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    Dan Howell didn’t have a best friend for the first eighteen years of his life. It’s not until he goes to university and meets the boy across the hall, Phil, that he begins to understand what it feels like to matter to someone.

    That’s great and all, but when he finds out that Phil's gay, he starts to understand something else about himself; something he’s been trying to ignore for a very long time.

    ***currently on hiatus***

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