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exhaling my telephone static

Summary:

Robin marries Matthew. Cormoran arrives at the church. You know this story.

But maybe you don’t. Their timing has always been wrong.

A phone call might change that, though. If Robin can be wicked, be brave...

Heaven preserve me from littleness and pleasantness and smoothness.

Notes:

Happy Easter, if you celebrate! Have a fic in lieu of chocolate eggs.

This fic draws inspiration from the Blake Shelton song "Austin" which I have put a distinctly Strike-ian spin on, but credit must go where it is due. The chapter titles come from a quote, which is partially cited in the text, from a letter from Violet Trefusis to Vita Sackville-West.

I'll post one short chapter a day until it's complete; the work itself is already finished.

Title from Miles Walser's “On Loving a Survivor”


I am peeling down to my best self,
exhaling my telephone static.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter 1: prologue

Chapter Text

The timing had been wrong.

Their timing had always been wrong.

Shanker pulled up to the church as the wedding party was spilling forth from the doors; women in matching pink dresses were cheering as the solemn-eyed bride and her dashing groom came out holding hands.

Cormoran watched her through the windshield.

There had been time, for a brief moment. There had still been time.

He got out from the car, standing with his hand on the roof, watching as the crowd milled about, the photographers snapping away. He watched her, something aching, indefinable in his chest.

He turned away. He did not see the moment her eyes caught on his hair, the set of his shoulders; he missed it, when her eyes brightened, shining with hope.

The photographer didn’t miss it. The pictures of Robin being handed into the car by her new husband were by far the best, the photographer thought. There was something in her face there that was missing from all the rest, a light behind her eyes that was otherwise dim.

She danced and laughed at the reception, putting on a good face, and didn’t find out about the phone message until later. Until too late.

Their timing had always been wrong.