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i'm loving angels instead by emmalem
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon)
09 Feb 2020
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the teardrops that fell on his lap and ran down his face onto his shirt sent him back to that day, as the water hit the sides of the ship and splashed all over whoever dared to stand on top of it, and he was screaming again.
looking around frantically, desperately.
hoping to god he was not too late.
every now and then, whenever this would happen, he could hear a scream that was not part of his memories.
a shriek, somewhere faraway from where he stood.
his psychologist classified it as his mind’s way to physically manifest the tug that he felt that moment, that ended up driving his legs to run in the direction they did.
as a way to make sense of out of chaos.
and once again, by the time that he arrived it was too late.
he was too late.
and nothing in the world would fix it.
lan wangji was too late and, because of that, nothing in the world would ever be the same again.
lan wangji was too late that day, and the months before that too, and now he would have to live the rest of his life, this life that he was forced to live in, knowing that he would never be ok again.
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(mdzs modern au)
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