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1. Things to Ruin by Random_Fandom_writer

   Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   04 Apr 2020

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Evan Hansen/Connor Murphy
   • Evan Hansen
   • Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)
   • Zoe Murphy
   • Larry Murphy
   • Cynthia Murphy
   • Heidi Hansen
   • Jared Kleinman
   • Alana Beck
   • Not Canon Compliant
   • Anxiety
   • Depression
   • secret friendship
   • Connor Deserves Happiness
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Evan Hansen Has Anxiety
   • Secret Crush
   • Because Evan is hella gay for Connor
   • Shhh don't tell him it's a secret
   • Gay Evan
   • Gay Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)
   • The fluffiest thing I've written
   • Everything is for plot and it leads to some sad times
   • I'm Sorry
   • Still Fluffy

   Summary

   Evan doesn’t know how he got so lucky. He chalks it up to something he did in a past life.

   But things don’t stick, and he can’t stay happy forever. Evan’s had his good, now he’s just waiting for the bad. He wants to be ready, to be prepared for whatever life can throw at him.

   He thinks he’s making it worse.

   Or...

   You probably think you know where this is going. I assure you, you don't

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   17,767

   Chapters:

   14/?

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