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In the quiet calm of his bunker, Higgs is suffering from his condition of being divided between the Demens and Sam, from having lost Fragile and not being able in any way to recover his relationship with her and being obsessed with Amelie's radiant power. Sam loves Amelie so much and he loves her, so why not become like her? Why not become HER? So he chooses to follow his instincts, to humiliate himself, to feel disgusting and bad to finally feel alive. Higgs loves to feel ridiculous and grotesque in his obsession with Sam and all he cannot possess, so he humiliates himself by not being able to humiliate others as he would like.
