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*Yuga’s POV*
Goodness, I’m glad that my mother took Sero-kun home and I’m alone for a while. I just hope she doesn’t ask me about what happened before she got home. I finished up cleaning my uniform and set it out for tomorrow morning, still extremely flustered, and I locked the door to my bedroom. It would be embarrassing if my mother were to walk in on me...doing things. Once I sat down in the middle of my bed, I slid my hand down and began to pleasure myself. Since nobody’s here, I let out a few moans as I was doing this and went a little bit faster.
My cheeks flushed and it felt too good to keep my eyes open. After a few minutes, I felt a weird feeling in my lower stomach and tingling where my hand was, so I knew that I had to grab some tissues to prevent making a mess. This release tore through me and I was in tears because it felt amazing. I threw the used tissues away and was feeling a bit woozy. It took a few minutes before I finally got up, despite my legs shaking. I would do it again, but it’ll tire me out and I’ll be up all night as soon as I wake up from that kind of nap. I finished up the rest of my schoolwork and went out to make some tea.
I still can’t believe I did that while Sero-kun was in my house. Oh, I hope my mother doesn’t ask about it. She wouldn’t be able to understand why it’s a thing I secretly like to do. If this gets out, everyone’s going to think even worse of me than they already do. It’s already bad enough I feel like I’m coming down with something still. When my mother came back, I immediately opened the door for her and said:
“Maman! You’re back!”
She giggled and patted my head. “Oui, chouchou. I’m back. It took me a little while to find where your friend lives, but it’s okay.” When she got to the washing machine, she asked, “Yuga, did you do laundry earlier?”
I nodded. “It was just my uniform...that’s all.” I added, “I got pretty sweaty today, but it’s alright!” She must buy it, I’m sure.
My mother replied, “Yuga, are you not feeling well?” I gulped. She added, “The reason why I asked is because your friend said you were feeling ill.”
I sighed. “He’s telling the truth...I wasn’t feeling great. I didn’t want to say anything to anyone because I didn’t want them to worry about me.” I continued, “It’s just hard to tell if people are genuinely concerned about me or not.”
She comforted me. “I know.” I felt that my mother was about to ask about what exactly happened before she got home, but I’m not so sure. My mother sat me down on the couch. I don’t know what she’s about to talk to me about. Hopefully it’s nothing serious. She said, “There is something that I need to discuss with you.”
“Maman, I’m trying my hardest in school...I’ve had people helping me with studying.”
My mother laughed. “That’s good to hear, but it’s not about that.”
I asked, “What is this about?” I have a feeling it’s about the accidents I’ve been having in secret and she finally caught on.
She said, “Something happened while your friend was here. I can sense it. You haven’t been acting like yourself, Yuga.” Oh, she finally caught me. I’m a dead man. She’ll be disappointed in me. My mother noticed I was in a state of panic and my heart was beating quickly. She added, “It’s okay to tell me. I won’t be angry.”
“D-D’accord, Maman...you caught me.” I know it’s not something to make a huge deal out of, but I never wanted my own mother to know about this. I said bluntly, “I felt so sick that I felt like I was about to pass out and I completely wet myself in my bathroom while Sero-kun was still here.” My mother was trying not to burst into giggles, but her attempts didn’t really work. I asked, “W...Why are you laughing? You’re not mad at me, are you?”
My mother replied, “Non, chouchou. I’m not mad at all.” She pulled me into a tight embrace. “It happens to everyone. Some more than others. You’re coming down with something and you pretty much refuse to use public bathrooms. It’s not a surprise.”
I gulped. “Désolé…” She knew that I was about to start bawling. I added, “I-I couldn’t help it. I thought you’d be upset with me and I’m sorry.”
“What do you think was going to happen, chouchou?” She poked some fun into me. “It’s better to...you know, than getting an infection again, Yuga, and you know I’m right.” Oh, yeah, that was terrible. That was the time when one of my teachers wouldn’t let me leave to use the bathroom and I completely wet myself in front of everyone in that class back in middle school. It’s a good thing I haven’t seen most of the people I went to middle school with in years. They would never let me live it down if they saw me. Maybe they forgot about it, but still.
I laughed softly. “That was awful.” For some reason, I have a feeling that what I did in middle school is going to happen again this year. I’ll try not to jinx it though. I went to give my mom some tea. She said:
“Yuga, you don’t have to do that. I know you’re still a bit rattled up because of what happened earlier, but it’s okay. You’ll grow out of it.”
My head hung down. “I guess so.” I helped her with dinner like usual and tried to keep my mind off of a few things. After cleaning up, I went to bed and decided to sleep it off. Hopefully I don’t feel worse in the morning.
*The next morning*
Just another day at school. Well, except we have this written test today that might take up all of class, but whatever. As I was walking into class, I noticed that some people were gathered near my desk and they looked like they were talking about something. I sat down at my desk and tried not to let it bother me. Mina poked my shoulder and I turned around. She said:
“Hey, Aoyama-kun. Heard you’re not feeling great...sorry about yesterday.”
I said, “Non, non, non. I should apologize for how I acted.” I added, “Ashido-san, I’m sorry for snapping at you yesterday.”
“It’s fine. I get it,” Mina replied. “If you need anything, I’m here.” I felt my face get very hot. Why is she being so nice to me? She’s usually all loud and wild, but she’s being...calm? I don’t understand. Mina giggled. “You like me or something? Your face is all red.”
I covered my face. “I only like you as a friend! I-It’s because you’re being so nice to me and…”
Mina replied, “I was just kidding around when I asked if you liked me, Aoyama-kun. I know you like Sero-kun...or am I wrong about that too?”
My face flushed as red as a lobster. “U-Ummm...I’ll get back to you on that.” Well...I kind of like him as more than a friend. I’m afraid to confess my true feelings because I don’t know how he’ll react. That can wait until later.
As we were taking this test, I felt my stomach swell up out of nowhere. All that tea this morning and keeping a water bottle on me to try flushing out this sickness came back to haunt me. Aizawa-sensei was keeping watch over us while we were doing the test and I didn’t want to bother him. Some of my classmates were already finished with the test and it made me feel a little alarmed. I tried to focus on what was on the paper, but it was difficult to due to my bladder being so full it was pushing up against my support belt. Yeah, I’m not too thrilled right now. It should be something I’m used to because I rarely ever use the bathrooms here, but whenever I’m sick, my bladder gets weaker and I have to be careful. Eventually, I pushed through and got it done. As I was walking up to Aizawa-sensei’s desk, I asked him quietly:
“Excuse me, Aizawa-sensei? May I please go use the restroom?”
Aizawa-sensei took my paper and said, “Aoyama, you didn’t have to ask me. Your mother talked to me earlier.” Oh, I bet she told him about that thing. I’ll never live it down if it gets out to this class. Most of them already hate me in some way, so this would make them think I’m disgusting. He cleared his throat. “I suggest you take a friend.” Oh dear. I think this is because of people getting caught doing dirty things in the bathrooms and this is just a precautionary thing. I walked over to Sero-kun, whispered something to him, and he got up. A few people were giggling, but I wasn’t paying attention to that.
As we got inside the bathrooms, I immediately went over to the stall farthest away from the door. I sensed that Sero-kun was over by the sinks and he turned them on so it would be easier for me to go. It took me a while to finally stop going, but I sure felt better. After I finished up my business, I came out to wash my hands. Sero-kun chuckled and asked:
“You were in there for a while. You feel better, Aoyama-kun?”
I laughed. “Much better.” I whispered, “Merci, Sero-kun.” I just now noticed him blushing and I ended up blushing too. “Sero-kun...you weren’t...umm...listening, were you?”
Sero-kun replied sheepishly, “Well, I did...by accident.” He blushed wildly. “Y-You’re just cute, okay? I couldn’t help it! The sounds you make are so damn cute!”
“Sero-kun!”
He smirked. “And you liked doing what you did yesterday...I knew it. You didn’t wanna say anything.” I covered my face in shame. “It’s okay though. To be truthful, I was hoping you’d do that in front of me...heheh.” I almost screamed, but he covered my mouth. “Ssshhh...this will only be between us.”
I nodded. “It better be only between us.” When we walked back to the classroom, Mina stood up and said:
“I knew it! You like Sero-kun!”
Sero-kun and I blushed beet red. We noticed that we’ve been holding hands the whole time and didn’t realize until Mina decided to blurt out that I liked Sero-kun. Sero-kun laughed it off and sat back down at his desk. I’m still very flustered and I can feel my heart beating out of my chest. Mina whispered, “You like him, don’t you?”
I nodded. “Oui...I like him...he’s a gentleman.” I felt my chest flutter and Mina was giggling. I laughed too. “Stop laughing at me, Ashido-san! We didn’t do anything!” Well, the things that we did yesterday were a little intimate, but we promised to keep it between us. It’s nobody’s business except for ours anyway.
Mina whispered, “So...what actually happened after you guys left yesterday?”
“He just made sure that I got in the door safely, he stayed for a little while until my mother came home, and that was pretty much it.”
Well, I left out a few things, but there’s no way she can know about them. It’s already embarrassing enough that I had an accident when Sero-kun was in my house. The last thing I need is for her to know about it. I felt my stomach slowly swell up again, but it wasn’t terrible. I can manage this for now.
*After school*
The club was cancelled today due to nearly everyone not being able to show up. Mina offered to walk with me to my house, which is odd, but it does get a bit tiresome walking alone most of the time, so I’ll let it slide. She’s a good friend. I still could feel my stomach swelling up more and more, but it’s more annoying than anything. I can manage to wait until I get home. Mina noticed that I was being quiet, so she asked:
“You alright, Aoyama-kun?”
I gave her a soft smile and said, “Everything’s fine.” I laughed softly. “Just can’t wait to get home.” Mina nodded and we kept walking. When we were a block away from my house, it was a different story. My skin began to feel clammy again. It felt like my body was reminding me that I’m not feeling well and I still went to school because I had a test to take, so now I’m paying the price for it. I leaned onto Mina and whimpered softly. She gave me a confused look. I thought she’d never use my first name to address me, but she did.
“Yuga, what’s going on?”
I gulped. She’s never used my first name to address me...ever. This is extremely bizarre coming from her. We’ve known each other for years, and she’s only used my last name to address me. I replied, “Mina, I’m very sorry to trouble you.” I’ve never used her first name to address her either, but it’s a first for both of us.
Mina took me to a desolated area and said, “Just tell me what’s wrong. Please.” She felt my forehead and my cheeks to feel that I was clammy again. Mina asked me, “Why did you come to school if you’re feeling like this?”
“I-It’s because I felt well enough to come, but I guess my body’s reminding me that I shouldn’t have done that,” I said quietly. I added, “And there was that test…”
The short pink-haired girl folded her arms across her chest and rolled her eyes. “Who cares about some dumb test that’s easy to make up? If you don’t feel well, you should have stayed home, Yuga. Everyone would understand.” I was about to say that nobody actually gives a damn about my well-being, but I decided to hold my tongue. She sighed and we went back on the way to my house while I was feeling my bladder just screaming at me to empty it. Once we got to the front door, she pat me on the back and said, “I’ll keep you company until your mom gets home.”
I smiled. “I’d like that. Merci.” We walked into the house and I felt very close to fainting. I was so focused on not fainting or embarrassing myself in front of Mina that I almost lost it right then and there. I felt my legs give out underneath me and was now on my knees in front of my friend. I said to Mina, “This is kinda funny...I don’t know if you could tell, but I’ve been needing to use the restroom for a while.”
She looked at me wide-eyed. “Yuga, you should probably get up and go to the bathroom right now. I don’t know how you managed to hold it all day while being sick.” Mina was implying that I usually would have either wet myself in front of everyone, or wet myself before I even got to my house. I’m not sure how I managed to hold on all day being sick either.
“Mina, I would, but there are a few problems right at this very moment.”
“What’s going on?”
I chuckled. “I can’t move and I’ve been holding it in for so long that it’s starting to hurt.”
Mina asked me, “Do you think it’d be possible for me to move you?”
I shook my head and my cheeks felt very hot from the strain I put on myself. Goodness, why can’t I be like every other man? I’m very bladdershy, I refuse to use public restrooms unless I’m by myself or with someone I trust and the restrooms have been cleaned, and I end up holding it until I inevitably lose control over my bladder. I eventually gave in, freed my hands of the grip I had on myself, and I felt all the contents in my bladder creep out of me with a soft spilling noise. I tried to cover my mouth with my hands to muffle the sounds coming out of it, but it didn’t help me much. Mina just stood there and watched with a stunned look on her face. She got the cleaning supplies out of the closet in the hallway and got her shoes on so she could help me up. By the time Mina got me up on my feet, from the waist down, everything was soaked. My socks were drenched in my mess and I felt them squish every time I tried to plant my feet down on the floor. That’s how soaked I am from the waist down. Even the bottom of my shirt and jacket were soaked, but I didn’t know how soaked they were. I couldn’t help but try not to cry because I knew this would happen. It’s mainly because I’m not feeling well and I don’t have the best control over my bladder right now. I can barely stand up because I’m shaking so badly.
My friend tried to lighten up the mood when she asked me, “You feel better, dude?” I gave a little nod. She looked down and said, “Oh...you’re still going. Just...uhhh...finish up what you’re doing. I can help you clean up.”
I laughed. “You don’t have to, but thank you...it’s no big deal.” I looked at my uniform jacket to see that the bottom of it is soaked and I busted up laughing even harder. I had a feeling it was soaked, but I didn’t realize how soaked it was until I finally looked at it closer. I said, “Mon Dieu, my jacket’s soaked too!” It was pretty funny, but little does Mina know that I’m only laughing to cover up my shame. When I felt it finally stop, I tried to pull myself together. “Mina, I feel bad for you.”
“Why’s that?”
“You witnessed me wet myself because I can’t just go into a dirty restroom like the average man can...let alone go outside.”
Mina giggled. “So what? You couldn’t help it. It’s all good.” She said, “I’ll take care of this...you go get changed.” I went straight to my room to clean myself up, change into some different clothes, and threw my dirty clothes in the wash. That was when I broke down and cried out of shame. I couldn’t bring myself to do that in front of Mina. It was easy to do this in front of Sero-kun, but Mina’s so much stronger than me, so this is weird to me. She had finished cleaning up the floor and noticed I was crying. Mina asked, “Yuga...what’s wrong?” I couldn’t even look at her, I was so ashamed of myself. She came over to comfort me by holding me close and rubbing my back.
I pulled myself together long enough to choke out, “Désolé...I didn’t want to do this in front of you.”
She hugged me tightly. “Oh, I thought you were okay...please don’t cry. It was just an accident.”
“Y-You’re not mad at me, are you?”
“Of course not. You couldn’t help it. Why would anyone be mad at you for that?”
I shrugged. Now I’m sitting in the hallway, crying in my friend’s arms because I’m ashamed of myself. Eventually, I stopped crying. I said quietly, “I didn’t mean to break down in front of you over something so stupid.”
Mina helped me up. “Yuga, it’s fine. You can’t help it. It’s better pissing yourself than getting an infection again.” I felt my heart drop to my stomach and looked at her in horror. How did she know about that? I just want the ground to swallow me whole. She continued, “Yuga, I was in that class where you literally flooded your pants in the chair you were sitting in because the teacher wouldn’t let you leave. You told him you had a bladder infection and he wouldn’t listen to you.” I could almost cry thinking about how embarrassing that was.
I replied, “But people laughed at me…”
She shook her head. “Nobody did. That’s all in your head. They were laughing at the jokes they made about what happened. There’s a difference.”
“That doesn’t make me feel any better. They still laughed at the fact I was dealing with a bladder infection.”
Mina comforted me. “They were jerks anyway. You’ll probably never see them again.” She added, “Besides, I was one of the only people who stood up for you.” I smiled lightly. I didn’t remember seeing her in middle school due to me wanting to never remember those few years ever again, but now that she mentioned it, it made me feel a little bit better. Knowing that she was always a good friend, that is. Mina asked, “You don’t hurt there anymore, do you?” I shook my head. She said, “Thank goodness.”
I patted her head. “You’re a good friend.” She giggled. I asked, “None of it got on you, did it?” Mina shook her head.
“No, but I could tell you were laughing it off to hide how embarrassed you were.”
I blushed. “That’s because you’re stronger than me and I’m weak.” I begged, “Mina, I beg of you, please don’t tell anyone about this. People in class will never let me live it down, I know it!”
Mina giggled. “Don’t worry. I won’t say anything to anyone about it.” She patted me on the back. “You must feel a lot better.” I nodded, blushing bright red. My stomach feels a million times better. Thank goodness we didn’t have to do those quirk exercises today. I’d be a dead man right now. She wiped away my tears and said, “If you’re holding it like you did again and it starts hurting in class, just go in your chair.”
I looked at her like she was crazy. “Quoi?”
She replied, “Trust me. If your bladder is hurting like it was earlier, it’s during class, and you can’t wait anymore, go right where you’re sitting. It’s better to do that than be in so much pain that you can’t go. I know what happened years ago was very painful.”
“Well...I guess I could try that...people in class will laugh at me though,” I replied quietly. “And it doesn’t help that I like doing that. They’ll think I’m disgusting. They already hate me for some reason...this would take the cake.”
Mina comforted me some more. “Nobody actually hates you. They don’t understand you. That’s all. Plus, everyone’s had accidents. You may have had them more than others, but it happens to everyone.” She whispered in my ear, “Sero-kun said that he’d want you to do that in front of him.” I covered up my face and screamed. Mina laughed. “I think he was probably kidding, but still.”
I shook my head. “Non, non, non. He was serious.” I laughed and said, “If that happens in class...please don’t laugh.”
“Don’t worry. I got that taken care of.”
*A few days later*
So I found out that I had developed yet another bladder infection. So much for not wanting to go through this again. It’s been years since the last one I had. That explains why I’ve been feeling ill lately. It’s already embarrassing enough that I have to carry a doctor’s note around and show it to every single teacher I have, even though I know how some of them are about people using the bathroom during class. If anything happens, it’ll be bad. At least my friends are understanding.
Today, we’re doing some group activities. Hopefully it’s nothing too major. Of course, I was automatically grouped up with Mina and Sero-kun. We would have had Koda-kun to make it four, but he’s out because of some family emergency. It’s okay though. We can make this work. It’s almost the end of the day and I’ve been doing pretty well, so I have a good feeling that nothing will happen. It turns out that the only thing that we were doing was brainstorming some new costume ideas. This shouldn’t be too hard.
Because this was the end of the day, that was when the feeling of a very full bladder chose to hit me like a ton of bricks. I groaned quietly to myself and cursed under my breath. This assignment is hard for me now because my bladder is literally screaming at me to empty it. I looked over at Sero-kun, who was trying to get this assignment done. At least whatever we don’t finish, we can do at home. I mean, this is a pretty big deal. This will be what our pro costumes will be when we get out of this school. I’m trying my best to put the ideas down, even though I’m pretty happy with mine already as it is. Mina looked over at me and asked:
“Yuga, you okay?”
I nodded and smiled at her. “I’m fine, Mina. Just can’t think of what to change about my hero costume...I’m pretty content with mine as it is.” Mina looked at it and pointed at where my feet are.
“Maybe try to put something extra around your feet to transfer your laser to so you can fly?”
I laughed softly. “To be honest, I thought of that, but my mother is concerned about whether I’d be able to walk or not.” My mother is pretty protective of me is why. She doesn’t want to see me getting hurt.
Mina giggled. “Make them flat, silly! You don’t have to make them pronounced like on your knees or your shoulders!” She whispered, “Just make sure you don’t blow your stomach up...it would be really bad.” Yeah, no kidding. I shifted around in my seat a bit and Mina immediately caught on. “Yuga, just go up and ask if you can leave.” I shook my head and put my head down on the desk. She asked, “What’s going on?”
I said quietly, “I can’t stand up.” It feels as if I’m glued to my seat. Plus I’m too scared to go up and ask if I can leave because this is a substitute, so that doesn’t help. This is maybe the second time I’ve ever used Sero-kun’s first name to address him because I only would do this if something really bad is going on. I tugged on his uniform jacket and said, “Hanta, aides-moi, s’il te plaît.”
Sero-kun looked at me confused. He asked, “What’s wrong, Yuga?” He gulped and blushed after he said my first name. I guess this means we’re closer than I thought. I kept repeating what I said to him before, and all he could do was give me a confused look. Sero-kun said, “Yuga, I can’t understand what you’re trying to tell me.”
I replied in a hushed voice, “Help me, please...that’s what I’ve been saying, Hanta. I’m sorry…” Hanta got up and tried to help me get up, but I shook my head. “That wouldn’t be a good idea right now.” He sat back down and tried to comfort me as much as he could. I took my uniform jacket off and put it on my desk. Not long after, I said quietly, “This is getting bad.”
Mina replied, “If it hurts, just go, please. I can’t stand seeing you like this.” She began comforting me too. Hanta nodded in agreement. I don’t know how much longer I can stand this. I put my head down on my desk and whimpered.
A few minutes passed and I felt defeated. I couldn’t wait anymore. I whispered, “Merde...I’m so sorry, but I really need to go and I can’t wait any longer.” Hanta tried to offer me an empty bottle to go in, but I shook my head. I said quietly, “Non...I can’t do that in here, Hanta. I can’t even loosen my belt.” Hanta looked at me like I was crazy. I whispered, “That’s yours. It’d be impolite of me to use it in that way.” Well, and we have Mina here.
Hanta replied, “I-I was just trying to help...is it just because there are girls here or is it something else?”
I shook my head. “It’s not just that there are girls here...my belt is stuck and so is my zipper.” Well, it’d be disrespectful to do my business when there are girls around. I’ve always been like that though.
“Yuga, is it hurting you?” he asked out of concern. I nodded with tears filling my eyes. Hanta took my left hand off my thigh and held it in his. He said, “Then just go, please.”
I shook my head and started crying. “People are going to see…” Mina took my right hand and held it in hers to try comforting me some more. I gulped. “I really don’t want to do this in here...but I can’t move and I have no other choice.” I felt both Mina and Hanta wrap their arms around me and that was when the floodgates finally opened. It was very hard not to make any noise, but all that came out of me was a mixture of weeping and moaning through me attempting to muffle it with my hands. I noticed that Kaminari-kun walked into class and stopped to greet us.
“Hey, Sero-kun and Ashido-san!” he said cheerfully. Once Kaminari-kun looked over at me, he asked, “Aoyama-kun, what’s the matter?” He looked down at the still-growing wet spot going down my shaking legs, then the puddle on the floor, then back at me. Kaminari-kun was shocked. He uttered out, “Oh…” I couldn’t stop crying and I was still going...right there in my seat. The boy with the black streak in his hair backed away and was at a loss for what to do. Well, if there was anything to do in this situation. I’m crying my eyes out, but it still feels so good. It’d be bad if they knew how much I’m secretly enjoying this right now.
Hanta gently explained to Kaminari-kun, “Aoyama-kun has a bladder infection.”
Kaminari-kun blushed and nodded. “I-I can see that.” He asked, “Is he gonna be okay?”
Mina replied, “He’ll be fine. It was hurting him to keep holding it in.” She went back to comforting me. “You feel better, Yuga?”
I said through tears, “I-I’m still going.” I finally felt it stop after I had been going for a few minutes. I wiped away my tears and sighed in relief. I added with a giggle, “Mon Dieu...I am very soaked.”
Kaminari-kun nodded and gave me a hug from behind. “I don’t know how you’re handling this so well, but hey, glad you feel better.” I heard him whisper to Hanta, “He looked so cute doing that.”
Hanta said, “He sure did...I’m never getting that image out of my head!”
“Ditto!” After hearing them say that, I ended up passing out in Hanta’s arms.
*At home*
I woke up to see that I was in my room, in my bed, and four people were in my room. I couldn’t quite tell who they were at first, but I knew one of them was my mother. Someone was helping me sit up and I rubbed my eyes so I could see who was here clearly. It was my mother, Mina, Hanta, and Kaminari-kun.
“Where...am I?” I asked.
My mother said, “You’re at home in bed, Yuga.” She hugged me. “I’m so happy you’re alright, chouchou.”
I replied, “I’m sorry that I worried you, Maman. I don’t know what happened. It all happened so fast.”
Kaminari-kun said, “Don’t worry. The whole class made a pact not to speak about what happened to you and to keep it between us. It won’t go out to anyone. We’ll make sure of it.” He whispered in my ear, “Honestly...you looked really cute, Aoyama-kun.”
I blushed beet red. “Merci.” I know exactly what he was talking about. I looked at my mother and she just giggled. I hung my head down in shame. Why did I do that? Why would I do something like that?
Hanta noticed I was a little humiliated still because of what happened, so he whispered to me, “At least you only did...y’know, in front of us and you feel better now.” True, but it should have been saved just for Hanta...because he told me he liked it. It felt great at the time, but now I’m regretting it a little bit. He added, “You were holding that in a good chunk of the day too, so it couldn’t be helped. Don’t sweat it, Yuga.”
I replied quietly, “It’s just like middle school all over again.” My mother gave me a kiss on the forehead and went out to give me some alone time with my friends. Kaminari-kun and Hanta looked completely lost when I mentioned middle school. I said to them, “You two didn’t go to school with me back then. Back in middle school, I had a bladder infection just like I do right now, my teacher wouldn’t let me leave even though I told him what was going on, and I completely wet myself where I was sitting.” And now that same exact thing happened again, years later. Thank goodness Aizawa-sensei wasn’t there to witness that display and the substitute didn’t even bat an eye at me. That would be even more mortifying. I could almost cry thinking about it, but I can’t bring myself to cry. I know it’s not that big of a deal, but still.
Mina nodded. “He doesn’t really like talking about it.” Well, she’s right. I pretty much forgot about middle school completely because of that one occurence. There were other things that happened too, but that’s a story for another time. Kaminari-kun gave me a hug and nearly electrocuted me, but he’s gotten so much better about controlling his quirk. I looked down under the covers and my face was lobster red. Mina giggled and walked out.
“W-What happened before I woke up?”
Hanta blushed. “Well, Yuga, you...ummm...did something while you were passed out. Your mom and Ashido-san weren’t in the room, don’t worry.” I covered my face. He said, “You sounded adorable and looked just as cute.”
Kaminari-kun laughed. “Little too much, Sero-kun. He just barely woke up.” I felt a fluttering sensation in my chest and held onto Hanta, trying my hardest not to make any loud noises. He rubbed my back to comfort me, making me relax the grip I had on him. I got up to go straight to the bathroom and locked the door. By the time I was done, I noticed that Kaminari-kun went home. I don’t know if I made things weird for him or he just needed to go home. I went back under the covers and felt that weird sensation that I did before Hanta left my house a few days ago.
I felt my cheeks flush hot red and all that came out of my mouth were soft moans. I held onto Hanta and he just looked at me confused. I said, “Sorry you have to see me like this…”
“Yuga, you’re so cute. If you need to...clean up, I can help...if you want.”
I whispered, “I-It’s embarrassing...plus, I don’t want my mother to walk in.”
Hanta comforted me. “I understand. Sorry I brought it up.”
“Non, non, non, ça va,” I said. I looked at Hanta with dazed eyes and tried to give him the hint that I needed to be left alone for a little while, but all he could do was comfort me. He knows I’m still upset. I ended up breaking down crying again. I don’t know why I’m crying right now. Maybe it’s...anger? Pain? I’m frustrated? I don’t know.
“Yuga, it’s okay. It’s not your fault that it happened.”
I shook my head. “I-It’s not about me pissing myself, Hanta! It’s about how nobody gives a damn about me or my well-being except for my mother, you, Mina, and Kaminari-kun! Everyone just acts like they care about me when they just wait until I’m on the floor bawling my eyes out to ask me if I’m okay!” I continued, “Everyone ignores me until something bad happens...it’s terrible.”
Hanta sat down next to me on my bed and rubbed my back. He replied, “People just don’t get you, Yuga. That’s all it is. They don’t hate you at all.”
I sniffled. “Why do I feel so unequal to everyone else, huh? Why did I get bullied for so many years?”
He sighed. “Because some people are insensitive assholes. They’re extremely insecure about what they have, and they feel that what they have is wrong, so they end up picking on people weaker than them to feel better about themselves. That’s why.” Hanta hugged me. “You’re different, but that’s not a bad thing. We all are.” Well, I guess that makes me feel a little bit better. Hanta wiped away my tears and said, “You did nothing to deserve what happened to you when you were a kid. If people don’t see how lovely, kind, and caring you are, they’re not worth it.”
“I’m sorry...I can’t help crying over stupid things like that.”
Hanta kissed my cheeks to soothe me. “Those people who thought it was okay to pick on you aren’t worth your tears either. They really aren’t. Besides, you’re already just as great as everyone else. Why do you feel like you’re not?”
I sighed. “Because my quirk damages me internally still, to this day…” I dread the quirk exercises still because of that. It’s gotten a lot better than it was years ago, but still. I felt Hanta rubbing my stomach gently, which helped me relax a little bit. He pulled me closer to him and my cheeks flushed bright red. I said, “O-Oh...Hanta, this is...I-I’m sorry…”
He shushed me. “Sssshhh...that’s enough, Yuga. You need to settle down and breathe.” I nodded and all was quiet for a minute. Hanta smirked. “How about I show you how great you are, hmm?”
“Q-Qu’est-ce que tu dis?”
Hanta cut me off by pulling me into a kiss. I was a little stunned at first, but I wrapped my arms around him and decided to slip some tongue. He went along with it anyway and there we were, making out in my bedroom. I pulled away because I needed to breathe and we were both very flustered. Hanta was pretty shocked. “W-Wow...you understood.”
I giggled. “Oui, mon ami. I completely understood the point you were trying to make.”
“One thing I’m really confused about though.”
I raised an eyebrow. “What’s that?”
Hanta asked me, “How’d you learn to...kiss like that?” I just snickered. He started laughing too. He pulled himself together to say, “I’m serious! I wanna know!”
I smirked. “Well...there were guys who did like me and they had never been kissed before, so I did that to them and made them feel like jello by the time I pulled away.”
“Wait...you’ve made out with girls too, right?”
“Well, non. The most I’ll do as far as kissing girls would be la bise. That’s it.” I honestly don’t know why he asked me if I’ve made out with girls, but he wanted to know. I added, “La bise is a French custom that’s used for greeting...also for departing, if you will.”
Hanta laughed. “Would you make out with Mineta-kun?” He has got to be joking. He whispered, “Would you though, if he asked?”
I laughed and said, “Sûrement pas! He’d never ask me for anything like that!” I pulled Hanta in for another kiss and we made out again. Hanta ran his fingers through my hair and slipped his tongue in my mouth. Both of his hands went down to squeeze my hips and I let out a soft moan.
Hanta pulled away and smirked. “My god, you’re so damn cute.” He whispered, “But you’re even cuter soaking yourself...heheheh.”
My cheeks flushed warmly. “It feels so good.”
“Would you want to do that just for me tomorrow? We don’t have school tomorrow, so it’d be perfect.”
I replied, “Sure. Maybe I’ll do a little something extra...but it’s something that I’ve never done before in front of anyone.”
Hanta kissed my forehead. “What’s that, cutie?”
I gulped. “I’ve never...er, pleasured myself in front of anyone.” I added, “Unconscious doesn’t count. Whenever I’m done wetting myself and I finished cleaning up...it makes me feel all flustered and…” Hanta pulled me onto his lap and gave me another kiss. This made me feel so good that I felt myself tingle and then release a thick substance...right into my shorts. My friend was a little alarmed by what I did as a result, but it’s the only thing that I could do that didn’t involve revealing myself to him. I felt so flustered and tingly that I pulled away and said, “Hanta...I feel tingly.”
Hanta asked, “Did us kissing have anything to do with it?”
“Well, it did get me excited...plus, I peed so much and it felt so good,” I replied quietly. I laid back and pulled him on top of me. “I want you so badly, but we’re friends. I can’t defile you like that.”
He smiled and kissed my forehead. “Yuga, I know you like me. I’ve known for a while, but hey, I like you too, so that works out.” Hanta continued, “I don’t know if this is a good time to tell you this, but...I sneak a peek at you from behind sometimes in the hallways.” I saw him blush and I just giggled. I kissed his flushed cheeks. Hanta seemed to blush more after that, but I’m not sure if it’s because he admitted to checking me out in the hallways, or because of something else.
I looked over at the clock and it was about four o’clock in the afternoon. Hanta usually leaves around this time. I mean, I know we don’t have school tomorrow, but his parents must be worried about him. Hanta looked over at the clock too, then back at me.
“Sorry, Yuga. I have to go. My parents are probably wondering where I am.”
I knew he’d say something like that! I knew it! I was a little bummed out because he had to leave, but it’s okay. I said, “It’s fine, Hanta. I understand.”
As Hanta got up, he asked, “We’re meeting up tomorrow, right?” I nodded. He held my hand and kissed it. “Where should we meet up?”
My cheeks turned pink. “Oh...I don’t know...I’ll surprise you at your house.” We both laughed. I added, “But seriously, I’ll come over to your house. Only if you’re okay with it.”
Hanta replied, “That’s fine.” He kissed me one last time and left to go home. Now I won’t be able to get him out of my mind tonight.