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1. but you couldn't hide a heart made of glass (when all you want to be is lost) by OsleyaKomWonkru

   Fandoms: The 100 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/F
   • Complete Work

   28 Aug 2018

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Octavia Blake/Niylah
   • Octavia Blake/Lincoln (mentioned)
   • Octavia Blake/Ilian (mentioned)
   • Octavia Blake
   • Niylah (The 100)
   • Episode: s05e11 The Dark Year
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Niylah is a Saint
   • Octavia is Broken
   • Nightmares
   • Declarations Of Love
   • Self-Sacrifice

   Summary

   After Octavia wakes up from another nightmare of that day in the cafeteria, Niylah helps her find a way to live with what she's done.

   “Okteivia, you didn’t want to do it. I know that.”

   “Please don't. Please don't make excuses for me. They deserve better than that. I deserve to feel like this. I don’t need your absolution.”

   “You need something, strikon. Peace, at least. Otherwise you'll destroy yourself. And I don't want you to destroy yourself.”

   “Why not?”

   “Because I love you.”

   Series

   • Part 3 of The Untold Story of Wonkru

   Language:

   English

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   1,184

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