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Part 3 of If only
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2021-05-17
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if only he could save his son

Summary:

iroh failed his son

Notes:

i'm not sure if i like the way this poem came out. i love how this turned into poems about the royal family. i should try to write about a different character next

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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If only he had seen the errors of his ways earlier.
Lu Ten would still be alive.
The only piece of his wife that he had left was gone.
His son who followed in his footsteps had died for his lust for war.
There was no body to burn after Lu Ten died.
His desires cost him his son.

The son who had taken his first steps towards him.
The son who had loved turtle ducks.
The son who had brewed Jasmine tea for him.
The son who had been an older brother to Zuko.
The son who had been a cherished dual blades.
(Some days, it was difficult to distinguish between Zuko and Lu Ten).

He traveled to the Spirit World for Lu Ten.
(And he would not find any trace of him there).
He returned to find his father dead and Ozai on the throne.
(His birthright wasn’t worthless with Lu Ten gone).
He had immediately picked up on the griefing boy without his mother.
(Oh, how he was reminded of Lu Ten).

Zuko loved turtle ducks.
(Just like Lu Ten had).
Zuko cherished his dual blades.
(Just like Lu Ten had).
Zuko had a bright smile that rivaled the Sun.
(Just like Lu Ten had).

 

For all their similarities, Zuko was not Lu Ten.
Zuko failed to appreciate tea when he first brewed it.
(Lu Ten had been excited to share his love of tea).
Zuko became bitter without the love of his own father.
(Lu Ten had always known that his own father loved him).
Zuko learned to trust and to love again.
(Lu Ten had never suffered under the hands of a monster. Iroh made sure of that. How he wished he had been able to stop the suffering of Zuko and Azula and Ursa).
Zuko was his son, not the one he had lost.
Lu Ten was the son he lost, not the one he replaced.

Notes:

“Well, if it isn’t my fuddy-duddy uncle.”

Azula stood in the entryway of the Jasmine Dragon. Her lips curled in displeasure at the sight of her uncle. Uncle Iroh was not offended by Azula’s remark. He had offered to take Azula in after the Hundred Year War. He had never tried to save the prodigy for he had only seen the face of Ursa and the makings of another Ozai.

Uncle Iroh had failed to see the little girl calling for her mother. The little girl that didn’t know how to grab anyone’s attention except by being cruel. Zuko wished for his sister to have another chance the way he had and had agreed to the arrangement. Azula would get the second chance she deserved.

Iroh smiled. “Welcome to the Jasmine Dragon.”

Azula slung her one bag over her shoulder and strolled inside the teashop. It would be a fresh start for a tired old man and a burn-out prodigy. It was time to pass on the art of tea-making.

***

The cycle goes from Lu Ten to Iroh to Zuko to Azula. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to leave Azula with her bittersweet ending, however, she wasn’t supposed to show up in this poem. While writing this poem, I had a head canon of Iroh seeing Ursa’s face on Azula and feeling guilty for failing her. He subconsciously avoids Azula and focuses on Zuko. After the war, Iroh realizes this and decides to take her in. Zuko is busy reforming the Fire Nation and cannot handle reforming his sister as well. Zuko does stay in contact with Azula and Iroh with letters that Azula pretends to hate reading but replies to everyone.

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