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we laid here in my bed, cuddled up to each other as we tried to sleep. to be exact, he slept, but i failed to do so. there was too much going on in my head.
all kinds of emotions floated in and out of my mind.
i was so in love and grateful to be with him, yet i was afraid, that he could be bored or annoyed by me. he deserves the world, but i'm just.. me, a silly teenage boy. he wants me though, and loves me as i am.
fuck, i'm so lucky to be with him.
i feel like we could do anything, if we want to, and that's such a great and empowering feeling. how do i even deserve this?
falling in love with him was the best thing i did in my life.
he snuggled closer up to me in sleep, and i can say, i have never seen anything more cute nor more ethereal. i love him so much, i hope i'll never let him down. and i hope i'm as perfect to him, as he is to me. i mean, sure, no one is perfect, but his imperfections make him the perfect person he is.
"..hyuckie? are you still awake?" renjun half-whispered in his low, raspy morning voice, that always sent shivers down my spine. "yeah.." i whispered back.
"what are you thinking about again, bubs?"
"you" i answered in all honesty, making him blush.
"stop flirting, it's literally three am"
"the best time of the day to flirt with your boyfriend" i winked, which he could hardly see and continued in a more serious tone "i really thought about you though. and i want to thank you a lot. for everything. for not letting me go, for loving me, for caring about me and for making me love myself a bit more every day. thank you, i would not be here now, if it weren't for you building my confidence up again, bit by bit. i love you"
a few tears left renjun's eyes as he looked at me with so much love and warmth "lee fucking donghyuck, i love you too, so, so much" he said and kissed me.
i love his kisses. they're just as filled with love as his heart.
"try to sleep a little now, please" he whispered after we parted and gave me one last peck before closing his eyes.
i finally felt tired too, so i closed my eyes and fell asleep with the thought of renjun.