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Hey Amé
Yes?
Do you remember what you were like?
Before all of this
…
That is a difficult question
Sorry
I know it was a bit presumptuous
It’s alright if it’s not something you’re ok with discussing right now
Or ever
Thank you for the offer
But I think that I can answer
Where else would I talk about this than here with you?
Just give me a minute to collect my thoughts
Yeah
Sure thing
Take as much time as you need
…
I think I was...
How do I phrase this?
Softer?
My life before
What I remember
Had less of an edge
I wasn’t a passive woman
You didn’t stay in the spotlight very long unless you were willing to reach out and take it
What did you do?
I was a dancer
Ballet
You must’ve been beautiful
I think…
I think I was
Gérard used to bring me flowers
Like clockwork
He’d be there with a bouquet after every single show
And even when I’d just left a stage ringing with the applause of thousands
That was when I really felt proud
Felt beautiful
Felt loved
…
I did not know I still had those memories
Do you wish that you could forget?
You seem to be asking many hard questions tonight chérie
Sorry
It's fine
You are well aware that I have no problem telling you when you have crossed a line
Yeah
But I just want to be sure
I want to know that you’re ok
Thank you
That truly means a lot to me
And no
I lost so much of my mind
I still feel the missing pieces like an ever present ache
I would never voluntarily lose a piece of myself like that
For better or worse
I think I can understand that
At least a bit
Or I’m trying to
Again thank you
That’s more than I could ask for
I’ve got one more question
If you’re alright with it
As you would say
Shoot
:)
Have you danced since?
No
Would you?
...
I do not know
For me it is an almost intimate experience
I don’t know if I could now that I am like this
After what they did
When we fight I can sorta see the dancer in you
Some of your movements are just so graceful
For what it’s worth
I think you’d be beautiful
Thank you chérie
