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    Shane Hollander doesn’t respond the way he’s supposed to, as an Omega. He never has.
    He’s learned to live with it. To control it. To stay exactly where he needs to be: on the ice, in his head, in his body. It works. It’s predictable.

    Until he meets Ilya Rozanov.
    Suddenly, something is very off balance. And Shane can’t decide if he needs to fix it, or figure out why he doesn’t want to.
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    "The moment stretched. Ilya felt the instinct to pull away. Something was amiss. Then Hollander pulled his hand free, Ilya’s eyes still fixed on Shane. Now he was confused. Shane’s smell locked inside his nose. Like a beautiful summer evening on a lake, with rain at the horizon. He had a picture in his mind, and he stared for a moment until the line forced him forward.

    His world crashed in his head. And Shane moved on like nothing had happened.

    Even after the shower, even after he had changed and left the building to smoke behind a corner, Hollander's smell lingered. It was as if it was frozen inside his nose. Not even the cigarette smoke cleared it away and it left him irritated."

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    My Angstpril works! I'll be adding more each day until all of them are here.

    Chapters will include warnings for any triggering content and each chapter will be titled with the day it corresponds to so you can skip to whatever days you want to read (they're gonna be in order anyway, but this makes it easier).

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    Just a little vent post based off of how I'm feeling about my writing. :/

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    Zanka is settling into everyday life with his new husband, but as their bond deepens, his growing love is overshadowed by a lingering sense of unworthiness. When a summon from his family arrives, those doubts begin to spiral, threatening both his peace and the relationship he’s still learning to adapt.

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    After a long absence, Stéphane returns to confront the ghosts of the past. The betrayal that shattered his world still lives on in his heart. He no longer believes in words, he no longer trusts actions, but the spark in his soul has never stopped burning. And now, he must figure out where his pain ends and where love begins. Will he be able to take a step toward what once seemed lost forever?

    A story of love, betrayal, and the path to forgiveness, where the lines between pain and happiness dangerously blur.

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    William had dreamed to be just like Builderman when he grew up. He was his idol. His inspiration to becoming a Mechanic.

    But after the corruption of Builderman.. it was shattered into a million pieces. Even using a wrench feels tainted by those memories.

    It’s fine. He’ll get over it. Eventually.

    But the world had other plans.

    TL;DR: William wants to move on, but Builderman won’t allow that.

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    Han Yoojin was a strong kid, a great brother but, he was still just a human.

    Humans can crumble; they can break and piece themselves together with the help of people around them—their loved ones, their family. For Han Yoojin, it was his beloved dongsaeng.

    Or

    My take on Pre-regression Han yoojin dealing with self harm and what happens after regressing to the past with his body.

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    A new person enters the circus, someone perhaps better equipped to understand Caine than most of the other circus inhabitants. Between her computer science background and a familiarity with feeling like a failure, Buzzy knows how Caine feels as he desperately tries to fulfill his purpose. Maybe the two of them can make the circus into a home instead of a torture chamber.

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    Multi wasn’t particularly keen on developing a cure for some nosy spy who didn’t obey the rules, so the Regime Leader decided to strike where it hurt the most – he targeted the only thing that mattered to the scientist besides uranium.

    That reckless decision awakened something dangerous, forcing Multi and Quackity to face things they had tried so hard to ignore.

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    Arthur Pike gets diagnosed with autism and it makes Hayden think about his best friend who one time verbally shut down at practice after they ran out of red gatorade. And of course Hayden couldn’t keep this thought to himself, so now Shane has to think about all the times in his life he felt like everyone got a rule book and he didn’t. This makes him feel like maybe everything isn’t alright.

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    The Techno drone wasn’t meant to be ever separated from its pilot. Yet Donnie forcibly got ripped out of it. But that never meant that the Techno Drone also got ripped out of Donnie. Or that the softshell’s parts all come back with him. What will a turtle do if he finds out that he’s partially Krang and that part is actually the majority of him?

    Or the Techno Drone didn’t just Krangified, but straight up made Donnie 70% Krang. Of course with a species change comes some freaky new instinct, issues and body horror worthy transformations. Drowning in intense self hatred and fear of losing his brothers ( especially his twin) of course he tries to face all these challenges all alone.

    Basically another Krang-Donnie AU, but trust me this is going to be a rollercoaster of very gory, very sweet and have a lot of made up Krang lore you never knew you needed.

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    I don't remember how I died, and that was the scariest thing. I'm not even really sure I remember who I really am.

    All I know now is that I am Mikoto Misaka in a world full of curses, and all the potential power and trauma my namesake entails. But many things aren't as they seem and others don't make sense, because why can I exorcise curses without the use of cursed energy?

    At least I can still buy Gekota merch...

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    Shadow Milk and Pure Vanilla have a quarrel. Who is ready to help the Ancient Hero? Well, none other than Black Sapphire.

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    Join Harry Potter as he joins the Wizarding World but but his first introduction is interrupted by a boy who seems to want to help Harry in his join. Is he there to hurt him? Trick him? Or will he be someone that truly wants to see him and stay by his side?

    This wizard who seems to know a lot and has a great connection with his supposedly greatest enemy. Maybe the world is wrong? Maybe something is wrong with him?

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    Harrison Potter and Cassius Knowles, two friends that are getting through their Hogwarts years whilst trying to learn how to be the respectable Lords of their houses. Learning about the wizarding world day by day is frustrating when you weren’t raised in their world but friends help the journey become easier. Although are they all friends?

    Year after year Harrison is going to try and avoid getting into trouble with the school and his friend but it’s hard to do when curiosity kills the cat. That’s not even mentioning the growing pains of puberty making interactions awkward and embarrassing.

     

    First Year ✓
    Second Year ✓
    Third Year ✓
    Fourth Year - In Progress

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    Sunoo is used to laughing things off.
    Sunghoon is used to staying quiet.

    Sunoo keeps smiling.
    Sunghoon keeps noticing.

    Somewhere between shared rooms, late nights, and things left unsaid, they begin to mean more to each other than either of them knows what to do with.

    Sunoo thinks Sunghoon is just being kind.
    Sunghoon thinks there will always be more time.

    They are both wrong.

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    A few careless moments are enough to throw Thoma completely off balance.

    The moon on the water looks close enough to touch.

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    carte blanche
    /kärt ˈblänSH/

    complete freedom to act as one wishes or thinks best

     

    Iterators were created to serve the whims of the Ancients that created them as well as their kind, right? What would come of an Iterator that wasn't built like that- a subservient bio-machine that never questioned its own creation?

    What would come of him if he wasn't built "correctly"? What if he malfunctioned from the start and it lead to unforeseeable events?

     

    (Edit, 2.28.26: As of today, all old content has been removed. All old chapters have been rewritten and all old comments have been deleted. If you were here before the rewrite, please reread now.)

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    A proxy, a mercenary, a police officer and a government agent all walk into a bar...

    Oh wait. No, they don't.

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    Aya’s Whumptober 2025 Collection.

    These will all be Landoscar and Omegaverse themed. The tags and warnings will be updated as we progress.

    No.30 Mirror (Both)
    No.31 If all my days are numbered, why do I keep counting?

    Rated M for Chapters 6, 10, 15, 16, 22, and 28!

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