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Late July 1848: First Bird Sighting

Summary:

Henry let out a short, broken laugh that sounded more like a wheeze than anything. John did not know what to make of it—what it meant, what emotion it held.

“A bird—here,” Henry said after wetting his cracked lips with a touch of his tongue. “I couldn’t remember the last time I saw one.”

Notes:

From what we see in the show and in the Peglar Papers, my interpretation of Henry's character is that he adored the sea. The final shot of him alive, of him staring at that sea bird, is incredibly meaningful to me. After being stuck in the ice for two years, he finally gets one last glimpse of that place he loved so much.

Mood song: https://youtu.be/uTlkUWHRXII

An additional note: I tend to follow book canon for their initial meeting on HMS Beagle, only for the reason that they get to spend more time together (from 1831 to 1848, instead of 1834 to 1848 if they were to meet on HMS Gannet).

Work Text:

Henry let out a short, broken laugh that sounded more like a wheeze than anything. John did not know what to make of it—what it meant, what emotion it held. Everything had been so uncertain since the fall. He searched Henry’s face, riddled with patches of dead skin and salt stains. His eyes, though glassy and almost glazed over, were still so, so blue. John wrung out a wet rag.

“A bird—here,” Henry said after wetting his cracked lips with a touch of his tongue. “I couldn’t remember the last time I saw one.”

Passing the cloth on Henry’s forehead, John found it burning. He thought of the seabird sketch nailed to the wall of his berth. Henry had always been quite fond of them.

“That was one of the things that bothered me, I think, when we kept going north. No birds. The sky, it was—is—so quiet.”

“Mr. Darwin would have been sorely disappointed,” John said. He turned slightly to dip the rag in the basin of cool water by the cot, wrung it, and brought it back to Henry’s face. The laugh was so weak, he could have easily missed it.

“Not much to document here,” he replied, a bead of blood peeking through a crack in his lips from his smiling. “God, the sky of South America—”

A violent shiver cut him off. John placed his free hand on his shoulder. Henry held on to his blanket tighter.

“We could barely hear each other speak, sometimes,” John finished for him. Lessons on the main deck or on a beach, stolen little moments here and there, quite often interrupted by the flocks flying overhead. Henry nodded.

“I’m happy I got to see one more.”

John ran his fingers through Henry’s hair. “Me too,” he said. “Me too.”

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