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Shelly can't seem to bring herself out of her own despair, and tries escaping the only way she knows how.
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Cream Book book of Cream by Pie_code
Fandoms: sans ensemble - Fandom, Undertale (Video Game)
30 Apr 2026
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I like Cream. A lot. So I will put all the writing I have of them here!
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The Fertility Face-Off by percyisasmartass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Apr 2026
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"Do you want children?"
It should have been a simple question, a yes or no answer, and Shane knew that Ilya wanted children, because he did, too. they talked about it before they got married and briefly after they got married. But as their heat and rut approaches, something they have never shared before, Shane wonders if it might be time to talk about the next part of their relationship. But when Shane gets an answer he's not expecting, he starts going down a rabbit hole to confirm that this is actually what he wants.
Occurs after the Long Game. Canon divergence and is set in Omegaverse. Mix of TV and book elements.
Will be updated every 3-4 days. Last update: April 30th
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Broken Soul,Lost Heart,Shattered Boy by Not_your_airfrayyaa
Fandoms: Avatar (Cameron Movies)
30 Apr 2026
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“ No Lo'ak wasn't one to forget about something like that,but he wasn't sure he felt anything anymore.
The only thing he felt was an empty black hole right there where his heart should be.
It felt like he sat in a grave himself,except he wasn't dead but alive while he was getting buried”
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After Lo’ak’s attempt he needs to learn how to live with the guilt of thinking he killed his own brother and the almost never ending emptiness he feels in his heart.With also never seeming ending fights with Jake he regrets pulling the trigger that night.
Now he lives just for the people he loves.And maybe one day he’ll be ok again.(Im not good at summary’s)
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- Part 2 of Avatar
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RE: Corvis Eralith | TBATE by BernardFromBois
Fandoms: The Beginning After the End - TurtleMe
30 Apr 2026
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[Remake of TBATE: Corvis Eralith]
Tessia Eralith wasn’t supposed to have a brother.
When a devoted reader of The Beginning After The End is reborn as the twin of the novel’s main heroine, he knows the timeline has already shattered.
He is a walking paradox born with powers that shouldn't exist in that world to begin with strangely related to “Fate”—a concept that even the Asuras of Epheotus fear.
His very existence has destabilized the world, threatening to trigger a cataclysm far worse than the war against Alacrya. Now, to save his people and prevent reality from collapsing, he must do the unthinkable: he must declare war on Destiny itself.
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I’m not very good at this, so bear with me
No spoiler version; don’t read this
Spoiler version;
Stella is abusive, stolas hides it, via sees, they run away, bring blitz and loona and blitz doesn’t know what’s going on.
Stolas is internally freaking out
Blitz is shit at feelings
But I promise there will be a happy ending!Also I’m gonna try for slow burn but will probably fail.
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We're All in This Together by Ersatz_Einstein
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
30 Apr 2026
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Caine tries to do something nice for the players. It doesn't go well, but it does get them thinking about doing something nice for him. (QnA-verse.)
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A story of Love, Violence, and Mechanized Emotional Damage.
Maria Armades isn't exactly 'fit' for the job of Handler, being a former Hound herself. And yet here she is, shanghaied by The Boss and her best friend to boost their merc company's combat power by rehabilitating a bunch of hounds into functional people, giving them good PR in addition to good mech pilots.
One small issue: nothing ever goes well for Maria. Her entire life is proof of this.
Come join the ride as Maria's Hounds try to discover themselves, and Maria herself tries to avoid spiraling downwards into synth-coke as a coping mechanism for the freaks she brought in. Gods only know how many more she'll recruit by the end of this.
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Sketch and Jake kiss, and Sketch thinks he actually means something to Jake.
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You relapsed and you hate yourself for it. Micah holds you despite it all
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too easy to ruin things by auggiedear
Fandoms: Trigun Stampede & Trigun Stargaze (Anime 2023-2026), Trigun (Anime 1998)
30 Apr 2026
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During a drunken night out, Vash and Wolfwood have unimportant conversations and somewhat more important encounters.
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- Part 4 of wings and petals and such
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"He was built, designed, crafted for one purpose and one purpose only: killing. His war on monsters, on the Mad Cyborg meant he had no time for useless mental exercises regarding his humanity. How human does a living weapon need to be?"
Genos proposed an idea to his teacher about a beneficial situation, expecting a rejection. He was surprised when that's not the answer he received.
(This is a rewrite to an existing story. Beats stay the same but it's getting more meat on the bones)
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No humans is perfect, so how dare they expect their creations to be.
At least Caine attempted to understand them. So much pain could have been avoided if they had tried to meet him in the middle.
AKA: The many ways Humans have failed Caine over the years + how Kinger's a good dad to everyone but his AI son.
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Fill Me With Poison So I Can Finally Be Empty by grumpysheepygirl
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog (IDW Comics)
30 Apr 2026
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Lanolin is at rock bottom after the disaster of the Clean Sweepstakes Race. Heading up the Emeraldville Rebuilding project with the gradually re-constructing Restoration would be an staggering workload even for someone who wasn't wracked with guilt, unresolved trauma, and serious self-destructive addictions. This has made her an easy target for Surge, who can't resist taking advantage of a girl with issues. Shockingly, this arrangement is unsustainable, and no matter how bad things start out, they can always get worse...
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She wakes up next to the grace: her bones feel like molten metal, reforming in a cloud of agony, her flesh takes shape inside of her as she grits her teeth not to scream.
Soon enough the pain, the exhaustion feels like a terrible dream.
She leans to the side of the door but there’s only common foot soldiers: despite their numbers and weaponry, not seeing the looming shadow again is a weird comfort.
Margit the Fell.
Ofnir surely forgot to mention him, not that he gave her any useful information. Only threats and duties.Still, she will do what she must to go make a safe world for her daughter.
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THE ROTTEN ONES pt. 2
Luz, Gus, and Hunter are the only ones to make it through the portal. Trying to get back to the demon realm is now nearly impossible. LUZ is the reason they’re stuck here—why Belos WON. Like that guilt isn’t enough, she’s carrying a grim secret for Eda. But she swore to be quiet, knows what happens if she isn't, so she copes in what ways she can—Whether that be partying with her weirdo friend Masha, slicing her skin off, or wrecking what's left of her innocence.
Hunter isn’t doing any better, still reeling from discovering his life is a lie. But they know and trust each other with their secrets... Luz with the Collector, Hunter being a clone... and that trust scares the shit out of Luz. She has responsibilities, she needs to keep Eda under control. She can't abandon them for her own happiness, now can she?
(S3 timeskip and S3E1, but an au where Eda had been grooming Luz which left her traumatized. Amity and Willow didn't go through the portal, leading to different plot outcomes)
Note: This fic is about abuse, including grooming, SA, incestuous CSA, child abuse/neglect. I do not romanticize these topics. This is angst, not porn.
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- Part 2 of The Rotten Ones
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Barnaby comments on Wally having a muffin top; he always had a problem with the way his body looked and the shape of it, but having it noticed by his best friend makes him more aware, driving him to a drastic solution to lose weight.
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we’re at the part where you’ll hate what you see by ithinkyourerare
Fandoms: Descendants (Disney Movies)
30 Apr 2026
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Red thought it was nice sometimes—the quiet, that is. She never got much silence back home, not with her tyrannical decapitation machine of a mother constantly screaming about some new issue or problem or minor inconvenience. Night was the only time she got for truly just herself, to think and feel and be. (Really, though, was the thinking worth it if it was just circling rambling anxieties?)
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in which red is very clearly not mentally stable, hallucinates like there’s no tomorrow, fights multiple people, and more! don’t expect canon compliance. this is red’s journey with undiagnosed schizoaffective disorder and the impact it has on her life.
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A Long Time Away From Home by F1C_4DD1CT
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983)
30 Apr 2026
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“Alright Soda- easy now,” Darry places a firm hand on Sodapop shoulder, “I’m excited too, Pony’s comin’ home next week, now after dinner- and for most of this week- we gotta clean up the place a bit unless you want Ponyboy walkin’ in while the house looks like a tornado ran right through it?”
Or Ponyboy gets taken away from home after the Curtis parents pass. After a whole year
Ponyboy gets the chance to return home once more. Will he fit right in once more? Or will he begin to feel left behind? -
Days Between the Stations by lonibal
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Cursed Child - Thorne & Rowling
30 Apr 2026
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Voldemort is dead, and somehow Harry is still alive.
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- Part 1 of dbts