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1. Darling so it goes, some things are meant to be by Markedbyhell

   Fandoms: Supernatural  

   • Explicit
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   02 Dec 2019

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Castiel
   • Dean Winchester
   • Sam Winchester
   • coda 15x07
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester First Kiss
   • Castiel Returns (Supernatural)
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Sorry Not Sorry
   • Not Happy
   • Love Letters
   • Goodbyes
   • Sam Winchester is So Done
   • Sam Winchester Ships Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • we're real

   Summary

   Dean had started dialing his number thirteen times to be exact, and thirteen times he'd been staring at the screen for hours before bed, with his faithful headphones in his ears and some disjointed thoughts vaguely remembered a prayer, wondering if that was really the right choice. If that was really his choice.

   “I think it's time for me to move on”

   The fourteenth time he smashed the phone against the wall and never tried again, drowning the pain in food, work and alcohol.

    
   Written before the 15x07

   Language:

   English

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