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    Don’t kill me ☺️ I’ve had a bit of writer’s block and I swear I tried writing something light and fluffy and … just couldn’t find the right footing. Ugh and this one has been hiding in a dark, terrible corner of my mind and somehow I had no problems with this angstfest. So here goes nothing … welcome to ‘Bright shiny futures are overrated anyway’. No, I’m not actually that messed up… this might have a silver lining somewhere. After generous helpings of massive angst and whump.

    So what if … they didn’t figure it out at the end of S4? What if they went their separate ways, John going down that dark rabbit hole and all of Kelly’s warnings thrown to the wind? What if he let her walk out of his life? What if he’d kept doing that job that grinds him down? What then?

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