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I Need A Drink
Livs POV
It was early saturday morning when she woke up it was 17th february, the day after her birthday and party, her disastrous party for the record. She should have known gabby would do something like this, she is the biggest drama queen going, but she never imagined gabby could make her feel so bad. Just using those simple words '' also she kissed me, whats that about liv'' liv remembers that single tear running down her face, she was so angry but couldn't speak.
Aaron had tried to comfort her, and chas and even paddy but she just ran and locked herself away. Later last night she heard aaron pacing outside her room , he gently knocked, and tried to comfort her '' liv i love you, i don't care who you're attracted too, when your ready, ill be here. Always.''
It was them words that started the tears off again, '' i don't care who your attracted too'' little did he know that was the problem. She isn't attracted to anybody. That was when she got the burning sensation in her mouth, she knew exactly what would drown her thoughts out.
She needed to get to the pavilion, her room was full of empty vodka bottles but her and gabby stored plenty of bottles over at the pavilion, she knew there was no chance of aaron letting her out though.
She decided it would be a good idea to escape through her window, however she didn't think that she would be too drunk to climb back in. She finally climbed out, without a jacket of course (damn it liv) she ran to the pavilion in hopes off not being seen.
Aarons POV
As soon as them words came out of gabbys mouth, he knew he needed to act quickly '' get her out of here, he sneered'' but it was too late, gabby was intent on ruining livs life. When gabby left, he tried to comfort his little sister, who was way too much like him for his own liking, but she just stormed off and up the stairs.
He had no idea she had been struggling, why didn't she come to him?
Later on that night, he paced up to his little sisters bedroom, and stood near the door, he could hear her broken sobs, which heart broke him his little sisters heart into several pieces.
He knew she wouldn't say much but he just muttered reassuring sentences into the door and hoped for the best never in a million years did he think he'd be parenting a teen let alone his little sister and defiantly not one who was confused by her sexuality.
Livs POV
When she eventually got to the pavilion she can safely say she was freezing, it was so much colder than she first anticipated, she soon warmed up when she started to down the vodka.
She did feel slightly guilty for probably worrying aaron to death right now, but the vodka took her guilt away and did its job and made her numb, 2 bottles later and around 2 and a half hours of sobbing and coldness and numbness she realised 2 things.
a) she was way to drunk to climb into her window again and b) aaron was probably going off his head with worry right now. She decided to take the pain and just go home, even if she did get bollocked by aaron. She was right..
As soon as she walked through the door aaron ran up to her and hugged her before standing opposite her with a slightly angry look on his face, he started yelling about how worried he was and he thought shed done something stupid.
'' i just went for a walk aaron, chill'' she said slurringly due to the vodka
'' okay so 1. why couldn't you use the door and 2. your quite obviously drunk liv.'' he replied sarcastically.
'' because you'd just ask me loads of questions and i don't wanna talk about yesterday or gabby or what she said'' liv said to him, aaron could tell she was getting slightly emotional and more so addgitated
Before he could even say anything she just turned on her heels and went upstairs, with a slight help from gerry
aaron didn't know why but he got the urge that she wasn't going to get through this simply by herself she needed him.