Chapter Text
For the last few weeks Snape has been acting off in potions, paying less attention to me, only occasionally commenting on my potions.
Not that I’m not glad for it, it lets me think about what I’m doing rather than worrying about him looking over my shoulder and making me nervous, it’s more likely to cause me to make a mistake rather than get me to try to be better.
Besides that, Hermione and Ron still bicker, the twins sometimes comment about “the lovebirds” but I don’t know if they’d really be a good couple not that I’d really care, it’s their life.
Dumbledore is still continuing to ignore me, I’ve been contacting Voldemort through my head about what Dumbledore is trying to do, but he just tells me it’s probably because Dumbledore doesn’t want him to find out about anything.
Then again, Dumbledore, the crazy old man, is supposed to be my magical guardian, even if nobody knows that besides me I should probably tell someone that he’s not doing his job.
Getting Dumbledore fired would be nice, everyone still thinks he and I are lying about Voldemort being back, but at this point I’ve given up trying since I found out how to contact Voldemort and found out that because of the horcrux in my head Dumbledore basically wants him to kill me so that Dumbledore can then kill him (I mean, he expects my mother’s magic to save me, is he completely confident it will? And if he knows for sure it will save me, why couldn’t he have just told me and we could have actually worked together and ended the war once and for all).
Yeah, yeah, Moldy Voldy told me about the horcruxes, but I’m glad to have been told because unlike Dumbledore he actually tells me things rather than keeping them secret.
Wouldn’t someone like to know that they have part of the dark lord in their head? Yea, Dumbledore wanted to keep that a secret.
Dumbledore doesn’t know that I know about the horcruxes though because Voldy taught me how to occlude my mind, which ironically also helps me keep things from him.
I’m not even really on either side at this point, what good would it do me? Dumbledore put me with my aunt and uncle who don’t care about me at all, and Voldemort killed my parents, putting me in a position that Dumbledore could put me with my aunt and uncle.
I don’t exactly know what to do yet, but since Voldemort knows I’m his horcrux he’s not about to kill me for a simple mistake, as long as I don’t cause him to get overly angry he won’t want to kill me in a fit of rage.
Until next time,
Harry Potter