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1. help me to name it by davidbobo

   Fandoms: One Direction (Band)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   18 Mar 2018

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson
   • OT5 - Relationship
   • Louis Tomlinson
   • the others are all mentioned
   • lottie is mentioned too
   • Beach House - Freeform
   • louis is a bit sad
   • set in the canon world but is not canon by any means
   • if that makes sense
   • a bit of a mess overall
   • short and nostalgic and sweet
   • Fluff too I guess

   Summary

   He knows that they know everything they need, and yet, Louis always feels like the feelings leaking from his inside don’t quite reach them enough. As soon as he sees the words coming out, as soon as the breach is open, he will find anything to close it. He can do affection and reminds them how brilliant they are. He can say “i love you” and “i miss us so much”, “i miss my best friends, my band of brothers”. What he can’t say is words that are only about him, the quiet desperation he feels at times, close to “i am so tired of my mind sometimes. please tell me nothing is wrong with me, that you feel it too”. Tell me that the way I feel is temporary and that i’m doing my best.

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