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    Sam Winchester has a horrible, terrible, very bad crush on Lucifer Milton. Sam’s crush was bad enough when he and Lucifer were still in high school, but now that they’re in college it’s just pathetic. Lucifer spent two years in Paris, studying art before he came back to Kansas to continue school. He’s beautiful, brilliant, and the most amazing artists Sam has ever seen.

    And Sam is probably the worst artist Sam has ever met. Not that it matters. Sam’s real passion is writing, mostly fanfiction, like the Big Bang for his favorite series, The Journey of Deborah. So what if his favorite character, Mephistopheles, reminds him of Lucifer? So what if Sam pictures Lucifer was Mephis whenever Sam writes him? So what if Sam imagines himself as Mephis’s lover just so Sam can write himself kissing Lucifer? So what? His favorite pairing is as likely to happen as he and Lucifer is in real life.

    As Sam begins work on his story he decides that he’s going to put everything into it. This is his last love letter written to Lucifer that Lucifer will never read. He’s going to pack up his feelings, stow them, and move on. He’s tired of being hung up on someone who doesn’t know he exists.

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