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    There’s an explanation for everything Richie does. If he actually retained anything his revolving door of therapists have told him, he would be able to point to an aspect of his childhood or adolescence and say ‘Yeah, that’s it. That’s why, despite having a fairly successful career and being in the public eye long enough for people to write shitty TMZ articles about me, I started making fetish porn at 41 years old.’

    A little over a year after Eddie almost dies, Richie moves to New York.
    Richie wants to fall apart and Eddie is just trying to keep himself together.

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    Literally so painful to read

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    https://archiveofourown.org/works/28044810

    A Carefully Crafted Disintegration by curiousair

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    There’s an explanation for everything Richie does. If he actually retained anything his revolving door of therapists have told him, he would be able to point to an aspect of his childhood or adolescence and say ‘Yeah, that’s it. That’s why, despite having a fairly successful career and being in the public eye long enough for people to write shitty TMZ articles about me, I started making fetish porn at 41 years old.’

    A little over a year after Eddie almost dies, Richie moves to New York.
    Richie wants to fall apart and Eddie is just trying to keep himself together.

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    Took me three months of seeing this fic over and over for me to finally build up the courage to read it, cause I knew from the tags and author's note it was gonna hurt me. And it did!! Richie is REALLY going through it in this fic, and Eddie is too, but he's so lowkey about his breakdown, it just looks like him being a cunt from the outside. The end is very bittersweet, idk if I see a good future for them, not unless they both have a fuckton of therapy. Great fic tho!!

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  10. 27 Dec 2022

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    This one. This one uh. yeah. I was not ok after this one. Playlist ensued. Sad. Very sad. Cried. Not sure if it’s this one or the other I wrote a tear stained notes app fix it of the ending? Gotta find out

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