy!"

He glanced back over his shoulder to see one of the Lieutenants marching toward him. For some reason the man looked uneasy and furious. "Why are you not in the training room with the rest of the recruits? Quit lollygagging and get your ass back there!"

Reagan clenched his fists and glared at the Lieutenant, but wisely held his tongue. He didn't have the security of his former rank as Officer to freely snap back. He was just a lowly recruit who has no power whatsoever.

Keeping his temper in check he turned back to Ella, his gaze softening. "Duty calls, doll face." He smiled. "I still believe we should be friends, but that's entirely your choice. Just remember; if you ever change your mind I'll be there for you."

He winked at her and turned away to leave before she could respond.

As Reagan followed the Lieutenant back to the training room he let his thoughts wander. Ever since he returned from his failed attempt of getting answers out of Eddie, he'd been plotting another way he can get back at Red Leader for making a fool out of him, and gain back his power. In his spare time he'd been eavesdropping here and there, trying to catch up with the recent happenings around the base in his time away to heighten his power and influence over selective individuals, and he ended up learning some pretty interesting things.

For instance, apparently Red Leader's super secret weapon went berserk and broke out of confinement and killed soldiers in what people like to dub as the border patrol massacre. How entertaining.

And this is where his sudden interest in Ella comes from. She is the sole survivor of that event. She saw the secret weapon up close and personal. She knows what Red Leader is hiding in the basement. If he can befriend her, earn her trust, and get her to spill the beans to him, Reagan can get a head start on his plans. Once he finally learns what he is dealing with he'll need to find a way to sneak down into the laboratory and get his hands on the secret weapon, and then use it against the Red Leader.

I'll make him pay for what he did to me! I'll make everyone pay!

(Meanwhile…)

Tom stared intensely at his hands, willing for them to turn purplish-black at any moment and for his fingers to shred into claws, but to no avail. He and Tord were back in the laboratory, trying to figure out what exactly triggers his transformations and whether it is possible for him to shift at will, but so far there have been no conclusive results.

It didn't help that he could feel Tord's stare burning him, watching him so intently; making Tom self-conscious of all his actions. Or the fact that they were standing so close to each other after what took place in Tord's office earlier that very same day. Since his conversation with Patrick and realizing the truth about his feelings for Tord, Tom found his concentration slipping further and further away, and he could not bring himself to act quite the way he used to before this discovery. It's as if unlocking the truth suddenly opened up a forbidden gateway that should've never been opened, and Tom felt extremely awkward every time Tord so much as glances at him.

And the memory of this morning's events was enough to make him want to squirm with discomfort.

"I can't do it." He lowered his hands in defeat and sighed, sitting on the edge of the examination table.

Tord hummed, pacing back and forth. "Think back to all your past transformations. How do you usually feel when you're about to turn?"

"I don't know. Anxious, I guess?" Tom replied, looking away from him so as to avoid his gaze. "Although, maybe the reason for that is because of the stress of shifting rather than being the direct cause of it."

Despite his best efforts of keeping a low profile, Tom couldn't help but follow the Norwegian man's movements in the corner of his eyes, somewhat entranced with every little thing he says and does, and Tom found himself eagerly anticipating his next course of action. The way Tord's mind works is just really fascinating to him.

"There was that one instance where I gave you a taste for human blood and that prompted you to shift." Tord pointed out, breaking Tom out of his musings. "Would that be worth a try?" With no hesitation on his part, he opened one of the drawers to pull out a scalpel and raised it to the palm of his organic hand.

Tom jumped to his feet wide eyed. "Whoa! Hold on for just a second!" He exclaimed, marching up to Tord and ripping the scalpel out of his hands without thinking. "There's no way to tell how I am going to react if you bleed right in front of me. For all we know I could go full feral on you and I really don't want to hurt you, Commie."

A moment too late he realized what just slipped out of his mouth, but no matter how much he was inwardly cringing at his own actions Tom did his best to pay it no mind because it was the truth. After everything Tord did for him, he wouldn't want to be responsible for harming him, even if by accident.

Tord blinked. "I know, Thomas. I trust you completely. That's why I'm not afraid of doing this." He reached to take the scalpel from the Brit's hands.

"Fair enough. But put it this way; if the only way to trigger my transformations is to have someone bleed right next to me, is it really worth it? Sounds a tad inconvenient for my tastes." Tom argued.

"I… I guess you have a point there." Tord conceded.

Having won the argument, Tom handed the tool back to Tord and the Norwegian man stored it safely away back in the drawer.

"Fine. I suppose our next best bet would be to list off each emotion and go by elimination order." Tord suggested. "Let's start off by scraping happiness right off the bat because, well… I seriously doubt that's what triggers it."

"Yeah, I can tell you with absolute confidence that none of the times that I transformed were ever after a moment of happiness." Tom left it at that. He tried thinking back to all those instances in an attempt to remember what he felt then and what all these memories have in common. But he could only recall the pain of being silent.

"I guess anger would make the most sense, but I don't know. Lately your transformations have been rather calm and you never seem to express much anger in those moments."

Tom shrugged. "True, I haven't been feeling much anger lately. And if I did in the past it was most likely at myself, so…" He trailed off, not wanting to go into further detail as he glimpsed a gleam of concern in Tord's gaze.

"Sadness?"

"Could be." Tom contemplated. "I mean, there were plenty of instances where I was feeling down so it would make sense. Although I'm not sure how practical that would be in battle. Imagine, just out in the battlefield and having to think up sad thoughts on a high stress situation in order to shift? How ridiculous would that be?" He rambled nervously.

Tord chuckled. "Well, that would be easy. I'll just have you remember the saddest moments in 'The brave little toaster' and that would work like a charm!"

"Oh wow, I do remember crying at that movie! But I was six then." Tom recalled fondly. "I also remember you sobbing your heart out at the end of 'The Iron giant' though."

"That movie was an emotional, beautiful, masterpiece. Anyone who says otherwise is not to be trusted!"

The seriousness in Tord's voice as he said those words made Tom chortle. Who would've thought that the great Red Leader would hold a kids movie to such high standards? If this man takes over the world then Tom figures that they could have ended with a way worse dictator.

"So are you willing to try?" Tord leaned closer to him, catching Tom off guard.

"Huh?"

"Think sad thoughts." Tord explained. "To see if that triggers a transformation."

Tom frowned. "That's a little weird, but alright. I will see what I can do." He shifted uncomfortably. "Just… can you please stop staring at me so intensely as I do so? I feel as though you're trying to set me on fire."

"Oh sorry." Obeying his request, Tord turned his gaze toward the ceiling as though it were the most fascinating thing he'd ever encountered.

As silence fell upon the lab, Tom tried to conjure up sad thoughts as he stared down at his hand. But when the first few thoughts failed to make him feel the desired effect, his mind started bringing up darker examples. I will never see Edd and Matt ever again… everyone will be better off if I were dead… Tord doesn't really care for me and he's just using me…

"It's not working." Tom sighed, his shoulders drooping. "Great. Now I am just bummed out."

Tord felt a flicker of guilt growing in the pit of his stomach as he saw the dejected look on Tom's face. It hasn't skipped his notice that Tom was behaving strangely odd since the beginning of this experiment. Acting kind of skittish and more alert. Was he still shaken up by Tord's gutter brain slip-up from earlier? Was he nervous that Tord might try and make another move on him?

Tord wanted to kick himself for his stupidity and lack of restraint.

He hesitated, thinking of what to say to cheer him up now. Hesitantly, he began: "You know… you mentioned something about setting things on fire, and that got me thinking… you remember that one time when we were nine and we set a girl's hair on fire in the middle of class?"

Tom snorted. "You mean the girl that sat in front of you and who was always harassing Matt? Yeah, I remember that. But that was strictly a you thing. I didn't do anything!"

"What do you mean? You gave me the go-ahead to do it!"

"I thought you were asking me for a pencil, you dipsh#t!" Tom laughed. "You turned to me, gave me a nod, and I turned away for one second to grab a pencil and came back to find you with a lighter and igniting a flame on a strand of her hair!"

Tord doubled over wheezing. "And then-" He couldn't get his words out. "And then everyone in class proceeded to beat her over the head with books to try and put the fire out while she was panicking."

The two of them broke into sheer laughter, their sides stitching as they leaned against each other and lost their sh#t. It took a while for them to calm down and get their breath back. As the laughter died down Tom realized that his previous sadness had been short lived as he was feeling much better now after a good laugh.

All thanks to Tord.

For his part, Tord was just glad he managed to cheer Tom up and erase some of the awkwardness that had settled between them. It won't completely wipe away the events that took place this morning, but hopefully it is a right step toward a more comfortable relationship.

They were back on track with the experiments soon after, testing out different emotional responses to see what would trigger his transformation, all the while making idle chatter. A major improvement from their attitude toward each other in the earlier experiments. But several hours seem to have gone by and there were no results and Tom was growing impatient. Nothing he did was good enough.

He glanced over to where Tord was jotting down the results gathered so far on a file, worried that the Norwegian man was secretly frustrated with him and their lack of answers. Geez, can't I do anything right?

Tord paced around the lab in long strides, hand to his chin and deep in thought. "Throughout this whole experience," his voice broke the silence. "You haven't felt the slightest urge to shift? Not once?"

Tom shook his head. "Zilch."

Humming pensively Tord halted in front of Tom, his eye narrowed. "I have one last suggestion. Are you up for it?" When he received a nod from Tom he continued. "Let's try something a little different then. If this doesn't work, then… we're out of ideas and I'll need to think of something else. But I think it's worth a try all the same."

"Okay?"

"Close your eyes and take deep breaths." Tord instructed. "Then focus as hard as you can to try and bring the monster out yourself. Call out to it. Picture it in your mind and try to imagine your body changing. Remember; the monster is inside of you, and you're the one who decides when to let it out. Not the other way around. Think you can try that?"

Tom was taken aback by the strangeness of his request but did not argue. It was so wild it might just work, and they were running out of options anyway.

Doing as he was told, Tom shut his eyes and took long deep breaths. He tried to remember the sensation he usually gets just as he is about to transform. The flaring, tingling feeling in his wrists spreading to his ribcage. Growing light-headed. And his body morphing into something different. With a clear mind, he visualized his limbs turning purplish-black and horns protruding from his head; a long tail sweeping behind him and his hands grow into claws. Energy suddenly pulsated through him.

"Is it working?" Tom half opened his eyes to look.

Tord was staring at him in awe, nodding slowly with a wide grin on his face. Tom was slightly confused by this reaction until he lifted a hand to see a massive dark purple paw in its place. He looked at it in bewilderment at first, not quite believing what he was seeing. Then he chuckled, amazed that this tactic actually worked. But then the shock wore off and was steadily growing into horror as he thought of all the people he had butchered with his claws.

He started hyperventilating.

"Thomas? What's wrong?" Tord reached out for him in concern.

In hindsight Tom knew he shouldn't be quite so alarmed. He'd always known he was a monster. But he wasn't at all prepared to see himself actually become one. This isn't just another nightmare. This is real. He turned into a monster.

"Don't panic, Tom." Tord's words fell on deaf ears as Tom jumped to his feet and started to back away on shaky, uneven steps.

"These hands aren't mine." Tom uttered in a low, desperate voice. His face twisted, horror warring with despair and confusion. "These aren't my claws." His voice turned into a deep slithering growl near the end of his sentence and that set him off even more.

He nearly tripped over his tail as he whirled around in frenzy. He can't be free. There's no telling what he might do with this kind of power! Innocent people could get hurt and it will be all his fault. Tom shuddered in a big, bone-wracking way. His mind threatened to shred itself into pieces.

"Tom, you need to calm down!" Bewildered, Tord leaped onto his back and tried to subdue him. "Your control is slipping – you mustn't panic."

Too little too late. Tom's cries of distress turned into guttural grows and shrieks as he- no- as the monster trashed around in his hold trying to throw him off.

So much for giving Tom control over the situation.

But the truth of the matter is that Tom is still too terrified of his own power, of his own claws, to really take the reins and control his monster half himself. He is afraid of what he might do.

Tord was slammed against the wall, knocking the breath out of him. The monster rounded on him and trapped him against the wall with both claws on either side of him. It towered over him with a furious snarl. Needless to say, Tord was both terrified and turned on by the situation.

Still, it's important that he gets a hold of the situation now and find a way to hand the control back to Tom.

He gently rests his hands on top of the claws. The monster snarled quietly.

"Hey." Tord soothed, his gaze locking with the monster's. "It's alright. You don't have to be afraid. It's just us here."

Tentatively, he slowly starts to run his hands up and down the monster's paws. His breath hitched in his throat as the asset leaned down to nuzzle the top of his head. He could hear its teeth chattering in his ears and it was making small grunting sounds.

"Come back to me, Tom." Tord murmured. "This power is yours to control. Not the other way around."

"T-Tord."

At once, Tord perked up at that wide eyed. "You can talk?"

"Tord." The monster repeated as though trying out the sound on its tongue, blinking slowly. "Tord. Tord. Tooooord. Tord? Tord!"

"Yes! It's me!" He peered up at the monster closely. "Tom... is that you?"

In response, the asset- no- Tom carefully lifted his claws to cup Tord's face, relaxing against him. A deep crimson blush bloomed in the Norwegian's face but he didn't dare pull away even if he had the option. Tom rests his head against Tord's, breathing in his scent and taking comfort from the familiarity as he tried to bring himself back to reality.

Then the most amazing thing happened.

As they stood there pressed up against each other Tom's height started to lower; his claws retracting back into hands and his ears and horns growing shorter as he slowly turned back human.

"…Tord." Tom sighed softly, closing his eyes.

Tord swallowed thickly, adverting his gaze to the floor. He wasn't used to affection and didn't know how to respond to it. Well, he really wanted to wrap his arms around Tom and just drown in his touch but he held back, figuring that's not the best way to go about this.

Once Tom was fully transformed back into human he opened his eyes again. His gaze locked with Tord's for an embarrassing long time before he stepped back and released him.

"Sorry, I hope I didn't scare you." Tom muttered bashfully as he scratched the back of his head.

"No, it's… quite alright." Tord breathed, eyeing him with fascination. "Are you okay though? What you just did was amazing! Tom, do you realize what this means for you? You can control when to shift now!"

"Yeah, that's great. I am going to be okay, I just-" Tom gagged. "I think I'm gonna be sick. Also, I'm pretty sure my tail ripped my pants, so if you can give me a new one that would be great."

Chapter 32: Chapter 32

Summary:

Tord surprises Tom after he's completed his assessment. Meanwhile, Reagan slowly begins to break down Ella's walls.

Chapter Text

Tom reloaded his gun with impressive speed before taking aim at the targets again and opening fire.

He'd already completed the obstacle course part of his assessment under an impressive time of one minute and forty six seconds. Now he's on the shooting range to test him on his aim and dodge skills as the targets popped into view in several different directions – some of them even firing back at him with paintball rounds, and he had to duck behind barriers and stay low as he weaved his way around in order to collect sufficient points before the timer runs out.

For every target hit he gets one point. Hit them directly on the bull's-eye and he gets three points. However, for every time he gets hit he is deducted two points. And if he gets hit in a vital area then that's four points taken away.

He continued to fire at the targets ahead of him in rapid succession, alternating between reloading and dodging on occasion. His mind was completely focused on the task. His movements were precise and nimble as he aimed from target to target.

A loud buzzer bellowed throughout the room signalling the end of the test, and Tom immediately stopped what he was doing and raised his hands.

"Times out."

He glanced back to see Tord approaching him, flanked by Paul and Pat on either side of him. Tom tried to read his expression but the small smile on the Norwegian's face was neutral at best and he couldn't tell whether he's doing well so far on the assessment.

"Well done." Tord said as he reached him. "Ready for the final part of your soldier assessment?"

Tom gulped and nodded.

He was nervous about this part of the test the most. As much as he gloated, Tom only managed to pin Tord down once in all of their training sessions. He can only hope that he will be able to replicate his success from then now.

As they made their way into the fighting ring, jumping over the elastic barriers, Tom expected Tord to climb the opposite side and stand across from him. But imagine his surprise when the one who faced him was not Tord but-

"Patrick?!" Tom exclaimed. "You're the one I'm fighting?"

The Polish soldier dipped his head. "Well met, Tom." He greeted. "It seems to be that way, yes. Hope you are relieved, but not disappointed." There was a humorous edge to his voice.

Tom blinked, his gaze flickering over to Tord. The Norwegian had a smug knowing grin on his face as he met Tom's stare. He really thought that he was going to have to fight him, seeing as how he was so skilled in combat and would judge his performance the most critically. But on the other hand, Tom could see the sense in switching his final opponent for someone who's fighting style he was unfamiliar with.

Still, he won't dare make the mistake of underestimating Patrick.

"Alright, so here are the rules." Paul announced beside him. "You have three minutes to pin each other down. The one who pins the other for more than three seconds is the winner. Should you run out of time before a winner can be determined, both of you must stop fighting right away. Any questions?"

Pat and Tom remained silent, already analysing one another for their weaknesses and strengths.

Paul stepped back. "Ready?"

Tom braced himself, but made sure to keep his legs light. A soldier fights with ease, not stiffness. Tord's advice rang in his ears. Fight with your wits as well as your fists.

"Fight!"

Tom wasted no time and charged forward, swinging a series of punches towards Pat. The Polish soldier deftly evaded his attacks and ducked away. Amusement lit his gaze as he caught Tom's punch and saw surprise emerge in his hollow eyes. Before Tom could plan his next move, Patrick pulled him forward hard and then darted past him; letting the eyeless man stumble and lose his footing as he whipped around and kicked the back of his knees to send him toppling down.

Recovering in the very last second, Tom rolled forward before quickly jumping to his feet again; facing Patrick.

The General rushed at him with no hesitation. He was so quick that Tom hardly had time to dart out of the way or plan his defensive moves. Patrick kneed him in the gut, then roundhouse kicked the side of his head sending him staggering sideways. He tried to counter with a left hook, but Patrick immediately leaped back out his reach before rounding him again with more kicks.

He's so fast! Tom though in dismay. I may be physically stronger, but that doesn't mean anything if I can't land a hit.

Admittedly, Tord was more ruthless with him in training than Patrick; however what the General lacked in power he certainly made up for it in agility.

I need to outsmart him.

Suddenly, Patrick grabbed a hold of his shoulders and jumped, twisting his whole body to wrap his legs around Tom's neck in a chokehold of sorts and repeatedly elbow him on the head. Dazed by the blows, Tom lost his balance and fell over with Pat on his back.

"Three…"

Tom was hardly conscious enough to hear Paul's voice as he started the countdown, and panicked the moment that the information sunk in. But rather than struggling to get back up and knock Pat off, he forced himself to relax instead.

"Two…"

Tord's eye widened in dismay, drawing in a hitched breath as he watched. Tom was panting, his eyes half-closed and his muscles limp as Patrick pinned him down. Is he going to give up just like that?

Before Paul can finish the countdown however, Tom surged upward, slamming his head against the bottom of the General's chin and dislodging Pat's hold on him. He then grabbed one of Patrick's legs with both of his own, and rolled over to revert their positions. At once, the Polish soldier tried to kick him off, to which Tom jumped back to his feet and stepped away before the blow could strike him.

Tord let out a relieved sigh to see that Tom hadn't lost the fight after all.

"Not bad." Patrick commented as he scrambled to his feet.

He charged at Tom again. As he struck out, Tom ducked low so that the blow only ruffled his hair. Patrick leaped at him again, moving to twist his legs around Tom's neck.

Not this sh#t again. He clenched one of his arms around Pat's leg just in time, and then flipped the Polish soldier off of him and slammed him to the ground. Tom leaped at him and suddenly the two men were locked together, striking at each other with all of their limbs as they struggled to pin the other down.

I can't believe how good Tom has gotten, Tord thought with a glimmer of pride. He's improved a lot since he first joined us; in more ways than one.

A moment later, Tom threw himself on top of Patrick to pin him down after stunning the General with a combo blow to the gut and head.

"Three…"

Although winded, Pat flailed beneath him to try and get away. In response Tom tightened his hold; clenching his eyes shut as he forced his weight down more, praying for this to be over as soon as possible.

"Two…"

He didn't let up. Even as Patrick continued to try to wriggle free of him and even struck him on the head multiple times, Tom remained strong.

"One…"

As Paul reached the end of the countdown, Patrick ceased struggling and allowed himself to relax and lie back, catching his breath. Tom however hasn't moved from his spot and continued to pin him down; suspicious that this was all a ruse and not yet realizing that the fight was over.

"Uh… Tom? It's okay. You can stand up now. You won." Tord's voice roused him from his intense focus.

Tom dared to open one eye. When he wasn't immediately thrown off and assaulted with kicks again, he allowed himself to relax and got off of Pat. "Sorry. Are you okay? Did I hurt you?" He asked as he offered his hand out to the Polish man.

"Oh, I'm fine! Don't worry about it, Tom. People usually get a lot more roughed up than this in assessments." Patrick explained as he grabbed Tom's hand and was pulled to his feet. He dusted his uniform. "Are you okay though? You took quite a lot of hits back there. Sorry for that, but I couldn't exactly go easy on you."

"I'm alright." Tom reassured, wincing slightly at the headache building in his head. "But is that it then? The assessment is over? Did I pass?"

"Your soldier assessment is done now, yes." Tord spoke up as he approached them with Paul next to him. "And while Paul and Pat return to their duties and discuss your overall score, we will move on to your monster assessment."

Tom glanced nervously at Tord. He was tired after completing the soldier assessment. It hadn't been long since Tord and he had figured out a way for him to shift into his monster half at will and then back to human again without needing to experience all the stages of his transformation. Tord had told him then to call out the monster with his mind, focusing his thoughts onto his body and picture it changing. Could he do it now, especially when it was needed of him for his assessment?

I have to, he told himself. This is too important. Tord is counting on me.

"Indeed! We'll let you know the results as soon as we're able." Paul added.

"If everything goes smoothly running the base we might get it done by today." Patrick ruffled Paul's hair affectionately. "With any luck I might just be able to have enough time to trim your hair tonight as well, love."

"Yes, his hair has been growing out of proportion lately." Tord agreed, crossing his arms. "Don't forget to exterminate the huge furry caterpillars attached to his face while you're at it."

Paul laughed dryly at his comment then stuck his tongue out at his leader.

The four of them left the training room and trekked together through the corridors. They eventually split up paths as Paul and Patrick headed for the main lift, and Tom and Tord made their way towards the enclosure. Stepping through the gates Tom couldn't help but sweep his gaze around the immense room. Though he should be familiar with these surroundings by now, seeing as how he spends most of his time here in his monster form, he could only remember vague glimpses of this place.

He remembers leaping and climbing the ledges, surveying the enclosure from above. Diving into the pool. Taking lots of naps. And occasionally messing around with Tord whenever the Norwegian man was trying to teach him tricks.

"Ready, Tom?" Tord asked, breaking the silence.

Nodding, Tom closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He pictured his hands enlarging, imagining his teeth changing, his tail and horns manifesting, his feet bending, and his ears elongating and twitching. He felt himself shudder with the effort and an uncomfortable tingling sensation passed through his veins. His claws trembled. Energy fizzed through his being. That happened last time too. It must be working.

Triumph pulsed through Tord as Tom opened his eyes in his half-shifted form, regarding him with pricked ears and a solemn nod.

From there, Tord proceeded to put Tom's monster's skills to the test.

By showcasing impressive feats of agility and strength as he raced Tord three laps around the enclosure's perimeter, and then later effortlessly lifted heavy objects he normally would've never been able to move, Tord could easily say he was impressed. In this form Tom was stronger and faster than his best trained soldier, and he can jump great heights too. Tom seems to be in control for the most part, although he occasionally tends to slip back and forth between his human and monster mind-sets; and he has a bit of trouble properly controlling his tail and ears as they often twitch without his input. That seems to put Tom off a tad, but Tord honestly found it outright adorable.

Tord jerked out of his thoughts as he noticed Tom's sudden restlessness and discomfort, which could only mean one thing.

"Well done, Tom." He praised earnestly. "Ready for the final part of your assessment?"

His only response was a curt and raspy growl before Tom's eyes conjoined into one and he began to enlarge at a rapid rate, tearing his clothes into fragments.

Tord stepped back and watched the transformation occur until the monster finally loomed over him, shaking its pelt. Looking frighteningly beautiful and majestic as always. Single socket pinned him down like a spear.

Whistling, Tord beckoned the monster closer. It leaned down toward him, lowering its head with a small croon. Once it was low enough he reached forward and climbed its head, swinging his leg over the other side of its neck as he settled down on the back of its head; just a little behind between the horns.

The monster lifted its head and straightened up again, making a noise somewhere between a purr and a growl.

"Alright, let's see now…" Tord contemplated, tapping his chin. He frowned briefly as he noticed the stray purple hairs sticking to his uniform already and promptly shook them away as best he could. "Up!" He motioned upwards to one of the platforms standing above them.

The monster swerved its head, following the direction he was pointing at and backed up to get a better angle. It crouched down, rocking its haunches before leaving the ground in a massive leap to stand on top of the platform. Tord grabbed a fistful of fur in both hands to keep from falling off the gargantuan beast.

He proceeded to direct it to jump towards different ledges a few more times, the two of them climbing higher and higher in the enclosure until they nearly reached the ceiling, and the monster had to duck in order to comfortably accommodate its large size as they surveyed the entire area.

"Brann!" Tord commanded.

The monster crouched, clenched its jaw, and summoned the fire from deep inside it. It sizzled into its throat like a building flame. Finally it opened its mouth and shot a shimmering blast of fire into the air. Tord watched the roaring flames with fascination.

After ordering it to jump back down to the ground, his belly fluttering as they fell and landed with a massive thud, he decided to step things up and make this more interesting.

"You know, Tom; while you're doing a marvellous job so far I don't think this enclosure gives your talents enough justice." Tord spoke up, lifting his robotic arm and pressing a button. "So why not take this up a notch and try out somewhere more… fitting of your capabilities."

The far wall of the enclosure rumbled as it slowly lifted upwards to reveal a wide gaping tunnel. Not just any tunnel. It is the exact same hole the monster had dug through to escape containment that first time after melting the wall with its fire breath. After Tord had his engineers fortify the enclosure and make it fireproof, the hole through the mountainside still remained and he had the brilliant idea to make it a direct pathway leading to the outside.

The monster cautiously drew closer to the yawning mouth of the tunnel, sniffing the air as it detected a fresh breeze blowing from within.

"Go ahead, Tom." Tord encouraged, lightly running his hands through the soft fur. "It's okay. You can go out. I know how much you've been craving to go outside so I-"

He didn't get to finish his sentence as the monster abruptly charged forward.

Paws skidding wildly on the steel floor in its haste as it bolted. Tord barely had the chance to tighten his grip on the monster as they delved into the tunnel, stumbling upward in the dark toward the open air, following the breeze along the passage. Tord crouched low, pressing his entire body to flatten himself against the monster's back so as to avoid getting crushed by the ceiling. The monster's fur scraped against the tunnel walls.

Then he saw the bright outline of the tunnel exit, and they burst out into the open.

The monster fluffed out its fur against the chilly early-noon air. The weather was crystal clear; not a speck of cloud anywhere in sight among the vast blue sky. Despite the beautiful sunny weather however, it was still pretty cold out with the harsh mountain breeze sweeping through the area. Wind rippled over short, springy grass interspersed with creeping clovers and wild thyme.

From this vantage point, high in the mountainside they could view everything.

Miles of green flowery fields and moors stretched as far as the eye can see, spread out between stony hills. A mountain chain surrounded them on all sides and even further beyond the horizon. The ground rose and fell in a series of gentle slopes. A river could be seen cutting through one of the slopes, flowing down and feeding into a wide lake. Several smaller lakes were scattered around the lush valley. A deep ravine split the land farther west; and beyond that, small colourful and quaint looking lodgements could be seen cluttered close together. A town, perhaps.

The monster let out a thundering roar as it leaned over the edge of the tunnel.

Lifting his arm to block out the sun Tord blinked against the harsh light, trying to adjust his vision. He didn't get the chance to get used to it however, as the monster plunged forward and started to make its descent down the steep rocky mountainside.

The beast climbed down in long strides, launching itself forward and letting gravity do most of its job to get down faster. Its single socket fixed intently over the horizon which it longed for to explore.

"Tom, stop!"

At the sudden command, the monster skidded to a halt. Digging its claws into the loose earth of the hillside and sending a shower of rocks tumbling down the slope. The monster lashed its tail in annoyance.

"It's best if we stick to the mountain area only." Tord said, patting the monster's head. "We don't want to attract unwanted attention to ourselves."

The monster whined in protest.

"Now don't be like that. There's plenty to see and enjoy right here." Tord tugged the monster's fur and pointed the other way. "C'mon! I know a perfect place for us to go."

While he wanted to give Tom a bit of freedom, knowing that the eyeless man greatly missed being outside and all, Tord had his misgivings. He doesn't want the possibility of running into one of his border patrols, or being spotted by an aircraft before the time is right to formally introduce the monster to the rest of his soldiers as his secret weapon. The border patrol massacre was still fresh in a lot of people's minds, and he doesn't want to risk his Generals going back on their decision to keep the monster should something go wrong.

So it's better to play safe and keep the monster away from the rest of the base.

However, the monster wouldn't budge to his command. It kept staring intently toward the horizon where specks of civilization could be seen in the far away distance.

"Tom." Tord stiffened, tugging on the fur again.

While he wasn't particularly worried about the monster reverting back to its savage ways and go into another rampage, it still concerned him that the asset might disobey him and insist on leaving the mountain range. "Come on; let's go this way."

After several heartbeats of silence, with only the strong gusts of wind buffeting their hair and fur in the air, the monster reluctantly turned away and climbed back up the way it came; glancing over its shoulder at the gorgeous prospect of freedom it was not allowed to obtain.

Guiding the monster, they took an earthy trail that led to grassy slopes below the moor-top. Heather was in bloom all around them. The monster breathed in the fresh and sweet scents, opening its mouth to let it bathe its tongue.

Gradually, the monster started to pick up its pace. Climbing and weaving its way around the paths with ease. As they broke from the stony hills onto the moor, they felt the wind tugging them.

"I know you can go much faster than this, Thomas." Tord urged, fizzing with excitement. "Go right ahead! Run. I can tell you're longing to."

The monster didn't need to be told twice.

It leapt forward, a little slow at first, but gradually gaining speed as it hared across the slope. Tail streaking behind, forked tongue sticking out of the side of its jaws, it raced as fast as it could. On its back, Tord held on. He screwed up his eye as the wind battered his face, and felt the rush of air as they crested the moor-top and saw miles of meadows and valleys stretch before them.

"Faster!"

The monster streaked into the wind with the sun dazzling their eyes. Leaping over chasms with ease, Tord felt as though they could keep on running forever until they soared into the vibrant blue sky like one of the eagles that flew and screamed above them.

"It's a real shame you don't have any wings, bud." Tord patted the monster, still enjoying the thrill of the ride regardless.

They travelled quite a long distance by the time the day neared its end and the monster tired itself out, and by then Tord decided they should have a pause and rest on top of a grassy hill before making their way back to the base. He sat down on a boulder under the shade of a tree, and observed with amusement as the monster rolled down the grassy slope.

Straight in front of them, the sun was sinking in a blaze of scarlet fire, petals of flame spreading halfway across the sky. Calm and filled with peace, Tord leaned back and watched the sun set.

Things sure changed a lot in the span of a year, hasn't it? Tord regained his old feelings for Tom back, he made incredible progress in the serum project, he managed to get the truth out of Tom and vowed to help him, found himself more at ease and true to his feelings instead of constantly trying to live up to an image he'd conjured up for himself, his army was on the brink of rising up to take over the world at long last, and Tom and he have grown close.

Needless to say; things haven't gone at all the way Tord had first intended. He'd always imagined being the Red Leader – cold and dominant but also aspiring respect and admiration from everyone he encountered, and that's how it would always be. Years and years in the future, he would have grown to be the most feared force in the world.

But now that he's learned to embrace his emotions, rather than reject them and pretend he's devoid of them, Tord could see that he was happier like this than had he insisted on being someone he was not. Of course, his reputation still matters a great deal to him and he keeps it up in front of his followers at all times. However, in cases when he is alone with Tom, Paul, and Pat; he could drop the facade and be true to himself without fear of judgment or appearing too weak. It wasn't at all what he wanted, but in the end turned out to be exactly what he needed. He was so lucky and incredibly grateful to have the three of them by his side.

Now if only he could resolve his unrequited feelings for Tom...

Tord jerked out of his thoughts by an unexpected bleat. A flock of sheep had wandered up the grassy slope and drew closer to them.

The sight of them wasn't all that surprising. After all, there were sheep almost everywhere in Norway. Although the woolly animals didn't necessarily belong to the Red Army despite living inside their perimeter, his tailors still needed to find the materials to create their uniforms from somewhere.

What did concern Tord however, was when the monster snapped its head toward the sheep and decided to approach them.

Now, he didn't mind if the monster decides to have a little bite to eat; but he'd hoped that Tom had at the very least gained enough control over his monster half to curb some of its more animalistic tendencies. Was Tord really about to experience a sheep massacre right before his very eye? God, he was already on thin f#cking ice with his tailors because of his frequent requests for more test subject clothes for Tom, and only recently had he managed to smooth things over with them by giving them a new project to work on – if they find out their source of fabric were annihilated by their secret weapon he will never hear the end of it.

Readying himself to whistle to call the monster back to him, Tord wasn't at all prepared for what happened next.

The monster towered over the sheep, tail wagging. The woolly animals bleated and scattered away in terror until the monster let out a soft bellow at them. Tord watched in amazement as the monster continued to chirp and croon, the sheep responding back with bleats of their own before gradually losing their fear enough to warily approach the giant purple creature.

Seeing that the monster wasn't going to do any harm, Tord allowed himself to relax and chuckled softly. Awn, he's making friends. He thought with mirth. How cute!

Observing the scenery before him, Tord continued to contemplate.

He wasn't the only one who went through a lot this past year. Tom has also changed a great deal since he first arrived in the base. He started out angry and defiant, suspicious of all their actions, all the while keeping a dark secret from the rest of the world because he was conditioned to believe he just wasn't worthy of living. But now he's grown more at ease around them, and with their help he managed to overcome the voice in his head and the monster side of him in order to live up to his full potential. Paul and Pat certainly grew quite fond of him. And Tom might have even grown a soft spot for Tord, if his recent behaviour toward him is any indication.

Tord's heart filled with love for Tom. They've been close friends once, and his heart broke for the eyeless man upon discovering all the suffering he'd endured and kept to himself. Tord remembered a time when Tom used to be bright and gleeful, but after his father's death his smiles became rarer. After Tord betrayed him, he stopped smiling at all. Was that part of the reason why he became so sharp and grumpy after? Was he to blame for bitterness hollowing out his heart and turning him so unhappy?

And yet, even now, despite all his misfortune Tord knew there was still warmth inside of him. Tom's grouchiness was like snow in winter, bitter and harsh to the unwary, killing any sort of joy and beauty but secretly hiding buds underneath that would blossom once spring returns. Tord can only hope he will continue to do right by him and get to witness what more amazing things he is capable of.

The sun had sunk behind the mountains by now, though great orange flares still streaked the sky. The breeze was growing colder. Rising to his feet, Tord realized he wasn't ready to return to the base just yet. He whistled and beckoned the monster to come to him.

The asset looked up from its spot where it was resting near the flock of sheep as they grazed the grass around them. It staggered to its paws and raced forward to meet him.

"Today was quite eventful, don't you think?" Tord asked as he rested the palm of his hand on the monster's snout. "What do you say about camping out here for a couple of days?"

He contacted Paul and Patrick soon after; explaining the situation and kindly requesting them to transport a few essential items Tom and he will need in their stay out here. The moon was rising by the time Paul and Pat arrived in a chopper, landing close by and making their way up to him with two duffle bags. The monster was resting nearby; its energy spent for the day and ready to shift back to human soon enough.

"So, what are the results?" Tord questioned as he met with his soldiers.

"The results are in…" Paul announced, pausing briefly for dramatic effect. "The monster is definitely more of a dog than a cat."

Tord frowned, fixing his Commander with a deadpan glare. "That's… that's great, Paul. But what about his assessment score?"

"You seriously worried about that? Really? After watching his performance - of course Tom passed, you big dumb-dumb!" Paul snorted, punching him lightly on the shoulder. "With flying colours, I might add!"

"Well, of course I knew Tom would do great and pass. I mentored him, after all!" Tord boasted, trying to hide the air of relief he felt at the news. "I just wanted to make sure you guys knew that and tallied up the score correctly. Knowing the two of you, you'd probably find some way to mess it up somehow!"

"Sure thing, sir…" Paul nudged him, winking.

Tord rolled his eye. "Can you guys manage the base on your own for two days?" He asked.

"You don't have any important meetings scheduled and nothing really enthusiastic should be happening lately, so we got it covered." Patrick answered. Then he added with a stern stare. "Although... you have been taking a lot of off time from work to be with Tom, sir. And while I think that's great for the both of you, maybe after this you should consider putting your time around the base for a little while just to throw off suspicion."

Tord narrowed his eye. "Did anyone say anything?"

"No, but you know they very well could. So just be more careful in the future, sir." Pat advised, his arms crossed. "I recommend you schedule an ideal balance between your work as Red Leader and your… escapades with Tom."

"Fine, fine, whatever you say, mom."

After bidding his soldiers farewell and watching them board the chopper and leave, Tord got to work in setting up the campsite; getting everything ready before Tom wakes up.

He shot a glance at the monster, still resting beside a tree with its head tucked between its large paws as it yawned. Tord proceeded to pitch up the tent and build a campfire, with the help of his lighter-thumb of course. Everything was ready in a matter of minutes. Last but not least, he unpacked a new set of neatly folded clothes for Tom and placed them near the sleeping beast.

Turning away, Tord sat down in front of the fire and waited.

When he finally came to, Tom was acutely aware of how cold it was. Shivering, he blinked open his eyes with a groan, only to find himself lying on grass and staring up at a dark starry sky. Tom lay still for a moment, processing what he was seeing and slowly realizing that this wasn't a dream. I'm… I'm outside?! Tom's eyes widened. He felt a jolt of alarm, and then relief.

Sitting up, Tom tried to recall how he ended up here, but his belly rumbled and suddenly all he could think about was how hungry he was.

Leaves rustled in the tree beside him, and he heard the crackling of fire nearby. Glancing around he found Tord sitting close by, his back turned to him and staring into the flames. Then Tom's gaze landed on the pile of clothes beside him, including his blue hoodie, and immediately started to dress himself.

Once he was fully dressed, Tom made his way over to Tord. "Commie? Why are we here?" He wondered. "And where exactly are we?"

Tord glanced at him, inviting him to sit beside him by the fire. "I thought you would like to be outside for a little while longer. It's a nice night, isn't it? We're within the army's perimeter; just a few miles Northwest from the main base." He said. "I thought it would be fun for us to camp out for a few days."

"Just the two of us?" Tom asked, a little nervous at the thought of being alone with Tord.

He peered around, his gaze sweeping over the darkened landscape surrounding them. He could only see silhouettes of mountains and slopes under the moonlight, but the fragment of a foggy memory told him that this very land during the day was a sight to behold.

"Man, I haven't gone camping since I was a kid. I missed this!" Tord sighed wistfully. "When I was younger, my grandfather used to take me on hunting trips whenever I came to visit and taught me how to shoot. Have you ever gone camping before?"

Tom shook his head. "The closest to camping I ever did was go on fishing trips with my dad." His stomach rumbled again. "Please tell me you were smart enough to pack food with you."

"Of course!" Tord rummaged through the duffle bags. "We've got coffee, water, sausages, soup, marshmallows, some chocolate bars, bacon, bread, and…" He pulled out a transparent silver and red bottle from the bag. "Ta-dah!"

"Smirnoff!" Tom gasped. "But… I thought I wasn't allowed to drink alcohol anymore?"

"Well, we can open a small exception for you today considering you passed your assessment and all." Tord handed him the bottle with a proud grin. "Congratulations!"

Tom was at a loss of words. He actually did it? He passed the test and he was going to become an official soldier for the Red Army. It was strange to feel so excited and so terrified at the same time.

"What's the matter?" Tord asked, instantly taking note of his lack of enthusiasm. "I swear to God, if Paul brought diet by accident-"

"Oh no, nothing is wrong." Tom quickly blurted, popping the bottle open. "Just… a little surprised, is all. I wasn't really expecting to be out here of all places, drinking Smirnoff again, and chilling around a campfire with you." He took a swig of the bottle and then stopped, looking at the bottle in astonishment. "Huh… funny."

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing, I just… I don't remember it tasting this sweet before." Tom commented.

He vividly remembers all those drunken nights he spent chugging bottle after bottle of Smirnoff, trying desperately to numb his mind from the constant emptiness hollowing him, and the voice exerting it's willpower onto him. He used to drink so much that the alcoholic beverage eventually turned bitter to his taste buds.

Then with a pang of grief the bottle in his hands reminded him of the last time he'd seen his best friends. Memories from that one particular night, seemingly so long ago now, came flooding his head. The way he treated them. How concerned they were for him. How they hadn't the slightest idea of what he was planning to do then.

I'm sorry. Tom mourned, knowing he will never get to see either of them ever again. I'm so sorry.

He was brought out of his thoughts by Tord suddenly leaning closer and gently taking his hands in his. "What are you thinking about?" He whispered intently. "You can tell me anything, you know."

Anything, huh? Tom had his doubts, but figured he wouldn't have another chance to come clean about his concerns at a later date. And if he pisses Tord off in the process, so be it. It's not like he wasn't already used to it anyway. Then why does the idea make me so nervous?

"Truth is, I'm not… one hundred percent on board with joining the Red Army." Tom confessed, carefully pulling his hands out of the Norsk's grasp.

He waited for the incredulous objection to rise and tell him he has absolutely no choice in the matter and that he should just shut up and be happy with his fate.

But nothing happened.

Tom risked a quick glance at Tord, surprised to find the Norwegian man calmly observing him and silently encouraging him to go on.

What's his deal? Why isn't he yelling at me like he used to? In the past Tord wouldn't hesitate to put him in his place, but now he was strangely subdued for some reason.

"It's just that – and I know you already explained this before – but I don't think that global domination is going to improve anything. Especially not with the way you intend to achieve it." Tom continued, a little uneasy. "And now that I am finally in control of the monster, you expect me to willingly go out there and kill people for you. There's no excuse for what I do this time around. It's not the monster going on a rampage anymore – I'm the one who's going to kill people!"

"Don't think of it as "killing people" – that's not what we're about, Tom. Think of it as... fighting for a good cause!" Tord said, wrapping an arm around the Brit's shoulder. "I understand you have your reservations, but in a war death is unavoidable. There will be many casualties on both sides, but that's the price we have to pay if we want a permanent change to be made. If I wanted to simply rule the world and kill people I would start launching nukes left and right until everyone surrendered!"

Tom winced. "Must there be a war though? I still standby what I said about you being smart enough to find another way to do this."

"We've been over this, Tom. It's the only way to truly ensure that the changes we plan to install stay permanent and get rid of the opposition for good." Tord responded coolly. "I know it doesn't justify all the awful stuff that's going to happen, but just think of how much good we'll accomplish once the war is finally over! Imagine! Years from now people will be free to explore their individuality without fear, reach their true potential, and have the safety to do so. And it will be all thanks to you, Tom!"

Tom knew Tord was simply trying to comfort him, but his words spun him into a hurricane of terrible visions depicting images of the future bloodshed he intends to unleash upon the world in his quest for supreme control and power.

Innocent people dying. Families being torn apart. So much blood spilled. Cries of agony and misery filling the air.

All thanks to me.

Tom pushed the brutal images aside and tried to focus on something else Tord had said. It's not about killing people. He reminded himself. It's about fighting for a good cause.

"Ahh, but is it the right thing to do though? ~" The voice echoed his own concerns back to him, amplifying his doubts.

Forcing himself to push his concerns for the future aside for now, Tom realized he was still hungry and worrying over something that hasn't happened yet wasn't filling his stomach.

"What type of soup did you say we have again?"

Successfully changing the subject from such a heavy bleak topic, the two of them finally got around to cooking their food. Tom absolutely lost his sh#t when Tord heated up a can of soup with his own robotic arm; prompting them to get into a discussion about all the different uses he has installed for the prosthetic limb.

"Why the f#ck do you have that feature installed for?" Tom questioned incredulously.

"Too many all-nighters spent signing paperwork; and I got tired of getting up, going to the kitchen, heating up water in a kettle, and waiting for my instant noodles to be ready." Tord explained with a hearty chuckle. "So I solved my problems by just heating the palm of my hand!"

Tom shook his head, both impressed and mildly disappointed. "Paul wasn't kidding when he said you had a lot of sh#t installed, huh?"

"I have a robotic arm! Why shouldn't I take advantage of the situation to facilitate my life?" Tord pointed out. His arm beeped, signifying that the soup was ready and handed the can to Tom. "Did I ever mention that I also have my own inbuilt Wi-Fi network?"

"Literally, get out."

"Get out? This is my land!"

"So what are you saying? That if I stay close to you and pull out my phone I can get free access to the internet?" Tom asked, sipping his soup carefully so as to not burn his tongue. "Like, you're just a living router or antenna?"

"Sort of." Tord laughed, stabbing through a sausage with a stick and hovering it over the fire to cook.

"Why though?"

"So I can have Wi-Fi whenever I want? Duh!"

Tom combed a hand through his spiky locks. "Next you're going to be telling me that your arm has the potential to make you fly!"

There was a suspiciously long pause following his words, and he glanced at Tord only to find the Norwegian man with a pensive expression on his face.

"Don't even think about it, Commie! Your arm does not have the strength to lift your entire body weight into the air!" Tom argued. "How would that even work?"

"Okay okay, you got me there. Still would've been fun to figure that out though…"

They fell under a comfortable silence after a while, only filled in by the crackling of the flames in front of them and the occasional howling of the wind sweeping past as they ate their food. Tom glanced over to Tord, mesmerized by the way the firelight accentuated his handsome looks. But a nagging question in his head kept him from fully enjoying his presence.

"Can I ask you something… slightly awkward?" Tom said after a moment.

"Ominous." Tord shot back with a grin. "You can ask me anything."

"What am I to you?"

"Pardon?" Tord was taken by surprise, to say the least. He blinked. "What you are to me?" He echoed.

Tom nodded, staring at him in silent anticipation.

What kind of question is that? Tord shifted, squirming with discomfort as he tried to think of a proper answer. He knew the response he wanted to give, but he doesn't want to ruin their friendly relationship now that they're finally getting along with each other. Tord hadn't really given much thought to this before. Of course, Tom means a great deal to him and he would do anything to make him happy. And while The Red Leader within him sees Tom as a test subject he grew immensely fond of and is very possessive of, he genuinely sees Tom as someone who he holds very dear and close to his heart. But how can he convey that out loud in words without creeping him out?

For an uncomfortable amount of time, Tord just sat there staring at Tom at a complete loss for words.

Tom's shoulders sagged. "I am asking because I am just… really confused as to what our current stance with each other is." He explained. "We've done nothing but bicker and fight since we were teens, and it's strange not to hate you as viciously as I once did. I can't say that I forgive you, but… are we friends?"

I want us to be more than that. The Red Leader supplied, to which Tord vigorously brushed the thought away in order to give a proper reply.

"I suppose so." He said with a meaningful look. "If that's what you want, that is."

Tom sighed, hands dragging down his face. "I don't know how to do this. I still feel like insulting you every time I see you. But I also want you to be happy."

"I want you to be happy too, Tom."

The conviction in his words made Tom's heart skip a beat. The softness in Tord's gaze made his mouth dry. God, he was so nervous. But he urged himself to continue.

"I… look," he said, sounding uncertain. "You- you've done… a lot for me. You saved my life… you helped me combat the voice… and even helped me gain control over the monster part of me. I don't think I really thanked you for all that. I realize that I have always been hard on you for all the things you did wrong, didn't do, or that were bad without really taking into account all the good you did either. And that's not right. I can't just acknowledge everything bad about you without ever mentioning the good stuff too, because… there's a lot."

Tom tentatively placed his hand over Tord's human hand.

Tord turned away, his face flushing a little. "Its fine, Thomas. I've hurt you, after all – you don't need to thank me when all your problems were my fault to begin with." He pointed out. "I don't want to make you feel as though you owe me anything."

"Well, it's not your job to fix me, either!" Tom said. "Yes, a lot of my issues can be traced back to you but... you helped me in the end, and that's what matters. I can see how hard you are trying to do better."

Tord wasn't entirely sure where he was going with this, and had no idea how to request that he stop beating around the bush already without sounding peevish. He wouldn't want to ruin the tranquil mood between them.

However, the silence among them stretched, a yawning void that he could not bear to leave empty. Feeling awkward, Tord turned his head to look at Tom again, opening his mouth to speak, and that was when their lips unexpectedly connected in a kiss.

They both turned huge eyed and pulled away from each other an instant later.

Tord touched his lips in surprise. Holy sh#t.

Oh f#ck oh f#ck oh f#ck! Tom thought frantically.

"Gross. ~" Said the voice, not helping the situation at all.

An overwhelming wave of embarrassment, guilt, and shock instantly swept over Tom. He'd been aiming for his cheek; taking baby steps and trying to take things slow – but Tord just had to go and turn his head at the last minute and their lips just sort of… crashed together.

Panic overrode his senses and Tom felt the urge to implode and leave this plane of existence altogether.

Well, that's it then. My life is over! I am going to have to knock the Commie out, steal all the supplies, and just make a run for it. With any luck I can shift on my way out and leave the perimeter long before Commie wakes up and realizes what happened. Of course, there's the tracking chip on my spine, but I can find a way to remove it once I am far enough away from here. Hopefully. It's a shame I can't say goodbye to Paul and Pat, but the less people know about this the better. Where will I go, though? Spain sounds nice. Maybe farther, just to be sure. South America is not a bad choice either… I've always wanted to go sailing anyways.

His plans of escape were completely tossed away into the wind when Tord gently took hold of his face and dove in for another kiss.

The accidental kiss had sparked something in Tord. Every bit of restraint and reasoning left him the moment it happened, and now he found himself giving in to his Red Leader persona as he sought more of Tom.

He made a low, growl noise in the back of his throat as he kissed Tom hungrily. His robotic hand gently cupped the back of his head, while his other hand came to rest on his hip. Tom was tense at first and didn't respond. A few seconds later he relaxed into it, his eyes fluttering close as he kissed back, grabbing a fistful of Tord's uniform in one hand and cradling his injured face with the other.

After what felt like a wonderful eternity they had to tear away from each other to catch their breath. For a few seconds they just stared at one another, their faces beet red and flushing. Eyes wide with disbelief at what just took place between them.

Then Tord broke into a broad, unashamed, and slightly dorky grin with a half-lidded eye. "That was… certainly unexpected. Not that I am complaining, of course! But that was just. I mean. Wow! That. Wow!"

Tom could only nod in agreement.

"So… what-" Tord cleared his throat, ducking his head shyly. "What does… what does this mean for us?"

They sat there quietly for a while, basking in the warmth of the flames and taking their time to process recent events.

"I don't know." Tom replied, a bit breathlessly. "Truth is, I like you a lot, Tord." Despite the fact that they just kissed, he felt thoroughly embarrassed to confess his feelings now.

Tord's eye widened. "Y-you like me? After everything I've done to you…" His voice died away.

Tom felt as if his entire soul and being were on fire from embarrassment, but he managed to meet Tord's suddenly softened gaze. "I can't help it." He muttered, kicking a pebble into the campfire. "But you… you were the one who initiated the actual kiss. Does that mean you ... you like me, too?" He blurted; forcing each word out was a massive effort, but he had to ask the question. His heart fluttered with hope.

Tord didn't reply for a long moment, instead lowering his gaze. "Yes... yes, I do have feelings for you." He admitted at last. "But I am undeserving of your affection, seeing as how I have hurt you so many times." He closed his eye briefly as if in pain. "Frankly you deserve better."

Despite his words, he could feel the Red Leader side of him revolt and urge him to stop talking nonsense and just take the opportunity to finally be with Tom like he always wanted.

"Hey, I hurt you too, remember? You're not the only one who's guilty of something." Tom pointed out, his gaze flickering toward the robotic arm. "I'm really sorry for making it seem as though you are to blame for all my problems. When I said those things I thought… I was under the impression that I wouldn't have long left to live and I blurted things out of desperation without really thinking it through." He paused, his tone softening. "We're both trash, and usually that would mean that something like this could never happen between us. But if we're both willing to look past all the bad blood… if we make a promise to do better and never hurt each other that way ever again, then maybe… maybe this could work."

Then he reached up and gently caressed the injured side of Tord's face, running his fingertips delicately across his scars.

Tord shivered with delight and nearly melted at this touch, placed his robotic hand over his, and leaned into him. His heart skipped a beat, and he could feel the blood roaring in his ears. Peering into Tom's exotic and alluring dark eyes, Tord had a thousand things he wanted to tell him, but his mind shied away from vocalizing them. He loves him so much and for so long. After all, he was just so brooding. And handsome. And extraordinary. Frankly, how could anyone resist him?

Tom laughed. "Classic stupid Tord." He said, and Tord realized with a jolt of alarm that he must have said those things out loud. "I don't know about that, but I think I'll take the compliment anyway."

Truth be told, he was more than a little flattered by Tord's high compliments. Sure he'd been called handsome before by past flings, and he always so foolishly fell for their charm, but this time it felt more genuine coming from Tord. And extraordinary? He'd never been praised for looking different than the rest before. Tom never resented his looks per say, but there's a reason why his heart's greatest desire for a while was to have normal eyes. But despite all his flaws and imperfections, someone actually likes him for who he is. Tom never thought that love was ever a possibility for him.

He had been in many relationships in the past. As a teen, Tom was kind of laughably easy to charm. Usually he would fall for any pretty girl who'd give him the time of day, they would date for a little while, and then the girl would lose interest and unceremoniously dump him. Tom would have a cry about it, drink a little, and then he would be good as new. Mostly, anyway. He also had plenty of one-night stands, but he never had a relationship or been with a guy before.

So being with Tord should be interesting to say the least.

Relaxing, Tord blinked at him and smiled softly, enchanted and mystified. His concerns melted away. All he could think about now was their future together. Tord has had many one-night stands in the past, but he never had a serious relationship with anyone. He just… never really felt anything towards anyone other than a small fleeting attraction. Nothing like the way he feels toward Tom. He has no experience whatsoever with relationships and he figured he might wind up messing this up a lot. Hopefully Tom will be patient and lenient toward him as he learns the ropes. He is a fast learner, anyway.

"Okay, I'm going to say something that might sound really sappy and embarrassing, so please bear with me here." Tom warned him, half-serious and half -humorous.

"More embarrassing than what I just said?" Tord asked, lifting one eyebrow in disbelief. "Try me, Thomas."

"I just – I don't know, have this strange feeling in my gut," Tom said, looking earnestly into his eye. "That things will never be the same again, you know?"

They stared at one another for a long moment, letting the weight of the moment sink in. Then Tord wrinkled his nose. "Nah, you're right. That was pretty sappy, Tom."

Tom lightly shoved him aside. "Thanks for taking all the romance out of this, Commie." He said dryly. "Really needed it after confessing my feelings for you."

They laughed and shared another kiss, sealing the deal. Then they cuddled up by the fire and later looked at the swath of stars scattered across the dark navy blue sky together, the full moon shining bright above. Friends from the start. Enemies for most of their lives. And now they were trying their hand at being lovers. Who would've thought this where their lives would lead them to?

(Meanwhile…)

Something was lurking through the hallways.

Something sinister was stalking in the darkness and preying on whoever it could find. There was hardly a chance to even scream as it made quick work of its victims. It left a trail of blood and misery wherever it went. Its hunger could never be satisfied.

The Red Leader had been a fool to think he could curb the creature's vicious tendencies. Now everyone in the base is dead.

Everyone but her.

She ran, and ran, and ran but the horrible creature was always just right behind her until she was backed up in a dead end hallway. Heart pounding in her chest, she turned around. The beast was upon her; brandishing long, blood stained claws, a sharp set of teeth, long tail swishing behind it, and dark soulless eyes that pierced deep into her soul with no hint of mercy to be seen.

It killed her friends, and now it was about to finish what it started that one horrible night.

It lunged at her with outstretched claws and teeth bared.

Ella startled awake with a loud gasp, sitting up in bed wide eyed and struggling for breath. She placed a hand over her mouth to keep the noise down, conscious of her roommates sleeping soundly around her.

With a fresh pang of grief in her heart, she recalled her time with her former squadron – how if one of them ever woke up with nightmares or any other issues, they would gather around and offer comfort to whoever needed. But these people she now shares her quarters with would most likely snap at her for disturbing their sleep with silly nightmares.

Besides, it's not like she can share her dreams with anyone anyway. The Red Leader made it clear that she is to keep the nature of the secret weapon hidden from others at all costs. She cannot disobey that order.

Ella forced the images of her nightmare away from her mind with a shudder. Taking a deep breath, she climbed out of bed. A trip to the restroom might soothe her nerves.

Wearing sweatpants and a baggy shirt, she put on her slippers and cautiously picked her way out of the room. She warily slipped into the dimly lit corridor, looking both ways before fully venturing outside. Fragments of her nightmare still haunted her, and she half-expected a figure to come lumbering from around the corner.

Ella shook her head, trying not to let her wild imagination get the better of her and hurried toward the restroom.

Splashing her face with water, mindful of her injuries, she managed to cool down a bit. Everything is okay. The monster will never escape containment again. She told herself. Red Leader knows what he is doing. It's for the army's benefit. Everything is okay.

Lifting her head, Ella locked eyes with her reflection in the mirror. Her horrible fleshy face was a constant and painful reminder that, no; everything is not in fact okay. She'd been trying her damn hardest to make friends and move on with her life, but it's like everyone had an aversion to her. She knows that she makes people uncomfortable, but can't anyone look past that and give her a chance?

It's not like she wanted to have all of her friends devoured and her face messed up by a monster.

Still, it's not like she can actually do anything about that other than to keep trying.

Choking back a sob, Ella left the restroom. She wasn't in any hurry to go back to her quarters though. Sleep was the last thing on her mind right now, but soldiers are not allowed to leave their wings past lights-out. Lieutenants take shifts patrolling the base corridors during the night. If anyone is caught outside their wing during this period they'll be in a lot of trouble.

Ella doesn't want to go back just yet, but she isn't going to take any chances.

"Whatcha doin' outta bed, doll face?"

Instinctive fear whipped through Ella's veins, paralyzing her. She whipped around and came face to face with none other than Reagan. She didn't know whether to interpret his presence as better or worse than had it been a Lieutenant in his place.

"Well, geez." Said Reagan, regarding her with a tilt of his head. "Aren't you a jumpy one."

Recovering from her initial shock, Ella stared at him incredulously. "What are you doing here, Reagan?" She hissed. She knows for a fact that the Irishman doesn't live in the same wing as hers, so there shouldn't be any reason for him to be here in the first place. "If a Lieutenant catches you here you're going to get in so much trouble!"

"Awn, you do care for me!" Reagan placed a hand over his heart, touched. "I knew you would grow a soft spot for me eventually."

He'd been trying to get closer to Ella ever since their first encounter. Reagan would often find excuses to bump into her, skipping training to make more progress, and he was always very friendly toward her but to no avail. Ella consistently avoided and pushed him away, rejecting his advances. Imagine his delight when he stumbled upon her in the middle of the night.

Finally, a good opportunity to work his magic without needless excuses and distractions!

"What are you doing up late at this hour anyway?" Ella asked, shooting cautious glances over her shoulder. "Shouldn't you be asleep?"

"I don't sleep." Reagan told her bluntly.

"Ever?" Ella blinked. "Are you insomniac?"

"Something like that…"

Ella shook her head. This isn't time for idle conversation! "Whatever the case may be, you shouldn't be here. You should return to your quarters now if you know what's good for you."

"Is that so?" Reagan inquired. "If the rules mean that much to you, then how come you are out here sulking in the dark, doll face?"

"I was going back to my quarters." Ella paused, her tone softening. "I just… I needed to stretch my legs a little."

"Seems to me that you have quite a lot going on in your head." Reagan studied her. "Listen, I'm heading towards the kitchens to grab myself a bite to eat. You're more than welcome to accompany me. Who knows? It might be just what you need to get your mind off of things."

Ella gave a nervous start. "Come with you? Outside the wing?" Her voice shook. "I… no, I can't. It goes against the rules! We're going to get into so much trouble if we get caught."

"If we get caught." Reagan reminded, putting a finger up to her lips to silence her. "Maybe on your own you would have to worry about that. But lucky for you, I am by your side. Nothing is going to happen with me around, doll face." He walked past her, shooting her a grin. "Trust me. Live a little!"

"But…"

"Listen, I'm not ordering you to do anything. Just thought I would be nice and extend you the offer." Reagan cut her off. "I'm still a firm believer that no one should be judged by what other people say about them. And who knows? I'm sure the more time you spend with me, the more I think you'll find that I am an absolute delight to be around!" He smiled.

Ella hesitated. She doesn't fully trust Reagan yet to believe they could possibly get away with infringing the rules. It was wrong. Nothing good can come of it. And yet… her other option was to swallow her grief, go back to her quarters, try to sleep beside people she hardly knows, and pray not to be haunted by any more nightmares tonight.

Truth be told, she could use a bit of a side-track right about now.

Reagan glanced back at her expectantly. "You coming?"

Feeling as though ants were crawling through her skin, she made her choice.

Ella fell in step with Reagan as he led the way toward the canteen. They left her wing – the Carnelian wing – as they headed along the corridor, past all the other wings, down a flight of stairs, and away from the Great Hall where important announcements and gatherings usually take place.

At one point as they journeyed in the dark, Ella couldn't help but shoot a wistful glance at the corridor where the Burgundy wing resides as they walked past. That's where she used to live alongside her old squadron, before her life drastically changed.

Many people would be thrilled to be in her place and move to the Carnelian wing. It has some of the best living arrangements in the base, lots of high ranking soldiers reside there, and it's a promise of status. Usually only promising soldiers would get clearance to move there. In a way, it's almost as if she got promoted without necessarily ranking up. But Ella wasn't interested in status or power. She just wants her old life back, and greatly missed the casual comfort and rustic charm her old wing provided.

Plus; the soldiers there were a lot friendlier than the members of the Carnelian wing. Apparently, the more power and status you acquire the more haughty and insufferable you become. However, even the residents of her former wing didn't bat an eye at her when she was all alone to cope with her loss; so maybe they weren't all that nice to begin with.

Ella wasn't the only one to stop and stare at one of the wings.

Reagan had also taken a brief moment to pause near the entrance of the Scarlet wing.

There were ten wings in this base alone. Who knows how many there are with all the bases combined. But out of all of the wings, the Scarlet wing was the most sought after and prestiged. The great majority of Lieutenants reside there, as well as the Generals, and most elite members of the army. No one who lives there ever have to worry about silly things like cleaning or kitchen duties, and border patrols. Rumour has it that the shower stalls also have a sauna. Anyone would die for a chance to move there.

Reagan was no exception.

Although, it didn't really matter to him where he resides because, well, he never sleeps anyway and so has no reason to stay in his quarters for more than a few minutes at a time just to change clothes. But the status and rank that came with the corridor was more than very appealing to his eyes. Had he gained his rightful rank as Sergeant, like he was supposed to, he might have had a better chance to move in there.

But Red Leader just had to be an ass and ruin everything for him.

What sucks is that due to his demotion to private, Reagan had been kicked out of his former lodging, the Vermillion wing, and was expected to stay with all the newbies in training down in the Rust wing. A temporary set of quarters until the recruits completed their training and are assigned a squadron and a new wing to move to.

Like h#ll would Reagan go through that embarrassment! He would rather have his jugular slit then resign to his fate. At least then he would get some goddamn peace and quiet.

But no matter. If everything goes according to plan, he won't need some flimsy corridor to get his power from. The secret weapon should be more than enough for him.

They continued trekking down the hallway and arrived in a wide, spacious hall, with several tables spread about the room. The mess hall. In the far back of the hall was a balcony with glass casings where all the meals are served throughout the day. Two sets of stairs positioned on either side of the canteen leading to an upper floor with more tables with the view of the whole room; the space usually reserved only for higher ranks.

Ella nervously followed Reagan as he jumped over the balcony and made his way inside the kitchen. Soldiers are not usually allowed inside unless they were in line for kitchen duty for the week.

"Hurry up and grab your snack so we can get out of here quickly." She urged quietly, still glancing over her shoulder. "Before someone spots us."

"Sheesh! Relax, doll face." Reagan spoke up as he rummaged through the storage. "I've done this countless times before this. I know what I am doing. Nothing is going to happen to us."

"How can you be so sure?" Ella asked worriedly.

He shot her a knowing look. "I have my ways."

Waiting for him to be done, Ella decided to make herself useful and stand guard by the doorway. Maybe it was just for comfort, but she felt better having something to do; and if she could see danger coming toward them, then she would have a better chance of saving herself.

"Are you not having anything?" Reagan offered her.

"Huh?"

"This is your opportunity to take anything you want, doll face." He explained while making himself a taco; which wasn't scheduled to be on the menu until the day after. "You won't get another chance as good as this again. No one is here to say otherwise."

Ella shook her head. "It's bad enough that we left our quarters when we weren't supposed to. I'm not taking anything, thanks."

Reagan shrugged. "Whatever you say, doll face." He leaned closer to her. "Just between you and me… they have lots of different flavours of ice cream in the freezer."

Still waiting for him to finish preparing his snack, Ella found herself more and more tempted to take something. Her stomach grumbled. She was so hungry.

Lately she's been having a hard time trying to eat her meals. She could hardly taste anything since she was usually so preoccupied with the odd sensation of carefully moving her jaws in order to chew and eat and drink especially, so as to not spill anything and make a mess of herself. In the infirmary, it had seemed so normal. Just a part of her recovery. But she was better now. Back among her comrades. Why was eating still so difficult? She must look so weird and repulsive, trying to keep the food from dribbling out from the shredded side of her mouth. So to avoid having others see such disgusting display, she always snuck her meals into the restroom, away from everybody, and eats out of sight.

Of course, it's not like she can sneak a whole tray of food out of the cafeteria with her. So Ella took only fruits and sandwiches with her, but they weren't enough to fill her stomach.

Her belly rumbled as if to remind her she was still hungry. God, what she wouldn't give for a hot meal right about now.

Reagan caught the uncertainty glittering in her gaze, and smirked. "Go ahead." He encouraged, handing her a taco.

She hesitated. "But… it's not right."

"You worry too much. How will anyone know?" Reagan murmured. He narrowed his eyes until they were tiny green slits. "I won't tell if you don't."

"I… I…"

Shooting an anxious glance at Reagan, Ella couldn't help but notice the large quantities of food the base has stored. Safely and neatly tucked away for when they were ready to be prepared and served for all the hard-working members of the Red Army. Surely no one would notice anything go missing when there's so much to go around?

Just this once…

Ella graciously accepted Reagan's offer. "Thank you." She said as she took a taco for herself.

"Don't mention it." He winked her way.

After gathering their snacks, they made their way out of the mess hall under the cover of darkness. Ella accompanied Reagan still; sticking close to him as they maneuvered their way around the base to avoid the Lieutenants patrolling the halls.

"Ta-dah!"

Reagan uttered enthusiastically as they arrived in the Entertainment hall, a large spacious area that was divided into three different sections; the game room, the cinema room, and the gym. This is where soldiers often go to in their spare time to unwind and socialize with each other.

An area solely meant to incentivize the individuals that make up the strength of the Red Army to build stronger bonds with each other and make them loyal. Keep them nice and under control. Reagan has got to hand it to Red Leader. He sure knows how to play the manipulation game just as good as he can.

"Welcome to my crib!" Reagan spread his arms and turned to Ella with a charming grin.

"So instead of sleeping you just spend the entire night here?" She asked.

"Pretty much, yeah" He plopped down on the sofa, taking a bite out of his taco and turning the television on. "That's the great thing about not sleeping, doll face. While everyone else is busy doing just that, it leaves everything else free and mine alone for the taking!"

The night is mine to rule!

"Come." He tipped his head to one side, cordially inviting her to sit down too. "If we're going to snack and chat, we may as well be comfortable."

"But what if a Lieutenant walks in and catches us?" Ella settled down next to him, slightly facing away to take careful bites out of her taco. Self-conscious about anyone seeing her eat.

Reagan chuckled. "They're no trouble. I have ways to turn their heads the other way."

Over the years he had memorized the patrol schedules of the Lieutenants, and learned exactly which ones to avoid and which ones he had power over. By eavesdropping here and there around the base, and spying of course, Reagan managed to gather sufficient juicy information on certain individuals and actively uses it against them. So unless they want him to spill the beans and let the rest of the base know their dirty secrets, they will do as he says and let him do whatever he damn wants.

His influence even extends as far up to one of the Generals.

Depending on the occasion, if he plays his cards just right, Reagan is basically untouchable. The rules do not apply to him. So long as the Red Leader is not in the picture that is…

Speaking of which-

"If Red Leader finds out about this…" Ella fretted.

"He won't! Do you honestly think anyone that "important" and busy would waste their time disciplining soldiers who skip bedtime for a midnight snack?" Reagan pointed out. "Besides, when was the last time anyone's seen him around the base anyway?"

He brings up a pretty good point there. The Red Leader used to be a very imposing and prominent figure in the base. Though he did not join them on most of the base's activities like patrols and training, he was still very much involved in all happenings occurring around the place. He also had the tendency to make unexpected appearances; catch soldiers off guard and inspire them to work harder and take it seriously.

However, in recent months his presence has been less frequent.

The last time Ella had seen the Red Leader was when he visited her in the infirmary and delivered the awful news about her friends all those months ago.

She shrugged. "I'm sure Red Leader has his reasons."

"Hmm… like working on keeping the secret weapon under control, you mean?"

Reagan paused, greatly amused by the way her muscles tensed up at the mention of the Red Army's most closely guarded secret.

He gazed admiringly at her as though he were unaware of her discomfort. "You know, for what is worth, I am deeply sorry for your loss." He went on, his tone sombre and cool. His green eyes were round with sympathy. "I wasn't around when the whole event happened, but it is still such an awful blow. Twenty four good comrades died. Your life basically went to sh#t. And all because Red Leader couldn't control whatever science project he keeps hiding in his basement. Frankly, it just doesn't seem fair to you. Plus; am I the only one terrified to be living near something so dangerous? What's stopping it from happening again?"

Ella's single eye was brimming with hope as she gazed at Reagan as though he was someone who finally understood her plight. No one had so much as tried to sympathize with her since the horrific incident. But to hear her own thoughts coming from someone else was reassuring to say the least.

Reagan interrupted her thoughts. "I mean, I understand what Red is going for. If I were in charge of taking over the world I too would keep an ace up my sleeve. But at the cost of putting the safety and wellbeing of the soldiers at risk? Seems a tad excessive to me." He said matter-of-factly. "Red doesn't even trust us enough to confide what the h#ll he's actually created down there. That alone troubles me greatly. Hardly any of us know what he is hiding! But let me tell you, it would be really comforting to learn what Red Leader is keeping in his basement… maybe that way I could be more certain there's nothing to worry about. Put my mind at ease..."

At once, Ella found herself compelled to disclose everything with Reagan. When was the last time she had an actual honest to God conversation with someone other than exchanging mere pleasantries?

She longed to share with him all of her concerns about the secret weapon, and the horrible nightmares plaguing her mind even in the waking world. How much she missed her friends, and how she wished with all her heart that things were the same as before.

However, just as she even considered the idea she was suddenly reminded of Red Leader's words to her back in the infirmary, and the promise she made to him. He is counting on her to keep the dreadful creature a secret from the rest of the army. Who knows what he'd do if she broke that promise.

With a heavy heart, she replied instead. "There's… nothing to be worried about. Red Leader knows what he is doing." Her gaze dropped to the floor. "It's for the army's sake, and he would never purposely endanger us."

Despite her disappointing answer, Reagan's face remained neutral. Interesting. He mused. Despite everything she is still loyal to Red and blindly trusts him. He is going to have to step up his game to break down her walls and her trust in Red. Only then will she finally spill the beans.

Shouldn't be too hard a task. He can already sense doubt in her through her posture alone.

"I sincerely hope you're right, doll face." Reagan conceded. "I sure would hate to be considered a mere afterthought in Red Leader's great plan. But if you say there's nothing to be worried about, then I guess there's nothing to be worried about. You would warn the rest of us if there was any real danger, wouldn't you?" He met Ella's gaze, suddenly earnest.

She stared at him, her eye glittering with unease. "Of course." Her voice shook.

His gaze was unwavering, and so intense that Ella found her sight glazing until the surroundings blurred around her and all she could see was Reagan's eyes.

She blinked, shivering. She was just tired.

Even so, she wasn't in any hurry to go back to her quarters or fall asleep again. Doubtful she would even be able to at this point.

"You mentioned having ways to turn the Lieutenants heads the other way." Ella changed the subject. "I presume you mean blackmail, correct?"

His only response was to give her a wide toothy grin.

She cleared her throat nervously. "Do you… do you happen to have dirt on pretty much everyone in this base?"

Ella still wasn't sure of what to make of Reagan. He was… definitely trying his all to befriend her despite her initial rejection. He was far from being a gentleman, by all means. However, he'd been nothing but attentive and kind to her whenever they interacted; which is far more than she can say about everyone else she tried to befriend. At least Reagan isn't afraid or uncomfortable to look her in the eye whenever they talk, and that was a breath of fresh air.

Still, they were too different. If she chooses to be friends with Reagan then he will surely get her into trouble sooner or later with his constant rule breaking tendencies. But what does she have to lose at this point? Everything she could have risked has already been taken away from her. Besides, don't they say that opposites attract? Maybe Reagan's laid-back attitude and carefree spirit is just what she needs to move on with her life. No one else in this base seems willing to give her a chance anyway.

So perhaps Ella will grant him a chance after all.

Reagan gave her a delighted expression. "Oh? Interested in learning my tricks, I see." His grin only widened. "Boy, let me tell you! I have dirt on basically everyone. If you only knew half the scandalous things that go on around here, and what some people are actually like! Ha! And people would do anything to keep these juicy details a secret…"

As he rambled on about all the individuals he currently has under his control, Reagan silently added the horribly disfigured girl to his list.

(Meanwhile…)

The sound of a low whine and fidgeting stirred Tord awake from his sleep.

His one eye blinked open, gradually getting used to the darkness all around him. He was inside the tent. He could hear the wind howling outside as it swept through the mountains. Despite the freezing temperature Tord was sleeping only in boxers and a shirt.

Blearily he lifted his head, searching for the source of the disturbance. His gaze fell on Tom. The eyeless man was beside him, tossing and turning and whimpering in his sleep. His face was contorted with pain and anguish.

"N-no… stop…"

Tord peered down at him with concern as he realized that the man was most likely having a nightmare. He had watched Tom have a nightmare before, back when he was running experiments on him in his laboratory. Back then however, Tom had been restrained. But now he was thrashing around more fiercely and clawing at the sleeping bags in his distress.

Worried he was going to hurt himself if this prolongs it, Tord leaned forward and began to gently nudge him awake. "Hey… Tom? Wake up."

All of a sudden Tom's eyes snapped open and he twisted around to shove Tord away, pinning him down and baring his teeth in a snarl.

"T-Tom?" Tord's eye widened as he was caged between Tom's arms.

Peering up at the eyeless man it was clear that he was… not entirely with it at the moment. His empty sockets were blown wide and unseeing as though he were someplace else, his breath coming in through tight gasps, and his body trembled every so often. Tord knew that expression quite well. His nightmares must've triggered some unpleasant memories.

As they stared at one another, Tom gradually grounded himself to reality as the memories of his nightmare faded away. "Tord?" He blinked, still dazed. Climbing off of Tord, he looked around wildly, trying to process where he was and the series of events that lead up to this moment. He hid his face between his hands. "I- I- I'm so sorry. I don't know…"

"It's okay." Tord sat up, reaching a hand out to him in the gloom. "I know you didn't mean it, but you're safe here, Tom. Nothing can hurt you."

"That's not what I'm afraid of." Tom said, sitting with his knees pulled up to his chest.

Tord hit himself over the head when he finally remembered a very crucial detail. "The Dreamcatcher! Blast me, I totally forgot to bring it with me!" After examining the device on Tom's orders and finding nothing the matter with it, he fully intended to hand it back to Tom but he must've left it on his desk in the test room. "I'm so sorry, Tom."

"It's not your fault." Answered Tom, his voice weak.

Tord swallowed hard. "Do you… we can go back to the base if you want to. I'm sure Paul and Pat won't mind picking us up if I call them-"

Tom shook his head slowly. "I don't want to leave here yet. I'm fine. Just give me a minute."

Tord stared at him for a long moment. "These nightmares of yours, what are they about?" He asked. He knew the gist of it, but perhaps talking about it now would relieve some stress. "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to."

Tom glanced briefly up at him, then down at his hands. He shrugged. "Usually bad things that I've done while being a monster. I can't remember doing most of it. But when I sleep, that's when the memories come flooding back." He responded, his voice hollow. "I see them all the time. The people I killed – in my dreams, in the faces of strangers and wondering if they're the next to go, everywhere. I- I keep seeing my claws tearing into them. The taste of their blood on my tongue. I see all the people I've hurt. And you know what the worst part is? Some small part of me takes enjoyment out of this. The power that I have thrills me, no matter how awful I am. How messed up is that?"

"But the fact that you feel awful about this to begin with proves that you're not really a monster." Tord said, shuffling closer. "You care about the things you do and how you affect others, and you recognize that this pseudo-satisfaction that you might feel at times is wrong. That alone shows me that you're not the horrible person you make yourself out to be."

Tom took a deep breath and looked back into his gaze. "That doesn't erase all the awful stuff I am responsible for."

Tord winced. He longed for a way to persuade his dearest friend that none of the monster's actions in the past were his fault, but he knew he would be wasting his breath. Haunted by nightmares, Tom would not be comforted with words alone now. But what more can Tord do to help?

Then an idea slipped into his mind.

He rolled his shoulders to release the tension in them. It's been quite a long while since the last time he willingly did this. He'd always been conscious of keeping a good and strong facade in front of everyone; to show he was proud despite bearing what many believe is his one major weakness. But with Tom this is different. There's no need to be powerful and unbeatable around him all the time, despite what his Red Leader persona might say otherwise. He can relax and display some vulnerability with him from time to time. Maybe this is just what Tom needs to get over his terrible dream.

Breathing out a soft and determined sigh, Tord flicked the switch on his robotic arm to maintenance mode.

He watched his arm go limp by his side.

"What are you…?" Tom whispered, observing his movements wearily. With his enhanced hearing he could hear Tord's heart pick up speed.

Pulling back the sleeve of his shirt, Tord unclasped the latches of his arm connecting to his skin; one by one. Eventually the robotic arm clattered to the floor lifelessly, and Tord was left with just one arm.

Tom gulped. "Does it hurt?" He eyed the stump of his severed arm.

"At times. It used to hurt a lot more in the beginning, but I've gotten mostly used to it by now." Tord responded, removing his eyepatch next and fixing his stare on Tom. "C'mere." He held his arm out for him.

Hesitating briefly at first, Tom made his way over to him. Once he was close enough, Tord wrapped his arm around his waist and pulled him even closer until their chests were pressed flush against each other. Tom's breath hitched in his throat.

"Relax." Tord murmured, nuzzling into his hair with a soft sigh.

Tom leaned against him, resting his hands slightly on his shoulders. He wasn't used to receiving affection and frankly it was taking everything in him to not straight up melt under Tord's ministrations.

Next thing he knows Tord is slowly leaning backwards, arm still securely wrapped around Tom and bringing him along as he lies down with him on top. Tom blushed. He could feel Tord's chest rise and fall steadily as he breathed.

"I'm right here for you, Tom." They touched foreheads, noses brushing as they closed their eyes and cuddled.

Despite missing the Dreamcatcher, Tom had absolutely no problem falling asleep again after that. He can definitely grow used to this.

Chapter 33: Chapter 33

Summary:

Tord makes Tom an offer, and Reagan traps Ella even further under his influence.

Chapter Text

A harsh brightness made Tom blink as he stepped out of the tent in the morning. It had apparently snowed in the night. Despite being summer, the altitude and the temperature drop during the night had been cold enough to bring about a thin layer of snow coating the ground that would undoubtedly melt as the day goes on.

"So this is Norway, huh?" Tom said as he looked out over the mountain to admire the endless miles of land stretching out all around him. He sat down on a boulder. "I must say, it's a lot greener than I'd imagined."

A jovial laughter greeted his words. He turned to see Tord approach him with their breakfast in hand. "Well, what did you expect? A bleak, frozen tundra populated by snowmen?" Tord said, accommodating himself across Tom's lap snugly.

The unexpected action unsettled Tom greatly at first. Then he relaxed, reminding himself that Tord was just unfamiliar with these sorts of things and was just… feeling affectionate. He'll have to have a conversation with him about boundaries at a later date. For now though, his main concern was the matter of where his hand placement should be.

Settling on one hand behind Tord's head and another over his legs, Tom chuckled. "Truth be told, I don't know what I expected." He stole a bite out of the bread from Tord's hand, earning a playful glare from him.

"You have seen nothing yet. Just you wait!" Tord stated proudly. The prospect of showing Tom around his homeland made him greatly excited. He could hardly wait. "You're gonna love it here!"

They continued to eat and chat, enjoying the crisp morning breeze and each other's company. At one point, Tord alternated between both actions and peppering Tom's face with kisses. He was just so happy and light he couldn't help himself. Tord studied the Brit's face for his reaction. From what he'd seen of Paul and Pat's interactions, couples demonstrate affection through lots of kisses; so he wasn't doing anything weird here, right? Would Tom be opposed to that? Tom stood so still after what he did there was a tiny part of Tord that worried he may have overstepped. But then a crimson hue flushed over his face and Tom ducked his head away shyly. Tord grinned. He loves how flustered Tom gets.

"So once you're supreme leader of the world, will the new currency be called Tord-ollars?" Tom asked, half-joking and half-serious in an attempt to brush off his embarrassment.

"Absolutely not." Tord shook his head, wrinkling his nose with mild disappointment. "Sounds too much like toddlers."

Tom snorted. "Riiight. We wouldn't want that misunderstanding from happening. "Excuse me, how much for the carton of eggs, kind sir?" "Two whole Tord-ollars, m'am." "Two toddlers?! Jimmy. Cadence. You have two minutes to say goodbye to the rest of your siblings!"

Tord laughed and booped him on the nose. "Idiot!"

"Paul and Pat are picking us up tomorrow, right?"

Tord nodded. "Around evening." He nestled closer to Tom, leaning his head against his shoulder with a dreamy sigh.

"Great. Have you figured out how you're going to break the news to them yet? About us. Dating. And stuff." Tom reminded.

Unexpected tiny starbursts of joy exploded all throughout Tord's body, from his toes to his ears. He was red all the way through his soul. He felt absolute giddy with the implication of his words.

That's right! I am Tord, Leader of the Red Army, and Tom's boyfriend! Could there be a greater title than that? Tord highly doubted.

"What's there to figure out?" Tord said. "They're going to be insufferable when they find out, for sure." God, I can hear their shrills of excitement already. "But there's nothing really I need to prepare them for, if that's what you mean."

He is taking this waaaay too well. Tom thought. "If you're so sure." He shrugged and turned his gaze away, lifting his head to the cloudless pale blue sky.

"What's on your mind?" Tord asked.

"Nothing, really." Tom shook his head. "I just… I want to enjoy my time out here as much as possible before I go back to being cooped up again."

Cooped up? Tord thought with a small flicker of dismay. Sure, he treated Tom like a prisoner when he first arrived in the base, and they had their fair share of fights, and he forced Tom into a lot of things he didn't want. But it's not like that anymore. Tom knows that, right? He is so much more valuable than a prisoner, or a test subject, or even a soldier.

Still doesn't change the fact that he pretty much forced Tom into this lifestyle. For that Tord felt a little guilty.

"Back when… my life had an expiration date… I learned to appreciate the littlest of things. But I guess I did not appreciate my freedom hard enough, because when I was kidnapped and brought here I was so sure I wouldn't see the sky ever again." Tom continued. His voice was soft but not entirely sad. "You know, at one point I even considered the idea of actually celebrating Christmas with Edd and Matt. Just to make what I thought was the last time I have to go through the God forsaken holiday more meaningful for them. But then I realized that if I did that they would've definitely been able to tell I was up to something haha."

The funny thing is that the voice told him way back when, that Edd and Matt would celebrate their first proper Christmas with him finally out of the picture once he fulfils his promise. In a way, the voice's premonition came true. But not in the way Tom had expected.

Tord climbed off his lap to sit beside him. He then looked up at the sun, shining brightly over the mountain landscape, and thought how easily he took it for granted. Tord's gaze fixed on the ground pensively as he intertwined his robotic fingers with Tom's.

"Tom, are you… happy here?"

Am I? Tom paused to contemplate.

He's doing much better now than when he first arrived, and definitely the most happy he's ever felt in the last decade. However, a small part of him insisted he should rebel. To accept his life the way as it is now would mean he doesn't mind going through all the awful sh#t he was subjected to when he very much minds. Although it did ultimately lead him to where he is now… hadn't he been kidnapped, Tom might not be alive today. And in the end, he did get to make new friends in the most unusual of places; learned to better understand and control his powers; and now even started a relationship with the guy who not so long ago had been his nemesis.

Life is funny that way.

Tom smiled. "Yeah… I'd say so."

He is worried about the future, of course. His role in the upcoming war greatly concerned him, but for Tord's sake he is willing to put his misgivings aside and be supportive of his goals.

"Are you sure?" Tord asked. "Because if you're not, then… it's not too late for you to back out, if you want. I can give you anything you need and if you'd rather do something else then I'll support you all the way. I won't mind."

Tom turned to him perplexed. "Wait. Commie, are you… are you giving me the chance... to leave?"

Tord ducked his head nervously and scratched the back of his head. "Well… yeah." He locked eyes with Tom. "The first time I 'asked' you to join the Red Army was hardly fair, anyway. But I want to give you that choice now."

A part of Tord, the Red Leader within him, was screaming at him to stop talking. To take back his words, say "just kidding" and never let go of Tom and keep him all to himself so that they could rule the world together. But Tord endured the tempting idea for Tom's sake.

He held back a sigh as Tom's hand slipped away from his own; already dreading to hear the eager and desperate confirmation. Tord observed him rise to his feet and walk past, lifting his head to gaze out toward the horizon.

"If I leave… where would I go?" Tom breathed, hair buffeting against the breeze.

Tord shrugged. "Anywhere you want." He stood up, stepping closer to him. "The choice is entirely yours."

"But what about your plans for a secret weapon? After all your hard work…"

"You don't need to concern yourself with that."

When the offer was made, only one possibility instantly came to Tom's mind. One so exhilarating that it made Tom's heart ache at the thought. However, fear and doubt impeded him from outright taking the opportunity to do so.

Tord was by his side, searching his expression carefully. "They will be glad to have you back, Tom." He said, as though he could read Tom's thoughts. "They mourned for you, and they miss you. I saw it myself. They would do anything to have you back."

"I know." Tom sighed, his gaze downcast. "But they think I'm dead. How could I possibly explain to them what happened to me after everything I put them through?"

"If you're worried about giving away my involvement or any of the specifics, we can elaborate a believable story for you to use as an explanation. It has been done before."

"What do you mean?" Tom demanded.

"In order to avoid suspicion, we often help our recruits join our midsts by coming up with believable reasons should they ever be questioned on their whereabouts. Same for full time soldiers who wish to fake their deaths and start over from scratch." Tord explained. "My men are very good at what they do. We can figure something out together, Tom. Explaining to them where you've been and what happened won't be an issue."

"That's not it. Well, at least not all of it."

Hands fidgeting with each other, Tom turned away from him.

"What is it then?"

"Let's just say you're not the only one who owes them an apology for being a sh#tty friend…" He trailed off, then shot a guilty look at the Norwegian man. "Uh, n-no offense." He added hastily. Tord gave him an awkward nod, as though agreeing with him.

"I am sure you couldn't have possibly done worse than what I did." Tord murmured, a hint of bitterness laced in his voice.

Tom looked away. "The night Paul and Patrick captured me… I said some awful stuff to them. T-they confronted me on my strange behaviour. They were onto me! I was scared they would find out the truth about me, or that my resolve would crumble so I… I lashed out at them." His eyes clenched shut. "I had no idea that was the last time I would see them! In my head, there was still some time left before… God, I nearly struck Matt, too! If Edd hadn't stopped me-"

"But what worries you the most? Them not forgiving you, or having to explain to them what was going on with you back then?" Tord asked.

"... Both?"

"They think you're dead, Tom. The pain of losing a close friend is going to have wiped away any bad deeds you may have done, and they probably feel just as bad as you do that that was your last interaction. If you go back, they will understand." Tord broke in roughly. "As for telling them about your condition... you don't have to tell them. If you don't want to, that is. You can simply tell them that you were in a bad place before, but you're doing much better now. No need to give them all the details if it makes you uncomfortable."

There was sense to what he was saying. Tom glimpsed Tord's eye glow with conviction as he spoke. He just wants me to be happy.

Still, Tom couldn't stop his old fears from resurfacing. The possibility of seeing them again; facing the judgment and the potential rejection… Tom doesn't know what he would do should the worst happen.

He shook his head. "Too much time has passed since then." He murmured softly. "For good or for worse, we've all changed. They might miss me, but it doesn't change the fact that they moved on from me at this point. If I were to go back to them now…" I could ruin everything for them. "My apartment is probably rented out to someone else by now. I would have to live with one of them until I find my own place, and I really don't want to cause them any unnecessary trouble."

"Again; my organization and I would give you all the necessary means you need to live out there should you choose to leave. Finances and accommodations won't be an issue, Tom." Tord reminded.

"I get that. And I appreciate it. But I don't want to go back to them only to pretend like nothing ever happened." Tom explained, pressing his hands together anxiously. "While I miss them dearly, too much has changed for things to go back to the way they were, and truth be told… I'm not sure I want that for myself anymore."

Yes, their adventures had been great and he will always cherish the memories of their time spent together; but now that he is mostly healed of his condition and with his will to live partially restored, Tom wants more out of his life beyond just goofy thrills.

Problem is, he wasn't too sure of what he's looking for either.

Tord held his gaze for a moment, and then dipped his head. "I understand. I know exactly how you feel. While I do care for them in my own way too, I know what it is like to yearn for more outside of your comfort zone. Sometimes we must leave what we love behind in order to learn more about ourselves."

Tom's gaze clouded at his words in surprise. Leave what we love? He wondered.

"What about you? Would you ever go back and see them again?" Tom dared to ask.

Tord looked away. His skin burned. "One day, maybe. Not sure when. Definitely not sure how. But I do plan to see them again someday in the distant future. I would like to properly apologize, since our last encounter ended in a pretty sour note – and hopefully explain to them my side of the story." He gazed at Tom meaningfully. "If I can have your blessing first, that is."

His words stirred confusion in Tom until he remembered the deal they struck on his first night in the base. Tord won't go anywhere near them unless Tom gives him his say so.

Tom smiled. "Maybe we could go and face them together then. When we're both ready." He tentatively grabbed hold of Tord's hand. His real hand. "Would you like that?"

He noted with amusement how Tord's face seemed to light up with a pale tinge of red at the contact, and turned his gaze away from him, nodding shyly.

Even though the Norwegian kissed his face and even sat on his lap earlier, both the warm contact and the meaning behind Tom's proposition greatly moved Tord and he could hardly bring himself to make eye contact with the Brit.

"Yes. I would be far more relieved and confident if you were there with me when that fateful day comes." Tord spoke up again once he composed himself. "Even so, if you do decide to leave you don't necessarily have to go back to them, if that's the case. You can go anywhere you'd like. Do whatever you want. The possibilities are endless for you."

Tom replayed his words through his mind over and over again. To leave the Red Army now would mean escaping the dreadful role of weapon of war and not have to be responsible for any more deaths. But where could he possibly go from here? What can he do? Should he choose to leave, the possibilities for his future would be endless. He would be free to do whatever he wants.

And the thought frightens him.

The unknown. The uncertainty. A future not made clear, and with no direction. Not knowing what awaits him out there. There were just too many variables.

At least here in the Red Army, Tom knows what he is supposed to do. His purpose is clear. His path is already set for him. And having the company and support of Tord, Paul, and Patrick helps immensely as well. He would be all by himself out there. And who is he without his friends?

Sensing Tom's uncertainty and hesitation, Tord looked closely at him for a moment, his eye narrow. "You don't have to give me your answer now." He said, giving Tom's hand a firm and gentle squeeze. "I'll give you some time to think about it, but only until our ride back to the base arrives. Give me your answer then."

Tom stared at him anxiously.

"Please understand, Tom. I need to be able to trust in your loyalty to the Red Army." Tord explained, blinking at him sympathetically. "Once you go through the welcoming ceremony and swear the oath to us, there is no going back. You will be expected to serve us with your very life if necessary. There's no room for uncertainty in our midsts. Please do think carefully, Tom."

After a few heartbeats of silence between them, Tom nodded his head in understanding and released a silent sigh.

"So…" Tom started, his voice light. "What- what are we going to do until then?"

"Anything you want, really." Tord responded quietly.

"I think I'm going to take a short walk by myself, if that's okay." Tom padded away, climbing an earthy trail of stones and frozen grass. "I need some time alone to think about things."

"Do what you feel is right, Thomas." Tord called after him. "Just don't go too far off, and make sure to be back by sunset. You don't want to be wandering the mountains after dark."

Peering out towards the vast landscape that stretched out before him as he walked, Tom couldn't be more conflicted. A part of him kinda wished Tord had never extended him the offer to leave. Having no choice in the matter was scary, but actually deciding what he wants to do with his life is even scarier. What if he makes the wrong decision? What if he regrets his decision later? Could people get hurt because of him if he does? Should he only think of his own needs, or should he take others' into consideration as well?

It's times like this Tom really wished he could have some sort of sign to tell him which direction to take.

(Meanwhile…)

After spending the entire night awake together; watching movies, playing games, and getting to know one another, Ella and Reagan were the first ones to arrive in the Mess Hall upon morning.

They got their food and Reagan found them a nice and secluded spot, away from the other tables where Ella could eat in peace without feeling self-conscious with every bite she eats.

It wasn't long before the rest of their comrades began to file in sluggishly and populate the area, although not by much. Breakfast is the least busy time of the day, usually because most soldiers often prefer to sleep in a few more minutes until assembling in the Great Hall for the obligatory gathering before officially starting the day.

"I don't know how you can go through with this every night, Reagan." Ella said, sipping her tea. "Go through every single day without sleep? Doesn't it seem like the days have no end? How do you stay sane?"

Reagan chuckled and shrugged. "It ain't so bad when you're the one living like this. It's great, actually! More freedom and time for me, and I wouldn't have it any other way!"

She studied his face carefully, her eye tracing the small zigzagging scar he bore on his left cheek just below his eye. Overnight she learned an awful lot about Reagan. Mainly his interests. He is… fascinating, to say the least.

His constant disregard for rules and authority both intrigued and worried her greatly.

Ella stared at him uneasily. "Still… it's a little unsettling to think that while we're all asleep, you're just lurking around the hallways aimlessly."

"I don't see why that is. It's not as if I'm planning on harming anyone." Reagan looked up at her for a moment, narrowing his big green eyes and smiling at her. "Besides, I think we can agree that I'm far from the most dangerous thing in this base that could be wandering through these halls."

He didn't miss the way her muscles tensed as he indirectly mentioned the source of her night terrors and grief. She averted her gaze from him and continued to sip her tea.

"But anyways," said Reagan, cracking a boiled egg against the table before peeling it. "Staying awake every night just chilling and minding my own business isn't hurting anyone, so I don't see why there should be any fuss over this. Out of all the rules in this damn place to break, you've got to admit it is a pretty tame one to disregard."

Ella opened her mouth to protest, only for him to interrupt her.

"MAROON ISN'T A SHADE OF RED!"

Reagan suddenly yelled before quickly ducking his head again and stuffing the entire boiled egg in his mouth.

Around them, their comrades perked up sleepily in surprise before breaking out into a tired cheer and applause of agreement.

"Who did it? Who said that?! Which one of you f#cking said that?" A man jumped to his feet, shoulders squared defensively and peering around the room incredulously. "Huh? Who wants to f#cking die today?"

The man in question has bronze skin, dark choppy hair and freckles sprinkles across his face and down his neck, vanishing into the collar of his uniform with the name tag on his chest labelled 'Jerome'. He was well known for his short fuse and loud temper, and was ridiculously easy to rile up much to Reagan's delight.

"But they are right though. Maroon is brown, not red."

"Looks more like purple to me."

"Dark brown with the slightest tinge of red if you squint hard enough."

"Go join the turd army!"

"YOU WANNA SQUARE-UP MOTHERF#CKER?!"

"BRING IT ON!"

"Guys, seriously. It's too early for this sh#t."

As an argument started to escalate around the Mess Hall, Reagan couldn't help but chortle with laughter while watching the on-going drama.

"Why did you do that for? That wasn't very nice." Ella spoke up across from him, her arms crossed over her chest while shooting him an anxious expression.

Reagan grinned. "Every meal should be accompanied by some form of entertainment, wouldn't you agree? It makes the food taste better somehow." He returned to observe the chaos he created and took joy in his own work, snickering to himself.

"Why do you constantly break the rules? You know you're going to get in trouble." Ella's question snagged his attention. "Maybe if you were to simply follow them, do as you're told, and be nicer toward others everything would go much smoother for you."

"Oh, please." Reagan snorted and rolled his eyes. "When have the rules ever benefited anyone? They're just there to be an inconvenience, and keep the weaker and less privileged members from acquiring power easily and maintain them in order."

Right down to the bottom of the food chain. He thought bitterly.

"The rules are there for a reason. To keep us safe." Ella argued, narrowing her eye. "And how can you say that after you got yourself demoted? Maybe if you hadn't been off breaking every single conceivable rule then the Red Leader wouldn't have demoted you."

Her words stirred quite the wrath within Reagan; brewing darkly underneath the laidback facade he hides behind like a raging rainstorm. It took absolutely every fibre of his being not to crack and teach the insolent girl not to speak of matters she did not understand. The blade he keeps tucked away in the inner pocket of his uniform was practically calling to him. But Reagan endured it. All the years of training in that forsaken organization, and having his mentor constantly hammer him over the head – sometimes quite literally! – to maintain his patience and keep his eye on the prize came back to him.

I still need her. She hasn't fulfilled her usefulness yet. I need her! Reagan told himself over and over to keep his rage in check. If I want to get back at Red I am gonna need her.

He gradually smothered the flames of his anger until they were merely a simmering ember. Doll face sure knows how to press my buttons. He snickered to himself.

With his best smile and a low chuckle, he met her gaze and replied. "Oh no, Doll face. You got it all wrong." He casually flicked a tiny bread crumb off the table. "I didn't get demoted because I broke the rules. I got demoted because I followed them."

Sensing her immediate confusion following his statement, Reagan went on.

"Red Leader personally endorsed me in the Recruitment Program and tasked me with a mission to bring him five recruits. I went to all the briefings, sat through all the boring lectures of what to do and what not to do, went out of my way to fulfil my mission in record time – and sure, I may have broken a few minor rules here and there along the way to get sh#t done, but I did so with the best of intentions at heart and the army's wellbeing in mind." He explained. "And yet when I came back and delivered the recruits to the system… I got my ass handed to me and got demoted for no reason whatsoever!"

Ella blinked round eyed. "That can't be right. Surely you must've done something really bad to warrant such a harsh punishment? Red Leader is not unfair. The few rules you broke were probably very important to the operation, otherwise they wouldn't exist."

"I would agree with you if breaking said rules actually jeopardized the army in any way. But it didn't! I wouldn't have broken the rules if I wasn't sure I could handle the risks that came with them." Reagan scoffed. "I had everything fully under control, and brought five good recruits for Red without any problems and still got punished! What's up with that?"

Ella remained quiet as she listened to him rant. If what he is saying is true then the extent of his punishment really doesn't make any sense. Why would the Red Leader overreact like that? Especially when Reagan's hard and admittedly impressive work was more of a benefit than a detriment to the army?

No wonder Reagan was so bitter.

"Even so, don't you think you should stay out of trouble regardless?" She questioned. "Your loyalty and obedience is the least you can offer after the Red Army took you in. Surely you are much better off now than wherever you were before joining?"

For a moment Reagan seemed to be caught off guard. Her words caused him to reflect a little bit on his past.

"I suppose..." He conceded at long last. "But you know, you'd be a lot more fun without that goody two shoes attitude of yours."

Ella gasped. "I'm like, the most easy going person I know!"

"Oh yeah. Right! You're totally laid back." Reagan rolled his eyes. "You really need to relax, Doll face. Why are you so uptight all the time? You always follow the rules!"

"Of course I do! I don't want to get in trouble. Does that make me a big loser in your eyes?"

"Maybe. Maybe not." Reagan said vaguely, shrugging. "But in all seriousness, why do you follow the rules so damn much?"

"Because as long as I am nice and follow the rules things will turn out good for me." Ella responded with clear conviction in her voice as she met his gaze.

"Oh really?" Reagan narrowed his eyes, tipping his head. "If that's the case, then… how come you still ended up losing everything of value to you? If you did everything right then all of this sh#t shouldn't have happened to you."

Ella flinched as though she'd been slapped. Raw grief tore at her heart as memories of that dreadful night resurfaced in her brain, and she had to look away and will herself not to tear up. Her hands clenched into fists.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to be blunt with you, but this way of thinking that you have clearly didn't work out. Bad sh#t happens; it doesn't matter if you are a troublemaker or not. That's just the truth." Reagan leaned back in his seat and sighed. "You might wanna reconsider your values there, Doll face."

The rest of breakfast went by in a flash.

Soon they made their way to the Great Hall with the rest of their comrades. Soldiers began to emerge from their quarters in hushed tones, a flowing mass of blue and red uniforms all heading in the same direction. Reagan kept a close keen eye on all the pawns that he has current influence over; noting all their individual uses to himself.

Ella and Reagan were one of the last few to enter the Great Hall. The other soldiers of the Red Army were all gathered, with the five Generals sitting close together on a stage along with Commander Paul standing with the podium facing the crowd.

But it didn't escape Reagan's notice that the imposing presence of their great and powerful leader was absent on the stage. Again.

He and Ella sat together at the very back, overlooking the crowd and stage as Paul tapped the mic and cleared his throat.

"Good morning, reds!" He began, and then added with amusement. "And maroon."

Hearty laughter rippled through the crowd.

In the corner of his eye, sitting in a row diagonal to his, Reagan noticed Jerome tense up with barely suppressed irritation before the soldier sitting to his right placed a hand on his shoulder to calm him down. Reagan couldn't help but grin.

"Red Leader had last minute urgent matters to attend to and unfortunately couldn't be present to address all of you here today."

Reagan tuned out Paul's voice as the Commander began the gathering with a brief report of recent events happening throughout the entire Red Army. A few of the Generals spoke up here and there to report on their own individual divisions and the progress being made so far. Blah blah blah. And then things got slightly more interesting once the Shades Cup was mentioned.

"For all the new recruits who have joined our ranks this year; the Shades Cup is an annual event where members of each corridor compete against one other in a series of friendly competitions." Explained the Commander. "The corridor with the highest score by the end of autumn will be crowned the best shade of red and win the Chalice of Shades. At least until next year's games, that is."

Quiet murmurs of excitement spread throughout the crowd. A buzz of anticipation was rising among the soldiers.

Reagan grinned.

While the competition was the most anticipated event in the organization – second only to the actual rise of the Red Army and their plans for world domination finally being put into motion – Reagan's only interest in the whole thing are the many opportunities to mess around with everybody, make deals and wagers to strengthen his influence, and steal sh#t. Reagan also has the annual tradition of stealing the trophy from the winning corridor and hide it in absurd places, just so he could see the chaos that would ensue from that.

But to everyone else in this wretched base, it was just a fun event where they get to mess around with their besties while going through harsh training hours and strict cleaning duties.

Another way to solidify the bond and trust of the soldiers, and make the entire army a true force to be reckoned with.

Reagan glanced at Ella, seated beside him. He couldn't help noticing the sadness and focus in the girl's single green eye as she kept her gaze fixed on the stage below, listening to all of the reports intently. Like a good little loyal soldier.

Her insistent loyalty to authority in general and Red is grating on my nerves. Reagan thought, scratching his stubble. If I want to get down to the bottom of this quicker I need to make her lose that trust. Give her a reason to throw all caution to the wind. But how?

"Now," Paul's voice cut through his thoughts. "Does anyone have a question or an issue they would like to address?"

When none of the thousands of soldiers present in the Great Hall spoke up, the Commander brought the gathering to a close and dismissed them.

The hallways flooded with soldiers bustling about, heading off in different directions to begin their duties for the day as they exited the Great Hall. Reagan and Ella, alongside a few of their comrades, paused in front of the giant digital board in one of the corridors to check if they were in line for duty today.

Every week the board updates to showcase which squadrons were scheduled for border patrols and training hours at the gym for each day of the week, and who has been tasked with cleaning or kitchen duties for the duration of the week.

Apparently, Reagan was in luck. Not only is his division of newbies not scheduled for training today, but it seems as though Doll Face was off duty as well! A whole day to work on her with no lousy interruptions foiling his plans.

Next to the digital screen was a bulletin board, where anyone can put up announcements for off-duty activities they're organizing in case people wish to join in. Things such as; movie or show marathons in the cinema room, video game tournaments, karaoke nights, trips to the city, bets on card games, baking – really, any pastime one can think of.

And stationed near every board in the base was a map of the entire facility, and a bowl of contraceptives; free for everyone to use for special fun times with only a comical warning to "sock it before you dock it" with a rather crude drawing someone made as a joke of a sausage getting sliced in half. Reagan snickered. Red Leader must've figured he couldn't possibly control the actions of thousands of soldiers all the time, so he allowed his soldiers to do whatever so long as it doesn't get out of hand.

So far it seems to be working, as Reagan never heard of any scandalous news throughout the base since he first joined. And he is usually the first one to know about these sorts of things.

With the day free from any work for both of them, Reagan wrapped an arm around Ella's shoulders and decided to continue his progress with her where they had last left off. "Wanna head down to the Entertainment Hall again?" He asked her, already knowing she has no choice in the matter.

After traversing the long hallways they arrived in the game room. Some of their comrades were already there; huddled together on a table playing card games, or sprawled on the couch with controllers in their hands. But otherwise, the room wasn't crowded.

Ella and Reagan settled for a game of Ping-Pong. Something simple, but fun. And to make things slightly more interesting; each point scored grants the winner a chance to ask a loser any question they want. It makes it a good opportunity to get to know each other a little better.

"Yes! Point for me!" The one-eyed soldier cheered with joy.

"Boo! What? Lame." Reagan muttered with mock complaint, turning around to mark another point on the blackboard behind him. Ella's side of the score had considerably more points than Reagan's side. "Fine. Ask your question."

Ella contemplated, twirling the racket in her hands. "You mentioned swinging both ways last night." She recalled their night-long talk when they got to know each other a little better. "What do you look for in a partner of each gender?"

Reagan tipped his head thoughtfully. "I am not picky when it comes to girls. I like all of 'em fine. Guys however…" He paused, swooning. "I only have eyes for really big, buff men with lots of muscles and the capability of snapping me in half while doing it."

"Wow. That's… strangely specific." Ella blinked.

"What can I say? I have a thing for getting crushed." Reagan shrugged with a grin.

"So in other words… you are a top, waiting to be out-topped?"

Now it was Reagan's turn to blink in bewilderment before he burst in a fit laughter. "Haven't heard that one before! I like it! I might add that to my profile bio. In any case, I believe that was two questions you just asked."

Ella ducked her head. "Sorry."

"No harm done." Reagan picked up the ball and got ready to serve. "Shall we continue?"

"Actually, shouldn't we put the game on pause and start heading for the Mess Hall? It's almost lunch time." Ella pointed out.

Reagan frowned. "Why bother? You've seen the menu. It's tuna sandwiches today. Yuck!" His face cringed with disgust at the thought. Just the smell of fish alone was enough to get him retching. "You can go if you want to, but imma stay here if you don't mind and… I don't know, play video games while the TV is unoccupied. With everyone gone to lunch I am free to do whatever here."

It was at that moment she felt the burning sensation of being watched. Ella scanned her surroundings and caught the eye of a few soldiers huddled together on a nearby table, bending their heads close together and conversing quietly to each other as they shot her anxious looks. They looked away the moment she caught their gaze, and pretended as though they were just about to get up and leave anyway.

Ella sighed, trying to not feel hurt by the rejection. You would think she'd grown used to it by now.

"Something wrong, Doll face?" Reagan asks, sensing her change of mood.

"You may be my only friend now." She said gloomily. "Possibly forever."

"Well, hey, if you're only going to have one, I'm not such a bad one to have." He joked. Or at least, she thought he was joking.

Ella lowered her head. "Hearing about the Shades Cup in the morning gathering today reminded me of my squadron. How we used to give it our all for the Burgundy Wing and have fun. But now there's no point in competing if everyone wants nothing to do with me. Well… everyone except you, Reagan. But still…"

Reagan watched her through narrowed eyes. "I know I haven't scored a point in our game for, heh, quite a while now but may I ask you something? If it's not too bold of me?"

Ella fixed her gaze back to him and gave him a tiny nod.

"Why- or better yet- how did you end up joining the Red Army?"

She proceeded to explain to him her story. What her life was like growing up in England, how demanding and strict her family was, and how their high expectations of her led her to her fear of rejection and failure. And when the worst happened, and she got rejected by the university her parents were counting on her to apply for, she turned to her one and only good friend for help.

"I met Zach in my last year of high school. I bumped into him on my way out of the library, and we just hit it off right away. We became friends. I started to confide in him with all my concerns and dreams the more we hang out. He was a really good listener." She said with a clear wistful tone. "And when I got rejected he was the first person that came to mind who I thought would help comfort me. I would sooner run away from home than face my family's judgement and… well, I was desperate. Desperate enough that Zach extended me the offer to join the Red Army. And… I think you can figure out the rest from there."

"And your family?" Reagan pressed.

She shrugged. "Told them I got a scholarship in a prestigious college outside the country, and that I would continue working and send money back to them."

Reagan eyed her for a moment, watching the grief and guilt and worry cross her features as memories of her dearest friend swept over her. Clearly this was very painful for her to talk about… finally, something I can use! An idea slipped into his head.

Making sure that he was in her line of vision Reagan glanced away, feigning concern, before shifting his feet as though in discomfort.

Ella caught on to his body language. "What?"

Reagan looked at her and shook his head. "Nothing, I-" He swallowed, avoiding her gaze again.

She drew closer to him. "What is it?"

"God, I really wish it didn't come to this, but…" Reagan said sombrely, shaking his head dejectedly. "You're a good person and I think you deserve to know the truth."

"What are you talking about?" Ella prompted.

Reagan took a deep breath. "Zach used to be in the Recruitment Program for years before you joined us." He steadily held her gaze. "His presence in your hometown was no coincidence, I assure you. He wasn't there just for any secret mission from the Red Army. He was there to do the same job as I did. Find more recruits to join Red Leader's cause."

Ella backed away, wide eyed. "No…"

He appeared to hesitate briefly before continuing. "In the Recruitment Program we are taught to pick targets who are struggling with their lives and would benefit the most from joining us, almost exclusively. Get close to them. Earn their trust. Learn their secrets." He locked eyes with her. "Become their friends."

Her hands clenched into fists by her sides.

"And in order to secure the recruits into our midsts we are highly recommended to even go as far as tampering with the target's life. Anything to make sure our number's grow-"

He was abruptly, and quite rudely, cut off by a vicious slap across his face. He touched his injured cheek, stunned briefly by the blow. He honestly did not see that one coming. Doll face is just full of surprises today, ain't she? He held back a grin as he looked upon the furious girl; trembling and panting with rage before him.

"You're wrong. You don't know what you're talking about! You don't know Zach the way I did! He was my friend. He was sweet, and kind, and honest. He would never stoop so low just to fulfil a mission! You do realize that by saying this, you are questioning Zach's honour and tainting his memory by making wild presumptions about him? And Zach was the most trustworthy guy I have ever known." Ella's eye clouded with pain, and Reagan felt a stab of satisfaction knowing he got under her skin and must've hurt her memory of her late friend.

He held her gaze evenly for several heartbeats. "I cannot account for Zach's intentions. Maybe you're right, and he had nothing to do with your misfortune and had only the best of intentions when he extended you that offer." He murmured. "But I know how the Recruitment Program works from personal experience. Red Leader is only after individuals who are weak and helpless, so that once he saves them, they will be indebted to serve him in return. Think about it."

Ella didn't respond. She gazed deep into Reagan's eyes and stepped back.

"Listen, you don't have to be this miserable." Reagan said softly, reaching out for her. She lifted her chin toward him wearily. "You went through something awful, but you mustn't blame yourself." He held out one hand as though offering to crush the painful memories of that dreadful night that haunt her so between his fingers. "No. Red Leader is the one to blame for your misfortune. It's all his fault. He was careless. He messed around with something that he shouldn't, and you and your friends were the one who paid the price for it. It's unfair. But when you really think about it, since when did any of us really matter to him… when there's a secret weapon under his belt?"

Ella turned away from him, shoulders drooping and her head lowered.

"We are all expandable in Red Leader's eye. Nothing more than numbers to him in order to heighten his chances of winning the world in his name. The moment we serve our purpose, we are all free game." He went on. "We don't even know who the hell he is! While all of us prance about with our freaking names displayed over our chests for everyone to know, he is only Red Leader to us. If that ain't the shadiest thing, I don't know what is! He goes off to some top super-secret mission only to fail and return all messed up and bloodied, and yet somehow he is hailed back as a hero while you are deemed abominable over something you had no control over. That's hardly fair to you, don't you think? And how can we ever trust someone who clearly doesn't trust us?"

Reagan allowed himself to grin now that she was no longer looking at him; knowing he was successfully breaking her trust in this system and Red Leader himself. Soon, she would crack and tell him everything he needs to know.

It won't be long now.

(Meanwhile…)

A strong gust of wind swept through the mountainous terrain, chilling Tom to his core with its bitter cold sting and he shivered. Tom was used to the cold by now. It's a small price to pay for being alive. Besides; no blizzard could ever top the cold emptiness constantly inside of him, tearing him apart after all these years.

The weather had warmed slightly, though the grass still held a slight sheen of ice over it, and the higher Tom climbed the more ice and snow he found.

Sitting down on a boulder, overlooking the moor where one lone tree stands tall, he picked up a dandelion and brought it closer to his face with a pensive sigh. He'd been out and about on his own since this morning; exploring the mountain terrain and enjoying his freedom while also taking the time to think things over without the pressure of Tord's presence looming over his shoulder.

Tord… just the mere thought of him was enough to send Tom's heart a flutter and his face flush red. Their talks. The training sessions. The little touches between them. The night spent together. The kiss… He'd never felt anything quite like this swelling in his chest before, and that made him incredibly nervous.

He's giving me the chance to leave him. Surely if this was all an act he wouldn't have made that offer? Tom thought worriedly. While he knows that his own feelings for Tord are true, his doubts and concerns keep him from fully trusting Tord. He is terrified to be duped and hurt again. He saved my life… he comforted me last night… he was vulnerable to me. Tord wouldn't go this far just to manipulate me into following his schemes, would he?

Tom's head is currently overflowing with doubts on what he is meant to do now.

He loves Tord, and he enjoys Paul and Pat's friendship. But staying and becoming a true Red Army soldier would mean doing terrible things, even if the people around him don't think of it as such. And he also runs the risk of witnessing his biggest fear come true. He fulfils his purpose and Tord gets rid of him. His thoughts whirled. If the Red Army rises tomorrow and unleashes their attack upon the world, could he really fight alongside Tord and his soldiers?

Leaving the Red Army would give him the freedom he so desperately craves and dreads at the same time. He would be out on his own with no clear direction on where to go or what to do with his life. What if he tries his luck and fails? What would he do then? What if he never finds anyone to like him ever again and he ends up all alone forever? Or worse still; what if his control over his monster half slips without Tord nearby to help him and he goes on killing sprees again?

Did he actually have the right to be anywhere, after everything he'd done?

Once more, Tom contemplated the option of going back to his friends. The idea was becoming more and more appealing to his eyes. His heart ached at the thought of seeing Edd and Matt again, and assure them he's okay. And yet, whenever it seems as though he made up his mind about it he would think of all the changes that must have happened in his absence and how much his return would shock everyone. Did he even deserve seeing them again after all the pain he put them through? Do they deserve to go over their already mended wounds again with his return? He could never go back there. They are better off without him anyway.

I just want to know that they're okay. He thought, feeling a flash of guilt.

Tom felt crushed with hopelessness. What is he supposed to do now? What is the right thing to do? What the hell does he even want?

I just want to be happy. He concluded, blowing at the dandelion in his hands and watching the tiny white specks float away in the wind. I want the security to know that I belong somewhere. I want a chance to prove I'm not just a burden. I don't want to be alone. And I don't want to hurt anyone.

And on top of all those thoughts, all he wanted was to be with Tord. Near him, around him, breathing the same air and watching the same skies. That wasn't asking too much. But how can Tom stand by and watch him wage war upon the world? No matter what, Tom can't stop Tord's plans now. With or without him, there will be a war in the near future.

If this was even an option, Tom's ideal choice would be to leave the Red Army with Tord and start a new life together somewhere else. But Tord will never give up his ambition. Not even for him. Conquering the world is his dream, and it would be selfish of Tom's part to deprive him of his goals; especially when Tord devoted so much of his life towards achieving it.

Tom was at a loss over what to do now.

"Fool. ~" The voice snickered condescendingly. "Monsters don't have homes. ~"

With a tiny sigh, Tom peered up at the sky. Sunset was drawing near, and he knew he should be making his way back to the campsite where Tord was waiting for him. However, the feeling of uncertainty gnawing away at him kept him from budging. He doesn't want to return to Tord without having made up his mind about the future. He will be expecting an answer out of him tomorrow, and he's not ready to make that choice yet!

His empty void-like eyes slowly drifted down from the pale, crystal blue sky and landed on the lone tree standing at the bottom of the slope. The tree was frozen, leafless branches spreading outward toward the sky and covered in a thin outline of ice all over. Other than that there was nothing special about it.

As Tom continued observing the tree, still mulling over his decision, the clouds drifted apart and the sun came out from behind them. Warm golden-orange rays of light dazzled the highest branches of the tree. The effect caused by the sunset lighting striking the thin coating of snow surrounding the branches made it seem as though the tips of the tree were set ablaze in warm hues, while the branches were still standing tall and almost melding into the sky itself. A perfect blend of fire and ice.

Blinking, Tom studied the tree closely. He'd never seen anything like this before. He watched plenty of sunsets in his lifetime, and he encountered many dumb frozen trees in the winter; but somehow his mind never conceived the idea of a combination of the two being anywhere near as beautiful as the sight before him. Something about the way only the tips of the tree's branches were bathed in orange hues sparked as otherworldly and Tom could hardly take his eyes away.

That's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen... Tom continued to watch, afraid that looking away would ruin the composition of colours and elements, and he didn't want to waste the rare sight for not even an instant.

At once, all his past struggles and misgivings – all the pain he silently endured on his own; always thinking of himself as someone unworthy of being alive, all came flooding back to him. Tom felt a pang of hurt at the memories, but more than that, he felt light.

A wonderful sense of peace settled over him. His past no longer matters. He's alive now. He survived, and he got to see this wonderful phenomenon here today. Had he fulfilled his promise all those months ago, like the voice intended him to, he wouldn't be here to experience this now.

Tom's eyes began to glisten the longer he stared, feeling as if a bright light had shone straight into his mind. All the doubts that have been previously weighing him down seem to fade away into clarity. He knows what to do with his life now.

"Tom!"

It was Tord's voice.

Above the howling wind, Tom could hear him clear as day with his enhanced hearing. Tom wiped away the tears from his eyes and hared away in the direction of Tord's voice. His legs were a little numb from sitting on the cold stones, but when he sprang up to his feet, he was bursting with newfound boundless energy.

He briefly contemplated shifting to reach Tord faster, but then remembered he didn't have an extra pair of pants lying around and so he picked up his pace.

His heart light as a feather, he bounded down the earthy trail and retraced his steps back to camp, careful with the loose stones along the way, and raced down the hill to find Tord. The long journey between the frozen tree and the camp seemed to skim by in a few heartbeats, and Tom stumbled across the Norwegian man before long.

Tom spotted him sitting on a patch of grass near the campfire, fiddling with a bunch of flowers in his lap. He looked so lonely, hunched over and all by himself. Tom's heart flipped over inside his chest. Neither of them will have to be alone ever again now.

"Tord!"

The Norsk snapped his head up. Tom sprang forward and flew at him, tackling Tord to the ground by surprise and enveloping him in a crushing hug as they fell back against the grass with Tom on top of him.

"Tom? This is… a nice surprise, I must say." Tord squeaked in alarm, gradually relaxing in Tom's hold. "What's up?"

Feeling bold, Tom leaned forward to capture his lips in a quick kiss; taking the Norwegian by surprise yet again. "I've been giving a lot of thought to your offer from earlier." He explained breathlessly. "I wasn't sure then but… I am sure now. I've made up my mind and… I want to stay with you, Tord."

Tord's eye widened. "Are you sure? There's no rush to give me an answer yet, Tom. I don't mind waiting until tomorrow-"

"I am sure of this, Tord." Tom cut him off, leaning down to rest his forehead against Tord's. He closed his eyes. "You make me feel comfortable to be myself. I've never felt stronger than when you are with me. I've been… anxious about the future and my role in all of this, but with you I feel as though I could face it head on. You… Paul and Patrick… you guys are like home to me now. I can't ask for more than that."

Tom wanted to be by Tord's side more than anything; and if it means joining the Red Army to make that happen, then it's worth it. His recent revelation gave him the courage to shove aside all his doubts about Tord and his goals, and place his full trust on him. Tom may be nervous about the upcoming war, sure, but with the promise of Tord by his side through it all Tom was willing to go through with it. Besides, it's just like Tord said! They weren't in this for the killing – but to make a change on the world; and unfortunately change can sometimes be a painful process. Tom knows that more than anyone else. And it's not like Tom has a clear goal of his own yet or anything better to do with his life. So why not accompany Tord, make sure he stays safe and support him in his dreams until then?

Tom will stay, and fight beside Tord. He will protect him and their friends. And once the war is over, we can go back and see Edd and Matt together… Tom thought, recalling the wonderful feeling he felt upon seeing the frozen tree. I will go back to them one day… I will see them again, and I am going to tell them the truth. I will tell them everything.

An incredible wave of gratitude washed over Tom. He would not have survived that dark time if it weren't for Tord. He gave him another destiny, and Tom knew that no matter what he becomes, he would be all right. As long as Tord loved him, he was no longer a monster, but Tom.

"You're so cold." Tord's voice broke him out of his thoughts, followed by a gentle hand squeezing his own. Tom didn't even realize he was shivering against him.

Tom climbed off of him and they stood up together, still holding on to each other. "Nah, it's fine. I can handle it-" Tom's protest died on his tongue as something warm draped over and around him. He was startled to realize that Tord had removed the cobalt blue coat of his uniform and lend it to him for warmth.

More surprising than that was the fact that Tord was still wearing his old iconic red hoodie underneath this entire time, and Tom hadn't noticed until now.

It's little acts like that that give Tom the reassurance he needs to know that Tord isn't faking any of this just to manipulate him and earn his loyalty like he fears so much.

"What about you though?" Tom couldn't help but ask.

Tord shrugged dismissively. "Don't worry about me. I am a descendant of the Vikings! Cold resistance and pillaging are in my blood. I will be fine." He smirked.

He paused suddenly; looking closely at Tom's face and taking notice of the tears brimming in his dark eyes.

"Is something wrong?" He prompted.

Tom shook his head and looked away from him for a moment, rubbing his eyes. "Nothing. I just-" he turned back to Tord with a smile. "I know I made the right choice now."

Chapter 34: Chapter 34

Summary:

Tord has a present for Tom, meanwhile Reagan and Ella take the day off.

Notes:

Hello, everyone! This is Flower1815 here with a new chapter of MLTS. Today's chapter is going to get a little suggestive, and originally it was going to include smut. However, after much deliberation I decided to upload the smut seperately from the main story. I know there are a lot of people who read this that are not only underage but also just reading it causally for the sake of the plot and character development and the last thing I wanna do is shove smut in your faces. The NSFW version, if you will, is listed as part three of this series if you really interested in checking it out. But read it at your own risk!

With that said, there's still a lot that it is implied on this version alone.

Also the official playlist for this story has been updated! Don't forget to check that out when you can. There's a link to it on my tumblr @Heather1815

But I think that's it! I hope you guys enjoy the chapter, don't forget to leave a review telling me your thoughts, and I'll see ya all later! ;)

Chapter Text

Rushing through the long hallways of the lab, Tom let himself get pulled along by Tord. The Norsk claimed he had a surprise for him, and before Tom could ask anything about it, Tord just grabbed his hand and rushed out of the Brit's quarters.

It's been about two weeks since they returned from their camping trip and officially announced their relationship status to Paul and Patrick. As expected, the duo went absolutely bonkers when they found out; derailing into a lot of high pitched shrieking, shaking, and jumping up and down. And all of that was just Paul alone. Patrick had been more reserved in that aspect, simply congratulating the two but still barely holding back his enthusiasm, unlike his partner who straight up tackled-hugged Tord to the ground in his excitement.

"Couldn't this wait until morning?" Tom yawned, rubbing his eyes tiredly with his other hand.

Tord glanced back at him with a grin. "Tired, Thomas?" He chuckled. "I'll be honest, your present arrived early this morning but it completely slipped my mind until this very moment, and as of right now I am way too eager to see your reaction to be patient enough for tomorrow."

Now it was Tom's turn to laugh. "Do you realize just how much you sound like a kid on Christmas Eve right now?"

The Norsk shrugged slyly. "Perhaps. But trust me, Tom. It will be worth it."

Regaining his footing and trying his best to keep up with Tord's long strides, Tom simply sighed. He wondered what the surprise could possibly be to provoke Tord to be this excited about it. Tom would be lying if he said his interest hadn't piqued.

I guess I'll just have to wait and see what all the fuss is about.

Tord led him to Patrick's study, but they did not stay in the room for very long as they reached the opposite end, and entered Paul and Pat's quarters through the kitchen. Stepping into the living room, Tord paused before the wall and placed his hand on it, causing the elevator to manifest.

Tom watched it open up before them, his brows furrowing with scepticism. "Hey, I don't wanna complain or anything, especially because this is all for a surprise for me, but would it have killed you to make the elevator slightly bigger?"

Tord tugged him along as they stepped into the small lift. "It's a tight fit, I know, but the trip is short so we'll be out before you realize." The two of them squeezed into the small space, the lift doors closing behind them. The confining area forced them to be flush right up against each other's chests; only now just realizing the intimacy of the situation, the two simultaneously blushed when making eye contact. Tord played it off with a smirk. "Well, but this arrangement certainly isn't all that bad. ~" He practically purred, staring into Tom's bottomless eyes.

"Whatever." Tom grumbled half-heartedly, trying to divert his gaze to hide his blushing face. "I guess there are worse places to be."

Leaning closer, Tord gently touched Tom's forehead with his own. He breathed out a soft sigh, and continued to watch the Brit's facial expressions shift ever so slightly. His robotic hand gently wound up around Tom's waist, bringing him even closer to his form. Tom stiffened, only to immediately relax in his hold as he snapped his gaze back up to Tord's. His other arm snaked over to cup the side of Tom's face, softly trailing his thumb over his cheek.

"Tord?"

"Hmm?"

"We're here."

Snapping out of his trance, Tord blinked in surprise and glanced over his shoulder, and sure enough the elevator doors were opened to his office.

"Oh right, sorry." He stepped back, giving Tom some space but still maintaining contact with him as his robotic arm shifted from his waist over to his arm. "I got a little carried away." He cleared his throat, and stepped off the lift; bringing Tom along as they held hands.

They strolled into the mahogany red room side by side. Reaching the desk, Tord pulled out a blue box from beneath it, neatly wrapped with a purple ribbon. "Here you go." He handed it over to Tom. "Consider this your early graduation present. Hope you like it."

Tom took the gift from him. "Thanks?" Placing his head against the box, he shook it lightly in his grip to listen for some kind of hint as to what the surprise present could be.

"Well, what are you waiting for?" Tord prompted. "It's yours! Go ahead and open it." Weighting the box in his hands, Tom went to undo the purple bow. "Oh- not here! I suggest you go over to my room and test out your present there." Tord halted him, gesturing to the door to his right. He fumbled with his pocket until he fished out a cigar, and popped it into his mouth. Tord pulled out a lighter next. "You go on ahead, I'll join you shortly. I just need to finish off some paperwork, and I'll be done for the day." He says, his words muffled by the cigar in his mouth as he lighted it up.

"Okay?"

Settling himself on top of his desk, Tord watched Tom move away to leave the room through the door leading to his private chamber. Tom glanced back at him, holding the door open.

Tord shot him a reassuring smile, breathing out a puff of smoke. "It's alright. I promise you it's nothing perverted, I swear!"

"It better well not be!" Tom warned, stepping out of the office.

Hearing the door gently shut behind him, Tom sighed. The gift still in his hands, he moved closer toward the king-sized bed and sat down. Slowly, almost hesitantly, Tom began to unwrap the present.

"What did he mean? Graduation present?" Tom couldn't help but wonder out loud. Ripping out the last of the wrapper, he opened the lid to the box. He froze. Blank, dark eyes staring down at the contents of the package.

"Oh?"

Meanwhile, in the other room; Tord breathed out another cloud of smoke before putting out his cigar. With that done, he turned around and reached down, pulling out another box from beneath his desk. Unlike the one he gifted Tom with, this present is long and slimmer, wrapped up in blue paper and tied up with an elegant red ribbon.

He unveiled the bow and let the gift-wrappings fall to the floor, revealing a fancy, shiny wooden casing with the Red army's logo branded on the cover. Humming, Tord paused to admire it for a second or two before proceeding.

Well I'll be damned! Bing sure outdid himself this time. He mused, tracing his fingertips over the smooth wooden surface.

Tord moved his hand to the latch, flipped it over, and opened the casing to reveal the special delivery he'd been waiting all this time to arrive. Tord grinned, his gaze raking over the object in question before he carefully took hold of it, setting the casing down on the desk, for a closer inspection.

The scabbard is made out of black leather, though the material still felt pretty resistant in his touch, with the army's logo engraved on it, neatly concealing the deadly blade tucked inside.

Without further delay Tord grabbed the dark crimson hilt with his prosthetic hand, and slowly pulled out of its sheathe to reveal a sword; sharp, elegant, and light in his grip as he gave an experimental twirl in his hand. Tord admired the blade's workmanship, gently grazing his finger over the edge. He did not even flinch when a tiny cut formed on the tip of his finger, already knowing the true nature of the weapon.

Peering into the blade itself he could see a purplish tint to it; no doubt the consequence of the monster's claw, broken down to its simplest fragments and melded together with steel to create this beautiful weapon.

In hindsight, creating a sword out of the claw may have been an exaggeration on his part, Tord is well aware of that fact. No one uses swords nowadays, not even in times of war. But as he looked upon his own reflection in the blade's surface, Tord felt no regrets. It is no secret that he loves weapons, guns especially, but a sword ain't half-bad either. And who knows? It might prove useful in the future.

Carefully, Tord sheathed the sword and returned to its casing before latching it shut. He will have to find a suitable place to store it, but for now he'll leave it on his desk.

Remembering why he was in his office to begin with, Tord perked up and hopped off his desk; striding over to knock on his bedroom door. "Tom? How's your surprise going?"

He heard a few frustrated grumbles coming from within the room. "I'm fine! Mostly!"

"Are you decent? Can I come in?" Tord questioned, his hand over the door knob.

"Uh, yeah- just give me a sec!"

Twisting the knob, Tord pushed the door open and walked into his quarters. He froze, the door closing behind him as he sets his sights on the figure standing across from him. Tord blinked perplexed. He wasn't sure what he was expecting to find- actually, yes he did. He's the one who got the gift in the first place, so logically he'd known what was inside the box. But none of his expectations could ever measure up to the real thing that stands before him. His jaw dropped.

Standing near the bed half-turned towards Tord, the eyeless Brit he'd grew so close to over the course of time, donned his new attire. The black and blue uniform clung well to Tom's form; making his body look lithe and nimble, especially his lower half, while concealing the strong, sturdy muscles beneath the fabric. A perfect blend of agility and strength all put into one body, and enhanced by the outfit's overall design.

Growing increasingly more frustrated with his failed attempts of setting up his last article of clothing, a black tie, Tom cursed and turned around only to lock gazes with Tord, still frozen and watching him with adoration.

Tom stared back at him, somewhat bashful, and cleared his throat as he extended his arms out to show off his garb. "So? How do I look?"

The Norsk's one-eyed gaze raked over Tom, going from his unruly spiky hair all the way down to his brand new, shiny black combat boots. "You look…" He trailed off, unable to find the proper word that could come even close enough to convey his opinion. His mouth parched the longer he stared at Tom. Tord gave him another once-over, appreciating the somewhat dishevelled look the unbuttoned indigo blue shirt and dark gray vest, combined with the black tie left forgotten around his neck, gave the eyeless man.

Tom is just simply breath-taking.

"Stunning."

"You think so?" Tom looked down at himself, checking his clothes. "But I don't really get it. What is this? I mean, what's it for?"

Stepping closer to him, Tord smiled. "It's your new uniform, of course! What else could it be?"

Tom looked up in bewilderment. "My uniform?" He echoed. "You mean like, my soldier outfit?"

Tord nodded. "You are expected to wear it for the ceremony next week, and from then on, whenever you are in duty."

"Ah oka- wait, what ceremony?!"

"You really need to start paying more attention, Thomas." Tord sighed, but his gray eye held a gleam of humour. "It is your rank-up ceremony. You'll be officially moving up from private to soldier." He explained, placing the palm of his red metallic hand on the Brit's shoulder. "Like I said; you're graduating."

Letting the puzzle pieces arrange themselves inside his head with this newfound information, Tom whirls around and begins to walk toward the mirror, getting a better look at his own appearance. "If that's the case, how come my uniform is so drastically different from yours or from everyone else's for that matter?" He inquired with a tilt of his head.

Tord's smile fell. "You don't like it?"

"No, no! I do! I promise I do! It is a great outfit, and I like it very much." Tom's reassurances died off, his tone growing wistful and for a split second a frown was on his face. Probably more than I should. He thought with a twinge of guilt in his stomach. He brushed it off. "But uh, it's a little bit off-putting to be wearing black and blue while everyone else is red and blue instead. Singles me out, you know?" Tom admits, turning away from the mirror the face Tord. "And yeah, I am a Red Army soldier that's not wearing any red. That's also kind of odd."

A small knowing grin returned to Tord's face. He stepped closer to Tom, fastening the buttons of his shirt. "The uniform I ordered the tailors to make was designed especially for you. It is made of a very special cloth that is meant to help with your transformation issues. It won't rip or disintegrate, but it will be integrated into your skin upon shifting."

"What are you saying? That I'll be wearing the uniform even when I turn?" Tom couldn't help the image of his monster self, sporting a larger version of his suit pop into his mind and he had to bite his lips in order to stifle a chuckle at the silly thought.

Tord must've guessed what crossed the Brit's mind, because the next moment he rolled his eye and shook his head with a flash of amusement. "In a way, yes. But not in the way you're thinking." Finishing off the last of the buttons, he reached the collar of Tom's shirt to grab the abandoned tie, and he began to properly set it around his neck. "And concerning the colour; if I remember correctly, a certain someone once protested that red wasn't their style? Hm?"

A low hum rumbled through Tom, his posture straight as he watched Tord expertly fold the tie of his uniform for him. "Well, I don't think red is all that bad- UGH!" He choked when Tord pulled the tie way too tight on him, only for the Norsk to immediately alleviate the grip and adjust his tie to stay neatly in place. "Damn ties! I've always hated those things. So bothersome to deal with, and no one likes them."

His words died out just as soon as they left his lips, when a robotic hand gently grasped his chin and lifted his head to make eye-contact with the Norwegian man; smirking just inches away from his face.

"Don't be so harsh, Thomas." He trailed his metallic thumb delicately over the eyeless man's lips, his voice nothing more than a husky whisper. "They may start out a nuisance at first, even right down infuriating at times." As he spoke, Tord's other hand snaked behind Tom and cradled the back of his head, tugging at his hair. He leaned closer, until their noses barely brushed. "But once you get used to them you'll be amazed to find that they have a certain charm to them. In a weird, and unique sort of way that nothing else could possibly compare it to."

Watching Tom's face so closely, Tord could easily tell by the tiny shift in his eyes that he was studying his features as well.

Standing so close to each other, their breaths mingling together, Tom raised his hand to gently place it over the Norwegian's scarred flesh; earning a sigh of contentment. Not breaking his gaze, Tom peered into Tord's one, visible eye, entranced by the silver orb staring back at him.

They just stood there. In the dim lit room, under a comfortable silence, looking into each other's eyes fondly.

"Why do I have a feeling you are not actually talking about the tie?" Tom murmurs quietly under his breath.

Grunting out a small laugh, Tord finally put an end to the short distance between them and leaned forward to capture Tom's lips with his in a passionate kiss.

Eyes fluttering shut, Tom leaned forward to deepen the contact, feeling the hand on the back of his head run fingers through his locks.

After a few heartbeats, they parted away slightly to catch their breath. But one look at the other through half-lidded eyes, and they went right back to it. Through every move and touch of their lips, the kiss grew progressively more heated.

At one point, Tord flicked his tongue over Tom's bottom lip, and without any hesitation on his part the eyeless man granted him entrance and their tongues met. Breathy moans and hums escaped them both. Tom threw his arms and wrapped them around Tord's neck, while the Norsk lowered his mechanical hand to undo the buttons of the Brit's shirt he'd fastened not even two minutes ago.

Tom let out a low moan, leaning forward even more until they're flushed against each other, leaving no space separating them. He did not care if Tord tasted like tobacco right now, because to him, at this very moment he was very much like a drug. Addicting. Tom just wanted to drown himself in him, feeling a powerful urge to take more and more of the Norwegian man as possible.

A burn, deep within their core scorched painfully and it could only be satiated with the other.

Tom is half aware of his accelerating heart, currently hammering against his chest with anticipation; but he was far too preoccupied in burying himself into Tord's embrace to really take any notice of it.

Momentarily losing himself, Tom began to back Tord into the wall behind him, still not breaking away from the fervent kiss. Taking slow, careful steps so that Tord could follow his movement without accidentally tripping along the way.

Tom pulled his arms away only to roughly shove the Norsk against the wall. Tord emitted a grunt of surprise at the abrupt action, his back pressed firmly to the wall. Before he could even get his bearings, Tom pounced on him and captured his lips in another intense kiss. Tord moaned and closed his eyes, enjoying Tom's dominance and rough treatment on him.

With one hand still tugging Tom's hair, Tord grabbed his hips with his robotic one; melting when their thighs brushed together and he felt Tom's hardness against his own.

Unaware of his own actions, Tom lifted Tord off the ground, pressing him further into the wall until the Norwegian man was towering above him. In response, Tord immediately wrapped his legs around Tom's waist bringing their hips together.

Tom broke away from him, only to trail down Tord's jawline, showering him in more kisses as he went farther down to his neck where he started to nip and lick; searching for Tord's sweet-spot. Tord stifled a moan by biting his lips, feeling a thin speck of his own saliva dribble down from the corner of his mouth as he glimpsed Tom attacking his neck.

Following his own urges Tom kissed, licked, and bit every trace of skin he could find, eventually coming across his target as he heard Tord's breath hitch, and a shiver run through him. Tom began to abuse that spot, sucking on the flesh and eliciting more moans of delight from the Norsk, who squirmed in his hold.

The more skin he tasted, the more tempted Tom was to bite down – especially in the damaged side of the neck where the flesh was fragile, and scars and burns littered all over. It would be so easy to break the skin, sink his teeth into the cleft and finally get a taste of the Norwegian's blood-

Wait…

Tom froze in his ministrations.

These aren't my thoughts!

When Tord leaned forward to capture his lips again, Tom moved his head away. "Wait."

"What's wrong?" Tord panted, gazing up at him; face flushed red and breathless.

Tom cupped the Norsk's face with one hand, gently grazing his fingers over his scars. He looks so beautiful looking up at him like this; as if Tom were his whole world. Tom had never been stared like that before.

"You know there's a good chance I could shift half-way through this, right?" Tom sighed.

Tord leaned into his touch. "I had a hunch."

"And you still want to go through with this?" Tom had to be absolutely sure this is what Tord wants. Last thing he needs is for Tord to panic if he were to accidentally turn monster during sex, and they have awkward encounters after that. Or worse, the chance of harming Tord without meaning to.

His thoughts trailed off as Tord leaned forward and pecked him on the lips slyly. "I trust you. You are in control of your other forms now, and I know you won't hurt me unless you mean it." He whispered. "Besides, I love taking risks."

Tom was ready to protest again, and remind him of the real danger he could be in should Tom lose control of himself at any given moment during the act. But Tord was faster, and he pressed their lips together in a deep passionate kiss that made Tom's resolve melt; wiping away any concerns he might've had and cementing Tord's overall stance on the matter.

He doesn't give a damn about danger. If anything, the thought of Tom turning into a monster only excited him more.

And soon, the only sounds that could be heard throughout the room was their duet of heavy breathing. Their clothes were long forgotten and sprawled about the bedroom floor. In bed, their legs were intertwined; a tail coiled neatly around one of Tord's ankles. Tom cuddled Tord from behind with his claws, the Norwegian's back pressed up against his bare chest. Tord reached up behind him to scratch one of Tom's ears, knowing he liked the gesture while in this form and received an affectionate nuzzle to his head in response and a deep rumbling purr to his ear.

"That… that was amazing. Thank you." Tord breathed. He punctuated by turning his head and returning Tom's nuzzle. The Norsk suddenly let out a quiet little laugh to himself. "We should do that again sometime soon." He smiled, enjoying the blissful, comfortable silence they were in. He was very glad Tom had been his first, with a guy; couldn't have been better.

Tom's eyes slowly blinked closed, his energy completely spent in the act of love. In a few minutes or so he will regress back to normal. For now though, he was content enough just spooning Tord and sleep beside him knowing that he was loved for who he is despite all his obscene flaws and that his life was now tied to Tord's, come what may.

Nothing could ruin this moment, or their future together.

(Meanwhile…)

"No…" Ella breathed, standing in rigid shock as she stared at the digital board looming over her.

"I know, right?" Reagan piped up beside her in disgust. "Fish gratin for dinner? Yuck! I'd rather swallow my own tongue, thanks. Whoever is in charge of arranging the menu deserves a good beating."

She subconsciously reached out to grip his arm, her heart pounding. "Not that…"

Confused, Reagan followed her gaze toward the board. It was bright and early in the morning, breakfast hasn't even started yet, and after spending another night together they decided to check on the digital board for today's schedules while there was no crowd to compete with. After several nights spent awake with Reagan, Ella was starting to get used to minimal sleep hours.

Scheduled under the patrols section, Ella's new squadron was selected for the night border patrol on that very same day.

"Yikes." Reagan sucked in air through his teeth. No wonder she was such a mess. "That's kinda messed up when you really think about it, huh? Strange, really. I mean, you would think after going through a thing like that someone would have the common decency to excuse you from border patrols forever-"

Ella suddenly bolted away from him, running down the hallways blindly. She didn't know where she was going. But she has to run and escape her fate. She has to hide where no one can ever find her. Her thoughts were whirling. I can't go through that again! She could already imagine the dark, stormy night again. The gargantuan creature that ambushed her and her friends. And all the bloodshed and screams that followed after. No. No! The monster is going to come for me again! I can't do this.

"Ella!"

A hand grabbed her by the wrist, stopping her in her tracks.

"Hold on." Reagan soothed, tugging her closer. "I understand you're upset. If I were in your place I would be too. But you know… you don't have to go on the border patrol if you don't really want to."

"B-but I have to! It's in the rules!" Ella protested, tearing up. "If I am absent from training or any of the mandatory duties we swore our loyalty to I could be kicked out! I really can't afford that, Reagan."

She got a sick twisted feeling in her gut. How could she not have seen how wrong all of this was before? She swore her life to an organization that did not care for her as an individual, out of sheer desperation, and now they keep her trapped here by her own word against herself.

Reagan frowned. "Not for just one day, you won't." He tilted her chin up to make her look at him. "Listen; you are a good soldier. You follow all the rules by the book, never complain, never get into trouble, and never even attempted to skip a single duty before now. I say you earned yourself a day-off, doll face."

"But-"

"One measly day-off won't hurt. You deserve a break! Besides, it's the least Red Leader owes you for all this mess he caused you." Reagan insisted, tipping his head. "If he is too stupid to see how you're totally in the right in all this, then I suppose I will have to do the honours of unofficially excusing you for the day myself."

Ella wiped away the tears building up in her eye and looked at him. Reagan seems to be her only friend in all of this, and the only one willing to open up to understand her. He means so much to her now; and he makes a very good point that was hard to argue against. She appreciates his effort of cheering her up.

Reagan smiled. "Say, how do you feel about spending the whole day out in the city?"

"That would be great…" Ella shifted, unsure. "Except today is a week day, and the trips to the city are only permitted on weekends. I guess we could try our luck and ask, but… oh, they will never let us leave the base. Especially since we're both in line for duties today."

"See? Now that's precisely what the problem with your thinking is! You are way too limited!" Reagan pointed out. "The trick here… is to not ask."

Ella lifted an eyebrow. "You know a way we can leave the base without anyone noticing?"

"I can pull a few strings here and there, and safely transport us out of here all the way to town." Reagan reassured her, still grinning. "It will involve breaking rules though. All I ask is that you trust me on this one. Are you in?" He held out his hand for her to take.

Ella considered his offer carefully for a couple heartbeats. She doesn't want to get in trouble. But taking into consideration how tired she was of the Red Army life and all the unfairness she deals with on a daily basis, her choice was obvious. Besides, how could she possibly refuse Reagan? She felt the pull of his charm, his quiet authority and sense that he always knew exactly the right thing to do. It was greatly ensnaring and hard to resist.

She took a deep breath and looked into his eyes. "All right." She grabbed his hand. "Let's hurry before we get caught then."

After a quick stop by their quarters to change into their civilian clothes, Reagan led her toward the hangar with no time to waste.

It won't be long before the rest of their comrades rise to start their busy day.

Reagan had everything planned in a matter of minutes. He knew for a fact that trucks would be heading for the city to restock the base's supplies soon. He and Ella snuck their way around the hangar, dodging detection from the few soldiers bustling about in charge of the transportation. He instructed Ella to wait nearby while he found one of the few individuals he has current influence over. Reagan swiped the unsuspecting guy's wallet right out from his pocket, and then proceeded to bribe the poor fellow with his own money to let them in one of the trucks heading for the city.

Once the whole procedure was over and done with, Reagan signalled for Ella to follow him as he hopped on the back of a loading truck.

Ella's heart was racing inside her chest every step of the way. Every fibre of her being was practically screaming at her to change her mind while there's still time and go back, eat breakfast, and go about her day just dreading the awful night patrol with a new squadron that don't care much for her. She was terrified of getting caught. She'd never done anything like this before.

And it secretly thrilled her.

The danger of getting caught. The idea of doing what she wants as opposed to only doing what was expected of her. And Reagan carries this vibe of being wholeheartedly confident in his actions; as though this was just another ordinary day for him and he'd done this countless times. He probably has. But it soothed her. He knew what he was doing and he won't let her get in trouble. She felt safe with him around, and fully trusts him to get her in and out of the base without notice.

They hid behind a couple of boxes in the back of a truck, sitting down with their knees tucked in close to their chests to appear as small and unnoticeable as possible as they waited for the trucks to start moving out.

Ella's stomach rumbled. Perhaps leaving before breakfast was a mistake.

"You hungry?" Reagan prompted, fumbling with his pockets. "I got like… three mints; a couple of chocolate bars; and chewing gum, if you want anything?"

The journey to the city was a long and shaky one, and somewhat uncomfortable. It was also very disorientating considering there were no windows to peer out and see just how close to their destination they were. At one point, Ella must've drifted off because next thing she knew the truck had stopped and Reagan was motioning for her to follow him.

After a little more sneaking around, they finally broke off into the city.

It's a bright, sunny day with hardly any clouds in the pristine blue sky above them. It was windy but the sunlight was strong. Ella closed her eye against the soft breeze, relishing the fresh air. She couldn't remember the last time she'd left the confinements of the base.

Reagan and she made their way around town with no clear destination; merely chatting and studying their surroundings at a leisurely pace.

Crossing a wide white stone bridge over a river, the cobblestone streets ahead of them were lined with shops and food stands where a good number of people were wandering about.

Ella kept her head lowered, walking a tad slower than Reagan. While part of her immensely happy to be outside again, there was still the issue with her haunting new look. Already used to the way the soldiers back in the base always react to her, she braced herself for all the odd and horrified glances she was certainly going to receive out here.

However, much to her surprise as Reagan and her stopped by a cafe for brunch, the waitress that served them was not only incredibly polite but did not seem the least bit bothered by her appearance as she took their orders. Ella was shocked to say the least, but brushed that interaction off as a one-time deal.

She seems nice enough, but everyone else out here will react the same as everybody else.

But as they finished their food and went about their stroll through town, Ella was continually perplexed to find that although some people did give her odd looks no one seemed to be uncomfortable with her presence.

"Something the matter, doll face?" Reagan prompted, taking notice of her vivid confusion.

"I'm not sure…" Ella murmured while looking around. "Is it me or the people out here are much nicer than our comrades back at the base?"

Reagan smirked. "Well of course it would seem that way to you. After being cooped up in that overcrowded base to heal your wounds all by yourself, normal human decency must seem like a strange concept to you, huh?"

"But how come?" She asked, her gaze sweeping over the stalls where merchants were setting their goods out for sale.

"Red Leader's influence is both poisonous and contagious to say the least." Reagan went on, all the while eyeing a wallet peeking out of an unsuspecting guy's pocket before swiftly pickpocketing it for himself. "It's not our comrades' faults, mind you. I'm sure under different circumstances they wouldn't have minded your injury either. But living in that facility for years and getting hammered over the head every single day about how important it is that we show our loyalty and gratitude to the Red Army does things to you. It's all brainwash nonsense really."

His casual tone unnerved Ella greatly. How can he say such things and not be the least bit alarmed by the weight of his own words?

Ella recalled her years of service in the Red Army, how rewarding and sometimes even fun it was at the beginning alongside her group of friends. Red Leader's goal hasn't changed since then. He plans to wage war on the world and conquer everything one land at a time. She had always known that. At the time the idea frightened her, but she'd pushed it aside for Zach and focused the prospect of carving an independent life for herself away from her overbearing family. But now all Ella could worry about was the sort of future Red Leader intends to shape once the world is his, and what will become of the general population under his rule.

She was brought out of her troubling thoughts when she accidentally bumped into Reagan from behind. Ella looked up in confusion only to find her friend frozen, and his gaze fixed on one of the stalls where a bunch of colourful animal hats were being sold. "Reagan?"

"I need that…" He pointed at a plush pig hat, his gaze not once wavering away. He stepped closer to boop the hat's snout and was delighted to find that it made pig noises. "I need this in my life, like, right now."

Ella watched with amusement as he proceeded to fumble with his pockets for the cash he just stole in order to obtain the strange cute hat.

"Wow, you must really like pigs, huh?" She giggled.

Reagan turned to face her already wearing the pig hat, a huge grin on his face. She'd never seen him this happy before. "Why wouldn't I? They're the best animal! They come in a variation of colours, different sizes, taste great, can dispose of a body for you, they can be wooly or naked, they make funny noises, and have cute little snouts and ears. Truly, we don't deserve them."

He pressed down on the strands of the hat that make up the pig's paws to flop the little ears. Reagan was practically buzzing with excitement at this point. She'd never seen him this happy before. It was endearing.

From then on, the two of them spent the rest of their day simply goofing around and enjoying their freedom. They went to the movies, took silly pictures in the photo booth, and ended their day by going to a karaoke bar and getting drunk. Ella never drank in excess before this, but Reagan made her want to throw caution to the wind and just forget all her troubles.

But eventually all good things must come to an end. That's what Ella told herself as she glanced at the clock and realized how late it's gotten.

They need to go back to the base.

She really didn't want to. She would give anything to stay out here longer, but the army's rules simply did not correlate with her wishes.

Well, it's a good thing Reagan didn't care about any of that. "Leaving? No, no, doll face; the whole point of coming out here was for you to take a break and avoid your dreadful duties. If we go back to base now they will surely make you go on that night patrol." He told her, grinning widely. "We're staying overnight!"

Ella truly wasn't expecting that.

They looked for a hotel for them to spend the night in; using a good portion of the money Reagan stole from people throughout the day to pay for it. But had only enough to afford for one room. That was fine by both of them.

Their room was a nice but simple one. A queen sized bed with purple and white sheets took most of the space in the room, a night stand with a lamp to the left of it, a large wall of mirrors to the right, and a mini fridge was situated close by a large television in front of a long red couch.

"You can take the bed." Reagan said, immediately accommodating himself on the couch. "Provided you don't mind me watching telly for the rest of the night that is?"

"Of course! I don't mind at all." After everything Reagan has done for her, this is the least she can do for him. With him being unable to sleep he needs some form of entertainment to get through the entire night after all.

As they turned off the lights and settled down for the night, Ella couldn't stop the immense gratitude and happy feeling that surged through her as she fell asleep. If it weren't for Reagan, she would be back at the base at this exact moment preparing to head out on a night patrol with her new squadron, terrified out of her wits that Red Leader's beast would break out of containment and attack her again. But even more than that, he made her happier than she's ever been since that one terrible night.

He's her friend. Her companion for everything. The only one who ever gave her a chance.

Thoughts of the Red Army and the secret she promised to keep for Red Leader made her rest uneasy. Once again, like every other night she was being haunted by the gruesome events that took everything away from her and the terrible creature responsible.

Ella woke up with a start. Glancing at the clock on the night stand next to her, it was nearly three in the morning. She tried to fall back asleep again but it was no use. The horrifying images wouldn't leave her alone.

Distressed Ella slipped out of her bed and glanced over to where Reagan was. She expected to find her companion still watching television, flickering through all the channels as he searched for something to entertain him. But what she actually found left her slightly speechless.

Reagan… was asleep.

He was sprawled on the couch, taking over all the space, lying on his back with his arms folded behind his head. His chest slowly rising and falling with his breathing.

Ella stepped closer and leaned over him perplexed. So he can sleep! But why lie to her about that? As she tried to understand his reasoning behind this lie, and maybe give him the benefit of the doubt, her eye scanned his body from top to bottom, taking in every detail of his figure.

Despite being asleep, Reagan appeared more serious this way than any other time she's ever seen him awake before. It's as though he were a completely different person in his sleep. If she lets her mind wander, he almost looks downright furious even. Regardless of his current facial expression and loud personality, there was no denying that Reagan was indeed physically handsome. And he always seems to carry a certain charm with him whenever he speaks.

In her silent assessment however, she caught a glimpse of a mark peeking out from under the slightly drawn back sleeves of his arms. She squinted to see better with the lighting of the television. It was hard to make out against the flickering light, but it appeared to be some sort of purple and red bruises dotting his forearm and vanishing into the sleeves of his coat. They were faint and old, but unmistakable. These were definitely track marks.

Something glinted in the corner of her eye and she jerked her gaze down towards Reagan's chest. The light from the TV had reflected on a tiny silver piece of a necklace that hung loosely around Reagan's neck, partially hidden beneath his shirt.

Ella leaned forward more to try and get a better look when her shadow fell over Reagan.

His eyes snapped open at once, and in an instant he grabbed her wrists in a vice grip and bolted upright. His quick and alarmed actions took Ella by surprise, but in the commotion she noticed the pendant around his neck rattled out from underneath his shirt and she could see that it was a silver fang of sorts.

Reagan stared at her for an uncomfortable amount of time, his eyes never straying away from hers. Once the immediate sense of danger had worn over and he realized where he was and who was with him, Reagan relaxed and slowly loosened his grip on her.

"I'm sorry." Ella blurted. "I didn't mean to startle you."

"No harm done." Reagan drawled, slipping back into his laidback persona. "It's adorable that you think a little thing like you could frighten me."

Ella stared down at him, her eye narrowed. "You lied to me." She breathed. "You told me couldn't sleep."

"I said I don't sleep. Never said that I couldn't." Reagan pointed out, rubbing his eyes to wipe the sleep away.

"But… why do this to yourself then?"

Reagan sighed. "I just think sleep is a waste of time, that's all. I can get some many things done during the night while everyone else is asleep and the rest of the base is left unoccupied." He explained matter of factly. "Besides, sleep is when we are at our most vulnerable. Every time we go to sleep you close your eyes with the hope that nothing bad will happen to you while in this stage, and that somehow you'll make it through to see the next day intact. And truth be told, I am not exactly confident that my comrades won't try anything with me in my sleep when most have a strong tendency to dislike me. So I rather avoid that."

"But you need to rest too." Ella argued. "You can't just spend your whole life avoiding sleep just because you have trust issues."

"It's fine, doll face. I am already used to it. And I take breaks once in a while… I sleep only when I am completely sure that I am safe to do so." Reagan said, waving her off. "Admittedly it's not a very common occurrence, but when they happen I make the most of it."

Ella felt her heart flutter slightly in her chest at the implication that Reagan not only trusts her but feels safe enough around her to sleep.

"What were you doing before I woke up anyway?" Reagan inquired, curious to know why she was standing over him and not asleep like she is meant to be.

Now knowing how much sleep must be a precious concept to Reagan, Ella was having second thoughts about her intentions. "Never mind." She ducked her head in embarrassment, leaning away. "I'm sorry for waking you up-"

"Not so fast." Reagan pulled her back and onto the couch until she was practically sitting on his lap. "You wanted something from me, I'm sure. What is it?"

Ella gulped, her face flushing as she recollected her thoughts "W-well, I just… I had another nightmare about my friends."

"Again?"

"And I couldn't fall back asleep again." She met his gaze, her eye glistening. "I was hoping you were awake to distract me or something… but it's fine if you want to go back to sleep. I know you must be tired."

She tried to pull away but Reagan only tugged her closer "Now how can I possibly let this slide and go back to sleep knowing that my friend is distressed? You know you can tell me anything, right?" His green stare bore into hers.

Trembling, Ella lowered her gaze and leaned forward to wrap her arms around Reagan, resting her good ear against the centre of his chest. She could hear his heartbeat thrumming steadily and felt him tense up in her grasp before slowly relaxing.

Rolling his eyes, Reagan let her hug him before begrudgingly returning the gesture; running his hands up and down her sides in a soothing motion. Anything to get closer to the juicy truth.

"You are scared, I can tell." He said softly. "These nightmares of yours… whatever happened to you that one night is going to destroy you if you keep this up. You can't bottle this up forever, doll face."

"I know. Trust me, I want to tell you… but I made a promise to Red Leader." Ella confessed, nuzzling into his chest for comfort. "He is counting on me not to spread panic throughout the base. No one must ever know what really took place in the Border Patrol Massacre."

"It's not your responsibility to patch up his mistakes. You don't owe Red Leader anything. Twenty four people died that night - your friends - because of his recklessness! They are dead and no one will ever know the truth of what happened that night." Reagan argued. "No one but you. You're going to live with that memory for the rest of your life, and yet Red expects you to brush the whole incident off and let this secret eat away at you."

Ella didn't answer. She tightened her grip on Reagan.

"Frankly, it's just not fair to you. Imagine how much better you'll feel once you open up to someone about this."

The happy wonderful feeling Ella acquired throughout the day after she left the confinements of the Red Army Base and strolled around town with Reagan slowly abandoned her as the reality of her situation slowly crashed down on top of her. This was not her life anymore. She was deceived by Red Leader to hand over her freedom and individuality. She was nothing more to him than a means for success; regardless if the consequences have positive or negative effects for her. The Red Leader simply doesn't care. In a couple of hours, the whole day spent with Reagan out in town will come to an end, as they must return to the base later today and resume their duties. After a whole day of normalcy and fun away from constant duties, orders, pitying glances, and secrecy, Ella really didn't want this trip to end. Not yet.

With the little time she has left out here, Ella wants to gain back control of her life. Brief as it may be.

Maybe it was the alcohol still in her system after their trip to the bar, or maybe Reagan's daring ways were finally rubbing off on her; but with her mind made up and feeling particularly bold she lifted her head and started peppering kisses up Reagan's neck.

His breath hitched and he froze under her unexpected ministrations. Oh? Oh! His mind quickly processed the situation. He hadn't seen this one coming. I was aiming for a confession out of her, not this… but what the heck - who am I to complain? This works for me too.

"A monster."

He heard her whisper under her breath as she reached his jawline.

Reagan moved his hands to her waist. "What was that?"

Ella lifted her head to meet his gaze and she cupped his cheek in her hand. Reagan hesitated, then leaned into her touch. The way she delicately traced his scar with her thumb somewhat startled him. He'd never felt such gentleness before. He usually prefers it rough, anyway.

"It was a monster that attacked my squadron and I that night." Ella repeated, her voice quivering. She tucked her head beneath his and ran her hands through his arms and shoulders to remove his coat. "Red Leader is keeping a monster underneath the base."

Chapter 35: Chapter 35

Summary:

The rank-up ceremony.

Notes:

(VERY IMPORTANT TW: SUICIDE)

Chapter Text

Peeking through the blinds of the stage Tom watched anxiously as soldiers started filing into the seats all around him. Nearly all of them wore the iconic blue and red uniform, but he spotted a few white lab coats here and there as well. A variety of new scents up here invaded his heightened senses, slightly overwhelming him.

Today is his rank-up ceremony.

For the very first time in over a year he was finally allowed to leave the safety and quiet confinement of the laboratory level. Adorning his new black and blue uniform he was escorted by Patrick through the Red Army base hallways all the way to the Great Hall. A massive coliseum styled room with blue and red banners displaying the army's sigil decorating the walls, and plenty of benches and balconies for spectators to look out toward the stage.

Tom is both nervous and excited at the prospect of interacting with new people other than Tord, Paul, and Pat. He was starved for new human interaction. But in a way this feels exactly like going to a new school, and Tom was terrified of making a fool of himself. Already on his way to the stage he received a bunch of odd looks, no doubt for his unusual appearance and different outfit. It was almost enough to send him running back to his quarters and try again a different day.

"How are you holding up, buddy?" Paul's voice startled Tom out of his thoughts and he pulled away from the blinds.

"What are you doing? I thought you couldn't be seen around me!" Tom pointed out quietly through clenched teeth.

Because of Tord and Paul's statuses as the highest ranking members in the Red Army, they decided it was for the best to keep interactions with Tom to a minimum; at least out in public with other soldiers around. They didn't want to alienate Tom further from the rest of his soon-to-be comrades, and they don't want to stir up suspicion.

Which is precisely why Patrick volunteered himself to escort him to the ceremony, so as to follow up with the alibi they created for Tom. Given the General's position of overseeing the more formal aspects of the army and handling patrols and duty schedules, it was more acceptable for Patrick to be seen around Tom rather than someone of Tord's calibre for example.

"I'm just checking in to see if you're okay." Paul responded, not the least bit troubled. "How's your first day out in the base going so far, champ?"

Tom paced around him. "Fine, I guess. But I'm really nervous. There are so many people out there! Must be at least thousands of soldiers! What if none of them like me?" Already the self-loathing thoughts have started to stir in his head. The voice didn't even need to manifest, knowing he was going to do its job for it. "You should've seen the way people gawked at me on the way here."

"I know. Patrick told me you nearly bolted away from him. And they didn't gawk at you – they're merely a curious bunch, that's all. You're new; it is to be expected for them to be intrigued." Paul mentioned, both amused and sympathetic towards Tom's plight. "Seriously, relax. You got nothing to worry about! There are thousands of soldiers out there; at least a few hundred are going to like you. The three most important members in the army already do!"

Tom didn't look convinced.

"Oh, I know! Why don't I help you out a little bit?" Paul offered, looking around the backstage for someone he could introduce Tom to when he spotted the Russian paramedic typing away in his communicator. "Yo! Lieutenant Yanov, have you met the base's newest addition yet?"

Tom's eyes widened, his heart hammering against his chest like a trapped rabbit. "Paul, what the h#ll are you doing?" He whispered yelled, tugging at the Commander's sleeve.

"Relax. He's chill."

To his dismay, the man with slicked back dark hair and olive skin drew closer to them, his gray eyes fixed on Tom and glittering with curiosity.

"Private Thomas, this is Lieutenant Yanov. He is in charge of the medical facility here, and is the biggest furry you'll ever meet around these parts." Paul introduced smugly.

"Goddamn it, Paul. Seriously? Do you have to point that out whenever you introduce me to someone new?" The Russian hissed, throwing the Commander an ill-tempered glare as he reached them.

Paul snorted. "Lieutenant Yanov, this is Private Thomas. Though he won't be a Private for much longer now. He is one of the graduates in today's ceremony." He continued. "He got a last minute clearance to transfer from our other base in Switzerland and moved into the main base today. Just in time for his rank-up ceremony!"

Red Leader and his two most trusted soldiers have spent an awfully long time devising the perfect alibi to cover up Tom's whereabouts, so as to not raise any suspicions or give away his true purpose in the army before the right time. Tom spent the entire morning rehearsing it with Paul should he be questioned too. His story goes: Tom was a trainee for the Red Army in a different base who got a last minute clearance to move to the main base, which explains why none of the other army members in this base would recognise him from any training drills or meal times.

"It's nice to meet you." Yanov held his hand out for Tom to shake, looking at him with sudden interest. "So what made you want to switch over to the main base? Things over in Switzerland were running smoothly, last I heard."

"Oh, just wanted a change of pace, really." Tom replied nonchalantly, though inside he was vibrating with nervousness. He hoped he wasn't giving that away as he shook the paramedic's hand. "Switzerland was nice and all, but…" He trailed off awkwardly, unsure of what else to say.

"Not quite as eventful as the main base, I presume?" Yanov filled it in for him, arching one eyebrow as he crossed his arms over his chest. "Switzerland was too peaceful for your tastes?"

"Right! Right. Exactly. Yeah. I don't deal well with too much peace." Tom internally cringed as he spoke, knowing he must sound like a lunatic. "I much rather have constant action. I perform better under pressure." What the f#ck am I talking about? No I don't!

"Well if you wanted more action then you certainly moved to the right place." Yanov said after a moment. "Although I do hope that doesn't make you a troublemaker. I don't know how the head of the medical facility dealt with troublemakers where you came from, but let me warn you now that I have no patience for treating rough housing or petty fight wounds. Am I clear?"

Tom nodded fervently, opening his mouth to reassure the Lieutenant that he would be no trouble at all when Paul beat him to the punch.

"What do you mean you don't have patients? Isn't that your whole position? Treating the wounded?" Paul pointed out matter-of-factly, barely curbing the huge grin on his face. "What else are you doing in the infirmary that I don't know about, Yanov?"

Releasing a heavy frustrated sigh, Yanov stiffly turned to the Commander with a frown. "If it were not for the laws of this base I would have surely incapacitated you a long time ago, sir." He muttered scathingly, lifting a finger at Paul.

Even though his tone of voice was very serious, Tom couldn't help but note that Yanov has this odd way of talking that kinda makes everything he says sound like a joke. It was hard for Tom to tell if he was legitimately threatening Paul here, or this was just friendly banter between the two. But considering what Paul told him about the Lieutenant being a chill guy, Tom could safely assume that this was normal for them.

"Anyways," Yanov spoke up again after a while, turning his attention back to Tom. "I must be going now. I have to do a few last check-ups in the infirmary before the ceremony begins."

Paul snickered. "Hypochondriacs bothering you again?"

Yanov groaned. "Boy do they ever! I keep telling them time and time again that their chest pain means nothing, but will they ever listen to me? A health professional they themselves sought out? No!" He rumble-chuckled and turned away with one last glance at Tom. "I'll be sure to make it back in time to witness the ceremony."

Tom smiled shyly and waved goodbye. "Yeah, that'll be great."

He stood uncomfortable still watching the paramedic walk away and leave the backstage for what felt like forever. The moment Yanov was gone Tom relaxed, his shoulders sagging with relief. He turned to Paul indignantly. "What the h#ll was that about, Paul? Are you trying to give me a heart attack?"

"You want me to call him back to check on you?" Paul offered jokingly.

"Paul!"

"What? I just gave you a little push, that's all. You would be all stiff and awkward the whole day if I hadn't pushed you to talk to someone new already. Don't you feel slightly better now?"

Taking a couple seconds to recompose himself, Tom had to admit that a little weight had been removed from his shoulders. Although not by much. "I guess?"

"See? You did great back there, and you're gonna do great with the others too. Just relax and be yourself! You got nothing to be worried about." Paul advised, clapping a hand over the brit's shoulder. However, after a couple seconds he registered that Tom was still tense in his grip and he was pressing his hands together anxiously. Paul frowned. "Guess I'm gonna have to call in the big guns, huh?" He grinned

Tom didn't understand what he meant until Paul wandered away from him and disappeared around the corner, only for another man to show up in his place a few heartbeats later.

"Tord!"

The Red Leader surveyed his surroundings briefly, making sure no one else is around to see them together before approaching Tom. They talked a few nights ago about boundaries and how they were going to deal with their relationship moving forward now that both of them are involved with the Red Army. They decided it was for the best that no one other than Paul and Patrick should know about it. At least for now. Years down the line when the world is practically theirs then it might be safe enough for them to expose themselves. But right now it was just too risky.

It saddened Tom that he would have to keep guarding more secrets. He even brought up the fact that Paul and Pat are happily in a relationship with the whole army knowing about it and nothing happened to them yet. To which Tord argued that they never came forward to explicitly announce they are in a relationship in the first place; it's just that the entire army witnessed them pine after each other for years long before they finally got together.

In the end, Tom agreed to keep their relationship under wraps.

"Paul told me you're getting cold feet." Tord drew closer, his gaze soft as he gently took Tom's hands in his. "This is a big day for you, I get it. Your new life starts today and you should use this opportunity to cultivate it. You know, make some new friends. Get settled. And learn your way around. I would be more than happy to show everything off to you personally, but… you know…"

"I get it. It would be suspicious." Tom sighed and rolled his empty sockets. "I'm just… nervous, is all. What if I mess up out there and trip onto the stage or something? What if I forget the words as I am swearing the oath?"

"You're going to be repeating after me, you literally can't get the oath wrong. I would be wildly amazed if you somehow managed that." Tord said, resting both his hands on Tom's shoulders.

Tom looked out onto the stage through the gap in the blinds, his mind journeying into the past. "Do you remember our graduation?" He asked.

"From school? Of course!" Tord blinked.

"I was so nervous back then too. I was so afraid something was going to go wrong." Tom confessed. "At the time… I wasn't even sure I was going to graduate with the rest of you guys. I was on the verge of failing and retaking finals… everyone else was already on vacation while I was still taking all-nighters to study, just so I could be there alongside you guys. I went to all the ceremony rehearsals and I was so sure I was going to fail and miss out. I don't know what I would've done with myself had I failed then."

"But you didn't fail then, and you won't fail here. Everything is going to be fine, Tom!" Tord reassured him, turning his head so that he would look at him. "You'll see. You're going to be mingling with the rest of my soldiers and socializing with them in no time. I can't wait to hear all about your first day later tonight."

Tom scoffed. "You know, in a way this is almost like being back at school." He pointed out. "The only difference here is that I am also dating the principle of said school."

For a few heartbeats, all Tord did was stare at him in surprise before breaking into a wide playful grin. "A devilishly handsome principle." He said. "Honestly half the time it feels like I am running a school too. If you only knew half the scandalous things that go on around here!"

Tom laughed. Then the lights out on the stage started to flicker and they both paused.

"The ceremony will start soon." Tord noted, giving Tom's hand one last reassuring squeeze and a quick peck on his cheek. "You should go be with the other Privates now until it begins. We'll talk again when all of this is over."

"Right." Tom nodded and he pulled away, heading deeper into the backstage where he saw a group of soldiers chattering excitedly to one another earlier.

"Tom."

He turned around at the sound of his name. Tord stared at him meaningfully. "Everything is going to turn out fine."

Tom gave a tiny nod and stalked away.

"He cares more about his reputation and status than your relationship. ~" The voice murmured as he entered the darkness. "He is ashamed to be seen around you. To be associated with you. He thinks you are an embarrassment for someone of his status and he wants nothing to do with you other than the power you provide and-"

Quiet.

His nerves were skyrocketing enough as it is, Tom didn't need the voice here now to give him any more ideas. Tord loved him. He knew that. Their situation is merely complicated is all. Tom won't listen to the voice that only wants to make him miserable in order to gain back control, over the guy who spent all his time helping him overcome his issues.

A jumble of new voices caught his attention. Tom looked up. A large group of soldiers were clustered around one area of the backstage, conversing amongst themselves in excited whispers as they observed him approach. Tom stared at them. They don't look hostile. If anything their eyes were round with interest as they studied his appearance.

Tom swallowed, straightening himself as he reached them. Here goes nothing. "Hello!" He greeted them, feeling his voice nearly crack with tension. He hoped he was being friendly enough. "What's uh… what's up?"

All the way over the other side of the stadium, Reagan and Ella were one of the last few to arrive as the doors closed shut behind them. They took their usual seats at the very back where no one else can bother them.

"It's so stupid that it is mandatory for every member in the army to attend these dumb ceremonies." Reagan complained as he slouched on his seat. "I'mma go ahead and take a nap right here. Wake me up if someone trips on stage or something mildly interesting happens, aiight?"

Ella nodded obediently, her remaining eye fixed on him intently.

Ever since their little trip to the city and their one night stand about a week ago, Ella has been weirdly overly attached to Reagan. That night she saw his history first hand, up close and personal. His body was covered in scars, bruises, and burns. Ella didn't have the nerve to ask him about them, but she could only imagine what kind of past he might have had. For that alone, she grew more tolerant of his actions and treated him with kindness that so many seem to fail to provide her with.

On Reagan's end, he was starting to get a little bored and tired of her. Now that she spilled the beans he has no need for her anymore. But she is just so faithful to him; following him around like his own shadow that he didn't have the patience to break their little bond. Yet.

So Red has created a monster, did he now? Leaning his head back against his seat, Reagan closed his eyes and contemplated all the juicy information she had relayed him that night.

At first, when she talked about a monster living in the laboratory beneath the base Reagan was ready to brush it off as mad ravings of a desolate girl filled with grief. But much to his surprise she was being serious. The night her patrol was attacked, a large creature of incredible power had made quick work of terrorizing and slaughtering them. The perfect war weapon. A monster with no eye and that can apparently take on human form.

Now that information made things both easier and harder.

This whole time, Reagan thought of the secret weapon as something he could take hold of and unleash it on his enemies as he sees fit. Some sort of machine, maybe. But now that he knows that the weapon is another living being with a will of its own he realized he cannot do so. Reagan needs to find a way to acquire it in any way possible.

A nice long nap during a rank-up ceremony should help him plan his next course of action.

Back behind the stage, Tord was giving his appearance one last proper fix in the mirror before the ceremony starts. He was already used to addressing the crowd of thousands of soldiers and performing this particular event, so he was not the least bit anxious about this.

"How's Tom holding up?" Patrick appeared behind him through the mirror.

"He's doing better now." Tord replied, adjusting his uniform into pristine condition. "A little nervous, but he will get over it."

"Who can blame him? He has every right to be." Pat commented, arms folded behind his back. "Nearly two years of isolation, only interacting with the three of us, and on top of that; healing from his very traumatic and disturbing condition, only to be thrust in front of thousands of people at once. Frankly, I am surprised he is dealing with this as well as he is."

Tord glanced at him through the reflection in the mirror. "This is going to be a good experience for him. Just watch! He is going to be making new friends in no time."

"And that pleases you, sir?" Patrick asked.

Truthfully, the Red Leader would much rather have all of Tom's time and attention for himself and no one else. Let him be his and his alone forever. But Tord figured that wouldn't be very fun for Tom, so he endured the tempting urge. "Of course!"

Pat hummed, and Tord turned around to face him. The Polish man looked thoughtful.

"What is it?" Tord demanded. "I can tell you wanna say something. Out with it!"

"Sir, have you… have you told Tom yet?"

Tord blinked. "Told him what?"

"About his friends… and what happened to them in his absence…"

Tord furrowed his eyebrows and he frowned. "No, I have not. Why are you bringing this up to my attention only now?"

"I figured given Tom's circumstances back then that it wouldn't be appropriate to tell him, so I said nothing then." Patrick confessed. "But some time has passed, and he is doing much better now. Don't you think he has the right to know what became of them?"

"What for? That was months ago!" Tord said, his temper flaring at the mention of that incident. "It's not my fault that one of my soldiers conveniently tried to manipulate and break them apart just so Edd could join us. In any case, I already dealt with it. Reagan was punished, and Edd and Matt are safe and sound. End of story. Tom doesn't need to concern himself with something that's long happened."

"You know how much they mean to Tom. He made a deal with you to secure their safety, and although you did not mean for things to turn out this way, one of your soldiers did in fact temper with their lives." Pat argued. "He deserves to know what happened, and I think Tom would appreciate the honesty."

Tord considered his words at a great length before sighing. "Fine. I guess I can tell him." He conceded. "Just… not today. I will tell him eventually, but today is special for him and I wouldn't want to ruin it." The lights out on the stadium began to dim down. "Please, let me handle this."

With a nod, Patrick hurried away to join the other Generals by the balcony on the far left side of the stage. Paul was standing straight beside them as he waited for the ceremony to commence.

All the spectating soldiers snapped to attention. Silence fell as everyone waited.

It's show time. Tord composed himself, his whole demeanour changing as he stepped out between the blinds.

The Red Leader walked out onto the stage, the spotlight following his movements as he approached the podium, catching the shine of the light in the reflection of his robotic arm. The massive monitors above the stage flickered to life so that everyone could see him better.

"Red Army!" He spoke into the mic, voice full of authority and demanding of respect. "Welcome one and all! We are gathered here today to stand witness of the most important event in our organization. The making of new soldiers and a step closer toward achieving our goals."

Soldiers in the front seats began to applaud, and soon the whole stadium thundered with the beating of clapping hands.

With a flick of his wrist, Red Leader signalled to his Commander.

As the applause died down, Paul led the graduating trainees onto the stage.

A hand clamped down hard on Reagan's arm, startling him awake. He had to gradually remind himself of where he was and what was going on to come to the realization that he wasn't in any danger. He lifted his head with a groan, blinking his eyes blearily. "Is the ceremony over yet?" He yawned.

As he blinked the sleep away from his eyes Reagan looked beside him only to find Ella sitting ominously rigid, her one eye glistening and trained dead ahead on the stage, face drained of all colour, and trembling as she gripped his arm tighter. She looked just about ready to bolt out of the room. What's gotten Doll face so spooked? He wondered.

"That's it. That's the monster right there."

Following her gaze Reagan peered out onto the stage.

Tom was fizzing with nervousness as he followed the rest of the trainees out on stage. Immediately he felt the scorching stare of thousands of eyes trained on him. With his enhanced hearing he could pick up a few quiet murmurs rippling through the crowd, but could not make out any precise details of what they were saying due to his heartbeat drowning out the noise in his ears.

Drawing to a halt, he and the other soldiers on stage stood in a neat row facing the crowd. Tom drew himself taller, fixing his gaze on the spotlight. He hoped the ceremony wouldn't take long to end.

Reagan narrowed his eyes into slits, recognition sparked in his gaze. Didn't I kill you once before?

"I, Red Leader, founder of the Red Army and the highest ranking member, invite you all to look down upon these trainees." Red Leader addressed the watching crowd once more. "They have trained hard and proven themselves worthy of their place in the army, and today they pledge their allegiance to us."

Several months ago, Reagan distinctly remembered being sent out on a mission with his former partner to take out a target of the Red Army. A man with spiky brown hair and unusual eyes. Reagan did his job. That man was dead, and he made damn sure of that. But he was no stranger to the ways the Red Army functions.

A clone then. He deduced, figuring this was another case of someone choosing to fake their death and leave their old life behind. The Red Army usually deploys clones to quickly dispose of in order to make that happen. However, the soldiers sent on these search and destroy missions tend to be briefed on the situation. But he didn't. How come?

Red Leader turned to face the graduates, placing the palm of his robotic hand over where his heart should be. "Repeat after me." He ordered.

Dizzy with tension, Tom copied his stance just as the rest of the soldiers beside him have done.

Mind racing Reagan made quick work of assessing the situation presented before him, leaning forward in his seat, keen with interest. Eddie knew freak eyes over there. That's what allowed Reagan to get close to him in the first place. His grief over the loss of his best friend… and what did Red Leader say when asked about the reasoning behind the target's execution way back then?

That he owed him one? Weren't those Red's exact words?

Mentally, Reagan slowly connected the metaphorical yarn strings together in his brain to narrow down an answer.

Eddie was best friends with freak eyes… Red surely knows Eddie to some extent, or else he wouldn't have gotten so enraged… and Red seems to be acquainted with freak eyes… and so he is the link between Red and Eddie. They might know each other through freak eyes!

"I pledge my loyalty. I pledge my service. And I pledge my life to the Red Army. I promise I will always obey my leader without question. And I will do whatever it takes for the good of the army. I will fight for the rightful future we deserve and make it come true, and protect my comrades with my life; for red is what binds us all. And red we shall spill from our enemies."

Tord's words rang in Tom's ears. Echoing down the long painful road that has led him to this very moment in time. It seemed such a lifetime ago when he was stuck in an endless abyss of despair with no hope for his future.

Now here he stands. Sealing his fate.

I hope I am doing the right thing...

He repeated the haunting words alongside the others in complete unison, their voices echoing throughout the stadium.

Reagan couldn't take his eyes off of the army's newest addition for even an instant. If what doll face says it's true, then that man really is Red's super-secret weapon… the monster… He realized. Red had freak eyes captured and brought here all those months ago, faked his death to get rid suspicions, and experimented on him to become a monster… if freak eyes owed him one, then he certainly didn't come here of his own free will. But now it seems to me he is accepting of his fate. How come?

"Then by the power invested within me as leader, I officially grant you the rank of Corporal." Red Leader announced. "We honour your bravery, and we fully welcome you into our ranks. Congratulations!"

Another round of applause surged throughout the stadium so loud it made Tom's ears hurt and gave him a mild headache.

Paul reappeared on the opposite end of the stage with a chest full of scrolls. As each graduate walked away in a single file fashion to get off stage, they stopped by Red Leader briefly to shake his hand and personally thank him before being handed a scroll by Paul and taking their seats on the empty front row.

Following everyone's direction Tom copied them. When his turn came to greet Tord and shake his hand, a heavy feeling sank into the pit of his stomach as their eyes met. However, he cast the feeling aside just as quickly as it came. He could see how proud Tord is of him, and for now that was enough to quell his concerns.

So long as I am with him everything is going to be alright.

Unbeknownst to Tom, his figure was being displayed on the large monitors above the stage for the entire audience to witness as he greeted his leader. Reagan noted something particularly interesting in their features then.

Through the screens, he could see them interact up close and he could immediately tell that something was off about them. This wasn't Red Leader congratulating any mere soldier into his ranks. The look in Red's visible eye was unusual. At first Reagan thought it was a look of triumph gleaming in his eye as he stared at his scientific success finally bending to his whim and securing his claim over the world.

But it wasn't like that either...

The look Red was giving freak eyes Reagan could only describe as soft. A hint of a smile in his features. Their stare was intense as they gazed at one another with profound longing and… something else Reagan could not identify for the life of him.

But what he could find there was good enough to bring out a huge grin on his face. Just how much this man means to you, Red? He wondered.

Beside him, Ella was still trembling in her seat. Frozen and in a state of shock as she relived the events of the border patrol massacre over and over again; her memories spiralling out of control and flooding her senses. What is that monster doing up here with the rest of us? What is Red Leader thinking letting that creature out of containment? She thought incredulously. No no no. I have to get out of here. That thing is going to turn on all of us and slaughter everyone here! That thing is coming to kill me. I have to get out of here now.

Reagan eyed her thoughtfully. He may have found one last good use for her after all...

When all the soldiers had left the stage and he was standing alone, Red Leader waved his hand for silence and the applause died down. "This brings me to today's next order of business. I have a major announcement to make!" He continued, speaking into the mic. "With our numbers increased by the thousands, the great majority skilfully trained and ready for combat, and all of our weapons prepared for use; our time is close at hand now. Soon we will rise from the underground – all the bases at once! And we'll take over the first few nations from the inside out! When that fateful day comes, we will send out a message to the rest of the world. Give in to our demands and submit to our will… or face our forces."

All around the stadium, eager whispers were exchanged throughout the crowd. All the soldiers stared down at the stage, their eyes wide as they waited for their leader to go on. Every nerve in Tom's body pulsed with dread as he listened to Tord's speech.

"Indeed, comrades. I am glad to report that our top secret element of surprise is ready to be deployed. We have the upper hand that no one will ever expect!" Red Leader went on. "With our strength combined we will make the changes we desire upon the world once and for all. They will soon learn what we're trying to accomplish, and the rest will follow suit." He paused, his one-eyed gaze sweeping over the audience.

"The Red Army will rise… when winter comes to an end."

As the Red Leader finished his speech and the ceremony officially drew to a close, Reagan wasted no time in dragging Ella out of the Great Hall. They hurried through the hallways as he led them toward the armoury. The room is usually guarded and restricted to anyone below Sergeant rank, but with mandatory attendance to the ceremony there was a small window of time for them to be here without being caught. All weapons were only used for either missions, or training purposes and with fake ammo, and as soon as training is over the soldiers must hand over their weapons back.

No one is allowed to carry a weapon outside of training or patrols.

"Bringing a monster up to the surface to mingle with his soldiers? Red Leader is more insane than I thought!" Reagan snorted as he loaded a handgun with ammo.

He glanced over to Ella. She was still pretty shaken up about what she witnessed out there. Her only eye was glistening and glazed over, staring blankly at her hands as the memories of her past kept her away from maintaining any form of reason in the present. Perfect.

With Red Leader, his lackeys, and the supposedly secret weapon all up here and out of the lab, it was the ideal opportunity for Reagan to go down there and get his hands on as much information regarding the secret weapon as possible.

All he needs is a little diversion…

Reagan sidled up to her. "There's now a monster roaming freely among us. Who knows when it will snap next? And no one has any idea! But you do…" He said matter of factly, his green eyes bearing down on her. "This is your chance to avenge your friends. Expose Red Leader's treachery for what he really is, and save the world from that monster before it can inflict further harm on anyone else."

He gently took her hands in his and placed the gun in her shaky grasp, folding her fingers around the gun grip. Reagan leaned closer to whisper in her good ear.

"Sic 'em."

(Meanwhile… )

To say the soldiers of the Red Army were a curious bunch would be an understatement.

From the moment the ceremony ended Tom had been swarmed with soldiers on all sides, and practically carried away as they exited the Great Hall and flooded the hallways. Tom tried to search for Tord in the crowd for some form of assistance, but when he met the Norwegian's gaze across the hall the man simply smirked with amusement and waved him off, mouthing a "good luck" to him as he left. Strangers Tom never seen before bounced up to him with genuine intrigue and bombarded him with probing questions as they led him away to who knows where.

Before he knew it, Tom had arrived in the huge spacious room labelled Mess Hall. He sat down on one of the tables only to be immediately surrounded by soldiers on all sides, studying him with fascination.

God he hated being the centre of attention. If only he could have access to Smirnoff to loosen up a little bit…

"Alright dude, since you're new to the base we have a very important question for you. It is protocol that we ask this to every new arrival here, and it is of the highest importance." A man with azure, neck-length hair and tanned skin sat directly in front of him. His name tag read 'Chris'.

Excited whispers rippled through the watching crowd around them. Tom picked up a few people muttering 'test' here and there, and he tensed. What test is this? Tord didn't mention anything about a test!

"Now everybody be quiet!" The man in front of him spoke up again, raising his hand for silence. He regarded Tom with slitted black eyes that were the colour of obsidian. "Tell me, Tom… what colour is maroon?"

A heavy silence surrounded them, thick with anticipation. Tom furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. Just what kind of test is this?

"I… I honestly didn't know that maroon was even a colour?" Tom said sheepishly, afraid that he just screwed himself over and failed on his first day.

Chris slammed his hand down on the table, startling him. "Good enough for me! None of us do either!" A wave of relief swept over the crowd and everyone cheered. "He passed the test everyone! He's all clear!"

Tom looked around, still wildly confused about what was going on. In the commotion he noticed a dark skinned man with freckles fuming angrily as two soldiers clapped him heartily on the back in a joyous manner, before he shoved them away and stormed off. Tom sensed the test and the man's fury were connected in some way.

"Don't mind, Jerome." A girl with wavy brown hair seated to his left said. Her name tag read 'Emily'. "He… he takes our teasing way too seriously and he just won't admit that maroon isn't a shade of red."

"Which reminds me of our next order of business." Another man intervened. "What wing are you stationed at?"

Tom frowned. "Wing?"

"Your dormitory, silly. Where are your quarters?" The girl beside him tipped her head. "Didn't you check the scroll?"

Oh, so that's what this is! Tom realized.

It seems that newly made soldiers are appointed to a squadron and a new dormitory from the moment they complete their training.

Tom unrolled the scroll he'd been anxiously squeezing this entire time. "Scarlet wing."

The people surrounding him turned huge eyed in amazement. Beside him, Emily gasped, unable to hide her surprise.

"What? Sh#t! Really?"

"Why? What does it mean?" Tom asked.

"What an honour! Usually only the highest ranking members live in that corridor; including the Red Leader himself!" Chris replied. "It's not common for newly ranked soldiers to live there. You must be very important to the organization indeed."

Oooo right… I live in Tord's quarters now. Tom grimaced. It's been a few weeks since he moved away from his quarters in the laboratory levels to be with Tord and share the bedroom with him. He didn't know that the actual area they were in had a specific name to it!

"Damn, it seems as though the Scarlet Wing might pose an actual threat to the Shades Cup this year, eh?" Chris muttered, scratching his neck.

"Shades Cup?" Tom echoed.

"You don't have a Shades Cup over where you were originally stationed at, Tom?" A different girl asked, seemingly shocked that he didn't understand what they were talking about.

"I'm… fuzzy on the details." Tom responded lamely. "You know, with training and duties and all that stuff, I didn't really pay too much attention to what else was going on."

"Wow," she said. "Are you serious? Have you been living under a rock or something?"

Actually, yes! Tom thought with a grimace. "Well… aren't we all living under a mountain right now?"

"He's got a point there!"

"It's essentially a friendly competition between the dormitories. Every week in autumn we participate in a bunch of different quests and tasks to earn points. Things ranging from sports tournaments, dress up and costumes, to collecting random items throughout the base. The dormitory that has the most points by the end of the season wins the Chalice of Shades, and gets to keep the trophy for the whole year until the next competition. It's a lot of fun!" Emily explained.

"The only general agreement we have between us is that we can't let the Maroon Wing win no matter what." Chris pointed out slyly. "You guys remembered when we had that one task – not sure if it was last year, or the year before that – where we had to do our best impression of Red Leader the whole day without Red Leader finding out? That one was hilarious! I wish it would make a comeback…"

Tom was surprised by this piece of information. From the moment he was kidnapped and brought in, every time Tord mentioned his army Tom always viewed them as disgusting and heartless. Lesser than human. Anyone who would be crazy enough to follow Tord's leadership couldn't be trusted. World domination? Just plain insane!

But now that he is one of them and got the chance to freely interact with them for the first time, Tom was baffled by the friendly nature and cheerful disposition. Perhaps Tord's earlier comment about running a school wasn't so far-fetched after all. These people aren't the emotionless sadists he'd imagined. They're just… regular people. Filled with untapped potential, bursting with opportunity, and who truly believe they are doing the right thing by joining the Red Army.

They are human. Who knows what happened in their lives to drive them to join this place?

And who is he to judge them when he has done so much worse in the past than all of these people combined?

"So this Shades Cup is currently on-going, right?" Tom asked, wanting nothing more than to ignore his thoughts. "What's this week's task?"

"The corridor with the most red items by the end of the week wins." Emily replied.

"And how's that going for you guys?" Tom prompted.

"Fine, for the most part… turns out there are not a lot of red in the Red Army. Can't repeat the same item twice, so uniforms are out. It's… a lot harder than it first seems." Chris trailed off awkwardly.

"Say, Tom!" Emily tugged at his arm again. "Since you just arrived here you don't really know your way around the base yet, do you?"

Tom shook his head.

"Maybe we can show you around then? Would you like that? Then we can loop back here just in time for dinner." She offered, her brown eyes glittering with excitement.

Truthfully, Tom wanted nothing more than to find a quiet place for a while to gather his thoughts. Just so he could process everything that's happened today. But he wanted to keep on making a good impression on his comrades, seeing as how he is going to fight alongside them in the not so distant future. "Sure! I got nothing going on as of the moment."

"Great!"

Tom jumped to his feet as he followed the rowdy group of soldiers, chattering along as they left the Mess Hall. Completely oblivious to the figure stalking them at a great distance.

They showed him all of the other dormitories in the base from top to bottom. There were a total 10 of them: Scarlet, crimson, candy apple, cardinal, carnelian, vermilion, burgundy, maroon, carmine, and rust wings. Though according to Chris the Rust Wing belongs only to Privates and newbies, and they tend to switch members every year after the current members rank up to soldiers. This makes the Rust Wing unpredictable whenever Shades Cup rolls around.

Next they led him to the Entertainment Hall. Tom was mesmerized by all the different activities soldiers were free to use in their spare time. Video games, card games, board games, and even a sports gym. The soldiers accompanying him told Tom about the different sports tournaments that take place here with the corridors facing each other, and how whenever they are off duty they usually come here to have a great time.

Then there were the training gyms. Highly equipped rooms to test and better the performance of all army members. Soldiers ranking above Privates may have completed their training, but everyone was expected to keep their fighting skills sharp until the war comes so training hours were constant and revised every month between squadrons.

Then lastly they came upon the Archives, which was a few levels up from the Entertainment Hall, just above the Mess Hall and below several levels of the training gyms, the infirmary, and dormitories. Countless shelves of books reaching floor to ceiling, all around the room. Tom stretched his neck in awe and turned in a slow, wondering circle, thinking of the soldiers who were lucky to have such a vast collection of reading material at their disposal.

"This is where all the files on each and every member in the Red Army are stored, guarded, as well as updated by our lovely Lieutenant Scarlett who keeps everything within the system." Chris waved over to a young woman sitting behind a circular wooden desk. She pushed up her glasses and waved vaguely in their direction, too busy typing to properly greet them. "And, as you may have noticed, is also the library. Not a very popular area, I must say. But it's nice if you like the quiet."

A kind of peace settled over Tom as he stepped deeper into the Archives. He always felt calmer surrounded by books. Even if he didn't fit in anywhere else, Tom could always find comfort in that there were answers and information and thousands of stories waiting for him to fold himself into them. He could always count on books and stories to make him feel safe.

"Up next, the engineering research lab!"

"Uh, actually," Tom interrupted, his gaze still sweeping around the grand beautiful library. "May I catch up with the rest of you guys later? I'd like to stay here for a little while, if you don't mind." He wanted to take a short break from all the excitement of his first day. In any case, he has had enough of laboratories to last him a lifetime.

The soldiers exchanged looks.

"Sure! We can meet up in the Mess Hall at dinner and pick up the tour from where we left off." Emily answered.

Tom smiled. "Sounds great to me."

He watched them leave briefly before turning his attention back to the numerous rows of bookshelves. Tom didn't even know where to begin. Taking a random path he walked along between the shelves, inspecting the books and genres available with interest. Tom almost entertained the idea that the library only has Communist propaganda books and hentai, but thankfully he could see that was clearly not the case.

The hilarious thought gave way to sadness as Tom recalled Tord's final speech from earlier. The war he dreads so much is going to come true in just a few months. It all comes down to him. If he hadn't passed his assessments as both soldier and monster maybe he would have bought a little more time. But now it all rests on him, and like it or not he will have to participate. Tord is counting on him.

I only wish I could enjoy this way of life a little longer before diving straight into war… He was so distracted, he didn't see the dark shape waiting behind him.

Tom thought he was alone in this section of the library until his sensitive hearing picked up the distinctive 'clicking' of a reloading gun.

A deafening gunshot rang out throughout the library.

(Meanwhile…)

Tord was conversing with his Generals about their future battle strategies for when the Red Army finally rises. After the ceremony had ended they were eager to hear all about his plans and get everything ready and set for when the fateful day comes. It was business talk as usual for him; although Tord couldn't help let his mind wonder on occasion, always drifting back to a single thought.

How is Tom doing right now?

He wished with all his heart that he could have kept an eye out for his lover. See just how well Tom was settling in to the army. But he didn't have the chance as his soldiers got to the eyeless man first and started dragging him around the place in their excitement. Tord knew Tom was in good hands, but he would be lying if he said he wasn't the least bit jealous.

They get to spend time with Tom whenever they want, while Tord is restricted to behind the scenes stolen moments only. Frankly, it's just not fair.

But Tord took solace by checking in on Tom's vitals every now and again when no one was looking to make sure the Brit was alright. His vitals show a little more rapid activity than usual, but that could be just excitement and nervousness.

"Will you relax, sir?" Paul spoke up beside him, nudging his shoulder as they exited the meeting room with the other Generals. "Tom is fine. Bet he's having a wonderful time out here with the other soldiers. What's the worst that can happen?"

Right at that moment Tord heard his arm beep in rapid succession. Folding his robotic limb towards himself he realized two things.

First: Tom's vitals were erratic and his adrenaline readings were elevated.

Second: Lieutenant Scarlett just paged him a very urgent message. "SHOOTING IN THE ARCHIVES. BRING REINFORCEMENTS."

"What the-?" Paul peered into the screen of his arm over his shoulder.

This was pretty bad. But could it be worse? Tord automatically assumed so because his first instinct was to quickly trace Tom's location via chip, internally praying to himself and every religion in existence that he was safe and away from danger.

His location traced back to the Archives, only confirming his fears. Tom's adrenaline rush suddenly adds up.

"Gather the soldiers and head for the Archives at once! I want everybody armed!" Tord barked out orders, wasting no time as he raced down toward the commotion.

"Sir, yes, sir!" Paul dipped his head and hared away in the opposite direction to rally the troops.

As he ran down the hallways and directed the soldiers toward the armoury and to head straight for the Archives right after, Paul didn't notice a figure sneak by past him in the commotion and expertly snake their hand into his pocket and grab a hold of his key card. Paul moved on, oblivious to what's been stolen from him.

Reagan grinned as he acquired the key to the laboratory level. Stealing from that incompetent Commander was as easy as stealing from a child. With everyone else preoccupied with stopping doll face, no one can stand in his way as he makes a swift little visit down below and see the fruit of Red Leader's ambition for himself.

(Meanwhile… )

From the moment he heard the gun reload, Tom was quick to twist away at the very last second as the bullet shot past and struck the bookshelf instead.

Everything went downhill from there.

Tom could only make out a quick glimpse of a young woman with bright ginger hair, tied up in a messy ponytail, rushing toward him before he was tackled and knocked backward. They stumbled into the bookshelves in their struggle, books scattering everywhere, her arms striking out against him in blind rage as he wrestled for her gun.

She was fast, but Tom was stronger. He grabbed her by the wrists and rolled them over so he could pin her down. However, she was still holding the gun in one of her hands and she clumsily veered the weapon towards him.

Huge eyed, Tom quickly shoved her arm away just as she pulled the trigger and the bullet scraped his shoulder. He hissed, but bared the pain for now.

It was at that moment that Tom could get a better look at her and was horrified by what he saw. The right side of her face was fleshy and disfigured. She wore an eyepatch and he could even glimpse some of her teeth through her exposed jaw. His gaze flickered over to her name tag.

Ella.

She stared back at him with a wrathful green eye. "Go ahead. Just try and kill me!" She hissed at him contemptuously.

"I don't want to kill you." Tom replied. "You… tried to kill me?" He awkwardly reminded her as though she'd just forgotten that fact.

"You seemed pretty eager to kill me and my friends that night to me."

Before Tom could process her words she suddenly ripped one leg up from his hold, faster than a striking snake, and kicked him in the stomach. Successfully throwing him off of her.

Ella rolled over and jumped to her feet, rushing at him yet again. With the wind knocked out of him, Tom barely got time to recover before she grabbed him from behind. Tom felt energy pulse throughout his body but contained himself. Turning monster here and now might help, but it's definitely a bad idea in the long run.

Tom jabbed Ella hard in the chest with his elbow and she let go of him with a grunt, but as he staggered away she grabbed him again and thrust the gun closer to his face. Staring into the barrel of the fire weapon, Tom could see his life flash before his eyes. His dreams, his hopes, and his future with Tord… all gone. Ten years debating whether he should kill himself or not, for him to choose to stay alive, only for it to be taken away by someone else just as he thought he had a reason to keep going.

She really wants to kill him.

There was one last thing he could do to avoid that fate though. A trick he used once before on his first few days in the base that had disastrous consequences, but might just lead to the opposite outcome here.

It was worth the risk.

Not giving her the chance to pull the trigger, Tom lunged at her and ripped off her eyepatch.

Ella shrieked and staggered back, definitely not expecting such a bold move and she stilled. Ducking her head she tried to keep her injury out of sight, but Tom had already seen the extent of the damage. She has no eye. Where another white and green orb should be there was just an empty socket. Tom couldn't help but think that it made her look like an awful ghastly imitation of himself.

Just what the h#ll happened to her?

"Recognize your own work yet?" Ella spat, recovering from her initial shock. Tom stared at her in disbelief. "You did this to me… that night you escaped containment, you slaughtered all of my friends and left me with these scars. And as long as you're alive I cannot risk the same thing happening again!"

A bone-deep chill ran through Tom's body. I did this to her… He realized. No wonder she was trying so hard to kill him. In the past, none of Tom's victims ever survived one of his rampages. In the news he would always listen to the victims' family and friends mourning their loss, wanting answers about the culprit all the while Tom drank his sober mind away to try and drown the immense guilt that he felt.

But this girl not only survived one of his attacks, but has to live with it for the rest of her life. Just how much pain had Tom inflicted on to her?

"Corporal Ella Stewart!" A voice boomed in the Archives.

Both Ella and Tom looked up from their current positions only to find themselves surrounded by numerous soldiers all armed and aiming their guns at her. Tom breathed out a small sigh of relief when he spotted Tord at the front of the crowd, Paul and Pat on either side of him as they assessed the situation. He even saw the friendly soldiers who showed him around earlier.

His relief was short lived, however. Ella grabbed him again, and wrenched Tom around so his body was between her and the others. One hand held up the gun to his temple and her other arm pinned his to his sides.

"Don't do anything stupid." She hissed in his ear.

"You're outnumbered, Miss Stewart." There was a hint of a growl in Red Leader's voice. "Put down your weapon. Release the man. And raise your arms above your head. Now."

"Never!" Ella yelled, pressing the gun harder against Tom's head. "This thing is not a man, and it doesn't deserve to live!" She swung her head around, addressing the watching crowd now. "Red Leader has created a monster and is now letting it live among us! This creature I am holding on to is responsible for the Border Patrol Massacre and murdered my entire squadron!"

Silence crashed down on the stand-off. Tom tensed. So much for a chance of a new life, eh? His first day on the job and it's already ruined. No one will want anything to do with him now that his secret is out in the open.

However, to his astonishment the soldiers surrounding them seem more confused and uncomfortable than anything else. Exchanging glances with one another as though they don't know what to make of Ella's claims.

Tord's face was expressionless, giving nothing away as he snapped his fingers.

Wading his way through the soldiers to stand in front of the crowd, Lieutenant Yanov stopped beside his leader. He briefly shot a meaningful glance at Tom, as if to say; what did I tell you about getting into trouble, newbie?

"What's your verdict here, Lieutenant?" Red Leader demanded, his eye narrowed.

Yanov straightened himself. "A classic case of PTSD, sir." He informed, speaking loud enough to address the whole crowd. "Something must've triggered her memories of the Border Patrol Massacre and now she is stuck relieving those moments in an episode; making her unstable and lash out at random. Frankly I don't think she's entirely altogether here per say."

The soldiers murmured and nodded in approval, accepting the paramedic's explanation.

"I am perfectly rational – don't you dare accuse me of being crazy!" Ella's voice was savage, her gaze filled with hatred. "My mind has never been clearer. Red Leader's secret weapon is a monster, and you're all staring right at it! You must believe me!"

Despite her protests however, no one seemed to believe her over the health professional or their leader. Ella looked around with dismay, starting to appear small and uncomfortable as she slowly gathered her bearings, as if the force of her accusation was ebbing away like floodwater in a rapid stream after the worst of the storm had already passed.

Where was Reagan? Surely her only friend in this wretched base would be here to back up her claims after everything she spilled out to him?

Peering through the crowd she couldn't find the Irishman anywhere among the present soldiers. She couldn't see one friendly face in the crowd that might help her now. No one would meet her gaze. If anything, the soldiers appeared sympathetic and uncomfortable in her presence, as though they pitied the poor injured girl who seemingly lost her damn mind. This only served to fill her with even more rage.

"I ask you once again to release the man and drop your weapon." Red Leader snarled. "You are not in a good state of mind, Miss Stewart. This man you're holding on to is not to blame for your misfortune. What happened all those months ago was tragic and we all still mourn the loss of your squadron, but this man is innocent. Let him go now and we can get you help."

His voice attracted Ella's attention and she turned to fix her gaze on him, making the Norwegian man the new source of all her ire.

She chuckled darkly. "Help me? You claim you want to help me – help all of us. But that couldn't be further from the truth." Her voice was clear and steady. "I may have one eye now but I can see clear as day that we mean absolutely nothing to you!"

There were gasps all around them as Ella openly defied their leader.

This entire time Tom had been actively struggling against her hold, or at the very least planning a way to get away from her. But her brave defiant words struck a chord within him that made him cease all movement and just listen to what she has to say.

"You are clever indeed, Red Leader. You prey on those who are weak and suffering, so that when they are at their lowest moment you can swoop in and offer them a better choice. You promised us salvation, when really, you only condemned us to our deaths." She went on bitterly. "We would have no other choice then but to be grateful and loyal to you in return. Keeping us trapped in this messed up system that plans to unleash horrible acts upon the rest of the world. By all means you're power-mad, sir. You don't care who you hurt to get what you want. And now... you're not the man I once respected and looked up to. You're… you're an apology for a man!"

Tom stiffened at her boldness.

The soldiers surrounding them turned huge eyed with horror, gasping and silently sucking in a breath through their teeth. Shooting anxious glances at their leader, afraid for what his reaction will be to such a blatant accusation and clear-cut disrespect.

The Red Leader regarded Ella with a tilt of his head, his gray eye narrowed and coldly calculating. "Like I said; you are not well in the head, Miss Stewart." He drawled with a hint of barely suppressed fury in his voice. "You must have realized by now that you're not going to accomplish anything with this. For the last time, I order you to release the man and drop your weapon. Don't make this any harder than this needs to be."

Tom could hardly believe his ears. This girl may be unhinged, sure, but she went through something dramatic and demands justice. She needs help. But Tord was treating her like a nuisance instead. What happened to the sweet and caring man who showed him compassion when he was at his lowest? Why isn't he trying to understand her?

Do her words actually hold some truth to them? Did they hit too close to home perhaps?

"You're right. I can't win this one." Ella's voice throbbed with sorrow and resignation. Her hold on Tom loosened just enough for him to confidently move his head. He glanced at her, a feeling of foreboding creeping up his spine. "But I don't plan on playing my part in your schemes any longer."

She shoved Tom away and turned the gun on herself.

His eyes widened.

"No!"

A deafening gunshot split the air and a body toppled to the floor lifelessly.

The soldiers' cries of alarm and anguish were mute to Tom's ears as he stared down at the girl's dead body lying at his feet, blood pooling all over the floor. Dread consumed his entire being the longer he stared. The world around him darkened.

"Look what you've done now… ~" The voice growled inside his head. "This poor girl is dead because of you. You ruined her life, and drove her to do this. This is entirely your fault! ~"

Tom backed away, hardly aware of the commotion around him. All he could focus on was the girl's body. But I… I never meant to…

"You hurt her. You took everything from her. You made her take her own life! ~" The voice continued despite his weak protests. "She would still be alive if it weren't for you. Had you only fulfilled your promise like you were supposed to this wouldn't have happened, you little murderer. ~"

I'm… I'm so sorry…

"Get out of here, worm. Haven't you caused enough trouble today? No one wants anything to do with you after this. ~"

Tom's mind was whirling. Filled with despair and horrified by what took place, he turned away and fled the scene as fast as his legs could carry him; tears brimming in his eyes. He didn't even notice Tord try to reach him as he ran. Only one thought repeated itself over and over again in his head as he fled.

I should have died!

Chapter 36: Chapter 36

Summary:

Tom wallows in guilt and suspicion following the death of Ella, meanwhile Reagan steps up his game.

Notes:

Hey, what's up you guys? This is Flower1815 here, bringing you another update. Very important anouncement: This is the last already written chapter of the batch I worked on, which means that frequent updates will be on hiatus until later this year. Just giving you guys a heads up! I am working hard to finish the story and the next frequent update schedule will defnitely be the last batch of already written chapters since the story is coming to an end. I hope you guys enjoy this chapter. Thank you all so much for your support, I really appreciate it, and I'll see ya guys later! ;)

Chapter Text

Tom blindly stumbled his way down the laboratory hallways, tears clogging his vision as he ran to his quarters. He was so overwhelmed with guilt and with the urge to get away and hide from the world as fast as possible, that he didn't even notice the faint trace of an unfamiliar scent in the air that came by this way not too long ago before him.

Reaching the safe confinement of his quarters, Tom heard the door slide shut behind him, panting. Every single muscle in his body was tense.

"She's gone… she's actually gone… and it's all my fault…" His voice was hoarse, as though he had swallowed tiny shards of glass.

"You killed her… ~" The voice taunted, looming over him triumphantly. "You didn't fulfil your promise and now that girl is dead because of you. You drove her to take her own life! ~"

I… I never meant for this to happen! Tom gasped and gulped feeling sick, dragging himself to the bathroom.

Tom took one good look at himself in the mirror, remembered Ella's horribly disfigured face which distorted even more after the bullet blew her brains out, and threw up into the toilet.

To his despair, the voice started laughing at him. "You worthless little vermin. ~" It hissed, phantom claws wandering all over his body. "Did you really think you could live with no repercussions? Haven't you learned by now that your very existence is destructive? Everything you do affects others in the worst possible way. You don't deserve to live. You don't deserve to be happy! ~"

I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! Tom sobbed. Sinking to the floor, wrapping his arms around his knees tucked close to his chest, and crying. I didn't want to hurt anyone. I never meant to make her suffer!

His eyes became round holes of horror as a pair of spectral claws held him down while another one reached up to his mouth, forcefully pried his jaw open and snipped his tongue off. Tom cried out in agony, blood welling up in his mouth.

"Sorry won't bring that poor girl back to life. Nothing you can say now will ever fix what you have done! ~" The voice jeered, stabbing him repeatedly with spears. "You are not a good person. All those people who died at your hands were meaningful and good, who would have amounted to worthwhile things. But they are all dead now, while you – an awful and pitiful excuse for a living being gets to live. ~"

Through the powerful waves of pain and anguish wracking through his body over and over again, Tom tried to clear his mind and reason with himself. The voice was only trying to get a rise out of him. Make him miserable and susceptible to its control. He knows this. The worse he feels the less control he has over his monster half. He's been over this many times.

I am not scared of you anymore!

"No? Well you should be. ~"

But no matter how much he struggled or tried to logic his way out of this, he just couldn't. No amount of reason will change the fact that he caused someone to commit suicide tonight.

"Was tonight proof enough for you to show that you have no business being alive? ~" The voice shook him roughly, piercing his skull with its claws. "Just do us all a favour and kill yourself already. Control over your body just isn't worth it at this point. I must admit even I can't stand this pathetic sob story anymore! ~"

Through his agonized torment, Tom failed to notice that his grasp on the pulse of energy inside him had slipped and his body was already undergoing the transformation process. His ears and horns sprouted from his head, and his fingers threatened to shred as the claws pierced their way out.

B-but… my sign? A vague distant memory of the frozen tree bathed in sunset lighting flickered blearily through his mind. The mere thought of it once gave him hope. But now there was nothing but dread.

"Your precious delusion was nothing more than a dumb tree covered in ice that just so happened to look pretty when the light hit it a certain way. ~" The voice said scathingly. "How pathetic! You were so desperate to find any justification for you to skip out on your promise that you immediately held on to the first pretty thing that made you feel worthwhile. Just like that damn fake boyfriend of yours. But none of it is real. Face it, worm; there's nothing but suffering for you if you remain alive. ~"

Tom sobbed into his hands. His stomach hurt and he had this horrible, prickling, tense feeling everywhere, as if he might erupt out of his own skin. He couldn't go through with what the voice was asking of him. He was heartbroken and sick to his stomach but even then that's not enough for him to be a man and do it. But he has to, doesn't he? All he could think about was the girl who killed herself, how much pain he must've put her through, and he could only apologize profusely to her and anyone else he might have ever harmed over and over again.

He clearly wasn't a good person. Why should he get to live when she and so many others don't?

I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! Please. I just… I only wanted to live… I am so sorry for existing. I'm a horrible person. I'm sorry!

This horrible sensation stirring up his insides was unbearable. It hurts. It churned and weighed him down. If he could only muster the courage Tom would gladly stab himself with his own claws and pour out his insides all over the floor just to get rid of this awful feeling once and for all. It's what he deserves.

Shaking, he slowly positioned his sharp claws over his chest.

"Tom!"

Momentarily snapping back to reality, Tom looked up with a whimper to find Tord standing horrified over him.

Tom was still in the process of shifting; only half of his body had turned so far. His tail was curled around himself and he was hunched over in the corner of the bathroom trying to appear smaller than he actually is.

In truth he was physically unhurt yet, but the raw grief still gnawed away at his guts. The pain and guilt so intense he hardly recognised Tord. His mind hazy from loss of control.

But Tom couldn't bring himself to uncurl from his position on the bathroom floor and comply. He only wanted to disappear. "Go away!" He growled, his voice rough and scratchy. His consciousness barely hanging by a thread.

"I know you must be feeling terrible about what just happened out there." Tord approached, his hands reaching out for him. He needs to calm Tom down and diffuse the situation while he still can before Tom loses complete control over himself and does the unthinkable. "I get it! And I know you must be blaming yourself for it, but you have to believe me when I tell you that none of this was your fault!"

"How is it not my fault? I had everything to do with it!" Tom wailed. "I killed all her friends, disfigured her, ruined her life, and drove her to take her own life!" He paused, hunching his shoulders miserably. "What's the point of existing if I'm just going to make others suffer all the time?" He added more quietly to himself.

"Maybe so, but that doesn't change the fact that she still could have been saved." Tord went on. His head drooped. "That girl's death is not-"

"Ella." Tom cut him off with a broken sob. "Her name was Ella." He will never forget her name. He owes her that much at the very least.

Tord winced. "Ella's death was not your fault. It… it was mine."

His words stirred confusion in Tom, and for a brief moment the intense grief that threatened to swallow him whole was subdued by genuine bewilderment. How can this be Tord's fault?

Guessing Tom was waiting for him to elaborate, Tord went on. "I am the Red Leader. My primary role in this army is to make the best choices for my soldiers and ensure that our goals are achieved by any means necessary." He explained. "After the incident with the monster I should have made sure she was well off. That she had all the proper means to get her life back together and move on properly from the tragedy. But I failed her. In her final moments she directly addressed me, not you, Tom. I am the one she was upset with; and rightfully so."

Truth be told, perhaps Tord hadn't been in the greatest mind-set to lead the army as of late. He'd been placing all his attention solely on helping Tom and studying his monster half these past months. Tord genuinely thought he could handle his duties. That there wouldn't be any harm in placing his focus elsewhere from time to time and let Paul and Patrick deal with the army in his absence.

The Red Army doesn't need him to fuss over it constantly, after all. A well-run army runs itself. Tord figured he had everything under control. But once again he was wrong, and now Tom was paying for his mistakes yet again.

Patrick was right. I shouldn't have shirked off my duties freely like that. Even if I only meant good things for Tom, it only blew up on both our faces.

"So, please," Tord pleaded, kneeling before Tom. "Don't listen to the voice or blame yourself for this. The blame is all mine, and mine alone."

Tom almost winced at the pain in Tord's voice. Almost, but not quite. There was still ice festering his insides and spreading throughout his body with the weight of his guilt.

Still, numb with shock, he managed to gather what little strength he has left in his body to lower his claws, uncurl from his position, and crawl closer to Tord. Gradually regaining his full consciousness back Tom looked up at him, ears pricked, his sockets brimming with tears. He stared at Tord steadily, his ears twitching, until he managed to blink away the haze of grief from his empty eyes.

"Tom?" Tord's voice was gentle as he reached out for him.

Wordlessly, Tom took a pace forward and leaned into him, burying his face in the crook of Tord's neck. He didn't openly weep. Nor did he hug him. He couldn't bring himself to do much of anything at this point. Even breathing was a struggle.

He felt Tord's arms envelop him in a hug, and the Norwegian pressed his cheek against his. "Please don't ever feel the need to apologize for merely existing. Bad things happen but you shouldn't automatically take the blame." He murmured. "Life has been pretty harsh to you, and I wish I could apologize on behalf of everything and everyone who helped groom you to be this way today. But we'll get through this."

Tom felt his heart crack inside his chest.

For the longest time, the two of them just stood there on the bathroom floor in silence.

Tom so desperately wanted to recreate the soothing effect that Tord's mere presence and comfort had once brought him before; back in the laboratory when he had finally opened up about his situation to the Norwegian man and for once felt like he wasn't alone. He'd give anything to feel relieved of the burden of guilt on his shoulders.

But he couldn't.

Despite Tord's reassurance and comfort, Tom couldn't help but feel immense doubt. All his concerns and uncertainties over whether or not to trust Tord and join the Red Army had resurfaced to the forefront of his head. Ella's speech from when she held him at gunpoint was all he could think about. Her words spoke volumes. Was she saying the truth? And the way Tord coldly assessed the situation...

Could all of this really be just an act?

He wrapped his claws around the Norwegian man, hugging him tightly. Please… please don't deceive me. He silently implored. Tom doesn't want to face the likely possibility that Tord was manipulating him and everyone else foolish enough to join the organization to abide with his schemes. Tord betrayed him many times in the past. How is this any different? He would do just about anything to get what he wants.

No… Tord loves me. I know he does. He would never use me like this… right?

Tom wasn't so sure anymore.

(Meanwhile… )

Reagan didn't stick around the lab for long.

He knew that doll face's diversion would only keep Red and his lackeys busy for so long, so he had to be quick. With Paulie's key card Reagan had easy access to all the files regarding the monster serum project and so much more. He downloaded all the data into the phone he stole for this special occasion, and took pictures of the pages from the physical files. Reagan could steal the files, but he sensed that wouldn't be wise as Red would note their absence sooner or later and Reagan really couldn't afford to be found out.

Swiping one last essential item into his pocket, Reagan carefully sneaked his way out of the laboratory level.

By the time he got what he needed however, Red and freaky eyes were already down in the lab with him. He managed to avoid detection but not before he heard part of their conversation.

Doll face is dead. Apparently she shot herself.

Reagan felt nothing at the news. In fact, he wasn't even surprised. He couldn't say he would miss her. She fulfilled her purpose exactly as he had intended – she did what she set out to do and her worth was over. Their one night stand was nice, he will admit that. But she was of no significance to him other than a means to get what he wants.

She was a little tough to crack at first, but nothing Reagan couldn't handle. To guarantee her trust Reagan knew he had to have her be completely vulnerable first. Her trauma over the deaths of her friends could only do the job for so long, and her disfigured face scared most people away but it wouldn't have been enough. Sooner or later she would've found a way to move on… she would've made new friends and gotten over it. So Reagan had to act fast and make sure that didn't happen at all costs.

It was certainly very sneaky and quite brilliant of his part to exclude her from the rest of their comrades by spreading false rumours about doll face and the role she played in the dreadful event of the Border Patrol Massacre. How she cowered away and did absolutely nothing to save her comrades. How she got most of them killed in her attempts to save herself and leave them behind. How her comrades' deaths were all her fault. Throw in a little blackmail here and a little bribery there and the rest was history. No one in the base would want anything to do with her anymore, Reagan made damn sure of that. So that when he comes to her with an offer of companionship she would have no choice but to accept and trust him. And once people saw the two of them together, that was good enough to quickly turn everyone else's heads the other way.

He even went so far as to bribe the guy in charge for planning the weekly and daily duties to purposefully schedule doll face's squadron on a night patrol, knowing that would set her off and tighten his hold on her for good.

Truly ingenious of his part.

With precious cargo in his possession Reagan's next order of business is to leave the base, go as far away from here as he can, and find a safe and secure spot for him to assess his next move without anyone around to interfere with his plans.

He went to the hangar and blackmailed good ol' General Keaton, the head of communications and transportation division, to secure him a means to get him out without Red knowing about it. After Reagan discovered the General's involvement with some shady business involving the Army's supplier, the General agreed to abide with his wishes in return for his silence on the matter. Reagan was more than happy to comply, and on occasion rub salt in the cranky man's wound once in a while to remind him of the threat he posed to his precious reputation.

Now here he is; after several hours of bumpy traveling Reagan found himself back in England, in a crappy motel in the middle of nowhere, looking through his phone for all the files on the monster serum project he acquired.

It's nice to get away from it all and take a step back to have some time for himself every once in a while. Here, alone in this motel room, Reagan didn't need to play pretend. He didn't need to put on a mask and act a certain way to gain anybody's trust. Here he can be true to himself and not mind the repercussions. Here he can finally take a breather and relax. His life wasn't in any danger now.

"Risk of zombification… test subject failures… brain chemicals yadda yadda…" Reagan muttered to himself as he read the notes.

Most of the initial entries were boring scientific nonsense, warnings of potential outcomes, and formulas. Nothing of particular interest to Reagan up until he reached the section on the monster.

Finally. This is the part he was looking green eyes glittered in the dim room, with only his face illuminated by the phone's brightness as he read the contents of said file.

Two different forms – a transitioning stage and a full form with a massive size. Breathes fire. Sharp claws and teeth. Enhanced senses. Feats of great strength and speed. Indestructible – only two known weaknesses. A weapon of mass destruction and a bloodthirsty killer.

Sounds very promising so far.

Reagan flickered briefly toward the serum's section to read on its exact effects and how it works. Apparently it is a sentient substance mixed in with other chemicals that is then injected into the subject's bloodstream and uses them as a host in order to thrive. A parasite of sorts. It can manifest itself in monstrous ways depending on the subject's exact state of mind.

He stopped reading a little while after that, not bothered to go through any of the warnings and risks the serum posed. None of it mattered and was of little consequence to him.

Rummaging the pocket of his uniform Reagan pulled out the last item of interest he stole from Red's lab.

A needle filled with purple-black sludge.

When he saw the glass cabinet stocked full of these needles Reagan knew he had to take one. If it really is capable of all the great things doll face said then he definitely couldn't pass up the chance.

Reagan inspected the needle, turning it carefully in his hands as he contemplated. With a power like this… he would be unstoppable. The most powerful man in the world, and he didn't even need a dumb rank to make that happen.

His whole life Reagan had always been under someone else's thumb. Following orders, getting hurt over and over again, looking for approval, doing what he could to stay alive just so that one day he could make everyone who had ever done him wrong pay with their lives. Oh how he longed for that day to come. But he never could make that happen on his own. He is just a weak, helpless man who has a way with words.

No power whatsoever.

That's a good way to sum up his life.

Powerless.

He still heard them all the time, their voices in his head telling him how wretched he was. He tried to drown them out by concentrating on his life as a soldier for the Red Army, but the smallest thing could bring them crashing back in. Bringing forth a wave of memories of heavy rain and scornful laughter.

In the past, Reagan had often considered calling it quits and permanently get away from it all, and just... be at peace. The suffering simply wasn't worth it. If he was only here to suffer for someone else's benefit then he wants no part of it.

However, whenever he mulled over the option in the past it only served to fill him with even more hatred. He couldn't let his tormentors win. His death wouldn't have made a single dent on them. He needs to make them pay. Make everyone regret all the pain they inflicted him.

Everyone!

Red…

… his old gang…

… even his family.

No one will escape his wrath. Anyone who stood, and ever dares stand in his way, are all going to pay dearly. One by one they will all fall by his hands. Reagan is out for blood, and now with the help of this serum he won't be helpless ever again!

With his resolve strengthened, he plunged the needle into his veins and pushed the chemical in.

Reagan was shocked by how fast the serum worked. Almost at once he felt agonizing waves of heat and ice sweeping through him. His throat tightened and he choked, struggling to breathe as he fell to his knees, gripping his head. Darkness swirled around him, and he felt himself falling endlessly into oblivion.

Chapter 37: Chapter 37

Summary:

Reagan's reckoning. (TW: Child abuse, physical abuse, emotional abuse, non-con underage drug-use, and violence. Viewer discretion is advised)

Notes:

Hey what's up you guys? This is Flower1815 here bringing you a new chapter of My little test subject. It's been a long time, I know, but now there will be frequent updates once again; once every two weeks on a sunday from now on. This story will come to an end soon, but don't be sad. The frequent updates won't end there as I am already scheduled to release a prequel series of one-shots right after, and the updates will go ALL YEAR ROUND!

With that said, this chapter here is a tough one to swallow. It's long, and has some disturbing content to boot. Now I feel obliged to confess that I did not write this chapter with the intent to undermime Reagan's actions throughout the course of this fic, or to justify anything. This chapter is to show you how he came to be the way that he is. Whether his past justifies anything, or if he is in the wrong or right to do what he is doing is entirely up to you. Judge him as you see fit. With that said I am intrigued to see how many of you will switch perspectives on him.

Anyways, that's it for today. Thank you guys so much for your support, I really appreaciate it. I hope you guys enjoy the chapter. Don't forget to leave a review telling me your thoughts, and I'll see ya all later! ;)

Chapter Text

Reagan was a boy who followed orders.

Clean the floors, feed the pigs, take out the trash, go to the market – whatever it was, he did it, no hesitation.

For the most part.

He does all his tasks without complaint. But with each passing year as he grows older Reagan finds himself complaining more and more. Especially when his cousins are around. They never have to do any tasks, how come he does? They get to play with the other children and go to school, why can't he go too?

How come they get to live with their mother and he doesn't?

But of course, Reagan would never voice these questions out loud; lest he wants Pops to pull out his belt and give him another beating that would leave him too sore to move for days. He learned early on to never ask Pops questions.

Obedience was the first and most important thing Reagan was taught. So long as he obeys his grandparents they won't have any reason to discipline him, and he would get to see his mother much sooner.

"Foley!"

Reagan tensed up from where he was standing in the enclosure tending to the pigs. He watched as his grandfather marched out the house and stalked toward him. He willed himself not to move. He hadn't done anything wrong this time, so there shouldn't be any immediate danger. But the thought quickly vanished when Reagan caught sight of his grandfather's expression, and his heart sank.

"Hey, Pops." An ominous feeling sat like a stone in Reagan's belly.

"Didn't I order you to go down to the market today?" His grandfather stopped in front of him, green eyes blazing.

"I did." Reagan shrank. Pops is naturally short-tempered but he couldn't understand what he did to make him so angry now.

"Then how come all the milk in the house is spoiled?" His nostrils flared and he drew himself up to his full height. "Don't tell me you didn't check the date before you bought them!"

"I- I'm sorry." Reagan backed away, lowering his head. "I didn't mean to-"

"You wasted my money on spoiled goods?!" His grandfather snarled, slamming his fist on the fence. Reagan flinched. "Get out of my sight, brat. Out!"

Heart pounding in his throat Reagan quickly did as he was told and scampered away back to the house, barely missing a swipe from Pops as he passed. Only when he was inside and far away from Pops did he release a small sigh of relief. Getting yelled at sucks, but it was way better than a beating. Guilt gnawed away at him.

He will have to make up for his mistake twice as hard now if he wants to avoid a beating later. Maybe if he helps Ma out with the kitchen chores Pops will forgive him and skip the discipline today.

Reagan set off to check on Ma who was preparing supper by the stove. His plan hasn't worked even once, but it didn't hurt to be hopeful that maybe this time around they will be more forgiving towards him.

And while Ma may be stubborn, cranky, and bitter she was nowhere near as bad as Pops. In fact, she was often on the blunt end of Pops ill temper at the best of times. Reagan sometimes would feel sorry for her, up until she targets her anger on him in turn; openly degrading him and yelling, and she had no qualms with doing it out in public either, so Reagan always made sure to be in his best behaviour and keep her pleased at all times.

"What do you want this time, Foley?" Ma hissed as he approached. "Can't you see I'm too busy here to be dealing with you now?"

Reagan dipped his head. "I finished my chores. Do you need any help with supper?" He asked politely hoping she would go easy on him now.

His Ma's temper deflated slightly and she looked uncertain for a brief moment. "Actually… supper's nearly done now, but the trash is full and needs to be emptied." She told him with her sickly sweet voice to mellow him up to do her bidding. "Go be a dear and take it out."

Inwardly grimacing, Reagan tried not to show any trace of dismay in his face. It was a twenty minute walk down the hill of his family's farm to deposit the trash. And that's just one way. It was his least favourite task by far. He takes way more enjoyment out of caring for the pigs.

But this wasn't a question. Refusing was not an option. Reagan knew what was at stake and so he obediently nodded. "Yes, Ma."

Ma studied him for a moment with her dark brown eyes. "Good boy." She said at length.

Feeling a little invigorated by the soft praise, Reagan collected the trash bag filled to the brim with onion and potato peels, and hauled it away.

Twilight neared its end as the moon rose behind the horizon into the darkening sky. Stars already speckled the vast dark blue weather by the time Reagan was done with his task and returned home tired and hungry.

Ma and Pops must surely be done with supper by now and retired off to bed already. He hoped they at least remembered to save some for him this time.

However, as Reagan tried to pull the door to his home open he found that it wouldn't budge.

To his dismay, no matter how many times he pulled and tugged the door wouldn't open. Reagan released a defeated sigh. Ma had forgotten to keep the door unlocked for him yet again. He knew she had trouble remembering things as of late and would often lock him out of the house but he expected this time to be different.

Knowing there was no point making a ruckus over this, lest he wants to invoke Pops wrath down on him, Reagan had no other choice but to head for the barn.

Slipping inside the building it was almost completely dark. Stacks of hay dotted the corners of the place as Reagan weaved his way past them to the far wall. A massive pig was there, lying on its side and snoring deeply.

"Hey Miss Mama pig." Reagan greeted softly, pressing his hands anxiously. "I got locked out again. Do you mind if I sleep with you?"

The enormous pig did nothing but snort and snore.

Ever since they sold her piglets a few months ago she refused to do much of anything other than eat and sleep, but Reagan favoured her over all the other pigs in the pen.

Curling up beside Miss Mama pig, he rested his head on her side and tried to get comfortable. The smell was awful but not so bad once you got used to it, and the hay was prickly but beggars can't be choosers. As Reagan settled down for the night he couldn't help but yearn for a day when his family finally appreciates him and finds him worth loving at last.

Reagan snapped his eyes open, staring at the ceiling from where he was lying on the floor. He slept. Or at the very least passed out. He shouldn't have let his guard down like that, it was dangerous. You never know who might be lurking around just waiting to strike you down when you least suspect.

Sleeping is risky. Leaves him too exposed.

He sits up immediately only to groan as his head throbbed with agony. He hadn't drunk a single drop of alcohol yesterday and yet this felt worse than any hangover he's ever had.

What exactly happened last night?

Staggering to his feet Reagan caught sight of an empty broken needle on the floor. Memories from last night flooded his mind. I remember now, Reagan stared down at his hands. I injected myself with the serum.

He gave himself a quick check over. He didn't feel particularly different. Maybe a little sore as though he ran a marathon and his head was killing him, but nothing that necessarily translates to incredible monster turning powers.

And then, very softly, veiled under all the ache, he heard… "Eager to kill people already, are we? ~"

Reagan's head snapped up, and he winced as a bolt of pain crackled through it. This voice — it was unlike anything he'd ever heard before. It sounded crisp and clear and right in his ear, as if it was talking to him.

"am talking to you, f#cking idiot. ~"

He couldn't believe this was really happening. Reagan chuckled with disbelief. Could he be dreaming?

"Oh come now, don't feign innocence with me. ~" The voice cooed and Reagan felt goosebumps rise along his arms as he felt the distinct sensation of arms gripping him tightly by the shoulders. "You knew exactly what you were getting yourself into when you pushed the serum straight into your veins. You read the warnings but did not care for it, so now here I am. ~"

Reagan suddenly gasped with unbearable pain as a spear stabbed through his back and poked out from his chest. He stared down at himself wide eyed. His vision flickered and he could see the spear fade in and out of existence. There was no wound there. His chest was fine but the pain was there. Reagan grinned. How fascinating.

"There's plenty more of where that came from. ~"

Shaking off the pain Reagan decided to take another look at all the files he managed to acquire on his phone. He read through the warnings again and the risks that come with taking the serum. Normal collateral effects such as a disembodied entity purposefully triggering upsetting thoughts on their host and inflicting physical harmful hallucinations in hopes of taking full on total control of their bodies. You know, nothing serious.

It was sort of creepy, a voice with nothing behind it. He couldn't sense any emotions or thoughts. There was just emptiness, as blank as the walls around him. Reagan could sense it shift around and it could clearly touch and harm him, but he could not make it out. It's as though the speaker was hidden in shadows

"So I take that your presence and… influence is a key indicator that the serum works then?" Reagan worked out, tapping the tips of his fingers together thoughtfully.

The voice snorted. "You tell me genius. This is all part of your big plan, after all. Shouldn't you know? ~" It mused with a hint of puzzlement. "Do you even realize the severity of your actions? Do you know what you just did? You just doomed yourself to a lifetime of mental torture, and for what, exactly? To go after people who don't even give the time of day to remember you and make them pay for things long since past-"

"I am just going to stop you right there because you seem to be under the impression that I care about the repercussions."

Reagan's abrupt interruption surprised the voice greatly.

He giggled. "So what if I traded what's left of my humanity in exchange for power? Power is the only thing that will keep me living a safe and happy life. It will finally give me the justice I have craved for all these years!" He went on. "And if in return I have to put up with you and maybe recede control of my body – which I ain't gonna let it happen, by the way; just fair warning – then so f#cking be it! I am sick and tired of being someone else's plaything. At least this way I get to be powerful for once in my life, and the rest of the whole world be damned. No one will ever mess with me ever again after this!"

The thought of his revenge so close and within reach now thrilled Reagan. He could practically taste it. The voice can torment him all it wants but he won't give in to it so easily. Not when he is this close to being free at long last.

After a long, long while of silence, the voice spoke up again softly. "You are a most unusual host indeed. Nothing like my other useless vessel. ~" Reagan felt the sensation of being circled and studied. The voice hummed. "Perhaps you will serve me better than he ever did. But heed my words, vermin; you may fight and resist me now but I will break you down eventually. It's only a matter of time before you give in to me. Just because you know my tricks doesn't make you any less susceptible to my influence. ~"

"Yeah yeah yeah, got it." Reagan rolled his eyes nonchalantly. "Now how do I get these powers to work, huh? How do I… you know…?"

His eyes darted toward the mirror and he willed himself to turn. For his appearance to morph and shape into that of a vicious beast that would wreck destruction in its wake.

But he remained unchanged much to his disappointment.

"Now why would I give away all my tricks? You seem so confident about this a second ago, I am sure you can figure it out on your own. ~" The voice pointed out. "You don't seem to realize what you're dealing with yet, do you? You may be comfortable with the idea now, but wait a little while and you will find out soon enough that your precious little revenge might not be so worth it after all. ~"

Reagan eyed his hands pensively. "Guess I will need to take the time off for lots of practice then."

(Flashback...)

Reagan loved collecting things.

He enjoyed looking through the trash for any pretty or unusual trinkets his grandparents tossed away and wouldn't miss. But he especially loved heading down the stream and collecting pretty pebbles he may find.

Anything he found worth salvaging, he always used it to create new toys with or plainly for safekeeping.

However he was always very careful with his treasure; hiding it away from view in his room so that no one may ever find it. If Pops or Ma ever discovers his trinkets they will surely get rid of it; such as the time Reagan brought home a little sack of seashells he collected by the shore and made the grave mistake of showing his find to his grandparents, only for Pops to smash them beneath his boot heel.

From then on, Reagan made a point to never willingly show anything he treasured to them ever again.

Reagan was by the stream, playing around throwing stones in the water, when he found an unusual looking pebble. Pale and pink and shiny. A big one, but nothing extraordinary.

He didn't study it for very long as he heard Ma call to him.

Reagan pocketed the pebble and raced back home.

"Foley, where have you been? I've been calling for hours, didn't you hear me?" Ma hissed contemptuously as he approached.

Reagan shook his head fervently, palming the pebble in his pocket for comfort. "No, Ma. I'm so sorry, Ma."

His Ma narrowed her eyes. "What have you got there?" She asks.

"N-nothing." He stammers.

She held her hand out. "Give it to me. Now."

"N-no."

"What did you say?"

"It's mine!"

"Do I have to call your grandfather here to deal with you?"

Reagan hesitated. He wanted to insist on it. He didn't want to hand over the pebble he knew she was going to take away from him. He wanted to fight for it. But the threat of his grandfather's presence kept him subdued.

No matter how much he defends himself he will always lose in the end, and always in the worst kind of way.

Reluctantly he handed over the cute pebble he found and placed it on her hand. He fixed his gaze on the floor, praying that she would see no harm in letting him keep it.

Ma scrutinized his find. "How many times have we told you about bringing garbage home?"

And just like that she tossed his beautiful rare find out the window. She didn't even bother to wonder how much it meant to him. Reagan peered out the window with dismay.

"Focus, Foley." Ma snapped, drawing his attention. "Help me get dinner ready. Today's is your Pops' favourite: fresh mackerel."

Swallowing the bubble of resentment building inside of him, Reagan did as he was told.

God he hated fish. The smell was awful and he hated all them little bones inside. But he helped season it without complaint despite the strong urge to gag.

Sulking, he mopped the kitchen floor after he was done. He wished he could understand why his grandparents hated him so, or why his mother was always so unhappy. Just as he began to wonder what he could possibly do to make her happy again, Ma appeared in his field of vision carrying a heavy pot of boiling stew in her hands.

"Why are you standing around for, Foley? Quit daydreaming and get back to sweeping-"

Her feet slipped abruptly on the wet tiled floor, tipping the caldron over and spilling the hot boiling water all over herself.

The scream that followed was deafening.

Reagan stood frozen, wide eyed in horror, clutching the mop in his hands as Ma wailed in agony as the water scorched her skin. He couldn't move. He could do nothing but watch as she writhed around in pain.

He could barely bring himself to acknowledge Pops barging into the scene if it weren't for his strong ever present fear of the old man.

"What happened?" Pops demanded, his gaze falling on his distressed wife writhing on the floor. He crouched down beside her to help her. "Don't just stand there like a pansy, Foley! Do something!"

Do something? Reagan wondered. What could he possibly do to help Ma in this situation? He's only seven! He can hardly begin to process what happened, much less what he should do next to mend the situation.

Seeing that he was too shaken with fear to be helpful, his Pops scowled at him. "Get out of here, you good for nothing brat! Go! Shoo!"

Reagan didn't need to be told twice.

He turned and stumbled out of the kitchen. Bolting out into the yard, he raced across the field through the falling drizzle toward the barn. His safe space. Entering the building Reagan dived into a pile of hay beside Miss Mama pig and crouched low, trembling.

The vivid images of his grandmother screaming and crying with pain as the hot water boiled her skin kept coming back to him, even in the forefront of his eyelids as he clenched his eyes shut in an attempt to block everything out.

Reagan could hardly believe what just happened. It was absolutely awful and he felt so helpless to do anything about it! He doesn't want to feel as helpless as he just did back there ever again! A surge of guilt flooded him. Was it his fault that Ma got hurt?

But then he remembered how Ma took away his pebble from him. She threatened him then with the promise of another beating from Pops. He was helpless then wasn't he? He's always been helpless when it comes to his family…

Reagan then remembered how she constantly belittles him, even for the smallest mistakes on his part. How she would certainly destroy and get rid of his treasure and toys if she ever got her hands on them. Memories of her yelling at him, making him cower away in fear, sometimes how she would go so far as to slap him at times. Her awful smell of fish that made Miss Mama pig far superior in comparison. How she frustratingly enough keeps locking him out in the cold when she forgets to leave the door unlocked for him – funny how no one else in this family goes through the same ordeal as he does. Or how he would often hear glimpses of Ma conversing with his mother when they thought he couldn't hear them, trying to convince her to get rid of him...

With all these reminders in mind, Reagan lowered his hands away from his face. The incident in the kitchen doesn't seem all that awful anymore. A strange feeling of satisfaction bubbled up inside of him and Reagan couldn't help but giggle with delight in the deepest space of the barn.

That awful wench. She messed with me and she got hurt. Ha! Serves her right. Reagan chortled, but still careful to be quiet in case Pops came looking for him. It would do him no good to see him openly laughing at his Ma's misery. That's what you get for messing with me!

He hadn't meant to hurt her then, but Reagan didn't mind one bit. For every ounce of pain she inflicted him she deserved it ten times worse. He can't deny that the thought of fighting back and hurting both her and Pops had never appealed to him before, but he was too obedient to ever go through with it.

Too… powerless.

Besides, what he could possibly do to them? Anything he dare try they will strike back twice as hard and Reagan would be put back in his place. It was hopeless.

Still, Reagan would take today's incident as a small victory and he could rest easy knowing that the day when he can finally strike back and have the last laugh would come to pass eventually.

Reagan frowned, deep in thought. Now what was that all about? He wondered. He thought it was strange to dream about his past when he woke up that morning, but to drift off into a flashback while he was in the middle of important matters was something else entirely. What are you playing at?

"Oh… nothing really… ~" The voice said, sounding amused and not the least bit dubious.

And I suppose having flashbacks about my past in just something I now do apparently? Reagan thought.

"Could've fooled me – all you think about is the past! Your head is so far back in your own history I am surprised how you can still move forward and know where you are going without tripping everywhere. ~" The voice pointed out. Now it was definitely amused. "But if you really must know, I am merely doing a background check. To see how… worthy you are to me. ~"

Reagan quirked his eyebrows in disbelief. How's that going for you? Do I fit the bill yet or am I going to have to see my entire life history before you can answer that? Also I am in the middle of something, can you save the flashback segments for a different moment?

After a very famished and satisfying breakfast, Reagan had sought out a secluded spot where he could train his new powers in peace. He settled for a clearing out in the dense woods, far away from any trails anyone can come by. He spent the entire day trying to bring out his monster side and accomplish… something. Anything! But to no avail.

Now he sits on a boulder, reading through the notes on his phone yet again for any hints he might've missed.

"According to the test subject, the power works as a flow of energy running free through the veins. When in control the subject can freely control that flux of energy to let it change him whenever he so desires. Only when the subject is at a peace of mind can they call out to it so that the flux shows itself. When in despair, the transformation process occurs at random; most notably in upsetting situations."

Reagan sucked a breath through his teeth. "Peace of mind? Now what kind of sh#t advise is that? How can anyone ever have a "peace of mind"? That's just dumb!"

Sighing, he clenched his eyes shut and concentrated. He tried to search for that flux of energy inside of him and take control, but he felt lost and a little dumb as though he were playing tag in the dark and everyone just left the room to make an idiot out of him.

"God, do I really have to be stuck with you? ~" The voice spoke up deadpanned.

"You can always go back to your other vessel if you think he does a better job than me!" Reagan yelled back in frustration.

"I would, except he stopped being entertaining the moment he began to listen to that annoying Norwegian dipsh#t. ~" The voice hummed nonchalantly.

Reagan stopped. "Red Leader?"

"Yes. He and my vessel have grown fundamentally close these past few months despite all the years of bitter rivalry and hurt and nearly trying to kill each other. Go figure! ~" The voice coiled around his shoulders slyly, very much so like a heavy venomous serpent dangling from a branch. "Red Leader is no better than I, you see. We both use that worm in whatever way we see fit, and yet somehow a petty little apology on Red's part suddenly excuses all the abuse he went through at his hands and I end up as the bad guy in the story. Now he hardly ever pays me any mind. Or at least not as often as he used to… deep down he knows Red is not to be trusted, he just doesn't want to come to terms with it yet. ~"

Reagan listened to all the fresh juicy information intently, palming the pendant of his necklace. This could certainly come in handy later on.

However, he couldn't content himself with that knowledge for long, as he set his focus back on the task at hand.

In order to finally get his revenge and make every single person who ever made a fool out of him pay he needs to learn how to willingly bring out his monster half whenever he wants or this won't work. He can't depend on his powers to activate when he needs it. It's unreliable. He must be able to call out to it at will.

According to the notes on the serum the only way to accomplish such a feat and gain control over the powers is to have a "peace of mind". However, it also states that the more miserable he is the less control he will have. These two facts correlate to some degree. So could it be at all possible that Reagan can find that flux of energy by tricking it somehow?

It's worth a try.

Eyes fluttering shut, Reagan tried to concentrate again. Breathing slowly, he attempted to centre himself so that he can shut the rest of the world out and focus solely within. Memories of his past began to flood his mind; anger and grief flaring up at all the painful reminders he had gone through, making him clench his teeth so hard he thought he could feel them chatter under pressure.

He called out to it, and urged his body to shift and mould at any moment now.

There! Reagan felt something pulse just underneath the surface. He barely brushed against it when it recoiled back, as though flinching away from his touch. Whatever it is, it was certainly very powerful.

Reagan thought harder about his past turmoil. He thought of all the suffering he endured and the suffering he will surely inflict on others once he gets a hang of this. He wasn't sure if this was the voice's doing or not, but he thought he could actively feel every ounce of pain he's ever felt in his life coming back full force. Doubled even.

In darkness, clawed hands seem to grab a hold of him; stab, dismember, burn, gut, slash, and hack away at him constantly as he reached out towards the pulse of energy.

(Flashback...)

Growing up, Reagan heard all sorts of rumours about his family when he was out in town to pick up groceries. From a young age he was very good at hearing and eavesdropping on conversations unnoticed. But by far the biggest mystery in town was why Pops bothered to raise Reagan when he so clearly hates him.

He'd heard the whispers as he passed by and stole wallets from right under their noses. The most prevalent theory was that Pops didn't trust his daughter to raise a son the right way by herself and insisted on taking him out of her hands.

That's what Reagan believes too.

Another common theory he often heard was that his mother hated him and wanted nothing to do with him.

But Reagan never believed it. He refused to.

Even when at times she said it straight to his face, he didn't really believe her either.

She would say mean things from time to time, but every once in a while she could be compassionate too. Sometimes she would let him climb into her lap and rest as she gently ran her fingers through his hair as they watched television together. He would let his guard down around her. Those moments were really what made all those instances of unpleasant comments and shunning worth it. Even if by the end she would roughly shove him away and tell him to leave her alone, Reagan made sure to treasure every moment with her like this.

Up until the fateful day she struck him.

Reagan woke up with a start as freezing cold water splashed onto him and Miss Mama pig, drenching them both wet.

Scornful laughter rang in his ears. "Wake up, Foley! Pops says you have to go to the market, you lazy thing."

Shaking as much of the excess of water as he could, Reagan fixed his glare on the pair of twins standing before him holding an empty bucket. His cousins, James and Alva.

They're one year younger than him and a pair of pests. Reagan detests them. Every time they come over to visit they mess around while he does his chores, beg him to drop everything and keep them entertained, they chase and frighten the piglets in the pen, and they won't stop teasing him either.

Worse still, he can't do anything about it.

He tried to scold them once, or even tell on them about their misbehaviour since he was older and more responsible than either of them. However, the twin's mother, aunt Abigail, had scolded him for it instead with a stern telling to leave them alone.

It made Reagan's blood boil at the unfairness of it all.

But there is nothing he can do about it. He has no power here.

Pops is the man of the house. He controls everything and everyone must obey him always or face his wrath. Ma is his wife and in the second position of power below him. The rest of his immediate family follow third, including his mother. He and his cousins should be on the lowest rank, but sometimes Reagan can't help but notice that his cousins get away with far more privileges than he does, and that leaves him at rock bottom.

"What are you doing here, pests?" Reagan glowered, twisting the hem of his rags to dry himself.

"It's family reunion day." James blurted, throwing the messy mop of golden-brown hair away from his eyes. "Did you forget?"

Family reunion day! The realization of today's date quickly cooled his temper.

Every 19th of November the whole Fitzroy family meets up at Pop's farm and gathers around to discuss recent happenings and future events going forward all while feasting on delicious food. Every Fitzroy gets a turn to speak up about their life the past year, what were their accomplishments, the hardships they faced, and what are their goals for next year and beyond.

But best of all, today means that he will get to see his mother again.

Reagan could picture her already. Her long golden locks cascading around her pale face, her soft brown eyes that were just so caring and loving as she gently runs her hands through his hair as he lies across her lap.

Today would be the day she finally takes him home.

He doesn't get to see her very often, but when he does Reagan always makes sure to be in his best behaviour and do everything he can to please his mother. If he can make her see just how good he is maybe then she will realize what she's been missing out on, and muster up the courage to face Pops and finally take him away from this dreadful place.

Maybe by never giving up on her, Reagan can make her realize just how much she means to him.

Already he could feel the tension shiver through his limbs as he anticipated his mother to look his way.

Just one glance in his direction — one moment where she would finally see him for who he is, her face would soften, her eyes would glow with pride, and the love she has for him would slip through even though Pops has forbidden her from doing so. That was all he wanted. Just a tiny hint of that secret inner love that he was sure she felt and was not allowed to show.

But she hardly ever looks at him. In fact, it's almost as though she made a point to not look at him ever.

She never looked over with others around either; while his grandparents disciplined him, or James and Alva tackled him, trapped the hem of his rags on nails or doors, or buried him in mud.

But Reagan was convinced that eventually his mother would have to notice that he was good enough to be worth loving. She had to.

He is her son, how can she not?

"Don't know why you seem so excited all of the sudden." Alva said, breaking Reagan out of his thoughts. "You know you're not allowed to join in. You're not a Fitzroy like the rest of us."

Reagan snarled. "I am too!"

Alva smirked. "No, you're not." She went on nonchalantly. "Our mom said that you're not a real Fitzroy, which is why Auntie Eliza had to give you up to Pops. She said it was because of your dad that you are a Fitz Foley instead."

"Take that back!" Reagan took a pace forward.

"No!" She protested, stomping her foot.

Reagan bristled and saw nothing but red. He knew he could get into a lot of trouble for starting up fights with his cousins, and will most likely be blamed for, but he couldn't help himself. He hates their bratty entitled attitude, and being constantly reminded that he was truly not a part of this family didn't help things either.

Just as he braced himself to launch at Alva, his uncle's voice drifted from outside the barn.

"James! Alva! Leave Reagan alone." The twins' father demanded as he stepped into view by the barn's entrance. "Ma is baking a cake. Maybe if you two ask real nicely she might let you lick the leftover batter."

Successfully distracted by the prospect of sweets before lunch, the twins scampered out of the barn, shoving each other along the way and leaving Reagan behind. He would follow them too, but Pops won't take kindly to him skipping out on his chores to eat sweets.

His stomach grumbled. Oh how he envied his cousins' luck.

A shadow fell over Reagan and he looked up. Uncle Jirard towered over him with kind brown eyes as he handed Reagan one of Ma's pastries he most likely swiped from the kitchen for him. Reagan shyly took the treat from him with a small 'thanks' while his uncle briefly ruffled his hair affectionately before heading out.

Reagan never knew what to make of his uncle.

Unlike aunt Abigail and the others he doesn't seem to shun or ignore Reagan. On the contrary, actually. He has always been nothing but kind for as long as he can remember. He doesn't speak much, but there were instances where his uncle would be playing games with the twins and he would encourage Reagan to come over and play with them despite his cousins' protests.

However, as nice as his uncle may be, Reagan can't ignore the fact that when Pops or Ma are yelling or disciplining him, his uncle would do nothing about it. Not once had he ever intervened to protect him, unless it was his cousins' doing.

Reagan finished the pastry in big famished bites, wiping away the frosting from his mouth as he stepped outside.

Peering around Reagan searched for his mother but there was no sign of her anywhere. His shoulders slumped with disappointment. She must've not arrived yet. Maybe if he's quick he could head to town for groceries and come back just in time to be here when she arrives.

As Reagan's gaze wandered to the house, the door burst open with James and Alva running out into the open with giggles of delight as they tackled their father. Uncle Jirard staggered, and with an exaggerated grunt, picked them up with one arm each as they squealed while aunt Abigail watched from the porch, smiling in a way that no one had ever, ever smiled at Reagan.

From afar, Reagan watched them play intently. It sure would be nice to have a dad.

He has one somewhere, as far as he is aware, but strangely no one ever mentions him. Reagan wondered what became of his father and why he was not around. Or what about his dad makes him a Fitz Foley…

He once made the grave mistake of asking Pops about his dad's whereabouts before he got bopped in the mouth for it, with his grandfather grumbling something about his father "taking advantage of an opportunity and getting away with it"; whatever that means. Reagan wouldn't dare ask him again. And the one time he tried bringing the subject up with his mother she had been hysterical and broke down into sobs before demanding he'd leave her alone.

His father was a mystery that everyone seems keen to keep it from him for whatever reason. Or at the very least, not want to talk about.

Without further ado, Reagan sighed and did as he was ordered as he took the dirt path down the hill toward town.

The streets were bustling with life. He  dodged and swerved expertly, pickpocketing here and there for any useful trinkets or wallets he could use to buy candy or snacks in his own free time.  On the market Reagan searched for all the essential items he knew were missing from home and that Ma would need for today's event.

Weaving his way through the market stalls, Reagan caught sight of a fruit stand on the opposite side of the street with a vendor advertising freshly picked strawberries.

That caught Reagan's attention. Strawberries! In this time of year? They weren't rare per say, but it definitely wasn't common to see the fruit being sold outside their usual season.

He paused to observe the stall. His mother loves strawberries. She never explicitly told him that, but Reagan had observed the way her eyes light up whenever she gets the chance to eat some. Making a quick estimate in his head of how much money, his own stolen portion included, he has in his pocket Reagan instantly knew he wouldn't be able to afford it.

The man behind the fruit stand was known for his greed, impatience, and low tolerance for kids or people on a low budget; often increasing the prices of his top quality products to drain them of every single penny from their pockets. God forbid he catches someone stealing from him.

Reagan will have to be extra clever to find another way to get a box.

He assessed his surroundings with quick precision. There was stand of flowers and plants in the next stall over. A man was smoking a cigar as he walked past.

The gears in Reagan's head turned.

He swiftly followed the man, hand deftly darting into his pocket like a snake, fingers wrapping around a small squared shaped box.

Next, Reagan sidled up to the flower stand, feigning innocence as he looked at colourful blooms with mild interest. He opened the little box and ignited match on fire, discreetly tossing in to the bundle when no one else was looking.

The result was almost instantaneous. People gasped in shock and panic, gathering around calling for help,  and in the commotion, Reagan managed to snatch the box of strawberries when the fruit stall was left unguarded, store it with his other groceries, and hustle out of the alley, carrying plastic bags on each hand.

Reagan whistled a happy little tune as he crossed the street, keeping a low profile and generally acting as though nothing happened.

"Not bad, kid."

The new voice made him pause. Reagan looked up to find a tall man wearing a purple suit and trench coat, hands in his pocket leaning against a wall as he smoked. He has red hair and sideburns, and blue eyes as he shot Reagan a speculative look as he walked past. This man was certainly unusual, and Reagan couldn't help but note how he looked very out of place in this environment.

Reagan swallowed and dipped his head respectfully. "Evening."

He felt the man's eyes follow his every move. Did he guess he was to blame for the commotion? As soon as Reagan rounded the corner he bolted back in the direction towards his house. He didn't stop running until the farm came into view.

His eyebrows furrowed in confusion as he passed by a truck leaving his grandparent's farm, but didn't think twice about it. He has more pressing matters to deal with.

He was in luck; his mother's car was parked in front of the house just next to aunt Abigail's. She was here! At the same time though, he was also not in luck because he missed her arrival and she was someplace inside the house with the rest of his family. Hopefully the reunion hasn't started yet.

Delivering the groceries to the kitchen and helping Ma stack them away in the cabinets – not even getting a simple thank you for his hard work, not that he expected any from her by now – Reagan took the box of strawberries with him and went upstairs to look for his mother.

There she is! He looked through the gap in the door to see her sitting down on the bed of what once was her old room. She faced away from him, her head lowered as she fumbled with something in her hands.

Knowing his mother was into sewing; Reagan couldn't help but hope that she was making something for him.

He stepped inside carefully, the door creaking open just a tad.

"Mother?" He called out softly.

"Leave me be, Reagan." She hissed.

Reagan hesitated by the doorway. "I- I got something for you." He said. When she glanced back at him he revealed the box of strawberries and held it out to her in his trembling hands. "I got it for you."

His mother studied him and the box for several heartbeats. She rose to her feet, towering over him with an unreadable expression on her face.

"You stole some strawberries?" She echoed. "And you brought them for me?" She took a step closer toward him.

"Yes! From the market." Reagan affirmed proudly. "I know how much you like them, and so I-"

She slapped him across the face, cutting him off.

The box of strawberries was smacked out of his hands and cluttered to the floor. His mother grabbed him by the neck and flung him into the mirror, shattering it in the process. Reagan cried out in pain as a shard of glass buried deep into his left cheek.

"You little thief! Can't you do anything right and stay out of trouble for once?" His mother bellowed at him, trembling. "I didn't ask for this, and I shouldn't have to deal with you! Why can't you just look out for yourself and forget all about me? You'd be saving me a lot of trouble."

Reagan's eyes glistened as he cowered away from her, holding his injured cheek with one hand.

"Now get out of my sight!"

Not wasting another second, Reagan tumbled out of the room and down the stairs. Avoiding his family's gaze he bolted outside and raced toward the barn. He knew now he wasn't welcome in the family reunion, and he certainly wouldn't try to go now that he was humiliated and wounded.

Slipping inside the barn he went to his usual spot only to find it empty. "Miss mama pig?" He called out in the gloom, looking around. Did she finally get up and moved someplace else?

It couldn't be. She was so big and heavy, and she hadn't moved from her spot for so long. Just eating and eating and growing fatter with time. Reagan looked around, growing more desperate now as he fumbled through the stacks of hay in hope she was just buried somewhere. He even went so far as to look up in the loft. But she was nowhere to be found.

Just as Reagan ran out of options he suddenly remembered the truck leaving the farm earlier. Reagan was no stranger to Pops dealings in selling their pigs every now and then. Pops had been wanting to sell Miss Mama Pig for a while now, but Reagan always argued against it despite the threat of harm. Was this why Pops wanted him to go to town for groceries today? To get him out of the way as he got rid of Miss Mama pig?

As realization settled in Reagan fell to his knees with a broken sob. He loved that pig more than anything and she was gone now. Who would comfort him now in his time of need? Who would keep him warm when Ma shuts him out of the house again? Who would he share carrots with?

The pain in his cheek was growing unbearable now.

He carefully lifted his hand to his face, feeling for the glass shard stuck to his cheekbone. He had to pull it out, he knew. It hurts so bad. Bracing himself he tugged and pulled as gently as he could, but every once in a while he had to pause and take a breather as the pain grew too much to bear. Then he mustered the courage to brace through the pain and yanked the glass shard out of his cheek.

Reagan cried out, tears streaming down his face. He tossed the glass shard away from him and bundled into a ball in the farthest corner of the barn, tucking his knees against his chest with his arms wrapped around himself.

Never before had he felt so alone.

"So this is what you truly fear, huh? Loneliness? ~"

Reagan's consciousness faded in and out. His surroundings were blurred; sometimes he was in a clearing in the middle of the woods, training his newfound powers, and other times he was back in Ireland in his grandparents farm. The familiar imagery behind his eyes made his blood pressure spike up and for a heartbeat Reagan had actually considered looking for a place to hide before he had to remind himself he was nowhere near that place.

His head was pounding. His body felt tingly and numb. Everything hurts.

Struggling to blink open his eyes Reagan became avidly aware that the tall trees and dense undergrowth the once surrounded were now completely obliterated. Reagan could barely register the fact that he was missing clothes, he was so dazed.

Reagan had to slap his own face a couple of times to finally process what had happened.

He'd been training, trying to coerce his monster side out by purposefully bringing up his bad memories and he just sort of… blacked out.

Now here he stands – overlooking the consequences of his endeavour. His muscles ached as though he'd been running for days. Even his fingers were sore.

I did it. Reagan realized, triumph and relief surging through him. I shifted at will! Now if only i could gain awareness of my actions… destruction is good and all, but I would really like to see my revenge happen.

"Hmmm, now you got me curious. ~" Said the voice. "After you gore all your targets and finally get your long sought-after revenge, what will you dedicate your life to next? Because as far as I've seen, all you seem to care about is making people pay and nothing else. ~"

The question made Reagan pause.

He never thought about that before. He'd always been so narrowed in on the prospect of revenge that everything else mattered little to him.

Reagan looked down at his hands, imagining all the power he now possessed flowing freely through his veins. It would only take a mere thought to unleash it on anyone he wants. But clearly this was not enough. He needs more training and truly get the hang of this if he wants vengeance to be his.

A few more days of training and causing irrevocable havoc will have to do for now before he is truly ready.

I will be free… He clenched his hands into fists.

(Flashback...)

This couldn't be happening.

This can't be happening to him.

He knew his family hated him, especially Pops, but he never imagined he would go so far as to do this.

One moment he was going about his usual routine. Working numbly to complete all his chores, paying extra attention to do everything right this time. Nothing particularly out of the norm. It was the day after the family reunion and everyone including his mother had already left, so it was just him and his grandparents again now.

She left without so much as a glance or a hug. Just nothing.

Reagan could leave too. Run away from here. But where to?

Every time Pops and Ma talked about the world beyond the farm it was always to emphasize how harsh and brutal it is. That the farm is the only safe space for him so long as he follows the rules. And if here is already bad, Reagan didn't even want to imagine how the outside world will fare out.

He's just a kid. What hope does he have to care for himself?

Then his thoughts were interrupted once Pops ordered Reagan to accompany him to town for business. Reagan thought was odd since Pops usually made his dealings alone and didn't like Reagan anywhere near him and his job, but he didn't dare point that out and merely nodded obediently.

Pops and him got in the truck and headed down to town in silence, driving even farther to a place Reagan had never been before and couldn't identify. They turned left into a one way street leading up to a dead end and Pops stopped the vehicle and got out.

"Come." He ordered.

Confused Reagan unbuckled his seatbelt and jumped out of the truck, staying close to his grandfather. Rain started to fall on their way here and now it was pouring down. Reagan shivered, wrapping his arms around himself and sniffling.

"You came."

The voice made Reagan's head snap up. Through the heavy rain he recognised the strange man he'd seen the day before, watching him in the alley back in town holding an umbrella. The red-haired man angled his head to study him sideways for a moment. Reagan cowered away, hiding behind his granddad's legs. He didn't like what he found in the man's gaze.

"Are you certain about this deal?" Pops hissed. "I personally don't see the appeal. He's a troublemaker by nature, I warn you. Spineless and utterly insignificant! He won't matter to anything worthwhile. You sure seem to be going for a lot of trouble for this."

Reagan listened in to the conversation, alarm rushing in his veins. They didn't bring any pigs here to sell...

The mysterious man scoffed. "Ordinary and worthless to you, perhaps. But I've seen the kid at his best and I believe he will do just fine in my gang. Boss is looking for troublemakers, you see. Maybe he would like the kid to steal him some strawberries. H#ll if I know. Besides, it's none of your business anyway, old man. Whatever happens to him from then on is of no concern to you, because after today you won't be seeing him ever again."

Reagan glanced up at his grandfather with pleading eyes. He didn't dare speak up even if he could, his throat tied to a knot. He silently implored the old man to show some semblance of affection for him now and refuse this deal. Surely, for as much as he hates Reagan, he wouldn't sell his own grandson to a stranger? They're kin!

And for a moment his grandfather appeared to hesitate enough to want to keep him. Or at least was considering the matter at a great length. Except that Reagan glimpsed the greed in his eyes and his heart sank in his chest.

"Give him to me." Said the strange man, driven on by the same flash he found in his grandfather's gaze. "And not only will I pay you handsomely, but my associates and I will stay out of your business, old man."

Pops' eyebrows arched, unimpressed. "Should I even care what your little gang of loonies does? You're not from around here. You pose no threat to me, my family, or my business for that matter."

"And we certainly won't if you take this deal while you still have the chance. I assure you, we will have full control of this city by spring. If we're willing to leave you alone, that's an offer you should jump at." The man stepped closer and beckoned to Reagan. "Come along, little troublemaker."

Huge eyed, Reagan furiously shook his head and clutched at his grandfather's leg. He would never touch Pops under any normal circumstances, but this time he was desperate not to be taken away. How will he ever see his mother then?

"I didn't say you could take him yet, Clyde." Pops snapped.

"Oh? But I am taking him." The man, Clyde, answered calmly as he pulled out a fat stack of money from his pocket. "Just name your price if you are so desperate to keep him."

Reagan looked from one to the other in disbelief. His grandfather was about to back down — and he'd never seen him give in to anyone ever. Just who was this strange man who wanted to take him? And what does he want with him?

He stared in shock as Pops shoved him aside and stepped away, grabbing the wad of cash from Clyde's outstretched hand.

"Not having to deal with you or him anymore is a good enough price for me. Just take 'im and leave."

"A wise decision, really." Clyde dipped his head and smirked.

"But —" Reagan tried to protest, speaking up for the first time throughout this exchange. "My mother. She —"

"Doesn't want you here." Finished Pops sternly. "Are you still on the delusional idea that she wants anything to do with you? Did you really expect her to ever want and care for you? If so, you're dead wrong, Foley."

Reagan's eyes glistened. He blinked hard, trying to hold back his tears. Pops definitely wouldn't change his mind and keep him if he breaks down crying.

"Here's some sage advice for you, brat." Pops said scornfully as he turned away to leave, heading back to his truck. "Try to take care of yourself, Foley. Know that you'll never be great or be worth anything, so don't even bother trying to be something you're not, or you'll just get yourself killed. That would be an improvement in my opinion. And don't you dare show your face around here again. How's that for parting words?"

Reagan could hardly believe what he was hearing and he felt his heart crack inside his chest. Sure this was Pops, but… would mother feel the same way? It can't be. He has to be doing this behind her back. She wanted to keep him and Pops wanted to get rid of him. It's the only way.

A hand clamped down hard on his arm and tugged him away. "Come along, kiddo. You heard him. You're not wanted here." Clyde said nonchalantly as he dragged him the opposite way. "Fortunately I know just the place for you to fit in."

"Let me go!"

Reagan pried his hand away only for Clyde to pick him up and carry him under one arm. He trashed around harder, kicking and screaming to get away.

"Oi! If you keep acting like a brat I will knock some sense into you, idiot!" Clyde warned, but Reagan didn't listen. He writhed in his grasp, trying to twist his neck and bite his hand to free him when something unexpected pricked his neck. "Fine! There you go. This should keep you nice and quiet through the trip until we get to main base."

He didn't know what just happened, but his muscles felt numb and he grew tired fast. Reagan was fatigued. He went limp in the man's grasp. He couldn't fight it anymore and gradually blacked out.

From then on, everything was a blur.

Strange surroundings passed by him, fading in and out. Sometimes he was cast in darkness, other times in light; but he would never stay awake long enough to make anything out as he would pass out again soon after.

He couldn't remember what he'd dreamed and what was real.

Perhaps he was still back in the barn. Perhaps Pops had never asked him to accompany him to town. Maybe this was just one long crazy nightmare that had started with the horrible family reunion day.

But Reagan was sure he could remember his terrifying grandfather taking him aside. The trip to town. The strange man. The deal between them. How Pops unceremoniously sold him without a second thought. Reagan couldn't have conjured that from his own brain alone. That was all real.

And here he is now. Sold to a man to do God knows what, in a completely new and strange place. A scary place; who knows how far away from everything he's ever known. The outside world. And for what purpose, again?

He'd woken up in a room with no windows, full of beds stretched out, lit up by dim yellow lamps along the walls. He'd never been more scared in his life. He climbed the bed closest to him and clutched the sheets around him for comfort.

"Hey, you!"

Reagan looked up to find a fierce-looking boy a few years older than himself marching towards him. He had short dark hair, pale skin, and glaring at him with an eye of each colour; one blue and the other brown. The expression on his face was terrifying and eerily similar to that of Pop's when he found Reagan doing something wrong.

He tucked his knees close to his chest and cowered away.

"That's my bed you're on." The boy snarled. "I would have gotten here before you if that idiot hadn't left the toilet seat up! You have about ten seconds to get off or I'll stab you. I could shoot you right now just for touching what's mine. Then maybe later I will gut you for good measure. How's that sound?"

Reagan stiffened. Say something! He thought he could hear Ma yell at him in his head. Do something. Anything! Don't just sit there like a dunce, you useless pest.

"Five seconds." The intimidating guy hissed, towering over him.

"Whoa! Hey, calm down, all right?!"

Suddenly, a boy hurried toward them  and stepped between Reagan and the scary looking  guy . He patted Reagan 's head in a friendly way.

"No one is getting stabbed or shot or gutted." The boy said to the scary one. "Christ! What is wrong with you? We may be in a gang but we don't have to be jerks to each other all the time. Sheesh!" He turned to Reagan with kind brown eyes. "Hi! I'm the aforementioned idiot, although most people call me Ted. This guy with the permanent frowny face here is Nick. What's your name?"

The most distinctive feature about this boy would have to be the few dark brown freckles that stand out on his nose, which also bore a long scar across his face; his hair was a light sandy colour, and he has olive skin. He was stocky and big for his age, easily dwarfing Reagan. A silver necklace dangled from his neck with the pendant of a fang. He appeared to be only a year or two older than Reagan, but he couldn't help but admire his bravery for talking back to someone so angry and scary. Had Reagan try talking back that way to his Pops he would have gotten the beating of a lifetime!

Rather than answering the cute boy he stretched gingerly, eyeing the door beyond them. It was wide open; as far as Reagan could tell in the dim lighting, he could walk right out the room. Would any of these vicious kids try and stop him? Were there guards posted outside to keep them from leaving? Most likely.

"It's Fitzroy." Reagan found his voice at last. "Reagan Fitzroy." He uttered quietly.

"Nice to meet you! Listen," Ted said. "Since you're brand new here there was no way of you knowing it but this really is Nick's bed and he is pretty temperamental about touching his stuff, so I'm asking you nicely to move someplace else."

"Go near any of my stuff again and I will gouge your eyes out, pipsqueak." The terrifying guy, Nick, snarled.

"You're not helping, Nick! What part of 'asking nicely' you failed to understand?" Ted hissed through clenched teeth. Then he turned to Reagan more kindly. "So? Reagan? May I show you to a vacant bed? A better bed than this one perhaps?"

Ted held his hand out toward him. Reagan stared at it for several heartbeats. He wasn't used to hearing such a soft tone of voice addressing him or being looked at with such warmth, but Reagan instinctively felt drawn to Ted. He seems friendly enough, and Reagan was desperate for some clarity.

Taking his hand Reagan was pulled away from the bed and led to the other side of the room towards a different bed; a good distance away from Nick and his ill-temper.

"Here you go!" Ted released him and sat across from him on another bed. "You can take the one next to mine."

Hesitantly he sat down on the bed. It was firm but cushioned. Not as soft as his bed back in the farm, but definitely not as prickly as the stacks of hay in the barn. Reagan figured it could be worse, and that he wouldn't get a bed at all.

But why was he here?

Ted looked him over, his gaze fixed on his left cheek. "I like your scar! How did you get it?" He asked.

Reagan blinked, self-consciously scratching the mostly healed injury. "That's a… very personal question." He murmured, turning his gaze away. "And you don't have to be nice with me all the time, I know it's embarrassing."

"Embarrassing?"

Ted leaned closer to his face, inspecting his scar. Reagan found himself holding his breath at their close proximity.

"Now that's not the sort of word we would usually describe scars around here, unless you got it in a really dumb way I guess." Ted interjected humorously, kicking his legs. "We have a… soft spot of sorts for scars like yours. You see mine?" He angled his head down so Reagan can see the full extent of the scar stretching across his nose. "I got it from one of our missions. We were in this butcher's place to collect a protection fee, but when the guy refused to pay he went all aggressive and SLASH! He took out this huge knife and started to hack away at us. I got caught right in the middle. Luckily it wasn't that serious. But pretty cool right?"

Ted's buzzing excitement and energetic demeanour would be contagious if Reagan wasn't so scared for his life, and so confused about his situation. But he had to admit that it slightly comforted him.

"We value scars and wounds around here because they show just how much you've been through. That you went through something and survived it. That's how we see them here and we always like to brag about them. We just can't wait to get a new one!" Ted went on, then tipped his head. "So how did you get here, huh? Did Clyde snatch you from the streets? Are you a runaway kid? What's your story?"

Reagan bowed his head with shame and averted his gaze. "I was sold." He sniffled. "My grandfather sold me."

"Yikes. Sorry, kiddo." Ted reached forward to pat him on the head. "Didn't your parents try to stop him or something?"

Choked up with grief he couldn't muster the strength to speak, so Reagan simply shook his head.

"Wow. That really sucks, but it doesn't surprise me. Adults are all #$$h#les anyways."

Ted's words surprised Reagan and he looked up shyly to meet his gaze. Ted smiled at him.

"All my parents ever did was bicker and fight and nothing else. My mom would tell me to be one way, and my dad would say the complete opposite, and then my damn teachers would get involved. It was a mess. So one day I got fed up with all of them and ran away from home. I've been traveling around ever since I was six, until of course this gang of #$$h#les took an interest in me and forced me to work for them or… BOOM! dead."

Reagan rubbed the accumulating tears from his eyes and chuckled. He liked Ted and his funny way of talking. "Why don't you just run away like you did before?"

Ted frowned. "I would, but… not only are we monitored all the time but they have ways of keeping us bound to them. Even if I did manage to escape I wouldn't survive out there again for much longer."

"Why not?"

"You'll see. They inject us with this crazy stuff, and in time you will grow to be dependent on it. It's their way to keep us in line."

Not knowing how to process everything so far, Reagan took comfort in the fact that Ted is stuck in the same situation as him; as selfish as this might seem. He seems so nice, and maybe things here won't be so bad if they're together.

"I-I'm sorry, I am just really confused by all of this." He began shakily. "Where exactly are we? And why am I here?" Reagan asked.

Ted furrowed his eyebrows. "You don't know?"

Reagan shook his head. Ted opened his mouth to reply when a different voice beat him to it. "Foley!"

At the sound of his name he snapped up his head and looked over Ted's shoulders to see Clyde standing in the doorway. At once Reagan immediately wished he was unconscious again. Clyde stepped closer, frowning down at Ted who obediently backed away at the sight of the older man – shooting a sympathetic glance at Reagan as he turned the other way. Clyde then fixed his blue eyes down at Reagan.

"Get up." He commanded. "The Boss wants to see you."

Reagan had no choice but to follow him.

Clyde led the way up a flight of stairs and a winding hallway without ever looking back. Reagan stumbled to keep up with him and his long strides. Everything around them was decorated in black and violet, all the window blinds were closed with not a speck of light shining through, and everything was illuminated by dim lamps. The hallways felt like they were getting narrower the farther they went.

As they moved along the corridor, Reagan picked up a sound from something up ahead — a murmuring sound that grew louder as they approached.

Voices, jumbled and arguing.

Dread prickled through every inch of Reagan's body. If he hadn't been more terrified of what Clyde would do to him, he would have turned and bolted back down the hallway and back to Ted. But he wanted answers.

Finally Clyde and Reagan stepped through an archway into a grand room full of people. Along the dark walls were packed full of strange people, some were standing still and firm, while others leaned against the wall with arms crossed. One by one, heads turned toward them. The gathered crowd fell silent.

Reagan gulped and wondered again if he was dreaming all of this.

"Watch it, brat!" Clyde growled as Reagan stumbled into him and accidentally stepped on the hem of his purple coat, and then pushed him forward.

With a massive effort, Reagan focused on the details of the room around him. He took a deep breath.

There were about fifty or more people present in the room, most of them appearing shorter than Clyde. Many of them had shiny things pierced into their skin, mostly their ears or noses, others had scars that would put Ted's to shame, some had intricate designs and drawings along their skin and bodies, and most of them appear to have a calm and collected demeanour, but Reagan could sense the unveiled threat they carried within them; as if they were just waiting for an opportunity to strike.

Right in front of them in the far wall was a curtain of blue and black beads dangling from a doorway.

The other people kept glancing at the curtains as if waiting for something to happen.

A young girl, about 15 years old, with long flowing black hair, and hooded eyes slipped out from behind the curtains. She wore a cluster of diamonds around her neck, her hands folded neatly in front of her as she regarded Reagan with a peculiar look.

"Really, Clyde? Him?" A girl with pink dreadlocks barked from beside them. "This scrawny wimp is going to be your trainee?"

"Shut up, Roxie." Clyde growled. "I've seen the kid in action. He's got 'em street smarts! With a little bit of training he will fit right in with us."

"If he doesn't mess up first and we get to kill him, that is."

A clamour of voices filled the room.

Not paying attention to any of the on-going commotion around him, Reagan glanced up at the screen of curtains. His skin prickled as though he were being watched. From the moment he stepped into the grand room he felt eyes on him. Even now, someone still has their gaze fixed solely on him.

Just as he began to wonder what could be behind the curtains, the lady standing next to it lifted one hand to silence the clamouring crowd.

A hush fell instantly around the room. Everyone present seemed to be holding his or her breath.

"The Boss would like to speak to the boy. Alone." The girl declared, straightening up again.

Clyde nudged him forward and Reagan gulped. A chill sliced through his skin and made him shiver. The Boss is through there. Waiting for him. Nobody could see them, but their presence was domineering all the same.

Reagan narrowed his eyes pensively. What must be like to hold so much power in your hands? To be so powerful that everyone obeys you without complaint or they get consequences for disobedience. To hold so much respect and confidence that no one could ever lay a hand on you. Have everyone stand below you. It must be nice to be powerful and on top of things all the time.

If only...

The girl parted the way through the beads for him and Reagan ducked inside wearily. The room was smaller than the previous one with a grand intricate fireplace in the corner, low black tables, a trunk packed with shiny goods and gold, and a large throne-like purple armchair sitting in the middle of the room.

Reagan stared in awe at the man seated in the chair, his heart pounding in his ears.

A pale older gent with long layered, slicked back platinum blond hair in the shape of a mullet and icy blue eyes; wearing a long, ragged white cloak, black boots, contoured trousers, and a sparkly black jacket with his legs folded with a glass on one hand, occasionally taking sips of his drink Reagan could only assume was alcohol.

He was no stranger to the bitter beverage. Pops would get drunk from time to time back home and his behaviour would become unpredictable. Sometimes Pops would lash out at Ma, other times he would be lazy and mellow on his armchair and doze off, and occasionally he would purposefully hunt down Reagan to take his frustrations out on him. One time when Reagan was four, he made the terrible mistake of rummaging through Pops stash of drinks and experimenting with them. He got three broken ribs that day as a result.

That's how Reagan came to be a great listener from then on.

"Come closer, my son." The man in white and black drawled out, beckoning him forward with a kink of his finger. His voice was silky and quiet, luring Reagan into a false sense of comfort. His icy eyes were pinning him to the floor like an exotic insect, studying every little detail about him. He smiled. "What's your name, my child?"

"R-Reagan, sir. Reagan Fitzroy." Reagan bowed his head.

"Just Reagan Fitzroy?" The Boss purred playfully, bending down to lift Reagan's chin up to meet his eyes.

Reagan grumbled. "It's Reagan Fitz Foley, sir."

"That's better. And how, Reagan, did you come to be with us?" The Boss prompted.

"I'm… I'm not sure. My grandfather- he… he sold me, b-but there must've been a misunderstanding." Reagan answered plaintively. "My mother wouldn't have allowed this had she known. I'm sure of this! I shouldn't be here. I want to go home!"

"Whatever for? To be unappreciated and beaten up every day, where you are hated merely for existing and can never be free or loved?" The Boss pointed out, not unkindly, before taking a long drawn out sip of his drink.

His words shocked Reagan to his core. He gazed at the Boss, fighting back terror. How could he have known?

"A little birdie told me all about you." The Boss answered as though reading his mind. "That's how you came to be with us. I couldn't let you keep on living in that dreadful place, now could I?" He shifted, making space in the chair as he patted his lap. "You look so small and vulnerable. Come. Sit next to me."

Too afraid to say no, already dreading the beating he'd receive otherwise, Reagan slowly climbed onto the chair as the Boss heaved him up to his lap, wrapping part of his cloak around him as well.

"Would you like a taste of gin?" The Boss offered courteously, already tipping the glass down to Reagan's lips, giving him no choice other than to choke or swallow.

The Boss chuckled when he caught the grimace of disgust on Reagan's face. "You will grow to enjoy it with time." He murmured. "Now… I heard you have a certain knack for taking things that aren't yours. Is that true? Don't lie to me now."

Reagan reluctantly nodded, wiping his lips.

"Good. We can use someone like you around here." The Boss stared at him. "This shall be your new home from now on. One where you will be deeply appreciated for your talents and effort, I promise you. You will be free to do whatever you want… so long as you work hard and follow my every order. Doesn't that sound simple? A big strong lad like yourself will have no trouble fitting in, I'm certain of it."

Unease tugged at Reagan's belly. He didn't want to be here. He wanted nothing to do with this creepy and yet alluring man. However, this man has yet to harm him. So far all he's done is try and fail to make him feel comfortable and talk about the promise of a new loving home. One where he gets to grow up with Ted… now that doesn't sound so bad, as compared to everything else he's been through.

And it's not like he has a choice in the matter anyways! He never does. That's the one thing that seems to remain consistent in his life no matter where he goes.

"Felicity, come in my dear and bring Clyde with you." The Boss commanded, not taking his gaze off of Reagan for even a second as he tenderly combed his blond hair back.

The young girl standing by the doorway earlier waltzed inside, politely dipping her head as Clyde followed her inside.

"Clyde, you are a faithful and skilled member of the Neverlanders. We value your judgement and I trust you to train this boy in our ways and make him a valuable asset… or else." The Boss declared. He sounded casual, but there was something ferociously intense in his eyes. "As for you, my dear child; you are now a trainee of the Neverlanders. You are expected to serve us dutifully from this moment forward. We are your new home. You are to make us proud and never let us down. Can you do this one simple thing for me? It's only fair, after all, since we were so kind to take you in."

Everything else that came after the meeting was done was a blur.

Reagan went back to the dormitory and reunited with Ted. They didn't get a chance to get a word out to each other before Clyde and another man had pulled them aside. They pierced the back of Reagan's neck with something sharp, but it was quick and felt as though they just used a stapler on him.

It was only later on Reagan would find out they put a tracking device on him.

As he was stabbed with needles and injected with an unknown substance, Ted held his hand and squeezed tightly. Reagan appreciated the brief moment of comfort before his vision blurred and his veins were set on fire.

And from then on Reagan's life was dedicated solely to the gang and keeping himself alive. Reagan went through absolute h#ll to be where he is today. But now he will make all of them regret everything they ever done to him. He'd already gotten back at Clyde and some of his old acquaintances during his time spent here grooming Eddie and the other losers to his will, but Reagan won't be satisfied until the whole damn organization is taken down once and for all.

Now here he stands.

Standing idly by, on high alert, in one of the most dangerous parts of town for some of those bastards to come and find him. He knew this area well, and recognised this place as one of the most frequented spots for his old gang to place ambushes on unsuspecting folk.

He'd been training his powers for days on end now, and he feels he has gotten enough control over them to finally set out on his revenge.

"You never had the chance to be innocent. Bad things were expected of you from the moment you were conceived. Nothing more than a troublesome burden nobody wants. ~" The voice hissed at him contemptuously, pressing blades deeper into his body until blood pooled at his feet. "No matter what you did people would always see you as a meaningless pawn they could throw out once they were done and you wouldn't amount into anything other than what you were born to be. ~"

Pipe down, will yah? Reagan snapped through the agonizing pain the voice's words had brought forth. Someone's coming my way.

He could hear the sound of thrumming footsteps with his new enhanced hearing and Reagan turned around, smiling when he saw the glimmer of recognition on the eyes of his former partners in crime. "Nick! Russell! Girl I never met before in my life! I'm so glad to see all of you. How's business going?"

"Foley? You're alive?" Nick growled incredulously as he and his little group reached him. He hasn't changed a bit since their youth, apart from a few new scars and some piercings on his eyebrow. "How can that be? We thought for sure you were a goner after-"

"After that little trade business went to sh#t and you guys left me to fend for myself?" Reagan finished, his grin twitching a little. "Yeah, I get that a lot. But surprise! I'm back from the world of the dead and I would very much appreciate it if you obedient little pawns could take me to the Boss, pronto!"

The girl snorted. "Ha! No one gets to decide when they see the Boss but him. Besides, do you really think you can just stroll in our turf and give us orders? We should kill you right here and be done with it."

Oh I think I'm gonna enjoy killing you soon. Reagan thought with amusement.

"But if you kill me, how can I ever relay the message to the Boss?"

"What message?" Nick sounded wary but not entirely hostile. Reagan and he never got along but now he seemed interested in what Reagan had to say.

"I know the gang has been having some trouble lately with making deals. You even lost the forces we had in Scotland and Ireland didn't you?" He stated nonchalantly. "Someone has been giving you a hard time and taking you out one by one."

Nick hesitated, narrowing his mismatched eyes in suspicion, and then nodding brusquely. "Yes. We lost a good number of our members recently." He shot Reagan an uncomfortable look. "Clyde included."

That look made no sense to Reagan and he had to stop himself from rolling his eyes. Does that meathead really think he has some sort of attachment toward his mentor; who physically hurt him on a daily basis and taught him everything he knows now? Sure he was the closest thing to a father he's ever had, but Reagan didn't hesitate one bit to dispose of that sleazy bastard and keep his trusty blade as a trophy. He had it coming for years!

"Well, I happen to have valuable information regarding those who seek to hunt you down, and I think the Boss would very much appreciate to hear me out." Reagan went on. "Besides, I sure would love to reunite with the old gang! Can't stop thinking about those good ol' days of stealing and kidnapping."

The trio exchanged glances before nodding.

"Very well, we'll escort you to the Boss. But you better not start anything, Foley!" Nick warned.

Reagan smiled innocently. "I simply wish to talk."

Nick sent the girl ahead to warn the rest of the gang and their Boss of his arrival. Taking the lead, Nick headed deeper into the alleyways where they grew narrower the farther they went. Russell, a huge guy with a shaved head and tattoos, brought up the rear. Reagan was acutely conscious of him and felt his dark eyes pierce him like a needle.

At last Nick led them toward a grand abandoned mansion standing amidst the worst part of town. It looked worn and more rundown than Reagan remembered, and he vaguely wondered if their Boss is still the same one or were they under new management. Pushing through the set of double doors, Reagan paused to take in his surroundings. It was still a bleak place with barely any lighting at all.

As they walked through the narrow hallways they briefly passed by the trainee's dormitory. Reagan glanced down the corridor and peered into the room to see some kids; some barely ten, others already in their teen years, all of them stuck in the exact same predicament he had once been in.

Reagan won't let that happen. Today he will set them free.

As they entered the vast and dark reunion room where the Boss conducts all the gang's dealings and meetings, all the members already notified of the news and gathered around, glaring at him as he made his way toward the centre; Reagan couldn't help the immense grin on his face. The first time he entered this room he was a helpless little kid scared out of his wits and standing before a powerful and intimidating man. Now he is the most powerful man in the room, and no one has any idea. But they will all learn soon enough.

The Boss's assistant, Felicity, still heavily adorned in diamonds as always, faithfully took her spot next to the bead curtain.

Reagan swallowed his pride for now and halted before them and bowed. "Greetings, Boss." He said. "Thank you for seeing me in such a short notice, and gracing me today with your presence."

Felicity leaned toward the curtain, tipping her head. Everyone waited in bated silence.

She straightened her posture. "The Boss wishes to know how you survived all these years after being presumed dead."

Reagan lifted his head. "I'm glad you asked! Because it is the precise reason why I am here today."

Curious whispers and murmurs rippled through the assembled gang members as they glanced at one another. Felicity held one hand out and everyone immediately fell silent.

"All these years I have been under the service of a new and more powerful organization known as The Red Army. They're very discreet with their business and very under wraps, no one has ever heard of them. Their main goal is to take over the world, you see." Reagan announced once he had everyone's attention. "What does this have to do with you lot, you may ask? By taking over the world they intend to wipe out all traces of the underworld criminal organizations, the black market, and all forms of dealings and traffics. They have a special division dedicated solely on pursuing such activities and ending them." Shocked and outraged murmurs became gradually louder in the room. "I assure you, they will come for you. And when they do, you won't stand a chance against them. They are well equipped to take you down."

"Have you come here to warn us or threaten us?" Nick glowered beside him, fixing him with a baleful glare.

Reagan shook his head. "I have come here out of the goodness of my heart, and the sliver of loyalty I still have for you, to give you all salvation."

Nick blinked. "Salvation?"

"You mean… this Red Army are the ones who have been ambushing us and picking us off one by one these past few months?" Reagan recognised Roxie's snobby voice and her terrible flashy-pink dreadlocks.

"Oh no, not at all!" Reagan chuckled heartily before smirking. "That was me."

Guns were drawn and aimed at him at once. Reagan resisted the urge to burst into laughter. Such a paranoid and sensitive bunch!

"I don't know if you are stupid or if you have a death wish, but did you really think waltzing in here and blatantly admitting to betray us would end well for you, Foley?" Roxie hissed, aiming her twin pistols at him. "You just handed yourself over to us on a silver platter."

"Ahh, but on the contrary." Reagan corrected slyly. "You're the ones who foolishly brought me here, where all of you are gathered around so neatly for the slaughter."

Before anyone else could speak up again, the curtain of beads parted open and the Boss slipped out into the meeting room; looking as fabulous and menacing as he'd always been throughout Reagan's adolescence. Although he appeared old, he certainly did not look frail for his age.

He approached Reagan with the smuggest of smiles, adorning his white cloak lined with sapphires.

"My son," The Boss greeted with mock delight as though holding back his temper, his eyes flicking over Reagan, assessing his features at lightning speed. "What a delight it is to have you back with us again. Although by the look of things, I wished it were on better terms."

Reagan forced himself not to flinch by the clear disappointment and contempt the Boss openly showed to him in his voice alone, though his mannerisms said the opposite. A moment of doubt pierced him.

Standing before the Boss himself with the intention of killing him and everyone else in this forsaken room after so many years made Reagan hesitate, feeling both disloyal and torn. His heart heavy as stone.

The voice cackled. "You still care for his opinion. You seek his praise and affection, even now, after everything this man and his organization have done to you. How pathetic! ~"

Shut up! You don't know what you're talking about.

"Oh, but I do. ~" The voice hissed. "Even though you know by now this man's praise is nothing but soft-veiled lies to trick you into performing better at his plans, it was one of the few rare instances of affection you ever received in your sorry pathetic life, and you grew addicted to it. Despite everything you still care for his opinion on you. ~"

Electing to ignore the voice's taunting antics for now, Reagan focused on the task at hand of confronting his former gang and bringing them to their knees.

"You know, I always had high hopes for you, son." The Boss continued, smiling. "I figured one day you might challenge me for the title and become my successor. You always were too greedy for your own good."

Reagan narrowed his eyes. "That's an interesting offer, but one that no longer concerns me." He said. "I don't need your pathetic little gang to make me strong anymore. I now possess more power than you can ever imagine, you old demented kook."

The Boss smacked his face with the back of his hand, the rings he wore around his fingers bruising him deeply. Reagan foresaw the move coming from a mile away, but figured the old man was such at a disadvantage that he might as well get one good blow in.

Face twisted with fury the Boss chuckled. "After all I have done for you… you dare go up against me? You good for nothing, ungrateful, and spoiled brat. I raised you. Took you in when nobody else would. And this is the thanks I get? Seems to me you have forgotten your place in life." He says with a snarl. He catches himself, and in the long pause before Reagan speaks, he tries pouring honey through his words instead. "How could you even think of betraying me? Did I not keep you alive all this time and teach you everything I know? Who fed, clothed you, and taught you all those years ago? I could have easily abandoned you just as your family did and let you fend for yourself, but I was kind enough to take you under my wing and keep you alive. Did that mean nothing to you?"

Grinning, Reagan wiped the blood off his lips. "Knowing everything I've been through under your reign," He said, his conviction hardening. "I rather you left me for dead a long time ago."

"Liar." The Boss barks out a laugh. "You did everything you could to stay alive in this place, just so one day you could reach my level. I know so, because I've been moulding you to fit my needs. Admit it; you enjoyed working for me."

"How would I know?" Reagan flared. "I only did what I did so that one day I could get back at you for all the pain you put me through. You don't care for me – for any of us, really – and I certainly don't give a single sh#t about you."

"Ahhh but you do still care for me, after all this time." The Boss said, silkier now.

Reagan vigorously shook his head. "It's not fair… I shouldn't have to care for you when you don't care for me at all."

"I care for you… when you're not being unreasonable and disobedient." The Boss pointed out. "Especially right now when you're threatening me and my allies for some misguided sense of revenge you have."

Don't listen to this piece of sh#t. Reagan internally scolded himself for ever hesitating going through this in the first place. I am free from his influence. He has no control over me. I don't need him anymore.

"You only need me now. ~" Purred the voice. "Now I am the one in charge of you. ~"

"Give us one good reason why we shouldn't just gun you down where you stand?" Felicity commanded coolly.

Reagan shrugged, trying to dispel the sadness that threatened to overwhelm him. "Like I said, The Red Army is coming for you whether you like it or not. Sooner or later they will chase you down to the ends of the earth until you are no more than a filthy stain to effortlessly wipe away. Everything you guys worked so hard for will have been for nothing." He explained. Then he paused, his voice turning cold with menace as he glared around the room with blazing green eyes. "But I don't want that. After all these years they are not the ones who should get to finish you off. I will! Only I should get the privilege to take your sorry pathetic lives. I am no longer the powerless little wimp you all know me as. Thanks to the Red Army I have become the most powerful man in the world!"

"And how do we suppose you plan to end us? There's only one of you, and many more of us." The Boss pointed out snidely. "It was foolish of you to think you can stand up to us by yourself."

All at once, Reagan accumulated the rage inside him and let it run freely now. He thought about all the awful sh#t he went through under their reign. The drugs they forced into his veins. The brutal training. The sparring sections. The fights. Living with the threat of death or dismemberment every day of his life. The fear of failure.

His hands clenched at his sides and trembled with fury.

Ted...

Sensing that familiar pulse of energy igniting to life inside of him, Reagan couldn't help but chuckle. "I was hoping you'd ask that."

And that's when his body started to morph and shape.

Guns fired away and yet the creature felt nothing. The bullets couldn't pierce its tough skin and cluttered harmlessly to the floor. Grinning wide with razor sharp teeth the monster unleashed its fury on the wretched gang members and tore them apart with its claws. It slashed through them mercilessly like a hot knife through butter. People who a second ago seemed so tough and mighty, have now regressed into terrified shrieking toddlers who couldn't escape it. They couldn't protect themselves. They couldn't do anything. They were helpless to defy him.

The trainees, on the other hand… their involvement is not their fault. They had nothing to do with the suffering he'd been dealt with, and for that Reagan will grant them mercy. With as much control as he had Reagan made sure their deaths were quick and painless.

No one will be left standing.

Everything became a blur once his form shifted into his second larger stage. Reagan receded into the darkest corner of his own mind; aimlessly floating away, distantly aware of his massive form wreaking havoc, killing the last few members left, and destroying the mansion. Getting brief flashes of images popping through his mind.

The monster took great joy in ripping them apart despite their sobbing protests. The Boss was no more powerful than any ordinary man. He couldn't do a dent against the creature as it melted him alive with its venomous breath.

Afterwards, when he finally came to, for the longest time Reagan suspected that he might be dead, except that everything hurt so much. Darkness pressed against his eyes whenever he tried to open them. His stomach and throat ached in a fierce, raw way, as if they'd been scraped out with a toilet brush.

He blinked open his eyes, staring up at the brightening sky. He'd been passed out for quite some time since the slaughter. A whole day, if he had to guess. He sat up, unbothered with the fact that he was missing clothes, and found himself somewhere in the countryside of England.

Part of his vengeance was now complete.

A small piece of himself now felt more at ease than he ever felt before, knowing that his tormentors were finally gone for good. They paid dearly for what they did to him. For what they did to them.

"I did it, Ted."Reagan smiled with glistening eyes as he stared off into space, clutching the pendant of his necklace in his hands. He could hardly believe that it really worked. "I did it for the both of us. We're free now."

(Flashback…)

It was a vicious, cutthroat world in the gang.

Six years went by since he first joined. He went through vigorous and intense training under the hands of his mentor, Clyde. Beaten down mercilessly every single day. Forced to spar with others, Ted included. And just like back in the farm with his grandparents, every day he had tasks to accomplish. He would go out in the streets and steal in their name, he would lure young unsuspecting women away to be sold, and he would accompany the older and more experienced members on dealings with other gangs or to collect protection fees from the residents of their turf.

And if Reagan didn't meet his quota for the day then he wouldn't get his fix of the drugs they had gotten him addicted to, and they'll let him suffer through a minor withdrawal until he can work hard to get his fix the next time.

The Boss hardly ever slips his guise of caring and doting parent figure, though he could very well turn merciless if provoked. He would be stern and disappointed when one of the trainees didn't meet their quota, whispering how it's their own fault for bearing through this pain and had they been better at their task he wouldn't have to discipline them this way, often laying down the guilt heavy on them because 'how dare they not comply and force him to do something so awful to them? Can't any of them see how much he cares for them and how this pains him?'

It was always this song and dance with him. The Boss would have them punished for the littlest of mistakes, and then be all soft-spoken and kind the next instance; praising the ever loving h#ll out of them when they obliged with his demands.

Reagan's only consolation in all of this sh#tshow was Ted.

The older boy was always there for him no matter what. When he'd fail to pin down his opponent and Clyde punished him with another withdrawal, Ted would always be by his side, gently comforting him through it. They often trained together and did well out in the field as well. No one can complain they're not good at what they do when they work together.

After several years living here, Clyde and Ted's ways seem to be rubbing off on Reagan as well. He grew to be more assertive, witty, and a little more arrogant from time to time.

The boys often snuck away from the other trainees in the dormitory to sit on the roof of the mansion and watch the sunrise as they talked about their aspirations for the future. There weren't many options, mind you, but the boys took what they could get.

They would rise up the ranks and one day Ted would be the new boss of the gang, and Reagan would be his second in command. Then everyone will have to do as they say!

"We will go far together, you and I!" Ted had once told him. "If we do whatever it takes to survive we will climb up the ranks in no time."

There were many times Reagan found himself worrying about his friendship with Ted. They never fought, and even in sparring sessions they would only playfully tease each other after, but his issue is that he valued Ted a lot and he was worried Ted didn't feel the same way back. Ted took so much of his headspace it's ridiculous. Reagan often caught himself watching him the same way he used to watch his mother, hoping for a glance that would hint he loved him back. He'd worried his friend would wake up one day, see him for what he really is, and want nothing more to do with him.

A thing to cast aside once you were done with.

But every day they'd wake up, then he'd glance up at him and smile, and in Ted's eyes he could see himself as Reagan, just fine the way he was. Neither a pawn nor a burden.

His friend.

Which made everything better and worse all at the same time.

Clyde has tasked him to spy on his meeting with the Boss, which greatly confused Reagan at first, but he knew that his mentor always has bigger motives behind his orders and didn't dare question him. And even though it meant eavesdropping on the Boss, Reagan has no place to refuse. To do so is a death wish.

Obediently, under the cover of darkness Reagan snuck his way into a vent that led beneath the meeting room and waited for an eternity, his muscles screaming, until the meeting finally began.

He heard their conversation from below their noses, no one remotely aware he was present. Clyde was being dispatched to Scotland on a mission to dispose of some competition that have been giving their business there a bit of trouble the past few weeks, and apparently he wanted Reagan to accompany him.

It took all of Reagan's concentration to keep his mouth shut. He hadn't realized this meeting was going to be about him.

A real mission?!

Outside the turf?

But Felicity, the Boss's assistant, and Roxie, another high ranking member of the gang present in this meeting, seem against the idea since Reagan was so young and inexperienced.

"Yes, but he is a smart kid. Smarter than a lot of our other members, I might add." Clyde argued. "He has a good eye. He can smell weakness in a person the moment he meets them. And when he is driven he can really do some proper damage on our enemies. He won't back down from a fight so easily, but he still knows his place well enough not to f#ck up an important meeting. It's about time he learns how the real world works out there, and fend for himself if needed."

Reagan's heart was threatening to swell and burst right out of his chest. No one had ever praised him for anything. No one but Ted had ever noticed anything he'd ever done right.

In training Clyde had never said such nice things about him. He'd only criticise and beat him into shape. Now this was his chance to rise in the ranks.

Oh please let me become a real member! Please let me go on this mission. I don't wanna be a trainee anymore. I'm so tired of being weak and defenceless.

The gang's secrecy was everything. Which was precisely why they never let trainees make dealings beyond their turf. The older members of the gang didn't trust the trainees to keep their mouth shut if they were ever captured by, say, the cops or a rival gang.

In the end, after much arguing, the Boss made a proposition that chilled Reagan's blood to the core.

"Foley must prove himself to be as good as you claim him to be, Clyde. If he can kill one of the other trainees tonight, in stealth, before dawn breaks, then he can go with you and we will accept him as a full-fledged member of the Neverlanders. If not, then you must choose someone else instead." Felicity declared after a deafening moment of silence as she represented the head honcho of the gang. "This is his one chance, Clyde. If you really think he is ready then this should be an easy test to pass. Or if not, you can choose someone else and end this whole thing now. Spare us a needless loss."

Reagan clenched his jaw determinedly. I am going on this mission. I will climb the ranks today, no matter what.

He wasted no time. He's heard enough.

He snuck his way out of the vent and raced back toward the dormitory before Clyde got there first. Most trainees are scheduled for night training out in the courtyard. That won't do at all. Too many of them in one place, and they were always accompanied by their mentors. He won't get a clean kill that way. But Reagan knew for a fact that Leroy, the grumpy and quiet trainee several years older than him, was fast asleep and defenceless.

The perfect target for an easy kill.

He snuck into the dormitory where the trainees stayed. Reagan crept forward on silent feet. A faint sound made him freeze for a moment.

He waited a moment, and then crept forward again.

And there he was. Leroy, fast asleep, drooling a little. He was stout, and had a permanent scowl on his face, even in his sleep. Reagan remembered him from a sparring session in which Leroy had injured one of the other trainees by kicking them in the face while they were already down and then bragged about it afterward.

He'd be no big loss to the gang. And yet — he was a person. A person Reagan had actually spoken to. A living, breathing human being.

The weight of the order suddenly hit Reagan like a semi-truck. Could he really bring himself to kill someone else? In his sleep, no less?

Whatever it takes. He reminded himself.

If I don't do this, I may never get another chance to rise. Clyde could be gone on this mission for weeks, he'd said.

I need to go with Clyde, no matter what.

Not only that, but going with him would mean leaving the turf, which was every trainee's dream here. To get a glimpse of the outside world again. A world which they no longer belonged to. That's where he longed to be. None of the other members in the gang would hesitate to kill someone. The Boss himself is ordering him to go through with this.

His hands trembled as he reached for his pocket-knife, gifted to him by Clyde. Every trainee gets one eventually.

He went to slit Leroy's throat when footsteps echoed just outside the room. Reagan dropped to the floor and rolled under the bed. He watched as a pair of feet stepped closer to Leroy's bed, and he could hear the harsh whispering voice that spoke next.

"Roy." Hissed a female voice. "Get up, you lazy lump!"

Leroy let out a long grumbling whine but obeyed. Scrambling noises followed. "What's happening?" He yawned as they walked away.

"Silence. Someone is coming to try and kill you." The other voice growled. Roxie! Reagan had guessed from the moment he heard the footsteps. The b#tch is sabotaging my chances to complete the test! "But we're not gonna let that happen. Go to the courtyard and train with the others for now. That should keep you in line, idiot."

Fury and dismay gripped Reagan as he watched his only chance walk away from him and out of harm's way. He climbed out from under the bed, shoulder's drooping. What am I going to do now?

The sound of soft snoring made Reagan stiffen and he slowly turned his head.

On the same spot as always, lying on the bed next to his was none other than Ted. Peacefully dozing off after a long day of training and missions. Completely oblivious to the traitorous thoughts that came over Reagan's head the moment he spotted him.

No… No. No! Reagan shook his head. I can't… No! He's my friend! I can't do this. I won't!

But would Ted feel the same way? If their positions were reversed would Ted have the same courtesy to spare him? He did say to do whatever it takes to ensure their survival. If Reagan can't kill another trainee before dawn breaks he will miss out on his chance and possibly be killed for it. Why would Ted be more interested in being his friend when he can so easily rise in the ranks? Why would he want to spare him of all people? A mistake no one wants. Not even his family wanted him! And what then? Ted kills him, he is left alone in this miserable place to suffer under the gang's reign, and with no hope of ever escaping. Reagan can't let that happen. Perhaps killing him here now, in his sleep, is the merciful thing to do here.

At least then he won't have to put up with Reagan anymore. He won't have to suffer on his behalf then.

With shaky hands, Reagan held up the pocket knife and leaned over him.

He'd do it to me in a heartbeat. He wouldn't need a reason, just an order. That's the real test, isn't it? Can I follow orders? Will I do exactly as I'm told, no matter what it is?

Can I kill my own best friend to get what I want?

Reagan pressed the blade to his friend's neck.

I can. I will. I must.

When everything was over and done with, Reagan was holding onto the bloodied blade, choking down his sobs as best he could before Clyde stumbled upon him and beats him into shape again. He couldn't stop crying. What have I done? His best friend, Ted, was now dead because of him. His first kill.

One of many more to come living in this damned place.

But they can't say he is a useless wimp now, can they? He completed the test. He passed. And now he has grown stronger. They will have to think twice before they decide to pick on him again.

The sound of approaching steps drew his attention. Wiping his tears away as best he could, Reagan took a deep breath and composed himself before leaving the dormitory. He found Clyde pacing just right outside, his eyebrows furrowed with anxiety in a way Reagan had never seen before.

"Foley!" He exclaimed when he manifested from the shadows. "What took you so long, you little twerp? Why didn't you follow my orders? We don't have time to waste we-"

"I did it." Reagan held up the bloodied blade numbly. His eyes conveyed nothing. "I was there. I heard your whole meeting with the Boss and I did it. Ted is dead now."

He received a hard slap across the face.

"Ow! What the f#ck was that for?!" Reagan yelled incredulously. He was already used to the beatings to really give a sh#t about a simple slap anymore.

"Are you lying to me?" Clyde eyed him distrustfully.

"No!"

"There's no use in lying to me, Foley. I know when you are lying." Clyde snarled.

"Evidently not, considering you can't even tell when I am telling the f#cking truth here!" Reagan snapped back.

Clyde stepped back in shock and stared down at the bloodied blade in his hands. He walked past him and peered into the dormitory a second later. "What- what did you-? I can't believe it! You actually went through with it?"

"Does this mean I am a real member now? Can I go on the mission with you tomorrow?" Reagan asked. He didn't wanna dwell on his actions.

Clyde looked down at him and smirked. "Well done, Foley. I knew you had it in you." He praised. Reagan felt nothing at his words. "We can leave… right now."

"So be it. I'm ready."

Clyde turned away and left. Reagan went to follow him but spared the dormitory behind him one last wistful glance, a tear slipping through his facade. He clutched the silver necklace around his neck.

Goodbye, Ted. You're in a better place now. He silently bid his friend farewell and apologized profusely in his mind. I promise you… no matter what becomes of me, I will make every single person who ever messed with me – who ever messed with us – pay for what they did. No one will stand in my way of making things right. I swear it.

Reagan walked down the hallway after Clyde, sealing his fate.

"You killed him. The person that meant the most to you in your sad pathetic life is dead because of you. ~" The voice barked with laughter, strangling Reagan. "All for a promotion, no less? Purely on the basis that he might, MIGHT, have done the same to you in turn. Well, I and anyone with a functioning brain would, certainly. But you had no way of knowing if your little friend would really go through with it. But you killed him before giving him that chance, simply because you were too scared to find out the truth about him. Maybe he would have spared you. You'll never know. But deep down inside you are fully aware that no one wants anything to do with you, don't you? You know your place. ~"

Needless to say, Reagan had a hard time catching his breath as he climbed up the familiar hill leading up to his family's farm. He was trying to be strong and endure it as the painful memories of his past kept resurfacing. The voice wouldn't leave him alone and now he wondered if taking the serum was a good idea.

Of course it was! He berated himself. I got my revenge thanks to this thing. Just don't heed it's words, jackass. It's a small price to pay for ultimate power. It's worth it!

He closed his eyes, trying to shut down the rushing tornado of thoughts going around in his head. The earthy smell of pretichor brought back a rush of painful memories, and for a brief moment he felt a pang of longing; then he pictured all the horrible things that happened to him in this land, and his resolve returned. He steeled himself and nulled his face to neutral, a sly grin stretching across his face as he kept on walking the dirt path up the grassy slope.

After his rampage on his old gang, he found a new set of clothes to wear and was back in Ireland. In his old town; looking forward to delivering the next part of his long-awaited scheme for justice he's so long been denied. He was surprised by how much the town has changed over the years. It was a lot more modern now. The little rundown market he'd buy groceries at was now a top of the line supermarket. No kids or teens spending their time outside now that the internet is a thing. Incredible.

But Reagan wasn't interested in nostalgia, and frankly, he's had enough of relieving old memories for one day.

Today is November 19th. The Fitzroy family reunion day. His whole family will be there and he won't get a better chance than this. And today he will finally get the opportunity to join in on the party. Reagan grinned. He can hardly wait to see the looks on their faces when they see him back.

A soft giggling in the wind caught his attention.

The threshold of his grandparent's farm came into view and loomed ahead of him like a bad dream. Turning his head Reagan spotted a little boy peeking into the pig's pen, standing on his tippy toes to get a better view.

Reagan tipped his head and stepped closer, the grass crunching beneath his feet. Just who was this kid and what is he doing out here anyway?

The little boy must've sensed he was being watched and turned around, giving Reagan the opportunity to get a better look at him. He looked about eight or nine years old, has messy dark brown hair, pale skin, and round, kind brown eyes that pierced Reagan's gut.

He stiffened. His breath hitched in his throat. The voice chuckled with amusement. "Well, would you look at that? Seems to me that she has replaced you. That's how much you meant to her. ~"

Reagan pushed his bitterness aside to study the kid. He didn't look unkempt. He wasn't chubby but definitely not skinny either. Well fed. Not a scratch or bruise anywhere on his skin. And he didn't look scared either. Maybe of Reagan's intense stare, but not a general fear of everything should he act out or fail at anything.

He smiled and waved. "Hey, kiddo!"

The boy shied away, not responding.

Reagan nodded toward the farm. "You live here by any chance?"

Still no answer.

"What's the matter? Cat got your tongue or something?" Reagan joked.

"Um," The boy finally spoke up in a low, rumbly tone. As though he wasn't sure about the situation. "I'm not allowed to talk to strangers, mister."

Reagan cocked his head, kneeling down to his eye-level. "Well, that's why I am asking, you see." He dipped his head. "I'm Reagan. Reagan Fitzroy. I just so happened to live here. What about you?"

Now the boy furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. "I have never heard of you before." He admitted. "I'm Owen. Are you my cousin?"

Half-brother, apparently. Reagan resisted the urge to laugh. "A relative, definitely." He said. "I see you took an interest in the pigs, eh?"

Owen nodded.

"Way better than that old boring family reunion going on in there, huh?" Reagan stood on his feet and peered into the pig's pen next to Owen, folding his arms over the fence. "Ever thought about going in there and playing with 'em pigs?"

"I did. But grandpa told me to stay out of it cuz pigs can be dangerous." Owen replied innocently.

Reagan felt a flash of annoyance. Pops never warned me of such a thing in all my time spent caring for them. "Nonsense! I played in this exact same pen all the time when I was little like you. Pigs are great. You're gonna be fine!"

Owen's eyes rounded with excitement. "Really?"

"Yeah!" Reagan picked up the boy in his arms and dropped him into the pen. "Knock yourself out, kiddo."

"Thanks, mister!"

"Don't mention it." Reagan winked and walked off, heading towards the house where the rest of his immediate family was certainly gathered around.

His time spent in the Neverlanders was definitely traumatic, but Reagan can't deny all the useful stuff he learned living with them. His family on the other hand… it was h#ll. At least with the gang, while filled to the brim with life or death situations, he had a small chance to stand up for himself. And it was a gang. You don't jump into a tank of piranhas and expect mercy from them. But his family? They're supposed to love him! To raise and protect him come what may. Instead they hurt him on a daily basis and cast him aside when they couldn't be bothered to handle him anymore.

Today Reagan will make them pay dearly for what they've done.

The door to the porch was wide open just for him, and he hopped over the fence and strolled right in. It took a moment or two for the people gathered around to finally notice the familiar-looking stranger among them.

The music abruptly cut off.

Reagan grinned, studying the faces of each individual around him.

His cousins, James and Alva, are all grown up now and definitely put on a little weight in his time away as they paused midway stuffing their mouths full of pastries. Aunt Abigail and her husband were seated on the sofa, eyes round with shock as they stared him down. But perhaps most amusing of all was Pops; imagine that. The man that had such a large, terrifying presence in his early life with his uncontrolled rage and cold, calculating glare has now been regressed to a frail, scrawny and weak old man who depended on a cane to stand and move.

It made him want to laugh. He'd never ever laughed about his grandfather before. The tight hands squeezing his lungs eased back slightly.

And then his gaze fell on her.

Reagan caught his breath. His mother was staring at him, recognition sparking in her eyes, clinging to a man he'd never seen before in his life but could quickly identify him as her husband. Reagan felt as if his heart was trying to jitter its way down his arms and out through his fingertips.

"Hello, everyone!" Reagan said. "Long time no see. You guys all look great! Please don't stop the party on my account. Hope I haven't missed the news exchange. That would be terrible!"

A heavy, drifting silence greeted him.

"Why so silent? It's as if you guys have seen a ghost or something." Reagan took one cookie from the platter and munched hungrily. "Did you all miss me? Admit it; you missed me. After all, no one else was around to do all the chores, am I right?"

"How can that be?" Uncle Jirard was the first one to break the uncomfortable silence that fell upon the family. "Reagan? Is that really you? After all this time we-"

"Hoped I was dead? Not quite, I'm sorry to disappoint." Reagan finished. "Couldn't help but notice Ma is missing out on the reunion. Where's the lady of the house at?"

James gulped, exchanging an uneasy glance with his twin. "She's dead. Passed away last year."

Reagan surveyed the decoration, trying not to show disappointment at the news. The old hag is dead then. Gotta research where they buried her and make sure to take a piss there later. "How unfortunate."

"You shouldn't have come here, Foley." Pops growled in a rough, gravelly voice. He pointed at him accusingly. "You are not welcome here."

Reagan smiled. "Oh but I think I do, old man. I am part of this family no matter what you may call me. It doesn't change the fact we share the same blood, and thus, I have every right to attend this reunion."

His grandfather rose from his chair, eyes blazing. Reagan wondered what would be more likely to happen in this scenario. Him tripping over in a pathetic attempt to slap him, or him needing help just to reach him?

"Reagan."

At the sound of his name he shuddered. He turned around and fixed his gaze on Eliza, who had moved away from her partner to step closer to him. She hadn't changed a bit since his childhood, with the exception of their height difference as Reagan easily towered over her now.

"Hello, mother." He narrowed his eyes resentfully. "I see you have been pretty busy since we last saw each other."

"I'm glad to see you safe. But please, don't do this." She begged, pressing her hands anxiously. "Just leave now and don't make this any harder than it has to be."

Reagan laughed. "Oh? You mean "please don't bring up the fact we sold you to a criminal organization in front of my hubby"? Is that what's bothering you?" He asked and felt a flash of satisfaction when a couple of gasps could be heard throughout the room. "Pops didn't tell you? He just took me to town one day and sold me like one of his prized pigs! You have no idea what sort of h#ll I have been through since then… well, not that here was any better, but still!"

Eliza stared at him, her blank gaze giving way to curiosity as she reached out toward him. Reagan forced himself not to flinch; watching her distrustfully as she gently cupped his cheek with the scar. Reagan yelled at himself so as to not be fooled again by her gentle touch, knowing her tendency to turn cruel on a dime.

She studied him from head to toe, tapping his scar. "Did they do this to you?"

"You gave that to me." He reminded her sharply.

"Oh." She said sceptically and stepped back. "You seem stronger. You've grown up fine."

"Fine?" He echoed, barely holding back his fury. "You think growing up in a gang is fine? I had to fight to stay alive every single day of my life!"

"Good. Discipline builds character." Pops snorted from the side-lines.

"All of this could've been avoided if you hadn't been such a pushover!" Reagan went on, his ire directed at his mother now. "Had you only told Pops from the start that you wouldn't let him take me in – that you were going to take me home with you where I belong – then he wouldn't have gone ahead and sold me."

She glanced away, breathing out a small sigh as though bracing herself to say something she didn't really want to. "You're old enough now… I think it's time you learned the truth."

"The truth? About what?" He asked, battering back his rage.

Eliza fixed her gaze back on him, her eyes conveying more than words could ever express. Her gaze clouded and she suddenly looked weary. Reagan didn't like that look.

"Your grandfather didn't insist on raising you, I asked him to take you from me." His mother admitted. "And the day you were sold… was also because I asked him to."

Her words chilled Reagan's blood and he found himself frozen. He stared at her blankly. In the silence that fell, Reagan tried to keep his breathing on track.

"I was so young when I had you. I was foolish and naive. Your father… wanted nothing to do with me after he found out and just left. I was heartbroken. I didn't want to have you, but my parents forced me to carry you to term. I agreed on the condition that I give you away to them so I wouldn't have to raise you." Her eyes glistened as she implored him to understand. "Looking at you hurts. Every time I see you I see your father's child. Never mine. It reached a point that even visiting you became too much. I couldn't bear it so I asked your grandfather to get rid of you. It just so happened someone took an interest in taking you in at the time. But I had no idea that…" She took a deep wavering breath, her arms crossed over her chest. "I can't begin to imagine what sorts of horrors you were put through. And to think you went through all of this because I couldn't bring myself to forgive you. But you're okay now, right? In the end you found your footing all on your own. You have your own life to live now."

Reagan's mind was reeling. He'd always figured that Eliza had him despite Pops wishes – not because his grandfather insisted on it. She never wanted to have him. All the rumours he heard growing up regarding his mother are true. His understanding of his own childhood wavered in front of him like an image in a rippling puddle.

"What blame did I have in all of this besides existing?" Anger hardened his voice. Reagan held his mother's gaze scornfully for a moment longer, then looked away. "Why have me at all if you're going to resent me every step of the way and go through such lengths just to get rid of me? Orphanages are a thing, you know. That would have been the more merciful thing to do. Maybe I could've had a chance then…" his voice lowered to an intense hiss. "But it's far too late for any of that now."

"Enough of this!" Pops spat as he drew closer. "Now that you know the truth you have no more business being here, Foley. Leave!"

Reagan stood unmoving. He stared his grandfather down with a challenging gleam in his eye.

"Oh I am far from done here. And now that I have your attention I would like to start the reunion." He declared, clapping his hands together in anticipation. "Since we last saw each other I have been living with a criminal organization for the last 14 years, as previously stated. I was absolutely miserable living there. Then I found myself a new and better job with a secret organization h#llbent on world domination. Things were looking up for me for a little while… until I got demoted. That sucked. But on the upside I managed to get my hands on something special. And now I am glad to announce that I stand here before you as the most powerful man in the world, and with this power I intend to make every single one of you pay dearly for the abuse I suffered through at your hands. And after I am done with you… I will never be scared or helpless ever again! My reckoning is at hand."

"That's enough nonsense out of you!"

As expected, Pops swung a fist his way to punch him on the jaw. Without even trying, Reagan's reflexes allowed him to effortlessly grab the old man's wrist before the hit could land.

"Sorry, gramps." Reagan grinned with all his teeth as he started to transform, overshadowing his grandfather menacingly. "But I am not the little brat you can smack around anymore!"

With one squeeze of its claw the creature broke the old man's arm in its grasp with a sickening crunch, taking great joy in hearing its childhood tormentor scream in agony. Opening its jaws wide open the monster bit down his head and ripped it clean off his shoulders before spitting it out; head rolling on the floor.

The rest of his family followed suit.

His aunt and uncle reacted first, bolting towards the door with shrieks of horror. The monster glanced up at them, lashed its tail, and pounced after them. It blocked their path and effortlessly tore them apart, dismembering them, feasting on their limbs until they were nothing more than a red, shapeless pulp on the floor; blood pooling at its feet.

Behind the monster, James suddenly lunged around the table, slamming a chair down its head.

The creature didn't even look at him. Its tail snapped around his cousin and held him tightly, squeezing the life out of him as it grinded his bones to dust.

Next, it picked Alva up by the neck and crushed her head in between its claws, releasing her brother from its tail once it made sure he was dead.

The step-father, if you can even call him that, wasn't even worth the time and effort, and the monster got it over and done quickly. With a wrench of its claws, it snapped the man's neck in one clean break.

His mother Reagan saved for last.

After witnessing her monstrous son dispose of her husband and the rest of her family right before her eyes, she was on the ground, backed up against the wall, cowering away from him with tears in her eyes. The monster stalked closer, forked tongue slithering in and out of its mouth. It cupped her face gently with its bloodied claws, pushing back a strand of her hair behind her ear as she trembled. Its soft gaze met hers and it crooned.

She relaxed.

A terrible decision.

Luring her into a false sense of security, the monster scored its claws across her neck and then a line of red slowly stretched across Eliza's throat like a wide grin until her head was barely attached to her body by only a sliver of flesh.

It stared down at her as she gargled in her own blood, blinking at him. The creature studied its own claws curiously, as though it found something immensely interesting about them. Drops of blood spattered the floor. It watched the life drain from her eyes.

It knew it could bite her head off if it really wanted to, but that wouldn't be quite fair, now would it? To think he had faced so much pain because of his wretched family, just so he can swiftly kill them? No. Reagan wasn't that kind. A slow and painful death was more suitable for his dear mother. He wished to make her suffer so this worthless woman could feel a shred of the immense pain he felt when she rejected him all those years ago.

Shifting into its larger form, the monster managed to destroy the remnants of the farm to the ground and make sure to keep the pig pen standing, and the little boy inside safe from harm.

Reagan wouldn't kill him.

As his final act of revenge against his mother, he will allow her second born to live… and let the world raise him as it raised him. See how far he will get on his own with the whole world to stand against him.

Once his revenge against his family had been completed, he vanished from the sight without a trace.

(Flashback…)

"I am so f#cking screwed."

It's been eight years since he became a real member of the Neverlanders. Since then he climbed his way to the top as one of the most efficient members in the gang. He and Clyde were often paired together on missions with always tremendous results.

But it wasn't enough for Reagan. He wasn't a top dog yet. He was one of the top dogs, but not THE top dog. He needs more than that if he ever wants to feel truly safe.

The Boss has had many challengers for the title, but none of them survived the duel. Reagan wasn't foolish enough to throw his hat on the ring. He needed a smarter way to go about this.

If he makes out of this sh#tshow alive, that is.

He and some of his associates were dispatched to make a trade deal with another gang they're constantly at odds against. Something about entering a new realm of business with them or whatever. They met in a warehouse by the docks. Things were tense but seemed to be heading in a good direction when they were suddenly ambushed by an unknown third party.

Reagan got shot in the shoulder and somehow got separated from the rest of his crew. The rival gang had scattered the moment things went south or died.

Shots still firing away behind him, Reagan ducked behind a crater clutching a gun and his wounded shoulder with one hand. He hissed with pain. Knowing his partners in crime, they either died or made it out of this mess already. In the Neverlanders it's every man for himself.

Reagan has no plans to die here tonight and he will make it out of this even if he loses blood along the way.

Shooting back at the bastards, he dodged and weaved his way around the craters, occasionally taking cover, slowly making his way towards the exit.

Outside he didn't have much cover. Lightning flickered across dark clouds and rain started to fall.

Reagan made a run for it. If he could make it into the city, he could lose them. He'd be safe. But his plan wasn't as good as he thought, and another shot rang out with a flash of lightning; this time piercing his back.

Reagan's eyes widened. I can't die here! Not now!

He knew right then and there he wouldn't make it into the city. He wouldn't go anywhere at this rate. Quickly ducking behind another set of crates to take cover, Reagan took this time to reassess his plan. He was surrounded with nowhere to go. Facing all of them alone would mean certain death. Whoever these bastards are they are good and knew just when and how to strike them.

It was at that moment he noticed that the crate he leaned against was hollow and empty. Thinking fast Reagan climbed inside and shut the lid above his head.

His only chance of making it out of this alive now was to hide, hope they don't find him, and wait it out until it was safe enough to come out again.

Everything was dark and he couldn't make out what he was hiding amongst. Thankfully nothing alive. He fought to catch his breath as silently as he could, wincing in pain at his wounds. He could hear them right outside searching for him.

"Where did he go?"

"Check every corner! He mustn't have gone far."

"I think he went that way!"

Reagan leaned back, still panting. Fatigue consumed his body as the adrenaline left him. He couldn't leave now. Not yet. These guys will search the whole area hunting him down until dawn breaks just to find him. Besides, he was getting tired and knew he wouldn't make it to the safety of the alleyways.

Darkness kept pressing into his eyes, but Reagan fought against it. Even though he has grown a habit of not sleeping anymore over the years it was hard to resist the pull of rest when he was alone with nothing else to do. But he couldn't sleep now. He may be tired, but he was still very much in danger. If they find him he was as good as dead.

On the other hand… he could hear footsteps distancing themselves from his location. He was all alone. His gang wouldn't come looking for him. They are well aware that he needs to come back to them if he wants his next fix; plus the tracking device they put on him will lead him right to where he is. But that will take a while after tonight. Surely a little rest won't hurt? He won't get a better chance than this so soon.

Curling up, Reagan leaned back and closed his eyes, unable to fight it off anymore.

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BEEP

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BEEP

When Reagan finally came to, he was vaguely aware of an annoying, repetitive beeping next to him. Even with closed eyes he could tell he was in a bright place. And the smell was all wrong too; nothing like the dank and awful stench of the alleyways he'd grown so used to. This was… bleach, with a slight metallic tang to it.

He blinked open his eyes slightly, groaning, before he snapped them fully open once he realized the position he was in.

Lying in bed in a strange stark, bright white room, he was surrounded by curtains with a long, thin tube connected into his arm leading up to an IV bag and a device on his finger that was attached to the continuously beeping machine next to him.

This was definitely not the same place he dozed off in.

As he lay there, his breath coming in gasps and the heart monitor spiking up beside him, beeping growing more frequent, he finally took notice of the figure standing on the other side of the room.

Ah, f#ck. Reagan thought, staring at the man with slick dark hair approach him cautiously. Did I get caught by those bastards? He really wasn't too keen to be tortured and killed for the sake of his gang.

But the moment he thought about that possibility he threw it out the window immediately. He was being healed, by the looks of things. No gang would spend their resources on taking care of a prisoner just to torture him for information immediately after.

So where am I?

"Oh, you're awake! Good." The man with a thick accent Reagan couldn't identify said, surveying him with gray eyes. "How are you feeling?"

Reagan stared at him. "Confused, mostly."

The stranger, presumably the doctor, nodded. "Indeed, so are we." He said. "Do you remember anything? Do you have any idea how you got here?"

Reagan furrowed his eyebrows. "I was hiding in a crater and I passed out. And that's about it." He looked around. "I would appreciate it if you could fill me in on the rest. For instance; where… am I, exactly?"

"That's not up to me, I'm afraid." The man replied. "Since you seem well enough to talk, Red Leader would like to ask you a few questions."

Red Leader? Reagan thought. Just what the h#ll did I get myself into this time?

"Fine, so long as I get some answers as well." Reagan muttered. Wherever he is now, he figured he must be safe to some degree. They weren't going to torture him. They are healing him, after all. How bad can this be? Whoever the head honcho of this mysterious place is, he can handle any day.

The doctor left the room for a while, leaving him behind with a girl wearing a strange blue and red uniform who wouldn't stop watching him as she took her position by the door. She wasn't very chatty as he tried to make some small talk with her. He got a feeling she was only there to make sure he didn't escape or something.

How amusing.

The girl was soon relieved of her duty of guard, much to her blatant relief, as three figures filed into the room.

A woman with fair, ebony skin, long dreadlocks adorned with golden beads and rings, lithe figure, and dark brown eyes stared him down. There was this air of power and authority about her that made Reagan shrink on his bed and feel utterly small, and he figured that should she question him on anything he wouldn't be able to deny her. God forbid him if he try to lie to her face. Is she the Red Leader?

Following her into the room was a big, broad-shouldered man with brown hair, brown eyes, a light stubble under his chin, and huge eyebrows, putting out a cigar as he strolled in and threw it away in the bin before fixing Reagan with a curious glare. He looked bigger than some of the members back in his gang. He could probably take out a good chunk of them on his own, no doubt. He looked strong and intimidating. Not someone Reagan should take lightly. He must be the Red Leader.

Reagan hardly paid attention to the third figure that walked in. A man, shorter than the other two, with caramel hair that resembled horns, stood between them, his uniform slightly different from the others with a more vibrant shade of red to his attire. Reagan could not imagine who he was; some sort of assistant like Felicity was to the Boss?

He fixed Reagan with stormy gray eyes. "Greetings." He began, taking a step forward. His voice cold and quiet. "I am the Red Leader, founder and ruler or the Red Army."

That's the Red Leader?! Reagan stared at him with blatant disbelief and had a hard time holding in a laugh. He was so sure one of the other two were the ones in charge. This is the head honcho of this place? This is the one everyone bows to and does as he commands? The freaking doctor looked more intimidating than he does! Just what's so special about this guy?

Reagan watched him closely. On a second look, he could identify the authority in the regal way he holds himself; chin lifted and demanding respect and total attention. There was something inoffensive about him that came off as strangely intimidating. You wouldn't know you are in any danger in his presence until it was far too late. A trick Reagan himself was very familiar with, and for that, Red earned his full attention.

"This is Paul, Commander of the Red Army and my second in command." Red Leader went on, motioning to the man with bushy eyebrows to his right before nodding to the woman to his left. "And this is Erica, General of the Red Army and head of the U.B.P.D. - The Underworld Blackmarket Persecution Division. And who might you be?"

Knowing he was standing before a figure of high power, Reagan knew he had to hold on to his self-control and play his cards just right if he is to make an impression on him. Dipping his head toward the Red Leader, he spoke clearly, so all present in the room could hear him. "Greetings, Red Leader. I am Fitzroy. Reagan Fitzroy. It must say, it is an honour to be in your presence."

The Commander snorted disbelievingly. "Doubt that, considering you probably don't even know what any of this means."

Reagan disregarded the bushy eye browed man's comment, and fixed his gaze solely on the major figure of power in the room. He's the only one that matters here.

"We were awaiting a shipment of weapons from one of our smaller business operations in Britain; however, imagine our surprise when we investigated the cargo only to find an unconscious and injured man bleeding out." Red Leader's voice held the faintest suggestion of a snarl. "I am certainly quite curious to know how that came to be."

"I'll be more than happy to answer all your questions for a few answers of your own in return."

And so, he explained to them what happened. How he belonged to a criminal organization and worked for them for years against his will, how the trade business went south, and how he ended up in their base by accident as far as he can remember.

"So now that you see that I am no threat to your operation, I am very interested in learning more about your work here. Especially this… persecution division. What is this place exactly?"

"In the Red Army we strive for complete global domination in order to establish a new world order. To create a better world for all." Red Leader explained coolly. "We fight for a future where all are free and safe to be true to themselves."

"As for the U.B.P.D. It is a section of our organization that focuses on ending all forms of illegal business that stand against human rights." General Erica added, narrowing her eyes. "That includes you and your little gang."

"Why the interest?" The Commander demanded.

Reagan tapped his fingers together pensively. "Well, since I am under your custody now I humbly ask to join you in your efforts of world domination." He requested, shifting his glance toward the General. "I will tell you everything I know of, and I know plenty. I would give just about anything to see them taken down and I would love to help in your endeavours."

"We don't take in junkies or addicts or any kind, nor do we tolerate slackers." Red Leader pointed out roughly. "If you really wish to join us you're going to have to go through a thorough rehab program. Mind you, I don't have any expectations from you. Why should I take you in? What can you offer me?"

Sitting up in bed, Reagan leaned forward staring intensely at Red Leader as he spoke. "I will do whatever it takes. Intentionally or not, you freed me from that wretched place after years living under their reign with no hope of escape. I can fight, if that's what you demand of me. I can even kill if you give the word. Whatever you want from me I will give it. I have nothing else anyway. Let me join you and I will show you just how much I am capable of."

The three exchanged inquisitive glances. They seem to have an entire conversation without any words, only looks alone.

"We will take your case into consideration." The Red Leader murmured at last. "One of my other Generals will come by to interview you later and fill you in on our operations. If you are deemed fit, you may join our organization. However, we take our work here very seriously. Your loyalty and hard work is all we ask of you. Should be fair, taking into account that we saved you and all."

Reagan grinned, bowing his head.

Another group. Another dynamic. Another set of ranks for him to climb his way to the top.

Hopefully this will go a lot easier for him than it was back in the Neverlanders. Fourteen years living among them, and he only managed to get to the position as one of the top members. It had its privileges, but he was still pressed down by others above and especially the Boss.

But perhaps he will fare better here. He will learn the ropes and climb his way through the rankings. He will do whatever it takes to be in The Red Leader's good favour. And one day… he will topple him down and be on top of the world for a change.

"I won't let you down, sir."

But in the end, Red Leader was the one who let him down.

After all his hard work to get where he was and earn Red's trust, he was taken down a notch just for obeying him. Red ruined his plans. All because he unknowingly manipulated an acquaintance of his. How was he supposed to know Eddie was off limits?

However, in a way, Reagan wouldn't have acquired all this formidable power if it weren't for Red Leader. He provided him with this beautiful invention. He drove him to find it. And now he was able to lay waste on all those who dare to use him in the past. So in a way he had to thank Red for all the trouble, because now he can finally rest easy knowing no one else can hurt him ever again.

Let anyone try to mess with me. Reagan thought smugly. They will soon find out just what they are dealing with. I am now the most powerful man in the world!

"Not quite. ~" The voice broke in teasingly. "Someone else stands on the same level of power as you do. ~"

Reagan froze.

The voice is right. There is someone else that can still hurt and defeat him. And his vengeance wasn't complete just yet; Red has yet to pay for the humiliation that he caused him. Luckily Reagan knew exactly how to get back at him, and he has just the right pawn for the job.

It's just a matter of striking two birds with one stone.

Chapter 38: Chapter 38

Summary:

Tom's doubts get the best of him.

Chapter Text

It was supposed to be an ordinary morning like any other.

Tom woke up early, showered, and joined Tord and the others for breakfast. This should be a casual and friendly mood for him. He's done it so many times. And on the surface it was.

But internally… Tom was tense.

Ever since the welcoming ceremony and Ella's shocking and tragic demise, Tom hasn't been the same. It was a struggle to keep eating and acting naturally as though the weight of his guilt and grief weren't wearing him down.

Tord even invited him to attend Ella's funeral, but Tom couldn't bring himself to. He has no business being there after what he'd done to her.

But it was more than that.

Since that dreadful event Tom has been plagued with... unsettling thoughts.

His eyes darted around the room to look at each one of the men surrounding him, his hand tapping his knee anxiously.

Ella had accused Tord, and by extension the entire Red Army, of being a manipulative organization that uses people to abide with their schemes. A fear of Tom's ever since he first arrived in this place. And since her confirmation Tom couldn't help but suspect the worst of his new friends.

From his seat, Tom observed Paul prepare his coffee. Is he really a loveable goofball, or is this just a pretence? Could he be more sinister than he lets on? Is he a better actor than I gave him credit for? He did fool me back in the pub to lower my guard - how is this any different?

Tom switched his gaze to Patrick, who sat across from him sipping a steaming cup of tea. What about him? Is he fooling me too, or is he just as much a victim as I am? Did Paul fool him into joining this place? Was he brainwashed to think this whole scheme is right? Can I confide in him? Would he even CARE that he's been brainwashed by this point? Does Paul really love him or was that an act too? What if Pat is totally okay with this and doesn't mind one bit coning others into joining? What if he's been telling everything I confided in him to the others and they are all secretly laughing behind my back?

Right at that moment, Tord walked in from the living room. Tom's gaze fell on him, his heart pounding. Is he the mastermind behind it all? The thought hurt too much to bear.

These past few days Tord had let him be for most of the time, knowing Tom will recover at his own pace. He would go out to fulfil his duties for the day and leave Tom in their bedroom, giving him some time off, and at the end of the day he would return, try and coerce him to eat something and they would cuddle in bed. It was all very sweet of him, but… it wouldn't be too hard for him to fake.

The idea that everything Tom thought he built for himself here was nothing but a farce was killing him.

"Paul." Tord drew closer, narrowing his one eye.

The Commander was about to take a sip of coffee when his leader walked in. "Sir." He paused.

Tord stopped before him, staring intently at his mug, his face expressionless. "Is that a freshly made cup of coffee I see?"

"Maybe?" Not breaking eye contact with his leader, Paul proceeded to take a long, drawn out sip of his coffee.

Tom and Patrick watched them with bated breath.

Tord sighed. "You remember what I told you would happen if I caught you drinking my coffee before me?"

"Memory is a little foggy." Paul replied smugly. "But probably something about raining down h#llfire."

"That's right." Tord nodded.

Paul shrugged. "Well, and here I am without an umbrella."

Tord stared him dead in the eye. "I feel a storm coming."

Patrick sighed and rolled his eyes. Tom choked down his laughter. "No need to fight you guys! I already made your damn coffee, Commie." He held out the mug.

Breaking the conflict, Tord finally tore his gaze away from his Commander to look at him. He smiled at Tom as he approached. Tom's heart sank in his chest. That smile should be heart-warming, but now with all the conflicting thoughts running rampant in his head, all he could feel is dread.

"Thank you, Tom." Tord gently took the mug from him before settling down beside him. "That was very kind of you."

The four of them settled down to eat. Tom joined them with great effort on his part. Everything in him wanted to get away from them, be alone in his room, stay in bed, and cry.

"Burdens don't get to eat. Much less murderous ones. ~" A saying the voice often told him to demotivate him from eating, which always worked.

But he knew the others would get suspicious or start questioning him if he doesn't eat, and that's the last thing he needs right now. Tom forced himself to eat his breakfast, but it tasted like dust in his mouth and he tried not to gag. Guilt still gnawing away at him. He occasionally joined in on the conversation but for the most part he kept to himself.

He's keeping secrets all over again.

Breakfast couldn't have ended any sooner. He held in a sigh of relief when they were finally done and off to do their duties. Tord and Paul raced for the shortcut lift, wrestling each other to get in before the other. Tom waited his turn patiently next to Patrick.

"How are you holding up, Tom?"

The question startled Tom, and he looked up at Pat indifferently. He had to be extra cautious around Pat, who could read him like a book.

He shrugged. "I'm fine. Just… anxious to start the day." He told him lamely.

"Anything special scheduled for today?" Patrick pressed on, eyes searching his.

"I heard this week's assignment for the Shades Cup is a fun one." Tom stated. "I want to participate with the others this time."

"Really? That's nice!" Pat tapped him on the shoulder affectionately. "Hope you have fun."

In the end, Tord and Paul had actually forcefully pressed themselves together in the lift; both too stubborn to back down. Patrick went next. By the time it was Tom's turn he was compelled to not go at all and stay where he is. Make up some sort of excuse and avoid all Red Army related things altogether.

But that would be suspicious.

Tom entered the lift and stepped out into Tord's office moments later. Not to his surprise Tord was still there, looking in the mirror and rearranging his appearance.

"Are you sure you feel up to this?" Tord asked, looking at him through the mirror. "None of us will judge you if you want a few more days to recover. Ella's death… hit you pretty hard."

God, it's like he can tell how much I don't want this. Tom inwardly snorted as he shook his head. "I'll be fine. Gotta come out of hiding sooner or later, am I right?"

Tord turned around. "Patrick and I haven't included you in any training drills or patrols yet." He admitted. "We figured you would like a day or two to settle in the base and know your way around before then."

"That's fine."

Mismatched hands gently cupped his face, lifting his head so that their eyes would meet. Tom took the chance to study Tord's face closely; looking for any hints that might giveaway to a more sinister ulterior motive. A smug flash of triumph in his eye. A bare hint of a smirk on his lips. Anything.

However, when couldn't find what he was looking for, a storm of regret and worry churned through Tom, making him question whether Tord was being truly genuine or if he was just that good an actor.

He was startled out of his thoughts by Tord leaning closer to him for a kiss. At the very last moment, however, Tom turned his head away and Tord placed a kiss on his cheek instead. With so many doubts in his head… he couldn't bring himself to display affection with a clear consciousness.

"Is something wrong?" Tord blinked.

"It's nothing." Tom pulled away. "I just-" He cleared his throat. "C'mon! We better get a move on."

Without waiting for another word Tom hurried out of the office.

Out in the hallways Tom followed the other soldiers toward the Great Hall to attend the daily morning gathering. He sat near the front, surrounded by a sea of blue and red, standing out with his black and blue uniform. He hardly paid attention to the gathering as Tord and the Generals gave their report for the day.

His thoughts were… drifting...

Home…

Everyone knows where their home is, don't they? Or at least where they're meant to be. Everyone… except me. Tom thought gloomily. The Red Army is supposed to be his home now. But if someone were to hold him at gunpoint and demand him to tell where he belongs, Tom wasn't sure he would give an honest answer.

Gunpoint… Ella...

Tom winced at the memory and felt an unbearable pang in his heart.

Despite Tord's best efforts to comfort him these last few days, there was nothing he could say that would convince anyone, least of all Tom, that he wasn't responsible for Ella's death. Paul and Pat tried to help too, but it was hopeless.

It was my fault. Tom thought in anguish. It absolutely was.

By the time the gathering was done Tom was back in the immense complex hallways, walking around with no real destination or clear idea on what to do.

"You poor, lost, miserable little worm. Wandering aimlessly with no clue on what to do. You could trust your two-faced lying boyfriend and face the inevitable betrayal in the end. You might come clean to him now and see him for what he truly is. Or you might blindly continue along your chosen path for now, send a kindred spirit to his death, or help out a killer. ~"

Tord? Tom thought. An image of the Norwegian man holding the world in the palm of his robotic hand came to mind. He will have the power to nurture and care for the world… or destroy it, if that is his true intention.

And what will become of me then? What can I possibly do about this?

He'd sworn the oath. Like it or not, Tom is a Red Army soldier. But how? How can he be the loyal soldier the army expects him to be when he has so many misgivings? Tom knew he should be settling into it. Relaxing. Enjoying the peace while he still can before the war starts and tears the whole world apart.

"Clean the corridors. Clean the rooms. Clean the toilets. All I seem to do in this damn place is clean, clean, and clean." One soldier grumbled close by, sweeping the hallway.

"Cleaning duty is the worst." A girl agreed with him. "Don't you think so, Tom?"

Tom turned away from them with an indifferent shrug, the soldiers staring after him perplexed.

He can't settle in. No matter how hard he tries, he just can't shake off his worries. Ella's last words keep coming back to him, only strengthening the concerns he tried so hard to push aside to be with Tord. And at what cost, really?

"Hey, Tom!" A girl stopped by beside him. "Lunch will start soon enough. I am meeting up with the others in the Mess Hall. Would you like me to save you a seat?"

Turning to her numbly, Tom assessed his surroundings. All these soldiers. Living with one another. Relying on each other. All brought together under the same goal. Trusting one another… even with their lives. What it must be like to trust others so blindly you don't even conceive the thought that you're being used? To be so confident in your own actions and decisions? To have such faith that you are where you are meant to be?

"No, thanks."

The girl stared after him with disappointment as he stalked away. "Oh… okay then..."

If it's not because he doesn't trust them, it's because he fears he will ruin them too. All these people with so much left to live... he can't bring himself to ruin their lives either.

Without realizing Tom ended up in the training gym. The room was nearly empty as the few soldiers present were already leaving, presumably toward the Mess Hall for lunch. Since he's here he might as well get some training done by himself. Still, he was too gloomy to really concentrate on much else.

What am I supposed to do now?

"My my! What's with the long face, huh?"

The new voice startled Tom. He thought everyone had already left. Evidently not.

Tom looked up toward the newcomer. A man was sprawled on one of the benches, cast in shadows, head leaning on one hand.

"Who are you?" Tom narrowed his eyes.

Jumping to his feet the stranger approached, stepping into the light, staring at Tom with intense green eyes. Tom had never seen such vibrant eyes before.

"I'm Foley." The man introduced with a wide grin on his face. "Reagan Fitz Foley. So glad to make your acquaintance, newbie."

That look he gave him was unsettling. He carried a vague scent of iron and mint that seemed somewhat familiar, but he could not quite identify. Tom stepped back, scrutinizing him closely. "I'm Tom."

"Oh I know! I heard an awful lot about you!" Reagan stated, tapping his hands together in excitement. "You've been quite the topic of discussion around the base as of late, in case you weren't aware."

"Because I am… new?" Tom guessed.

"Well, yes, but not only that but… that little incident in the Archives a few days back has been all the rage recently." Reagan went on nonchalantly. "It must have been quite scary for you, to be held hostage by a mentally unstable girl and nearly get killed. I promise that's not the type of welcome we usually greet new soldiers with."

He laughed, but Tom didn't find the joke funny at all. This is the first time someone brought up the incident with Ella, and while part of him dreads it the other half of him was interested to hear what others have to say about it.

Tom looked away. "You probably think I had something to do with it, don't you?"

"What? Not at all! What fault could you possibly have in all of this?"

His words surprised Tom greatly, and he reared back wide eyed.

"Okay so, from what I gathered, she accused you of being a monster who killed all her friends and whatnot. But really, that's just crazy talk." Reagan said. "Don't get me wrong. She's always been a little… emotional. Even before the border patrol massacre she wasn't exactly stable, you know? It's not surprising she would freak out and try to murder one of us eventually. She was just a ticking time bomb waiting to go off, and you unfortunately were the unlucky one who got caught in the blast." He paused, his tone softening. "I hope you realize that none of us blame you for what happened to her."

Though he was trying to be comforting Tom couldn't help but feel the exact opposite. While he was secretly glad no one else blames him, no one would hate him more and as much as he hates himself over what happened.

"Good to know?"

"Of course… it's the Red Leader who is the real culprit behind it all." Reagan continued decisively. "To let in someone so unstable join the army just to strengthen his forces? What was he thinking?"

Tom tensed at the clear accusation in his voice as he talked about Tord. He stared at the man. Something about him seems… unhinged, to say the least. He calls Ella unstable when she was just mad with grief, and he doesn't even seem all put together himself.

"Look, it was nice meeting you and all, but I want to train by myself if you don't mind." Tom stalked away without another glance.

Reagan's smile twitched and nearly fell, but he wouldn't give up so easily. He hurried and ducked in front of Tom, standing on his path. "Now now; aren't you the least bit curious to know what goes on with the Red Leader?" He thrust his face closer, still grinning. "It's all very fascinating, I assure you."

"Yeah? Why don't you tell someone who is actually interested in hearing about it then?" Tom snorted and tried to veer around him, but Reagan blocked his path again.

"Listen, I urge you to hear me out on this. I know lots of things that go on around this base, whether people are aware of it or not. And I found out some pretty interesting things regarding you in particular that I think not even you are aware of."

As he spoke, he gave Tom a friendly nudge. At the touch, a strange sensation shot through Tom, as if claws were gripping him inside, twisting his belly and chilling his spine like the icy winter wind. His breath caught in his throat as he looked up at the blond.

That felt so . . . wrong.

"Whatever rumours you might have heard about me I am not interested in hearing about it, so why don't you just shut it and leave me alone!" Tom flexed his hands and growled, pushing him aside so he could leave the gym. Clearly he wasn't going to get any training done here today.

"Does the name Edd Gold mean anything to you?"

At the mention of that name, Tom stopped mid-step in his tracks and froze. Reagan's grin widened.

"Ahhh. ~ I thought it would."

"How do you-?" Tom turned with a hushed whisper, his eyes round with shock.

"You were friends with him, weren't you? Eddie mentioned you a lot in our time spent together." Reagan carried on with a dip of his head. "Several months ago I was tasked by the Red Leader to keep an eye on him and his friend as a sort of… safekeeping in case things got out of hand with you. Red wanted me to convince Eddie to join us by any means necessary, even if I had to split them apart, you see. I think Red was looking for a way to keep you in line should you prove to be too difficult to break."

His words made Tom's blood turn cold in his veins. A faint tingling sensation on his head, like the shuffling of cards. No. No! He promised me he would stay away from them! Tom Swallowed nervously as he stepped back. But how else would Reagan know about them? "How… how do you know about all this?"

"Like I said; I know lots of things." Reagan gleefully watched as the annoyance on his face dissolved into fearful confusion. And the voice is a very helpful informant indeed. "Red Leader often gloats about you, and how he "has the eyeless freak wrapped around his finger and played for a fool." I logically put two and two together and concluded that he is referring to you."

Tom backed away, shaking his head. There was something unusual about his statement. While Tord may be arrogant and prideful, he also values his secrecy a lot and he went to great lengths to ensure that no word got out regarding Tom's involvement in the army.

"If you and the other soldiers know about me, then how come you're the only one telling me about this?" Tom accused, narrowing his eyes. "Won't Red Leader be pissed at you for telling the punch line to the jester and ruin the joke?"

Reagan shrugged. "Perhaps. But I don't care for consequences if this is the right thing to do. You deserve to know the truth, and this act has been going on for way too long."

Tom turned away, hands clenched into fists. "You don't know what you are talking about. Tor- Red Leader has done a lot for me – for us! And I owe him everything."

"Why are you so quick to defend your little boyfriend? You have been doubting him ever since you got here, and now that you got clear-cut confirmation he is using you, you jump to his defence? ~" The voice growled in his ear. "You should heed his words. This one speaks wisely. ~"

Reagan paused and stepped closer, his smile widening by the second. "Red has tricked you just as much as he has everyone else in this base fooled. He will do whatever it takes to win and get what he thinks rightfully belongs to him – consequences be damned. Do you really think he cares about any of us? He claims he wants to give us a second chance at a better life, but do you seriously believe he will have any of our wellbeing's in mind when the war strikes? He won't. And you… you are just another number to him, just like the rest of us. So hey, if it's any consolation you're not the only jester here." He let his words sink in.

No! Tord loves me. He wouldn't… he couldn't…

"He never said he loved you. He said he had feelings for you, but he could've just as easily been talking about hate, indifference, or disgust. Sex and power are all he cares about from you. ~" The voice taunted. "Think about it, if he really does love you then why didn't he do more to help you? Why did he let that poor girl die and make you take the blame? Why send a soldier after your precious friends? ~"

If he is really using me then why offer me the chance to leave at all? Tom argued in despair.

"It was a test, and you know it. He would've never let you go so easily. He wanted to know just how much you trusted him… and you fell right into his hands.~" The voice slithered. "Had you chosen the wrong answer I am sure you would have gotten some sort of… correction to change your mind. ~"

Tom's face paled and he let out a low whimper, hands gripping his head. It felt as though his mind was about to be split in two. All his doubts… all his fears were finally coming true and he didn't know what to believe. Then a surge of anger flooded over him. If Tord really thinks he can fool me he has another thing coming!

He may have his doubts but perhaps a certain someone might just know all the answers.

Reagan tipped his head, chuckling as he sensed the sudden shift in mood from freaky eyes. He tensed up, knuckles clenched tightly and shaking by his sides.

He's definitely going to release the beast now, no doubt about it.

(Meanwhile…)

In the hangar, Tord was overseeing the maintenance and calibration of their military vehicles such as jets and tanks. Ever since his announcement that their rise was close at hand all the soldiers in the army have been ecstatic at the news, and worked very diligently to make sure everything was in working order for when that fateful day comes. Even General Keaton, the head of communications and transport department, a grouchy man known for his ill temper, seems more at ease and in a better mood than usual as he showcased his work to his leader.

"Who are you and what have you done to Keaton?" Paul had leaned in to whisper in Tord's ear, chortling with amusement. "Seriously, I never thought I would ever see the day Keaton would smile! Is this the coming of the apocalypse?"

"Quiet, you!" Tord playfully punched him in the shoulder in return.

Despite the wonderful mood and light atmosphere the whole base carried, there was one thing at the centre of it all that distracted Tord from his current duties.

Tom.

He was greatly concerned for the eyeless man. Ever since Ella's death he sensed Tom was no longer the same. Tord was at a loss of what to do. He tried everything he could to comfort him, but it was as if his words fell on death ears. His duties to the Red Army come first, but how can he cheer up Tom?

"Are you thinking about Tom again, sir?" Paul asked, taking note of his leader's distant demeanour.

"I can't help it." Tord hissed back under his breath. "I am worried about him! He's been acting weird and staring at me with this weird gaze... oh, Paul, what should I do?"

Paul pursed his lips thoughtfully. "That might be a strange concept to you, but… have you tried just sitting down and talking to him? Just straight up ask him what the matter is?"

"I comforted him already!"

"Not comfort. Talk." Paul corrected. "Sometimes comforting isn't enough. Maybe the only way to get through to him is just addressing the issue. Be upfront about it! No need to pretend things aren't happening because they clearly are, and Tom definitely has thoughts about it. Ask him, sir."

Tord looked at him at a loss of words. How come he never thought about that?

"That's brilliant! Paul, you are a genius!"

Paul grinned knowingly. "Glad to be of help, you dumbass. Just remember: communication and compromise are the keys to make a relationship work!"

"I gotta go see Tom right now. If you don't mind taking over for me here?" Tord glanced at him hopefully.

"Sure thing!"

Tord left the hangar in a hurry, passing by his soldiers with a quick nod in their direction to acknowledge their presence briefly as he walked by. He stopped in his tracks a moment later, realizing he has no knowledge on Tom's current whereabouts. The base is so immense he could very well be anywhere. Tord pulled up his robotic arm to trace his location via their chip connection.

He's in… the enclosure?!

Curiosity pricked Tord. Did he feel the need to turn? I hope he's okay, whatever happened…

Tord didn't waste another second. He took the main elevator and descended to the confidential laboratory levels. Now that the serum experiments are completed and Tom moved in with him in his own chambers, Tord really needed to lift the ban and allow his scientists and engineers back on their proper floor.

After traversing through the long, empty hallways Tord made quick work of arriving in the enclosure. The gates opened up and to his surprise Tom was just standing there, facing the wall, his back turned to him.

"Tom?" He called out as he slowly stepped in.

Tom turned around, staring the Red Leader down. Tord drew back his hands in shock and took a few uneasy steps backwards. Those pitch black empty eyes were filled with such hatred as he glared him down. Tord felt himself shrink beneath the powerful leer that burned into him.

A shadow had crossed over Tom's face and his mouth was locked into a snarl. He looked nothing like the man he loves.

Now, this was a monster.

"T-Tom? What's the matter?" Tord stammered, panic flaring in his eye.

"Is it true?" Tom growled at him. Hurt edged his voice. "Did you really send a soldier to recruit Edd into the Red Army?"

Time stopped. Tord's heart plummeted in his chest and he swallowed thickly. "What?" For a heartbeat, he sounded dazed. "Where did you hear that from?" He briefly wondered if Patrick or Paul had spilled the beans to him without telling him but quickly discarded the idea. They would never do anything behind his back.

"Is it true or not?" Tom pressed, ignoring his question. "Answer me!"

"Of course not! I promised you I would stay away from them." Tord answered, his voice low and steady.

"So Edd and Matt are safe then? No one messed with them? None of your soldiers got in contact with either one of them?"

Tord froze, feeling extremely uneasy and uncomfortable as Tom interrogated him in his ire. He shifted from side to side, lowering his head as he stared at Tom imploringly. "Well, no. It… was a tragic coincidence, I swear. I sent my soldier to recruit more new members to join our cause, it just so happened that they targeted Edd. But I already dealt with the situation. Edd and Matt are fine now, I promise!"

"How long ago was this? Why didn't you tell me?" Tom demanded. "Were you ever going to tell me?"

"I'm sorry, Tom. I wanted to tell you – I truly did, but… things kept happening and there was never a right time to approach this subject with you." Tord's voice was desperate. "I guess in my own way I was just trying to protect you-"

"Did you? Or was it because telling me would mean our deal was off and I wouldn't have to be obedient to you anymore?" Tom flashed, taking a slow pace forward. There was hostility in his voice.

Tord's eye widened as he stared at Tom. His heart felt as heavy as stone. "No! Of course not! You know I'm better than that, Tom."

"Are you?"

Anger flared up in Tord. "What's gotten into you?" He snapped.

"You don't really care about me! That's what's gotten into me, you manipulative bastard!" Tom spat, his voice shaking. A deep shudder passed through his body.

"How can you say that? After everything we've been through?!" Tord retorted, pain shone in his gaze. "Haven't I made it clear to you yet how much you mean to me? I did everything in my power to help you control your powers and be as supportive as I can of you. What more do you want?"

"How about my freedom?" Tom shot back, his voice grown cold. "Or better yet, if you truly do care about me then why didn't you create me an antidote to the serum so I wouldn't have to be a monster anymore?"

His question took Tord off guard. An uncomfortable silence fell between them as Tord's mouth flapped like a gasping fish as he searched for words. In the end he could not formulate a reply, and merely held Tom's gaze without flinching.

"Because you don't actually care about me." Tom finished it for him. "You don't care! All you care about are my powers and what I can achieve for you and your army. God! Why was I so blind to see this before?! You don't even care that I am not comfortable at all with this situation."

"Tom, I- I… I would've given you an antidote if there was one, but finding a way to reverse the effects of the serum might take years to figure out!" Tord found his voice at last.

His words did nothing to appease the eyeless man, who was fuming with barely suppressed fury. Purple wisps were billowing out of his sockets now.

"You let that poor girl take her own life! She accused me of being the monster that killed her friends and she was totally right, but you made her look like a fool in front of everybody! She was in the right and you let her die just to keep your element of surprise a secret." Tom pointed out. "What now, you big idiot? How will you present me as your secret weapon in the future knowing you got someone killed for secrecy? Do you have any idea how bad this looks?"

"My priority then was to protect you, Tom! Was I supposed to let her hurt you and expose you as the culprit behind the border patrol massacre? Your life could've been ruined!"

"No. No! You don't care about me! It's all about your stupid ambitions, and stupid army, and stupid war! I never mattered to you. All this time you were pretending to help me… when really, you were just learning how to better control me." As he ranted, his body started to morph and change. Tord stepped back cautiously, but Tom matched him with every step. "You don't really love me. Of course you don't. There's no motive for you to actually love me. Nothing to be gained from it. I should've known you were going to use me again!"

"It's not true, Tom!" Tord pleaded, charging the repulsor on the palm of his robotic hand folded behind his back. "You need to calm down. You're turning! If you don't recollect yourself you're going to lose all semblance of control – don't listen to the voice! You're stronger than that."

Tord knew that under normal circumstances Tom wouldn't hurt him. But he's so upset with him now, and losing his consciousness fast. Soon there will be nothing left but the monster, and then he might be in real danger.

Tom stood over him now, his words spiralling into rough growls, his gaze dark. Tord raised his robotic arm, aiming the repulsor at the monster.

"Stand back!"

With one powerful swipe of his claw, Tom slashed the Norwegian's prosthetic limb right in the elbow's junction. Tord watched wide eyed in shock as his first and most important line of defence shut down and hung uselessly from his shoulder. Now he can't even call for backup.

"But guess what? I have you all figured out, and I won't be used by you ever again."

With a blood curdling shriek, the monster launched itself at Tord with outstretched claws, barrelling into him. Tord was tackled to the ground and pinned down. He felt the wind knocked out of him in a painful cough right before claws gripped his sides tightly, immobilizing him as they punctured his chest and stabbed his ribcage.

"Tom, w-wait!"

But it was futile. Tom wasn't in control. He had given in to despair and misery, leaving only the true monster behind to handle him. There was no reasoning with this creature now.

I'm gonna die. Tord thought as the creature standing over him growled and slammed him down over and over again, snarling and digging in its claws harder. And there's nothing I can do to save myself.

Sudden black spots danced before his eye and his vision was obscured by glittering darkness as the monster furiously shook him and slammed his head down on the floor repeatedly, claws burying deeper into his abdomen. Tord fought through the agonizing pain to rest his hand on one of its claws, staring up at the dark glare of the creature.

"You're right. I let you down far too many times for you to simply trust anything I tell you now." Tord gasped for air, having a hard time breathing due to the monster's weight pressing down on his chest. "I deserve this. I get it. But if I am going to die now there's something very important I need you to know."

The monster roared in his face, slamming him down again. It lifted one claw, ready to rip him to shreds.

"I… I… I destroyed your Tomee bear back in third grade!"

Alright, so maybe his list of priorities for last words weren't the best but this was a secret he'd kept with him for a long time, and Tord figured this might be a good time as any to confess. And it seemed to have worked to his advantage somewhat because the monster had stopped its assault; staring down at him completely still.

"The plushie your dad gave you. I destroyed it by accident. I was… I was always sort of jealous by how much attention you gave to it." He chuckled bitterly. "Imagine: me, being jealous of a dumb stuffed bear!" He carried on through tight gasps. "I took it from you when you weren't around, I was just playing with it and… I destroyed it. I got so desperate. I knew how much that bear meant to you so I bought a new one and redid some of the stitching." He let out a strangled laugh. "I guess my grandmother's sewing lessons paid off. All these years you never suspected a thing. I am just glad I managed to make you happy, at least every once in a while when you needed most."

The monster crooned deeply leaning down toward him. Tord's consciousness was holding on by a thread, his lack of oxygen fogging his brain. He cupped the monster's face with his one arm in a slight caress.

"I'm really sorry."

Then everything went dark.

His hand fell limp to his chest and he passed out.

His words reached deep into the monster's core, puncturing through the dense wall of rage, confusion, and hurt to reach out for Tom's consciousness that aimlessly floated away in a sea of darkness. As he gradually gained back his senses, a sudden realization began to dawn on him.

What the f#ck am I doing? Tom thought as he slowly gained back control, lowering his claws. Tord, he… he made terrible mistakes in the past, but that's no reason to kill him! Was I really about to-?

In horror, Tom shifted back to fully human as he leaned over Tord to check on him. The Norwegian's breathing was shallow, but he was still alive. Just unconscious. Relief and an extreme sense of guilt washed over him so strongly it threatened to knock him off his feet.

He thought about the last thing Tord had said to him. He cares. He really does care. He always has.

"No, you idiot! ~" The voice bellowed, pulling at his hair. "He lies. That's what he is best known for. He lies. How can you possibly trust him now after everything he's done to you? ~"

You're wrong.

Tom thought about Tord and his actions; both good and bad. Their childhood together. Growing up. His betrayal. Their rivalry. The giant robot incident. The experiments. Comforting him when he needed most. All their time spent together as their feelings for one another grew.

Tord couldn't possibly fake all that.

Even as children, when Tord first betrayed him, he never did it out of malice or as part of a bigger plan. He was literally just a kid who made a dumb mistake.

Tord loved him, and by extension, he loved his friends, too. He was prone to making horrible mistakes, but in the end he still cares about them in his own way. His ambition matters a lot but when push comes to shove, Tord will do whatever it takes to keep the people closest to him safe and happy.

And he nearly killed him for it.

All on the word of a disembodied voice that utterly despises him and Tom should know better by now than to trust it, and-

"Is he dead?"

Tom whipped around.

Stepping out into the open from behind a column, Reagan watched them inquisitively, hands folded behind his back as he approached.

In response, Tom narrowed his eyes and took a protective stance in front of Tord, trying to keep the Norwegian away from the man's line of sight. Reagan paused, a grin stretching on his face. "Well well well, what a shame." He sighed. "I was really hoping you would kill him for me. I would have made your death painless in return."

For whatever reason this man wanted both Tord and him dead. Tom didn't understand why yet, but he was not about to let that happen any time soon.

Chapter 39: Chapter 39

Summary:

Tom and Tord VS Reagan.

Chapter Text

Tom and Reagan stared each other down for the longest time. A chilling and horrible silence fell over them as they faced one another.

"Actually, you see, I intended for you to kill him and then you kill yourself once you realized you butchered your little boyfriend so I wouldn't have to get my hands dirty, but oh well." Reagan explained nonchalantly.

"Look, man, I don't know what you want from us or what we did to piss you off, but you have no idea what you are dealing with." Tom warned coolly. "So I suggest you leave now before it's too late."

Reagan laughed. Then he tipped his head, eyes glinting maliciously. "Do you?"

There was a strong sense of power and danger emanating from him. Tom couldn't understand why he felt so unsettled. The tingling sensation in his head was back, and he felt exposed as something probed around in his brain. The voice was eerily quiet for once, just a rapid flickering back and forth through his mind. Reagan's head was cocked to one side as though he were listening for something.

Tom's blood ran cold. A chill ran down his spine as Reagan's whole body seemed to change. Not his form or appearance, but his posture shifted, his shoulders squaring up and straightening, his head lowering. Before Tom's eyes, Reagan changed into a completely different person. No longer was he the carefree and arrogant man he usually portrays himself as. In his place stands before Tom a man with nothing left to lose. His whole face went very still, the sclera in his eyes flickering purple-white-purple-white.

"Meet your match, worm. ~" The voice was nothing more than a distant echo.

He's like me...

"I recognize your scent now." Tom growled finally. "You were… down here in the lab levels when you weren't supposed to." That's not the smell of iron… that's blood. He carries the stench of blood with him.

"That's correct." Reagan affirmed, his eyes settling down for normal. "All it took was a little distraction from doll face to give me the perfect opportunity to get my hands on this… wonderful gift."

Ella! Tom swallowed thickly once he realized what he's hinting at. He shook away the horrible memory and the sense of guilt that came with it to focus on the present.

"Why do you want to kill us so bad? I never met you until today!"

"It's not you I am necessarily after. It's him that I want dead most of all." Reagan motioned Tord's unconscious body behind Tom. "Everything I told you is true. He is merely using us, saying that this is all for our benefit to create a better world just so he can rule it. He used me. I did exactly as I was ordered and got sh#t for it. And now I want to make him pay for it."

Tom didn't answer.

"Hope you realize this is nothing personal to you in particular, freaky eyes." Reagan went on conversationally, twirling one of his hands idly. "You just so happen to be standing in my way, and honestly, I am not too keen on letting the only person in the world capable of hurting me walk away freely. You understand, don't you?"

There was a pause.

"Why are you so keen to protect him anyway? I get that you're in love and all, but… c'mon! You can't have possibly forgiven him for every horrible thing he's done to you!" Reagan observed. "He used you. Threw you away like garbage without a second thought. Mistreated you. Hurt you. Threatened to hurt your friends – the same friends I manipulated and he got angry over for no reason, by the way! And yet, just a few fancy words and a pat on the back here and there, has you completely disregard everything that's happened." He leaned toward Tom, staring at him intently. "How can you be such a soft-hearted fool? Just what sort of monster are you? You have the power to make the bastard pay for everything he's done, and instead you forgive him?! Are you nuts? Why are you so quick to defend him?"

His expression darkened, pointing a finger at Tom. "Do you realize what I could have done with this kind of power had I had access to it sooner? And yet, you, out of all people get to have it in the whole wide freaking world just because you got a bit of self-esteem issues. And you can't even use your powers correctly!" He said a little more quietly, raw menace dripping from his voice. "Can't you see that your very existence is an offence to people like me? Who actually have a reason to feel the way that we do and need this kind of power just to keep up with everybody else? The fact that you hate what you've become just seems offensive in my opinion. What a waste! Can you do anything right?"

"Wow, nothing personal my #$$! Sounds pretty damn personal to me!" Tom interrupted sarcastically.

Despite his attitude, Reagan's words seriously made a dent on Tom. How can he read him so well? This is only their second interaction in one day. Is Tom that transparent?

But… it couldn't be.

Reagan was saying things he couldn't have possibly learned on his own. Things about Tom as a person. His past. His relationship with Tord. But how?

There was the shifting sensation flickering through his head again, itching like crazy. At the same moment Tom took note of Reagan's smile widening, his head tipping to one side.

Tom tensed.

The voice. He swallowed thickly. If we both carry the serum through our veins, then surely he can hear the voice as well. His thoughts shifted rapidly. Is it the same voice? Could we be connected in some way beyond our condition?

It was worth a try.

Taking a deep breath, Tom tentatively probed forward into the dark expanse of his mind. The voice's dwelling place. Where everything was dark and he could be hurt and torn apart but never die. If the voice can reach both of them, then surely there must be a way for Tom to reach Reagan's mind in the same way he can reach his. He reached out and detected another presence on the other side of the shadowy mist. Thoughts. Feelings. Memories.

Pressing deeper, Tom stepped into Reagan's mind. He hardly had any warning as he was instantly assaulted by a powerful wave of anger. So much anger. And hatred so overwhelming Tom nearly mistook it as his own.

He forced himself through the barrier of rage, only to be swarmed by flashing glimpses of memories. They went by so fast past his eyes that Tom could hardly make sense of all of it, if it weren't for the tingling sensation in the back of his head instantly absorbing all the information on Reagan like a sponge soaking in all the water.

"Ah ah ah! Not so fast, you cheeky son of a b#tch."

A strong force repelled Tom, and he was shoved away from the mass of memories and emotions.

Back in reality, Tom felt suddenly drained of strength at the effort of trying to mentally connect with Reagan. He didn't fully understand how that was even possible, outside of the serum linking them together. But he'd seen enough.

Tom stared at Reagan with a new understanding.

He'd experienced Reagan's entire history in the blink of an eye and felt everything Reagan had felt, and recognize it. Tom knew so clearly what it was like to be so scared.

Reagan raised one finger and patronized, his smile forced as he broke him out of his concentration. "Rude! Trying to use my own tricks against me? I think not!"

Reagan was angry. Really angry. And rightfully so. With this kind of power in his hands he fully intends to get rid of both him and Tord, and whoever else dares stand in his way again.

At first, Tom had been fully prepared to fight him. To save Tord, himself, and give Edd and Ella the rightful justice they deserve after having fallen victim to Reagan's manipulation. Rage coursed through him, recalling half the things Edd and Ella must've felt and gone through under Reagan's influence and the fate that befell both of them.

Yet, there were still those nagging thoughts. The relentless, persistent feeling that this, all of this, was wrong. That he should be doing something that he isn't. That something wasn't enough.

He is a bad person. Tom told himself. The world will be better off this way. My friends will be safer if he's dead. He contributed to Ella's death. He deserves it.

But he had a horrible life! The other half of him argued. Maybe he can be changed. Maybe there is a better person inside him somewhere, if someone can be bothered to reach out. If only his mind wasn't so clouded with hatred and anger…

Perhaps there's no need to turn into a monster yet. Reagan is a person who can be reasoned with. The rage and hatred he feels is strong and a little demotivating, but Tom has to try. He can't solve all his problems with violence, and if he doesn't at least give it a shot Tom knows he will never forgive himself otherwise. Knowing he could have gotten a different outcome had he only tried to be more human.

"You don't have to do this!" Tom spoke up. "I know you feel like you need to get retribution after all the sh#t you've been through. I get it. But killing him won't change what happened."

Reagan laughed. "Save me the speech, freaky eyes. You won't sway me on this!" He narrowed his eyes. "I don't know how much you saw, but surely you can understand where I am coming from? I have to make him pay. It's only fair."

"Listen… I can't begin to understand what you've been through-"

"That's right. You can't!" Reagan cut him off, stalking closer.

"This has to stop, Reagan."

"Oh, it will. As soon as I am finished with the Red Leader-"

"No, Reagan." Tom interrupted. "You need to let him go. Let both of us go. There is nothing to be gained with our deaths."

"Why should I?" Reagan hissed.

"What he did to you wasn't personal. If anyone else had messed with our friends he would have defended them just as ruthlessly as he punished you." Tom told him.

"Okay, sure, but he humiliated me and used me for his own personal gain. He sent me off to a mission just to get rid of me, and when I did nothing but my job he tried to kill me! He is a part of my trauma too." Reagan insisted with barely suppressed contempt. "As for you, I can't trust you won't come after me someday. I wouldn't feel safe until I'm sure you're no longer a threat to me."

"After all you've been through – the beatings, the harsh training… thinking you have no voice of your own to defend yourself with… you have every right to feel the way that you do. But it doesn't justify murdering anyone, not even your entire family." Tom said.

Reagan snorted. "What about my old gang? You really gonna stand there and tell me I was wrong to kill them too?" He asked incredulously. "They weren't innocent lives at all and they would've continued doing more harm to others until I put an end to it. I was right to kill them all."

Tom hesitated briefly and wondered if Reagan was right to do what he did.

He glanced away unsurely. "Perhaps. But there were a lot of people there stuck in the same position as you once were. Children, even. Folks who had absolutely nothing to do with your misery." He pointed out. "Did they deserve to die too?"

"There was nothing more for them here. I took care of them the only way I knew how. Trust me, after what they've been through they are better off dead."

"But your family… and the gang members… they died. That's it. They didn't learn their lesson, nor did they regret anything. They weren't punished for what they did."

"Having them fear me for once in their miserable existence was good enough for me." Reagan growled. "Having them beg me for their lives, beg me for mercy where none can be found, was the best thing that's ever happened to me. They paid with their lives! I wasn't about to give them another chance to hurt me again."

Tom's mouth dried. His stomach was doing flips inside his belly, churning over nervously with dread. Reagan was set on his ways, no matter how awful or immoral they may seem. But then again he was raised in a gang, so there should be no surprise that his answer to his problems is violence…

"Sure I may seem like the bad guy in your… lack of eyes." Reagan conceded dryly. "But try and see it from my perspective for once. I am merely a victim fighting back. Am I really in the wrong here?"

"What they did to you – what they all did to you growing up… is unforgivable. They deserved to be punished. I am not saying you should forgive anyone, least of all forget what happened. And what's done is done." Tom said slowly, gathering his words carefully. "But you need to let go and move forward. You won't be able to live your life until this has all been put behind you. Death is not the solution."

"I know what I need! I'm not looking for a fantasy!" Reagan bristled defensively, green eyes blazing. "You must think of me as absolutely awful, don't you? For killing people. For manipulating others to do my bidding. For merely defending myself. But why should I have to apologize for my actions when none of the people who hurt me ever apologized for making me the way that I am? They made me this way, and then they paid for it. I am on the right!"

"How old are you?"

"Excuse me?"

"How old are you?" Tom repeated his question more firmly this time.

Reagan appeared to consider his question, shifting his weight nervously and glancing away. "27." He finally mumbled.

Same age as me. Tom couldn't help but note. "27! You are 27 years old and you haven't lived a single day of your life on your own terms." He huffed out in disbelief. "Your whole life thus far has always been on someone else's terms, forced into unhealthy positions you never asked for nor deserved it."

His words shook Reagan to his core and the backed away wide eyed.

"You've grown used to wearing masks as a defence mechanism." Tom began, gazing up at the Irishman. "You mostly wear them to get close to others to get what you want, but the truth is that you've been hurt so bad in the past that you're now too afraid to show your true face around others. You put up a front – you use people, and even when it seems they might enjoy your presence you immediately drive them away because you simply can't comprehend the concept of human emotion or relationships. You have trust issues, and who can blame you? No one in the past has ever given you reason to make you believe you're lovable." Tom hung his head with sorrow. "I am so sorry you had to live a life shaped by so much anger and pain."

"Stop." Reagan forced out. "Stop pretending that you know me when you only caught a glimpse of my past. You know nothing about me!"

"I don't need to see all of it to understand you. I know how you feel." Tom paused, his gaze darkening.

While he didn't have nearly as bad as Reagan, there were times Tom felt helpless and unlovable. Times where he was at his lowest and figured no one could possibly like him for who he is. That the only reason anyone would want him around was to serve them a purpose and then be cast aside again.

At least he had decent friends growing up and a relatively stable family. Reagan had no one.

"By killing all those people you just proved that they have gotten to you. That they won. That they left such a huge impact on you that you had to resort to stooping down to their level just to get a win." Tom went on, confident that he was winning Reagan over. "You had already left them. You had a brand new life here in the Red Army, far away from your past. Why did you not make the most of it?"

"It's not about just getting away and moving on. Just the fact that they would still be out there… knowing full well that they have gotten away with hurting me… I wouldn't rest easy. It's about not being afraid for once in my life." Reagan admitted a little more quietly. He stared down at his hands. "My whole life I've been helpless. But now I have this… gift. And it feels great. It may have its drawbacks like the voice and the vivid memories, but at least I won't have to go through what I did ever again."

Tom swallowed. "I know you were led to believe that you are nothing more than a bad person or a tool to be used by others, but believe me when I tell you that's not true." He urged. "Don't listen to the voice. Turn back and leave this place. Go live your life! Make some real friends. Do what you always wanted to do – it's not too late yet."

Reagan chuckled bitterly. "That kind of life… one where I can blindly trust others without fear… one that's less self-aware... It's beyond my reach at this point." His eyes glistened. "I just want to sleep without having to constantly worry about the intentions of those around me. Trust isn't something that comes easy for me, I'm afraid."

"Then work on it! Improve! I know it is difficult for you to believe, but the world hasn't turned its back on you. Your past wasn't a happy one, but that doesn't mean the rest will be the same."

"Whatever for?" Reagan interjected, his voice breaking. "There's nothing to be gained from friendship other than my own personal gain, and besides; who could possibly like being around me? I am awful and that's all there is to me."

"Edd liked you." Tom stared at him. "And Ella too… so did Ted. And you betrayed them all."

Reagan rolled his eyes and snorted, but did not respond.

"You did terrible, awful things but it's not too late for you to turn back now and start to do better. Repent. Move forward. Let us go. Start over. Live your life the way that it was intended. You're free now! The possibilities are endless for you. But you gotta let us go!" Tom said. "I know how tempting it may be to use your powers to hurt anyone you want and defend yourself, but you mustn't abuse it or the voice will take control of you. And then you will be truly lost."

Talking Reagan out of killing Tord wouldn't be enough. Reagan was a shady character. Letting him go free would be dangerous. Tom needs to be sure that Reagan won't unleash his monstrous rage on the first instance someone accidentally sets him off.

Tom's chest tightened. Is it the right thing to do to let him go unpunished after all the horrible deeds he's done? He suffered, but he's still dangerous. He hurt people. Shouldn't he be held accountable for his actions?

This is what you meant, wasn't it? Tom asked the voice in his head. Earlier. You said something about sending a kindred spirit to his death or help out a killer. He thought the voice had been referring to Tord, but in fact it was talking about Reagan; knowing the Irishman's plans to kill them both.

The voice was strangely silent.

Reagan hesitated. He seemed tempted but unsure of Tom's offer. But his expression wasn't angry, or suspicious. Tom thought it was more … desperately hopeful.

"I know how scary the future can be. I understand where you're coming from." Tom extended his hand out toward him. "But if you could live your life normally without fear of being used, even if the chance may seem slim, would you still be willing to do this?"

Tom paused, watching him expectantly.

A light was kindling in Reagan's eyes. Pieces were starting to come together in his mind, bubbling in a funny, hopeful, confused way. What would his life be like if he were to take charge of it for once, and not have to worry constantly about his next pawn to target just to get ahead in life?

For a brief moment, he actually considered Tom's plea.

Hope surged beneath Tom's skin as Reagan stepped forward, slowly reaching his hand out toward his.

A strangled cough broke through the silence of the immense enclosure, startling both of them.

Tom spun, heart soaring with relief as Tord finally gained consciousness behind him. The Norwegian groaned, trying to get up. Tom crouched down to check on him.

"T-Tom?"

"I am right here, Tord. Are you alright?" Tom hushed, cupping Tord's face gently in his hands. Tord eyed him warily and flinched. Tom felt a pang of hurt at the gesture but slowly moved forward. "I am not going to hurt you. It's okay. Everything is fine now."

"No."

Tom's eyebrows furrowed and he turned around.

Reagan's expression was as hard as stone now. His hands clenched into fists as he watched them interact. "Red Leader has to pay for what he did to me. He made a fool out of me, and now he has to die." He said, shaking his head vigorously. "I am so sick and tired of being afraid. I won't rest until he is dead!"

Tom blinked, looking bewildered. "Reagan, please, think this through." He pleaded. "You could be happy. You could even be loved, but you have to make that decision. You're the only one who can make that happen. Don't give in to that hatred. Don't listen to the voice!"

"I am making that choice!" Reagan snarled. "The voice has nothing to do with this. I always planned to kill Red Leader, one way or another, even long before he made a fool out of me. The only way I can ever be happy and fulfilled is if every single bastard who thought could get away with hurting me is dead! I can worry about getting my life back together once I make sure of that."

Tom stared at him in alarm. There was no possibility of reasoning with Reagan now. His hunger for power had twisted him so that in his mind his own selfish needs dominated everything. He won't stop until his thirst for revenge is sated. He will stop at nothing until Tord, and who knows how many more, are dead.

"You're not a bad person because you were abused for being born out of wedlock or joined a gang against your will. Every terrible thing that you did; each betrayal, each lie, each murder – that was never them. That was all you. That's who you chose to be." Tom told him, taking a defensive stance in front of Tord; blocking him away from Reagan's view.

Far from soothing Reagan, Tom's words only angered the Irishman more than ever. "Did I choose to be sold? Did I mean to work for a gang? I only did what I did to survive – don't you dare speak of matters you don't comprehend!" Reagan spat. "You know I wouldn't have done this if I had any other choice."

Tom bowed his head in the face of his fury. "You always have a choice; you just simply don't care enough to find another option."

"But — I have good reasons for everything I did!" Reagan insisted. "I was wronged and defenceless my entire life. Doesn't that count for something? Don't have the right to be happy too?"

"Of course." Tom agreed. "But not when your choices are so dark and damaging toward others. Not when there were better alternatives you didn't even explore. You had better ways to go about this, and yet every step of the way you decided to constantly hurt others so as to not get hurt yourself."

"Blah blah blah," Reagan muttered, his hand simulating a chatting mouth. "This conversation is pointless. I don't think we have anything left to say to each other." He narrowed his eyes.

Meanwhile, throughout this exchange Tord watched them both wearily and confused. "Tom, what's going on?" He asked. "Why is he here?"

"No time to explain."

"I thought it would be really fitting for Red to be killed by the man he loves. Something very poetic and tragic. But since that's not gonna happen any time soon now, I guess I'll just have to take matters into my own hands." Reagan stated, his eyes glinting maliciously before they flashed purple.

Suddenly, he doubled over and started to shift.

Tom and Tord observed with growing dread as the tip of Reagan's fingers shredded into sharp purplish-pink claws. His arms and legs elongated, gaining a tinge of golden-brown to them. His ears grew longer and fuzzy. So did the stubble beneath his chin. A long, golden-brown, thick tail that thinned farther along with a bushed-up, fuzzy tip at the end, trashed wildly behind him. He has a pair of long and smooth-looking pinkish horns that curved slightly inward, giving him an almost regal appearance. Hollow spurs grew out from the side of his feet, one on each leg. Reagan's laughter turned hoarse and gravely, distorting into vicious growls as his teeth sharpened and darkened to a toxic purple, his dark purple sclera highly contrasting against his vibrant green eyes.

Tom quickly assessed the situation. In his condition, Tord wouldn't be able to defend himself against Reagan's monster form. With a flicker of guilt he was reminded that his prosthetic and main line of defence was destroyed because of him.

"Quick, Tord, run."

"W-what?"

"I'll deal with him while you get away from here." Tom ordered, bracing himself and focusing all his energy on shifting now. "Don't look back. Just get out of here and save yourself."

"No way. No! I won't leave you alone!" Tord insisted, struggling to his feet with just one arm.

Before Tom could argue, Reagan advanced on them with an inhuman, enraged shriek; claws outstretched.

He looked completely deranged.

Reagan tore across the enclosure, heading straight for Tord, teeth gnashing. Still transforming, Tom barrelled into Reagan before the monster could get his massive claws on Tord.

The Norwegian's eye stretched wide with apprehension.

The two of them grappled and rolled across the enclosure, purple and copper clashing, both of them shrieking at full blast. Tom ducked his head as Reagan tried to sink his teeth onto his jugular, jaws snapping near his ear.

"Go. Now!" Tom roared to Tord as he grappled with Reagan.

Helpless to do anything in this situation; unable to even defend himself or his lover, Tord knew he had no choice now but to retreat. For now. If I can get to my office and get a fix for my arm I can come back in time to help Tom!

Wincing with pain at his injuries, Tord hurried away. As he raced out of the enclosure, he glanced behind him and saw Reagan lunge at Tom, striking him across the face with a vicious swipe of his massive paw that sent Tom skidding across the compound. Tord winced, seeing the stunned shock on Tom's face as he landed hard and struggled to find his feet.

But he wasn't fast enough.

Reagan pounced on him, ripping him with his teeth and claws.

I must hurry! Tord urged himself as he left Tom behind and made his way back to his office as fast as his legs could carry him.

For now, however, Tom was on his own.

There was no time to notify his Commander and the Generals on the situation. He needed to act fast or Tom would die. Arriving in his office, Tord wasted no time fixing his arm. Just one look at it and he knew it was too damaged for even a quick fix; his forearm barely hanging on by a few exposed wires. He needs to be in his best top shape if he is to hope to fight Reagan off.

Switching his arm off to maintenance mode, Tord unlatched the clasps off his shoulder and ripped the broken prosthetic from the stump of his severed arm.

Thankfully he was always prepared for these kinds of situations.

Reaching into the cabinet below his trophy collection, Tord pulled out the robotic arm prototype. In his earlier days following the incident with the giant robot, before Tord could attach and use his robotic arm he needed a training wheel first.

This arm was dark gray and with no features. It was merely used for Tord to practice with motion controls and strength modules, and nothing else. But he kept the prosthetic around in case there was an emergency such as this and he needed an entirely new arm, and for research purposes.

Tord hurriedly attached the gray robotic arm to his shoulder, but did not switch it on just yet.

Reaching for a screwdriver, he dismantled the repulsor piece from his other arm to attach it to his new one. He needed some form of defence against Reagan's monster form.

His heart lurched. But the repulsor is not enough. He figured. I still won't do a thing against Reagan in his monster form with just the repulsor alone. I need something more...

An idea popped into his head like a coin sliding into a slot.

That's it!

Tom and Reagan circled one another cautiously, hopping wildly from column to column for the best way to ambush the other. There was a bleeding gash over one of Tom's eyes, and his shoulder had a chunk viciously bitten off. Reagan, meanwhile, had deep lacerations to the chest and a torn ear.

With an ear-splitting shriek, Reagan pushed off from the top of a platform and thrust himself through the air.

Acting fast, Tom twisted onto his back while Reagan drew gradually closer. He splayed out all four of his limbs, claws extended and ready. Just as Reagan was about to land heavily on Tom's belly, Tom immediately fastened his four sets of claws on Reagan's shoulders and haunches, catching him mid-air, and then swiftly rolled over; turning their positions around, pinning Reagan to the ground.

He proceeded to scratch and swipe at him mercilessly. His claws scored deep into Reagan's chest and belly, piercing his tough flesh despite the other monster's attempt to get away from under him.

What he wasn't expecting, however, was for Reagan to thrust his legs up and stab Tom's haunches with the hollow spurs on his feet. Tom snarled. He sensed something instantly burning through his veins. His mind was too hazy for coherent logical thought and he couldn't quite place it, and yet he already understood that it was poison.

Tom's grip on Reagan slackened.

Grinning a wide, sinister smile full of purple teeth Reagan stabbed Tom again and again with his venomous spurs until the pain became unbearable to Tom, and he had no choice but to let him go and wrench himself away from him.

Tom swayed on his feet, the poison turning him weak and sick.

But he still had the good sense to land a searing blow on Reagan's face as the Irishman prowled closer, lips curled into a wicked snarl. But he didn't even stumble. Instead Reagan lunged again and, grabbing Tom by the throat, flung him across the enclosure; staining the floor a purplish-black with his blood.

Coughing and retching, Tom scrambled to his feet and shook himself, feeling dazed.

Reagan came charging at him again, not allowing him any time to recover and gather his bearings. Tom leaped over his head and ducked into a roll as he landed, carrying him halfway across the enclosure. He spun to face Reagan as he turned and chased after him again.

With a vicious jab Tom sliced through Reagan's face, and now more purple blood sprayed the smooth steel floor. He dropped to a crouch, dodging a swipe at him, and darted forward to sink his teeth into Reagan's arm, growling as jaws clamped behind his neck. His heart lurched as he felt Reagan bite down hard. If he doesn't twist away now Reagan could very well crush his spine.

Tom slashed at his exposed belly, and Reagan freed him. Dark purple blood spurted all over his uniform.

Reagan reared up and tried to slam himself down on top of Tom, but he rolled away at the last minute, and he crashed face-first onto the hard floor as Tom shot out of the away.

Growling with rage, Reagan shook himself.

Suddenly he found himself being hauled backwards. His legs churned uselessly as Tom lifted him off the ground, his claws hooked into his tail. With a grunt, Tom spun him around a few times and flung Reagan away; smacking him against one of the columns hard as he landed several feet away.

Tom staggered back, panting. Drained of energy. The poison was blazing more prominently through his body now. He didn't know how much longer he could keep this up, but he needs to be certain that Reagan wouldn't pose any more of a threat.

Straightening up, Tom pressed forward, tail low and ears pricked as he searched for any signs of Reagan.

A single purple and green eye blinked open, and zeroed in on Tom.

A giant, golden-brown monster loomed tall over him. Its fur held a tinge of copper. Its claws were hooked and sharp, but small. Short fur for the most part, with longer tufts of fur around its neck and under its chin. Small ears. An upward facing crescent moon shaped head, with a long scar stretched over its one eye and across its muzzle.

The monster roared and charged forward, swiping a massive paw down on Tom, who barely managed to jump away.

It darted forward, jaws snapping at him. Tom deftly leaped and dodged out of the way. He sprung over the giant monster; biting its ears, scoring its claws down its back and sides, and battering it with everything he had but it was no use. The beast merely roared in annoyance as it snapped its teeth at him, and thrashed around to dislodge him.

Tom clung on, still digging in his claws into the large beast mercilessly knowing losing his grip would most probably mean death. But the poison in his system had left him weak, and little by little his hold on Reagan loosened.

With one last violent shake Tom was thrown clean off and flung away, splashing into the pool.

The copper coloured monster trampled its way over to the water, teeth bared and dripping with saliva. It peered into the churning pool, its reflection rippling in the water, searching for any signs of its opponent.

Bursting out of the water, a massive purple monster lunged out and slammed against the golden-brown one as it grew at a rapid rate, roaring and lifting its head challengingly, soaking wet.

The other monster roared back. Its one eye glowed as though victory was already his.

The two monsters stared each other down, tails lashing. The copper monster folded its ears flat and let out a hiss. With rippling muscles and one last roar from the purple beast, the two of them charged forward.

Horns clashing, the purple monster sank its fangs into the golden-brown one. Shrieking with rage it clawed its face back in retaliation. The purple one closed its jaws on the back of its neck and shook viciously, tearing chunks of fur in the process. The copper coloured beast reared up suddenly and batted the other away in a flurry of ruthless swipes from its hooked claws, until the purple beast lost its balance and fell back.

Jaws closed in around its throat and it was smashed roughly against the ground. The copper beast had it pinned down. Blood gushed from a wound in the purple monster's neck as it stared up at the looming threat that was the other beast.

Before it could rise up again, the green eyed monster had it pinned down under its paws; claws burying deep into its shoulder.

Its jaws opened wide, ready to rip out the other one's throat.

Right at the same moment Tord came rushing into the enclosure, uniform flowing behind him, wielding a sword in his gray robotic arm as he jumped over the purple monster and flung himself at the other beast to stab his sword straight into its face.

The golden-brown monster shrieked and reared back.

Tord climbed the monster and stabbed it again and again, this time on the back of its head and shoulders while the monster abandoned its prey to seek him out. It veered its head back, snapping its jaws to try and grab him, and thrashing around to dislodge him.

Having recovered, the purple monster lunged forward and barrelled into it. Tord safely hopped off the smaller monster and onto the other one's back, still holding onto his sword as he blasted the God forsaken monster with his repulsor.

The purple monster grabbed the other by its head with its jaws and flung it against a column, while Tord jumped on it to stab and blast it; returning to his ally's back once the rival monster tried to snap at him again.

It suddenly darted forward, its jaws wide open as a jet of purple goo shot out from its mouth. Tord and his monster both ducked and the goo landed splat sizzle on the far wall, the fireproof stainless steel eroding away gradually.

Acid breath? Tord thought with a flicker of dread in his belly. Reagan has acid breath. But of course he does. We better be more careful then...

Fire was rising in the purple beast's throat. The monster lunged and twisted to bring its mouth up to the copper monster's face and hissed a blast of fire breath straight into its eye. The copper monster slammed its eye shut at the last second, but fire immediately scorched across its snout and burned its face.

The copper monster's bellow of agony was like nothing Tord had ever heard before.

Tord and the monster seemed to work as one. While it attacked the opponent in a flurry of claws and teeth, Tord would switch in and hop onto the other monster's back to keep it from harming Tom, and once its attention had been successfully diverted, rinse and repeat.

They will take Reagan down in no time.

Or so he thought.

Just as Tord was returning to his place on his monster's back after stabbing the copper coloured one repeatedly, the purple beast pinned the golden-brown one against the wall, smashing it in with its bulk and powerful muscles so that only its head was wedged out between it and the wall. Pressed up against the purple fur where it had a clear perfect view of Tord standing on the monster's shoulders.

The other beast appeared to grin with malicious delight.

Tord's eye rounded with horror as it opened its jaws wide and blasted acidic purple goo straight at him.

He had no time to dodge being this up close and within a blank point range. He had nothing on him that would protect him from its acidic breath. There was nothing he could do. It's over.

Just as he closed his eye and embraced his untimely demise, he was nearly knocked off his feet as the monster below him moved around quite unexpectedly.

Tord blinked. What just happened?

It took several heartbeats for him to process what exactly had just occurred, but once he slowly began to realize that the acid had never struck him, horror gradually dawned on him.

The monster…

His monster…

Tom…

He had veered its head on the way at the very last second to shield Tord away from the acid. But in doing so, the venomous purple goop had splattered into its eyeless socket. A hissing noise rose as its face started to bubble and smoke. The monster bellowed in agony, swinging its head from side to side furiously.

It was the worst sound Tord had ever heard, and it broke his heart. "Tom! No!"

Taking the opportunity, the golden-brown beast slammed them away and tackled the wounded monster to the ground, fastening its teeth around its throat and biting down hard; increasing the volume of the painful wails the purple monster was emitting.

Tord landed painfully on his side. Gathering his sword close he rose shakily to his feet. Reagan had Tom critically wounded and pinned down. Tord closed his eye, feeling sick. But he couldn't stand idly by and let Tom die for him like this.

"Let. Him. GO!"

With a swing of his powerful robotic arm he threw the sword and pierced the copper coloured monster's shoulder.

It hissed, releasing its wounded and writhing opponent. It fixed its malignant eye on Tord and prowled closer. Tord stepped back, never once breaking eye contact with the beast. He was truly defenceless now. No sword. No hope of taming said beast. With only his repulsor that does minimal damage.

But it would be worth it. Saving Tom's life is always worth it.

He recharged the repulsor and took aim at the monster's eye as it opened its mouth wide, ready to shoot him with its acid breath, uttering an ominous hissing sound as it did.

That was sufficient time for the purple monster to recover its strength. Flashing like lightning, the monster lunged blindly forward and closed its jaws on the rival monster's throat, impeding it from unleashing its fatal attack on Tord once again. With a vicious snarl, it sank its fangs even deeper into its neck. It held on while the golden-brown beast thrashed and staggered wildly in its grip, lashing back with flailing paws that slashed and cut deep into the purple beast who refused to let go.

Tord watched as Reagan's struggles slowly weakened.

Once the monster finally stopped twitching and the beast holding on to it was sure it no longer posed a threat, it let go.

Straightening up, the only monster left standing lifted its head and tail and roared weakly; swaying sideways on its paws.

Tord stiffened. "Tom?"

Exhausted from the fight, it staggered forward and fell over suddenly, dissipating in a cloud of purple smoke.

"TOM!"

The poison and the acid had taken its toll on Tom, and he could no longer maintain his monster form. A stab of blazing agony went through his eyes. He felt himself burn both inside and out and Tom hunched over with a howl of pain.

Then silence fell.

"Tom?" Tord called out through the cloud of purple smoke that engulfed the room. He squinted and scanned the thick fog surrounding him, trying to glimpse Tom's form.

A low moan sounded a couple feet ahead.

Tord coughed and tried waving his hand around to clear some of the smoke away, when he let out a shocked gasp. Up ahead, lying eerily still, he saw Tom sprawled out on the floor; his back turned toward him.

Dread hollowed his belly. "Tom!" His throat tightened.

Trembling, Tord rushed forward and kneeled down next to him to assess the damage. Tom's head moved toward him with another pained moan. He's alive! Hope soared in Tord's chest. But they were immediately dashed once he saw Tom's eyes – those dark, mysterious and unique eyes of his that Tord loves to gaze at so much – have become deformed and burned at the edges; acid still eating away at the skin and flesh in the area.

Tord let out a mournful cry when he felt a hand reach out to touch his scarred cheek.

"Tord?" Tom's voice was so weak that the Norsk had to lean closer to hear.

"I'm here." Tord placed a long kiss on his hand and shuffled closer, gathering Tom in his arms. "I'm right here, Tom. You'll be okay now – you took down Reagan." He whispered hoarsely. "Everything is going to be okay now."

Tom sighed. "Tord, I don't want to leave you."

"What are you talking about? Of course you're not leaving me." Desperation filled his voice.

"I can't see you."

"I'll think of something to help you with that."

"My face burns. My insides too – I can feel them rotting away by the acid. It hurts so bad." Tom winced.

Tord's body shook with apprehension. "I can clean away the residue before any more damage can be made-"

"Tord." Tom interrupted, gasping. "Thank you for giving me another chance. And for not… giving up on me. Even when I already had."

The words took a couple of suspenseful heartbeats to finally register in Tord's brain and realize their meaning. Horror pressed at the edge of Tord's thoughts. "No. No! Don't say that!" He was talking like this was the end. "You're not going anywhere!" Tord pressed his scarred cheek hard against his.

"I'm glad I got the opportunity to understand you."

"No!" He mustn't die! He couldn't!

"You helped me out when I needed the most." Tom rasped weakly. "You showed me a path I never thought possible for me. You gave me hope."

"Tom, no!" Tord fought for breath, his thoughts spiralling into panic as he held the injured man in his arms. Tears welled up in his eyes. "Stop it! Stop talking like that! You can't go now – It's not fair!"

"I love you."

"Then don't leave me!"

"Tell Paul and Pat that I'm grateful for their companionship and support. They really should just get married at this point." He tried to laugh to diffuse some of the tension but he broke off into a cough. "And if you ever see them again, please tell Edd and Matt the truth. About everything."

"You can tell them that yourself!"

He felt Tom caress his face, and through his tears he thought he could see the eyeless man smile at him; even though he's blind. "I'm scared, Tord." He struggled to speak. "I don't want to die."

"You're going to be okay, I promise. We'll get you to the medical bay and they'll fix you up. You're going to be okay. Hey, are you listening? Hey!"

Pain flared all along Tom's body and he opened his mouth to scream but it hurt too much.

Then the pain was gone. Replaced by just a strange numbness that seemed to be spreading through his body. And then everything, everything — the pain, the worry, Tord and Reagan, all his friends, the truth he'd concealed for so long — everything faded away. For a moment Tom longed to call back to Tord, but unconsciousness was dragging at him, heavier than stones, stronger than a wave.

His mind was swarmed with churning shadows.

Tom fell limp in Tord's arms; his head lolling back to stare blankly at the ceiling. Tord could feel his warmth fade away and he let out a heart wrenching sob as he buried his face in Tom's body.

"Tom!"

Chapter 40: Chapter 40

Summary:

The conclusion.

Notes:

IMPORTANT AUTHOR'S NOTE AT THE END!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

A continuous numbing stiffness gradually dragged Tom into consciousness. A faint flare of pain seared his chest, spreading throughout the rest of his body. His face felt unusually heavy for some reason. He grew progressively aware of a repetitive beeping sound echoing next to him, and he could smell the overwhelming scent of antiseptic and a metallic tang to it. He wanted to hide away in sleep again, but he felt a small pressure on his hand and detected another more familiar scent in the air.

One of smoke and peppermint…

Blearily, Tom blinked his eyes open. He was in a small stark white room, lying in a bed, his torso covered in bandages all over, with little plugs attached to his body and an IV bag injected into his veins.

Feeling the small tug on his hand again, Tom glanced down. His gaze softened as his eyes landed on the curled up form sleeping soundly next to him, hunched over the bed with his arms crossed, sitting in a chair. Tom sat up stiffly and gently pulled his hand away to card his fingers through the soft, caramel horned hair.

Tord slowly stirred awake, immediately jolting up when his gaze focused on Tom and realized he was finally awake at last. "Tom!" He jumped to his feet.

"Commie." Tom rasped, his throat hoarse and dry. His whole body ached.

"You're okay!" Tord leaned over him, reaching his hand out to cup his face lovingly. "God, I was so worried for you. You've been out for days!" He bent his head down to nuzzle him.

Tom leaned into his touch and lifted his hand to place over his when he felt something metallic around his eyes. He stopped, palming the mysterious heavy device over his face in confusion.

Tord's gaze shadowed and he pulled away, releasing a sigh. "I thought I lost you…"

"W-what… what is this?" Tom's heart rate escalated and the beeping grew more frequent.

"You are in the Red Army infirmary."

Tord reached into the nightstand next to the bed and pulled out a mirror and held out to him.

A pair of neon digital green eyes within a black screen stared back at Tom through the reflection as he slowly tipped his head left and right. He lifted his hand, palming the device on his face that covered his eyes.

"I created it for you." Tord's voice broke through the silence. Tom snapped his gaze toward him. He smiled back at him softly. "Your eyes… they were beyond saving. They got too damaged in the fight with Reagan. The doctors did everything they could to flush out all the acid and poison from your system, but you would never see again. I worked night and day to make this visor for you to give you your sight back. What do you think?"

Tom stared back at his own reflection, stunned. He experimentally winked and watched the device that makes up his new eyes flicker in and out. He surveyed around the room and noticed for the first time how high definition everything looked. He could even see the specks of dust in the light. His sight had never been better.

"It feels a little heavy." Tom admitted, his digital eyes narrowing. "This is… bizarre, not gonna lie. But I think I can get the hang of this."

Tord nodded. "I can make some modifications later, if you want?" He suggested. "I just wanted you to get used to the idea of it first before making any more adjustments."

"What happened to Reagan?" Tom sat up in bed, his eyes wide. "I don't remember much from the fight. Did I-? Is he-?"

"Shhhh… don't do this to yourself, Tom." Tord soothed, placing his hand on Tom's shoulder and gently pushed him back down. "We're both safe. Reagan won't hurt anyone else ever again thanks to you. That's all that matters now."

Lowering his head, Tom's shoulders drooped and he clutched the bed sheets.

"To hold even a shred of guilt for a person like Reagan is wasteful. Why bother?" Tord couldn't help but ask, unable to keep the bitterness out of his voice at the mere thought of the troublesome Irishman.

"Because he was in pain… and he was so scared…" Tom's voice was no more than a whisper. He reached out in vain with his mind, only brushing up against a faint trace of anger and hatred that was no longer there, but he still remembers its sensation vividly. "I thought- I had hoped that I could reach out to him, the same way you reached out to me that night. If I could've made him see how precious life is to waste it all away on anger and grief, that he would change his mind and see the error of his ways. But I failed."

"It's not your fault. Heck, it's not even your responsibility!" Tord sat down beside him. "You gave him a chance, which is a lot more than he deserved, might I add; and Reagan foolishly threw it away. He sealed his own fate, Tom. You had nothing to do with it."

"I know."

Thinking back to his conversation with Reagan in the enclosure, Tom half expected the voice to pop up and guilt trip him over his failure to help the disturbed troubled man. And indeed, the voice was whispering nasty things into his head at that very instance; insisting that all of this was his fault. But Tom didn't listen. He can't keep blaming himself for things out of his control. He did his part. Reagan didn't. He couldn't have done more.

But there was one thing Tom did feel guilty over.

"Tord, I'm so sorry. I made a mistake." He stared at Tord meaningfully. "For attacking you. For believing Reagan over you. For not fully trusting you… I really am sorry. You're probably mad at me, and I wouldn't blame you if you were. Please forgive me."

Peering into Tom's new pair of eyes Tord sensed there was a lot more than he was letting on and felt something inside of him turn to ice. He rested his robotic hand over Tom's and gave it a reassuring squeeze.

Tom bowed his head and went on. "The truth is… I- I haven't been fully honest with you these last few months." He murmured. "I had doubts about you. I was scared. I was afraid to fully trust you in case this was all some hidden ploy of yours to use me and then cast me aside later. You've proven to be so ambitious in the past that I didn't know what lengths you would go to just to get what you want. I thought you… I thought we weren't real. And I know I have no right to think that of you after all the compassion you showed me… but I couldn't help it. I'm really sorry."

"Tom." Tord let out a soft cry. "You have nothing to apologize for. Of course you would be suspicious of me! Who could blame you after all the sh#t I pulled?"

He inwardly cringed at the memories of his past betrayals. First Tom, then Edd and Matt. He did nothing but prove himself untrustworthy over and over again. No wonder Tom was unsure about him! Granted, Tord had hoped that his recent actions to try and reverse his mistakes had been more than enough to atone for his past attitude, but evidently it wasn't enough.

He will have his work cut out if he wants to gain Tom's trust. Without it, there can never be a relationship between them.

Same for Edd and Matt if he plans to meet and apologize to them in the distant future.

"I am being fully sincere when I tell you that… I love you. I'm sorry I haven't told you that as often as I would've liked." Tord leaned closer to him, resting his forehead against Tom's.

"I know. I see that now." Tom nuzzled him back. "And I appreciate everything you've done for me."

Tord dipped his head and smiled, clasping his hands together. "I am so glad you're okay. Paul and Pat will be thrilled to know you're awake at last."

It would be so easy to end their conversation there. They just acknowledge their mistakes, they talk, and they make up. Happily ever after! And as much as Tom wanted to dismiss his persistent concerns aside and settle down with things as they are, he knew deep down in his heart that he would never be truly happy until he spoke up about what was constantly eating away at his insides.

Pulling away slightly, Tom frowned. "There's… something else I need to tell you."

"Go on." Tord nodded encouragingly.

Taking a deep breath Tom finally mustered the courage to talk. "Tord, I… I don't belong here." His voice faltered.

Tord blinked. "What do you mean? Of course you do!"

"I know you explained it to me in the past, but I can't help it. I am not comfortable with my position in the army. I don't want to be a weapon of war. I don't want to hurt, much less kill, anybody." Tom continued. "For ten years of my life I fully believed I was nothing more than a monster. Someone who does more harm than good and is better off dead. But now I finally have my life back and I want to do something meaningful with it! I don't know what yet, but I would like the chance to explore it if given the chance. I want to be someone who inspires others to do good, and make a change. That's my ambition."

Tord stared at him, his gaze searching Tom's. "What are you saying?"

Tom's heart broke inside his chest the longer he stared at Tord and he longed for the Norwegian man to understand. "I don't want to stay here anymore."

Tord peered into his eyes, mingled shock and grief and betrayal in his gray gaze. "Tom, you swore the oath." He reminded him, his voice rasping in his throat.

"I know I did. And I am so sorry." Tom dipped his head. Guilt surged through him. He'd never meant to hurt Tord, but he understood something now that he hadn't when he'd first made his choice. "At the time, when you extended me the chance to leave, I was so sure this is what was best for me. To remain safe here, be by your side through thick and thin, and fulfil my role as your secret weapon despite the fact I hate it being so. I figured then that if I could be with you nothing else would matter. That it was a small price to pay to reach full happiness. But I see now that's no longer the case. I can work on my happy ending, regardless of where I am."

Tord stood frozen like an ice sculpture as he listened. "What makes you so sure your happy ending isn't with me?"

"It's not that. Of course I am happy with you, Tord. It's just… not exactly the way I wanted it to be." Tom explained plaintively. "I think… we may have rushed things a little. I don't regret us. Not even for an instant. But I was so desperate to be happy that I thought jumping into your arms would secure the bright happy future I desired, despite all the awful things we would do to accomplish such a task."

"You're worried about what I plan to do in order to take over the world." Tord sniffed, turning his head away. "I don't know how many times I have to tell you this, but some things in life take sacrifice to make difficult and long, everlasting changes in the world. War is not nice, but it is a necessary step in order to secure the world as mine and implement the necessary changes. I promise you I only have the best of intentions here."

Tom lifted his head and fixed his gaze intently with Tord's. "Good intentions won't make the world a better place. Good actions will."

They stared at each other for several heartbeats, Tom's words hanging in the air like a thick fog that clouded their surroundings until only they were visible in one another's eyes.

After a few moments of silence Tom finally broke away his gaze and dipped his head. "But I know I can't stop you from doing what you think is right. You worked hard to be where you are now." He caught Tord's eye, pity swelling in his chest. "Just know that, even though I don't fully agree with you… I still love you."

"You do?" Hope glimmered in the Norsk's eye.

"Of course I do."

While his heart ached immensely in his chest, peace flooded over him for the first time in the last month. He felt another pang of regret. Tom knew he was letting Tord down by going back on his word to stay and be a soldier by his side, but even if Tord refuses to let him go he needs to come clean to him now about what is truly bothering him. That alone felt more liberating than anything else.

Tord smiled softly. "I love you too. And I only want you to be happy."

"Please, understand. I have no intention of ever hurting you, Commie. But now that I am here I'd like to be something more than alive." Tom went on fiercely. "I want to take some time off to work on myself. It's not fair to you that I rest all of my insecurities on top of you hoping none of it comes back to haunt me."

"I don't mind taking care of you, Tom." Tord cut him off. "You are no burden to me."

"I know. But it's still not fair to you. I want to evolve, Tord. I want to be more than just my condition. My whole life I believed there was nothing extraordinary about me in the least, but now I can find out for myself what I want to dedicate the rest of my life to." Tom argued. "And I want to figure out what to do with my powers. I don't want to use them to harm anyone. I want to use them to protect others."

When he faced off against Reagan, and even when he took down Tord all those months ago, not once had it crossed his mind that his actions didn't come from a place of cruelty or even hatred… okay, maybe a little bit of hate… but Tom only did what he done to protect those closest to him. It had been an instinct right from the start. Someone posed a threat to his friends and he had to keep them safe at all costs.

Warmth flooded him and Tom smiled. That's who he is meant to be.

A protector.

Now Edd and Matt were both safe and sound, and Ella can finally rest in peace now that he got the rightful justice for her in fending off Reagan once and for all. It was a shame he couldn't have done more for her though.

I promise I will remember you, and carry your memory with me for the rest of my life. Tom silently vowed.

"Thomas, if you think for even a second that you need to go off on your own out of some obligation to protect the rest of us because of something regarding your condition, I am telling you now you don't have to do anything." Tord spoke cautiously. "We all care for you, no matter what you decide to do. You don't have to deal with this on your own."

"I know that. But I want to do this for myself, Tord. I want to do this, and go out in the world until I am well and ready to make things right with the rest of you." Tom answered with clear conviction in his voice. "It's my decision."

This time he knew what he truly wants. He didn't think of this idea on the fly because the voice told him to, or out of obligation to others like Tord thought. No. Tom was sure now that this is something he wants to do for himself and no one else.

"I understand. But… it's not that easy, Tom." Tord shook his head. "By swearing the oath you promised to devote your life to the Red Army, come what may. To leave now when we are bracing ourselves for war would mean treason."

"You're their leader. Is there really nothing you can do?"

"I'm sorry, Tom. But I did warn you to think carefully about your decision."

Hearing his words, Tom hung his head in resignation.

Tord felt a pang of guilt in his heart that gradually worsened the longer he stared at him.

Every fibre of his being wanted to keep Tom close. The Red Army oath was the perfect reason to deny him his wish. But Tord knew deep down he could easily mend that, if he so wishes. Part of him argued that with time Tom would learn to deal with his situation and grow happy to be with the Red Army, just as he did before. That it was all a matter of getting used to the idea.

But would Tom ever be truly happy with them?

He seemed so happy before when it was only the four of them. Tom, Paul, Patrick, and himself. But it seems that it is only in their off time when the Red Army is not involved. When it is, Tom has no interest in their goals whatsoever. Can he really force his own life into Tom's just on the selfish idea that he doesn't want to part with him, with the belief that with a little time he will settle into the idea and be happy with him?

But that's not what Tom wants.

He expressed his wishes very clearly. And after all the suffering he endured this past decade, doesn't he deserve the chance to seek out his own happiness, even if it is someplace else far away from him? It wouldn't be the end of the world to let him go, and besides… he kinda owes it to Tom.

The Red Leader within him refused to abide with the idea. But Tord gradually reminded himself that he was the Red Leader, and what he says goes. Even if this decision will ultimately break his heart, he knew it was the right thing to do for his dearest and greatest friend who suffered for way too long.

He deserves better.

Tord sighed, lowering his head. "Well… I guess there's only one problem left for me to deal with now."

"And what's that?" Tom asked.

A robotic hand gently lifted his chin, raising his head so that his digital eyes could meet a single glistening gray eye staring back at him. Tord was smiling at him sadly.

"Just how much I am going to miss you."

Tom's eyes rounded with surprise. They simply stared at each other, sadness clouding their gazes before Tom lurched forward and wrapped his arms around Tord in a tight hug. He ignored his aching body's protests as he buried his face into the crook of Tord's neck as the Norwegian firmly returned the hug.

"Thank you, Tord. Thank you so much."


Two weeks have passed since Tom first woke up in the infirmary. He had to stay a few more days until Yanov was fully satisfied with his condition and gave him the clear to leave. During that period Tord made several upgrades to Tom's visor; including night vision, waterproof, and adaptability into his monster form – whilst also helping Tom adjust to his new pair of eyes.

And today is the day.

After many days of planning, it is finally here.

Tom finished packing his one bag. He didn't have many belongings here with him ever since he first arrived in the base, but he was allowed to take whatever he could with him. Mostly essentials and a few sentimental items.

The door slid open behind him.

"Our transport is ready to depart." Tord stated by the doorway, hands folded behind his back. "Are you ready?"

Tom smiled, lifting his bag over his shoulder. "Ready as I'll ever be."

A small thrill of fear sparked within him at the prospect of leaving his home for the last year today. But he shoved the nervousness aside, wondering about the new opportunities that would be opening up to him after today and easily replaced the anxiety with excitement.

Tom and Tord exited the laboratory levels and ascended into the hangar. Tom kept his head held high, but felt curious looks sliding under his skin with each soldier he passed. He wondered how many of them knew what today means for him, and that they wouldn't see him again after this.

As brief as his time in the main base was, Tom was glad he got the chance to interact and get to know some of the soldiers, and understand their way of life.

Just before they reached the facility, they heard a voice call out to them. "You weren't planning to leave without saying good-bye to us first, right?"

Paul and Patrick walked up to them, hand in hand, their eyes bright but sad. Tom smiled as they approached.

"I wouldn't dream of it." He said. "You guys are great, and I'll miss you two so much."

"Good luck out there, Tom." Pat dipped his head. "Do you have everything you need for your travels?"

"Yup! Got everything I need right here." Tom motioned his bag.

"Remember, if you ever need anything you will always be welcome back here in the Red Army." Tord added.

"Thank you." Tom then turned back to Paul and Pat with a bright smile and a mischievous look. "You two better hurry up and get married already. Sheesh! You guys are killing me with all this wait!"

"I know, right?" Tord said.

Patrick laughed and folded his arms across his chest. "Oh we couldn't possibly go forward without you there, Tom."

"Oh just you wait you guys." Tom promised. "I am going to become a marriage officiant, come back here, and officially marry the two of you myself if I have to. I will make it happen."

"Oh my god, can you really make that happen?" Tord asked.

"With the internet? Of course I can! There are online courses to become marriage officiants, didn't you know?"

Pat smiled. "I can't wait."

Finally breaking the silence and unable to hold in the waterworks anymore, Paul lurched forward with a broken sob and wrapped his arms around Tom in a crushing hug. Tom's digital eyes rounded with surprise, but he eventually relaxed and hugged Paul back whilst patting him on the back soothingly.

"It's okay there, big guy." Tom murmured. "I'm going to miss you too."

"You're gonna marry us and it's going to be beautiful." Paul sobbed but still managed to smile despite that. "Then… Pat and I will draw straws to see which one of us will marry you two. I can't wait."

Tom grinned. "That will be great."

"Take care, Tom. And good luck!" Paul pulled away. He was about to wipe his nose on his sleeve until Patrick offered him a tissue.

"Thanks." Tom then shook hands with Pat. "Thank you for everything you guys have done for me."

"Don't mention it." Pat smiled sadly, his eyes glistening. "Things won't be the same around here without you though. But I hope you'll find what you're looking for out there."

"Good-bye, guys."

Tom nodded and then stepped back, holding back his tears as he waved them good-bye when Tord began to lead him away. They kept waving at each other until they were out of sight.

A helicopter was ready and waiting for them. Tord spoke briefly to the pilots while Tom hopped inside, situating himself near the window before Tord joined him, taking a seat right beside him. They didn't have to wait for long until the helicopter took flight.

They soared through the skies. Tom looked out the window, watching the ground grow farther and farther away. The sun was low in the sky off to the West, painting the clouds gold and orange as it sank behind the mountains over in the horizon. The weight of the moment suddenly dawned on Tom. His heart seemed to be doing some kind of painful thumps in his chest.

"Nervous?" Tord asked.

Tom gulped. "A little. But it's the good kind."

Tord stared at him for several heartbeats before nodding. "Here; I got something for you." He pulled a device out from the inner pocket of his uniform and placed it gently in Tom's hand. "A communicator of your own. This way you'll have access to me, or Paul and Pat if necessary. I'm serious Tom. If anything happens, or you are in need of something, don't hesitate to call us. Or even just to keep in touch with each other."

"Thank you." Tom pocketed the device away.

"I guess this means this is the end for us, huh?" Tord pointed out, his head drooping.

Tom squeezed his hand. "It means this is a 'not right now', Commie." He said. "We love each other, and we can keep doing so even from afar. But our relationship will have to be put on pause until we meet again."

"I know." Tord bit his lip anxiously. "But the wait until then will kill me."

His words made Tom wince.

The upcoming world war will be devastating, even without a monster in the frontlines. It will be dangerous. Anything can happen. And without Tom there to secure his win, the Red Army could very well lose the war with one wrong move on their part. If that happens, Tord will be executed for his crimes.

This could very well be the last time they ever see each other.

Tom didn't want to think of that possibility.

"Don't worry about me." Tom murmured. "Focus on doing your best and winning this war as quickly as possible, and with as few casualties as you can."

"I will. I promise." Tord vowed. Then he paused, his tone softening. "I understand that you don't want to be part of my plans. But... I hope you get to be part of my future someday." His eye shone with such love that Tom felt the wind being knocked out of him and left him breathless.

Taking his hand in his robotic one, Tord lifted it to his lips and placed a kiss on the back of his palm.

"I hope so too." Tom agreed.

In a matter of hours the helicopter began to make its descent, just a few miles away from the nearest town, on the outskirts of the Red Army perimeter. They landed on top of a grassy slope. Tom and Tord hopped off and walked together down the hill in silence, hand in hand. Both just enjoying these last few minutes with one another before the inevitable farewell and separation comes about.

Their time together was drawing to an end.

"Here we are." Tord announced as they drew to a halt at the base of the slope. He nodded toward the treeline on the opposite side of the meadow. "Keep heading straight and you should arrive in town. Do you have any idea on where you're going first after this?"

Tom nodded, his eyes brimming with sudden sadness. "I mapped out a plan with Patrick. I will stay in Norway for a little while and then head off South. I'm thinking about renting a boat and sailing away."

He felt Tord's hand on his shoulder. His legs felt suddenly heavy.

These last few days since he left the infirmary had been special. A lot of excitement devoted for what comes next in the new chapter of his life and what he will dedicate his future to. But Tom also spent plenty of time enjoying the last days with Paul and Pat, but most of all Tord. His time spent together with them would live forever in his heart.

"So I guess this is it, huh?"

"Your future awaits." Tord sighed, turning to Tom and taking both hands in his. His gray eye bore into his digital ones. "Promise me you'll be safe out there. And should you feel overwhelmed by your powers or the voice again you can always contact us."

"I promise." Tom vowed. His gaze darkened. "One last thing. Once you start the war… what will become of Matt and Edd?"

"I will send soldiers after them. To keep them safe and away from the war. I will talk to them, apologize, and explain the whole situation." Tord answered, tipping his head. "May I contact you when I have them in custody?"

Tom hesitated. He didn't know how to feel about Tord's plan to go after their friends, but he had to remind himself Tord wouldn't hurt them. He is merely going to do the best he can to make sure the war won't hurt either of them and then make amends like he wants to. Tom would hate if anything happened to any of them. Maybe this was for the best.

"Yes, you may."

"Do you plan to visit them at some point in your travels?" Tord asked. "They will be ecstatic to see you again, I'm sure."

Tom considered the idea at great length but ultimately shook his head. "I want to find myself first before I see them again. I want to have something to show so that our time apart can actually mean something."

That sounded more like an excuse, but Tord didn't dare argue. After all it's not like he himself was running back to see his old friends any time soon. "If that's what you think is best." He merely dipped his head.

Finally it dawned on them that they had nothing more to say to each other and the time to part was here.

Lunging forward, Tom dropped his bag and wrapped his arms around Tord and hugged him tightly. Tord returned the gesture wordlessly, closing his eye as though in pain. He chuckled bitterly under his breath. I don't want to let him go. But he knew he must.

"Good-bye, Tord." Tom sniffled, holding back tears as they threatened to pour down from beneath his visor. "Thank you for everything." He nuzzled into his neck.

"Good-bye, Tom." Tord pressed his scarred cheek against Tom's for the last time. "Please, take care. Good luck out there."

They parted briefly only to reconnect again with a deep passionate kiss. Their arms wrapped around each other so that their bodies were pressed flush against one another, relishing the contact one final time.

After several long heartbeats have passed they finally pull away, their hands still intertwined. They both stared deeply into each other's eyes a few moments more.

Tord's eye glistened. "Tom, you…" He sniffled and had to pause to recompose himself, breaking into a small smile. "You will be great. No matter what you decide to do from here on out. I am hopeful you will find what you are looking for out there."

"Thank you, Tord." Tom smiled back despite the tears clouding his vision. "This means a whole lot to me."

Tom picked up his bag from the ground, ready to start his journey, and slowly pulled his hand away from Tord's grasp.

Tord's heart ached with dismay as Tom's hand slipped from his and he turned away with one last glance at Tord before heading off. He watched as Tom grew more distant from him by the second. He merely stood there and watched; unable to move, or do anything at all but to observe his most precious friend leave him. The familiar unbearable pain of loss threatened to overwhelm him, but Tord found himself strangely numb to it this time. Although he was greatly saddened by Tom's departure, he also couldn't help but feel exhilarated and content for him. He understood better than most what it means to leave those you love behind to seek after your own ambition. The Red Army is all about second chances and he is glad to have given Tom another shot at happiness, even if it means they may never see each other again.

I will find him again. He silently vowed. I will win this war for him and our friends, and we will be together again. I will wait for him – forever if I have to.

With each step taken Tom felt more and more at ease. This was the start of a new chapter in his life, and he was taking the necessary procedures to shape his own happy ending. Even though he had to part with Tord and leave everyone he ever loved behind for now, he felt like he could do this. He wasn't helpless to his condition.

His life had been entangled with his friends' for so long he never thought he could ever have a life outside of them. A life of his own. And while he will miss all of his friends very dearly and face the world's harshness and wonder all by himself, he will dedicate his time into searching and carving out his own path.

The voice had been completely wrong about him. There is a future where he can be happy out there without fear of things going horribly wrong all the time.

Tom could sense Tord's gaze following his every movement as he approached the treeline, his form blurring into the distance. He turned around, seeing the Norwegian man standing alone on the other side of the meadow. His hair and uniform blowing in the wind. Watching him with a dazed expression. Tom felt bad to leave him, but he had to have hope that they will meet again someday in the not so distant future. That they will reunite and live the rest of their lives together once the war is over.

Now that the time has come, Tom found it hard to put another step in front of the other that will lead him away from a place where he was so deeply loved.

Taking a deep breath, Tom turned away once more and lifted his head to the gold-and-orange streaked sky.

He was alone now… but he was also free. Free from the fear, guilt, and anguish that had plagued him consistently over the past decade. He was in control of the monster now as well as his own destiny. No one will decide his future for him but himself. The voice won't control or torment him any longer, and he will make sure no one falls prey to the monster again.

The future was scary but also ripe with possibilities.

The future is in his hands to shape now, and he could do anything he wanted.

Stepping through the undergrowth with one last deep breath, Tom disappeared into the treeline and vanished away from Tord's sight once and for all. His heart cried out to stay, but he knew he had to keep walking and ignore the hesitation. The shadows closed in around him.

Good-bye, Tord. We will meet again some day.

Tom was finally free.

Notes:

Hey everyone! This is Flower1815 here, bringing you the second to last chapter of MLTS. Now there is only the epilogue left... or is there? Now if you have read this far you must be thinking to yourself: "THAT'S IT? Where's the rest? What about Edd and Matt? The war? Will tom and tord ever get back together?" well I am here to calm your nerves by revealing my next order of business.

Next update, two weeks from now, will not only be the release of the epilogue and the subsequent ending to this segment in the series, but also the start of a new work that takes place in the same universe as MLTS. A prequel, if you will. Now that might not sound like a lot, but trust me it will fit in with the bigger picture at the end of things. This next work will be released all year round (again, once every two weeks for a whole year) while I am hard at work with the direct sequel to My little test subject, and this prequel, while it will mainly focus on the upbringing of Edd and the gang it will also be pivotal to setting up bowling pins for the sequel to strike down. When will this sequel be ready for release? Only time will tell. (I'm like fourteen chapters in already so it will be relatively soon I promise) So please don't for get to bookmark the series or follow me on tumblr @Heather1815 to keep updated with the rest of the series.

So... I guess this is it, huh?

Guys, I can't thank you all enough for standing with me through these last five years while i devoted myself to writing this story. It means so much to me that you guys enjoy it as much as I do, and I hope you will continue to enjoy what else I have in store. Thank you - from the bottom of my heart, thank you for all the support you've shown me. The nice reviews, the beautiful fanart, even the incoherent keyboard button mash some of you express your feelings with. I am glad to be here today to finish what I started, and turn what once was supposed to be a ten chapter generic fic into a full blown trilogy with a bunch of extra content sprinkled on top.

Thank you one and all for your immense support, I really appreciate it. <3 I hope you guys enjoyed both the chapter and the rest of the story as a while.

See ya'll on the flip side guys! ;)

Chapter 41: Epilogue

Summary:

This is the official ending. For real this time. Happy Holidays!

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

(One month later)

Snow sprinkled down from the gray skies, the sun blotted out by clouds, turning the land chilly and dark. Piles of snow accumulated outside while ice festered on the windowsill as Matt breathed out to draw funny shapes on the glass

"Is everything ready?" Edd asked as he walked in to set the turkey down on the table that was already prepped with plates, glasses, and an assortment of foods. He prepared the Christmas feast with the help of Matt, and they were currently waiting for their guests to arrive.

"Yup! Mark and Eduardo should be here any second now…"

Right at that moment the doorbell rang.

Matt hurried over to the door, slicking back his hair and adjusting the collar of his overcoat before opening. "Sup guys!"

"Sup doofus!" Eduardo walked in with Mark by his side, carrying a pet carrier in one hand. "Smells great in here."

"It certainly does! I feel bad for not being here to help prepare the feast, Edd." Mark added with an apologetic glance as he set the presents they brought down under the Christmas tree.

"Don't even worry about it!" Edd dismissed it, taking off his oven mittens. "I already can't thank you guys enough for taking Ringo over to the vet for me. What did the doctor say, by the way?"

His faithful feline companion had been gaining a lot more weight and turned lethargic as of late. Edd wasn't too concerned, thinking maybe his dear pet was just turning lazy and he would have to get her into a diet or have her exercise more often, but he scheduled a vet appointment anyways just to be safe. It was just his luck that his neighbors offered to go in his place while he prepared the Christmas feast for them.

Mark and Eduardo exchanged glances. "Yeah… about that…"

"What?" Edd's eyes shadowed with worry. He stared at them blankly.

Eduardo scratched the back of his head. "There's nothing wrong with your cat, per se… but, uh-"

"The doctor said she is expecting kittens!" Mark finished for him, turning back to open up the latch on the pet carrier and free the feline inside.

Shock numbed Edd to his core, and he hardly heard Matt squeal with glee next to him. He observed as Ringo waddled out into the open, her tail held high, and her stomach bulging. Edd kneeled down to pick her up in his arms.

"How could this happen? My little baby girl is a slut! No!" Edd cried, feeling both overjoyed and horrified at the same time as he cradled Ringo.

"You mean to tell me you never actually had her neutered, loser?" Eduardo asks, hands on his hips as he stared down at him incredulously.

"Hey, she's her own individual. I don't make the choices for her. If she wants kittens, she can have them. I just- I never expected to happen!" Edd explained. "Can't believe I'm going to be a grandfather! Still, I don't understand how these circumstances came about. I mean- when did this happen? Who's the father? I-"

He did a double take as he stood up and Edd peered out the window to see an orange cat sitting smugly on the railing outside.

"YOU!" Edd shouted. "It was you, wasn't it? You better not be a dead beat, mister! Why I ought to-"

"Okay, maybe it's time for you to knock it down a notch, will ya?" Eduardo held him back from spiraling further into a mad raving, and quite possibly, marching outside to yell at the poor cat. "Let's just… sit down and eat? Enjoy the day? Maybe open up the presents in the afternoon?"

"Sounds great to me!" Matt piped up enthusiastically.

They settled down to eat together, all the while chatting and laughing jovially as they enjoyed the Winter festivities for the very first time since they've become good friends.

Drama with his expecting cat aside, Edd sat at one end of the table and found himself observing each and every one of his companions. A bittersweet surge of excitement flooded him to see them all beside him so happy. Although part of him greatly desired one presence among them that was absent most of all, Edd tried not to think about it too hard. Tom never liked Christmas, and in the past he always begrudgingly participated in the feast for the food alone. He wouldn't have liked to be here today.

And yet, Edd wondered what his eyeless friend would think of them for inviting Eduardo and Mark and growing so close to them. Would he have approved?

By the end of noon, the four of them gathered around the living room to exchange gifts.

Matt and Mark gifted each other with matching purple jackets as they both squealed with glee.

"Ow, my ears." Eduardo grumbled with a wince. "I don't understand what the big deal is – it's just a dumb purple fur coat!"

"Purple is the hottest fashion trend right now!" Matt explained, smoothing the fur of his coat. "Everyone is wearing one of these nowadays. It's even fireproof!"

"I heard they will start to sell a new version of the models that come in bronze color." Mark added. "They're already all the rage in Scandinavia right now. They should be coming to England before Winter ends, I'm sure."

"Wow, really? I can't wait!"

Next, Matt gifted Eduardo with a small brown box with a golden ribbon. The burly brunet ripped off the wrapping and opened the box, holding a black and brown pipe in his hands. "Oh, doofus, you shouldn't have!" Eduardo exclaimed. Then his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "No, seriously, what- what is this? You know I don't smoke. What gives?"

Matt giggled knowingly. "Every good detective needs a pipe!" He said. "Just blow on it, silly."

Reluctantly, Eduardo leaned forward to place the tip of the pipe in his mouth and blew softly. To everyone's surprise, bubbles shot off the other end of the pipe and floated around the living room.

"Oh." Eduardo looked around in awe.

"Surprise!" Matt laughed. "Mark told me you have a bad habit of chewing pens when you're thinking about work related stuff, so I thought it would be a good idea to give you something a bit more 'detective-like' for you to stimulate your mouth with while you think. Do you like it?"

"Doofus, I… I don't know what to say." Eduardo murmured, feeling dazed and touched by the thoughtful gesture. "Thanks!"

"Don't mention it."

"Well, now what?" Edd asked rhetorically, his voice edged with humor. "After Matt's insane brilliant gift, Mark and I's present won't even hold a candle next to it."

Before Eduardo could ask, Mark brought out a big and heavy thin package from the other room. "We had it custom made just for you." Mark winked at his friend. "Consider it a gift from both of us."

Heart jumping out from his chest, Eduardo hurriedly ripped off the packaging only for his gaze to fall on a frosted glass sheet with his full name under the title of Private Eye. His heart leapt with joy and his eyes glistened despite his better judgment.

"No way! You guys really went ahead and did this for me?"

"Of course! We know how much your work means to you." Mark offered a kind smile, and fist bumped Edd in triumph.

Eduardo sniffled.

"Are you… crying?" Edd asked in amusement.

"No! It's just… this packaging is really dusty and some of it got into my eyes!" Rubbing his eyes with the back of his arm, Eduardo recomposed himself. He neared Mark with a mischievous grin. "C'mere you know it all bastard!"

"No! Not the hair!"

Grabbing the blond in a chokehold, Eduardo ruffled Mark's hair with his fist. It was his own personal way of saying 'thanks' to his best friend.

Edd shook his head and laughed.

"By the way, Edd." Matt drew his attention as he approached him with a yellow gift in his hands. "I got this one especially for you. I hope you like it!"

Curious, Edd took the present from him and undid the purple bow on top. Ripping the wrapping aside, he opened the box and peered inside. He picked up a long, thin silver chain with a round openable locket in his palm. It took a few tries but when Edd finally managed to flick it open, he gasped softly.

On one side of the locket there are pink, purple, and dark green figures drawn together as though posing for a picture. On the other side of the locket… a red and blue figure stand aside from the others. All of them were smiling. Edd's eyes glistened the longer he stared and he grinned.

"I couldn't find a picture of all of us together to put in there, and I couldn't ask we could take one without sounding suspicious. So I drew everything myself instead." Matt explained bashfully. His head ducked as though embarrassed. "I know I am not as great an artist as you, but I hope this will suffice for now until you find a suitable replacement pictures for the locket."

Edd shook his head, sniffling. "No no, this is- this is perfect already. Thank you, Matt."

They embraced one another in a tight hug.

Afterwards, when all presents were exchanged and opened, the four of them spent the evening conversing and watching jolly Christmas specials on TV. At one point, Matt dozed off and Mark went to the bathroom. Leaving Edd and Eduardo alone with each other.

"So…" Eduardo lowered his voice, shooting Matt a brief anxious glance before leaning closer to Edd. "Have you figured out anything new yet?"

Edd snorted quietly. "I thought that was your job."

Ever since they first joined forces they have been working extensively to figure out the secrets of the Red Army and its next movements, although with not so much luck so far.

"I solve the puzzle. You give me the puzzle pieces. As my informant I need you to give them to me." Eduardo reminded coolly. "Given everything we have figured out so far, it won't be long before the Red Army executes its global domination plans. At the rate we're going we won't be able to stop them on our own."

"What do you suggest?" Edd asked. "I have given you everything Reagan told me and all I know about Tord. I don't see what else we can do."

Eduardo scowled. "I'm thinking we fight fire with fire."

Edd's eyebrows arched. "Don't be an idiot. We don't know what this Red Army is capable of yet. Furthermore, how do you expect to create an army that can possibly stand on equal power to one whose goals are to dominate the whole world? We could never accumulate as many numbers so fast to fight back." He hissed back.

"If we don't do something the whole world will be plunged into war." Eduardo said.

"We alone don't stand a chance." Edd argued.

"Then maybe it's about time we started gathering our own followers if we hope to stop those red bastards." Eduardo growled lowly. "I have a few contacts who would be interested in the information we have acquired, and would definitely side with us when the time comes. Supplies, recruits, training; you name it. We can start inviting in people closest to us if necessary. Every help counts."

"Eduardo, wait a second. Really think this through for a moment." Edd implored. "Are you really considering creating our own army just to take down the Red Army? Don't you think this is a bit… extreme? What chance do we stand against an organization that's been preparing itself for this precise goal for over a decade? We can stop them another way!"

"What way, loser?" Eduardo demanded. "How do you expect to stop an entire army h#llbent on world domination? Ask them nicely? We can't let them get away with this, Edd. We cannot allow more people to die in their desperate and greedy attempt to rule everything."

Edd understood at once the pain in Eduardo's plea was dedicated to the dear friend he lost so long ago. He sympathizes with where he's coming from. And yet, Edd couldn't find within himself the will to get onboard with this insane plan of his. He had to have hope that he can still find Tord somewhere in the Red Army midsts, make amends, and find a way to topple them down from the inside. But Eduardo didn't know that. All he cares about is getting his revenge. If he did know he would definitely stop Edd's own plans, just as he intends to put a stop to his.

"I am not asking you for your input or approval. I am doing this." Eduardo stated firmly, as though his mind has already been made. "This is the only way we're going to stop them once and for all. This is the only way we're going to avenge our friends, and keep our other ones safe and sound." His gaze flickered briefly toward Matt, who was still sleeping none the wiser to their conversation. "I merely ask if you will stand with me. Can I count on your support?"

Edd hesitated, his brown eyes searching Eduardo's.

If Eduardo really intends to fight the Red Army head-on and put everyone's lives at risk, he has to be there to mediate the situation; keep his friends safe; and reach Tord before he does. It's the only way this whole mess will end. He needs to learn the truth about him and Tom.

"Of course you can count on me." Edd replied solemnly, holding back his misgiving over the situation and the uncomfortable tugging feeling in his belly as he lied straight to Eduardo's face. "But if we're really doing this we might have to come clean to the others. We won't be able to keep this a secret from them for much longer, and they deserve to know."

Eduardo nodded. "The more help the better." He stood up and began to pace around the living room, peering out the window.

"Still… I can't believe we're really doing this." Edd breathed in exasperation. "An army of our own? And you will lead it, I assume?"

"Correct. But I think we can be even better than an army." The burly brunet murmured as he looked out onto the darkening sky as the night began. He grinned, and glanced back at Edd over his shoulder.

"What do you say we start a rebellion?

(Meanwhile…)

All the way in Norway, the Red Leader freely roamed the laboratory. Today had been a busy day, just like any other. He had meetings with his Generals discussing their battle strategies going forward, he addressed his soldiers about the upcoming war that will commence in just a matter of weeks now, and now he's gone down to the lab levels to check on his latest secret weapon.

Tom might be gone, but thankfully he already has the perfect substitute for the job when the time comes.

Larry and Bing have moved permanently to stay in the main Red Army facility, and Tord gave them full permission to conduct experiments on test subject #1827 to their heart's content.

He peered into the observatory window into the lab, watching as the restrained test subject tried in vain to fight back against the needles stabbing against the back of his neck to no avail. He was heavily chained down and restrained, and with a steel muzzle clamping his annoying arrogant mouth shut; he seemed to delight Bing greatly with his struggles.

"Everything seems to be running smooth and steady until the takeover begins, sir." Paul murmured next to him, pausing to peer inside the lab. "It's certainly quite nice that Larry, after years of putting up with Bing's b#llsh#t, has a low tolerance for anyone else's sh#t and can handle the test subject with no problems."

Tord chuckled in agreement. "I would have killed him long before he was given the chance to act out if he was under my care."

"Although, I must admit I have my doubts about the new secret weapon. At least Tom was our friend and we could trust him. What makes you so sure he will do as we say when the time comes?" Paul questioned.

"Oh, he will comply. If he wants his freedom back he will do as we say or else."

At that moment, a set of vibrant green eyes fixed themselves on him; blazing and full of rage with the promise of a slow and painful death. Tord smirked and waved back.

Tom might've sympathized with Reagan, but that certainly didn't mean Tord had to extend the same courtesy after everything he's done to f#ck up his life and that of his closest friends. Reagan is just lucky he didn't outright execute him. But letting him live is a much better punishment, and handing him over to the two resident maniacs, Larry and Bing, to care for him was just too perfect to pass up.

Now even with Tom gone he will still have the upper hand when the war comes about.

The fact that Tom would have wanted him to keep Reagan alive regardless didn't factor in his decision at all.

Patrick joined them shortly. He shot an apprehensive glance towards the lab before addressing his leader. "It took plenty of time and effort from our troops, but we managed to track down Reagan's trail of destruction and cover up any loose ends. As far as anyone outside the army knows, it was just convenient gas leaks." He stated. "We also managed to track down the only survivor of the Fitzroy family slaughter, and he is now within Red Army custody and properly well taken care of."

"Good."

Tord moved on to better things. While watching Reagan suffer for his actions was great entertainment and could cheer him up any day, he had other business to attend to as Red Leader.

It's so close now. His ambition is finally within reach and will come to fruition in just a matter of weeks. Oh how glorious his rule will be! People will revolt and fight back, but once they realize he is the only one that can keep them safe and well cared for, they will prosper and rejoice.

The only key components missing now for his glorious future to come true is the presence and forgiveness of his friends, and the support of his lover.

Tord will get them back. No matter what it takes, he will have all of them kept safe here where no harm may come to them, and they can rule the world together; just like it was meant to be.

As he inspected the new weapon designs of his scientists, Tord felt a small tremor from his pocket. Heartbeat escalating, he took his time to fetch the communicator, his face heating up when his gaze landed on the notification up front.

(TT): The weather is beautiful today. No sign of rain. Perfect for fishing!

(TT): I miss you! <3

Tord sighed dreamily and texted back, his heart yearning for the other's soft touch and companionship.

(RL): I miss you too! I wish you were here...

(RL): Please be safe.

(RL): How are you doing?

It took only a couple of minutes to get a reply back.

(TT): I am doing great! What about you?

(TT): I will send pictures of my travels soon enough…

Tord smiled as he read the texts, his face flushing. What he wouldn't give to see him again… have him stand beside him once more…

When the war ends, Tord vowed to himself, his grip on the communicator tightening. We will meet again, and we will be together forever then. Nothing can stand in my way now!

For now though, until that fateful day comes when they are all reunited, Tord needs to keep his head away from the clouds and focus solely on running his army and keep his soldiers in line.

After all, he has a war to win.

The end.

Notes:

We have reached the great conclusion to this step in the overall storyline! Up next we have a prequel - a series of one-shots detailing the past of Edd and the gang's upbringing and misadventures together. Now I know it might sound far removed from the conflict that MLTS has set up, but don't worry - this prequel will be essential to setting up bowling pins for the inevitable sequel to strike down. The first one-shot of the prequel should be already out by the time you read this. If you like this story and my writing I highly recommend you check out my next project: Requiem.

As always, thank you guys so much for your support; I really appreciate it! Don't forget to leave a review telling me your thoughts - I hope you enjoyed the story. Happy Holidays, and I'll see ya'll later ;)

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