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A disclaimer to all those who will be reading. If you are here from my previous work then you are aware of how the first part was based on real life situations with slight altering to make it all make sense. This time around in this second half, altering will be almost non-existent. I will be mentioning tough subjects, triggering subjects, such as: depression, suicide, self-harm, sexual assault on minors, substance abuse, and so forth. I do not write these things to romanticize or make fun of these subjects. I write these subjects because they are my life. They are things I have gone through, continue to go through or have considered. As I mentioned before, altering of these subjects will almost be non-existent, the only altering will be bringing my personal thoughts to life and making the main character give in to my own temptation. I use writing as a way of therapy. To get the hardest things to talk about off of my chest without the fear of judgement. Please, if you are going through something find someone to talk to. Allow yourself time to heal and become stronger than the you of yesterday. If you struggle with anything do not find yourself weak because you're still here fighting in this world.
Also, I understand that the usage of –kun in the Japanese language is usually not used for females but I chose to do so because of the fact that I wanted to give Bokuto and Akaashi each a different form of referring to the main character so that the reader would know who is speaking without me having to explain it every time.