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"'Course Dumbledore trusts you,' growled Moody. 'He's a trusting man, isn't he? Believes in second chances. But me – I say there are spots that don't come off, Snape. Spots that never come off, d'you know what I mean'"
Severus Snape is a little shaken after his unfortunate encounter with Moody Mad-Eye. Should he go see the Headmaster?
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when one lives in both the past and the future, it's difficult to find one's present. "It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live"
https://www.wikihow.com/Be-a-Good-Big-Sibling#:~:text=Encourage%20your%20sibling%20to%20pursue,them%20develop%20and%20improve%20them
How to Be a Good Big Sibling: wikiHow
Take notice of and encourage your sibling to pursue their interests and goals, abilities and talents and actively work to help them. A good big brother will act as their sibling's champion and encourage their sibling to be the best they can be.Till how long are you going to try to futilely find rasa and stir up emotions within your heart to just blank out your life and past regrets in a numb state of non being through harry potter fanfic.
if you want to feel any specific emotions and “them feels” in the heart, instead of reading harry potter turn your face to Srimad Bhagavatam. Jivatma and Paramatma compared to 2 birds siting on a tree on the same branch, jivatma trying to enjoy fruit while Paramatma simply observing. You as a bird instead of trying to uselessly mouth at fruits can turn to the lord beside you who is within your heart. How can you keep betraying and desecrating the memory of beloved Mishi like this who believed in you so much and really belived that KC and Guru Maharaj would give you all the happiness and strength you needed in this life. It is what the Lord has directly instructed through the words of pure devotee Guru Maharaj. It has been 5 years since I first met Guru Maharaj in Jan/Feb 2020. The next time was in Vrindavan, November 2022. The next was in May 2024 and September, October 2024. You should realise Guru Maharaj is the only personality who showed me the truth, the real way of life and gave me a chance you did not deserve based on your past character and conduct. You chose to ignore reading Srimad Bhagavatam and continued with harry potter because you are afraid and you think Lord will never help improve your mental health. Srila Prabhupada already said it is never too late, and all you have to do is genuinely realise you were helplessly getting dictated by maya and now surrender to Guru Maharaj and the Lord’s plan and never due to your own conscious choice choose to fall down again. Guru Maharaj and the Lord are all-merciful and ever-forgiving, you simply need to turn your face towards them realising the precarious position you and mom and dad are in. But the blessings of the Lord and Guru Maharaj are already there, Guru Maharaj having graced our home and us receiving Srimad Bhagavatam worshipped by Guru Maharaj on Bhadra Purnima the same day immersed Mishi’s ashes in the Ganges. Please rely in your heart on Guru Maharaj and love Guru Maharaj, the Lord, and your parents within your heart like anything. They are the only real treasure. Everything else is just a temporary fleeting illusion. Please for the sake of yourself and mom and dad simply turn your face to Guru Maharajhttps://archiveofourown.org/works/35404939 snape hates his life from his birth. Self-crippling hate and low self esteem.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/14715369
He wasn’t in the habit to let his mind wander where he didn’t want it to go. He had an iron grip on his brain at all times. That was the reason why he was actually furious with himself for letting himself wallow. He was so young at the time, young and apparently impressionable. He tried to convince himself that, should he have been confronted with the same situation for the first time now, he wouldn’t have been that cowardly young fool whom he definitely was then. That he was young, scared by the whole situation and in a pit of despair at the time didn’t change anything. Spots that never come off… He had been so lost. It was hurting so much at that time – not that the pain wasn’t still with him now. He had since promised to himself that he wouldn’t ever again exist in reach of that much pain. Never again. Always… His dreadful memories at the aurors hands were like all his other memories around this time – blurred by his hopeless despair. He wanted to die. No. He wouldn’t let himself go there. “Oh, and Severus?” Severus looked at Dumbledore’s face, waiting for his last words tonight. “Do not torture yourself, your spots have always been the ones of a good man. You just didn’t know it for a time.”
Rishabh you have struggled with mental illness. Yes you chose fanfics and tv over the Lord’s BG and SB since 2020 and before that you never knew the spiritual way of life at all so it is natural that you were crawling like a baby bindfolded which is natural as Srila Prabhupada says. But you do love Mish and Mom and Dad very much, it is your mental illness that convinces you otherwise. It is never too late. You can choose Guru Maharaj and after that Guru Maharaj and the Lord will take care of mom and dad and my mental well-being also, it will be confirmed within the heart -
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