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     "WAKE YOUR LAZY ASSES UP!" Captain Levi barked at us as he opened the curtains to clean the windows.

     "Yessir." Marco slurred his words as he sat up in bed but shielded his eyes with his forearm. His hair was messy and all over in that sexy bedhead way. I smiled at Marco, although I didn't say anything or move. That caught Levi's attention.

     "Stop grinning at Marco and get up, Kirstein."  I sat up, feeling really groggy. Then I heard Marco start to laugh. He was looking at me.

     "What do you want?" I grumbled at Marco.

    "You." I thought I heard him grumble. But there was no way he ever would've said that. He's straight. I am not so straight. I've known for a while. There's just something so kissable about him. His face and laugh. Oh god if you could fuck a voice. Even down to the way he walks and kills titans. It's all so sexy. I try to ignore it. This isn't the first time he's said something like that. Well, I think he says that. I'm pretty damn sure  he doesn't.

~later that day!~

     "Time to start Mission: Lunchmeat." Levi said in his oddly calm way.

     "Lunchmeat?" Marco snickered at Levi's name for the mission. I was just more concerned with Marco coming out alive.

     "It was Sasha's choice of words. It was her turn to pick." Levi quickly erased his name from the childish antics of Sasha who was standing in the back snickering while the rest of the survey corps was either groaning, rolling their eyes, or both.

     "Jean," Marco leaned over and whispered in my ear. "We need to talk.

     Damn right we do. "When?"

     "Now." And with that he grabbed my hand and dragged me off into some broom closet that only Levi uses.

     "Why such a small space?" I whispered, afraid that if i spoke full volume it'd sound like I was yelling which I have a habit of doing anyway.

     "Because we won't  be heard." He said in that fuckable way.

     "Why would we be-" I was cut off by the most beautiful sensation. He was kissing me in the most luxurious way. After a couple of seconds he let go for air.

     "You still haven't said anything yet." I said. Screw being normal I want him.

     "I love you, Jean."

     "I love you too, Marco."

     And the most beautiful thing followed. Another kiss. Oh my god he tasted so sweet even though he smells like trees and Windex.

     "Lets go kill some titan ass."

     "Together?"

     "Together."

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     "How was the make-out session?" Eren asked Marco as we left to enter Wall Maria. Marco went bright red, and I laughed. It was adorable!

     "How'd you know?" Marco was flustered, adding to his overall adorableness.

     "I happened to be running late and I heard you two."

     "Dammit Yeager." I grumbled. 

     A gun bang sounded. We looked up to see red smoke. I looked at Marco in panic. He looked at me reassuringly and I relaxed.      "KIRSTEIN! BOTT! YEAGER! 15 meter titan 50 degrees to our left! Lets kill this fucker."

     At this we switched to our 3D maneuvering gear and flew off into the trees. I lost track of Marco which made me panic a bit, but I trust he can stay alive. I saw the titan run our way and before we could communicate, Levi had the spot at the nape of ts neck sliced out. Blood spattered everywhere as the titan collapsed onto the ground with a satisfying thwump.

     "Nice kill, Captain!" Eren said. Levi hated him, much less hearing him talk.

     "Shut up, Brat." Was the response he usually had for the kid and yet again, Levi never ceased to dish out that last line.

     "JEAN!" Marco yelled in a panicked voice as he disappeared into the trees. I was chasing after him before he finished and before I could speak. Someone or something took my Marco. They weren't going to live long.

     "MARCO!" I yelled after him, I could see the person and the shock that overcame me when I saw the person who had him was a titan. No titan we've ever seen before. A unique variation. Another gun and I knew the black smoke plumed from the barrel.

     "JEAN! DON'T HURT THE TITAN! IT'S JUST ANNIE!" But he sounded scared.

     "THAT MOTHERFUCKER IS DYING I DON'T CARE WHO IT IS!"

     Then the titan did the worst thing it could ever do. It threw Marco into a tree at such a force that the tree snapped by the impact. Besides the tree cracking, I could hear Marco's voice.

     "I love you, Jean!"

    I swung down to the tree and sprinted towards it. 

     "MARCO! MARCO DON'T TELL ME YOU'RE DEAD! PLEASE BE ALIVE! I NEED YOU!" My throat was raw as I kept screaming and screaming at my Marco.

     My heart shattered and I felt a piece of me die forever when I saw what I did. My Marco was hanging limply on the remnants  of the tree. Several red stained spikes ran through my Marcos body. I felt dead and weak. I collapsed into a heap next to him and sobbed. I screamed and screamed and sobbed. That titan took what was precious to me and killed him. I will find that titan. It will die. When I finally gained the courage to look up, I saw everything clearly. The blood that gushed and squirted from the wounds in his beautiful body. The coldness of his eyes. His brown eyes never ceased to amaze me, even now in death, his eyes were cold but friendly. 

     "I love you too, Marco." I croaked as I grabbed his hand and pressed it to my face, kissing it. He was already starting to go cold. I completely lost care of the world around me. It carried on that way for months. Until one day I decided to find Marco. I grabbed one of the Military Polices guns and walked into a meadow.

    "Dear Marco, It's been to long since I've seen you. There's no one else more beautiful and perfect as you. You made me complete and whole. There isn't a day where your death goes unnoticed. Most people don't. They moved on because death is common in the Survey Corps. I've thought about quitting. But that's the same as what I'm here to do anyway. Marco, I'm coming for you." Then I raised the gun to my head and but a single bullet to my head. Because a life without my happy little Marco isn't a life at all. 

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     Hello readers!

     I'm surprised to say that this has 100+ hits! I have no idea how the hell this has happened since I posted it yesterday, but it has. I may condense the 2 parts of my Jean/Marco into one part later on but until then I'll keep posting more oneshots! I also wanted to give you all some background on myself! My name is Raven and I originally came from the universe of Wattpad. I have no idea if that means anything here, but it's where I came from. I am a big fan of Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, Black Veil Brides, and a lot more. I love reading (duh, right?) and have been in the Harry Potter fandom for 8-9 years. If you have any other questions, ask me in the comments and I will likely post the question and my answer at the ending chapter notes. PLEASE GIVE ME REQUESTS! I love doing requests, so please ask!

     Much love,

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     "Wake up, Brat." Levi said in his quiet monotone as he stared at the sleeping Eren.

     But to no avail, Eren didn't wake up. As a matter of fact, he was snoring quite loudly.

     Jean was chuckling quietly as he sat next to his sleeping fuck buddy, Marco. I rolled my eyes at them. I don't understand the appeal of falling in love in the Scout Regiment. It makes no sense. We will all be killed. There was never any questions about that. That's why I wanted to join in the first place. I wanted death but death with dignity. I never imagined I would live as long as I did. But I have and I'll keep living until I became Titan food. I just need to protect this kid until then. Then I can go and die. I began walking towards my desk and grabbed a whit spray bottle filled with liquid.

     "Get your fat ass up, Jaeger."I growled at him. I noticed that this woke Marco. His face was all over Jean's at it was making me sick. I turned and sprayed them with the contents of the bottle.

     "What the ever loving fuck, Levi?!" Jean barked.

     "Stop trying to suck each others internal organs out and I'll consider it." Marco smiled at this as Jean turned as red as his boxers. I need to address that too, actually. I knew the water in the bottle was freezing. It was in the fridge all night until I got it out to wake Jaeger. Eren would be sick if he saw this. It would be funny. I've been learning the more the Brat is around the more I enjoy public embarrassment caused by myself. I aimed at Jeans crotch and sprayed twice. Just to be more cruel. He screamed, looked down, looked at me, then yelled "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU MIDGET?"

     "Nothing is wrong with me. Now go downstairs and eat. Don't get dressed. I've caught you two in the broom closet doing," I was not going to say it. "You know what. Now eat."

     Jean looked mortified. I lowered the spray bottle one more time and he jumped up and ran downstairs. I waited a minute before I heard it. The sound of all the Scouts laughing in hysterics. Then Hanji bolted upstairs holding her torso, bent over laughing.

     "You caught them again?" Tears streaked down her face.

     "No." I sprayed her face. "There was something on your glasses."

     She stood up, glared at me, then walked downstairs. I turned to Marco's bed to see he was gone. Must've bolted to Jean. Needy insecure child. I spun around to look at Eren. He was asleep but muttering something.

     "Levi.... Levi...." He was calling me repeatedly. It was annoying and made him look weak. I raised the bottle and sprayed. He opened his eyes and had the most bored expression on his face.

     "Morning Captain Fuckface." Eren sat up. He wasn't wearing a shirt and his hair was a mess.

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(A/N: I'm changing points of view in this. It was Levi's but it will now be Eren's. I had some writers block on how to make Levi 'fess up about his feelings and that just wasn't happening. Levi's one hell of a heartless fucker. Yeesh. Levi, I love ya, but your a royal pain in my sexy ass.)

"Hello Brat." Levi responded in his hard-ass tone. He did-er, no-he is a hard-ass. His ass is too nice to insult.
"Hello Fuckable." I paled at what I said. I couldn't believe I said that. Oh my god why did I say that?
"Glad to know what you think of me. Now get up, Titan boy." Levi spun on his heels and stormed out of the room. I would've stopped him to tell him the truth but I'm pretty damn sure I've already let the cat out of the bag.

~After Eren Got His Lazy Ass Out Of Bed~

"Eren please report to Levi's office immediately. The captain is pissed." Hanji said over the loud speaker. I felt my stomach drop to my feet and the rest of breakfast and lunch rise up in my throat along with my racing heart. My feet felt like they were trudging through wet mud but I got there faster than ever. I knocked three times before I got any reaction.
"Come in, demon child." Levi growled. He was obviously not a happy bunny.
"Yes sir." I said each each word carefully. As carefully as I could so I wouldn't be scolded by his royal hotness. Although I have a feeling I wouldn't mind that.
"Do you find me intriguing?" He said in a totally relaxed tone.
"Yes. How one as short as you can kill as many titans as you have is simply outstanding, sir."
"I don't mean my titan killing skills. I heard you call me fuckable this morning, dumbass."
"Oh. Shit."
"Do you like me in a homosexual way?"
"Yes. I do." I kept my eyes locked on his even though I could feel the heat in my ears.
"Maybe I could love you too." He growled as he stood up simultaneously knocking his chair over. It was moments like this where I'd practically beg him to take me. On his desk, right here right now.
"Sir, I don't think this is a good idea. Please do not play with me like this. It's my life and my body. If you don't love me don't subject me to the torture of trying to feel loved by a heartless midget."
What he did next was boner-worthy for me, and I'll say, I got pretty damn close. He leaned in close and whispered in my ear "I love you, brat." while sliding his hands down to my waist to untuck my shirt. My breath hitched. For some reason and act as normal as this felt like the most sexual in the world. He slid his hands across my torso then sliding his hands to the side of my rib cage and down to my waist where he pulled me in and kissed me like I have never been kissed before. My body felt like it was on fire but the goosebumps told me otherwise. The next thing I knew, he was playing with the waistband of my pants, urging me to strip.
"Please." I groaned at him.
"Be my guest."

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Ack!!! Sorry I've been gone so long! School will be the death of me. Anyway, just wanted to say I'll have more chapters up this week. Hopefully one or 2 a day.

Bye!
Raven.
(Its my birthday this thursday!!!!! YEEE! Bust out the partays!)

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I've loved Aoba for years. We've been married now for over 4 years. I've never loved anybody until Aoba either. Just countless one night stands with whores. It was almost sickening. Then I walked into Aoba's life. I heard he had an accident and forgot almost everything but I found him and battled him in Rhyme anyway. I nearly killed him and I've regretted it ever since. Being the angel he is he forgot all about it and never looked back. Not to mention how amazing he is at kissing.
What hurts the most is that I'm in love with another man. And he isn't Aoba.

"Noiz, darling, are you okay?" His masculine voice rung through the silence in our apartment.
"I'm fine, meathead. Just concerned." I grumbled at my lover. His black ponytail swept over his shoulder and lead into his tattooed chest. It was a breathtaking sight, even if he was covered in sweat.
"About?" He was breathless but it was sexy.
"Aoba. What will I tell him?" I didn't want to hurt Aoba. We became very good friends. And I guess that's my problem. What I have with Koujaku is what I had with Aoba. But that's just gone.
"You won't have to. Let me take care of him." His words came out as pants but even then he was gorgeous.
"Okay." I pulled my little Koujaku to my chest and he nuzzled his head into my shoulder.

"KOUJAKU WHAT HAPPENED!" I screamed at my lover. The sight that was before me wasn't him at all. His eyes were filled with hatred and rage. His red kimono was even more stained blood. Who's was it?
"I got rid of him." He growled. He was a beast. Not the Koujaku I knew.
"Who."
"Aoba." His words hung in the air as I stood there.
"Why."
"He was in the way."
"He was my friend! My husband! You son of a bitch!" But no tears came out of my eyes. I had none to give because I didn't feel sad. Or mad. I was happy. I had my Koujaku. I just wish he didn't kill him.

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I couldn't stand him anymore. He was my childhood friend, sure, but he took what was clearly mine. It bugged Noiz. It was painful to watch. I know Noiz cared for him as much I did. But neither of us loved him. Sure Noiz may have, But I love Noiz now. And he loves me. So Aoba has to go.
After walking out of our apartment I took a deep breath and called Aoba.
"H-h-have you seen Noiz?" He was a sobbing wreck.
"Meet me in the back alley of 15th street. Don't bring Ren." I tried to sound as desperate as I could even though I knew he'd come anyway.
It took him 10 minutes to get there. I was already waiting for him.
"K-koujaku?"
"Hello Aoba." I stepped out of the shadows like any kick ass bad guy would. Actually, I liked the shadows. It was more convenient I was the bad guy.
"What's going on?" He panicked as he came across the realization he was my target.
"goodbye, Seragaki Aoba." I said as I unsheathed my sword and slid the blade through his neck causing his head to fly off of his body and land next to his body which was pouring what looked to be gallons of crimson red blood.

Then I ran. I ran home to the one person I loved. Noiz.
~Next day. Noiz's point of view.~
"Morning babe." His voice was a whisper in my ear as I woke up.
"Hey cutie." I smiled back at him.
"What's for breakfast?" He grumbled.
"You." I said as I rolled over so I was on top of him. I straddled his waist carefully as I kissed his nose.
"I can deal with that, bunny boxers." He grinned as he kissed me back.

I felt worry free now. I had Koujaku and had no one else to worry about. It was a relief even though one of my best friends is dead.

"Noiz, now that Aoba is dead, I was going to ask you something." Koujaku looked out the window as his cheeks burned red.
"What is it."
"Will you run away with me? We can go somewhere we can restart and get married."
I hunched over and kissed him, nibbling on his lower lip. He groaned which made me want to do that again and again. For the rest of my life.
"Yes. Lets go. Now."

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"Master!" Clear yelled from behind me. I spun on my heels to see the adorableness that is Clear.
"Clear!" I smiled at my cheerful friend. He was so precious and innocent. I constantly felt a need to protect him.
"Master! I found cookies!" His soft purple eyes lit up with excitement as he walked out of Tae's kitchen. 2 cookies in hand. "One for each of us!" He smiled and took a bite out of his cookie. How could eating cookies be considered cute? Whatever. He made eating cookies cute. Robot or not.
"How was your day, Master?" He turned to look at me. He tilted his head to his right and smiled.
"Pretty good. How was your day?"
"Excellent, Master! My day was fun. Thank you for walking with me."
"It wasn't like I had a choice. It was a delivery to make."
A sudden pain erupted on my leg. Did Clear actually hit me with his umbrella?! He's been around Tae too much.
"But the female dog was happy! And the lovely lady seemed to be very happy too." Clear looked so upset about this. I pulled my precious Clear to my chest and stroked his hair.
"I'm sorry babe. It won't happen again."
"Thank you master." He said as he hugged me back.
"Of course. Anything for you."
"You mean it?"
"Of course. You're mine. No one will ever hurt you again." I kissed the top of his head.
"Thank you, Master!"
"Can you sing?"
"Anything for Master! " He cleared his throat. "Sway, sway, swaying, Between the waves…Shine, shine, shining, Their voice drift into the distance."

And before I knew it, I fell asleep.

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Hey y'all!

Sorry I've barely been posting anything! sorry if my Clear/Aoba one was crap too. My Virus/Trip one maybe be a twincest AU. YESSS!!!

MORE WILL BE POSTED SOON! School is stressful and it's snowing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAY

I LOVE Y'ALL!!
Raven Emerson

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Dear reader,
Whoever you may be, you deserve to know the story of Virus and I. How our love began and how it ended.
If you're reading this, then I'm dead.

Virus,
I'm sorry. I promised I'd stay alive and I failed. My last words were "See you tomorrow!" as I waved goodbye and walked to my house. He walked to his home. I'm sorry. The way you looked in the year leading up to your suicide was terrible and I'm to blame. I dragged you into Morphine and I shouldn't have.
I'm so so so sorry,
Trip

This past year has been exceptionally hard for Virus and I never understood why. He barely talked to me. He still wore the same style suit but he just looked disheveled. He barely looked human. I stood in the snow bank and waited with him for our bus to arrive and take us to school. Virus is older than me by 2 years. He's a junior. I'm a freshman. I know it sounds crazy, falling for someone older than you. I have. I have fallen in love with Virus, a boy who was so eager to die.

Looking back at the year, I should blame myself. I never saw it coming. Virus's suicide. Virus was the leader of the biggest gang around. They call it a Rib team, but I see it as a gang. They all war against each other. It makes sense to me, a gang. He sat me down to explain it to me. I agreed only because I loved him.