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1. dear winter, i hope you like your name by cyanica

   Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   02 Jan 2021

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Steve Rogers
   • POV Second Person
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Hurt Bucky Barnes
   • Mental Breakdown
   • Mental Instability
   • Non-Consensual Drug Use
   • Past Torture
   • Medical Experimentation
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Depression
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Captain America: The First Avenger
   • Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug
   • Whump
   • Bucky Barnes Has PTSD
   • Bucky Barnes Has Issues
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Angst
   • Psychological Trauma
   • Self-Harm
   • Gore
   • Vomiting
   • Post-Battle of Azzano (Marvel)
   • Medical Trauma

   Summary

   The gun in his hand, the metal kissing against the rose blush of his lips is the feeling of a thousand suns’ warmth. Or at least, it should be, this close to his beautiful, disintegrating brain filled with syrupy blue medicine that gives him the power to live forever.

   Or Bucky has a theory that he is eternal, and wants to prove himself wrong.

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