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This summer, John decided to treat Sherlock to an unforgettable experience. Sherlock had never been to the circus. “I’ve no time for novelties,” he replied, whenever John suggested it. John supposed that Sherlock was just too shy to admit what he wanted, so he secretly booked tickets.
They walked together until they reached the circus. “Surprise!” John announced, watching Sherlock’s reaction. He looked uncomfortable but gave John a polite smile. John pulled him inside, determined to help Sherlock enjoy himself.
John bought candy floss, which they shared. Sherlock began enjoying himself. The show began and gymnasts flew around on ropes. They were having fun until the clowns entered. John felt Sherlock’s muscles tensen.
“Sherlock?” John asked.
“I’m ok,” Sherlock replied, stiffly. Sherlock grasped John’s hand tightly. During the interval, Sherlock spoke. “I’m scared of clowns, John. That's why I never go to the circus.”
“I’m so sorry, Sherlock. We can leave if you want.”
“No,” Sherlock said, firmly. “I should face my fear but I need your help.”
“I’m here,” John whispered. “I’m always here.”
Sherlock enjoyed the second act much more than the first. When Sherlock got scared, John massaged his hand. Sherlock began to relax. He was safe. He was with John.
The show finished and Sherlock turned to John. “You know,” Sherlock said, “I’d like to come back.”