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1. engulfed. by ensemblemaster

   Fandoms: 第五人格 | Identity V (Video Game)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   21 Jul 2020

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Aesop Carl | Embalmer/Wu Chang | Black Guard and White Guard
   • Aesop Carl | Embalmer
   • Wu Chang | Black Guard and White Guard
   • Fan Wujiu | Black Guard
   • Xie Bian | White Guard
   • merge au
   • Alternate Universe
   • this is a trigger-filled fic for the first half of the first chapter
   • Trans Character
   • Trans Male Character
   • Trans Aesop Carl
   • Trigger warnings:
   • Drowning
   • Suicide Attempt
   • very descriptive drowning
   • lots of medical words
   • this is pretty much how they met!

   Summary

   At about 70 seconds, he’s taking into account every little aspect of his past failed attempts at taking his life; there’s always a way it goes wrong, a way he isn’t able to reach the gates of the afterlife that he so desires. He’s been robbed of death every time. He won’t be this time; he’s waiting for the moment his body gives up. He wants to choke, to drown, to die.

   But that moment never comes.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Merge.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,024

   Chapters:

   2/2

   Comments:

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