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1. and the heart i know i'm breaking is my own by Princecess_Nales

   Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   10 May 2021

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor
   • Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor/Original Male Character(s)
   • Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Female Character(s)
   • Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s)
   • Alex Claremont-Diaz
   • Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • June Claremont-Diaz
   • Beatrice Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor
   • Percy "Pez" Okonjo
   • Angst
   • hurt without comfort
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • i wrote this while listening to folklore/evermore
   • can't you tell?
   • Songfic
   • i wrote it first and then decided to add the lyrics
   • Based on a Taylor Swift Song
   • Why Did I Write This?
   • This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things
   • Hopeful Ending
   • If You Squint - Freeform
   • i was sad so i decided to make this sad too
   • I'm Sorry
   • but not really
   • Sorry Not Sorry
   • now the real tags
   • Post-Canon
   • Canon Compliant
   • Infidelity
   • Implied/Referenced Cheating
   • Past Relationship(s)
   • Break Up
   • Post-Break Up
   • Anal Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Blow Jobs
   • Hand Jobs
   • Bathroom Sex
   • angsty sex
   • Break up sex

   Summary

   “Sleep well, love” he says, because he can’t help it, because he’s weak, because Alex smells of sex and something that is just Alex, and Henry can almost remember how things used to be. He can almost feel how love was supposed to feel.

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   Fic narrating different moments through the years after Henry and Alex break up

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   English

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