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1. Sing to Survive by aseriesofessays

   Fandoms: The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals - Team StarKid  

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   • Complete Work

   02 Apr 2019

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   • Paul Matthews/Emma Perkins
   • Paul Matthews
   • Emma Perkins
   • Post-Canon
   • Psychological Trauma
   • is this a fix-it? maybe!
   • i havent written in whole years
   • Hurt/Comfort

   Summary

   he is very tired. he sits in his chair and sings but his vocal chords are strained and his smile is wide and fixed and. his name is paul. his name is paul and he is part of the hive and they are settled in his belly and their buzzing is soft and faint and oh, jesus, his name is paul and the hive is flickering and his name is paul and his cheeks hurt. his head droops. he's been apart from them for so long. days. weeks. he wants to go back, because even faked happiness is better than this awful emptiness, this singularity. the hive can't find him. the hive is hungry. paul, too, is hungry.

   he wants, he wants, he wants.

   Language:

   English

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