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“My Lord! I have repent! I promise- I am changed! Forgive me! Please!”
Han cried, his grey-purple-violet eyes were red and swollen. His long silver blonde hair was messy and tangled. He was kneeling on the Heaven’s main hall floor, body curved low, bowing in front of God, witnessed by others.
All the angels were told to stop doing their work at once and were called to gather at the Main Hall to witness his shame. It was clear that God was giving them all a lesson.
Han looked up to his God, sobbing harder as their eyes met.
“My Lord! I was being a child! Thoughtless! Curious!”
“And proud-“ God started, voice boomed within the area humbling all his creation. God leaned forward, their expression was obvious with wrath. The gentle and loving look they always hold were now disappeared. “-with greed!!!”
Han choked back his sobs, his body whimpered at God’s thunderous bellowing. The other angels’ wings twitched in fear.
Han lowered his head in shame, as more tears fall on his cheeks.
“My Lord, I promise I’ll do anything to make up for all the sins that I have done!” Han fearfully looked up again to his God, “I’ll do anything, just to claim your favour once again...”
God stared at him and leaned back. If Han dares enough to say it, it seems like his God were considering.
They are God. They have mercy.
A lot of it.
Always.
God turned to one of their archangels, Gabriel. They whispered something and the archangel’s halo beamed brighter, tho his expression remained vacant before responding back to his God, keeping voices low.
Han looked around him and saw the other angels, avoiding his eye contact- not wanting to be associated with him. They all feared of God’s wrath.
God nodded to whatever their archangel told them and rise from their throne.
“Han. What you have done has caused a terrible damage...” God approached Han slowly. “Shame. Not just you were tainted because of your actions. Us too. And I have far too long giving you the chances that you might have not deserved all these times...”
Han looked up slowly at his God. His visions blurry with tears but never has Han fear this much for his existence in front of his God.
“I think, we all in Heaven agreed and know- that this is your time to grow...”
The other angels looked at each other questioningly. They know the punishment for a sinned angel is a huge terror. But, what could God’s punishment be on their most favorite angel...?
Han’s eyes widen with confusion.
“.......my Lord...?”
Now that God was looking down on him, Han realized he has forgotten how almighty his God is.
It made him wonder what courage and ignorance that he had before to even dared doing what he did, under such greatness.
God raised their hands.
“Han, my angel. Here, I shall take away your pride-“
Han gasped as his golden halo went straight to his God’s palm. The shiny ring was taken away from the top of his head. He can sensed the other angels glanced up to their own halo in fear.
“-and your beloved-“
Han felt his back tingled- before a sharp pain reached within him.
No.
No, no, no!
His God was trying to take away his wings- his beloved.
“...everything I’ve given you. With my power as your God- I, will take them back.”
A horrible sensation he has never felt before in his life came upon his back.
Han started to scream in pain and sprawled on his chest, onto the Heaven’s cold floor, as his wings slowly, painfully being tugged off his back with a force.
All the other angels winced, most turned away. It was unbearable to watch. Some even curled their wings close to their bodies.
“And without your privileges, you shall learn to be good, remember your place as my servant-“
Han clawed his nails into the hard floor until his fingers bleeds as his nails peeled in desperation, bearing the pain of his beloved mightily teared from his body. He can feel his blood dripped from his back.
“MY LORD!” He screamed.
Han looked up to his God. His tears were filled with anguished.
“I- I AM S-SORRY!” Han yelled torturously. “I WAS WRONG!”
He sobbed and groaned as another hard pull were felt.
“N-NOT MY BELOVED, MY LORD!”
Han’s wings beats in agony- to which he also felt.
“ANY- ARGHHHHH- ANYTHING B-BUT MY BELOVED!”
Han cried loudly, his bloodied hands desperate reaching out to his God.
“IT- IT HURTS!!!”
He pleaded painfully.
Another rip was felt and Han dropped his arm to the floor. He curled his body painfully. More warm blood were seeping out from him, staining the white marble floor.
“ARRRGHHHHH!!! MY LORD! HAVE MERCY!” Han wailed.
His God ignored his plea and continued taking away his beloved.
“...you shall learn to be good, remember your place as my servant and until true love embrace your entire unadorned being...”
Han screamed his loudest as he felt another forcefull pull from his back.
“...you are then forever banished from Heaven and to never return as an angel.”
Han felt the biggest final rip from his back as his beloved completely being taken away from him.
Falling completely face down with his cheek on Heaven’s cool marble white floor, drained with pain, he sobbed softly.
“My Lord.....you said, I was your favorite.......”
A single tear fell from the corner of his eyes.
Han managed to look up at his beloved, his vision’s blurry but he can see them...
His beautiful iridescent purple wings for the last time...fluttered softly by his God’s side before closing his eyes into a total blackout.