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1. Of Monsters and Pain by one_black_coffee

   Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   14 Apr 2021

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard
   • Andrew Minyard
   • Neil Josten
   • Angst
   • Heavy Angst
   • Panic Attacks
   • Crying
   • TRIGGER WARNING!!
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • be careful reading!!
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff
   • Soft Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard
   • Sort Of
   • Comfort
   • this is just my idea of coping
   • im so sorry this exists

   Summary

   His mind was built to be a void. He’d crafted himself into an impenetrable fortress, allowing only the barest of necessary thoughts. Promises he’d made, protection he’d offered. There was no need to think past that, if he did, he wouldn’t be able to survive. At seven, he’d learned to push together poorly constructed walls in his mind. He didn’t know why, he just knew he had to. Over time, those walls grew stronger and stronger, stronger than the rough skin of his forearms.

   Not even a wrecking ball could destroy him.

   Neil Josten was not a wrecking ball.

   Neil Josten was a fucking crack.

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   Andrew has a panic attack over his past demons

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