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1. never find it if you’re looking for it by monsterquill

   Fandoms: Doctrine of Labyrinths - Sarah Monette  

   • Explicit
   • Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   03 Sep 2019

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Underage Sex
   • Mildmay Foxe/Felix Harrowgate
   • Mildmay Foxe
   • Felix Harrowgate
   • Kolkhis (DoL)
   • Kay Brightmore
   • Julian Carey
   • Sibling Incest
   • sexual identity crisis
   • Post-Canon
   • Childhood Sexual Abuse
   • (past) - Freeform
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Archive warnings apply to past not present
   • Flashbacks
   • Kinda
   • First Time
   • fear of water
   • Past Child Abuse
   • abuse recovery
   • despite all the tags this is a story about love
   • Homophobia
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Worst Childhoods in the World Club: Founding Members

   Summary

   I lay there in the blackness with my eyes open, my thumb stinging, listening to him breathe less than a foot away, almost the same as the ocean surging against the rocks. I didn’t think I’d ever fall asleep, so of course I did, fast as a body off a bridge.
   But that didn’t mean my head was done pulling tricks on me.
    

   Mildmay and Felix have settled into Grimglass, but the past isn't so easy to leave behind. As they carve out a new life on their own terms, Mildmay struggles with questions he thought were answered a long time ago.

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