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1. i am not as fine as i seem (pardon?) by MichaelMellon

   Fandoms: Eddsworld - All Media Types  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   16 May 2018

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Edd/Matt (Eddsworld)
   • Edd (Eddsworld)
   • Mentioned Tom
   • mentioned tord
   • Matt (Eddsworld)
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Mental Breakdown
   • Alcoholism
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Pulling out hair to cope
   • Self-Mutilation
   • Letters as a Coping Mechanism
   • i don't think they work very much
   • Edd just wants tom back
   • Matt tries to help Edd
   • Mutual Pining
   • I think?
   • matt loves Edd and just wants him to get better
   • sex as a coping mechanism
   • Puke?
   • Changing to explicit just in case
   • Finished

   Summary

   "I don't know how to get over you.

   I fucking found you.

   YOU'RE SELFISH HOW DARE YOU

   HOWDAREYOUYOUFUCKINGSELFISHCUNTIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU--"

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   "You get plastered"

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   Literally only one person wanted this but whatever. From Edd's perspective, you see how he breaks down. Also, keep an eye on the tags, as I update them frequently.

   Book three of three

   https://archiveofourown.org/series/866973

   Series

   • Part 3 of ceiling fans and idle hands will take my life again

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   3,478

   Chapters:

   11/11

   Comments:

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