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Brass Impregnable

Summary:

There is so little room in this Wasteland, despite the endless sands. No room for generosity. For softness. But for a moment, one brief, painful moment, Furiosa almost lets herself wonder.

Notes:

For you have but mistook me all this while.
I live with bread like you, feel want,
Taste grief, need friends – subjected thus,
How can you say to me, I am a king?

RIchard II, Shakespeare.

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"Take what you need."

The Fool startles, caught eyeing the greens spilling from the gutted war rig, already picked over by the Mothers. Only after she says the words does she realize their rarity, in this wasteland. Has anyone ever made him such an offer?

"'s a lot," he says uncertainly.

She turns to the Mothers, sees them on the next dune, joking with the girls as they load the bikes, then glances at the Fool's, panniers empty.

 

(She thinks to last night, after she had let sentiment get the better of her and made that stupid, stupid offer to him, Val had asked her whether he was coming, frowning with something like sympathy at her answer.

"We can't..." Val began haltingly. "I know you said he's good. But we only have so many bikes. And if he's not..."

Furiosa had sighed. Bikes were precious. The wasteland was cruel. The Mothers weren't, but they owed the Fool nothing.)

 

In the present, Furiosa ponders that she and the Fool have likely saved each other enough to stop counting life debts owed. But still...

"Load your bike," she tells him, not mentioning that the bike was given to her, nor that she's left her generosity unexplained. The girls will understand; they'll let her double up.

He eyes her, squinty in the desert sun. Assessing. Then he grunts, grabs a head of lettuce.

Turning away, Furiosa watches the others. Behind her, the fool makes achy, stiff noises as he bends, collecting the greens. He's in her six. It doesn't bother her like it should.

No, best that he leaves. It's not just hope that's a mistake. Trust, too. But why does she struggle to remind herself of that, with him?

(She thinks of hands, broad, strong on her own, working together to guide the wheel of the rig. Of a shoulder, stilling at her command and steadying her final shot. Is that trust? She wouldn't know.)

As she's thinking, the Fool makes a questioning noise, and Furiosa pivots, watching as he licks his lips, eyes skittering up to her, then away, while he slowly draws up words from whatever deep well he keeps them in. Clearly, this is important. Maybe even...? No. She shakes herself. As she waits, something coils in her stomach; suddenly she's holding her breath as she waits for him to say...

"The water, too?" he mumbles, jerking his head at the tanker.

...oh.

"Yeah," she replies, unable to meet his gaze. Foolish. She's so damned foolish. Two fools. There's probably humour to be found there, if she didn't feel like she'd just been punched in the gut.

"F-Furiosa?"

She freezes. Somehow, it hadn't occurred to her that he’d learned her name. Reeling, she turns to him.

"Thanks," he says. Weighty. Like he hasn't said it in a long time.

Furiosa's throat spasms. She nods. Walks away, failing not to wonder if in another place, softer, this would be something.

But her world isn't soft. So she can't be, either.

Notes:

For Fictober 2018, based on the prompt "Take what you need."

The fic's title is also pulled from that delicious monologue from Richard II (perhaps more famous for the lines "[...] for within the hollow crown/That rounds the mortal temples of a king/Keeps Death his court"), which has such striking melancholy that, despite being written for a time and place almost impossibly different from the Wasteland, still speaks to its themes of war, betrayal; of fallible rulers and a crumbling world.

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