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Part 1 of Ross 154
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2021-06-17
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Wrath of Heaven

Summary:

Nine and a half light years away from Earth, the crew of the USS Hestia work together to complete a mission they didn't even know they'd signed up for. Orbiting Ross 154, a flare star in deep space, four human astronauts and their sentient autopilot companion struggle against all odds to survive astronomical crises and make it home in one piece.

Notes:

As I do for most of my personal projects, I have made myself the necessary playlist and pin board to serve as inspiration-engines that keep me continually motivated to tell this story.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter 1: Precipice

Summary:

This is where it all begins.

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“You already know the story. You will die. Everyone you love will also die. You will lose them forever. You will be sad and angry. You will weep. You will bargain. You will make demands. You will beg. You will pray. It will make no difference. Nothing you can do will bring them back. You know this. Your knowing changes nothing. This [story] will make you understand this unfathomable truth again and again, as if for the very first time.”

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

And so it goes: in the beginning, there was chaos—a yawning nothingness.

Out of the void emerged the splendorous light of creation, a miracle by its own right, a baffling and marvelous explosion which delivered, into existence, everything, and everyone. Just like that, thrust forth from a cosmic singularity, came the ever-expanding universe. The whole of the world.

This story is difficult to convey in simple terms—as if it were impossible to tell using any words at all, let alone the ones I find myself speaking to you now—but there is something to be said of genesis, of birth, and the way it all began.

Nine and a half light-years away from a solitary flare star in the constellation of Sagittarius is the pale, blue marble of a planet called Earth.

It is shining, it is beautiful, it is fragile, and it is home—and, though it teems with life, it is also lonely. Its numerous inhabitants, who are all in some way connected with one another, have reached out into the heavenly abyss for as long as they have been capable of containing the thought in their minds that they are not alone.

They are rational and contradictory creatures ever-searching for answers in a universe which is increasingly tending toward unrelenting disorder that further obscures the truths they seek. They are generous and selfish, compassionate and cruel, whole and divided, and they contain complex simultaneity despite being so biologically simple.

Tenaciously launching themselves headlong into the glittering black tapestry of space, hopeful and hopeless, time and time again, the most ambitious of humankind embark on a quest for life beyond the scope of their tiny world.

Their journey begins in places that are, all at once, significant and inconsequential at points in time that are equal parts pivotal and unexceptional, such as the great and ordinary state of Texas in the spring of 2010.

In a room in the basement of an unmarked office building in Corpus Christi, there is a desk upon which the personnel files of four finalist candidates lie. Outside, the sky is dark with the clouds of a tremendous storm. It is, all at once, a gale like none other and every other that came before it.

It is the eve of history; it is a coincidence, it is momentous, it is terrifying, and it is resplendent.

Notes:

I will (likely) not be doing this with any other chapter or part of this story except for this brief introduction but, if you are interested in hearing an audio track that I slapped together to narrate "Precipice," you can find it on my Tumblr or SoundCloud.

I cannot take full credit for the wording in parts of this prose; some of these are quoted or paraphrased from other sources (that I will now proceed to cite below):

Cynthia Stokes Brown, "Greek Origin Story: The Titans and the Gods of Olympus," upon which "In the beginning, there was chaos: a yawning nothingness. Out of the void emerged the splendorous light of creation" was based on "[i]n the beginning there was Chaos, a yawning nothingness. Out of the void emerged Gaia [...] and other divine beings."

• Michael Collins, talking about Apollo 11 in 2019, said Earth, from outer space, "projected an air of fragility [...] it’s shiny, it’s beautiful, it’s home, and it’s fragile,” which I re-ordered as: "[i]t is shining, it is beautiful, it is fragile, and it is home."

• "[T]he glittering black tapestry of space" is something I paraphrased from an Ed Mitchell quote (originally from Ed Mitchell and Dwight Arnan Williams' 2008 book, The Way of the Explorer: An Apollo Astronaut's Journey through the Material and Mystical Worlds), which was featured in a paper from August 2020—"The Overview Effect and the Ultraview Effect: How Extreme Experiences in/of Outer Space Influence Religious Beliefs in Astronauts" by Deana L. Weibel—that coined the term "ultraview effect" as a name for the unique mental phenomenon, similar to the overview effect, experienced by astronauts upon their first existential impressions of the vastness of star fields in space; the piece included a quote from Ed Mitchell, about his experience with the ultraview effect, which read: “[t]here is a sense of unreality here, with the absence of gravity and the tapestry of blackness broken only by an overwhelming glitter of stars that surrounded our craft.” The quote is featured on page 61 of Mitchell and Williams' 2008 book and page 11 of Deana Weibel's paper.

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