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1. Never is an Awfully Long Time by Somnia

   Fandoms: Peter Pan & Related Fandoms  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   22 Dec 2020

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • James Hook/Peter Pan
   • James Hook
   • Peter Pan (Peter Pan)
   • Pining
   • POV James Hook
   • arguably underage depending on what age you assign to an immortal who chooses to remain a youth
   • James Hook as a former Lost Boy
   • Friends to Enemies
   • Introspection
   • in this headcanon Peter is pictured as a teen
   • dark!pan

   Summary

   James used to be a Lost Boy. Of course, all 'pirates' on the Jolly Roger were once Lost Boys, but James was the first Lost Boy Pan did not kill when he noticed him growing up. Sometimes James thinks death would have been kinder than having to face the rejection of being discarded by his saviour, the agony and longing after being thrown away ... the hatred, but also the inability to squash the lingering attachment to the boy he adored for years. So James didn’t sail away. He continued their neverending struggle because it was the only way to be near him. If having Pan as an enemy is the only way of having him, then James would take it.

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