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1. postmidnight thoughts (moved to another platform) by r4m3nlvr

   Fandoms: SB19 (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   06 Jun 2021

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Josh Cullen Santos/Felip Jhon "Ken" Suson
   • Josh Cullen Santos/Ken Suson
   • Joken
   • Josh Cullen Santos
   • Felip Jhon "Ken" Suson
   • Ken Suson
   • Justin De Dios
   • Stell Ajero
   • Sejun Nase
   • some minor original characters
   • Joken - Freeform
   • Angst
   • Slow Burn
   • Unrequited Love
   • Unrequited Love?
   • Romance
   • Slice of Life
   • Eventual Fluff
   • Might be a little existential
   • A little bit of quarter life crisis
   • bestfriends!JoKen
   • Engineer!Josh
   • Idol!Ken
   • Mutual Pining
   • Introspection
   • Courtship

   Summary

   [MOVED TO DREAME AS NON-FANFICTION | See Chapter Two for Author Notes]
   You cannot love yourself if you keep choosing other people. You cannot love other people if you keep choosing yourself.
   Best friends Josh and Ken learn this in the most beautiful way possible.

   Series

   • Part 1 of the jokenverse (idol X engineer)

   Language:

   English

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