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君蘇58 年 5月 16日       草稿 DRAFT 草稿       氜武 Ri Wu

GREETINGS, HOTMAN!

So my parents are forcing me to work on my printing since I’m “behind” at school. But instead of doing those dumb worksheets I want to practice with letters! I just think it’s more fun that way. I was gonna write anyways. Plus, I like getting stuff back handwritten from you . Makes it feel like we’re not really that far from each other. So don’t be suprised if you start getting way more mail soon.

I don’t have much to atcual really talk about. The weather’s been bad so I’m stuck inside. Haven’t played a match of fireball in a while so it’s getting VERY boring. And Yujin won’t leave me alone. I have to keep kicking her out of my room.

I feel like the sun is over there right now. I remember seeing art from other Air Temples— not yours, but they might be simal  similar. I bet the trees are huge and dropping tons of fruit like in those paintings. Maybe we should do a round trip on Appa the next time you come so I can see for myself. It’s only a few years til you finish your training and I’m done with school anyways… we’ll be able to go anywhere we want then!

How have you been? I know it’s been a while. You’re probably busy doing important stuff at the temple, I know you’re like one of the best airbenders out   but I didn’t want you to forget about our plans for your own birthday! Just wait til you see my gift. No spoilers, but I think it’ll blast your cap off!

I’m not sure when you’ll get this though. I guess the messan mail hawks have been slower. Maybe if I can get my hands on a personal one from the town aviary they’ll get to you faster. I’m thinking about it...

Anyway, if this gets to you after your birthday, I hope it’s a hot one!  No worries about our plans. and I can keep your gift safe til you get the chance to fly over. It can be anytime you want. But write to me first, hotman!!

FLAMEO 

庫宗 Kuzon

龍年 5 月 31 日

Kuzon, my Hotman:

Don’t worry about your print or anything! I really enjoy getting your letters actually. Feel free to send me anything you want! You’re right about that too. How you feel closer. 

Even though I know the Monks wouldn’t like it— I might be writing these secretly and slipping them into the pile of mail we send out to the other nations every few weeks. Right now they’re teaching us about “worldly attachments” and how they make your spirit heavy. They say it’s not good for airbending… I don’t know about them, but I think my bending’s just fine.

It’s really cloudy here right now, even though the heat has been the same all summer. It’s kind of weird weather, I’m not a fan, even if the fruit trees love it. If your parents ever let you, I’d totally bring you over. Hopeful that summer will have more normal climate.

I’m sorry for not writing as much as I used to. A lot has been changing for me, really fast. 

Ok, you know my tattoos? Last time we saw each other I didn't feel like talking about it cause they were so fresh - and we didn't have much time, between the dragon and its egg and those hunters, haha. But usually, Airbenders can only get their tattoos after we master the 36 tiers of Airbending. I only mastered 35 tiers, but the monks decided I was ready for it then and so it just happened. It was kind of a dumb reason too… for that Air Scooter game I came up with. They said I’m the youngest person ever to get airbender tattoos. Most people spend their whole life trying to master the tiers. I don’t know how to feel about it. It’s awful to say out loud, but I don’t really feel like I deserve it. 

then a few days ago the monks told me something crazy, and I think they made a mistake but they

Also, not gonna lie… I forgot about my birthday… sorry! I promise I’ll make it up! I’d fly over there right now if I could. But everyone is really pushing to advance my training now. It’s a lot of pressure. I know I should feel grateful instead of guilty, but also… I can feel they’re keeping something from me. But that’s ok— I mean, I have something to keep from them now too. 

Hold onto that gift for me, hotman! I’ll be over there ASAP. I’ll probably send another letter before that happens. I have a feeling it’s gonna be a while… but til then you can send me anything you want. Is it weird to say I read these all in your voice? Maybe I didn’t realize that’s what everyone does.

P.S. — What is  氜武 Ri Wu ? That’s a new thing I’m seeing in your letter headings. It sounds cool.

Flame-e-o my friend!

— Aang

君蘇58 年 6月 17日       草稿 DRAFT 草稿       氜武 Ri Wu

My good hotman!

I had no idea you were so advanced in your training! I’m excited for you already, even if you aren’t. Look, this just means you’re one step closer to becoming a master.

I totally think you deserve it. Your tattoos looked awesome too, even if they were fresh. You’re the best Airbender I’ve ever seen. Even if you’re the only airbender I know. You’d still be the best airbender if I knew more

And how on Earth could you forget your own BIRTHDAY, Hotman?? Is that like another worldly thing you’re not supposed to hold onto?But don’t make it up to me— make it up to yourself! Maybe when you get the OK to come, I’ll hatch something even bigger than the old plan I had. 

Honestly, I feel bad about making you sneak letters in secret

About your mail problem: maybe we can work something out with a messenger hawk? Our neib nai NEIGHBORS just got one for their family, and I heard it’s trained for really long trips. Like, the hawk stays with the person that gets the letter until they write back, so it doesn’t get too tired from flying back and forth. Maybe when I get one I can train it like that too. 

you read these in my voice? 

Also, Ri Wu is a new time mesurement we’re learning about now. They’re way longer periods than years of Fire Lord reign. More like Avatar lifetimes… I think? Maybe I was asleep for some of that lesson. Apparently we’ve entered the Superior Military (Ri Wu) era. I did hear something about more military assemblies happening at the Palace but that’s probably irellevant. That’s all dumb adult stuff though, ya know? I don’t really care about letter headings that much, it’s just a habit really.

Take care while doing your training! Even if you don’t beleiv   I know you’re gonna be a GREAT master one day, Aang. And I’ll be right there with you when And don’t forget about your hotman when that happens!!

See you SOON 

庫宗 Kuzon

君蘇58 年 8月 8日       草稿 DRAFT 草稿       氜武 Ri Wu

Dearest hotman,

I know you said it’d be a while until you’d get back to me, but I didn’t think you’d go this quiet. Maybe your letter got lost? I’m sorry if that’s what really happened. That means I was the one who never responded. 

I wanted to give you some spac  

I just wanted to check on you to make sure you aren’t to see how you are. 

Me, I’m fine. School’s been over, but this summer feels different than last year. Nothing’s happening as much. the whole town is quieter. Yujin is begging to go to the beach, I mean in the really annoying way that our parents don’t usually ignore, but our father says it’s “not the time to travel”, even though it’s literelly vacation. I’m trying to pay more attention to the news. I think something’s hap  I wanna stay in the loop and stuff, espescespecially since my birthday’s coming and I’m gonna be a teenager and all that. I feel like 13 is when news gets more important.

Not to be a sap, but I miss ya, hotman. I’d fly over there myself if I could. Fiero the messenger hawk will have to do for now. Did I mention I got a deal for one downtown? He’s got the longest tail feathers you’ve ever seen. I wish you could see for yourself I guess you WILL see him for yourself, if this gets delivered properly. I’m training him like I said I would, so he’ll come home with your letter and we can skip the usual wait time.

Just hope you haven’t been eaten by a giant komodo-frog or something. Not really sure if they have those in the Air Nation. But, just do me a favor and write, would ya?

Flame-e-o, brother

庫宗 Kuzon

君蘇58 年 8月 27日       草稿 DRAFT 草稿       氜武 Ri Wu

Hotm

Aang,

I hope you’re ok. It’s been a couple months since I’ve heard anything from you. I wrote twice already, so this is the third letter I’ve sent with no reply, in case they haven’t been delivering. I guess Fiero got lost on the way. He just never came back. so I’m back to using the public mail.

My parents are gonna be so mad when they find o 

I’m thinking about the last two letters I sent you. I’m looking over the drafts  

               maybe I wrote something that hur

I know you don’t normally like to hold a grudge. So if I did something to hurt you, I’m sorry.

I get carried away sometimes but      I care about you more tha            I dont think you know how much 

You’re my friend, and I don’t want to hurt you. But if you’re in trouble, send something to let me know. You remember the secret signals? Or the written code? Anything works. Just so I know something.

Stay flamin’

庫宗 Kuzon

君蘇58 年 9月 19日       草稿 DRAFT 草稿       氜武 Ri Wu

Aang,

If you’re still there, I don’t know if you want to talk to me, but that’s ok. Even if you throw these out when you get them, I hope you’re still reading.

Maybe someone’s intersepting these or something. Maybe you actually write back every time but they’re all lost or stolen or there was some big storm that made the mail ru route impossible. Maybe I’m just hoping for that instead of

I don’t know how to describe what’s happening here in town. It’s because I don’t really even know. Four different newspapers stopped delivering and now we only get something called The Imperial Bulletin. It’s only full of boring paragraphs about whatever the Fire Lord is doing overseas. I tear pages from it to burn up for fun when I’m bored. Sometimes Yujin folds them into cranes.

My parents act like it’s nothing but I can tell they’re faking it. I’m thirteen but they still treat me

I wonder if the monks know what’s happening too. You said they might be keeping something from you. But that can’t be it, can it? You’re kind of far, I mean.

My father says that we should be happy and not ask questions. We’re the lucky ones to be living in the most powerful nation in the world. He just wants to shut me up. I don’t really beleive anything an adult says to me anymore. Kids are more honest. You and I were both 

This draft is really rough. I’ll rewrite everything properly later.

君蘇58 年 11月 10日       草稿 DRAFT 草稿       氜武 Ri Wu

I never rewrote that one draft. Whatever 

The rain and heat stopped and now it’s just breezy sometimes. I don’t know why I’m mentioning that. You always put the weather in your notes

Can I confe You might laugh at me for this.

So I stole a Tsungi horn. The one you learned to play here. At least I HOPE that one was it. all of them sorta look the same. There are rumors that the school’s getting rid of the music program,   and I didn’t even care that much honestly, you know music isn’t my thing. So I don’t know why my first thought was to take your instrument, but

Do you remember that month? When you came just before school let out and I skipped class for a week straight so we could do whatever we wanted? You felt so bad that I was missing class for y because of you. But then we broke in at night with Bo and Uyen and flipped the desks in all the classrooms and Uyen convinced you it’d be fun to learn to play that horn. And you picked it up in like a week. 

You’re a smart guy, hotman. I’m glad you got your tattoos early, no doubt you earned them.

I don’t remember a thing I actually learned that year. Maybe besides the f

But yeah, this time I got caught. Those things are huge. I didn’t really have a plan for what to do if i got away with it.

The school’s also replacing our uniforms and some of the teachers. Classes are different too. And they’re saying stuff about new books— you know what, this is all probably really boring. 

I bet you’re so busy training they won’t even let you write. Maybe the monks found out about the secret mail and stopped the delivery or something. Maybe by the time you come you’ll already be a master bender, and I’ll have to catch up, but you’ll be here, and we’ll do everything like we planned for it 

I dont think I’m gonna actually send this one

氜武

THE IMPERIAL BULLETIN

HEADLINES FOR  君蘇59 年 2月 22日

Prosperity Soaring: Value of Gold and Fire Nation Currency Climbs Higher Each Day

Recent economic developments in the Colonies have proven to be worthwhile investments as… 

Prices of Coal, Produce, and Exotic Imports Reach An All-Time Low as Nation Establishes First Factory in EK

With the market for imported goods expanding, alongside increasing availability and consumer demand...

The Fire Lord’s Naval Academy Hosts New Grand Openings in Yu Dao Colony

Bright young minds are preparing for their first term at the new Naval Academy location in the Nation's first-ever colony...

The Following Oath, Composed by The Honorable Court Scribe Gaozu, To Be Recited in Schools Across the Nation In The Coming Days

AS YOUTH EDUCATION Reaches new heights of success, His Majesty Fire Lord Sozin has commissioned an Oath to be recited at Fire Nation schools across our prosperous Empire. With eloquent sensibility, it seeks to inspire the youth of today towards action for the betterment of the Homeland. The Oath, in full, will be recited as followed:

My life I give for my country

and with my hands I fight 

for Fire Lord Sozin,
and our forefathers before.

With my mind I seek ways 

to better my country 

while my feet move onwards, 

Marching towards civilization.

君蘇59 年 5月 18日

Happy 13th birthday, Aang. I hope that you 

氜武

THE IMPERIAL BULLETIN
HEADLINES FOR 君蘇59 年 8月 12日

Another Victory for the Nation’s Great March

A FEW MONTHS PRIOR, The Fire Lord’s Troops encountered the Air Nation Army in a conflict resulting in major Victory with zero casualties on the front lines. Now with protective measures against invasion from enemy armies, the Fire Nation is overseeing the reconstruction and technological enhancement of the Air Nation’s states, beginning with the Temples and other large sites. Plans for cultural development and prosperity continue with the civil aid of the Fire Lord.

After a series of extensive conferences and international communication between the Fire Lord’s Royal Cabinet and the Earth Kingdom’s military leaders, plans for an formal treatise between the nations have yet to be finalized. The march continues, however, with the goal to extend territories and share the prosperous culture and welfare of the Homeland with other impoverished populations neglected by the Earth King, in an attempt to…

君蘇59 年 9月 2日

I can’t sleep. It doesn’t make sense. Last year you disapeared and my hawk never came back and I don’t think my letters were sending at all.

I tested my theories out. I sent mail to the Earth Kingdom and to other Fire nation towns really far away and they all sent fine and i got mail back in response 

but your letters

The newspapers lied to everyone. I know the Air Nomads didn’t have an army. You didn’t even use weapons for self defense. 

what did they do to you? what did they do to the temples?

氜武

THE IMPERIAL BULLETIN
君蘇59 年 11月 19日

Travel Suspended to Certain Areas Amidst Security Risks and Unforeseen Circumstance

AS OF THE END OF NOVEMBER Of the 60th Year of Lord Sozin, The Royal Cabinet has decreed a cancellation of all travel, postage, and shipments to and from any Air Nation and Water Tribe destinations for the time being in order to insure the safety of all Fire Nation subjects. It is stated that these are precautionary measures, taken to avoid a wave of hostile attacks at the borders of certain Colonies from independent, radical groups outside these territories. State intelligence has confirmed that there are none such suspects within the borders of the Fire Nation mainland.

In the event of a security threat to our Nation, the Imperial Guard is prepared to mobilize with...

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君蘇59 年 12月 5日

A Nation Prepping for War? Alternative Perspectives on Gov’t. Dealings by Contributor 3  (PAGE 3)

Student Essay of the Week — Semantics in Deceptive Media: How News Becomes Fiction by Contributor 16   (PAGE 6)

Poem of the Week — Resilience with Love by Contributor 7   (PAGE 9)

Weekly Digest: Latest Event Commentary, Propaganda Translations, and Grapevine Intel

This week’s report on the strange behaviors of the Fire Lord’s Cabinet: A total ban on Air Nation travel, mail, and immigration. We’ve received next to nothing about the reasoning behind these new restrictions besides the elusive covers fabricated by the official post. 

This leaves Air Nation citizens who reside in the Fire Nation extremely uneasy, some facing dire situations complicated by the ban. Most are Air Temple pupils, who are now left with zero means to contact their families or mentors.

Are these Citizens at risk?

We have reports from numerous individuals, with close ties to several Air Temples, who insist that none of the Air Nomad orders participate in war dealings nor have any sort of military. According to our sources, the Monk’s spiritual beliefs do not allow them to use weaponry or participate in formal battle, either. So, what is Royal Cabinet really planning? 

We will continue to collect as much information as possible on this developing account.

Could one of the Air Temples have spontaneously gone against their sacred codes of conduct to form a military in response to an invasion of Fire Nation troops? This is not likely, but not impossible. The truth is that we cannot be certain. It is clear that we have been fed blatant lies from the Imperial Bulletin. If they weren't suppressing the truth, there would be no reason to defund and ban other media outlets. 

At this time, the coalition is prepared to protect our members who have been affected by this ban and to have their voices heard. We continue to collect as much intel as possible in hopes of redistributing the truth behind the Fire Lord’s dealings. Do not hesitate to contact an Editor if you have a source to share.

Reminder to New Readers: For the safety of our coalition, we ask our members not to discuss Midnight Lantern publications in the open. Stick to Code when interacting with other members outside of meeting times, and keep alert!

We are the people, we will not be silenced.

FENGHUANG YOUTH ACADEMY

Class II Suspension Form

STUDENT NAME: Lua, Kuzon      GRADE LEVEL: 3rd Form      SUPERVISOR: Song, Tian

History of Misdemeanor: Truancy, Theft, Plagirism

Description of Offense: Kuzon was caught off-campus during school hours by local guardsmen, involved in a violent altercation succeeding a disorderly demonstration, or riot, incited by several upperclassmen. The commotion seemed to uphold anti-establishment sentiments and threats to the Royal Cabinet. It is suspected that an illegal, anarchist-type gang has formed amongst students across several campuses, as this is not the first mass incident to be documented. 

Official Infractions: Truancy, Disorderly Conduct, Off-Campus Illegal Activity, Gang Relations

Length of Suspension: Due to the nature and severity of these offenses, the Academy has no choice but to suspend him for the rest of the Term, until the next school year. The Academy recommends a Reform School, such as the Fire Lord’s Military School for Youth, as an alternative system if the family so chooses.

SIGNED: 田松      DATE: 君蘇60 年 1月 3日

君蘇60 年 2月 14日

I had a dream that you appeared at my door with the latest copy of the Lantern in your hand. You were soaked in rain and shivering. I took you inside and gave you a chair and tried to warm you up by holding a little fire out in my hands. I don’t know why we didn’t have a fireplace.

But then you took my fire right from me and held it on your own, like you could bend it too. I wasn’t even surprised, I just stood there watching. And you just smiled at me, and neither of us said anything, but I felt something coming over me the whole time, like there was no more air left in the room and my body was giving out, I was dying. It hurt so much that I woke up coughing.

氜武

THE IMPERIAL BULLETIN
HEADLINES FOR 君蘇60 年 3月 9日

Plans To Close Border Included in New National Security Procedures

ACCORDING TO INTELLIGENCE From the Fire Lord’s Court, including esteemed General Xuan Lee, plans for a temporary closure are in the making, due to rising security risks detected by the Imperial Guard on the borders of the Homeland. The Fire Lord’s Cabinet urges citizens against trepidation, and once again ensures absolute safety for all citizens within the borders of the Nation. 

Continuing the Nation’s March, troops have advanced across the Earth Kingdom, having recently defeated a violent extremist group in the Colonies and liberated citizens from the grips of its agenda. Other international relations, including negotiations with the Earth Kingdom for…

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君蘇60 年 4月 12日

Poem of the Week — In the Throne Room by Contributor 7   (PAGE 2)

Reports of Air Nation Citizens Going Missing — What You Need To Know for Your Safety by Contributor 3   (PAGE 4)

Weekly Digest: Latest Event Commentary, Propaganda Translations, and Grapevine Intel

This week’s report addresses a rumor we’ve all been whispering about: Is a mandatory draft for the Imperial Army in the making? 

Our intelligence sources can confirm a high probability of this. In our opinion, it is not safe to print anything more on this topic. Keep your eyes open for the date and time of our upcoming in-person meeting.

Reminder to New Readers: For the safety of our coalition, we ask our members not to discuss Midnight Lantern publications in the open. Stick to Code when interacting with other members outside of meeting times, and keep alert!

We are the people, we will not be silenced.

君蘇60 年 5月 18日

Happy 14th, Hotman.

氜武

君蘇60 年 8月 11日

OFFICIAL GOVERNMENT NOTICE:

All Fire Nation Male Citizens between the ages of 15 and 55 

CALLED TO ACTION; 

If not previously registered for  

THE FIRELORD’S ARMED FORCES CONSCRIPTION

You must do so by the 

15th of the 9th month in the 60TH YEAR OF SOZIN.

FAILURE TO REGISTER
Will Be Met With 

ONE YEAR IMPRISONMENT

SEVERAL YEARS BANISHMENT,

or OTHER SEVERE PENALTY

as determined by the ROYAL COURT.

BY COMMAND OF FIRELORD SOZIN,

ON BEHALF OF THE HOMELAND.

HEREIN FAIL NOT, AT YOUR PERIL.

君蘇60 年 8月 13日                                                                                   草稿 DRAFT 草稿

Dear Yujin,

You might not be old enough to understand yet, but I need you to read this letter and keep it very safe. Don’t let anyone else see. Keep it until you’re very grown, for as long as you can, and read it over on your birthday. Every birthday. OK?

I know I don’t say it out loud, maybe I never have, but I love you very much. I want you to be safe and take care of yourself because you are such an important and special person. Don’t let anyone tell you different. And don’t let anyone boss you around, not Father, not your teachers, especially not any guards or Fire Palace people. They’re very powerful because they like to pick on weak people. And you ARE NOT weak, so don’t EVER let them win. This next part’s for future you, when your vocabulary’s a little bigger:

Question authority. Do it often. Question what they teach you at school, make friends with people who don’t put their faith in dictatorial behavior, and keep them close. Be vigilant and be smart. You will be ok. 

庫宗 Kuzon

君蘇60 年 8月 15日

ORDER TO REPORT FOR 

THE FIRE LORD’S ARMED FORCES PHYSICAL EXAMINATION

To:

LUA, KUZON

You are hereby directed to present yourself for the Fire Lord’s Armed Forces Physical Exam

by Reporting to:

ASSEMBLY ROOM 5

GENERAL XUAN LEE’S HEADQUARTERS 

in THE ROYAL COURT at the FIRE LORD’S PALACE

on  年 8月 20日 at SUNRISE

Failure to Report In a Timely Manner Will Result in Severe Penalty.

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君蘇60 年 8月 18日

MEETING 12 AGENDA NOTES

disappearances

- 4 families, 32 individuals missing

- imperial guards spotted marching at night

- 20 air temple students displaced (closest 5 towns)
none of them were Aa 


protecting remaining AN citizens

secure locations:

- households w room: Rao, Kim, Singh, Ishii, Xiao, Bhatt

- bunker (last resort) fully stocked

- earth kingdom allies contacted

preparing for a draft 

- arguments for dodging/opposing

- militia resistance vs sabotage from the inside? join army voluntarily and revolt??

- not enough people for a whole militia nvm

- COULD merge w EK allies but we’d probably all

where to go from here

- wait on EK response for travel arrangements

- assign bunker shifts

- planning operations for army infiltration

NEXT MEETING: ideas presented for army operations + methods of communication

君蘇60 年 8月 21日

I wish our house had room for one more person. It’s cramped here as it is. I mean, you had to sleep on the floor each summer. What I never got was how you always declined when I offered you the bed. Every time. Then I’d feel bad for being comfy, throw the pillows and blanket on the floor next to you and we’d talk the whole night just to have sore necks in the morning. And that one time you rolled over on my arm and I thought I was gonna have to cut it off because I couldn’t feel it anymore, but I let you sleep because

I could just lie to my father and say I want to let another friend “visit” for a few weeks to keep an Air Nation kid safe. I don’t know how stable that plan is. If anyone finds out, or if I’m targeted for being a Contributor and they inspect the house to arrest me, that's it.   Maybe it’s just 

I wouldn’t want anyone other th

I volunteered to be a bunker guard for the remaining people instead. That’s an easier lie. I can just say I’m staying at someone else’s house, someone they trust. I was told it’d be in shifts anyways so I can sneak in and out if I need to.

I couldn’t be there f

I’m doing all I can right now. I just hope it’ll be enough.

8月 28日

DONT SPEAK

People will hear the echo if you talk too loud
Let’s just pass notes like this. I have tons of paper. 

ok. hi 

Hi. I’m Kuzon by the way. Sorry for putting out the lanterns except this one. I just want to be safe.

my name is Nima     its ok   thank you

Of course. Hi Nima! How old are you?

im 7 my spelling is not good  sorry

Don’t be! I used to be really bad at spelling. It gets easier when you practice. I’m 14

thats my brother Sonam     he's 15 i think or 14  

Oh, I see him! I’ll say hello later.    So, are you an airbender?

yes but im bad at it.  Sonam is better
are you a fire bender?

Yeah I am. I lit all the lanterns down here myself. Then put em all out.

do you know any other tricks?

Yes, but I can’t do any here. Not very safe. 

that’s ok, we can still be frends. for leting me use the paints.

I’m glad you like them. From my sister. She’s 10.

oh   tell her thank you

I will!
 You know   I used t         I have an Airbender friend. His name is Aang. He’s from the Southern Air Temple. 

sonam was at that temple

He was? I’m looking for Aang. Maybe Sonam knew him

is he lost?

I don’t     Yes, I want to go find him, but I have to help out here too.

don't worry he will com back

Thank you. You’re right. I just have to wait.

8月 28日

Your sister says you’re from the Southern Air Temple

Yeah   What about it

I knew someone there.     I’m Kuzon. Sonam,  right?

I remember from the meeting. yes. who’d you know?

His name was is Aang. He’s 14 now, actually 15 in a month. He went missing and I’m trying to find out what happened

It sounds familiar but I’m not too sure. I’m sorry

It’s okay.             Your handwriting’s nice.   it’s all curly

Thanks, I guess 
So  how’d you end up here?

Like working for the Coalition? There’s a long version and a short version.

Well, I’m not very busy at the moment.

Okay, basically I got kicked out of school for punching someone at a protest. They punched first! Then my parents almost sent me to reform school but I found an “apprenticeship” just in time to a “calligrapher” who printed “books” - which was mostly all true but the calligrapher was just my friend distributing Lantern copies. I was already a contributor so now I'm just able to focus on coalition stuff full-time.

...There’s a longer version of this story?

Well, a funnier retelling.

I think it’s already pretty great. But sorry about your education and all that.

It’s fine, they were starting to replace actual learning with military junk anyways.

Nima went to school in the Earth Kingdom near my Temple. Our aunt married into the Fire Nation. We were on vacation for the wedding then they closed the border.

I’m sorry. This entire situ  

It’s not your fault. We’re grateful for you.

My shift is about to be over I have to hurry
As soon as our Earth Kingdom ally base gets back to us, we’re going to get you there safe.
I’ll be back tomorrow

I’ll keep Aang in mind. The name sounds familiar.

君蘇60 年 9月 2日

MEETING 15 AGENDA NOTES

AN citizen mission:

- cargo ship secured, voyage 4-8 weeks

- plan to depart in less than 5 days

- supplies incoming (direct action team is handling it)

two teams   three teams:

- escorting AN citizens going to the EK (older volunteer team)

- managing homebase, Lantern stuff, organizing from here etc. (lit/publishing team)

- planning military infiltration/sabotage (younger volunteer team)

preparations:

- new leaders elected for the 3 teams

- if there is no draft, younger volunteers will sign up anyways 

- targeting naval fleets and army bases for internal sabotage

- communication w/ coded letters thru official mail 

君蘇60 年 9月 10日

There’s a

So this girl from the Coali

Arya asked me for something… strange? the other day

She approached me after our printing work was done that day, and asked if I could walk her home. She said it was because someone had been following her. I went along with it. We talked for a bit, I learned she’s very… headstrong. I forgot which Contributor she is but I feel like she writes those government-critical essays. She doesn’t get along with some people from the coalition when they have different ideas, but she isn’t mean. She just says anything on her mind. What's the most surprising is that she isn't a bender. She's like the opposite of the stereotype. Am I like the stereotype?

In the middle of the walk, she took my hand. 

I probably should’ve been more alert in checking our surroundings on the way there. The whole time I just felt like
I just didn’t want to be weird about it. It was kind of sweaty. Neither of us said anything after that. she just thanked me for the favor and went inside. 

I’m not sure if someone was actually following her.

君蘇60 年 5月 18日

Happy 15th, Hotman.

The Midnight Lantern

Headlines by the People

君蘇60 年 9月 27日

False ‘Safe Havens’ Lead to More Disappearances by Contributor 1   (PAGE 2)

The Implications of a Draft; Why We’re Preparing to Dodge by Contributor 5   (PAGE 7)

Student Essay of the Week — The Shackles of Nationalism by Contributor 16   (PAGE 10)

Weekly Digest: Latest Event Commentary, Propaganda Translations, and Grapevine Intel

Over the course of the past few weeks, several rallies have been incited, stemming from "honor-defending" imperialists and enraged citizens alike. However, the outcomes of these demonstrations have had drastically different outcomes. If you’ve kept your eyes on the Imperial Guard - who continue to occupy the streets in greater capacity than ever - you may have noticed the difference in their reactions. 

Anti-Imperial protestors, many of which included our members, have been met with great violence by the Guard. Stopping at nothing to subdue the crowd, they were authorized to use any means of force. However, during the demonstrations which seemed to be in defense of the glory and honor of the Fire Nation, the Guard was almost nowhere to be found. 

We want to offer you an explanation. 

You are allowed, even encouraged, to showcase your Loyalty to the Fire Lord through commotion. The Guard revels in these displays of emotion for your Nation — because it means they will not have to do the dirty work. You have already signed your own life away.
You may think you will be rewarded for your loyalty to the Empire. Perhaps not tangibly, but in glory or honor; that your servitude will be the reason for this country’s success, and therefore your own success, if you’ve progressed to the point where you’ve attached obedience and complacency to your identity.

The reality is that the Fire Lord’s cabinet finds you replaceable. They have convinced us that anyone who is brave enough to sacrifice themselves for the betterment of the country is worthy of great honor and respect. But how often do we see the return? Have your wages increased? Has your status been promoted? Has your family been acknowledged, provided for, or kept safe from state violence?

Readers, we encourage you to think critically about how you are perceived in the eyes of the Fire Lord and his Cabinet. Do they truly consider you autonomous? Or are you a commodity? 

We are the people, we will not be silenced.

君蘇60 年 10月 13日

I noticed some stubble on my chin the other day. And the corners of my lips have a ton of peach fuzz too. Not enough to shave yet, I think. 

I can't believe I'm almost 17. we were together both 11 and 12 just a second ago. Now I'm a m teenager and nothing in the world makes sense. I'm angry. I'm angry I'm so fucking angry Aang you don't under
I wish it was you I could've guarded in the bunker. I wish I knew anything, I wish there was even a trace of you. not even the other nomads know what happened. Before Sonam left for the EK, he told me he saw you briefly- on the day he was transferred from his home Temple to yours. but a few days later you were gone, and everyone was searching for you. you

at least you didnt 

I keep telling myself, there are worse fates. maybe that's dramatic but it helps me sleep
Maybe not knowing the full story is better.

when I noticed the stubble, I felt like crying

I tried to imagine what you would've looked like with facial hair. but I couldn't.

in my mind, you're still a kid. you have fat on your cheeks and a big bald head.

your tattoos are fresh and you look so happy, still.

君蘇60 年 11月 17日  Coded Message

FROM: EARTH KINGDOM BASE

FELLOW MEMBERS

ALL HAVE ARRIVED SAFELY. CAMP IS SECURE.

WE EXPECT NEW CLUSTER ATTACKS SOON. 

RECOMMEND RECRUITS TO ENLIST ASAP,

PLEASE REPLY ONCE YOU’VE DONE SO.

THANK YOU ALL. CONTINUE THE GOOD WORK.

(TO BURN AFTER DELIVERY)

君蘇60 年 12月 20日

I thought I was so close when I met Sonam.  I thought id have a real answer

 Whenever it gets quiet everything floats up and I remember I just can’t know for sure and my chest feels like it’s on fire 

I don’t want this. 

if it turns out there is no draft, I’ve agreed to volunteer. 

君蘇61 年 1月 10日

Kuzon,

You might not hear it often, but we all really appreciate the work you do for the Coalition. You’re really one of the most dedicated members of the team. Even if I know you don’t go to school so this is like your full-time job… you deserve recognition!! The Code, the signals, the delivery system, the columns you write, we all owe you for that!

We all wanted you to have this. It’s poison-salamander ink from the Black Cliffs. It’s a light pinkish-red when you write with it, but when it dries, it disappears. To see the message you have to hold it to a flame. We thought it’d be useful for communications if the Code fails for some reason, or you can’t describe what’s going on using just the Code- we have no idea what to expect from the navy's censorship system.

Please be safe. We’ll write to you.

Happy Birthday!

— Arya

君蘇61 年 1月 11日

Mother,

If you hear about me in the future, what I did while in the army, please don’t think of me as a coward. 

I will go in for the exam. I will be registered. I am going to be a soldier, but not for the Fire Lord. 

I am joining a coalition of strong, smart people; scholars, fighters. This is for a cause that’s bigger than me, greater than my honor or our family. 

I refuse to die in battle for a nation that has destroyed the lives of my friends. I’ve watched them disappear. I’ve seen families torn apart. some have written to me about occupation, the truth about the Colonies, the Air Temple invasions. This country is not what we’ve been led to believe. I can only pray that you understand, that you might even seek answers for yourself.

I promise I will be safe. I love you.

庫宗 Kuzon

君蘇61 年 1月 14日

I had a dream i was swimming in the Arctic. I was trying to get above water, holding my breath with my eyes open- and the saltwater stung, badly. There was this huge dark mass right above me. I don’t know what it was, I just knew i needed to get there. I swam and swam and swam but i just couldnt reach it

I was ready to drown until I felt a hand pull me up. It was soft. my eyes were closed cause they burned & I was terrified. Someone tossed me onto the ice and I woke up on impact.

Was it you?    Were you reaching for me?

SERVICE REGISTRAR
NOTICE OF CLASSIFICATION

Lua                        Kuzon
(Family Name)          (Given Name)

CONSCRIPT NUMBER
11 16 57 43

Is Hereby Assigned To
CLASS 23-B

of the FIRELORD’S IMPERIAL ARMY
Until Further Notice of Discharge or Casualty

APPROVED BY GENERAL XUAN LEE on 君蘇60 年 12月 30日

君蘇61年 1月 21日  Coded Message  

CONSCRIPT 11 16 57 43  FIRE NATION CLASS 23-B

TO E.K. BASE:

FIRST RECRUITS HAVE ENLISTED AND ARRIVED. 

ESTABLISHING POSITION SOON. 

WILL INFORM YOU OF PLANS AND CHANGES.

EXPECT SECOND MESSAGE ONE WEEK.

CONTINUE THE GOOD WORK.

CONTRIBUTOR 2

君蘇61年 1月 25日

Dear Kuzon:

I hope you’re well. Nima has been nagging at me to write for ages but I couldn’t until we knew exactly where you were. I never thought you'd be an army kind of guy! But congrats, I guess? 

Everything’s going really well here. I can’t describe it since I don’t know the ////. The actual travel was the worst, but I’ve never been to the ///// ///////  before, it’s actually beautiful. The wildlife here is insane. we're scraping by with resources and stuff. The best part is, there’s so many of us here that I didn’t even know were still… around. 

Thank you for this. I can’t say that enough. I think you saved our lives.

Everyone else says hello too. 

Lien, Arya, and Bo want to remind you about the ink. I don’t know what that means, they wanted me to write that. 

Best,
— Sonam

君蘇61 年 2月 7日  Coded Message  

CONSCRIPT 11 16 57 43  FIRE NATION CLASS 23-B

TO E.K. BASE:

5 FLEETS POSITIONED EAST OF THE GREAT GATES OF AZULON, 

HEADED NORTHEAST TO JAIYIN 

FINAL DESTINATION UNCLEAR—

WILL SEND UPDATE UPON MORE INFO.

CONTINUE THE GOOD WORK.

CONTRIBUTOR 2

君蘇61年 2月 13日    

It feels like betrayal to even think it but — this isn’t as bad as I imagined it to be. Not that I’m enjoying myself here. 2 other coalition members are here with me so I’m not alone. The commanders aren’t as harsh as my father could be sometimes. The food sucks, but I think that’s universal anywhere that isn’t home.
There’s so many kids here. The youngest are my age. But then there’s men who could be my father. Men who look like the cluster of University graduates at the meetings. And they’re all willing to lay their lives down for the Fire Lord. They make jokes about it. It's just- do they know?
It's terrifying. they’ve all been brainwashed to I don’t feel superior, I just feel… sad. 

I’ve sent letters out, but mail hasn't been distributed to any soldiers yet. I’m waiting to know they got my letters. that feeling

They said the voyage would be two months at most. We’re going to try to execute this as soon and as quickly as we can. There’s at least 3 Coalition members or associates on each ship. There’s a lot more of us than I’d thought there’d be. I don’t think it’s safe to put anything else on paper yet.

I’m going to bed. You stay out of my dreams.

 Kuzon

Chapter Text

君蘇61年 2月 20日  Coded Message 

CONSCRIPT 30 92 53 34  FIRE NATION CLASS 11-A

TO E.K. BASE:

FINAL DESTINATION CONFIRMED TO BE

THE NORTHEASTERN COLONY OF YU DAO

AND SURROUNDING TERRITORIES. 

SIX WEEKS TIL "OPERATION FLAMEO".

CONTINUE THE GOOD WORK.

CONTRIBUTOR 6

君蘇61年 2月 29日 

One of my bunkmates gets violently seasick every time it rains. It’s so gross. The other two are filthy in general. I guess it could be worse. It’s just hard to sleep.

庫宗 Kuzon

君蘇61年 3月 15日

There’s this boy who won’t stop looking I can’t get this one kid to quit staring at me. I think his name is Shiro?

Maybe it’s just this cycle now because I’m also doing it back, sort of? It’s not like I mean to, it’s just that every time I look around, we both catch each other. It’s a little weird.

I’m only looking to make sure he isn’t looking, but then I look, and he’s still looking,

庫宗 Kuzon

君蘇61年 3月 16日

Dreamt about wild boar-hog meat on jasmine rice and vegetables and that sauce that only my mother knows what’s in. I want to write to her. I’m afraid of what she’d say. I really hope Yujin kept that letter a secret.

庫宗 Kuzon

君蘇61年 4月 8日 

hey. you seem cool, I think we’ve been in a couple training sessions together. me and some others are meeting up tonight, an hour after lights-out for a card game. the gambling kind. bring something if you wanna chip into the pot. Also, I’m watching you read this from across the hall. burn this note in front of me so I know we can trust you.

— Shiro

君蘇61年 4月 11日  Coded Message

BOILER ROOM, TOMORROW NIGHT. MOST OTHERS WILL BE THERE. TRY YOUR BEST TO MAKE IT. 

CONTRIBUTOR 5

君蘇61年 5月 13日

Amrit, 

Here’s your atlas back. Sorry I marked up some of the pages. old habit. but it wasn’t with ink so at least there’s that.

庫宗 Kuzon

君蘇61年 5月 15日

Where were you and Shiro during the game last night? you won last time, people wanted to bet on you! If you two snitched I’ll beat both your asses.

-Masaki

君蘇61年 5月 15日

Don’t think I didn’t see you guys sneaking around in the kitchens. You stealing rations? I want in or I’ll rat.

Chen Mi

君蘇61年 5月 15日

that wasn’t us Chen Mi. you’re mixed up. why were YOU up at 2 in the morning anyways?

— Shiro

君蘇61年 5月 15日

How’d you know it was 2 am then? I didn’t specify the time.

Chen Mi

君蘇61年 5月 15日

Seriously though, we didn't steal food. Shiro had a nightmare and woke me up. Not my fault he's a little bitch.

庫宗 Kuzon

君蘇61年 5月 15日

Kuzon- I had a good time last night. if you breathe a word I might have to kill you.
just kidding. but please don't. I trust you? again, burn this note please.

Shiro

君蘇61年 5月 19日  Coded Message 

WHY HAVE YOU BEEN SOCIALIZING WITH THOSE BOOTLICKERS? DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT’S ABOUT TO GO DOWN?
AND YOU MISSED A MEETING… FIND SOMEONE TO BRIEF YOU AT DINNER. 

REMEMBER WHAT YOU’RE HERE FOR, KUZON.

CONTRIBUTOR 10

君蘇61年 5月 19日 

Shiro, 

Can’t make it to the game tonight. I think one of the commanding officers is onto me. I’ll probably have to sit out the next few too. Sorry.

庫宗 Kuzon

君蘇61年 5月 19日

Your birthday was yesterday. Happy 15th, Aang. wherever you are. 

君蘇61年 5月 22日  Coded Message  

FROM: EARTH KINGDOM BASE

Kuzon,

You know, out of all the letters I write to you, I only send about a third of them. I know it takes a while for you to receive anything and then to get back to me, so I save them here. They’re not even that different from each other, it’s pretty much the same thing over again. I just think it’s the coding and decoding that’s so pleasant to me; it’s like we’re back home, swapping clothes, leaving notes in each other’s pockets. I’m still holding onto everything of yours like I promised.

I really hope you’re doing well. You can write me anything, whatever you feel, and I’ll write back ASAP. I know you’re tough and capable of handling things and all that, just remember to care for yourself inwardly too. Don’t bottle things up only for them to burst later. I really didn’t mean for that to sound like a firebending pun. You could probably put all that into prettier words than I’m able to, the point is that I’m here and I’m listening.

We’re picking up the pace with Sonam and Nima and everyone here at camp — living off the land, mapping things out. I’m so relieved we have a safe, remote space. I travel between the EK base and the new camp whenever I can. I know I should probably choose one assignment already, but I can’t stand having free time anymore. Keeping busy keeps the movement alive. 

Write to me anytime. Stay afloat. I miss you.

Arya

君蘇61年 5月 10日  Coded Message  

FROM: EARTH KINGDOM BASE

Dear Kuzon, I hope your doing OK. Its very nice here and were very happy! I’m working on my speling and also I took some of your sisters art supplys with me here so I’m doing art now, I hope she under stands. I drew this for you. It’s a picture of us here at camp and your there too. Please come visit someday? 

Love, Nima

君蘇61年 5月 24日  Coded Message  

FROM: EARTH KINGDOM BASE

FELLOW CONTRIBUTORS

CLUSTER ATTACKS HAVE PASSED,

VICTORY THIS WEEK. WORD FROM OMASHU, 

AIDING TROOPS ARE ON THEIR WAY.

PREPARING FOR FULL SCALE ATTACK

UPON YOUR ARRIVAL.

DO SOMETHING STRANGE W YOUR UNIFORM

SO WE CAN TELL YOU APART.

CONTINUE THE GOOD WORK.

(TO BURN AFTER DELIVERY)

君蘇61年 5月 24日 

DRAFT 

Sonam!

So we finally got our mail. I think it took so long because they rip open and read all the letters in advance before giving them to us. They do the same with anything we want to send.  I was so relieved to hear I’m glad the trip went well and that everyone is ok. Isn’t it amazing? A good friend of Aang's lives in the Earth kingdom, his name is Bumi and

I don’t want to make y I’m not sure how much you know about our plans or how much they’re telling you, we’re still sort of preparing for multiple routes of action but I wanted to let you know that I’m not sure when we’ll be able to 

I want to spare you the details of our

I’m going to try my best to find out when I can see you both again. It might be a bit, but I promise

君蘇61年 5月 25日  Coded Message  

CONSCRIPT 11 16 57 43  FIRE NATION CLASS 23-B

Sonam (and whoever’s decoding this for him),

The mail finally came in! I’m so happy to hear from you, I’m glad you’re doing okay and that everything went smoothly on the way there. Isn’t it amazing? I haven’t been there in years but I still remember how beautiful it is.

It’s fine here in terms of the plan. We’re ahead of schedule, a few weeks earlier than we expected. So the gears are moving…
Tell Nima I said hello, that I love her drawing and I’m keeping it with me at all times, and that I can’t wait to see you both again soon.

Also, to Lien and Arya and Bo: yeah, I remember. I’m saving it for something special. Or an emergency. Whichever comes first.

All the best,

庫宗 Kuzon

君蘇61年 5月 27日  Coded Message

CONSCRIPT 12 20 44 87  FIRE NATION CLASS 10-C

My Arya.

It's been so long. If you haven’t used my letters for kindling or something by the time I get there, I hope you'll accept my apology for not writing as much as I should've.

I know it's dangerous, and you told me from the beginning you didn't want me to do this. But what's done is done, and now I gotta see it through. Kuzon and the other coalition members are so headstrong, it gives me hope. At least they know what they're doing, haha.

Other than missing you, everything’s alright on my end. Please don’t worry too much. I don’t think this really compares to what others have sacrificed already. Being surrounded by men, masquerading as one, it’s nothing I haven’t done before. Not that it’s any less of a pain. Your letters definitely help keep me grounded.

My only problem now is when I manage to dream of you, I'm missing you even harder by the time I wake up. It makes for ok poetry, but that’s about it. The better news is that by the time you get this, I might only be days away. Holding onto those dreams until then. I love you.

All my warmth,

Izumi

君蘇61年 5月 28日  Coded Message  

CONSCRIPT 11 16 57 43  FIRE NATION CLASS 23-B

-URGENT MESSAGE-

TO E.K. BASE:

ARRIVING SOONER THAN EXPECTED. 

WILL REACH EK SHORES IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS! 

WE'LL BE WEARING RED HEADBANDS UNDER OUR HELMETS,

DON'T FIRE UNTIL WE TAKE HELMETS OFF.

CONTINUE THE GOOD WORK.

CONTRIBUTOR 2

君蘇61年 5月 28日

I know that maybe gambling wasn’t your thing, but I keep seeing you by yourself at dinner too. You ok? Did someone see us  Is someone bothering you? I could get the boys to straighten them out. Or we can sit together. Just let me know. No pressure

- Shiro

君蘇61年 5月 28日

I caught a cold and don’t want to spread it around, so we probably shouldn’t. I’m sorry. But thank you for looking out for me. You’re a good friend.

庫宗 Kuzon

君蘇61年 5月 29日

A few days ago there was a scrap during training, one of us started some political debate thinking it’d be funny, to see if these soldiers could use their brains or critical thinking skills. People ended up taking different sides and fighting over it and it was this whole thing.

But this thought wouldn’t go away afterwards. What if some of them could be turned over?

If everything happens as planned we’d never know.
What's gonna happen to Shiro

庫宗 Kuzon

君蘇61年 5月 29日 Coded Message

FINAL MEETING TONIGHT. SAME PLACE. IF YOU AREN’T THERE, YOU WILL BE LEFT BEHIND.

CONTRIBUTOR 9

君蘇61年 5月 30日

Maybe this isn’t what I was meant to be doing. 

the simplest answer is that I’m a coward. I KNEW this was the plan. I helped draft the idea. but I never really processed what it would come down to

I just feel like some of these guys are just doing what they’re tol  don’t know any better, and that some of them would be capable of seeing reason and even choose to join us if they knew. I realize that isn’t how war works. It’s not about rhetoric or political debate —  It’s us vs. them and our lives for the cause. I know that’s honorable. I know this is bigger than our tiny individual lives and eventually we’ll be lost to history no matter what, so what better use for the short time we have than to make the world better for the ones after us?

But then I think about how you saw things. You saw the energy and the value in every little life so clearly. Remember that month you refused to even eat root vegetables because harvesting them technically kills the plant? You tried to show me how much that idea meant to you. I never understood and I’m sorry for that. I’m trying now 

I’ve always been afraid of being the "impulsive firebender" — if it’s in the way, burn it down! If the ends justify the means then who cares? 

But you gave me reasons to step back and think. I’ve been doing a lot of that lately. I’m imagining what you would say. Would you be angry if I carried this out? Would I be repulsive in the eyes of an airbender?

For me, would you look away?

君蘇61年 5月 31日 

TO GENERAL QIGANG

CONSCRIPT 04 10 21 11  FIRE NATION CLASS 1-A

DESTINATION REACHED, 

ALL FLEETS DOCKED

BASE READY FOR FURTHER MANDATE.

君蘇61年 5月 31日

Me and some of the others found these in the Captain’s quarters last night. 

you might not want to talk to me. but I know you’re good at codes, you almost cracked the one we saw when someone got the wrong mail, that was supposed to go to one of the commanders. I think this one's coded the same way. You don’t have to if you don’t want to.

- Shiro

君蘇59年 11月 29日 Coded Message   

FROM CAPTAIN TAENO

HARSH CONDITIONS ON SOUTHERN SEA

TWO FLEETS LOST TO ICE STORMS,

REQUESTING TROOP REPLENISHMENT

NO NEED FOR FURTHER ARTILLERY.

THE MARCH TO THE TEMPLES CONTINUES.

君蘇58年 7月 31日 Coded Message   

FROM GENERAL QIGANG

SIGHTINGS CONFIRMED FALSE, 

NO SIGNS ON WESTERN FRONT.

AIR TEMPLE 100% DESOLATE AS PRIOR.

REDIRECT FLEETS TO EARTH KINGDOM 

AT ONCE.

君蘇60年 5月 24日 Coded Message   

FROM CAPTAIN TAENO

MARCH ON SOUTHERN AIR TEMPLE VICTORIOUS TODAY,

ZERO CAPTIVES OR PRISONERS LEFT ALIVE. 

NO FIRE NATION CASUALTIES

NO NEED FOR FURTHER AID.

COMMENCING BLOCKADE 

IN CASE OF EARTH KINGDOM TROOPS.

君蘇61年 6月 1日 

DRAFT

CONSCRIPT 11 16 57 43  DRAFT   FIRE NATION CLASS 23-B

Arya,

I’m sorry I can’t explain immediately, but I’m coming to join you at camp. I can’t do my job here anymore it’s really getting to me, I think it’d be much better for everyone if I help out over there instead of here I know the plan was entirely different and I was supposed to send the signal first and I’m the firebender people are counting on but I can’t

Kuzon

君蘇61年 6月 2日  Coded Message

TO GENERAL QIGANG — URGENT

CONSCRIPT 04 10 21 11  FIRE NATION CLASS 1-E

S.O.S.

BASE UNDER SIEGE BY INSURGENTS,

EK REBELS INFILTRATED ARMY BASE

SUPPLIES AND WEAPONS SEIZED

EXPLOSIVES CACHE BREACHED

MAJOR FIRE NATION ARMY AND NAVY CASUALTIES 

君蘇61年 6月 2日  Coded Message 

TO OUR E.K. ALLIED BASE:

MISSION SUCCESSFUL. 

FIRE NATION TROOPS LARGELY DECIMATED,
SOME RETREATED.

MEMBERS HAVE SCATTERED,

FIVE CONFIRMED DEAD.

ASSISTANCE NEEDED

TO GATHER WOUNDED.

CONTRIBUTOR 13

君蘇61年 6月 1日  Coded Message  

EARTH KINGDOM BASE

Darling Izumi,

You remember the play we went to go see last summer? About those star-crossed spirits? 

“How chance for this one piteous soul — or perhaps I am not alone — sentenced to pine at the crux of revolution? What a fateful time to be in love.”  

Well. Maybe here there’ll be less magical intervention… just us people, looking out for each other. I think that’s better in a way. We’ll save our own selves.  

Love always.

Arya

Chapter Text

ALLIED HEALERS SOLDIER CENTER, EARTH KINGDOM SECTOR 

Emergency Care Patient Record

DATE: 君蘇61年 6月 3日

PATIENT NAME: Lua, Kuzon

SOLDIER? YES or NO

PATIENT NUMBER: 17 out of 22 

NURSE: Qannik, Sura

MEDICAL HISTORY: Unknown

CURRENT MEDICATION: Unknown

PATIENT NATIONALITY: Fire Nation (Firebender)

DESCRIPTION OF PATIENT: Kuzon was carried here by fellow coalition members shortly after the battle. According to comrades, he was inches away from a cannon blast when another Fire Nation soldier pushed him aside and broke his fall. He is currently unconscious from head trauma. His right wrist appears sprained with severe contusions. We also noticed bleeding from the ears. Kuzon has 1st and 2nd degree burns on his temple, cheek, both hands, and right shoulder. 

NOTES: Suggested treatments include traditional water healing, part-time supervision, re-evaluation if he wakes up.

Sonam,

Kuzon and Izumi are hurt and are being treated at the AHSC in town, about a day's walk from the commune. I want to stay with them until they can be discharged. Neither of them are gravely wounded thank Agni. But Kuzon is in rough shape. he might be deaf. we don't really know yet.

I know it's dangerous but I think they would benefit from you and Nima visiting. you could disguise yourselves if that makes it safer. 

No need to reply. come if you can.

–Arya

ALLIED HEALERS SOLDIER CENTER, EARTH KINGDOM SECTOR 

Emergency Care Patient Record

DATE: 君蘇61年 6月 4日

PATIENT NAME: Lua, Kuzon

SOLDIER? YES or NO

PATIENT NUMBER: 17 out of 20 

NURSE: Qannik, Sura

MEDICAL HISTORY: Head trauma, hemotympanum, sprained wrist, 1st and 2nd degree burns

CURRENT MEDICATION: None, besides traditional water healing. Herbal remedies have not yet been restocked.

PATIENT NATIONALITY: Fire Nation (Firebender)

DESCRIPTION OF PATIENT: Last night, Kuzon woke up in the middle of the night, screaming. We attended to him right away, but he was difficult to calm. Yesterday we discovered he has lost much of his hearing in both ears; unsure of the extent just yet. On paper, he describes the sounds he can hear as muffled, as if underwater, with a constant ringing tone that drives him (direct quote) “insane”. He is very easily agitated and emotional, and declines any visits from friends or loved ones.

NOTES: Water healing on burns showing great progress. Emotional state worsening with lucidity, but we do not consider him dangerous. He shared that he is grieving the loss of a friend. Transfer to an outpatient setting recommended ASAP to free up the bed for more gravely injured soldiers. Herbal remedies when shipment comes in.

6月 5日

I keep having the same dream, Aang

I can hear your laughter.

And Shiro sits next to me, holding me like w

I can feel his breath on my neck

your hand in mine

then im in the arctic again but you’re watching me from above. i can hear your voice. I yell and scream but nothing comes out and i drown in the saltwater looking for you

I wake up. the ringing  wont stop

君蘇60年 11月 31日      ~POSTAGE~       氜武 Ri Wu

Dear Kuzon, 

I miss you!

I am telling Ma that Im pratis practising my spelling but im really writing you this letter. The teachers at school are getting really mean, and they took away all the art and dance programs and even the sports!!! It is so dumb! They don't even let us play at recess any more or they yell at us. I got detenshin last week for no reason. Now I'm stuck at home and Father is extra mean to me. I HATE school! If I was just a little older I woud run away with you and be a souljer souldjer . I heard that girls are alloud allowed to be soldiers now! But you have to be 16, I think. Only 4 more years!

You shoud visit us very soon because I miss you and its so boring to be stuck at home. How is the war? Is it exsit exiti  exciting? I hope you aren't scared. I know your super brave and have alot of friends. Tell me all about it when you visit PLEASE!

Love,

Yujin

P.S. look at the stupid detensh detention form I got!!!!

FENGHUANG YOUTH ACADEMY

Detention Form

STUDENT NAME: Lua, Yujin      GRADE LEVEL: 1st Form      SUPERVISOR: Nagai, Inu

History of Misdemeanor: None

Description of Offense: Yujin was issued verbal warnings for rowdy, disruptive, and offensive behavior in class 3 times this term, which has resulted in a formal citation. She has been given ample warnings about her comments about "classroom censorship", "fascism", and insulting His Highness the Firelord and the Royal Cabinet. She mentioned her brother, Kuzon (who was suspended indefinitely several years ago), as a reason for her disobedience. I find her behavior to be unacceptable and appalling.

It is suspected that Yujin's behavior was influenced by the anarchist gang which recruited students like Kuzon some years ago and influenced them to spew anti-establishment and anti-Fire-Nation propaganda. The Academy is conducting investigations with those known to be involved in the gang. 

Official Infractions: Disorderly Conduct, Gang Relations

Length of Punishment: Yujin must attend after-school detention every day until further notice, for a minimum of one month. The Academy recommends she be restricted from after-school activities and reprimanded at home. 

SIGNED: 長い犬      DATE: 君蘇60年 11月 16日

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君蘇61年 5月 18日

Why the Firelord Wants to End the Avatar Cycle by Contributer 14   (PAGE 2)

Essay of the Week — Sozin’s Comet and Airbender Genocide: Utilizing Our Privilege as FN Citizens by Contributer 20  (PAGE 7)

Poem of the Week — 100 Years From Now by Contributor 7   (PAGE 2)

EXTRA FEATURE — A extensive list of books banned by Fire Nation Schools, and how to get your hands on copies!   (PAGE 11)

Reminder to New Readers: For the safety of our coalition, we ask our members not to discuss Midnight Lantern publications in the open. Stick to Code when interacting with other members outside of meeting times, and keep alert!

We are the people, we will not be silenced.

君蘇61年 6月 16日

hey. you’re finally accepting visitors. I brought two notepads and a lot of ink, extra quills. thought we could pass notes to talk? 

...
i missed you, we all did.

dont touch me Arya   my fucking hands   its hard to write as it is

Sorry. I’m just glad you’re alive, Kuzon. How are you feeling?

I cant hear shit and  it sounds like there’s a hornetfly stuck inside my skull.  what do you think

I’m sorry.   I really am. I want to help .          

well you can't 

I'm just happy to sit here with you then.            Sonam and Nima were sad you wouldn't let

… 

Amrit’s memorial was today. It was a little rushed because you know. the 4 more we need to get to. Im sorry that probably doesn’t help I just don’t know what to say

...
Im really trying to keep it together for everyone. For Nima and Izumi and Sonam and everyone back at camp. it’s hard 

It’s ok. come here.

…

…

….

….

Shiro is gone too. hes the one that pushed me and like kinda saved my life

Who is Shiro? The nurses mentioned you were screaming his name when you woke up

He was my friend.

an actual fire nation bootli

a soldier?

we were buddies on the ship. that’s all 

Kuzon

I'm sorry

...

we did warn everyone not to get attached

You knew this was probably going to happe

…

WHY DID YOU DO THAT? YOU SPILLED ALL THE INK         MY CLO

…

STOP

COME BA

YANGCHEN HOSPITAL, EARTH KINGDOM BRANCH 

Outpatient Intake Form

PATIENT NAME: Lua, Kuzon

NUMBER: 17054 

MEDICAL HISTORY: Head trauma, sprained wrist, 1st and 2nd degree burns, total bilateral hearing loss (acquired in battle), tinnitus

MEDICATIONS: Water healing treatments (prescribed), pain relief tincture (prescribed), herbal supplements (not prescribed), 

NOTES ON VISIT: Patient’s burns show minimal scarring, healing well. Wrist sprain has been splinted and is slated to heal. Contusions receding. Patient seems agitated and complains of pain in ears and headaches. Prescribing stronger pain relief may be advised. Patient was emotional while writing/describing symptoms and activities of daily living. Exercise, change of location, and caregiving by family/loved ones may be advised. 

FURTHER ACTION: Patient should visit the clinic once monthly to address concerns, and receive medications and further water healing. 

SIGNED: Yen Ichijo      DATE: 君蘇61年 6月 22日

君蘇61年 7月 1日

Dearest Yujin, Loveliest Mother, and Father, 

I didn’t think I'd make it to this point. But I am alive

I don’t know if I can ever come back home again. I would be a traitor to the Nation- hell, they’ve probably banished me retroactively for being such a disgrace. I accept my fate! It was bound to happen eventually. But you should know that I am alive although n  and persevering. I am no longer a soldier; I was discharged due to injbut I will always be a fighter. Ma, every day I fantasize about your food. Yujin, I hope you are reading every banned book you can get your little hands on and dreaming about revolution; you are the future! Father- give her a break please. 

Regards,
Kuzon

6月 22日

Kuzon,

This is a little weird, but I wrote this out in advance because I wanted to talk with you but I didn't know if you  and Arya told me this is the best way to do it now. Don't mind me standing awkwardly next to you while you read it. I also have some paper for when you feel like responding. I'm sorry by the way. This is a terrible thing to have happen to you and I want you to know I've been keeping you in my thoughts. I've been teaching Nima about meditation (as best as I can) and she's been saying she just can't focus because she was so worried about you. We're both glad you're here with us. We made you a little "bedroom"/tent thingy for when you came home. I guess this commune is home now, isn't it? It's so strange. We hope you like it! Your tent has bedding, and snacks, and some clothes we stole borrowed scavenged for you. Your next-door (next-tent?) neighbors are Nima & me (to the left) and Arya (to the right).

There is a freshwater spring about a 10 minute walk from here, where everyone fills up and also bathes. The non-benders and Firebenders usually hunt for dinner while the Airbenders scavenge for nuts and berries. We're trying really hard to grow rice or soy or something but the terrain is rough. One day I might have to accept my fate and be a meat eater! Just kidding. Unless...

This is getting pretty long so I think I'll cap it here. I'm just so glad you're alive Kuzon. You protected us when we needed it most; please let us return the favor. Let me know if you need anything else!!! Even if you just wanna sit together and stare at clouds or play Pai Sho or something. I'm here for you.

Sonam

7月 8日

Teng-Teng, do you know if the Lantern is still in print back home?

Yes, they send us copies of every new edition.
A local ally in town is letting us use his address for mail and

I want one

Kuzon, you should rest. You’re in no state to fight or work for the coalition

Didn't say that. I almostdied doing this shit the least i could do is stay informed nowthat im useless

You’re not useless. you’re incredibly brave.

shut up dont patronize m
hand cramping. just get me a copyplease

Ok

The Midnight Lantern

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君蘇61年 5月 18日

PAGE 2

POEM OF THE WEEK

100 Years From Now

by Contributor 7

How many species will have gone extinct?
Air Temples raided? Glaciers melted?
What reincarnation will plague us next?
Maybe we’ll realize all those days spent
waiting for Roku, whispering salvation
We could have been planning.

Why wait for revolution
While our grandchildren learn to walk
upon a nation up in flames?

Whoever you are, no matter how distant,
can make a promise to the world.
I hope we give our word and stick to it.
I hope we grow wiser enough, again.

The next avatar would’ve been an airbender

I will never know 
no one ever will
but i had a feeling once

君蘇61年 7月 22日

Hi Kuzon is it true you cant hear any more?

Yes, Nima. but loud noise like screaming and noise close to my ears like whispering still really hurts a lot, so please don't try. 

Ok i won’t I promise! Touch my pinky

…

so if you cant hear, you cant talk either?

I can talk, but I can’t hear myself talking, so it sounds weird and people don’t understand what I’m saying. I prefer writing notes like this.

Ok.            I miss you will you play with me?

Sure! What do you wanna play? 

…

What about Pai Sho? 

Boring

Paper cranes? 

I made too many now I have a millyen

Catch? Or something else with the ball?

no Arya says your not allowed

What? What else did she say I’m not allowed to do?

she said “don’t make Kuzon run around, don’t sneak behind him or surprise him, don’t touch his ears or hands, don’t yell and scream, don’t make fun of him.”

That’s not       nevermind

Wow we’re using a lot of paper. Are you hungry? Let’s go eat, and then decide what to play.

君蘇61年 8月 3日

New things I’ve observed at meal times: 

- everyone forgets I can’t hear, so they get mad when I don’t respond until someone nudges me- then I look up and see their faces fall-   at least once a day

- jokes fly over my head. there’s laughter, they make faces, they scowl, furrow their brows. more laughter. Sometimes I see Sonam scramble for ink and paper in the middle of eating, but I tell him it’s fine. it’s nice to see him and Arya smile. 

- Nima talks with her mouth full

- I always finish eating before anyone else 

Nima told me you wanted a list…

I don’t mean to impose rules on you. We just want to keep you safe. Please try not to:

- Use the woodworking tools by yourself

- Over-exert yourself trying to help us out

- Play any ball games with the kids; sometimes it gets aggressive

- Firebend near the tents (not that you would)
- Go into town by yourself

- Go past the campgrounds/into the woods by yourself

- Go to the river by yourself

Is this ok to ask from you?
Arya

君蘇61年 8月 20日

Hey. They asked me to bring dinner to your tent tonight, so here you go. they’re worried about you. Come out any time you like.

Teng-Teng

Sorry Teng-Teng. in a lot of pain for the past few days. dont feel like socializing. i'll feel better tomorrow.

Kuzon

君蘇61年 9月 5日

My firebending sucks now. Maybe when I got knocked out, it fucked up my chakras to make me a terrible bender. Can still light a candle though, and burn little scraps for the fire. 

You were such an amazing bender. I remember that scooter game. your little party tricks that always made me laugh. The way you’d fly and make shapes in the clouds. I think about you when I try to bend, and sometimes it makes it better. your smile. your laugh. For a moment, the flame in my palm burns a little brighter. Like a heartbeat.

Chapter Text

君蘇61年 7月 15日

Dear Kuzon, 

What do you mean you’re never coming home?! You’re a Fire Nation sould soldier, how can you be a traitor? Did you actually get banished? I’m angry at you. I really want to see you again. also you made Ma cry. She read me your letter and kept it a secret from Father. I’m almost 12 years old I can tell when someone is hiding something from me. You sent Ma a letter about something else and told her not to show me, didn’t you? Whatever. I still hope you are doing okay and that werever you are it’s safe. Please write back to ME. I can handle the truth!!!

Love,
Yujin

君蘇61年 10月 18日

Can I sit for a sec

…

What’s wrong? 
…

Sonam helloo

Wait are you crying? 

…

Wait     it’s ok come here

…

…

I made a     mistake

Just tell me

…

I was practicing archery with Ta Min 
 I know that if I want to stay alive i can never use my bending again. Never again.
Which is devastating  but I need to know how to defend myself. I would never use it to attack  i was just practicing 

Don’t press so hard, you’ll poke a hole in the page!

I should go     I’m wasting your ink 

It’s not a waste, it’s your voice. Let me listen, please. 

…

                I shot a messenger hawk    on accident

…

…

Shh it’s ok

feels silly to write that, I can still make that sound

…

…

I’m a   killer

You’re not a killer

You don’t understand      This is one of the most important tenets of our religion

It was an accident. Take a deep breath.

…

…

…

Is this ok? 

…

yes  

feels   nice to be  held

            thank you

YANGCHEN HOSPITAL, EARTH KINGDOM BRANCH 

Outpatient Check-up Form

PATIENT NAME: Lua, Kuzon

NUMBER: 17054  

MEDICAL HISTORY: Head trauma, sprained wrist, 1st and 2nd degree burns, total bilateral hearing loss, tinnitus, depression

MEDICATIONS: Water healing treatments (prescribed), pain relief tincture (prescribed, not in stock), pain relief topical (prescribed, not in stock), herbal supplements (not prescribed)

NOTES ON VISIT: Patient’s burns have resolved, minimal faint scars. Wrist sprain has resolved. Patient complains of extreme pain in ears and headaches daily; prioritize him for the pain relief list when the next shipment arrives. I did an auditory test to determine if any hearing was restored since last visit; results negative. He continues to describe all sound as muffled, as if underwater. The ringing in his ears comes and goes, gets worse at night and with prolonged silence. Kuzon was emotional after the test and described feelings of depression, loss, and negative self-image. Exercise, balanced diet, and caregiving by family/loved ones may be advised. 

FURTHER ACTION: Patient should visit the clinic once monthly to address concerns and receive medications (if in stock). 

SIGNED: Yen Ichijo      DATE: 君蘇61年 10月 20日

君蘇61年 10月 22日

Today we had a little funeral for the hawk. It was a bit ridiculous but Sonam has been torn up about this for days, Arya and the elders agreed we should try to help him through it. Some of the others seriously tried to eat the hawk since we’ve been so unlucky with hunting for meat. But after they started butchering, they realized the arrow had pierced its gallbladder, which spoiled the meat instantly. 

We wrapped it up in some old clothes and dug a hole near the spot where it happened. They put a stick in the ground and made some offerings on it. Sonam clung to me and cried his eyes out, which made Nima cry because she’s not used to seeing her older brother like that. I saw some Airbender elders speaking what I assume were traditional prayers. No one felt like transcribing; I didn’t ask. 

I felt Sonam’s body shuddering while he cried and the only thing I could think was: this is the same way he grieved after the battle, when he saw us bury the bodies of 5 others. And this is a bird. 

Life is so precious to them. They’ve seen so much. 

I wish I could build them a cottage millions of miles from all this. I would grow fields and fields of rice, soybeans, corn, wheat. We would press our own tofu. Dig a well for water. Raise koala-sheep just for wool. I’d practice my bending until I was a master, until my body gave out from training. I would do anything to protect them just a little longer.

I feel like in a small way, you live through them, Aang.

Master Myeongsu, this was the note that the mail hawk was carrying. It was going to the Fire Nation. I’m sorry I didn’t give it to you earlier.

– Sonam

君蘇61年 10月 13日  Coded Message 

-URGENT-

TO ANY COALITION ALLIES ON THE HOME FRONT: 

THERE IS A DROUGHT IN HAN TUI. 

CROPS ARE FAILING AND SUPPLIES ARE DWINDLING.

IT WON’T BE LONG UNTIL WE STARVE.

IF POSSIBLE, PLEASE SEND ANY PROVISIONS YOU CAN.

WE HAVE MERGED WITH EK TROOPS, 

BUT SOZIN’S ARMY IS HEADED OUR WAY.

CONTRIBUTOR 33

EARTH KINGDOM SECTOR

10月 30日

Hey Kuzon. Can you tell me what happened at lunch? Arya has her own version of the story. I wanted to hear your side.

Hi Izumi. Oh yeah that. I’m sorry. 

Basically those boys from the far tents, I forgot their names- they came up to me right before lunch and started talking at me. They surrounded me and were all talking and laughing at the same time, circling closer and closer. It freaked me out and I started yelling and they thought that was hilarious for some reason. So I lost it and firebent firebended at them. They fought back. We gave each other bloody noses and I ended up burning the food. I shouldn’t have done that. Arya came by at the last minute and I’m pretty sure all she saw was me firebending at them. She must’ve thought I was crazy. 

I’m sorry that happened, you deserve respect. Can I borrow that note to show it to Arya and the elders to clear things up?

Sure.

Thanks.         I just wanted to ask. Are you doing ok without your medicine? 

Well no  
I’m just in pain, like all the time. It keeps me up at night. so then im tired and it’s hard to do things like eat and socialize. and i do feel angry more. I’m sorry. I’m angry about a lot of things. the pain itself, and the things I can’t participate in anymore and

I understand.

I don’t enjoy lashing out. I’m not like that usually. tell Arya I’m really sorry.

I’ll show these notes to her if that’s ok.
And I think some people might have some pain relief stuff of their own. I can ask around? 

I don’t wanna take it from anyone who needs it more.

Ok. Just let me know. 

君蘇61年 10月 19日

Omashu Postage

CONTAINS HIGHLY CLASSIFIED INFORMATION FOR:

 the Honorable Crown Prince Bumi of Omashu

Honorable   Esteemed  Dear  
Prince Bumi,

I don’t know if you will remember me. My name is Kuzon, I was a friend of Aang’s when we were children. He introduced me to you once when we were about 9 and 10 years old. I was visiting Omashu with him and his guardian, Gyatso. That day, you took us on a city-wide tour of the Omashu sewer systems (without Gyatso of course) and we all got so lost that we came out a day later not knowing how long it had been. It’s one of my most cherished memories of Aang… besides the stench! 

I’m hoping you have time to reply to an old friend. I’m writing because I have intel on the Fire Nation’s military pursuits into your neighbor’s territory. A lot has changed in the past 7 years; a lot that I can’t write directly over mail without writing in code, because I’m not sure who will read this before it passes into your hands. But you should know that we at the Midnight Lantern Coalition are allied with the Earth Kingdom.

One of our members accidentally intercepted  
Are you aware of the drought in Han Tui? We have intel that the FN Army is headed their way, and our tiny base doesn’t have enough provisions to share with the village or our allied troops, who will starve soon if they don’t receive aid. If you could spare anything, it might not only save their lives, but also help defend the country from those colonizers. The Coalition thanks you in advance, and we hope to hear back soon. 

In solidarity,
Lua Kuzon

PS: Please don’t feed my mail hawk. She hunts on her own and gets sick easily if given human food. Thank you!

10月 31日

Can I sit for a sec

wait.  do you keep that note in your pocket and flash it every time you come by?

Maybe…

Sonam    that’s hilarious

I’m recycling!!!

…

It’s nice hearing you laugh again.

       sorry is that weird to say I’m sorry

it’s not weird! It’s sweet. thank you

How did your checkup go? I don’t mean to be nosy. I saw you coming back that day and you looked like you’d been crying.

    Can I do anything? I want to help

the checkup went  
It’s okay Sonam. Checking up on me helps a ton. I like your company.

I like yours too

…

I have a weird question 

Yes?

Does my laugh sound different than before? Or I guess my voice in general? I know I still make sounds sometimes, like “ew”, or “ouch”, “stop" and stuff.

hmm… well it’s not that different. a little softer around the edges though. like there’s more breath to it now?

wow that’s   a detailed description  thank you

SORRY WAS THAT CREEPY

no it was cute helpful!!

I should go

Please stay.

…

…

…

Did you do something different to your face? 

yes!
well kinda. look harder. 

notice anything new?

…

…

Oh my god you have hair

You’re growing out your hair!

           it took you THIS LONG to notice!

sorry that your big bald head isn’t the thing I’m focused on when I look at you!!!

what do you focus on when you 

            you wanna feel?

…

…

it’s fuzzy.

feels nice

…

You look good, Sonam.

…

Thank you :)

君蘇61年 10月 21日

Omashu Postage

CONTAINS HIGHLY CLASSIFIED INFORMATION FOR:

Anonymous Citizen

Dear Kuzon,

No need for all the “prince” formalities- of course I remember you! I always wondered why you didn’t write more. But it does make sense considering… well you know. This war brewing.

ON AANG: Yes! Aang and I were the best of friends for many years. I was very sad when I stopped hearing back from him a few years ago!! It was around his 12th birthday. Are you still in contact with him at all? If so please send him my regards and tell him he’s welcome any time, whenever he likes. The world’s become a dangerous place for Airbenders. I worry something might’ve happened to him. Please let me know if you know anything. 

ON HAN TUI: Yes, we’re aware of the drought. The royal cabinet of Omashu (my father and some other geezers) just sent food/water aid as well as backup troops a few days before you wrote! Any enemy victim target of the Fire Nation is our ally. I’m very curious about your Coalition as well. You’re doing great work from what I’ve heard- apparently, my father’s been corresponding with your leaders after sending troops to aid with the battle of Jaiyin (congrats on the victory, also!) Thank you for your allyship and dedication to defending this territory with us. I’m already subscribed to the Lantern paper as well… heard about it from a friend! You’re welcome in Omashu any time, Kuzon. Let’s catch up in person soon! Another romp in the sewers perhaps?

Your old friend,
Bumi

PS: No worries about your hawk. She flew over here and greeted me with a big fat rat in her claws, which she proceeded to feast on in front of me. Ha!

君蘇61年 10月 23日

Omashu Postage

CONTAINS HIGHLY CLASSIFIED INFORMATION FOR:

 the Honorable Crown Prince Bumi of Omashu

Dear Bumi, 

Wow, your response reached me fast! Less than two days. I guess we’re much closer in distance than I thought we were. 

I’m sad to hear the same from you about Aang. He also stopped writing to me then, just after he turned 12. I’ve written countless letters to him ever since, but none of them ever reached their destination. I think about him every day. He was is one of my best and closest friends, and I have the same terrible fear. One day, when this war has passed, or at least moved from where I’m able to fight in it I want to go on a big search for him. I just can’t accept his disappearance; I need to know what happened. Maybe you could h  But the future doesn’t look certain, especially being involved in the Coalition. All I can really do is keep writing and asking around.

Thanks for the update on Han Tui. Our little branch would love to help fight, but we’re barely scraping by as it is. And we have some people we’re protecting fiercely, with our lives. I’m surprised you’re receiving the Lantern paper all the way in Omashu! The Coalition has been growing ever since we ventured into the EK to fight alongside you all. I’m relieved to know that Allies are everywhere.

Thank you for your offer, you bet I’ll take you up on it as soon as I can. Maybe not the sewers part. We'll see. 

Always your friend, 
Kuzon

PS: Yeah, that sounds like Feathers alright. That’s her name by the way. Sorry if she made a mess!

君蘇61年 12月 30日

Sometimes I get so caught up in this life we’ve built in the commune, entire months go by where I haven’t written to you. I’m so, so sorry.

I never want to forget you. You were my first and my very best friend. You taught me things I will never forget. No one, no airbender or coalition member could ever replace you Aang. I promise.

One day if I ever when I find you again, I’ll give you this entire journal. I haven’t stopped writing and this proves it.

I haven’t give up hope.

君蘇62年 1月 25日

FENGHUANG YOUTH ACADEMY

Official Letterhead

To the esteemed General Daizhu,

It is with great urgency that I write to you about one of our pupils, Lua Yujin. We have recently discovered her connection to an anarchist insurgent group that the Academy considers a threat to national security. After placing Yujin in detention about two months ago, we discovered her sneaking out early one day to deliver a letter to the post office that was directed to her brother, Lua Kuzon. This letter contained incriminating details about the ongoing student protests against the Firelord, as well as intel on the recent betrayal in Jaiyin, in which several naval fleets were attacked by undercover rebels who had enlisted as Fire Nation soldiers. 

We believe Kuzon to be one of the several undercover rebels who betrayed your troops in Jaiyin. He and his co-conspirators are still at-large, and the Academy is almost certain that the address on the enclosed letter will lead to their headquarters in the Earth Kingdom. It is in the territory between Jaiyin and Omashu. Thank you for your attention on this matter, and the Academy trusts that this issue can be resolved swiftly.

At your service,

Nagai Inu 長い犬

Send To: Yi Jungho

Jaiyin Village
Omashu Territory
Western Earth Kingdom

君蘇62年 1月 21日

Dear Kuzon, 

it's been like 6 months since your first letter. I wanna understand. I snuck in to a coalish coalition meeting after the protest at school today and Natraj told me a lot of things I didn’t know (like the address you’re using for mail). But there are still parts I don’t understand. I get why you and Arya and everyone signed up for the army and went undercover, but why did you stay in the EK after that? What’s happening there that you have to stay for? Also are you ok? There are rumors going around that you lost an eye or a hand or something and I don’t know who to believe. Are you writing to them and not me?? If your still alive please write back cause this is getting anoying .

Love
Yujin

君蘇62年 5月 18日

I've been trying to save ink and paper since it's basically my tongue now, so I can't journal as much as I used to.
But happy 16th, Aang.

 6月 19日 

to pick up in town: 

- soap

- more seeds

- bulk bags of rice

- bulk bags of soybeans; expensive but the vegetarians need protein 

- PAPER!

- wool?

things we can trade once we run out of money:

- animal furs

- tools/instruments/ivory from bones (need to start saving those)

- jewlery made of shells from the river

- arrow tips + entire arrows? difficult to make at large scale

- weavings and tapestries? not much wool left

- ink? no kuzon needs it

6月 19日 

Arya can we talk

Sure

I want to go into town today. I want to be the one that does it. 

woah you wrote that out beforehand haha

… 

I’m being serious. You don’t think I’ve noticed how you and the others baby me constantly like I’m some sort of sickly child? I’m deaf, not dying. Let me do SOME chores, otherwise why am I here if I’m just depleting all the resources?

You’re here because you’re family to us.

BS. Let me contribute again. At least let me pick up the mail from our contact in town. I’ll take someone that can hear so they can pay for the food and stuff. Please?

Fine. Just check with the elders first. believe it or not, I’m not the only decision-maker here.

I asked the elders and they said it was fine and that you should lay off because im not stupid and can handle a simple task like getting groceries and picking up mail

they really said that.

Yeah.

and if I ask them right now, will they confirm that?

I’m one step ahead of you, look:

Arya,

We agree that Kuzon should go into town for some simple chores this week. He is gaining more independence after his injuries, and you certainly should not underestimate such a brave soldier who was willing to lay his life down for our Coalition. But we understand your concern for safety; let him pick a companion to go with. We hope this letter can resolve your disagreement (so don’t come to us asking for clarification- some of us need our beauty sleep!) Just kidding. Maybe not. 

Love you both, 
Myeongsu

Those b

Ok.
Take Izumi into town with you 

No, I want to take Sonam.

Kuzon, I don’t want to fight with you, take Izumi please. it’s safer and she’s stronger anyways she’ll be able to carry the load

The elders said I could choose who I wanted. 

I’m REALLY not interested in bickering Kuzon! What are you, in kindergarten? “But mommy and daddy said so” is not gonna cut it! 

GOD YOU ARE SO

…

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…

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STOP KNOCKING OVER THE INKWELL JUST BC YOURE MAD, INK IS SO VALUABLE DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MEAT WE PASS UP TO BUY THIS SHIT FOR YOU?

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maybe i would if you let me go into town to buy it

…

I shouldn’t have to explain this to you. this is DANGEROUS. Sonam is an airbender, there’s a GENOCIDAL TARGET on his back! Just cause you like him doesn’t mean you can drag him around everywhere you want 

…

I don’t
he
You’re not a leader, Arya. You’re a bully.

6月 20日 

to pick up in town: 

- INK

- paper

- soap

- more seeds

- bulk rice

- bulk soybeans 

- wool if possible

Hey! Mind if I come with you and Izumi?

Wait but Arya said

She changed her mind.

…

You wrote both those notes out beforehand?

Either way Arya is not the type to change h

Ok. as long as she doesn’t chew me out when we get back.

don’t worry, I promise to take full responsibility.

I trust you, Sonam. 

…

Izumi just so you know this was NOT my idea.

君蘇61年 6月 20日  Coded Message  

FROM: EARTH KINGDOM BASE

-URGENT MESSAGE-

S.O.S.
TO ALL ALLIES AND BASES:

WE’VE BEEN AMBUSHED AT THE COMMUNE

BY A FIRE NATION ARMY SQUAD.

MANY DEAD, 6 BADLY WOUNDED

3 MISSING FROM SITE AT TIME OF ATTACK

ALL SUPPLIES DESTROYED

IMMEDIATE AID REQUESTED.

ALL SURVIVORS HEADING TO OMASHU.

CONTRIBUTOR 1

Chapter Text

The Midnight Lantern

Headlines by the People

君蘇62年 7月 23日 

Remembering the Martyrs of the Jaiyin Massacre  (PAGE 1)

Obituaries — by Various Contributors  (PAGE 3)

Special Publication — A Posthumous Letter by Contributor 7  (PAGE 10)

Obituaries

Coalition Members

Yoriko              Tariq                Yisu                 Hamsa           

Qi Ha                Luna                Tanujaya          Sun Wei            

Harumi             Qatun               Lien              Bo

Osong              Chen Mi            Toshimi          Arya

 
Lakshmi           Teng-Teng        Kiya

Airbenders

Dolma                Chaotak           Thaila             Lahela


Zeya                Danvir              Kalsong          Urma

Thaokeng        Nima                Yuzana           Maalun

Lhawang          Saurav              Anoj              Yangtso

Savitri              Kyava               Bahar

Celebrating the Life of a Coalition Founder

Arya Ikimo passed away at the age of 22, at the hands of the Fire Nation army. She was a steadfast leader of the remote Coalition commune in the Earth Kingdom that provided sanctuary for over 30 Airbenders and Contributors. Everyone who met Arya knew her for her courage, her brilliant flair for the written word, and how outspoken she was about our cause. She loved to write poetry, anarchist-leaning critical essays, and scathing reviews of local restaurants. She had so much life left to live. Arya is survived by her mentors, the remaining Contributors at the Midnight Lantern, and her girlfriend, Izumi. Arya, we will always love you, and you will be fiercely missed.

In accordance with her will, Arya wanted us to publish her words, featured below.

A Posthumous Letter

Beloveds,

If you’re reading this, it means that I am dead, and you are either at my funeral or reading my obituary. As the last audience I will ever have, I want you all to take a moment to remember the thousands of Airbenders — children, elders, siblings, lovers — whose lives were stolen without warning, without obituaries, or anyone left to remember them. I lived to fight for them, and I wish to accompany them in death. I hope we are safe, wherever we’re resting.

Above all, remember that you are still here. What a joy! What an honor. Thank the stars, you are still here.

Please, please, do not lose hope for the cause. No matter how little of us remain, how many are taken before their time — as long as there are anti-imperialists, or rebellious teens, or curious minds out there, we will live on. And this war will end. 

Continue the good work.

Contributor 7

Nima of the Southern Air Temple

Nima was taken from us last week, at the hands of the Fire Nation army. She was a 9 year old girl. She loved to pick flowers, paint with watercolors, and make paper cranes. Her favorite food was red-bean cakes. Nima is survived by one sibling, anonymous for their safety. 

君蘇61年 6月 3日

Kuzon,

Everyone is asleep right now, and I’m up writing my will. It's been one day since you and the others came off the Fire Nation ship and sabotaged their attack. We won the battle, together with the Jaiyin troops- but you're still unconscious at the soldier center, and we don’t know if you’ll wake up. I hope you do. Either way, I’m saving this letter and giving it to Izumi in case something happens to me. I want you to have something left.

I think about death a lot. Of course, it’s war, we’re surrounded by it. I’ve become very good at grief and resilience, mourning and all that. I say this now but I’m sure I’ll break down when I have to plan that 5 person funeral for everyone we just lost in that battle. It’s just strange to write from “beyond the grave” while I’m still alive. I hope to stay around long enough to make real change. But if I’ve learned anything from these past few years, it’s that I have to be prepared. There’s a letter for you, one for Izumi, for the elders, and the rest of the Coalition. And I drew a picture for Nima too. Anyways, here goes:

I’m sorry for all the strong and unkind words I’ve said to you in the past, and for the fights we will have in the future. I know you, Kuzon- I know it will happen. We are both stubborn like this. I forgive you for your harshness too- it’s all just memories now. You are one of the bravest people I’ve ever met. You’re fearless and bold. Someone tells you “no” and your first move is to plot and scheme your way around it, like a girl (that’s a compliment). You don’t raise your fists in anger or hatred, except towards the establishment. You understand your privilege and hold space for those who have less. All this emotional maturity and you’re only 16 years old - at the time I’m writing, that is.

I know you carry a shame deep inside. I’ve felt it in myself, too - that thing you feel like you can’t tell anyone else. Something you push down with such intensity it feels like you might explode, or fade away into nothingness, or somehow both. It might keep you up at night. It’s an itch you can’t scratch, a wound that won’t heal, a mark you can’t hide. 

Kuzon, it’s okay. It will get better. I promise you, it does.

You don’t have to prove yourself worthy. You can just have it. Just let yourself love and be loved. There are people who care about you, even if you don’t want them to; especially if you don’t want them to. Stop being such a conformist male and depriving yourself of what you need. It’s not very anarchist of you. The sooner you stop, the sooner you will find out how good it feels to just… exist.

Take a deep breath.

I’m serious. Don’t ignore me.


Take another one.


I love you. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there for you longer. (Unless we both lived to be old as dirt but I just happened to expire a month before you so my death triggered this whole chain of posthumous letters delivered to people at the senior community. In that case, I’m glad I could be there for you for such a long time.) I’ll see you again soon.

All my warmth,

Arya

君蘇62年 7月 25日

Arya, I hate you.

君蘇62年 7月 25日

Arya, I’m sorry.

you’re right you’re right about everything and I don’t know how you can read my mind the way you do and I hate you because you’re right. I hate myself because you’re dead and the last conversation we ever had was a fight. I never got to apologize, and I hate that you forgave me anyways. You didn’t even know what you were forgiving me for. 

The only reason Sonam is still alive is because we disobeyed you.
And you’re gone forever because I wrote to my family but not my sister they found the mailing address from her letter and uncovered the camp my stupid fucking sister
Thirty-eight people are dead. the entire commune that we sustained and lived in for a year. you, the elders I ate with, the boys I fought

Nima.

And it’s my fault, because of a fucking letter. a single piece of paper.
I never want to write again.

氜武

THE IMPERIAL BULLETIN

HEADLINES FOR 君蘇62年 7月 28日 

New Form of Currency Developed with Recently-Discovered Minerals

The Nation prepares to mint new coins bearing Firelord Sozin and its Comet on either side after discovering rare minerals in a newly settled colony overseas…

Crown Prince Azulon Addresses Royal Court in New Speech 

The heir to the royal throne, Crown Prince Azulon, has returned to the public eye after a lengthy stay at Ember Island with the Firelord…

 Victory in Han Tui: Savage Territory Turned Civilized Colony

FIRELORD SOZIN’S MARCH towards civilization has taken a huge step forward with the historic victory in Han Tui, a city situated near a mountain range and formerly an EK territory. Once settled, Han Tui will be one of the very first established colonies of the Fire Nation on a non-island territory. Insider knowledge describes the battle as hard-fought; although Earth Kingdom armies and their co-conspirators (consisting of rogues from guerilla groups and anarchist clans) greatly outnumbered our brave troops, they persisted nevertheless, using nothing but vigor and courage, and fought bravely to defend our nation’s expansion. The march continues throughout and past Han Tui, to share the culture and civility of our Homeland with the native villagers oppressed by the nefarious warlords and clandestine rulers of the Earth Kingdom, who have imposed uncivilized and savage living conditions under their rule…

君蘇62年 7月 14日 Coded Message   

FROM GENERAL LAHIN

TO HIS MAJESTY, THE KING OF OMASHU

AND THE ESTEEMED PRINCE BUMI:

THANK YOU FOR THE REINFORCEMENTS.

TROOPS FOUGHT FIERCLY FOR HAN TUI.

THOUGH OUR SOLDIERS TRIPLED THEIRS,

THE DROUGHT FANNED THE FLAMES

INTO WILDFIRE, AND SPREAD INTO THE CITY.

NO FURTHER AID IS NEEDED.

THIS BATTLE IS LOST.

君蘇62年 9月 8日

Dear Izumi,

Sorry for slipping this under your door and not approaching you in person- the echo in this place is so big, I feel embarassed saying anything out loud. And dinner gets awkward, especially when Bumi hashes it out with his mom  the Queen. Anyways

How are you holding up?

I can’t stop thinking about Nima. When we were just getting back from town and everything was destroyed and everyone was
It all just feels like a dream. I saw them dragging her away but you grabbed me and kept me from revealing ourselves. I'm angry, but I know I should thank you. if I had provoked them we would've lost. There were so many of them.

But now there’s hope that Nima might still be alive. I can’t even think about what they might do to her, I’m sick to my stomach just wond I don’t know if it’ll ever be possible to go looking for her, but either way, I want to start taking physical training seriously. 

I was wondering if you know anything about archery? I’m terrible at it, but Chen Mi was teaching me before I   before the hawk incident. If not, then maybe just combat? Offense, defense, stances, basic stuff like that? It’s not traditional, but I want to try and blend in. Do you know any Earthbenders that might be able to help? I’m sorry to ask about so many things at once. It’s just too quiet in this palace. I always wonder if it hurts Kuzon it makes my mind race. Plus I can never remember whose room is whose, otherwise I would just ask you in person. I’m going to try spending more time outside in the gardens. Just let me know.

Sonam

Sonam-
Bumi says he’d love to train you personally. He’s been looking for someone to spar with. Chat with him at dinner.

Izumi

The Midnight Lantern

Headlines by the People

君蘇62年 9月 15日

Crown Prince Ascending: Predictions on Azulon and His Claim to the Throne by Contributor 39   (PAGE 2)

Student Essay of the Week — Firelords and Earth Kings: A Comparison of Leadership by Contributor 42   (PAGE 4)

Poem of the Week — abstaining from fire by Contributor 27   (PAGE 10)

Weekly Digest: What Really Happened at the Battle of Han Tui?

If you’re a continental Fire Nation Citizen, you’re getting the same propaganda paper as we are. Last week, their headlines touted a “glorious” victory at the Battle of Han Tui, describing their opponents (various Earth Kingdom armies) as “savage”, “rogues”, and “warlords”. You might be surprised at such blatant racism and anti-Indigineity from the Fire Nation- but if you’ve followed the Lantern long enough, you’re well aware this is just their latest edition of nationalist propaganda. 

We have intel about the battle of Han Tui that proves just how deceptive Firelord Sozin and his Generals have been. Allies and other Contributors from our Earth Kingdom sector have been writing to us about the terrible drought that plagued Han Tui for months, right before the Firelord sent his armies there. And that isn’t a coincidence— before the drought, the Fire Navy was stationed in EK waters just outside Han Tui, polluting the city’s rivers and streams with runoff waste from ships and depriving townspeople of clean water. The new Fire Nation factory nearby Han Tui (yes, the coin-minting one, also mentioned in the Imperial Bulletin) also contributed to the drought by polluting the atmosphere and evaporating moisture from the air. This drought was not a natural disaster: it was manufactured by the Fire Nation, in order to weaken EK citizens and armies when they fought back. 

More horrifically, FN soldiers allegedly used the drought to their advantage during battle. They knew starving the area of water would create ideal conditions for a wildfire, and used the direction of the wind to carry their fire-blasts past their EK soldier targets, and into the homes of defensiveness civilians. The wildfire became uncontrollable, and spread far throughout Han Tui, leaving no civilian survivors. After this shameful, murderous victory, Sozin's forces converged on the city. 

Now there is talk of development and establishing Fire Nation colonies in the continental Earth Kingdom. Cities like Han Tui and Jaiyin, with their original populations wiped out, might become new settlements for FN elites and, eventually, even average citizens. But tell us, readers- would you want to build a home on the ashes of innocent people?

We are the people, we will not be silenced.

君蘇62年 9月 17日

Kuzon,

I think you’d really enjoy the air outside. The gardens are really nice, the air smells like flowers. The silence isn’t as eerie as inside the palace. well it might not make a diff     the birdsong is beautiful and   there’s this amazing fountain that sparkles when the sun hits the water. You should come out of your room more! Not to sound spoiled, but it’s also really nice not to worry about where our next meal is going to come from. please come to dinner more often too?

Does the echo in the hallways bother your ears? Bumi and I were wondering if that might be why you’re not interested in exploring. I can’t imagine it’s any better all alone inside your room. 

Bumi and his trainer are teaching me to fight like an Earthbender. Well, like a non-bending Earth Kingdom citizen, I guess. It’s just basic stances, breath, and weight training until I can move on to melee weapons- but their techniques are really interesting! The mindset and movements are so much different than Airbending. If you come out after dinner sometime, you could see me in action on the training grounds. I’d like to show off what I’ve learned!

Sonam

君蘇62年 10月 11日

My love, 

It’s been a few months since we’ve settled here, but I just got around to unpacking. I know you would’ve hounded me about that on the first day we got here. there were a few things I salvaged from the camp- your pillowcases, a bangle, that comb you loved. I sleep with them under my pillow.

Sometimes I wonder how long the royal family will care to have us around. I know Bumi really feels for Kuzon. I just worry, how long until the sympathy runs out

I feel so tense all the time. I never know what to do with my hands. and I get this strange feeling in any room I’m in, even with others around— my gaze ends up fixed on the door. Like I’m still waiting for you to come back, any minute now. as if you were just a little late to the party. 

I still make too much tea and leave it out, forgetting you won’t just pick it up and drink it. In the morning sometimes, I turn around in bed and still reach for you. My body still hasn’t adjusted.

Izumi

君蘇62年 10月 15日

Kuzon,

Bumi is so strange. it’s not that I enjoy his company more than others necessarily but     he’s really fun to have around. Maybe fun isn’t the right word. Well, he IS fun. He’s also very-  what’s a nice word Eccentric. Today he stole some of the queen’s robes and paraded around the palace wearing LIPSTICK, to protest an arranged marriage they were trying to set up for him! I have no idea why, but it seemed to have worked, haha. he’s so muscular the robes were practically ripping at the seams- the Queen was FRANTIC. I feel bad for laughing so much, but their fight afterwards was really something. I wish you could’ve been at dinner to witness it.

At one point during his, um… parade, Bumi tried to knock on your door saying he could “surprise” the shell-shock out of you. like the hiccups. I told him that you don’t like being snuck up on, and to leave a note because you can’t hear people knocking. He agreed to leave you alone, but I wanted to say for what it’s worth- we’re a little worried. I know you’re a little antiso  that you like your privacy. I just wish you’d let me in sometimes. Are you sleeping ok? Do you like the food here? Is there anything I can do to help?

Even if you say no to all of those questions, I’ll still come by tomorrow morning and bring you a dessert cake or something. I know mango is your favorite. I hope it cheers you up a little.

Sonam

君蘇62年 10月 23日


Thank you for the mango cake, Sonam. 

I don’t get much sleep usually     the silence does bother me but going outside makes me 

you’re right, it is my favorite.

君蘇62年 11月 7日

Kuzon,

You're not gonna believe this but there is a GIANT MONSTER OUTSIDE YOUR DOOR. I'm NOT KIDDING. 

Sonam

君蘇62年 11月 7日

Dear Kuzon, 

Sonam screamed like a GIRL when he saw my pet goat-gorilla wandering around the palace for the first time. It was hilarious. Her name is Bubbles and she's a ferocious beast that's like twice your size, but she'll collapse on her belly if you scratch behind her ears. Just in case you see her outside your door; she's been camping out there for a while. I think she can tell you're sad. Or maybe you just smell like rabbit meat (her favorite food). Maybe you should bathe soon! 

Whenever you feel like emerging, Bubbles will let me know. Give her a hug for me!

-Bumi

君蘇62年 11月 21日


Dearest Kuzon,

I’m not sure if this will bring you any comfort, but I want you to know you aren’t the only one struggling. We all witnessed something horrific, and it’s ok to need some support. I’ll give this to you the next time we see you outside of your chambers, and we can take a walk to discuss further if you’d like. Fresh air is good for you! Now, onto business:

You know that when I met Arya and her colleagues from the University, we formed the Midnight Lantern Coalition (and started the newspaper) as an alliance of likeminded, anti-Imperialist Fire Nation citizens. Something I’ve kept from everyone, is that I’ve been a member of a secret society called The Order of the White Lotus for decades before the Coalition was around. It was under their orders that I encouraged you and other soldiers to sabotage the Fire Nation Army from the inside, while Arya assembled the Commune in Jaiyin.

The White Lotus transcends the divisions of the four nations, with Masters and Apprentices of all bending and non-bending abilities, from all around the world. We have been around for centuries, since before Avatar Yangchen. Our mission is to protect the philosophy, beauty, and truth of the world from powers that seek to destroy it— we are also tasked with identifying and protecting every incarnation of the Avatar. We’ve been watching over the Coalition since its inception, and have been looking for new initiates. Some of us are getting older, and   With this war escalating, not everyone’s had the chance to assume an apprentice

As a Grand Lotus, I’d like to extend you an offer to become a member of our Order. You were are a strong firebender, skilled at coding and decoding messages, and relentless in the face of danger. I would be honored to take you as my apprentice. The royal family of Omashu also knows about us, and Prince Bumi has just agreed to be initiated as well. Please take some time to think on this, and when you’re ready, let me know. I have faith in you, Kuzon. 

Much love, 
Myeongsu  

君蘇62年 11月 25日

Hi Master Myeongsu. Is this a good time? 

…

I read your letter. 

  Thank you for saying th   
It was really uplifting to hear

Count me in. I’d love to be your apprentice.

I’m so glad to hear that, Kuzon. I’m already so proud of you.

...

Let's go tell Bumi!

 君蘇62年 12月 1日    Coded Message

𑁍  AN ORDER-WIDE INVITATION  𑁍

Dear Guest:

Grand Lotus Myeongsu requests your honorable presence in attending 
the New Member Initiation Ceremony

on
 君蘇63年 1月 1日 

at the
PALACE OF OMASHU
OMASHU CITY / 奥瑪舒城
WESTERN EARTH KINGDOM

Please join us in celebrating new Initiates, Masters, and Apprentices
with a small reception in the ballroom following the ceremony.

{ We humbly request a reply via coded response at least three days prior.
Please do not mention the sender or the Order by name. }

We hope to see you there!

 君蘇63年 1月 1日

Hey
My room is right next to the kitchens, they’re prepping food now and the smell made me so hungry I had to leave. thought I’d come see you before the ceremony
...
U nless I shouldn’t be here   is that like againstthe  rules ?

what? no, I’m getting initiated, not married haha

  sorry. I dont know why Im  so nervous 

relax Sonam    It’s not even YOUR initiation!
it’s just gonna be a bunch of benders and old people saying stuff, and then food

You’re right
Is there a
…
There’s no mirrors in this whole room?

Oh yeah. When we first got here Bumi thought I’d hurt myself so he had them all removed 

that’s      bleak

Nah he was definitely onto something 

…

That’s not funny, Kuzon.

…

…

…

You look good in that Earth Kingdom garment 

Thanks    

Don’t feel like wearing your traditional robes? 

oh I don’t have those  anym

they were all destroyed in the   

…

Sonam
I’m so sorry I didn’t know

It’s ok. I still have my wooden mala necklace. I wear it under everything. 

I like these colors anyways

…

Are you ready to go? 

Yeah     Hold on let me fix your hair   some on your neck

 君蘇63年 1月 2日

You would’ve loved the ceremony, Aang. It was beautiful. 

There were masters from all four Nations present, almost. One Water Tribe master and his apprentice performed this beautiful bending demonstration to tell the story of the Moon and Ocean Spirits, Tui and La, becoming the first waterbenders when they arrived in the mortal world.  And I think they said something about how it relates to the balance of the world, and the Sister Tribes of the North and South Pole, I didn’t really get most of it.

For the speaking parts, they sat me next to this court scribe/calligrapher who transcribed entire speeches faster than I’ve EVER seen anyone do before. The ink barely had time to dry before I could skim it, then he’d unroll more parchment and just keep going. His notes reached the floor after the ceremony, it was a little funny. But the effort was incredible. That’s how I know these people actually care about me.

They also had a vigil for the White Lotus members from the Air Temples, but instead of candles — instead of fire — they hung wind chimes and bells, and struck singing bowls. They adorned so many portraits with flowers and offerings. Your guardian, Gyatso, was one of them. I had to leave the room for that part. 

Then there was the actual initiation. The Grand Lotuses spoke about the history of the Order, the reasons they chose us, and why it’s so important to keep the Order alive and stuff. I don’t feel like writing it all out again, I might just tear out part of the scribe’s transcript and put it in this journal. He let me keep the entire scroll in case I had questions for the Order later.

I need to go to bed. A lot happened yesterday that I’m still processing I feel like my head is reeling. The drinks were strong.
There’s still something else I haven’t told you. 

𑁍   Scroll Excerpt   𑁍

...

Representing Earth: Crown Prince Bumi of Omashu, who will study under Lotus Elder Chakha.

Representing Fire: Kuzon Lua, who will study under Grand Lotus Myeongsu.

Representing Water: Suluk of the Northern Water Tribe, who will study under Lotus Elder Attaneq. 

This year, we are also initiating our first non-bender in many years, Veda. She is a skilled swordswoman from Kyoshi Island, and will study under Lotus Elder Unnati. It is also the first time in history that we do not have any Airbending initiates.

This Order began as a club where scholars and masters of various arts could challenge and learn from one another, both on the Pai Sho table and on the battlefield. Throughout history we’ve quelled disasters, fought wars, and trained new Avatars together with our apprentices. Today we honor our newest members, who will someday follow in those footsteps as brave warriors and wise teachers. Now more than ever, the world needs them.

The White Lotus is appalled at the Firelord’s atrocities and crimes against humanity. We all agree that taking action is imperative. The Order has been searching far and wide for any signs of an Avatar— the young boy that Grand Lotus Gyatso identified as Roku’s successor, may not have survived the Air Temple sieges. The Avatar cycle may have broken permanently. We cannot know for sure.

What we do know is that the new generation, people like our initiates… people like Kuzon, Bumi, Suluk, and Veda… are our future, and our only hope. We put our utmost faith in them.

...

Shit   I’m so sorry I didn’t see you Sonam are you okay?? 

It s  ok.  i  I forgot  you can’ t   hear me knock

 
How long were you just standing  did you need something?

Just  to congratualete you. Youre movign up in the world! a real   secret soceity member! 
             kinda regret saying no to t hem.    couldv been 

You’re bleeding a little.  the door hit your face
  stay still, let me

 君蘇63年 1月 3日

Sonam came to my door after the ceremony, but forgot I can’t hear him knock. he was a little tipsy. obviously I didn't answer cause  so he just waited and waited until I opened the door to go out but I didn’t know he was there so I basically smashed his face in. I felt so bad. I offered my bed and he insisted on lying down on the floor. What is it with Airbenders and declining to rest in beds?

We exchanged some notes and then I noticed he was bleeding, so he relented and sat on the bed. I used a pillowcase to dab at his lip, touched his nose to make sure it wasn’t broken. it was definitely tender because I saw him flinch a little even though he swore it was fine. He looked me in the eyes like he was looking for something. Sometimes I hate myself for never learning hand-speak. I don’t want to look away from him and scribble for 30 seconds while the perfect moment for a joke or something passes by. It would’ve been a lot different if I had just signed something hilarious.

His breath smelled like raspberries and soju. I noticed he has peach fuzz in the corners of his mouth that’s darker than the rest. he smiled at me.

Then he kissed me.

and I kissed back.

I was worried I’d hurt his nose even more. but he was the one tugging on my collar and weaving his fingers through mine and I just let it happen, it felt like he was saying everything he’d ever meant to say and I could understand perfectly without any stupid ink or paper, just breath and eyes and this low hum in his chest. for just a second it felt like that’s what I was put on earth to do, to be there with him in that room on that day, to kiss him back. 

it’s just that   I thought about that for one second too long and something lurched in my stomach.  what am I doing. what am I doing what did I do oh my god oh my god I can’t go back from this. we can never go back from this. I want to go home I can’t go home there is nothing left to go home to, not the commune not my parents' house definitely never the Temples or the mountains nowhere is safe for us. Aang is missing. Nima is missing. Arya is dead. 

I started crying. he wiped the first few tears away, it was sweet, he was so committed to kissing it better. But it turned into heaving, shoulder-shaking, snotty, hiccuping sobs- it was ugly. it was really ugly. but Sonam held me like I did when he killed that hawk. kissed my head, slipped a hand under my shirt and traced his fingers over my back and it took me a really long time but I realized he was spelling something out

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Aang, please, please forgive me. 

I love him.

I love him like I have never loved anyone before in my life it's incredible and I hate myself and Arya was right. I’ve been awake for the past 3 days pacing and burning things and trying so hard to keep my food down because I know what this is now. because it all makes sense. and no matter how hard I try I can’t change it. I can't rid myself of this it's inside me forever and I can never show my face to my family or Yujin ever again. 

He keeps asking for me. Slipping notes under my door. I burn them right away. 

Aang I love him but I don’t want to. I really truly do not want to, because it feels like loving him would mean forgetting you. What if I tell him and he feels the same way and we’re happy with each other and I become content with never seeing you again. I can't accept that. I wouldn't be able to live with myself.

I’m so afraid of hurting him. he deserves someone stable who can provide and keep him safe and never ever leave

I’m so afraid

what if this is all just

what if he’s not the one I really wanted

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 君蘇63年 1月

Kuzon, I’m sorry

        I’m sorry I ruined it I never wanted to make you feel uncomfortable 

                                            I thought we

you

                                                                                     you kissed back

just tell me what I can do to fix it. I’ll do anything. 

I’m so sorry         tell me what you’re thinking 

I didn’t want

                       please talk to me

you’re burning these, aren’t you?

 君蘇63年 1月 8日

Aang, 

I had a nightmare that Sonam offered me a fruit. I ate it whole, seeds and all. it was delicious, the sweetest thing I’ve ever tasted. but then I started coughing, and I realized I was spitting up leaves. something struck the back of my throat. a branch. it kept growing and growing and sprouted straight from my mouth; branches grew from my hands and feet, out of my ears. it was the worst pain I’d ever felt, but I didn’t bleed, and I couldn’t scream either.

The tree destroyed my body. when I looked back up, Sonam had turned into you. 

 君蘇63年 1月 10日


At the White Lotus Initiation, during the vigil for the Airbenders, the elders encouraged us to speak their names out loud. Vigils are supposed to help people move on, to gain a sense of closure. So they told us to call their spirits forward, so we could feel their energy and then let them pass. 

I said your name. I pictured your face, your smile, your laugh. I convinced myself for a moment to believe you were dead and never coming back, so I could just let you go. I prayed silently that you might be listening— that if you were truly gone, if you had died like them, at least you could watch over us as we honored your people. 

But when I closed my eyes and waited, there was nothing there. No spirit, no presence. Just… emptiness.

Then my stomach started churning and I could feel the bile rising in my throat and I had to leave the room because nothing felt right and all the air was gone from my chest. It wasn’t right. It was’t right to grieve you yet. I knew it, I could feel it in my body. I knew you weren’t there watching us. Because you’re still out there, alive.

I know you’re still alive. 

氜武

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君蘇68年 9月 13日

𑁍  LETTER TO THE ORDER  𑁍

Dear Council,

At your request for updates on all trainees, we wanted to offer some insight into Kuzon and Bumi’s progress for the past five years. One thousand apologies from Myeongsu and I for being so unresponsive; this was never intentional — the Western Earth Kingdom has been plunged into war at a scale which we did not anticipate. Every day, year after year, has been a battle, an ambush, a rescue mission, all on top of actually training our apprentices. We fear the FN’s ultimate goal is to establish colonies. May the spirits be with the Water Tribes.

As they complete their 5th year with us- we know this is longer than usual, but under the circumstances, well- Bumi and Kuzon have evolved from impulsive teenagers to ardent young men. Of course there’s much more than what we can possibly write down; we’ve practically raised these boys. But below are our notes on their overall development.

My major notes on Bumi:

• Bumi, at 22 years old, is demonstrating advanced comprehension in 68 out of the 85 forms of Jing. After mastering the three main forms of positive, negative, and neutral Jing over the course of the first 2 training years, he pushed me to instruct him in the rest. His skill seems to build on itself; it is the mark of a true master.
  
  
• While on a solo mission in the mountains three years ago, Bumi and Kuzon developed a unique form of hand-speak between themselves. It eliminiates the constant need for paper and ink and has proven very useful. Their invented vocabulary grew so large, Myeongsu and I still struggle to catch up!
  
  
• The most prominent weakness I notice in Bumi is his zany, head-in-the-clouds attitude. He tends to make bizarre jokes and poke fun at serious issues, which I personally find bad for morale. We understand it is his way of coping after witnessing so much war and death. I find it unbecoming of a young master, but Myeongsu disagrees with me.
  
  
• This might not concern the Order, but I find it useful in understanding them both. Bumi has been successful in casual and romantic socializing with women (and even men) in his downtime. I’m afraid Kuzon has not been so lucky. Love is not a topic he willingly discusses; he seems very pent-up.

From Myeongsu, on Kuzon:

• Kuzon has adapted extremely well to his condition. He is much more outgoing than when he was newly injured, and has discovered how to use his deafness as an advantage in combat— instead of listening for input during battle or training, he measures blasts of fire in counted beats, like a dance. This works even when I don’t expect it to; his mastery of inner rhythm allows him to steadily increase his fire and overwhelm his opponent in seconds.
  
• I notice Kuzon’s deafness allows him to focus much harder on his posture, form, breath, and jing. In moments when hearing benders would be distracted by outside noise or disturbance, Kuzon never breaks his focus.
  
  
• He does need to work on his teamwork skills. His condition is a disadvantage when fighting alongside anyone other than Bumi; because they share the hand-speak language, they communicate very well. But he needs to learn to fight alongside others as well.
  
  
• Kuzon’s most prominent weakness is his unshakeable belief that his long-lost friend Aang was the Avatar— and that he is still alive. After nearly 6 years of training, meditation, and guidance, Kuzon will not accept any other opinion. He writes about it constantly; I fear it has the potential to become a full-blown delusion.
  
  
• His passion is both a blessing and a curse. As his master, I believe his firepower is derived from the sheer outrage and grief of losing his friend; he often breaks down in tears and panic after winning a match. But the sliver of hope that his friend could still be alive might also be the only thing keeping Kuzon afloat. I’m at wits’ end trying to steer him in the right direction.
  
  

Please let us know what you advise. 

Our best wishes,

Lotus Elder Chakha

氜武68  9月 15日

PUBLIC NOTICE

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Due to the new Fire Nation decree, 

the Xiangxi Academy of the Arts will be closing its doors after 90 years of operation.

For any questions, please write to Headmistress Kim Chunho or Master Kan Seyong.

We thank you so much for your patronage; we had the best of times together. 

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氜武68  9月 15日

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GURUS AND SPIRITS: A BRIEF HISTORY OF THE AIR TEMPLES

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QUEER FIRE: AN ANTHOLOGY OF POETS

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THE HISTORIC COLLECTION OF AIR NOMAD SCROLLS

NAVODA’S PORTRAITS OF MULTICULTURAL LOVE

ALL WORLD ATLASES, PUBLISHED BEFORE SOZIN’S RULE

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TESTAMENTS AND MUSINGS OF GURU LAGHIMA

MONK JINPA'S LIVES OF THE AVATAR

MYTHOLOGY ARCHIVES OF THE DRAGONBONE CATACOMBS

AVATAR ROKU: THE BIOGRAPHY

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Thank you for your cooperation.

氜武68  9月 17日

Dear UNIVERSITY OF HIRA’A,

SECTION 8, ARTICLE 11 of FIRELORD SOZIN’S NEW DECREE states that you must cease teaching curriculums and rhetoric that promotes anti-Fire-Nation and anarchist sentiment amongst students. Please see attached for examples of this kind of sentiment.

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In addition, you must remove the following topics and persons from any and all syllabi, curriculums, class discussion topics, and other University materials:

• Avatar Yangchen
• Avatar Kuruk
• Avatar Kyoshi
• Avatar Roku
• The Fire and Air Center of Learning
• The history, teachings, or culture of Air Nomads, Gurus, or any Airbender
• Any material containing mentions of homosexual, queer, or perverse conduct
• Any material containing mentions of Dragons, or “the Original Firebenders”
• The Dragonbone Catacombs, and any materials therein
• The history, teachings, or culture of the Fire Sages

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Thank you for your cooperation.

氜武68  9月 18日

Dear KIRACHU UNIVERSITY,

SECTION 8, ARTICLE 11 of FIRELORD SOZIN’S NEW DECREE states that you must cease teaching curriculums and rhetoric that promotes anti-Fire-Nation and anarchist sentiment…

氜武68  9月 19日

Dear HING WA COLLEGE,

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氜武68  9月 20日

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氜武68  9月 25日

Kuzon, 

I hope you’re well. It’s been a long time since we’ve been able to sit down and write. After all this time, I thought distance would make it easier. But I miss you all the same. 

We’re still looking for Nima in the Fire Nation. I know Izumi is tired; it’s been 6 years of false clues and dead ends. But I won’t give up hope. What else is there for us to lose? 

We’ve settled in your hometown for the time being, actually. We tried looking for Yujin, but the address Izumi remembered was vacant. I hope your family is okay; we have no way of knowing. We’re staying with Chen Mi’s grandmother. That was where we met- the bunker in their basement, the very first night the Coalition took us in. You were our night shift guard. Remember?

Izumi has a girlfriend now. Her name is Junah, she’s a nonbender and a real artsy type. She’s actually an actress, and has some interesting connections to the royal family. She’s nice.

I think about what you must look like now. Did you ever grow out your mustache like you wanted to? Can you even grow it?

My hair is already down to my shoulders. It feels like the longer it is, the better I can hide. The passport Bumi’s family made for me was also a lifesaver. I’m a whole new person here.

The hardest part is being without

The hardest part is hiding my airbending. We talked about going to a healer- or, well, the black market version of that- to get my chi blocked. It’s a permanent procedure that takes away your bending forever. We heard about it from someone at a Coalition meeting. I don’t think I could ever do it. But Izumi thinks it’s the only way I’d ever be 100% safe. I’d ask what you think, but

You know, I thought I’d be angry at you for never writing back, but I think I understand. Bumi gives me updates on you when he writes. So at least there’s that. I don’t know what else to say.

I love you, Kuzon.

Sonam

氜武68  9月 30日

𑁍  LETTER FROM THE ORDER  𑁍

Dearest Bumi, Kuzon, Chakha and Myeongsu,

We were very relieved to hear from you. We accept your apologies; our members in the North and South poles and Ba Sing Se have also been preparing for the unimaginable. Six years have come and gone, and in the meantime, your boys have become men! Here’s our best advice. We trust you to act as you see fit. Myeongsu, we will write to you separately regarding Kuzon, but you may share the following with all of them:

Kuzon, you are to seek out the Sun Warriors in the Northern Fire Islands with Myeongsu. We understand you are in great need of a spiritual reset. This mission will determine whether or not you are fit to graduate from your apprenticeship. 

Bumi, you should prepare to assume your position on the throne. Although you may not rule for many years, you should begin studying military strategy under the supervision of the General of Omashu and your father as soon as possible. Your country needs you- answer the call.

Chakha, we thank you for your service in training Bumi all these years. Whether you would like to continue supervising him in Omashu or return to the Ba Sing Se headquarters, we will honor your choice.

Best wishes,

Lotus Elder Attaneq, on behalf of everyone

氜武68  10月 2日

𑁍  FROM THE ORDER OF THE WHITE LOTUS  𑁍

To the elders of the Sun Warrior Temple:

We are sending two of our members, Master Mygeonsu and his apprentice, Kuzon, to your settlement soon. Kuzon is a young firebender coping with horrible personal loss, whose firepower is burdened with grief and imbalance. We’ve advised guidance from the Original Masters as soon as possible. They should be arriving in about six months, traveling by sea and then by foot from the EK. 

We know the Dragon Hunts, declining spirituality, and increasing militarization have forced your people into hiding; we regret to inform you that it has only gotten worse. To continue keeping you updated, we would like to begin sending you an anti-facist newspaper from the heart of the Fire Nation, run by a local anarchist group called the Midnight Lantern Coalition. In our opinion, it is the most up-to-date, reliable, and uncensored news in the Nation. We will ask them to send you a recent publication when they next publish.

Lotus Elder Unnati

氜武69  4月 16日

Dear Bumi, 

This trek to the Sun Warriors is taking longer than I thought. Myeongsu’s taking it as an opportunity to school me on all the things he thinks I don’t know about. Family. Love. Acceptance. Whatever. He pries me about my opinion on what happens after we die, if I believe in reincarnation (outside of the Avatar). He constantly asks if I still believe in the Avatar. It’s all so… I don’t even know the word for it. Nagging? Prying? I know I should respect my master. He’s trying his best, but I can’t help but feel like it’s all in vain. Maybe I should believe in myself more. Let’s just hope these dragons know what they’re doing.

I miss our hand-speak; Myeongsu’s so shit at it, it makes me laugh. He tried signing the word for “shy” and accidentally signed the word for “whore”. I didn’t correct him but he saw me trying not to laugh and got all embarrassed, that now he’s passing me notes, like I’m 17 again.

How is military strategy class? Anything terribly boring I should know about? Or gossip from the courts? I hope you get some use out of it. I know you’ll make a great King someday.

All the best,

Kuzon

氜武69  4月 16日

Sonam,

I’m sorry for not writing all these years. I miss you too. I read every single word you send, over and over, and I can’t get enough. Please don’t stop sending updates.

I’m glad Izumi found someone. She deserves that kind of love; I know Arya would’ve wanted that. And no, I haven’t grown out my mustache, I haven’t really tried. Actually I have this fear of firebending my facial hair off so I prefer to keep it clean, but maybe one day it’ll suit me.

I don’t know what happened to my family either. I know I should be more concerned but lately everything has been feeling… surreal. Like everything is fake, and nothing matters because the world isn’t real. I try to snap out of it and I get these moments of clarity and I realize how terrible I’ve been to everyone around me. To you. I can’t apologize enough for what I’ve put you through. Forgive me.

I’m going to a top-secret fire temple in the FN with Myeongsu to “fix” my firebending soon. They say my source of power is unhealthy and rooted in trauma or something. I’m not actually supposed to talk about it, but I trust you. I hope it fixes this weird mental state I’m in too. We’re arriving in a few weeks. Maybe, if we get the chance… when I touch down in the FN, we could see each other again? If you don’t want to, I understand. But I’d be thrilled.

Yours,

Kuzon

氜武69  4月 28日

Bumi, 

We found Nima. She’s been enrolled at a girl’s boarding school in the Fire Nation for the past several years. Sonam found an old yearbook at a yard sale, and saw the name Arya Ikimo - she chose a name she knew we’d recognize. The soldiers that took her from the commune just dumped her in Shuhon and she stayed put, for 6 years. She’s ok physically, but mentally- it’s complicated. She really doesn't want to talk about it, at all. I’ll try to send an update when I get the chance. I’m sending this letter out simultaneously to you and to Kuzon in case his copy doesn’t reach him.

Izumi

氜武69  4月 30日

Kuzon, 

I’m sure you’ve heard the news. Under any other circumstances I’d jump to say yes, of course,I’d love to see you. But I don’t think it’ll be possible. My sister needs me now. I’m sorry. Maybe another time? 

Sonam

氜武69  5月 18日

Aang, 

Do you remember that Dragon egg we saved, that time we climbed a mountain near my hometown and fought off those black market thieves? I’ll never forget that look on your face while shouting about saving it. Well, it hatched, and that little baby is all grown up now. She’s a deep olive green, just like her mama. The Sun Warriors have been keeping her safe; she’s about the size of a komodo-rhino now. Out of the 5 dragons they’re raising, only 2 of them are Masters. 

Myeongsu and I did the ritual yesterday, and it was incredible. I fasted with the Warriors, I learned the Dragon Dance, I spoke with those Masters— not literally, but in their own tongue, with fire so bright it shone a thousand brilliant colors, I could almost taste it. It was like seeing a million dreams and songs and lives being born and dying in the few minutes I was up there with Myeongsu. He was so happy to see me take it all in. And afterwards, I was filled with such peace. Just peace. I understood. 

Aang, I will never let you go. My best friend, my first love. Whether you’re alive or if you’ve passed, I’d follow you to the fraying edges of the universe regardless. But first I have to fulfill my duties to the Order, and to my friends, I have to live my life and be there for the people that need me the way I needed you. I can’t disappear on them. 

And I forgive you, of course I do. We were just kids. Someday we’ll be together again. 

I love you, I always will.

Kuzon

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氜武67  2月 20日

Kuzon, my firstborn, my eldest—

Your father was conscripted into the army a few months ago. We just received news of his death on the battlefield. Please come home; we’d like to have you there for the service. And we need a man in the house again. Honor your ancestors. 

With love, 
Your mother

氜武67  3月 7日

Good riddance, colonizer. 

I hope your next life is as painful as you made ours, and the EK families whose fathers you probably killed.

Your son

氜武69  5月 20日

Kuzon and Bumi, 

Nima is talking, finally. She’s so much different than I remember. But we have the whole story now, and I promised I’d send an update as soon as I could, so here it is.

For one, she doesn’t answer to the name Nima anymore. Even when Sonam calls her, or we’re totally alone, she’ll only respond to “Arya”. She says it’s just her reflex, it’s what she uses at school, etc. I know it’d be dangerous otherwise, so it’s for the best, but it still makes us a little sad. From what I’ve pieced together --she barely talks anymore, so I’ve collected little bits of the story for the past few months-   after attacking the commune, those soldiers took her prisoner on the ship back to the Fire Nation. Then when they docked, they just dumped her on the street in Shuhon. The first thing she thought was to find the Coalition, so she stalked newspaper delivery boys until she found one distributing copies of the Midnight Lantern, and eventually found some Contributors who took her in. They forged adoption papers with the name Arya Ikimo and that’s how she enrolled in school. But for 6 years we had no idea. No matter how many times we asked our contacts, no one had heard of her, because she was dumped in a completely different city— hundreds of miles from where we were looking. That’s how big the Coalition is now. There are branches and divisions in every Fire Nation town. The resistance is booming, and it’s the best-kept secret in the Nation. Arya, my Arya, was right all those years ago- we’ll save our own selves.

PS: 

Kuzon, I hope you’re doing all right, too. I heard about your little excursion to the place that I’m not supposed to know about, and that you’re enlightened now or something. I hope you’re enlightened enough to visit sometime. Sonam really misses you— I mean it. I think it’d be good for him to   He could use someone We’d love to have you. Also, Junah says hello. Our doors are always open.

All the best,

Izumi

The Midnight Lantern

Headlines by the People

君蘇70年 1月 15日

The Unseen Consequences of Dragon Hunting by Contributor 283   (PAGE 2)

Historical Catacombs Quietly Sealed Overnight by Contributor 521   (PAGE 5)

Royal Cabinet Debates Firelord’s Proposed Ban on Gay Marriage by Contributor 792 (PAGE 7)

Poem of the Week — If Not Now, When? by Contributor 89   (PAGE 11)

Classifieds (PAGE 13)

Advice Column (PAGE 15)

The Unseen Consequences of Dragon Hunting 

Although Royal sources refuse to report on it, Firelord Sozin’s dragon hunting campaign is wrecking havoc on all fronts. Citizens around the Fire Nation, including our Contributors, are witnessing the dire consequences of the widespread killings of the original Firebenders. There have been numerous accounts of strange spiritual activity near the sites where dragons have been slain, with reports of people going missing and spirit attacks on nearby villages. Contributors in the North and South poles say their elders aren’t surprised, and that spirits only attack humans after nature is attacked first.

In addition to spiritual imbalance, dragons are also essential apex predators which serve as population control for many animals in the mountain ecosystem— by removing dragons, there has been an unchecked surge in the grazing animals they would usually eat, which results in plant decline, land erosion, and higher animal-disease outbreaks (which can spread to livestock and humans) as they become over-populated. It also means less available fruit, nuts, and berries for anyone still living in the mountains— including surviving Airbenders and other refugees. Increased military and hunter presence in the mountains also puts these people at risk.

Plants, herbivores, and other animals change in response to losing their predators. Together, they all play vital roles in regulating each other. Without dragons, networks of life become unbalanced. The monks and nuns of all four Air Temples revered life in every mountain range, including in the Fire Nation; scientific Air Nomad teachings about ecosystem relationships was passed down traditionally, in an effort to keep peace between humans and animals. The monks and nuns taught that wild animals, including dragons and other predators, are our relatives. We are losing our kin in more ways than one, and it won’t be long until the other nations feel the consequences too.

氜武71  8月 14日

Kuzon, 

We’ve found Yujin too. She’s working as a servant at the royal palace with her mother. Junah was working on a show at Ember Island while the Firelord and his family were visiting their resort, and she mentioned a servant named Yujin who was always causing trouble. I asked and apparently her family name is Lua . It’s got to be her. If you want, you can write her a letter, and I’ll get Junah to deliver it. Just let us know.

Izumi

氜武71  9月 3日

Dear Kuzon, 

I’ve been well! Things are really gearing up outside of Omashu, the constant battles and need for supplies and men is just not stopping. I guess that’s the nature of war. I’ve learned a lot of depressing shit about the military and leading a nation. In other news, Bubbles had SURPRISE BABIES! She escapes ONE TIME and this is what happens, she’s such a NAUGHTY girl… but the heart wants what the heart wants! Not sure if you’re interested, but the babies are up for grabs. I’m keeping one, I already named him- Flopsie! Attached is a sketch of the babies done by yours truly, in case you find them so irresistibly adorable that you simply MUST take them off my hands… but seriously please let me know it’s getting expensive to feed them all. 

My parents are furious I haven’t married yet. I’m growing past the “ideal” age and wartime means we need as many alliances as possible, but I just can’t stand the idea of marrying a woman and being tied to her FOREVER. You understand, don’t you? Not that I need advice, I know I’m a lady killer but it’s simpy my CHOICE to not marry yet! 

What about you, have you been up to anything fun lately? Any sensational flings? Perhaps a dance with a stranger? Any going outside in your future?? 

Kidding. I know you’re busy with Lotus missions. I wish I could do as much traveling and Airbender-rescuing as you, Veda, and Suluk are doing. How are they? Tell them to please write, I need a detailed account of your latest adventures so I don’t die of boredom in my next military meeting.

See ya, 

Bumi

氜武72  12月 6日

Yujin,

I’m so glad you’re safe. I’ve been through a whirlwind of life since we last saw each other, and I’m sorry. You deserved a better older brother. One who was present and answered your questions and guided you the way you deserved. I’ve been fighting every day since joining the army and the fight never stopped, even after I was injured. 

The last time we saw each other, I still had my hearing. I’ve been almost totally deaf for eight years. I’ve also made true friends that care for me, and became an apprentice to an incredible master— I’ve learned a lot because I’ve been through a lot. I also know hand-speak now! Maybe someday I’ll teach some to you. There are so many other things I can’t tell you over mail. I’m heading back to the Fire Nation on a mission next year and I’d love to see you and Ma while I’m there. I miss you tons. I can’t wait to see how much you’ve grown and changed. I know I’ve never really said it, but I love you Yujin. You’ll always be my baby sister. 

PS: Where are you living now? I have money I’ve been saving, it’s part of a gift from the Prince of Omashu- it’s a long story. I want to deliver it in person if that’s alright. Maybe we can all go out somewhere nice? AND in case Ma asks, because I know she will: no, still no girlfriend. 

Love,
Kuzon

氜武73  1月 10日

Happy birthday, Kuzon! 

How have you been? You thought I’d forget, didn’t you? Wow, you’re 27 huh… and I’m right behind you. Agni, I can’t believe we’re pushing thirty. It’s been a very busy year. So much has happened, I don’t know where to start…

Well, firstly, Izumi and I have decided to stay in the FN for a little longer. My hope was that Our original plan was to stay only until we found Nima, and then go back to Omashu, since it’s just so much safer for Airbenders in the Earth Kingdom. But Nima wants to finish school here - she’s only got two years left - and Izumi doesn’t want to be separated from her girlfriend. They’re getting pretty serious, Izumi met her folks last week. So that’s the situation. Izumi got a job as a grounds guard for some rich nobles, earns enough to keep us afloat. I wanted to get a job too, we actually had this whole fight about it but we both decided it’s safer if I stay out of the public eye. So I’m trapped inside a lot. It gets really boring. I’ve taken up writing articles for the Midnight Lantern, I know I’m not supposed to say it but in case you wanna read my work in the next edition (not sure if you’re still getting newspapers?) - I’m Contributor 283. I also play a lot of solitaire pai sho. And it turns out I really love to cook! I like to take really long walks while I’m out shopping for groceries- it’s basically the only time I get to leave the house. I’m friends with the old ladies who sell fruits at the market, they give me freebies and tell me stories about their youth. 

They tell me it used to be so different. How there used to be so many young people, people our age, working here and going to college and teaching at the libraries and art centers— but now the whole city is just elders and children. Everyone else is at war. They go on and on about the old culture, the education reforms, how poetry has disappeared. There were music festivals instead of military parades. Police didn’t always stalk the streets, checking IDs and randomly frisking civilians. 

I must keep reminding myself that ID-wise, I have “nothing to hide”. My passport and ID aren’t even fake, they’re legitimate Earth Kingdom documents, stamped by Prince Bumi himself . They even printed a real birth certificate with my new fake name on it! As far as paperwork is concerned, I’m a legal citizen of Omashu visiting “family” in the Fire Nation, and I have the right to be here. I say it to myself every morning before I go outside and get all nervous— I have the right to be here. I do. My new name is Tanim of Han Tui. I think it suits me, don’t you?

I hope you have fun on your birthday. I know you hate celebrating it, but you deserve something nice! If I was there I’d drag you out of your room and make you eat a fruit tart. You still living with Myeongsu? He should do that in my honor. 

Happy birthday,

Sonam

氜武

THE IMPERIAL BULLETIN

HEADLINES FOR 君蘇73年 4月 28日

Firelord Sozin’s Bill 113 Stalls in Courts After Cabinet Votes Tied

Bill 113, an important sanction having to do with defining the legitimacy of contracts such as prenuptial agreements, legal marriages, and divorces, has not yet advanced to…

Announcing the Royal Fire Academy for Girls Graduating Class of 君蘇73年

The Royal Fire Academy for Girls enriches the minds of young women by providing rigorous academic and physical training from ages 8 to 18. This year’s graduating class will walk the stage to receive their diplomas after…

Wayward Water Tribe Spirits Wreck Havoc on Fire Nation Territories

The recent uptick in spiritual activity near mountain ranges in the Fire Nation were confirmed last week to be a result of dangerous Water Tribe spirits from the South Pole. A convening of several governors from around the Nation, as well as members of the Firelord’s Royal Cabinet, gathered data from individual citizens, families, and military personnel on the types of attacks. The conclusion is widespread: spiritual leaders from Southern Water tribe have broken their alliance with the Firelord, and are no longer interested in maintaining peace between the nations. We received no further comment from any of the Grand Generals so far as to what kinds of defensive action the military plans to take. But citizens should not fear, says General Kaoru. The Firelord and His Highness' Royal Cabinet always have the greater interests of their citizens, and the world, in mind.

Headmaster Hwan of The Royal Fire Academy for Girls 

Announces the Graduating Class of 君蘇73

You are cordially invited to join us, as the relatives of IKIMO ARYA, for the diploma-awarding ceremony on 5月 31日 in the Grand Hall, with light refreshments to follow.
Please reserve a seat in the Hall by replying to this letter at your earliest convenience.

Thank you, 

THE ROYAL FIRE ACADEMY FOR GIRLS

Dear Kuzon, 

I need to tell you 

I am seeing s

I’ve been

氜武73  5月 17日

Kuzon, 

There’s something I left out in my last letter to you.

I met someone. His name is Jinsung. He’s a doctor and acupuncturist, and we’ve been together for the past two years. He’s so kind to me. He’s a nonbender, born and raised in the FN, and also a Lantern Contributor. That’s how we met, at a Coalition meeting. I’ve been going to those - don’t tell Izumi, but I’m sure she knows anyways, whatever

I really love him, Kuzon. He treats me like a prince. He’s vulnerable, tells me how he feels, tells me about his hopes and dreams and shares his favorite things. Laughs at my jokes. And he makes me feel better. Ary Nima loves him, and his family approves of me too which is such a blessing- accepting Fire Nation parents are hard to come by. Overall, these past years have been really healing. 

The thing is, I’ve been lying to him for the entirety of it. He doesn’t know Nima and I are Airbenders. I just can’t bring myself to say it, it’s not worth risking our lives, after everything we’ve survived I refuse to put my sister in danger ever again. He thinks we’re EK refugees who escaped the Han Tui massacre; it’s similar but it’s not the truth. Every day it gets more difficult to keep such a huge part of myself, my culture, our history from him— I just don’t know what to do.

I’m used to hiding my Airbending, I can hardly bend anymore anyways. It feels like a muscle that’s shrinking from under-use. What hurts is how I can’t grieve in front of him, and that’s the one thing I need the most. Just a safe place to grieve. Someone who understands. I’ve had to let go of everything, everything, and I can’t confide in anyone about it not even my boyfriend who loves me to pieces and it tears me apart inside. I feel like a traitor. I don’t deserve to be called an Airbender.

You’re the only boy who ever knew me, Kuzon. You saw me at my worst, my most vulnerable and hopeless and scared and you still loved me despite all of it. Didn’t you? I don’t know what to call it, whatever we had. All I know is that I can never have that with anyone again. For the rest of my life, I will have to lie to every single person I meet. Except you. Do you understand why I can’t let it go?

I don’t know what to do. Tell me you haven’t forgotten about me.

Sonam

氜武73  5月 29日

Sonam, 

Of course I haven’t forgotten about you. My next Lotus assignment is here in the Fire Nation, in Shuhon, and we just anchored our ship last night. I wanted to hand-deliver this response to you so that you didn’t think I neglected to reply again. Just in time for Nima’s graduation, too. I’d like to be there, if you’ll have me? Do you and Izumi have room for one more at your place? 

We can talk about the rest later. You don't have to do anything you don't want to- but I'm happy for you, Sonam. I am.

Kuzon

氜武73  6月 5日

Master Myeongsu, 

I’ve failed my assignment. We couldn’t save a single Airbender from the mountains in Shuhon. 

After you told us where to look, we managed to gather a group of 20, who were starving when we found them. We didn’t get very far down the mountain; Fire Nation soldiers attacked almost immediately. They set up a horrible trap — they scattered old relics and clothing from the raided Air Temples around the caves, making it seem like there were other nomads living there, to lure in refugees and kill them. We took the bait on accident, thinking we’d found more. They decimated everyone. Suluk, Veda, and I barely escaped with our lives.

We were prepared to face an ambush, it’s common knowledge the FN has soldiers lurking in every mountain range. But they brought explosives too. It was horrifying. I’m still processing what I witnessed. Every single person, some of them children, and elders. One Air nomad woman was pregnant.

I keep having nightmares about the Coalition commune. The 12th anniversary of Arya’s death is coming up and I just don’t know what to do with myself anymore. Everything we’ve tried, all the things we’ve done to protect these people has been in vain. Even the Airbenders that manage to survive, the ones hidden in Ba Sing Se and Omashu and the FN— they have to erase themselves, forget their beliefs, abandon their cultures, and disappear just to have a chance at life. They’ve lost everything and we’re powerless to stop it. I want to set this whole Nation on fire. These citizens, my countrymen, pretend like everything is okay, grocery shopping and going to school and work meanwhile I’ve lost everyone I’ve ever loved . I’ve watched people die before my eyes in every possible violent way, I close my eyes and see nothing but bodies. An entire culture has been burned the ground. 

Myeongsu, how do I make it stop? When will this be over? Please, master, I need your guidance. If not the Avatar, what else do we have left in the world?

Let me look for him. He’s the only one I might still be able to save. After all this time, Aang remains my only hope.

Kuzon

The Midnight Lantern

Headlines by the People

君蘇73年 7月 9日

Emergency Resources for Queer Couples Fleeing the FN by Contributor 22

Horrifying Traps Used on Airbender Refugees by Contributor 379 (PAGE 2)

Spirit Attacks in Both Water Tribes, Elders Warn of FN Imbalance by Contributor 189 (PAGE 4)

Spirit Attacks in Both Water Tribes, Elders Warn of FN Imbalance

In the latest edition of the Imperial Bulletin, the only “official” newspaper delivered in the FN, anti-Water Tribe propaganda ran rampant and unchecked against actual facts. Readers, everyone knows the spiritual activity in the mountains has nothing to do with the South Pole, but everything to do with the decimated populations of dragons that have been driven to near-extinction. We were warned, in fact, by elders from both Water Tribes that these atrocities would eventually come back to haunt us humans. 

And they have. Recently, Contributors from the WT say their villages have been facing spirit attacks, nearly identical to the ones seen in the FN. Their elders speculate this is not only due to the Dragon Hunts, but the exploitation of resources in the wake of colonization and industrialization plaguing the Earth Kingdom. The Fire Nation, however, is treading dangerous waters by blaming WT leaders for these spirit attacks. The FN says they’ve “broken their alliance with the Firelord” — this may, Agni forbid, be a justification for a future full-scale invasion. More on this as the story develops.

𑁍  AN ORDER-WIDE INVITATION  𑁍

Esteemed Guest,

Her Majesty the Queen of Omashu and the Royal Council cordially invite you to 

THE CORONATION OF PRINCE BUMI 

taking place on

 君蘇76年 7月 2日 

Join us in witnessing Prince Bumi ascend to his rightful place on the throne.

IN MEMORY OF HIS HIGHNESS, THE HONORABLE
KING ANTAR OF OMASHU

MAY HIS SOUL REST WITH THE HIGHEST SPIRITS.

Jinsung, I love you. But I've been lying about who I am, and I can't keep that up any longer. I need to leave. I am so sorry, and you don't have to forgive me.

Tanim

君蘇74年 10月 7日 

Dearest Tanim, 

I’ve made the decision to go through with my marriage to Qarib. He’s a wealthy nobleman who sees me not as an obedient wife, but a true partner, which is more than most of my friends can say about their fiancees. I know you don’t like him, but I hope you both see eye-to-eye someday. He’s a good man and he wants to fund my life. 

All I’ve ever wanted was a little stability. After losing so much, it’s my biggest dream. His nationality and his age are barely an item in my mind. I feel so lucky, and I hope you can be happy for me too. The invites are coming soon, you’ll get one in the mail- please come to the wedding. For me?

Love, 

N / Arya

君蘇76年 7月 2日 

Bumi, 

I’m so sorry I can’t make it to your coronation. Things are getting worse in the Fire Nation; I regret being here for as long as I have. I’ve been staying with Sonam since he decided to leave Jinsung, got a job and his own place. It couldn’t have happened at a worse time.

Izumi and Junah were arrested yesterday. Soldiers took them in the dead of the night from Junah’s house and we have no idea where they’re being held, or what happened to them after. We’re all scrambling for answers. Another servant girl saw it happen and told us about it.

There are arrests happening left and right, more and more of our friends are disappearing, either for being queer or for Coalition activities or both. My instincts are telling me to run but Sonam will not give up until we know what happened to Izumi. I’m worried we won’t get out of the FN in time, that someone will come after us next. 

Happy belated 30th, by the way. I can’t believe this is the world now. 

Holding on,
Kuzon

Chapter Text

𑁍  AN ORDER-WIDE INVITATION  𑁍

Dear Guest:

Grand Lotus Chakha requests your presence in attending 
the New Member Initiation Ceremony

on
18 A.G. 月2 日17

at the
PALACE OF THE NORTH
AGNA QEL’A, WATER TRIBE CAPITAL
NORTH POLE

Ceremony will be followed by a Vigil for our fallen brethren of the Order

In memory of beloved Elder Myeongsu;
May the Spirits guide his journey forward.

𑁍   Scroll Excerpt   𑁍

Representing Fire: Shayu of Jonduri, who will study under Lotus Member Kuzon.

Representing Swordsmanship: Rahej of Chin Village, who will study under Lotus Member Veda.

19 A.G. 月3 日28

Master Kuzon,

I’m sorry to spring this up on you now, but I will be absent from training for the next two weeks. I’m taking a high-speed ferry from Omashu to the FN and meeting up with friends to protest Firelord Azulon’s crowning ceremony. Just wanted to let you know where I am, like a responsible apprentice-in-training.

—Shayu

氜武

THE IMPERIAL BULLETIN

HEADLINES FOR 君蘇78 月4 日5

Capitol Unveils Aquatic Beacon Named After Firelord 

THE GREAT GATES OF AZULON are a sight to behold. Built in response to the very first decree His Highness Azulon gave as the newly-crowned Firelord, these gates guard the seaport entrance leading to our Nation’s capital. A giant statue of His Majesty Azulon stands center-stage, flanked on either side by two dragon statues and a fireproof net which ignites into flames - thus “closing” the gate in a wall of fire - when faced by foreign vessels. Navy captains say that this…

The Midnight Lantern

Headlines by the People

19 A.G. 月4 日7

International Council Votes to Adopt New Era Markers (PAGE 1)

From a recent convening of representatives from Ba Sing Se, Omashu, The Si Wong Provinces, Kyoshi Island, both Water Tribes, and Foggy Bottom Swamp- a unanimous decision to adopt the era markers “B.G.” (before genocide) and “A.G.” (after genocide) for official court use, history ledgers, and schooling purposes. The genocide, of course, refers to the decimation of the Air Nomads, which changed the world as we know it. This is the first time in history that 3 out of 4 nations have agreed to standardise time-telling with a non-Avatar-related event. It seems evident our world is coping with a broken Avatar cycle, which…

Dozens Missing After Students Protest Azulon’s Crowning (PAGE 3)

PAYMENT ENVELOPE

Name of Sender: LUA KUZON

Amount Enclosed: Five Silver Pieces (Earth Kingdom Currency)

Pay to the Order of: Royal Caldera District Jail, Fire Nation

Signature: 盧阿 庫宗 

Memo: Bail for the release of my student, Shayu, from your district’s jail. Keep the change.

PAYMENT ENVELOPE

-RETURNED TO SENDER-

Memo: Payment returned in full to LUA KUZON. There is no record of a student named Shayu being held in any prisons in Royal Caldera City. We recommend checking local hospitals and morgues. If necessary, please file a missing persons report.

The Midnight Lantern

Headlines by the People

20 A.G. 月7 日9

Azulon’s Troops Decimate Thousands in Battle of Garsai, No Signs of Stopping (PAGE 2)

21 A.G. 月10 日16

Grand Lotus Chakha, 

I apologize, but I will not be accepting any new apprentices. I consider it disrespectful to my former pupil. My search for Shayu continues, between missions of course...

29 A.G.

君蘇88 月10 日25

Congratulations on your engagement, Kuzon. I hope you and Tanim are so very happy together, you have my blessings one thousand times over. I have some news of my own that I just couldn’t wait to share in person.

I’m pregnant. It’s a girl. Qarib and I are still unsure of a name, but my favorite so far is Yunmi. What do you think?

If you visit next year like we talked about, I’d like to have you both at the naming ceremony as godparents. Let me know if you can make it.

N / Arya

氜武

THE IMPERIAL BULLETIN

HEADLINES FOR 君蘇88 月11 日27

New Land Up For Grabs in Hu Xin Provinces, Former EK Territory

The Midnight Lantern

Headlines by the People

Moving FN Citizens: Forced Relocation for the Poor, Luxury Incentives for the Rich (PAGE 2)

31 A.G.

君蘇90 月2 日2

Dearest Kuzon, 

Every time you write, it puts a smile on my face for the rest of the day. It’s such a shame you don’t visit more often! Yujin and I have both been practicing our handspeak with a hard-of-hearing neighbor ever since you switched to standardized Earth Kingdom sign language. We are prepared now! This neighbor is very funny, and his wife is an amazing pastry chef. The next time we’re together, you must try her fruit tarts! I’ve never tasted anything like it— the recipe’s some big family secret, she won’t say a word about where she learned to bake like that. In other news, your sister is on her new boyfriend of the month... I don’t remember his name, they’re like fruit flies to me- you get rid of one and here come two more! At least it’s never a dull moment.

Son, I’ll be frank, I’m getting old. Please tell me I’ll see the day you finally marry. By now I’ve accepted it won’t be to a woman, and my love… that is just fine by me. You are still my beloved firstborn and nothing can change that. But grant an old lady her wish and invite your sister and I to a nice wedding, won’t you? I would cry with happiness to hand you off to your husband. You've been with Tanim for nearly two decades, isn't that right?

Just think about it, for me.

Love,

Your mother

35 A.G. 月11 日12

Pakku,

I’m so sorry, but I’ve made up my mind. I can’t marry you, no matter how much you love me- and I know that you do. But I just can’t accept being a housewife forbidden from training and leadership. Please forgive me, but I need to be free of this whole ordeal. I’m moving to the South Pole to get a fresh start. I hope you find a nice girl who’s looking for all those things I need to get away from. You deserve that.

—Kanna

37 A.G. / 君蘇96

Dear Prince King Bumi,

I hope you’re well. I don’t want to make any assumptions, but in the case that you’ve ascended to the throne, congratulations, and may the spirits be with you! So much has probably changed since we’ve seen each other. You’re the only one who hasn’t changed their address since my arrest. The Coalition headquarters in this city changes so often, I’m not even sure my contacts are active anymore. After 20 years behind bars, I don’t know where else to turn.

I remember writing dozens of letters to imprisoned Contributors years ago, when Sonam and I lived together. I’d update prisoners with news of the world, offer kind words, things like that. Either the letter-writing team disbanded or the guards simply burned all the postage we ever got… but what hurts the most is I can’t find a trace of Junah. If you know anything, where they might be keeping her, if she’s even alive - please write. Write even if you don’t know. It’s been a very difficult couple of nights after my release. I’m distant from community, and no one on the street pays me any mind at all. I feel like a ghost. 

Sorry for ending on such a depr

20 years is a wretched amount of time. Tell me about your life, if you feel like it? Successes and failures? Hopes and dreams? 

How is Flopsie doing? Still viciously adorable? I know rabbit is still his favorite, but if I get the chance to visit again, I’d like to bring him some fancy Fire Nation meats. Best wishes for your court and to your good health.

Your loyal friend, 

Izumi

Izumi! 

Thank Raava. I’m so glad we found you again. A Contributor told me they’re hosting you temporarily— Bumi is sending you an escort to bring you to Omashu as we speak. There’s room in my house again, since Kuzon is off searching for a new apprentice with the Lotus— Spirits, we’re all so old. My 50th is soon. But now we can be roommates again! Just like all those years ago. 

You have no idea how happy I am- I missed you terribly, we all did. My heart hurts to think about all you’ve been through. Please don’t give up, and take care of yourself until you can be here with us. I can’t wait to give you a hug.

Stay put!

Sonam

Mother, 

I'm sorry for making you wait so long. The truth is that I've lost some people I care about and have been searching for them for ages. I've prioritized my search over the formalities of my love life, and Tanim always said parties make him terribly anxious. But I know it's past the honorable time for me to wed, and I've run out of excuses... except perhaps that I'm TOO old now... just kidding. The good news is that we've found someone we lost, after 20 years of looking. I want to celebrate together, and of course, you can hand me off. I would be honored.

I love you, mom.

Your son,
Kuzon

𑁍

Together with their Friends and Family,

Kuzon Lua and Tanim of Han Tui
invite you to join them to celebrate their marriage

taking place on
37 A.G. 月6 日15

Guests will be received at the Palace of Omashu, Grand Hall.

For the reception in honor of their union,
bring your best dancing shoes and good spirits!

Please RSVP by the First of the Month.

𑁍

40 A.G. 月12 日18

Sifu Unnati,

The Lantern was right. Azulon is doubling down on the Water Tribes. Kuzon, Suluk, and I have been in the South pole with our apprentices for over six months, and this Fire Navy technology is like nothing we’ve ever seen before. They’ve bombed every last one of our outposts, weakened our defenses with hit-and-run attacks, captured entire towns. In the last raid, a team of waterbenders managed to freeze an entire ship by suspending it on ice, but they outnumbered us and captured every last one— including Suluk. We believe he’s on his way to an FN prison now.

It’s hard to have hope. How do we know this isn’t a losing battle?

I know the logic behind these raids- they’re trying to find the next Avatar in the cycle, squash any chances of reincarnation. I just don’t understand; the entire world has moved on from the idea of an Avatar, besides the Firelord and Kuzon. It’s hard to see my friend this way- he barely sleeps, blaming it on the “energy in the water”. It's like being near the South Pole is activating him somehow. I worry he’s not in the right state of mind for this mission. Please advise our next move.

Yours, 
Veda

41 A.G. 月1 日4

Dear Qarib, Arya, and Yunmi,

Congratulations on baby number two! Attached is a gift basket Izumi and I put together. I’m a very proud uncle, and she’s overjoyed at being named Godmother for your baby-to-be. Kuzon and I are planning on visiting next year, when the weather permits, given he isn’t too busy with his missions. Until then!

Love,
S Tanim

Headlines by the People

Rare dragon sightings off the coast of abandoned Fire Nation island

They sent me home from the mission

Lately, the dreams I have about you escape my memory as soon as I wake up. All I can remember is that comfort, like waking up with a blanket on your shoulders that you didn’t have before.  Thinking of you still, Aang. After all these years.

55 A.G. 月1 日40

Dear Kuzon, 

Please pardon my candor, but at the age of 67, we think it’s time you cast a net in search of another pupil. We understand your hesitancy in training someone who doesn’t communicate the way you do, but there is one promising young man who is so dedicated to learning the art of firebending, he says he’s willing to learn hand-speak if it guarantees him a master. 

His name is Jeong-Jeong, he is 15 years old, and has an incredible passion about him. But take his own word for it; attached is the letter he sent us, addressed to you. 

In solidarity,

Grand Lotus Veda

Honorable Master Kuzon, 

My name is Jeong-Jeong, I’m a 15 year old Fire Nation student and prospective graduate of The Hira’a Institute, and my biggest wish is to study the art of firebending from a truly seasoned master. I heard of you from my teacher, who said you used to volunteer together at a newspaper? I heard your last apprentice went missing,  She told me you were looking for a new student. I admire and respect your dedication to our element and to the Nation. One day, I hope to follow in your footsteps and serve the military as well. But because I’m still young and need much training, I was hoping you could guide me in this art.

My teachers at home can confirm that I have grasped the basic stances, breath, and maintained control over my fire. I wish to move onto more complex concepts, learn bending history, philosophy, and eventually new techniques. I am disciplined, patient, and obedient, and would do anything to train under someone like you. Including learning sign language. That is no barrier to me if it means I get study as your apprentice.

Please consider my request, and I hope to be in contact soon.

With respect, 
煚煚 Jeong-Jeong

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CLASS 04-A

of the FIRELORD’S IMPERIAL ARMY
Until Further Notice of Discharge or Casualty

APPROVED BY GENERAL KYON on 君蘇117 月5 日10

50 Years of Genocide: Honoring Air Nomad Culture, Wisdom, and Friendship Lost 

an Anthology from the Midnight Lantern

Poem of the Week — diaspora songs by Contributor 410  (PAGE 17)

Poem of the Week:

I Am a Dragon, Too
by Contributor 93

WANTED, DEAD OR ALIVE

煚煚
JEONG-JEONG
THE DESERTER

Former Fire Nation Admiral 

Dear Aang, 

I’ve always wondered if we would’ve been friends. For just a few days, we lived at the same Air Temple. We probably ate from the same pot of stew. I regret never introducing myself- it might have made all the difference in the world.

I know that Kuzon was in love with you. It was clear as day since the moment I met him, he was so heartbroken, and he’s carried that with him his entire life. Sometimes, I catch him waking up before dawn— he’ll sit out on the porch, or in the garden, and watch the sunrise alone. He calls it meditating, but I know he’s sharing something with you in those moments. I do something similar with the family I lost.

Early in our relationship, I didn’t know how to feel about you. What did it mean if he never got over you, but was fully committed to me? Was I a replacement? Was he projecting? In time, Kuzon proved me wrong. He loved me for my character, and from what I’ve gathered, we are nothing alike. I’ve accepted you as part of him. 

After a lifetime of marriage, I’ve started to wonder what the point is of all this mourning. What would happen if we moved past grief? What would it mean to remember those beautiful things we’ve lost, and have joy? I’m imagining how you’d react to the world we live in now— our culture is gone, our homes, our people. But losing all this has made me who I am now. It led me to Kuzon, to the Coalition, to Bumi. I feel more at peace, thinking about it like that. 

I don’t know what I’m trying to say to you. I think I feel you sometimes too, when Kuzon tells me about your visits, how you taught him to dance, went on adventures together. I feel that joy, alive, still. 

Thank you for loving him. Thank you for leaving him with me.

Sonam

OMASHU CITY

THE LAST WILL AND TESTAMENT
of
LUA KUZON

I, Kuzon, a resident of Omashu and a citizen of the Fire Nation, being of sound mind and memory, declare this as my Last Will and Testament. At the time of executing this will, I am married to my husband, Tanim of Han Tui, with no children or dependents. 

APPOINTED ADMINISTRATOR

I appoint Tanim of Han Tui as my Administrator, the one who should carry out the terms of this Will and administer my estate. Should he be unable to serve as such, in the case of his death or otherwise, I appoint King Bumi of Omashu as my alternate Administrator.

BENEFICIARIES

I bequeath half of all my savings in gold, silver, and copper to my husband, Tanim of Han Tui. To my sister, Lua Yujin, I leave the other half of my savings. 

To Ikimo Arya and her children, I leave an old scroll salvaged from an Airbender refugee camp, detailing the basics of Qi and Chakras. I hope it serves their descendants well. 

To Pakku of the Northern Water Tribe, although we only met briefly, I leave a ceremonial carving knife and a block of fine maple-oak wood. May you no longer be disheartened by loss, and carve your own destiny from what you’ve been dealt. 

To Wei Jeong-Jeong, my brief apprentice, I leave the plans for a slash-and-burn swidden, as well as a satchel of fruit and vegetable seeds. Before you were conscripted, I failed to teach you how fire can not only destroy, but also sustain life. May you reap what you sow.

To Osata Izumi, I leave a rare vial of disappearing salamander ink from the Black Cliffs; it is the last thing I have from a departed friend of ours. I hope to join her, wherever she is.

To King Bumi of Omashu, I leave the trunk in my chamber along with its key. I will write to you separately regarding its disposal. 

The rest of my belongings should be donated to my fellow contributors at the Coalition of the Midnight Lantern, Shuhon division, to divide amongst themselves as they see fit. 

EXPENSES AND PROCEDURES

I direct that any funeral expenses and outstanding debts be paid in full as soon as reasonable after my death by my Administrator. I wish for a traditional cremation by my fellow initiates of the Order of the White Lotus, and specifically instruct to go to my grave with the following letter on my person. It is attached below.

Signed and sealed on 

77 A.G. 月5 日16

LUA KUZON 

盧阿 庫宗

𑁍

Kuzon, my Hotman:

Don’t worry about your print or anything! I really enjoy getting your letters actually. Feel free to send me anything you want! You’re right about that too. How you feel closer. 

Even though I know the Monks wouldn’t like it— I might be writing these secretly and slipping them into the pile of mail we send out to the other nations every few weeks. Right now they’re teaching us about “worldly attachments” and how they make your spirit heavy. They say it’s not good for airbending… I don’t know about them, but I think my bending’s just fine.

It’s really cloudy here right now, even though the heat has been the same all summer. It’s kind of weird weather, I’m not a fan, even if the fruit trees love it. If your parents ever let you, I’d totally bring you over. Hopeful that summer will have more normal climate.

I’m sorry for not writing as much as I used to. A lot has been changing for me, really fast. 

Ok, you know my tattoos? Last time we saw each other I didn't feel like talking about it cause they were so fresh - and we didn't have much time, between the dragon and its egg and those hunters, haha. But usually, Airbenders can only get their tattoos after we master the 36 tiers of Airbending. I only mastered 35 tiers, but the monks decided I was ready for it then and so it just happened. It was kind of a dumb reason too… for that Air Scooter game I came up with. They said I’m the youngest person ever to get airbender tattoos. Most people spend their whole life trying to master the tiers. I don’t know how to feel about it. It’s awful to say out loud, but I don’t really feel like I deserve it. 

then a few days ago the monks told me something crazy, and I think they made a mistake but they

Also, not gonna lie… I forgot about my birthday… sorry! I promise I’ll make it up! I’d fly over there right now if I could. But everyone is really pushing to advance my training now. It’s a lot of pressure. I know I should feel grateful instead of guilty, but also… I can feel they’re keeping something from me. But that’s ok— I mean, I have something to keep from them now too. 

Hold onto that gift for me, hotman! I’ll be over there ASAP. I’ll probably send another letter before that happens. I have a feeling it’s gonna be a while… but til then you can send me anything you want. Is it weird to say I read these all in your voice? Maybe I didn’t realize that’s what everyone does.

P.S. — What is  氜武 Ri Wu ? That’s a new thing I’m seeing in your letter headings. It sounds cool.

Flame-e-o my friend!

— Aang

ADDENDUM TO WILL

for 

KING BUMI OF OMASHU

Bumi, my dearest friend.

I hope with all my heart that you live a long, full, and prosperous life — that you’ll see the end of this forsaken war, and perhaps one day, the next Avatar rising. That belief might be old-fashioned, but I never lost faith.

You alone understand how much Aang meant to me, because you knew him too. I trust that you’ll honor my last wishes for the contents of this trunk. Inside are every last journal, letter, and scroll I ever directed to him. I know it seems like a lot— to think we’ve lived a whole lifetime in his absence. 

You’ll see its contents are divided into two piles. Please take the materials on the left (the army scrolls and Lantern articles) and store them somewhere safe in your personal study. If, Raava willing, you ever get the chance to meet the next Avatar, please pass those on to them. I hope it provides a bit of closure for their past life, and hopefully some FN history from a credible source. Please take the materials on the right (my letters and journals) to the ruins of the Southern Air Temple, and place them somewhere secure, but easily findable. I’m afraid you’ll call me a lunatic for my reasoning; please just honor a dead man’s wish. If they are destroyed, so be it.

You are a force to be reckoned with, Bumi. We shared so many beautiful times. There are so many things I could say here, but I’m sure I’ve said them all before. Sonam still laughs at the mention of the Ba Sing Se ball. Our friendship was quite a full one.

I love you. I hope to the spirits that I don’t see you in the afterlife for quite a while!

Long live the King.

Kuzon

85 A.G. 月9 日25

Dear Sonam, 

The biggest news of my life is here. You are officially a great-uncle... and I am a grandmother. Yunmi is expecting! 

That isn’t even the most exciting part. She’s expecting septuplets .

You read that right; the healers specifically counted seven babies in there. Seven heads, seven heartbeats. That’s why she’s so impossibly huge!! We managed to find a specialist midwife to live with us for the time being, and she’s saying this is a miracle of nature. She specializes in twins and triplets, and this is the most babies she’s ever seen in a belly at once. Please send your prayers for a safe delivery, I know Yunmi will need it.

Love,
Your sister

Chapter Text

Aang, 

When I look back on my life, the happiest days I ever had, I think about the commune. All our friends together, alive, feeding one another. I wish you could’ve seen it— so many young people passionately against this war, putting their bodies and minds into acts of resistance. The Avatar would’ve been proud. 

And then I try to remember us. Your summer visits, the festivals, still learning to ride Appa, all those years blurring together like a dream. Again, they slip through my fingers. I can’t quite reach them now, but lately it’s all I think about. Everything that could’ve been, cut short.

This will be my last letter to you. This fever won’t cease and I believe it’s my time. It’s funny to think about... my heart, on fire. The kindling outlasting it.

I could fill a house with the books and scrolls I’ve made since I first wrote to you, as an excuse to “work on my printing”. For everyone else, writing is reserved for when memory fails, when distances separate; for me, it was my lifeline. Before handspeak, it was my tongue. After joining the resistance, I became someone that reads and re-reads, and writes and writes and writes- first out of necessity, but then out of passion. I grew into myself.

It all started with you. My life, Aang, starts and ends with you. I’m taking your last letter with me.

Until the next one, hotman.

FLAMEO 
庫宗 Kuzon

Dear Zuko,

I have held onto the contents of this box for quite a while. I found it in your second year of banishment, when you led us to the Southern Air Temple looking for the Avatar. Inside is the testament of an old Firebending master who my elders used to play Pai Sho with.

I think you’re well enough into your journey of self-discovery to fully appreciate its contents. And now that I am to be jailed, I have no use for it. 

Please handle with care.

Your uncle 
艾洛 Iroh

Master Lua,

My name is Zuko. I am was the Crown Prince of the Fire Nation. You don’t know me, but I’m fascinated by your life. I’ve poured over every last letter and journal entry— you kept such a detailed record of everything that happened to you, and our Nation. I commend you for your bravery. And I look up to you. You spent your life defending what you believed in, despite going against your country, even when you doubted yourself. That’s something I’ve struggled with my entire life. 

I felt a sort of… kinship, while reading your letters. I understand what it’s like to realize you will never be welcomed back home. For many reasons, it was not safe for you, and it won’t be for me either. I feel your pain.

And we’re both searching for Aang. You spent the rest of your life in pursuit of the Avatar; you died without ever getting an answer. In a way, I will be continuing your legacy. I hope to honor your memory when I bring the Fire Nation to justice. My forefathers brought you this pain, made you lose so much— the least I can do is offer you peace.

Please excuse me for prying into your personal writing; I meant no disrespect. Your work was beautiful. I learned so much. I wanted to offer this letter, alongside these fruits and incense, in return. I promise, I will make it right. I’ll find a way, with Aang.

Zuko

Kuzon, there is so much I need to say to you. I don’t know where to start. I had to calm down for a second and come back to this and write to you    you’ve left me hundreds of letters and journals and I  never even knew 

I know you’re long gone, so I don’t 

112 A.G.

Kuzon,

You were right. I am the Avatar. 
I have to embrace it eventually.

I’m in Omashu with some new friends, and Bumi’s still on the throne. He’s a hundred and twelve years old and still the mad genius we both know. After a whole day of playing a crazy elaborate prank on us, he showed me what you left for me. He gave me the scrolls and newspaper articles about everything that happened while I was in the iceberg. I’ve been trying to write something back to you for the past few days. 

I know it’s been 100 years. I knew it as a plain fact, the way everyone knows there are four elements, of course it was a really long time. But I’ve never felt this way before. It’s even different than when I learned the monks were gone. It’s like I can feel the weight of all those years I slept through, all the years you spent looking, crushing me until I can’t breathe. So many people my age- our entire generation- growing old in my absence. You spent your whole life waiting for me, you got old, you died. 

A century.

I’m trying to catch up on all the history. Bumi tells me the Midnight Lantern Coalition is still around- just underground, keeping refugees and queer people and others safe in the Fire Nation. I feel silly writing this as a kid who didn’t get as old as you or Bumi, I never saw the battles you fought, but I’m so proud of you. You gave it your all, your whole being. That’s exactly the Kuzon I remember; I’m glad that never changed.

I know it’s too late to explain myself, but I always meant to tell you this. When I ran away from the Air Temple, before the storm threw me off course… I was flying towards you. I thought of you first.

I’m sorry I never made it.

Aang

113 A.G.

Kuzon,

I want you to know that the war is over. Zuko is going to be crowned Firelord, and I’m going to help him repair the damage. You deserve to share the victory; you fought in this too.

A while ago Zuko gave me your journals. He said his uncle found them at the Southern Air temple years ago, then passed them off to him. You’re the only person I know who could win a game from beyond the grave. A scavenger hunt of your diary in pieces… you’re funny. I miss you.

We still had so much friendship left. We were both just kids, with plans for the summer and chores to do. I wanted to know about your hobbies, your failures, your wedding and engagement. I wish I could’ve fought by your side, or have you on ours. I think my friends would’ve loved you. When I’m in the Fire Nation, I see you in everything— your favorite foods, your clothes, your signature moves. I used your name as a pseudonym while undercover once. Now I’m doing everything with you in mind. The history from those newspaper articles is gonna be preserved forever; it’s helping us understand this world we’ve inherited. And your gravesite is pristine, I'm making sure of it.

I think about that quote your friend Arya wrote you in her own posthumous letter, it helps me get through the day sometimes, when I feel like everything’s caving in, when I think about how many people I’ve lost. 

Above all, remember that you are still here. What a joy! What an honor. Thank the stars, you are still here.

I am.

I loved you. 

I remember.

I’m here. 

I’m gonna make the most of it.

FLAMEO.
Aang