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Freddie has just passed away and Roger, Brian and John are trying to help each other through the pain. But as Roger visits each of them, old hurts and pain arise and the drummer is left feeling lost and alone.
It's been two weeks since Fred died and I feel like it was just today. The pain is emotional and physical at the same time. If I didn't know I was suffering from grief I'd think I was having a heart attack every hour of the day. Fuck, I just want this feeling to be done. It's worse than normal grief. I've gone through that. I guess I just thought the three of us, me and Brian and Deaky would be together and not nursing our separate feelings of despair by ourselves. God, I miss Fred so much I don't think I can go on like this much longer.