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It was 3 :00 am when dazai woke up screaming from a bloody nightmare from his past in the port mafia that stills hunt him, he looked at the mirror to see a reflection of a very pale skin and a wide dead eyes that reflects a pure emptiness and hollowness, after that he noticed that he was drowning in sweat and his hair was a mess, he laughed at his reflection , yes dazai osamu was a mess , a broken soul that still hung tightly to life or was it the opposite , what an irony he so much wished to end his miserable existence but the fate was so so cruel to him .
He was interrupted from his dark thoughts by a sound of his phone that indicated of a new message being received ,lazily dazai switched his phone on and read the words written on the screen with much horror and his blood run cold after reading it
“hello dazai-kun , I can only assume that you are awake “
Dazai knew who send the message because there was only one person who was aware of his nightmares and his insomnia, mori ougai after all he was the reason for these two, dazai typed the next words with a fast movements :
“cut to the chase mori-san, what do you want?”
The reply was instant
“sharp as always I see … I want you to return home dazai-kun “
Dazai breath was cut in his throat from the reply and he couldn’t breath he was feeling a panic attack creeping and he struggled to calm his self,enough to read the next words
“today, with or without your approval or else you do know the consequences osamu “
that was it .
Dazai dropped the phone with trembling hands and a wide eyes looking to the broken screen that still displayed the words he was looking to the word used by mori ‘osamu’ mori used to call him that name only when he was going to punish him or hurt him badly for his failures and mistakes, he knew that mori was dead serious in his threat because he know the man too well for his own good , in his trembling mess dazai crawled to the corner of the room and curled his body to a ball , knees to his chest and head low he was rocking forth and back and he sensed a liquid running down his face, it was his tears
Dazai cried till the morning came . ‘its going to be a long and tiring day ‘ he thought and sighed after his tears has gone dry …
….That was certainly understatement