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1. Forlorn And Forgotten; Forgive My Feelings, Dear by Reapx

   Fandoms: Hunter X Hunter  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   01 Dec 2020

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Major Character Death
   • Hisoka/Illumi Zoldyck
   • Hisoka (Hunter X Hunter)
   • Illumi Zoldyck
   • Angst
   • Angst and Feels
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Character Death
   • Character Study
   • Implied/Referenced Torture
   • Hanahaki Disease
   • Not Beta Read
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • Unrequited Love
   • Not Actually Unrequited Love
   • Zoldyck Family Mentioned
   • mentions of Illumi's past
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • i just like to cause pain
   • i love illumi so much
   • im so sorry
   • Pining

   Summary

   Flowers mingled with blood faced him.

   His two entwined fates, so opposing, yet muddled together before him.

   He wasn't supposed to feel. Illumi was designed to be the perfect pawn in the Zoldyck family business - manipulated and powerful in their own right.

   How childish he was to fall in love.

   --

   Illumi has Hanahaki Disease; flowers bloom in his lungs at the crushing weight of unrequited love.

   Series

   • Part 2 of Hisoillu

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