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"If you are going, to be honest with me, well there something I should be telling you. Something that happened to me when I was in high school." Fallon begins telling Liam.
"What?" Liam asked encouraging her to continue.
"When I was sixteen, I was pregnant, but I gave the baby girl up for adoption."
"Her father, well, his name was Beck." She said with a sad smile.
" I said was…" she paused for a moment "Well because he died in a car accident when I was six months pregnant."
Her voice started to crack a little as she continues "I came back here, to start a new life here away from Hollywood. I changed my name back to Fallon because at the time my name was Jade West. I moved in here with Alexis and Blake again.
Before, I moved back in. I had been living with my aunt. Well anyway, I started to go to school here in Georgia. But one night, I was having a sleepover with my friend named Trixi. Trixi and I were drunk. She wanted to go. I tried stopping her, as she continued backing up she fell off the railing. Anders told me he would take care of it. I didn't ask. I didn't think I wanted to know. Then, the whole world thought Trixie ran away.
Anyway, it's so bad and I don't blame you if you want to walk away and never come back." Fallon said putting her head on Liam's shoulder while he was rubbing his hand on her shoulder.
"Hey no no no. Hey, I'm not going anywhere. I'm here for you, remember no matter what." Liam reminded Fallon
Flashback to that day when Fallon had found out about Beck dying.
Fallon couldn't even believe what she had just heard.
"Jade?" Andre said trying to comfort her. She wasn't hearing it right. No, she was hearing everything wrong. She had to be.
Fallon had moved to Hollywood to be apart of the school Hollywood Arts which she got kicked out of due to being pregnant but now being kicked out was the least of her worries.
As she was standing at the hospital with her boyfriend, the father of her unborn baby, was dead.
Fallon sank to her knees sobbing. "No! No!" Fallon screamed.
Andre tried his best to calm the pregnant girl down.
"Jade look at me," Andre said. She didn't.
"You have to stay calm for Rosie, come on." She tried to listen to him.
But the fact, that this was all happening just scared her. She couldn't raise a baby on her own. Not like this.
Andre helps Fallon up and put her on the couch then she laid against him.
Andre was trying his best to keep her calm. He couldn't begin to imagine what it is like to have this happening. Somehow he got her to listen.
"Come on, Jade, you need to go home. We can go to my place." Andre said.
He didn't want to leave her alone. Now it felt like it was his job to be there for her. Beck was his best friend or still is. He started to drive back to his house then comfort the crying pregnant friend all night.
At the funeral, Fallon was making her speech.
" I remember the day, I met Beck. He was the only boy who would talk to me. Beck was my lab partner. As a boyfriend, He was gentle and sweet. He made me the person I am today. I know that part of him continues to live on with our baby girl.
Beck never got to see her but he would have been a great Dad. When he found out he didn't run away. He kissed my belly, told me he would take care of us. Yes, he may be gone however he will forever be her father."
There was a short pause as she wipes her tears. She put her hand on her belly and then continue talking.
"We miss you, Beck. If I could have to stop you from walking out that door. Or have you kiss my belly and me, a little bit longer. I would have if that meant I would be saving your life."
Fallon begins to sob. Beck's mom got up and hug the sobbing girl.
"I'm sorry," Fallon said. "No, sweetheart you did amazing. Beck would have been proud."
The day she decided to give the baby up for adoption.
"Fallon, Are you sure you want to do this," Alexis asked her daughter.
"Yes, mom. I'm sure." Fallon said as she quickly signed the papers before she can change her mind.
She knew this was right she had to do this for her daughter. Her baby girl deserves a better life. This day was the day she changed her name to Fallon. Her name originally was Fallon but she wanted a life in a normal way since her family was rich and famous.
Flashback to the Birth
"One more push," Alexis told her daughter.
"AHHH," Fallon screamed at the top of her lungs. Then a loud cry was heard in the room.
"Good job. I'm proud of you. You did so well." Alexis told her daughter.
As Fallon looked down at her daughter she saw her big eyes. She could make out Beck's tan skin. Even if she was still not cleaned from just being born. She thought this baby girl was the most beautiful thing she had ever seen.
Beck's sister and her husband were adopting Rosie. They agreed to name her that since it was originally Beck's idea for the name.
After Rosie had been clean the nurses gave the baby back to Fallon.
"Take care of her, okay? " Fallon told Beck's sister. Who was in tears while agreeing to this. Then Fallon brought out Beck's camera. Fallon had agreed to make a video with her daughter it explaining the situation for when she got older and had questions.
"Hey, baby girl. It's your mommy here. My name is Fallon Carrington or Jade West. I came to Hollywood when I was thirteen. It was for a school for fine art kids. The school's name was Hollywood Arts. I fell deeply in love with your Daddy name, Beck Oliver. We were together for around three years. Last September, we found out we were having you. It was one of the scariest days of our lives or so I thought." She began to try not to cry as she hated to say the next words that were coming out of her mouth.
"He died in a car accident and I was six months pregnant with you. Rosie, I can't give you the life you deserve right now. You will be with your daddy's sister and husband. They will take care and love you, just like I know your daddy and I would have." Fallon had tears coming out of her eyes at this point.
She kissed her sleeping daughter's head. She knew this was right but why does it feel so wrong.
"Rosie, my sweet baby girl. I love you and I hope you can understand this. I love you more than you will ever know. So did your daddy. When you were inside of me, your daddy would talk to you all the time. He spent all day with his jokes and telling you about his day. When he was done talking he would kiss you and it's like you knew because you would kick against his lips.
Your daddy would want you to be happy and this is the best life I can give you. One day, if you would like we can talk about it. We can talk about anything you want. I promise. If I dare tell you no. I dare you to force me to watch this video." Fallon smiled down at the sleeping baby.
Then a teardrop went on the sleeping baby. The next words had been eating her up alive for the past three months.
"Goodbye, Rosie Beckett Oliver, your Mama loves you."
She then shuts the camera down. Allowing herself to soak in the baby laying on her chest. She was perfect in every way.
This was right for her. Beck would want them to be happy. Hopefully, Fallon hoped this was the right thing to do.