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Akaashi Keiji is a good writer and one of the best students in school. He has a peculiar job where other students pay him to do their homework, essays and school reports daily. One day Kuroo Tetsurou, one of the most popular boys at school offers him money to write a love letter. Thinking that it is just for a simple girl, Akaashi accepts. But as he writes, he can only think of Kozume Kenma, his friend who he has been in love with for a while now. Akaashi continues with the lie without knowing that the owner of the letters is also the owner of his heart.
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bcos i kin kuroo and i wanted this to be krkn, i avoided this fic for a year and more i think?? it was still ongoing before!! but i rlly regret not reading this earlier😭 akaken is so 💗💗💗💗💗 i rlly luv this probably one of my favs from now on - the emotions just rlly get to u!!
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rereading this ! My heart hurts bc this situations is so bad man I feel terrible for all of them :(( This mess 😭😭 My poor Kenma, something cute happens and then i remember how bad things actually are. Like, the pain!!!
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“Ehh I- well it wasn't love at first sight or anything like that, but she caught my attention since the moment I saw her, it was just like that, that was enough, one look into her eyes and that's it. Then I started noticing her more often and I found myself thinking about her the majority of the day. I didn’t know if she was aware of me or not but I was of her, I never really spoke to her, mainly because I was shy and because I didn’t want to face my own feelings towards. So I started dating other girls and still I couldn't get her out of my head. In fact the first time we spoke, was just last year and it wasn't anything that important, afterwards I tried to do small talks but I think I just made her uncomfortable, so I stopped. I appreciated her from afar, because it wasn't like I was going to try something with her either... "What? He likes her since first year? That means that she goes in our same year. How can someone like a person for so long and do nothing about it? Well, it’s not that himself is very different from that, his plan is or was to maintain his friendship until he will finally confess next year when they are both in college, considering whether if they live in the same city or not.
"When I saw her again this year, I said to myself that this was not just a simple crush and I like to think that I have not reached the edge of obsession yet" he laughs. "This is the year, this year I will stop being a coward and I will talk with her, but every time I got close, the words didn't come out and when I decided to do it she didn't pay much attention to what I was saying, so I looked for another way to get closer to her and then you came.”
He couldn't doubt the truthfulness of his feelings, besides he had the same problem and had only been like this for about four months, he couldn't believe that Kuroo survived this long for almost three years.
•This is me screaming at my pillow bc of how much Kuroo loves Kenma in this as well 😭😭
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“Do you understand? There are times when you have to make decisions in life not letting yourself be carried away by the consequences of these. Sometimes you just have to take *a leap of faith*”•THE TITTLE!!! Also this is such a good line and a great advice. It’s something i try to live for as we’ll and sometimes it’s hard, so i could relate to akaashi here :’)
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“But I ended up choosing a hair dye, I don't know, I think I was fed up with no one looking at me." Now he feels even more horrible for not speaking to Kenma in the past. "So, this year I went to school and I regretted the first day because now I felt the gaze of others on me and it was even worse. I wanted wait a little before to dyed it back to my original color without capturing the attention of the others and one day you spoke to me. I knew you, I mean everyone talked about you and what you were doing and they mentioned that you were someone unreachable or something like that and then we started talking more. I thought you would get bored with me but so far you haven't ... I hope. Thanks Keiji f- for being my friend."•KENMAAAA 😭😭 He’s such a sweetheart here, i want to give him a big hug. I really like the parallels and differences between Kuroo and Akaashi and their relationship to Kenma. Kuroo doesn’t like rain, Akaashi does, Kuroo has noticed Kenma since the first year, Akaashi only since recently. It’s so cool and shows how good the writing is. Also, Kuraka friendship is so lovely, it shows that they’re both happy to be friends :((
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"And now you come here as if nothing had happened demanding me to choose one of you, not even two days have passed. I still don't understand what fucked up deal you two did to make fun of me. No! don’t look at me like that, that's what you did after all, you made fun of me, while I did everything in my power not to let me like you because... because I knew it, I knew that something bad was going to come out of this, it was just too good,too perfect, but I ignored it. I Ignore it and I let myself get out of my comfort zone to know you and now look, look what I accomplished." Kenma is not crying, but the tears are in his eyes about to come out and his voice trembles with every word."I just managed to get hurt. How do you want me to trust you again? How do you want me to trust someone again? You don't know what I suffered, what I'm still suffering, the only two people I've ever opened up to. Do you have any idea what you did to me? How I feel? The worst thing is that I lost you both, the only people I had as friends. "
•This is a tragedy, Kenma got betrayed by the people he trusted the most and now he’s truly alone :(
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This has been an emotional roller coaster, and it has become my favorite AKAKEN fanfic (*^‿^*)