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Summary:

Kirishima is living a normal, human life with his normal, human family, dealing with normal, human problems, like having sharp teeth and sprouting scales from time to time. Just normal, human things.

When he crosses paths with Bakugou, a grumpy foreign adventurer whose dream is to fight a dragon, nothing can stop him from coming along, not even Bakugou himself. Surely, it won't be hard to hide his little "problems" while living in close proximity with someone, right?

Right?

It didn’t take him long to reach the lemon grove, and he walked straight to the little patch of trees covered in beautiful, ripe fruits. Lemons were by far the least popular fruit they had among the local wildlife but sometimes, Eijirou found a bunch of wild boars that ran away as soon as they saw him approaching, or even stray cats and dogs. It was rare, but nothing out of the ordinary.
What Eijirou didn’t expect, though, was to find a blond man standing among the trees, arms full of lemons and oranges. In all the years he’d spent in this orchard, it was the first time Eijirou had ever seen a lemon thief.

Notes:

Hello everyone, do you remember when I finished writing White Lies and I said I'd start posting a new story soon and then I didn't?

Well, here it is! I'm currently writing chapter 12 and I've decided that I've waited long enough. So here goes.

I've been working very, very hard on it, so I hope you enjoy it.

As always, thanks to my beta Rawen, to Eemi who's been hearing me ramble about this story A LOT and basically to everyone who listened to me ramble about the mysterious DrC and say I'll post it soon.

Small warning: there's a dead bird at the beginning. I don't go into details though, but feel free to skip it if it makes you uncomfortable, you can start at paragraph 8

Chapter 1: Lemon Boy

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Not much ever happened in Eijirou's life. He woke up in the morning when the warm southern sun filtered through his window, sat up and yawned as he chased away the last remnants of drowsiness, and listened to the birds chirping out of the open window.

… No. That wasn't right.

He frowned as he turned toward it, as if he could force reality to fix its obvious mistake just by looking at it, but no amount of glaring could change the facts: the window Eijirou knew was closed when he went to sleep was now wide open, and to make things worse, a dead pheasant was lying on the floor, half eaten.

Great…

Eijirou sighed. It wasn't the first time he woke up to unpleasant surprises like this one and he'd come to the conclusion that the cat was to blame long ago, but it didn't make it any less disgusting. Fat as he was, Rascal was an excellent hunter, and Eijirou would be impressed by the size of this trophy if he wasn't so annoyed. It'd been happening more and more often recently, and it was precisely why Eijirou had been sleeping with his window closed these past few weeks. How did the cat even manage to open the window from the outside? Did Eijirou open it by reflex when Rascal scratched in the middle of the night, too drowsy at the time to realize what he was doing or remember the event? How did the cat even go outside in the first place?

Eijirou shook his head. It didn't matter.

He got out of bed to get rid of the dead bird, and groaned when he saw that the sheets were full of pine needles and dirt. Just what he needed… He tried to clean it as well as he could before turning his attention back to the bird, repressing a shiver of disgust as he moved to touch it. What a great way to start the day, he thought with a sigh, running a hand through his bright red hair instead.

At least, the little bumps on his head that had refused to disappear for years now weren’t painful anymore. Maybe the day wouldn’t be too terrible after all.

Once the poor bird was safely disposed of and his hands clean, Eijirou got ready for the day, covering his head with a colorful bandana made from one of his mother's old skirts and adding a second one from an old shirt of his on top, deciding that it felt better. And since the day had started in such an exhausting way, he added several belts made from his family and friends’ old clothes for good luck.

Satisfied with his appearance, he walked out of the room to greet his mother and a few of his siblings with a warm smile. Rascal ran away as soon as he saw Eijirou. It was all he needed to confirm that the cat was guilty.

“That's right, run away, you little terror,” he muttered under his breath.

“Something wrong, sweetie?” his mother asked. “What did the cat do this time?”

“He left dead prey on my bedroom floor… again.”

“Eijirou, I keep telling you to close your window at night,” his mother chided with a disappointed look. “You know it’s not safe anymore, with that monster roaming in the region…”

“I know, mom, and I’ve been closing it. I don’t know what happened,” Eijirou said.

“Maybe it's a sign,” Shizuka chimed in. “Maybe it's time you leave this room to me, brother dear.”

“Sorry, but it's still not happening,” Eijirou smirked.

“But mom and dad were already married at your age! It's unfair that you're the only one with your own room, I'm tired of waiting,” she pouted.

“It's my eldest right, and I'm not giving up on it,” Eijirou said, ruffling her hair to annoy her.

“But I'm the eldest,” she muttered under her breath.

The room fell silent for a second that seemed to stretch for an eternity until their mother yelled, “Shizuka!”

Eijirou shrugged, fully aware that his sister didn't mean it in a bad way. Before his mother could reprimand Shizuka, he wrapped an arm around her shoulders to kiss her temple and gave his siblings an affectionate pat on the head before grabbing his lunch and taking his leave.

“Eijirou, dear,” his mother called before he walked out. “Can you check on the lemon grove on your way to work?”

“Sure, mom!” he nodded as he closed the door behind him.

Eijirou took a deep breath as soon as he was out, enjoying the sweet smell of flowers in the morning. Spring was coming fast and as he took the familiar path to his family’s orchard, Eijirou felt all his initial annoyance disappear like morning dew under the sun.

It didn’t take him long to reach the lemon grove, and he walked straight to the little patch of trees covered in beautiful, ripe fruits. Eijirou decided to grab a basket in the shed so he could pick the ripest ones as he checked on the trees for pests. Lemons were by far the least popular fruit they had among the local wildlife but sometimes, Eijirou found a bunch of wild boars that ran away as soon as they saw him approaching, or even stray cats and dogs. It was rare, but nothing out of the ordinary.

What Eijirou didn’t expect, though, was to find a blond man standing among the trees, arms full of lemons and oranges. In all the years he’d spent in this orchard, it was the first time Eijirou had ever seen a lemon thief.

Too shocked to say anything, Eijirou approached the man slowly. He didn’t exactly try to be stealthy, but the thief looked too absorbed by the lemon in his hand to notice his presence.

As he got closer, Eijirou realized that the stranger was definitely not from around here. Hair as pale as his was very uncommon in the region, and if it wasn’t enough, his dark clothes were definitely not adapted to the warm and sunny climate. The abundance of leather and furs gave the man an intimidating aura, and the fluffy white fur on his shoulders probably made him look a lot more built than he really was.

Where could he come from? The north? The mountains? Eijirou had seen many different people at the market, and the adventurers that sometimes stopped by at the forge came from all over the country and beyond, but they usually made an effort to wear more appropriate clothing. Sure, the air was still a little chilly, but the stranger must be dying under all this fur!

A gust of wind caught in the long, dark red cape the man was wearing, and Eijirou stopped dead in his tracks when the sun caught in the sword at his hip. Undisturbed, the thief—the heavily armed thief, Eijirou realized upon further investigation—kept staring at the lemon, his face scrunched up in a frown, his lower lip jutted in a pensive pout, looking like he was trying to pierce the fruit with his eyes alone.

He was beautiful, Eijirou noticed belatedly, surprised to find such fine features where he expected a rugged face. The stranger must be around his age, and Eijirou wondered idly if it might make him less likely to kill him when he finally noticed that he wasn’t alone.

Then, as if he’d come to a decision, the man slowly raised the fruit, carefully balancing the other ones in his arms, opened his mouth wide, and bit it like an apple.

The charm was instantly broken, and reality came crashing around Eijirou as the man’s entire face scrunched up like a crumpled piece of paper and he spat his mouthful of lemon, letting the other fruits in his arms drop on the ground.

“Hey!” Eijirou yelled before he could think any better, forgetting about the man's sword as his attention shifted entirely to the fruits the blond had probably damaged with his stupidity.

Seriously, who would eat a lemon like this? Had this guy never seen one in his life?

Surprised, the stranger started and stopped spitting on the ground like a furious cat to stare at him, eyes wide and mouth still open.

“You can’t be here!” Eijirou continued, feeling a lot bolder than before.

The stranger kept staring at him, frozen, like a child caught doing something bad. Eijirou took a step closer, hoping to make the intruder run away like the strays usually did, but instead, the man drew his sword and pointed it straight at Eijirou’s throat. Eijirou took a step back, arms raised in surrender. Everyone kept joking about his thick skin, but it wouldn’t protect him against a sharp blade for sure. The thief’s other arm was slightly raised too, his hand at hip level, and Eijirou’s eyes widened when he saw little flames and explosions dancing in his open palm.

An armed thief, and a fire mage. Talk about an overkill…

Eijirou stood there, frozen and trying to figure out how to talk his way out of trouble, but instead of going for the kill, the stranger simply spat, “Fuck you,” with what Eijirou vaguely recognized as a heavy Barbarian accent. He then turned around, sheathing his sword as he walked away, his cape moving dramatically behind him with each step, catching the wind in a way that made him look much bigger than he was.

Eijirou stood still until the man jumped above the fence in a graceful move and disappeared from his sight. As soon as he felt safe, Eijirou crumpled on the ground with a sigh of relief, his heart pounding in his chest. The discarded fruits were all that was left of the man’s presence, and Eijirou stared at them until he finally calmed down, trying to make sense of the events.

What the hell just happened?

.

“You’re late, Eijirou,” was all the greetings Eijirou got when he finally reached the forge. He’d almost have been worried too, had his fellow apprentice not been grinning. Yosetsu was definitely just happy not to have been the late one, for once.

“Sorry, Yosetsu,” he said with an apologetic smile. “I’ll make up for it later today?”

“I’m just teasing!” Yosetsu laughed. “The boss just arrived anyway. It looks like another calm day.”

“Oh, good!” Eijirou said. “Dude, you’ll never believe what happened to me this morning!”

“You can talk about it while getting the furnace ready, kid,” his master yelled from inside the workshop, a smile in his voice.

“Sure, boss!” Eijirou yelled back, stepping inside to get ready.

At this point, everything was just routine to him, including spiking his hair with the pine resin hair product he’d bought with Yosetsu, so he had no issue telling them all about his lemon thief encounter while he tended to the fire. Yosetsu and their master had a harder time staying focused when Eijirou reached the part where the dangerous stranger tried to eat the lemon, though, and it took them several minutes to recover from their fit of laughter when Eijirou explained how the man had postured a little and then walked away dramatically, wrapping himself in his old cape and whatever was left of his dignity. By the time he was done telling his story, Eijirou felt a lot lighter. Hearing his colleagues laugh with him about the event was just what he needed to forget the fright he'd felt when the stranger pointed his sword at him. 

The next few hours were fairly calm. Eijirou mostly tended to the fire and helped carry heavy loads around while Yosetsu and their master worked the metal. They were all working in silence, surrounded by the sounds of flames and metal hitting metal, and Eijirou found himself relaxing in the loud yet somehow peaceful atmosphere. The remnants of his unsavory encounter from the morning slowly melted in the heat of the furnace, and there was no tension left in him when Yasuko, the old lady who made the best sweets in the village, came to the forge.

“Eijirou, my dear,” she called from the entrance. “There’s someone waiting for you at the free gear shack.”

Eijirou put down his crate of steel blocks and blinked, surprised.

“Really? But no one’s come there in months,” he said.

“I know, sweetie, but this man has been very clear that he came for his free gear. He seems armed enough, if you ask me, and it pains me to send you to him when he’s been so rude to everyone so far, but you should probably go find him.”

“Uh… Sure?” Eijirou replied, turning to his master for his permission to leave.

His only answer was a nod and a grunt between two hammer strikes, but it was all he needed to rush outside of the workshop, curious to see this late adventurer for himself.

The “Free Equipment Program” was something their lord had started about two years ago, in reaction to a rise in monster sightings in the region. He'd sent them a few weapons and pieces of armor, gave Eijirou’s master money to forge some more, and declared that any adventurer ready to help rid the region of the monsters would receive one free piece of equipment.

Of course, Eijirou had wanted to jump on the occasion, eager to leave the nest and go on a real adventure. His parents had always used his lack of money and equipment as an excuse to keep him around, but with his job at the forge, he was in the best position to snatch a free sword and go!

Eijirou had been so excited back then, his mind already buzzing with thoughts of perilous fights and new friends in unfamiliar places. For years, he’d listened to stories from the adventurers who sometimes came to the forge to get some much needed repairs, and he’d been dreaming of becoming one since he was a kid.

Needless to say his disappointment was just as high as his previous excitement when his parents insisted he took on the job to distribute the free gear. As he should have expected, it was never about money or lack of proper equipment. His parents just wanted him to stay here, to “keep him safe”.

He’d fought against it with all he had and argued like never before, when his parents told him they’d negotiated with his master so he’d have this position. They said it’d be good for him, that it was an easy job that would let him earn a bit of extra money and give him the chance to talk to adventurers, but Eijirou knew the truth. They were never planning to let him go. Not with the way he was. Not when in a way, Eijirou was a monster himself.

He’d tried to tell them, back then, that he was as ready as he’d ever be. He hadn’t sprouted a horn or a scale since Shizuka was born, and his tough skin could easily be attributed to the earth magic he had affinities with. His bright red hair wasn’t that unusual, he hadn’t made a weird sound in years, and he was always careful not to show his teeth. No one would know, he’d argued.

But then, his mother had yelled that he was baring his teeth right now, and there was something dancing in his father’s eyes, something in the tightness of his mother’s mouth, that made him want to give up immediately. He didn’t like making his parents upset, so he'd stopped fighting and accepted the job.

Eijirou shook his head to chase the bad memories as he reached the place where whatever was left of the free gear was stored. Adventurers had swarmed the place the first few weeks, but the crowd had quickly dimmed as the place got emptier and emptier. No new gear or money had been sent in months and to be honest, Eijirou wasn’t sure if there was something left in there. He’d already done everything he could, even going as far as disassembling the stool he had to make clubs and a tiny shield, so unless he could find a stray nail in a corner, that guy would have to leave the place empty handed, and Eijirou would have to leave a note about the Free Equipment Program being discontinued.

… Maybe then, Eijirou could spend his hard earned money on a sword, and–

“Fucking finally,” a gravelly voice barked, interrupting his thoughts. “Took you long enough, asshole.”

Recognizing the strange accent, Eijirou looked up and stopped dead in his tracks, mouth gaping.

Right there, in front of him, stood the lemon thief in all his glory.

“Y-you?” Eijirou choked.

“What, me?” the lemon thief frowned.

“I- This morning… You…” Eijirou stammered.

Recognition flashed in the lemon thief’s eyes, and he whispered a small “Fuck, it’s you,” in disbelief, clearly remembering his humiliation from earlier. He huffed, crossed his arms, and said, “Whatever. I’m here for the free stuff.”

“Sure,” Eijirou said, trying to hide his amusement behind a friendly smile. “But let me warn you, the place is pretty empty. I guess the lord forgot about the program, so you probably won’t find much,” he explained as he unlocked the door.

It opened with an ominous creak, revealing the dark storage room. Eijirou reached for the lantern and flint he kept by the entrance, and realized that he’d given them away too. He was going to apologize for it, but the lemon thief pushed him aside roughly before he could say anything, creating a small fireball in his raised palm to light up the room.

Right, a fire mage, Eijirou remembered as he rubbed his sore shoulder with a glare.

“It’s fucking empty,” the lemon thief said.

“I warned you.”

The thief let out an animalistic snarl at the words. “What the fuck, Shitty Hair! I made a whole detour for this shit, and there’s fucking nothing?!”

“Don’t yell at me, it’s not my fault!” Eijirou protested. “I told you there wasn’t much left. And don’t you have enough weapons already?”

“Free shit never hurts,” he grumbled, inspecting the place in case something was left.

“Yeah, like free fruits?” Eijirou sneered, leaning on the doorframe.

The thief’s fireball flared, but Eijirou didn’t flinch. He wasn’t afraid of fire. It was one of the requirements to become a blacksmith apprentice, after all.

“Fuck you, Shitty Hair!” the thief yelled.

“Don’t call me that! Your hair is as spiky as mine!” Eijirou protested.

“Mine just does that, I don’t need to use some shit lotion or whatever to spike it,” the thief said, throwing his fireball dangerously close to the roof to light it up.

“Dude, stop!” Eijirou frowned. “You can see as well as me that there’s nothing here, it’s just you and me!”

Just…

“Shut up!” the thief snapped, but Eijirou wasn’t listening as realization dawned on him.

His job was to give any incoming adventurer something from the shack… Eijirou was technically in the shack…

“You can take me with you,” he blurted out before he could think any better.

“The fuck?” the thief said, stopping whatever he was doing to frown at him.

“You came here to get something, right? And you won’t leave until you do. So you can take me. I know the area. I’ll be useful,” Eijirou explained, feeling his confidence falter with every word but refusing to back down.

“I don’t need a fucking dead weight.”

“Excuse me? I’m the dead weight?” Eijirou huffed. “At least I know how to eat a lemon!”

The stranger’s palms exploded.

“SHUT THE FUCK UP!" he roared as Eijirou snickered. “I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with your shitty fruits–”

But Eijirou wasn’t listening, still laughing at the memory of the thief’s face when he bit that lemon.

“I SAID SHUT UP!” the thief yelled, running at him with ignited palms.

Eijirou stepped back just in time, feeling the heat against his face. It wasn’t nearly as hot as the furnace back at the forge, he thought idly.

“Seriously? You’re gonna fight me just because you’re a little butthurt?” Eijirou frowned. He was starting to be fed up with this guy.

“You’re fucking provoking me!”

Right, Eijirou couldn’t deny this part…

“Fine, I’m sorry I made fun of you,” he said. “I’m sure there are things I wouldn’t know how to eat where you’re from.”

“Damn right,” the stranger spat. “You wouldn’t survive a day.”

“You’re still a rude thief who ruined perfectly good fruits. And you threatened me when I called you out!” Eijirou added with crossed arms.

“So what, you’re gonna fight me over a bunch of fruits?”

“Yeah! You can’t waste food like that, dude! You’re lucky I needed a good breakfast!”

The stranger’s eyes widened. “You seriously eat that shit?!”

“Of course! Lemons aren’t for the faint of heart, I’ll give you that, but oranges are awesome! You just gotta peel it first if you wanna eat it fresh, but you can also candy the rind, or make marmalade, or…”

“Yeah whatever, you’ve made your fucking point,” the stranger said with a dismissive wave of his hand.

Rude…

“Can you stop being rude for one second?!” Eijirou heard himself exclaim before his mind could catch up with his mouth—which didn’t matter much, because his mind agreed wholeheartedly.

What his mind didn’t approve of, though, was Eijirou baring his teeth in a snarl.

He covered them immediately, but it was too late already: the rude thief’s face had gone from annoyed to shocked, and he was staring at Eijirou’s now closed lips intently, mouth slack. Eijirou gulped nervously, ready for a comment on how sharp and inhuman his teeth were, but the other recovered quickly from his surprise.

He unclasped his cape and dropped it on the ground under Eijirou’s curious gaze. Then, he lowered his stance, raising his heated, glowing palms, and grinned. Eijirou’s breath hitched as his heart tried to beat out of his chest. He’d done it this time, he thought. The stranger knew Eijirou wasn’t entirely human, and he was going to kill him for it.

He slowly got in his own fighting stance, ready to defend himself from an incoming attack, but his opponent didn’t move. Instead, he said, “So you want to travel with me, huh?”

Eijirou wasn’t sure about it anymore, but the other seemed to take his silence as an agreement. Or maybe Eijirou had nodded despite himself…

“Fucking fight me, then,” the lemon thief said, making his hands pop with tiny explosions. “Show me what you’re worth and maybe I’ll let you tag along.”

“Really?!” Eijirou asked. That… wasn’t what he was expecting at all.

“You fucking heard me. Now fight!”

Eijirou wasn’t sure how to react, and to his surprise, the lemon thief didn’t move. He looked as if he was waiting for a cue that Eijirou was agreeing to the fight, and as a pacifist, Eijirou could only do one thing.

He smiled, nodded, and braced himself for the impact when his opponent launched himself at him with frightening speed, palms alight.

If Eijirou’s thick skin wasn’t very effective against blades, it was perfectly heat resistant. He could stand in front of a furnace without any protection and even put his hand in a fire for a short period of time and come out unharmed. Many thought that it was the sign of an affinity with fire magic, but for some reason, Eijirou could only work with earth (and not that well, at that). Still, at that moment, Eijirou was very grateful for his grasp on magic, however weak, because when the stranger attacked him point blank, unleashing explosive flames on Eijirou’s skin, he came out without a scratch.

It tickled a lot, though… And not in a pleasant way.

His opponent whispered something in a language Eijirou assumed was Barbarian and attacked again with a grin, forcing Eijirou to stay on the defensive. It was hard to see anything or figure out a strategy in the middle of a barrage of explosions, but after a while, the stranger’s attacks slowed down and Eijirou saw his chance to strike back.

Or at least, he thought he saw his chance to strike back, but the other somehow slipped out of his grasp and disappeared from his sight. The next attack came from above, and Eijirou realized too late that the stranger had used his magic to launch himself in the air.

Seriously, how much fire mastery did it require to perform such an amazing move? Definitely more than Eijirou expected from a guy who didn’t know how to eat fruits, that was for sure.

Eijirou couldn’t tell how long their fight lasted, but looking back on it, it didn’t feel like it was that long. Still, that short amount of time was enough for him to notice a few things, such as the way the stranger never drew his sword even when Eijirou was about to get the upper hand, or how he never damaged the shack with his fire attacks. He was a fierce opponent, but there was some fairness in the way he fought. Eijirou found it manly as hell.

Then, just as he was about to land a blow, the other somehow managed to slip behind him and bring him to his knees, pinning him to the ground soon after and holding his face firmly in the dirt with a dangerous, heated palm.

“I win,” he said, sounding out of breath.

Eijirou tried to get away from his grasp, but it was no use.

“Yeah, you do,” he sighed. So much for getting a traveling companion… 

“I guess you’re not too useless,” the lemon thief commented.

“Yeah?”

“You’re sturdy,” he said, releasing his grip so Eijirou could sit up. “You could probably carry some of my stuff.”

Eijirou chuckled. “I guess I could do that, yeah. Carry a bunch of oranges and peel them for y-”

“Shut up! Don’t make me change my mind,” the other growled, putting a hand on Eijirou’s mouth.

“Sorry, dude. I’ll stop,” Eijirou smiled, moving away to avoid it. “But really? You’d let me come along?”

“You better bring your own stuff, and you’re paying for your shit,” the blond said.

“Of course,” Eijirou said. “I’m Kirishima Eijirou, by the way,” he added, figuring that if they were going to travel together, he couldn’t call his companion ‘the lemon thief’ forever.

“Bakugou Katsuki.”

“Bakugou, then,” Eijirou nodded. “Nice to meet you.”

He only got a growl as a reply, but this time, Eijirou decided that he didn’t mind that much. He got up, dusted his clothes, and held out a hand for his new friend to get back on his feet. Bakugou scoffed and didn’t take it, getting up on his own as Eijirou rolled his eyes.

“Get your shit ready, we’re leaving before dusk,” Bakugou said once he’d retrieved his cape.

Reality caught up with Eijirou.

He blinked. “Uh… you mean now?”

“Of course I mean now! Are you fucking stupid or what?”

“I mean, isn’t that a bit fast? I wasn’t planning to go anywhere until two minutes ago!”

“Then don’t say you’re coming along if you’re not fucking ready, Shitty Hair!”

“It’s Kirishima, and don’t make such unreasonable demands, dude! I can be ready tomorrow if I hurry, but not before.”

“Too fucking late,” Bakugou grumbled, ruffling the fur on his cape.

“You can spend the night at my place,” Eijirou offered. Bakugou stopped dead in his tracks, visibly interested. “You can stay for dinner too. I'll even let you have my bed,” he added, knowing he’d already won. When Bakugou still hesitated, he delivered the final blow. “It’s a really good bed, you know. Warm and cozy…”

“Okay fine, we’re leaving tomorrow at dawn,” Bakugou said. “But I’m not waiting any longer than that.”

“Sure! Thanks, Bakugou!”

“And that bed better be damn good!”

“You bet! My mom is a mean cook too, you’ll love it!” Eijirou grinned.

And thus, it was settled. After years of waiting, Eijirou’s journey was going to start!

…but first, he’d have to talk to his master and convince his family to let him go with a complete stranger. The first step was easy enough, but the second… well. It would be a fitting way to start the adventure of a lifetime!

Notes:

I hope you liked it!

Confession: the first 5 chapters were written last fall, then I took a 6 months break to work on Shed Skins, so idk if I improved or if my style changed since then

If you want to talk about it more (or talk to me), you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 2: How Far I’ll Go

Notes:

This week in in Wandering Home: Bakugou meets Kirishima's parents. It goes... well, you'll see

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“I’m sorry, boss, but I quit!” Eijirou exclaimed, head bowed and eyes shut tight. He always got louder when he was nervous, and if he was honest with himself, he’d practically been yelling here.

His master didn’t react immediately, but Eijirou didn’t move from his half bowed position, holding his breath.

“What d’you mean you quit, kid?” he finally asked. “You mean the shack’s empty and you can’t keep going?”

Eijirou took a deep breath and finally looked up. “There’s that too, but it’s not what I mean.” He paused, feeling the words jamming in his throat. They all rushed out as soon as he opened his mouth. “I’mgoingonanadventure!”

His master’s mouth fell open and Yosetsu’s head peeked out from the workshop, a bright smile on his face. “You’re going? What happened?”

“I’ve found a travel companion.”

“The man that was waiting for you at the shack? Grandma Yasuko didn’t seem to like him.”

“Well, he’s a handful for sure,” Eijirou chuckled, scratching the back of his head. “But I have a good feeling about him. And he’s in a bit of a hurry, so…”

“The fuck are you doing, Shitty Hair? Quitting your job can’t take that fucking long!” Bakugou yelled behind him. Eijirou jumped and turned around to see the Barbarian stomping toward them.

“S’that your ‘travel companion’, Eijirou?” his master asked, crossing his arms with an unimpressed look.

“Yeah, that’s him,” Eijirou said. “Guys, meet Bakugou. Bakugou, this is my master and Yosetsu, the other apprentice.”

Both his master and Bakugou grunted in reply.

“Nice to meet–” Yosetsu gasped. “Wait a minute! Aren’t you the lemon thief Eijirou told us about this morning?”

Eijirou paled, and Bakugou raised a palm with a glare, looking ready for a fight.

“Yeah, that’s him,” Eijirou said, ready to catch Bakugou before he attacked his friend.

Yosetsu burst into laughter, and if Bakugou could control the fur on his shoulders, Eijirou was sure it would have puffed up in anger.

“Duuuuude, I can’t believe you,” Yosetsu cackled. “The guy tries to steal from your family and threatens you with a sword, and not half a day later, you’re ready to elope with him?”

“You don’t have to say it like that,” Eijirou grumbled.

“Seriously, I’ve always known you had a thing for adventurers, but I had no idea it was this bad,” Yosetsu said, wiping away a tear. “You really are something else, Ei.”

“It’s not like that!” Eijirou protested. “Ugh, anyway,” he huffed, deciding to ignore Yosetsu’s snickers for now. If Bakugou tried to attack him now, Eijirou wouldn’t stop him for sure. “Boss, we both know the forge won’t go to me when you retire. I’m good at standing heat for sure, but Yosetsu’s definitely the better future blacksmith here, and I’m not saying it to bring myself down or anything. And I bet you’ll find another apprentice in no time if you need one. So…”

His master sighed. “It’s okay, Eijirou,” he said. “I like having you around and we’re gonna miss you, but I’ve always known you weren’t gonna stay.”

“It’s not like I’m going forever,” Eijirou said weakly.

“We’ll see when you come back,” his master said with a knowing look. “And there’ll always be a place for you here. If you think it’s time for you to go, I’m not stopping you. Your parents, though…”

Eijirou winced, earning a sympathetic look from his master. He didn’t let it last. Puffing up his chest, Eijirou stood proudly and said with confidence he didn’t feel, “It’s okay! I’ll definitely convince them this time.”

“What, you need their opinion now?” Bakugou asked. “What are you, twelve? If you’re leaving, you’re fucking leaving, the fuck are they gonna do about it?”

Eijirou smiled as the words somehow turned the weak embers of his resolve into a strong furnace that could melt anything. He was starting to really like Bakugou. He was rude and quick to anger, but he sure knew how to make Eijirou’s manly spirit soar!

“... You’re not actually fucking twelve, right?” Bakugou asked suddenly.

“What? No, I’m an adult, I swear!” Eijirou laughed.

Bakugou nodded, his scowl softening just a little in what Eijirou supposed was relief.

“Well…” Eijirou said, turning back toward the others. “Bakugou’s in a hurry so I gotta pack up, I guess. You don’t need me here, right?”

“We’ll be fine, no worries,” his master said. “Go do your thing! And good luck in your travels!”

Eijirou nodded, swallowing his manly tears. “I’m gonna miss you guys,” he said.

“Be sure to come back and visit!” Yosetsu said with a grin. “Have fun!”

“Thanks!” Eijirou smiled.

“Are we fucking leaving now?” Bakugou asked.

“Yeah, I’m all set. Thanks for waiting!”

“Eijirou, wait!” Yosetsu said suddenly. He ran into the workshop and came back out with the wrist guards Eijirou had been working on as practice and their jar of hair gel. “Can’t go without your free gear, right?”

“How could I forget?” he chuckled. “Thanks, man!”

“No problem. Now go and make us proud,” Yosetsu said with a playful smile.

It took Bakugou groaning a third time for them to finally leave the place, after his master gave him a little bonus on his wage.

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Eijirou's confidence faltered the second he started walking home, and he found himself scratching his arm absentmindedly—a habit he had whenever he was nervous. His parents were never going to let him go with a rude stranger who stole fruits, threatened Eijirou with a sword, and fought with him as soon as they met again, were they? To be honest, they'd probably be right too, but Eijirou wanted to trust Bakugou, despite their catastrophic first meeting. Maybe the guy had a hidden motive, but he was still strong and manly and surely, if he wanted to earn Eijirou's trust to lure him into a trap, he'd be a lot nicer than that. And if he wanted to kill him, he could have done it twice already. So really, there was no reason not to trust him!

Or maybe Eijirou just wanted to leave that badly.

“Shitty Hair, we're moving or what?” Bakugou asked suddenly, making Eijirou stop in his tracks. Bakugou turned around and yelled, “I said move, dumbass!”

“Sorry!” Eijirou said, rushing toward him. “I guess I'm a little out of it.”

“I'm not forcing you to do shit, you know. If you don't wanna leave, just tell me right now and stop making me waste my time!”

“No! I'm coming with you, and that's final!”

“So what's your fucking problem, then?”

Eijirou shook his head. “Nothing, I’m fine,” he said, putting a bright smile on his face.

Bakugou sent him a dubious look but didn’t question him, pushing him instead with a harsh, “Move, then! And stop slowing down, dammit.”

Had Eijirou slowed down? he wondered as he started walking again. Maybe he had… To say he was in no hurry to confront his parents would be a euphemism, and he still had no idea how he was going to tell them he was leaving.

“I said stop slowing the fuck down!” Bakugou yelled. “If that’s the fastest you can walk, I’m leaving your snail ass here.”

“No, it’s fine! Sorry, I’m just not sure what I’m gonna tell my parents, that’s all,” Eijirou explained.

“The fuck is there to tell? You’re just leaving, end of the story.”

“It’s not that simple, come on!” Eijirou said. “How would your parents react if you left without warning?”

Bakugou shrugged. “I got caught sneaking out, fought against my hag of a mother for the right to leave, won, and fucking left.”

“Oh, so that’s… literally how you did it, huh?” Eijirou said. He probably shouldn’t be surprised. It made a lot of sense, somehow. “And your parents just… let you go like that?”

“I said I had to fight. Now hurry the fuck up, you promised me food and a fucking bed.”

“Right, I did,” Eijirou chuckled. “So what kind of people are your parents? Wait, you’re a Barbarian, right?”

Bakugou hesitated for a second before nodding. He didn’t answer the other question, but now that he’d started, Eijirou couldn’t stop talking, asking questions about his new travel partner and telling him more about himself. It was what traveling together was all about after all, right? And maybe if he distracted himself enough, Eijirou could stop stalling. It was a flawless plan, really, if it wasn’t for the fact that Bakugou was a really tough nut to crack—if nuts also told people to shut up because they don’t give a shit about what they’re saying.

It didn’t stop Eijirou though, and soon enough, his house was in sight. It was still early so maybe his parents wouldn’t be home, he told himself as he opened the door and announced his arrival.

His mother greeted him from her seat near the window, shattering his hopes and dreams instantly.

“Hi, mom,” Eijirou greeted with a weak smile.

“Eijirou! You’re home early,” his mother said, looking up from the skirt she was mending. “And you brought a friend, I see.”

“Ah, yeah.” Eijirou walked in and stepped aside to let Bakugou in. “Mom, this is Bakugou. He’s… um…” Eijirou paused under his mother’s curious gaze, took a deep breath, and announced, “Can he spend the night here?”

No, wait, it wasn’t what he was going to say!

“Of course,” his mother said with a warm smile. “Is he an adventurer?”

“Something like that,” Eijirou said, turning to Bakugou for a confirmation he got in the form of a grunt.

“I see… Well, of course he’s free to stay for dinner,” his mother smiled. “And we can make room for him in the living room too.”

“Um… About that, I promised he could have my bed,” Eijirou said with a sheepish smile.

“Oh… alright, then,” his mother said, eyes narrowing for a second. “And where are you going to sleep, Eijirou?”

They were interrupted when the twins ran into the room as fast as their eight year old legs could carry them. They stopped dead in their tracks the second they noticed the stranger at Eijirou’s side. He managed to stall a little with the introductions, but he could tell his mother still had many questions that Eijirou wasn’t ready to answer. Luckily, the twins were faster. Sadly, it wasn’t much easier to give an honest answer when Maka asked how they met.

“We, um… crossed paths when I checked on the lemon grove,” Eijirou said with a forced smile. “And he came to the Shack later for free gear, but it turns out we don’t have anything left.”

“Your idiot son said I could ‘take him instead’ so I decided to take him up on his offer. He doesn’t seem too useless,” Bakugou said.

Eijirou’s mother gasped. The twins grinned and yelled in excitement. Rascal woke up from his nap near the stove and walked away with a hiss.

“You’re leaving with him?!” Sora asked.

“You’re getting married?!” Maka squealed at the same time.

“Oh, you mean as a travel companion!” his mother exclaimed with a sigh of relief. Then, she seemed to realize what it meant and said, “Eijirou! You’re not serious, right?”

“Um… Yeah?” Eijirou said, scratching the back of his head. “It didn’t seem fair to let him leave without anything, and you know I’ve always wanted to go, so…” Eijirou paused, took a grounding breath, and knocked his fists together the way a traveling earth mage once taught him as he declared more firmly, “We’re leaving tomorrow. That’s final.”

His mother’s eyes flashed with anger for a second, and Eijirou’s determination faltered under her glare. “Oh no, young man,” she hissed. “You’re not going anywhere, especially on such short notice.” She stopped for a second and continued more calmly, “What about your job at the forge?”

“I already said I was leaving. I have my master’s blessing.”

“And what about us? What about your life here? You can’t just leave!”

“Well… I know it’s short notice, but the opportunity came, and I know you wouldn’t want me to be on my own, and Bakugou’s been doing great by himself so far so I’m sure I’ll be fine! And it’s not like I’m leaving forever,” Eijirou tried to explain, scratching his suddenly very itchy wrist. He could tell his mother wasn’t listening, though. Her expression was neutral again, but it was obvious that she was putting on a mask for the sake of their guest.

“Let’s wait for your father,” she said with a cold smile. “How about you help me with dinner, since you’re here?”

“Sure,” he nodded.

“I’ll help too,” Bakugou said, dropping his bag and hanging his cape near the entrance before walking toward the kitchen area. “What do you need?”

Both Eijirou and his mother gasped.

“What?” Bakugou barked.

“Nothing!” Eijirou said. “It’s just…”

“You don’t have to help us, Bakugou, it’s okay. You’re our guest, just sit somewhere.”

Bakugou frowned. “I’ll help,” he insisted. “Just tell me what to do.”

Eijirou’s mother blinked, her face frozen in a polite smile. “Well, how about you two grab some food in the pantry? Do you like fish, Bakugou? Shizuka went fishing with the boys, I’m sure they’ll have something nice to bring back.”

Bakugou nodded, and Eijirou was too stunned by his sudden obedience to mention it. It was probably for the best.

Just like earlier, Bakugou stayed mostly silent while they cooked, barely answering Eijirou and his family’s attempts at conversation. However, he seemed very interested in the herbs and ingredients his mother was using, and it wasn’t long until she was sharing tips with him with a bright smile, happy to have found such an eager audience.

The way Bakugou’s face scrunched up when she took out preserved lemons didn’t escape Eijirou, and he struggled to repress a snort at his worried look when she added some to their food.

“I see you’re looking at the lemons. We grow them ourselves!”

“I know…” Bakugou mumbled while Eijirou snickered silently.

“Really? Oh, right, you met Eijirou near our lemon grove. You’ll see, they’re the best in the region!”

Bakugou grunted in reply.

“I don’t think he’ll be able to compare,” Eijirou smirked, earning a death glare from the blond.

“What do you mean?” his mother asked. “Don’t you have them at home?”

“No,” Bakugou gritted.

“Well, you have to try them! Sora, Maka, go make some lemonade for our guest! Oh, it’s such a shame I didn’t know you were coming sooner, I would have made some lemon cakes too!”

“It’s… fucking fine,” Bakugou said with a sour expression. It took everything Eijirou had not to burst into laughter. The irony was just too perfect.

“Don’t worry about it, Bakugou! We have plenty and I’m sure you’ll love it!” his mother said with a warm smile.

“Yeah, there’s nothing better than a good lemon, Bakugou,” Eijirou nodded, trying and failing to look serious. Bakugou’s hands started smoking, and Eijirou was surprised he didn’t get attacked for his comment.

All in all, Bakugou’s second experience with lemons went a lot better than the first. Lemonade was too sour for him, but he seemed fine with lemons as long as he couldn’t see them. Later, Eijirou’s mother walked Bakugou through their little herbs garden to tell him everything he needed to know about them, and it was the calmest Eijirou had seen him yet. He looked as focused as he was when they first met, and although he only grunted and nodded, it was obvious that he was listening with great interest.

Most of the food was ready by the time Shizuka and Shinra came back with a bucket full of fish, and everyone was promptly kicked out of the kitchen while their mother probably prepared one of her super secret recipes. Shizuka and Eijirou were discretely asked to keep Bakugou away in the form of a very insistent look, and they jumped on the occasion.

“I have some packing to do, right?” Eijirou said. “Bakugou, why don’t you come to my room so you can leave your stuff there and give me a hand?”

Bakugou seemed ready to retort something, but Shizuka helped drag him there with a happy, “Oh yes, tell me aaaaall about packing your things, brother dear! Make sure you take everything!”

“I’m not helping you carry extra stuff, Shitty Hair,” Bakugou warned.

“I won’t take everything,” Eijirou protested.

“But I need the wardrobe!” Shizuka whined.

“Just leave me a side or something, it’s not like you’re going to fill it,” Eijirou laughed.

“Maybe I will,” Shizuka said. “Maybe once I have my own room, I’ll turn into a clothes hoarder like you.”

“I’m not hoarding them, I just don’t like it when they go to waste,” Eijirou pouted.

“I know, I know,” Shizuka said with a mocking smile, making him huff.

“So clothes, huh,” Bakugou muttered, pensive.

“Hm?” Eijirou asked.

“Your hoard,” Bakugou said, looking strangely serious.

“Dude, that’s not a hoard!” Eijirou exclaimed, feeling himself blush. “I just like to keep things from people I like.”

“What do you hoard, then?”

“Nothing!”

Shizuka burst into laughter. “I like you, Bakugou,” she said with an attempted pat on the shoulder he avoided with a snarl. “I’m sure my brother and you will be the best travelling companions! Make sure you take your time while I enjoy his bedroom!” she concluded, falling on his bed and rubbing herself on it.

“Hey, watch it, you little monster! It’s not yours yet!” Eijirou protested, grabbing her arm to pull her out.

“But soon! I need to mark my territory!”

“It’s mine for tonight, so get off or fight me for it,” Bakugou said, arms crossed and looking perfectly serious. Eijirou had heard a lot about Barbarians fighting over pretty much everything, but he couldn’t be sure if it was cultural or if Bakugou was just like that.

Shizuka held Bakugou’s gaze for a moment, and finally got off the bed with a pout while Eijirou marveled at the efficiency of this strategy.

The next hour or so was filled with packing and light conversation between the three of them, and dinner started soon after his father came back. Eijirou gulped nervously as they sat around the table. He didn’t know what dinner would look like, but he didn’t feel ready.

 

As it turned out, he definitely wasn’t ready for dinner. Despite the twins’ obliviousness, Shizuka’s excellent mood, and his parents’ best attempt at pretending everything was fine, the tension was palpable. There was no way Eijirou’s mom hadn’t told his dad about his plans already, and by the look of it, he didn’t approve any more than she did.

The food was delicious and definitely way more than what they usually had, but although Eijirou could tell his mom had cooked all his favorite dishes—or the ones she had the ingredients for, at least—he only had half a mind to eat. Knowing his parents and their hospitality, there was no way they’d cause a scene in front of a guest, but they were definitely planning to have a long talk with Eijirou as soon as his siblings and Bakugou left for the night, and he wasn’t looking forward to it.

“So, Bakugou,” his dad asked. “What pushed you to travel on your own?”

“I’m looking for something,” Bakugou said, stabbing his slice of bread with his knife to eat it. It made his mother shiver with discomfort, and his dad swore quietly in his native language. Sure, using a knife like this wasn’t uncommon, but did Bakugou really have to stab everything like he owned the place?

“Like a hidden treasure?” Shinra asked with a grin.

“Sort of.”

Maka tried to copy Bakugou, stabbing a carrot in her stew instead of using her spoon, and their mom almost leapt above the table to stop her. She glared at her daughter and hissed that she shouldn’t do it, trying not to draw attention to them, but Bakugou still noticed. His eyes went from Maka’s knife to his, and he slowly put it down.

“If it’s not a treasure, what is it?” Shizuka asked to break the uncomfortable silence that had settled for a second too long.

“A dragon.”

“A… What? You mean dragons still exist?” Eijirou asked, surprised and thrilled at the idea.

Bakugou held his gaze for a moment, giving him that intense look he seemed to have whenever he was fully focused on something, and Eijirou shivered. “Of course, dumbass,” he finally said, his eyes never leaving him. “They’re just hiding too fucking well.”

“So you’re really planning to find one? That’s so cool! I really hope we do, I’ve always wanted to see a real dragon!” Eijirou grinned. His smile was so wide his teeth were almost visible, but he recovered fast enough to avoid it.

Bakugou kept staring at him with a frown, until he scoffed and said, “I’m not just planning to find one, Shitty Hair. I’m planning to fight one.”

“That’s dangerous!” Eijirou’s father exclaimed.

Bakugou only shrugged in response, but Eijirou could feel his parents’ disapproving eyes on him. This was going terribly wrong.

“Well, I guess you won’t be needing our Eijirou, then,” his mother said calmly. “There aren’t any dragons around here. The monster sightings in the region involve more human looking creatures.”

“Still worth looking,” Bakugou shrugged.

“Yeah, and the region’s pretty big. I’m sure I can be useful,” Eijirou added, holding his mother’s gaze and trying to ignore how itchy he felt.

He wouldn’t back down this time, he told himself. He’d told Bakugou he was going. His bag was already packed. There was no going back!

His parents stayed pretty cold for the rest of the meal, leaving the conversation to their children who accepted the role eagerly. Shizuka’s good mood was burning bright like a flame, perfectly unaffected by the freezing atmosphere, and Eijirou found himself hanging on to it like a lost traveler on a chilly night. In the end, the only times his parents intervened were when the younger kids tried to copy Bakugou’s truly horrendous table manners, like picking the best parts or grabbing more food without asking first, without mentioning the knife he was using for everything.

As the meal drew to an end, Bakugou started dozing off on his seat and Eijirou’s mother decided to send the kids to bed. Eijirou gave the Barbarian’s shoulder a light tap and told him he should go to sleep.

“M’not tired,” he mumbled.

“Come on, you can barely keep your eyes open,” Eijirou chuckled.

“Fight me.”

“I’m not fighting you on this. It’s your choice,” he shrugged.

Bakugou let out an annoyed “tch” and finally got up, mumbling goodnights before following Eijirou back to his room. His parents’ eyes didn’t leave him as they walked out, and he knew he’d have to come back as soon as Bakugou didn’t need him anymore.

Sadly, Bakugou didn’t need anything. He stepped into the room, ignored Eijirou’s questions, stripped to his underwear without an ounce of shame, climbed into bed, and immediately passed out.

Well… that was fast, Eijirou thought. Way too fast, actually. He’d hoped to stall a little, but it seemed that nothing stood between him and his parents anymore.

He really hoped they would give him their blessing without arguing too much, but he’d seen their looks all evening, without mentioning their reactions to Bakugou’s prickly personality and rough manners. Eijirou’s siblings seemed to love him, but there was no way his parents would agree to let him go with the Barbarian.

Eijirou made sure one last time that his makeshift bed on the floor was fine and that his bags were properly packed, and sighed when he realized that he was out of excuses. It was time to face his first hurdle, and he’d have to do it on his own.

Notes:

I hope you liked it!

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Chapter 3: Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

Notes:

Work was pretty overwhelming today for some reason but here I am! I guess I need my last push before the weekend too...

Today's chapter is kinda short but I feel that it was important to keep it separate. Also, Shizuka steals the spotlight once more, I love this girl. She sprouted in my mind, fully formed as the sassy perceptive younger sister and I just rolled with it (but also you won't see her for a while after this so dw if you have enough of my OCs)

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

His parents were whispering to each other when Eijirou came back to the living room. He couldn’t hear what they were saying, but there was too much nodding to leave any doubt on the fact that whatever they were talking about, there was no disagreement between them.

This was going to be hard. Eijirou could usually work things out when one of his parents was on his side, but if they were both against him… 

Eijirou shook his head. He couldn’t give up this time. He’d have to be strong! Firm and immovable, like a rock! He didn’t hesitate earlier when he told his master he was leaving. He didn’t hesitate when he called Bakugou out, even though he knew the Barbarian had a weapon. He could do this!

He knocked his fists together to ground himself, announced his presence, and sat down on the other side of the table, facing his parents.

“Eijirou,” his mother started, “your father and I have talked about it and we both agree that you shouldn’t leave.”

“We’re living in dangerous times, a’mmi , and you don’t have the right gear,” his father added.

“It’s spring, there’s no better time to leave,” Eijirou pointed out. “And Bakugou’s a…” He hesitated. He couldn’t really call him a ‘nice guy’ from what he’d seen, but… “He’s rough around the edges, but I trust him.”

“He’s a rude Barbarian whose dream is to fight a dragon, Eijirou,” his mother said. “We have no proof that they even exist, why would you go on such a foolish quest with him? You don’t even know him!”

“I’ve seen enough, mom,” Eijirou said, surprised by the absolute conviction he felt. “It’s gonna be fine. He’s been on his own this whole time, and he looks like he has experience. His main issue is that he doesn’t know the area, but I do. I’m sure we’ll be a good team!”

“He wanted to fight you over going to bed, Eijirou,” his father pointed out.

“He was half asleep, come on! Plus, I said no and he didn’t insist. He didn’t fight me earlier until I agreed on it too. He’s–”

“What do you mean ‘fight you earlier’?”

Damn, Eijirou shouldn’t have mentioned it… 

“Um… I mean…” he started, feeling his arms itch. “I think he wanted to make sure I was strong enough to travel with him? Which is a totally reasonable demand! We don’t know each other that well, and–”

“Exactly! Are you really planning to go with someone who tried to beat you up upon meeting you?”

“It’s not like that!” Eijirou protested. “He’s… I can’t explain it, but his manly spirit really shone through when we sparred!”

“And that’s it? That’s what you’re basing your whole judgement on?” his mother asked. “Eijirou, sweetie, you know you trust people too easily.”

Eijirou deflated. “Shizuka likes him,” he said weakly. He knew he wasn’t the best judge of character and he was easily fooled, but his sister’s instincts were rarely wrong in that regard.

“Your sister isn’t immune to deceit,” his mother said.

Eijirou snorted. “Deceit? Really?”

“Well… Or blind admiration”, she conceded.

“I don’t trust him,” his father added. “His manners show that he’s rude, selfish, and a terrible influence.”

“He looks like he was trying to do well, though,” Eijirou said. Sure, Bakugou never apologized for his behavior, but he seemed to stop misbehaving when he saw Eijirou’s siblings get reprimanded for copying him. “Maybe table manners aren’t the same for Barbarians?”

“He’s the worst guest we’ve ever had,” his father huffed.

“But he helped make dinner,” Eijirou said, sending a desperate look in his mother’s direction. “And he helped clear the table too!”

“And it put us in a very bad position. Guests aren’t supposed to help with anything, they’re guests !”

“But you can’t call him selfish for wanting to help! Dad, you said you were a terrible guest too, back when you didn’t know our customs! And mom, come on, you can’t tell me you didn’t like it when Bakugou asked you all these questions about your cooking!”

His mother sighed. “Fine, maybe you’re right about this, and maybe it is normal for Barbarians to give a hand even when they’re guests, but I still don’t think you should go with him. Honestly, I’d have preferred it if you left with this nice little group, with the blonde one and his black haired friend.”

“You said no back then, and now they’re gone,” Eijirou pointed out bitterly. “You said they were too inexperienced, and it would be dangerous to leave with them. And now I have a Barbarian who obviously knows how to fight and travel on his own, and you’re still finding excuses for me to stay. It’s not like the perfect person is just going to show up. You can’t keep me trapped here forever! It’s not fair!”

Eijirou hadn’t realized that he’d raised his voice until he noticed his parents flinching.

“Eijirou, you know we only want what’s best for you,” his mother said softly with that sad and disappointed tone he hated so much. It made his heart clench, like he’d done something terrible. She was right, he shouldn’t have yelled at them.

“I’m sorry, mom. I know,” he muttered. “But I still think…”

“It’s too dangerous, Eijirou. He’s looking for a fight against monsters, you know. If you lower your guard and he sees how you are…”

“He said he wanted to fight a dragon, specifically,” Eijirou said. “I’m not a dragon, just a… weird kind of human.”

“But how can you know for sure that he’ll be okay with what you are? That he won’t attack you or try to kill you if he finds out the truth?” his father asked.

“But it’s always going to be dangerous, then,” Eijirou retorted, feeling his throat clench as he realized mid-sentence the truth he’d been avoiding for so long. What he’d just said wasn’t a counter-argument, it was what his parents truly thought. It was the conclusion they’d wanted him to reach this whole time.

It was always going to be dangerous. Strangers were dangerous. The other villagers were dangerous. His own siblings were dangerous, if they ran their mouths. Only here was safe. Only his parents could know who he was. No one else was ever going to accept him. His parents never wanted him to leave the nest. Shizuka would never have his room, because more than an elder right, it was a way to isolate him.

He wouldn’t have much privacy with a travelling companion. He wouldn’t be able to hide it if he sprouted a few scales or growled in his sleep. And being on his own was out of the question. There was nowhere for him to go. He was trapped.

“Eijirou, we’re sorry,” his mother said, walking around the table to put a comforting hand on his shoulder. “We know you really want to go, but this…”

“We love you, son, but you can’t go on a monster-hunting quest when you’re… well…”

“A monster,” Eijirou finished.

“No, Eijirou, no,” his mother said, as if it wasn’t exactly what they’d been saying this whole time. “You’re not a monster, don’t you ever think that! You’re just a little… different?”

“And what you’re saying is that people won’t make a difference,” Eijirou added bitterly.

“I’m sorry. But the world can be a cruel place.”

“You were a blessing, Eijirou,” his father said, like he always did whenever Eijirou felt down about himself. “You’ve made your mother and I very happy from the moment we found you, and we’re so glad we have you.”

Eijirou nodded in silence, willing his tears to go away.

That was it. He wasn’t going anywhere. Ever.

“I love you too,” he said, forcing a smile on his face.

He didn’t feel it, but his parents seemed to feel a lot better, at least.

“So you understand why you can’t leave with Bakugou tomorrow?” his mother asked softly.

“Yes, mom,” Eijirou said, barely feeling her arms around him or the gentle kiss she left on his temple.

“That’s good. I’m glad we could make you understand,” his father said with a satisfied nod.

“I’ll just… go to sleep now,” Eijirou said.

He kissed his parents goodnight and slowly walked to his room, feeling more exhausted than after a long day at work. He just wanted to sleep.

Hopefully, he’d feel better in the morning. Bakugou wouldn’t mind leaving without him. It wasn’t like he really wanted Eijirou to tag along anyway, he was just tolerating him. And his master would understand if he showed up at work tomorrow. He’d also have to unpack, and let Shizuka know that he was keeping the room after all, and…

His lower lip trembled and his eyes filled with tears as he reached his bedroom. Stuck in his own head, he reached for the–

“So you’re not going after all, huh?”

Eijirou jumped in surprise, looking up to find Shizuka leaning against the wall next to the door.

“What are you doing here?” he whispered. “Did you…?”

“I heard you guys,” Shizuka nodded, keeping her voice low. “I felt that something was wrong at dinner, and I couldn’t stop myself when I heard you yell.”

“I’m sorry. Did I wake up the others?” Eijirou paused. “Wait, how much did you hear?!” he asked, alarmed. Shizuka wasn’t supposed to know! She–

“Relax. I know the truth about you. That you’re not…” She paused, looking for a word. “Not exactly like us?”

“What? Since when?”

“I think I always sort of knew. I remember a few things from when I was really young, and then I heard mom and dad talk about you.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Because I wasn’t supposed to know,” she shrugged. “I was mad at you, at first, but then I realized that it wasn’t your fault. And mom and dad denied everything when I tried to confront them about it.”

“I’m sorry…” Eijirou said weakly, deflating under her bitter look.

“I told you, it’s not your fault. I’m more pissed at them here.”

“You shouldn’t!” Eijirou protested. “They’re trying to protect me.”

Shizuka gave him a long and meaningful look Eijirou wasn’t sure how to understand, then shrugged and said, “I think you should leave.”

“But you’ve heard mom and dad. They’re right.”

“The world has always been a dangerous place, Ei, and it shouldn’t stop you from doing what you want,” Shizuka said. “It’s like how people won’t let me go fishing on my own because I might become the subject of a folks song. But you know what? Anything could always happen. You could get robbed on your way to the forge. The house could collapse. We could die in floods every year, but we still live here. So if you really want to leave, you should leave.”

“It’s not just about me, though,” Eijirou said. “How do you think people would react if they find out the truth about me? Everyone knows we’re not really related, but you could be next.”

“Bakugou doesn’t strike me as the type of person who’ll seek revenge. And if he does, I’m sure we can take him!”

“He might turn everyone against us,” Eijirou countered, repeating arguments he’d heard his whole life.

“You really think people will believe him over us? Let’s be real, Eijirou, it’s not about us here. It’s about you deciding if leaving is worth the risk of being found out. You’re the only one who can decide if you trust yourself not to slip up, and if you trust Bakugou not to hurt you if you do. Or if you think it’ll be worth trying even if it goes wrong.”

Eijirou sighed. How was his little sister so good at this? He wanted to believe her, he really did, but… 

“Do you trust him?” he asked.

“Yes,” she nodded, calm and confident, like the rock Eijirou didn’t feel like at the moment. “I could be wrong, but he doesn’t seem like a bad guy. He’s not exactly nice, but I don’t think he’ll hurt you. And you two seem to get along. If anyone can reveal the soft insides under his thick and sour rind, it’s you.”

Eijirou smiled.

“So,” Shizuka continued when he didn’t say anything, “you’re leaving?”

Eijirou shook his head. “I don’t know. I thought I was going to leave, but mom and dad’s arguments made sense so I wasn’t, and now…” He sighed. “This isn’t manly of me! I shouldn’t hesitate like this.”

“It’s okay to take some time to think.”

“I don’t have time, Bakugou’s leaving tomorrow!”

“You have the whole night,” Shizuka pointed out.

“Right…” Eijirou sighed.

He wanted to go. He wanted it more than anything. He hated how fast he was changing his mind, but… wasn’t it the same as pushing a boulder and thinking it was moving only for it to swing back in place? He felt a little like this. A boulder pushed on an edge, swinging back and forth, waiting for a little push to go one way or another.

A tiny smile appeared on his lips, and he asked, “You aren’t telling me all this just because you want my bedroom, are you?”

Shizuka stifled a laugh. “Maybe a little? But that’s not just it. I know how much you want to go. I hear it when you sneak out at night, you know?”

Eijirou blinked. “What? I don’t go anywhere.”

“You don’t have to lie to me,” she said, rolling her eyes. “No one else knows, I just wake up a lot at night. I thought it was a secret lover at first, but since it happens less than once a month with no improv–”

“No but really, Shizuka. I promise I’m not going anywhere,” Eijirou insisted, face paling at the idea of what could have been happening. Was a stranger sneaking around their house at night? That was concerning!

Shizuka looked at him, scrutinizing, like she was trying to determine how honest Eijirou was being. He stood her gaze, trying to ignore the urge to scratch his arms. Then, she laughed silently and said, “You really fell for it, huh? I was joking!”

“Oh, come on!” Eijirou said, relief flooding through him as the itching receded. “You can’t scare me like that in the middle of the night!”

“You really haven’t changed, Ei! Still so gullible!”

“You’re the worst,” he grumbled, pouting. She’d always been like this, learning the most terrifying ghost stories just to tell him right before bedtime so he was too scared to sleep alone. He could never switch beds with her because their parents wouldn’t allow it, but it never stopped her from trying. 

Once her shoulders stopped shaking, Shizuka straightened up, looking serious again, and said, “Seriously, though, I think mom and dad are wrong to keep you here like this. Maybe you won’t like being on the road, but it’s something you need to decide on your own and they have to respect your choice. You’re old enough to make your own decisions.”

“What are you, twelve?” Bakugou taunted him in his mind.

Eijirou sighed again. “I’ll think about it.”

“Good enough for me,” Shizuka nodded. She paused for a second, and added, “I don’t think I’ll be able to take over your room immediately, anyway. So if you don’t like the adventurer lifestyle after all, you can always come back.”

“I’ll keep it in mind,” Eijirou smiled. “Thank you, Shizuka.”

“I hope it helped,” she said, straightening herself up. “We should probably go to sleep now.”

“Yeah.”

“And Ei…” She bit her lower lip, hesitating. “I’m sorry about this morning. You’ll always be my brother. Bedroom or not.”

“Wow, apologies? Coming from you?” Eijirou asked, faking surprise. “I'm not gonna die, you know.”

“Shut up! I was just trying to be nice,” she huffed.

“Mom told you to, didn't she?”

“Maybe? But she's not here to check, so it still counts,” Shizuka pouted.

“It's okay,” Eijirou chuckled. “I know you didn't mean it like that.”

“Good,” she said with a small, nervous nod.

“We both know that being found in an orchard is much better than being delivered in a panic on a kitchen table anyway,” Eijirou added, ruffling her hair.

“At least mom and dad had months to get ready for me, unlike you, stray baby,” Shizuka retorted, swatting away his hand with an amused pout.

That was better, Eijirou decided.

“Goodnight, little monster,” he said, hand back on the door handle.

“Goodnight, big dumdum,” she smiled, punching his arm as she walked to the room she shared with the rest of their siblings.

Bakugou was snoring peacefully when Eijirou stepped into his bedroom, perfectly unaware of his roommate’s internal conflict.

“Goodnight, Bakugou,” he whispered to the sleeping Barbarian as he padded his way to his makeshift bed.

Sleep didn’t come easily that night.

Despite how exhausted he felt, arguments for and against leaving with Bakugou kept swirling in Eijirou’s mind, too loud to be ignored. Eyes trained on the man in his bed, his relaxed face gently basking in the moonlight, Eijirou wondered.

Was Bakugou even trustworthy? He seemed like the kind of person who was above lying and deceit, but that could be a mask. Maybe he pretended to be honest to the point of rudeness to hide his real, lying self? But people like that didn’t fool Shizuka, and Eijirou really had a good feeling about him. Plus, he'd never asked Eijirou to travel with him, so there was no reason for him to have bad intentions, right?

But even if he was completely honest and wasn’t planning to hurt Eijirou, would it still be true if he found out the truth? He was on a quest to fight monsters after all, and Eijirou had no doubt that Bakugou would at least try to fight him. Would he try to kill him? Would Eijirou be able to run away in time? He knew the area way better than the Barbarian, so he’d definitely be able to hide from him. Maybe he could scare him away with lemons or something… The thought made him snort, and he felt some of the tension leave him.

But if Eijirou left, he’d have to face his parents again in the morning… But if he stayed… If he left… Then Bakugou…

.

In his dream, Eijirou was roaming in the forest. He was walking on all four silently, a big and powerful hunter looking for a prey, knowing he was stronger than anything that lurked under the trees. The moon was shining on his sharp claws, his skin was a thick, impenetrable armor, and he felt like nothing could resist him. Even the earth couldn’t keep him trapped as he flapped his powerful wings to take flight and rise above the treeline, basking in the moonlight. Eijirou was a wild and fierce creature, and all had to bow to his will. He was the master of the forest, the master of the land, the master of the skies.

In his dreams, Eijirou was a monster, strong, and beautiful, and free.

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Chapter 4: Every Breath You Take

Notes:

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Enjoy!

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Katsuki dreamed about flying. He was harnessing the wind, creating updrafts and changing its direction at will to perform increasingly complex figures. A huge dragon the size of an island was gliding beside him, its back and flanks covered in houses and fields where children played loudly. The peaceful creature's surface was full of life, and Katsuki could see a small group of people flying together further ahead, showing off their skills.

Katsuki hurried to catch up and show them that he was the best flier, but no matter how fast he was going, he could never reach them. He could hear their laughter and joyful cries getting louder and louder, but they seemed so far away… 

Then, they were surrounding him, and they cheered as Katsuki showed them what he could do. His wings weren’t as good as the others, but the fire in his palms made up for it, and he flew and flew until he decided to land on the big dragon, exhausted. He patrolled in the fields for a while, until he reached the houses on the dragon’s flanks. One of them was his, he knew it. He just didn’t know which one, but he was going to find out. So Katsuki walked along the dragon’s flanks while the fliers’ laughter resonated in his ears, tempting him to join them again.

Everything was great. Everything was good and familiar. Katsuki was right where he belonged. He’d find his home soon, and then, everything would be perfect.

.

“Bakugou… Bakugou, wake up!”

Katsuki woke up in a surprisingly comfortable bed, to the sound of a stranger's voice and the feeling of a stranger’s hand on his shoulder, shaking him lightly. He threw a heated palm at the intruder’s face before he even opened his eyes, expecting them to fall back with a yelp of surprise or pain, depending on how fast they reacted. Instead, his palm was caught in a rough hand that somehow muffled his warning explosion.

Katsuki's eyes flew open.

“Shhh, Bakugou, not so loud. The others are sleeping,” whispered some guy Katsuki didn't recognize.

He knew the rough feeling of hardened skin on his hand though, he realized as memories from the day before slowly came back.

“Shitty Hair,” Katsuki muttered, his voice low and raspy from sleep.

“Yep, that's me,” he nodded with that weird, closed mouthed smile of his. “The sun’s gonna rise soon and I’m all set!”

“You didn’t have to wake me up so early,” Katsuki grumbled, falling back on the pillow and savoring the warm softness of the bed.

“I thought you were in a hurry,” Shitty Hair said. “We’ve gotta go, come on!”

Katsuki growled and sat up, glaring at him. “Fucking why?”

Shitty Hair flinched a little, gulped, and said, “Well, I’m awake, and you wanted to leave fast. And we should…” he hesitated, and finished in one breath, “we should leave now before it gets too hot!”

“It won’t be that hot and I don’t give a shit anyway,” Katsuki said, trying to wake himself up enough to understand why the idiot was acting so suspicious.

“Bakugou, come on! It’s time to go! I’ve never heard of an adventurer who sleeps in.”

“M’not sleeping in, I’m enjoying my prize,” Katsuki huffed. He prided himself in being able to sleep in rough conditions, but having a real bed was a rare opportunity he couldn’t pass up.

Shitty Hair bit his lower lip, glancing at the barely rising sun and then at the door. Definitely suspicious. “Bakugou, come on. Get ready and I’ll take care of your breakfast.”

Katsuki sighed and shook his head. “Fucking fine, but it better be good.”

“You got it!” Shitty Hair smiled. “Make sure not to make too much noise,” he added before leaving the room and closing the door silently.

Once he was gone, it was tempting for Katsuki to go back to sleep, but he knew there was no point. Shitty Hair’s behavior was way too suspicious, and he needed to get to the bottom of it.

He smiled when he noticed the small bucket of fresh water in the corner. Cleaning himself up a bit would be perfect to clear up his mind, he decided as he brought a piece of cloth and plunged his hand in the cold water to heat it up to an appropriate temperature. As a natural fire mage, he’d never understood how people could accept anything less than warm water.

It took until he was ready to join Shitty Hair for him to finally connect the dots. The early rising, the way he insisted on them being silent, the way his parents had looked at Katsuki with disapproval the night before, his mother’s initial reaction…

Shitty Hair was probably leaving against his family’s will.

Either way, it was none of Katsuki’s business. He didn’t care as long as they were leaving, he thought as he grabbed his stuff and joined him in the main room, jumping above the guardrail and creating a small updraft under himself to land silently. Whether or not they were trying to sneak out, he figured it was better not to wake everyone up. The last thing Katsuki wanted was to have to deal with a bunch of loud kids first thing in the morning.

He found Shitty Hair silently packing a bag on an empty table.

“Where’s breakfast?” he asked in a low voice, unamused.

“I packed it,” Shitty Hair whispered, brandishing his bag. “It’s so early, I thought we might as well get started and take a break later?”

Yep, they were definitely sneaking out. How Shitty Hair didn’t realize how suspicious he was acting was beyond Bakugou, though.

“So we’re leaving now?” he asked, matching the other’s volume.

“If you’re ready.”

“You’re not saying goodbye?”

Shitty Hair flinched like the worst liar in the world. Fuck, Katsuki hated liars, and it seemed that Shitty Hair was nothing but one big pile of stinky lies. How the fuck was he supposed to trust a guy like this?

“I… already did?” he said hesitantly before schooling his expression into something more confident.

Katsuki sighed, half-tempted to leave the asshole behind. “Whatever,” he said, walking to the door. “Let’s fucking go, then.”

Shitty Hair rushed before him so he could open the door silently, and Katsuki followed, taking his rightful place in front of him as soon as they were out.

The redhead stayed surprisingly silent for the first few minutes, and it further confirmed Katsuki’s suspicions. What he didn’t get was why that idiot seemed to think Katsuki cared whether or not he had his parents’ approval. It wasn’t like Katsuki hadn’t openly told him about the way he’d left his own family, after all.

If Shitty Hair felt the need to lie about something this small, what else could he be lying about? Something was definitely up with his teeth, but as eager as Katsuki was to figure out the truth about them, he was starting to question whether or not it was a good idea to travel with Shitty Hair, if he was going to have to second guess everything the asshole said.

As soon as they were out of earshot, his new travel companion started talking nonstop, and Katsuki shook his head, trying to get rid of his doubts. Shitty Hair had fought him fair and square the day before, and whatever Katsuki had seen in him back then, he’d made his decision. He wasn’t going to back down now.

“So,” Shitty Hair asked once they stopped for breakfast, “where are we going?”

Fuck, that was a good question…

“You’re the local here,” Katsuki grumbled as he looked through the contents of Shitty Hair’s bag and grabbed some bread and cheese. “Haven’t heard about monsters in the area?”

“Well… There’s this monster people have been talking about for the past few months, but I don’t know if the rumors are true. Everyone who’s seen it said it looked like a big dude with horns and a thick tail that growled at them and ran back into the forest. Some say it had weird things coming out of its shoulders too. But it all happened late at night, so they were probably drunk…”

“Why the fuck did your lord start this free weapons bullshit, then?”

“There used to be plenty of monsters, or at least people complained about it a lot. But it was years ago, and it kinda stopped after all those adventurers came.”

Bakugou groaned, biting his slice of bread and cheese angrily. “Fucking great…” he muttered under his breath as he munched it and swallowed with all the aggressiveness he could muster. “Next question: where the fuck are your weapons?”

“Oh, um… I don’t exactly have any?” Shitty Hair said with an embarrassed look as he reached for the food bag between them. “I wanted to get myself a sword a while ago, but they were the first to go when the program started, and they’re super hard to forge, so I couldn’t exactly make one.”

“So you’ve got what, your knife, those shitty braces you got yesterday, and that’s it?”

“I’m not gonna fight with my food knife!” Shitty Hair exclaimed, appalled. “I mean, I can use it if I have to, but…”

“So that’s what I said, you’ve got nothing.”

“Oh… But I can still fight!”

“You won’t be able to do shit if we meet thieves or some wild beast, what the fuck were you thinking?!” Katsuki yelled.

“Well, sorry! You made me leave super fast, where was I supposed to find a sword?”

“You said you’ve wanted to leave for ages! How did you not think about that?! You could at least have a damn dagger or some shit!”

“It’s not like there are dangerous animals around here! Usually, they just run away when you get too close, and I can use some magic.”

“So what, you think you’re good enough to rely on it alone?”

Shitty Hair hesitated. “Well… I can use it in a pinch? And I’ll buy a sword as soon as we can, I promise!”

Katsuki clicked his tongue, but calmed down a little. “You’ve got earth magic, right?” he asked, remembering the hardened skin that seemed impervious to his fire.

“Yeah! I’m not exactly good at it, though,” he said with a self-conscious look. “I can mostly just harden my skin a little…” He shook his head, and added with more confidence, “But I’ve been training! And I stood up to you yesterday, didn’t I?”

“Think you can stop a blade?”

“I’ve never really tried that,” he said with a weak laugh.

Katsuki grinned and took out a dagger. “Let’s find out!”

“You mean now?!” Shitty Hair squeaked.

“You’re done eating?”

“I just wanted to have an orange first and I’ll be good to go.”

Katsuki cringed at the memory of the tough-skinned fruit, and snarled when he noticed Shitty Hair’s amused look. The redhead took one out of his bag and started peeling it with his bare fingers, the thick skin coming off in chunks as it released its sour scent. Katsuki watched, both disgusted and fascinated as Shitty Hair revealed how the fruit consisted of several bits easy to split with his bare hands without getting them covered with sticky juice. Katsuki wondered if it was why his family didn’t seem to care about eating with their fingers.

“Do you want some?” Shitty Hair asked suddenly, offering him a slice.

Katsuki recoiled. “No fucking way, keep that shit away from me.”

Shitty Hair had the nerve to laugh to his face. “Dude, it’s just an orange! You shouldn’t stay on your first bad impression. It’s really good, I promise!”

“Fuck you,” Katsuki spat.

Shitty Hair shrugged and finished his fruit without insisting.

“So? You’re fucking ready now?” Katsuki asked once he was done and their food was back in the bag.

Shitty Hair looked at him with wide, anxious eyes. “Um… I’m not… What are you planning to do exactly?”

“Harden your skin and let’s see how tough you are,” Katsuki said with a smirk.

“What?!” Shitty Hair yelped. “You’re just gonna… cut me? What if I get hurt?!”

“I won’t stab you hard,” Katsuki shrugged. “And if you can’t take a little cut, you better go back to your parents, Shitty Hair.”

The redhead frowned at that. “I’m not going back,” he said, finally showing some fucking spine. “And my name’s Kirishima, don’t forget it!”

Ah, right. Kirishima.

“Show me how tough you are and maybe I’ll remember your stupid name,” Katsuki said.

Shitty Hair rolled up his sleeve and hardened his skin with a determined look.

“You’re on!”

When Katsuki poked the first time, his skin offered decent resistance.

“That’s so cool,” Shitty Hair whispered in awe, a smile on his lips. “Do it harder!”

Katsuki complied gladly. That was more like the tough guy he’d met the day before!

After a few more tries, they realized that if Katsuki cut or stabbed hard enough, he could graze Kirishima’s skin and leave some marks once he was unhardened. It looked more like he’d been grazed by brambles than pierced by a knife, though.

“Not bad,” Katsuki decided.

“Are you kidding? That’s awesome!” Shitty Hair laughed. “I’d never thought I could get that tough!”

“What, you’ve never fucking tried?”

“It’s not like I really needed it,” he shrugged. “I’ve trained a bit, but I didn’t think I’d come that far.”

“Why didn’t you train harder, then? You’d be fucking strong by now.”

“Well… I didn’t really have a teacher, you know,” Shitty Hair said with a weak laugh. “Some traveling mages came a couple of times and gave me a few lessons, but it wasn’t nearly enough.”

“You’ve learned?” Katsuki asked, surprised. “Why the fuck would you learn earth magic and never use it?”

“Oh, I could do a few things already, so I thought–”

“So you’re a natural.”

“Yeah?”

“Then you don’t need lessons.”

“What?” Shitty Hair asked, dumbfounded.

Katsuki stared at him for a moment, wondering if that guy was really that fucking dumb. Judging by his look of sincere confusion, he was. Katsuki sighed.

“You’re a natural earth mage,” he said. Shitty Hair nodded. “So you already have a bond with your element. You don’t need to be taught.”

“But it’s not like I have any idea what to do!”

“Did those earth mages teach you how to harden your skin?” Katsuki asked, knowing the answer already.

“No, I could already do that. They taught me more about stances and things like that.”

“That shit’s for learned mages,” Katsuki scoffed. “S’not bad, but it won’t help you get stronger.”

“It did! And what, are you gonna tell me you’ve learned your whole… fire hands thing by yourself?” Shitty Hair asked, waving his arms at the last part.

“Of course I did, dumbass! I learned how to heat up water and stuff like that, but no one taught me how to create explosions.”

“Oh…”

“It’s your element. Your bond. You wanna get better at it, you keep using it until it’s truly yours.”

Katsuki remembered, for a second, the old hag telling him those exact same words back when he was a snotty brat who’d just found out he could do cool shit with fire. Fuck her for being right.

Shitty Hair was staring at him like he’d said some truly groundbreaking shit, and Katsuki wondered how no one had ever told him that.

“I guess you’re right, huh… But I’m not sure where to start.”

“Were you always that tough against fire?” Katsuki asked, wondering where the fuck he was finding the patience to talk to this idiot. If it weren’t for those damn teeth and the secrets they could be holding, he would have dropped him here.

“Um… I don’t think so? But I’ve spent a lot of time at the forge, so I started improving after a while.”

Katsuki grinned, taking a few steps back to get into a fighting stance. “So if you wanna get tougher against other stuff, you just have to expose yourself to them.”

Shitty Hair jumped when he realized where Katsuki was going. “Dude, we’re fighting now?!”

“No time like the fucking present,” Katsuki nodded.

“You’re impossible,” Kirishima sighed, but he didn’t protest further and dropped his extra layers, getting in position.

Katsuki had expected him to refuse, and his respect for the idiot grew a little then. Grinning, he dropped his cape, and on second thought, Kirishima got rid of his shirt too.

This sparring session didn’t last very long, since they would have a lot of walking to do later, but Kirishima offered a decent fight, and with his entire upper body hardened, he was quite the sight! When Katsuki’s blade got near his cheek, Kirishima hardened just in time to deflect it, and Katsuki had the satisfaction of seeing his lips shrink to reveal those familiar sharp teeth once more—a welcome reminder of why Katsuki wanted to keep him around.

By the end of their sparring session, Kirishima only had a few red lines on his body that he wiped easily before putting his clothes back on.

“You gotta work on your stamina,” Katsuki said as he picked up his cape.

“I know but dude, you’re intense!” Kirishima panted. “And I’m not used to all this.”

“To what?”

“Sparring!”

“You’ve never had a sparring partner before?”

Kirishima shrugged, embarrassed. “Not really? It’s not like…” He shook his head. “Anyway, thanks for trying to help me!”

Katsuki grunted, grabbing his bag while Kirishima reached for his own.

“So, where are we going?” he asked again.

That damn question… But this time, Katsuki had a better idea of what to do. There was nothing like a good fight to clear his mind!

“You’ve got money, right?” he asked.

“Yeah!” Kirishima nodded.

“So we’re gonna get you a proper weapon first. Where’s the nearest town?”

“The one where my parents sell their fruits is a couple of hours from here,” Kirishima said. “But I don’t think we’ll have much choice, it’s not exactly big.”

“How far’s the nearest city then?”

“I’m not sure… Merchants say it’s around a week from here on foot, but they’re much slower than us. I think it’d take us three or four days to reach it, maybe?”

“Good enough,” Katsuki decided. “Let’s get you some gear, then.”

“Sounds good to me!” Kirishima nodded.

“We’ll probably stay there a couple of days too, in case we can catch some rumors.”

“Yeah, that’s great! Merchants talk a lot, it shouldn’t be hard,” Kirishima agreed enthusiastically. “This way, then!”

They went back on their way as Katsuki tried to mute whatever Kirishima was talking about. For someone who tried so hard to keep his secrets, he sure talked a lot…

But it was fine, Katsuki decided. The idiot would definitely be handy in a fight once he got better with his magic, and Katsuki could take advantage of the time it’d take them to reach the city to keep an eye on him and hopefully figure out what the fuck he was trying so hard to hide.

With all the efforts it was taking, if the truth wasn’t what Katsuki was hoping for, this asshole was fucking dead.

.

Eijirou’s first day as an adventurer felt more like a long walk than anything. It wasn’t exactly exciting, but it wasn’t bad either. The sky was clear, the sun was bright and not too hot, and Eijirou was making up for his companion’s stubborn silence with nonstop blabbering.

Maybe he was a little nervous…

Eijirou hadn’t exactly talked to his parents before leaving, and they’d probably noticed that he was gone by now. Were they looking for him? Did they understand Eijirou had left on his own volition? Did Shizuka tell them about their conversation from the night before?

Eijirou shook his head. There was no point in wondering. He’d made his decision, and there was no going back now. Plus, everything was going great so far! Bakugou couldn’t be too bad if he was so eager to help him learn more about his magic, and although the constant threat of unexpected fights was going to be exhausting in the long run, sparring with Bakugou helped him release some tension. Bakugou himself seemed a bit more relaxed too, even though his behavior hadn’t changed much.

“Aren’t you hot under all those layers?” Eijirou asked when the sun got high and he had to get rid of a layer of his own.

Bakugou shook his head and raised a hand. “I can dissipate heat with my hands. And it’s easier to get rid of extra heat than to create it.”

“Oh, that’s so cool! I had no idea fire magic could do that!”

“Don’t be stupid, that’s the basics.”

“I wish I could do it too,” Eijirou sighed. “It gets so hot around here in summer! I know I’m good at standing heat, but when there’s nowhere to escape, it’s terrible.”

Bakugou grunted.

“I used to think I could be a fire mage, you know? Since I’m good with heat and all. But it turns out it’s just earth magic after all.”

“You don’t like it?” Bakugou asked with a frown.

“Oh no, it’s great! Just… not as flashy as fire. And it’s not like I can control earth. I’ve tried, but it’s really not my thing.”

“Hardening your skin’s pretty badass. Especially once you’ve trained.”

Eijirou grinned. “Yeah! Thanks about that, by the way. I’ll make sure no blade can run through me in no time!”

“You better,” Bakugou said. His nonchalant tone made him sound like he had no doubt Eijirou could do it. So manly…

 

Eijirou had run out of conversation topics by the time they made a quick stop for lunch, and they spent most of the afternoon walking in silence while Eijirou tried to remember everything he was told about good places to rest and nearby rivers near the road. He wasn’t very efficient, though. He felt like his mind was running in circles as he struggled to keep his eyes open. He’d barely slept the night before, and he was starting to feel it.

“Don’t fucking fall asleep!” Bakugou snapped with a light shove, making him open his eyes with a start.

“I’m okay!” Eijirou said quickly.

“We’re not stopping anytime soon, don’t be a burden now.”

“I’m not! I was walking!”

“You’re supposed to guide me or some shit,” Bakugou sneered. “Can’t do that with your eyes closed.”

“Right… I’m sorry,” Eijirou said, shaking his head and drinking some water to wake himself up. Luckily, it was enough to shake off some of his drowsiness.

They still had a few hours of daylight when they reached the main road and the inn nearby, so when Eijirou offered to stop there and stay the night, Bakugou declared that they should go further.

“Keep your money for your weapon,” he said.

Eijirou shrugged and followed him, wondering if his companion was that eager to reach their destination or if he was just being stingy.

 

The sun was about to set by the time they reached the clearing Eijirou was told about. It was a pretty nice place, big enough to let a whole group of travelers settle down, and close to a river. It was empty when they arrived, and likely to stay so for the night, but the neatly made fire pit in the middle showed that the place was used fairly often.

“We’re here,” Eijirou announced proudly.

“I noticed, Shitty Hair,” Bakugou said, dropping his bag on the ground.

Eijirou sighed at the nickname. Being called by his actual name was nice while it lasted… He wondered if Bakugou would call him ‘Kirishima’ again if they sparred. Not that he was eager for it. He had good legs, but he was pretty beat after all this walking.

He noticed Bakugou looking at the sky and said with a smile, “It’s not gonna rain, trust me.”

Bakugou shrugged with a grunt, rummaged through his bag for a few seconds, and walked away without a word.

“Um… dude? What are you doing?” Eijirou asked, dropping his own bag on the other side of the fire pit.

“Water.”

“Oh, right,” Eijirou said, hesitant. “Um… Do you… Should I grab some firewood? What’s for dinner?”

“Do whatever, s’not my problem,” Bakugou said, not even stopping to reply.

“It is though. We’re supposed to be a team,” Eijirou frowned.

He let out an annoyed sigh when Bakugou ignored him, and decided to grab some wood. If Bakugou was taking care of the water, he couldn’t go wrong with it, he thought.

He realized that he’d been too optimistic when he came back to Bakugou already building a fire.

“I thought you were getting us water,” Eijirou said, dropping his wood on top of Bakugou’s.

“Found some wood too.”

“You have the water?”

“Of course I have the fucking water, who do you take me for?”

“Right…” Eijirou repressed an annoyed sigh, telling himself that they could never have too much wood anyway. “What do we do now?”

“Just make yourself useful.”

“I’m trying, dude, but I can’t be useful if you don’t tell me what to do!”

Finally, for the first time since they dropped their bags, Bakugou spared him a look.

“You don’t know how to do this shit,” he said.

“I do!” Eijirou protested. “I just don’t know how to do it with you . I’m fine with letting you take the lead but I can’t guess what you want.”

Bakugou stared at him for a moment, blinked, and said, “Go see if there’s some food. I’ll start setting up the tent.”

“Ok. Thanks,” Eijirou nodded.

Bakugou was all done by the time he came back mostly empty handed.

“No fish?” Bakugou asked.

“I can give it a try, but fishing isn’t really my thing,” Eijirou shrugged.

“I should’ve brought your damn sister instead, she’d have been more useful.”

“Trust me, she would have complained the whole time,” Eijirou laughed.

With everything set up, they didn’t have much left to do before sunset. Of course, Bakugou wanted to use this time to train him, and Eijirou tried to indulge him with whatever little energy he had left. It didn’t work well, though, and Bakugou wasn’t pleased with how sluggish Eijirou was after a whole day of walking on little sleep, so they gave up on the idea pretty fast.

Eijirou fell asleep while Bakugou was making dinner.

He was woken up later with a bowl of warm food and a harsh, “You’re standing guard first.”

Eijirou yawned and offered Bakugou a sleepy smile. “Sure. Thanks, Bakugou.”

His food was delicious. Eijirou had no idea what he was eating, but it was much better than anything he’d expected!

“Shut up, it’s just some food,” Bakugou grumbled when Eijirou told him so.

Eijirou shrugged and kept wolfing down his bowl. Once there was nothing left, he took out an orange from his bag. If he was going to stand guard, he’d need the boost.

Once more, Bakugou stared at him while he peeled it. Once more, he gave him a look of disgust when Eijirou offered him a slice. He wondered how long it’d take the Barbarian to get over his bad first experience.

In the meantime, it’d mean more orange for him! They were too big for him to bring too many, but despite how much room they took, he was glad he had them. They were nice and comforting. They tasted like home.

“What kind of food do you have where you live?” Eijirou asked to break the sluggish silence that had settled between them.

“Normal food,” Bakugou shrugged. Eijirou was going to protest, asking for more details, but before he could say anything, the Barbarian stood up, dusted his clothes, and mumbled, “I’m going to bed,” before disappearing inside the tent.

“Goodnight, Bakugou,” Eijirou said to the empty air.

He sighed. So no friendly conversation tonight either, huh…

Notes:

I hope you liked it! And that you savored this rare glimpse of Bakugou's POV, because truste me, you won't see it again for a while.

Also, please tell me if I'm being clear enough with how magic works. I'll definitely delve more into it as the story goes but since it's a normal thing in this AU, this is the best crash course I could give

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 5: Big City Life

Notes:

Welcome back to Wandering Home, now with that one scene I wrote specifically for a zine app and ended up not using! I'll let you guess which one

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The two of them fell into a comfortable routine during the next couple of days. They still avoided inns, and Bakugou yelled at Eijirou when he offered to pay for a room for the both of them, so he supposed his companion was both stingy and too proud to admit he didn’t have much money. It was fine, though: the weather was nice and Eijirou was enjoying sleeping outside, especially now that he knew what to do.

Their days all followed the same pattern. They sparred a little in the morning before breaking camp, walked all day, set up camp near sunset, and sparred again before dinner. Bakugou cooked and Eijirou cleaned. Eijirou peeled an orange after dinner and Bakugou refused to eat the offered slices. Bakugou went to sleep and Eijirou joined him later, rinse and repeat.

Eijirou was proud of how fast they got used to working together, but when he brought up their progress, Bakugou just scoffed and said it was “normal shit”. His little smile didn’t escape Eijirou, though, and he’d already learned not to take his friend’s harsh words at face value. 

By the time they spent their last night outside before reaching the city, Eijirou was almost ready to brush off his parents’ warning words. There had been no major incident so far, and he felt like there wouldn’t be any.

Still, he’d caught Bakugou staring at him a couple of times, when he thought Eijirou wasn’t paying attention. The Barbarian was frowning in these moments, obviously focused and deep in thought, staring at Eijirou like he was a lemon and he was considering whether or not to take a bite. Whatever Bakugou was thinking about, however, he never did anything about it, so Eijirou had slowly learned to relax when he caught his friend’s intense gaze on him.

There was still one minor issue, though: Eijirou had started sprouting scales whenever he sparred with Bakugou. It was never many, and he was quick to hide them—quick enough that his sparring partner never seemed to notice them, at least—but the stronger his hardening was getting, the more of a problem it was becoming.

Just like Bakugou had said, training against a blade was enough to help Eijirou make huge progress, and he was now able to stop Bakugou’s dagger with his bare skin, which never ceased to amaze him. Bakugou had told him to keep the wrist guards, in case he couldn’t rely on his magic, but Eijirou could now block even strong swings, and these days, the only reason why Bakugou was holding back wasn’t out of concern for Eijirou’s safety, but because he didn’t want to ruin his blade. Eijirou would be lying if he said he wasn’t proud of his progress, and even the Barbarian seemed impressed.

“Told you it’d work! You should’ve done that years ago,” was the best compliment he’d gotten so far, but it was delivered with a proud grin so wide it almost made Eijirou reveal his own teeth to mirror it.

Still, it didn’t make the scales issue less concerning, even if Eijirou could tell his magic was to blame. His scaly skin felt much stronger, and he had a feeling that moving with it would be easier too. As strong as his normal, rough skin was, it made him lose a lot of mobility, and it was something they were trying to improve. However, as helpful as his bright red scales would be, Eijirou couldn’t let them show. He couldn’t let Bakugou see them, he reminded himself for the hundredth time as they set up camp, trying to ignore how much his skin itched.

Eijirou was setting up the tent while Bakugou was looking for firewood and whatever food he could forage. Much to Eijirou’s surprise, his friend had soon become better than him at finding wild herbs and other edible things, and he’d quickly mastered how to use them in his cooking too.

“Found some rosemary,” Bakugou said as he came back.

“Neat! I hope we can catch a few fishes, then,” Eijirou smiled.

Bakugou grunted as he started building the fire, only giving Eijirou’s work a quick visual check and a nod of approval that made his chest swell with pride. Bakugou’s tent was great, but it wasn’t the easiest to set up, despite how much its owner insisted otherwise.

“Ready to fight, Kirishima?” Bakugou asked once everything was ready, raising a sparking palm.

Eijirou smiled, knocking his hardened fists together. “Bring it!”

The plan was to spar until it was time to check on their traps and take care of dinner, and they quickly fell into their familiar rhythm where Eijirou’s mind was solely focused on choosing whether to block or to dodge Bakugou’s attacks and not sprout any scales, please not this time, Bakugou will see them for sure, so just don’t sprout scales.

On second thought, Eijirou probably should have focused on the fight instead of worrying. For the first time, instead of only using his blade, Bakugou threw an explosion with his left hand, blinding Eijirou for a few seconds.

“Focus!” he yelled.

Eijirou nodded and shifted his attention back to the fight as he tried to see through the small cloud of smoke Bakugou’s explosion had left behind. It lasted until he saw a flash of red scales on his left arm, and as he tried to hide them, he didn’t notice Bakugou’s blade going straight to his side in a powerful thrust. Eijirou hardened his skin on instinct, expecting the impact to hurt, but pain never came. Instead, he was only pushed back a little as he heard the distinctive sound of metal snapping.

They both froze. The smoke dissipated. Eijirou blinked.

Bakugou was still holding his dagger, or what was left of it. A good chunk of it was now lying on the ground, and Eijirou…

Oh no, his side was covered with scales!

He was the first to unfreeze, slapping a hand on it to hide the incriminating area. Bakugou’s eyes went from his broken blade to Eijirou, and he finally closed his mouth, straightening up as he yelled, “You fucking idiot! What the hell were you thinking?!”

“Sorry!” Eijirou yelped, still clinging to his scaly skin. “I got… overwhelmed.”

Bakugou’s eyes lowered to Eijirou’s hands, and he seemed to calm down a little. “You injured?” he asked. 

Eijirou gulped. “Nope! No, I’m fine!” he said quickly, trying to hide his nervousness. “Unlike your blade. Wow, would you look at that, it’s completely broken!”

“I saw red,” Bakugou insisted.

Eijirou took a sharp breath, focusing on turning his skin back to normal, and said more calmly, “I’m fine.”

Slowly, he parted his fingers, revealing smooth human skin underneath. With a sigh of relief, he let his hand fall back on his side, and his brain finally caught up with what just happened.

“Holy shit, did I break your blade?” he asked with a disbelieving smile.

“Sure did, asshole,” Bakugou nodded, examining his broken weapon. “I knew this dagger wasn’t worth shit, but I didn’t expect it to be so damn weak.” He shook his head and dropped it on the ground, adding, “You owe me one.”

“Yeah, sure,” Eijirou nodded. “Sorry.” Then, a second wave of realization hit him, and he yelled, “Hey, wait a minute! You almost killed me, man! What the hell?!”

“You were supposed to dodge, dumbass!”

“You hit me hard enough to break the blade! And you cheated too!”

“I fucking didn’t! I was trying to make you focus so this shit didn’t happen!”

“And you could have killed me !”

Bakugou’s posture got more defensive, but he refused to back down. “You can take this now! You’re fucking fine, aren’t you?”

“Not thanks to you!”

Bakugou let out a frustrated growl. A literal one. “I didn’t hit that hard. I was gonna slow down when I noticed you weren’t dodging, but I think the blade got brittle after hitting you so many times.”

Eijirou crossed his arms, still frowning. “Let me have a look,” he decided, crouching to grab both the broken blade and the handle on the ground. It didn’t take him long to realize that Bakugou wasn’t lying. Eijirou had learned to use his magic to scan metals at the forge, and this one had clearly been weakened by repeated uses. “Fine, I guess it’s my bad for being distracted. Sorry, man,” he said, putting them aside as he tried to ignore the vague twist of disappointment in his guts.

“You’re sad you couldn’t break it in one blow?” Bakugou asked with a smirk.

“Shut up, I’m still mad at you,” Eijirou pouted.

“You shouldn’t have been distracted, dumbass,” Bakugou snapped. “But fine, no more blade training for you.”

“What, really? But I was just getting good!”

“Yeah, and I don’t have an unlimited amount of blades.”

“Right…”

They decided to stop training for the night, and the uneasy tension from their fight slowly vanished as they fell back to their well-oiled routine. After dinner, Eijirou grabbed an orange from his bag, noticing with a pang of disappointment that it was the last one.

It was for the best, of course, since they wouldn’t stay fresh forever, but a part of him felt like by eating it, he was cutting off ties with home for good. He took it still, his other hand flying to his belts to feel the comforting fabric under his fingers.

He wouldn’t be completely isolated, he reminded himself. He still had many little bits from home with him.

As always, Bakugou was staring at him when he started peeling the fruit. He’d accepted a slice the night before, after Eijirou had attempted to make him try it every single night since he left home. He said the texture was weird and the taste was too sour, but he didn’t spit it out, so Eijirou counted it as a small victory.

When he looked up at the Barbarian after peeling his orange, he realized that he had the same expression as the night before: open, curious, a little envious… The same kind of face his younger siblings had right before they started begging him for a slice, Eijirou realized with a fond smile.

He held one out without a word. Bakugou looked up to meet his eyes, surprised, and Eijirou gave him an encouraging smile as he held it closer. Slowly, Bakugou plucked it from Eijirou’s hand like it was something delicate and potentially dangerous. Their fingers brushed, and Eijirou felt himself shivering at the contact. It made him miss home.

His eyes stayed glued on Bakugou as he gingerly put half the slice in his mouth and bit it. His nose scrunched up for a second, but he kept chewing, pensive.

“S’not that bad,” he said. “Still fucking sour. And so damn… juicy.”

“See? I told you it was good!” Eijirou smiled.

“I didn’t say that!” Bakugou huffed as he ate the second half of his slice.

Eijirou hummed around his own piece of fruit, savoring the tangy taste. This one was a bit sweeter than the others, he noticed, wondering if it was why Bakugou seemed more receptive this time.

Bakugou’s eyes were back on him when Eijirou took another slice, and he gave it away without a second thought. It felt natural, sharing his orange like this. It made him feel like home more than eating it on his own ever could.

This time too, Bakugou ate his slice carefully, as if it was going to attack any second. It reminded Eijirou of Rascal’s mother when Shizuka and he tried to tame her. She was always wary of the food they gave her, and they could never quite bring her inside. Eijirou wondered if Rascal was still bringing dead birds back inside the house. Had Shizuka found one already? Did she take over his room? What did she tell their siblings about him leaving? Had his parents stopped looking for him?

Eijirou shook his head as he bit his own slice, trying not to let his emotions overwhelm him. He’d spent the past few days avoiding thinking about home too much, but he really missed his family. Greeting his parents with a kiss in the morning, ruffling Shizuka’s hair to annoy her, hugging the twins…

He loved travelling with Bakugou, he really did, but in moments like these, when he realized that he hadn’t had a single human touch that wasn’t related to sparring in days, it felt so lonely… How could Bakugou stand it? How did he manage to do it for so long on his own, without anyone to even talk to?

He was brought back to reality when he noticed Bakugou’s outstretched hand from the corner of his eye. Surprised, Eijirou looked up and met Bakugou’s demanding stare. He smiled and put another slice in his hand, letting his fingers brush against his friend’s calloused palm on purpose. Bakugou quickly snatched the piece of fruit, not letting the contact linger. Eijirou could still feel it on the tip of his fingers, though. It made him want to cry. He ate another slice and tried to stop thinking about it.

“It’s too bad you’re only starting to like oranges now,” he said, his eyes on the fire, hoping that breaking the silence would help him get away from the loneliness resting heavy on his heart. “It’s the last one.”

“I didn’t say I liked them,” Bakugou said. Eijirou turned toward him then, but even as his eyes got used to the sudden change in brightness, he wasn’t sure how to interpret his expression. The ever changing light from the fire didn’t make it any easier.

“Then you won’t be taking another slice?” Eijirou asked, smiling as he dangled one in front of Bakugou’s face.

“Didn’t say that either,” Bakugou huffed, grabbing it in one swift motion, as if Eijirou would go back on his offer. “They’re not terrible.”

“I want to say they’re an acquired taste, but I don’t remember not liking oranges,” Eijirou said, closing his eyes to savor his own piece of fruit. “Lemons are another story, of course,” he added with a smirk, turning toward Bakugou again.

“Shut up,” he said, nose scrunching. “I don’t see how you can eat that shit.”

“You liked the lemonade. And the preserved lemons in your food,” Eijirou said.

“But you mean eating them raw, don’t you?”

Eijirou laughed. “To be honest, few people can eat lemons like this. But my siblings kept daring me to do it when we were kids, and I started enjoying it after a while. It shows that I’m tough!”

Bakugou scoffed.

“It still tastes terrible with the rind, though, I’ll give you that”

“You’re never gonna shut the fuck up about it, will you?” Bakugou growled, palms twitching.

“Nope,” Eijirou smirked, popping another piece of fruit in his mouth and handing one out for his friend.

Bakugou hesitated, clearly annoyed by Eijirou’s remark but obviously too tired to do anything about it. He was always a bit softer after dinner, as if he’d depleted all of his anger during the day. It didn’t make him any less prickly, but he was less likely to act on it.

“I’ll fight you tomorrow,” he announced, snatching the orange slice from Eijirou’s hand. “When I win, you’ll have to stop bringing that shit up.”

“What if I don’t want to fight you?”

“What? Too scared you’re gonna lose?”

“There’s nothing in it for me, dude. What do I get if I win?”

“You won’t win.”

“But what if I do?”

Bakugou frowned. “It’s a…” he paused for a second, muttering something in another language. Now that he was used to his accent, Eijirou often forgot that Plainspeak wasn’t his first language. “It’s a challenge. You can’t say no. It means you’re a coward.”

“Is that a Barbarian tradition?” Eijirou asked, curious.

Bakugou answered with a noncommittal grunt he decided to interpret as a yes.

“Well, it’s not how we do things around here,” Eijirou said, enjoying the situation way too much. “Plus, we already fight every day.”

“Just fucking… accept the challenge, dammit!”

Eijirou laughed. “You’re not used to being teased, are you?”

Bakugou rose to grab Eijirou by his shirt, his face so contorted in anger that he barely looked human under the fire’s light, especially with the way he was growling, low and threatening like an animal. “Forget about the fucking challenge. I’ll kick your ass right here and now!” he said, palm ignited.

It made Eijirou laugh even harder, much to the Barbarian’s annoyance. “Fine, dude,” he chuckled. “I’ll fight you tomorrow, and I’ll stop.”

Bakugou dropped him, seemingly appeased. “Good,” he nodded before sitting down again.

Eijirou let out a content sigh, still smiling. “I bet you don’t have siblings,” he said.

“No,” Bakugou said, still pouting, his eyes on the campfire.

“I knew it,” Eijirou nodded wisely.

“What’s it got to do with anything?”

“I still get teased by mine about things that happened ten years ago,” Eijirou shrugged with a fond smile.

“And you don’t make them stop?”

“Nah. Not seriously, at least. It’s not worth it,” Eijirou said. He paused, and snorted. “Besides, if I did that, I’d have to stop teasing them about their past mistakes, and life would be a lot more boring.”

“I don’t get it.”

“It’s just fun,” Eijirou shrugged, still smiling. “And as my mother always says, it’s important not to take yourself too seriously.”

“Sounds stupid,” Bakugou muttered.

“I think it makes sense.”

They stayed silent for a minute while Eijirou considered his last two pieces of orange, wondering when he’d be able to eat one again. He could probably get some more at the market, of course, but they could be pretty expensive and it wouldn’t be the same anyway.

He shook his head and split them, offering one piece to Bakugou as he realized that he wanted to enjoy the Barbarian’s company more than he wanted an extra mouthful of home. Bakugou took it, and Eijirou knew he’d made the right decision when he noticed some of the tension in his friend’s shoulders vanish.

He ate his last slice with a lot more confidence than before, and the sight warmed Eijirou’s heart. It felt like a huge step forward, somehow. As he considered his own orange slice, he also realized that Bakugou was sitting a lot closer to him than earlier. If Eijirou spread his legs just a bit more, their knees would touch. It was his chance to have a sliver of the human warmth he needed so badly tonight.

Slowly, his eyes glued on the small space between them, Eijirou made his move, hoping that Bakugou wouldn’t notice, or at least that he wouldn’t mind.

“We’ve got this plant, at home,” he said suddenly, almost making Eijirou jump in surprise. It was the first time Bakugou was speaking unprompted, he realized.

“Yeah?”

“Hmm, the seeds are spicy as fuck. They burn .”

“Sounds horrible,” Eijirou said with a wince.

“Yeah, I bet you couldn’t handle it,” Bakugou smirked.

“So that’s what this is about huh,” Eijirou smiled. “I can handle spice!”

“Like what? Mustard seeds? Black pepper?” Bakugou asked with a derisive sneer.

“Yeah?”

“Ha! I’ve tried those weak ass ‘spices’. They’re not worth shit compared to pirklbn ,” Bakugou scoffed, switching back to Barbarian at the last word so Eijirou wasn’t sure what he heard. He just knew it sounded like a distinctive lack of vowels.

He shrugged. “If you say so. I’ve never heard of it.”

“We put it in our food, it’s tasty as fuck. Like fire in your mouth,” Bakugou continued with a fond smile. “I ran out a while back, but it’d have made you cry .”

“Sure, if it makes you feel better,” Eijirou smiled. “I’ll just believe in your mysterious seed that’s so spicy and hard to eat.”

“Shut up,” Bakugou huffed with a hard shove that made Eijirou chuckle.

Bakugou went silent again, his attention back on the fire, and Eijirou did the same, slowly eating his very last piece of fruit. It gave him the strength he needed to close the space between Bakugou's knee and his in one smooth motion.

He tensed when he felt them knock against each other. He hadn’t planned to let Bakugou feel it. Still, Bakugou didn’t move. Their legs stayed pressed together lightly, and Eijirou could feel the faint warmth emanating from Bakugou’s thick leather pants through the light fabric of his own. It felt right, and much more meaningful than it should, for something so insignificant.

Did Bakugou even notice? Was he feeling the same? Was he craving the touch in the same way Eijirou did? Looking up, Eijirou was faced with the blank slate of Bakugou’s resting frown. He didn’t try to look further. Bakugou wasn’t tensing or rejecting him. It was enough, for now.

Eijirou relaxed, soaking in the comfortable silence and the offered warmth, smiling softly to himself.

Bakugou was probably going to leave soon, he realized with a twinge of sadness. Eijirou should figure out a way to make him stay. He didn’t want to be on his own just now.

“Maybe we can find some of your mystery spice in the city,” he said, hoping Bakugou would take the bait and stay by his side a bit longer.

“You think I didn’t look?”

“It’s a pretty big city. There will be things from everywhere, I’m sure.”

“You’ve ever been there?”

Eijirou shook his head. “I’ve only been to the small town we stopped at on our first day.”

“So what, you’ve never moved from your village your whole life?”

“Nope,” Eijirou said with a sad smile.

“Weird.”

“It’s not! Many people around here never leave. Are your people different?”

“Yeah, we’re always on the move. To find better hunting grounds, escape the cold and all that shit.”

“That must be nice,” Eijirou smiled.

Bakugou shrugged noncommittally.

The fire was still burning. Their knees were still touching. The faint taste of orange was still lingering in Eijirou’s mouth. He was farther from home than he’d ever been, the distance increasing every day, but right now, it didn’t feel as lonely as it did a few minutes ago.

.

Bakugou didn’t bring his challenge back up in the morning and Eijirou made sure it stayed that way. They reached the city just in time for lunch, and Eijirou insisted that they bought some food this time. He loved Bakugou’s cooking, of course, but he was dying to try some local specialties!

Contrary to what the merchants and passing adventurers had told him, there wasn’t a huge crowd waiting at the gates when they arrived. Bakugou huffed and said that obviously, it was because they’d come later. Crowds were for the morning, when the gates had just opened up. Eijirou supposed it made sense, and he knew that logically, not having to wait was better, but he still felt a little disappointed. He’d been dreaming about this moment for so long that he had a very specific image of what his first time in a big city would look like, and it involved a crowd at the gates.

His disappointment didn’t last very long, though, because excitement took over as soon as they stepped into the city.

Everything was huge! And all made of stone! The large main street was bustling with life, leading them directly to the biggest marketplace Eijirou had ever seen. It looked like there was everything! Fresh fruits and vegetables, spices, jewelry and various knick-knacks, clothes, swords, pots and pans, street food… Eijirou took in the sight with sparkling eyes, his grin so bright he caught himself exposing his teeth a few times.

“This is so cool!” he whispered, shaking Bakugou’s shoulder in excitement.

“I’ve seen better,” Bakugou shrugged.

Eijirou wasn’t sure anything could be bigger and grander than this, but he decided to trust his friend’s words. If they were true, he couldn’t wait to see it!

“So, what do we do?” Eijirou asked once he’d recovered a little from his awe.

“Get some food, find a place to sleep for tonight,” Bakugou said. “Then we can go look for your gear.”

“Sounds good to me,” Eijirou nodded. He paused for a second, racking his brain for potential recommendations, and added, “I think I know a place around here.”

“Know where to find it?”

“Nope, sorry. But I know the name and the general location, so I’m sure we can find it if we ask around. It’s supposed to be near the Southern Gate, so it can’t be far from here.”

“Fine, then. But it better not be too fancy.”

“Come on, Bakugou, don’t be like that! If we’re going to stay here for a couple of days, we should find a nice, safe place! Don’t you want to sleep in a bed?”

“You’re too spoiled,” Bakugou grumbled, crossing his arms. “But fine, I’ll give it a chance.”

“Great! Now let’s grab some food. I’m starving!”

“Hmm,” Bakugou nodded, still looking grumpy. “We’re sleeping somewhere else if I don’t like it.”

“Sure!” Eijirou said with a smile, already a few steps ahead to have a better look at the fresh pies offered at the first food stand. “I want meat,” he decided.

“We’ve been eating lots of meat already,” Bakugou pointed out, eyes set on a small pie that promised fresh vegetables.

“But it’s my first meal in a big city. It’s a special occasion! It calls for meat,” Eijirou insisted.

“Whatever, it’s your money,” Bakugou shrugged as he paid for his cheap pie.

Eijirou decided to go for a ground meat one, but he had no intention to stop there! He somehow managed to drag Bakugou further into the marketplace while they ate their first purchase. His friend said he wasn’t hungry after the first pie, but since Eijirou didn’t want to eat on his own, he made sure to buy some extra so they could share. Bakugou didn’t accept the offer easily, but he caved when Eijirou said it was to thank him for taking him along and training him. Plus, Bakugou seemed to be a master haggler, and it made Eijirou save a lot of money!

“You’re not supposed to spend that money on useless shit right away just because you saved it from something else, dumbass,” Bakugou grumbled when Eijirou explained his reasoning. He still accepted the extra cake Eijirou gave him.

They had a quick look at the various shops and stalls while they ate, and Eijirou took this time to ask where they could find the Leaping Frog inn Kaminari and Sero had told him about when they came to grab their free gear. It really wasn’t hard to find with the right instructions, and Eijirou fell in love with the place at first sight. The building was located in one of the small, tortuous streets near the main road, and although the exterior wasn’t much, the wooden interior and various plants hanging around really did it for Eijirou.

The woman behind the counter was friendly enough and Bakugou didn’t balk immediately at the prices, so Eijirou was very hopeful that they’d stay here. Or at least, he’d been hopeful until they were told that they couldn’t have separate single rooms.

“The fuck do you want your own room for?” Bakugou asked.

“So we can have some privacy?” Eijirou replied. There hadn’t been any issues with his body changing during the night, as far as he knew, but it was still a very real threat. He wanted to be able to relax about it once in a while, but he couldn’t exactly tell Bakugou about that.

Bakugou shook his head. “Anyway, that’s not an option, so now what?”

“Is there at least one single room left? I can pay for a double room just for myself,” Eijirou offered.

“That’s too damn expensive, dumbass! How much will you have left for your gear?”

“Ah, right…”

“We have double rooms with separate beds,” the woman offered with an uncertain look.

“We’re taking it,” Bakugou said.

“Hey! I never said–” Eijirou protested.

“It’s either this, or we’re sleeping in the tent again and there won’t be any fucking ‘privacy’ either. Your choice,” Bakugou said, crossing his arms.

Eijirou sighed. He didn’t even want to have his own room that bad, it was just old reflexes from before. He’d be fine, he told himself. He’d been doing great so far, after all. His parents were just too worried, and it was getting to him.

“Fine, let’s take a double room with two beds,” he said.

His disappointment only lasted until they reached said room. It was nothing special, really. Just a relatively spacious room—compared to what he was used to, at least—with two beds on the opposite sides, a table in the middle, and two chairs. There weren’t any plants there, but the curtains and the little carpet were cute. More importantly, though, it was a bedroom that he’d be sleeping in and that wasn’t his . Somehow, the idea was very exciting to Eijirou.

The woman explained a few things about food, rules, and where to find the closest baths before leaving them, and as soon as she was gone, Eijirou flopped on one of the beds and said with a grin, “I call dibs on this one!”

Bakugou stifled a laugh. “You’re way too excited about this, idiot.”

“But it’s exciting! I’ve only slept in an inn once in my whole life!”

“That’s once more than I expected, with how you’re acting.”

“It was a long time ago, with my mom. There was a storm on our way home from the town market so we had to stay the night.”

Bakugou didn’t answer as he put his bags in a corner next to his own bed, but Eijirou didn’t mind. He was getting used to it. Even if Bakugou wasn’t answering, Eijirou knew he was still listening.

“Don’t get too comfortable,” Bakugou grumbled when he realized Eijirou hadn’t moved from his spot. “If you’ve got nothing to do, we’re leaving.”

“Aw, already?” Eijirou whined. He knew he’d get bored fast if they stayed, but he wanted to enjoy his room for a bit longer.

“I’m not staying here longer than necessary. We’re getting your sword or whatever weapon you want today. Now, move.”

Eijirou complied with a sigh. Bakugou was right, but it didn’t mean he had to like it…

They quickly found their way back to the big marketplace, but with both of their expertise combined, they had a harder time than expected finding what they were looking for. Some merchants didn’t seem to know what they were talking about while others were obviously crooks whose claims of cheap and deadly weapons died in their throats as soon as they found out Eijirou could scan their goods. They were almost going to give up for the day until finally, in some remote corner of the market, they found what they were looking for.

The weapons didn’t look like much, but Bakugou was drawn to them instantly, and it didn’t take long for Eijirou to understand why. They weren’t outstanding masterpieces, but in terms of price and quality, they were exactly what Eijirou needed, and it didn’t hurt that the person selling them seemed to know her stuff.

“I like the two short swords here,” Eijirou said after examining his choices for several minutes, surprised that Bakugou hadn’t told him off for being so slow. “What do you think?”

“You think you can use them?” Bakugou asked.

“I’m not exactly a weapon specialist, but I think I’d be comfortable with them,” he shrugged, raising them to have a better look and feel their balance. “I was hoping for something like this, to be honest. There was a pair when the free gear program started and they were my favorites. I think they’d pair well with my magic too.”

“Go for it, then,” Bakugou shrugged.

“What kind of magic do you have?” the merchant asked politely.

“I can use earth magic to harden my skin,” Eijirou said, hardening his hand to show her.

“It’s a rare gift you have here,” she praised. “I’m not sure you’ll even need a weapon with it!”

“What kind of marketing strategy is this?” Eijirou laughed. “And anyway, it’s better to be safe than sorry.”

“You’re right, and I think they’ll work well for you. Unless, of course, you’re willing to pay a little more and stay a little longer so my wife can create something more personal?”

“Aaah, so that was your plan all along!” Eijirou chuckled, making her smile. “I don’t think I’ll have the time or money for it, though, so I’ll go for the swords.”

“As you wish,” the merchant said, bowing her head.

Bakugou tried to get her to lower her price, obviously, but before they could reach a conclusion, Eijirou remembered the broken dagger from the day before. He quickly took it out and asked, “By the way, do you think your wife could use this? The blade is beyond repair, but the steel is good quality and can definitely be reforged.”

“You kept it?” Bakugou asked, surprised.

“Sure! We buy a lot of broken tools at the forge. It’s cheap metal, and people don’t use them anyway,” Eijirou explained.

“Did you break it on your skin, traveler?” the merchant asked jokingly, examining it.

“Yeah!” Eijirou grinned, feeling a spark of pride at the reminder.

“Very impressive indeed.” She paused, thoughtful, and asked, “You’re adventurers, right? Are you looking for a quest, maybe?”

“What is it to you?” Bakugou frowned.

“I’ve heard rumors from the west,” the merchant said. “Most of our materials come from there, and there have been rumors about a monster terrorizing a village nearby.”

Now, Bakugou seemed interested. “What kind of monster?”

“They’re talking about a dragon.”

Bakugou’s eyes sparkled at the mention, and Eijirou quickly realized that they weren’t going to stay in this place for very long after all. He’d be lying if he said he wasn’t a little disappointed. He’d really hoped to have at least a day to explore the place…

Notes:

I hope you liked it! It's the last chapter I wrote before I took a break to write Shed Skins. I don't think my style really changed, but I wonder if it did...

PLEASE NOTE that the next chapter will be posted next Monday (so in 10 days) and stay on Mondays after that.

If you want to talk in the meantime, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 6: Two Bros Chilling in the Hot Tub

Notes:

Welcome to the new, improved Monday Wandering Home!

We're now reaching the part I wrote after I took a (long) break to write Shed Skins. I don't think much has changed since then, style-wise, but I'm curious to hear your impressions!

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“So, what’s the plan?” Eijirou asked as they left the market, not before he got himself a nice little block of scented soap that smelled a bit woodsy and super manly.

“We get back to the inn. Confirm directions. Take a bath. We’re leaving tomorrow.”

“So no sightseeing for us, huh,” Eijirou sighed.

“The fuck do you wanna see here anyway?” Bakugou frowned.

“I don’t know, we could have asked at the inn,” Eijirou shrugged.

“We’re not here for that.”

“I guess not, but it would have been nice…”

Bakugou stopped. “We’re gonna look for a whole ass dragon and you’re gonna whine about, what? Not seeing a pretty pile of stones or some shit?”

Eijirou shook his head. “Yeah, I guess you’re right,” he admitted, pouting. Knowing Bakugou was right didn’t make it less disappointing.

They reached the inn soon after and were greeted by the same woman as earlier. Bakugou immediately walked to her to confirm the location of the village they were looking for and ask about the bathhouse she’d mentioned.

“It’s open now, right?” he asked.

“Of course! You’ve probably seen it, the building is just across the street.”

Bakugou nodded.

“Are you going now?” she asked.

Bakugou turned toward Eijirou with a questioning look.

“Uh… Yeah? That sounds great!” Eijirou agreed. Bakugou and he cleaned themselves up in rivers whenever they could, but a hot bath sounded heavenly.

Bakugou turned back to her with a nod, and she took out two wooden blocks with a frog painted on them.

“Just give them to the owner and he’ll know there’s no need to charge you. There shouldn’t be many people at this hour, but the place is fairly popular in the early evening. Have fun!”

Eijirou blanched at the mention of other people, but by the time he realized his mistake, it was too late. Damn it. What was he going to do now?

He walked back to the bedroom he shared with Bakugou in silence, wondering if he could just tell his friend he’d changed his mind and didn’t want to take a bath after all.

But still… the innkeeper said there wouldn’t be many people, and Eijirou really wanted that bath. His father had been talking about the bathhouses in his home country his whole childhood. There was one in the small city near their village, and Eijirou had only been allowed to go once. He didn’t even get to stay for more than a few minutes because his father found a scale on his back and dragged him out immediately.

What if it happened again? If Eijirou didn’t notice the scale first or make it disappear in time, he was done for!

“Kirishima, you’re coming or what?” Bakugou barked, startling Eijirou who realized he’d been standing in the room long enough for his friend to get ready.

“Uh… I guess?”

“The fuck you mean, ‘you guess’? Don’t tell me you’re scared of a damn bathhouse!”

“What? No, of course not!” Eijirou said, offended. He realized a second later that he was lying. Of course he was scared! He’d been told horrible stories about what would happen if people saw him naked his whole childhood! It was a miracle already that nothing had happened yet, with how carelessly he bared his chest during their sparring sessions.

“Then fucking come,” Bakugou said, unaware of Eijirou’s inner conflict. “I don’t know when we’ll be able to take a warm bath next.”

“Maybe we’d have more opportunities if you let us stop at the inns on the road instead of making us sleep in a tent every night,” Eijirou huffed.

“Whatever. So you don’t wanna come? Not even to try your fancy soap?”

Eijirou gulped. The skin on his arms was itching like crazy. It was a bad idea. It was a really bad idea…

“You’re right, I’ll come,” he said, dropping his new purchases near his bed along with the bandanas and extra belts he was wearing. Once he was ready, he followed Bakugou outside, fancy soap in hand. The itch on his arms quickly receded, replaced with excitement at the prospect of trying something new.

He could do this, he told himself with a confidence he didn’t quite feel yet. The city had more than one bathhouse after all, and most people were still at work for now. He only sprouted scales when he needed to defend himself these days, and warm baths were known to be relaxing. Plus, the whole point of this adventure was to try new things he couldn’t do at home, right?

 

Like the innkeeper said, the bathhouse was located just across the street. The building didn’t look like much, and the tiny sign hanging at the front was plain enough that Eijirou hadn’t noticed it until now.

Bakugou and he were greeted by a bored-looking middle-aged man who offered them the most sluggish greetings Eijirou had ever heard. As Bakugou slapped the wooden blocks from the inn on the counter and asked for an entry for two, it hit Eijirou that those baths had to be really relaxing for this man to be like this. Maybe Bakugou would be in the same state once they were done, he thought with a poorly repressed snort.

Unperturbed, the man nodded slowly before taking out two wooden pails from behind the counter.

“Changing room’s on your left, leave everything there. Baths are ahead, the door on the right is just a closet. Clean up before you use the bath. No fire magic allowed for the bath water,” he recited in a bored voice. “Questions?”

“We’re good,” Bakugou said, grabbing his pail before marching toward the changing room.

Eijirou stayed behind a bit.

“Um… Are there a lot of people right now?” he asked hesitantly.

The man looked at him for a few seconds and blinked, looking remarkably like a cow on a hot summer day.

“Calm day. It’s just you two for now,” he finally said. “People usually come later.”

Eijirou nodded, feeling a little better, and walked toward the changing room after grabbing his own pail.

“No funny business,” the man deadpanned before he left. Eijirou hurried inside, pretending he didn’t hear anything.

When Eijirou stepped into the changing room, which was a bit warmer than the lobby, Bakugou was already naked. He’d left his stuff in one of the many compartments on the wall, and he was on his way to the bath, towel casually slung over his shoulder, shameless as ever.

Good , Eijirou thought. If he had the whole room to himself, he could make sure there was no scale on his body before stepping into the bathroom. He took off his clothes slowly and spent some time checking himself up, trying his best to feel his back and make sure there was nothing incriminating there either. Then, it hit him that someone could walk in at any moment, and he left the room quickly, towel firmly secured around his hips.

“Took you long enough,” Bakugou said when he saw him.

Eijirou shrugged.

Much like he remembered from his childhood, the common bathroom was warm and steamy. This one was also a lot darker than he imagined, with tiny windows high up the grey stone walls, barely providing any light. Yet another good thing for him, Eijirou thought with a smile.

Bakugou handed him his pail, full of warm water, and grabbed Eijirou’s empty one to fill it.

“Thanks, dude!” Eijirou smiled. “So, what are we supposed to do now? Are there any rules, or…?”

“Get clean,” Bakugou shrugged, and on this, he emptied the whole bucket of water on his head.

“Oh… okay,” Eijirou said with a nervous smile before copying him.

If Bakugou’s hair immediately went down, losing all of its volume and making him look like a wet cat, Eijirou struggled a bit more to get rid of the spikes he’d insisted on doing in the morning. He got so absorbed in the task that he didn’t realize until he was done that he was now completely fine with being naked around Bakugou. His friend wasn’t even looking at him anyway.

They stepped into the hot bath as soon as they were clean.

“Man, this is heaven,” Eijirou smiled as he relaxed in the water, letting the heat warm him to the core. To think he’d been kept from this for all these years…

Bakugou answered with a satisfied grunt, and a quick look in his direction confirmed that he seemed to be enjoying it as much as Eijirou. In the dim light of the room, he could see how his friend’s usual scowl was slowly getting replaced with the soft, neutral expression he only had when he was fast asleep.

As he felt the tension he’d accumulated for the past week dissolve in the hot water, Eijirou slowly realized how stiff his back was. Still sitting in the opposite corner of the bath, Bakugou was apparently coming to the same conclusion, bringing a hand around his shoulder to rub the area.

“You want some help with that?” Eijirou asked before he could stop himself, bringing up his hands to mimic rubbing his shoulders.

Bakugou put his hand down and glared at Eijirou, as if he didn’t expect to be noticed.

“You can do me when I’m done,” Eijirou offered. He was starting to know Bakugou enough to understand he was more likely to accept help if he could do something in return.

Eijirou knew it had worked when Bakugou didn’t refuse immediately. Slowly, he turned around in the water, grumbling, “If you’re bad at it, I’m not doing shit for you.”

Eijirou chuckled. “Don’t worry about that, I’m great! Just tell me if I’m too rough.”

“As if you could be too rough,” Bakugou scoffed.

With a smirk, Eijirou grabbed Bakugou’s shoulders and hardened his fingertips to give him a taste of what he could do.

“Holy shit!” Bakugou sputtered, surprised. “Not bad.”

“Thanks,” Eijirou smiled.

Only then did he register that he was currently touching Bakugou’s bare skin outside of a fight, and he paused for a second to enjoy the feeling, unsure when he’d get this kind of soft touch next. It was about as uncertain as their next warm bath, after all.

“You changed your mind or something?” Bakugou asked, sending him a quick glance over his shoulder.

“No, I’ll do it!” Eijirou said too fast, gripping Bakugou’s shoulders before his friend left.

To his surprise, it didn’t take him long to stop thinking about how good it felt to have some soft physical contact again and focus fully on Bakugou’s knots. Seriously, his back felt like the bag of pretty stones Maka was hiding under her bed!

“Dude, how are you so tense?” he couldn’t help but ask. “You’re stiffer than an oak table.”

Bakugou tensed, then shrugged. “Not many chances to get a back rub when you’re travelling alone.”

He didn’t seem to care when he said it, but Eijirou still felt a pang of sadness just thinking about how lonely Bakugou must have been before they met. “Well,” he said, forcing a smile on his face as he focused on a particularly tough knot on his friend’s shoulder, “good thing you have me now!”

“Don’t give yourself too much credit,” Bakugou scoffed, softer than usual.

Eijirou kept going, slowly working out the many, many knots on Bakugou’s muscular back. No one came to disturb them as he focused on hardening his fingers just enough to work more efficiently, the peaceful silence in the room only disturbed by soft water sounds. Eijirou could have kept going for hours—and he probably would have needed that much to get rid of all the knots on Bakugou’s back—but after a while, the hot, humid air started feeling suffocating.

“Get out of the water,” Bakugou said when he felt Eijirou falter, sounding unusually soft. “You’ve done enough.”

Eijirou nodded. He wanted to protest, but he was getting tired and his unhardened fingers were so pruned he felt like a raisin.

He let Bakugou step out of the bath first. His cheeks were red from the heat, and on them were wet tracks that looked suspiciously like tears. Eijirou pretended not to notice.

He expected his friend to get back to the changing room immediately, but instead, he flipped one of the pails and motioned for Eijirou to sit on it.

“I’m doing you,” he said, final.

Still uncomfortably hot and craving fresh air, Eijirou could only nod and sit down, accepting the offer.

Unlike Eijirou earlier, Bakugou got to work right away. Eijirou felt himself relax immediately. Bakugou’s hands were heavenly! Strong, warm, efficient, applying just enough pressure to feel good without being painful… Eijirou was used to his family’s back rubs, always too soft for him no matter how strong their hands were from years of manual labor, but Bakugou wasn’t holding back and the magical warmth of his palms made the contact feel ten times better.

It didn’t take long for Eijirou to melt completely under Bakugou’s deft hands. He got so relaxed, in fact, that his eyes closed on their own. He could have cried with how good he felt.

Then, Bakugou managed to work out the biggest knot on his shoulder, one that had refused to leave for months, and Eijirou noticed the bubbling pressure in his chest too late.

Looking back on it, it was stupid. He knew the feeling well. He knew how to suppress it. But here, in the soft darkness of the bathroom, perfectly content and peaceful for the first time in days, Eijirou let out a sound that was definitely not human.

A squeak. Of all the things he could have done, he had to be betrayed by a damn squeak.

It wasn’t… monstrous per say. The sound was between a chirp and dragging a finger on a wet surface. Not bad or threatening, but unnatural. Incriminating.

Eijirou tensed immediately, feeling like his parents were going to burst into the room any second to yell at him and drag him home.

As a kid, he used to make this sound a lot. Unlike his growls and hisses, it got better as he grew up. It’d been more than ten years since he last made it! Why did it have to come back now?

“That good, huh?” Bakugou chuckled behind him, unperturbed as he kept working his magic.

“It wasn’t me!” Eijirou exclaimed immediately. “Must have been… something outside.”

Bakugou’s grip on his shoulder increased for a second, but Eijirou didn’t let him say anything. He sprang up, fast enough to make the world spin for a second.

“We should leave, I think I hear people coming. And I’m feeling light headed, so…” he said, drying himself up as best as he could. He rushed to the exit without waiting for an answer, welcoming the gust of fresh air when he opened the door.

He was already half dressed, struggling to put on dry clothes on his still damp skin, when Bakugou joined him in the changing room.

“You forgot your stuff,” he said coldly, dropping Eijirou’s pail in front of him, along with his soap and washcloth, with a bit too much strength.

“Ah, thanks! Sorry.”

“S’not a big deal, you know.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Eijirou hissed, speaking so fast he wasn’t sure Bakugou understood.

“What, then? You’re that worried about people seeing you naked?”

“Haha, yeah, you got me,” Eijirou said with a nervous laugh.

Thankfully, he was fully dressed and ready to leave by the time new customers walked into the changing room. Bakugou followed soon after, his usual frown already back on his face. So much for the relaxing properties of hot baths…

“Thanks for earlier,” Eijirou said as they went back to the inn, hoping to ease the lingering tension.

Bakugou answered with a grunt.

“Maybe I should bring the oil I use for my dry skin next time. Or, well… I guess it’d be better to do it outside the bath.”

Bakugou just nodded, and Eijirou felt a new wave of anxiety creep in. Did Bakugou suspect something? Did he hate him now? Why hadn’t he attacked yet?

Damn, his parents were right all along. Eijirou should have never left home…

By the time they reached their bedroom, Eijirou was almost ready to pack his stuff and leave. He nearly jumped out of his skin when Bakugou slapped him on the back.

“Sorry!” he yelped, expecting the other to tell him he was in the way.

“Stop being so tense, dammit,” Bakugou said instead. “You’re gonna make me think my massage was shit, and I know it wasn’t. So don’t ruin my damn work.”

His tone was almost playful behind the usual roughness, and Eijirou’s tension left him then, in that painful way hunger leaves you when you finally eat after starving for hours. He knew there was no reason to worry after all, but his body hadn’t received the memo yet and he still felt ready to run away.

“Sorry,” he said again as the twinge of anxiety in his chest slowly receded, until it was drowned under a wave of exhaustion.

It took a lot of strength for him to get back down for dinner instead of going to sleep. Luckily, Bakugou seemed to be in the same mood and not even an hour later, they were both passed out in bed.

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Eijirou woke up at dawn, feeling more rested than he’d been in days. The sky still had its pinkish hue, and the morning sun was gently filtering through the window, casting its light on a still sleeping Bakugou. With a sigh of content, Eijirou settled back in bed, determined to enjoy the soft linen and relatively comfy mattress for as long as he could. Now that he’d experienced sleeping outside for a week, he understood better why Bakugou was so reluctant to leave at the crack of dawn the day they left his place.

Thoughts of home started flooding his mind along with the memory of the morning they left, and once again, Eijirou wondered how things were going for his family. He hoped his parents weren’t too worried… He turned around, trying to think about something else, but it was too late. The thoughts were too loud, and the guilt too real. With an annoyed sigh, Eijirou sat up and shook his head. He couldn’t sleep anymore.

He looked around the room once more, taking in Bakugou’s side, still neat, bag barely touched, while the area around Eijirou’s bed was full of discarded clothes and various stuff from his bag, a mess he’d made back when he thought they were at least going to stay for a few days.

That settled it, then. Careful not to wake Bakugou up, Eijirou left his bed and got to work.

He was almost done when his friend finally woke up.

“I thought you didn’t wanna leave,” he said, voice still rough from sleep.

“I got bored,” Eijirou shrugged.

Bakugou got up on an elbow, took a moment to assess the situation, and settled back in bed with a sleepy, “Wake me up when you’re ready for breakfast.”

Eijirou accepted with a chuckle and got back to gathering his stuff as silently as possible.

The sun was shining bright by the time they left the inn after a hearty breakfast. They were joined by a merchant going in the same direction, and since Bakugou wasn’t very talkative in the morning—not that he ever was—Eijirou conversed with the man until they reached the western gate. He confirmed that they’d be able to reach the village they were looking for before dusk if they walked fast enough, and told them about a man from a foreign country he’d met the day before who had lost his precious mount in the area.

“I didn’t ask for details, but he seemed determined to get it back,” the merchant explained. “Maybe you can see if you find a stray horse while you’re at it?”

“We’ll keep an eye out,” Eijirou smiled.

“Did he mention a reward?” Bakugou asked gruffly, suddenly a lot more interested in the conversation.

“Bakugou, come on! We’ll be there anyway,” Eijirou frowned.

“How are we supposed to get money if we do shit for free, dumbass?” Bakugou grumbled.

“He did, actually,” the merchant intervened. “I don’t know how much, though.”

Bakugou nodded then, apparently satisfied with the answer, and went silent again.

They parted ways with the merchant as soon as they reached his caravan at the city gates, and once more, it was just the two of them.

.

Just like the merchant told them, they reached their destination in the late afternoon, when the sun was low on the horizon but not quite setting yet. It gave them just enough time to ask a few people coming back from the fields about dragon sightings in the area.

“We saw one for sure,” the woman they interrogated said with a nod. “It wasn’t a big dragon, per say. ‘bout the height of a donkey maybe? Much longer, though. But I saw it myself! It didn’t see me, thank the gods, but Old Gerou saw it up close.”

“Where does he live?” Bakugou asked.

“You’re here to get us rid of that thing?”

“Yeah, that’s the goal,” Eijirou answered with a smile.

“Good! The sooner we’re safe from that beast, the better,” the woman said with a satisfied nod, suddenly looking a lot nicer. “We’ve already lost two sheep. And who knows when it’ll start attacking us?”

“It won’t, ma’am, don’t worry!”

She led them to the old man with an offer to have dinner at her place later and a (sad) confirmation that there was no inn around. Eijirou couldn’t say he was surprised, though. The place could barely be called a village. It was just a bunch of farms built together near a road.

 

Much to Bakugou’s dismay, Gerou had a thick accent he just couldn’t understand, and Eijirou had to translate the whole conversation for him. The old man told them it was dusk when he encountered the dragon, but he still gave them a pretty good description. Golden-yellow scales, small legs with long claws, sharp teeth, thick brown wings… Looking pretty much like a lizard, all in all. There was definitely something wrong, Eijirou felt.

“You really think it’s a dragon?” he asked once they were done talking to the old man and on their way to dinner.

“Only one way to find out,” Bakugou shrugged. “What else could it be?”

“Hmm,” Eijirou said, pensive. It was true that there were no giant lizards in the region, but did it really mean that this one had to be an actual dragon? He wasn’t so sure. Plus, it didn’t seem that impressive. So much for a “terrible monster terrorizing the area”...

The comment made Bakugou snicker. He looked a little annoyed too, but it was their lot as adventurers, he said. Especially around here. “I don’t know what you guys’ deal is, but I haven’t heard a single rumor that wasn’t completely blown out of proportions so far,” he shrugged. “But I’ll take a tiny dragon over no damn dragon at all.”

Either way, it was too late to look for it tonight, so after dinner—which Eijirou had to spend subtly correcting Bakugou’s table manners again—they settled in the farm’s barn for the night.

It was pretty comfortable once Eijirou found a nice spot in the hay, but he missed sleeping in a bed already…

To Eijirou’s surprise, Bakugou made his bed right next to him instead of taking advantage of the ample space in the barn. They were almost close enough to touch, as if they were still sharing a cramped tent instead of a huge room. Still, it was oddly comforting, and Eijirou didn’t complain as he slowly fell asleep to the steady rhythm of Bakugou’s warm breath.

Notes:

I hope you liked it!

The scene in the baths was something I was really eager to write, but boy did I struggle! It took me hours of (pointless, entirely for the sake of procrastination) intensive research about, among others, the history of public baths, soap, scented soaps, the history of several southern French towns, and dried fruits

Also, Kirishima's squeak sounds like a baby crocodile

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 7: Dragon Hunting

Notes:

Mondays still bad but hey, I have a new chapter!

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

They left the village in the morning. Everyone who had seen the dragon said they were pretty far from there when they encountered the beast, either in the forest or deep in the pastures, so Bakugou decided that it would be best if they didn't use the village as their base. Eijirou was going to miss the relative comfort of the barn and fresh food, but he didn't argue. At least, they got some really nice bread and cheese from the locals, a few vegetables Bakugou took eagerly, as well as the promise of a bounty if they could take care of the beast. It didn't seem to be much, at least by Bakugou's standards, but it was clear that these people didn't have a very high budget for monster hunting, and Eijirou was much too excited at the prospect of his first real quest to care anyway.

Their first day in the wild was mostly spent getting acquainted with the area: finding water, a nice clearing to set up camp, the shepherd's hut in the pastures in case it rained, setting up traps… Sadly, they didn't find any trace of the beast, but Bakugou didn't seem to mind for now.

When the sun started to set, they set up camp and trained as usual. Bakugou didn't seem too keen on losing another blade to Eijirou's hardened skin, so instead, they focused on getting him used to his new dual swords. Eijirou was pleased to find that he wasn’t doing too bad, although he still got his ass handed to him in the end. Bakugou was smiling by the time they were done, once Eijirou was too spent to keep going, so it had to be a good sign.

To Eijirou’s surprise, Bakugou didn’t sit on the other side of the fire while they ate. Instead, he settled right next to him again, just close enough that their knees bumped from time to time. Eijirou wasn’t sure what to make of it. Was Bakugou starting to trust him? Was the leg bumping three nights ago the reason for this sudden change, or was it the baths the day after? Whatever it was, Eijirou wasn’t going to question it. He had a feeling that Bakugou would stop if he made a big deal out of it, so he accepted the contact in silence, enjoying it while it lasted.

By the time they were done eating, Eijirou was exhausted. He wasn’t used to his swords yet, and despite the awesome massage he got two days before, he could tell that his muscles were going to be sore in the morning.

“Want me to pick up where we left off last time?” Bakugou asked when he saw him rub the back of his neck with a wince.

Eijirou stiffened. The prospect of another massage was very tempting to his sore muscles, but the memory of the stupid squeak he let out in the baths was still haunting him. He couldn’t let himself do it again. Bakugou might not be so forgiving twice.

“Nah, I’m fine,” he said, forcing a smile on his face as he shook his head. Bakugou frowned, surprised, so he added, “It’s not worth the hassle.”

“S’not a hassle,” Bakugou shrugged. “And I can use your oil. The skin on your back was pretty dry last time.”

“Oh… Well…” Eijirou said, on the verge of accepting. “No, really, that’s fine,” he decided. “Maybe another time.”

He wasn’t sure how he expected Bakugou to react from there. Maybe drop it and say he didn’t care, or maybe insist some more… But his friend did neither. Instead, he started pouting, lower lip jutted in annoyance. It wasn’t the first time Eijirou saw him do that, but he didn’t think he’d ever get over how endearingly childish it made the normally fierce Barbarian look. It was incredibly tempting to pinch that jutted lip and pull, and Eijirou would have done it already if he didn’t have to worry about being ditched on the spot.

“Fine, whatever you want,” Bakugou finally said, deflating.

For a second, Eijirou thought he was going to get up and leave, but Bakugou didn’t move from his spot next to him. Feeling particularly bold that evening, Eijirou bumped their shoulders together and stayed there. Bakugou accepted the contact and they sat like this for a while longer, staring at the fire until they were too tired to stay awake.

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Their second day of research went pretty much the same way as the first—with the tiny but very noticeable difference that when Eijirou woke up that morning, Bakugou was plastered to his side. However, this time, after a few hours of research, Bakugou found something interesting hanging on a branch: a broken bridle.

“So I guess we’re gonna find that guy’s mount too, huh,” Bakugou said as he examined it. “That looks like a damn weird horse.”

“That’s not for a horse,” Eijirou announced, holding out a hand to have a closer look.

“You know what it’s for?” Bakugou asked as he handed it to him.

Frowning, Eijirou turned it in his hands. There was no doubt about it: it was a sahaleim bridle. And a beautiful one, too. The smooth brown leather had intricate engravings and more importantly, a couple of colorful tassels were hanging on the sides. The sturdy material still looked pristine, beside a broken buckle.

This bridle was clearly made for a beloved mount. Even Tuha, the sahaleim his father kept from his wandering merchant’s days, didn’t have one that good, and he was clearly spoiled compared to the donkeys that replaced him after he passed away from old age—and probably from how cold their winters were, compared to the southern desert he was originally from.

“It’s a sahaleim bridle,” Eijirou explained once he was done examining it. “They’re pretty common mounts on the other side of the Middle Sea. Since the guy we talked to said the owner was from a foreign country, I guess that’s how this one ended up here.”

“Will it be easy to catch?”

Eijirou shrugged. “Depends if it’s a male or a female, but they’re usually well trained. My dad had one when I was a kid, so I know basic commands.”

“Good. Now, what’s a sahaleim and is it likely to–”

Bakugou’s question was interrupted by a loud screech followed by the sound of animals running away.

They exchanged one look and both bolted toward the origin of the noise, only to be stopped in their tracks when they found a boar barreling straight toward them, barely trying to avoid the trees on its way. Eijirou tried to step away, but he found himself stuck in place as something awakened in him, deep and primal. Instead of making way to the terrified beast, he tried to jump at its throat and bite. The urge to kill was pulsing through his whole body, making his fingers twitch. His teeth ached to pierce the thick hide and draw blood. It would be so easy…

The impulse died with a yelp when Bakugou grabbed him by the collar and forced him to step back, letting the boar pass while a couple of deer avoided them gracefully, but just as fast.

Silence settled around them once the frightened animals were out of sight, not even disturbed by the sound of birds for the first few seconds. They started singing again, one by one, and only then did Eijirou finally come out of his trance and asked,

“What was that?”

He turned to Bakugou, who’d remained surprisingly silent the whole time, not even yelling at Eijirou for staying in the way. He found his friend grinning, palms twitching with excitement. “Sounded like a fucking dragon to me,” he said.

Eijirou didn’t doubt him, this time. This haunting screech was clearly not a sound he’d ever heard before. Sadly, the creature that made it was gone by the time they reached the place where the commotion started, judging by the messy boar tracks in the dirt.

They couldn’t find anything else that day, much to Bakugou’s annoyance.

By the time they found another nice clearing to settle in, Eijirou’s skin was itching like crazy and his shoulders hurt. So when he took off his shirt to rub some soothing oil on his dry skin, he was the one who asked Bakugou to help him with his back. His friend accepted wordlessly, getting up from his spot near the tent to grab the vial and sit behind him. His heated palms felt just as good as last time, maybe even better in the cold night air. It made Eijirou want to purr in the weird, clucking way he used to as a kid, but this time, he managed to contain it.

When they settled by the fire after a short training session and dinner, Bakugou sat right next to him once again, letting Eijirou talk about home and how his parents met at a local market where they had to share a booth. Bakugou didn’t say anything, but Eijirou could tell he was listening. Or at least, he was until he started dozing off, leaning dangerously close to Eijirou’s shoulder.

“You should go to sleep,” Eijirou chuckled when he felt Bakugou’s surprisingly soft spikes brush against his neck.

“You’re not finished,” Bakugou protested weakly.

“I can finish my story tomorrow,” Eijirou smiled, poking at Bakugou’s side playfully. “I won’t be long either, anyway. I’m beat.”

Bakugou swatted his hand away and got up with a yawn.

“Don’t forget to put out the fire,” he mumbled as he crawled inside the tent.

Eijirou nodded, and as he listened idly to the rustle of Bakugou getting ready to sleep, he took out the hastily repaired bridle they’d found earlier and wondered if the sahaleim they were looking for was anything like Tuha. Eijirou didn’t think a dragon would have eaten him, or any other local predator for that matter. So surely, this sahaleim had to still be alive and in the area. Eijirou really hoped they were going to find it.

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The third and fourth days went pretty much like the previous two, for the most part. They walked in the forest, looking for footsteps or anything that could betray the presence of an unusual creature. Eijirou tried to initiate a conversation a few times, but Bakugou told him to shut up and listen instead. It was… 

Well, it was incredibly boring. Nothing like Eijirou expected his first mission as an adventurer to be. Enjoying the wilderness and the earthy smell of oaks and pine trees was only nice for so long. There was no action, no thrill… It sucked.

“Get used to it,” Bakugou grumbled when Eijirou complained about it. “If you can’t track your prey properly, go back home and hunt your stupid fruits instead.”

“Fine, fine,” Eijirou pouted as Bakugou examined an umpteenth set of footprints in the middle of the pine needles and shook his head as he realized it was another boar. This tracking thing wasn’t going great for them…

They kept searching until mid-afternoon on the fourth day when finally, they found what they were looking for. They’d just reached a clearing near a small cliff and there, basking in the sun, was the big golden lizard they’d been told about. Its scales, the color of sand, were standing out against the reddish rocks of the cliff. The beast didn’t seem to have noticed them, and they were careful to approach slowly, mindful of their every step.

They were still several meters away when it became obvious to Eijirou that this wasn’t a dragon.

Old Gerou told them that the creature had brown, leathery wings on its back, but once they reached the edge of the forest, standing just a stone’s throw away from the basking creature, it was impossible to ignore that the so-called “wings” were nothing more than heavy bags and a saddle.

Bakugou muttered something under his breath that Eijirou was pretty sure meant something like “What the hell?” in Barbarian.

“Well,” he whispered back, “we’ve found our missing mount.”

Bakugou’s head whipped toward him and he frowned, arms slightly raised to appear bigger, like he usually did when he was annoyed.

“This is a sahaleim,” Eijirou explained. He sent the lizard another look, and added, “A female, I think.”

“What the fuck…”

“Sorry, dude. There’s no dragon here,” Eijirou said, patting his shoulder gently.

Somehow, if the lizard didn’t react to their talk, the movement got her full attention. Her eyes snapped open and she was back on her feet in a second, head turned in their direction. She immediately faced them, standing at full eight, her chin raised in defiance. Then, she let out the same horrible screech they’d heard two days prior.

Surprised, Eijirou took a step back and raised his arms to show her that he wasn’t a threat. His father told him long ago that female sahaleims were much more aggressive than their male counterparts, but he didn’t expect this. Tuha had never made a sound like that!

Seemingly deciding that they weren’t threatening enough to warrant an attack, the lizard turned around and started running away while Eijirou racked his brain for the command that would (hopefully) make her stop.

“Shem!” he ordered, to no avail. She was almost in the woods when he remembered that the word would be different for a female, and tried again with “Shem’a!”

Too late.

Defeated, Eijirou let out a sigh. Or at least, he tried to, but it turned into a surprised yelp when Bakugou grabbed him by the arm and started running after her. He released his grip as soon as Eijirou started following him and put his arms behind him, creating small explosions to propel himself faster.

“Come back here, you shitty lizard!” he yelled as he disappeared in the forest.

“Careful Bakugou, females are super aggressive!” Eijirou shouted after him.

Sadly, Bakugou’s fire magic got tricky to use as they got further into the forest, and after a few minutes, it was obvious that they’d lost her.

“Fuck!”

“Sorry, dude,” Eijirou said with a friendly pat on the shoulder. “I’m sure we’ll get her next time. Maybe we should come back tomorrow, now we know she likes to bask in that spot.”

“You think it’ll come back?”

“Depends if she thinks it’s unsafe now, but if not, yeah. Tuha always basked in the same spot.”

Bakugou clicked his tongue, annoyed, and crossed his arms.

“Okay, so what the fuck is a sahaleim and what should we expect from this one?” he asked.

“Well… They're big lizards. Like I said, they’re popular mounts in the southern deserts. So they’re used to hot and dry climates, though according to my dad, the desert can be really cold at night too. They eat pretty much anything they can get their claws on. Oh, and more importantly, males are super chill, and females are kinda crazy.”

“And this one’s a female?”

“Yeah, I know that because she’s much taller. Males keep their bellies almost on the ground. Also, females are super hard to train compared to males, so that explains why her owner wanted her back so bad. She must have cost a fortune! Dad says they’re only used to carry valuable stuff, because they’re ready to defend it with their lives. So she’ll be harder to catch, but maybe she’ll be more likely to accept us since we have her bridle? She should recognize it.”

“You think we can use it? Like, drop it at her basking spot or something?”

“Well… that could work as a distraction, I guess. But my best bet would be using orders she’s familiar with.”

“Like that worked earlier,” Bakugou huffed.

“I didn’t use the right word,” Eijirou protested. “And she was already running away. I’ll make sure to remember them all for next time.”

“You can do that?”

Eijirou sighed. Tuha passed away more than ten years ago, and his father never made much of an effort to teach him his language. He realized his mistake after Shizuka was born and tried harder to speak Ilsurha to his other kids, but Eijirou was never really good at it. Still, he’d handled Tuha often enough during his childhood to know that the basic commands would come back if he tried to remember them.

“Yeah, I have this,” Eijirou nodded.

“Let’s track her down, then,” Bakugou decided. “If we don’t find her today, we’ll set up camp near that basking spot of hers.”

“Sounds good to me,” Eijirou smiled.

He was starting to know Bakugou enough to understand that he wasn’t just deciding things on his own, this time. His words didn’t sound like a question, but Eijirou could tell he was asking for his approval.

They couldn’t find the sahaleim before sunset, but they still found a pretty nice spot to set up camp. Nearby was a huge boulder Eijirou used to train his hardening while he tried to recall all the main commands for sahaleims. Hopefully, this one was raised by the same tribe as Tuha and would respond to the same words. If not, well…

It was better not to think about it. Bakugou trusted him to help, and Eijirou refused to disappoint him!

They were both lost in thoughts for most of the evening, and it could have been pretty uneventful if Bakugou hadn’t decided to cook the rest of the vegetables they were given, arguing that they were going to go bad if he didn’t.

“Why did you even accept so many? They’re heavy and they go bad fast,” Eijirou pouted.

“Then eat them and stop complaining, they won’t be heavy in your stomach,” Bakugou said, adding more carrots to his bowl.

“We could have just refused them.”

“First rule of adventuring is: never refuse free food,” Bakugou argued, waving his spoon in front of him menacingly. “Now stop being a baby and eat your greens or fight me,” he added with a smirk.

Eijirou maturely stuck out his tongue and went back to his bowl. To be fair, Bakugou’s cooking skills were good enough that the food didn’t taste as terrible as the list of ingredients made him expect. Still, vegetables were evil…

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As Eijirou predicted, they found the sahaleim basking in the same spot the following afternoon. Much like last time, she didn’t notice them until they were right at the treeline. Once they were close enough, Eijirou took a deep breath, nervous. He was confident that he remembered all the right commands now, but he had to look strong and self-assured too. And he couldn’t mess up this time, because the creature might decide the place was unsafe after being disturbed in her basking two days in a row.

Slowly, Eijirou grabbed the bridle hanging from his bag and raised it in front of him. The clicking of metal caught the sahaleim’s attention, and she froze, probably recognizing the item.

“Taf’a,” he said, loud and commanding, asking her to come closer.

Her tail whipped behind her, but she didn’t move. Still, she didn’t seem as aggressive as the day before, and Eijirou knew he had her attention now.

“Taf’a,” he repeated, brandishing the bridle as he took a step closer.

The sahaleim took a step back.

“Shem’a!” Eijirou ordered.

She froze again.

She seemed to relax a little when Eijirou called her a good girl, and he took another step closer. This time, she didn’t move.

It took a bit more careful coaxing, but eventually, he managed to get close enough to reach her. Had she been a male, he would have tried petting her snout, or even scratching her chin and the soft skin under her neck. Here, though… he was a bit more hesitant. If he startled her, she probably wouldn’t hesitate to bite his arm off, and Eijirou wasn’t sure his hardened skin would be enough to protect him.

He stood there, unable to decide what to do next, the lizard’s eyes still trained on him. Then, she saw Bakugou move behind him and raised her head, going back to a defensive stance.

“Bakugou, wait!” Eijirou exclaimed.

Too late.

Standing tall in front of him, she hissed at Bakugou, looking ready to leave again or worse, to attack.

Panicking, still unsure what to do, Eijirou’s body reacted before his brain could catch up. Instead of grabbing her, or trying to protect Bakugou, or whatever rational thing he could have done… he hissed right back at her. Louder.

His mouth snapped shut as he realized what he’d done, and so did the sahaleim’s. Her attention went back to Eijirou and she stared at him with wide eyes before slowly lowering her head in submission.

Well… that did the trick, he guessed.

Slowly, Eijirou raised the bridle and secured it around her head. She didn’t protest, even going as far as letting out a pleased clicking sound. Her head snapped back up when Bakugou tried to come closer again, but this time, it only took one command for Eijirou to calm her down.

Once he was done fastening the bridle, reins firmly in hand, Eijirou turned around with a weak smile and trembling legs, hoping Bakugou wouldn’t comment on the decidedly inhuman sound he just let out.

“Looks like I did it!” he said.

To his surprise, Bakugou was grinning, that wide, feral smile Eijirou had learned to associate with excitement.

“Sure did, Kirishima!”

It made Eijirou smile wider, and he took a moment to bask in his victory until the sahaleim behind him started rubbing her head against his back affectionately.

She let out a weaker hiss when Bakugou tried to approach her again, but this time, Eijirou managed to contain his own.

Bakugou didn’t have such restraint.

Eijirou’s jaw almost dropped to the ground when his friend let out the most convincing hiss he’d ever heard, throwing his cape behind him like a cat puffing up to look bigger. It didn’t sound as… animalistic and inhuman as Eijirou’s previous one, and the sahaleim didn’t seem completely fooled. She looked more stunned than anything, but it worked well enough and she didn’t try attacking again.

“Where did you learn to do that?” Eijirou asked, astounded.

“Where did you learn to hiss like that?” Bakugou asked right back.

Eijirou didn’t reply, focusing on their catch of the day instead, and they both dropped the subject.

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Now that their mission was over, all they had to do was to go back to the village and collect their bounty. It was too late to reach it before sunset, but they still managed to set up camp close enough to be there early the following morning.

As they quickly found out, their new companion only trusted them to a certain extent. She was pretty affectionate toward Eijirou and followed him willingly, but her relative compliance didn’t extend to Bakugou, whom she was merely tolerating at this point. And, as Eijirou should have expected, she wouldn’t let either of them anywhere near her bags.

It wasn’t surprising, really. From what Eijirou had heard, female sahaleims in the wild carried their eggs under their bellies, and domesticated ones were trained to see their cargo as their own offspring. Only their owners were allowed to touch it, and although this one seemed to see Eijirou as part of her pack or something, it didn’t mean he was allowed to touch her precious ‘eggs’.

“Too bad, it would have been nice to get back to the city on her back. They’re fast and super comfy,” Eijirou pouted as he secured her reins around a tree trunk near their camp, close enough to the fire that the heat would reach her if she was cold.

“Yeah, talk about useless,” Bakugou scoffed.

“I bet her owner would beg to differ,” Eijirou said. “She’s been on her own for what? Two weeks? And whatever she’s carrying seems to be intact. A horse or a donkey would have lost everything already.”

“Whatever,” Bakugou shrugged as he finished unpacking the tent. “Wanna spar?”

Eijirou smiled. “Sure, man!”

Sadly, it didn’t even take a minute for them to realize that it wouldn’t be possible with the lizard around. The second their blades clashed, she started going crazy, hissing and thrashing, almost snapping her reins.

Eijirou had to come comfort her, unsure what was wrong with her exactly, while Bakugou muttered insults under his breath.

With their main evening activity gone, there wasn’t much left for them to do, beside having dinner and watching the fire.

“So you said your dad had one of those things?” Bakugou asked suddenly, eyes still on the flames.

“Ah, yeah, when I was a kid,” Eijirou nodded. “You probably noticed, but my dad isn’t from here. He used to be a merchant, before he settled here with my mom and her family. Tuha is the only thing he kept from his old traveling days.”

“Was it as crazy as this one?”

Eijirou chuckled at the thought. “No way! He was the sweetest lizard on earth. Not a single mean bone in his body.” He let out a nostalgic sigh at the memory and added, “When I was a kid, I used to give him the vegetables I didn’t want.”

“So that’s always been a problem, huh,” Bakugou sneered.

“Some things don’t change,” Eijirou shrugged, unrepentant.

He didn’t think about their old sahaleim much these days, but having one dozing off on the other side of the fire made a lot of long-forgotten memories from his childhood resurface. His father putting him on Tuha’s back as they both went to the orchard, market days where the big lizard looked all funny, calmly basking in the middle of nervous oxen and other donkeys…

“I miss him,” Eijirou said, remembering fondly how he used to blame Tuha for most of the weird sounds he’d make. It didn’t always work, but it was still nice, being able to avoid being reprimanded from time to time. “My parents wouldn’t let me play with other kids often, so he was pretty much my best friend growing up,” he added. “He wasn’t exactly playful, but he let me get away with anything without complaining.”

“Sounds like the opposite of the one we have here.”

“Yeah, pretty much,” Eijirou chuckled, both fond and a little sad. He’d cried so hard when Tuha passed away… It was weird to think that he’d almost forgotten about the old lizard now. It made him wonder how long it would take him to forget about home. It wasn’t a nice thought.

He felt a gust of wind on his back then, soft and weirdly… localized. Just strong enough to blow up Bakugou’s long red cape and wrap it around Eijirou’s shoulders.

Surprised, Eijirou turned toward his friend who hadn’t moved one bit, eyes resolutely on the fire.

“Did you… do that?” Eijirou asked. He knew it probably wasn’t a good idea to bring it up, but he couldn’t help it.

“Do what?” Bakugou asked, as if his cape wasn’t still very much on Eijirou’s shoulders.

“You’re a wind mage? Why didn’t you tell me you were a wind mage?!”

“What, you didn’t notice?” Bakugou scoffed, finally turning toward him to give him a mocking look.

“No! Dude, is there anything you can’t do?”

“Water magic. Earth magic,” he shrugged. “And I’m not even that good at wind magic, it’s just that I had to learn as a kid. And it pairs well with fire.”

“What do you mean, you had to learn?”

“I grew up in a fucking… windy place. Damn high too. And steep. One wrong step and you’re falling. So you end up understanding wind whether you like it or not, I guess.”

“Sounds scary,” Eijirou said with a shiver, trying to imagine how terrifying it would be to grow up in a dangerous place like this. “Wait, is that how you’re so good with your jumps?”

“I don’t use it that much for fighting, but it helps,” Bakugou shrugged.

“That’s so cool,” Eijirou whispered with a grin. “Can you fly? Like, actually fly? I’ve heard some wind mages can.”

Bakugou snorted at his enthusiasm. “I told you I’m not that good. I don’t think I’d have gotten jackshit about wind if I didn’t spend time in a windy place, with plenty of wind mages to teach me so I didn’t die on their watch.”

“Oh, so you can’t?” Eijirou asked, a little disappointed.

“I didn’t say that,” Bakugou said with a smirk. “I can fly with fire magic. Wind just helps me stay in the air.”

“That’s amazing! Dude, how are you so cool? All I can do is–”

“Become fireproof and stop blades with your bare fucking skin?” Bakugou asked, challenging, as if he didn’t just admit he could use two types of magic and fly.

Still, he had a point, and Eijirou couldn’t help feeling a tinge of pride at the words, not only because his magic sounded pretty awesome, when Bakugou put it like this, but also because it meant Bakugou thought it was good.

“Fine,” he said with a smile. “I guess I’m pretty cool too.”

“Damn right,” Bakugou nodded, as if it was the most natural thing in the world.

Between this and the cape still loosely wrapped around his shoulders, Eijirou felt a warm, happy feeling slowly bloom in his chest, replacing the sadness from earlier. Maybe he should get a cape too… After all, wrapping himself in blankets had always been very comforting to him. He wondered if Bakugou had guessed or if it was the same for him… Unless he just wanted to show off his wind magic. It was hard to tell, with him.

“Thanks, Bakugou,” he said softly, unsure what he was thanking his friend for exactly, but certain that it needed to be said.

Bakugou didn’t say anything, but he didn’t move away until he finally decided that it was time to go to bed.

Notes:

Sorry guys! This was going to be a real dragon when I wrote chapter 5, then I took my long break and it turned into an excuse to use the fantasy lizards I'd created in the middle of it

I'll let you tell me how sorry I should be for this unexpected detour

If you want to talk, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 8: The Boys are Back in Town

Notes:

New week, new chapter, and new adventures for our two idiots!

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

As expected, they reached the village in the morning, just in time to catch people going to the fields. They both agreed on the way that showing up with the “dragon” in tow would probably be a bad idea, but Eijirou wasn’t sure he trusted Bakugou to tell people the news, and the sahaleim didn’t seem to like staying alone with the Barbarian.

Thankfully, they managed to find a solution where Bakugou stayed with her while Eijirou got the villagers’ attention and explained the situation without leaving her sight. It didn’t take long for Eijirou to convince people that the “beast” wasn’t dangerous and that they had her under control. What he didn’t expect was for them to try and not pay them just because she was domesticated.

That’s where Bakugou stepped in.

“Look, fuckers, we came all the way here, tracked down the beast and fucking caught her. And let me tell you, she’s a fucking nightmare to handle most of the time. Without us, you’d still be stuck with a shitty lizard slowly going feral, so you’re gonna pay the fuck up before I burn down your stupid village.”

“Bakugou!” Eijirou hissed between his teeth as the head of the village frowned, obviously displeased. “What he’s trying to say is that domesticated or not, we still did the job and she can be dangerous when not handled properly. Plus, you were already planning to–”

“Ha! Doesn’t seem dangerous to me,” a young man interrupted him as he walked closer to the sahaleim’s flank.

“Don’t–!” was all Eijirou managed to say before the lizard snapped, turning around with a loud screech, too fast for Bakugou to stop her.

Without missing a beat, Eijirou rushed between her and the young man, who’d already jumped back in fright. To Eijirou’s relief, she calmed down pretty fast once he was the only thing she could see. The villagers, though… not so much.

“See? That’s why you should pay us to get you rid of the damn lizard,” Bakugou said with a triumphant smirk.

The locals didn’t resist after that, and once they brought them the small satchel of coins they’d promised, Eijirou and Bakugou were back on their way, not even staying around for breakfast. There were barely any thanks and no gifts for them, this time…

“Ungrateful fuckers…” Bakugou muttered as he stomped his way on the dirt road to the city. “It’s not even that much, what the fuck is wrong with them?”

“Farmers don’t have a lot of money,” Eijirou shrugged.

“And we do?” Bakugou snapped. “Seriously, it’s always like that. They send us to do their dirty work and when we come back for the reward, they treat us like pests…”

“Well, at least they paid what they promised and we’ve completed two missions at once! Now, all we need to do is find the guy who’s lost his sahaleim and we’re good,” Eijirou said, trying to stay optimistic despite his disappointment. So much for the grand shows of gratitude he was expecting…

He was starting to find out that the tales of thrill and glory he’d been told about adventurers had been lying about many things. However, there was one truth that was becoming clearer every day: the most important part when planning to go see the world was to choose your companions well. And despite his many faults, Bakugou was the best partner Eijirou could have wished for.

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The city was in sight by the end of the afternoon, leaving them ample time to reach the gates before they closed for the night. They crossed paths with a few travelers once they reached the main road, and much to Eijirou’s relief, the sahaleim stayed pretty calm as long as people didn’t come too close. They tended to give her a wide berth when she started hissing anyway.

They were alone on the road when they met a group of three travelers, a man and two women, going in the opposite direction. Given their outfits and the several weapons they carried, Eijirou immediately recognized them as fellow adventurers. One of the women, a brunette with a green cape, stopped her companions as she saw them approaching with their giant lizard.

They exchanged a few looks, whispered a couple of words between themselves, pointing at Eijirou’s group a few times, and nodded before they resumed walking.

“Hello, you two,” said the man, a tall guy with a mop of unruly black hair and a friendly smile. “That’s quite the beast you have here. Care to tell us where you found it?”

To Eijirou’s surprise, Bakugou tensed immediately. And before Eijirou could give an honest answer, his friend hissed, “None of your business, extras.”

“Bakugou, don’t be like this!” Eijirou snapped. “Sorry about him, guys. We found her around here, actually. We’re on–”

Eijirou was interrupted by a sharp jab in the ribs, and sent his friend an offended glare.

“That’s not very nice,” the man told Bakugou, crossing his arms. “You were saying?” he added, turning back to Eijirou.

“We have nothing to tell you,” Bakugou growled, voice dripping with venom. “Now get out of our way.”

Only then did Eijirou notice that the man’s two companions had spread out around him and were now blocking their path. Now, that was weird…

“I don’t think so,” the blonde woman said, unsettlingly cheerful despite her barely hidden threat.

“We’re on a mission to find someone’s missing sahaleim, you see,” the man added, still calm and friendly. “And what you have here is definitely what we’re looking for. So how about you hand it to us so we can give it back to its rightful owner?”

“And so you can get the reward we earned?” Bakugou said before Eijirou could accept the offer. “You think we’re stupid or what?”

“We just thought we’d take it off your hands, that’s all,” the man replied.

“Not happening. Now tell us where we can find that guy and scram.”

“As if we’d tell you. This is our job!” the blonde woman said defensively.

“And you’re coming too late.”

“Come on, guys, I’m sure we can find a peaceful solution?” Eijirou offered as the tension kept growing. Even the friendly man’s smile was starting to give him the creeps now.

“Of course!” he said. “You give us the lizard and we’ll both be on our way, unharmed. How about that?”

“So you’re threatening us now? Fucking pathetic,” Bakugou scoffed. “How about you extras get out of my sight instead?”

It was obviously not the right thing to say. The man’s friendly façade started slipping as he shook his head and said, “Well, that’s too bad. You really give us no choice.”

On this, he kneeled with one hand on the ground. Eijirou expected him to take out a weapon or something but instead, the ground started shaking around them.

Earth magic, he realized. And a powerful kind too.

Startled, Eijirou almost lost balance while the sahaleim thrashed behind him, panicking. In the confusion, Eijirou missed the way Bakugou immediately took off, only hearing the explosions from his palms. He didn’t get to see what his friend was doing, because just as he was hardening his legs to avoid falling, he noticed the blonde woman rushing toward them, intent on grabbing the sahaleim’s reins.

“Watch out!” Eijirou yelled, more concerned for her safety than his at this point. Too late.

As expected, the sahaleim didn’t like that. Already scared out of her mind, the lizard didn’t hesitate: she turned to her attacker, lightning fast, and bit her on the shoulder, making the blonde yelp.

“Stop!” Eijirou yelled, but the sahaleim was already out of control.

She shook her head once, twice, as the blonde woman yelled in pain. Then, the ground stopped shaking and the sahaleim finally released her, sending her flying to the bushes on the side of the road as her brown-haired companion yelled her name. He felt the lizard pull on her reins, probably intent on finishing the woman off, but Eijirou jumped between them before she could get closer, hardening just enough to take the impact without hurting the lizard.

“Hey, calm down!” he exclaimed, grabbing the side of the sahaleim’s face to force her to focus on him as he racked his brain for the words his father used on the rare times Tuha freaked out. He really regretted never having made more of an effort to learn the language… Luckily, the lizard calmed down on her own and Eijirou let her go with a sigh of relief before he turned around to assess the situation on his friend’s end.

The man was lying unconscious next to Bakugou, who had one foot on his back and a sword in hand, pointed directly at the brunette’s throat.

“Now, tell us who sent you and where to find him, and we’ll let you pathetic extras go,” Bakugou growled.

She nodded frantically and quickly told them everything they needed to know, her eyes fixed on her groaning friend trying to untangle herself from the bushes.

“I’m fine,” the blonde said, raising a hand to give her companion a thumb up. Then, she tried to move her other arm and winced. “I’m not that fine,” she amended.

The sahaleim started hissing in her direction, and Eijirou immediately tried to calm her down so she didn’t attack again. He wanted to go help the poor girl himself, but given what might happen if he left the lizard’s side, he really couldn’t.

“Kirishima, come,” Bakugou called once he got all the information they needed. “We’re leaving.”

“But… what about them?” Eijirou asked, worried, as the brunette rushed to her friend’s aid.

“They can handle themselves. I didn’t hit the asshole that hard.”

Still concerned, Eijirou sent a quick look in the two women’s direction.

“Just leave,” the blonde one said, shooing him with her valid hand. “The more distance there is between me and that thing, the better. And I’m sure You’s fine, he’s got a thick skull.”

Eijirou nodded slowly and walked away, carefully avoiding the passed out man before joining Bakugou, who was already on his way.

“That could have gone better…” Eijirou said once he caught up, still uneasy about what just happened. Walking away now didn’t feel very manly.

“These assholes, I swear,” Bakugou muttered, annoyed.

“Yeah, attacking us over a reward was pretty unmanly,” Eijirou nodded. “Still, I feel kind of bad for them. Maybe they thought we weren’t going to give the sahaleim back or something.”

“They attacked us. They had it coming,” Bakugou said, final.

They both stayed silent for a few minutes until Eijirou asked, hesitant, “Does it happen a lot?”

“Being attacked on the fucking road?”

“Fighting over a reward, I mean,” Eijirou said. If there was one thing he’d always believed in, it was the camaraderie that all adventurers shared. He expected rivalries here and there, but not this.

“It happens,” Bakugou shrugged.

“Oh…” Eijirou said, disappointed.

Bakugou sighed. “It doesn’t happen all the time. People usually have more honor than that. I guess these assholes just felt entitled to the reward or some shit.”

“Right… So we won’t have to fight every time we’re on our way to claim a reward?”

Bakugou snorted. “No way. Thank fuck.”

Eijirou nodded, feeling slightly better.

They reached the city gates in silence, nodding at the two guards standing on both sides of the heavy door.

According to the woman’s indications, the man they were looking for—apparently going by the name Al-Battim—was currently resting at an inn near the western gate, in a narrow street perpendicular to the main one. It didn’t take them long to find it: it was one of the biggest buildings in the alley, obviously a lot fancier than the Leaping Frog. 

“That guy must be loaded,” Bakugou smirked as he knocked on the door. “No wonder those extras were ready to fight for his money.”

To Eijirou’s surprise, the door stayed closed. Instead, a small hatch opened at eye level, revealing a row of metal bars and a pair of inquisitive eyes.

“What can I do for you?” the man at the door asked in a tone that was somewhere between pleasant and gruff, as if he didn’t know whether to treat them as valued guests or pests.

“Is there an Al-Battim here? Tell him we’ve got his lizard,” Bakugou said, unperturbed.

The man’s eyes flew to the sahaleim standing behind Eijirou and he nodded.

“I’ll go get him. Wait here,” he said, and closed the hatch with a snap.

It didn’t take long for Eijirou’s scaly companion to get agitated, and if he didn’t know sahaleim body language so well, he’d start worrying. Here, though, he could only smile at the way she tapped her feet rhythmically on the ground, her whole body undulating slightly. Tuha did the same thing every morning when his father came to greet him. She could smell, or maybe hear, that her owner was near, and she was excited to see him again.

Eijirou heard hurried footsteps as the clicking of the sahaleim’s feet on the paved ground grew more frantic, and this time, the door opened wide to reveal a middle-aged man with thick black curly hair, an impressive beard, and a skin darker than even Eijirou’s father. His dark eyes scanned the scene frantically and locked on the sahaleim, his haggard expression immediately turning into a bright smile.

“Shalima!” he exclaimed, running toward the lizard who immediately closed the distance between them, practically shoving Eijirou out of the way to rub her head against her owner’s chest. Eijirou heard him talk to her softly in Ilsurha, and although the dialect was slightly different from what he was used to, he still recognized words like “good girl,” and “I was so worried,” and “how are you, baby lizard?”

The man ignored them for a few more minutes, and only once he’d made sure that his precious mount was fine and happy did he finally seem to notice that he wasn’t alone.

“You’re not the people I expected,” he said with a quizzical look while Shalima kept rubbing herself against him.

“Ah, we just stumbled upon her while investigating rumors about a dragon,” Eijirou explained. “Turned out she was the dragon in question.”

“I see. And you brought her back, alive and unharmed. From the bottom of my heart, thank you,” he said, bowing lightly with a hand on his heart, the other still on Shalima’s snout.

“It was nothing! A merchant told us someone had lost a mount, so we knew what to do when we found her.”

“And you managed to catch her and bring her back here without any item from me, huh,” he said, sounding both impressed and curious. “How did you do that?”

“We found her bridle and I know a few commands,” Eijirou replied.

“Asserting dominance,” Bakugou said at the same time.

They exchanged a surprised look while Al-Battim chuckled. “Well, no matter what you did, I’m glad it worked. I was so worried the adventurers I sent would have to hurt her to bring her back to me. But I really couldn’t afford to lose her, or my bags.”

On this, he quickly went to check that everything was where it belonged and nodded happily.

“Excellent, it’s all here!” he exclaimed. Then, he turned back to his sahaleim and scratched her chin, congratulating her in his language for keeping it all safe even though she must have been so scared, out in the wild.

“I think the most scared ones were the local animals,” Eijirou chuckled.

“You speak Ilsurha?” the man asked curiously.

“Oh, um… my father,” Eijirou explained weakly, embarrassed for butting in.

“That’s fascinating, you’ll have to tell me all about it,” Al-Battim nodded. “But first, I need to get her to the stables. How about you two stay with me for the night, so we can talk over dinner? You must be dying for a warm bath!”

Bakugou opened his mouth, probably to protest, but the man immediately put his worries to rest.

“Let me pay for your room,” he said. “On top of your reward, of course. It’s the least I can do for bringing back my precious Shalima and taking such good care of her.”

“Thank you sir!” Eijirou exclaimed, certain now that Bakugou wouldn’t refuse. “It would be our pleasure.”

“Excellent, excellent,” the man smiled as he led his sahaleim to the stables, whose doors had just opened for them. “You two have no idea how much what you did means to me. She isn’t just carrying my clothes, you see. These bags also contain a year’s worth of notes. They don’t have much value on their own, but once I compile them into a proper book, I hope they’ll bring my peers some useful insight about this country’s culture. Oh, I was so worried when we got attacked and my beloved Shalima ran away!”

“Really? That’s fascinating! I’m so glad we could help you,” Eijirou exclaimed while Al-Battim took care of his mount and let her settle in the hay with a few blankets, so she didn’t feel abandoned.

Eijirou couldn’t tell that the staff at the inn welcomed Bakugou and him with open arms, but Al-Battim’s enthusiasm more than made up for their coldness, and they became a lot friendlier once he paid for their stay. Besides, nothing could ruin Eijirou’s good mood at the moment. This place was simply gorgeous!

The relatively dark hall quickly led to a quiet, lush inner court, and the bedroom he shared with Bakugou had the comfiest mattress and the thickest, softest carpets he’d ever felt. The private baths, all made in white marble, were grander and more beautiful than anything Eijirou could have imagined, and as he spent dinner telling the grateful scholar about his hometown and his father, Eijirou decided that being an adventurer had its perks, after all. Even Bakugou didn’t seem as reluctant to talk and tell the man a few things about life in the Barbarian mountains, with a warm dinner in his belly and the pleasant smell of soap and perfumed oils surrounding them.

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The next day, Eijirou wanted nothing more than to roll around in bed all morning and bask in a life of luxury for at least one more day. Sadly, it wasn’t meant to be.

If Bakugou was just as eager to stay in bed until the sun was high, he was ready to leave and go rumor hunting again as soon as they were up. He was probably right, too. Al-Battim’s generosity wouldn’t extend past one night, and although the rewards they got would be more than enough for a couple more, they shouldn’t spend everything at once.

Curse them for being so reasonable, Eijirou thought as he rubbed himself on the soft sheets one last time, almost purring in content. He was going to miss this.

They found their benefactor in the stables, going through his notes while petting Shalima from time to time.

“My saviors! Good morning,” he greeted with a warm smile as they came closer. “Did you sleep well?”

“I’ve never slept better!” Eijirou said. “Thank you so much for this.”

“It’s the least I could do. I very much enjoyed your company last night.” Then, Al-Battim noticed the bags on their backs and asked, “Oh, you’re leaving? Already on to your next quest?”

Bakugou answered with a grunt while Eijirou said, “Well, we don’t have anything planned for now, we just thought we’d keep an ear out for something interesting.”

Al-Battim hummed thoughtfully. “Well… I was planning to find a caravan and continue my journey soon. They’re always looking for mercenaries to protect them against thieves, so if you’re interested, I can put in a good word for you two.”

Eijirou turned toward Bakugou, curious to see what his friend would decide and if he had any experience with it. He was a bit surprised to meet his companion’s inquisitive look, implicitly asking for his opinion before saying anything. Eijirou nodded slightly, and Bakugou said,

“Sounds good. But we won’t work for less than…” and here, Eijirou must have misheard, because the price he announced was worth pretty much a week of work at the forge and he wanted this per day.

Eijirou knew enough about retail not to let his disbelief show, but it was hard. He pretended to adjust the straps on his backpack to hide his face, hoping it would be enough, while Bakugou told Al-Battim about their (or more like his) qualifications. It was good to know this wouldn’t be his friend’s first gig, at least.

Once everything was decided and Eijirou insisted that they didn’t want to overstay their welcome, Bakugou and he went back to the Leaping Frog for the night.

“I wonder if they’ll give us the same room as last time. It was nice,” Eijirou said as they set out to the Southern gate.

Bakugou merely shrugged, but instead of letting Eijirou do most of the talking as usual, he asked, “What do you know about protecting caravans?”

“Uh…” Eijirou started, embarrassed. “Not much, really.”

“That’s what I thought,” Bakugou said, clicking his tongue, and spent the rest of the way telling him what to expect from the job if they ended up doing this.

 

Rumor hunting didn’t go well that day, and the bounties and other job offers at the City Hall either didn’t suit their skills, or didn’t interest them.

“No fucking dragon,” as Bakugou put it, disappointed.

Eijirou couldn’t say he was too sad about it, though. Going from the Western gate to the Leaping Frog to the City Hall and other places afterward gave him plenty of time to look around and enjoy the bubbling atmosphere of a big city. He couldn’t even be mad when Bakugou caught a guy trying to steal his money while he was staring at a particularly massive building that turned out to be a hospital.

Much to their surprise, they found Al-Battim waiting for them at the inn, nursing a drink.

“Good news: I’ve found us a ride for tomorrow,” he announced proudly. All they had to do was meet the person in charge of protecting the caravan and discuss the details with her, but she was ready to pay them what Bakugou asked for as long as they had the skills to match.

Since they had nothing else to do with their day, they left as soon as Al-Battim finished his glass. He then led them to a short yet muscular woman with tan skin and long, pale hair. She barely reached Eijirou’s shoulders and yet, she was undeniably intimidating with her crossed arms and her wide, confident stance. A dangerous grin appeared on her face when she saw them approach, and to Eijirou’s surprise, her eyes didn’t leave Bakugou even as Al-Battim introduced them.

Intrigued, he turned to his friend and found her fierce grin mirrored on his face.

“Bakugou, what makes you think I want your punk ass back in my caravan, huh?” she asked as soon as the scholar was done with the introductions. She had an accent too, Eijirou noticed. It wasn’t nearly as growly as Bakugou’s, but there were similarities.

“Because I’m the best and you fucking know it,” Bakugou answered in the same harsh tone.

The comment made her laugh, something loud and boisterous.

“You never change,” she said, obviously pleased with the reply. “We’ll see who’s best after I’ve kicked your ass a few times. Now, who’s this guy and what does he have to bring, huh?” she asked, turning toward Eijirou.

“Oh, uh…” he started, hesitant. Should he admit that he had no experience? Surely, that would be bad for them. Maybe they’d have to stay behind because of him, and–

“Show her what you can do, Kirishima,” Bakugou said then, lifting all his doubts.

Eijirou nodded, took off one of his wrist guards, and hardened his entire forearm.

“I broke a blade on his skin during a spar, once,” Bakugou announced proudly. “What d’you think of that?”

The woman, who’d introduced herself as Miruko, let out an appreciative hum as she stepped closer to have a better look. She had no hesitation when she took out a knife and slashed. The blade ripped on his skin without leaving so much as a scratch, and much to Eijirou’s relief, there was no scale to be seen this time.

“Very impressive,” she said. “Alright, you’re both hired! Don’t make me regret this.”

Much like earlier with Al-Battim, Eijirou stayed mostly silent while Bakugou negotiated the specific terms of their contract with the caravan. They would protect the back, survey the camping area for threats, help keep watch at night… All things Bakugou had told him about earlier.

“We’re leaving tomorrow morning. I want your asses at the southern gates at eight.”

“Got it! Thank you so much for taking us, ma’am,” Eijirou beamed, trying his best to keep his teeth hidden behind his wide grin.

“Ha! What a polite kid,” Miruko laughed. “Where did you find him, Bakugou? I thought you traveled alone.”

“None of your business. He’s just fucking useful.”

“I kind of insisted,” Eijirou added with a nervous chuckle.

He wasn’t sure how to interpret the way she looked at him then, long and pensive, before her eyes went back to Bakugou who snarled at her. Whatever she was thinking, she didn’t say anything. She shrugged and started talking about the job again.

“I count on you to tell your friend how I work, Bakugou,” she concluded before they left.

“Who do you think I am?” Bakugou scoffed as he grabbed Eijirou’s arm to leave.

 

“So, how do you know her?” Eijirou asked later as they walked back to the inn.

“I worked for her a couple of times. She thinks because we’re both from the same mountain she gets to put her nose in my damn business.”

“Oh, so she’s a Barbarian too?”

“She’s part of the Nation, yeah.”

“Ah, I thought your accents were similar! They’re not quite the same, though. She kinda drawls at the end of sentences and you don’t.”

“We’re not from the same tribe.”

“Oh, right,” Eijirou nodded.

Bakugou was telling him what he should expect while working for their new boss when they stepped back into the Leaping Frog. And apparently, they weren’t done meeting old acquaintances because there, laughing loudly at a table, were…

“Sero? Kaminari?!” Eijirou exclaimed, surprised. They were the ones who had told him about the inn, but he never expected to see them again here.

The two men stopped laughing immediately and turned around while the small woman sharing their table leaned forward to have a look.

“It’s me, Kirishima. The guy at the Free Gear Shack?” he said, hesitantly.

Their eyes flashed with recognition and the two men grinned. “Kirishima, of course we remember you!” Sero smiled. “What are you doing here? Come sit with us!”

Bakugou didn’t seem very enthusiastic at the prospect of company, but he followed Eijirou reluctantly while the three others made room for them at their table.

“Who’s that grump next to you?” Kaminari asked while Sero ordered them a drink.

“This is Bakugou. He’s travelling with me,” Eijirou said while Bakugou barely grunted in acknowledgement.

“Nice to meet you,” Kaminari said, unfazed. “I’m Kaminari, this is Sero, and the little lady right here is Jirou. We’re…” He paused there for a second, sent a quick glance in Eijirou’s direction, and finished, “We’re travelling entertainers.”

“Really?” Eijirou blurted out, loud enough to be heard even above the ruckus in the room. “So the adventuring life wasn’t for you after all, huh?”

“Eh, we had our fun, but our adventuring days are kind of behind us,” Kaminari shrugged.

“They sucked so I had to teach them a proper job,” Jirou intervened with a sarcastic smile.

“We didn’t suck, come on,” Kaminari whined.

“We kind of sucked though,” Sero laughed.

“You really sucked,” Jirou insisted, amused.

Bakugou didn’t stay with them for long, retreating to their room as soon as he had downed his drink, but Eijirou spent most of the evening with the three, catching up. From what he’d gathered, after Eijirou gave Sero and Kaminari their “gear” (a wooden club made from the last foot of his stool and a little flute someone had forgotten at the shack a while ago), they wandered for a few weeks and ran out of coin before they met Jirou, a fledgling bard who taught them the ropes of her job. Sero was back to being an acrobat, and Kaminari told people stories and did terrible magic tricks. They seemed to enjoy it.

By the time they split up and went to sleep, Eijirou knew pretty much everything they’d done since their last meeting. He was glad to see that they still got along, but more importantly, he was really, really glad that he left with Bakugou and not with them after all. He wasn’t much of an entertainer himself, so he would have probably gone home after they switched jobs, alone and disappointed, ready to give up on his dream forever.

“Finally done with the street clowns?” Bakugou asked gruffly from his bed when Eijirou opened the door.

“Yeah,” Eijirou nodded as he got ready for bed, glad to find that Bakugou had left some water for them. Then, he grinned and added, “And you’ll never believe this: they’re travelling with our caravan!”

The groan Bakugou let out at that was so loud and pained it made Eijirou burst out laughing. Still, he hoped they could all be friends. As much as he enjoyed Bakugou’s company, it would be great to be with other people for a while.

Notes:

So if you were wondering why I'd tagged Miruko and the others, that's why. Idk how long they're going to stay exactly, but I'm planning to make them recurring characters anyway
I hope you liked it and my attempt at introducing other cultures

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 9: The Winds of Castelmorn

Notes:

Hi everyone, I'm planning to nap so hard soon but first, here's the new chapter!

My headstart is slowly dwindling and idk if it's a good thing, I'm just starting chapter 14 now...

Anyway, enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Chapter 9: The Winds of Castelmorn

Eijirou settled near Bakugou’s small fire with a sigh of content. He couldn’t say that he liked being on watch duty in the middle of the night, but after spending weeks constantly surrounded with people, he’d learned to enjoy the couple of hours he got to spend alone with his friend in the dead of night.

“Nothing?” Bakugou asked roughly while tending to the flames.

“Not a soul,” Eijirou answered.

Bakugou clicked his tongue in annoyance. “Guess that damn rabbit was wrong, then…”

Eijirou chuckled at the remark. “Don’t tell me you’re disappointed that there aren’t any thieves waiting to attack us.”

“It’s fucking boring,” Bakugou grumbled. “We’ve been with this caravan for what? A month? And there hasn’t been any kind of action.”

“Isn’t that the point, though? To have us so no one dares attack the caravan?”

“Yeah, and that’s boring as hell. Usually, there’s at least one big attack.”

“I don’t get you, man,” Eijirou sighed, shaking his head. Sure, he wished he could do more than just patrol and give up on a few hours of sleep every night, but being able to keep everyone safe just by being here was nice too.

Besides, even though caravans like this one were really slow, travelling with it had its perks. It was predictable. Relaxing, even. Protecting people, going from town to town, staying for a couple of days, keeping an ear out for interesting rumors, training with Bakugou and sometimes Miruko and the other mercenaries in the evening, watching Bakugou and Miruko fight over petty stuff just because they could, joking around with Sero, Kaminari, and Jirou around the campfire, trying to get Bakugou to admit that he liked them too… 

Still, life would be a lot duller soon, with his three friends planning to leave them at the next town to join another caravan full of new people to entertain between two stops. Al-Battim left them a few towns ago as well, deciding that the weather was now warm enough for Shalima and him to go further north. But no matter what, Bakugou would still be here, and so would their nightly watch shifts, two peaceful hours spent telling each other stories with hushed voices while trying not to fall asleep.

Eijirou wasn’t sure what he would do if thieves attacked them anyway. Training was one thing, but fighting with the intent to hurt or even kill each other was another, and he didn’t know if he was ready for this.

As usual, Eijirou was the one who talked the most. Bakugou sometimes graced him with a few stories from the Golden Mountains—named after the color of the local stone in the sun and not after the presence of actual gold—but he usually preferred to let Eijirou tell him about home. He wondered what they would talk about, when he ran out of stories to tell… Hopefully, Bakugou would be more open about his own life, by then.

“I never told you how my parents got me, right?” Eijirou asked that night. He was a bit hesitant to tell Bakugou at first, but he was starting to trust him.

His friend shook his head no with a grunt, so Eijirou started talking.

“They found me in the orchard, actually. Right between the lemons and the oranges.”

“Yeah? Where did you come from?” Bakugou asked.

“No idea. My parents say they found me the morning after a big storm, bundled in a huge piece of fabric they made clothes from for years.” He chuckled then and added, “The wind probably erased the footprints, but they like to say I must have fallen from the sky.”

He turned toward Bakugou when he didn't hear a reaction. His friend didn't laugh, didn't ask questions, didn't even tease him about hitting his head too hard… Instead, he was frowning like he did when he looked at his first lemon, pensive, eyes lost in the forest on the other side of the fire.

“Bakugou?” Eijirou asked, confused.

“So you don't know where you come from, and neither do your parents,” he said then.

“Yeah, not the slightest idea,” Eijirou said, shaking his head. “I was just a baby and my parents have no idea who could have left me there. Not that they really looked, since they were desperate for a child back then.” Bakugou still didn't say anything, so Eijirou added with a chuckle, “I wonder if they'd have tried harder to find my birth parents, if they knew back then they'd end up with four kids after me.”

Bakugou stayed silent for a moment and asked suddenly, “D'you still have a belt or something made with that fabric?”

Eijirou would almost be offended that his friend didn't listen if he wasn't so surprised by the question.

“Uh…” he started, running a hand through his belts and headbands, looking for the once familiar feeling of the thick and dense fabric his parents said they found him bundled in. He wasn't surprised to find a piece of it in his hair. Even if he didn't pay much attention to what he was wearing these days, it was an important piece of his childhood and there was no way he’d let it all go so easily. “Here,” he said, untying it to let Bakugou have a look.

His friend took it and held it in the light of the fire, running his fingers along the thick yet somehow smooth fabric while muttering something in his language. Eijirou didn't expect a fond smile to slowly form on Bakugou's face. But least of all, he didn't expect the possessive growl bubbling in his own throat at the sight of Bakugou touching his piece of fabric. For a second, he had to fight against the urge to snatch it back. Then, Bakugou seemed to notice the growing tension in Eijirou's posture and froze. He didn't give the headband back immediately, but when he had one last look, it didn't feel like he was just fiddling with it. There was reverence in his movements, and even more so when he gave it back to Eijirou with both hands, head slightly bowed, and thanked him for trusting him with it.

It sounded weird coming from him. And it was definitely too much. However, the show of respect toward Eijirou's precious keepsake appeased the primal part of him that wanted to rip Bakugou's throat for handling what was his so carelessly. Eijirou put it back in his hair with a thankful nod. He expected the subject to be put to rest until Bakugou lifted a corner of his cape and handed it to him.

Surprised, Eijirou grabbed it, searching his friend’s face for an indication of what he was supposed to do with it. Should he wrap it around his shoulders like last time?

“Feel it, dumbass,” Bakugou said.

Eijirou complied, wondering what kind of point his friend was trying to make. He knew this cape already. These days, he sometimes found himself waking up under it when the nights were a little chilly, since it was big enough to cover the two of them. He never really took a closer look, but…

“It’s the same fabric,” Eijirou realized then, lifting it a little to see it better in the fire’s light.

Bakugou nodded. “It’s made to trap winds,” he explained. “So you can fall from great heights without hurting yourself. Some wind mages use it to fly.”

“You know where it’s from?” Eijirou asked eagerly. His parents said they’d never seen anything like it. He was never particularly curious to find out where he was really from, since he already had a great, loving family, but if Bakugou knew something…

“Could be from anywhere,” he shrugged. “But maybe–”

“You two can leave now, I’m taking over,” someone said suddenly, interrupting him. Eijirou turned around to find Miruko, a sleepy mercenary in tow.

“Oh, already?” Eijirou asked. He knew there wasn’t much time left when he came back from his patrol around the camp, but he didn’t think the end of their shift would come so soon.

“Yeah, you can go back to sleep,” Miruko nodded.

Bakugou grumbled something at her in Barbarian, sounding pretty mad that they were interrupted.

Miruko replied in the same tone, then crossed her arms and added something with a chuckle.

Bakugou tsked in annoyance and Miruko smirked.

Eijirou had no idea what the hell was happening. It was rare for the two not to talk in Plainspeak, even between themselves. Every time Eijirou heard them, he regretted never asking Bakugou to teach him Barbarian. However, something else hit him this time, even more so when Bakugou got up and growled something back at their boss: the way he was speaking now and the things he sometimes muttered under his breath didn’t sound like the same language.

Eijirou never really paid attention, since he always assumed that whatever Bakugou said that wasn't in Plainspeak had to be in Barbarian, but after hearing both almost back to back, the difference was clear as day. The Barbarian Rs were softer, there was a slight drawl at the end of some words, and although both languages sounded like “not enough vowels” to Eijirou’s untrained ears—as opposed to Plainspeak, the main language in the Kingdom of Yuuei, that sounded like ‘way too many fucking vowels’ according to Bakugou—there weren’t any words that seemed to be plain growls here.

Bakugou dragged Eijirou to their tent then, cutting his train of thought short and forcing him to leave the other two with a quick “Goodnight guys!” over his shoulder.

“Hey, Bakugou, I was wondering,” he said as they crossed the camp to hopefully catch a few more hours of sleep. “When you mutter things to yourself and when you talk to Miruko… It’s not the same language, is it?”

“Different tribe,” Bakugou shrugged, as always.

He seemed pretty tired, now that they were so close to their beds, so Eijirou didn’t insist and let him slip inside their tiny tent, following suit soon after.

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The next morning was uneventful. Eijirou woke up to Bakugou shaking him, joined Sero and him for morning stretches, tried not to feel inadequate when he saw how flexible Sero was, tried not to laugh when Bakugou inevitably felt competitive about it, tried not to feel inadequate again when his friend proved to be at least twice as flexible as Eijirou despite not being able to beat Sero, had breakfast while Miruko briefed them on what they should expect from the day—crossing a bridge across a deep ravine and reaching the town of Castelmorn where they’d stop for a few days—helped break camp… Nothing out of the ordinary.

As usual, he and Bakugou guarded the back of the caravan, which mostly involved making sure no one was left behind and warning people ahead if a fast traveler needed to move past them. It wasn’t exactly eventful, especially when Miruko told them in the morning that the area was usually safe, but Eijirou didn’t mind as he walked at a leisurely pace and joked around with his friends. Kaminari was telling them about a pretty girl from Castelmorn who was totally into him last time while Jirou and Sero assured him that she definitely wasn’t, and even Bakugou seemed to be having fun behind his usual mask of irritation. All in all, it was a really nice day.

Things went south in the afternoon, when they reached the bridge. They expected the caravan to come to a halt so they could pay the usual toll, but it soon became obvious that something wasn’t right when concerned murmurs reached them.

“What’s going on? That’s not the usual price. Do we really have to pay that much?” people were asking each other, as if someone might have an answer.

“We’re going,” Bakugou said suddenly, grabbing him by the arm to drag him toward the front of the caravan.

“Hey! What about guarding the back? What if something happens?” Eijirou protested.

“That’s what the other extras are here for.”

Eijirou sighed, but didn’t protest further. After all, he was pretty curious to know what was going on too.

One thing was clear when they reached the front of the caravan: the people who were guarding the bridge didn’t look like they were paid by the town, or by anyone for that matter. They were a ragtag group of men who looked like they hadn’t had a good bath in a while, and their worn out clothes definitely needed some mending. Their leader was currently talking to the head of the caravan, and things didn’t seem to be going well. Standing next to him, Miruko looked like a coiled spring ready to snap any second.

She was the first to notice them, and as soon as she saw Bakugou approaching, she motioned for them not to come any closer. Eijirou stopped, trusting her judgement, but Bakugou didn’t seem to see it the same way.

Clicking her tongue in annoyance, she turned around fully to hiss, “If you take one step closer, you’re fired.”

“You’re really gonna pay these assholes?” Bakugou growled, displeased.

“Boss orders, it’s not our decision.”

Bakugou rolled his eyes, annoyed. Eijirou didn’t know if he was going to disobey or not, so before his friend did something he might regret later, he wrapped an arm around his shoulders and whispered, “We can come back later. Or investigate in town, right?”

That seemed to calm him down a little.

“Now go back to your post and tell everyone about the new price to cross,” Miruko concluded.

“We’re not fucking paying,” Bakugou growled immediately.

She grinned. “Of course we aren’t. We’re just employees after all.”

That last remark seemed to restore some of Bakugou’s good mood, and he didn’t protest when Eijirou led him back to the rear of the caravan.

“I hope these guys don’t get too cocky,” Eijirou remarked once they were out of earshot. “Miruko looked ready to kick their asses.”

“She’s learned the hard way not to disobey her employers,” Bakugou shrugged.

“Oh… Like, she tried to attack when told not to and got people killed?”

Bakugou barked a laugh. “Ha! No way! She kicked everyone’s asses and her employer made her pay for all the damaged goods.”

“And she didn’t do anything?” Eijirou asked, surprised.

“Of course she fucking did! The city guards were called and she ended up in jail for a few days,” Bakugou shrugged. Then, he added in a mutter, “Doesn’t give her the right to tell me what the fuck to do…”

“Don’t be like that,” Eijirou said. “If these guys are really as sketchy as they look, I’m sure there’ll be a reward in town for getting rid of them. You’re the one who wanted some action, right?”

Bakugou grinned then, fierce and dark and manly.

His good mood was immediately ruined by Kaminari’s whines about having to pay so much to cross a stupid bridge.

“Don’t worry, dude! I’m sure we can get it back!” Eijirou grinned. He wasn’t sure if Bakugou and he would have the chance to make good on this promise, but it seemed to raise everyone’s spirits at least.

Once the crooks were satisfied, the caravan was finally allowed to keep going. The ravine wasn’t particularly large, but it only took one look for Eijirou to decide that he didn’t like it. Sure, the bridge itself couldn’t be more than fifty meters long, but it was just large enough to let two small carts cross each other, the stone railing wasn’t high enough for Eijirou’s liking and, more importantly, the ravine it was crossing was much deeper than he expected, with the bottom disappearing in the shadows. The view was amazing, there was no doubt about it: the mountain almost looked like it was split in two, and they could see the rolling hills and plains below for miles around. Still, it didn’t mean Eijirou had to enjoy it. In fact, he wasn’t planning to.

Bakugou glared at the crooks when he walked past them and stepped on the bridge, as if to make sure they knew he could kick their asses. It didn’t seem to do much, but at least no one attacked them, so there was that.

Things got a little better once Eijirou’s eyes focused on the bridge itself, made of solid stone, and not on what was below. But that was without counting on another unexpected hurdle: the wind.

The first gale took him by surprise, and Eijirou couldn’t even say there was a second one because it just wouldn’t stop. It was howling in his ears, slowing down for barely a second only to blow stronger the next, making people swing when it caught them by surprise, whirling and relentless and freezing in contrast to the relatively warm temperature from before.

Eijirou hated it.

He only looked up from his feet once, to see how close they were to the other side, and smiled when he realized they were almost there. His relief was short-lived, though, because that’s when the wind decided to be a real asshole and take one of his precious headbands away—the blue one from one of Shizuka’s old dresses.

Eijirou immediately tried to grab it, but the wind changed directions at the last second, putting it out of reach.

“No, shit, come back!” he yelled, one hand still reaching out and the other on his head to prevent further losses.

Desperate, Eijirou turned toward Bakugou, hoping his friend could maybe help. He was a wind mage after all. He said he wasn’t that good, but surely–

Something slapped Eijirou in the face then, obscuring his view. He grabbed it, sputtering while Bakugou and their friends cackled around him. Eijirou couldn’t be mad at them, though. Not when the thing that hit him was his blue headband.

Holding it tight, Eijirou looked back up. Bakugou didn’t meet his eyes, looking resolutely in front of him.

“Thanks, dude,” Eijirou smiled, so relieved he could have cried. “That was awesome!”

“You could have worked on the delivery, though,” Jirou chimed in.

“I mean, that’s Bakugou,” Sero said. “He probably did it on purpose.”

“Or did he?” Kaminari questioned. “I bet he just couldn’t do better.”

“Of course I could do better, Dunce Face! Who the fuck do you think I am?!” Bakugou barked.

Eijirou chuckled with the others, and they reached the other side without further incident.

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They reached the town of Castelmorn a few hours after crossing the bridge. The first thing Eijirou noticed about it was how silent it was. It wasn’t exactly big, but even a town its size should be livelier than that. Yet, Castelmorn was quiet. There was a strange stillness in the air, as if everyone was constantly expecting a disaster to come.

“Is it always like this?” Eijirou asked Kaminari after a few minutes walking up the near empty main street.

“No, last time we came it was… well, just your usual small town.”

“That’s weird…”

“Could it be because of the thieves? They didn’t look that dangerous,” Sero remarked.

“You mean they looked weak as fuck,” Bakugou scoffed.

“I guess we’ll have to investigate,” Eijirou shrugged, unsure how he felt about it.

Jirou chuckled. “At least, Bakugou will finally have the action he’s been waiting for,” she said.

Eijirou turned to his friend and found him grinning again. It was nice to see that at least someone was happy about the situation.

 

As always, they followed their friends to the inn they picked, and Eijirou got to meet the girl who was “totally into Kaminari” last time. Of course, she really wasn’t, but she took his relentless flirting with a smile and it was fun to see them interact.

Eijirou had wondered, at first, why they never stayed with Miruko. After all, she was their boss, so it would be easier if the whole group assigned to the caravan’s protection stayed in one place. He changed his mind when Bakugou explained that she always picked the shadiest place in town, hoping to be part of a good old bar fight. Bakugou had followed her once, ignoring everyone's advice, and only managed to get some sleep after Miruko and he had literally beaten everyone’s asses unconscious. Never again, he said. Eijirou could understand.

Once their stuff was safely stored in a room, Bakugou and he started their investigation. Eijirou wanted to ask someone at the inn, but Bakugou told him that for something like this, a town guard would be their best pick. Protecting the bridge was supposed to be their job, after all. Plus, they seemed pretty nervous when they opened the gates for the caravan earlier. Now that Eijirou thought about it, it was weird that they were closed during the day in the first place.

It didn’t take long for them to go back to the Eastern gate and find one of the guards in charge of opening and closing the doors. For someone working in such a peaceful and remote area, he seemed incredibly on edge.

He jumped with a high pitched yelp when Eijirou called for his attention.

“What do you want?” he asked, only slightly more relaxed after realizing who they were.

“We have a few questions,” Eijirou said with a friendly smile.

“We want to know why the fuck you’re acting like you’re at war or some shit,” Bakugou said. “Don’t tell me you’re scared of the weak fuckers at the bridge.”

The man gulped.

“No,” he said. “Well, yes, but… no.” He shook his head. “It’s not them. But there’s… something out there. We can't go outside.” The last few words were almost whispered, as if he was worried someone might hear him.

“Is that why the gates are always closed?” Eijirou asked, concerned.

The man nodded.

“What kinda thing? You’ve seen it?” Bakugou asked, looking extremely interested all of a sudden. Sadly, his expression was more intimidating than excited, and it didn’t seem to put the already nervous guard at ease.

Still, he nodded again, looking almost ready to faint.

“A giant,” he whispered. “Taller than a tree. He’s come to town a few times. We can’t beat him. Our swords are useless, our arrows don’t even reach him, even the boiling water we tried throwing at him didn’t seem to do anything. We’ve managed to appease him with a few offerings, but we don’t know what he wants…”

Eijirou gasped. He was ready to scare away a couple of bandits, but not to fight a whole monster! No wonder these people were scared out of their minds!

“The fuck you mean, your arrows don’t reach him? Giants are just big humans, if you stab them hard enough they fucking die.”

“Not this one. I’ve seen it! Even the doors… If we try to close them when we see him, he manages to rush here faster than a horse. He can jump higher than our walls, he…”

“Did he hurt anyone?” Eijirou asked, alarmed.

The man shook his head. “We’ve managed to come out of our encounters unscathed, but we don’t know for how long… It’s a miracle your caravan came here safely.”

Eijirou turned to Bakugou, wondering what his friend would decide to do. Knowing him, he’d definitely be ecstatic about this new development and want to fight the giant immediately.

As expected, there was a mad grin on his face.

“Where can we find him?” he asked.

“We haven’t seen him in a week. But he usually comes from the Northern gate. Sometimes this one. So he must be staying somewhere in the north-east.”

“And what’s the reward?”

The man gasped and sent Bakugou a look between frightened and hopeful. “You’re going to fight him? I told you it was useless!”

“That’s for us to decide. How much?”

A tentative smile reached the man’s face before he shook his head, as if he wouldn't allow himself to hope. “Go to the station further down the road and ask the captain. He’ll be able to tell you more. You can’t miss the place, it’s right next to the town hall.”

“Good,” Bakugou said, and left.

“Bakugou, manners,” Eijirou hissed, and turned back to the guard with a smile. “Thank you, sir! Have a nice day!”

The man nodded, still looking like he couldn’t believe what they were planning to do, and went back to his post.

Eijirou jogged to catch up with Bakugou, who was marching toward the station like a man on a mission.

“Hey, dude, you’re sure about this?” Eijirou asked with a worried frown. He trusted Bakugou’s judgement, and if his friend was going to do it, there was no way Eijirou would let him go on his own, but he seemed strangely sure of himself even after the frightful tale from the guard.

“Tch, of course I’m fucking sure. What did I tell you about rumors around here?” Bakugou said.

“So what, you think it’s just a normal guy or something?”

“Oh no, he’s definitely a giant. But the biggest giants are never bigger than a fucking tree. Unless you compare them to a small damn tree.”

“Oh, really? How big are they, then?” Eijirou asked.

“The biggest, oldest ones are like… five meters tall. But that’d be a really old one who can barely walk anymore, so I’m gonna assume this one is between three and four meters max.”

“That’s still huge!”

“And damn small for a tree. So if that guy is exaggerating so much about the giant’s size, he’s definitely exaggerating about how invincible he is.”

“Oh, yeah. That makes sense,” Eijirou agreed.

They didn’t learn much more about the giant at the station, but the captain confirmed that the guard was barely exaggerating—which still made Bakugou scoff—and offered an absurdly high bounty for the giant’s head, or his capture, or at least just for driving him away; he didn’t care at this point. But he was going to need proof that the job was done, obviously.

More importantly, he provided them with a map of the surroundings. A few areas where the giant could be were marked on it. Now, that was good!

“So, what’s the plan now, Bakugou?” Eijirou asked when they left the place with the map and a few words of encouragement.

“We tell Miruko we’ll leave for a few days. We get ready to fight a giant. We’re leaving tomorrow morning.”

Eijirou sighed. “You never waste time, huh…”

“The fuck do you wanna do in that dead place anyway?”

“Right…”

 

When Miruko said with a frown that the caravan probably wouldn’t be staying in town for long, Eijirou worried that she wouldn’t let them go. Instead, she started moaning and complaining about not being able to follow them and kick a whole giant’s ass.

“I haven’t done that for years, they’re so fun to fight!” she pouted.

“You used to fight giants?!” Eijirou exclaimed. He knew he shouldn’t be surprised at this point, but it was still huge! Especially after what he’d heard today.

“Yeah, there’s a whole village of them in my tribe’s hunting grounds,” she said. “They’re pretty peaceful though, so it’s hard to get them to fight me with all they have. Aaaah, I miss it now… I’ll have to go home for a while when I’m done with this damn caravan. Anyway, you two have fun! And don’t forget to ask the boss for your pay before you go, in case we’re not here when you come back.”

Eijirou walked out of the shady inn in a haze, blindly following Bakugou.

“There are real giants in the Golden Mountains?” he asked, bewildered, once they were back on the main street. “You never told me that!”

“Yeah. Giants, harpies, shifters… That’s why your shitty kingdom never managed to invade our mountains.”

“Isn’t it dangerous?”

Bakugou shrugged. “Giants know it’s better to trade with us than fight us, unless it’s for fun. Shifters are just people who can turn into animals. Harpies live so high up the mountains we barely see them.”

“That’s so cool! I’ve only heard about giants in stories.”

“That’s because you assholes just kill everything that isn’t human,” Bakugou scoffed.

Eijirou stayed silent the rest of the way, pensive. It was good to know that Bakugou probably wouldn’t hate him for not being entirely human, but he was definitely not a giant, nor a harpy. Part of him was dying to tell him the truth, but the bigger, more reasonable part, the one that sounded like his parents, told him it wasn’t worth the risk. Hiding was a second nature to him by now, anyway.

“I think that giant’s a wind mage,” Bakugou said suddenly. “They’re usually better with earth magic, but a really good wind mage could do all the shit people told us this one did.”

“Oh. So they weren’t exaggerating after all.”

“Probably not, but there are ways to counter wind magic,” Bakugou said with a cocky grin.

As he remembered the way his friend had managed to reverse the strong winds at the bridge, Eijirou beamed. “Yeah, with you here, we can definitely do it!”

Notes:

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Chapter 10: The Rains of Castelmorn

Notes:

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Chapter Text

They left Castelmorn at dawn, just Bakugou and him.

When they told Jirou, Kaminari, and Sero about their plan the previous evening, Kaminari was determined to follow them until Jirou reminded him that it was too dangerous and they’d probably be in Bakugou and Eijirou’s way. She could defend herself in a pinch but she wasn’t a fighter, Kaminari wasn’t the best at using his magic when other people were around, and Sero’s offensive abilities mostly relied on knife throwing, so it would be useless against a wind mage.

“But Jirouuuu,” Kaminari had whined. “It’s going to be an epic fight, imagine all the stories we could tell! And no one else would have heard them!”

Jirou sighed, and Sero said, “You sure you want to travel in a small group again? Without at least the comfort of being part of a caravan? Having to eat dry rations or hunt your own food?”

That was enough to convince Kaminari to let them go on their own, and Bakugou sealed it by grumbling that he never asked them to come anyway. Eijirou felt that it would be safer to face this foe with five people rather than two, but he didn’t argue. He didn’t want to put his friends in danger.

“We were planning to switch caravans here anyway, so we’ll just stay and wait for you,” Jirou had concluded.

“Yeah, so you better come back with an epic tale for us!” Kaminari had grinned.

And so, once again, it was just the two of them, alone in the middle of nowhere. They’d decided in which order they were going to visit the various places they were told about before leaving, and Bakugou was in charge of the map, since his friend was more used to traveling in unknown areas than him.

Now that Eijirou thought about it, he’d stopped being useful to Bakugou a long time ago. He wasn’t familiar with this region at all, and his knowledge was the only reason why his friend accepted to take him as a traveling companion, at first. Did Bakugou realize that, or did he forget somewhere along the way, like Eijirou until now?

They had already set up camp for the night when the realization hit him. As usual, Bakugou and he spent all of their extra energy for the day training. His body was aching in a pleasant way, and his mind, as always after a good spar, was just a little fuzzy so he couldn’t help but bring it up to his friend, knowing that there was no way Bakugou would kick him out now.

“You really thought I forgot? It doesn’t matter anymore, dumbass. You’re not half as useless as you used to be,” Bakugou scoffed as he used a rag to wipe sweat off his bare chest.

“You can just admit that we’re friends, you know,” Eijirou teased, relieved and more confident after his friend’s reply.

Bakugou answered with another scoff, but he didn’t deny it.

“Ha! I knew it!” Eijirou exclaimed with a grin.

Bakugou stopped wiping himself to look at him. To Eijirou’s surprise, his face split into a satisfied smile.

“There it is,” he said.

“Huh? What are you talking about?”

“You’re smiling. You haven’t smiled in weeks.”

“What do you mean? I smile all the time,” Eijirou said, frowning in confusion.

Bakugou shook his head. “I don’t mean your half-assed smiles, dumbass. I mean the real ones.”

Eijirou’s frown deepened. “I don’t get–”

He stopped there as realization slowly dawned on him. He hadn’t noticed, but his expressions, his smiles, the way he behaved around Bakugou lately…

Oh, no.

“You mean I’m showing my teeth,” he said weakly, so nervous now he could feel his heart beating in his throat, as if trying to escape.

“Yeah, that,” Bakugou nodded. Then, he seemed to notice how pale Eijirou was, and his pleased expression faded. “What’s wrong with that? They’re badass.”

Eijirou’s lips twitched into an involuntary smile at the compliment, but it didn’t last. “I’m not supposed to… I can’t let anyone see them! How long have I been doing this?!”

Bakugou shrugged. “Sometime between leaving Tosola to find the lizard and traveling with the caravan. Then you fucking stopped.”

Right… Eijirou had been more on guard at first, since there were so many strangers, but he let himself relax around his new friends. Then, he smiled a bit too wide in front of Miruko, who made a comment about his teeth—she seemed to like them too, so maybe it was a Barbarian thing—and he’d forced himself to be more careful.

And now, he was back to his past careless ways after just one day alone with Bakugou. How stupid could he be?

Bakugou let out a frustrated sigh, deep enough that it almost sounded like a growl.

“You Plains people are fucking weird,” he grumbled. “What the fuck is your deal?”

“They look… They’re unnatural. They’re scary. I don’t want to scare people,” Eijirou said, repeating what he’d been told his whole childhood.

“If people freak out about stupid teeth, it’s their damn problem.”

“It’s not that simple,” Eijirou sighed. “Did I… Did other people notice?” ...besides Miruko.

“If they did, no one fucking mentioned it,” Bakugou shrugged.

Eijirou nodded, relieved. “Good. And, uh… Can you tell me, next time I do that?”

Bakugou clicked his tongue with an annoyed frown.

“Please?” Eijirou added.

Bakugou deflated. “Fine, but on one condition,” he eventually said.

“What?”

“Don’t hold back in front of me.”

“What? But…” What was the point, then?

“When it’s just us, dumbass,” Bakugou added. “I’ll tell you when there’s someone else, but if it’s just you and me, you better smile like you fucking mean it.”

Eijirou smiled softly, warmth blooming in his chest. “Thanks, dude. I’m really, really glad I’m travelling with you.”

“Shut up, you fucking sap,” Bakugou barked, throwing his dirty rag at him, and Eijirou laughed.

He laughed, loud and long, mouth open wide to reveal the sharp, sharp teeth he’d been told to hide at all costs since he was a kid, not making a single attempt to hide them. Bakugou’s reaction wasn’t even that funny, but it didn’t matter. Eijirou was laughing because he was relieved, and happy, and he felt like he was floating. A burden he didn’t know he was carrying had lifted from his shoulders, a chain had snapped, and for the first time in his life, he almost felt free.

“Thank you, Bakugou,” he said again once he finally calmed down, with a grin as wide as his mouth would let him.

Bakugou turned away and grumbled, “Just get clean while I make dinner.”

Eijirou nodded, feeling like he'd never be able to stop smiling now.

.

The first few places they checked on were empty. The giant wasn’t in the nearby shepherd or hunting refuge, nor anywhere in the forest. It wasn’t too surprising, since there was nowhere for him to find shelter around there. The roofs were pretty low even for Eijirou, so he couldn’t imagine what it would be like for a giant. Still, it meant the next few marks on the map were at least two days away from Castelmorn.

Why would the giant bother staying this far? Or rather, why would he bother coming all the way to town and not do anything except scare the locals and get a few things from them?

“If he can go ‘faster than a running horse’ it probably doesn’t take him that long to get there,” Bakugou shrugged.

“I guess so, but still,” Eijirou insisted. “Why bother? Isn’t it weird?”

Bakugou growled. “If you’re trying to say that maybe the guy isn’t bad or anything, I’m kicking your ass instead of his.”

“Fine, fine, I won’t say it,” Eijirou laughed. “I think your foot will break before my ass anyway.”

“Oh, you wanna fight now?” Bakugou asked with sparking palms and an excited grin.

“Later? I wanna find a good spot to set up camp for tonight, first. Maybe one of the small shelters at the base of the cliffs. I don’t like these clouds…”

Bakugou looked up at the dark clouds looming in the distance and nodded. As impatient as he was, he hated the rain even more than Eijirou.

By the time they reached their destination, high cliffs with a vast cave system accessible from entrances near the top, the sky was grey and the air smelled like rain already. They found the rock shelter marked on the map without trouble, waiting for them at the bottom. At its highest point, it was just high enough for Bakugou and him to stand, and it quickly became too small for them to even sit. Still, it did the job and was just big enough for them to set up camp without feeling too cramped. There was even an old fire pit and, thankfully, some leftover firewood wedged in the back corner of the cave.

It didn’t start raining until after sunset, once they’d trained and had dinner. It felt miserable, but Eijirou was glad they at least were dry. The temperature had quickly dropped once the rain started, and even Eijirou found himself wrapped up in a blanket. Meanwhile, Bakugou was staying as close to the fire as was physically possible without burning his clothes.

“Wanna share?” Eijirou asked without thinking, raising an arm.

Bakugou turned around to give him a blank look.

“I have my own damn blanket,” he said.

“I know, but you’re not using it.”

Bakugou stared at him longer, until his eyes fell on the spot under Eijirou’s raised arm.

“I was just offering, but suit yourself,” Eijirou shrugged then, lowering it.

“Fucking… fine,” Bakugou gritted, crawling closer. “If you insist.”

“You don’t have to, you know,” Eijirou chuckled as he made room for his friend. The blanket wasn’t quite big enough to fit the two of them, but the warmth emanating from Bakugou’s body was more than making up for the lost heat.

“Shut up,” Bakugou muttered as he made himself more comfortable against him.

All things considered, they could have just gone to sleep. There wasn’t anything for them to do after all, and they’d need all the rest they could get if they were going to climb those cliffs in the morning. But sharing a blanket like this was nice and comforting, so Eijirou certainly wasn’t going to bring it up.

A warm purring sound slowly formed in his chest, dripping in like honey, and maybe Eijirou let it out, just a little, quietly enough that it got lost in the pitter-patter from the rain and the crackling fire. If Bakugou heard anything, he didn’t mention it.

.

They slept late the following morning. The rain was now a small drizzle, but it meant the cliffs would be too slippery for them to climb.

“A fucking wasted day,” as Bakugou put it.

Eijirou could only agree. Their shelter was cramped and uncomfortable, and he was bored out of his mind. It was another aspect of adventuring he’d rather do without and for a moment, he envied his friends who were comfortably settled in a cozy inn. He wondered how they were doing.

“We better be able to climb tomorrow,” Bakugou grumbled when the rain stopped and the sun finally came out, wrapped in his own blanket in front of the fire.

Eijirou nodded. He was a bit nervous about climbing the cliffs, after seeing them for the past day and a half, but if Bakugou said it was possible and the local kids could do it, he had to believe in himself.

.

As it turned out, climbing cliffs was even harder than Eijirou expected. It got better once he realized he could use his hardening to claw his way up and make his own holds, and it became a lot less straining when Bakugou told him to use his legs more than his arms, but even with all this, it was hard. Bakugou was climbing up with the ease of a mountain goat, fast and fearless, using wind magic to skip a few steps altogether, while Eijirou was gracelessly stuck on the wall, going at a snail’s pace. They’d managed to take a small break on a ledge already, and he was really hoping this would be the last stretch. Especially when his friend grew impatient.

“Shut up! I’m trying not to fall, dammit!” he gritted as Bakugou goaded him from the second ledge. The rock above him was too brittle for him to claw his way up, and he couldn’t find anywhere to put his feet. He didn’t want to climb down, and although his position wasn’t too uncomfortable, his arms were starting to ache.

“Can’t you just harden so you don’t get hurt if you fall?”

“I don’t wanna find out! Plus, I’d have to do it all over again.”

“Ugh, fine…” Bakugou said, and before Eijirou could wonder what was going on, Bakugou threw down a rope.

Eijirou stared at it for a few seconds, dumbfounded.

“You’re using it or what?” Bakugou barked.

“You mean you had it all along and you didn’t think to use it?!” Eijirou yelled.

“Didn’t think you’d need it, but if you’re gonna be a crybaby…”

“Ugh, shut up! Not everyone grew up near cliffs!”

“I didn’t either,” Bakugou said.

“You’re the worst, you know that?” Eijirou grumbled as he grabbed the rope and pulled himself the rest of the way up.

He finally reached the ledge to find Bakugou looking at him with a stupid, smug smile. There was no cavern around.

“There’s more?!” he blurted, desperate.

“I’d say we’re halfway through,” Bakugou shrugged as he rolled the rope and secured it on his backpack. “Take a break, drink something. I’ll climb the rest of the way up and throw you the rope.”

Eijirou nodded between two gulps of water. He felt like he could climb normally once he’d rested for a bit, but it would be much faster this way.

 

With the help of the rope, the rest of the climb was fairly easy. Or at least, it was until Eijirou was almost at the top. Then, just a few meters from it, his foot slipped and he lost his balance. Eijirou gripped the rope as tight as he could and hit the cliff head first. He managed to harden his face just in time to avoid breaking it, but the shock made him lose his grip on the rope just a bit, and before he knew it…

Eijirou was gently floating up the cliff, carried by the wind, and landed gracefully on the ledge.

“Wow… thanks dude,” he smiled, heart beating wildly from the shock. “I really thought I was gonna fall here.

“I didn’t do that,” Bakugou gritted.

Eijirou blinked. “What? But–”

A booming laugh resonated up the cliffs.

“Hello, visitors! What brings you to my humble abode? You should have said you were visiting, I would have carried you up!”

Eijirou had just enough time to see Bakugou get in a fighting stance, palms ignited, before he whipped around, coming face to face with a giant man floating in the air a few meters from the cliff.

He was flying at eye level, a hulking form with a tattered black cape similar to Bakugou’s, standing tall with his arms crossed. From what Eijirou could see, the man was about twice his size, and Eijirou wasn’t a small man. Still, despite how intimidating he was, the stranger had a huge grin that… didn’t look exactly friendly paired with his intense gaze and furrowed brows, but after spending almost two months with Bakugou, Eijirou could tell the man—or, most probably, the giant—wasn’t trying to look menacing.

Maybe he was friendly after all. Maybe everyone in Castelmorn simply misjudged him and–

“DIE!” Bakugou screamed, launching himself in the air with a pair of explosions.

“Bakugou, wait!” Eijirou yelled, too late.

To his surprise, the giant didn’t seem to feel threatened, even when Bakugou tried to throw an explosion at his face.

“Oh, you want to fight me? You’re good! What’s your name?” he asked, still grinning as he used a strong gust to push Bakugou away and weaken his fire.

It wasn’t enough to stop the Barbarian. Using another series of explosions and his own wind magic—probably—he rushed at his opponent and flew right over his head to attack from behind. This time, the explosion hit, singeing the giant’s already threadbare cape.

“Hey, that’s a nice one! But please don’t destroy my clothes, they’re very hard to get!”

“I don’t give a shit, just fucking die already!” Bakugou raged.

“Man, stop! He’s not trying to hurt us!” Eijirou yelled, in vain.

Another gust of the giant’s wind made Bakugou lose balance, and he fell for a few meters before he regained control and flew right back up, taking Eijirou’s breath away. The giant clearly had more control over wind, managing to stay in the air and fight back without lifting a finger, but Bakugou’s acrobatics were entrancing.

Still… Bakugou didn’t seem to want a friendly fight like he did when Eijirou met him, and his fast, constant moves made it impossible to read his expression. The giant didn’t seem to be taking him too seriously, which was good in the sense that he wouldn’t escalate the fight (hopefully), but was also a sure way to enrage Bakugou further. And knowing him, his friend wouldn’t hesitate to one-sidedly escalate the situation until it reached the point of no return.

Eijirou couldn’t let it happen. He had to do something, but he didn’t know what. He couldn’t fly like these two. If he jumped, he’d have to either count on someone catching him, or fall all the way down and hope his earth magic would be strong enough to protect him. He was a lot better now than two months ago, sure, but was he strong enough? He didn’t want to find out.

Eijirou gulped. He had to do something, but his feet were glued to the ground.

When Bakugou launched another attack at his opponent, after confirming that his explosions would have to be delivered point blank if he wanted them to hit, the giant finally made a move and uncrossed his arms to push him back, letting his long, ragged black cape take the brunt of the explosion. Bakugou’s back hit the cliff’s face and he started falling… until he floated right back up.

“Sorry! Are you alright?!” the giant asked.

“That’s not your fucking problem, asshole!” Bakugou yelled right back, taking over the giant’s wind to start flying again on his own terms.

He tried to launch himself back at the giant, but seeing his friend get hurt, even by accident, was the trigger Eijirou needed.

“Bakugou just stop!” he yelled again, and finally, finally acted.

He still had no idea what to do, so he leaped toward his friend…

…and missed him. He only managed to grab the tip of his cape, and released it when he realized it would make them both fall to their deaths.

The next second felt… weird. Unnatural. The fall itself was scary, of course: Eijirou had never felt more powerless as his heart lurched in his throat. But more than that, it felt wrong, like Eijirou wasn’t supposed to be going down.

“Kirishima!” Bakugou yelled.

Eijirou saw him plunge toward him at full speed as the ground got closer and closer, but it was useless.

Eijirou was already floating, enveloped in the giant's gentle winds.

“You can’t fly?! If you wanted to play too, you should have said so!” the giant exclaimed, concerned.

“No one asked for your fucking opinion,” Bakugou growled. Eijirou could tell he was ready to attack again, so he grabbed his friend’s arm and muffled his explosion against a hardened palm.

“Bakugou, please. He obviously doesn’t mean harm. You can fight later if he wants to, but let’s talk first.”

Bakugou’s angry glare was intense enough that Eijirou could have caught fire, but he held it with all the determination he could muster. He wouldn’t budge on this one. If Bakugou was the kind of person to attack an innocent man just because of bad rumors, maybe Eijirou had misjudged him.

Finally, Bakugou gave in.

“Fucking… fine,” he gritted, and launched the two of them back up on the ledge, as Eijirou belatedly realized that the giant had been floating them up the whole time. The landing was a lot less graceful than earlier, Eijirou noted as he regained balance.

“Thank you,” he said with a sigh of relief, glad to be back on solid ground where he belonged.

Bakugou’s grumbled answer was blown away by the wind.

Notes:

I hope you liked it!

I thought the identity of the giant was confirmed this chapter but apparently not, and it seems that I was a lot less obvious than I thought. So did you guess this time?

You can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 11: A Giant Mistake

Notes:

Long Monday guys... so long
But hey, time to finally find out who that giant is!

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“So, what did you two come here for?!” the giant asked, landing near them with barely a sound.

“Oh, hello! I’m sorry my friend attacked you, you took us by surprise,” Eijirou said with a sheepish smile. “I’m Kirishima Eijirou, by the way.”

The man’s eyes grew wide and for a second, Eijirou worried that he’d shown his teeth by accident again. But his lips were clearly closed, so…

“I apologize for my rudeness!!!” the giant yelled, bowing down so low that his face almost touched the ground. “I’m Yoarashi Inasa, nice to meet you! You can call me Inasa!”

“Nice to meet you too. And no need to apologize, we didn’t really give you a chance to introduce yourself,” Eijirou said with a nervous laugh, discreetly nudging Bakugou with his foot so his friend introduced himself as well.

Inasa looked back up and sat cross-legged on the ground to be closer to their height before he asked, looking at Bakugou, “I don’t think I caught your name! Gakugou?”

“Bakugou,” Bakugou grumbled.

“Nice to meet you! You’re a great fighter! I’ve never seen a fire mage use their magic like this! And your wind magic is awesome!” he exclaimed with an excited grin.

“You can’t fucking say that when you barely uncrossed your arms,” Bakugou grumbled, visibly displeased with how the fight went.

“But that’s why I think you’re so good! I almost never use my arms because I can’t always control my strength! It’s the first time in years I had to do this!”

“Next time, I’ll force you to fight me with all your strength!” Bakugou growled.

“I’m looking forward to it!” Inasa grinned. Then, he took a quick look inside the cavern, stood up, and asked, “Would you like to come inside? Then you can tell me what brings you here! I moved in recently but people have been really helpful so far!”

By the time he was done speaking, he was already inside the cave. Eijirou exchanged a look with Bakugou, shrugged, and followed him.

“Yeah, about that…” he started, worried, as he took in the sight of Inasa’s current place. There wasn’t much, but the giant was clearly making an effort to make the big cavern feel like home. It was filled with various carpets, mismatched cushions, and a pile of blankets in the corner. Inasa offered them cushions to sit on as he looked through what appeared to be a pantry, moving things around with wind magic only. Eijirou accepted with a smile, still unsure how to continue.

“They’re helpful because you scare the shit out of them,” Bakugou announced, direct as ever as he plopped down on a cushion next to Eijirou and made himself at home.

The floating food fell, and Inasa whipped around with wide eyes.

“WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY’RE SCARED OF ME?!!” he yelled in disbelief, loud enough that Eijirou had to cover his ears. “Did they tell you that?! Is this why you’re here?!”

“You didn’t know that?” Eijirou asked, heart breaking a little.

“They tried to throw things at me at first, but they stopped when I explained the situation! Then they started giving me everything I asked for and didn’t even accept my money!”

“Oh, Inasa, I’m so sorry…” Eijirou said. “They sent us because they think you’re dangerous.”

“But I’m not! I offered to help them! I didn’t fight back when they attacked me!”

“Well, we know that, but it seems that people in Castelmorn were too scared to listen.”

“What are you even doing here?” Bakugou asked. “How did you come so deep in Yuuei territory without noticing people here are scared shitless of giants?”

“I grew up here!” Inasa explained. “My parents found me as a kid. They thought I was just tall for my age at first, but then I kept growing, and…” His smile slipped for a second, but it came back full force when Inasa concluded, “I couldn’t fit in the house lately, and people in the village weren’t very friendly, so I decided to try my luck somewhere else! And I thought people here were really welcoming and maybe if I tried hard enough, they’d let me settle here! And these caverns are a pretty good start too!”

“If you wanna find people who won’t try to kick your ass on sight, you should go to the Golden Mountains in the east,” Bakugou said. “There are other giants there, they’ll take you in.”

“Oh, that’s great! I’ve never met another giant!” Inasa beamed. “But you see… I really like it here! The winds are perfect for me, especially near the bridge! And I’m sure if you tell people I’m not trying to hurt them, they’ll listen this time!”

“Oh, sure! We can definitely try that,” Eijirou said. After hearing Inasa’s story, he wanted to help the giant more than ever. If he could make people in Castelmorn accept him, then maybe people back home would be ready to accept Eijirou, scales and all.

“They won’t,” Bakugou said, final. “The only reason you’re not dead yet is because you’re tough as shit and people are scared of you. But they’ll keep looking for a way to get rid of you until they get your empty head on a spike.”

Eyes trained on Inasa, he didn’t seem to notice how much his words broke Eijirou’s heart. But his friend was right, just like his parents. Eijirou should count himself lucky he was able to hide, or else he’d have died long ago…

“But I’m sure there’s a way! You can try, right?!” Inasa insisted.

“Yeah, Bakugou! It’s worth a try,” Eijirou agreed, turning toward his friend. Never in his life had he heard a story about giants that ended well for the giant, but there had to be a way. Inasa was a nice guy, he was ready to help, he… “The thieves at the bridge,” he realized.

“What about them?” Bakugou asked.

“People might not listen if we just give our word that Inasa is nice, but if he helps us get rid of the thieves at the bridge, maybe they will?”

At least, it was how it worked in stories. The only non-human talking creatures allowed to have a happy ending were the ones that helped the heroes in their quest. So maybe it would work in real life as well.

“I can give back what I took from them too!” Inasa exclaimed, bowing down. “I thought these things were given to me willingly but if not, I don’t want them! I can’t replace the food I already ate, but I can pay for it! Please!”

Bakugou’s gaze went from Eijirou to Inasa, then back to Eijirou… It lingered on him for a few seconds, as if testing his resolve, and landed on Inasa again.

“Fucking fine,” he said. “Here’s what we’re gonna do. We come back to Castelmorn with the shit you stole–”

“It was an accident!” Inasa interrupted.

“–we get our reward, we tell them you’re not dangerous and you want to stay. And we say you’re ready to get them rid of the thieves at the bridge to prove your good faith.”

“Thank you! That sounds perfect!” Inasa grinned.

“Yeah, I think it could work,” Eijirou agreed, relieved that his friend was finally on their side.

“I still think it’s fucking stupid. And if we don’t get the full reward, you’re paying for it, Baldy,” Bakugou said.

“I’m not bald!” Inasa protested, pointing at his incredibly short black hair.

“We can always keep the money from the thieves, if it comes to that,” Eijirou shrugged.

“Whatever,” Bakugou said. “Also, I have a condition.”

“Yes? Anything you want!” Inasa replied.

Bakugou’s face split into a fierce smile. “I want a rematch. And you better be serious, this time!”

“I was already serious!” Inasa protested.

“You can be serious without trying to kill the other person, you know,” Eijirou chimed in. “Look at us.”

“I’ll be as serious as possible without hurting you seriously!” Inasa announced.

“Good,” Bakugou nodded. “Let’s go then!”

“Now?!” Inasa and Eijirou asked in unison.

“Of course now. I came here for a damn fight and I’m gonna get it!”

“Sure, then!” Inasa replied in a heartbeat. “Let’s go!”

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Bakugou and Inasa spent the rest of the morning and part of the afternoon sparring in the air, further away from the cliff than last time to give them more room. Meanwhile, Eijirou was watching them from the ledge, fascinated.

Now that he didn't have to worry about the two killing each other, he could truly enjoy the show. And what a show it was! Bakugou was more captivating than ever, fast and agile, always moving, his cape fluttering behind him like butterfly wings. He sometimes used it to catch a draft or slow down and take sharp turns, grabbing and releasing it as needed. As for Inasa, he was still a little static, but he'd started avoiding Bakugou's explosions more after taking a few bad ones at point blank. It was obvious that he wasn't used to moving so much, but once he got the hang of it, it truly looked like a dance in black and red, set to the music of howling winds, Inasa’s laughter, deafening explosions, and Bakugou’s outraged yells.

Bakugou seemed to be having so much fun… His explosions weren't as big as the ones he used against Eijirou these days, but he looked like he was made for these three-dimensional fights. Being mostly stuck on the ground with Eijirou must be so dull for him… 

Eijirou shook his head at the thought. This wasn’t about him. He should be happy for his friend and Inasa, instead of thinking about what it must feel like to be able to fight so easily high in the air, far above the trees.

Fine, maybe Eijirou was a little jealous. Or more precisely, he was feeling left out. It wasn’t just about them not paying any attention to him, he wanted to fly too! And sometimes, he even felt like he could. When Bakugou created an updraft to get around Inasa, when Inasa lost balance for a few meters before flying right back up, for a second, Eijirou felt like he could just leap off the cliff and join them. Then, he remembered how miserably he’d fallen earlier, and reminded himself that just because everyone around him made flying look easy didn’t mean that it was.

If only earth magic could do that…

Before Eijirou knew it, Bakugou and Inasa started flying back toward him.

“Kirishima! We just remembered about lunch! Sorry for making you wait!” Inasa announced as he landed. “Let me check what I have! Oh, and if you want to refresh yourselves later, there’s a little spring at the back of the cavern!”

Eijirou and Bakugou nodded, but before Eijirou could join the giant inside, his friend planted himself in front of him and said, “Don’t think I’m gonna let you slack off today. You’ve got some training to do.”

“Oh, um… You’re sure?” Eijirou asked with a shy smile. He didn’t want his friend to overexert himself, but he couldn’t help it: he was glad he hadn’t been forgotten.

“Of course I’m fucking sure,” Bakugou said.

“Yes! We don’t want you to feel left out!” Inasa chimed in as he joined them back out. “I want us to be friends too!”

“Aw, thanks!” Eijirou beamed.

“For the last time, Baldy, we’re not–”

“I’m not bald though, see?” Inasa interrupted lifting his hat to show his head again.

Bakugou ignored him and stomped his way into the cavern instead. “We eating or what?” he barked.

“Sure! Let me show you what I have!” Inasa said, running after him on surprisingly light footsteps, Eijirou following closely behind.

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Inasa flew him down the cliff after lunch, slow and controlled, while Bakugou basically jumped down and used a couple of explosions and a last second updraft to cushion the fall.

“Your friend is a very dynamic fighter! And flyer!” Inasa commented as they slowly reached the ground. “It’s the first time I get to fight someone who can fly too, it was amazing!”

“You two were fascinating to watch, I was so excited! It almost felt like I could fly too,” Eijirou admitted with a laugh.

“Do you want me to give you a ride later?” Inasa asked eagerly as he landed them. “Flying is so fun, I love sharing it with my friends!”

“You’d do that? Thanks, dude! I always thought I belonged on the ground, but seeing you two really made me want to try!”

“You two idiots, stop babbling and start fighting now!” Bakugou barked.

“What? Us?” Eijirou asked, pointing at Inasa and him.

“Who else?”

“You can’t just decide that!” Eijirou protested.

“No, it’s fine!” Inasa said. “I’m very curious to see what you can do! Bakugou made it sound like you’d be a fun opponent!”

“You guys talked about me?”

“I said start fighting!” Bakugou barked over Inasa telling him that of course they did.

Inasa laughed and Eijirou shook his head with an amused smile before they both put themselves in position.

To say things quickly turned bad for Eijirou would be an understatement. To keep it fair, Inasa said he would stay on the ground, but it didn’t change much because Eijirou simply couldn’t touch him. Whenever he got too close, Inasa blew him back. Eijirou did his best to resist, but everytime he tried to take a step forward or rush toward his opponent, he lost balance and was blown away like a dry leaf. It was disheartening. And more than that, it was unacceptable! Eijirou was an earth mage, damn it! He wasn’t a great one for sure, but he wasn’t supposed to lose his footing so easily!

After another failed attempt, Eijirou decided to change strategy. Letting his frustration fuel his determination, he took off his tunic and boots, leaving them in Bakugou’s care, and went back to face Inasa on bare feet. He lowered his stance, feet wide apart to stay stable, like he’d been taught, and growled, “Again.”

He didn’t try to move immediately when Inasa’s wind blew against him. Instead, he checked his footing, testing his stability, and started walking slowly, making sure to keep both feet on the ground, hardened to make his body heavier.

Inasa’s wind blew stronger, making Eijirou lose some ground, but he stayed upright, strong and immovable, and hardened even more. It was so different from what he was used to…

To fight against Bakugou, Eijirou had to stay light on his feet. He always made sure to stay stable—or at least, so he thought until now—but staying immobile meant being at his friend’s mercy and he couldn’t afford it. Here, though, Eijirou would have to do the opposite. He’d have to make himself as heavy and tough as possible and anchor himself to the ground.

“You won’t go down. That’s what makes you strong,” Bakugou told him once—although maybe not in those exact terms. It was time to show his friend how strong he was, then!

Forcing himself to increase his hardening to the limit, Eijirou took one step forward, then two.

Inasa’s wind was now howling in his ears, and Eijirou was glad he’d taken off his headbands before the fight started, tying them securely around his belts to make sure they didn’t get blown away. He could barely keep his eyes open at this point, but he still stood strong.

He hardened even more and slowly, carefully, he took another step forward. Then another.

If his hardened skin didn’t make him fully insensitive to temperature changes, Eijirou would probably be freezing. He couldn’t see anything and the raging wind was the only sound that reached him, but he wouldn’t let it stop him.

Bakugou mentioned once that wind mages preferred to fight at a distance because they were like the eye of a storm: if you got close enough to them, their winds weakened. So Eijirou didn’t need to see or hear anything. When he was close enough to strike, he’d feel it.

Inasa’s wind grew even stronger somehow, but so did Eijirou’s hardening. His muscles were so contracted he couldn’t breathe, but it allowed him to take two more steps, until…

Scales.

His skin was itching like scales were going to come out. It was bad. It was very bad! He couldn’t let anyone see them!

In his panic, Eijirou’s skin softened for a second. It was enough to make him lose balance and get blown away like a leaf.

“Kirishima!” someone yelled, or maybe it was two voices. His body hit the ground, but even it wasn’t enough to stop him from tumbling away. He hardened immediately, just enough not to get hurt, until he finally came to a stop when he hit a tree.

Dizzy and disoriented, it took him a few seconds to regain his bearings.

“Kirishima, are you okay?! I’m so sorry, I shouldn’t have gone that hard!” Inasa yelled, rushing toward him.

“I’m okay,” Eijirou wheezed as he tried to catch his breath and slowly rolled to his side to sit up. “Man, you didn’t pull your punches!” he added once he felt a little better, finally opening his eyes to find Inasa crouching at his side and Bakugou walking toward them.

Surprised, Eijirou looked behind his friend to find his boots lying at least ten meters away from them.

Inasa laughed. “You didn’t leave me much choice!” he said. “I didn’t expect our spar to turn into this, but you were amazing!”

“Ah, sorry,” Eijirou said with a sheepish smile. “It must have been so boring for you two.”

“No, no, it was thrilling! You were immovable for a moment, it was like fighting against a mountain!”

“Sucks that you lost focus at the end,” Bakugou said, cheeks red from the wind, as he handed him his shirt. “I wanted to see you punch Baldy in the dick.” 

Shit, the scales!

Panicking, Eijirou took a few seconds to check his body, and swallowed a sigh of relief when he didn’t find any.

When he focused on the two others again, quickly putting on his shirt, they were arguing about how mean Bakugou’s comment was. Choosing to ignore them, Eijirou slowly got back on his feet and stretched a bit, making sure he didn’t hurt himself.

He stopped when he heard Bakugou and Inasa go silent.

“Oh, no…” the giant whispered.

“What’s wrong?” Eijirou asked, intrigued.

“Look at the fucking trees,” Bakugou said, eyes sparkling with excitement.

Eijirou turned around and gasped as he realized where he’d landed. It wasn’t a tree trunk that stopped his fall. It was tree roots. Because, even as far as they were from the fight, a few trees behind Eijirou had been uprooted. And Eijirou, who was just at the right distance from Inasa, where the wind was at its strongest, stood strong and even managed to take a few steps forward.

Suddenly feeling very light, he let a wide smile creep on his face while Inasa started fussing about the trees, trying and failing to keep them upright.

“Teeth,” Bakugou whispered next to him before he went to tell Inasa that it was too late for the damn trees.

To make Inasa feel better, Eijirou offered to help him. He didn’t know if they were going to survive without proper care, but when his parents found out he had affinities with earth magic, they made sure he knew how to help them with uprooted trees. So he could at least keep them upright long enough to give them a chance to heal.

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Eijirou couldn’t sleep. Despite how eventful the day had been, between rock climbing for the first time, his fight against Inasa and then Bakugou, and Inasa flying with him around the mountain while Bakugou followed them reluctantly, his mind refused to rest, no matter how exhausted his body was.

Inasa had told them a bit more about his past over dinner. How he used to have many friends growing up, how he learned wind magic because he kept being reprimanded for playing too rough… Much like Eijirou, everything had been going great for him… until he couldn’t hide his true nature anymore. Inasa’s parents insisted that he was just a tall and strong man when he reached two meters, but when he kept growing even more, even they couldn’t ignore the truth about who he was. A giant. An ogre. A fearsome monster, like those who used to roam the land, eating and destroying everything in their wake until they were driven away and eradicated—the “shameful cousins” of the peaceful, nature-loving giants in the Golden Mountains, as Bakugou called them.

Everything became harder for him from there. Once Inasa couldn’t fit in his parents’ house, everyone in the village turned their backs on him. His parents did their best to accommodate him at first, but when adventurers came to the village and tried to attack Inasa, putting them in danger as well, they told him that he couldn’t stay here anymore. So, barely a day later, Inasa left the village. He’d been on his own for a while, going from place to place, looking for a job, but he just wouldn’t stop growing and it became harder and harder for him to even trade with the people he came across.

Inasa didn’t sound sad, when he told them all of this around the fire, but Eijirou couldn’t stop thinking about it; about how hard it must have been to be driven away like this, to lose his loved ones, to be on his own, unable to fit anywhere…

It could have been him, Eijirou thought, again and again, heart clenching as he tossed and turned in his bedroll. It could be him, if he wasn’t careful. Bakugou had no problem with his teeth, but there were the scales, and the sounds, and as a kid, Eijirou sometimes grew horns and a tail. Even he didn’t know how far the transformation would go if he let it happen, or what he would look like as a result. He couldn’t risk losing his friends over this. He couldn’t risk being cast away and hunted down as a monster.

Like Bakugou said, the only things that had saved Inasa this whole time were the fear he inspired and his ability to fly away quickly if he had to. Eijirou had neither: he was just a scaly, sharp toothed freak who sometimes sounded like an animal. If he was found out, he’d be dead within a week.

He turned to his side and found himself face to face with Bakugou, who was sleeping soundly. Eijirou didn’t want to lose this. He didn’t want to lose him. And if the only way to keep this life was to hide, then so be it. It’s what he’d always done, after all. He could keep going forever.

As he forced himself to close his eyes, Eijirou repeated this like a mantra.

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That night, Eijirou dreamed of flying. He dreamed of the wind in his hair and the ground far under him, with thick forests and barren cliffs, just like he’d seen that afternoon. But this time, Inasa wasn’t there to make him float, and Bakugou wasn’t reluctantly flying beside them, grumbling as he used his red cape like wings. Eijirou was alone and free. His hands were slowly getting covered with red scales and there was no one to see him. He was smiling as wide as he could, and nothing could–

“Eijirou, your teeth!” his mother screamed.

He woke up with a start.

Notes:

I'm sorry people, I thought I was being so obvious with Inasa, I didn't even think about wind magic like his being super common in this AU ^^"
Anyway, I hope you liked it!

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Chapter 12: Epic Fights and Gut Knitting

Notes:

And here we are with my favorite thing: action!
Ugh do I hate writing it...

Anyway, enjoy! And feel free to have a look at the very detailed, realistic and beautiful battle plan I drew when you reach the corresponding scene

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

They set out to Castelmorn after breakfast. Since Inasa couldn’t fly both Eijirou, himself and all the things he’d mistakenly stolen, they had to settle for the next best thing: walking. They managed to reach the pastures before sunset and decided to spend the night in a shepherd’s refuge marked on the map where they could easily store everything. It seemed like a perfect plan, but as Eijirou soon found out, one problem remained.

“Inasa, you can’t even fit through the door, can you?” he asked.

Inasa took a moment to study the building, tried different approaches to squeeze his big body through the tiny door as if it wasn’t obvious already that he was never going to fit, and shook his head in defeat.

“Where are you going to sleep? You don’t look like you have a tent either,” Eijirou said, concerned.

Inasa laughed at the comment. “It’s okay, I knew it would happen! I’ll just fly back to the cliffs and meet you tomorrow morning! Goodnight you two!”

“Why the fuck did you come all the way with us then?!” Bakugou barked.

“To help you carry everything and know where you were going to spend the night?”

“You could’ve flown ahead and dropped everything at the lodge, dumbass.”

“And miss out on a chance to spend time with my new friends? No way!” Inasa grinned.

“For the last time…” Bakugou started, and Eijirou hurried to wrap an arm around his shoulders and cover his mouth with a hardened hand.

“Thanks, dude! We’re glad you came with us. Be careful on your way back!” he smiled as Bakugou struggled against his hold.

“Yeah, whatever, see you tomorrow Baldy,” the Barbarian grumbled as soon as he managed to free his mouth.

“Goodnight!” Eijirou added cheerfully.

Inasa flew away, waving excitedly, and Eijirou did the same until he couldn’t see the giant.

It was too late and too dark to train at that point, but being able to spend the night under an actual roof, however sparsely furnished, more than made up for it. Especially when Bakugou and he made themselves comfortable among the many carpets, cushions, blankets and duvets they were bringing back to the villagers. Rain poured again during the night, but instead of making them cold and miserable, it lulled them both to sleep.

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They reached Castelmorn the next afternoon,spending most of the trip trying to convince  Inasa to stay away from the town while they returned the goods so that the townsfolk wouldn't get the wrong idea. It took until the walls were in sight for the giant to reluctantly agree to stay hidden and only come out when called, leaving Bakugou and Eijirou walking the rest of the way at a snail’s pace, a mountain of fabric and household goods precariously piled up in their arms.

As they approached the town in silence, Eijirou’s stomach started twisting in increasingly complex knots. He’d spent most of the last stretch trying to figure out what to say, what the best approach would be to make sure Inasa could stay in the area without being driven away by the locals, but nothing seemed good enough. And he couldn’t afford to mess up.

If Eijirou didn’t manage to convince the people of Castelmorn that Inasa wasn’t a threat, the giant would have to be on the road again. He’d have no support, and no guarantee that the next people he’d meet would give him enough time to explain himself before they tried to kill him or sent strong adventurers after him. Inasa would be forced to roam the land with nowhere to go, and if no one could accept a really big human, how would Eijirou ever be accepted for who he was?

“Stop panicking or I’m the one doing the talking,” Bakugou growled next to him as they reached the doors and asked to be let in.

“Nope, I’m fine!” Eijirou exclaimed. “I’m good, I can do it.”

Bakugou was good at many things and surprisingly confident in public, but speeches and negotiations weren’t his strong suits and his manners were unpredictable at best. After meeting Miruko, Eijirou started to suspect that at least part of the issue was due to cultural differences—after all, she also seemed to value straightforwardness and having the guts to say what you mean without sugar-coating it—but Bakugou wouldn’t act differently even after Eijirou tried to explain that this wasn’t how they did things in Yuuei.

He couldn’t let his friend do this for him. This time, Eijirou had to take the lead.

He took a deep breath when the doors opened and guards came to help them carry all the stolen goods to the station, relieving Eijirou of most of his load. He was surprised to see how many there were, but Jirou had explained before they left that being a relatively isolated town located on an important trade route, Castelmorn had a powerful local guard that almost rivaled with major cities and even had its own dedicated building, right next to the pompous town hall. And to think all of them had cowered in fear upon seeing Inasa…

It was probably for the best, though.

As they walked down the main street, the rumor that they’d defeated the giant spread like wildfire. Soon, people were outside, cheering them loudly, just like in Eijirou’s old fantasies. Only the roses were missing, but he suspected that people didn’t have time to find flowers to throw at them in so little time.

Meanwhile, the guards tried to ask how they did it and if they’d killed the monster. Bakugou ignored them. Eijirou could only gulp.

“We’ll explain at the station, when your captain is here,” he said with a confidence he didn’t feel. Too caught up in the general euphoria, no one seemed to notice.

“Of course, of course,” they replied with cheerful smiles. “We’re also going to call for the mayor, so he can thank you both personally.”

“Oh… good,” Eijirou said weakly. It was probably for the best if he wanted to negotiate letting Inasa stay, but for now, it only made him even more nervous. It would be the first time in his life he’d get to talk to someone important, and he still had no idea how he was going to breach the subject of Inasa being alive, well, and very much still in the area.

But Eijirou wouldn’t back down now. He couldn’t. Inasa was counting on him, and it’d be unmanly of him not to help.

Once they reached the station, the guards told them to drop the goods in the town hall so they could let the townspeople come and get them back. Then, they were led to the captain’s office once more and told to wait a moment for the mayor to join them. Eijirou could have used this extra time to figure out the right approach, but instead, it only made his anxiety rise to new levels. He was pretty sure the knots of worry in his guts were now the shape of a nice, tightly knit cardigan at that point.

“Don’t forget: first we get the reward, then you bring up Baldy’s request,” Bakugou whispered next to him before the captain of the guard joined them.

Eijirou nodded. It was a start. He could do this. He had to do this.

Oh, how he wished to have Kaminari and Sero with him… They were great at this. They’d know what to say for sure. Eijirou should have asked for them first. But now, it was too late.

It wasn’t long before the mayor arrived. Just long enough for Eijirou to feel like he was going to suffocate in the awkward atmosphere of the room, but soon enough for him to not actually drown in it. Sadly.

“So you are the two heroes who freed us from this terrible giant?” the mayor asked as soon as he stepped into the room. He was a rather corpulent man with a white jawline beard and a nervous spring in his steps that made him look surprisingly agile, for a man his weight.

“Uh… yeah…” Eijirou started. “About that…”

Bakugou pinched his side in warning. Eijirou didn’t even have to look at him to understand what it meant: “Wait until we get the reward, dumbass.”

“Um… Yeah, he won’t hurt you or steal from you anymore,” Eijirou said with more confidence, hanging on to the glimmers of truth like a drowning man in a storm. His family would know at a glance he was hiding something, but fortunately for him, these people didn’t know him. They didn’t have a lifetime to notice his many tells, like the way he was scratching his itching wrists.

“This is great news! Thank you so much for your help. We will see that you are fairly compensated for your bravery,” the mayor smiled.

“Yeah, no problem, man. Um… Sir,” Eijirou corrected nervously. This was going horribly, but no one was dead or in prison yet, so at least it was better than most of his worst case scenarios.

For now.

“Your reward is being prepared right now,” the guard captain, who had introduced himself earlier as Tsukauchi, announced. “But of course, we’re going to need proof that the giant is really gone. It would do us no good if he were to come back later.”

For a man as plain looking as him, his gaze was incredibly intense. Piercing, even. It was as if he could see straight into Eijirou’s soul and know he was lying.

Eijirou gulped. “Um… Yeah, sure. I mean…”

“We got your stuff back, didn’t we?” Bakugou intervened. Eijirou had never been more relieved to hear his friend ignore his pleas not to talk.

“Yes, and if you stole these items back from the giant without facing him, he will come back to our town, and he will be angry,” Tsukauchi said.

“We didn’t steal anything!” Eijirou protested, latching on his chance to say the truth like the same drowning man on a lifeline.

“And he sure was a pain in the ass to fight,” Bakugou grumbled.

“So tell us, heroes, how did you face this formidable foe?” the mayor asked, curious. “Surely, it must have been a fight worthy of legends!”

“Ah, you see…” Eijirou started. “About that reward…?”

Bakugou pinched him again, harder this time. That was it. Eijirou was going to ruin this for the both of them.

The awkward, tense silence that settled in the room while he was trying to find a different approach was interrupted by loud voices and footsteps coming from the other side of the door.

“Let us in! We’re traveling bards, we need to hear the story! For posterity! History! The heroes gave us exclusive rights already!” an approaching voice said. Kaminari, Eijirou recognized, so grateful for his friend’s unexpected arrival he could have cried.

“Sorry about him… Sorry… If you’d just step aside…” two other voices—Sero and Jirou—added, placating.

The door opened with a loud bang, revealing his friends and a few guards still trying to stop them.

“There you are!” Kaminari exclaimed with a grin. “So, how did it go? Tell us everything!”

Sero, Jirou, and the guards shoved into the room behind him. The first two gave Bakugou and him a friendly wave while the others apologized profusely for the interruption.

“Oh no, it’s fine. This way, we’ll only have to tell the story once, right?” Eijirou said, hoping his friends would be allowed to stay. If he could get them on Inasa’s side, he was sure they could convince the rest of the room. It would make things so much easier for him!

Next to him, Bakugou was pinching the bridge of his nose and muttering insults under his breath, while the mayor and the captain still recovered from their surprise and scolded the guards for letting strangers barge in like this.

“We’re still waiting for the damn reward,” Bakugou said then, loud enough to be heard above the commotion, arms crossed.

“We’re still waiting for your proof that the giant is gone for good,” the captain retorted, raising an eyebrow.

“Isn’t it enough that you got your stuff back and he won’t hurt you?” Eijirou asked then, exasperated. He couldn’t do this after all. He was going to ruin everything, but neither he nor Bakugou could lie anyway, so why pretend? “We talked to him, okay? We didn’t need to fight him because he’s a really nice guy and this was all a misunderstanding!”

A stunned silence settled in the room.

Kaminari was the first to recover. “You… talked to him?” he asked, hesitant.

“Yeah, his name is Inasa and he’s really not dangerous, I promise,” Eijirou said, hardening under his shirt so Bakugou would stop pinching him. His friend stomped on his foot when he realized his first tactic wouldn’t work, and Eijirou elbowed him in the ribs.

“And how can you be so sure about this?” the mayor asked with a glare, arms crossed.

“He didn’t attack us when we came to his place. He gave us food and shelter for a day. He offered himself to give back what he took when we explained that you gave him those items out of fear. He even helped us carry them all the way back here!”

“You mean he’s here right now?” the captain asked, suddenly alarmed.

“He shouldn’t be far, but we told him to stay away so he wouldn’t scare you,” Eijirou explained.

“You led him here,” the mayor hissed accusingly.

“We didn’t lead him anywhere, he already knew this place. That’s why you sent us to kick him out, remember?” Bakugou grumbled.

“Oh… right.”

“Anyway, I promise he’s not going to hurt anyone. He’s just trying to find somewhere to settle and he really likes it here,” Eijirou continued. “Actually, he wanted to know if maybe he could stay?”

His last words came out with a shy, tentative smile that vanished as soon as he saw the others’ faces.

“Never!” the mayor said immediately. “We don’t want a monster like him around. What if he decides to kill people?”

“It might be a ruse to lower our guard,” the captain agreed.

“If he wanted to hurt you, he’d have done it from the start,” Bakugou said.

“Yeah, you told us yourselves that you couldn’t stop him, so he wouldn’t need you to lower your guard. He could just attack now,” Eijirou pointed out.

That… probably wasn’t the right thing to say, judging by the way the captain’s expression soured.

“He also said he’s ready to help us get rid of the thieves by the bridge,” Eijirou added quickly.

“He’s doing it for free. We’re not,” Bakugou mentioned.

“We could get rid of those thieves ourselves, if it wasn’t for the ogre threatening us,” the captain retorted.

“He’s not threatening you!” Eijirou protested.

“He’s not an ogre, or you’d be dead already,” Bakugou grumbled.

“If you let the giant do this for you, you wouldn’t have to risk your men’s lives,” Kaminari remarked.

“And then what? We’d have to let him stay here? Where would he even live, with his size?” the mayor scoffed.

“Would the bridge be far enough?” Eijirou asked. “He said he liked it there, and he’s looking for a job. Maybe he could guard it for you.”

“And steal our tolls? No thank you.”

“But I’m telling you, he’s honest!”

“And if he’s the one collecting the tolls for you, no one will dare challenge him,” Sero pointed out.

The mayor crossed his arms. “And how are we going to get the money back if he decides to keep all of it for himself?”

“What would he do with it anyway, if he decided to keep it?” Eijirou asked, somber. “No one wants to trade with him. It’s useless to him.”

The more he thought about it, the worse he felt for Inasa. He had to help him. He had to find a way to convince these people that the giant meant no harm.

When he looked up, surprised by the sudden silence, he found everyone’s eyes on him, stunned and somewhat pained. Even the captain looked a little swayed, this time. The mayor, however, seemed unfazed.

“Look, why don’t you give him a chance?” Eijirou asked again. “Meet him and have a real talk, maybe? We can stay around if it makes you feel safer.”

“How would you know if you can protect us when you didn’t even fight him?” the captain retorted, his guarded expression back on his face.

“We did. I can take him,” Bakugou said.

“And it won’t be necessary anyway because he doesn’t want to hurt anyone,” Eijirou added, looking the captain in the eye as if daring him to find a lie.

“Ogres aren’t supposed to be smart,” Kaminari pointed out suddenly. “Wouldn’t it be much too elaborate for him, if it’s really just a twisted scheme to earn your trust and betray you later?”

“Yeah, I’ve never heard of a single story about giants or ogres doing that. They just… come, destroy everything, eat cattle and people… You know. They don’t need elaborate schemes to get what they want, that's why they're so easy to fool,” Jirou added.

“That's just ogres, giants don't do that,” Bakugou muttered, exasperated.

Tsukauchi sighed. “Fine. I’ll meet him and… reevaluate the threat.” He then turned toward the guards still in the room and said, “I want five men ready to come with me. Armed.”

They gulped, clearly not thrilled to be facing the ‘threat,’ but nodded and left the room.

“Wait,” Eijirou said. “We’ll lead you to him but first, you have to promise not to hurt him.”

Tsukauchi turned back toward him and held his gaze for a long time. Eijirou refused to flinch.

“You trust the giant that much?” he finally asked. “Can you guarantee that he isn’t going to attack us?”

“Yes,” Eijirou said, arms crossed, steady and immovable for the first time since he came back to Castelmorn.

“You’re ready to assume full responsibility for his actions?”

“Yes.”

Tsukauchi nodded. “Very well. If anything happens to me or my men, we’ll take your heads first.”

“You won’t have to,” Eijirou replied, surprised by how unfazed he was by the threat. He knew Inasa wasn’t going to do anything, and the guards would have to go through him before he let them hurt the giant.

Bakugou stayed silent next to him, but anger was radiating from him like heat from a blade fresh out of the furnace.

“You know what? I’ve never met a giant. I’ll come with you guys!” Kaminari exclaimed with a grin, cutting through the heavy tension in the room like butter.

“Yeah, it sounds fun,” Sero added.

“We need our story anyway,” Jirou shrugged.

“No one invited you,” Bakugou grumbled.

“I’ll accept it,” Tsukauchi said. “But know that my men won’t protect you if things go bad.”

“But they won’t, right Kirishima?” Sero asked with a smile.

“No way, dude! Inasa’s a really cool guy,” Eijirou grinned, relieved to at least have those three on his side.

Maybe they could do this, after all. Maybe they could help Inasa find the home he was looking for.

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Eijirou was nervous. It wasn’t that he didn’t trust Bakugou’s plan—in fact, he trusted his friend entirely and had absolute confidence that it was the best course of action—but… there was so much at stake, and what if Eijirou messed up?

The negotiations with Castelmorn’s officials about Inasa’s future had gone surprisingly well, considering Eijirou expected them to be a failure after seeing everyone’s initial reaction. They weren’t exactly pleasant, but after a long talk and loud apologies from Inasa, they had reached a compromise: once the thieves at the bridge were gone, Inasa would be allowed to come to Castelmorn to trade once in a while, as long as he stayed outside the walls and protected the town from attacks.

They wouldn’t help him settle or give him a job, however.

It seemed incredibly unfair to Eijirou, but Inasa had accepted the terms eagerly, much to his surprise. Kaminari, Sero, and Jirou seemed to feel the same way, but they all knew there wasn’t much else they could do. It had already taken all of their persuasion skills to reach this point.

When Eijirou asked, Inasa said he was confident that it was just the beginning and people would warm up to him eventually. Eijirou wished he could be so optimistic, but his parents’ voices kept nagging him, a constant reminder that no one accepted monsters around here and being silently cast out was the best you could hope for once you were found out.

Still, part of Eijirou wanted to believe the giant’s words. Inasa was a great guy, and any town would be lucky to have him. But if they didn’t manage to kick out the thieves tonight, all of their negotiations would have been for nothing and he’d never have a chance to prove himself.

Eijirou trusted Bakugou’s plan without question, but they couldn’t afford to fail. Both for the sake of Inasa, and for their reward.

“You’re doing the opposite of driving the giant away,” Tsukauchi had said. “So you can have part of the reward now, for bringing our stolen goods back, but the rest will have to wait until you defeat the bandits.”

Bakugou didn’t like that, especially when Eijirou pointed out that they’d have to share the rest with Inasa, but it was still good money and they were going to need it. Bakugou had told him enough times that there wasn’t much money to be made as an adventurer in winter.

The plan itself was relatively simple: let Inasa approach loudly to draw the thieves’ attention and scare away the weakest ones, then attack from another angle, where they wouldn’t expect two more opponents. Eijirou wasn’t worried about it not working, and he’d fought alongside Bakugou enough times that he trusted their teamwork. But the sun was setting, they didn’t know if any of their opponents could do magic or how many they were exactly, and what if Eijirou messed up? What if he froze in the face of real danger, like he used to? What if he had to kill someone because he wasn’t strong enough to subdue them? What if he got too caught up in the fight and ended up growling or something?

Eijirou’s gut-cardigan from earlier was just done unraveling, and it was already taking the shape of a long scarf that was also in knots.

He was brought back to reality by a sudden commotion near the camp. Inasa was approaching loudly, just according to plan. Soon, it would be their turn…

“Alright Shitty Hair, let’s kick their asses into next year,” Bakugou said with a grin as he drew his sword.

Eijirou gulped and nodded. “It’s Kirishima,” he reminded him out of habit.

“I’ll stop calling you Shitty Hair if you prove you can kick ass out there,” Bakugou said, challenging.

So manly…

Suddenly feeling energized, Eijirou knocked his hardened fists together and announced with a determined grin, “After tonight, you won’t want to call me that ever again!”

Bakugou’s answer came in the form of a vicious smirk, and with that, they were ready to go.

Since Inasa was attacking the little camp behind the toll house from the back, Bakugou opted to attack with Eijirou from the side. The first thing Eijirou noticed was a group of men running away in fear, but when he moved to go after them, Bakugou stopped him and motioned for them to keep going.

When they reached the camp, jumping above the low, hastily built wall surrounding the shabby tents, they were met with chaos. The thieves who didn’t run away were all trying to attack Inasa, and failing as miserably as Eijirou did two days ago. The ones attacking with swords, spikes and clubs had their weapons snatched away from their hands by Inasa’s wind and thrown into the ravine on the other side of the camp, while the men themselves were blown back like leaves. The ones with bows kept firing desperately, dipping the tip of their arrows in the fire next to them, but it was useless. Meanwhile, a man more richly dressed than the others, probably the leader, was screaming orders to no avail.

No one noticed Eijirou and Bakugou’s entrance in the confusion, and they easily took out a couple of men before they finally caught the attention of the rest.

“Fine, you useless bunch!” the leader yelled. “Take care of these two. Iwatetsu, focus on the giant.”

The man next to him nodded, and Eijirou finally noticed that he was pulling balls of solid dirt from the ground and throwing them at Inasa with enough strength to pierce right through the strong wind. The technique was raw and unrefined, the earth mage clearly lacking proper training, but it seemed efficient. Not that Eijirou could really see if the thrown rocks ever reached their target, because he suddenly had to defend himself against five or six angry men armed with makeshift weapons.

He hardened on instinct when one tried to stab him with a sharp stick. Eijirou punched him in the gut, leaving him curled up on the ground. Next to him, he heard Bakugou yell at the others to die as he jumped on them, the fire in his palms briefly lighting up his face and his manic grin, making him look like a death omen. The men who weren’t hit by the explosion froze, and as he remembered what Bakugou told him about the importance of intimidation when fighting small fry, Eijirou drew his swords. He had no intention of actually using them, too scared of seriously hurting his under-equipped opponents, but he still frowned as he adopted a fighting stance.

It was enough to make them run for their lives.

This time, Bakugou went after them himself, knocking down the few he could reach as he landed on them roughly, kicking them off balance while he grabbed the others by the collar. Then, as Bakugou went to attack the next group, Eijirou saw a volley of fire arrows rain on his friend and froze, unsure if his hardening would be able to stop them.

Unable to move, all he could do was yell, “Bakugou, watch out!”

The relief that washed over him when Bakugou threw himself out of the way with an explosion was nothing compared to the nauseating guilt filling his stomach like lead. He should have jumped. He should have at least tried.

He wasn’t supposed to be like this, damn it!

When a second volley came, Eijirou was ready. He didn’t pause to think as he jumped between Bakugou and the arrows, stopping them easily with his hardened skin. Without taking a breath, he ran toward the archers, upper body fully hardened. They froze for a second, then scrambled away as fast as they could.

They weren’t fast enough to escape Bakugou, who closed the gap loudly with a couple of explosions.

It only left them with the earth mage fighting Inasa, and the leader. Easy enough, Eijirou thought with a nod.

He changed his mind when said leader disappeared behind a bursting wall of flames.

“So just because you took out my useless underlings, you think you can take me?” he asked before bursting into laughter. “I think not! I’ll roast you two alive, and then I’ll do the same with the cowards who dared run away!”

“Are you fucking stupid? DIE!” Bakugou screamed as he launched himself in the air.

He was stopped by a barrage of sustained fire that was aimed too high for Eijirou to protect him. For a second, he thought that his help wouldn’t be needed, as Bakugou managed to deflect the worst of the fire. However, his efforts weren’t enough to completely douse the flames, and the fiery pillar kept following him in the air until he was forced to land.

“You fucker, stop that!” he yelled in frustration.

The only answer was a crazy laughter and even more flames.

For the first time, Eijirou saw Bakugou forced to stay on the defensive, using all of his power to keep the flames at bay.

Well, not on Eijirou’s watch. As an ex-blacksmith's apprentice, fire wasn’t going to stop him. He may not have any power over it, but once he hardened, fire didn’t have any power over him either.

He ran toward their opponent at full speed, hardened to the same level he’d reached against Inasa. He noticed, belatedly, that the wind wasn’t to blame for his inability to breathe back then. He’d probably have to work on that…

Just as the thought hit him, the man finally noticed Eijirou and focused all of his fire on him. Crossing his arms before himself, Eijirou kept running as he was engulfed in a torrent of flames.

They weren’t all that hot, to his surprise. Eijirou could never handle the heat of the furnace for long, but this was more to the level of a campfire.   Impressive, but not enough to hurt him. Even though Eijirou had focused on blades and blunt shocks for the past weeks, his resistance to fire had still improved dramatically since he’d started training seriously. Bakugou's explosions were much hotter than this. This was nothing.

The heat increased the closer he came to the source of the flames, but the feeling didn’t last long. Just as Eijirou felt his pants catch fire, the inferno surrounding him dissipated with the loud bang of Bakugou’s explosion, allowing him to quickly drop on the ground to douse the lingering flames on his clothes.

When he finally looked up, Eijirou found Bakugou tying up a passed out thief leader as Inasa walked toward them with a screaming earth mage gently floating in front of him.

“Good job you two!” the giant said with a beaming smile. “I think that’s all of them!”

“Thanks!” Eijirou replied with a smile of his own. “You did amazing too! We wouldn’t have done it without you.”

“Stop saying stupid shit, of course we’d have taken them. Useless fucking cowards,” Bakugou muttered as he finished securing the rope. He got up, looked at them, and announced, “I’m gonna tell the guards they can come and fetch those idiots. Don’t let them escape.”

“Sure!” Eijirou said.

“You can trust us!” Inasa added.

On this, Bakugou took off with a pair of explosions and soon turned into a flickering dot in the now dark sky. As he watched him disappear, Eijirou wondered if he used to travel like this, before they met.

Once Bakugou was gone, Eijirou turned back toward Inasa and his now silent, floating prisoner. That’s when it finally hit him: they’d done it. They’d won, and with no casualties or injuries on their side, at that! They did it!

“It went pretty well, huh,” he said with a giddy smile.

“Yes! This guy was a tough opponent, though. I’m glad I learned to dodge better from you two!”

“It must have been a manly fight. I wish I could have seen it,” Eijirou said while the still floating earth mage scoffed.

“Me too, I bet you two were amazing!” Inasa replied with an excited grin.

Eijirou jumped when he heard someone move on his right, and realized that the thieves they’d taken out earlier were getting back to their senses and had started running away.

“You stay right here!” he yelled as Inasa gently lifted the ones trying to get on their feet from the ground.

They were barely done tying up everyone and rounding them up by the time the guards showed up with Bakugou to collect them, and from there, it was truly over. Eijirou’s first real epic fight. It didn’t seem like much when he really thought about it; just a ragtag group of untrained, under-equipped men fighting two amazing mages and Eijirou, who was starting to see the results of his training.

The pride that warmed his slowly unravelling guts as Tsukauchi thanked them for their help told a different story, though.

 

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[Desc: Wonderfully drawn schema of the battle]

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I struggled quite a bit on this chapter so I hope you don't feel my suffering too much

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 13: Good Scraps

Notes:

In honor of me being on vacation and also leaving soon for a place where I'll still have Internet but it'll be less convenient to post, here's the new chapter already!

Now with the much awaited Bakugou POV

CONTENT WARNINGS: mentions of alcohol and tipsy side characters

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Eijirou was exhausted. A lot had happened today, and now that the worst was behind him, the whole town had decided to party and celebrate the end of their “days of terror”. In one evening, Castelmorn had completely transformed. Gone was the dreary, lifeless town with empty streets. Instead, the atmosphere was even more festive than when Bakugou and he came back earlier that day, with everyone outside talking, laughing, drinking, or even playing music in a joyful chaos, brimming with life and colors everywhere Eijirou’s eyes landed.

Once the guards had collected the thieves, Bakugou and he were immediately invited to join the celebrations all across town. Eijirou had almost accepted too, until he was reminded that Inasa wouldn’t be able to join them. As soon as the giant came too close to the town gates, the captain stopped him, smile dropping, and said, “Not you.”

That immediately dampened Eijirou’s good mood.

“I’m not coming either, then,” he’d said, standing next to his giant friend with crossed arms. “He did half the work, he should be able to celebrate with everyone.”

Once more, Kaminari and the others had come to the rescue.

“How about we celebrate outside?” Kaminari offered.

“Yeah, people have been trapped behind the walls long enough, it would be nice for them to come out,” Sero added.

A few locals came out shyly when they heard Jirou sing outside, and soon, there was a whole party at the gates as more and more people came out with barrels of beer and strong wine that tasted more like earth than alcohol. The trio earned quite a lot of money from their outside show, especially when Kaminari started telling everyone an embellished version of the fight against the thieves, captivating his audience with his theatrical effects while Jirou carried his words on her lute and Sero discretely went through the audience and asked for a few coins while people were too busy following the story to care about how much they were giving.

Eijirou didn't think he'd ever get tired of seeing his friends at work. Kaminari really was an awesome storyteller, making every scene play vividly in his mind. Eijirou even found himself holding his breath a few times, despite knowing how the story would go.

Still, it was embarrassing to know his friend was talking about him this time. It had always been a dream of his to become part of an epic story, but although part of him was proud, Eijirou didn't feel like he’d done that much. He didn't deserve it yet.

As for Inasa… People avoided him at first, but since Eijirou and Bakugou stayed by his side the whole time, they had no choice but to come closer if they wanted to congratulate the heroes. Eijirou made sure to remind everyone that the giant played an important role in this fight, and they seemed to warm up to him, at least a little. Or, well… they didn’t insult him or act like he was going to kill them any second, at least. It was a work in progress—probably. Kaminari's story must have done its part as well, because people were a lot less shy about approaching him after it.

Maybe everything would be fine after all, Eijirou caught himself thinking when Inasa managed to make someone smile. Maybe the giant was right and with time, he’d be able to become a full part of the town and not just a barely tolerated outsider.

Inasa eventually left for his temporary home, and the outdoor party dispersed quickly afterwards. Eijirou and his friends had worked their way through a few spontaneous celebrations in the streets, and found themselves back at the inn. Bakugou had gone to sleep immediately, but Eijirou wanted to stay and have fun with everyone for a bit longer. He couldn’t drink much, afraid of what might come out if he got too careless, but the excitement and exhaustion running through his veins still made him light headed.

Kaminari and Sero didn’t have any such reservations and were shamelessly exploiting Eijirou’s new fame for free drinks.

“What are you guys doing?” Eijirou asked curiously when he joined them after talking to a handful of people who wanted to thank him again for “saving their town”.

His two friends were currently sitting at a table near the corner, looking intently to their left while methodically tearing apart a small loaf of bread.

“Shhhh, come hither,” Kaminari yell-whispered as he pulled him into the seat next to him.

“Look to your left,” Sero said with a conspiring look as he imprecisely pointed toward the table against the next wall, where Jirou was talking to a local girl. “We think Jirou is trying to flirt.”

Eijirou tilted his head, confused, and looked harder to realize that she was twirling her short hair and laughing a bit louder than usual. Was that flirting? The other girl seemed to be doing pretty much the same.

“I guess so. Annnd…?” Eijirou asked, wondering what it had to do with the bread.

“So we’re throwing bread crumbs at her,” Kaminari explained while Sero nodded wisely.

“Is it supposed to help her?” Eijirou asked as Kaminari rolled a tiny ball of bread between his fingers and threw it in her direction.

“It's what friends do,” Sero said, deadly serious as they threw more bread at their friend, snickering to themselves.

“Yeah, she'd do the same for us,” Kaminari added.

One of the projectiles finally reached the table and Jirou’s head snapped toward them. Kaminari and Sero burst out laughing as she glared at them, her eyes as murderous as Bakugou on a bad day. Eijirou gave her thumbs up. She buried her head in her hands with a sigh and the girl sitting with her started laughing, bringing Jirou’s attention back to her.

Eijirou noticed a few people pointing at him while his two friends kept giggling, and he took it as his cue to leave. He didn’t have it in him to talk to more strangers, especially knowing that some of them would probably take all of their gratitude back if they found out who (or what) he was.

His friends had started devouring the rest of the bread, still giggling from time to time, when Eijirou said his goodbyes and quickly went upstairs to the room he shared with Bakugou.

His friend was already asleep, all spread out on the comfiest bed the inn had, hands and feet sticking out from under the thin blanket. There was a small basin on the table, full of warm water, and Eijirou smiled at Bakugou's gesture as he took off his shirt to freshen up a bit. He wasn't given any time to get rid of the soot and grime of the day before the festivities started, and now that the distractions were gone, he was starting to realize how much he needed it.

He wiped his face and body as silently as possible, marveling at how dark his washcloth was turning. Once satisfied, he tried to take off his headband, ready to slip under the blankets and pass out like a light. It fell into his hands at the first light tug, charred and so full of holes it was barely hanging together.

Eijirou's world shattered.

“No… No no no nononononono,” he whispered in disbelief, staring at the piece of fabric as if he could force it to fix itself if he looked hard enough. There was no way he could repair this. The deep green headband was more holes and black patches than fabric now, destroyed both by the fire from his opponent and, Eijirou supposed, by the spikes of his own hardened hair.

It couldn't be fixed. It couldn't be saved. It was one of his lucky headbands, made from a tunic that was passed down through all his siblings until the strip of fabric was the only undamaged part, and now it was gone. How did Eijirou not think about it? He'd gone to battle with it, saying with a laugh that the spirit of his family would protect him, and in the end, he was the one who couldn't save it. And now it was gone, and…

“Shit, shit, what the hell, fuck…” he kept muttering under his breath, tears quickly forming at the corners of his eyes even though he knew that it was nothing, that it was stupid of him to be so overly attached to a piece of fabric. But it was important to him and now it was gone!

Bakugou started mumbling something and Eijirou jumped, holding his breath. Did he wake up his friend?

“The fuck's wrong with you?” Bakugou asked groggily, voice rough from sleep.

Eijirou gulped.

“Bakugou? I'm sorry, it's nothing, just go back to sleep,” he said, trying to keep his cracking voice and barely contained hiccups under control.

“You're swearing like you're… me or other shit. You never swear like that. S'not nothing.”

“It is, I promise. I'm sorry I woke you up.”

Bakugou sat up to send him the most intense glare his bleary eyes could muster, which wasn't much but still made Eijirou cave.

“Fine…” he mumbled, eyes glued to the floor. “My green headband got burnt during the fight and I… It can't be saved.” He sighed. “See? It's nothing.”

When he looked up with a weak smile, he expected Bakugou to either get mad at him or go back to sleep immediately while muttering insults under his breath. Instead, he was met with his friend’s bewildered look, eyes wide and mouth slightly open in alarm.

“Shit, is it? I told you it could be dangerous! Let me fucking see,” he said as he scrambled out of bed to have a look.

“Bakugou, it's fine. It's nothing,” Eijirou assured him, wondering why his friend was acting like it was such a big deal as he ignored the fact that it was a big deal to him less than a minute ago. It still kind of was, if he was honest, but it wasn't the point.

“It's not ‘nothing’, you're crying,” Bakugou pointed out as he grabbed Eijirou's wrists to have a closer look, a serious scowl on his face. Damn, was Eijirou really crying? That was so unmanly… “Shit, it's not looking good…”

“Yeah… but I have plenty more, so I'll be fine. I'm just a bit emotional about it because almost everyone in my family wore it at some point, but it's not valuable or anything,” Eijirou said, sniffling a bit as he forced himself to smile.

“Of course it's important and fucking valuable,” Bakugou scoffed. “It's part of your treasure, right? … Your hoard, I mean.”

Eijirou huffed, embarrassed that Bakugou would bring the hoard back up at a time like this. How dared he tease him when he was down and vulnerable?

“Stop calling it a hoard, you… lemon biter,” he said, a small smile tugging at his lips.

“Hey, don't bring up the fucking lemons, I'm trying to be kind or whatever,” Bakugou growled.

“You started it,” Eijirou pointed out.

Bakugou clicked his tongue. “I don't get why you're so damn defensive about that shit…”

“It's just useless scraps of fabric,” Eijirou shrugged. “I shouldn't get so attached.”

“Stop lying, they're important to you,” Bakugou insisted. He looked up from the old headband for the first time and added, “I don't think we can save it, but it's good scraps. I bet you can mend clothes with it or something.”

Eijirou's heart jumped at the thought, suddenly filled with a glimmer of hope, but he forced himself to smother it and stifled a laugh. “Dude, we'd need a sewing kit. There's no point.”

“You don't have that?” Bakugou asked.

“You do?”

Bakugou rolled his eyes. “Of course I fucking do.”

“Man, you're so cheap,” Eijirou said with a fond chuckle.

“Fine, get your own damn sewing kit then,” Bakugou growled.

“Nooooo, I’m sorry,” Eijirou laughed. “I'm glad you're offering. It's just so… you.”

“The fuck is that supposed to mean?”

“It's a good thing,” Eijirou shrugged. “It's manly.”

Bakugou's shoulders relaxed a bit, and his eyes went back to the destroyed headband. Eijirou noticed for the first time how gently Bakugou's hands were cradling his, how nice the warm and calloused palms felt against his skin. After weeks of sharing a tent and huddling next to a campfire, it should be nothing, but this time felt different somehow. It reminded Eijirou how stupidly beautiful his friend was, when his face was relaxed. It made him want to step closer, close enough for their breaths to mingle and maybe…

“So, you're keeping it?” Bakugou asked, breaking the weird spell he got Eijirou under.

Eijirou smiled, and let himself admit for the first time since his friend woke up that the loss of this specific headband was a big deal, and he was sad about it, and he wasn't ready to let go of it just yet, even if he had plenty of other headbands to replace it.

“Yeah,” Eijirou whispered with a nod. “I'm keeping it. Thank you.”

Bakugou let go of his hands slowly and took a step back. “Let's go to sleep. We'll figure out the rest tomorrow.”

Eijirou nodded, a soft smile on his face. “Yeah.”

They turned off the lamp and walked to their respective beds. Eijirou was still feeling giddy from the interaction. It was the first time someone took his collection seriously, he realized. The first time someone told him it was fine to be sad about losing part of it, and that he could keep it and recycle it once more if he wasn't ready to let go. He liked that.

He could tell from Bakugou's breathing that his friend was either already asleep or on the verge of falling asleep, but he couldn't stop himself from saying,

“Thanks for taking me seriously, Bakugou. I needed that.”

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Katsuki was done with that stupid fucking town.

When he’d accepted, on Kirishima’s insistence, to stay in Castelmorn with the Clown Trio until they found a caravan to take them someplace else, Katsuki thought they’d be gone in a couple of days at most. The shithole was pretty isolated, sure, but it was still located on a fairly busy trade route and it was supposed to be a popular stop for caravans, even if they just stayed the night.

Sadly, the news that there was a giant in the area must have spread, and it would probably take a few more days until the news that the route was safe again took over. Or, well… hopefully, it would take days. If he had to stay another week, Katsuki was going to drag Kirishima out of there by the scruff of his neck if he had to. It sucked, the people sucked, and Katsuki hated the way every local was looking at Kirishima and him with stars in their eyes or worse, the way they kept trying to talk to them. Usually, this kind of fame only lasted for a day or two, but with the Clown Trio involved, it wasn’t going anywhere. In fact, it sometimes felt like their new fame kept growing every day. After all, Dunce Face and Elbows loved the attention, and they did everything they could to make it last and enjoy the perks that came with being Kirishima’s friends.

So damn annoying… Katsuki thought as he walked down the inn’s stairs to join them. He’d learned to tolerate the three of them over the past couple of weeks, but if they didn’t stop soon, he was going to ditch their stupid asses.

Why the hell would he need them around anyway? Kirishima was already enough. He’d stopped being a burden long ago, especially now that he knew the ropes of traveling with him and had trained his hardening magic. In fact, he was damn impressive sometimes, like when he’d run straight into that shitty fire mage’s flames. But Katsuki was a loner, damn it! He didn’t need a travel companion, let alone four.

As always, the Clown Trio was easy to notice, loud as ever around the table they shared. Ears, the bard girl, was usually a lot quieter than the two others, but this time, Katsuki could hear her laughter the moment he stepped into the main room. To his surprise, he found Kirishima sitting at another table, surrounded by two local girls. He looked unusually stiff as the extras leaned toward him, talking about who-the-fuck-knows-what.

Katsuki walked straight toward him, considering whether or not he was going to drag Kirishima outside. It'd depend on his reaction, Katsuki supposed, but either way, he had to talk to him. He needed to get out of this shitty town for a while, and his companion had been very clear that if he was going somewhere without him, Katsuki should at least warn him beforehand. Katsuki couldn’t say he liked it, but although he was used to traveling on his own, he could admit that it made sense. They were in this together, and after looking for so long, there was no way he’d let Kirishima go so easily. So he could compromise a bit.

Before he could reach Kirishima’s table, Katsuki was intercepted by someone who grabbed his arm and pulled him into a chair.

“You’re going nowhere mister,” Elbows said with a grin that Katsuki tried to erase with a swat of his crackling hand and a snap of his teeth.

“The fuck do you want?” he grumbled as the others kept laughing.

“You should watch your language if you want us to keep selling you as a heroic guy,” Dunce Face said, taking advantage of the fact that he was out of swatting range and Katsuki couldn’t fire at him inside a wooden building. He looked so damn smug, that bastard.

“Good, because I don’t want that shit,” Katsuki retorted. He made to leave, but he was once again grabbed by the arm and pulled back into his seat.

“Nope, you stay right here,” Elbows repeated. “We know what you’re going to do, and we’re not letting you ruin poor Kirishima’s chance to get laid.”

Katsuki’s head snapped toward them. “The fuck you mean?”

As the others shook their heads, he realized that they were strategically seated to have the perfect view of Kirishima’s table.

“Look at those girls, they’re totally into him,” Dunce Face said, gesturing widely. “And Kirishima deserves it. I wonder which one he’ll pick, though… My bet is on the one with brown curls.”

“No way, dude, the one with black hair is so much prettier!” Elbows countered. “Sure, Curls has a nice cleavage, but her face is nothing special. And Black Hair is really giving it her all, look at the way she’s feeling up his arm.”

“Damn, I wish it were me…” Dunce Face sighed pathetically. “We’re the ones who gave him all that fame, why aren’t there any cute girls aggressively flirting with us?”

“Because you’re fucking useless,” Katsuki grumbled.

“I’m with Bakugou,” Ears chimed in with a smirk. “Women just feel those things.”

“How dare you!” Dunce Face said with an offended gasp. “I’m so unappreciated.”

Katsuki tuned them out as the three of them started their usual friendly banter. He’d gotten used to it over the weeks and he didn’t exactly hate it anymore, but he didn’t have time to waste with it. Instead, Katsuki focused his attention on Kirishima, wondering if he should really leave him to his own devices.

Now that he thought about it, it was interesting to see that despite all their yammering about how the mountain people were boorish and violent, people from the plains also valued strength and bravery in a partner. And those extras hadn’t even seen anything. They had no idea how powerful and dangerous Kirishima looked like when his body was hardened and he braved winds strong enough to uproot trees.

These two were annoying, though. Barbarian women would have taken this outside already, fighting to show off their skills and win over the guy. Instead, the extras were just flaunting and throwing themselves at Kirishima with less and less restraint as the poor idiot grew stiffer with each passing second.

“Damn, our man really isn’t good at flirting,” Elbows remarked, nudging Katsuki to get him back into the conversation. Katsuki elbowed his side to keep him away. Those three were becoming way too familiar with him…

“Yeah, he’s clearly not in his element here…” Ears said with a wince.

“And to think we’re doing everything in our power to help him,” Dunce Face sighed loudly. “We’re not even throwing stuff at him!”

“Oh, shut up,” Ears hissed with a murderous glare. “You two are still not forgiven for that one.”

“Argh, bullying! I’m being bullied,” Dunce Face yelped with a laugh when she started poking his sides.

“Come on, Jirou, it still ended up well for you,” Elbows snickered. Then, he turned back toward Kirishima with a more serious expression and added, “Unlike our Kirishima over there… You think we should help him? He’s really not doing great.”

“What do you want us to do? He needs to figure this out on his own,” Dunce Face shrugged.

Katsuki tuned them out again and turned back toward Kirishima. He’d never seen him so out of his depth. He looked tense and flustered, but not in a good way. It wasn’t the kind of flustered that made his cheeks bright red and his lips twitch in an attempt to repress a smile. It didn’t make his hands fly to scratch the back of his head and discretely fiddle with his headbands, searching for the comfort of his hoard.

Instead, Kirishima was more rigid than a slab of granite, his face so pale his tan almost looked grey as he forced a tense smile on his face. He was leaning away from the two extras, hands hidden below the table where he was probably scratching his arms nervously. It wasn’t a good sight, and once more, Katsuki was struck by how… human Kirishima was acting.

In a situation like this, Katsuki would have expected him to snap his teeth at the intruders, growl at them, or at least to puff up his chest and push them back, spreading his arms to reestablish his boundaries. Of course, Kirishima couldn’t spread out his wings in public, just like he couldn’t bare his teeth and snarl, but dragon shifters, even when they were trying to blend in, had their own body language that Kirishima just… lacked.

It was in moments like these that Katsuki almost doubted himself. He wasn’t an idiot, he knew what Kirishima was hiding. He’d caught glimpses of blood red scales, and felt the bumps of hidden wings on his back. He’d heard Kirishima squeak like a hatchling in the baths, seen him hiss at the sahaleim a while back, and felt his chest rumble in a purr under the rain. He’d seen the care Kirishima put in his precious “collection” of fabric and the way he relaxed when Katsuki wrapped his cape around his shoulders. But then, Kirishima did things like this, acted like a perfect human, even going as far as dismissing his own hoard, as if it truly meant nothing, and Katsuki was baffled all over again.

No self-respecting dragon shifter would ever call their own hoard, their treasure, “useless scraps of fabric,” let alone believe it. They’d never react like Kirishima did, telling themselves over and over that losing a part of it was nothing. But Kirishima did, and the worst part was that he meant it. He didn’t scratch himself or look away or trip on his words like he always did when he was lying. That couldn’t be right.

One of the girls came a bit too close to Kirishima’s face, almost making him fall from his chair as he leaned further and further back, his stiff, closed-lip smile plastered on his face, and Katsuki decided that he’d seen enough. This was a recipe for disaster, and after what happened to Baldy, Katsuki couldn’t even be mad at Kirishima for trying so hard—even harder than usual—to hide his sharp teeth.

He jumped to his feet, ignoring the protests from the Clown Trio, and walked straight to Kirishima’s table, idly wondering if his friend would have accepted one of those girls’ advances, had he not been so worried about hiding his true self. He didn’t dwell on the thought, though. It stirred something ugly in him. These two extras didn’t deserve Kirishima’s attention.

Katsuki knew he’d made the right decision when he saw the pleading look on his friend’s face slowly morph into pure relief when he realized Katsuki was coming closer. Ignoring the extras, he grabbed Kirishima by the arm and pulled him up.

“I’m out of here. You’re coming,” he said as he walked toward the exit. He didn’t even need to look back to picture the way Kirishima’s expression lightened up as he scrambled out of his chair to follow him, muttering vague excuses at the girls.

“Thanks, dude, I don’t know what I’d have done without you,” Kirishima whispered as soon as they were outside.

Katsuki answered with a vague grunt, walking resolutely toward the town’s gates.

“So, where are we going?” Kirishima asked, naturally falling into step beside him. A quick glance confirmed that his face had more colors than earlier, and the stiffness in his expression was gone, replaced with an easy smile. That was better.

“Out of here,” Katsuki repeated. “I can’t stand this shitty town anymore.”

“Oh, so we’re going for a walk? Sounds good, I’d love that! Maybe we can even train a bit before sunset.”

Katsuki nodded. That sounded like a nice plan. Not at all what he had in mind when he’d walked down the stairs earlier, but good nonetheless.

Kirishima didn’t truly relax until they were out of town, far enough that it was just the two of them again.

“Man, I’m so glad you came for me!” he exclaimed as they naturally headed toward the forest and the cliffs where Baldy still lived. There was no way they’d reach them before night, but it was a familiar path. “I had no idea what to do! These girls were being so aggressive and Kaminari and the others just kept giving me thumbs up instead of helping.”

“They said they wanted you to get laid. Didn’t want me to ‘ruin this for you’,” Katsuki huffed.

Kirishima barked a laugh at that. “Wow, seriously? Thank you so much for not listening to them. I mean, don’t make it a habit, but I don’t know what I’d have done without you.”

When Katsuki turned toward him, there was a huge smile on Kirishima’s face. A real one, teeth and all. It almost made the corners of Katsuki’s lips lift up as well. Coming from Kirishima, this was a major show of trust, and Katsuki appreciated it. It was proof that he was making progress.

Before they reached Castelmorn, he’d complained to Miruko about Kirishima’s constant lies. He could understand why, of course, and she’d made sure to remind him how little people in Yuuei thought of shifters and other non-human people, but it was still frustrating and he felt like he was stuck. She’d slapped the back of his head for it, but even she, for all her hot-blooded nature, told him he’d have to be patient. And from Katsuki’s experience, it seemed to be the better method, since Kirishima tended to clam up every time he suspected someone might be on to him.

Kirishima had seemed a bit warier ever since they met Baldy, and it was good to see that he hadn’t gone back on his promise to stop hiding his teeth. It had to be a good sign. And it was probably good for Kirishima, too. There was no way forcing himself to act human all the time, even going as far as denying himself his most basic, harmless instincts, could be healthy. Katsuki didn’t doubt that Kirishima found time to shift whenever he could, and Miruko had made sure to give him some privacy in the form of errands far from the camp, when Katsuki confirmed that he was a shifter like her, but there was no way whatever little time he spent in his other form was enough. Even Miruko, who’d mastered the art of half-shifting without being noticed—a rabbit tail here, longer incisors there, the occasional ears when she could get away with it—had to go back to her tribe in the Golden Mountains at least once a year to let go and shift as she pleased for a while. She said she’d go crazy if she didn’t. If Kirishima had never been able to do that…

“Hey, you wanna split for a while?” Katsuki asked suddenly.

Kirishima, who’d been walking beside him in silence, a relaxed smile on his lips as he enjoyed the scenery, snapped toward him with a worried look. “What? Did I do something wrong?”

“For today, dumbass,” Katsuki explained. “We’ve been around people for a while, so if you wanna be on your own, that’s fine.”

“Do you want to be on your own?” Kirishima asked with a frown.

Katsuki shrugged. He’d offered in case Kirishima needed time to shift, but he’d definitely clam up if Katsuki told him that. “I don’t care. Extras are annoying, but…”

“But I’m not ‘extras’?” Kirishima asked with a soft smile.

Katsuki felt himself tense as he realized how true it was. He’d been truly planning to spend time alone, but as much as he’d need it later, Kirishima was… fine.

His travel companion didn’t seem to need an actual answer. He chuckled at Katsuki’s reaction, making him tense more, and said, “You remind me of my sister.”

“The older one?”

“Shizuka, yeah,” Kirishima nodded. “She loves being around people and she’s always had lots of friends growing up. When we were kids, my parents were always torn between sending me to keep an eye on her and…” He paused, smile faltering, and shook his head. “Whatever. Keeping me around, you know. Anyway, she sometimes ends up in my room after a long day out with friends. She flops on my bed and goes ‘ugh, I can’t stand people right now!’ but every time I try to leave, she adds ‘…not you, you’re not people’.”

His smile was back by the time he stopped talking, soft and a little sad. Longing, like every time he talked about home. Home, with his human parents, and his human siblings, and…

Oh…

Katsuki’s thoughts clicked into place like puzzle pieces. Kirishima had no memory of his true home. His parents didn’t even know where he came from. He was raised like a human, made to act like a human…

Could it really be that after years of searching, Katsuki had managed to find the only dragon shifter who had no idea who he was?

That would make sense. It would explain so much, like how Kirishima still hadn’t picked up on Katsuki’s increasingly more obvious hints that he knew what was up, but if it was true, then what was he supposed to do now?

“Bakugou? Are you okay?” Kirishima asked then, concerned.

Katsuki answered with a grunt, still unsure what to think of this sudden revelation. It couldn’t be right, though. Maybe Kirishima didn’t know about his culture, but he at least had to know that he was a shifter. And what he was shifting into. There was no way he’d missed this.

“What about you, though? You don’t need to be alone?” Katsuki asked gruffly.

“Me? I’m good. I like spending time with you.”

“You do it all the time.”

“So it’s a good thing I enjoy it,” Kirishima answered with a smile.

Katsuki didn’t insist. Whether Kirishima had enough shifting time or not wasn’t his problem. He had to know what he was doing, at least a little. And Katsuki didn’t need him to know anything anyway, he just needed him to exist, and to trust him enough to finally confirm what Katsuki had known the second he saw his sharp teeth. If they managed to find another dragon shifter, one that would know about their culture enough to pick up on Katsuki’s hints, then fine. Maybe they could help Kirishima while they were at it. But in the meantime, Kirishima was enough, even if he was possibly the most useless shifter in existence. It wouldn’t interfere with his plans, and once Katsuki was back where he belonged, well… what happened to Kirishima afterward wouldn’t be his problem anymore, so. Why should he care?

Still, part of him hoped his friend would be able to reunite with his kind and find a home for himself as well; a place among people who knew who he was and embraced his nature instead of forcing him to hide it.

He deserved it.

Notes:

I hope you liked it!

I wasn't going to use Bakugou's POV for a while, but then I realized that with all the stuff I've been adding and all the little signs I've accumulared, it made no sense not to provide at least some answers, so here you go.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 14: It Was a Dark and Misty Night

Notes:

My vacation was too short, and now we're back on our (ir)regular schedule!

To start with a bang, please have a look at what the sweet, awesome Cel, aka redriothashira, did for chapter 10!
https://twitter.com/redriothashira/status/1434632376689340423?s=20

And now, please enjoy the next step of our boys' journey!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

They left Castelmorn a few days later with the next caravan that came. The person in charge of its protection, a taciturn man who, surprisingly, didn’t grow up far from Eijirou’s village, was all too happy to hire new guards, especially given how highly everyone in town spoke of them. Kaminari, Jirou and Sero were easily accepted as well.

For the next few weeks, they traveled southwest toward Diees, one of the biggest ports of the southern coast. Eijirou couldn’t wait to reach it. He’d seen the sea a couple of times, most notably when Awase and his friends dragged him there for a trip that lasted a couple of days—what he thought would be his chance to prove he could travel long distances safely, but wasn't enough to sway his ever-worried parents—but the area was supposed to be completely different. Eijirou was used to rocks and small cliffs, with only small portions of sand. And from what he’d been told and what he’d seen for the past few days, the coast near Diees would be nothing like it.

The region they were currently crossing was near a large river, and the surrounding lands were mostly swamps and marshes. Eijirou couldn’t say he was a fan of humidity, but the general flatness of the region and the low vegetation made up for it. As someone who grew up near mountains and forests, seeing the horizon like this was new and exciting.

As they approached their destination, they joined a road that crossed the wetlands. And although the merchants kept complaining about the absence of major towns and the truly massive amount of mosquitoes and insects of all kinds, Eijirou was ecstatic. It was like nothing he’d seen before in his life. Every day, they saw herds of cows and horses running free in the marshes, and among the reeds Eijirou spotted birds he’d never seen before. Kaminari, who knew the region well, told them that the local cattle were mostly left to their own devices unless they were needed, which Eijirou found amazing. He also had a lot to say about the local birds, from the small ones with bright blue wings to the giant pink ones with crooked beaks that looked like herons and stood in big groups in the shallow waters of the marshes.

“I love flamingoes so much. Look at them, looking so distinguished even with their feet in the mud,” Kaminari said with a smile, wiping an invisible tear, when Eijirou pointed at them excitedly. He’d even grabbed Bakugou’s arm to make sure his friend was looking as well. No one seemed quite as amazed as he was, but he couldn’t bring himself to care. This place was awesome, and magical, and nothing could ruin this for him.

Besides, he got to see Bakugou smile the first time they saw the local fauna from up close. The image of his friend’s rare, soft smile was engraved in Eijirou’s mind even more deeply than the sight of wild horses galloping past them.

It was a good kind of smile. A new one, Eijirou realized. Hard to see, but full of emotion and restrained wonder.

Eijirou took a mental note to point out every herd that crossed their paths in the future, in the hope that it would trigger the same expression. It might not be much, but his friend had been pretty tense lately and he clearly needed the distraction.

Bakugou had seemed happy when they finally left Castelmorn. Relieved, even. Eijirou shared the sentiment. They’d stayed long enough, and if the caravan hadn’t come, he would have offered to just leave on their own, maybe inviting their friends to join them.

Bakugou’s good mood didn’t last more than a week or two, though, and Eijirou wasn’t sure why. His friend wasn’t in a bad mood exactly, but he looked lost in thought most of the time. Eijirou caught him staring a few times, long and pensive. It looked like the usual “lemon stare” but laced with something Eijirou couldn’t put his finger on.

At first, he thought it was related to all the extra hours they’d been pulling ever since they reached the marshes. Their current boss told them that the region was teeming with bandits, usually led by water mages who used the swamps to their advantage to attack unsuspecting travelers, so they had to be extra careful. Kaminari told them similar stories too, something about the local lord not really caring since there wasn’t much around here anyway.

They’d been in the area for a couple of days and hadn’t been attacked once, but maybe the nervous atmosphere and extra-long night shifts were what made Bakugou so tense? He didn’t like missing sleep after all, even with the promise of extra money.

That could have been it, but Bakugou usually had that expression when he was looking at Eijirou specifically. It was starting to worry him.

He gave in one night, while they were on guard duty, and asked, “Is there something on your mind? You’ve been tense lately.”

Bakugou looked at him for a moment with a piercing gaze, and went back to staring into the distance, eyes on the dark swamps. Mist was rising slowly, and Eijirou remembered Kaminari’s story from the night before, about the glowing white horse made out of fog that you could sometimes see on nights like these.

Eijirou wondered if he’d see it tonight.

“Are you really fine like this?” Bakugou asked suddenly.

Oh, right. Eijirou was waiting for an answer.

“Well… Yeah? It sucks that we can’t seem to find any dragon, but–”

“S’not what I mean,” Bakugou interrupted, looking at him again. “You haven’t been on your own for a while. You’re always with me, or the Clown Trio, or whoever’s asking for a service even though it’s not our damn job…”

“I just like helping,” Eijirou shrugged with a smile. “Besides, these people don’t send me on weird errands like Miruko did.”

Bakugou stared at him for a few seconds, frowning, and his eyes went back to the thickening fog.

“Doesn’t matter. Don’t you need to be on your own sometimes?”

Eijirou snorted at that. “Bakugou, I grew up with my parents and four siblings in a tiny house. I don’t even know what it means to really be on my own. I don’t know how you did it for so long.”

“I don’t like people,” Bakugou shrugged. “And I don’t fucking need them either.”

“Come oooon, you like me,” Eijirou said with a teasing smile, knocking their shoulders together. “And I know you’re starting to like Kaminari, Jirou, and Sero too, don’t lie.”

“Shut up,” Bakugou grumbled. Coming from him, it was as good as an agreement.

As Eijirou chuckled to himself, his friend stood up without warning.

“My legs are stiff. I’m going on a patrol,” he said. “I’ll be gone for a while, yell if you need something.”

Eijirou’s smile fell. “Oh… okay. See you later.”

Back to boring staring in the distance, then. The mist kept growing thicker and thicker, and Eijirou wondered if he should wake up his water mage colleague to dissipate it a little. He could still see reasonably far and he didn’t want to disturb her for nothing, but if this kept going, he might have to.

This was really a night for the white horse to come out, Eijirou thought with a yawn. He wondered if it would try to get him lost in the mist, to drown him, or to lead him to a treasure… Kaminari hadn’t been very clear on that point. Or rather, he went for the story where people got lost in the mist, but one of the merchants in their caravan argued that the version he heard—the real version—was the treasure one. It sparked a whole debate about it and other local variations until Kaminari gave up on his story for the night, letting Sero distract everyone with his acrobatics.

His friend later explained that where he was from, the horse took children away, and he was terrified of it as a kid. Eijirou laughed and told him about the big, hairy, man-shaped creature that was supposed to take kids away where he was from, and Bakugou made fun of both of them for being scared of stupid stuff like that. Adults apparently refused to tell him scary stories because they knew he’d try to fight the monsters. The others seemed skeptical, but Eijirou believed him. It was such a Bakugou thing. Eijirou couldn’t imagine his friend as anything other than a strong, fearless kid ready to take on the whole world.

He wondered what it would have been like to grow up with him. Would Eijirou have learned to be brave earlier at his contact? Would Bakugou have hated him for how weak and easily scared he was as a child?

Eijirou shook his head weakly, trying to clear his mind and focus, but his eyes kept getting lost in the mist and his thoughts wandered again to Kaminari’s stories about local creatures. His favorite so far was the one about the black bull made of pure darkness with a head covered in gold. According to Kaminari, he attacked everyone that tried to approach him, but disappeared as soon as he touched people, leaving them unharmed. Whoever managed to grab one of his golden ornaments without touching his body could keep the treasure, and of course, the story involved someone who once managed to grab all of them. It had to be one of their most popular stories, because the whole trio was involved in it, with Sero moving along to mimic the agility of the hero, while Jirou’s music accompanied it, gaining in intensity every time the bull charged.

“First the golden cap at the tip of his right horn,” Kaminari said in his mind while Sero danced in the air, so light on his feet it looked like they didn’t touch the ground. “Then the one on the left… The rings lower on the horns, the golden chain hanging between them… Over and over the bull charged at our hero, our Eijhero, our fearless Eijirou…”

“Kirishima, snap out of it!”

Eijirou’s reverie popped like a soap bubble at Bakugou’s shout, and he found himself standing in the middle of pure chaos. The mist had lifted, people were yelling, and… 

Oh, shit, they were under attack!

Eijirou’s head was pounding and he had no idea why he was already on his feet with hardened hands, but it didn’t matter. He couldn’t let these people get through him and hurt the caravan!

Someone, probably Bakugou, must have alerted the others, because Eijirou could see their water mage fighting an opponent who seemed to have the same kind of magic as her. Someone tried to attack Eijirou with a dagger, but he hardened just in time and knocked them out with a punch, almost by reflex. Without even thinking about drawing his swords, Eijirou took out another two with his bare, hardened fists, still not fully awake, before the rest ran away, leaving their injured behind.

“Fucking cowards,” Bakugou muttered as he walked toward him. “You’re okay?”

“Yeah, I’m fine,” Eijirou nodded. “I’m sorry, I must have fallen asleep or something…”

Bakugou frowned, pinning him under a stare even more intense than usual. “You were already fighting when I came back with the water extra,” he said.

“I was?” Eijirou asked, surprised and a little worried. “I don’t…”

He was interrupted by the other mercenaries coming to congratulate them for their quick thinking and efficient defense. Eijirou’s head was spinning. He was disoriented, remnants of sleep still clinging to him like pine sap, and through all of it, Bakugou was giving him the new kind of lemon stare, so long and intense that Eijirou finally understood what it meant.

The emotion that wasn’t there before wasn’t stress or annoyance after all. Bakugou was worried. Why was he worried?

“You’ve done enough for tonight,” someone said, patting Eijirou on the shoulder. “I was gonna take over soon, so I’ll take your shift now. No way I can go back to sleep after that. And I don’t think those guys will try to attack us again tonight.”

Eijirou nodded absently and opened his mouth to say something, but Bakugou reacted first. He accepted the offer for them, grabbed his arm, nodded at the others, and left while Eijirou tried to regain enough coordination to say goodnight.

“What the hell was that?” Bakugou hissed as soon as they were relatively out of earshot.

“I don’t know,” Eijirou answered with his own concerned frown. “I just… I think I fell asleep, and… You said I was fighting?”

Bakugou nodded and stopped walking abruptly, still holding Eijirou’s arm tightly enough that he couldn’t go anywhere. It took until his friend snuffed out the light of their small lantern for him to realize that they’d reached their tent.

“You should sleep,” Bakugou said. “We’ll talk tomorrow.”

Eijirou nodded vaguely before he crawled under the tent, falling asleep almost instantly.

.

Kaminari and Sero were waiting for him outside the tent when he got up the next morning, eager to hear all about the events of the night from “the heroes themselves”. Eijirou groaned at their enthusiasm. It was too early for that kind of energy. He felt like he’d fallen off a cliff… But at least, he was more rested than the night before, his splitting headache nothing more than a dull pain now. The bumps on his head were back, though.

“I don’t know what to tell you guys. I feel like I was half asleep for most of the fight,” he said when Bakugou ignored them and walked straight to breakfast.

“Come on, don’t be so humble,” Sero replied with a grin, elbowing his side as they joined Bakugou.

“I’m not, I honestly don’t remember much,” Eijirou insisted.

“That could work,” Kaminari shrugged. “Our brave hero, fending off some of the most wanted bandits in the region half asleep,” he added dramatically, clenching a fist as he looked up to the sky.

Eijirou laughed. “It’s not like that!”

“Too late, it’s part of your legend now,” Kaminari grinned.

They miraculously managed to get more information from Bakugou once his stomach was less empty and he felt more awake. Apparently, he noticed the mist getting suspiciously thick on the way back from his patrol and decided to wake up their water mage so she’d dissipate it. He had just enough time to drag her out of her tent before they heard a fight near where Eijirou was, and the rest was history.

“Just ask that watery extra if you wanna know more and stop pestering me,” he concluded as he swallowed the last of his food and grabbed Eijirou by the arm to leave, forcing him to inhale the rest of his own breakfast on the way.

“Hey, don’t do that,” he protested weakly.

“Talk,” was all Bakugou said as they walked toward their tent to pack their stuff, getting ready to leave with the rest of the caravan.

“I don’t know what to tell you, man. All I remember is the fog and thinking about Kaminari’s story—the one about the bull made of darkness—and suddenly you were shouting at me and everyone was fighting.”

“You weren’t being yourself,” Bakugou said, sounding surprisingly calm as he put away their tent with the same methodical moves as every other morning. “You were like… a feral animal or something. Growling and snarling and shit. Scared the shit out of those assholes,” he concluded with a chuckle.

Eijirou didn’t share the feeling. He tried to smile and play it off as nothing, but he could feel himself going paler with every second.

“Uh… Yeah, I guess I wasn’t fully awake,” he said weakly. “Did… um… Did someone else here see me, you think?”

Bakugou stopped packing for a moment to look at him, pensive. Eijirou gulped.

“Don’t think so,” Bakugou shrugged, motioning for Eijirou to help him with the tent fabric. He complied absentmindedly, letting his hands do the work while he kept worrying about what his friend and maybe even strangers might have seen.

They worked in silence until Bakugou muttered, “You don’t have to keep hiding from me, you know.”

Eijirou dropped his side of the tent, all blood leaving his face. “What do you mean?” he croaked, throat so tight he could barely let out a sound.

Bakugou sighed and dropped his own side. “Yourself. You can let go when it’s just us. You know that, right?”

Eijirou gulped painfully. “I don’t know what you mean.”

“Kirishima…”

“I’m already… I’m not hiding my teeth, am I?” Eijirou said quickly, jumping on the first excuse he could come up with. His brain was foggy and his entire body itched. When did his headache start again? Everything was fuzzy and he almost felt like he was falling as his skin erupted in cold sweat. How much did Bakugou know? How much did Eijirou let him see?

His parents were screaming in his head, telling him that he should have known he couldn’t hide, that he should come home, that Bakugou was going to tell everyone and get him killed…

“A-anyway. I… uh… I guess that’s what happens when you wake me up too roughly,” he continued, desperately hoping that Bakugou would let it slide. “You better be careful too!”

It sounded so fake… His voice, his smile, everything. There was no way Bakugou was going to believe him. And he wasn’t the kind of person to let go.

Bakugou stared at him for what felt like hours, frowning, shoulders squared and palms twitching like he was getting ready for a fight… and deflated.

“Grab the fucking tent back, we’re not done with it,” he muttered.

Eijirou nodded, relaxing slightly. Just enough to unfreeze and go through the motions, still waiting for a sign, any sign, that this wasn’t over.

“Hey, if you wanna… Go somewhere or whatever today. I’ll cover for you. Dunce Face said there’s no one for miles and bandits can just fuck off.”

Eijirou tensed again. It didn’t feel like Bakugou was trying to trick him into saying the truth, but… He had no idea what his friend was insinuating here.

“I’m not gonna slack off on my duties now,” he said with a weak, but not completely forced smile.

Bakugou flinched slightly, eyes going wide for a second as if he just had a revelation. A flash of something passed on his face, too fast for Eijirou to understand what it meant before it was gone. Bakugou gritted his teeth, clenched his fists again, and deflated completely. “Whatever.”

They finished packing in silence and joined their friends at their usual spot at the back of the caravan. Eijirou still wasn’t sure what happened, but Bakugou didn’t seem pissed at him or anything, so it had to be a good sign, right?

Still, he looked tenser than ever, and not even the majestic herd of horses grazing right at the side of the road was enough to distract him.

.

The fights started the day after, just before they reached their next stop.

Eijirou didn’t even know what the first one was about. According to Jirou, it was mostly Bakugou being an asshole to their boss for no reason. Eijirou was starting to understand his friend enough to know that there was always a reason for him to act like that, even if it wasn’t obvious to anyone who wasn’t him, but it sure didn’t feel like it when Eijirou tried to smooth things over so they didn’t get fired on the spot and Bakugou didn’t do anything to help.

“What the hell was that?” Eijirou hissed once he’d successfully dragged Bakugou away and back to their friends.

Bakugou slipped out of his grip with a shrug. “Whatever,” he grumbled like a petulant child.

“Hey, stop that,” Eijirou said, annoyed. “What happened?”

“Nothing important.”

“Dude, don’t be like that. We’re partners, and you almost got us fired. I have the right to know what you were trying to do.”

“Don’t fucking bother.”

Damn, Bakugou was so frustrating sometimes…

Eijirou didn’t get the chance to insist, though, because Kaminari and Sero quickly joined the conversation and changed the subject. Eijirou decided to drop it for now. Hopefully, it would be a one-time thing.

.

It wasn’t a one-time thing. Bakugou did it again and again, always finding an excuse to be an asshole to their boss, and he refused to tell Eijirou what his problem was. As he quickly discovered, the only way to avoid these fights was to keep Bakugou away from their employer altogether.

That proved as difficult as it was annoying, but they still managed to leave their last stop before Diees without getting fired. It was quite the feat, if you asked him.

Eijirou was going to get gray hair if this kept going. He already felt agitated after what happened with the thieves a few nights ago, his head was hurting more and more often, and his skin was getting so itchy no amount of oil could appease it. He thought it would get better now that they were out of the dangerous zone and the roads were safer, meaning that they could relax a little; and it did, at least for him. It didn’t seem to do anything to improve Bakugou’s mood, though.

It took two more days of constantly smoothing things over with whoever Bakugou decided to piss off—not only their boss, but also other mercenaries, merchants, the head of the whole damn caravan—for Eijirou to finally realize what was going on.

Bakugou was tired of being around people all the time.

It was obvious, now that he thought about it. Bakugou had spent days asking Eijirou if he was tired or people, if he wanted to leave, if he wanted to spend time alone, and Eijirou had taken it literally. He didn’t realize that his friend was subtly telling him that he wanted to leave and didn’t want Eijirou to feel forced or something!

So, since his friend obviously wasn’t going to admit it out loud, Eijirou decided to take things into his own hands and asked while they were on the road, “Hey, do you wanna leave the caravan when we reach Diees? It’s a big city, I bet there’ll be interesting rumors for us there!”

They were only a day and a half away from their destination now, and after the humid swamps, they were back on dryer grounds with a series of lagoons and the constant screams of cicadas at day, and crickets at night. In the wake of his revelation, Eijirou was almost feeling relaxed as he walked at the back of the caravan, trying to stay in the shade as much as he could to avoid the merciless summer sun of the early afternoon.

The way Bakugou’s shoulders relaxed when he nodded didn’t escape Eijirou. So it really was the reason for his recent behavior, huh… He could have said so from the start instead of being all cryptic and starting fights with everyone!

“Good! I guess we’ll talk to the boss tonight, then?” he asked with a smile. “Calmly, this time.”

Bakugou huffed a laugh at that, and Eijirou felt some of his tension leave him as well. Maybe he’d finally get some real rest now.

“Hey, did I hear something about you two leaving us?” Kaminari asked suddenly, inserting himself between them with a suspicious frown.

“Oh, uh…” Eijirou started.

“We’re tired of your mugs,” Bakugou said.

“Hey, that’s not true!” Eijirou protested.

“I can’t believe you’d leave us like that without even telling us,” Kaminari whined. “Kirishima, I thought we were friends!”

“We are!” Eijirou said. “It’s just…”

Damn, how was he going to explain that? Was it why Bakugou hadn’t asked himself? That seemed… surprisingly twisted coming from him. And not his style at all.

“It’s because he’s worried about Bakugou killing someone in the next few days, I bet,” Sero said with a smile.

“Well…” Eijirou started, embarrassed, while Bakugou objected loudly.

“It’s not like we didn’t know it was coming,” Jirou shrugged. “We were already going to split at Castelmorn, remember?”

“I know, but I got so used to traveling with them! They’re part of the group now. Even Blasty grew on me,” Kaminari said with a pout that quickly turned into a teasing smile. He jumped behind Eijirou when Bakugou swatted a fiery hand at him.

“Don’t worry, I’m sure we’ll see each other again,” Jirou said with a shrug. “They know where we usually stay, and people always remember dumbasses like you.”

“Charmers like me, you mean,” Kaminari retorted with a tip of his feathered hat.

“Suuuuure,” Jirou replied with a smirk.

“Anyway, we’ll miss you guys,” Sero said while the two others bickered. “So let’s make sure we enjoy the time we have left together! Right?”

“Yeah!” Eijirou exclaimed, pumped up.

Kaminari was right, though: it was a very sudden decision. Too much for Eijirou’s liking. He hadn’t thought about this when he offered Bakugou to leave, but he couldn’t ask Kaminari, Jirou, and Sero to come with them this time. It was better for his friends to travel as part of bigger groups. He couldn’t take it away from them.

Trying not to dwell on how much he was going to miss their company, he listened to Sero tell him about the local beaches near Diees and how the five of them should go for a swim as soon as they arrived.

By the time they were done planning, Eijirou was so excited he didn’t even remember to worry about scales. Besides, sea water was supposed to be good for health, including stress and skin problems, so maybe it’d do him some good!

Notes:

I hope you liked it! Now I can go back to making myself a salad.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque. Have a nice week!

Chapter 15: I've Got My Eyes On You

Notes:

When will I remember how to work until a reasonable hour? Who knows?

Anyway, here's the new chapter! 50% tourism, 50% language nerding
And as such, I'd like to dedicate it to Cel, who kept encouraging me to add MORE language nerding. I hope it's everything you wanted

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The night before they reached Diees, Bakugou asked, “What do you know about shifters?”

The sudden question startled Eijirou. They were sharing dinner around the fire with everyone, Kaminari loudly telling stories between two bites while Jirou reminded him to please calm down and wait until she’d tuned her lute, and Eijirou had been too engrossed in their shenanigans to pay attention to his friend. Bakugou was usually silent in the evening, only speaking when spoken to. For him to start a conversation was a rare thing.

“Shifters?” Eijirou repeated slowly.

Bakugou nodded.

Eijirou hummed as he chewed on his food. “Well… I know they’re humans who can turn into animals. There are plenty of stories about them, but I don’t know how true they are… Oh, and there are some in the Golden Mountains, you told me that!”

Bakugou frowned. “That’s it?”

“Uh… Yeah? Like I said, there are a bunch of stories, but I’m not very good at remembering them,” Eijirou said with a laugh. “I remember one about a woman who turned into a hen during the day, and there are those about curses, like people being turned into swans and all that, but I don’t know if they count as shifters… Oh, and there’s this story about a guy who befriends a talking cat who helps him get through trials because he saved it once, and it turns into a beautiful woman at the end and they get married!”

Bakugou didn’t seem very impressed by his knowledge. Eijirou could understand, if his friend grew up among shifters.

“How are they, where you’re from?” Eijirou asked. “Are they openly shifters? Do they have villages or something?”

Bakugou clicked his tongue, eyes trained on the fire and Sero contorting his body to the sound of Jirou’s lute.

“Those in the Golden Mountains aren’t hiding,” Bakugou said slowly. “They look human most of the time, but some of them find it more comfortable to stay partially shifted all the time.”

“They can do that?” Eijirou asked, curious.

Bakugou’s stare pinned him down like a rare butterfly, more piercing than ever. It stayed on Eijirou for a few seconds, long enough to make him gulp nervously, and finally left him.

“Of course they can,” he said.

Eijirou waited for Bakugou to elaborate, and when his friend didn’t, he asked, “So do they keep among themselves, or do you find them everywhere?”

“There’s almost no group with only shifters. But some tribes are known for having one or sometimes two major types of shifters among them.”

“Really? And what happens when a shifter and a human have kids?”

“Either the kid is a shifter, or they’re not,” Bakugou shrugged.

“So there’s no half-shifter or anything, huh…” Eijirou said, thoughtful. Part of him felt like Bakugou’s description so far sounded like him and his unruly scales, but… “Can they stay fully in one form or the other all the time?”

Bakugou shook his head and looked him in the eyes again, deadly serious. “No. They can prefer a form over the other, but they’ve got to shift sometimes.”

“What happens if they don’t?”

“No fucking idea. I’ve never met a shifter stupid enough to reject their true nature.”

So not like him after all, Eijirou thought. He didn't know what he would turn into anyway, with a body like his.

Bakugou’s gaze on him was intense, serious, scrutinizing… Fire was reflecting in his eyes, making their particular shade of red pop even more. It made Eijirou nervous. There was a line right between his friend’s pale eyebrows, and Eijirou forced himself to focus on how much he wanted to smooth it out, fearing that the heat of Bakugou’s stare would burn his eyes like the sun if he looked into them for too long.

“Hey, you two,” someone said gruffly behind them, making Eijirou jump as he turned toward the source of the voice. “You’re taking the second shift tonight. You should get some sleep while you can.”

They nodded and left soon after. As Eijirou led the way toward their tent, he almost felt like he was running away from Bakugou’s intense eyes and the fire they held, fearing the dark secrets their burning light might reveal.

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They reached Diees in the morning. 

As expected, Kaminari, Jirou and Sero had been there several times, and knew exactly where to go. And since they’d been doing so great for the past few weeks, being the only source of entertainment for the whole caravan for days on end, they decided to take the day off and offer them a tour instead of working.

The city was like nothing Eijirou had ever seen.

Tosola was already big and beautiful and bustling with life, but although the architecture was similar, with buildings and pavements made from the same pale yellow stone, Diees was even more exciting. The city itself wasn’t all that big, but Eijirou had never seen people from so many places at once. As his friends dragged them through small, tortuous uphill streets to show them the view from up there, Eijirou heard people speaking all kinds of Ilsurha dialects, and even a few languages he’d never heard in his life. It felt like no two groups were wearing the same kinds of clothes, from colorful Yuuei garb to loose-fitting Ilsurhi robes to plain black or white clothes with gorgeous embroideries that he was pretty sure came from a country in the West.

There was so much for Eijirou to see that he didn’t notice they’d reached the top of the hill until Kaminari grabbed him by the chin and forced him to look forward. Eijirou's breath caught in his lungs. They’d reached a wide terrace, and from there, the whole city was lying at their feet.

It was a labyrinth of tiny houses built nearly on top of each other, and split from time to time by big alleys and wide squares. Further ahead was the port, full of ships of various sizes and what he supposed were huge piles of crates. It was too far to see, but Eijirou could easily imagine how lively it must be. The sun was reflecting in the bright blue sea, blinding, but Eijirou couldn’t take his eyes away from the view.

“Wow,” he whispered, speechless.

“Beautiful, isn’t it?” Sero asked as he stood next to him, sounding pretty proud of himself.

Eijirou nodded and turned toward Bakugou, curious to see his friend's reaction. It was supposed to be a quick glance, but the second Eijirou laid his eyes on him, he got stuck once more. Bakugou was looking at the view with the same soft expression and barely there smile as the first time they saw wild horses. Eijirou should have gotten used to it by now, but there was something about the view behind his friend, the sun reflecting on his face and in his hair, making the blond bangs look like the hottest flames, that took his breath away.

Bakugou was so handsome when he was calm and happy… Looking at him was as peaceful and softly blinding as staring at a clear summer sky.

Smiling, Eijirou turned back toward the view, wondering if it was the height, the city, or the glistening sea that his friend seemed to like so much.

“We’re staying around there,” Jirou explained then, pointing at a place at the base of the hill, a good distance from the port. “The nice beaches are all the way to the west, but they’re not too hard to reach on foot. And this,” she added, pointing at a massive building not far from the port, where all the major roads seemed to converge, “is the market hall. It’s famous in the whole country for its spices. They say you can find things from all over the known world there.”

“Oh, that’s amazing!” Eijirou grinned, looking away again to tell Bakugou, “Maybe we can find your spicy stuff there! Pirkublam, right?”

“Pirkublam,” Bakugou nodded, eyes glowing with barely contained excitement.

Eijirou’s chest filled with pride. He’d asked his friend to teach him Barbarian recently and he was terrible at it. He struggled with pronunciation and even hearing words correctly, he couldn’t remember them right most of the time, let alone form a sentence… so remembering at least this one word felt like a victory in itself.

“What’s that?” Jirou asked curiously.

“A spice we use in the Golden Mountains. Spicy as fuck,” Bakugou explained.

“Oooh, you mean danger flower?” Kaminari asked.

“The fuck is that?” Bakugou frowned.

“Orange flower, makes seeds that are super spicy, and if I’m not mistaken, you guys also eat the roots.”

“Sounds like pirkub, yeah,” Bakugou nodded.

“Not -lam?” Eijirou asked with a frown, wondering if he’d misunderstood after all.

“No, pirkub is the plant, lam means seed,” Bakugou explained. “And what kind of stupid ass name is ‘danger flower’?” he added, turning toward Kaminari.

“I guess it’s too spicy for us Plains people,” Kaminari shrugged. “Or maybe just for the person who gave it its Plainspeak name.”

“Anyway, if you want to find some, the spice market here is your best bet,” Jirou concluded. “Though I’m not sure how much we’re trading with the Golden Mountains.”

“Only one way to find out,” Sero shrugged. “Should we go? We can get our lunch there too, before we head for the beach.”

“Yeah, the beach!” Kaminari cheered. “Sounds great, let’s go!”

Eijirou kept his eyes on the view for as long as he could until he had to turn around and follow the others back down.

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Bakugou looked like a child being offered a full platter of sweets when they reached the spice market. His eyes were glowing brighter than ever, and he was looking everywhere, a wide, irrepressible smile on his lips. Eijirou had never seen him happier.

The smells wafting from the various stands and mingling in the air were almost unbearable to Eijirou’s sensitive nose, but for his friend’s sake, he would stand it. He couldn’t get enough of the new Bakugou he was discovering, and he refused to miss it, even if it meant feeling a little dizzy!

After his initial wonder, his friend’s face quickly went back to a more serious expression, and Eijirou could tell from the way his eyes jumped critically from one stand to the other that he was calculating which place was the best to start from.

Eijirou eyed at the piles and piles of colorful spices that were offered—brown, yellow, red, orange, and even a rich purple in one case—not recognizing any of them. In Yuuei, spices were delicacies reserved for wealthy people, and Eijirou only ever experienced them already cooked into traditional treats during special celebrations. His family did just fine with the fragrant herbs growing in their garden and the occasional wild ones they sometimes stumbled upon.

Bakugou was different. It was obvious from the moment he approached his first merchant that he knew what he was talking about, even if he seemed to be struggling with technical Plainspeak words from time to time.

Eijirou wondered if those spices were normal in his culture or if he was somehow rich enough to afford them growing up. Seeing how cheap he was most of the time, he leaned toward the first option.

They couldn’t find what they were looking for even after talking to several merchants, but Eijirou had a feeling that pirkublam wasn’t the only thing his friend was interested in anymore. Bakugou hadn’t bought anything so far, but Eijirou could tell that he was thinking about it, observing everything and taking note of who sold the best products for the best price.

It didn’t surprise him too much that Bakugou was so into spices—Eijirou remembered how he was when his mother introduced him to their little herbs garden when they first met, an eternity ago, without talking about the way he insisted to dry and keep the wild herbs they found on their way—but the passion, the intensity his friend was showing here was beyond anything he could have expected.

After what felt like hours of critical exploration and harsh negotiations, Kaminari seemed ready to give up.

“Dude, please… We’ll never go anywhere at this rate. Can’t you come back later? Just get what you want and let’s leave,” he whined.

“Yeah, I’m with Kaminari,” Sero agreed while Jirou nodded. “You’re not going anywhere soon, so you can come back another day.”

Bakugou didn’t seem thrilled, but he agreed to try one last stand and leave.

“Danger flower? Of course I have that,” the next merchant they asked said with a grin. His clothes and general appearance didn't look out of place in Southern Yuuei, but his accent sounded suspiciously like Miruko’s, Eijirou realized.

Bakugou must have noticed as well, because he immediately switched to Barbarian to talk to the man, who seemed delighted to find someone from his country here.

He kindly offered to let the whole group sample his products, and, too eager to try out something new, Eijirou and his friends realized their mistake too late.

Bakugou wasn’t joking. Pirkublam was the spiciest thing Eijirou had ever experienced, setting his entire mouth on fire. Kaminari and Sero weren’t faring much better.

Bakugou and the merchant seemed to find their reactions hilarious. Jirou, who had been more careful than them, was laughing so hard at their red faces and teary eyes that she could barely breathe.

“Too much, huh?” the merchant said with a knowing smile. He took out a jug of milk and served them a glass. “Here, take this. It will make it better.”

“Yes please,” Kaminari panted with a grimace, desperately reaching for the offered milk. The man took it away and shook his head, holding up three fingers with a smirk. That bastard… He knew exactly what he was doing when he offered a free sample. And judging from Bakugou’s face, his friend had knowingly betrayed them.

Kaminari and Sero paid the three coins without hesitation, but Eijirou decided that he would be stronger than his burning tongue. His guts warmed up pleasantly when he saw Bakugou’s approving nod, almost making him forget the raging inferno in his mouth.

“I take back what I said earlier. I’m so glad I’m not going with you guys,” Kaminari said once he’d downed his glass of milk. “If Bakugou is in charge of cooking, you’re going to die, man.”

“As much as I love foreign food, I’m with Kaminari here. This thing is foul and my mouth hurts so much,” Sero complained.

Bakugou snickered. “So fucking weak.”

“Well, I’m glad I dodged this one,” Jirou smirked.

“Never again,” Kaminari winced.

“Why did you even try?” Jirou laughed. “You can’t even handle mustard!”

“I thought Bakugou was exaggerating! And you saw Sero, he held it together just long enough to make me think it wasn’t that bad!”

“I couldn’t suffer on my own!” Sero protested with a smile.

Jirou snorted. “You guys are idiots.”

Even as he paid for a small vial of spice, Bakugou grumbled that it wasn’t spicy enough. He didn't even seem to be lying, because the merchant nodded wisely and explained that most foreigners couldn't handle the really good stuff, so he didn't bother with it. Eijirou wondered how much spicier pirkublam was in the Barbarian lands. He wasn’t sure he wanted to find out.

.

Since everyone was eager to leave, Bakugou agreed to finish exploring the spice market another day. They grabbed some grilled fish at the market on the seafront and walked the rest of the way to what Sero kept calling the best beach in the country.

“You'll see, the sand is so soft it feels like silk under your toes!”

Eijirou only hoped it wouldn't be too white or there would be shade somewhere, so it wouldn’t make his weak but constant headache worse. He hoped there would be somewhere to hide while he got changed. He hoped he wouldn't pop out a scale in front of everyone.

Oh, no, what if he did pop out a scale and his friends saw it? Sure, a trip to the beach might help with his sensitive head and dry skin and general stress—at least according to Kaminari, who said some lords even had sea water carried all the way to their home for their noble bathrooms—but was it worth it if he blew his cover?

“Aaand… here we are!” Sero announced proudly, showing them a huge stretch of white sand with some low vegetation here and there. So much for the shade… And the dry vegetation, which reached Eijirou's waist at best, wouldn't provide much in terms of hiding spots either. “We even have the whole beach to ourselves, how awesome is that?”

It was a start, Eijirou guessed. A good start. He could do this!

… Hopefully.

“Last one in the water is a snake-horse!” Kaminari yelled, running toward the glistening blue sea and spilling his clothes everywhere.

“Hey, wait for us, you cheater!” Sero exclaimed, running after him.

“I'm not playing your stupid games. If you guys lose your stuff in the sand again, it'll be your own fault,” Jirou warned them, gathering their clothes into a pile before she started shedding her own.

Eijirou didn't dare move. He felt too exposed, too vulnerable. Even when he went on that trip with his friends back home years ago, he always made sure no one was looking before he joined them in the water. He couldn't do this. He couldn't–

He jumped when he felt a hand on his shoulder and met Bakugou's piercing gaze. “Hurry up and get changed while they're distracted. I've got your back.”

Eijirou nodded dumbly, only now realizing that Bakugou was already naked with his clothes resting at their feet.

“You two are coming or what?” Kaminari yelled from the water.

Bakugou ran toward the others and took off with an explosion that made sand fly in all directions before he plunged into the water while their friends were screaming at him to be careful.

It took a lot of willpower for Eijirou to take his eyes off his friend, but he couldn’t let his efforts go to waste. Grateful for the distraction, he quickly shed his own clothes and ran to the water after him. By the time his friends’ attention went back to him, he was already waist-deep into the sea.

.

They played in the water for hours. They never went too far from their stuff, but the afternoon was entirely spent in petty swimming competitions—most of them won by Jirou, closely followed by a rusty but very competitive Bakugou—splashing each other, kicking Sero whenever he disappeared under the waves in an attempt to scare them, just floating around and talking…

Eijirou never wanted to leave. It felt like all his stress and worries had dissolved into the sea. The water was enough to hide most of his body, meaning he didn’t have to worry about scales and could easily play them off as a trick of light if needed, the cool water did wonders for his head, and Bakugou seemed to be having fun as well.

When he first joined them in the water, the others had teased him about not being able to use his explosions against them now that he was wet, and he’d immediately proved them wrong by drying up his hand with heat alone and throwing an explosion right at their faces. Needless to say their teasing didn’t last very long.

Eijirou couldn’t stop laughing at their reactions. They looked so shocked and betrayed… 'Never assume a wet Bakugou is harmless' was a lesson Eijirou had learned pretty early in their relationship.

He stopped when he felt the others’ eyes on him, glad that he’d kept the habit of hiding his mouth behind his hand whenever he laughed despite how often Bakugou told him not to. Kaminari and Sero looked scandalized. Eijirou wasn’t sure what Bakugou’s expression meant.

“What?” he defended himself, still snickering. “It’s not me, for once. Let me have this!”

Once their friends had learned not to underestimate him, Bakugou's mood improved drastically. He was all fierce grins and barked laughter, his wild hair barely flattened by the water and standing right back up the second he shook off the excess, shining like a halo in the summer sun.

Eijirou’s eyes kept wandering back to him all day, as if he had to make sure his friend was still enjoying himself too, only going back to the moment once he’d made sure that he was.

Once everyone had their fill and Kaminari started complaining about being cold, they walked out of the water, Eijirou staying behind just in case. He didn’t know if he wanted to run toward his stuff and get dressed as fast as possible or be more careful and risk being too slow. The dilemma was almost enough to ruin all the good his hours of fun in the water had done.

Eijirou’s anxiety peaked when Bakugou ran back toward him, but his friend just dropped his clothes at his feet, threw his towel at him, and turned around to get dressed, putting himself between Eijirou and the rest of the group as if to protect his modesty. He even went as far as wearing his cape and manipulating the winds around them to make it float just right to hide him.

Eijirou could have cried with how thankful he was. After their first bath in Tosola months ago, his friend seemed to have noticed that he didn’t like being seen naked, and not only was he not teasing him about it, he also did everything he could to make sure no one would look too closely, himself included.

It was basic courtesy for Eijirou to do the same for him, but with the way Bakugou didn’t make a single effort to get dressed until he’d gotten rid of every single drop of water and grain of sand on his muscular body, shameless as ever, smooth skin now bathed in gold after hours under the sun, it was hard to return the favor.

.

“You know why I wanna find a dragon?” Bakugou asked on their way back to the inn.

Eijirou turned toward him, surprised by the sudden question. They’d been walking in silence behind the three others, whose casual banter was a lot weaker than usual after hours of playing. Everyone seemed exhausted, and Bakugou was normally even less talkative when he was tired.

“To fight it, right?” Eijirou answered. “That’s what you said when we met.”

Bakugou nodded, staring at him with the same intent look as that day. Eijirou felt himself paling. Surely, Bakugou didn’t think he was a dragon, right? His friend was looking awfully like it, his eyes glinting like a hunting predator.

“And, uh… Is it a fight to the death, or…?” Eijirou asked nervously. “I mean, why do you wanna fight a dragon exactly?”

“To fight it,” Bakugou shrugged.

“A fight can be a lot of things,” Eijirou pointed out. “I wanna know what kind.”

“Not my fault you guys only have one word for that shit.”

“That's not true!” Eijirou protested. “There's sparring, and… and dueling, and… battling, and… uh…”

“I can tell you twelve words in Barbarian that translate as 'to fight' in Plainspeak just from the top of my head,” Bakugou smirked.

“Do you guys even need that many?” Eijirou asked, baffled.

Bakugou opened his mouth to answer, but he was interrupted by Kaminari who turned around and stopped walking to ask, “Oh? Are we talking about the subtleties of the Barbarian language when it comes to fights?”

“The what?” Eijirou asked.

Bakugou clicked his tongue. “We aren’t talking about shit, Dunce Face,” he growled.

“And by ‘we’, you mean nur, right? The ‘we’ that would include me?” Kaminari asked as he finished joining them, impervious to Bakugou’s rebuke.

“Yeah, so fuck off.”

“Since when do you speak Barbarian, dude?” Eijirou asked, curious.

“I don’t,” his friend shrugged. “Well, not really. I just remember a few words and fun facts, like how they don’t have any kind of formal etiquette but two words for ‘we’, which I think is really cool by the way.”

“Yeah, Bakugou told me about that,” Eijirou nodded with a smile. “We should practice together!”

“I’m not teaching him shit,” Bakugou grumbled.

“So mean…” Kaminari pouted. “Anyway, so if you’re not going to… wait, what’s the word when you fight to the death… mongeln?”

“Mornkeln,” Bakugou grumbled.

“Yeah, that. So if you don’t wanna mornkeln do you wanna barsumkeln maybe? Or cerkeln, whatever it means? I just remember the word.”

“No and no,” Bakugou said.

“What are those?” Eijirou asked.

“Fight for honor and fight to settle an argument,” Bakugou explained. “Why the fuck would I want to settle an argument with a random dragon, idiot?”

“Ooooh, right, it’s this one! And which one is it when you’re trying to impress a lover?”

“I’m not telling you,” Bakugou growled.

“Which one is it?” Eijirou asked.

“Lamdorkeln,” Bakugou replied immediately.

“Bakugou! What kind of blatant favoritism is this?” Kaminari said, pretending to be offended despite his smile.

“I’m teaching him, I’m not teaching you,” Bakugou shrugged. Only the slight twitch of his lips betrayed that he was amused.

“Unbelievable…” Kaminari huffed, shaking his head. “Anyway, so if it isn’t any of those, which is it?”

“He didn’t say it wasn’t the fight to impress a lover,” Jirou remarked above her shoulder, smirking.

Kaminari gasped. “Bakugou! Could it be? There’s a beautiful Barbarian woman back home you’re trying to impress?”

He was joking, of course. Eijirou knew he was joking, but he couldn’t help the twinge of hurt at the thought that Bakugou had a lover this whole time and never told him.

“Of course it’s not that, dumbass!” Bakugou barked, throwing an explosion at Kaminari’s face when he asked him what kind of girl she was.

“Okay, okay,” Kaminari laughed, safe now that he’d run behind Eijirou and had him walk between them. “It doesn’t have to be a girl, you know…”

Bakugou jumped past Eijirou to grab him, and Eijirou stopped him with a laugh.

“Kaminari, no more lover talk,” he chuckled. “And Bakugou, stop trying to smask him.”

“So you finally remembered a word, huh,” Bakugou said, looking a little proud of him behind the obvious teasing.

“And of course, it has to be about violence,” Kaminari pouted.

Before his friend could ruin his efforts to calm Bakugou down, Eijirou asked, “So what kind of fight was it when we met?”

The question was mostly thrown in an attempt to change the subject, but now that it was out, he was really curious about it.

To his surprise, Bakugou didn’t answer immediately. He stopped trying to hit Kaminari and started walking at Eijirou’s side again before saying anything.

“It would be felfarkeln, right?” Kaminari intervened. “A fight to become friends.”

To his surprise, Bakugou looked away with a click of his tongue; a sure sign that Kaminari was right and he was embarrassed about it.

“Aw, really? You wanted to be my friend?” Eijirou asked, touched. Then, something hit him. “Wait, why would you fight someone if you want to be their friend?”

“That’s how I made friends as a kid,” Sero intervened. “It worked well enough until I was like… eight.”

“You don’t wanna make friends with weaklings who can’t stand their ground. You want an equal. So you fight,” Bakugou explained.

“So you do this every time you want to make a friend?” Eijirou asked, baffled. “Wait, does it mean we were friends from the start and you never told me?!”

“Aw, is this why Blasty keeps trying to kick our asses?” Sero asked with a mocking smile “Because he wants us to be friends?”

“You know we don’t need to fight for that, Bakugou. You’re our friend whether you like it or not,” Jirou added.

“Shut up! I’m kicking your asses because you fucking deserve it,” Bakugou growled.

“Fine, fine,” Kaminari laughed.

He walked back to Sero and Jirou soon after, leaving them on their own.

“So you really fought me so we’d be friends, that day?” Eijirou asked softly.

Bakugou shook his head. “I fought you to see if you deserved to be my friend. Eventually. Maybe.”

“Oh… Well, I’m still honored,” Eijirou smiled. They were friends now. It was all that mattered.

Bakugou answered with a grunt, and they walked in silence for a little longer until Eijirou asked again,

“What about that dragon? What kind of fight are you looking for?”

“Shimnarkeln,” Bakugou said quietly. “It means to fight to earn respect.”

“So kind of flarfulkeln, then,” Eijirou pointed out.

“It’s felfarkeln, and no. It’s completely different.”

“How so?”

Bakugou frowned as he searched for words. “I don’t want a shitty bond or whatever. We're not gonna see each other more than we have to. I want just them to respect me enough to do what I fucking want.”

“Right,” Eijirou said, unconvinced. “You guys make it so complicated…”

“I don’t wanna hear shit from someone whose language has a different word for every kind of ruler, and a different way to address them too,” Bakugou scoffed.

“It’s important,” Eijirou protested half-heartedly.

The look Bakugou sent him told him he didn’t buy it.

“Anyway,” Eijirou said, “so it means you’re not going to hurt the dragon you find?”

“Not more than I have to,” Bakugou shrugged.

That was a relief! Not that it had anything to do with Eijirou, who definitely wasn’t a dragon anyway, but it was good to know.

“Why would you even need a dragon’s respect, though?” he asked.

“There’s something I need from them,” Bakugou said.

When he didn’t add more, Eijirou decided not to insist. Their inn was close and he wasn’t sure his friend would tell him more anyway.

“Well,” he said instead, “I guess I’ll find out what you want when we find that dragon.”

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I decided to give Kirishima some rest while Bakugou Investigates

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 16: Tale as Old as Time

Notes:

Hello, guess who told herself "I'll be gentle with myself this week and not finish late" and then proceeded to not do that on the very first day?

Anyway, here's the new chapter, which is... maybe not my favorite so far but definitely at the top of the list. I hope you'll like it too!

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“So, how did rumor hunting go, guys?” Sero asked as the five of them settled around a table for dinner.

“Not too well for now, but it’s just the beginning,” Eijirou shrugged, forcing himself to stay optimistic as Bakugou grumbled something he didn’t quite catch.

“So no one complained about dragons in the area?” Jirou asked, not sounding surprised in the least.

“There was nothing at the city hall, at least,” Eijirou replied. “We’ve found a few interesting quests, but…”

“It’s too early to bother with that shit,” Bakugou said.

“Yeah, we’ll come back and have a closer look if we really can’t find anything,” Eijirou agreed. “There are a few that seem great for us, though. And I think it’d be good for us to have our own adventures instead of just protecting caravans.”

“Oh, so you’re finally ready to write your own legend?” Kaminari smiled.

“I wouldn’t go that far,” Eijirou chuckled. “But we haven’t done our own thing since Inasa and that one time we had to look for missing kids who got lost in the woods.”

“Neither of those turned out to be very epic or glamorous, huh…” Sero remarked.

Kaminari huffed. “Excuse you, I made these two stories extremely epic and glamorous.”

“You sure did,” Eijirou chuckled. “Anyway, how did the day go for you three?”

As everyone ate dinner, he learned that people in Diees seemed to enjoy the tale of the friendly giant, and that Kaminari fell in love about three times with people in the crowd. All in all, it was a very average day.

“Hey, Dunce Face, Ears,” Bakugou asked suddenly, breaking the lazy silence that had settled over their table once their plates were empty. “Do you have stories about shifters?”

“Shifters?” Jirou asked, surprised. “I know a few, yeah. Why?”

“Anything about dragons?” Bakugou asked again, ignoring her question.

“Wait, do you want shifters or dragons?” Sero asked, frowning.

“Why not both?”

“I don't know any story with both,” Kaminari said. “And it’s not like dragon shifters are a thing.”

Bakugou frowned.

“You believe in a stupid mist horse taking away kids but not in dragon shifters?” he growled.

“Okay so first of all, I don't believe in the Bruycabalu anymore,” Kaminari said. “And second, shifters are like… common animals. A wolf, a cat, I can get behind that, but a whole dragon? There’s no way they exist, they’d be way too strong.”

“Yeah, that’s too much magic in my magic, no thank you” Sero nodded.

“Suspension of disbelief only goes that far,” Kaminari added.

Eijirou wasn't sure what it meant, but he nodded along anyway. There was no way dragon shifters were a thing. Just thinking about it was scary.

Next to him, Bakugou was frowning, arms crossed. Eijirou wondered why he’d ask about shifters again. Did he have something in mind? He didn't really believe in dragon shifters, did he?

His friend clicked his tongue in annoyance and said, “So what do you have about other shifters?”

“Well… What are you looking for?” Jirou asked.

“Yeah, there are tons of stories,” Kaminari added. “Do you want something scary? A fairy tale? Maybe even… a little romance?”

He wiggled his eyebrows at that and Bakugou threatened to explode his face.

“I don’t fucking care,” Bakugou grumbled. “Just… something that shows what you think about them or whatever.”

Kaminari titled his head, surprised.

“That’s both really vague and really specific,” Sero pointed out, scratching his chin.

“Why the sudden interest?” Eijirou couldn’t help but ask.

He expected his friend to tell him to fuck off, or that it was none of his business, but instead, Bakugou turned toward him and said, “You don’t seem to know shit about them. So I wanna know if it’s a Plains people thing or not.”

“Oh, I see,” Kaminari said. “That narrows it down a little. Let’s see…”

“There’s the hen bride?” Jirou offered.

“Oh yeah, that’s a good one! Do you know it, Blasty?”

Bakugou shook his head, and Kaminari started.

“I heard this story from a friend, a long time ago…”

“I don’t give a shit about that,” Bakugou interrupted. “Make it fucking short.”

“Dude! I was getting into it!” Eijirou complained.

“It was just the first sentence,” Sero chuckled. “And don’t you know it already?”

“Yeah, but never told by Kaminari,” Eijirou pouted.

“Aw, you’re making me feel so loved,” Kaminari cooed. Then, he turned back toward Bakugou and said dryly, “Anyway, so that’s about a guy who finds a hen, and it insists on sleeping in the house with him instead of the chicken coop. And our dude notices that someone cleans his house every night. He thinks the hen is a shifter but he can’t prove it, so he tries to trick her into revealing her true form and once he succeeds, they get married. That’s short enough for you?”

“Why didn’t she say so from the start?” Bakugou asked immediately.

“I don’t know, maybe because shifters have a bad reputation around here? Tricksters and all that.”

“Are you guys talking about shifter stories?” someone asked behind them. Eijirou turned around to find a small woman with brown hair, plump, rosy cheeks, and the warmest brown eyes he’d ever seen. “I know a good one.”

“And who the fuck are you?” Bakugou spat.

“Oh, sorry, I didn’t introduce myself. I’m Uraraka Ochako, nice to meet you two! I’m here because your friend said he’d buy me a drink earlier today,” she explained. She turned toward Kaminari and added with a smile, “and I’m not one to refuse free stuff, so here I am!”

Kaminari stayed comically frozen for a few seconds, as if he couldn’t believe someone actually took him up on his offer.

Sero shook him a little, startling him back to life. “That’s an honor!” he said loudly, still looking a little dazed. “Yes, of course, I’ll get you that drink! Especially if you came all the way here just to see me.”

“Oh, I’m just staying here and I saw you guys,” Uraraka shrugged.

“Well… That’s… That’s good,” Kaminari stammered. “Anyway, come sit with us,” he added, sliding a little on his bench to make room for her. “You said you had a story?”

“Yes. And a true one too,” she nodded. “Have you guys heard of the Beast of Gevaine?”

Eijirou and Bakugou shook their heads while the three others thought for a second.

“It’s that story from a while ago, right?” Jirou asked. “A terrible beast that attacked and killed dozens of people and no one could catch it.”

“Yes, that’s it! It happened in the mountains north from here,” Uraraka nodded. “That’s where I’m from.”

“Oh, right! But it all happened decades ago,” Kaminari pointed out as he raised a hand to order a drink. “Wasn’t it a wolf or something?”

“Well, that’s the thing,” Uraraka said. “Usually, monsters like this turn out to be nothing more than a rabid wolf—which is terrifying in its own way, I’ll admit—but not here. And they never really caught the beast either.”

“They didn’t?” Sero asked, surprised.

Uraraka shook her head. “They killed a few big wolves, but none of them really matched the description. My parents were there when it happened, you see. So everything I know, I heard directly from them,” she explained, lowering her voice as she leaned forward on the table. Eijirou couldn’t help but follow, so engrossed already that he almost jumped when someone put down a pint of ale next to her. The reaction made her smile.

“Cute and a great storyteller. Guys, I think it’s love for real this time,” Kaminari whispered with a dreamy sigh.

“Keep it short, Round Cheeks,” Bakugou grumbled.

“No Sir, not this time!” Kaminari protested. “I can already tell that this is going to be a great story and I’m not letting you ruin it!”

“If you’re not happy with how I’m telling the story, you can always leave,” Uraraka shrugged as she drank her first sip.

Bakugou leaned back with a huff, crossing his arms, but didn’t protest further.

Uraraka continued.

“My mother grew up on a farm in the area, almost an hour away from the village proper. People will tell you that the story began almost thirty years ago with the first attacks, but according to her, it really started more than twenty years before. You see, there was a small family not far from her childhood house. Just a couple and their son, who was about the same age as my mom and her siblings. They were a little strange, these people. The parents almost never let their child go out and play with everyone. Never let him help look after the cattle. Mom said that on the rare occasions when the kid played with them, he tended to bark and growl when he got too excited, just like a dog.”

“So you think it was a family of shifters?” Sero asked.

Uraraka shook her head. “Not a family. Just him. Mom said she and the others didn’t mind when the kid—let’s call him Ooka—acted like a dog. They found it funny. I mean, my dad told me his sister pretended to be a horse for years. That’s just how kids are. But his parents? Every time they caught their son acting strange, they’d come yelling and drag him home.”

Eijirou gulped. That… sounded a lot like his own parents. Not that they were always breathing down his neck when he was out with friends, but it took them so long to just trust Eijirou to be alone with other kids…

“And then?” he asked, eager to hear more.

“Well, his parents died eventually, and he got married. He stayed a little weird after that. A little withdrawn. But aside from being awkward around people, he was a pretty normal guy. And the best hunter in the region too. He could track a deer better than anyone. The attacks started when he was about thirty.”

She paused for a few seconds to drink, and Eijirou found himself holding his breath.

“If you’ve heard about the beast, you’ll know that people never said it was a wolf. It looked like a wolf, they said. Or a very big dog. But not quite. It had weirdly shaped legs, they said. It seemed to walk on two legs sometimes. It was smart, much smarter than a dog. It was malicious. It didn’t attack to eat. It didn’t fear humans or bulls, even after being wounded several times. And it had brown fur that looked red in the sun. Not much like a wolf… but a lot like Ooka.”

“I’m so taking notes right now,” Kaminari whispered with a giddy smile.

Uraraka smiled at her effect, took another deliberately slow sip of her drink, and continued.

“It lasted for three years. No one can really tell how many people were attacked and how many died, but everyone was scared. Parents wouldn’t let their children look after the cattle on their own, but even that wasn’t enough to deter the beast, who simply started attacking groups. It grew more and more fearless with time, more and more aggressive.”

“And Ooka?” Jirou asked. “Was he acting suspicious?”

Uraraka smiled. “Well… he was a hunter. It wasn’t unusual for him to disappear in the forest for days. There didn’t seem to be more attacks while he was away, but don’t you find it strange that a man alone in the very forest the beast roamed never got injured while the beast had started attacking entire groups of woodsmen?”

“That is suspicious, yeah,” Sero nodded.

“Mom got married around that time, because life goes on no matter what. She couldn’t really keep track of Ooka, and his wife didn’t seem to suspect anything. But here’s the thing. One day, she got attacked.”

“His wife?” Eijirou asked with wide eyes.

“Yes, her. And their baby. She was coming back from the village along with my mom and dad who didn’t want her to go on her own.”

“So your parents saw it?”

Uraraka nodded. “That’s why I believe the descriptions people gave. Dad said the beast looked a lot like a brown wolf, but more… human, somehow. Almost like…”

“Like a partially shifted wolf,” Bakugou completed.

“Yes, exactly!” Uraraka exclaimed, losing her mysterious tone and expression for a moment.

“How would you know? Are there any shifters in Gevaine?” Sero asked.

“No, but I go to the Golden Mountains every year and I asked one of the wolf shifters there to show me, once. It looked a lot like what my parents described. The weirdly shaped legs that look too long for its body, the strangely human eyes, the too thin tail that’s not entirely covered with fur yet…”

“The Golden Mountains, really?” Eijirou asked with a smile. “Bakugou is from there!”

Uraraka turned toward his friend and tilted her head curiously. “Really? Oh yeah, I see it, now that you mention it! But I wouldn’t have guessed. Your accent is different.”

“Fuck you, Round Cheeks,” Bakugou muttered, earning a discrete elbow on the side from Eijirou. “And keep going.”

“Ah, right, the story,” Uraraka nodded, unimpressed. “So the beast was there, standing in front of my parents and Ooka’s wife, growling, glaring, waiting for the best moment to attack… And that’s when something strange happened. Dad says he took out his axe—he’s a carpenter, you see, and he wouldn’t go out without it ever since the attacks started. He was ready to protect the others, but as soon as it saw Ooka’s wife, the beast froze. Dad barely had to wave his axe around to scare it away. Which is very strange since we’re talking about a beast who’d attacked people armed with bows and spears, and even a few adventurers with swords. It always ran away eventually, but it took more than just waving around and yelling to scare it.”

“So you think Ooka recognized his wife then?”

“That’s what my parents think, at least. They didn’t suspect it right away, of course, but that’s the last time the beast was seen. Other people claimed to have seen it later, but…” Uraraka sighed, and took another sip of her drink. “Mom told me she saw Ooka later that night. After the attack, she and dad decided to stay the night at my grandparents’ farm, too shaken to go back home. And while she was outside to close the chicken coop with her brother, she saw Ooka wandering alone outside, muttering to himself. They tried to call him and tell him to be careful, that the beast had struck near his home, and he ran away. His body was found at the bottom of a cliff a week later, and the attacks stopped around then. Hunters killed a few wolves and called the beast defeated, but everyone who knew Ooka, especially those who grew up with him, believe it was him. A lone wolf shifter hiding among humans.”

She leaned back and silence fell around the table, enveloping them like wool. Even the sounds of other people in the room seemed to come from far away as Uraraka sipped on her drink again, a smug smile on her lips.

Eijirou was speechless, questions swirling in his mind and his mouth full of lead.

“Wow… that’s quite the story,” Kaminari said eventually.

“How come no one ever heard about it?” Sero asked, coming out of his daze now that the heavy silence was broken.

“It’s not like anyone asked them,” Uraraka shrugged.

“What do you think happened?” Jirou asked. “Why would this man attack people he knew like that?”

“I don’t know…” she said sadly. “But I’ve met shifters ever since, and I think… maybe he repressed his true nature to the point where he lost his mind?”

“That’s possible?” Kaminari asked, baffled.

“I don’t know… But I know shifters feel antsy when they have to stay in one form for too long, so…”

“What happened to Ooka’s kid?” Eijirou asked, worried. Bakugou had told him that children from a mixed union were either full shifters or not shifters at all. If the kid grew up a shifter and was raised exactly like their dad, then…

“I’m not sure. Ooka’s wife left their old house soon after to be closer to the village and she eventually remarried. But last I heard, her son was fine.”

Eijirou let out a sigh of relief. “Good,” he said.

When he turned toward Bakugou to see what he was thinking, he found his friend’s eyes on him, more piercing and intense than ever. A lemon stare in its purest form. A lemon glare, even.

“So, Bakugou? Did it sate your hunger for shifter stories?” Sero asked.

Bakugou tapped his fingers on the table a few times, eyes still on Eijirou.

“I’ve learned that when you do have shifters, you repress the shit out of them until they go mad,” he said, jaw clenched.

“I guess his parents were scared of what might happen if people found out their son was a shifter. Especially if he was a wolf,” Kaminari said. “I admit that we’re not… the best in that regard.”

“Clearly not,” Bakugou snapped.

He looked livid, eyes brimming with cold anger in its purest form. Eijirou had never seen him like this and he wasn’t sure he liked it.

“I’m going to bed,” his friend announced suddenly, already up and leaving as he spoke, storming out of the room before anyone could react.

A stunned silence settled around the table once more.

“Is he… always like this?” Uraraka asked slowly.

“Angry and rude? Pretty much,” Kaminari shrugged. “But it’s the first time I've seen him act like that. He’s usually more… loud and vocal.”

“That’s strange…” Jirou nodded.

“Maybe he’s like this because he has shifter friends back home?” Eijirou ventured.

“Maybe…” Kaminari said slowly.

The awkward silence lasted until they changed the subject altogether. Eijirou tried to stay a little longer, but his heart wasn’t in it. He was worried about Bakugou.

He excused himself and rushed after his friend.

.

To Eijirou's surprise—and much to his delight—they saw a lot more of Uraraka after that evening. She was a young witch back from a trip to the East to find some rare herbs for her master, an old woman known as Recovery Girl by the locals. The caravan Uraraka was travelling with had dropped her at Diees and she was just waiting for a delivery from the West before she could go home, about three days of walk north from here.

Since she had nothing better to do until then, she hung out with them a lot. Eijirou saw her offer her services in town a few times, and she even accepted to give Kaminari and the others a hand during their shows, making items float around them with her innate wind magic. She was mostly just keeping herself busy, much like Bakugou and him.

Eijirou liked her. She was fun, and laid back, and as tough as Bakugou when it came to bargaining. She fit right into their little group.

“You know,” she told Bakugou and him a few days after they met her, “my delivery is supposed to come very soon and I'll be heading home. So if you two still can't find juicy rumors, you should come with me.”

“And why the hell would we do that?” Bakugou growled.

“Because my home is on the way to another major city, and I don't want to go alone,” she shrugged.

“You can't go with another caravan?” Eijirou asked.

She shook her head. “No. My master’s house may be on the way to a major city but it's not exactly on a major road.”

“So why the fuck would we go that way?” Bakugou barked. “You're gonna pay us for that?”

“No way! I don't have that kind of money,” Uraraka exclaimed. “But… my donkey can carry your stuff. And you'd be in the good graces of a powerful witch.”

“You're not a powerful witch,” Bakugou scoffed.

“Hey, don't be rude!” Eijirou snapped. “We've seen her work, she's good!”

“Good doesn't mean powerful.”

“Look, you're not wrong, Bakugou,” Uraraka said. “I might be a little green. I'm still an apprentice after all. But my master is the best healer in the country, and you'd be in her good graces too.”

“Yeah, and if Uraraka is learning from her, she's gonna be awesome too one day,” Eijirou added.

“Why the fuck are you siding with her?”

“Because she's our friend,” Eijirou said, crossing his arms. “I don't want anything to happen to her, especially if we don't have anything else to do. Since when are you fine with just doing odd jobs at the docks anyway? You're the one who keeps saying we should leave.”

He didn't understand why his friend was acting like this. Eijirou liked Diees and he didn't want to leave before his friends, especially if it was their best chance to find rumors about a dragon, but Bakugou had been insisting that they should be on their way almost right after they arrived. He didn't even know where to go, had no intention of joining another caravan or going on a single quest… Bakugou just wanted to leave, but now that a chance to do it was coming, he didn't even want to consider it?

His friend was acting more and more strangely, and Eijirou felt like he understood him less every day. He couldn't even get a straight answer out of him about why he left in such a hurry the night Uraraka told them Ooka’s story.

All Bakugou had said was “Are you really okay with that shit?” and pretty much nothing else after Eijirou asked him what he was talking about.

“I can survive just fine on my own, Kirishima,” Uraraka said softly. “But when I'm traveling alone, thieves think I'm easy prey and they keep trying to attack me or to trick me. It's exhausting. And I'm not joking when I said you want Recovery Girl on your side, especially if you're adventurers. So if you don't have anything better to do… The offer stands until I have to leave,” she concluded with a shrug.

“Thank you for that, Uraraka,” Eijirou smiled as Bakugou walked away. “I'll try to convince Bakugou. I don't know why he's being this grumpy.”

“Thank you, Kirishima! That's very sweet. I hope Bakugou’s mood improves soon.”

“Yeah, me too…”

.

Kaminari and the others were ready to leave barely a week after they’d arrived in Diees. Eijirou thought he was ready to part ways before, but as the day of their departure approached, he realized that he really, really wasn’t. He didn’t want to see them go. He didn’t want them to disappear from his life without a trace, as if they’d never been here.

Eijirou was going to miss them so much, and he wouldn’t even have a single thing to remember them by, like he did with his family and friends back home. He hated the idea, but he didn’t know how to solve the problem.

Logically, Eijirou knew that it didn’t matter. His friends weren’t going to forget him, and he certainly wasn’t going to forget them. He didn’t need a physical reminder. He’d get used to their absence the same way he got used to their presence.

But there was a part of him that wouldn’t let it go. Like a wild animal trapped in a too small cage, it was running in circles in a corner of his mind, antsy and restless. It was driving him insane.

They all went to the beach one last time, a day or so before the trio left, this time with Uraraka who was still waiting for her delivery to come. Maybe the day after, she said.

Eijirou found himself staring at the pile of clothes his three friends had discarded on the sand without a care in the world, wondering if they’d notice if something disappeared. A handkerchief, a ribbon, just a little something they wouldn’t really miss.

He shook his head and quickly got changed while the others were distracted. He couldn’t steal from his friends, he reminded himself. It wasn’t manly.

Their second day at the beach went even better than the first one. Since nothing bad happened last time and Eijirou knew Bakugou had his back, he didn’t have a single worry in the world as he enjoyed the water with everyone. Being with his friends, getting to know someone new, watching the way Kaminari constantly tried and failed to impress Uraraka… He wished it would never have to end.

Eijirou thought he was good at hiding how he felt, but as always, Bakugou was more observant than he expected.

“The fuck’s wrong with you?” his friend asked once they were back from the beach and alone in their room, ready to go to sleep.

“What do you mean?” Eijirou asked.

“You’re looking at the Clown Trio like they’re gonna die soon or some shit.”

“Oh, that,” Eijirou said. “I’m not worried about them or anything. It's just… I’m gonna miss them, you know.”

Bakugou opened his mouth to say something and closed it without a word. His eyes narrowed, and he said after a beat, “It’s not just that.”

An affirmation. As always. Eijirou sighed, defeated. Bakugou seemed determined to get the truth out of him, and although he could probably tell his friend to drop it… maybe talking to him would help? At the very least, if there was something Eijirou knew about Bakugou, it was that he never made fun of him for things that mattered. He was always the first to laugh at him when Eijirou said or did something stupid, but the memory of his destroyed headband was still fresh on his mind and he trusted Bakugou to take him seriously this time as well.

“I want something from them,” he said too quickly, forcing the words out before he could change his mind. “I mean… I don’t… need it or anything, but… you know how I keep little scraps of fabric from my family, right? I just… I wish I could keep something from them too. So I don’t miss them too much.”

He couldn’t even look at Bakugou by the time he was done with his explanation, shoulders hunched and eyes glued to the floor between them. He waited in tense silence for Bakugou’s reaction until he saw his friend’s posture relax from the corner of his eye. Eijirou looked up to meet one of Bakugou’s softer looks.

“So you want something for your hoard, huh,” he said.

Eijirou huffed a laugh. “It’s not a hoard,” he said with a tiny smile. He didn’t understand why his friend insisted on calling it that, especially since he wasn’t doing it to make fun of him. Hell, he even took it more seriously than Eijirou did, sometimes!

“If it’s not a hoard, then how the hell would you call it?” Bakugou asked, raising a challenging eyebrow.

“I don’t know. It’s just… a thing. Not really a collection. I just like it!”

“Is ‘treasure’ better?”

“No!” Eijirou laughed. “It’s even worse.”

“Then just call it a hoard if you don’t have a better word,” Bakugou concluded.

Eijirou shook his head and smiled, defeated. “Fine, then. It’s for my hoard.”

Bakugou nodded, satisfied, and Eijirou couldn’t help but add quickly,

“But don’t call it that in front of people!”

Maybe Bakugou was completely serious, but there was no way Kaminari and Sero wouldn’t laugh at him for that.

“Whatever. I think you should just fucking ask them.”

“Ask them what?” Eijirou frowned.

“To give you something you can keep.”

Eijirou sighed. “I can’t. That’s weird.”

“They’re all fucking weird,” Bakugou huffed.

Eijirou snorted at that. “You’ve got a point.”

“If they make fun of you, I’ll kick their asses,” Bakugou concluded, falling heavily on his bed.

“You just want an excuse to kick their asses, admit it,” Eijirou laughed.

“I’ll still do it.”

“Fine, then. I’ll ask,” Eijirou said, a small smile on his lips.

It was either this, stealing something, or letting his friends go and live with his regrets, anyway. Bakugou was right: he should go for the manlier option.

Notes:

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Chapter 17: New Horizons

Notes:

Hi everyone! This week isn't starting really well, please send me good vibes as you enjoy today's chapter!

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“So, uh… Yeah. If you guys have something you could give me before you go, I’d… like that,” Eijirou explained the next day, even more embarrassed in front of his friends than he’d been with Bakugou the night before.

He’d almost been tempted to wait until the day they were leaving, but Bakugou had convinced him to do it before that, so they didn’t feel rushed. It didn’t make much difference anyway.

Jirou, Kaminari, and Sero had just come back to the inn after another day of entertaining crowds, and once more, Bakugou and Eijirou had learned nothing of importance all day. They got a few coins for helping out at the docks—enough to pay for another night or so of lodging—then Bakugou had dragged him for yet another trip to the spice market to get some of the purple spice they'd seen the first time. It was tart and not all that strong, but perfect with game meat, apparently.

When his friends said nothing after hearing his request, Eijirou looked up and found them staring behind him with wide eyes. Kaminari gulped.

Jirou was the first to speak. “Sure, Kirishima,” she said. “I don’t know what to give you, though…”

“Anything is fine. I mean, you’ve seen what I usually keep, it doesn’t have to be much,” Eijirou shrugged, still nervous.

She thought for a moment, hand flying to her chin and floating there for a second before it landed on her head, still covered with the old bandana she used to keep her hair out of her eyes while she played. Her eyes lit up for a second.

She took it off and asked, holding it up hesitantly, “Is this okay? I’ve been meaning to replace it for a while and I spotted a really cute one yesterday, so… Unless it’s too worn out and dirty, I mean. It’s really old, and the colors are all faded, and…”

“It’s perfect!” Eijirou exclaimed, fighting the urge to snatch it from her hands when he saw she was ready to take it back. “I don’t care if it’s all worn out and faded. It’s well-loved. It’s just what I need.”

“Oh, really?” she asked, surprised. “Well then, it’s all yours.”

She handed it to him with a smile, and Eijirou was so grateful he could have cried. He held it tight, feeling the particular softness that came with old, slightly worn-out fabric. He couldn’t believe she’d give him something so precious so easily.

“I can buy the replacement if you want,” Eijirou offered, throat tight with emotion.

“Oh no, it’s fine,” she assured him. “This old thing is barely good enough for scraps, I have to get a new one anyway.”

“But you’ve had it for years!” Eijirou protested. “And I have so many memories of you wearing it, you must have loved it.”

“And I’ll love the new one too,” Jirou shrugged. “It’s just a piece of fabric to me. So it’s better if it goes to someone who appreciates it, right?”

“So you’re more interested in the sentimental value of the item than the actual state of it, huh…” Sero said, pensive.

“Yeah, dude! I told you, half of my stuff comes from clothes that were barely holding together.”

“True, but I thought it was because you couldn’t get something better,” he shrugged. “Anyway, I can offer you… this!”

His hand plunged in his pocket and he took out an old, frayed yellow ribbon.

“I’m pretty sure I was still tying my hair with it when we first met,” he explained. “I think I got it from a girl a long time ago? I don’t even remember, I just really liked it. I was kinda keeping it for… well, I don’t even know at this point. It’s so worn-out I don’t think I can do anything with it. So if you want it…”

“I’ll take it!” Eijirou exclaimed with a beaming smile. He hadn’t seen Sero with this particular ribbon a lot, but it was the feeling that counted, and it looked like it had a long life. “Thanks, you two.”

That made two, and they were great ones! Eijirou couldn’t believe this was so easy. It was a little silly, but he felt like it was his birthday. He could already tell that these gifts were going to be very precious to him, especially in the coming weeks.

Holding both the bandana and the ribbon tight, he finally looked up at Kaminari, hoping his friend would also have something for him. He didn’t want to pressure him, but he’d be sad to have something from only two of his three friends.

“Hmm…” Kaminari said, tapping his chin thoughtfully. “I think I've got something. I'll be right back.”

On this, he rushed toward his room and came back a few minutes later with an old handkerchief.

“Here. One of my finest,” he smiled as he handed it to him. “A noble chick gave it to me years ago. They love doing that.”

“Which is very convenient since your noble, sensitive nose couldn't possibly handle rough commoner fabric,” Jirou said with a mocking smile.

“My nose and I merely enjoy the finest things in life,” Kaminari replied with a dignified tone.

“Can't believe chicks would give you shit,” Bakugou scoffed.

“Me neither, and yet…” Jirou shrugged, shaking her head.

“Hey! I'll have you know I'm very popular with the ladies!” Kaminari protested as the others laughed. “Anyway, I loved this one but it's ruined, no matter how much I wash it. It just makes me sad at this point, seeing it like this when it used to be so white and pristine, so if you want it…”

“You won't miss it?” Eijirou asked hesitantly, hands twitching with the need to take it.

“Don’t worry, I have lots of these,” Kaminari laughed.

Sero shook his head. “He’s got wealthy girls eating out of his hand, I don't know how he does it.”

“My natural charm,” Kaminari smiled.

“Of course, it changes once they get to know him,” Jirou snickered.

“Hey!”

Kaminari pouted as his friends made fun of him. He still held out his gift for Eijirou, but as he was going to take it, Bakugou asked,

“Did you even clean that shit?”

“Yes, I told you!” Kaminari exclaimed. “I used soap and everything. Smell it!”

“I'm not smelling your stinky shit!” Bakugou barked, stepping away from the piece of fabric Kaminari was dangling under his nose.

Eijirou laughed. “It's okay, bro, I believe you. And it's just what I need.”

“Thank you,” Kaminari huffed, leaving the once white handkerchief in his hands.

The softness of the fabric surprised him. Eijirou believed his friend when he said it came from a wealthy girl—especially if Sero and Jirou didn't say he was exaggerating—but he didn't expect something so refined. It felt like the calluses on his hands alone would be enough to rip it if he wasn’t careful. More unexpected yet was the fine embroidery at the corner, elegant initials so full of unnecessary curls they were almost illegible. That girl had to be really wealthy to have something so beautiful and afford to give it away to a stranger!

“Thanks, Kaminari,” he said with a soft smile, looking at the three items in his hands. The symbols of his bond with his friends. They were perfect.

As he rubbed his thumb against the fabric, Eijirou realized that for the first time in days, his inner panicked animal was at peace.

.

They stayed for two days after Jirou and the others left. Two days during which nothing happened besides Bakugou trying to ditch him over and over again. He kept sneaking out of their room in the mornings and going for long walks or to the spice market alone in the afternoons, all in the name of ‘giving him some privacy’.

Eijirou was having none of it. He'd been a lot more relaxed ever since they left the caravan, and he wouldn't let his friend stress him out again with his cryptic behavior!

Meanwhile, Uraraka was still waiting for her delivery to come. It was unusually late, according to her, and she was starting to fear that something had happened to the merchants carrying it.

Then, on the afternoon of the second day, she welcomed them from another fruitless day of rumor hunting and announced with a bright smile, “I have it!”

“Congrats! I'm so happy for you!” Eijirou smiled. “Do you know why it was late?”

“Yes, and guess what? That's good news for you two!” Uraraka grinned. “According to the merchant I talked to, they had to make a detour because the region they were crossing had a dragon issue!”

Bakugou immediately perked up at that.

“A dragon? Where? Are they sure?”

“Positive,” Uraraka nodded. “Many people have seen it. It hasn't attacked anyone yet, but people have lost cattle and no one can find it in the thick forest. You want me to introduce you to the girl who told me about it?”

“Yes, we're going right now,” Bakugou decided, grabbing her arm to drag her outside.

“Fine, fine,” she laughed. “You could ask politely at least.”

“Please introduce us, Uraraka!” Eijirou begged, realizing when he felt people’s eyes on him that he’d been a little too loud.

“You don't have to ask for him, Kirishima, but I'll take it. Follow me!”

She led them through the narrow streets around their inn in silence. Then, just as they reached a major road, Uraraka said, “You know… the dragon in question is to the northwest. I think about two weeks' journey from here? But the fastest way would go really near my place, so…”

“We'll fucking see about that, Cheeks,” Bakugou grumbled. “That shitty rumor better be true.”

“I guess you'll see,” she shrugged. “But in any case, I'm leaving tomorrow morning and you two are still invited if you want to join me.”

“Sure, Uraraka. It’s the least we can do to repay you for your help,” Eijirou smiled.

Bakugou clicked his tongue, annoyed. “I said we’ll fucking see.”

Eijirou rolled his eyes. He still didn’t get why his friend was being so stubborn, but there was no way he’d let them pass up on this chance to leave Diees with an actual purpose.

.

“I’m really glad you two are coming with me,” Uraraka said with a satisfied smile the next morning, as she finished attaching all of their packs on her tiny brown donkey.

Bakugou crossed his arms, pouting. He was forced to admit that Uraraka’s place was really on their way after consulting maps the night before and for some reason Eijirou didn’t understand, he was still grumpy about it.

“Are you sure it’s alright?” Eijirou asked when he saw the huge amount of things Uraraka’s poor donkey was carrying. “We can carry our own stuff, you know.”

“It’s okay, I promise,” she said. “Honeycomb is a strong boy and I can make his load float for a little bit if I see he’s struggling.”

“That’s a Barbarian donkey,” Bakugou commented. “It can carry more than that without breaking a sweat.”

“Seriously?”

“Yeah, they’re small but tough!” Uraraka said, flexing her arms.

“A lot like you, then,” Eijirou smiled.

He realized his mistake too late, when he saw Uraraka’s face fall.

“Kirishima! Are you comparing me to a donkey?!”

“No!” Eijirou exclaimed over Bakugou’s ugly cackles. “I mean, yes but I meant it in a good way, I promise!”

Uraraka’s offended expression morphed into an amused smile. “I’m joking! Of course I know that,” she chuckled. “But that’s really not something you should say to a girl.”

“Sorry…”

Eijirou lowered his head, ashamed, and she patted his arm gently.

“So, we leaving or what?” Bakugou asked then.

“I’m all good!” Uraraka announced.

They were mostly silent as they walked down the small, sinuous streets and then along the wide alleys leading to the city gates. As they left Diees behind them, two things became increasingly obvious to Eijirou: not carrying his pack was weird and made him feel like he’d forgotten his stuff, and he missed the constant background banter from Kaminari, Sero, and Jirou. Eijirou hoped they were okay… His hand naturally flew toward the things they gave him; even though he missed his friends more than ever, just having the little reminders was enough to ground him and make their absence a bit easier to bear.

Maybe they weren’t all together anymore, and maybe Bakugou still wasn’t very talkative, but that was no reason not to enjoy the present, Eijirou reminded himself.

“So, Uraraka,” he started, knowing she was his best chance at filling the silence that had settled between the three of them for the past hour or so. “You seem to have been to the Golden Mountains a lot. How come?”

“The mountains have tons of rare herbs you can’t find in Yuuei,” she explained. “Did you know their medicinal herbs are so potent even the local honey has unique healing properties?”

“Really? That’s amazing!” Eijirou exclaimed. “So you speak Barbarian, then?”

Uraraka let out a nervous chuckle. “Not as well as I’d like to,” she said. “I know enough to survive, but since I stay near the border and I only come for trade, most of the people I deal with understand Plainspeak.”

“Oh, good for you! Bakugou is trying to teach me.”

“Yeah? He doesn’t seem like the most patient teacher.”

“Shut up, Cheeks!” Bakugou barked, punctuating his sentence with a few explosions. “I’m the best fucking teacher!”

“Yeah, he’s great! His explanations are super manly. But I’m not the best student,” Eijirou explained, scratching the back of his neck. “I’m still stuck on stuff like… Tak numé Kirishima Eijirou and all that, you know.”

“Yeah, I’m pretty much the same,” Uraraka chuckled.

“Kirishima, for the last fucking time, you’re not supposed to give your full name right away!” Bakugou snapped.

“Oh, right. Sorry!”

“I forget that a lot too,” Uraraka said with a sympathetic smile.

“Yeah…” Eijirou sighed. Bakugou’s explanations about why you weren’t supposed to give your full name to strangers weren’t very clear, but it seemed important enough that he should remember by now. “Then I know stuff like greetings, thank you… and Bakugou won’t tell me how to say please because he says only cowards do that.”

“And it’s fucking true,” Bakugou said.

Uraraka shook her head and said with a teasing smile, “It explains a lot about Bakugou, don’t you think?”

To Eijirou’s surprise, Bakugou didn’t protest. The jab about his lack of manners seemed to have flown right above his head. Eijirou shared a look with Uraraka, and they both stifled a laugh behind their hands while Bakugou stayed perfectly oblivious to their antics.

Later on, Uraraka told him more about her trips to find all the herbs her master needed for her remedies but was too old to go get by herself. Most of the things she got from the Golden Mountains seemed to come from a young herbalist from a sedentary tribe, and Uraraka’s eyes lit up whenever she talked about him.

“Izuku is so good with plants! He’s even figured out how to have crops from the plains grow high in the mountains, isn’t it amazing?” she said.

“Wait…” Bakugou said as Eijirou opened his mouth to agree, “are you talking about fucking Deku?”

“Who?” Eijirou asked, curious.

“Mop of green hair, freckles, small, looks like a baby with muscles…”

“Yeah, that sounds a lot like Izuku!” Uraraka exclaimed. “Do you two know each other?”

Bakugou shrugged and stayed silent.

“Now that I think about it…” Uraraka started, leaving Honeycomb’s side to have a closer look at Bakugou, “Could you be Kacchan?”

The way Bakugou immediately tensed and bristled, snapping toward her to yell something with sparking hands, told Eijirou everything he needed to know.

“You are!” Uraraka laughed, delighted. “Izuku told me so much about you, I can’t believe we met here by chance!”

“Shut up, Cheeks! And if you call me that one more time, I’ll fucking explode you!” Bakugou barked.

“What’s wrong with that name?” Eijirou asked, laughing. “Could it be… an embarrassingly cute nickname?”

Eijirou had realized when Bakugou told him about Barbarian customs regarding names that he still hadn’t learned his friend’s first name. Bakugou didn’t tell him right away, but he’d caved after some prodding. And ‘Kacchan’ was close enough to ‘Katsuki’ that it could be it—not that Eijirou knew much about how Barbarian nicknames worked.

“That shit's for kids,” Bakugou grumbled. “And you and I didn’t grow up together, so fuck off.”

“Wait, but then…” Uraraka started. “Oh, I feel so silly now! Of course you’re the infamous Kacchan, you look exactly like the Queen!”

Bakugou tensed again, coiled like a spring… and exploded. He yelled something about how he told Uraraka not to call him that, among other things, but Eijirou wasn’t listening.

“What do you mean by ‘the Queen’?” he asked slowly.

Bakugou went quiet. “Don’t listen, it doesn’t fucking mean anything,” he mumbled.

“I mean Queen Mitsuki, his mother,” Uraraka explained. “She’s the queen of aaaaall the Barbarian tribes, you know? So she’s quite a big deal.”

Eijirou gasped. “Holy shit! Bakugou, you’re a prince?! When were you gonna tell me you’re a prince?!”

He snapped toward his friend who was now walking with hunched shoulders, pouting.

“Never,” he growled. “And it’s not a big deal, Cheeks. She’s just queen because stupid Yuuei and other countries won’t take us seriously if we don’t have a leader. And no one else wanted to do that shit, so she was elected by default because she married a guy from the plains.”

“It is quite a big deal,” Uraraka insisted while Eijirou was still trying to digest the information that he’d been traveling with a real life prince this whole time and had no idea. “Doesn’t she regularly have meetings with King Enji and everything?”

Eijirou nearly choked at the mention of their ruler.

“Yeah, so the title is more like a damn punishment if you ask me,” Bakugou scoffed.

“Bakugou, you’ve met the King?!! Really?” Eijirou exclaimed.

“The Hag deals with that shit, not me,” Bakugou grumbled.

“But aren’t you supposed to learn? You told me you don’t have siblings, so doesn’t it make you the… fuck, you’re the crown prince?!”

“I’m fucking not, you idiot!” Bakugou barked. “I told you, Barbarians don’t care about that royalty shit. It’s not because the Hag is queen now that I’m gonna be king after her, thank fuck.”

“Oh… Right.”

“I’m not even planning to go back to that shitty tribe, so stop running your mouth with that prince-y shit.”

Eijirou opened his mouth to protest, but seeing how hard Bakugou was sulking, lower lip jutted and brows so furrowed they were almost touching as he kicked rocks mercilessly down the path, he decided to let it go.

It was fine. Bakugou was still Bakugou, prince or not. And if the title really didn’t matter in his culture, it made sense that his friend never told him about it.

Still… he couldn’t believe he’d been traveling with a prince all along. Kaminari, Sero, and Jirou would have loved it!

...but knowing them, it was probably for the best that they weren’t here anymore. Otherwise, Bakugou would have never heard the end of it.

.

The landscape slowly changed again as they went further and further away from Diees. Gone were the hilly plains, the low, dry vegetation, and the brackish lagoons. They were now back on more mountainous land with wide green meadows and deep dark forests.

“Here!” Uraraka exclaimed near the end of their second day on the road. “This is my master’s house!”

She was pointing toward a relatively large building made out of grey stones overlooking a small village nearby.

“Oh, great! Just in time for dinner!” Eijirou smiled.

“Yeah, and you two can stay the night if you want. There’s no way my master will turn you down, we have plenty of rooms.”

“How come?”

“I’m not her first apprentice.” Uraraka explained. “She used to have lots of them! But now that she’s older, she doesn’t have the energy to train many people at once. There was another girl a while ago, but she’s finished her training, so it’s just the two of us for now. And the patients who are staying several days, but those are rare. So you two are more than welcome to stay!”

“Thank you! What do you think, Bakugou?” Eijirou asked. “Who knows when we’ll see a bed again after this, right?”

To his surprise, Bakugou didn’t seem that thrilled at the idea of having a free bed for the night. It was quite a shock, considering Eijirou had managed to bribe him with his so easily the first time they met. Pouting, Bakugou huffed and said, “Fine, but we’re leaving tomorrow at dawn.”

Eijirou shook his head. His friend had been like this ever since they found out about that dragon. First he forced them to leave Diees at the crack of dawn, then he forced them to walk faster and longer to the point where they reached their destination more than half a day earlier than expected…

Eijirou understood that this was their first lead in a while and Bakugou didn’t want to lose it, but this was pushing it. He hoped his friend would stop trying to rush them. They’d be in no shape to fight a dragon if they were exhausted from the trip. And maybe Bakugou wasn’t planning to kill it or even hurt it too much, but there was no guarantee that the beast would have the same reservations about them.

Eijirou couldn’t believe he’d let himself get involved in something this crazy, but at the same time… there was no way he’d let Bakugou risk his life alone. Eijirou didn’t know what his friend wanted to ask the dragon if he really managed to beat it, he had no idea how Bakugou would even make the beast understand what the fight meant, but he wasn’t going to let his friend down. Even if he just managed to protect Bakugou from one blow, he wanted to be there for him.

As they approached the house they found themselves walking faster when Honeycomb noticed how close to home they were and tried to run the rest of the way. They were welcomed by the smallest old lady Eijirou had ever seen. Hands resting on a thick cane, she greeted them with a sweet, kind smile, introduced herself, and thanked them warmly for escorting Uraraka.

Eijirou adored her instantly. He’d always had a soft spot for sweet old ladies, and they usually loved him just as much.

“Master, this is Kirishima and Bakugou. I met them in Diees,” Uraraka said.

The old woman turned toward Bakugou and gave him a long, thoughtful look. “Bakugou… That’s a familiar name.”

“Oh, you won’t believe this! He’s Queen Mitsuki’s son!” Uraraka exclaimed.

“Of course!” Recovery Girl smiled. “He’s her spitting image. You’ve grown up so much since the last time I saw you, boy.”

Bakugou crossed his arms. “The fuck?”

“Ah, you wouldn’t remember, you were so young. And you had such a high fever too, you kept muttering about the dancing dogs on the walls… Your mother was worried sick about you, she even sent for me just as I was leaving the Golden Mountains. She said she’d gouge my eyes out and make me eat them if I let anything happen to you,” she chuckled.

Eijirou’s eyes widened in horror. “That… She really said that?”

“That doesn’t seem like the right thing to say to the healer you just called…” Uraraka said, crossing her arms.

“That’s young mothers for you. You’ll learn that soon enough, Ochako,” Recovery Girl smiled. “Anyway, you must be exhausted. Come inside and have a drink while Ochako takes care of Honeycomb. Of course, you two are staying the night.”

At that, she turned around and led the way inside.

“Thank you, ma’am!” Eijirou grinned as he followed her. He’d known the old lady for barely a few minutes, but he felt at home already, like he was visiting a great aunt he hadn’t seen in years. “Do you need help with something?”

Eijirou ended up cutting wood outside for her while Bakugou helped out with dinner. As he chopped the last few logs, he took a second to breathe and enjoy the moment. The sun was setting already and a nice smell was wafting from inside the house. The air was quickly getting chilly, carrying the special crispness that came with the end of summer and always did wonders to clear his thoughts. He didn’t know if it was from the effort or the atmosphere of the house, but despite the cold, he still felt pleasantly warm. At peace.

He noticed that the bumps on his head were more prominent than ever when he wiped the sweat on his forehead, and even that wasn’t enough to faze him. It would be fine. He’d just have to cover them, and nobody would notice.

Eijirou knew it was only for a night, but he really loved it here.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I don't know why they spent so long in Diees but at least they're back on the road now

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 18: A Shift in Perspective

Notes:

Yyyyyep, I still don't have my working life together

On the bright side, I do have a chapter and we're going full Bakugou POV here guys

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Kirishima was gone.

It was the first thing Katsuki noticed when he woke up, both disoriented and suspiciously alert. The window was open, letting in the night’s chill. Moonlight was pouring in to reveal Kirishima’s empty bed next to his.

Right. It was a noise that had woken him up, Katsuki remembered. And the window was closed when they went to bed. All remnants of sleep disappeared the second he pieced things together. Forcing himself to leave the warmth of his bed, Katsuki jumped to his feet to peer through the window.

It was too dark to see where Kirishima could have gone, but there was something that looked like a crater in the dirt just below him.

What the hell. If Kirishima wanted to leave quietly, he could have used the door like a normal person!

Katsuki sighed as he considered his options. It wasn’t the first time Kirishima left on his own in the middle of the night to shift in peace, and the two, maybe three times it happened, Katsuki had let his friend do his thing and went back to sleep. He could do that this time as well, but he had a feeling he’d be too restless for that. What if Cheeks or her master had heard him too?

Maybe it wouldn’t be a bad idea to wait for Kirishima’s return outside. Maybe if he was caught red handed, his friend would finally tell him the truth about himself. Katsuki didn’t have much hope, given how he’d been treated so far, but…

Fuck it. He was doing this.

Moving as silently as he could, Katsuki put on some clothes and grabbed his cape for warmth. He used it and a small updraft to jump out of the window— silently, as opposed to Kirishima’s brutish landing—and evened out the ground to erase the crater his friend had left behind. He had no idea where Kirishima went, but the steps he could see in front of the house led somewhere to the right before they disappeared into the grass, away from both the house and the nearby village.

Kirishima could have waited another night, Katsuki thought as he sat on the bench next to the front door, determined not to move until the idiot was back. According to Cheeks, villages along the most direct road to their destination were few and far between, which would have been perfect for him. But between their trip with Cheeks, their long stay in Diees, and his stubbornness before they reached the city, Kirishima probably hadn’t had the chance to shift in a while. He must have really needed that break.

Wrapping his furred cape tightly around his shoulders, Katsuki used some of his magic to keep his body warm and hoped his friend wouldn’t be too long.

The night was peaceful and quiet, save from a few animal noises, and the air had hints of the crispness that reminded him of home. It was nice. It was boring as hell. And despite how familiar he was with silent watches in the dead of the night, Katsuki felt like something was missing. He’d gotten way too used to Kirishima and his constant chattering.

Who would have thought that in the span of a few months, not even a season and a half, this would become his new normal?

The door behind him opened with a gentle creak, and Katsuki almost jumped out of his skin.

Recovery Girl was standing on the doorstep, holding a small candle.

“You’re waiting for your friend?” she asked.

Katsuki hesitated. How did she know Kirishima was gone? Should he tell her? Lying was for extras, but…

“I saw him leave earlier,” the old woman continued. “Sleep doesn’t come that easy when you get old. Do you know where he went?”

“More or less,” Katsuki shrugged.

“Does he do that a lot?”

There was a hint of worry in the old woman’s voice, but the interrogation pissed him off.

“What’s it to you?” he snapped.

She sighed. “When I saw him through the window, he looked… strange. More like a feral animal than a man on a night stroll. This isn’t normal, even for a shifter.”

Katsuki frowned at the last comment. How did she know? He knew Kirishima had been very careful to hide his teeth all evening, and it was the only physical thing that could have betrayed him.

“He is a shifter, right?” she insisted. “My eyes could have deceived me, but I could have sworn I saw a pair of horns and patches of scales.”

Katsuki sighed. There was no point in hiding the truth if she knew already. Especially since the fact didn’t seem to bother her. He didn’t know how she’d learned about dragon shifters in a country where people didn’t even seem to believe in their existence, but he wasn’t going to question it. Maybe she’d learned more than just how to use herbs, during her trips to the Golden Mountains.

“He does that sometimes,” Katsuki admitted, idly wondering what it was about lonely, peaceful nights like these that made his tongue so loose as he continued, “I think he’s pushing himself too hard. He doesn’t trust me yet.”

“And you always wait for him like this?”

Katsuki shook his head. “I wanted to make sure you or Cheeks didn’t notice.”

The old woman smiled softly. “It’s good that he has a friend like you.”

Katsuki shrugged. If Kirishima thought so, he’d tell him the truth. If Katsuki was a good friend, he’d know how to help.

“I think maybe you should follow him, next time,” she added.

Katsuki frowned. “Why?”

“You’ve never seen him leave, have you?”

He hadn’t. Katsuki had felt him leave their tent at night, waking up in a panic and feeling like a wild animal had managed to slip in, only to remember that he wasn’t traveling alone anymore, but it was always too dark to see anything. He usually fell back asleep right after and when he woke up, Kirishima was here again and Katsuki scolded him for all the dirt he’d managed to bring back with him. Kirishima always said he didn’t know how it happened.

“S’not like it matters,” he shrugged.

“I think it does,” the old woman insisted, a worried crease in her brow. “You don’t have to follow him all night, but you should see for yourself that he’s really shifting safely. I know dragon shifters. I haven’t told Ochako about them yet, but I’ve met many of them during my career. I even had one of them as my apprentice, back in the days,” she recalled with a soft smile. “I’ve seen them in every stage of shifting, and I’ve seen them angry more than once. They never gave me chills the way seeing your friend earlier did.”

“Kirishima wouldn’t hurt a fly,” Katsuki replied immediately. The idiot apologized whenever he hurt someone during sparring. He was worried about bandits, not because he feared for his life, but because he genuinely cared about theirs. He was nothing to be scared of.

“He seems like a very nice kid,” the old woman nodded. “And I saw him go to the forest where there isn’t a human soul at this hour. I don’t think I felt this way because I thought he would hurt me. It just hit me that there was something wrong about him. Something very, very wrong.”

A cold chill ran up Katsuki’s spine as he remembered Cheeks’ story about the wolf shifter gone mad. He wasn’t scared easily, but the mere thought of someone as kind and caring as Kirishima turning into the man of her story filled him with dread.

He couldn’t let this happen. Kirishima didn’t deserve to live with this guilt.

“Please, look after him,” Recovery Girl said.

Katsuki huffed, forcing himself to cover his worries. The night was chilly and peaceful. He was with someone who understood. He would probably regret his words when the sun came out, but here, under the pale moonlight, he said, “As if I need you to tell me that.”

He'd been looking out for Kirishima for months now. He wasn't going to stop anytime soon. Especially now that he'd found himself caring about the distrustful dumbass.

Recovery Girl nodded. She went inside for a second and came back with a thick blanket and a cup of steaming liquid.

“Here, take these. You’ll be no help if you catch a cold out there.”

“I don’t need that,” Katsuki grumbled even as he grabbed the blanket. “M’a fire mage.”

“It’s still more comfortable like this, isn’t it?” the old woman smiled.

Katsuki shrugged and wrapped himself in the blanket, keeping it under his cape so it’d protect him from the wind. As much as he hated to admit it, the old woman was right. It was much better like this.

He thanked her through a nod when she handed him the warm cup.

The old healer looked at the horizon for a moment and said, “I think I’ll leave you now. It’s already hard enough to sleep at my age, I can’t stay up all night on top of it.”

“Do what you want.”

She chuckled. “Right. Goodnight, then. I hope your friend comes back soon.”

“Night.”

She closed the door behind her as she left, and once more, Katsuki was left alone, sitting more comfortably now that he had the thick blanket to keep him warm and offer some padding against the hard wood of the bench. He kept himself busy by trying to recognize what the old woman had put in his drink and resumed his boring waiting once he finished it.

Katsuki woke up when the first birds started singing, announcing the beginning of a new day. The sun was still barely peeking on the horizon, coloring the eastern part of the sky with the softest shades of pink. There was a heavy weight leaning against him.

Katsuki turned his head, and his vision filled with red.

Kirishima was sleeping peacefully, resting his head on Katsuki’s shoulder, a soft smile on his lips. Both his arms were clasped around Katsuki’s, and he’d wrapped himself up in Katsuki’s red cape to make up for his missing shirt. He looked so soft and vulnerable like this, with soft red hair framing his face and the low, warm purr vibrating in his chest… How could that stupid old woman think there was anything wrong and disturbing about him? A strand of red hair fell against his nose, and Katsuki finally snapped out of his trance when he found himself raising his free hand to brush it aside.

What the hell was he thinking? And more importantly, what the hell was Kirishima thinking, falling asleep like that? The idiot could have gone straight to bed and pretended he’d never left. Or better yet, he could have shaken Katsuki awake so they could both drag their asses back to their warm, comfortable beds, and maybe have a fucking conversation about what happened.

Instead of brushing the idiot’s hair aside or whatever stupid mushy thing he was about to do, Katsuki shook him.

“Hey, wake up, dumbass,” he whispered.

Kirishima’s eyes fluttered open. “Wh-what?” he slurred. “Bakugou? What’re we doin’ here?”

“You tell me,” Katsuki huffed. “I was up all night waiting for your dumb ass to come back. Why the fuck did you decide to fall asleep right here instead of waking me up, huh?”

“What? I didn’t go anywhere,” Kirishima said with a yawn. He disentangled himself from Katsuki to stretch his arms, making him shiver at the sudden lack of warmth, and only then did he seem to realize the situation he was in. He blinked a couple of times, confused.

Katsuki delivered the last blow.

“Then how the fuck do you explain being here? You think I dragged your ass out for fun or some shit?”

“What? No! I just… I don’t know, I just remember falling asleep in our room,” Kirishima explained with a frown.

He looked genuinely confused. And worried. It wasn’t the reaction Katsuki expected. He knew when Kirishima was lying, and this wasn’t it. Either he was a much better liar than Katsuki had thought… or he was telling the truth.

Fuck, could the old woman have been right after all? Did he really not remember anything? Was Kirishima seriously not aware that he was sometimes wandering off at night? But if he wasn’t shifting, then what the hell was he doing?

“I’m so sorry, man,” Kirishima said, eyes too full of remorse to be hiding anything else. “Do you know where I went? I hope I didn’t worry you too much. I must have, if you’ve been waiting for me like this…”

Katsuki shook his head, only now realizing how hard his heart was beating, pulsing up to his ears. “Let’s just go back to bed,” he decided.

“It’s almost dawn. We should get ready to leave,” Kirishima pointed out.

“I’ve spent half the night sleeping on a fucking bench, and you’ve been doing who the fuck knows what the whole time. We’re going back to bed.”

“Right…” Kirishima whispered with a forced, sad smile. “Sorry.”

“Stop saying that and let’s go,” Katsuki said, getting up and grabbing his empty cup before he went back inside, Kirishima following closely behind.

They went upstairs as silently as possible and collapsed on their respective beds.

“Sorry for ruining your plans,” Kirishima said again.

“I told you to fucking stop apologizing,” Katsuki growled.

“Right…”

A beat of silence.

“Hey,” Katsuki said. “Fucking… talk to me, next time.”

“I’m always talking to you,” Kirishima replied.

Deflecting… as always.

Katsuki let out a frustrated sigh and turned away from him, closing his eyes. He didn’t know if he’d be able to sleep in this state, but he didn’t know what else to do.

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The sun was already high when Katsuki woke up again. Kirishima was still sleeping peacefully in his own bed. Good.

As he put on his clothes for the second time and went downstairs, the events of the night replayed in his mind. He should probably have a talk with Kirishima about what happened. Ever since the attack in the swamps near Diees, Katsuki had been suspecting that his friend didn’t know what he was doing as well as he’d initially thought. But this… this was really damn concerning.

It couldn’t keep going like this. He didn’t know if Kirishima had it as bad as that Ooka guy in Cheeks’ story, but Katsuki would cut off his own hands before he let his friend turn into this.

Problem was… would Kirishima even let him help? So far, every attempt at starting a conversation on Katsuki’s part had been met with reactions ranging from awkward dismissal to sheer panic. What the hell was he supposed to do?

Cheeks and her master were already in the main room when Katsuki stepped in, taking off their coats like they were just back from somewhere. The garden, judging by the basket on the table.

“Good morning, Bakugou! What happened to leaving at dawn?” Cheeks greeted him with a mocking smile.

“Slept like shit,” Katsuki shrugged.

“Is Kirishima still sleeping?” Recovery Girl asked.

“Yeah. I’ll go wake him up soon.”

“You two are welcome to stay a little longer if you want,” the old woman said. “It’s pretty late already, why don’t you leave after lunch?”

Katsuki took a moment to consider the offer. He wanted to reach the rumored dragon as fast as possible, but the real reason why he’d been so eager to leave early was because he wanted to make sure Kirishima could shift in peace soon. And that wasn’t necessary anymore, apparently. As much as Katsuki hated to admit it, losing a few hours wasn’t going to kill them. Especially since he wasn’t entirely convinced that the beast in the West was a real dragon yet.

“Do you need more wood cut or some shit?” he asked.

Both women smiled.

By the time Kirishima walked downstairs, Katsuki was helping in the kitchen again.

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“Thanks again for coming here with me,” Cheeks said at the door before they left, half a day later than Katsuki had initially planned.

“You two ware welcome to come by any time. Now matter what shape you find yourselves in,” her old master added with a gentle smile and a look a little sharper when it landed on Katsuki. Meaningful.

Katsuki would be lying if he said he wasn’t a little grateful for it. Given how terrible a reputation shifters seemed to have in this shitty country, it was good to know they had an ally here. Cheeks had been right after all: even if they didn’t get any money from this little escort mission, it had been worth it.

As always, the allusion flew right above Kirishima’s head, but the words still made him smile as he thanked them for their hospitality.

“By the way, Kirishima,” Cheeks said before Katsuki could drag them away so they wouldn’t waste any more time. “I have a little something for you. I don’t know if you’ll want it, but…”

She paused as she searched through her apron’s deep pockets, and Katsuki could already tell he wasn’t going to like whatever came next.

“Here!” she said proudly as she handed him a small square of red fabric with a big, torn out hole at the center. “I must have torn it out while we were on our way here, and Kaminari told me about how you asked them for a little bit of fabric before they left. I could probably use it to patch up holes, but if you want it…”

Katsuki saw red. He didn’t move, didn’t let anything betray how he felt, but at that moment, he could have strangled Cheeks with that fucking kerchief or whatever the fuck it was.

She probably didn’t know what she was doing. If what her master said the night before was true, there was no way she could know how what she was doing was different from what the Clown Trio had done; how offering that piece of fabric herself didn’t have the same meaning as being asked for it.

But Katsuki knew, and it was driving him insane.

How dared stupid Cheeks offer something for Kirishima’s hoard? How dared she give something so fitting? How dared she initiate courting with him without even knowing what the fuck she was doing?!

Katsuki turned toward Kirishima to see his reaction, and it was everything he could have expected. The idiot was beaming as he accepted the gift without hesitation and thanked her for being so thoughtful. Katsuki couldn’t tell if Kirishima knew what she was doing. Or what he was doing, by accepting the gift. He didn’t seem flustered, and he didn’t do anything to show he was interested in being courted, so maybe he was just trying to be polite?

Katsuki forced himself to unclench his jaw and open his burning fists. Cheeks didn’t know, he told himself, over and over again. Kirishima didn’t owe him anything. It wasn’t because the idiot was a very desirable partner both by Barbarian and dragon shifter standards that Katsuki had to do anything about it. It wasn’t because Kirishima was brave and strong and loyal and caring to a fault that it had to affect Katsuki.

The thought didn’t do anything to calm the burning feeling in his guts, and the knowing little smile on the old hag’s face only poured more oil on the fire.

It was a good thing that they were leaving now.

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“You don’t want something from me,” Katsuki said a few hours later. The sun was setting slowly and they were still on the road, looking for a nice place to stop for the night. Cheeks told them there would be one not too far.

“Something?” Kirishima asked, brows furrowed in confusion. “Like what?”

“For your hoard,” Katsuki clarified.

“Oh, that! Well…” Kirishima thought for a second. “I wouldn’t mind getting something from you. And just the thought of you throwing something away makes me…” There was a barely repressed snarl in his voice that almost made Katsuki smile. Kirishima shook his head. “I don’t like that. But I don’t need anything from you, because you’re right here. It would be different if you left, but until then, I’m good.”

“So the pieces of fabric are just a symbol,” Katsuki said thoughtfully. “You’re actually hoarding bonds.”

“I’m not hoarding anything!” Kirishima protested with a smile.

Katsuki ignored him as he kept thinking about the implications of what Kirishima had just said. There was no doubt about it: the other dragon shifters were going to love Kirishima.

“Or you consider that my shit is part of your hoard as long as I’m with you?” he kept musing out loud.

Kirishima jolted. Touché.

“Nooooo,” he still whined. “Stop being obsessed with that, it’s not important!”

“It is to you,” Katsuki pointed out.

Kirishima sighed, defeated. “Right, it is to me. But you don’t have to overthink it. I’m fine like this. I’ll want whatever rag you don’t want anymore, but I don’t need to have anything as long as you’re with me. Does that make sense?”

Katsuki nodded. Part of him was preening at the idea that he was already part of Kirishima’s hoard, in a sense. Part of him was mad that he didn’t have anything to give to one up Cheeks. Most of him wondered why the hell it mattered.

Maybe he cared so much because he was both the closest person to Kirishima and the only one who hadn’t given him anything yet? It’d make sense.

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They reached the place Cheeks had told them about right before sunset and quickly set up camp. The weird itch that had plagued Katsuki ever since they said their goodbyes still hadn’t left him. He didn’t know what to do about it. It was fucking annoying.

He couldn’t just look through his stuff for scraps to give to Kirishima. It would be too damn obvious and more importantly, Katsuki knew what the gesture meant. He didn’t want to start courting Kirishima. He just wanted to reaffirm his position as… best friend or whatever.

There had to be something he could do. Something that wasn’t romantic, but would satisfy his urge to do better than stupid fucking Cheeks.

“Hey, we still have some time before it’s dark,” Kirishima said once they were settled for the night. “Do you wanna spar?”

An idea sprouted at the offer, and Katsuki smiled. He knew exactly what to do.

“We’re not gonna spar,” he said as he took off his cape and got into a fighting stance under Kirishima’s confused stare. “We’re gonna…” Fuck, calnumékeln. How the hell was he supposed to explain this? “I challenge you for your first name.”

It may not have been as clear as he’d thought, because Kirishima looked even more perplexed.

“You’re what? Like, you want to take my first name?”

“No, idiot! I wanna… calnumékeln, it means we fight for the right to use each other’s first name.”

Kirishima frowned in confusion. Blinked a few times. Blushed, Katsuki could have sworn.

He hadn’t blushed when Cheeks gave him her stupid kerchief, part of Katsuki pointed out smugly.

“Oh… I mean…” Kirishima stammered. “We don’t have to fight for that, dude! I’m… I’d be… I’d be happy to… be on… first name basis with you. I mean… Yeah, that’d be…”

Katsuki smiled. “So you accept the challenge?”

Kirishima jolted, but soon, his expression shifted. All traces of hesitation disappeared from his face as it turned into the confident smile and determined look he wore during their usual fights. He assumed his own fighting stance.

That was better.

“Yeah, let’s do this!” he said. Then paused. Faltered. “Um… are there rules or something?”

Katsuki hesitated at that. He really wasn’t sure. Calnumékeln wasn’t a very conventional type of fighting, and he’d never done it or even seen it done before. It was a… pretty grand gesture. Something that only happened in epics, or that very traditional people insisted on doing to ‘uphold the old ways’—as if there was ever a time when people did this every time.

Still, the only difference between most of the fights Katsuki knew of was the intent and how much you were willing to injure your opponent. Besides, there didn’t seem to be any kind of rules in the stories where the main characters did that.

“No,” Katsuki decided.

“So we just fight, and when we’re done, we can call each other by our first names?” Kirishima asked.

Fuck, it sounded stupid when he said it like that. But yeah, that was the idea. Except not really, because it was fucking calnumékeln, not just some random fight. Just that fact was badass as hell.

Barbarians fought to honor the gods, and calnumékeln meant calling their attention to show off the strength of your bond. It was like… a promise. The meaning of this kind of fight was so ingrained in Katsuki that the mere word was enough to express it. Tale after tale, epic after epic, the idea of calnumékeln had taken shape in his mind in a way he couldn’t explain with other words anymore. It was a powerful thing. The stuff of legend. The kind of fight people like Dunce Face would tell the crowds during special occasions for centuries to come.

It almost felt like a waste to do this with someone who had no idea what he’d just been offered, but Katsuki knew that there was no one else he’d ever do this with anyway. Maybe Kirishima would understand later. Maybe the fight itself would be enough to give him a sense of why it was important that they fought and didn’t simply agree to stop calling each other by their last name.

There was only one way to find out.

“Sort of,” Katsuki said. “Now shut up and fucking fight me.”

There was no trace of hesitation left in Kirishima’s stance when they started circling each other, waiting for the best moment to strike. After several months of sparring, they were starting to know each other too well. It made that first part longer, trickier. They both needed to wait for the perfect time to attack if they wanted to take the advantage and keep it.

Kirishima faltered for a split second when he stepped on a twig and Katsuki struck.

He was on Kirishima in an instant, but his friend had learned to react just as fast, hardening his skin to withstand the blast. He tried to strike back, fist flying right toward Katsuki’s guts, and Katsuki jumped out of reach with another explosion. Had he not known Kirishima so well by now, he wouldn’t have seen it coming.

Kirishima was good. The thought put a smile on Katsuki’s face.

They went back to circling each other. Two months ago, Katsuki would have been able to win simply by throwing explosion after explosion at his friend, but Kirishima’s endurance was now too much for him and his friend knew how to stay on the offensive even under pressure, when everything around him was loud and scorching and blinding.

In so little time, Kirishima had grown into an amazing fighter, capable of standing toe to toe with him. Far from making him jealous, the thought only filled Katsuki with pride and excitement. He couldn’t wait to see how much more Kirishima would grow; and being able to witness it, to play such a huge role in his growth, was exhilarating.

That was why Kirishima deserved to be his friend. His equal. That was why Katsuki wouldn’t simply accept his first name. He wanted to earn it, to conquer it, the same way he’d conquer his full trust soon.

They fought until the sun was low on the horizon. They fought until their campfire was their only source of light, save for Katsuki’s furious blasts. They fought until they were both too exhausted to use their magic, and even then, they kept on fighting with their bare hands, their bodies slippery with sweat as they wrestled fiercely. They fought until they couldn’t stand anymore and the only sounds they could hear were their ragged breaths and the wild beat of their hearts. They fought until they both collapsed on the ground side by side, unable to move.

There was no clear victor that night and for the first time in his life, Katsuki found that he didn’t care. It wasn’t the point. He’d given his all, and so had his opponent. It was all that mattered. It was what calnumékeln was for.

Katsuki had never felt closer to someone than in this instant.

“I think I get it now,” Eijirou said once they’d caught their breaths a little, their drenched bodies quickly cooling in the chill night air. “It’s about earning your name. Like, no matter what happens from now on, you can’t take that right away from me. Is that what it means, Katsuki?”

The sound of his name on Eijirou’s tongue made Katsuki shiver. He smiled, too exhausted and dizzy and euphoric to care about what he must look like. He turned his head toward Eijirou, admiring the way the flames made his expression shift and his eyes glimmer, and nodded.

“You got it, Eijirou,” he said, and oh, the sweetness of that name. How beautiful it sounded on his tongue, now that he’d fought for it; now that he’d shown Eijirou how precious it was to him and Eijirou had done the same.

Eijirou’s smile mirrored his, bright and giddy and full of the sharp, sharp teeth Katsuki admired so much; the very thing that had convinced him to give the redhead stranger a chance, in what now felt like a different life. Katsuki’s heart skipped a beat at the sight. He knew calnumékeln was supposed to be a powerful thing, but now that he’d done it himself, he found that stories didn’t do it justice.

A light breeze rustled the leaves above them and made them shiver, reminding them that they were still very much half naked and at risk of catching a cold.

“We should get dressed and eat something, Katsuki,” Eijirou said, like he couldn’t get enough of the name.

It was a good thing. Katsuki couldn’t get enough of hearing it in his friend’s voice either.

“Damn right, Eijirou,” Katsuki replied, and it tasted like victory on his tongue.

Notes:

I hope you liked it!

Please know that I came up with the concept of calnumékeln at about the same time Bakugou remembered it, but I really like the concept for some reason. I'd been thinking all chapter that it was about time they stopped calling each other by their last name too, but I didn't know how to do it seamlessly. Turns out the solution was to do it seamfully.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 19: Rough Patches

Notes:

Still late but here we are!

CONTENT WARNING: panic attack, also this chapter doesn't end in the best way. You've been warned.

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Everything was just as before for the next few days. Eijirou and Katsuki walked toward their destination, and they quickly fell back into the familiar rhythm they’d established when they first started traveling together.

Everything was just as before, with Eijirou doing most of the talking while Katsuki listened and only showed he was interested with short sentences that could have been entire speeches.

Everything was just as before, with long sparring sessions in the evening and Katsuki trying to teach Eijirou his language over the campfire.

Everything was just as before, and yet, it all felt different because Katsuki was now Katsuki, and Eijirou was now Eijirou. That simple fact cast everything they did in a different light, opening a whole world of intimacy that sharing baths and bedrooms and a tiny tent for months somehow hadn’t.

Eijirou couldn’t get enough of it; couldn’t get enough of hearing his name on Katsuki’s lips, said with that accent he’d grown so used to, like ‘Eijirou’ was always meant to be said like this, drawled at the start to finish with a near growl; couldn’t get enough of saying “Katsuki this” and “Katsuki that” and “Katsuki, look at this pretty flower” and “don’t you think, Katsuki?” all day, enjoying his hard earned right. It was a good name, ‘Katsuki’, Eijirou decided after he got to say it for the first time. It was all hard letters and explosions, a sharp start and barely pronounced middle that ended with stretched lips and an open smile that showed all his teeth and felt like freedom.

Their usual routine had never felt more like home.

As they approached the area where the dragon rumors started, Katsuki’s mood improved gradually. His behavior had returned to normal after they left Recovery Girl and Uraraka, and the more they heard about that infamous dragon, the more convinced he seemed that the rumors were true this time.

“I don’t think it’s a real damn dragon,” he’d said after they left Diees. “The descriptions seem to fit, but how am I supposed to believe someone who’s only heard vague rumors and didn’t even go there?”

“Why are we going, then?” Eijirou had asked.

“Because it’s our best fucking chance.”

After Shalima and what Katsuki had told him about the other baseless leads he’d followed over the years, Eijirou agreed that they shouldn’t get their hopes up. But the rumors started gaining substance barely two days after they left Uraraka, and they hadn’t stopped ever since. At first, they encountered people who kept hearing new rumors. Then, they met someone who knew someone who had actually seen the dragon, describing a gigantic beast made of pure light with a wingspan larger than a house. And now, just a day or two from their destination, they’d even talked to a woman who had seen the beast from afar, saying it was larger than a horse with shiny silver scales.

Katsuki’s mood had really soared when he heard that description, and he’d made the woman retell her story over and over, asking for tiny details that she often couldn’t give. Still, Eijirou didn’t miss the way his friend’s eyes shone every time she could answer one of his questions.

“No doubt about it, it has to be a real fucking dragon this time!” Katsuki said with an excited grin the day they reached Cassiac, the biggest town in the area. It wasn’t much, obviously smaller than Castelmorn, but people from the neighboring villages had told them to go there if they wanted to get more details, consult local maps, and know more about the offered reward.

“What makes you think that?” Eijirou asked, glad to see his friend in such a good mood.

“The reliable descriptions we’ve heard so far all fit, and it has to be serious if there’s an official reward from the local administration.”

Eijirou smiled. He hadn’t thought about it this way, but Katsuki was right!

They were asked if they were here to fight the dragon almost as soon as they reached Cassiac, the second they asked where they could find the town hall. Given how small the town was—barely more than a village, really—it wasn’t hard to find: all they had to do was follow the main road, which only deserved this name because it was larger and better kept than the other dirt roads around.

They met another group of adventurers on their way, two men and two women, going in the opposite direction. Three of them were injured, leaning against each other as they limped away from the town hall.

“You’re here for the dragon too?” one of the men asked.

“Yes,” Eijirou nodded. He paused to take a good look at them, assessing the damages, and asked hesitantly, “Did it… do that?”

The man sighed. “Yeah, that’s the beast. We thought it’d be easy pickings, a single dragon against the four of us, and yet…”

“You shouldn’t go,” said the other man, the only uninjured person in the party. “That beast is dangerous. It’s not that big, but our blades kept ripping against its skin and it even felt like…” He paused. Shivered. “It felt like it was controlling them sometimes. You two won’t stand a chance against it.”

The others agreed weakly. They all looked exhausted.

Katsuki shrugged and made his hand spark with a smirk. “No blades, then.”

“That’s nice, but trust us, you don’t want to face it,” one of the women said. “And if you still decide to go… no matter what, don’t let it lure you under the sun.”

“What? Why the sun?” Eijirou frowned.

“It’ll blind you,” she said. “Its scales are like mirrors, and bright light makes it shine like the sun itself.”

“I never knew light could be so evil…” the first man said solemnly.

Eijirou shivered, taking in their tattered clothes, the impressive bruises on their bodies, their bandaged limbs… Could Katsuki and he really succeed where these four had failed? They looked like seasoned adventurers, and yet…

“I don’t need your fucking warnings, so get out of my way, extras,” Katsuki said, bringing Eijirou’s attention back to him.

All his doubts disappeared the second his eyes landed on his friend. He still looked as confident as before the conversation started, no trace of hesitation in his eyes as he stood proud before them, as if daring anyone to oppose him. Eijirou had no idea what his plan was, or if he even had one, but he knew this: if Katsuki thought they could win, then they would.

Still, if they were going to face the beast, they’d need as much information as they could get.

“Hey, are you gonna stay in town for a bit?” Eijirou asked the adventurers, putting a hand on Katsuki’s arm to make sure he didn’t leave—and pinching him while he was at it to remind him not to be rude.

The four others still looked pretty stunned by his friend’s brash declaration, but soon told them they’d stay the night at the Rolling Chestnut down the road.

“That’s great! How about we join you later and ask a few questions? We’re still going to try our luck, but anything you can tell us about the beast will help.”

The injured man huffed a laugh. “We did that too, and look where it led us… But fine. Come by later and we’ll tell you everything we can.”

“Thank you so much!” Eijirou grinned. “That would be really helpful. Now go rest, you guys look like you need it.”

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“So, what do you think?” Eijirou asked later that day, after they’d talked to the town officials and the group of adventurers at the Rolling Chestnut. “You’re still sure it’s a dragon?”

Eijirou hadn’t heard that many stories about them, but he sure as hell had never heard about dragons that could reflect light and control metal! Still, given the way Katsuki hadn’t stopped grinning all day, the new information they learned hadn’t done anything to change his opinion.

“Of course it’s a fucking dragon,” he said. “Everyone’s giving the same description. So maybe it’s a weird fucking dragon, probably an earth mage who likes metal, but that won’t fucking stop us.”

“Dragons can use magic like us?” Eijirou asked, surprised. He knew they were inherently magic, of course, but that didn’t mean…

“How else are they supposed to use magic, dumbass?” Katsuki scoffed.

“So they have their own affinities and all that? Isn’t that a human thing?”

Katsuki clicked his tongue. “Not only do they use magic just like we do, but they’re damn good at it. And they’re all wind mages too, so be careful about that.”

“What?! All of them?!” Eijirou exclaimed.

“Haven’t met a single dragon who wasn’t one,” Katsuki shrugged. “Doesn’t mean this one’s gonna be good at it, especially if they’re a natural earth mage, but you should still keep that in mind.”

Eijirou opened and closed his mouth a few times, trying to process what his friend had just said.

“Wait, you haven’t… What? Katsuki, you’ve met dragons?! But how? And if you know how to find them, why would you be looking for one here?”

Katsuki’s expression soured at the last question.

“I can’t count on these fuckers. I need another one,” he said quietly, eyes lowered, looking tamer than Eijirou had ever seen him. He shook it off before Eijirou could ask for more and said, “Anyway, we have to fucking hurry if we wanna reach that spot those extras at the town hall were talking about.”

Eijirou nodded and increased his pace, wondering what his friend really meant. He knew there was still a lot he had to learn about Katsuki, but between this and the fact that he was technically a prince…

He sent a quick look in Katsuki’s direction and found him staring resolutely at the path, shoulders hunched and brows furrowed. Eijirou sighed. It didn’t seem like the right time to ask questions.

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“HOLY FUCKING SHIT! MOTHERFUCKERS!”

Katsuki’s curses echoed in the forest as startled birds flew away from the noise.

“Shit, Katsuki! Are you okay? Don’t move, I’ve got you!” Eijirou exclaimed, already rushing to his friend’s side.

“Don’t you fucking dare, you’ll get stung too, you idiot! Just… give me a fucking second.”

“Katsuki, don’t move! I’ll just harden. I’m coming,” Eijirou insisted.

When they started sparring that evening, after setting up camp near the area where the dragon was last seen, Eijirou didn’t expect the situation to take a turn like this.

They’d stopped for the night near a river, and neither of them had spotted the huge patch of nettles until Katsuki missed his landing and fell right in the middle of it, shirtless.

Eijirou hadn’t been stung ever since he’d learned to harden his skin properly, but the memory of the burn was still engraved in his mind. Nettles were no joke. He reached Katsuki in an instant, glad to see that his friend had listened and stopped moving.

Katsuki was a lot larger and heavier than the kids Eijirou usually rescued from nettle patches, but he still managed to throw his friend over his shoulder without making it worse, once he’d cleared the area around him. Katsuki hissed when his inflamed welts touched Eijirou’s hardened skin, but he gritted his teeth until they were both back on safe ground.

Eijirou put him down gently and knelt in front of him to assess the damage.

Katsuki looked terrible: his entire front and back, his arms, his hands, and even part of his neck and shoulders were now covered in tiny bumps and quickly getting redder. His face had thankfully been spared, and his leather pants and thick boots had protected the lower parts of his body, but Eijirou couldn’t help but wince in sympathy at the sight of his uncovered skin.

“Wow, they really did a number on you,” Eijirou said.

“You don’t fucking say…” Katsuki growled. “How the fuck did we miss those fuckers?”

“Sorry, dude… Um, do we have… vinegar or something?”

Katsuki clicked his tongue. “Do you really think we have enough room to carry fucking…” He paused. His eyes widened. “The pickles,” he whispered.

Eijirou’s face lit up and slowly split into a grin. They’d traded for some pickled vegetables just a few days earlier. Katsuki told him that it was too heavy and they didn’t fucking need that, but pickles were some of the only vegetables Eijirou liked, and he’d insisted that they could reuse the juice later for infinite pickles.

“I’m on it!” he exclaimed, running toward his stuff to find the jar and something he could use to apply the pickle juice. His eyes fell on the green headband he’d ruined back in Castelmorn and he smiled. It would be perfect.

“I can’t believe I’m gonna smell like fucking pickles…” Katsuki grumbled when Eijirou rushed back toward him and put some of the pickle juice on his old headband to softly dab his friend’s abused skin with it.

“You should be grateful for my pickles,” Eijirou said with a smug smile.

Katsuki huffed, but didn’t say anything as Eijirou focused on his left arm.

Katsuki was surprisingly compliant for once, calmly accepting Eijirou’s help without even grumbling about it. This would have been unthinkable even just a few weeks ago, especially for something as undignified as a nasty fall in the middle of a thick nettle patch. Eijirou wondered if it was another consequence of calnumékeln, or if Katsuki simply saw it as payback for all the times he’d helped Eijirou with the dry skin on his back.

Eijirou worked without a word, trying to be as fast and efficient as possible. Everything was quiet around them, the silence only interrupted from time to time by Katsuki huffing and swearing under his breath, obviously still mad at the nettles for ruining their sparring session. It was strange, seeing his friend like this after getting so used to his perfect, smooth skin. Even the scars that littered his arms and torso didn’t feel like imperfections in Eijirou’s eyes. All of them, including the thick, jagged one above his right hip, only highlighted how unfairly beautiful Katsuki was, and it made Eijirou feel… feel…

It was something he didn’t like to think about too often. Every time he let his eyes linger on his friend’s body, he felt like he was going to self-combust. But here… there was nothing attractive about the thousands of little bumps that currently covered Katsuki’s upper body. Gone was the unbearable heat simmering under his skin. Instead, all Eijirou could feel was unbridled affection, warming him pleasantly at his core.

“There, you’ll be fine now,” he said once he was done with his friend’s back. “It should get better soon.”

“And what the fuck are we supposed to do until then?” Katsuki grumbled.

“You wait here and tend to the fire if your hands are better,” Eijirou decided. “And I… will avenge you.”

Katsuki huffed a laugh. “And how the fuck are you planning to do that?”

“You’ll see,” Eijirou smiled as he got back up.

He came back a few minutes later with an armful of carefully selected young nettles he’d picked with hardened hands.

“Here, you can cook these,” he announced proudly. “I’ll just rinse them a bit and then they’re all yours.”

Katsuki’s scowl turned into a cruel smile.

“Fuck yeah. I’ll cook the shit out of those fuckers,” he said in a low, threatening voice.

Eijirou smiled at his reaction. He didn’t like nettles, but he’d eat them every day if it meant seeing Katsuki so happy.

.

The dragon was last seen near a locality known as the Split Oak: four houses, one road, a very old oak at the center, and pretty much nothing else. A quick talk with the locals confirmed that they’d seen the beast recently, just east of there, drinking in a nearby pond two days after the four adventurers they’d met attacked it. It was a woodsman who had spotted it, and he’d refused to go back to the forest ever since—not as long as there was a dragon roaming about.

“Fucking coward,” Katsuki scoffed when they left after interrogating everyone they could.

“Come on, dude,” Eijirou said. “It’s a whole dragon that has injured and maybe even killed lots of seasoned adventurers. Of course people are scared!”

Katsuki shrugged. “Whatever, let’s just go to that damn pond and see if we can find something.”

Eijirou followed with a skeptical, “Yeah, sure.”

The whole thing reminded him a lot of their quest to find Shalima, and as boring as the tracking part had been last time, Eijirou wasn’t all that eager to find the beast now. Not after seeing what it was capable of.

He really hoped that Katsuki knew what he was doing, because a few words spoken in the right language wouldn’t save them this time.

.

They set up camp again just out of sight from the pond. As the only source of water in the area, it was their best bet to find the dragon, and they could easily keep their stuff there and explore the area around their camp during the day.

Eijirou had gotten better at tracking since his first quest. Even though they rarely needed that skill, Katsuki had taught him how to hunt and track down wild animals whenever they had the chance, just in case. None of it really mattered at the moment, however, because Eijirou’s mind was wandering.

He was starting to know the forest by now. The pine trees, cork oaks, dry grass, and fragrant herbs from home were long gone, replaced with deciduous trees standing high above a lush carpet of loam and moss, but Eijirou had seen enough different landscapes that it didn’t intimidate him anymore. Still, he found himself jumping at every unfamiliar or sudden sound, expecting danger behind every tree. He’d seen several different kinds of forests during the past months, some much darker and thicker than this one, but none of them had ever hosted live, confirmed dragons.

“You’re nervous?” Katsuki asked, startling him.

“I’m okay,” Eijirou said quickly.

Katsuki smiled, amused. “You’re fucking nervous.”

“I’m not! I mean…” He paused and crossed his arms defensively. Katsuki was going to make fun of him if he admitted he was worried. It wasn’t manly of him to be like this when his friend was so confident. He sighed. “Let’s focus on the tracks.”

Katsuki shrugged and went back to searching.

Looking on the ground, Eijirou noticed more boar tracks, claws marks on a tree that could have been a lynx, or maybe a bear… Did bears mark trees like this, or did they just scratch their backs on them? He couldn’t remember.

“Hey, Katsuki, could this be a bear, you think?” he asked.

No answer.

Too absorbed in his musings, Eijirou hadn’t realized that his friend was gone. He looked around, frowning, and called again.

Nothing.

Damn it, where was he?

“Katsuki? Where are you?” he called, worry dripping in his guts like cold water. Did something happen to him? Could a dragon…

Something moved on his left. He turned toward the sound, hoping to find a small mammal or maybe a bird.

He didn’t notice the real threat coming from behind until it was too late.

Something jumped on his back. Eijirou screamed.

Katsuki burst into laughter.

“Gotcha, dumbass!” his friend exclaimed. He took a step back when Eijirou started thrashing, giggling so hard he couldn’t stand straight.

“Katsuki, what the hell! You scared me!” Eijirou frowned, heart still pounding in his chest.

“Yeah, I saw that,” his friend snickered. “Never thought I’d hear you scream like an offended harpy.”

“I didn’t!” Eijirou protested, a smile tugging at his lips at the sight of Katsuki’s glee, his usual frown replaced with a wide smile and crinkled eyes. “It was a manly scream.”

“Sure it was. Manliest harpy screech I've ever heard,” Katsuki snorted.

He wiped a tear at the corner of his eye, looked up, and laughed again when he saw Eijirou huffing above him with crossed arms, still fighting his own smile.

“You’re so mean,” Eijirou pouted.

Katsuki shook his head and finally calmed down, straightening up slowly.

“You know,” he said when his eyes landed on Eijirou, pensive, “maybe showing your scales like this isn’t a shitty idea.”

Eijirou tensed like a hot blade plunged into icy water, his whole body stiffening so hard he could have snapped.

“I… what?” he started hesitantly, slapping his hands against his cheeks to feel them. Oh, shit… Katsuki was right, there were a few scales under his fingers. “What are you talking about?” he continued weakly, focusing on making them go, hoping he could get away with it this time as well— please let him get away with it. “There are no scales here, see?”

He let his hands fall to reveal smooth skin and tried to smile, heart pounding hard and fast in his chest like the wild gallop of a startled horse. He saw red at the corner of his eye and his legs almost gave in when he realized that the back of his hands was also covered in incriminating, bright red scales. He hid them behind his back, shaking, and forced himself to look up.

Katsuki wasn’t smiling anymore.

“The fuck are you trying to do?” his friend growled, tone dark and threatening, brows furrowed once more. He looked furious, and for the first time since their first meeting, Eijirou found himself being truly scared of him. “I fucking saw that. You think you can keep hiding your shitty scales and pretend it didn’t happen?”

“Katsuki, I don’t know…”

“Shut up!” Katsuki yelled. Eijirou’s mouth snapped shut. “I’m tired of your shit! It’s been months, Shitty Hair! Months!”

Eijirou cowered at the words. Katsuki hadn’t called him that in so long… He didn’t know what to say. He couldn’t do anything. He wanted to run, but his feet were glued to the ground. He felt like a mouse trapped in a corner, and Katsuki was the cat. A very, very angry cat ready to gut him in one strike.

“What the hell is it gonna take for you to fucking trust me, ha? I let you travel with me! I shared my tent with you! I taught you how to fight! I gave you my fucking name! So when the fuck are you gonna stop lying to me, Eijirou?” Katsuki almost spit the last word, pouring in so much contempt it felt toxic, like a sick parody of his name. It hurt.

Eijirou’s mouth opened and closed again, so dry he couldn’t let out a sound.

“I don’t… I don’t…” he stammered, words caught in his throat.

“You don’t what?” Katsuki snapped. “Are you seriously gonna tell me you don’t know what I’m talking about? Now?” He spat on the ground. “You make me sick.”

Eijirou’s ears were ringing at this point, and everything felt like it was coming from far away. He could feel his lips moving, but he had no idea what he was trying to say. His vision was getting blurry. Was he crying, or was he too weak to focus? He couldn’t tell.

“You think I never saw your stupid scales? You think I don’t know what your teeth mean? You think I never heard you purr? For fuck’s sake, did you seriously think I was stupid enough to believe a normal human could hiss like you did?”

Crying, Eijirou noticed distantly. His cheeks were wet, and he could see Katsuki better now. It meant he was crying.

“All this time I’ve spent watching your back, making sure no one saw shit you didn’t want them to, and for what? I’m fucking…”

The ringing in Eijirou’s ears took over. Katsuki’s lips kept moving, but Eijirou couldn’t tell what he was saying. It didn’t matter. Eijirou’s own mouth kept opening and closing uselessly, trying to form words that never came out, his breathing turning more and more erratic until Katsuki turned around and left.

Eijirou fell to his knees.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he whispered around his clogged throat, tears dripping on the ground as he cradled his head in his hands and held his knees tight against his chest. “I don’t know what you’re talking about, I don’t know what you’re talking about I don’t…”

He repeated the sentence over and over, holding it in front of him like a last line of defense, as if there was still someone to hear him. He kept saying it until his breaths became too short and he couldn’t get enough air to let the words out. And even then, his lips kept moving uselessly.

Katsuki was gone.

Notes:

I want to say "I hope you liked it" but um, yeah...
Unless you like pain, that is

I wanted to finish is nicely I swear, but the pace as weird otherwise so... please bear with me?

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 20: Reach Out to the Truth

Notes:

I'm slowly but surely getting my work life back under control, phew!

Sorry for wait, and you have nothing to fear from this chapter

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The sun was getting low on the horizon when Eijirou came back to his senses enough to move. His face was covered with tears and snot he washed away quickly in the pond. He felt exhausted. Empty.

He wanted to curl up on the ground and fall asleep, but he couldn’t. He had to make up with Katsuki, if he could. He had to talk to him. Tell him the truth.

His friend—if Eijirou still deserved to call him his friend now—was right. Eijirou had already shown too much, and denial was an insult at this point. Besides, when had Katsuki ever given him reasons to worry? He was always supportive when it mattered, he made it clear that his culture respected other sapient creatures, he got angry on their behalf, he’d done everything he could to help Eijirou hide who he was from their other friends, he told Eijirou repeatedly that he could talk to him… And all Eijirou had done, this whole time, was lying to him.

He couldn’t do this anymore. He owed Katsuki the truth. He owed him his trust.

Eijirou was relieved to find their little camp just the way they’d left it. The tent was still here, the fire pit was still cold… Katsuki wasn’t there, but at least he hadn’t packed up his things and left as Eijirou feared.

He didn’t know where his friend was now, but his best bet was to stay here and wait for his return. Then, he’d apologize. Then, he’d tell him the truth, or whatever he knew about himself, at least, and hope it was enough.

He couldn’t let things end here. He’d shared Katsuki’s tent and taught him how to open up to people. He’d fought for the right to travel with him, and for his given name. Eijirou had never let anyone get this close to him, not even his own family. Katsuki’s friendship was too precious to lose now, and Eijirou would earn his forgiveness, no matter what it took.

Full of his new resolve, Eijirou lit their fire and waited next to it until night fell, unmoving, preparing what he was going to say.

It was dark when Katsuki finally came back, light footsteps barely heard above the crackling of the fire. Eijirou jumped to his feet.

“Katsuki,” he said. “Look, I… I’m sorry. I’m so sorry for not telling you the truth. I’ll…”

Katsuki shook his head. He wasn't scowling anymore. The cruel twist of his mouth was gone, and the tension in his shoulders had evaporated.

Katsuki didn’t look angry anymore. He looked exhausted.

“Don’t,” he said. “It’s fucking fine, I shouldn’t have rushed you. You tell me when you’re ready.”

Eijirou nodded dumbly and sat back down. Katsuki joined him in his usual spot, plopping down right next to him, their sides barely touching. Eijirou had never felt more grateful for his friend’s familiar heat beside him.

“You sure?” Eijirou croaked. “I can…”

Katsuki shook his head again. “Whenever you’re ready,” he repeated. Paused. “You know I’ll never hurt you for that, right?”

Eijirou’s vision got blurry again. “Yeah,” he whispered. “Yeah, I know that.”

Katsuki nodded. “Good.”

They didn’t say anything after that, sharing a light dinner that was mostly just bread and hard cheese, along with the last of Eijirou’s pickles. They were too exhausted to stay up long, both crawling under the tent and falling asleep almost immediately.

Tomorrow, Eijirou told himself. He’d tell Katsuki everything he knew tomorrow.

.

Eijirou woke up hugging one of Katsuki's arms, the other thrown over Eijirou haphazardly. His friend was scowling in his sleep, brows twitching ever so slightly; a sure sign that he would wake up soon.

Eijirou couldn't tell what time it was, but the sun was up and seemed fairly high already. Noon was still a while away, but they should probably get up soon.

Eijirou didn't want to move. He felt like he'd just crawled out of the ground after being buried in a landslide for days. His mouth was dry, his whole body hurt, and he was starving. That was a motivation to leave the relative comfort of his bedroll, he supposed… 

He slowly disentangled himself from his friend with a groan, forcing himself not to give up and simply go back to sleep when Katsuki trapped him under one of his legs. Eijirou got up on an elbow with a soft chuckle and slowly pushed the stray limb away, repressing the urge to gently brush blond hair out of Katsuki’s face when his friend whined at the lost heat. He was so cute like this, in the soft, dim light of the tent, with his hair in disarray and red marks on his cheek from his makeshift pillow…

“Katsuki,” Eijirou whispered, “wake up, we have a dragon to hunt.”

Katsuki mumbled something, voice rough from sleep and mouth too numb to form anything coherent. He groaned, stretched as much as the small tent allowed, and muttered, “M'awake.”

Eijirou chuckled, stealing one last glance at Katsuki's eyes fluttering open before he stepped out of the tent and stretched his arms as far as they would go, welcoming the sunlight pouring from between the leaves with a loud yawn.

Katsuki joined him not long after, muttering a soft, “Slept well?” as he dug up breakfast from their bags.

“Not long enough,” Eijirou shrugged with a soft smile. “You?”

“Hmm,” was all Katsuki said. “M’starving.”

Eijirou chuckled. “Yeah, me too.”

The events from the day before came back all at once when Katsuki left to fill his small pot with water at the pond and heat it up for the both of them. Eijirou was downing the rest of his waterskin and almost choked on his drink as he remembered his fight with his friend. 

Right. He had to talk to Katsuki, and he had to do it soon. Right now, in fact, he decided, getting up to join him near the pond. Or rather… Well, it could at least wait until Katsuki was back with their hot water. It would give Eijirou more time to figure out what to tell him exactly. Put some order in his jumbled thoughts.

To think he’d prepared his speech so carefully the night before, and he couldn’t even remember how it started now… 

Maybe he should give himself until lunch, after all. In his mind, his parents were still screaming at him not to do it, yelling that keeping who he was a secret was what kept him safe, but their voices were losing their strength, little by little. They were wrong , Eijirou thought for the first time in his life. Keeping who he was a secret was what almost cost him his friendship with Katsuki. It was what would eventually tear them apart if Eijirou didn’t tell him the truth.

“You can’t trust anyone,” his parents said, their words binding him like heavy chains, dragging him down. “Even your family. Even your siblings. If they find out, they might tell someone, and then…” they said with the same tone they used to tell him about the Nibeltos taking him away when he didn’t behave as a kid.

Eijirou almost listened, but the memory of his last conversation with his sister Shizuka snapped him out of it. She knew the truth about him already, or at least as much as Eijirou and their parents did. She’d known her whole life, and she’d kept it to herself. Kept his secret, to keep him safe.

“You know I’ll never hurt you for that, right?” Katsuki asked, just like the night before.

An offered hand. A key. A chance at freedom.

“Yeah,” Eijirou whispered for himself. “Yeah, I know that.”

And just like that, the chains vanished. Learning to show his teeth had been a nice first step, but it wasn’t enough anymore. This secret was no longer a shield to protect him from the world. It was nothing but a burden, and Eijirou would only wither under its weight if he didn’t drop it now, or share it with someone who wouldn't use it against him at least.

He got up to join Katsuki and tell him everything, the words almost burning his tongue as he marched toward the pond.

Eijirou was going to tell him. He was going to walk to Katsuki and say, “You’re right, I’m not human. I don’t know what I am, but–”

A scream, unmistakably Katsuki. An explosion. An inhuman roar.

Eijirou ran.

He reached the pond just in time to find Katsuki on the other side, pot forgotten, throwing himself at a huge, angry silver dragon. Eijirou cursed when he realized he wouldn’t be able to cross the pond in one jump like Katsuki had. He’d have to run all the way around it, and…

Damn it, why did his friend have to throw himself into harm’s way like that? Did he not realize how dangerous it was? The beast was clumsy, much more than Eijirou would have thought, and the sound of Katsuki’s explosions seemed to confuse it, but it was still fast and had teeth that looked the size of Eijirou’s hand. If it caught Katsuki once, it would be all over!

Katsuki was still as graceful and agile as ever as he danced around the dragon, throwing explosion after explosion to keep disorienting it. For a second, Eijirou found himself thinking that his friend might be able to do it, after all. But they were partners, and there was no way Eijirou would let him face this monster alone. His friend needed him.

He ran.

.

“Die, fucker!” Katsuki yelled as he launched another attack at the silver dragon.

The explosion drowned whatever the beast would have answered, and the smoke cleared up to reveal a shiny skin made of metal.

The fucker was tough, that was for sure—almost as much as Eijirou. But it didn’t matter. Katsuki could beat his friend, and a puny dragon wasn’t going to stop him!

Something was wrong with that metalhead, though. Katsuki had done everything right to show him that this wasn’t a fight with actual ill-intent, and yet the dragon still fought like his life was on the line. Metalhead’s teeth snapped near Katsuki’s middle and he threw himself back with an explosion that reached the dragon’s snout. Metalhead jumped back with an angry roar.

Pushing his advantage, Katsuki kept attacking, yelling at him to fucking yield already, dammit! The dragon didn’t listen and launched another attack, aiming at the same spot.

Something was really, really wrong.

Metalhead wasn’t fighting like any dragon Katsuki knew. There was no strategy behind his moves, he was simply reacting to Katsuki’s attacks and striking back desperately, almost like…

“Katsuki, I’m here!” Eijirou yelled behind the dragon.

Katsuki looked up to find his friend running in his direction.

Eijirou was mostly hardened already, rock-hard skin pulled back from his face to put his dangerous teeth on full display, white and sharp like the ridges of Katsuki’s native mountains. He roared as he charged the dragon head on and tried to push him out of balance.

It was a mistake.

The dragon snapped around, jaw open, ready to bite Eijirou’s head off.

“Watch out!” Katsuki yelled, throwing caution in the wind as he created bigger explosions in the hope that the dragon would leave his friend alone and focus on him again.

The bite never came.

The dragon stopped just before reaching Eijirou and jumped back with a flap of his wings, landing just out of reach.

“You’re a shifter like me!” the dragon exclaimed in rushed Draconic. “Tell your friend to stop attacking me!”

As Katsuki should have expected, Eijirou didn’t understand a word. Metalhead looked at Eijirou expectantly as he ran toward Katsuki, his now unhardened face full of concern.

Katsuki stopped him and stepped closer to the dragon, keeping his cape close to his body and his head slightly lowered to show he meant no harm—even if he was starting to suspect that it was pointless.

“He won’t understand you,” he said in Mixed Draconic. “You’ll have to talk to me.”

The dragon startled. “But… he’s a dragon shifter, I can smell it,” he said. “And you smell a bit like him, but I can tell you’re human. Why would you speak Draconic and not him?”

Katsuki sighed. “Long story. Now, are we fighting or what?”

“No!” the dragon exclaimed, huffing hot air in Katsuki’s face while his wings flared in frustration. “Why would we do that? I’m in no shape to fight!”

Katsuki tilted his head slightly, and his suspicions were confirmed as soon as he got a closer look at the dragon’s head. His eyes were fucked up, and he probably couldn’t see shit with how infected they were.

“The fuck happened to you?” Katsuki asked. “Is that why you’re not shifting back?”

“Yes! Finally! Yes, I’m stuck! I’ve been stuck like this for weeks, you guys have to help me!”

“S’just your eyes, though…” Katsuki pointed out.

The dragon sighed. “I messed up my wing earlier, and I was attacked by a group of hunters before it was done healing. They did this to my eyes before I got rid of them, and I don’t want to shift back if it’s gonna make it worse. Besides, I have no idea where the villages are. Even if I shifted back, I wouldn’t know where to go.”

Katsuki clicked his tongue at the explanation. This was really, really not how he expected this encounter to go. They were supposed to fight until the dragon yielded, then he would owe Katsuki a favor and Katsuki could ask him to take him home. And take Eijirou with them while he was at it.

“Katsuki, what’s going on?” Eijirou asked, concerned. “Are you… talking to the dragon?”

“Shit, he really doesn’t know?!” the dragon exclaimed.

Katsuki ignored him and turned toward his friend. “Yeah,” he said. “I’m talking to the dragon. He’s a shifter and he’s stuck in this form until we can find a way to heal his eyes, apparently.”

“A shifter ? Are you kidding me?”

Oh, fuck…

What the hell?

Katsuki hadn’t paid attention to his friend’s reaction when Elbows and Dunce Face had the gall to tell him that dragon shifters couldn’t be a thing, but… Did Eijirou seriously think they didn’t exist and wouldn’t even make a believable legend? But then, what the hell did that idiot think he was?!

Shit… Fuck… Okay, that was a whole barrel of worms he didn’t have time to open right now. First, they should focus on Metalhead, and as soon as they had time, Katsuki was going to have a serious conversation with his friend. Whether he liked it or not.

“Why would I fucking joke about that?” Katsuki asked, more annoyed now that he had another thing to worry about. And a major one, if what Cheeks and Recovery Girl said was true…

“I don’t know! It’s just… a lot to take in. That dragons can speak, and they can be shifters, and you understand them, and…”

“He can understand you too, apparently,” Katsuki replied.

“He can?!” Eijirou yelled. Froze. Thought for a second. And added, deflating, “Oh, wow…”

“How does he not know about that?” the dragon asked again with nervous growls and twitching wings, baffled.

“He was raised by humans,” Katsuki explained.

“Oh… Damn. And you didn’t tell him anything?”

“He doesn’t trust me yet,” Katsuki gritted. “And… Forget it, that’s none of your business, Metalhead.”

“I have a name! I’m Tetsutetsu of Kalir.”

“Never heard of that place… Oh wait, you mean the one where there’s the Spring Love Festival?”

“Yeah! Seriously, how do you know all that?”

“None of your business,” Katsuki repeated.

“What are you guys saying?” Eijirou asked shyly.

“His name is Tetsutetsu,” Katsuki summed up. It sounded like a stupid ass name once adapted to human speech, but since the idiot didn’t react, it was really his human name and Katsuki hadn’t messed up the translation.

“Oh, that’s cool. Um… I’m Kirishima,” his friend said, raising his hand hesitantly. “Nice to meet you?”

“Nice to meet you too,” Metalhead said, bowing his head respectfully.

The answer must have been clear enough, because Eijirou turned toward Katsuki with an excited look and a bright grin that said something like ‘Look, Katsuki! I’m talking to a dragon! Did you see?’

Damn, Katsuki loved that stupid, adorable look. It made him want to… pinch his friend’s stupidly soft cheeks or some shit.

“What’s your name, by the way, rude one?” Metalhead asked. “Katsuki, right?”

“Don’t you fucking dare,” Katsuki hissed. “I’m Bakugou, and when was I rude, Metalhead?”

“Right now,” Metalhead huffed. “And when you attacked me without warning. I could have killed you!”

“Ha, as if!” Katsuki scoffed. “And I did fucking warn you, your dumb ass just didn’t see it.”

“Oh… right. My bad.” A pause. “Wait why the hell would you attack me anyway?!”

“Doesn’t matter anymore,” Katsuki said with a wave of his hand.

“So, what do we do now, Katsuki?” Eijirou asked. “He’s injured and needs our help, right?”

“Yeah… We should probably go back to Recovery Girl,” Katsuki said, ignoring Metalhead's protests.

“You think she’ll know what to do?” Eijirou frowned. “That’s a whole dragon, dude. She may be good, but…”

“You’re talking about the old healer on the mountainside east from here, right?” Metalhead asked, perking up.

“You know her?”

“Yeah! My mate’s city flies over her place every year. She’ll know what to do!”

“Metalhead says she can help,” Katsuki translated.

“Really? Wow, I wouldn’t have imagined. How does he even know her?”

“There’s a lot you don’t fucking imagine,” Katsuki muttered under his breath.

“What did you say?” Eijirou asked.

“Fucking nothing.”

“So… Are we going now? Just like that?”

Katsuki crossed his arms and thought for a moment. It probably wasn’t a good idea to just leave. If people in Cassiac didn’t hear back from them, they’d send more adventurers after Metalhead. It’d take at least two weeks for Eijirou and him to travel from here to the healer and back, without counting however long she’d need to prepare the medication, and there was no way Metalhead would be healed instantly either. The easiest way would be to bring the dragon with them, but they’d have to leave the forest and travel in the open for most of the way, so that was out of the question, even if they only traveled by night.

Fuck, a plain fight would have been so much easier than this shit.

“Katsuki, I can tell you’re reaching tons of conclusions right now and I think you should share them,” Eijirou pointed out.

Katsuki clicked his tongue, annoyed, but Eijirou was right.

“We can’t just leave, or Metalhead’ll have to fend off more people who’ll try to kill him,” he explained. “And we can’t take him with us either, it’s too dangerous. So we’ve gotta find a way to hide him until we come back, and make sure everyone thinks he’s dead already.”

“Oh… I guess you’re right,” Eijirou said.

“Yeah, that sounds about right,” Metalhead grumbled. His tail slowly swayed from left to right as he thought. “I know there’s a pit with caves not too far,” he added after a moment. “I couldn’t hide there because of my eyes, but that's where I was staying before I got injured. If I can eat enough to last a couple of weeks, maybe I can hide there until you’re back with the medication?”

“Could work,” Katsuki nodded. “Any idea how much food you’re gonna need?”

“As much as you can get? I don’t know… I know I can eat a lot at once in this form and not have to feed myself for weeks in theory but I’ve never had to do that for real! Maybe like… two boars or something?”

“We can do that,” Katsuki nodded. Then, he turned toward Eijirou again and translated their conversation for him.

“That’s great! So all we have to do now is figure out how to make sure people think he’s dead, right?” Eijirou grinned.

Katsuki nodded, but even though his friend’s bright smile made his lips twitch to mirror him, he didn’t quite share his enthusiasm. Of course, they could fucking do that. They could do anything they wanted. Still, hunting that much, finding the caves, dropping Metalhead there safely, and making sure people thought the dragon was gone for good was a tall fucking order, and they’d have to work fast.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! Especially the fact that finally, after 20 chapters, we can meet a real dragon! (well, a shifter but he's in dragon form so it counts)

Nevermind the fact that the Talk is delayed again

As alway, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 21: Longing for Home

Notes:

Am I late or can this be considered normal posting time by now? Who knows...

Anyway, enjoy!

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Chapter Text

Eijirou was exhausted, both physically and mentally. He was thrilled. He was worried. He was a little scared. He was stuck in a whirlwind of emotions he was too tired to even really feel, let alone process.

More importantly, he was flying high above the forest on the back of a mostly blind dragon.

That was a lot, but all he could do for now was roll with it. Both metaphorically and literally.

Hanging on for dear life on Tetsutetsu’s neck, Eijirou yelled in the general direction of the dragon’s ear, “You can land a little to the left!”

He still couldn’t believe the dragon understood him. He’d seen Katsuki talk to him and they’d even interacted personally a few times, since the dragon apparently had a solid grasp on Plainspeak— “but don’t use slang or anything too complicated, he says he’s just average” Katsuki said—but it was still a lot to take in.

Katsuki’s explosions resounded next to them and Eijirou let out a sigh of relief as his friend yelled instructions in a language he didn’t understand between each blast. One of them hit Tetsutetsu square on the chest and he fell. They both fell.

Eijirou screamed.

He knew Tetsutetsu wasn’t really injured and was still in control. He knew the dragon would cushion their fall if needed. He knew neither of them was really at risk, since they could both harden in their own ways and withstand the impact. Still, the freefall was terrifying.

Eijirou’s reaction wasn’t very manly, but at least if he yelled loud enough, it’d make the whole scene more realistic, right? After all, the aim was to make sure people saw them fight and didn’t ask too many questions later, when there was no body to back their claim that the dragon had been slain.

The landing was loud and messy. Eijirou protected himself as well as he could while still staying on the dragon’s back, unsure for a moment where was up. Dizzy and still disoriented, he let himself slide down, hitting the ground on wobbly feet. The world spun around him for a few seconds as he checked himself up, and wow. He couldn’t believe he’d survived that without even a scratch.

Katsuki landed after them in a flurry of explosions.

“DIE, YOU SHITTY LIZARD!” he yelled.

The dragon hissed something back, and Katsuki barked a laugh.

“Now you two go while I fucking wreck this place,” he added for Eijirou.

Eijirou nodded. Keeping a hand on Tetsutetsu’s shoulder, he carefully guided the dragon back toward the caves while Katsuki splattered blood from their hunt around, burning trees and pretending he was blowing the dragon to bits.

Eijirou gulped nervously. He really hoped it would work. It was almost night by now and he doubted they would be caught, but there was still so much that could go wrong… What if people didn’t believe them? What if Eijirou got lost? What if he missed the pit and fell? What if he failed at guiding Tetsutetsu to the cave and they both got hurt?

As they made their way through the forest, Eijirou found himself tracing the surprisingly warm scaly skin under his fingers. Despite everything, he still couldn't believe he was touching an actual dragon. Tetsutetsu's scales were larger and smoother than a sahaleim's. The skin seemed tougher. It didn't feel real. And yet… 

Eijirou couldn’t hold back a sigh of relief when they reached their destination. They walked carefully down the narrow, dangerous path down until they were at the mouth of the cave, nicely hidden behind foliage. The dragon growled something, looked at Eijirou expectantly for a few seconds, hissed something else, did something with his wings that looked a lot like a shrug, and walked inside, where the last deer Katsuki and Eijirou had hunted this afternoon was waiting for him.

Eijirou waited until he heard the two short growls that announced that everything was fine, and he walked back to the clearing where he’d left Katsuki, hoping no one would find Tetsutetsu there while they were gone.

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Katsuki had done an excellent job at ruining that clearing. It reeked of burnt wood and bones, the smell assaulting Eijirou’s nostrils long before he even reached it. Entire trees were lying on the ground, some of them completely charred. There was barely a blade of grass still standing. The whole clearing was like a spot of greys and blacks in the middle of the lush green forest.

“What d’you think?” Katsuki asked as he finished dusting the ashes on his cape.

“Wow, that’s… impressive,” Eijirou said. “I’m amazed the whole forest didn’t catch fire.”

“First thing they teach you when you learn how to control fire is how to put it out,” Katsuki shrugged.

“I thought you’d learned everything by yourself,” Eijirou pointed out with a smile as Katsuki crouched to grab a handful of ashes on the ground.

“I learned to create explosions and control them on my own,” Katsuki explained as he sprinkled it on Eijirou’s hair, making him struggle to hold back a sneeze. The things he’d do to make their story more believable… “I was taught most of the other tricks. Especially how to stop fires.” He took a step back to appraise his work after rubbing some soot on Eijirou’s cheek and nodded, satisfied. “How’d it go with Metalhead?”

“He’s fine. So what’s the plan now?”

Katsuki looked up at the now dark sky, pensive, and decided, “We should head back to the camp. Maybe spend the night there.” He smiled, and added, “If we spar seriously before bed, it’ll add a few bruises.”

“I don’t think I have the energy to spar. I’m beat,” Eijirou admitted. They got lucky with hunting between the three of them, but finding that much food in so little time took a lot of energy. Going back to their tent and getting some sleep before they went back to the Split Oak sounded heavenly. Although… Eijirou paused for a few seconds as realization slowly dawned on him. Katsuki shrugged and walked away. “Wait,” Eijirou said as he jogged to catch up with him. “If we’re going to bed, then why would I need to be covered with soot? Aren’t we going to clean up anyway?”

Katsuki’s shit eating grin was his only answer.

“Why, you little…” Eijirou hissed at the confirmation he’d been pranked.

Katsuki jumped away when Eijirou tried to grab him and started running at Eijirou’s second attempt.

“Come back here, you asshole!” he yelled, barely able to contain his laughter as Katsuki’s cackles rang in the forest ahead of him.

They raced to the camp as if they didn’t spend the whole day roaming the forest, hunting and dragging heavy carcasses around. Eijirou managed to tackle Katsuki to the ground when they arrived, and they wrestled like kids, smearing dirt and leaves on each other’s faces until they were covered in it, their mad giggles echoing in the clearing and up the night sky.

“S’gonna take hours to clean up now,” Katsuki said once they calmed down.

Their fire wasn’t lit yet, and the sun had set for good, leaving them with so little light that Eijirou could barely make out Katsuki’s face next to his.

“Whose fault is that?” Eijirou asked, still smiling.

“Yours. I’m not the one who got pissed at a little soot,” Katsuki replied, amused.

“Maybe you shouldn’t have covered me with it in the first place,” Eijirou protested, unable to repress his chuckles.

Katsuki snorted. “Can’t believe you let me do that and didn’t even ask why.”

“Because I trusted you,” Eijirou whined. “And you betrayed me! How could you?”

“T’was too tempting,” Katsuki shrugged.

He sat back up a moment later and announced, “I’ll take care of the fire. You go clean up a bit and grab the food.”

Eijirou nodded and got up with a groan. They helped each other get rid of all the dirt and moss they were both covered in, ate a quick dinner, and fell asleep as soon as they crawled inside their tent.

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Eijirou was still half asleep the next morning when they packed up camp and walked back toward the Split Oak. His whole body was as sore as the day after he’d calnumékeln- ed with Katsuki. It was probably for the best, if they wanted to look like they were back from an epic fight against a dragon.

Damn, they’d really met a dragon the day before…

The thought shook Eijirou awake a little, but not enough for him to gather his thoughts and ask Katsuki for answers. He had so many questions that he didn’t even know where to start. By the time he finally opened his mouth to ask Katsuki how he knew how to speak dragon, the Split Oak was already in view and it was too late.

Much like in Castelmorn, they were welcomed as heroes. There were thirty people at best in the whole locality, but their cheers were just as loud as back then when Katsuki announced that the dragon was defeated, proudly brandishing a fang he got from Tetsutetsu the day before—a loose one that was going to fall anyway, apparently.

Everyone wanted to go to Cassiac with them when they finished explaining how, after their epic fight in the sky, they managed to strike down the dragon and defeat it in a clearing nearby. They all walked back there, since it was more or less on the way, and people gasped when they saw the level of destruction there. Even Eijirou found it even more impressive in the morning sun than it had been at dusk the previous day.

No one questioned them when they explained that the dragon’s body had been completely annihilated and the fang was all they could retrieve, along with a few burnt scales—also loose ones Tetsutetsu gave them willingly.

Someone must have rushed ahead to Cassiac to tell everyone the good news, because the whole town seemed to know they were coming when they arrived late in the afternoon. The officials even welcomed them at the entrance themselves.

Eijirou would have felt bad about lying to them if the locals hadn’t been doing most of the talking from there. As soon as Katsuki and he shared a detail about their ‘fight’, someone from the Split Oak was there to blow it out of proportions.

Kaminari had told him once that true legends had a life of their own; that the entertainment value was more important than the facts. Eijirou could see it now, happening in real time. By the time they reached the small town hall to get their reward, people were saying the beast was powered by the sun and its skin got softer at night, praising their cunning for starting the fight at dusk. By the time they were done convincing everyone that they really couldn’t stay longer the next day, people were talking about how the beast kept regenerating and that was why its body had to be completely destroyed. By the time they left Cassiac, Eijirou heard a few people whisper about how true heroes like them never rested; how they must have been secretly sent by the king himself.

By the time Cassiac was far behind them and they were away from earshot, Eijirou’s head was full of questions again.

“So, Katsuki,” he started slowly, sending a quick look around to make sure they were truly alone. “Would you, um… would you mind telling me where you learned to speak dragon?”

Katsuki sent him a glance, looking almost surprised at the question. His eyes went back on the road as he said, “First of all, it’s called Draconic. And I only speak Mixed Draconic, the language of dragon shifters.”

Eijirou frowned. “Mixed?”

Katsuki clicked his tongue, visibly annoyed by his ignorance. Eijirou resisted the urge to remind him that this clearly wasn’t common knowledge.

“All dragons speak Draconic. That’s what Metalhead was speaking yesterday,” Katsuki explained. “But it’s full of sounds humans can’t make and it relies a lot on body language, including tail and wings, meaning shifters can’t use it in human form. So they adapted it into a language that works for humans.”

“Right…” Eijirou said slowly. He kicked a rock a few times on the road, and asked, pensive, “It’s the language you’ve been muttering under your breath this whole time, isn’t it?”

“Yeah.”

Eijirou nodded, unsure what to think. So it wasn’t a Barbarian dialect, huh… It seemed that Eijirou wasn’t the one hiding the biggest secrets, after all.

“So… Are you a shifter?” he asked, trying to keep his mind off the twinge of hurt he felt at the thought that his friend had kept so much hidden from him on purpose. … Or maybe it was Eijirou’s fault. Maybe Katsuki would have told him if he’d asked questions instead of trying to keep his own secrets buried.

Katsuki turned toward him like he'd just said something stupid, blinked once, and exclaimed with an annoyed frown, “Of course not, dumbass!”

Eijirou crossed his arms with a huff. “Come on, it’d make sense!” he pouted.

“No it doesn't! Have you ever seen me shift?”

“You could have hidden it well,” Eijirou pointed out.

Katsuki shook his head, his frown gone. “I wouldn’t hide that shit from you. Not now.”

Eijirou’s guts twisted with guilt at the reminder that he was still hiding himself from his friend, even after saying he’d tell him the truth. But he had more important questions at the moment.

“So how did you learn, then?” he asked. “And wait, I thought shifters lived among humans, so why do the dragon ones have their own language? Do they all do that?”

“No, it’s only dragon shifters. And they’re different from the others. They don’t live among humans anymore.”

“How come?”

Katsuki shrugged. “Dunno. It’s been a long, long time, so there are only legends. Something about humans and other sapients being scared and jealous of them, so the great dragon gods rose to the sky and offered them a home there. I don’t know how much of that is true.”

“Where do they live, then?”

“I told you. In the sky.”

The look Katsuki sent him told Eijirou that he was absolutely serious. It didn’t mean Eijirou was going to believe something that crazy.

“In the sky,” he repeated, and it sounded even more impossible now that he’d said it himself. “How?”

“Did you listen to a single word I fucking said?” Katsuki huffed. “They live on the great dragons, the Old Ones.”

“No, you see, I listened to every word you said, carefully, but they just don’t make sense when you put them together. So you’ll have to explain that a little better.”

Katsuki let out another annoyed sigh, but he seemed ready to make an effort as he explained, “So. Dragons, actual dragons—or the Old Ones, at least—never stop growing, and can live for millennia. And when they get really old, they just fly, constantly, and get big enough that you can build entire villages on their backs, with fields and everything. That’s where the dragon shifters live. The Old Ones give them a home, and in exchange, the shifters take care of them.”

“So you’re telling me they live on the back of gigantic dragons that are flying… what, around the world?”

“Yeah,” Katsuki said with a nod, like it was the most natural thing in the world and not the craziest statement Eijirou had ever heard.

Eijirou shook his head. “Dude, that’s just crazy. How am I supposed to believe that?”

“You let me smear ashes on your stupid face without complaining yesterday and now you’re questioning me?”

“See? You shouldn’t have betrayed my trust like that!” Eijirou said with a smile, trying to cover his confusion behind a layer of humor.

To his relief, Katsuki huffed a laugh at that, rolling his eyes. But when his friend looked at him again, his intense gaze was very, unmistakably serious.

“They hide in the clouds,” he said. “That’s why you never see them. Old Ones are the only beings who live long enough to master all kinds of magic, so they can keep the people on their backs warm and shelter them from the winds. And they fly so high that only a dragon or a trained shifter can reach them. Even harpies can’t go there.”

“So they’re isolated?”

“Not really,” Katsuki shrugged. “They travel between dragon cities when they fly close enough, and they come down to hunt and trade with people on the ground.”

“And that’s how you met them?”

Katsuki nodded. Paused. Hesitated. “There’s a dragon city that flies above the Golden Mountains every year. But I didn’t just meet them,” he admitted. “I grew up with them.”

“In a dragon city?”

“In a fucking dragon city,” he nodded.

“But you’re not a shifter yourself?”

Katsuki shook his head. “It’s a long story.”

When he didn’t say more, Eijirou frowned and said, “And…?”

“What, ‘and’?” Katsuki asked.

“You told me you grew up in the Golden Mountains,” Eijirou frowned. Had his friend been lying to him this whole time?

“I didn’t lie about that,” Katsuki said. “I just didn’t spend my whole childhood there. And you kept asking about the Golden Mountains, so I answered your questions.”

Right, just like Eijirou had asked to learn Barbarian specifically instead of the language his friend muttered under his breath from time to time…

“So…” Eijirou insisted when his friend still didn’t tell him more. “You’re not gonna tell me the rest? How did you end up spending part of your childhood there? Is that a tradition or something?”

Katsuki pouted. Thought for a few seconds. Sighed. “No one bothered telling me the details but it was some sort of punishment,” he finally explained. “For my parents. So from like… five to fifteen, I lived there.”

“A punishment?”

Katsuki nodded.

“Like… They took you away from your family?”

Nod.

Wow… That sounded incredibly cruel. Not only for Katsuki’s parents, but mostly for Katsuki himself , who probably had nothing to do with whatever his family needed to be punished for. How could they do that? And to a little kid, no less! That was… That was…

“That’s messed up,” Eijirou said, cursing his inability to find better words to express how sick the idea made him.

Katsuki shrugged. “I don’t care. I liked it there.”

“Yeah? They treated you well?”

“Sure. It’s not like I had anything to do with whatever my parents had done.”

“But they still took you away from them,” Eijirou pointed out. He couldn’t believe Katsuki didn’t find it as unfair as he did. Anger was burning in his chest like hot coal just thinking about what his friend went through, and Katsuki was just… shrugging like it was all perfectly normal!

“I guess that was fair,” his friend said, seemingly unbothered.

Eijirou’s anger was now coursing through his veins like melted steel.

“Anyway, that’s why I wanted to find a dragon,” Katsuki continued, blind to the rage oozing from Eijirou in thick waves. “I wanna go back.”

Eijirou almost tripped on his feet at the words, his unbridled wrath replaced with confusion all at once. “You wanna what?”

“Go back there,” Katsuki said. “Home.”

“Home,” Eijirou repeated slowly. “To the people who took you away from your family when you were five for the sake of revenge.”

“Stop focusing on that,” Katsuki snapped. “It doesn’t fucking matter. They had a deal, they fulfilled the deal, I don’t fucking care about that.”

“Okay but why go back?” Eijirou asked.

He wanted to understand, he really did, but he couldn’t. He wouldn’t have forgiven anyone who had tried to take him away from his family. Even if Eijirou’s real parents had shown up when he was five with proof that he was their son, he wouldn’t have accepted it. Why would Katsuki not only forgive the ones who did this to him, but want to go back to them?

“Look…” Katsuki started, visibly agitated with the way his mouth contorted and his hands twitched. “When I was five, the Hag took me aside and said ‘From now on, you’re gonna live with the dragon shifters in the sky, ain’t it fucking cool?’ and then I was sent the fuck away with no fucking explanation. And I made my home there. It was fucking hard to keep up when I had no wings and all kids were doing all day was flying, but I taught myself, and I had friends, and my entire fucking life was up there. And suddenly, I was taken aside again and told ‘Congratulations, you can now go back home’ and they fucking sent me back and I didn’t know these people anymore, okay? I didn’t even remember them! So I don’t fucking care about my tribe and all that shit, they can all die for all I care!”

Katsuki had grown more and more frustrated as his explanation went, sounding almost like a petulant child as his voice broke in places and he started stomping with each step. Eijirou had never seen him like this. He’d seen Katsuki annoyed and he’d seen him furious, but he’d never seen him this… hurt. Especially when his friend paused, took a deep breath, and added quietly, like something was broken deep inside him,

“I just wanna go home.”

Eijirou still couldn’t understand his reasoning, but he could tell how important it was for Katsuki; how painful it was for him to be away from the people he’d chosen as his family—no matter how undeserving they sounded to Eijirou. Katsuki’s eyes were glistening with tears, and Eijirou’s heart broke at the sight. He wanted to do something, anything to fix this and let his friend know he was here for him, but he had no idea how to help.

“And you can’t ask your old friends?” Eijirou asked softly, eyes brimming with sympathetic tears he knew his friend wouldn’t appreciate.

Katsuki shook his head, wiping his eyes angrily with an arm. “They act like they don’t fucking know me. The Hag must have threatened them or some shit.”

“I’m sorry,” Eijirou said, wondering if his friend would appreciate a hug right now. Eijirou really, really wanted that. Katsuki looked like he needed it too, with the way he tucked his cape tightly around himself.

Eijirou tentatively started walking closer, making their sides brush from time to time, but Katsuki took a step aside and he didn’t insist.

“They promised,” his friend muttered, not looking at him, like he was talking to himself. “When I said I didn’t wanna go back, they said to just give it a month and if I was still not happy, they’d take me back before Maito left the Golden Mountains. And then they told me to give it a year, and I fucking did. And after a whole fucking year, they…” His voice cracked and Katsuki bit his lower lip.

He was pouting like a child, but it wasn’t the cute expression Eijirou was used to. This one wasn’t melting his heart, it was crushing it.

“Well,” Eijirou started, still unsure what to do, “You’ve got Tetsutetsu now. I’m sure he’ll help you when he’s all healed. He’ll owe you that.”

He tried to conclude with an encouraging smile, but it fell the second he realized what his words implied. As soon as they healed Tetsutetsu, it would be over. Katsuki would go back home like he wanted, and so would Tetsutetsu. And Eijirou…

What was he going to do? Would he go back home? He didn’t even have a tent! Would Katsuki give him his? With his current experience, it probably wouldn’t be too hard for him to go back to Diees and find a caravan there that would take him home, too. If he could find one heading toward Tosola, he could drop it there and go home on his own. But did he want to go home? Sure, Eijirou missed his family and he was planning to go back, eventually, but… this was so soon! Fall was already here and he knew winter would be best spent home, helping his family, but then what? Was Eijirou’s adventuring life really going to end like this?

Would Katsuki want him to come along, maybe? Would Eijirou even say yes, if he was offered? Living on a dragon in the sky sounded exciting, but how long would Eijirou have to stay? Would he ever be able to go back home if he accepted?

He shook his head. Maybe he could try to find Kaminari, Sero, and Jirou, when Katsuki was gone. Stay with them for a bit, maybe find other people to go on adventures with come spring… But none of them would be Katsuki. Maybe they would joke around with him, but they wouldn’t build his confidence in his own abilities. Maybe they’d tell him stories about their past adventures unprompted, but they wouldn’t fight for his first name. And even if they did, even if Eijirou somehow managed to find people who helped him in subtle ways, accepted him just the way he was, and encouraged him to become a better version of himself every day… It just wouldn’t be the same.

Eijirou tried to swallow the lump in his throat and almost choked on it. Taking a deep breath, he forced himself to smile, and asked with the cheeriest tone he could muster, “So, how’s life up there?”

He needed to think about something else. They both needed it, judging by the way Katsuki also seemed to be spiraling, looking sullenly at his feet as they walked in silence.

His friend looked up, and his eyes lightened up just a bit. “Packed,” he said hoarsely. “You’re never really on your own. Most houses are built on the dragon’s flanks and they’re tiny as fuck, so people stay outside most of the time. Kids are all raised together. Even meals are a community thing.”

“Yeah? That doesn’t sound like something you’d like,” Eijirou pointed out. Katsuki kept insisting that he didn’t need anyone and enjoyed being on his own, and this was the exact opposite.

His friend shrugged with a soft, wistful look. “It was life.”

Eijirou spent the day asking him about the dragon cities, determined to keep both their minds away from their worries for the time being. He learned about how every kid had to wear a little parachute until they were able to fly, how everyone had to be a more or less skilled wind mage to live there, how no one had expected Katsuki to be able to fly until he managed to combine his learned wind magic with his natural explosions and prove them all wrong… He learned about how important the dragon they lived on was for everyone, how special events were held on the dragon’s head so they’d feel included, how it was everyone’s duty to make sure they were well taken care of…

Eijirou learned a lot that day, and by the time they went to bed, he could tell his friend was feeling better.

Eijirou, though… he was still anxious. He thought he was ready to do anything for his friend, but would he really be fine if the price for Katsuki’s happiness was their friendship? Was it selfish of him to want things to keep going like this, just for a little longer?

He turned around to face his friend, knowing that he wouldn’t be able to see anything in the darkness of the tent, and scratched his itchy wrist nervously. His head sort of hurt, he realized, wondering how long his worries had distracted him from the pain.

If Eijirou really focused, he could vaguely distinguish Katsuki’s pale face in the dark. He couldn’t tell if his friend looked relaxed, but at the very least, he looked asleep.

Eijirou thought again about how, soon, this would be over too. Sharing a tent with his friend, sparring in the evening, being by his side… He was going to miss Katsuki so much the mere thought of never seeing him again was unbearable. There was no way a bit of fabric was going to fill the hole his absence would leave in Eijirou’s heart.

Tears dripped along his nose and into his pillow, and Eijirou tried his best to sniffle silently, careful not to wake up his sleeping best friend. Katsuki’s hand twitched near his head. Feeling childish and a little stupid, Eijirou covered it with his own, holding his breath as he felt the surprisingly soft skin on the back of his friend’s hand under his fingers, and the unnatural warmth emanating from it.

Katsuki didn’t wake up, and Eijirou started breathing again. He knew it wouldn’t change anything, but he still relaxed at the contact, as if grabbing his friend’s hand and not letting it go would be enough to make him stay by his side.

Tears drying, Eijirou fell asleep to the sound of Katsuki’s peaceful breathing.

Notes:

This probably wasn't the conversation you wanted these two to have, but it's coming I promise. Just a little more patience.

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Chapter 22: Facing Your True Self

Notes:

Hi everyone! Earlier than usual for this chapter, which is a good thing because I'm really excited for you to read it!

Content Warning: Blood, mild body horror

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Katsuki’s hand was cold. Eijirou was gone.

Fuck, how did he not feel him leaving? How long had Eijirou been gone? Was it too late to find him?

All remnants of sleep gone in an instant, Katsuki sat up and forced himself to breathe slower, quieter, so he could hear the sounds of the forest around him. There were footsteps in the distance, he realized. Eijirou couldn’t be far.

Palm on fire as soon as he was out of the tent, he took a quick look around and lit their fire again before he walked in the direction he’d heard the footsteps. Hopefully, with their campfire as a beacon, neither of them would get lost. Nights were getting chilly and having to wait for sunrise outside would definitely suck.

The air was crisp and humid. There was a growl on Katsuki’s left, too deep to be coming from a wolf. It had to be Eijirou.

Katsuki walked in that direction, trying to be as fast and silent as possible. He didn’t know what he was going to find, and he couldn’t let his friend notice him. The last thing Katsuki wanted was a repeat of their fight.

Hooves on dry leaves, a mad run straight ahead, a loud thump.

Katsuki ran.

There was blood on the ground when he found what he was looking for. There was blood on the trees. And right in the middle of it, kneeling above a dead doe with its head lying in his direction, its lifeless beady eyes staring at Katsuki and reflecting his flame, was Eijirou. Sick parodies of half-formed wings protruding from his shoulders and moving awkwardly behind him, the beginning of black horns on his head, mouth shiny with blood that dripped on his bare chest, mixing with the bright red of the scales littering his torso in uneven patches, he was tearing raw meat with hands turned into sharp talons and devouring it like a wild animal.

What the hell.

What the hell, what the hell, what the hell…

How did it come to this? Was this what Eijirou had been doing this whole time? Hunting, feeding, half-shifting like he didn’t know how to do it fully, letting go of his inner dragon without even realizing it?

Katsuki was an idiot. He was the biggest dumbass in the whole damn world for thinking he still had time and fucking forgetting to talk to his friend for the past few days.

There was a mad glint in the eyes of the beast that had taken over Eijirou’s body when he looked up at Katsuki and snarled, bloody teeth on full display. For a second, Katsuki wondered if Eijirou would attack him. If he would have to fight his best friend, not for fun or for training, but to make sure he didn’t do something he would regret.

Katsuki had promised. He’d sworn he wouldn’t let Eijirou turn into the monster of Cheeks’ story, not realizing how close his friend was already. How long had Ooka been satisfied with only animals? How long until Eijirou turned to humans?

He couldn’t let it happen.

Forcing himself out of his trance, Katsuki took a sharp breath and a step forward. He’d seen Eijirou like this in the past, he realized. That was what must have happened when they got attacked in the swamps. Hopefully, it’d be just as easy to wake up his friend this time.

“Eijirou, it’s me,” Katsuki said.

The beast froze.

Another step forward. The snap of a twig under his foot.

“Snap out of it!”

Eijirou jolted. He blinked a few times as reason slowly came back in his eyes. His talons shifted back into hands and he looked around himself like everything was just a dream.

“Katsuki,” he called slowly, voice shaking. “What am I…”

He looked around again, more conscious, and screamed in horror, spitting out the meat in his mouth as he jumped away from his kill.

“I don’t… Did I do that?” he stammered, his breath too quick and short to let more than one or two words out at a time, eyes quickly filling with tears. “Katsuki, I don’t… I don’t know what’s happening. I’m sorry, I… I don’t know what’s happening to me.”

He tried to wipe his eyes and threw his hand away when he realized that it was only smearing more blood on his face.

He looked up when Katsuki approached him slowly, walking around the carcass, and shielded himself behind his arms as if he expected to get hurt.

“I’m sorry,” he whimpered again. “I didn’t know, I didn’t know, I promise.”

Katsuki kneeled in front of him, ignoring the blood soaking up his cape, and held out a hand.

“M’not gonna hurt you,” he said quietly, voice still rough from sleep. “I told you, I’ll never fucking hurt you for that.”

Eijirou let his arms fall against his sides slowly, eyes still wide and shiny with tears, reflecting the fire burning steadily in Katsuki’s palm.

“Yeah,” he whispered weakly. “I know that.”

Katsuki opened his arms, unsure what else to do, and Eijirou threw himself at him so fast Katsuki got the wind knocked out of his lungs. His friend wrapped his arms around him like a frightened kid, and Katsuki let him, uncaring of all the blood his friend was smearing on him. It was only fair. He could have done something this whole time and he didn’t. He’d known for days that something was wrong and he should talk to Eijirou fast, and he got too wrapped up in other things like Metalhead and the bitter memories of the home that was taken away from him. Katsuki could have talked to him before that, even, but of course, he had to be a damn idiot and believe that just because they were calnuménar now, his friend was going to tell him the truth soon. What happened was as much his fault as it was Eijirou’s.

Katsuki snuffed out the flame to hug him back, making the frightful vision of the half-devoured doe disappear. Grabbing both sides of his cape, he wrapped them around his friend, hoping to mimic the comforting wings of a dragon parent. Eijirou had reacted well last time he did that. He hoped his friend would appreciate it now as well.

Eijirou’s half-formed wings twitched in front of Katsuki’s face as his friend started sobbing in his shirt. Katsuki’s heart broke.

He repositioned Eijirou slightly when the tip of his little horns stabbed his chin and held him as tight as he could, regretting that he couldn’t croon to calm him down, regretting that he hadn’t seen the signs earlier, regretting that he hadn’t done anything when he could.

He couldn’t believe he let things get this bad, but what the fuck was he supposed to have done? He tried being patient and it didn’t work. He tried gaining Eijirou’s trust, and it still led to nothing. He tried confronting his friend directly, and Eijirou panicked, and… Fuck!

“I’m sorry,” Eijirou sobbed again against his shoulder after a while. “I wanted to tell you after we fought, I promise, but then the dragon happened and…”

“S’okay. I fucked up too. I… I thought you knew what the fuck you were doing, and I refused to see how fucking bad it was when I realized you didn’t.”

“It’s not your fault. You’re not… You’re not responsible for me.”

Eijirou was right, Katsuki wasn’t. But Eijirou was his travel companion. His best friend. His calnuménar. Eijirou’s problems were his problems now.

“Doesn’t matter. I could’ve helped, I…”

“I wouldn’t have let you,” Eijirou said, slowly regaining control over his breathing. “I was so stupid… I was so scared you’d hate me if you knew…”

“You did a shit job at hiding it, though,” Katsuki pointed out without thinking.

Eijirou let out a wet chuckle. “I was told my whole life I’d be killed on the spot if I was ever found out, so I kept telling myself you just didn’t notice.”

Katsuki growled, dark anger coursing through his veins. “Who the fuck told you that?”

“My parents.”

“Those bastards…”

“Don’t say that!” Eijirou protested. “It’s Yuuei, Katsuki, you’ve seen what happened to Inasa. He couldn’t hide, and people… they…”

“And look what the fuck happened to you, with your parents spouting that bullshit. You think you’re supposed to go hunting like a beast at night?”

Eijirou tensed in his arms.

“I… Katsuki, did I… Do you think I… Like Ooka…” he stammered, shaking with horror.

“You didn’t hurt anyone,” Katsuki said firmly. “You always do that when there isn't anyone around.”

“But… that night at Uraraka’s house…” Eijirou whimpered.

“You went to the forest. You did nothing wrong.”

And even if he did, Katsuki thought, it wouldn’t matter.

“You’re sure?” Eijirou asked in a small voice.

“Yeah, I’m fucking sure. We can ask Cheeks and her master when we come back, yeah?”

Eijirou nodded weakly against him.

They stayed silent for a long time as Eijirou slowly calmed down, face still buried in Katsuki’s shoulder. Katsuki raised a hand to his friend's head and started stroking his hair. He still felt like he’d fucked up, but he couldn’t let himself dwell on it. All that mattered now was how they were going to move forward; how they’d get Eijirou to let his inner dragon out more until he stopped acting like a wild beast.

And for this, there was an obvious first step, swaying softly in front of his face right now.

“Eijirou,” he called softly when his friend stopped shaking. “You’ve gotta let out your wings.”

“My what?” Eijirou asked.

“Your wings. They’re half out, it can’t be good for you. You’ve gotta let them out fully, now.”

When Eijirou didn’t move, Katsuki slowly ran a finger up his shoulder blade and to the base of a protruding wing, still covered with human skin. Eijirou tensed.

“Feel that? It’s your wings,” Katsuki repeated.

“What the… I… I don’t know how to do that,” Eijirou said.

Katsuki sighed.

“You’ve never shifted fully.”

Eijirou shook his head. “I know how to make them go away but not–” 

“Don’t!” Katsuki interrupted. “Don’t fucking do that now. We’re in this mess because you’ve never let yourself shift. So let them out.”

With how soaked his shirt was already, Katsuki couldn’t be sure, but he could have sworn he felt a wave of fresh tears.

“I would if I could, but I don’t know how,” Eijirou repeated, frustrated.

Wracking his brain to remember what adults did to help the younglings, Katsuki let his hands rest just between Eijirou’s shoulder blades, at the base of his wings. 

There was a muscle, he remembered. A spot that would be tense under his fingers, and that needed to be released… right there!

“Here,” he said. “Just relax and let go, okay? You trust me?”

Eijirou nodded. Katsuki pressed his thumbs against the knots on his friend’s back, and Eijirou let out a pained gasp as finally, for what must have been the first time in his life, his wings tore themselves from his body. They deployed fully, wide and impressive as Eijirou tensed against him, before they fell limp behind his friend.

“There you go,” Katsuki said with a sigh of relief.

“They’re out?” Eijirou asked weakly.

“Yeah, all done.”

“… Will it hurt every time?”

Katsuki held him tighter.

“No, it won’t,” he said. “When you’re used to it, shifting’ll be as natural and painless as breathing.”

Eijirou nodded.

“You know,” he said after a beat of silence. “Even after all this, I’m still not sure what I am…”

Katsuki nearly choked. He’d started suspecting it a while ago, but to hear it from Eijirou, said with such nonchalance, was a different story. And to think he’d let himself believe that his friend had pieced things together, when he started asking all those questions about dragon shifters earlier… He should have known it wouldn’t be that easy.

“Eijirou,” he started slowly. “You’re a dragon shifter.”

Eijirou tensed again. “What?”

“You’re a dragon shifter, like Metalhead,” he repeated.

“What, but…” He disentangled himself from Katsuki to face him and froze, surprised, when he noticed that everything was dark around them.

Katsuki lip up his palm again.

Eijirou continued. “But I… How can you be so sure?”

“I grew up around them, I know what a dragon shifter looks like,” Katsuki huffed.

“So… the fabric I have that’s like your cape…”

“Your baby parachute, I bet,” Katsuki nodded.

“So you mean I… really fell from the sky?” Eijirou asked with a disbelieving frown.

Katsuki huffed a laugh. “Yeah, you sure did.”

“Huh…”

With the renewed light, Katsuki took his first proper look at Eijirou’s face since he found him. His friend looked terrible. His eyes were puffy and red from crying, his runny nose was the same color as his scales, there was still blood around his mouth and on his chest… The only improvement was the presence of fully formed wings, but even they looked weak and almost sickly. They were still lying limp behind Eijirou, as if they didn’t belong to him.

Meanwhile, Katsuki’s shirt was probably in the same state as Eijirou’s skin, if not worse… They really needed to clean up.

Since he was now fully free from Eijirou’s grip, with his friend now sitting in front of him with a confused look, Katsuki got up and dusted himself before offering him a hand.

“C’mere, we’re going back to the camp and cleaning you up.”

Eijirou snapped out of his trance and seemed to realize the state he was in for the second time as he tried to spit out the taste of fresh blood again. He turned to the dead doe with a remorseful look, but Katsuki didn’t let him dwell on it.

“Don’t worry about it. It’s too late to keep it, but I’m sure plenty of creatures will be glad to find it when we’re gone.”

“Right…” Eijirou said with a wince.

Finally, he took Katsuki’s hand and let himself be pulled up to his feet.

“I don’t even know where the camp is…” Eijirou admitted with a sheepish look.

“I do,” Katsuki said with a confidence he didn’t feel. “Follow me.”

He only had a rough idea, but it would be enough if the fire was still lit. If not… Better not to think about it too much.

It took them some time, and Katsuki found that they’d strayed a little when he spotted their fire much further to his left than he’d expected, but they found it. Thank fuck. Holding a sustained flame like this really wasn’t Katsuki’s thing, Eijirou’s sensitive wings kept getting caught in branches, and they were both dead on their feet. Katsuki wanted nothing more than to crawl inside their tent and sleep, but…

“We’re not going in the tent like this,” he said, looking at the blood stains on both of them. “Go sit, I’m gonna grab the water.”

Taking off his cape and his already ruined shirt, Katsuki kneeled in front of his friend and gently wiped the blood off his skin in a scene oddly reminiscent of the nettle patch incident.

“I can do it myself, you know,” Eijirou pointed out with a weak smile.

“Doesn’t matter,” Katsuki said without stopping.

Doing this felt important somehow. Whether it was because he wanted to make sure Eijirou didn’t miss a spot and stain his tent with deer blood, or because grooming was also a comforting thing for dragons, he wasn’t sure, but it didn’t matter.

Eijirou didn’t insist.

“So…” he started quietly after a while, “what now?”

“You let go,” Katsuki shrugged as he carefully wiped the blood on Eijirou’s hands. “Just let yourself shift however you want until you can do it completely. That’s how kids do it when they first learn.”

“But what if someone sees us?” Eijirou asked, concerned. “I can’t exactly hide those,” he added, pointing at his still limp wings.

“I’ll lend you my cape. There’s barely anyone on that road anyway. Or we’ll travel by night, if that doesn’t work.”

“Or I could just–”

“You’re not hiding again,” Katsuki said firmly. “Not until we’re sure it’s safe.”

“But Tetsutetsu–”

“He’ll be fine,” Katsuki snapped. “Right now, he’s in a better shape than you are, and he’s fucking blind and exhausted and probably sick.”

“And Recovery Girl? How are we gonna explain this?”

“She knows about you already,” Katsuki admitted, looking at his friend critically for blood he might have missed. “She saw you leave that night. Cheeks doesn’t know, but she was gonna find out anyway.”

“Oh… I see,” Eijirou said, eyes downcast as Katsuki wiped the last trace of blood on his cheek.

He ruffled his friend’s hair with his fist, mindful of his horns, and said, “Stop worrying about that shit. We’ll be fine. We’ll heal Metalhead, he’ll take us home, and you’ll learn to act like a proper shifter in no time. Maybe we can even find your real parents or some shit.”

“Yeah…” Eijirou said with a weak smile. “Right…” He paused for a second, and asked, “So you were always planning to take me home with you?”

“Of course, dumbass,” Katsuki huffed. “We’re calnuménar now, I’m not leaving you behind.”

Eijirou tried to smile again at Katsuki’s grin, but it didn’t last.

“Yeah, I… I guess I can’t really go back to my family now, huh…” he said with downcast eyes. He looked up again, smiled a little brighter, and said, “Thanks, Katsuki.”

Katsuki wasn’t sure what to make of it. Eijirou didn’t seem as thrilled about the idea of going home with him as he’d thought. It almost sounded like he’d actually wanted to go back to his asshole family who’d forced him to be someone he wasn’t his entire life. How could he prefer that shitty life over freedom and acceptance? How could he prefer the cage he grew up in over his own home?

He shook his head, too tired to debate over it. He didn’t have enough water to give his cape and shirt a good soak, so he left them outside for now. He tried to remember if there was a river or a pond or something nearby where he could wash them, but now that the emergency was over, his thoughts were muddled by sleep.

“Let’s just go to bed,” he said, struggling to keep his eyes open.

Eijirou nodded like he was dozing off already.

There was probably a lot more they needed to talk about, but that shit would have to wait.

Katsuki fell asleep the second his head hit his pillow.

.

Eijirou woke up in a panic as soon as the sun was up, thrashing wildly as his wings flapped against the sides of the tent. Having been half buried under him all night, Katsuki didn’t stay asleep long after him. It took him a few seconds to regain his bearings and realize that exploding everything would cause more problems than it would solve, and a few more to remember how they’d ended up like this. How much they’d struggled the night before to have Eijirou fit in the tent when he didn’t know how to tuck his wings. How they soon found out that the only viable position was Eijirou lying on his stomach in the middle of the tent with Katsuki awkwardly lying next to him, half under his friend and half under one of his wings.

It was a wonder, really, that they’d managed to get any sleep like this.

“Eijirou, calm the fuck down,” Katsuki hissed when his friend showed no sign of stopping thrashing like a fish out of the water.

“Katsuki, what’s going on?!” Eijirou asked, almost slapping Katsuki in his panic.

Katsuki wrapped his arms around him firmly so his friend would stop moving already. “It’s your wings, dumbass, remember?”

“W-Wings?” Eijirou froze. Katsuki couldn’t see his face in his position, but he could feel the moment his friend finally remembered what happened. “Oh, right,” he said, letting his wings fall limp beside him once more. “I have wings now.”

Katsuki let out a sigh of relief and released his friend, relaxing in his bedroll.

“Feeling better?” he asked.

“Yeah. Sorry about that…” Eijirou said, letting his head fall back on Katsuki’s collarbone.

He’d let his horns out fully during the night, Katsuki noticed. Where there were tiny stumps just a few hours ago now stood two dark horns, thankfully pointing toward the back of his head. Good. This way, he wouldn’t risk accidentally poking Katsuki’s eyes with them. Or not like this, at least.

“S’okay. They’re hard to get used to at first, I’ve heard,” he said.

He wondered if it would be as hard when Eijirou let out his tail.

“Yeah, they’re just so… big. And I don’t know how I’m supposed to move them,” Eijirou mumbled against him.

Katsuki raised a hand to scratch his friend’s head mindlessly. Eijirou must have liked that, considering the way he immediately started purring at the contact. Then stopped. Then started again. And stopped once more. Over and over, like a fire that wouldn’t start.

“You can purr,” Katsuki pointed out. “You should.”

“I know,” Eijirou said with a frustrated groan. “But I’m so used to repressing it, the second I hear it I just…”

He made another aborted attempt and Katsuki’s rage burned in his stomach like hot tar. Just thinking about how horribly Eijirou had been treated his whole life made him want to go back to his shitty village and burn it to the ground.

But revenge wouldn’t solve anything, he reminded himself. All that mattered was Eijirou, and how Katsuki could help him get used to the dragon side he’d rejected this whole time.

“It’ll come,” he said, still scratching Eijirou’s scalp. “But no more repressing shit now, okay?”

“Yeah,” Eijirou said with a nod that rubbed his rough horns on Katsuki’s skin.

They stayed like that for a few more minutes, Katsuki savoring the feeling of Eijirou’s soft hair under his fingers while his friend’s hot breath tickled his chest. It wasn’t too bad, Katsuki decided. He could get used to it.

To think he'd grown so unaccustomed to physical touch after leaving his tribe and traveling on his own that the slightest contact that wasn’t fight-related used to be overwhelming…

Maybe it wasn’t just about him helping Eijirou, after all. Katsuki had been wondering for a while why he cared so much about his friend; why he wanted to be there for him so badly even when he’d proved to be useless for Katsuki’s plan. Maybe it was because part of him knew Eijirou had been saving him this whole time, just as much as Katsuki was trying to save his friend from his unhealthy shifting habits.

Katsuki resisted the urge to hold Eijirou closer. He wasn’t stupid. Or rather… he was done being stupid. He knew what these feelings meant. What happened the night before, seeing Eijirou at his weakest point and feeling nothing but the overwhelming urge to help him no matter what, was the last confirmation he needed.

Katsuki had really gone and caught feelings for his best friend, huh…

He felt like he should be mad about it, but he mostly just felt like an idiot for not admitting it sooner. It was bound to happen the second he decided Eijirou was worthy of being his travel companion, his fate sealed the day Eijirou almost managed to punch Baldy. Katsuki wasn’t the kind of idiot who dreamed about their future partner and what they’d be like, but Eijirou was pretty much everything he could have asked for. Katsuki might have imagined someone smarter and less oblivious, though… but he could work with that. And he wasn’t a coward, he wouldn’t mind doing something about those damn feelings, now that they were here, but…

Eijirou’s wings twitched a little in front of his eyes, looking much too dry and pale to be healthy.

… It just wasn’t the right time. Eijirou had a lot of shit to deal with at the moment, his life was already complicated enough as it was without adding stupid feelings to the mix.

“Hey,” Katsuki called softly, startling Eijirou who was clearly dozing off again… and had started drooling on him, if the wet feeling on his chest was anything to go by.

Disgusting , Katsuki thought much too fondly.

“Hmm?” Eijirou said.

“Think you can tuck your wings in now?”

“Dunno…” Eijirou mumbled. “Maybe if you help?”

Katsuki raised his free hand and held it just above the last juncture of his friend’s left wing. “Gonna touch them now,” he warned, aware of how sensitive they were the night before. “Ready?”

“Yeah.”

Eijirou tensed a little at first, but he soon relaxed as Katsuki gently pushed the wing toward his back. He released it tentatively, and it stayed in place.

Satisfied, he raised his other hand to take care of the right wing, and Eijirou whined when he stopped scratching his scalp. He relaxed again when Katsuki used his now free hand to resume the mindless petting while he was helping Eijirou tuck his wing.

He almost expected his friend to shift to a more comfortable position now that they had more room, but Eijirou didn’t move. Instead, he started purring again, sending vibrations through Katsuki’s whole body, so low he could barely hear it.

“I think I got this,” his friend mumbled.

“Yeah?”

“Hmm… I just have to be quiet enough to convince myself you can’t hear me.”

Katsuki chuckled and gave Eijirou’s head a good scratch. “Not bad.”

“Yeah. I’ll work on the volume later,” Eijirou mumbled.

“You better,” Katsuki said.

He’d missed this sound so much he could have cried. Memories of big hatchling cuddle piles flooded his brain, and Katsuki slowly stopped his mindless petting as Eijirou’s breaths evened out and his whole body went slack.

Katsuki could have stayed like that all morning, until all the blood left his arm and he couldn’t move it anymore. But as much as he wanted to lie down and think about the past and the future he hoped to give to his friend, now that they were done hiding stuff from each other, there was a lot he had to do.

He had clothes to wash, for one. And maybe a hearty meal to prepare.

Slowly, making sure not to wake up his sleeping best friend, Katsuki slipped out from under him and crawled awkwardly out of the tent, trying to avoid his wings. After the night he had, Eijirou deserved more sleep.

Notes:

FINALLY we're here! It only took 22 chapters, guys (I can't believe it took 22 chapters, how are we 22 chapters in????)

So now you can stop being frustrated at Kirishima not telling the truth! Tell all your friends! (and note how the slowburn isn't even beginning to simmer here)
Also, congrats to everyone who guessed this conversation wasn't going to happen peacefully and on their own terms! I mean, why would I do that when I can just force them to see the consequences of their actions, right?

Seriously, I've been thinking about this scene for SO LONG, it was one of the reasons why I was excited to write this story. So I hope you liked it!

EDIT: it also comes with wonderful fanart! It has the same CW as the chapter but it looks amazing! You can find it here!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 23: The Inherent Homoeriticism of Hoards

Notes:

Hi everyone! I'm back with more content, and it's time to make Bakugou suffer a bit~

Enjoy!

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Eijirou was alone in the tent when he woke up again. It took him almost a whole minute of sleepily patting the ground next to him to realize that and open his eyes, disgruntled. At least, this time went a lot better than when he woke up earlier and panicked because of his wings…

Groaning, Eijirou stretched his sleepy limbs and stopped himself before he tried to move his wings as well. He didn’t want a repeat from before, especially if he didn’t know where his friend was.

The ever-present voice of his parents told him that Katsuki was probably on his way to gather more people to hunt him down, or maybe even capture him and sell his body parts, but Eijirou brushed the thought away with a scoff. As if Katsuki would need help to take him down. Besides, Eijirou wasn’t sure what being calnuménar entailed exactly, but he was confident it involved being loyal to each other.

Moving carefully to avoid bumping his wings on anything, he maneuvered himself out of the tent and was instantly hit by the delicious smell coming from the pot hanging above the fire. Katsuki’s cape and shirt, now clean, were hanging on a nearby branch, and Katsuki himself was sitting next to the fire, hunched over an old, worn out shirt he seemed to be repairing.

A quick look at the sky confirmed what Eijirou was fearing: it must have been almost noon. Why didn’t his friend wake him up earlier?

“Morning, Katsuki,” he said.

His friend looked up from his needlework.

“Morning,” he replied, attention already back on his shirt. “Slept better this time?”

“Yeah! Sorry about earlier…”

“Don’t sweat it,” Katsuki shrugged. “I think the food’s ready. I found us some eggs. You can eat now, I’m almost done.”

“Oh, I can wait,” Eijirou said, and immediately regretted his words when his stomach made it known that he was, in fact, starving like he hadn’t eaten in days. And this food smelled really, really good… As did everything Katsuki cooked, really. Eijirou thought nothing could ever top his mother’s cooking, but Katsuki and his spices were beyond anything Eijirou had ever tasted. He even managed to make him enjoy the burn of pirkublam, despite his terrible first impression. And whatever was in this pot smelled amazing. 

Katsuki looked up and snorted when he saw Eijirou staring longingly at the food.

“Just eat, dumbass,” he said. “And get me some while you’re at it.”

Eijirou sighed and did as he was told, pointedly serving Katsuki first because starving or not, he still had manners.

“What are you doing, by the way?” he asked before he dug in.

“Making you a shirt you can wear with your wings,” Katsuki explained. He held up his work to give it a long, appraising look, revealing the two big slits at the back, the torn up bottom, and the frayed sleeves. Katsuki clicked his tongue critically. “I was keeping it for bandages, but it’s the best I could give you. And I wasn’t gonna use one of yours without asking, so…”

If Eijirou hadn’t been so hungry, he would have dropped his bowl. Katsuki… was making something for him? He was giving him one of his own shirts to wear?

It shouldn’t have been such a big deal, but Eijirou’s cheeks burnt at the thought, heart pounding in his chest. That shirt looked like it'd seen better days, especially with the hastily repaired holes at the elbows and the frayed sleeves, but it still felt like the most precious gift he’d ever received.

“So you’re… giving this to me?” he asked softly, food forgotten as he fought to hide his smile.

He expected Katsuki to scoff and say something like “Of course, dumbass, I just said so,” but instead, Katsuki’s head snapped toward him. He stared back at Eijirou with wide eyes, a blush creeping up his cheeks. There was a beat of silence as they both stared at each other, embarrassed.

Then, slowly, Katsuki’s face split into a smile, proud and confident.

“Yeah,” he said. “It’s all yours.”

No force on earth could have stopped the giddy smile that bloomed on Eijirou’s face at the words. He still had no idea why he was reacting like this, but if it hadn’t been for the food in his hands and the cooling bowl next to his friend, Eijirou would have jumped in Katsuki’s arms.

It wasn’t just that he’d received something for his ‘hoard’. It was the thought behind it, too, the acceptance of who he was. It didn’t matter if it was an old thing full of holes and missing quite a good chunk at the bottom. It was for him. And maybe, just maybe, it mattered that it was coming from Katsuki. He wasn’t really sure.

Something bloomed in his chest as he gave his new shirt a fond look, and before Eijirou could stop it, he squeaked.

Heat rushing to his cheeks, he slapped a hand against his mouth and sent Katsuki a sheepish look. His friend huffed a laugh.

“You like it that much, huh?” he said, amused.

“You said that last time too,” Eijirou pouted as he remembered what happened the first time they shared a bath. “What does that even mean?”

“It’s a baby sound. You’re not supposed to make it as an adult.”

Eijirou’s tentative smile fell. “Oh… so it’s bad?”

“Of course not, dumbass. It’s just…” Katsuki paused, gripping the shirt in his hands, and concluded, “It’s fucking cute, or whatever. Shows you’re relaxed and happy enough to lower your guard.”

“Oh,” Eijirou said, relieved. “I can live with that.”

Katsuki pointedly refused to meet his eyes as he set the shirt aside and grabbed his food.

The grin that wouldn’t leave Eijirou’s face the whole meal made it pretty hard to eat, but he was too happy to care. As terrible as it looked, this shirt was the perfect new addition to his– Wait.

“Hey, Katsuki?” he asked suddenly. “You said you knew what I was from the start, right?”

“Still had some doubts but pretty much, yeah,” his friend shrugged. “Why?”

“Is that why you kept insisting on me having a hoard? Is that… a normal dragon thing?”

Katsuki nodded. “Every dragon shifter has a hoard. It’s part of who they are.”

“I thought there wasn’t much space in dragon cities, though?”

“It doesn’t have to be a big hoard,” Katsuki pointed out. “Look at yours. Most shifters manage to keep theirs under control, it’s just important that they have one.”

“Right… So…” Eijirou said slowly, wondering if his next question was going to be stupid or not. “If you were raised by dragon shifters, do you have a hoard?”

Katsuki shrugged. “I don’t have the instinct to hoard.”

“Buuuuut?” Eijirou asked with a knowing smile.

From what Katsuki told him the day before, he’d always done his best to fit in. And given his vague answer, there was no way he didn’t at least try to have one.

“But yeah, I have one,” Katsuki admitted.

“Really? Do you still have it with you? What is it?” Eijirou asked with an excited grin.

“Yeah, and I’m not telling you.”

“But whyyyy?” Eijirou whined.

“Because that’s not how hoards work.”

“What, are they supposed to be a secret?” Eijirou asked, suddenly very concerned at the thought that he’d been doing hoards wrong his whole life, even though he didn’t even know he was supposed to have one until today.

“Not really, you can do whatever the fuck you want with it. But it’s personal. You’re not supposed to just say what it is, you have to let people guess.”

“Oh… So can I see it then?”

Katsuki thought for a moment, then smirked. “Nope.”

“But Katsukiiiiiii, you’ve seen mine,” Eijirou whined. “How am I supposed to know how to have a proper hoard without an example?”

“That’s why you wanna know?” Katsuki frowned. “You have a great fucking hoard, don’t worry about that.”

Eijirou felt himself blush at the words. He wondered if that was an instinct too…

“Oh… thanks,” he said with a giddy smile. “But I still wanna see yours! Come on, we’re calnuménar, right?”

Katsuki almost choked on his food. “Don’t you fucking dare use that against me, Eijirou!” he exclaimed, his free hand sparking threateningly, as if it still had any effect on him.

Eijirou laughed.

Katsuki let his spoon fall back in his now empty bowl, thought for a moment, and said more calmly, “You’ve seen it already. A lot.” He looked up and met Eijirou’s eyes, challenging. “So do your job and fucking guess.”

Eijirou smiled. “You’re on!”

“And no shitty guessing out loud until you figure it out by accident either,” Katsuki added quickly.

“Is that another official dragon hoard rule, or did you just make that up?” Eijirou chuckled.

Katsuki huffed. “Just making sure you put in some effort.”

“I don’t need a special rule for that. I’ll guess what it is in no time, you’ll see!”

“Yeah, you better,” Katsuki said.

Eijirou wasn’t sure what it was in his friend’s fond look that made him so beautiful, but he knew one thing: with this as encouragement, there was no way he was going to fail.

.

The shirt fit Eijirou just fine when he tried it on, although it was a bit tight around his shoulders and chest—the reason why Katsuki gave up on it in the first place, apparently. Eijirou was worried about having to maneuver his wings into the slits, but Katsuki had managed to make a simple system where they could be tied at the top.

“It's like a baby shirt,” he explained. “When you get better at shifting, you won’t need that anymore.”

“Oh… good,” Eijirou nodded. He couldn’t imagine a day where he’d have enough control over his wings to do anything complicated with them, but given his experience with his younger siblings, he supposed he was like that with his hands too, once.

Eijirou smiled as he looked down on his new shirt: old, hugging his frame in a way it clearly shouldn't but didn’t really feel uncomfortable, with hastily repaired frayed sleeves and a torn out bottom that barely reached under his navel… He loved it!

“So, what do we do now?” he asked once he was done admiring it. The memory of Tetsutetsu waiting for them alone in a cave hit him then, and he felt guilty for making them waste at least half a day.

“We can leave now if you want,” Katsuki said. “I'll lend you my cape to hide your wings, you can use your hood to hide the horns…”

“Or…?”

“Or we stay here until nightfall, and we travel by night from today on.”

Eijirou hesitated. “Isn't it more dangerous to travel at night?”

“Less chances of being attacked, more chances of getting lost,” Katsuki shrugged.

“Right… I can always hide my–”

“No, you fucking can't,” Katsuki interrupted firmly. “No hiding, no repressing, you hear me?”

Eijirou sighed, “Right, but what if we meet people?”

“That's what the cape and hood are for,” Katsuki pointed out.

Eijirou hummed, unsure what to do. Night would probably be safer, but he didn't want them to waste days of travel after getting lost. Besides, there weren't many people on the road.

“You can always change your mind later,” Katsuki remarked.

It was all Eijirou needed to stop doubting himself.

“Let's go now,” he decided. “Or, well… Let’s see if we can make a convincing disguise, first.”

Katsuki nodded and immediately got to work.

Adding a few belts around Eijirou's waist was enough to hide the gap between the bottom of his shirt and the hem of his pants—a good thing, if he wasn't going to get rid of the scales he might sprout during the day. Eijirou's pack didn't feel comfortable between his wings, but Katsuki helped him find a position that wasn't too bad, and it at least gave him an excuse for the weird shape of the cape on his back. Finally, the hood… worked. It also fell too far from his head in the back, but Katsuki assured him that it'd be fine as long as no one looked too closely.

“If you really, and I mean absolutely fucking have to hide your horns, you can,” Katsuki said. “But not before, got it?”

“Yes, Katsuki,” Eijirou said with the voice of a well-behaved child and a teasing smirk that earned him a jab in the ribs.

Eijirou started feeling nervous as soon as they finished packing up camp and went back on the road. He felt like they were going to suddenly meet a whole caravan that would see right through his disguise, a group of strong and heavily armed adventurers who would attack him, or maybe a hunting party…

To make things worse, his hood was heavy and he was too hot. It would be so easy to just hide his horns and take it off… But Katsuki would scold him if he did, and after what happened the night before… The doe's dead eyes flashed in his mind and Eijirou shuddered. It wouldn't be wise. He didn't know for how long he'd been wandering off at night in his sleep, especially if what Shizuka told him the night before he left home was true, but he never wanted something like this to happen again.

“So…” Katsuki started, snapping him out of his thoughts. “Got any question about the whole… being a dragon thing?”

Eijirou turned toward him, meeting his intense gaze. As always, it hadn’t taken his friend long to notice something was wrong, and his attempt at distracting him was more than welcome.

“Well… obviously. But I don't even know where to start. You already told me a lot about the dragon cities yesterday, so…” Wow, it was really just yesterday, huh. This conversation felt so far away, with everything that happened… He sighed. “That's just a lot, dude.”

“Right. Well, if you're coming home with me, I can start with teaching you Mixed Draconic," Katsuki offered.

“I guess…” Eijirou said slowly, and added with a chuckle, “I never thought I'd end up learning so many languages when I left home.”

“I should've started with it instead of teaching you useless Barbarian…”

“You could’ve started with telling me Mixed Draconic wasn’t just a Barbarian dialect that one time I asked you about it,” Eijirou remarked with a pout.

Katsuki sent him an owlish look, blinking a few times. “You mean…”

“Before we reached Castelmorn, yeah,” Eijirou nodded, arms crossed.

Katsuki’s eyes went wide with recognition. “Shit, I– I wasn’t lying but… there were people around, and I was too fucking tired and…” He sighed. “I messed up,” he admitted. “You’re fucking right, we would’ve avoided yesterday’s mess if I didn’t try to end the conversation fast so I could catch some fucking sleep.”

Eijirou sighed at the admission, deflating. “I don’t know,” he said, both relieved that his friend hadn’t lied to him on purpose and uneasy at the thought that he probably would have stubbornly insisted that everything was fine even if he’d known back then. “Maybe I’d have known dragon shifters were a thing and everything, but it doesn’t mean I would’ve known I was one, so…”

“Maybe not, but I’d have understood what was going on earlier,” Katsuki pointed out.

“It doesn’t mean I’d have been ready to hear the truth,” Eijirou insisted. “And it doesn’t matter anymore. At least I’m glad you didn’t mean to hide this from me. I mean, I know how much you value your sleep. I should know better than to ask important questions just before bedtime,” he chuckled.

He expected Katsuki to be offended by his jab, but instead, his friend deflated as well. “Doesn’t matter. I thought I knew what I was doing, at least, and look at this fucking mess…”

“Well, so did I, and I’m the dragon shifter,” Eijirou shrugged. “And hey, teaching me Barbarian wasn’t useless: I learned a lot about you thanks to it, even if I was never any good at it.”

Thinking about it, maybe learning another language would show him another side of Katsuki he didn't know.

“Whatever,” Katsuki huffed, looking away with an annoyed pout. “So, first fucking lesson…”

Much to Eijirou's dismay, Mixed Draconic seemed even harder than Barbarian. The words were weird, the grammar was weird, the growls were definitely weird… But there was something familiar about it he couldn’t quite explain. The sounds just made sense to him, and although he tended to forget new words fast, he still managed to get them right almost immediately. All in all, it was going much better than his first Barbarian lesson.

More importantly, it did a great job at taking his mind off his worries until they stopped for the night.

.

Eijirou was still admiring his ‘new’ shirt while Katsuki cooked dinner for them. He was looking at it in wonder, like it was the fine clothing of a king and not an old, worn out rag that no longer fit Katsuki.

After carefully probing during the day, Katsuki confirmed, much to his relief, that Eijirou didn't know he had accidentally started courting him by offering the shirt instead of waiting to be asked for it like he should have. And although it was a little disappointing, it was better this way.

One thing at a time, Katsuki reminded himself. They could do this properly once Metalhead was healed and Eijirou was more comfortable with being a shifter.

“Hey, Katsuki?” his friend asked thoughtfully. “Could you lend me your sewing kit later? I have this old tunic-turned-handkerchief-turned-rag that I think I could use to patch up the elbows.”

Katsuki jolted so hard he almost dropped the food he was holding.

“You… You what?” he sputtered.

“Well,” Eijirou said with a sheepish smile. “I know it’s just a temporary solution, but we don’t know how long I’ll need the ‘baby system’ for my wings, and…” He shook his head. “If it’s mine now, I want it to look nice. You did a great job fixing the holes, but the fabric is still threadbare at the elbows and I want to patch it up. So…”

“So you’d…” Katsuki gulped, feeling heat creep up his cheeks. Eijirou didn’t know, he reminded himself. He had no idea what he was doing. “You’d use part of your hoard to fix it up?”

“Well, yeah? It’s my hoard, I do what I want with it, right?” Eijirou smiled, looking a little more confident as he repeated Katsuki’s words from earlier.

Katsuki coughed to hide his embarrassment. Given how diverse hoards were among dragon shifters, step two of courting could take widely different forms. But further integrating the gift into your hoard, using it, making it truly yours like this… That was exactly how Katsuki would have imagined Eijirou making things official between them. Especially since Eijirou was going to wear this shirt. Openly. For everyone to see it. For everyone to know that he was being courted by someone he liked.

But Eijirou didn’t know any of that. The slight blush on his cheeks had nothing to do with him admitting that he liked Katsuki back, and everything to do with him being self-conscious. And feeling this way because instead of giving him a reply, Katsuki was still staring at him dumbly.

Shit, right, Eijirou needed his sewing kit. Katsuki shook his head. If he kept acting suspicious, he might have to explain why he was so embarrassed, which meant Eijirou would have to think about these things in the future, and Katsuki had said no courting, damn it!

“Yeah, sure,” he croaked, unable to take his eyes off Eijirou when his friend thanked him with a smile.

Fuck, this was going to be harder than he thought…

Taking a sharp breath, Katsuki forced himself to go back to his food and ignore the pleasant warmth in his guts at the thought that Eijirou had accepted his courting, he’d accepted and…

It took everything Katsuki had to remind himself that his friend couldn’t accept anything if he didn’t know what was going on.

“Um… Katsuki?” Eijirou called again, forcing Katsuki’s attention back on him. “Could you maybe get it for me now? So I can do it before it’s too dark.”

“Sure, whatever,” Katsuki nodded, feigning indifference as he fished it out of his bag and handed it to his friend.

At least, the ball was now in his camp. So unless Eijirou managed to figure out what Katsuki hoarded and decided to give him something, he was safe from any unexpectedly romantic surprise for now.

Good. That was enough accidental courting in one day.

Still, as he finished preparing their food, Katsuki couldn’t resist the urge to look at Eijirou, who was carefully making and sewing patches on the elbows of his ridiculously small and worn out old shirt.

If Katsuki had thought things through and realized his gift effectively counted as courting this morning, he would have used the shirt on his back instead.

He shook his head, forcing himself to get back to cooking. Maybe it was for the best that he’d been too focused on giving Eijirou a shirt he could wear to think about the implications. Or else, he’d probably have had a lot of explaining to do.

.

Eijirou noticed two things when he woke up the next morning. One, sleeping was much more comfortable now he was starting to get used to his wings. Sleeping on his back was now out of the question and he had to sleep closer to Katsuki to leave some room for them, but he wasn't going to complain about it. His friend hadn't either.

Two, the right leg of his pants was feeling suspiciously tight. What was up with that? Still pleasantly sleepy, Eijirou moved his leg a bit to figure out what the problem was.

He jumped when he felt scales against his skin.

“Snake!” he yelped, feeling the creature wiggle against his bare leg as he tried to shimmy out of his pants.

Katsuki woke up in an instant. “Fucking where?” he asked, alarmed, looking around the tent.

“My pants! It's in my pant leg!” Eijirou yelled, panicked, as he finally managed to pull them down.

Thankfully, the creature left immediately, without attacking. Still, it was somewhere in the tent, and it might change its mind after this rough awakening. Eijirou turned around, looking for it on the ground.

There was nothing.

Damn it, where did it go?

Eijirou was snapped out of his panicked haze when Katsuki burst into laughter.

“Damn right, some snake that was!” he cackled, pointing at him with tears in his eyes as he fell back on his bedroll, clutching his stomach.

“Katsuki? What?” Eijirou asked, dumbfounded as he carefully pulled his pants back up.

“It's your-- It's your fucking tail, dumbass!” Katsuki giggled, already at that point where he could barely breathe.

“My what?” Eijirou frowned. He turned his head slowly, then his entire upper body when his vision was blocked by his neatly folded wing.

Sure enough, there it was: thick, red, lined with dull little spikes, hanging limp behind him. Familiar.

“Oh…” he said. “Long time no see.”

Wiping his eyes, body still shaking with laughter, Katsuki pulled himself up and asked, “So at least you've let it out before?”

“It let itself out,” Eijirou corrected. “It was a huge problem when I was a kid, especially after Shizuka was born. There’s a little stump when I wake up sometimes, these days, but it hasn’t come out fully since I was like… six.”

He glared at his annoying new appendage, now slowly swinging behind him like it was mocking him.

“It's probably a good sign,” Katsuki remarked. “Shows that you're feeling more relaxed or some shit.”

Eijirou turned back toward him with a little smile. “Yeah, maybe.”

Katsuki was frowning when Eijirou's eyes met his. “Your horns are gone.”

“I didn't do it!” Eijirou exclaimed defensively, hands flying toward them like he used to when they were starting to peek out, feeling a wave of guilt and worry when he felt nothing but smooth human skin under his fingers.

Katsuki didn't yell at him for it like his parents used to, though. He just shrugged and said, “S'okay. It happens.”

Eijirou lowered his hands slowly. “Yeah?”

“Sure. Just…” Katsuki sighed. “It's not just about letting go and turning more and more into a dragon. It's about listening to your body and doing what feels right.”

“Okay,” Eijirou nodded slowly.

“So don't force yourself to look all human all the time, but if some parts go by themselves, that's fucking fine. It's your shifting. You do it at your own pace.”

“Okay,” Eijirou repeated, slowly coming down from his fright. He smiled. “Maybe my inner dragon didn't like having to wear a hood all day yesterday either,” he joked, trying to chase the last remnants of fear with a small chuckle.

Katsuki snorted. “Yeah, maybe.”

A quick look outside the tent revealed that it was still early. The sun was rising lazily over the horizon, painting the thin clouds around it in soft gold.

After his rough awakening, Eijirou didn’t think he could go back to sleep. Since Katsuki felt the same, they decided to pack up camp now and maybe make up for the time they'd lost the day before.

Still deprived of his cape, Katsuki was grumbling against the morning cold, despite the warmer clothes he'd pulled out of his bag.

“Come on, you're a fire mage,” Eijirou said with a teasing smile. “Where's all that inner heat?”

“I'm stronger than the fucking cold,” Katsuki huffed. “Doesn't mean I have to fucking like it.”

“Sure,” Eijirou chuckled as he grabbed the hood he'd kept tucked in his belts just in case. He knew Katsuki would warm up soon, between their long hike and the sun rising, but he still felt bad for stealing his friend's main source of warmth. “Here, just take it,” he said, offering it to his friend.

Katsuki's eyes widened, and he almost tripped on his feet.

“You're… You’re letting me wear it?” he croaked.

“You let me wear your cape, and you love your cape. It's the least I can do,” Eijirou shrugged.

Katsuki cleared his throat and asked, “Isn't it part of your hoard?”

Eijirou hummed for a second. “It is but it's not part of my… my core hoard? I mean, it’s a gift my parents got me when I started working at the forge, so it’s important, but it's not the same as something my whole family wore at some point,” he tried to explain. Every piece of clothing he owned was part of his hoard by default, but only the old and really well-loved ones truly mattered. The ones that reminded him of his bonds, as Katsuki once put it. “Besides,” he added with a joyful smile, “even if it was an important part of my hoard, I’d trust you with it.”

Katsuki's hands exploded.

Eijirou froze, looking first at the hood still in his hands, then at Katsuki's smoking ones.

His friend was now bright red with embarrassment, mouth opening and closing without letting out a sound.

“Is that… not something I should do?” Eijirou asked hesitantly, feeling his tail curl anxiously against his leg as if it had a mind of its own.

Katsuki shook his head. Cleared his throat. Shook his hands to clear out the smoke. “It's not… It's not bad. It's just… Letting me borrow something from your hoard like that… It's a major show of trust.”

“Oh,” Eijirou said, relieved. Katsuki kept telling him that there was no wrong way to handle his own hoard, but it still worried him. “Well, you’re my best friend. Of course I trust you with it.” He paused. Smirked. “Though maybe I shouldn’t, if you’re gonna blow it up.”

“I’m not!” Katsuki exclaimed, indignant. “You just… surprised me. Fuck you,” he concluded with a huff, crossing his arms and looking away with a pout.

Eijirou snickered, and walked closer to put the hood over his friend’s head, muffling his sounds of protest.

“Here. Better?” Eijirou smiled.

Katsuki’s frown softened, and he let his fingers run softly along the borders of the hood before he pulled it back. The darker red suited him, Eijirou decided, feeling a deep, satisfied rumble forming in his chest at the sight.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I wasn't planning for things to go like this, but I had way too much fun torturing these two to stop

IMPORTANT NOTICE: Since I have a spin-off for this story ready for a bang with a posting date this weekend (last I checked), don't expect a new chapter on Monday. BUT on the bright side, you'll get to know more about the dragon cities!
Note that if the posting date changes again, I'll post my chapter on Monday like normal

As always, ou can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 24: Scales and Curses

Notes:

Hello! I was super excited to post a new chapter today, and so to punish me, the universe sent me straight to Too Much Work Hell again
On the bright side, I'm gonna be rich, probably

Anyway, get ready to meet a new character!

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Eijirou loved watching Katsuki cook. After spending time with more people who lived on the road like them, he’d soon learned that his friend’s habit of whipping up a proper meal every time he could was far from being common. And although it wasn’t always practical, and forced him to eat far more vegetables than he would have liked, Eijirou wouldn’t have it any other way.

There was something entrancing about the way Katsuki juggled to prep the ingredients in their limited clean and stable space; his strong, deadly hands swift and careful. His unwavering focus as he cooked their meal with determined yet soft red eyes. How he kept the fire under control—something he made seem incredibly easy, despite always complaining that he wasn’t that good at it. The way this usually proud man knelt and bowed over the pot as he stirred their food, lowering himself in a way Eijirou knew he wouldn’t for a person. 

The best part, though, was the way Katsuki handled his spices. The way he carefully selected each of them as he considered his ingredients. The gentleness with which he added them to the pot. The pride in his eyes sometimes, when he looked at his collection of fragrant little packets and vials.

Eijirou paused in his contemplations, his tail stilling in its mindless swinging. His friend had an impressive collection. He spent more money on spices than he did on his own comfort. He always complained whenever Eijirou bought little trinkets, arguing that they were taking up space, yet a whole compartment of his bag was dedicated to his spices. And the way he looked, when he first stepped into the spice market in Diees…

Eijirou was so stupid.

“It’s spices, isn’t it?” he said.

Katsuki turned to him with a questioning frown.

“Your hoard. It’s spices, right?” Eijirou repeated.

Katsuki told him not to guess at random, but Eijirou knew he was right even before his friend’s face split into a smile. If anything, he felt stupid for not having figured it out right away when it should have been so obvious.

“Not bad,” Katsuki said, and Eijirou’s wings flared a little at the praise, like a bird showing off.

“No wonder you keep telling me to do what I want with my hoard when you let me eat yours on a regular basis,” Eijirou laughed.

Katsuki shrugged. “I don’t have a hoarding instinct like you do. And you can’t enjoy spices if you just look at them and sniff them from time to time.”

“Right, but it still means you trust me with your hoard,” Eijirou said with a pleased little smile and a sing-song voice, like a kid teasing his friend about their crush.

He expected Katsuki to blush, or huff, or protest in some way, but instead, his friend grinned and said, “Damn right. I don’t let just anyone enjoy them.”

Eijirou melted at the words. Now that he thought about it, Katsuki only ever used the local herbs they found, at first. The spices came gradually, as their friendship blossomed.

“You wouldn’t let me use them, though,” Eijirou pointed out, trying to keep his giddy smile under control as his insides fluttered like thousands of butterflies, or like the sparkling water Uraraka made them try when they stayed at her place. 

“That’s because you wouldn’t know how to use them,” Katsuki countered.

“And you won’t teach me how to cook,” Eijirou reminded him.

He’d tried asking, at the beginning, but his friend was adamant: cooking was something he did on his own, and Eijirou would only ruin things.

Katsuki clicked his tongue. “Try asking again somewhere I can cook properly.”

Eijirou perked up at that. “Really? You’d teach me?” he grinned, tail wagging slightly behind him.

If controlling his wings was hard because he didn’t know how to move them, the hardest part about controlling his tail was that he didn’t know how to keep it from moving on its own.

“It’s… whatever. But if you wanna learn, you better not complain about how I do things,” Katsuki grumbled, like he had the day he’d agreed to teach him Barbarian.

“Sure, I won’t. Thanks, Katsuki!”

His friend answered by grabbing one of his horns and shoving his head down teasingly, making him laugh.

It had barely been three days since Eijirou’s harrowing discovery of his true nature, but he was slowly starting to be more comfortable with who he was. He still felt spikes of anxiety every time he saw scales where there should be skin or touched his forehead and found horns, but with just a little practice, he’d learned not to make everything disappear immediately.

Eijirou still had no idea how shifting in general really worked, unable to even sprout scales on command, but he’d at least gotten the hang of making his horns come and go. He even started hiding them during the day to avoid wearing a hood and letting them out in the evening when they set up camp away from the road.

While Katsuki carefully stirred their food, Eijirou let his eyes trail along the uneven patches of scales running along his arms. Having been forced to hide them his whole life, he never had the chance to really look at them.

Eijirou didn’t know what to think about them. Earlier, during training, when Katsuki sent blast after blast at him to force him to let them out, he found them amazing. They paired incredibly well with his hardening, as if he was always supposed to combine both. Eijirou couldn’t tell if they were tougher than just his hardened skin, but he could move more easily with them, even when using his power at its full capacity. Plus, with how sharp his scales became once hardened, he could easily combine defense and offense, something he’d felt he was lacking his whole life.

Here, though, between the last sun rays and the flickering light of the fire… they looked foreign again. Their bright red seemed dull compared to the shiny silver of Tetsutetsu’s. They looked jagged and damaged, and it was so, so tempting to just… pluck them, or make them disappear at least.

“Here, your food,” Katsuki said, bringing him back to reality when he knocked Eijirou’s bowl against the side of his head.

“Oh, thanks,” he smiled, ready to devour whatever his friend had prepared.

His eyes landed on his scales again, and he paused.

“The fuck you keep staring at your scales for?” Katsuki asked.

“I don’t know. It’s just… I can’t see my horns. Or my wings, or my tail, unless I really try. I can feel them but… I can’t see them, and my scales, they… they feel wrong, you know?” Eijirou tried to explain.

Katsuki hummed thoughtfully and swallowed his food. “They’re not… They’re not really healthy,” he admitted. “Maybe that’s the problem?”

Eijirou gasped. “They’re not? Is it… Is it bad, you think?”

He should have expected it. Of course they weren’t going to be healthy, Eijirou had never let them out. And now, it was probably too late to save them and he’d be a sorry excuse for a dragon his whole life, and… 

“Relax, I’m sure they’ll be fine,” Katsuki said, flicking the side of his head. “I guess not shifting for two decades or so didn’t help. They’re supposed to regrow all the time, but if you never let them out…”

“Right…” Eijirou said, staring at his food with pinched lips.

His parents really hadn’t done him any favor by forcing him to hide, huh, he thought for the hundredth time in just a couple of days. It wasn’t something he liked to think about. They were trying to protect him, he knew that. They had no idea there would be any consequences to what they were doing. They didn’t know what Eijirou was either: all they saw was that they could force him to look human all the time, and they thought it was enough. It wasn’t their fault. But still…

He snapped out of his thoughts when Katsuki bumped their knees together.

“Relax,” he repeated. “Maybe Recovery Girl will have something to help. And we’ll make sure your next scales are fucking perfect, you’ll see! They’ll look so damn good, like rubies and fresh blood.”

Eijirou smiled and looked up from his food. “Rubies and fresh blood, huh?” he asked, meeting his friend’s eyes.

“Got a problem with my comparisons, Eijirou?” Katsuki asked, raising a challenging eyebrow at Eijirou’s amused smile.

“Well…” Eijirou said, raising a hand to have a better look at the scales there. He could see that. Brighter, more evenly shaped scales. Shiny ones, like Tetsutetsu. Like rubies and fresh blood…

“Not good enough for you?” Katsuki asked.

Eijirou snorted. “You don’t have anything less threatening than blood?”

“What, you want me to compare them to fucking poppies and strawberries?”

“I guess it gives a different image, huh,” Eijirou chuckled.

“Damn right. Rubies and fresh blood are better, fight me.”

“We just fought,” Eijirou pointed out with a smile. “And you’re right, that’s manlier. Though not as tasty.”

“Then go for scales like cherry pies and crushed redcurrants and see what kind of stories people tell about you,” Katsuki huffed.

“Stoooop,” Eijirou laughed. “You’re making me hungry. And why are all your comparisons so violent?”

“Because that’s badass. Now eat your damn food and stop saying stupid shit,” Katsuki concluded with a playful punch in the arm.

“Hey, don’t do that, I don’t have scales like redcurrants yet! There’s no need to crush them,” Eijirou protested with a chuckle, pretending to be hurt.

“They’ll be like fresh blood soon if you don’t shut up, though,” Katsuki threatened.

Eijirou laughed and shook his head, knowing his friend was joking. Still, he did as he was told and focused on his food again. There really was nothing like Katsuki’s cooking, he thought with a sigh of content.

That night, he dreamed about being a dragon like rubies and redcurrants and poppies and cherry pies, fending off armies of giant insects trying to eat his fresh blood scales. Katsuki was fighting alongside him, riding on his back or flying ahead as they defeated their enemies with ease. That wouldn’t be so bad, he guessed.

.

They reached Uraraka and Recovery Girl’s house at dusk just a few days later. No one had crossed their paths all day, which was a really good thing because apparently, turning into a dragon didn’t only mean getting new body parts. Eijirou’s wings and tail were here to stay, it seemed, but he’d woken up this morning to find that his ears were gone, and Katsuki refused to let him grow them back, claiming it was also part of the process.

“But I feel them, Katsuki, they want to grow back, come on,” he’d pleaded.

“No they fucking don’t,” his friend had said with the stern voice of a tired parent. “Just hide them behind your headbands, you’ll be fine.”

Katsuki turned out to be right, but it hadn’t stopped Eijirou from pouting most of the day.

It could have been worse, Katsuki told him. It could have been his nose.

Eijirou didn’t want to think about it.

“So… What do we do now?” Eijirou asked shyly as they approached their destination.

“I’ll knock. You stay out of sight in case there’s someone who shouldn’t see you,” Katsuki decided.

“Sounds good to me,” Eijirou agreed. He really hoped there wouldn’t be anyone. He was embarrassed enough by his appearance without letting a complete stranger see him.

Oh gods, what if Uraraka saw him and freaked out? Katsuki told him she didn’t know about dragon shifters yet. What if she wasn’t ready to find out? Sure, Eijirou could just hide again for a couple of days, but…

The door opened, revealing Recovery Girl.

“Bakugou, you’re back,” she said. “Is something wrong? Where is Kirishima?”

“We’re fine,” Katsuki grunted. “You’re alone?”

“Ochako will be back from the village soon. And we have… well, we have a guest.”

“Shit…” Katsuki cursed between his teeth. “It’s Eijirou, he’s started shifting and I don’t think he should force himself to hide for now,” he added in a rushed whisper.

“Oh, I suppose that’s a good thing,” Recovery Girl said. “And if it’s that, you have nothing to worry about from our guest. He’s…” She paused, and turned around to call someone behind her. “Tokoyami, you can come out. It’s safe.”

Eijirou couldn’t see much from where he was, but Katsuki’s eyes widened for a second before he grinned like he did when he just won something.

“Good enough,” he decided, leaving Eijirou even more confused. He hesitated when his friend stepped into the house a second later, wondering what it was about this Tokoyami guy that made Katsuki trust him instantly. Could he be another dragon shifter, maybe?

Katsuki’s head popped out of the door frame. “Come, Eijirou,” he said.

Eijirou followed him, turning around when he heard the door close behind him, just in time to see Recovery Girl mutter to herself with an amused smile, “Eijirou, huh…”

Eijirou looked away, focusing on the mysterious guest to forget about his heating cheeks, and froze. He understood Katsuki’s decision the second his eyes fell on the stranger: a small man with the head of a black bird instead of a human one.

“Oh,” was all Eijirou could say. He forced himself to close his gaping mouth. “Um… Hello. I’m Kirishima,” he introduced himself, trying to bring back some normalcy to a situation that was starting to feel like a dream.

The bird-man nodded. “They call me Tokoyami,” he said in a deep voice that sounded surprisingly human, when Eijirou expected to find the roughness of a crow's sounds.

“Nice to meet you,” Eijirou said with a curt nod, unsure what to do. “Um… I guess I’ll… Uh…” he stammered after a pause, fumbling with Katsuki’s cape to take it off while his tail flicked nervously behind him. Tokoyami’s eyes widened when Eijirou finally revealed his wings. “Yeah, so I’m… kind of like you, I guess?”

“Well,” Tokoyami said after drawing a sharp breath. “I am pleased to meet a fellow accursed creature, bound to the same darkness. It must be Fate.”

“The fuck’re you saying? He’s not fucking cursed,” Katsuki growled defensively.

“And neither are you, Tokoyami,” Recovery Girl added like they'd had this conversation several times already.

“So… are you a shifter?” Eijirou asked hesitantly.

“I cannot tell you what I am. The truth of my dark nature eludes me as well,” Tokoyami explained. “All I know is that I was born with this demonic mark, and that this dark curse has affected people in my village for generations now. Sadly, there is nothing I can do to change it.”

“Oh… okay,” Eijirou nodded, turning toward Katsuki in the hope that his friend would know something.

“Sounds like someone fucked a harpy or something,” his friend said. “Not gonna comment on why those traits keep coming back though.”

“Harpies don't have bird heads,” Recovery Girl pointed out.

“It doesn't have to be a harpy,” Katsuki shrugged. “But I've heard about this kind of shit happening. Humans don't mix well with every sapient.”

“I see,” Tokoyami nodded. “So this would be punishment for the dark revelries of my–”

“It's not a punishment, stop that,” Katsuki snapped. “How are you Plains people so damn stupid? Are parents paid to tell their kids they're fucked up or what?”

“Katsuki, I'm sure Tokoyami's family just explained it with whatever they knew, like mine did.”

Katsuki huffed. “And look what a fucking great job they did.”

“Stop that,” Eijirou snapped. His friend had been saying these things the whole week, and Eijirou was tired of his remarks. His parents did their best so he didn't end up dead, and it didn't matter that their decisions were misguided. They did this because they loved him, damn it! It was more than Eijirou could say about Katsuki's own family.

Katsuki clicked his tongue in annoyance, but he didn't insist. It wasn't the first time they had this argument.

“So, um…” Eijirou started, desperate to alleviate the tension he'd accidentally created. “What led you here, Tokoyami?”

Tokoyami raised a bandaged arm. “I was injured by dark forces during my travels. It seems that I should have heeded my family’s warnings: strangers are not to be trusted, and I should never let anyone look under my hood, lest they reveal the darkness dwelling in their souls.”

Eijirou's heart twisted at that. It reminded him too much of Inasa's story. Of what could have been his story, if he hadn't left with Katsuki. Even Kaminari and Sero… would they have hated him, if they knew?

Eijirou shook his head. He didn't want to think about it now. Not when he had no way to know.

“I'm sorry it happened to you,” he said.

“It was to be expected,” Tokoyami sighed, like it was a fatality. “But Fate was kind to me, putting me in the way of this remarkable lady and her apprentice. It makes it… easier to believe that not everyone is as bad and ill-intentioned as my family made it sound.”

Eijirou nodded, swallowing back his sympathetic tears.

“Why did you leave, then? If they kept telling you it was dangerous,” he asked softly, knowing all too well that he wouldn't have been able to go anywhere without Katsuki and Shizuka's encouragement.

“I felt that I had grown bigger than what my small village could provide. And I wanted to see for myself if there was a way to lift this evil curse of darkness.”

Eijirou smiled. “I think that's very manly of you.”

Tokoyami tilted his head like a curious magpie. “Manly?”

“Um… Brave? And like… awesome?” Eijirou tried to explain.

“Oh. Thank you,” Tokoyami nodded. “I have been called many things since the beginning of this journey, but it is the first time someone has called me 'brave' and not 'foolish'. It means a lot, Kirishima.”

“Sure, man. I mean, I'd wanted to leave for years before I actually did, and I used to be able to hide these,” Eijirou said, pointing at his wings.

“Used to?” Tokoyami asked with another tilt of his head.

“Oh, um… I'm… I've apparently been hiding for too long, so I'm kind of leaving them out for now,” Eijirou explained with an embarrassed smile.

“That sounds like a healthy choice,” Recovery Girl nodded. “I'm no specialist when it comes to shifters, but I'd say you should probably stay full dragon for a while.”

“Ah, yeah, I guess so but… I can't do that yet?” Eijirou said with a nervous chuckle, covering the disbelieving “Dragon?” from Tokoyami.

“You can't? Have you never shifted fully?” Recovery Girl asked as Katsuki told Tokoyami to shut up for now.

“Um… not really?” Eijirou replied, anxious, as he elbowed Katsuki in the ribs for being rude.

Recovery Girl hummed thoughtfully.

Eijirou's guts twisted. “Oh no, is it very bad?”

She shook her head and smiled. “Don't you worry dear, I'm sure it's nothing that can't be fixed with healthier shifting habits. Now, would you let me look at you for a bit?”

“Um… Sure,” Eijirou nodded as he rolled up his sleeve to reveal the patches of scales still on his forearms. “Katsuki said my scales don't look healthy.”

“Hmm… They are a little dry, I'm afraid. But I've seen this before in shifters recovering from long illnesses. It will get better in no time! I've heard you can even rub them with oil to give them a healthy shine and ease the itch you might feel when they're replaced with new ones.”

“Oh, that's good,” Eijirou said with a relieved smile. He knew Katsuki wouldn't have lied to him, but hearing it from a respected healer made him feel better.

Speaking of which… 

“Actually, we didn't come back here for me,” he admitted once she was done examining his wings and tail to confirm that the damage was only superficial and he shouldn’t have any long term issues.

“No? What is it, then?”

“The dragon in the West. The one we were looking for. He's actually a dragon shifter, and he hurt his eyes? So he needs something to restore his sight before he can go home.”

“Hmm… that could be many things,” Recovery Girl said, pensive. “Tell me everything you know about his condition. What does it look like? How did it happen? Is he completely blind?”

Eijirou opened and closed his mouth dumbly at the questions. He had no idea how to answer any of them. He had a vague idea of how it happened, but aside from that… Oh no, what if she couldn't help them and they had to return to Tetsutetsu, and–

“It's a wound near his eyes,” Katsuki said, snapping him out of his spiraling thoughts. “The eyes themselves don’t seem damaged, but they probably got infected or something.”

He went on to explain everything he knew in great detail, from a long description of what the injury and the eyes looked like to a full account of how it happened and how much Tetsutetsu could see—moving shapes when the light was bright enough, but nothing beyond that.

“I see, I see…” Recovery Girl nodded, listening carefully to his friend's explanation and asking questions from time to time.

Eijirou could have cried from relief. Katsuki was so smart and reliable…

Tears actually threatened to spill when Recovery Girl concluded that it wasn't anything major and she knew just what to do. From what Eijirou gathered, Tetsutetsu mostly needed a balm to clean the wound, and eye drops that would clean up and soothe his eyes. She already had the balm, and the eye drops weren’t too difficult to make. The only issue was that for a dragon his size and given how bad the infection got, they would need a lot of it.

“It should take me no more than a day to make what you need. Then, of course, you'll have to give him the medicine three times a day until his sight is fully restored. I suppose you two can manage?”

“Yeah, sounds easy,” Katsuki nodded.

“So…” Tokoyami started hesitantly after a beat of silence. “Dragons?”

“Oh, um…” Eijirou started, unsure how much they could tell him. Was the existence of dragons and dragon shifters supposed to be a secret? But then, wasn't it too late to hide it? Oh no, what if–

The door opened wide, letting in some of the evening chill and a very rosy cheeked Uraraka.

“Guys, I'm home!” she announced joyfully.

“Welcome back, Ochako,” Recovery Girl said gently as her apprentice closed the door and took off her coat. “We have new guests today.”

“Guests?” she asked with a surprised look as she snapped around. Her eyes widened when she saw Katsuki and him, and her face split into a bright grin. “Ooooh, Bakugou, Kirishima, you're back!”

She took a step toward them and froze as soon as she got a closer look at Eijirou. He tucked his wings even tighter behind himself and tried to hide his tail when her smile slowly fell.

“Kirishima? What happened to you?” she asked shyly, paling.

“Oh, um… I just…” he stammered, unsure where to start. He wanted to grab Katsuki's hand and run away so badly… But there was no way his friend would let him.

“Ochako, I think we should all sit down and have a talk,” Recovery Girl intervened. “There's something I've been meaning to tell you for a while.”

Uraraka nodded slowly and pulled a chair, her eyes still glued on Eijirou. Katsuki grabbed him by the arm and dragged him toward the kitchen space with a barked, “We're making tea.”

Eijirou was going to protest, but Recovery Girl gave them her blessing with a gentle, “Thank you, boys.”

Helping Katsuki locate five cups, a teapot, and a kettle while the others talked felt like torture. He could feel Tokoyami's and Uraraka's eyes on him even without looking at them. Still, he was thankful for the small distraction. The kitchen corner was close enough that he could hear Recovery Girl tell the others about dragons and shifters, and he wouldn't have wanted to be too close while it was happening anyway.

They had a few questions for Eijirou when he came back with their tea, but with the groundwork laid out for him, it was much easier to deal with them. Especially when Uraraka apologized for her first reaction and assured him that she was just surprised and it didn't change anything about their friendship.

“But wow,” she commented after taking her first sip of tea, turning toward Katsuki, “When Izuku let it slip that one time that you were 'taken away by dragons' when you were a kid and that's why you were gone, I thought it was a metaphor!”

Katsuki clicked his tongue, annoyed. “That dumbass, running his nerd mouth…”

“I guess it explains why he was so flustered when he said it…” Uraraka added thoughtfully.

.

Later, when Recovery Girl said they should get started on dinner, Katsuki grabbed Eijirou's arm and dragged him toward the kitchen again, saying they'd take care of it.

“What? But what if she needs me to do something else,” Eijirou protested.

“You wanna learn how to cook or what?” Katsuki snapped.

“Oh… right,” Eijirou said, a wide smile slowly forming on his lips as realization dawned on him. “Sure! Thanks, Katsuki!”

“Don't sweat it. And you better pay attention!”

Recovery Girl only stayed with them long enough to help them find and pick their ingredients before she left to have a talk with Uraraka.

“Oh, I didn't think she'd just… leave us,” Eijirou said, surprised.

Katsuki looked especially proud of himself when Eijirou turned toward him. “Means she trusts me with her kitchen now. Anyway, come here and show me how you chop onions.”

For the next ten minutes or so, Katsuki kept yelling at Eijirou about his form and complaining about how reckless and sloppy he was.

“You've obviously learned how to chop shit properly, so why the fuck can't you do it safely dammit?!” his friend growled.

“Because I can harden if anything happens,” Eijirou explained with a laugh. “So I just do what works for me.”

“Well, not under my watch,” Katsuki decided as he walked behind him. “If you're gonna do this, you're gonna do it properly, so here.”

Eijirou tensed when Katsuki's arms encircled him, his body fitting behind his wings and his hands sliding toward Eijirou's as he hooked his head above his shoulder.

They were… close. They were way too close, and it felt like too much. Eijirou's heartbeat started picking up pace until it was running wildly in his chest, his cheeks burning like he was about to catch fire. His mind was fuzzy when Katsuki slowly guided his hands into a proper position, showing him how to hold his onion firmly while keeping his fingertips out of harm's way.

It meant nothing, Eijirou told himself over and over again, unable to tell if his back and hands felt like they were on fire because Katsuki was running hot or if he was about to reveal some sort of latent fire magic. Katsuki told him that dragons didn't have the natural ability to breathe fire unless they were fire mages, but maybe he'd started learning things from his friend or something…

Still… this meant nothing, Eijirou repeated, taking a deep breath as he forced himself to focus on what Katsuki was saying. It meant nothing when they slept together, and when they bathed together, and when Katsuki scratched his scalp in the evening to soothe the sore skin around his horns, and it meant nothing now either, when Katsuki's warm, rough hands guided his moves and his hot breaths tickled his cheeks as he spoke.

“There. Think you’ve got it now?” Katsuki asked, stepping back to let Eijirou work on his own. He didn't sound nearly as flustered as Eijirou felt. He didn't look like it had affected him in any way when Eijirou finally dared send a quick glance in his direction. Katsuki was probably much too focused on cooking to even think about the effect he had on him.

Eijirou took a sharp breath and nodded, finishing cutting his onion just the way Katsuki showed him. His back felt cold now, and for a second, he wondered if Katsuki would come back and show him again, if Eijirou pretended to do it wrong. But Katsuki said he would stop if Eijirou complained even once or if he was too terrible, and he didn't want to risk losing these lessons by being too greedy.

“Better,” Katsuki said with a satisfied nod as he started working on the carrots.

He didn't use his spices to season their stew, but he still used plenty of the dried herbs Recovery Girl had, telling him exactly when to add them and the best way to bring out their full flavor. Eijirou could have listened to him talk about herbs for hours.

“Where did you learn so much?” he couldn't help but ask while their food was simmering and there was nothing left to do but wait.

“Recovery Girl told me about them last time we came here,” he shrugged.

“No, I mean, in general. I know you ask locals when you wanna learn something new, but what got you so into cooking in the first place?”

Katsuki's grip on the wooden spoon tightened and he put it down, eyes cast down on their simmering stew.

“My old man,” he said quietly, mouth set in a hard, thin line. “Said it'd be good to teach me control and care and all that shit. So I didn't just burn everything.”

Eijirou smiled. “It sounds like it worked well, if you even made your hoard about it.”

Katsuki's hands tightened into fists, and he only released the tension to let out a few frustrated sparks, his eyes now hard as his once calm expression turned into a frustrated scowl.

“Shut up,” he growled. “It means nothing, I'd have gotten into it sooner or later.”

Eijirou tilted his head, surprised by his sudden defensiveness. He wanted to ask what was wrong, but Uraraka came back at that moment to ask what was smelling so good.

Another time, maybe.

Notes:

I hope you enjoyed it!
Please wish me luck for this week, it's gonna be fun but damn, the workload is insane...

Also, I'd like to give Fey a HUGE THANK YOU for helping me with Tokoyami's speech pattern. They did their best to guide me without writing it for me and they deserve a medal for this. I was seriously going to bang my head against a wall until I got scrambled brain

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more (it's been brought to my attention that my DMs on Twitter were closed so I fixed that)

Chapter 25: Of Dragons and Men

Notes:

Hi everyone! I'm a bit late but no longer dying (for now) so yay for that!

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

They all shared the stew Eijirou helped Katsuki make for dinner. And since he still hadn’t lost the habit, Eijirou couldn’t help but ask Tokoyami about his travels. He used to think he wouldn’t care all that much once he’d lived his own adventures, but he was wrong: the more he learned about the world outside his village, the more he wanted to know. Besides, he’d found that it was the perfect way to get to know someone better.

Tokoyami told him he’d left his village west of there in the spring, barely a few months before Eijirou. He hadn’t been able to find out anything about his “curse”, but that didn't stop him. Much like Eijirou, he wanted to see more of the world. Maybe the curse was only an excuse, he said. Maybe he really just wanted to leave his small, isolated village and escape the constant pity he was given by everyone there.

“I was also hoping to find myself a master of the wind arts,” he said later.

“Oh, really? You want to be a wind mage?” Eijirou asked, curious.

Tokoyami shook his head and raised his hand. The fire flickered in the chimney, and Eijirou's clothes ruffled ominously around him at a sudden breeze that shouldn't be there. The two candles on the table were blown out.

“I am already a wind mage, as you call it,” Tokoyami said. “I simply wish to refine my mastery in a more formal way.”

Eijirou smiled, impressed. “Wow, that’s so cool! You know Uraraka is a wind mage too, right?”

“So I was told,” Tokoyami nodded.

“And Katsuki too!”

“Really? Is he not a wielder of fire?” he asked, eyes on Katsuki as his friend raised a hand to light the nearest candle back up.

“Yeah, but he’s also a wind mage,” Eijirou confirmed.

“A double mastery, I see… An impressive feat. This is the first time I've met someone blessed with such power during my travels.”

“That’s because you haven’t gone all that far, Birdbrain,” Katsuki huffed. “It’s not that rare. And I’m not a natural wind mage.”

“Oh? And if I may ask…”

“I can’t take you to the people who taught me,” Katsuki said with finality. Tokoyami let out a dejected sigh, and his friend added, “It’s not because of what you are. They’re just too far for you.”

“I am ready to travel great distances to find a suitable and… understanding master,” Tokoyami pointed out.

“It hasn’t worked out so far?” Eijirou asked.

Tokoyami shook his head. “I have made two attempts so far on this Quest of the Cursed. And this,” he said, raising his injured arm, “is what happened when I tried to appeal to the second master of the winds.”

“I’ll need to have a serious talk with him,” Recovery Girl said with a frown, and added under her breath, “See if I give you a discount on your joint balm next time, you old fool.”

“Oh… I’m really sorry,” Eijirou said for what felt like the hundredth time tonight, heart clenching in sympathy.

“Anyway, gimme that candle so I can light it back up,” Katsuki said, holding out a hand.

“Of course. Thank you,” Tokoyami said, grabbing it to hand it to him.

“Hey, no!” a voice Eijirou hadn’t heard before protested then.

He froze. It sounded like it came from Tokoyami, but it wasn’t his voice and his beak hadn’t even moved. Could it be… a ghost?

“Dark Shadow, not now,” Tokoyami hissed.

“But you’ve been surrounded by light all evening. And it’s stuffy in here,” the voice whined. “I’m coming out.”

Eijirou gasped as a small… spirit? emerged next to Tokoyami. With a pitch-black body and bright yellow eyes, it almost looked like it was made of darkness itself.

“Um… Tokoyami? Who’s this?” Eijirou asked hesitantly, trying not to show his nervousness.

It had helped Eijirou's self-confidence to have Katsuki treat all of his weird shifting quirks as perfectly normal instead of things to be feared. So if this little guy was part of Tokoyami’s ‘curse’, Eijirou didn’t want to make his new friend feel bad about it. Besides, Uraraka and Recovery Girl didn’t seem especially alarmed by the sudden appearance of this ‘Dark Shadow’, so they probably knew already.

Tokoyami sighed. “This is Dark Shadow,” he explained. “This demonic creature of the night has been my constant companion ever since I was born, sharing my twisted fate.”

“Oh, um… Nice to meet you!” Eijirou said with a wide grin that bared his teeth, hoping the reminder that they were both different would put Tokoyami at ease.

It… didn’t seem to work as intended, given the surprised gasps Uraraka and Tokoyami almost let out. Right, not everyone was Katsuki, and showing sharp teeth wasn’t supposed to be comforting, Eijirou chided himself.

“So that guy’s made of shadows?” Katsuki asked curiously, saving him from his embarrassment.

“Yes,” Tokoyami nodded. “He gets stronger in the dark, but is not fond of light, as you must have realized.”

“Huh… I’ve never met a sapient that could’ve caused that,” he said.

“Really? So you think it is a curse?” Eijirou asked.

“No, I just think I haven’t met every single kind of sapient in the world,” Katsuki scoffed.

The small, excited glint in his eyes didn’t escape Eijirou. He hadn’t seen it often, but he’d learned to interpret it as a sign of marvel; something that appeared every time Katsuki was reminded that there were still things he’d never seen before. If he’d truly been all over the world thanks to his flying dragon city, it probably didn’t happen often.

“Do you really believe such a creature exists?” Tokoyami asked.

“Probably? That shit’s worth investigating,” Katsuki said. “Something that lives in the shadows, huh…”

“It’s a shame Kaminari and Jirou aren’t here with us,” Uraraka sighed. “I bet they’d have at least heard a legend somewhere.”

“So you believe that rather than looking for a curse of evil, I should instead search for a missing non-human ancestor that would have infiltrated my village and doomed their descendants to a life of seclusion?” Tokoyami asked.

Katsuki nodded. “I bet you’d find something faster that way.”

“Hmm… then perhaps this dark mystery may yet be solved,” Tokoyami nodded thoughtfully.

“I think it’d be good for you,” Eijirou said. “I mean… I was adopted, so I spent my whole life not knowing what I was. And it led to some serious issues, because I had no idea what I was doing wrong, and that I wasn’t supposed to hide forever. So if you learn more about yourself, maybe you’ll make things easier for yourself and even help other people in your village?”

“Yes… Your words ring true.”

“So you really think I’m not a demon and there could be others like us?” Dark Shadow asked, hopeful.

“Yeah, maybe?” Eijirou said.

“Don’t get your hopes up too much, though,” Katsuki intervened. “You might be some sort of hybrid of several sapients. Probably are.”

“Bakugou, don’t ruin this for him!” Uraraka chided him.

“I’m not ruining shit, I’m just being realistic!” Katsuki barked.

“But even if he isn’t exactly like whatever sapient gave him these traits, it’d still be good for him to know more about it, right?” Eijirou said encouragingly.

“They might be able to teach me how to better harness Dark Shadow and his power of darkness, should our paths ever cross,” Tokoyami nodded, obviously interested.

“But I still want to learn wind magic,” Dark Shadow whined. “Imagine if we could fly!”

Fly, huh, Eijirou thought. That reminded him of…

“Hey, maybe you could try Inasa!” he exclaimed, words coming out faster than his thoughts.

Everyone turned to him to send various surprised and confused looks in his direction. Eijirou’s cheeks warmed up.

“Um, he’s a giant we’ve met before,” he explained. “And he’s an amazing wind mage! So he’s not officially a wind master, but I’m sure he could teach you lots of things.”

“Oh, right!” Uraraka exclaimed. “Kaminari told me about him. He’s the giant you met in Castelmorn, right?”

“Yeah, that’s him.”

“And you believe this master of the winds would be willing to take me as an apprentice?” Tokoyami asked.

“Baldy’s like an eager puppy, I bet he’d love to have an apprentice,” Katsuki scoffed.

“And since he’s a giant himself, there’s no way he’d turn you down just because you’re not fully human,” Eijirou added.

“And how far is this Castelmorn place you mentioned?”

“Uuuuuh…” Eijirou hesitated.

“I can take out the map later so we can check out,” Uraraka said. “But it should be a few weeks away from here? Close enough that you’ll be able to reach it before the first snow, I think.”

“Hmm… So I could either pursue the way of wind magic, or continue investigating my obscure origins…” Tokoyami hummed.

“You don’t have to make a decision now,” Uraraka shrugged. “Your arm won’t be healed for another couple of weeks anyway.”

“Of course,” Tokoyami nodded.

Their conversation was interrupted by a loud yawn. Everyone turned toward Katsuki, who glared at them for bringing attention to his moment of weakness.

“I guess we’ll go to sleep for now,” Eijirou said, unable to repress a fond smile at his friend’s sleepy frown.

“Of course, boys. You must be exhausted after all this traveling,” Recovery Girl said. “We prepared your room while you two were cooking. It’s the same as last time.”

Before they left, she mentioned that the eye drops would be ready either the next day or the one after. Eijirou thanked her with a smile as he dragged Katsuki upstairs with him. He would have loved to stay up longer, but seeing how tired his friend was made him realize how exhausted he felt as well. And spending the night in a bed sounded very, very nice right now.

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There wasn’t much for them to do the next day. Since they couldn’t go to town with Eijirou still half shifted, they decided to check on the caverns Recovery Girl told them about over breakfast. The entrance was less than an hour away from her house, isolated enough that people rarely went there, and required some climbing without being too hard or dangerous to reach. She said her old shifter apprentice used to go there when she needed time to shift in peace, and Katsuki wanted to check out if Tetsutetsu could stay there in case the eye drops weren’t enough to help him recover. Eijirou suspected that he just wanted to climb something and explore the area, but he still followed him gladly.

The first thing that hit him when they arrived was the view. Although the cave itself was accessible without having to climb if you knew the path, the entire way from Recovery Girl’s home to here was uphill and you could see the whole valley from there. The weather was nice and clear, and Eijirou counted about half a dozen small villages scattered across the sea of green.

“That cave isn’t too shitty,” Katsuki remarked behind him, already inside.

“Yeah? How so?” Eijirou asked, tearing himself from the view to join his friend.

“Entrance is wide enough to let in some light but easy to cover if needed,” Katsuki explained. “South-facing, which means more light. And this room’s pretty big too. I bet we could spend winter here.”

“Why would you want to spend winter here when we’re leaving soon?” Eijirou chuckled.

Katsuki shrugged. “I didn’t say we had to, I just said we fucking could.”

“Right, right,” Eijirou smiled, still looking around.

Katsuki was right, he decided. It was a really nice little cave.

“Anyway,” he said after a beat of silence, “since we’re here and we still have a few hours, you wanna explore a bit?”

Katsuki turned toward the small corridor leading further into the cavern and nodded as he lit up his palm.

“I’ll let you lead the way, then,” Eijirou said with a smile, walking after his friend.

After being disappointed a couple of times, first by the small cave near Castelmorn that was just one room, then by the ones where Tetsutetsu was hiding, and that were inaccessible past a few chambers, Eijirou expected these to be the same. Just a couple of minutes of admiring the weird shapes of the rock, the otherworldly, shiny formations on the walls that looked like huge salt sculptures, if they were lucky, and nothing more. The cavern where they’d left Tetsutetsu had this room with a huge pillar that was red and white and black and glittery and made Eijirou’s earth mage heart sing. Contrary to many natural mages, he didn’t remember the specific moment where he’d learned earth magic, but he had a feeling that if he’d seen this when he was younger, he would have felt his connection with the earth back then.

Sadly, these caves were a lot dryer than the ones near the Split Oak. It would make them much more comfortable to live in, but it meant no strange tubular formations and sparkling walls. And no Katsuki flinching and cursing every time a drop of cold water fell on him and disturbed his focus over his flame, either.

Still, Eijirou appreciated the reddish walls and how easy the corridor was to navigate. Most of the formations seemed natural, but sometimes, judging by the height of the ceiling, he suspected that they’d been widened by someone.

They almost stopped when they reached a narrow passage that forced them to drop their bags and squeeze themselves sideways, but they were both too curious to let it stop them. It proved to be worth the trouble when it widened to reveal another neat corridor leading to a fairly big chamber.

Too busy smiling at the way Katsuki’s flames reflected on the irregular surface of the rock, Eijirou didn’t notice that his friend had stopped walking until he bumped into him.

Katsuki didn’t say anything. He didn’t curse, didn’t berate him. He just kept looking up and raised a trembling hand to show him what he’d seen higher on the wall.

Eijirou’s mouth dropped open. Where he expected a bat or maybe some kind of huge spider was… a black horse? Two? Three? They were painted on the surface, rough silhouettes that were still immediately recognizable. Dynamic, Eijirou would call them. Made of simple but strong lines, like the spirit of the animal itself was painted on the stone.

“What is this?” he whispered in awe, his voice echoing around the cavern’s walls.

“I don’t know,” Katsuki whispered back. “Just… paintings.”

“Do you think locals drew them?”

“Maybe? How the fuck would I know?”

“Right…” Eijirou looked around, curious. “Do you think there are others?”

Katsuki shrugged. “Probably? Wanna find out?”

“Yeah,” Eijirou whispered, excited yet holding himself back from yelling and nodding too much. He didn’t know what these paintings were, but they felt important. Like they deserved respect and silence.

Now that they knew what to look for, they found those paintings on nearly every available surface of the cavern. Herds of cows on one wall, more horses, what looked like big, strong cats, strange animals with huge tusks and a long nose that seemed to be moving up and down depending on how Katsuki moved his flame…

They moved to the next chamber to find a big, round bear. A couple of wolves. Deer, and what Eijirou was certain were hunters hiding behind bushes. Each painting seemed more amazing than the last, and Eijirou wondered if the creatures he didn’t recognize were things the painters had come up with, or if maybe they’d seen them themselves, just as clearly as the wolves and the horses. If Katsuki hadn’t been in control of the fire, Eijirou would have spent hours staring at each of them, trying to engrave them in his mind. He didn’t know how old they were or who made them, but something about them felt even more magical than the fire burning in his friend’s palm.

Eijirou was going to tell Katsuki to give up when they reached another narrow corridor with a really low ceiling, knowing his friend didn’t like enclosed spaces like this, but there was no stopping him. Katsuki was obviously just as curious as him to find more.

Once more, his friend froze when he reached the middle of the next room, a huge one with a ceiling high enough that even Inasa wouldn’t have been able to touch it without flying.

“Holy shit, look at that,” Katsuki whispered in awe, eyes glued to the ceiling.

Eijirou looked up and…

Dragons.

The entire ceiling was covered with dragons of all shapes and sizes, their colors as varied as the available pigments allowed. Black ones. Red ones. Dark blue ones. All flying freely above them in a whirlwind, almost looking alive in the light of Katsuki’s flickering flame. His friend moved it around a little, and the dragons moved with it, some of them disappearing to reveal new ones.

Mouth agape, frozen in place, Eijirou blinked away a few tears and kept looking, unable to tear his eyes from the painted creatures. Then, Katsuki touched his arm and led him a few steps further, pointing right behind him, toward the relatively smooth wall above the entrance.

There was a man painted there. There was a dragon. Katsuki moved him to the right and there was a man, standing proud with his arms open wide. He moved him to the left, and there was a dragon with its wings spread, roaring at the sky.

A man. A dragon. A man. A dragon. A shifter, just like him.

How long ago had these been painted? Were they the work of a dragon shifter? Did Recovery Girl’s old apprentice paint them? Or could they be much older than he could have imagined, remnants from the days of legend before the shifters left for the sky? Did Eijirou’s ancestors paint them, maybe? Was this place specifically made for him and other dragon shifters? Was this why he felt such a strong connection to these paintings?

A dragon. A man. A man. A dragon.

Dizzy with emotions he didn’t comprehend, Eijirou fell to his knees and cried.

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“Eijirou,” Katsuki said much, much later, putting a hand on his shoulder. “We’ve gotta go back. I’m getting cold.”

Eijirou nodded weakly and pushed himself back up. He didn’t know how long he’d spent staring at the paintings on the ceiling and on the walls, overwhelmed by emotions he couldn’t even begin to describe. He’d met Tetsutetsu already, a real, live dragon who talked to him in a language he didn’t understand yet. He’d listened to Katsuki’s stories about dragon cities for days. He’d been learning how to accept the dragon side of him, slowly letting it out more and more. And yet, nothing made him feel a bond so strong and deep with the other dragon shifters. Nothing had really managed to make him realize that there were really others like him, and that he belonged with them.

Eijirou was exhausted, his eyes were puffy from crying for so long, but he’d never been happier. He felt like a new person. He felt free.

He really hoped Tokoyami would get to experience this someday.

Despite his complaints, Katsuki let him have one last look at the whole room with minimal grumbling.

“Okay, I’m done,” Eijirou announced once he had his fill. For now, at least. He didn’t know if he would ever have enough of these paintings.

Katsuki nodded briskly and led them outside in silence, snuffing out his flame the moment they reached the entrance.

“That was incredible!” Eijirou exclaimed as soon as they were out, catching up to his friend with an excited grin.

“I g-guess that was c-cool,” his friend said with a quick nod, shivering.

“Hey, dude, you’re okay?” Eijirou asked, worried. He grabbed one of his friend’s hands and almost dropped it when he felt how cold it was. “Wow, you weren’t kidding when you said you were cold!” he exclaimed. “Come, let’s go in the sun for a bit, yeah?”

He didn’t wait for Katsuki’s reply before he dragged him to a nice spot in the sun. Katsuki followed him without complaining.

“Why didn’t you say anything?” Eijirou asked.

“I fucking did, and now we’re out,” Katsuki shrugged.

Eijirou let out a frustrated sigh, angry at himself for being too engrossed in the paintings to realize his friend wasn’t fine. “I guess, but how did it get this bad? It wasn’t really cold in the cave, and you were holding the flame.”

“And where do you think that heat came from?”

Eijirou blinked a couple of times. “What do you mean? You don’t get cold when you make things explode.”

“Because it’s easy. Sustained fire too, but it… it tires me out faster or whatever. Especially when I can’t move.”

“Oh, I’m so sorry,” Eijirou said, rubbing his friend’s upper arms to warm them up a little. “I had no idea it was so exhausting for you.”

“It’s fucking fine, stop fussing,” Katsuki barked as he slapped Eijirou’s hands away. “Let’s just go back to the house, I’ll warm up on the way.”

“Okay, fine,” Eijirou shrugged. “Oh, here! I grabbed an apple before we left, you can have it.”

He fished the fruit out of his pocket and handed it to his friend, ready to fight him if he had to. Katsuki grabbed it without a word and took an angry bite.

As they walked back toward their temporary place, pictures of dragons were still dancing in Eijirou’s mind like Katsuki’s flames.

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Uraraka had given him a mirror earlier, when Eijirou mentioned that he hadn't had the chance to see himself ever since he'd started shifting. He hadn’t had the courage to have a look yet. He had a feeling that he wouldn’t like it.

The first thing he did when they stepped back into the house was run to his bedroom and grab it to have a look at his face.

His horns were out, and there were tiny scales littering his cheeks like freckles. They were dull and irregular, like the ones on his arms, and it was very tempting to pluck them too, but… Beyond that, he felt like maybe, when the next ones came out healthier, they wouldn’t look too bad.

His horns were just as dark as Katsuki had described, but in the dying sunlight, Eijirou realized that instead of plain black, they were a deep shade of red. Eijirou wondered if they’d grow shinier with time too or if they’d keep looking like they were absorbing light. He wouldn’t mind either. They looked cool as they were, like volcanic rocks. The thought surprised him. It was the first time he felt something positive about any of his dragon features, but there was no denying it: they looked good. Strong and sturdy with a thick base that protected his forehead before pointing backwards, a bit like a goat's horns.

Emboldened by this revelation, Eijirou pulled back his lips, like when he was making faces in the mirror as a kid, revealing his sharp white teeth. He didn’t know how to feel about them. Katsuki liked them a lot, and just thinking about his friend telling him how awesome he found them was enough to make him smile these days. But did it mean Eijirou liked them too? He wasn’t sure.

There was a drawing of a half shifted person on the other wall of the cave. Like Eijirou, they had their horns, wings, and tail out. Eijirou thought they looked amazing. Powerful, but with a certain grace.

Eijirou covered his teeth again. Did he look like this too?

Before he found out what he was, whenever he tried to picture himself fully shifted, he always imagined looking like some sort of pitiful lizard-man. That was why he’d never tried shifting ever since he was a kid, even just for himself. He thought he would look hideous. He worried that he might not be able to turn back, and that he’d be stuck looking like a monster for the rest of his life.

Even now, knowing what a real dragon looked like, he couldn’t imagine himself looking as strong and beautiful as one. But maybe…

“Katsuki, can you hold it up for me?” he asked his friend, who’d joined him at some point and was now leaning against a wall behind him in silence.

Katsuki nodded and took the mirror, holding it so that Eijirou could see his shoulders and chest. The wings behind him were too big to fit the frame, but it still gave him a fairly good view. They looked… impressive, he guessed? A little awkward when he tried moving them. Maybe a little too pale and weak, compared to the strong ones painted in the cave.

He twisted around, making Katsuki lower the mirror to let him see his tail. Thick, covered with the same sickly red scales as the ones on his cheeks, it curled slightly around his leg like it was trying to look appealing. It wasn't, though. It was just… there. Existing. Not giving him any positive feelings like his horns, not looking like a work in progress like the scales on his cheeks, but not a pitiful sight like his wings either. Eijirou moved it back behind him, and it looked like it was drooping in disappointment.

Did Eijirou look like the person in the cave? He didn’t know. The portrait wasn’t much more detailed than the animals in the previous rooms. All Eijirou had to work with was the shape and the feeling it gave. Would he ever look like this? Did he already do?

“Whaddya think?” Katsuki asked, and there was a proud glint in his eyes that made Eijirou feel like his friend was seeing something he didn’t. As if instead of potential, Katsuki could already see him as the perfect shifter in the cave.

The thought made Eijirou smile. He puffed up his chest, straightened up, and flared his wings, trying to look as confident as he wanted to feel, displaying the same amount of pride as those paintings on the wall.

Maybe he wasn’t there yet, but with his friend looking at him like that, Eijirou felt nothing like the sorry lizard he imagined as a kid.

Knocking his fists together, he grinned to reveal all of his teeth and said, “I like it!”

Katsuki smiled back, satisfied, and Eijirou knew at that moment that he would get there someday.

Notes:

I hope you liked it!

For this chapter, I'd like to thank the Massif Central specifically for having so many caves, including painted ones. And also everyone who reacted positively when I mentionned cave paintings on Twitter.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 26: Dragon Pal

Notes:

I should stop hoping I'll post the chapter on time. I think that's just not happening...
Anyway, here it is!

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

They were back on the road the day after, carrying three waterskins full of eye drops, a soothing balm, and a small packet of invigorating herbal mix to help Tetsutetsu get back on his feet faster. Eijirou really hoped he’d be okay.

Katsuki assured him that he’d be alright, but he’d have been alone for two whole weeks by the time they came back, and a lot could have happened during that time. Maybe he got hungry after all and couldn’t find food, or he ran out of water, or someone found him, or…

Eijirou tried his best not to think about it too much. As Katsuki said, there was no point in worrying.

Nothing much happened on their way back to the Split Oak. Katsuki grumbled a bit about having to go back and forth like this, but at least they knew the area well by now and it gave them the chance to focus on other things, such as teaching Eijirou more Mixed Draconic and dragon shifter customs.

The more he learned about it, the more Eijirou realized that in most situations, Katsuki acted more like a shifter than a Barbarian. The growls, the snarls, the way he tucked his cape close to his sides when he was upset or wrapped it around Eijirou when he wanted to comfort him, mimicking dragon wings, the way he had no issue with everyday intimacy once he got used to it again because it was a common thing among shifters while Barbarians liked having their own space—or at least so it seemed, from what he'd seen with Miruko and the few other Barbarians they met…

When he said learning Mixed Draconic might teach him a few things about Katsuki as well, Eijirou didn’t think it would be so true.

As he learned more about his culture, Eijirou slowly got more used to his new limbs as well, figuring out how to shift them back and forth. Their second day on the road was too windy for him to safely use Katsuki’s cape to hide his wings and tail, so despite his friend’s protests, Eijirou made them disappear. They didn’t meet many people that day, but the choice had been worth it if only because Eijirou managed to make everything reappear in the evening.

It was hard, and there was this weird… mental hurdle he had to overcome for it to work. He had to think about it, but without thinking too much or else he started hearing his parents' reprimands and tried to make everything disappear again. But after an hour or so and a few attempts, he managed to go back to how he looked in the morning.

“You were right,” he said that night with a wide, happy grin once his wings were back out. “Shifting doesn’t have to be painful at all!”

Emboldened by this small victory, Eijirou started shifting back and forth the rest of the way, hiding his most prominent dragon features during the day, leaving only the scales under his clothes, and letting them out at night when it was just Katsuki and him.

After being so scared of what he was his entire life, Eijirou couldn’t wait for the day he’d manage to turn into a full dragon. Katsuki told him that skilled shifters were able to shift all at once instead of gradually, like the painted shifter on the cave’s wall. Apparently, they could even go fast enough to include whatever they were wearing, so they didn’t have to worry about ruining their clothes when shifting. And although it seemed like a distant, unachievable goal to Eijirou for now, he was excited to close the gap. According to Katsuki, he was learning really fast, enough that he might be able to do it before winter. Eijirou really hoped his friend was right.

They reached the caves where they’d left Tetsutetsu one day earlier than planned, since they didn’t have to stop at Cassiac this time. There was no dragon coming out to greet them when they arrived, even when Eijirou started cursing loudly as he tripped on gravel on the way down to the cave and almost fell the rest of the way. There was no answer when Katsuki called, once they safely stepped inside. Eijirou started worrying.

Did something happen to Tetsutetsu while they were gone? Did people find him? Did Katsuki and he make him wait too long?

Katsuki lit up his palm and led them further inside the caverns, toward the spot where Tetsutetsu was supposed to be resting.

They found him lying on the ground, still in his dragon form, unmoving. It took a few heart-stopping seconds for Eijirou to realize that his belly was moving and he was sound asleep.

“Metalhead, wake up!” Katsuki barked. “We’re back with your medicine.”

Tetsutetsu’s legs twitched, but he didn’t move.

“Metalhead, now!” Katsuki said louder.

Tetsutetsu woke up all at once and scrambled back to his feet with what sounded like a yelp.

Eijirou was disappointed to find that his new knowledge of Mixed Draconic didn’t help him understand the dragon any better. He caught a few words of Katsuki explaining what Recovery Girl told them, probably, but Tetsutetsu’s replies still meant nothing to him.

“Uh… What are you guys saying?” he asked hesitantly when he heard a pause in the conversation, surprised to see Katsuki was smiling.

“Metalhead is bored and hungry but mostly fine. Bats taste like shit. I explained what Recovery Girl told us to do and he’s glad we’ve found a cure for his eyes,” Katsuki translated.

“Oh, good,” Eijirou nodded. “Thanks.”

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Their first mission, once they’d dropped everything they could at the cave, was to find more food for Metalhead and some firewood for the next couple of days. And after spending the past hour or so translating his conversation with Metalhead for Eijirou, Katsuki was sure of one thing: the next few days were going to be long. It would be much easier if Metalhead could shift back into a human. At least, he wouldn’t have to rely on Katsuki for conversation.

The idiot must have been really bored for the past weeks, because he wouldn’t stop talking. It took them three attempts before he let them go on their hunt, and they were doing that shit for him. After being unable to find anyone to speak Draconic with for years, Katsuki could understand that Metalhead missed it, but the pleasure of reconnecting with a language he hadn't heard in so long didn't make up for how annoying that guy was. Seriously, if Katsuki had to hear one more word about how much Metalhead missed his future mate, he was going to murder him. But it seemed like the kind of things Eijirou would love to talk about, meaning once Metalhead was back in human form, these two could keep each other busy while Katsuki enjoyed some peace and quiet elsewhere.

“Hey, did you tell Tetsutetsu about me?” Eijirou asked while they were looking for animal tracks.

Metalhead said he was tired of raw meat, but they didn’t have enough food to satisfy a hungry dragon, especially if they couldn’t come back to Cassiac or the Split Oak without looking suspicious, so he’d have to deal with it for now. He’d get to share their human food once he was back in human form with a human-sized appetite.

“He already knows about you,” Katsuki replied, studying a bunch of mushrooms and wondering if they were edible. They looked like the kind Cheeks said was tasty, and she’d assured him that they couldn’t be confused with anything else, but if they got sick…

“Oh…” Eijirou said, bringing him back to their conversation. “The whole thing?”

Oh, right… “He knows you’re a shifter like him,” Katsuki said. “Not that you didn’t know.”

“So… Is that why he didn’t attack me when we met?”

“Yeah. Said he could smell it,” Katsuki explained, deciding that fuck it, he was picking the mushrooms. He liked mushrooms. Eijirou liked mushrooms. Cheeks wouldn’t lie to him about these things, and she was supposed to know her stuff. Maybe they could toss Metalhead a few before eating and see if they’d kill him or something.

“Really? I didn’t know there was a particular smell,” Eijirou said, surprised.

“Me neither,” Katsuki shrugged. “But I know dragon noses are more sensitive to these things.”

“That’s cool! So you think I’ll be able to do it too?” Eijirou asked.

“That’d make sense.”

“So cool… Oh, I think I see deer tracks over here, by the way.”

Katsuki got up with his cape full of mushrooms and walked over to him to confirm that they were, indeed, deer tracks.

“So you really didn’t mention it?” Eijirou asked as they started following them.

“Do you want him to know?”

Eijirou thought for a few steps. Frowned. “Yeah, I think I’d like him to know. Maybe he’ll be able to help me with the whole shifting thing.”

“Then you tell him when we come back,” Katsuki shrugged.

“Oh, right, he understands Plainspeak,” Eijirou said with a sheepish look. “But wait, why don’t you speak to him in Plainspeak too, so I understand?”

“And how else are you gonna practice Mixed Draconic, huh?”

“In situations where I can understand more than one half of the conversation?”

“Fuck… Right."

Katsuki would have to teach him Pure Draconic too, now that they had a dragon at hand.

They found their prey drinking at the pond where they met Metalhead. It never saw them coming. It would go nicely with the mushrooms, Katsuki decided.

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Tetsutetsu’s eyes started looking better after just a couple of days. After about a week, he could see shapes pretty well, although everything was still a little blurry. Two days after that, he decided that he was feeling fine enough to shift back into human form. Katsuki explained that he was feeling ‘the itch’ and it meant it was time for him to shift. Eijirou wasn’t sure what it meant, but he was determined to ask Tetsutetsu as soon as they’d finally be able to talk without needing Katsuki as an interpreter.

Eijirou didn’t know what to expect when Tetsutetsu, still in his dragon form, stood up after letting them know he was going to shift. According to Katsuki and the painting on the wall, it was going to happen pretty fast, but Eijirou wasn’t sure how fast it was going to be and whether or not there would be a weird middle stage that hadn’t been depicted in the cave. He held his breath, expecting something spectacular… and before he knew it, a tall man with silver hair stood where there was a dragon just a second before.

Wow… When Katsuki said it was fast, Eijirou didn’t think it would be this fast. It still took him several seconds to shift one body part on a good day, but here, he’d barely caught a glimpse of the transition.

Eijirou hadn’t really thought about what Tetsutetsu would look like as a human, but he was smaller than he expected, somehow. He was taller than Katsuki and him, but barely, with a sharp smile just like Eijirou’s, and a muscular body covered with thin leather clothes that seemed more appropriate for summer than mid-fall. Aside from his surprisingly long eyelashes, the thing that surprised Eijirou the most was…

“Dude, you have a bag? You can really shift with a bag?!”

Tetsutetsu blinked a few times, confused. “Yeah?”

Eijirou had told him days ago that he didn’t know he was a dragon shifter until recently and that he might ask a lot of dumb questions, but they seemed to take Tetsutetsu by surprise every time.

“But… but how? Where does it go when you shift?” Eijirou asked, baffled.

Tetsutetsu shrugged. “Don’t think about it too much. My grandma always said it stops working if you do,” he explained slowly, with an accent that sounded a little like Katsuki’s, but more pronounced.

“C-Can it?!”

“My best friend, Itsuka, says it’s probably because if you think too much, you’re too slow when you shift. I don’t know. It just works as long as it's not a big bag.”

“Right…” Eijirou said slowly. He could accept the clothes, somehow, but an entire bag… Would he really be able to do that too, someday?

He turned toward Katsuki to see if he had something to say on the matter, but his friend simply shrugged and walked away, saying,

“Whatever, I have knives to sharpen. He’s your problem now.”

“Is he always like this?” Tetsutetsu asked once he was gone.

Eijirou shrugged, smiling fondly as he watched Katsuki go sit just outside the cave and take out his knives. “Just give him time.”

Now, since his friend had so kindly given him space so he could ask Tetsutetsu all the questions he had, it would be unmanly not to do so.

“So,” Eijirou started, turning back toward the shifter. “What’s that ‘itch’ you said you were feeling before you shifted?”

Tetsutetsu stared at him for a few seconds, dumbfounded. “It’s just… the Itch,” he said. “Like a tingle under your skin that tells you you’ve stayed in the same form for too long?”

That sounded familiar. Now that Eijirou thought about it, it had been a while since he felt that terrible, bone deep itch that used to plague him.

“You’ve never… felt the Itch?” Tetsutetsu asked.

“Oh, uh… I think I have, yeah?” Eijirou said. “It’s just… I’ve never done anything about it. Aside from… scratching. And using oil to soothe the skin, but it never really worked.”

“Why?” Tetsutetsu frowned.

Eijirou let out a nervous chuckle. “My parents wouldn’t let me.”

Tetsutetsu’s scowl deepened. “They wouldn’t let you? But why?”

“Well… Things are hard for non-humans here. They thought if I didn’t shift at all, I’d stay safe, so…”

Eijirou trailed off when he heard a deep, threatening growl coming from Tetsutetsu. The shifter snarled, teeth on full display, and barked, “Who the fuck does that to a shifter?! Where are they? I’ll kill them!”

“What? Hey, no! Calm down!” Eijirou exclaimed, trying to appease Tetsutetsu while Katsuki snickered in the background. “It wasn’t their fault, they thought they were doing the right thing.”

“They forced you to… to not be yourself!” Tetsutetsu protested, indignant. “To hide half of what you are! It’s the worst thing you can do to a shifter.”

“But they didn’t know that!” Eijirou pleaded, desperate.

Why was everyone reacting like this? Was it really so bad that his parents did this? It wasn’t like Eijirou had it bad. Sure, there was the whole… skin problems his entire life, and the dry scales now, and sleepwalking to kill and probably devour innocent animals in the past months, but… his parents didn’t know that. They had no idea. Surely, if they’d known, they wouldn’t have done it. Why did no one seem to see that?

“It doesn’t matter! They hurt you!” Tetsutetsu insisted, much like Katsuki used to before Eijirou asked him to stop once and for all.

Eijirou opened his mouth to protest. Closed it. Took a deep breath and realized how constricted his chest felt, like it was full of cotton. He felt nauseous.

“Just… stop,” he said, sounding a lot weaker than he wanted. “It doesn’t matter. It’s done. It’s over now.”

Tetsutetsu huffed, crossing his arms. “Doesn’t mean they shouldn’t be punished for what they did.”

Eijirou took another sharp breath, fists clenched, and sighed. “Whatever,” he said in a tone that wouldn’t be foreign in Katsuki’s mouth. He shook his head. “So… How does it feel like to shift all at once?” he asked then, forcing himself to relax.

He didn’t want to talk about this anymore.

.

Katsuki and Tetsutetsu were arguing. Again.

It had become a common occurrence even before Tetsutetsu shifted back into his human form, and Eijirou had learned to let it slide pretty early. Their petty squabbles were forgotten the second they ended, so there was no need to waste his energy trying to make them end sooner. Eijirou had learned enough from his siblings to know that.

He wasn’t even sure what it was about this time. Something about the food, maybe? It was all in rushed Draconic so he could only catch a few words here and there. It wasn't enough to really get what they were saying, but Eijirou was impressed that he could understand that much after just a few weeks of practice. He guessed the immersion Katsuki had forced on him really worked, despite how frustrating it was to feel like a toddler learning how to speak.

As the other two kept on fighting, Eijirou ate in silence, trying to understand as much as he could. Their fights always started over nothing. Much like Eijirou, Tetsutetsu refused to let Katsuki walk all over him, but while Eijirou never took his friend’s harsh manners personally, Tetsutetsu always got offended and fought back, which led to the most heated, yet pointless, arguments Eijirou had ever witnessed between two adults.

Not worried in the slightest, Eijirou decided to play his new game: finding out all the similarities in these two’s behaviors. As he’d soon found out, there were a lot and he kept finding more.

There was the way they were both all over each other and yet trying to keep the other out of their space. The way they bared their teeth and growled as displays of intimidation. Tetsutetsu flared his wings at some point, having let them out specifically to do this, and Katsuki reacted in kind by puffing up his red cape with a gust of wind, snapping his teeth.

Katsuki kept saying that Tetsutetsu looked like Eijirou’s long lost twin, but in terms of behavior, these two were much closer. It made their arguments pretty entertaining to watch. It made Eijirou wonder if he’d have acted just like them, had he been raised by shifters too.

He sure hoped other dragon shifters were more peaceful than these two… Tetsutetsu was always nice to him, so they probably were.

As always, the fight ended as suddenly as it had started, with Katsuki and Tetsutetsu pointedly looking away from each other as they resumed their meal in silence.

A few minutes later, Eijirou asked them a question about what it felt like to fly long distances, and the conversation started again normally, as if nothing had happened.

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Eijirou was sitting at the edge of the pit, feet dangling far above the entrance of their cave. He was tired. He was annoyed. He’d had another argument with Tetsutetsu about his parents, and he wanted to be alone.

Eijirou didn’t get it. He thought, at first, that Katsuki had just dissed them a lot when Tetsutetsu was still stuck in his dragon form—which wouldn’t be surprising given his low opinion of them—but no matter how hard Eijirou tried to redeem them and make their new friend see that they weren’t bad people, Tetsutetsu always sided with Katsuki. Eijirou didn’t know what to do anymore. The more he tried, the angrier Tetsutetsu seemed to get. And Eijirou would have been fine with it, really, except his friends' arguments started making sense. Eijirou hated that they made sense. They shouldn’t!

They shouldn’t…

Eyes filling with tears, Eijirou pulled himself back to curl up into a ball, hiding his face in his arms. The heavy lump in his stomach was back, making him feel like he was going to throw up. Why wouldn’t they understand? Why wouldn’t they get that just because his parents were misguided didn’t mean they had to be hated for what they did?

Eijirou understood where his friends came from, but he was the one paying the consequences of the way he was raised, and he said it wasn’t so bad. So why did they keep insisting?

Alone for the first time in weeks, Eijirou stayed curled up and listened to the sounds of the forest around him. A light breeze blew away a few dead leaves and tickled his wings. Eijirou’s arms were starting to hurt from staying like this.

Eijirou didn’t want to move, though. But the tingling in his hands grew more insistent, and as the wind started blowing again, he suddenly felt an itch to fly like he did in his dreams, away from his problems and his well-meaning yet annoying friends.

He could do that now, probably. He wasn’t able to shift fully yet, but he knew how to move his wings. He could make them go through the slits in his shirt without having to untie the knots at the top, and he could flap them without trouble. Plus, Tetsutetsu said he could fly while only half shifted, so there was no reason he couldn’t do it now.

Maybe it wouldn’t work right away, and maybe Eijirou wouldn’t be able to literally fly away from his issues—it wouldn’t be wise anyway, since people might see him—but it seemed like a good time to start his flying lessons.

With this goal in mind, Eijirou finally stood up, shaking his tingly hands until they felt better. Then, he tried… Damn, where was he even supposed to start?

Thinking about how birds did it, Eijirou started flapping his wings in slow, powerful beats that chased away the dead leaves nearby, clearing up the area around him. Still, his feet stayed firmly on the ground.

That was fine, Eijirou decided. Maybe he just needed to go faster and give himself a push? He tried jumping up as he flapped his wings faster, but it didn’t do anything. Eijirou barely felt like he was jumping higher. Some birds needed to run before they could take off, though…

The thick forest around him didn’t allow him to go far, but there was at least a hundred meters in a straight line near the pit that were clear enough for it. Hopefully, that would be enough.

Eijirou ran, wings beating with all their might, jumped a little, once, twice…

… It wasn’t enough.

And worse than that, Eijirou didn’t feel like he was making any sort of progress. No matter how fast he ran or how hard he flapped his wings, he was still stuck on the ground.

How disappointing…

Taking a moment to catch his breath, Eijirou considered his options.

He could keep jumping and running, hoping to get what he was doing wrong. Or he could try jumping from a ledge, something not too far from the ground that would help him stay in the air. But the only place that could work around here was the edge of the pit, and the hole was too narrow, meaning he might hit the wall on the other side if he somehow managed not to fall immediately, which was the likeliest result at the moment. And between how deep the pit was and all the sharp little rocks at the bottom from where the roof of the old cavern collapsed—or so Eijirou thought—it was way too dangerous to try.

Sighing, Eijirou straightened up and looked around to see if there was something else he could use. His eyes fell on the little path they used to get in and out of the pit, steep and gravelly. Maybe it could work, he decided. If he fell, he wouldn’t fall from too high, and he could always harden if he lost his footing. It wasn’t the best, but it seemed reasonable.

He just hoped Katsuki and Tetsutetsu would be too busy… arguing over something, or doing their own thing to notice his antics. He knew he could use their help, but for now, he felt ridiculous. The last thing he wanted was for them to witness his pathetic attempts at flying.

His first run down the path didn’t work, and Eijirou almost fell down halfway through, only managing to stay on his feet by desperately flapping his wings backwards. At least, it proved that they weren’t only good for blowing away leaves, he guessed…

His second attempt didn’t go any better. His third attempt… he felt like he was falling a bit slower, at least? So maybe he was starting to get the hang of it?

There wasn’t any sort of improvement from there, though. Eijirou tried and tried, but he couldn’t do better than falling slightly slower. It wasn’t that he wasn’t moving his wings right, he could feel the power behind his beats. But he was too heavy for them to carry him anywhere. Or maybe his wings weren’t strong enough.

Oh no, what if his wing muscles were too weak because he’d never used them? Was there some sort of training he could follow to make them stronger?

Resigned to his fate, and his previous argument with Tetsutetsu forgotten, Eijirou walked down the rest of the path, stepped into the cave to join his friends sitting in silence around the fire, and asked in his best Mixed Draconic,

“Tetsutetsu! How fly?”

They both looked up to stare at him, surprised.

“Fly,” Eijirou insisted, flapping his wings a little to show them what he meant. “How?”

“You want to learn how to fly?” Tetsutetsu asked, surprised.

Eijirou nodded.

“Uh… sure,” Tetsutetsu nodded, getting up. “Follow me.”

They both stepped back outside, Katsuki behind them.

“So,” Tetsutetsu started once they were at the center of the pit. “Show me what you’re doing.”

Eijirou nodded and joined him near the center, where he would have plenty of space for his wings. He felt like he was going to be ridiculous, but at least, he was proud of his progress with understanding Mixed Draconic. He still couldn’t have a deep conversation in it, but he was improving fast. A good thing, since Tetsutetsu told him that only a handful of people understood Plainspeak in Omah, the dragon city where they were going.

Unsure if he should run or not, Eijirou decided to start by showing his wing beats, jumping a little in the hope that he’d be able to take off this time.

No such luck.

“Hmm…” Tetsutetsu said, scratching his chin. “It’s good, but you’re missing something.”

“What?” Eijirou asked, curious.

“You need a–” Tetsutetsu started, and finished with a word Eijirou didn’t understand.

“A what?” he asked.

Tetsutetsu clicked his tongue and thought for a moment before he turned toward Katsuki to ask, “Hey, what do you call a–” He finished with a whistled-growled word that Eijirou was sure he’d never heard before.

“An updraft,” Katsuki said.

“Yeah, that,” Tetsutetsu nodded.

“Okay but how do I do that?” Eijirou asked, switching back to Plainspeak to follow his friends.

Did birds do that?

“You create it with wind magic,” Tetsutetsu explained, like it was obvious. “By the way, I wanted to ask, how did you learn?”

Eijirou froze, mouth gaping, and turned toward Katsuki for help. His friend seemed as surprised as him.

“I… I didn’t,” Eijirou explained.

“You… What? You don’t know wind magic?” Tetsutetsu asked, incredulous.

“No?”

“Not at all?”

“No? Why would I? I’m an earth mage like you, you know that,” Eijirou said. He felt like something was slowly breaking inside him. Did he really have to be a wind mage for it to work? Was this why his efforts were useless?

Tetsutetsu frowned. Turning toward Katsuki again, he barked, “Bakugou, did you know that?”

“Yeah? What’s it matter?” Katsuki asked with an annoyed scowl.

“Dragons can’t fly without wind magic,” Tetsutetsu said, confirming Eijirou’s fears.

“But… But birds don’t need it!” Eijirou protested.

“Yeah, because they’re not heavy like a dragon,” Tetsutetsu scoffed.

“But… But…” Eijirou said weakly.

“Fuck…” Katsuki cursed—it was one of the first words Eijirou had learned from him. “I thought dragon shifters were all wind mages because of all the flying, not the other way around.”

“No, we’re too heavy to do without,” Tetsutetsu said, shaking his head. “I wouldn’t have learned otherwise, trust me.”

“Shit…” Katsuki muttered. “What now?”

Tetsutetsu sighed. “I don’t know…” He turned back toward Eijirou and explained, “The plan was to have you fly with me, and I carry Bakugou. But I can’t carry two of you. I was ready to help you if you needed it, but if you can’t fly at all…”

“Shit, and you said you can’t wait more than two weeks before Omah is too far to reach, right?” Katsuki asked, frowning, while Eijirou’s world crashed around him in slow motion.

“Yeah, and I don’t know another city that would fly nearby at this time of the year…” Tetsutetsu added.

Eijirou couldn’t fly. He couldn’t fly without being a wind mage, and he had no idea how to learn that. So he was just stuck on the ground until further notice, and Tetsutetsu would be gone soon, and Katsuki…

Katsuki would have to wait at least another year before he could go home. And that was if Tetsutetsu accepted to come back for them. Unless…

“You can carry just Katsuki, right?” Eijirou asked weakly, forcing a smile on his lips to chase away the tears threatening to spill.

“Yeah, but…” Tetsutetsu started.

“Do it, then. I’ll be fine,” Eijirou assured him, forcing himself to smile wider because his eyes were still slowly filling with tears and he couldn’t have that. Not now. Not when Katsuki was about to reach his goal. Eijirou couldn’t take this away from him. “I’ll just learn wind magic in the meantime or something, yeah? Maybe I can find myself a master and…”

“No,” Katsuki said, arms crossed, final. “If you’re staying, I’m staying too.”

“But Katsuki… You’re about to go home!” Eijirou protested. “It’s what you’ve wanted this whole time!”

“And so what? I am going home, that won’t change. But there’s no fucking way I’m leaving you behind. Either we go home together, or we don’t go at all.”

He looked so confident. Like waiting at least another year was nothing. But…

“But that’s like… a whole year! You don’t have to wait because of me,” Eijirou insisted, and yes, he was crying now. Great…

“It doesn’t have to be,” Katsuki shrugged. “What if you learn wind magic before that?”

“And what if I don’t?”

“We’ll find something else,” Katsuki said, unwavering. “But you will learn wind magic, and we’ll both go home no matter what. And that’s a fucking promise.”

“Katsuki…” Eijirou sniffled.

How could he not be crying? Katsuki was so manly! What did Eijirou do to deserve a friend like him?

“Hey, stop that!” Katsuki yelled. “I said I’m not going anywhere, the fuck're you crying for now?”

“But… But you’re being so manlyyyyy!” Eijirou blubbered.

“Kirishima…” Tetsutetsu said, tears streaming down his face as well. “I’m so sorry I can’t take you home with me!”

“Metalhead, not you too!” Katsuki yelled.

Tetsutetsu grabbed Eijirou to pull him into a hug, wrapping his wings around him. “I’ll come back for you as soon as I can, I promise,” he sobbed. “And I’ll teach you everything I can before I leave.”

“Thank you so much, Tetsutetsu,” Eijirou blubbered, crying harder into his friend’s embrace.

“You’re a pair of idiots,” Katsuki scoffed.

“Katsuki,” Eijirou called, unwrapping one of his arms to grab his friend by the cape. “Come here.”

“No fucking way,” Katsuki said, but there was no resisting both Eijirou and Tetsutetsu.

Katsuki was pulled between them, hissing and sputtering. “Stop it, you idiots! You’re spreading your damn snot all over me!”

Eijirou didn’t let go until his friend finally stopped struggling.

As Tetsutetsu promised over and over that he’d do everything he could to help, the storm of conflicted feelings raging under Eijirou’s skull slowly settled.

He’d be alright, he thought, burying his face in the fur on Katsuki’s cape and filling his lungs with its smoky scent. Eijirou wouldn’t let his friend’s sacrifice be in vain. He’d learn wind magic, no matter what. He’d carry Katsuki all the way to whatever dragon city he wanted, if he had to. As long as they were together, they’d be alright.

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Chapter 27: Wind Magic for Dummies

Notes:

I've had an almost relaxing Monday, rejoice! Doesn't make my brain less mushy, though...

Anyway, here we are for wind magic lessons!

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“So… Here’s your first wind magic lesson,” Tetsutetsu said. “Just… Stand here, and listen to the wind.”

Eijirou stared at him for a few seconds, expecting him to say it was a joke. It wasn’t.

When Tetsutetsu told him that morning that he was going to teach him everything he knew about wind magic and made him stand outside of the pit, Eijirou expected something more… well, more.

“And?” he asked.

Tetsutetsu sighed. “And that’s it. That’s the hardest part. You need to listen to the wind and try to understand it.”

Still confused, Eijirou turned toward Katsuki who was standing nearby, arms crossed. His friend nodded in agreement.

“But… Isn’t there… something special I should do?”

Katsuki shook his head. “Metalhead is right. Wind isn’t an element you can control easily. So the first thing you have to do if you wanna understand it is to feel it. Listen to it. See how it moves the things around it. Shit like that. It sucks that we’re not in a windy place, but I guess the trees and all the dead leaves can help.”

“Right… So I just… stand here and feel the wind. And you guys are gonna watch me or something?”

“I was gonna see if I can find mushrooms for dinner,” Tetsutetsu shrugged. He’d been spending a lot of time outside ever since he turned back into his human form, enjoying his regained freedom and trying to get back in shape. “You tell me what you learned when I’m back.”

“I can stay with you and check if that works or if the conditions are too shitty,” Katsuki said. “But if you start talking instead of focusing, I’m out.”

Eijirou sighed. He had a bad feeling about this. “And aren’t there stances or something that should help?” he tried. That was what the earth mages he’d met had taught him, and their training routines really helped him back when he was still trying to get the hang of his natural magic.

“That’s for later,” Tetsutetsu said, final.

Eijirou pouted, but his two teachers were firm: no actual teaching until he’d done some wind meditation. It was just his first lesson, and he hated it already…

“I understand,” Tetsutetsu said before leaving, softening a little. “I hated it too. But you have to do it.”

“Okay,” Eijirou sighed. “Can I sit down at least?”

“You can,” Tetsutetsu nodded. “What matters is that you don’t move and you listen, got it?”

“Got it,” Eijirou pouted, sitting on the floor with crossed legs, not too far from Katsuki.

“I’ll see you later, then,” Tetsutetsu announced with a wave.

“Okay, good luck!” Eijirou said, waving back until he couldn’t see him anymore. Once he was gone, Eijirou took a deep breath and closed his eyes. “Okay… I’m focused. I’m doing this.”

“And you should do it in silence,” Katsuki pointed out.

“Right, right…” Eijirou grumbled.

It was boring. Sitting in silence was the worst. It made him feel like he was being punished for something. But… he had to do it. For Katsuki’s sake. For his own sake, if he wanted to fly for real someday. Eijirou didn’t think he’d ever be able to learn a second type of magic, especially one that was so different from his, but his friends believed in him and the least he could do was try.

The wind blew in the leaves on his left, and Eijirou forced himself to listen. It was… wind. And it made wind noise. Or rather, leaves noise?

It was weird, really, how wind could only be felt by the way it affected the things around it, rather than being an actual presence like the other elements…

Finally, Eijirou started feeling the cool, soft breeze on his skin. It always surprised him how slow the wind could be. Where was it even going? What made it move?

“Hey, what makes the wind move?” Eijirou couldn’t help but ask out loud.

“Depends,” Katsuki said flatly, obviously much more focused on this exercise than Eijirou was. “Mostly, it’s a pressure thing. A void to fill. Extra pressure to release.”

“How do you know all that?”

“That’s for later,” Katsuki said.

“But there isn’t even wind right now,” Eijirou pouted.

“Then focus on your breath. That’s wind too, on a smaller scale.”

“You know… I think that’s the calmest I’ve ever seen you.”

Katsuki sighed. “Stop talking and focus.”

“Yeah, sorry…”

His breath, huh… Now that he thought about it, he was creating wind already without noticing. Eijirou tried to focus on a steady breathing, feeling the way the air filled his lungs when he breathed in, how he pushed it out with each exhale… When it became too boring, he started experimenting. Using his belly instead of his chest, using his chest only, trying to feel what muscles were at work… He’d never realized that the air was coming in because he was expanding his chest and not the other way around. It worked exactly like the bellows at the forge. What was up with that? How did he never notice? Was it the pressure Katsuki had been talking about? Was he making progress?

“Hey, Katsuki? How long did it take you to master wind magic?”

“Eijirou, focus,” Katsuki warned him through gritted teeth.

“Oh, right…”

“One more word and I’m leaving.”

“Ugh, fine. Sorry,” Eijirou pouted.

“The fuck did I say?!” Katsuki growled.

“Sorry!”

Eijirou managed to stay silent while a soft breeze blew on his cheek. This one was so weak it didn’t even ruffle the leaves. Interesting… Probably.

“So how do you know–”

“Okay, I’m out,” Katsuki interrupted him.

Eijirou’s eyes snapped open when he heard his friend actually getting up.

“Hey, wait! I’m sorry!” Eijirou exclaimed, guts twisted with guilt.

Katsuki sighed. “I’m not punishing you. But I’m distracting you, so I’ll go somewhere else so you can focus.”

“I just don’t see how I’m supposed to learn anything if I can’t ask questions,” Eijirou admitted.

“We’ll talk later. But for now, you’ve gotta make your own observations.”

Eijirou sighed. “Fine, I get it. Sorry for disturbing you.”

“Just get back to work,” Katsuki said, ruffling his hair before he left.

Eijirou closed his eyes again and tried to focus. He really hoped there was more to wind magic than just boring meditation, or else, he’d be dead before he could create his first gust.

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“So,” Tetsutetsu asked when he came back from his foraging with a whole armful of mushrooms, “what did you learn?”

Eijirou sat in front of him at the mouth of their cave while Tetsutetsu gave what he found to Katsuki.

“Wind is a pressure thing,” he announced proudly.

Tetsutetsu turned toward Katsuki, frowning. “You helped him,” he said accusingly.

Katsuki looked up from the pile of mushrooms. “He asked me what made the wind move,” he shrugged.

“He wouldn’t tell me anything else,” Eijirou added.

Tetsutetsu sighed, arms crossed. “Fine, I’ll let it slide. What else?”

“Uh… The faster it is, the stronger? Or maybe the other way around. And like… I make wind when I’m flapping my wings and… pretty much all the time, I guess? Oh, and I’ve figured out breathing worked exactly like forge bellows, but I don’t know if it’s important,” Eijirou explained hesitantly, feeling extremely lame.

All his observations had seemed good and important earlier, but saying them aloud now, they all sounded so obvious. Everyone knew that, probably. He’d spent hours sitting and listening and he could only come up with four things, one of which he didn’t even find out by himself.

He looked up shyly to meet Tetsutetsu’s gaze. His new teacher smiled and nodded, pleased.

“That’s not bad for a first time,” he said. “And breathing is important, so good job.”

“Katsuki told me to focus on that if there wasn’t any wind,” Eijirou admitted.

“Good. I should’ve told you that before I left,” Tetsutetsu said. “Now, do you have questions?”

Eijirou did. He had plenty of questions. So many that Katsuki soon had to leave his mushroom sorting to join Tetsutetsu and help him answer them.

“You remind me a lot of how I was when I learned,” Tetsutetsu concluded when Eijirou’s stream of questions finally stopped.

“Is it a good thing?” Eijirou asked with a tentative smile.

Tetsutetsu shrugged. “I don’t know. It took me a while to learn. But it means I can help you with the things that were hard for me. And we’re both earth mages so you'll probably have the same problems as me.”

“I guess that’s good,” Eijirou nodded.

“The pressure will be important for you, I think. It’s the only thing I really understood when I started learning.”

“Yeah, I see what you mean. I think I’m really going to struggle with the whole…” Eijirou waved his hands, trying to come up with the right word, and sighed. “The whole everything else,” he concluded. “It’s just not like earth at all. It’s so unpredictable. I mean, where does it even come from?”

“They’re both very different,” Tetsutetsu confirmed. “Mina, my future mate, is a natural water mage, and she learned much faster than me because she could use things she’d learned from water. I couldn’t.”

“How about you, Katsuki?” Eijirou asked. “How was it for you?”

“Fire and wind are both unpredictable and hard to keep under control, so that was easy,” Katsuki shrugged. “The hardest thing for me to learn was that the wind needs a direction. It’s all about the fucking direction. If you don’t know exactly where you want the wind you create to go, it’ll go everywhere weakly before you know it, no matter how powerful you made it.”

“Huh… That was never a problem for me,” Tetsutetsu said.

Katsuki shrugged. “Explosions don’t need that shit. Or fire in general.”

“So how long did it take for you to be able to control wind in any way?” Eijirou asked, curious.

“Took me months,” Katsuki said.

“That was fast!” Tetsutetsu exclaimed, impressed. “It took me years.”

“Years?!” Eijirou exclaimed. He couldn’t wait years just to begin to have a grasp! At this rate, how was he ever going to fly?

“I had nothing better to do and I was determined,” Katsuki said. “How were you so damn slow, Metalhead?”

“I was stubborn and easily frustrated,” Tetsutetsu shrugged. “And I wanted to play with metal instead of learning about wind, so I didn’t take it seriously until everyone else could fly and left me alone on the ground.”

“Oh, so it won’t take me that long if I’m serious about it, right?” Eijirou asked, relieved.

“Probably not,” Tetsutetsu confirmed.

“You’re gonna learn in no fucking time,” Katsuki added.

Eijirou didn’t think so, but… Well, at least he’d successfully completed his first assignment, so there was hope, he guessed.

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The next day, Metalhead said he had something to show them. Both to Eijirou and him, but especially to him.

“In case you leave the healer’s place before I come back or you just want to come and visit, here’s Omah’s dragon dance,” he announced.

Katsuki’s heart leaped in excitement.

“Uh… what?” Eijirou asked, confused.

“Their dragon dance,” Metalhead repeated. “It’s… It’s a way to remember where your dragon city is at specific times of the year. So you always know where you are, and where it is when you’re away.”

“Oh, that’s great! Is that why you know when it will be too late to catch up?”

Metalhead nodded. Katsuki had to fight against a proud smile. Eijirou was getting it fast.

“Every city has one,” Metalhead explained. “It’s one of the first things you teach kids.”

“That’s awesome!” Eijirou exclaimed. “So how does it go?”

“Relax, I’m getting there,” Metalhead chuckled. “Now, pay attention.”

Katsuki looked intently as Metalhead started moving, using his entire body to show the Old One’s position compared to the sun and stars and various landmarks, narrating what everything meant as he went. Dragon dances stood pretty well on their own, when you knew how they worked, but they were mostly a way to remember all the specific information by associating everything to a movement. When he was a kid, Katsuki kept hearing stories about old shifters who barely remembered their own name but could still perform their dragon dance perfectly. It was that important for them. And Katsuki…

Well, people never tried to hide Maito’s dance from him. He still attended classes like every other kid his age, but he was more of an afterthought. He didn’t have a lot to catch up to at his age, but the teachers never really looked at how he was doing. When his turn came to show how well he could do it, some only pretended to look at his performance but never bothered correcting him while others just skipped him entirely.

In all the years he’d spent with shifters, Katsuki had never really felt excluded… except in moments like these. Why would he need to learn when he wasn’t going to stay anyway? Why would he ever get lost if he couldn’t go to the ground on his own? He’d always hated those reminders that no matter how hard he tried to fit in, he could never become a shifter.

So when Metalhead stopped dancing and said, “Your turn now,” Katsuki could barely contain his excitement. It felt like getting revenge on everyone who didn’t take him seriously back then. It felt like he truly belonged.

Of course, Metalhead had to focus on Eijirou more because he was making more mistakes. But when his friend said he needed a break and Katsuki decided to continue, Metalhead let him. He focused all of his attention on Katsuki, helping with the parts he was struggling with, correcting his position when he was off… He wasn’t the most patient teacher, or the best, but what mattered was that he was teaching Katsuki. For real. He wasn’t just pretending to placate him.

“You’re doing great!” Tetsutetsu praised him.

Katsuki’s chest puffed with pride, but he forced himself not to show it. Even when Eijirou, who stayed to watch them while he rested, added, “Yeah, you’re amazing! I don’t think I could learn so fast.”

Maybe he smiled a little at that. And maybe, while he worked even harder to get it right in one session, Katsuki found himself thinking, “Take that, fuckers, now I know two dragon dances!”

Tetsutetsu wasn’t the worst, he supposed.

.

The day of Tetsutetsu’s departure was coming fast and Eijirou wasn’t making any progress on wind magic. It wasn’t surprising, of course: these things took time, and the hardest step in learning any kind of magic was getting to know the element well enough to learn how to control it in some way.

These days, Eijirou spent most of his time meditating in the wind, doing a few exercises his friends had shown him, and experimenting with his breath and wings to see how the air moved around him. The dead leaves now covering the ground were a great help, showing him the way the wind was blowing and swirling between the trees.

Swirling… It felt like it was all spinning with the wind, and every day, Eijirou felt like he understood it less and less. He thought it was just something about straightforward currents, wind going from one point to the other in the straightest way possible to balance out air pressure, but as he watched the leaves spiral up before slowly going down, barely even moving from their initial spot, he realized that it was way more complicated than that. Wind was moving in such unpredictable, subtle ways… It felt like the opposite of what Eijirou was.

His friends had warned him, of course, and Eijirou was aware that he'd never paid too much attention before. Besides, Tetsutetsu kept telling him that he was making good progress and that he’d start getting it as long as he didn’t give up. Neither he nor Katsuki could advise him much on how to improve, but their words were encouraging, at least.

Eijirou hoped they were right. He didn’t want to disappoint them, especially after promising himself that he’d be the one flying Katsuki home.

When he wasn’t focusing on the wind, Eijirou still had plenty of things to do. He had to learn how to speak Mixed Draconic, he had to learn how to at least understand Pure Draconic, and of course, he was still supposed to learn how to shift fully.

It was a lot. It was too much. Katsuki kept complaining that he was bored, Tetsutetsu looked more restless every day, and Eijirou felt like he was drowning in things to do. It wasn’t their fault, of course. They were doing their best to teach him everything they knew. There was nothing more they could do to help him.

But everything was so much, and there was so little time left, and once Tetsutetsu was gone, how was Eijirou going to learn about his dragon body? It’d been almost a month since Eijirou had learned about being a dragon shifter, and he was still unable to shift completely, even little by little. He’d been doing so well up until now, learning to make some of his dragon features come and go at will, learning to cover his skin with scales, but he hadn’t made any progress since then.

No matter how hard Eijirou tried, it just wouldn’t work. There was something stopping him, an urge to stop shifting and turn back into a human immediately that was even stronger than the one he felt when he tried purring too loud. He couldn’t go against it, and all the tricks he’d learned for his wings and tail were useless. It was like there was no right balance between ‘focusing on shifting’ and ‘not thinking too much about what he was doing’ that would make it work.

Eijirou was just being a big disappointment on all fronts, these days…

“Something wrong, Eijirou?” Katsuki asked in Mixed Draconic, bringing him back to the present.

Eijirou opened his eyes, noticing for the first time how sore his butt was from sitting on the ground for so long.

“I’m fine,” he said, and paused as he tried to form his next sentence. “I’m just…” Damn, what was the word? “It’s… hard.”

Katsuki hummed. Eijirou couldn’t believe how good his friend was at meditating. Katsuki was always slouching and grumbling and ready to explode any second, but he could sit straight in silence and listen to the wind for hours.

“There’s something on your mind,” Katsuki insisted, putting a finger on his temple as he spoke, gesturing to make sure Eijirou understood. “You were frowning.”

Eijirou sighed. Katsuki was too good at this, and Eijirou was done lying to him.

“I’m just… You know…” he started, and there was just so much on his mind, he couldn’t think straight and those stupid words just wouldn’t come. He sighed, frustrated, and when he continued in Plainspeak, it felt like yet another defeat. “There’s so much I need to do, and I don’t feel like I’m making any sort of progress.”

Katsuki said something in Draconic, but at this point, Eijirou’s brain had given up on trying to understand. It was just garbled sounds to him.

Great, Eijirou thought. He couldn’t even understand simple sentences now.

Katsuki clicked his tongue, annoyed, and Eijirou wanted to cry in frustration when his friend switched back to Plainspeak as well.

“You’re trying to learn a whole new kind of magic. Of course you’re not gonna learn that in a few weeks, dumbass,” he said.

“But it’s not just wind magic!” Eijirou protested. “It’s everything! Look at me, I can’t even have a conversation with you right now!”

“You’ve just started too,” Katsuki retorted. “It’ll come. You’re doing much better than you did with Barbarian, and Draconic is hard. You have any idea how long it took me to learn how to do that fucking clicking sound? And it took you what, a day?”

“But I still can’t say anything!” Eijirou exclaimed, annoyed. “Every time I try to say something, I feel like an idiot!”

“That’s how learning a language works!” Katsuki said. “You feel like a dumbass, and you can’t say shit, and it’s like your brain is fucking melting every time you open your mouth to say something, and just listening to people is exhausting, and then you get better and better until you fucking nail it! Ask Metalhead.”

Eijirou growled in frustration. He knew that. He knew that! It didn’t make it any less annoying!

“And what about shifting?” he snapped. “I can’t do that! I can’t! Tetsu said I have everything I need and I’m ready to shift fully, and I still can’t! So what’s your great wisdom for that?”

Katsuki opened his mouth to say something. Closed it. Clicked his tongue. “I don’t fucking know. It’s probably all that repressing or something. You’ll figure that shit out.”

“But how, Katsuki?” Eijirou asked, voice breaking slightly. “It’s been weeks since I’ve made any sort of progress. I don’t know what more I can do!”

“You wanna try again?” Katsuki asked. “You’re not in the mindset for meditation anyway.”

Eijirou shook his head. He remembered too well what happened last time he tried shifting with an audience.

Nothing.

Nothing had happened.

Eijirou told his friends he was going to try after a long conversation with Tetsutetsu about what it felt like to shift and the difference between gradual shifting and shifting all at once, he’d gotten rid of his clothes to avoid ripping them, and then nothing.

He’d managed to cover his body with scales and turn his hands into sharp talons, his horns, tail and wings already out, but he couldn’t go further. He’d tried and tried while his friends encouraged him, but even after countless attempts, this form was the closest to shifting he could get: the pathetic lizard-man from his nightmares.

Tetsu said it was fine, when Eijirou gave up that night. He said it was common among young shifters and that he should try again later. So Eijirou had tried, again and again, staying up late at night to train while his friends were asleep, but he couldn’t do better.

Maybe Katsuki had been wrong about him. Maybe Tetsu’s nose had failed him. Maybe Eijirou wasn’t a shifter at all. Maybe he really was just a stupid lizard-man with wings…

As tears threatened to spill, Eijirou wrapped his arms around his legs and let his head rest on his knees. He felt Katsuki drag himself closer to him, and a second later, a gust of wind gently wrapped his cape around Eiijrou’s shoulders.

He relaxed a little at the familiar, comforting touch, and wondered what it would take for Katsuki to wrap his arms around him instead of his cape and hold him like he did the night Eijirou found out who he was. Or the next morning, when he let Eijirou rest on him and scratched his scalp gently until he fell back asleep.

Eijirou knew he was being unmanly, but right now, he really needed someone to hold him and tell him everything would be fine.

“I need a hug,” Eijirou mumbled for himself.

Back home, it was like a magic spell. He only needed to say the words after a hard day to summon all of his available family members and be surrounded in a warm, crushing, all-encompassing hug. He missed that… He missed them. Especially his siblings. Eijirou missed them so much…

He knew going home was out of the question now, but he wanted to see his family so bad…

Katsuki’s cape slowly slipped from his shoulders as his friend twisted next to him. Eijirou lifted his head when one of Katsuki's legs landed in front of him, and his friend raised his arms a little.

“C’mere,” he said gruffly.

Eijirou smiled weakly and maneuvered himself to fit comfortably between his friend’s open arms, tucking himself under his chin as he inhaled the smell of leather and smoke that clung to Katsuki’s skin like fancy perfumed oils.

It was nothing like home, with his siblings who always smelled like citrus and pine trees and the sun on warm stones, but it felt just as nice and comforting. Especially when one of Katsuki’s hands found its way in Eijirou’s hair and started petting it mindlessly.

“It’s like Metalhead said,” Katsuki said, his low, rough voice vibrating through his chest. “It’ll come if you don’t give up.”

“But what if it doesn’t?” Eijirou mumbled.

Katsuki’s hand stilled in Eijirou’s hair for a second as he thought.

“Remember how much you sucked when we first met?” he asked.

“I didn’t suck!” Eijirou protested.

“You didn’t know how to set up my tent. You could barely harden enough to stop blades. And your fighting skills sucked.”

Eijirou pouted at the words, offended, but as he looked back on the beginning of his journey, he found that Katsuki was right. He wouldn’t say his fighting skills sucked, really, but his friend had a point: he’d come a long way since he left home.

“You didn’t give up, and now you don’t suck. … As much,” Katsuki continued.

Eijirou let out a surprised laugh at the words. “I don’t suck,” he said, punching his friend lightly.

“Whatever. It’ll be the same here,” Katsuki concluded. “Just don’t fucking give up.”

Eijirou sighed. “Right,” he said reluctantly. Katsuki was right. His words made sense, even if Eijirou’s heart refused to believe them at the moment.

Katsuki didn’t waste his breath telling him everything would be fine, but Eijirou felt the intent all the same. A low, content, self-soothing purr soon started rumbling in his chest, and Eijirou didn’t try to stop it. He only nuzzled closer to his friend, muffling the sound against his neck, and slowly let it get louder and louder until there was no way Katsuki wasn’t hearing it.

Maybe the birds on the nearby trees could hear him too. Maybe the whole forest could hear him. Eijirou didn’t let it stop him.

There, there, Katsuki’s touch said. Give yourself time. You’ll get it eventually.

And Eijirou’s loud purr answered, Yeah, maybe things aren’t so bad after all.

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Chapter 28: Homegoing and Homemaking

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Chapter Text

Tetsutetsu was leaving that night. A little more than three weeks after Eijirou and Katsuki came back with his treatment, he was feeling much better. His sight was fully restored, his body felt stronger… There was no reason for him to wait any longer. Especially if he wanted to catch up with Omah before they started flying across the ocean.

Fall had truly set in by now, colder days and even colder nights. Eijirou had grown especially familiar with the chilly wind blowing through the forest. He didn’t feel like he was making much progress toward mastering wind magic, but he’d fully come to terms with it. It was a whole new element he had no natural affinity with. He wouldn’t even have been interested in it if he hadn't needed it to fly. So, for the time being, he would just get to know it better.

It was a good thing Eijirou wasn’t very sensitive to the cold, because given the amount of shirtless meditation in the wind Tetsutetsu made him do, he would have started hating it by now. Katsuki had stopped coming with him when the temperature dropped sharply after a long, rainy day, and Eijirou really couldn’t blame him. Especially knowing how much his friend hated the cold.

Eijirou wasn’t going to complain about it, though. Not when it meant spending the nights with Katsuki’s comforting presence tucked closer and closer against him in search of warmth.

“You’re sure you don’t want me to stay longer?” Tetsutetsu asked again that afternoon. “I still have a few more days before it’s too late.”

Eijirou shook his head. “No, you should go. I don’t think I’ll be able to shift fully in just a few days, and Katsuki can teach me the rest. I don’t want you to miss your ride because of me.”

Tetsutetsu frowned, only half-convinced, but he didn’t insist. He was clearly more worried about missing Omah than he wanted to admit, and after the time they’d spent together in such close quarters, Eijirou knew how much he missed his future mate. He’d come to Yuuei to learn from a famous goldsmith how to create a mating gift for her, a gorgeous beetle made of gold of different colors with a few embedded gemstones. With a gift that beautiful, Eijirou didn’t want to be the reason why their wedding—or well… their mating ceremony—was delayed. And Mina must be so worried about Tetsutetsu too…

“Hey, before you leave,” Eijirou forced himself to say while he still had the nerve, “is there a bit of fabric you don’t need that you’d give me?”

Eijirou hadn’t known him for long, but he knew he was going to miss his new friend when he was gone.

“Fabric? Like what?” Tetsutetsu asked, confused.

“It’s for my hoard,” Eijirou explained, gesturing at the various headbands and belts he was wearing. “So it doesn’t have to be much.”

“Oh…” Tetsutetsu said, eyes lighting up with recognition. He hummed for a moment and finally asked, “Are clothes okay with you? Or do you need rags?”

“Anything is fine,” Eijirou assured him. “I just ask for old stuff because people won’t miss it.”

Tetsutetsu nodded for himself and walked to his bag, fishing out one of his shirts—a blue-grayish one, thin and tight-fitted.

“That works for you?” he asked. “If it’s your size, I mean.”

Eijirou gasped. “It’s almost new!” he exclaimed. “You can’t give me something like this, it’s too much!”

Tetsutetsu shook his head. “I wanted to give it to you anyway. You need proper shifter clothes.”

“But… What about you?”

“You and Bakugou saved my life, Kirishima,” Tetsutetsu said, serious. “Giving you this doesn’t even begin to repay my debt. And I have other shirts. So try it on.”

Eijirou nodded, hesitant, and took off his current upper layers to see if it fit.

As expected, it was a little big on him, but nothing a few adjustments couldn’t solve. And the fabric was so soft too…

Tetsutetsu nodded, satisfied. “It suits you. Keep it.”

“You’re sure?” Eijirou asked again.

“Yes, stop asking,” Tetsutetsu said with a playful punch. “It fits in your hoard, right? Or do you want something more?”

“It’s perfect,” Eijirou whispered, choked up.

“Good,” Tetsutetsu nodded, and added with a chuckle, “Good thing you asked me before I could offer it to you, or Mina wouldn’t have liked it.”

“Hmm? Why?” Eijirou asked. Was it a courting thing? Tetsutetsu told him that mating gifts had something to do with either finding or creating something that would fit both his and his mate’s hoard, so…

“Because offering something for someone’s hoard means–”

“Nothing important!” Katsuki yelled from the entrance of the cave, holding a massive amount of chestnuts in his cape.

Tetsutetsu blinked at him, confused. He opened his mouth to protest, but Katsuki threw a chestnut at him.

Tetsutetsu and he argued in rushed Mixed Draconic whispers for a few seconds, until Tetsu shrugged and shook his head.

“It means nothing important,” Katsuki repeated in Plainspeak, glaring at Eijirou. “Now come help me peel those damn fruits if you want some for dinner.”

“Sure, Katsuki!” Eijirou smiled as he joined his friend. He worked in silence through a good half of the pile, hardening his fingers to get rid of the spiny burrs, before he said, “You can tell me if it’s a courting thing, you know.”

Katsuki almost choked on his spit, giving him all the confirmation he needed.

Eijirou snorted, and he heard Tetsutetsu snicker next to him.

“Fine,” Katsuki spat. “Yeah, it’s a courting thing. An unimportant courting thing.”

“Yeah? Like what?”

“The first gift is just to say you would like to start courting,” Tetsutetsu explained. “But it’s not…” He thought for a second, and asked Katsuki about the word he wanted to use.

“It’s not binding,” Katsuki said.

“Yeah, that,” Tetsutetsu nodded.

So kind of like giving a bunch of pretty wild flowers to your crush, Eijirou concluded. It made sense.

“I see,” he nodded, and chuckled for himself as he thought about all the times his siblings had given him their old clothes.

Tetsutetsu laughed when Eijirou explained his reaction, assuring him that it was different for family, but Katsuki didn’t say anything. He stared at Eijirou with sharp, intense eyes, and lowered his gaze soon after, seemingly satisfied as he focused on sorting the peeled chestnuts.

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Tetsutetsu left that night after a feast of roasted chestnuts, a reminder of Omah’s dragon dance, and tearful goodbyes, disappearing quickly in the darkness as he flew away.

Eijirou still couldn’t believe Tetsutetsu's bag full of clothes and food and roasted chestnuts had really shifted with him when he turned into a dragon.

As soon as he was gone, Katsuki and Eijirou gathered their scattered things, getting ready to leave in the morning. They’d discussed their options after finding out that their initial plan wouldn’t work, and they’d decided to go back to the painted cave near Recovery Girl's house, so Eijirou could shift in peace without being completely removed from civilization. The small village nearby would be perfect for trading, and the two women were great company. Besides, the weather was starting to be too cold for them to travel and do much adventuring. They had more than enough money to last all winter, especially if they didn’t have to pay for accommodation. It was the best option for them, Katsuki assured him.

Eijirou agreed, trusting his friend’s judgement. Katsuki had been saying this for months anyway, so at least, Eijirou knew he wasn’t just saying it for his sake. 

And so, for the fourth time since the first leaves started falling from the trees, Eijirou and Katsuki walked the road between the Split Oak and Recovery Girl’s. After their second round of tearful goodbyes, Eijirou wondered if Uraraka and her master would be surprised to see them again.

After everything that happened, it was strange to walk that road again. Especially in this direction. Everything felt like it’d happened years ago, but Eijirou could still remember his first steps as a shifter clearly as they walked through the familiar landscapes. The little bridge they crossed the day after Eijirou found out who he was, the village they saw in the distance the day Eijirou’s tail came out, the clearing where Katsuki and he fought to force him to let his scales out…

He’d learned so much since then, and he’d come so far… and yet, he still had a long way to go if he wanted to become a functional shifter.

.

“Fucking shit, what the hell!”

Katsuki's loud cursing woke up Eijirou with a start.

“Wha… Whassgoinon?” he mumbled, fighting his blankets to sit upright, eyes blurry and barely open.

“That fucking… little asshole fucker…” Katsuki hissed. “Ha! Gotcha, you little monster!”

“Hmm?” Eijirou asked, blinking furiously to clear out his vision.

Katsuki was holding something, he could tell, and whatever it was seemed to be alive and trying to wiggle out of his grasp. It was snarling and snapping its teeth too, but Katsuki didn't let it go.

Eijirou gasped when he finally realized what his friend was holding. It wasn't just some sort of rat or ferret like he thought. It was bigger, the size of a rabbit, and white, and fluffy looking, although it didn't seem to have any actual hair. It was scaly, upon closer inspection. And it had wings.

In fact, it looked exactly like…

“A dragon?!” Eijirou exclaimed.

The tiny dragon snarled and snapped its teeth again, losing its white color to flash red and yellow and bright blue.

When this strategy didn't work, it went limp. It flopped in Katsuki's hands like it had dropped dead, and its skin changed color again until it looked like a rough piece of brownish cloth.

“That's a mimic dragon,” Katsuki explained. “That little fucker was hiding in the fur of my cape.”

Eijirou snorted. “Seriously? And neither of us noticed?”

“That's what mimic dragons do,” Katsuki said. “Who knows how long this one’s been here? I wouldn't have known if that asshole didn't bite me when I touched it by accident.”

There were nasty teeth marks on the side of his hand, Eijirou noticed. It looked like it hurt.

“Really? Dude, it's a whole dragon! Even if it's just a tiny one, we'd have noticed.”

Katsuki shook his head. “That's a mimic dragon. It's their whole thing,” he explained as the little dragon kept pretending it was a worn out piece of fabric. “You know those butterflies that look like tree bark? Think about that but even better. I mean, look at this little shit pretending it's just rags.”

The small dragon didn't even move when Katsuki waved it around like it was actual rags. It was doing a really good job, actually. Eijirou could have been fooled if he hadn’t seen it turn bright blue not even a minute ago.

“So… what now?” he asked.

Katsuki shrugged. “I guess we’ll throw it outside and hope it doesn’t follow us.”

“Won’t it be cold, though?” Eijirou asked, worried. There was frost everywhere when they woke up the previous morning, and last night had been chilly as well.

“It’s a wild animal, Eijirou. It’s supposed to live outside all year.”

“I know but… Wait, are they even native to this region? Why did no one tell me there were tiny dragons around here?”

“They’re fucking everywhere,” Katsuki said as he opened the flap of the tent to drop the ‘pile of rags’ outside, cursing under his breath as the morning chill hit him.

“What? Seriously?”

“Yeah, they’re just damn good at hiding,” Katsuki said. “Ever heard stories about like… grabbing a teapot, but it bites you and when you have another look, the teapot is gone from the table and was sitting on a shelf all along?”

Eijirou gasped at the example. His mother told him a similar story once, about a dish rag. And an old man in the village kept raving about the time he grabbed a loaf of bread and it bit him hard enough to make him bleed. Eijirou always thought it was a funny story he told children when they got too curious about the scars on his fingers, but…

“I… I have,” he said. “But we just say it was a house spirit feeling mischievous and leave it at that.”

He knew some people liked to leave milk to appease them, but he’d always assumed these stories and the ‘house spirits’ were a legend, like the Nibeltos and the mist horse.

“That’s what happens when you encroach on their territory,” Katsuki said. “They start living in your house, and you don’t have a clue until you disturb them by accident and they bite the fuck out of you.”

“How do you even know all that?” Eijirou asked.

“The dragon shifters told me about them,” Katsuki shrugged. “They’re less shy around other dragons, even if they can’t speak or anything.”

“Aw… And here I thought I’d found a conversation partner to help me practice Pure Draconic,” Eijirou said jokingly.

“I thought learning both Mixed and Pure Draconic was too hard and you were glad to be back to only one form,” Katsuki said, teasing.

“I don’t know, this little guy seemed fascinating, I bet I’d have been extra motivated!”

“I’ll tell that to Metalhead next time we see him. Bet he’ll love to know a rabbit-sized dragon seemed more interesting than him.”

Eijirou laughed at that.

The mimic dragon was gone by the time they walked out of the tent, already fully dressed. There was no sign of it all day either, but still: after dinner that night, Eijirou couldn’t help but leave some food for it near the tent.

Katsuki told him it’d only attract annoying animals and that they didn’t want to have a mimic dragon living in their stuff and biting them every time they touched it by accident, but Eijirou couldn’t help it. As fierce and vicious as it had been, the little guy was cute. And as a fellow dragon, Eijirou felt a little responsible for it, wild animal or not.

There was no food left when he checked in the morning, but Eijirou found a nice, smooth rock in its place. He decided to keep it for good luck. It was way too small to be the disguised mimic dragon anyway.

.

Not much else happened during that trip, and Eijirou didn’t see the little dragon again, despite his efforts. Maybe it was truly gone after all…

As disappointing as it was, it was probably for the best. Katsuki was right, Eijirou didn’t want to get his hand bitten whenever he tried to grab something.

Not even a week after parting ways with Tetsutetsu, they were back at Recovery Girl’s place. And since he didn’t have to hide this time, Eijirou was the one who knocked on the door.

Uraraka opened it with a bright, welcoming smile that fell as soon as she recognized him.

“Hi there! So… things happened and… well, we’re back!” Eijirou said with an awkward smile.

She gasped. “Kirishima! But… Weren’t you going home? What happened to…?”

“I’m fine, Metalhead’s fine, don’t worry about that,” Katsuki said behind him.

“Oh, so…” She paused. Cleared her throat. Took a deep, calming breath. “Would you like to come inside?”

“Sure, thanks,” Eijirou nodded.

Recovery Girl was mixing ingredients on the table when they stepped into the house.

“Kirishima, Bakugou. I didn’t expect you to be back so soon. … Or at all,” she said with a concerned look. “Is everything okay?”

“Uh… Yeah,” Eijirou replied by reflex. Was everything okay, though? He wasn’t sure.

“Come, boys, sit down,” Recovery Girl said. “Ochako, pour them some tea. Are you staying the night?”

Eijirou sent a quick look outside. It wasn’t that late, but the sun was getting low already. Night would fall in an hour at best.

“Yeah,” Katsuki said.

“If it’s no trouble for you, of course,” Eijirou quickly added.

“Of course not,” Recovery Girl smiled as Uraraka came back with two cups of steaming herbal tea.

Eijirou sat down next to Katsuki and grabbed his cup. He wasn’t sure what it was exactly, but it smelled nice, herbal and a little sweet.

“So… First of all, Tetsutetsu is fine,” Eijirou announced. “He can see properly again and he recovered enough to fly back home. All thanks to you.”

“That’s a relief,” the old healer said. “And how come you didn’t go with him?”

“Well…” Eijirou said, lips pursed. “He couldn’t carry the two of us. And I can’t fly because I’m not a wind mage, apparently. So…”

“Oh… And you can’t fly without being one?” Uraraka asked, curious. “It’s not like birds need magic to fly.”

Eijirou sighed. “Yeah, that’s also what I thought, but Tetsu said dragons are too heavy to do without, so…”

“Well… That’s disappointing,” Uraraka said.

“Yeah, tell me about it,” Eijirou pouted. “So I’ve spent the past couple of weeks trying to learn wind magic, or how to understand wind, at least, and it’s… not easy.”

“Give it time, I’m sure you’ll get it eventually,” Uraraka assured him, patting his hand gently. “Maybe I can give you a few pointers, but… well…”

“I guess as a natural mage, you don’t know much about how to understand wind,” Eijirou smiled.

“Probably not,” she admitted. “Especially if you need it to fly. I just… I’m good at making things float, but myself? It makes me sick,” she added with a wince.

“Oh, yeah, you told us about that,” Eijirou remembered. “But maybe if you make me float, I’ll be able to learn a few things?”

“It’s worth a try,” Uraraka nodded. “And maybe I can go spy on the old wind master who lives up in the mountains! Or ask his apprentices what they’ve learned from him, at least.”

“I would gladly send you to get some training with the old fool this winter while these two help me at home, but I hear he only trains soldiers,” Recovery Girl grumbled. “But more importantly, Kirishima, what happened to your wings?”

Eijirou blinked, surprised. “Oh, right,” he said as remembered that he could let out his dragon features here. He did just that, letting his wings slip through the invisible slits of Tetsutetsu’s shirt as he let them out with a small sigh of relief. “I’ve learned to shift them back and forth. And it’s more comfortable to travel without them, so…”

Recovery Girl nodded, satisfied, as she poured her mixture into a pan.

“So, what are your plans for now?” she asked.

“Well… Learn wind magic, learn how to shift properly, learn how to fly, learn how to speak…” Eijirou listed off the top of his head, dizzy just from thinking about all the things he had to do. He was sure he was forgetting things too.

“You have somewhere to stay while you learn all of that?” Uraraka asked.

“We’re gonna see if we can settle in that cave we went to last time,” Katsuki said.

“The one nearby? So you’re staying?”

Uraraka was smiling as she asked, and Eijirou felt himself relax at her reaction. He knew that with their plan, they wouldn’t be a burden on her and her master, but seeing her so happy at the prospect of them staying in the area was a relief.

“If we can spend winter there, yeah,” Eijirou nodded, still a little guarded.

“Will you be okay?” Uraraka asked, concerned. “It can be really cold in winter around here.”

“We’ll be fucking fine. Can’t be worse than winters in the Golden Mountains,” Katsuki scoffed, rolling his eyes.

“You have any experience with it?” Uraraka asked.

“Hmm, I stayed a few years before I left,” Katsuki said. “I know how to deal with snow and cold winters.”

“Whatever you decide to do, you’ll be welcome to stay here with us if something happens,” Recovery Girl said after putting her pan in the oven. Eijirou didn’t want to get his hopes up, but it looked suspiciously like a cake. “You know we have room for you, and we can always use extra hands.”

Katsuki clicked his tongue and opened his mouth to say something, probably along the lines of ‘we won’t fucking need that’, but Eijirou was faster.

“Thank you so much. We don’t want to be a burden, but it’s good to know you have our backs,” he said with a smile.

“Of course! We have plenty of room and I love having you around,” Uraraka grinned. “It's been a bit lonely ever since Tokoyami left…”

“Oh yeah, I was going to ask about him,” Eijirou said. “Did he get better?”

“Yeah, his arm recovered nicely so we let him go. I think he left for Castelmorn so he could hopefully spend winter learning wind magic with Inasa.”

“That’s great! I hope it all goes well for him,” Eijirou said.

“Me too,” Uraraka nodded. “He said he’d send us a letter when he’s there, but it can take a while.”

“Tell us when you hear from him.”

“Sure,” Uraraka nodded.

Eijirou really hoped Tokoyami was fine and found a home for himself, even if it was just until he improved his wind magic. He wondered how Inasa had been doing too… Now that he thought about it, the giant didn't have his own place and people in Castelmorn were still cold to him when they left. Inasa seemed determined to make a home in this place, but what if he was gone when Tokoyami arrived? Would he be able to find someplace else? Would he manage to go back to his village for winter and leave again come spring?

Eijirou shook his head. Much like with Tetsutetsu, there was no point in wondering. He'd just have to wait for that letter to come and hope for the best in the meantime.

He wouldn't have much time to worry about it anyway. After all, he had his own home to make as well, and although the reward they got for ‘killing’ Tetsutetsu was pretty hefty and money wouldn’t be an issue, that would still take a lot of work.

Maybe they could go to Inasa as well come spring, when Eijirou had his shifting under control in a healthier way than before and the days were warmer. It would probably depend on whether or not he’d learned how to fly on his own during winter.

Eijirou would worry about all of this later, though. For now, the room smelled like delicious chestnut cake and warm tea, Uraraka was telling them crazy stories about the terrible patients she’d seen recently, and Eijirou didn’t want to think about anything else.

Notes:

I hope you liked it!

I've had the idea for mimic dragons a while ago, but I wasn't sure if I'd be able to introduce them. You can thank Eemi for helping me flesh out the initial idea, and Fey for encouraging me to use it!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 29: The Dragon, He Destroyed his Cage

Notes:

Happy holidays everyone! And welcome to all the people joining us after Branbran posted my commission. I didn't think it'd bring me so many new readers but I'm thrilled to have you here!

Quick note to everyone who breezed through the chapters without reading the notes so far: I post new chapters every Monday

Also, for everyone who might have missed it, I commissioned the amazing Branbrandio to draw Kirishima's fateful meeting among the lemon trees and she did a wonderful job!
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Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Eijirou really liked how their little cave was turning out. It was still a work in progress of course, but he’d been living in it with Katsuki for a little over a week now and it was surprisingly cozy. Recovery Girl had given them a few things, mostly a couple of old chairs, a big wooden trunk, and an old, faded rug to make their bed on. Uraraka negotiated with a local woman to get them a woven curtain made out of… some dried plant—reed? straw? something else?—to block the cold at the entrance of the cave. With a nice fire, a thick straw mattress, and a few warm blankets, the place felt perfectly warm and home-y.

Katsuki and he settled into a new routine pretty fast. They set up traps around their cave, talked in as much Mixed Draconic as they could, Katsuki traded with the nearby village for food they stored in the back chamber of the cave while Eijirou tried to learn more about wind, they regularly met with Recovery Girl and Uraraka for tea…

It was nice. Relaxing, even. Eijirou wasn’t exactly making progress with his shifting, but for the first time in his life, he felt like there was no pressure. He didn’t have to stay human all the time like he used to, but he didn’t have to hurry up like when Tetsutetsu was around either.

Eijirou still tried to shift from time to time, learning to empty his mind and focus on the Itch. He wasn’t really improving—not in ways he could measure, at least—but he didn’t let it affect him. Every small victory was nice, but he didn’t need any sort of result. If his body was fine with this in-between form for now, he would let it stay like this.

Eijirou wondered if his newfound peace of mind came from his friends’ words of encouragement or if it was the proximity with the painted caves that made him like this.

The latter was the best part of living here, in Eijirou’s opinion. Katsuki had warned him about torches damaging the paintings with soot, so Eijirou couldn’t sneak in to admire them as often as he wanted, but he sometimes went with their small lantern and looked at the painted dragons for a while. The light wasn’t the same as Katsuki’s bright flames, but it was enough.

Watching them was incredibly soothing. It reminded Eijirou of his connection with his own kind. And more than that… every time he went there, he felt like he was on the brink of having a revelation. He didn’t know what it was yet, but far from being frustrated about not figuring it out, he only felt the calm confidence that it would come to him once he was ready.

When Eijirou went to sleep at night, tucked against Katsuki to fight off the cold, the painted dragons danced behind his eyelids, calling him faintly, and he knew he’d be able to join them soon.

.

“Eijirou, I’m home,” Katsuki announced as he stepped inside the cave, making sure their thick, multilayered curtain fell back perfectly to block the cold.

Eijirou looked up from the book he’d borrowed from Uraraka and smiled. He’d never get tired of hearing his friend say it. Temporary or not, this place was home. Their home. A place just for the two of them.

“Welcome home, Katsuki,” he said.

His smile turned into a confused frown when he saw the huge bag of orange-reddish stuff his friend dropped on the floor.

“What’s this?” he asked, curious, as he set the book aside to have a closer look at it.

“Wool,” Katsuki said. “It was cheap, something about a cancelled order or whatever.”

“Oh, that’s nice! So we’re gonna use it as a… big cushion or something?”

“Of course not, dumbass,” Katsuki scoffed. “You said you didn’t have mittens, right?”

“Yeah, and?” Eijirou asked, getting more and more confused.

“So I’m gonna start by making that, and then I’ll see whatever we can do with what’s left.”

“Making? How?”

Katsuki clicked his tongue, looking at him like he was the dumbest person he’d ever met.

“How the fuck do you think?” he barked. “By spinning that shit into yarn and then knitting it.”

“You can spin?!” Eijirou asked, so shocked he felt his wings flare behind him. “... And knit?!” he added after a pause.

“You can’t?” Katsuki asked.

“No! Why would I know that?”

Katsuki frowned, looking as confused as he was. “Because it’s basic shit every kid should learn? Spinning, at least.”

“Why would you need to learn this as a kid?”

“Why the fuck wouldn’t you? That’s useful. The fuck you do when you’re bored in winter?”

“Read books?” Eijirou said, pointing toward the one he was reading. “Talk to people? Tell stories? Repair furniture? Go on nice walks?”

“You can do most of that while spinning,” Katsuki pointed out. “No idle hands and all that shit.”

“So… Is this a shifter thing, or a Barbarian thing?” Eijirou asked with a smile.

Katsuki’s expression soured; a sure sign that he didn’t like the answer. “Both, I fucking guess,” he muttered.

Eijirou’s smile fell. He still wasn’t sure why Katsuki always looked like he had to eat raw lemon whenever Eijirou asked these questions. He thought Katsuki would tell him if it was important, at first, but…

“Why are you always like this when I bring up your Barbarian roots?” Eijirou couldn’t help but ask this time. 

It wasn’t a recent thing, he realized. He hadn’t really paid attention at the time, but Katsuki was like this when Eijirou used to ask him about life in the Golden Mountains. Or even when Miruko insisted too much on their shared origins. Eijirou used to think it was just because his friend wasn’t talkative and didn’t like it when people acted too familiar with him, but he knew better now.

Katsuki frowned, but Eijirou held his gaze, refusing to back down.

 

Katsuki didn’t get it. Why would Eijirou ask him about this shit now?

“I just don’t get it,” his friend insisted. “You don’t seem to hate Barbarian culture. You’re proud of it, even, when you talk about how awesome Barbarian poetry is, or how much more tolerant toward sapients you guys are. So why do you hate it so much when you’re reminded that you’re part of it?”

“Because I’m fucking not,” Katsuki spat, words exploding out of his mouth before he could stop them. “They suck less than shitty Yuuei and some things are pretty cool, I guess, but it doesn’t mean I belong with them.”

“But why?” Eijirou asked, softer this time. “You’ve spent as much time with Barbarians as you did with dragon shifters. Sure, they weren’t your most… important years growing up, but it’s still part of who you are.”

“And what if I don’t want that?” Katsuki retorted, crossing his arms as he plopped down on their best chair.

He didn’t care about his so-called ‘people’. There was nothing for him in those damn mountains. That was why he left and never looked back, no matter how much shittier Yuuei proved to be.

Eijirou shook his head. “It’s not something you choose.”

Katsuki glared at him. It sounded like the sort of shitty platitudes idiots like his old man and stupid Deku would give him.

Eijirou sighed. “Look, I… I’m starting to wish I wasn’t raised in Yuuei,” he said, his words coming out slowly at first and getting faster as he felt more confident. “You’re right, it’d have been better if I’d stayed among shifters. And from what you told me, maybe I should’ve at least fallen in a place where people would’ve accepted me for who I was. But I wasn’t. I was raised in Southern Yuuei by a Yuuei farmer and an Ilsurhi ex-merchant. I only know the customs of my village and a few from my dad’s country, and it means I’ll probably never completely fit with other dragon shifters. But you know what? That’s fine. Not everything was bad. I don’t want to get rid of everything I am just to fit into a better place. I don’t think I can, anyway.”

“You’ll fit in,” Katsuki said distantly. “You’re a dragon shifter like them.”

“It doesn’t mean anything.”

Katsuki shook his head. “For dragon shifters, it means everything.”

It meant Katsuki would never really be one of them. It meant he’d always have to work twice harder than everyone to fit in. And still, he was ready to do that work. No matter how much easier it’d be to just accept that he didn’t belong with them and stay with his old tribe.

“You said they raised you like one of theirs,” Eijirou pointed out.

“They did,” Katsuki replied immediately. “But…”

But there were still things Katsuki couldn’t do. But they knew from the start that he wasn’t going to stay. But… Fuck, he hated thinking about that shit.

They wanted him, he reminded himself. His life was there. He wouldn’t have had to leave if the old Hag hadn’t insisted on getting him back and keeping him away from them. They’d have kept him, if they could.

Katsuki shook his head and forced himself to focus on the conversation at hand. “It doesn’t change anything,” he said. “Look at Metalhead. You don’t speak Draconic, you don’t know how to shift, you barely know shit about dragon shifters, and he accepted you without questioning it. So you’ll fit in.” He huffed a laugh, and added, “… Whether you like it or not.”

“I’d like that,” Eijirou said with a soft, distant smile that made Katsuki swear for the thousandth time that he’d make him the best dragon shifter he could. His friend shook his head and added, “So what’s the problem with Barbarians?”

Katsuki’s mood soured again. “I think too much like a shifter for them,” he said. “And I don’t want to fit in. I never asked to be born there in the first place.”

“But you said, yourself, there are still things you like about their culture.”

“And so what?” Katsuki spat.

Why did it matter that he thought Barbarian poetry and epics were the best in the world? That no matter how good Dunce Face was, his stories would always sound boring compared to the rhythmic way Barbarian epics were told around the fire? That even the tales and legends from dragon shifters didn’t hold a candle to the stories of heroes long gone facing impossible odds and forging unbreakable bonds? Why did it matter that he wanted to fight for everything and that it was important to him what each fight was called and what it meant? Why did it matter that he was proud of the way his people treated other sapients like anyone else instead of killing them on sight? It was just basic fucking decency!

Katsuki was supposed to have left all of that behind when he decided to fit in with the dragon shifters. He had cut ties with these people when he left his tribe. He’d only been putting up with them for a couple of years after he was sent back, until he decided that if none of his old ‘friends’ were going to help him, he’d find another dragon or shifter who would.

Why couldn’t he just pick a culture, leave everything else behind, and be accepted without reservations?

Eijirou sighed. “You know what? Fine. I don’t even know where I was going with this. I just think it doesn’t have to be such a touchy subject, you know? It’s not a bad thing that you know both. Otherwise, you would’ve never been able to teach me anything.”

Eijirou gave him a shy smile, and Katsuki deflated a little.

“You’d have met another shifter or whatever,” he muttered. “Metalhead taught you a lot too.”

Eijirou shrugged. “It’s different. And I wouldn’t have met him without you anyway.”

“Whatever,” Katsuki said, arms crossed and shoulders hunched, refusing to soften.

“Hey… The whole… calnumékeln and calnuménar thing… It’s Barbarian too, right?” Eijirou asked as he dragged himself to sit at Katsuki’s feet.

Katsuki tensed harder. “And so what?” he said through gritted teeth.

Eijirou looked up, head half resting on Katsuki’s thigh, and smiled. “It didn’t only bring you bad stuff, right?”

No, it didn’t. As much as Katsuki hated to admit it, it didn’t. It was the culture that taught him to fight for what he wanted, that he could get anything as long as he proved himself, that small, repetitive tasks were as important as major feats and he should learn to do both, and that nothing was ever boring when you had good stories to share with your people.

More importantly, it was the culture that taught him that the bonds he chose were more important than those imposed by his birth, and it was precisely why he was so determined to leave now. His parents, his tribe… they weren't the people Katsuki had chosen as his. They'd done nothing to deserve this.

Still, it was the culture that taught him what a calnuménar was and when he looked at Eijirou, he felt like it wasn't completely shit.

Katsuki deflated.

“Whatever,” he repeated, because he didn’t know how to put all that into words. “So, about those mittens, do you want me to make you new ones, or do you want me to make them for myself and give you mine?”

Eijirou smiled and asked, teasing, “Does it count as courting?”

“No, it fucking doesn’t,” Katsuki said, huffing a laugh as he grabbed Eijirou’s horn to pull his head out of his lap. “That’s why I’m asking, dumbass.”

“Oh, I see…” Eijirou said. He wasn’t smiling anymore, but Katsuki couldn’t tell if he was disappointed or just thoughtful. “Well… In that case, I think I’ll take yours. If they fit.”

Katsuki nodded, forcing himself not to dwell on it. It was too early to worry about that. Mate or not, Eijirou was his calnuménar, and nothing would change that. It made it easier to wait.

.

When he woke up that morning, Eijirou felt… itchy. He’d been dreaming about flying among colorful dragons again, and he wasn’t ready to let go.

Mind hazy, he wiggled a bit, hoping it’d appease that weird, generalized itchy feeling, but he only managed to disturb Katsuki who mumbled something like “stop that” in Mixed Draconic.

Eijirou had realized recently that it was his friend’s default language.

Resigned to his fate, Eijirou rolled away from Katsuki to scratch himself properly, hoping he wouldn’t have to leave his bed and grab some oil for his skin.

Katsuki immediately rolled closer, chasing Eijirou’s heat and ruining his efforts.

“Don’move,” he grumbled, patting blindly until he had an arm around Eijirou, pinning him in place.

“Katsuki, stop, I’m gonna disturb you again,” Eijirou said with a fond chuckle.

Katsuki was so cute when he was cold and sleepy… Eijirou knew they were only sharing a bed for the sake of convenience, but he wouldn’t mind doing this for the rest of his life. He’d gotten so used to it that it felt weird to have their own separate beds these days.

“Why?” Katsuki asked, still half asleep.

“My skin itches,” Eijirou admitted.

“Got this,” Katsuki mumbled, and started scratching Eijirou’s arm, where his hand had landed earlier.

“Not here,” he laughed.

“Hmm… where then?” Katsuki asked, reaching higher.

Eijirou sighed, still smiling. “You won’t just let me leave?”

“For that? No,” Katsuki scoffed, pulling Eijirou closer.

Eijirou shook his head, amused, but didn’t insist. The itch wasn’t too bad now. He could ignore it easily. He’d worry about it later, if it didn’t disappear on its own.

With that, he drifted back to sleep and dreamed of flying again.

.

The itch didn’t quite leave Eijirou all morning. No amount of scratching helped, and before he could take out his soothing oil, he realized that it was the same feeling that used to plague him from time to time before he started letting himself shift. So maybe it wasn’t just his dry scales acting up, after all. Maybe he wasn’t just feeling an itch, but The Itch Tetsutetsu had told him about.

Maybe it was time for him to try shifting fully again. Maybe the painted dragons were finally ready to reveal some of their secrets.

Eijirou sent a quick look in Katsuki’s direction. His friend was spinning his orange wool in silence, but if Eijirou started shedding his clothes for another attempt at shifting, he would definitely notice. And Eijirou didn’t want an audience this time. Not until he was sure that he was right about this feeling.

He didn’t want to bother his friend, really, but…

“Hey, Katsuki? I know it’s my turn, but would you mind checking on the traps today?” he asked.

His friend looked up from his work to send him a questioning look, hands still moving seamlessly.

“Uh… please?” Eijirou added.

He didn’t want to lie to Katsuki, but he didn’t want to tell him why he needed privacy either. He might have to, though, because Katsuki’s scrutinizing gaze was still on him, searching for answers.

“Fine,” his friend finally said, stopping the endless spinning of his wooden spindle. He set everything aside, rose from his chair to grab more clothes, and added, “but you’re on water duty tomorrow.”

“Sure,” Eijirou nodded.

He knew Katsuki hated having to brave the cold to reach the little stream they got their water from, but Eijirou didn’t really mind. Besides, it was a small price to pay for about an hour of privacy. He just hoped his gut feeling was right. But at least, if it wasn’t, Katsuki would never find out.

Eijirou got ready as soon as his friend was gone. He moved their things around a little to give himself enough space to shift, in case he succeeded, and shed his clothes to avoid ripping them, covering his body with scales to fend off the cold a little.

He had this. He could do it. And if he couldn’t, it was okay too. No pressure.

Taking a deep breath, Eijirou closed his eyes and tried to focus. Tetsutetsu told him he should try to feel his body and be more conscious of it. He could feel his scales. His feet on the cold ground, his fingers, his wings…

Breathe out.

Then, Tetsutetsu said he should try to visualize how he would look as a dragon; to imagine his body.

Breathe in.

Four paws on the ground. A longer, more flexible neck. Sharp claws. Powerful wings. Big horns. Long snout. A thousand dragons flying on rock walls.

Breathe out.

Eijirou was a dragon. He was a dragon, like Tetsutetsu. Like the ones in the cave. Like the ones who painted them a long time ago.

Breathe in.

Eijirou felt himself slipping, like he was about to fall asleep. His head was going up. He was slipping, he was–

“Eijirou, stop that!” his parents yelled in his mind.

Whatever was happening stopped immediately and when Eijirou opened his eyes, he looked human and most of his scales were gone.

Damn it… He was so close! He was doing it, he was sure of it. He was actually shifting!

Eijirou shook his head and closed his eyes again, taking another calming breath. If he’d come this far, he could do it again. The Itch was still here, stronger than ever. Now that Eijirou knew the feeling, he could hold on to it and make sure nothing stopped him.

Breathe in.

His body. The dragons on the wall. The dragon he knew he should be.

Breathe out.

He had this. He had this.

Breathe in.

His body as a dragon. The slipping sensation. He was focused. He was slipping. He was growing bigger and bigger. Someone deep in his mind was calling and begging him to stop. Eijirou’s claws scratched the floor when he tried to clench his fists. He wanted to throw up. He was…

… He was no longer slipping.

Eijirou opened his eyes. He was standing on all four, but his head was at the same height as before.

He looked down, bending his flexible neck. He had red dragon paws with sharp-looking claws instead of hands. He turned his head further, and there was a full dragon body behind him.

“What the… I did it. I did it! I’m a dragon!” Eijirou wanted to yell. It all came out as garbled growls.

The next few minutes felt… blurry. Frantic. Like being in the middle of a maelstrom of Katsuki’s explosions.

Eijirou wanted to run. He wanted to fly. He wanted to come out of the cave and yell at the top of his lungs, to let the whole world know that he, Kirishima Eijirou, was an actual dragon shifter.

It took a lot of willpower to rein in his enthusiasm. Eijirou couldn’t fly yet; he didn’t know if his body would fit through the entrance of their cave and, more importantly, he shouldn’t let people see him like this. If he wanted to go out and run through the forest in this form, he’d have to wait until night.

It was a good thing the sun was setting earlier with the change of seasons.

Instead of doing any of the wild things his mind kept suggesting, Eijirou decided to explore his body a little. He didn’t have much space to move around the cave, but with the back room, he should be able to stretch his wings and walk a little. That would be a start.

Much to his surprise, navigating his new body wasn’t all that hard. He already knew how to move his extra limbs, and he never had the impulse to walk on two feet. Eijirou’s main issue was his size. He could see his body but somehow, he had no idea where he could and couldn’t fit.

That would be a challenge, he figured.

After a few minutes of pacing around their cave, doing his best not to knock anything over, Eijirou ran out of things to do. With sharp claws instead of hands, there wasn’t much he could busy himself with, and he was still restless after his first full transformation. He couldn’t wait for Katsuki to come back and share his excitement! His friend would be so shocked, and then so happy for him, probably. Eijirou almost regretted having succeeded so fast.

… Or was he fast? He'd sort of lost track of time.

As Eijirou looked for a comfortable position to lie down, careful not to break anything when he tucked his tail around his body like a cat, a ruffling sound caught his attention.

Katsuki’s wool bag was moving.

Curious, Eijirou carefully approached it, getting close enough to have a tentative sniff. It smelled like wool and sort of made him want to sneeze.

Then, as Eijirou moved back a little, something peeked out of the fluffy material.

Eijirou almost expected a rat, but the thing was orange and looked exactly like the material around it. The only thing giving away that it was definitely not wool was the shape. It looked a lot like…

Eijirou huffed in excitement as he recognized the tiny guest. The mimic dragon was back!

Or well… a mimic dragon? Maybe it wasn’t the same one. How was Eijirou supposed to know?

Delighted at the sight of the little creature, who trusted him enough to show itself, Eijirou lowered his head to the ground to make sure it didn’t feel threatened. Should he pretend not to see it? It usually worked well with cats. But if he didn’t seem interested, maybe the little dragon would disappear again…

While Eijirou pondered his options, the creature hopped out of the bag and walked closer, looking as curious as a kitten. Was it a young one, maybe?

Holding his breath, Eijirou looked as the tiny dragon inspected him. Its skin slowly started looking more scaly, but it never lost its orange-reddish color. Eijirou was sniffed carefully, then approached shyly. The dragon almost touched him, then jumped back as if Eijirou was going to strike.

The more Eijirou looked at the way it acted, the more he was reminded of a young cat: bold and curious while still skittish and careful. Eijirou didn’t mind letting it do its thing, though. It was so much fun to look at, and he had all day.

Or at least, so he thought until the tiny creature stopped what it was doing, snapped around to look at the mouth of the cave, and froze. Eijirou raised his head, hearing faint footsteps approaching.

Katsuki was coming back!

“Not a single fucking thing,” his friend grumbled as he stepped inside.

When Eijirou looked back down, the little dragon was gone.

 

Katsuki froze the second he saw Eijirou. If he’d been holding something when he came back, he’d have dropped it for sure.

A dragon. Eijirou was a dragon! Not even a month after moving in here and deciding to take it easy, his friend had already learned to shift fully!

“Holy shit, you did it!” he exclaimed as he stepped closer to his friend, his grin so wide it could have split his face in half. Damn, if he hadn’t already made his decision about not adding feelings to the pile of shit Eijirou had to sort out, he could have kissed him. “You fucker, is that why you sent me away?”

Where Katsuki expected a reply, he only got a nod and an excited huff.

Right, Eijirou only knew the basics of Pure Draconic and hadn’t really had the chance to speak it himself.

Still, his friend looked like he wanted to tell him a thousand things, with the way he was huffing, his eyes shining as he almost knocked over their chairs when his tail started moving excitedly behind him.

“Hey, calm down,” Katsuki laughed, two seconds before he almost got knocked on his ass by an excited Eijirou who started nuzzling insistently against his chest. “Stop that,” he protested as Eijirou’s head pressed him against the cold wall of the cave. Katsuki made no movement to stop him, instead running his hands along Eijirou’s muzzle and scratching the base of his horns and the side of his cheeks.

Fuck, Eijirou looked so good, and Katsuki had missed dragon hugs so much…

“Okay, that’s enough, you scaly bastard,” Katsuki said after a few more insistent nuzzles, finally pushing his friend away seriously. “Let me look at you, damn it!”

Eijirou released him with a huff and took a few steps back. Then, he… struck a pose? He showed him his profile, holding his head high with his wings half flared and a raised foreleg, somehow. Katsuki snorted at that.

But Eijirou looked amazing, Katsuki had to give him that.

His muscular form had obviously translated into his dragon shape. Being relatively young, Eijirou wasn’t a massive dragon. Much like Tetsutetsu, he was about as tall as a big horse, but he gave a clear impression of power, especially now that he knew how to control his wings. His snout was shorter and rounder than most dragons Katsuki knew, and although his eyes now had the black sclera of a dragon, they still looked as soft and sweet as ever. As he watched the fire’s light flicker against his bright red scales, more vibrant on his back and slightly paler around his belly, Katsuki noticed several patches of dry, brittle ones. Some were discolored, especially around his wings.

It didn’t matter, though. Katsuki could already tell that they were going to look awesome when Eijirou was healthy again. And he was going to make sure it happened as fast as possible. Now that Eijirou was in his dragon form, it should be easier for him to shed his old, shitty scales and let healthier ones grow in their place.

Katsuki couldn’t wait. Once his scales finally looked like they should, Eijirou was going to be the most gorgeous dragon in the whole damn world.

Eijirou faltered a little when Katsuki didn’t say anything, so he said, “You look like you’ve been blessed by the wind.”

For dragon shifters, it meant something like ‘you look like you could raise a thousand armies,’ which boring Plains people would probably translate with ‘you look very good’.

Eijirou seemed confused for a second, but Katsuki’s expression must have confirmed that it was a good thing. The long huff he let out sounded suspiciously like a sigh of relief.

What an idiot… Couldn’t he tell how much Katsuki loved seeing him like this? He wanted nothing more than to feel all that muscle under his fingers and wrap himself around it. Or be wrapped in it, he didn’t care. Eijirou just looked so…

Fuck, if Katsuki didn’t stop looking right now he was going to kiss him after all.

Instead, he got rid of his extra layers of clothes and walked straight toward their pantry, lighting up his hand to see what they had in stock.

“So, what do you want for dinner?” he asked.

There wasn’t much for a good meal, but he could probably make do with what they had. Or maybe he should go to the village while the sun was still out and see if he could buy something nice? Would Cheeks let him bake a cake for them? In dragon cities, it was customary to parade children who shifted fully for the first time around the central square so everyone could congratulate them, but it was out of the question here. And Eijirou was way too heavy to be carried around anyway. Shifting fully was a natural thing that didn’t call for big celebrations among shifters, but in Eijirou’s case, it called for something special. Maybe… 

“There’s this bottle of walnut wine Recovery Girl gave us when we moved in. You wanna open it?”

Katsuki looked back into the main room to meet Eijirou’s confused eyes.

“What? You’re all shifted, we’ve gotta celebrate!” Katsuki grinned as Eijirou’s expression turned into a smile. “So hurry up and make up your mind because tonight, we feast!”

Notes:

I hope you liked it!

And in case someone is wondering: yes, the title is based on the Tiger short poem

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Chapter 30: Yes, YES! The Dragon is Out

Notes:

Hi everyone! Finishing work late and rushing to do groceries for your desperately empty fridge is a terrible combo for chapter posting...

But it's here now, with the next part of Dragon Kiri Adventures!

Enjoy

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Katsuki was almost done gathering his ingredients for the best dinner he could whip up when Eijirou called for his attention. He had onions, carrots, some leftover venison he could cook with that purple spice he’d bought in Diees… Eijirou was the one who butchered the meat, and Katsuki had to admit, he did a pretty decent job. Katsuki had only shown him how to do it a couple of times, and his friend was already almost as good as him. And he didn’t mind getting his hands dirty as much as Katsuki did, so it was quickly becoming his job.

Eijirou nudged him again, still in his dragon form.

“What?” Katsuki asked, turning toward him.

“I’m lonely,” Eijirou said in Pure Draconic.

Katsuki frowned. “The fuck you mean, you’re ‘lonely’?”

Eijirou shook his head. “I’m looonely,” he repeated slower.

“I don’t know what the fuck you’re trying to say, but that’s ‘lonely’ again,” Katsuki said, leaving his food to better face his friend. He still had a few hours before he had to start cooking anyway.

Eijirou growled, frustrated. “I’m tired and excited.”

Katsuki frowned, even more confused. “Tired and excit… Oh, you’re fucking bored!”

Eijirou nodded vigorously.

“You had the right sounds, but your wings need to be flared if you want that to mean ‘bored’,” Katsuki explained.

Eijirou tried again: a huff, a hissing sound that ended with a click, flared wings and a lowered head. “I’m bored.”

“Yeah, like that,” Katsuki nodded.

Eijirou smiled and started repeating it over and over like an excited toddler.

“I’m bored, bored, bored!” he exclaimed, almost jumping in place between each word.

“Yeah, I get it,” Katsuki chuckled. “But the fuck you want me to do about it?”

Eijirou turned his head toward the entrance of the cave, staring at it intently for a few seconds before he turned back to Katsuki with a hopeful look.

“You wanna go outside?”

Eijirou nodded.

Katsuki sighed and got up to see if it was dark enough. There had been a thick layer of clouds all day, so they might be able to leave a little earlier, but it wasn’t that late yet.

If Eijirou was bored, he should probably turn back into his half-shifted form, but his friend didn’t want to. From what Katsuki understood, he was worried about not being able to shift back later.

When Katsuki looked out… it wasn’t that bad. The sun had almost set and the ground was covered with a thin layer of mist, meaning they were even less likely to be seen.

Still, Katsuki would prefer to go out after dinner, once everyone was home and there was no risk of meeting someone who had wandered too far during the day. He’d just have to keep Eijirou entertained until then.

“We should go out later,” he said as he stepped back inside.

Eijirou whined.

“Don’t be a baby, it’s just a few hours,” Katsuki scoffed. “How about you practice your Draconic for now?”

Eijirou whined louder, sending him a puppy look that was somehow even stronger in his dragon form than in the human one.

Katsuki sighed. “Even if I tell you a story?”

Eijirou perked up at that, so Katsuki told him the legend of how the first dragon shifters came into existence as he spun and spun his orange wool until it was time to make dinner.

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“Fucking shit, it’s cold,” Katsuki hissed as he pulled back the curtain of the cave, ready to go out after an early dinner.

Eijirou sent him a pointed look, hoping his friend would understand, “Dude, you’re the one who wanted to go so late.”

“Hurry up and get out, dumbass,” Katsuki growled when Eijirou didn’t move. “You’re letting all the cold in!”

Eijirou shrugged as best as he could and squeezed himself out of the cave, glad to see that he could do so without trouble, while Katsuki held their curtain aside so it wouldn't get damaged by accident.

Katsuki was exaggerating. It wasn’t that cold. And it wasn’t that dark either, surprisingly. Did dragons have better night vision? Eijirou wasn’t sure how to ask, so he kept the question for later.

Katsuki lit up their lantern, still grumbling against the cold, and they slowly walked down the path that led to the forest. Once there, if they walked along the rocky slope instead of going away from it in the village’s direction, they’d soon reach clear, grassy fields where they were less likely to get lost.

Eijirou couldn’t wait.

Walking on all four was proving to be a lot easier than he feared—much more so than eating Katsuki’s food and lapping a small glass of wine with a big dragon snout—and now that he was more confident, he wanted nothing more than to run. Flying would be great too, but… that would be for later.

As soon as he was back on flat, stable ground, Eijirou started walking faster, leaving Katsuki behind. He didn’t need his friend’s light anyway. Although the sky was still cloudy, he could see well enough without it. His nostrils flared as he took in the crisp night air and all the smells that came with it and he smiled, tail flicking like an excited cat.

“Hey, slow down a bit,” Katsuki protested behind him, but Eijirou wasn’t listening.

Everything was new to him and he almost felt dizzy with all the unfamiliar sensations. The caged beast that was his repressed dragon instincts wasn’t just at peace: it was completely free for the first time in its life, and there was no stopping it.

As soon as the fields were in view, Eijirou let out an excited huff and bolted.

“Eijirou, what the fuck?!” Katsuki yelled.

Eijirou didn’t stop. He couldn’t stop. The wind was howling in his ears and against his wings, and Eijirou kept running faster and faster, wings beating with each stride as if he could take off. He knew he couldn’t, of course, but it didn’t matter. He ran in wide circles and jumped around until he let himself roll in the grass, panting like an excited puppy.

He was lounging on his back when Katsuki finally joined him, lantern hooked to his belt as he propelled himself with a few blasts. Eijirou had barely heard him earlier, between the howling wind and the wild beat of his heart.

“You dumbass lizard, what the fuck are you doing?” Katsuki barked once he finally landed, striding over the rest of the way.

Eijirou watched with a wide grin, his head upside down. Despite Katsuki's frown, there was a glint of amusement in his eyes—amusement and something else, Eijirou realized, though he couldn't quite tell what it was.

Rolling back to his feet, Eijirou shook the grass and dirt off himself and started running again, a little slower this time, careful to check if Katsuki was still following him. His friend’s blasts and breathless laughter were ringing in his ears as they started racing at full speed across the field, uncaring of the cold and the thin mist floating above the grass. They knew the area well by now. Eijirou could've gone home with his eyes shut, at this point.

He didn’t know how long they spent like that, racing and playing outside, but by the time they stopped and Katsuki said they should go home, he was exhausted.

He nodded, too tired to protest, and they ambled back toward the forest.

Katsuki looked dead on his feet when they reached the bottom of the rocky slope that would lead them home. When his friend almost tripped on a rock, Eijirou didn’t hesitate. Blocking his friend’s path, he lowered himself to the ground, inviting him to ride his back the rest of the way.

“What, you want me to ride you?” Katsuki asked.

Eijirou nodded.

“You’re not a damn horse, I can walk.”

Eijirou didn’t move. He knew that, but just because he didn’t have to help his friend didn’t mean he didn’t want to.

“You’re not gonna move until I get on your back, right?”

Eijirou nodded again.

Katsuki sighed. He sounded exhausted.

Eijirou expected him to growl his usual, sleepy ‘fight me,’ but his friend didn’t seem to have the energy for that. Instead, he silently hopped onto Eijirou’s back, just at the base of his neck so his weight was on Eijirou's shoulders. He seemed to know exactly how to sit in a way that was comfortable for both of them. Eijirou wondered how often he’d ridden dragons in the past.

As he walked the rest of the way home, there were a thousand things Eijirou wanted to tell his friend, but he didn’t have the words for any of them. And when they reached the mouth of the cave… he decided that whatever he had to say could wait. He didn’t want to shift back into a human just yet.

His mind was still racing when he curled up around their bed, after Katsuki had thoroughly dusted his body and each of his feet. With his friend resting between his neck and the side of his foreleg, neatly tucked under his wing, Eijirou soon felt himself relax. Once more, it was obvious that Katsuki knew exactly what he was doing and how to rest like this comfortably. All his experience in big cuddle piles as a kid must have paid off.

Eijirou knew it was probably nothing like Katsuki’s home, but he was glad he could give him a little taste of it, no matter how small. He hoped he could make this place home for him too for however long they stayed.

To think Katsuki had given up on his chance to leave with Tetsutetsu just to stay with him… For the first time since it happened, the thought didn’t make Eijirou feel guilty. Instead, he felt nothing but fondness and gratitude for his friend. His mind was still running wildly, but as he focused on Katsuki’s steady breathing and his solid heat against him, Eijirou slowly drifted to sleep.

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Eijirou stayed a dragon all morning, until he got too bored and tired of not being able to speak properly. Around noon, he decided that he had enough memories of what being a dragon felt like to shift fully more easily next time. Besides, even if his more knowledgeable friends were right and he should stay in his full dragon form for a while, he wouldn’t make any progress in shifting if he didn’t try doing it back and forth. Maybe he could sleep as a dragon from now on or something. Katsuki seemed to enjoy sleeping like this, after all. Especially since it meant he could hoard all the blankets. And it had been pretty comfortable for Eijirou as well.

While Katsuki finished gathering their lunch, Eijirou closed his eyes and tried to shift back. Should he focus on what it felt like to be human or try to do the same thing he did when he made his dragon features disappear?

In the end, he didn’t have to worry about it. Before he could even finish the thought, he felt himself slipping again and when he opened his eyes, he was met with the sight of human hands resting on the cold ground.

“Oh, that was easy,” Eijirou muttered for himself, inspecting his naked body curiously, as if he was seeing it for the first time.

“Just in time to get us some water,” Katsuki said, sounding extremely pleased as he looked up from their food.

Eijirou yelped and jumped under the nearest blanket.

“Katsuki, don’t look! I’m naked!” he exclaimed, cheeks heating up in embarrassment as Katsuki started cackling.

“As if I’ve never seen you naked before,” his friend snorted.

“It’s not the same!” Eijirou protested.

Baths were just baths, it was normal. There was no way around it. Plus, there was water and sometimes steam to hide his… private parts. And getting changed was fast and there was a common understanding that the other wouldn’t stare. But hanging around naked in their home… It was… It wasn’t the kind of relationship they had!

When Eijirou looked up, pouting, Katsuki was still looking at him with soft, amused eyes. It was the same kind of expression as the night before, except his friend wasn’t even pretending to be annoyed this time.

Eijirou’s cheeks heated up even more, like he was going to burst into flames. He averted his eyes, unsure why his heart was beating so hard just from this. Katsuki’s soft, unguarded looks were rare and fleeting, and Eijirou usually wanted to commit each of them to memory, but this one… It was just too much. Especially since Eijirou was still very much naked under his blanket.

“Just… look away while I get some clothes,” Eijirou mumbled, unable to look up.

He saw Katsuki shrug from the corner of his eye. “Fine,” his friend said as he turned away. “Tell me when you’re done.”

Eijirou nodded, keeping himself covered until he could grab his clothes. Then, he remembered that Katsuki couldn’t see him and forced a pitiful, “yeah” out of his surprisingly tight throat.

Seriously, what was wrong with him?

He shook his head and dressed himself up quickly before telling Katsuki that he could look again.

“So, you’re ready to get that water now?” his friend asked.

“Yeah, sure,” Eijirou said with a nod, glad to have an excuse to leave. He was feeling better, but being outside for a little while would probably be good for him. It was too hot in there.

“Cheeks said she wanted to know if you made any progress with shifting,” Katsuki reminded him as he grabbed their empty buckets.

“Yeah? Maybe we should go see her this afternoon,” Eijirou smiled.

Uraraka and Recovery Girl would probably be happy to see them and hear the good news. It sounded like a nice way to spend the day. And maybe tonight, once the sun was set, Eijirou could go running again in his new dragon form before bed.

Now, that sounded like a perfect way to spend the day!

His earlier embarrassment forgotten, Eijirou set off to grab that water, a smile on his lips.

It took him until he’d filled the buckets to remember that he had questions for Katsuki and a thousand things to tell him.

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Eijirou spent the whole trip to Recovery Girl’s telling Katsuki about his thoughts and feelings as a dragon, and pretty much the whole time they spent with Uraraka and her drinking tea and repeating everything he’d told his friend.

It felt so nice, being able to communicate again… Eijirou couldn’t believe Tetsutetsu had managed to spend weeks without anyone to talk to. Eijirou would have gone crazy.

After a little prodding, Uraraka managed to convince him to show her his dragon form, promising to let him use her mirror so he could see what he looked like. He moved to the big pantry to have some privacy, heart pounding anxiously at the thought that he might not be able to shift again. He’d been so confident earlier, when he told himself he could shift back and forth every day, but now that he had to do it, especially for people he didn’t want to disappoint, he wasn’t so sure he’d be able to succeed after all.

Shedding his clothes with slightly trembling hands, Eijirou took the time to fold each item carefully and leave them on the nearest clear surface he could find. Then, he took a deep breath and closed his eyes.

He could do it, he told himself as he moved toward the center of the room, most of his body covered with scales already. He didn’t really like this appearance, but the scales were a nice protection against the cold and made him feel less naked.

Eijirou tried to remember what being a dragon felt like earlier. The claws, the huge mouth full of sharp teeth that made it almost impossible to eat properly, the wind on his wings as he ran through the fields…

Damn, it wasn’t working. Why wasn’t it working? Should he tell the others that he couldn’t do it after all? Would they be disappointed? Would they be mad?

Eijirou shook his head, trying to get rid of the thought and the rising anxiety in his chest.

It was just his first attempt. The others could entertain each other while they waited. He didn’t have to succeed immediately.

Taking another deep breath, Eijirou tried to focus again. Remember the grass under his feet as he ran, the feeling of Katsuki riding his back on the way home, the smells of the forest, Katsuki’s snorts when he tried to drink for the first time and Eijirou’s pride when he managed to do it properly…

Eijirou smiled at the memory and took another deep breath. The painted dragons were dancing behind his eyelids and he tried to focus on them too. On joining them, on being one of them, on looking like them…

He thought, again, about the wind howling around him in the night. He could feel it against his skin. He could taste the crisp, misty air on his tongue. Hear the echoes of Katsuki’s laughter next to him.

Engrossed in his memory, Eijirou almost didn’t feel himself slip. But when he opened his eyes again, he was huge and red and definitely not human.

He did it. He was a dragon again.

Tail flicking excitedly behind him, Eijirou gently pushed the door open with his snout.

He was immediately met with the sight of his friends. Katsuki was leaning against the wall with his arms crossed, and there was a proud glint in his eyes when they met Eijirou’s, as if he always knew he would succeed.

“Eijirou, wow! That’s amazing!” Uraraka exclaimed, eyes sparkling with glee and face split into a wide grin. “Come on, let me see you better!”

Next to her, Recovery Girl was smiling kindly.

Eijirou took a few steps back to let his friends join him in the room, aware that his body wouldn’t fit through the door.

He let Uraraka circle him a few times, complimenting his appearance as she went. Eijirou would be lying if he said he wasn’t a little flattered. Katsuki hadn’t said much about it the day before.

“You look like you’ve been blessed by the wind,” he’d said. Eijirou wasn’t sure what it meant, but the way his friend had said it, the gravity and reverence of his voice…

Maybe there was no need for him to say more, after all.

“You said you’d let him see, Cheeks,” Katsuki reminded their friend once she was done admiring Eijirou’s dragon form.

“Oh, right!” she exclaimed, sounding as if she’d genuinely forgotten. “Let me grab the mirror.”

She rushed out of the room and came back with the same mirror Eijirou had used to check out his half-shifted form for the first time. It would be way too small to show his entire body, but it was a good start.

When Uraraka pointed it toward his face, Eijirou was met with red. So much red. A big, somewhat round snout. Teeth longer and even sharper than usual. Red eyes with a black sclera. Huge, dark horns. The head of a dragon.

He looked a lot like a red Tetsutetsu, he found. He looked fierce and a little scary, but not in a bad way. As he admired himself from different angles, making Uraraka move the mirror to show him different parts of his body, Eijirou decided that he liked what he was seeing.

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From that day on, Eijirou quickly settled into a new routine where he stayed in his dragon form for as long as possible. There wasn’t much he could do as a dragon during the day, but as soon as he shifted back into a more human form, he was consumed by the Itch almost immediately. It was as if his body couldn’t get enough of his new form now that it knew what it felt like.

It was a good thing that he’d already bought the warmer winter clothes he’d need and the days were getting shorter and shorter.

Katsuki kept joking that the peace and quiet was nice, for once, but Eijirou still found his inability to talk frustrating. To think he was starting to believe his troubles were over now that Katsuki and he talked almost only in Mixed Draconic—no matter how many mistakes Eijirou made every time he spoke… He was making good progress with Pure Draconic, but his efforts to learn faster were useless when Katsuki couldn’t speak the language himself. His friend did his best to give him clear instructions, but it was much harder than reproducing sounds.

Still, even the frustration he felt whenever he failed to communicate, or used the wrong word because he mixed up the sounds, or didn’t move his body correctly, wasn’t enough to deter him from staying a dragon most of the time. The only moments when he shifted back to his more human form were during meals and in the middle of the day, when his boredom was stronger than the Itch.

On the bright side, his shifting abilities were improving fast thanks to this. And since he didn’t fear the cold in this form, he could spend most of the time between sunset and dinner listening to the wind and trying to understand what it had to teach him.

He wasn’t making much progress in that regard, but… he was sure it would come as well, when he was ready.

Besides, he had another work in progress…

Eijirou sent a quick look in Katsuki’s direction as he discretely poured a bit of the milk his friend got from the village in the morning into a dish with some dry bread. Katsuki was untangling one of his balls of yarn and didn’t seem to be paying attention to what Eijirou was doing in the other room. Good.

Slowly, trying to stay as silent as possible, Eijirou put the milk back in place and set the dish down in a dark corner of the pantry. Then, he joined Katsuki in the main room, acting as naturally as he could. After all, his friend probably wouldn’t be happy to know Eijirou had been secretly giving their little mimic dragon guest snacks ever since he found out that it was living with them.

Eijirou didn’t see the little dragon very often, as it only ever came out when he was in his full dragon form and Katsuki wasn’t around, but it seemed to trust him more these days. And it was so cute too! Eijirou didn’t know what to call it yet and wasn’t even sure if it was a male or female dragon—when he asked Katsuki if there was a difference, his friend said that they looked almost the same and sent him a suspicious look, so Eijirou had to change the subject before he could ask for details—but Eijirou adored the little creature.

It reminded him a lot of the stray cats he used to feed with Shizuka and Shinra, once his little brother was old enough to keep a secret. Shizuka was always the best at dealing with them, but Eijirou felt like he was making good progress here. He wondered if his sister would have been able to tame the little dragon by now… Would Shinra manage to teach it tricks, or were mimic dragons too wild even for him?

Eijirou shook his head, trying to get rid of the thought. He didn’t like thinking too much about his family these days. Knowing he couldn’t go back to them anymore always made him sad.

Uraraka said he could write them a letter to let them know he was okay, and he’d been working on it—in his mind, at least—but it wasn’t the same… Besides, he still wasn’t sure if he should tell his parents the truth about who he was or leave it out of his message.

Still, he missed his family so much, and he’d been away for so long… He’d left more than half a year ago now, anything could have happened. They must be worried about him.

“So…” Katsuki started, snapping Eijirou out of his thoughts. “When were you gonna tell me there’s a mimic dragon in our cave?”

Eijirou looked at him with wide eyes, feeling like a child caught stealing snacks before dinner.

“I… Uh… W-What?” he stammered.

“Don’t play dumb,” Katsuki growled. “I’ve seen the food you set aside. You ain’t slick, Eijirou. You wouldn’t do that for rats, and you wouldn’t try to hide a cat or a dog from me. So it has to be a mimic dragon.”

Eijirou gulped. Katsuki was way too smart and observant for him.

“I… I’m sorry,” he said, deflating. “It came out when I shifted fully for the first time, and I’ve seen it a few more times since then, and it’s just so cute…”

Katsuki clicked his tongue. “Cute? And who the fuck do you think tangled my yarn during the night? The wind? A ‘house spirit’?”

Eijirou bit his lower lip. “Sorry…”

“Seriously, I told you it’s a wild animal,” Katsuki insisted.

“I know…” Eijirou muttered.

“You don’t want a little terror messing with our shit and biting us when we grab it by accident.”

“I know…”

“Then why?”

“I told you, it’s cute,” Eijirou whined. “And it reminds me of the cats I used to feed, and it’s a dragon, like me. I mean, not exactly like me, but…”

Katsuki sighed. “Whatever. Do what the fuck you want, but if it’s your mimic dragon,” he said, getting up with the tangled mess that was once a ball of yarn, “then it’s your damn problem.”

At that, he dropped the yarn on Eijirou’s lap and went back to his chair, arms crossed.

Eijirou got to work without protesting, trying his best to untangle the mess. Katsuki was right. He had to take care of the little guy’s messes, even if he’d rather just shift back into a dragon himself and go for a run. He would have to stand the Itch for a little longer.

Still, the silence was so heavy…

“Katsuki…” Eijirou asked softly.

“What?” his friend snapped.

Eijirou gulped nervously. “You’re not… You’re not mad at me, are you?”

He would probably deserve it, of course, but he didn’t like the idea.

Katsuki sighed. “No, I’m not fucking mad. You can do whatever you want. But if there’s a mimic dragon in this place, I should know. And I thought you were done hiding shit from me.”

Katsuki was right. Eijirou shouldn't have done that. “You’re right,” he said, throat clenching dangerously. “I’m sorry.”

“I don’t care as long as you’re the one fixing the messes,” Katsuki shrugged.

Eijirou perked up a little at that. “Yeah?”

“Whatever.”

Eijirou worked on the yarn for a little longer, glad to see that his friend had done most of the work already. He’d have to find a way to keep it out of reach for their little guest in the future.

“Did you name it?” Katsuki asked suddenly.

“No,” Eijirou said. “I… I’m not very good with names,” he admitted.

“Fucking useless,” Katsuki huffed.

Eijirou smiled. Could his friend be jealous? “Any idea?” he asked.

“Little Shit,” Katsuki replied immediately.

“No way!” Eijirou said, a smile tugging at his lips. “It needs a cute name.”

“Fucking Terror.”

“Nooooo,” Eijirou laughed. “How are you so bad at this?”

“The fuck're you tryna say? I’m the best name giver!”

“These are terrible names.”

“Then come up with one yourself!” Katsuki snapped.

“I thought you didn’t want us to keep a mimic dragon?” Eijirou asked with a smile.

Katsuki looked away, clicking his tongue. “Shut up,” he said.

Yep, Katsuki was definitely jealous.

Maybe Eijirou should figure out a way to make the little guy trust him too… He smiled to himself and turned back to the yarn. He didn’t know how he was going to do it yet, but it sounded like a nice side project.

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And now, I'm gonna have dinner

Chapter 31: Thinking of Home

Notes:

Phew, we are absolutely braindead tonight, folks, not a single coherent thought left in this head!

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Eijirou couldn’t write that stupid letter. He’d spent the better part of the day at Recovery Girl’s, trying to figure out what he was going to tell his family, and he couldn’t do it. After several hours of hair pulling and desperately trying to organize his ideas, Eijirou gave up. It wouldn’t work out.

There were a thousand things he wanted to say, but all he had for now was “I’m okay and I’m safe, Bakugou is a good guy.” Every time he tried to go further or write something else, it always ended up sounding… not right.

“I can’t come back this winter because I need to stay in my dragon form as much as possible and I know you wouldn’t let me do this. Because yes, I’m a dragon shifter and I was going feral, apparently, so thanks for nothing.”

It always came back to this. No matter how hard he tried to focus on his affection for his family and how much he missed them, he always ended up going on angry, bitter tangents.

But that wasn’t how he wanted his message to go. He loved his parents, even if they were misguided. He missed them. He wanted his family to know how much he cared about them. This letter was supposed to let everyone know he was fine and make sure they wouldn’t worry, so why couldn’t he stick to that?

Eijirou sighed and walked away from the small desk. There was no point in trying. He was only getting more frustrated by the minute and he still hadn't even started writing.

“Sorry, I don’t think I’ll be able to write it today after all,” he said with an apologetic smile as he joined the others in the main room.

Katsuki and Uraraka looked up from where they were sorting dried herbs.

“How come?” she asked.

“I don’t know, it’s just… It’s not coming out right,” Eijirou tried to explain.

“Ah… It’s always hard at the beginning,” Uraraka said with an empathetic smile. “If you don’t know where to start, maybe you can tell them about something fun that happened recently? It usually helps me when I write to my parents.”

Eijirou shook his head. “It’s not that. It’s… When I don’t stick to cold facts, the words start flowing, but it’s all wrong. It’s not what I want to say at all.”

“I have plenty of ink,” Recovery Girl pointed out. “Feel free to put all the wrong words on paper until the right ones come.”

And let everyone know all of his shitty feelings? No thank you. Knowing how he felt was one thing, but seeing it written on paper… He couldn’t do it.

“I’ll just go home for today,” Eijirou decided. “You can join me later, Katsuki,” he added for his friend when he saw him drop what he was doing to get up.

Katsuki shook his head. “Walk with me,” he said, grabbing Eijirou by the arm.

Eijirou let himself be dragged to the door and put on his coat mechanically when he saw his friend was doing the same.

“We’ll be back later,” Katsuki announced above his shoulder as they stepped out of the house.

“Uh, Katsuki? I said I was going home,” Eijirou protested weakly.

Katsuki didn’t reply, walking the path to their cave in quick, determined steps.

“Shouldn’t we have said goodbye?” Eijirou insisted.

“We’re coming back later, and you’ll write that damn letter before tonight,” Katsuki said, still walking fast enough to force Eijirou to jog lightly next to him to keep up.

They walked in silence until the house was almost out of sight. Then, Katsuki slowed down and said, still walking, “Tell me why you can’t write that stupid letter.”

Eijirou sighed, annoyed. “I didn’t want to talk about it with the others. What makes you think I want to tell you?” he spat, sounding a lot more aggressive than he wanted.

Katsuki didn’t take offense, though. He just sent him one of his intense, meaningful looks that usually made Eijirou cave in.

Not this time, though. Eijirou didn’t want to cave in, and he didn’t want to talk.

He looked away with a huff and stayed silent.

“You want to let those damn words out,” Katsuki insisted. “So say it.”

“No,” Eijirou said, looking stubbornly at the road in front of them.

“Eijirou, come on. I don’t have to hear what you say if you wanna keep that to yourself, but you’re repressing shit again. And your scales are out.”

Eijirou’s hands flew to his cheeks, confirming that his friend was right. Damn it…

“I don’t hate my parents,” he said suddenly, hiding most of his face behind the collar of his hood rather than forcing his scales back in. He was starting to feel Itchy anyway. His next words were muffled behind the soft, thick wool. He wasn’t sure if Katsuki could hear him, but it didn’t matter. “I don’t hate them, but I’m angry. I’m angry that I never learned anything about who I was because of them, and I’m angry that I almost went mad and feral because I couldn’t be myself, and I’m angry that I would’ve ended up being hunted like a beast if you hadn’t found me, and it’s all I want to write in that damn letter.”

“Why don’t you?”

“Because they’re gonna think I hate them, and I don’t!” Eijirou protested. “Look, I know you and Tetsutetsu think I should be mad at them, but I don’t want to. I love them, and they love me, and I don’t want to hurt them.”

Katsuki opened his mouth to say something. Closed it. Growled. “I don’t fucking get you.”

“I know,” Eijirou grumbled, frowning. His friend had been very clear about that.

“But that’s fucking fine,” Katsuki continued, much to his surprise. “I don’t have to. So if you don’t wanna let them know they hurt you, then what? You’re skipping the whole dragon thing?”

Eijirou bit his lower lip, pensive. He wanted to tell them. He wanted his whole family to know. But if he did, he would end up writing the bitter rant that had been brewing under his skull for days. It wasn’t worth it. He’d probably never see them again, if Katsuki’s and his plan to go to a dragon city and never come back worked, so there was no point.

… Maybe Eijirou was struggling so hard because deep down, he knew this letter was a goodbye. The goodbye he didn’t get to say when he left months ago. And he didn’t want to leave on a bitter note, so…

“I don’t think I can tell them without getting mad at them,” he sighed. “So yeah, I should probably leave all of that out.”

“You can tell them about Murderscale Bloodkiller,” Katsuki offered.

Eijirou snorted. “That’s another terrible name for a cute mimic dragon. Are you even trying?”

“Still better than stupid ‘Fluffy’,” Katsuki scoffed.

“I don’t know. They like fluffy things. It’s funny because they’re scaly, not fluffy. It’s a smart name.”

“It’s dumb as shit,” Katsuki said.

Eijirou shrugged. The name could wait. But his friend wasn’t wrong, maybe he could tell his family that they had found a dragon smaller than Rascal who loved milk almost as much as their cat did. Or he could tell them about how he’d crossed paths with Kaminari and Sero again. Or about their epic adventures. Eijirou didn’t even have to lie to them.

“I saw a giant during my travels and he was a really nice guy. I’ve met a man with the head of a bird who didn’t know what he was either. They’re great people, I wish you’d stop being so damn quick to judge. We’re all monsters here, especially yo–”

Nope, it wasn’t going to work.

He could ask his siblings if they had any idea how to call a little dragon… but he didn’t want his family to respond. He didn’t want to start exchanging letters with them, he just wanted to make sure they knew he was fine and never have to talk to them or feel guilty about leaving them ever again.

Maybe he should stick to that. Remember that it was the last time he’d talk to them and focus on the good parts. Tell them about Kaminari and Sero giving up on adventuring to entertain crowds with a bard they met and how they always knew the best places to spend the night. Tell them about Recovery Girl and Uraraka’s hospitality. And Katsuki…

Eijirou looked up, his gaze drawn to his friend like a moth to a flame. Katsuki was still walking in silence beside him. He was frowning slightly, his cheeks red from the cold, looking deep in thought.

Eijirou smiled as a soft, warm feeling slowly spread through him. There were many good things he could tell about his friend without letting bitterness seep through his words.

“Dear everyone,
I hope this letter finds you well. Many things have happened since I left and I’m sorry for not writing earlier, but I want you to know that I’m fine. I’ve travelled a lot since spring and I’ve seen wonderful things. Did you know there were huge, pink birds in the west? And springs with fizzy water? I’ve seen big cities and painted caverns, and tasted spices with names you wouldn’t know how to pronounce. I’m learning new things every day and I love traveling and helping people.
Things aren’t always easy, but I’m with amazing people who love me just as I am. For the first time in my life, I can be myself around others and figure out who I really am. You were wrong about Katsu– Bakugou. Well, except Shizuka, who was absolutely right. He’s brave, manly, and even more concerned about keeping me on a healthy diet than Mom. He’s everything I needed in a travel companion. And a best friend.
I miss you all so much, and I’m sorry for not saying goodbye properly when I left, but I’m also happier than I’ve ever been. I’ll spend winter with some friends and go back to adventuring come spring. I don’t know when or if I’ll be back but please, don’t worry about me. As long as I’m with my friend, I know I’ll be fine.
Take care and give Rascal some nice pets for me. I’ve been a little unfair toward him.
I love you all.
Eijirou”

That sounded about right.

“Let’s go back,” Eijirou announced as he stopped walking. “I’ve got a letter to write.”

Katsuki nodded and turned around to follow him.

As he walked back toward the house, Eijirou hoped he’d remember everything. He should probably mention Kaminari and Sero somewhere as well. Maybe he could add a line in the second paragraph? What was the second paragraph even?

Eijirou shook his head. He didn’t need to write this exact letter. He only needed to remember the general feeling: as long as he had Katsuki by his side, everything would be fine. It was the only thing Eijirou really wanted his family to know.

.

“Katsuki,” Eijirou called softly. “Katsuki.”

Katsuki groaned, waking up slowly. The fuck did Eijirou want now? What time was it even?

Eyes still closed, Katsuki mumbled, “Hmmmwhat?”

Eijirou chuckled. “Katsuki, look.”

Katsuki didn’t want to. He was feeling so nice and comfy, buried under several blankets and lying comfortably against his friend’s warm, massive dragon body…

Wait.

His dragon body.

And Eijirou was clearly calling him with a human voice.

What the hell?

Katsuki’s eyes snapped open as his mind caught up with the contradiction between the information coming from his ears and the rest of his body. His vision was still blurry, but the red and pink-ish form in front of him had to be Eijirou’s human face.

… Except Katsuki was still resting against a dragon.

Frowning, he blinked a few times and almost jumped out of his skin when his vision cleared out and he realized what was going on.

Eijirou was still a dragon. His entire body was in dragon form except his head, which was human and looking at him with a shit-eating grin.

“What the fuck?!” Katsuki exclaimed, scrambling away by reflex.

Eijirou burst into laughter.

“Dude, you should see your face!” he cackled.

“Shut up! The fuck’re you waking me up like this for?” Katsuki grumbled, slapping Eijirou’s side. A couple of old scales fell off, revealing bright, shiny ones underneath.

“I thought it’d be funny. And I was so right!” Eijirou laughed.

“You look fucking ridiculous,” Katsuki huffed, unable to repress a smile.

Eijirou looked so goofy like this, with his big, strong dragon body and a tiny human head at the top. It wasn’t the first time Katsuki had seen this, of course. Playing around with shifting was a very popular activity among shifter kids, but it got to him every time. Besides, he’d never seen this with an adult. It looked even more ridiculous, with how much bigger the dragon body was compared to the head.

“I know,” Eijirou smiled proudly. “I was thinking about how I could talk to you without having to shift completely, so I tried to do this. I’m glad it’s working! But it sucks that I can’t see myself…” he concluded with a soft, disappointed pout.

This is the perfect time to kiss him, Katsuki’s stupid, still half-asleep brain provided. That this would be one of Katsuki’s first thoughts upon seeing his friend’s goofiest form spoke volumes about how far gone he was for the idiot.

“Yeah, we should get a real mirror,” Katsuki agreed.

Using the reflective  blade of one of their swords probably wouldn’t cut it. Although… with how perfectly Metalhead had polished their blades for them before leaving, maybe one of them would have a clear enough reflection?

Digging through his stuff, Katsuki recovered the largest blade they had and presented it to Eijirou, who looked at his no doubt too small and distorted reflection curiously. A second later, he was rolling on the ground, howling with laughter.

“Yep, I get the idea,” he giggled as Katsuki put down his sword to have a better look.

He couldn’t repress a snort at the sight. Eijirou looked more ridiculous the more Katsuki looked at him.

“Aaah, this is perfect,” Eijirou said with a happy sigh, raising a hand to wipe his teary eyes.

Raising a… human hand… attached to a dragon body minus the head.

Katsuki couldn’t help it. Giggles exploded out of him, wild and irrepressible.

“Fuck, Eijirou! Stop that shit!” he howled, falling back on their bed, clutching his sides.

“I think I’d look even better holding a tiny teacup, don’t you think?” Eijirou chuckled.

The mental image only made it worse. Katsuki was laughing so hard he couldn’t breathe. Every time his laughter calmed down a little, he only had to look at Eijirou to start up again, feeling like he’d never stop.

“Okay fine, I’ll stop,” Eijirou said after a while.

His hands and head turned back into dragon ones, and Katsuki finally caught his breath.

… Or at least, until he noticed them. Eijirou, that bastard, hadn’t completely shifted back into a dragon. He’d shifted everything except his ears that were now protruding from the sides of his head like sore, flesh-colored thumbs.

This was how Katsuki would die. Not in an epic battle against a formidable foe, but because his best friend was being a dumbass, and fuck, his sides hurt from laughing too hard but he couldn’t stop.

Still, Katsuki must really not value his own life, because instead of avoiding looking at his friend until he was calm, he forced himself to stop laughing just long enough to stammer, “Fucking… do the nose next.”

Fucking dragon head with a big human nose… 

Eijirou was laughing as hard as he was now, after quickly checking himself out in the sword Katsuki had left on the ground next to the bed. Thankfully, his friend losing his focus like this meant his body naturally turned back into a full dragon form. It made it a little easier for them to calm down. Or at least, it should have, but they were too far gone by now and just looking at each other was enough to ruin whatever little composure they managed to regain.

Still, even as he struggled to calm down at least long enough to get dressed and start the day, the small part of Katsuki’s mind that was still rational was impressed. Eijirou being able to shift so finely was proof that he knew exactly what he was doing. It was only a matter of days until his friend could shift all at once, and fuck if Katsuki wasn’t proud of him for this.

.

Eijirou’s body was Itching when he came back from his visit to the painted caverns. He’d found a couple of new paintings he’d missed since the first time he came with Katsuki, but these days, he tended to skip the first chambers and focus on the last one, with the dragons.

The more Katsuki taught him about dragon shifter culture and their myths, the more Eijirou learned how to control his shifting, the closer he felt to that revelation he’d been waiting for. Every time Eijirou figured out something new about himself felt like peeling another layer and at the very core, waiting for him to be ready, was the secret to shifting all at once. Eijirou was sure of it now.

It was the last shifting thing he didn’t know how to do. He’d started working on it soon after he’d figured out how to shift to his full dragon form, keeping a piece of cloth loosely tied around himself every time he transformed so it wasn’t damaged if he failed to shift with it, but he hadn’t succeeded so far.

Today, though… Today was different. Eijirou didn’t know how or why, but he was sure of it: the painted dragons were ready to reveal their final secret and Eijirou had to shift now.

“Katsuki, don’t look,” he said as soon as he stepped inside the warm main room, after blowing the flame of the lantern and leaving it in the pantry.

“What is it now? You ripped your clothes on the walls?” Katsuki asked, twisting on his chair so he’d have his back on him.

“I’m gonna shift,” Eijirou announced, already getting rid of his clothes. This time, the only thing he kept was his oldest headband, the one that was made from his baby parachute. Keeping this one in particular felt important, and Eijirou wasn’t going to question his instinct. It wasn’t like it was at risk of being torn, anyway. He’d tried shifting at once dozens of times and he’d never damaged anything.

Eijirou took a deep breath and immediately started shifting. His practice had paid off: these days, his full transformation barely took a few seconds and started as soon as he decided to do it.

Tetsutetsu had told him once that the difference between gradual and instant shifting wasn’t only a matter of speed. He couldn’t quite explain it, but it was a state of mind. The ability to go from thinking of yourself as a human to thinking of yourself as a dragon without a transition.

Eijirou hadn’t really understood his friend… until now.

He felt the difference even before he opened his eyes to confirm that his old baby parachute wasn’t lying at his feet. It was like Eijirou was already a dragon before his body was done shifting. Like the shifter in the cave: one moment he was a man, the next he was a dragon. It was as easy and natural as breathing. There was no need to even think about how to do it.

“I did it!” Eijirou exclaimed with a triumphant roar.

“You did what?” Katsuki asked with a frown as he turned around. “You already know how to shift.”

Eijirou shook his head. “I shifted all at once!”

Katsuki’s eyes went wide as a smile slowly started forming on his lips. “You did, huh?” he said, looking around to find a discarded piece of cloth around Eijirou’s body. “Fuck, you did it!” he repeated when he found nothing out of place.

Mittens forgotten, Katsuki dropped his work as Eijirou started dancing in place. He felt awkward and ridiculous, but he couldn’t stop. He’d done it! He’d mastered shifting!

Well, he still had to make sure he could do it all the time and that this wasn’t a fluke, but he’d worry about it later. For now, this was one less thing to worry about; one step closer to his true self. And although Eijirou could still barely speak Pure Draconic and still had no idea how to create wind, he felt ready to take on the whole world!

.

Katsuki’s bags of food felt heavier than usual when he walked back from the market that day. He went to the nearby town in the morning with Cheeks, who needed a few things she couldn’t find in the village, and it was almost night now.

Eijirou didn’t want to come. Going there meant spending the entire day in his human form, and it was too much for him these days. He couldn’t stand being human for more than a couple of hours at a time, and Katsuki knew that if his friend could speak and go outside freely as a dragon, he wouldn’t be shifting at all.

Not that he could blame him. Eijirou probably needed that much, after all the years he’d spent repressing his dragon side.

He was still sleeping when Katsuki left that morning. He’d only shaken his friend awake long enough to remind him where he was going before he left to join Cheeks at their meeting point. The day was annoyingly cold, but at least, the snow from the past few days was gone and the roads had dried enough under the pale late autumn sun, which had deigned making an appearance after days of hiding behind a thick layer of clouds.

Katsuki wasn’t sure what he was hoping to find when he decided to go with Cheeks, but he had a few pairs of “exotic Barbarian-knitted mittens”—something that, according to Cheeks, would sell like crazy—and nothing better to do with his day.

It had been pretty disappointing, for the most part. There was nothing interesting at this market anymore. As soon as he had all the food he wanted, Katsuki decided that it was time to drag Cheeks back home. Or at least, that was the plan until something caught his eyes. Something bright, round, shiny… orange.

That’s what Eijirou called them. Oranges.

Damn, had it been that long already? Eijirou had said the ones they'd brought with them were the last of the season, but to think the first of the new crops were ripe already…

“See something you like?” Cheeks had asked, and Katsuki could only nod and point at the fruit.

“Oh, oranges! Do you want some? This guy has really good fruit, even if they’re a bit more expensive than usual.”

Katsuki nodded again with a grunt and walked toward the booth, wondering how the hell he was supposed to pick good ones. Eijirou had told him something about it, during their first few days of travel together, but Katsuki could barely remember his words. He wasn’t really listening, back then.

Still, he had to get some. He knew Eijirou missed his family, and he’d probably love to have a little taste of his old home. Or at least, so Katsuki thought when he’d bought the big bag of oranges, but now…

He shook his head. The merchant hadn't known the name of the orchard or the growers, but he knew they were near Tosola. And even if these oranges weren’t from the Kirishimas specifically, Cheeks said they’d be good. There was no reason Eijirou wouldn’t like them. There was no reason for his purchase to feel so heavy in his arms. They weren’t even that expensive anyway.

“Eijirou, I’m home,” he said as he stepped inside their cave, careful not to get tangled in the curtain.

Still in his dragon form, his friend raised his head in greeting before glancing to the side quickly. The mimic dragon had probably been hanging around, Katsuki realized with a hint of annoyance. The little shit was eating their food and he hadn’t even seen it yet…

When Katsuki put down his purchases to sort them out, Eijirou shifted back to his human form to have a closer look.

“What did you get?” he asked curiously while Katsuki set what was staying in the main room aside from what was going straight to the pantry.

“Mostly food,” Katsuki shrugged. “There was that cured meat you like, and… I got something for you.”

“Yeah? What is it?” Eijirou asked with a smile.

Katsuki grabbed the bag of oranges and shoved it in Eijirou’s hands. Then, he grabbed up the armload of assorted items and carried them to the pantry without looking back. By the time he was done putting the bags down in a stable way for the real sorting to begin, Eijirou still hadn’t said anything.

Katsuki expected his friend to be surprised, but this complete silence was weird.

“You don’t like them,” Katsuki said as he walked back to the main room to see what Eijirou was doing.

He heard a sniffle and fell to his knees in front of his friend. Eijirou was holding the bag against his chest, tears streaming down his cheeks.

Fuck.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, what the hell had he done wrong?

“Katsuki…” Eijirou sobbed. “You… You bought me oranges.”

“I thought you’d like them,” Katsuki said, still unsure what the hell was going on.

Should he take them away? How did he stop this? What was he supposed to do?

 

“You bought me oranges,” Eijirou repeated, still crying his heart out, lower lip wobbling even as he tried to smile. ‘I love them, and I love you for getting them for me,’ he wanted to say, but the words wouldn’t come out. Instead, all he could say was, “You bought me oranges,” for the third time.

“Did I fuck up?” Katsuki asked.

Eijirou shook his head so hard a few strands of hair got stuck on his wet cheeks.

‘It’s so thoughtful and manly. I didn’t realize how much I’d missed oranges and they make me miss home so much, but I’m so glad you got them for me,’ Eijirou wanted to say, but he could only sniffle and let out a wet chuckle, thinking about how pathetic he must look.

“So you like them?” Katsuki asked again, looking confused and maybe a little worried.

Eijirou smiled and nodded, holding the bag of oranges tight, as if someone was going to take them from him. Tears were still streaming down his face, showing no sign of stopping, and Eijirou seriously needed a handkerchief, but he refused to let go.

“Want me to leave?”

Eijirou shrugged. “I don’t even know why I’m crying,” he said.

Katsuki nodded slowly.

“It’s good tears, though,” Eijirou added.

Katsuki didn’t move, but his expression softened a little with relief.

“Just gimme a minute,” Eijirou concluded.

Katsuki nodded and got back to his feet, returning quickly  with a handkerchief and a cup of water he left next to him before he finished putting away their food.

Eijirou was feeling better by the time his friend was done. He was still feeling a little raw, but the wave of emotions had receded. He felt like a mess. And he hadn’t even thanked Katsuki for his gift.

Leaving the used handkerchief in their pile of dirty laundry, Eijirou grabbed the bag to have a better look at the oranges inside, hoping he didn’t crush them. They looked pretty good, he decided after inspecting one closely.

“Good?” Katsuki asked.

“You picked them well,” Eijirou confirmed with a nod and a weak smile. “Thanks for buying them. I’m sure they’ll be delicious.”

Katsuki hummed noncommittally, and Eijirou bit down a laugh when he saw the way his friend’s chest slightly puffed up with pride.

“We should have one now,” Eijirou decided then, patting the floor next to him.

Katsuki sat down with crossed legs, close enough for their knees to touch, and Eijirou smiled as his chest filled with a different kind of nostalgia.

“You’re not gonna cry again, right?” Katsuki asked.

Eijirou huffed a laugh. “No promises.”

He peeled the fruit slowly, savoring the familiar moves and the smell of fresh orange filling his nostrils. Then, he split it and held out a piece for his friend— Katsuki… It was Katsuki now. It was so strange to think that he was still Bakugou, last time they shared an orange like this.

Katsuki took it without hesitation. Their fingers brushed slightly, and Eijirou’s smile grew wider.

Katsuki waited for him to eat his piece. The familiar sweet and acidic flavor exploded in Eijirou’s mouth on his first bite, and he let out a sigh of contentment, closing his eyes to better savor it. This one wasn’t as fresh as he would have liked, but there was no doubt about it: the first orange of the year was always the best.

For a second, Eijirou regretted not being able to share it with his whole family like he used to. He wondered how they were doing, these days; how long ago they’d shared the first orange of the year. But…

Eijirou opened his eyes to Katsuki eating his first piece with a focused, almost comically intense expression, and smiled. Maybe his siblings were far away, but he was still in perfect company to share this moment.

“Yeah,” Eijirou said softly, bringing his friend’s attention back to him. “You really picked them well.”

The taste of oranges stayed with him all evening, and when Eijirou went to sleep that night, he dreamed of playing hide and seek with his siblings in his family’s orchard. It was just the five of them; four children, and a dragon.

Notes:

I sure hope you guys aren't tired from the soft chapters!

I'm gonna throw some plot soon though, fear not

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 32: Friends in High Places

Notes:

And here we go for another challenging week!
My brain is only half empty right now so maybe we're making progress?

IMPORTANT NOTE: From now on, in scenes where Plainspeak and Mixed Draconic are spoken, Draconic is in italics. In scenes where it’s just Mixed Draconic, it’s normal.
I'm starting to think that it would be easier if I could use a specific font for Draconic but sadly, I don't think AO3 would let me

Anyway, enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Katsuki was starting to feel restless. It had been a few weeks since Eijirou had learned to shift all at once, and although his friend was still ecstatic about this, Katsuki felt like they were about to hit a wall.

Eijirou had fully mastered shifting now, there was no doubt about it. He still needed to spend most of his waking time in dragon form, barely able to stand the human one anymore, but that balance would come naturally. He understood Mixed Draconic pretty well now, he was able to speak it most of the time, he barely struggled to memorize new words… Things were looking fairly good, but…

Well… they were reaching the limit of what Katsuki could teach his friend.

Despite his best efforts, teaching Eijirou how to speak Pure Draconic was hard and his patience for it was limited. Then, between the winter cold that had truly settled since the Winter Solstice—which they celebrated with Recovery Girl and Uraraka—and Katsuki’s approach to wind magic that relied too much on comparing it to fire for Eijirou to understand, his friend wasn’t making much progress in that regard either.

They would probably need to go to Baldy if Eijirou really were to learn, but the days were too short now, and the roads were often muddy or covered with snow that made it harder to travel. Between that and Eijirou’s unbearable Itch whenever he was in his full human form for more than a few hours, there was no way they could leave for Castelmorn now. Especially since they weren’t sure Baldy was still there.

It meant that they’d be stagnant for at least the next two months, maybe three depending on how bad this winter was, and Katsuki couldn’t bear it. Eijirou hadn’t seemed to notice how close they were to the limit of what they could do, but Katsuki could see the wall clearly, and it was approaching much faster than he’d anticipated.

Katsuki sighed as he paused his needlework. Damn, he hated that. There was a reason why winter was his least favorite season.

Eijirou didn’t seem too bothered, though. He still spent most evenings running off in the dark and he was currently out to fetch more water. Katsuki had forced him to take one of his furs because the idiot was bound to catch a cold if he wasn’t more careful. While Katsuki was glad that one of them was indifferent to the cold, he didn’t want to have to take care of a sick Eijirou or worse, drag his feverish ass to Recovery Girl.

Katsuki perked up when he heard footsteps outside the cave. Footsteps and voices, he realized. One was Uraraka for sure, but the other… The footsteps were too light and the voice too high-pitched to be Eijirou.

Who the hell had Cheeks brought with her?

“Bakugou, Kirishima!” she called from outside the cave. “It’s me. Are you here? I have a guest.”

“Come in, Cheeks. It’s just me,” Katsuki replied.

“Oh, really?” Cheeks asked as she walked in, holding the curtain for the other person. “Where’s Kirishima?”

“Outside,” Katsuki said dryly, dropping his work as he got ready to face this mysterious ‘guest’ she’d brought with her, arms crossed.

She walked in right after Cheeks and gave him a little smile and a wave, greeting him with a heavily accented, “Hello.”

Katsuki understood why she’d been brought here the second his eyes fell on her. Under her thick, warm clothes, the stranger had pink hair and skin, yellow eyes with a black sclera and, as Katsuki soon found out, a pair of yellow horns hidden under her hood, peeking out of her wild curls.

“So, this is Mina, I think?” Cheeks said hesitantly. “Uh… she came this morning and she doesn’t seem to know more than a few words of Plainspeak so we’re not sure what she wants. But she keeps saying she’s here for your two?”

“Hello! So you’re Bakugou?” Pinky immediately asked him in Mixed Draconic, smiling brightly.

“Yeah, that’s me,” Katsuki nodded. “And you are?”

“Great! It’s a pleasure to finally meet you. I’m Mina of Omah, Tetsutetsu’s mate! Well, future mate because we want to have both our families present for the official ceremony, but we’re still as good as mated.”

“Mina?” Katsuki asked, dumbfounded. He knew Metalhead had promised to send them help if he could, but given how long the dragon shifter had been away from his home, Katsuki didn’t expect him to send his own mate to the rescue. She definitely matched the description he gave them, though. “The fuck’re you doing here?”

“Wow, you’re as grumpy as Tetsu told me,” Pinky chuckled. “I’m here to repay my mate’s debt, of course! And I’m very excited to meet my future student. So, where’s Kirishima?”

Well… That was one problem solved, Katsuki guessed.

And a hundred more things to figure out.

.

Eijirou noticed the unfamiliar smell before he even reached home. He was becoming better at that, these days, even without being fully shifted. Eijirou didn’t understand why, but it was incredibly useful for hunting, so he didn’t question it too much.

Uraraka was inside, he could hear her voice through the curtain, and there was something else that smelled a little bit like Tetsutetsu… Another dragon shifter?

Frowning and slightly worried, Eijirou opened the curtain to find Katsuki sitting between two women: Uraraka on one side, and a pink girl on the other.

“Ah, look who’s here,” Uraraka said with a smile. “Welcome back, Kirishima. There’s someone here for you.”

“Who’s this?” Eijirou asked, turning toward Katsuki.

“Hello! I’m Mina of Omah, Tetsutetsu’s mate,” the girl announced with a bright smile. “And you’re Kirishima, right? Tetsu sent me here for you.”

Eijirou blinked a few times, surprised. His eyes instinctively fell on Katsuki who confirmed her words with a silent nod.

“Mina? I… How did you come here?”

“Ah, it’s a bit of a long story. I was waiting for you to come back so I could explain everything.”

“Oh, uh… thanks?”

Still a little dazed, Eijirou barely registered Katsuki motioning for him to sit with him on their bed, and moved there mechanically, almost forgetting to leave the water near the entrance. Before he knew it, he was sitting with a cup of warm herbal tea in hands, courtesy of Uraraka.

“Okay, so,” Mina started once she was sure everyone was ready. “Tetsutetsu came back to us just a few days before Omah left the continent. I was so worried about him… He said he didn’t know when he’d be back, but I really thought he wasn’t going to make it! He was a little weak and tired after flying so much while he was still recovering, but he’s doing much better now. And he told me about what happened and how you two saved his life.” She paused to bow her head, a hand on her heart, and said, voice overcome with emotion, “Thank you so much for what you did. We’ll never forget your kindness.”

There was a pause as Eijirou tried to process everything.

“Uh… Can someone translate for me?” Uraraka asked hesitantly. “Or should I maybe… leave? I mean, I assumed I’d be included but…”

Mina looked back up to send her a curious look, unsure what was just said, and Eijirou quickly gave Uraraka a summary of Mina’s explanation, glad that Katsuki didn’t correct him. She was speaking a little too fast for him and it took all of Eijirou’s focus to follow what she was saying.

Then, Mina continued, “I stayed with him for a few weeks as he finished recovering, but I could tell that not being able to help you was eating at him. So we had a look at the maps to see if I could come back, I managed to catch a ride back here on another city, and so here I am! I can stay for a couple of months and help Kirishima with shifting and wind magic. I’ve been helping kids learn these days, so I know a few useful tricks. Then, I can catch another city that’ll lead me straight to Kalir, I’ll meet him there, and we’ll get mated during the Spring Festival, when Kalir and Omah are back together!”

She concluded with a happy grin and a clap of her hands, and Eijirou almost cried as she reached the end of her explanation. If he understood well, she’d come all the way here, leaving her mate behind, just to help him? That was so manly!

“Oh, really? That’s so great!” Uraraka exclaimed happily once Katsuki was done translating. “Kirishima, you’ll have your very own wind magic teacher!”

“Yeah, that’s great!” Eijirou grinned. Katsuki cleared his throat pointedly next to him, and Eijirou sent his friend a sheepish look and a quiet, “Sorry… Yeah, I’ll have two teachers!” He laughed, and added, “I think I’m going to need at least that many if I want to learn anything.”

“Two teachers!” Mina parroted with a wise nod and a smile.

“So… All of this is great but…” Uraraka started once Eijirou was done translating for Mina,  “...where is she going to stay? Can three people really live here?”

“Oh, right,” Eijirou said. “Uh… Mina, do you have somewhere to stay? Can… Katsuki, can she stay here?”

“I didn’t plan that far,” Mina replied with a laugh.

“It’s small here…” Katsuki said.

Right… She could probably fit in their bed if Eijirou stayed in his dragon form or if they stayed very close to each other, but…

“I’m not sure what you guys are saying, but I was going to say, she can stay with us,” Uraraka intervened.

“Yeah? You’d do that?” Eijirou asked with a hopeful smile.

“Cheeks says you can stay with her,” Katsuki translated for Mina.

“Really? In their house? That’s great! I know it’s just two months or so, but I don’t think all three of us will fit in here, especially if we’re two dragons,” Mina chuckled. Then, she turned toward Uraraka and said slowly, “Ssank you.”

“You’re welcome,” Uraraka said.

“It’s too bad, though. It would be easier for me to teach you if I could stay,” Mina pointed out with a pout.

“You can maybe sleep here sometimes?” Eijirou offered, turning toward Katsuki for confirmation.

His friend nodded with crossed arms and a look that said he wasn’t happy about it, but he was going to make an effort.

At that, Mina said she would like to stay with them for the night so she could get to know them better and see how she could help Eijirou. Uraraka took it as her cue to leave so she could “get a room ready for their new guest”.

“Okay, let me see what you can do,” Mina said as soon as Uraraka was gone.

“Uh… you mean with wind, or…?” Eijirou asked hesitantly.

“Yeah, wind. And maybe shifting? Tetsu said you couldn’t shift fully when he left.”

“I can do it now!” Eijirou exclaimed with a proud grin. “I haven’t made much progress with wind, but I won’t need help with shifting.”

“Really? That’s wonderful!” Mina smiled, clapping her hands happily. “Show me! Show me!”

Cheeks heating up with pride, Eijirou nodded and got up while the two others made room for him. Then, he breathed in and shifted.

“Amazing! You can do it all at once too!” Mina cheered. “You’ve made so much progress since Tetsu left! You won’t even need my help.”

“He’s gonna need help with Pure Draconic,” Katsuki pointed out.

“Oh, right, you can’t show him,” Mina said, thoughtful. “Well, glad I can be of service! What about wind, then?”

Eijirou shifted back to his more human form to explain, “I’m still trying to understand it. I’m not… I’m not making much progress with it and I was more focused on shifting, I guess.”

“And now you can shift so well, you’ll be able to dedicate all of your time to wind!” Mina said. “So tell me, what have you been doing so far?”

Eijirou told her everything he could while she unpacked some of her things, Katsuki adding a few comments here and there. Then, she explained the different things she could do to help him while his friend made dinner for the three of them.

Katsuki didn’t use a single one of his precious spices, Eijirou couldn’t help but notice with a hint of fondness. Still, Mina seemed every bit as amazing as Tetsutetsu had described, and he hoped they could all get along soon.

.

Eijirou and Pinky spent the whole afternoon talking nonstop, first about important things regarding Eijirou’s training, then about everything and nothing. Life on Omah, how Pinky and Metalhead met, the Spring Festival, Eijirou’s family, how his parents found him…

“So you’re telling me they found you in their orchard south-east from here in fall?” she asked with a thoughtful frown when Eijirou told her the story.

“Yeah, why?” Eijirou nodded.

“Wow, that’s…” Pinky shook her head, tapping her arms with her fingers for a few seconds, and said, “There was this couple of city-hoppers that lived near my place for a few years.”

“A couple of what?” Eijirou asked, confused.

“City-hoppers,” Pinky repeated.

“People who go from one dragon city to the other every few years rather than stay on one,” Katsuki explained.

“Oh, interesting. So what do you call people who stay in the same city their whole lives?” Eijirou asked.

“Nothing special,” Pinky said. “Most people either stay with their Old One or only move once or twice in their life.”

“So is being a… ‘city-hopper’ a bad thing?”

“No, it’s just a thing,” Pinky shrugged.

“Just unusual enough to deserve their own name, but they’re important for spreading information and all that shit,” Katsuki added.

“Bakugou, mind your language!” Mina chided him like he was a child, a smile on her lips. She turned toward Eijirou and added with an affected tone, “Don’t repeat that, Kirishima.”

Eijirou burst out laughing. “Too late, I already know all the swear words. Fuck!”

Pinky snorted, and immediately made a show of clicking her tongue disapprovingly. Still, Katsuki could see the hint of an amused smile when she said, “Anyway, back to my story. So, the thing about these city-hoppers is that they were always really careful with us kids. Like, always making sure everyone was safe and we didn’t lose anyone, you know.”

Katsuki paused in his moves to listen to her story more carefully. Could it be…

“They wouldn’t say why, but there was a rumor about them,” she continued. “People said that they’d lost their child when he was a baby and hadn’t been able to find him.”

Eijirou gasped. “Wait, you don’t think…”

“I mean, I think it happened around here? They said maybe the baby fell into the sea south from here, so… And it’s not like babies fall often, we’re super careful about that. So imagine, we could have been neighbors!” Pinky concluded with a bright smile.

“Yeah, we could have,” Eijirou replied with a hesitant laugh. “So uh… do you know where they are now?”

“No idea,” Pinky shrugged. “They left when I was, like, ten, and never came back. I don’t even know which city they went to and even if I did, they’re probably long gone by now. City-hoppers rarely stay for more than a couple of years.”

“Oh, right…” Eijirou said, sounding a little disappointed.

“Hey, don’t be sad, I’m sure you can look for them all you want as soon as you can fly on your own,” Pinky said, wrapping a comforting pink wing around Eijirou’s drooping shoulders.

“Right… Thanks, Mina,” he said with a tiny smile, looking like he was already feeling better.

Katsuki tried not to be annoyed at how easily she’d managed to comfort him. It was a good thing that she was here, he reminded himself. She could teach Eijirou everything Katsuki couldn’t.

Still, it was hard not to feel pissed off and a little excluded when Eijirou invited Mina to go out with him after dinner and Katsuki had to watch from afar as the two ran through the fields, goofing around like kids.

It was good to see Eijirou having so much fun. And Katsuki could join them with just a couple of blasts, if he wanted to. He wouldn’t get accidentally crushed or anything if he tried playing with them. He wasn’t a weak-ass kid anymore.

But… seeing his friend being able to spend time with another shifter like him, dragon-to-dragon, felt like an important moment. Something major and private that he shouldn’t intrude in. Which was fucking fine, really. Just because they were calnuménar didn’t mean Katsuki had a right to interfere with every moment of Eijirou’s life. He didn’t even want that anyway.

So really, there was no reason for the annoying knots in his guts as he watched the two dragons, one red and one pink, run around and play fight without a care in the world, not paying any attention to him.

.

Eijirou woke up that morning feeling that something wasn’t right. He felt strangely cold, but why…

The events from the day before slowly came back to his mind as he grew more awake, and he finally realized what was missing: Mina wasn’t curled up around him anymore.

Fitting two dragons in the room the night before had been pretty hard, but they'd managed. Mina wouldn’t accept it any other way: she didn’t have anything that would make a comfortable mattress, it was too cold for Katsuki to just let her have their bed, and she half-jokingly said her mate wouldn’t like her sleeping with two guys. But dragons usually sleep in cuddle piles to preserve heat, so this was a very acceptable alternative, she said. And once they figured out how the three of them could fit together, it proved to be the most comfortable option as well. Eijirou couldn’t explain why, but it felt right to sleep like this, knowing another dragon had his back.

He wondered if that was why it felt so natural to sleep huddled up with Katsuki as well.

Although… Mina seemed to say that things were a little different when in their dragon or human state. Like manners, apparently.

Katsuki and Tetsutetsu never bothered correcting Eijirou’s manners much when in his human form, unless he did something really bad by dragon shifter standards. And Tetsutetsu had never seen him in his dragon form, so he couldn’t check on his dragon manners. But Mina… To Eijirou, she seemed determined to make him a real gentleman. Or, well… a gentledragon. She said it was just basic stuff, but none of it made any sense to him.

Eijirou had learned a good dozen new things just while playing with her. Katsuki was there to help when there was something he didn’t quite get—which happened often, given how rudimentary his understanding of Pure Draconic was—but by the time she was done explaining everything, Eijirou was so overwhelmed that he felt a little dizzy. Especially since Katsuki couldn’t help but explain why things were this way everytime Mina said ‘it’s just how things are,’ which was great but also made his feeling of drowning under new information even worse. Now that he thought about it, he’d just been dreaming about trying to do things and having a little Mina pop out of nowhere to scold him for being a naughty dragon…

Letting out a huff of amusement at his silly dream, Eijirou opened one eye to see if he could find Mina. Given the pale morning light filtering in the cave, it was probably late enough for him to get up anyway.

Careful not to move too much so as not to disturb a sleeping Katsuki, who currently had both arms and legs wrapped around Eijirou's foreleg, he scanned the room.

Everything was nice and peaceful, and nothing seemed out of place except…

There. Standing near the entrance of the cave, right in a ray of sunlight, Mina was standing in her human form, carefully brushing her pink curls in front of a huge mirror.

Content to have found his friend, Eijirou closed his eyes again… only to reopen them immediately because last time he’d checked, they didn’t have a mirror this big. Surprised, he raised his head and tried to have a better look.

The mirror seemed to be incredibly well-polished, showing Mina’s reflection perfectly, but more importantly… it didn’t have any frame. A mirror of this size and quality must be worth a fortune, though. There was no way it’d be left like this without any sort of protection.

Katsuki barely stirred at Eijirou’s movement, but Mina seemed to have caught it in the mirror. She lowered her brush and turned around with a smile.

“Good morning Kirishima,” she said. “Slept well?”

Eijirou nodded, eyes still glued to the mirror’s perfectly smooth surface.

“Oh, this?” Mina asked, pointing at it. “It’s water.”

She touched the surface softly, and Eijirou’s eyes widened when he saw ripples form on the surface.

“One of the perks of being a water mage,” she chuckled. “Oh, actually, have you ever had a proper look at yourself?”

Eijirou shook his head. He hadn’t really had the chance to see what he looked like, aside from the one time Uraraka let him use her tiny mirror that could only show parts of his body.

“Really? Come here, then! Let me show you.”

Eijirou made to join her, but as soon as he tried to get on his feet, Katsuki clung onto his leg even harder. Eijirou sent his friend a perplexed look, wondering if he should wake him up or if there was a way to disentangle himself without disturbing Katsuki’s sleep.

He looked up when he heard Mina chuckle.

“Nevermind, you can see from there,” she said with an amused smile. “You can have a better look later, I’m good at making mirrors. Here.”

At that, she waved her hand and the mirror’s surface slowly got bigger until it showed his entire body, from the top of his raised head to the tip of his tail, curled around his body.

Eijirou’s breath caught in his throat.

It was one thing to see his head, wings, tail, legs and everything else separately, but to see his entire body at once…

Eijirou could understand Katsuki’s reaction better now. He didn’t think he looked any better than Mina or Tetsutetsu, but… he really was a dragon. He’d spent weeks in this form, but it was the first time that it really clicked. He looked big, strong, healthy, and more importantly, perfectly dragon-like .

Mina made some more water float and turned it into a smaller mirror to redirect the light directly on him. Eijirou gasped at the sight.

His scales were shining. They weren’t anything like Tetsutetsu’s, but for the most part, they weren’t the dull, irregular things from a few months ago either. Eijirou had been steadily shedding his old scales ever since he first shifted fully—something Katsuki grumbled about a lot, especially when he woke up to old scales in his hair and stuck to his skin. He knew the new ones were a lot healthier, but he’d never realized how gorgeous they really looked.

They were bright, smooth, a lot more regular than before, from what he could see, and they were glistening in the light like…

‘Like rubies and fresh blood,’ Katsuki whispered in his mind, and Eijirou smiled at the memory.

Did his friend know how right he’d been this whole time?

Still stunned, Eijirou slowly moved his body to see how the light reflected on his scales, loving their new shine. It was a shame, really, that he could only come out at night. He’d be easy to spot in the day, but…

His eyes fell on Katsuki, still sleeping against him, sunlight playing in the tips of his hair and turning it into pale gold. Eijirou wondered what they’d look like once he could fly freely and carry him anywhere he wanted. He couldn’t wait. Now that Mina was here, Eijirou’s distant dream of flying Katsuki home finally felt within his reach.

“You look great,” Mina complimented him, snapping him out of his thoughts. “I had a feeling you’d be a beautiful color, but this red is gorgeous.” She let out a thoughtful hum, smiling, and concluded, “Yep, I might have to ask for one of your scales so I can add it to my hoard.”

Eijirou huffed in embarrassment. He didn’t know what Mina hoarded exactly, but he knew it had to be an honor.

“Back off, Pinky,” Katsuki muttered sleepily. He slowly disentangled himself from Eijirou, stretched with a yawn, and asked, “The fuck are you two doing?”

“I’m letting Kirishima admire himself,” Mina said.

Katsuki looked at the huge mirror in front of him for a few seconds, then turned toward Eijirou and asked proudly, “So, what do you think?”

‘Like rubies and fresh blood,’ Eijirou wanted to say, but he didn’t know how to, so he settled for a nod and a simple “Good,” hoping his friend would understand what he meant.

Later, when he’d turn back into his human form to go to Recovery Girl’s with Mina, he’d tell his friend that he was right all along.

“Rubies and fresh blood, huh?” Mina would say with an amused, somewhat teasing smile that’d make Katsuki look away and tell her to shut up with an annoyed click of his tongue.

Eijirou could have sworn his friend was blushing a little.

Notes:

I hope you liked it!

As you can imagine, I couldn't leave Mina out of this story
Fun fact: in my oldest draft, she was supposed to be a fairy of some kind. Then MinaTetsu happened and... well... she makes a perfect dragon, don't you think?

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 33: Sharing is Caring

Notes:

Hello! I finished work at a decent time today but I also have 3 minutes to post this chapter so... yeah

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

After spending two weeks with Mina, Eijirou had learned two things: she was a surprisingly strict teacher behind her friendly and laid-back attitude—something Eijirou didn’t really mind after spending so long with Katsuki—and she loved teaching him things through dance.

As Eijirou had soon found out, the Dragon Dances were only the leaves of the turnip when it came to educational dragon shifter dances. Mina had a dance for everything: good manners, how to roughhouse safely, grammar rules, edible mushrooms in various parts of the world…

She came nearly every day unless the weather was too bad, and she spent the night with them fairly often. And between her intensive lessons and the fact that her Plainspeak was much, much worse than his Draconic—both Mixed and Pure—Eijirou was progressing in leaps and bounds.

He still couldn’t control the wind in any way, but he felt like it was going to come soon. Much like the painted dragons, he sensed it was almost ready to reveal its secrets to him. It was whispering to him already, and slowly but surely, Eijirou was learning how to listen to its voice.

Eijirou had learned another important thing from her, regarding those paintings: the ones he’d found with Katsuki were probably very, very old, and there was a chance that the other dragon shifters didn’t know about them.

“I’m not sure about this part,” Mina explained. “I’ve never seen any myself, but we know there are some painted caves with dragons in the world, and we think they were made by our ancestors. And when Tetsutetsu mentioned the one you found, our resident cave painting nerds didn’t know about any painted caves in this area. So when I said I was coming here, they told me I had to gather as much information as I could, just to be sure.”

Eijirou nodded, still feeling a little giddy at the thought that the paintings were really important and that he might have made a big discovery.

“Anyway, can we take a look right now? I kinda forgot about them, what with all your studies, but now, I’m super excited to see them!” Mina said with a smile.

“Sure! Let’s go!” Eijirou grinned.

He couldn’t wait to show her. He couldn’t wait to see her reaction. Part of him knew, of course, that she might not be as affected by them as he was, but it didn’t matter. He was just excited to share this experience, especially with another dragon shifter.

“Katsuki, you coming?” he asked, turning toward his friend.

Katsuki shrugged. “Yeah, sure,” he said.

“You should bring a snack,” Eijirou said, thinking of how cold Katsuki got in the cave last time, the memory of freezing fingertips still fresh in his mind.

“I’ll be fine, fuck you,” Katsuki grumbled.

Eijirou shrugged and grabbed a pear from the pantry just in case.

If he had to describe Mina’s reaction to the first paintings in one word, it would be ‘excited’. She didn’t seem to feel any of Eijirou’s reverence when she saw the painted animals in the first few chambers, but her wide grin and the way she couldn’t help but jump in place whenever she saw something she liked was endearing. She especially loved the beast with a long nose—an elephant, she called it. Eijirou remembered hearing about this animal, but like she said, those he knew about weren’t quite as hairy as the one depicted.

Once more, Katsuki was leading the way, and he didn’t let them stay there for too long. Mina huffed and pouted a little, but she didn’t protest too much once Eijirou reminded her that better things were waiting for her further in the cave.

When they finally reached the dragon chamber… Mina fell silent. She stared and stared at the dragons on the ceiling with a giddy look, her black eyes sparkling under Katsuki’s flames like stars in a night sky, until she let out a single, amazed, “Wow…” under her breath.

A grin slowly formed on her lips as she took in more of the paintings, and her excitement gradually returned from there.

“This is amazing!” she exclaimed in loud whispers. “I’ve never seen something like it! It’s… Wow. Can you imagine ancient shifters painting this? They were here generations and generations before us! Do you think they drew the other ones too?”

“I know!” Eijirou said, matching her volume. “They painted this, and it’s still here, and we get to see it! It’s just…”

Damn, he was going to cry again. His people did this. People who were just like him, and who lived here, back when there were hairy elephants roaming the land and dozens of dragons in the sky, apparently. What were they thinking, back then? Did they just paint them for the sake of painting? Did they want their children to find them? Did they expect people like him to see them years and years later?

“Okay, I’ll definitely need to remember everything,” Mina said then with a determined nod. “Time for a memo dance!”

“A what?” Eijirou asked.

“Like a lesson dance, but personal,” Mina shrugged as she took in every painting in the room with a critical look.

Then, she started moving slowly, gracefully, muttering things under her breath like, “...days after the Winter Solstice in… You can find the place near that… Damn, I haven’t seen the stars in too long… Well, this’ll have to do for now…”

She grew more confident as she went, moving along a rhythm only she knew, mimicking each painting, dancing their location, and muttering information under her breath until finally, she stopped and said, “Okay, I’m good.”

“Wanna repeat that before we leave?” Katsuki asked.

“Hmm… If you can wait a bit longer, then sure,” she nodded.

“Take your time. Better do that shit right, if you don’t want to keep coming back.”

“Sure,” Mina smiled, and went back to work.

As far as Eijirou could tell, she somehow managed to repeat her previous dance exactly, except for a few minor things she added as she went.

“So, uh… how does that work?” Eijirou asked once they were back in the main room, with Katsuki wrapped in a blanket near the fire and eating a pear while their water was boiling.

“You see how the Dragon Dances and the lesson dances work?” Mina asked as she settled on a cushion.

“I’m starting to,” Eijirou said, hesitant.

“It’s the same here. It helps me remember things. Once I have a solid dance, I can remember super detailed things for years! Well, as long as I need them, of course.”

“That’s amazing!” Eijirou exclaimed. 

“Hehe, thanks!” Mina smiled. “But it’s pretty common for us, you know?”

“Yeah? So I’ll have to learn how to do it one day?” Eijirou asked, slightly worried at the idea. He was a terrible dancer. He was struggling enough to learn dances as it was. There was no way he’d ever be able to create one.

His doubts must have been clear on his face, because Mina laughed at that. “Of course you don’t have to,” she said. “I have friends who just can’t memorize things through dance. They prefer taking notes and all that. Or they’re like Tetsu…”

“What does he do?”

Mina smiled. “He stares at the thing he has to remember with that super intense look for a moment, then says he’ll remember it and immediately forgets.”

The two of them burst out laughing at that. Eijirou hadn’t known Tetsutetsu for long, but it sounded like something he would do.

“He does it every time,” Mina said with a fond sigh once they calmed down. “You’d think he’d learn with time but nope, he’s still sure it’ll work out.” She shook her head, still smiling, and concluded, “Anyway, thank you for showing them to me. They really were amazing.”

“Sure,” Eijirou nodded. “I’m glad I could share this with you.”

He wondered how many caves like this one there were in the world. Did Omah or Katsuki’s city fly above some of them? If so, Eijirou wanted nothing more than to see them all.

Maybe he could do that, once he was reunited with his people. Visit all the painted caves with Katsuki and try to rediscover those that had been forgotten. Travel around the world, just the two of them, and help their people figure out more about their history. That sounded like the perfect life for them.

.

Eijirou was late. It was too dark and nights were too long for Katsuki to know how late his friend was, but he was getting tired and Eijirou should be back already. His friend usually came home long before Katsuki went to sleep, and he had a feeling that it was past his usual bedtime already.

Something must be wrong.

But Eijirou was a grown man and a good fighter, so there was no reason for Katsuki to go out and look for him. … Or was there?

Images of an injured Eijirou calling for help flashed through his mind, and Katsuki had to pause his stretches.

Fuck, what was he supposed to do? It was freezing outside, and the ground was covered in a thin layer of snow that made it slippery. It was too little to really play with—something Eijirou adored, as Katsuki had quickly discovered—so it was unlikely that his friend lost track of time while playing. At this hour, he was probably working on his wind magic somewhere above their cave.

It would be easy to check on him. Eijirou was always at the same spot, and it wasn’t far from here. Besides, even if he was really studying and not in any sort of danger, it was getting late and he shouldn’t stay in the cold for so long. Dragons weren’t as sensitive to temperature as humans, but they were still affected by it.

Letting out a long, annoyed sigh, Katsuki got up, grabbed their lantern, put on several furs and his boots, and left the nice, welcoming warmth of their cave for the bitter night cold. He hissed in displeasure as soon as a chilly breeze hit him. Damn it, this was why he left Eijirou outside and went home early this time…

Cursing and grumbling under his breath, Katsuki slowly walked the path toward Eijirou’s usual training spot.

As annoying as the wind was, with the way it was trying to get through every layer of Katsuki’s clothes, it was probably the perfect time to try and understand it better. He wouldn’t be surprised if Eijirou got too into whatever he was doing and didn’t realize how late it was.

Unless…

“Eijirou, you better not be sleeping here, you dumbass,” Katsuki called as he climbed the rest of the way toward Eijirou’s training spot.

He froze the second it was in view, cold dread pumping through his veins, chilling him to the bone more effectively than the wind.

It was empty. There was no trace of Eijirou.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, what now?

The snow didn’t show any sign of disturbance except for the spot his friend left last time and his blurred tracks to and from it. There was only one path, so if Eijirou had left, Katsuki would have seen him. Meaning he probably hadn’t been there at all this evening.

“Hey, you guys should probably be careful. I’ve heard some people talk about seeing dragons recently,” Cheeks said in his mind, worried.

She'd warned them a couple of days ago. Said no one believed those guys because they were known to drink too much and come up with crazy stories, but they should be more cautious from now on. Try to go out later, stay within the cover of the forest if they could, avoid the fields for a little while...

What if Eijirou didn’t erase his tracks properly and people had found him? What if they were waiting for Katsuki to leave to attack his friend? Cheeks also said some people from out of town were pretty interested in these stories. They didn’t seem to believe them either, and she said she found these people nice, but…

Katsuki shook his head.

There was no point in standing here and getting worried. He had to find out where Eijirou was and drag his ass home.

Katsuki’s walk down the path from Eijirou’s training spot to their cave felt like it lasted for hours. He knew he should be careful and try not to slip and fall, but if Eijirou needed his help…

Fuck. Fuck!

There was still no trace of him when Katsuki made a quick stop home to see if he was back and grab a few things he might need in case Eijirou was hurt. Their first aid kit with bandages and all that shit, a warm blanket if Eijirou was cold, a few biscuits Cheeks gave them a few days ago…

He stormed through their cave, grabbing everything as fast as he could, before he stormed back out and quickly walked down the path leading to the forest and the fields where his friend and Pinky liked to play.

Eijirou wasn’t in the field either.

Where the hell was he?!

Trying not to explode everything in his path, Katsuki carefully followed the tracks, trying to see if something could lead him to his friend.

Eijirou didn’t answer his calls and the snow was too messy to show anything of interest, but further down the field, Katsuki noticed blurred tracks going to the forest. He couldn’t tell if they were dragon tracks or not, but they were huge and looked a lot like the tracks Eijirou left when he erased his steps with his tail. It was Katsuki’s best bet anyway.

“Fuck, I swear that idiot better have a good reason to go to the forest at this hour,” Katsuki muttered under his breath as he started following the tracks, calling his friend’s name.

At least, if he was right, it meant that Eijirou still had the luxury to erase his steps. It could be a good sign; proof that Eijirou wasn’t running away or some shit.

“Eijirou? Where the fuck are you, you idiot?” Katsuki called and called in the night.

There was no answer.

There was barely any snow on the ground here and the tracks soon became impossible to follow, but Katsuki didn’t care. Cold dread was growing heavier in his guts every time Eijirou didn’t answer, dripping down in his stomach like melting snow.

“Eijirou! Answer me, you asshole!” Katsuki called again, ignoring the pain in his throat and the way it constricted with worry, making his voice more high pitched.

No answer.

Damn it! Where was he? Where was he?!

Running straight ahead, barely avoiding decomposing dead wood and the various obstacles on the ground, Katsuki kept calling as images of a dead or collapsed Eijirou kept playing in his mind.

“Katsuki?” someone called suddenly on his left.

Eijirou.

Katsuki stopped in his tracks. Had he dreamed that?

“Katsuki? Is that you?” Eijirou called again.

“Eijirou! Where the fuck are you? Don’t move, I’m coming!” Katsuki shouted.

“I’m just outside the forest! Not far from the path! Is everything okay?”

“You tell me, you asshole!” Katsuki yelled as he ran in the direction of Eijirou’s voice.

He burst out of the forest, and there Eijirou was. Standing in his human form next to the path toward their home, looking perfectly fine and confused.

“Katsuki! Are you okay? What happened?” Eijirou asked, worried.

“You didn't come back,” Katsuki gritted, panting. “What the fuck were you doing?”

“Oh, were you worried? I’m sorry. I saw a boar and I kinda lost track of time,” Eijirou said with a sheepish laugh.

“You what?” Katsuki asked in disbelief, his eyes immediately going to the dark mass at Eijirou’s feet.

A boar. There was a dead boar lying at his friend’s feet. And a pretty big one too, for Southern Yuuei standards.

“Yeah, uh… I saw it when I went to the field, and I remembered we were getting low on meat and you said you’d like something nice to cook so… Yeah. I couldn’t resist. So… Surprise?”

Katsuki’s jaw dropped.

Eijirou had been fine all along. Eijirou hunted a whole boar by himself in the middle of the night. Eijirou made him worry for nothing. Eijirou killed a boar for him. Eijirou was a fucking idiot. Eijirou was one strong motherfucker and Katsuki wanted to kiss his stupid face so fucking bad.

“I’m sorry if I made you worry, I have no idea how late it is,” Eijirou continued. “I just… I really wanted to bring it back  to you, so…”

Fuck. Was Eijirou courting him? Was that how courting worked in Yuuei? Because for Barbarians, offering someone wild game like this was a very bold move.

“Was it… I… Fucking… Why?” Katsuki stammered, dread and anger forgotten.

“Because you like meat too? I don’t know, dude, I just thought ‘Oh, I have to get it, Katsuki’ll be thrilled!’ you know?”

So Eijirou wasn’t trying to court him when he decided to hunt that boar. Noted.

Still, Katsuki felt… Well, he probably felt like the old man did when the Hag came back with a whole ibex across her shoulders and said it was for him.

He shook his head. Fuck that shit. Dragons were natural hunters and it obviously meant nothing to Eijirou.

“So, uh… if it’s safe, can I shift back? Because I’m still barefoot and I’m feeling a little cold, you know?” Eijirou said hesitantly.

Eyes flying back up to his friend, Katsuki realized that the idiot wasn’t wearing a single fur or even his winter coat. He’d just shifted hours ago in whatever he’d been wearing at the time, not thinking that he might have to go back to his human form before he came home.

“Hurry up and shift before you catch a cold,” Katsuki snapped, ready to wrap the blanket around his friend’s shoulders as soon as he was in his dragon form. “I’ll yell at you when we’re home.”

Shoulders hunched, Eijirou nodded and shifted back into a dragon. The look he gave Katsuki when he leaned down to grab his prey in his mouth was so sad Katsuki was almost tempted to let him off the hook but…

His throat hurt, and his lungs hurt from running in the cold like that, and the memory of how stupidly worried he’d been this whole time was still too fresh in his mind. And if he stopped focusing on his anger, Katsuki would probably do something stupid like kiss Eijirou—grab his stupid head, bonk their foreheads together, and stay like this for a few seconds, or maybe a few minutes—or even make a scented satchel with his spices and his favorite shirt and ask him to be his mate or some shit like that.

So first he’d chew Eijirou out for ignoring Cheeks’ warnings and coming home late, then he might thank him for the meat even if it was stupid to attack a whole boar on his own, and then… Then they were going to bed because it was probably late as fuck.

Yes, Katsuki nodded for himself as he squashed the stupid, giddy feeling warming him to his core, that was a good plan. A safe plan.

There was no way he’d let Eijirou know how fucking sexy it was that he’d hunt a fully grown boar at night for him.

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Chapter 34: Surprise Party

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Chapter Text

“We don’t have to do this, you know,” Eijirou said as he walked to Recovery Girl’s place with Katsuki.

“It wouldn’t have happened if you hadn’t made me run in the cold,” Katsuki grumbled.

Eijirou looked down with guilt. His friend’s voice had been extra hoarse for the past few days, since the night Eijirou came home late and made him worry.

“I was talking about the meat,” Eijirou mumbled.

“We’re not gonna eat an entire boar by ourselves,” Katsuki said. “Might as well trade it for shit we don’t have.”

“But why vegetables?” Eijirou whined.

Winter vegetables weren’t even good. Who even liked turnip or celery, seriously?

“Because you deserve it,” Katsuki huffed. “Now stop complaining and hurry up, it’s cold as fuck.”

Eijirou sighed, but he started walking faster. He didn’t think it was that cold, but he didn’t like seeing his friend outside when he was obviously getting sick. He really hoped their healer friends would have something to help.

Katsuki started fiddling mindlessly with his new necklace, one of the boar’s tusks on a thin leather string, and Eijirou cheered up a little. Katsuki had been pretty vague about its meaning, but he mentioned that Barbarians liked to wear important reminders on jewelry. Eijirou hadn’t dared push it, knowing all too well how touchy Katsuki was when it came to his birth culture. But it was proof that even though he’d grumbled about it a lot, he did like the boar after all, and it was enough to make Eijirou happy.

Mina was the one who greeted them at Recovery Girl’s door.

“Hi guys! I saw you through the window. Do you have the meat?” she said with a bright smile.

“Yeah. Now let us in, Pinky,” Katsuki grumbled.

She rolled her eyes dramatically and stepped aside to let them in, calling the two other women inside to let them know they were here.

“Ah, good, I just finished making your medicine, Bakugou,” Uraraka said with a bright smile. “Come and sit down, you two! There’s hot tea in the kettle. Do you want some?”

Katsuki nodded with a grunt while Eijirou thanked her and dropped the heavy bag of meat on the table.

“Here, this is for you,” he said.

Mina rushed toward it with a delighted laugh.

“We eat at dinner, right?” she asked Uraraka with a hopeful smile.

She was making good progress with Plainspeak, after living with the two healers for about a month. She could barely form a proper sentence, but she never let it stop her, babbling whatever she could like a talkative toddler getting her first grasp on language.

“Sure! It will be perfect with the cabbage from yesterday,” Uraraka replied slowly, laughing when Mina’s smile morphed into an expression of disgust.

“I’m dragon. I don’t eat cabbage,” she protested.

“It won’t kill you,” Uraraka chuckled as she poured everyone some tea, adding a generous helping of honey to Katsuki’s cup.

Katsuki thanked her with a nod and immediately took a sip, uncaring of how hot the steaming drink was.

Recovery Girl joined them while Uraraka was putting away the meat, telling them that a sack of dry grains and vegetables was waiting for them in the pantry, along with Katsuki’s medicine.

As always, they stayed for a couple of hours, soaking in the warmth of the house and enjoying a nice conversation before heading back home. It had been a while, Eijirou realized. It was practically his first day off from Mina’s lessons since she came here.

“Oh, by the way, I have some great news,” Uraraka said suddenly. “We finally heard from Tokoyami!”

Eijirou perked up at that. “Really? His letter came? Since when? How is he doing?” he asked with a bright smile.

“It came just yesterday. It seems to have been through a lot…” Uraraka said. “Anyway, he says he’s doing well. He managed to reach Castelmorn and find Inasa without trouble. It took some convincing, since Inasa has never taught wind magic before, but he was happy to take Tokoyami as a student. He’s the one guarding the bridge now, apparently.”

Eijirou gasped, thrilled to hear that his friends were doing so well. “He is? That’s awesome! I’m so happy for him!”

“Me too,” Uraraka smiled. “And that’s a huge relief! I know mail is much slower in winter, but I was starting to worry.”

They were enjoying their second cup of tea, talking about Tokoyami and explaining who he was to Mina when Eijirou heard voices outside.

“You’re sure it’s here?” someone asked from outside the door. A man. Familiar, somehow…

“That’s what Uraraka said. The somewhat big house outside of the village. What else could it be?” another man replied.

“There’s only one way to find out, I guess…” the first person said.

There was a knock on the door.

Before Eijirou could figure out where he knew these voices from, Uraraka walked to the door. She sent a quick look in Mina and his direction to make sure they were looking completely human, and opened to reveal…

“Kaminari?!” Eijirou exclaimed.

“Kirishima? What are you doing here?” Kaminari asked with wide eyes. “Oh, uh… Hi, Uraraka,” he continued, turning back toward her. “We were in the area and…”

“Hello, you three,” she said, surprised. “Come in, you must be freezing.”

“Thank you! It’s so cold outside,” Kaminari said as he stepped into the main room, quickly followed by Sero and Jirou.

“Come and sit with us, I’ll get you some tea,” Uraraka told them, rushing from the door to the kitchen area to get more cups.

After quick introductions and a failed flirting attempt from Kaminari when he saw Mina the ‘foreign beauty’ came the important question…

“So… what are you guys doing here? Isn’t it late to be traveling?” Eijirou asked.

“Yeah, tell me about it,” Kaminari huffed, looking uncharacteristically angry. “We should be enjoying nice beds at the royal court but nooo…”

To his surprise, Jirou didn’t say anything. Instead of making a snarky remark, she winced, eyes glued to her drink.

“As if you guys were good enough for that,” Katsuki scoffed.

“No, no, we were,” Sero said. “We were so close, but…”

“But someone couldn’t behave,” Kaminari hissed, glaring at a Jirou who looked like she was trying to fold in on herself until she disappeared.

“Look, I said I’m sorry,” she mumbled.

“Sorry doesn’t cut it, you almost got us killed,” Kaminari grumbled. “Seriously, guys, you wouldn't believe it,” he continued, turning toward them. “I somehow managed to get us a comfy little winter spot at the Yaoyorozu residence in the west–”

“The Yaoyorozus, like… the richest family in the entire kingdom?” Uraraka gasped.

“Yes, them! Can you imagine? And they loved us, too!” Kaminari exclaimed, voice brimming with frustration.

Eijirou had never seen him so angry in his life. He’d never seen Jirou acting so withdrawn either. She was usually quieter than her two companions, but not like this.

“So… what happened?” he asked, worried.

“Yeah, Jirou… What happened?” Kaminari sneered.

“Fhdjhfjkshkdaughter,” she mumbled.

“Uh… What?” Eijirou asked.

Jirou sighed. “They have a daughter, Momo. And I kinda had a crush on her. And it turned out to be mutual. So… Yeah.”

“So her parents caught them kissing or something, and we barely managed to run away,” Sero concluded, sparing her the embarrassment of saying it herself.

Out of the three of them, he seemed to be the least affected by what happened.

“And Kaminari still hasn’t forgiven her for that even though it’s been weeks,” he continued, sending him a pointed look. “Seriously, dude. What’s done is done. You should be grateful that we managed to get away unscathed and with all our stuff.”

“Yeah, and now it’s the dead of winter, we don’t have any money left and nowhere to go,” Kaminari huffed.

“We’ll figure something out,” Sero said, patting both his and Jirou’s shoulders. “We always do, right?”

“So if I understand correctly, you came here looking for help,” Recovery Girl said.

“... Yeah. Sort of,” Sero admitted.

“Are you guys wanted by the authorities, though?” Uraraka asked. “Are there people looking for you, or…?”

“Not that we know of,” Kaminari said. “I don’t know if Lady Momo convinced her parents not to run after us or if they were less mad because Jirou is a woman, but we haven’t had any problem.”

“That’s a relief,” Uraraka said.

“It sure is,” Sero nodded.

“If you don’t have anywhere to stay, I’m sure we can find a room for you here,” Recovery Girl announced.

“Really?” Kaminari said, perking up. “Thank you so much, Ma’am! We’ll make ourselves useful, I promise!”

“I’m sure Jirou will behave this time,” Sero snickered.

“Shut up, guys,” she mumbled dejectedly.

“So, now that’s out of the way, tell us, guys: what are you doing here? What's happened with you since we left? Please tell me you have epic tales for us,” Kaminari said, turning toward them with a smile.

As always, the prospect of sleeping in a warm bed was enough to completely turn his mood, Eijirou thought with a chuckle.

Still… the main thing that had happened since they parted ways was Eijirou finding out that he was a dragon shifter. Everything they’d done since then revolved around that, in a way.

Should he tell his friend? Would they accept him if they knew?

Guts knotting in his belly, Eijirou gulped nervously and wondered.

“Uh…” he started bravely, sending a quick glance in Katsuki’s direction. His friend was looking at him, obviously waiting for him to decide what he wanted to tell them. “So… there was this dragon?”

“A dragon?!” Kaminari and Sero exclaimed, leaning forward with excited grins.

“You guys really managed to find a dragon? How? Where?” Kaminari asked.

“We heard a rumor about a dragon west from here and followed it,” Eijirou said.

“Wow… Oh, wait, west from here? Near Cassiac and all that?”

“Yeah?”

“Oh, we spent a night there on our way here! I’ve heard all about that story! The silver dragon glowing like the sun itself that could regenerate its body parts and got weaker at night? The one that controlled metal, with long, sharp claws that could shatter the earth?”

“Uuuuuuuuuh… I guess so?” Eijirou said, unsure.

“There can’t have been two dragons in the area,” Katsuki pointed out.

Sero chuckled. “I take it the story has been greatly exaggerated since it happened?”

“Yeah, honestly, it was a pretty normal dragon. Just… with extra shiny scales,” Eijirou said.

“But wait…” Kaminari started. “They said the dragon was killed. Like… its body was completely destroyed and everything.”

“Oh, uh… yeah,” Eijirou nodded hesitantly.

“You're not the ones who fought it?” Sero asked.

Eijirou shook his head. “No, no, it was us.”

Kaminari frowned. “But what happened to not wanting to fight a dragon to the death? Bakugou, you said you didn’t want to kill a dragon, right? Was it too feral and dangerous or something?”

“I, uh, we…” Eijirou stammered.

“And what if we did, Dunce Face? You got a problem with that?” Katsuki asked, raising a challenging eyebrow.

“Uh… I guess not?” Kaminari said hesitantly. “It’s just… I don’t know. Dragons haven’t been seen in the area in so long, it seems like a shame to just kill them, right? I mean, when I asked people, they just said they felt threatened and it injured everyone who tried to come after it, not that it actually hurt people unprovoked. So…”

“Yeah, I didn’t think you guys were the type to come, slay the beast, and leave without trying to solve the problem more peacefully,” Sero added. “Like you did for Inasa, you know?”

“But again, if it was too dangerous, I understand,” Kaminari concluded.

Eijirou couldn’t repress a smile at his friends’ reactions. They all seemed so invested in what happened to Tetsutetsu, even if they only knew of him as a dangerous beast to slay. Even Jirou, who had stayed silent the whole time, looked like she cared about his fate. There was no way they’d reject Eijirou now, was there?

Next to him, he heard Katsuki whisper a quick summary of the conversation to Mina, who chuckled silently when he told her about all of Tetsutetsu’s rumored powers.

“We didn’t really kill him,” Eijirou blurted out all at once, before he could overthink it.

He would be fine, he told himself. If they didn’t like it, well… Maybe they weren’t as nice as Eijirou had thought. It would break his heart, but the room was full of people who supported him, so…

“I knew it!” Kaminari exclaimed with a grin. “What happened, then?”

“He was sick,” Eijirou explained. “Something about his eyes. So we came back here to get a cure for him and faked his death with the whole… pretending to have an epic fight and destroying a clearing and all that.”

The three’s smiles grew wider and wider at Eijirou’s explanation.

“That’s amazing!” Kaminari grinned. “How did you know how to help him?”

“Well… Um…” Eijirou sent a quick glance in Katsuki’s direction, hesitant. His friend only shrugged, as if to say he could tell them as much or as little as he wanted. Whatever information he gave them was his choice. “So, remember when Katsuki asked about dragon shifters and you said they didn’t exist?”

“Katsuki, huh,” Jirou said with a little smile.

Sero gasped. “Wait, you don’t mean…”

“He was a dragon shifter,” Eijirou nodded.

“No way! You’ve got to be kidding me! Did you see him shift?

“Yeah, once he recovered,” Eijirou nodded. “Actually, um… Well, there’s more to this.”

“What now?” Kaminari asked, leaning so far forward he was out of his seat.

“Well… Turns out…” Eijirou gulped. He could do this. His friends deserved to know. He wanted them to know. “Turns out I’m like him.”

They gasped.

“What? No way!” Kaminari and Sero exclaimed, ecstatic. “Prove it! Prove it now!”

Huffing a laugh, Eijirou let his wings and horns out, rolling up one of his sleeves to reveal scales underneath.

They screamed.

It wasn’t the frightened kind, though. It was just… pure delight. Astonishment. Wonder. Excitement. They were grinning madly, looking between Eijirou and each other as if to make sure they weren’t dreaming.

“What’s going on? Are we shifting now?” Mina asked, smiling curiously as she looked at the others' reactions.

Before anyone could reply or tell her what was going on, she let out her own horns and let her skin go bright pink the way she liked it.

Kaminari, Sero, and Jirou lost their minds even more.

“I can’t believe this! Kirishima! How could you hide this from us?” Kaminari asked, still grinning even after the excitement had toned down a little.

“I didn’t,” Eijirou said with a nervous chuckle. “Well… not really. I didn’t know what I was before we met Tetsutetsu. The dragon, that is.”

“Wow, seriously? But how?” Sero asked, surprised.

“I’d never let myself shift fully. And I mean… I didn’t think dragon shifters existed either, so what could I have been, right? So, yeah… I had no idea.”

“And how did you find out?” Jirou asked, a little more animated now.

“I knew,” Katsuki intervened.

All eyes went to him.

“How?”

“None of your business,” Katsuki shrugged.

Kaminari groaned. “Oh, come on! You can tell us!”

“None of your fucking business,” Katsuki repeated.

Kaminari sighed, but didn’t insist. He knew that he wouldn’t get any answer from him. It was much easier to ask Eijirou instead.

“Anyway, so how did you find out?” he asked.

Eijirou spent the better part of the afternoon telling his friends everything that had happened since the last time they met. How Eijirou found out he was a dragon shifter, how Katsuki knew almost from the start—which forced Eijirou to reveal that he’d been raised by them—how Tetsutetsu helped them and sent Mina to teach him wind magic because he needed it to fly…

By the time he was done, it was almost night.

Recovery Girl admitted that she was at the limit of her seemingly infinite number of beds, but that they were welcome to stay in the main room for the night. They could find blankets and cushions to make a somewhat comfortable bed.

Eijirou turned to his friend. “What do you think, Katsuki?”

Katsuki shrugged. “It’s whatever. You look like you’re dying to talk more, though. So better get it out of your system now, I guess.”

Eijirou smiled.

“Aww, you do care,” Kaminari said, earning an annoyed,

“Shut up, Dunce Face!”

“Thank you,” Eijirou said, choosing to ignore the exchange as he turned toward Recovery Girl and Uraraka. “So if you really don’t mind, I think it’d be better, yeah.”

“Sure, no problem,” Uraraka nodded with a sincere smile. “I mean, it’s just for one night. And we have plenty of food for everyone, thanks to you guys.”

“It’s just meat,” Eijirou mumbled, cheeks heating pleasantly.

“Besides, if you don’t mind helping with dinner, I’d be glad to get some rest from cooking,” she added.

“Sure, no problem!” Eijirou replied before Katsuki could pretend to be against it.

As if he wasn’t thrilled to have access to a real kitchen.

If anything, Eijirou would love it. Memories of Katsuki’s cooking lessons gently floated to the surface of his mind, filling him with warmth, and Eijirou smiled. Yes, he was very much looking forward to this.

.

Between Mina hovering excitedly around the meat and Kaminari who couldn't stop asking Eijirou for more details about their adventures with Tetsutetsu—something Katsuki made him promise never to use in any of his stories, much to Kaminari's disappointment—Katsuki ended up kicking everyone out of the kitchen area until he finished preparing the food.

Only Uraraka was tolerated, because it was her kitchen. Eijirou was reluctantly allowed to stay but he declined the offer, aware that he was the reason why Kaminari and Sero were sticking around and bothering him.

Since they hadn't planned to stay, Katsuki hadn't brought his own spices. Eijirou couldn't help but wonder if he'd have used some of them, if he could.

Dinner was nice. It had been a while since Eijirou had sat at such an animated table. Between how chatty Kaminari was, Sero's love for chaos, and Mina who refused to be left out despite barely understanding Plainspeak, they had no time to get bored.

The conversation slowly calmed down once everyone was full. And as they enjoyed a nice herbal tea before bed, Kaminari suddenly asked,

“Hey, Mina, I was wondering… you said you're going home around spring, right?”

Eijirou quickly translated the question and she nodded, curious.

“But Bakugou and Kirishima aren't going with you?”

Eijirou gasped. She did say that. Well… Not directly, but Eijirou had always understood her explanations that way as well. He'd been too focused on the idea of being the one to fly Katsuki home to question it, but wouldn’t it be easier for everyone if…

Both Mina and Katsuki tensed a little at the question. Mina nodded stiffly before anyone could translate.

By the time Kaminari's last question came, the joyful atmosphere had turned heavier than lead.

“Why?”

Mina pursed her lips while Katsuki looked away with an annoyed frown. Clearly, he didn't need an explanation.

Neither of them said anything.

“Why?” Eijirou repeated.

He had a feeling that he wouldn't like the answer. Katsuki didn't only seem annoyed now. Eijirou knew that look. His friend was hurt.

“It's… The other cities…” Mina started bravely, pausing as she tried to look for words. “I don't know how to say,” she concluded before sending a glance in Katsuki's and his directions, whispering, “Hey, help me here.”

“I don't know what you're trying to say,” Eijirou whispered back.

Katsuki clicked his tongue.

“It's because they don't trust me,” he said factually, arms crossed. He looked perfectly unaffected as he said it, but Eijirou could see the way he gripped his arms, as if he wanted to crush the bone.

“That's why, isn't it? They don't want you to bring a Land Dweller to them even if I'm not staying,” he added for Mina.

She looked down, biting her lower lip, the portrait of guilt.

She nodded in confirmation.

“But why?” Uraraka asked. “Aren't you one of them?”

“Do I look like a fucking shifter to you, Cheeks?” Katsuki snapped.

“Well, no, but… you were raised by them.”

“Doesn't matter to them. And I've lived in one city. Just because they trusted me doesn't mean everyone else has to,” Katsuki shrugged.

Eijirou's insides boiled with white hot fury. How dared they exclude Katsuki like this?

"You'll be more than welcome on Omah, though,” Mina said, her forced cheerfulness sounding like a creaky metal gate in the tense atmosphere. “And I'm sure the people on Kalir would be thrilled to meet you too! It's just… that other city I’ll have to catch a ride on… I'm not sure how they'll react, but…”

“I said I get it, Pinky,” Katsuki said. “Who the fuck cares?”

“That's still unfair,” Eijirou grumbled, fists clenched.

“Makes sense. Land Dwellers were the reason why dragon shifters had to live away from everyone else, so of course they won't trust just anyone,” Katsuki explained.

“I guess so, but…” Uraraka said sadly.

“I shouldn't have brought it up, huh…” Kaminari said, face contorted with guilt.

“Stop looking at me like that!” Katsuki barked. “I don't need your fucking pity. I told you, I get it.”

“Just because you get it doesn't mean you have to like it,” Sero pointed out.

Jirou nodded. “And just because you think it makes sense doesn't mean it isn't unfair to you,” she added.

Katsuki didn't say anything.

“You know…” Eijirou started. “I don't know if I want to live with people who can't accept you because of what you are.”

“I'm not asking you to,” Katsuki shrugged. “If they don't want me, I don't want them either, it's fucking fine. I don't want to go to any city, I want to go home.”

Eijirou relaxed a little. “Right,” he sighed. Home wasn’t just anywhere. Home was with the people who accepted him. And once Eijirou could fly, he could carry his friend anywhere, including Omah, if they wanted to visit Mina and Tetsutetsu. They wouldn’t need those other cities.

“You know, I never thought you were the sentimental type…” Kaminari remarked. “You look more like a wandering fighter. Traveling the world, challenging powerful beasts to epic fights… But Bakugou the Homesick Barbarian…”

“Shut up, Dunce Face! I’ll show you fucking homesick!” Katsuki barked, letting out a few warning explosions.

“Didn’t you say girls love stories like this though?” Sero asked Kaminari, smirking. “The tough Barbarian with a soft heart… So sweet…”

“The song of Bakugou, the ruthless warrior who rescues sick dragons and adopts stray kittens,” Jirou snickered.

“Shut the fuck up! I’ll kill you!”

“Could your soft, sensitive heart handle our deaths, though?” Kaminari laughed.

When Katsuki tried to lunge over the table, yelling something about how they should choke on his food because they didn’t deserve it, Eijirou was laughing so hard he almost failed to hold him back.

The heavy atmosphere now cleared up, the conversation naturally drifted toward more pleasant subjects. Sero decided he wanted to see Eijirou shift, soon joined by his two companions, and Eijirou obliged happily. Seeing people lose their minds over how cool and impressive he looked as a dragon was always nice, after all.

By the time they all went to bed, Eijirou couldn't stop smiling. Just thinking about how kind and accepting his friends were made him feel so warm and giddy he couldn't even be bothered by how uncomfortable their makeshift bed was.

.

Eijirou woke up the day after to an empty bed and a missing blanket.

He wasn’t very sensitive to the cold, but without any fire, the room was freezing. Blinking a few times, he sat up on the makeshift bed to find Katsuki sitting next to the chimney, wrapped in the thickest blanket they were given and grumpily tending to a fire he probably just started himself.

Deciding to follow his example, Eijirou stretched, grabbed their second warmest blanket, and joined him near the fire.

“Morning, Katsuki,” he said.

“Hmm,” Katsuki mumbled. “There’s snow.”

Eijirou perked up at that, feeling instantly ten times more awake as he got up and rushed toward the window, barely registering Katsuki’s snort.

‘There’s snow’ was an understatement. There was a lot of snow. More than Eijirou had ever seen in his life!

“How is there so much after just one night?” he whispered in awe.

“The fuck you mean, ‘so much’?” Katsuki said with a voice even hoarser than usual. He coughed a little to clear his throat. “It’s like, a foot high. And not even a big foot.”

“That’s still a lot! I’ve never seen so much at once, and there was nothing yesterday.”

Katsuki’s snort ended in a fit of coughing. “You’re such a southern plains guy.”

“How much more snow can there be in a night?” Eijirou asked, curious and excited at the idea of more snow.

“Enough to reach my thighs,” Katsuki said with a shrug, and coughed again.

Eijirou was by his side in an instant. “Did you take the medicine Uraraka gave you?”

“Not yet. I just woke up.”

“Right. I’ll get it for you,” Eijirou nodded.

He came back with a cup of water and one of Katsuki’s pills.

“Here,” he said. “Do you want some honey with it? Should I get you something to eat?”

“Stop mothering me, I’m fine,” Katsuki huffed.

“You sound worse than yesterday,” Eijirou pointed out.

Katsuki shrugged as he finished drinking his water. “That’s because my voice hasn’t warmed up.”

He sounded a little better now, but…

Eijirou’s hand flew to his friend’s forehead to check his temperature. Katsuki’s skin was hot, but his friend had always been warmer than average. Eijirou could usually tell with one touch if one of his siblings was sick, but he didn't know Katsuki well enough to do the same with him yet.

“Stop worrying, I’m fine,” Katsuki grumbled, swatting Eijirou’s hand away.

His cheeks were a bit red, though, so maybe he did have a fever. Eijirou should probably ask Recovery Girl to check on him once she was up. In the meantime…

“Sit down and stop fussing, I’m not dying,” Katsuki huffed.

It didn’t stop Eijirou from wrapping another blanket around his friend’s shoulders and rubbing his back a little. Katsuki didn’t protest.

“So… do you think the snow is going to stay?” he asked once he was satisfied with his friend’s state.

“Probably, yeah,” Katsuki shrugged. “It’s gonna be a pain in the ass to go home…”

“Do you want to stay one more night?”

Katsuki shook his head. “No way, there are too many extras here.”

“They aren’t extras, stop pretending,” Eijirou said with a teasing smile.

“Whatever. We’ve gotta feed little Deathclaws before she rummages through our food.”

“Oh, right! You think she’s gonna be alright?” Eijirou asked with a spike of worry.

“Of course she will,” Katsuki said, rolling his eyes. “How do you think she survived before you started feeding her?”

“I still feel bad, though…”

“We’ll see if you still feel bad when she’s eaten half of our meat.”

Eijirou’s guts filled with a different kind of dread at the thought. “But we’ve stored it safely, right?”

“Guess we’ll see when we’re home,” Katsuki shrugged, amused.

Recovery Girl and Uraraka came downstairs before Eijirou could worry too much, offering a much needed distraction. And by the time the other guests joined them, there was only one thing left in Eijirou’s mind: the thick layer of white, pristine snow waiting for them outside and how much fun it must be to play in it. Lucky for him, Sero and Kaminari were as excited as him about it.

As soon as breakfast was over, the three of them ran outside.

“Hey, can you guys clear some space for us first?” Uraraka asked from the doorway, holding a shovel.

“Oh, sorry! Sure, Uraraka!” Eijirou said, running back to the house to take it.

While he shoveled some of the snow for her, Sero and Kaminari started building snow ramparts and made two big piles of snowballs. They tried throwing some at Eijirou when they grew tired of waiting for him to be done, but they quickly surrendered when he figured out how to throw entire shovels of snow at them.

“Okay, so now…” Kaminari said as soon as Eijirou had put down the shovel. “Who wants to have a snowball fight with us? Let's make teams!”

In the end, Katsuki, Mina, and Eijirou faced Sero, Jirou, Uraraka, and Kaminari for obvious communication reasons.

It was a tough fight. An intense one. Team Bakugou had the advantage of speaking a language no one else understood, but Team Uraraka had the advantage of numbers and experience. After all, Mina had been around snow even less than Eijirou, having lived almost her whole life high above the clouds. And Uraraka was every inch as competitive as Bakugou.

They defended their wall fiercely when Uraraka and Sero attacked them directly while their two teammates covered them, and only managed to push back their assailant with the combined efforts of Mina and Katsuki, who held them back just long enough for Eijirou to replenish their stock of proper snow balls, pressed extra tight for a little kick. Katsuki wanted to launch a counter attack right after, while the two others retreated and complained that it was unfair to throw literal rocks at them, but Jirou decided then that she'd had enough and was too cold to continue. Her team (minus Uraraka) quickly agreed that they’d fought long enough, and Katsuki followed Jirou inside, grumbling that this wasn't a true victory.

Part of Eijirou was disappointed to see his friend go like this, especially after getting to experience his fierce smiles and laughs for so long, but he was also relieved to see him back inside, where he could warm up. Recovery Girl had assured him that his voice would be better in no time, but Eijirou still didn't like seeing him like that.

He stayed outside with the others, rolling around in the snow and building snowmen until noon, catching Katsuki's eyes through the window from time to time.

They went home soon after lunch, leaving Mina and the others behind. Katsuki complained about how annoying the snow was the whole way, but Eijirou wasn't bothered.

“You haven't shifted since yesterday,” Katsuki remarked after a while.

“Oh…” Eijirou said, surprised to find that his friend was right.

Now that he thought about it, he'd been in his full human form for the better part of the past twenty-four hours, minus the ten minutes when he'd shifted to show his dragon form to his friends.

“How're you feeling?” Katsuki asked.

“I'm… fine,” Eijirou said. He was excited to go back to his dragon form and now that he was focused on it, he was feeling a little Itchy, but nothing too bad.

“No Itch?”

“I'll be happy to shift later but I don't need to do it right now,” Eijirou shrugged.

Was his body finally getting used to both forms? Looking back, it had been months since he'd first learned how to shift fully.

“Good,” Katsuki said with an approving nod.

Eijirou could only agree.

Notes:

As my beta pointed out, I'm now legally obligated to write snowball fights in every story. I just miss the snow too much... (I say, refusing to go on every ski trip I'm invited to)

Fun fact about this chapter: I'm a liiiittle bit tempted to write a MomoJirou spin off about the Clown Trio's adventures while they were gone

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Chapter 35: The Magic of Snow

Notes:

My brain is all melted but the new chapter is here and I'm very fond of it! So I hope you'll like it too

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Chapter Text

Katsuki woke up the next day to a less sore throat and even more snow on the ground. It now reached up to his knees, and although he grumbled a bit about being trapped inside, he secretly relished in the fact that he didn’t have to go anywhere this time. Especially since this much snow meant they wouldn’t even have to worry about fetching water, at least for today.

Eijirou, of course, had the opposite reaction.

“This is so cool! We have to go out! Well, maybe not now, but tonight when I can be outside like this!”  he exclaimed in excited Pure Draconic, wings fluttering dangerously close to their little shelf.

His friend had turned into a dragon almost as soon as they came home the previous day and hadn’t shifted back since.

“Don’t count on me to come with you,” Katsuki grumbled.

“Yeah, yeah, I know,” Eijirou chuckled.

And that was how Katsuki ended up outside a few hours after sunset, riding on Eijirou’s back as his friend walked uphill to reach his training spot.

He’d told Katsuki that he didn’t have to come, but after being trapped inside all day, they both needed some fresh air. Besides, if Eijirou cleared out a wide enough area, maybe they could spar a little before going to bed. It would be a great way to let out some of their unspent energy.

Or at least, some of Katsuki’s unspent energy. Because with the way Eijirou bolted as soon as Katsuki cleared out a spot for himself and climbed down his back, his friend would tire himself out in no time.

There was always something entrancing in the way Eijirou played in his dragon form, especially when snow was involved. He looked like a mixture between a Barbarian Mountain Puppy seeing snow for the first time, and a dragon shifter child. Adults played too, of course, but never with such unbridled joy and boundless energy. Never with the kind of excitement that came with discovering their own body and what it could do.

Katsuki couldn’t suppress a smile at the way Eijirou ran and jumped around, hid his snout under the snow and projected it upright to see the way it fanned in the air, let himself fall in it, tried to bury himself under it, and repeated the actions over and over again like it was the first time.

Though he’d spent ten years without snow, Katsuki didn’t remember ever being this excited about it. It was nice every once in a while, when he could destroy people in snowball fights or compete with others to create the biggest snowball, but it was also cold, and wet, and potentially dangerous; something Eijirou didn’t seem to be aware of. Katsuki wondered how he’d react if he ever found out about the concept of avalanches…

He was snapped out of his thoughts when he realized that the area was pretty much cleared already. Eijirou looked like he was just goofing around, but he’d been pretty efficient. Too bad he was still a dumbass, Katsuki thought as he realized that his friend was nowhere to be found, but there was a huge pile of snow that looked just the right size to hide a stupid dragon.

“I can see you, idiot,” Katsuki said.

“No you can’t!” Eijirou replied, revealing himself when his wings fluttered.

“Stop being stupid and let’s spar!”

Katsuki expected his friend to step out of his hiding spot, but instead, he took a few steps back and ran straight through it, spreading snow everywhere as he rushed toward Katsuki.

He turned back into his more human form just before reaching him, almost stumbled right into Katsuki’s chest, knocked his fists together, and said with a wide grin, “Okay, let’s do it!”

How Eijirou still had the energy to fight him after running around so much was above Katsuki, but he wasn’t going to complain.

.

It was the middle of the afternoon and Katsuki wanted to go home. He’d been to the market in the village while Eijirou was busy learning wind magic with Pinky, and he’d made the mistake of accepting Cheeks’ invitation for tea. And now, he was stuck here with Dunce Face and Elbows and they wouldn’t shut up.

As always, Dunce Face was the worst, but the others kept the conversation going and they were way too loud. It was decided: as soon as Katsuki’s cup was empty, he was leaving. He was warm enough to walk the rest of the way now, anyway. And even being stuck in a too-small room with two dragons who needed space to speak felt more pleasant than hearing Dunce Face ask Cheeks about whatever shitty rumor he’d heard in the village. Who cared about stupid haunted forts, seriously?

“Oh, by the way, Bakugou,” the idiot said, turning toward him suddenly. “There were these people in the village. I don’t know if you’ve met them, but they were super interested in meeting you and Kirishima when they found out that you were the ones who… um… ‘defeated’ that silver dragon near Cassiac.”

Katsuki’s head snapped up. “They found out what?” he hissed, glaring at Dunce Face who didn’t even have the decency to seem fazed.

“Yeah, I told the stories I heard there. Nothing you guys told me personally, of course, but people were interested and I had learned plenty of things back in Cassiac already, so…” He shook his head. “Anyway, they say they’re trying to study dragons? They seemed very interested in the story, and…”

“We sort of let it slip that they should ask you guys if they wanted to know more,” Elbows completed. “They were a little weird but they didn’t seem mean or anything. You didn’t meet them when you were in town? A nice couple, definitely not from around here.”

Katsuki shook his head. “If I did, you’d have been dead already.”

Seriously, what the fuck was their problem? They had no fucking business drawing the attention of anybody and everybody to Eijirou. So what if they were interested in dragons? There were plenty of reasons for that, and most of them weren’t fucking good.

“Oh, come on, it’s not like we broke our promise or anything,” Dunce Face said, rolling his eyes.

“And who knows? Maybe they’ll have a job for you or something,” Ears added.

“We don’t need a fucking job. We’re leaving soon,” Katsuki pointed out.

Given Eijirou’s current progress with wind, it was unlikely that he’d be able to master it before Pinky left, let alone learn how to fly, but Katsuki was still hoping that they wouldn’t have to find any kind of big job before they left Yuuei for good.

“You said yourself that the place where you want to go is only accessible in spring and that Kirishima won’t know how to fly by then,” Elbows pointed out. “It means you’ll have to wait for at least another year. So you’re gonna need to work sooner or later.”

“Doesn’t mean I need your help for that,” Katsuki growled. “The fuck did these extras even want, anyway?”

“They’re just super passionate about dragons,” Elbows shrugged. “They mostly wanted to know what people said, they were curious to know what was true and what wasn’t…”

“I think they’re planning to write a book on dragons or something? That’s what the woman told me, at least. They reminded me a little of that man you guys helped in Tosola, with the giant lizard.”

“And what the fuck did they think they were going to find out about dragons in a country where there aren’t any?” Katsuki growled.

He didn’t like this. He didn’t like this shit one bit .

“What were you hoping to find when you came here?” Dunce Face asked with a shrug and an annoying ‘gotcha’ look.

“I knew what I was looking for,” Katsuki grumbled.

There was only one dragon city that flew above the Golden Mountains, but even though he didn’t have the details, Katsuki knew Yuuei was visited by at least two of them. The way people in this country treated sapients didn’t help, but Katsuki was already fluent in Plainspeak thanks to his old man, so it was his best chance. Not that the Clown Trio needed to know that.

“Maybe they do too,” Dunce Face replied. “Or maybe they were just trying to see what kind of things people in Yuuei say about dragons? They weren’t very clear about that.”

Yet another red flag, but again, maybe it was just Dunce Face being stupid.

“Don’t do that shit again,” he said anyway, threatening. “You talk about me or Eijirou to extras again and I’ll rip out your tongue.”

“Okay, fine, sorry for wanting to help,” Dunce Face said, rolling his eyes as he raised his hands in surrender. “I still think you should meet them, though.”

Maybe he would, if only to see for himself if they were potential threats or not.

“I don’t get why you’re reacting like this,” Ears said.

“They sound suspicious as fuck, and I don’t like that.”

“I think you’re being paranoid,” Elbows retorted, as if Katsuki cared about his damn opinion. “Meet them, see for yourself.”

“Yeah, not everyone wants to kill dragons. Look at us, and Uraraka, and you,” Dunce Face added. “Some people just think dragons are really cool. Don’t you think you should encourage them? Do some good and maybe help give dragons a better reputation in Yuuei?”

“No,” Katsuki said. He finished drinking his cup and slammed it on the table with a final thud. “Anyway, I’m out. Thanks for the tea.”

With that, he got up and left, ignoring the others’ protests and the heavy, uneasy feeling in his guts. And if he walked home just a little faster to make sure Eijirou and Pinky were fine, it was no one’s business but his. It was going to snow soon anyway, he could feel it. Better be home before it started.

.

Eijirou wasn’t sure what it was about snow that made him so happy, but when the first snowflakes started falling halfway through his training session with Mina, it was like all of his exhaustion lifted all at once.

Things were going pretty well, these days. Unlike earth magic, which was usually taught through stances and staying grounded and immobile, understanding wind seemed to rely on movement. The drills Mina put him through involved a lot of spins and jumps, and they were all about staying light on his feet. Eijirou hated them at first. They were the opposite of everything he knew. They were exhausting in all the ways the earth stances weren’t, and all of Eijirou’s hard earned stamina seemed useless.

Still, Eijirou kept trying and doing his best no matter what, remembering Katsuki’s words whenever he was on the verge of giving up, and things had slowly improved. Mina still said he had the grace of a boar on two legs and Eijirou could tell he was moving in ways that were completely different from hers, but she’d recently stopped correcting him. Eijirou thought she’d just given up, at first, but he understood her reasons when she made Katsuki and Uraraka go through the same drills: both did them correctly, he knew it, but they all did it in a different way that made their personalities and personal affinities shine.

Mina was always smooth and balanced. Her moves were steady, never losing their rhythm, and they all flowed as she went from one position to the other seamlessly. There was never any break, even when she jumped. She moved like the wind, but she also reminded Eijirou of a river.

Katsuki’s moves were the opposite. They were wild and powerful. He never lost his rhythm either, but unlike Mina who seemed to be doing everything at the same pace, moving her body in an almost lazy way, Katsuki moved in bursts, accelerating and slowing down as he saw fit. He moved like the wind, but in a way that reminded Eijirou of a roaring fire, crackling and sparking.

Uraraka was the last to show him. Mina taught her a routine specifically to show him, and she was… aerial. She was powerful, sure, and her speed was everchanging like Katsuki's, but she still looked like she was floating, in a way. While the others moved like the wind, she truly was the wind.

All three of them were different. All three of them were doing it right, in their own ways. And Eijirou was doing everything right as well, in his own personal way.

He could feel the results today. He still had no control over wind, but he felt like he was learning more about it as he repeated the moves over and over through the training ground under Mina’s watchful gaze. Eijirou was getting tired, but his body wasn’t hurting like before, when the moves were still unfamiliar. And now that snow was falling on him, thin and pretty, Eijirou didn’t want to stop. Each snowflake was floating gently, almost dancing in the air, and he wanted to dance with them.

Was he trying to catch them or move around them? Eijirou wasn’t sure. Maybe he was trying to be one of them, to move like a falling snowflake, shifting and swirling in the air, sensitive to the lightest breeze. As Eijirou jumped and spun around, it almost felt like the snowflakes were swirling around him, like the wind itself was making them dance with him.

Eijirou didn’t realize what was happening until Mina’s triumphant laughter snapped him out of his trance.

Eijirou stopped moving. The snow stopped moving around him.

“Am I… Was I…?” Eijirou stammered, hesitant. He didn’t want to believe it, but Mina’s bright grin and the way she was dancing in place could only mean one thing. “Was I doing wind magic?”

“YES!” she yelled, jumping around in excitement. “You were! You were doing so well!”

Eijirou’s face slowly split into a wide grin as realization hit him. “I was? I was! Was I?” he repeated cheeks hurting from smiling so hard, torn between excitement and disbelief as he walked closer to Mina.

“You were! You definitely were!” she cheered, running toward him to grab his hands. “I knew you could do it! I’m so proud of you!”

Eijirou didn’t know how long they stayed like this, jumping in place and grinning and laughing, but suddenly, Mina exclaimed, “I’m gonna tell Bakugou to come, he has to see this!” and before Eijirou could doubt himself, she was gone.

Eijirou stood there, dumbstruck, unsure what to do. Should he go with her? Would he even be able to do it again? It wasn’t like he had any idea how he did it in the first place.

What if he failed? What if Mina brought Katsuki here and Eijirou had nothing to show him? He’d probably yell at Mina for disturbing him over nothing, and they’d both be so disappointed…

Eijirou shook his head. His friends both had to learn wind magic. Tetsutetsu said it took weeks between the moment he learned to use wind and the moment he learned to use it reliably. Surely, they would understand.

Taking a steadying breath, Eijirou decided to keep training until Mina came back with Katsuki. Maybe he was more likely to do it again if he was in the same mindset. And maybe this time, he’d be able to understand what he was doing so he could do it on command in the future.

Trying to leave all of his worries behind, Eijirou started moving again, jumping and spinning like the wind.

.

“This better be good, Pinky,” Katsuki grumbled as he followed her to Eijirou’s training spot.

He was taking out his ingredients for dinner when she rushed inside like a tornado and yelled, “It’s Kirishima! You have to come see this!” with an ecstatic grin.

She didn’t want to say what he was supposed to expect, but given her general excitement, Katsuki assumed Eijirou had made some sort of progress with his wind training. His first gust, probably? It wouldn’t be surprising, given his recent progress. Katsuki had been thinking that it would come soon, when he came up to check on them on his way back from Recovery Girl.

“It’s amazing, you’ll love it, trust me,” Pinky assured him as she rushed him uphill.

Katsuki pretended to protest, but he still walked faster. Eijirou’s first gust of wind probably wouldn’t be an exciting sight like the first time he shifted, but he was still eager to celebrate it with him.

As he reached the spot, Katsuki opened his mouth to call his friend. The words died in his throat the second he spotted Eijirou.

He was dancing with the snow. It wasn’t just his first gust of wind. It was a whole whirlwind, weak yet constant, surrounding him to make the snowflakes swirl around him as he did his wind drills in his steady, powerful way. Pinky and Cheeks called it graceless, but Katsuki thought they were just being stupid. Eijirou wasn’t flowing like Pinky or floating like Cheeks, but his unwavering steadiness and the way he was able to land from a jump without flinching and hold difficult, unstable positions without ever losing his balance commanded respect. And now, surrounded by fragile snowflakes, with the wind bending around him to lend him its grace, Eijirou looked like a true master. He probably didn’t know what he was doing yet and his wind was nothing more than a barely there breeze, at this point, but he was still doing it, slow and steady, with unwavering focus.

Even now, Katsuki could still remember his own first gust of wind. It exploded out of his palms like his fire, strong yet aimless, doing pretty much nothing. Eijirou was the opposite. His wind came from his entire body. It was only strong enough to move snowflakes but it was constant, with both direction and intent.

Suddenly, Eijirou stopped. The snowflakes fell around him. The spell was broken.

“Oh, you were here,” he said. A grin slowly appeared on his lips. “Did you see?”

“Of course I fucking saw!” Katsuki exclaimed, mirroring his expression.

“You were amazing, Kirishima!” Pinky added excitedly, butting in. Katsuki frowned. He’d forgotten she was even here. “You really went from a boar on two legs to like… a goat or something!”

Eijirou laughed. “Yeah? Is that a good thing?” 

“Of course it is! I’m so, so proud of you!” she grinned.

“I mean, I’m not even sure how I’m doing it yet, and I don’t think I can do anything else, so…” Eijirou said with an embarrassed chuckle.

“Doesn’t fucking matter. The first time is always the hardest,” Katsuki said, cutting him short. 

“Yeah, and now that you can do this, I can teach you the rest!” Pinky added. “You’re ready for the next part of your training!”

“Bring it on!” Eijirou exclaimed, knocking his fists together.

Katsuki nodded approvingly and asked, “Now, what do you want for dinner?”

Eijirou’s eyes went back to him— as they should, a traitorous part of him whispered—and he exclaimed without a second of hesitation, “Grilled meat!”

“Of course you’d want that,” Katsuki said, shaking his head. “Don’t come back too late, then.”

“I won’t! I just want to see how much more I can do today!” Eijirou grinned.

Katsuki expected no less from him. Eijirou wasn’t his calnuménar for nothing, after all.

“Don’t make Pinky stay out too late, either,” he said. “She still has to go home.”

“I can just spend the night here!” Pinky exclaimed with a grin.

“No you can’t,” Katsuki grumbled.

“Oh, come on!” Eijirou intervened. “She helped me so much, she deserves to celebrate with us!”

Katsuki clicked his tongue, but he had to admit that Eijirou had a point.

“Fine, but she’s eating from your share of the meat.”

“Hey, no!” Eijirou protested while Mina cheered at the prospect of grilled meat.

“Do you want her to stay or not?” Katsuki asked with a smirk.

Eijirou pouted. “It doesn’t mean I should get less meat. We’re celebrating for me.”

“Make up your mind, Eijirou. It’s either Pinky or the meat,” Katsuki teased him as he walked away. Eijirou made it so easy…

“Come on, Katsukiii,” his friend whined, wrapping his arms around his chest to stop him. “Don’t make me choose.”

Katsuki tensed, breath caught in his throat. Shit, he wasn’t ready for this. “Fucking… Fine, whatever!” he sputtered, pushing Eijirou’s face away to hide his puppy eyes. “Now get off of me!”

His friend’s pleading pout turned into a bright grin. “Thanks, Katsuki!” he said with a laugh.

Katsuki only shrugged as he hurried home, ignoring his burning cheeks. He had food to prepare if he wanted that grilled meat to be good. He wasn’t running away.

Notes:

Fun fact: I had NO IDEA how to write the last part with Eijirou doing wind magic for the first time until I decided to make it snow again, and it just wrote itself after that. So in conclusion: if you feel stuck, just changing the weather can work wonders!

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Chapter 36: Market Day

Notes:

Finally a calm Monday!

Enjoy this week's chapter!

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Chapter Text

Eijirou was buzzing with excitement. After months of living more or less secluded in a cave, only seeing his close friends, he’d forgotten how much he liked being surrounded by people. The village near Recovery Girl’s home wasn’t any bigger than the one he grew up in, but it still felt like a big city to him, after so long.

“Kirishima, long time no see!” the baker said with a bright grin. “Between you and your grumpy friend here, I wouldn't expect you to be the one who'd avoid people,” he said, glancing between an uncharacteristically quiet Eijirou and a scowling Katsuki.

“Ah, sorry. I’ve been a little busy,” Eijirou replied, chuckling sheepishly and forcing himself to cover his teeth the way he used to. It seemed so weird to him, now…

“I’m just glad to see you’re okay,” he nodded. “So, what can I interest you in today?”

The man tried to start a conversation while he prepared their order, but Katsuki didn’t let him. He paid for it and left, dragging Eijirou out of the little shop and to their next stop.

“Hey, what’s up with you?” Eijirou asked, jogging to keep up with his friend’s quick steps.

Katsuki had been acting strangely ever since they got to town. Eijirou wanted nothing more than to take his time and talk to everyone who recognized him, but his friend wouldn’t let him. He hurried from one place to the other, keeping a hood over his head and never staying in one place longer than necessary.

“I don’t want us to stay here longer than we have to,” Katsuki grumbled.

“Maybe you don’t, but I do,” Eijirou frowned. “I haven’t been here in a while and I’m fine, I promise.”

Katsuki sighed. “I know you are. But still, we shouldn’t stay too long. And Pinky’ll be waiting for us, so…”

“Don't worry! She can wait, she said so herself,” Eijirou pointed out. “Besides, wasn’t this supposed to be a test?”

When he told Katsuki that he wanted to go to the village with him, it was his main argument. If he could spend the whole morning among people, keeping his full human form without feeling the Itch to shift, he could go to the nearby town with Uraraka next time. And maybe, sometime in spring, they’d be able to join Tokoyami in Castelmorn so he could continue learning wind magic with Inasa.

Eijirou was making good progress now that he was able to control the wind, but with Mina leaving in a week, there was no way he’d be able to fly by then. And there was no point in going back to the Golden Mountains if they were still stuck on the ground.

“I said I wasn’t worried,” Katsuki hissed.

Eijirou sighed. “What is it, then?”

“I'll tell you later, just hurry up.”

Upon closer inspection, Katsuki didn’t just look like he was in a hurry. Between the hood on his head and the way he kept glancing around, he looked like he was trying to avoid someone.

“Did something happen? Is there someone you don’t want to see?” Eijirou asked.

Katsuki nodded, but their conversation was cut short when they reached their destination. Eijirou let his friend barter with the woman selling cheese, staying a few steps back, and looked around, wondering who it was that Katsuki was avoiding.

“Um, excuse me,” a woman said to his right, touching his arm hesitantly.

She had pretty brown, wavy hair and seemed quite fit under her thick winter clothes. Eijirou didn’t recognize her accent, but she sounded like she wasn’t from around here.

“Yes? Can I help you?” Eijirou asked, curious.

A man with a thin moustache quickly joined her.

“Hello, are you Kirishima? The dragon hunter?” the woman asked with a hopeful look.

“Uh… I guess so? I mean, I am Kirishima,” he said.

“Wonderful! Our friends Kaminari and Sero told us such great things about you!” she smiled.

“Yeah, we’re huge fans. We really wanted to meet you, ever since they told us your story,” the man added. His accent was slightly different from hers, but Eijirou still had no idea what it was. Something from up north, maybe…

“Thanks!” Eijirou said with a smile, cheeks warming with pride.

They both started talking to him excitedly, asking questions about the dragon he’d slain, what was true about it, if he was here for another dragon… Eijirou didn’t quite catch why they wanted to know all that, but they seemed really nice. Dragons seemed to fascinate them, and Eijirou couldn’t help but feel pleased by their enthusiasm, even if he was a little overwhelmed.

It was hard to follow everything and answer their questions, but Eijirou tried to tell them as much as he could without saying too much. He didn't mention the dragon cities or even the dragon shifters, but he told them more about dragons themselves and what they were like. They seemed so thrilled by every piece of information he could give them…

Too focused on his conversation, Eijirou didn’t notice that Katsuki was done buying their things until his friend grabbed his arm and dragged him away roughly.

“We’re leaving,” he said, not even sparing a look at the couple Eijirou had been talking to.

“Hey, I’m talking,” he protested, planting his feet on the ground and refusing to move further. “Stop being rude.”

Katsuki sent him a long, intense look. “We’re leaving,” he repeated, tugging on his arm.

“Is there a problem?” the woman asked hesitantly. “Hello, Sir, could you be the great Bakugou?”

“I have nothing to say to you,” Katsuki said, trying once more to drag Eijirou away from them.

“Dude, don’t be like this. They’re just interested in dragons.”

Katsuki’s frown deepened. “We. Have nothing. To tell them,” he hissed, final. “We’re leaving.”

Normally, Eijirou would let it slide. He’d just apologize for his friend and follow him. But not today. These people were nice and Katsuki was being an asshole to them. What was wrong with him?

“No,” he said, pulling away from Katsuki’s grip. “I’m not going to let you act like this for no reason.”

“They’re the ones I wanted to avoid,” Katsuki whispered in Mixed Draconic. “And your teeth are showing. Let’s just leave.”

Eijirou closed his mouth when he realized that his friend was right. But the two others hadn’t said anything about it, so what was Katsuki’s problem? He was the one who kept telling Eijirou to show them more!

The man tried to start the conversation again, but Katsuki kept shutting him down. Letting out a long, annoyed sigh, Eijirou gave up. He didn’t know what his friend’s problem was, but he didn’t want to cause a scene here.

“Fine, we'll leave,” he grumbled. Then, he turned toward the two others and said with a sheepish smile, “Sorry about him, you two. Maybe we can talk next time?”

They nodded enthusiastically and waved while Katsuki dragged him out of the village.

“Dude, what was that?” Eijirou asked with a frown, turning toward him the moment they were out of earshot.

“Not now,” Katsuki gritted.

Eijirou rolled his eyes, but kept following him, trying to ignore the anger boiling in his stomach. Katsuki’d better have a good explanation for this.

“So? You gonna tell me what’s going on?” he growled as soon as they’d walked past Recovery Girl’s house.

“I don’t trust them,” Katsuki said.

“Seriously? That’s it? They were nothing but nice and you’re going to be an asshole just because you don’t trust them?”

“They kept asking questions about dragons, and they seemed fucking fake!”

“That sounds like a cheap excuse!” Eijirou argued. “You don’t even know them! They’re the people Kaminari and the others have mentioned recently, right? They all said they seemed like nice people, even Uraraka.”

“And I say they’re shady as fuck and you shouldn’t trust them,” Katsuki replied, final.

“Why? Because they’re interested in dragons?”

“Yes! And you know I’m better than you at judging people, so why the fuck can’t you trust me on this?”

“Because you’re the only one who thinks this!” Eijirou yelled. “Everyone else agrees to say they’re good people who just happen to like dragons!”

“That’s a big reason to not trust them,” Katsuki retorted.

“But why?” Eijirou asked. “Weren’t you just like them, before you met me?”

Katsuki clicked his tongue with a stubborn look. “It was different.”

“You don’t know that. Maybe they’re like you.”

“Doesn’t mean I have to fucking trust them. You’re being reckless, Eijirou. You’re gonna get us in trouble.”

“How? By being polite and answering people’s questions?”

“By attracting the attention of the wrong people!” Katsuki exclaimed. “Why can’t you see how that’s dangerous? What if they’re planning to kill or capture a dragon? What if they're after you?” 

“And what if they aren’t?! You’re just being paranoid.”

“I’m fucking not! You’re the one who’s being too trusting! You even showed them your teeth, Eijirou, what the hell were you thinking?”

Eijirou’s mouth snapped shut at that, as his parents’ voices echoed through his mind, saying the same words to him. He’d heard that most of his life. And after fighting so hard to rid himself from their influence, Eijirou never expected to hear these words coming from Katsuki.

“So that’s how it is, huh?” Eijirou hissed, trying to swallow the lump in his throat. “You’re just going to tell me to hide myself because strangers can’t be trusted? Hide me from everyone? Say I can only trust you?”

“Of course not!” Katsuki protested. “I’m just saying you should be more careful around people you don’t know. It’s not because some people can be trusted here that everyone can.”

“Don’t you think it’s up to me to decide that?” Eijirou spat.

“Why are you fighting me on this?” Katsuki frowned. “I’m just trying to protect you!”

“Well, you know who else was trying to protect me? My parents! So if you’re going to act like them, maybe I’d be better off without you!”

Katsuki paled at that. His mouth snapped shut and his frown relaxed a little, replaced with an expression of disbelief.

“That’s not what I’m trying to do!” Katsuki protested, scowling again. “I’m just… Fuck! I’ve heard stories, okay? People acting all interested in dragons, only to kill them and sell their body parts. Dragon shifters disappearing mysteriously only for dragon teeth and boots and all that shit to suddenly flood the local markets.”

“Who told you these stories? Dragon shifters?” Eijirou asked, frowning.

“Yeah,” Katsuki nodded.

“Of course it was them,” Eijirou scoffed. “I guess humans just can’t be trusted, huh… Seriously, how can you act like them when you know first-hand how they are about you?”

“Because they’re fucking right! I don’t… I haven’t…” Katsuki took a deep breath and sighed. “I haven’t seen any of this personally, but I grew up on all that. It’s like everyone has a relative that was hurt by Land Dwellers. Why do you think I understand when Pinky says they don’t want me?”

“How can you be sure it’s all true? I’ve heard stories about horrible dragons who kill people and capture princesses my whole life, it doesn’t mean they’re right! It just means people here hate dragons!”

“It’s not the same! They’re just stories, no one said they happened to their grandma’s little brother!”

“And so what? It’s just a different tactic to scare kids. You think my mom never lied about knowing someone who was taken by some water monster so I wouldn’t go swimming by myself? Why won’t you give these people a chance, at least?” Eijirou argued.

“Because I know I can’t trust them, okay? These guys, they mean trouble, I just know it. They’re kissing your ass because they want something. And I don’t want to find your head on a spike in a week just because you wanted to give them a fucking chance!”

Eijirou shook his head. “You’ve just been told too many stories about the big bad humans.”

“It’s not that!” Katsuki yelled. “Why can’t you fucking trust me on this?”

There was something in his eyes as he said that. Katsuki looked hurt, desperate to be heard…

But his words sounded too much like the lies Eijirou had been fed his entire life. Maybe Katsuki believed what he was saying, but all Eijirou could see was that his friend was trying to make him scared of trusting people again.

They kept arguing all the way to their place. Eijirou hated it. It felt like they were repeating the same arguments over and over, and neither of them could convince the other.

The atmosphere was tense as they put away their food. Half of what they'd been planning to buy was missing, Eijirou realized. Katsuki probably dragged him away right after buying the cheese.

He prepared lunch in silence, and neither of them said a word until it was ready. Eijirou didn’t like it. He didn’t know what to do. He didn’t want to stay mad at Katsuki, but just thinking about what he’d said, about the way he was treating Eijirou like he was a child who couldn’t make his own decisions… He wasn't going to back down. He wouldn’t let Katsuki win this one.

They were both sitting in silence on opposite sides of the cave when Mina burst inside, groaning and complaining because they hadn’t picked her up on their way like they were supposed to. Too caught up in their argument, they’d both completely forgotten about her.

“Uh, guys? Are you alright? Did something happen?” she asked when neither of them reacted to her rant.

“Katsuki is being a stubborn idiot,” Eijirou said.

“I could say the same about you,” Katsuki retorted.

Eijirou explained the situation to her, hoping to find an ally in her. Mina was sociable. She liked people. She’d trusted Uraraka and Recovery Girl when she first arrived, and she had no trouble showing herself to Kaminari, Sero, and Jirou when she’d just met them. Surely…

“I’m with Bakugou, you shouldn’t trust those guys,” she said before he was even done telling her what happened.

“You… What? But why?” Eijirou asked, confused.

“People who want to know about dragons like that mean trouble,” she said. “The others told me about them, and they sound shady. No one can tell what they want exactly, I don’t trust that.”

“But… But…” Eijirou stammered. “But you trust the others!”

“I knew Recovery Girl was a Friend of the Dragons when I came here,” Mina explained. “And I decided to trust your judgement for Jirou and the others. Especially after I saw their reactions to you. But just because some people can be trusted doesn’t mean all of them can. Especially humans.”

Eijirou sighed. Of course she’d say that. Of course she’d side with Katsuki. How could he have thought she wouldn’t? She probably thought that every human was out for dragon blood or something, like the other dragon shifters.

Letting out an irritated sigh, Eijirou stood up to put on his coat and boots. “You know what? I don’t need this.”

“What?” Mina asked.

“Where the fuck are you going?” Katsuki demanded.

“I’m not going back to the village, if that’s what you’re worried about,” Eijirou said, rolling his eyes. “I just need some fresh air. I don’t want to deal with either of you right now.”

With that, he walked away, ignoring Katsuki’s and Mina’s calls. He didn’t want to look at them. He felt angry, and betrayed, and he really needed to be alone. Hopefully, they could all make up when he came back. Not that Eijirou was going to back down.

He knew he was right. It wasn't about strangers in the village anymore, he simply refused to live like this, acting like everyone was out to kill him. He’d done that enough in the past, and it hadn’t done him any good.

.

Eijirou was still mad at him, Katsuki knew. They'd been coolly cordial ever since their fight, but all of their interactions felt strained and Katsuki didn't know how to fix it. He'd bought overpriced cured meat as a peace offering, and Eijirou had accepted it with a halfhearted ‘thank you’ and a smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes. There hadn’t been any improvement since.

Eijirou seemed hurt, too. He probably didn't like this any more than Katsuki did, but he seemed to be waiting for Katsuki to admit he was wrong, and that Katsuki refused to do. He knew he was right. Those nosy strangers meant trouble.

What was only a vague feeling when the Clown Trio first mentioned them had turned into an absolute conviction the second he saw them talking to Eijirou with the fakest smiles he’d seen in a while. Katsuki could smell that they were hiding their true intentions, the same way he could smell when an ingredient had gone bad, even if it still looked perfect. He didn’t know what they wanted exactly, but they seemed way too eager to know more about them, and their stories didn’t add up.

Katsuki sighed. As much as he hated the idea, the situation would only get worse with time, and they should probably… talk about it. Or something. Maybe fight it out first to get rid of the frustration, then really figure out what the problem was, because there was no way it was just about these guys anymore.

It was probably the best option, and Katsuki was starting to suspect that it was the reason why Pinky still hadn’t shown up today, even though she was leaving in just a few days. That would explain the meaningful look she gave him when she left yesterday, saying she might come by later than usual today… In which case, she should have been fucking clear so that Katsuki wouldn't have let Eijirou go check on their traps on his own.

Now that Katsuki thought about it, his friend had been gone for a while. He said he’d be back in time for lunch, but the food was ready and he still wasn’t back. Checking traps didn’t take that long, and it was unusual for Eijirou to make him wait like this, especially after the boar incident a few weeks ago. Did he need to be alone for a little while? Did he take a break to enjoy the late-winter sun and maybe work on his wind magic? Was he that mad at Katsuki?

He shook his head, fidgeting with the tusk around his neck. There was no point in agonizing. Eijirou was fine, probably. There was no reason to worry, and their whole argument was apparently because he thought Katsuki was too controlling, so running after him might not be the best idea.

Except the food was getting cold, and Katsuki was hungry. 

Squashing the heavy pang of worry forming in his stomach, Katsuki ate some bread while he waited for his friend.

A whole lot of bread and cheese later, Eijirou still wasn’t back, and Katsuki’s guts were too knotted for him to eat more.

There was no way around it: something must have happened to Eijirou. 

“Fuck you, Eijirou. You better have a good reason for this shit this time,” Katsuki grumbled under his breath as he put away the food and pulled on his boots.

He was immediately hit by the warm sun piercing through the freezing air. At least the snow was long gone and he wouldn’t catch a cold if he had to run through the forest this time.

Frowning and pestering, he walked down the path toward their traps, half surprised not to see Eijirou there. Finding him should be easy this time: they always checked the traps in the same order, following roughly the same path. If Katsuki went the opposite way, he was bound to overtake his friend sooner or later.

The first trap he found hadn’t been checked yet. It looked like some creature had managed to activate it and get away the night before. It was fine, Katsuki told himself as he forced himself to put it back in place with shaky hands. It was the last trap Eijirou was supposed to check on. If he’d gotten distracted by something, it made sense that it had been left untouched.

Katsuki walked a little faster toward the second one, careful not to miss anything. He even called out Eijirou's name a couple of times, but there was no response. The birds were chirping in the trees around him, and Katsuki hated how their cheerful songs grated against his rising dread. The forest didn’t care about what might happen to Eijirou, and it made Katsuki want to explode.

The second trap was untouched as well. It might mean nothing. Maybe it was just empty. But there was no trace of Eijirou around it and… Fuck.

Katsuki almost ran toward the next trap. The only thing that stopped him from sprinting was that he might miss something important. Run straight past a collapsed Eijirou, for instance. He called and called again, but there was no sign of him.

The third trap was untouched as well. Katsuki let his hands explode to scare away the stupid fucking birds with their stupid fucking songs. He didn’t even try to set it right and ran toward the fourth one, heart beating wildly in his chest as he fought his rising panic. There were only five traps. There was no way Eijirou got distracted this early, right? Something must have happened. If he needed more time alone, he’d have at least finished his task first.

Unless…

“If you’re going to act like my parents, maybe I’d be better off without you!”

Katsuki’s throat caught at the memory. But there was no way Eijirou was gone like this! His stuff was still in the cave, including part of his hoard! Or was he waiting for Katsuki to go look for him to come back, take everything, and run away?

No. Fuck. Calm down. That wasn’t Eijirou’s style. If he was going to do something like that, he’d talk about it first.

He did sneak away from his house, though. That was how he left his family, all those months ago. Almost a year now. He got up one morning and left without saying a word.

Katsuki shook his head. That wasn’t it. It couldn’t be. Eijirou wasn’t like that! He’d tried talking to his parents first! But…

… There was something orange on the ground.

Katsuki almost didn’t notice it at first, sticking out from the dirt as it was, but it wasn’t just a dead leaf. Cold dread pierced through his heart like an icicle the second he recognized it. It was a piece of fabric. More precisely, it was one of Eijirou’s headbands. A major piece of his hoard.

There was no way Eijirou would leave it behind without noticing.

Katsuki didn’t know how he did it, but his friend could recognize each piece of his hoard by touch alone and he counted them all the time to make sure they were all still in place.

Breath catching in his throat, Katsuki took a few more steps, clutching the piece of fabric in his fist. There was a small clearing ahead, peaceful and undisturbed. There was no trace of a fight or anything, but it only took a second for Katsuki to realize what felt so wrong about it: there was no clearing here before today.

Walking carefully, he inspected every nook and cranny, trying to figure out what happened here. There was nothing.

“Eijirou! I’ve got your headband, you distracted dumbass, so get your ass over here!” Katsuki shouted.

As expected, there was still no answer. All he had was Eijirou’s precious headband and a feeling of overwhelming dread. There was still a chance that it was nothing, that Eijirou saw another boar and got distracted, but given what he’d just found out, it didn’t seem likely anymore.

Eijirou was missing, and Katsuki had to find him before something happened to him.

Notes:

That's right! This year for Valentine's Day I offer you... pain! Or potential pain at least.

I wrote this chapter and the ones that follow super fast because I was very inspired (and also on vacation), and then Fey made me rework almost everything. I hope you liked the result!

Also, quick note: don't rack your brain trying to figure out who the market couple is. They're OCs

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Chapter 37: Finding Eijirou

Notes:

On time again this week, isn't it amazing?

It's time to find out what Kirishima has been up to

This chapter, along with the one before and the one after, had to be massively changed (much more than the others). I hope you'll like the result!

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Chapter Text

Eijirou didn’t know where he was. Everything happened so fast…

One moment he was checking on his and Katsuki’s traps, wondering what he could do to clear out the heavy atmosphere that had settled between them since their fight, and the next he was trapped in what felt like a dark stone room, chained to a wall. His whole body was sore and he felt so disoriented…

He was attacked, he remembered that part. There was a suspicious noise that he went to investigate, between the second and the third trap, and then… too many things happened at once. Several people jumped on him; too many to count. Eijirou did his best to defend himself, but he was taken by surprise, unprepared, and he wasn’t carrying any weapon beside a small knife.

He vaguely remembered being carried too, and then… nothing until he woke up here, sitting on the cold hard ground of this room, with heavy chains around his wrists holding his arms up.

“I think he’s awake,” a woman said. That accent… that voice… Eijirou knew them.

“About time,” someone else added—a man, this time. Eijirou didn’t know this one, but he had an annoyingly shrill voice.

“Hey, dragon. Get up,” another unknown man said.

Eijirou kept his eyes closed and made sure to keep his expression neutral. He didn’t want them to know he was awake yet.

“You said he wasn’t alone…” the man with the shrill voice said. “What if his friends come for him?”

“Maybe one of them will be that pink dragon we saw. Imagine: two dragons to sell! Scales, horns, heart, meat, claws… We’re going to be rich!” the other man exclaimed gleefully.

“It also means we should hurry,” Shrill Voice retorted. “Better get it over with fast. He doesn’t have any value to us as a human, and if we want him to transform, he has to be awake.”

Eijirou’s guts filled with ice with each word he heard. So that was what they were after? They wanted to kill him and sell his body parts? How did they even know he was a dragon?

Eijirou had been feeling surprisingly calm so far, but his fear surged up with a vengeance, paralyzing him. Those words… this whole situation… It was like all of Eijirou’s nightmares coming true. He couldn’t believe his parents had been right all along. He couldn’t believe Katsuki and Mina were right. He couldn’t… This couldn’t be real!

Eijirou heard footsteps beside him, but he was still caught off-guard by the harsh kick to the ribs that followed.

“I said get up, you damn dragon,” the second man repeated above him.

Eijirou’s eyes snapped open as the air was kicked out of his lungs. He wheezed, pulling uselessly on the chains tying him to the wall.

“That’s more like it,” the man sneered.

Eijirou looked up to find a man with dirty blond hair and a rat-like face looking down on him with a sneer. A quick glance around the room showed that he was surrounded by three… no, four people. Three men and…

“You’re the woman I met at the market,” Eijirou said darkly.

“Oh, I’m flattered you remember me,” she said with a derisive smirk, so far from her pleasant smiles a few days ago. What a lying, scheming damn… snake!

“What do you want?”

“Not much,” she shrugged. “We just want you to show us your dragon form.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Eijirou said immediately. “How would I turn into a dragon?”

“Don’t play that game with us,” Rat Face said, rolling his eyes. “Jana told us how much you were blabbering about dragons, back in the village. And you let your scales show while you were fighting us. We know you’re one of those dragon shifters.”

“What? Everyone knows dragon shifters don’t exist,” Eijirou tried again.

That earned him another nasty kick.

“You’re so bad at this,” Jana– or rather Snake Lady sighed, cringing like his desperate attempts at lying were physically painful to her.

“I told you to cut the crap already,” Rat Face spat. “Now you better transform, or else…”

He took a knife from his belt, threatening. It was small and ridiculously ornate, but Eijirou could tell at a glance that it was razor-sharp and not to be trifled with.

“Or else what? You’re going to kill me?” Eijirou asked, looking away from the glistening blade. “I thought I was of no value to you in this form.”

“Fuck… You’ve said too much, you idiot!” Rat Face said to Shrill Voice.

“How was I supposed to know he was already awake?”

“Guys, stop arguing,” Snake Lady stepped in. “There are other ways to make him transform.”

Rat Face smirked, testing the sharpness of his blade. “I like where this is going.”

The words escaped Eijirou’s mouth before he could stop them. “Good luck with that,” he said with a mocking scoff.

“The fuck did you just say?” Rat Face hissed.

Wrong choice…

Damn it, Eijirou was just being stupid. He was supposed to buy time, not anger these people! He was going to die for sure, at this rate.

“Why are you guys even doing this?” Eijirou asked, forcing himself to keep his voice under control. He couldn’t let them know he was scared.

“For the money, obviously,” Shrill Voice said with a shrug.

“So you’re poachers?”

The man snickered. “There’s no law stopping us from killing dragons here. We’re just normal hunters. Nothing illegal with that.”

“But I’m not an animal!” Eijirou protested. “You’re just murderers!”

Snake Lady huffed out a laugh. “Do you have any idea how much dragon parts sell for?” she asked. “People are ready to pay fortunes for them. We could all live like kings for years! So call us whatever you want, we don’t care about that.”

“But…”

“You’re not the first dragon shifter we've killed and sold, you know? You guys are so much easier to handle than actual dragons. And it doesn’t make a difference to our clients.”

Eijirou opened his mouth to protest again, but Rat Face grabbed his hand before he could say anything, pressing the tip of his blade against his arm.

Eijirou hardened before it could break the skin, letting out his scales and claws and slashing the man’s hand instead. The blade fell on the ground with a loud clatter.

“You fucker!” Rat Face swore, jumping back and holding his bloody hand to his chest.

Eijirou snarled at him.

Snake Lady sighed. “So you want to do this the hard way, huh…” she said. “Suit yourself. We’ll just let you rot here until you change your mind.”

“But what about his friends?” Shrill Voice argued. “Do we really have time for this?”

“We’ve cleaned up the scene. There’s no way his travel companion is going to find us this fast. We’ll get ready, and when he comes, we’ll take him out,” she shrugged.

“They never last long in isolation anyway,” the fourth person said, a man with dark hair who’d been watching in silence the whole time.

“Good point,” Snake Lady agreed. “Lock him up.”

Dark Hair nodded and kneeled, putting both palms on the ground. Eijirou’s eyes widened in horror as he saw the stone around him start moving. Damn it, this guy was an earth mage!

Desperate, Eijirou tried to move, to do something… too late. A wall formed in front of him, trapping him in complete darkness. His new space wasn’t so tight that he couldn’t move, but with the chains still around his wrists, Eijirou had no idea how big it really was, and it terrified him.

“Enjoy your stay, dragon,” Snake Lady said.

“You could probably get out of here if you shifted, you know…” Shrill Voice added.

As if Eijirou would be stupid enough to fall for something like that.

He was an earth mage anyway. A little stone wasn’t going to scare him.

It wasn’t… It wasn’t!

So why was it suddenly so hard to breathe? It was all so damn… stupid!

How could Eijirou have been such an idiot? He’d been warned his whole life by his parents, and again by his friends just this week, and he’d been too stubborn to listen! How could he believe he could just stop hiding altogether? Just because a few people were fine with dragons didn’t mean that the majority didn’t see them as monsters! Or prey, in this case. How many stories had Katsuki and Mina told him, where ‘Land Dwellers tried to hurt dragons, so the dragons fought back or left forever’?

And now, he was trapped here by at least four people, probably more, and Katsuki had no chance of ever finding him.

Curling up to hide his head between his knees, tears prickling in his eyes, Eijirou mindlessly started counting his headbands, trying to find some comfort. The blue one from Shizuka’s dress, the yellow one from his mother’s apron, the red one from an old scarf, the orange one from…

Eijirou froze. He couldn’t feel it. It wasn’t here. He knew he’d put it on top this morning, and he couldn’t feel it anymore!

Searching frantically, he counted again. One… Two… Three… Shizuka… His mother… The scarf… And that was it. The fourth one was gone. It was gone!

Damn it, how could he be so careless?! How was he supposed to focus like this, with part of his hoard gone? How could he die in peace when…

No, he wasn’t going to die here, damn it! He wouldn’t let it happen! It wouldn’t be manly to just lie here and let them do whatever they wanted to him.

Berating himself, he contorted himself to start checking on his belts as well, and let out a sigh of relief when he counted all of them. It didn’t make up for his lost headband, but it was a start. And finally…

Eijirou searched for his mittens in his pockets, slowly at first and then more panicked when he realized that one of them was missing. He cursed under his breath again. He could only find one. One of Katsuki’s mittens was gone too! How could he lose two precious things in one day? It was in his pocket, there was no way he could have–

Eijirou froze once more, his erratic breathing stopping all at once. Maybe… Maybe it would help Katsuki realize that something was up? His friend knew he wouldn’t drop his precious hoard so carelessly, after all, and he was a great tracker, so…

No, Eijirou thought, shaking his head. It made no sense to hope for that. Katsuki was probably still waiting for him at home. Besides, after what happened with the boar… And there was their fight…

Eijirou bit his lip, worried. What if Katsuki thought he’d run away because he hated him? Throat clenching, he slapped his cheek to get rid of the thought. He had to believe in his friend. And he had to believe in himself, too.

There was no point in hoping for help. Even if Katsuki knew he was gone by now, even if he was trying to look for him, Eijirou wasn’t going to wait until he was rescued. There was no way he could look his friend in the eyes after that, if he did.

Eijirou was an earth mage, and being chained in the dark wasn’t going to scare him. If these guys thought making him wait like this would be enough to break his will, they were wrong. Eijirou could be patient, and now that he was truly testing them, these chains seemed pretty damaged. He might not be as good with metal as Tetsutetsu, but his years at the forge had taught him everything he needed about probing for weaknesses and exploiting them. With enough time, he was pretty sure he could break them. And these guys had left him with plenty of it.

Maybe his friends were going to rescue him, or maybe they weren’t, but Eijirou wasn’t going to just sit here and give up without a fight!

.

“I swear, this dumbass better not be hunting again,” Katsuki muttered under his breath as he banged on Recovery Girl’s front door.

He’d half-run, half-flown here, using explosions to propel himself faster.

Ears was the one who opened.

“Bakugou? What are you doing here?” she asked. “Mina is–”

Katsuki pushed her aside before she could finish her sentence, stomping into the main room. The soothing smell of herbs and warm food immediately hit him. In his current state, it was sickening.

Dunce Face, Recovery Girl, and Pinky looked up from the table, surprised.

“Gather everyone. It’s a fucking emergency,” Katsuki said.

“Wow, did your conversation with Kirishima go that badly?” Pinky asked while Ears went outside to get Cheeks and Elbows in the garden.

Katsuki shook his head, tapping his foot impatiently as he waited for everyone to join them inside.

“Eijirou is gone,” he announced before Ears could even close the door behind them.

“He’s what?” Dunce Face asked, surprised.

“He’s missing. He left to check on traps hours ago and I can’t find him. We’ve gotta look for him,” Katsuki said.

“Hey, uh, do you mind telling us more, first? What makes you so sure he didn’t get distracted and just wander off?” Elbows asked.

Katsuki gritted his teeth so hard they almost snapped. They didn’t have time for this shit, damn it! With a growl of frustration, he opened his satchel and took out the orange headband.

“I found this on the ground, right next to a clearing among the trees that wasn’t there yesterday!” he barked.

“Are you sure you didn’t wander into another part of the forest?” Dunce Face asked.

“I know this part of the forest, dumbass!” Katsuki yelled, one second away from tearing the idiot’s head off with his bare teeth. “Do you think I’m fucking stupid? I tried looking for him, I could only track him until that damn clearing, and then nothing!”

There was a beat of confused silence after his outburst. Eyes going wide with realization, but not a single movement. When no one reacted, Katsuki decided to do without these fucking idiots.

He was about to storm outside when Pinky said, “I didn’t catch what you said. Is that Kirishima’s? What happened?”

“He went outside and hasn't come back. I found this in the mud. It’s part of his hoard,” Katsuki replied, getting more frustrated by the second.

Pinky gasped.

“You're right. Something must be wrong. We have to look for him!” she exclaimed, jumping out of her chair.

Fucking finally! Katsuki nodded, ready to leave with her.

“Wait for us! We’re coming too,” Ears exclaimed then, stopping him in his tracks once more. “You’re right, it really sounds like he’s in trouble.”

Cheeks exchanged a look with her master and ran to grab her coat and medical bag before they all left together.

The walk back toward their cave seemed to last an eternity. Katsuki wanted nothing more than to blast his way there, but he didn’t want the others to get lost.

“Go ahead without us,” Uraraka said before they even reached the forest. “See if you find him. I’ll guide everyone else and we’ll join you at the bottom of the path uphill, okay?”

Katsuki nodded stiffly and ran further ahead before launching himself forward with a couple of blasts.

“Hey, wait for me!” Mina called directly to his right as he left everyone far behind.

Katsuki almost misfired when he realized that she was gliding on the ground at the same speed as him.

“How the fuck do you do that?” he couldn’t help but ask, forcing himself to look away from her and focus on where he was going.

“It’s slimy water and wind,” she explained, looking resolutely ahead.

Not bad, Katsuki thought. Had the situation been less stressful, he might even have said it out loud.

He left Mina in the clearing where he found Eijirou’s headband, in case she could find more clues, while he blasted himself upward, landing directly in front of his cave.

Something was causing a ruckus inside. Katsuki didn’t know if it was Eijirou looking for his stuff or whoever had captured him, but whatever it was, he wasn’t going to let them take him by surprise. He pushed the curtain aside in one swift move, one hand raised and ready to throw a blast at the potential intruder…

… But there was nothing.

Surprised, Katsuki cautiously scanned the room until something flashed red and yellow at his feet.

There was a dragon there. A mimic dragon, jumping in place in the middle of the room and flashing bright colors to catch his attention.

“Fucking… Fluffy?” he asked, dumbfounded.

So she decided to show up now? Seriously! Katsuki had been waiting to see her for weeks and now that he didn’t have time for this shit–

There was something in her mouth. A mitten. Katsuki’s mitten. Or rather, Eijirou’s mitten, now. Could it be…

“Where’s Eijirou?”

The mimic dragon ran outside and waited for him to follow, still holding the mitten between her teeth. Katsuki followed her down the path, wondering why he was even counting on her to find his friend.

He saw Mina at the bottom of the hill, waiting.

“I found nothing at the clearing. Whoever created it knew what they were doing, I can’t smell anything,” she said, a worried crease in her brows. “Did you find anything?”

Katsuki pointed at the mimic dragon, who was flashing madly on his right.

“No, but it looks like she did.”

“Is that… Fluffy?” Mina asked in disbelief. “Do you think she knows where he is?”

“You got a better idea?” Katsuki asked.

She shook her head. “I guess we’ll have to follow her. But what about the others?”

“I don’t fucking know, but she’s getting impatient,” Katsuki said while Fluffy flew back toward him and started pulling on his cape, holding the mitten tightly in her paws.

Mina sighed. “I’ll go get the others, they can’t be far. Leave a trail for us.”

Katsuki nodded and started walking in the direction the mimic dragon was pulling him toward. As soon as she knew she had his attention, she flew ahead and he ran after her. She was almost invisible most of the time, but she flashed a bright color every now and then to help him follow her.

They were going fairly fast, even if Katsuki had to slow down regularly to leave a scorch mark for the others. Still, with each passing step, he started doubting himself more. What if the mimic dragon wasn’t leading him anywhere in particular? What if Katsuki was wasting his precious time following her when Eijirou was injured somewhere and needed his help?

Swallowing his doubts, Katsuki kept going, forcing himself to move faster until finally, they reached an old, abandoned fort on a hill. Then, the little dragon flashed red several times in front of the building and dropped the mitten before she vanished.

Of fucking course that’s where Eijirou would be…

“You think he’s here?” Dunce Face asked behind him.

Katsuki jumped in surprise and almost exploded his face. Too focused on not losing sight of the mimic dragon, he hadn’t realized the others had joined him.

“When the fuck did you get here?” Katsuki hissed.

“Just now. Mina slid us here,” Ears said with a wince, trying to shake off the slime on her shoes until Mina turned it back into normal water.

“You know, I’ve heard rumors about that old fort being haunted, recently,” Uraraka said, pensive. “Maybe people moved in there?”

“I can check if there are people inside, if we can get closer,” Jirou said.

“But if there are people inside and they have Kirishima, what do we do?” Sero asked. “Maybe you’re a great fighter, Bakugou, but we’re not. We can defend ourselves in a pinch, but not much else.”

“I’m confident in my fighting skills, but I’m more of a healer than a fighter,” Uraraka added.

“Can Mina even fight?” Dunce Face asked.

“She can turn into a dragon, of course she can fight,” Sero retorted.

“I can fight,” Mina said darkly. She let some of the slimy water in her hand fall on the ground, and the dirt sizzled ominously as it dissolved.

“Is that fucking acid?” Katsuki asked, impressed.

She nodded.

“If they hurt Kirishima, I’ll make sure their mothers won’t recognize their bones.”

Katsuki shivered at the low growl resonating in her voice. It wasn’t an empty threat and he knew it. She was no longer the friendly, excitable woman he’d known for the past two months. She was a dragon on the warpath, and if her kin was in danger, there would be hell to pay.

“Okay, so she can fight,” Dunce Face whispered, his eyes almost popping out of their sockets as he stared at the corroded ground.

.

Luckily for them, the fort had been abandoned long enough for the forest to take over. It stopped just a few dozen steps away from the gate, meaning they could stay under the cover of the trees most of the way. Still, it was way too far for Jirou to be able to hear anything, even with her natural wind magic that gave her incredible hearing. She'd have to get closer.

Katsuki didn’t like it. She wasn’t a fighter, and it’d be hard to protect her at this distance. He knew she could be stealthy, but if someone was watching…

He shook his head. She said she could do it. She had a short sword to defend herself in a pinch. Eijirou’s life might be on the line.

Katsuki’s hand flew to his boar tusk and he squeezed it, letting the smooth, polished texture soothe him a little. He couldn’t explain why he'd even kept it, since Eijirou hadn’t meant to court him with it, but he couldn’t help it. It was the first time Eijirou actually dedicated a kill to him, and he knew he’d want to have it for the day his friend did it on purpose and he could start an actual necklace of dedicated kills. It wasn’t a shifter thing, of course, but… Katsuki just liked the idea. And he’d like it even more when Eijirou did the same for him. Maybe Katsuki should consider hunting something for him…

But first, they'd have to rescue him.

Jirou nodded after repeating the plan one last time, spotting the potential hiding spots she could use before she reached the fort. Then, she got to work.

It was fucking reckless, Katsuki knew. They all did. It would probably be wiser to wait until dark, but that was hours away and he refused to make Eijirou wait any longer than he had to. And Jirou must have agreed, because it didn’t take any convincing for her to accept going on recon in broad daylight, based solely on the fact that they couldn’t see anyone at the fort’s windows.

She walked toward the impressive stone walls quickly, with purpose. It was only a few steps and she’d soon be hard to spot from the small windows, but time seemed to stretch as she drew closer. Katsuki expected something to happen with each step: a deadly trap activating, someone noticing her and shooting arrows at her from one of the windows…

Would Katsuki be able to reach her in time if she was five steps away from him? Ten? Twenty?

He clenched his fists, feeling the tusk in his palm, and held his breath with the others until Jirou reached the wall and started listening.

She raised an arm after a few seconds: there were people inside.

Katsuki held his breath again. Just because the fort was occupied didn’t mean–

She waved. Eijirou was with them.

It was almost enough for Katsuki to throw away the plan and attack the whole damn fort himself to get to him… but the others weren’t fighters. He didn’t want someone else to get hurt today.

Jirou jogged back calmly and joined them under the cover of the trees for a more detailed report.

“They were arguing about whether or not they should stand guard and how, so I figured it was safe to come back now,” she explained. Katsuki translated for Mina, to make sure she fully understood.. “They have Kirishima for sure. He’s trapped ‘somewhere safe’, I think he’s on the upper floors.”

“You don’t know where?” Katsuki asked.

“That’s all I have. It’s not like I could ask them,” she grumbled, frowning.

Katsuki wasn’t sure if she was mad at him for asking or at herself for not being able to learn more, but with the way she shook her head before she continued, he felt that it was probably the latter.

“Anyway, I think they’re expecting us to come. Or at least, they’re expecting Bakugou. But they think they have plenty of time until he finds this place, so they won’t be prepared.”

“How many are they?” Uraraka asked.

“Thirteen,” Jirou said confidently. “One of them said ‘we’re thirteen fighters and he’s alone, why would we have to prepare?’”

“So they’re also overconfident,” Sero pointed out. “Good.”

“Not all of them but yeah,” Jirou nodded.

“Is Kirishima hurt?” Uraraka asked again, clutching her medical bag. “Did they talk about that?”

Jirou sighed. “I’m not sure. I know he’s still alive, but they said something about how ‘they never last’ and they needed to keep an eye on him. I don’t know–”

“Fuck that. Let’s go,” Katsuki interrupted her.

Whatever Eijirou was going through, he refused to make him wait.

“Wait,” Cheeks said, putting a hand on his arm. “Do any of them use magic? Could you tell?”

Ears shook her head. “They said they had mages, but I’m not sure what they can do.”

“Anything else we should know?” Dunce Face asked, like he really wanted to make them waste their fucking time.

Ears nodded. “They know about Mina. They mentioned wanting to capture ‘the pink dragon’ several times.”

“So they were after dragons, those assholes…” Katsuki growled. He wasn’t surprised in the slightest, but having his suspicions confirmed only made him hate them more. How dared they do this? How dared they hurt Eijirou just when he was starting to learn how to open up to people?

“I don’t understand all, but I’m the pink dragon, yes?” Pinky asked before he could tell her what Ears just said. “Because if they want dragons, I give them dragons.”

With that, she marched out of the forest, turned into a dragon, and roared.

The others barely had time to get in position, but Katsuki wasn’t worried: they were as ready as they could be.

It was time to save Eijirou.

Notes:

If you thought Bakugou was exaggerating when he talked about dragon shifters mysteriously disappearing just as dragon products start appearing on the market: no he wasn't.

Also, Jana wasn't supposed to have a name at first, but as always, the moment she got one (picked both kind of randomly and also because it could be from pretty much anywhere), I decided on a backstory no one will care about. So just know she's highly educated and couldn't find a job after her studies, so she became a dragon hunter instead because it paid more. A tragic tale of saturated job markets and underpaid jobs...
(but also I'm pretty sure I read something on the subject at one point, so if someone remembers please tell me, it's killing me)

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Chapter 38: Daring Escape

Notes:

And we're back to late posting because I have too much work! Though I guess it doesn't change much at this point

I hope you're ready for action!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Eijirou wasn’t sure how long he’d been working on weakening his cuffs that chained him to the wall, but after some probing and strategic pulling to efficiently weaken the metal, he could feel that they were close enough that a good tug would free him. And on both sides, at that! Once the cuffs were off, he would be ready to jump out of his prison as soon as they opened it and make a run for it.

Before he could second guess his plan, he hardened his entire upper body and pulled. Nothing happened for a moment, but Eijirou was expecting that. Just because the chains were weakened didn’t mean they were going to snap immediately. He kept pulling away from the wall using his entire body, groaning with the effort. His muscles screamed at him to stop, but Eijirou didn’t falter. Just a little more…

There! Little by little, he could feel the metal losing shape until finally, the restraint on his left arm snapped with a loud clatter.

Surprised and unbalanced by the sudden give, Eijirou stopped pulling and listened to the sounds outside of his small prison. Weakening the chains had been pretty noisy and Eijirou was hoping that his captors couldn’t hear the difference between him struggling haphazardly and methodically freeing himself—if they could hear him at all—but he hadn't thought breaking the chains would be so loud…

Holding his breath, not even daring to move, Eijirou listened, eyes wide open in the complete darkness.

There was nothing.

He could hear muffled voices outside, but although he couldn’t make out what the people standing watch were saying, they didn’t seem more alarmed than before. Someone laughed loudly, and Eijirou relaxed with a sigh of relief.

He took a moment to shake his freed left hand, massaging his wrist awkwardly, and started working on the other cuff.

This one was much easier to break than the last, since he could pull on it with his entire weight and it was on the verge of snapping already. 

With both his arms free, Eijirou stood up and looked around. His eyes had adjusted to the darkness by now, and he could see tiny spots of light higher on the wall. Apparently, the earth mage had merely created a second wall in front of the one he was chained to, trapping him in the narrow space in between. Eijirou didn’t know if it was a good or a bad thing, but at least, he could move around a little. Now, for his next step…

On the other side of the wall, a door suddenly opened with a bang. Eijirou froze.

“We’re under attack!” someone yelled. “The pink dragon is here!”

Mina? Did Mina come to rescue him? Was Katsuki with her?

Eijirou heard the scrambling sounds of weapons being picked up in haste.

“Perfect! We don’t even have to look for it!” someone exclaimed cheerfully. “Let’s go! Maybe seeing the pink one's dead body will knock the fight out of this one!”

“Two dragons with one stone!” another added.

Eijirou growled at the thought. He couldn’t believe such awful people existed. There was no way he’d let them hurt Mina!

“Get back here, you assholes!” he yelled when he heard them leaving, throwing himself at the wall.

“Oh no, you’re going to stay right here until we’re ready to deal with you,” someone yelled back.

The rest was confused. Eijirou heard the rough rumbling of stone being manipulated, then nothing again.

Snarling, Eijirou hardened his body and got to work, punching the wall in front of him at a steady pace. If his friends had come to save him, he wasn’t going to just sit here and wait for them. He was causing them enough trouble as it was. The least he could do was make things easier for them and try to get out while everyone was distracted.

A dozen punches in, Eijirou was sure of one thing: the wall was a lot thicker than it had been earlier. The earth mage had probably reinforced it before he left to make sure Eijirou didn’t escape while he was gone.

As if that would be enough to stop him, Eijirou thought with a snarl. His friends were looking for him on the other side. These people knew he was a dragon, but they apparently had no idea that he was an earth mage, too. He didn’t know how to probe stone the way he did metal, but the hours he’d spent punching solid things to improve his hardening ability had taught him everything he needed to know.

He could punch that stupid wall for hours if he had to, and he’d destroyed enough boulders to know that it didn’t matter if his efforts didn't have an effect right away. The wall shook with each punch, and even if it held strong for a hundred, the hundred and first would destroy it.

Letting out a wild roar, Eijirou punched and punched until finally, the stone started giving in. Gravel showered down but Eijirou didn’t let it distract him. He shook his head and kept going without stopping.

Finally, his right fist went straight through the stone. The wall crumbled some more, and Eijirou winced at the sudden light flooding through the hole as the stone started to crack. Two more punches, and it crumbled completely, partially burying a fully hardened Eijirou under it.

It took him a few seconds to free himself completely but aside from the gravel in his hair and the dust on his clothes, he was completely unscathed.

He looked up and met the wide, stunned eyes of two men with raised weapons who clearly didn’t expect him to succeed—or at least, not in this form.

“How…” one of them started.

Eijirou didn’t let him finish. Still fully hardened, he knocked them out with two swift slugs, using their surprise to his advantage.

With them out of the way, Eijirou looked around to find a way out. There was a small, barred window high above the floor that he couldn’t reach, and aside from it… Where did they hide the door?

Eijirou was going to look further when he heard the sound of explosions outside. Explosions, and frantic yelling. Katsuki!

“Eijirou!” his friend called somewhere to Eijirou’s left, his voice muffled by the thick stone. “Eijirou!”

Eijirou grinned.

“Katsuki! I’m right here!” he shouted back, his body already hardened so he could punch the stupid wall keeping him away from his best friend.

“Where?” Katsuki yelled.

“Wait for me!”

He went back to work, punching his second wall of the day as the sounds of explosions got closer. This one was much thinner than the previous one, he could feel it. Barely a few hits later, the stone crumbled in front of him, revealing a wide-eyed, startled Katsuki standing in the cloud of dust Eijirou had created.

Eijirou smiled, wide and relieved. “You came,” he panted, letting his body unharden.

His words snapped Katsuki out of his stupor. “You okay?” he asked, sending a quick glance aside.

Eijirou followed his gaze to find the doorway standing just a few meters away from them. Oh, well…

“Yeah, I’m fine,” he nodded.

“They didn’t hurt you?”

Eijirou shook his head. “My skin was too thick for them.”

Katsuki nodded, relieved.

“How did you find me?” Eijirou asked.

Katsuki grinned then, fierce and confident. “You really thought a bunch of assholes could keep me away from you?”

Eijirou huffed a surprised laugh at that, grinning so hard his cheeks hurt. There was no time for him to think about why his heart was doing somersaults in his chest even though his breathing was back to normal, though. A scream down the hall startled them both.

 

Katsuki had just enough time to turn toward the source of the noise before he was pushed aside by a hardened Eijirou. In the same moment, sharp stone spikes emerged from the ground, right under his friend’s feet. They grated against his hardened skin, but Eijirou broke them with a few kicks.

Katsuki looked up to find a man with long dark hair crouched low, palms flat on the floor, glaring at them from his spot further down the corridor.

“Be careful, he’s an earth mage,” he said, turning around to face the threat.

“No shit,” Katsuki said as he extended an arm past Eijirou, covering his friend’s eyes with his other hand as he threw a blinding explosion at the enemy.

He followed quickly with a second one intended to deal as much damage as possible. But when the smoke cleared… they were faced by a wall.

“Ha! As if that’s gonna stop us!” Katsuki barked as he rushed toward it, palms raised to blast through.

More spikes emerged from the ground, but now that he knew what to expect, he had no trouble dodging them. This asshole was slow as fuck, and Katsuki wasn’t going to fall for the same trick twice.

As expected from cowards like these guys, the wall only crumbled to reveal another one behind it. He exploded it as well, and the next one, and the next one, until–

“Katsuki, watch out!”

The floor collapsed under his feet. That fucking idiot probably manipulated the stone to the point where he’d weakened the very structure of the building. Unless that was his plan all along, depending on how smart the fucker was.

Eijirou tackled him, wrapping himself around Katsuki to protect him from the falling stones. Katsuki used a weak blast and a strong updraft to cushion their fall. Thankfully, Eijirou managed not to crush him when they landed on the floor below.

“Get off me,” Katsuki said, pushing him away as soon as the fourth floor stopped falling on them.

Good call, because the Earth Bastard showed up to finish the job. He didn’t seem to expect them to be unscathed, but as Katsuki soon found out, it didn’t matter much to him. Crouching in the gravel, he started manipulating it the same way he’d bent the walls to his will earlier. His attacks were weaker, but they were also much faster than before.

Fuck. So he was smart and not just a careless idiot.

But it wouldn’t change anything. This guy, this whole fucking group of assholes, had lost the moment Eijirou was back by his side. This fight would've been a pain in the ass if Katsuki had been alone, but with Eijirou, taking this bastard on would be nothing more than a thrilling challenge; a future story for Kaminari to tell the crowds when this was all over.

Earth Bastard quickly surrounded himself with weird, thick gravel tentacles that both protected him and threw sharp stones at them.

It didn’t take long for Katsuki to realize that Earth Bastard could only control stone if the pieces were a certain size. Whenever Katsuki blasted the gravel to dust, it stopped responding to the magic. And when one of his explosions severed the weakest of Earth Bastard’s tentacles, it crumbled immediately.

“Go get him, I’ll distract him,” Katsuki shouted in Mixed Draconic.

Eijirou jumped in front of him to protect him from another projectile.

“I can handle it, go!” Katsuki barked.

Eijirou nodded and rushed toward their opponent’s left while Katsuki used louder, brighter explosions against him to make sure he didn’t notice one of them was missing. As soon as Eijirou severed the arms with hardened punches, Katsuki blasted himself toward him to knock him out. The asshole was more agile than he looked and managed to avoid his first blow, but Eijirou soon took over while Katsuki blasted the last of his ammunition to dust, forcing their opponent to use the walls and floors again. Now that they were in a big room rather than a narrow corridor, he was at a clear disadvantage.

Victory seemed close, but of fucking course, things couldn’t be so easy.

As soon as Eijirou reached Earth Bastard to deliver the final blow, two other fuckers jumped into the room from the upper floor.

Damn it! Including the asshole duo they met at the market, and that Katsuki had blasted happily the instant he saw them near the entrance, it made five people still in the damn building! It was better than fighting all of them, but the plan was for the others to create a distraction big enough that everyone would be outside and clear Katsuki’s path toward Eijirou.

The two newcomers seemed a little out of it, but they still made things more complicated for Eijirou and him, especially since one of them was a wind mage.

The room soon turned into a fucking sandstorm. All of the dust and tiny gravel Katsuki had created earlier to declaw Earth Bastard started flying around the room, blinding and distracting enough to allow the fucker to counterattack.

Damn it, these assholes were tough. They had to be, of course, if they wanted to fight dragons for a living, but that didn’t make them any less annoying.

Katsuki raised both hands for a huge blast to take out everyone in front of him, counting on Eijirou to still be hardened. Before he could release, a chunk of rock hit the side of his head. He stumbled, too stunned to unleash his explosion. A blurry form leaped out of the sandstorm and he raised a hand sparking with a defensive blast.

“Katsuki, it’s me!” Eijirou said before Katsuki could blast him. “Are you hurt? We’ve gotta get out of here!”

Katsuki wanted to tell him he was fine, but his head was spinning and Earth Bastard started throwing more stone spikes at them. He could barely protest when Eijirou grabbed his wrist and ran toward a nearby opening leading them straight to the half-collapsed corridor.

As soon as they reached it, finally escaping the raging storm, Katsuki turned around and threw the biggest explosion he could manage inside the room. More of the upper floor crumbled around them, but the rest of the building stood strong. The wind finally settled. Wind Bastard was out.

“Two down, one to go!” Eijirou announced with a grin, confirming that he’d taken care of the third guy already.

Katsuki moved to finish the job when they heard a scream of rage. The floor started to ripple under their feet, and Eijirou almost lost balance while Katsuki somehow managed to hop around and stay upright. Stone spikes and walls started forming around them haphazardly. As they struggled to keep them at bay, standing back to back, blasting and punching, the already weakened building started to shake dangerously.

“It’s going down!” Eijirou exclaimed.

“No shit!” Katsuki retorted, looking around frantically for an escape route.

Where was the light coming from?

His eyes fell on a window to his left, and Katsuki grabbed Eijirou’s arm to pull him toward it. The wall had started to collapse around it, creating a large enough opening for them. The floor cracked under their feet as they ran, but Katsuki still tried to slow down a little. There wasn’t any fucking time, but they were on the third floor and Katsuki wasn’t sure if he could ensure a safe landing for both Eijirou and him if they just jumped. He needed to gauge the height, to calculate how big an explosion he could throw to get them clear but not hurt themselves.

Eijirou didn’t hesitate. He kept accelerating, still gripping Katsuki's hand, and jumped out through the gap with complete confidence.

Time slowed down as Katsuki looked down and realized how steep the hill was on this side, how the ground was a lot further than he’d thought. If he wanted to make sure they both survived the landing–

Katsuki’s vision filled with red.

Eijirou had somehow managed to shift, deploying his wings to slow down their fall. Using a couple of minor blasts, Katsuki maneuvered himself to sit on his back. He could feel wind under Eijirou’s wings, trying to keep him afloat as they half-glided half-fell, and realized that his friend was using his wind magic to fly.

It wasn’t strong enough, though. Eijirou made good progress for the past two weeks or so, but his wind was way too weak and unpredictable to do anything more than slow their descent a bit. The magic was faltering already, and the ground was still approaching way too fast.

Katsuki took over. He only knew how to glide and Eijirou was much heavier than Katsuki was used to, but he made it work. He created the strongest continuous wind he could manage under Eijirou’s wings, and their somewhat slow fall turned into awkward planing.

Eijirou relaxed when they stopped dropping like a stone, then tensed again when he realized what it meant.

“Katsuki! I’m doing it! I’m doing it!” he exclaimed—or so Katsuki thought, given how garbled and hard to understand Pure Draconic was in this position, especially from someone who wasn’t used to talking in mid-flight.

Katsuki clenched his jaw as he tried to keep them both in the air.

“Good for you, but focus on landing, damn it!” he said through his gritted teeth, unsure how long he could keep going like this.

Eijirou tensed again, let out an apologetic whine, and looked around to find a good place to land. Mina had started teaching him flying theory recently. Hopefully, he’d remember something useful. Katsuki followed his friend’s gaze when he started looking to the right and noticed a field alongside a stream. Shifting the wind as best as he could, he directed Eijirou toward it, gritting his teeth as he pushed his wind magic to its limit. He could do this, he told himself. The field wasn’t far and he could adjust the wind carrying Eijirou to make sure they’d land there.

They’d come so far already… there was no way he could fail now!

The ground got closer and closer as Katsuki gradually stopped carrying Eijirou on his wind. As his magic faded, Eijirou took over with his own weaker wind. They scraped the top of the last trees before they finally reached the field. Eijirou hardened, making his scales sharp and craggy, and Katsuki jumped from his back with a blast, rolling to safety on the thick grass.

Eijirou’s landing was… not so graceful. He wasn't all that high off the ground when Katsuki stopped carrying him and they weren’t flying at top speed, but it was still his friend’s very first landing. Eijirou tried to get his feet under him and run, but he stumbled, and skidded face first through the grass, leaving a deep trench in his wake.

“Shit! Eijirou, you okay?” Katsuki called, running toward his friend.

Eijirou got back up, unhardening his body, and shook himself to rid his scales of the dirt. He didn’t look like he was hurt. In fact, he was grinning when he turned toward Katsuki and closed the distance between them, nuzzling his chest as he repeated,

“We did it! We did it!”

Katsuki couldn’t repress a wild, victorious laugh. “Yeah, you did it, you crazy bastard!” he exclaimed, grabbing Eijirou’s horns to knock their foreheads together.

Still laughing, Eijirou shifted back to his human form, his head shrinking until Katsuki was holding his friend’s cheeks in his hands, their foreheads still connected. Their breaths mingled and Katsuki wanted to draw back, but Eijirou stopped him, mirroring Katsuki’s hold. Before he could wonder what his friend was doing… they were kissing? Their foreheads were touching, their noses were brushing, their breaths were mingling, their lips were just a few inches apart… There was no mistaking it: Eijirou was kissing him!

Eijirou was holding his face, his shaky breath tickling Katsuki as he kept laughing, a wide smile on his face. Katsuki’s heart was still pulsing in his ears, and as he grinned wider and held Eijirou closer, he couldn’t tell if it was the thrill of the fight or the thrill of the kiss that made it beat so fast. No matter what it was, Katsuki never wanted it to stop. It was a little clumsy, Katsuki wasn’t sure what to do, if maybe he should brush their noses together or just stay like this, and he couldn’t believe Eijirou would kiss him now of all times, but it was perfect.

“We did it,” Eijirou repeated against him, his breath tickling Katsuki’s face. “We did it!”

And Katsuki whispered back, “You’re okay. You’re okay.”

He was nodding along, making their noses brush and wondering if they should start the courting process all over again or if his accidental first step months ago would count.

“Kirishima! Bakugou!!” Dunce Face yelled suddenly. They both jumped, the moment broken. “Are you okay?”

Katsuki and Eijirou stumbled away from each other, turning in the direction of the idiot’s voice to find him, the rest of the Clown Trio, and Cheeks running toward them.

“They came with you?” Eijirou asked with an incredulous smile, cheeks almost as red as his scales.

Katsuki nodded stiffly, his own face burning like hot coal. “They worked as a distraction.”

“Kirishima, I’m so glad you’re safe!” Dunce Face exclaimed when he reached them, out of breath.

Eijirou was quickly surrounded with the Clown Trio, but as he opened his mouth to reply, Cheeks put down her medical bag and asked with a serious, professional tone, “Are you hurt anywhere? Does one of you need healing?”

“I’m fine,” Eijirou assured her as she shooed the others away and started checking on him anyway. “I’ll probably have stiff shoulders for a few days but my hardening protected me.”

“What about when they captured you? Did you hit your head?”

“I’m okay,” Eijirou insisted. “But Katsuki did get hit in the head earlier. I think he’s bleeding, you should check on him.”

“I’m fucking fine,” Katsuki grumbled, but no one listened.

Cheeks immediately left Eijirou’s side to check on him instead. As she made sure his head wasn’t hurt too badly and the bleeding was only superficial, he realized that there were several other cuts and bruises on his arms and legs. Nothing bad, though, as Uraraka soon confirmed, deciding that they’d treat the wounds as soon as they were back at Recovery Girl’s place.

“Woooow…” Sero said then, bringing everyone’s attention to him.

He pointed at the old fort that now seemed so much higher from this side of the hill. More than half of it had completely collapsed and was now in ruins.

“Guys, what happened in there?” he asked.

“Yeah… Bakugou, did you do that?” Kaminari added.

“Some earth mage bastard came after me,” Katsuki said.

“And they left two people with me,” Eijirou continued. “One of them was a wind mage, apparently.”

“Ooooooh, I smell an epic fight here,” Kaminari said with a grin.

“Yeah, I guess,” Eijirou said with a chuckle. “What about you guys?”

“We really didn’t do much,” Jirou said.

“Hey, you can’t say that!” Kaminari protested. “We risked our lives here!”

She rolled her eyes. “We mostly just taunted them and then ran away.”

“And we could have gotten really hurt!” he insisted.

“They were more interested in Mina, anyway,” Sero shrugged with a smile.

“Wait…” Uraraka said suddenly. “Where’s Mina? Has anyone seen her?”

The Clown Trio gasped, and as Katsuki’s guts twisted like someone was wringing them, he saw Eijirou’s smile fall.

“Now that you mention it… no,” Jirou said weakly. “She was with us at first but when we split…”

“They were after her,” Eijirou said, looking dangerously pale. “They… They said they wanted to kill her.”

“Oh, no…” Sero whispered.

Katsuki shook his head, fighting his rising dread. “Let’s go find her,” he said loudly, marching in the direction the others came from. There was no point in worrying about her if they were going to just stand here and do nothing.

The others nodded in agreement, but before they could reach the forest, Mina emerged from the trees. She didn’t see them immediately, and she looked… fucking murderous . She hadn’t lost her fierce expression from earlier, but her black eyes looked even colder now, like obsidians in the snow. There were faint traces of blood on her otherwise oddly clean clothes. Katsuki was pretty sure it didn’t belong to her.

“Mina!” Uraraka exclaimed. “Are you okay? Did they hurt you?”

Mina’s expression immediately brightened up. Ignoring Uraraka completely, she ran to Eijirou with a huge, relieved smile, wrapping her arms around him.

“Kirishima! You’re okay! Did they hurt you? I saw the building collapse and I thought…”

“I’m okay, Mina, don’t worry. You guys barely made me wait,” he said, returning her embrace.

Katsuki huffed a laugh at that. “You didn’t exactly ‘wait’ for us,” he said with a proud smile. “Waiting doesn’t involve breaking out of a sealed room by destroying a stone wall with your bare hands.”

Eijirou’s cheeks flushed at the compliment and Katsuki smiled.

Then, Uraraka came to them and touched her arm softly. “Mina, can I have a look at you?” she asked.

Mina’s head snapped toward her and, for a second, she snarled, looking like she was going to rip Uraraka’s throat with her bare teeth. Then, she seemed to realize that the healer apprentice wasn’t an enemy and her sweet smile was back like it never left.

“I’m fine,” she said.

“Where were you? You really scared us when you didn’t come back,” Kaminari said. “Did you run into trouble?”

She tilted her head, confused, and Katsuki translated quickly for her.

“Sorry I scared you,” she said with a little smile. “I needed… time.”

If anyone noticed anything wrong with her, no one said anything.

Everyone was in a good mood as they walked back home, talking about the events over and over light-heartedly. Eijirou’s hand slipped in Katsuki’s at some point, while he listened to the others’ ‘heroic tales’ and Katsuki let him, enjoying the warmth slowly spreading through him.

Mina slipped by Katsuki’s side quickly and while Eijirou was distracted, she whispered, “Were there people still inside that fort?”

Katsuki nodded. “The couple that was in the village, some earth mage asshole who could control stone, a wind mage that was a real pain in the ass, and some other guy.”

“Did you take care of them?”

Katsuki turned toward her and met her cold, hard gaze.

Between Eijirou’s distaste for hurting people, Metalhead’s lovesick rants, and Mina’s friendly, happy-go-lucky personality, Katsuki had almost forgotten how ruthless dragon shifters were to those that hurt their kind. Maito’s chief deciding to only take away Katsuki when the Hag’s tribe had angered them was proof of how much of a softy he really was. Even though they’d been on good terms until then, another dragon shifter would have destroyed the entire tribe for their actions. He wasn’t sure what happened between them, but that was what he’d been told the whole time he was on Maito. And now for the first time in his life, Katsuki was ready to believe it.

“I don’t know. The building collapsed,” Katsuki said. He knew Eijirou wouldn’t want him killing these people, but he understood Mina’s bloodthirst perfectly.

She sighed, annoyed, and he hissed at her, “You better not go back on your own. I’ve done enough rescuing for today. And they probably didn’t have time to escape anyway.”

She didn’t seem pleased, but she still nodded and quickly went back to the rest of the group, her friendly smile back on her face.

Eijirou’s hand stayed in his the whole way.

Notes:

Phew, that's enough action for the rest of the year!
I hope you liked it! Action is definitely not what I prefer, in case you haven't noticed

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Chapter 39: Safe and Sound

Notes:

We're almost early for today's chapter!

After all this thrill and action, it's time for our heroes to relax a little.

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

No one said anything about it, but it seemed obvious to everyone that they were all going to Recovery Girl's house for the night. The group made a quick stop by Eijirou and Katsuki's cave so they could grab some things. Katsuki took an extra moment to leave a big chunk of meat, some sweets, and a bowl of bread and milk for Fluffy as a 'reward'. As the others waited for them at the bottom of the hill, Katsuki told him how she was the one who showed him where he was.

“She wouldn't leave me alone until I followed her,” he huffed.

“Wow… she's such a good girl,” Eijirou said with a tearful smile.

“The fucking best,” Katsuki agreed.

“Did you follow her right away?”

Katsuki nodded. “I was worried sick about you already, so when she showed up with your mitten… It was my best bet. Just the fact that she actually showed up means a lot.”

“Oh, yeah, it's the first time you've seen her. Well, except maybe that first morning.”

Katsuki hummed thoughtfully. “She must really love you, to show herself like that just to save you.”

“I guess feeding her this whole time paid off,” Eijirou chuckled. “Or maybe she really likes you too.” Speaking about his mitten, though… “Hey, uh… do you have it, then? The mitten.”

Katsuki's eyes widened and he immediately searched through his pouch, cursing under his breath because he should have done it right away.

“Here,” he said, holding out the missing mitten and…

“My headband!” Eijirou exclaimed, so relieved he could have cried. “You found it!”

Katsuki nodded. “I found it on the ground, near where you…” He shook his head. “Anyway, that's how I knew you were in trouble.”

Eijirou's face split into a wet smile as he held his precious headband, and he whispered, throat tight, “I guess it really protected me, huh…”

“Sure did,” Katsuki agreed. “You were mad at me, so I wasn't sure if you… if you needed space or whatever.”

Oh… right. They had argued. Eijirou couldn't believe they'd argued over that. He'd been so wrong… Katsuki only wanted to protect him and he…

“I'm sorry,” Eijirou said with a strangled voice, throat tight with emotion.

“Don't,” Katsuki said, patting his arm awkwardly, as if he wasn't sure what to do. “They're the assholes who betrayed your trust.”

“But I got so mad at you, and…”

“Uh, guys?” Uraraka called from outside the cave. “You were taking a while, so we've been getting a little worried. Do you need help?”

“We're fucking fine, Cheeks!” Katsuki barked.

“Wow, rude! After everything we've been through today, I thought I'd at least be 'Uraraka' to you now,” she retorted.

“I… Fuck you!” Katsuki sputtered.

Eijirou snorted at the exchange. He couldn't believe he had such amazing friends. He wiped his eyes and let his emotions settle a little before they stepped out to join the others. His mood lifted the moment he was surrounded by his friends again.

The walk home was filled with everyone's accounts of Katsuki barging in like a madman to tell them Eijirou was gone and they had to find him, complete with teasing, funny details, and Katsuki's yells of outrage. The perfect recipe for a good laugh. How his friends had already managed to turn the event into a comedy was a testament of their skills as entertainers.

Things got serious again when they reached Recovery Girl's house. She looked so worried, when she opened the door for them… The main room smelled of warm food, and the big table was covered with various tools, bottles, powders, and bandages. Her warm, welcoming smile was too contagious for Eijirou not to mirror, at least a little, but he still noticed the worried crease in her brow when she ushered them inside and made sure everyone was okay, patching them up as she went.

“Uraraka, I'm so hurt,” Kaminari whined when he decided he didn't have enough attention.

“If it's about your knee again, I told you it was just a scratch already,” she said with an amused smile.

She'd just finished assisting her master with Katsuki's and Mina's various wounds—all superficial, thankfully.

“Doesn't mean you shouldn't kiss it better,” Kaminari pouted. “What if it gets infected and I lose my leg?”

“You don't need a leg to tell stories,” Jirou pointed out, smirking.

“And if you only have one leg, people might give us more money!” Sero added with a wink.

Kaminari gasped. “Guys! You're so mean!” he whined, clenching his chest dramatically. “Uraraka, my heart is gravely wounded! Save me!”

As drained as he felt, Eijirou couldn't repress a chuckle at the exchange. When he looked in Katsuki's direction, his friend's eyes were already on him. He was sitting with his arms crossed, a thick blanket thrown over his bare shoulders, most of his body covered in bandages. Katsuki's frown softened when their eyes met, and for a second, Eijirou melted.

His attention was quickly brought back to his friends' antics, however, and he looked away, a fond smile on his lips and the image of Katsuki's soft expression still floating on the surface of his mind.

The sun had set by the time they were all patched up. To everyone’s delight, Recovery Girl had prepared a whole feast while she was waiting for their return. She went all-out that night, laying out all of the fancy foods her patients sometimes gave her as thanks: wines from far away, all sorts of cured meats and pâtés, exotic candied and dried fruits, including the dates Eijirou's father loved so much, more types of thick, sweet fruit pastes rolled in sugar than Eijirou had seen in his entire life—and he'd seen a whole booth of them back in Diees—and even some of the fresh citrus Eijirou loved so much.

Katsuki's entire face scrunched up when he saw the lemons, and Eijirou couldn't help but peel one like an orange and eat it in front of him to show off.

“They're surprisingly sweet, compared to the ones back home,” he commented with a cheeky smile.

Around him, he could hear the cries and laughter from his friends, but his eyes never left Katsuki. His expression of disgust was priceless.

Feeling a little bold, Eijirou even held out a piece for him, like he did with oranges. His friend bristled, but he took it as soon as he saw Eijirou raise a challenging eyebrow. His nose wrinkled for a second, but he still popped it into his mouth, never breaking eye contact.

His attempt at hiding how much he hated it was pretty convincing, Eijirou had to give him that, but he could see the way his eyes twitched and his lips turned into a thin, tense line when he chewed on it. Katsuki kept it in his mouth for a few seconds, as if to prove that he wasn't affected, swallowed it with a slightly wrinkled nose, and hissed, “Fuck you.”

Eijirou raised his hands with an amused smile, chuckling, and said, “Congratulations, Katsuki! You're now stronger than a lemon.”

He expected his friend to hiss an insult at him, but instead, Katsuki gave him a proud, victorious grin that made his heart flutter.

“Hey! Let me try next!” Kaminari exclaimed then, reminding him that they weren't alone.

The next few minutes, when everyone around the table decided to try a piece of lemon, had Eijirou laugh to tears. Kaminari and Mina spit the whole thing out, much like Katsuki all those months ago. Sero and Jirou bravely ate theirs, their entire faces scrunching up in the process. Uraraka ate hers like it was nothing, smiling innocently all along.

They shared a relaxing herbal tea after their feast, in a much quieter atmosphere. It was getting late, but even when Kaminari and Jirou started yawning, no one made a move to leave. Recovery Girl left them to go to bed, making sure the guests had everything they needed for the night, and they all lingered until Uraraka almost fell asleep in her empty teacup.

.

Eijirou couldn't sleep. The room was too cold. The covers were too hot. The floor was too hard. He was sweaty. Katsuki's breathing was too loud. He couldn't find a good position. He… Shit, he'd almost died today.

The events kept replaying in his mind, and he couldn't stop thinking about them. How he'd been captured. How he'd been chained and trapped in the dark, helpless. How these people were planning to kill him and butcher him to sell his body parts, like he was just an animal. What if Katsuki hadn't found him? What if other people attacked him in the future? What if these people came back during the night and set the house on fire or something?

Eijirou tried to think about more pleasant things, find something good or even just slightly amusing in this horrible experience and focus on it like his friends had been doing all evening, but he couldn't. All he could think about was his body torn to pieces, Katsuki being hurt because of him, Mina being killed in front of him, his friends dying for him…

Was it what his parents felt like every night, when they thought Eijirou might have shown too much? Their son being hunted, their family being hurt over it, their children being killed? And yet, they still kept him. It would have been so easy to kick him out after Shizuka was born and live a peaceful life with their other children, but they still took care of him and loved him like their son, even if they knew he was like a tragedy just waiting to happen.

Eyes filling with tears, Eijirou remembered the last time he couldn't sleep, too consumed by his anger and resentment toward his family.

“Katsuki…” he'd called softly in the dark back then, “Should I hate my parents?”

Half asleep, his friend had mumbled something about it being his choice, and Eijirou had spent most of the night lying wide awake, wondering…

He's been so unfair toward them.

They'd been right all along. He'd almost died today, and he could have dragged all of his friends with him. Katsuki, Uraraka, Mina, Kaminari, Jirou, Sero… even Recovery Girl! They could have all been hurt, and it would have been his fault!

Tears now streaming down his face, Eijirou suppressed a sob, trying not to wake his friend. He sniffled as silently as he could, wondering if he could discreetly grab a handkerchief. But first, he'd have to stop crying, and the tears wouldn't stop.

Everyone was safe, he reminded himself. Katsuki was lying with his head on Eijirou’s chest, half covering him and holding him like he never wanted to let go. He was breathing and warm and healthy, but Eijirou could have lost everything today and…

“Eijirou?” his friend mumbled, startling him. “Wha's'wrong?”

“Oh, sorry… Did I wake you?” Eijirou whispered, sniffling.

Katsuki shook his head. “Couldn't sleep.”

“Yeah, me neither,” Eijirou said wetly.

“Why?”

“Same as you, I guess…”

“Hmm…” Katsuki let out a tired sigh and held him even tighter. “Talk.”

Eijirou shrugged. “I keep thinking about today. You were right. My parents were right. And I was an idiot to think I could trust people.”

“It's on them, not you,” Katsuki reminded him.

Eijirou sighed. “It doesn't matter whose fault it is. You guys could have died!”

“But we didn't,” Katsuki shrugged.

“I know but… it could have gone so wrong!”

“But it didn’t,” Katsuki repeated. “And what could they have done anyway? Their strongest was clearly the Earth Bastard, and you destroyed his walls like they were nothing.”

Eijirou huffed a wet laugh. “You really thought a wall could keep me away from you?” he asked, mimicking his friend’s tone.

“That's the spirit,” Katsuki nodded approvingly.

Eijirou tried to smile at that. Katsuki's pride, the reminder of his own strength, the assurance that everything was fine and nothing could resist them…

Instead, he started crying harder, his entire body shaking with loud, painful sobs.

It was messy. It felt awful. It was all hot tears and snot and uneven breaths and hiccups…

Katsuki's warmth withdrew and for a moment, Eijirou thought his friend was leaving. His breath hitched, but a second later, he was maneuvered so they were both lying on their sides, facing each other. Katsuki's hand found its way on Eijirou's wet cheek, and he shuffled until their foreheads were connected, their breaths mingling.

“Hey, it's over now and you were badass as fuck,” Katsuki mumbled. “It won't happen again and if it does, we'll face it together again, and we'll win. As many times as it takes.”

Katsuki's words soon stopped making sense to Eijirou as he kept whispering, but the position reminded him of earlier, right after their landing. It reminded him of floating in the air and daring escapes. It was comforting, and Eijirou let himself cry until his tears dried out, while Katsuki's thumb stroked his cheek. 

As soon as he'd calmed down a little, Eijirou noticed two things. The first was Katsuki's breath on his lips, making him realize how close they were. He wondered what it would feel like to kiss his friend… He wondered if Katsuki was thinking the same thing.

The second was the quiet sound of bare feet on wood and the soft creaking of the wooden stairs.

Katsuki looked up, having obviously noticed it as well, and Eijirou turned his head as much as he could to find Mina walking down the stairs. She looked terrible in the moonlight filtering through the windows.

“Oh, you're awake,” she whispered.

“Hey,” Eijirou said with a weak smile. “Something wrong?”

She tried to smile back, but her expression fell immediately. “I can't sleep.”

“Hmm, me neither,” Eijirou nodded.

“I know we won and everything is fine now, but…”

“I understand,” Eijirou said.

Mina silently grabbed a chair near their bed and sat on it, sighing.

“I don't think I can sleep now. Can I stay a bit?”

“It won't be comfortable, go back to bed,” Katsuki groaned.

She shook her head. “I don't mind.”

Katsuki grumbled some more and settled back in bed. “Seriously, what's your fucking problem? It's over. We won. Get over it.”

“Yeah? If you're so over it, how come you haven’t stopped touching Kirishima all evening?” Mina asked with a knowing smirk.

Eijirou blinked, surprised. Now that he thought about it… she was right. Between their knees or feet touching, their hands brushing, Katsuki had made sure to keep a point of contact almost the whole time since they’d rescued him, however small.

“Shut the fuck up,” Katsuki growled. But even now, he was holding Eijirou's arm under the covers.

Eijirou smiled at that.

He talked with Mina for a little bit, until they were both too tired to keep going. She settled in the big plush chair near the chimney at some point. Eijirou closed his eyes then.

He fell asleep halfway through a sentence.

.

Mina was still asleep in that chair when Eijirou woke up. Between the weird angle of her neck and the drool dripping from the corner of her mouth, she looked both very comfortable and like she was going to suffer when she woke up. He wondered if he should do something about it…

Katsuki had resumed his spot half on top of him sometime during the night, and his friend's body shook with Eijirou's chest when he chuckled at the sight of Mina. There was a little crease in Katsuki's brow that Eijirou was itching to smooth out. The morning sun was filtering through the windows, bathing his friend's face in gold, and Eijirou knew the moment Katsuki stirred that the glorious sight of his friend’s almost relaxed face wouldn't last.

His eyes fluttered open, soft and unfocused, and Katsuki's frown deepened for a second as he probably tried to remember where he was and why. Then, his expression softened like never before, and Eijirou's breath caught in his throat when Katsuki smiled and asked with a rough voice, “Slept well?"

Eijirou smiled back, resisting the urge to stroke his friend's cheek. “Yeah. You?”

“Hmm.”

Eijirou wasn't sure what to do. Katsuki was usually softer in the morning—as long as he could wake up on his own terms, of course—but never like this. Never this openly. Never with this adoring expression, like Eijirou’s face was the most wonderful sight he could imagine.

Eijirou's eyes flew nervously toward the chair where Mina was still sleeping, and Katsuki snapped out of his weird trance.

“Mina?” he asked, not bothering to look behind.

Eijirou nodded.

If he hadn't been so sleepy still, Eijirou could have sworn that Katsuki pouted at that. Then, his friend rolled off his chest, sat up, and yawned.

Eijirou missed his comforting weight already.

They barely had time to get dressed before they were joined by Uraraka and Recovery Girl. Mina woke up when they stepped into the room and she spent the next couple of minutes complaining about her stiff neck, blatantly ignoring Katsuki’s grumbled “told you so”.

The five shared a quiet breakfast before the old healer and her apprentice had to go, leaving the three of them to clean up

“I'm leaving in two days,” Mina announced while they were gathering their dirty dishes.

“Oh…” Eijirou said. It wasn't an announcement as much as it was a reminder, but he had completely forgotten about that.

“Yeah, it almost slipped my mind too,” she said with a weak chuckle when she saw his reaction. “I can stay a little longer, but I don't think a few more days of training with me would change much for you, so…”

“Don't miss your ride for me, I'll be fine,” Eijirou smiled.

Mina didn't seem to agree. She bit her lower lip as she came back to the table to grab more of the things their sleeping friends wouldn't need and said,

“I want you to come with me.”

Eijirou froze halfway through wiping the breadcrumbs off the table.

“What?”

“It's dangerous here,” Mina said, pleading. “I don't want something to happen to you again. So please, come with me.”

Stunned, Eijirou turned in Katsuki's direction. His friend was cleaning the dishes in silence, pretending not to listen. He wasn't moving, however, clearly waiting for their next move.

Eijirou shook his head. “I can't.”

“But I saw you fly yesterday,” Mina argued.

“It was mostly Katsuki carrying me.”

“It doesn't matter,” she assured him. “I can carry you on my back. It's not that far, we'll be alright.”

“But what about Katsuki? I'm not leaving without him.”

“You should,” Katsuki said, still standing on his spot in the kitchen with his back turned to them. “It’d be safer.”

“I don't care about that! I'm not leaving you behind!” Eijirou retorted, throwing the crumbs outside before he joined Katsuki to help him dry the dishes.

“It's your chance to go back to your people. You can come back for me later,” Katsuki said, handing him a clean plate without looking at him.

“Or I can follow our plan and not leave you at all,” Eijirou argued.

“Kirishima, please,” Mina insisted. “If something happens to you, I'll never forgive myself.”

“I'll be fine, Mina. I'll have Katsuki with me, and no one will dare attack Inasa.”

“You can learn wind magic and how to fly on Kalir. You'll learn even faster if you don't have to hide,” she argued.

Eijirou sighed. “I'm not going, Mina,” he said with finality. “Katsuki didn't leave me behind when Tetsutetsu left, I won’t–”

“Don't,” Katsuki interrupted him. “I was gonna be fine. But if you have dragon hunters at your heels–”

“I'm not leaving you!” Eijirou snapped, arms crossed. “What was it you said back then? 'Either we go home together, or we don't go at all,’ right?”

Katsuki sighed, pursing his lips like he was trying to hide a smile.

“Isn't that what being calnuménar means?” Eijirou insisted.

Katsuki clenched his fists in the water.

“Fucking… fine!” he growled, glaring resolutely at the dishes in front of him. “Do what you want.”

There was the hint of a smile on his lips, and Eijirou could have sworn the tip of his ears were red.

Mina tried to argue some more, but with both Katsuki and him assuring her that they'd be fine and kick the ass of everything that might stand in their way, it was useless.

.

“Do you think Fluffy ate everything we left for her?” Eijirou asked as they stepped back inside their cave, not long before sunset.

They'd spent the day at Recovery Girl's so Mina could teach Eijirou as much wind magic as she could before she left, as well as give Katsuki some tips on how to help him with his training when she was gone. Jirou and Uraraka stayed to watch a little. Neither of them were formally trained in wind magic, especially Jirou. It was a well-known fact that the more unique your natural understanding of an element was, the harder it was to learn how to use it in more traditional ways, but it didn't take much for Eijirou to convince the two of them that some training wouldn’t hurt. His minimal training with earth magic hadn't helped him much with his hardening, but it had been really useful for the more traditional aspects of earth magic, after all—even if he still couldn’t control earth like a learned mage.

“I guess we'll see,” Katsuki shrugged as he stepped inside the cave after him.

When it was time to leave, Mina wanted to come with them to make sure nothing happened on the way. Katsuki had refused firmly, arguing that they'd be stuck in an endless cycle of escorting each other back and forth and she needed to pack up her things anyway.

Now that it was just the two of them, Eijirou wasn't sure it was such a good idea to stay on their own. The place hadn't changed one bit since the previous day: the furniture was in the same place, the bed was neatly made, yesterday's lunch was still safely stored away, Fluffy's food was still there, half eaten…

“That little shit barely touched her reward,” Katsuki muttered under his breath.

“You think it was too much for her?” Eijirou asked.

Katsuki shrugged. “How would I know?”

“She's never complained before, so at least we know for sure it isn't because she didn't like it,” Eijirou said with half a smile.

Everything was the same as before, but he didn't feel completely at ease here. Katsuki had grabbed his hand and walked faster when they reached the area where he'd been kidnapped, and although he'd done his best to ignore it, there had been an uneasy feeling in his stomach ever since.

“Whatever,” Katsuki said. “If she doesn't want it, I guess we'll just–”

There was a flash of movement then, going straight toward the half-full plate Katsuki was about to grab.

“Fluffy?!” Eijirou exclaimed in disbelief.

There stood the little dragon, unmistakably there, visible despite her earthy brown color, snapping her teeth at Katsuki who simply stood back up with a pleased expression.

“There you are!"

“You think she was with us the whole time?” Eijirou asked.

Katsuki nodded. “Yeah, I bet.”

Eijirou smiled and crouched next to the little dragon devouring the rest of her bread and milk.

“You were worried about me, little one?” he asked.

She ignored him as she lapped the rest of her milk. Then, she sniffed his held out hand, let him pet her for exactly two seconds, and disappeared right after.

“Is this a good sign, you think?” Eijirou asked, pensive.

Katsuki shrugged. “Dunno. But she showed herself and didn't bite either of us. Not fucking bad, I guess.”

Eijirou chuckled at that as he grabbed the now empty plate to put it with the dirty dishes.

“Anyway, time to pack up,” Katsuki announced.

Eijirou nodded, looking around their little cave. Since Mina was leaving and spring was near, they'd decided to get ready to go as well. They'd accumulated a lot of things over the winter that they wouldn't need anymore, so getting everything in order would probably take a week or two.

Eijirou's heart clenched at the thought. Despite everything that happened, he still loved this place. He was going to miss it, especially the painted dragons further in the cavern. He should probably enjoy them while he could. He wondered if Mina would want to pay them a last visit before she left…

Eijirou was brought back to reality by a pair of strong hands cupping his cheeks and a forehead pressing against his. His nose brushed against Katsuki's, their breaths mingled, and just as Eijirou was sure he was going to be kissed, his friend retreated.

“Get to work instead of staring at nothing,” Katsuki said with a playful punch on the arm.

Cheeks on fire like Katsuki had just used his magic on him, Eijirou nodded and forced himself to help his friend decide what they wanted to keep and what they could sell first.

Eijirou's mind wasn't in it, though. The memory of incredibly hot hands cupping his cheeks and Katsuki's breath on his lips kept replaying in his mind, and it was all he could think of. It was the third time it happened in two days.

What had gotten into his friend, all of a sudden?

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Chapter 40: Not Like That

Notes:

Another calm day, another relatively early chapter.

Time to know more about Bakugou's relationship status! Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

Katsuki and Eijirou went back to Recovery Girl the next day to drop off things they wouldn’t need before they left, and for another lesson with Mina. Much like the day before, she mostly made sure Eijirou could do his wind drills properly, keeping Katsuki by her side to give him a few tips.

“He’s improved a lot, huh,” she said, looking at Eijirou nailing his training.

Katsuki nodded with a grunt of agreement, eyes glued on Eijirou’s powerful moves. He couldn’t produce strong winds yet and he still failed sometimes, but all of his hard work was paying off.

To think that just a season and a half ago, he didn't even know he was a shifter… He still had a lot of work to do, but Katsuki was damn proud of him. Anyone would be lucky to have such a strong mate by their side, and he was all Katsuki’s now.

He really hadn’t expected their first kiss to happen two days ago, but looking at Eijirou now, Katsuki knew it had been the perfect time. Eijirou still had a lot on his plate, but if he felt that he was ready for this, Katsuki certainly wasn’t going to stop him. He probably would have started courting him properly soon, anyway. They wouldn’t be able to reach a dragon city until the next year, but Katsuki was going to make damn sure Eijirou knew he was the best mate long before then. There was no way he was going to let one of the shifters back home snatch him from under his nose! Especially now that they were…

Damn, there was no word for it. Or no Draconic word, that was. ‘Courting’ just seemed too weak for the bond they already had. If Katsuki had to find one term to call Eijirou, it would be… velshélumnar. Definitely. The Barbarian word that meant something like ‘the one he’d chosen as his life partner’ or maybe even ‘his future husband’. He used to find the concept ridiculous, as a kid, and the Hag would make fun of him forever if she ever found out, but it sounded right.

Or maybe he could just go for ‘partner.’ It'd be shorter.

Mina and he kept watching Eijirou work in silence, only exchanging a few words when she pointed out something Katsuki should watch out for and how to correct him.

“He’s really a great student,” Mina commented. “He reminds me a lot of Tetsutetsu when he moves like this, but he’s so much easier to teach!”

“He’s so damn determined,” Katsuki agreed with a fond smile. “Won’t let anything get in his way.”

“Yeah, exactly! I’m sure he’ll be able to fly in no time,” Mina nodded. She watched Eijirou work for a little longer, and added, “Hey, if he can fly properly in six months, why don’t you stay with us on Omah, instead of going to Maito? Tetsu taught you Omah’s dance, right?”

“Yeah,” Katsuki nodded. “Maybe if there’s a way to go directly from Omah to Maito.”

“You won’t be satisfied with just any place, huh,” Mina said, amused.

Katsuki shrugged. “There are plenty of dragon cities, but I only have one home.”

“Hmm, I can understand that,” Mina said. “You know, when Tetsu and I started courting, I used to agonize over what we were going to do when we mated for real. I already had plenty of friends on Kalir, but I didn’t see myself leaving Omah long term and only seeing my family once a year.”

“And?”

“Tetsutetsu never thought about it. He just said his home was wherever I was and moved to Omah.” She let out a fond sigh at the memory. “When I look back on it, he’s right. Home doesn’t have to be a place.”

Katsuki turned toward her. “Your point?”

Mina met his eyes and smiled. “I don’t know, you just remind me a lot of myself back then.”

Katsuki scoffed and rolled his eyes, looking at Eijirou again.

“You’ll see when you grow up,” Mina snickered.

“We’re the same age, dumbass.”

“Doesn’t matter,” she smiled.

Katsuki didn’t say anything more, absorbed in Eijirou’s movements. He really didn’t get what Mina was on about. It wasn’t like he’d have to choose, anyway. If she was right and his parents really were city hoppers, Eijirou didn’t even have a permanent home to return to the way Katsuki did.

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Mina’s last day with them was mostly dedicated to goodbyes. Eijirou picked her up with Katsuki in the early afternoon. Like Tetsutetsu, she was going to fly to her dragon city at night to avoid unwanted attention. But before she left, there were a few things she wanted to do with them. Check on Eijirou’s manners one last time, make sure they still knew Omah’s dance, have one last look at the painted dragons…

Eijirou thought they would have plenty of time to do everything, but the day passed in the blink of an eye and before he knew it, it was sunset already. Mina decided to take a nap while they made dinner so she could fly longer that night. She was hoping to reach her destination before sunrise, but she already knew that she could take a break on a small, remote island if she was too tired. Eijirou still didn’t understand how she was so confident in finding such a place in the middle of the sea just by relying on the position of the stars, especially if she’d never been there before, but she just laughed and said it was probably the next thing he’d have to learn if he wanted to be a proper dragon shifter.

Hopefully, Katsuki and the other shifters would be better at teaching him astronomy than his father… His attempts had been nothing but confusing, and Eijirou was barely able to recognize the North Star, let alone the others.

“I’ll teach you when we’re back on the road,” Katsuki said when Eijirou told him that. “Better put those long-ass nights to good use.”

“Why didn’t you do it before?” Mina asked, stirring from her nap.

“Why the fuck didn’t you?” Katsuki snapped back.

“I thought everybody knew that,” Mina said.

“Actually, I’m glad you guys forgot,” Eijirou admitted. “I can’t imagine having to learn everything I have for the past few months and astronomy on top of it.”

Mina stretched her arms with a yawn. “You have a point,” she admitted. “But the star dances are pretty cool!”

Eijirou gave her a nervous smile. He should have known there would be dances for that as well. He felt like his mind was overflowing with them already. He didn’t think he could learn more.

“You know them, Bakugou, right?” Mina asked.

“A few,” Katsuki shrugged.

Mina gasped. “Only a few? How come? We’ll have to change that!”

“Relax, I just learned differently,” Katsuki said. “But I can teach him everything about the northern stars, and that’s all he needs to learn for now.”

“Yeah, it’s harder to learn about stars you can’t see, so I guess the southern ones will have to wait,” Mina agreed.

Eijirou sighed. Although his father was a terrible teacher, he at least remembered stars in the southern skies were supposed to be different. It didn’t make the reminder that he’d have to learn not only about one, but two whole sets of stars, any less unpleasant. And here he was, thinking he’d learned almost everything he needed to function in dragon shifter society. He was really, really glad that no one thought about teaching him that before.

It took until they finished eating for Eijirou to finally ask the question that had been at the tip of his tongue most of the day.

“Hey, Mina? Did Tetsutetsu tell you about my hoard?” he asked hesitantly.

Mina tilted her head, confused, and hummed for a few seconds. Then, her entire face lit up.

“Oh, yeah! So you really want something from me?” she asked with a grin.

“Of course!” Eijirou smiled. “You’re my friend, and you’ve taught me so much! I’m really glad I met you.”

“Aw, me too,” she said. “I’m going to miss you so much. You two have to visit us sometime!”

“We’ll do our best,” Eijirou chuckled.

“So, I’m going to be honest with you,” Mina said, looking serious again. “When Tetsu told me about your hoard, I brought something fitting with me in case you asked.”

“Really? That’s so nice!”

“I wasn’t sure if I’d have to use it, but I thought it wouldn’t hurt,” Mina smiled. “But here’s the thing… I’ve changed my mind.”

Eijirou blinked, confused. She still had a friendly expression, so it couldn’t be bad, but… “What?”

“See, it’s something that would fit, but it’s not what I want to give you anymore. Because instead, I want you to have this,” Mina announced, taking off the headband she was wearing.

It was a gorgeous thing made out of a fabric that looked pink or blue depending on how you looked at it. She’d let Eijirou play with it a few times, and he loved it.

“The fabric is part of my own hoard. I have clothes made out of it at home,” Mina explained as she put it in his hands.

Eijirou almost choked. “Your hoard?” he croaked, eyes bugging out.

She nodded with a grin. “Yeah! I mean, look at the colors! It’s gorgeous!”

“Well… Yeah, but… It’s your hoard. Are you sure you want me to have it?”

“Of course!” she said with a chuckle, like it was nothing. “I still have plenty of that fabric, don’t worry. I wouldn’t give this to you if I was going to regret it.”

Eyes wet, clutching the fine fabric, Eijirou gave her a wobbly smile and said, “Thank you so much.”

Mina put a warm hand on his shoulder and smiled gently. “I hope it can protect you.”

“I’m sure it will,” Eijirou whispered, his throat too tight for anything louder.

For a moment, the only sounds in the cave came from Katsuki aggressively cleaning the dishes.

Then, Eijirou cleared his throat, blinking away his tears, and said, “So, uh… Do you still want a scale from me? I don’t know if you were joking that one time.”

Mina almost jumped on him. “Really? You’d let me have one?” she asked with a bright grin, her dark eyes sparkling.

“Now that you gave me this, I’ll let you have as many as you want,” Eijirou chuckled.

He shifted into his dragon form soon after to let her pick the ones she wanted. He’d been warned that having a healthy scale plucked out wasn’t a pleasant experience, but when Mina took one of the scales on his back, where the color was the most vibrant, he only expected it to feel like having a hair pulled out.

It was much more unpleasant. It wasn’t bad, really, but it was just painful enough that Eijirou had to focus everything he had on not hardening his skin so Mina could take it. He said he’d let her take two, at first, but…

“Kirishima, stop squirming,” Mina laughed after locating the second one she wanted. “If you don’t want me to take more than one, just say so.”

Eijirou shook his head and insisted that of course she could take the second one. He wanted her to have it. It wasn’t more painful than a scraped knee, really. It was just… the kind of unpleasant pain he wasn’t used to, having been able to harden his skin almost his entire life.

He froze when Katsuki cupped his snout in his hands, forcing his attention on him.

“Focus on me, you big scaly baby,” his friend huffed with a soft expression that didn’t match his words.

Eijirou froze instantly. Katsuki’s hands were as warm and rough as ever, feeling like two rocks under the summer sun—although a lot moister—and his eyes… Eijirou didn’t know how they could look so sharp and yet make him feel so soft. It made his body tense and his insides melt every time.

Eijirou was getting familiar with that look, but it still took him by surprise every time he saw it. It appeared more and more often, more and more openly, and yet, Eijirou still didn’t know what it meant. Or rather, he didn’t want to let himself think about it. He didn’t want to let himself hope that maybe–

“There, all done!” Mina announced. “Thank you so much! I’ll treasure them, I promise!”

Katsuki’s hands were gone in an instant, and Eijirou had to stop himself from chasing them. Instead, he shook his head and shifted back, hoping his human cheeks wouldn’t be too red from embarrassment.

“So, I guess I’m going now,” Mina said just a few minutes later, after checking one last time that she still had everything she needed for her trip.

“Yeah, I guess you don’t wanna wait until you’re tired,” Eijirou said with a weak smile.

“So… I’ll take off from the training spot but… You guys don’t have to come if you don’t want to.”

“Don’t be stupid,” Katsuki scoffed as he walked past her to put on his boots. “It’ll be good for Eijirou to see how that shit works.”

“Oh, right, I didn’t think about it!” Eijirou said, following suit.

“Thanks, guys,” Mina smiled.

Eijirou was proud to say that he didn’t cry when she left, even when she gave him a long, lingering hug. He kept fidgeting with the headband she gave him as he watched her disappear into the night, his throat just a bit tight.

“I’m gonna miss her,” he mumbled, lowering his eyes when he couldn’t see her anymore.

“We’ll see her again,” Katsuki said with absolute confidence.

Eijirou turned toward his friend with a smile. “Yeah?”

Katsuki took a step closer, and there were his hands again, cupping his cheeks. Their foreheads touched. Their breaths mingled. Was Katsuki going to kiss him this time? There was no reason for him to do that, of course, but they were so close… Eijirou’s lips parted, his breath caught in his throat as he wondered what his friend was waiting for.

“We’ll visit. As often as you want,” Katsuki whispered against his lips.

Eijirou’s knees were turning into jelly, but he forced himself to keep standing upright until…

Katsuki’s hands left.

His friend took a step back and said, “Anyway, we’ve got shit to pack as well.”

He turned around and walked away, as if nothing had happened. As if they hadn’t been nearly kissing. As if Eijirou hadn’t been standing here with his heart on his lips, waiting.

Eijirou shook his head and followed his friend, pulled toward him like a dog on a leash. He felt like a mess, heart beating like crazy in his chest, standing on wobbly legs like a newborn fawn, while Katsuki didn’t look flustered in the slightest.

Eijirou sighed. He must have misread the situation. And there was no reason for him to want to kiss his best friend, anyway.

.

“So you guys are really leaving today?” Kaminari asked.

Nearly two weeks after Mina left, Katsuki and Eijirou were ready to go as well. They'd come to Recovery Girl’s to drop the last of the things they couldn't carry and say goodbye.

Neatly bundled within several layers of clothes, Katsuki nodded. It was still way too cold for his liking, but the risk of snow was much lower now and the days were long enough for them to travel greater distances.

“You could stay here for a few more days, you know,” Uraraka remarked. “Now that Mina is gone, we can free up a room for you two.”

Katsuki turned in Eijirou’s direction. He wouldn’t fight his partner if he wanted to stay, but…

“Ah, it’s okay,” Eijirou said with an embarrassed chuckle. “I really think it’s better if we leave now.”

Katsuki turned back toward the others with a nod. He wouldn’t have minded staying a little longer, but after what happened, leaving now was for the best. The others weren’t around to see it and Eijirou was good enough at hiding it, but things had been hard for him ever since he’d been abducted. He was hesitant to go out on his own—not that Katsuki would let him—he barely went out in his dragon form anymore… He seemed fine one moment, and the next, Katsuki caught him staring in the distance with a worried frown he never wanted to see on Eijirou’s face again. And of course, there were the nightmares.

Eijirou was always vague about what they were, since he apparently didn’t remember much about them himself, but…

Well. Leaving this place probably wouldn’t fix everything, but they were hoping that being away from it would help him move on.

“We’re gonna miss you, guys,” Sero said with a soft little smile. “I hope we’ll cross paths again someday.”

“I don’t know where you’re going, but you guys will know where to find us for the next few months,” Eijirou replied.

“That’s true,” Jirou nodded. “We’ll try to make a stop at Castelmorn, when we start traveling again.”

“We’ll send a letter when we get there,” Katsuki assured Uraraka and her master.

“Yeah, and we’ll let you know when we leave, so you can tell Mina and Tetsutetsu where we are, if they ever come,” Eijirou added.

“We will be waiting for it,” Recovery Girl nodded.

“You can also send us news, you know,” Uraraka said. “We’d love to hear from you.”

“You think sending letters is fucking free?” Katsuki growled.

Eijirou chuckled. “We’re not even on the road yet, and Stingy Katsuki is already back.”

“Not that he ever really left,” Uraraka shrugged. “Have you seen him bargain with merchants?”

“You're one to talk, Cheeks,” Katsuki huffed.

“Right, we’re just misunderstood thrifty people,” she nodded with a smile.

“And that’s the only reason we still have any money right now,” Katsuki reminded Eijirou, arms crossed. “So you don’t get to complain.”

Eijirou laughed. “I wasn’t, I promise. I’m very grateful to have you around.”

That was enough to soften Katsuki’s frown. “Damn right,” he nodded. “You better be.”

Eijirou smiled. “Of course, I am,” he said with that soft, fucking adorable look complete with blushing cheeks. “I mean, after everything–”

“Boo!” Dunce Face exclaimed, ruining the moment. “Get a room, you two!”

Eijirou turned toward the others with wide eyes and even redder cheeks.

“Yeah, it’s just weird seeing Bakugou like this,” Ears said with a wrinkled nose. “We know he has a soft heart, but…”

“Shut the fuck up! I’ll show you fucking softness!” Katsuki barked as they burst out laughing.

What the hell was their problem? They weren’t even kissing or anything!

“Not that we’re not happy for you, but you two can smooch all you want when you’re back on the road. So no need to do it now,” Elbows snickered.

‘Shut up!’ Katsuki wanted to yell. ‘So what if we’re together? It’s none of your fucking business!’’

But before he could say anything, Eijirou exclaimed, “Come on, guys! It’s not like that!”

The words died in Katsuki’s throat as all the air was punched out of his lungs at once.

The others’ reactions were drowned out while he slowly turned toward Eijirou. Was this real? Did his partner really say that?

Katsuki stared at him for a moment, taking in his flushed cheeks, his stammering, his embarrassment…

The fuck did he mean by ‘it’s not like that’? Why would he fucking deny it?

Was he ashamed of Katsuki or something? Was he unsure about them? But then, why would he be the one who…

Fuck.

Now that Katsuki thought about it, he’d been the one who initiated all the kisses, after the first one. Was he going too fast? But then, why the fuck wouldn’t Eijirou tell him?!

Reality felt like it was crashing around him slowly, leaving him floating with a big damn void where his heart should be. There was cotton in his ears, and he couldn't see anything beside Eijirou flailing at their friends, apparently trying to convince them that they weren’t ‘like that’.

But why?

He didn’t…

Fuck, he didn’t even look like he was lying!

Was that the problem? Did Eijirou seriously think they weren’t together yet?

Damn it, Katsuki knew he should have started courting him sooner! Of course, that one time when neither of them realized what they were doing until it was too late didn’t count.

So what, then? Did Eijirou think they were just friends who kissed sometimes? Why the hell would he think something so damn stupid?

“Katsuki?”

Reality flooded Katsuki’s senses again when Eijirou turned toward him with a questioning look. Katsuki inhaled sharply.

“What?” he barked.

“Are we leaving?”

Katsuki sighed. “Yeah, let’s go.”

“Hey! You could say goodbye!” Kaminari protested when he turned around to leave.

Fuck, Katsuki didn’t have time for this shit. He had more important stuff to deal with right now!

“Yeah, goodbye or whatever,” he growled, gritting his teeth. “Take care.”

“And here I thought you’d become nicer,” Jirou sighed.

“Fuck you,” Katsuki said by reflex. It wasn’t his fault Eijirou decided to drop a damn boulder on him out of nowhere! “The fuck else do you want me to say?”

“Right, I guess we’ve held you guys long enough,” Sero said. “Farewell, you two. And Kirishima, don’t hesitate to drag his stingy ass to an inn if it’s too cold outside.”

“Don’t worry, Katsuki will cave in to the cold long before I do,” Eijirou laughed.

“Like hell I will!” Katsuki yelled before he could stop himself. “We’ll see who’s the best at standing the cold!”

“You’re on!” Eijirou grinned, knocking his fists together.

“Guys, please, don’t turn this into a competition,” Uraraka sighed. “You’re going to catch a cold.”

“The medicine I gave you was only in case of emergency,” Recovery Girl reminded them.

Eijirou deflated. “Yeah, sorry. I got carried away,” he said with a sheepish look. “But we’ll be careful, I promise. And thank you so much for your gifts!”

Katsuki nodded in agreement. The little bag she gave them, full of different colored satchels with various medicines, would definitely be useful.

They left a little later, after more tearful goodbyes on Eijirou’s part. Katsuki had soon stopped listening again, his mind wandering back to the problem at hand.

Did Eijirou have a problem with their relationship, or did he seriously think they weren’t together? And if so, how the fuck did that happen?

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Katsuki was lost in thought for the rest of the morning. He walked in silence, looking resolutely in front of him and trying to figure out what the hell he was supposed to do now. Just asking Eijirou wouldn’t do: if his partn– if his friend truly didn’t think they were together, Katsuki’s question would only make him uncomfortable.

There had to be another way for him to figure out what was going on in Eijirou’s damn lizard brain without revealing his own assumptions.

“Hey, Katsuki, uh…” Eijirou said awkwardly when they took a break for lunch. “Sorry about what the others said earlier.”

Katsuki frowned, snapping back to the present. “What?”

Eijirou gulped nervously, cheeks flushing. “You know. Before we left? I hope they didn’t make you too uncomfortable.”

Katsuki shook his head. “Don’t worry about it.”

“You sure? Because you kinda spaced out back then, and you haven’t said anything since we left, so…”

“If anything, you’re the one who looked uncomfortable,” Katsuki retorted.

Eijirou’s mouth snapped shut. His eyes shot down and he started fidgeting with the hem of his tunic like it was the most fascinating thing he’d ever seen. “Yeah, uh… sorry.”

“About what?” Katsuki barked.

“For getting embarrassed, I guess?” Eijirou said, hesitant. “I mean, I know we’re best friends and everything, so I shouldn’t… I don’t know… let it get to me or something.”

Best friends…

Best friends…

The words echoed in Katsuki’s mind, deafening.

So it was true… Eijirou really didn’t think they were together. But how the hell could that be?

They’d kissed! Several times! And Eijirou had been the one who initiated it the first time! So how the fuck did he come to the conclusion that they weren’t–

‘… you two can smooch all you want when you’re back on the road,’ Sero had said earlier.

Was it… Did it fucking mean…

Did all their kisses not count as kisses, in Eijirou’s mind? Fuck, how did kissing even work in Yuuei?

Memories of his own parents sucking face in front of him flashed through his mind, and Katsuki immediately wrinkled his nose at the mental image. He didn’t want to remember that shit. But… fuck, right, that was a human kiss. It involved lips and all that. He’d forgotten about them.

Barbarians had also adopted the shifter kisses, since it wasn’t limited to dragons, but if Yuuei rejected shifters of every kind…

Fuck, Katsuki thought again as he munched angrily on the last of his bread. So they probably hadn’t kissed by Eijirou’s standards. Not even once.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, what now?

“Katsuki? Are you sure you’re alright?” Eijirou asked, looking genuinely concerned for him.

To think the dumbass had no idea that he was the one making him go through all this shit…

“I’m fucking fine,” Katsuki grumbled. “Let’s just go.”

At least, that was one mystery solved, he thought while they gathered their stuff and went back on the road.

It didn’t make him feel any better.

Notes:

So... yeah I'm very cruel with poor Bakugou. We're entering what I like to call the "romcom" phase of this story.

I hope you liked it, and congrats to everyone who guessed right away that Bakugou had a very uncommon definition of "kissing"!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 41: Relearning the Steps

Notes:

Kirishima and Bakugou are back on the road, and it's time for more consequences

Content warning: Nightmares

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Katsuki pondered all day whether or not he should start courting Eijirou properly. His… fucking… friend had been surprisingly silent after their break, and Katsuki only realized how concerning it was when they decided to stop for the night.

They found a nice place to set up camp, not too far from the road, and… paused. Eijirou dropped his bag on the ground, quickly followed by Katsuki. Neither of them moved for a moment.

“I set up the tent and you go get firewood and water?” Katsuki said, trying to break the awkward atmosphere and wondering why he even had to say it. That shit used to be natural. A well-rehearsed routine. Had it been so long since they last did this?

Eijirou almost jumped at the words, looking at Katsuki with wide eyes.

“Um… Sure,” he said with a brisk nod. “Yeah, that makes sense, right? It’s what we usually do, so… I’ll just… uh… go.”

Katsuki realized what was wrong the moment Eijirou walked away from him and into the forest on stiff legs, like a man going to his death. Katsuki’s throat clenched.

“Fuck that,” he said before he could stop himself, before he could even finish his thought. “Help me set up the damn tent. We’ll look for that shit together.”

There was no way he was letting Eijirou go on his own. Not after… Not after what happened. It was stupid of him to think that his friend would just feel better now.

Eijirou’s head snapped in his direction and he nodded, a wobbly, relieved smile on his lips.

“Okay, sure,” he said.

They stayed close the whole evening, never straying more than a few feet away from each other even while gathering wood. It took them so long that the sun had almost set by the time they had enough, and there was even less time to fetch water before it was too dark. As he kept glancing around to make sure Eijirou was still close, meeting his friend’s worried eyes more often than not, Katsuki realized two things.

One: they’d have to work on going back to their old routine, because they’d never reach Castelmorn moving at this rate.

Two: there was no way he could start courting Eijirou now. That shit would have to wait. And for the first time since he’d decided to be patient for his friend’s sake, Katsuki wasn’t sure how much longer he’d be willing to wait. But whether he liked it or not, Eijirou had way too much on his plate for that.

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Eijirou felt a little better the next morning. He’d spent most of the evening berating himself for being such a coward the day before, but after a surprisingly peaceful night of sleep, things almost felt like they were back to normal. They ate a quick breakfast together, packed up their things, and they were back on the road in less than an hour, just like they used to. After spending the coldest months holed up in one place, it was actually a nice change of pace. Eijirou had forgotten how much he liked being on the road with Katsuki.

Speaking of his friend, he seemed to be in a much better mood than yesterday. Eijirou still wasn’t sure what had happened, but it didn’t seem to be a problem anymore. That was a relief. Eijirou really had no idea what was bothering his friend, let alone how to help him.

Things looked like they were going to be just fine for the day until they reached a bigger road, where they met a small group of people.

The second he saw them, Eijirou’s good mood shattered, replaced by cold dread. His mouth instantly snapped shut, lips tightly sealed, and his hands flew to his face to make sure there wasn’t a single scale there.

“Hey, relax,” Katsuki whispered as they caught up with the group. “It’s gonna be fine.”

Eijirou nodded stiffly, letting out a breath he didn’t even know he was holding.

This was ridiculous, he berated himself when the first strangers noticed their presence and greeted them with friendly smiles. Eijirou felt like he was seven and scared of people again, after his parents spent so long hiding him away and telling him about all the horrible things that would happen to him if he didn’t look perfectly human in public.

And they were right… This whole time, they were right.

The group seemed… nice. They were local merchants on their way to sell goods to the next town, and although some of them were thrilled to meet adventurers, no one seemed especially interested in Katsuki or him, beyond the usual curiosity and eagerness to share interesting stories to pass the time while they walked. They had nothing in common with the overly-friendly couple that had tricked him into revealing his nature. They were just normal people, happy to walk with them for a little while.

Usually, Eijirou would be glad to spend some time with them. But today, he wanted nothing more than to walk straight past the group, ignoring them completely. It wasn’t as easy as he would have thought, though. Not without running, at least, and Eijirou probably looked suspicious enough as it was. Besides, the group wasn’t going far. They’d reach their destination around noon and stay there, letting Katsuki and him continue on their own. So really, there was no reason for Eijirou to be so tense. There was no reason for him to stay silent as much as he could and mumble his answers, mouth hidden under the collar of his hood.

“I’m sorry, stranger, what were you saying?” one of the merchants asked, coming closer to hear him better.

Eijirou almost jumped out of his skin.

“I said we were going to meet friends,” he repeated louder, still careful to hide his mouth.

“Oh, that’s great! Will they have work for you or something?”

“Something like that,” Eijirou shrugged.

This was going terribly. Eijirou was usually the one who held the conversation and tempered Katsuki’s grumpiness and general unwillingness to talk, but he couldn’t do this right now. He was sweating under his clothes, and his shoulders were so stiff they were starting to hurt.

This wasn’t good. This wasn’t…

Damn it! Not even a month ago, he was complaining about his friend not letting him talk to strangers, and now he couldn’t even hold a normal conversation! His eyes met Katsuki’s when he sent a quick glance in his direction. There was a concerned frown on his friend’s face, but if Eijirou had to guess, it wasn’t the merchants he was worried about.

He couldn’t keep going like this. He couldn’t count on Katsuki to stay with him at all times, comfort him every time he had a nightmare, and shield him from strangers for the rest of his life. No matter how wrong his first impression of the people who tried to kill him was, Eijirou was right about one thing: he couldn’t keep living in fear. He didn’t want to keep living in fear and make Katsuki worry about him. He was supposed to have left all of this behind when he left his family and accepted who he was.

But… that was easier said than done, and every time Eijirou opened his mouth to speak, the words died in his throat.

In his own gruff way, Katsuki saved him by asking the merchants what they were all selling. It worked so well that by the time they reached their destination, they still weren’t done talking to him. Katsuki had even managed to get a good deal on some of their stuff, including some of the local travel bread—a dense and dark thing made with chestnut flour.

Uraraka swore by it, and the man who sold it assured them that they could live just on this bread for weeks. Eijirou scoffed at that. As if Katsuki would let them eat only bread. Still, he knew his friend wanted to get some before they left. But the closest place to find it was in the town near Uraraka’s village and after what happened… well… They never made that trip.

They were offered to have lunch at a local tavern with the rest of the group when they reached the town. Eijirou was tempted to accept, but eating would mean showing his teeth, and…

He gulped. He’d just told himself that he couldn’t live like this forever! Besides, he knew how to eat without showing his teeth. Even with Katsuki, he still struggled to not hide them most of the time.

A quick glance in Katsuki’s direction confirmed that his friend was waiting for him to make this decision. Eijirou took a deep breath, fighting against the heavy pit in his stomach. He could do this. He could…

“Well… if we can eat fast, sure?” he said before he could change his mind.

“Of course. We know you two still have a long way ahead,” the chestnut merchant replied with a smile.

Eijirou couldn’t say that he managed to relax, but with Katsuki sitting across from him, he felt a little more at ease. Besides, the food was too good for the knots in his guts to stop him from enjoying it. So, as stressful as it was, Eijirou would still count the experience as a good one. It was a step in the right direction.

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Katsuki wasn’t sure what to do when they stopped for the night. Should he send Eijirou to gather things on his own as usual? Should they do everything together and risk finishing after sunset? He knew they couldn’t do this forever but…

Eijirou chose for him.

“I’ll let you set up the tent while I get us some firewood, okay?” he said.

It took one glance at his tense, awkward posture and forced smile for Katsuki to know that his friend didn’t want to do it.

Katsuki shook his head. “We can–”

“I’ll do it, don’t worry!” Eijirou said before he could finish, his voice way too loud to sound natural. Still, something in his nervous yet determined expression told Katsuki that he wouldn’t take no for an answer.

Katsuki took a sharp breath and nodded. “Yeah, you do that.”

Eijirou walked away slowly, still looking tense, and Katsuki watched him until he stopped to gather his first sticks. Then, he forced himself to look away and focus on his own task.

It… wasn’t as easy as it should be.

The task itself was fine. Katsuki had set up this stupid tent enough times that he could do it with his eyes closed by now. But it was still hard to do a proper job when both his eyes and his mind kept wandering in Eijirou’s direction. He felt vaguely nauseous when he started fighting against the fabric, and as he tried to set it right, he realized that his hands were shaking a little.

Another glance confirmed that he couldn’t see Eijirou anymore. He wanted to throw up.

“Eijirou?” he called, refusing to worry for his friend even as his heart started pounding in his ears.

“Yeah? Something wrong, Katsuki?” his friend called back.

Katsuki let out a sigh of relief. Eijirou was fine. He was still within shouting distance. If anything happened to him, Katsuki would know.

“Katsuki?” Eijirou called again, voice tinted with worry.

“It’s nothing, don’t worry!” Katsuki shouted back, forcing himself to focus on the damn tent again.

What the fuck was wrong with him? Eijirou was fine, he was right here!

Still, it took everything in him not to run to his friend the second he was done with the stupid tent. But he couldn’t. Eijirou was trying so fucking hard, and Katsuki didn’t want to be the coward who’d ruin his efforts.

Instead, he took out their dinner and waited for Eijirou’s return so he could start a fire. And when his friend came back with an armful of wood and a bright smile, full of pride and relief, Katsuki couldn’t help but mirror it as he finally felt himself relax.

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Eijirou’s nightmares had been getting better ever since they left their little cave. Katsuki had still woken up several times in the past two weeks to a panicked, gasping Eijirou, but his friend calmed down much faster than before. These days, all Katsuki had to do was blearily create a little flame to light up the tent and remind his friend where he was, then let Eijirou rearrange them how he pleased—usually pulling Katsuki closer or putting him on his back so he could lay his head on his chest—before they both fell back asleep.

This time was no different. Katsuki barely even woke up. He just felt Eijirou shift against him until a hand crept up his chest, resting just where his heart was. He took a deep breath, just to show his friend that he was fine, and when Eijirou didn’t do anything else, he fell right back asleep.

He was at a big market set up in an alley. The two rows of booths were stretching further than his eyes could see. As he walked around, following the flow of the crowd, Katsuki idly browsed the wares.

There was anything and everything for sale: pots and pans, food, jewelry, cosmetics, colorful fabrics, a whole booth full of intricate knives… One of them caught his attention, and as he wondered if Eijirou would like its thick bone handle, Katsuki realized that his friend wasn’t with him.

It was fine, though. He’d probably stayed behind to buy grilled meat, or maybe he just didn’t come because it would be too crowded. Katsuki couldn’t quite remember which it was. He considered buying him the knife, but the crowd kept pushing him further and he decided to keep going with a shrug.

He walked past more booths, wondering why he was even here when he wasn’t interested in anything, but the crowd kept going and Katsuki could only follow. It was starting to feel oppressive. Katsuki couldn’t shake off the feeling that something terrible was about to happen. And when he decided to leave and find Eijirou, he realized that there was no way out. There was no street crossing the alley, just rows and rows of merchants selling their stuff.

Feeling more and more nervous, he kept looking around, trying to remember for how long he’d been walking. Should he keep going and hope to reach the other side of the market, or go back? Where was Eijirou again?

Katsuki tried to stop walking, crane his neck to look back, but the crowd was unrelenting, forcing him to keep going.

Katsuki saw the necklace then. It wasn’t anything special, just a bunch of teeth mounted on a leather cord, but something about it made him feel uneasy. Those weren’t ordinary teeth, Katsuki realized. They looked a lot like…

“Dragon blood!” someone yelled then, further up the alley. “Come look at my dragon medicine! Best in the country! Dragon bone powder for your health! Dragon blood to cure all your wounds!”

Katsuki gulped. He was feeling nervous now. Merchants often lied about selling ‘real dragon medicine’ but after the necklace…

Katsuki finally reached the booth in question and met the smiling face of a merchant holding a jar of red powder.

“Sir, you look a little pale,” he said with a sharp grin that sent a shiver down Katsuki’s spine. “Would you like to try our crushed dragon scales?”

Katsuki’s breath caught in his throat. Scales… These were scales… He knew this shade of red. He’d only ever met one dragon with scales like these.

Shaking his head, Katsuki looked behind the man to find several racks full of various glass jars.

The colors had faded at some point—when did it happen?—only leaving shades of gray and bright red that didn’t belong here.

Katsuki’s breath quickened, like he couldn’t find enough air, but even as his head started to swim, the crowd forced him to keep going, pushing him away from the smiling merchant and his too red wares. There was a glass jar sitting at the edge of the booth, filled to the brim with eyes of various sizes, and they seemed to follow Katsuki as he walked past them.

Cold sweat streaming down his back, he kept going on shaky legs, walking past a booth selling grilled meat. The smell was nauseating. It had an underlying stench that Katsuki didn’t recognize, but that made his stomach lurch. He let the crowd push him further, his dread only rising with each step until his eyes caught even more red than before.

There were boots in this booth. And gloves, and bracers, and bags, all made of bright red lizard skin.

Katsuki wanted to scream.

The merchant didn’t say anything this time. He didn’t have to. Katsuki knew.

He met the man’s eyes as he walked past his booth, glinting with something cruel and ominous. The man smiled and gave him a mocking nod, as if he knew exactly what Katsuki was thinking.

Katsuki bolted.

Running as fast as he could, pushing people aside, he called Eijirou’s name desperately.

There was no answer. He was only met with the low chatter of the crowd, and the cheery shouts of the merchant behind him, promising the best dragon medicine to his customers. The stench of grilled meat was suffocating. No one reacted to his outburst.

The crowd thinned slowly as he kept running and calling his friend at the top of his lungs. He could barely breathe, but he couldn’t stop. This couldn’t be real. He had to find Eijirou. He had to find him!

The alley turned out to be a dead end. There was barely anyone blocking his path, at this point, but he still saw groups of people going about their business as if everything were normal. As if no one had killed Katsuki’s best friend and turned him into boots and necklaces and powders to sell.

That’s when he saw it. The final piece.

Just at the end of the alley, proudly displayed on the final booth, was Eijirou’s dragon head, mounted on a wall like a trophy.

Tears streaming down his face, Katsuki fell to his knees and screamed.

Katsuki woke up with a start, choking on a strangled yell. His chest rose and fell erratically as he tried to catch his breath and remember where he was.

Fuck, he thought as he finished waking up. The market again.

Eijirou didn’t even stir when Katsuki sat up. His friend’s hand fell limply from his chest before Katsuki caught it between his, trying to focus on its warmth. With how hard his own heart was beating, he could barely feel his friend’s pulse, but it was here, so weak compared to his own but still present.

Eijirou was alive. Eijirou was fine. Eijirou was here.

He repeated these words to himself over and over until his breathing calmed down and tears stopped falling on his and Eijirou’s hands.

Then, he slowly laid back down and pushed Eijirou on his back. Still holding his friend’s hand, he carefully lowered his head on Eijirou’s chest, right where his heart was, and let out a content sigh when he heard it beat loudly in his ear.

As he carefully rearranged their blankets so they were properly covered, he heard what could only be interpreted as ‘disgruntled cloth rustling’ and huffed a quiet laugh. He must have accidentally displaced Fluffy again.

The tiny dragon was still far from tame, but these days, she didn’t mind showing herself during meals and letting them know when she was displeased with them, usually because they forced her to move from a comfortable spot or forgot to give her her rightful share of their meal.

It wasn’t too bad, having her around. She was awfully demanding for such a tiny creature, especially one from a species known for their shyness, but she’d more than deserved the royal treatment they’d been giving her. Besides, she was a comforting presence, even if she barely showed herself. And Katsuki hadn’t given up on getting her full trust someday.

His nightmare almost forgotten, with the steady sound of Eijirou’s heartbeat in his ears, Katsuki slowly fell back asleep.

He dreamed about carrying a beating heart in his hands. Whose was it? He didn’t know, but he had to give it to Eijirou, somehow.

It was pretty shitty, as far as dreams went, but at least it was morning when he woke up again.

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After two weeks of travel, Eijirou could say that things had been going pretty well. Sure, he still had a few nightmares, but he felt like they were easier to manage now. He didn’t even need to wake Katsuki up when they happened.

Speaking of his friend, he had been acting strangely ever since they left their cave. He’d stopped with the almost-kisses, for one, much to Eijirou’s relief. He didn’t think his poor heart could take them much longer—not without having to actually think about it, that was, and he didn’t think he was ready for that.

In a way, Katsuki was back to normal, but… it was the normal from before winter. The normal from before Eijirou found out he was a shifter, even. He was more distant, less physically affectionate, and Eijirou wasn’t sure what to make of it.

It was starting to worry him. He didn’t know if Katsuki had something on his mind, or if he’d realized that Eijirou sort of wanted to be kissed and didn’t like it, or if he thought Eijirou needed space, or… He’d tried asking his friend what was wrong a few times, but Katsuki didn’t seem to realize that he was even doing it. He’d also told Eijirou that he shouldn’t worry about it, but…

Although it was true that Katsuki didn’t grow more distant with time, it was still a little concerning.

They’d reach Castelmorn in about a week if everything went well. Eijirou wondered if Katsuki would go back to normal-normal then.

Maybe he was just nervous about being on their own again, after everything that had happened. Eijirou sure was.

He’d made a lot of progress since their awkward first night on the road. He could gather wood on his own without checking his surroundings every few seconds or so, and last night he’d even gone on a little hike to fetch some water at a nearby stream. He’d felt uneasy the whole time their camp was out of sight, but he still did it! Which meant that…

Well… It meant that he still wasn’t doing as well as before.

When he’d returned, he found Katsuki waiting for him a small distance away from the camp. As relieved as he was to see his friend, Eijirou wanted to tell him off for not trusting him. But then, he noticed the anxious crease in Katsuki’s brow and the way his shoulders relaxed when he saw him, and he realized that his friend was probably as worried as Eijirou was. And if even Katsuki had trouble adjusting, maybe Eijirou wasn’t doing so poorly after all.

Then, there was the problem of other people. There weren’t many travelers on the road at this time of the year, most of them only going on short trips to nearby towns, and Katsuki and he rarely had to share the road with them for very long. Eijirou felt like he was doing a little better around others, but it still wasn’t enough. Even back in his village, he had never been this anxious about strangers. He’d worry sometimes that someone suspected something, but never to this extent.

Eijirou didn’t like that. He didn’t think being shy or nervous around people was a bad thing, but it wasn’t the kind of person he wanted to be. He’d fought his entire life for scraps of self-confidence, and he wasn’t ready to lose them now.

They took a quick break to eat something around noon. Despite the days getting longer, it was especially cold today. Cold enough that even Eijirou had been shivering when he woke up. Cold enough that he'd found Fluffy snuggled under the covers with them. Cold enough that even in the middle of the day, they didn’t want to stay put for too long.

They were getting ready to leave when Eijirou noticed a group of people coming their way. He froze.

There were four of them, talking cheerfully as they walked. Three women and a man. Too close to be avoided now.

“What’s wrong?” Katsuki asked after he finished gathering his things.

“People,” Eijirou replied.

He regretted choosing to stop at this little spot near the trees. He hadn’t seen these people approaching at all.

“What do you wanna do?” Katsuki asked.

Eijirou gulped. The group looked friendly. They might not even be headed toward the same place. And regardless of that… Eijirou wasn’t going to make any progress if he didn’t try.

“Let’s get back on the road,” he decided.

Part of him was hoping that the four travelers wouldn’t pay attention to them, but he had no such luck. Instead, the group called them with a friendly wave, obviously eager to share their company.

Putting on his best tight-lipped smile, Eijirou turned around to greet them.

In the next hour or so, he learned that they were a group of young adventurers who were traveling north toward Luug, one of the biggest cities in Yuuei. They didn’t have much experience, and when they found out that Katsuki did, they were eager to learn as much from him as possible.

“Wait, you’ve been to Luug?” Eijirou asked when Katsuki mentioned it. “You never told me that.”

“It never came up,” Katsuki shrugged. “But of course I’ve been to Luug. It’s big. There are tons of merchants. Lots of opportunities to find work.”

“Yeah, you think so?” one of the travelers asked with a pleased smile. “That’s what I’ve been telling them.”

“It’s not the worst idea,” Katsuki said.

“How is it, then?” Eijirou asked, eager to find out more.

Given the various sounds of assent coming from the others, he wasn’t the only one.

“It’s big,” Katsuki shrugged. “And full of hills. On clear days, you can see the Golden Mountains from up there.”

His friend spent the next few minutes answering everyone’s questions with short, laconic answers, and when Eijirou noticed that he was starting to lose patience, he took over and asked the others about their home.

The rest of the day passed in pleasant conversation, and when they reached a crossroad in the late afternoon, Eijirou was surprised to find that he was a little sad to part with them. He wished them the best of luck in their future adventures, and just a few minutes after going their separate ways, Eijirou couldn’t hear them anymore.

The silence was almost strange. Now that they were gone, Eijirou had plenty of time to think about the interaction and how… nice it had been. How natural it felt to divert people’s attention when he could tell Katsuki had enough, knowing his friend would do the same for him if he started to feel nervous. Which he hadn’t, today. Not after the first couple of minutes.

Eijirou smiled to himself as they walked side by side. Maybe he wasn’t doing so bad after all.

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Katsuki woke up to the sound of sheets moving, like someone was struggling.

He didn’t recognize his blankets. The mattress was way too soft. Where the fuck was he?

Things came back gradually as he patted blindly around, looking for Eijirou.

Right… he wasn’t in his tent. He was in a bed. After how cold the day had been, they’d decided to spend the night at an inn. Eijirou insisted. Katsuki wasn’t sure, at first, but his friend assured him that he was fine, shifting-wise, and that it was way too cold outside even for him. Besides, this particular place had been recommended by the Clown Trio, so there was no reason to hesitate.

The struggling intensified, but no matter how much Katsuki patted around, Eijirou was nowhere to be found. It took him a few more seconds to remember that his friend wasn’t lying next to him. They were given a room with two single beds. How could Katsuki forget Eijirou’s disappointed pout when he saw them for the first time?

Forcing himself to open his eyes, Katsuki immediately found the source of the noise: just as he thought, Eijirou was having a nightmare again.

“Hey, calm down,” Katsuki said, voice rough from sleep as he got up, hissing when his feet touched the cold wooden floor. He crossed the distance between them in two steps and quickly helped his friend disentangle himself from the sheets.

Eijirou’s eyes snapped open the moment he was free.

“Kas’ki?” he panted.

Katsuki nodded, sitting at the edge of the bed. “Yeah, it’s me.”

“You… You weren’t here,” Eijirou said, blindly grabbing in front of him until he latched onto Katsuki's hands.

“Two beds, remember?” Katsuki mumbled.

Eijirou nodded and pulled him down with him, still panting like he'd just been fighting for his life. It didn’t take long for Katsuki to find his way under the covers with him. They were both lying on their sides, facing each other. Eijirou’s forehead was damp with sweat, eyes shining with tears in the moonlight.

“I was… trapped in the dark,” Eijirou said with a weak, shaky voice. “You were screaming and I… I couldn't do anything.”

“C’mon, I’m not that weak,” Katsuki protested.

“I know,” Eijirou said. “But it felt so real and I…”

When his friend burst into tears, Katsuki didn’t think. He did what he knew would work and grabbed the sides of Eijirou's face, guiding it until their foreheads were touching, shifter-kissing him for the first time in weeks.

Eijirou's hands were gripping his desperately, tears streaming down his face while Katsuki did his best imitation of comforting dragon sounds, inhaling and exhaling deeply so his friend could try and follow his breathing.

It took until Eijirou started calming down for Katsuki to remember that his friend didn’t know what the gesture meant and Katsuki wasn’t supposed to do it. But as he tried to pull away, he felt a vibration against his hand.

Eijirou was purring.

His face went lax under Katsuki’s fingers as he fell back asleep, and even then, the purring didn’t stop. Eijirou liked it. He didn’t know that they were technically kissing, but he still liked it.

Fuck it, Katsuki thought then, as his friend’s purr lulled him back to sleep. He didn’t want to wait until he almost lost Eijirou again. He didn’t want to have to watch himself any longer.

He’d start courting Eijirou properly, first thing in the morning.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! Bakugou's resolve to not court Kirishima for the time being sure didn't last long.

I had a lot of fun writing Bakugou's market dream. I don't know about you guys, but for me, the worst nightmares are the ones where I'm increasingly more aware that something terrible is about to happen/currently happening but everyone is acting like everything is perfectly normal.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 42: How to Court Your Dragon

Notes:

It's courting time!

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

Knowing he wanted to court Eijirou properly was one thing, but one question remained for Katsuki: what kind of gift should he pick?

For dragon shifters, pre-courting gifts were a vital step. They weren’t binding in any way, but no relationship could start without one. They were supposed to both show interest and prove that you knew the person you wanted to court. They shouldn’t be too big or expensive, but they had to be something that would fit in the other person’s hoard.

This part wasn’t hard for Katsuki: he already knew exactly what Eijirou hoarded and what he valued in each of his most precious possessions. Katsuki’s old shirt would have been a great gift, if he’d known what he was doing at the time, but he knew he could do better than that. He wanted to do better than that. Pre-courting gifts were the least important step of courting, but Eijirou deserved nothing but the best. After all, if Katsuki had a say in it, it would be the only one he’d ever receive.

For the next few days, Katsuki did two things: he snuck out of the tent early in the mornings to sort through his things and see what he had that Eijirou would find valuable, and he observed his friend to see if there was something he might need in particular.

His first reflex was to think about a fur item. Since he came from a warm area where furs were only for the wealthy, Eijirou didn’t own any. And Fluffy loved them so much that even though she clearly preferred Eijirou, she still nested in Katsuki’s things the most. The only problem was… none of Katsuki’s things would qualify as a pre-courting gift. Either they were too big and valuable—like his cape—or they were sharing them—like his blankets—or he still needed them—like… his cape again—or they were too small and Katsuki didn’t know what to do with them—like the scraps he sometimes kept—or they were new and wouldn’t be interesting for Eijirou…

Three days later, Katsuki still had no idea what to give to his velshélumnar. He had things that would work, sure, and he was pretty sure that given their relationship, this step was just a formality and Eijirou would be happy with anything, but… it just wasn’t enough.

After the third day of pulling his hair, trying to figure out what to do, Katsuki decided that no matter what, he’d have to find something before they reached Castelmorn.

The following day, he wanted to explode. He still didn’t have any idea he liked, he’d gone through his things several times since he’d decided to court Eijirou, and he hadn’t made any sort of progress all day. As expected, his friend had noticed Katsuki’s bad mood, but his attempts to make him feel better only made things worse.

This shit was supposed to be easy so why the fuck couldn’t he find a single good idea?

That evening, when the bottom of his cape got caught in brambles while he was looking for a stream where they could refill their water, it was the last straw. Angry and frustrated, Katsuki forcefully tried to pull it free… and the well-worn fabric ripped.

“Fuck!” he yelled at the empty forest, frightening the birds around him. “Stupid fucking piece of shit!”

Letting out his frustration on his torn out garment, he kept yanking at it until the entire bottom edge of his cape ripped off. Katsuki was going to leave the scrap there for foxes to pee on or whatever when he heard Eijirou’s voice in the distance.

“Katsuki! Is everything okay?”

Katsuki’s eyes widened with realization. How could he be so fucking stupid? There was his pre-courting gift! What better example of an ‘old, beloved piece of fabric’ than the cape he wore every day, no matter the weather?

A victorious smirk spread on his face as he yelled back, “M’fine! Just fucking brambles getting in the way!”

“Okay!”

It took him several minutes to carefully pluck the torn out cloth from the damn shrub. Even as he realized how easily he could have saved his cape if he hadn't lost his temper, Katsuki couldn’t bring himself to be mad. Not when he was holding the perfect courting gift in his hands. All he had to do was clean it up, fix any hole left by the thorns, make sure the edges wouldn’t fray, and he could make a thin scarf for Eijirou. Or his friend could use it as a belt, if he preferred. This shade of red would definitely suit him, too. Much more than Mina’s headband, which Eijirou had been wearing proudly for the past few weeks despite how horribly the colors clashed with his hair and Jirou’s old bandanna.

Tucking the torn off piece of red cloth safely in a pouch, Katsuki went back on his way to get the water, finally satisfied after days of frustration.

It didn’t take long for Eijirou to notice something had changed, when he came back.

“Your cape is shorter,” he said with a frown when Katsuki offered to spar before dinner.

“Yeah,” Katsuki nodded, hoping Eijirou wouldn’t be too nosy about it.

As expected, his friend didn’t make it easy for him.

“What happened? Is that why you were cursing earlier?” he asked.

“Yeah.”

Eijirou bit his lower lip for a second, and asked, “So… What did you do with the torn out part? Did you manage to save it?”

Katsuki couldn’t suppress a smug smile at the questions.

“I have it,” he confirmed.

Eijirou’s hands twitched as a flash of pure want appeared on his face.

“So… Um… You’re gonna… You gonna do something with it?” he asked, trying and failing to look unaffected.

Katsuki shrugged, doing his best to school his expression and not reveal his intentions. He already had the confirmation that he had the best pre-courting gift. Now, all he had to do was to make sure Eijirou didn’t suspect what he was going to do with it, or worse, ask him for it and ruin his entire plan.

“I have something in mind,” he said.

Eijirou’s eager expression immediately turned into pure disappointment as he let out the most dejected “Oh…” Katsuki had ever heard.

It was almost tempting to tell him about his plan then, if only to wipe that look from his face, but… It would be better to wait. Katsuki could clean his gift properly in the morning, and maybe even fix it before Eijirou woke up. His friend wouldn’t have to be disappointed for long. At this time tomorrow, they’d be together, Katsuki swore.

“So, are we sparring or what?” he asked to distract his soon-to-be partner.

Eijirou’s eyes snapped up. “Oh, uh… Yeah, sure!”

It wasn’t easy to avoid his friend’s questions over dinner about his ‘plans’ for his torn out cape, but Katsuki knew it would be worth it. For now, he’d just have to make sure Eijirou didn’t try to take it while he was sleeping or something. Even when they knew better, dragons weren’t above stealing things they wanted for their hoard, and given the looks Eijirou had been giving him all evening, it was a very real threat.

.

Eijirou couldn’t get Katsuki’s torn out cape out of his head. He’d been thinking about it all night, and every time his eyes fell on his friend, he just… He wanted it. He wanted it so much he felt like he was going to explode!

Eijirou knew this sensation, this craving. He used to feel it all the time before his parents finally caved and let him keep pieces of everyone’s worn out clothes. It had almost faded from his memory, over the years, and now it was back, stronger than ever.

He’d almost been tempted to sneak out of the tent while Katsuki was asleep and look through his stuff for it. He hadn’t done it, of course—he wouldn’t betray his friend like that—but the thought had kept him awake for hours. Even now that they were back on the road, Eijirou wanted to find it. It belonged in his hoard, he just knew it! How could Katsuki not realize that?

“So…” he started after almost an hour of awkward silence. “Um… your cape.”

“What about my cape?” Katsuki asked slyly.

There was something about his expression… like he was trying to hide a smile or something. Was he making fun of Eijirou? Could it be that he knew exactly what Eijirou was thinking? How could Katsuki do this to him?

“Well… What are you gonna do with the torn out piece?”

“You’ll see,” Katsuki said, just like the night before.

With the way he was behaving, he looked almost… happy? What did he have in mind, seriously?

“Are you going to sew it back on?” Eijirou asked.

“Why would I do that after spending hours fixing the bottom of my cape?”

“Right…”

Eijirou sighed. This was going nowhere. Maybe he should just ask Katsuki for it? His friend would understand, right?

“Hey, Katsuki…” he started, hesitant. “I know you have plans and everything, but can I–”

“Hey, look! Isn’t that a fucking… cow?” Katsuki yelled suddenly, pointing toward the field they’d been walking along this whole time.

There was, indeed, a cow with a wheat-colored coat and black-tipped horns staring at them as it munched on some grass.

“Uh… yeah?” Eijirou said, hesitant. It wasn’t the first cow they’d seen today. This one didn’t seem like anything special. “What about it?”

Katsuki let out a strangled noise and started walking faster without answering the question. Eijirou followed him with a shrug. He wasn’t sure what got into his friend, but maybe he should try again later.

When they took a break for lunch, Katsuki seemed to hesitate before taking out their food. He paused, pouted a little, sighed, and turned around on the rock he was sitting on.

“Don’t look,” he said above his shoulder. “I was gonna wait until this evening but you’re not making this shit easy.”

“What?”

“Just give me a minute, damn it!” Katsuki barked.

Eijirou shrugged and waited while his friend rummaged through his bag for a few minutes. Then, he did… something, took a deep breath, and finally turned around, holding a red package tightly bound with a leather cord. The whole thing looked surprisingly neat, for something made so quickly.

“Is it for me?” Eijirou asked, surprised.

Katsuki nodded.

“Thanks!” Eijirou said with a nervous smile, wondering if he’d missed a special occasion.

His birthday wasn’t for several months, the anniversary of their first meeting was still a couple of weeks away—and now that he thought about it… wow, they’d really known each other for almost a whole year! It felt like so much and so little at the same time—and there wasn’t any other occasion he could think of.

He stopped thinking about it the moment he took the package, and gasped loudly.

He knew this shade of red. He knew this specific fabric.

“Katsuki… is that?” he asked, hesitant, as he undid the neat leather bow.

“Yeah,” Katsuki nodded.

“Katsuki…” Eijirou whispered, smiling so hard his cheeks hurt as he carefully unfolded the piece of fabric. It was the missing bottom of Katsuki’s cape! All cleaned up, mended and sewn in the form of a nice scarf. “Is it… Was it for me all along?”

“Of course it was for you. What else would I have done with it?” Katsuki huffed.

“But… but… Why didn’t you say so right away?”

“I didn’t want to ruin the surprise.”

Damn… That was so… so manly! Eijirou couldn’t believe he’d doubted his friend. Of course, Katsuki would know Eijirou wanted it. It was a piece of Katsuki’s iconic cape. One of his most prized possessions. And to think he’d repaired it just for him… And wrapped it up so it'd look like a proper gift…

“Thank you so much!” Eijirou exclaimed, his vision blurry with happy tears. “I love it! It’s perfect!”

“Yeah?” Katsuki asked, sounding almost hesitant.

Eijirou nodded vigorously. “Yes! It’s just… it’s so pretty, and well made, and manly, and you cleaned it and everything! I love it so much!”

“Good.”

Eijirou kept staring at it with a smile until he heard Katsuki clear his throat.

“Oh, right,” Eijirou said, tearing his eyes away from his gift to look at his friend. “The food.”

“Uh… Yeah,” Katsuki nodded stiffly. “The food.”

Was it not what he was thinking about?

As his friend took out their lunch, Eijirou kept staring at his new scarf, feeling like the fluffiest, warmest creature known to man was nesting in his chest. He could look at it forever.

“You don’t have to wear it right away,” Katsuki said suddenly, holding out Eijirou’s portion of food. “If you think it’s… too early or whatever.”

Eijirou frowned for a second, confused. What did his friend mean by ‘too early’? It was the perfect weather for a light scarf like this one! Or did Katsuki think Eijirou secretly didn’t like it?

He couldn’t let this happen! Especially with how much he wanted to wear it right now, and every day until it was too frayed and torn out to be a scarf!

“No, it’s perfect!” he exclaimed, quickly wrapping it around his neck.

The thin, soft fabric felt like a dream against his skin. Like it belonged here. It felt like the most precious thing Eijirou had ever been given. It felt so nice that he could… he could…

He squeaked.

It was even more embarrassing now that he knew what the sound meant, and he felt his cheeks burn immediately. But as always, Katsuki didn’t make fun of him for it. He grinned proudly, like he’d just won a hard battle, and it made the furry resident in Eijirou’s chest purr, its soft fur tickling him gently.

“Yeah, I… I really like it, as you can hear,” Eijirou said with a sheepish chuckle.

He couldn’t stop smiling for the rest of the day. And from what he could see, Katsuki was feeling pretty much the same.

.

Finally! Eijirou and he were officially back in the courting phase. And for real, this time! Between Metalhead telling him about pre-courting gifts months ago and Mina’s lesson about courting—which Katsuki had watched closely, both worried that his friend would figure out the truth about the shirt he was given and hoping he’d understand—there was no way Eijirou didn’t know what happened.

The whole thing ended up being way more stressful than Katsuki had anticipated. He wasn’t worried about the outcome, but his heart nearly beat out of his chest when Eijirou almost asked him for his planned gift. It would have ruined everything! There was no way Katsuki could refuse only to give it to him later on, but giving it immediately would have made it a normal hoard acquisition rather than a proper pre-courting gift. And then, Katsuki would’ve had to find another one. It’d been pretty damn close!

But it was done, now. Eijirou had accepted the gift. He was openly wearing it. They could finally start courting properly!

With how caught up he’d been in his victory, it took a whole day for Katsuki to realize something: he wasn’t sure what to do from here.

He couldn’t just jump on Eijirou and kiss him. One of the kids on Maito tried to do that once and it didn’t end up well for him. There had to be some sort of buildup. After all, a pre-courting gift was only the first step in the courting process. An accepted gift meant that it could officially begin, not that it was over.

So there had to be other things to do between now and the moment where he could actually kiss Eijirou. With a human kiss, this time! He’d tell his friend about shifter kissing later.

The problem with this phase of courting—when it was too early for kisses and all that but they were officially together—was that there wasn’t much more Katsuki could do. They already did everything together. What was Katsuki supposed to do now? Flirt with Eijirou? How was he even supposed to do that?

He spent the better part of the afternoon trying to remember how it worked for his old friends on Maito. He hadn't been interested in any of that back then, but by the time he'd left, courting was practically the only thing kids his age were talking about. And Katsuki… had made a point not to listen to any of those conversations.

Damn it, he couldn’t remember anything! Or nothing he could use, at least. They were already spending their days together, privacy was the opposite of a rare luxury around here, in the middle of nowhere, Katsuki would look fucking dumb if he tried to rub himself against Eijirou the way dragons did, they couldn’t fly together yet…

By the time evening came and they stopped for the night, Katsuki still barely had any idea. And Eijirou wasn’t helping, with the way he was acting the same as ever. The only difference was the way he sometimes touched the red scarf around his neck and smiled softly for himself.

Katsuki wondered if he was also trying to figure out where to go from here.

Even though spring was near, there wasn’t much time to spar and study wind magic before sunset. Katsuki let Eijirou work on his wind drills while he cooked the most special meal he could with what he had at hand. He was adding the final touches when he finally remembered some of the most basic dragon shifter flirting techniques.

He served the food equally, as always, but when Eijirou sat down with his portion, Katsuki picked up some of his meat and dropped it in his partner’s bowl.

Eijirou paused, spoon halfway to his mouth, and sent him a confused look.

“You’re not hungry?” he asked.

Katsuki frowned. He’d just started, and it was already not going the way he expected. What was he supposed to say to that?

“Eat, dumbass,” he growled.

Eijirou looked down at his extra meat, hesitant.

“I said eat it, damn it!” Katsuki barked.

Eijirou looked back at him. A smile slowly formed on his lips, making his eyes crinkle.

“Thanks!” he said.

Katsuki nodded, satisfied, and went back to his own food.

He replayed the interaction in his mind all dinner. Was Eijirou oblivious or did Katsuki’s intentions come across? Did giving the best part of your food to your partner not have the same meaning in Yuuei? Did Mina never tell Eijirou what it meant? It was too early to tell.

Good thing Katsuki still had another blade in his boot.

The sky was clear for the first time in days. It was time to give Eijirou another astronomy lesson.

Between the cloudy weather and their hard first couple of days, Katsuki hadn’t managed to teach him much. And tonight… Well, maybe the stars could wait a little.

“Ready for more astronomy?” he asked after dinner.

Eijirou looked up at the night sky, perfectly clear and shining with thousands of stars, and sighed.

“Yeah, let’s do this.”

Katsuki huffed a laugh at his resigned expression. “No need to look like that. It’s gonna stick sooner or later.”

“But then it’ll be summer, and the stars will be all different,” Eijirou grumbled, pouting.

Katsuki would never forget his partner’s horrified look when he was reminded of that fact. It was hilarious. Especially for Katsuki, who couldn’t remember what it was like not being able to find familiar figures in the night sky.

“And you’ll learn the summer stars then,” Katsuki said. “And once you know them, you’ll know everything you need, so stop being dramatic.”

“And then there’ll be the southern stars,” Eijirou grumbled.

“Don’t worry about them yet and focus on what you’ve got to learn right now.”

Eijirou pouted a little longer and sighed, but when he looked at Katsuki again, he seemed determined.

“Okay, I’m ready,” he said.

Katsuki nodded, pleased. That was more like it.

He started by asking Eijirou what he could remember from their previous lessons, and was pleased to find that his partner could remember a few constellations. As Eijirou told him about the Great Herder, Katsuki used a gentle breeze to lift his cape and wrap it around Eijirou’s shoulders like a wing.

It didn’t go as smoothly as he’d expected. He forgot to take into account the missing bottom of his cape, and it slipped lamely off his friend’s shoulder.

Cursing internally, Katsuki made a second, more successful attempt and left his cape there, waiting for Eijirou’s reaction. His partner stopped talking to send him a questioning look.

“Something wrong?” Katsuki asked with a pleased smirk.

He couldn’t see if Eijirou was blushing in the low light, but–

Eijirou shrugged and went back to his star naming, undisturbed. Katsuki pouted at his partner’s lack of reaction and forced himself to listen as Eijirou described the various stars in the Great Herder and how to find them. It wasn’t until his partner told him about how it was useful to find the Herding Dog, which always pointed north, that Katsuki realized that he told him about the wrong names.

For dragon shifters, these two constellations were called Krato and Tola. The Great Herder and the Herding Dog were their Barbarian names. The names Katsuki had learned as a kid, and associated with the stories his parents used to tell him.

Damn it, how could Katsuki not realize this? How many other constellations had he taught Eijirou wrong?

“What’s this one again?” he asked suddenly, pointing toward the Hunt– Orak.

Eijirou stopped talking and sent Katsuki a curious look. It took him a few seconds to understand what Katsuki was showing him.

“Is it… Orak, the Firebearer?” he said, hesitant.

Katsuki nodded, swallowing a sigh of relief. So he hadn’t done everything wrong, after all.

Once Eijirou was done telling him what he remembered from their previous lessons, Katsuki reminded him about the constellations around Orak that Eijirou had forgotten, making sure to use their Draconic names. Eijirou seemed surprised when Katsuki admitted his mistake about Krato and Tola’s names.

“Is that why you told Mina you’d learned differently?” he asked. “Because you learned before going to Maito?”

Katsuki gritted his teeth. “Yeah, so focus on your damn lesson already,” he growled. He was irritated enough as it was. He didn’t want to talk about it.

“Are all the constellations the same, for Barbarians?” Eijirou asked again.

“It doesn’t fucking matter,” Katsuki snapped. “I just slipped once, I’ll be more careful from now on.”

“Hey, I’m not doubting you. I’m just curious,” Eijirou said, placating.

“And I said it doesn’t fucking matter!” Katsuki barked. “So are you gonna take this damn lesson seriously or what?”

Fuck, it wasn’t going the way he wanted at all. Why did his Barbarian roots always have to ruin everything?

Eijirou sighed. Lowering his gaze, he started playing with the hem of Katsuki’s cape around his shoulders.

“Fine,” he grumbled with an annoyed frown. “I’ll stop asking, so no need to speak to me like that.”

Katsuki took a deep breath and forced himself to calm down a little.

“Right,” he said. “Let’s focus on the lesson.”

He wasn’t going to let that shit ruin his plans. The ‘wing around your partner’s shoulders’ thing wasn’t working, but Katsuki could always try the next best thing.

“Come here,” he said, wrapping an arm around Eijirou’s shoulders to pull him closer. “I’ll show you the Twin Dragons.” 

His chest filled with pride when he felt his partner tense for a second before he melted against him. That was better!

As he told Eijirou about the stars in the Twin Dragons, reminding him of the story that gave the constellation its name—one he’d told Eijirou several times when he was learning Mixed Draconic—Katsuki couldn’t help but send a glance in his partner’s direction, to see his reaction.

Eijirou was absolutely focused on the lesson. He was gazing at the stars with a slight frown, as if he was trying to burn their image in his mind and remember every word Katsuki was saying about them.

Katsuki couldn’t repress a fond smile at the sight. As disappointed as he was not to see Eijirou flustered by their closeness, he was proud to have such a serious student.

Forcing himself to look away and stop trying to count all the stars he could see reflected in his partner’s big, shiny eyes, he went on with his lesson. He didn’t stop until they were both too tired to focus and he started mixing up names again.

Sleep didn’t come easy that night. No matter how hard he tried to focus on other things, Katsuki always found himself thinking about his own astronomy lessons. The memories pissed him off.

He used to love that shit. Even now, he could still remember how excited he was, as a kid, when his parents led him to the edge of the camp instead of putting him to bed, and told him about the stories behind each constellation. He loved that, because it meant he could stay up a little longer and have his parents’ undivided attention for a few hours.

Whenever he had a nightmare, they’d take him outside and ask him to show them and name as many stars as he could before taking him back to bed, his fright forgotten and replaced with a peaceful night sky. They used to say that no matter how far apart they were, they would always be looking at the same sky.

It used to be a comforting thought. It used to be.

Katsuki stopped believing that crap when Maito reached the southern hemisphere. Suddenly, all of the familiar stars changed and when he lost sight of the Herding Dog, Katsuki’s happy stargazing memories turned to shit. When he thought about it, it was probably around that time that he went from… missing his family or whatever to deciding that they could all go to hell. If they didn’t give a shit about him, he wouldn’t give a shit about them. That was what he’d decided, and he’d followed that principle ever since.

There was no reason for him to think about his childhood now. He had more important stuff to focus on at the moment, like figuring out what he was going to do about Eijirou.

Dragon shifter flirting didn’t seem to be working on him, so maybe he should try something else. Maybe he should try something Eijirou would be more familiar with.

Katsuki planned his next moves until he fell asleep.

That night, he dreamed about the stars. They’d fallen from the sky, and he had to put them all back where they belonged. It was hard and they kept falling back when he wasn't paying attention, but he knew he had to do it. Because if he didn’t… If he didn’t…

He’d never find his way home.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! Bakugou is being so smooth... maybe too smooth, even

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 43: That Feeling When Your Boyfriend Asks You If You’re Gay

Notes:

And here we are for another fun romcom chapter!

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

The next day, Katsuki was ready. He was going to court the hell out of Eijirou and he’d get that damn kiss before the next morning!

They stopped and set up camp for the night in a nice spot near a stream, hours before sunset. From where they were, they’d be able to reach Castelmorn early the next day, so Eijirou immediately agreed when Katsuki said they should rest for now.

Or, well… ‘rest’.

Katsuki watched Eijirou as he practiced his wind magic, and as soon as his partner was done, he said,

“Let’s fight.”

Now that was a human thing. There was no way Eijirou would mistake it for something else.

“Oh, you wanna spar?” Eijirou said with a smile. “Sure, I’d love to!”

Katsuki bit back a curse. Right, they’d been ‘fighting’ almost every day ever since they met, so of course, Eijirou wouldn’t know the difference. Especially since Plainspeak vocabulary was so damn lacking.

“Not sparring,” Katsuki corrected. “Fighting.”

Eijirou looked confused. “You mean… You have a problem with me, or…? Is there another Barbarian fight you want to do?”

Katsuki sighed. Maybe this particular approach wasn’t as universal as he’d thought.

He shook his head. “Nevermind. Yeah, let’s fucking spar.”

There would be other opportunities. For now, he wanted to see how well Eijirou could use his budding wind magic in a fight. It was the best way to measure his progress.

Katsuki tried to limit his own use of magic, focusing on hand to hand combat. At Eijirou’s level, there wasn’t much he could do with wind, but he still managed to push Katsuki back a few times with a strong gust, when he was about to get the upper hand.

“S’not as weak as before,” Katsuki praised.

Eijirou grinned. “I had great teachers.”

They were back on each other the next moment, not wasting a second to catch their breaths.

Katsuki had been warned in the past about sparring with the same partner for too long, and he could see why now. They knew each other so well that their spar almost felt like a dance—but one where Katsuki could get a nasty punch in the face if he wasn’t careful. And although he understood that he should measure his strength against different opponents, Katsuki didn’t regret the turn his fights against Eijirou had taken. More than a way to keep each other sharp, they were proof of their bond.

They were still sparring when the sun set. Neither of them wanted to stop, no matter how exhausted and out of breath they were.

Katsuki won. Although his wind magic was getting stronger, Eijirou still struggled to use it for long. So when Katsuki jumped on him, he failed to create a wind strong enough to push him back like before.

They both fell on the ground, panting, their skin slippery with sweat. Eijirou looked up. Their eyes met, and Katsuki’s heart stopped for a second. He could feel his cheeks burn at how close Eijirou’s face was. He thanked the low light for hiding his blush.

If he lowered his head just a little, Katsuki could let their foreheads touch and shifter kiss him. He wanted to. He really, really wanted to.

Eijirou’s eyes trailed down to his lips, reminding Katsuki that this was the kiss he was supposed to aim for. He gulped. He’d never been too interested in that sort of kissing. It was supposed to be common among dragon shifters as well, but for them, it was a private thing, so he’d never thought about it. Besides, it looked gross, when he saw Land Dwellers do it. Much like raw lemon, Katsuki liked other people’s spit away from his mouth. But with Eijirou… it didn’t seem so bad. He could learn to appreciate it. If Eijirou had taught him to enjoy the taste of oranges, maybe…

Eijirou turned away.

“So I guess there’ll be no astronomy lesson tonight,” he said, looking up.

Katsuki inhaled sharply—when did he even stop breathing?

He followed his partner’s gaze and instead of stars, he could only see dark clouds above their heads.

“Right,” he said, pushing himself back on his feet. “No lesson for you tonight.”

“That’s too bad,” Eijirou said in a very unconvincing tone, still looking away from him even when he got back up.

Their eyes didn’t meet once until dinner was ready.

.

Eijirou had a problem. He really, really wanted to kiss Katsuki, and he had no idea how to deal with it. It wasn’t the first time he had this sort of thought about his best friend, of course—not after all these strange, almost kisses—but he usually just looked the other way and waited until it passed. He’d have gladly done that this time as well, but after what happened during their spar… He couldn’t stop thinking about it.

He couldn’t ignore this feeling any longer. He had to face it head on, like a man, but… What was he even supposed to do with it?

Eijirou had spent most of his life hiding himself. When other kids had their first baby crushes, he was finally allowed to go out on his own and make his first friends. When they grew up and his friends started talking about relationships more seriously, Eijirou was worrying about them finding out what he was. He’d never had time to think about these things! He’d never felt like this before, and given how his parents were, he’d always been sure that he wouldn’t have to worry about it anyway. Whenever he tried to imagine his future, rather than a wife and children of his own, Eijirou mostly saw himself living with his parents and helping them in their old days.

Things had changed, with his family out of the picture and his new life with Katsuki, but even then, Eijirou just thought he’d spend more time with his best friend. He’d have been fine with never dealing with love stuff for the rest of his life. But now, all he could think about was what it would be like to kiss Katsuki, and he didn’t know what to do.

Was it normal to want to kiss your best friend? Did it mean Eijirou had feelings for him? Was it normal to be into guys? Was Eijirou even into guys, or just into Katsuki? What if he kissed Katsuki and didn’t like it? Were they supposed to talk about it? What did normal people do, when it happened? What if Eijirou messed up?

For a moment, he regretted not listening more closely to Mina’s impromptu lesson on courting. He regretted not having her with him. She would have known what to do for sure.

Eijirou spent all dinner thinking about it, eating his chestnut bread mechanically until he realized that there was nothing left in his hands.

He sighed.

Shook his head.

Slapped his cheeks.

He couldn’t keep going like this. He hadn’t been able to look Katsuki in the eye since that… Moment earlier, when they’d been so close and kissing his best friend had been so, so tempting. And if Katsuki’s lips were going to be so distracting, Eijirou had to do something about it.

The problem, he thought, with traveling only with Katsuki, was that he had no one else to turn to for advice. Maybe Eijirou could wait until the next day to ask, but he doubted Inasa or Tokoyami would be able to help him. So his only option was the source of his trouble himself, and if he wanted this conversation to go well, Eijirou would have to be very careful. And subtle.

“So… Katsuki,” he started bravely, looking intently at the little crumbs on his lap, almost invisible in the flickering light of their fire.

“Yeah?” Katsuki asked.

Eijirou gulped. He didn’t know where to start. “Have you ever… um… been in a relationship before?” he asked with a strangled voice.

He saw Katsuki turn toward him fully from the corner of his eye. He still couldn’t look up.

“Well… I thought I was, once, but it turned out I was wrong,” Katsuki said dryly. “Aside from that, no.”

Eijirou’s heart dropped. It must have been so disappointing for his friend. How did it even happen?

“I’m sorry, man,” he said. “It sounds rough.”

Katsuki shrugged and grumbled something Eijirou didn’t understand.

Eijirou wiped away the crumbs on his lap and regretted it almost immediately. What was he supposed to focus on, now?

He took off Mina’s headband and started playing with it mindlessly.

“So… Is it… Is it fine for two guys– o-or two girls, to be together, where you’re from?” he asked again, stumbling on his words.

It wasn't considered wrong around here, but most people seemed to think that it was just a phase and shouldn't be taken seriously. Eijirou didn’t know what to think. Maybe it really was a phase, but it sure didn’t feel like one. It hadn't been one for his great aunt Hana either.

“You mean for dragon shifters?” Katsuki asked.

“Y-Yeah,” Eijirou nodded.

Right, if Katsuki didn’t care about Barbarian culture, it didn’t matter what they thought. The only thing Eijirou wanted to know was Katsuki’s opinion.

“Ain’t nothing wrong with that,” Katsuki shrugged.

Eijirou let out a sigh of relief.

“What about you?” he asked, feeling a wave of boldness that he was determined to ride as far as it carried him.

“What about me?” Katsuki repeated.

Eijirou clenched the headband and slowly released his grip when he started worrying about ruining the precious fabric.

“Are you… Would you… Guys?” he stammered.

He finally found the courage to look up when Katsuki didn’t answer. His friend was looking at him with a perplexed frown.

“Obviously,” he finally said.

“Oh,” Eijirou said, relieved. It was a good start. It was a very good start! “How did you know?”

“That I’m into guys?”

Eijirou nodded.

Katsuki crossed his arms and thought for a moment. “I don’t care about that shit,” he said slowly. “If I wanna be with someone, it doesn’t fucking matter, I guess.”

Eijirou smiled a little. It sounded so much like his friend, and it was so manly of him…

It didn’t help him with his problem, though.

Or maybe it did? Maybe Eijirou should just stop wondering and go for it? But how?

He sighed. He still felt as lost as before.

“What’s up with all your questions?” Katsuki asked then.

Eijirou jumped and stared at his friend for a moment, worried that he’d guessed what Eijirou was trying to do. Katsuki didn’t seem angry or anything. Just… vaguely curious.

“I don’t know,” Eijirou admitted. “I’ve never really had the chance to think about all that before, you know.”

“You weren’t interested?”

Eijirou shook his head. “More like… I was too busy hiding. And I don’t think my parents would have wanted me to be in a relationship. It’d have been too risky.”

Katsuki’s expression morphed into an annoyed frown Eijirou knew all too well. “Of course they’d do that,” he growled.

Eijirou shrugged. “I’m not mad at them for it. I’m just… a little lost, I guess. I never thought I’d want to be in a relationship before, and now I…” Eijirou averted his eyes. “I’m starting to think I’d like that… maybe… I mean, eventually… but I realize that even if I somehow managed to be with the person I like, I wouldn’t know what to do.”

Katsuki let out a strangled noise, and when Eijirou looked up, he found him looking like he was choking on something.

“Hey, everything alright?” he asked.

Katsuki cleared his throat with a nod, took a sharp breath, and asked, “What do you mean by ‘maybe eventually’?”

“That I don’t have to be in one right now?” Eijirou said, confused. “I’m not desperate for it to happen, I just think… maybe I’d like that, you know? Maybe I could have that after all.”

“Maybe…” Katsuki croaked.

Eijirou wasn’t sure how to interpret his expression. He looked… surprised? Confused? And with the way his voice sounded, his throat must be very dry.

It wasn’t a surprise when his friend jumped to his feet to grab his waterskin and empty it in three long gulps. What Eijirou didn’t expect was for him to walk away, stumbling like a drunk man, with a grumbled, “Gotta get more water, I’ll be right back.”

“It can wait until tomorrow,” Eijirou protested weakly.

“Still thirsty,” Katsuki said.

“You can have some of mine.”

“Not enough,” Katsuki replied, lighting up his palm as he quickly disappeared in the trees surrounding the nearby stream.

Eijirou gazed in the direction his friend had left, wondering what got into him. Did Eijirou do something wrong? Did Katsuki realize that Eijirou was talking about him, when he said he wanted to be in a relationship? It wasn’t like there were many other people he could have been talking about. Did his friend dislike it? Had Eijirou messed up?

He kept staring at the trees the whole time Katsuki was gone as if they might have an answer. Maybe he shouldn’t do anything about these feelings, after all.

.

Katsuki wanted to blow up. He wanted to blow up the whole damn patch of trees. He wanted to blow Eijirou up.

But he couldn’t, because then, Eijirou would worry about him and ask him what was wrong—even if he was the one being blown up. And then, Katsuki would have to tell him that he’d just found out for the second time in three weeks that they weren’t together, and it’d be fucking pathetic.

Maybe he could just level the whole damn mountain they were on. It wasn’t even a big mountain anyway, it would be easy. If they both died in the explosion, Katsuki would never have to tell him the truth.

Damn it, how did Eijirou still not get it?! Katsuki had done everything right this time! He’d picked the perfect gift, made sure it looked like a gift so Eijirou knew his intentions, and his partn– his fucking friend was supposed to know what it was about! He had a whole lesson on that!

So what? Did he forget? Seriously?! Did he just fucking forget?! Katsuki had suspected something like that for a moment, when Eijirou didn’t react immediately, but then he’d put on the scarf and thanked him and… Fuck!

Rolling up his sleeves, Katsuki plunged both hands in the icy water of the stream, then his whole face, and screamed. It felt awful, like a thousand tiny pinpricks against his skin, but at least, the cold water was enough to stop most of his explosions.

He straightened up when he ran out of air and waited for a moment, in case Eijirou had heard him. When he heard nothing suspicious, he plunged back into the horrible icy water and screamed again until he was shivering and didn’t want to yell anymore—or at least, not so much.

“Fuck, what now…” he muttered for himself as he dried himself up, his fingers so numb from the cold that he could barely feel anything. “I can’t believe I’m into this idiot. A whole lesson on courting and he can’t even remember the fucking basics… To think Pinky called him a good student… Did she replace his damn brain with air to make him a better wind mage or what?” he kept muttering, refilling his waterskin and drinking half of it on the spot.

Katsuki went straight to bed when he came back, barely sparing Eijirou a glance when the dumbass had the nerve to ask him if he was fine. He kept ruminating long after they’d both settled in the tent, wondering what he was supposed to do now that normal courting was out.

Frustration was still buzzing under his skin when he fell asleep, and he dreamed again and again about trying to flirt with Eijirou, using every trick he knew—and many he didn’t, one of which included a giant wasp. He always woke up just before finding out whether or not it had worked.

When they got up the next morning, Katsuki was exhausted. Still, now that the sun was up, he felt a little better about the whole situation. Ultimately, this new development didn’t change much about what he had to do. If he remembered well, humans didn’t have the whole pre-courting shit: they just went straight to flirting until they got what they wanted. So if Eijirou wouldn’t let himself be courted like a dragon shifter, Katsuki could just do it differently. He may have lost this battle, but the war wouldn’t be over until he’d won.

As devastating as his conversation with Eijirou had felt the night before, it had given Katsuki some precious information. First, Eijirou felt ready for a relationship and there was no reason for Katsuki to wait. Second, Eijirou… well, he didn’t know if he was ‘into guys’ or whatever, but Katsuki wasn’t worried about that. He didn’t mind giving his friend more time to figure things out while he courted the hell out of him.

This would be a challenge, with how oblivious Eijirou was, but Katsuki wasn’t one to back down. Eijirou was his velshélumnar and there was no way Katsuki would give up on him just because it was harder than he’d thought!

.

Katsuki seemed to feel better the next day. Eijirou had been skeptical when he apologized for making him uncomfortable the night before and Katsuki told him not to worry about it, but he'd been acting like normal afterward, so maybe Eijirou had been worried for nothing.

Still, Katsuki didn't want to talk about why he'd reacted the way he had. If he had a problem with Eijirou, he would make it known but… it was still pretty strange. And since he didn't know what exactly had made Katsuki act this way, Eijirou decided that the safest option was to never bring up the subject with his friend. He'd just figure out his feelings on his own. It might take a while, but there was no reason to hurry. If he was going to…

If he was going to…

Eijirou shook his head, feeling himself blush furiously. First, he had to figure out what he wanted with Katsuki, put a name on his feelings and all that. He knew he felt something, of course. Something strong and genuine. It had taken root in his chest the moment they met, growing slowly after they shared their first orange only to blossom after they became calnuménar. But knowing there was a feeling didn't mean Eijirou knew what it was. Was it love? Was it attraction? Was it just really strong friendship and confusion because of his friend's recent behavior?

Eijirou had never felt like this before, but he'd never let anyone come this close to him except for his family in the past, so it could be pretty much anything. Plus, he wasn’t even sure Katsuki would want him. Just because he didn’t care what was in his partner’s pants didn’t mean he’d want to be with Eijirou. Especially with the way he’d reacted the night before…

Eijirou sighed at the thought. Did it mean something, that his heart clenched at the idea of being rejected? How was he even supposed to find out what Katsuki felt about him? And if Eijirou found out he was in love and Katsuki wasn’t, then what?

Eijirou shook his head, still unsure what to do. Maybe he should just let things continue the way they were, at least for now. It wasn’t like he’d have much time to focus on it in the future, anyway. Learning how to fly was much more important.

.

They reached Castelmorn in the early afternoon and decided to go straight to the bridge, where they were supposed to find Inasa. While they crossed the town, Eijirou worried that the locals would recognize them, but no one stopped them. It was a relief.

As they approached the bridge, Eijirou wondered if Inasa would be surprised to see them. According to Uraraka, she’d mentioned in her reply to Tokoyami that they might visit near spring, but it was probably much earlier than the giant expected.

The first thing Eijirou noticed, when the toll house came into sight, was Inasa's loud voice.

“Yes! Very good, Tokoyami!” he exclaimed.

Eijirou smiled at that. He wasn’t sure if Tokoyami would still be around, and he was happy to see him again as well.

Tokoyami saw them approaching and stopped what he was doing to say something to Inasa, his face already hidden under his hood.

“What? Where?” Inasa said, turning around.

“Hey, you two!” Eijirou shouted in their direction, waving his arm. “It's me, Kirishima!”

“Kirishima! It's so good to see you again!” Inasa exclaimed happily. “Is it Bakugou with you?”

“Yeah!” Eijirou confirmed with a grin.

He almost ran the rest of the way until he reached them.

They hadn't changed since the last time he saw them. Inasa was still as tall as Eijirou remembered, and he looked even more impressive under his thick winter clothes. Next to him, Tokoyami looked smaller than usual, even with all his extra layers of clothes. He let his hood fall to reveal his face when they came closer, and although Eijirou still struggled to read his expressions, he could tell that he was happy to see them.

“You're early! I didn't expect you for another month!” Inasa said once they were done greeting each other.

Eijirou would have felt bad for imposing if it wasn’t for the giant’s bright grin.

“We had no reason to stay and the roads were safe to travel, so we thought we'd come before it was too crowded,” Eijirou shrugged. He didn't want to hide what happened from his friends, but he felt like it was too early to mention it. He didn't want to ruin their happy reunion with this.

“That's smart!” Inasa nodded.

“What about you, Tokoyami?” Eijirou asked, turning toward him. “Are you planning to stay?”

“A new path has not revealed itself, so I shall remain and continue training to harness the darkness within to wield the wind.”

“We'll go when we can fly long distances,” Dark Shadow chimed in.

“We thought it would make it much easier for us to wander the land and look for our accursed ancestors this way,” Tokoyami confirmed.

“Oh, that's a great idea!” Eijirou grinned. “I'm excited to learn with you.”

“As am I,” Tokoyami nodded.

“So! Uraraka wasn't very clear in her letter!” Inasa said. “Why do you need to learn wind magic as an earth mage?”

“It's sort of a long story,” Eijirou replied with a sheepish smile. “You see… I… This whole time…” He paused, words stuck in his throat. Why was it so hard? Inasa could be trusted! There was no reason not to trust him. “You have to promise not to tell anyone, but…”

“Of course, Kirishima! Your secret is safe with me!”

Tokoyami nodded in assent.

Eijirou took a deep breath and said all at once, “I'm a dragon shifter.”

Inasa's eyes widened. “A dragon? I thought dragon shifters didn't exist!”

“Yeah, me too, but that's what I am,” Eijirou said. “And I can't fly without wind magic, apparently, so…”

“So you have fully mastered the art of shifting?” Tokoyami asked, curious.

“Yeah!” Eijirou grinned. He'd forgotten that he couldn't even shift fully last time they saw each other. He'd really come a long way since then.

“The darkness blesses you indeed. I would very much enjoy witnessing your transformation,” Tokoyami said with a serious nod.

“Yeah, me too!” Inasa agreed.

“Oh, uh… maybe later?” Eijirou said, guts clenching at the thought of being seen. “When it's dark and…” He sent a quick look in the direction of the toll house, assessing its size. “...and when we're inside.”

“Ah, you don't want to be seen, of course! I guess people would be scared if they saw a dragon in the area,” Inasa nodded. “So now, tell me, did you start learning wind magic already?”

“Yeah, I can already create a little wind,” Eijirou nodded. “I've been training all winter.”

“Really? That's wonderful! I had to learn too, but I wasn't sure if I'd manage to teach you how I did it.”

“What do you mean, 'you learned'?” Katsuki asked. “Who taught you?”

“Oh, I learned by myself!” Inasa said. “But I worked hard to understand wind, it didn’t come on its own! My parents always told me I should be more like the wind when I handled things, so I studied it all the time, and that's how I became a wind mage!"

“Really? That's amazing!” Eijirou said with an enthusiastic grin.

Even Katsuki seemed impressed. Self-taught mages were extremely rare, especially at Inasa's level. Eijirou never had the chance to meet a wind master, but he was pretty sure Inasa was on par with them. Besides, he made it look so easy that Eijirou had always assumed he was a natural mage.

“Thanks! I thought it'd make me a better teacher, but it's much harder than I thought!” Inasa said, scratching his neck with an embarrassed laugh.

“You're doing great though, Master Inasa!” Dark Shadow said joyfully.

Inasa's booming laughter echoed around them. “Thank you! I'm doing my best!” he said, blushing. He looked oddly cute, like that.

They were invited to come inside so they could drop their bags and Eijirou could tell Inasa more about what he could do and what he needed.

Eijirou had his first real look at the place then. It had changed a lot since they were there last. The tents surrounding the toll house were gone, and Eijirou noticed a nice little garden with vegetables, and even a coop with a couple of clucking red and white chickens that he was pretty sure wasn't there last time.

The house itself hadn't changed much, but it looked a lot nicer surrounded by the charming garden. It was a surprisingly big building given its function, probably around the size of Eijirou's old house. It looked like it had been expanded through the years, and when Eijirou walked inside, he was pleased to see that there was plenty of space for Inasa to move around. There was a table sitting around the center of the main room, with a big, sturdy chair and a couple of normal-sized ones. In a corner, right under a small mezzanine floor, Eijirou also spotted a straw mattress that probably belonged to Tokoyami.

As Eijirou soon found out, Inasa didn't use his big chair when he was sitting at the table—the seat was almost standing at the same height as the plate of the table, after all. Instead, he grabbed the large cushion on his chair and put it on the floor to sit on it. This way, he was at the same level as them sitting on chairs.

The first thing Inasa told them was that they were welcome to stay here, whether they wanted to sleep inside and make their beds in another corner or set up their tent outside—as long as it was far from their training ground, where they might blow it away by accident. After talking about what Eijirou needed and how far he was in his training, it was time for a little demonstration.

Inasa was very interested in the wind drills Mina had taught him, and seeing them in his style was a fascinating sight. Eijirou thought he’d look like Uraraka, but instead of a graceful breeze, he moved like a tornado. Tokoyami was closer to the floating movements Eijirou expected, but there was an eeriness to his moves that was very… him.

Everything had been going well and Eijirou’s cheeks almost hurt from how much he was smiling, after Inasa and Tokoyami showered him with praises, until…

“Hey, babies! I’m hooo– Oh, what’s this? Do we have guests? That’s lit, fam, but you could’a warned a girl!”

Eijirou’s wide, pleased smile fell instantly when he saw a woman approaching them with a basket on her arm. Her long, blond hair was falling freely on her shoulders, and even her thick winter clothes weren’t enough to hide her curves. The way she walked put a lot of emphasis on them, somehow.

She joined them with a smile of her own, warm and friendly, a little curious… Eijirou tensed.

“Camie, you’re back!” Inasa said with a smile. “Sorry for not warning you, I didn’t know they were coming today! But they’re the friends I told you about! They’re going to stay with us for a little while. This is Kirishima and Bakugou.”

Both Eijirou and Katsuki greeted her with crossed arms, a grunt, and a barely there nod.

“Guys, this is Camie!” Inasa continued, turning toward them. “She’s been staying with me for a few months. She’s the one who helped me get this job at the bridge!”

“Pleasure to meetcha!” she smiled. “Inasa needed a gig and I needed someplace to crash, so we were totally made for each other. Yay teamwork!”

Eijirou nodded, still tense. She looked nice but… he didn’t want her here. And Inasa said she’d be staying with them? How was he supposed to shift in peace knowing there was a stranger around?

He sent a quick glance in Tokoyami’s direction and was surprised to find that he wasn’t hiding his face. He seemed to trust her. Even now, Inasa was speaking very highly of her. But Eijirou thought he’d be staying with friends, people he trusted and who were like him. Having a stranger invade his space all of a sudden rubbed him the wrong way.

Camie was strange , too. Eijirou couldn’t pinpoint why, but she looked out of place here. Between the weird, barely-intelligible way she was speaking, how she let her long hair fall freely on her shoulders instead of tying it, like she was some sort of noble girl, and the unusual mix between simple, cheap clothes and expensive ones she was displaying, there was no way she belonged here. She was hiding something, Eijirou was sure of it.

“So, yeah, I was in the capital for a few years, and it was totally lit, like, ten out of ten, everyone loved me!” she explained. “Most popular courtesan out there, you wouldn’t believe it. But then, I ran into trouble, got some pretty sick haters and all that. It was a whole mess, I’m telling ya! So I had to kiss my sweet city life goodbye real fast and hide my pretty face for a while, and now here I am! I’m so glad I ran into Inasa. I mean, who’d look for me in the boonies, right? They don’t even sell candies here, there’s, like, nothing!”

Well… That pretty much explained everything. So maybe she wasn’t hiding something. Or maybe she was that good of a liar! Either way, Eijirou didn’t trust her.

“Aaanyway, fam, you didn’t tell me your friends were such hunks!” she continued with a pleased smile. She walked closer to Katsuki—too close—and added, grabbing his arm and pressing herself against him, “Hello, handsome. You’re Bakugou, right?”

Eijirou bit back a snarl at the display. His hands were tingling. His gums were aching. He wanted to rip her stupid face off!

Katsuki looked up for a second, meeting his eyes. Eijirou forced himself to relax. His friend was strong enough to deal with it on his own. Camie was Inasa’s friend and it would be rude to attack her out of nowhere, no matter how tempting it was.

Why was it so tempting, anyway?

“Back off,” Katsuki grumbled, pushing her away.

“Wow, rude. Being all prickly is, like, so uncool.”

“I don’t give a shit, don’t fucking touch me!” Katsuki barked.

She didn’t insist. She just shrugged and took a step back with raised arms, muttering gibberish with a pout.

She let them train in peace while she put away the things she’d brought back from Castelmorn. Eijirou hoped she would stay inside, but she came back out to watch them soon after.

His opinion on her didn’t improve from there.

As expected, Katsuki cooked for everyone that night. Since he was so busy showing Inasa what he could do and what he’d learned from Mina, Eijirou didn’t have the chance to help.

“Wow, you’re totally good at this! Won’t you, like, teach me? I could use some private lessons, ya follow?” he heard Camie say when they walked back inside, as the sun was setting.

“I said back the fuck off!” Katsuki barked.

“Such a meanie…”

She sauntered away from him and turned her attention to them.

“Good thing I have another hot stud right here!” she grinned.

Eijirou took a step back when she came too close, but she didn’t seem to notice.

“You look so strong! I bet you could lift me, like, no problem!” she said, dragging a finger along his arm.

Eijirou tensed. What was she trying to do here?

He stepped away from her and almost ran to the kitchen area to ask Katsuki if he needed help with something.

“Boo…” he heard Camie mutter behind him. “Two sexy beasts and not one of them wants to play…”

They settled in a corner under the mezzanine that night, on the opposite side of Tokoyami. To Eijirou’s surprise, Camie was the one sleeping in the bed. As for Inasa, he flew up to the ceiling and settled in a huge, sturdy-looking piece of fabric hanging between two beams. He said it was more comfortable for him than a tiny bed. Apparently, he’d been sleeping like this since he was a child. His parents couldn’t afford a bigger bed when he stopped fitting in his old one, so they settled for the next best thing.

“Maybe we should have enjoyed our beds more when we slept at the inn, huh,” Eijirou told Katsuki as they settled on their makeshift bed in the corner of the room.

The nights were still too cold to set up the tent, but they were planning to do it as soon as they could, to avoid crowding the house.

Katsuki grunted back.

“You know, there’s totally some room in my bed for you, hot stuff!” Camie chimed in.

Eijirou’s smile turned into a frown. It was nice of her to offer, but he didn’t ask. And it wouldn’t be proper anyway.

“No thank you,” he growled back.

“You know where to find me if you change your mind!”

Next to him, Katsuki was grinding his teeth so hard his jaw was shaking. His hands didn’t stop twitching like he wanted to explode something until Eijirou said they should sleep. And as he laid in his makeshift bed next to Katsuki, he was sure of one thing: he really, really didn’t like Camie.

Notes:

I hope you liked it!

I don't know why I wanted to suffer so badly by reintroducing Tokoyami AND adding Camie and her even worse speech pattern, but here we are. Upon reading it first, Fey said "it's nice that you purposefully toned it down a little" and definitely, let's pretend it was purposeful for everyone's reading comprehension. Either way, unlike Kirishima, I'm very excited for her to be here, and I hope you are too!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 44: Epic Rematch

Notes:

Everything sucks but life goes on. That's today's mood.

HOWEVER, I got the nicest surprise on Saturday, so please everyone, look at adorable baby Kiri falling from his dragon city! And a huge thank you to Mickaelle, who now has my eternal gratitude

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Eijirou mostly focused on improving his wind magic during the weeks that followed his return to Castelmorn. It took some time for him to adjust to Inasa’s style of teaching—or, as Inasa said, for them to adjust to each other—but now that they both knew what to expect, it was going great. It would all be perfect, really, if there wasn’t… everything else.

Eijirou still couldn’t get used to Camie. No matter how much everyone seemed to trust her, he just couldn’t. He hadn’t let himself shift once in her presence so far, and although he was trying to let out a few scales and other small, easily hidden dragon features whenever she went into town to do who-knows-what, he was starting to itch. Katsuki kept nagging him about it, but Eijirou couldn’t help it: he didn’t like her, and he couldn’t bring himself to  share this side of himself with her, even if it would make his life much easier.

The worst thing was that when Eijirou really thought about it, Camie had done nothing to earn so much distrust from him. She accepted Inasa and Tokoyami without reservation, freely used her natural water magic to create illusions that helped Inasa look more human-sized whenever he was dealing with people crossing the bridge, Katsuki seemed to trust her… She even respected their boundaries after the first day!

“Yeah, Kiri, fam, I’m, like, so sorry for yesterday,” she’d said the morning after their arrival. “The scene is sooo boring here in the boonies so I got all excited when I saw you two hot studs. Like, bloodhound style, yeah? But I shoulda known you two were totally     A Thing, y’know? Anyway, I totes ship you two, so no more touching your mans!”

Eijirou had no idea what any of it meant, but he still understood that she was sorry for her behavior, and she did change it afterward. It should have been enough, Eijirou knew that. He couldn’t ask more from her, but he still felt himself tense every time he saw her. He knew his gut feelings weren’t the best when it came to people, but usually he was too trusting. So if he naturally didn’t trust her, maybe she was really hiding something? After all, her illusions were technically a form of lying, even if she was using them to help her friends, so who knew what else she could be lying about? Maybe she was a master of deceit that had even Katsuki fooled!

The two of them spent an awful lot of time together these days. It made sense, of course: neither of them were interested in learning wind magic—even if Katsuki sometimes stuck around to watch them—and it wasn’t in their nature to sit around and do nothing all day. Although she complained a lot about the town being boring, Camie kept dragging Katsuki to Castelmorn, and to Eijirou’s surprise, his friend rarely protested. He did odd jobs in town, apparently. Not that Eijirou would know a lot about that, since they barely had time to speak.

Eijirou let out a dejected sigh at the thought. Maybe that was the main issue. They still slept together, they still sparred in the evening, Katsuki still taught him about astronomy on clear nights, but they didn’t have as much time to talk about everything and nothing like they did all winter. Sometimes it even felt like his friend was hiding things from him. Just yesterday, Eijirou had found him working on something only to hide it and say it was nothing the moment Eijirou came closer to ask him what he was doing. After sharing everything for months, it felt–

“Kirishima, focus!” Inasa exclaimed, startling him back  to the present. “Your wind is weakening!”

“Sorry!” Eijirou said with a sheepish look.

That was becoming a common occurrence these days. Good thing Katsuki wasn’t here to see it, or he wouldn’t be pleased.

“You’ve been very distracted this week!” Inasa said. “Is there something on your mind?”

Eijirou shook his head, forcing himself to stay focused. He didn’t know how long his concentration would last when his mind kept wandering back to Katsuki and Camie, but…

“I’m fine, don’t worry!”

…he couldn’t exactly tell his friends what was on his mind. They trusted Camie, after all. They wouldn’t believe him, and they might even be offended by his suspicions. With everything they were doing for him, it was the last thing Eijirou wanted.

He sighed once more as he tried to produce a constant wind strong enough to keep their laundry perfectly horizontal. He shouldn’t let this get to him. The faster he learned how to fly, the faster he could fly Katsuki home and leave this woman behind.

.

Weeks after they reached Castelmorn, Katsuki still hadn’t made any progress with Eijirou. It wasn’t for lack of trying… or maybe it was, a little. Eijirou was busy learning wind magic, and Katsuki wasn’t sure how to approach him without the others noticing.

He wasn’t ashamed of his feelings for Eijirou, of course—even if he probably should, with how much of an oblivious dumbass he could be sometimes—but he didn’t want to embarrass him in front of the others. Especially if everyone realized what Katsuki was trying to do except for him, which seemed pretty likely after Katsuki’s previous flirting attempts.

But even though wooing Eijirou wasn’t his priority right now, Katsuki wasn’t giving up. He was still considering his options, trying to figure out what could work, and more importantly, preparing his next move. And in the meantime, he was working in Castelmorn to replenish their dangerously low funds. Sure, Baldy said they could stay for free, but there was no way Katsuki wasn’t going to repay him.

Months after the events of their last visit, Katsuki’s reputation as a hero of Castelmorn had faded, much to his relief. He didn’t think he could have handled every extra in town being all over him. Still, it hadn’t faded completely, and whatever little appreciation people still had for him was making it much easier for him to find small jobs around town. It was also easier with Sparkles, who seemed to know everyone in town and have them all wrapped around her annoyingly perfect finger—seriously, her hands looked like she hadn’t worked a single day in her life, it made him want to scream.

Despite how annoying she was at first, Sparkles wasn’t all that bad. She talked too much and was hard to understand most of the time, but that made it easier to ignore when her constant chattering became too much. Katsuki hated her guts at first, when she tried to hit on Eijirou, but she’d stopped that quick enough that he didn’t want to explode her too-soft face anymore.

“I don’t think Kirishima’s vibing with me,” she lamented with a pout, plopping down on a chair next to Katsuki, likely after another failed attempt at talking to Eijirou.

Katsuki put down his work in progress—a small wooden pendant he was trying to whittle into the shape of a wolf—and gave her a long stare before nodding silently.

He didn’t know what Eijirou’s problem was with her. It was the first time Katsuki had seen him actively dislike someone. It was a strange sight; especially since Sparkles, as annoying as she could be, wasn’t really a bad person. She was an airhead, sure, but Katsuki didn’t think she deserved this much mistrust. What was he even suspicious of, anyway? What did he think she would do? She’d probably be too dumb to figure out what to do with the knowledge that Eijirou was a dragon shifter, so she wasn’t much of a threat. And they could definitely take her in a fight anyway.

“But whyyy?” Sparkles whined. “I totally, like, like him—not like-like him, though, don't worry—and not just because he’s a cutie. I think we should all be BFFs. So why is he all sunshine-smiley with everyone but when he sees me it’s like ‘booooooo…’?” she asked, poorly mimicking Eijirou’s expressions as she went.

Katsuki clenched his little wooden block, unsure what to tell her. He had no idea how to fix it either. He’d tried when it became obvious that Eijirou wasn’t shifting because of her, but nothing he said could convince him.

When Katsuki thought about it, Eijirou’s distrust made sense. He was probably still thinking about the assholes who’d captured him. It almost felt like all of his progress to stop repressing himself during winter had been annihilated just like that.

“He’ll come around,” Katsuki said anyway. “Just give him time.”

Katsuki wasn’t sure what to do, but Eijirou was strong. He’d learned to talk to strangers and go out on his own again when Katsuki was still too wrapped up in what happened to let him go. There was no way he wouldn’t overcome whatever his problem was with Camie, eventually. After all, he’d said himself that he didn’t want to live in fear forever. And Katsuki wouldn’t let him do this either.

“But I wanna be pals now,” Sparkles whined again.

“You’re not gonna get anything if you try too hard, so drop it already,” Katsuki grumbled.

Deciding that the conversation was over, he went back to his wood carving. Offering Eijirou jewelry wouldn’t make anything official between them, but it was a solid first step if he was going to flirt with him, and there was no way Eijirou would misunderstand his intentions with it. If only Katsuki could do the damn thing right…

“What’re you making? Another wolfie?” Sparkles asked, obviously done moping. As always, it didn’t last long.

“Yeah,” Katsuki nodded, carefully carving the general shape.

“Isn’t that, like, attempt one hundred?”

“I’m surprised you can count that high,” Katsuki sneered, refusing to let her distract him. If he could just get the head right…

“Gotta know how to count that fat dough, fam,” she shrugged. “Anyway, the others were dope, whadya even do with them?”

“Burnt them,” Katsuki muttered. They didn’t look right. If this was going to be Eijirou’s first piece of jewelry from him, it had to be perfect.

“What? Nooo! Not the cutie patootie wolfies!” Sparkles cried, startling him. “They did nothing wrong!”

“They were ugly as shit,” Katsuki gritted through his teeth as he tried to carve the wolf’s tail.

“Nah, they were totes adorbs. I wuvved them,” Sparkles pouted.

“Because you have shit taste. I can do better than that.”

“Why, though?” she asked. Her eyes started shining a few seconds later, and she added with a smile, “It’s totally for someone, right?”

Katsuki gritted his teeth. She could be pretty observant, when it came to useless shit. “None of your business,” he growled.

“Oh, it is! It is!” Sparkles exclaimed, clapping her hands jubilantly. “Spill the tea, fam! Is your bae mad at you or something?”

“I said it’s none of your fucking business,” Katsuki repeated. “Don’t you have laundry to take care of?”

“Eh, I think the others need it for wind stuff,” she shrugged. “But y’know, if you want your man to forgive you or whatever, you better hurry or he’ll never get his little wolfie gift.”

“Shut up.”

Katsuki hated that she was right. The faster he finished, the faster he could move on with his plan. Still, he had plenty of time to improve his wood carving skills. It wasn’t the only thing he had planned for Eijirou, after all, and his velshélumnar had a lot to do at the moment anyway. Besides, even if his current attempt was turning out poorly, with Sparkles distracting him, it was much better than the previous ones. He’d get there soon and when he did, he’d sweep Eijirou off his feet!

.

Camie was watching him, Eijirou could feel it. She was sitting next to Katsuki, at a safe distance from their training field, looking at him and commenting on everything he was doing out loud—probably. She was too far to hear clearly, and he still struggled to understand her even when he could hear just fine. How everyone else seemed to have gotten used to her gibberish was beyond him.

What was she doing there? What was she saying to Katsuki? Why wasn’t his friend telling her to shut up? Eijirou couldn’t focus like this!

“Kirishima!” Inasa’s booming voice called him suddenly, making his wind stutter. “You’re losing focus again! Are you tired?”

“I’m fine!” Eijirou replied. “Sorry.”

Could he tell her to leave? Would it be rude?

“If you’re not tired, do you want to spar?” Inasa asked again.

This time, Eijirou stopped his wind flow completely to face his teacher, sending him a surprised look. “Spar?”

“You know, like last time!” Inasa said with an enthusiastic smile. “Bakugou told me that you learn better with a hands-on approach, so I thought it might help you!”

“But I’m already doing that,” Eijirou pointed out.

“Yeah, but they’re still just exercises! How about you show me how you do in a real situation?”

Eijirou smiled. It was tempting. His last fight against Inasa had been a little disappointing, and he was curious to see if he could touch him this time.

“Okay, then! Let’s go!” he said, knocking his fists together.

Inasa cheered loudly at that.

The rules were simple: it was a fight with bare hands where Eijirou could do anything he wanted as long as he used at least some wind magic. As for Inasa, he wasn’t allowed to fly out of range.

Eijirou sent a quick look in Katsuki’s direction and met his eyes.

“You better kick his ass, this time, or I’m kicking yours,” Katsuki shouted.

Eijirou smiled, suddenly feeling ten times more confident. “You can count on me!”

He couldn’t lose now. Not when Katsuki was watching him. His friend trusted him, and as always, his unwavering confidence boosted Eijirou’s like nothing else. Sometimes, he wondered if it was a calnuménar thing or just a Katsuki thing.

Eijirou frowned when he saw Camie standing next to his friend, especially when Katsuki turned his head to speak to her. She left soon after, saying something about the wind ruining her hair. When Eijirou’s eyes went back to him, Katsuki nodded, making him smile wider. This way, he could fight without having to worry about her seeing things she wasn’t supposed to.

Everyone quickly cleared the area of anything that might get caught in the fierce battle that was about to take place, especially if Inasa’s wind was going to be as strong as last time. Eijirou didn’t think his teacher was the competitive kind, but he looked excited about this fight too.

Eijirou was going to make it a real challenge for him, this time. He was going to make Katsuki proud. He refused to lose a second time in front of his best friend!

 

Katsuki watched intently as Eijirou and Baldy got ready for their fight. He wasn’t sure what to expect, but he was excited to see what would happen. Eijirou had improved a lot since their last fight, and Katsuki couldn’t wait to see how he’d approach Baldy’s fighting style this time.

“I wonder what will transpire in this dark duel of fates,” Birdbrain said, taking place next to him.

“Eijirou’s going to kick Baldy’s ass,” Katsuki said.

“You seem very confident.”

“Of course I am. I know what he’s capable of.”

Birdbrain nodded slowly. “You trust your brother in arms completely. How inspiring.”

Katsuki answered with a grunt, his eyes never leaving Eijirou as the bout officially started.

Eijirou didn’t wait for Baldy to make himself comfortable. The moment he could attack, he rushed toward the giant, half-hardened already, his craggy skin covered with patches of rough scales. He almost managed to reach Baldy, but he was blown away a second later.

“I didn’t feel much wind magic here, Kirishima!” the giant said with a laugh.

Soon, Eijirou was stuck in the same position as last time: Inasa was blowing a strong, relentless wind at him to keep him away while Eijirou hardened even more to stand it. Katsuki clenched his fists, waiting for Eijirou’s reaction.

His friend took one step toward Baldy, then another…

“Excellent, Kirishima! You’re diverting my wind wonderfully!” Baldy praised him, a proud grin on his face as Eijirou slowly but surely closed the distance between them. “I see I’ll have to make it harder for you!”

The wind’s intensity increased even more. So much so that even the grass seemed on the verge of being uprooted. Eijirou didn’t budge. He hardened even more, widening his stance and lowering his center of gravity in pure earth mage fashion, standing his ground. A stone came flying toward him, and Katsuki swore he saw sparks fly when it ripped against his rock-hard shoulder.

Eijirou didn’t even seem to feel it. With bated breath, Katsuki waited for his next move. There was no way Eijirou was at his limit already.

Slowly, Eijirou raised his arms to his chest. He paused. And all at once, with a loud, sharp cry, he pushed in front of him, diverting the wind blowing mercilessly at him in a move that Katsuki had only seen earth mages use when they were moving boulders several times their size.

Katsuki wouldn’t have noticed the effect if he hadn’t felt it. It was just the fringes of Baldy’s stormy wind, but it was strong enough to force Birdbrain and him to counter it so they weren’t blown away. How much stronger was it at its core? Just thinking about it, about Eijirou still standing despite it, was enough to bring a ferocious grin to Katsuki’s face.

“Yes!” Baldy exclaimed, taking a few steps back as Eijirou moved resolutely toward him, his feet never leaving the ground as he approached faster and faster. “You’re doing great! Keep goin– Oooof!”

Baldy’s encouragements were cut short when Eijirou finally closed the distance between them and punched him in the gut with a hardened fist. The wind stopped blowing all at once as Baldy bent over and slowly fell on the ground, wheezing and desperately trying to catch his breath.

Katsuki watched the scene, eyes wide, mouth agape. It took him a few seconds to realize that he’d stopped breathing at some point. His fists kept clenching and unclenching as he battled with the surge of feelings whirling inside him like a tornado, as violent as Baldy’s wind.

Eijirou had won.

Eijirou had won!

Eijirou had won!

It was all Katsuki could think about, his mind caught up in a whirlwind of overwhelming joy, pride, excitement… His heart was roaring in his ears like he’d just won the fight himself, and he couldn’t take his eyes off of Eijirou, standing proud and victorious for a few seconds until he knelt next to Baldy to make sure he was fine, in pure Eijirou fashion. Katsuki wanted to run toward him and hug him until his spine snapped, kiss him until their foreheads had holes in them and their lips were bleeding…

Eijirou turned toward him, still a little out of breath, and gave him the brightest, proudest grin Katsuki had ever seen. His heart stuttered in his chest. With the sun glistening on his bare chest, now smooth and almost devoid of scales, his teeth on full display, his eyes crinkling with the force of his smile, and his hair in disarray, Eijirou had never looked more attractive. Katsuki had never been prouder to have picked him as his velshélumnar, to have him as his very own calnuménar already. He’d raise armies for him. He’d burn a lake for him just to see the fire reflect in his eyes. He’d wrestle giant bears if it pleased him. He’d–

“Katsuki! Did you see?” Eijirou asked excitedly, breaking him out of his spell.

Katsuki closed the distance between them in a few strides, almost running toward him, a crazy grin on his face. He had no idea what he was going to do, but he had to come closer.

“You crazy bastard!” he grinned. “I can’t believe you ended it in one punch!”

Eijirou laughed at that, like his joy was too strong to be contained in a mere smile.

“Yeah, I can’t believe I did! I thought I wouldn’t even be able to touch him again, for a moment.”

“I’d have kicked your ass if you hadn’t,” Katsuki said, arms crossed.

Part of him felt that it was wrong not to be kissing Eijirou to death right now, but this was fine too.

Eijirou’s arms twitched for a second, and he laughed again. “I’d have deserved it, I guess,” he said with a smile. “But I didn’t want to disappoint you.”

Katsuki’s guts fluttered at the confession. There was something in Eijirou’s eyes, warm and earnest, a little fragile but not in a way that pissed Katsuki off. It made him feel like if he took the first step toward Eijirou, his velshélumnar would take the second, and then…

“That was amazing, Kirishima!” Baldy exclaimed, ruining the moment. Katsuki looked away from Eijirou to glare at him and his stupid, grinning face, but the giant idiot didn’t seem to notice. “You’re really strong! I’ve never been punched like that in my life!”

“Sorry! I wanted to finish it fast and I got a little too into it, so I hardened my fist,” Eijirou replied with an embarrassed laugh.

“Don’t apologize! You did the right thing!” Baldy said. “I didn’t expect you to face my wind head on, but the way you diverted it was very impressive!”

“Yeah, I didn’t know what to do so I just fell back on earth mage thinking, I guess,” Eijirou said with a sheepish laugh. “It probably won’t help me learn how to fly, huh…” he added in a more somber tone.

“Don’t worry about that!” Baldy replied. “I just wanted to see your progress and you did even better than I expected!”

“Besides, finding ways to blend earth and wind magic is pretty damn impressive,” Katsuki added. “Shows you’re really making it yours.”

“Yes, exactly!” Baldy nodded. “Developing your own style can never be a bad thing! There’s no wrong way of doing magic!”

“That was a most impressive fight,” Birdbrain chimed in. Katsuki had almost forgotten he was here. When had he even joined them? “Perhaps I, too, should learn the art of combat.”

“You mean you can’t fight?” Katsuki asked with a frown.

“I didn’t have many opportunities to learn in my forsaken village.”

“I can’t believe you came this far without even knowing how to defend yourself,” Katsuki grumbled.

“It’s super manly of you, though!” Eijirou added with a bright smile.

Katsuki rolled his eyes.

“My ghastly appearance and ability to summon ominous winds have played in my favor, I’ll admit.”

“And I helped too!” Dark Shadow added.

“And Dark Shadow contributed as well,” Birdbrained confirmed. “Still, I believe this knowledge could be of use in my dark endeavors.”

“We can help!” Eijirou exclaimed. “Right, Katsuki? I wasn’t any good until last year either, so if you really put your mind to it, you’ll learn in no time!”

Katsuki reluctantly nodded, less than thrilled at the thought of reducing his alone time with Eijirou even more. Maybe he could push this on Baldy as well… After all, Birdbrain seemed like he’d be better at fighting with magic than with his fists or even a sword.

Sparkles decided to show herself then. “Oh, no! Did I miss the big showdown?” she asked, her hair carefully braided as she stepped out of the house. “Boo! That’s no fair! You guys could’ve waited.”

A quick glance in Eijirou’s direction confirmed that he wasn’t happy with her return. His smile was gone, as were the last few scales left on his body. He quickly put his shirt back on with an annoyed frown.

“Sorry, Camie!” Baldy said. “You should’ve seen it, Kirishima was amazing!”

“I'd have seen it if y'all didn't start without me,” she pouted. “So, who’s the big winner?”

“Kirishima ended it in one punch!” Baldy exclaimed with the same enthusiastic smile as ever, like he was the one who’d won. “He managed to counter my wind almost perfectly for a moment, and he used it to close the distance between us! It was really impressive!”

“Don’t be like that, Inasa,” Eijirou said, blushing. “You were distracted, it wasn’t manly of me to punch you while you were speaking.”

“He deserved it,” Katsuki shrugged.

“Yes, I shouldn’t have let my guard down,” Baldy nodded. “And it doesn’t take anything away from your victory!”

“If you want to do better, you can always challenge him again,” Katsuki told Eijirou.

Baldy confirmed his words immediately, looking like a giant, eager mutt.

As they should have expected, the excitement from the fight ruined every chance of Eijirou and Birdbrain resuming their training.

Katsuki didn’t get to linger while the others took their break, though. He was going to, but Sparkles dragged him away with a bullshit excuse he didn’t even bother listening to.

“What is it, Sparkles?” he barked when she stopped to look around and make sure no one was listening.

She turned to him with a mischievous smile. “So… I totally saw the way you looked at our resident red hunk,” she said.

Katsuki bristled at that. How did she notice and not Eijirou? “So what?”

She tilted her head, putting a finger on her pouty lips in a way that was clearly practiced, but so much so that it had become a second nature. Most of her mimicry tended to be like this: a mask she was so used to wearing that it had melded with her skin.

She thought for a moment, although Katsuki wasn’t sure what the hell could be going on in her empty head, and finally said, “I guess I just wanted you to know you can, like, totally kiss him in front of us. That’s chill, babes, we all know you’re into each other!”

Katsuki’s jaw dropped for a second, but his bewildered look didn’t last, soon replaced with a frustrated frown. Fists and jaw clenched, he gritted reluctantly, “We’re not together.”

Sparkles gasped. “What?! But how? You two are all lovey-dovey all the time! Or, like, lovey-dovey for you? Which is totally neat! But, like… What?”

Katsuki sighed. “It doesn’t matter.”

“But you totes wanna smooch, right?”

“You got a problem with that?” Katsuki growled, crossing his arms.

“Nah, fam, I’m all for it! Love’s totally cool! It was so lame that I couldn’t have anything, like, serious back at the capital.” She pouted for a second, not even looking at him as she reminisced about her past. “But seriously, if you both wanna grind, why aren’t you a thing? I think you should totally be a thing.”

“It’s none of your fucking business,” Katsuki grumbled.

Sparkles’ eyes went wide with realization. “Oh. Emm. Gee. Stop. Have you guys not actually confessed yet?” she gasped. “You should do it ASAP! Don’t want someone else to snatch your man!”

“Shut up,” Katsuki said, turning away to leave.

It wasn’t like he wasn’t trying to change their relationship. What the hell did she know?

“Hey, wait! I could totally help you!”

“I don’t need your fucking help,” Katsuki retorted. “I’ll get Eijirou on my own. I’m working on it.”

“Oooh, so that’s what the wolfies were for?” she asked with a bright smile.

“Yes, now leave me alone.”

Sparkles pouted. “Rude… I'm just tryna be a pal, loverboy.”

Katsuki walked away without answering.

“Anyway, come to me if you want help!” she called again.

Katsuki ignored her. He didn’t need her help. He knew what he was doing.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I've had the idea of Kirishima getting a rematch with Inasa pretty much since their first fight 30 chapters ago. I was very excited for Bakugou getting a violence boner from Kirishima punching Inasa

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 45: Maybe the Real Gift was the Friends We Made Along the Way

Notes:

Happy holidays, I've been working hard and my brain is empty

Enjoy!

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After weeks and dozens of failed attempts, the next step of Katsuki’s courting plan was finally ready. The wolf pendant he’d carved for Eijirou looked exactly like he’d envisioned: fierce, recognizable at a glance, but still simple and sturdy enough that it wouldn’t break easily. The polished wooden surface was gleaming subtly in the sun after Katsuki had convinced a woodworker in town to lend him some varnish. The gift wasn’t much, but Katsuki still wanted it to last.

Now, all he had to do was give it to Eijirou. But since they weren’t on their own anymore, getting him alone wasn’t as easy as he would have liked.

With the days getting longer and warmer, Inasa had more work at the bridge and couldn’t focus on his students as much as before, but he still gave them things to do while he was needed elsewhere, and Katsuki didn’t want to disturb his friend while he was training. The evenings were mostly spent sparring and teaching Birdbrain how to fight, so Katsuki couldn’t really see Eijirou alone then, either. And there wasn’t much time to drag him outside after that. It left Katsuki with only one option.

“Eijirou,” he whispered that morning, just before sunrise. “Eijirou, wake up.”

“Hmm,” Eijirou grumbled. “What?”

“Get ready and come with me, I wanna show you something.”

Eijirou let out a tired sigh, but he still stretched and dragged himself out of bed without much resistance. He seemed a little more awake when they stepped outside and walked a small distance away from the house, to a nice spot where they could see the sun rise over the plains below, bathing the landscape in pinks and golds.

“It's beautiful,” Eijirou whispered in awe, as if it was the first sunrise he'd ever seen.

Katsuki was more interested in the way the sun reflected in his bright red hair and in his big, shiny eyes. Eijirou turned toward him then, and his gaze lingered on him for a moment, even softer than usual. Katsuki wondered if he was feeling the same.

“Is this what you wanted to show me?” he asked curiously.

Katsuki shook his head. “I have something for you.”

Eijirou immediately perked up at that, then frowned, confused. “Is there a special occasion?”

“Not really,” Katsuki shrugged.

“Oh, good. Because I’m pretty sure we’re close to the anniversary of our first meeting and I wasn’t sure if I should get something for the occasion,” Eijirou said with a sheepish laugh.

“It’s been a year already, huh…” Katsuki mused.

“Yeah! And I’m so glad I met you,” Eijirou smiled. “I’ve changed so much since that day, and I owe it all to you. I can’t believe it’s only been a year.”

“You did that on your own,” Katsuki retorted, cursing his cheeks for heating up against his will—some fire mage he was. It wasn’t even the first time they had this conversation.

“But I wouldn’t have left if it wasn’t for you,” Eijirou insisted.

“You’d have found someone else.”

“I know, I know,” Eijirou conceded with a fond smile, aware that he wouldn’t win. “Still, it wouldn’t have been the same without you. I don’t think I can ever repay you for everything you’ve done for me.”

This one was new. Katsuki wasn’t ready for it. Cheeks burning like he was going to catch fire, he took a sharp breath and muttered, “You already have, so stop worrying about it.”

Eijirou tilted his head, confused. “Have I? How?”

Katsuki shook his head. It was too embarrassing to put into words. He didn’t know how Eijirou did it all the time. He made it seem so easy, too. But maybe… maybe he deserved to know.

“You’re still here, aren’t you?” Katsuki said, his entire body now burning up like he was having heatstroke. “And without you, I’d… still be on my own. And it would’ve sucked.”

How long had Katsuki been traveling alone, before he met Eijirou? So long that he’d even forgotten what it was like to have company. Even when he was with people, he rejected them every chance he got. He thought he was fine with it, back then, but he realized now how wrong he’d been. This whole time, Katsuki had been like a lone wolf slowly going mad with solitude. He got used to the loneliness, sure, but at what cost?

Maybe Eijirou and he were just a wolf-pack of two—with the occasional addition of their other… friends, when they crossed paths—but Katsuki hadn’t felt more connected with someone since he was a kid. On Maito, there was always a tiny bit of alienation clinging to him like a stubborn burdock seed. But being with Eijirou wasn’t like that. No matter where they were, Katsuki always felt like he belonged when Eijirou was with him.

“Right, and I guess I can repay you when I fly both of us home,” Eijirou said, bringing Katsuki back to the present and the small wooden wolf still hidden in his palm.

Katsuki nodded. Even though going home was all he’d wanted for the past years, it almost felt secondary compared to all the other things Eijirou had brought into his life.

“Yeah, there’s that too,” he said, clenching his gift and feeling the hard edges against his skin. He shook his head. “Anyway, here. Take this,” he added, holding it out for his friend.

“Oh, it looks so manly!” Eijirou exclaimed with a delighted smile. “It’s a wolf, right? Where’d you get it?”

“I made it.”

Eijirou’s eyes widened, and he looked a few times between Katsuki and the little wolf now in his hands. “You did? Wow, that’s amazing!”

A victorious smile spread on Katsuki lips at the compliment. “So you like it?”

“Yeah! It’s perfect!” Eijirou nodded with a bright grin. “Thank you so much!” He looked at it for a moment, observing every angle and admiring the way the rising sun reflected on it before he asked, pensive, “Why a wolf, though? Why not a dragon?”

Because a dragon has too many delicate parts and you’d have broken it in no time, Katsuki was tempted to say. He swallowed the snarky reply—not that it wasn’t true—and said instead,

“I thought a wolf was more fitting.”

“For me?” Eijirou asked, curious. “I mean, not that I think it’s a bad choice, it’s just…”

“It’s not you,” Katsuki said. “It’s…” He bit his lip and forced himself to keep going. Eijirou wouldn’t get it if Katsuki wasn’t clear about what he meant. “It’s supposed to be me. …or us, or… whatever.”

Eijirou got it now, right? There was no way he didn't get what Katsuki was doing here.

A nagging doubt seized him, slowly growing as he saw Eijirou’s surprised reaction. Were his intentions still not obvious enough? Did humans not give each other meaningful, handmade pieces of jewelry like this when they were attracted to someone? But he was so sure they did! Stories always made a huge deal about that! Maybe people in Yuuei didn’t care about the handmade part as much as those in the Golden Mountains, but the merchants here kept trying to sell him stuff ‘to impress a special someone’ so there was no way Katsuki was wrong about this!

He bit back a sigh of relief when he noticed the blush spreading on Eijirou’s face, along with a fond smile.

Eijirou clenched the pendant and said, “Thanks. I’ll treasure it.”

Then, he finally put it around his neck, muttering about his red scarf covering it and fiddling with the cord until it was just long enough to be peeking under it.

“How does it look?” he asked with a hesitant smile.

Pride bloomed in Katsuki’s chest at the sight. It wasn’t a big change, but Eijirou looked damn good with it. Katsuki had been right to pick a wood with a light color: it popped more against his friend’s colorful clothes, and it complimented his scarf well.

Eijirou didn’t seem to need more. He grinned, idly playing with his gift. When he looked up to meet Katsuki’s eyes, time stopped. Eijirou’s smile was still floating on his face as his gaze went down, drawn to Katsuki’s lips.

Katsuki held his breath, feeling like they were both enveloped in invisible feathers.

Did it work after all? Was Eijirou going to kiss him? Katsuki expected it to take longer, but maybe all Eijirou needed was a clearer nudge in the right direction?

“Katsuki…” he said, hesitant. Gulped. “Can I hug you?”

He raised his arms a little, and time started flowing again. The moment passed. Katsuki took another breath.

He nodded, and Eijirou wrapped his arms around him, pulling him into a tight hug.

“Thank you so much,” he whispered, hooking his chin on Katsuki’s shoulder.

Katsuki returned the embrace mindlessly, his thoughts still stuck on what had just happened.

Eijirou never asked for hugs, these days. He knew he didn't have to. Was this a good sign that he did just now? A bad sign? If he wanted to ask for a kiss instead, why didn’t he? What would it take for him to understand that it was everything Katsuki wanted?

He sighed and let himself bask in Eijirou’s warmth. It was fine, for now. It still felt like progress, and Katsuki had other things planned.

It was going to work next time for sure.

.

“Inasa, people are coming,” Eijirou said mid-training when he saw a group of travelers on the bridge.

His teacher turned around and quickly went to his booth to welcome them, thanking Eijirou for noticing and asking Tokoyami to take over their lesson while he was busy.

This was becoming a common occurrence, but Eijirou still felt uncomfortable every time strangers came. Tokoyami made sure to keep Dark Shadow and his bird head out of sight, Eijirou checked that there were no scales on his cheeks even though he knew there weren’t, and Inasa tried to appear smaller in his tiny, half-buried booth. When Camie was here, she stayed nearby to distract curious people and use her illusions to make sure Inasa didn’t look suspiciously big, but she’d dragged Katsuki to Castelmorn this morning.

It was so strange, to see his giant friend having a job and yet still being forced to hide. None of them went to town either. Inasa said he was allowed to come now, but he still let Camie run most of his errands, saying that it was more convenient for everyone. As for Tokoyami, he had never set foot in Castelmorn.

His friend was showing him his progress with hovering above the ground, telling him that it was much easier now that he knew how to use his cape as wings of sorts and giving him tips to do it this way. These days, Tokoyami was experimenting with keeping Dark Shadow under his cape so it was protected from the sun and could help him fly, holding the fabric and flapping it. It was especially interesting for Eijirou, who had wings of his own and a feeling that he’d never be able to lift himself off the ground purely with wind magic the way Inasa did. If only he could experiment in broad daylight…

Eijirou was opening his mouth to say something when he heard it.

A woman’s voice, with that accent. The Snake Lady’s accent.

The words died in his throat. Everything faded around him. Eijirou forgot what he was even going to say. Suddenly, he was back in that room, chained to a cold wall, surrounded with people who were talking about killing him and how much his organs would sell for. Feeling all blood leave his face, he forced himself to take a deep, shaky breath. Was Snake Lady and her people here? Did they follow him? Were they looking for him?

“Is something wrong, Kirishima?” Tokoyami asked, concerned.

Eijirou gulped, bile rising in his throat. He was so tense he could feel himself shaking. What if they were here? Would he have to run away again with Katsuki? Where would they even go? What if they put Tokoyami and Inasa in danger too?

“Kirishima?” Tokoyami asked again, softer this time.

“The accent…” was all Eijirou could say. “It’s like… like the people…” he forced out, throat clenched.

“Ah… Do you think the villains who held you captive are here?”

“I don’t know…” Eijirou whispered, happy for the first time that he’d told his friends about the events.

Tokoyami looked around and asked, “Do you want to check? We could go inside the house and assess the threat from the windows without being seen.”

Eijirou nodded, following his friend mechanically on shaky legs.

It only took a glance to confirm that these people had nothing to do with the ones who had hurt him. The woman who was speaking did have the same accent as Snake Lady, but she was twice as tall and much broader. Even her voice was different: deeper, warmer. Eijirou didn’t recognize anyone around her. He heard her tell Inasa about how excited she was to visit her family, and everyone around her groaned loudly as if it was the hundredth time they were hearing her story.

Eijirou’s tension left him so fast he almost collapsed on the floor.

“It’s not them,” he said, letting out a weak, incredulous laugh. “I can’t believe I was so stupid. They don’t even sound alike.”

His heart was still roaring in his ears, like it hadn’t caught up yet with the fact that there was no danger after all.

“They left a strong impression on you,” Tokoyami said, not an ounce of judgment in his voice.

“I guess so, yeah,” Eijirou nodded.

“You've never really talked about it.”

Eijirou shrugged. He’d mentioned it in passing a few times, but it was all in the past now. He didn’t think it would be relevant. Every time the subject came up, he always focused on his and Katsuki’s daring escape and how he’d used his wind magic to glide for the first time. He focused on the good, exciting parts, and not on…

“Do you want to?” Tokoyami asked.

Eijirou shrugged. “What is there to say?”

“Sometimes, naming your demons is a good way to banish them.”

Eijirou looked at him in silence, hesitating. Tokoyami seemed a little curious, but not eager. Something was telling Eijirou that if he said he didn’t want to talk about it, his friend wouldn’t insist.

“First, you look like you need to sit down,” Tokoyami said.

Eijirou nodded weakly and let his friend guide him to the closest chair before grabbing another one to sit near him. He was already starting to feel better, but in a way that made him feel both empty and uneasy. It was like he was floating and nothing was real anymore. Maybe he was dreaming. Maybe the danger was still here after all.

When Tokoyami offered him a drink, Eijirou shook his head, still wondering if his friend was right. Would he feel better, if he told him about how frightened he’d been that day? It wasn’t like Eijirou had never talked about it. He’d done it a lot with Katsuki already, as much as he hated letting his best friend see how weak he really was.

He was still considering his options, wondering how disappointed his other friends would be if they knew, when a voice came from outside.

“Guys? Where are you?” Inasa called.

“Inside,” Tokoyami answered.

“Ah, there you are!” the giant said, joining them. His grin fell as soon as he saw them. “Did something happen? Kirishima, you look very pale!”

Eijirou gave him a weak smile, unsure what to tell him.

When Tokoyami stayed silent, he forced himself to speak. “I thought I heard… you know…” he said, averting his eyes. “The people who captured me near Uraraka’s place.”

“Oh! Was it them?” Inasa asked, alarmed, looking like he was ready to rush back outside and go after them.

Eijirou shook his head. “We checked. It wasn’t.” He sighed, and added with a wry smile, “I just panicked for nothing.”

“It’s not nothing!” Inasa protested.

“Experiences like this are like demons who come back to torment you when you least expect it,” Tokoyami agreed with a nod.

“I guess so…” Eijirou said weakly. “I just… I feel stupid. It happened once and it turned out OK in the end, it shouldn’t be affecting me like this.”

Inasa grabbed his chair to face the two of them and said, serious, “I told you how I had to leave my hometown, right?”

Eijirou nodded. He remembered all too well the impression Inasa’s story had left on him, back then. How scared he'd been when the giant told them about the adventurers who came to his hometown to kill him one day; to slay him like a dangerous monster. How it made Eijirou believe more than ever that he should hide his true nature forever.

“The people who came to kill me and turned the whole town against me—more than they already were, that is… They weren’t there to do some great deed and help people. They wanted money, fame, glory… They didn’t care that I was a person with parents who loved me; that I’d never hurt anyone and I wasn’t planning to.” Inasa sighed, looking grimmer than Eijirou had ever seen him. Even the first time he'd told Katsuki and him about the event, he sounded pretty detached, like it didn’t matter anymore. And when he continued quietly, he almost seemed small despite his impressive size. “I thought they were going to kill my parents at one point. It was terrifying enough fighting them and trying to survive, but when dad tried to stop them…” He shook his head. “He’s fine, though. Both my parents are fine. I managed to protect them, but even now, it’s scary just to think about it. So…” He looked up, meeting Eijirou’s eyes with a determined, intense gaze, like he wanted to make sure every word was engraved in Eijirou’s mind, “I understand how you feel! It was years ago, and I still feel bad when I’m reminded of that day. So you’re not weak for still being affected by what happened only weeks ago!”

Eijirou gave him a quivering smile, eyes shining with sympathetic tears. “Thanks for telling me,” he said with a choked voice.

“Of course!” Inasa said, smiling again. “I can’t tell you how to deal with these feelings, but I’m here for you!”

“As am I,” Tokoyami nodded. “My own life has been plagued by people’s pity more than their rejection, but it hurt me all the same. And you know how my first real… encounter with the darkness in people’s hearts ended. Had it not been for Uraraka and her master’s kindness, I would have crawled back to my accursed village and never attempted to leave again. I cannot say I understand the demons in your mind like Inasa does, but the glimpse I caught of people’s twisted nature was more than enough for me. I commend your bravery for continuing this journey, no matter what monsters might stand in your way.”

Eijirou nodded, throat tight. As heartbreaking as his friends’ stories were, they made him feel less alone. They all had different experiences with how their… otherness had affected them, but being with them, sharing their pain, knowing they had felt it too, gave him hope he didn’t know he needed.

“Thanks,” Eijirou said wetly. “I… I’m so glad to have friends like you.”

“Me too!” Inasa exclaimed. “I thought I’d never make friends again, after I was forced to leave my hometown! If me from a year ago could see me now, I bet he’d cry!”

“Our bond isn’t one I ever thought a creature of the dark like me would be allowed to have,” Tokoyami agreed. “It makes me glad that I decided to leave my forsaken village.”

“You know,” Eijirou said, wiping his eyes, “the part where Katsuki and everyone came to rescue me and we fought back and ran away together really wasn’t that bad. I think what hurt most was how these people tricked me. I even had a fight with Katsuki about them, you know?”

Somehow, telling his friends the entire story didn’t feel as terrible as he’d thought. For the first time, he told them how hurtful it had been to have his still fragile trust betrayed; how his dreams were plagued by the memory of how powerless he’d been against these people, sure, but it was the reminder that his parents had been right to hide him his entire life that haunted his thoughts during the day. The knowledge that some people would hurt him if given the chance. That for them, he was nothing but a beast to slay and not a fellow person.

“So this is why you never go to Castelmorn with Bakugou and Camie?” Inasa asked once Eijirou had told them everything.

“What? No! I’m just too busy with my training,” Eijirou protested.

“You can take a day off, I keep telling you! We’re not even training every day!”

Eijirou sighed. As much as he didn’t want to admit it, Inasa was right. He’d made progress with strangers, but the idea of going to town still made him feel uneasy and maybe he’d been avoiding it. Or maybe he just knew that Camie would want to come with him, and…

“Camie said she’d love to spend some time with you, you know,” Inasa added.

Eijirou frowned, crossing his arms. She was definitely the problem. Besides, the three of them were having a moment. Why did his friends have to bring her up now?

“You still don’t trust her,” Tokoyami pointed out.

Eijirou lowered his head with a sigh. Was he so easy to read?

“I understand how you feel,” his friend added.

Eijirou perked up at that. “You do?”

“Yes. I was also like you,” Tokoyami nodded. “No matter how much Inasa seemed to trust her, I felt like she would never accept a creature from the dark like me. I believed pity was the best treatment I could expect from a being of the light such as her. Despite how kindly I’d been treated by people like you, my unfortunate encounter was still weighing on my mind like an anvil from the darkest pits of hell.”

“What made you change your mind?” Eijirou asked, deflating a little as he realized that his friend’s story wasn’t going in the direction he’d hoped. And here he was thinking that Tokoyami shared his suspicions…

“Time, I suppose,” Tokoyami shrugged. “I saw the way she behaved around Inasa and other people. I realized that she was treating them in the same kind and careless way. The very kind and careless way she was treating me as well; a stranger who came into her home unannounced, shared her meals, and yet never allowed her to see his face. So I decided to let her peer under my hood once, to gauge her reaction, and it soon started feeling natural. I’m tempted to believe that my initial impression of her was merely a twisted mirror of my fears.”

“So you think I should just trust her?” Eijirou asked, biting his lip. He didn't think he could do this.

Tokoyami shook his head. “It took me longer than this to fully lower my guard around her. But I think you should give yourself a chance to really see her. See the person she truly is, and not the one your own demons are painting in your mind. Only then can you decide whether or not she’s worthy of your trust.”

Eijirou pursed his lips at that. He didn’t like the idea that he was misjudging her, but… Tokoyami’s explanation made sense. Camie was friendly and pretty, and she looked perfectly harmless. In that sense, she reminded him a lot of the Snake Lady. So it was… possible that he was projecting his fears onto her, like his friend just said.

“I guess I should give her a chance,” he said reluctantly.

He could do that. Giving her a chance didn’t mean trusting her. Giving her a chance didn’t mean showing the parts of himself he’d rather keep hidden for the time being. But he was starting to feel seriously itchy and he had no way to fully transform these days. It was tempting, sometimes, to go out at night and stretch his dragon body for a bit, but he didn’t dare to. The mere thought of someone seeing him and telling others was enough to stop him from shifting. He couldn’t keep going like this, especially if they were going to stay here at least until summer.

“What about you, Inasa?” he asked, eyes shifting toward his friend. “What made you trust her?”

“I didn’t have a choice. I can’t hide like you two,” Inasa shrugged. “I didn’t know what to think of her at first, but she was the only person who wasn’t scared of me, so we bonded pretty fast!” He looked pensive for a second, and added more softly, “I think she felt lonely too, in her own way. I wonder if it’s what drew her to me. It’s not like she didn’t have other choices, after all!”

“She did?” Eijirou asked, surprised. She made it sound like he was her only option, when she talked about it.

“Yeah, lots! Everyone in town loves her, that’s why they’re much nicer to me now!” Inasa grinned. “I’m not sure why she prefers staying here with us, but I’m happy to have her around!”

Eijirou smiled as he listened to him speak. There was something in Inasa’s voice, brimming with joy and gratitude, that reminded him of how he was when he thought about Katsuki—minus the confused feelings. He could see the similarities, too. Two lonely people meeting at a time when they most needed a friend, joining forces to find a place where they belonged…

If Camie was planning to hurt Inasa, she would have found a way to do it long ago. And if Inasa thought so highly of her, she at least deserved to be given a chance. Eijirou could be careful with it. And he had friends who had his back.

“Okay, I’m done moping,” Eijirou said, finally getting up. “Thank you for everything. We can go back to training now.”

“Are you sure?” Inasa asked. “We can rest for a bit!”

Eijirou shook his head. “No, I’m feeling better. Talking to you two helped a lot.”

He was almost surprised by how full of energy he felt now. It was like his earlier fright never happened, like he hadn’t been carefully led to a chair on shaky legs just a few minutes earlier.

“Any time! We’re here for you!” Inasa said.

Tokoyami nodded in assent.

Eijirou gave them a bright grin and led them back outside, wondering what his first step with Camie should be. He didn’t feel ready to show her his scales, but maybe he could start going to town with Katsuki and her sometimes? Inasa said she’d like it, after all. And it would be a good way to see how she was acting around other people.

Once his decision was made, he went back to training with renewed confidence.

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Chapter 46: Know Your Enemy

Notes:

I don't have to worry about my country being governed by a fascist for the next 5 years, so let's celebrate with a new chapter!

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

Eijirou felt uneasy as he walked to Castelmorn with Katsuki and Camie. It reminded him too much of that day at the market, and part of him was convinced that he was walking straight into a trap.

But he wasn’t, he reminded himself, taking a deep, calming breath. Katsuki was with him. Camie wasn’t a threat. If strangers started talking to him and acting too friendly, Eijirou didn’t have to trust them. He could shut them down politely and maybe ask Katsuki what he thought. His friend was almost as good as Shizuka when it came to judging people. Eijirou could trust him. It was his mistake last time, and he wouldn’t make it again.

“You alright?” Katsuki whispered next to him, while Camie continued telling them about all the things she wanted to do in town. She'd barely stopped talking since Eijirou said he wanted to come with them.

He nodded stiffly. “I’ll be fine.”

Katsuki replied by bumping their shoulders, comforting. Eijirou’s hand flew to the red scarf around his neck, dragging his fingers along the soft, light fabric until he reached the small wolf pendant underneath. Although it didn’t count as a part of his hoard, holding it was strangely soothing. Feeling the smooth wood in his palm, Eijirou understood better why Katsuki kept playing with his boar tusk. He wondered if it was the reason why his friend had made it for him. Katsuki hadn't been clear on this point. Should Eijirou find a gift for him as well? Maybe he should. It would be proper. Eijirou wasn’t good at making things—not pretty ones, at least—but maybe he could find something in Castelmorn.

Walking on his other side, Camie stopped talking. Eijirou realized that he’d stopped listening to her a long time ago. He turned towards her with a pang of guilt, hoping she hadn't been asking him a question. She was looking at him with an amused smile, her long hair swinging with each step. Then, she shrugged and looked back ahead without a word.

Eijirou bit back a sigh of relief. She was just done speaking. Still, he felt a little bad for her. Today was supposed to be about Camie. How could Eijirou form a more objective opinion on her if he ignored her all day?

He’d have to do better than this. He shouldn’t let himself be distracted by Katsuki again.

Castelmorn hadn’t changed since last time. When he passed through with Katsuki on their way to meet Inasa, Eijirou hadn't taken the time to look around. But seeing it now, it looked exactly the way he remembered it.

It was nice. Even though Eijirou had grown tired of the whole ‘local hero’ thing by the time they'd left, he had good memories of Castelmorn, and the familiarity was comforting. Katsuki had warned him that people would remember him, but without Kaminari and Sero to hype them up for free stuff, they were more likely to treat him normally. It was a relief. Eijirou wouldn’t have to try so hard to hide if he wasn’t constantly at the center of everyone's attention.

Eijirou opened his mouth to say something to Camie, since he was here to get to know her better, but she beat him to it.

“Oh, looks like duty calls! Gotta run off. Don’t wait for me, guys, go do your thing! See ya!” she exclaimed, bolting away from them not even ten steps after they’d crossed the town gates.

Eijirou stopped her, grabbing her wrist before she could leave.

“Hey, wait!” he said.

She turned toward him with a curious look. Eijirou opened his mouth. Closed it. He didn’t know how to explain his reaction. He did it partly because he’d have come for nothing if she left now, but mostly…

He forced himself to relax and unclench his jaw, releasing his grip on her delicate wrist. He didn’t want her to leave his sight because it would give her a chance to betray them, he realized. And it wasn’t something he could tell her. It wasn’t something he wanted to think about her either.

He opened his mouth again, trying to figure out what to say, but nothing would come out.

Camie smiled anyway. “You want me to stay around?”

She looked so happy when she asked that Eijirou couldn’t help but smile back a little as he nodded, guilt spiking in his stomach.

It got even worse when she added with a bright grin, “Let’s go, then! It's bonding time!”

She wrapped her arms around one of his and dragged him toward the small market, telling him about the cool merchants who were around these days. As much as she complained about Castelmorn being dead and boring, the small town was still on a major trade route through Yuuei, with merchants coming and going regularly, most of them only staying for a day or two before continuing their journeys.

Eijirou nodded along, trying to follow her chattering. He turned around for a second to see if Katsuki was following them, and his friend gave him an encouraging nod, walking beside them in silence.

Soon, Camie left his side to run toward a small booth selling cheap jewelry.

“Hello, babies! I’ve never seen you before,” she told the necklaces with a delighted smile. “Kirishima, look!”

Eijirou obliged, glad that he didn’t have to figure out what to tell her, and soon, things turned… well… awkward.

Eijirou didn’t know what to say. She was obviously making efforts, but Eijirou was overly conscious of everything she was doing, everything he was saying, every pause, every hesitation, every moment when Camie shrugged and changed the subject because they’d hit a wall again…

Why was it so hard? Eijirou usually had no trouble making friends. Even when he was struggling around strangers, he still did better than this. But back then, he didn’t feel like each of his words might reveal too much about himself. He didn’t feel so… observed. Eijirou wasn’t really trying to get to know the strangers on the road better, and they weren’t really trying to befriend him either. Not like Camie was.

From what he knew about her, it made sense that she was good at keeping a conversation going and adapting her behavior to the people around her. She needed to be observant and flexible if she wanted to get the attention she needed for her old job as a courtesan. But even knowing that didn’t make Eijirou feel less guarded. He was doing his best, but the two of them just weren’t connecting.

After the jewelry booth, Camie dragged Katsuki and him to a few other places. It was strange, seeing Katsuki so relaxed around her when Eijirou felt like a nervous mess who was trying too hard.

They had lunch at the tavern Sero often dragged them to last time they came. Apparently, Katsuki was working there from time to time these days, and someone had come earlier to ask for his help. From what Camie told him, the innkeepers were struggling with their newborn twins and it wasn't the first time they asked for his help in the kitchen without warning because they'd barely slept that night and could use some rest. The pay wasn't too shabby, especially on such short notice, so Katsuki wasn't complaining.

He left Camie and Eijirou alone at the table when he went to pick up a shift in the kitchen. Eijirou didn't know if it was a good thing or not. Sure, it meant that he wouldn't be distracted or try to hide behind Katsuki if things didn't go well, and being here meant Camie couldn't drag him somewhere suspicious or anything. But it also meant having to talk to her on his own and damn was it hard. It was fine for the moment because Camie was still telling him about the owners' situation and Eijirou was doing his best to keep her going, but as soon as she finished…

“Anyway, Kiri, you have to tell me: how didja become pals with Bakugou? I bet you had to work your ass off for that.”

Eijirou smiled as he remembered how they first met. Their first few days together had been rocky for sure, but… he wouldn’t say befriending Katsuki had been hard. It just took some patience.

She smiled when he told her about their first meeting in the orchard, and the second one in the empty free-gear shack in his village. She nodded along when Eijirou told her about their dinner with his parents and their first adventure with Shalima the lost “dragon”, looking truly engrossed in his story and even asking a few questions. When their meals came, Eijirou was surprised to find that he’d been talking almost the entire time. Camie didn’t seem to mind, but… how was he supposed to get to know her better this way? He’d just given her information about himself!

He stopped talking as they enjoyed their food, trying to remember if he’d told her anything sensitive and wondering how he could shift the conversation toward her.

“Bakugou is such a good cook!” Camie exclaimed then. “A real chef, I swear, and I’ve been served fancy food for years. I’m gonna miss it when you guys leave.”

Eijirou nodded enthusiastically, concerns forgotten at the mention of Katsuki’s cooking skills. “Yeah, he’s amazing! Even when we’re on the road, he always tries to forage for fresh stuff and everything. And he can make anything taste great too.”

A soft smile spread on Camie’s face. “Whoever puts a ring on his finger will be wicked lucky, am I right?”

Eijirou deflated at that. She was right, anyone would be lucky to be with Katsuki. And when his friend got married, it would be hard for them to stay together like they were right now. How had Eijirou never thought about it? Just because he’d always assumed he wouldn’t ever have this kind of relationship didn’t mean Katsuki felt the same way.

“He’s kinda cute when he’s not yelling too,” Camie continued. “And he yells a lot less when you’re around.”

“He doesn’t yell a lot around you either,” Eijirou shrugged, stomach churning as he remembered how close the two of them were, these days.

Camie laughed. “Nah, that’s totes just ‘cause you’re around. Kinda makes me wish I had something like you two…”

Eijirou swallowed his food, feeling like he’d just had a mouthful of lead. What was she trying to say? Was she… Did she have feelings for Katsuki? Was this why she kept making Eijirou talk about him?

He forced himself to finish his food as he listened to Camie list all of Katsuki’s qualities, wondering what he should do about it. Part of him wanted to scream and tell her to stay away from his best friend. Part of him wondered what it meant about his own feelings for Katsuki. And lastly, a small part of him, getting louder with each passing second, thought it was probably better this way.

“Kiri? You okay?” Camie asked suddenly, startling Eijirou back to the present. “You look like you’re, like, astral projecting.”

“Oh… Yeah, I’m fine,” he said with a forced smile.

Camie tilted her head, like she didn’t believe him. But before she could say anything, two men came over, one sliding on the seat next to her and the other dragging a chair to her other side.

“Hello, beauty,” the first one drawled. “D’you mind if we sit here?”

For a second, Eijirou thought he saw a crack in Camie’s friendly mask. It didn’t last long enough for him to be sure, though.

“Well, I was kinda having a moment with my buddy here,” she said, pointing toward Eijirou.

The newcomers seemed to see him for the first time.

“Oh, him,” the second guy said dismissively. “He looked like he was boring you to death, so we thought we’d show you a good time.”

“Nah, I’m all good, but like, thanks for the offer I guess,” Camie replied.

“So, you from around here?”

Eijirou watched the scene unfold, wondering what he should do. He should probably tell these people to leave, but he didn’t want to be rude. And Camie wasn’t exactly telling them to go. But at the same time, she didn’t seem to want them here either.

Katsuki emerged from the kitchen then and walked toward them, announcing that he was taking a break.

Camie jumped out of her chair with a cheerful, “Hey, babe! You’re late to the party!”

She grabbed Katsuki’s arm like she did on the day they first met, pressing herself against him. Eijirou saw red. Katsuki didn’t make a single move to dislodge her this time. Instead, he looked around the table, assessing the situation like he was getting ready to jump into battle. It only lasted a second before he crossed his arms, allowing Camie to come even closer and stick to his side like a barnacle.

“You fuckers want something?” he barked, puffing up his chest to make himself look even bigger.

The two men looked between Katsuki and Camie for a few seconds before leaving with disappointed grumbles.

“Fucking cowards,” Katsuki muttered as he plopped down on a chair, Camie still stuck by his side.

“They're gone, right?” Camie whispered, looking at Eijirou.

He glanced behind her to find them walking through the door and nodded.

Camie finally let go of Katsuki with a sigh of relief.

“Your timing was totes on point, Bakugou. My hero,” she grinned.

“I really can’t leave your ass alone for five minutes without a bunch of extras hitting on you.”

“I know, right? It’s like I can’t turn off my crazy charm!”

“Just tell them to fuck off next time,” Katsuki shrugged. “We can take care of them if they’ve got a problem with that.”

“But what about my rep?” Camie gasped.

“It doesn’t matter here, remember?”

“Except it totally does,” Camie retorted. “It’s not just about my rep, it’s about y’all’s reps too. I can’t rock the boat like that, it’ll make splashes.”

Katsuki rolled his eyes. “As if I give a shit what extras think.”

“Mad respect to you, fam, but Inasa and Tokoyami need all the good rep they can get, and I’m not gonna ruin all that hard work.”

Eijirou sent her a surprised look. If he understood well… she was trying so hard to stay polite and keep a good reputation in town for the sake of her friends? It was so manly of her! Maybe he’d really misjudged her, after all.

Or at least, so he thought for about two seconds. Then, she had to ruin it all by adding with a bright smile, “Anyway, I know you’re gonna rescue me Prince Charming-style if I run into more sleazeballs!”

“Don’t fucking count on it,” Katsuki grumbled.

She ignored the comment and turned toward Eijirou to say, “He’s totally boyfriend material, right, Kiri?”

Eijirou’s stomach churned. What was she trying to do here? Fists clenched, he sent a glance in Katsuki’s direction. His friend looked like he was seething as well, but also…

“The fuck you saying, Sparkles?!” Katsuki exploded.

Eijirou’s heart dropped to his feet. Katsuki was blushing. His cheeks were bright red. He was…

Camie burst into laughter, but Eijirou didn’t spare her a look. He didn’t listen to whatever his friend was barking at her. All he could see was the red on his face and the way he was arguing with too much force, obviously embarrassed.

Did it mean that Katsuki shared her feelings? Was he going to stay in Castelmorn with her and let Eijirou fly to a dragon city on his own? Did Eijirou even want to go, if his best friend wasn’t coming with him?

“Hey, Kiri?” Camie asked suddenly, startling him back to the present. “You didn’t answer the question.”

“He doesn’t need to answer the fucking question!” Katsuki barked, sparks in his hands. “Anyway, I’m going back to work. You better not say weird shit while I’m gone, Sparkles.”

“No promises,” Camie laughed.

“Fuck you,” Katsuki growled. He turned toward Eijirou and added, “Eijirou, don’t fucking listen to her.”

Eijirou nodded numbly, letting his friend go back to the kitchen while Camie talked about… something. Eijirou couldn’t even bring himself to listen.

He let her speak in silence, still wondering what he was supposed to do now. The image of Katsuki’s red cheeks was haunting him. What did calnuménar do when one of them got married and they had to go their separate ways? Katsuki had never told him about that. Actually, with how little his friend was ready to share about Barbarian culture, Eijirou knew almost nothing about the whole concept except that they had fought to call each other by their first names and it made them close. He felt that he understood the meaning, deep down, and Katsuki had never corrected him, but what if he'd gotten it all wrong? Katsuki said he wouldn’t leave him behind when Tetsutetsu told them he wouldn’t be able to fly both of them home, but did Eijirou want to force his friend to stay by his side if he found happiness here? Or would… would Camie be allowed to live on Maito with them?

He was brought back to reality by Camie’s fresh, soft hand on his clenched fist.

“Hey, don’t listen to Mr Grumpy Pants, you know he’s all bark,” she said, looking perfectly unaware of the kind of storm raging inside him.

Eijirou frowned, wondering what she was talking about.

“Anyway, wanna head back out?” Camie asked with a smile.

Eijirou shook his head. “We should wait for Katsuki.”

Camie shrugged. “Whatever you want. Oh, how about some card games? Know any?”

“Uh… sure,” Eijirou said. Given how horribly their attempts at making conversation were going, it wasn’t a terrible idea. If he could focus on the game, maybe Eijirou wouldn’t have to think about Katsuki and Camie together. “Do you have a deck?”

“I’m gonna ask the big boss, I’ll be right back,” she said cheerfully before sauntering toward the counter.

She came back soon after with an old deck, and Eijirou realized that he didn’t know any game for only two people. Camie spent the next hour trying to teach him a simple one, but Eijirou’s heart wasn’t in it.

He was losing his third game when he asked suddenly, like the words were jumping out of his mouth on their own, “So you like Katsuki, huh?”

Camie tilted her head, surprised. “Well… yeah, sure? He’s a great pal and all.”

“Right,” Eijirou said with a nod, “But I mean… You know…”

“Oh, like, if I like-like him?”

Eijirou nodded stiffly.

Camie burst into laughter, sending her cards flying around her. “Nooo! I mean sure, he’s totally hubby material, but not for me, Kiri. Not for me.”

“What is that supposed to mean?” Eijirou frowned.

“I told you,” Camie said with a smile, pausing her card-gathering to look him in the eye. “I’m not touching your mans.”

“Which means…?” Eijirou asked slowly, not daring to hope yet.

“Tut-tut, I’m not spilling the tea,” Camie said with a reprimanding tone, waving her finger. “If you wanna know, you gotta go directly to the source. Just know I’m, like, not a threat. Now, whose turn was it?”

So if Eijirou understood well, he’d… misunderstood the situation? It wasn’t impossible. He was really inexperienced about this whole romance thing. Maybe he shouldn’t jump to conclusions too fast. But then, what was he supposed to understand?

Damn, this was hard…

He sighed and decided to focus on the game instead. It didn’t help him win the next few rounds, though. Camie was really good at this game. Or maybe Eijirou was just that bad. Card games had never been his strong point.

They left almost as soon as Katsuki finished his work and got paid. Then, his friend dragged him toward a merchant selling knives and asked him about his opinion on the ones on display until they went home. When Eijirou turned toward Camie, who lagged a few steps  behind, she gave him thumbs up and a bright grin from another booth. He really didn’t get her.

It took until dinner for Eijirou to realize that he’d completely missed his goal for the day: he didn’t manage to bond with Camie, and more importantly he still had no idea what to think about her. But he felt ready to give it another try, and going back to Castelmorn didn’t feel so daunting anymore, so maybe the day hadn’t been a complete waste?

.

“I had a blast yesterday! I’m so glad Kiri’s finally trying to vibe with me! He totes sucks at cards, though… Oh, but maybe I could become his card coach!”

Sparkles wouldn’t shut up about Eijirou since he went to Castelmorn with them the previous day. They were going back today so Katsuki could help out more at the tavern—without Eijirou, this time—and it was all she’d been talking about.

“Shut up, Sparkles,” he growled. “I’m still fucking mad at you for telling him weird shit.”

“It’s called being a wingwoman, pal! And I totally nailed it.”

“No you didn’t. He looked weird when I came back.”

“I bet it was just ‘cause he was losing big time,” Sparkles said dismissively. Katsuki knew she was wrong, but she wouldn’t tell him what she said to Eijirou, so he couldn’t pinpoint what the problem was. “Also, he’s totally into you! Like, he’s got it bad. Even worse than you. He was sooo jelly when I pretended to be your gal! So you should totes go for it! Like, right now!”

“That’s what I’ve been doing,” Katsuki retorted. “And I said I didn’t need your fucking help for that.”

“You have?” Sparkles said, surprised. “Like, how?”

“He’s been wearing my gift,” Katsuki pointed out.

“Well yeah, but you do that to catch your fish. Now’s the time to reel him in! Plan a big confession and get your meal!”

Katsuki frowned. What the hell was she insinuating?

“The fuck you mean?”

“Like… say you love him? What’s not clicking?”

Katsuki wrinkled his nose in disgust. “The fuck? Hell no! Who do you take me for, Sparkles?” he yelled, offended.

“Uh… what?”

“That shit’s for… fucking…”

Damn it. He should have known Plains people were stupid dilebnar. It suited them.

“For what?” Sparkles asked, tilting her head.

Katsuki sighed. Oh course, they fucking were… “You know the Barbarian word for a fucking coward who’s all talk?” he asked.

She shook her head.

“A dilebnar. A love-sayer.”

“How’s that a bad thing?” Sparkles asked with a confused frown.

“You’re not supposed to say that shit!” Katsuki exclaimed. “If you can’t show your love then you might as well not fucking feel it.”

Dragon shifters might have changed his opinion on it if they weren’t so similar to Barbarians in this regard. They weren’t as opposed to saying ‘I love you’ as Barbarians, but it was reserved for long-time mates, or dramatic life or death situations. When you were courting someone, you were supposed to show your love. Saying it too early made it look like you were rushing things.

“Huh… that’s weird,” Sparkles said.

“You’re the fucking weird ones. I can’t believe you’d just say that shit.”

“It’s just easy,” Sparkles shrugged.

“Yeah, exactly. It’s easy. You’re not proving shit.”

“So you just… don’t tell your S/O you love them, like, never ever?”

“Of course you do,” Katsuki scoffed. “You just don’t say ‘love’. You say some shit like ‘I’d fight a thousand warriors for you’.”

His parents used to say that to him all the time. Especially the Hag. ‘I’d bring kingdoms to their knees for you,’ they said, ‘I’d burn down mountains to make the sun shine on you,’ ‘I’d fight the Bringer of Disease for making you cough’… And yet, when trouble came, they just gave him away. They might have worded it differently, but it was still all love-saying in the end. So did the extra effort really change anything, deep down?

Katsuki shook his head. It didn’t fucking matter. Maybe his stupid parents didn’t mean any of it, but he did. And there was no way he’d do something as lame and empty as just telling Eijirou he loved him. He deserved better than this.

“You know what? That’s pretty rad!” Sparkles exclaimed with a grin. “Do that, then!”

“Don’t tell me what to do, Sparkles,” he grumbled.

“Yeah, yeah, I know,” she shrugged. “But really, don’t make your hubby wait too long.”

‘He wouldn’t have to wait if he stopped being so damn oblivious already,’ Katsuki wanted to say. Instead, he kept walking in silence, thinking about his next move. None of the knives he’d seen at the market yesterday had seemed to spark Eijirou’s interest, but Katsuki felt like he was starting to understand what he liked a little better. He wasn’t in a hurry anyway. Giving Eijirou a knife was too big a gesture for now. Katsuki needed some sort of escalation before he reached this point. And he already knew exactly what he was going to do next.

Notes:

So now you know why Bakugou won't use his words to confess to Kirishima. RIP to him. And you. And me, kind of, but I'm still having fun

I hope you liked it!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 47: Shopping Spree

Notes:

Another long day for me, but I come bearing KiriCamie friendship! And also the finest romance

Also, please please please have a look at the wonderful art from IsapolvoritaArt on Twitter, for chapter 45.

AND, because I'm extra blessed this week, there's also something from chapter 22, from Carther304 on Twitter
CW: it's the scene where Kirishima is eating the dead deer
You can find it here!

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Training these days wasn’t easy for Eijirou. Camie was no longer an issue—he still didn’t trust her completely, but he at least didn’t see her as a threat anymore—but it was hard to focus on his wind when Tokoyami was flying laps above him like a giant, black bird of prey.

Looking at his friend flapping his cape-wings and using his magic to stay in the air for as long as he could, Eijirou wondered when he would be able to do that. Camie had warned people in town that any sighting of a big, ominous black bird above the toll house would be nothing but her friend Tokoyami training his wind magic, to make absolutely sure that they wouldn’t accidentally attract the attention of the wrong people, but would it work for Eijirou? Could he hide his wings under a cape, maybe?

“Kirishima, if you don’t focus, you’ll never be able to join him!” Inasa teased him.

“Yes, sorry!” Eijirou replied, immediately getting back to work—for the next minute or so, at least.

His eyes were already wandering back to Tokoyami when he landed and said, “A lone wanderer is coming our way.”

“You mean from the bridge?” Eijirou asked.

Tokoyami shook his head. “From the woods. I couldn’t see him well from this distance, but I think I recognized Bakugou.”

“Oh, so he’s back!” Eijirou grinned.

Katsuki had left early in the morning, before Eijirou even woke up. He’d said the evening before that he’d have an errand to run that would probably take him most of the day, but Eijirou hadn’t realized that his friend would leave before sunrise.

“He seems to be carrying a heavy burden,” Tokoyami added.

“Do you think he needs our help?” Inasa asked.

Tokoyami shook his head. “He didn’t seem to be struggling.”

“It’s Katsuki,” Eijirou shrugged. “I bet he’d rather do it on his own.”

He tried to go back to his wind training, but his curiosity had blown away what little focus he still had. Even he could tell that his updrafts were terrible. What had Katsuki been doing all day? What was he carrying?

Unable to wait, he snuck past the house for a clear line of sight. His jaw dropped when he saw Katsuki approach.

A stag. His friend was carrying a whole stag across his shoulders, big antlers and all. He was walking in a slow but steady way, bent under the weight of his kill, its head swaying with each step.

Eijirou watched him come closer, frozen in place. Dark clouds had been gathering all afternoon, only leaving a few blue spots here and there, and Katsuki was walking in a patch of sunlight, highlighting his body and making his fluffy blond hair shine like a halo. Katsuki looked up and smiled when his eyes landed on Eijirou, fierce and proud. With the heavy deer on his shoulders, he looked like some hunting god walking among mortals. A vision of manliness.

Heart beating like a drum, Eijirou wondered if he was drooling because of the promise of meat or because Katsuki was that beautiful.

“Hey,” Eijirou said, raising an arm awkwardly.

His cheeks were burning. He could barely remember how to smile. What was wrong with him? It wasn’t the first time he’d seen Katsuki hunt. Sure, they usually did it together, but it wasn’t that different.

Eijirou expected his friend to walk past him and find somewhere to drop his load, but instead, he stopped in front of Eijirou and dropped it at his feet.

“Here,” he said gruffly. “I hunted it for you.”

Eijirou’s cheeks burned harder, somehow. A wave of… of feelings hit him like a punch in the gut, leaving him breathless. It was stupid. Katsuki and he shared everything. And they weren’t going to keep all the meat for themselves when they lived with three other people. Still, Katsuki had hunted it for him. He’d left at the crack of dawn and stayed away almost all day just for him. It was so manly Eijirou could have cried.

“I… You…” he stammered. “It still has its antlers,” he finished dumbly.

Katsuki nodded with a smug look. “Took me all day to find one.”

Eijirou nodded back, unable to form a coherent thought. So Katsuki knew what he was looking for before he decided to go hunting? Why did he go through all this trouble?

“You like it?” he asked.

Eijirou nodded again, only now realizing that he was smiling. “Yeah, it’s… it’s perfect.”

Katsuki gave him another sharp grin. It was too much for Eijirou.

“So…” he said, kneeling to inspect the stag, unsure what he was even looking for. He just couldn’t look at his friend right now. “Do you want me to butcher it?”

“It’s yours, do whatever you want,” Katsuki said.

Eijirou nodded. “I’ll do it, then.”

When he finally dared look up, he noticed Katsuki’s boar tusk proudly displayed on his chest. He wondered if he could do the same thing, maybe wear a tine around his neck or something. Was there a specific way to do it? Would Katsuki allow it? Would he like it?

The moment was broken by a sharp cry.

“Ew, ew, ew!” Camie exclaimed, wrinkling her nose. “Like, kudos to you for hunting it and all, but you better not stink up the house with that.”

“Shut up, Sparkles, it’s not for you,” Katsuki snapped back.

“Aw, you ain’t even gonna share?”

“It’s Eijirou’s. It’s his choice.”

Eijirou almost choked at the reminder.

“But he’s gonna share. Right, Kiri?” Camie asked with a too big smile.

“Yeah, sure,” Eijirou said distractedly, drowning the rest of the exchange and focusing on the deer instead. His deer. It shouldn’t matter this much, but Eijirou couldn’t deny how much that fact affected him.

“Told you he’d fucking like it,” he thought he heard Katsuki mutter as he continued to inspect it.

He should probably pick it up and carry it to a better place. He understood Camie’s concerns and there was no way he’d hang it inside the house, but he couldn’t work properly here.

Still, even as he tried figuring out the best solution, Eijirou’s mind kept wandering to the way Katsuki looked when he’d carried it here. He sighed. Between his training and his issues with Camie, it had been easy to ignore his confusing feelings for Katsuki, but like the sea retreating between each wave, they were back in full force now and Eijirou felt like he was drowning in them. He tried to imagine what it would have been like to kiss Katsuki and bit his lip at the thought, feeling a fire roaring inside him like his brain was full of dry grass set ablaze. One of the antlers fell when Eijirou poked it, startling him back to the present.

He shook his head. Now wasn’t the time to think about it. He couldn’t let Katsuki’s gift go to waste.

Still, he really, really hoped that his friend could make another necklace from it. He wanted to remember this moment. And maybe, just maybe, it’d help him make sense of everything.

.

Katsuki hooked his chin over Eijirou’s shoulder to see how he was doing. He hadn’t had the chance to teach him how to cook in a while, but this was a special occasion. It was Eijirou’s venison they were cooking, after all.

Eijirou almost dropped his wooden spoon in the pot where the chunks of meat were searing.

“Careful, dumbass,” Katsuki snorted as he guided Eijirou’s hand to more energetic movements. He was so stiff, like it was his first time doing it. Was he nervous because it was his meat? “Wait until they’re brown everywhere and then you can start cooking the vegetables.”

‘Does it need that many, though?’ he expected Eijirou to whine. ‘It’s my stew after all, I should be able to make it all meat if I want.’

Instead, Eijirou just said, “Y-Yeah, sure.”

Around his neck, one of the tines from the stag’s antlers was resting proudly next to the wooden wolf. Katsuki couldn’t suppress a proud smile at the sight. No matter how much Camie told him that it was gross and would never work, bringing back this stag had worked perfectly.

Katsuki would never forget the look on Eijirou’s face when he first saw him coming back with his kill. His gasp, his stunned expression, his bright red cheeks, the way his eyes almost sparkled when he realized it was for him… Eijirou was speechless for a moment—a rare thing coming from him. Katsuki was supposed to say something with it, add a bold declaration of his feelings to really drive the point home, but he’d been too lost in the moment to remember. He didn’t think it was necessary, anyway. Not with how flustered Eijirou had been.

It was a relief. Katsuki had been struggling with his flirting attempts, since he gave Eijirou the wolf pendant. It was hard doing small, casual stuff like romantic spars or suggestive touches when they’d been living in such close quarters for a year now. Katsuki hadn’t felt like he’d made any sort of progress in too long.

“Hey, the fuck you doing?” Katsuki asked when he saw that the meat was ready, nudging Eijirou. “It’s good, take it off of the fire.”

Eijirou nodded stiffly and did as he was told, taking the chunks of meat out of the pot to replace them with more fat and onions.

“Good,” Katsuki said, satisfied with Eijirou’s progress. He seemed nervous, sure, but Katsuki almost didn’t have to correct him when he was peeling and chopping the ingredients. “Smells good already, huh?”

Eijirou nodded again in silence. The tine bounced on his chest with the movement.

Katsuki had been a little surprised when Eijirou came to him and asked if he could keep part of the antler as a memento, like him and his boar tusk. Camie had assured him that it wasn’t common practice in Yuuei and Katsuki had been wondering how to broach the subject with his friend. Good thing he didn’t have to after all.

It was obvious, from the unsure way Eijirou had asked, that he didn’t know what he was asking for. Or at least, not beyond the vague explanation Katsuki had given him all those weeks ago, when he decided that no matter how little he cared for Barbarian traditions, he really wanted to keep a tusk from the boar Eijirou had hunted for him. It didn’t matter, though. Part of Katsuki felt all the prouder for it, knowing that Eijirou understood the meaning without needing to be told.

Just like he understood what it meant to be calnuménar without Katsuki having to explain it in detail, he realized. It was strange, to think how Barbarian culture seemed to click with him better than dragon shifter culture sometimes. It should have been the other way around. It was irritating, in a way…

Katsuki shook his head to chase the unpleasant feeling. It was a good thing that Eijirou seemed to be catching on to Katsuki’s intentions. He wouldn’t let this ruin his victory.

Since he wasn’t exactly supposed to make the necklace for Eijirou—which would be like forcing his feelings on his friend—Katsuki decided to show him how to do it instead. It was a good thing the antlers had more than one tine… But Eijirou seemed really proud of the result, when he finally managed to create a decent necklace. And there was more than enough leftover antler at the end to make a nice little chew toy for Fluffy. She liked it, if its immediate disappearance was anything to go by.

They rarely saw her these days, but they never failed to set some food aside for her anyway. The others didn’t question them when they said it was for the house spirits. Apparently, it was a known habit around here, even if most people found it strange.

“Didn’t know you guys were so superstitious,” Inasa had said. Katsuki just shrugged. They didn’t need to know about Fluffy, or even mimic dragons in general.

To Katsuki’s surprise, Eijirou didn’t say anything the whole time they were cooking. He didn’t wrinkle his nose like he usually did when they added the rest of the vegetables, didn’t comment on Katsuki’s choice of spices, didn’t ask questions when Katsuki gave him short explanations and tips on what they were doing… He just nodded, adding an occasional grunt of assent. He looked like he was listening, at least, so Katsuki didn’t probe.

They were nearly done, adding the broth and seared meat back to the pot, when the door opened to Inasa and Tokoyami.

“Wow, it smells delicious here!” Inasa exclaimed as soon as they were inside.

Camie walked in after them, looking like she’d been trying to stop them. She gave him an apologetic look. Katsuki shrugged.

“Still gotta wait for it, Baldy,” Katsuki replied as he made sure everything was ready and could be left to simmer.

Eijirou almost jumped away from him.

“Y-Yeah! Katsuki said it’s gotta simmer for at least an hour, maybe two,” he said, quickly walking to the door. “So I’m going out for a bit, okay? Gotta make up for the training I missed!”

He was out before anyone could reply. Katsuki watched him leave, surprised. Did he get bored? He did seem a little restless, now that Katsuki thought about it. He was a lot livelier when they cooked together, usually.

He gave their stew one last look before he covered it.

“If I catch one of you even looking at it, you’re dead,” Katsuki threatened when he saw the others’ hungry looks.

Maybe Eijirou was just too tempted to eat now and had decided to hide away from the smell.

Camie gave him thumbs up and a wide grin while the two others sighed and grumbled about his order. They looked like they were going to comply, though. Satisfied, Katsuki walked out after Eijirou, wondering if he’d be up for a spar.

.

For the first time since he arrived, Eijirou was going to Castelmorn alone with Camie. She had to go to the weekly food market, and with Katsuki away on a hunt after a rabid wolf had been seen in the area, Eijirou naturally offered to take his place. He still felt like he couldn’t tell Camie he was a shifter, let alone a dragon one, but their relationship had improved a lot over the past few weeks. He at least trusted her enough to go somewhere alone with her. It would be a great opportunity to get to know her better, too.

Or at least, it would have been if Eijirou hadn’t been so worried. Rabies wasn’t something to be treated lightly, but more importantly, he couldn’t stop thinking about Ooka’s story. What if the rumors were wrong and it wasn’t rabies after all? What if it was a distressed wolf shifter? Someone who could have been Eijirou?

“Hey, what’s wrong? You worried about your boo?” Camie asked, startling him with a light nudge.

“About my what?” he asked with a confused frown.

“Y’know, Bakugou.”

“Oh…” Eijirou shook his head. “No, I know he’s gonna be fine. He’s a great hunter, and he can work well in a team when he has to.”

“Why the long face, then?”

Eijirou sighed. “It’s just… I heard this story a while ago.”

“Uh-huh?”

“It was about… a beast that scared everyone, but it was probably just a wolf shifter gone mad because he was never allowed to be himself. I’m worried it’s the same thing.”

“Like… ‘cause it’d be more dangerous?”

Eijirou shook his head, looking at his feet. “No, because it’d be… a person, you know. When it comes to rabies, there’s nothing to do except kill the animal, but what if it’s just a person who needs help?”

When he looked back up, he met Camie’s soft, concerned expression. “Aw, babe, whoda thought you were such a big softie?”

Eijirou frowned, ready to tell her off, but she continued,

“You don’t have to worry about that, though. Tanaka, the guy who sells goat cheese? He’s totally seen it. Said it was foaming at the mouth, making super weird noises, the whole package. Got so scared he ran inside carrying his shepherd dog like a princess, and that doggo’s practically a bear! He’ll be here today, if you wanna, like, ask him about it.”

Eijirou smiled, feeling a little relieved. “Yeah, I’d like that.”

“Good, ‘cause we’re totally buying stuff from him. And giving him flowers! Poor guy was shook, he deserves a break.”

“You seem to know everyone well,” Eijirou said fondly. Although he’d heard about her legendary social skills and seen some of them in action, he was always surprised by how many people she seemed to know personally.

“Sure, it’s always good to be pals with the market people,” she shrugged. “You can learn some cool stuff, you get some sweet deals… And people are cool, y’know? Oh, speaking of that, you better remember what we’re supposed to get, ‘cause I, like, totally forgot already.”

Eijirou blinked a few times. He… didn’t remember either. Katsuki gave them a whole list of things they needed before he left, but he thought his friend was just being overly cautious. He thought he could count on Camie to remember. She was the one who did this almost every week, after all.

“I… don’t,” he admitted, defeated, after desperately racking his brain for a moment.

Camie burst out laughing. Her clear, elegant laughter was the opposite of Katsuki’s manic cackles, but for the first time, Eijirou wasn’t annoyed by it. No matter how practiced it sounded, now that he was really listening, he could tell that it was genuine.

“Man, this is gonna be fun,” she said, wiping an imaginary tear. “Bakugou’s sooo gonna kill us. I always forget half the stuff we need.”

“How did you do it before we came, then?” Eijirou asked, curious.

She shrugged. “I forgot and ended up buying, like, a ton of everything. Just in case, y’know. Lemme tell you, Bakugou’s a real money saver!”

Eijirou chuckled at that. “Let’s do our best, then!”

“Damn right!” Camie said cheerfully. “Oh, I hope they’ll have that cool bread Tokoyami likes.”

“Inasa said we could get some dry sausage too, right?”

“He did! See? We’re totally gonna be the best team! Bakugou’ll never doubt us again!”

Eijirou laughed. “I’m pretty sure he’ll never let us go shopping unsupervised again.”

“Don’t be like that, we’re totes gonna nail this!” she said with absolute confidence, grabbing his arm to march forward with a wide, contagious smile.

As soon as they reached the market, Eijirou could see how much everyone there loved Camie. It wasn’t just the friendliness every good seller displayed to attract more customers: they genuinely seemed to like her, telling her about their lives, asking her how she was doing with ‘her boys’… Some of them seemed concerned about her living alone with all these men, including a giant and a mysterious hooded figure no one had ever met, but she always found something nice to say about her friends. It was heartwarming to see, and so manly of her to look out for them. Eijirou could understand why Inasa was so grateful to have her around: even though she was terrible at doing the laundry and he had to do almost all the chores around the house if he wanted them done properly, she was working hard to make sure people accepted him and everyone else.

She let him speak with the man who had seen the “rabid wolf,” and Eijirou’s worries melted at his story, despite how chilling it was. Eijirou had been faced with a rabid dog once, when he was out with his siblings, and the man’s description of the salivating, half-paralytic wolf he’d seen near his farm fit his memory perfectly.

It wasn’t something he liked to remember. His hardening had protected him from the bites, but if other people hadn’t come to the rescue, he’d have been done for. Now that he thought about it, he’d sprouted a few scales that day… And ultimately, what had kept him up at night for the following days had been the fear of people seeing them rather than the rabid beast trying to maul him.

They left the cheese seller with kind words and a few wild flowers they’d gathered on the way. He almost burst into tears when he saw them and gave them free cheese as a thanks.

“It’s the super creamy one Katsuki likes,” Eijirou commented as they continued their shopping. “Hopefully, he’ll be in a good mood and forgive us if we forget something important.”

“It’s you, of course he’ll forgive us,” Camie said with a friendly pat on the shoulder.

“What about you, by the way?” Eijirou asked. “Is there something you want here?”

“Eh, I’m good,” she shrugged. “My tastes are totally more refiiiii… OMG strawberries!”

Eijirou chuckled as he followed her toward a booth selling fruit, including big, red, shiny strawberries. They looked delicious. And so, so tempting…

“Let’s get tons of them!” Camie decided.

Eijirou couldn’t agree more.

They ended up spending most of their leftover money on them and barely had enough to buy the rest of what they needed. It was worth it, though. The strawberries were delicious.

“Do you think there’ll be wild ones in the forest?” Eijirou asked on their way back.

Camie gasped. “You’re so right! We should totes go look next time! I used to do it, like, all the time when I was a kid!”

“You did? How?” Eijirou asked. “I thought you grew up in the city or something.”

“Naaah, that’s the sexy version I want folks to believe,” Camie said. “But truth is, I grew up in the boonies. Tiny village, nothing for miles…” She let out a fond smile. “It sucked but it was kinda cool sometimes. I loved playing in the river and looking for fruits. I had scratches everywhere pretty much all summer ‘cause I’d do anything for some sweet, sweet berries.”

Eijirou chuckled as he tried to imagine a younger Camie with scraped hands and a mouth stained with red juice. “You’ve changed a lot since then, huh,” he said. “You don’t look like you were such a wild kid.”

“Yeah, things changed a lot when I hit the capital,” she nodded with a fond, nostalgic look.

“How did it happen?”

He spent the rest of the trip listening to Camie tell him about her childhood and how a fancy courtesan on a trip to the countryside with a rich lord had noticed her and convinced her parents to let Camie come back to the capital with her. There weren’t many opportunities for her back home anyway.

As expected, Katsuki had a lot to say about how they decided to spend their grocery money, when he came back from a successful hunt that was indeed a rabid wolf. But even he wasn’t completely immune to the appeal of strawberries, so he stopped complaining pretty soon. The pay had been good and Eijirou and Camie almost hadn’t messed up, aside from their impulsive purchases, so he wasn’t as pissed off as he could have been.

Still, no one was surprised when they were banned from shopping together unsupervised from then on.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I had a lot of fun writing Bakugou being super proud of himself when he does "romantic" stuff Kirishima doesn't understand, and completely clueless when he's being super smooth and effective.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 48: Stars and Flowers

Notes:

Let's pretend I'm not late and enjoy some stargazing

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

For the first time in a while, Katsuki woke up to a hand in the face as Eijirou wrestled against their blankets. He was having another nightmare, it seemed. And a bad one.

Jumping to action, Katsuki started disentangling him. Eijirou woke up the moment he was free and sat up, panting, while Katsuki let a small, weak flame flicker in his palm to help his friend shake the remnants of his nightmare and focus on reality. His other hand was on Eijirou's back, grounding him. Somewhere in the tent, Fluffy moved to a corner, letting them know how displeased she was by ruffling the fabric.

“Hey, you’re fine. It was just a dream,” Katsuki whispered in a raspy voice. He needed some water. They both did.

A few gulps later for both of them and Eijirou’s breathing was already a lot calmer. He didn’t lie back down, though. Not even when Katsuki did after snuffing out his flame. Eijirou stayed upright, arms wrapped around his knees, his silhouette gradually becoming clearer as Katsuki’s eyes readjusted to the darkness.

“Wanna talk about it?” Katsuki offered.

Eijirou shook his head. “I don’t remember what it was,” he mumbled. “Just the feeling. It was… bad. It hasn’t been this bad in a long time. Not since the last time we spent the night at an inn, I think.”

Katsuki hummed in assent. He also thought Eijirou’s nightmares had been better since that night.

“Come back here,” he mumbled, struggling to keep his eyes open as he held out one arm.

Eijirou let out a shuddering breath. “No, I’ll…” A sharp breath in. “I’ll be fine. Go back to sleep. Sorry for waking you up.”

Eijirou was easy to see, Katsuki realized mindlessly as he put his arm back down. The night must be clear. A perfect night for stargazing.

He took a deep breath and let it out, hoping to shake off the sleepiness that was already taking over. He stretched. Sat up.

“What are you doing?” Eijirou asked.

“Come with me.”

He dragged himself out of the tent, Eijirou close behind, and grabbed their thickest blanket when the night chill hit him. Spring was already in full swing, but the cold still set in as soon as the sun was out. And the winds near the bridge only made it worse.

Katsuki stopped shivering as soon as he had one side wrapped in the blanket. He kept his other arm raised, inviting Eijirou to share the other half with him. Eijirou didn’t make him wait.

His skin felt clammy and Katsuki could tell it wasn’t just the cold that was making him shiver. He scooted just a little closer and made sure the blanket was covering both of them properly before he looked up at the sky.

Just as he thought, there wasn’t a single cloud to be seen. The stars were shining brightly above them like distant, tiny diamonds. It was just what they needed.

“Name as many stars as you can,” Katsuki said.

That seemed to bring Eijirou back from wherever his mind had been drifting. “What?” he asked.

Katsuki didn’t need to look to picture his nose scrunched up in confusion.

“Stars,” Katsuki repeated. “Or constellations, whatever. Name them.”

Eijirou didn’t say anything, not even looking at the night sky.

“Come on,” Katsuki said, nudging him like his shitty parents used to. “What’s this one?” he asked, pointing at the Great Herd– Krato.

Finally, Eijirou looked up. Thought for a few seconds. “Is it… Krato?” he asked slowly.

“Good. What are the stars in it?”

Eijirou let out an irritated sigh. “Is now really the time?”

Katsuki lowered his arm slowly. Had he been like this, once? He was so young when his parents used to do this for him, he didn’t remember a time when he didn’t lose himself in the stars the moment he was taken outside—or only after minimal nudging, at least.

“You need to get out of your head,” he said. “And it’s not a bad time for a recap.”

Eijirou let out another sigh—a calming one, this time—and slowly started naming the stars he could remember. His heart wasn’t in it, though. He stopped halfway through and lowered his head, frustrated.

“I hate it,” he muttered.

“Hate what?”

“That I still have nightmares.”

“Everyone has nightmares,” Katsuki pointed out.

“I know. But… About this, I mean. I’ve been making progress with Camie. I thought I was over it.”

Katsuki shrugged. “Dreams are fucking weird.”

A quick glance in Eijirou’s direction confirmed that he wasn’t convinced.

“Don’t beat yourself up over it,” Katsuki said, knocking their shoulders together. “I still have stupid nightmares about it too, sometimes.”

Eijirou turned toward him, surprised. “You do?”

“Yeah,” Katsuki said, looking up at the sky. He huffed a laugh and added, teasing, “S’not because you sleep like a log through them that they don’t happen.”

Eijirou didn’t say anything. When Katsuki looked back at him, he was staring at his feet.

“Sorry,” he whispered.

Katsuki shrugged. There was a beat of silence.

“I didn’t know you were affected too.”

Katsuki huffed at that. “Of course I fucking was. You disappeared. I had no idea where you were. I didn’t know if I’d find you before it was too late.”

Eijirou scooted even closer to him. Katsuki knocked the sides of their heads together.

“Remember on our way here, when I couldn’t let you leave my sight?” he asked.

“Hmm,” Eijirou said. “I thought you were just trying to make me feel safe.”

“I guess there’s that too.”

“You should have told me.”

Katsuki shook his head. “You have your own shit to deal with.”

“And so what? We’re friends, you don’t have to be the one helping me all the time. I can help, too. I want to,” Eijirou insisted.

Katsuki hummed, warmth gently spreading through his core at the words. “S’not that bad, as long as you’re here when I wake up.” His eyes still glued to the stars above, he added after a beat of silence, “And I have my own ways of dealing with that shit.”

From the corner of his eye, he saw Eijirou look at him, then at the night sky as realization hit him. He stayed silent for a few more breaths, then pointed up and said, “So… Let’s start again. Krato is here.”

One by one, he named the stars in the constellation. Then, he moved on to Tola, followed by the ones around it. His knowledge was a bit shaky on those, but Katsuki didn’t mind taking over when Eijirou needed a refresher.

Everything was silent around them, save for the persistent light breeze blowing on their cheeks. It brought back memories.

When Katsuki first arrived on Maito, he used to do this almost every night: wrap himself in a blanket, pretend he wasn’t on his own, and name all the stars he could remember, telling himself over and over that his parents were looking at the same sky and thinking about him. How fucking stupid he’d been, back then…

Shouta, the chief, had found him like that once and tried to teach him what dragon shifters called the constellations. Katsuki had refused to listen until they reached the southern skies and he couldn’t recognize a single star anymore. It had made him so bitter that he’d refused to come back out at night until Shouta convinced him to try again.

“Take it from an insomniac, kid: you want to use whatever trick works for you, no matter where it comes from.”

Stubborn as he was, Katsuki was glad he’d at least taken this piece of advice. Memories of naming stars with his parents became memories of doing it on his own, and it seemed to be as effective on Eijirou as it was on him even now.

Once Eijirou had exhausted his star knowledge, Katsuki took over until his eyes stung too much to stay open and he could feel his friend dozing off on his shoulder.

“That’s enough for tonight,” Katsuki decided, nudging him lightly. “Let’s go back to sleep.”

Eijirou nodded with his eyes closed and followed him back inside the tent.

They fell back asleep the moment they were lying back down, heads full of stars.

.

“Hey, Katsuki, can I talk to you for a minute?” Eijirou asked a few days later after training.

Katsuki had been really busy recently and it was hard to talk to him alone these days. He took any job he found, grumbling about their “fucking low funds,” and now that people in town knew how trustworthy he was, they kept asking for his help.

It was good to know that he wasn’t bored while Eijirou was working on his wind magic, but he was starting to miss his best friend. Besides, he felt a little bad, knowing that Katsuki was working hard to make money for the two of them while Eijirou had nothing to contribute. He tried to help more at home with Tokoyami to make up for it, especially in the garden, but it didn’t do much to ease the pang of guilt he felt every time Katsuki had to get up at the crack of dawn or came home late, no matter how much his friend insisted that he didn’t mind and Eijirou’s training was their top priority.

It made him want to work even harder, at least. Eijirou couldn’t disappoint Katsuki after everything he was doing for them.

Katsuki looked up from the simmering food he'd been cooking for dinner and nodded, asking the others to keep an eye on it—but still forbidding them to touch it unless it was burning.

“Good,” he said as he followed Eijirou outside. “I wanted to talk to you too.”

“Oh, really?” Eijirou asked, surprised. “About what?”

Katsuki shook his head. “You first.”

“Right,” Eijirou said, overcome by a sudden wave of self-consciousness.

His decision to ask Katsuki for advice had seemed sane when he made it, but now that it was happening, he felt a little silly. Maybe he was just stalling for time, after all. But still…

“It’s about Camie,” Eijirou announced, forcing the words out. “I… You know I was wary of her, but now I think she’s nice, and trustworthy. And I’m starting to Itch a little.”

A lot. He was starting to Itch a lot. Just letting out some scales during the day when he was alone with Tokoyami and Inasa, and other dragon features like his horns and tail when he was in the tent with Katsuki, wasn’t enough anymore. The urge to turn into a dragon was growing every day.

“I fucking told you,” Katsuki grumbled.

Eijirou sighed. “I know, I know. But I wasn’t ready to trust her yet.”

To his relief, Katsuki didn’t insist.

“Anyway,” Eijirou continued. “I know you seem to trust her already, but… should I tell her I’m a dragon shifter? I just want to be extra sure it’s a good idea.”

“You’re still worried, huh?” Katsuki said. Despite his usual gruff tone, Eijirou could tell he wasn’t mad at him for it.

“Yeah,” Eijirou admitted. “It’s just… after what happened…”

“You’re right,” Katsuki said. “You could probably sneak out at night, but with the days getting shorter…”

“I’m too tired after a day of training to do that,” Eijirou agreed. Besides, his experience back at Uraraka's place had taught him that only coming out at night wasn't enough to make sure no one could see him. “So… what do you think? About Camie.”

“I think you can tell her,” Katsuki said. “I don’t see her judging you or betraying us. And she likes you.”

“She does?” Eijirou asked with an incredulous look. Given how he’d acted towards her for the past two months or so, it seemed a little hard to believe.

“Obviously,” Katsuki huffed. “She won’t shut up about how much more fun it was to go to the food market with you.”

“That’s just because you’re a grump,” Eijirou chuckled.

“And because everyone fucking loves you,” he thought he heard Katsuki mumble.

“What?” he asked, just to be sure.

“Nothing,” Katsuki huffed. “Anyway, if you wanna tell her, do it.”

Eijirou nodded stiffly, trying to ignore the way his guts clenched at the thought. Why was he even worrying? Katsuki had just said it was the best option!

“If you still don’t feel like telling her right away, you can always show her scales and shit. See how she reacts.”

“Yeah?”

It didn’t sound like a bad idea. He could just go slow, test the waters…

“I’ll keep an eye on her, if you want.”

Eijirou smiled and nodded. “I’d like that, yeah.”

It pained him that he still couldn’t bring himself to trust her after living with her for months, but it wouldn’t hurt to be a little extra cautious.

“Make sure you do it when I’m around, then,” Katsuki said.

“Will do!” Eijirou grinned, feeling a little better already, now that he had a plan. And a Katsuki-approved one, no less! “Now, what did you want to tell me?”

“I have something for you.”

Eijirou gasped. Again? He felt like Katsuki was showering him with gifts these days. There was the scarf, the wolf, the stag… It was at least the fourth gift Eijirou was receiving, and he still hadn’t done anything to repay his friend. Katsuki wouldn’t even tell him when his birthday was!

“Y-Yeah? You know you don’t have to, right?” Eijirou said, vaguely hoping that Katsuki had just ruined one of his shirts at work and was being weirdly formal about letting him have it, like he'd been with his cape.

“I want to,” Katsuki replied, a strangely intense look in his eyes.

He produced a small knife with a flat handle covered in red leather and handed it to him. It took a few seconds for Eijirou to remember to close his mouth and take it. The blade gleamed in the sun. Eijirou could tell at a glance that it was a good one. How much did it even cost?

“Wow, it’s… For me? Really?” he stammered, mouth dry.

Katsuki nodded.

“It’s beautiful,” Eijirou said. He still couldn’t believe Katsuki would give this to him. Especially given how much he’d been complaining about their lack of funds. “And it’s very… flat.”

“It’s a boot knife,” Katsuki explained. “You didn’t have one and they’re damn handy.”

Right, his friend had complained about it a few times. And maybe Eijirou would have been better equipped to deal with the dragon hunters with a good boot knife, who could know? Still, it looked so expensive… Was it really reasonable for Katsuki to spend all of his hard-earned money on Eijirou like this?

“You shouldn’t have,” he repeated, guilt and pleasure warring inside him.

“I fucking wanted to!” Katsuki snapped, obviously displeased with Eijirou’s reaction.

It was probably better not to insist.

“Thanks, Katsuki,” Eijirou said with a smile.

Katsuki nodded. “I’d wrestle a boar for you, you know,” he declared, looking him in the eye with quickly reddening cheeks.

Eijirou looked at him, confused. He was about to ask Katsuki what he meant when he suddenly remembered.

“Oh, right. Gimme a second,” he said, looking for his purse under Katsuki’s questioning gaze. He let out a sigh of relief when he found it and took out a single coin. “Here. For the knife.”

Katsuki frowned. “The fuck? I said it was a gift.”

“Well… yeah, but it’s tradition,” Eijirou said. Paused. “Oh… Is it not something you guys do?”

“Why the fuck would you give me money for a gift?”

“It’s just something we do here when we’re offered a knife,” Eijirou explained. “So the blade doesn’t sever our bond.”

“I don’t fucking get it.”

“Just take the coin,” Eijirou said with a smile.

Katsuki took it reluctantly. He looked… disappointed, somehow. Eijirou could tell that this gift was important for him, but he wasn’t sure what it meant.

“Is it a dragon shifter thing?” he asked.

Katsuki shook his head. “It’s a… Fuck. It’s a Barbarian thing, I guess,” he said bitterly, confusing Eijirou even more.

“Is it a bad thing?”

Eijirou had ruined the moment, he could feel it. Katsuki was quickly getting more withdrawn, slouching and frowning. How was he supposed to fix this?

He liked the gift—he loved it, even, it was a really good blade—but he was so confused…

“Bakugou!” Inasa called from inside the house, startling both of them. “There’s a problem with the food!”

Katsuki jumped to action, running toward the house and yelling at the others for messing up. Eijirou could only look at him go, wondering if he should ask him more about it later or if he should let his bad mood wear off gradually.

He took one last look at the knife, smiling fondly at such a thoughtful, manly gift, and carefully slipped it in his boot the way he’d seen Katsuki do countless times before going after him.

.

Eijirou was tending to the garden with Camie when he decided that it was time for him to talk to her. They were done inspecting the leeks, they’d grabbed a couple of carrots for dinner like Katsuki asked, he’d successfully distracted her from the cabbages, he’d shown her how to better organize their rows next time…

Eijirou sometimes felt like she was using him to avoid getting her hands dirty, but he didn’t mind. Despite how little he cared for vegetables, he liked gardening and he was good at it. He couldn’t earn money like Katsuki, but he could still do something to put food on the table, and part of him loved seeing his friend cook whatever he'd helped grow.

“I think we’re done,” he announced, wiping his brow as he got back up and let his claws turn back into a hand.

“Sweet! And our awesome strawberries are, like, almost ripe, right?” Camie asked, like she did every time.

“If you wait another year or two, yeah,” Eijirou chuckled.

Camie pouted.

“You better take good care of them when I’m gone,” he added.

“You can count on me!” she grinned.

The moment was right, Eijirou could feel it. He’d shown Camie some of his less human features over the past few days and her behavior hadn’t changed at all. In fact, it seemed that she’d suspected from the start that Eijirou wasn’t human.

“I found it kinda weird at first, but you were totes like Tokoyami before we became pals. Like you had some super dark secret to hide, y’know?”

She still had no idea what he was, though. Eijirou had mentioned that he was a shifter, but he wouldn’t tell her what kind and she still couldn’t guess. So far, she’d thought he was a hedgehog, a chicken, a tortoise, a snail… He couldn’t tell how serious she still was in her guessing, but she seemed deadly serious the day she'd stopped in the middle of a conversation to exclaim “I know! You’re an oyster shifter!”

Anyway, Eijirou could do this. He could tell her. But first, there was one thing he felt that he really needed to do.

“Hey, Camie,” he said hesitantly. “I just wanted to say… I’m sorry for the way I’ve been treating you. I was being super unmanly.”

Camie tilted her head, confused. “How you’ve been treating me?”

“Well, yeah. I wasn’t very nice to you at first. And you didn’t deserve it.”

She laughed. “Oh, that? Nah, it’s fine. I mean, I was kinda sad that you were all frowny with me but I guess I was intruding, right?”

“But it’s your home too,” Eijirou insisted. “It’s more of your home than mine, even. I’m the intruder here.”

“True, fam. But you weren’t like… a meanie or anything. You were just acting like a dude who's been burnt before or something. And anyway, look at us now! We’re gardening buddies!” she concluded with a smile Eijirou couldn’t help but mirror.

“I’m glad you’re taking it so well,” he said. “It’s been worrying me.”

“Nah, fam, no worries, we just needed more bonding time,” Camie replied, patting him on the shoulder. Her movement stopped suddenly and her eyes lit up. “Hey, I know! Let’s make some flower crowns, you and I! Like, as a symbol of friendship. I know a place!”

Without giving him time to answer, she grabbed his wrist and started walking resolutely toward the forest, telling him about that nice meadow she’d found that was full of colorful wild flowers. Eijirou followed without much resistance, still a little dazed. As they walked around the house, they found Inasa basking in the sun. It had been a calm afternoon at the bridge so far, and Tokoyami had gone flying in the area to see how much distance he could cover in a day.

“Are you going somewhere?” Inasa asked, looking just as confused as Eijirou was.

“We’re gonna make flower crowns in that super-duper awesome place you guys told me about!” Camie said with a grin.

Inasa’s eyes moved from her to Eijirou, questioning. Eijirou nodded, hoping he looked more confident than he felt.

“If we’re not back before dusk, send a search party for us!” he joked.

Or, well… maybe he was only half-joking.  He wasn’t quite sure anymore. Going to a market full of people with Camie wasn’t the same as following her to an unknown, secluded place. Though it would probably make it easier to talk to her.

“You know where it is, right?” he asked as Camie kept dragging him away.

“Of course!” Inasa exclaimed. “It’s the colorful meadow not far from the house, right?”

“Yeah, there,” Camie confirmed.

“I know it! Tokoyami is the one who spotted it on a flying trip! I’ve flown over it too, it’s really beautiful! Have fun, you two!”

Eijirou felt some of his tension leave then. At least, his friends would know where he was and they could tell Katsuki when he came back from town. And since all of them knew how to fly, it would be easy to find him if something happened. Dusk wasn’t that far either. And Eijirou hadn’t told her yet what kind of shifter he was. Plus, he still had Katsuki’s knife in his boot, if it came to that—which it wouldn’t, because Camie was a nice person.

They were going to be fine. This would be fun.

Notes:

So if anyone remembers my tweets about gardening Kirishima, I was 100% writing this scene when I realized that it would be perfect in canon too.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 49: Blossoming Feelings

Notes:

Hi everyone! The chapter is on time for once, and it's time to see Camie's true intentions

Enjoy!

IMPORTANT NOTICE: I'll be away next week so don't expect a new chapter next Monday. There might be one depending on my technological conditions, but if there isn't, know that this is normal

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The meadow was even more beautiful than Camie had described, and she’d been very enthusiastic about it. They’d walked through the forest for barely a few minutes, and just as Eijirou was about to ask where she was leading him, the trees stopped abruptly to reveal a large, sunny meadow full of colorful wildflowers. There were so many patches—red, orange, white, purple, yellow…—that Eijirou could barely see the green underneath. Butterflies were fluttering from flower to flower, and the song of birds in the trees mixed with the buzzing of bees and other insects.

“Welcome to my super awesome flower picking place!” Camie said with a grin. “It’s the coolest, right?”

Eijirou nodded, mouth still gaping, and let her pull him gently to a place at the center of several patches of colorful flowers.

“I’ll make you a dope crown, so you better make me a super cool one too,” she said, already picking her flowers with practiced ease.

“You look like you’ve made a few of these before,” Eijirou noticed.

“Sure. Summer’s for picking fruits, spring is for super rad flower crowns,” she nodded, obviously focused on her task.

She looked up after a few seconds and pouted. “You’re not making one?”

“Oh, uh… Sorry. I don’t… I don’t really know how to make them,” Eijirou admitted with a sheepish laugh.

Camie almost dropped her flowers—mostly red ones, Eijirou noticed. “You don’t? But they’re so cool! Here, let mama show you.”

She grabbed a few more and scooted over to sit next to him. “I was gonna make one for everyone so they don’t feel, like, excluded or anything. That’d be totally lame, right? But this one’s for you, so watch.”

It soon turned out that Camie was a terrible teacher. She tried showing him what she was doing and why, but she kept rambling about other things and making complicated movements that she couldn’t explain. It was so ingrained in her that the moment she had to think about what she was doing, she couldn’t do it anymore. It made Eijirou admire his previous teachers even more. Katsuki wasn’t the most patient person, Mina’s approach didn’t always work on him, and Inasa wasn’t the best at explaining things, but Eijirou always got it in the end. With them, it was sometimes hard to remember that teaching was a skill. 

When Camie finished her first flower crown—one that ended up being way more colorful than she’d initially planned, since Eijirou insisted on having a bit of everything—Eijirou felt like he hadn’t understood a single thing. There was no way he’d be able to make one, especially one as pretty as Camie’s.

“Y’know, back at the capital, I sometimes went on those, like, super fancy trips in the boonies in spring and summer,” she said as she put her crown on his head and carefully adjusted it. “I was always yelled at when I tried to pick wild berries, like, sorry fam, they’re here and they’re tasty, what am I supposed to do, not eat them? Anyway, so I haven’t done that in ages, I totally miss it. But! Wait, what was I saying? Oh, yeah, flower crowns! Every time I made them, all the city slickers went crazy over me like ‘wow, Camie, you’re totes like a forest nymph!’ and all that. Like it was some sort of super power, y’know? Like, sorry you guys didn’t have a childhood, am I right?”

“Hey! I don’t know how to make flower crowns either and I had a great childhood!” Eijirou protested.

It took him a few beats to catch up with what he’d just said. Did he really have a great childhood? Kept away from people, told to live in fear of them, never able to open up to them completely or trust his own friends…

But… he had awesome siblings, he lacked for nothing, and his parents really loved him. There were awesome memories. There were not so awesome memories. It was hard to form a definite opinion on his childhood these days.

“I mean, the problem wasn’t the lack of flower crowns,” he amended.

“Hey, none of that, fam. This is our happy bonding time,” Camie said, putting a finger between his eyebrows and making him realize he’d been frowning.

“Sorry,” he said, forcing himself to relax his expression and smile.

“I can’t say everything was all rosy and chill back in the boonies either, but it’s about us and our super-duper awesome crowns,” Camie continued. “So pick your flowers. How d’you wanna make mine?”

Eijirou looked at her for a moment. With her long blonde hair, he thought something colorful would be best. Probably with a lot of purples and blues, and maybe some of these tiny pink flowers that were in Eijirou’s own crown. Or red. Red would look neat, too.

His mind wandered as he tried to picture the crown he wanted to make. Reds and oranges would look amazing on Katsuki. They’d bring out his eyes. Maybe Eijirou could add some of these tiny white flowers he’d seen when he first entered the meadow, the ones that formed flower spheres and looked like little explosions.

Eijirou smiled at the thought. Katsuki would probably hate it, but it’d suit him. Besides… wouldn’t it be a nice way to thank him for all his recent gifts? Even if his friend thought it was stupid, he’d probably get the intent behind it, right?

“I’m gonna make one for Katsuki,” he declared, his mind made up.

Camie snorted. “Hey, what about me?” she said with an amused smile.

“Oh, sorry!” Eijirou exclaimed, embarrassed. What was he doing, thinking about Katsuki when this was supposed to be about Camie?

“You know what? Make mine first to, like, get some training, and then you can make one for your bae. I’m sure he’ll totally love it if it’s you making it! How about that?”

Eijirou nodded. “Sure, that sounds great! So for yours, I was thinking purple and blue flowers, mostly.”

“Sounds cool! Oh, but I want different shades! And then you can add a bit of white to make everything pop, and bam! It’s gonna be a killer crown!” she grinned.

Picking the flowers was the easiest part. Camie was a little finicky about what she wanted, but it was fun to figure everything out together.

Things got a lot trickier when Eijirou started making the crown. Or, rather, tried to make it. As expected, he was terrible and kept ruining the flowers. The stems wouldn’t behave, some parts were cluttered and others were too thin or empty… And even though she was trying to help, Camie was still a terrible teacher. Still, around halfway through his first attempt, he felt that he was making some progress. The second half looked much better than the first! So maybe Camie wasn’t such a bad teacher after all?

It only took one look at the gorgeous white, red, and yellow crown she was making for Inasa for him to realize that he was really just doing a terrible job. He put it down with a disheartened pout. Camie was going to look ridiculous, and there was no way Katsuki would see his crown as a gift. He’d probably think it was a joke meant to embarrass him or something…

“Hey, what’s with the long face?” Camie asked, putting down her own work to focus on him.

“It looks terrible,” Eijirou muttered.

“Nah, fam, you’re doing awesome for your first time,” Camie insisted.

“It’s all wonky. The flowers are sticking out. It looks like it’s gonna fall apart if the wind blows too hard on it.”

“Yeah, the first ones are always like that,” Camie said with an empathetic nod. “But it’s easy to fix, look.”

She picked it up and… touched it? Eijirou had no idea what she was doing, but when she handed it back, it looked a lot better. It was still nothing compared to the thick, gorgeous one she was making, but it wasn’t the disaster from before.

“See? Easy. Now get back to work so we can both look like total cuties while we make the others, yeah?”

Eijirou nodded, doing his best to finish the crown properly. He was struggling to complete the circle when Camie took over and showed him the final steps again. A quick look at her side confirmed that Inasa’s huge flower crown was finished already. It was beautiful. The one Eijirou just made looked so lame in comparison…

“There, all done! Congrats on your first flower crown, Kiri!” Camie said with a grin. “Now, lemme try it on!”

No matter how convinced Eijirou was that she’d look ridiculous with it, it was hard to resist her excited grabby hands. He gave it to her and watched as she inspected it from every angle to decide how she wanted to wear it.

“So, how do I look?” she asked the moment it was on her head, striking a pose.

Eijirou’s eyes widened in surprise. He knew his crown was terrible and messy, but on her, with the way she put it, it looked… fine? And she was really pretty with it, too. The mess of flowers and leaves sticking out contrasted nicely with her impeccable hair.

“You look like a forest spirit,” Eijirou said with a smile.

“Aw, stop it, you! But I did a killer job with yours too, you look awesome with it,” she grinned. “Anyway, what are we picking for Tokoyami? He’d look cool with white flowers but it’s def not his aesthetic. There aren’t any black flowers though, so I was thinking maybe purple?”

“Purple and white could be nice,” Eijirou nodded. “Oh, or maybe red?”

“Like, the dark red flowers a bit further?” Camie asked, pensive.

“Yeah, the ones that look like blood.”

“Hmm… I can definitely work with that!” she nodded. “And I bet he’d, like, totally love them. Good thinking, Kiri!”

Eijirou smiled, pleased. “I’ll go get them,” he said. “They’d look great on Katsuki’s crown too.”

They looked a little like his scales, now that he thought about it. And he really liked the thought of Katsuki wearing his colors.

Thinking about his dragon form was what finally reminded him that he’d wanted to speak to Camie for a reason. And now was a good time to do it.

“Hey, before I go, I wanted to tell you something,” he said after taking a deep breath.

“Yeah? What’s the tea?”

Camie looked curious, but relaxed. And she’d earned his trust, Eijirou reminded himself. She’d earned the truth, if only because Eijirou really, really needed to shift soon.

“You know I’m a shifter, right?” he asked, forcing the words out.

“Yeah,” she nodded, confused. Her eyes lit up with excitement as Eijirou continued to hesitate. “Oh, are you finally gonna spill the beans on what you are?”

Eijirou gulped. It was now or never.

“I’madragon,” he said all at once.

“What?!” Camie exclaimed in disbelief. “Like, the big lizards with wings?”

Eijirou nodded, his anxiety rising with every beat of silence that followed. Maybe he’d made a mistake by telling her, after all. Maybe she had something against dragons, or…

“Huh,” she said after a while. “I totally called it!”

Eijirou let out an incredulous chuckle. “No, you didn’t. You said pretty much everything but a dragon.”

“Eh, close enough,” she shrugged. “I would’ve totally said that if I’d known dragon shifters were, like, a thing.”

“I don’t think oyster shifters are a thing either,” Eijirou chuckled. “Though now that I think about it… I have no idea. Maybe they are?”

“Ah! See? It was totally a great idea,” Camie said triumphantly. “Anyway, you gonna show me?”

Her eyes were sparkling with excitement, just like his other friends when they found out what he was. It always made Eijirou smile.

Still…

“Not now,” he decided, shaking his head. “Not… here.”

Maybe they thought no one was watching, but Eijirou used to believe the same thing when he’d been shifting in the field near their cave at night. And yet, some people still saw him and told more people until the information landed in the wrong ears. So as tempting as it was to finally be able to run freely in his dragon form again, he couldn’t do it here in broad daylight.

“Why? Are you, like, allergic to flowers?” Camie asked, confused.

“What? No!” Eijirou exclaimed, letting a surprised chuckle escape at the thought of his dragon form with a pollen allergy. It didn’t last long, however, soon chased by more serious thoughts. He ran his fingers along the red scarf around his neck for a moment and added, clenching it, “You know how people here are about dragons.”

“Oh… Like, they’d think you’re dangerous and try to steal princesses?”

“Something like that,” Eijirou said, looking at the nearest patch of flowers. “I was captured once. Because people thought they could sell my scales and all that.”

It always felt weird, saying it out loud. The whole experience seemed so distant when he said it like that, yet talking about it didn’t get easier with time.

“What?!” Camie exclaimed, startling him with how upset she sounded. His eyes flew back toward her. “But you’re, like, literally a person!”

It was the first time Eijirou had seen her frown, he realized. It was the first time he’d seen her angry.

“It pays well, apparently,” he couldn’t help but say. He’d been worried before that Camie would reveal a greedy side no one suspected, but her anger and astonishment seemed too genuine for that.

“And so what?!” she asked, wrinkling her nose in disgust. “Like, seriously, back at the capital, haters were all ‘Yeah, that Camie’s rolling in dough but selling your body like that ain’t right’ and stuff, but, like, yeah? And? It’s literally my body! It’s a ton more honorable than selling other people’s bodies!”

Eijirou nodded at her words, amazed by their manliness.

“I’m so sorry I ever doubted you,” he said, throat clenched with emotion.

“Nah, fam, you’ve been burned, I get it. I’m just glad you told me. And I promise your secret’s safe with me.”

“Thank you.”

“No prob! Oh, also, if you wanna shift, I can, like, totally hide you!”

“You can?” Eijirou asked, surprised.

“Yeah, with my magic! I dunno if I can make you invisible, but I can make you look like a deer or something, yeah? Look!”

On this, she blew on a nearby butterfly, surrounding it with a thick mist until it looked like a bigger, more colorful butterfly fluttering around. The mist disappeared after a few seconds, revealing that the illusion had followed the original.

“That’s really cool!” Eijirou exclaimed. “How did you learn to do that?”

“Finally, someone’s asking!” Camie grinned. “So when I was a kid, there was no school or anything, but we had this guy who was like… a literal hermit or something. Rich dude, always in his big house doing experiments. I thought every village had one of those until I was, like… sixteen. Anyway, so the guy sometimes came to the village and had every kid gathered in one place so he could, like, teach us something. Whatever he’d been doing. I think he was a bit lonely. And so one day, he decided to teach us about light. Like, how it reacts to different things, how it scatters and all that. And he showed us how to make a rainbow by throwing teeny-tiny water droplets in the air, and it was totally awesome! And it, like, made sense? I dunno, the world was big and super mysterious back then, but I thought ‘oh yeah, I get that’. I just totally vibed with it.”

“So you’re just… making rainbows?”

“Yeah, pretty much!” Camie nodded. “There’s water in the air, so I turn it into mist, and then… something something, light refracts in it and bam! Awesome illusion!”

Eijirou snorted. Her explanation was somehow even more obscure than her attempts at teaching him how to make flower crowns. She really had no idea how she was doing it, huh… But now that he thought about it, Eijirou didn’t know how he could make his skin as hard as stone either, so maybe it was a natural mage thing.

He wondered if Katsuki knew how he was creating his explosions.

“Anyway, how did you become an earth mage?” Camie asked then.

Eijirou shrugged. “I know it’s kinda lame, but I just… don’t remember. I thought rocks were cool and then one day, my hand turned into one without warning and that’s how I got the scar on my eye.”

“Oh, I thought you got that in a totally epic fight or something.”

“That’s what most people think, yeah,” Eijirou said, scratching the back of his neck in embarrassment.

“It makes you look cool,” Camie decided.

Eijirou smiled. Katsuki thought exactly the same thing.

“Anyway, we should probably finish our flower crowns,” he said, glancing at the sky to find the sun much lower than when they’d left.

“Yeah, right! Let’s go, so you can show me how cool you look as a sky lizard at home,” Camie agreed, making him chuckle.

Soon, they were sitting in silence again, both absorbed in their works. Katsuki’s crown was turning out a little better than Camie’s. And Eijirou really liked the colors he’d picked. He couldn’t make the white explosion flowers behave, but Camie said they looked nice when they were dangling a little.

Eijirou couldn’t wait to see Katsuki wear it. He couldn’t wait to see Katsuki. With him being away more often, Eijirou was becoming more and more aware that just thinking about him was enough to make his stomach flutter sometimes.

He added another flower to the crown. An orange one, like his fire.

Eijirou smiled at the thought. It felt grounding, thinking about Katsuki while making something for him. Eijirou had tried a few times to sit down and decide once and for all what his feelings for his friend were, but every time he did, his thoughts wandered somewhere else, like he was scared of something.

Another flower. Red, like Katsuki’s eyes. Like their eyes.

Given how he’d reacted when Eijirou tried to talk about relationships with him, it wasn’t surprising. He hadn’t dared mention it again, after that. He couldn’t forget the way his friend had practically run away from him and ignored him until the next morning. If he really had feelings for Katsuki, Eijirou had every reason to be worried about them.

A white explosion flower.

Running away from them wasn’t manly, though. And Eijirou felt more and more cornered every day, especially with Katsuki showering him with presents recently and…

Eijirou gulped, cheeks burning just at the memory of Katsuki showing him how to cook a venison stew. All of his cooking lessons so far had been pretty much like this, but Eijirou had never felt more like a mess than during this one. The way Katsuki always seemed to envelop him usually made him blush so hard he felt like he was the one being cooked, but he’d learned to focus on the food to make up for it. It had worked well, in the past, but here, the food itself had been a reminder of his best friend. He couldn’t look at it without remembering the way Katsuki was looking when he came back with that stag, and it made everything even worse.

He shook his head and looked at his pile of flowers to find the next one. His hand hovered over another orange one for a moment, but his eyes caught one of the dark red ones he’d picked for Tokoyami’s crown. The ones that looked like his scales.

He picked it up, a pleasant warmth seeping through his core as he pictured Katsuki with it.

There was no way around it, was there? Eijirou was in love with his best friend.

Strangely enough, this conclusion didn’t make him feel any different. Eijirou thought he would freak out, panic, be happy, something. But it just felt… natural. Like his mind had just caught up on something his very soul had known all along.

When had he even started feeling this way? Eijirou couldn’t tell. Was it back in Diees, when he couldn’t take his eyes off his friend? After that fateful night when Katsuki found him half-shifted and decided to help him? When they shared their second orange together in their cave? When they shared the first one, just before reaching Tosola?

Eijirou couldn’t tell. Was a plant born the moment the first shoot peeked from the ground, or when it started taking root? How did Eijirou manage to let his own feelings turn into a whole tree before he finally acknowledged them?

He added a yellow flower to the crown, for contrast.

There was no point in wondering. The only thing Eijirou should really care about was what he was going to do with these feelings, and he still didn’t know the answer. Confessing would be the manly thing to do, but the memory of Katsuki running away from him just before they reached Castelmorn was too fresh in his mind. If that had been his friend’s reaction when Eijirou vaguely insinuated that he might like him, probably, then what would Katsuki do if Eijirou told him in no uncertain terms that he was in love with him?

He didn’t want to risk losing Katsuki over it or worse, to make things awkward between them until they could both go home. Besides, being Katsuki’s best friend was easy. It was more than enough. Ultimately, Eijirou didn’t care what kind of relationship they had as long as they could be together; as long as Katsuki was happy and Eijirou could contribute to his happiness. He could keep his feelings in check.

Maybe he could tell Katsuki that…

Or maybe he could keep these feelings for himself, at least until they were on Maito and Katsuki wouldn’t be forced to stay with him against his will.

With one last orange flower, Katsuki’s crown was complete. Finishing it required Camie’s help once more, and it didn’t look quite as good as the one she’d made for Tokoyami, but Eijirou was still proud of the result.

He wondered if Katsuki would be able to feel all the love Eijirou had poured into it. He hoped his friend did.

They arrived home to find an angry Katsuki yelling at Inasa and Tokoyami because it was almost sunset and they still weren't home, and Eijirou felt the tree of his feelings grow with every heartbeat. And when Katsuki accepted his flower crown, it blossomed all at once.

.

Katsuki wanted to scream. Eijirou would be the death of him.

He hadn’t liked the knife because offering one was only seen as a romantic gesture in Barbarian culture, that much was obvious. As much as he hated the reminder that his view on human courting was rooted in his shitty birth culture, Katsuki had accepted that. And Eijirou didn’t seem to like all the gifts, which was strange but whatever. It wasn’t like Katsuki had more money to spend on them, anyway.

But then, he’d made Katsuki a flower crown. And sure, they all got one, but Eijirou had said specifically that it was “to thank him for the gifts”. So what was Katsuki supposed to think now? Was Eijirou trying to turn him down gently? Was he trying to flirt back? What was his goal?

Katsuki couldn’t wrap his head around it. He’d been replaying the scene in his mind for days and he still didn’t get it.

Eijirou was blushing when he gave him the flower crown. At first, Katsuki thought he’d been trying to flirt back, but then he realized that Eijirou had made one for Camie as well and she’d made one for everyone else, so he figured that it was probably just a friendship thing.

But Eijirou was blushing. And Camie was giving him big thumbs up behind Eijirou’s back.

Still, Eijirou said the crown was to thank him for his gifts. Which sounded a lot like he was trying to repay Katsuki so he wouldn’t owe him anything and could turn him down.

But when Katsuki had accepted the flower crown, still confused, Eijirou blushed even harder. He seemed to really want Katsuki to wear it, which seemed strange for a gift meant to turn him down. Especially with the way he’d looked at Katsuki when he started wearing it. It was so… fucking… adoring. Like Katsuki had crafted the night sky for him or something.

So it had to mean that he was trying to make a move on Katsuki. Maybe he’d started flirting back in his own way. Maybe they were finally going somewhere.

Except two weeks later, there still hadn’t been any sort of progress between them. And Katsuki was slowly going insane.

He sighed. He didn’t want to do this, but he obviously didn’t get how flirting worked for people in Yuuei. So as much as he hated the idea…

“Hey, Sparkles?”

“Yeah?”

“Tell me what the fuck I’m supposed to do to win Eijirou.”

Her eyes lit up instantly. Katsuki had a bad feeling about this, but it was his best chance.

Notes:

Plot twist: everything went perfectly well and they made awesome flower crowns. Kirishima needs things to go well sometimes

I hope you liked it! As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 50: Ask (for Help) and You Shall Receive

Notes:

I'M BACK!

Good thing I warned you there might not be a chapter last week, I've been cursed with No Wifi most of the week. But I had a great time!

Enjoy the new chapter!

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“I’m, like, so glad I can finally help you guys get together. This is literally the best day of my life! Like, yay, my time to shine!”

“Shut up, Sparkles,” Katsuki grumbled. He’d decided to allow her to help him win over Eijirou not even five minutes ago and he was regretting his decision already.

“Don’t worry, babe! With my help, you’ll get your mans in no time!”

“And yet, I don’t see you fucking helping.”

“Relax, I haven't even started,” Camie laughed. “So, here’s the fastest way to someone’s heart: first, you get a rough idea of what they like…”

“I already know that, Sparkles.”

“… and then you spend lots of cash on them. Like, an outrageous amount.”

Katsuki frowned, glaring at her in confusion. She didn’t look like she was joking. “The fuck?”

“That’s how everyone did it in the capital,” she said with a nod. “They'd talk with me a little, hear I like, like, flowers or whatever, and then go, ‘I bought you hundreds of off-season flowers and also ordered you a rose brooch worth a small kingdom.’ Worked every time.”

“Do I look like I have that kind of money, Sparkles?” Katsuki growled, sparks in his hand.

Fuck, he should have known asking her was a terrible idea. There was no way that was how Plains people flirted. If so, what the hell was wrong with them?

“D’you wanna get your man or not?” Camie argued.

“Eijirou got all concerned when I gave him the knife because it looked expensive. There’s no way he’d want me to spend all of our funds on some useless crap!”

Camie sighed. “Ugh, fine. You guys don’t know anything about romance.”

“Whatever,” Katsuki said, rolling his eyes. “So now what?”

“You could always commission a famous poet to write a poem about him? Can’t say I was a fan, but it could work for you.”

“We said no expensive gifts, Sparkles. And where the fuck am I supposed to find a decent poet around here?”

“Hmm…” Sparkles said, one slender finger hovering over her pouty lips. “Okay, fine, I guess it’s, like, totally not a good place for that.”

“No shit,” Katsuki grumbled, arms crossed.

Sparkles kept humming thoughtfully, as if there was anything happening under her empty skull. Katsuki wanted to throttle her. How could he have been stupid enough to think she’d be able to help? She was just useless.

“Oh, I know!” she exclaimed suddenly, eyes lighting up. “You could start a war!”

There was a beat of silence as Katsuki tried to process what the hell she’d just said. As they both tried to process it, apparently, because just a few seconds later, Sparkles shrugged and said,

“Yeah, nah, don’t do that. Didn’t really do it for me.”

“Then why the fuck did you even mention it?!” Katsuki yelled over his exploding palms. He was so fucking done with this.

“I just remembered someone offered once, and it’s, like, super cheap! … Or maybe not? I mean, what do I know about wars?” Sparkles shrugged. “The guy didn’t really start a war anyway, I told him not to.”

Katsuki sighed. She was so damn stupid he couldn’t even stay mad.

“Oh, how about you write him a poem?” Sparkles said while Katsuki tried to recover from her last stupid suggestion. “I mean, I couldn’t let the guy who did that have his way ‘cause it was, like, totally cheap, but the poem was cute. I bet Kiri’d love it.”

“Do I look like the kind of dumbass who writes fucking poems, Sparkles?” Katsuki gritted.

“I dunno, fam, you could be!”

“Well, I’m fucking not.”

Sparkles clicked her tongue, annoyed—like she had any right to be after only giving him shit advice. “You’re not even trying! You’re never gonna get your bae if you don’t put in the effort!”

Katsuki wanted to scream. And explode her stupid fucking face.

“Then stop giving me shitty ideas!” he yelled, palms exploding again.

“Ugh, fine,” Sparkles pouted. “And you're sure you don't wanna just tell him how you feel?”

“No fucking way!”

Eijirou deserved better than that. There had to be a way for Katsuki to convey his feelings in a way Eijirou would understand, he just hadn't found it yet. He'd be dead before he resorted to something as low as love-saying.

“You know what? This shit was a mistake!” Katsuki decided, already turning around to leave. “I’ll do it on my own, you’re fucking fired.”

“What? Hey, no! Wait!” Sparkles exclaimed. “Like, fine, maybe capital flirting doesn’t work in the boonies, but I can still help!”

“How? All you’ve done so far is spout useless bullshit.”

“Hey, I’m doing my best here, fam! You could be a little grateful,” she pouted. “Anyway, I don’t think it’ll work ‘cause it’s, like, totally for babies, but maybe you can try tiny gifts like flowers and berries you’ve found and all that? That’s what the kids back home used to do.”

“I guess,” Katsuki said through gritted teeth. He didn’t want Eijirou to think he was being flirted with like a child, but out of all the ideas Sparkles had submitted so far, this one was the most realistic.

“Oh, and songs! You could, like, hire a whole orchestra to– No, wait, boonies, right. But maybe, like, sing him a cool song or something?”

Katsuki glared at her in silence. Singing wasn’t exactly his thing, but he could try if it had a chance to work on Eijirou.

“Know any songs?” he gritted.

“Uh… I’ll think about it and get back to you, yeah?” Sparkles said with a grin. “Oh, and also! The cooking lesson thing you did that one time was, like, totally effective! You should def do more of that. Kiri was, like, literally about to combust.”

Katsuki froze at that, thoughts of songs forgotten. “He was what?”

“Oh, come on! Don’t tell me it wasn’t on purpose! You were all touchy-feely with him! I thought you were totally trying to score! Like, straight to third base!”

Katsuki just stared at her dumbly, memories of him showing Eijirou how to chop vegetables and stir food flashing through his mind.

“Like, you know, ‘third base’? It’s an expression. I think it’s a music thing? Anyway, so if you weren’t trying to score, what were you even doing?”

“Teaching him how to cook,” Katsuki said, mouth dry.

It had been the only thought in his mind back then. How could he not have realized what he was doing? No wonder Eijirou was so tense last time! Katsuki was so obsessed with the food they were making he barely noticed how much they were touching.

“Wow, you’re such a dummy,” Sparkles laughed.

“Shut up!” Katsuki exploded. “Like you can talk!”

“Eh, whatevs,” she shrugged. “So yeah, do more of that. And maybe the cool serenade could work, we should think about it. Oh, oh, and don’t hesitate to, like, flaunt your assets and all that.”

“Flaunt my what?”

“Y’know, show a little skin! But not too much! Though, wait, you’re a guy. Just take off your shirt whenever you can or something. And I’ll hit you up if I have another awesome idea, yeah?”

Katsuki nodded and left in silence, still thinking about his cooking lessons with Eijirou. Had his friend always been tense? Last time was obvious, but the previous ones…

He shook his head, trying and failing to dislodge the thoughts.

Camie had been pretty damn useless, but at least, he had new ideas to explore now. And more cooking lessons to give, it seemed.

.

Eijirou felt like he was hitting a wall. Several walls, even.

First, he still couldn’t fly, and at this point, he didn’t know if he’d ever succeed. He knew he could do it with enough training, but he didn’t know how to train. He needed to learn how to fly with his wings, but no amount of coaxing and reassurance from his friends could convince him to let them out during the day, out where anyone could see them. And it would be dangerous to try flying at night so close to the bridge. And to make things worse, Tokoyami would probably leave soon.

He’d made tremendous progress with flying since Eijirou arrived. He was still working on his endurance these days, so he spent most of his free time flying around the countryside, high enough to be ignored or mistaken for a normal bird.

Eijirou was happy and excited for him, but if Tokoyami left, how would he ever learn to fly with wings? Inasa didn’t know how to do that.

It frustrated Eijirou to no end. He’d thought things would get better now that Camie knew he was a dragon shifter and he could shift fully at least inside the house—he still hadn’t taken her up on her offer to let him shift in the flower field—but now there was this and he didn’t know what to do.

He couldn’t ask Tokoyami to stay all summer and help him learn how to fly when his friend wanted to explore the world and find out more about himself. It would be unfair, especially if Eijirou couldn’t get himself to let his wings out and actually train.

He couldn’t ask Inasa to go somewhere really isolated just to train with him when he had a job at the bridge.

He couldn’t ask Camie for advice when she already had a great idea that Eijirou was too much of a coward to act on.

And Katsuki…

Eijirou sighed.

Katsuki would probably know what to do, but he was really hard to talk to these days.

No matter how natural it had felt to realize—or maybe just accept—that he had feelings for his best friend, Eijirou couldn’t say that nothing had changed between them. He kept noticing things. He already knew that Katsuki was beautiful and strong and manly, but now, he also noticed himself noticing it, and it made everything worse. If he thought he was a mess before, it was nothing compared to the past couple of weeks.

When he saw Katsuki’s soft, sleeping face in the morning light, Eijirou froze, like he’d just been doused with a bucket of his own feelings. He usually spent the next couple of minutes watching his friend and wondering how he could have missed the way his stomach fluttered at the sight of his relaxed, vulnerable state.

When he sparred with Katsuki, Eijirou forgot how to move, too entranced by the way the sun reflected on his friend’s hair and made his sweaty skin glisten like marble. Katsuki always managed to shake him back to the present and force him to focus on not getting his ass kicked, but it was harder than usual.

When he felt Katsuki’s eyes on him while he trained, Eijirou forgot how to do magic for a few breaths, but ultimately, he always performed better. He wanted to make Katsuki proud, and this feeling gave him strength. It wasn’t anything new, but how could Eijirou have never questioned it before?

And when they went to bed and Katsuki lay down almost at the center of the tent rather than the side, to be closer to him, Eijirou forgot how to breathe until he felt Katsuki fall asleep next to him.

Still, these things wouldn’t have been so much of an issue if Katsuki hadn’t been acting so strange recently. He’d been more… less… Eijirou didn’t know how to describe it, but it was like his friend wasn’t sure how to approach him. Just two days ago, he’d insisted on a cooking lesson with Eijirou and then barely touched him.

It was weird. Katsuki always found a reason to be in Eijirou’s space when they were cooking together. It was what made him dread these moments as much as he was looking forward to them. But this time… nothing. Katsuki had stepped into his space to show him how to cut something, and then stepped back like Eijirou had just burnt him. What could have happened to make him like this? Katsuki had always been so relaxed and casual about these lessons…

Had he noticed Eijirou’s new behavior, maybe? Was it making him uncomfortable?

Eijirou sighed. He didn’t know, and he’d have no way to find out unless he asked Katsuki directly. But he couldn’t do that without exposing his feelings, which he’d said he wouldn’t do yet.

Still… Eijirou’s flying problem wasn’t just his own. It was Katsuki’s problem too, in a way, and Eijirou knew his friend would do anything to help him. Maybe he’d have an idea. Eijirou sure hoped he did.

He decided to talk to Katsuki that evening, when they settled in their tent for the night. Katsuki usually fell asleep fast, but he didn’t seem too tired for once.

“Hey, Katsuki,” Eijirou started as his friend took off his shirt for the night.

Eijirou looked away, flustered. It was another new thing between them. Katsuki had never been shy around him, but he was going around bare-chested a lot more often than before, even when he was obviously cold and shivering. And Eijirou, who had never thought twice about admiring his friend’s body in the past, could barely look at him these days.

“What?” Katsuki asked when Eijirou forgot to keep talking.

Eijirou shook his head, forcing himself to focus. “I don’t think I’m making progress with flying,” he admitted.

“The fuck you mean?” Katsuki asked, frowning. “Baldy keeps singing your praises.”

“Yeah, I’m doing fine with wind magic, but… I can’t practice flying.”

Katsuki let him explain his reasoning in silence. He didn’t seem mad or disappointed by the news, but Eijirou still felt bad for essentially telling his friend that he was working his ass off all day for the two of them while Eijirou was failing at his only job.

“So, yeah, I’m kinda worried that I won’t be able to learn here after all. Especially with Tokoyami leaving soon,” Eijirou concluded.

Something passed on Katsuki’s face for an instant. A frown. A flash of recognition followed by a deeper frown. Did he have an idea, maybe?

Katsuki sighed. “If you can’t learn here, there’s always…” He paused. Clicked his tongue with an annoyed pout. Shook his head. “Why don’t you ask Birdbrain and Sparkles to go to that field with you? He can show you how to fly. She can say she was playing with her illusions if people see you.”

Eijirou nodded with a small, hopeful smile. It made sense. It was a pretty solid idea. But…

“I don’t know if I’ll manage to let out my wings,” he admitted. “These days, it’s like… like when I was trying to purr last fall, you know? I want to, but there’s something stopping me. I tried letting my horns out when Camie and I went to the forest to find strawberries, but I couldn’t do it because I felt like everyone in Castelmorn and around could see me.”

“That bad, huh…”

Eijirou lowered his head with a sigh. “Yeah…”

“Hey, don’t be like that,” Katsuki said, flicking his nose to make him look up. “D’you want me to come?”

Eijirou thought for a moment. Would he feel safer if Katsuki was there with him? Maybe… He didn’t think Katsuki would be able to do much, but just the thought of having his friend around made him feel a little safer.

“Yeah,” he nodded. “At least the first time? I don’t know. And won’t it be bad to leave Inasa on his own?”

“He’ll manage,” Katsuki shrugged. “What do you think he’s been doing when it was just Sparkles and him?”

“Right,” Eijirou said.

“So you do that,” Katsuki nodded. “And I’ll come. And you’ll learn how to fucking fly.”

“Yeah. Thanks, Katsuki,” Eijirou smiled.

Katsuki hummed back before finally lying down, obviously eager to sleep. And to enjoy the warmth of their covers, if the goosebumps on his arms were anything to go by. Eijirou didn’t stop him this time. He didn’t know if his friend’s plan would work, but it felt nice to at least have something.

.

Katsuki could barely sleep that night. He kept replaying his conversation with Eijirou in his mind. He kept reaching the same conclusion. The solution he’d offered wasn’t shit, but it wouldn’t fix everything. Katsuki was just stalling. If Eijirou didn’t learn how to fly in his dragon form, he’d never be able to fly high enough to reach a dragon city. And there was no way he could do it safely in Yuuei.

There was no way around it: sooner or later, they’d have to go to the Golden Mountains and stay there at least all winter.

So far, Katsuki had always thought that they wouldn’t even stop there. It was too late for them to catch Maito this year, so his initial idea was that they’d stay with Inasa until fall, then figure out a way to spend winter safely—maybe by going back to Uraraka and Recovery Girl’s place. Come spring, Eijirou would be able to fly directly from wherever they were to the Golden Mountains, rest for maybe a day, then fly straight home.

How fucking naive of him. Katsuki had just been deluding himself, he could see it now. He’d never taken into account how Eijirou was going to learn how to fly without anyone ever seeing him. Dragons were big, and Eijirou was red, there was no way people would confuse him with a bird. Camie’s illusions were good, but they wouldn’t be able to hide him if he was too high. And Eijirou still had a long way to go before he could fly with someone on his back, especially if his passenger couldn't fly themself like Camie.

Katsuki sighed.

He’d been mulling over this all night, tossing and turning until sleep eventually took him, and even then, he’d dreamed about figuring out another way. When morning came, he still had nothing. And he didn’t feel any better about having to go back to the Golden Mountains either.

It was the best option and he knew it. Eijirou could fly in safety there. No one would dare hurt a dragon. Maybe the bird shifters would know how to help. Maybe some harpy would be willing to give Eijirou a few tips. But the mountains would be unforgiving in winter and they wouldn’t be able to survive on their own. And there was no way the Hag wouldn’t insist on Eijirou and him staying with her tribe.

Katsuki sighed again and chewed his slice of bread, still half asleep. As if going back to the Golden Mountains wasn’t bad enough… He knew the Hag wouldn’t try to stop him when he left this time—and if she did, he’d fight her again and win—but just the thought of seeing her and his old man again, of seeing his old tribe in general, made his skin crawl.

Maybe Inko would be happy to have two extra pairs of hands around for a couple of months, Katsuki mused as he cooked at the inn for a bunch of ungrateful extras. Being around Deku would be annoying, but at least his mother was tolerable. Eijirou would probably love them too.

But Katsuki couldn’t count on that. And Inko was the Hag’s friend. She’d find out sooner or later that Katsuki was there and either demand that he come to see her, or find a bullshit excuse to come to Inko’s house and say something shitty like ‘What? Just because you’re here, I can’t even see my old friend?’

Katsuki pictured it so clearly he could almost hear her annoying voice.

He kept thinking about it until he was ready to fetch Camie at her table and go home, but he couldn’t figure out anything that would make his stay in these damn mountains any less unpleasant. Or anything that would allow him to avoid it altogether.

Camie didn't let him dwell on it for long. The moment she saw him, she jumped from her seat like a flea, a bright grin on her face, and quickly said her goodbyes while practically dragging him outside.

“Bakugou, babe, my pal, my sweet chickpea, I know exactly how you're gonna get your mans!” she exclaimed the moment they were out. “Forget, like, everything I’ve said until now, my new plan’s so perfect Kiri’ll wanna marry you on the spot!”

Katsuki had no faith in her, but he still asked flatly,

“What is it, Sparkles?”

“The summer solstice!” Camie grinned. “There's a festival in town in a couple of weeks! It's, like, the romantic place to be this time of the year, I heard. I'm gonna help with decorations and all that, so it's gonna be, like, peak romance! Imagine: flowers, lanterns, the night sky, music, the bonfire, looove… You ask your bae for a dance, he says yes… then BAM! Married before the night’s over!”

She paused to let him catch up on her onslaught of information, then turned to him and said with sparkling eyes, “So, whaddya think? I'm a total genius or what?”

“That's… not too shitty,” Katsuki eventually agreed. The more he thought about it, the more he could see it work. Especially compared to Camie's other ideas.

“Oh, c'mon! Admit it, it's totally perfect,” she insisted.

“I guess you're not completely useless after all.”

If locals said it was romantic, Eijirou would definitely think so too. And although Katsuki wasn't a fan of festivals, he knew what to expect. He could work with that. He could make it so fucking romantic there'd be no way Eijirou wouldn't get it.

“Ugh, unbelievable,” Camie huffed, pretending to be annoyed despite her smile. “But, like, fine, I'll take it. You guys better thank me later.”

“We'll see about that,” Katsuki shrugged just to rile her up.

“Boo, meanie! You totes don’t deserve me, I swear,” she pouted. “Anyway, I have a whole plan already! Oh, but you're, like, totally free to add your personal touch, of course. I mean, it's your romantic evening and all that. But man, I can't wait! I swear I'm gonna combust!”

“Stop acting like it's gonna be about you and spit it out already!”

“Relax, I'm getting there! So, here's the thing…”

She told him all her ideas until they reached the toll house. Some of them weren’t too bad—like learning a couple of dances so he could make sure to impress Eijirou—some were stupid as hell and had to be vetoed immediately—like coming up with a fire show or spending unbelievable amounts of money on stupid shit like a whole new outfit and jewelry—but all in all, it seemed that it might work.

Or rather… it was going to work. Katsuki would fucking make it work. He'd make sure that festival was damn good, even if he had to do everything himself. Eijirou was going to have the best night ever and he'd be all Katsuki's before he even knew what hit him!

Notes:

I can't believe I have posted 50 whole chapters already! I can't believe some people have been following me that long. Thank you so much, everyone! I hope you'll keep enjoying this story!

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Chapter 51: Fire in the Streets…

Notes:

It's summer festival time already because I have no patience. Too bad, just two weeks later and the story would have been in perfect sync with real-life time of the year (in the Northern Hemisphere at least)

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Eijirou wasn't sure what to expect from this solstice festival. It was, as he'd quickly found out, a tradition that happened all around Yuuei and even in some neighboring countries, so he didn't think it would be all that different from what he used to do at home. He'd been mildly curious when his friends first brought it up, but it wasn't even his first summer solstice away from his village, so he’d been mostly planning to stay home with Inasa and Tokoyami. But now, with how excited Camie was about the whole thing and how seriously Katsuki seemed to take it, Eijirou didn't know what to think anymore.

He'd understood from people in town that Castelmorn had the biggest celebration in the area, but it was still a small town. Surely, it was nothing compared to the capital, where the king was said to light up the first bonfire in person. So what made it so special? Was it because Camie was helping organize it?

“It's gonna be the best night ever, Kiri, trust me!” she kept saying, even after spending hours complaining about people rejecting all of her awesome ideas, like covering the whole town with dried flowers before setting a wagon on fire and parading it through town.

“You better fucking come!” Katsuki had warned him when Eijirou said they didn't have to go.

Now, that was unexpected. Given how Katsuki had been the previous year, huffing and grumbling when Kaminari and Sero tried in vain to drag him out of his room to watch the bonfires, Eijirou didn't think he'd be so interested. He’d helped out a lot, too, so maybe he just wanted Eijirou to see the result of his and Camie’s hard work?

It would make sense, but… Eijirou couldn’t shake off the feeling that there was something more to this festival. There had to be a reason for them to be so involved. It made sense for Camie, since she was often bored and liked doing things with people, but Katsuki…

Eijirou shook his head. He’d probably figure it out once they were there. 

“I’m so excited about tonight!” Inasa exclaimed next to him, a wide grin on his face. “I haven’t seen summer bonfires in ages!”

“I’m quite curious to see how you celebrate the solstice compared to the dark revelries of my forsaken home,” Tokoyami added from under his thick hood. “I have to admit that I’m a little… nervous about this endeavor, however. I trust you to watch over me, but do you really want to spend the whole evening bound to this accursed task?”

“Don’t worry, we’re going to have fun!” Inasa said.

“It wouldn’t be the same without you,” Eijirou added with a smile. “And Camie didn’t spend all this time convincing you to stay a few days longer for you to bail out at the last minute, right?”

“You’re right. I must honor our dark pact,” Tokoyami said, looking down. Eijirou couldn’t see his face under his hood, but he could tell his friend was smiling. “Thank you for letting me enjoy this night, then.”

“It’s our pleasure!” Eijirou grinned, Inasa agreeing loudly.

He hoped Camie would take her role seriously, though. After all, they were mostly counting on her illusions to hide Tokoyami’s face in case it was exposed.

She’d been so focused on this festival that they hadn’t seen her all day, and she’d dragged Katsuki with her early in the morning. They’d agreed to meet at the town’s gates the previous day, but with how much she’d been buzzing when she practically burst into their tent to drag Katsuki out of bed, Eijirou almost wondered if she’d be there.

“I wonder what Camie has planned for tonight,” he said.

“Me too! I’ve never seen her up so early!” Inasa laughed. “With how excited she was, it has to be good!”

Tokoyami nodded next to them.

Eijirou turned out to be wrong: as agreed, Camie and Katsuki were waiting for them at the town’s gates. Camie was waving at them in a fancy red dress she’d probably been wearing back in the city. Next to her, Katsuki was looking… a lot like himself, but also different. For one, he wasn’t wearing a shirt. He still had his red cape, cleaned and fluffed up for the occasion, as well as his usual pants and boots, but all of that was somehow enhancing the fact that he wasn’t wearing a shirt.

Eijirou gulped.

On his friend’s chest, he noticed a couple of colorful necklaces he’d never seen before. And proudly displayed among them was the boar tusk he’d been wearing every day since Eijirou hunted it for him. He huffed nervously, his burning cheeks somehow at war with the warm pride radiating from his chest at the reminder of their bond.

Katsuki turned toward Camie when she whispered something to him. Whatever she said made his friend huff and look away. Once they were close enough, it only took a glance for Eijirou to notice that Katsuki was blushing furiously.

What did she tell him?

“Hey, fam! Glad y’all could come,” Camie grinned. “So, whaddya think? We looking awesome or what?”

“You both look amazing!” Inasa exclaimed. Eijirou nodded in agreement.

“Yeah, of course I’m slaying,” Camie laughed. “But look at our Bakugou here! I had, like, nothing to work with, but I did an awesome job with him, didn’t I? He’s a total treat!”

Katsuki crossed his arms with a huff.

“This is fucking stupid, let’s go,” he grumbled, turning on his heels to walk toward the gates.

Eijirou watched him leave, confused.

“Aw, he’s totally embarrassed, how cute,” Camie chuckled next to him. “Anyway, you heard the man. Let’s go, team!”

Eijirou nodded and followed the others, mouth dry as it slowly dawned on him that the reason for Katsuki’s behavior might be that he was into Camie and was trying to get her attention. Why else would he spend so much time with her and let her play dress up with him like this? And Camie… she’d said last time that she wasn’t interested, but things could change. After all, Eijirou wasn’t even aware back then that he had feelings for Katsuki.

So now, what? Should Eijirou… should he try to give them some space? It would probably be for the best, if it was what this evening was all about.

He tried staying a little behind, wondering how he was going to keep Inasa and Tokoyami near him to give Katsuki and Camie some space, but she didn’t let him. Before he could come up with a plan, she grabbed his arm and said with a mischievous smile, “Come on, Kiri, don’t make Mr. Grumpy Pants wait. Go talk to him.”

Eijirou only realized that they’d caught up to Katsuki when she gently pushed him toward his friend, more confused than ever.

“Uh… hey,” he said awkwardly when Katsuki turned toward him. “Nice outfit.”

“It’s fucking stupid,” Katsuki grumbled.

“No, man, it suits you!” Eijirou said. “I just hope you’re not too cold.”

“I’m a fire mage.”

“And you’re always cold,” Eijirou smiled, giving him a gentle, teasing nudge.

Katsuki shrugged with a grunt.

“Why did you let Camie dress you up like this, if you don’t like it?”

Eijirou regretted asking the moment the words left his mouth, but it seemed that he liked to suffer. And if both Camie and Katsuki were into each other now, he should help them however he could. Maybe it was what Camie was counting on?

“Because she and her stupid friends said it’d look good. And they wouldn’t leave me alone with that shit,” Katsuki said with a frown.

“They did a pretty good job. Why the long face?”

“They wanted to fucking… make me look more Barbarian or whatever.”

“Oh…”

Knowing Katsuki and how much he hated his birth culture, it was no wonder he was acting so grumpy. And it made it even more confusing that he’d accept to do it anyway.

Katsuki took a deep breath and sighed loudly. “Doesn’t fucking matter,” he said. “S’not like they had any idea what the fuck they were doing. I just look like…”

“A bare-chested guy with a bunch of necklaces?” Eijirou said, teasing.

“Something like that,” Katsuki replied.

Eijirou smiled when he saw some of the tension in his friend’s shoulders disappear.

“It suits you,” he nodded. “I kinda forgot how to breathe when I first saw you.”

He forgot how to breathe again the moment he realized what he’d just said. Why would he even say that? It was the opposite of keeping his feelings for himself! Cheeks burning, he ventured a glance in Katsuki’s direction.

His friend was looking at him with a half-smile. “Yeah?”

Eijirou nodded, mouth dry.

“Good, then,” Katsuki said, looking very pleased with himself and leaving Eijirou even more confused.

He didn’t let it get to him, though. He had a self-appointed mission to complete.

“Where did you get the necklaces, by the way? Did someone lend them to you?”

“They’re mine,” Katsuki shrugged.

“Really?” Eijirou asked, looking at the rows of colorful beads, bones, and teeth. “How come I’ve never seen you wear them?”

Katsuki’s expression soured. “They’re from my shitty old tribe. I took them when I left because I thought they’d sell but… no one offered a good price for them, so whatever.”

“Oh… I’m surprised you’d even wear them now.”

“They were better than whatever other option I had, I guess,” Katsuki shrugged. “The shit the others wanted to make me wear looked fucking horrendous.”

“Camie can be very convincing, huh,” Eijirou said with a forced smile, ignoring the way his guts clenched at the mention.

“Shut up! I didn’t do it for her,” Katsuki snapped.

Eijirou hummed, unconvinced, and decided to look around to avoid riling up his friend even more. The town was really pretty like this. The sun hadn’t quite set yet, but the streets were lined with twice as many torches as usual as well as flowers and pretty ribbons.

“So, how much of this is Camie’s doing?” Eijirou asked.

“No fucking idea.”

“She sure has a knack for color coordination. I learned a lot from her when we were making flower crowns.”

Katsuki didn’t say anything. Turning toward him, Eijirou found him slouching with a deep, annoyed frown. Weird…

“Anyway, I hope they’re not counting on you to put out the fire if there’s a problem,” he joked, knowing how bad Katsuki was at it.

“They have a guy who’s really good at that shit, so thank fuck it’s not my job for tonight.”

“That’s a relief! So what is your job for the night, then?” Eijirou asked, eyes wandering around once more now that his friend seemed more relaxed.

“Make sure you have a good time, I guess,” Katsuki said.

Eijirou’s eyes snapped back toward him. Katsuki must have included all of their friends in that ‘you’, but the way he’d said it sounded so much like he meant Eijirou specifically… Their eyes met. Katsuki was looking straight at him, intense, serious…

Eijirou looked away. Their friends were nowhere to be seen, he realized.

“We should go back to the others,” he decided.

“They can handle themselves,” Katsuki retorted.

“I know, but Tokoyami is leaving soon and he isn’t planning to stay long tonight. I want to spend time with Inasa and him while they’re still around.”

Katsuki looked conflicted for a beat. Frowning, lower lip jutted in a pensive, displeased pout, he crossed his arms and finally said, “Yeah, right, let’s fucking find them.”

Camie seemed surprised to see them, when they joined them after spotting Inasa’s tall frame in the crowd.

“Sorry, we lost you guys for a moment,” Eijirou said with an apologetic smile.

Camie seemed ready to retort something, but after exchanging a glance with Katsuki, she shrugged and welcomed them back.

“You’re coming at the right time!” Inasa said. “We’re trying to convince Tokoyami to replace his old scarf!”

“Oh? Did he find a new one?” Eijirou asked with a smile.

“I’m being tempted by this dark garment,” Tokoyami said, raising the soft-looking deep blue scarf in his hands. The fabric shimmered nicely at the movement. “But I don’t have a need for this material object.”

“Your old one is pretty worn out!” Inasa pointed out.

“And this baby is, like, literally made for you,” Camie added. “I mean, just look at it!”

“I can sell it for a good price too,” the merchant added with a smile. “You should listen to your friends, sir. Why don’t you try it on?”

“I’d rather not. Who knows the darkness it might reveal?”

“Oh, I know! How about we all pitch in and get it for you?” Camie offered. “Y’know, as a parting gift.”

“I’m in!” Eijirou exclaimed the moment he noticed Tokoyami’s hands twitch. “Come on, you deserve nice things.”

“Yeah, treat yourself!” Camie nodded.

“You seem to forget that I already own a good scarf, old and weary as it may be.”

“If that’s your problem, I’d be happy to take it off your hands,” Eijirou said. Now that he thought about it, he’d forgotten to ask Tokoyami if he had a spare piece of fabric for him. This would be perfect!

“Why would you want such an ancient, frayed thing?”

“Oh, so now it’s not good enough to be worn, huh?” Inasa laughed.

“I like having keepsakes from my friends,” Eijirou explained, pointing at his various headbands and belts. “See, my scarf is from Katsuki’s cape, and this red thing around my wrist is from Uraraka. I was going to ask you for something anyway, so I’d be happy to pay for your replacement.”

“And you’d have something to remember us by too!” Inasa added. “So please, let us buy it for you!”

Eijirou couldn’t see Tokoyami’s face under the hood, but the way he clenched the scarf with trembling hands said it all.

“We’re not giving you a choice, so just accept it,” Katsuki decided suddenly, as manly as ever. “How much is it?”

Tokoyami didn’t argue after that. It wasn’t even that expensive, once the cost had been split in four.

“It’s an honor to have friends such as you four,” he said, voice shaking with emotion. “I shall wear this piece of night sky with pride. Even in the darkest pits of hell, I swear never to forget you.”

“You better fucking not,” Katsuki said with a satisfied nod.

Camie surrounded Tokoyami in one of her illusions as he put the scarf around his neck, to make sure no one saw anything they shouldn’t. He didn’t stop touching it until the bonfire at the town square was lit and he left with Inasa.

“Welp, I guess it’s just the three of us now,” Camie said after a few minutes of watching the fire crackle.

Eijirou nodded, wondering how he was going to give Katsuki and her some space.

“Or more, like, the two of you, ‘cause duty calls!” she added, much to Eijirou’s surprise. “Come fetch me when you wanna go home. Have fun, boys, don’t do anything I wouldn’t do!”

Before Eijirou could say anything, she was gone.

Huh… That was strange. What was he supposed to do now? He turned toward Katsuki and found his friend looking at him, ignoring the bonfire completely.

They made a stunning pair, Katsuki and the fire. Eijirou had always thought so, but here, with his friend standing next to flames taller than him and shining as bright as a clear summer day, it was even more striking. Katsuki’s hair looked like it was made of pure light, taking various shades of yellows and oranges, following the flames’ whims. The white fur on his shoulder looked like a continuation of it, like Katsuki himself was made of fire.

Eijirou could spend the entire night looking at him. He wanted to feel bad for staring at his friend so openly, but… Katsuki’s eyes were on him too. He wasn’t watching the fire. He hadn’t even glanced at Camie leaving. So far, every time Eijirou’s eyes had wandered toward him, they’d meet Katsuki’s.

“What do you wanna do now?” Katsuki asked.

Something unfurled in Eijirou’s chest, like a new leaf taking in the first rays of sunshine after a long winter.

It was him that Katsuki was looking at. It was him that Katsuki wanted to spend the evening with. And who was Eijirou to refuse such a tempting offer?

“We could walk around and get something to eat, maybe?” he said, a soft, loving smile slowly spreading on his lips as he let the warmth of Katsuki’s undivided attention nourish him.

Maybe being in love with your best friend wasn't so hard after all, Eijirou thought belatedly as he let Katsuki guide him through the streets he’d helped decorate all day. Maybe it was as simple as basking in the sun and letting himself grow toward it like a tree.

Eijirou teased Katsuki when the lady who sold them meat pies gave him a special discount for helping set up her booth earlier. And as they continued walking down the streets, shoulders knocking every few steps as if they wanted to make each other stumble, he took his first bite. It tasted like happiness.

They leaned against a wall for a moment to enjoy their food and try each other’s pies. Eijirou’s eyes kept going between the pretty decorations and Katsuki in the middle of them. Their eyes met more often than not, and when they did, neither of them looked away.

They bought peaches for dessert. With summer just starting, they weren’t quite as sweet and juicy as the ones they’d find later in the season, but after months of pears and apples, they tasted heavenly. Sticky juice ran along their hands as they ate the sweet flesh ravenously, uncaring of the mess they were making until all that was left was a hard pit and dripping fingers.

“We’re disgusting,” Eijirou chuckled as he tried to lick off most of the disaster.

Katsuki smiled at him, amused. “You’re a fucking mess,” he said, and grabbed his sticky hand in his own to lead him to a fountain where they could clean up a bit.

Of course, Eijirou had to splash him as soon as he felt cleaner. How could he not, when Katsuki was right next to him, and there was water between them? How could he not, when it made Katsuki sputter like an angry cat and retaliate twice as hard with a fierce, harsh laugh that was like music to Eijirou’s ears? How could he not, when just playing with water like kids filled Eijirou’s chest with so much love and joy he felt like he was going to burst?

They left when they noticed a mother and her kids waiting for their turn, a few steps away from them, and went back to the main street, drenched and smiling.

There was music on the town square.

“Oh, right, I’d almost forgotten that tonight was all about dancing,” Eijirou said.

“Wanna go?”

“Sure, I’d love to watch!”

Back home, when he was allowed to go to the summer solstice celebrations, Eijirou used to spend almost the entire evening watching the dancers, entranced by the stark contrast between the bright flames of the bonfire and their ever moving shadows.

He never got to join them, though. He never really wanted to. Watching was enough for him, and dancing had never been his strong suit anyway. Even after all of Mina’s dancing lessons, Eijirou wasn’t sure he’d be any better.

He didn’t think the festival in Castelmorn would be much, but he had to admit that it was a lot more impressive than the one in his village. There were more decorations, more people, more music… It was beautiful to watch, between the people dancing in a huge circle around the fire and the smaller groups, mostly couples, dancing outside the circle to the sound of flutes, fiddles, and tambourines.

For a moment, Eijirou wondered what it was like in cities like Tosola or Diees. He wondered what it was like in the capital. Maybe he should ask Camie on their way home.

 

Eijirou was watching the dancers with a smile, tapping his foot to the music, when Katsuki decided that it was time to strike. As much as he enjoyed seeing Eijirou having fun, he had other plans for the night. Taking a deep breath, he stepped in front of him, holding out a hand.

“Dance with me,” he demanded, firm and confident.

Eijirou tensed, looking at him with wide eyes like a trapped mouse. “Uh… What? Now?”

“Yeah, now, dumbass. Come on,” Katsuki said, grabbing his hand to drag him toward the dancers.

This was his chance to impress Eijirou. Katsuki had always been a good dancer, and Camie had forced him to learn all the traditional summer solstice dances for the occasion. He was going to nail this.

Eijirou didn’t move. Katsuki tugged a little harder, but his friend wasn’t budging.

“Ah, sorry, man. I don’t really dance,” he said with a sheepish laugh. “But go for it, if you wanna join them. I’ll just stay here and watch you.”

Katsuki’s expression soured at that. His grip on Eijirou’s hand faltered. “The fuck d’you mean, ‘you don’t dance’?” he growled, displeased.

“Well, you know…” Eijirou said with a nervous smile. “You’ve seen it with Mina, dance isn’t really my thing.”

“You were doing just fine,” Katsuki retorted, tugging on his hand again.

“Yeah, because she was telling me what to do,” Eijirou replied with a weak attempt to pull himself free. “This is different.”

Fuck, Katsuki hadn’t planned that. He knew Eijirou wasn’t the best at dragon shifter dancing, but he’d assumed his friend at least knew local dances from Yuuei. Especially simple ones like the bonfire dances. What the hell was he supposed to do now?

He gripped Eijirou’s hand harder for a second, then relaxed when he realized what he was doing.

“Sorry, man. I’ve tried in the past but the moment I’m with the other dancers I kinda freeze,” Eijirou said with an apologetic smile. “Just go without me, I don’t want to ruin your fun.”

“Fuck that, I’ll just show you,” Katsuki decided, tugging on his hand again. “Now, you’re fucking coming.”

Without waiting for an answer, he turned around and dragged Eijirou to a free space, his friend following him reluctantly. When he spun on his heels to face him again, Katsuki found him standing awkwardly, obviously unsure what to do.

This was going to be harder than he thought… But Katsuki was so damn close, he refused to give up now. Eijirou would fucking dance with him and have fun doing it! If he’d managed to teach him how to fight, Katsuki could teach him how to dance too.

“Follow my moves,” he said as he started dancing like the people around them.

Eijirou followed him tentatively. It was the stiffest, most unmotivated dancing Katsuki had ever seen. He knew his friend wasn’t the best at picking up new moves, but with his obvious nervousness on top, it was worse than ever.

Katsuki sighed. He didn’t have time to teach his friend how to dance from scratch. But he knew Eijirou had potential, he’d seen it himself. He wasn’t the most refined fighter, but there was grace in his movements, when he tried ducking instead of just taking hits with his hardened skin. And Katsuki could still remember how beautiful Eijirou looked like the first time he’d managed to create wind, when he was dancing in snowflakes under the moonlight.

“Stop being so damn stiff,” Katsuki chided him.

“That’s just how I am!” Eijirou protested. “I told you!”

“I know you can do better than that,” Katsuki growled. “Think of it as a fight or something.”

“But it’s nothing like a fight!”

Katsuki punched him, slowly enough for Eijirou to notice his movement and dodge to the side.

“See?” Katsuki smirked. “Dancing.”

Eijirou laughed at that. “I don’t know where that would count as dancing.”

In the Golden Mountains, Katsuki realized, the thought piercing him like a dagger in the guts. Many Barbarian dances were like slow, graceful fights; a way for people to strengthen their bonds and get more in sync. The line between some dances and lamsparkeln, the romantic, flirty spars Katsuki had failed to do with Eijirou, could be pretty thin, depending on how advanced the dance was.

Katsuki fucking hated that, but… Eijirou had been pretty receptive to Barbarian things, so far. Given how good they were at fighting together, it would definitely be the easiest, fastest way to get Eijirou to stop thinking about what he was doing so much and start dancing for real.

“That’s Barbarian dancing,” he gritted. “Here, lemme show you.”

He threw another slow punch in time with the music. Eijirou parried and threw a counterattack at roughly the same pace. Katsuki ducked with an approving nod and took advantage of the opening to step closer. Eijirou retreated.

For the first time, Katsuki was grateful that he’d learned these dances. Back when he was stuck in his shitty clan, he always made a point to show how little he wanted to be around and how he hated everything, but everyone kept forcing him to do things and fucking participate. Katsuki almost never danced, but he’d watched it enough to know what he was doing. And unlike the bonfire dances, Eijirou was learning fast.

He started faltering again after a couple more moves. Frowning, Katsuki glared at him until he realized that Eijirou was watching the other dancers. Knowing him, he was probably comparing himself to them.

“Don’t fucking look at them,” Katsuki gritted. “You’re not dancing with them, so keep your eyes on me.”

Eijirou’s eyes snapped back on him and he nodded. “Right, sorry.”

Katsuki answered with a high kick that Eijirou dodged with a chuckle. Things went much better after that. It wasn’t what Katsuki had planned and Camie would probably be pissed off if she saw them, but it was working: Eijirou was getting into it and having fun, and it was all that mattered.

It was all that mattered.

It was all that mattered, and Katsuki shouldn’t linger on the fact that he was flirting with Eijirou using Barbarian dances despite learning Yuuei dances specifically for tonight. It wasn’t going to ruin his evening, Katsuki told himself as he almost took a punch in the face.

It wasn’t.

“Hey, take your own advice and focus on me,” Eijirou said, challenging. “You don’t wanna lose at dancing, right?”

“As if I’d lose,” Katsuki scoffed, feeling himself relax as he parried Eijirou’s next hook and took one step closer, reveling in the way his friend staggered at his confident grin.

The flames made it hard to see, but Katsuki was pretty sure Eijirou was blushing when he took a step back. He almost fell on his ass, but he managed to turn it into a low kick Katsuki dodged with a jump.

“Nice one,” Eijirou said, jumping back on his feet with a laugh.

He was learning fast, so attuned to Katsuki’s movements that he could react exactly how he was expected to without any extra cue. Katsuki had never felt more in sync with him. Eijirou was beautiful like this, bathed in the ever changing light of the bonfire, fight-dancing with him with a fierce grin and showing off his skills, perfectly at ease in his own body.

Soon, they were both laughing and taunting each other as they danced, uncaring about the people around them, only remembering their presence to better avoid them. And when Eijirou stepped closer after blocking one of Katsuki’s attacks, Katsuki didn’t step back. He stood his ground, letting Eijirou come to him, closer and closer until their noses almost brushed.

Eijirou froze. And no matter how tense he felt, Katsuki refused to move. Heart pounding in his chest like a war drum, he studied Eijirou’s face, waiting for his next move. His velshélumnar was staring at him with wide eyes, his hot breath tickling Katsuki’s face. Eijirou bit his lower lip as his eyes lowered, locking on Katsuki’s mouth.

Katsuki leaned forward, just enough for their noses to touch; just enough to make sure Eijirou knew how much he wanted this. Their eyes met. Eijirou licked his lips…

A heavy hand landed on Katsuki’s shoulder.

“Bakugou! I know it’s you, stop ignoring me!”

The moment popped like a soap bubble. Katsuki turned around roughly, ready to bite off the head of whoever had dared disturb them now of all times.

“What the fuck do you–” The words died in his throat when he looked down to find a small woman with white hair. “Miruko…”

“Long time no see!” she grinned. “Oh, I hope I wasn’t interrupting anything?

“You were,” Katsuki gritted. “Now, the hell are you doing here and the fuck do you want?”

“I’m here for work and I have a job for you.”

Katsuki was going to tell her to fuck off, but one look between Eijirou’s confused face and her determined expression told him that it would be useless. The moment was lost and she wasn’t going to back down. He might as well hear her out.

Fuck.

Notes:

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Chapter 52: Beneath the Same Stars

Notes:

Time for the follow up of last week's events. It was nice reading your screams of frustration

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

The moments that followed Miruko’s entrance passed in a blur for Eijirou. He vaguely remembered greeting her and following her to a tavern so they could talk, but he felt like he’d just hit his head. He couldn’t focus on what was going on, his mind still stuck on his dance with Katsuki and how they’d… they’d…

Damn, they’d almost kissed.

They were so close… Eijirou hadn’t dreamed that, had he? Even as he was served a drink, his cheeks were still burning and his heart was still beating like he was trying to outrun a pack of hungry wolves. He could still feel Katsuki’s breath against his lips, its warmth, the way it was tickling him…

They’d almost kissed, and Katsuki hadn’t seemed to mind. It had to mean something, right? There was no way his friend hadn’t noticed. So…

“Anyway, we’re leaving tomorrow, so think about it, you two,” Miruko concluded.

Eijirou’s head snapped toward her. “Tomorrow?”

“Well, yeah, we can’t stay in one place for too long,” she shrugged. “It’s good I ran into you guys, I really thought I’d have to finish this trip understaffed.”

Right, she’d been talking about escorting a convoy to some city up north and needing extra hands. And she’d been really insistent to have them at least listen to her offer.

“Eijirou won’t be coming. He’s got things to do here,” Katsuki said, looking grim but strangely unaffected given what just happened. Probably. Unless Eijirou had really dreamed it.

“Oh, that’s too bad. But I’m fine with just you,” Miruko shrugged. “To be honest, I just need one extra pair of arms to replace the guy we lost. Kirishima would have just been a nice bonus.”

“So, uh… how long did you say it’d last?” Eijirou asked.

“With our current speed, I’d say we’ll reach our destination in two weeks,” Miruko said. “This portion of the road really isn’t the most dangerous, but you never know. Last stretches can be tricky.”

“So I’d be gone for about a month, if I’m coming back here,” Katsuki concluded, pensive.

“It’s a big city, I’m sure you’ll find another caravan back to Castelmorn easily,” Miruko said.

Katsuki glared at her. “I can travel alone.”

“Yeah, but why do it for free when you can get paid, right?” she laughed. “Anyway, it’s getting late. With the party going on, I don’t think we’ll leave too early, but if you’re coming, don’t be late!”

She left soon after with a hearty slap on the back that knocked the air out of their lungs. Neither of them said anything for a moment.

“So… You gonna take the job?” Eijirou asked hesitantly.

“The pay’s really damn good and you don’t really need me here, do you?” Katsuki said with a pensive frown.

Eijirou sighed, lowering his head. “I guess so, yeah…” he said. It didn’t mean he liked the idea.

A month wasn’t that long, really, and Eijirou trusted his friend to come back without trouble. And although Tokoyami would be gone in a few days, Eijirou had learned enough from him to be able to train on his own. As long as Camie was around to either hide him or pretend his wings or his dragon form were just illusions, Eijirou should be fine. He could barely take off yet, but he’d keep doing his best. It wasn’t like he could really fly anyway, even if he knew how. It would be too dangerous.

“If you want me to stay, I’m not going,” Katsuki declared.

It only took one look for Eijirou to know how serious his friend was. He was so manly… Just knowing Katsuki would stay for him without question was enough to warm his heart, but…

“Do we really need this money?” he asked.

“We can do without. But it wouldn’t hurt. Especially since…” Katsuki paused. Sighed. “Well, either we’ll have to go to the Golden Mountains at the end of summer, or we’ll have to save money for another winter here. Either way…”

“We need that money,” Eijirou concluded. “And you won’t get that much just by working in town, even if I start helping.”

“I can get enough if I stay here,” Katsuki retorted. “But… yeah, definitely not that much. I don’t know what the fuck that convoy is, but the pay is damn good for just two weeks of work.”

Eijirou took a deep breath. Let it out. He hated to see Katsuki go this long. They’d been inseparable for more than a year, and now… What if something happened to him? What if something happened to Eijirou?

But… letting his friend go and trusting him to take care of himself while he was away was the manly thing to do. Besides, Katsuki probably enjoyed being a mercenary more than a cook or whatever other odd jobs he was doing in town.

“You should go, then,” Eijirou said, feeling like the words were scratching his throat as he forced them out. “It’s a good opportunity. And I’ll do my best to learn how to fly while you’re gone! I’ll work twice as hard, I promise!” he concluded with a too wide smile, hoping that if he forced himself to look happy, he’d start feeling it too. Besides, he didn’t want Katsuki to hesitate on his behalf. Even if his friend had no regret over staying, Eijirou didn’t want to be a burden. This was for both of them, after all.

“You sure?” Katsuki asked.

“Yeah! Don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine. I’ll be with friends the whole time, so… you should worry about yourself more than me.”

“Don’t say that shit, I’ll be fine,” Katsuki said, rolling his eyes.

So it was decided. Katsuki was leaving tomorrow for an entire month. Eijirou’s head was spinning just thinking about it. Everything happened so fast…

The trip home was mostly silent. Gloomy, even. They found Camie with a group of friends and her initial good mood quickly soured as they explained the situation to her. She looked so disappointed…

The rest of the evening was spent helping Katsuki pack his stuff and moving Eijirou’s things back inside the house. When he fell asleep that night, Eijirou’s memories of dances and almost-kisses only made him feel Katsuki’s impending absence even more.

.

Eijirou was in trouble. Katsuki couldn’t move. He knew he had to go to Eijirou, to find him before it was too late, but no matter how much he fought against his own body, he was stuck in his bedroll, unable to move a single muscle.

How long had he been like this? He didn’t know, but he had to wake up, he had to wake up, he had to…

“Bakugou, stop snoozing. It’s time.”

Katsuki woke up with a start, eyes snapping wide open, his heart rattling his ribcage. He couldn’t feel Eijirou by his side. Where was he?

He looked up to find Miruko looking down with a smirk. Right. Eijirou wasn’t with him. Hadn’t been for a week or so.

She nudged him with the tip of her foot, for good measure, and said, “C’mon, get up. It’s our turn to keep watch.”

Katsuki nodded with a grunt and quickly left the warmth of his bedroll to follow her to their post.

He really hadn’t missed this. Keeping watch was a pain, especially in the middle of the night, but at least their group was big enough that he didn’t have to do it all that often. And Miruko wasn’t the worst partner. She didn’t speak too much, for one. Some of the people they were traveling with were always yammering; it was annoying as hell. Good thing they were halfway through. Katsuki couldn’t wait for this to be over. He couldn’t wait to go back home.

The last remnants of his dream came back to haunt him, and Katsuki frowned. He knew there was no reason for him to worry about Eijirou, especially since he was, by all means, safer than Katsuki, but he couldn’t help it. He hated being away from his friend like this, even if it was just for a month.

He could still remember the day they parted. Katsuki had been planning to say quick goodbyes and leave, but Eijirou insisted on walking with him all the way to his meeting spot with Miruko. They’d walked mostly in silence, both tired from their relatively short night and… Katsuki could have sworn there was something in the air.

They didn’t talk about the previous night. They weren’t just tired, Katsuki could tell that things were awkward too.

“About yesterday…” Eijirou had started, scratching the back of his neck just before they reached Castelmorn. He sighed. “I had a lot of fun. Thanks.”

Katsuki had just grunted in assent, his mind torn between the memory of their almost-kiss and the thought that he was leaving Eijirou behind for weeks. He should probably have said something, but it was too damn early and he had no idea where to even begin.

Eijirou didn’t seem to know either, so they’d just kept walking, going a little slower as Miruko’s group came into view. Once they reached it, there wasn’t much time left to say goodbye. Miruko introduced Katsuki to the rest of the group while they waited for the stragglers, and then it was time to go.

Katsuki’s memory of his last moments with Eijirou was still as clear as if it’d just happened. The pregnant pause after their goodbyes. The way Eijirou was biting his lower lip, hesitating, while Katsuki pondered whether or not he should kiss him before he left.

Eijirou chose for him, pulling him into a tight hug instead.

There was a time, not so long ago, where Katsuki would have been against it. They were in front of people. Everyone could see them.

He didn’t care anymore.

Instead, he’d just hugged Eijirou back, holding onto him like he’d never see him again, and if people had a problem with that, he’d just kick their asses. As Eijirou would say, “it’s manly to show your affection” or something like that. It only took one or two ass-kickings for the others to stop bringing it up, anyway. It was a small price to pay for Eijirou’s strong, lingering embrace. He could feel his ribcage protest, with how hard Eijirou was holding him, but it didn’t matter. He still breathed in Eijirou’s warm sunshine smell, like the pine forests surrounding his friend’s village, trying to fill his lungs with it for the weeks to come.

Katsuki hadn’t been hugged like that in years. And he hadn’t let himself be hugged like that in much, much longer. Not since… his fucking parents

Katsuki shook off the thought, forcing himself to focus on Eijirou. He could still feel it, sometimes. His friend’s warmth, the way his scent had seemed to cling to him even after he left…

Katsuki missed him. It had only been a week, and he still missed Eijirou like a part of himself was gone. He missed him like he missed his home on Maito, in a way so visceral that it made him feel like the loneliest person in the world.

“Stop being so gloomy,” Miruko said, kicking his foot. “You’ll go back to sleep soon.”

“I don’t care about that.”

She rolled her eyes. “Right, you’ve been like this ever since we left. But you’ll go back to your lover soon too.”

“S’not like that yet,” Katsuki pouted.

“Wait, what?” she asked with a confused frown. “But you guys were acting like I interrupted a kiss or something, back in Castelmorn. Not that I meant to interrupt, mind you.”

“Yeah, and we didn’t fucking kiss because of your shit timing, so it’s not like that yet .”

“Oh…” Miruko said. “Well… Sorry, I guess?”

“Hmph…”

“You’ll have your chance soon,” she shrugged. “He was making goo-goo eyes at you the whole time I was telling you about the job.”

“Still fucking ruined it,” Katsuki grumbled.

She laughed. “I should’ve known you’d end up being a sap,” she said. “You’re just like your parents.”

“Shut up!” Katsuki snapped.

Miruko just shrugged, unimpressed, but she didn’t insist.

Katsuki looked away, then up at the night sky. As he started counting the stars to calm himself down, he wondered if Eijirou was thinking about him too. It would suck for his friend to be awake in the middle of the night, but part of him still hoped that right now, they were looking at the same sky.

.

Krato was right here, with its seven stars. If he followed them, Eijirou could find Tola. Between them was the Great Father and its twelve stars that Eijirou could never quite remember the name of.

He sighed, wrapping himself tighter in his blanket. If Katsuki was here, he’d be able to tell him.

He shook his head and forced himself to at least locate the other major summer constellations. He’d promised Katsuki that he’d memorize them, after all. He couldn’t disappoint his friend. Not after barely a week.

Eijirou’s heart clenched at the reminder. It had only been one week since Katsuki had left. He wouldn’t be back for a while. And here Eijirou was, feeling lost without him already. He shouldn’t have let him go. If anything happened to him during the month…

He forced himself to take a deep breath and think about something else, but the nightmare that had pushed him to silently leave his bed inside the toll house and come here was still clinging to him like pine sap.

It was hard, waking up without Katsuki by his side. For a horrible, horrible few minutes, Eijirou almost thought his friend was gone for good, like in his dream. It took until he realized that he wasn’t in their tent for him to remember that Katsuki was fine and that he just… wasn’t with him at the moment.

Eijirou couldn’t fall back asleep after that, so he’d snuck out to count the stars. It was a bad idea, though. It made him remember all the times he’d done it with Katsuki. It made him remember their almost-kiss that they didn’t get to address. It made him miss his best friend more than ever.

He wondered what Katsuki was doing right now. Sleeping, hopefully, but there was also a chance that he was keeping watch. He hoped Katsuki was getting along with everyone. He hoped everything was going well for him.

For the first time in months, Eijirou truly regretted not being able to fly yet. If he could, he’d take off right now and fly to Katsuki, letting the stars guide him toward his friend. He’d take him in his arms and never let him go. Maybe he’d even kiss him, this time. He’d drown in Katsuki’s smoky scent and fly him straight home. Wherever he wanted.

But he couldn’t. He could barely use his wings yet. He’d barely had time to practice with Camie since Katsuki was gone, and Tokoyami had left just a few days ago. So for now, all he could do was count the stars, holding the blanket’s corners tight in one hand and clutching his scarf from Katsuki in the other, dreaming about the moment they’d be reunited.

.

The house was a mess. Everything smelled of blackberries and honey, and every possible surface was covered with open jars ready to be filled with delicious preserve. Eijirou wondered if Katsuki would love or hate the bubbly atmosphere. He’d definitely make it livelier either way.

“Look alive, Kiri! Is the mixture ready?” Camie asked with the authoritative tone of a master artisan.

“Yes ma’am!” Eijirou said, smiling from his spot at the stove.

He’d been stirring the huge pot full of fruit, water, honey and spices for what felt like hours, and it was finally starting to look like something. And it smelled heavenly, too.

Eijirou was sure that if Katsuki was here, he’d manage to add even more spices to really bring out the taste of the fruit, but Camie’s recipe was pretty good. It was such a shame that she was planning to sell most of their production… Though with the amount of fruit they’d gathered during their two days foraging in the forest, they’d still have more than enough left to last a season or two.

“Camie, people are coming!” Inasa called from outside.

“On my way!” Camie replied, rushing outside. “Kiri, keep stirring!”

“I shall… preserve it with my life!” Eijirou said with a chuckle.

Days like these were nice. Time always seemed to fly with Camie and Inasa around.

Flying—unlike Eijirou, who hadn’t made much progress with his training. His wind magic was improving day by day, to the point where he sometimes felt like he was becoming a better wind mage than earth mage. But between how busy Inasa was these days, with more travelers coming to Castelmorn during the warm season, and how hard it still was for Eijirou to let himself shift outside, even with Camie to watch his back, he hadn’t made much progress with actually getting himself in the air. He could just… jump and vaguely hover, and not even all that high. He knew the trees were tall, but he was always afraid that someone would see him. So in the meantime, he just leaped across the field while flapping his wings, trying to go a little further each time and to convince himself that it was something; that Katsuki would still think Eijirou had made progress when he came back.

Gathering an insane amount of berries in places no one else could reach and making preserves was a good distraction from all that. Eijirou had protested when Camie said they should take two whole days just to gather them, but he could admit now that he’d needed it.

He was glad they got so close. To think he used to hate her guts. And now that Katsuki was gone, he was happily spending entire days in her company. It was a good thing that he’d decided to give her a chance.

They put their preserve in jars when she came back with Inasa, after dealing with the people crossing the bridge. They laughed together when Camie started deciding which jars she was going to give away to her friends in town.

“I won’t be able to help you sell them if you give them all away,” Eijirou pointed out with an amused chuckle.

“Aw, right… But it’s not my fault so many peeps deserve a treat!” she pouted, gazing at her dozens of full jars with a frown, as if they held the answer to her dilemma.

Eijirou wasn’t sure what her final decision would be, but he knew one thing: no matter what she decided, they’d probably need an entire day to distribute the jars she wanted to give away. Maybe he shouldn’t have worried so much about figuring out how to set up a booth in Castelmorn and setting a fair price, after all. It seemed that his experience selling orchard fruit wouldn’t be needed this time.

He was fine either way. He didn’t have time to miss Katsuki as long as he kept himself busy. Eijirou didn’t feel his friend’s absence as much when he was surrounded by friends who cared about him and enjoyed his company.

The days were the easiest part, really.

Nights, though… nights were another story.

Eijirou had spent more than two decades sleeping on his own, but somehow, all of that experience had been erased by merely a year of sleeping with Katsuki by his side. His bedroll was too big and too empty. It was weird that Eijirou didn’t have to worry about taking up too much space or minding Katsuki’s stray limbs. It was weird to sleep an entire night without being too hot after spending hours next to a human furnace who somehow kept complaining about being cold. And how was Eijirou supposed to fall asleep without someone breathing loudly right next to his ear? Sure, Camie’s snores filled the silence quite well, but it wasn’t the same.

Eijirou sighed as he turned to his side to face the wall, telling himself that facing away from where Katsuki would normally be would help him forget that his friend wasn’t here. He knew it was useless, but he didn’t know what else to do. He felt both exhausted and restless, and he could already tell that it was going to be a long night.

Like so often these days—and even more often these nights—Eijirou found himself thinking about the bonfire festival and their… their maybe… interrupted… kiss. The more time passed, the more Eijirou wondered if it had actually happened or if he’d just dreamed it. Maybe he’d imagined it after all. Maybe Katsuki wasn’t thinking about kissing him and Eijirou had just been projecting his fantasies onto him.

With another dejected sigh, Eijirou started playing with his necklaces. It was funny how easily he’d gotten used to them, after years refusing to wear any form of jewelry. He wondered if he’d have started wearing them earlier if he’d known how grounding they could be. He still had no idea why Katsuki had made the wolf pendant in the first place, but…

Eijirou smiled as a thought crossed him. Wouldn’t it be nice to imagine that his friend had done it as a courting of some sorts? Giving pretty jewelry to someone you liked was pretty common around here, after all. He didn’t think Katsuki was the kind of person to do that, however. If he wanted to court Eijirou, he’d do it like a dragon shifter.

Memories of Mina’s lesson from months ago resurfaced slowly in his tired mind, like an air bubble in a mud pit.

“This is important, Kirishima, so you better remember,” she’d said. “For us dragon shifters, courting always starts with a pre-courting gift. It can never start without one.”

“A what?” Eijirou remembered asking.

“A pre-courting gift,” Mina had repeated slowly, to make sure he heard it right. “It’s a little something that you think could fit in the hoard of the person you like. This is a huge deal for us, so if you ever get a gift out of the blue, this is probably a pre-courting gift. Don’t forget that! It can make or break a relationship!”

Eijirou stroked his wooden wolf with his thumb mindlessly as he slowly drifted to sleep. Too bad a necklace didn’t fit in Eijirou’s hoard. It couldn’t be a pre-courting gift. Katsuki knew him so well, if he really wanted to court him, he’d definitely go for something amazing, like…

The bubble popped. Eijirou’s eyes snapped open.

His cape.

The scarf.

The bottom of…

Damn it!

Eijirou sat up, searching his red scarf frantically, heart pounding in his chest as he remembered in which circumstances he got it. How Katsuki wouldn’t give it to him immediately. How he’d made a big deal about the fact that it was a gift, even making an effort on presentation.

Eijirou finally felt the soft, dense fabric under his fingers and held it up, staring at it under the moonlight pouring from the window. It was the same as before, looking gray and dull under the silver light of the moon. Yet, even its smooth texture felt different, because… because… there was no way it hadn’t been a pre-courting gift.

How could Eijirou have been so stupid? All this time, he’d been so sure there was no way to tell if Katsuki loved him back, when he’d been wearing the proof that his friend felt the same way all along! He’d given him the perfect courting gift, and Eijirou had been too much of an idiot to realize it!

He would have banged his head against the wall if he hadn’t been so worried about waking up his sleeping friends. If he remembered Mina’s lesson correctly, Eijirou had accepted the courting too. Without even noticing! So it should have been fine, but then…

Eijirou grabbed his pillow and buried his face in it to muffle his groan as he remembered ruining all of Katsuki’s efforts the night before they’d reached Castelmorn. No wonder Katsuki reacted the way he had, back then. Eijirou had basically told him that they weren’t together, even after he’d openly accepted his perfect pre-courting gift.

Eijirou wanted to scream at his own stupidity. If Mina was here, she’d probably drown him for this, and rightly so! He had a whole lesson on courting, a lesson he was pretty sure Katsuki had witnessed, and he couldn’t remember a single thing when it mattered! And now Katsuki was gone, and there was nothing Eijirou could do to make things right.

So what now? Katsuki wouldn’t be back for at least two weeks, and until then, Eijirou would have to live with the knowledge that he’d probably ruined all his chances with his best friend before he even knew he had feelings for him.

He tried to lie back down and fall asleep, but it was no use. No position was comfortable enough. If he thought he was feeling restless before, it was nothing compared to now. He knew that there was nothing he could do at the moment, that he could only bide his time until Katsuki came back—and that he deserved to suffer in the meantime, after what he must have put his friend through—but his body wouldn’t listen. Heart racing, he felt ready to run all the way to wherever Katsuki was and… and… what? Apologize? Confess his own feelings?

Eijirou didn’t know, but he felt ready to explode.

With a resigned sigh, he got up as silently as he could and walked outside, hoping that some movement and fresh air would help him calm down a little.

It couldn’t be too late , he told himself as he settled just outside the house, on the wooden bench Inasa liked to bask on when there was no one at the bridge. Katsuki wouldn’t give up so easily, right? And their almost-kiss was proof that he still felt something… if Eijirou really hadn’t dreamed it.

Looking up at the night sky, not entirely free of clouds but still clear enough to see some stars, Eijirou forced himself to count the constellations he could see.

He didn’t sleep one bit that night.

Notes:

Fun fact: the first scene was supposed to be at the end of last week's chapter but then I thought... nah. I don't know if it would have made it better to know Bakugou would leave for a little while anyway

And so, it's now time for Kirishima to suffer a little!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 53: Romance Counseling

Notes:

Here we go for another chapter before I melt on my keyboard. Hopefully I'll be somewhat human again in time for next Monday

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Wait, so you’re telling me that you hunted a deer for him after giving him a handmade necklace symbolizing your bond and he still didn’t get it?!” Miruko said with an incredulous look as they kept watch on the last night before they reached their destination.

“I know, it’s fucking insane!” Katsuki exclaimed, glad to have finally found someone who understood the ridiculous situation he somehow found himself in.

“How oblivious do you have to be to not get it? That’s peak romance!”

“That’s what I’ve been fucking saying!” Katsuki nodded, feeling himself getting more heated by the second. “And you know the fucking worst? After that, I even gave him a knife. A fucking knife!”

“No way!”

“Yeah, I gave it to him and I said I’d wrestle a boar for him, and you know what he did?”

“Damn, are you trying to tell me he didn’t kiss the shit out of you?”

“No! He said I didn’t have to, looking all worried about the price!”

“Are you fucking kidding me?! What is wrong with him?! You did everything right!” Miruko almost yelled, looking deeply offended on his behalf. “And it’s not like he’s rejecting you either. What’s his deal? Ugh, Plains people I swear…”

“They’re the fucking worst,” Katsuki nodded, feeling a little better about the whole mess. After two weeks of ruminating on his last night with Eijirou and the whole courtship before that, it was a relief to have someone to talk to. Even if it was in Barbarian. He didn’t even mind anymore, he realized.

Miruko shook her head. “Seriously, I can’t wait to finally go home to sane people after this.”

Katsuki frowned at that, confused. “Isn’t it a bit early for that?”

“Well, not right after this,” she conceded. “But summer is gonna be over fast, and I’d rather at least be in the mountains by the time fall comes, so I don’t know if I’ll manage to find another big job that’d be over before then. And it’s been a good year, so maybe I’ll just find a caravan staying in the area or going vaguely my way for the next couple of months, I haven’t decided yet.”

“Fall ain’t so bad here, though. It’s warm in the south.”

“And rainy too,” Miruko pointed out. “At least in the area I have to cross to go back to my tribe. The soil’s been dried up all summer, and there’s been a lot of rain the past couple of years—floods, mud everywhere, and the roads are a damn mess for days, or even weeks because no one cares since it’s so far from the main trade roads. I don’t know if it’s gonna be a crazy rain year, but I wouldn’t mind not being around to find out, for once.”

Katsuki sighed at that, crossing his arms. He’d figured that if Eijirou and he had to go to the Golden Mountains, they could at least do that after summer, but…

“What got you all gloomy, all of a sudden?” Miruko asked, giving him a nudge that would have counted as a punch if it had been from someone else.

“I was thinking about going back this year,” Katsuki said.

“Oh, really? You finally homesick?” Miruko asked with a grin.

“No fucking way!” Katsuki snapped. “That shitty place is not my home. It’s just so Eijirou can shift and learn how to fly in peace.”

“Good idea. Plenty of bird shifters who can help there,” she nodded.

Since she’d known almost from the start that Eijirou was a shifter, Katsuki had told her more about him. He never acknowledged out loud that Eijirou was a dragon, just in case he’d be against it, but she seemed to have understood that anyway. Not that it would change anything if she thought Eijirou was another kind of flying shifter.

“Your tribe is farther north, right?” Miruko asked suddenly. “Like, east from Luug?”

“Kinda south-east but not by much,” Katsuki nodded.

She thought for a moment, and said, “You can avoid the most flood-prone areas, but it’s gonna be a long way from Castelmorn.”

“I fucking know that.”

“If you want Kirishima to fly in good conditions before it gets too cold, you’d have to be on your way in a month at the latest, I’d say.”

“I don’t need your fucking advice,” Katsuki grumbled.

She was right, however. Eijirou didn’t fear the cold, but he wasn’t used to mountain weather. He’d probably be fine if he had a good grasp on flying by the time the first snows came, but it’d be fucking insane to have him learn in winter.

Strangely enough, Katsuki didn’t feel too bad about it anymore. Eijirou hadn’t seemed opposed to the idea when he’d mentioned it last time, and apparently, Katsuki had gotten used to it as well. Maybe spending some time with Miruko had helped a little—not that he’d ever admit it.

With her direct, rowdy personality, she was the essence of Barbarian culture, yet she was just removed enough from Katsuki’s childhood that he could appreciate it. Her behavior irked him sometimes, reminding him too much of the tribe he’d happily left, but he had no history with her before stumbling upon her a few months after leaving the Golden Mountains and working with her for some time. She mentioned his parents from time to time, but she didn’t know them personally. She’d mostly just heard stories about them, since the Hag was a relatively well-known figure, and that was about it.

She didn’t know much about him either, beyond what he’d told her himself. If she was aware of him being raised by dragon shifters, she never mentioned it, and he didn’t bring it up either. When he wasn’t acting Barbarian enough, she seemed to assume it was because his old man was originally from the Plains and didn’t question it further. She’d never tried to teach him anything except how to be better at his job, and even that didn’t last longer than it had to.

So sure, his tribe was going to be a pain in the ass, but maybe Katsuki could just find another one to spend winter with. If Miruko was also in the Golden Mountains during that time, maybe Eijirou and he could stay with hers instead.

Katsuki still wasn’t looking forward to going back, but… maybe it wouldn’t be so terrible after all. And it’d all be worth it if Eijirou could really be himself without having to hide, for once. Flying over the mountains with him would be fucking awesome, too.

The pleasant thought kept him awake until his watch was over, and when he fell asleep, he dreamed of the wind roaring in his ears and endless snowy peaks under him as he flew on Eijirou’s back.

.

Eijirou let out a dejected sigh as he walked to the flower field with Camie to train. He was exhausted. He wanted to lie down and sleep, but the uncomfortable rolling in his stomach told him that he wouldn’t be able to, no matter how much he was struggling to keep his eyes open.

“That’s, like, the thousandth time you’ve sighed today, Kiri,” Camie remarked. “What’s wrong? Spit it out.”

Eijirou looked up to meet her concerned gaze. He hesitated. He didn’t want her to assume the worst, but he didn’t know if he should tell her about what was bothering him. After all, he’d only just found out that Katsuki had been trying to court him. He didn’t want to bother her with it. But… he was dying to tell someone about it. Even now, the words were itching to come out. And although Eijirou didn’t know much about romance, he was still aware that love problems were rarely seen as a burden for other people. At worst, Camie was going to make fun of him—and he’d deserve it.

“So… I have… I found out…” He paused to look at her. She was looking at him curiously, an encouraging smile on her lips. He took a deep breath and continued. “I have feelings for Katsuki.”

His mouth twitched as he heard himself say the words out loud for the first time. He felt… light, now that the truth was out. He hadn’t realized until now how heavily it had been weighing on his shoulders, to know this and be unable to share it. Or maybe it was just because saying it made it seem more real. Eijirou didn’t know what the future held, he didn’t know how Katsuki would take his confession, he didn’t know how things would work out between them, but none of it mattered. Just being in love with Katsuki felt as precious as the first gulps of fresh air after spending a whole day in the suffocating heat of the forge. It was something he wanted to revel in and keep with him forever.

“Yeah, that’s, like, old news,” Camie replied then, unfazed.

Eijirou blinked. “What? What do you mean ‘old news’? I only realized it recently.”

“Really?” Camie said, surprised. “‘Cause I seriously thought you two were, like, together at first. I was floored when Bakugou said you weren’t an item yet.”

“What? You did?”

“Yeah, I even told you! Not touching your mans and all that?”

“Oh…” Eijirou said slowly, trying to process what she’d just said. The words sounded oddly familiar… Then, realization dawned on him. “So that’s what you meant back then!”

Camie burst out laughing. “So you mean you didn’t even get me? I’m hurt!”

“Sorry…”

“Nah, it’s chill. At least you get me now, right?”

“Of course I do,” Eijirou said with a fond nod. “But wait… What did Katsuki tell you? Did he… I mean…”

“Did he what?”

“Um…” Eijirou looked away for a moment, searching for his words. He knew what he wanted to say, but he wasn’t sure how to approach it. Deciding that directness was the manly way to go, he said, “I just found out that he’s… probably tried to court me before… before we came here.”

Camie’s cackles rang so loudly in the last stretch of forest that she scared away the wildlife around them. It almost hurt Eijirou’s ears.

“Oh man, I can’t believe you only just noticed,” she said when she finally calmed down, wiping a tear. “That boy’s been trying for ages.”

“So you knew, huh…” was all Eijirou could say. “He told you everything?”

“More like he wasn’t subtle,” Camie chuckled. “But yeah, he stopped being all hush-hush about it when he found out I got him all figured out. He was totes adorbs when he trained to carve your little wolfie! You should’ve seen him, he was trying so hard! Oh, and I even gave him a hand! Kinda.”

Eijirou blinked, both at the sun suddenly hitting his eyes as they reached the clearing and at the onslaught of new information. So the wolf pendant had been another courting attempt. And the deer too, probably. And… the knife! How could Eijirou forget about the knife? It was no wonder Katsuki had reacted so poorly when Eijirou told him that he shouldn’t have! He’d been so stupid! 

And on top of that, Camie had known all along. And she’d tried to help.

“What do you mean by ‘kinda gave him a hand’?” he asked.

“Y’know, like, the solstice festival thing? Totally my idea!” Camie said with a proud grin. “That plan was my masterpiece, I can’t believe it didn’t work out. I’ve been robbed!”

Eijirou let out a bubbling chuckle at her pout, feeling himself float in relief at the idea that he couldn’t have dreamed his almost-kiss with Katsuki if it had all been planned.

“I can’t believe you knew this whole time,” he smiled.

“And I can’t believe you only noticed our efforts now,” Camie retorted. “After all my wingwomaning and everything! You guys so don’t deserve me, I swear.”

“How did you know, though?” Eijirou asked as they settled in a nice spot in the shade, all thoughts of flying forgotten. “I only found out I liked him… the first time we came here, actually.”

Camie’s face scrunched at that. “Seriously? So, like… you didn’t get anything before that?”

Eijirou shook his head, ashamed. “I was totally wooed, but I just… I had no idea why Katsuki was doing all these things. I was so confused!”

He wisely kept to himself the fact that he’d only realized the truth about Katsuki’s more recent courting attempts a few minutes ago.

Camie burst out laughing again anyway. “I can’t believe you two! You could’ve asked me, I knew you were gone for him from day one! Or, like, day two, but whatever.”

“How?”

Camie gave him a soft, gentle smile. “Oh, Kiri… There’s this look in your eyes when you look at him, or even, like, talk about him. I’m trained to notice these things, y’know. It was, like, in the job description. Not that I’m not naturally awesome at that.”

“Oh…” Eijirou said. “I didn’t think I was being so obvious.”

“I don’t know about, like, other peeps, but for me, you guys have been yelling ‘hey, I’m super into you, you can totes have all my money,’ the whole time. Well, maybe not the last part, but, like, you get what I mean.”

“I see,” Eijirou said, his gaze lost in the beautiful meadow before him. “But I’ve been rejecting him this whole time, haven’t I?”

His stomach clenched at the thought. He couldn’t imagine how much he’d made his friend suffer. And to think Katsuki kept trying anyway… Did he know? Did he figure out that Eijirou liked him back before he realized it himself?

“Nah, my man, you’re good,” Camie said with a gentle pat on the shoulder. “He knows you’re totally into him too, that’s why he kept trying harder instead of, like, giving you space.”

“So you don’t think it’s too late?” he asked, turning toward her with a hopeful look.

“Kiri, in all the years I’ve spent around simps, lemme tell you, Bakugou’s definitely the simp-est guy I’ve ever met. Or, like, tied with you, but anyway. I don’t think you can ever be too late.”

Eijirou smiled. He was tempted to believe that she was just being nice, but he could tell that she was sincere. He thanked her with a tiny sniffle.

“So, what’re you gonna do now?” Camie asked.

Eijirou sighed. “I don’t know. Apologize, I guess? Tell him I love him, definitely.”

Camie’s expression darkened a little. “About that…”

“What?” Eijirou asked with a confused frown. What else was he supposed to do?

“I don’t have the details or anything, but when I told Bakugou he should totally confess and then smooch you already, he said it was, like, super offensive in his culture or something?”

“What?” Eijirou repeated, even more confused now.

“He said something like ‘if you can’t show your love, you might as well not feel it’ or whatever. He seemed super pissed that I’d offer too. So, like, maybe don’t do that?”

“Oh…”

Eijirou lowered his head, feeling himself melt despite his growing frustration. It was so… so manly! It was so Katsuki that Eijirou could almost hear him say these words, and the thought alone was enough to turn his insides into goo. But what was he supposed to do now? If he couldn’t confess, should he try doing the same things Katsuki did? He could definitely pick a good knife, but he wasn’t sure if it had to be special or anything. And he wouldn’t be able to carve jewelry for him. Besides, if Katsuki had a say in it, he’d probably want to be courted like a dragon shifter.

Eijirou lit up at the thought, touching the red scarf currently tied around his biceps with a smile. How could he have not thought about it sooner? If Katsuki didn’t want a simple confession, and if Eijirou was going to take matters into his own hands and show his love through actions like his friend wanted, he’d just have to find him a good pre-courting gift. Interesting spices would probably be hard to find in Castelmorn, and whatever they had at home had been used for their blackberry preserves, but with the number of merchants coming and going, he’d definitely manage to find something!

It was such a shame local herbs probably wouldn’t count… Or maybe they would? Eijirou wasn’t sure, but he didn’t want to risk it. If he was going to do this, he would do it right. Katsuki would expect no less from him.

“Hey, if you don’t know what to do, I can, like, totally help you!” Camie said, bringing him back to the present.

Eijirou turned to her with a grin, feeling a lot lighter now that he had a plan. “Thanks for the offer, but I already know exactly what to do!”

He had about two weeks to find a good pre-courting gift that Katsuki would love so much he’d forget everything Eijirou had put him through!

.

It was too late for Katsuki to go home directly by the time they reached their destination and he got his pay. So, as annoying as it was, he spent the rest of the evening looking for a nice, cheap inn for the night.

Before they split, Miruko said that he was welcome to visit her when he came to the Golden Mountains with Eijirou, making sure to tell him where her tribe spent the cold months. It was strange how two cultures as different as Barbarians and dragon shifters still had similarities like this. It made sense, since most Barbarian tribes were at least semi-nomadic, spending the cold months in one place, usually closer to the plains, and the warm ones roaming higher in the mountains, but still. It almost tricked Katsuki into feeling at home.

As he reached the outer outskirts of town, Katsuki found himself in a larger street. It was still very animated despite the relatively late hour, as if people couldn’t get enough of the sunlight. He walked past a gathering taking up the bigger part of the street, and he wouldn’t have thought anything of it until he heard a familiar voice in the middle of it.

“... and so our brave hero, armed with only his wits and his trusted magic, rushed inside the cursed castle where his love was waiting…”

Katsuki froze. Turned his head. He knew that voice.

He pushed his way toward the center of the gathering until he could see the entertainers. Jirou playing the lute, Sero doing acrobatics, and in the middle of them, Kaminari telling some story he didn’t remember hearing before.

Sero was the first to notice him, sometime after the story reached its climax. As soon as he’d jumped back to his feet, he grabbed a hat and scanned the crowd, looking for whoever was most likely to pay well. His eyes widened when they met Katsuki’s. His smile turned into a grin.

He elbowed Jirou, pointing toward him, and they whispered something before he went back to his job, pointedly ignoring Katsuki until he walked past him.

“Bakugou, fancy seeing you here,” he said while the crowd clapped at the end of Kaminari’s story.

“I guess I’ll never be rid of you lot, huh…” Katsuki grumbled, crossing his arms and trying to ignore the warmth spreading through his chest at the sight of the Clown Trio.

“Show’s almost over, Jirou’s just going to play a little while we pack up and do our rounds,” he said. Then, he raised his hat with a devious smirk, and added, “Now, for the performance?” 

“You don’t deserve shit,” Katsuki hissed, but still added a few coins.

“Thanks, dude,” Sero grinned as he continued his round.

Just like he said, it didn't take long for the Clown Trio to wrap things up and gather their stuff. Thankfully, the crowd didn't linger.

“Blasty, it's so good to see you!” Kaminari exclaimed as soon as he was free, wrapping an arm around his shoulders with outraging familiarity. “What brings you here? How's Kirishima?”

Katsuki had changed his mind. Unfortunately, the crowd didn't linger, ruining every chance he had to walk away and pretend he didn't see these idiots.

He swatted the blond nuisance away and said, “I had a job. Kirishima's still in Castelmorn.”

“What? Did you two have a fight or something?” Sero asked with a concerned look.

“Dude, no! You can't do this to me!” Kaminari yelled.

“Relax, idiots, it’s not like that,” Katsuki huffed. “It was just for work, I'm going back first thing in the morning”

“Ah, phew! Don't scare me like that,” Kaminari said, wiping his forehead dramatically.

“Are you going back on your own?” Jirou asked.

“Yeah, it'll be faster this way.”

“Awww, you miss your hubby?” Kaminari cooed.

He dodged Katsuki's swat with a chuckle.

“It's not the safest way, though,” Sero remarked.

“Like I have anything to worry about,” Katsuki scoffed, choosing to ignore Kaminari's shit. “There's only small fry on this road, from what I've seen.”

“You know… we did say we'd visit,” Jirou said then, pensive. “Maybe we could go with you? What do you think, guys?”

Sero and Kaminari thought for a moment—or pretended to, at least, but whether or not their empty brains were good for anything had yet to be proved.

“We haven't been in Castelmorn in a year. I have no objection,” Sero concluded.

“We're not gonna be there much longer anyway, so you idiots better hurry,” Katsuki pointed out.

“Oh? What's your next destination?”

Katsuki sighed. “Eijirou can't fly safely here, so we're going to the Golden Mountains sometime next month.”

“Damn, that's soon!” Kaminari exclaimed. “I'm with the others, then. We're going with you.”

“Do what you want, but I'm not waiting for a shitty caravan,” Katsuki said, arms crossed as he fought the smile tugging at his lips. It was going to be annoying as hell. But at least, coming back with the Clown Trio in tow would be a nice surprise for Eijirou.

“Fine by me,” Jirou nodded.

“You idiots better follow my pace, or I'm leaving your snail asses behind. And I don't wanna hear you whine,” Katsuki added for good measure, sending a pointed look in Kaminari's direction.

“Hey, don't look at me like that!” the idiot protested.

“Don't worry, Blasty, we'll make sure to keep him in check!” Sero said with a grin, wrapping an arm around the shoulders of a pouting Kaminari.

“Do you already have a room for the night, by the way?” Jirou asked as the two idiots continued being dumbasses in the background.

“Not yet, I was looking for one,” Katsuki said.

“We're not far from here, if you want. The place is nice enough, and I'm sure another bed can be arranged."

On the way there, the Clown Trio made sure he told them everything that had happened with Eijirou since they left. It wasn't the worst.

.

“Wait, so you're telling me you gave him a wooden necklace and a dead deer and you expected him to just get it?” Kaminari practically yelled around the dinner table, making Katsuki regret ever telling them about his recent issues with Eijirou. He couldn’t even remember how it came up. “What is wrong with you? There's nothing romantic about any of that!”

“Shut up! It's damn romantic for Barbarians! How was I supposed to know people don't flirt in the same way everywhere?!” Katsuki argued. He couldn't believe he was defending that shitty culture, but he wouldn't let Kaminari insult him like this. “As if throwing a shitton of money at people is any better anyway!”

“Hey, that's only how rich people flirt,” Sero retorted. “Us common folk tend to focus on more sensible things like cheap-but-thoughtful gifts and compliments and doing things together like going to festivals.”

Katsuki's eyes snapped toward him. “Gifts like what?” he asked as realization dawned on him, creeping up like a vine.

“You know, flowers, food… small things you think they'll like,” Sero said.

So pretty much what Barbarians would do. What the hell was Kaminari's problem? Venison was plenty thoughtful!

But more importantly…

“Shit, I knew I shouldn't have trusted Sparkles,” Katsuki grumbled, burying his head in his hands. Of course what she thought as ‘childish gifts’ were just how normal people did things.

“Who is she again?” Sero asked.

“Baldy’s friend. She was some kind of fancy courtesan before she came to Castelmorn.”

“How fancy?” Kaminari asked, perking up immediately.

“None of your fucking business.”

“If she was mainly working with nobles and other rich people, it makes sense that her notion of romance is… different,” Jirou mused, ignoring the pouting Kaminari next to her. “Especially since her entire goal was to get money and expensive gifts from them.”

“I should've fucking known…” Katsuki sighed. “Good thing I didn't listen to her bullshit.”

“Yeah, it's probably for the best,” Jirou nodded. “But hey, we have plenty of experience with normal people flirting, so we can always help, if you want. And you said Kirishima liked your gifts anyway, right?”

Katsuki nodded, feeling a little better at the reminder. “Yeah, he just didn't get what I was trying to do, I guess.”

“So you'll have your chance when you see him again,” she concluded with an encouraging smile.

Katsuki let her words comfort him. That was why she was her favorite of the three. The other two were just useless. Entertaining sometimes—when they weren't being annoying—but fucking useless.

Katsuki would just sweep Eijirou off his feet when he got back. Hopefully, the idiot wouldn't have convinced himself that their almost-kiss at the festival was just a dream. Katsuki was going to kill him if he did.

But he'd worry about it later. For now, he had a dinner to finish and a journey to plan with the rest of the Clown Trio.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! Not much progress here but at least they'll soon be reunited! I didn't have the heart (or the inspiration) to keep them apart for too long

Also, I missed the date by 2 weeks but this story celebrated its first anniversary this month! Congrats to everyone who's been following me this long, you all are brave and true

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 54: Comings and Goings

Notes:

Time for some reunions, because I simply couldn't keep my characters separated for too long

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

With Camie spending the day in town, Eijirou had no choice but to stay with Inasa and work on his wind magic. Not that it was changing much, with how little progress Eijirou felt like he was making with flying these days. He was grateful for the opportunity to shift for a few hours, but he’d reached the limit of what he could do while staying close to the ground and he still couldn’t bring himself to go any higher. 

Good thing Katsuki was coming back soon. Hopefully, his friend would have another idea on the next step he could take. He’d mentioned going to the Golden Mountains before he left with Miruko, now that Eijirou thought about it. He wondered if it was still in the cards. Katsuki didn’t seem to like the idea, but the more Eijirou considered it, the better it seemed. The mere thought of being able to shift freely around people without risking his own safety was enough to put a dreamy smile on his face.

In the meantime, Eijirou would have to keep doing his best, and more importantly, hope that Camie would find a spice merchant in town today—something neither of them had managed to do in the past two weeks. It was like they were all avoiding Castelmorn ever since Eijirou had started looking for a pre-courting gift for Katsuki. Somehow, this fact was even more frustrating to him than his inability to fly higher than a couple of feet. Katsuki would be home soon, and Eijirou still had nothing.

With a frustrated sigh, Eijirou dropped his wind training and decided to tend to the garden for a little while. The summer sun was unforgiving, but at least, he’d learned from Inasa how to create a small breeze to cool himself down. It was the best trick Eijirou had learned so far.

With how frustrated he’d been recently, the garden had never been in a better shape. Weeds had been eradicated, pests seemed to be successfully kept at bay… But the good thing with plants was that there was always something to do, even if it was just checking on their growth and reminding himself of the importance of patience.

He was just back inside the house with his small harvest when he saw Inasa get up from his nap to welcome a group of travelers approaching the bridge. Eijirou watched him from the open window for a few seconds, wondering if he should go back to training or bask in the sun with his friend until Camie came back. Part of him wondered if Katsuki could be among the travelers, but he quickly dismissed the idea. Sure, he was supposed to be back soon, but Eijirou doubted that he’d travel with other people.

He changed his mind the moment he heard familiar voices outside. Laughing and bickering that sounded a lot like…

“Kaminari?” he asked out loud.

His suspicions were confirmed a few seconds later, when he heard Jirou call his name.

Eijirou couldn’t help it. Leaving his basket on the table, he rushed outside to see the group of travelers approaching the toll house. Just like he thought, Kaminari was here, Jirou and Sero by his side. And leading them, looking oddly relaxed despite his crossed arms, was Katsuki.

Eijirou’s smile turned into a grin as he ran to the group, calling their names excitedly. He was so happy to see all of them he didn’t even know where to start or who to greet first. For the past month, when he’d fantasized about Katsuki coming back, Eijirou always pictured himself jumping into his arms—whether his friend wanted to or not—but now, with his other friends present, he didn’t know what to do. He hadn’t seen them in months. Eijirou was just as excited to see them as he was to see Katsuki. Would it be weird to hug them all one by one? Who should even be first?

Unable to choose, he just stopped in front of them, cheeks hurting from smiling too hard, and said, “I’m so happy to see you all! I… How?”

“I found the Clown Trio right after completing the job. Assholes wouldn’t leave me the fuck alone,” Katsuki grumbled, pretending to be mad despite the tiny smile tugging at his lips.

“Bakugou said you guys would be leaving Castelmorn soon, so we had to come and visit!” Kaminari added with a bright grin.

“Soon?” Eijirou asked, surprised, turning toward Katsuki.

Katsuki sighed. “Miruko said it’d be safer to go to the Golden Mountains before the end of the month if we wanna avoid heavy rains, so…”

“Oh, I see…” Eijirou said, unsure how to feel about the sudden serious turn of the conversation.

“Unless you don’t wanna go?”

“What? Of course I do, I’d love to meet other shifters and be somewhere I don’t have to hide,” Eijirou protested. “But what about you? Do you want to go?”

“Doesn’t fucking matter,” Katsuki grumbled. “It’s the best way. And then I’m gonna leave that shitty place forever, so who cares?”

“Right, but…”

“Guys, come on! Don’t go ruining our happy reunion with all the serious talk,” Sero groaned.

“Yeah, you can do that later,” Kaminari nodded. “Now, you were saying something about missing us terribly, right, Kirishima?”

Eijirou chuckled. “Yeah, I sure did.”

In the end, Eijirou didn’t get to hug anyone. Something in the way his friends were acting made him feel like they’d never left. He could almost forget he ever missed them in the first place.

He listened to their stories from the trip and Kaminari’s complaints about Katsuki running them to the ground on their way here.

“My poor feet have never been so sore,” he said with a pitiful whine. “I swear I was going to die.”

“It was pretty intense,” Sero agreed with a good-natured smile. “Made me wonder if Bakugou is always like this or if he was just that impatient to see you.”

“Shut up, Elbows. That’s my usual rhythm,” Katsuki snapped.

“Yeah, Katsuki walks super fast,” Eijirou nodded. “But it makes you want to try harder too, right?”

“No, Kirishima,” Kaminari said, shaking his head. “That’s just you.”

“Yeah, it just made me want to rest extra hard in the evening,” Jirou agreed. “Good thing you’re the one usually traveling with him.”

“You’re just too damn weak,” Katsuki scoffed. “But at least you followed,” he added after a pause.

Eijirou couldn’t suppress a smile at the praise. He’d missed Katsuki so much…

Unfortunately, the trio couldn’t stay for dinner. There wasn’t enough room at the toll house to accommodate them and they still had to find an inn for the night. Still, it left them with plenty of time to catch up. It was so good to see them, Eijirou couldn’t stop smiling even hours after they left.

“Kaminari’s reaction to Camie was so funny, right?” he whispered as he settled next to Katsuki for the night.

“Yeah, I’ve never seen him trip over his words like that,” Katsuki snickered. “Not that the two other idiots were much better.”

“She was definitely enjoying it a bit too much,” Eijirou chuckled quietly, remembering the way she took every chance she had to fluster them further. All three of them.

She was so good at this it was almost scary, and for the first time since he’d met her, Eijirou had truly seen the most sought after courtesan in the capital she used to be. Looking at her flirting with other people—and the effect it had on them—Eijirou understood better why she was so disappointed when she first met Katsuki and him.

Katsuki nodded, already lying on his back. Eijirou found himself smiling at his relaxed state. He’d gotten used to his friend’s absence during the past month, but seeing him like this felt right. Even if he wasn’t the one who left, Eijirou still felt like he’d just come home.

He couldn’t wait to find the pre-courting gift he needed. With how warm and content he felt at the moment, it was almost tempting to kiss Katsuki right here and now, but…

He wanted to do things right.

“Too bad they’re not staying long,” he said, forcing himself to change the subject as he lay down next to his friend.

“They have a job and shit,” Katsuki shrugged. “Just enjoy their presence while they’re here.”

“I will,” Eijirou said with a smile, scooting a little closer. “But… if they stay in town to work, I’ll have to be the one going to them for a visit. That won't leave me much time to train.”

“D’you still need to?” Katsuki asked, turning to his side to face him.

Eijirou sighed. “I still can’t really fly. I know what I have to do, but just thinking about people seeing me…”

“Don’t worry about that shit,” Katsuki said. “That’s why we’re going to the Golden Mountains, remember?”

“Are you still sure about that?”

“Yeah. It’s not like we have a better option,” Katsuki nodded. His expression softened a little, and he added, “I can’t wait to fly with you.”

Eijirou melted at the words. “Yeah, me too.”

“Soon,” Katsuki said, eyes already fluttering closed.

“Yeah,” Eijirou whispered. “Soon.”

He’d never been happier to wake up in the middle of the night feeling like he was burning alive because he had a human furnace practically lying on top of him and refusing to let go.

Home, sweet home.

.

With a long trip to the Golden Mountains to prepare for, Katsuki barely had time to think about his next step in courting Eijirou. And much to his surprise, it felt pretty nice. Relaxing, even.

For the first time in months, Katsuki could just enjoy his friend's presence without wondering what he could do next to make his intentions clear once and for all. He still thought about kissing him often, but he didn't start over-analyzing everything like before, his mind working at full speed like a watermill during a flood, the overworked mechanism only one spin away from snapping.

When did that even happen? When did Katsuki start seeing Eijirou as another challenge to overcome rather than a trusted friend? Their relationship was great as it was, Katsuki shouldn't have lost sight of that.

Maybe the Clown Trio had been right when they said Katsuki should try to take a step back and let Eijirou figure things out on his own. He thought it was stupid when Jirou first brought up the idea on their way to Castelmorn, but he was feeling a lot better now. In the end, maybe Katsuki needed it for his own good. He hadn't realized before how exhausting his previous mindset had been.

He was not giving up, though. He'd start flirting with Eijirou again as soon as he could, and this break would only make him stronger! In the meantime, he let Eijirou have fun with the Clown Trio while he focused on their upcoming journey. He'd seen them enough for a lifetime during the past two weeks anyway.

Still, he was a little sad to see them go when they eventually found a caravan going west. With his and Eijirou’s goal being closer than ever, Katsuki wasn’t sure when he’d see them again, or even if he’d see them again. No amount of telling himself that he’d be home soon and that it was for the best could ease the uncomfortable twinge in his heart.

He made sure not to show it, however. He had a reputation to uphold, after all. Kaminari and Sero would tease him about it forever if they found out, and with his luck, they’d meet again in less than a year.

The thought almost brought a smile to his lips.

Obviously, Eijirou was the most emotional about letting his friends go. He hugged them all tightly and made them promise to stay safe, their gifts from the first time they parted ways clutched tightly in his fist. As they all wished him good luck in the Golden Mountains, Katsuki could have sworn he saw their eyes glistening. It seemed that Katsuki wasn’t the only one who was painfully aware that this might be their last time seeing each other.

Although they weren’t as close, Inasa was tearing up a little as they said their goodbyes. But to everyone’s surprise, the most vocal was by far Camie, who’d been whining and pouting the whole time. She’d been flirting with the Clown Trio mercilessly during their whole stay, and although she’d never let them spend money on her—or nothing more than a few drinks—it was obvious that she would miss having people to mess with. As much as she said she had no interest in going back to her old life, she’d clearly missed the thrill of having people completely under her spell.

Katsuki could respect that. Besides, watching the Clown Trio fumble every time Camie so much as batted her eyelids was hilarious.

“Come back soon, yeah? Don’t make ya sweet Camie wait!” she said as they walked away.

If their reaction was anything to go by, it definitely wouldn’t be the last time these four would see each other.

“I’m gonna miss them,” Eijirou said when they were out of sight, looking like a dejected puppy.

“I know,” Katsuki said.

“And we’re going to leave Camie and Inasa soon too…”

“We’ll be ready to go in a week at most,” Katsuki confirmed.

He wasn’t sure how to interpret Eijirou’s frustrated frown.

.

Eijirou didn’t manage to find a pre-courting gift for Katsuki before they left Castelmorn. Just like his friend had said, they were ready to go a week later, and not a single spice merchant had come to town during that time.

For the past few days, Eijirou had found himself hoping Katsuki would make another courting attempt that Eijirou could react to, finally leading them somewhere, but it didn't happen either. Katsuki was solely focused on maps and rations ever since he came back.

Maybe he should have listened to Camie after all, Eijirou thought as he gathered the last of their stuff. Maybe he should have let her teach him seriously how to flirt like her, so that Katsuki would realize Eijirou shared his feelings and was ready to take things further, and…

But there was no point thinking about it now. They were leaving in the morning. Katsuki had managed to get them both hired to protect a caravan going to Luug for a trade fair. It was mostly focused on fabrics, so Eijirou wasn't sure that he'd find the pre-courting gift he was looking for, but part of him was still hoping there would be other merchants selling spices somewhere. After all, Luug was a big city located on a major trade road. Almost everything going from the south of the country to the north and back went through Luug at some point. There was no way Eijirou wouldn't find spices there. He’d only have to convince Katsuki to stay for a day or two.

With the caravan crossing the bridge of Castelmorn early in the morning, they were sure to see Inasa before they left—and Camie had promised she'd get up to see them off before going back to sleep. But they wouldn't have much time for goodbyes then, so they spent their last night together sharing their last recommendations.

“Be careful on the road!” Camie said.

“Don't forget to water the strawberries and to check on the carrots!” Eijirou said.

“You two idiots better not let people walk all over you while we're gone or I'll come back and stomp you to death myself,” Katsuki said.

“Don't tempt me, big boy,” Camie replied with a low, seductive tone, making Katsuki sputter and Eijirou laugh loudly, forgetting about the lump in his throat at the thought of parting ways with more friends in such a short amount of time.

“I'll miss you two so much! You'll always be welcome here! Please come back and visit!” Inasa said.

Eijirou nodded in silence, with a clenched throat and misty eyes.

“We'll never forget you. Thank you so much for everything,” he said as soon as he felt like his voice wouldn’t crack too much.

“You were a great student! And our garden has never looked better thanks to you!” Inasa sniffled.

“Guys, don't go crying now!” Camie complained with watery eyes of her own. “We're still together, let's party! And we'll always be a posse, right?”

“Right, sorry Camie!” they both said in unison.

“Oh, before I forget, I hope you still have room in your bags!” Inasa said suddenly. “You still want something from us for your hoard, right?”

“Yes please!” Eijirou nodded, tail flicking excitedly behind him. He'd made sure to remind them a few days ago, so they had time to pick something they wouldn't miss.

They both left the table to rummage in their things, coming back soon after with their respective gifts: part of an old shirt he’d recently outgrown for Inasa, and for Camie… a jar of blackberry preserve.

“Don't look at me like this, Kiri, I can see the gears turning!” Camie laughed. “See the lil' square of cloth at the top? That's one of my fancy lady handkerchiefs! Peeps used to fight over them back in the city, y'know?”

“I can imagine,” Eijirou smiled.

“I know it's not how you know me, but all my normie clothes are kinda new, so I thought, if I put this old thing on our fruity babies, it can remind you of all the cool times we've had together, yeah?”

It was so thoughtful of her that Eijirou had to furiously rub his eyes before he could say anything.

“Thank you so much. It's perfect,” he said, throat tight.

“Sweet! Oh, and you can share the preserve with Bakugou, I won't be mad,” she added with a wink.

“How fucking kind of you,” Katsuki said, rolling his eyes.

“Yeah, I'm the best,” she grinned.

They spend the rest of the evening in a better mood, reminiscing about their time spent together.

Goodbyes were always hard, but if Eijirou had learned something from his multiple encounters with Kaminari, Sero, and Jirou, it was that some bonds were stronger than distance. And his friendship with Inasa and Camie was definitely one of these. Plus, the memories they had together were well worth the pain of farewells.

It didn't stop the sadness when they left the next morning, but it was a manly feeling. And as long as he had Katsuki by his side, Eijirou would never be truly alone.

.

For the next two weeks as they made their way to Luug, Katsuki tried to prepare Eijirou for their arrival in the Golden Mountains. He still sucked at speaking Barbarian, but he wouldn’t listen when Katsuki told him everyone understood Plainspeak and most people spoke it fluently in the area where they would stay. Much like the Barbarian nation being just a bunch of tribes sharing a territory and pretending to get along to scare off potential invaders, the language was mostly a bunch of dialects sharing the same roots. Sure, they were mutually intelligible, but traders from Yuuei came often enough that it was just easier to use Plainspeak.

“But it just feels more respectful to at least know the basics,” Eijirou whined every time Katsuki reminded him that he didn’t have to learn. “And I don’t want to feel left out.”

“You won’t be left out,” Katsuki retorted. “I’ll be with you the whole time.”

Still, it didn’t deter Eijirou, so Katsuki patiently tried to teach him the basics—and by ‘patiently’ he meant that he was only smacking him half as many times he wanted to. To think Eijirou used to say he sucked at Draconic…

“It’s nostalgic, isn’t it?” Eijirou said suddenly, as Katsuki tried to explain declinations for the tenth time that night. Teaching a language while they were keeping watch in the middle of the night probably wasn't the best idea, but Eijirou had insisted.

“What?” Katsuki grumbled. “You were a much better student with Draconic.”

“I know,” Eijirou chuckled. “Thanks for being so patient with me. But I meant… you teaching me Barbarian over a campfire like this? Reminds me of before we reached Diees and everything.”

Katsuki hummed. Eijirou was right, it did remind him of the time when his friend wasn’t even aware he was a dragon shifter. Katsuki had completely different worries, back then, like how to get Eijirou to finally tell him the truth about himself. A lot had changed since then, but somehow, Katsuki was struggling just as much.

“I’m a little nervous, you know,” Eijirou admitted then, his voice almost a whisper. “I’m excited to go there and meet people who’ll accept me just as I am, but… I’ve never left Yuuei before.”

“You’d barely left your small village before coming with me,” Katsuki pointed out. “And things went just fine.”

“They did,” Eijirou said with a tiny smile. “But it was still Yuuei. Things weren’t that different. Plainspeak is the common language, the culture is pretty much the same… It won’t be the same there. It won’t be… well… home.”

“Yuuei isn’t your fucking home,” Katsuki pointed out. How could a place that forced him to hide constantly be a real home for his friend?

Eijirou shook his head. “It is home. It’s the only one I’ve ever known.”

“It fucking sucks for you.”

“Yeah, it probably does…” Eijirou sighed, looking at the fire sadly. “That’s why I’m going to Maito with you. Partly. But… even if I hope to find a home there, it doesn’t mean that I will.”

“You will,” Katsuki said. There was no way people on Maito wouldn’t accept him as one of theirs. And even on the off-chance that they didn’t, Katsuki would make them change their minds.

Eijirou smiled at that. “Thanks. I’m nervous about being in a foreign place all on my own, but…” He looked up to meet Katsuki’s eyes, his expression so soft that it was hard to imagine he could basically turn himself into a rock. “It’s a lot less scary when I remember that you’ll be with me.”

“Of course I’ll be there,” Katsuki scoffed as he tried to stop himself from smiling. “There’s no way I’ll leave you alone with these mountain assholes.”

Eijirou huffed a laugh. “Are they really so bad?”

“In the Golden Mountains? They’re the fucking worst.”

“I thought Plains people were the worst,” Eijirou said, amused.

“Right… Maybe Barbarians are the second worst,” Katsuki conceded. “Says a lot about how fucking awful Plains people are.”

Eijirou snorted at that. “You just hate everything.”

“They objectively suck and you know it.”

“Then how come almost all of your friends are Plains people?” Eijirou asked with a challenging smirk.

“Not like I have a choice,” Katsuki retorted.

“Aha! So you admit that they're your friends!” Eijirou grinned triumphantly.

Katsuki huffed and looked away. Denying it now felt like a lie. He'd let Eijirou have this one.

“You never told me about your family,” Eijirou said after a beat of comfortable silence, eyes lost in the darkness beyond the campfire. “What kind of people are they?”

Katsuki’s expression soured. “Annoying. Fucking hypocrites.”

Just thinking about them made Katsuki want to turn around and look for another solution. Maybe he didn’t have to go to his tribe. Maybe if they stayed with another tribe far enough, the Hag would never find out that he was back.

“Sorry,” Eijirou said with a guilty look. “I should’ve known not to ask.”

Katsuki shook his head. He didn’t want to run away from that shit. “No, you’re fucking right. It makes sense you’d wanna know, since you’re gonna meet them and all.”

“Oh, right… I didn’t think of it that way, but I am going to meet your parents,” Eijirou said, looking genuinely surprised.

Katsuki barked a laugh. “You’re such a dumbass,” he said, punching his shoulder lightly.

“Don’t be like that, I was just too focused on the idea of leaving Yuuei!” Eijirou chuckled, pretending to be hurt. “Damn, I’m even more nervous now!”

“Why the fuck would you be?”

“I don’t know, I guess I want them to like me?”

“I don’t care what they think,” Katsuki grumbled.

Eijirou sighed. “Yeah, I know. But if we’re going to stay with them, it’d be better if they don’t hate me, right?”

“Maybe if they like you enough they’ll leave me the fuck alone,” Katsuki mused.

“Yeah, exactly! I can be your shield!” Eijirou grinned, knocking his fists together.

And just like that, Katsuki’s sour mood dispersed like clouds after a storm. For the first time in years, Katsuki could talk about his family without seething. He let Eijirou know about the Hag's legendary temper and the old man's quietness. He told him how the Hag met him one day, when she was on a hunt and he was on a hike, both coming way too close to the border, and she immediately decided to bring him home. The old man just accepted his fate and let her throw him over her shoulder and drag him to her parents, introducing him as her velshélumnar and no, it didn't matter that she'd met him just a few hours ago. Katsuki had heard this story so often that just thinking about it made him want to throw up, but even he had to admit that it was very representative of his shitty parents and a perfect way to give Eijirou an idea of what to expect from them—a loud, impulsive old hag who couldn't take no for an answer and a quiet man too weak to ever oppose her.

Still, as much as he hated the story, it was fun to see Eijirou laugh about it. Katsuki was almost not offended when his friend said he could tell where his temper came from.

For him too, the idea of being back in his tribe felt a lot more manageable when he remembered that his friend would be by his side.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! And good news to everyone who was excited for Kirishima and Bakugou to go to the Golden Mountains: it's coming soon!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 55: All Roads Lead to Romance

Notes:

Another calm Monday, which means another early-ish chapter

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Eijirou was nervous the day they reached Luug. According to Katsuki, it would be the last major city they’d cross before they reached the Golden Mountains. It was his last chance to find a proper pre-courting gift for Katsuki. He had to find something or else… Well, he'd probably find some pirkublam in the Golden Mountains, but that wouldn't be for a while.

Still, beneath the nervousness, he was excited. Luug was big. Bigger than Tosola or even Diees. Eijirou had heard a lot about it. He couldn't wait to see it!

“They better pay us quick,” Katsuki grumbled as they approached the gates. “I wanna cross the river before noon.”

Eijirou's bubble of excitement popped.

“We're not staying?”

“The fuck would we do here? You need your shoes repaired or some shit?”

“Uh… no?” Eijirou said nervously. “But I thought we'd stay for the day and maybe you could show me around?”

“Why would we do that? We have places to go.”

“But we're not in a hurry, are we?” Eijirou insisted, feeling increasingly desperate. “It's just a day, come on.”

Katsuki gave him an unimpressed look, but Eijirou refused to give in. This was for Katsuki's sake too!

Mustering his best pout, he gave Katsuki the sad puppy eyes that Camie insisted were his best weapon. He may not have let her teach him how to court Katsuki, but he still learned a thing or two from her and her interactions with Kaminari and the others.

Eijirou knew he had won when he saw Katsuki's frown falter. He just needed one last push, and he knew exactly what would work.

“Well… unless you don't think you're going to be a good guide,” he shrugged.

As useful as Camie's tips and tricks could be, Eijirou didn't need them to know which strings to pull to get what he wanted from his best friend.

“Fuck you!” Katsuki exclaimed instantly. “I'll be the best damn guide you could wish for! I'll show you around till you die!”

Eijirou grinned. “Thanks, bro! Just a day will be enough, I promise!”

When Camie had told him that the real reason why she loved being a courtesan was that it was fun to get all these rich and powerful people to do everything she wanted, Eijirou didn't think he'd ever get it. He'd been wrong. It wasn't the manliest thing to do, but he understood now how the rush of power could become addictive.

Of course, after Eijirou's challenge, Katsuki took his role as a guide very seriously. He dragged him through the tortuous streets, pointing out interesting buildings along the way, let Eijirou pause and marvel, made them stop at a nice tavern for lunch and told him all about the local specialties—mostly cured meats, much to Eijirou's delight—dragged him uphill to show him a breathtaking view of the city…

“Here, look,” Katsuki said then, pointing at the horizon once Eijirou had his fill of the city at their feet. “See, all the way there? That’s the Golden Mountains.”

Eijirou looked up and gasped. Far away, defying the clear blue sky, were huge mountains with white snowy tops.

“Wow…” he whispered. “So there's really snow up there?”

“Yeah,” Katsuki nodded.

“Even in summer?”

“All year round.”

“And that's where we're going?” Eijirou asked with a grin, turning toward him.

“Not all the way to the top, thank fuck,” Katsuki said.

“Oh… do people live there?”

Katsuki shook his head. “Humans, no.”

“Giants?”

“No. It's just harpies up there.”

Eijirou looked back toward the snowy mountains. “How come? I'd love to have snow all year round!”

“There's barely any food, dumbass,” Katsuki said. “Plus, it's cold, windy… and you can barely breathe up there. It's perfect for harpies. Not for humans.”

“Have you ever been there?”

“Once,” Katsuki nodded. “I wanted to see the view from the top.”

“It must be breathtaking,” Eijirou said, trying to imagine how far you could see from this high up.

“On clear days, yeah,” Katsuki said. “Would've been better if a bunch of harpies hadn't decided to pester me the whole damn way…”

Eijirou chuckled at that, but part of him was still flying over the mountains, high above the peaks, free and unafraid.

“I'll fly you up there,” he said. “It'll be fun. I bet no harpies will bother us.”

He turned toward Katsuki with a smile and met his friend's eyes. His breath caught in his throat at the intensity of Katsuki's gaze. He was looking at Eijirou like he was the most fascinating thing he could ever lay his eyes on. His posture was relaxed, his features free from any scowl…

Eijirou smiled at the sight. Camie was right. He'd seen this look dozens of times on Katsuki's face. How could he have never realized what it meant?

“You done watching?” Katsuki asked.

“Sure,” Eijirou replied, just a little breathless, unable to look away.

They walked downhill to a wide alley hosting a crowded market. Lured by the smell of grilled meat, Eijirou pulled Katsuki toward it, wondering if the fair starting tomorrow was the reason why so many people were here or if it was a normal thing.

There were so many things for sale that Eijirou didn't know where to look. Knives, jewelry, medicines, fabrics, food… Eijirou tried to stop at a stand selling wooden items, but Katsuki grabbed his hand then, dragging him away.

“Hey! I wanted to have a look,” he protested weakly.

“I don't wanna lose you in the damn crowd,” Katsuki grumbled.

Eijirou shrugged and followed him without further protest. He'd take Katsuki's hand over wooden knick knacks any day.

He tried to slow down again and steer them toward the stand selling the grilled meat he’d smelled earlier, so he could get a skewer to share with Katsuki, but once again his friend wouldn't let him. Shoulders squared, he dragged Eijirou away with quick, determined steps, never once stopping to look around, his grip so tight he was almost crushing Eijirou’s hand.

“Katsuki? Is something wrong?” he asked, worried, as he hurried to catch up with him.

Katsuki answered with a grunt. Whatever Eijirou wanted to say died in his throat when he laid eyes on his friend's face.

He'd never seen Katsuki look so pale.

“Alright, let's go,” he decided, quickening his pace until they were both power walking out of the market and reached a quiet square with a fountain.

Eijirou pulled his friend toward it and made them sit down next to the water.

Katsuki looked a lot better already when he grumbled, “Stop looking at me like this, I'm fucking fine.”

“You didn't look fine earlier,” Eijirou said. “What happened?”

Katsuki glared at him for a second, gauging his reaction, and deflated.

“I have this nightmare sometimes,” he admitted, looking at the people walking around the square like they were personally responsible for it. “I'm at a market and you're not there, and I slowly realize that it's because what's sold there is…” He paused, voice catching in his throat. Then, he gulped and continued in a whisper, “… it's you. Parts of you.”

Eijirou’s breath hitched at his friend’s words. “That sounds horrifying.”

“I fucking hate it,” Katsuki said. “And I didn't realize that the market in my dream was based on this one.”

“Oh…”

If Eijirou could show his wings right now, he'd wrap Katsuki in them. Instead, he did the next best thing and slid closer to his friend, leaning against him.

“It makes sense, I've always hated this place,” Katsuki muttered. “It's so damn crowded all the time…” He shook his head. “But it's fine. It just took me by surprise, I guess. Wanna go back for that meat?”

“Nah, I wasn't even hungry,” Eijirou said with a smile.

“Suit yourself,” Katsuki shrugged. They sat in silence for a bit, lost in their own thoughts. Then, Katsuki got up and said, “Alright, let's go. The bridge is closing in a few hours and we're not done with that damn tour.”

When he looked at Eijirou this time, there was no trace of the paleness from earlier. Eijirou nodded and grabbed his hand to get up, soon forgetting about the event as Katsuki continued to show him around.

Just before sunset, they crossed the only bridge across the river and found an inn at the edge of the small town spread out on the other side. It wasn't the best place Eijirou had spent the night in, but it was pretty cheap and he was too exhausted after his long day to be nitpicky. He knew he'd walked a lot more on his way to Luug than he did today, and yet, this was the most exhausted he'd felt in months. And judging by the way Katsuki was already asleep in his bed, he wasn't the only one affected.

He turned to his side to look at his friend sprawled on his own bed, smiling at the way the moonlight was playing in his hair and revealing his relaxed sleeping face.

Eijirou couldn't wait to court him properly. He couldn't wait to find a spice to…

Eijirou’s breath got caught in his throat. Every trace of fondness and exhaustion disappeared in a second like the reflection on the surface of a pond after a boulder had been thrown into it.

Spices! Eijirou was supposed to look for a pre-courting gift for Katsuki! It had been the whole point of spending the day in Luug! His tour of the place was only supposed to be secondary! An excuse to stay around a little longer!

Turning on his stomach, Eijirou buried his face in the slightly musty pillow and groaned at his own stupidity, a heavy pang in his guts. He hadn't even looked, he remembered, slowly banging his head on the too soft pillow. How could he be so damn stupid? How could he ever hope to successfully court Katsuki if he was so easily distracted?

Once more, sleep didn't come easy that night. But at least, he managed to avoid waking up Katsuki. He didn't want to imagine how things would have turned out if his friend had tried to ask him what was wrong.

For once, the problem wasn't that he was having a nightmare. Instead, he was living in one of his own making.

.

So far, Eijirou and Katsuki had been very lucky in their travels. It couldn’t last forever. And as much as Eijirou enjoyed the rain and valued its major role in keeping plants alive and thriving, walking for hours under a relentless downpour felt miserable. They’d walked barely more than half the distance they were hoping to cover for the day, but neither of them complained about it when they rushed into the first inn they found on the road and agreed to settle there for the night.

At this point, Eijirou didn’t even care that it might stop raining soon. All he wanted was to get out of his drenched clothes and warm up in front of a fire in dry ones. Hopefully, his boots would be dry come morning. Walking in wet shoes was the worst.

As soon as he’d felt the first raindrops, Eijirou had been extra careful to protect his bag. Still, now that he was out of his wet outfit and in a dry one, he wanted to make sure that the rest of his stuff had been spared by the rain.

The top layer was a little wet, but nothing that wouldn’t dry out during the night. Ignoring the rest of his belongings, Eijirou dug straight to the thing that really mattered: his precious hoard.

Since it was around the middle of the bag, he knew it must have been spared the rain, but he couldn’t help it. He had to be sure. And once he’d taken out the first few items, it was too tempting to take them all out and admire his growing collection. A soft smile on his lips, he sat down, cleared up a space on the floor, and arranged each of them one by one.

Soon, an array of colorful fabric was fanned out in front of him. Eijirou wondered why he hadn’t done it sooner. It was one of the most satisfying things he'd ever seen. His hoard looked so good like this… It was the first time Eijirou could admire it and actually feel proud of it rather than vaguely ashamed for his ‘weird fixations’.

He let his eyes wander, stopping from time to time on a specific item. Part of an old dress from his mother that had later clothed him and almost all of his siblings, the headband made from his baby parachute, a rag from Shizuka’s old apron, a belt made with one of his father’s shirts, the bottom of Katsuki’s cape, Kaminari’s handkerchief, Uraraka’s worn-out rag…

Something hit him when his eyes landed on Tokoyami’s old scarf, proudly displayed next to his gifts from Inasa and Camie: the last couple of things were from his friends.

His whole life, Eijirou’s hoard had solely consisted in items from his family. Especially his close relatives. He had a few friends, of course, and several people he cared about from the village, but he’d never felt the urge to add keepsakes from them to his hoard.

But now… almost half of his current hoard was from friends. He’d asked them because he couldn’t bear the idea of leaving without anything from them, and they’d all been happy to give him something, even if they didn’t understand why he needed it.

Eijirou had friends. Close friends. People who cared about him and accepted him just the way he was. He knew this, of course, but seeing the proof of their bond proudly displayed in front of him made everything seem more real.

He’d always been told that he couldn’t trust anyone. That no one would ever accept him if they knew he wasn’t human. That only his parents were trustworthy. But that wasn't true. His parents hadn’t been wrong about everyone, of course, but Eijirou now had eleven pieces proof that they weren’t entirely right either. And hopefully, it was only the beginning.

His vision blurred as he thought about how precious these bonds were to him. He blinked away the tears, trying to refocus on the hoard in front of him. Almost by instinct, he grabbed his piece from Katsuki and held it against his chest, sniffling. Eijirou had a hoard and he had friends, half a hoard’s worth of friends. He didn’t know what to do with all the joy the thought filled him with.

He looked up when he heard shuffling next to him and met Katsuki’s gaze. For a moment, he’d forgotten that they were sharing a room. Katsuki’s eyes weren’t soft—they never really were—but his friend was looking at him with an intensity that made Eijirou feel like the most important person in the world. It was like Katsuki was trying to dissect him to his very soul and commit every detail to memory.

Eijirou smiled through his happy tears, still clutching the piece of red fabric against his chest, and said wetly, pointing at his hoard, “I have friends. I never thought I’d ever have friends, and now I do, and I love them so much.”

He expected Katsuki to make fun of him for saying something so obvious, but he didn’t. He must have understood what Eijirou really wanted to say, the deeper meaning of this inane statement that he himself couldn’t quite grasp, something like ‘it’s all thanks to you, I wouldn’t have come this far if you hadn’t shown me that I wasn't a monster; that I wasn't alone; that I could trust people,’ because his focused look faltered for a second, like he, too, was overcome with such an intense emotion that it couldn’t be contained.

He knelt down to Eijirou’s level and said, each quiet word shaking his core like a small earthquake, “I’d give you the clothes off my back and tear my own heart out of my chest if it pleased you.”

Eijirou’s breath hitched. If he hadn’t been sure until now that Katsuki shared his feelings, all doubts would have been gone after this. Wiping his eyes quickly, he smiled and scooted a little closer, close enough to reach him.

“I prefer your heart right here, where it’s keeping you alive,” he said, putting a hand on Katsuki’s chest and feeling his heart hammering against his ribcage. “Besides, you know blood stains are a nightmare to clean up,” he whispered with a shaky smile.

Katsuki huffed a laugh at that. “You know it’s not–”

“Katsuki,” Eijirou interrupted him, looking up to meet his eyes. Katsuki fell silent, his previous intensity back in full force. “I’m sorry for making you wait.”

Katsuki tilted his head. Under his hand, Eijirou felt his heart stutter, like he couldn’t quite believe what he’d just heard.

“Yeah?” Katsuki whispered with a crooked smile, inching just a little closer so Eijirou could feel his next words against his lips. “You gonna make me wait now?”

Eijirou gulped, feeling like his own heart was going to beat right out of his chest. Could Katsuki feel it? With the way he was looking at him now, Eijirou wouldn’t be surprised. It was like his heartbeat was rattling the entire room.

Was this happening? Now? Without proper courting? Would Katsuki really be fine with this? Would Eijirou be?

“How long are you willing to wait?” he whispered, searching Katsuki’s eyes for an answer.

“As long as it takes,” he said with unwavering certainty.

Eijirou’s lips twitched into a smile at the confirmation. He wanted to do things right, but he didn’t want to make Katsuki wait needlessly. He didn’t want Katsuki to lose patience. But…

How long would it take for him to find a proper spice? Would it really be better to get a gift first? Wasn’t it unmanly to make Katsuki wait again? If he didn’t want this, if he really wanted Eijirou to give him a pre-courting gift before going further, Katsuki wouldn’t be leaning in like this. He wouldn’t be looking at Eijirou’s lips like he was hungry for them.

Maybe it didn’t matter so much that they did things in the right order. The moment felt right. It felt so, so right Eijirou could picture himself waiting and waiting and looking back on this moment when he finally had his gift and realizing that he should have kissed Katsuki now after all.

Eijirou gulped. He didn’t know how long had passed, but Katsuki wasn’t moving. He was still looking at him, close enough for Eijirou to make up all the details of his red irises, yet way too far for his liking. Eijirou’s lips were tingling. They were Itching, in a way, but instead of the urge to shift, Eijirou wanted to close the distance between them and feel Katsuki’s mouth against his.

He licked them nervously under Katsuki’s watchful, intense gaze.

“Well…” Eijirou whispered, his mind made up. His voice felt incredibly loud in the heavy silence of the room. “I think you’ve waited enough.”

Before he could overthink himself out of it, he closed his eyes and leaned in further until he felt Katsuki’s lips against his.

The world narrowed down to just Katsuki as Eijirou felt a long shiver crawl up his entire body. It was happening. He was kissing Katsuki! Eijirou felt so giddy it took all of his willpower not to grin against Katsuki’s mouth.

For a moment, neither of them moved, unsure what to do. Kisses were supposed to be more than this, though. Eijirou had never kissed anyone before, but he’d seen them. It wasn’t just lips against lips, they were supposed to move, do something.

Slowly, tentatively, Eijirou tried to move his lips against Katsuki’s. It was a little awkward and the angle could be better, but the glide was easy and Eijirou felt little shocks at the slightest movement. He didn't know how much more he could take before melting into a puddle of joy. Katsuki seemed as lost as he was, but as always, he was quick to catch up, tilting his head and kissing him back harder.

Eijirou wondered if kissing would always feel as amazing as this.

When they separated, Eijirou’s heart was pounding in his chest like he’d just run for his life. He let out a shaky breath and opened his eyes to meet Katsuki’s gaze, just a little unfocused, all of its previous sharpness gone.

Eijirou smiled at the sight and bumped their foreheads together. “Wow…” he whispered, his mind bubbling like fizzy water. “I have… no idea what I’m doing.”

Katsuki pressed himself closer with an amused look, rubbed his nose against Eijirou's, and said, “You know, by shifter standards, we’re still kissing right now.”

Startled, Eijirou almost jumped back, but Katsuki followed. “W-What?”

“This is how shifters kiss,” Katsuki repeated.

“Oh… okay,” Eijirou said. The position felt oddly familiar. “It's nice.”

Katsuki smiled, slowly raising a warm, rough hand to cup Eijirou's cheek. “Yeah? You like it?”

Eijirou shivered at the contact, answering with a low purr as he leaned into it…

And froze.

He knew why this felt so familiar.

“We've done this before,” he whispered in disbelief. It was like Katsuki's 'almost kisses' that had Eijirou so confused a few months ago.

He looked up, worried, half hoping Katsuki would deny it, but he already knew he was right. Katsuki's expression was just a little tenser than before; just a little sadder.

“Yeah,” he said. “Sorry about that.”

“I… Why are you sorry?” Eijirou whispered, searching Katsuki's face for an answer.

“Because I’d been doing it for weeks and you had no idea what it meant.”

Memories of their first flight together flashed in his mind, happy laughter followed by tearful nights. Katsuki's behavior after that day made so much sense now.

“So you thought I'd kissed you, the day I… the day we escaped?”

Katsuki nodded.

“And you thought we were together that whole time.”

“I was fucking stupid,” Katsuki sighed. “I thought… Dragon shifters always kiss like this in public, so I forgot there was another way.”

Despite the guilt wrenching his guts, Eijirou couldn't repress the chuckle that erupted at the admission.

“Stop laughing, dumbass,” Katsuki growled, grinding their foreheads together with no effect. Eijirou could tell there was no heat in his words. “Like you can mock me after missing my entire damn courting.”

Eijirou's laughter died. “Right… I'm so, so sorry about that. I was so happy about your gift that I completely forgot Mina's lesson on courting.”

“So you remembered?”

“When you were away, yeah,” Eijirou nodded, noting idly that they hadn't stopped shifter-kissing this whole time. He huffed a laugh at the memory of his sleepless night, and added, “It hit me in the middle of the night. I was so mad at myself I couldn't sleep afterward.”

“Idiot,” Katsuki said with an amused smile. “Why didn't you say so when I came back?”

“I wanted to do things right,” Eijirou said. “Find you a good pre-courting gift and everything. But I couldn't find one.”

Katsuki's face fell, his hand lowering slowly. “So the market in Luug…”

Eijirou grabbed it and held it against his cheek. “Nah,” he said with a sigh. “I was so excited to spend the day sightseeing with you I had forgotten by the time we reached the market.” It pained him to admit how much of an idiot he'd been, but he couldn't let Katsuki believe it was his fault he didn't find anything that day.

Katsuki snorted. “You really are a dumbass.”

“Yeah, I know. I had another sleepless night when I realized my mistake, as you can imagine,” Eijirou smiled, squeezing Katsuki's hand fondly. “But at least I know what a kiss is.”

“Oh shut up,” Katsuki huffed, leaning back just enough to headbutt him.

Eijirou fell back with a laugh. “Ouch!” he said, rubbing it even though it didn't hurt. “Does that count as a kiss?”

“Who doesn't know what a kiss is now?” Katsuki replied with a smug look and a quickly reddening forehead.

“Riiight, right,” Eijirou smiled. “Enlighten me, then. So I don't accidentally kiss you. Or not kiss you. That would probably be worse now.”

“Definitely,” Katsuki agreed, and quickly explained what counted as a shifter-kiss.

“So… like this?” Eijirou asked, going back to their previous position: their foreheads pressed together, their noses brushing, their breaths mingling.

Katsuki nodded.

Now that he knew what it meant, Eijirou could understand the appeal. It felt incredibly intimate.

“I like it,” he decided.

“Yeah?”

“Hmm… I wish I knew you were kissing me back then.”

“Me too.”

Eijirou snorted. “Right, probably more than me. So… it didn't cross your mind to human-kiss me before?”

“Not until I remembered it was an option.”

“I don't know how you could forget. I've wanted to kiss you before I even realized I had feelings for you,” Eijirou admitted softly.

“Yeah, well… I always thought human kisses looked gross.”

Eijirou's smile fell. “Oh…”

“Not with you, dumbass,” Katsuki growled, pinching his cheeks. “You're never gross.”

“Awww, even when we were covered in sweat and ashes and leaves the night after we met Tetsutetsu?” Eijirou chuckled, not even trying to fight Katsuki's grip.

“Never,” Katsuki repeated with unwavering certainty. So manly…

“So…” Eijirou said, his expression softening as his eyes wandered back toward Katsuki's mouth, “wanna try human-kissing again?”

Katsuki's lips on his were the only answer.

Eijirou learned a lot more things that night. He learned how Barbarians flirted, how much better kisses could feel with a little more practice, what happened when dragon shifters had entered the actual courting phase…

Thankfully, it wasn't too late for Eijirou to find a spice for Katsuki. Courting wasn't as scripted after the pre-courting gift was accepted—and they both agreed that Katsuki's gift counted, even if Eijirou didn't understand what it meant right away—but a regular exchange of gifts was expected. Eijirou was determined to find something good in the Golden Mountains, both to make up for his previous mistakes and because Katsuki deserved nothing but the best.

They fell asleep in each other's arms that night, after spending the entire evening lying in bed, talking and kissing like nothing else mattered in the world. And as he let himself be lulled by Katsuki's steady breathing and the sound of the rain still pouring outside, Eijirou decided that whether or not his boots were dry in the morning, he had even more reasons to be thankful for the rain now.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I was so, so excited to finally post this chapter, you guys have no idea!

Fun fact: I wasn't planning for their kiss to happen now, so I had to write a whole pros/cons list to figure out whether or not to let it happen during this scene. And then, I struggled big time to write the actual kiss, as always. So I hope it was all worth it for you guys!
Fun fact 2: My notes included the words "MAKE PEOPLE EMO ABOUT A BUNCH OF RAGS". I hope it worked
Fun fact 3: I told myself they were going to kiss before we reached 250k words and as you can see, it was a REALLY close call

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 56: Sweet and Sour

Notes:

After all the emotions from last chapter, it's time for a little bit of peace and quiet

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Katsuki woke up to the feeling of lips against his cheek. Then his nose. His forehead. His ear. His neck. His neck again. His shoulder.

“Katsuki, wake up,” Eijirou said with a rough sing-song voice. “We have another day of walking ahead.”

Katsuki groaned, letting his partner continue his trail of kisses as he lay unmoving, thousands of butterflies fluttering endlessly in his stomach. Eijirou's new habit was disgusting. Katsuki never wanted to wake up in any other way—unless he got to be the one to wake Eijirou up, scratching his scalp gently until his partner woke up to the sound of his own purr.

Eijirou's lips went up again, running along his neck and under his chin until they reached the corner of his mouth. Katsuki turned his head slightly to catch them on Eijirou's next strike.

It was tempting to keep his eyes closed and rest for a bit longer, but he couldn't resist opening them to see the look on Eijirou's face. It was as sickeningly soft as the morning before. Katsuki couldn't bring himself to hate it.

Nothing much had changed since their first kiss almost two weeks ago. They got up in the morning—with plenty of kisses and sleepy hugs—ate a little something, packed up their things, and walked all day until it was time to set up camp for the night. The main difference was that they were more open now. Neither of them had any restraint anymore when it came to the other. Katsuki loved being able to stare openly at Eijirou and make him blush every time their eyes met. He loved hearing Eijirou tell him openly how manly he was and demand kisses every chance he had. He loved how all these things had been introduced to their routine seamlessly. He loved that despite all that, they were still themselves: best friends, partners, an invincible team.

He wished everything else could be this perfect. His relationship with Eijirou was, so far, but it wasn't enough to make Katsuki forget what was waiting for him at their destination.

The Golden Mountains were looming closer every day, tall, cold, oppressive, hiding the light of the morning sun… Katsuki hated them. He hated the familiar path, hated how he knew most of the plants around them and recognized the song of every bird now, hated feeling like he was going to meet someone he knew at any moment.

“The mountains are beautiful from up close, aren't they?” Eijirou asked, looking at them with an awed smile. “They're so tall, so majestic… It looks like I could touch the sky from up there!”

Katsuki answered with a grunt. He didn't want to ruin things for him, but he couldn't find any beauty in the massive blocks of yellow stone mostly covered in dark forests, green pastures, and cold white snow.

“I bet I'll get better at flying just by being there,” Eijirou continued, lost in a little world of his own that Katsuki didn't want to ruin. “It'll be awesome to fly over them, don't you think? I can't wait to do it in my full dragon form!”

Katsuki nodded, fists clenched. He agreed with Eijirou on this point at least, but it didn't mean he wanted to go.

“What's the plan again?” Eijirou asked, nudging him out of his thoughts.

“We'll cross the border as soon as we can so you can shift in peace. We go to Deku's place first because it's closer. Then, unless something's changed, we go to my old tribe and stay there until you can fly us to Maito,” Katsuki recited.

It wasn't the first time Eijirou asked. And even if it was, Katsuki kept repeating it to himself, as if anything would have changed since last time.

Deep down, Katsuki hoped something would. He hoped Deku would say something happened to his parents, to his tribe, that would force them to stay somewhere else until spring. But  Katsuki squashed that thought mercilessly. He didn't want to think that way about them, no matter how much they sucked. Plus, it would be like running away, and Katsuki refused to do that. He'd face this challenge head on and win like he always did.

He owed it to Eijirou, after all. He owed it to himself too. He didn't want to keep running away from his roots. This time, he was going to sever them for good. By the time he was back on Maito, he didn't want to even think about his old tribe. They didn't deserve it.

“Hey, I don't think you told me… what kind of people are they?” Eijirou asked suddenly.

“My tribe? I already fucking told you–”

“No, not them,” Eijirou said, shaking his head. “That Deku we're going to meet, I mean, and his family. He's the one Uraraka told us about, right? But she was calling him by a different name… Iku?”

“Oh, him,” Katsuki said, relaxing a little. “He's…” He paused. How could he even begin to explain Deku? “He was a kid from my tribe that kept following me,” he started. “Left to settle in a sedentary tribe at some point. His mother used to keep an eye on me when my parents had to leave for official shit and couldn't take me with them.”

“Oh, so he's like your brother!” Eijirou exclaimed with a smile.

“What the– No!” Katsuki sputtered.

Sure, Katsuki's parents looked after Deku, too, when Inko couldn't, but that was just normal stuff! Anyone could do that; she was just the first person his parents turned to. Why the hell did Eijirou immediately jump to that conclusion?

“Oh? It really sounds like it,” Eijirou said with an amused look, like he didn't quite believe him.

“Fuck you,” Katsuki spat. “He's a fucking nuisance.”

“And yet, you're going back to him first. We could just stay in the tent until we reach your old tribe,” Eijirou insisted.

“We need to confirm some stuff and I don't know anyone else in the area,” Katsuki grumbled.

“Yeah, that's what I'm saying,” Eijirou smiled.

Katsuki rolled his eyes.

“What's your problem with him anyway?” Eijirou asked then.

“I don’t have a fucking problem with him, he's just fucking annoying,” Katsuki retorted. “Always getting in the way even when I tell him to fuck off, acting like he fucking knows me…”

“Yeah, that’s what I’m saying,” Eijirou chuckled. “And if you two grew up together–”

“We didn’t!” Katsuki exclaimed. “I left for ten fucking years, remember? He doesn’t know shit about me!”

Eijirou sighed. “Right, I guess it makes sense. But you can’t hate him that much if you’re still choosing to pay him a visit.”

“I hate my parents and we’re still going to stay with them. That’s because we don’t have a fucking choice,” Katsuki pointed out.

“You do have a choice here, though,” Eijirou retorted.

Katsuki hated when he was right.

“His mother’s fine,” he admitted, pouting. “And I can tolerate Deku for a day or two.”

“Okay, fine,” Eijirou said, raising his hands in surrender. “What else can you tell me about him?”

Katsuki thought for a moment. “He’s into plants, apparently.”

“That’s what Uraraka told us, yeah.”

There was another beat of silence as Katsuki tried to find what else he could tell Eijirou about him. His annoyance rose when he remembered another fact. “He’s a…” He paused, unable to find the right word in Plainspeak. He wouldn't be surprised if it didn't exist at all. “His father was a dragon shifte–”

“What, really?!” Eijirou yelled with a wide grin. “He's like me? Why didn't you start with that? How come he was raised with humans, then?”

“You'd fucking know if you let me finish,” Katsuki snapped. “His mother is a human. And Deku can't shift at all.”

“Oh…” Eijirou said, disappointed. “Right, you said something about it a while ago. That half shifters are either shifters or not.”

“Yeah,” Katsuki nodded. “And his good for nothing father stopped being interested in raising him the moment he realized Deku wasn't a shifter like him.”

“Really? That's so unmanly!” Eijirou exclaimed, fists clenched. “How can you do that to your own child?”

Katsuki shrugged.

“Are all dragon shifters like that?” Eijirou asked in a low growl that would've sent shivers down Katsuki’s spine if the subject was anything but stupid Deku.

Katsuki shrugged again. He really wasn't sure. He could imagine some people on Maito doing the same thing, now that he thought about it, but… “It's not like Deku could have lived in a dragon city anyway."

“But you did,” Eijirou retorted.

“Yeah, because I'm fucking badass,” Katsuki said.

And because it was temporary and everyone knew it, a nasty little voice added. Katsuki swatted it like an annoyed cat.

“It's still unmanly,” Eijirou said with a frown. “And what about Deku’s mother? She couldn't have lived on a dragon either way.”

Katsuki grunted noncommittally, unsure how to tell his friend that Deku would have probably been taken away and raised by dragon shifters if he'd been able to shift. Or maybe he would have alternated, one year on the ground and one year in the sky. Eijirou clearly wouldn't like it, though, and he looked pissed enough as it was.

“It must have been hard for him,” Eijirou said after a beat of cross silence.

“For who?”

“Deku. Growing up without a father. And it can't have been easy for his mom either, obviously.”

“Why? She’s a good enough parent, and raising kids is sort of a tribe effort here anyway.”

“Oh, so people were fine with her being abandoned by her husband?”

“They weren't married, he was just some guy,” Katsuki corrected him. “I'm pretty sure he didn’t know he had a kid until he came back a year later or something. And I think he was a city-hopper too, so he probably changed cities and never came back.”

“And people were fine with that?!” Eijirou asked again, looking even more baffled.

“Why the fuck wouldn't they?” Katsuki asked, confused. “It's none of their business.”

Eijirou smiled at that. “You know, it's kind of refreshing,” he said. “Here in Yuuei, it's really frowned upon to have a kid outside of marriage.”

“Why does it fucking matter?”

“I don't get it either,” Eijirou said, shaking his head. “I mean, I understand why we think it’s important to have a stable relationship before you start having kids, but I don’t get why people look down on the person who’s been abandoned and not just on the one who ran away from their responsibilities. Barbarians seem much manlier in that way.”

“It's not hard,” Katsuki grumbled.

Why did every fact he learned about Plains culture have to suck even more than the last?

“Maybe Deku’s father would have stayed if getting married before having kids was the norm for you guys…” Eijirou said thoughtfully.

“I don’t see the point in staying if you don’t fucking want to,” Katsuki retorted.

“It’s the honorable thing to do.”

“It’s still fucking stupid. It’s just gonna make everyone involved miserable.”

Eijirou shrugged, still deep in thought.

“You don’t have a problem with Deku because of that, though, do you?” he asked suddenly.

“For the last time, I don't have a fucking problem with him! He's just useless.”

Useless, and yet his mother never gave him away. Useless, but always welcome in his old tribe even after Inko and he left. Useless, and yet chief Shouta offered several times to take him to Maito for a bit to make him feel included in his father’s culture despite his inability to shift. Useless, but he still had a home everywhere and Katsuki didn't.

“Your tribe could be your home too if you just let it,” he used to say.

Fucking useless Deku, always following him like a lost puppy and yammering about that shit like he knew better.

“Fine, I guess I'll make my own opinion when I meet them,” Eijirou sighed. “And you're sure they'll be fine with us staying, right?”

Katsuki nodded. He just couldn't picture them turning him down, no matter how inconvenient it was for them. Besides, they weren't planning to stay long.

“Great! I hope we won't be a bother,” Eijirou said. “Oh, do you think we should bring something? If they're going to let us stay with them, it would be better to show up with a gift.”

It took Katsuki a while to explain that it didn't matter and that doing things to help around was more important than gifts, even useful ones.

“Anyway, stop questioning me. Who's the etiquette specialist now?” he concluded, punching Eijirou's shoulder playfully when his partner still didn’t seem convinced.

“No offense, but you're kinda rude,” Eijirou said with a smile.

“Not by Barbarian standards,” Katsuki retorted. The Hag had drilled manners into him for years before he left, after all. “If you try to follow Yuuei rules, you'll be the rude one.”

“Really?” Eijirou asked with big, incredulous eyes that told Katsuki he was going to believe everything he was told.

“Or people are gonna eat you alive,” Katsuki amended. “That's more likely.”

“You guys eat people?!”

Katsuki stared at him for a second, expecting Eijirou to be joking. He burst out laughing when he saw his partner’s genuinely shocked expression.

“Not literally, dumbass!” he cackled.

“Oh, right. Yeah it makes more sense,” Eijirou said with an embarrassed chuckle. “I don't know what I was thinking.”

His expression softened when he met Katsuki's eyes, like always when he saw him laugh. Katsuki grabbed his face and gave him a quick shifter-kiss, knocking their foreheads together with a little too much strength before releasing him. Eijirou didn't even flinch and continued walking, asking him about Barbarian etiquette, a slight blush on his cheeks.

As Katsuki told him about whatever basic rules he could remember off the top of his head—the most important being “take what you want first, then let people challenge you for it if they don’t agree”—the Golden Mountains felt closer than ever. Torn between Eijirou's earnest eyes and the prospect of going back to his shitty tribe, Katsuki felt like a war was raging inside him: a merciless battle between lead and butterflies.

.

Katsuki really didn’t feel like crossing the border through the main road. If he did, the guards would probably recognize him and run to tell the Hag or something. Besides, he knew the forest at the bottom of Deku’s village well enough. They might cross paths with a patrol or something, but the borders were pretty lax these days. Yuuei and the Golden Mountains tribes had been at peace for more than a century now. They weren’t exactly on friendly terms, but Yuuei had learned the hard way to leave them the fuck alone, so Plains people just seethed in silence about all the “wasted potential” of the mountains these days. As if they could do better when they couldn’t even invade them properly.

As they reached the forest, Katsuki took out the little bell he’d dug out of his stuff in the morning and attached it to his belt.

“What’s that for?” Eijirou asked, curious.

“It’s to make sure we don’t run into bears or something like that,” Katsuki explained, carefully looking for a trail to follow. “Warns them that we’re coming.”

“Aren’t they more likely to attack if they hear us? And what if a patrol finds us? I really think we should cross the border normally.”

“Relax, no one will give a shit,” Katsuki said as they walked deeper into the pine forest, dark and dense yet still familiar. “And that’s not just any bell. It’s a shifter bell. They usually wear them to warn hunters that they’re not actual animals, so they don’t get killed by accident.”

“Oh, that’s cool! I never thought about that before,” Eijirou exclaimed. “And it keeps the predators at bay too?”

“Obviously. Imagine you’re a fox trying to attack a rabbit, and suddenly it turns into a whole human ready to kick your ass,” Katsuki said, lips twitching when Eijirou snorted at the mental image. “They’ve learned to avoid that sound like the plague. So it’s good for safe travels.”

“That’s amazing! So you’re always safe as long as you have one?”

“Depends how desperate the animal is,” Katsuki shrugged. “But it works well enough. And if a patrol’s around, they’ll just assume there’s a shifter nearby.”

“That’s smart,” Eijirou smiled. “And very manly of you to give them a chance to avoid you. I thought Barbarians wanted to fight everything. Like Miruko, you know? I can totally see her run into a boar by accident and just strangle it with her bare hands for fun.”

Katsuki snorted at the thought. He could see that, too. “They do,” he admitted. “But on their own terms. It sucks to go foraging and have to deal with a whole damn bear just because you spotted the same patch of mushrooms.”

“I can imagine,” Eijirou said. “I almost had to fight a wolf once because it got lost in the orange trees and I accidentally cornered it. Good thing it found an escape route, it was terrifying.”

“I bet you’d have won,” Katsuki said.

Eijirou laughed. “I’m glad I didn’t have to find out! I couldn’t harden that well back then, remember?”

“I bet you’d have won anyway.”

Eijirou smiled like he was flattered but didn’t believe him, but he didn’t protest further. It was good enough for Katsuki.

Soon, the trail went up, steep and uneven as they started their real climb up the mountain. When they reached the other side of the forest a few hours later, they could see the whole plain behind them. Eijirou immediately paused to admire the view.

“Wow, it’s amazing! We’re so high up already, but the top of the mountain is still so far!”

“Welcome to actual mountains,” Katsuki said.

“I’ll tell Uraraka you said that in my next letter,” Eijirou replied with an amused smile. “I bet she’ll come all the way here to kick your ass for insulting her mountains.”

“I’m right and you know it,” Katsuki retorted.

“I have to admit, they’re really something,” Eijirou said, his gaze lost on the horizon once more. “Hey, is that the village we walked past this morning? It looks so tiny now!” he added, pointing at a group of houses looking smaller than Katsuki’s thumbnail in the distance.

“Yeah,” Katsuki confirmed. “See the big house near the center?”

“I think?”

“That’s the inn. My old man’s family owns it.”

“Really?” Eijirou asked, turning toward him with a surprised look.

“Yeah. I think his sister runs it now or something.”

“And you didn’t even stop by to say hi? We could have spent the day there, if you wanted. It wasn’t a big detour.”

“Why the fuck would I want to do that?” Katsuki scoffed.

His old man’s family wasn’t his tribe, sure, but it didn’t mean he wanted to see them. The inn had been a nice place to run to when his tribe became too much, at first, but Katsuki stopped going when he realized his aunt always ratted him out to his parents, pretending she ‘didn’t want them to worry about him’. As if they fucking cared. If she wanted to get rid of him, she should have just fucking said so.

“Well… they’re your family,” Eijirou said.

“Yeah, exactly. Now stop fucking around and let’s go,” Katsuki said, turning around to walk away.

Eijirou sighed when he walked past him, but followed him without a word.

They continued climbing through the meadow covered in lush grass and wildflowers. Eijirou looked like he couldn’t stop smiling as he kept pointing at various flowers and asking Katsuki what they were.

“And you used to make fun of me for not knowing about lemons,” Katsuki said, shaking his head as he stopped Eijirou from eating poisonous berries.

“It’s not my fault your toxic plants look so edible,” Eijirou pouted. “And I’m still making fun of you for the lemon thing.”

He had the nerve to laugh when Katsuki punched his arm. Katsuki still forgave him because he was cute as fuck.

Eijirou’s enthusiastic smile came right back when they encountered another plant he’d never seen before. To think he’d said just a few weeks ago that he was nervous to leave his country, and now, Katsuki had to grab his hand to make sure he didn’t stray too far. Eijirou was such an endearing dumbass. Katsuki had never thought he’d want a cute partner, but he had to admit that Eijirou’s positivity made him feel a lot better about being here. Seeing him marvel at every little thing, Katsuki found himself looking at his surroundings with a new appreciation. Eijirou was right: no matter how Katsuki felt about the people there, the Golden Mountains were damn beautiful.

His good mood soured again when they reached Deku’s village. It was pretty much the same as he remembered it: sparse little cottages made out of wood and stone, bigger wooden storehouses on the outskirts, and a town hall in the center. A typical Barbarian village for a sedentary tribe. The mere sight made Katsuki’s insides churn. He’d promised himself he’d never come back, and yet here he was.

“Oh, it’s so pretty!” Eijirou exclaimed next to him, a bright smile on his face. “Look at all these flowers, they’re beautiful!”

Katsuki answered with a grunt, feeling himself relax a little at the sight of his partner’s joy. His eyes were sparkling with wonder as he dragged Katsuki with him, impatient to see it up close.

The place had, indeed, even more flowers than Katsuki remembered. They were everywhere: along the small rock walls separating the cottages, on each side of the paths, around the storehouses… And they weren’t just any flowers, Katsuki realized: some were used in medicine, others in cooking, the ones around the storehouses were known to repel pests…

He sighed. Fucking great, Deku was nowhere in sight yet, but he could already feel the nerd’s presence all around him. He hated it just as much as when he’d left. He’d just arrived, and he already couldn’t wait to leave.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! This chapter probably isn't the most exciting but hey, Midoriya is coming soon so that's going to be fun!

With this, we're now officially leaving the RomCom arc and entering the Family Drama arc

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 57: A Spice of Home

Notes:

Sorry I'm a lil late, I got distracted by work and also ~*~Heatwave~*~
My place is a heat trap, it's not even that hot but it's been accumulating heat for weeks now. I think I'm experiencing a literal slow burn

Anyway, enjoy this unusually long chapter!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

If Katsuki remembered correctly, Deku and his mother lived a short walk from the center of the village. Ignoring the stares from the handful of people outside, Katsuki dragged Eijirou in the general direction of their cottage, looking resolutely in front of him.

The place was easy to find: it was the one surrounded with even more plants than the others. He couldn’t see Deku from the outside, but standing by the side of the house, hanging laundry on a clothesline, Katsuki recognized the small, plump form of Inko, the nerd’s mother.

He froze when he saw her, unsure what to do. He hadn’t seen her in years. She didn’t expect him. He knew he was going to see her and yet, he still felt caught by surprise.

“Is it here?” Eijirou whispered next to him.

Katsuki nodded in silence.

“So… should we say hi?” Eijirou asked a little louder.

It was enough to make Inko notice their presence. She turned around, mouth open in a warm greeting that never came out. Her eyes widened when they landed on Katsuki and she dropped the shirt she’d been holding. Her hands flew to her mouth, like she couldn’t believe what she was seeing.

At least he didn’t have to wonder how to get her attention now.

“K-K-Katsuki… is that you?” she asked in Barbarian, tears already filling her wide green eyes.

“Yeah, I’m back,” Katsuki replied, struggling not to shift awkwardly from one foot to the other.

He knew this was going to be embarrassing, but nothing could have prepared him for this moment. Especially when Inko (predictably) burst into tears.

“Izuku! Come here!” she called, tears streaming down her face.

“What is it, mom? Do you need help with the laundry?” a voice came from the back.

Eijirou’s hand, still in his, was the only thing that prevented Katsuki from turning around and leaving. Not that he’d let anyone realize that. He wasn’t the kind of coward who ran away from awkward situations, damn it! No matter how tempting it was.

It became even more tempting when a small, muscular man with a mop of green hair came out and reacted exactly like his mother. Same shocked expression, same hands flying toward his mouth, same fucking tears…

“Kacchan, is that you? I… Ochako said she’d met you, so I knew you were alive, but I didn’t think you’d ever come back here and maybe something happened and…” he said, words flooding out of his mouth like the water pouring out of his eyes.

Fucking crybaby family…

“Yeah, yeah, whatever. I’m alive, I’m here, don’t make a big deal out of it,” Katsuki grumbled.

“Uh, Katsuki?” Eijirou whispered next to him. “What’s going on?”

“This is Inko and Deku,” Katsuki said, glad for the distraction. “They’re always like this, don’t mind them.”

“Oh, okay,” he said, still looking at them like he couldn’t believe his eyes. “Um… Hi, I am Kirishima,” he added in a heavily accented Barbarian, raising a hesitant hand.

“You even brought a friend!” Inko exclaimed in Plainspeak, smiling through her tears. “Sorry, Kirishima, we didn’t mean to ignore you. It’s just that we haven’t seen Katsuki in so long…”

“No worries, I know it’s been a while,” Eijirou said with an embarrassed chuckle. “Uh… Nice to meet you?”

“It’s a pleasure to meet you too,” Deku said, frantically wiping his face—a futile effort, given the amount of tears he was still leaking. “Oh, but don’t just stand here, come in!”

They were quickly ushered inside while Inko finished hanging the laundry. The main room was pretty much how Katsuki remembered it: warm, just on the right side of dark given the small amount of windows, and full of flowers. As soon as they sat down around the small wooden table at the center of the room, Deku started buzzing around them like a damn fly, fussing and muttering under his breath.

“Stop doing that, damn it!” Katsuki snapped. “And stop your bawling, you’re still leaking all over the damn floor!”

“Sorry, Kacchan,” Deku sniffled. “You’re right I’ll just… I’ll be back with tea. Uh… Kirishima, what do you like? Something herbal? Floral? Fruity?”

“Anything is fine, really,” Eijirou said, obviously unsure how to deal with the nerd’s nervousness.

Katsuki realized then that he hadn’t stopped holding Eijirou’s hand this whole time, and squeezed it in comfort.

“They seem happy to see you,” Eijirou whispered when Deku left to busy himself in the small kitchen.

“This is fucking embarrassing,” Katsuki sighed.

“No, no, it’s cute,” Eijirou assured him. “They seem really nice.”

Katsuki didn’t reply, dropping Eijirou’s hand instead to lean on the table and rest his chin in his palm.

“I was really surprised when Ochako said she’d met you, you know,” Deku said as he walked back inside the main room, three cups of steaming liquid carefully balanced on a small platter. “Oh, Kirishima, this is a blend I’ve been working on, please tell me what you think. Kacchan, yours is this one. I thought you might like it, since you’ve been away for so long and…”

Katsuki tuned him out as he grabbed his cup and smelled it to find out what it was. He almost let a content smile slip as he recognized the strongest aroma: there was pirkub in this blend. Flowers, probably. They were less spicy than the seeds and their taste was easily lost when cooked, but they made delicious herbal tea. The first sip burnt his tongue, both because of the temperature and the taste, and warmed his entire body as it went down to his stomach.

Damn, he’d missed this.

“So you still like it?” Deku asked, looking at him with a hesitant smile.

“Shut up, Deku,” Katsuki muttered, forcing himself to focus on his drink so the nerd couldn’t ruin it.

“Hey, don’t talk to him like that,” Eijirou frowned.

“Oh, it’s okay,” Deku assured him. “Kacchan is always like this, I’m used to it.”

“That’s even worse,” Eijirou said, sending him a reproachful glare. “Anyway, thank you so much for the tea, De-uh… What should I call you? Katsuki and Uraraka call you different names so I’m not sure what you prefer.”

“You can call me…” Deku hesitated for a second and sent a quick glance in Katsuki’s direction, nervous. “You can call me Midoriya,” he concluded. “Actually, Ochako told me about you too. I was surprised to hear Kacchan had made such a good friend while he was away.”

“Eijirou isn’t my friend,” Katsuki corrected him immediately. “He’s my velshélumnar.”

Deku gasped. And of course, Katsuki's announcement had to come just in time for Inko to join them inside with an empty basket and drop it.

He knew Deku and his mother would make a big deal out of it, but he didn’t expect them to burst into tears again in unison. Next to him, Eijirou was staring at them with wide eyes and a hesitant smile. They were the fucking worst…

“Get a grip, damn it!” he exclaimed, just a little softer out of respect for Inko. “You’re making Eijirou uncomfortable!”

“Sorry, Katsuki,” Inko sniffled. “We’re just so happy for you.”

Deku nodded vigorously, trying once more to wipe his face and handing a handkerchief to his mother.

Before things could get even more embarrassing, Katsuki gulped down the rest of his cup and stomped toward the kitchen to find something to do. He couldn’t stay in this damn room any longer.

“Katsuki, don’t be rude!” Eijirou hissed as he walked away.

“Oh no, don’t worry, Kirishima,” he heard Inko say from the kitchen. “Katsuki is like a second son to me, I’d be offended if he started acting like he doesn’t belong here.”

He drowned out the rest of the conversation as he tried to remember where everything was in the kitchen. Dinner was still a few hours away, but Katsuki knew he could keep himself busy until then. He wasn’t proud of himself for leaving Eijirou alone with two strangers, but he wasn’t worried: they were all so friendly there was no way they wouldn’t get along.

“So, what can I do to help?” Eijirou asked a few minutes later, while Katsuki was assessing the ingredients he'd found. “Katsuki said it’s polite to help around the house. Right?”

Katsuki shook his head at that. Eijirou had told him that guests offering their help was rude for Plains people—something about making the host feel like they couldn’t take care of guests in their own house—but he couldn’t believe his partner would still doubt him.

“Oh, sure!” Deku said “I’m not surprised Kacchan briefed you on manners, that’s so him,” he added with a chuckle. “You two are going to stay the night, right? Then how about you help me set up your bed?”

Katsuki ignored the rest of the exchange when he heard Inko join him in the kitchen.

“Is there anything you want to make for dinner?” she asked.

“Something spicy,” Katsuki said without looking at her.

“You know that doesn’t really narrow it down,” Inko replied with a soft chuckle. Katsuki couldn’t suppress a smile at the reminder. He’d missed Barbarian cuisine. “Anything specific? I can get a chicken, or… Oh, I can ask our neighbors for some mutton! They owe us a favor.”

“Sounds good,” Katsuki nodded, still staring at the ingredients. “Stew?”

“I’ll let you pick. Do you still remember where everything is?”

“For the most part.”

She paused for a moment, seemingly satisfied, but before she left, she turned around and said, “Oh, by the way! We have chili peppers now! You still love them, right?”

Katsuki’s head snapped toward her for the first time since she entered the room. “How the fuck did you get your hands on those?” he barked.

They only grew on the other side of the ocean, on a continent the dragon shifters alone could reach. How the fuck did they end up here?

“Izuku left with the dragon shifters to study foreign plants some time ago,” Inko explained, her words igniting Katsuki's anger like oil on a fire. “He was gone for two years but the plants he brought back are growing really well here! Oh, but I’ll let him show you later. I’m sure he’s excited to tell you all about it!”

Blood boiling with rage, Katsuki only managed to answer with a grunt.

That fucking nerd… How dared he do that behind his back? What, did he want to steal Katsuki's life after he was gone?

Oblivious to his souring mood, Inko left with a last cheerful, “Anyway, I’ll be back soon. Make whatever you want in the meantime!”

It was a testament to Katsuki's growth that he managed to cook two whole side dishes without completely destroying the kitchen. It didn't do anything to calm him down, however. He didn't think anything could, at this point.

He was almost done when Eijirou came to join him. As expected, Inko still wasn’t back, probably caught in a conversation with the neighbors. He was considering starting something else when he heard heavy footsteps approaching and a pair of strong arms wrapped around him like it was the most natural thing in the world.

Resting his chin on Katsuki’s shoulder to have a better look, Eijirou asked, “So, what’s for dinner?”

Surrounded by Eijirou’s warmth and steady energy, Katsuki felt some of his tension leave instantly. It wasn’t enough to stop the anger raging inside him, but he didn’t feel like he was one wrong move away from exploding, at least.

“You’re really tense,” Eijirou remarked once Katsuki was done with his curt explanation of what he was cooking.

Katsuki answered with a grunt and a roasted vegetable shoved straight into Eijirou’s mouth, both to shut him up and to test the spiciness of the food. He refused to use the damn peppers, but there was still pirkublam. And although it was tempting to put as much as he wanted to make up for the years of scarcity, he didn’t want to make something Eijirou wouldn’t be able to eat.

“Katsuki, it’s so good!” his partner exclaimed. “My mouth is on fire and I can’t feel my tongue but I love it!”

“Good,” Katsuki said. “There’s gonna be mutton with that, if Inko ever comes back from her ‘quick stop at the neighbors’.”

“Oh, so running a quick errand by the neighbors and ending up gossiping for hours is a universal thing, huh,” Eijirou chuckled. “My mom always does that too.”

“She better not be telling everyone I’m back…” Katsuki grumbled.

“She probably is, though,” Eijirou said. “Unless you asked her not to.”

Katsuki sighed. He should have. Inko wasn’t the best at keeping secrets, but it would have been better than risking her making rounds around the whole village to tell everyone about his return. It only increased the chances of the Hag or his old man finding out before he was ready to go to them.

“Fuck…” Katsuki muttered under his breath. People didn’t really know him here, so there was a chance that she wasn’t sharing the information with everyone she knew, but just thinking about the possibility made him want to blow up.

“It’s okay, they would have found out sooner or later anyway,” Eijirou said. “It’s a small village after all, and other people saw us already.”

Katsuki didn’t answer, focusing on putting the food away from the fire to let it cool down instead. Eijirou managed to follow him without loosening his grip, staying plastered to his back while Katsuki moved around.

“Our bed is gonna be great, by the way,” Eijirou said once they reached their destination a few steps away. “The blankets here are so soft! Like yours but… well, not as worn out, obviously.”

Right, Katsuki’s was getting old, but none of the blankets he could find in Yuuei was as warm as his, so he never tried to replace it.

“Oh, and you won’t believe what happened while I was making the bed with Midoriya,” Eijirou continued with a chuckle. “He asked me if I knew what a velshélumnar was and, well, you never explained so I wasn't sure. So he got all worried, asking me if I realized you said you were basically planning to marry me!”

Katsuki tensed at that, his anger rising like boiling milk even as his whole body shook with Eijirou’s laughter. He was going to throttle Deku. How fucking dared he assume Eijirou didn’t even know they were together?

“Fucking nerd…”

“Hey, don’t be mad, he was really nice about it,” Eijirou said, poking his cheek. “Besides, with all the times I misunderstood you, he could have been right. It’s like he saw right through me!”

Katsuki answered with a grunt. He still wanted to storm out of the kitchen and kick Deku’s ass. He knew it wouldn’t make things better, but it was tempting. Eijirou’s weight on his shoulders was the only thing stopping him.

“It’s cool that Barbarians have a specific word for this,” Eijirou remarked, squeezing him a little harder as if he knew what Katsuki was thinking and wanted to keep him in place. “Someone you know you’re going to be with… It’s so manly!”

Of course Eijirou would think that.

When Katsuki couldn’t muster more than another grunt in response, he sighed.

“Look…” he started.

Katsuki squared his shoulders, getting ready for an argument; almost wanting to have a reason to fight with Eijirou and have an outlet for his pent-up anger.

But instead of whatever Katsuki expected him to say, Eijirou offered, “Let’s spar.”

It threw Katsuki off enough that he forgot to be angry for a second.

“The fuck? Now?”

“Yeah! You’re done cooking for now, right? And you’re still missing half of dinner so it’s not like you can do more.”

Katsuki wiggled out of Eijirou’s embrace just enough to turn around and face him, ready to chew him out for pitying him. Eijirou was smiling at him, no trace of the sadness or exasperation he’d been expecting on his face.

“Think you can force me to show my scales?” Eijirou asked with a challenging grin.

This time, Katsuki mirrored his expression.

“You’re on, let’s go,” he said, grabbing Eijirou’s wrist to drag him outside, just far enough from the village that they’d be able to have some fun without disturbing people around.

Katsuki noticed Deku following them outside curiously but chose to ignore him. He wouldn’t let the nerd ruin his moment with Eijirou.

“Actually, I’m nervous again,” his partner whispered once they stopped and got in position. “You’re sure I can shift, right? It’s really safe?”

“Of course it’s safe,” Katsuki replied. “It’s why we came all the way here, remember?”

“Yeah, but maybe we’re too close to the border, or–”

“Hey, Deku,” Katsuki called the nerd, deciding that if he was going to be here, he might as well make himself useful. “What do we do to shifters here?”

Deku stared at him with wide eyes, confused. “We, uh… don’t try to pet them unless they say we can?”

“And what do we do to dragon shifters?”

“Oh, you mean… trade? We don’t really do it to them, though, so I’m not quite sure what you mean, unless…”

Katsuki stopped listening and focused on Eijirou instead. “See? It’s safe,” he mouthed.

He shook his head at his partner’s teary eyes. How did he end up surrounded with a bunch of emotional criers?

As soon as he’d successfully fought back his tears, Eijirou got in position. “Alright, let’s go!” he said, knocking his fists together.

It was all the signal Katsuki needed to jump toward him with a pair of explosions and take his first swing at him. He grinned when Eijirou blocked it, feeling like he was breathing for the first time since he set foot in the village. Being able to act on his anger and let it out on Eijirou felt liberating, especially when his partner had asked for it. He could take everything Katsuki threw at him with a grin, and Katsuki knew it. Hell, he even had the energy to taunt him so he’d go harder. He was fucking perfect.

They soon fell back to their usual rhythm of hitting, blocking, counter-attacking, and evading. Fighting Eijirou had become a lot trickier now that he knew how to use wind magic, but fortunately for Katsuki, he rarely tried to turn his own wind against him like Inasa always did. And today, Katsuki could tell he was staying on the defensive to let him blow up his pent up frustration while he was pacing himself.

Smart.

Katsuki was already out of breath when he noticed the first red scales on Eijirou’s arms. As much as he complained about neglecting his earth magic, his hardening had become a lot stronger than when they first met, and he could take huge explosions without needing to shift. Still, his hardened scales were much tougher than his hardened skin, and as soon as the first ones appeared, it was easy to continue painting every bit of exposed skin bright red until only tough scales remained, glistening in the sun like rubies and garnets.

Katsuki could have stopped then. He could have stopped as soon as he noticed the first scales, even. But he still felt some of his rage boiling inside him and he refused to stop until it was all gone or Eijirou yielded. And neither had happened so far.

He vaguely heard Inko announcing her return at some point, but she didn’t call for them, so Katsuki kept focusing on the fight, forcing Eijirou to do the same.

He fought until his whole body was shaking and he could barely stand. Somehow, Eijirou was still on his feet, out of breath but mostly unscathed. Good. If he kept going like this, one day, he’d be able to beat Katsuki just by letting him exhaust himself while trying to break his armor. It would make for a boring fight, but what a victory it would be! Not that Katsuki was planning to ever let him win this way.

“Feeling better?” Eijirou panted when Katsuki finally stopped attacking and sat down to catch his breath.

He held out a hand for him soon after, and Katsuki took it without hesitation, hoisting himself up.

“Yeah,” he said, somehow managing not to fall on his partner. “I win, though.”

Eijirou looked down at his scaly arms and smiled. “Yeah, I guess you did,” he said, turning all of his scales back into skin.

“Thanks for that.”

“I knew all you needed was a manly fight,” Eijirou said. “Oh, do you have a name for that?”

Katsuki nodded. “It’s called mastkeln. A fight to let out your negative emotions.”

“Of course you have a name for that,” Eijirou said with a fond smile. “And of course it barely has any vowels.”

“Maybe we’d have more if Plainspeak didn’t hoard them,” Katsuki retorted.

Eijirou chuckled. “I’m pretty sure that’s not how languages work, Katsuki.”

“Oh, so you’re a language scholar now, huh?” Katsuki said, making him laugh hard enough to put his sharp teeth on full display.

“Well, I’m glad I could help,” Eijirou said then, still smiling.

“Um…” Deku said suddenly, taking them both by surprise. Katsuki had completely forgotten that he was here. “If you’re done fighting, Mom said we can eat now.”

To his surprise, Katsuki didn’t even feel bothered by Deku butting in. How long had it been since he’d last felt so neutral toward him? He’d tried to fight him years ago, hoping that he’d stop feeling this way, but it hadn’t been enough. Deku had nearly won that day, proving that he was more than the weak nerd Katsuki was used to, and yet, it only made him resent him more. Something was missing, back then. Maybe Katsuki had found it now and he was finally ready to stop being annoyed by the nerd's mere existence.

Good riddance. Now that he was feeling calmer, he realized that he hated his hatred toward Deku more than he hated the nerd himself, these days. Hopefully, Deku wouldn’t ruin Eijirou’s work in the next hour or so.

“It was an amazing fight!” Deku blabbered while they walked back to his place. “Kirishima, what kind of magic did you use? Was it earth magic?”

“Yeah, I’m a natural earth mage,” Eijirou confirmed, hardening an arm to show him. “It’s pretty much the only thing I can do with earth magic, though.”

“It’s really impressive! And you can block all of Kacchan’s explosions with this? How long does it last? Can you block everything?”

“Stop pestering him, Deku,” Katsuki grumbled, surprising himself with how little heat there was in his words.

“No, no, it’s fine,” Eijirou said with a smile.

They reached the cottage while he explained how his natural magic worked. As expected, the conversation was cut short the moment Eijirou saw the feast Inko had prepared for them. She’d clearly worked hard to pick up where Katsuki left off, and damn if his own mouth didn’t water at the smell of her food. He’d forgotten how great a cook she was.

Katsuki nodded approvingly when Eijirou didn’t hesitate more than a few seconds to follow everyone else and reach for what he wanted without asking first. He didn’t seem comfortable with it, but it would come with time. He wasn’t doing too bad, all in all, until he finished filling his plate and grabbed one of the roasted vegetables with his hand.

The slap came before Katsuki could even think about it, not harsh but still firm enough to make him drop it back in his plate.

“Don’t do that, idiot,” he hissed.

“Oh no, that’s fine,” Deku said as Eijirou asked him what was wrong with a confused look.

“We know manners are different in the plains, don’t worry,” Inko added.

“Different how?” Eijirou asked, still looking lost.

“You’re supposed to use your knife whenever you can,” Katsuki explained. “It’s rude to eat with your hands.”

“But it’s fine, Kirishima, really,” Inko insisted while Eijirou’s eyes traveled from his hand to the food to the knives in everyone else’s hands.

“Oh…” Eijirou said slowly. “So that day, when you ate with my parents…”

“What about it?” Katsuki asked.

“You were actually being super polite!” Eijirou exclaimed, staring at him with wide eyes, a smile slowly forming on his lips. “My parents thought you were being so rude, but you were eating like a true Barbarian gentleman, weren’t you?”

Katsuki groaned at the reminder. He hadn’t been invited anywhere in so long back then that he’d defaulted to what he knew best and only realized his mistake when he saw the weird looks he got from Eijirou’s family. Dragon shifters didn’t care much about manners as long as everyone had enough to eat, but Barbarian manners had been drilled into him for years.

Eijirou laughed at his reaction. “Man, I can’t believe it. You were being so polite the entire time and I only realize it now!”

“How do you even remember that?” Katsuki grumbled, shoving a still laughing Eijirou.

“It’s the day I met you, of course I remember!” Eijirou said. Katsuki looked up just in time to see his fond smile falter for a second.

Before Katsuki could figure out what had made him react this way, Deku asked, “How did you two meet?”

“It’s a funny story, actually!” Eijirou said, lighting up once more.

“I started traveling with him because I knew he was my ticket home, and then things happened,” Katsuki explained quickly.

“Hey, don’t skip all the good parts!” Eijirou protested with a chuckle.

“What do you mean by ‘your ticket home’?” Deku asked curiously. “I don’t remember Mitsuki setting any condition–”

“Not there, dumbass. Home,” Katsuki interrupted him, pointing upward to make himself extra clear.

Their hosts’ faces fell immediately.

“Oh…” Inko said weakly, trying her best to give him a smile. “So you’re not here to stay.”

“Of course not,” Katsuki scoffed. “What, after the way I left, you really thought I came back to introduce Eijirou to my parents and settle here with him?”

She did. They both did, Katsuki realized before he even finished his sentence. Inko was visibly fighting off tears now, and Deku was struggling to keep a neutral face. Fuck, how did they manage to be so wrong? What the hell were they thinking?

“I guess we never asked why you came back, so we just assumed…” Deku muttered.

“W-Well, it’s okay,” Inko said with a trembling voice. “I’m sure Mitsuki and Masaru will love having you for however long you’re staying. And they’ll be so thrilled to meet Kirishima!” She paused for a second, lower lip trembling, and asked weakly, “You are going to see them, aren’t you?”

Katsuki sighed.

“Yeah, we’ll be out of your hair tomorrow or something.”

“Oh no, you can stay as long as you want!” Inko exclaimed. “It’s just… your parents missed you so much, so…”

Ha, what a fucking joke. Katsuki stabbed a piece of meat and stuffed it into his mouth, focusing on the burning taste to avoid thinking about whatever she was insinuating.

“So, um… K-Kirishima, you’re a dragon shifter then?” Deku asked with a forced smile in a poor attempt to save the conversation.

“Yeah!” Eijirou nodded, jumping eagerly on the occasion to change the subject. “Oh, but I didn’t even know until recently, it’s kind of a long story.”

Thankfully, the tale of how Eijirou found out he was a shifter kept them busy until their stomachs were full and their plates empty.

“Wow, it’s quite the story you have,” Deku said once he was done, looking fascinated. “I hope you’ll enjoy your stay on Maito, then. I lived there briefly, too, and I’m sure everyone will welcome you and Kacchan with open arms!”

Damn. Right… it's how the nerd got the peppers, Katsuki remembered somberly.

“So you finally took Shouta up on his offer? How come?” he asked, surprised by how calm he felt about it now. The food and exhaustion from earlier probably helped. And since his emotions were so stable, he might as well get this over with and hear the nerd out.

Deku flinched at that, probably expecting him to be on the verge of blowing up. Katsuki was just as surprised that he wasn’t.

“W-Well, you see… After you left, I realized that I wanted to see the world too. And I kept thinking about you and everything that happened since we were kids and I thought… I wanted to do something, I guess? So I trained with the Earth Trackers for a bit, and, well, I didn’t learn much in terms of moving rocks, but I’m good enough at applying earth magic to plants now!”

“Wait, you’re an earth mage?” Eijirou asked.

“I learned, yes,” Deku nodded. “Not much, but enough for what I wanted to do with it.”

“I get you, man, moving rocks really isn’t my thing either,” Eijirou said. “But I didn’t tell you earlier, I learned how to use earth magic for plants too, to help on my parents’ farm! Maybe we can share tips!”

They both beamed at the idea, and once again, seeing Eijirou so happy was enough to keep Katsuki’s emotions mostly under control. Why did it matter that Deku had learned some kind of magic while he was away? Good for him. It made him less useless.

“So you learned earth magic and then what?” Katsuki asked, deciding that he’d waited long enough for the rest of the story. With how talkative the two idiots were, they’d never move on without a push.

“Oh, sorry Kacchan,” Deku said with a sheepish look. “So I told Shouta the next year that I’d like to stay on Maito for a little while and hopefully visit a few places, if they didn’t mind flying me up and down, and they said yes! I’ve learned a lot of very interesting things about agriculture in different parts of the world, it was fascinating! I have so many notes from my travels!”

“Why didn’t you stay?” Katsuki wanted to know.

Why would anyone choose to go back on the ground after getting the chance to live in the sky?

“Oh, well… I felt that I was done with my research and I didn’t want to leave Mom all alone,” Deku said with a nervous smile. “And also… um…”

“What?” Katsuki barked.

Deku sighed, lowering his eyes. “I was… I was super scared of heights,” he admitted.

Katsuki’s growing irritation vanished in a second. “You… what?”

“I was scared of heights!” Deku repeated louder, blushing furiously. “Look, I can’t fly, and we’re not meant to live so high up, and it was so windy all the time, and I know I had a parachute and everything and someone would have come to catch me if I fell, but…”

Katsuki burst out laughing, exploding in mad cackles at Deku’s explanations. “I can’t fucking believe you!” he wheezed, ignoring Deku’s wide, incredulous look. “I can’t believe you’re half-dragon and fucking scared of heights, this is too fucking good!”

“I know, it’s so embarrassing,” Deku groaned, burying his face in his hands. “I like to think I wouldn’t be so scared if I had wings, but…”

“Can you fucking imagine? Dragon Deku trying to fly and panicking because the ground is too far down!” Katsuki cackled.

“Yeah, yeah,” Deku muttered, still smiling a little. “Everyone was surprised when they realized how uncomfortable I was. Apparently, they didn’t expect it after dealing with you for so long.”

“Of course, I wasn’t a damn chicken like you,” Katsuki said, remembering fondly the way everyone had to stop him from climbing everywhere when he first came to live with them, wild and unafraid even though he hadn’t yet learned how to fly.

“So I heard, yes,” Deku said. “Anyway, I was gone for two years but I spent one year in the… you know, the other big continent? The one that looks like wings?”

“Yeah, the one with the chili peppers,” Katsuki nodded.

“Exactly! They had lots of great plants there and mountains like us, so I stayed to learn how to take care of them and I managed to bring them back here,” Deku said with a bright grin, eyes sparkling with excitement. “It’s too dark now but I can show you tomorrow, I have special plots for them and everything!” He paused for a second, as if remembering who he was talking to, and added more hesitantly, “I mean, if you want to, of course.”

Katsuki had to swallow back the immediate ‘fuck you’ that was dying to come out of his mouth. It must have been easy to see on his face, though, because Deku immediately shriveled and Eijirou grabbed his hand under the table, grounding.

“Yeah, I’d… You can show me tomorrow,” Katsuki said curtly. “And I guess I’ll try your damn chili peppers. I swear if they’re not as spicy as I remember…”

Deku’s face lit back up immediately, eyes sparkling like it was the best thing anyone had ever told him.

“You’d do that? Thank you so much! No one around here has ever tried the originals, obviously, and I really, really wanted someone who knows the taste to try them! And you’ve got such a great sense of taste, Kacchan, I don’t think there’s anyone better suited for the task! Of course, they’re gonna be a little bit different, since the soil composition isn’t the same, but…”

Katsuki tuned him out, gripping Eijirou’s hand hard enough that a lesser man would have winced. Instead, Eijirou just hardened his hand and let him crush it harder, staring at Deku ranting with an amused smile, like nothing was happening under the table.

Katsuki didn’t know if it was the long day, the crazy whirlwind of emotions from the past few hours, or Deku’s muttering, but he suddenly felt exhausted. He tried to fight it, to focus on Eijirou’s warm hand and the hard wood of the stool, but the moment he closed his eyes, he was done for. He should have known it was a bad idea when he realized he didn’t even have the strength to tell Deku to shut up.

“I think we’ll go to bed, it’s been a long day,” Eijirou said some time later, bringing him out of the sweet haze of his half-asleep state. “I’ll help you clear the table.”

When Eijirou’s hand left his, Katsuki forced himself to take a deep breath and get up to help as well. Staying awake was easier once he was moving and soon, he’d settled in the soft bed Eijirou had made for them, having even found the energy to warm some water for them to clean up a little.

“They’re really nice,” Eijirou said as soon as he was lying by his side.

Katsuki grunted, already half asleep.

“And they seem to really love you too. I know you don’t like it when I say things like this, but it felt like I was meeting your family.”

Katsuki frowned at that, eyes still closed. He didn’t mind Eijirou’s comparison this time, too exhausted to really care, but it reminded him of earlier. There was something he’d wanted to ask Eijirou.

“Earlier,” he said, opening his eyes again and trying to herd whatever focus he still had for one last effort. “You looked sad, when you talked about the day we met. Why?”

He could barely see Eijirou in the dark, but between the uncomfortable rustling next to him and his tone when he finally spoke, Katsuki could tell he was wearing the same expression as before.

“Oh, it’s just… I realized that it was the last time I had dinner with my family,” he said. “I had no idea back then, but it was the last time we were all gathered and…”

There was a beat of silence. Katsuki forced himself to move a little to avoid falling asleep. Maybe he should have waited until the next day after all…

Eijirou sighed. “I miss them, I guess. I wonder how they’re doing.”

“Wanna write them another letter? We’ll have to send one to Cheeks anyway, so she knows where we are.”

Eijirou shook his head. “I don’t think it would help. It’ll probably go on its own.”

Katsuki nodded. “Suit yourself,” he said, stifling a yawn.

Eijirou chuckled at that. “Go to sleep, you’re exhausted.”

Katsuki hummed in response and wrapped an arm around Eijirou to pull him closer. He really liked being able to do that. It felt so natural to kiss Eijirou’s forehead and let him guide them into a shifter-kiss, letting their breathing sync up until they both fell asleep.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I was so worried for a moment that I'd written myself into a wall after getting Bakugou so riled up, like "oh no, what will I do now? he won't accept softness when he's that pissed off" and then the solution came to me... Kirishima should let him kick his ass consensually.
Nothing like a good pounding to sort out your emotions! (- Famous Barbarian proverb that's either been poorly translated or very accurately translated, I guess)

And that, folks, is why I said it's better that they're done with the slow burn part before they reach the Golden Mountains!
(but also side note, I was initially going to make them kiss now or, like, next chapter so they WERE going to get together before leaving for Bakugou's tribe at least)

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 58: Pirkublam and Chili Peppers

Notes:

We're back to Kiribaku's adventures in the Golden Mountains, now with More Deku

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Eijirou woke up to a kick in the leg as a sleeping Katsuki apparently decided that he needed to take up more space. Chuckling silently, Eijirou let him do his thing while he continued to lie half on top of him. Soon, Katsuki found a position he deemed comfortable and stopped moving. Eijirou noticed the small rays of sunlight pouring from the window then.

It was tempting to stay here, tucked against Katsuki, enjoying the warmth of their bed and the comfort of his partner’s arms as he got more sleep, but… He sighed as memories from the previous day and a certain conversation with Midoriya resurfaced in his mind.

Unfortunately, he had more important things to do at the moment.

Slowly, he disentangled himself from Katsuki, smiling when his partner grumbled and pouted in his sleep. As always, he couldn’t stop himself from taking a moment to enjoy the sight of Katsuki’s vulnerable, sleeping form. How he'd managed to get someone as amazing as Katsuki to love him was still beyond Eijirou, but he was done doubting himself now. After all, Katsuki had proved time and time again that he thought Eijirou was worth all the trouble he was making for the two of them.

And that was why Eijirou had to stop daydreaming while looking at him and leave their bed. Shaking himself from his reverie, he got dressed and walked out of the room to find Midoriya having a quick, silent breakfast. He gave Eijirou a nod and pointed at the food, inviting him to sit down and help himself.

“Did you sleep well?” he whispered. “I hope you weren’t too cold, I know Plains people aren’t used to mountain temperatures sometimes.”

“Don’t worry. With how tired I was, I think I could have slept through a snowstorm,” Eijirou chuckled as he cut himself a slice of bread and looked around for something to put on it.

“Here,” Midoriya said, passing him a big dark jar. “Mountain honey. You should try it, it’s really good.”

Eijirou accepted with a nod, curious to try the famous Barbarian honey he’d heard so much about.

It only took one bite of honey-slathered bread for him to understand why Uraraka loved it so much. More liquid than the honey he was used to, it also tasted a lot more flowery. It was like an explosion of flowers and sweetness in his mouth, with just enough sourness to give it a nice kick. It was completely different from the thick, sweet, herbal one he grew up with, but it was instantly catapulted right next to it in the ranking of best honeys he’d ever tasted.

“Uraraka wasn’t lying, it’s delicious,” Eijirou said.

“Oh, right, I always forget you two know each other,” Midoriya said. “She eats tons of it every time she comes.”

“Did we miss her by much?” Eijirou asked, knowing he wouldn't like the answer.

“Not really. Two weeks or so? I'm sure she'd have waited if she knew you two were coming.”

Eijirou sighed. Since they’d met her at around the same time last year, it made sense that she hadn't been gone for long. “How's she doing?” he asked, taking another bite of honey bread and listening to Midoriya as he ate the rest of his slice.

“You can have some more if you want, we have plenty of it,” Midoriya said, interrupting himself when he noticed Eijirou's empty hands.

Eijirou shook his head. As much as he’d love to keep eating and enjoying a quiet morning with Midoriya, they had things to do.

Midoriya seemed to understand, quickly finishing his own food and cleaning up after them so they could get to work.

.

“Welcome to my garden!” Midoriya announced with a bright smile as he showed Eijirou a beautiful, lush patch of land. “Well, it's just part of my garden, technically, but it's where I do most of my experiments.”

Eijirou looked around in awe. He didn't recognize a single thing around him. There were small plants with what he assumed would be edible roots or tubers, low plants with big leaves that were growing some weirdly shaped melons, shrubs covered with smooth red fruits of various shapes…

“Most of the plants here are from that other continent I talked about yesterday. I thought it'd be better to keep them in one place—though, well, I have plenty of spares now that more people are growing them. Come, I'll show you around and tell you what to do. Thanks again for offering your help, there’s always so much to do in summer!”

Eijirou nodded, unable to tear his eyes from the sight in front of him.

“I can't believe you've managed to bring back all of these species. And they're thriving!” he said in awe.

“Oh, it was pretty hard and I’ve had many failures, but I learned a lot from the locals. They’re the amazing ones for domesticating them in the first place, really,” Midoriya said, blushing in delight. “And the Earth Trackers taught me a lot too, of course. I don't think I'd have managed to go this far without a bit of earth magic.”

“I know you already mentioned them yesterday but… who are these 'Earth Trackers'?” Eijirou asked curiously. He had so many questions the day before that he didn’t dare ask, but he couldn’t resist now that it was just the two of them.

“Oh right, you wouldn't know. Sorry for not telling you earlier,” Midoriya said. “The Earth Trackers are earth mage giants who specialize in…” He muttered a word in Barbarian with a frustrated frown and sighed. “... listening to nature, I guess? I don’t know if there’s a word for that in Plainspeak, but… giants need a lot of resources to live, so they have to be extra careful not to take more than their environment can provide, right? So the Earth Trackers’ job is to make sure that they don’t. They also warn us when the ground is unstable somewhere so we don’t get caught in landslides, they’re really amazing! Some tribes say they're meddlers, but those who listen to their advice are usually doing much better than those who don't.”

“And you got them to teach you their secrets?” Eijirou asked, impressed. “That’s awesome!”

“I didn’t ‘get them’ to do anything, they’re always happy to take non-giant pupils and spread their knowledge,” Midoriya chuckled. “You’ll probably meet them at some point, if you stay here long enough.”

“I'd love to! Oh, did you know we met a giant in Yuuei? I wonder if he’d want to meet them too.”

“Ochako told me about him, yeah. Your wind magic teacher, right?”

“Yeah, Inasa,” Eijirou nodded. “He was an amazing teacher! It's too bad that I couldn't shift safely in Yuuei and learn how to fly from him.”

“It's funny, though,” Midoriya said thoughtfully. “Giants are usually natural earth mages, and dragon shifters are all wind mages.”

“I guess it proves that it’s all about how you’re raised,” Eijirou shrugged.

“I think it’s fascinating,” Midoriya smiled.

They got to work soon after, still talking, and Midoriya insisted on making him try every ripe vegetable that could be eaten raw.

Eijirou really liked him. Being around him was easy, with how kind and accepting he was. He really didn't get what Katsuki had against him, aside from their complicated past. He wondered if his partner’s parents would be the same.

“Okay, I think we're done here,” Midoriya said some time later, wiping his brow and smearing dirt all over his freckled face. “We'll just need to get some potatoes for lunch and we'll be all set. Thank you so much for your help, Kirishima!”

“No, thank you for showing me around. I had lots of fun,” Eijirou grinned, surprised to find that he didn't mind showing his teeth to him. He tried to look for the anxiousness he was expecting and instead, he only found eagerness to find out what these 'potatoes' looked like—and more importantly, what they tasted like. “What are you gonna do with all these peppers, though?” he asked, pointing at the basketful of them they'd harvested together.

“Oh, lots of things,” Midoriya said. “Marinate them, turn them into a paste, dry them, grind them up… I can show you when we're home. And I'd say with all your hard work, you've more than deserved a small vial.”

“For free?” Eijirou said, surprised. “No way, you know I'd have helped you no matter what!”

“That was our deal, though,” Midoriya pointed out. “I said I'd give you a spice for Kacchan if you helped me in the garden.”

Eijirou frowned. Midoriya did say that the day before, while they were setting up the bed, but Eijirou had just assumed it was going to be pirkublam, something local and easy to find in these mountains. Not a completely foreign spice that wasn’t found anywhere else in the known world. It had to be worth a fortune, there was no way he could accept it for free! Besides…

“I thought I'd get a special discount or something, not that you'd just give it to me,” he said. “And it's supposed to be a courting gift, I can't just take it for free.”

“You've worked for it, it's the same thing,” Midoriya retorted as he pulled out what Eijirou had learned was a potato plant and gathered several small tubers. “Besides, you're helping me, too. I'm sure Kacchan wouldn't take it if I was the one offering, and I want him to have some. I mean, sure, he said he’d try some fresh chili peppers and it’s honestly a lot more than I expected from him, but I’m really not sure he’d accept a whole vial of dried ones from me, even if I made sure to offer it platonically, so… And he's the reason why I was so determined to bring them back here in the first place, you know.”

“Really? You did all this for him?” Eijirou asked, surprised.

“Not in a romantic way!” Midoriya exclaimed immediately. “Just… he was an inspiration I guess? I’ve always wanted to do something meaningful for my people, something only I could do, but without him, I don’t think I’d have found the courage to do more than just daydreaming. And I thought maybe, if he had something he really liked here, he'd be more likely to stay. If… if he ever came back.”

He looked so sad as he said the last part, it broke Eijirou's heart to think that he would be the one taking Katsuki away once more.

“You really missed him, huh?” he said.

“I'm used to him being away,” Midoriya shrugged, still looking awfully sad for such a neutral statement. “His parents are definitely the ones who miss him the most. They'll be so happy to see him!”

Eijirou bit his lip at that. Katsuki never told him much about them. Their mere mention seemed to be enough to ruin his mood, no matter how good it was.

“Say… what kind of people are they?” he asked as they walked back toward the house, hoping Katsuki would stay asleep for a bit longer. He felt bad for asking this behind his back, but he really needed to know what to expect. And after meeting Midoriya and his mother, he had a feeling that whatever he was told wouldn't be much help.

“Kacchan didn't tell you about them?”

“A little,” he said, remembering the stories Katsuki once told him. “But…”

“It was only bad things, wasn't it?” Midoriya said, looking sad again.

He sighed when Eijirou didn't answer. They weren't all bad things, but he had to admit that there weren't many good things either.

“I don't want to tell you what to think,” Midoriya said. “I know Kacchan doesn't get along with his parents, but they're like a second family to me. So all I want you to know is…” He paused to look Eijirou in the eye and put a hand on his shoulder gravely. “Whatever you've been told, you should try to make your own opinion.”

Overwhelmed by Midoriya's intense look, Eijirou only nodded. Midoriya nodded back, still looking awfully serious. It all vanished a second later when he changed the subject back to his plants.

Eijirou let him, wondering more than ever what he should expect.

.

Eijirou was done helping Midoriya around the house when Katsuki finally emerged out of the small room they’d slept in, looking especially grumpy and a little tired still, like how Eijirou imagined bears coming out of their dens in early spring.

He grunted at the Midoriyas’ pleasant greetings, nodding vaguely when Midoriya’s mother said she was about to start making lunch and asked Katsuki if he wanted to help her.

Eijirou smiled at the sight of his partner’s disgruntled face and sauntered toward him with a bright, “Morning, Katsuki!”

Katsuki just glared at him with a pout. “Where the fuck were you?” he demanded gruffly, arms crossed.

Eijirou’s grin got even wider at that. “What? Missed me?”

Katsuki looked away, still pouting, and Eijirou’s heart melted, both at the confirmation that he was right and at how adorable his partner looked when he was like this. Saying it out loud had earned him more than one exploding palm in the face, but he couldn’t resist.

“Well, I was helping Midoriya in the garden,” he said instead of teasing Katsuki—for once. “Figured we could do all the ‘gardening nerd stuff’ while you were asleep.”

That didn’t seem to convince Katsuki. Good thing Eijirou was keeping the best for last.

“Aaand I got something for you,” he added with a grin, taking out the little vials of top quality pirkublam and chili flakes he’d helped Midoriya crush earlier.

The way Katsuki’s mouth twitched into a smile under his furrowed brows didn’t escape Eijirou. Still, Katsuki just snatched them from his hand and muttered, “They better be good.”

“Of course they are! They’re made with love,” Eijirou grinned right before he was yanked forward for Katsuki to bump their foreheads together.

Eijirou was released barely a breath later, dizzy and blushing, as Katsuki turned his attention toward Midoriya’s mother and the ingredients she’d taken out. Eijirou watched him with a fond smile.

When he turned his attention to Midoriya, he saw him looking between Katsuki and him with a surprised and perplexed expression, like he was struggling to understand what he’d just seen. It wasn’t the first time Eijirou had seen this look. He’d even asked Midoriya about it earlier, while he was showing him how to crush dried peppers.

“S-Sorry, I don’t mean to stare, I promise!” he’d said. “It’s just… I don’t remember seeing Kacchan smile so much since we were little kids.”

Eijirou’s eyes went back to Katsuki, who was debating how to best cook the potatoes they’d harvested earlier. Even now, he looked a lot more relaxed than when Eijirou first met him. He was so far from the stiff, grumpy, constantly scowling Katsuki from a year and a half ago… The man he’d met among the lemon trees could barely handle human touch, never smiled, and couldn’t even take a joke. The one in front of him now was still the same manly and driven person Eijirou had chosen as his travel companion, but he’d come a long way since their first meeting. And so had Eijirou.

“I couldn’t believe Ochako when she told me how Kacchan was now, especially around you, but…” Midoriya had continued, pensive. “You really make him happy. I’m glad he has you in his life.”

“Yeah,” Eijirou had said with a soft smile. “So am I.”

With everything Katsuki had done for him since they first met, it was easy for Eijirou to miss all the ways he’d been there for Katsuki as well. Maybe their relationship was a little more balanced than he’d thought, after all.

And given how close Katsuki had been to regressing all the way back to the abrasive man from a year ago upon reaching the Golden Mountains, Eijirou had a feeling that he’d have to be extra supportive in the coming weeks.

Maybe it wouldn’t be that hard, though, he thought as he watched Katsuki grab a fresh chili pepper and bite it like an apple while Midoriya desperately tried to remind him that they were really hot. Eijirou winced when he saw him, the memory of the burning pain in his mouth from the little bit he’d tried earlier still fresh in his memory. He almost expected Katsuki to spit it out like he had with his first lemon, but instead, he just continued chewing it thoughtfully, like he was trying to analyze the taste; like there wasn’t a raging inferno in his mouth right now. His eye twitched a little, but it was the only sign that he was feeling anything.

“S’not bad,” he said eventually. He took another bite. “The taste is a little different, though. Kinda… earthier.”

“Y-Yeah, I think it’s the soil,” Midoriya said, eyes shining with what Eijirou assumed were sympathetic tears for Katsuki’s tongue.

“Still close enough to what I remember,” Katsuki concluded with an approving nod as he ate the last bit. “And just as hot.”

Midoriya sniffled, now obviously crying for very different reasons. “Thank you so much, Kacchan. I’m so glad you like them!”

“Don’t fucking cry now!” Katsuki snapped. “This ain’t over. You better not have fucked up the other things you brought back. If the potatoes suck, I’ll fucking choke you with them.”

Choked up with tears, Midoriya only nodded.

Between lunch and Midoriya spending the entire afternoon showing Katsuki his garden and his notes, the two of them occasionally talking about their own experiences, they ended up staying another whole day. It was almost time for dinner when Midoriya was done with his tour, and by then it was too late to leave.

Katsuki didn’t seem too bothered by this development. Eijirou wondered if it was because he was glad for the excuse to avoid his tribe for a day longer or if he was feeling better about staying with the Midoriyas. Given the hopeful glances Midoriya had been sending in Katsuki’s direction all day, Eijirou really hoped that it was the latter.

.

Eijirou was outside with Midoriya while his mother and Katsuki made dinner when they had an unexpected visit. A lone woman with long green hair and huge eyes arrived, carrying a strangely damp bag. Perched on her shoulder was what Eijirou was pretty sure was a frog.

She greeted them from afar in Barbarian. The frog let out what sounded like a disapproving croak at one of her comments.

“Hi Tsuyu! I thought you’d come tomorrow after all,” Midoriya greeted her in Plainspeak with a warm smile.

“It would have been a shame not to deliver these fresh, though,” she replied in a strangely croaky Plainspeak, seemingly unfazed by the sudden language switch. She handed him her bag and asked, “I hope this is enough?”

“It's more than enough, thank you so much!” Midoriya said, taking it to check its content. “You’re a lifesaver! Aquatic plants are really hard for me to get.”

While he was talking, she sent a curious glance in Eijirou’s direction. Eijirou raised a hesitant hand, grateful that Midoriya had immediately switched to a language he understood but still feeling a little guilty that he had to. Katsuki wasn’t lying, though: so far, everyone’s Plainspeak had been flawless.

“So, who’s your friend?” the woman asked.

“Oh, right, this is Kirishima,” Midoriya said. “He’s… Wait, have you ever met Kacchan?”

“I’ve seen him a few times,” she nodded.

“Well, he’s back!” Midoriya announced with a grin, radiating with joy. “And Kirishima is his…” He hesitated, like he wasn’t quite sure which word to use in Plainspeak.

“Partner. I’m his partner,” Eijirou said. “Nice to meet you, uh…”

“My friends call me Tsuyu,” she said with a friendly smile. “It’s nice to meet you too.”

Then, she raised her shoulder a little and said something in Barbarian to the frog that somehow managed to look disgruntled. It was behaving strangely, almost as if it could understand them. Almost as if…

Eijirou gasped when the frog jumped down Tsuyu’s shoulder, the familiar sound of a little bell jingling as it fell. She turned into a girl with long green hair before she even reached the ground. She looked around Shizuka’s age. Or more like… Shizuka’s age before he left. Which would probably make her around Shinra’s current age, Eijirou realized, unsure how to feel about that.

“Hi,” she croaked, raising a hand. “I’m Satsuki.”

“She’s my little sister,” Tsuyu added.

“You’re both frog shifters,” Eijirou whispered, eyes wide in disbelief.

This girl had just… She’d revealed herself so easily! She shifted right in front of him, a complete stranger, like it was nothing. Even after spending time around Mina and Tetsu, Eijirou still couldn’t believe that it was possible to be so open about it.

“Yes,” Tsuyu confirmed, looking more surprised by his reaction than her sister’s behavior. Was it because she was the one who told her to shift back to her human form to greet him? “Is that a problem?”

Eijirou shook his head in awed silence, still trying to process that these two girls were shifters and had no need to hide who they were. With Satsuki’s barely-present nose and the frog tongue peeking out between Tsuyu’s lips, they seemed proud of their nature too. Eijirou gulped, eyes stinging as he tried to process the scene in front of him.

Satsuki whispered something in Barbarian that Eijirou half-guessed meant “Izuku, what’s your friend’s problem?”

Eijirou tried to tell her that everything was fine, but he felt frozen, too overwhelmed with emotions to speak.

From the corner of his eye, he saw Midoriya send him a quizzical look. Then, his friend’s eyes widened and instantly filled with tears.

“Kirishima… You’ve never met another shifter who doesn’t have to hide, have you?” he asked, choking with emotion.

Eijirou nodded, sniffling a little. Midoriya’s words somehow snapped him out of his trance and he shook his head.

“Yeah,” he said, throat tight. He cleared it and continued, “Sorry, I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable. It’s just… I’m a shifter too, you see, but Yuuei is not… the best place for that. As you probably know.”

“I’ve heard rumors,” Tsuyu said. “And I take it you grew up there?”

Eijirou nodded.

“Is it really that bad?” Satsuki asked, curious.

Eijirou sighed. “They don’t trust anyone who isn’t human,” he admitted. “And the fact that I’m a dragon definitely made it worse.”

He expected the girls to react to his dragon nature, either with surprise or excitement, but although dragon shifters didn’t live in these mountains, they didn’t seem to find it particularly mind-blowing.

Tsuyu just nodded and said, “I can only imagine. But I hope you know you’re safe here. Shifters aren't treated any differently from humans in the Golden Mountains.”

Eijirou nodded, tearing up a little. Seeing the two of them had somehow lifted the last of his doubts regarding his safety. It was strange to think that things would be so different for shifters even so close to the border, but they obviously were. Otherwise, Tsuyu and her sister wouldn't proudly show who they were to people they didn't know, even if they trusted Midoriya. Even the way they automatically seemed to assume that any friend of his were their friend as well felt groundbreaking for Eijirou, who grew up never trusting anyone and had been painfully reminded that he should be wary of strangers the moment he’d started to open up to people.

In the middle of his whirlwind of emotions, Eijirou found himself thinking that he couldn’t wait to tell Katsuki about this encounter.

He felt like he had a thousand questions to ask the girls, but they were stuck in his throat like there were too many trying to come out at the same time. He couldn't even pick one. He had no idea what to say, but he wanted nothing more than to stay with them all night and soak in his revelation that he was safe here, and that no one would treat him differently for who he was.

Unfortunately, it was getting late and the girls had to come back to their own village before it was dark.

“You can come visit us whenever you want,” Tsuyu said before they left. “We’re in the village further up, next to the river. We’re almost all frog shifters in our tribe.”

Eijirou nodded with a bright grin. He didn’t know if they’d have time for this before they went to Katsuki's tribe, but the invitation itself was enough for him. Besides, they'd probably manage to visit before spring.

His encounter with Tsuyu and Satsuki was all he could talk about all dinner. And whenever he met Katsuki’s eyes, it felt like they were saying, ‘See? I told you you were safe here.’

He’d been told so several times since he came here, but it was the first time Eijirou truly believed it. And although he knew he was prone to accidents when he was half-shifted indoors, he couldn’t help but let out some of his dragon features during dinner, just to test his newfound freedom.

As much as Eijirou loved the amazed looks and enthusiastic compliments his friends in Yuuei always gave him whenever he did so, the Midoriyas’ total indifference was just what he needed tonight.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! There was a lot I wanted to put in this chapter.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 59: Forming Your Own Opinions

Notes:

Brain empty, here's the new chapter

Also I'm a forgetful dumbass but please have a look at this illustration from Bumblee on Twitter!

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

They left Deku's place in the morning. Inko assured them that it would be no trouble at all having them for at least a third day, but Katsuki knew that the more he waited, the harder it would be to go to his old tribe. He didn't want to go, but it was time.

As he said his goodbyes to the nerd and his mother, he felt strangely… light. Almost at peace. Like maybe Deku wasn't the worst after all. Katsuki was still pretty sure that he’d hate staying with him long-term, but he felt better now that the nerd had his own thing going on. And it wasn't bad to talk about the other continent with him. They should probably come up with an actual name for it, now that he thought about it. If he let Deku do it alone, the nerd would definitely pick a shitty one.

“Say hello to your parents for us,” Inko said, tearing up just a little.

“And don't forget to deliver my package to the healer,” Deku added, fidgeting a little like he wanted to say something else but wasn't sure how to bring it up.

Katsuki nodded. He didn't want to do either of these things, but he would. It was a good thing to have a relatively time-sensitive delivery to make, so he wouldn’t be tempted to fuck around the mountains for weeks.

“Thank you so much for your warm welcome!” Eijirou said with a smile. “I hope we can meet again soon.”

“Kacchan's tribe winters not too far from here so we'll definitely meet again, if there isn’t too much snow,” Deku confirmed with a warm smile of his own. “You two are always welcome here, and I'd be thrilled to hear more about your family's farm, Kirishima.”

Katsuki should have expected these two to get along. It was probably for the best: this way, Eijirou could be the perfect distraction when Deku became too annoying. And by now his partner was great at recognizing the signs that Katsuki was running out of patience.

“Actually…” Deku said, sending another nervous glance in Katsuki’s direction before turning his attention back to Eijirou. “Um… You can call me Izuku. I mean… if you want to! I mean, if…” he paused again, eyes on Katsuki.

What? Did he think Katsuki would throw a fit about that? It was Eijirou’s stupid choice, not his!

“It’s your name, it’s your damn problem,” he grumbled in Barbarian.

Deku’s sigh of relief didn’t escape him.

Apparently, Katsuki’s explanations about the importance of first names for Barbarians finally got through Eijirou’s thick skull, because he smiled and said, “Of course! I’d be honored to, Izuku!” He paused for a second and added, “And you can call me Eijirou, obviously.”

Now, that made Katsuki react. Plains people didn’t put the same importance on names as Barbarians, but so far, he’d been the only one who got to call Eijirou by his first name—aside from his family, of course. According to his old man, in Yuuei, the change either came naturally, or people just stuck to last names out of habit. It made sense with what he’d seen so far—it was the only explanation he could find as to why the Clown Trio still used family names for each other. Still, Katsuki would be lying if he said he hadn’t gotten used to being the only one with first name privileges.

Deku sent him another nervous glance, but Katsuki just shrugged, making a point of showing that he didn’t care. Besides, it was only fair. Where they were going, no one would call him ‘Bakugou’, after all.

“Thank you, Eijirou,” Deku smiled.

“Oh, and it goes for you too of course, ma’am,” Eijirou added in Inko’s direction.

Her hand flew to her mouth at that. Now that Katsuki thought about it…

“Oh, my sweet child, I didn’t even realize we’ve never had this conversation!” she said. “Of course you can call me Inko.”

“Um… Kacchan?” Deku asked suddenly, while Eijirou and Inko kept talking for a moment.

“What?” Katsuki asked, wondering what else the nerd had been hiding. He knew offering his name to Eijirou couldn’t be the reason for his nervousness.

“I was wondering… I mean, maybe it's a little late now but I don't think it'll last that long and you're probably going to spend the night outside no matter what, but–”

“Spit it out,” Katsuki demanded, tired of Deku’s antics. What could he want from him?

“I want a fight,” Deku announced. “An amcerkeln.”

A fight to put an argument behind them and restore a bond, huh… Ha, what a joke. There was no way Katsuki would say yes to that! Maybe he didn't hate Deku as much as before, but…

He paused in his thought, realizing that the old anger burning in his chest at the mere thought of Deku was nowhere near the raging inferno from before he left. It felt like dying embers now. And seeing Deku again had done nothing to rekindle the flames.

Was Katsuki ready to put everything in the past, though? Deku was, obviously; he'd probably always been. But Katsuki…

“No,” he said eventually, shaking his head.

Deku's hopeful expression fell.

“Oh… okay. Well, it was worth a try,” he said, trying to hide his disappointment like his own feelings didn't fucking matter.

Katsuki wasn't going to change his mind, though. They weren't ready 

“Ask me again next time,” he continued. “We'll see then.”

It wasn't much, but it was enough to cheer up Deku. The smile he gave him was almost blinding, and predictably, his eyes instantly filled with tears.

“Kacchan…” he croaked, crying fully now. What the hell…

“What the fuck, nerd!” Katsuki barked. “The hell are you crying for now?!”

“Sorry, it's just… it's so much more than I expected.”

“What would you've done if I'd said yes, huh? Turn into a fucking puddle of tears? Get a hold of yourself! Just  because you can ask me again doesn't mean I'm gonna agree!”

“I know, but you're planning to, eventually. I’m so happy,” Deku sobbed.

Katsuki sighed. “You're the fucking worst,” he grumbled. But the nerd wasn't wrong. He wanted to do this at some point. He just didn't think now was the right time. He wasn’t even sure if there would be a right time.

Katsuki turned toward Eijirou when he heard a poorly suppressed sniffle. Of course, his partner had listened to their exchange and was tearing up too.

“Katsuki, that's so manly,” he said when Katsuki glared at him. “I'm so proud of you.”

“Don't say shit like that, dammit!” Katsuki yelled. “Ugh, let's go before Deku rubs off on you even more. Deku, if you broke my partner I'll fucking kill you!”

Deku let out a wet chuckle at that. “Any day. Stay safe you two!”

“Come back soon!” Inko added as Katsuki dragged a weakly protesting Eijirou away.

“Yeah, yeah, don't die or whatever,” Katsuki grumbled.

Eijirou continued waving until they were out of sight.

They walked in silence for some time, while Eijirou wiped his tears. Katsuki needed to think about the past two days. He wasn't sure how to feel about them and it was disturbing.

“I was serious, you know,” Eijirou eventually said. “I think it's great that you're trying to improve your relationship with Mido– with Izuku. This way, you can leave the Golden Mountains without regrets!”

Katsuki answered with a grunt, still deep in thought. He was listening, though. Eijirou's words made sense.

“I hope you can do the same with your family,” Eijirou continued. “So you don't get so angry every time you talk about them, you know? It would be nice to leave on good terms with them.”

Ha! As fucking if…

Katsuki glanced at Eijirou, a snarky retort on his tongue, but the words died the moment he saw his partner. Eijirou looked pensive again. Somber, even, like often when he was thinking about his own family these days. It wasn't a good look on him.

Katsuki tried to distract him by naming all the surrounding mountains and explaining where their names came from. Soon, Eijirou was smiling again. And Katsuki… he didn't feel so shitty anymore either. Maybe the next few months wouldn't be so bad, as long as he had Eijirou by his side to keep him grounded and remind him why they were here. It had worked great so far, after all.

.

It took them nearly three days to reach Katsuki's tribe—a whole day longer than the Midoriyas had figured. Not that Eijirou minded, of course. How could he when he got to spend most of that time either half- or fully-shifted?

Meeting Tsuyu and Satsuki had lifted the last of his restraints, and now that he could move freely between forms again, Eijirou realized how much he'd missed it. The Itch was nothing compared to what it used to be, but although he'd barely felt it when it was here, its absence was like a weight off his shoulders. Being able to run under the sunlight without fear of being found out felt amazing. He hadn’t tried to fly yet, too focused on their journey, but he couldn’t wait. Between his newfound freedom and the valleys he could see far below, this dream felt closer than ever.

Still, Eijirou was a little worried. Katsuki had been walking a lot slower than usual. After pushing him constantly for more than a year, he'd now started to take breaks every chance he had, be it to refill their water, have a snack, or tell Eijirou about whatever was around them. Again, Eijirou wasn't complaining—the slope was no joke and he felt a little dizzy sometimes—but it was still odd. Paired with the constant somber expression on his face for the past two days, despite Eijirou's best efforts, one thing was obvious: Katsuki didn't want to go.

Eijirou was walking beside him in silence when the first tents of the camp came into view. Unlike Katsuki’s tiny travel tent, these were huge and round with plenty of space between each of them. They were just like Eijirou had always imagined them from the stories he’d heard. He almost commented on it, but Katsuki’s dour look told him that he wouldn’t get any sort of reply.

Eijirou hadn't tried to talk to him in a while. He knew it would be useless, and Katsuki had told him enough about his problems with his family and his tribe that Eijirou knew there was no point in asking about them. If even his attempts to cheer him up didn't work, the only option left was to wait and see what would happen once they'd reach their destination. It wasn't Eijirou's strong suit, usually, but he could be patient when he really had to. Biding his time and observing until it was time to act was definitely an earth mage thing, after all. He just hoped he’d know what to do when the time was right.

If Katsuki could be called ‘tense’ before they reached the camp, Eijirou wasn’t sure if there was a word strong enough to describe how he was when they walked past the first few tents. Katsuki was more rigid than a plank; a statue brought to life that wasn’t sure how to use its new joints.

Eijirou could understand. People were staring at them openly, interrupting whatever they were doing to watch them wordlessly, with an expression Eijirou wasn’t sure how to read. There were whispers too. They were too quiet for Eijirou to understand, but just loud enough for him to hear. In the distance, Eijirou could hear voices and laughter, dogs barking, people working… But directly around them was nothing but silence and whispers. Paired with all the eyes he could feel on him, it was starting to make Eijirou nervous—so much so that he’d instinctually shifted back to his full human form.

The attention didn’t seem to affect Katsuki in the same way. He was marching through the camp in stiff strides, ignoring everyone like he didn’t even see them. If anything, he looked angry. It felt like he was so full of rage that the world around him had disappeared, Eijirou included.

What should he do? It was tempting to take Katsuki’s hand—to comfort him or to seek comfort, he wasn’t quite sure yet—but he decided against it. If he was the one snapping Katsuki out of his seething trance, there was a chance that his anger would be directed at him. And although Eijirou knew he could stand his ground against him, he didn’t want to cause a scene in front of all these strangers. Especially if he was going to live with them in the foreseeable future.

Eijirou really hoped that they would stop staring at them like this once they were settled. Otherwise, the next few months were going to be long for both of them.

Katsuki stopped walking all at once, the halt so sharp and sudden Eijirou almost bumped into him. They were in front of a tent that didn’t look any different from the others, except for the fact that it was the closest to the center of the camp. A huge black and red dog was standing guard in front of it, barking with all its might.

Katsuki barked something back in Barbarian that Eijirou didn’t understand. First, because despite his best efforts, he could only speak a few words. And second, because his partner’s words were drowned out by someone else’s yelling.

A blonde woman stepped out of the tent, her face contorted in a familiar expression of rage. Katsuki’s mother, no doubt. Uraraka hadn’t lied: she looked exactly like her son. Same unruly fair hair, same sharp features, same piercing eyes…

Just like the others in the camp, she fell silent the moment her eyes fell on them—or more specifically, on Katsuki. Eijirou was pretty sure she didn’t even see him. Her angry expression instantly morphed into pure bewilderment. She looked a lot like Inko when they first showed up, but there was more than just surprise on her face. There was disbelief too. And although her eyes remained dry, Eijirou felt like there was pain in there too. She looked like she wanted to be overjoyed but didn't know if she was allowed to.

For a moment, her pale face and spiky blond hair morphed in Eijirou's vision. She became smaller, darker, softer… Eijirou wondered if his mother would give him this look too, if he ever went back. The thought made his heart twinge.

“Katsuki…” the woman whispered, like she was afraid it was all a dream and saying his name too loud would take it all away from her.

The dog had stopped barking. Instead, it walked carefully toward Katsuki, like it was aware that running toward him would ruin the moment, but didn’t care enough not to seek attention. Or maybe it was just as shocked as Katsuki’s mother. Its nose touched Katsuki’s hand when it sniffed it, tail wagging hesitantly.

“Yeah, I’m here,” Katsuki replied in Barbarian.

All hell broke loose then.

Katsuki's mother yelled. Katsuki yelled back. Eijirou had no idea what they were saying. People were still staring at them. The fighting mother and son didn’t even seem to notice them. Worse yet, Eijirou realized that they’d actually been followed and everyone in the camp was now gathered here to enjoy the shouting match—or at least, so it seemed. Meanwhile, the dog was running in circles around Katsuki, barking, tail wagging madly.

No one seemed to have even realized Eijirou was there.

The shouting stopped just as suddenly as it had started. Katsuki still looked ready for a fight, but his mother took a deep breath and asked more softly, “ Why are you here?"

Katsuki turned around, looking at Eijirou for the first time since they arrived. He was standing just a few steps behind, trying to give them space and unsure what to do with himself. The dog was now sitting at Katsuki's feet, looking up adoringly. Katsuki motioned for Eijirou to come closer.

“This is Eijirou, my partner,” he said in Plainspeak. His mother's eyes snapped toward him, just as sharp and piercing as her son's. Eijirou hated this feeling, like he was being picked apart and would be smote instantly if he wasn't deemed worthy.

“Hi,” he said with a lot less confidence than he would have liked. “You can call me Kiri–”

“I won't call my son's partner by his last name, Eijirou,” she said, her sharp words stinging like a fresh cut.

Eijirou gulped but didn't protest. From what Katsuki had told him, first names were important for Barbarians. The right to use it had to be freely given—or fought for, in some cases, but it had to be part of an agreement. It wasn’t the kind of thing that could be demanded.

Pinned under the sharp glare of Katsuki's mother, Eijirou didn't dare dispute her claim. He simply nodded.

Wrong answer, if the disdainful quirk of her mouth was anything to go by.

“You can call me Bakugou,” she said.

Katsuki glared at her, opening his mouth like he was going to protest on his behalf. Eijirou didn't let him. If he was going to earn her respect, he couldn't let Katsuki fight this battle for him.

“I won't call my partner's mother by her last name, Mitsuki,” he retorted, cringing internally for his rudeness.

For the first time in months, the memory of his parents roused and started heckling him for treating his elders with such disrespect. For once, Eijirou agreed with them wholeheartedly, and he sent them a silent apology. But it was too late to back down now. If she was going to be rude to him and see his politeness as a sign of weakness, he could just be rude back. It seemed like something Katsuki would do. Hopefully, it was a Barbarian thing.

The eyes of Katsuki’s mother lit up, and a smirk appeared on her face. If Eijirou hadn't been so familiar with Katsuki's expressions, he'd have sworn she was going to kill him. But from what he knew about her son, she was pleased with the answer.

“Not bad, brat,” she said with an approving nod that could have been either for him or for Katsuki. “You may call me Mitsuki. You've just earned that right.”

Eijirou started breathing again. From what he'd been told, Katsuki's father would be easier to deal with. Eijirou really hoped it would be true. Mitsuki and he had barely exchanged ten words each and he was already exhausted.

“Now, if you'd let me fucking finish,” Katsuki said with crossed arms, sparing an approving nod for Eijirou, “we'll be gone in spring. Eijirou is a dragon shifter. He just needs some space to practice flying—don’t ask, it’s a long fucking story—and I figured he could do that in peace here.”

Mitsuki's expression faltered for a second, but she was quick to swallow back her disappointment. “Sure, you two are welcome here for however long you want to stay,” she said. Unlike Inko and her son, she seemed to have expected it. “Come inside, you must be tired from your travels. Masaru should be back before dinner.”

Then, she seemed to notice the crowd around them and yelled, “Don't you damn deadweights have better shit to do? Scram!”

No one moved for a second. Then, someone asked, “Should we prepare a feast for tonight, chief? We've got to celebrate Katsuki's return!”

The comment was followed by cheers of approval. Eijirou wondered if it was the prospect of a feast or just Katsuki's presence that was so exciting.

Mitsuki turned her attention toward Katsuki in a silent question that felt like a challenge. In return, Katsuki sent Eijirou a questioning look of his own.

Eijirou shrugged. A party seemed like it could be nice, but he was entirely unprepared and had no idea what to expect. Legends back home said Barbarian feasts were full of death and violence, but he was starting to think these were only rumors made up to make Barbarians look bad. Uraraka would have told him if they were true, right? And everyone seemed so excited…

He gave his partner the tiniest nod, hoping he was making the right choice. Katsuki sighed.

“Alright, but you better not expect us to stay the whole time or whatever,” he grumbled.

It seemed to be enough for the others. Mitsuki's face split into a sharp grin and she shouted,

“It’s decided, then! Tosera Festfirga!” she shouted, a call even Eijirou knew meant ‘Tonight we feast!’

Everyone cheered loudly around them, and just like that, the crowd quickly scattered to get ready for the party.

“Now, come on, you two,” Mitsuki said, walking back inside.

Still at Katsuki's feet, the dog had rolled on her back, revealing a fluffy white belly. Katsuki ignored her, stepping over her to follow his mother inside the tent. She still got a light scratch behind her floppy ears before he entered, when she posted herself back next to the entrance, sitting straight like a guard on duty. Her solemn pose was ruined by the pink tongue lolling out of her mouth and her wagging tail.

She looked a lot less friendly when Eijirou tried to follow the two others inside, but a quick berating from Mitsuki was enough to cut off her growls and make her understand that he was welcome here.

Eijirou hoped they could be friends soon. He was more used to cats than dogs, but he loved her already.

As for Mitsuki… The impressions of the angry, rude woman he'd just encountered was at odds with the stunned mother seeing her son for the first time in years, and he didn’t know what to make of them yet. When Izuku told him to form his own opinion of Katsuki’s parents, he didn’t think it would be so hard.

.

The next three hours were tense—not that Eijirou was sure how long had really passed, but it felt like at least three hours. Mitsuki served them tea and tried to talk to Katsuki. Katsuki only answered with grunts, looking like a sullen child. Eijirou’s attempts to give her more detailed answers on his behalf only led to being ignored while Mitsuki complained about her son ignoring her.

And here Eijirou thought the first few minutes with the Midoriyas had been awkward…

Still, Eijirou didn’t give up. He tried bravely to make conversation with Mitsuki and distract her from her sulking son. He tried to gently coax Katsuki out of his shell. Nothing worked.

The worst part was, Eijirou could understand Mitsuki’s attitude. She hadn’t seen her son in years. She didn’t know Eijirou. Of course she’d rather talk to her own child than to a stranger she’d only met a few hours ago—if it had really been a few hours. It could have only been ten minutes, for all Eijirou knew. Stuck as he was between a rock and a hard place, he couldn’t tell anymore. Besides, he thought he was getting used to sitting on stools and cushions only, but the lack of backrest was making him feel even more uncomfortable and unwelcome. He knew he had no chance of finding a nice chair here, but he’d die for one. But at least the tea was nice. Eijirou didn’t expect cheese and jerky to go with it as snacks, but he wasn’t complaining.

He even felt a sliver of hope when he complimented Mitsuki on the tea and snacks, and she told him a bit more about them, looking pleased at his comments. Unfortunately, she wouldn’t let herself be distracted from her son for long, and soon, she was nagging him again, growing more and more frustrated with each failed attempt at getting Katsuki to talk to her.

Eijirou’s salvation came in the form of a man bursting inside the tent with wild eyes. For a moment, Eijirou couldn’t see him against the light pouring inside the relatively dark tent. He didn’t understand what the man was saying, but his hurried, breathless tone made it obvious that he was worried.

Whatever he’d been saying, he never finished his sentence. Eijirou’s eyes adapted to the brightness just in time to see his anxious look morph into the same kind of disbelief as Mitsuki earlier. With his brown hair and gentle eyes, he didn’t look much like Katsuki, but given his reaction, Eijirou had no doubt that this was his father. The man let the flap fall behind him, letting darkness reign inside the tent once more.

“Katsuki…” he whispered. “It’s you…”

Unlike with Mitsuki earlier, Katsuki didn’t look tense facing his father. He still didn’t seem happy to see him, though.

“Who the fuck else?” Katsuki grumbled.

The man’s eyes instantly filled with tears. “I… People said something happened when I came back… They wouldn’t tell me what…” he blubbered, tears streaming down his face. “I’m so happy to see you, son!”

He walked toward Katsuki with open arms, like he wanted to hug him. Unsurprisingly, Katsuki didn’t let him.

Keeping his father at arm’s length, he barked, “Don’t fucking touch me, you’re gonna get snot all over me, old man! That’s disgusting!”

“Sorry, Katsuki,” the man sniffled, taking out a handkerchief as he tried to regain composure, much like Izuku a few days ago. “But it’s been so long, I didn’t think I’d see you again.”

“I told you he’d come back,” Mitsuki said with a satisfied smile, as if Katsuki wouldn’t have given anything to avoid seeing her again.

If Eijirou had known how to fly, or if Katsuki had found another dragon shifter, they wouldn’t be here. Not that Eijirou was going to ruin the moment with this comment.

Of course, he should have known it wouldn’t stop Katsuki.

“Well, you’re here now anyway, brat, aren’t you?” Mitsuki barked in response, arms crossed.

“Don’t fight, you two, we want Katsuki to feel welcome here,” Katsuki’s father said softly.

“As if I’d ever feel welcome in this shithole!” Katsuki retorted, all of his fury now focused on his father.

He didn’t seem too fazed by it. Instead, he sent his wife a confused look, like he’d suddenly realized something, and asked, “Wait, are we speaking in Plainspeak right now? Why are we doing that?”

Mitsuki’s expression brightened immediately.

“It’s because our son brought back a special someone from the Plains,” she grinned.

The man’s eyes widened as they fell on Eijirou. Just like Mitsuki earlier, he was only noticing Eijirou’s presence now. Unlike her, however, he actually seemed embarrassed to have missed him this whole time. He opened his mouth to say something, but–

“Stop being so damn embarrassing, you old Hag!” Katsuki yelled, turning bright red.

“What, are you going to tell me this kid isn’t your velshélumnar, brat?” Mitsuki insisted.

“That’s not the fucking question!”

Mitsuki turned toward Eijirou with a smirk. “You know what a velshélumnar is, right, Eijirou?” she asked in a sweet tone that somehow managed to sound a little threatening.

“I’ve been told, yes,” Eijirou nodded. He turned toward Katsuki, who looked like he wanted to be anywhere but here, and smiled softly. “He’s mine too, obviously.”

The answer seemed to please his parents a lot. Meanwhile, Katsuki looked ready to explode, cheeks bright red and his entire body so tense he was shaking. He looked like a coiled spring ready to jump, but there was nowhere for him to run. The tent was only one big room with a bed and a couple of crates at the back, a firepit at the center, and the low table at which they were seated at the front. He couldn’t just leave like he had at the Midoriyas.

“Katsuki, you’ve found someone! This is wonderful news!” his father exclaimed, smiling through another wave of tears. “Oh, I’m so happy for you two!”

When Katsuki didn’t say anything, he turned his attention toward Eijirou.

“I’m Bakugou Masaru. You can call me Masaru,” he said with a soft, happy smile Eijirou had never seen on anyone else in the family.

“I’m Kirishima Eijirou. It’s a pleasure to meet you. Please call me Eijirou,” Eijirou replied, glad to have at least one calm and polite person in the room.

“So, how long have you known our Katsuki? You’re from Yuuei, right? Where did you grow up? Oh, Mitsuki already offered you tea, I see. Do you want more?”

“Stop smothering him, old man!” Katsuki snapped.

“Don’t speak like that to your father,” Eijirou protested, his words drowned in Mitsuki’s yell when she barked the exact same thing.

All in all, the atmosphere got a lot lighter after Masaru joined them. Much like Katsuki had described him, he didn’t have the authority to force his wife or his son to calm down when they started yelling at each other, but he did his best to act as a buffer. Between his presence and Eijirou’s efforts to keep Katsuki grounded, the conversation felt a lot less stunted than before. Especially since Masaru didn’t seem to mind being ignored by his son, instead focusing all of his attention on Eijirou.

Three hours probably passed for real this time, because the sun had almost set by the time he was done telling the Bakugous how he met Katsuki and why they had come. They didn’t even have time to set up a bed for the two of them in the tent—a temporary solution until they could have their own, Masaru assured them—before someone came to announce that everything was ready for the feast.

Eijirou’s anxiety spiked at the reminder. He’d completely forgotten about it, and he still had no idea what to expect. He hoped there would be time for a quick briefing before it started, because he wasn’t ready to make a fool of himself before they even spent their first night here.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I'm going to miss Deku but I was super excited to write Bakugou coming back to the camp!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 60: Tonight, We Feast

Notes:

Chapter 60, here we go!

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

According to Masaru, the feast wouldn’t be anything special. It had only been organized in one afternoon, after all. Eijirou worried that it might be full of intricate rituals and complex dynamics he’d have to get the hang of, lest he terribly offended someone and started a war, but Katsuki and his father assured him he’d be fine. All he should expect was lots of food, dancing, drunk idiots, and maybe some stories if they stayed up long enough.

“We’ll fucking see about that,” Katsuki had grumbled when his father said the last part.

With only these vague, yet comforting explanations, Eijirou stepped out of the tent. Everything would be fine, he told himself, taking a deep, calming breath. Katsuki would stay with him the whole time, and if he couldn’t—the feast was organized in his honor after all—Masaru had promised to keep an eye on him too.

Eijirou really liked Masaru. He was a comforting presence, both because of his gentle personality and because he’d been in Eijirou’s place once. It seemed that he hadn’t forgotten what it felt like to be a stranger in an unknown culture. Having grown up near the Golden Mountains, Masaru was already somewhat familiar with Barbarians when he joined Mitsuki’s tribe, but he also didn’t have anyone to guide him when he was lost. He seemed determined to make Eijirou’s stay as easy as possible, and Eijirou was incredibly grateful for it.

The party was gathered almost right outside of the Bakugous’ tent. A big space had been cleared to make room for a huge bonfire, and the smell of grilled meat hit him as they got closer, making him salivate.

Everyone cheered as soon as they saw Katsuki. He didn’t seem to appreciate their enthusiasm, though. He looked grimmer than ever, but that didn’t deter them one bit. Soon, they were encouraging him to come join his mother. So much for him staying by Eijirou’s side the whole time…

Still, Eijirou pushed his partner toward the crowd himself, assuring him that he’d be fine. He knew Katsuki wouldn’t go otherwise, reluctant to leave Eijirou on his own. Or maybe he wouldn’t have wanted to go no matter what. He looked so tense and annoyed that his shoulders were practically level with his ears.

“Come on, we don’t want to disappoint them,” Eijirou said with an encouraging smile.

“I don’t fucking care,” Katsuki grumbled.

“The sooner you go, the sooner it’ll be over. Or should I come with you?”

Katsuki crossed his arms, but he still went, saying there was no need for Eijirou to “deal with this fucking bullshit too.”

The cheers grew the moment Katsuki reached his place by his mother. They formed a strange picture, side by side like this. They looked so alike that it only highlighted the contrast between Mitsuki’s smiling radiance and her frowning, sulking son.

Seeing them like that made Eijirou wonder why Katsuki seemed to hate this place and its people so much when he seemed to be so loved. People in Eijirou’s village were all pretty friendly, but he knew no one outside his family would want to celebrate his return like this, if he ever went back.

Did Katsuki have a problem with the attention? Were these people not as friendly as they seemed? Were they mocking him in secret Barbarian ways? Katsuki did call them hypocrites. But if they really were making fun of him, why would his own parents look so happy about it?

Eijirou’s musings were cut short when Mitsuki started speaking to the crowd.

“Everyone, as you all know, we’re here to celebrate the return of our Katsuki!” she said in Barbarian, with Masaru translating for him.

She had to pause as more cheers erupted from the crowd, giving Eijirou enough time to realize something. He didn’t know Barbarian well enough to understand everything on his own, but he still noticed that when Mitsuki said “our Katsuki,” she didn’t use the exclusive nuro like Eijirou expected, to only mean her and Masaru’s son. Instead, she used nuco, the inclusive ‘our’, as if Katsuki belonged to the entire tribe. Katsuki had mentioned in the past that raising kids wasn’t just the responsibility of the parents, but…

“After five long years away from us, he’s back in our tribe until spring!” Mitsuki continued then, interrupting his thoughts again. “And better yet, he brought back a…” Masaru paused for a second, and explained, “I’d translate this as ‘fiancé’ but it’s not quite right. It’s stronger than a lover, though, but there’s no…”

Everyone’s eyes were on Eijirou before Masaru finished his sentence. Eijirou felt pinned in place under all these curious gazes, but he forced himself to stand tall and confident. They seemed to be waiting for something.

“This is your cue to introduce yourself,” Masaru whispered next to him with a gentle nudge.

Eijirou looked at the crowd and plastered a bright smile on his face to hide his nervousness. “Hi everyone!” he said in Plainspeak, hoping his voice wasn’t wavering too much. “I’m Kirishima, it’s a pleasure to meet you all! Thanks for having us!”

His heart was pounding in his chest by the time he was done speaking and his cheeks hurt from keeping up his strained smile. He’d done terribly, hadn’t he? Everyone was going to think he was a fool and…

The crowd cheered again. Eijirou waited anxiously for people to crowd him and ask questions, but Mitsuki continued her speech then and all eyes went back to her.

“You did great,” Masaru assured him, putting a comforting hand on his shoulder.

“Thanks,” Eijirou said, relaxing a little.

Mitsuki concluded her speech then, and there were more cheers until people scattered.

“And now, we feast,” Masaru said with a smile.

When Katsuki didn’t come back to them immediately, Eijirou turned toward him and asked the question he’d kept at the back of his mind since Mitsuki started speaking.

“I don’t mean to be rude but… do you do this every time someone comes back? The whole party, I mean.”

“Well… people here are always happy to have an excuse to have fun,” he said. “But Katsuki is a bit of a special case.”

“Because he was away for so long?”

Masaru shook his head. “Some people leave for much longer. It’s not what makes him so special to the whole tribe.”

“It’s because he’s the chief’s son, then?” Eijirou asked again, realizing too late that Masaru was about to say something else.

Katsuki’s father chuckled, amused by his eagerness, and continued with a fond, nostalgic smile, “I won’t go into details, but Mitsuki and I really struggled to have a child. So by the time Katsuki was born, everyone in the tribe was… how can I say… invested?” He paused for a beat and concluded, choked up, “He was like everyone’s little miracle.”

Masaru wiped away a tear at his explanation, and his tone alone almost made Eijirou cry.

“Why did you send him away to the dragon shifters, then?” he asked, curious.

Masaru sighed, suddenly looking much older as he looked past the small crowd that had gathered around his son. Then, he turned back toward Eijirou with a weak smile and said, “This is a happy moment. I’d rather keep this conversation for another time.”

Eijirou opened his mouth, unsure if he wanted to ask another question or apologize for being too nosy, but Katsuki chose that moment to ward off the people around him with an explosion and stomp back toward the two of them. He grabbed Eijirou’s wrist without even looking at his father and dragged him away.

“Let’s get some food and fucking leave,” he grumbled.

Eijirou wanted to protest, but the smell of grilled meat was too enticing to resist.

There was enough food on display to feed a whole army. Eijirou recognized some of the dishes he’d tried at Inko’s place, but there was a lot more variety tonight and he wanted to try everything. Especially the meat.

As he should have expected, people just grabbed whatever they wanted and Eijirou could see a few arguments here and there. Still, overall, it was more peaceful than he’d have expected. With the way Barbarians handled food, Eijirou thought there would have been at least a few scuffles by now.

“Where should I even begin?” he asked, salivating at the sight of the piles of food as he turned his attention back to it.

“Here, you should try all of that shit,” Katsuki said then, pushing a full bowl into his hands and taking Eijirou’s empty one to fill it.

Eijirou looked down, pleased to find that it was almost all meat. Katsuki was so thoughtful!

He should have known there were vegetables hidden at the bottom, though. But naive as he was, he only found out once they’d settled a small distance away from the crowd and started eating.

“How could you betray me like this?” he whined as soon as he found one, giving Katsuki his best kicked puppy eyes.

“Because you make it so fucking easy,” Katsuki said. Normally, he’d be smirking at his own cruel joke, but tonight, there wasn’t an ounce of humor in his dry tone. “And I knew you’d only have meat otherwise.”

“I’m a dragon, I need meat,” Eijirou retorted, knowing full well that this argument never worked on Katsuki. He was just hoping to see him smile a little.

He never got to see his partner’s reaction, however, because a child, who couldn’t have been more than ten, chose this moment to take a piece of meat right from his bowl while looking him right in the eyes. Too stunned to react, Eijirou could only watch with mouth agape as she smiled and ate it in front of him. Then, without even thanking him, she turned around and ran away.

Eijirou looked down at his bowl and its missing meat, then back up to where the little girl had gone.

“What the…” he mouthed.

“The fuck are you doing?!” Katsuki barked. “Why would you let her do that?”

Eijirou looked at him, confused. “Why are you yelling at me? Why would she do that? Was she hungry?”

With the way adults jumped on food like ravenous dogs, he wouldn’t be surprised.

“Of course not, dumbass. At this age, either she can fend for herself, or her parents still grab shit for her.”

“Oh, like you did for me?” Eijirou asked with a smile.

“Don’t count on me to do that every time,” Katsuki grumbled, not looking as flustered as Eijirou would have liked.

He sighed, but decided to drop it for now. “So what, then? She was just trying to provoke me?”

“She was testing you, dumbass. And you just proved that you’re an easy prey, so you better not let that shit happen again or else you’ll have kids bullying you your whole fucking stay.”

“What? But I don’t want to fight a ten-year-old!” Eijirou protested.

“Then you shouldn’t have shown your weakness.”

“But… But… What do I do? I can’t just fight kids, dude, that’s not manly!”

“Fine, let every weak ass kid steal your damn food then, see if I care,” Katsuki grumbled, going back to his own food.

He showed that he did, in fact, care a lot not even a minute later, when he grabbed the wrist of an even younger child who tried to snatch some of Eijirou’s grilled boar from under his nose. Before Eijirou could react, his partner growled something at the kid in Barbarian, letting out a few warning explosions with his free hand, and the child ran away with a shriek.

“Oh… Thanks,” Eijirou said. “So I can just intimidate them, then? I can do that, I guess. Though it seems a little mean.”

Katsuki let out a long-suffering sigh, like Eijirou was seriously trying his patience. “It’s not being mean, it’s teaching them where they fucking stand. And where you fucking stand, which is above them. If you let them think they’re better than you, the little shits will never leave you alone.”

“I guess with how much you’ve scared the last one, they’ll leave us alone at least for tonight,” Eijirou chuckled.

Still, he guessed Katsuki had a point. His younger siblings used to fight him all the time. The twins were still doing it a lot when Eijirou left. If it really came to that and intimidation didn’t work, he guessed he could just roughhouse with the local kids until they knew they wouldn’t win against him. At least, Eijirou knew enough about his own strength to be able to play nice.

He resumed his meal, looking out for other little thieves, until he noticed a tiny woman at a small distance shifting parts of her body to amuse young kids. She must have been some sort of donkey shifter, with the way she grew tall ears and turned her hands into hooves.

In his distraction, Eijirou almost didn’t notice an older kid trying to snatch the last piece of meat from his bowl. Quickly, Eijirou put it away from him, shielding it with his other hand. Taking inspiration from the shifter woman, he let out his horns and wings, grateful to have picked a shifter shirt that day, and raised them high like a bird trying to look bigger. Mustering his most ferocious snarl, he revealed the sharp teeth in his mouth.

The kid jumped back, eyes bulging out of their sockets, but he was quick to recover from his fright and pretend nothing happened.

“Nice try,” he said, and had the audacity to try and casually reach for the bowl again.

Eijirou should have expected it. The boy had to be around twelve, and Eijirou's little brother had been insufferable when he was that age.

Using what he’d learned with wind magic, Eijirou moved the bowl further away and let him stumble forward. Then, he grabbed the back of his shirt and used his imbalance to push him the rest of the way. His grip was strong enough that he stopped the kid before his head could hit the ground.

“Don’t,” he said firmly, keeping the boy down when he tried to push himself back up. “Get your own food, dude, it’s not worth it.”

Eijirou really hoped the kid wouldn’t attack him again when was released. Thankfully, he just dusted his clothes and said, rolling his eyes, “Fine, fine, keep your stupid meat,” and followed with something in Barbarian Eijirou didn’t understand.

Katsuki did, however, and he didn’t like it, yelling at the kid in more Barbarian.

“What did he say?” Eijirou asked, curious, as he savored his last piece of meat.

“He called you soft and weak,” Katsuki said. “But… in a very insulting way. I don’t know how to fucking translate that.”

Eijirou shrugged. “I guess he’s just pissed because I won with one hand.”

Katsuki gave him his first smile of the day then, a proud smirk that was usually reserved for his own victories. “You sure fucking did,” he said, satisfied.

They finished eating in peace, with no more theft attempts from unruly kids. Eijirou wasn’t sure if he should be grateful or disappointed. He probably wouldn’t have found it in him to defend his vegetables from their grabby hands. Katsuki was still watching him, though, so he made sure to eat them.

As soon as the first people finished their food, music started playing. Loud drums were quickly followed by a fiddle and a couple of flutes, and just like that, people gathered closer to the fire to dance. Eijirou smiled. It reminded him of the summer solstice, when Katsuki almost kissed him. It felt like it all happened so long ago now…

He turned toward Katsuki, who was glaring at the fire with the angry pout that hadn’t left his face all day. The bonfire was much smaller than that night weeks ago, keeping his partner’s face mostly in the shadows. Tonight, Katsuki looked like a pale imitation of the bright fire spirit who had dragged him into a dance.

A few people approached them, but before they could even say if they wanted to talk or to dance, Katsuki told them to fuck off. They didn’t seem afraid of him, but they still left the two of them alone.

“You haven’t changed,” a beefy man around their age sighed, shaking his head.

And as much as Eijirou wanted to tell him that Katsuki had changed; that he’d grown so much in the past year or so… he couldn’t deny that Katsuki wasn’t showing it one bit tonight.

Unsure what to do, Eijirou looked at the dancers for a moment. There didn’t seem to be a single way to dance to this music. Children were dancing messily together, ending up roughhousing every couple of minutes, but even adults seemed to be doing their own thing. Somehow, Eijirou could easily tell which ones were dancing as friends and who was flirting. At a glance they all seemed to be fighting, but friends didn’t let their touches linger. They didn’t let the other approach as close as they dared. They didn’t dance like Eijirou and Katsuki had at the solstice festival.

Smiling at the memory, Eijirou made a decision. He got up and held out a hand for Katsuki who looked up, surprised.

“Dance with me,” he demanded, firm and confident.

Katsuki frowned. “The fuck? Why?”

“Because I want to! Come on!” Eijirou grinned.

“You don’t dance,” Katsuki reminded him, as if Eijirou could have forgotten.

He laughed at that. “Well, I’m doing it now. Please?”

Katsuki glared at him, but Eijirou didn’t miss the way his eyes lingered on his offered hand.

“Unless you don’t think you’re good enough, of course,” he taunted his partner.

This got an immediate reaction out of Katsuki.

“Fuck you,” he spat. “I’m the best fucking dancer and you know it.”

“I might need a little reminder,” Eijirou said smugly, knowing he’d won already.

Grabbing his hand, Katsuki jumped to his feet and dragged him closer to the dancers.

Despite his nervousness, Eijirou smiled. This was better. He just hoped Katsuki would keep this energy, because even though Eijirou ended up having fun last time, he didn’t feel ready to take the lead just yet.

Much to his relief, he didn’t have to. Whether he understood that Eijirou was making an effort for him, or he felt genuinely challenged by Eijirou’s comments, Katsuki didn’t hesitate. As soon as they reached the dancing area, he got into a fighting stance. It was all the warning Eijirou got before he was pulled into the same kind of dance-fight as last time, where he only had to focus on keeping up with Katsuki instead of the rhythm of the music.

Katsuki was still looking grim, though. For the first few minutes, it was like his only goal was to prove to Eijirou that he could dance and nothing else. This wouldn’t do. Katsuki was going to have fun tonight, whether he wanted to or not!

Eijirou still felt like he had no idea what he was doing, but he decided to go a step further. Who cared if everyone could see what a terrible dancer he was? He was only dancing with Katsuki, and his partner’s enjoyment was the only thing that mattered at the moment.

He took a few steps back from Katsuki after dodging a kick and walked back toward him with what he hoped was a cool gait, trying to follow the music with each step. He didn’t know what to do with the rest of his body, however, so he found himself vaguely shaking a splayed hand, hoping it would distract Katsuki from his stiffness.

It made his partner snort, lighting up a tiny spark of amusement in his eyes.

Eijirou smiled at that, quickly gaining confidence as he realized that his plan was working. Maybe he was looking ridiculous, but at least, he was distracting Katsuki from the dark thoughts that had been spoiling his mood all day.

Katsuki crouched, hands in front of him like there was a wall between them, and Eijirou remembered seeing dancers use that move earlier. He mirrored his partner’s position, and spun around when he felt Katsuki push on his left hand. He knew he was supposed to end up in the same position as before, but he was almost surprised when he found himself mirroring Katsuki again.

Feeling emboldened by his small victory, he pushed Katsuki’s hand and repeated the movement, then again, and again, and one last time for good measure. His head was spinning when his hands found Katsuki’s, and there was no stopping the dopey grin on his face when he saw the fire in his partner’s eyes, shining above his fierce smile.

Katsuki grabbed his hands, as if to make sure he would stay in place, and leaned on one side. Eijirou leaned on the other, earning an approving nod. Before he could savor his success, his hands were released and Katsuki pushed him with his forearm, taking a step forward. Eijirou blocked him with his own arm and took a step back, earning another approving nod. They repeated the movement a few times, Katsuki’s smile growing wider.

Eijirou knew this was supposed to be about his partner, but he was beaming. He was dancing with Katsuki! He was actually dancing with him, using real dance moves, and not making a complete fool of himself!

Katsuki grabbed his hand then, pulling Eijirou closer to him instead of pushing him. Eijirou followed the movement when Katsuki made them stand fully again, their faces close enough for their breaths to mingle.

Katsuki froze then, almost crushing his hand. Eijirou finally noticed the cheers around them.

A quick glance confirmed that people were looking at them. When his eyes went back to his partner, Eijirou found him frowning again.

“Don’t look at them,” Eijirou said, bumping their foreheads together to get his attention. “You’re dancing with me, they don’t matter.”

Katsuki took a sharp breath and nodded, releasing his grip on Eijirou’s hand. For a beat, Eijirou worried that the moment was lost and he wouldn’t be able to make his partner smile again. Thankfully, Katsuki was the one who pulled him back into the dance. He took Eijirou’s words at heart, pretending that he couldn’t see the others until once more, it was only the two of them, the flickering light of the fire, and the music.

Katsuki may not have been as radiant as he was the night of the solstice, burning so bright he was almost blinding, but Eijirou didn’t mind. He wasn’t the same oblivious, lovestruck idiot he was that night either. He knew he could throw himself right into Katsuki’s flames without getting burnt. And as their dance-fight continued, he found himself leaning into his partner more and more often, letting their touches linger like the couples he’d watched earlier; like Katsuki had done at the solstice festival.

Would he kiss him this time, if he had the chance? Eijirou didn’t let himself wonder.

He grabbed Katsuki’s hand as soon as he could and pulled him closer, until they were nose to nose, chest to chest. Katsuki looked surprised for a second, but soon, his expression softened as he realized what Eijirou was trying to do. He tilted his head slightly, leaned in… and the moment Eijirou closed his eyes, he nipped his nose and retreated with a bark of laughter.

Betrayed, Eijirou gave him an unamused pout, but it was hard to stay mad in front of Katsuki’s glee. There was a challenging glint in his eyes, and Eijirou took it with a grin. Soon, they were dancing again with renewed energy. Eijirou didn’t even know what the rules of their little game were—was one supposed to kiss the other first? Continue teasing each other? Did Katsuki even know?—but it didn’t stop him. Seeing his partner enjoy himself was the only thing that mattered.

The next time they ended up within kissing distance, Katsuki pecked his chin and retreated again. He knocked their foreheads together the one after, when Eijirou tried to grab his face to make sure he wouldn’t leave, and used Eijirou’s surprise to escape his grasp. The song was nearing its end when they ended up in the same position as the solstice: Katsuki’s hand in his after Eijirou blocked his attack, Eijirou taking a step closer, his partner not moving, a smug smile on his face…

Like last time, their noses brushed and their breaths mingled. Like last time, Eijirou’s eyes were inexorably attracted to Katsuki’s lips. He paused, wondering if Katsuki would let him close the distance between them this time or if Eijirou should let him come.

His answer came as the last few notes were echoing around them, in the form of a pair of chapped lips against his. Eyes fluttering shut, Eijirou found himself sighing into the kiss, melting. There was no one to stop them when Eijirou’s hand moved to cup Katsuki’s surprisingly soft cheek, so he could kiss his partner a little harder. It wasn’t their first—far from it even—but it almost felt like it, and he wouldn’t let anything ruin the moment this time.

Another song was starting when they split, and Katsuki kept their foreheads connected, eyes still closed, like he wasn’t ready to face the world around them yet.

“That’s enough dancing for now,” he eventually muttered against Eijirou’s lips. “Wanna grab a drink?”

Eijirou nodded and they both took a step back, memories of the solstice festival fading as he took in their surroundings. People seemed to be ignoring them again, lost in their own dancing. Good.

Eijirou hadn’t realized how thirsty he was until he was downing his second cup of whatever Katsuki gave him. It was nice and sweet, tasting of berries with a strong honey finish. Eijirou really liked it. He almost reached for a third cup when he realized that his head was spinning a little and there was definitely alcohol in there.

The woman who seemed to be in charge of the drinks mocked him gently when he asked for a soft drink, but she graciously offered him some of the thickest, sweetest, most filling milk Eijirou had ever tasted.

“From our cows, milked earlier today. What do you think?” she asked with a proud smile.

A string of compliments flowed out of Eijirou’s mouth like a river.

Since he didn't feel like dancing while his head was still spinning, Eijirou spent more time in her company, talking about the various drinks on hand, until she was invited for a dance and suddenly left him in charge.

“I just told you everything you need to know. And it’s a good spot to talk to people, trust me. Good luck!” she said with an amused smile as she left with her friends.

Nervous, Eijirou turned toward Katsuki, who'd been sitting next to him in silence the whole time.

“Um… Katsuki? What do I do?” he asked nervously.

Katsuki shrugged. “Well, she did just tell you everything you need to know.”

In the relative darkness of their spot, Eijirou couldn't tell if he was joking or annoyed. Thankfully, Masaru came to the rescue.

“Are you kids having fun?” he asked with a gentle smile.

Katsuki didn't answer, sulking again. Eijirou grabbed his hand, squeezing it gently in hope of appeasing his angry partner, and said with a smile of his own,

“Yeah, it's a great party! I can't believe you organized it in just a few hours.”

“When you're used to packing and setting up a whole camp every week or so, this is easy work,” Masaru chuckled.

“It's even more impressive when you put it that way. I can't wait to see it in action!”

“Soon. We'll probably leave in a few days,” Masaru said. “Now don't let me keep you. Go dance some more if you want.”

Eijirou sent Katsuki a questioning look, but his partner just returned it.

“I think that’s enough for tonight,” Eijirou decided once he’d confirmed that Katsuki didn’t mind either way.

Dancing had been fun and he wouldn’t mind doing it again sometime, but for now, getting to know the people he was going to live with for the next few months seemed more important.

The drinks woman—whose name Eijirou should have definitely asked—had been right: being unofficially in charge of the drinks was a perfect way to get to talking with a lot of people. And since Masaru did most of the work of actually retrieving and serving the drinks, it gave Eijirou even more time to exchange a few words with everyone who came by.

The dancing and music had mostly calmed down by the time he started to feel tired. Next to him, Katsuki looked like he was about to fall asleep.

“You wanna leave?” Eijirou asked.

Katsuki took a deep breath, obviously trying to shake off his drowsiness, and asked, “Do you?”

Eijirou looked around, eyes wandering between the last dancers, the musicians, the people slowly starting to put away the food, and decided that it was probably a good time to go to bed. As much as he liked getting to know everyone, it was more tempting to go to sleep now so he could leave earlier in the morning and finally try to fly.

Eijirou didn’t know if there was anyone in the tribe who could help him, but he didn’t mind for now. He just wanted to find a nice spot to train and enjoy his freedom. Maybe he could show Katsuki his progress too. Hopefully, his partner would be in a better mood by then.

“Yeah,” Eijirou nodded. “Let’s call it a night.”

He turned toward Masaru, who seemed to have followed the exchange, and asked if there was something they could do before they left. They’d let everyone organize the feast on their own, after all. It was only fair that they at least helped tidy up.

“Don’t worry about it for tonight, boys, it’s still early,” Masaru said, sending a few insistent glances somewhere to his left. Eijirou followed his gaze to find Mitsuki disappearing inside her tent.

She came back out soon after, holding a dark bottle. Between the careful way she was handling it and the way people reacted when they saw it, stopping whatever they were doing to double check, it seemed important.

Masaru placed a cup in front of each of them as Mitsuki reached them. Eijirou was surprised to find her smiling at him almost pleasantly.

“If you’re leaving now, you have to share a drink with us first,” she said, carefully pouring a clear liquid in all four cups.

Katsuki seemed to recognize the bottle at a glance and sent his mother a surprised look. Eijirou still wasn’t sure what was going on, but the atmosphere seemed pretty… solemn, all of a sudden.

Then, Mitsuki grabbed her cup, got up, and shouted something in Barbarian that made everyone fall silent, as all eyes turned toward them. She said a few more words and turned around to raise her cup in their direction. Eijirou did the same when he noticed Masaru and Katsuki following suit—the former with a fond smile and the latter with a reluctant frown.

Eijirou didn’t have time to think or even smell it before he downed his cup to follow the others. The taste of alcohol hit him first, followed by something sweeter, like milk. It was unlike anything Eijirou had tasted before, and he couldn’t say he enjoyed it. But everyone cheered the moment he put his cup down, so it had to be something good and important.

“Welcome to our tribe, Eijirou,” Masaru said with a friendly pat on the shoulder.

Eijirou smiled at him, confused and hoping someone would explain what just happened.

“I assume you’ve never heard of tarksun before?” Masaru asked.

Eijirou shook his head.

“It’s ass milk booze,” Katsuki said.

“It’s a liquor made from donkey milk,” Masaru corrected him as Eijirou almost choked on his saliva. “A rare drink reserved to special guests.”

“It means you’re officially part of the family,” Mitsuki added with a smile. “But don’t get me wrong: you’ll still have to fight me if you wanna marry my brat.”

“I… what?” Eijirou asked, confused.

“Don’t take it personally, it’s traditional,” Masaru whispered. “She wouldn’t let you fight her for Katsuki if she didn’t like you.”

Mitsuki protested immediately, but it only made Masaru chuckle. And before Eijirou could figure out what to reply, Katsuki jumped to his feet and grabbed his hand.

“Whatever, we had your stupid drink, we’re leaving,” he grumbled, dragging Eijirou toward his parents’ tent.

“Well, goodnight!” Eijirou said above his shoulder, hoping Katsuki wasn’t being too rude. “And thanks for everything! See you tomorrow!”

As he drifted to sleep, Izuku’s words kept playing in his mind.

“Try to make your own opinion,” he’d said.

If today’s events were anything to go by, it would be much harder than Eijirou had initially thought. So much happened, and he still had no idea what to make of any of it.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! As you can see, I'm not planning to give you all the answers at once (that's the "drama" part in "family drama")

Fun fact: I based the dance on a video clip from a few years back. I wonder if anyone will recognize it

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 61: Return to Brathood

Notes:

After this festive intermission, time for more Bakugou in Hostile Territory!

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Eijirou woke up in a cold, empty bed. There was no trace of Katsuki anywhere in the tent. The sun was barely up and he could hear a few birds singing outside. How long had it been since they went to bed? How long had Katsuki been gone?

Eijirou let out a long sigh and decided to get up and look for his partner.

He found Katsuki outside of the tent, wrapped in one of their blankets as he looked in the distance with a frown, mindlessly petting the dog from yesterday. He didn’t even look up when Eijirou went to sit next to him.

Everything was mostly silent around them. The rest of the tribe was obviously still asleep after partying all night.

“Couldn’t sleep?” he asked after a moment.

“No,” Katsuki said, hand buried in the dog’s fur as she rested her head on his lap. “I fucking hate this place,” he mumbled for himself.

“It doesn’t seem so bad,” Eijirou remarked.

Katsuki didn’t reply, his eyes still lost in the distance.

“What’s the dog’s name?” Eijirou asked, hoping to change the subject.

He had a feeling that if he tried to argue with Katsuki, it would escalate quickly. He didn’t want to fight so early in the morning.

“Béxel,” Katsuki replied absentmindedly, using that harsh, guttural sound that Barbarian had in common with Draconic.

Eijirou raised a hand to greet her, and she sniffed it carefully. Eijirou almost expected her to growl, like the previous day, but she let him pet her this time.

Eijirou gasped the moment he got to touch her.

“It’s like petting a cloud,” he whispered in awe, his hand almost disappearing in the incredibly soft and thick fur around her neck.

The comment made Katsuki snort, and he relaxed a little after that, their silence feeling more pleasant than heavy.

“How did you sleep?” Katsuki asked after a moment.

Eijirou shrugged. The tent barely muffled the noises from the party, and the sound of music and voices followed him for hours after they left. Masaru and Mitsuki weren’t exactly silent either when they went to bed. Eijirou felt that he’d slept relatively well after that, though. Or at least, he did until…

“There was something missing when I woke up,” he said with a sly smile. “A very handsome man with blond hair. Do you know where he went?”

“That’s retribution for sneaking off with Deku after our first night there,” Katsuki huffed, shoving a chuckling Eijirou to the side.

“Fine, I guess we’re even, then,” Eijirou smiled, glad to find Katsuki just a little more relaxed.

It only lasted until other people came into sight. Eijirou recognized some of them from the party. There was the big man who’d tried to talk to them—Satou, he’d learned later in the evening—and a blond man with a thick, mostly hairless tail who explained that his shifter ancestry came out a bit strangely—Ojiro, if Eijirou remembered correctly.

They greeted Katsuki and him politely, but Eijirou was the only one to greet them back. Katsuki was resolutely ignoring the two of them, focusing all of his attention on Béxel even when Eijirou nudged him so he’d say something. The two men didn’t seem surprised by his attitude, going on their way as if nothing happened.

Eijirou sighed. If he thought Katsuki was difficult when they first reached the Golden Mountains, it was nothing compared to now.

“Hey, I was thinking about finding a nice place to shift today,” Eijirou said, nudging him. “Know anywhere I could train in peace?”

Katsuki’s eyes finally dragged toward him, dark and intense, but he nodded.

“Hell yeah,” he said, sounding a little less somber already. “Let’s fucking ditch.”

He jumped to his feet, dislodging a whining Béxel from his lap, and threw the blanket back inside the tent before grabbing Eijirou’s hand to drag him outside of the camp.

“I know a place not far from here,” he said, sounding surprisingly enthusiastic. “Let’s grab something to eat and go.”

Eijirou let himself be guided through the camp as Katsuki grabbed everything he deemed necessary for their day out. They crossed paths again with Satou and Ojiro, and Eijirou quickly explained where they were going in case someone asked. Meanwhile, Katsuki continued to ignore them, dragging him away like they were in a hurry.

He only slowed down once the camp was out of sight, shoulders relaxing visibly. Eijirou watched him with a slight frown, wondering if he was going to act like this their whole stay. They walked in silence until they reached a large, relatively flat meadow with a small river singing below.

“Here,” Katsuki said. “There shouldn’t be anyone to disturb us. The herds will be grazing somewhere else. Look good to you?”

Eijirou smiled at the sight. The slight slope was probably going to be annoying after a while, but he bet it’d make taking off easier.

“It's perfect!” he said with a grin, and immediately dropped the bag of food Katsuki had given him earlier to shift fully and run.

For a moment, he didn’t even bother flapping his wings and trying to take off, simply enjoying the wind against his scales. Being stuck on the ground was starting to feel limiting, now that he had all the knowledge he needed to conquer the sky, but every time he got to shift and dash through empty fields like this, Eijirou could remember the sheer freedom he’d felt the very first time, when he ran in the snow with Katsuki.

Everything was so different, back then. He barely knew anything about shifter culture. He still had his old, dry and dull scales. He wasn’t aware of his feelings for Katsuki. Katsuki wasn’t considering courting him yet. He hadn’t even met Mina!

Overcome by a wave of nostalgia, Eijirou found himself slowing down, wondering how things were back in their old home. How were Uraraka and Recovery Girl doing? What did the cozy little cave that they called home all winter look like now? Had someone else found the painted dragons?

Had he been in human form, Eijirou would have teared up a little. Instead, he shook his head and looked for Katsuki. His partner was watching him with crossed arms and a faint smile. Eijirou smiled back, walking toward him. Many things had changed since last winter, but Katsuki was still here, supporting him every step of the way. Even now, he’d forced himself to go back to the place he’d been so desperately trying to escape just for his sake. And this time, it was Eijirou’s turn to help and support him.

When he reached him, Eijirou nuzzled his chest like he had the first time he shifted fully, wondering how a shifter kiss would work when his head was so much bigger than Katsuki’s.

“What do you want, you damn lizard?” Katsuki asked with a poorly suppressed chuckle.

“I’m just happy to be here with you,” Eijirou answered honestly. He felt like his Pure Draconic was a little rusty after being unable to use it for months, but Katsuki seemed to understand him just fine.

“You’re such a damn sap,” he huffed against Eijirou’s forehead, keeping them pressed together.

Eijirou answered by nuzzling closer, almost lifting Katsuki off the ground in that way that always made him laugh between his loud protests to put him down and stop being a dumb lizard.

“Too bad! I’m your dumb lizard now, and you’ll never be rid of me,” Eijirou laughed, not even sure Katsuki could really understand him from his spot on Eijirou’s snout.

He seemed to get it, though, barking a laugh as he stopped struggling.

“You chose this, Katsuki,” Eijirou reminded him with a smug smile.

“And it’s the best damn choice I’ll ever make, but it doesn’t make you any less of an idiot,” Katsuki said, like it was the most natural thing in the world.

Eijirou put him down with a gasp.

“Katsuki! You can’t just say that! Think about my poor heart!”

“Too bad, you fucking chose this,” Katsuki replied, throwing his own words back at him with a smirk as he straightened his clothes.

Eijirou stuck out his tongue at him.

“Anyway, weren’t you supposed to train?” Katsuki asked. “I don’t see those wings flapping.”

“Right, let’s do this!” Eijirou said, stepping away from him to get some space.

Although he’d felt like he was hitting a wall back in Yuuei, he’d still made plenty of progress. For one, he knew how to take off—mostly. Tokoyami had spent plenty of time teaching him how to time his updraft with a powerful jump, because unlike Inasa, neither of them could simply lift themselves off the ground with a gentle, yet powerful wind. Getting off the ground was easy, by now. Eijirou was getting pretty good at it, even. The real problem was gaining altitude and staying in the air after that.

The first part of the issue was solved easily by the slight slope of the field. The second one, however…

“Come on, you’ve gotta use your wings!” Katsuki yelled from the ground after Eijirou’s third gliding jump.

“That’s what I’m doing!” Eijirou retorted in mid-air, immediately falling down as he lost balance.

“Hey careful, you don’t wanna break a wing now,” Katsuki said, running toward him. “And you’re not doing it enough. Even Birdbrain did it more than that, and he was a lot lighter than your rocky ass.”

“Right…” Eijirou said, pouting.

“Now do it again, and I wanna see those fuckers move!”

They trained like this all day, only taking breaks to drink, eat, and take a short nap after lunch. Of course, without his own wings, Katsuki could only teach him so much, but between his tips, his usual rough encouragements, and what Eijirou remembered from Tokoyami and Inasa’s teachings, he still felt like he was improving. By the time he was too tired to keep going, he could already stay in the air a little bit longer.

“Man, I’m beat,” he said as he shifted back to his human form after his final landing and let himself fall in the thick grass, lying limp. “Is flying always so exhausting?”

“You’ve barely used your wings since you were born, so I guess you’ll have to train more,” Katsuki shrugged, sitting down beside him.

“Right… But even my legs are on fire from all these take-offs!” Eijirou whined.

“That’s because you’re not supposed to do that so many times in a row,” Katsuki retorted.

“I guess so…” Eijirou said, pensive, as he gazed at the clouds above them.

Given how high they currently were, it was strange that the clouds didn’t look any closer than they did back home in the plains.

“Will I be able to touch the clouds when I can fly?” Eijirou asked.

“You better. Dragon cities are above them, remember?”

“You said that, but they seem so far up…” he said, raising a hand as if he could touch them now. “And I can barely fly a few feet above the ground right now,” he concluded with a sigh, letting his arm fall.

“That’s why we’re here,” Katsuki reminded him. “You still have months to improve.”

“What if I don’t, though?”

“You will. You fucking better, because I’m not staying in this shithole a day longer than I have to,” Katsuki scoffed, lying down by his side. “I’m gonna train you to death. You’ll fly better than any fucker on Maito when I’m done with you.”

Eijirou smiled at the way Katsuki’s encouragement sounded both like a threat and a promise.

“You said I could find a teacher here. Are there any bird shifters in your tribe?”

“Not that I know of,” Katsuki said, eyes lost in the clouds. “You’re the one who talked to every asshole in the damn tribe yesterday. Didn’t you ask?”

“I kinda forgot…”

“Dumbass,” Katsuki huffed fondly, knocking their shoulders together.

“I’ll ask when we go back,” Eijirou shrugged. “It’s like you said, we’ve got plenty of time here.”

Katsuki sighed, his mood souring so fast Eijirou could almost taste it on the back of his tongue, like an impending storm. “Right…”

Eijirou turned toward him, and just like he thought, Katsuki was looking dour again.

“Is it really so bad to be here?” he couldn’t help but ask.

“It fucking sucks…” Katsuki mumbled. “But… we’re here for you, so it’s fucking fine, I guess. It’s the last time I’ll have to stay here after all. It’s easier when I remember that.”

“I don’t get it, though,” Eijirou insisted. “Everyone’s been pretty nice so far.”

“Good for you,” Katsuki gritted.

“And they seem really happy to have you. Like, they wouldn’t throw a party for just anyone.”

“You don’t fucking know that,” Katsuki retorted.

“But–”

“Look,” Katsuki interrupted him. “I don’t wanna talk about it right now. Let’s just… I don’t know, rest a bit, just the two of us, and go back when it gets dark.”

Eijirou studied his face for a moment. He didn’t like Katsuki’s expression. He looked like he was running away.

“Masaru said yesterday that we could get our own tent soon, though. If we come back too late, we’ll have to sleep with your parents again,” he said eventually, unwilling to argue with Katsuki when he barely knew the people he was so tempted to defend. He was supposed to form his own opinion on them, not immediately doubt his partner’s judgment. Especially given how poorly things had turned out for him last time he had.

“Fuck, you’re right,” Katsuki said with a click of his tongue, visibly annoyed that Eijirou had a point. “Fine, let’s go, then. I’m not sharing a tent with them if I can avoid it.”

“Fine by me,” Eijirou smiled, jumping to his feet.

“If they don’t have a tent for us, we’re sleeping in mine,” Katsuki decided, dusting himself after he followed suit.

Eijirou didn’t argue. It wouldn’t be as comfortable, but he was used to it by now. He just hoped Mitsuki wouldn’t put up a fight about it, if it really came to this.

.

When he woke up that morning, wrapped up with Eijirou in his little travel tent, Katsuki almost forgot where he was. Then, the clamor from the camp hit him and he buried his face in Eijirou’s warm skin with a groan. Right… He was back with his shitty old tribe, and they were breaking camp today.

Since they were planning to leave soon, the Hag had said there was no point in setting up their home-tent right away. And although she sort of had a point, Katsuki could tell it was just a shitty excuse to keep him with them longer. Why she’d want to do that, though, he had no idea. To torture him, probably.

She tried to argue when Katsuki said he was just going to set up his travel tent until they left, but then his old man said Eijirou and he probably needed some privacy, and she made some disgusting comment about why. But at least, it got him what he wanted with minimal arguing. And it was easier to sleep when he could tell himself he was far away from her, back on the road with Eijirou.

It sucked that he had to be reminded that it was all wishful thinking this early in the morning, though. But at the very least, having their own home-tent would be a lot more comfortable for both of them, even if they didn’t have a lot of things to put inside. Thinking about how empty it would be almost made him miss their old cavern from last winter.

“Kas’ki, wha’s goin’ on?” Eijirou mumbled then as he slowly woke up from the noise.

Katsuki sighed and forced himself to move from his comfortable spot so he could speak.

“We’re moving today,” he reminded him.

Eijirou lit up immediately.

“Oh, right now? Are they packing up the tents and everything?” he asked, sitting up and disentangling himself from Katsuki and the blankets. “I wanna see it! Let’s go!”

And just like that, Eijirou was gone.

Katsuki sighed, but he forced himself to get up as well and follow him outside.

He couldn’t believe Eijirou would ditch him like this, without a single morning kiss or anything. He didn’t even greet him! It wasn’t surprising, coming from his curious and excitable partner, but it was still rude as hell.

Katsuki could see stars in Eijirou’s eyes when he stepped out of the tent. His partner was looking around with a bright smile full of childish awe—the kind that always made Katsuki melt a little—and it would be cute if his amazement was directed at anything else. But right now, watching his partner looking at people packing up their things and dismantling their home-tents like it was the best thing ever was just annoying.

“How does everyone know what to do?” Eijirou asked, not even looking at him. “Do people have a specific job? What can we do to help?”

“Start with our shit, idiot,” Katsuki grumbled, grabbing Eijirou’s arm roughly to turn him back toward their tent.

“Oh, yeah, sorry,” Eijirou chuckled. “You’re right, that’s a good start.”

Between the small size of their tent and how used to packing it they were by now, it didn’t take long for them to be ready to go. Some progress had been made around them as well, but there was still a lot to be done.

With all of their things packed up, Katsuki took a moment to take in the scene around him. The children running and trying to play with the fabric of the tents, the adults occasionally scolding them while they were getting things done, the older kids either trying to help out or to slack off… It was all so familiar. When Katsuki looked at them, he could almost see himself back when he fit in, bossing the other kids around, looking for trouble… The mere thought made sour bile rise in his throat.

“So… what do we do now?” Eijirou asked then, snapping him out of his thoughts.

“Let’s go train,” Katsuki decided. “They’ll be slow as fuck and I know where they’re going. We can catch up later.”

Helping Eijirou work on his flying skills had been the only good thing of the past two days. When they were away from the camp, being back in the Golden Mountains felt tolerable. It reminded Katsuki why he was here. He could pretend, just for a few hours, that there was no one else in the world. It was just what he needed right now.

He didn’t know if the Hag had planned for him to stick with them all day just because they were moving, but he’d rather choke. There was a nice place with a little lake not too far from their next camping site, Katsuki remembered. It was somewhat on the way. It’d be easy to go there and catch up in the afternoon, when it would be time to set up camp. The days were getting chiller already, but he bet Eijirou would love the cold mountain water all the same.

“What? No way!” Eijirou protested immediately, popping Katsuki’s perfect fantasy bubble and lighting up his anger like a spark on dry grass. “Everyone is working hard, it’s not manly to leave without helping.”

“We’re all packed up, what more do you wanna do?” Katsuki barked.

“We can give a hand to the others,” Eijirou insisted. “Come on, we’ve been here for almost three days and we’ve done nothing to help around. We can’t keep going like this.”

“Of course we fucking can,” Katsuki scoffed, rolling his eyes.

Eijirou would need some time to learn how to pack and unpack their home-tent, but Katsuki remembered enough. He knew how to get food, and Yuuei money worked just fine on this side of the mountain. They didn’t need anyone.

“No!” Eijirou exclaimed, looking genuinely upset. “Are you hearing yourself right now? I’m not stupid, Katsuki, I can see how everyone is working together. Like it or not, we’re going to live with these people until spring. We can’t just stay here and do nothing, it’s unmanly!”

For a moment, Katsuki was too shocked to react. He’d seen Eijirou angry in the past, but never like this. Never at him. He didn’t know what to do. Part of him wanted to fix it, insisting that his partner should never look at him that way, but another, growing bigger with every heartbeat, was furious. How dare Eijirou treat him like this? First he’d ditched him to gawk at the stupid camp packing, and now he was siding with his shitty tribe he’d known for less than three days? What happened to being by Katsuki’s side? What happened to being his shield?

“I don’t fucking care about that!” Katsuki yelled. “Why are you siding with them?”

“I’m not siding with anyone, Katsuki,” Eijirou retorted, standing firmer in the face of Katsuki’s wrath. “I’m just saying you’re being childish right now, and I won’t accept that. What’s the matter? It’s not like you to run away from your responsibilities. You hate being a dead weight.”

Eijirou looked a little softer now. He looked concerned. Months ago, Katsuki would have called it pity and hated him for it. But he knew better now.

It didn’t mean he was going to just accept Eijirou’s words, though.

“You know what? You’re right, we’re not going with them,” Katsuki decided. “We’re fucking leaving, we’ll manage just fine on our own.”

He turned on his heels to pick up his things before Eijirou could react.

“What? Katsuki, no way!” Eijirou gasped, grabbing him by the arm. “You said yourself that winters are dangerous here.”

“I don’t fucking care, maybe we’ll find another tribe or whatever.”

“I don’t think anyone will want us if we don’t pull our weight.”

“Who said we won’t?” Katsuki retorted.

“If we can do it somewhere else, then why can’t we do it here?”

“Because it’s here!” Katsuki yelled, yanking his arm out of Eijirou’s grasp. “I fucking hate this tribe, remember? I don’t wanna stay and fucking play nice and help out or whatever. I don’t wanna spend a second longer than I have to with these assholes.”

Eijirou's eyes darted around them, like he was worried that said assholes would hear them. As if Katsuki gave a shit about that. If they didn't know how little he thought of them by now, that was their fucking problem.

Eijirou didn't seem to agree, though. He grabbed Katsuki's wrist and dragged him out of the camp, not stopping until they were out of earshot. Still fuming, Katsuki let him, walking in silence as he stoked the flames of his anger and kept it trapped inside his chest until he could let it explode again.

Eijirou seemed to have done the opposite. When he finally released his grip on Katsuki’s wrist and turned around, there wasn't an ounce of anger left in his voice.

“Why?” he asked earnestly. “You keep calling them assholes, but they've been nothing but nice to us so far. They gave us food, they found us a spare tent, they even organized a whole party for your return! So what's your problem with them?”

“And so what?” Katsuki hissed, sizzling with anger. “The Hag is just trying to force me to stay, it means nothing!”

Eijirou sighed.

“Look, I understand that she's kind of forceful, but she looks really happy to have you here. Everyone does,” he said. “So what, are they secretly being mean? Am I missing something?”

Rage still boiling inside him, Katsuki crossed his arms and glared at him, too furious to even speak.

“Katsuki, I want to be on your side, I really do,” Eijirou insisted, pleading. “But you need to talk to me. I promise I'll listen, but I want to understand. What's your problem with them?”

“They left me!” Katsuki heard himself scream, processing the words as they left his mouth. “They fucking kicked me out and sent me away, remember?! And then they decided to have me back and I just had to accept it, like some sort of animal! They took away my home! And now, just because they're acting nice like nothing happened, I'm supposed to just take it? No fucking way! Fuck them!”

Eijirou’s eyes lit up with understanding. Of course, he fucking forgot… Not that Katsuki could really blame him. They hadn’t talked about it aside from that one time almost a year ago, just before Eijirou found out who he was. His partner sighed, seemingly defeated, but when he looked back up, he still seemed hesitant.

“You’re right, I’m sorry,” he said. “But I still think it’s a rash decision to leave right now.”

“What do you want, then?” Katsuki gritted, arms crossed and ready to fight him at the slightest sign that he was going to defend his shitty tribe again.

“I don’t know, but… we’re not ready to leave. We don’t have anything. We barely have any food, everyone says I’ll need better winter clothes, we don’t even know where we’d go…”

Katsuki sighed, deflating. Eijirou had a point. Leaving right now would be stupid, and Katsuki shouldn’t have let his anger blind him.

“I understand that they hurt you, Katsuki, and we don’t have to stay here if it hurts you so much, but…

“It doesn’t hurt me, it just pisses me off,” Katsuki grumbled.

The look in Eijirou’s eyes said that he didn’t believe him, but he didn’t insist.

“You know Tsunotori, the small woman I talked to yesterday?” he asked instead. “She wants to spend the winter with another tribe. Maybe we can go with her then, and get ready to leave in the meantime?”

‘I don’t need her fucking help,’ Katsuki wanted to say, but he forced himself to take a deep breath and see things more rationally.

“Makes sense,” he grit out.

“Until then, I still think we should help out. Especially if I want to be useful by the time we leave,” Eijirou concluded.

Katsuki let out another sigh, not looking at him. He could feel his anger wavering, and although the embers were still hot, he could tell that lashing out at Eijirou would only make him feel worse.

“Katsuki,” Eijirou called him softly, placing a warm hand on his shoulder. “You’re not trapped here,” he said when Katsuki looked up. “No one will stop us when we leave in spring. No one will stop us if we leave right now. You said it yourself, your family has no power over you anymore.”

“I know that,” Katsuki huffed. Eijirou was right, though. Part of his problem was that he saw this tribe as a prison. But it wasn’t true anymore. It was still shitty, but they couldn’t stop him this time.

It didn’t mean that Katsuki wanted to spend more time with them than was strictly necessary, but Eijirou hadn’t been wrong earlier when he said he was just running away from his responsibilities. And the last thing he wanted was to owe his shitty tribe for letting him be a dead weight.

“So, what do we do now?” Eijirou asked.

“We go back and help,” Katsuki said, reluctant but firm. “I’ll show you the ropes.”

Eijirou nodded and followed him as they walked back to the camp.

Katsuki pretended not to see the concerned look in his old man’s eyes when they found him near their neatly packed bags.

“Since it’s Eijirou’s first time seeing this, I thought I’d show him around,” he said hesitantly, eyes fleeting between the two of them.

“Don’t bother, I’ll do it,” Katsuki grumbled.

“Do you still remember–”

“Of course I still remember,” Katsuki scoffed. “I wasn’t gone that long. Now go pack your own shit or whatever.”

His old man sighed, but like always, he didn’t insist. “Alright. Call me if you need anything,” he said with a dejected look.

Eijirou opened his mouth as he walked away, looking like he wanted to say something, but he changed his mind.

“So, what do we do now?” he asked instead. “I agree that a tour would be great. How long does it usually take to pack everything?”

Katsuki took a quick look around and said, “They’re almost halfway through. We’ll see what’s left to do once I’m done showing you around.”

Eijirou nodded and followed as Katsuki showed him the various steps of packing tents—taking everything out, taking down the thick covers, then the wooden parts, putting them on carts drawn by oxen or donkeys… Much like earlier, Eijirou looked fascinated by everything. And of course, he was eager to help as soon as Katsuki was done with his quick tour.

People seemed surprised when Katsuki said they’d give a hand. They were right to have expected him to leave as soon as he could, of course, but still. Fuck them for assuming.

Soon, Rikidou and Mashirao pointed them to a few places that would require extra hands, and Katsuki showed Eijirou what to do until everything was packed and the place looked like they’d never been here in the first place.

“Wow, I didn’t think it would be so… clean,” Eijirou said, impressed. “It never looks like this in Yuuei after a caravan leaves.”

“That’s because you’re all dirty as shit,” Katsuki retorted.

“Is it always like this?” Eijirou asked. “Is that why you’re always obsessed with leaving our campsite exactly how we found it?”

“Oh, Katsuki still does that?” Rikidou asked as he tied a tent cover on a cart to hold its content in place. “I thought he’d trash the place on purpose as a general fuck you or something.”

“Fuck you! Why would you think that shit?!” Katsuki barked immediately.

“Then again, it suits him to keep our traditions even when he says he hates them,” Mashirao interjected. “Like the way he always remembers stories better than us, you know?”

“And fuck you too!” Katsuki retorted, only to be ignored again.

“Oh, so it’s traditional, then?” Eijirou asked, curious.

“Yeah, we have to respect the… how do we call them… the nature ghosts?” Mashirao explained.

“Nature spirits maybe?” Rikidou offered.

“Yeah, maybe. Anyway, there are these spirits all over the mountains, and if we want the pastures to stay green and good for our cattle, we have to be respectful so they don’t leave.”

“Besides, the Earth Trackers will have our heads if they find out we’ve been littering,” Rikidou added with a snort.

“Wow, I had no idea,” Eijirou said.

“Yeah, I bet Katsuki didn’t tell you much,” Rikidou shrugged. “How about you stay with us today so we can tell you more?”

And there went Katsuki’s plan to ditch them during the trip. It was probably too late for that anyway, so when Eijirou sent him a questioning look, he nodded and accepted their offer. He’d just have to stay around and make sure they didn’t try to talk shit about him.

To think he used to boss these two idiots around when they were kids, and now they didn’t have an ounce of respect for him. Maybe it was time to change that, if they were going to stay for the time being.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! Bakugou has become ungovernable since he's back in the Golden Mountains, even for me. The conversation at the end where he decided to leave the tribe out of the blue? It actually made me sweat because I had no idea how Kiri would convince him to stay after all. Good save, Kirishima! I hope our combined efforts will be enough to steer Bakugou where I want, or at least that he won't end up in a completely different place.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 62: Bear My Anger

Notes:

I have procrastinated enough, so here's the new chapter

I never thought 1A side characters Mashirao Ojiro With The Tail and Rikidou Satou With The Cakes would become important in the story, but here we are. I'm really starting to run out of characters, but they're filling their roles well at least!

Enjoy

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The walk to their new camping grounds didn’t go too poorly. Katsuki and Eijirou stayed at the very back of the line with Mashirao and Rikidou. The two were telling Eijirou more about life in the tribe and why things were done the way they were, teaching him about stuff that wouldn’t have crossed Katsuki’s mind. Like how, sure, cows were a source of milk and labor, as well as meat and clothing, but donkeys were precious companions they wouldn’t dare eat. All the while, Eijirou listened to all of the new information with a fascinated look—yet Katsuki knew he wouldn’t remember half of it by the end of the day.

Their conversation was interrupted when Eijirou spotted a figure down the path and gasped.

“W-Wait is that a bear?” he asked, pointing at a bear with light brown fur, surrounded by laughing kids.

“Oh, her?” Rikidou asked. “That’s my mom.”

“Your… what? She’s a bear shifter?” Eijirou asked, dumbfounded.

Katsuki snorted at that. He couldn’t believe no one had thought to say so.

Rikidou seemed to find it amusing too, nodding with a chuckle. “Yeah, and so am I,” he said, letting a pair of fuzzy dark brown ears appear on top of his head, barely visible in his wild hair, and turning his hand into a massive paw to wave at him.

Eijirou’s eyes lit up instantly. “That’s amazing! I can’t believe no one told me!” He raised a hand as if to touch Rikidou’s bear paw, then stopped and asked, hesitant, “Can I touch it please?”

“Yeah, sure,” Rikidou chuckled. “People are always crazy for the paws,” he added for himself, shaking his head.

“They’re so cool,” Eijirou whispered in awe as he felt the well-groomed fur on the back and the rough pads on his palm, letting a finger drift along the impressive claws.

“You’re saying it like you can’t turn into an actual dragon,” Mashirao pointed out, amused.

“It’s different, scales aren’t soft like fur,” Eijirou said. “And bears are so tough, it’s not like I’ll ever have the chance to touch a wild bear paw. Or to pet one.”

Rikidou laughed at that. “Sorry, but I only let children and cute women pet me.”

“I was born too early,” Eijirou sighed dramatically as he let go of Rikidou’s paw.

“I don’t date kids,” Katsuki pointed out.

Eijirou gasped at that, a smile tugging at his lips. “Dating Katsuki or petting a bear? It’s a tough choice!” he said, tapping his chin as if in deep thought.

“Fuck you, then,” Katsuki huffed, shoving his laughing partner roughly to distract everyone from his own amused smile.

“Anyway, how about we make a deal?” Eijirou said, turning back toward Rikidou. “I’ll let you touch my scales if you let me touch your fur.”

Mashirao and he looked at each other for a second, surprised, and said in unison, “You’d let us?!”

“Well, yeah? It’s only fair,” Eijirou said. “Besides, I’m used to it.”

“Wow, I didn’t think it would be so easy,” Rikidou said, still looking like he couldn’t believe what he’d just heard.

“Why? It’s a fair deal. And I thought you guys saw dragon shifters every year.”

“Yeah, but they’d never let us touch their scales or anything,” Mashirao said. “And believe me, lots of shifters have tried to strike the same deal as you did.”

“It’s because they know it’d be a rip off,” Katsuki retorted.

“It’s live bear fur,” Eijirou said. “Maybe it’s normal for you guys, but it’s not something you can do every day in Yuuei.” Then, he turned back toward Rikidou and asked, “So, what do you think?”

“I'll take it!” Rikidou grinned.

“Awesome!” Eijirou cheered. “So, should I shift now? Is it a good time?”

“Oh, you’d shift fully? For that price I’ll even let Katsuki pet me, too!”

“As if I care,” Katsuki scoffed.

“You can touch my tail if I can touch your scales!” Mashirao offered with an excited grin.

Eijirou laughed goodnaturedly as he accepted both offers and distanced himself a few steps before shifting fully.

Mashirao and Rikidou cheered at that and, of course, it attracted the attention of all the damn children who yelled at the top of their lungs at the sight of a dragon and immediately started crowding Eijirou. He took it with good grace, obviously, because he was too damn kind for his own good, but Katsuki still made sure to keep them in check and make them show some damn respect.

“Wait…” one of the kids said suddenly, taking his hand off Eijirou’s scaly shoulder. “Where’s your bell? Don’t you have one?”

“He needs a bell!” someone else yelled immediately, and before anyone could remind them that there was no risk of a dragon shifter being attacked by accident, they all disappeared in search of a shifter bell for him.

“Sorry, dude. They don’t get to see dragons from up close every day, what with the dragon shifters mostly keeping to themselves,” Mashirao said with an amused smile once the brats were gone. “I hope they weren’t too much?”

Eijirou shook his head

“No, it makes me happy, actually,” he replied, and he looked like he meant it too.

“Uh… did you say something?” Rikidou asked, confused.

Katsuki pointedly looked away. He wasn’t going to translate shit, no matter how many times Eijirou nudged him for his attention. It wasn’t his damn job. Why should he help these two assholes who were laughing at his partner’s antics like they had any right to even look at them?

“Ugh, fine,” he grumbled when Eijirou started huffing loudly against his cheek. “He says he’s fine with it. There, happy?”

“Yes, thank you,” Eijirou said with a satisfied smile.

The kids ran back toward them not a moment later, proudly holding a shifter bell on a rope.

“Here!” the little boy holding it yelled excitedly. “Dad said you can have this one!”

“It’s too small, you dummy,” a girl said. “I told you it’d be too small.”

“Oh…” the boy said, disappointed.

“His horn!” an older girl exclaimed then. “It’ll fit on his horn!”

“Hey, not so fast, you little shits,” Katsuki intervened. Like hell he was going to let a bunch of brats give Eijirou what could very well be a courting gift. It wouldn’t count, of course, but it was important that they knew basic manners. Especially if they were going to interact with dragon shifters in the future. “You don’t just give shit to dragons. You have to show him first, then ask him what he thinks, and if he says he wants it, then you can give it to him.”

“But why?” the little boy with the bell asked, confused.

“Because otherwise, you could start courting him and you’ll have no idea,” Katsuki explained curtly.

“What’s courting?” a younger kid asked.

An older one turned toward him to whisper loudly, “It’s romance stuff,” making the whole bunch of brats shout in disgust.

Katsuki huffed at that. To think he used to be like them…

“So, kids, what do we do now?” Rikidou asked with a chuckle.

“Kirishima, look at this shifter bell I got. Do you like it?” the kid asked, sending a glance in Katsuki’s direction to make sure he’d done it right.

Katsuki gave him an approving nod. What he didn’t expect was for Eijirou to glance at him as well, like he wasn’t sure if he could really accept it.

“Just take it, dumbass,” he said in Draconic. “Unless you don’t want it.”

“Are you kidding? Of course I do!” Eijirou replied, and then gave the kid an enthusiastic nod, lowering his head so the boy could carefully place his gift on his left horn.

It jingled nicely when Eijirou lifted his head again and shook it lightly to make it ring more while all the kids cheered. He wore it proudly until the damn brats apparently decided that Eijirou wasn’t interesting anymore and left.

“Wow, that was something,” Eijirou said with a grin as soon as he’d shifted back to his human form. “Wait, did you guys even get to touch my scales? I kinda lost track after the kids came.”

They did, apparently. Even Katsuki hadn’t caught that, too busy trying to keep the brats under control.

“I guess it’s time for me to hold up my end of the deal, huh,” Rikidou said then, and immediately turned into a huge brown bear with a typical shifter bell around his neck.

Had he always been so impressive? Katsuki mostly remembered the tiny bear cub from when they were kids. Even by the time he left for Yuuei, Rikidou still looked like he wasn’t done growing into his own body. Had Katsuki changed that much as well? He wondered how different he looked to the rest of the tribe now.

None of them were the same brats as before, it seemed…

Somehow, it made Katsuki feel a bit less shitty about being here.

.

Eijirou was just as excited when they set up the camp as he was when they packed it. He was mostly focused on trying to find the best spot for their home-tent, though, so it didn’t piss Katsuki off like it had in the morning. This time, he could enjoy how cute his overly-eager partner was as they set up their tent and helped others do the same.

Of course, by the time everyone was settled, it was too late for them to find an out-of-the-way place to train. But Katsuki forgot to be mad about it the moment he stepped into their tent with Eijirou.

It was a small one, especially compared to the Hag’s, but it still seemed huge because unlike hers, this one was desperately empty. They had their bags on one side, a pile of blankets that would be their bed for the time being on the other, the hearth at the center, and that was it. No bed, no table, no knick-knacks, no colorful tapestries, no tableware or cookware beside what they had in their bags…

Yet, the look on Eijirou’s face was enough to fill the whole place. He was radiant, grinning so hard Katsuki could swear even his back teeth were on full display.

“Katsuki, this is so cool! And it’s all for us, can you believe it?” he babbled, looking everywhere like he was in a room full of shiny treasures and not in an old, empty tent. He almost looked like he was dancing, with the way he was slowly spinning around, an awed smile on his face, like he couldn’t get enough of the sight.

He stopped in front of Katsuki, smiling even wider somehow, and said, “I think I’m going to like it here!”

And as much as Katsuki wanted to huff and grumble, as much as he was trying to remember that he didn’t want to be here and everyone in this tribe sucked, he could only nod in agreement. Nothing else mattered, because Eijirou was here, shining like a warm fire on a winter day, and he was happy like this.

Whether he could read Katsuki’s feelings on his face or not, Eijirou’s expression softened, and he walked toward him to wrap his arms around his neck and knock their foreheads together in a soft shifter-kiss.

“So, what do you think?” he whispered against Katsuki’s lips. “Do you regret staying?”

“S’fine for now,” Katsuki mumbled, hands on his partner’s hips to pull him even closer.

Their moment was interrupted by someone calling them from outside of the tent.

Katsuki sighed. Of course, people had to ruin it…

“The fuck d’you want?” he barked.

“Make yourselves presentable and come out,” the Hag replied. “We’ve got something for you!”

Katsuki growled. “I take it back, let’s fucking leave.”

Eijirou snorted at that. “Come on, let’s see what it is first.”

“This better be fucking important,” Katsuki grumbled, turning around to get this over with.

He didn’t know what he expected to find when he stepped out, but it certainly wasn’t the pile of furniture stacked in front of the tent, with a few dozen people looking at them with eager smiles. Eijirou gasped when he joined him outside.

“Is it… is this for us?” he asked hesitantly, hands flying to his mouth, surprised and obviously touched by the gesture.

“Yes,” his old man said with a smile. “We knew you wouldn’t have much, so we all pitched in for things you’ll need to furnish your home-tent.”

Too stunned to react, Katsuki could only study the big pile in front of him. There was a bed, a table, a teapot, big clay pots, cushions… and right at the back, almost hidden behind all that stuff, was a familiar green and orange trunk.

“The fuck?” he said, interrupting Eijirou’s stream of thank-yous as he looked up to his parents. “Is that my trunk?”

“Sure is, brat,” the Hag nodded with a proud grin. “And it's all yours! It still has all of your stuff too.”

Katsuki frowned at that. “Why the fuck would you do that?” he barked, confused and, above all else, furious. “I said I was never coming back, damn it!”

Did the Hag think he wasn’t serious back then? Had she kept it thinking he’d come crawling back sooner or later and she could rub it in his face?

“Well, you’re back now, aren’t you?” the Hag retorted even louder, going straight from pleased to pissed off.

Good. She should know he wasn’t going to fall of her stupid games, whatever they were.

“And so what?” Katsuki yelled, ignoring Eijirou’s arm on his shoulder and his attempts to stop him. “You think I’ll carry that shit to Maito when I leave? That’s such a fucking waste, I bet everything’s rotten in there.”

“Of course it’s not,” she scoffed. “You think I wouldn’t take care of it?”

“But why would you keep that shit for five fucking years? I wasn’t even supposed to come back!”

“Well, I couldn’t just get rid of it!” she yelled. “Now stop being an ungrateful brat and just be glad you have that shit!”

“I have nothing to be grateful for, you Hag!” Katsuki spat. “I never asked you to do that! So what, you think you can buy me with a bunch of handouts?”

“Katsuki, stop!” Eijirou said more firmly. “We are grateful. We’re going to need all of this.”

Katsuki’s mouth snapped shut and he glared at his partner. It made Eijirou hesitate for a beat.

“I mean… unless there’s a catch I’m missing?” he asked, confused.

“Of course not, Eijirou,” his old man said immediately. “Aside from Katsuki’s trunk, which was always his to begin with, we’re just lending you these things for however long you’re staying. It’s basic hospitality for us,” he added, sending Katsuki a pointed look.

“That’s way more than basic hospitality and you fuckers know it,” Katsuki growled, furious.

Having a spare home-tent or two for long-term visitors like them was common practice, and of course they usually came with some basic furniture, but not all that shit.

“It’s not basic hospitality because you’re my son and Eijirou is an honored guest,” the Hag retorted.

“Just take that shit back, I don’t want it,” Katsuki gritted, his jaw clenched so tight it hurt.

“Katsuki, come on,” Eijirou whispered. “Don’t–”

“So what? You’d let your velshélumnar live in a bare tent just to spare your pride?” the Hag said spitefully. “It’s your right to be miserable, but you don’t get to ruin his stay here too.”

Once, when he was a kid, Katsuki had bitten too hard into his spoon. His teeth had hurt for hours after that, and he could have sworn they almost broke. Right now, with how hard he was gritting them, Katsuki felt even worse than that day, teeth screaming in agony.

Fuck the Hag. Seriously, fuck her for bringing Eijirou into this!

“If you don’t want it, you can always tell yourself that we’re only lending things to Eijirou,” his old man said before Katsuki could chew her out, soft and trying to find a middle ground as always.

It made Katsuki relax just enough to allow him to explode.

“Fucking fine!” he yelled, stomping toward the pile of furniture to grab the first thing he could. “But don’t think you’ve fucking won,” he spat before he disappeared inside the tent.

He didn’t care about any of that shit. He was only accepting it for Eijirou’s sake.

“Tell us if there are things you don’t want to keep from your trunk,” his old man said gently when Katsuki stormed back out for another armload of stuff.

“And Kirishima, feel free to tell us if there’s anything else you need,” Mashirao added.

“May the mountains bless you for your hospitality,” Katsuki said in Barbarian before he stomped back inside the tent, spitting the traditional thanks like he was telling them to go fuck themselves.

At least it got them to leave.

He shouldn’t have been surprised when he found Eijirou frowning at him once they were alone again.

“Katsuki, what the fuck was that?” he hissed, grabbing one end of the bed so they could carry it inside.

Fuck, why did Katsuki keep making his partner angry today?

“Got mad,” he shrugged as they left it where the pile of blankets was. “Fucking Hag, trying to buy me with my old shit, as if I fucking care…”

“I’m pretty sure that’s not what happened,” Eijirou pointed out as they walked back outside to grab the table.

“You don’t fucking know that,” Katsuki grumbled, annoyed that his partner would jump to his fucking tribe’s defense again. Why couldn’t he see that they were just being jerks?

Eijirou sighed, still frowning as they finished furnishing their home-tent with everything they were lent.

It didn’t look half bad like this. It was still on the empty side, but it wasn’t completely bare like earlier.

Yet, without Eijirou dancing around with an ecstatic grin, it felt colder than a prison cell. His partner was standing in the middle of the tent in silence, stiff and frowning, inspecting it critically like the whole thing bothered him.

Katsuki’s anger dissipated at the sight, leaving nothing but emptiness and cold realization.

“I am making you miserable,” he said, breaking the heavy silence that had settled in the tent since they finished moving in.

Eijirou’s cold eyes snapped toward him and softened almost immediately, like he couldn’t stay mad. Maybe he should, though. Maybe Katsuki deserved it.

Eijirou sighed, deflating a little. “You’re not making me miserable,” he said calmly. “But you’re so high-strung all the time, it’s…” He paused, took a sharp breath, and let out another long sigh, like he was carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders. Like Katsuki was making him carry the weight of the world. “I said I’d be your shield, before we came here. And I meant it, I am ready to stand between you and everyone who tries to hurt you. But I can’t do it if you’re the one lashing out and attacking them all the time. I can’t be your shield if you don’t let me. So I’m just… I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to support you.”

Katsuki’s shoulders slumped and he lowered his head, feeling like a puppet without strings. “Fuck…” he muttered. He couldn’t believe the Hag had been right. It wasn’t what he wanted. Eijirou deserved better than this. “I don’t fucking understand… all of that shit,” he tried to explain, gesturing toward the cushions, the extra pots, the trunk. Especially the trunk. “And why the fuck would they keep my stuff?”

When Katsuki looked at it without a veil of anger to deform everything, he realized that maybe his tribe hadn’t been fucking jerks this time. It only made him even more confused.

“I don’t know, but it’s going to be useful, isn’t it?” Eijirou said. “I don’t know what’s in the trunk, but…”

“All my personal shit that I didn't take with me. Spare clothes. Hunting gear. Snow gear. Shit that could’ve been useful to someone else, instead of rotting in there for years.”

“But that's not why you got so mad, is it?”

Katsuki shook his head. “When I left,” he said slowly, voice raw like he’d been crying despite his dry eyes, “I told the Hag she should give away my stuff and pretend I was dead. But they kept it with them, like they expected me to come back any day.”

“Maybe she didn’t want you to be dead,” Eijirou said. “Is it so hard to believe that maybe–”

“Don’t,” Katsuki interrupted him. “Don’t say that shit when you barely know them.”

Eijirou sighed. “You’re right, I don’t.”

There was another beat of silence, just a little less cold than before but still uncomfortable.

“I’ll make an effort,” Katsuki announced then. “I don’t want you to feel like shit because of me.”

Eijirou gave him a weak smile and took a step closer. “Today was pretty nice, wasn’t it? When we walked with Satou and Ojiro and everything. I know the kids were a bit too much for you, but…”

“Yeah,” Katsuki sighed, although it pained him to admit it. He still thought it would have been nicer to spend the day alone with Eijirou at the lake like he wanted to, but being around these two wasn’t too bad when he didn’t get mad at the slightest thing. Especially when Eijirou was holding all of their attention.

“I’m not saying you should forgive your tribe or pretend that you’re not mad at them for what they did. It’s just…”

“It’s fucking exhausting, lashing out all the time,” Katsuki blurted out, surprised by his own admission. But it was true, he was tired of it. He didn’t know how he had the energy for it when he was fifteen, but he didn’t have it anymore. Especially if he was going to drag Eijirou down with him. But after so long using violence as his only response, he didn’t know what else to do.

“You weren’t doing too bad with Izuku, after the first day,” Eijirou pointed out. “Do you think another… what’s the name again… that fight from last time?”

“Mastkeln,” Katsuki said.

“Yeah, that! Do you think it’d help?”

It was tempting, Katsuki had to admit. He didn’t think it would be enough to fix everything, but it could be a start. His bone-deep exhaustion and growling stomach didn’t agree, however. He wasn’t even angry anymore. Not after seeing the consequences his destructive feelings had on the only person who mattered in this whole damn camp.

“Not now,” he decided. “It’s gonna be night soon and we still have to eat. Let’s have dinner.”

Eijirou brightened up a little at that, a smile tugging at his lips as he said, “So… we’re going to have our first meal in our new home?”

Katsuki nodded, and just like that, the warmth from earlier was back.

Dinner wasn’t much, considering how hungry they both were, but it didn’t matter in the face of Eijirou’s happy smile. It was how he should always be. Bright and warm, like the gentle flame of the hearth.

Katsuki felt much better with a full stomach. Good enough to open his old trunk and figure out what they could keep and what he didn’t need anymore. He was surprised to find that most of his clothes felt a lot tighter than they used to. Nothing too serious, though. He could make a few adjustments.

He didn’t expect to find Eijirou’s brightness gone once more when he playfully threw his old scented pillow at him, his expression marred by a frown.

“What’s the matter?” Katsuki asked, ready to tackle whatever was making him so somber.

“Oh, it’s nothing,” Eijirou said, waving his hand dismissively. He raised the pillow to smell it—dried flowers and fragrant herbs, which barely smelled like anything after so long—and somehow, his frown was even more pronounced when he put it down.

“No, it’s not,” Katsuki retorted, crawling closer to poke the wrinkle on Eijirou’s brow. “Tell me, I wanna know if you’re still pissed at me.”

“I’m not, I promise,” Eijirou said. “It’s just… I’m looking at your stuff and… damn, this pillow smells like home. Must be the lavender.” He shook his head, as if trying to regain control of his wavering voice. “I just wonder… Do you think my family kept my stuff? How long until they throw everything away?”

“They know it’s important to you,” Katsuki replied, unsure what else to say. He didn’t know Eijirou’s family that well. He didn’t want to lie to him.

“I don’t even know what I'd want them to do,” Eijirou admitted, holding the pillow tightly against his chest. “I mean… it’s not like I’m planning to go back, so why does it matter whether or not they kept it?”

“You don’t want them to forget you,” Katsuki said.

Eijirou sighed, lowering his head. “Yeah.”

“They’d have to suck big time to do that,” Katsuki offered, sitting down next to him to wrap an arm around his shoulder and pull him against his side.

“You're the one who keeps saying they suck,” Eijirou retorted.

“Yeah, they suck because they didn’t let you be who you are. Not because they didn’t care about you.”

“Hmm, I know they did it because they cared too much,” Eijirou mumbled, slowly melting against him. “Still…”

“It’s not too late to send them another letter,” Katsuki offered.

Eijirou didn’t answer, deep in his own thoughts, until they heard loud drums marching around the camp.

“What’s that?” Eijirou asked, straightening up.

“Oh, must be… fuck, whaddya call it… Story time?”

“Story time?” Eijirou repeated, confused. Then, his eyes lit up and he said with a smile, “Oh, Ojiro told me about it today, I think! The tradition where after setting up camp, you all gather around a fire to tell stories?”

“Yeah, that,” Katsuki nodded. “Wanna go?”

As much as he wanted to stay here with Eijirou, he had a feeling that it would be a good distraction for his partner. And a step in the right direction if Katsuki wanted to at least get used to his tribe while he was with them.

“Sure!” Eijirou smiled. “Oh, but the stories will be in Barbarian, won’t they?”

“I’ll translate them for you.”

They got a few surprised looks when they joined the others by the fire at the center of the camp, but no one tried to talk to them for the rest of the evening. Katsuki soon found out that translating as he listened was much harder than his old man made it seem—and incredibly frustrating when Barbarian stories were worded so carefully—but he did his best. At least he could edit the bits that weren’t told properly. If Eijirou was going to be introduced to All Might, the legendary hero who put the stars in the sky and created the mountains, he couldn’t just learn a sub-par version!

Eijirou seemed to feel better when they went to sleep after a couple of stories. Katsuki couldn’t tell who was more exhausted between him, who struggled to find the most basic words in Plainspeak, and Eijirou, who could barely keep his eyes open.

They dragged each other back to their home-tent, and when they settled in their old-yet-cozy bed, with more pillows and blankets than they’d had in a long time, Katsuki felt warm again.

Notes:

I was not planning to write another argument this chapter but Bakugou is having Strong Feelings about being here. Sorry pal, I'll drag you through this arc kicking and screaming like a baby otter to water if I have to, but you Will Get Through It

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 63: Harping on Technique

Notes:

Here we are for a way more relaxed chapter

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

A few weeks passed, and  before Eijirou knew it he'd adapted to a whole new routine. Waking up with Katsuki in their tent, greeting people as they left to train, hunt, or do various errands for the tribe—unless they were moving that day—hanging out with Katsuki’s childhood friends, sparring with them from time to time, listening to stories by the fire, going to sleep by Katsuki’s side in their bed… It was a life he enjoyed more and more each day.

He liked the mountains, their wild landscapes, and the freedom they gave him. He liked being shown new places and going on trips with Katsuki and Béxel, either to hunt or to gather things for the tribe. He liked how people didn’t so much as bat an eye whenever he shifted. He liked learning Barbarian through stories, understanding them better each night as his ear slowly attuned to the rhythm and nuances of the language. He liked having Masaru’s gentle guidance. He liked hanging out with Mashirao and Rikidou. And more importantly, he loved having Katsuki by his side every step of the way.

His partner had obviously been making efforts since the day they got the furniture for their home-tent. And as always, when Katsuki put his mind to something, the results had been both fast and impressive. He still looked high strung and ready to lash out any second, but he didn’t let himself explode like he had that day, which made it easier for Eijirou to fulfill his role as a shield and redirect everyone’s attention when Katsuki’s patience was running thin. He seemed to at least tolerate most people, and Eijirou was pretty sure he was actually reconnecting with his old friends, even if he refused to admit it. He also barely argued with his parents anymore—though that might've been because he barely interacted with them at all.

It made Eijirou a little sad, seeing the rift between them. But who was worse between the two of them? Eijirou, who wouldn’t visit or even send a letter to his faraway family, or Katsuki, who refused to interact with his parents even when they were right here? Most of the time, Katsuki wouldn’t even acknowledge their presence. Eijirou didn’t dare say anything, though. Not when he tried to avoid thinking about his own family whenever he could. It was harder to keep them out of his thoughts when he got to see Katsuki’s parents and talk to them almost every day, though.

Eijirou hadn’t forgotten Izuku’s advice about trying to form his own opinion about the Bakugous independently of what Katsuki told him. And even after weeks by their side, he still didn’t know what to think. They were always nice to him, especially Masaru. Mitsuki could be harsh, forceful, and quick to anger, but these were all traits she shared with her son. And if Eijirou didn’t mind them in Katsuki, why should he dislike her for having them too? But every time he thought he was going to decide once and for all whether they deserved Katsuki’s cold shoulder or not, they did something nice or Eijirou was reminded how much they hurt Katsuki. And then, he didn’t know what to think anymore.

All Eijirou knew was that his partner’s resentment toward the entire tribe was getting harder and harder to understand the more at home he felt among them. Katsuki hadn’t talked about leaving recently, and Eijirou didn’t dare bring it up, afraid that it would only hasten their departure. He was growing attached to everyone, and no matter what Katsuki said, Eijirou was pretty sure no other tribe would welcome them so warmly.

It almost made him regret coming. Things were easier when he only had Katsuki’s point of view. But at the same time, how could he regret getting a taste of a life where he didn’t have to hide?

This point was yet another source of conflict in Eijirou’s mind. He'd gotten to meet many shifters since they came here, from the ones in Katsuki’s tribe to the ones they sometimes traded with, or the bird shifter who came to deliver a message from Izuku’s tribe once. Eijirou still hadn't recovered from the surprise of seeing a tiny, fluffy bird landing in the middle of the camp in a flurry of jingles and turning into a young man around his age.

It was a shame that he couldn’t stay around to help Eijirou learn how to fly… Especially when he knew Inasa or Tokoyami would have dropped everything to help him, even if they had been strangers.

He was so happy, seeing so many people who were just like him but had never once been afraid of who they were. And yet, it created a distance between them. There was no special kinship because despite their similarities, they didn’t know what it was like to be an outsider in their own home.

He liked Mashirao and Rikidou because they were nice and fun to be around, but their relationship lacked the instant connection he’d felt with Inasa and Tokoyami. Even Mashirao, who only had his tail and couldn’t shift—something about his wolf and donkey shifter ancestors fighting so hard to claim him that he ended up as neither, he said—wasn’t treated any differently, with the same kind of pity Tokoyami sometimes complained about. Rikidou knew all about being a shifter, but he couldn’t fathom what it was like to force himself to stay in one form for so long it became painful, except maybe for a harmless bet between friends. He barely remembered what it was like to discover his bear form because it had always been a part of him. He knew what it was like to wake up with a tail that wasn’t there when he went to bed, but he didn’t know the fear of anyone seeing it and hurting him for it. For him, getting spooked because his arm had shifted during the night and he didn’t expect to feel bear claws when he scratched his stomach was nothing more than a funny story to tell.

In the end, Eijirou had more in common with Tokoyami or even Inasa than with any of the shifters in the Golden Mountains. The realization almost made him sad. He didn’t wish his dreadful experience on anyone, but the disappointment of trying to connect with his new friends about their nature and seeing the gap between them had stung. He wondered if he’d feel the same when he’d meet the dragon shifters on Maito. Maybe it was for the best that he’d experienced this feeling now.

Eijirou was snapped out of his thoughts by the sound of explosions and barking in the distance. He shook his head and forced himself to focus. He’d noticed a herd of chamois in the distance while he was practicing his flying skills—which still weren’t optimal, especially his landings, but he was improving—and Katsuki said they should try to bag one or two. As Eijirou had soon learned, they were pretty valuable, both for their skin and their meat, and whatever they didn’t keep would be easy to trade with the rest of the tribe.

If Katsuki’s plan had worked—and knowing his partner, it definitely had—at least some chamois would be running in Eijirou’s direction soon. He couldn’t afford to miss them and let Katsuki’s and Béxel’s hard work be in vain. He crouched when he noticed a few animals running toward him, and he readied himself to shift and strike. He’d tried taking off and striking from above a few times in the past, but it had never ended well. It would take a lot more training before he was ready to hunt like a proper dragon, especially when he still struggled to control how long he could stay in the air.

Thankfully, his tried and true ambush technique worked this time as well. His target saw him coming, but although it did a good job trying to avoid him, Eijirou still managed to snap its neck between his teeth. It wasn’t his favorite way of doing things, too reminiscent of the night he woke up poorly shifted in the forest with raw meat in his mouth, but he was getting used to it.

“Did you get one?” Katsuki asked the moment he joined him, Béxel panting by his side and his own chamois thrown over his shoulders.

Shifting back to his human form, Eijirou wiped the blood from his mouth and gave him a bright smile. “Sure did!” he said, pointing at his kill. Then, he turned his attention toward Béxel and kneeled to scratch her behind the ears and coo, “And you helped a lot, didn’t you? Good girl!” From the corner of his eye, he saw Katsuki roll his eyes with a huff, and he added pointedly, “Who’s the good girl who did everything all by herself?”

“You’re an idiot,” Katsuki said to hide his amusement.

“Aw, you want praise too?” Eijirou asked with a smirk. “Good boy, Katsuki! Who’s the best boy?” he cooed, scratching his partner’s scalp until he was roughly pushed away, laughing.

“Anyway, it’ll be dark soon. Let’s go back to the camp,” Katsuki decided.

Eijirou nodded, throwing his kill over his shoulders to follow him back home.

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Eijirou was surprised by the commotion in the camp when they got back. Mostly, it was children screaming and laughing, and a loud voice that reminded him a lot of Inasa.

“Giants are here,” Katsuki announced as he dropped his kill in front of their home-tent. “Wanna go meet them?”

Eijirou’s eyes lit up instantly. “Of course!” he exclaimed as he followed suit.

He hadn't expected to meet giants so soon. Or at all, since Katsuki had said they mostly lived in other parts of the mountains.

They followed the voices to the center of the camp, but before they even reached it, Eijirou saw a huge head rise above the tents. He gasped at the sight and almost stopped in his tracks. The giant didn’t seem hostile, with the huge smile on his face, but it highlighted how big his mouth was. It could probably fit the entire head of a child, and yet, none of the kids in the camp seemed to care as they tried to jump on him.

Eijirou couldn’t believe his eyes. The giant was so tall Inasa probably only reached up to his chest. Yet, his booming laughter and round shape made him look soft and unthreatening, like a friendly pillow. The kids seemed to agree too, with the way they hung onto him like they were trying to hug him.

The giant paused when he saw them and gently lowered the children hanging off his arms back to the ground.

“Hello,” he said with a friendly smile. “You are the chief son and the partner, yes? I don’t think we met before?”

His speech was slow and hesitant, and his heavy accent alone was enough of a sign that he rarely used Plainspeak. Not that it was surprising, given how much people in Yuuei hated and feared giants. If Eijirou hadn’t met Inasa before, he’d probably be a little scared right now.

“I don’t think so,” Katsuki replied in Barbarian, knowing Eijirou would understand. “You can call me Bakugou.”

It made the giant laugh. “Well, that’s no good. It’s already what I call your parents.”

“You could call him Blasty!” Eijirou offered without thinking, recalling the nickname he and his friends gave him.

“No fucking way!” Katsuki barked, making Eijirou laugh. Right, it would be a little ridiculous.

“How about ‘Young Bakugou’?” the giant offered with an amused look.

“Good enough,” Katsuki shrugged.

“And I’m Kirishima,” Eijirou added.

“Nice to meet you. I’m Toyomitsu, leader of the Earth Trackers.”

Eijirou’s eyes lit up instantly at that. “Oh, I know about you!”

Toyomitsu tilted his head, curious, and, using his broken Barbarian interspersed with Plainspeak, Eijirou told him about Izuku and why he was so interested in them, being an earth mage himself. The giant seemed really pleased to hear about it, even if he was clearly struggling to follow Eijirou’s excited speech sometimes.

“Why are you here anyway?” Katsuki asked suddenly.

“I came to warn you about the stone valley where the children always play.” Eijirou didn’t understand the rest, but he figured it was something about the ground being unstable and how they needed to look into it.

“Fuck, it'd have been a good spot to practice flying,” Katsuki muttered under his breath.

“We’ll let you know as soon as we’re sure it’s safe,” Toyomitsu assured them with a warm smile.

Unfortunately, he couldn’t stay much longer, but Eijirou still got to talk to him a little. He seemed like a really nice person! And he was very surprised that Eijirou wasn’t afraid of him. He rarely met people from Yuuei, but according to him, fear was their universal reaction. It almost pained Eijirou to admit that he might have done the same, had he not met a friendly giant in the past.

Toyomitsu seemed really interested in Inasa’s story, and as Eijirou told him more, he wondered how his friend would react if he finally got to meet someone like him. Would he be thrilled? Would he be a little disappointed like Eijirou? Now that he thought about it, Katsuki had told Inasa about the giants in the Golden Mountains in the past, and he hadn’t seemed all that interested. Did he really think Yuuei was the only home for him, or was he somehow convinced that he wouldn’t find one among fellow giants?

“He’d be welcome here,” Toyomitsu had assured him. “Giants don’t have many friends outside the Golden Mountains, so we have to look after each other.”

When the giant left, Eijirou decided to send Inasa a letter and tell him about his encounter. Maybe his friend still wouldn’t be interested, especially now that he had Camie and his job in Castelmorn, but it was worth a shot. Eijirou would be happy to see him again before he left, even if he just came for a visit.

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A few days later, Eijirou got to meet another unexpected visitor. He’d just gotten up with Katsuki and was drinking a cup of herbal tea outside their home-tent, shaking off the last remnants of sleep before seeing if anyone had any errands to do out of the camp. All in all, it was a very normal morning until a man fell from the sky.

His landing was graceful and flawless, but it took a few seconds for Eijirou to realize that his bright red cape was, in fact, actual, functional bird wings, and that he’d probably flown here rather than just falling out of nowhere.

Katsuki grumbled in Barbarian that this wasn't the chief's tent, looking perfectly unimpressed, while Eijirou had yet to lift his jaw off the ground.

“Nope, I think I’m in the right place,” the stranger replied cheerfully in flawless Plainspeak. “You must be the young Bakugou, right? And you’re… Kirishima, I think?”

Still speechless, Eijirou just nodded.

“Good, good,” the stranger said with a smile. “You guys can call me Hawks. Kirishima, I’ll be your flight teacher for the week!”

“I… You… What?!” Eijirou exclaimed, finally finding his voice back.

“What makes you think we need one?” Katsuki asked, suspicious. “And why would a harpy feel the need to help anyway?”

Eijirou lost his voice and whatever countenance he’d managed to gather at that. A harpy? This man was a harpy?! He wasn’t anything like Eijirou imagined! The ones in pictures and stories were always a lot more bird-like—or at least, in the depictions he’d seen in Yuuei.

“You don’t think I’d do this out of the kindness of my heart? I’m hurt, kid,” the harpy said with an amused smile. “But you’re right, someone called in a favor and I was the right fit for the job.”

“Who?” Katsuki wanted to know.

“Ah-ah, I’m not telling you,” the Harpy said in a sing-song voice.

“Fuck you, then, we’re not following you anywhere.”

“You’re still as abrasive as ever, I see,” the Harpy chuckled. “Glad to see you haven’t changed.”

Eijirou’s eyes widened and he turned toward Katsuki just in time to see realization dawn on his partner’s face.

“You’re one of the fucking harpies who wouldn’t leave me alone on my trip.”

“Oh, so you do remember me!” Hawks chuckled. “Well, I couldn’t just leave you alone, your family was way too worried about you climbing our highest summit all on your own.”

“Fuck, I should’ve known it was them…”

“Well, we also like to keep an eye on intruders in our territory. Corpses are such a mess to deal with,” Hawks said. “Anyway, accept my help or don’t, but for now, I’m gonna say hi to the chief.”

“I fucking swear, if she’s the one who called in that damn favor…” Katsuki hissed.

“Again, that’s a secret. Besides, I don’t think it’s your choice to make,” Hawks said, giving Eijirou a meaningful look before he strolled toward the center of the camp, waving at a few people he seemed to be familiar with.

“Fuck him, we don’t need his help,” Katsuki grumbled.

“It is pretty suspicious that he doesn’t want to tell us who asked him to come,” Eijirou said, thoughtful. “But you said no one would dare attack a dragon here, so…”

“Harpies have no interest in money, human stuff, or dragons, so I don’t think he’d hurt you,” Katsuki said. “But I don’t like that guy.”

“Because he doesn’t seem trustworthy, or because he’s kinda smug?” Eijirou asked, knowing how much Katsuki hated the latter.

He didn’t know what to think about this Hawks fellow, but he wasn't opposed to getting more help. He'd need all he could get if he was going to master flying. The weather was getting colder every day and Katsuki had said it would be harder for him to train after the first snows.

“He is a smug bastard,” Katsuki said, deep in thought, like he was still trying to decide which it was.

“He seems pretty well-known around here,” Eijirou remarked. “Maybe we should ask Mashirao and Rikidou what they think.”

“We don’t need their fucking–” Katsuki started, annoyed, before he stopped himself and said, “Do whatever you want, it’s your damn choice.”

“I’ll ask them what they know,” Eijirou decided.

It didn’t take long for him to find Mashirao. Rikidou was already gone for the day, it seemed.

“Hawks? Yeah, I understand why Katsuki wouldn’t like him,” his friend said. “He’s pretty hard to read and all harpies are smug bastards in their own way,” he added with a chuckle. “But Hawks is a decent guy. And he really likes going to Yuuei, for some reason. He’s actually delivering messages for the chief, when she needs to do queenly business with your king.”

“So he is interested in human stuff…” Eijirou remarked.

“Are you worried about something?” Mashirao asked.

Eijirou sighed. “Well… we had a bad encounter with dragon hunters once, so…”

Mashirao’s friendly smile fell at that, replaced with a look of concern.

“We got out of it fine!” Eijirou quickly assured him. “But I’m… you know… I don’t really want to follow a stranger to a secluded place.”

“I don’t think you have anything to worry about,” Mashirao assured him. “We’re deep in the mountains and dragon hunters have way too much to lose coming here, even with a guide. And like I said, Hawks may not be easy to read, but he’s an honest guy. Besides, from what I’ve heard, he’s one of the best wind mages and fliers among the harpies. So I don’t know what he’s worth as a teacher, but I’m sure you can learn a lot from him!”

“If he tries anything, I’ll fly after him and kick his feathered ass,” Katsuki added. “So it’s up to you to decide.”

Eijirou thought for a moment. It was true that Katsuki would be with him the whole time, and knowing he wouldn’t be alone made him feel a lot safer. And he didn’t want to give up on this opportunity to improve just because he was scared. Still…

“Maybe you could train around where the herds are? Our donkeys aren’t afraid of anything and the other animals shouldn’t freak out more than usual. This way, Rikidou and the others can keep an eye on you.”

Eijirou didn’t say anything for a moment, too surprised to react. He didn’t expect the offer in the first place, but more importantly, he didn’t expect it to make him feel so safe. Everyone was being so nice to him. Was it still because of Katsuki, or was it because they cared about him too? It was hard to tell, but either way, it was really manly of them.

“Alright,” he decided, knocking his fists together. “If you both think it’ll be fine, I’ll take him up on his offer.”

Much to Eijirou’s relief, nothing bad happened on his first day of training with Hawks, except plenty of criticism on his technique. He was a surprisingly stern teacher despite his carefree attitude, and as frustrating as it was sometimes, Eijirou felt like he would improve a lot under his guidance.

“You know, this is pretty fun…” Hawks remarked when Eijirou finally managed to land without eating dirt for the first time, perching on his back with the grace of a feather. “Maybe I should try to teach the fledglings after all.”

“Glad I could help you find your calling,” Eijirou said, although he knew the harpy wouldn’t understand Pure Draconic.

“Anyway, I think that’s enough for today,” Hawks decided then. “Go home, I’ll come and get you tomorrow morning. See ya!”

And just like that, he took off from his perch and flew away.

“So, what do you think of him?” Eijirou asked once his new teacher had disappeared in the distance.

“He’s annoying as fuck,” Katsuki declared. “But you can learn from him and I don’t think he’s gonna stab us in the back.”

“That’s good enough for me!” Eijirou smiled, remembering all too well how his partner was with the dragon hunters. If he had serious doubts, he'd be a lot more vocal about them.

Hawks had said that he’d only agreed to help him for a week, and if he wanted to be able to fly properly by then, he’d have to work hard!

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A week later, Eijirou couldn’t say he’d mastered flying, but with someone who had actual wings to guide him, he’d improved tremendously. Hawks said he had the technique now and only needed to train more until he was able to fly long distances and have control of how and when he was going to take off and land.

It took him a few more days, but Hawks had been right: now that he knew what to do, all he really needed was practice. During that time, the tribe had slowly made its way down the mountains, getting closer to their wintering grounds. Eijirou had told himself that he’d master flying before they reached it.

His goal was simple: he should be able to take off, have a controlled flight on a set course, and land smoothly in the same area where he’d started. It was just routine for an experienced flier, something they did without even thinking, but for Eijirou, it was still a challenge.

He succeeded on a clear fall day, taking off from a green meadow not too far from the tribe, Katsuki by his side. Instead of going down the slope like he used to, he quickly gained altitude and went further up, determined to see the other side of the closest ridge before he flew back to his starting point. It had been another goal of his for a while.

He took a turn after a moment, going up in a slow spiral. Already, he could see the tribe’s camp in the distance, the pastures where the herds grazed the last of the rich mountain grass, the evergreen pine forests, and even further down, he thought he could distinguish the Midoriyas’ village. He hoped they were doing well.

He changed direction again and forced himself to focus on his goal. He couldn’t fail now if he wanted to be able to tell them that he could fly next time they met!

The air got thinner and colder as he kept gaining altitude, but Eijirou welcomed it. His dragon body was thriving, like it was made for it. For the first time, he truly felt like he belonged here in the sky, and he would have roared in joy if he hadn’t been so worried about losing balance. He was getting closer to the other side and he refused to fail so close to his goal.

Behind him, he could hear Katsuki’s explosions, following him at a safe distance. Eijirou wasn’t strong enough to carry him yet, but he was hoping to be able to do it soon. Their first attempted flight together had ended too fast, with Eijirou losing balance and eating dirt when he landed in a rush, but the few wingbeats they’d spent as one had been exhilarating. Eijirou couldn’t wait to fly him up the mountains like he’d promised!

Finally, he flew past the ridge, revealing even more golden and green mountain expenses below him. It only hit Eijirou then: he was flying! He was really, truly flying!

It had been so gradual that he barely thought about it before, but as he looked at the vast mountains below and around him, it hit him all at once. It wasn’t as easy as breathing yet, but it was still easy enough that Eijirou felt like he could circle around the snowy peak next to him before going back. And so, he did it. Because he could. Because he had mastered the winds, and he’d mastered his dragon body, and he was finally able to combine both to do what he was made for.

“Where the fuck are you going?!” he heard Katsuki yell behind him.

“Trust me,” Eijirou replied as best as he could without losing altitude. Speaking Pure Draconic, a language that partly relied on movement, while flying, was still a work in progress, and he’d probably need the help of other dragon shifters to master that.

Katsuki didn’t question him further, and Eijirou kept going until he’d reached the other side of the peak and slowly started his descent, losing altitude in wide circles and then all at once as he approached his starting point.

His landing was so smooth he didn’t even need to run to keep his balance. Hawks would be proud of him.

“I did it,” Eijirou said softly for himself as soon as he was safely back on the ground.

Not a moment later, he heard Katsuki land next to him.

“You did it!” his partner yelled as he ran toward him. “You fucking did it!”

“I did it!” Eijirou repeated louder, shifting back to his human form just in time to catch Katsuki in his arms and twirl him around until they both fell in the grass, laughing in triumph. “I did it!” Eijirou said again. “I can fly now! I can fly!”

“Hell yeah! And you’re gonna be able to carry me in no time!” Katsuki grinned.

“I can’t wait!” Eijirou exclaimed, mirroring his expression. “I almost want to go again,” he added with a chuckle.

“You could,” Katsuki pointed out.

“Hmm…” Eijirou said, thoughtful, as he tried to determine how much sunlight there was left. “No,” he decided eventually. “Let’s rest a bit and go back to the camp.”

Katsuki shrugged. “I’m ready whenever.”

He didn’t even seem mad that they’d be back in the camp earlier than usual. It was a huge improvement!

Eijirou got back on his feet after a short rest, still smiling, and was quickly followed by his partner.

“Hey…” Eijirou said suddenly as an idea came to him. “Wanna race there? Like, fly race?”

Katsuki grinned, obviously thrilled by the idea. “I’ll kick your ass, but fuck yeah, let’s fucking go!” he said, firing a few explosions. “Goal is just the valley, not too close to the camp so you don’t knock over any tents.”

“I wouldn’t!” Eijirou protested.

“I’m definitely gonna kick your ass, then,” Katsuki shrugged with a smirk.

Of course, Eijirou lost by a huge margin. Katsuki wasn’t one to hold back, after all, and between his much smaller frame and his explosive accelerations, he was a faster flier than Eijirou would ever be. Still, it was fun! And the faces on those who saw him land was even better.

Eijirou’s grin didn’t drop once as he walked the rest of the way to the camp. He couldn’t wait to share the good news with everyone!

Notes:

I hope you liked it! After the last 2 chapters, it was pretty relaxing to go back to my comfort zone for a bit. And to introduce new characters! Because there aren't enough already

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 64: Tonight, We Feast (Again)

Notes:

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

Mashirao and Rikidou came running out of the camp as soon as Eijirou reached the first few tents, Katsuki by his side.

“Eijirou! We saw you in the sky!” they said excitedly. “Does that mean…?”

“Yes!” Eijirou practically screamed with joy, grinning. “I did it, guys! I can fly!”

Eijirou expected it when his friends cheered and ran to him to clap his back and ruffle his hair and punch his shoulders as they congratulated him. He wasn’t surprised either when Rikidou took a step back to shout the good news and add a cheerful, “Tosera Festfirga!” After all, it was rather common to hear a call for a party whenever someone heard good news. People here loved to have fun, and it was a joke among them to shout it at every occasion.

He was even sort of expecting a few more people around them to answer the call. Some just did it every time, but others were genuinely happy for him too, like his friends. Eijirou had shared more about his past with the rest of the tribe over the past weeks, and they’d all been really supportive.

What Eijirou didn’t expect, however, was for more and more people to start shouting “Kirishima can fly! Let’s party tonight!” in Barbarian, the call echoing between the tents as it quickly spread through the whole camp. And least of all, he didn’t expect Mitsuki herself to come to him, asking for a confirmation before shouting even louder than the others, “Tosera Festfirga!” starting a wave of loud cheers and clapping.

As Eijirou had quickly learned, one of the ‘most important’ duties of the chief—at least according to Rikidou—was to decide when a spontaneous feast would actually be held. Nothing could be done without the chief’s approval, and Eijirou really didn't think she'd agree to hold a feast for him of all people.

He couldn’t believe his ears. It wasn’t just a few people who accepted him this time. It wasn’t just his close friends. Everyone knew who he was, and apparently cared about him enough to hold an entire party just for him. Just because they were happy for him and wanted to celebrate his victory and share his joy. And even Mitsuki, who knew Eijirou learning how to fly meant he was one step closer to taking her son away from her for good, agreed that it was worth celebrating with the whole tribe.

Eijirou was so happy he could have cried. He’d never felt so accepted before in his life. Having the support of trusted friends or a partner was one thing, but he never thought he’d have the support of a whole community someday. Not until he reached Maito, at least. And yet, here he was, surrounded by people who either came to congratulate him or quickly dispersed to get everything ready for a great feast in his honor, despite the late hour.

Wiping his blurry eyes, Eijirou turned toward Katsuki with a wobbly smile. His partner was looking at the general excitement with a puzzled frown, like he didn’t know what to make of it.

“Something wrong?” Eijirou asked, concerned.

Just when he started to genuinely worry that Katsuki would get mad about it, his partner shook his head and uncrossed his arms.

“S’nothing,” he said. He grabbed Eijirou’s hand, pulling him further inside the camp, and added, “C’mon, it’s late already. Let’s make ourselves useful.”

Warmth spreading through his chest, Eijirou followed him with a smile.

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If there was one thing Katsuki hated, it was being confused. And right now, even hours later, he still had no idea what to think about the tribe holding a feast for Eijirou.

They'd been separated before they could reach their tent to cook something, as people recruited Eijirou to clear some space and do other menial tasks. Katsuki had almost wanted to be pissed, but the look of pure joy on Eijirou's face, which hadn't left him since that damn call to party, forced him to calm down. He didn't want to ruin his partner's evening. And he'd get to share this moment with him once the feast actually started, anyway. So he'd sent him off with a slap on the back and left to cook the best damn dishes they'd have that night.

It was all ready now, the chamois meat simmering with some greens and mountain herbs, but Katsuki couldn't bring himself to leave, deep in thought.

It didn't make sense.

Why would his tribe want to celebrate Eijirou's success like this? Why would the Hag agree when she knew it meant he was going to leave?

Last time had made sense, when they’d 'celebrated Katsuki's return'. It was most likely just a way to guilt him into staying or something. But what the hell was this? Were they trying to win Eijirou over because they couldn't get Katsuki? Did they think they could force him to stay by making his partner want to settle here?

It would make sense. It really would, except… Katsuki knew when people weren't being genuine. And there was no way they could have staged this. Rikidou called for a party because he was genuinely happy for Eijirou, Katsuki knew it. And the others had been sincere too when they answered it. Maybe the Hag had seen an opportunity and seized it but even then, it didn't change anything to the fact that, at least for the others, their joy was genuine. And Katsuki didn't know what to make of it.

Outside, Katsuki could hear more and more people milling about as the evening drew close. Everything would be ready soon. And he was just sitting uselessly in his tent.

He shook his head and forced himself to get up and join the others outside. He was hit by a wave of cold air that stopped him in his tracks the moment he opened the tent’s flap. The temperature had dropped as soon as the sun was gone, and there was no way Katsuki was going out like this.

He reached for his bag, hands going straight to the bottom as he looked for something warmer to put on. When he fished out a thick woolen tunic, something fell on the ground. A pair of necklaces, one blue and one red, made with sharp teeth and colorful beads. His parents' necklaces. The ones he'd reluctantly worn at the summer solstice festival. The ones he was given when he was sent away to Maito, and never could get rid of.

Somehow, their sight stirred something in him that felt a lot like another wave of self-doubt. Frowning, Katsuki threw them back at the bottom of his bag and put on his extra tunic before he finally left to join the others. There was no way he'd let anyone beat him at preparing a feast in his partner's honor!

He couldn't suppress a satisfied smirk when Eijirou ran toward him the moment he saw him, a bright smile on his face.

“Katsuki! What did you cook?” he asked eagerly, sniffing the closed clay pots.

“You'll see,” Katsuki said as he put them down with the rest of the food.

The pile wasn't as impressive as last time, but given how little time they had to prepare, it was still pretty good. More than enough to feel like the feast it was. More proof that people were happy to go all out for Eijirou's sake.

He didn't let the thought linger as he quickly followed Eijirou to help out with the last things, carrying out the drinks for the night.

Then, drums started playing in the camp to call for the last stragglers, and soon the whole tribe was gathered. The Hag stepped closer to the fire, and people nudged Eijirou toward her. Smiling, his partner still sent him a nervous look. Katsuki pushed him in her direction with a reassuring nod.

The Hag started her speech as soon as Eijirou was with her, with his old man translating for him just in case.

“Everyone, we're gathered here tonight for Eijirou!” she announced loudly for all to hear. Her words were followed by a wave of enthusiastic cheers. “After lots of hardship and weeks of training here, he can confidently fly!”

There were even more cheers, reminding Katsuki of the day they arrived. These were the same people. The same level of enthusiasm. If they were genuine for Eijirou, what did it mean for him?

He shook off the thought and cheered with the others. He didn't have time for this shit. It wasn't about him. It was all about Eijirou, and although Katsuki wasn't thrilled to share him for the night, he didn't want to ruin it for him. Eijirou would keep smiling and shining brighter than the bonfire, Katsuki would make sure of it!

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Katsuki had been distant all dinner. He'd smiled when Eijirou picked what he’d cooked specifically, torn between snarling at anyone who'd dare take his partner's food from him and wanting everyone to know what an amazing cook he was. And unlike last time, Katsuki hadn't dragged Eijirou to a secluded place to eat, instead following him as he settled with their friends.

If Eijirou was being honest, this whole party was almost too much attention. He wouldn't have minded celebrating with Katsuki alone, like they had when Eijirou had learned how to shift fully. Or just with him and a few friends, like the day he'd used wind magic for the first time. Still, he couldn't deny how warm it made him feel, even if he had to talk so much he barely had time to eat.

But Katsuki… he'd barely said anything all evening, only speaking when spoken to, and he didn’t even react to teasing, like he wasn't listening. Worse, he barely reacted when Eijirou sneaked some of his food into his bowl—and meat, no less—even though he usually loved it when Eijirou romanced him like a dragon shifter.

He wasn't sure what to make of Katsuki’s behavior. He didn't seem angry like last time, just… deep in thought. And Eijirou didn't have enough time alone with Katsuki to ask him what was making him so pensive.

When the music started and their friends decided to go dancing, Eijirou declined their offers to join them with a vague “maybe later,” hoping to use this time to talk to Katsuki more privately. He wanted to go have fun with the others, sure, but not at the cost of leaving his partner behind.

“Is something the matter?” Eijirou asked as soon as they were alone, nudging him gently. “You've barely talked all evening.”

Katsuki shook his head. “It’s nothing, don’t worry about it.”

Eijirou looked at him, unconvinced. “It doesn’t look like nothing,” he insisted.

Katsuki sighed. “Is that why you’ve stayed behind? ‘Cause you’re worried about me?”

“I want you to have a good time too,” Eijirou said. “So if there’s something bothering you…”

He didn’t expect the way Katsuki’s face fell at that. His partner sighed, lowering his head for a second before looking back up with a determined, intense look.

“I’ll be fine. Tonight’s all about you, so don’t worry about my shit. I’ll figure it out later.”

Eijirou frowned, more confused than comforted by Katsuki’s cryptic reply.

“You sure?” he asked.

Katsuki nodded and quickly rose to his feet. “Let’s have fun. Wanna dance? You weren’t too shitty last time.”

Eijirou took a second to study his partner’s face, looking for signs that he was upset, but he couldn’t find any. Just like that, Katsuki was back to his normal self.

“You’ll talk to me later, right?” he still asked.

Katsuki sighed. “Yeah, fine. But not now. Now, it’s time to have fun.”

Feeling slightly better, Eijirou agreed with a smile.

“So, are we dancing or what?” Katsuki asked again, holding out a hand for him.

This time, Eijirou took it without hesitation.

Dancing with Katsuki was as fun and messy and freeing as last time. Or maybe even more so, with Katsuki’s mood being so much better. He seemed determined to make Eijirou forget about earlier, shining brighter than the bonfire, and it was working. Soon, Eijirou was completely engulfed in his light, blind to the rest of the world.

He couldn’t believe his partner had somehow managed to make him enjoy dancing in just three sessions. Everything was so easy when he just had to follow Katsuki’s cues, trusting him to follow when Eijirou found the confidence to try something of his own.

“You’re improving fast!” Katsuki praised him, and Eijirou felt like he was floating until the music stopped.

Katsuki didn’t even seem mad when Rikidou said he should stop hogging Eijirou and dragged the two of them toward their group so they could exchange partners for the next dance.

Eijirou wasn’t ready for that. Dancing with Katsuki was fine, but with other people, he felt like he was back to square one, awkward and nervous and unsure what to do, like his own body didn’t belong to him.

“You’re so bad at this,” his current partner, Tsunotori, said with an amused, kind laugh. “That’s what happens when you only have one partner.”

“I’m really new to dancing,” Eijirou admitted. “Just… go find someone else, I don’t think it’ll be very fun for you.”

“No way!” she exclaimed. “You just need practice! Here, I’ll show you!”

Most of her attempts at teaching him new moves ended in disaster, but she didn’t lose patience, instead trying to find simpler moves to show him. His constant failures attracted the attention of the people around them, and soon, Eijirou was being passed around from partner to partner, each of them trying—and mostly failing—to teach him something new.

Eijirou met Katsuki’s eyes between each of them, worried that he’d feel left out and maybe pleading with him to get him out of this dancing hell—as fun as it was, deep down. But every time, he found Katsuki smiling and laughing at him, obviously entertained by everyone’s antics.

Eijirou begged for mercy at the end of the next song and took Katsuki’s hand so they could get something to drink.

“So? Having fun already?” his partner asked.

“I think that was enough dancing for a lifetime,” Eijirou smiled. “But yeah, it was fun. How about you?”

“It’s fun to see how bad you are with the others,” Katsuki smirked, like he was proud of himself for being the only dance partner who could get something out of Eijirou.

He could. It was quite the feat, apparently.

“Yeah…” Eijirou said with an embarrassed chuckle. “I’m glad they’re not giving up on me, but I think I’ll stick with you until next time.”

“Fine by me,” Katsuki said with a smug look.

Like last time, they stuck around the drinks as Eijirou rested, exchanging a few words with anyone who came by. No one made him take over serving them like last time, and Eijirou was almost disappointed. He was pretty sure he would have done a good job now that he was more familiar with the local drinks.

When Masaru came to get a cup of herbal mead, Eijirou expected him to stay and talk a little. But to his surprise, he just sent a glance in his and Katsuki’s direction, giving them a quick, awkward smile before he turned around.

“You’re not keeping me company tonight?” Eijirou asked before he could leave.

He didn’t want Katsuki’s father to leave like this. It felt like he was avoiding Eijirou more and more now that he felt more at home in the tribe, and it didn’t sit well with him. Katsuki could tolerate his father for a little while.

Surprised, Masaru stopped in his tracks and almost spilled his drink. “Well… You don’t seem to need me anymore,” he said with a soft smile. “I just thought I’d let you have fun with your friends.”

“Don’t worry about it, I’ve had my fill of fun for now. Everyone has danced me to the ground and I need to recover,” Eijirou said with a chuckle.

Masaru laughed at that. “I understand. Barbarian dances sure are something! I thought I was a good dancer before I came here, but even my years of experience weren’t enough.”

He left after a short talk, saying he’d promised to bring a drink to his wife, and this time, Eijirou didn’t stop him. He followed Masaru’s gaze to find Mitsuki looking at them with crossed arms and an expression Eijirou wasn’t sure how to read. It looked a lot like the pensive one he’d seen on Katsuki’s face all night, though. She gave him a quick nod when she caught him staring and Eijirou answered with a sheepish smile.

Now that he thought about it, he’d barely had a chance to talk to her in the past few weeks. Just like Masaru, it felt like she was avoiding them just as much as Katsuki was avoiding her. And unlike her husband, Eijirou couldn’t find easy excuses to talk to her. Not that he knew if he really wanted to, with how much Katsuki seemed to dislike her. But then, how was he supposed to make his own opinion on her?

Eijirou shook his head and looked away. Like Katsuki had said earlier, now wasn’t the time. This particular thought would have to wait.

“I’m feeling better,” Eijirou said, turning to his partner and trying to forget about Katsuki’s parents for now. “What do you wanna do now?”

Katsuki shrugged. “Whatever you want. Wanna dance again?”

To his surprise, Eijirou found himself nodding. “Sure,” he said with a smile. “Let’s go!”

He didn’t think he was ready for another lesson with the others, as fun as it had been once he’d fully realized that no one was making fun of him. But dancing with Katsuki was fine, especially when he got kisses as rewards for doing well. Most of their dancing at this point had been Eijirou following his partner’s lips like a moth to a light, and he was perfectly fine with it. Especially when Katsuki seemed to be having so much fun making him work for them, evading him or only giving him quick pecks until he’d decided Eijirou had earned a proper kiss.

Katsuki looked like he could do this all night. Eijirou, however, was still too new to dancing to last very long. His partner didn’t seem to mind when he said he had enough for the night, and as he left to get another drink, Eijirou noticed some people putting away the food like last time.

Deciding that it was the best way to keep himself busy until everyone had danced enough, he went to them and asked how he could help, refusing to take no for an answer when they argued that it was his night and he should have fun instead. They gave up when he threatened to fight them for the right to lend a hand.

“By the way, is there a specific fight for this too?” he asked once they’d agreed.

The others laughed at that and told him it just fell in the wide spectrum of cerkeln, the fight used to settle arguments.

“The day you understand the subtleties between the different Barbarian fights is the day you truly become one of us,” Rikidou said later as he helped Eijirou carry a big bucket of water to rinse the empty dishes. “But I’m proud of you for trying to settle this with a fight! It was the Barbarian thing to do.”

By the time they were done cleaning up, people had stopped dancing and started gathering around the fire for stories.

As usual, Eijirou settled next to Katsuki, who had brought back a blanket for them after he’d dropped their now-clean dishes back in their home-tent. He wrapped them both in it as the first story began, and Eijirou relaxed by his side with a sigh of comfort. He was getting tired, but he’d grown attached to Barbarian stories, and he knew how much Katsuki loved them. His partner never admitted it out loud, but it was obvious in the way he always made sure Eijirou noticed the subtleties of the story and retold some parts to make sure he knew the “better version”.

“You know, maybe you should be the one telling the story for once,” Eijirou said after Katsuki had told him yet another alternate version of how All Might somehow kicked the sun’s ass.

When Katsuki didn’t reply immediately, Eijirou turned toward him and found him deep in thought.

“Something wrong?”

Katsuki shook his head, and his tense expression relaxed. “Nothing. I’ll think about it.”

Eijirou perked up at that. “Really? You will? I can’t wait!” he grinned.

“I said I’d think about it, not that I’d do it for sure.”

“Well, now you know that if you do, I’ll be thrilled to listen,” Eijirou said with an innocent smile.

“We’ll see,” Katsuki concluded, shifting his attention back to the storyteller.

Eijirou realized how silent his partner had grown about halfway through the story. Soon, Katsuki’s weight grew heavier against him until his head slowly fell on his shoulder, his soft blond spikes tickling Eijirou’s neck.

With a fond smile, Eijirou sneaked an arm around his waist so he’d rest more comfortably against him. When he noticed a few people looking at them curiously, he let part of the blanket around him fall from his shoulder so he could let out his wings and wrap one around Katsuki, giving him more privacy. He was glad his partner felt comfortable enough to fall asleep here, but he figured Katsuki would prefer not to be seen. Besides, shielding him like this pleased a deep part of Eijirou; a dragon instinct he hadn’t realized he had until now.

He stayed until the end of the story, but it wasn’t as fun without Katsuki to help him understand everything and comment on the events every now and then. He slowly moved as soon as the first claps started, trying not to wake up his sleeping partner, but it was useless. The noise roused him from his sleep, putting an end to Eijirou's musings about the best way to carry him back to their home-tent.

“Hey there,” he smiled when his partner’s eyes blinked open, soft and a little disoriented. “Let’s get you in bed.”

“You don’t wanna stay?” Katsuki asked.

“Nah. I don’t mind you sleeping on me, but listening to stories isn’t as fun without your input. And I’m getting tired too.”

“You still enjoyed your night?”

“Of course! It was perfect,” Eijirou grinned.

They tried to sneak out before the next story started, but as soon as people saw them get up, they all made sure to say goodbye and collectively congratulate Eijirou one last time for learning how to fly.

When he went to bed that night, snuggled against Katsuki to protect him from the night chill, he felt more at home than he had since last winter.

Notes:

I hope you liked another calm chapter! I wasn't really planning to write 2 parties so close, but I figured it'd be nice to show how things have changed.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 65: Touching the Sky

Notes:

Time for Romance™

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

Even days after the feast, Katsuki still wasn’t sure what to think. Thankfully, Eijirou hadn’t tried to ask him about what made him so pensive that night. Katsuki wasn’t sure what he’d even tell his partner, if he did.

For now, he’d decided to observe the tribe’s behavior more closely and try to determine what their real intentions were. But with how busy he’d been, between gathering stuff they’d need for winter and helping Eijirou improve his flying, he hadn’t had much time for it. And even when he did, like right now, as he was trimming his hair in front of their home-tent while he waited for Eijirou to wake up, he couldn’t find the answers he was looking for.

Or rather… he was starting to see that maybe the others weren’t constantly being assholes like he’d thought, but he didn’t know what to do with that knowledge. And at this point, he wasn’t sure what he was even looking for anymore.

“Morning, Katsuki!” Eijirou said suddenly, almost making him cut a finger in surprise.

Lost as he was in his musings, Katsuki hadn’t heard him step out of the tent.

“Morning,” he replied, hiding his shock by going back to his haircut as if nothing happened.

“Oh, you’re cutting your hair? I hadn’t realized before, but it was getting a little long, huh,” Eijirou said.

“Yeah, and I wanted to do it before winter,” Katsuki said.

“Makes sense,” Eijirou agreed. He stayed silent for a moment, watching him work, and asked, “Hey, do you mind doing mine next? It’s getting pretty long too.”

Katsuki almost cut himself for the second time as his heart skipped a beat. And despite his best effort to play it off, his embarrassment must have been easy to read for Eijirou.

“Oh, did I accidentally say something romantic again?” he asked with a nervous chuckle.

Katsuki nodded. “It’s… like grooming,” he croaked. He cleared his throat and added. “It’s not a big deal. Just…”

“Grooming is a thing between dragon mates, huh?” Eijirou asked, amused.

“Not only, but yeah. And also…” He raised his knife, pensive. “It’s a big show of trust. To let me approach your neck with a sharp blade.”

“Oh, so it’s also a Barbarian thing?”

Katsuki hadn’t thought of it this way, but…

“I guess so…”

Did it mean that people in Yuuei let just anyone use sharp blades on them? They really made no damn sense.

Eijirou’s expression suddenly lit up in realization. “Oh, right, it’s like in the stories, when the heroes have this big moment where they cut each other’s hair to show how close they are! Right? I didn’t think it was romantic, though.”

Katsuki shrugged. “It doesn’t have to be. But it’s you, so…”

“So everything I do is incredibly romantic to you, sure,” Eijirou said with an amused smile, earning a slap on the leg. “To be honest, I’m surprised I didn't ask earlier. Though it’s easy enough to do by myself. My hair isn’t hard to deal with, especially compared to yours. It’s so fluffy! I don’t know how you do it all on your own.”

“I’m used to it,” Katsuki said as he slid a hand through his freshly cut hair, looking at his reflection in the mirror he’d retrieved from his old trunk. It made things so much easier than the polished blade he had to use while he was away. “Okay, I’m done,” he said as soon as he was sure his haircut was even. “C’mere.”

Eijirou shook his head with a mischievous smile. “Not yet, gimme a sec,” he said before disappearing inside the tent.

He stepped back out right after and leaned against the entrance with poorly feigned nonchalance.

“So,” he said with a low voice and a crooked smile, “you mind doing my hair next, handsome?”

Katsuki burst out laughing before Eijirou was even done wiggling his eyebrows.

“The fuck are you trying to do, dumbass?” he cackled.

“Well, I was trying to be all seductive on purpose for once,” Eijirou pouted. “I always do it by accident, you’re going to believe I’m not even trying!”

“Don’t worry about that shit, you’re doing just fine,” Katsuki said, ruffling his hair as Eijirou sat down in front of him. “I like it better when you don’t make a big deal out of it anyway.”

“Fine,” Eijirou grumbled, still sulking. “You don’t have to spend too long on it, by the way. I want to fly a lot today. I’ll be able to carry you before we reach the wintering grounds, I swear!”

“I’ll spend as long on it as it fucking needs,” Katsuki retorted as he took out his comb to detangle his partner’s hair, impressed as always by how easy his long, silky strands were to tame. “And you better hurry up, because the wintering grounds are our next stop.”

“I’ll give it my all!” Eijirou exclaimed, knocking his fists together while Katsuki quickly resharpened his knife before getting to work

Eijirou’s hair was really different from his. As soft as it was, it was also much thicker. Tamer than his own fine hair that just wouldn’t stay down. It was much easier to work with too, and Katsuki did so in silence, enjoying the intimate moment as the rest of the camp slowly woke up, only speaking when he had to berate Eijirou for moving too much.

It was pretty nice, spending time with Eijirou like this. It felt pleasantly domestic; enough to make him forget where he was. His mind perfectly at peace for once, Katsuki wouldn’t have minded spending all morning like this.

“Katsuki, are you done? It’s taking way too long,” Eijirou whined after a while, bursting his perfect bubble of content.

“I would be if you stopped squirming,” Katsuki grumbled. “You want to have shitty hair or what?”

Eijirou sighed, but kept quiet until Katsuki was finished.

“There, all done,” Katsuki said a moment later, ruffling the thick red locks and dusting his partner’s shoulders to get rid of all the stray hair.

Eijirou barely even glanced in the mirror before he jumped to his feet and stretched loudly. “Finally! Thanks, Katsuki!” he said with a bright grin, leaning in to give him a quick peck on the lips and feel Katsuki’s freshly cut hair. “So soft…” he whispered in reverence, like he didn’t get to touch it every day.

Not that Katsuki was complaining, of course. He used to hate his needlessly soft and fluffy hair, but it was hard to when his partner enjoyed it so much.

.

Since no one seemed to need their help, they were free to do as they pleased all day. Eijirou was obviously planning to fly, and Katsuki didn’t feel like following him around all day. After all, his explosions were not ideal for long flights and he knew his partner would be fine on his own. So he brought a small axe, determined to gather as much firewood as he could. Winter was close, and they were going to need it.

As they made their way toward their current training spot, a wide field surrounded with thick woods, Katsuki felt Eijirou grow more and more nervous beside him, his hands constantly flying toward his newly trimmed hair.

“Something wrong?” Katsuki asked, startling his restless partner.

“I’m fine!” Eijirou said immediately. “It’s just… Like you said, we’re pretty close to the wintering grounds now. And Tsunotori said she was going to leave soon. So…”

“So what?” Katsuki asked, unsure what his partner was hinting at.

“Well… You said you wanted to leave,” Eijirou reminded him. “I know we haven’t really talked about it since that day, but… if it’s still something you want to do, we’ll have to do it soon, right?”

Oh…

Too focused on Eijirou’s progress and trying to figure out what the hell to think about his tribe, Katsuki had completely forgotten about that. It used to be the only thing he could think about, but now…

“So… d’you still wanna go?” Eijirou asked too quickly, like he was hoping Katsuki wouldn’t hear him.

It only took a glance for him to know where Eijirou stood on the subject: he didn’t want to leave, but he would if Katsuki asked him to. And Katsuki… he wasn’t even sure what he wanted anymore.

They could leave now, he knew it. They were ready, this time. Katsuki had already made some adjustments to some of his old winter clothes so they’d fit Eijirou—and to the rest so they’d fit him, since he’d apparently grown since he was here last—and his partner had acquired whatever he was still missing. Eijirou knew how to pack and unpack a tent and wouldn’t be a burden to a new tribe. In fact, his flying abilities and his dragon strength would be a great asset anywhere. They could go wherever they wanted. Maybe they could even join Miruko’s tribe, if Eijirou improved enough to fly them to their wintering grounds. But…

Eijirou had friends in this tribe. And sure, he could make friends anywhere now that he’d learned that he was safe here and he was allowed to open up to people, but it probably wouldn’t be the same. They’d have to start over with people neither of them knew. They wouldn’t have all the comfort of their current home-tent. And more importantly, Katsuki would never be able figure out what his tribe’s deal was, if he left now.

But if he stayed and decided that they really were assholes after all, he’d be stuck with them all winter. Unless the Midoriyas could give them a place to stay until they could leave for good, maybe, but it was a lot to ask.

He sighed.

“You don’t wanna go, do you?” he said, unsure what else to tell his partner.

Eijirou’s cheeks flushed. It was all the answer Katsuki needed.

“Look… Maybe I do want to stay, but this isn’t about me right now,” Eijirou replied, and Katsuki knew he meant every word. “If you still want to leave, I’m going with you. No questions asked.”

Katsuki turned back toward the road, eyes lost in the distance. “What if I don’t wanna leave anymore?” he asked, almost for himself.

Eijirou immediately perked up at that. “Really? You’d want to stay?”

Katsuki shook his head. “I don’t…” He clicked his tongue, annoyed by his own hesitance. “It’s too much trouble to fucking leave.”

His tribe had proved to be fine as long as he let Eijirou be his shield. He could even tolerate them when his partner wasn’t around, most of the time. As for his parents… they could just keep avoiding each other and they’d be fine.

“So we’re staying?” Eijirou asked again, like he couldn’t believe what he was hearing and had to be extra sure.

Katsuki nodded. Part of him felt like he was falling for the tribe’s scheme, whatever it was, but it was getting harder and harder to believe that there even was one. Besides, he wasn’t staying just because Eijirou wanted to, or because he’d forgotten what they did to him. He just had more observing to do.

“Yeah,” he confirmed, knowing Eijirou would want a clear, definitive answer, and feeling like he needed to say it out loud, to make it real. “We’re staying.”

It was like a weight had lifted off his partner’s shoulders. Katsuki hadn’t even realized it was there until now.

“It’s been worrying you this much, huh,” he said.

Eijirou turned to him with a sheepish smile. “Well… kind of. To be honest, I almost didn’t want to bring it up, and you didn’t say anything either, but… it didn’t feel manly to keep it to myself until it was too late.”

“It’d have been my fault for forgetting,” Katsuki shrugged.

“So you really had, huh? I can’t believe I’ve been agonizing over it for days and you just forgot.”

Katsuki clicked his tongue. “Neither can I.”

“How come? What’s changed since last time?”

Katsuki sighed. “You, I guess.” Eijirou sent him a curious look, and he added, “You made me want to change. And it’s easier to be around these people when you’re with me.”

“Because I’m a good shield?” Eijirou grinned.

Katsuki hummed, thoughtful. It was true, of course, but it wasn’t the only reason. He didn’t want to let his anger get the better of him these days because he’d seen how it affected Eijirou, and he didn’t want to disappoint his partner. And as it turned out, he felt better around his tribe now that he didn’t feel like he had to snap at the slightest thing. But more importantly…

“Even the coldest peaks would feel warm like a summer day with you around,” he said, turning toward Eijirou to look him straight in the eye, drinking in his reaction.

Eijirou gasped, breath hitching. Katsuki swore he could feel heat radiating from his partner’s cheeks even a step away from him, and the thought filled his chest with pride.

“You can’t just say that!” Eijirou sputtered after opening and closing his mouth uselessly a few times.

“You better get used to it, because I’m never gonna stop,” Katsuki smirked, proud of his effect.

“It’s unfair,” Eijirou whined. “I’m not as good with words as you are, so I can’t do the same. How do you even do that?”

“Do what?”

“You know, these… compliments. Declarations of love. I don’t know. They’re just so nice and poetic and I wish I could do the same! Especially when I can’t just tell you I love you, apparently.”

“It’s fucking simple. I feel it, then I fucking say it,” Katsuki replied.

Eijirou sighed, making Katsuki realize that it might have been yet another Barbarian thing. As much as Camie had seemed to like the idea when they’d talked about it, she hadn’t seemed familiar with the concept, now that he thought about it.

“I don’t get it,” Eijirou pouted.

“Just… ugh,” Katsuki started, unsure how to explain the process. “How do I make you feel?”

Eijirou tilted his head for a second, pensive. “You make me feel… strong,” he decided. “Like I can do anything.”

“Good,” Katsuki croaked, feeling his cheeks burn just with that. He cleared his throat, forcing his stupid heart to settle in his chest, and added, “That’s a good start. Now, focus on that. What does it feel like? What does it make you wanna do? Think big.”

Eijirou hummed, thinking so hard Katsuki could almost see smoke come out of his ears. He stopped walking to better look at Katsuki, focused… until his eyes lit up and his mouth opened in a small gasp.

“Katsuki,” he said slowly, closing the distance between them to grab his hands, “I’d punch the highest mountains to dust for you.”

Katsuki’s heart stuttered in his chest, but he forced himself not to flinch. Not to blush. Not to smile too hard. And most importantly, not to let his palms explode.

“Yeah,” he said stiffly, holding his breath like Eijirou was somehow going to smell how flustered he was. “Not bad for your first time.”

Eijirou’s smile was so bright it almost blinded him.

“Thanks, Katsuki!” he beamed. “I can’t wait to fight on equal ground with you from now on!”

It was just what Katsuki needed to regain his footing and stop feeling like a lovesick dumbass.

“Oh, you fucking wish! I’m gonna kick your ass. I’ll compliment you so hard your spirit leaves your body,” he smirked.

“I can’t wait!”

Katsuki’s heart fluttered at that. He couldn’t wait either.

.

Katsuki had gathered a good amount of wood while Eijirou was flying. As a bonus, he’d also found plenty of mushrooms for dinner. He didn’t know how long his partner was going to spend in the sky, but for his part, he’d done pretty much everything he wanted for the day.

Just as he was stepping out of the treeline on his way back to their meeting point, Eijirou landed in the meadow and immediately ran toward him.

“Katsuki, good!” he said with a bright dragon smile, not even bothering to shift back. “Drop your things and hop on my back!”

“The fuck? Now?” Katsuki asked, confused. It was so sudden. What could have triggered it?

“Yes, now! We’re gonna fly together. I have a good feeling about this!”

Shaking his head, Katsuki still left his haul of the day in a neat pile and hopped on Eijirou’s back. He didn’t know why his partner was feeling so confident all of a sudden, but he had been making progress and now was as good a time as any to try flying together again.

“Alright, I’m settled,” he said. “You sure you wanna take off with m–?”

Before he could finish his sentence, Eijirou jumped in the air with a powerful updraft, taking off flawlessly. Speechless, all Katsuki could do was watch as Eijirou carried him further and further up, leaving his woodpile as nothing but a tiny dot far below.

“Holy shit…” he whispered as Eijirou finished his ascent and started flying toward the mountains with strong, purposeful wingbeats, showing no sign of strain like last time. “You’re doing it!”

Eijirou answered with a triumphant roar, and Katsuki finally let himself enjoy the ride, shouting and laughing with joy. He hadn’t flown—actually flown—on a dragon’s back in so long he could barely remember what it felt like, but the sensations were quickly coming back. The cold wind roaring in his ears, the powerful muscles shifting between his legs, the ground so far below, the clouds so close he could almost touch them…

The mountains almost looked like hills now and Katsuki laughed at how puny they seemed beneath him. He was so damn proud of Eijirou he couldn’t stop grinning like a madman, his head swimming with pride, joy, and triumph.

Too lost in the feeling, Katsuki only realized where Eijirou was carrying him when the fluffy white cloud before them was impossible to avoid.

“Hey, no! Wait!” Katsuki sputtered, knowing all too well how much he hated being inside the damp fuckers.

Too late.

With a loud dragon laugh, Eijirou flew straight through it, deaf to Katsuki’s protests.

“We’re touching the clouds, Katsuki!” he said in garbled Pure Draconic as Katsuki’s world was engulfed in bright white.

He could do nothing but let it happen, tensing at the cold dampness surrounding him.

“You fucker…” Katsuki hissed the moment they finally left that foggy hell.

He was fucking freezing now!

But how could he stay mad when Eijirou seemed so happy? How could he stay mad when he got to share this moment with him? His dream of going back home felt closer than ever, and Katsuki couldn’t get enough of it.

Slowly, Eijirou circled around one of the peaks, and in the distance, Katsuki swore he could see a couple of harpies playing around.

Their tour didn’t last much longer, as Eijirou quickly tired himself out. His landing was much less graceful than his take-off, and once more, Katsuki had to jump off his back before his partner nearly crashed on the ground, hardening his face to avoid getting hurt.

He was back in human form before Katsuki could reach him.

“Ouch, I really need to work on that…” he muttered to himself, shaking off the dirt on his face and clothes.

“You crazy fucker, you did it!” Katsuki shouted.

Eijirou turned toward him, beaming. “I did it!”

Running, he closed the distance between them to throw himself at Katsuki who could only catch him and spin him around like Eijirou had a few days ago—except he didn’t let them fall.

“So, how was it?” Eijirou asked with a grin once they were done shouting and laughing in joy.

“You asshole, I can’t believe you flew us straight into a damn cloud!” Katsuki hissed, punching his partner’s shoulder to get his point across. He needed at least that much to be taken seriously, because he still couldn’t stop smiling.

“I wanted to show you I could touch them!” Eijirou said, laughing. “I’m too tired now, but I’ll fly you to the highest peak soon, you’ll see!”

“I’ll have to bring warmer clothes, but I can’t fucking wait,” Katsuki said, face softening as he cupped Eijirou’s cheek and knocked their foreheads together.

“And I’ll work on my landings for next time,” Eijirou whispered against his lips.

“You fucking better.”

“Sorry… I was so excited I didn’t realize I was getting tired until it was too late.”

“You’re an idiot.”

“But I’m your idiot,” Eijirou retorted before closing the distance between them in a soft kiss, like Katsuki was a rare delicacy he wanted to savor.

With Eijirou too tired to fly more, they quickly gathered Katsuki's haul and headed back to camp on foot..

“Let’s go home and celebrate, just the two of us,” Eijirou said.

Katsuki nodded, already thinking about the celebratory meal he’d cook and whether or not he should try to get them a nice drink for the occasion or if they had everything they needed at home. Eijirou deserved a proper celebration for this new milestone, after all.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I'm piling up on peace of romance right now for... no particular reason.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 66: Love All Around

Notes:

I'm tired and I've run out of title ideas but here's the new chapter

Enjoy!

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Now that Eijirou was a confident flier, he found himself running more errands for the tribe and further afield, carrying messages and deliveries to remote places. Katsuki always came with him, because he knew the area and the customs, but more importantly because it gave them an excuse to fly together over greater distances. Katsuki still had to propel himself away and fly beside him from time to time, to give him some relief, but Eijirou was improving fast.

Today, though, Eijirou was flying on his own. Katsuki had volunteered to help remove some boulders that were blocking the route to the wintering grounds they would take in a few days. Eijirou wanted to help as well, but the tribe’s healer needed him to fetch some swamp plants from the frog shifter tribe that Tsuyu belonged to. Eijirou and Katsuki had just gone there a few days ago, but were told to come back later because the plants were still being gathered.  Returning now, he was familiar enough both with the tribe’s location and the people themselves to go on his own.

It had been nice to see Tsuyu and her sister again. And although it wasn’t the only shifter tribe he’d seen since he came to the Golden Mountains, Eijirou would never tire of seeing people shift back and forth so naturally, with the sounds of croaks and jingling bells filling the whole village.

He’d happily stayed with Tsuyu and her family for lunch and headed back home soon after. Katsuki had told him that clearing the road would probably take them all day and he didn’t have to hurry, but Eijirou couldn’t help it: he was worried. He knew Katsuki was better at dealing with his tribe these days and things would probably be fine, but he didn’t like the idea of not being there for him. Especially now that he’d decided to stay. The last thing Eijirou wanted was for him to regret his decision.

Even now, he still couldn’t believe Katsuki had changed his mind about leaving. Eijirou was ecstatic about it, of course, but it had been so unexpected, given their first few days with the tribe… Even after Katsuki had decided to change his behavior, Eijirou could tell his partner was still struggling. But now he was even volunteering to help out, knowing he’d have to spend the whole day alone with them. What could have caused such a change?

Lost in thoughts, Eijirou didn’t realize he’d steered away from his course until he found himself flying close to an unfamiliar rocky slope dusted with snow. A quick look to his left confirmed that he hadn’t strayed too far, but movement to his right caught his attention.

There was an unsuspecting ibex grazing on the small tufts of grass growing among the rocks. If Eijirou could catch it, it would be a perfect gift to bring back to Katsuki. His previous attempts at hunting from the air had been failures, but Eijirou had nothing to lose from giving it another chance. And Katsuki would be so thrilled…

With his mind made up, Eijirou took a wide turn, careful not to let the sun cast a shadow over his prey and alert it of his presence. After all, with harpies to worry about, the local animals already knew all too well how dangerous the skies could be.

Once he was in a good position, Eijirou held his breath and dived down head first, hoping to catch it by surprise. He knew it wasn’t the best way to go, especially given how hard the ground was, but he wasn’t sure how else to proceed. If anything, he could always harden to make sure he didn’t hurt himself. Good thing he was only carrying a satchel of plants and not stuff he might break!

As unconventional as his technique was, it paid off. His kill was messy, he almost missed his prey, and they ended up in a mess of limbs as Eijirou predictably missed his landing, but he did it! Once he’d taken a few breaths to gather his wits, he found himself sitting awkwardly on the ground with a dead ibex under him.

Had Eijirou been in his human form, he’d have pumped his fists. As a dragon, he found himself dancing in place, chuffing in joy.

Carrying his prey back to Katsuki proved to be much harder than he’d thought. Katsuki wasn’t a lightweight, sure, but he was still much easier to carry than his kill, if only because Eijirou didn't have to hold him. Without the steep slope on his side, he wasn’t even sure he’d have managed to take off with it.

The flight back to the camp was such a strain that Eijirou wasn’t even sure he’d manage to reach it. In fact, he was seriously considering landing and walking the rest of the way back when he noticed a group of people below him. And walking ahead of them was a familiar shock of pale blond hair.

Katsuki!

It seemed that the team sent to clear the boulders was done with their task and on their way back to the camp as well. It was perfect!

Knowing he’d probably miss his landing, with the unfamiliar weight he was carrying, Eijirou decided to land just out of sight before taking his human form. He wasn’t sure how he looked at the moment, but Katsuki did say he liked it when Eijirou flirted with him casually, so…

Besides, he remembered all too well how good Katsuki had looked when he brought back that stag, back in spring. He didn’t think his partner had time to make himself look more presentable either and yet, he was still stunning. Eijirou was pretty sure the picture he made with the stag on his shoulders and the light filtering through the clouds was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen.

Hearing approaching voices, Eijirou hurried to load his kill across his shoulders and walk toward them. He’d seen people give each other gifts like this a few times since he came, so he knew it wouldn’t be an issue if others were around. In fact, Masaru told him that it was a sign you were proud of who you’d picked as your partner, and Eijirou definitely was. He just hoped Katsuki wouldn’t mind.

Everyone stopped in their tracks the moment they saw Eijirou. He greeted them with a bright grin, then walked toward Katsuki and dropped his kill at his feet.

“Look what I found on my way back,” he said, his smile somehow growing even wider at the way Katsuki was looking at him, bright red and shaking like he was trying not to self-combust. And just because he wanted to see how much harder he could make his partner blush, he added, “I’d hunt a thousand more from the highest peaks for you.”

For a moment, Katsuki didn’t move. It was like his brain had stopped working.

Now that Eijirou thought about it, he’d spent almost all of his time with Katsuki ever since he found out what the gesture meant. They’d hunted together on occasion, sure, but it was the first time Eijirou had the chance to surprise him with a dedicated kill.

Slowly, Katsuki’s eyes went down to the ibex. Then up to him.

Eijirou tilted his head, still smiling, giving his partner all the time he needed to gather his wits and figure out how he was going to react. Thankfully, the others had decided to do the same for now.

As always, Katsuki unfroze all at once.

“You fucking asshole, I’m gonna cook this to perfection,” he said, already vaulting over his gift to throw himself at Eijirou, knocking their heads together hard enough to make him dizzy for a second.

Distantly, Eijirou heard their audience cheer and laugh behind his partner, but they disappeared the moment Katsuki pulled him into a long, heated kiss.

“So, I guess it means you like it?” Eijirou whispered, out of breath.

“Obviously,” Katsuki grinned.

He released Eijirou a moment later and bent down to pick up his gift.

“Hey, wait, I can carry it!” Eijirou protested.

“It’s my gift, I’m carrying it,” Katsuki said, chest puffed up with pride. “And if you kill a thousand more, I’ll proudly carry them all.”

Eijirou forgot how to breathe until Rikidou’s mother said with a smile, “It’s a gorgeous kill.”

Eijirou tensed for a second, expecting Katsuki to yell at her. But instead, his partner turned to her, beaming, and said, “Damn right it is! Did you get a look at these horns?”

“I mean, it’s not like I fought it. I kinda took it by surprise,” Eijirou admitted. “Oh, but I caught it from the sky!”

Katsuki looked even prouder at that. “Yeah? You can hunt like a dragon now?”

“I don’t think it was how a dragon would do it. It wasn't the safest way—or, well, not without hardening magic. But at least it worked!” Eijirou laughed before recounting the whole thing.

Katsuki was radiant the whole way back, looking like nothing could ruin his good mood. When they reached the camp, he paraded around with his gift, carrying the heavy ibex as if it weighed nothing and telling everyone who would listen that Eijirou had hunted it for him.

Eijirou felt himself melt at the attention, torn between pride and embarrassment, and he took a mental note to do this more often. He didn’t think his heart could survive seeing Katsuki like this every day, but it was a side of his partner he definitely wanted to see more of.

Katsuki was in the middle of telling Mashirao about how yes, he was carrying a gift from Eijirou, and he’d even managed to take it down from the skies, when they crossed paths with his parents. Maybe they were in a good mood as well, or maybe they were emboldened by Katsuki’s obvious joy, because for once, they actually stopped to talk to him.

“It’s an impressive ibex you have here, son,” Masaru said with a smile. “Did you hunt it on your own?”

Katsuki didn’t answer, continuing his conversation with Mashirao like he didn’t hear him. Eijirou would have almost preferred him to yell. At least, he would have acknowledged his parents’ presence.

A flash of hurt passed in Masaru’s eyes, but he seemed ready to drop it. Mitsuki, of course, was another story. She looked like she was going to lash out, so before she could start another screaming match with her son, Eijirou stepped in.

“I’m the one who hunted it, actually,” he said with a forced grin, unsure if he was trying to fool them or himself. “I found it on my way back from the frog shifter tribe and I just had to get it for Katsuki.”

“Oh, that’s great,” Masaru said with a forced smile of his own that couldn’t quite hide how hurt he looked. “I understand better why he’s so proud, it’s an amazing gift.”

They both stopped their awkward attempt at conversation when they saw Mitsuki turn on her heels and leave. Masaru immediately followed her, giving Eijirou one last sheepish smile before they were both out of sight.

Next to him, Eijirou saw Katsuki’s shoulders relax. Rude as it was, ignoring his parents at least saved them from a direct argument. It didn’t feel like a victory, though.

Shaking his head, Eijirou tapped his partner’s shoulder to tell him he’d drop his delivery by the healer’s and join him home soon. Katsuki let him go with a nod and went back to his conversation with a now-awkward Mashirao, who seemed to share Eijirou’s feelings on the scene he’d just witnessed.

It didn’t take long for Eijirou to do his delivery. But instead of going straight home, he made a quick detour by the Bakugous’ home-tent, hoping to find them there. He wasn’t sure what he was going to do or say if he did, but he couldn’t just drop it. And if anything, he had a message from the frog shifter chief. Nothing important, but it could make for a good excuse if he had to justify his presence. Hopefully.

He paused in front of the tent when he heard voices coming from inside.

“He hates us, Masaru! I knew I’d never have my little troublemaker back, but he won’t even talk to us now! At least when we’re arguing, he’s actually acknowledging me…”

“It’s not too late,” Masaru said softly. “He’s staying the winter, we have plenty of time.”

“Time for what? Nothing's going to change!” she exclaimed, desperate. “Every night I’ve dreamed of having him back, and now that he’s right here I can’t even be around him! It's even worse than when he was away! I’m going to lose him three times, as if once wasn’t enough already, and there's nothing I can do to stop it.”

Eijirou stayed frozen for a moment, unsure what to do. He shouldn’t be here. He should either make his presence known or leave, but listening in on their conversation wasn’t manly.

He’d told himself earlier that he should talk to them, but what comfort could he bring? What could he tell them, when he hadn’t even decided himself whether or not they were worthy of his help?

Shaking his head, Eijirou made to leave… and decided against it, instead making his presence known.

He almost expected the Bakugous to tell him to come back later, but to his surprise, he was invited inside. Masaru still looked grim, despite his usual soft smile. And Mitsuki… it was like the mask of pride she was always wearing was just a little askew. Had he not known Katsuki so well, Eijirou might not have noticed, but their expressions were similar enough for him to know it: either she’d been crying, or she was close to tears. He’d only seen his partner like this a couple of times, but his distressed face was engraved in Eijirou’s mind.

“Is everything alright?” he asked, feeling like an idiot the moment the words slipped out of his mouth.

Of course, things weren’t alright. It was why he’d come here in the first place, after all.

“Well, my only child hates me so much he won’t even talk to me, so what do you think?” Mitsuki retorted bitterly, taking both him and Masaru by surprise.

Eijirou opened his mouth, unsure what to say, but it seemed that she wasn’t finished. The dam had been broken, and more words flowed out of her mouth, wild and unstoppable.

“I don’t know what to do anymore! I thought I’d learned from my mistakes last time but it’s all happening the same way again! I know he resents us, but he seems so happy around you, and he’s fine with the rest of the tribe now. But he won’t even talk to us and I just don’t know how to be around him! And it’s not like I want to yell every time, but… fuck! I know he’s no longer the cute brat who was always trying to help or getting himself and every kid around in trouble. I know he’s basically a stranger now. But I thought at least this time we’d leave on good terms! I’m going to lose him to dragon shifters again and… sure, I’m fine with it as long as it’s you but not like this!”

Helpless, Eijirou could only listen silently to her rant, unsure what he’d even say if she gave him a chance to speak. His heart was breaking for her, but he had no answer to give. No words of comfort. No advice on how to do better, when Katsuki was so determined to be offended by everything she did.

She yelled a lot, sure, but Katsuki was the same. He was the one who started yelling when she didn’t. He got even angrier when she tried to be nicer. And Masaru wasn’t treated much better than her anyway, even though he was always cool-headed and soft-spoken.

He shouldn’t be here, Eijirou thought again. There was nothing he could do to make things better. He could only listen and be a silent witness of their distress.

But maybe that was what mattered, in a way. For weeks, Eijirou had no idea what to think about them, but now, they were both laying themselves bare, Mitsuki with her desperate ranting and Masaru looking close to tears himself as he wrapped an arm around her in silence. Did they deserve this pain? Katsuki would certainly say that they did, but…

At that moment, Eijirou realized that there was something crucial he’d been missing all along. He'd been too busy to think about it and everyone acted like it didn’t matter, but Eijirou wouldn’t get anywhere if he didn’t find out. But just as he was about to ask what he should have had all along, ask for the reason why Katsuki had to be sent away in the first place, they both put their guards back up.

Mitsuki took a deep breath, regaining her composure, and although her mask didn’t fit perfectly this time either, Eijirou could tell it wasn’t going to slip again anytime soon. And as soon as he saw it, Masaru’s gentle smile was back, steady and unreadable.

“Nevermind, I shouldn’t saddle you with this,” she said calmly. “Forget I said anything. Just make sure you keep my son happy, yeah?”

Eijirou nodded, words still caught in his throat.

“You said you had something to tell us?” Masaru asked with an encouraging look.

Eijirou nodded again stiffly. “Yeah,” he said. “Uh, so I spoke with the chief of the frog shifter tribe, and, um, he said…” He paused. He couldn’t remember what the hell that man said. “Something about… revenge? And a festival?”

Damn, he was the worst messenger ever. No wonder Katsuki came with him every time he went on those trips, he was just useless on his own!

To his surprise, both Bakugous seemed to understand what he meant.

“Oh, that old fool still thinks he can beat me and my tribe at the Spring Gathering? Ha! I’d like to see him try!” Mitsuki said with a fierce smile.

“The what?” Eijirou asked, sending Masaru a curious look.

“It’s the biggest festival in the Golden Mountains,” he explained, as patient as always. “All the tribes send a delegation. The chiefs have an important meeting, but it’s most well-known for the various games and competitions that are held. You must have heard about it in stories.”

“Oh, right! I remember now!” Eijirou exclaimed. “Like in the story where All Might won all the competitions on his own, even the ones that were happening at the same time, right?”

“Exactly,” Masaru confirmed with a smile. “It’s a shame that Katsuki and you will be gone by then, it’s quite the sight. Though some dragon shifters come sometimes, so maybe you can figure something out with him, if you’re interested.”

Eijirou nodded enthusiastically, then paused when he realized how fast the mood had changed in the tent. It was almost dizzying, now that he was noticing it.

He left before Masaru could distract him from his previous thoughts completely and walked back to his and Katsuki’s home-tent, still trying to make sense of the scene he’d just witnessed. He didn’t know what to think about it yet, but one thing was for sure: he’d have to ask Katsuki about what happened two decades ago. He remembered his partner being very vague when he talked about it the first time, but maybe he knew more than he’d let on back then?

Eijirou was surprised to find the tent empty when he stepped in. Confused, he walked further inside, calling for his partner, as if he didn’t have the whole room in sight already.

He almost jumped out of his skin when he felt a pair of strong arms sneak around his waist from behind.

“Some hunter you are, getting surprised so easily,” Katsuki chuckled in his ear, his hair tickling the side of Eijirou’s face.

“It’s too late to pretend you’re not impressed with my skills. I’ve heard you brag to the others, you know,” Eijirou replied with a smile, relaxing as Katsuki peppered kisses along his neck.

“Hmm, right. What took you so long? You made me wait.”

“Sorry, I just…” Eijirou paused for a second. Katsuki’s mood would definitely be ruined if he told him that he was with his parents. “I stayed to talk a little,” he answered vaguely.

Later. He’d tell Katsuki about it later.

His partner clicked his tongue in disapproval and resumed his work on Eijirou’s neck as if nothing happened. This was sweet torture and Katsuki knew it. As much as Eijirou loved the attention, loved being at Katsuki’s mercy like this, he just wanted to do something, to give back to his partner in some way. Not that he could complain when he knew Katsuki felt the same way when the roles were reversed, and Eijirou was just as merciless.

“If you’re in such a good mood every time I hunt something for you, I’ll have to do it more often,” Eijirou remarked with a breathless chuckle.

“I’ll have to up my game too, then,” Katsuki mumbled against his skin, punctuating his words with a playful bite.

“I can’t wait. We’re going to have so much meat!”

“Hmm… I’ll make sure you have so many mementos to keep there’s no room left around your neck.”

“Sounds good,” Eijirou smiled. “You’re going to keep part of the horn of this one?”

Katsuki nodded. “We could also make another chew toy for Fluffy with the rest,” he said. “She’s had the furs all to herself all summer, she’s gonna be pissed when we need them again.”

“Béxel could get one too,” Eijirou remarked.

Katsuki nodded again, obviously too distracted to keep talking. “We’ll see.”

In the end, Eijirou didn’t have the heart to ruin the mood with his questions. But as he lay awake later that night, Katsuki sound asleep by his side, the desperate look of his partner’s parents still haunted  him.

Notes:

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Chapter 67: Do I Wanna Know?

Notes:

Please have a look at the wonderful fanart Isapolvorita (Twitter) made for the Summer Festival back in Castelmorn!

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

The next morning, Katsuki woke up in a great mood. He hadn't thought his pleasant feelings from the previous day would linger this long, but somehow, the world still seemed a little brighter today just because Eijirou was in it and loved him.

He’d heard something similar once, he realized. He couldn’t remember where, but…

“Why wouldn’t I be smiling when I get to share this world with you and your mother, and you both love me so much?”

Fuck… That was his old man. And Katsuki was turning into a damn sap like him.

So much for his good mood…

Eijirou stirred at Katsuki’s loud sigh, and his frustration evaporated instantly when his partner’s eyes fluttered open. Eijirou's face softened as soon as he saw Katsuki. It was only one look, but he didn’t need more to know that Eijirou was at least as much of a damn sap as he was, if not more.

“Mornin’,” Eijirou said in a raspy voice.

“Mornin’,” Katsuki replied.

Silence enveloped them again like another layer of soft blankets, and they savored it until sounds from the camp finally roused them from their bed. They wouldn't break camp until tomorrow, but that was no excuse to laze around all day. Besides, they’d probably be sent to scout the path to the wintering grounds.

Eijirou must have remembered something between the moment they woke up and the moment they sat down for a quick breakfast, because his expression went from soft to pensive in the time it took them to get dressed.

“Hey, Katsuki,” he said before Katsuki could ask him what was wrong. “Did you ever…” He paused, frowning like he was picking his next words carefully. “Do you know why you were sent away to Maito in the first place?”

There was a beat of silence as Katsuki tried to process what he’d just heard. It’d been so long since they talked about this. Where the hell did that come from? And why would he bring this up now of all times, when they had shit to do?

“I know my tribe did something that pissed off the dragon shifters,” Katsuki said. “Broke their trust or something.”

He didn’t know more than that. He’d heard once that chief Shouta had forbidden everyone on Maito to ever share the full story with him, but from what little he’d been told, it must have been pretty bad.

“That’s all you know?” Eijirou asked with a confused frown.

“Yeah. S’not like I needed to know more.”

“But… that doesn’t explain anything!” Eijirou insisted. “This is such a big part of your life. Don’t you want to know more? Find out the full story?”

Katsuki clicked his tongue in annoyance. “What fucking good would it do to know?”

If his tribe had managed to piss off the dragons this much, did he really want to know what happened? Especially since he was just starting to tolerate them. Wouldn’t knowing the whole story ruin everything and make him want to leave all over again?

“Well, maybe you don’t need to know what your tribe did to anger the dragon shifters,” Eijirou conceded. “But what happened then? Did your parents just tell them to take you as some sort of reparation? Did the dragon shifters ask for reparation? Why did it have to be you?”

Katsuki frowned at that. He’d decided long ago that whatever he knew was enough, but Eijirou’s insistence was starting to shake this belief, and he didn’t like it.

“I don’t fucking know,” he growled. “And what would that change, anyway?”

“It could change everything! Your parents going ‘Sorry we’ve angered you, just take our son,’ isn’t the same as the dragon shifters saying ‘As punishment, we’ll take your son,’ don’t you think?”

“So what? The results are all the same,” Katsuki retorted.

“But you resent your tribe, your parents, because you feel like they abandoned you, don’t you?” Eijirou insisted, and Katsuki hated how it made his heart twinge with how true the words rang.

“Yeah, and that’s exactly what they did!” he snapped.

“But you just said you didn’t know how or why it happened.”

“If they’d been against it, they wouldn’t have fucking done it,” Katsuki growled, pushing away his unfinished food in anger.

“You said yourself the dragon shifters were really mad, though,” Eijirou countered, looking awfully calm when all Katsuki wanted to do was yell and flip the table, food and all. “I’m not saying that sending you away like that wasn’t an awful thing to do to a child, but are you sure it was your tribe who–?”

“Why are you defending them, all of a sudden?” Katsuki interrupted him, now boiling with rage.

What was Eijirou trying to do here? Katsuki’s reasoning was simple and flawless: his shitty parents and the tribe were responsible for everything, end of the fucking story. No one had questioned it in the past, especially not Eijirou. So what? Did the Hag tell him something?

“I’m not defending them, I’m just trying to understand what happened,” Eijirou said softly. “And I’m really surprised you don’t know more than I do.”

“That’s because I don’t fucking need to know more,” Katsuki hissed. He was getting so frustrated it was filling his entire chest, and Eijirou just wouldn’t budge.

His partner opened his mouth to say something, but his eyes flashed with something the moment he looked up, and nothing came out. Eijirou just kept looking at him like he couldn’t find his words until Katsuki snapped.

“What?”

“You’re pale,” Eijirou said softly, concerned.

Katsuki gritted his teeth. Was Eijirou pitying him now?

“I’m fucking fine,” he said, grabbing the food he’d pushed away earlier to take a rageful bite.

His stomach lurched at that, but he forced himself to swallow.

“You don’t look fine,” Eijirou said, still staring at him. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have insisted.”

“I said I’m fine,” Katsuki repeated.

Eijirou obviously didn’t believe him, but he didn’t say anything, like he wasn’t sure what to do. Like there was something to be done. Like there was something wrong with Katsuki.

“I’ll just ask someone else and I’ll stop bothering you with it,” Eijirou concluded, going back to his own food with as little enthusiasm as Katsuki.

“Oh no, you fucking won’t,” Katsuki found himself hissing. Eijirou looked back up, surprised, and he continued, “If you’re gonna ask people about that shit, you’re not gonna do it without me.”

Who knew what kind of bullshit people were going to say? Besides, Katsuki wasn’t against knowing more. He just wasn’t interested. But if Eijirou seemed so fascinated with it, all of a sudden, then fine, he could hear it. It wasn’t like he was avoiding the subject.

“Are you sure?” Eijirou asked.

“Of course I’m fucking sure,” Katsuki scoffed. “But you better keep my shitty parents out of it. We can’t trust them.”

“Okay, we can do that,” Eijirou nodded, still looking at him like he was fucking worried about him.

“The whole fucking tribe’s gonna be biased…” Katsuki grumbled.

“Maybe, but they’re all we have for now,” Eijirou said.

Right, it wasn’t like they could ask the dragon shifters. Not yet, at least. And Katsuki didn’t think people outside of the tribe would know anything.

So whether he liked it or not, he’d have to stick to his tribe and hope they had something useful to tell them.

Katsuki tried to finish his food, but his stomach refused firmly. He wasn’t hungry anymore.

“Let’s fucking go,” he said, immediately starting to clear the table to give himself something to do while Eijirou finished eating.

Eijirou just shrugged and went along with it, finishing his food in two big bites. His eyes barely left Katsuki, like he didn’t know what to make of him. He tried to go for a hug before they left, but the moment he felt his partner approaching, Katsuki stormed out of the tent like Eijirou was made of burning coals.

He just wanted to get this shit over with.

.

Fortunately—or maybe ‘unfortunately’, Katsuki wasn’t sure yet—Mashirao and Rikidou were easy to find and had some time to spare.

Unfortunately—or maybe ‘fortunately’—they didn’t seem to know much about anything. The longer they talked, the more Katsuki found himself relaxing.

“Why Katsuki was sent away? Damn, that’s a good question,” Rikidou said, pensive. “We don’t talk about it a lot, it’s… not explicitly forbidden, but people wouldn’t tell us much back then.”

“Yeah, the adults were really secretive about the whole thing,” Mashirao confirmed. “So after a while we kinda gave up and stopped asking.”

“But wait, Katsuki… You mean you don’t know either?” Rikidou asked suddenly.

Mashirao nodded, looking as surprised as his friend, and Katsuki wanted to punch both of them for bringing it up.

“Just answer the damn question!” he snapped, fists clenched.

Thankfully, Eijirou didn’t give them time to insist.

“Is there anything you remember, though?” he asked.

They both thought for a moment.

“I can’t tell you about the event itself, but I know it was a donkey-eating year,” Mashirao said. He noticed Eijirou’s obvious confusion and added for him, “You know how we don’t eat our donkeys, right? So ‘donkey-eating years’ are what we call years where food is so scarce we have to consider it.”

“We didn’t just consider it,” Katsuki said. “I’m pretty sure we had to eat at least one.”

Both Rikidou and Mashirao looked down sadly.

“Yeah… I think I remember that too,” Mashirao said. “And we were lucky, at least we didn’t have to fight with other tribes.”

“It was really that bad, huh…” Rikidou said. “I was only around for the end of it, but I know it’s one of the few years where my family actually had to leave the tribe and stay in bear form all winter to hibernate.”

There was a beat of heavy silence, so grave Katsuki could almost taste it. He didn’t remember much about that year either, but it was like the cloying misery from the past had come back at its mere mention, making the general mood drop so fast even Eijirou, who didn’t know anything about that time, could feel its bitter weight.

“Anyway, it was still really bad by the time the dragon shifters came,” Mashirao said after a moment, resuming his story. “So I can’t be sure, but I think we had a conflict over food? They usually hunt a lot and that’s fine, but with so little food around…” He paused for a beat, then shook his head. “I might be wrong, though. All I know is that one moment I was really hungry and the next, Katsuki was gone. And I was still hungry.”

“It was really sudden,” Rikidou confirmed, turning toward Katsuki to add, “Your parents were devastated and… everyone was so sad. I feel like we spent months mourning you. But we kept asking what happened to you and when you’d be back, and all we were ever told was that you’d gone to live with the dragon shifters for a while and you’d be back in ten years. So… pretty much forever, at our age.”

Katsuki frowned at that. He didn’t remember a set timeline. When he was sent to live with the dragon shifters, he’d assumed it was forever until he was told that it was time for him to go back to his old tribe. The adults on Maito seemed to have been aware of it all along, but then why the fuck did everyone seem to have known except for him?

“It was kinda scary for us,” Rikidou continued. “We had no idea why you were sent there. I thought it was some kind of punishment for something you did.”

“I didn’t do shit!” Katsuki snapped.

“We know that now, but we weren’t told anything at first!” Rikidou protested. “So we just kinda made up our own explanations.”

“I don’t think I’ve ever been more well-behaved than during the year that followed your disappearance,” Mashirao said with a weak, sad chuckle. “But among all of us, Izuku was definitely the most affected.”

“Yeah, he wasn’t the same after you were gone,” Rikidou nodded. “He didn’t buy into the theory that you were being punished for something, so I guess he thought it could just happen randomly? He and his mom left to settle in another tribe a year or so later, so I’m not entirely sure what he believed. But he was the one who asked about you the most.”

Katsuki clicked his tongue. Of course the damn nerd would react that way.

“Anyway, that’s all we know about the whole thing,” Mashirao concluded. “Sorry we can’t help you more. You should probably ask people who were already grown up at the time, I bet they’ll have more to tell you.”

“Thanks anyway, guys,” Eijirou said. “We’ll probably do that.”

He turned toward Katsuki, looking for confirmation. Katsuki just clicked his tongue and looked away, annoyed. He didn’t want to ask older people about it. He didn’t trust any of them.

Though… Inko still lived with the tribe at the time. She’d definitely know what happened. And as annoying as Deku was, if he was that affected by his sudden departure, there was no way his nosy ass didn’t keep asking questions until he got some actual answers. They’d definitely both be on the Hag’s side, but out of everyone who might know something, they seemed like the least untrustworthy to Katsuki. They might try to spin things in a good way, but they were both terrible liars. It would be easy to squeeze the truth out of them if they tried to keep it from him.

Did he really want to know, though?

Katsuki shook his head. He didn’t fucking care. It wouldn’t change anything.

As they left Rikidou and Mashirao, Eijirou was, predictably, asked if he could fly over the path to the wintering grounds to check if it was all clear, and maybe carry some of the tribe’s firewood there while he was at it. As they walked a safe distance from camp for takeoff, Eijirou finally spoke.

“Wow, I didn’t think everyone would know so little…” he said. “But at least we know that your family and the whole tribe was affected when you were sent away.”

“What difference does it fucking make?” Katsuki grumbled. They were a little sad, and so what? They’d clearly moved on.

He was more surprised by the fact that it was apparently decided from the start that he’d spend exactly ten years away. Did no one think to tell him, or had he just forgotten because he hadn't wanted to go back? He didn’t know which option was worse.

“So, who could we ask for more details?” Eijirou asked.

Katsuki sighed. Of course, his partner wouldn’t let it go so easily.

“Can’t we just fucking drop it?”

“Do you really want to?” Eijirou asked. “I’m surprised you’re not more curious now that we know a little more.”

“I already told you, I don’t fucking care.”

“Yeah, but… Look, it sucks that no one would tell you the truth when you were a kid, so I don’t blame you for making up your own explanation. You weren’t the only one, apparently. But now you have a chance to know the truth. Why won’t you take it?”

“Because I don’t give a shit,” Katsuki repeated through clenched teeth.

The worried look from earlier was back on Eijirou’s face in a second. He seemed ready to drop it, and it was tempting to let him. It was very, very tempting, but it would mean giving up. And so, Katsuki said,

“We can ask Inko when we reach the wintering grounds.”

He regretted his words the moment he said them, but he refused to back down. It would be for the best anyway. Katsuki had nothing to be scared of. Eijirou would learn once and for all that his parents were every bit the assholes Katsuki kept saying they were, and he’d finally leave him the fuck alone with that shit.

“Sounds like a good idea,” Eijirou nodded.

Katsuki didn’t answer, too busy clenching and unclenching his fists as they kept walking.

“Hey, Katsuki?” Eijirou said as they reached a good place to take off. “Whatever we find out, you know I’m here for you, right?”

“I don’t know what the fuck you think she’s gonna tell us, but if someone’s gonna be disappointed, it’s gonna be you,” Katsuki gritted.

And he’d been in such a good mood when he woke up this morning…

Eijirou shrugged. “Maybe. But I’m still putting it out there,” he said, shifting to his full dragon form.

As annoyed as he was with his partner and the world as a whole at the moment, Katsuki still jumped on his back without hesitation. If they got this over with fast, maybe they could do some fun flying after. Eijirou still wasn’t confident with acrobatics in flight, but Katsuki was determined to teach him.

He tried to imagine what it would be like to do loops and barrel rolls on Eijirou’s back, but of course, his thoughts kept coming back to his earlier conversation. Would it really change anything, if he found out that his tribe hadn't let go of him happily? What if they weren’t entirely to blame like he’d always believed? What would it mean for the dragon shifters? If they’d just kept him for however long they’d agreed to and sent him back when his time was up, wouldn’t it mean that they were the ones who tossed him aside like trash?

Katsuki shook his head and forced himself to focus on guiding Eijirou, ignoring the heavy pang in his stomach at the thought. It couldn’t be true anyway. They said they’d take him back if he wanted. There was no way they’d changed their minds so easily. They’d been forced to somehow, Katsuki was sure of it.

There was no point in dwelling on it now anyway. Katsuki would just ask Inko, and she’d confirm that he was right. He wasn’t fucking scared of what he might find out, damn it!

.

With how short the days were now, it was already dark when they finished setting up the camp in the wintering grounds. And it would take them at least one more day to fully get the home-tents ready for winter, with an extra layer to protect them from the cold weather and the heavy snows. Their visit to Inko and Deku would have to wait.

Although Eijirou had seen what the wintering grounds were like the day before, he seemed even more impressed now that it was no longer just a large area with some barns so the herds didn’t stay out in the cold and a large building at the center where they could gather and sometimes sleep during the coldest nights. The buildings had all seemed fine when Katsuki checked on them, but they’d probably need some repairs too, so everything was in prime condition before it started snowing seriously. The last thing they wanted was to find out they had leaky or weakened roofs right after a snowstorm.

They gathered in the central building for the usual post-settling stories, and although Katsuki had told himself some time ago that he’d volunteer as a storyteller then, he couldn’t bring himself to do it this time. There was still too much on his mind from the day before, and although he wasn’t nervous about his conversation with Inko, he really wasn’t in the mood to entertain his shitty tribe tonight.

The next day, eager to get this shit over with, he dragged Eijirou to the Midoriyas’ the moment he was told their help wouldn’t be needed. Of course, his partner had to tell everyone where they were going, and the Hag ended up hearing about it.

“I can’t believe you’re going to see Inko before I do,” she said with a pout. “Say hi to her for me, brat, and tell her I’ll visit in two days once we’re fully settled.”

To Katsuki’s surprise, that was it. She didn’t tease him about how his relationship with Deku seemed to have improved, she didn’t yell at him for not going with her when she went… She didn’t even speak more than she had to. It sucked that she’d talked to him at all but it was a welcome change.

What the hell was she scheming this time?

“Will do!” Eijirou said with a bright smile before Katsuki could tell her to fuck off.

The village was close, but they still decided to fly there. Eijirou was very excited to show his progress to the Midoriyas, and what better way to illustrate it than landing right at their doorstep?

All the flowers were gone now, but aside from that, it hadn’t changed since their last visit. This time, however, Deku was the one who was outside to see their arrival. He was every bit as impressed as Eijirou had hoped when he saw their flawless landing. His mouth was still wide open by the time Katsuki had jumped down his partner’s back and Eijirou had turned back into his human form.

“Hi, Izuku! It’s good to see you again!” Eijirou greeted him in Barbarian with a bright smile.

Deku’s mouth opened and closed like a fish out of the water, and his face twitched like he wasn’t sure what emotion to show. It eventually settled on a delighted smile that could almost rival Eijirou’s in terms of brightness—not that it was actually possible, in Katsuki’s opinion.

“Eijirou, Kacchan! It’s so good to see you two! And Eijirou, you can fly now, I’m so happy for you! How long have you been able to do it? I thought I saw a red dragon just a couple of days ago and I was hoping it was you, but I figured my eyes must have been playing tricks on me because I was thinking about you guys and wondering when you’d be back. I guess I shouldn’t be surprised you’re here so late, since the fall’s been pretty warm, but… Anyway, was it you?”

“Yep, that was probably us!” Eijirou grinned. “Sorry for not dropping by, we didn’t have much time.”

“Oh no, no I understand! I’m just happy to see you now,” Deku said. “But come on in, you can tell us everything over a cup of tea. Your Barbarian seems to have improved a lot, Eijirou!”

“Is Inko around?” Katsuki asked.

“Yeah, she’s inside,” Deku nodded. “Why? Did you have something to tell her?”

“Oh, Mitsuki said she’d be coming in two days, when we’re all settled,” Eijirou said. “She still has to oversee the whole thing, I guess you know how it is.”

“Of course, it’s like that every year. But that’s great news! Mom will be so happy to hear it!”

The inside of Deku’s cottage was even warmer than last time, both literally and figuratively, with the fire in the chimney and all the garlands of drying flowers and chili peppers hanging from the ceiling. Now that Katsuki thought about it, he’d almost finished the chili flakes Eijirou had given him. He should probably get more while he was at it, even if he had to force Deku to accept his money for it.

They found Inko sewing inside and she greeted them with a warm smile as her son went straight to the kitchen to make some herbal tea. The next few minutes were spent in small talk and exchanging news, until Katsuki finally had enough and said,

“There’s something I wanted to ask. Why did I have to go live with the dragon shifters exactly?”

There, he’d said it.

Both mother and son seemed taken aback by the sudden question, staring at him in shock for a few breaths. Deku was the first to snap out of it, breaking the silence that had settled in the room as he cleared his throat.

“Kacchan… does that mean you don’t know ?” he asked with wide, confused eyes.

“I wouldn’t be asking if I did,” Katsuki retorted, crossing his arms. “I already have an idea, but Eijirou was curious.”

Inko sighed. “Well, there are some things even I don’t know. If you want details, you’ll have to ask your mother.”

Katsuki’s displeasure must have been obvious, because she sighed again, looking even sadder than before. She was always like this when it came to his relationship with the Hag.

“So…” she said after clearing her throat. “As you probably remember, it was a terrible year. Many things happened that even the Earth Trackers couldn’t have predicted and food was really scarce. The neighboring countries weren't affected, but there was only so much we could do with trade. So when the dragon shifters came and started hunting what few animals were left, people got mad. Your mother talked to chief Shouta about the issue and he said he’d tell the others to hunt as little as possible while they were flying over the mountains, but… well…” She paused and shook her head. Katsuki could already tell where this was going, but he still listened with bated breath. “If you ask people from the tribe, the dragon shifters didn’t listen and kept hunting as usual despite our warnings. If you ask the dragon shifters, they were following their chief’s orders, and agreeing to hunt less didn’t mean they’d stop doing it altogether. I don’t know who was right, but a couple of dragon shifters were attacked by people from the tribe and badly injured while they were hunting.”

So Mashirao’s theory was right. Not that it surprised Katsuki, but it felt strange to finally have a proper explanation. Looking back on how the dragon shifters were always talking about the event in hushed tones and cryptic words around him, everything made sense.

“You know how the dragon shifters are,” Inko continued, and Katsuki nodded.

He remembered the stories. He remembered Mina’s wrath when Eijirou was captured. Dragon shifters were fiercely protective of their own. Anyone who helped one of them was a friend to the entire city. Anyone who hurt one of them was a common enemy, and their feud could only end in blood. Ultimately, it didn’t matter to them who was right and who was wrong. They just wanted revenge.

They were pretty similar to Barbarians, in that sense.

“Of course, Mitsuki immediately took measures. We might be proud warriors, but the last thing we wanted was to make enemies of the dragon shifters. The culprits were banished from the tribe and she asked to speak with chief Shouta.” She paused again, looking for words, and said, “The negotiations were… hard.”

“I can imagine,” Katsuki said, tapping on the table pensively. “I’m surprised they’re still openly trading with Barbarians.”

“Wait, really?” Eijirou asked with a frown. “It seems more like a big misunderstanding than anything. Wasn’t it enough to banish the culprits? Why would the dragon shifters need more?”

Sometimes, Katsuki forgot how little Eijirou knew about his own culture, despite all of his and Mina’s efforts.

“Dragon shifters don’t trust Land Dwellers easily, Eijirou,” Deku explained softly. “There aren’t many places where they can trade openly like they do here. You’ll see for yourself when you’re with them, but usually they have to hide in order not to get hurt. I mean… you’ve dealt with dragon hunters, you know how it is.”

“Of course, I know that, but these people weren’t dragon hunters. They were just angry and they lashed out! And they were punished for it, so why wasn’t it enough?” Eijirou insisted.

“Because when you’ve been hurt for generations for being who you are, it takes a lot to earn your trust. And very little to break it,” Katsuki said.

“I’m not saying the dragon shifters were right to ask the whole tribe for reparations, but after living with them for a while, I see where they were coming from,” Deku added.

“Well, I don’t,” Eijirou frowned.

Katsuki looked at him, surprised. He knew Eijirou probably wouldn’t understand the dragon shifters’ point of view, especially if a Barbarian was the one telling the story, but he didn’t think his partner would react so strongly. Inko and Deku were being much more neutral than Katsuki would have expected, and yet…

“Barbarians wouldn’t have stopped at apologies if the roles had been reversed, you know,” Katsuki pointed out, and Deku nodded in agreement.

It would have been impossible for them to hurt the dragons in the sky, of course, and it took way more than an isolated incident for the various Barbarian tribes to unite, but they’d have made damn sure the dragons would never dare show up in their part of the mountain again.

Eijirou sighed, but it was clear on his face that he was still firmly on the Barbarians’ side.

“So what happened then?” he asked, still frowning.

“I don’t know much about the negotiations themselves,” Inko said. “Only Mitsuki and chief Shouta were present. What I know is that most of the dragon shifters wanted revenge, but their chief argued that an open conflict would be pointless on both sides. Dragon shifters and Barbarians always had a great relationship, and I think Mitsuki’s immediate actions appeased them a little. But they wouldn’t stop at that. They probably wanted to make an example of us or…” She paused. Sighed. “I really can’t speak for them. What I do know is that when Mitsuki came out of it, she was devastated. She did all she could, but the only way they’d found to settle this peacefully was to give you away for ten years.”

Again with the damn ten years limit… Why the fuck didn’t he know that? And what did he have to do with any of that shit?

“So it was the dragon shifters who asked for him, then?” Eijirou asked. “Did it have to be him specifically?”

Inko shook her head. “I don’t know for sure,” she admitted. “And I don’t want to give you wrong information either. All I know is that Mitsuki would have never given up on Katsuki like this if she had a choice. Never.”

“You don’t fucking know that,” Katsuki scoffed.

Besides… she had a fucking choice.

“Katsuki, you know I’d start wars for you!” he remembered her saying when he was a kid.

All fucking love-saying.

“You know, the more I hear about dragon shifters, the less I like these guys,” Eijirou commented after a moment of silence.

“Please don’t judge them just on this,” Deku said before Katsuki could defend them. “They might not look good here, but they’re great people as long as you don’t threaten their kin, I promise. I mean, there are bad people everywhere and the dragon shifters are no exception, of course, but they’re usually very kind when you have their trust. And we still have a great relationship with them, even if they’re known for being pretty unforgiving, so I think you really have to take everything else into account.”

“I know that,” Eijirou said, visibly conflicted. “Tetsu and Mina did so much for us, of course I know they’re not all terrible. But it’s just… How could they do something like this? It’s not like Katsuki had anything to do with what happened!”

“I don’t blame them for not wanting to take in the assholes who fucking hurt them,” Katsuki retorted.

“Well, yeah, but why wasn’t it enough that Mitsuki punished them? It’s not like your tribe just apologized! If they thought it wasn’t enough, they should have punished the people responsible instead.”

“I’m fine now, aren’t I?” Katsuki argued. “It was a punishment for the tribe, but they still raised me like one of their own.” Kind of. With some reservations. “D’you really think I’d want to go back to them if they treated me like shit?”

Eijirou opened his mouth to protest, paused, and closed it with a defeated sigh, unable to come up with a proper counterargument.

Good. The last thing Katsuki wanted was for him to resent his own kind for something no one else was mad about, especially him.

Thankfully, everyone seemed happy to change the subject after that, switching back to exchanging news and stories until the heavy, awkward atmosphere finally lifted. Katsuki had a feeling that Eijirou wouldn't drop the subject so easily, however.

Before they left, Deku seemed ready to ask about the amcerkeln he’d mentioned last time, but he thankfully decided against it. Katsuki felt more ready than before, but he still needed some time. He already had enough emotional shit on his plate for today.

Notes:

I hope you enjoyed the fluff while it lasted! And I hope you enjoy this new dive into Family Drama

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 68: Less Talking, More Fighting

Notes:

I thought I'd be able to post early for once but nope...

Anyway, enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“So, what do you think?” Eijirou asked as they walked back to the tribe after their talk with the Midoriyas, hurrying to reach the camp before sunset.

They hadn’t wanted to linger, but they were delayed by the time it took for Katsuki to convince Deku to take his damn money for the chili flakes he wanted. The nerd only accepted it when he said he’d beat his ass if he had to. To his surprise, Deku had accepted the challenge and they actually took it outside. It had taken a strenuous but surprisingly fun fight for Deku to finally accept to be paid.

“Deku’s right hook is no joke,” Katsuki said, rubbing his sore ribs absentmindedly.

“I don’t mean the fight, Katsuki,” Eijirou said with a chuckle. “I mean our conversation with Inko.”

“Well, I’m surprised the dragon shifters are still on good terms with the tribe after what happened,” Katsuki said. “I bet it’s all thanks to me.”

“Really? That's it? You were mad about your tribe leaving you, and you just learned it was the dragon shifters who–”

“We don’t know that for sure,” Katsuki retorted immediately. “Inko said she didn’t know anything about the negotiations.”

“She’s sure the dragon shifters were the ones who wanted reparations, though.”

Katsuki sighed. This was even worse than before. Eijirou trying to defend the Barbarians was one thing, and without the dragon shifters to give their own version of the story, he expected it. But this? What was Eijirou trying to do? Did he want Katsuki to hate the dragon shifters? They were their people, it didn’t make any damn sense!

“I don’t care about that. I agree that they shouldn’t have let it slide,” Katsuki said. “Don’t go resenting them before you’ve even met them. Especially for something no one’s mad about anymore.”

“You are still mad about it, though,” Eijirou pointed out. “You’re just not mad at them.”

“And you shouldn’t be, either,” Katsuki retorted.

“So it really doesn’t change anything for you, then?” Eijirou asked after a beat of silence, voice shaking a little. “You still think your tribe is responsible for everything and the dragon shifters did nothing wrong?”

Katsuki sighed. “Maybe the tribe wasn’t as bad as I thought,” he admitted.

If the tribe members didn’t have a say in the negotiations, it didn’t matter what they wanted. Kids were the responsibility of the whole tribe when they were out and about, but ultimately the parents had the last word.

Maybe that was why it had to be him, Katsuki mused. Maybe it was just because the Hag had no other kid to offer to appease the dragons’ wrath.

“And your parents?” Eijirou asked.

“Whether or not she wanted to give me away, the Hag still fucking lied, so fuck her.”

“Lied how?”

“When I was a kid,” Katsuki said slowly, “she kept saying she’d start wars for me.”

It almost felt stupid, saying it out loud. And unsurprisingly, Eijirou seemed to share his opinion.

“I somehow don't doubt that she would have in different circumstances,” he said with an amused smile. “But come on, don't tell me things would have been better if people had died for you.”

“Of course not!” Katsuki said, rolling his eyes.

“Then what’s the problem?”

“She lied!” Katsuki retorted. Eijirou was still looking at him like he didn’t understand, and Katsuki’s simmering anger overflowed like boiling milk as he continued. “She was in a position to make good on her damn words and she didn’t!”

“But you just said yourself that you wouldn’t have wanted her to,” Eijirou said with a confused look.

“And so what? She didn’t ask for my opinion! I don’t fucking care if she had a choice or not, no one asked what I thought! I didn’t even fucking know it was only supposed to be for ten years, unlike everyone else, apparently! And then I was sent back and again, no one asked me what I wanted!”

“The dragon shifters didn’t ask you either.”

“Of course they didn’t ask, they weren’t my parents! It was the Hag’s job and she didn’t do shit! She just pretended nothing happened and then sent me away without a warning.”

“Maybe she didn’t want to upset you?” Eijirou asked weakly, like even he didn’t believe in what he was saying.

“Yeah, because that fucking worked,” Katsuki scoffed. “Look how fucking unupset I am about that shitty decision.”

Eijirou sighed. “Fine, I understand. It was shitty of your parents to send you away without an explanation.”

“Exactly,” Katsuki nodded, glad that they could finally agree on something.

“But…” Eijirou said, ruining Katsuki’s hopes that they could put the whole thing behind them. “Look, I know you think my parents are the worst, but the more I think about it, the more I realize that they were doing their best, and it means that sometimes, they made mistakes. It doesn’t mean I should hate them for everything. The bad doesn’t completely cancel out the good, you know?”

“The fuck’re you trying to say?”

“There’s a chance your parents messed up like mine did. It doesn’t mean they didn’t really love you. It doesn’t mean they’re faking it now.”

“Doesn’t change shit.”

“So I take it you won't be talking to them?”

“No fucking way,” Katsuki said. “You said I should talk to an older tribe member. I've talked to Inko. What more do you want?”

“There's still a lot you don't know,” Eijirou pointed out. “It'd be a shame to stop here.”

“A shame for you, maybe,” Katsuki grumbled. “I'm fine with the way things are. It’s not like I can trust the Hag to tell the truth.”

Eijirou sighed. “Right… And it’s not like there’s anyone else we can ask around here, it seems.”

“Yeah, so fuck that,” Katsuki concluded.

“What about your tribe, then?” Eijirou asked. “Do you feel better about them, at least?”

“I guess…” Katsuki started slowly, “Ugh, I guess the tribe's fine. The assholes who did it are gone, I don't even remember who the fuck they were, fine. At least I know they didn’t collectively decide to get rid of me or something.”

“Well, that's a good start,” Eijirou said with an approving nod.

“It’s not a start,” Katsuki huffed. “It’s where I’m drawing the line. End of the fucking story. I don't give a shit about what the Hag and my old man thought they were doing.”

He didn’t expect Eijirou to react with a frustrated sigh.

“Is it the dragon shifters who taught you to be so unforgiving?” he snapped, frowning.

Katsuki rolled his eyes. “Just because my shitty parents didn’t willingly kick me out doesn’t mean I’m gonna forgive them for doing it. Especially when they forced me to stay with them years later.”

“Did they force you to stay, or did the dragon shifters just decide they were done with you after your tribe’s punishment was over?”

A flash of anger passed before Katsuki’s eyes, blinding. Before he knew it, he was holding Eijirou’s collar in a death grip, their faces so close their noses were touching.

“Don’t you fucking dare say that,” he growled, low and threatening, white-hot rage pulsing through his veins with every heartbeat.

Eijirou didn’t budge, though. He held Katsuki’s glare, challenging, and asked slowly, “How can you be sure?”

Katsuki’s grip lessened for a second, his all-consuming ire stopping dead in its tracks as it hit the unshakable boulder of Eijirou’s relentless questioning.

Of course Katsuki wasn’t sure. He had no way to be sure, it wasn’t like he’d asked or heard anyone talk about it in the tribe. He just knew it in his guts, because otherwise, it meant that the dragon shifters had betrayed him too. And if both the places he once called home thought so little of him, if they were both the assholes, if they both abandoned him… Then what the fuck was left?

The mere thought was making him sick again, heart jumping in his throat like it wanted to run away from this whole mess and abandon him too.

Unable to find a scathing retort that would make Eijirou shut up once and for all, Katsuki settled on a hissed “Fuck you,” that could have melted metal if it had a physical form.

He released his grip on Eijirou, took a step back, and stomped away from him, fuming.

It took much longer than Katsuki expected for Eijirou to catch up with him. The camp was already in view when he closed the distance between them, and Katsuki's rage hadn't deflated one bit.

“Katsuki, I’m sorry I said that,” Eijirou said softly as he fell into step with him. “Please, don’t be mad.”

“Then don’t spout stupid shit,” Katsuki grumbled. “You’ve spent too much time with the damn tribe. Maybe we should fucking leave after all.”

“Hey, no! I’m not siding with them, Katsuki, I swear,” Eijirou said, his eyes, his voice, filled with nothing but absolute honesty. “I’m on your side, always. And I want to fly you to Maito and see your home for myself.”

Katsuki didn't reply, looking straight ahead as he continued walking.

“Look, you're right,” Eijirou continued. “I have no way to tell who's responsible either. And I shouldn't make assumptions about people I don't know. Especially when they're not here to defend themselves.”

“Damn right,” Katsuki gritted.

Much to his relief, Eijirou stopped talking about it after that. Katsuki had had enough earth-shattering new information and shitty feelings for the day. He didn't want to fight with Eijirou on top of everything.

“Katsuki? Do you think we could mastkeln when we’re home?” his partner asked sheepishly.

Katsuki turned toward him, expecting him to have that damn worried look again. He didn’t.

“Why?”

Eijirou sighed. “I’m a little on edge, as you've probably noticed. We both are. You guys keep saying I’m getting mad at the wrong people and I know I should trust you, but…” He let out another long sigh. “I don’t know. I guess I just hate to think about how they took you away, even if you don’t care. Anyway, I think a good fight would be good for us.”

Some of Katsuki’s tension left him at Eijirou’s explanation and genuinely apologetic look. Nevermind what he previously thought: he was fine fighting with Eijirou, if it was like this.

“I’m gonna kick your ass,” he said.

Eijirou knocked his fists together with a bright grin. “I’d love to see you try!”

That was better. Hopefully, his partner wouldn’t talk about this whole mess again. Katsuki just wanted to put it all behind him and stop thinking about it.

.

Eijirou wasn’t sure what to do. It was clear to him since their conversation on the way back from the Midoriyas that Katsuki wasn’t ready to talk things out with his parents and figure out what happened. Knowing his partner, Eijirou would have expected him to march over to them and demand an explanation, but they hadn’t even talked about it since that day, not even between themselves. Katsuki seemed perfectly fine with dropping the subject altogether, and although Eijirou wanted to respect that, he still thought it was a bad idea.

The look of pure rage on Katsuki’s face when Eijirou had pushed too hard kept haunting him. He was like a hurt, cornered animal. His partner almost looked sick whenever Eijirou prodded too much into the events, and it was worrying him.

At first he’d really thought he could just ask Katsuki about what happened, get a clear answer, decide what to think about his parents based on that, and be done with it. But it seemed that he’d bitten off more than he could chew. And rather than feeling discouraged, it had only made him more determined to get to the bottom of it, to the point where he forgot to consider Katsuki's feelings. He'd felt like he had to figure out the truth, even if it pained him to see Katsuki so hurt. Or rather… because it pained him to see Katsuki so hurt.

Eijirou had been wondering lately if he wasn’t just projecting his problems with his own parents onto Katsuki, but the more he thought about it, the more convinced he was that their situations were different. Eijirou couldn’t go back to his family, not because he didn’t want to, but because no matter what, things would never get better. There was no home for him in Yuuei, and there was nothing anyone could do about it. Besides, Eijirou had only recently found out how much he’d been hurt, and he was starting to heal from it. He was healing because Katsuki had been here to support him the entire time.

But Katsuki… Everything happened years and years ago but he was still full of anger—the same anger Eijirou had felt when he’d accepted that his parents had been wrong to treat him the way they had. The pain Katsuki was carrying was like a festering wound, and he refused to even look at it. Every time they even brushed the subject, Katsuki was raising his hackles like a wolf with a thorn in its paw. And if it was as simple as just pulling it out and making the pain go away, Eijirou wouldn’t mind doing it. He’d throw himself straight into Katsuki’s jaws if it made him feel better in the end. He’d take all of his partner’s anger and hatred if he had to.

But it wasn’t as simple as that. Eijirou couldn’t do it for Katsuki, the same way his partner couldn’t process Eijirou’s feelings toward his parents for him last winter. Katsuki had to do it on his own, but he just wouldn’t and Eijirou didn’t know what to do about it.

On the bright side, his behavior around the rest of the tribe had improved a lot since their talk with Inko. It had started before, of course, but it was even more noticeable now. Katsuki actually spent time with the tribe, no longer looking like he was one second away from snapping at all times. He stayed around to help instead of only accepting errands that gave Eijirou and him an excuse to stay away all day. Eijirou didn’t think his partner’s hatred for the cold was the only reason why he was now staying around to help fix roofs and take care of animals rather than go on long flights with him all day.

He wasn’t the only one who had noticed either.

Just a few days after their visit to the Midoriyas, he and Katsuki were helping fix one of the barns when someone actually commented on it.

“You know,” they’d said, “I really thought your parents were being too soft when they said not to push you and to give you time to settle. But I’m glad we listened, it really paid off!”

Katsuki had paused at that, so tense his knuckles were turning white. It had been the first time in days that Eijirou thought he’d have to intervene before his partner exploded. But to his surprise, Katsuki just resumed what he was doing in silence.

He looked tense and deep in thought all day, and he dragged Eijirou out of the camp so they could mastkeln before dinner, but that was it. The next day, he was back to normal.

And as he thought about how proud he was of Katsuki for the way he’d dealt with the situation, Eijirou realized that maybe the best thing he could do about Katsuki’s issue with his parents was to let him deal with it at his own pace. It was what Katsuki had done for him, after all. All of his attempts at telling Eijirou how horrible his parents were had led nowhere. It was only when Katsuki stopped talking about it that Eijirou opened his eyes and accepted that he shouldn’t have been treated the way he had.

So maybe that was what Eijirou should do. Maybe the best he could do was to take a step back, support Katsuki if he decided to go further, and accept it if his partner never did. He could still ask Katsuki’s parents about what happened during the negotiations without him, sure, but he knew his partner would either blow up or refuse to let him do it on his own. And after the last time, Eijirou didn’t want him to do that. He didn’t want to see that sickened look on Katsuki’s face ever again. It was a shame for Katsuki’s parents… or maybe it wasn’t. Eijirou might never know. And it was fine. He was fine with it. Really.

It was enough to see Katsuki finally feel at home with the tribe. It was enough to hear him share stories with the whole tribe in the evening. It was enough to see him be more open with everyone—in his own, Katsuki way, which didn’t seem to surprise anyone—and finally act like the person he’d been in Yuuei. It was enough to hear him laugh when Eijirou played in the snow in his dragon form and inevitably attracted every kid around who wanted to fight him. It was enough to watch Katsuki calmly spin yarn in a circle with other tribe members, relaxed at last as he pretended not to listen to the latest gossip. As long as Katsuki was happy like this, what more did Eijirou need?

He just hoped Izuku wouldn’t ask him what he thought about Katsuki’s parents now, because he still wasn’t sure. He knew what he’d think if he didn’t take his partner’s opinion into account, but he didn’t want to dismiss completely how much they’d hurt him in the past, no matter how nice and caring they seemed to be now. It wouldn’t be fair to Katsuki. And what kind of partner, what kind of man would Eijirou be if he didn’t listen to him?

They’d seen the Midoriyas pretty often since they’d settled in the wintering grounds. There were lots of exchanges between the two tribes, and Eijirou was always happy to carry their goods for trade to the village and spend some time with Inko and Izuku before he went home with Katsuki.

Of course, they always made sure to only visit when they knew Mitsuki wouldn’t be there, but even seeing Katsuki and his parents carefully avoid each other didn’t change how happy Eijirou was to see his partner reconnect with his childhood friend. He was still prickly, but there was nothing left of the tension and simmering anger from their first day in the Golden Mountains. It was good to see Katsuki like this; to have more proof of how far he’d come since they came here. It gave him hope.

Today was a little different from usual. For once, Izuku was the one coming to them, and Eijirou was excited to see how he would act around his old tribe. Izuku had told him how he was pushed around a lot when he was a kid, being a bit of a late bloomer, but things had improved a lot since then.

Everyone seemed happy to see Izuku. Some older people scolded him gently for not visiting sooner and asked him about his mother. Mashirao and Rikidou welcomed him with hearty claps on the back, the kind that shook Eijirou to his core, and Izuku took them without flinching, obviously used to them. His visit felt more like a tribe member coming back after a long absence than an outsider visiting, and the sight warmed Eijirou’s heart.

For a moment, he found himself daydreaming about people back in his village giving him the same warm welcome if he ever came back. He shook his head. People’s reactions would most likely be closer to the silent stares from the day Katsuki came back, and Eijirou couldn’t blame them. 

Several people invited Izuku for a drink in their home-tent once he was done with his business with the tribe, but just as he was about to accept, Katsuki kicked his leg to get his attention and said gravely,

“Come with me. I wanna talk.”

Izuku immediately declined all the offers and followed him. Eijirou went after them, curious to know what Katsuki wanted to talk about yet unsure whether or not he was supposed to come with them.

Knowing him, Katsuki would tell him if it was a private conversation. But the moment it became obvious that they weren’t going back to their home-tent, heading outside of the camp instead, Eijirou had to ask.

“Uh… Should I come?”

“Do what you want,” Katsuki said, still looking straight ahead. “A witness might be good, though.”

He wouldn’t say more than that.

More confused than ever, Eijirou could only exchange a look with Izuku, who seemed as lost and intrigued as he was. They shrugged and continued to follow.

Katsuki stopped once they reached a large, flat area covered with a compact layer of snow—Eijirou’s usual take-off area.

Then, he turned around to face Izuku and said calmly,

“I’m ready.”

Eijirou tilted his head, confused, but Izuku gasped like he knew what this was about. They both stayed silent until Katsuki announced,

“Let’s amcerkeln.”

.

As Katsuki expected, Deku immediately burst into tears, eyes leaking like all the water in his body was trying to leave him—probably in embarrassment.

“K-Kacchan…” he sobbed, a bright smile on his face.

“Oh, for fuck’s sake…” Katsuki sighed. He knew this would happen, of course, but it was still annoying as fuck. The nerd was ruining the entire effect! “Don’t go crying now, dumbass!”

“Sorry, it’s just… I’m so happy!” Deku blubbered. “I’ve been hoping for it ever since you said I should ask again, but then I didn’t dare because you seemed so preoccupied and I didn’t think you’d be ready so fast, and–”

“Shut up! I’m fucking ready now, so you better get the fuck over it fast before I change my mind!” Katsuki barked.

He probably wouldn’t. It’d been hard enough to ask the first time. But sometimes Deku needed to be snapped out of his crying shit, and Katsuki knew that if he didn’t stop it right now they’d never get anywhere.

Deku nodded, sniffling a little, and quickly wiped his eyes. When he looked at Katsuki again, it was with pure determination.

“Okay, I’m ready,” he said. “Let’s do it.”

“Um… Are you sure you want me here?” Eijirou asked hesitantly.

His eyes were misty as well, which wasn’t surprising from a sympathetic crier like him. Katsuki’s expression softened a little, but he still repeated, “You can do whatever you want.”

“You’re welcome to stay,” Deku added. “In fact, it’d be safer if you stayed. Just in case one of us goes a little too hard, or if there’s a problem, or…”

“Okay, then, I’ll stay,” Eijirou decided, more confident now that he had a role.

Good. Deku wasn’t wrong, it would be better to have someone around just in case. And there was no one Katsuki trusted more than Eijirou for this.

“Let’s set up some ground rules, Deku,” Katsuki said, turning his attention back to the nerd. “No weapons, no magic. Sounds good?”

“Are you sure you want to do it without magic? You rely on it a lo–”

“Of course I’m fucking sure,” Katsuki snapped. “You think I can’t kick your ass without it? Don’t make me laugh. Besides, it wouldn’t be fair to you, s’not like you can use earth magic properly with all the damn snow.”

“The cold isn’t good for yours either,” Deku countered. “But fine, I accept the rules.”

“Let’s fucking go, then,” Katsuki said, walking toward the center of the area while Eijirou moved to the side.

Deku followed him and they both got in position.

After their last cerkeln to make the nerd accept his money, Katsuki had a good idea of what to expect from Deku, and so did his opponent. Still, it wasn’t the same kind of fight. There wasn’t anything concrete at stake, and somehow, it made it feel all the more intense.

It was the first real amcerkeln of his life, Katsuki realized. Or, well… It happened a lot when he was a kid, but this was different. Roughhousing to put an end to a petty argument between children wasn’t the same as trying to fight out years of resentment and misunderstanding.

Would it even work? Would it be enough? There was only one way to find out.

It was an ugly fight, Katsuki was sure of it. Definitely not story-worthy. It didn't feel like a petty children's fight, but it definitely looked like it. They’d tried to fight properly at first, but soon they were punching and kicking and grappling each other like they were five again and fighting over the last dessert. The lack of magic definitely wasn’t helping.

Still, no matter how messy it was, Katsuki felt everything in his bones. Deku’s punches, his haphazard attempts to slip out of Katsuki’s grasp, even the moment they started pulling each other’s hair. It was like all of his negative feelings toward him were seeping out through his pores along with his sweat.

And then, the words came out, pouring out of both of them, raw and painful like hot tar.

“You were always a damn thorn on my side!” he heard himself yell as he held Deku in a chokehold.

“I was just trying to be your friend!” Deku retorted, punching him in the gut. “Why did you have to be such a jerk about it?”

And it all kept coming out: Deku looking down on him, always trying to help even though he was so damn helpless himself; Katsuki being so blind to his admiration and so awful with him; Deku following him around when all he wanted was to be left alone; Katsuki being so damn stubborn he refused to see how people cared about him; Deku trying to steal his entire life; Katsuki refusing the one he was offered…

The big things, the small things, they were all coming out with equal force.

“I can't believe you have both your parents and you don't even want them!” Deku said at some point.

“You can fucking have them, I don't give a shit! If I was part dragon shifter, they would have kept me!”

They shut up after that. Katsuki wasn't sure if it was because they were ashamed of how low their comments were, or trying to recover from Katsuki's last one.

Fuck.

They split when Katsuki bit Deku’s hand. The nerd pushed him away, taking a step back. His eyes never left Katsuki as he held his hand to his chest.

“No more biting,” he said.

Katsuki nodded and gave him a moment to recover before they resumed their fight.

Unlike a regular cerkeln, an amcerkeln wasn’t supposed to have a winner. It was similar to a calnumékeln in that sense. It wasn’t about deciding who’d been right in whatever feud had caused it. It was about showing how determined you were to restore your bond. It was about making sure that by the time the fight was over, there was no ill-feeling left between the opponents. An amcerkeln was a fresh start.

Their second bout was much more civilized than the first. Still kind of messy, but they were both thinking more critically. Deku took plenty of hits, but he gave as good as he got—and damn had the nerd improved since they were kids, both his punches and his kicks feeling like battering rams wherever they landed. Katsuki had never been more relieved to have a fighting style that relied a lot on dodging.

When they split the second time, it was to catch their breaths and assess their damage.

They exchanged a look, both wondering if they were done yet… and went straight back into it, deciding at the same time that even though their bodies were screaming for a break and they’d long run out of things to yell at each other, their fight was far from over.

Their third bout was a damn mess again, but in a different way from the first. They were no longer blinded by raw emotions, but although their minds were clearer, they were way too tired for a proper fight. It was still violent, but in an almost lazy way. Katsuki knew it the moment Deku released his grasp on his neck after barely a struggle: their third bout would be their last.

When they split for the third time, it was to fall back in the snow side by side, sweaty, exhausted, and out of breath.

“Good fight,” Deku panted with a grin.

“Yeah, you weren’t too bad either,” Katsuki said, not faring much better.

His whole body hurt, his lungs were on fire, and he didn’t think he could stand up. It was exactly what they’d needed.

“Are you guys done?” Eijirou asked from afar.

He exchanged a look with Deku. They didn’t need to say a word to know that they were on the same page: they couldn’t fight any longer. It was over.

One of Katsuki’s sweaty palms clenched around the snow next to him, and just as Deku was nodding, Katsuki lazily raised his arm to drop his handful of snow on the nerd’s face. Deku let out an indignant yelp that had him cackling as he announced,

“Yeah, we’re done now.”

He fully expected some sort of retaliation from Deku, but he seemed too busy wiping his face to get revenge.

The real threat wasn't Deku. It was Eijirou, who came over and dumped fresh snow all over him the moment he reached them.

“I saw that, Katsuki,” he said with a smirk. “It wasn’t very nice, you know.”

Turning to his side with a groan, Deku dropped a heavy arm on Katsuki’s torso and said weakly, “Avenge me, Eijirou. I’m holding him back.”

“You ain’t holding shit,” Katsuki scoffed, mustering what little energy he had left to swat his arm away.

He turned his head to the side and found Deku grinning.

“So I guess I’ll have to carry you both home?” Eijirou asked with an amused smile as he squatted down to their level.

Katsuki turned to his side and sat up with a groan.

“M’fine,” he said.

“Okay, then. I’ll romantically take Izuku in my arms and carry him all the way to the camp,” Eijirou said with a taunting smile. “You can walk.”

“Ugh, he can walk too,” Katsuki said, giving Deku little kicks to force him to move.

They both managed to get up, but they ended up leaning heavily on Eijirou as he dragged them both back to the camp. Katsuki may have been smiling the whole way just thinking about how strong his partner was, carrying two heavy adult men without breaking a sweat. Everything hurt, but he felt like he was floating.

“Will you be fine going back to the village on your own?” Eijirou asked Deku on the way. “Do you want me to give you a ride?”

He’d obviously asked without thinking, but the moment he realized what he’d said, his eyes immediately flew toward Katsuki, worried.

And to his own surprise… Katsuki shrugged. He felt like he should be more protective about Eijirou offering rides to anyone, but he really didn’t mind. He wondered if it was because the amcerkeln had worked so well, or if it was just because he was too exhausted to care. Maybe it was a bit of both.

“That’s really nice, Eijirou, but I’ll be fine. Thank you,” Deku said. Or should Katsuki call him Izuku now? Just imagining it felt weird 

“You could, y’know,” Katsuki mumbled. “I don’t care.”

“Yeah but… We’d be flying wouldn’t we?” Deku replied with a shudder.

Katsuki snorted at that. Of course. How could he forget that the idiot was scared of heights?

“Besides, I came here with a cart and it’s almost empty now. I’m sure Yucca can carry me home,” Deku concluded.

“Maybe you could spend the night here, then?” Eijirou insisted. “You really don’t look good.”

“I’ll just take a nice bath when I’m home. But I really can’t stay, I don’t want mom to get worried. She'll probably come all the way here to get me if I don’t come back before sunset.”

They were swarmed by curious and concerned tribe members the moment they stepped back into the camp, but Eijirou wouldn’t stop long enough to give them proper answers—not that Katsuki particularly wanted to. Instead, he dragged Deku and him straight to the healer, who confirmed that they were fine and just needed some rest.

Deku left them soon after, staying just long enough to explain that they just had an amcerkeln and everything was fine between them. Katsuki pretended not to hear the people congratulating them on finally working things out.

Deku needed help to climb on his cart, and he sure made for a pitiful sight as he struggled to stay upright, wincing at the movement when his donkey started the slow walk home. Katsuki probably didn’t look any better.

Eijirou waved Deku goodbye and picked up Katsuki right after, carrying him home like a blushing bride.

“I can walk!” Katsuki protested, struggling to get out of his grip.

“Shh, let me have this,” Eijirou said with a grin, holding him even tighter.

Katsuki rolled his eyes, but he let himself be carried the last few steps to their home-tent.

“I’m proud of you, you know,” Eijirou said as he gently put him down near the entrance to take off both of their shoes.

“I didn’t do it so you’d be proud,” Katsuki grumbled, deciding that he could let himself be pampered for once. As long as Eijirou didn’t make it a habit.

“I know, but I still wanted to say it,” Eijirou said, picking him up again to place him on their bed. “How do you feel? I didn't catch what you two were saying from where I was, but it sounded intense.”

“I'm tired as fuck,” Katsuki groaned. Everything hurt, and it was getting worse now that the fight was over. “But otherwise… fine, I guess?”

Eijirou smiled. “I’m glad to hear it.”

So was Katsuki. He just hoped it would last, this time.

He only moved from the bed once that evening to have dinner. Instead of facing Eijirou, he settled next to him, pointedly leaning against his side until his partner wrapped a wing around him, then an arm once he was done eating. They both happily ignored the drums calling for stories that night.

His various scrapes and bruises would hurt like a bitch in the morning, but as he started dozing off on Eijirou's shoulder, Katsuki couldn't bring himself to care. Letting go of his grudge toward Deku felt right. It was one less thing tying him down to this place. It’d be easier to leave these mountains behind him once and for all.

Notes:

Once again a long and eventful chapter. I hope you liked it!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 69: Nice

Notes:

I remember hours ago when I thought I'd manage to post early this week. But at least I went on a nice walk instead of working to death!

Enjoy this chapter with a highly inspired title!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Although Eijirou was now more familiar with them, the Golden Mountains still had plenty of wonders to discover. He'd been excited to meet more giants, but seeing one of their villages for real was even more impressive than anything he could have imagined.

Everything was so… huge. It wasn't so different from Izuku's village, but everything was much bigger, including some of the animals. Toyomitsu had felt so big among their tiny tents when he came, but now, Eijirou felt like the odd one out. Even in his dragon form, he felt puny. He'd been swarmed by a group of children the moment he'd landed, exhausted after his longest flight so far—and carrying both Katsuki and goods from the tribe, at that—and even they were the size of human adults.

The giants were really welcoming, though. They fussed over Katsuki and him when they heard that they came from the other side of the mountains, and as soon as they were warm, fed, and rested, Toyomitsu offered to give them a tour while the wool Eijirou would have to carry back home was being prepared.

The village really wasn't that different from a human settlement, with houses and barns, fields and vegetable patches, and big animals all around, but Eijirou hadn't stopped smiling in wonder the whole time. Being so tiny compared to his surroundings made him feel like a child again, and although it could have been uncomfortable, everyone had been so friendly so far that he was just happy to be here.

They weren't supposed to stay too long—not if they wanted to be home before sunset—but when Toyomitsu concluded his tour in front of the place where the Earth Tracker novices trained, Eijirou couldn't resist his offer to tell him more.

“There aren't any humans spending the winter with us this year, but we'll probably see a few come spring,” Toyomitsu explained after showing them around and answering Eijirou questions about the training. “You'd be welcome to join if you want.”

Eijirou admitted he'd be gone by then, but the offer still warmed his heart. It seemed fascinating, and he'd definitely have to ask Izuku what it was like to live among giants while he learned earth magic.

They left barely an hour before sunset, after a hearty snack for the road. As he enjoyed the food with Katsuki and Toyomitsu, Eijirou found himself writing letter after letter to Inasa in his mind. He couldn’t wait to tell him all about his experience!

Thankfully, the wool Eijirou was bringing back was much lighter than the furs and food he'd been carrying for trade from the tribe. He waved everyone goodbye as best as he could in his dragon form, then took off with Katsuki on his back and his cargo safely secured on his flanks by the harness that had been specially made for him.

Their trip home went smoothly until they reached the other side of the mountains.

“Fuck…” he head Katsuki mutter when they flew around a peak and the wind suddenly increased, blowing away every hope Eijirou had of an uneventful flight. “Looks like a snowstorm.”

The weather had been cold and cloudy while they were with the giants, but here, it was hell. Although the sun hadn’t set yet, the snow made it impossible to see ahead, and the piercing cold wind was so violent he was struggling to stay in control even with Katsuki helping him fight it.

“We’ll never reach the camp like this,” Katsuki yelled above the roaring storm.

“So what do we do?” Eijirou tried to say, desperately trying to keep both Katsuki and their cargo safe.

Katsuki’s screamed answer was engulfed in the wind, and his partner ended up tugging on his horn to make him turn right, diverting them from their course. Eijirou had no idea where he was leading them, but he trusted Katsuki. He had no other choice anyway. Katsuki was right: there was no way they could go back to the camp in these conditions.

After an eternity of slow, strenuous flying, Katsuki let out a couple of explosions that lit up the darkness around them. Too busy making sure they wouldn’t hit a mountain, Eijirou couldn’t ask him what he was doing. He just hoped Katsuki wasn’t trying to light up his way, because it definitely wasn’t working, with the way light was bouncing on the thick snowflakes falling mercilessly.

“See that peak ahead? Circle around it,” Katsuki said a moment later.

Eijirou followed his instructions as best as he could while Katsuki kept lighting up the sky intermittently. Thankfully, he didn’t have to wait long to find out what his partner was doing.

Katsuki wasn’t trying to show him the way. He was announcing their presence.

A flash of red passed before Eijirou’s eyes and as the wind quieted down, he heard a calm, almost bored voice saying,

“If it isn’t my little student! What are you doing out in that storm?”

Hawks!

Eijirou was so relieved to see him he could have cried. But what was he doing out there?

“It’s not the time for chit chat!” Katsuki answered for him. “We need somewhere to wait this out.”

“On it, lil’ Bakugou!” Hawks said cheerfully. “Kirishima, follow me!”

Hawks didn't wait for an answer before he led him straight toward the peak, disappearing through a wide cave entrance Eijirou would have surely missed without him, despite the light coming from the inside. He couldn’t see any path leading to it, but there was a fairly big landing area in front of it. Eijirou somehow managed a stable landing, and he followed Katsuki inside, careful not to get stuck with his cargo.

“You've really improved on your landings, Kirishima!” Hawks commented with a smile as he finished shaking the snow off his feathers. “Anyway, you two wait for me here and don't move. I've gotta tell the Elders that we have visitors.”

Stuck in his dragon form until he was freed from his load, Eijirou could only nod. As Hawks took off and disappeared through one of the many openings in the walls, Eijirou turned toward Katsuki, who was thoroughly shaking the snow off his clothes.

As soon as he was done, he did the same to Eijirou's load. Eijirou lay down to make sure all four heavy baskets were on the ground, and Katsuki immediately started unbuckling them.

He turned back into a human the moment he was free, stretching his sore muscles with a groan as Katsuki started dragging the baskets toward a far, dry corner of the room.

“Man, that storm was no joke!” Eijirou exclaimed as he followed his lead.

“Told you snow was treacherous,” Katsuki replied.

“Yeah, I can see it now,” Eijirou said. “Good thing you knew where to find this place. I don’t know what we’d have done otherwise.”

“I just knew where to go. You’re the one who flew us all the way here in that storm. That was damn impressive.”

Eijirou smiled at that. “Right! I guess we’re a really good team, then.”

“Of course we are,” Katsuki said, closing the distance between them to knock their foreheads together. “An invincible team.”

Their moment was broken by a ruffle of feathers.

“Well, well, well, what do we have here?” said the most grating voice Eijirou had ever heard. “Intruders, I see.”

Katsuki growled against his lips. “Fucking smug bastards…” he muttered before taking a step back.

Eijirou turned toward the source of the voice to find a blond harpy with pale wings and blue eyes, who would probably look like the incarnation of all that was good in this world if it wasn’t for the haughty look on his face.

“Uh, hi? Hawks told us to wait here,” Eijirou said politely. It wouldn’t be manly to judge this guy without knowing him, after all. “Did he send you?”

“So you were the ones making those light signals at us, huh,” the harpy said. “You’ve got some nerve, asking for our help like this after you were reckless enough to fly in this weather. Did you think being a dragon made you better than a snowstorm? It’s so typical. As if being a big dumb lizard with wind magic made you invincible.”

Eijirou rolled his eyes, annoyed. “The weather was fine on the other side of the mountains, we didn’t know.”

“Well, I wonder what you’ll owe us for the right to stay the night,” the harpy continued like he didn’t even listen. “If you’re granted that right, of course.”

Eijirou sort of wanted to punch him. He rarely disliked people for no reason, but… Well, this guy had been here for less than a minute and he’d been nothing but haughty and rude. Maybe it was reason enough to dislike him. Or maybe Katsuki was rubbing off on him.

“That’s none of your fucking business,” Katsuki retorted, crossing his arms. “Now, scram.”

Somehow, the harpy’s expression became even more insufferable. “Oooh, if it isn’t the great Bakugou kid,” he drawled. “Katsuki, wasn’t it?”

Katsuki’s reaction was immediate. “Speak my name again and I’ll rip your fucking wings off,” he growled, taking a fighting stance.

“So rude already! Is this really how you should treat your generous hosts? Maybe we should just send you back out. It’s not too late, you know,” the harpy laughed.

His gloating was interrupted when a red feather flew straight past his nose and somehow lodged itself into the stone.

“Neito, stop bothering our guests,” Hawks said, breaking the sudden, heavy silence in the cavern with a pleasant smile, as if he didn’t just send a feather at the guy with enough strength to pierce actual stone. “There are better ways to make friends, you know.”

“Well, if our respected Elders said they could stay…” the harpy said weakly, trying to keep his nonchalant tone even though he was now almost as pale as his wings. He took off without another word.

“Good riddance,” Katsuki grumbled, and Eijirou nodded in agreement.

“I hope he didn’t bother you too much,” Hawks said as he grabbed a torch. “Anyway, I’ve talked to the Elders and they said you’re welcome to stay the night. You can leave your cargo here for now, no one will touch it. Follow me.”

“What do they want in exchange?” Katsuki asked immediately.

“Well, usually, your tribe would owe us a favor.”

“No fucking way,” Katsuki argued. “I’m not part of the tribe, I’m not gonna–”

“So what, all the goods Kirishima was carrying are for your personal use?” Hawks asked, raising a skeptical eyebrow. “If you were out in the storm on behalf of your tribe, making sure you survive the trip is their responsibility too, not just yours.”

Katsuki glared at him for a moment, arms crossed. When Hawks didn’t budge, he deflated.

“Ugh, fine, I guess,” he muttered.

Hawks nodded, satisfied, and continued to guide them through a narrow corridor until they reached a small room with a makeshift mattress and a handful of blankets on the floor.

“We couldn’t do better than this on such short notice,” Hawks explained. “Our usual guest rooms are designed for harpies, so they aren’t going to work for you guys.”

“It’s more than enough, thank you,” Eijirou said with a smile.

Hawks nodded. “Anyway, make yourselves comfortable while I grab you something to eat. No one should bother you this time.”

“Are all the other harpies like the one we just saw?” Eijirou couldn’t help but ask before he left.

Hawks laughed at that. “Of course not. Can you imagine the nightmare?”

“I’d rather not,” Eijirou admitted with a wince.

“I mean, he’s not a bad guy, he’s just… well, annoying. Especially around people he’s decided he doesn’t like.”

“He’s fucking rude too,” Katsuki grumbled.

“Yeah, sometimes,” Hawks said, amused. “Anyway, you’ll have a chance to meet the others tomorrow. I’ll get you some dinner and get out of your feathers so you can rest.”

Just as they were getting settled, Hawks came back with a slab of rock holding a pile of the most diverse assortment of cured meats Eijirou had ever seen.

“I hope you guys like meat, because that’s pretty much all we have here,” Hawks said with a smile, visibly amused by the way Eijirou’s eyes instantly lit up at the sight.

He hadn’t realized until now how hungry he was, but the moment his eyes landed on the food, his stomach growled loudly.

“So are there special requirements to stay here forever, or should I just ask nicely?” Eijirou asked with a grin.

He was joking, of course. Mostly.

Hawks chuckled. “You have wings, it might work. But it means you’ll have to be nice to Neito and see him every day.”

“Fine, I guess I’m not staying, then,” Eijirou pouted, earning a snort from Katsuki. “Anyway, thanks! It looks delicious!”

“Of course! Us harpies have the best cured meat. Salted, smoked, dried… You’ll see, I grabbed a bit of everything.”

“Show off,” Katsuki muttered under his breath. “But yeah, thanks for the food.”

The moment Hawks left, Eijirou started sampling everything on the plate, torn between his stomach urging him to hurry up and eat everything, and his palate saying he should savor all the different flavors. It was as delicious as he’d imagined. And strangely familiar too…

“I’ve tried some of these before,” Eijirou said, pensive.

“Yeah, cured meat from the harpies is pretty popular among Barbarian tribes,” Katsuki said. “You’ve probably had some before.”

“I can understand why it’d be popular, it’s the best cured meat I’ve ever had!”

“That’s because you haven’t tried the best yet,” Katsuki huffed. “Dragon shifters make it way better. We use spices and techniques from all over the world. And each city has its own specialties. It’s a whole thing.”

Eijirou finally looked up from the plate he was methodically clearing and smiled.

“Wow, really? I can’t wait to taste it! But for now, you have to try this one. I think it’s venison infused with something like honey and berries, it’s so good!”

Katsuki grabbed a piece with an amused huff and admitted that it ‘wasn’t too bad’—a high compliment, coming from him.

They went straight to bed after their meal. Sleep almost took Eijirou by surprise, his eyes drooping the moment he was sated. Their bed wasn’t the most comfortable, being put directly on the floor, but the warm, feathery mattress and his exhaustion made up for it.

He was out like a light the moment he’d settled under the covers.

.

Katsuki woke up in complete darkness. Fuck, what time was it? He could have slept for a couple of hours or the entire night. Without any source of outside lighting, he had no way of knowing.

“Ka’ski?” Eijirou called weakly next to him. “Why’s it so dark?”

“We’re in a cavern at the Harpies’ Roost, remember?” Katsuki said. He hadn’t done anything that could have roused Eijirou, so if he was waking up as well, there was a good chance that it was morning already.

“Oh, right…” Eijirou said slowly. “The meat.”

Katsuki snorted. “Of course you’d only remember the meat.”

“It was really good meat,” Eijirou retorted. “And I remember that rude blond guy too.”

Katsuki hummed, amused. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you hate someone at first sight before.”

“It wasn’t at first sight, he was just mean right away,” Eijirou huffed. “Anyway, what time is it?”

“No idea,” Katsuki sighed, reluctantly putting an arm out of the blankets to light up his palm. “Guess we’ll have to go find out.”

Eijirou didn’t say anything for a moment, letting his eyes get used to the light. Then, he stretched loudly and said, “Yeah, let’s go.”

It didn’t take long for them to reach the entrance, and the noises coming from it confirmed that it was morning before they could even see the light. To Katsuki’s relief, their baskets of goods had been left untouched. It seemed that the harpies were too busy flying out to greet the sun to notice the unusual wares left in a dark corner.

“So you’re the two boys Hawks brought back last night?” a middle-aged woman asked curiously as Katsuki finished inspecting their stuff.

“Yeah, that's us!” Eijirou said, immediately turning toward her with a bright smile. “Thank you so much for letting us stay. I was really worried, it was my first time flying in a snowstorm.”

“And hopefully, it will be your last,” the woman said with a sharp laugh. “Most of us wouldn’t dare go out in that weather. You’re lucky Hawks decided to check on those strange lights we saw. I swear that kid isn’t afraid of anything.”

As Eijirou continued his small-talk with the harpy, Katsuki looked around at the ones flying in and out of the roost, appearing and disappearing in the various openings on the golden-colored walls. The place grew livelier as more people got up, reminding Katsuki of a mix between his tribe and, well… a flock of birds.

They hadn't planned to stay long, but the harpy children were quick to smell newcomers. The moment Eijirou showed them his wings, they begged him to fly with them and show what he could do.

“I can do loops!” one of them bragged loudly.

“That’s amazing!” Eijirou said with a smile. “I can’t do much yet, I’m a bit new to all this.”

“But how?” another asked, confused. “You’re so old.”

Eijirou gasped, pretending to be offended, and sent Katsuki a worried glance as he tried to come up with an explanation that wouldn’t bring up more questions.

Hawks decided to show up then.

“Oh, I see you lil’ chicks have already found my student,” he said with a smile, immediately grabbing their attention.

It was enough to make them forget their questions about how Eijirou had learned to fly so late. It wasn’t enough to detract them from asking him to show them his flying skills. Some of them had seen dragons before, but they'd never had one as a guest.

“I’d love to, but… I think we'll have to leave soon. Right, Katsuki?” Eijirou said, looking just a little pleading, like he wanted nothing more than to say yes but didn't want to agree if Katsuki was against it.

Eijirou was always so damn weak to children… And Katsuki was so damn weak to his partner's puppy eyes. They had no business being so soft.

“We’re not in a hurry,” he said. “Do what you want.”

“How about I teach you some acrobatics while I’m at it?” Hawks offered, immediately earning a wave of cheers from the brats.

Now, that sounded great. Despite Katsuki’s efforts, Eijirou was still struggling with it. He was so close, but there was obviously something Katsuki was missing, not having wings himself. Given how fast his partner had improved just by having Hawks’ guidance last time, there was a chance that just a few hours with him could go a long way.

“Let's go, then!” Eijirou cheered, raising his wings.

The brats immediately dragged him outside and soon, Eijirou was flying among them in his half-shifted form—something he rarely did. He was much more graceful in his full dragon form, but he wasn't doing too bad, given his lack of practice. And he sure impressed everyone, Katsuki included, when he rose above the group and shifted fully, barely losing any altitude before he adapted to his dragon body.

Katsuki watched them, unable to tear his eyes off them as he remembered his days on Maito. The kids playing in their half-shifted forms looked just like that, from afar.

Eijirou flew back toward him after a while, shifted while landing, and asked, “Are you coming?”

“He can't come,” one of the kids chided him. “He doesn't have wings.”

“He doesn't need wings,” Eijirou said with a proud look.

“What? But how?” the kids asked.

Katsuki raised a palm, smirking, and let out a couple of explosions. When the brats didn't seem convinced, he ran to the edge and jumped, using his cape and a strong gale to push himself further before he soared with twin explosions. He couldn’t stop his grin when he heard them gasp in awe.

“See? I don't need stupid wings,” he said.

He regretted showing off when he was swarmed with an army of flying brats. But it wasn't the worst, when they were so amazed by all the tricks he'd learned back in his days on Maito.

He had to land sooner than he'd have liked, pretending he had enough so he didn't have to admit he was running out of stamina. He was starting to get cold, anyway.

After that, he let Eijirou play and learn how to do some basic figures with Hawks and the kids, simply enjoying the view as he rested. He was mostly left alone by the other harpies, but when the woman from earlier flew past him, he decided to call her. He didn't have much on him, and he knew harpies didn't care about money, but with a bit of bargaining, he managed to trade some of his chili pepper stash for a nice portion of that honey-infused meat Eijirou had enjoyed so much the night before.

He had just enough time to pack it with the rest of their stuff before Eijirou finally landed.

“No more, kids, please,” he begged with a laugh. “I'm beat!”

“So, did you learn new figures?” Katsuki asked as he joined him.

“You mean you weren't even watching me?” Eijirou gasped. “I'm offended!”

“Guess you'll have to show me later,” Katsuki shrugged as his partner laughed.

They could have left then, but Hawks said they had to come pay their respects to the Elders first, as was customary.

“You're excused, of course,” he told Katsuki. “No offense, but the place isn't accessible without flying and we don't trust your explosions in here.”

“I can do without,” Katsuki retorted.

Hawks shrugged and led them toward one of the highest openings. Much to his annoyance, Katsuki couldn't do it in one jump, but he managed to reach it by alternating between powerful updrafts and climbing the wall. Good thing he had some time to rest after flying with the brats earlier.

Of course, it wasn't the end of his troubles, but things got easier as he followed the harpy through a series of well-carved corridors. They climbed almost all the way up the mountain, where the walls were decorated with paintings and reliefs depicting what Katsuki assumed were important events in the History of harpies. Then, Hawks stopped in front of a brightly colored curtain, and announced their presence before inviting them inside.

It was Katsuki's first time meeting the Elders. They were known for being reclusive, waiting for people to come to them rather than going anywhere themselves. There was an air of pride and dignity surrounding them, clashing with their old, frail bodies.

That ended the moment they saw Katsuki. Obviously, none of them expected him to be able to come without his fire magic. He smirked at their surprised looks.

When Hawks introduced them as the guests he'd brought back last night, Katsuki didn't expect the visit to be long. Hawks had told them on the way that they were only supposed to thank them for their hospitality, maybe discuss how they could repay their debt, exchange some news if the Elders were interested, and they'd be on their way.

Had it only been Katsuki, it would have been over before anyone could even sit down. But of course, it was without counting on Eijirou's friendly, talkative nature. The Elders seemed insanely pleased when Eijirou mentioned how highly he thought of their food—unsurprising, since they had a one-sided rivalry with the dragon shifters—and to Katsuki's surprise, they were actually invited to share some tea and a snack before they left. Harpies were known to eat little, but often, so it wasn't unexpected that the Elders would request something to eat. However, they were rarely so willing to share. Their small dinner last night had made sense, but that they’d share a second meal with them spoke volumes about how much they seemed to like Eijirou.

“Tell Mitsuki not to worry about repaying us,” they said before Katsuki and Eijirou left, thanking them one last time for their hospitality. “Making Hawks amenable to teaching the fledglings is repayment enough for the night and the lessons he gave Kirishima.”

Forcing himself to keep a neutral face, Katsuki took a deep breath and said she would be informed of it.

There was no need to jump to conclusions, he reminded himself as Hawks guided them back to the entrance. Katsuki didn't know who, beside the Hag, would have thought to ask the harpies for help, especially if they were using up a tribe favor, but it didn't necessarily mean it was her. She'd probably have gloated about it for weeks anyway, and he hadn't heard a peep from her.

At least, the tribe wouldn't owe another favor to the harpies because of them, and it was all that mattered.

After they descended, Katsuki had to wait for Eijirou to say goodbye to the brats, promising he’d visit again. When his partner shifted back to his dragon form, he made sure to tie all of their goods back to his harness, and they flew away.

They'd deviated from their route quite a bit last night, but the wintering grounds were still easy to find from the Harpies' Roost. However, as they got closer, Eijirou started losing altitude. He didn't say anything, but the slow beat of his wings and his labored breathing were enough signs that he was exhausted. Katsuki took off, hoping taking his weight off his partner’s back would help, but it wasn’t enough.

“You can land,” Katsuki said when it became obvious that Eijirou wouldn’t be able to fly all the way to the camp. “We can walk from here.”

Eijirou nodded with a relieved huff and glided down the last few meters.

Katsuki regretted his decision the moment he realized the fresh snow was almost reaching up to his waist. It didn't seem to bother Eijirou one bit, though, despite it clearly touching his belly.

“Katsuki, there's so much of it!” he said, amazed, already plunging his head in the snow like a kid.

“Will you be okay? You still have to carry all that shit.”

“I'm fine, I just have sore wings,” Eijirou assured him. “ Sorry, I got carried away this morning.”

“Don't worry about that shit. It was worth it.”

“How about you? Do you think you can melt our way forward?”

It wasn't a shitty idea. Katsuki wouldn’t have enough firepower to do it for long, but he'd manage until they could reach the path toward the camp he’d seen earlier. He'd just have to be careful to use actual fire and not explosions.

Come to think of it, it was surprising that there was already a path so soon after the storm. Usually, people focused on clearing up the camp before they ventured outside. Not that he was complaining, but it seemed to be going pretty far.

When they finally reached the path, Katsuki was exhausted and frozen to the bone. He couldn't wait to grab a dozen blankets and settle in front of the fire with Eijirou.

Instead of the usual sounds of the camp, they were welcomed by familiar yells.

“No! I don't fucking care, we have to find them!” the Hag was shouting. “If they'd found a shelter they'd be back already! I'm not going to sit down and do nothing while my baby is probably injured and freezing somewhere!”

Katsuki rolled his eyes. Fitting of the Hag to yell at everyone while she was just sitting on her ass and doing jackshit.

“You won't be of any help if you're frozen yourself,” the rough voice of the healer retorted. “Just be patient and wait for the others to come back. It's too dangerous to let you leave again so soon. You've barely recovered.”

Come to think of it, there was still plenty of snow in the parts of the camp that weren’t leading to the path they’d used. And the camp looked pretty empty, when it should be bustling with activity.

“And what if they miss them? What if they're too far? I've recovered plenty, let me go!”

“If they don't find them, then neither will you. Mitsuki, please! We need our chief. We need to take care of the camp. It won't help anyone if you die.”

“And so what? Don't talk to me about my duties! I've chosen to be a good chief over being a good mother once, and look where it led me! I'm not making that mistake ever ag–”

The Hag shut up the moment she saw Katsuki and Eijirou approaching. Much like on the day they first came, they were surrounded in a bubble of stunned silence.

The Hag looked like shit. Pale, disheveled, she seemed one breeze away from dropping dead. Standing next to her, his old man didn't look much better. He looked less sickly, but the deep bags under his eyes were the perfect reflection of the Hag's. Surprisingly, they were both equipped for a long trek in the snow.

Their eyes widened when they landed on Katsuki.

“What's the fucking problem?” Katsuki asked. “You lost someone?”

The Hag’s mouth opened and closed uselessly, and for a moment, she could only let out a couple of choked up sounds.

“Well, yeah,” she said eventually. “We thought we lost you two! We were all worried sick! Where the hell were you?!”

“We’re here now, ain’t we?” Katsuki huffed. “Seriously, why would you leave the whole camp to rot like that? You really think a little snow would stop me?”

“And how were we supposed to know that?” she barked. “You were supposed to be back long before the storm even started!”

Katsuki was about to tell her that what they did was none of her fucking business when Eijirou jumped in between them, still in his full dragon form.

“It’s all my fault, I’m so sorry!” he said in Pure Draconic no one understood.

Classic of Eijirou to remember that shifting now might damage the things he was carrying while forgetting no one here except Katsuki understood Draconic.

“They don’t understand you like this, dumbass,” he said, stepping toward him to remove his harness.

With a few others jumping in, Eijirou was quickly freed from his cargo and shifted immediately.

“Sorry about that,” he said once in human form. “As I was saying, it’s not Katsuki’s fault. The weather was fine on the giants’ side of the mountains so we thought we had time. And when the snowstorm hit, Katsuki led us to the harpies so we could spend the night somewhere safe.”

The Hag nodded, placated for now.

“I’m really sorry, I’m the one who made us stay late again,” Eijirou continued. “We didn’t think you’d be so worried about us.”

“Of course we’d be fucking worried about missing members of our tribe,” she huffed. All of her fight left her then and she slumped against his old man, looking even shittier than before. “Anyway, glad to have you two back. I’ll spread the message that you’re home safe, there should be a bird shifter coming for news soon.”

“Don’t tell me you’ve actually dragged people from another tribe into that shit,” Katsuki growled.

“You don’t let me talk to you, at least let me worry about you when you might be in danger,” she spat.

Katsuki rolled his eyes, but Eijirou stopped the exchange from escalating again by asking what they could do to help. After helping store everything they’d brought back, careful to keep the meat he’d bartered for, Katsuki was more than ready to get some damn rest. He was done clearing a path to their tent and getting rid of the snow on the roof when loud barking caught his attention. It was coming closer, he realized just as Béxel ran toward him at full speed and almost knocked him over.

“Kacchan, Eijirou!” Izuku yelled as he ran behind her, tearing up in relief and looking like he’d love nothing more than to jump on Katsuki as well. “I’m so glad you’re safe!”

“Izuku! Sorry we worried you guys,” Eijirou said. “Have you been out looking for us this whole time?”

“Since this morning, yes,” Izuku nodded. “We were all so worried when you didn't come back… I can’t tell you how relieved I was when Rody came to tell me you guys were fine.”

“Don’t tell me you’ve dragged this old girl through the snow with you all fucking day,” Katsuki growled, picking up Béxel so she’d stop whining about not being close enough to him.

“She wouldn’t stop crying, and we thought she’d have the best chances of finding you,” the nerd said with an apologetic look.

“You’re all so damn stupid. You’re gonna get her killed at this rate,” Katsuki huffed.

He carried her inside the tent so she’d keep him warm while he started the fire. He couldn’t believe the Hag would let her be dragged into that shit at her age. He couldn’t believe she’d drag not only her entire tribe, but also their neighbors into it. What the hell was she thinking? As if she fucking cared…

She was lucky no one went missing after her bullshit and they could finish clearing up the camp before sunset. And more importantly, she was lucky Eijirou made him forget about his bad mood the moment he saw the meat Katsuki got for him earlier.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I wanted to add more Hawks content and I couldn't resist making Monoma a harpy too. I didn't think I'd come up with so much lore for the harpies but it was fun!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 70: Reminds Me of Someone

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Chapter Text

Finally. After years of searching, months of traveling with Eijirou and helping him learn how to fly, Katsuki had done it. He was back. Maito came into sight and Eijirou landed flawlessly in the middle of the main square, right at the base of Maito’s neck.

Chief Shouta was there. His old friends were there. They were all so happy to see him.

“We knew you’d find your way back to us someday,” Shouta said with a rare smile.

Then, a voice emerged. Eijirou’s voice. It wasn’t coming from his partner, though. It was everywhere.

“How can you be sure?” it asked, echoing through the crowd.

 

Katsuki was showing Eijirou around. Maito was just as he remembered. The central square bordered by small houses for the elderly and families with young children, while the other residents lived along the Old One’s flanks. The fields further down Maito’s back. The large tail and its worn-down spikes where the children played. Everywhere, people recognized Katsuki, welcoming him back. On the tail, there was a group of children playing.

“Come play with us!” they said when they noticed the two of them.

One of the kids looked exactly like Katsuki when he was younger. He turned toward him and asked with Eijirou’s voice,

“How can you be sure?”

 

There was a party. They were celebrating Katsuki’s return and welcoming Eijirou, sharing food in the main square, as was customary. Then, Katsuki rose and told everyone the full story of how he’d found Eijirou and everything they went through to make it back. He told them everything he went through to find Eijirou in the first place.

“We’re so happy you’re back!” everyone kept saying.

And rising from the crowd, a voice. Eijirou’s again.

“How can you be sure?”

 

And there it was. Everywhere he went. No matter what he did. Ruining every single moment of Katsuki’s perfect life. Plaguing his thoughts constantly, more and more often, louder each time.

“How can you be sure?” Eijirou’s voice echoed.

Katsuki woke up with a start. It took him a few breaths to remember that he wasn’t back on Maito yet. He was still in his Barbarian home-tent on the wintering grounds, Eijirou sleeping peacefully by his side.

Sitting up, Katsuki pulled up his knees and rested his head on them, hoping the last remnants of his shitty dream would disappear soon. He only managed to wake up Eijirou.

“Kas’ki? Somethin’ wrong?” he asked sleepily.

Katsuki fought the urge to rest his head on Eijirou's chest like he used to when the dreams were about him. It wasn’t fucking fair. It was his partner’s fault he had that damn dream. Why would Katsuki even seek comfort from him?

“I’m going out for a bit,” he grumbled, forcing himself out of the warmth of their bed.

He heard Eijirou stretch as he lit up his palm to find his boots and coat, but he didn’t expect his partner to get up as well.

“I’m coming with you,” he said.

“You don’t have to, it’s nothing,” Katsuki replied, his reluctance melting already. “Go back to sleep.”

Eijirou shook his head. “You don’t have to tell me about it if you don’t wanna, but I’m not leaving you now, especially with all the snow outside.”

“I’m not going far,” Katsuki grumbled.

“You’re going stargazing? We haven’t done that in a while,” Eijirou remarked. “You’re so reluctant to be outside at night that I barely know the winter stars,” he added with a chuckle.

Katsuki sighed. He shouldn’t feel as warm and mushy as he was to have Eijirou with him as he tried to forget that damn dream. Especially when it had been Eijirou’s voice ruining everything.

Eijirou hadn’t brought that shit up since that day, though. Not the dragon shifters, not his parents’ role in sending him away, nothing. He’d been so interested in knowing what happened before, and now, it was like he’d completely given up on finding out.

So why the hell was it all coming back now? Was it because of what happened two days ago?

“I'm not going to sit down and do nothing while my baby is probably injured and freezing somewhere!” the Hag had yelled, ready to go look for him herself, even though she looked like she was going to pass out any second.

“I've chosen to be a good chief over being a good mother once, and look where it led me!” she’d shouted, after convincing two tribes to drop everything and brave both the cold and the thick snow just to look for Eijirou and him.

What the fuck was that supposed to mean?

“Maybe she didn’t want you to be dead,” Eijirou had said weeks ago. And now that shit…

“Is it so hard to believe that maybe–”

Katsuki shook his head and forced himself to focus on the winter night sky. None of that mattered. He had better things to do than to focus on whatever all of that shit could mean.

He just hoped his stupid dreams would get the message.

.

The Hag was sick. That wasn't surprising, given how shitty she’d looked when Katsuki and Eijirou returned after the snowstorm, but she’d been holed up in her tent for the past three days with no sign of leaving. All of her orders were sent through the old man for now, but it was obvious that he was going to get sick too.

Katsuki wasn’t worried, of course—first because he didn’t give a shit, but also because he’d heard the healer say to concerned tribe members that she'd be fine. He just wished people would stop talking about it all the time, like there wasn’t anything else going on in the whole damn tribe.

“Poor chief… But of course she’d get so sick, running for hours in the cold and refusing to rest even after she fell down that pit,” he heard as he helped clear the snow.

“She sure was worried. I hadn’t seen her so frantic since that time Katsuki got so sick as a baby,” people said in the spinning circle.

Talk of her health was fucking everywhere, and Katsuki was sick of it.

The worst part was that no one was even blaming him for her illness. No one seemed mad that she’d risked the lives of others to look for him for the better part of a day instead of attending to their duties. It wasn’t like they wanted him to feel guilty for what happened. They just wouldn’t shut up about it.

And if that wasn’t shitty enough already, his stupid mind was doing just the same. He wasn’t safe from it even in his sleep. When he wasn’t haunted by that damn question ruining his perfect life on Maito— “How can you be sure? How can you be sure?” his dreams kept asking in his own voice now—he was plagued by dreams about his parents being dead.

It didn’t scare him. It didn’t make him sad. But the dreams always left a nasty taste in his mouth, and he woke up more exhausted than when he went to sleep. And to make things worse, it always took him a while to fall back asleep after these dreams, whether he went out to name the stars on clear nights, when the cold wasn’t too bitter, or just stayed in bed, listening to Eijirou’s peaceful breathing. His partner went out with him whenever he could, despite Katsuki’s best efforts to leave quietly, but even his presence didn’t help. It just made Katsuki feel shitty for ruining his nights too.

“You still don’t want to talk about it?” Eijirou asked after a week, as they were sitting around their table and having a warm drink before braving the cold.

Katsuki had nearly fallen asleep outside that night. He probably would have, if he hadn’t found his old man on a night stroll. Katsuki had made sure to ignore him, refusing to let him know why he was counting the stars at this hour, but just seeing him had made everything worse and he couldn’t sleep afterward.

Katsuki sighed. Not talking about it wasn’t making the problem go away. Maybe letting it out would. What did he have to lose, at this point?

“Shitty dreams,” he said.

“That much was obvious, yeah,” Eijirou said as Katsuki pondered his next words.

Where did he even start?

“I keep dreaming about my parents being dead,” he finally said, too tired to figure out a better way to put it. Before Eijirou could say something stupid, he continued, “I’m not worried about them. I don’t fucking care. Even in my dreams, I’m not… sad or whatever. Just fucking… frustrated, I guess. And I have no idea why. S’annoying, and then I wake up in a shitty mood and I can’t fall back asleep.”

“Huh,” Eijirou said, obviously unsure where to go from there.

Not that Katsuki had any idea either. What was there to say? It was annoying, it was ruining his sleep, end of the fucking story.

“Man, I shouldn’t have asked so early in the morning,” Eijirou whined after a beat of silence, covering the awkwardness with an embarrassed chuckle. “I’m really not sure what to say.”

Katsuki shrugged. “Your fucking fault for asking now.”

“Isn’t there anything else you can tell me?”

Katsuki sighed, unsure if he should tell Eijirou about the other dreams. He hated to even think about them, but if it could help him get rid of them faster…

“I have other shitty dreams,” he eventually admitted. “I’m back on Maito, and everything is fucking great, but…”

Eijirou frowned. “But being back isn’t a good thing?”

Katsuki shook his head. “No, it’s awesome. But there’s this fucking question that keeps haunting me. Every time I think everything’s perfect, someone has to go and ask ‘How can you be sure?’”

Eijirou gasped in recognition. This particular exchange had been buried and ignored along with the rest of the conversations from that day, but it seemed that his partner remembered it just as well as Katsuki did.

“It used to be in your voice,” Katsuki added, regretting it the moment he saw Eijirou look down in shame. “Not anymore, though. It’s my own voice most of the time, now. Or just someone else asking.”

“I’m so sorry…” Eijirou said anyway. “I pushed too hard that day, I shouldn’t have–”

Katsuki didn’t let him finish.

“I didn’t say it so you’d feel bad. I don’t even…”

Fuck. He didn’t even… what?

Care? Of course he did, it wouldn’t affect him so much otherwise.

Believe it? He fucking wished, but…

His guts twisted at the idea that Eijirou’s theory could be true, and Katsuki shook his head to get rid of it.

“Do you think the two could be linked?” Eijirou asked, snapping him out of his thoughts.

“Linked how?”

“I don’t know,” Eijirou sighed. “Maybe… You’ll never be sure if it’s really a good idea to go back to Maito if you never ask your parents the full story of what happened and why you had to leave in the first place?”

Katsuki clicked his tongue at the reminder of that conversation. “I thought we were over that shit.”

“It’d make sense, though,” Eijirou protested.

“No, it fucking wouldn’t!” Katsuki snapped. “Besides, what does my parents’ version of the story have to do with how the dragon shifters feel about me?”

Maybe talking about it had been a mistake, after all.

“Fine, maybe that’s not it,” Eijirou conceded with a sigh, much to Katsuki’s surprise.

He didn’t think his partner would give up so easily, given how persistent he’d been last time. Or had he learned his lesson? Katsuki wasn’t sure if he liked it… It almost felt like Eijirou was trying to protect him or some shit. Like Katsuki was going to break if he insisted too much.

“I don’t have any other ideas, though. Sorry,” Eijirou added after a beat of thoughtful silence.

Katsuki hummed. He didn’t have the slightest damn idea either.

“Nevermind,” he said after downing the rest of his drink. “Maybe just talking about it’ll be enough. Maybe none of it makes any damn sense and I just needed to get it out of my system.”

“I guess so…” Eijirou said, unconvinced. “I really hope so, for your sake, because you kinda look like shit.”

Katsuki agreed with a grunt. He was exhausted…

They didn’t talk about it anymore that day. But when night came, the dreams were all the same as the one before.

.

As Katsuki had known from the start, both his shitty parents got better within the week. His old man wasn’t even that sick. They were still coughing, though, and the sound was driving Katsuki insane. It was like they were trying to guilt him over making them run around in the snow, as if he'd fucking asked them to.

His stupid dreams weren’t getting any better either. In fact, it got so bad that the first thing Miruko said when they went to visit her was, “Wow, you look like shit.”

“Didn't fucking ask,” Katsuki grumbled, and she laughed.

Miruko’s tribe was pretty far down south, but with his current flying abilities, Eijirou had no problem carrying him all the way there. They didn’t bring anything else with them this time, since it was more of a flying test coupled with a courtesy visit, but it was good to know that Eijirou could carry things as well, if the rabbit shifter tribe was interested in trading with them.

Miruko rarely talked about her tribe, but when Katsuki had announced the day before that he was planning to visit, everyone suddenly went out of their way to warn him about the rabbit tribe. It wasn’t that they were hostile or dangerous, they said. But ever since the Famine—the one that ended up with Katsuki’s entire life being turned upside-down—they were known for being a bit… jumpy.

With Miruko being the only rabbit shifter he knew, Katsuki sure had never thought of them as helpless or easy prey, but it seemed that more than one tribe had, at the peak of the Famine. They almost didn’t survive it, he was told. They’d surprised everyone when they sent a delegation to the Spring Gathering two years after the events. They’d fully recovered by now, but Katsuki had been warned that they probably wouldn’t react well if they saw an unknown dragon flying straight toward them.

His tribe hadn’t been wrong. The damn rabbits had, in fact, been very wary of Eijirou and him, threatening them with spears until Miruko confirmed that she knew them and she’d personally invited them. And that had been after Katsuki and his partner had made sure to land away from their camp and make their presence known from afar.

The atmosphere in the rabbit tribe was weird. Suffocating, in a way. The camp was as busy as could be expected at this time of the year, but everyone eyed them suspiciously, putting careful hands on whatever weapon they had at hand as they stared at them, looking ready to attack any second. If they were like this all the time, it was no wonder Miruko spent most of the year away from them. Katsuki sure didn’t regret his decision not to try and join them for the winter.

“Anyway, how have you two been?” Miruko asked as she led them to her chief so they could formally introduce themselves—a requirement even for simple courtesy visits, apparently.

“You're a shifter,” Eijirou replied, eyes glued to her fluffy white rabbit ears as he completely ignored her question.

Katsuki snorted. He couldn’t believe he never thought to tell him. Not that they talked about her that much.

Miruko also barked a laugh at Eijirou’s incredulous look. “Yeah, congrats on finally noticing,” she smirked. “I clocked you on day one.”

Eijirou's eyes widened. “You… what?! But how?” he gasped, alarmed.

“Shifters are easy to notice when you know where to look,” she shrugged.

“B-But… you didn't say anything!”

“Yeah, cause we were in Yuuei. I wasn't gonna out you like that. It’s not like you can openly be a shifter there. I mean, even I have to hide if I want some damn work, and I’m pretty well-known in the field these days.”

Eijirou's expression darkened as he mumbled an agreement.

“So, you're a dragon, huh?” Miruko said, her casual tone clashing with the feral smirk that slowly appeared on her face. “I've always wanted to fight a dragon, you know.”

Eijirou gulped at that, knowing all too well how aggressive she could be when she sensed a good challenge. “Y-Yeah? Like, in a spar?”

She nodded, already stretching like she was ready to go right here and now.

“Hey, weren’t you supposed to introduce us to your chief?” Katsuki reminded her.

Miruko’s posture relaxed suddenly. “Oh, right. Yeah, let’s do that first. But after, we fight!”

“Sure, if you want,” Eijirou said, used to the request by now and more than a little relieved that he wouldn't have to fight her on the spot. “In dragon form, I assume?”

“Obviously!” she grinned. “Or you can shift as you see fit, I don’t care. Might spice things up a little bit!”

“I can do that,” Eijirou said. “I used to be super awkward at that, but I’ve learned a lot about integrating shifting in my fighting style since I came here.”

“Great! I’m not gonna hold back!”

Eijirou’s smile faltered as he probably remembered how crazy strong Miruko was when she was giving her all.

“Hey, you better be careful, you damn rabbit,” Katsuki intervened. “He still has to fly us back to our tribe afterward.”

Miruko rolled her eyes at that. “Fine, I’ll make sure not to hurt him too much,” she sighed. “Anyway, we’re here. Just shut up and let me do the talking. The chief’ll probably be rude, don’t take it personally. We’re not big on outsiders, as you’ve probably noticed.”

They both nodded.

“How come?” Eijirou couldn’t help but ask.

“Later,” Miruko said before announcing their presence, asking for permission to enter.

When she said the chief would be rude, Katsuki expected only a normal amount of rudeness to assert dominance. Not for the guy, a small, round man with the spine of a shrimp, to look down on them with an air of contempt that could put an especially annoying harpy to shame. Not to mention the suspicion with which he interrogated them, asking about their tribe, how they came here, what they were here for…

“Ha! ‘Trade,’ you say?” the man sneered when Katsuki mentioned that they hadn’t only come to see Miruko—not that he particularly cared about that, but people had asked him to offer so whatever. “You mean you’re looking for an excuse to infiltrate our camp so you can attack us from the inside!”

“No, we mean trading goods. We’re already inside your damn camp anyway,” Katsuki huffed.

“Silence!” the man screamed as Miruko practically crushed Katsuki’s arm so he didn’t make things worse.

He didn’t insist. He didn’t care either way, and quite frankly, he’d really rather not come back if he could avoid it.

“That guy’s annoying,” Katsuki grumbled when they finally left the tent after being reluctantly allowed to stay for the day.

“Eh, he’s usually worse,” Miruko shrugged. “You’re lucky I’m on his good side.”

If that was his good side, Katsuki didn’t want to imagine how it would have gone otherwise. He’d have probably kicked that jerk’s ass and started a diplomatic incident that would have put the Hag in trouble. That would’ve been nice, actually…

“Why is he like that?” Eijirou asked. “I thought our tribes were on good terms.”

“True, but other tribes have attacked us in the past and we don’t trust easily,” Miruko explained. “I don’t approve of the whole ‘live in fear and never trust anyone’ thing either because that’s for the weak, but I remember the Famine, so I get where they all come from.”

“How can you even stand to be here?” Katsuki grumbled.

“They're not like this all the time—just with visitors. And to be honest, I forgot it was that bad, otherwise I wouldn’t have said you could come whenever. But they’re my people. And they love me cause I’m strong!” Miruko said with a fierce smile. “Anyway, Kirishima, let’s fight!”

She’d led them to a training ground, Katsuki realized as he took in the wide, clear area they’d just entered. A handful of young people were training with spears, and by the look of it, they were pretty skilled. They reminded Katsuki a bit too much of the trained soldiers he’d seen in Yuuei.

They all perked up when they saw Miruko. They seemed a little disappointed when she said to give her space and that she’d kick their asses if they interrupted her, but they all gathered at a safe distance to watch her fight against Eijirou. A small crowd formed, but they still gave Katsuki a wide berth. Not that he was complaining about being avoided, but it was baffling how wary they were of strangers.

Eijirou shifted to his dragon form when Miruko and he reached the center of the arena. Judging by the loud gasps that followed, no one expected that. Katsuki even saw a few people foolishly try to jump into the fight before their friends stopped them. Miruko didn’t give anyone time to do much anyway. The moment Eijirou was fully shifted, she jumped on him and kicked him right in the snout. Cheers erupted in the crowd. Katsuki hissed in sympathy, but Eijirou just shook his head and hardened as Miruko continued with a barrage of powerful kicks. His hardened scales glistened in the sun when he tried to bite her in retaliation. Miruko jumped back just out of reach before launching another attack.

Katsuki watched them fight, fascinated. He’d never tire of seeing Eijirou fight as a dragon, when he was nothing but raw power. Miruko’s relentless attacks eventually wore out Eijirou’s hardened scales, but he still gave her a run for her money. Katsuki almost thought his partner would win at one point when he managed to corner her, but she just shifted to avoid his next attack, making use of her smaller rabbit form to rush between his legs and shift back to literally kick his ass.

Eijirou had grown slower in his exhaustion, unable to harden fast enough to stop her blows. When he shifted back to his human form to take advantage of his increased agility, Miruko reacted immediately, grabbing his arm and twisting it in a way that would both immobilize him and prevent him from shifting back.

“I win,” she panted, sweat running down her face despite the cold, as the crowd erupted in wild cheers.

When Eijirou officially yielded, she released her grip with a bright smile.

“That was fun,” she said. “You’ve improved a lot since I first hired you!”

“Thanks!” Eijirou replied with a blinding grin, like she didn’t just kick his ass.

Although his partner had just lost, Katsuki felt like his chest was about to burst with pride. Eijirou had given his all, and it had been a great fight. In any other tribe, it would have been enough to earn everyone’s respect—assuming Miruko was their strongest, which Katsuki didn’t doubt.

Here, however, no one even acknowledged him as they congratulated her on her victory. Some even had the nerve to reach for their weapons when they saw him approaching to check on Eijirou.

What a bunch of assholes, acting like the entire world was against them just because they couldn’t move on from the past…

“Reminds me of someone…” Eijirou said when Katsuki grumbled about it later that day.

Katsuki told him to fuck off.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I only added the last scene with Miruko because I needed a lil buffer, but I had fun with it!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 71: Leaping

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Chapter Text

Katsuki woke up in an empty bed. A cold empty bed, at that. He could tell the sun was high in the sky, and a quick look around confirmed that he was alone in the home-tent.

Damn it, what time was it and why hadn't Eijirou woken him up?

Katsuki let himself fall back on the mattress with a sigh. It didn’t take a genius to answer that question. He’d been sleeping like shit recently and his partner probably didn’t want to disturb what little rest he could get.

Things had taken a turn for the worse ever since their trip to Miruko’s tribe. Katsuki had thought his restless sleep was bad enough before, but now, he couldn’t even fall asleep. His thoughts wouldn't leave him in peace. It was all a blurry, exhausted mess of what the Hag had said when they came back from the Harpies' Roost, what he'd learned from Inko, how things might actually go when he could finally go home, who the hell had asked Hawks to help Eijirou learn how to fly, what if the dragon shifters didn't want him after all, and how could he be sure? How could he be sure?

That damn question kept haunting him, plaguing even his waking thoughts now. So instead of having shitty dreams, he just lay awake, churning annoying thoughts fruitlessly, always coming back to the same topics and the way Miruko's tribe was still stuck in the past. How they refused to trust strangers. How they always assumed the worst from everyone without giving them a chance to prove themselves.

"Reminds me of someone,” Eijirou had said as a joke, like the words hadn’t shaken him to his core.

Katsuki took a deep breath and got up. The nights were annoying enough already. He wouldn’t let this shit ruin his days as well.

He heard Eijirou’s voice not too far when he left the tent and decided to follow it. He found his partner near the central building, engrossed in a conversation with a few people, Izuku by his side. Confused, Katsuki walked toward them, trying to remember if Izuku was supposed to come by today. With how much snow there was these days, it wasn’t an easy trip on foot.

He was the first to notice Katsuki approaching, and as always, his face lit up when he saw him.

“Kacchan, hi!”

“The fuck are you doing here?” Katsuki asked.

“Eijirou came to find me,” Izuku said, tilting his head as he got a closer look at him. “He was right, you look terrible.”

Katsuki grabbed the nerd’s face to push him back as he told him to shut up. How fucking shitty did he look, if it was the first thing everyone kept telling him?

“Katsuki, you’re awake!” Eijirou said then, walking toward him with a smile so he could knock their foreheads together in a gentle shifter-kiss. “Were you up for long?”

Katsuki shook his head. “Just woke up.”

A flash of worry passed in his partner’s eyes, but he was quick to smother it behind another smile as he said, “Glad you got some rest.”

Then, he took a step back and quickly invited Izuku and him back to their home-tent so they could ‘warm up and get a little snack’. He seemed ready to keep up the small talk even as they stepped inside, but Katsuki wasn’t in the mood for that.

“So, why the fuck did you bring Dek- Izuku here?” he asked as soon as he’d put water to boil.

He’d been trying to stop using the mean nickname he’d picked for him as a kid, even if Izuku himself told him he didn’t mind. “Izuku” still sounded weird and foreign on his tongue, though.

Eijirou sighed. “It was kind of a spur-of-the-moment decision, to be honest. You’ve barely slept for the past three days, and nothing seems to work, so I thought maybe Izuku would know a plant or something like that to help you. Sorry I left without telling you, I didn’t want to wake you up.”

“Yeah, that was pretty obvious. Can’t believe I slept the whole time when you’re so damn noisy in the morning,” Katsuki grumbled. He took pride in always being alert. Sleeping so heavily wasn’t a good sign coming from him.

“See? That’s why I’m so worried. You didn’t even stir!” Eijirou said with a snort, as if joking about it would be enough to hide the worry in his eyes.

“So, you got something?” Katsuki asked, turning his attention back to Izuku, who had started muttering something about how strange it was since Katsuki was always such a light sleeper, but at the same time he never had any trouble falling asleep before so…

Their relationship might have changed since their amcerkeln, but Izuku was still the same nerd as ever.

“Oh, right!” Izuku said, snapping out of his mumbling. “Yes, I have something that might help! I know plenty of herbal blends to improve sleeping, it’s a very common issue. I’ve brought two, actually, since I wasn’t sure which you’d prefer. And Eijirou’s already bought them both anyway. So I’m just here to tell you how they work and… well…”

He paused, fidgeting on his cushion with a nervous look, like he was scared of saying the next part. It told Katsuki everything he needed to know. ‘And I’m worried about you so I want to help but I’m not sure how you’ll take it if I say it out loud.’

It was a testament of how much their relationship had improved recently that Katsuki didn’t immediately get mad at him. Actually, it was a good thing that Izuku was here, because much to his own surprise, he’d been considering talking to him.

He’d already told Eijirou about his dreams, and his partner had made his opinion clear. Katsuki still thought it was stupid as fuck. He didn’t need to talk to his shitty parents, and the sooner he could leave and never see them again, the better.

He was pretty sure Izuku would agree with Eijirou, though. In fact, with how much the nerd loved his stupid parents, he’d probably be a lot more insistent than him. He’d been telling Katsuki to talk to them for years, after all.

If Katsuki told him why he couldn’t sleep, Izuku would definitely tell him that it was the solution, and Eijirou would agree. So really, he had no idea why the fuck he interrupted Izuku’s new wave of mumbling to say,

“I can’t sleep because my mind won’t shut up. Like you right now.”

Surprised, Izuku looked up, mouth shutting with a snap. “Sorry,” he yelped. “Um… So… Is it about something in particular, or…?”

Katsuki took a deep breath and spoke, letting go of the last of his reluctance. He started with the dreams, grateful that he wasn’t interrupted. Although he already knew this part, Eijirou listened in silence, looking between Izuku and him. As for Izuku, he was wearing his most serious, focused expression, looking at him above his interlaced fingers as if he was trying to see through his very soul.

Katsuki expected to struggle once he reached the thoughts that had been tormenting him for the past couple of nights, but to his surprise, the words kept pouring out naturally. Maybe his explanations were a bit messy, but at least he never lost track of what he was saying as he talked about the Hag’s words, her general behavior, and what the Elders at the Harpies’ Roost had revealed. She was the one who asked them to send a teacher for Eijirou, Katsuki was sure of it now, but then why the fuck didn’t she say anything? She was supposed to gloat and loudly rub it in his face what a good mother she was! What did she have to gain by keeping it a secret?

“There’s no way you’d have accepted Hawks’ help if you knew she was the one who asked,” Izuku pointed out as Katsuki reached this part. “I think Auntie Mitsuki knew it, and that’s why she didn’t say anything.”

“But why would she even want to help Eijirou learn how to fly, if she’s not trying to get all the credit for it?” Katsuki retorted. “She knows what it means for her. If she’s trying to force me to stay…”

Izuku sighed. “Kacchan… You’ve changed so much since you left. Is it so hard to believe that she’s changed too?”

“Yes!” Katsuki retorted immediately. “She’s always the same bitchy Hag. Why the fuck would she even change?”

“Because you left,” Izuku said. “She’s tried everything she could to make you want to stay last time, and it didn’t work. I know Auntie Mitsuki is stubborn, but it makes sense that she’s learned from that failure.”

“The fuck you mean ‘she tried to make me want to stay’?” Katsuki spat. “The only thing she did was keep me away from home. She forced me to fucking stay!”

Izuku flinched at his words, but his initial shock quickly wore off.

“There was a party when you came back last time, remember?” he said softly, and he looked so fucking sad for some reason. “You didn’t stay, but we’d all planned it for months. There was even a big event organized just for your return at the Spring Gathering, but you wouldn’t know since you didn’t come. We tried to make you feel welcome. We tried to remind you of all the things you used to love before you left, and when none of them worked, we tried to learn what you loved now that you were back. But you wouldn’t let us come close. I know I wasn’t around most of the year, but I saw what it was like during the winter months. Your mother, your father, the whole tribe, Mom and I… We did everything we could to make you feel welcome,” he said, frowning at his clenched fists, voice trembling with barely contained tears and endless frustration. “We might have failed, but you can’t say we didn’t even try!”

Katsuki looked away with a huff, trying to convince himself that it was because the nerd was being fucking ridiculous and not because he couldn’t stand his sad and angry eyes. If forcing him to participate in tribe activities and singling him out at every occasion was what they thought as ‘making him feel welcome,’ then they didn’t know the first damn thing about him!

Not that there was anything they could have done to make Katsuki want to stay, except maybe not sending him away in the first place.

“So what? She’s just trying to make me leave as fast as she can now?” he scoffed.

To his surprise, Eijirou was the one who answered. “Maybe… Maybe she just wants you to have a better image of them when you leave,” he said quietly. “Maybe she wants to part ways on good terms this time, so you’ll, I don’t know, visit from time to time?”

“It would make sense,” Izuku agreed, looking just as surprised as Katsuki, and a little impressed with Eijirou’s insight. “If she knows she can’t stop you, it’d make sense that she’d try to minimize her loss.”

Katsuki clicked his tongue. The Hag wasn’t the type to do that. She was like him, in that sense: she always went for a complete victory. She wouldn’t settle for anything less. The whole loss control thing, accepting defeat before the fight even started… It was more of his old man’s style.

If Eijirou was right, how fucking desperate was she? What did it say about her? Why would she even settle for that?

“S’not like it’s working either,” Katsuki mumbled, unsure what else to say.

“Would anything even work, at this point?” Izuku asked sadly.

“Not anything she does, that’s for sure,” Katsuki scoffed. “She even kept my stuff, you know. I told her to get rid of it and she just kept it, like she expected me to come back with my tail between my legs or some shit. She’s got no fucking respect.”

“I don’t think that’s why she did it, Kacchan,” Izuku retorted.

“Then what was she trying to do, huh?” Katsuki sneered.

“I don’t know, why don’t you ask her?” Izuku asked. “Why do you always have to see the worst in all of her actions?” he insisted when Katsuki didn’t reply.

Izuku sighed when he got no answer, and a heavy silence settled in the tent.

“Kacchan,” Izuku said eventually, sending him a determined look. “Can I give you my honest opinion?”

“You’re gonna do it either way, aren’t you?” Katsuki huffed.

Izuku shook his head. “Not if you don’t want to hear it.”

“Fucking shoot,” Katsuki gritted.

“I think you’re being a coward.” Izuku said.

His voice was calm, but the words still felt like a punch in the guts to Katsuki. Izuku didn’t stop here, though, and what came next only made the impact harder, like a flurry of pinpoint blows.

“I think you know exactly why you can’t sleep and what you need to do to feel better, but you’re too scared to do it,” he continued while Katsuki was too shocked to even remember how to breathe.

He turned toward Eijirou who just shrugged. “Don’t look at me like that, Katsuki, you already know what I think. I’m not going to insist if that’s really not what you want to do, but I’m with Izuku. If you can’t sleep because you keep asking yourself questions, you’ll probably feel better once you actually get some answers, right?”

Katsuki had to force himself to start breathing again. Fuck…

He knew this was going to turn out like this. And he knew they were fucking right too. He didn’t expect Izuku of all people to call him a coward to his face, but… maybe he wasn’t wrong.

How can you be sure? His dreams kept asking.

There was a way for him to be sure. He could just ask his parents. The Hag would probably try to make herself look better, but he didn’t have to believe everything she said. In fact, things would be much easier if she lied. This way, Katsuki would remember exactly why he despised her so much, why he couldn’t trust a single thing she said, and everything would be fine. He’d be able to sleep again.

“I know you don’t trust your parents, so we can always wait until we go to Maito. You can ask the dragon shifters directly then, right?” Eijirou asked suddenly, snapping him out of his thoughts.

“That means nearly two months without sleeping, though,” Katsuki grumbled.

“Well… That’s what my sleeping blends are for,” Izuku said, obviously not thrilled by the idea. “If you want to wait, they can help you get better sleep until then.”

“But they won’t do shit about the dreams, will they?”

“I don’t think so,” Izuku admitted.

Katsuki sighed. So waiting wasn’t really an option, then.

Eijirou squirmed on his cushion, like he was dying to do something but didn’t know what, since he was trapped on the other side of the table, sitting next to Izuku. Katsuki looked away, and as always when he needed to think, his eyes immediately went to the small, crackling fire that was keeping their tea warm.

Izuku was right, wasn’t he? Katsuki was always eager to see the worst in everything his parents did. And he’d done the same with the rest of the tribe until he’d realized that they weren’t responsible for what happened to him. He wasn’t any better than the chief of the rabbit shifter tribe in that sense. He, too, was stuck in the past like a coward. He, too, was desperately hanging on to the things that helped him before, even if they were holding him back now.

Fuck…

“If not knowing makes you this miserable, isn’t it better to know, at this point?” Eijirou asked softly.

Katsuki could only nod. He didn’t like it, but his partner was right. He couldn’t go on like this.

“Fine, I’ll think about it,” he eventually said, eyes still on the flame. From the corner of his eye, he saw both Izuku and Eijirou’s faces light up, like they knew he’d pretty much said ‘fine, I’ll do it’.

They knew him too damn well. That was probably why he needed them to tell him what he’d known from the start.

Looking away from the fire to face them fully, Katsuki turned toward Izuku and asked, “So, how does your damn sleeping stuff work?”

Izuku’s smile turned into a more serious expression as he took out two small packets.

“So, they’re both infusions that you can drink like normal herbal tea. The yellow one is the weaker of the two, it just helps you relax. You can drink it pretty much anytime, it won’t make you drowsy or anything if you’re not trying to sleep. The red one is pretty strong, so you’ll have to be more careful with it and only drink it before you go to sleep. It can make you a bit loopy, but you’ll sleep well for sure. Again, I’m not sure about the nightmares, but it might help? I’d be grateful if you could tell me about it, I’m curious now.”

Katsuki nodded as he accepted both of them.

Since he’d apparently woken up that late, he invited Izuku to stay for lunch before he went back to his village. It only hit Katsuki how high the snow was on the path between their two tribes once it was time for their guest to leave. It had snowed some more recently, and no one had taken the time to clear the way yet, so it was still knee-high.

“Did you fly Izuku here?” Katsuki asked Eijirou once they reached the outside of the camp, surprised that the idea didn’t upset him. Once more, he wondered if it was because his relationship with Izuku had improved or because he was that tired.

“Well… kind of?” his partner said with a nervous chuckle.

“I’m still terrified of falling, so he couldn’t exactly fly,” Izuku admitted. “But the snow is thick enough to make a nice cushion, so he just kind of jumped all the way here? It was fine… ish. I mean, I’m here, right?” he concluded with a forced smile.

“Remember the gliding jumps I used to do when I was still learning how to fly? I did something like that, but with length instead of height,” Eijirou explained. “It’s really fun, actually! Do you wanna come with us? It’s easy enough, I’m sure I can do it with two people on my back.”

“I wouldn’t say it’s fun, but… it worked,” Izuku said.

“If I come with you, you’re gonna be scared the whole way, huh?” Katsuki said.

Izuku looked down with a wince. “I got used to it about halfway through, when Eijirou learned how to stay closer to the ground and be more stable, so it’ll probably be easier now? Maybe. I mean, I’ll definitely have to hang onto you so I don’t fall, but if you decide to come I’ll try not to do it too much, so–”

Katsuki smirked. “Sounds fucking hilarious, let’s do it.”

Despite what he’d said, Izuku spent the entire trip holding onto him like he was trying to crush his ribs, whining and hiding his face every time Eijirou lifted from the ground. Katsuki may have encouraged his partner to go higher and be a little less careful with his movements, covering Izuku’s weak protests with loud laughter.

He didn’t regret coming. He hadn’t laughed this much in a while.

“Thank you so much for coming with us, Kacchan! I felt a lot more secure with you around,” Izuku even said when they reached his village, as if Katsuki wasn’t going to make fun of him for this for the rest of their lives—or at least until he left the Golden Mountains.

To think he’d almost felt bad when he saw the greenish hue of Izuku’s face, and the nerd was actually thanking him.

All in all, the day wasn’t too shitty, especially compared to the way it had started. When Katsuki went to bed after taking the softer yellow tea Eijirou had bought for him, he was already feeling a lot better than the previous days. And when he fell asleep, he wasn’t sure if it was the medicine or talking about his problems that somehow made it easier.

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Katsuki woke up in a good mood the next morning. He’d slept pretty well for the first time in days, and he could barely remember his dreams. He let out a sigh of contentment as he enjoyed the comfort of his bed and the warmth radiating from Eijirou, who was currently draped over him.

He slowly opened his eyes and regretted it immediately. His parents’ necklaces were on the floor, glaring at him.

Fuck, what were those doing out? They were supposed to be at the very bottom of his trunk, buried under summer clothes! A quick glance toward said trunk showed a shirt half hanging out under the poorly closed lid, pointing at the most obvious culprit: Fluffy.

The mimic dragon must have played with them during the night, unless they disturbed the perfect softness of her bed and she decided to get rid of them. And now there they were, shining softly in the pale morning light filtering through the tent, offending, ruining Katsuki’s day before it even started.

They were the loud and unwelcome reminder that Katsuki’s troubles were far from over, and he had something important to do today.

He slipped out of Eijirou’s grasp when his partner stirred awake and jumped out of bed to get ready in quick, nervous movements. He’d have preferred to wait a little, but the stupid fucking necklaces had decided otherwise.

“What’s the rush?” Eijirou asked, voice rough from sleep as he sat up.

“Got some shit to do,” Katsuki grumbled, putting on the last of his clothes.

“S’early,” Eijirou pointed out. “Are you leaving now?”

Katsuki paused at that. Eijirou was right. His parents might not be awake yet. Besides, it would be stupid of him to go to them drowsy, grumpy, and on an empty stomach. Taunting necklaces on the floor or not, if he wanted to win this, he had to be in peak condition for the battle to come.

Katsuki dropped his shoes and forced himself to relax.

“No, you’re right,” he conceded as he walked back toward the bed to greet his partner properly.

Most of the camp was awake when he finally walked out of the tent, alert and ready to fight the whole world.

“Come to me when you’re done, yeah?” Eijirou said, squeezing his shoulder before he left to look for something to do.

Katsuki nodded, ignoring the uncomfortable way his guts clenched the moment his partner was gone. He’d talked about his plan with Eijirou over breakfast, and he’d agreed that Katsuki should do this on his own. It didn’t make it any easier, though. Especially now that he couldn’t rely on his fury to fuel him anymore.

Katsuki shook his head and marched resolutely toward his parents’ home-tent, refusing to stop even to greet people. If he stopped now, he knew he’d never do it. He almost wanted to throw up by the time he reached his destination, but he swallowed his discomfort and called for the Hag, standing outside of the tent with crossed arms and a wide stance that radiated all the confidence he wished he was feeling.

She rushed outside along with his old man, the two of them obviously surprised that he’d come to them of his own accord.

“Did something happen?” they asked, alarmed.

Katsuki shook his head. “I need to talk to you,” he said. “I want some fucking answers about why I had to go live with the dragon shifters, and I’m not leaving until I have them.”

Notes:

I hope you liked it! The time for Actual Talking has finally come

Now if you'll excuse me, I'll go back to my excessive yawning

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 72: What’s Done is Done

Notes:

Here's the chapter you've probably been waiting for! The Talk!

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

A long silence followed Katsuki's announcement as his shitty parents tried to pick their jaws from the floor. He couldn’t really blame them. After the past few months, they would hardly expect him to ever say he wanted to listen to them.

“I… you… Yes, of course!” the Hag said eventually. She stood taller then, recovering from her surprise, and said, “You wanna fight, brat?”

“No,” Katsuki said, raising his chin as if he wasn't taller than her already. “I'm not here to repair shit or to forgive you. I just want some fucking answers.”

Her face fell, but she was quick to hide it. Unlike Inko, she was a great liar. She had her temper, but she knew when to keep her feelings in check when needed. She wouldn't have been chief for so long if she hadn't, after all.

Next to her, his old man looked as calm as ever. When it came to talking and deception, he was even more dangerous than the Hag. It wasn't a matter of choosing when to be honest and when to control his feelings with him: he was great at faking them, too. Katsuki had seen him say the wildest shit with a straight face to armies of children. His tales of frightful monsters lurking in the lakes, in the forests, and everywhere he didn't want them to go on their own had terrified generations of impressionable kids—except for him, of course.

Katsuki had always known he was lying, because after he tried to fight the monster of the lake and fell in, his old man had made sure to tell him about the true, boring reasons why he made up these monsters—don't go into the lake on your own or you'll drown, don't go into the forest at night or you'll get lost… Katsuki had learned his lesson after his failed attempt at fighting the monster of the frozen lake.

“Of course, Katsuki,” he said with a small, careful smile. “Do you want to come in?”

Katsuki hesitated. He expected shouts, and he wasn't sure he wanted to let the whole tribe hear whatever they were going to say. They were nosy fucks after all, and he could tell by the way people around were eyeing them that some would definitely try to listen in.

His old man followed his gaze and seemed to come to the same conclusion. “Or we can go for a walk, how about it?” he offered. “You've cleared the way up to the lookout with Eijirou yesterday, right?”

Katsuki nodded. It wasn't a shitty idea. “The lookout” was just a place nearby that offered a nice view of the wintering grounds. They lit up a beacon at night, when they expected people to come after sunset, to help them find the camp.

It was also the closest private place around, and the only one they could reach easily. It was a good thing he and Eijirou had nothing better to do the day before than clearing paths for the tribe. As it turned out, his fire along with Eijirou's dragon strength and love for the snow were perfect for the task.

“Let's go,” he said, turning around before they could answer.

His shitty parents were quick to follow, and Katsuki hastened his pace, refusing to let them walk beside him.

It felt like he was running away from them, but he didn’t care. If he didn't turn around, he could pretend he was just going there on his own. It helped settle his nerves a little as he tried to figure out where to even begin.

He reached his destination almost too soon and turned around to face his parents. As expected, they weren't far behind, and a quick look around confirmed that no one had followed them.

Good.

“Now speak, Hag,” Katsuki said, crossing his arms once more. “Why did I have to be sent away?”

“What do you know?” she asked. “Inko said you asked her about it not too long ago.”

Of course Inko told her about that conversation… Not that Katsuki could blame her: he hadn't said anything about keeping it a secret, after all.

“I know it was because of the Famine,” Katsuki said. “And I know why the dragon shifters were pissed. She just couldn't say what happened when you talked to Shouta.”

The Hag nodded. “So you just need to know about that, then.”

She didn't say anything for a moment, and Katsuki almost thought that she'd never tell him. But the way she was holding herself told him that she was just carefully choosing her words; probably to make herself look better or something.

His old man took a step closer and put a hand on her shoulder, as if he was trying to comfort her. To Katsuki's surprise, she didn't shake him off. In fact, it almost looked like she was leaning into it, like she needed support.

“You know how dragon shifters are toward people who have wronged them,” she eventually said, her voice almost weak. She gained more confidence as she continued her story. “When chief Shouta came, I knew it would take more than apologies and confirmation that the culprits had been punished. I knew banishing them would be seen as letting them run away, and the dragon shifters would have preferred to deal with them on their own.”

“Why did you let them go, then?” Katsuki spat.

“The year had been hard for them. They lost a child. Sending them away meant certain death, sure, but we're still our own people and it didn't seem fair to subject them to the dragons' wrath,” she explained calmly.

“That was stupid,” Katsuki grumbled.

“Think of it what you want, it's what I did,” the Hag shrugged, like always when someone questioned her decisions. She wasn’t one for regrets and ‘should have’. Many in the tribe thought it made her a good chief. Katsuki just thought it made her a bitch. “Anyway, it was as I expected. The dragon shifters were furious, and chief Shouta said that what I'd already done wouldn't be enough to appease them. But at least, it had shown that we were ready to right our wrong, and so we were both here with the same goal in mind: making sure this wouldn’t escalate. I thought it’d make things easier. It didn’t.”

She paused again, and as Katsuki was about to urge her to get to the damn point already, his old man sent him a stern look, his eyes pinning Katsuki in place just long enough for the Hag to continue.

“I don't think you'll want to hear the details, but we couldn't agree on a way to keep the peace. We didn't have much to offer, and chief Shouta insisted that material reparations wouldn't do anything. It would have felt like we were buying our way out of it, and a dragon's life can't be bought.”

Katsuki nodded. It made sense. He didn't see how trading him instead of furs, booze, cosmetics, or whatever the Hag had to offer was any different, though.

“There was a Barbarian tradition that chief Shouta thought would work, though,” she continued. “I didn't dare bring it up, but he was well informed, it seemed.”

“What fucking tradition?” Katsuki asked.

“The Tretdun ” she said, like he had any idea what it was. “You know, the one where, when a tribe has wronged another, they send someone important to live with the one they have wronged. For a few years, or permanently, depending on the agreement.”

“I thought we didn't do that shit anymore,” Katsuki said.

He'd heard about it in a couple of stories; some great heroes had been raised in another tribe, or had befriended someone who had come to their tribe in that way. There were adults too, but it seemed that children were the ones who were sent away in most cases. Still…

“Our side of the mountains has been peaceful for a while,” Mitsuki said. “I guess Yuuei constantly breathing down our necks has some positive effect. We can’t afford to fight each other when showing any sign of weakness might make them think it’s a good time to invade. But it doesn't mean it doesn't happen anymore in other areas.”

“So you sent me away as a hostage, then?” Katsuki said, guts clenching at the thought that he'd been right in thinking he'd been nothing more than a bargaining chip.

“It's not just about having a hostage. The goal is also to bring the tribes closer by understanding each other better.”

“In Yuuei terms, it’s almost like training an ambassador,” his old man chimed in.

“It doesn't make it any better,” Katsuki said, rolling his eyes. “So what? Shouta brought up the tradition and you offered me?”

“Of course not!” the Hag snapped. “Do you really think I'd willingly offer my only child?”

“Of course, I do! That's what you fucking did!” Katsuki shouted.

She flinched, but she didn't back down. “I wasn't the one who offered, I didn't have a choice!”

“There's always a fucking choice!” Katsuki retorted, matching her volume. “If you'd cared about me–”

“How dare you say I don't care?!” the Hag yelled.

His old man put his hand back on her shoulder, urging her to calm down, but it only served to turn her anger toward him.

To Katsuki's surprise, he didn't flinch like he usually did. He held her gaze and stood even straighter, waiting for her to finish yelling at him before saying with quiet confidence,

“He doesn't know. And he can’t know unless you tell him. Please don’t lose your temper now that he's giving you a chance to be heard.”

The Hag deflated all at once. Then, she took a deep breath, and turned back toward Katsuki.

“Fine,” she said. “Yes, it's what I ended up doing,” she conceded. “When I asked him if he had someone in mind, Shouta immediately mentioned your name.”

Katsuki's breath hitched. “Why me?”

“Because you were my son, of course. We both knew it’s usually the child of the chief who has to go in these cases. That’s how this thing works. Besides, everyone knew how much we all cared about you.”

“Bullshit!” Katsuki exclaimed. What the hell was she trying to do, pretending they all cared after what they’d done? “You didn’t give a shit about me! No one–”

“It’s true! You were everything to me! Even now that you hate my guts, I’d still do anything for you! We all would! Don’t you dare doubt that!” the Hag retorted, so loud Katsuki almost worried she’d start an avalanche. When she continued, her voice was quieter, but it still had the same desperate intensity. “That day, I begged Shouta not to take you away. I tried everything I could, and when nothing worked, I begged!”

“Stop fucking lying, you never do that,” Katsuki scoffed.

“Exactly! I’ve only begged twice in my whole damn life, and both times have been for you!”

“So then what? You’re gonna tell me Shouta didn’t listen and decided to take me anyway? And you just watched helplessly or some shit? You can’t fucking lie to me, you’re the one who handed me over!”

“And what else was I supposed to do?! You think it didn’t break my heart to see you go?”

“You sure didn’t fucking look like it!”

“I was trying to be strong for you! Did you really want your last image of your mother to be a crying mess?”

Katsuki rolled his eyes, but she had a fucking point. It would have been worse if she’d cried. Still, there was a difference between being an emotional mess and looking like she was happy to get rid of him.

The Hag sighed, and said quietly, “Remember when I said I’d start wars for you? I was going to, you know. When Shouta said it had to be you, and he wouldn’t take a volunteer, even if it was our healer or even me, I was ready to cancel the entire negotiations and declare war on them for trying to take you away from me.” She huffed a laugh, eyes wet with unshed tears. “I’m sure the rest of the tribe would have followed me on this, too, but…”

“But what?”

“But I knew if I did that, we’d all end up dead, you included. And that’s why I didn’t do it.”

There was a beat of silence as Katsuki tried to process that. For the past two decades, he’d used those specific words the Hag said as a reminder that she was bullshitting, throwing words away. He’d assumed she’d just said that and didn’t even remember it. But she did. She’d actually thought about it, even when she knew how pointless it would all be.

Still, all she’d done for now had been slandering Shouta, and he couldn’t forgive her for it. He was a good man and a good chief. Despite everything he said about logic over feelings, he wasn’t the kind of person to take children away from begging mothers.

An old, familiar anger rose in Katsuki’s chest at the thought, and he hung onto it like a piece of drifting wood in the middle of a storm. But before he could lash out, the Hag continued with a defeated look.

“Don’t think any less of chief Shouta for all of this, he initially asked for fifteen years instead of ten. And he said an adult wouldn’t do, but when he saw how determined I was to keep you, he offered an alternative.”

“What kind?”

The Hag looked up, her eyes dry once more but still full of sadness. “He said if I really didn’t want to give you away, I could just offer another child. He promised he’d handle his people if they weren’t satisfied with it.”

Now, that sounded more like him. Katsuki opened his mouth to ask why she didn’t take him up on his offer, then, if she was so determined to keep him, if she loved him as much as she kept saying, but before the words left his mouth, he realized he already knew the reason.

“I couldn’t do that,” she said before confirming everything Katsuki already knew. “I couldn’t inflict that on another mother just because I couldn’t do it myself. I couldn’t use my power as a chief like that.” She paused to take a deep breath and continued, “So I agreed that it would be you, and I made damn sure you’d be treated and fed well while you were away from me.”

Katsuki rolled his eyes at that. “Don’t act like you’re the one who made them treat me well, they’d have done it anyway.”

“Give me a break, it was the only thing I could do for you at that point!” she snapped.

“No, it fucking wasn’t,” Katsuki retorted, feeling his mind slowly getting clearer as more light was shed on the events.

He didn’t care that they’d sent him away, actually. Now that the Hag had told him everything, he understood her reasons, and he agreed with them. He didn’t like it, but he understood. It would have been unfair to send another kid. And with what he knew now, Katsuki certainly didn’t wish that someone else had gone instead of him. He meant it when he told Eijirou that he’d loved growing up on Maito. It was true regardless of his feelings toward the tribe.

He still hated the idea that he’d been treated as a mere bargaining chip, but if what his parents had said was true, he should have been more than that. He should have been an “ambassador,” as his old man had put it. A bridge between his tribe and Maito, who knew both cultures well and who could make sure their relationship would remain peaceful.

But in the end, he became none of these things. They’d severed his bond with Maito, and so he’d severed his bond with them.

“You never fucking told me,” he said, now trembling with barely contained rage. It was the best kind. The kind that slowly built and gave him frightening clarity as he carefully directed it toward his opponents. “You didn’t tell me shit. You didn’t tell anything to anyone, least of all me! And then you sent me away without a warning, with a fucking smile on your face! What the hell was I supposed to understand, huh?!”

She flinched again, and this time, she didn’t even try to talk back. Both his parents looked surprised by what he was saying, but most of all, they looked like they were realizing how much they’d fucked up. They looked like his words hurt.

Good.

“I cried for you for months!” he continued, ready to admit to shit he’d never dared say out loud if it meant hurting them more. He didn’t stop once to consider why they’d care about hurting him. He couldn’t afford to. He had years of resentment to let out, and he wasn’t going to stop until he’d told them everything. “And then I thought I’d be gone forever and I’d never see you again! I thought you’d never fucking cared about me! And all of that shit could’ve been avoided if you’d just fucking talked to me!”

“You were a child,” the Hag said weakly. “We didn’t think–”

“If I was old enough to be sent away, I was old enough to know why!” Katsuki retorted, not giving her time to even think she had an argument against him. “But you gave me nothing! I lost everything out of nowhere, and I had to make sense of all of it myself! I thought it was my fault and I’d fucked up so much you couldn’t even stand to be near me! And all of that for what, huh? So you wouldn’t have to deal with a tantrum? You treated me like a fucking animal! I’ve heard you try to reason with damn cows, so why couldn’t you do the same with me? I had to learn almost twenty years after the fact that I was only supposed to be gone for ten years! When Shouta told me it was time to go back, I thought it came out of fucking nowhere! I had friends there, my whole life was there, and once again, it was all taken away from me!”

They both looked at him in silence, dumbfounded, like they were trying to process everything Katsuki had just said.

“B-But… How could you… We sent you letters,” the Hag stammered. “Shouta promised he’d give them to you!”

Katsuki barked a laugh at that. He remembered the damn letters. “I burnt them to ashes and never fucking read them.”

That seemed to break them more than everything else had. Like his words had just pierced straight through their hearts.

“But why…?”

“Because if you didn’t give a shit about me, why the fuck would I give a shit about you?” Katsuki retorted. He realized now that maybe he shouldn't have done that, but would he even have believed anything in those damn letters anyway? Everything his parents told him was just love-saying. He’d worked on this assumption for the past twenty years. A letter wouldn’t have changed that, no matter what they said in it.

The Hag let out a weak, disbelieving laugh. “Of course, you didn’t read the damn letters. We’d spend all year working on them, and you wouldn’t even reply.”

“Don’t give me that look, you’ve got no one to blame for this mess but yourselves,” Katsuki spat, wiping his eyes angrily.

His parents weren’t looking at him anymore, their eyes stuck to the ground like they couldn’t bear to face him. They almost looked broken like this. They weren’t crying, though. Katsuki’s face was soaked with angry tears, but they seemed beyond that.

They weren’t just hurt. They were ashamed, like they actually cared about what they’d done to him. Like they cared about him. It pissed him off.

His old man was the first to speak. “We’re sorry, son,” he said. “You’re right, we should have–”

“Masaru, don’t,” the Hag interrupted him, as Katsuki should have expected. Of course, she wouldn’t let him apologize for her. It was the Hag. She never apologized for anyth– “I should be the one doing this. I’m sorry, Katsuki.”

The words took his breath away like a punch in the guts, and as he tried to recover, to confirm that he wasn’t dreaming and his mother had really just apologized to him, she continued,

“Masaru kept telling me that we should talk to you, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. You’re right, I was a coward and an idiot. I shouldn’t have assumed you’d understand, or you’d just roll with it. I don’t even know what I was thinking, I just… I couldn’t accept it. I couldn’t face what I’d done. What I’d agreed to. I’d promised to give you the world, and in the end, I just abandoned you. On my own accord. For days, every time I was looking at you, I kept thinking about how heartbroken you’d be, and I couldn’t…” She paused and took a deep breath. “But that’s no excuse. What’s done is done, and I can never take it back. I can never go back to those days and do better. But I want you to know this: not seeing you grow up, not being the one who raised you, will forever be the biggest regret of my life.”

“I’m not free of blame either, Mitsuki. I could have told him, too,” his old man added, like Katsuki wasn’t still trying to process what the Hag had just said. Nothing felt real anymore, but the biting cold kept reminding him that it couldn’t be a dream. And as if it wasn’t enough, his old man continued, “I agree with what your mother said. But I also want you to know that we still care about you just as much as we did back then. We never stopp–”

“Shut up!” Katsuki heard himself bark before he even registered the words. He needed a break. This was too much. How the hell was he supposed to deal with all that?

For once, his parents listened, just looking at him with those same… hurt eyes, like… Like they…

“How… How can you…” Katsuki stammered. “You can’t just say that! The fuck am I supposed to do with that, huh?! You think you can apologize twenty years later and I’ll just fucking forgive you?!”

What a joke. As if it was going to happen. Apologies would never make up for everything Katsuki had to go through because of them. And if they thought otherwise–

“You don’t have to,” his old man said, and the Hag nodded.

“Did you really think it was going to be fine? How fucking stupid are you?” Katsuki asked, hating the way his voice wavered as his eyes blurred with another wave of angry tears. “You thought that I’d just come back and be the same kid as before?  That I’d act like nothing ever happened and you didn’t take away my home twice?”

“It was really fucking stupid, huh,” the Hag said with a mirthless laugh. “But yeah, actually. Thinking about how I’d have you back and every day was bringing me closer to your return was the only thing that helped me carry on. I never really thought beyond that. I just assumed you’d be as happy as I was.”

“You must have been really disappointed, then,” Katsuki huffed as he remembered how much they’d fought after he came back. It seemed like he wasn’t the only one who lashed out when he was hurt… “Why didn’t you let me go back, then?”

“We thought… We thought you needed time,” she said. “That you’d settle eventually and realize that you’d always had a home here. I'd waited for you for ten years, I wasn't going to give up on you so easily.”

“And look how well it worked,” Katsuki sneered. “The five years I had to spend with you were the worst of my life.”

The daily fights with the Hag, his various attempts at escaping that always ended up with him being back with his tribe, his old friends from Maito acting like they didn’t know him, and the kids from the tribe acting like they did… Katsuki still remembered it perfectly: how he’d tried, year after year, to talk to the dragon shifters who’d come for trade—people he grew up with, people  he used to be close to—and how everyone only gave him that awkward, pitying look before turning away without a word, like they couldn’t even stand to look at him. It had haunted his nightmares for years. Thinking about it didn’t hurt anymore, but even now, the memories still tasted like ash.

His parents flinched at his words. Katsuki wasn’t even surprised anymore. It no longer felt good, though. But it didn’t feel bad either.

“Did you really think I was going to settle and feel at home in the damn prison you’d built for me?” he continued. “You even fucking… Why would you tell the dragon shifters to ignore me? Of course I was gonna hate you for that!”

Something passed on his parents’ faces then. Surprise. Confusion. Like they didn’t know what Katsuki was talking about. Like they weren’t…

“W-Well…” the Hag said after a moment of hesitation. “You know… We just thought… With more time…”

She was hiding something, Katsuki could tell. What it was, though, he had no idea. Her attempted explanation didn’t make her look good, after all, so what was she trying to do here?

Katsuki shook his head and moved on.

“You even made me fight you for the right to leave the tribe!” he said. “Couldn’t you just take the damn hint that I didn’t want to be with you assholes?”

“I let you leave when you beat me, didn’t I?” the Hag retorted.

“Yeah, ‘cause that was the fucking deal!”

“If you couldn’t beat your own mother, how were you even going to survive in Yuuei all on your own?”

“If you were that fucking worried, you could’ve just told the dragon shifters to take me back!”

“Well I–”

She interrupted herself, like she was about to say something she shouldn’t. Nothing else came out for a moment.

“Look, what’s done is done,” she concluded. “I’m sorry I messed up.”

Unlike her previous apologies, these didn’t take Katsuki by surprise. All they did was ring every alarm bell in his mind. She was hiding something. Something important. Why would she do that now, though?

“Was there anything else you wanted to know?” his old man asked helpfully.

He was too guarded for Katsuki to tell if he was in on it, but he’d definitely sniffed that the Hag was in trouble and he was trying to save her ass.

What could she be hiding? Could it be…

She was the one who’d asked the dragon shifters to ignore him, right? Katsuki didn’t know when she got that kind of authority on Shouta, but… It had to be her. Otherwise…

“I’m done,” Katsuki said before this particular thought could go any further.

It wasn’t that important after all. He had the answers he needed, it was all that mattered for now.

His parents nodded.

“Don’t think you’re off the hook or I’ll forgive you just because we’ve talked,” Katsuki grumbled.

They nodded once more.

Katsuki was ready to walk ahead of them again when they went back to the camp, but as they walked in silence, he remembered another thing that kept bothering him.

“My stuff,” he said, stopping in his tracks to let them catch up. “Why’d you even keep my stuff?”

“We had to,” his old man said quietly. “Giving it away would have been like…”

He paused, and the Hag took over. “I would have been like admitting we’d never see you again.”

“In a way, we kept it because we knew you’d do well on your own,” his old man mused.

Katsuki shouldn’t have asked. It was too much once again, and he still needed time to process… Well, everything.

“Guess it wasn't entirely a waste,” he said with a shrug, and hurried ahead once more.

They walked the rest of the way in silence. Katsuki wasn’t sure if he was grateful for it or not. He wasn’t sure how he was feeling at all. There was an emptiness in his chest that made him feel like he was floating in the most unpleasant way. It was like he wasn’t tethered to the ground anymore. Like he would fall into the sky and never come back if he wasn’t careful.

He didn’t know how he expected to feel after talking to his parents, but it certainly wasn’t this.

He looked for Eijirou the moment he reached the camp. People seemed to expect it, because they told him he was at the stables before he even asked. He found Eijirou there, listening to Mashirao explain how to handle the donkeys. He looked distracted, his eyes constantly fleeting away until…

“Katsuki!” he exclaimed the moment he saw him, leaving Mashirao behind to run toward him. “How did it go?” he asked anxiously.

Katsuki shrugged. “I got my answers, I guess.”

Eijirou smiled weakly, but it didn’t stick. Unsure what to do, he opened his arms like he wanted to offer him a hug.

Katsuki brushed him off and grabbed his wrist instead.

“Let’s mastkeln. You can learn about donkeys later,” he grumbled as he dragged him away from the stables, toward the place where he had his amcerkeln with Izuku a few weeks back.

Hopefully, a good fight would help him put some order in his hazy feelings.

He wasn’t looking at Eijirou, but he could hear his partner’s smile when he said, “Alright, let’s do this!”

Much like on their first day in the Golden Mountains, Eijirou didn’t do much during the fight, letting Katsuki throw everything he had while remaining hardened, moving just enough to keep him on his toes so he didn’t feel like he was just fighting a slab of rock.

Katsuki didn’t feel much better afterward, but at least, the emptiness that followed the fight was a welcome one. He wasn’t confused or conflicted anymore, he was just tired. He still felt like he was floating, but in a better way this time.

“Phew, I’m beat!” Eijirou said as they walked back to the camp. “How about we take the rest of today off?”

Katsuki nodded, and they walked back to their home-tent. If people needed them, they’d come for them. But for now, he just wanted to get the hug Eijirou had offered earlier, tell him what he’d learned, and hopefully make up for all the sleep he’d lost in the past few weeks.

His partner agreed eagerly.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I was hoping for something emotional but I am, once again, totally unable to judge that...

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 73: Are You Feeling Romanced Yet?

Notes:

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

As spring drew near, Katsuki’s relationship with his parents started warming up along with the weather. It was slow and barely noticeable, but the signs were there. By the time the snow started to melt, Katsuki was no longer actively avoiding his parents. He wasn’t exactly seeking their presence either, but they could hold a conversation without it ending with at least one of them yelling.

Things were still far from perfect, though, and both Katsuki and his parents felt way too guarded around each other. Masaru was overly cautious around his son, as though anything he said might cause an outburst, and Mitsuki was obviously trying way too hard to keep her temper in check. Katsuki wasn’t as careful, but Eijirou could tell he was making an effort when he cut his interactions with his parents short the moment they started being too much.

Their current relationship felt cold, almost impersonal, as if the relative peace between them was only possible by erasing their entire personalities, but things were improving little by little. Eijirou didn’t know how much further their relationship would evolve by the time they left, but he was hopeful. And if anything, it seemed that Katsuki was finally more at peace. He hadn’t needed Izuku’s sleeping tea in a few days now, and Eijirou could tell he’d only been using it out of caution before.

It seemed that talking things out with his parents was all he really needed. Eijirou was happy for him. And, in a more selfish way, he was happy for himself too. This development meant that Eijirou could spend more time with Katsuki’s parents without feeling guilty or fearing that Katsuki would accuse him of taking sides. Just like his partner, he could get to know them better and form his own opinion on them, like Izuku had asked him to months ago. And as it turned out, he’d been mostly right about them.

Masaru really was a kind man who wanted to help Eijirou navigate Barbarian culture and was happy to be around someone who’d grown up in Yuuei like he did. Mitsuki really was an impatient, stubborn woman who always went for what she wanted, but Eijirou could tell now that behind her rough exterior and all the yelling, she genuinely cared about her people. She never made an effort to control her outbursts, not because she was in a position of power and wanted to be feared, but because she knew everyone in the tribe was used to them and didn’t mind. The two of them weren’t always the best and now that he had the whole story, Eijirou could understand why Katsuki still had mixed feelings about them, but at least they didn’t have secret hidden motives or an unsuspected darker side like Eijirou had feared. They were a lot like his own parents, in a way.

They were only weeks away from leaving the Golden Mountains when Katsuki started feeling troubled again. He didn’t want to talk about it at first, but after a few days of restlessness, he caved one evening, while they were relaxing in their home-tent, sprawled on their bed.

“I wanna fight my parents,” Katsuki mumbled in Eijirou’s chest, embarrassed. “I think.”

Eijirou perked up at that. “You mean in an amcerkeln?”

Katsuki shook his head. “No fucking way. Maybe they’re not complete assholes, but it doesn’t mean I’m gonna forgive them.”

“I see…” Eijirou said. “So… What do you call a fight that’s not an amcerkeln, but you still want to take a step toward it or something?”

“You’re asking like you’re sure it’s a kind of fight with an actual name,” Katsuki snorted.

“Is it not?”

“It’s called a pravt amcerkeln,” he admitted with a sigh.

Eijirou laughed. “Ah, see? Of course it’s an actual thing that has a whole word for it!” he grinned, proud of himself for guessing it right.

“It’s two words,” Katsuki grumbled.

“Still counts,” Eijirou said in a sing-song voice. “Anyway, is that the kind of fight you had in mind?”

Katsuki sighed again, all traces of amusement gone from his face, before he buried it back in Eijirou’s chest to mumble, “Maybe… I don’t fucking know.”

“Why do you wanna fight them, then?”

“I don’t know…” Katsuki said. “I just get that… urge sometimes. And I know I don’t want a bad kind of fight, so… Maybe you’re right.”

“Are you going to do it, then?”

Katsuki shook his head. “We’re leaving soon, so what’s the point?”

Eijirou was almost surprised by his own lack of reaction at the reminder. As the day of their departure drew nearer, he expected to feel more anxious about it. He didn’t know much about the people on Maito, after all, and what little he’d heard about them hadn’t really pleased him. Besides, his only exposure to dragon shifter culture had been Mina’s lessons from a year ago, and what Katsuki had told him. He knew he should feel more nervous about going there, but…

A fond smile crept onto his face as he held Katsuki closer. He had everything he needed right here. He didn’t know what the future held, but so far, everything had worked out just fine. As long as he had Katsuki by his side, he could deal with anything. There was no doubt in his mind that he’d make a home on Maito just like he’d made a home in all the places they’d stayed in before.

“And so what?” Eijirou asked. “Is that a reason not to fight them?”

“We’ll never get to an amcerkeln before we leave. So what’s the point of working toward that? It’s not like we’re coming back once we’re gone.”

Eijirou’s heart clenched at that. “Aren’t we?” he asked. “Maito flies over the Golden Mountains every year, right? We could visit.”

“I’m not going to,” Katsuki grumbled.

“Izuku and Inko would be sad, though,” Eijirou pointed out. “And come on, you actually like Rikidou and Mashirao. I’m sure you’ll be happy to see them after a year.”

Katsuki sighed, his warm breath spreading across Eijirou’s chest. He couldn’t repress a smile, knowing he’d won this round.

“Fine, right. Maybe we’ll visit. But what’s that got to do with my parents?”

“You can see them while you’re at it,” Eijirou shrugged. “And even if you don’t… some progress is better than no progress, right?”

“Sounds like something my old man would say,” Katsuki grumbled.

“Hmm, so how about this? It’s manly to go after what you want! So if you want to do it, you should.”

There was a beat of silence. Katsuki sighed again. “You’re not wrong, I guess.”

“Yeah? So you’ll do it?”

“We’ll see,” Katsuki said.

Eijirou didn’t insist. Coming from his partner, it meant he’d definitely do it once he was ready.

.

It took Katsuki a few days after his conversation with Eijirou to decide to go through with the pravt amcerkeln. He didn’t want to spend his last couple of weeks in the Golden Mountains in a shitty mood just because of that. Besides, Eijirou was right: there was no reason for him to deny himself what he wanted just because he felt that it was too late. And there was no way his parents would refuse either.

Katsuki had learned his lesson from last time, though. So instead of finding them first thing in the morning and risking wasting the whole day on it, he waited until the afternoon to come and find his parents. His old man was just back from a long walk in the mountains, enjoying his new freedom now that most of the snow was gone, when he found the Hag discussing something with a couple of tribe members.

Thinking about it, Katsuki made a mental note to remind Eijirou of his promise to fly him to the highest peak. Doing so in winter would have been stupid, but the weather would soon be right for it.

Storing the thought for later, Katsuki told his father to follow him and walked toward the Hag. Her conversation died the moment her eyes landed on him.

“Did you want something?” she asked curiously.

Katsuki nodded and took a step back to encompass both his parents in his gaze. “When you’re done with whatever you have to do today, I challenge you both to a pravt amcerkeln.”

There was a beat of silence, and Katsuki could feel his face burn when neither of them said anything, staring at him with wide, baffled eyes.

“Don’t think too hard about it!” he snapped. “Just because I wanna fight doesn’t mean I’m gonna forgive you or anything! So pick your champion and let’s get it over with!”

There was another beat of stunned silence.

“Of course, son,” his old man eventually nodded, eyes misty with unshed tears. “I don’t have anything to do at the moment, but… Mitsuki?”

The Hag nodded. It wasn’t a surprise. His old man was a terrible fighter and wouldn’t be much of a challenge, unlike the Hag. Katsuki had heard about how determined he’d been when he fought the Hag’s father for her. How he wouldn’t back down and challenged him over and over until he had his approval, despite getting his ass kicked every time. Katsuki had a feeling that he’d show the same level of determination for him too. But it was just easier to name the Hag as their champion, since she was a much better fighter. She could be a fearsome opponent, especially when magic wasn’t involved.

“Yeah, I’ll do it,” she nodded, sounding just a little emotional herself. “Let me just–”

“Don’t bother, chief, we’ll be fine!” the people she’d been talking to said cheerfully. “Go for it, we’ll tell the others not to bother you today!”

“Do whatever you want, I don’t care,” Katsuki grumbled.

They ended up at the same place as his amcerkeln with Izuku. Katsuki wondered if it was normal to have so many meaningful fights in a row. He understood now why winter was nicknamed “the season of fights” in Barbarian. There was something about the cold, crisp air, the snow trapping them all in a small perimeter, and all the time they had to think, that made it the prime time to solve conflicts and other unresolved tensions.

“No magic, no weapons,” Katsuki said as he and the Hag got into position.

“What? You don’t think I can take you with your magic?” she taunted him.

“Not without a weapon,” Katsuki shrugged.

She rolled her eyes. “Fine. No magic, no weapons.”

And thus, the fight started.

To Katsuki’s surprise, it was easier than last time when he fought her for the right to leave the tribe. He thought it was because he didn’t need to win at first, but he soon realized that he still wanted to come out on top, even if there wasn’t supposed to be a winner. Then, he thought it was just because he’d gotten stronger over the years while the Hag had gotten older, but there was something else…

Katsuki understood when he managed to take her by surprise with a trick he’d learned fighting against Eijirou: she didn’t know what to expect from him anymore. When he’d fought her for the right to leave, she knew everything about his fighting style. She’d observed him carefully and she knew how to counter all of his moves. She expected Katsuki to fight her back then, and she had been ready.

Not today.

Under normal circumstances it would piss Katsuki off. Being so unprepared meant you weren’t really serious about the relationship you were fighting for. But what she lacked in preparedness, she made up for in sheer determination—along with her experience and freakish strength, of course. So it wasn’t that.

She’d given up, Katsuki realized.

She hadn’t taken time to observe him when he was sparring and to figure out how to best counter his current fighting style, because she didn’t think he’d ever want to fight her like this. She’d accepted that he didn't want to have anything to do with her ever again. She was unprepared because she’d taken him and his wishes seriously.

Katsuki didn’t feel any closer to forgiving her or his father after the fight, but he at least felt a little less mad at them. It was good enough for now. Katsuki had a feeling this was as far as they could go for now. They’d already put their feelings out in the open when Katsuki confronted them, so there wasn’t much more they could do.

Despite what he thought about his mother not being as tough an opponent as last time, Katsuki was still exhausted once they were done. He could barely catch his breath, and although he could still stand, his whole body hurt like hell. She sure hadn’t pulled her punches. But then again, neither had he, and she didn’t look any better than he felt.

His old man was comically torn between the two of them when they signaled that the fight was over. His eyes kept jumping between them, unsure who to fuss over first. Katsuki would have snorted if his ribs weren’t so damn sore.

“Don’t worry about me, I’m fine,” he said. “I’m going back to the camp.”

They followed after him, and this time, Katsuki didn’t try to put distance between them. It might have been because he couldn't walk that much faster without limping… but truth be told, he didn't mind being around them as much as before.

Someone called for a feast the moment they stepped back inside the camp.

“Hell no!” Katsuki snapped immediately. “It’s too early for that!”

“Yeah, if we party now, what are we gonna do for the actual amcerkeln, right?” someone pointed out with a smile.

“Don’t jump to conclusions, assholes,” Katsuki grumbled.

Still, he was considering it. It was way too early and he had no intention of doing it for now, but an amcerkeln felt like something that could eventually happen rather than the impossibility it had been before. Katsuki wasn't sure how to feel about that.

Eijirou ran up to him.

“Katsuki! How did it go?”

Katsuki shrugged. “I'm standing, aren't I?”

“Do you want me to carry you?”

“Hell no!” Katsuki barked. “Why do you always wanna do that?”

“I carry you all the time when I'm shifted,” Eijirou shrugged with a smile. “It's a habit now. And you know I’d carry you anywhere you asked!”

“It's not the same!”

“Yeah, it's more romantic like this,” Eijirou said.

Katsuki paused. Frowned.

“It's romantic?”

“Well, yeah? It's like, showing you're ready to support the one you love, showing off how strong you are, and it's super manly!” Eijirou grinned.

“Oh…” Katsuki said. Smirked. “So you wanna be carried, huh?”

“What?” Eijirou asked, confused. “No, you're the one who's injured, so–”

Katsuki didn't give him time to finish. He didn't know where he found the strength for it, but it was like he'd never fought the Hag. His ribs and legs might have protested a little, but he didn't even acknowledge them as he picked up Eijirou and hoisted him over his shoulder.

“K-Katsuki! Hey!” Eijirou yelled.

“Are you feeling romanced yet?” Katsuki grinned.

“No! Not like this, you dummy!” Eijirou laughed, pretending to punch his back. “Come on, you're hurt, put me down.”

“But then how else am I gonna show you how strong and manly I am?” Katsuki said with a shit-eating grin.

“You already do it every day! And stop doing it wrong on purpose,” Eijirou chuckled as he started struggling weakly.

Katsuki put him down with a smile. “See? I'm fine.”

Eijirou smiled back. “Yeah, clearly.”

.

Katsuki didn't think his fight with his mother would change anything, but a few days later, he found himself telling Eijirou,

“By the way, you can fight the Hag for me if you want.”

They were having dinner in their home-tent and his parents hadn't been the worst all day. Katsuki should have learned to expect it, but the Hag hadn't been smug about their progress or anything. And now that Katsuki was starting to force himself to stop seeing her every action as some sort of plot against him… he could see that she was really making an effort. So she deserved that much.

“Fight her for you?" Eijirou asked, confused.

“Yeah, to show you're serious about me and get her approval,” Katsuki explained. “Not that you don't have it already, but she's a stickler for tradition sometimes, so…”

“So you want to make her happy, huh?” Eijirou smiled.

Katsuki regretted that cushions didn't allow him to kick his partner under the table. Instead, he pushed his smug face away with a groan.

“Don’t read too much into it, dumbass. Do it or don’t, I don’t give a fuck.”

“Alright, I’ll think about it!” Eijirou grinned.

Katsuki nodded, thinking his partner would take his time.

Eijirou challenged the Hag the very next day.

He must have asked someone for details on the tradition beforehand, because he did everything right: he challenged her publicly, making sure both Katsuki and his old man were present as well, he did his best to say the traditional words of challenge, although he messed up a little…

His mother looked impressed. Unless she was just surprised because she didn’t expect it. For a moment, she looked like a deer hearing a suspicious noise, frozen in place like she didn’t know what to do. She slowly turned toward Katsuki, who had just recovered from his own surprise, a silent question in her eyes. He nodded, confirming that Eijirou was doing it with his approval.

For a second, she looked like she was going to cry. She soon covered her moment of weakness with a smirk and turned her attention back to Eijirou, saying she accepted his challenge. Behind her, his father’s cheeks were wet with tears already.

How embarrassing… But not surprising coming from him. Why someone who was actually good at hiding and faking his emotions would still wear his heart on his sleeve was beyond Katsuki, but his old man had always been like that.

Like half the tribe, Katsuki followed the two opponents as they got ready to fight. He found himself standing in the front row next to his overly-emotional father.

When Eijirou left the rules of the fight up to her, Katsuki expected his mother to go for a plain fight without weapons or magic. It was pretty standard for this kind of challenge, after all.

Instead, she went for the opposite, drawing her swords as she told Eijirou to give her all he got. Eijirou gulped, obviously nervous, but nodded and got in position. His hardening magic was going to come in handy.

Much like Miruko, his mother barely gave Eijirou time to breathe before throwing her first attack. She was pretty good with her bare hands, but with swords she was on a completely different level. It was like a monster had taken over her, like she was made of nothing but speed and fury.

It wasn’t obvious at first glance, but the Hag actually tested the waters before going all out. She must have deemed Eijirou a good enough challenger for her, though, because soon sparks were flying whenever her blades met Eijirou’s hardened scales.

“Is that all you got?” she taunted him as she continued to attack relentlessly, forcing him to stay on the defensive.

Eijirou answered with a roar, but he kept a careful defensive stance, waiting for the right time to strike. It came soon after, when Mitsuki got careless and advanced too much. Just as she was taking another step forward, Eijirou dodged her, letting her go past him before striking from behind.

Katsuki cheered for him loudly, as did half of the crowd.

She fell to her knees, but didn’t stay down for long. Just as Eijirou was coming closer, obviously concerned that he went too hard, she attacked again. Eijirou expected it this time, though, and the second part of the fight was a lot more balanced in terms of who was attacking and defending. It was damn impressive to watch. Katsuki wasn’t sure he’d ever seen Eijirou give his all in a fight like this. Or at least, not against anyone but him.

Katsuki had never understood the appeal of this tradition until now. He used to think watching someone fight for him would be boring and frustrating, making him feel like his partner didn’t think he could fight on his own, but he couldn’t have been further from the truth. Watching Eijirou fight always made his blood pump, sure, but seeing up-close how much his partner cared about him, how determined he was to be with him, made it all the more intense. It almost made Katsuki sad to know that he’d only get to witness it once. He wanted to engrave every detail of this moment in his memory forever.

The fight ended the way Katsuki expected it: his mother ran out of stamina before Eijirou did. They both looked exhausted, but she was the first to slip and he was quick to take advantage of her mistake, locking one arm behind her back and grabbing the other firmly until she dropped her sword. She tried to slip out of his hold, but she was powerless against his hardened grip and soon, she yielded.

Eijirou was quick to release her, but she didn’t say anything more for a few beats as she caught her breath.

“You’ve shown me enough,” she said once she could speak again. “You can have my son as long as he’ll have you.”

Eijirou beamed at that, his entire face lighting up like he hadn't expected that response. As if he didn’t know he’d had her approval for a long time already.

He turned toward Katsuki and his smile somehow grew even wider when their eyes met. Katsuki couldn’t help but mirror it. He was so damn proud of his partner he felt like his body wasn’t enough to contain it. Before he knew what he was doing, he’d run right to Eijirou and smashed their lips together, uncaring of their audience.

And he thought he’d been happy when Eijirou hunted that ibex for him…

“So, did I do well?” Eijirou asked breathlessly when they split.

“I could watch you fight her all day,” Katsuki replied.

“You know I’d challenge her again for you,” Eijirou said with a fond smile.

Katsuki shook his head and took a step back, feeling almost lightheaded with the storm of affection raging inside him. “That’s good enough for today,” he said.

Katsuki only remembered that there was a world outside of them when he noticed his parents patiently waiting for him to be done to congratulate Eijirou, with the rest of the tribe not far behind. It was the annoying part of the tradition, but Eijirou had fought so well that nothing could ruin Katsuki’s good mood.

.

Eijirou felt like he was floating. His heart was still beating like he was trying to catch up with a running deer, he was no longer panting but he still felt breathless, and he was so giddy he felt like his head was lost somewhere in the clouds. He wasn’t sure if it was because of his fight with Mitsuki or because of Katsuki’s kiss. She was a frightful opponent, but Eijirou would fight her every day if it meant being kissed like that and having his partner look at him like he hung the stars.

He could only take his eyes off Katsuki when his partner looked away. Following his gaze, Eijirou found Masaru and Mitsuki looking at them with a proud smile.

“It was a great fight,” Masaru said. “I haven’t seen Mitsuki fight so hard in a long time. I’m prouder than ever that Katsuki chose you. You won’t stay long enough to build your home here, but may it be prosperous, and may my son bring you as much joy as he’s brought us.”

Eijirou beamed at that. When he’d asked Mashirao and Rikidou about the fight, he’d learned that getting their parents’ approval meant a couple was allowed to start building their own home-tent together whenever they saw fit—something that could take weeks to even years depending on how much they had to create from scratch. Eijirou had found out that Barbarians didn’t get married, but according to his friends, a couple moving in their own home-tent was the closest thing they had to a wedding. They’d never reach that point, since their guest tent wasn’t the same as building their own home, but it was good enough for Eijirou.

Next to him, Katsuki rolled his eyes at his father’s words, probably thinking that the traditional congratulations couldn’t apply to him.

“Don’t be like that, brat, it’s true,” Mitsuki chimed in.

“Thank you,” Eijirou said, beaming. “He already brings me so much joy, and I’ll make sure to be worthy of hi–”

He was interrupted by an elbow in the guts. Katsuki looked away, blushing furiously, and Eijirou couldn’t repress a fond smile at the sight.

“Katsuki!” Mitsuki reprimanded him immediately. “Don’t go hurting your velshélumnar right after we’ve approved of him! Do you want to keep him or what?”

“Shut up, Hag! What I do is none of your business!” Katsuki yelled, making Eijirou tense immediately.

Things had been going so well… Katsuki had even let his parents share stories about his childhood once…

“Maybe I should take back my approval! Maybe I shouldn’t approve of a brat like you being with a catch like Eijirou!” Mitsuki snapped back.

“Guys, come on, don’t do this now…” Masaru said weakly as Eijirou wrapped an arm around Katsuki’s shoulders, hoping to calm him down.

“Don’t interfere, Masaru!” Mitsuki snapped, her lips twitching despite her frown.

She was smiling, Eijirou realized. And he barely felt any tension in Katsuki’s shoulders, even when he retorted,

“Ha, too late! You’ve given your approval, he’s all mine now!”

“You haven’t fought his parents for him, brat!” Mitsuki retorted with a grin.

Eijirou couldn’t repress as snort at the thought of Katsuki fighting either of his parents. They wouldn’t stand a chance.

“I don’t think they’d like this tradition,” he laughed.

“I can fill in for them,” Mitsuki offered. “Let me beat some sense into my brat for you.”

“In your dreams, Hag!”

Their bickering didn’t last long, since there was still a small crowd behind Katsuki’s parents waiting to congratulate them, but as mother and son argued, Eijirou exchanged a look with Masaru, who was watching with a soft smile. He, too, seemed to think this was a good sign. Somehow, it gave Eijirou much more hope for the future of their relationship than their strained polite conversations from before.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! They deserve some sweetness after everything I put them through. Especially Bakugou.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 74: To the End of the World

Notes:

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

As it turned out, Katsuki’s almost-friendly argument with his mother following Eijirou’s challenge for him had only been a glimpse of what could be. Katsuki and his parents had a bad fight the next day that made all of them put their careful walls back up.

“What the hell was I thinking? I still fucking hate them,” Katsuki grumbled afterward.

They were all making efforts, though. Despite what he’d said, when his parents tentatively tried to make amends the following day, Katsuki let them, and they were back to strained politeness that slowly got more relaxed until one of them went too far and messed up again. It was a lot of trial and error, but Eijirou felt like they were on the right track.

Or at least, he did until Masaru asked them,

“By the way, have you started packing yet?”

Eijirou almost dropped the jug of milk he was holding.

“Right…” he said slowly, remembering that they didn’t have much time left with the tribe. Whether or not Katsuki’s relationship with his parents was on the right track, it wouldn’t matter after they left. “Packing…”

“Maito is going to be within reach soon, right?” Masaru continued.

“You think I don’t know that?” Katsuki scoffed. “I’ve thought about it, but it’s too early to go.”

Eijirou turned toward him, surprised. Katsuki hadn’t told him anything about that! Of course, Eijirou knew, deep down, that their days here were numbered… but it suddenly felt so soon!

“If we go too early, there’s a chance Eijirou will reach his limit before we reach Maito. So we’ll leave in about ten days when Maito is closer.”

“Ten days?!” Eijirou interjected, turning Masaru’s pleased smile into a surprised glance.

Katsuki sent him a confused look. “What? You don’t wanna wait that long?”

“No! I mean, that’s not it!” Eijirou said. “It’s just… I… I guess I kinda forgot it was so soon.”

Katsuki snorted. “You’ve been preparing for this for a year and a half. How could you just forget we’d be able to leave soon?”

“Well… Yeah! I’ve been preparing for so long, it’s weird that we're so close now, right?” Eijirou said, embarrassed.

“Originally, I'd planned for us to leave in two days, you know,” Katsuki pointed out.

Eijirou gulped. Ten days didn’t feel so soon when Katsuki put it that way, but it still felt like they were rushing all of a sudden. And they hadn’t even started packing yet!

“Shouldn’t we start getting ready?” he asked.

Katsuki shrugged. “Our stuff still fits in our packs. Maybe I’ll have another look at my trunk to see what I’m gonna keep and what I wanna get rid of. The rest has just been lent to us so it’s not like we’ll have to sell it or give it away like we did last year when we left our cave.”

“Right… Yeah,” Eijirou said, still trying to process the news.

“I’ll tell Mitsuki that you’re leaving in ten days, then,” Masaru said. “And we’ll be here if you need help with anything.”

Katsuki nodded as his father left. He didn’t get back to work immediately, though. Instead, he looked off into the distance, his gaze lost in the mountains like he was longing for them. Eijirou followed his eyes, trying to figure out what he was looking at.

“Remember how you promised to fly me to the highest peak before we leave?” Katsuki asked suddenly. “The weather hasn’t been too shitty lately.”

Eijirou smiled, glad to have an excuse to think about something other than their approaching departure. “Yeah? You know better than me how far it is, so just tell me when and I’ll carry you any day!” he said, knocking his fists together.

Katsuki turned back toward him with a grin. “Let’s go tomorrow, then. I don’t think it’ll take us all day, but we should leave early and maybe eat up there or something.”

Eijirou accepted with a smile. “You know I’d carry you to the end of the world if you asked me to,” he said.

Katsuki blushed, but he still answered in a heartbeat, “And I’d gladly lead you there if you wanted to go.”

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The weather was perfect the next day. The mornings had been a little cloudy recently, but the sky was clear when Eijirou took off. With only Katsuki on his back—bundled up against the cold—he almost felt light. They’d been traveling around the mountains all winter, but somehow, today felt more like an adventure than his past trips. He couldn’t wait to see the view from the summit, and more importantly, to watch Katsuki’s face light up when he saw it.

Eijirou wasn’t sure if there was a way to have a spring in his wingbeats, but if there was, he’d definitely have one.

After months of learning how to fly higher and higher, further and further, the long-awaited trip to the peak was almost easy. The sun was still rising over the mountains when he landed on the windy, snowy top. Eijirou took a deep breath, enjoying the cold, crisp, thin air. It tasted like home in a way he couldn’t explain.

“Fuck, it’s cold…” Katsuki grumbled as he hopped off Eijirou's back.

“Should I be worried?” Eijirou chuckled, still in his dragon form. With the merciless wind and the sunlight barely reaching them, he could understand his partner’s complaints. Not that it affected him and his thick scales.

“Unless you took off some layers behind my back, you should be fine,” Katsuki shrugged.

“Here I go, then!”

The cold hit Eijirou’s face the moment he shifted back to his human form, stinging like a thousand needles. Good thing it was the only part of his body that was exposed to the weather. Still, once the initial shock passed, it wasn’t too bad. Besides, the view quickly made him forget everything else.

It was breathtaking. The pure blue sky above them, the white, snowy peaks all around glistening in the sun, and below them, the rest of the Golden Mountains lying at their feet. Far in the distance, Eijirou could see the plains of Yuuei, and even catch a glimpse of the sea. He was a little disappointed to be unable to see the land on the other side of the mountains, but the expanse of peaks and valleys was still an amazing sight. Eijirou even thought he could see harpies circling the Roost nearby. It wasn’t much different from what he usually saw when flying, yet it still felt completely new.

Keeping the best for last, Eijirou turned toward Katsuki, a bright smile on his face.

His partner was frowning.

“Something wrong?” Eijirou asked, worried. “Are you cold?”

Katsuki shook his head, but Eijirou still wrapped his arms around him, hoping to shield him from some of the wind. He regretted not having slits for his wings on these clothes. They’d be the perfect windshields.

“The view was better last time,” Katsuki said eventually. “I hadn’t realized before, but… it feels better when I’ve earned it.”

“Oh… Sorry?” Eijirou said.

Katsuki turned around to knock their foreheads together. “Don’t be. It’s still fucking amazing that you flew us all the way up here. Do you have any idea how long it took me on foot? It’s just… maybe we should try to walk all the way up, next time. I’m sure you’d enjoy it more too.”

Eijirou smiled at that. “Yeah? How was it last time?”

“It’s just… it’s completely different. Even in summer, it’s a constant struggle past a certain point. The wind, the cold, the rocks, the snow, the danger… Every step is a fight against the elements and against your own body. When you look up, it’s like the summit is taunting you, but when you look down, it’s like the world belongs to you and you just want to go higher and higher until you can have the whole mountain beneath your feet too,” Katsuki explained, a soft smile on his face. “I can’t describe how it feels, but it’s fucking amazing.”

Eijirou smiled back. “It sounds awesome.”

Katsuki hummed thoughtfully, and his expression got even softer somehow as he added, “Getting to know you felt a bit like that. Annoying harpies included,” he snorted.

“Hey! You can’t say I was hard to befriend,” Eijirou protested fondly. “If anything, you’re the one who was super cold and guarded like this mountain.”

“Wanna talk about the big secret you kept from me?” Katsuki said with a smirk. “Or all I had to do for you to get it through your thick skull that I was courting you?”

“Fine,” Eijirou pouted. “I guess I see where you’re coming from.”

“Anyway, it’d be better to do this in summer,” Katsuki said as he turned back toward the view. “We’ll figure something out.”

Holding him tighter, Eijirou hooked his chin on his partner’s shoulder to admire the landscape as well.

“It sounds dangerous and needlessly hard,” he said with a smile. “I think I’d like that, as long as it’s with you.”

“You fucking sap,” Katsuki huffed, melting in his arms.

Between the merciless cold and the curious harpies who came soon after, their perfect moment of peace didn’t last long. They didn’t even eat at the top like they’d planned, instead spending the rest of the morning walking down some of the way and flying around the mountains, just the two of them—and the occasional group of playful harpy fledglings.

“I can’t wait to leave, but I have to admit, these mountains are fucking gorgeous,” Katsuki remarked as they flew home.

Eijirou’s heart clenched.

He’d almost forgotten they were leaving soon.

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Things got weird after that day. It was like a rift had suddenly opened between Katsuki and him. They were still as close as ever, but while his partner kept talking about Maito and how he couldn’t wait to leave, a fond smile on his face, Eijirou was feeling more and more nervous. Up until now, he’d felt that everything would be just fine, but as the day of their departure grew closer, Eijirou’s anxiousness kept growing.

He wanted to go to Maito, of course. He wanted to be wherever Katsuki was, and he refused to ruin his partner’s dream just because he was nervous. Especially when he knew he had no reason to be. But still…

“Everyone’s gonna love you so much,” Katsuki kept saying. “I can’t wait to show you the main square. Our library is built directly inside one of Maito’s spines.” “It’s always warm in dragon cities, you know. There’s no snow, or rain, or mist like here.” “You’re gonna love the view.”

He smiled so much as he told him all about life on Maito. Eijirou had never seen him so happy. And yet, every time his partner brought up the subject, he could feel his guts clench with apprehension.

The problem, Eijirou realized, was that it wasn’t a temporary thing like before. They were going to stay there. So if Eijirou didn’t like it, he couldn’t just endure it until it was time to leave. Not that it had happened before, but…

What if he didn’t like living on Maito? After all, from what he’d heard, it was completely different from everything he was used to. Or what if Katsuki was wrong and people didn’t like him and thought he didn’t belong because he grew up in Yuuei? What if he offended people terribly and everyone ended up hating him? Would Katsuki even side with him? Would he accept it if Eijirou couldn’t get used to his new life? Would they have to break up, if Eijirou had to leave?

Eijirou sighed, putting down the clothes he was folding. He knew there was no point in wondering, but the mere thought of having to part ways with Katsuki made him want to cry. He could picture the scene perfectly; how Katsuki would look, sorry but firm on his decision to stay, how Eijirou would be dying to kneel and beg him to come with him, or to change his mind and stay even if he could never be truly happy there, how his heart would break… They’d been through so much to be with each other, to go there, and yet…

Eijirou shook his head and forced himself to get back to his task. Wouldn’t it be ironic, though, if the thing that had brought them together ended up being the reason they had to split? Katsuki would have never taken Eijirou as a travel companion if he hadn’t thought he could fly him home, after all. They wouldn’t have spent so much time together and traveled all over Yuuei—or at least, Southern Yuuei—if Eijirou had known what he was from the start. They wouldn’t have gotten so close if Eijirou hadn’t needed help learning how to fly. Everything they’d done so far had been for this one goal. Soon they would reach that goal… but then what?

What if Katsuki realized that he didn’t care about Eijirou now that he didn’t need him anymore?

He was snapped out of his spiraling thoughts when Katsuki came back inside the tent.

“I’ve given away and traded all the shit I don’t need,” he said, sounding quite pleased with himself. “And my parents agreed to keep my trunk until we’re all settled on Maito and we can come back to get it.”

Eijirou forced a smile on his face before turning around to face him. “That’s great!”

Katsuki’s pleased look fell, immediately replaced with a frown. “You’re crying,” he said.

“What? No,” Eijirou replied, hands flying to his cheeks.

Katsuki was right, though, he found out. He was crying.

His partner was by his side in an instant, cupping his face to wipe away his tears and ask,

“What’s wrong?”

Eijirou shook his head. What could he even say? He couldn’t share his worries with Katsuki. His partner had already done everything he could to put them to rest, and Eijirou didn’t want to ruin his good mood anyway. There was nothing to be done, really. All Eijirou could do was suck it up until it was time to leave and hope for the best.

“I was just thinking about us,” he said. “We’ve been through a lot to reach this point, huh.”

Katsuki didn’t look convinced, but he nodded. He didn’t say anything for a while, and Eijirou got back to packing, relieved.

He was an idiot to think he was off the hook, though. He should have known Katsuki was still thinking and trying to piece things together.

“You’re slow,” he eventually said. “You’re usually much faster to pack up your things.”

“I’m doing my best!” Eijirou protested.

“Izuku’s sleeping tea is almost gone too,” Katsuki insisted. “Even the stronger one I never used.”

Damn it… Eijirou should have known his partner would notice, sooner or later. There was no point in denying it now.

“I guess I’m nervous about leaving,” he admitted with a sigh. “I know it’s stupid and you keep telling me that it’ll be fine, but I can’t help it. I don’t doubt you, but I keep thinking and… What if I don’t like it there, Katsuki?”

“Of course you’re gonna love it,” Katsuki retorted. “You’ll be with your people. You’ll finally be home.”

“No, you’ll be home,” Eijirou countered. “I’ll just be in another unknown place. And I want to get to know it, I swear! I want to be home there too, but what if I can’t? What about us, then?”

Katsuki’s eyes widened in realization, and Eijirou immediately regretted putting the thought in his head, too. But it was too late to back down now.

“Why would you think about that shit?” Katsuki asked, like he was stalling for time. “Of course you’re gonna be home there. You’ve made a home everywhere we’ve been so far, even places that couldn’t accept you for who you are. Why wouldn’t you love the place you actually belong to?”

“I know that, but what if I don’t? What if I don’t actually belong there?”

“Of course you do, you’re a dragon shifter. The entire place is built for your needs.”

“It’s built for dragon shifters who’ve grown up there,” Eijirou said. “I didn’t even know how to fly until a few months ago. How can you be so sure that I’ll fit in when all I’ve ever known is Yuuei and the Golden Mountains?”

Katsuki sighed. “We’ll figure it out then, yeah?” he said after a beat of silence. “If things even happen that way.”

Eijirou looked down. It wasn’t the kind of answer he wanted, but it was better than an empty promise. What right did he have to demand that Katsuki give up on his dream for him, anyway? Why should Katsuki be ready to leave the home he’d been chasing after this whole time for him, if Eijirou wasn’t ready to stay there for Katsuki?

Eijirou wrapped his arms around his partner and pulled him closer, holding him like he never wanted to let him go. He kept saying he’d follow Katsuki anywhere, and he meant it. But what if he couldn’t stay?

“We’ll be there soon,” Katsuki said, returning his embrace. “You won’t have to worry for much longer.”

Eijirou smiled. As much as he dreaded their departure, Katsuki’s words were pretty comforting. Soon, he’d be able to see his partner’s home for himself, and then… Then… He’d figure things out. Hopefully, Katsuki was right and he’d settle easily.

“I’ll make sure you’re happy on Maito,” Katsuki continued. “You’ve made me feel at home in the Golden Mountains even when I wanted nothing more than to leave forever. I’ll do everything I can to make you feel at home on Maito too. I promise.”

“It only worked because the whole tribe wanted you to feel at home,” Eijirou wanted to reply. “It only worked because you’ve always been home here, even if you couldn’t see it. I had nothing to do with it.”

Instead, he just thanked Katsuki and held him closer.

Going to Maito wasn’t the end of their adventures, he reminded himself. It was just the beginning of a new chapter, and it was up to them to make it a good one.

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They left three days later. There wasn’t a big party or anything, since they were planning to come back at least once before Maito left for good—more than once, if Eijirou had a say in it. The dragon city wasn’t too far now, but since it would be Eijirou’s first time flying up to one, Katsuki thought it would be better if he didn’t have to carry all of their things.

Still, it felt like they were leaving forever. Their guest home-tent was packed, leaving nothing but an empty spot, a small crowd had gathered to say goodbye, and Izuku and Inko had come just to see them off.

It wasn’t forever but damn, Eijirou wanted to cry. Especially when Izuku and Inko had already started. The old handkerchiefs he got from them were definitely going to come in handy.

“Don’t cry, you nerd!” Katsuki snapped. “We won't even be gone that long this time, damn it! Don’t go dehydrating now.”

“Sorry, Kacchan, but I’m so happy for you,” Izuku sobbed. “And for you too, Eijirou. You’ve both been through so much, and you’re finally going home.”

Eijirou’s guts clenched at that. Maybe Izuku was right, but for now, he mostly felt like home was what he was leaving behind.

But he’d felt the same when he said goodbye to Ochako and Recovery Girl, and to Inasa and Camie, he reasoned. Both times, he’d left a home only to find another one. There was no reason for things not to work out this time as well. Especially when everyone was so convinced that Maito was his home already, even if Eijirou didn't know it yet.

“Try not to forget about us,” Rikidou said with a smile. Eijirou nodded and touched the old armband he got from him the day before.

“Yeah, and make sure to say hi when you come back for the rest of your stuff,” Mashirao added.

“Of course, we will!” Eijirou said, hand flying to the new belt around his waist.

Both tokens from his friends helped settle his nerves a little. No matter how far apart they’d be, he’d still carry part of them with him.

To think he’d come here believing he would be in a hostile place, and in the end, his hoard had never grown so much at once. All he was missing was something from Katsuki’s parents. They never got too close, but it still felt important, especially given how much their relationship had grown for the past few weeks. When he’d asked the night before, though, all they said was that they’d have something ready before they left. He wondered if it would be rude to ask now…

Mitsuki and Masaru were the last to say goodbye. They did their best to hide it, but Eijirou could tell that they were sad to see them go.

“Well, I guess this is it…” Mitsuki said. “I'm glad you decided to spend winter with us. It was good to see you again, brat. I’m grateful you gave us a chance to clear some things up a little. And Eijirou, I know we didn't start on the right foot, but I'm glad I met you too. I wanted to resent you at first for taking my son away, but I couldn't after seeing how much you make him smile. Keep up the good work, kid!”

Eijirou smiled at the compliment. “You can count on me!”

“You're both welcome whenever you want,” she continued. “As long as I live, you'll always have a home among our tribe.”

Eijirou sniffled a little as he nodded. Next to him, Katsuki looked guarded, like the words made him happy but he didn't want to show it.

“Katsuki, I’m happy I could see you again,” Masaru said. “I’m so proud of the man you’ve become. You’ve never let anything get in the way of what you want, and I’m glad you could find happiness in the end, even if it’s not with us. Never lose sight of it.”

Katsuki rolled his eyes, but his lips twitched at the words as he tried to hide his smile. “It wasn’t too shitty being back,” he mumbled.

Masaru smiled.

“Eijirou, it was a pleasure to meet you,” he continued, turning toward him. “I haven't been able to help you as much as I'd have liked, but it was a joy to see you slowly find your place among our tribe. I'm happy that you're part of our family. The dragon shifters will be lucky to have you, son.”

Eijirou had managed to contain his emotions just fine before, but hearing Masaru call him part of his family made his eyes mist up. He hadn't realized until now how much he'd been longing for this.

“Thank you. I’ll never forget about my time here,” he said, choked up but smiling. “I’m so grateful for everything you’ve done for us. And for me. You guys, the whole tribe, these mountains… It was the first time I could really be myself, not just around people I know and trust, but around complete strangers too. Until now, home was just a remote space with a handful of close friends, but here, for the first time, it could be so much more. I’d never dreamed of being able to be myself so openly before. You don’t know how much it means to me. I can never thank you enough for this.”

Eijirou’s smile was wobbling by the time he was done speaking, but he was glad he could let it out. He knew he’d find another supportive community among the dragon shifters, but the Golden Mountains would forever be special to him. They were his first taste of true freedom. How could anything else ever compare to that?

“Come on, kid, don’t say this now,” Mitsuki huffed, voice wavering just a little while the Midoriyas were crying once again. “What are you even gonna say when you leave for good?”

“I’m sure I’ll think of something,” Eijirou chuckled.

“We’re not gonna leave ‘for good’ anyway,” Katsuki grumbled, fidgeting with his red and blue necklaces—the ones from the summer festival, Eijirou realized; the ones from his parents. “I’m sure I’ll hear you bitching about it all the way on Maito if we don’t visit next spring.”

“There’s no need to come back if you’re gonna be all grumpy about it, brat,” Mitsuki huffed, smiling at the sight of her necklaces displayed on her son’s chest.

Katsuki answered with a huff of his own, but didn’t let the argument escalate.

“Anyway, we’ll have some last-minute gifts for you two, so don’t forget to come back,” she said after a beat of silence.

“As if you’re gonna bait us with gifts,” Katsuki grumbled. “You still have most of our stuff anyway.”

“In the meantime, Eijirou, we have what you asked for,” Masaru said, ignoring his son’s comment before Mitsuki took the bait. He searched through his bag and produced an old, faded piece of orange fabric with a wolf pattern. “This was Katsuki’s baby blanket.”

Eijirou gasped. He couldn’t believe they’d give him something so precious.

“The fuck are you still doing with that?!” Katsuki yelled, embarrassed.

“Well, you weren’t here, so we had to hold onto something,” Mitsuki retorted.

“It’s been a great source of comfort to us through the years, but I think it’s time we let it go,” Masaru said. “We know our son is in good hands now.”

Eijirou took it gravely and nodded. It was so soft under his fingers, so small, and yet, he could feel the weight of what Katsuki’s parents had just handed to him.

“I’ll take good care of it,” he said, knowing already that it was going to be one of the most treasured pieces of his hoard.

Katsuki hissed and snarled when his parents tried to hug him, but he still let them do it for a few seconds before slipping out of their embrace. Eijirou let them do it to their hearts’ content, and soon, he was surrounded in a big hug with all his friends in the tribe.

“Let’s fucking go. We’ll never reach Maito if we wait too long,” Katsuki grumbled when they released him, interrupting Izuku’s stream of things to tell his friends on Maito. “And don’t forget we’re coming back anyway.”

“We’ll be waiting for you,” Masaru smiled. “Stay safe!”

“Say hi to Shouta for us, brat,” Mitsuki added. “Tell him we’ll have a good bottle waiting for him if he visits.”

Katsuki seemed surprised by that, but he still nodded.

Eijirou shifted while everyone gave their last recommendations. Then, Katsuki hopped on his back, and it was time to go.

Somehow, taking off and flying away wasn’t as hard as Eijirou had thought. Despite his apprehension, he felt better after saying goodbye to everyone. Knowing he still had a month before he couldn’t see them again helped, too. Having this buffer made the future seem a lot less uncertain.

Soon enough, Eijirou had left all thoughts of the home he was leaving behind on the ground, focused solely on the one that was waiting for him in the sky. He was still worried, but more hopeful than ever. He’d worked too hard for this moment to let his apprehension ruin it. He didn’t know what life on Maito would be like, but now that it was so close, he couldn’t wait to find out.

A new life was waiting for him, and as always, he trusted Katsuki to guide him through this adventure.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! And that you're excited to see the dragon cities from up close! (unless you've read the MinaTetsu spin off)

I decided that I couldn't be the only one who doesn't feel worried about things until they're really close and then I worry big time. Sorry Kirishima!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 75: Home, Sweet Home

Notes:

Time for Dragons!

Also, if you don't know what characters I'm talking about (I am, after all, running out of main characters for this), check out my quick and easy guide below.

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

Katsuki couldn’t stop smiling as he guided Eijirou toward Maito. Neither the cold nor the piercing wind could ruin his mood as he flew toward the home to which he’d been trying to return for a decade. He was almost thankful for the prickles on his skin. In his dreams, the temperature was never an issue. This was grounding. It reminded him that it was real.

Thanks to the dragon dance and careful studying of the night sky and their surroundings, he knew exactly where to find the dragon city. And when he noticed a big gathering of clouds right above Toyomitsu’s village, he knew he’d found what he was looking for.

“We’re almost there,” he told Eijirou, tugging on a horn to guide him toward it. “There, go higher and fly toward the clouds. It’s Maito’s cover.”

“Through clouds, got it,” Eijirou laughed.

“Not through them, dumbass!” Katsuki exclaimed, barking a laugh as he shook his partner’s horn.

He knew Eijirou was trying to rile him up, but it wasn’t working: Katsuki was grinning so hard his cheeks hurt. He could practically smell his home now, and although he’d been worried for the past few days, even Eijirou seemed excited to reach their destination now.

“Remember: greet them when I tell you, make sure Maito can see you, and circle above the main square until you’re told you can land.”

Eijirou nodded as he flew higher and higher.

For a moment, Katsuki almost worried they hadn’t trained enough. The clouds were getting closer but Eijirou seemed to struggle to get above them. It took a small push from Katsuki’s own wind magic for them to do it. As soon as they breached the clouds Maito was in sight.

The dragon city was every bit as breathtaking as Katsuki remembered. The reddish-brown hues of Maito’s gigantic silhouette loomed stark against the pure blue sky, with sunlight barely filtering through the Old One’s leathery wings. It was exactly like in Katsuki’s memory: the houses on the flanks, the crates stored under the dragon’s belly, the tiny specks of dragon shifters flying all around, looking like flies compared to the gigantic Old One…

Katsuki could only stare in awe until Eijirou looked up and saw it too. It must have been just as impressive to him as it was to Katsuki, because they suddenly dropped as his partner forgot to fly for a beat or two.

“Sorry!” he exclaimed as he regained altitude with some help from Katsuki.

At least it shook them both out of their awed trance.

“Don’t fly under them before you’ve introduced yourself, it’s rude,” Katsuki said, steering Eijirou away from Maito, so he had space to fly up to their level.

They were so focused on making their way up that neither of them noticed when a curious dragon flew in their direction. The polite greeting from afar startled Katsuki, who turned around sharply to find a familiar two-toned dragon, whose slender dark purple body slowly shifted to a deep forest green toward her extremities.

She seemed as surprised to see Katsuki as he was, almost halting mid-swoop as she gasped,

“Katsuki, is that you?!”

Katsuki grinned, proud and just a little cocky. “Long time no see, Setsuna!”

“Old Ones, it’s really you! I can’t believe it! How did you…? Who’s your friend?” she asked in Pure Draconic, circling around them excitedly.

“This is Eijirou,” Katsuki replied. “We’re courting,” he felt the need to add.

“Hi!” Eijirou said, obviously excited but way too focused on flying up to introduce himself properly.

“Nice to meet you! I hope the winds and stars blessed you in your travels,” she replied, greeting him formally before turning her attention back to Katsuki. “I can’t believe you’re really back! This is… Wow. I’ll go tell everyone you’re coming,” Setsuna said after circling them a few more times. “Go introduce your mate to Maito in the meantime.”

“We’re not mated yet!” Katsuki exclaimed, cheeks burning despite the biting cold.

Too late. She was too far to have heard him.

Looking up, Katsuki watched the other shifters surround Setsuna, obviously asking about them, while a few more circled the new arrivals at a safe distance.

“Wow, it really is you!” one of them exclaimed.

He’d grown a lot since Katsuki last saw him, but he’d recognize these pale green scales, sharp spines, and mandible-like jaws anywhere. So Togaru still lived here too, huh…

Katsuki gave Eijirou the signal to announce his presence, and right after the friendly roar, he shouted at the top of his lungs, “That’s right, I’m back!” He laughed, letting out a couple of explosions that seemed to frighten the younger dragons.

As Eijirou made his way toward Maito’s head, the other shifters circled them a few times with friendly greetings before heading back toward the Old One. Katsuki didn’t know any of them aside from Togaru, he realized. They were either too young to have met him, or they must have come after he left.

What about the others, though? Setsuna and Togaru couldn’t be the only ones left, right?

Katsuki shook his head, easily dislodging the thought.

He couldn’t stop smiling as they reached Maito’s enormous eye, gliding next to it and matching the Old One’s lazy pace. From up close, it was easy to confuse the quiet, barely-moving dragon with a floating mountain, but their eyes were proof that they were very much alive. Even now that he'd grown up, the one in front of him was much bigger than Katsuki. Maito’s scales were dulled by age and their spines had mostly eroded, but their eyes, with their deep, warm shade of brown, still had a healthy, intelligent shine that never ceased to amaze him. Looking into it felt like diving into a well of ageless wisdom.

“Don’t get too close, give them some space to see you,” Katsuki said, guiding Eijirou just a little further away.

The slight movement of Maito’s pupil was the only sign that the Old One had noticed their presence. They didn’t move, didn’t make a sound, just gliding peacefully through the sky.

“Long time no see!” Katsuki grinned as he waved the Old One. “It’s me, Katsuki. I’m back! And I’ve brought someone with me, too!”

Katsuki wondered for a beat if Maito even remembered him, but he soon decided that it didn’t matter. At least, there was no sign that the Old One was rejecting them. He’d never seen it happen, but he’d heard stories about people being violently blown away while trying to land on a dragon city, usually because they came with nefarious intentions. Old Ones could sense that and they were never wrong; or so the stories said.

Eijirou tried to say something, but between how much he still struggled to speak while flying and how flustered he seemed—which Katsuki couldn’t blame him for—Katsuki ended up taking over, introducing him properly.

There was still no acknowledgement from Maito, but that was to be expected. Old Ones never directly acknowledged anyone, or at least, not in a way anyone could understand. What mattered was that their presence seemed to be accepted. And with the introduction—and reintroduction—done, it was time to head to the main square.

It was a good thing Setsuna had announced their presence already. Eijirou seemed exhausted and Katsuki didn’t think his partner would have the energy to wait too long for the signal to land. Thankfully, Shouta was already waiting for them, along with quite the crowd on the main square, though there was still plenty of space for Eijirou to land without trouble. It was a lot less graceful and controlled than Katsuki had gotten used to, but he expected that much: Eijirou had really pushed himself today.

The murmurs in the crowd died down when Katsuki hopped off Eijirou’s back to face Shouta. The chief regarded him with a stern, scrutinizing look that would have seemed hostile, had Katsuki been unaware that it was just his resting face.

“Katsuki,” he said. “So you’ve found your way back here.”

Katsuki grinned. “What? Did you think I wouldn’t be able to make it back?”

Shouta’s expression remained the same. Katsuki expected to see a small change, a sign of how proud Shouta was of him, how glad he was to have him back, but there was nothing. Had it been so long that he couldn’t read his chief’s face anymore? Or had Shouta become better at hiding his emotions in the past decade?

“I should have seen it coming,” he said with a tired sigh. “And who’s your friend?”

Eijirou shifted back to his human form immediately and took a nervous step closer to Katsuki, like he was trying to hide behind him.

“Go on, introduce yourself,” Katsuki whispered, elbowing him lightly.

Eijirou gulped, but still took a step forward, standing taller as he said, “Hi! I’m Kirish– Uh, Eijirou! I’m Eijirou. I’m Katsuki’s, um…” He paused, losing countenance, and whispered to Katsuki in Plainspeak, “Dude, what are we? What’s the word in Draconic?”

“We’re courting,” Katsuki said. There wasn’t really a word for what they were in Draconic. For dragon shifters, only being mated counted as anything, and they weren’t there yet.

Of course, there were whispers of surprise in the crowd, and even Shouta looked confused. Katsuki couldn’t blame them. A dragon shifter who needed help with Draconic, especially to say something as simple as that, was practically unheard of. It had seemed impossible even to Katsuki before he found out the truth about Eijirou, after all.

“Eijirou of…?” Shouta asked, obviously expecting him to add the name of his dragon city, as was customary. Even city-hoppers had something—either the name of the Old One they were born on, or the more general ‘of the Wind’.

“Oh, uh… Eijirou of Yuuei I guess?” he said nervously. “Or, well, I could tell you the name of my village but you probably wouldn’t know where it is, so, uh…”

It only increased Shouta’s confusion. Katsuki had never seen the chief look so lost. He would have let it go on just to see how much further he could take things, but Eijirou was growing more and more uncomfortable. He was getting lost in nervous muttering, so before he could turn into Izuku, Katsuki took over.

“It’s kind of a long story, but he grew up in Yuuei,” he said.

“Oh, yeah, right!” Eijirou exclaimed. “I should have started with that, I guess. Sorry,” he added with a nervous chuckle. “Um… So my parents found me when I was a baby, and we think I fell from my dragon city? We don’t know where I’m from, though. I grew up in Yuuei and I lived there until Katsuki found me.”

“And the people in Yuuei accepted you?” someone asked from the crowd, sounding like she couldn’t believe her ears.

“Well, not really, no,” Eijirou admitted with an embarrassed look. “My parents made me hide the whole… dragon thing and all that. You know? I didn’t even know I was a dragon shifter before Katsuki found me. But I’m here now! Um… hopefully… to stay? If you don’t mind! I mean, please?”

Shouta smiled for the first time since they arrived. It was no more than a twitch of his lips, but it softened his entire face, just like in Katsuki’s memories.

“Of course, Eijirou. You’re welcome here for as long as you want to stay. I’m Shouta, the chief, and in the name of all of us… welcome home.”

Eijirou’s face brightened up at that, and his shoulders slowly relaxed. “Really? Thank you so much!” he exclaimed.

“See? I told you they’d accept you right away,” Katsuki whispered with a smile.

Eijirou answered with a grin so bright it was almost blinding.

“I take it you’re staying too, Katsuki?” Shouta asked, bringing their attention back to him.

“Obviously,” Katsuki said. “D’you have any idea of all the troubles I had to go through to be here?”

There was a beat of silence as he tried to read Shouta’s gaze.

“Did you two make a stop in your tribe before coming here?” he eventually asked.

So that was what was bothering him, huh. It would explain why he was so guarded. And it would be easy to put his worries to rest, too.

“We’ve stayed with them all winter,” Katsuki said. “The Hag sends her regards. She said she’d have a bottle for you if you decide to visit.”

Shouta’s expression softened and his whole posture relaxed at the confirmation that she knew her son was here and didn’t have any objections.

“Alright, then. I’ll check which houses are free so you two can settle,” he said.

“The one next to mine is free!” Setsuna shouted suddenly, raising a hand to get his attention. “On the left flank, the one just to the front. There hasn’t been anyone there since that family of city-hoppers left.”

Shouta sent her a surprised look, but he nodded in assent.

“Will one house be enough?” he asked, turning back toward them.

“We’re staying together, yeah,” Katsuki nodded.

“Good. If someone wants to guide you there…”

“I’ll do it,” Setsuna said. “Follow me, you two!”

The crowd parted to let them pass. So far, the welcome hadn’t quite been as joyful as Katsuki had hoped, but he could understand. He had returned unexpectedly, with an unknown dragon shifter who claimed to have grown up among humans, and in a country that was known for being hostile to all sapients, at that. It was a lot to take in. They’d probably be over it before dinner, though.

Things were a bit awkward as Setsuna walked them to their new place. Since they were healthy young people, naturally their house would be one of the cabins that could only be accessed by climbing down ladders or flying. Still, it was pretty well-located. Not too far from the top. It was the kind of house Katsuki was always eyeing back when he thought he would stay here forever.

He could feel Eijirou growing more and more nervous as the slope got steeper, though.

“Are we gonna be okay like this, Katsuki?” he whispered on the way. “I’m not that good at flying yet, and…”

“We’ll be fine, don’t worry,” Katsuki replied. “You’ll get used to it in no time, I promise.”

Eijirou didn’t seem entirely convinced, but he still nodded.

“Here it is!” Setsuna said, expertly jumping down to the landing platform of a small wooden cabin perched on Maito’s flank.

Katsuki followed her without hesitation, using his cape and wind magic for a smooth landing. Meanwhile, Eijirou carefully used the ladder under Setsuna’s perplexed stare.

“My place is right here,” she said when he finally joined them, still looking confused as she pointed at the cabin right next to theirs. Their landing platforms were only one jump away from each other.

“So you’ve got your own place now,” Katsuki said. She was still living with her family when he left. He knew he’d been away for a while, but it still felt so strange…

“Yeah, I moved in not too long after…” She sent him a nervous glance. “… Not too long after you left. It was getting a bit cramped, with everyone.”

Katsuki nodded. It made sense. Unless the dragon city was overcrowded, it was common for children to leave their parents’ house early to live on their own. It wasn’t much of a change after all, since they weren’t leaving their community. Besides, it was better to keep the number of empty houses to a minimum, so they wouldn’t deteriorate without anyone noticing.

“Do you need any help settling in?” Setsuna asked after a beat of awkward silence. “It hasn’t been empty for that long, but it could probably use a little work. Oh, you only have your bags, don’t you? Is there anything else you need?”

“We’re good. We barely have any shit, so I guess we’re just gonna clean up for now,” Katsuki said.

Setsuna nodded. “Good! I guess I’ll let you get to it, then. I can show you around later, if you want. Not that the place has changed much since last time, but, well, since Eijirou doesn’t know it…”

“Yeah, let’s do that. We’ll tell you when we’re ready,” Katsuki agreed, wondering why Eijirou wasn’t saying anything as Setsuna left.

His partner was crushing his hand in silence, eyes glued to the sea of clouds beneath them.

“Something wrong?” Katsuki asked once they were on their own, turning toward him.

“We’re really high up,” Eijirou said.

“We sure are,” Katsuki nodded.

“And the houses… They’re… small…”

“They’re mostly just for sleeping and storing our stuff, remember?” Katsuki said. “Everything else is around the main square.”

Eijirou nodded. “They’re also… The floor is… There’s nothing underneath.”

“There are other houses, since we’re on the upper flank,” Katsuki pointed out.

“Right…” Eijirou said, still looking nervous.

Katsuki huffed a laugh, squeezing his hand. “Are you scared of falling?”

“Maybe?”

“You’re a dragon, dumbass. You can fly,” Katsuki chuckled.

Eijirou nodded nervously.

“And I can fly too,” Katsuki added. “There’s nothing to worry about. Besides, someone’s house falling or someone falling through the floor has never happened in living memory.”

“Right…” Eijirou repeated. “Yeah, I guess it’s really dumb.”

Katsuki took a step closer and cupped his cheek, forcing his partner to look at him before knocking their foreheads together.

“Hey, relax. You’ll get used to it.”

Eijirou nodded, and Katsuki watched, satisfied, as some of his partner’s tension left him.

“Alright, let’s have a look at the inside,” he finally said. “There should be some furniture already.”

Katsuki opened the door to their tiny cabin with a little flourish and made way for his partner. He was glad to see that Eijirou's nervousness gave way to excitement as he entered.

The place was pretty much everything Katsuki expected to find: a single room with a bed in a corner, a table, and an old wooden chair they’d probably have to replace at some point. And more importantly, to the right was the one thing Katsuki had missed the most in dragon cities: the water pump.

Water wasn’t easy to collect here, since it had to be gathered from the clouds below and carried all the way to the top of the Old One, but they never lacked it and it was very easy to distribute in every individual house from the massive cisterns on Maito’s back. It was cold, of course, and people generally went to the heated bathhouse on Maito's back, but having clean water directly in the house was still one of his favorite things here.

Just as he’d hoped, Eijirou was pretty impressed with the plumbing.

“So, what do you think?” Katsuki asked once they were done exploring and cleaning the place.

“It’s empty…” Eijirou said slowly. “But we can make it work!” he concluded with a grin. “I can’t wait to decorate it!”

“Damn right!” Katsuki nodded. “We’ll have plenty of time for that. And we can find a good place for your hoard too!”

“Yeah! Finally!” Eijirou grinned. “Oh, do you think I can get a decorated trunk for it? I keep thinking about how cool and practical yours is.”

Katsuki smiled at that. “Hmm, we’ll see about that,” he said. “So, you like it for now?”

Eijirou nodded, smiling. “Yes! I was really nervous but… so far, so good? And the air is… I don’t know how to explain it, but it smells familiar. It makes me feel safe somehow?” He glanced at the window, and added, “Well, as long as I don’t think too much about… the height.”

Katsuki snorted. “It should get better when you’re more comfortable with flying, I guess.”

“I hope so!”

Setsuna came back soon after, carrying a second chair for them.

“I figured you might need another one. I take it you’re all settled now?” she asked after giving their place a glance over.

They nodded, and soon, they were on their way back to the main square. The crowd had dispersed now, and only a handful of people remained, walking around and doing their own thing in various states of shifting.

Katsuki felt like he was dreaming. After everything he’d been through, he couldn’t believe he was finally back. It was just like he remembered, too. Same buildings, same people only older, same endless blue sky all around… 

First, Setsuna led Eijirou to the gigantic pantry and kitchen, wanting to get it over with before dinner preparations started. Eijirou was especially impressed by the huge pots and pans that were made to feed everyone.

“So you really share all the food you have with everyone?” Eijirou asked, amazed. “I’ve been told that so many times, but it’s so different to see it myself…”

“Yeah, we share a lot of things, especially food,” Setsuna nodded. “We keep a few things for ourselves, though. And we all eat dinner together too, you’ll see! It’s pretty impressive to Land Dwellers, from what I’ve seen with Katsuki and Izuku, but they both got used to it super fast. Also, you’ll be properly introduced to everyone before dinner is served.”

“I can’t wait,” Eijirou grinned, missing the quick, worried glance Setsuna sent in Katsuki’s direction.

Katsuki just nodded, hoping to convey that he knew about Izuku coming here already.

Then came the library and the various workshops around the square, the baths and wash house, the fields further down Maito’s back, the orchards, the wilder area around the tail…

Everywhere they went, memories resurfaced in Katsuki’s mind. Things that had only belonged to his dreams for the past ten years were suddenly right before his eyes. The library, where he’d devour every book he could find and play hide and seek with the other kids until they were kicked out by annoyed adults; the kitchen, where he’d spend hours basking in the heat and watching the flames, tucked in a corner where he didn’t bother anyone; the fields, where they’d chase each other until they were recruited to help out, and the tail…

“It’s so nostalgic being back here with you…” Setsuna said, looking at the group of kids playing around one of Maito’s worn-down spines.

Katsuki could only nod. The tail was his favorite place as a kid. Since it was so narrow and unstable, barely included in Maito’s bubble of calm winds, it was mostly left alone, except when it came to keeping the Old One’s scales clean and healthy. For children, it was a place of freedom. They tended to neglect it as their flying skills improved, preferring to play and show off in the air, but as they got older, it was also a good place to just settle down and talk without getting in anyone’s way. Not that Katsuki had much time for that, since he was sent back to his tribe around that time…

He shook his head. Now wasn’t the time to dwell on the past.

Setsuna stopped talking and Katsuki turned to see her looking at him with that same weird awkwardness from earlier. It hadn’t quite left her this whole time, despite her efforts to hide it.

“What’s wrong?” he asked.

She looked down. Sighed.

“I’m so sorry!” she exclaimed a second later, the words exploding out of her mouth like they’d been stuck there the whole time.

Katsuki’s guts clenched at the apologies, bringing back different memories he’d rather have kept buried. Her conflicted expression when he tried to ask her to fly him home. The way she couldn’t even look at him. His old friends turning away from him and acting like he didn’t exist. Setsuna was the only one who still acknowledged his presence, he remembered. Oh, how he hated her apologetic, pitying glances back then…

“I don’t know how much you had to go through to come back here, but I’m so sorry I didn’t fly you home myself!” she continued, still not looking at him. “I wanted to, I swear, but I was always told I shouldn’t, and then you left and–”

“Don’t,” Katsuki interrupted her before it could get worse. “Just… don’t fucking worry about it. It’s all in the past now.”

She looked up, surprised, her eyelashes wet with unshed tears. “B-But we–”

“I said don’t!” Katsuki said louder. “It’s fucking fine. We’re fine. Besides, if I didn't have to look for my own dragon to bring me back, Eijirou would still be stuck in Yuuei with no idea of who he is, or worse. So it's all for the best, really. Now, where are we going next?”

She stared at him for a beat. From the corner of his eye, Katsuki could see Eijirou doing the same. They both looked like they couldn’t believe their ears. As if Katsuki should let her apologize for shit she wasn’t responsible for. It wasn’t like she had any say in it. If his old Hag had made them–

A flash of the pained expression on his mother’s face when she apologized for that passed through his mind. Katsuki squashed it down mercilessly. He didn’t need that shit now. He was home. He didn’t care about the rest. And neither should Setsuna.

“W-Well… I guess all there’s left to see is the storage area below the belly and Maito's head, and then we’re good,” she stammered. “Um… I guess we’ll go in that order, yeah?”

“Sounds good,” Katsuki nodded.

They had to fly to reach the storage area beneath Maito, but instead of riding on Eijirou's back, Katsuki used his cape and his explosions to fly alongside them, just like he used to.

He’d missed this sensation so much. This freedom. Flying was so much easier here, where he didn’t have to worry about taking off. The trip down to storage and then up to Maito’s head almost felt too short. He couldn’t wait to share the joy of flight with Eijirou properly, and to dance in the sky with him.

As Setsuna answered his partner’s questions about the area on Maito's head and the Old One in general, Katsuki took in the view before them, with the sea of clouds underneath and the endless horizon.

“So you’re not supposed to just come here whenever, but sometimes it’s a nice place to be when you need to be alone with your thoughts. Never be loud, though! The only time when it’s allowed is when we’re holding an important ceremony, like a mating or something,” Setsuna concluded. “Anything else you’d like to know?”

Katsuki focused on the conversation again as they walked back toward the main square, answering all of Eijirou’s questions along with Setsuna.

They paused when they heard a bell ring, and Katsuki found himself closing his eyes to better savor the familiar sound from his childhood.

“What’s that?” Eijirou asked, looking around curiously for the source of the sound.

Setsuna smiled. “It means dinner is ready.”

Back when they were kids, they used to race to the main square every time. And today, Katsuki was tempted to do it again. He couldn’t wait to have his first taste of dragon shifter food in ten years.

Notes:

Character guide:
Setsuna = Tokage Setsuna from 2B who can split her body in several parts
Togaru = Kamakiri Togaru from 2B who kinda looks like an insect
They were both against Bakugou's team in the Joint Training Arc and I figured they'd be good dragons around Bakugou's age

And just in case, Nemuri is Midnight, Hizashi is Present Mic and Shouta is Aizawa. And I think that's it!

I hope you liked it!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 76: Settling In

Notes:

My kitchen is in shambles (for planned, controlled reasons) but new chapters don't wait.

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

As everyone sat down, Maito’s chief took a moment before food was served to announce Eijirou and Katsuki's arrival. Katsuki had told Eijirou about these pre-dinner speeches. Dinner was the time when most people were gathered in the same place, after all. Not everyone came for shared meals, but today, the main square was especially crowded—at least according to Katsuki.

It was an intimidating sight. The main square had seemed huge when they first came, but with so many people gathered here, it didn’t look so big anymore. Eijirou felt bad for standing in front of such an impressive crowd, and he had to take a step back to remind himself that he wasn’t alone.

Even as Shouta spoke, standing on a small podium, Eijirou could see bowls of food being passed around efficiently. No one was reaching for their meal, though, focused on their chief and patiently waiting for everyone to be served.

It started with a report of what they were doing on Maito—something about cleaning a cistern or something—and asking for volunteers for extra tasks that Eijirou didn’t really understand. To his surprise, Setsuna was standing by the chief’s side, just a step behind him. There were also a handful of other people behind the two of them. Eijirou wondered who they were.

“And now, for more exciting news…” Shouta said. “First of all, Katsuki is officially back with us, and he’s here to stay.”

Katsuki grinned as he took a step forward. There was a round of enthusiastic applause that made Eijirou smile. He’d been worried by their initial reaction, but he guessed Katsuki was right when he said they were just surprised to see him.

“We also welcome Eijirou, who has come with Katsuki,” Shouta continued. “Eijirou, if you’d like to introduce yourself…”

Eijirou nodded and gulped. He was feeling a lot less nervous this time around, now that he knew he was welcome here, but he could still mess up now…

“Go on, I promise there’s no way you can fuck this up,” Katsuki whispered as he gave him a light push forward.

Eijirou looked up at the crowd in front of him. It felt like everyone on Maito was gathered here, smiling and patiently waiting for him to speak. Most of them had food in their laps, but their eyes were on him. Through the crowd, Eijirou noticed wings, horns, tails, and patches of colorful scales. They were all in various stages of shifting, like it was the most natural thing in the world. They were all like him. They were his people.

Eijirou took a deep breath and felt himself relax a little. They seemed happy to have him here. They were Katsuki’s chosen people too. He had nothing to fear from them.

“Hi everyone!” Eijirou said, immediately hating himself for forgetting the formal introduction, and pretty much everything that was supposed to come afterward. “I’m Eijirou, Katsuki’s… um… well I’m the one who carried him here. I grew up in Southern Yuuei and I didn’t know anything about dragon shifters and your culture before I met him, so please be patient with me if I mess up, and don’t hesitate to tell me if I do something wrong!”

There were exclamations of shock and murmurs of disbelief among the crowd. It was obvious that everyone wanted to ask more about him, but before it could happen, Shouta took over.

“If you want to tell us your story after dinner, I’m sure everyone will be thrilled to hear it,” he said, putting a hand on Eijirou’s shoulder as he took a step forward. “For now, everyone give him a warm welcome. Thanks to Katsuki’s help, one of ours has come back to us today!”

His announcement was followed by cheers and applause. It felt a lot tamer than the Barbarians, somehow, but no less enthusiastic. They were just less raucous in general, Eijirou guessed. It was followed by a few shouts of welcome and thanks for Katsuki that made Eijirou grin.

“Eijirou, we’ll talk about how you and Katsuki will fit in tomorrow morning,” Shouta said quietly as the cheers died down. “Rest and get a feel of everything for tonight.”

Eijirou nodded and joined Katsuki while Shouta concluded his speech. He was briefly introduced to a few other people who held important roles on Maito, such as the loud and energetic Hizashi, or the quieter but no less enthusiastic Nemuri. Then, Setsuna led them toward the food so they could get served as well, and everyone started eating.

After months with the Barbarians, who either ate on their own or fought for everything during parties, seeing people being so peaceful and organized around food made Eijirou smile. As much as he enjoyed Barbarian culture, the constant fighting was something he wasn’t going to miss. He understood it now, but as someone who’d grown up in an environment where people tried to avoid unnecessary conflict, it had been exhausting.

Taking a bite, Eijirou barely recognized any of the flavors in the food. It was meat and vegetables, that was for sure, and some potatoes too, but… The spices were unknown, some of the vegetables were unknown, and everything mixed together created something that was completely new to him.

“What do you think?” Katsuki asked with a smug look.

Eijirou smiled. “It’s delicious!”

“I take it you’ll want to work in the kitchen, Katsuki?” Setsuna asked.

Katsuki nodded in assent.

“And what about you, Eijirou? Anything you’re interested in?”

“Well… I’d love to help out at the forge if they’ll have me, but I might be a little rusty,” Eijirou said. “Oh, or I could be useful in the orchard! I grew up in one, I’m good with trees.”

“Both really interesting options,” Setsuna said. “We’ll see which we need more. Maybe you’ll end up doing both?”

“You seem to know a lot,” Katsuki remarked. “And you were standing with Shouta too, during his speech. Is he training you or something?”

Setsuna blushed and gave him an embarrassed look. “Well… Yeah, kind of,” she admitted. “I just thought… You see, I was a bit unsure when Shouta offered, but when I came back from my…” She used a word Eijirou didn’t understand here. “… I realized that it was something I really wanted to do.”

“From your what?” Eijirou asked, confused.

“Her coming-of-age trip,” Katsuki translated for him. “Mina’s probably told you about it. Every dragon shifter around twenty is supposed to spend a year away from their dragon city, usually to visit others.” He paused for a beat and added with an amused smile, “I guess Izuku spending a year here was kind of like his coming-of-age trip…” He shook his head and turned back toward Setsuna to add, “Congrats on being the future chief, then.”

“Thanks! I really hope I won’t have to take over anytime soon, though,” she chuckled. “I can’t believe Shouta was only twenty when he became chief. I’ve been training for years and I still don’t feel ready!”

Katsuki frowned. “Was he really that young?”

“Yeah! It’s strange, right? He seemed so old and wise when we were kids. I couldn’t believe it either,” she said. “He’d only been chief for about a year when you came here, you know? He came back from his coming-of-age trip and bam! He said I’d still get help and support like he did, once he decides to step down, and he’d started training earlier than I did, but I don’t think I could have done it if I were him.”

“That’s really impressive,” Eijirou said.

“Right? I admire him so much! He’s a tough mentor and he sucks at explaining stuff sometimes, but I’m glad I can learn from him,” Setsuna said with a smile.

They spent the rest of the meal alternating between talking about life on Maito and Eijirou listening as Katsuki and Setsuna shared old stories from their childhood.

Eijirou still could hardly believe Katsuki had forgiven her so easily. His partner had told him how his old “friends” had treated him after he was sent back to the Golden Mountains, and Eijirou had been horrified. Plus, Katsuki had waited until he was losing sleep before he agreed to talk to his parents and start the slow and still unfinished process of tolerating their presence. So the last thing Eijirou had expected when Setsuna apologized was for his partner to say that it was all in the past and he didn’t care anymore.

Eijirou shook his head. As long as Katsuki was happy, there was no reason for him to worry. And Katsuki had been beaming ever since they landed on Maito. Eijirou had never seen him in such a radiant mood. He felt a little overwhelmed by everything, since it was all so new to him, but his doubts disappeared every time he caught sight of Katsuki’s contented expression. Besides, Eijirou didn’t feel overwhelmed in a bad way. It was quite the opposite, actually. Everything was so exciting he didn’t even have time to worry!

He knew it wasn’t going to last, but… just as he'd told his partner earlier, “so far, so good”. And just as Katsuki had predicted, everyone seemed thrilled to have him.

Lots of people came to introduce themselves to him shortly after dinner. He’d been mostly left alone during his tour of Maito with Setsuna, aside from a few curious looks, but now, Eijirou felt like the whole town wanted to talk to him. It was an onslaught of new faces and names, and he was pretty sure he wouldn’t remember any of them in the morning.

The most embarrassing part, though, was that they kept asking questions.

“What did you mean when you said you didn’t know anything about our culture?” someone asked right after introducing himself.

“How did you grow up in Yuuei? Where were your parents?” someone else wanted to know.

“Well, um… My adopted family found me in their orchard when I was a baby. I don’t know anything about my birth parents,” Eijirou explained.

“Did they kill your birth parents?” the first man asked, eyebrows flying up in alarm.

“What? No way! They’re farmers, not fighters!” Eijirou exclaimed, shocked that they’d even think such a thing. “I was all wrapped up in… well, my baby parachute, apparently? So we think I fell off my dragon city.”

There were murmurs of surprise among the small crowd that had formed around him. Then, someone else asked,

“Where did you learn Draconic, then?”

“Katsuki taught me!” Eijirou said. “He taught me almost everything I know about being a dragon shifter. I wouldn’t be here without him, really. We, um… See, I found out I was a dragon… I think a year and a half ago? But we couldn’t come to Maito immediately because I still had to learn how to shift, and how to fly, and I’m a natural earth mage so I had to learn wind magic first, and so… Yeah, I had plenty of time to learn the language.”

“Wow, a year and a half, really?” he heard Setsuna whisper behind him.

“And it took me six months to get him to admit he wasn’t plain human, too,” Katsuki whispered back. “He’s been through a lot for the past two years.”

“Wow…”

After a moment, he turned toward Katsuki to see how his partner was doing and found him looking back with a smile. No one was talking to him, though, except for a bunch of curious kids. Everyone wanted to welcome Eijirou and introduce themselves to him, but once they were done, they just… left, some after only saying a couple of words to Katsuki while others barely even spared him a glance. Most people seemed uneasy around him too, like Setsuna had been earlier.

Eijirou supposed that, like her, they felt guilty for leaving him behind and eventually forcing him to go on a whole quest to find his own dragon and come back, but… It seemed unmanly to keep avoiding him. He sure hoped that wasn’t the way dragon shifters handled things.

He was soon distracted by another wave of people, until he sent Katsuki a distressed look and his partner stepped in. He let out a sigh of relief when Katsuki told people to back off and give him some space. He was sociable, sure, but this was getting to be too much.

Eijirou let his partner handle the crowd while he recovered. He didn’t expect to be dragged back to the center of the square so Katsuki could tell everyone the story of how they met and how they came to be here. Thankfully, he could let his partner do most of the storytelling. He’d thought several times, while listening to him tell stories to the tribe during winter, that Katsuki was just as good as Kaminari at it. Barbarian stories were really different from the ones in Yuuei, but Katsuki had that fire when he told stories, that confidence and loud voice that carried the characters and made everything feel even more epic than the mere words.

Katsuki was shining this time too. It felt different to hear him speak like this in Draconic rather than Barbarian. The language was less suited for his style, in a way, but the flame was still there, as intense as ever. He seemed so passionate, as he told everyone about their adventures, that Eijirou found himself listening with bated breath, like he hadn’t been part of them.

He was glad he didn’t have to do it himself too. First because he was terrible at telling stories, constantly losing track of his point, but most importantly, because he didn’t want to know what hundreds of people getting mad at his parents on his behalf would look like. He'd had enough with just Katsuki and Tetsutetsu.

It was pretty late when Katsuki finished and they were both exhausted. Eijirou had no idea how his partner managed to find their tiny cabin in the rows and rows of similar-looking ones on Maito’s flank, but he didn’t seem to have any trouble. Soon, they were both tucked up in their new bed, in their new home… Just thinking about it made Eijirou dizzy. But their blankets were familiar, Katsuki’s weight and warmth was familiar, the air had a soothing, nostalgic smell of its own, and soon, he fell asleep, not even thinking about what would happen if he fell during the night.

Or, well… barely thinking about it.

.

Just like Katsuki had hoped, he and Eijirou settled into their new life on Maito easily. He mostly helped out in the kitchen, his partner helped at the forge on busy days and worked in the orchards the rest of the time, they went hunting when they could so Eijirou would get used to flying up and down Maito…

It was almost like the life Katsuki used to picture in his dreams. Not quite as perfect as he'd dreamed as a teen, yet so much better because Eijirou was here, too.

There was one other thing he’d never predicted, though: everyone was annoyingly awkward around him. Setsuna had quickly overcome her guilt, Shouta, Nemuri, and Hizashi all acted like normal, Togaru had needed a few days to actually approach them and had started challenging Katsuki to spar like they used to as kids, but that was pretty much it. Everyone else, except for the kids, acted like he hated them or something. Even the people he worked with in the kitchen flinched when he talked to them sometimes!

It fucking sucked. Katsuki used to hate his tribe for acting like nothing had happened when he came back, but seeing how people on Maito were acting now, he realized that it had been for the best after all. Katsuki was pretty sure he’d have hated them even more if they’d been like this with him.

There were improvements, though. The kitchen crew he worked with almost every day was slowly relaxing around him, and hopefully, the rest would follow. They had time, after all. Katsuki wasn't going anywhere now.

Eijirou was doing great, too. Since he had no history with them, the dragon shifters treated him like any other newcomer, and they were eager to know more about him. As Eijirou’s self-appointed hunting teacher, Togaru said he had great potential as a hunter. He was also invested in teaching Eijirou how to fight better in his dragon form. Meanwhile, Setsuna focused on more practical aspects like helping him improve on speaking Pure Draconic in flight.

Once more, Eijirou seemed a little overwhelmed by all the new things he was learning, but he was taking everything in stride and making Katsuki proud.

Time passed in the blink of an eye, and it took them nearly two weeks to remember that they were supposed to fly back down to the Golden Mountains and gather the rest of their things. Shouta was the one who reminded them.

“I'm going down for a visit, if you two want to come with me,” he said one morning.

Eijirou accepted eagerly, looking just a little guilty for not thinking about it sooner. Even Katsuki felt kind of bad about that, but it was better late than never.

“I still can't believe you've left your stuff with your parents,” Setsuna said as they got ready to leave. “You never had anything nice to say about them last time you were here.”

Katsuki sighed. “Well, I didn't have anything nice to say about them until recently, but I've learned some shit since, so… I guess they're not the worst.”

“I'm glad you're getting along better,” Setsuna said with a smile. “Have a nice trip, you two! Make sure to look after our chief!”

“I don't need babysitters, Setsuna,” Shouta said, sending her a tired glare as she chuckled.

“Does it happen a lot?” Katsuki asked in a whisper. “Shouta visiting my parents, I mean.”

Setsuna nodded. “Your tribe has always been a good trading partner, but even after… after you left, he continued to go just to pay your parents a visit every so often. I don't know what they talk about, though. I know it's not anything important or official, because he usually wants me to come with him for chief stuff.”

They took off soon after and flew in silence for a while. Katsuki knew that the trip would be relatively short this time, since they were almost above the tribe's location. They must have left the wintering grounds by now, but they couldn't be too far yet.

It felt strange to fly with Shouta again. The last time it had happened was when he was brought back to his tribe after a ten years absence. The trip had been silent, too, Katsuki remembered. He was still sulking after being told the news that he had to stay with his tribe whether he liked it or not.

The memory made his stomach clench, and he had to focus on Eijirou for a moment, letting his partner's bright red scales bring him back to the present. The black form of Shouta disappeared for a while, and with how silently he was flying, Katsuki could almost forget he was here.

He took a few deep breaths before he took another look at the chief gliding lazily alongside them, his scales so dark they seemed to absorb light.

“Sounds like you and my parents are pretty close,” Katsuki said to break the silence.

“I got into the habit of visiting them when you were living with us,” Shouta replied. “It stuck even after you left.”

“Why?” Katsuki wanted to know. If really the dragon shifters were mad at his tribe, it seemed strange that their chief would hang out with them just for fun.

“It seemed fair to tell them how you were doing,” Shouta said. “Since you wouldn't do it yourself.”

There was no accusation in his tone. He was just stating a fact. Yet, Katsuki couldn't help but bark, “It's not like I could just visit!”

Shouta's eyes snapped toward him, pinning him under his stern gaze. “You could,” he said. “I offered to take you to them every year.”

Shit… Katsuki had forgotten about that. But Shouta was right. He did offer, and Katsuki had always refused until he couldn't anymore and he was sent away to a bunch of strangers he hated.

He looked away with an irritated click of his tongue, trying to ignore the way his cheeks burnt.

“It wasn't part of the deal,” he muttered.

“No,” Shouta conceded. “But the first time I offered, it had been a year and people weren't as mad at your tribe anymore. I thought relaxing the terms a little would be beneficial for everyone.”

“You could've said so.”

“It was your choice. I wasn't going to force you if you didn't want to go,” Shouta replied.

'Then why did you force me to go back in the end?' Katsuki wanted to ask.

Instead he took a deep breath and shoved those thoughts away. And as they landed near the camp, he couldn't help but wonder if things might have been different if he'd accepted Shouta's offer back then.

.

The tribe greeted them warmly. Word passed quickly that they were here with Shouta and soon, his parents were there to welcome the three of them.

It wasn't too bad, seeing them again.

“It's so good to see you two!” Mashirao said, approaching them with a bright smile. “Rikidou should be back before sunset, so you better stay the day or he'll be pissed!”

“Yeah, we're gonna stay a bit,” Eijirou confirmed. “So, how have you been, man?”

They were in the middle of exchanging news when they were interrupted by his mother.

“Katsuki, Eijirou! We'll leave you to your friends for now, but you're having dinner with us, right?”

She sounded like she was giving him an order, but there was something hopeful and a little hesitant in her gaze that made Katsuki agree. He didn't have to stay if things got bad, after all. So he might as well spend some time with his parents while he was still in the area.

They spent most of the day catching up with their friends. Or rather, Katsuki spent most of the day listening to Eijirou as he caught up with everyone, which wasn't the worst. They even took a small trip to the Midoriyas', who happily welcomed them for tea.

Shouta was about to leave when they came back, and Katsuki had to fight his instinct to tell him to stay. It felt like he was being abandoned again… but that shit was all in the past. He wouldn't be stuck here, he reminded himself. Eijirou was going to fly him home.

Dinner was surprisingly nice. Katsuki had discovered that he had a lot more patience for everyone when he knew he could leave at any time, and it held especially true for his parents. It was easier to ignore his mother's jabs and keep even their snarky conversations pleasant when he knew she had no power over him anymore. It was easier to let his father dote on him a little without getting annoyed.

It was late when they finished eating, and the sun was setting already. His parents offered to let them stay the night, and to his own surprise, instead of refusing right away, Katsuki found himself turning toward Eijirou.

“What do you wanna do?” he asked. “You're the one who'll have to fly us back up, after all.”

“I think I can handle it,” Eijirou said, looking toward the mass of clouds high above. “But thanks for the offer!”

They dragged his old trunk outside, but before Eijirou could turn into a dragon, Mitsuki said, “Hey, we were thinking about having a farewell party for you two. When's the last time you can come back before Maito flies on? It's in three weeks or so, right?”

Katsuki took a moment to think and nodded before giving her a more specific date and giving his word that they'd come. He should have expected it. And if the tribe really wanted to do this… he wasn't going to stop them. Especially given how delighted Eijirou was by the idea.

“We'll come back before that too, I promise!” his partner said before shifting so Katsuki could find a good way to secure the trunk on him without hindering his balance or ability to fly.

They were interrupted again when a bright yellow dragon landed inside the camp.

“Hello, listeners!” Hizashi greeted loudly the moment he'd shifted to his human form. “Mitsuki, it's a pleasure to see you as always!”

“Hello, Hizashi,” she said with a sharp nod. “What can we do for you? Did Shouta forget something?”

“Ah, I just came here to check if Eijirou and Katsuki would be alright getting back on their own,” he explained before turning back to the two of them. “It's getting late and little Setsuna was worried you might have trouble carrying everything.”

Katsuki couldn't describe the warmth that filled him then. Checking on them was unnecessary, of course, but… they were coming back for him. They weren't leaving him behind this time. They fucking cared. Katsuki had never doubted it, of course—or only just a little—but it was different to have indisputable proof that he was one of them.

Something uncoiled in Katsuki's chest that he hadn't even noticed was there until now.

“We're fucking fine,” he muttered, hoping Hizashi wouldn't notice his burning cheeks. “But thanks for checking, I guess.”

The warmth didn't leave Katsuki, even as the three of them flew back home through the merciless cold. He smiled all through unpacking their trunk with stiff fingers. He smiled into Eijirou's hair as they lay in bed. And as he drifted to sleep, the warmth lingered.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! And that you're not tired of the Golden Mountains yet (enjoy it while it last)

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 77: Farewell Party

Notes:

I'm very late... But fear not, the chapter is here now!

Enjoy!

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The rest of the month passed in the blink of an eye, but Eijirou was proud to say that he and Katsuki went back to visit the tribe several times. And today… Today was their last day there. His trips to and from Maito were getting longer and longer, and they'd already planned to spend the night with Katsuki's parents after their farewell party.

Eijirou couldn't believe they were actually having one.

Since the tribe had weeks to plan, it was even better than the spontaneous feasts he’d seen in the past. There was more food, things that looked like they’d taken days to prepare, lots of colorful decorations around the central area that he’d never seen before, and more importantly, the Midoriyas had been invited this time. It would have taken them two days to come, but they let Eijirou carry them—although Izuku needed to keep his eyes closed the whole time and his mother wasn't doing much better.

A few dragon shifters had been invited as well, namely chief Shouta, Setsuna, and Togaru. The latter two seemed pretty impressed and a little anxious, since it was apparently their first time seeing a Barbarian feast. Eijirou couldn't help but chuckle at their awed expressions, wondering if he'd looked like them for Katsuki's welcome back party. It seemed so long ago, now…

Since they were far from fluent in Barbarian, Eijirou decided to take on Masaru's role and guide them as best as he could. Shouta, Izuku, and Katsuki helped too, of course.

Speaking of his partner, Katsuki was beaming. It was the first time Eijirou saw him explain Barbarian customs with actual pride.

“Yes, our dances can look pretty cool, but wait until you hear our stories,” he said. “You'll have to try our recipe for chamois meat, it's really different from how it's done on Maito.”

He didn't seem to be aware of it, but the subtle way he included himself in Barbarian culture made Eijirou smile every time as he exchanged pleased, knowing looks with Izuku.

They split from their guests when Mitsuki called for them to announce the beginning of the party. She didn't look as radiant as she did that first night, but she was still smiling as she put a hand on both their shoulders and addressed the tribe. Next to her, Katsuki was looking relaxed and content—a stark contrast with his sullenness and annoyance from his welcome back party.

“Everyone,” she said in Barbarian, “as you all know, we're here today to say goodbye to our Katsuki and Eijirou!”

As she continued to speak, Eijirou couldn't suppress a giddy smile at being included in the “our”. They really were the first community to fully accept him. Damn, Eijirou was going to miss them all so much.

After her announcement, Mitsuki gave them some room to speak as well. Katsuki came first, sticking to a simple and manly, “Being here wasn't the worst after all. Thanks for having us, and see you next year or whatever.”

His words were welcomed with cheers and good-hearted laughter.

Then came Eijirou's turn. He wasn't nervous this time. He wasn't worried about offending them or saying something wrong like he was when he first introduced himself. He just hoped he'd be able to convey everything he wanted to.

“Thank you for everything!” he said. “Your hospitality, this party, your warm welcome… I know I've said it already, but this was the first truly supportive community I've been part of, and I mean it more than ever when I say the Golden Mountains, and this tribe especially, will always have a special place in my heart. I'm going to miss you all a lot, and I already can't wait to be back next year and tell you all about our travels!”

There was another wave of cheers for Eijirou that warmed his heart to the core. He wanted to remember this feeling forever.

He walked back to their dragon shifter guests with Katsuki as soon as they could and dragged them toward the food. Eijirou made sure to warn them about the general rowdiness, remembering all too well his own initial shock. He couldn't say he’d missed it, but seeing the lost and almost horrified looks on Setsuna and Togaru's faces when they saw a small fight break out over a piece of meat made him laugh.

Eventually, he took pity on them and grabbed food for them. Sadly, his favorite pieces of meat were gone by the time he was done filling their bowls. Eijirou had resigned himself to take what he could when Katsuki shoved a bowl full of the best parts into his hands.

“Here, idiot,” he said with an amused smile.

“Thanks! I knew you'd have my back!” Eijirou grinned, feeling himself melt at the attention.

As they picked a nice spot for everyone to sit, Eijirou heard Izuku debating with Setsuna—maybe a little one-sidedly—about whether or not picking food for your partner could be considered an equivalent of giving someone you liked the best bits of your meal. With their guests and all of their friends in the tribe, they made for quite a big group, but they still managed to find space for everyone.

Between translating conversations and speaking to everyone, Eijirou barely had any time to eat. In fact, Katsuki had to shove food into his mouth several times to remind him about his meal. And even then, it was hard for him to chew properly with how much he was grinning, putting all of his sharp teeth on display.

He couldn't have been happier.

He danced with Katsuki around the fire as the others tried to introduce Setsuna and Togaru to Barbarian dances, using broken Barbarian, bits of Draconic, and a lot of mimicking to get them to follow. Setsuna looked like she was having fun. Togaru seemed pretty unconvinced until Rikidou made him understand that it was like sparring. It fired him up like nothing else.

Eijirou tapped out early this time, perfectly content to watch everyone have fun while he had a drink. Katsuki hadn’t noticed his absence yet, which was ideal. Eijirou loved watching him dance with people like he was trying to win at dancing—and if you asked Eijirou, his partner definitely was. He was currently trying to show some moves to Setsuna, and seeing her confused-but-determined expression made him understand why Katsuki seemed so amused when Eijirou was the one in her place.

The two of them were really close. Setsuna hadn’t brought up her guilt for leaving Katsuki behind again after their first day on Maito, but Eijirou could tell that she was still trying to make up for it. It almost made Eijirou feel left out sometimes, even though Katsuki and she always tried to include him. It wasn’t easy, though, when these two had such a long history together that Eijirou had never been part of. It was funny to listen to old stories about them and the troubles they’d get up to as kids, but…

Something stirred in him when Katsuki let her come closer before evading her in a fluid movement. It reminded Eijirou of how he used to feel toward Camie; that ugly feeling that had been entirely undeserved. He shook his head and laughed when Setsuna almost fell on her ass after trying something, catching herself with her tail to bounce back up. Maybe he should just get to know her better, he realized. She was kind and manly in many ways Eijirou admired, after all. There was no reason he wouldn’t start liking her after spending more time with her, like he had with Camie.

Happy with his decision, he emptied his cup and grabbed two more for them. And maybe, just maybe, he felt a little bit satisfied when all of Katsuki’s attention shifted toward him the moment his partner saw him approaching.

Later, Mitsuki and Masaru invited Eijirou for a round of tarksun along with Katsuki and the other dragon shifters. It was only his second time drinking it, and now that he was more used to Barbarian beverages, he had to admit that it tasted nice. He stayed for a chat after he’d emptied his cup until he realized, to his horror, that most of the cleaning up was done and he hadn’t helped even a little.

“Relax, Eijirou, you’re a guest,” Mitsuki said, ruffling his hair.

“A terrible guest,” Eijirou muttered. Back in Yuuei, he would have been fine with it, but he’d been exposed to Barbarian culture long enough that not giving a hand seemed unnatural now.

Mitsuki burst out laughing at his pout.

“Don’t be like that! It doesn’t count when the party is for you. No one cares if you’re not helping, it just means you’re having fun,” she said.

Eijirou couldn’t disagree with her there. He really, really was.

He stuck with Setsuna when the stories began, doing his best to translate what was going on when Katsuki left them to share a story of his own. In the end, he had to let Izuku interpret for both Togaru and her. He was already struggling to follow as it was, and knowing he wouldn’t be able to see this for a year made him want to savor the moment to the fullest.

For the first time, he was one of the last ones to stay up. Eijirou was so tired he couldn’t tell if it was the alcohol or the exhaustion that made his head so fuzzy, but he only started thinking about going to bed when most people left.

Sleeping arrangements had been made for everyone. Of course, Masaru and Mitsuki had made room for Katsuki and him in their tent, and another one had been built for all the other guests. All of that was thrown out of the window when a visibly tipsy Setsuna realized that they had the whole area to themselves now.

“Let’s sleep in a baby pile! A baby pile!” she exclaimed with a grin. “We haven’t been able to do it in so long! Let’s do it now!”

She didn’t even wait for an answer before shifting to her dragon form and settling down, looking at her friends expectantly. Togaru shook his head at her antics, but he still followed her lead.

“Come on, Eijirou!” she said when he hesitated to join. “You’ve never experienced a baby pile! It’s your chance!”

“You might not have another chance in a while, with our tiny houses,” Katsuki pointed out.

“Are you staying with us?” Eijirou asked.

Katsuki grinned. “You fucking bet!”

That was all the convincing he needed.

It took him a while to find a comfortable position, but with his head on Setsuna’s shoulder and Togaru resting on his thigh, he had to admit that it was pretty cozy. Especially when Rikidou found them and decided to sleep right in the middle of them all, shifting to his bear form for more comfort. Meanwhile, Katsuki brought out a blanket from their bed in his parents’ tent and studied them for a moment until he decided to settle under Setsuna’s wing, with his back against Eijirou’s neck. Mashirao declined, saying he’d like to keep his spine in one piece.

Once they were all settled, Setsuna let out an inquisitive high-pitched sound, and they all replied with affirmative grunts.

Eijirou immediately decided that he loved baby piles. He almost regretted falling asleep so fast. He would have loved to enjoy the comfort of being surrounded by his kind for a little longer.

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Katsuki regretted his decision to sleep outside in the middle of the camp the moment the rest of the tribe started getting up. The whole dragon pile woke up with grumbles as the area got busier. An alarmed Mitsuki burst out of her tent when she realized the guest bed was empty, only to start laughing at the disgruntled pile of sleepy dragons slowly disentangling.

“I have a fucking crick in my neck…” Katsuki complained as he made his way to the comfortable bed waiting for him nearby.

He dragged Eijirou with him while Rikidou led Togaru and Setsuna to the guest tent they shared with Shouta and the Midoriyas.

“That’s fucking better,” he mumbled the moment they’d settled under the warm, soft covers.

“I thought you’d missed baby piles,” Eijirou chuckled.

“I have,” Katsuki said. “Just… not in the middle of a busy area.”

“It was really nice until sunrise, though,” Eijirou remarked.

Katsuki smiled at that. He was asleep again before he knew it.

They shared a meal with his parents when they woke up for the second time. Katsuki was still feeling a little tired, and he had a feeling that it wouldn’t leave him for the rest of the day. Hopefully, he’d be able to take it easy until he could get a proper night of sleep.

Izuku and his mother almost jumped on them the moment they left the tent.

“Kacchan, Eijirou! Shouta said he’d fly us home while you say goodbye to everyone, so we’re leaving now,” he said tearfully, looking so pathetic that Katsuki even let himself be pulled into a weepy Midoriya family hug along with Eijirou.

“We’ll miss you so much,” she said, wiping her tears. “Stay safe and come back soon, okay?”

“We’re gonna miss you too,” Eijirou said, looking close to tears himself. “Take care of yourselves.”

Inko and Izuku left after a few more recommendations, and as much as he hated to admit it, Katsuki felt a little sad to see them go. However, it was worth it if only for the way both mother and son sat stiffly on Shouta’s back, unable to even look down as he took off. Half-dragon Izuku being afraid of heights would never stop being hilarious to him.

“It’s kinda weird, saying goodbye like this three times,” Mashirao remarked once the Midoriyas were gone.

It was just Mashirao, Rikidou and Katsuki's parents sending them off this time, along with Setsuna and Togaru. The others had already said goodbye during the party, after all, and they had other things to do.

“Tell me about it, I don’t even know what to say now,” Eijirou said with a wet chuckle.

“I’m really glad I met you,” Mashirao smiled. “And hey, maybe we can try that sleeping pile thing next year! I’m sure it’ll be nice with pillows and stuff. And, you know… in a better spot.”

“I’d love that!” Eijirou grinned.

“We could try,” Katsuki confirmed after translating for Setsuna and Togaru.

“It was really fun,” Rikidou smiled. “I used to do something like that with my siblings too, when we were little.”

Setsuna had been a little embarrassed for drunkenly suggesting it last night, but she smiled when she realized that the others had enjoyed it as well.

“It really sucks that you’re not coming to the Spring Gathering this year, though,” Rikidou pouted.

Eijirou nodded sadly. They’d been invited earlier this month, but although Shouta had said the trip was possible without needing to rest outside of the Golden Mountains, he also advised them against it. According to him, it was a pretty tough trip even for someone who had experience with long flights, so it’d have to wait until Eijirou had worked on his stamina.

He’d promised that he’d train hard so they could make it next year, though. And after seeing his outstanding progress in less than two years, Katsuki had no doubt that he’d make it possible.

“Before you leave, we have a last gift for you two,” his mother said, bringing their attention back to her.

His father walked out of the tent carrying a brand new red trunk. Katsuki smiled. He’d mentioned wanting one for Eijirou weeks before they left, since he didn’t have a proper place to store his things. The red dragon he’d designed for the lid looked amazing against the black background. He’d wanted to pay for it, at first, but his parents had insisted on giving it to Eijirou as a parting gift. How could Katsuki refuse when he knew how much it would mean to his partner?

Eijirou gasped as he saw it, hands flying to his mouth.

“Is it… Is this for me?” he asked tearfully.

Katsuki’s parents nodded.

“Katsuki designed the crest on the lid, and he’s the one who asked for it in the first place,” his father explained. “We took care of the rest.”

“We had to rush things up a bit, but it’s all traditionally made too,” his mother added. “You can be proud, you know? Not everyone can get their hands on one of these.”

“Fuck…” Eijirou whispered. “It’s so beautiful, I don’t even know what to say! Thank you so much!”

“You’re welcome, kid,” Mitsuki said with one of her rare, soft smiles, as Katsuki patted his partner’s back.

“There’s something for you too, Katsuki,” his father said, holding up what looked like a nice, thick blanket as Eijirou knelt to have a better look at his gift. “We were told yours was thinning, so…”

Just touching it, Katsuki could tell how warm it would be. He didn’t dare unfold it completely, but he could still see the simple pattern consisting of a simplified version of his dragon design along with the wolf that symbolized him.

“Thanks,” he said simply, at a loss for words as he kept staring at it.

Beyond the fact that it was a great gift, he was surprised by how touched he was, when he would have taken it as an insult not too long ago. And although he still had his parents’ old necklaces, Katsuki was glad that he could keep something from them with him—something new that wasn’t tainted by old resentment. It felt like a fresh start. They weren’t there yet, but Katsuki found that he didn’t hate the idea.

He took a deep breath and reached into his pouch to find the two bracelets he’d been keeping in there. He hadn’t been sure about giving them to his parents, but after their gift, it felt right. Making them had been hard, but he was glad he had, now.

“Here,” he said, holding them out to his parents.

They were just a single row of colorful beads and in the middle of each was a wooden wolf he’d carved himself. He hadn’t been sure what to make exactly, but for Barbarians, handmade jewelry was always a good parting gift.

After their attempt last time, Katsuki had expected his parents to try to hug him. They still managed to take him by surprise by engulfing him into a tight hug the moment they realized what they’d been given.

“Thank you, Katsuki,” his mother whispered as she tried to crush his ribcage, sounding like he’d given her the best gift ever instead of some simple, half-assed bracelet he’d only made to repay them for their gifts.

“We’ll miss you, son,” Masaru said, more gently wrapped around the two of them. “Take care, and thank you so much for staying with us.”

“Yeah, whatever,” Katsuki grumbled, not relaxing into the hug, but not trying to escape either.

Staying there without squirming, surrounded by his parents’ smell, brought back memories from his early childhood—the happy ones he’d kept buried for almost twenty years. Recollections grabbed him by the throat like they had a personal grudge against him, but he managed to keep the wave of nostalgia in check until he was released from their bone-crushing embrace.

There were tears in his parents’ eyes, but they were smiling.

“See you next year, I guess,” Katsuki said, wondering if he felt like he was floating because he’d been nearly smothered to death, because his blood was flowing normally again, or because of stupid feelings.

Thankfully, his parents chose this moment to hug Eijirou as well, giving him enough time to regain composure.

As soon as Shouta returned from shuttling the Midoriyas, they left with more assurances that they’d be back next spring. Katsuki wasn’t sure how to feel when they left. Mashirao was right. It was strange to say goodbye so many times. And since Katsuki no longer had the joy of seeing Maito again for the first time in ten years, it left more room for him to think about what he was leaving behind.

His promise to come back had felt a little forced a month ago, but now, he could tell that he’d be glad to see his tribe again in a year. Just as he was glad to spend said year at home, on Maito.

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A few more weeks passed in the blink of an eye as Eijirou continued to settle into his new life on Maito. Things were going great, and he almost felt silly for worrying so much before he came here. Thankfully, Katsuki hadn't pointed that out yet.

If life in the Golden Mountains was different from life in Yuuei, life with the dragon shifters was a world apart from both of them. Eijirou still had some trouble adjusting to how communal life was here. It was all nice and peaceful, and he was proud of how fast he’d gotten over his wariness in the bath house, since everyone let out whatever dragon feature they felt like at all times. Even the communal meals weren’t an unwelcome change—mostly because Katsuki helped cook them and no matter what everyone said, Eijirou was convinced that he could taste it. However, Eijirou hadn’t been prepared for how fast news spread around here.

When he admitted that he didn't know Maito's dragon dance, for instance, he was immediately sent to Nemuri to correct that, and everyone knew about it by dinner time. When he tried to skip a lesson once because his help was needed at the forge—and, admittedly, it was embarrassing to have to learn along with kids who kept staring at him like he was a fun attraction—he was found out immediately and teased about it all day. And when he admitted to his friends that it was hard to focus on the lessons because sucking at something was even more frustrating when he was constantly reminded that he should have mastered it years ago, Nemuri found him to offer one-on-one lessons within the hour.

“Let's see what you can do without kids distracting you,” she said during their first private lesson, before adding with a teasing smile, “Or maybe I'll be the distracting one this time?”

Eijirou snorted. He used to be embarrassed by her flirtiness, but he was getting used to it. He'd soon learned that she didn't really mean it, and it reminded him of Camie sometimes.

“I think I was the one who distracted them the most,” he said. “Not that I blame them. I guess they don't see adults who don't know the dragon dance every day.”

“It happens, you know,” Nemuri said. “It's not often, but you're not the first person ever to decide to move here for good. And people who do that have to learn their new dragon dance too. So there’s nothing to be embarrassed about.”

“Oh… I didn't think of that,” Eijirou said, and added with an embarrassed chuckle, “Now I feel a little bad for giving you extra work.”

Nemuri laughed. “Don't worry, it's always a pleasure to help bright young men like you! Besides, older newcomers usually learn separately from the children. They know how our dances work already, so they’re quick to master new ones.”

Unlike you, Eijirou mentally added, but he didn't let the thought take hold. He was learning almost from scratch, he reminded himself. A few months of lessons from Mina couldn't compare to years and years of learning things through dances. Anyone would be struggling in his place. Especially when he had no affinity with dancing to begin with.

If anything, Katsuki thought Eijirou should be proud of himself. And given his high standards, it had to mean something!

Besides, he’d been deemed good enough at flying to skip the basic children's lessons, which he counted as a victory. He could never thank Hawks enough for that. He loved spending time with kids, but not like this. He was too used to being looked up to as a big brother.

“Come to think of it, Hitoshi is coming back soon,” Nemuri said thoughtfully. “He was the last person here who had to learn Maito’s dance later in life.”

“Why did he leave?” Eijirou asked curiously.

“He just travels a lot,” she said. “Spends a lot of time on the ground too… He’s a good friend of Togaru and Setsuna, so I’m sure you’ll meet him as soon as he’s back with us.”

“What do you mean by 'on the ground'?”

“Among Land Dwellers,” Nemuri said. “He’s a historian, you see. So he’s looking for traces of dragon shifter presence on land.”

Eijirou’s eyes lit up at that, pictures of the painted cave flashing through his mind. Did he know something about it? If not, would it be a good discovery for him?

When he pressed her for more information, Nemuri was quick to remind him that they had a lesson to carry out and that Hitoshi would explain his work better than her when he came back in the next few weeks.

“He’s a bit standoffish at first, but I’m sure he’ll warm up as soon as he sees how interested you are in our history,” she said with a warm chuckle. Her expression then morphed into something more serious and she whipped the flogger she always carried around as she ordered, “Now, show me what you can do!”

Eijirou knew she never actually used it on people, but he still complied immediately. It was really nice of her to give him extra lessons, after all. He shouldn’t make her waste her time.

Still, he couldn’t help but think about that Hitoshi guy the entire time. He couldn’t wait to meet him!

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I didn't know when I wrote Bakugou's welcome party that I'd end up writing so many of them, but I've had a lot of fun showing the evolution of Kirishima's and Bakugou's relationship with the tribe through parties.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 78: Why Fly When You Can Walk?

Notes:

Late again... When will my kitchen come back from the war?

Anyway, enjoy!

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Hitoshi came back to Maito less than a week after Nemuri mentioned him. Eijirou was taking a break from his work in the orchard when he saw a lavender dragon in the distance.

He didn't think anything of it at first, assuming it was just someone he'd never seen fully shifted before, but the delighted exclamations from beside him told him otherwise.

“Who's that?” he asked, watching as the newcomer was quickly surrounded by other dragons, including his task-partner who'd taken off while he wasn't looking.

“It's Hitoshi!” Setsuna's mother smiled. “Didn't my daughter tell you about him?”

“Oh, so it's him!” Eijirou grinned. He'd asked Setsuna and Togaru about him after his lesson with Nemuri and had been even more delighted—albeit a little worried—to find out that he'd been planning to spend at least some of the year in Yuuei. “Well, I think he's got enough people surrounding him right now, but I'm excited to meet him.”

“He's a great kid,” she smiled. “And his work is making all of us proud.”

As Eijirou recently learned, shifter historians were rare but always highly regarded by their community. It was a rather dangerous job that brought more disappointments than breakthroughs, but dragon shifters loved knowing more about where they came from and how their ancestors used to live.

“Well, everyone seems distracted…” Setsuna's mother remarked. “How about we get back to work? I'm sure you'll have a chance to introduce yourself over dinner.”

Eijirou nodded. His mind was elsewhere for the rest of the afternoon, but he worked hard anyway, looking forward to the end of his workday.

Sadly, Hitoshi was nowhere to be found until dinner. Eijirou invited Katsuki for a flight together during his partner’s break, hoping for a nice distraction. He found himself looking for lavender scales at first, but soon, Katsuki’s explosions echoing all around him as his partner danced with him brought him back to the present.

After trying several types of dancing, Eijirou had to say that the dragon flying dances were his favorites. Between their three-dimensional nature and how new Eijirou was to flying, he’d have thought that it’d be the hardest form of dancing for him. But with Katsuki as a partner, it all came pretty naturally. He had a feeling that his opinion would change when he’d have the chance to try the version with actual music to follow, but flying with Katsuki and following him into doing complex figures felt like a second nature now. It was easy as long as his partner’s explosions were the only music he had to worry about.

He was tired when he landed, but his mind felt clearer, and he was much more relaxed than before. He sent Katsuki back to the kitchen with a kiss—a shifter kiss, of course, since human kisses were apparently a private thing among dragon shifters—and decided to go to the library until dinner. He’d started reading books on dragon shifter history ever since he’d learned about Hitoshi, and although he was making slow progress, he was starting to enjoy it.

Eijirou was ashamed to admit it, but he’d been avoiding books ever since he came here. He was still struggling with Draconic writing and its sharp letters. It helped that he knew the spoken language well by now, but he still lacked practice reading and it was extremely frustrating. Still, learning more about the history of his people—or what little was known about life before the dragon cities, at least—was interesting enough to motivate him, and it kept him busy until the dinner bell rang.

He put down his book with a sigh of relief. As interested as he was, he’d much rather have someone tell him about it.

The main square was more crowded than usual that evening. He sat down with Katsuki and his friends, and smiled when he saw Shouta in the center, flanked by Setsuna on one side and a tall man with wild lavender hair on the other.

Hitoshi was welcomed warmly by everyone, although he admitted that he didn’t learn much during his travels this time. People seemed happy to see him regardless.

Eijirou smiled when he saw Setsuna guide him toward their group once Shouta was done with his announcements. Hitoshi was welcomed with warm greetings and pats on the back, but the moment he noticed Katsuki and him, his eyes wouldn’t leave them.

Setsuna noticed his curiosity and quickly introduced them.

“This is Katsuki, I think you met when you first came here,” she said.

Katsuki nodded briskly.

“Yeah, I remember him,” Hitoshi said. “The human, right?”

“Yes, the human,” Katsuki confirmed with a displeased frown.

“Well, he’s back with us now,” Setsuna said, obviously eager to get the introductions over with before Katsuki’s animosity increased. “And this is Eijirou, the one who flew him back here. He was raised in Yuuei, actually.”

“Hi! Nice to meet you!” Eijirou said with a friendly smile.

Hitoshi only sent him a scrutinizing look before nodding. “It’s a shame we didn’t meet before. If you’re really familiar with Yuuei, you would have been a great help when I was there.”

“Well, I didn’t even know I was a dragon shifter until recently, so…” Eijirou said with an embarrassed chuckle, as Hitoshi's eyebrows flew up. “It’s a long story.”

He braced himself for a series of questions, but to his surprise, nothing came. Despite his initial look of confusion, Hitoshi didn’t seem particularly curious about it.

“What were you doing in Yuuei anyway?” Eijirou asked.

“I’ve heard about painted caves somewhere in Southern Yuuei,” Hitoshi said. “I wanted to see if there was something else in the region.”

Eijirou grinned at that and immediately asked him if he knew about the one near Recovery Girl’s place. He remembered Mina saying she wasn’t sure if they were known before.

“Yes, they’re the ones I’ve heard about,” Hitoshi said. “The paintings are remarkably well-preserved.”

Eijirou’s grin grew so wide that he almost pulled a muscle.

He had a feeling Hitoshi wasn’t quite ready for his level of enthusiasm, but he still listened to Eijirou patiently as he told him about how he’d found it by chance with Katsuki and how much they meant to him. He even smiled a little when Eijirou told him about the role the paintings on the walls had played in his journey to learn how to shift fully.

Hitoshi frowned for a beat, but shook his head and let him continue. Eijirou was grateful for it. He didn’t know if the others had told him a little about his past already or if Hitoshi really didn’t feel the need to know more, but Eijirou was way too engrossed in the subject to change now. Especially if it was to tell him about his past. He’d told this story enough times already, so if Hitoshi didn't think it was urgent, then it could wait until he decided to ask.

They continued talking about painted caves across the world until Hitoshi started yawning.

“Time to go to bed,” Katsuki said before picking up Eijirou and throwing him over his shoulder.

Somehow, it had become a habit ever since he did it the first time, no matter how much Eijirou pretended to be offended by it. He’d never done it in front of everyone, though. Or, well… not on Maito.

Eijirou yelped in surprise and rolled his eyes. “Katsuki, put me down!” he protested, unable to hide a fond smile as everyone laughed at their antics.

“If I do that, you’ll never let him sleep. And why are you complaining when I’m being so romantic?” Katsuki sneered, a smile in his voice.

“I keep telling you that it’s not how you’re supposed to do it,” Eijirou said, still making no move to be released. “But right, sorry for keeping you up, Hitoshi,” he continued, turning toward him with a bright smile. “Goodnight, it was nice meeting you! I hope we can talk more soon!”

“Likewise,” Hitoshi nodded.

Eijirou waved at his friends over Katsuki's shoulder as he strode away.

“You can put me down, you know,” Eijirou pointed out as they approached Maito’s flank.

“But where’s the romance in that?” Katsuki retorted.

Eijirou sighed. “You’re impossible,” he said, hoping his partner couldn’t hear his fond smile. “It was quite bold to do it so publicly, though,” he added, teasing. “Are you jealous?”

“Should I be?”

Eijirou snorted at the idea. “Of course not. You know I only have eyes for you,” he said. “Or at least, I would if you’d put me down so I could actually look at you.”

This time, Katsuki obliged. They would soon have to either jump or use the ladders to reach their place anyway. He wouldn’t have been able to keep going much longer.

“Thank you,” Eijirou said, and grabbed Katsuki’s head to give him a quick shifter kiss. “Now let’s go home so I can kiss you properly.”

It was another thing he was struggling to get used to. Shifter kisses were nice, but Eijirou missed having Katsuki kiss the daylights out of him every time he did something his partner liked. These shows of affection always felt like Katsuki’s feelings were too big to be contained in his body; like they were overflowing and he had to pour them directly into Eijirou if he didn’t want to explode. It was his favorite kind of kiss. Not that there had been many opportunities for Eijirou to woo his partner properly, since…

Eijirou shuddered at the memory of the day he’d brought back his first proper solo kill as a dragon. He’d just gotten back from a hunt with Togaru and had proudly dropped it at Katsuki’s feet while they were in the main square. His partner had seemed pleased, but the others… Eijirou felt a new, fresh wave of embarrassment every time he remembered the disgusted comments from the dragon shifters. “Don’t drop food here, it’s disgusting!” they’d said. “You’re putting blood everywhere on our clean ground, put it away already!” “It’s just food, no need to make a big deal out of it.”

Katsuki’s smile had dropped immediately. Even he’d seemed embarrassed, and Eijirou couldn’t forgive himself for that. He’d been an idiot. He knew Barbarian traditions were different from what the dragon shifters did. He knew they were much more private. He should have known they wouldn’t take Eijirou’s very public display well, especially when they didn't take any more pride in hunting than they did in tending to crops.

He was brought back to the present when Katsuki flicked his forehead. Eijirou barely remembered stepping inside their place.

“I don’t know what you’re thinking about, but fucking stop,” his partner said.

Eijirou shook his head. “Sorry! It’s being held upside down for so long, it’s bad for my head,” he chuckled.

Katsuki frowned like he didn’t believe him and Eijirou tensed, expecting him to ask for details.

Instead, his partner’s expression softened and he raised an eyebrow as he said, “So, we’re home. Where’s my kiss?”

Eijirou was all too happy to oblige. It wasn’t a fierce, spontaneous kiss, but it was great all the same.

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It took some time for Katsuki to notice, but… he and Eijirou were growing apart.

It wasn’t necessarily in a bad way, of course. They weren’t becoming strangers, they were just busy doing their own things. They worked on different things all day, they hung out with different people more often, they were making their own friends outside of their common circle… Unlike before, Eijirou didn’t have to rely on him anymore. There wasn’t anything left that Eijirou had to learn from him—or at least, there were other people more qualified to teach him now. And so, they were starting to develop their own lives outside of each other.

It was a good thing, actually. It didn’t mean they weren’t speaking anymore. They still danced in the sky or went on long flights during their breaks, they still had dinner together and talked about their days…

Still, it hit Katsuki one day, while Eijirou was talking to Hitoshi about the book he’d read on early dragon shifters. His partner really didn’t need him anymore. Despite how worried he’d been before they came here, Eijirou had quickly found his place. Seeing how seamlessly he fit in the middle of their group, it almost felt like he’d always been here.

Katsuki was happy for him, of course. How could he not be? After everything they’d been through, they were finally home. Together. Eijirou was finally where he was meant to be, surrounded by his people.

Everything was perfect, really. It was good that they could give each other room to breathe now. It seemed strange for now, but Katsuki would get used to it.

And yet, every time Togaru invited Eijirou for a hunt, every time Eijirou sought out Setsuna and laughed with her, every time Katsuki saw him deep in a conversation with Hitoshi, something stirred inside him that made him want to explode and storm out at the same time.

“Say, is there any interesting historical site nearby you could show me?” Eijirou asked Hitoshi. “I know we couldn’t really fly down these past few weeks, but…” While Hitoshi took a moment to think, he turned toward Katsuki and added with a bright smile, “It’d be great to see more together, right? Especially if it’s as cool as our cave.”

Katsuki was surprised to find himself relax at that. He hadn’t even realized how tense he’d been, but knowing Eijirou was still thinking about him even now was a comfort he hadn't known he needed.

“Yeah, sounds great,” he nodded.

“There’s one that I could show you,” Hitoshi said after a moment. “We can reach it next week, but we’ll be almost right above it if we wait a little longer. And it’s in Geltwyn so it’s safe for us.”

“Oh, right, we’ll be there soon!” Setsuna smiled. “We should do something together once we’re there. It’ll be Eijirou’s first time in Geltwyn, right?”

“Maybe we could fly to that mountain with the really sharp rocks that the locals never go to? I like the small lake there,” Togaru chimed in.

“Sounds good to me,” she nodded. Then, she turned toward Hitoshi, Eijirou, and him to ask, “Are you guys up for it too?”

Katsuki nodded.

“Sure, sounds great!” Eijirou grinned. “Is it hard to reach? Are we flying up there?”

“Of course we’re flying down there! What else are we supposed to do?” Togaru scoffed.

“Well…” Eijirou said, turning toward Katsuki. “I thought maybe we could walk? I don’t know how safe it would be, but…”

Togaru rolled his eyes at the idea.

“Well, people in Geltwyn love dragons,” Setsuna explained. “We’ve got some history together too. They admire and respect us, but they leave us alone when we’re fully shifted, and we try not to show ourselves in our half-shifted form. So there’s no risk of dragon hunters bothering us. I just don’t get why you’d want to walk when you could just fly.”

“It just feels better,” Katsuki said, smiling at Eijirou.

He hadn’t had the chance to see much of the mountains in Geltwyn when he was a kid, but he knew they weren’t nearly as high as the Golden Mountains. The ascension would be much easier for Eijirou and it’d be a great way for him to decide if he liked it or not.

“I don’t get it, but if you guys wanna walk like Land Dwellers then sure. You can meet us at the top, I guess,” Togaru shrugged.

“You’d get it if you fucking tried,” Katsuki retorted. He had a snarky comment at the tip of his tongue, but he didn’t want to taunt him into giving it a try. As selfish as it sounded, it was something Katsuki wanted to do with Eijirou only. He missed their time on the road together, these days.

While he tried to organize the whole thing with Setsuna and Togaru, he heard Eijirou bring Hitoshi back to the topic of the ancient rock carvings he wanted to see.

“Hey, Geltwyn has really nice cliffs too, right?” Katsuki asked once their day trip to the mountain was mostly decided and Hitoshi had confirmed that they’d have more than enough time to enjoy the rock carvings before sunset if they left after dinner one day.

“Yeah, the coast is beautiful,” Setsuna confirmed. “It’s lovely to fly above it.”

“But you can walk too, right?”

“Well, if you really want to, I guess,” she said, unconvinced.

Katsuki snorted. As a kid, he hadn’t had many opportunities to go on land, since few people were ready to take full responsibility for their wingless human guest. He’d never realized until now how reluctant dragon shifters were to walk when they could just fly. It made sense, he guessed, but he still thought they were missing out.

“Eijirou, wanna do that too?” Katsuki offered his partner. “We’ll stay above the country for a couple of weeks, we might as well enjoy it while we can.”

He could already picture it: the marine breeze, the waves far below, the endless cliffs in front of them, the sounds of the birds nesting in the area, Eijirou taking it all in, his big red eyes filled with wonder…

“It’s true that after Geltwyn, we’ll be above the ocean for some time. If you want to walk on land, you should do it while you can,” Setsuna said, teasing.

“I’m all for watching the cliffs too,” Togaru said. “We have plenty of time for that.”

Something clenched in Katsuki’s chest at the idea of more people coming with them.

“Well…” Eijirou said, hesitant. “I think… If it’s really safe there, I think I’d like to spend the day… you know… just with Katsuki?”

Once more, Katsuki found himself relaxing. “Yeah, we see you enough already,” he said with a smug smile. “And we wouldn’t want to make you proud dragons walk, right?”

“Fine, then, we’ll let you have some alone time on the cliffs,” Togaru snorted. “You could’ve started with that, you know. There was no need to pretend you wanted to enjoy the scenery.”

“Hey, don’t be like that, we are going to enjoy the scenery!” Eijirou protested, blushing.

“Yeah, we can do both,” Katsuki pointed out. “It’ll be nice to enjoy the scenery without seeing your ugly mugs for once.”

“Katsuki! Don’t try pretending you don’t like them after everything you went through to see them again,” Eijirou said with a teasing smile after a beat of silence where Katsuki imagined Kaminari or Sero saying something similar.

He wondered how the Clown Trio was doing…

Katsuki rolled his eyes at his partner’s taunt while Togaru and Setsuna let out nervous chuckles. So despite everything, it was still a sensitive topic, huh… What would it take for them to understand that Katsuki wasn’t mad about it anymore?

He shook his head, focusing on the conversation that had slowly started again. It would come with time.

It had to.

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“Alright, listeners! So this is your first time in Geltwyn on your own and you might have to interact with the locals? Welcome to our crash-course on the relationship between our people!” Hizashi bellowed at his audience of two.

Katsuki rolled his eyes. Shouta had the habit of reminding everyone about their relationship with the people of the places Maito flew above every time they reached a new area, but when Katsuki had mentioned his plan to climb up to the mountain lake where he and Eijirou would meet their friends, the chief had insisted on them going through this whole speech before they were allowed to go.

Their trip was planned for the next day, they’d have to leave early in the morning if they wanted to reach the lake in time for lunch, they didn’t have any intention of interacting with the locals, and the last thing Katsuki wanted was to be yelled at for however long it would take for Hizashi to tell them everything he thought they needed to know.

“So, Geltwyn is here!” Hizashi said, pointing at the big map kept in the central building. His finger indicated the far coast of an island west of Yuuei. “They like dragons and we have a great relationship with them BUT! their neighbors here,” he said, pointing at the rest of the island, “are a bunch of dragon hunters. We don’t talk about them. But it means we have to be careful in Geltwyn. The easiest way is to show yourself either as a full dragon or as a full human so they don’t suspect we’re shifters. When you’re a dragon, you’re a dragon. When you’re a human, you’re a human. Understood?” he asked, looking pointedly at Eijirou.

Eijirou nodded, and Hizashi continued, giving a quick overview of where most of the population was, some important rules to follow if they needed to buy stuff, a few words of their language that Katsuki had to make sure he remembered because he knew his partner wouldn’t…

“Hey, I have a question,” Eijirou said once Hizashi was done with his lesson. “How come they like dragons but their neighbors don’t?”

“That’s an excellent question! And the answer is… because we and the people of Omah, who fly above them in fall, keep an eye on them. You see, unlike their neighbors, they’ve always been fine with dragons, and they’re the last place before this whooole big ocean here where we’re welcome. And we don’t want to lose that, you know? So the last time their neighbors tried to invade their lands, we dragons came to the rescue and they’ve loved us ever since.”

Eijirou’s eyes were shining with admiration at the end of Hizashi’s speech. “So we’re their protectors? That’s so manly!”

Katsuki could only smile at his partner’s reaction. It was so… him. He could understand, though. The story of how ‘the Crimson Riot of Geltwyn’ had led his fellow dragon shifters in battle used to be his favorite dragon shifter tale as a kid—maybe because it was the closest to the Barbarian stories he grew up with before coming to Maito.

“Don’t get me wrong, we try not to get involved in Land Dweller stuff when we can,” Hizashi explained. “But it’s important to keep a few places where we can be safe too, and it’s proved to be worth it this time. We value our relationship almost as much as the one we have with the people of the Golden Mountains.”

Eijirou nodded, head obviously full of heroic and chivalrous tales.

Since Hizashi didn’t seem to have anything else to add, Katsuki happily dragged his partner back home so they could get some sleep before their hike in the morning. It was going to be hard, and after all the teasing they got from the others, there was no way Katsuki would let Eijirou fly them up!

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I was thinking it's a shame that I don't get to make Kirishima and Bakugou explore new places and immediately decided to fix it.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 79: Sightseeing and Soul Searching

Notes:

Finally posting at a normal time again! (my kitchen is still not back from the war though)

Enjoy!

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When he had to wake up at sunrise to fly Katsuki down the mountain they’d then have to climb, knowing all of their friends would stay comfortably asleep for a few more hours, Eijirou couldn't help but regret saying he’d walk all the way to the top. The way Katsuki had described mountain climbing when they were in the Golden Mountains sounded great, and he wanted nothing more than to have a few hours alone with him, enjoying the world around them and his partner’s presence, just like they used to. Still, getting out of bed was hard. It took until they were flying over the gorgeous mountains dipped in pure sunlight for Eijirou to feel that it had been worth losing a few hours of sleep after all.

Katsuki guided him to the foot of a mountain, telling him more about what they’d do and see. Knowing their goal, Eijirou grew more and more excited.

They ascended from the foothills,  somewhat barren compared to the lush Golden Mountains but beautiful in the clear view they provided to the valleys and small villages below. As they hiked, Katsuki told him the story of the Crimson Riot of Geltwyn and how the dragon shifters had protected the country. As always when Katsuki told a story, every word made Eijirou’s blood pump. Katsuki had a way of adding epic details that made Eijirou feel like he was right in the middle of it, flying alongside the Crimson Riot as he fought off hordes of enemies trying to take over the land. He could almost see the battle as he looked down at the valleys.

Eijirou trusted his partner when he said that these mountains—that the dragon shifters called the ‘Eagle Mountains’, from their name in the local language—were much less of a challenge than the peaks in the Golden Mountains. Still, he couldn’t help but believe that the main reason for his lack of exhaustion when they finished their ascension and started walking along a ridge was how engrossed he was in Katsuki’s story.

They’d almost reached their destination when Eijirou looked up to see a trio of colorful dragons flying right above them, circling them a few times before disappearing behind the peaks.

“Show offs,” Katsuki grumbled as he walked a little faster.

“They don’t know what they’re missing out on,” Eijirou shrugged with a smile. His reluctance to leave his bed seemed far behind him now, and he wouldn’t exchange his place with theirs for anything.

Katsuki had been right. Mountain climbing was great, especially in good company. Eijirou wouldn’t mind sitting down and sharing a hearty meal with their friends, but for now, he was happy to be here, surrounded by nature, eyes on the gorgeous landscapes around them and Katsuki’s pleased smile beside him.

The latter was definitely the best part.

Eijirou was starving by the time they reached the lake. It was beautiful, nestled between the mountains, but the view didn’t keep him for long. Soon, he was running down the slope, lured by the promise of food as their friends cheered for them.

They were already settled around their lunch that was laid out on a wide piece of cloth.

“Finally! You’re late,” Togaru said with a smug look.

“So, did you guys have fun?” Setsuna asked.

“Yeah, it was great!” Eijirou grinned. “We saw sheep and goats, and a few eagles, and some really cool rock formations too! You guys really missed out!”

“Any rare insects?” Togaru asked.

“We didn’t pay attention to that,” Eijirou admitted with a sheepish laugh.

“Then I didn’t miss anything.”

Eijirou snorted at that. He should have expected it. Togaru had never kept his hoard a secret, and Eijirou had lost count of how many times his friend had stopped mid-hunt to drop down and look at a cool bug he’d found.

They started eating as soon as everyone was settled. Eijirou could tell right away that it wasn’t the same kind of food as usual. It was familiar, but different from what he got used to on Maito.

“You guys really outdid yourselves for this,” Togaru told Katsuki.

“There’s no ‘you guys’ here, I’m the one who cooked all of this yesterday,” his partner replied.

Eijirou smiled. That was why it tasted so familiar. The seasoning was a mixture of Katsuki’s spices and whatever the dragon shifters usually used.

“Did you use some of your personal spices for this?” Eijirou asked.

He was pretty sure of the answer already, but he wanted to make sure the others knew it too.

Katsuki nodded like it wasn’t a big deal.

“So that’s why it tastes so different, huh,” Setsuna remarked. “Thanks for the meal, then!”

To Eijirou’s surprise, no one seemed particularly fazed to know that Katsuki had used part of his own hoard for this meal. Sure, he did it fairly often for Eijirou these days, but few of their other friends could say the same thing, and it had always taken a while for his partner to decide that they were worthy of tasting the spices from his hoard.

Katsuki didn’t seem to mind, though, so Eijirou put the thought aside to focus on his meal and the conversation. It was a really nice day, not too cold or windy, and the sun was shining brightly. There was no point in arguing and potentially opening old wounds back up now.

Everyone collectively decided to take a dip in the lake after their meal, even Katsuki—who only needed a little goading. The cold water felt amazing against Eijirou’s skin, although he could tell that Katsuki probably wouldn’t stay long. 

It was nice, playing in the water like this. It reminded Eijirou of his day on the beach with Kaminari and the others, except this time, he knew he didn’t have to worry about accidentally showing his scales. Not that he had to worry about it in general, these days. Now that Eijirou was allowed to shift as much as he wanted, he’d found that he had a lot more control over his body. Accidental dragon features were a thing of the past now. Whenever he thought about it and his ‘mysterious skin disease that made it itchy’, he couldn’t believe that used to be his life.

He wondered how that old Eijirou would react if he saw himself now.

When the others decided to get out of the water, Eijirou followed them and joined Katsuki, who had left earlier and was now drying on the nearby rocks. He looked stunning like this, wrapped in his brand new red cape, his pale golden hair shining in the sun. It formed a nice contrast with the dark gray boulder he was on, the bright green of the grass behind him, and the sharp rocks rising from the ground like blades in the background.

Eijirou climbed on the boulder and lay down beside Katsuki, groaning contentedly when he felt the sun-warmed stone on his bare skin.

“Having fun?” he asked his partner with a lazy smile.

Katsuki nodded and looked back at the view, his sharp gaze lost in the distance. Eijirou was content just watching him, listening absently to the rest of their friends talking. He could almost fall asleep like this…

“Don’t move!” Togaru yelled suddenly, snapping him out of his relaxed state.

“What’s wrong?” Eijirou asked, frozen in place.

He guessed the reason for his friend’s outburst the moment he heard his triumphant laugh.

“Oh, what did you catch?” Eijirou grinned as he finally dared turn around.

Togaru slowly opened his palms to reveal a gorgeous beetle shining like a rainbow in the sun.

“Look at this beauty,” he said with a softness that was reserved to his favorite bugs, as he gently tipped his hand to better admire the way the sun reflected on its shell.

Eijirou admired his restraint when the beetle had enough and flew away. It was always hard for him to let go of things he wanted for his hoard. When Katsuki had replaced his cape a week ago, Eijirou had almost jumped on the old red fabric his partner had kept just for him. He’d refused to let it go for hours, too, even though he knew it was a gift and no one would fight him for it.

Some of his dragon instincts hadn’t completely settled, it seemed.

“I already have one of these,” Togaru shrugged, though Eijirou didn’t miss his longing stare in the direction the beetle had left.

He shook his head and walked back to the others, soon followed by Katsuki and Eijirou.

“So, Eijirou,” Setsuna said once they were all settled, “would you say your first time in Geltwyn is a success?”

“What I’ve seen so far is awesome!” Eijirou grinned. “I’m really curious to see what the people are like, though.”

“They’re pretty nice, even if it’s annoying to have to hide our shifter forms,” Setsuna said. “If you’re interested… I know Hizashi speaks their language, but I can’t remember who else.”

“I do,” Hitoshi said. “Hizashi is a better choice if you want to see their cities, though. I’m not a fan of crowds.”

“I’ll ask him, then,” Eijirou grinned. “I’d love to try their food too. Wouldn’t you, Katsuki?”

“I haven't heard much about it, so it can’t be that good,” Katsuki shrugged. “Do they even have interesting seasonings?”

“They’re pretty isolated, so it’s not like they have a lot to work with,” Hitoshi explained. “It’s not memorable to say the least. Especially if you grew up on Yuuei food.”

“Guess we’ll see,” Katsuki said.

“Sure, it’s worth a try anyway!” Eijirou said. “Dad always says you don’t know anything about a country until you know how they cook.”

It only hit him after the words had left his mouth that he hadn’t talked about his parents in a while. Or not in such a neutral context, at least.

“Wise words, coming from a Yuuei guy,” Togaru sneered.

“Oh, he’s not originally from Yuuei,” Eijirou said. “He’s Ilsurhi.”

“Are we friendly with them? I don’t remember,” Togaru asked, turning toward Hitoshi and Setsuna.

“No idea, Maito doesn’t fly above them,” Setsuna shrugged.

“I don’t remember either,” Hitoshi admitted. “But they can’t be good, if he treated Eijirou like someone from Yuuei.”

“Maybe it’s just their horrible influence that made him act like this,” Togaru sneered, making the others chuckle like they weren’t insulting Eijirou’s home culture right in front of him.

“Hey, if they hadn’t done that, I’d probably be dead by now,” Eijirou interrupted them coldly. “And they didn’t know what they were doing.”

“They would have known if they weren’t all dragon killers,” Togaru huffed.

“It’s sad that you had to grow up with these awful people, Eijirou,” Setsuna added, shaking her head like it was some sort of tragedy. “Good thing you’re here with us now!”

“Their food is probably their only redeeming quality,” Hitoshi said. “And their landscapes. It would be nice without the people who live there, really.”

Eijirou gritted his teeth as they laughed, boiling with anger. He wasn’t sure why, since he’d always been fine with Katsuki badmouthing Yuuei the entire time he’d known him, but this time, he couldn’t stand it. How dare they? They knew nothing! The way Yuuei treated sapients might be horrible, but it didn’t mean every single person who was born and raised there was the same. Suddenly, it felt like they weren’t insulting some formless entity that represented all of Yuuei, but Recovery Girl, who’d helped dragon shifters for years; Camie, who accepted everyone as they were and used her social skills to help them fit in; Jirou, Kaminari, Sero, and Uraraka, who had accepted him back when he barely even accepted himself… It even included Tokoyami and Inasa, who had suffered from the way people in Yuuei treated them but still lived there. Or even Eijirou himself, who would always be from Yuuei no matter where he went.

“That’s not fucking true,” Katsuki said before Eijirou could protest himself. “The country sucks, that’s for sure, but there are some real Friends of the Dragons there.”

The others fell silent, eyes going wide as they fell on Katsuki. It was clear that they expected him to speak up even less than Eijirou.

“He’s right,” Eijirou agreed. “We’ve made some great friends while we were in Yuuei. People who accepted me for who I was. And even my parents! They messed up because they were trying to protect me and my siblings. If they hated sapients, they could’ve just kicked me out the moment they realized who I was. Or even when my sister was born, if all they cared about was having a kid. So stop saying shit about my friends and family like that!”

He softened up when he saw the others’ guilty expressions, his anger slowly subsiding.

“Sorry,” Setsuna said. “You’re right, I guess not everyone is terrible.”

“You should’ve seen the kinds of stories I found when I was searching their libraries, though,” Hitoshi grumbled. “They aren’t just assholes to sapients, they’re actually proud of it.”

“And it makes the people who stand up for us even manlier, don’t you think?” Eijirou said. “Some of them risked their lives to save me from dragon hunters, you know?”

“I thought Katsuki and your friend from Omah did everything?” Setsuna asked, confused.

“Yeah, ‘cause I wasn’t gonna throw them at experienced dragon hunters when they weren’t even fighters themselves,” Katsuki said. “Doesn’t mean they wouldn’t have done it if I’d asked.”

Eijirou smiled, chest filling with warmth at the memory of his friends. And what better way to honor them than to smirk and coo, “Aww, Katsuki. I knew you cared about them!”

“Shut up,” Katsuki barked with the same tone he used for Kaminari and Sero.

Eijirou missed them so much… He wondered if he’d be able to contact them next time they were in Yuuei. Maybe through Recovery Girl or something. It’d be great to see them again, even if it meant having to hide his dragon side for a while. Miruko did it successfully every year, after all. It shouldn’t be too hard after a whole year and a half of being able to shift freely.

“Well, if even Katsuki acknowledges them, they have to be great people,” Setsuna said with a forced smile after a beat of awkward silence.

“I guess I couldn’t have known if some people were fine with dragon shifters since I did everything I could to hide who I was,” Hitoshi conceded. “I’ll just have to take your word.”

“So, what would you say are great things about Yuuei, aside from the food and natural landscapes?” Setsuna asked.

Eijirou hummed as he tried to find something they could agree on, grateful for the change of subject. Eijirou knew their critics were deserved, and Togaru had told him once about the members of his family and fellow hunters who’d gone to Yuuei and other hostile places and never came back. Still, now that he was away, he felt a little protective of his home country.

He told them about the great cities and the huge markets, about the farm and the nice little village he grew up in, and although the others didn’t seem like they wanted to visit—which he could understand perfectly and wouldn’t encourage anyway—they at least sounded a little less hostile toward the country.

Or at least, they did until Eijirou brought up Yuuei’s brand of hospitality.

“You mean they’re helpful and welcoming to other humans,” Togaru pointed out bitterly.

Eijirou deflated a little. That was why he hadn’t started with it, he remembered. “Well… yeah, but–”

“I don’t think you can call them welcoming if they’re not going to extend their hospitality to anyone who isn’t like them,” Hitoshi said.

“That’s also what you guys do, though,” Eijirou blurted out before he even realized what he was saying. He wouldn’t take it back, though. The more he thought about it, the more he realized that it was true.

“We’re not!” Setsuna protested immediately.

“Katsuki and I couldn’t go to a dragon city earlier because everyone agreed that as a human, he wouldn’t be welcome, even if he grew up on one,” Eijirou retorted, feeling some of his old anger rise at the memory. “Was Mina wrong when she said that?”

“Well, no, but…” Setsuna said, voice faltering as it probably dawned on her that Eijirou was right. “I mean, it’s not like non-dragons can come to a dragon city, so…”

“You guys could carry them, like I did for Katsuki,” Eijirou said.

“We don’t kill humans on sight, though, do we?” Togaru growled. “Don’t you dare compare us to these assholes.”

“That’s because no one can fly up to a dragon city without getting your approval, though,” Katsuki remarked, not sounding mad about it in the slightest. He, too, sounded like he’d just realized this.

“Are you saying we’d do it if we lived on land?” Togaru barked, glaring at him.

“Of course not,” Katsuki huffed. “Doesn’t mean Eijirou doesn’t have a point here. I agree that Yuuei sucks for many reasons, but you can’t condemn them for only treating their own well when you’re doing the same.”

“We’ve been hurt by Land Dwellers! Some of us are killed by humans every year! We have every right to be wary of them!” Togaru yelled, his face distorted by rage.

“Come to think of it, so have they,” Hitoshi blurted, looking like he’d surprised himself with his own realization.

“Are you seriously going to tell me–” Togaru hissed.

“Not by dragon shifters,” Hitoshi corrected immediately. “But Yuuei was founded over the corpses of ogres, right?” he said, looking at Eijirou for confirmation.

Eijirou nodded slowly. The Ogre War, he remembered now. The founding of Yuuei wasn’t celebrated much down south, far from the capital, but even he’d learned how the first king of Yuuei rose to power after leading his men against the terrible, man-eating ogres that were destroying the land. And even according to Toyomitsu, this story wasn’t deformed to make giants the bad guys. The ones who used to be found in Yuuei really were horrible people who ate everything in their wake until all that was left was a barren wasteland.

“So you think people in Yuuei are so wary of sapients because of that?” Eijirou asked, eyes wide in realization.

“I don’t know, it could be,” Hitoshi shrugged. “It would be interesting.”

“It was a long time ago, though. They had plenty of time to get over it and see that not every sapient is a dangerous, all-devouring beast,” Katsuki said.

They all nodded in agreement and a long, thoughtful silence settled between them.

“Well, it doesn’t excuse anything,” Togaru grumbled a moment later, snapping them out of their thoughts. “And we’re not like them.”

Eijirou shrugged. He wasn’t going to apologize when he knew he was right, but he didn’t want to ruin the whole day over it. So when Setsuna asked him what it had felt like to meet the giants in the Golden Mountains, Eijirou gladly told everyone about his first encounter with Toyomitsu and how his opinion on giants was already pretty good thanks to Inasa.

They seemed especially interested in him, and if Togaru still wasn’t convinced, Hitoshi and Setsuna both seemed to think that if an entire village could accept a giant, maybe not all hope was lost for Yuuei. Between this and the mystery of Tokoyami’s origins—which, sadly, no one here could help solve—they ended the day on a positive note. As Eijirou flew back to Maito, he had to wonder which view was the prettiest: the one from the ground or the one from the air.

.

Walking along the coast of Geltwyn with Eijirou was everything Katsuki had hoped for. The wind was stronger than he’d anticipated and the sun was hidden behind a thick layer of clouds that had nothing to do with Maito, but these two things only gave the landscape more character. The dark cliffs were a stark contrast against the green grass above and the gray ocean below. It was an easy walk on flat land, but the wind made it feel like a challenge. The grass stopped so suddenly that it felt like they were walking on the edge of the world. After staying in the mountains for so long, it was refreshing. Katsuki liked it. And Eijirou… Well…

“Do you think there are other caverns around here with rock carvings? Wouldn’t it be amazing to find one?” his partner asked excitedly, turning toward him with a grin.

That was one thing Katsuki hadn’t accounted for. Eijirou’s eyes were shining alright, and he looked elated to be here, but…

“The place Hitoshi showed us was amazing, right? That huge dragon carved right on the cliff’s face to show where the cavern is? Man, it really took my breath away! I mean, you saw how I forgot how to fly for a moment, right? It looked amazing in the sunset! I get how humans can’t really see it, even from boats. It’s so well-hidden for something so big! Our ancestors were really smart, weren’t they? And it’s so cool that we’ve made sure it doesn’t disappear even as the cliffs erode, right?”

Katsuki nodded in silence, letting his partner go on and on about the rock carvings Eyebags had shown them a few days ago. Eijirou hadn’t shut up about it since.

“And then, when you go inside the cavern and there are lots of smaller carvings? My heart was beating so hard! I loved the hunters, and the one with a flower, but my favorite was definitely the dragon lovers!”

“Of course you’d like sappy stuff like that,” Katsuki huffed fondly. When he’d thought about his day on the cliffs with Eijirou, he’d always pictured his partner taking in the sight in silence. He realized now how mistaken he’d been. Not that he was complaining: he could listen to Eijirou rave just about anything all day. “The mage was definitely the best.”

“It was really nice too, you’re right!” Eijirou grinned. “It’s cool that they all have names! Though I guess it kinda sucks that we’re not entirely sure what these carvings really mean. But having Hitoshi’s explanations was the best, right? I wish he’d been here back in Yuuei to tell us more about the cave paintings.”

Katsuki clicked his tongue at that, feeling a twinge of resentment at the thought that Eijirou might have preferred to have Eyebags present instead of him. He loved seeing his partner being excited about stuff, but it was always “Hitoshi this” and “Hitoshi that” these days. Eijirou talked about him almost as often as he talked about the ancient art itself.

Katsuki took a deep breath and focused on the cliffs and the flight of the birds nesting on them instead. He wouldn’t let this guy ruin his nice day out with Eijirou.

“Hitoshi knows so much about history. He’s amazing, isn’t he?” Eijirou said with a grin.

Katsuki huffed. “He’s just doing his fucking job.”

His answer made Eijirou snort. “Right, but it’s a pretty amazing job.”

“S’just a fucking job…” Katsuki grumbled, thankful for the wind carrying his bitter words away from Eijirou’s ears. He didn’t want to ruin his partner’s mood.

“You know… I’ve thought about doing something similar a while ago,” Eijirou said thoughtfully.

“Yeah? When?” Katsuki asked, refusing to let himself jump to stupid conclusions like Eijirou running away with Eyebags, Eijirou leaving him to court Eyebags, Eijirou traveling the world with Eyebags and leaving him behind, being abandoned and losing everything aga–

“Back when we lived in our cave,” Eijirou said, cutting Katsuki’s spiraling thoughts short. “I didn’t even know it was a real job, back then! But I kept thinking about how nice it’d be to travel the world and look for more ancient sites like this with you.”

Katsuki’s thoughts froze at his partner’s last two words and the way he’d said them like it was the most natural thing in the world. ‘With you,’ he’d said. ‘With you.’

“It’s funny, you know… You were such an important part of that fantasy,” Eijirou continued with an embarrassed chuckle. “I wasn’t thinking about it in a romantic way but… I guess I probably had feelings for you already. I can’t believe I didn’t realize it back then!”

With a new warmth radiating from his core, pulsing through his entire body with every heartbeat, Katsuki could only nod, a small, satisfied smile on his face.

“That sounds cool as fuck,” he said quietly, letting the wind carry the words straight into Eijirou’s ears.

Eijirou’s beaming smile was so bright Katsuki could barely look at him. “Right? I’m glad you agree! It’d be awesome, wouldn’t it? I wonder how you become a historian… Like, is there a special kind of training? Do you need to prove yourself or is it enough to be enthusiastic?”

“Gotta have some serious guts and know how to blend in with humans in places that are dangerous for dragon shifters,” Katsuki said. “It’d be perfect for you.”

“For you too! I guess I’ll have to ask Hitoshi how it works. I don’t think I wanna do it right away, anyway. But we’d make the coolest historian duo, wouldn’t we? Traveling all over the world, finding long forgotten places…” Eijirou grinned.

Katsuki nodded. He could see it. It sounded pretty fucking awesome. After being inactive for so long, Katsuki missed his old life of adventures. It would be great to get back to it in this way.

Maybe he’d been worrying for nothing, after all, he told himself as he took a step closer to cup Eijirou’s face. He’d planned for a shifter kiss, but as he remembered that there was no one but them for miles, he couldn’t resist kissing Eijirou fully on the lips.

He’d never tire of the rush he felt every time. Or of the way Eijirou purred against his lips. There was no way Katsuki would ever let him go.

Their moment was cut short when it started raining, and they had to fly back up in a hurry.

Despite everything, once the moment had passed and they’d left the beautiful cliffs of Geltwyn far behind, Katsuki found himself worrying again. He didn’t want to let Eijirou go, but what if his partner realized he didn’t want to be with him?

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Chapter 80: Laundry Day

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Katsuki felt like an overcooked stew slowly turning into burnt mush. For the past few weeks, he’d found himself thinking about Eijirou leaving him more and more often. His partner had given him no actual reason to worry, and was, in fact, the one who always put his doubts to rest without Katsuki even needing to ask. He dropped by whenever he was free to talk to Katsuki during his breaks, he went on flights above the endless ocean with him from time to time, he was still eager to spend time alone with him… Back when Maito was still flying above land, Eijirou had even gotten into the habit of hunting rabbits and other small prey for him, bringing it back to their home or just handing it to him in the kitchen so Katsuki could cook his catches just for the two of them.

Katsuki could tell from the first time his partner had done that, sheepishly welcoming him home with two rabbits, that it was his attempt at adapting traditional Barbarian courting to a place where grand gestures like dropping an entire boar at your lover’s feet were frowned upon and seen as unhygienic. And although it didn’t fill Katsuki with the same kind of blazing, overwhelming pride and joy as said grand gestures used to, Eijirou’s thoughtfulness still filled him with warm affection and the feeling that he was the luckiest asshole in the world.

His partner couldn’t do that anymore now that they were flying across the ocean, though. Dragon shifters usually fished collectively by flying over the water while carrying a net and then flying up with whatever they’d caught, which meant Eijirou couldn’t claim an individual catch.

But that didn’t mean Eijirou didn’t do anything else for him. It didn’t mean Katsuki had any reason to worry about their relationship. Yet no amount of telling himself that was enough to stop his thoughts from spiraling from time to time. He used to tell himself that if Eijirou decided upon reaching Maito that he wanted to be with another dragon shifter, he’d just let him go. But now that they were here, the idea of losing him felt like being thrown into an icy lake. It felt like losing everything again, like being five and being sent away to a strange place where most people didn’t even speak his language, like being fifteen and being sent back to people he’d learned to resent for ten years… It felt like losing his home, which didn’t make any fucking sense because no matter what, he’d still be on Maito with his old friends.

Fuck. He was being so damn stupid it was embarrassing.

But if he’d learned one thing from his recent experience with his tribe and his parents, it was that talking was the best way of killing these shitty thoughts once and for all. The only issue being that he really, really didn’t want to start that shit with Eijirou when he knew his partner had done nothing to deserve it. Sure, he was talking more about other people like Hitoshi, or Setsuna, or some of the people he was working with, but it didn’t mean anything. Katsuki just wished that whatever part of his mind responsible for this negative shit would just get the message.

So when the thoughts got too frequent and too much, instead of talking to his partner, Katsuki did the next best thing. When Setsuna came by to ask if one of them would like to do their laundry with her, Katsuki immediately stepped up.

Eijirou sent him a surprised look. He’d been the one taking care of it the most, saying that he liked being in control of his hoard and it was a good opportunity to get to know Setsuna better. And he was right: beating stains together was a great time to talk about stuff. That was why Setsuna liked to do it with other people. And that was why Katsuki needed to do it this time.

“Do you want me to come too?” Eijirou still asked, because of course he’d offer his help.

“We’ll be fine, don’t worry about that,” Katsuki said before Setsuna could reply. “You do it all the time already.”

Eijirou pouted at the answer, obviously disappointed and looking like he was thinking about protesting. Katsuki looked at him with a frown, wondering why he wouldn’t let him take care of it. It could be because of his hoard, but he’d never minded Katsuki washing his clothes in the past, so why would he start now?

“Okay, fine,” Eijirou said after a moment, sounding only half convinced. He made a move toward the basket of laundry, but changed his mind and let them go, leaving Katsuki to wonder what the hell was wrong with him.

Of course, it didn’t take long for Setsuna to realize that something was up with Katsuki. He wasn’t sure how to broach the subject when they found a place to settle and got to work, but before he could talk himself out of it, she asked casually,

“So, what’s wrong?”

Katsuki paused in the middle of rubbing out a stain. He might have expected it from his friend, but it didn’t mean the question didn’t catch him by surprise.

Fuck, what could he even say without sounding like a complete dumbass?

Was there even a way for him to avoid that, when even he knew he was being one?

Shaking his head, Katsuki got back to his task and decided to get straight to the point.

“It’s about Eijirou,” he said, looking resolutely at the shirt he was washing.

“Yeah? What about him?” Setsuna asked.

She sounded weirdly cheerful, like she had no idea what Katsuki’s problem was. Like she didn’t expect there to be a problem in the first place. And she was right, there shouldn’t be one.

Katsuki paused in his work once more to think about his next words, but again, he was forced to admit that there was no way to put it that wouldn’t make him sound like a damn fool.

“What if he leaves me?” he said. “What if he realizes that he’d rather be with another dragon shifter?”

Setsuna’s frantic scrubbing stopped as well.

“Why would he?” she asked, like she couldn’t even fathom the idea. “Did he say something?”

Katsuki shook his head. “I’m just… I don’t know, I keep thinking about that.”

He looked up when he heard a snort, and Setsuna burst out laughing when he glared at her.

“Don’t fucking laugh, I’m serious!” Katsuki barked, although he knew he deserved it. “Ugh, I shouldn’t have brought that shit up.”

“Katsuki, no,” Setsuna said. She’d stopped laughing, but she still had an amused smile as she continued. “I shouldn’t have laughed, sorry. But it’s just… How can you even think that?”

“I don’t know!” Katsuki exclaimed, throwing his clean shirt with the others and grabbing the next one. “It’s just… he keeps spending time with you and he won’t shut up about how fucking great Eyebags is, and he always has to carry me everywhere! And he fits in so well here, he doesn’t fucking need me anymore. What if he finds out he doesn’t care about me after all? What if he just thought he liked me because no one else knew as much about him as I did?”

“Oh, Katsuki…” Setsuna said, looking so fucking pitying Katsuki wanted to slap her with Eijirou’s wet underwear. “Look, I’m not saying it’s stupid. Your logic is technically right, it makes sense. But… You know Eijirou is absolutely head over heels for you, right? I mean, I know he always tells you that he does the laundry with me to get to know me better, but you know what we talk about the most?”

Katsuki shook his head.

“You,” she answered. “He keeps asking for stories about how you were as a kid, and he always goes on and on about how manly and perfect you are. And you should see his face too, I can’t even describe it. It’s so… loving, you know? It’s adorable.”

Katsuki smiled as he focused back on his work. He could picture it perfectly. And yet…

“We’ve only been here for a couple of months, though,” he pointed out.

“Yeah, and like you’ve said, he already fits in. He’s had plenty of time to decide a dragon shifter would be a better mate for him,” Setsuna countered as Katsuki moved on to the next garment.

“Yeah, but–”

The rest of Katsuki’s sentence died when he saw what he’d just grabbed. A piece of carefully mended red fabric covered with dirt. Katsuki’s pre-courting gift. 

Fuck. Eijirou was usually so careful with important pieces of his hoard, and this one was fucking caked. Katsuki’s guts clenched at the implications. Did Eijirou not care about it anymore? Did he not care about him? Had Katsuki been right to worry all along?

Setsuna must have noticed his sour expression, because she asked softly, “Hey, what’s wrong?”

“S’my pre-courting gift to Eijirou,” Katsuki said, holding up the dirty piece of fabric. “And he just…”

“Oh, so that’s why he’s been wearing it so much these days!” Setsuna exclaimed, like she didn’t understand what the hell seeing it in such a state meant.

“The fuck you mean?”

“Well, see… There’s this girl he works with who seems to have a crush on him. Nothing too serious, though, I swear! Eijirou didn’t even notice until I pointed out that she’d probably been trying to know more about him to figure out what he hoards and maybe shoot her shot.”

“Is she fucking serious?” Katsuki hissed through clenched teeth, squeezing the dirt out of the fabric mercilessly. “Everyone knows we’re courting, dammit!”

“Well, yeah, but until you’re mated, there’s no reason why she wouldn’t try. I mean, most people don’t know how far you are in the courting process.”

“By Barbarian standards, we’re almost fucking mated!” Katsuki shouted, earning surprised and disapproving looks from the other people doing their laundry.

“Well, yeah, but we don’t know that,” Setsuna whispered, reminding him to watch his volume.

“Right, right…” Katsuki grumbled. “So what’s it have to do with this, huh?” he asked, holding up the scarf.

“Everything!” Setsuna retorted. “Eijirou freaked out when I told him she was probably trying to court him. He really wanted to turn her down before she even tried to give him something, but he had no idea how. So I said the best way to do it was to proudly display one of your gifts, to show he was happily taken. I guess he was right to cover it at work before, though, if this is what happens when he doesn’t…”

“Oh…” was all Katsuki could say as he lowered it slowly. So it was in this state because Eijirou cared about him, huh… Katsuki was such a fucking idiot.

“He must trust you a lot to let you handle part of his hoard like this,” Setsuna remarked, as if to make her point even more obvious.

“It doesn’t fucking mean anything,” he still grumbled. “His mom wouldn’t let him wash it himself, so he got used to it.”

“She wouldn’t?! Why?” Setsuna asked, confused.

“Laundry is a woman’s job in Yuuei, apparently. Like, men aren’t even allowed to do it. I had to teach him,” Katsuki said as he remembered those days at the start of their journey, back when Eijirou didn’t know anything about adventuring, life on the road, or even his true nature. “And she didn’t know about hoards and all that. She just thought Eijirou was being fussy over nothing.”

“Damn… The more I learn about how he was raised, the more I admire his spirit. I would’ve gone mad if my parents had treated me like that.”

“Yeah… He’s really fucking strong,” Katsuki said with a fond smile.

“Still, he knows he has a choice now,” Setsuna said. “He’s had to wash other parts of his hoard in the past, and he never lets me help. I swear he growled at me last time I accidentally touched it!”

Katsuki snorted at that, and the knots in his stomach slowly untangled. That explained so fucking much. Including Eijirou’s reaction when Katsuki said he’d do the laundry. Eijirou knew what was in today’s bundle, and yet he still decided to let Katsuki handle it. He’d still decided to trust him with such an important part of himself.

He couldn’t stop smiling as he finished cleaning everything. 

“So, are you feeling better?” Setsuna asked as they moved to the rinsing pool.

Katsuki answered with a grunt. He was feeling better about Eijirou, there was no doubt about it, but… something was still bothering him. He didn’t know what, though.

“You know, I think you should talk to him,” she said as she got to work on the next step of the process.

“It’s fucking stupid, even you think so. I don’t wanna make him feel bad for shit he can’t help,” Katsuki grumbled as he beat the shit out of his shirt before throwing it back into the water to rinse it.

“Maybe so, but it still makes you feel bad,” Setsuna pointed out. “And if talking to me made you feel a little better, just imagine how it’ll be like to actually talk to him.”

Katsuki sighed. “We’ll fucking see.”

She shrugged and started beating her own laundry.

“You know,” she said as she rinsed it one last time, “When you said you needed to talk to me about Eijirou, I really thought you were going to ask for advice on your mating gift or something.”

“And yet, some fucking extra thinks she can court him…” Katsuki grumbled between loud slaps on Eijirou’s pants.

Setsuna snorted. “Don’t be too hard on her, she’s young and she doesn’t know you two like I do.”

Katsuki answered with a grunt as he grabbed another garment.

“Maybe you should do it,” she continued. “I know you haven’t been courting officially for that long, but after everything you’ve been through these past two years, I don’t think it’d be rushed.”

“I’d rather wait,” Katsuki said. “I want him to be sure about all this. Maybe I should let him take the first step or something…”

“Right, there’s no rush,” Setsuna agreed. “But if this is about him figuring out that he doesn’t like you as a mate after all, I really don’t think you have anything to worry about.”

Katsuki paused in his beating for a moment. Was it about that? He wasn’t even sure anymore. He wanted to be mated to Eijirou in the future, there was no doubt about it. Eijirou was his velshélumnar after all. And yet…

“Also, I just want you to know that even if something happened and you broke up with Eijirou—not that I think you guys will… But if it happened, you know it wouldn’t change anything between us, right?” Setsuna said, like Katsuki had even the slightest doubt about that. “You’ll still be welcome on Maito no matter what. I’ll gladly become your designated ride, and I don’t give a damn about what people say this time! This is your home too. I won’t let us make the same mistakes as before, even if–”

“Yeah, I fucking got it,” Katsuki interrupted her briskly as he tried not to tear the underwear he was holding apart. It was nice of her, but… Fuck, what did she even mean by all that? Why was she acting like his place here was tied to Eijirou when he was the one who came first? It wasn’t like his mother could do anything to keep him away from Maito this time, and she didn’t even want to!

“Katsuki? Something wrong?” Setsuna asked, concerned.

Katsuki shook his head as he forced himself to relax. “I’m fine,” he said curtly. “Just… Thanks or whatever.”

“Sure,” she nodded, looking like she didn’t believe him but didn’t dare prod for fear of making things worse.

As if she could…

The worst part, Katsuki realized as he continued to rinse and beat the shit out of the rest of his laundry, was that none of what she’d said seemed new to him. Maybe his problems weren’t just about Eijirou, after all…

But he really didn’t want to unpack all that right now, so instead, he tried to channel all of his frustration into getting his laundry as clean as possible. It wasn’t as efficient as a good mastkeln, but it was pretty damn close.

.

Katsuki had been kind of gloomy for the past two weeks and Eijirou didn’t know what to do about it. After their stay in the Golden Mountains, he recognized this attitude. Katsuki was thinking about something he didn’t like, and it was souring his mood.

At first, Eijirou had thought that solving the problem would be simple. However, when he’d tried to make Katsuki talk about it, his partner had refused, and Eijirou didn’t want to force him. It wasn’t the stubborn, unreasonable kind of refusal as before. This time, Katsuki had seriously considered the idea before shaking his head and telling him that he needed more time to think, but he’d tell him whenever he was ready.

So now, once again, all Eijirou could do was wait. He trusted Katsuki to talk to him in time, but until then, he didn’t know what to do with himself. And he really had no idea of what could have made Katsuki so somber all of a sudden.

He knew it had something to do with whatever he’d talked about with Setsuna. Eijirou had noticed a few shifts in his partner’s mood before, but Katsuki’s behavior had changed for good after doing the laundry with her. He’d tried to ask her about it the next time they were alone, but it seemed that she wasn’t sure what could have happened either, and for the sake of Katsuki’s privacy, she wouldn’t tell him what they’d been talking about that day.

“Sorry, you’ll just have to wait until he’s ready,” she’d said with an encouraging clap on the shoulder.

As if it was comforting in any way. Eijirou knew that already and he was trying, but the more Katsuki waited, the more worried he became.

‘What if this is about you?’’ a nasty little voice in his head had asked once. ‘What if you’re the problem?’ The question wouldn’t leave him alone since. It wasn’t all the time, but it got more and more frequent with each passing day. Eijirou had rejected it as a silly idea at first, but the more he thought about it, the more sense it made. It would explain why Katsuki had talked to Setsuna and not him. Unless his partner had just found a better confidante in his childhood friend… Eijirou didn’t know which option would be the most disheartening.

'What if he doesn't want you now that he's home? What if he realizes you're not that great now that he's among other dragon shifters? What if he only liked you because you were the closest thing he had to his home?'

Eijirou just wanted the uncertainty to stop.

It was in those troubled times that Maito welcomed a new resident—albeit a temporary one.

One day, as he was flying with Katsuki, he heard the loud roar of a dragon announcing their arrival and greeting a dragon city. The newcomer was a pale, yellowish green, and unlike Hitoshi, no one here seemed to know him. Once he’d been granted access to the main square both by Maito and Shouta, he introduced himself as Hiryu of the Wind, a city-hopper hoping to spend a season or two among them.

Eijirou didn’t have time to introduce himself properly then, but since the newcomer looked around his age, he had a feeling that he’d end up in their small group of friends sooner or later.

He was proved right when Setsuna asked him to sit with them over dinner.

Eijirou mostly focused on his food as the others asked him about the cool things he’d seen and news from other dragon cities. There was a burning question at the tip of his tongue, but he didn’t know if he really wanted to ask. Still… every time he heard the words “city-hopper,” Eijirou couldn’t help but think about the ones Mina had told him about. The couple whose child had fallen off a dragon city and was never found. Everyone who’d heard his story here seemed to think such a thing was unheard of, so those people had to be his parents, right? And this Hiryu guy might know them? It was worth a try, at least. Eijirou had nothing to lose by asking, he knew, but…

Did he really want to know? If he really had dragon parents out there… What then? Did he want to meet them? Would they want to even see him, after so long? The thought made him uneasy, and he didn’t know why. It would be nice to have a family, but at the same time, Eijirou already had a family. They hadn’t been the best, but he didn’t want to replace them with strangers who had literally let him down when he was a baby. So maybe it was better not to know, after all.

Eijirou was pulled out of his thoughts by Katsuki’s concerned hand on his shoulder and a word coming from Hiryu: “Omah”.

“You were on Omah?” Eijirou asked, immediately perking up.

“Yeah, I visit almost every year,” Hiryu said. “I have really good friends there.”

Eijirou grinned, all thoughts about his possible birth parents forgotten. He was about to tell him about Mina and Tetsu, but Hiryu continued,

“It’s a shame I couldn’t deliver their message, though…”

“What message?” Eijirou asked.

“Well, you see, my friends said if I ever went to Maito, I should try to find ‘Kirishima and Bakugou’. But I’ve asked around and it seems that they aren’t here.”

“Wait, what? That’s us!” Eijirou exclaimed.

“You’re Bakugou?” Togaru asked, confused.

“No, I’m Kirishima! Katsuki is Bakugou,” Eijirou corrected him. “They’re our family names. We just never used them here because you guys don’t have them.”

“Oh, I had no idea!” Setsuna exclaimed. “I feel stupid now, I should have thought about it. Of course, Land Dwellers have those.”

“So you’re Kirishima?” Hiryu asked with a grin. “The dragon shifter who was raised in Yuuei?”

“Yeah, that’s me!” Eijirou grinned. “And I take it your message was from Mina and Tetsu?”

“Yes! They’ll be so happy to hear that you got up here safely! I was really worried that I’d have to deliver them bad news on my next visit.”

Eijirou’s heart warmed up at that. He hadn’t heard about them in so long! It was nice to know that they were still thinking about Katsuki and him.

“So, what’s the message?” Katsuki asked, trying to act detached although Eijirou could tell that he was curious as well.

“Right! They mostly wanted to make sure you were here and safe, but they also want you to know that they’re both happily mated now.”

“No way! That’s awesome!” Eijirou grinned, so happy for his friends that he didn’t know what to do with himself. He wanted to get up and jump around, like Mina used to.

“Of course they are, dumbass,” Katsuki said. “They were supposed to get mated right after Mina came back to Omah.”

“Right, I forgot about that!” Eijirou said, cheeks hurting from smiling so much.

“They also want you guys to know that you’re welcome to visit them on Omah whenever you want, and they’d love to see you again. They might have a hatchling by then, so you should definitely come! That’s what Mina said, at least. Tetsu also wanted you to know that you’re welcome on Kalir too, if you need to catch a ride.”

Eijirou was so excited for his friends that he didn’t even know what to focus on first. They were happily reunited! They wanted Katsuki and him to visit! They were going to have a baby! They hadn’t forgotten about them!

“We’ll have to go as soon as we can, right?” he said excitedly as he turned toward Katsuki.

“I guess… We can check the maps or something, see if there’s an easy way to join Omah.”

“It would be your first time going from one city to the other, right?” Hiryu asked.

They nodded.

“I was thinking about going back there next, so you can always come with me,” he said with a smile. “Tetsu and Mina would have my head if I let anything happen to you guys on your way, after all,” he added with a chuckle.

“Thank you!” Setsuna exclaimed. “Not that I don’t trust you, Eijirou, but flying between cities can be pretty exhausting and I don’t want you to get hurt on your first trip.”

Eijirou smiled at that. Katsuki was grumbling that she didn’t need to be such a mother hen with them, but Eijirou thought it was nice that someone who knew better had their backs like this.

“You seem to have spent a lot of time on Omah, though,” Setsuna remarked. “Is it nice?”

“It’s a great place to be! But I mostly go back for my friends,” Hiryu said. “I’m a city-hopper through and through, but if I had to settle somewhere, I think it’d be there.”

“What’s it like, being a city-hopper?” Eijirou couldn’t help but ask. He felt stupid when everyone sent him a surprised look, and quickly added, “If you don’t mind telling me about it, of course! It’s just, you know… You’re the first one I’ve ever met, so…”

“Right, I shouldn’t be surprised,” Hiryu said. “And, well… It’s different for everyone, really, but we all have one thing in common: we can’t resist the call of the wind. No matter how great a place is, it always ends up calling, and I have to answer and find out where it’ll carry me next. People who don’t like traveling all say that it’s sad, not having a real place to call home, always being away from friends if I want to see others, but I don’t see it that way. Everywhere can be home, even if I’m not staying. And my friends are all precious to me, even if I don’t see them all year long. The sadness of parting with friends and the joy of seeing others… To me, that’s what being a city-hopper is all about.”

Eijirou found himself smiling fondly at the explanation. He’d thought the concept of city-hopper would feel foreign to him, but it wasn’t. What Hiryu had described reminded him of his traveling days in Yuuei. Still…

“Isn’t it hard to travel all on your own, though?”

Hiryu shrugged. “You know, living in dragon cities, you’re always surrounded by people. So the time I spend alone with the wind as my only companion just feels refreshing to me. But I know others who always travel in group.”

“Are there a lot?”

Hiryu laughed. “I really don’t know,” he said. “You know, people always expect me to know all the city-hoppers, like we have secret gatherings or something, but that couldn’t be further from the truth. Since we’re always traveling, we miss each other a lot. Though I have to say, it’s always great to meet another city-hopping friend when you least expect it.”

“I know!” Eijirou exclaimed, thoughts jumping toward Kaminari, Sero, and Jirou. “We have friends in Yuuei who travel a lot too, and no matter how many times we split with no idea of where we’re going, we always bump into each other eventually. I’m always so happy to see them again!”

Hiryu smiled at that, like he was glad to find someone who understood. “It’s the best, isn’t it? We even have a saying about that: ‘Hearts joined by the wind will always meet again’.”

Eijirou smiled. It was exactly how he felt about his friends.

When he walked home with Katsuki, later in the evening, Eijirou’s head was filled with excitement about the news he got from Mina and Tetsu, but also relief from knowing that there was no point in asking Hiryu about his possible parents after all.

He wasn’t sure how to feel about it, though. If his birth parents had cared about him, wasn’t it bad that he didn’t want to try and find them, if only to tell them that he was alive?

He shook his head, trying to focus on brighter things.

“You have that look again,” Katsuki said as soon as they were home.

“What look?” Eijirou asked.

“The same you had before that guy talked about Omah. Like you’re conflicted or some shit.”

“Oh, that? Yeah, sorry,” Eijirou said. He should have expected his partner to notice. “It’s nothing important, don’t worry.”

He really didn’t want to tell Katsuki about it. It wasn’t… He didn’t want to think about it now. And hopefully, the thought would be gone by morning. Or at least, so he hoped.

Katsuki frowned, like he didn’t quite believe him, and Eijirou took a step forward to knock their foreheads together.

“Hey, I’ll be fine. It was just a passing thought. I promise I’ll tell you if it gets bad, okay?”

Katsuki sighed, but nodded against him.

Eijirou realized then that he hadn’t been so purposefully close to him in a while. Not since his partner got all pensive and moody. And although he knew that they were all over each other just this morning, Eijirou found himself missing him.

Breaking their shifter kiss, he wrapped his arms around Katsuki to hug him tightly, hooking his chin above his partner’s shoulder and inhaling his warm, comforting scent. The smell of cooking and spices clung to him these days, mellowing out the smoke and leather from before. Eijirou liked it even more.

Katsuki melted into the embrace before returning it just as hard. Tension Eijirou hadn’t even realized was there disappeared in an instant. It seemed that they were both keeping things from each other, but right now, he had a feeling that they’d be okay.

He wanted them to be okay.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I don't know why I wanted to write a scene about Bakugou and Setsuna talking over laundry but I wasn't going to ignore this particular call

Please note that there may not be a new chapter next week, it'll depend on my schedule

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 81: When The Walls Go Down

Notes:

Happy New Year! I hope you didn't miss me too much
I've just started work again and I'm very tired, but at least my kitchen is mostly back from the war and usable now

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Katsuki should talk to Eijirou. He knew it. His conversation with Setsuna had put most of his doubts about his partner to rest, but he still had a nagging feeling that wouldn’t go away. He kept thinking about Eijirou deciding to break things off with him, but not in the same way as before. The thought of it happening didn’t feel like a real threat anymore. It wasn’t the core of his mental nightmare scenario, just the trigger.

What was really haunting him, for some fucking reason, were the consequences. Because if he no longer shared his house on Maito with Eijirou, would it still be his home? Even if no one said anything like Setsuna feared, if all of his friends stayed with him, if Eijirou just left so Katsuki didn’t have to see him every day and know that he wasn’t enough, if he had the perfect life he’d always pictured before meeting Eijirou… would he still want to stay? Katsuki kept thinking about it, solving every single problem in his mind, but he couldn’t help but feel that no matter what, the answer would be “no”. And he didn’t know what to do with the idea.

He could talk to Eijirou. Erase all of his doubts about his partner leaving him once and for all. After what Setsuna had told him, he knew he had nothing to worry about regarding the outcome. He should do it, really, but…

Would it change anything about the second half of the problem? He couldn’t be sure.

Katsuki shook his head and focused on not letting his meat burn, gritting his teeth. He usually liked working in the kitchen, but today, everything was rubbing him the wrong way. The clatter of pots and pans, the sound of things grilling and boiling, the voices… Even the smell of food felt cloying. It made him want to throw up.

He should talk to Eijirou, he repeated himself. Especially since he’d told his partner that he would do it as soon as he knew what to say. And he should do it now, before his thoughts drove him insane. 

So for once, as the bell rang to announce that dinner was ready, Katsuki left with two portions of dinner and dragged Eijirou home the moment he located him in the crowd.

“Remember when I said I’d talk to you when I was ready? I’m fucking ready,” Katsuki gritted as he walked against the crowd to reach their home.

“Oh… okay,” Eijirou said.

There was nervousness in his voice that Katsuki didn’t like, but that was what this talk was for, after all.

“So, what is it?” Eijirou asked the moment they’d walked through the door. He didn’t even glance at the food Katsuki had left on their small table.

Katsuki took a deep breath, ready to tell him everything, and sighed as he realized that he didn’t know where to start. It was like his talk with Setsuna: he didn’t know how he could even broach the subject without sounding like an idiot. But in a way, it was the whole point. And the more he waited, the more concern he could read on Eijirou’s face.

“First, I want you to know that none of this is your fucking fault,” Katsuki started.

It was the wrong thing to say, it seemed, judging by the way Eijirou immediately tensed at the declaration.

“So it is about me, huh…” Eijirou muttered, and fuck, Katsuki really had started in the worst possible way.

“Yeah, but it’s not–” Katsuki started, stopping when he realized that there was no point in repeating that it wasn’t Eijirou’s fault. Not without first telling his partner what this was all about. “You know, before we came here, I always told myself that it’d be fine if you found out that you’d rather be with another dragon shifter. That was a stupid thought. I don’t want to let you go.”

Eijirou’s eyes widened in surprise for a second, and soon, the tension in his shoulders started to relax. 

“You know you don’t have to worry about that, right?” Eijirou said with a soft smile. “I don’t want to let you go either.”

Katsuki huffed, cheeks heating up at the declaration. “Yeah, I know. But I keep thinking about it these days, even though I know it’s stupid.”

“So that’s why you talked to Setsuna, right?” Eijirou asked.

Katsuki nodded. “Yeah, I didn’t want to burden you with that. Didn’t want you to think you’d done something wrong or that you had to change anything.”

“Oh, Katsuki…” Eijirou said with a fond smile. “You know… I’ve been worried about that too. You, realizing that I’m not special after all. That all you wanted was a dragon shifter, but it didn’t have to be me.”

“Of course it has to be you, dumbass,” Katsuki mumbled, unsure how to feel about the wave of relief flooding him at Eijirou’s admission. “It always had to be you,” he added, thinking about the way his partner had always been here for him, never leaving even when Katsuki was being an ass. How he’d managed to earn Katsuki’s trust and respect, making him want to listen when he called him out on his bullshit. How he never let himself be scared into submission.

Eijirou smiled, blushing, and chuckled lightly as he remarked, “I even got worried about you and Setsuna at some point, you know.”

Katsuki snorted. “Setsuna, huh…”

“Well, you two are pretty close,” Eijirou said.

“So are you,” Katsuki retorted.

“Yeah, because I thought if I got to know her better, I’d stop having these kinds of thoughts about the two of you.”

Katsuki looked down, feeling both stupid and relieved at the explanation. “And then you got me worried like a fucking idiot,” he muttered.

Eijirou burst out laughing. “No way! I can’t believe poor Setsuna got stuck in two imaginary love triangles!”

Katsuki smiled as he looked at his happy, relaxed partner. Now that Eijirou was laughing, the world felt right once more.

“It makes sense, I guess,” Katsuki said. Two-toned dragons like her were rare. Katsuki thought she had nothing on Eijirou’s bright red scales, but by dragon shifter standards, she was gorgeous. “I’m surprised she’s not mated yet.”

“Yeah, she’s really cool and manly,” Eijirou agreed. “But you’re cooler and manlier, and also my… what’s the word again? Velshélumnar, right?”

Katsuki’s cheeks burnt just hearing the word. They rarely called each other that—not out loud, at least—and it still had just as much effect on him as it had the first time, when Eijirou said it to his parents.

“Yeah…” Katsuki croaked, struggling to find his voice. He cleared his throat. “Yeah, that’s the word,” he muttered.

“So I guess we’re both idiots, then?” Eijirou said with a smile.

“Yeah, looks like it,” Katsuki agreed. “It’s like the more time I spend here, the more I realize how special you really are.”

Katsuki had thought Eijirou’s expression couldn’t get any softer or fonder, but he’d been wrong. Somehow, it managed to do both, and Katsuki was pretty sure he could see his partner’s lower lip tremble a little.

“You’re really special too, you know,” Eijirou whispered, like he didn’t quite trust his voice at the moment. “I’m always thinking about how lucky I am to be with someone as manly and strong as you.”

“You idiot, I’m the lucky one,” Katsuki huffed, taking a step closer to bump their foreheads together.

“Let’s agree that we’re both very lucky, then,” Eijirou said. “The two luckiest idiots ever.”

“Hmm, whatever,” Katsuki replied.

He melted when Eijirou’s lips met his for a soft kiss made even better by the renewed assurance that Eijirou was his, and only his, and he had no intention of changing that.

“So, are you feeling better now that you know I still mean everything I’ve ever said back when we were still on land?” Eijirou asked when they parted, something soft and sweeter than honey in his eyes.

Katsuki took a moment to think, and smiled when he realized that a weight had been lifted off his shoulders. He felt so light, now… And kind of stupid for not talking to Eijirou sooner.

“Yeah,” he nodded. “You?”

“I feel a lot better now I know what was bothering you,” Eijirou said. “I was starting to worry that… Well, I’ve told you already.”

“As if that’d ever happen,” Katsuki scoffed.

“Yeah, yeah, we’re both stupid, we’ve been over this,” Eijirou smiled. “So how about we eat now? I’m starving.”

Katsuki could only agree, marveling at how damn easy everything felt when he and Eijirou were on the same page.

.

Katsuki couldn’t fucking sleep. He’d thought everything would be fine now that he’d talked to Eijirou, but he’d been wrong.

The whole evening had been perfect. Eating alone with Eijirou, enjoying his partner’s presence as they talked, their feet tangled under the tiny table, calling Eijirou an idiot when he tried to not-so-discreetly sneak his vegetables into Katsuki’s bowl while saying it was ‘romantic’… They’d massaged each other’s backs when Eijirou told him that he was tense, and Katsuki had laughed every time Eijirou squeaked when Katsuki hit the right spots.

He’d gone to bed feeling perfectly relaxed, and now here he was, laying in the dark, wide awake as Eijirou slept peacefully by his side. It was as he’d thought after all: nothing was solved. He’d talked to Eijirou, and now everything was worse than before because he knew his partner wasn’t really the problem.

Letting out a long sigh, Katsuki slowly got up, careful not to wake up Eijirou as he slipped out of his arms. He refused to have a whole week of restless sleep like he had back in his tribe.

“Ka’ski? Wher’you goin’?” Eijirou mumbled, pushing himself up when Katsuki opened the door to leave.

Damn it…

“I’m going for a walk,” Katsuki said. “I won’t be long, go back to sleep.”

“You said the stars’d be different,” Eijirou said with a yawn.

“It’s too early to teach you about the southern stars. We’ll do it another time.”

Eijirou didn’t move, like he was still considering going out with him. Walking back to the bed, Katsuki put a hand on his partner’s chest and pushed him back down.

“Sleep,” he said firmly. “Don’t worry about me. I’m just a little restless.”

Eijirou relaxed with a defeated sigh.

“Fine,” he said, grabbing Katsuki’s hand to kiss his fingers before he left. “See you soon.”

“Yeah,” Katsuki nodded as he finally walked away.

He regretted his choice to go to the main square when he realized that he’d have to use the ladder if he didn’t want to wake up the whole neighborhood with his explosions. He didn’t even know why he wanted to go there so badly when he could just stay on the landing platform. He just had a feeling that…

There.

Walking around the main square in slow, regular steps like a guard on watch—if guards were allowed to slouch this much—was just the person Katsuki had been hoping to find. Even after all these years, Shouta was still as sleepless as ever, it seemed. He hadn’t changed one bit since Katsuki was a kid, still all wrapped up in the same old yellow blanket, letting his tail trail behind him like he was too tired to hold it up.

“Can’t sleep?” he asked when Katsuki fell into step with him.

“No,” Katsuki replied.

The conversation ended here. Shouta had never been one for small talk, which suited Katsuki just fine.

They walked in silence for a stretch, Shouta looking at the ground while Katsuki counted the stars, finding himself constantly mixing up the Barbarian and Dragon names as he tried to put some order in his thoughts. It was the perfect moment to talk to him, Katsuki knew. This kind of opportunity might not come again for a while. It was now or never, really.

“You’re the one who told the others to ignore me when I was sent back to my tribe, weren’t you?” Katsuki said suddenly as they reached the library’s entrance, forcing the words out of his mouth.

It wasn’t even a question, at this point. He realized now that he’d known this for a while already. It was just the first time he’d dared formulate the thought and say it out loud. He should have had this conversation a long time ago.

“Yes,” Shouta said without a moment of hesitation, like he’d been expecting the question.

Katsuki nodded in silence, following Shouta’s measured steps as he tried to process the reply. Knowing it and hearing it out loud were two different things, he realized. No matter how prepared he’d felt, Shouta’s answer still hurt.

“Why?” he croaked, throat dry.

“It seemed like the logical thing to do, at the time,” Shouta said calmly, like he wasn’t crushing Katsuki’s entire being under his boots, one slow, heavy step at a time. “I thought that would make it easier for you to let go of us, so you’d eventually settle back into your old tribe, like you’d done when you came to live with us.”

“You wanted to get rid of me,” Katsuki growled, careful to keep his volume in check even as his vision started swimming with barely contained rage.

He wondered if he’d be able to do it for the whole conversation. He was surprised that he still had so much control.

Shouta shook his head. “No. Believe it or not, I’d grown to genuinely care about you. I thought I was doing what was best for you, even if I didn’t like the idea of cutting ties with you.”

Katsuki felt his heart break at that, as a familiar anger oozed from the crack. Again with people doing things for his sake without ever talking to him…

“You could’ve asked,” Katsuki growled, hoping the chief could feel the venom dripping from his words.

“I know,” Shouta said. “It was a mistake. I should have seen it sooner, but it took until you left your tribe for me to realize it, even though your parents had warned me years ago.” He paused in his steps and sighed. “There are many things I should have seen sooner. I’ve always thought that I was making the most rational decisions when it came to you, but I can see now that I was just needlessly hurting you.”

Katsuki stopped walking too and turned around to stare at him. He felt like the world was crumbling all around him. He was almost surprised to see that the stars weren’t falling behind Shouta. How dare the night be so peaceful and undisturbed right now?

This wasn’t how it was supposed to go. Shouta was never supposed to admit he’d been wrong. He was supposed to have a solid explanation for his actions. He’d always been an infallible pillar of strength and wisdom. He wasn’t supposed to make mistakes.

“Hey, the fuck’re you saying now?” Katsuki said weakly, feeling like the ground was about to crumble under his feet. Unless he crumbled first.

Maybe he should have let Eijirou come with him, after all.

Shouta sighed. “I’m saying that I owe you an apology. I know it will never make up for how much I’ve hurt you and let you down, but I want you to know that I’m aware of my mistakes, and I’m sorry.”

Fuck… Fuck! What was Katsuki supposed to do now? He was gaping like a fish out of the water, and he was struggling to breathe as much as one while Shouta looked at him with the same intensity as usual. Shouta, who Katsuki had always thought was the good one. Shouta, who had always been here for him in his own guarded, distant way. Shouta, who turned out to have treated him exactly like his parents had, seeing him as too young to deserve an explanation and yet old enough to understand everything on his own. There were nuances to him, Katsuki knew it, but all he could see right now was that Shouta’s perfect, unsoiled image was tarnishing in front of his eyes, and there was nothing he could do to stop it.

“And what the fuck am I supposed to do with that, huh?” Katsuki hissed, eyes filled with frustrated, angry tears.

“It's up to you. You don't have to forgive me for anything,” Shouta said, like he didn't care about crushing whatever had been left of Katsuki's world after his talk with his parents. “But regardless of what you do, know that I care about you not only as a chief, but also as your old guardian. I've done a poor job of showing it, but I've never once wanted to get rid of you. I thought that being resented by you would be a small price to pay for your eventual happiness. I thought you’d feel better among your own people and it was unfair of me to want to keep you with us, especially with how much your parents and your tribe missed you. I thought wanting to go back on my decision was only my own weakness speaking.”

“Ha… As if I could be happy like that,” Katsuki said weakly. “You fucking lied to me. You said you’d take me back if I wanted to, for fuck’s sake! Then you said I should just give it a year, and you fucking…”

“It was a logical ruse,” Shouta said in a low, distant voice full of regret. Katsuki had never heard him like this. “That’s what I told myself, at least.”

So that was it. His parents had always loved him, and Shouta cared about him, and yet they’d all managed to let him down.

He could understand Eijirou's feelings about his own family now. It didn't make him feel any better.

“The fuck did you even think you were doing?” Katsuki asked when Shouta didn’t say anything else. “‘It’d be better if I resented you?’ What a fucking joke! Wasn’t the point of this whole punishment shit to make me some sort of bridge between you and my tribe?”

“It stopped being about that long ago,” Shouta admitted. “And I thought with time…” He sighed and shook his head. “I was just being foolish.”

Just like Katsuki’s parents before him. And again, Katsuki was the one who had to suffer the consequences.

“I should have never let a child get involved in our feud,” Shouta continued. “And as soon as I realized it, I was so obsessed with fixing my mistake that I failed to take your feelings into account. Again.”

Katsuki nodded in silence, unsure what to even say. It was good to know the truth, he knew he'd needed it. But there was so much for him to process… It was like seeing a room in the daylight after being stuck in the dark for years. His whole life, he’d been left with so little information that he had to make everything up with just the bits he could reach. And now that he had both Shouta’s and his parents’ versions to shed light on the whole story, now that he could make out the actual layout of the room, all he could see was how much he’d gotten wrong for all these years. He felt like he had to relearn everything. His whole worldview, everything he'd held true for decades had been wrong. Wrong! Nothing but wild ideas made up by a confused child who didn't know how else to explain being abandoned by his family; a hurt child who needed a reality with clear good guys and bad guys, because anything else was too painful to bear. And now here he was, with both his parents and Shouta being neither good nor bad, neither entirely guilty nor entirely blameless, and it was up to him to decide what to do with all that. But how was he supposed to know?

Neither of them said anything for a long time. Shouta was looking at him in silence, scrutinizing, while Katsuki felt like he was floating away. He didn't feel anything. He was feeling too much.

He wasn't as angry as he'd thought. He wasn't even sad. Or rather… he wasn't sad for himself. All he could see was a little blond child, no more than five, being let down and hurt again and again by the adults who were supposed to protect and take care of him. He saw his younger self, trying so hard to understand the world around him when the people who were supposed to guide him had purposefully left him in the dark to protect their own feelings. He saw how his vision became twisted and all he could do was watch and mourn what could have been.

What would it have been like, growing up on Maito knowing he was loved by his parents and his tribe? What would it have been like, never having been betrayed twice by the people he trusted the most? What would it have been like if his parents or Shouta had actually talked to him?

With everything that happened, everything he'd learned recently, it was a wonder that Katsuki still trusted Eijirou not to do the same as them.

Katsuki really should have let him come along tonight. He thought he’d reached his lowest point around his talk with his parents, but he’d been wrong. It was now, as he was standing in the ruins of what once was his perfect image of the dragon shifters.

They’d betrayed him too. No wonder they were all so awkward around him! They knew what they’d done. They knew they’d deserved his resentment. Katsuki was the only one who had no idea.

Setsuna had been right to apologize. The way all of his old friends had treated him had nothing to do with endangering their relationship with Katsuki’s tribe. They were just following whatever orders Shouta had given them, without once questioning his decision. No one had stood up for Katsuki, no one had gone to find him when he’d left to look for his own dragon to fly him back, and now, they had to face the consequences of their cowardice, of their collective mistake, every day.

They didn’t mind him being here, sure. Some even liked him, too—probably. Shouta wouldn’t lie about caring about him. And yet, they’d all let him down when it truly mattered.

Fuck. That was why Katsuki didn’t want to know the truth. His home, the place he’d been longing for this whole time, had been nothing but an illusion made up by a misguided, childish mind. And now what? What was left? Why was he even here? Where did he belong?

“What’s a fire out of the hearth? Nothing but a roaming hazard,” his father used to say, back when he was trying to teach him how to control his magic. Or was it Shouta? Sometimes Katsuki mixed up his memories of the two. They both had weird ways of imparting their wisdom at times. They’d both filled the role of a steadying, guiding figure at one point.

“Katsuki,” Shouta said softly.

“What?” Katsuki croaked, his voice barely above a whisper.

“I don’t know if there is anything I can do to make up for what I did. But if there’s anything you need, I’ll do everything in my power to fulfill your request.”

Katsuki nodded in silence. He was grateful for the offer, but there wasn’t anything he could think of either. For now, all he wanted was to go back to his house and pretend this conversation never happened. He wanted to see Eijirou. To crawl back in bed with him and let his presence ground him.

“I’m going back to bed,” Katsuki mumbled.

Shouta nodded, looking concerned but aware that there was no comfort he could provide after this. It was out of his hands now.

Katsuki turned around and walked back to his place like he was in a dream.

Eijirou was waiting for him. He was fast asleep, but with the way he was half-sitting in bed, there was no doubt that he'd tried to stay up. Katsuki smiled as he made to lay him back down without waking him.

Eijirou woke up with a start the moment Katsuki put a hand on his shoulder.

“Katsuki!” he exclaimed before he even opened his eyes.

He blinked a few times as he regained his bearings and seemed to wake up all at once the moment he saw Katsuki.

“Hey, what's wrong? Did something happen?” he asked, raising a hand to cup his cheek.

Katsuki wanted to slap it away and to lean into the touch. He chose the second option, which seemed to alarm Eijirou even more.

“I’ve talked to Shouta,” Katsuki whispered. “I… fuck. I know.”

Eijirou frowned, confused. Katsuki wanted nothing more than to let his partner know what happened, but he didn't want to do it like this. Not with Eijirou's eyes on him. Not while he could see the whole world still intact around him, like it was mocking him.

Reluctantly leaving the grounding warmth of Eijirou's rough palm, Katsuki got under the covers and planted his head on his partner's chest like he wanted to crawl into it. Soon, his entire world was nothing but Eijirou. Eijirou's earthy smell, Eijirou's steady heartbeats, Eijirou's comforting warmth, Eijirou's soft skin, Eijirou's arms around him, holding him like he never wanted to let go, Eijirou, Eijirou, Eijirou…

Katsuki stayed like this in silence, feeling like a cracked pottery that would fall to pieces if Eijirou stopped holding him or relaxed his grip even for a second. He felt like if he crumbled now, he'd never be able to pick himself back up. He didn't even know who he was anymore.

Eijirou didn't say anything. The only proof that he was still awake was the way he stroked Katsuki's back from time to time, or held him just a little tighter.

Then, slowly, Katsuki started speaking, telling him about everything he'd learned tonight. How he'd known the truth for a while but refused to acknowledge it, precisely because he knew it would end up like this. Knowing he'd been right didn't make him feel any better. Being prepared for it didn't soften the blow in any way.

“I've been so fucking stupid…” Katsuki concluded in a mumble.

“That's not true,” Eijirou replied. “You were a child. You couldn't have known. The real idiots are your parents and Shouta.”

Katsuki hummed half-heartedly.

“It was brave of you to ask for answers knowing you had everything to lose,” Eijirou continued. “So manly. I don't think…” He shook his head. “No, I know I wouldn't have been able to do the same.”

Katsuki looked up to meet his partner's eyes, finding them lost in the distance. He knew this expression. He'd seen it before.

“What do you mean?”

“Well… I've been thinking about my… you know… my dragon parents,” Eijirou admitted. “And I don't know if I want to meet them. I think I'm scared to find out how they feel about me or something. Or to find out that I don't feel anything about them, I guess…” He shook his head. “Anyway, let's not focus on this. Just know you were braver than me.”

“You don't have to meet them, you know,” Katsuki said. “You can decide who you belong with. … Though I guess I’ve made a pretty shitty choice myself,” he added with a mirthless chuckle.

“So, what now?” Eijirou asked.

Katsuki sighed. He didn't know. And he didn't want to think about it either.

“Now we fucking sleep, I guess,” he said. “And then… I don't know.”

Eijirou nodded. “Alright, let's sleep,” he said as he slowly maneuvered the two of them into a comfortable position without letting go of Katsuki.

When he finally fell asleep, it was to the feeling of Eijirou enveloping him completely. And he didn't shatter that night.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! Things were going too well with Kirishima so I thought "why not destroy Bakugou's world once more?"
We sure are starting the year with a bang! But it could have been worse: imagine if it'd been the chapter right before my New Year break

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque!

Chapter 82: What now?

Notes:

And now it's time for the aftermath

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

So, what now?

It was the first thought that crossed Katsuki’s mind when he woke up that morning. The events of the previous night immediately flooded back and he groaned as he buried his face in Eijirou’s chest. The sun had risen as usual, and everything looked perfectly normal. The world was still going on and right now, Katsuki didn’t want to be part of it.

He didn’t want to face Shouta. He didn’t want to spend the day with the rest of the kitchen crew, cooking for the whole nest of snakes that had turned their backs on him years ago—and that he’d defended tooth and nail until now, too. He didn’t even want to see Setsuna and the other people he’d stupidly called his friends this whole time.

So, what now?

Fuck. Katsuki didn’t know.

More sleep would be nice, but with the way Eijirou was stirring already, it wasn’t going to happen.

Katsuki knew his partner was awake when he nuzzled his hair and planted a kiss on top of his head, holding him a little closer as he did. Maybe Katsuki could convince him to stay in bed with him…

“Morning,” Eijirou said with his raspy morning voice, sounding like he didn’t remember the events from the night before. Oh, how Katsuki envied him right now… “Slept well?”

“Mornin’,” Katsuki mumbled, burying his face deeper in Eijirou’s chest.

His partner tensed suddenly, and Katsuki knew he'd remembered everything.

“So… Ready for another day?” Eijirou asked, trying to sound casual. Katsuki could feel the tension in his voice, though. He could hear his nervous heartbeats.

Katsuki sighed. He wasn’t. He really fucking wasn’t, but what else could he do? Stay here forever? He wasn’t that fucking weak. Run away? But where would he even go? There was nowhere for him around here.

“Yeah,” he grunted, reluctantly pushing himself away from Eijirou. “Let’s fucking go.”

Leaving was torture. Being in the kitchen was even worse. Katsuki wanted to snap at everyone. He wanted to ruin the food. He wanted to destroy everything.

By the time his break came, Katsuki had enough. He walked out of the kitchen, told everyone not to wait for him for the rest of the day, and jumped.

.

Eijirou was worried about Katsuki. He'd been thinking about his partner all day. His hurt look when he came back in the middle of the night, the way his voice kept breaking as he told him what happened, his empty eyes this morning, so devoid of their usual fire…

It was all he could think about as he worked in the forge, moving mechanically. When he almost caught fire after getting too close to the furnace, too distracted to notice the heat, he was sent home early. He got out of it unscathed thanks to his magical heat resistance, but the others wouldn't let him stay for today. Eijirou had given them the fright of their lives and they'd rather finish without him than worry for the rest of the day.

Eijirou couldn't argue with this logic. And quite frankly, he didn't want to.

The moment he was free, he ran toward the kitchen, hoping Katsuki would still be on break.

His worries overflowed like boiling milk as soon as he was told that his partner was gone.

“He left earlier and said he wouldn't come back today,” the head cook said. “Did something happen? He didn't seem like himself today. We're a little worried.”

Damn it. Eijirou knew he should have convinced him to take the day off or something. He shouldn't have let him out of his sight.

“Yeah, he found out all of you guys have betrayed his trust horribly and he didn't take it well, as you can imagine,” he was tempted to say, but decided against it. Now wasn't the time. He had more urgent things to do, like finding Katsuki.

“Yeah, he's had a rough night,” Eijirou said instead. “I'll go find him. Any idea where he went?”

“He didn't say anything, no.”

Guts clenching with worry in a way he hadn't felt since the days when he was still hiding his true self, Eijirou mumbled a quick, “Alright, thank you, bye,” before rushing off to their home.

The house was empty. Or rather… everything was in its place—which was a relief—but there was no trace of Katsuki.

What now? Where could he be? Eijirou didn't know where to start. Was Katsuki even still on Maito? Was it too early to alert all of their friends? What would Katsuki do?

Shaking his head, Eijirou rushed back out and jumped from the landing platform, shifting in mid-air before flying at full speed toward Maito's head. Setsuna had said that people who needed time alone to think usually went there. Maybe Katsuki had done the same? If so, Eijirou wasn’t going to bother him. He just needed to make sure Katsuki was still around.

There was no trace of him there. Eijirou didn't find him anywhere on Maito's head, or on their tail, or in the fields in between…

Maybe now was a good time to ask for help, he figured. He didn't know where else to look, and although he had a feeling that Katsuki wouldn't want to talk to any of their friends at the moment, they could at least help him locate his partner faster. Whether he was still somewhere on Maito or not…

Togaru wasn't around, so Eijirou couldn't turn to him. Maito was currently flying across a thick jungle full of insects and beasts to hunt, and he hadn't come back up in a week—something Setsuna had assured him was perfectly normal for Togaru, since this forest was his favorite place and he was on friendly terms with every Land Dweller settlement on Maito's way. It sucked now, but it would come in handy if Katsuki was really… if he'd really decided to… leave for good.

It would be a stupid decision and Eijirou knew Katsuki was smarter than that, but the memory of their rocky first few weeks in the Golden Mountains was still too fresh in his mind. Despite his hair-trigger temper, Katsuki could stay rational in almost every circumstance, even the most dire ones, but he could also be reckless and impulsive when he let his anger get the better of him.

But would Katsuki leave without telling him? He’d tried to get Eijirou to come with him in the past, so he wouldn’t leave him behind now, right? Or did Katsuki avoid telling him specifically because he didn’t want to be talked into staying again?

Eijirou shook his head. Now wasn't the time for idle wondering. He had to find Setsuna and the others.

Hitoshi was the easiest to find. As always, he was in the library, restoring old tomes. He looked up from his work to glare at Eijirou when he rushed inside loudly, but his irritation morphed into worry the moment he saw Eijirou's face.

“What's wrong?”

“It's Katsuki. I can't find him,” Eijirou said, wondering how awful he must look for Hitoshi to react like that.

“Isn't he on break or something?” Hitoshi asked, confused.

Eijirou forced himself to take a deep breath as he reminded himself that no one beside him, Katsuki, and Shouta knew about the events from the night before and he shouldn't be mad at the others for not getting it right away. But how was he supposed to explain everything in the fastest way possible?

“I… Look, something happened last night and… I think he's gone.”

Hitoshi frowned. Opened his mouth.

“Eijirou!” Setsuna exclaimed behind him, slamming the door open even louder than Eijirou had, Togaru in tow. “Do you know where Katsuki is?”

“No! I went to check on him in the kitchen and…”

“Damn it…” she muttered.

“Does anyone mind telling me what happened?” Hitoshi asked calmly. “Not that I won't help otherwise, but…”

“He asked Shouta to tell him the truth last night. So he knows we're entirely to blame for how we've treated him after he was sent back to his tribe,” Setsuna said, worry clear on her face. “If he wasn't mad at us before, he definitely is now.”

“Oh… I guess it was bound to happen,” Hitoshi said, nonplussed. He sighed and quickly put his work aside as he got up to join them. “Where have you looked? Should we involve more people?”

Eijirou told them everything he’d done until now, and the others agreed that there was no point in involving anyone else until they were sure Katsuki had left Maito.

“He'd probably try to hide even more if everyone was looking for him, huh…” Eijirou said.

“You're the one who knows him best,” Setsuna said. “But that's also what I think.”

“If we can't find him here, it will still be time to look for him in the jungle,” Togaru said, sounding ready to jump straight back there even though he’d obviously just come back from a week-long trip. “But for now, I think we should focus on Maito. Have you guys checked the buildings and the storage area yet?”

Eijirou confirmed that they hadn’t.

“Where do you want to look?” Togaru asked, turning toward him.

Eijirou froze for a beat, unsure what to do. Took a deep breath.

“I think we should split up,” he decided. “I'll check the storage with whoever wants to come while the two others check the buildings. If someone finds him, tell me immediately.”

“I'll go with you,” Togaru decided.

The two others nodded in agreement and soon, Eijirou was flying down toward the gigantic storage on Maito's belly.

He'd never really liked the place and rarely went there, but he had a feeling that it was where Katsuki would be. It was easy to get lost in and although it was used on the daily, people rarely went to the deeper parts. If Katsuki wanted some alone time away from the obvious places, he'd be there. Or at least, so Eijirou hoped. Because if Katsuki was in the jungle right now, even all of Togaru's and the locals' knowledge of the area wouldn't be enough to guarantee he'd be found. Especially if he didn't want to.

Shaking his head, Eijirou forced himself to ignore the pangs of worry in his stomach and keep going. The place was so huge he couldn't even see Togaru while he was checking the other side. And it was just one of the several warehouses under Maito’s belly. Would he even be able to find Katsuki here? What if he was just wasting his time? What if Katsuki was in danger somewhere in the jungle, and Eijirou was looking for him here like an–

He froze when he felt a hand on his shoulder. He turned around slowly to find Togaru by his side, a finger against his lips to tell him to keep quiet.

“Follow me,” he whispered before leading him to a secluded corner.

The place was so dark it was hard to see more than a few steps forward, but when Togaru pointed toward a dead end, Eijirou knew just what to look for. Katsuki was sitting there in silence, wrapped in his cape and curled up. He didn't seem to have noticed their presence.

Togaru made a few signs they used while hunting to say that he was going to tell the others and leave Eijirou to deal with his partner. Eijirou nodded and waited for him to be out of sight before walking toward Katsuki.

“Hey, it’s me,” he said softly, announcing his presence.

“The fuck you doing here?” Katsuki grumbled, not even looking up as Eijirou sat down beside him.

“I was worried about you,” Eijirou replied. “After what happened yesterday, I thought maybe you’d…”

“I’d what?”

“Maybe you’d jumped and you were in the jungle by now.”

Katsuki huffed. “Ha. As if I’d be stupid enough to go there. I fucking hate that place. It’s so damn damp…”

“I shouldn't have doubted you,” Eijirou said.

They stayed silent for a minute. It was starting to get uncomfortable, but Eijirou wasn't sure what to say.

“I thought about it,” Katsuki said just as Eijirou started considering asking him if he wanted to be left alone. “But it would've been stupid, so…”

“You would have left without me?” Eijirou asked softly, concerned.

Katsuki didn't say anything for a while, thinking about his answer. Or at least, so Eijirou thought until it started getting uncomfortable again.

“I wasn't thinking about anything except leaving,” Katsuki admitted. “But then I thought… it wouldn't be home either, so what's the point? What's the fucking point of anything?”

What was Eijirou supposed to say to that? He'd never seen Katsuki like this. He was always so driven, knowing exactly where he wanted to go, what he wanted to do… For a moment, Eijirou found himself hating the dragon shifters of Maito for doing this to his partner; for reducing this proud, strong, driven man to an empty shell.

“Well…” Eijirou said, shifting closer to him until their shoulders touched. “If you decide to leave, you know I'll go with you, right?”

“I'm not gonna make you leave,” Katsuki said. “I don't wanna do this to you. This is my fucking problem.”

“No, it's not,” Eijirou retorted. “We're calnuménar, and partners. Your problems are my problems now, and I'm not going to leave you.”

“But you're home here. You're with your people,” Katsuki insisted.

“Yeah, but I'm happy here because I'm with you,” Eijirou said, turning toward his partner, whose face was still hidden. “Katsuki,” he called, putting a hand on his shoulder to make him look up. “Katsuki, look at me.”

Katsuki complied with a long sigh. Eijirou almost forgot what he wanted to say when he saw his face. Katsuki looked terrible. His hair was in disarray, his eyes red and puffy… He reminded Eijirou of a lost child.

Katsuki's expression slowly morphed into annoyance the longer Eijirou stayed silent, though, so he forced himself to focus. He slowly raised the hand on Katsuki's shoulder to the back of his head and leaned in to knock them together.

“Katsuki…” he repeated against his lips, only to lean back a little to look him in the eye. “I mean it more than ever when I say I'd follow you wherever you want to go. I'm happy where you're happy. So if it isn't here, we'll just find somewhere else.”

Katsuki blushed, a hint of a smile on his lips that soon turned into a frown as he retorted, “But I don't want to be happy somewhere else.”

“Right…” Eijirou said, unsure if he should be frustrated or relieved by his partner's stubbornness. “We don't have to go anywhere. This is just so you know, if you feel like leaving again. Just… don't leave without me, okay?”

Katsuki nodded, and leaned in again until their noses touched and their breaths mingled.

Eijirou didn't know how long they stayed like this, leaning into each other in silence. But after a long, relaxing moment, Katsuki spoke again.

“Let's mastkeln,” he decided. “I'm pissed off at everyone and we couldn't do it last night. I guess that's what I need.”

Eijirou doubted it would be enough to solve everything, but he still nodded. If anything, it was nice to see some of Katsuki's fire coming back. It was good enough for now. He'd figure out the rest later.

“Let's go, then,” he said, planting a quick peck on Katsuki's lips before getting up and offering him a hand.

He flew them up to a clear space on Maito's tail and they started almost immediately.

Katsuki felt off during their fight. Angry, destructive, messy, yet somehow not as fierce as usual. And although Eijirou always tried not to think too much about his partner's tears of rage, this time, they were impossible to ignore.

Katsuki seemed to feel a little better once they were done, and Eijirou was ready to count it as a victory.

Still, they had dinner on their own once more that night.

.

Katsuki was restless for the next few weeks. He was feeling like shit. He didn't want to see anyone who wasn’t Eijirou.

Going back to the kitchen every day was torture. People were jumpy around him again, but this time, they were right to be. Katsuki wanted to hurt someone. He wanted to burn everything down. He hated them, and he hated that he hated them.

But he didn't want to run away. That was for cowards. Besides, staying with his tribe had been what helped him improve his relationship with them, so it was probably what he needed here too. He just needed to grit his teeth and take it until things improved.

He'd stopped working in the kitchen after a week, though. Too many people. Too much resentment. When Hitoshi offered to join him in the library for a bit, Katsuki jumped on the opportunity.

He knew it was only for his sake, of course. He knew he wasn’t really needed and Hitoshi wouldn't have offered under normal circumstances. But the good thing about him was that Katsuki didn't really have history with him. He'd just arrived on Maito with his family when Katsuki was sent back to his tribe, and they hadn't really gotten along back then. Hitoshi following Shouta's orders blindly wasn't the same kind of betrayal as the others, who’d known Katsuki for ten years and either helped raise him or were raised alongside him. Besides, now that they were both adults and Katsuki didn't have any sort of resentment over Hitoshi being accepted immediately on Maito when he felt like he had to prove himself constantly, he had to admit that the guy wasn't the worst. They both worked on cataloging and restoring books together in silence, and they rarely bothered each other. It left Katsuki with way too much time to stew in his anger, but at least, he didn't have to constantly try not to lash out like he had in the kitchen. It was a huge improvement.

Spending time with Togaru and Setsuna was harder. Katsuki knew they felt terrible for what they’d done. Setsuna had apologized for it already and Togaru looked like he'd do it as soon as Katsuki gave him the chance, but it felt too early for that. Katsuki didn't know if he hated them more than the others or less. He was more willing to forgive them, but he couldn't shake off the feeling that they were less deserving of his forgiveness because they'd been so close before.

So for now, Katsuki avoided them most of the time. Which sucked, because as much as he disliked the jungle, it would be nice to go there for a few days and not have to see the others. But the people there were hard to approach, the environment was hard to survive without proper knowledge, and Katsuki wasn't going to risk getting lost there without Togaru to guide him.

Katsuki couldn't wait for them to reach the Ch’imca realm, and more specifically, the mountains there. At least, they were familiar. He loved going there as a child. He wasn't sure he'd remember the language properly, but he'd tried practicing with Izuku while they were still in the Golden Mountains and later… well, with Setsuna. She was one of the specialists on the Ch’imca now, which used to be great and now sucked.

Fuck. How long would it take for Katsuki to stop resenting everyone? How long did it take for his tribe again? It felt like it had happened pretty fast once Katsuki had decided to make an effort. So why wasn't it working now? What was he doing wrong?

“I can hear you sizzling with rage from here,” Hitoshi said from the other side of the table they were working on. “If you need a break, just take it.”

“I don’t need a fucking break,” Katsuki grumbled.

“You need to relax,” Hitoshi countered.

“What I need is for you to shut the fuck up.”

Hitoshi rolled his eyes, as unimpressed as ever.

“Look, you know I’m not the type to lend a compassionate ear to people’s problems or anything,” he said. “But I’m ready to make an exception this once, so shoot.”

“What makes you think I wanna talk to you, huh?”

“You’ve only talked to three people or so in the past few weeks, and I’m one of them,” Hitoshi pointed out.

Damn, was this guy annoying… Still, he had a point. Katsuki had been avoiding everyone else, and Eijirou had already made his opinion on the matter clear. It was good to know that his partner wouldn’t mind leaving if Katsuki was going to be miserable here, but the problem was that even now, Katsuki didn’t want to leave. He wanted to stop being mad at everyone and go back to how things were. Except it wasn’t working as planned.

Hitoshi wasn’t a bad choice, really. He was close to Shouta and Katsuki’s so-called friends, sure, but he knew how to keep a secret. And he wasn’t too smug or annoying most of the time. Besides, Katsuki trusted him more than Hiryu, who was still pretty much a stranger, and the city-hopper was the only other person he talked to aside from Eijirou and Hitoshi these days.

Fuck, this situation sucked. How far he’d fallen, for Hitoshi to be his only alternative to Eijirou…

“Fine, I’ll talk, but I better not hear you fucking complain,” Katsuki grumbled.

Hitoshi nodded, waving his hand for him to keep going.

“I’m fucking mad at everyone on Maito,” Katsuki started.

“That’s understandable,” Hitoshi said. “I’m surprised it took you so long.”

“That’s the fucking thing. It took me so damn long because deep down, I knew it’d end up like this. And it’s not what I wanted. I don’t want to be mad at everyone. But now I am, and I don’t know how to fucking stop.”

“Huh…” was all Hitoshi replied.

Katsuki gave him a moment to say something else, anything, but he didn’t.

“Well, that was fucking useless,” Katsuki concluded.

“What do you want me to say? ‘Just stop being mad’?” Hitoshi grumbled. “Ugh, that’s why I don’t like listening to people’s problems.”

“Then don’t fucking offer.”

Hitoshi rolled his eyes.

“Look, I’m not gonna pretend I have the solution, but it seems that staying here isn’t helping. You look angrier every day.”

“So what? You wanna kick me out?”

“Of course not. I’m just saying: if staying here isn’t helping, maybe it’s time to find another solution.”

“Like what? Leaving? Where the hell would I even go?”

“I don’t know. You could spend some time on land, maybe? It might do you some good.”

He could. Katsuki had thought about it, actually. Izuku had managed to stay with the Ch’imcas for a while without trouble. There was no reason Katsuki wouldn’t be able to do the same. But what if the dragon shifters didn’t let him go back up? What if they decided they were better off without him? Enjoying the place for a couple of weeks wasn’t the same as being stranded there forever.

“And how do I even go back?”

“Do you think Eijirou would leave you there?” Hitoshi said, raising a skeptical eyebrow. “Actually, do you think he’d let you explore a whole new place without him?”

Katsuki shook his head, stifling a laugh at how ridiculous the idea sounded now that Hitoshi had said it out loud. Not only was there no way his partner would abandon him there, there was also no way he’d let Katsuki go on his own when there was a chance for him to experience something new. Especially if it was something Katsuki liked.

“Besides, no one wants you to leave, you know,” Hitoshi said. “No one that matters, at least. Setsuna would come and get you. And so would I and many others. They’ve been miserable since you’ve stopped talking to them, you know.”

“I know,” Katsuki said. He hated seeing his old friends like this, but he couldn’t stop resenting them. “It’s not like I fucking want them to be. It’s like I’ve said, I want to fucking stop feeling like this. And staying worked for my tribe, so…”

“But from what I’ve heard, it worked for your tribe because you had to realize that they weren’t as terrible as you’d thought, right?”

Katsuki nodded.

“So it’s the opposite of what’s happening here, where you’ve found out how horribly we’ve treated you.”

Katsuki clicked his tongue at the reminder. He didn’t like to think about it, but Hitoshi was right.

“What’s your fucking point?” he grumbled.

“You can’t expect the same thing to work for a completely different situation,” Hitoshi said. “I can’t blame you for trying, but it’s clearly not working, so it might be time to find something else.”

Katsuki grunted. As much as he hated to admit it, Hitoshi had a point. Still, if he wasn’t going to stay around the dragon shifters, he had to leave Maito altogether. It wasn’t like the Golden Mountains, where he could easily do his own thing and avoid everyone if he wanted to. Besides…

“After all the shit I’ve been through to come back here, it’d be a damn waste to leave after just a few months,” he grumbled.

“That’s a pretty stupid way of seeing things,” Hitoshi pointed out, not even flinching when Katsuki kicked him under the table. “And again, you don’t have to leave forever.”

“As if I’d let you assholes get rid of me so easily, anyway,” Katsuki grumbled.

“We wouldn’t dream of it,” Hitoshi said with one of these creepy smiles that reminded him of Shouta. And then he wondered why people, including his own parents, jokingly called him Shouta’s son…

Still, as much as Katsuki hated to admit it, Hitoshi had a point. Maybe leaving would do him some good. The Ch’imca realm was still pretty far ahead, but dragon shifters could fly for incredibly long distances when they were flying down from a dragon city. It might not be considered accessible yet, but if the point was to stay at least until Maito was back in flying range, Eijirou would probably be able to take him there. The Ch’imca were very friendly with dragon shifters, and it was the culture Katsuki knew best around here, so being isolated from Maito for a couple of weeks wouldn’t be an issue.

“I guess I’ll think about it,” Katsuki decided.

In any case, he’d have to talk to Eijirou. As much as he wanted to leave without telling anyone or preparing for anything, he knew his partner wouldn’t let him do that. And he didn’t want to either. If he agreed to come with him, Eijirou would have to rely on him once more, and Katsuki refused to put him in needless danger just because he was pissed off.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! The more I write Shinsou, the more I regret not writing him more. I love his snark!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 83: New Horizons

Notes:

Here's to hoping this chapter is more successful than the last...

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

Of course, it didn’t take much for Katsuki to convince Eijirou to leave Maito with him for a while. The moment he was sure it wasn't an impulsive decision and they were going to plan ahead, he was all for going “on a little land trip” with him.

Katsuki warned him that the mountains were much higher and steeper than even the Golden Mountains, but it did nothing to deter him. And Katsuki had to admit that the more he told Eijirou about what he remembered from the area, the more excited he was to go back and explore it on his own terms.

Maybe it really would do him some good to leave for a little while.

“So, who should we ask for more info? I can do it, if you want,” Eijirou said.

Katsuki’s mood soured at that. Last time he’d checked, the people who knew the most about the geography and culture of the Ch’imca realm were Setsuna and her family. And right now, Katsuki really, really didn’t want to see any of them. Setsuna he could almost forgive. Rationally, at least. She was young at the time, too trusting in adults, and she lacked confidence sometimes. Just as Katsuki was young, misguided—or rather, completely unguided—and overly confident in all the wrong ways. But her parents…

Just thinking about them made Katsuki want to break something. They didn’t have any excuse. And their betrayal hurt all the more that Katsuki used to like them. He wasn’t close to most of the adults on Maito, growing up. But the reason he was so much more familiar with Ch’imca culture than any other was that Setsuna’s parents were practically the only ones who ever offered to fly him down and let him see the world a little. 

So why did they leave him to rot in his old tribe? Why did they encourage their children to do the same?

Katsuki sighed.

“I’m not gonna let you ask them on your own, you’re gonna forget everything before you get to tell me,” he grumbled.

Eijirou laughed. “Yeah, I know, but I can at least try!”

“Whatever… You’re working with Setsuna’s mom, right? Just tell her we’re planning to go and I’m sure we’ll end up in another lesson like when we went to Geltwyn.”

“Will do!” Eijirou nodded.

Katsuki didn’t know which would be worse between getting a lesson from Setsuna or one of her parents. They were all equally awkward around him these days and it only pissed Katsuki off more. Not that he’d feel better if they acted like he had no reason to be mad at them. He didn’t know what he wanted… aside from not seeing them at all.

“In the meantime, why don’t you tell me more about what you know?” Eijirou said.

Katsuki gladly complied. It was the perfect distraction.

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As Katsuki had predicted, they ended up having a private lesson about the Ch’imca realm. Hizashi was there and Setsuna was with him. Katsuki had looked mildly annoyed during their lesson on Geltwyn, but this time, he was boiling with rage.

Eijirou had thought that a preemptive mastkeln beforehand would help, but it seemed that it could only do so much. Not that he could blame his partner. It pained him to see Katsuki like this, so angry and avoiding everyone when he used to love this place so much. It reminded Eijirou of how he was when they first met, although this time at least, Katsuki accepted his help and support.

Still, although Eijirou understood how his partner felt, it was also painful for him to see how the others seemed so ashamed for what they did, and to be stuck somewhere between taking Katsuki’s side and trying not to isolate himself completely—especially since Katsuki had made it clear that he didn’t want Eijirou to cut ties with everyone on his behalf.

It was hard not to be resentful, though. Eijirou had talked about it at length with several people, especially Setsuna, her family, Togaru, and Shouta to a certain extent. And although he could see that they were all genuinely ashamed of what they did, he still thought they should have done something earlier. But he and Katsuki couldn’t afford to lose their connections with the rest of the community, and so he had to make an effort, not only for his own sake, but for Katsuki’s as well. Besides, what mattered was that the dragon shifters were trying to do better now. And they truly were. But it didn’t change how painful their betrayal must have been for Katsuki, who used to believe they were completely blameless. Eijirou had never felt so bad about being right before.

He would have gladly followed his partner on land no matter what, especially with the promise of a whole new continent no one in Yuuei had ever seen, with an entire culture he’d never experienced before, but he had to admit that he was also looking forward to leaving Maito for some time. Hopefully, Katsuki wouldn’t be the only one benefitting from their trip. As much as Eijirou wanted to support his partner without letting his own feelings cloud his judgment, he needed time to put some order into his own thoughts as well.

“Alright, listeners!” Hizashi greeted them just like last time. “So this is your first time in the Ch’imca realm on your own and you’re going to stay with the locals? Welcome to our advanced course on the relationship between our people! Today, we welcome Setsuna, our resident specialist on the area and its people!”

Setsuna nodded with a nervous smile.

“So! The Ch’imca realm is right here!” Hizashi said, pointing at a huge chunk of the map that looked much, much bigger than Yuuei. Eijirou gasped when he realized how much land it encompassed. “As you can see, it’s huge! But we’ll only focus on the northern part, right here, since it’s the area we’re flying above,” Hizashi continued, pointing at a much smaller area. “The climate is as varied as the landscapes, with jungle in the east, high mountains in the middle, and a coast in the west. Unlike what you’re used to, there are only two seasons: dry and wet. Luckily for us, and especially for our fiery Katsuki right here, we’re in the middle of the dry season. In just a couple of days, anyone flying down from Maito should be able to reach the end of the jungle.”

Eijirou nodded, trying very hard to remember everything while Katsuki was glaring at the map like he wanted to set it on fire.

“Now, another good thing for us is that the Ch’imca are friendly toward shifters in general, and especially toward dragons! So if you want to shift, Eijirou, feel free to do so whenever. It won’t be an issue. In fact, you might get some favors if you show that you’re a dragon shifter!”

“How come?” Eijirou asked, curious. After hearing everyone on Maito bemoan how hostile Land Dwellers were, it felt strange that the entire continent they were crossing seemed to be either friendly or neutral toward them.

“We think the people here had never seen dragons before we started living on dragon cities,” Setsuna explained. “You’ll have to ask Hitoshi for more details, but we can’t find any trace of our presence on this continent that predates our records.”

“Wow, really? I’ve lost interest, then,” Eijirou joked, sending a glance in his partner’s direction.

Katsuki didn’t react. Shrugging, Eijirou brought his attention back to Setsuna.

“Another reason for the Ch’imca specifically being so friendly is that the sun and the sky are very important to them. And since we live in the sky, closer to the sun, they have a lot of respect for us. Which is great!”

“So does it mean they’ll have high expectations from me?” Eijirou asked, worried.

“Of course not! You’ll be fine just as you are, don’t worry,” Setsuna said with an encouraging smile.

“Besides, you’ll have the Sun Child with you, so you have nothing to worry about,” Hizashi snickered, earning an involuntary snort from Setsuna, a glare from Katsuki, and a very confused look from Eijirou.

“The what?” he asked, grabbing Katsuki’s knee just in case he decided to strike.

“The Ch’imca used to call Katsuki ‘Sun Child’ because of his blond hair and fire magic,” Setsuna explained with an amused smile. “It made him very popular, as you can imagine.”

“It did terrible things to his ego,” Hizashi chuckled. “He demanded to be called ‘Sun Child’ for weeks after that.”

“Fuck you,” Katsuki said, cheeks reddening at the obviously embarrassing memory.

“Yeah, I can see it,” Eijirou said with a fond smile as he tried to imagine a tiny Katsuki proudly trying to lord over a group of children just because he got a cool nickname.

“Shut up,” Katsuki grumbled, arms crossed and shoulders hunched up to his ears.

“I can see why they would call you that, you know,” Eijirou said. “You’ve always reminded me of the sun.”

Katsuki turned to look at him, shoulders lowering a little as he sent him a long, searching look. Eijirou wasn’t sure what he was looking for, but he seemed to have found it because he relaxed completely.

Squeezing his leg with a smile, Eijirou turned back toward the two others and asked what else they had to tell them about the Ch’imca. Setsuna jumped on the change of subject and eagerly told him about manners, important words, how to find accommodation, and everything they’d need to know during their stay.

Katsuki was still tense by the time they left, but he hadn’t snapped and Eijirou counted it as a victory.

When he went to bed that night, Eijirou’s head was full of new knowledge and excitement for their trip.

.

They reached the foot of the Ch’imca mountains late in the afternoon. Eijirou was exhausted. It was the longest he’d flown for yet, and although he was still a little below the distance a more experienced flier would have reached, he’d done pretty damn well.

“So, what’s the plan for today?” Eijirou asked, looking like he was on the verge of collapsing.

“We’ll just find a place to sleep tonight,” Katsuki decided.

The weather was nice and warm, the terrain was far from flat but he could already see a few even places here and there… They should be fine staying here until his partner recovered from his exhausting journey.

Katsuki took a deep breath, feeling like he was breathing for the first time in weeks, and smiled as he took in the familiar mountains he hadn’t seen in so long. They were much taller and darker than the Golden Mountains, yet the effect they had on him was the exact opposite of the oppressive feeling he’d had upon seeing his birthplace again. They didn’t feel like home either, but they were still a comforting sight. Something that reminded him of his childhood without making him feel any resentment. A place of joy and endless wonders that he was now allowed to explore on his own terms.

This place felt like pure freedom.

“Wow…” Eijirou said, snapping him out of his thoughts. “We’ve just landed, and you look much more relaxed already.”

Katsuki hummed in agreement. “How about you? How do you feel?”

“Exhausted,” Eijirou admitted with a chuckle. “But excited too,” he added with a bright grin. “Right now, I want nothing more than to settle somewhere and rest, but I can’t wait to start exploring tomorrow!”

“You better be prepared, because we have a tall fucking order for the next couple of weeks!” Katsuki said.

He was surprised to find that the reminder of all the errands they were planning to run for the dragon shifters on Maito didn’t ruin his mood in any way. He’d reluctantly offered to gather information and do a few things to prepare for their arrival—finding out how expensive wool currently was, how much they could get for whatever they hunted, buying a few samples if they could, things like that—and although he’d felt ready to snap the entire time Setsuna’s mother told him what she needed, he could feel none of that annoyance now. These were just favors he was doing for them. Things that would make things easier for the dragon shifters and could guide Eijirou and him if they weren’t sure what to do, but weren’t necessary in any way.

Katsuki was still angry during their long flight here, thinking about Setsuna’s sorry face when she sent them off and the way her mother barely looked at him when she told them what she would like them to do. Shouta was the only one who had acted normally, placidly  giving each of them a colorful bracelet of dyed yarn and gold thread as a Ch'imca sign that they'd been sent by a chief. The bracelets symbolized the wearer's right to respectful treatment and aid, and Katsuki couldn't help but feel the irony of the symbolism.This did nothing to make him any less bitter, though.

The entire way down he'd doubted his decision to make the trip, but everything felt different now that he was here. All Katsuki could hope for was that this feeling would last through his return, to give him a fresh outlook with the dragon shifters when it was time for them to leave.

But for now, he had to focus on finding shelter for the night. Maybe he could finally introduce Eijirou to the southern stars. There wasn’t much for his partner to see for now, but this would be exciting to him for sure. The rest would come later.

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After a good night's sleep, Katsuki and Eijirou decided to fly up the mountains, toward a small village they could see in the distance. They’d probably start walking from there, depending on what they saw during their flight.

For the second time, Katsuki was hit by how free he was feeling. With Eijirou’s wings, they could go anywhere they wanted. Being here like this, faced with endless possibilities without a single burden chaining him down, reminded him of how he’d felt when he’d left his tribe after defeating his mother. He felt just as weightless, just as unstoppable.

It was him against the world, and he was going to show everyone! At least, that was how he’d felt, back then. This time was different, though. It was him and Eijirou against the world, and he had nothing to prove to anyone. What more could he ask for?

As he should have expected, Eijirou was impressed the moment they landed. Everything was so new to him that he didn’t even know where to start, eyes constantly darting from one thing to the other: the sturdy stone buildings made out of seamlessly assembled irregular stones, the llamas grazing nearby, the crops, the people…

Someone must have seen them coming, because there was a whole group of locals walking toward them with welcoming smiles.

“You Sky People are early,” one of them said after the formal greetings—which Katsuki had to whisper to Eijirou in a hurry.

“We came ahead of the others,” Katsuki replied, glad to find that forcing himself to practice with Setsuna had paid off. The Ch’imca had a complex language, and he could barely string a few words not too long ago. Thankfully, it came back pretty fast. “We won’t stay here for long.”

“You’re welcome in our village for as long as you want to,” the chief declared. “It’s an honor to be in your presence.”

“And it is a pleasure to be back,” Katsuki replied.

Damn, he hated feeling like every word was a struggle. He felt so awfully formal whenever he spoke… But he couldn’t remember any swear words and Setsuna had refused to teach him any, so he was stuck like this until he could catch a few. He couldn’t wait to learn all the most vulgar things he could, just to see her stupid face when he’d greet her in a few weeks.

“Katsuki, what are you saying?” Eijirou whispered nervously next to him.

“Just greetings,” Katsuki whispered back. “My… companion is here for the first time and he doesn’t know much of your language. Please be patient with him,” he added for the locals, bemoaning the fact that there was no better way to describe his relationship with Eijirou than this ambiguous, vague term. 'Companion' reminded him of the beginning of his journey with Eijirou, and he wasn’t sure whether he found it nostalgic or annoying.

There wasn’t much to do here, so they didn’t stay for long. Just long enough to share a meal with the leader’s family, giving Eijirou even more reasons to be amazed by everything—the masonry, the clothes, the food made almost entirely with ingredients he wasn't familiar with—share some news about the general state of the country—peaceful around these parts—and have a closer look at the cattle on Eijirou’s request. His eyes were sparkling already when he saw the inside of a Ch’imca house, but they were shining like precious gems when he got to pet a llama.

“They’re so soft, Katsuki…” Eijirou whispered, like he couldn’t believe it was real. “Like sheep but also not. Have you ever touched one?”

Katsuki snorted. “Of course I have,” he said, but still joined Eijirou’s hands in the soft hair.

“My little brother would be so jealous if he knew…” Eijirou smiled. “He’s really into cattle.”

“Sucks for him.”

“Yeah, I guess,” Eijirou chortled.

They left soon after, deciding to fly for a bit until they could join a road that would lead them further into the mountains. Katsuki wasn’t sure where to go yet, but he didn’t mind. They had plenty of time to figure something out, and Eijirou was already having the time of his life.

Maybe the nearest city would be a good start… It was a chance for him to find spices and such, and after how Eijirou had reacted to a remote village, Katsuki couldn't wait to see how he'd react to an actual city.

When Katsuki submitted the idea to him, Eijirou agreed eagerly. Soon, they landed and started walking on a narrow road carved along a dark grey cliff that offered a stunning view of the landscape below.

“Damn… It’s gorgeous!” Eijirou exclaimed. “Good thing I can fly, though. Otherwise, I’d be terrified of falling,” he added with a chuckle.

“Careful not to turn into Izuku,” Katsuki sneered.

“I think it’s a bit late for that, but I’ll try not to lower my guard,” Eijirou smiled.

They ran into their first hurdle at the next turn.

‘Hurdle’ probably wasn’t the term Eijirou would have used, but it was the first thing that crossed Katsuki’s mind when he saw the man kneeling at the edge of the road a few steps ahead. He had short dark hair and very functional clothes, but Katsuki could tell at a glance that he came from a rich family. The brightly colored fabric of his tunic looked expensive, and one look at his belt confirmed his suspicions: this was a highly ranked messenger, one of the most prestigious jobs among the Ch’imca. And the fact that he wasn’t running to deliver whatever he was supposed to could only mean one thing…

“Katsuki, do you think he needs help?” Eijirou asked behind him. “Can you ask him, please?”

Katsuki sighed. Of course Eijirou would want to help a complete stranger whose language he didn’t even understand.

“Yeah, whatever,” he grumbled, knowing that his partner wouldn’t take no for an answer. “Hey, Legs,” he said, making the stranger’s head snap toward them in surprise. “My companion wants to know if you need help.”

The man stared at them for a few beats like he didn’t know what to make of them—which wasn’t surprising, given their minimal efforts to blend in. Then, he cleared his throat and straightened his posture to reply, “Thank you for your concern, but I don’t think there is anything you can do!”

He sounded so damn formal, enunciating each syllable perfectly. It was great for Katsuki, but one thing was for sure: he wouldn’t learn anything fun from this guy.

“He says he doesn’t need our help,” Katsuki told Eijirou.

“Really? He’s looking down… Did something of his fall down? Maybe I can get it for him, right? Ask him.”

Katsuki sighed again, longer this time. His partner was lucky Katsuki loved him.

“My companion says if one of your things fell down, he can get it for you,” he told the stranger.

“I must decline! I would be extremely dangerous! I cannot let him risk it. I will do it myself!”

“He says he’ll do it himself,” Katsuki translated for Eijirou.

His partner frowned for a moment before sending him a long, questioning look.

“You can show him your wings, if that’s what you’re asking,” Katsuki grumbled, regretting his words already. But he knew the stranger would keep haunting Eijirou if he convinced his partner to leave him alone, and this place was safe for him.

Eijirou smiled, confirming that it was exactly what he wanted to know.

Spreading his wings, he turned toward the stranger, who was staring down the cliffs again, and called him.

The man’s head snapped up once more, and his eyes grew wide.

“Sky People, of course,” he whispered. Shaking his head, he cleared his throat and said, “Well, if it’s really no bother…”

“Sure, I’ll go!” Eijirou grinned the moment Katsuki confirmed he could help. He was ready to jump down until he froze and asked, “Wait, what did he lose and where is it?”

Thankfully, the man spared Katsuki the embarrassment of asking by telling him more on his own.

“It’s a small, bright blue satchel. I can see it from where I am, it’s stuck in a tree,” he explained.

Eijirou jumped to retrieve it the moment Katsuki told him what to look for and came back soon after, holding the lost item with a smile.

“Thank you so much for your help!” the man exclaimed. “My name is Iida. How can I repay you?”

“How much!” Eijirou said with a bright smile, earning confused looks both from Legs and from Katsuki. He froze when he noticed them and turned toward Katsuki with an embarrassed look. “I take it I didn’t say ‘you’re welcome’?”

Katsuki snorted. “Nope, you asked for his price.”

“Oh no! Please tell him I’m sorry!” Eijirou exclaimed while Legs looked increasingly more confused.

“He meant to say you’re welcome,” Katsuki explained, knowing Eijirou wouldn’t leave him alone until he cleared it up, no matter how funny it was. “ It's his first time here.”

“Ah, I see! Make sure to give him my sincerest thanks!” Legs said.

Katsuki nodded. “His name is Iida and he says thanks,” he told Eijirou.

“Oh, right! I Kirishima,” Eijirou said as best as he could. “ He Bakugou. Good fleece.”

Katsuki burst out laughing. “Stop using every random word you can remember, dumbass.”

His partner had a tendency to do that when he first learned a language, but Katsuki didn't remember it ever being this bad. Maybe it was a consequence of him being more confident.

“Sorry…” Eijirou said with a sheepish look.

“Bakugou… it sounds familiar,” Iida said. “ And you're Sky People so… do you know Midoriya, by chance?”

Katsuki's eyes grew wide. How the fuck did they manage to meet someone who knew the nerd on their first day here?

“We might,” he said curtly, trying to hide his surprise.

Legs' face brightened up immediately. “ Really? He's a good friend of mine, although I haven't seen him in years! Please tell me…”

He trailed off, like he was just remembering something.

“Well, I'm currently on an urgent mission. Are you headed toward Wamphu?”

“The nearest city?” Katsuki asked.

Legs nodded, and Katsuki confirmed that they were.

“Perfect! Please meet me at the Temple of the Potato tomorrow at noon! I will be done by then and we can talk about our friend and how I can repay you!”

He was gone before Katsuki could tell him that he didn't want to talk to him.

“Where is he going? Why is he running?” Eijirou asked, curious.

“He's going to Wamphu, like us,” Katsuki said. “And he's running because that's his job. He's probably delivering that satchel to someone important.”

“Oh, okay,” Eijirou said. He thought for a second, and Katsuki knew what was coming the moment he opened his mouth. “Does he want a ride?”

“I don't think so,” he said.

“Did you ask?”

“No.”

“I see… Hop on, then! We're gonna ask him!”

Katsuki sighed. Damn his partner's constant need to help everyone. But could Katsuki really complain when it was what had brought them together in the first place? If Eijirou hadn't been so meddlesome and tried to get past his walls, they probably wouldn't be here now.

“Fine,” he grumbled, melting a little at Eijirou's blinding smile.

His partner jumped for the second time, like he wasn't complaining about the height making him uneasy just a few minutes ago. The moment he'd shifted fully, Katsuki jumped on his back and they soon caught up with the messenger.

He was running surprisingly fast, barely forcing Eijirou to slow down for him. A quick look at his feet made Katsuki realize that he was using earth magic to run faster, moving the ground a little and yet never leaving the slightest mark on the road. 

“My companion wants to know if you want to fly to Wamphu,” Katsuki said.

Legs' eyes nearly bulged out of his face, but he soon regained composure and said, “ Thank you for the offer, but my honor won't let me accept.”

Katsuki shook his head. Typical…

“He says he doesn't want to. It's an honor thing,” he told Eijirou.

His partner sounded a little disappointed, but he still slowed down until Legs was further ahead and shifted back once Katsuki was safely back on the road.

“Well, that was a strange encounter,” he said.

Katsuki grunted in assent. “He said to meet him in Wamphu tomorrow, once he's done,” he explained. “He wants to thank you properly and… fuck, you won't believe this…”

“Believe what?” Eijirou asked.

“That guy knows Izuku.”

Eijirou's eyes brightened up at that. “No way! That's where he learned about all those weird plants and things, right? Man, between Uraraka and this Iida guy, I can't believe we keep meeting people who know him wherever we go!”

“Yeah, what the fuck?"

“So, where are we meeting? It really sucks that we can't understand each other, I'm excited to learn more about him.”

Katsuki told him about the meeting Legs had decided on for them. He spent the rest of the day trying to get Eijirou to remember a few words—making sure he remembered their meaning too, this time. And although Katsuki wanted to complain about their strange meeting, he had to admit that he was curious to know what Legs had to say about the nerd. Besides, maybe he'd have some time to show them around or at least give them directions. Elite messengers like him were usually very well informed, and Katsuki was ready to bet this guy's fancy ass wasn't an exception.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! My initial plan for Iida was to make him a knight in Yuuei but then I read about chasqui and I simply couldn't resist. Maybe he just has a nearly identical twin who shares the same name or something!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 84: The Least Shitty Option

Notes:

Lists of names are still my mortal enemies to translate. Welcome... to the new chapter

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

Weeks passed in the blink of an eye, and Eijirou had gotten used to the Ch'imca realm. He loved exploring this new land with Katsuki just as much as before, but he was no longer amazed by every single thing they encountered—the inn-like buildings spread along every road where messengers like Iida could stay for free, the impressive water system and general cleanliness of the cities, the sturdy stone buildings and the way they seemed to fit seamlessly in the landscape, the food, the animals, the clothes, the people…

Eijirou almost missed this state of constant wonder, but he had to admit that his new familiarity was much more relaxing. Katsuki had taken his role as a guide very seriously, but he wasn’t the only one who’d helped him understand this new place better. Iida, the man they’d helped on their first day, was so grateful to him that he’d dedicated all of his time off between his important deliveries—rare medicine for a local leader and the confirmation that it had worked about a week later—to showing them around.

According to Katsuki, Iida had been Izuku’s appointed guide when he came here a few years prior, and he saw him as a precious friend, which made him even more determined to help them. He told Katsuki everything he wanted to know, told Eijirou about the function and sometimes the history of every major building they saw, explained their traditions as best as he could, gave them directions to interesting places around Wamphu…

He was a stern and passionate man who took everything with the utmost seriousness, so of course, his thanks wouldn’t be an exception. Before he left, he even gave them a message for his family, who owned a farm south from Wamphu, telling them to give Sky People a discount if they came looking for alpaca wool. He assured them that his brother, who used to be a messenger like him, would be happy to help them with anything they'd need.

And indeed, he had. They were welcomed with open arms when they decided to visit, and they even spent a couple of days exploring the area around the Iida farm and helping around whenever they could. It ended up being Eijirou's favorite part of the trip.

Iida had left them as quickly and unexpectedly as he’d crossed their paths, running back east the moment he got another message to deliver, but Eijirou looked back on their time together fondly. He couldn’t wait to see Izuku again and tell him all about their encounter. Iida had even given them a message for him, and Eijirou hoped that he’d get to carry more every year. He’d be the slowest messenger in the world, but Iida’s unwavering friendship was so manly Eijirou wanted to do everything he could to help him. He barely understood Iida, but the fondness and admiration the messenger had for Izuku was clear whenever he talked about him.

Despite both Katsuki’s and Iida’s attempts at teaching him, Eijirou had made little to no progress in learning Ch’imca and still relied heavily on Katsuki for everything. However, it barely hindered how much he was enjoying his stay here, flying Katsuki around and letting him deal with the locals. He wished he could talk to them directly and maybe make some friends on his own, but he understood that he wasn’t nearly prepared enough to communicate with anyone. It would have to wait until next year…

If they came back here next year, that was.

The longer they stayed, the more Eijirou believed that they wouldn’t linger on Maito when they returned. Katsuki was thriving here, but the look on his face when Eijirou reminded him that they were supposed to meet Setsuna in Wamphu in two days told him that he wasn’t ready to face her yet. Hopefully, it was just apprehension and everything would go well once he saw her in person, but Eijirou sincerely doubted it.

Maybe he’d never get to give Iida a reply from Izuku after all…

.

Katsuki’s mood dampened the moment he was reminded that his time here was almost over. He tried to ignore it and pretend that everything was fine, but it really wasn't. Even trying to imagine Setsuna's reaction to his vulgar greetings didn't do anything to cheer him up.

No matter how he looked at it, he didn't want to go back.

Maybe seeing Setsuna again wouldn't be so bad in itself, but it was still proof that his time here was almost up. And Katsuki was fine with it, he really was. He loved the Ch'imca realm even more now that he'd had the chance to explore it on his own terms, with Eijirou by his side, but he suspected the feeling wouldn't last if they stayed longer than just a visit. People gawking at his blond hair, fire magic, and dragon companion would get old pretty fast.

And yet, it still seemed much better than going back to Maito. The mere thought of being back there made him feel even worse than when he'd decided to go back to the Golden Mountains. And with Setsuna here, it meant that they'd have to leave too soon for his liking.

He was in a terrible mood when they reached their meeting place in Wamphu. Setsuna had come with Togaru, Hitoshi, and even Hiryu, who seemed just as amazed with everything as Eijirou had been during his first week here. The other two rarely came to the Ch’imca realm, and it was obvious that they'd come just to see Eijirou and him. The thought made Katsuki feel a little better, and he was surprised to find that their meeting went pretty well, even without Eijirou's intervention.

Katsuki didn't like what seeing his old friends again meant, but now that they were here, he didn't mind their presence. He let Eijirou tell them all about what they'd done for the past few weeks, and took Setsuna aside to give her the useful information they'd gathered for her, so she and her parents would have an easier time restocking on land things they needed here.

Eijirou happily gave everyone a tour of the city, told them in great detail about their encounter with a condor and how much more impressive they were even compared to the great vultures he'd seen once in the Golden Mountains, let Togaru and Hiryu try out the local drinks…

“I'm impressed with Eijirou,” Setsuna said. “I've never managed to keep Togaru and Hitoshi interested in this area for long.”

“That's just how he is,” Katsuki said, sending a fond look in Eijirou's direction.

“Yeah, I guess his enthusiasm is contagious,” Setsuna chuckled. “Anyway, are you coming back with us today, or are you staying a little longer?”

Katsuki tensed immediately, good mood forgotten. He was usually good at keeping his emotions under wraps, but he must have done a shitty job this time because Setsuna saw right through him.

“You're staying, then,” she said with a nod, trying and failing to hide her disappointment behind a forced smile. “How long?”

Katsuki shook his head. “I don't fucking know. We haven't talked about it.”

“Are you leaving the continent with us at least?” Setsuna asked.

Katsuki clenched his fists. He didn't have an answer for this question either. He should know, but he wasn't sure what would be worse between staying with the Ch'imca or with the dragon shifters. Probably the latter…

“We'll come back later,” Katsuki said dryly. “Don't know when.”

Setsuna nodded sadly. “I see…”

They kept walking in silence, following a still very enthusiastic and clueless Eijirou.

“Hiryu said the fastest way to go to Omah is from here, so he's leaving us soon,” Setsuna said after a while.

Katsuki answered with a grunt.

“Will you let us apologize this time?” she asked in a low voice, barely above a whisper.

“Only if you mean it,” Katsuki shrugged.

It was an improvement, he guessed. He wasn't ready to forgive them, but he hadn't completely forgiven his parents either and yet, his relationship with them had still improved a lot after they'd apologized. So maybe not all was lost.

Togaru seemed disappointed when Katsuki and Eijirou announced that they wouldn't go back to Maito with the rest of them. He sent a glance in Katsuki's direction, opened his mouth… closed it.

“If you've got something to say, just fucking say it!” Katsuki barked, knowing exactly what he wanted to do.

He'd made him wait long enough.

As expected, Togaru apologized for leaving him behind all those years ago. Setsuna did it again too. Katsuki didn't think she needed to, but it made sense. He had stopped her the last few times she’d tried, after all. The real surprise was Hitoshi, though. He wasn't as guilty as the others, but his apology was still sincere.

It was like a weight lifted from Katsuki's shoulders… and it felt weirdly uncomfortable. Cold. Like something was missing. Katsuki had carried this resentment for so long—longer than his talk with Shouta, longer than his learning the truth about why he was sent to Maito in the first place, even—that it felt like a part of him was gone now. But it didn't mean it was a bad thing. It was just that Katsuki had needed it more than he'd thought. Obsessed as he was with absolving the dragon shifters from everything and going back to them, he hadn’t realized how mad he was at his former friends for turning their backs on him.

He just nodded once the others were done speaking, unsure what to say. Thankfully, it seemed to be enough for them. Setsuna arranged another meeting with Eijirou and him in a week, and they parted ways soon after.

Katsuki watched them go with a sigh of relief.

“That went pretty well,” Eijirou remarked.

Katsuki nodded in silence.

“How do you feel?” Eijirou asked.

“Not too shitty,” Katsuki shrugged. “I don't wanna go back, though.”

“So are we staying here?” Eijirou asked, unfazed.

Katsuki shook his head. “I don't wanna stay here for too long.”

“We can stay on land without staying here, you know?” Eijirou remarked. “It's a big continent, I'm sure there's plenty for us to see.”

Katsuki hummed noncommittally. Eijirou wasn't wrong. According to the shifters' maps, the continent was huge, stretching as far in the north as it did in the south. There was plenty for them to explore, to learn, to see…

But was that really what Katsuki wanted? What about all the stuff they'd accumulated ever since they moved to Maito? It would be hard to carry everything while they explored the land.

“Or… we could go visit Mina and Tetsu,” Eijirou said. “Hiryu said we'd be welcome to stay, right? And even if we don't, we should at least visit. I miss them a lot. I'd love to see them again.”

Katsuki looked away, focusing on the fountain on the other side of the square.

“When is he leaving?” he asked after a long silence.

“Hiryu? So you heard he's leaving soon?”

“Setsuna told me,” Katsuki said, eyes still on the fountain.

“I see. Well, he said he'd like to leave in ten days at most, before Maito starts heading too far south. We can fly north-east from here and catch a ride on another dragon city going in Omah’s direction.”

“You heard what Mina said, though,” Katsuki said bitterly. “I don't think I can catch a ride on another dragon city. They probably won't let me stay, even if it's not for long.”

Eijirou let out a long sigh, filled with annoyance on Katsuki's behalf. “Right…”

“Yeah…”

“Things are different now, though,” Eijirou said after a moment of silence. “I talked to Shouta before we came down here. He said he'd help us. He can give us a… I don't remember the name. But something that shows he trusts us. According to him, you can catch a ride on pretty much every dragon city with it.”

Katsuki turned toward his partner, surprised. “He'd do that?”

He'd heard about this. A token of trust from the chief of a dragon city wasn't given to just anyone. It was a rare honor. It meant a lot, especially from someone as careful as Shouta. And if he had Eijirou and Hiryu by his side to vouch for him…

They might actually be able to do this.

“Of course, he would,” Eijirou said. “He really cares about you, you know.”

Katsuki hummed. As much as he resented Shouta, Katsuki knew he wouldn’t lie about that. And he did say he’d do everything in his power to help. Katsuki was grateful for the chief not saying outright that he’d give him the means to leave, but he had a feeling that it was what Shouta had in mind when he made the offer.

“So? Do you think we can go to Omah?”

“I think so, yeah,” Katsuki nodded. He didn't want to get his hopes up, but…

“Is it something you'd like to do?”

Katsuki turned back toward the fountain, looking at the way the sunlight played on the water and reflected on the wet stones. It wouldn't suck to see Mina and Tetsu again. It would make Eijirou happy. And moving to Omah, having a chance at a new start…

It would be a good compromise. They'd stay in a dragon city, Katsuki wouldn't cut Eijirou off from his roots, he'd be with people he'd learned to appreciate and that Eijirou loved…

“I think… it's the least shitty option of them all,” Katsuki said slowly.

He knew he'd made the right choice when he saw the way Eijirou's entire face brightened up.

.

They were ready to leave a week later. Their stuff was packed, their journey was set, their stops were decided, Hiryu was ready…

Katsuki was going to miss the Ch'imca realm, since they were leaving earlier than he'd planned, but he still thought he was making the right decision. Shouta seemed to think so too.

They'd talked the night before. Katsuki couldn't sleep after spending the whole day packing and saying goodbye to the people who wouldn't wake up at dawn to see them off. The kitchen crew had given them plenty of food for the journey and even offered to let him take as many spices as he wanted. Katsuki hadn't been sure whether to take them up on their offer—and if so, whether to take a reasonable amount or to pillage their stocks as a petty revenge—and mixed with everything else… sleep just wouldn't come. And maybe, just maybe, he'd hoped to find Shouta that night, when he'd climbed up to the main square.

Just like last time, Shouta was making his usual slow rounds around the square. Katsuki wondered if he might be the reason for Shouta's insomnia this time.

He didn't look all that surprised to see Katsuki approach. He acknowledged him with a silent nod and let Katsuki fall into step with him as he continued his quiet circuit.

“Everything ready for tomorrow?” Shouta asked gruffly after a while.

Katsuki nodded, hand flying to the big, round medallion around his neck. The dragons' token of trust. It was made out of a shard of Maito's talon and engraved with the Old One's symbol. Shouta had given it to him during the day, while Eijirou was making rounds to complete his hoard.

Eijirou had already gotten something from Setsuna and Togaru during his stay—and he'd cried profusely the first time they asked him if he wanted the old clothes they were going to discard—but they both insisted on giving him something more before he left. And obviously, Hitoshi had found something for him as well.

Katsuki was happy for his partner. He still had mixed feelings about his friends these days, and having to go back to Maito this early, even just to get ready to leave, had made some of his resentment resurface. But they were still important to him and he was glad that Eijirou got along with them.

Too bad Katsuki had to be the reason they had to part…

“Good,” Shouta said.

Silence.

Shouta and Katsuki were both men of few words and right now, it sucked. Katsuki wanted him to say something. He wanted them to have a proper talk before he left. But he didn't know where to start, and it seemed that Shouta wasn't going to help.

“Eijirou got used to living in a dragon city in no time,” Shouta said after a while, just as Katsuki was about to drop it and go back to bed. “You've prepared him well.”

“We've had plenty of time for that,” Katsuki shrugged.

Shouta nodded. “You can be proud of what you've done for him. I think you're great for each other.”

“My parents think so, too,” Katsuki hummed. “Well, the Hag thinks he's too good for me,” he added with a huffed laugh.

“I didn't expect her to ever find anyone good enough for her precious son,” Shouta said with a tiny smile.

“He's fucking great,” Katsuki nodded. He continued walking in silence for a bit, thinking about how lucky he'd been to find Eijirou during his travels, and added, “I guess you were right. What was it you always said? 'Everything will find its place in your life eventually,' right?”

Shouta nodded. It was what he used to say whenever Katsuki missed his parents too much, during the first year. It hadn't done him any good back then, but Katsuki understood it better now. It sucked, they should all have done things differently, but here they were now. Katsuki could have suffered a lot less, but there was no way to tell if he'd have been happier in the end.

They talked for a little bit, and Katsuki went back to bed feeling better than when he'd left. Eijirou must have woken up while he was gone, because he was waiting for him when he came back, worry clear on his face. Katsuki probably looked much better than last time, though, because he didn't question him when he said he was fine and they should sleep as much as they could before they left. Katsuki would get to rest whenever he needed, but Eijirou had all of their belongings to carry and nowhere to land until they'd reach their destination.

Eijirou looked impressive on the morning of their departure, with everything packed on his powerful dragon body. Hiryu also had plenty to carry, especially since he'd offered to carry some of Katsuki's things as well.

Few people were there to see them off. Their close friends, Shouta, Hizashi… that was pretty much it. Still, Katsuki was surprised they were so many.

As they said their parting words, Katsuki couldn't help but feel that something was wrong. He couldn't shake off the feeling that he wasn't supposed to be leaving. Maito was supposed to be his permanent home; the place where he was going to stay.

“We'll miss you two,” his friends said. “I'm sorry things turned out this way.”

So was Katsuki… but he didn't know what else to do. He couldn't stay here. Not right now. Maybe not ever…

“Eijirou, I hope this place felt like home during your stay and you had a good first experience in dragon cities,” Shouta said.

Eijirou nodded. “Everyone was very friendly and welcoming, I couldn't have hoped for more. I was so nervous when I came here and you put my doubts to rest right from the start. I'm going to miss you all.”

Katsuki's heart clenched at that, but he reminded himself that Eijirou wanted this as well. He was leaving some friends to meet others. They were just like Hiryu, in a way.

“Katsuki, it was good to have you back,” Shouta said, turning toward him. “Know that you'll always have a home here, whether you just come for a visit or you decide to come back more permanently. You'll always be one of us.”

Katsuki nodded, throat clenched. His previous partings had never made him feel so strongly. But he'd die before he showed them how much these goodbyes affected him.

“If you see my tribe before I do, tell them I'll come back no matter what. It might take me longer, but I'll visit as promised,” he said.

“I will make sure to tell them.”

“The Hag better not complain about it…” Katsuki grumbled, knowing his tribe would be disappointed either way. There was a time when it would have made him happy, but now, he didn't like the thought of hurting them.

“I'll take full responsibility for this,” Shouta said. “I'm sure she'll understand.”

Katsuki nodded. He wasn't, but it would have to do.

Shouta gave them a few more flight recommendations and soon, they were off. Katsuki felt like he was leaving part of himself behind. He sent one last look toward their house, which was getting smaller and smaller as they flew away, and wondered how long it would take for it to be taken over by someone else.

Would Setsuna jump on the opportunity to have new neighbors like she had when they came back? Would she try to keep it empty for a little bit? Would their presence linger here or would people forget them immediately?

He shook his head and looked forward. He better focus if they wanted to reach their goal for the day.

It was his first time traveling between dragon cities like this, and although Hiryu was there to guide them, he didn't want to fuck up. They had a lot to look forward to and no time to dwell on what they were leaving behind.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I kinda wanted to write a lot about their time in the Ch'imca realm when I finished the previous chapter and then I realized I had no idea what they could do... Thankfully, I have plenty of ideas for the next step of their journey

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 85: Strangers and Friends

Notes:

New dragon city, here we hare!

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

They reached Omah nearly two months later, and Eijirou was feeling just as nervous as the first time he flew up a dragon city, although for completely different reasons.

Things hadn't gone well in the one they'd caught a ride on. Everyone had been just as nice and welcoming as the people on Maito toward Hiryu and him, but with Katsuki… Just thinking about it pissed Eijirou off.

They'd let him stay, sure, but that was it. Eijirou had felt nothing but excitement—and relief after a long, exhausting flight—upon seeing the dragon city, and he hadn't expected the people to be so hostile upon seeing Katsuki. Especially after their Old One had welcomed them with the same quiet indifference as Maito. They hadn't tried to kick him out or anything, and stopped being so outwardly suspicious upon seeing Maito’s token of trust, but their displeasure for having a human among them was clear.

Hiryu seemed to have expected it. Worse, Katsuki didn't seem surprised either. He was unusually calm and looked resigned to his fate when he was told he couldn't help in the kitchen and pretty much everywhere else during their stay.

“We will allow your presence, but it doesn't mean we have to trust you,” they'd said.

Eijirou was boiling with rage, ready to explode on his partner's behalf, but Katsuki just nodded.

“I don't fucking care,” he'd said later, when Eijirou expressed his anger and disappointment in the privacy of the small house they were given on the Old One's belly. “ It's just a month or two. It doesn't matter.”

“It doesn't mean they can… How dare they…” Eijirou stammered, too angry to find his words. “ They don't even know you! Worse, they know Maito's chief trusts you, and yet they still treat you like a… a threat!”

“I'm here, they’re letting me stay, that's all that matters,” Katsuki countered. “ I don't need them to like me. I don't give a shit about whether or not they do.”

“It doesn't mean they can treat you like this!”

Katsuki sighed. “ Remember how Inasa and Tokoyami were treated in Yuuei? How people tried to kill them, and how Inasa is only just barely accepted in one measly little town?”

Eijirou growled in reluctant acknowledgement. “ It doesn't give the dragon shifters the right to do the same, though,” he still grumbled.

“They're not doing the same. Even if someone is opposed to me being here, they're not going to kick me off the city or anything because I'm under Shouta's protection. And yours. So it's much better than fucking Yuuei. And maybe they'll come around. Like you said, they don't know me. I'll just need to prove I’m not a threat.”

“You shouldn't have to…” Eijirou had grumbled.

Katsuki had just shrugged.

Things actually got better after some time. They still weren’t great, but people slowly relaxed around Katsuki. Their chief even told him that he could catch a ride here any time, when they left. It wasn't a full invitation to come back or to linger, but it was an improvement. Still, their whole stay had left a bitter taste in Eijirou's mouth.

He really hoped things would be different on Omah. Otherwise… they'd have to find another place to stay. Eijirou didn't want to live with people who treated his partner like a potential threat.

He could understand better now why Katsuki wanted him out of Yuuei so badly. Eijirou couldn't stand the thought of seeing his partner being rejected for things he had no control over. But Mina and Tetsu wouldn't have invited them if they weren't sure that they would be treated well, so this should be fine, Eijirou reminded himself as he looked at the gigantic dragon ahead of them.

At a glance, Omah looked exactly like the other dragon cities Eijirou had seen, except for the slightly darker color of their dull brown scales. But the more they approached, the more Eijirou could see the differences. The main building was built around one of Omah's spines rather than inside one like on Maito, or over what was left of a spine like Raku, the dragon city they'd just left. The buildings had roughly the same shape, but people on Omah seemed to paint their walls a lot more than the ones on Maito, who usually kept the wood visible. The houses, fields, and other areas were in the same places, but the configuration of each of them looked different.

Eijirou's musings were interrupted by a pink tornado flying straight toward them.

“Hiryu! You’re back! How are you? Who are your frien…”

Eijirou grinned when Mina trailed off, eyes going wide in recognition the moment she saw Katsuki and him.

“Hi Mina!” he said cheerfully as she stared at them in shock. “Long time no see! I'm so happy to see you!”

“Kirishima! I can't believe it's you!” Mina exclaimed with a squeal of delight, circling around him excitedly. “ And Bakugou, you’re here too!”

“I figured if they were going to visit, I might as well escort them here,” Hiryu said.

“Thank you so much! Oh, Tetsu is gonna be so excited to see you two! Come with me, I'll introduce you to Omah!” Mina said, rushing ahead to guide them toward the Old One's head.

Eijirou's third introduction to an Old One was much less scary than the first, but it filled him with the same kind of boundless awe. He didn't think this would ever change. Unlike the previous times, though, Mina was the one who did most of the talking.

“Look who's back! It's Hiryu!” Mina said as they flew along Omah's gigantic eye. “ And he brought back my friends too! The red dragon is Kirishima, and the human on his back is Bakugou. They're the ones who saved Tetsu, remember?”

Eijirou's heart melted at the thought that she'd talked about them to the Old One. How could he doubt that people here would treat them well when they had Mina by their side?

“It's an honor to meet you,” Eijirou told Omah respectfully. “ You'll probably hear from me as Eijirou, though. Kirishima is, uh… my family name.”

Mina sent him a curious look, and Eijirou made sure to tell her that she could call him that as well. He preferred it, these days.

“I see a lot has changed since last time. You're acting more like a dragon shifter now,” Mina grinned. “ What about you, Bakugou?”

Eijirou couldn't see Katsuki’s face, but he had a feeling that he wasn't replying because he wasn't sure what to tell her. He went by Bakugou in the Ch'imca realm, but aside from that, he hadn't been called that since they'd reached the Golden Mountains.

For a moment, Eijirou found himself wondering if he really wanted Katsuki to allow them to use his given name. He sort of missed the days when it was a privilege only he had.

“Katsuki's fine,” Katsuki eventually said.

Eijirou shook off his previous thought. It wouldn’t be manly after telling Mina to use his own given name, after all. Besides, no matter how many people called Katsuki by his given name, no one else had fought him for it. Eijirou had learned during his stay in the Golden Mountains that a calnumékeln was a very rare thing that happened more often in stories than in real life. Izuku had explained it like it was a bad thing, but Eijirou didn’t see it that way. It made his bond with Katsuki even more special, because this was a privilege that was his and his alone.

It took some circling before they were allowed to land. But with how engrossed he was in his conversation with Mina and Hiryu, who told her how he'd initially thought Eijirou and Katsuki weren't on Maito due to the different names they used, Eijirou couldn't be sure that it was because the chief was slow to respond or because they didn't hear them the first time.

“It's a pleasure to have you back, Hiryu of the Wind,” the chief said once they’d landed. She was a tall blonde woman with a stern but elegant aura that made her look pretty intimidating, even though she seemed like a kind person.

“And it's always a pleasure to be back here,” Hiryu said with a bow, still in his dragon form.

“Who are the people you brought with you?”

“It's Kirishima and Bakugou!” Mina exclaimed, almost talking over her chief and immediately ruining her dignified aura. “They're the ones who saved Tetsu two years ago, remember?”

The chief turned toward them with a look of renewed respect.

“Well, it's a pleasure to meet you two,” she said. “I am Chief Ryuko. Mina told us a lot about you. Welcome to Omah.” Her eyes lingered on Eijirou's heavy packs for a moment, and she asked, “Are you here in passing, or are you planning to stay?”

Had Eijirou been in his human form, he would have gulped nervously. His tail flicked, but he tried to keep it under control.

“Did things not go as planned on Maito?” Mina whispered, turning toward them with a concerned look.

“We needed a change of scenery,” Katsuki grumbled evasively. He took a step toward the chief and took out Shouta’s token of trust to show it to her, lowering his head respectfully as he introduced himself more properly than Mina had, bringing up the different names they were using now. “This is a token of trust from Maito. We’re asking for your permission to settle here for some time.”

The chief looked surprised for a beat, but her expression quickly settled back to something more neutral.

“I didn’t expect such a request, but from what Mina and Tetsutetsu told us, you have saved no less than two dragon shifters so far. This is enough to earn a token of trust from me, along with my sincerest thanks,” she said with a kind smile. “You are both welcome here for as long as you want.”

Eijirou perked up at the words, almost knocking Mina off her feet when his wings flared up with joy.

“Thank you so much!” he exclaimed, pure relief flooding through his veins. After his experience on Raku, he didn’t expect it to go so well.

There were murmurs around the square, but before Eijirou could focus on what they were saying, his attention was caught by a flash of silver running in their direction.

“Kirishima! Bakugou! It's really you!” Tetsu exclaimed with a bright grin, slapping Eijirou’s scaly shoulder the moment he reached him. Between his thick blacksmith apron and fiery smell, there was no doubt that he’d come straight from the forge to see them. “It’s so good to see you! What brings you here?”

“That would be me,” Hiryu said, amused. “Good to know I stop existing for you the moment someone more interesting is around.”

Tetsu took the jab with a laugh and apologized for ignoring him.

The next few minutes were a blur of house arrangements and promises to speak in more details once they were settled. As much as Eijirou wanted to hear everything his friends had done for the past two years, his load was heavy and he needed to put it down. Besides, speaking would be much easier if they were all in human forms.

The houses around the one Mina and Tetsu lived in were all occupied, but they could find one not too far on Omah’s flank. It was roughly the same size as the one Eijirou and Katsuki had on Maito, but the outer walls were painted red. Eijirou loved it immediately. The inside was more neutral, and as sparsely furnished as the ones he’d lived in before, but it felt like home the moment Katsuki and Mina put their luggage inside.

Eijirou shifted back to his half-human form once he was freed from his cargo and stretched with a groan of content.

“Phew, this feels better!” he grinned.

Mina jumped on him for a hug right after, holding him tight enough for his back to crack a little.

“Oh, it’s so good to see you!” she said with a grin as Eijirou returned her embrace. She released him soon after and took a step back to ask, “So, how have you two been? I want to know everything!”

“Shouldn’t we wait for Tetsutetsu?” Eijirou asked with a chuckle.

“Right, right. You two are eating at our place tonight!” Mina decided. “I don’t want to share you with the others for now. My friends who work in the kitchen can give us enough food as long as I introduce you two properly. How does that sound?”

“You’ve gotta bargain with the kitchen crew for food?” Katsuki asked with a frown.

“I don’t need to introduce you in exchange for the food. It’s in exchange for keeping you all to myself tonight,” Mina said with a laugh. “Don’t worry, though, you’ll get to meet everyone tomorrow. You’ll be right at home here in no time, I promise!”

Eijirou smiled at her words, eyes misting a little as he realized how much he’d missed her and her bright, bubbly personality. He was going to miss his friends on Maito, but he felt like he’d made the right decision by coming here. And a quick look in Katsuki’s direction told him that his partner must feel the same.

Tetsutetsu joined them as soon as he was done helping Hiryu settle in his own place.

“Hiryu left to greet everyone properly,” he explained. “Do you guys want a tour, by the way?”

Eijirou agreed eagerly. Omah wasn’t much different from Maito in terms of layout, from what he’d seen, but the two dragon cities were still organized differently. They weren’t growing the same crops, they seemed to be using different methods to grow them, the main buildings were in different places… Still, the tour was over much faster than the previous one, even though they were interrupted several times by people eager to meet them.

It seemed that Mina and Tetsutetsu had talked about Katsuki and him a lot, and given how happy everyone looked to finally see them, they’d spoken about them in very positive terms. Eijirou felt like a hero more than once, although he had to remind people several times that Katsuki had done most of the work in saving Tetsutetsu.

It was so strange to remember that barely two years ago, he didn’t even know Mixed Draconic was a language. Hell, he didn’t even believe dragon shifters were real, let alone that he was one!

“You’ve changed a lot since we first met,” Tetsutetsu remarked as they walked toward the kitchen to grab some food before heading to his and Mina’s place for dinner.

“In good ways, I hope,” Eijirou chuckled.

“Of course! Mina told me about your growth while she was with you, but it was still hard for me to believe that the big, strong red dragon I saw on the main square was you. You looked so sickly, when I last saw you. Your scales were a mess, man! And now look at you, finally being the awesome dragon you were always meant to be!”

Mina agreed wholeheartedly and Eijirou smiled, feeling himself blush at his friends’ compliments.

The kitchen wasn’t much different from the one on Maito. Mina’s friends were happy to give them some food, although it indeed took a proper introduction in exchange. It seemed that the people here were just as nosy as the ones on Maito. Eijirou supposed it was a dragon shifter thing.

“It’s a pleasure to meet you two. I can’t believe Mina failed to mention how handsome you were,” one of her male friends said, giving Eijirou a long, intense look.

Eijirou froze, unsure how to react. Thankfully, Katsuki took over.

“Back off, we’re courting,” he growled, taking a step closer as he glared at Mina’s friend.

The guy pouted, but before he could say anything, Mina exclaimed, “Aha! I knew it!”

Eijirou blinked at her, surprised, until it hit him that Katsuki and he weren’t together yet when she left.

“See, Tetsu? I told you there was something going on between them!” she told her mate triumphantly. “I’m so happy you guys finally figured it out! How did it go? Who initiated the courting? You have to tell me everything!”

“Alright, we will,” Eijirou laughed.

“Later, though,” Katsuki added, still glaring at Mina’s friend who rolled his eyes at him, unfazed.

The others seemed disappointed not to have the full story of how they got together right away, but they didn’t insist. As they stayed to chat a little, Eijirou noticed that unlike the people on Maito, no one here asked him where he came from. And as relieved as he was about not having to answer the same questions and tell people the same story over and over, he still felt a little exposed when he realized that they weren’t asking because they knew the truth already. There was no way Mina and Tetsu hadn’t told them about his past, after all. It was only natural, since Mina had left for months just to teach Eijirou how to be a dragon shifter.

The four of them had plenty of time to talk properly over dinner—with food that was somehow completely different from what they had on Maito. After only ever seeing Mina and Tetsu separately, it was nice to finally see how they were around each other. They looked just as loving and happy as Eijirou had always pictured them from the way they talked about each other.

Tetsutetsu kept looking at Mina like she was the most precious person in the world, and Mina's fondness was obvious every time she talked to him, a soft smile on her face.

At their request, Eijirou told them about his training with Inasa, and Katsuki told them about his unsuccessful courting attempts. They couldn't stop laughing when his partner told them how much he’d struggled to get Eijirou to finally ‘get his head out of his ass’—not to mention how pissed off Mina was when she heard how Eijirou had missed Katsuki’s first courting attempt. Not that Eijirou could blame them. He'd really been a huge dumbass and deserved all of their (friendly) scolding and teasing.

Later, Eijirou told them about his stay in the Golden Mountains and how it felt like to be around a whole community who accepted him as he was. Katsuki only vaguely mentioned his family.

And then came their arrival on Maito…

Eijirou let Katsuki do most of the talking about what happened and why they were here with all of their stuff. He felt his heart break again when his partner explained that the dragon shifters were the main reason why he’d been stuck on land and that it was hard to stay around them.

“They kept saying they were fine with us staying and all that shit, but I couldn’t shake off the feeling that they were just saying that because they didn’t know how to get rid of me…” Katsuki concluded with a grumble.

This one was new. They’d talked about it a lot, and it was the first time Katsuki had ever brought that up.

“I don’t think that’s true,” Eijirou said, squeezing his partner’s hand. “They seemed to really regret the way they treated you.”

Katsuki sighed. “Yeah, I know that.”

“You have every right to be upset, though. It was horrible of them to treat you that way, even if they meant well,” Mina said, and Tetsutetsu agreed. “But hey, at least it brought you here! So I can’t be too mad at them,” she joked. “I’m really glad you came,” she added with a soft smile

“Shut up, we’d have visited anyway,” Katsuki grumbled, looking away so she wouldn’t see his poorly suppressed smile.

The conversation soon turned toward what Mina and Tetsutetsu had been up to for the past two years. They kept talking until both Eijirou and Katsuki could no longer speak without being interrupted by their own yawns.

Eijirou had no idea how late it was when they went to bed, but he had a feeling that getting up would be hard in the morning. He couldn’t bring himself to regret it, though. He’d really missed these two.

Eijirou wasn’t sure what the future held, but he had a good feeling about their stay on Omah.

.

Katsuki was back to working in the kitchen. Unlike the suspicious dumbasses from Raku, the cooks of Omah had welcomed him with open arms. They were a nosy bunch, but they stopped bothering Katsuki once he’d made it clear that he wasn’t interested in taking part in gossip—listening in was, of course, another story. More importantly, the asshole who’d tried to hit on Eijirou on their first day here turned out not to be as bad as Katsuki had expected. He’d apologized when Katsuki joined the kitchen crew, saying he wouldn’t have done it if he’d known Eijirou was already courting someone seriously, and that was it. At least the guy had good taste in men. Katsuki couldn’t blame him for trying, but he clearly sucked if he thought Eijirou was just a pretty face.

“Katsuki? Can you come here for a bit?” one of Mina’s friends called from the other side of the kitchen.

Katsuki wasn’t sure which one it was, though. It seemed that everyone on Omah was Mina’s friend, somehow. It wasn’t surprising, considering it was her, but it was still impressive—and a little annoying when it meant Katsuki had to remember dozens of names at once. Come to think of it, he hadn’t been surrounded by so many strangers he had to get acquainted with in years. He had no idea how Eijirou did it. He made it look so easy, remembering everyone’s names and faces in just a few days when Katsuki was still struggling with his own coworkers…

Katsuki quickly finished cutting his onions to come and check what she wanted. Although Omah had some part of their route in common with Maito, people here used different ingredients and cooked in different ways. People on Maito relied heavily on potatoes and other crops found primarily in the Ch’imca realm, along with spices and cooking techniques from Yuuei and around, while it seemed that the dragon shifters on Omah preferred rice and cooking styles from the eastern part of the continent Yuuei was on. Katsuki was thrilled to have a chance to learn so many new things, but for now, he was pretty useless and mostly alternated between basic tasks and observing what the others did. It was frustrating as fuck sometimes, but also exciting in a way.

Katsuki hadn’t had the chance to go on land yet, but he was already getting a taste of how different things could be here. He liked to focus on that. It was important to remind himself that this wasn’t Maito. Otherwise…

Katsuki shook his head and focused on how Mina’s friend was tossing the ingredients over the fire.

“Wanna give it a try?” she asked, stepping aside and offering him the handle of the cooking pan.

Katsuki nodded. It wasn’t all that different from what he was used to.

“Wow, you’re doing great!” Mina’s friend praised him as Katsuki nailed the task. “I guess I can trust you with this and take a break, then,” she added with a laugh.

“Not so fast, dumbass,” Katsuki grumbled. “How long am I even supposed to do this shit?”

“Is that a way to talk to your teacher?” she chuckled. “But fine, I’ll stay. And my name’s Tooru, by the way.”

Katsuki nodded, but he knew he’d forget it before the day was over. She was close to Mina and he should be able to remember it, but somehow, her name and face never stuck.

Things were going great here, Katsuki had to say. After what happened on Raku, he’d started expecting the worst. Even in his best estimations, he was pretty sure he’d have to spend at least the first few days with only the people who already knew him for company.

Instead, he was pretty much welcomed as a hero. Everyone knew he was the reason Tetsutetsu came back to Omah safely, and Mina had apparently told the whole fucking city about how he’d risked everything to save Eijirou when he was captured by dragon hunters. People’s admiration quickly wore off, but it was only replaced with familiarity. It had nothing in common with the suspicious and hostile attitude Katsuki had to deal with on their ride here, or even the constant guilt and jumpiness of the shifters on Maito. It was way better than everything Katsuki could have hoped for.

So why couldn’t he be happy with that shit? Why did he constantly feel like something was wrong because it wasn’t Maito? Why did part of him still want to be there even after everything that happened?

“Hey, careful, you’re gonna spill everything into the fire!” Mina’s friend warned him, bringing Katsuki back to the present. “The key is to be energetic, not aggressive.”

He shook his head and tried to focus on the task at hand.

This place would never be Maito, and it was a good thing, damn it. Katsuki came here because he’d wanted to leave. Eijirou liked it here. Katsuki enjoyed it too, even if he couldn’t shake off the annoying feeling that these people weren’t the ‘right’ people and that everything was slightly off.

“I think we’re good. Here, I’ll show you the next step,” Mina’s friend said, and Katsuki nodded, taking a step back to let her take over.

Just like when they were on Maito, Eijirou visited him during his break. This was nice and familiar in just the right ways. The only difference was that now, instead of fresh soil, Eijirou smelled like the furnace of the forge. He’d initially offered to work in the fields, when they met Ryuko to figure out what they would do, but Tetsutetsu absolutely wanted to work with him and Eijirou couldn’t resist the offer.

“By the way, Tetsu said we could have a little land trip soon,” Eijirou said after telling him about his day at the forge. “He wouldn’t tell me much about what to expect, but from the little bits I caught, it seems completely different from everything we know! Isn’t it exciting?”

His bright grin was contagious, and Katsuki couldn’t deny that he was excited at the prospect of a land trip with Eijirou and their friends.

Come to think of it, he was now pretty much on the same level of knowledge and familiarity as his partner. Back in Yuuei, they were balancing each other out nicely, with Eijirou being more familiar with the culture and environment of Southern Yuuei, and Katsuki knowing more about life on the road and being a mercenary. And after that, it had only been Katsuki teaching new things to Eijirou. This time, though, they were both equally knowledgeable—or, in this case, ignorant.

That was exciting in its own right.

Hopefully, by the time the novelty of their new life wore out, Katsuki would start feeling truly at home here and leave Maito behind for good. Or maybe he’d finally be ready to go back.

He wasn’t sure which option he preferred, these days.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! Hagakure has officially joined the roster, because I like her as Mina's bff and she hadn't made an appearance yet. Besides, I have to populate this dragon city a little!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 86: I Think I Wanna Mate You

Notes:

Today, we learn more about mating!

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Eijirou couldn’t be happier. Of all the places he’d moved to during the past few years, he felt that Omah was the one where he’d felt at home the fastest. Both he and Katsuki were treated well, Mina and Tetsu were doing everything they could to make them feel at home, and he was familiar with dragon shifter culture already. There were differences between Maito and Omah here and there, but nothing that made him feel too lost. It was more like the difference between Eijirou’s village and Castelmorn than the difference between Yuuei and the Golden Mountains.

Besides, all of the things that might make him feel lost, like the different food, were erased by the presence of oranges and citruses he’d never even heard of before. His favorites were the tiny ones that could be eaten in one bite, skin and all, and also the smaller oranges that were much sweeter than the ones at home. And then, there were the good old oranges he knew and loved! They didn’t taste quite the same as the ones he grew up with, but Eijirou had almost cried the first time Katsuki gave him some he’d intercepted from a delivery to the kitchen.

Speaking of Katsuki, he seemed to be doing great as well. He complained a lot about having to deal with “hundreds of new extras I don't know jackshit about,” but once he was done grumbling about it, he was usually the first to admit that he just needed time to get used to it. Eijirou had caught him with a sad, pensive look a few times, but they were becoming less and less frequent as the weeks went by. He seemed happy with his progress in the kitchen, too. And he was right: all of his coworkers kept telling Eijirou about how fast Katsuki was learning and how valuable he was becoming.

It seemed that he was settling into his new role better than Eijirou, who still felt a little rusty even though he’d helped at the forge on Maito a few times. It wasn’t a problem, though. Tetsu was more than good enough for two, and Eijirou felt like they were a great team. Working with him reminded Eijirou of his old job at the forge, before he even met Katsuki, and he found himself wondering how his master and Yosetsu were doing these days.

He wondered how his family was doing, too… It was the only downside of being able to eat oranges nearly every day again.

Eijirou shook his head and focused on tending the furnace, body half-hardened to withstand the scorching heat. Now wasn’t the time to think about them and wonder how Shizuka was doing, if Shinra had found a job on a good farm like he wanted, how much the twins must have grown up, if his parents had replaced the fences around the orchard like they said they would…

He sighed. Finally being in a stable position where he didn’t have to worry about fitting in, about learning new skills, or about Katsuki, left him with plenty of time to think about his family and friends on land. And sometimes, like right now, it was annoyingly distracting.

Still, he hoped Kaminari and the others were fine. And his family, of course.

“Brighten up, Eijirou, we’re almost done for today,” Tetsu said with a clap on the shoulder. “You’ll be able to see Katsuki soon.”

“I wasn’t thinking about that, but thanks,” Eijirou chuckled. “Is Mina going to be off early today?”

Tetsu shrugged. “She’s on water duty, so I don’t know. She’s fast, but since her water magic makes things so much easier for everyone, she sometimes ends up with extra work.” He frowned for a moment, displeased at the prospect of seeing her later than usual, but his expression soon softened as he added, “That’s my mate for you. She’s just that great.”

Eijirou smiled at that. Back in Yuuei, he'd thought Tetsu talked about Mina so much because he hadn’t seen her in a long time, but he’d been wrong. His friend was just that smitten with her, even now that they were mated and he could see her every day.

Spending time around the two of them, witnessing their happiness, Eijirou couldn’t help but think about himself and Katsuki. His family and friends weren’t the only things on his mind these days. He also found himself thinking about becoming Katsuki’s mate more and more often.

He knew they hadn’t been together for that long, but… they were as close to married as Barbarian custom made it possible. People in Yuuei got married with a lot less history or common ground than they had. And even though dragon shifters could court for years before deciding to get officially mated, most mated couples hadn’t been through nearly as much as Katsuki and Eijirou had. So wanting to become Katsuki’s mate made sense. Or at least, so he hoped.

Eijirou stopped working the bellows and took a step back to watch Tetsu get to work on the piece of metal he’d heated. Eijirou couldn’t do anything about his family, but he could do something about Katsuki. And if anyone could help with that, it was Tetsutetsu. He wasn’t as romance-obsessed as Mina, so he’d probably be more objective when it came to mating. But more importantly, he was right here and Eijirou needed some answers.

“Hey, Tetsu?” he asked a bit later, as his friend took a break to reheat his work. “Can I ask you a question?”

“Sure, what is it?” his friend said, looking up from the furnace.

“It’s about Mina. I was wondering… how did you two get mated?”

Tetsu frowned, confused. “We had a mating ceremony?”

“No, not that,” Eijirou said. “I mean, who…” He paused, unsure how to say ‘propose’ in Mixed Draconic. “Who started it? How long had you been courting? You know, that sort of thing.”

“Oh, that! Mina gave me the first mating gift, since I’m the one who initiated the courting. I mean, there’s no hard rule for that, it’s just more traditional. But I’d been thinking about doing it for a while too. We’d been courting for… well, most of our lives, if you count my first pre-courting gift when we were kids,” Tetsu said with a chuckle. “But that one was a mess, so we started courting for real ten years later. And she proposed on our five-year anniversary.”

“Five years, huh…” Eijirou said, pensive. It was twice as much time as he’d known Katsuki. “Is it standard for courting to last that long? How long do people court before they get mated, usually?”

Tetsutetsu grabbed the haft of his hammer and sent Eijrou a long, knowing look before getting back to work.

“Five years is pretty standard,” he said between clanging strikes. “Some people need a lot more time to feel ready, and others are faster. I think Mina and I would have been on the faster side, too, if we hadn’t started courting so young. But mating is important, so you shouldn’t rush these things.”

“So a year would definitely be rushing it, huh…” Eijirou mumbled.

Tetsutetsu was right. People got married for all kinds of reasons in Yuuei because it was expected, but there was no pressure for dragon shifters to get mated. It was a celebration of love. It was an engagement for the rest of their lives. And sure, Eijirou didn’t see himself spending his life with anyone else, but–

“I don’t think it’d be rushing when it comes to you and Katsuki, though,” Tetsutetsu remarked as he cooled down his work. “I mean, sure, you’ve only been courting for about a year, but you’ve cared about each other for longer than that. It’s just that you were extra slow to realize it, right?” he added with a smirk.

“It’s not my fault courting in Yuuei is more direct than what the dragon shifters and the Barbarians do,” Eijirou pouted, cheeks heating at how fast Tetsutetsu had caught on to his intentions.

“It’s alright, I’m just teasing,” Tetsu chuckled. “But seriously, from what you’ve told us, you two have been through a lot in the past two years. You’ve had life-changing events, a few crises, peaceful days together… I don’t think it’s too early for you to think about it.”

“Thanks,” Eijirou said with a relieved smile.

“Besides, finding a good mating gift can take a while, especially if you decide to make it from scratch like I did,” Tetsu added. “And it’s… I don’t know how to explain it, but working on your mating gift is a good time to reflect, I guess? It’s not really my thing, but trying to figure out what I wanted to make for Mina really made me think about… us, what I wanted, what she wanted, how we’d be as mates… Anyway, I think if you really want to mate Katsuki, it’s not too early for you to start working on your gift.”

“Yeah? You really think so?” Eijirou asked, perking up at his friend’s words.

“Of course. Depending on how much you have to work on it, it can take up to a few years until you’re actually ready to show your mating gift. And even if you’re fast, you won’t have something you’re satisfied with in less than a few months, trust me.”

“Wow, I didn’t think it took that long,” Eijirou said, impressed.

“Yeah, it’s pretty standard to take your time,” Tetsu said. “After all, no one wants a rushed mating gift with too little thought behind it, right? And unless your mate is particularly forgiving, you’ve only got one chance at making one, so you don’t want to mess up!”

Eijirou gulped at that. He hadn’t thought about that. He knew Katsuki loved him, but what if he really messed up his mating gift? Would his partner still accept it? Would he understand that Eijirou was trying his best and give him a second chance? There was no way Eijirou would risk that!

So maybe it was better if he waited… Or rather, maybe he should think about it really hard now so that hopefully, he’d have something ready before Katsuki lost patience.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to make you nervous,” Tetsu said with a sympathetic smile. “I’m sure you’ll do great, so don’t worry about it.”

Eijirou nodded. “I’ll try,” he said with a nervous chuckle.

“Besides, you’ve got nothing to lose from thinking about your mating gift or even working on it. It won’t change anything until you actually present it to him. So if you want to start now, I think you should do it!”

Eijirou smiled at Tetsu’s encouragement.

“Thanks, man!” he said.

“No problem. And hey, if you wanna talk about it, you can turn to me anytime! Mina would be happy to help too, if you don’t mind her knowing.”

“No, no, it’d be great!” Eijirou grinned. “As long as neither of you say anything to Katsuki.”

“We would never!” Tetsu exclaimed, looking offended that Eijirou would even say that. “Your mating is between you and Katsuki. We’re happy to support you, but we would never get involved in it.”

“Thank you so much,” Eijirou said, throat just a little tight as he thought about how manly his friends were and how lucky he was to have them. “I’d love to talk about it more with Mina and you. She told me a little about courting, but she never went into details, especially about the later stages, so I feel like I have a lot to learn about mating.”

“As long as you pay attention this time, I’m sure she’d love to help,” Tetsu laughed.

“I will, I promise!” Eijirou said with a light chuckle as he remembered how offended Mina had been when Katsuki told her about his failed courting attempt back in Yuuei.

“All this time I’ve spent teaching you how to be a good dragon shifter and you failed at basic courting not even a few weeks later!” she’d exclaimed, jabbing him in the chest as he weakly tried to defend himself. “I can’t believe it!”

“Alright, then, let’s arrange something when Mina is back from her water duty,” Tetsu said, bringing him back to the present. “We’ll make sure you’re fully prepared to sweep your man off his feet!”

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The three of them gathered at Mina and Tetsu’s house a few days later. They’d managed to get the afternoon off so they could talk while Katsuki was busy in the kitchens. That way, he wouldn’t even suspect something was going on, which was perfect because Eijirou wasn’t sure how he’d manage to hide it otherwise. Mina was the best liar out of the three of them and would definitely have found an excuse to justify them meeting without Katsuki, but Eijirou had a feeling that it wouldn’t be an easy feat. And if Katsuki decided to interrogate him…

Well, good thing he didn’t have to worry about it.

“Alright, let’s get started!” Mina said with a bright smile the moment they were seated. “But first, I want to say that I’m so happy for the two of you!”

“Thanks, Mina,” Eijirou smiled. “I’m a little nervous, though.”

“It’s alright, I was nervous too,” Mina assured him. “But that’s what we’re here for! We’ll help you as much as we can!”

“Yeah, let’s do this!” Tetsu exclaimed, pumping his fist. He froze then, frowned, and turned toward Mina. “Wait, what do you mean you were nervous?”

“It was one of the most important days of my life! Of course I was nervous!” Mina said. “I mean, you looked super nervous too when you showed me my mating gift, even though you knew I was going to say yes!”

“Right, right,” Tetsu conceded.

“So, how does it all work?” Eijirou asked, curious. He vaguely remembered Tetsu’s explanations, but hearing them now confused him more than anything.

“Oh, right, sorry!” Mina said. “Basically, courting goes like this: one person in the couple presents the other with a mating gift, which has to be something that could belong to both of their hoards.”

“By the way, does Katsuki even have a hoard?” Tetsu asked.

“Of course he does!” Eijirou said.

“No surprise there, it seems like a very Katsuki thing to do,” Mina chuckled. “But that’s good for us! We can do this the traditional way.”

“So, what happens after the mating gift is given?” Eijirou asked.

“The other has to decide whether or not to accept it,” Mina said. “Oh, by the way! It’s like a pre-courting gift. You’re not supposed to tell the person you want to mate that they’re receiving a mating gift.”

“What happens if they don’t get it?” Eijirou asked, worried.

Did Katsuki already give him one and he didn’t notice? Eijirou racked his brain, trying to find a courting gift from his partner that involved spices, and found none. But what if…

“If they don’t get it, then it’s back to square one,” Mina shrugged. “You have to find another, better mating gift until they get it.”

“But Tetsu said I’d only have one chance,” Eijirou countered.

“Yeah, but that’s once the other person understands they’re getting a mating gift,” Mina said. “If they don’t, there’s no harm in never telling them and trying again.”

“I see… And what if they mistake a normal gift for a mating gift?”

Eijirou’s question made his friends burst out laughing.

“Well, then I guess it’s up to you to decide what to do,” Mina said, amused. “I’d be a little sad if I mated someone on a misunderstanding, though. You want your mating gift to be something you can be proud of, you know? So accidentally hitting the right spot would kind of ruin the point.”

“And I’d be a little disappointed if the person I was courting couldn’t tell the difference between a normal gift and a mating gift,” Tetsu added.

“Yeah, there’s that too,” Mina nodded. “Either way, it’s unlikely to happen.”

“From my experience, the difference is obvious,” Tetsu confirmed. “I mean, Mina had never looked at me so expectantly when giving me a normal courting gift, except maybe at the very beginning. Also, my first thought when I saw it was ‘Wow, it would be perfect for Mina’s hoard!’ That’s what made me realize it was a mating gift,” he added with a chuckle.

“What did she give you?” Eijirou asked, hoping it would help him find some inspiration. He already knew that Tetsu hoarded metal and that Mina hoarded colors, but he couldn’t remember if they’d told him about their mating gift already.

“I gave him this!” Mina said, proudly pointing at a piece of iridescent metal forming a pile of rectangular shapes. It was displayed on the wall next to a gorgeous golden beetle that Eijirou remembered was the reason why Tetsutetsu came to Yuuei in the first place.

“Wow, it does fit perfectly in both of your hoards,” Eijirou said, impressed. “Where did you find it? And how did you get it to look like this?”

“Well… I have to say, I kinda lucked out on this one,” Mina said with a chuckle. “I’m no good with metal so I knew that rather than crafting an item like Tetsu did, I had to find a really rare metal he didn’t have. So I started keeping an eye out after a couple of years of courting, then I started really looking into it, asking around, going on land… And one day, I found it! There was this alchemist selling ‘curiosities’ he’d made. He was desperate for money, and he had this gorgeous thing! According to him, he’d found a way to transmute a strange bit of silver into this once, and it naturally had this shape.” She paused and let out a dreamy sigh. “I knew I had exactly what I needed the moment I saw it. It was like fate, you know?”

There was a small pause as Eijirou tried to imagine the scene.

Then, Mina continued, “I also have to say, I understood the whole point of a mating gift that day. I used to think it was just a super romantic symbol to show you were blending your lives together or something. But trust me, giving it up was hard! I kept it hidden for a while because I wanted to wait for the right moment to give it to Tetsu, and there was always a small part of myself thinking that maybe I could get another mating gift for him and keep this one for myself. But here’s the thing: I cared about Tetsu more than I cared about adding this to my hoard, and that’s how I knew he was a keeper.”

Eijirou clenched his heart, eyes swimming in too many emotions.

“That’s so manly!” he exclaimed when she stopped speaking.

Tetsu was sitting next to her, his face suspiciously wet as he looked at her adoringly.

“Mina!” he exclaimed, enveloping her in a bone-crushing hug as she laughed and called him a big baby.

It took all three of them a few minutes to recover.

“Anyway, that’s the first step of mating,” Mina said once Tetsu finally released her with a loud sniffle.

“Right,” Eijirou said, clearing his throat in an attempt to regain composure. “So what’s next?”

“Well, once you have your gift, you have to wrap it up nicely or put it in a box, like you’d do with a pre-courting gift. Then, you keep it hidden until you’re ready to present it,” Mina explained.

“Oh, right, you said you’d kept yours for a while. You can do that?”

“Well, yeah, you can keep it for as long as you want,” Tetsu said. “I guess I should have started with that last time.”

“No, no, it makes sense,” Eijirou said with a chuckle. “I guess I just panicked a little. So how did you choose the right moment, Mina?”

She hummed thoughtfully and said, “Well, I knew the whole time that I wanted to do it while Kalir was in range, because I knew Tetsu would want to share the news with all of his friends there immediately. And I wanted to celebrate with them too! Some people have one big moment where they know it’s the right time, but for me, it was all careful planning… surprisingly,” she added with a snort. “Our fifth-year anniversary felt like the perfect day for it, I’d felt ready for months, so I went for it. I don’t remember exactly when I got the gift, but I must have had it for a year or two.”

Eijirou nodded, wondering if he’d be able to keep a mating gift to himself for so long. He had a feeling that once he’d found his, he’d want to give it to Katsuki immediately, or at least share the good news with him.

“So since Tetsu is the one who made the golden beetle, I assume that once someone has accepted a mating gift, they must give one of their own?” he asked.

“Yeah, that’s the idea,” Mina nodded. “It follows the same requirements as the first one, too. Tetsu wanted to learn a whole new craft for his, but he didn’t have to.”

“How long do you have to find a mating gift, once you’ve been given one? What if you already have one? Can you just exchange them on the spot?” Eijirou asked.

“You can take as long as you need,” Mina assured him. “That’s why Tetsu thought it’d be fine to leave me for months while he went to a country full of dragon killers.”

“You agreed to it,” Tetsutetsu countered.

“I know, I know,” Mina said, patting him on the shoulder. “Anyway, if you already have something, you can present it right away. Or you can wait, if you prefer. Though the thing is, the exchange isn’t official until the mating ceremony that follows.”

“Right, you’ve told me about that. It happens on the Old One’s head, right?” Eijirou said.

“Exactly! Once both parties have their mating gifts, it’s time for the mating ceremony! Again, you can wait as long as you want, if you want specific people to come or something. Or you can do it as soon as both mating gifts are ready, if you prefer.”

“How does it go?”

“Basically, the couple meets on the main square and walks toward the Old One’s head with everyone they want present and whoever wants to come if there’s still room. The chief officially introduces the new mated pair to the Old One and they can add something if they want. Then, they officially exchange their mating gifts, do another little speech if they feel like it, and that’s when they’re mated! After that, there’s usually a big celebration on the main square with the people who didn’t come and it’s great! I love mating ceremonies!” Mina concluded with a grin.

“They sound great,” Eijirou nodded. “I hope I’ll get to see one.”

“Around here, most of them take place during the Spring Festival,” Tetsu said. “You’ll be sure to see at least one then, even if you’re not invited to the main event.”

“Plus, there will be yours soon, hopefully,” Mina added with an amused smile.

“I sure hope it won’t be the first one I attend!” Eijirou laughed. “Not that I don’t think your explanation is great, but I’d feel a lot better if I didn’t come to mine half clueless about what I’m supposed to do.”

They all laughed at that.

“Anyway, did you have other questions?” Mina asked once they’d calmed down.

Eijirou shook his head. “I think I’m good for now? That’s a lot of information, though, so maybe I’ll have more questions later.”

“You can come to us anytime,” Tetsu assured him.

“By the way, how does it work in Yuuei?” Mina asked. “People get… married, right?”

“Yeah, that’s the word,” Eijirou confirmed before explaining Yuuei’s wedding traditions, which also involved an exchange (of rings) and a ceremony, but where the families of both parties were a lot more involved than for dragon shifters.

It was only supposed to be between a man and a woman, but part of Eijirou still wondered if his parents would approve of Katsuki as his partner…

When they left to get dinner on the main square, Eijirou thought back on his whole conversation with his friends, trying to remember everything. He’d sure learned a lot today…

It was all a little overwhelming, but as he remembered everything Mina and Tetsu had told him about what a mating gift should be, he was feeling pretty hopeful. He still had no idea what he’d get for Katsuki, but he just needed to put some order in his thoughts first. He’d think about it for as long as he had to, and he’d find something eventually.

He wasn’t in a hurry, after all.

Notes:

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Chapter 87: Love is in the air

Notes:

I almost forgot to post this week... But here's the chapter!

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

Eijirou was stuck. His talk with Mina and Tetsutetsu about mating and mating gifts was two months ago, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t find anything that would fit in both his and Katsuki’s hoards. How was one even supposed to mix up spices and clothes? Fabric wasn’t edible! And spices were no good as fabric either…

What was he supposed to do, then? Should he just give up? Mina and Tetsu both said they’d found their mating gifts on their own, and Eijirou didn’t dare ask other people about their experience. Nosy as they were, they’d find a way to figure out why he was asking and probably let Katsuki know, one way or another. Mina and Tetsu were already suspicious enough as they were, with the way they kept hinting at a big surprise soon and snickering to themselves these days.

Eijirou was lucky Katsuki didn’t insist when he asked him if he knew ‘what the hell was wrong with those two chuckleheads lately.’ Eijirou had really thought he was going to self-combust on the spot when he said he wasn’t sure either, and he wished they’d stop doing that.

“Yeah, they should fucking tell us already…” Katsuki had grumbled. “But I guess it’ll have to wait until the Spring Festival. It’d be like these idiots to make their stupid announcement then.”

“Haha, yeah…” Eijirou had said with a nervous chuckle. He really hoped Mina and Tetsu didn’t think he was going to propose to Katsuki then. Not when he still didn’t have the slightest idea what to give to his partner.

Maybe it wouldn’t be a bad idea to let Katsuki take care of the first mating gift, after all. Maybe it’d give him some inspiration for his own. Tetsu had told him that similar mating gifts weren’t a bad thing as long as the second gift wasn’t a soulless copy of the first.

“Some hoards don’t leave many options, so it’s fine as long as you put your own personal touch to your mating gift,” he’d explained while they were at the forge. “Mina's also told me stories about couples who have exchanged the same mating gifts because they both had the same idea without talking about it beforehand. She seems to find it romantic.”

So that was an option, as long as Katsuki gave him something that could be customized and not a mating gift like Mina’s, which was given as is. But Eijirou’s friends had also said that it was traditional for the person who received the pre-courting gift to propose. Knowing Katsuki, he’d like that, even though he’d say otherwise if asked. Besides, after everything his partner had done for him during the entire courting process, Eijirou really wanted to be the one presenting the first mating gift.

If he ever found that damn gift…

He sighed. To think he used to worry about mating Katsuki too soon, and now he wasn’t even sure if he’d get to do it at all.

It sucked. And to make things worse, with the Spring Festival in just a few weeks, Eijirou felt like love was everywhere, taunting him. What used to be the event he was looking forward to the most ever since moving here had become a dreaded, months-long torture designed specifically to remind him how terrible he was as a potential mate.

“The Spring Festival is amazing, you’ll see,” Tetsu said while they were making little love trinkets of all things.

Pendants, bracelets, brooches… They all had the same half-disc shape, bearing a tiny, simplified version of the symbol of Omah, and were made out of all the metal scraps they’d accumulated recently. Tetsu had come up with the idea after his trip to Yuuei, and had roped the blacksmiths of Kalir into making the other half. People came from far and wide to see this event, and they loved bringing a little trinket back home, he’d said.

So even at work, Eijirou couldn’t escape this damn festival. It was all people talked about everywhere he went, almost every moment he hadn’t spent working for the past few weeks had been spent thoroughly cleaning and scrubbing every nook and cranny of Omah’s gigantic body and everything on it, and during whatever little free time he still had, Mina kept asking him to help her decorate Omah.

It was heartwarming to see everyone working together toward the event, really. The dragon shifters had a strong sense of community, and it shone brighter than ever these days. It was great, and manly, and Eijirou didn’t mind hearing everyone talk about the friends they’d be meeting, how excited they were to see what kind of decorations the people on Kalir had come up with this year, or even how happy they were for Omah, who would get to see their mate again. It was just the romantic side of the festival that was killing him, and it looked like it was the main thing people were focusing on.

And then, there were the visitors trickling in. Mina said that every year, some of them had to be turned away when Omah was at full capacity. People here weren’t kidding when they said the Spring Festival was one of the most popular events among dragon shifters.

The visitors weren’t bad, really. Happy to be here, happy to help… But almost all of them were here for romance and finding love and proposing to their future mate, and it was all they’d talk about all day.

In any other context, Eijirou would have loved everything about this entire event. But right now, he was starting to be really, really fed up with it. And it was stressing him out to no end.

So when Katsuki grabbed him by the wrist that evening and said they were eating at home, grumbling about all the extras, Eijirou was all too happy to follow him. There was something in his partner’s hurried steps and the firm but non-aggressive way he was holding his hand that told him Katsuki had a surprise for him.

“Let’s eat while it’s still hot,” his partner said the moment they’d crossed the threshold of their house, hurrying to set the table before he uncovered the two bowls he’d brought with him.

It was meat. Juicy, lean red meat grilled to perfection on top of fluffy white rice mixed with other cereals, and covered in a delicately fragrant sauce. The mere sight of it made Eijirou salivate even before the delicious smell hit him.

He’d developed a taste for bison meat while Omah was crossing the endless plains in the northern part of the Ch’imca continent. It was their main source of land food across this specific part of the world.

“It looks amazing, Katsuki! Did you set aside the best parts just for me? How come the others let you?” he asked with a grin.

“Nah, it’s just the last of the fresh bison meat we had,” Katsuki explained. “It’ll only be fish and jerky for a while, until we reach land again. The others wanted to sneak it into another dish, since everyone’s getting kinda tired of it, but I figured you’d be glad to have one last taste.”

Eijirou felt himself tear up at that. Katsuki was being so manly and thoughtful, while Eijirou was being the worst partner ever…

What if having incompatible hoards meant that they were incompatible too? If he couldn’t find anything, did it mean Katsuki and he weren’t meant to be? Should Eijirou switch hoards for him?

“Hey, the fuck’s wrong with you?” Katsuki asked with wide, incredulous eyes. “Are you tired of bison meat too?”

Eijirou sniffled and shook his head.

“No! I’m just so happy!”

Katsuki’s shoulders relaxed, and he huffed, “Don’t go turning into Deku just because I did something for you.”

Shaking his head again, Eijirou got up to kneel in front of Katsuki’s chair and pull him into a tight hug.

“Thank you so much,” he whispered, nuzzling his partner’s shoulder.

“What’s up with you today? I told you to eat while it’s hot, dumbass,” Katsuki replied, a hint of worry in his voice as he hugged him back, slowly petting his hair just the way Eijirou had grown to love.

“Nothing,” Eijirou said, throat clenched. “It’s just… you know I’d give up my own hoard for you, right?”

Katsuki’s hand stilled in his hair for a second. “Yeah, so would I,” he said slowly. A beat later, he added with a huff, “Though the whole point of mine is to be eaten, so…”

Eijirou let out a wet chuckle. “Yeah, right… And I’m ruining your efforts by not eating.”

He still took some more time to enjoy the moment; Katsuki’s soft kitchen scent laced with smoke and leather, his partner’s rough hands on him, his warmth radiating through the fabric of his shirt…

Eijirou really didn’t want to lose this. And he wouldn’t.

It was too early to fall into despair. Tetsu and Mina did say it could take a while to find a proper mating gift. Mina had been looking for hers for years before she found it by chance. Eijirou would figure it out, even if he had to dedicate the next ten years of his life to it.

“Okay, I’m all better, now,” he said before getting up to sit back on his chair. “Thanks for the food again!”

“You sure you don’t wanna tell me what’s wrong?” Katsuki asked with a long, scrutinizing look.

Eijirou shook his head. “I’m fine, don’t worry. It’s just… I don’t know, I had a lot of feelings at once, I guess. But I’m better now, thanks to you!” he concluded with a grin.

He quickly took his first bite of nicely-sliced meat, as an excuse not to speak any longer, and was immediately hit with an explosion of delicious flavors: the gamey red meat met the sourness of berries and blended together with a number of spices Eijirou didn’t recognize. Katsuki had really outdone himself here.

“This is so good!” he exclaimed, all worries about his mating gift forgotten. “How come we’ve never had this before? I love it!”

“That’s my recipe,” Katsuki announced proudly.

“You should definitely share it with the others! I don’t think anyone will grow tired of bison meat with this.”

“I might,” Katsuki said, still grinning as he watched Eijirou eat. “The seasoning isn’t the best for big batches but I’ll figure something out.”

“I’m sure everyone will love it,” Eijirou smiled as he quickly finished his bowl, melting a little when Katsuki added a few slices of meat to it as soon as he’d put it down.

Eijirou almost regretted not keeping some of his own to do the same, as a way to show his appreciation. But the romantic gesture would probably be rude in this context, and as he reminded himself of that, Eijirou couldn’t feel sorry for not being able to return it.

It was fine anyway. He had other ways of thanking Katsuki, starting with doing the dishes and probably ending with enjoying the evening his partner had just freed for them to the fullest.

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The Spring Festival had officially started two days ago and, Katsuki had to say, he was impressed. He couldn’t say he liked all the extras and the sickly-sweet atmosphere, but there were a few perks, like visiting Kalir and having the head cook on Omah recommend him to work in their kitchens for a little while, so he could learn from them, too. Mina had apparently done a good job of telling them how amazing he was for saving Tetsutetsu, because they welcomed him on Kalir with open arms.

The days leading up to the festival had been strange. The excitement was palpable. Then came something Katsuki had only ever heard about: Omah’s entire body started vibrating from time to time, making the houses on their back shake and rumble for a few seconds to a whole minute sometimes. According to everyone, it was evidence of their old one speaking.

It was the sign that Kalir was within flying range, and as soon as it happened, Tetsutetsu had insisted on flying there with Eijirou and him, to introduce them to his friends and show them around. The moment Kalir was in sight, they were surrounded by a group of dragons happily welcoming Tetsutetsu back and asking him who his friends were. Kalir looked as pampered as Omah, with their pristine scales as well as the decorations and flowers on every building.

As Katsuki should have expected, Tetsutetsu’s friends were as loud and rowdy as him. But there was a clear leader in the group: a woman with bright orange hair called Itsuka, who had soon revealed that behind her friendly, cheerful demeanor was a frightful warrior. When Katsuki mentioned that he was from the Golden Mountains, the first thing she wanted to know was whether he knew any traditional fighting styles or moves.

Katsuki regretted admitting that he didn’t know much about them. Wrestling and other fighting competitions were the main events of the Spring Gathering, and both Mashirao and Rikidou excelled at these sports, bringing glory to their tribe every year. It kinda sucked that Katsuki hadn’t learned more from them when he could. It would have been his chance to impress Tetsutetsu’s friend.

Katsuki wasn’t sure how to feel about this, though. The reason why he’d never bothered to learn was because of his old grudge against his tribe, and although he didn’t resent them any longer, Katsuki had never thought he’d ever want to show off Barbarian culture to someone who’d never seen it before. More importantly, he’d never thought he’d one day start thinking about it as his culture.

Itsuka had seemed satisfied with what little Katsuki could show her, but he wasn’t sure how to tell her that whatever she’d seen was nothing compared to what a true master could do.

Come to think of it, Maito should be somewhere above the Golden Mountains by now. Maybe Shouta had already visited his tribe to announce that Katsuki and Eijirou were no longer with them. He wondered how his parents had reacted. Were they sad? Did they blame themselves for it? Were they mad at Shouta for telling him the truth and driving him away? Did they think Katsuki wouldn’t come back after all?

He shook his head, eyes lost in the distance as he watched dragons dancing in the sky from the landing platform of his house. Whether or not his parents believed he’d come back didn’t matter, because he fucking would. Omah would fly above Yuuei sometime in the fall. It would be a long flight from the Old One to the Golden Mountains, but he knew they could do it, especially if they could rest at Recovery Girl’s on the way. Eijirou would probably want to visit anyway. Especially since she might have news from their other friends in Yuuei.

Katsuki’s only regret was that if they went to the Golden Mountains late in the year, they wouldn’t make it to the Great Gathering in spring. Eijirou would love that. And Katsuki was curious to see it, now that he didn’t hold any grudge against his tribe and the Barbarians in general. Even before he left on his quest for a dragon, he used to enjoy it. His mother insisted on dragging him there every year, and Katsuki had soon found out that it was the perfect chance for him to escape her for a while. She was too busy dealing with other chiefs to keep an eye on him, and everyone trusted him to handle himself.

Memories of exploring the huge mess of tents, arenas, and shops every year flooded his mind, and Katsuki realized that his mixed feelings were nothing but fondness now. He wished he could show Eijirou around, drag him to the performances and various competitions, cheer for their friends with him… Even having his mother introduce him to a bunch of old chiefs he didn’t know and brag about him didn’t seem so bad now.

The thought took Katsuki by surprise, snapping him back to the present. His newfound cultural pride was shocking enough as it was, but this… He’d never thought he’d ever find himself missing his tribe and family. And yet, here he was, longing for them now that he was pretty much on the other side of the world.

His mother would probably yell at him for coming back more than six months later than he was supposed to, but even this didn’t feel as dreadful as it would have before. His father and Izuku would definitely cry. Maybe his tribe would hold a small feast for them, like last time, and Katsuki would tell them about the new lands he’d seen. About the people of the Green Sea north of the Ch’imca realm, who roamed a land of grass and rolling hills without a single mountain in sight. Katsuki wondered how he was going to convey to them how dizzying and unsettling the sight of a clear horizon on all fronts was without sounding like a dumbass.

He wasn’t sure if there would be much for him to say about the Spring Festival, but the land they’d reach afterward would definitely be interesting, at least according to Mina. She told them about large forests with bears that ate trees, vibrant cities, mountains that seemed to shoot straight for the sky, various citruses that Eijirou would be sure to love, impressive fighting styles that Itsuka had happily showcased…

His tribe would probably love that shit. And maybe Katsuki could bring back seeds for Izuku or something.

Katsuki lay down on the flying platform with a loud sigh. Part of him wanted to be mad about missing his tribe, but this remnant of his old anger felt outdated now. He didn’t know yet if he should be happy about it, though. It was just too damn confusing.

He’d just see how he felt when he came back. Until then, he wasn’t going to fight it.

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The Spring Festival was in full swing and Eijirou felt a little less desperate about finding a mating gift now. He still worried whenever he had time to think about it, but between meeting new people and enjoying the various dances and performances throughout the festival, he didn’t have much time for it.

Mina and Tetsu were a huge source of stress, though. Ever since the beginning of the festival, they’d somehow become worse with all of their knowing looks and giggling. Katsuki was going to find out what was going on soon, and Eijirou would be forced to tell him how much of a failure he was, he knew it. In fact, he was surprised that his partner hadn’t complained about it recently. He looked like he didn’t care anymore, these days, only rolling his eyes at their friends’ antics.

It all came to a head when Mina and Tetsu invited the two of them along with the rest of their friends to an isolated spot on Omah’s tail. Eijirou wasn’t sure what it was all about. Did they lose patience and decided to take the matter into their own hands after all? Unless it wasn’t about Eijirou and his mating gift? He sure hoped it wasn't… That made the most sense, but still, by the time they reached their destination his guts were tied into complex knots that would put sailors to shame.

He’d tried to escape, pretending he was busy, but Tetsu said it wouldn’t be the same without him and just dragged him here. And now, in front of all the people Eijirou had started to call his friends in the past few months, and some others that he barely knew, Mina and Tetsu stood with radiant smiles.

“Everyone, sorry for this surprise meeting but you’ll soon understand why this is so important,” Mina announced loudly. “We tried really hard to make it small and intimate, but every time we tried to figure out where to start, we realized that there were more and more friends we wanted to tell. So here we are…”

Eijirou noticed for the first time that Mina’s best friend Tooru was next to him, when she let out an excited noise, an ecstatic grin on her face. She seemed to know what was up already, Eijirou realized.

“The Spring Festival is a time to think about bonds, about love, and we thought there wouldn’t be a better time to make this announcement,” Mina continued.

There was a pause as Tetsu whispered something in Mina’s ear, and she giggled as she nodded enthusiastically.

“So, guys, now that you’re all here, we wanted to say…” she started, sending Eijirou’s stress levels through the roof… “We’re pregnant!”

Eijirou immediately started breathing again, relief coursing through his veins as he shamefully realized that he shouldn’t have doubted his friends and he’d also been a complete idiot. Now that he thought about it, Mina had been touching her belly a lot more these days.

All of Eijirou’s relief was replaced with pure excitement and a lot of happy tears a second later, when it fully hit him that Mina was pregnant and his friends were going to have a baby soon!

“I fucking knew it,” Katsuki muttered next to him, a satisfied look on his face as they all cheered for the couple, congratulating them and flooding them with questions.

“Yeah, we’ve known for a couple of weeks already,” they explained. “We didn’t want to jinx it, so we decided to wait a bit. … Haha, I guess we weren’t as sly as we thought. Thanks for being patient! … Oh, we’d only told Itsuka and Tooru before, and we couldn’t pick who to tell next so we decided to do a group thing. … I know! It sure took us a while. … It’ll be a fall baby, actually! … The healers say everything is going well so far!”

As he patiently waited for his turn to congratulate his friends, Eijirou couldn’t stop grinning. They hadn’t talked about it much, but he knew they really wanted this kid. And seeing the joy on their faces while they were surrounded with their friends reminded Eijirou of his own mother when she had her first child. He was so excited for Mina and Tetsu. He couldn’t wait to spoil their baby the way he’d spoiled his younger siblings in the past!

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The evening was marked by the most awaited performance of the Spring Festival: a joint play with actors from Omah and Kalir, entirely played by dragons between the two Old Ones, so that everyone on both of them could see it. It was played at dusk, and told the story of star-crossed lovers who could only meet once a year. The flying acrobatics were impressive, with all the actors dancing around each other as they delivered their lines in loud, somehow perfectly clear Draconic. A few dragons flew by from time to time, carrying huge tapestries behind them to show the passing of time or a change of scenery.

It was a bit hard to follow sometimes, with how visual Pure Draconic was, but Eijirou loved everything about it.

At the end of the play, one of the actors even received a mating gift from their partner.

“Classic, but so romantic,” he heard Mina say to Tooru as they exchanged approving nods.

Eijirou hated how his mood soured at the thought that he still had nothing for Katsuki.

That night, while his partner slept peacefully, Eijirou found himself mulling over the kind of mating gift he could get for him. A well-worn piece of cloth that also tasted good… How was he even supposed to find that?

It was so stupid! Of course, something like that didn’t exist! Mina kept telling him about the great markets of the lands they’d reach after the festival, but Eijirou doubted there would be anything there, because it made no sense to eat your own clothes! And even if there was something that could work, how was Eijirou supposed to wear his future mating gift if it had to be eaten later? Katsuki would never allow it! Besides, did Eijirou even want his mate to eat his mating gift?

Eijirou didn’t realize he was groaning until Katsuki shifted in their bed to wrap an arm around him.

“Sorry, did I wake you up?” Eijirou whispered nervously.

“Shhh, I’ll fight ‘em for you,” Katsuki mumbled, obviously still asleep.

With a chuckle, Eijirou adjusted his position so his partner could hold him properly, relaxing in his arms with a sigh of content. Katsuki was so sweet when he was like this… Even now, there were days when Eijirou couldn’t believe how lucky he was to have him.

He looked up at Katsuki’s sleeping face with a fond sigh, and gently put a finger under his chin to make him close his mouth, knowing his partner and hopefully future mate would hate it if he woke up and realized he’d drooled on the pillow.

‘Mate’… It had such a nice ring to it. If only Eijirou could find a way to make it happen.

All of his tension came back at once and Eijirou looked away, tucking his head under Katsuki’s chin. He wrapped his arms around his partner, pulling him closer.

Even if their hoards weren’t compatible, even if he could never become his mate, Eijirou didn’t want to let him go. And neither did Katsuki, he reminded himself.

This was so damn stupid… When Tetsu told him that working on his mating gift made him think, this wasn’t what Eijirou had pictured.

Maybe there was something he was missing. Maybe Eijirou should ask Mina and Tetsu for more information on mating gifts, just in case. And if even that wasn’t enough, well… It wouldn’t be too late to admit defeat and ask for help, he guessed.

There was no way they’d tell him that having incompatible hoards meant they just shouldn’t be together… right?

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I didn't think I'd get to write more Spring Festival content, but here we are!

If you want to know more about it and you haven't read it already, you can read Meet me at the Tip, the MinaTetsu spin-off I wrote a while ago! But it's totally optional, of course.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 88: The Subtle Art of Mating Gifts

Notes:

Today's chapter delay has been brought to you by "oh no I don't have a title!" panic

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“I can’t do it! I keep thinking about it and I can’t do it, guys, I just can’t!”

That was how Eijirou’s talk with Mina and Tetsu started.

Eijirou was able to get the three of them in one place, this time with the excuse of helping them settle into their new home. The couple had moved into one of the houses on Omah’s back soon after Mina’s pregnancy was officially announced. It was bigger, with an upper floor and separate rooms for them and their children to come. The location would be safer for their baby until they could fly on their own, but also for Mina, who should avoid shifting into her full dragon form while she was pregnant and might struggle to fly during the later months.

Eijirou would have preferred to focus on this, to actually help his friends and share their happiness, but the moment they were alone, his feelings had spilled out of his mouth, as wild and uncontrollable as one of Katsuki’s explosions.

Tetsutetsu stared at him, confused, and Mina grabbed Eijirou’s hands to gently lead him to their table—which was pretty much the only piece of furniture they had for now.

“What’s wrong, Ei?” she asked softly as she sat them down, a concerned look on her face. “Come on, tell us everything.”

Eijirou took a shaky breath, trying to calm down a little and put some order in his thoughts.

“It’s my mating gift,” he said, watching Tetsu sit down with them from the corner of his eye. “I have no idea how to find something that would fit in both mine and Katsuki’s hoards. I don’t… I don’t think they’re compatible.”

“Oh…” Mina said. Her expression barely changed, and Eijirou wasn’t sure how to interpret it.

“It… It doesn’t mean I can’t be his mate, right?” he asked, worried that she was about to confirm his worst fears.

“What? No, of course not!” she exclaimed.

“Who even told you that?!” Tetsu asked, shocked.

“No one!” Eijirou replied. “But you said a mating gift has to fit in both hoards, so I thought…”

“Oh, Eijirou, no,” Mina said, squeezing his hands in comfort. “I’m sorry, we should have told you there was another way from the start. I don’t know what Katsuki hoards, but I should have known there was a chance it wouldn’t match with yours.”

“It’s okay, we promise,” Tetsu said. “A hoard can be anything, of course you’re not the first person with this kind of issue. It doesn’t mean anything!”

“Yeah. In fact, people who say things like that are usually creeps,” Mina confirmed. “If someone says something like, ‘your hoard is so compatible with mine, you should mate me,’ you should definitely run.”

Eijirou let out a weak chuckle at that. “Thanks, guys.”

“How about we help you brainstorm? Would that help?” Mina offered.

“You can do that?” Eijirou asked, perking up a little. “I thought…”

“Of course, we can do that!” Tetsu exclaimed. “That’s what friends are for!”

“Yeah, three heads are better than one,” Mina nodded with a cheerful smile.

“Thank you so much!” Eijirou said, feeling all of his worries seep out of his body. Without Mina’s hands still in his, he would probably float away with how much lighter he felt now. “So, um… Wait, can I tell you what someone else hoards?”

“There’s nothing against that, unless someone really wants to keep their hoard a secret,” Mina said. “But you know what? Let us figure it out! It’ll be more fun this way!”

“Yeah, let’s see if we can figure it out,” Tetsu agreed.

“He’s our friend now, it shouldn’t be too hard,” Mina said. “So I’m going to guess…”

“Weapons?” Tetsu offered.

Eijirou shook his head. “I know he carries a lot, but it’s just a Barbarian thing.”

“And since you’re wearing them too, I’m gonna assume the necklaces are also a Barbarian thing?” Mina asked.

Eijirou nodded.

It took them a few more minutes to narrow his hoard down to cooking. And the moment Eijirou confirmed that it was indeed a food-related hoard…

“Spices!” Mina exclaimed. “It has to be spices. He was always so careful with them, back in Yuuei! Oh, and my friends in the kitchen mentioned it too. It’s spices, right?”

Eijirou grinned. He would almost be jealous that she got it so fast, but she was right: Katsuki was her friend and she knew him pretty well by now. Besides, Eijirou had no one to guide him and he’d still guessed on his first try, unlike them.

“That’s right!” he said.

Mina cheered loudly, obviously proud of herself.

“Okay, great! Now, let’s see what kind of gift we can come up with!” she grinned.

“You’re right. Your hoards really have nothing in common,” Tetsutetsu said. “I’m surprised you didn’t come to us sooner.”

“I didn’t want to give up…” Eijirou mumbled. “And I really thought I was supposed to figure it out on my own.”

“Well, it’s okay. You did the right thing by coming to us. Now you know, and we can help,” Mina said. “So first, here’s the general rule: if your hoards are so different that nothing can fit in both, you should find something that would fit in your hoard and that would be helpful for theirs.”

Eijirou tilted his head, more confused than before. “I’m not sure I understand,” he admitted.

“You remember Itsuka, right?” Tetsu asked. “She hoards… Well, she’s very open about it, so see if you can guess!”

“She was really into Barbarian fighting moves when she met Katsuki…” Eijirou said, pensive. “Wait, can a hoard be… not physical?”

“It’s rare, but it happens,” Mina confirmed. “There’s really no rule for what a hoard should be.”

“Oh… So does she hoard fighting styles?”

“You’re close: she hoards specific moves,” Tetsu said with a nod. “So obviously, it’s not going to blend well with any physical hoard. But what I could have done, for instance, is give her a blade, or a piece of armor, or anything made of metal that she can use to fight. It would work.”

“And I could give her comfortable fighting clothes in bright colors,” Mina added. “It’s not going to belong in her hoard, but it will support it. And that’s enough.”

“I see! … And I also see you guys have thought a lot about how you’d mate her,” Eijirou added with an amused smile, making them laugh.

“Don’t read too much into it, it’s a popular game for kids and young people,” Mina chuckled. “It’s good training, too.”

“I guess I wouldn’t be struggling so much if I grew up doing this, huh…” Eijirou said, pensive.

“It’s not too late to start, though,” Tetsu pointed out. “Go on, try it!”

“Right! So for Itsuka, I could go for the same thing as Mina except it’d have to be made of well-loved fabric?” Eijirou said. His friends nodded, and he continued, feeling more confident, “And if it was Katsuki trying to court her… Hmm… A spice blend that makes your blood pump or something?”

“Yeah! Or an energizing drink!” Mina nodded. “And maybe she could get him… a rare spice that has to be earned through a fight? I don’t know, it’s probably too far-fetched.”

“Or she can find her own recipe for him. It works too,” Tetsu said.

“Right, I just wanted to see if I could come up with something that would play to her strengths,” Mina agreed. “Anyway, do you get the idea now, Eijirou?”

“Yeah, I think I understand! Thank you, guys!” Eijirou grinned, finally seeing some hope for Katsuki and him. Nothing in his hoard would fit in Katsuki’s, but there was plenty he could do with old rags! Like a scented satchel, or… “I could make him another spice pouch!” he exclaimed. “One with vial holders, pockets for his satchels, maybe something that would help him organize them… The one he has now is still good, but maybe he’ll want to expand his hoard or something.”

“That’s a great idea!” Mina agreed with a grin.

They tried to come up with other ideas for the next few minutes, but nothing appealed to Eijirou as much as his first. Soon, his friends came to the same conclusion.

“Okay, it definitely narrows it down,” Mina said. “We’re on the right track!”

“That’s the good thing with hoards that don’t overlap too much,” Tetsutetsu remarked. “Sometimes, having too many possibilities is a struggle in its own right.”

“Haha, yeah… Remember my aunts, Eijirou?” Mina said.

Eijirou nodded, remembering the two smiling middle-aged women she’d introduced him to on Kalir.

“It took them more than ten years to get mated because they had too many options,” she explained. “They just couldn’t stick to one idea. And when I say ‘ten years,’ I don’t mean from the day they started courting. I mean from the day they first thought about getting mated!”

“Wow, so Tetsu wasn’t joking when he said finding the perfect mating gift could take years,” Eijirou said, impressed.

“Don’t try to follow their example!” Mina exclaimed. “Your idea is awesome, stick to it!”

“Yeah, there’s still plenty for you to do now that you have a rough idea, anyway,” Tetsu added. “Like the specific fabric you want to use, or the design, or…”

“I want to use Katsuki’s old cape,” Eijirou said immediately. “The bottom part was my pre-courting gift, and I’ll probably have more than enough fabric to make something out of it.”

Mina squealed in delight before he had the chance to second-guess his choice.

“This is perfect!” she exclaimed with a grin. “This is so romantic! I love it! Katsuki is going to love it! He'd better!”

“I’m with Mina, it’s perfect!” Tetsutetsu smiled. “Are you good at sewing, by the way?”

“I have plenty of experience,” Eijirou nodded. “I’m better at repairing things, though, so maybe…” He trailed off as he realized that he knew almost nothing about making a whole item on his own, especially something as detailed as what he was picturing. And a simplified version wouldn’t do. It was his mating gift for Katsuki. It had to be perfect!

“Hey, I know that face! Don’t even think about giving up on your idea!” Mina exclaimed, flicking his forehead with a disapproving frown. “Knowing the basics is good enough. And look at Tetsu! He didn’t know how to work with gold before making my gift.”

“You’re right, sorry,” Eijirou said, clapping his cheeks to chase his dark thoughts. “Is there anyone around here I could ask for help?”

“You should definitely ask Tsunagu and Shinya,” Mina said. “There’s no way they’ll turn you down, they love to share their craft with people! They’re the ones who taught me and all of my friends here how to sew.”

“I’m sure they’ll want to help you even more if you say it’s for a mating gift,” Tetsu agreed. “You remember them, right? The tall blond guy who always wears a high collar and lives with the shorter guy with the impressive haircut? Ryuko’s friends?”

“Yeah, I know who you mean,” Eijirou nodded.

“Fabric and sewing is their whole life, and they’re the best teachers you could ask for,” Mina said. “And before you go nuts trying to do everything on your own: it’s okay to ask for guidance for your mating gift. There’s nothing wrong with asking them to double check your patterns, to give you ideas for improvements, to help you fix your mistakes…”

“Okay, okay, I get it,” Eijirou chuckled.

“We’re serious, though,” Tetsu insisted. “You could hire them to design and make your gift for you, and it’d still be a valid mating gift.”

“Yeah, but it wouldn’t be the same,” Eijirou pouted.

He didn’t like the idea of letting someone else interfere with his mating gift. Especially since it meant giving them part of his precious hoard to cut into pieces and reassemble. If it was going to happen, he wanted it to be on his own terms! Besides, he wasn’t in a hurry. Just knowing he was finally making progress toward mating Katsuki was enough for him.

“I knew you’d say that. We’re the same, you and I,” Tetsu said with an approving nod and a clap on the shoulder. “But at least, now you know how much help you’re allowed to get.”

“Right. Thank you, guys,” Eijirou smiled, feeling better than he had in months.

There was a beat of silence before he clapped his hands and got up.

“Now, how about I really help you settle into that new house?” he said, feeling ready to move the entire building.

Now that he knew what to do, he had more energy than he knew what to do with. He was dying to run to the people Mina and Tetsu had mentioned, but he didn’t mind using some of his excitement to help his friends first.

He already knew which piece from his hoard he could use, but he’d have to figure out the features he wanted for his gift, whether or not he was going to embroider something… Eijirou didn’t know how long it would take him to get this done, but he couldn’t wait to get started!

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As excited as he was about his idea, Eijirou still felt nervous the next day, when Mina knocked on the door of the relatively big blue house located just at the junction between the steps and the ladders on Omah’s flank. It wasn’t too far from the one he shared with Katsuki, Eijirou realized.

He remembered that Tsunagu was tall, but when the man opened the door and peered down on him from the top of his high collar, Eijirou suddenly felt smaller than when he was talking to Inasa. Tsunagu wasn’t that much taller than Eijirou himself, but his stern eyes glued him in place.

“Um… hi? I’m Eijirou?” he introduced himself weakly.

“Of course, I remember you. I'm Tsunagu. Good morning, you two. What can I help you with?” Tsunagu asked.

Much like Ryuko, he sounded like he was nicer than his serious appearance let on. Somehow, it didn’t do much to help Eijirou feel less intimidated. Thankfully, Mina came to the rescue.

“Hi, Tsunagu! How are you? Is Shinya here too?” she asked, gently pushing Eijirou to the side so she could divert his attention more efficiently.

Eijirou let her take over with a sigh of relief.

“He’s in the workshop, yes,” Tsunagu nodded. “Did you come here to order clothes for the little one?”

“Nooo, it’s way too early for that,” Mina giggled. “We’re here for Eijirou. He has a very important but super secret sewing project, and we wanted to know if you’d have time to help him.”

Eijirou gulped nervously at Mina’s total lack of subtlety, but to his surprise, Tsunagu only nodded.

“Sure. Come in, we’ll talk about the details inside,” he said, stepping aside to let them enter.

“Thank you!” Eijirou said as he stepped into the house.

Mina didn’t follow.

“Actually, I think I’ll leave you now. You guys don’t need me anymore, right?” she said, looking at Eijirou as she waited for his confirmation.

“I think I’ll be fine on my own, yeah,” Eijirou nodded, still a little nervous but feeling better now that his request had been accepted. Tsunagu would probably take some time to get used to, but if he was anything like Chief Ryuko, Eijirou would learn to relax around him soon enough. “Thanks for coming with me, Mina!”

“Sure! Let me know how it goes! See ya!”

Tsunagu closed the door, and just like that, it was just the two of them.

Eijirou was led toward a plush, comfortable chair covered with a relatively rough, blue cotton cloth that reminded him of what Tsunagu was wearing. Looking around, he realized that the room, although organized neatly, was covered almost floor to roof in various fabrics. They all had different colors, different textures, different styles, but far from being an overwhelming mess, they made the room feel warm and welcoming. It was obvious that they’d all been picked and arranged with great care. The whole room felt like a love poem in a way Eijirou couldn’t quite explain.

“Shinya! Come here, please. We have a visitor who needs our help with a project,” Tsunagu called before taking a seat in a matching chair opposite to Eijirou, his thin, long legs crossed elegantly.

Shinya came out of the workshop soon after, as silent as a shadow. Eijirou saw him come and yet, it still felt like he'd just appeared in the doorway.

“Hello, Eijirou,” he said with a nod, grabbing his own chair to put it closer to them before sitting down. “So, what can we help you with?”

“Well, see… Okay, so first of all, Mina was right, this is a secret, so please don’t tell anyone about this, especially Katsuki,” Eijirou said, flustered at the way he could see the two others look more and more amused as he went on.

“You have our word, Eijirou,” Shinya said solemnly while Tsunagu nodded. “This isn’t our first time helping someone with a mating gift, you know?”

Eijirou felt his cheeks heat up at that, but at least, it was good to know that they were used to providing help for this. “Thanks,” he said with a nervous smile.

“Did you have something specific in mind?” Tsunagu asked.

“Y-Yeah! I wanted to make a pouch for spices. Something not too big, but that can safely hold a lot of different kinds.”

The two others shifted in their seats, exchanged a glance, and nodded.

“That can be done,” Tsunagu nodded. “Mina said you wanted ‘help,’ so I take it you want to make it yourself? Do you have any experience with sewing?”

“Yes! I mean, kind of,” Eijirou said nervously. “I’ve never made anything from scratch, but I’m good at mending clothes.” Hand flying to his hair, he quickly located a headband he’d had to mend not too long ago and presented it to them. “Here, if you want to see an example.”

“It’s quite worn out,” Shinya remarked with what looked like a disapproving frown.

“It’s pretty old. But it’s important to me,” Eijirou explained.

There was a flash of understanding on both their faces.

“May I?” Tsunagu asked softly, holding out a hand.

Eijirou nodded. He could feel in the way Tsunagu held himself that he’d be careful.

And he was. He took the fabric with even more gentleness than Eijirou himself and held it up to see the various holes that had been carefully mended. Eijirou was quite proud of his work on this one. He could feel the repairs when he touched the fabric, but they were barely noticeable for anyone who didn’t know where to look. Shinya leaned forward in his chair to have a look as well, and Tsunagu naturally shifted to the side to let him see.

“This is excellent work,” Tsunagu said with an approving nod, handing him back his headband. “You’ve clearly put a lot of care in your needlework. This is a good start, though you still have a lot to learn if you want to be able to create something. But we’ll guide you through it.”

Eijirou put his headband back on with a grin. “Thank you so much!”

“Now, do you have an idea of the fabric you’d like to use?” Shinya asked.

Eijirou nodded. “Yes, I have it with me,” he said, taking out the upper part of Katsuki’s old cape.

Shinya’s eyes jumped from it to Katsuki’s pre-courting gift around his neck, and he seemed to recognize it instantly.

“It’s parachute cloth, isn’t it?” he said simply. “It’s quite sturdy, but pretty thin. Does it have to be this?”

Eijirou froze at that, all of his confidence washed away by a wave of doubt. He should have known this wouldn’t be the right fabric. He really wanted to use this one, but…

“Well… I guess not?” he said weakly, looking between the two of them, trying to figure out what their calm demeanor was hiding.

Tsunagu sighed. “No, no, this won’t do,” he said, shaking his head.

Eijirou deflated, waiting for him to say they couldn’t help after all.

“Eijirou, this is your project,” Tsunagu continued with a serious, but not unkind look. “Our job here is to help you make your vision a reality. So don’t concern yourself with what you think we want. For us to help you make the best mating gift you can, you need to tell us what you want, and we can figure out how to make it possible together. Alright?”

Eijirou nodded, biting back a sigh of relief. “Alright. I don’t mind using other fabrics, but I really want this to be the main one,” he said with renewed confidence.

“We can make it work,” Tsunagu said.

“With something this thin, we can either use padding or make this the lining and have something thicker on the outside,” Shinya added, pensive. “If there’s a second fabric you’d like to use for it, of course.”

Eijirou nodded, wracking his brain to figure out if he had something that could work. Part of him really wanted to use little bits of what he got from their friends. It would be a nice way of reminding Katsuki that he wasn’t alone; that Eijirou wasn’t the only one who cared about him. It would be a nice way of showing him how far he’d come, too. Katsuki was no longer the angry loner Eijirou had met, who balked at any sign of kindness and didn’t know how to interact with others.

It wouldn’t be easy to put everything together, though…

Unsure what to do, Eijirou decided to explain his reasoning to the two others, who listened intently.

“By the way, is it bad if not everything I use for this is from my hoard? I’m… kinda new to the whole concept of mating gifts and everything, so I’m not sure what counts,” Eijirou said with a nervous chuckle.

“There is no hard rule,” Shinya said. “But I’d say as long as the main fabric is part of your hoard, then it’s a good gift.”

They spent the next few hours narrowing down what Eijirou wanted, drawing a few sketches, and explaining how patterns worked, how much fabric would be lost in the process and, to Eijirou’s insistence, how to minimize it and what they could do with the scraps.

Eijirou didn’t feel like they’d made much progress by the time he left, but Tsunagu and Shinya assured him that this was perfectly normal. They weren’t in a hurry, anyway.

They asked him to return three days a week, between the end of Katsuki’s break and dinner, so they could work on his project in their workshop, away from prying eyes. They seemed pretty enthusiastic about it in their own, measured way.

Eijirou liked them. They were hard to read, but they seemed to care, both about their craft and about what Eijirou wanted. He couldn’t wait to learn from them and work on Katsuki’s gift!

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I saw Best Jeanist (Tsunagu Hakamada) and Edgeshot (Shinya Kamihara) canonically having been in a fiber craft club together and I simply couldn't resist giving them this role.

Also, thanks to everyone who shared their ideas for Kiri's mating gift. It was already too late, but I had lots of fun seeing what you came up with!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 89: Love in Patchwork

Notes:

Time for more tourist-mode KiriBaku

Enjoy!

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The Spring Festival was over, and although Kalir had stayed in range for a few weeks longer, Eijirou missed not seeing the other Old One every day. There was something about seeing the two dragons flying side by side that always took his breath away, and of course, he enjoyed spending time with their new friends on Kalir. But they were gone until next year, and Hiryu had left with them. He was going to miss this…

On the bright side, Eijirou had been working steadily on his mating gift for Katsuki. He still had a long way to go, but he was proud of what he’d done so far, and his teachers seemed to agree.

Better yet, they’d finally reached land. And not just any land: the distant Far East Eijirou had only ever vaguely heard about—at least until Mina started telling him more, as one of the specialists on the area. She was excited to show them around, and she dragged them to the nearest city the moment she had the chance.

So now here they were, in the middle of the biggest market of the biggest city in the area. Both Mina and Tetsu were wearing disguises, pretending to be local merchants. Mina’s skin and eyes were perfectly human, and she was even wearing a wig to hide her pink hair. She was almost unrecognizable like this, and seeing her and Tetsu side by side with straight black hair, so unlike their usual curly pink and unruly silver, Eijirou felt like he was in front of complete strangers.

As Mina had explained, people here were pretty unpredictable when it came to dragons. Some worshiped them, dedicating altars to them, while others hunted them for parts like they did in Yuuei. The proportion of dragon hunters varied over time, and Mina had assured them that the risk was fairly low these days, but they preferred to hide as much as they could, hence their disguises.

As nervous as Eijirou had been, he was excited to try blending with the locals… until Mina decided that the safest plan when it came to him and Katsuki was to make them pass for travelers from Yuuei. They were rare, but people here were as aware of them as Eijirou had been of Minghua while living in Yuuei. Eijirou’s red hair probably wouldn’t surprise them any more than Katsuki’s blond, and as long as they wore their clothes from Yuuei and remembered to use Plainspeak among themselves—just in case someone was familiar with the language, Mina said, but Eijirou suspected that it was mostly for fun—they had no particular effort to make.

After all the time Mina had spent on disguises, this was a little disappointing… All Eijirou had to do was be mindful of his teeth, and although it would be the first time he’d have to do this in almost a year, he was confident that his old reflexes would come back easily.

Or at least, so he’d thought until they actually reached the market. Because with how huge and impressive it was, Eijirou was struggling to keep his mouth from hanging wide open in awe. It felt like everything was different from Yuuei. The low wooden buildings, the people busying themselves in ample clothes that went from dull browns and grays to shimmering bright shades, the products… People were yelling in a language Eijirou didn’t understand, selling things that he didn’t even recognize, and all he could do was watch and try to take it all in. The only familiar thing in all of this was how he felt: it reminded him of his first time in a big market in Yuuei.

“This is awesome,” he whispered in Plainspeak. “Where do we even start?”

Mina grinned at his reaction, a proud glint in her eyes. “I show you,” she said in heavily-accented Plainspeak. She still understood it well, but she’d largely forgotten how to speak it since she left them at Recovery Girl’s place.

She led them through a maze of jewelers, woodworkers, ink makers and so many more, making sure to give them plenty of time to take it all in and answering all of Eijirou’s questions as best as she could. They were approached by a few people who, as Mina later explained, wanted to show ‘the foreigners’ around. She declined for them each time, making sure everyone knew they were with her.

Eijirou could have spent the entire day in this section of the market alone, but Mina soon dragged them toward stalls selling food. Eijirou’s nostrils filled with smells that felt both foreign and familiar. Katsuki wasn’t joking when he said Omah’s cuisine was heavily influenced by Minghua’s cooking techniques and spices. He could tell the ingredients were different from what he’d grown accustomed to, but he still recognized a lot of scents.

When he spotted a stall selling what looked like peppercorns, Eijirou immediately asked Tetsu to distract Katsuki while he dragged Mina toward it.

“Is it good? What is it?” he asked.

Mina hummed for a moment, looking for words, until she shrugged and said, “It’s good. You try.”

She spoke to the merchant who happily let him try some. It wasn’t hot like Eijirou had expected, but it tingled. He smiled as he felt his tongue go numb and immediately decided that he needed some for Katsuki. Thankfully, Mina had assured him that people here accepted any currency as long as it was silver, so his Yuuei money would work.

“You want? To Katsuki?” she asked with a knowing smile.

“Obviously,” Eijirou chuckled.

“Good choice,” she said with an approving nod, explaining in broken Plainspeak and signs that the one she usually bought for Omah wasn’t as good quality since they needed so much.

She took care of everything for him, only telling him how much he should pay, and soon, Eijirou had a small pouch of tingly pepper for Katsuki. He felt better about missing his sewing session with Shinya and Tsunagu today, now that he had a nice courting gift for his partner.

They found Katsuki and Tetsu near a place that sold fruit. The first thing that hit Eijirou was, of course, the lack of citruses. He should have expected it, since it was so late in the season, but he still felt a twinge of disappointment at that. He’d thought that maybe, people here had a few species that were available in spring or something… But he had no such luck.

The second thing that hit him was the yellow star-shaped fruit right in front of him.

“This one good! We buy!” Mina grinned. “And this, and this!” she added, pointing at what looked like plums.

They ended up buying samples of almost every fruit available, including a few oranges they’d managed to find. They probably wouldn’t be great this late in the season—and they certainly looked a little old—but it was better than nothing.

After this, Mina bought them an assortment of steamed buns filled with meat that Eijirou fell in love with at first bite. She took care of her important purchases while they ate, and they left the city with heavy bags of food and some raw materials.

“It’s too bad that we only have two people who can fly things up today, but we’ll pick up more food in the next few months anyway,” Mina explained in Mixed Draconic, sitting on Tetsu’s back as they flew up to Omah. “Once we’re done dropping everything, wanna go to a cool place to eat dessert?”

“Sounds great!” Eijirou answered with a grin. With a full stomach and a whole new place to explore, he felt like he could fly all day.

The view they had from the sky was amazing already, and as he took in the sight of the green fields and small villages nestled in between, Eijirou wondered what Yuuei would look like from above. Would his old village feel as amazing as this if he ever got to fly above it? Would his siblings enjoy a flight, if showing himself openly didn’t mean certain death?

Eijirou shook his head and focused on rising higher and higher until they could reach Omah. As soon as they were done dropping their things, Mina immediately jumped back on Tetsu’s back and led them toward a lake near the city they’d been to. She made them land in a remote place that humans wouldn’t be able to reach and gave them a great view over the whole lake, with the settlements around and the handful of boats gliding peacefully on the water.

“So, how do you like Minghua so far?” she asked with a grin the moment they’d settled.

“It’s great! The food reminds me a lot of what I’ve had on Omah so far, but it’s so different too!”

“It’ll get more similar soon, since we’ll start using the same basic ingredients,” Mina explained. “And then it’ll become different again as we reach another part of the world.”

“I’m excited to try it!” Eijirou grinned. “Thanks for buying us food, by the way.”

“You’re welcome! I really wanted you to try it. And I figured it’d be a great way of keeping you busy while I took care of the boring part of our land trip,” Mina laughed.

“Isn’t it a bit early to treat us like children?” Eijirou chuckled. “We weren’t even making a fuss!”

“You kept trying to talk to people using anything but Plainspeak or their language, though! I had to do something,” Mina said, flicking his shoulder with an amused smile.

“Sorry about that,” Eijirou said with a snort. “It’s just… I had no idea what they were saying, so I kept trying to use Ch’imca and Barbarian words, like…”

“Like somehow, people would understand you because you were speaking ‘Foreign’ like them?” Tetsu said.

“Yes! I kept telling myself that it made no sense, but part of me wouldn’t understand that,” Eijirou said with an embarrassed chuckle.

“I know the feeling,” Tetsu nodded. “I kept having the issue when I first came to Yuuei and didn’t know Plainspeak very well.”

“When did it stop?”

“When my Plainspeak improved,” Tetsu shrugged. “Actually, my current ‘Foreign’ involves more Plainspeak than any other language I vaguely know, these days.”

“Mine is mostly Barbarian,” Eijirou said.

“It wasn’t bad when we left the Golden Mountains, though,” Katsuki remarked. “It shouldn’t just be ‘Foreign’ to you.”

“I think I’ve forgotten most of it, though,” Eijirou admitted. “These days, it’s like I know what it should sound like but I can barely string a few words.”

“We’ll have to work on that before we go back, then.”

Eijirou smiled at the comment. Katsuki didn’t seem to be in a hurry to go back to the Golden Mountains, but it looked like he was looking forward to it.

“Anyway, how about we eat? All this flying made me hungry again,” Tetsu said, reaching for their baskets of fruits. “What do you guys wanna try out first?”

“The star fruit!” Eijirou said immediately. It didn’t look like anything he knew, and he was really curious to find out what it tasted like.

They cut it in four, and Mina took a few seconds to examine her piece and give it a nod of approval before having a bite. As for Katsuki, he carefully waited to see how the others were eating their piece before trying it out himself.

“You’ve really learned your lesson after the lemons, huh,” Eijirou chuckled as he watched his partner take a cautious bite.

Katsuki groaned and punched Eijirou’s thigh. “Ugh, shut up… Will you ever leave me alone with that shit?”

“Who knows? I guess you’ll have to stick around if you wanna find out,” Eijirou said with a smirk as he took his own fearless bite.

It was pretty good. The taste was sweet, not too strong, definitely fruity but unlike anything he’d tasted before… This wasn’t going to be Eijirou’s favorite, but he liked it.

They kept talking as they ate, enjoying the view and each other’s company. Eijirou insisted on being the one to peel and split their oranges, and although they were a little dry as expected, he realized that he didn’t really care.

This little ritual wasn’t about the quality of the fruit. Or even the type of fruit, he realized, looking back on the starfruit. It was about the company, and right now, there was no one else Eijirou wanted to share this moment with more than these three.

The taste of oranges didn’t linger on his tongue like the ones he’d had before, but he knew this moment would. The lake, the fresh breeze, the setting sun, the banter, the familiarity, Katsuki’s hand brushing against his from time to time, the slight weight of Eijirou’s gift in his pocket… All of this would stay with him forever, and it was all that mattered.

Still, he wondered how his family was doing…

.

Something was wrong.

Everything was fine on Omah, Eijirou looked happy—much more so than the days that had led to the Spring Festival—they were steadily flying south-west, and despite how much she liked to whine about it, Mina’s pregnancy was going well.

When they came back from their first land trip in Minghua, Eijirou had even given him a small courting gift he’d gotten from the market. The tingly pepper had made Katsuki so happy that he wanted to go back on land immediately and fight a tree-eating bear for Eijirou, but Mina had stopped him, saying he wasn’t allowed to hunt them. Katsuki was still a little disappointed about that, but he supposed they’d be pretty weak opponents anyway, if they only ate trees and had no predators to worry about.

It wasn’t the problem, though. In fact nothing was the problem, and it only made Katsuki’s feeling of dread worse. Nothing was wrong and yet, something was wrong.

It didn’t make any damn sense. And it wasn’t even constant: the feeling kept coming and going in waves, leaving him alone for days or even weeks at a time before coming back in full force. It made it all the more confusing.

Katsuki’s instincts had always been reliable. Even when he couldn’t explain his gut feelings right away, he always figured out what had triggered them as soon as he took time to really analyze them. But not this time. The more he thought about it, the more obvious it was that everything was fine and he had no reason to worry, but his guts didn't seem to understand that.

There might be nothing wrong now, but something was going to happen soon, they told him, clenching and churning all day for no reason. He should do something about it, they said, or else he’d lose everything again. He should get ready for the big storm that was coming, but Katsuki had no idea what the fuck he was supposed to do when he had no idea what the damn threat was supposed to be.

He had been wrong in the past, of course. Like back on Maito, when he worried about Eijirou leaving him. Although… Maybe the problem wasn’t his instincts, back then, but the fact that he’d misinterpreted what they were trying to tell him. Something had gone wrong, after all. It was just that Katsuki wasn’t looking in the right direction.

What about this time, though? Katsuki couldn’t even think of something that might have changed to make him feel like his home was threatened. The only thing he could come up with was Eijirou’s sudden change of behavior, but there wasn’t anything wrong with that. In fact, it seemed like a good thing. Eijirou had seemed pretty depressed before the Spring Festival, and he suddenly got better around the time Mina had announced her pregnancy.

It was pretty strange, and Katsuki had no idea where the change came from—or rather… he had an idea, but he didn’t want to let it take root, in case he was wrong—but there was no reason for him to feel so strongly about it. Eijirou looked happy. Eijirou was smiling at him more, and he looked at Katsuki with something like pure… mushy love and adoration. He looked at Katsuki almost like Tetsutetsu looked at Mina all the fucking time. So what could be wrong with that? He skipped seeing Katsuki during his breaks sometimes, but he always hugged him like he hadn’t seen him in weeks in the evening, and showered him with love and affection like he was overflowing with it.

It would be suspicious if it came from anyone else, but Katsuki could tell Eijirou was being genuine. His instinct was telling him that something was wrong, but no matter how he looked at it, Eijirou couldn’t be the source of the problem.

And yet, something was wrong. And if it wasn’t the case now, something was going to be wrong. And Katsuki would be powerless against it, because he didn’t know anything about that damn hypothetical threat and how to prepare for it.

It made no damn sense, but the less Katsuki understood this feeling, the more it worried him.

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Eijirou’s mating gift for Katsuki was almost ready! Or rather, the prototype was.

Omah was currently flying north toward Yuuei, and Eijirou had made good progress on his project. They’d be able to visit Katsuki’s parents in just a few weeks, and if everything went well, Eijirou would be done by then. Or at least, he hoped so. He wasn’t particularly planning to present it during their stay in the Golden Mountains, but he didn’t like the idea of taking a long break.

Between carefully selecting the extra fabrics he wanted to use for Katsuki’s pouch, deciding on a design, and learning everything he needed in order to make it, Eijirou had spent hours upon hours on this project, and he was happy with the result—although it wasn’t in the right fabrics. Tsunagu and Shinya had done a great job of finding scraps and imperfect pieces of cloth that resembled what he was planning to use for his actual gift, though. They’d taught him well, too.

In the end, Tsunagu was the one who had drawn the pattern for him, and Shinya had carefully guided Eijirou through cutting it so that he’d save as much fabric as he could, but he’d done everything else by himself. And with how nice his prototype was turning out, Eijirou was sure that he’d be proud of the end result! It wasn’t quite what he’d initially pictured, but thanks to his teachers’ input, Eijirou could confidently say that it was much better.

He couldn’t wait to show it to Katsuki. He’d probably keep it for some time, though, until he’d figured out exactly how he wanted to propose. He wanted something romantic. A grand gesture, maybe. Something that would make Katsuki’s blood pump just like when Eijirou dropped an impressive kill at his feet, but in a way that was socially acceptable for dragon shifters.

Or maybe Eijirou could do it directly in the Golden Mountains, so he could actually hunt something for Katsuki and present his kill along with his mating gift? Would it be too much? Not enough?

Eijirou shook his head as he focused on the last step of sewing his prototype. Tetsu had been right: working on this really made him think a lot about Katsuki and their relationship. But if he got distracted, he’d make a mistake and have to redo everything. Which would be a shame because he was so close…

If he finished early today, it’d give him time to sweep their house and maybe do a bit more cleaning. Katsuki would definitely like that. He said he was fine, but he seemed kind of stressed out these days—although not enough to be truly alarming… yet. Besides, Eijirou had been slacking off on his chores a little, since he’d started working on his mating gift.

Eijirou smiled when he reached the last few stitches, finishing joining the outer part of the pouch with the lining. Both pieces were fitting perfectly, despite how slippery parachute cloth could be. His teachers would be proud of him for sure, Eijirou thought with a satisfied nod. He quickly finished and cut the thread before taking a moment to admire his work.

Despite the different colors, it was exactly what he’d envisioned. Eijirou couldn’t believe that he’d managed to create something so beautiful and polished on his first try. His teachers had forced him to redo several parts over and over, but it had been worth it!

Katsuki would be so proud… Just picturing the look on his face when Eijirou would tell him that he’d made it all by himself was enough to make him smile.

He wondered how their mating ceremony would go… Mina had brought Eijirou to one during the Spring Festival and it had been a great experience, but… no matter what Katsuki and he did, they’d never be able to gather all of their friends like the couple he’d seen did. Depending on how Katsuki felt about it, their friends on Maito might not be there. There was no way their friends in Yuuei would be allowed to come either, and even if they got mated on Maito—which meant Mina and Tetsu probably wouldn’t be there, with the baby and everything—there was only a slim chance that their friends in the Golden Mountains would be allowed to come for the ceremony. Which meant they’d have to do without either of their families…

Eijirou’s smile fell at the thought. He hadn’t thought about it much in the past few months, but… his family would never get to see one of the most important days of Eijirou’s life. They wouldn’t know Eijirou was getting married. They didn’t even know he was courting someone!

“You’ve done an excellent job here, Eijirou,” Tsunagu said behind him, snapping him out of his spiraling thoughts. “May I?”

Eijirou gave him his work with a nod and looked at his teacher expectantly as he carefully assessed his work.

“Very good,” Tsunagu said after a while. His mouth wasn’t visible behind his high collar, but Eijirou could tell that he was smiling. “You should take a few days to see if there are any adjustments you’d like to make, but otherwise, I think you’re ready to make your actual gift.”

A giddy smile had slowly come back on Eijirou’s face at his teacher’s compliment, but it soon faltered as he was overcome by a wave of nervousness. He was excited, sure, but working on the actual gift meant cutting up some of the most important pieces of his hoard. They’d be the least important pieces of the important ones, sure, but still! He couldn’t afford to mess up here!

“Don’t doubt yourself now,” Tsunagu said, like he was reading Eijirou’s mind. “You’ve done a great job so far, and we’ll be here to guide you just as much as we did for the prototype. This gift will be a success, you have our word.”

Eijirou looked up to him with a weak smile. “Thanks,” he said, comforted both by his teacher’s faith in him, and by the reminder that he wouldn’t be on his own. “Hey, I know I still have plenty of time for that, but can I ask you a question?” He waited for Tsunagu to nod before he asked, “How did it go with you and Shinya, when you decided to get mated? How did you present each other’s gifts?”

Tsunagu looked surprised by his question for a beat, eyes going wide before they crinkled in amusement. “You know, with how fast you’ve found your place here, it’s easy to forget that you’re new sometimes,” he chuckled. “Shinya and I aren’t mated.”

Eijirou’s face fell. “Oh… Sorry for assuming,” he said, blushing in embarrassment.

“It’s quite alright. No one has asked in a while,” Tsunagu said. “But we’re just two people who share the same passion and live together. I don’t think ‘friends’ is the right term for our relationship, but… we aren’t interested in courting each other either.”

Eijirou nodded in understanding.

“You know, in the Golden Mountains, people don’t get mated or married or anything. The closest thing Barbarians have is being shélumnar, and even if it is romantic, it just means ‘someone you share your home and your life with’,” Eijirou said, pensive. “But I don’t think you guys have fought each other’s parents before you moved in together,” he concluded with a chuckle.

“No, we haven’t,” Tsunagu said, amused.

“Anyway, I guess I’ll have to ask Mina and Tetsu for advice again.”

“Sorry we can’t be of any help with this. We have witnessed quite a few matings, though, if you’re looking for ideas on how to present your gift.”

“I’ll keep it in mind, thank you,” Eijirou said with a smile before turning his attention back to his finished work and trying to imagine what the real one would look like.

The hardest part of this whole project was about to start, and there was no way Eijirou would falter now!

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I was super excited for them to go to the cradle of citruses until I realized that it was spring already and citrus season was over... Sorry, Eijirou! I've failed you!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 90: In the Dark of the Night

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“No, don’t!”

Katsuki woke up with a start at Eijirou’s words. His partner's voice was weak from sleep, but in the silence of their room, they still rang loud and clear.

Was Eijirou having a nightmare? It had been a while since his last one, but that didn't matter. Katsuki’s tended to come and go in a way that didn’t always make sense, either.

Eijirou’s whole body started shaking against him, like he’d just burst into tears. All traces of sleep vanished as Katsuki lifted himself up to look at his partner.

“Oh, Katsuki? Sorry, did I wake you up?” Eijirou asked.

He didn’t sound like he’d been crying, Katsuki realized. In fact, the moonlight on Eijirou’s face wasn’t shimmering on fresh tear tracks, but on sharp white teeth…

“Are you fucking laughing?” Katsuki asked with a confused frown.

Eijirou snorted. “Yeah, I had a funny dream,” he said. “Or, well… it wasn’t funny but…”

Katsuki settled back under the covers with a sigh of relief. “You fucking scared me…” he mumbled.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up,” Eijirou said, grabbing his hand.

“So, what was so fucking funny? Might as well tell me, since I’m already awake.”

“Yeah, I guess,” Eijirou said with a soft, amused smile. “I dreamed that we were back at the Spring Festival and we did a wing walk.”

Katsuki hummed. They hadn’t had the chance this year. Too many people wanted to do it and Katsuki hadn't thought it necessary anyway. Eijirou hadn’t asked either.

Maybe they could do one next year, though, Katsuki thought, eyes fluttering closed already. It’d be the perfect opportunity to give Eijirou a mating gift. Katsuki could see it: the Old Ones’ wings, the clear blue sky, Eijirou’s blinding smile once they’d meet at the tip of each wing, in the middle of the two dragon cities… Eijirou would definitely find it manly, and that way–

“And I failed,” Eijirou continued, bursting Katsuki’s fantasy bubble.

“You fucking what?!” Katsuki hissed, eyes snapping wide open.

What was so funny about that? People said that only soulmates could succeed on a wing walk. So if Eijirou had failed…

“I failed,” Eijirou repeated, still smiling like Katsuki wasn’t gritting his teeth and getting ready for a fight over what this stupid dream implied. He didn’t know what he was going to fight, but he sure was going to kick its ass. “And you know, for a second, it was a real nightmare,” Eijirou continued “I was being blown away, rejected by the Old Ones, and I was calling for you but you were too far already…” Eijirou shook his head and snorted as he continued, “That’s when I thought ‘Oh, no! There’s no way Katsuki will accept this! I have to stop him before he tries to fight not only one, but two gigantic dragon gods for my sake!’ And the thought was so strong it woke me up.”

Eijirou was laughing again by the time he finished his story, and Katsuki felt himself relaxing again. It was hard not to smile at the sight of Eijirou’s messy hair, his face still soft from sleep, and his bright giggles.

“Damn right I’d fucking fight them,” Katsuki grinned, proud that even in his dreams, his partner had such unwavering faith in him. Eijirou was right: Katsuki would fight two Old Ones and everyone on them if they dared imply that they didn’t belong together.

It made Eijirou laugh harder. “Of course, you would! I’m so aware of it that even a nightmare can’t convince me otherwise,” he giggled, eyes shining in pure glee. When he calmed down, he turned to his side to face Katsuki, raising a hand to cup his cheek with a soft smile, and whispered, “You wouldn’t have to, though. I already know you’re the one for me. I don’t need anyone’s approval, not even from Old Ones.”

Katsuki’s heart squeezed at that, releasing a wave of warmth through his entire body.

“Fuck… You can’t just say that, you damn sap,” Katsuki whispered, knocking their foreheads together.

If he had a mating gift ready, he’d give it to Eijirou right now. A damn shame, really…

“It’s true, though,” Eijirou whispered back, his warm breath tickling Katsuki’s lips. “I won’t let anyone tell me we can’t be together, no matter how old, or wise, or powerful they are.”

“You know,” Katsuki said with an amused huff, “for someone who's only spent six months in the Golden Mountains, you sure think a lot like a Barbarian.”

“I’ll take it as a compliment. It’s a manly way of thinking,” Eijirou smiled.

Katsuki hummed softly. “Wonder what would’ve happened if you'd grown up in the Golden Mountains,” he said. “Imagine if you’d fallen there instead of Yuuei. … Though I guess you’d have been sent back to your family pretty fast.”

“I don’t know…” Eijirou said, pensive. “If the people who found me had felt like my parents but acted like Barbarians, they definitely would've fought the dragon shifters over me.”

Katsuki snorted. “Yeah? And let’s say they’d won, then what?”

“I don’t know… Hopefully, I’d have fallen in your tribe so we could grow up together,” Eijirou said. “Or maybe we’d be from different tribes, and we’d meet at that big event you told me about.”

“The Spring Gathering?” Katsuki mumbled, eyes fluttering closed.

“Yeah, that,” Eijirou whispered. “And then, I’d sweep you off your feet with my manly Barbarian dragon charm!”

“That so? So you think you’d actually realize that you like me, then?” Katsuki smirked, earning a weak shove from Eijirou.

“At least I’d know you’re flirting with me right away,” he pouted.

“So you’d let me do all the work again, huh…”

“Nah, I’m sure it’d only take one look for me to decide I was going to court you,” Eijirou said. “I’d probably have noticed my feelings a lot sooner without the whole… well, everything.”

Katsuki hummed, feeling sleep pulling him back down.

“You sure about that?” he mumbled.

“Hmm… When we first met, one of the first things I noticed about you was how beautiful you were,” Eijirou whispered, like a confession. “Then I realized how manly you were too… I bet if I’d grown up in the Golden Mountains, I would’ve tried to fistfight a bear for you right away.”

Katsuki smiled at the idea. It sounded really fucking nice…

“I’d fight all the bears, too… Would’ve swept you off your feet within a week… Would’ve fought your parents and built a whole tent for you…” he mumbled, the sound of Eijirou’s soft, fond chuckles lulling him back to sleep.

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“Eijirou, we’ll be fiiine,” Mina said from the plush chair where she was currently sitting, comfortably settled under a blanket that hid her round belly. “Don’t worry about us and just go.”

“I know, but if we leave now… I mean, we probably won’t be back before the baby is born,” Eijirou said with a pout as he kneeled next to her. “I don’t like leaving you like this.”

Mina snorted. “I’ll be with my mate, surrounded by friends, and I can literally see the midwife’s house from my window.”

“I know…” Eijirou grumbled.

He knew he was being ridiculous, and he was looking forward to this land trip. He was excited to see Recovery Girl again, even if Uraraka might not be home from her yearly journey to the Golden Mountains yet. He’d be happy to see Katsuki’s family and the rest of his tribe too.

But he’d always been there for his family when his younger siblings were born, and part of him didn’t like the idea of leaving Mina behind like this. Eijirou had been the one who ran to get his father when Shizuka was born, the one who took care of his sister for Shinra’s birth, the one who ran in the middle of the night to get the midwife for the twins… And he’d promised to help Mina with the baby too, since he had plenty of experience taking care of his younger siblings.

“Eijirou, don't make that sad face,” Mina said, ruffling his hair. “Look at it this way: is there anything you could do in the situation that Tetsu or all my other friends couldn’t?”

“I guess not…” Eijirou mumbled.

“Then it’s fine if you’re not around when the baby comes,” Mina said. “Besides, there’s always a chance that it’ll wait for you.”

Eijirou sighed. “Yeah, I know. Sorry, I didn’t mean to be such a downer,” he said, trying to shake off his worries. “You don’t have to convince me to go. I just came to say goodbye and ask if you guys want us to bring you something back from our trip.”

“I’m not worried about you not leaving, I just don’t want you to leave looking all gloomy,” Mina said with a fond smile. “But thanks for asking. Just give Recovery Girl and Uraraka a big hug for me, okay?”

“I will,” Eijirou nodded.

“Give them these sweets too,” Tetsu said, handing him a satchel of candied orange rinds. “Mina said they liked them last time, and we can never thank them enough for their help.”

“Oh, and if they have anything that’ll help after the baby is born, I’ll take it!” Mina added.

“I can do that,” Eijirou smiled. He turned toward Mina’s belly and added for the baby, “I’m really excited to meet you, you know?”

“Yeah? Even if it looks like a normal baby without horns or anything?” Mina asked with a smirk. “You seemed pretty disappointed when I said it’d be a very plain, normal-looking human baby for the first few months, if all goes well.”

“Nooo, it’s definitely better for you,” Eijirou chuckled. “I mean, what if the baby had wings and they got stuck on the way out? It would be cute but I mostly asked because I was worried for you!”

“Must be pretty painful, yeah,” Mina said with a thoughtful nod. “But you won’t have any horns or anything, right baby? You’ll just be the smoothest, squishiest little baby, won’t you?” she cooed at her belly.

“Where’s Katsuki, by the way?” Tetsu asked. “Is he not coming?”

“He’s just checking our stuff one last time, but you’ll see us for dinner anyway,” Eijirou said. “We’ll fly by night so we can reach Recovery Girl in the morning without being seen.”

“Will you be okay flying at night?” Mina asked, snapping out of her mumbled cooing with a concerned look. “You’re not used to it, are you?”

“Well, look who’s worried now,” Eijirou smiled. “I know my stars now and Katsuki will be here to guide me, so we won’t get lost. And I’ll make sure to get some proper sleep before we leave. We should reach the forest near our old cave before sunrise, and we’ll walk from there.”

Come to think of it, maybe they should simply land in the area just above it. They’d probably be tired, but Eijirou wanted nothing more than to have another look at the paintings while they were in the area. Just thinking about them filled him with a wave of nostalgia.

He was a little worried about being seen, sure, but the more he thought about it, the more Eijirou realized that he missed Yuuei. He almost couldn’t believe that he hadn’t been in his homeland in nearly two years. They wouldn’t be staying that long but just the thought of hearing Plainspeak all around him again made him a little giddy.

Would there be any wild berries in the forest? Would Eijirou manage to find the blackberry bushes he’d spotted with Katsuki three years ago? Would they have time to gather mushrooms and chestnuts before they went back to Omah? He’d have to ask Katsuki! Exploring new, unfamiliar lands was exciting, but now that he was faced with the chance of being back in familiar territory, Eijirou realized how much he’d missed all of this. Fresh Yuuei bread, thick white cream, wild berries, grilled mushrooms with herbs, cheese… It all sounded heavenly.

Eijirou had thought a lot about going back to the Golden Mountains, with how aggressively Katsuki was making him practice Barbarian, but he’d barely had time to really consider how he felt about being back in Yuuei.

“What’s got you smiling like that?” Mina asked with an amused look, bringing him back to the present.

Eijirou looked up at her, grinning, “I just realized how excited I am to be back in my homeland!”

It wasn’t something he’d expected to say when he left, but it was true. He hadn’t missed Yuuei all that much during his adventures, but now he couldn’t wait to be back!

His friends looked surprised for a beat, but Mina recovered fast.

“Good!” she exclaimed. “That’s the spirit!”

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They reached their destination, right above their old cave, without trouble. Eijirou got a little nervous when he saw the sky growing brighter, but thankfully the first rays of sunshine didn’t appear until after they’d landed.

“Ugh, I’m beat,” Eijirou grunted as soon as he’d shifted back to his human form.

He thought they’d never arrive. His wings were sore even now that they were gone, he felt like he could barely move, and now that he looked at it, the bare, rocky ground seemed pretty inviting. He could probably lie down here and…

“Hey, don’t sit down now!” Katsuki barked, grabbing his arm to force him to stay upright. “Come on, just walk a little and you’ll have a nice bed soon.”

“But it’s so far away, I don’t wanna…” Eijirou whined. “I’m sleepy, Katsuki. Just lemme take a little nap.”

“That’s why I told you we should land in the forest and not above our old cave,” Katsuki grumbled.

“Sorry…” Eijirou pouted.

“Ugh, fine. Let’s just go to the cave and unpack the bedrolls,” Katsuki said. “Then, we can see the paintings before going to Recovery Girl's. How’s that sound?”

Eijirou smiled. “Sounds perfect. Let’s go!”

He had just enough energy to reach their destination and settle in his bedroll before he passed out.

The sun was high in the sky when Eijirou woke up, still sore but feeling much more rested. He was starving, though. And there was no trace of Katsuki…

His partner had managed to sleep a little on the way, so he probably woke up sooner and went out while Eijirou was resting.

Eijirou quickly got dressed and packed up his bedroll. The familiar routine felt strange this time. It was like nothing had changed, except all of their stuff was missing. It was like they’d never been here, but Eijirou could still picture where everything used to be. Their old chairs, their bed, their makeshift shelves, the curtain at the entrance that blocked the cold, the firepit… Eijirou felt like if he closed his eyes, everything would be back in its place when he’d open them back up.

It was a strange feeling… although not in a bad way.

The illusion disappeared the moment Eijirou heard the familiar sound of Katsuki’s approaching steps.

“You’re awake. Good,” Katsuki said through the entrance of the cave. “Slept well?”

“Yeah, I really needed it!” Eijirou said with a grin. “I feel much better now. Where did you go?”

“I got us some water and went to check the blackberry bushes,” Katsuki said. “So we’ve got breakfast. Or maybe lunch,” he added with a smile, lifting up a bag full of berries.

Eijirou grinned at the sight. He hadn’t had blackberries like this since they left Yuuei!

“Awesome! Thanks, Katsuki!” he exclaimed, immediately reaching out for them.

Eijirou’s first taste of home was delicious. Even the water tasted different, somehow! But maybe it was just because Eijirou had been really thirsty after his long nap and even longer flight. The cave was still too bare for his liking, but as they shared water, blackberries, and the sticky rice balls they’d brought from Omah, it felt just as warm and homey as it used to.

He dragged Katsuki to the paintings the moment they were done with breakfast-or-maybe-lunch. This, too, felt familiar yet foreign. Everything in the hidden cavern was the same as before: the darkness only disturbed by Katsuki’s flickering flame, his partner’s silhouette, the figures on the wall… Nothing had changed except Eijirou. He felt like a different person. He knew who he was, now. He had reclaimed and learned to control his whole self.

Still, the dragons on the wall welcomed him the same way as always. The only difference now was that rather than asking for mystic guidance, Eijirou felt like he was greeting old friends. Shinsou had told him a little more about these paintings when they were on Maito, and far from ruining their effect, the explanations made Eijirou love them even more. Many things were still unknown about their purpose and the people who had drawn them, but none of it mattered. They were still Eijirou’s people. He was still connected to them, no matter how much time separated them.

Eijirou would have gladly lingered for hours, but there were other old friends he wanted to see today, and he didn’t want to tire Katsuki out. If they had time, maybe they could get more blackberries for Recovery Girl on the way…

They were about to leave the cave, Eijirou submitting his idea to Katsuki, when his partner stopped walking abruptly. Surprised, Eijirou turned toward him only to be grabbed by the collar and pushed against the wall as Katsuki slammed their lips together. It would definitely have hurt if Eijirou hadn’t hardened the back of his head by reflex, but none of that mattered as Katsuki kissed him like he wanted to devour him whole. It took Eijirou a few beats to regain his bearings and respond in kind, burying his hands in Katsuki’s hair as he both tried to match his partner’s energy and to calm things down a little.

“Wow…” he whispered as Katsuki finally pulled away, his mind still a little hazy and a dopey smile on his face. He didn’t think these hungry kisses would ever stop affecting him so much. “What’s the occasion?”

To his surprise, Katsuki was pouting. His expression quickly morphed into a smirk, though, as he said, “I needed to do this here with you actually knowing what we were doing at least once.”

Memories of Eijirou’s confusion at Katsuki’s behavior before they left for Inasa's place resurfaced, and as embarrassed as he was at his past self, Eijirou couldn’t help but snort at his partner’s pettiness.

“Why not go for a shifter kiss, then?” he asked, amused.

“I could’ve,” Katsuki said, knocking their foreheads together in a soft shifter kiss that was the complete opposite of his earlier devouring. “But I couldn’t help myself,” he continued against Eijirou’s lips. “What, you wanna complain about it?”

“Never,” Eijirou said with a giddy smile, lightheaded and so drunk on love he couldn’t help but add a moment later, “I’d tear down mountains for you and build castles in your name with the rubble.”

“And I’d carve our names on their faces so deeply the land would never forget us,” Katsuki answered.

“Yeah? Do you think people will see it, thousands of years later, and think about us?” Eijirou asked with a soft smile.

“Hmm, they better,” Katsuki said lazily, brushing Eijirou’s cheek.

“You know…” he said when his partner didn’t show signs of wanting to move, “I said I’d build castles for you, but I think I can do better than that.”

“Yeah? Like what?”

“A home,” Eijirou whispered. “I’d make a home anywhere you want to settle.”

Katsuki froze for a beat, and Eijirou smiled when he realized that he’d managed to render his partner speechless.

Katsuki bit his nose in retaliation, making Eijirou yelp in surprise. Then he stepped back with a huff.

“Alright, let’s go. You’re being way too fucking sappy,” he said, pointedly walking away like Eijirou hadn’t noticed his bright red cheeks.

Eijirou laughed as he followed him outside.

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They reached Recovery Girl’s house in the late afternoon, with more blackberries that Eijirou had happily gathered on the way. He wasn’t in too much of a hurry for most of the way, but the moment the house was in view, Eijirou found himself walking faster.

He wanted to know if Uraraka was back. He wanted to see her and her master, and tell them about how they’d been. He wanted to see their reaction when he’d tell them Mina was about to have a baby. He wanted to know if they had any news from their friends. He wanted to talk to them in Plainspeak. He wanted…

“Relax, the house isn’t gonna run away,” Katsuki said with gruff amusement.

“But I’m so excited to see them!” Eijirou grinned. “Aren’t you?”

“It’s been a while,” Katsuki said with a nonchalant shrug.

Eijirou’s first wish was answered before he even reached Recovery Girl’s door: on the path from the house to the village, they found Uraraka and her donkey on their way back.

“Kirishima? Bakugou?” she said, eyes wide and the shadow of a smile on her lips, like she didn’t quite believe what she was seeing and didn’t want to rejoice too early.

“Uraraka! Yeah, it’s us! How have you been?” Eijirou greeted her with an excited grin, quickly walking toward her.

“I can’t believe it! It’s so good to see you two!” Uraraka exclaimed, closing the distance between them to hug Eijirou, using her wind magic to lift him up like he weighed nothing.

Eijirou let her do it with a laugh, returning her embrace.

She looked ready to do the same to Katsuki, but she gave up when he glared at her and settled for a wave.

“So, what are you doing here? I didn’t expect to see you again! You didn’t even write, you jerks!” Uraraka said, punching Eijirou’s shoulder with a grin.

“Sorry, sorry,” Eijirou laughed as he followed her to the stable. “It’s kinda hard to send letters from the other side of the world. But I have so much to tell you!”

“You'd better! Oh, it’s such a shame that you didn’t arrive a bit earlier. I’m just back from the market, I could have bought us something nice.”

“We’ve got you covered!” Eijirou grinned, raising his bag of blackberries. “Oh, we also have a gift for you from Mina and Tetsu!”

“No way!” Uraraka exclaimed in delight. “You saw Mina! How is she?”

“She’s doing great! She’s… Oh, is Recovery Girl here? It’ll be easier to tell you everything while she’s around,” Eijirou said.

“Sure, she’s inside. I bet she's heard us, she must be preparing tea right now,” Uraraka said with a chuckle.

She turned out to be right. They were greeted with a warm smile and a hot cup of Recovery Girl’s famous herbal tea. It was every bit the happy reunion Eijirou had been hoping for. The two women were delighted to get news—and sweets—from Mina, and they immediately offered to give him some remedies that would help her bounce back from her delivery.

They seemed eager to know what he and Katsuki had done since they’d left the Golden Mountains, but Eijirou was determined to have some news from their friends in Yuuei first. He was delighted to hear that Kaminari, Sero, and Jirou were still doing well and had come back a few times. Uraraka had no idea where they were at the moment, but she promised to send word that he and Katsuki were in the vicinity. Eijirou would love to see them again.

Tokoyami had gone back to his village over winter and was currently traveling again. Uraraka got the info from Camie and Inasa, with whom she regularly exchanged letters now. The two of them were still guarding the bridge near Castelmorn. Inasa also said he was considering visiting the giants in the Golden Mountains, but he couldn’t find the right time for his trip.

Eijirou smiled as he heard about all of his friends. He hadn’t stopped smiling since he first saw Uraraka coming back from the market.

“Oh, and there’s Izuku, of course!” Uraraka said later, while they were making dinner. “I saw him just last month.”

“Oh, right! How is he?” Eijirou asked eagerly.

“Same as ever. He was really disappointed that you guys didn’t come in spring. And the rest of your tribe too, of course,” Uraraka said. Katsuki tensed at that, but she continued, “He’s going to be so happy to see you two! He was sure you’d be back soon. You'd better stop by his place before you go to your tribe!”

“Not like we have a choice,” Katsuki shrugged, shoulders relaxing. “It’s a long way from here to our tribe.”

“‘Our tribe,’ huh…” Uraraka said with an amused smile.

“Shut up, Cheeks,” Katsuki grumbled, not tensing at that in the slightest. “If you’ve met the nerd, there’s no way he didn’t run his mouth about everything that happened while I was there.”

“He told me everything, yeah,” Uraraka said. “I’m happy for you! They’re all waiting eagerly for your return, you know.”

Katsuki answered with a grunt. When Eijirou and he had told their hosts about the time they spent in dragon cities, Katsuki had been pretty vague about why they were currently living on Omah with Mina. Uraraka hadn’t insisted, and Eijirou had figured that Izuku had already told her about what happened. The way her smile faltered at Katsuki’s words confirmed it.

“Anyway, I’m glad you’re planning to see him!” she said. “Oh, could you make a delivery for me? There’s this thing I promised to give him next year, but if you’re going there now…”

“Yeah, no problem!” Eijirou nodded. “I’m really excited to see him and Inko too.”

Initially, Eijirou and Katsuki had planned to stay with Uraraka and her master for the day and leave during the night. But with how much they all wanted to tell each other, they decided to stay one more day.

Before they left Omah, Eijirou had been a little worried about returning to Yuuei. He’d been excited, sure, but after all that had happened, he was worried that being here would reopen old wounds. He was glad he’d been wrong. When he settled in the bed Uraraka had made for him, Eijirou only felt like he was home.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! It's time to see old friends and familiar places!
Fun fact: I wasn't super excited for this part, but then I started writing Eijirou hyping himself up and it hyped ME up too! I finished the scene with Mina going from neutral to super excited

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 91: Straight On Till Morning

Notes:

And now for more happy reunions!

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Once more, Eijirou looked like he was ready to pass out when they reached their destination. When Kastuki felt Eijirou falter in the last stretch of their trip, he'd almost told him to land and get some rest along the way, but his partner had a burst of energy when he recognized the area they were flying above.

It was early when they reached the Midoriyas’ door, the sky still dark above the mountains. They were both exhausted, and Katsuki wanted nothing more than to settle in bed and get some proper rest. He’d managed to sleep a little on Eijirou’s back, in quick, restless fits, but his position was too precarious and uncomfortable for it to do much.

“Should we wake them up now? We can sleep outside, right?” his partner whispered, stopping Katsuki’s hand as he was about to knock.

“You really think they’d accept that?” Katsuki asked, turning toward him. “If we sleep outside to avoid bothering them and they find out, we’ll never hear the end of it and you know it.”

Eijirou thought for a second and released his hand with a sigh. “Right… Yeah, I wouldn’t want them to do that either, if the roles were reversed.”

“Exactly, so don’t look so damn guilty,” Katsuki said as he finally knocked.

It took a few more tries before the door finally opened to a disheveled, half-asleep Izuku.

“Wha…” he mumbled, looking out of it until his eyes landed on them. His face brightened up immediately, all traces of sleepiness disappearing in a second. “Kacchan! Eijirou! You’re back!” he whispered excitedly, pulling the two of them into a tight hug before Katsuki could even dodge. He released them quickly and opened the door wider. “Come in, come in! Did you fly all night? You two must be exhausted!”

He ushered them inside, mumbling something about how happy Inko would be to see them, how happy he was to see them, how he always knew they’d come back, how mopey Katsuki’s parents had been when he didn’t come back in spring and how overjoyed they’d be, asking how they’d been…

Eijirou’s grin was just as bright as Izuku’s, but unlike him, he was still as exhausted as before. He looked like he could barely keep his eyes open, let alone stay on his feet.

“Hey, it’s too early for your mumbling shit,” Katsuki said, interrupting Izuku. “Just take out the bed and go back to sleep. We’ll talk after we get some rest.”

“Oh, sorry!” Izuku exclaimed in a whisper. “You’re right, Eijirou looks exhausted! I’ll help you make the bed, let’s go.”

Just like last time, Eijirou passed out the moment his head hit the pillow. It took a bit longer for Katsuki to fall asleep, though. Izuku’s excitement was contagious, and after listening to the nerd mumble nonstop, Katsuki felt restless. He was about to get up, almost certain that Izuku hadn’t gone back to bed despite the early hour, but Eijirou turned around at that moment, wrapping an arm around him in his sleep and pulling him closer. Katsuki didn’t have the heart to push him away, and soon, he fell asleep too.

It was late morning when he woke up. Eijirou was still fast asleep, but Katsuki didn’t feel like staying in bed. He wasn’t nearly as physically strained as his partner, and he was… surprisingly excited to get up and see what Izuku and Inko were up to.

He carefully slipped out of Eijirou’s embrace, chuckling when his partner whined in his sleep at the loss of heat. Katsuki slipped a pillow in his arms to placate him, and Eijirou soon relaxed. He looked so nice and peaceful, so fucking adorable, that Katsuki wanted to pinch his cheeks.

He shook his head, resisting the impulse, and quietly put on some clothes before leaving the room.

Inko was sewing at the table in the main room, but she’d left breakfast for them on the other end. She looked up when she heard the door creak open and her face immediately split into a teary smile.

“Katsuki, it’s so good to see you! Oh, I almost couldn’t believe it when Izuku told me you were here,” she said, putting down her work to get up and give him a big, warm hug.

Unsure how to respond, Katsuki patted her back awkwardly.

“Is Eijirou still sleeping?” she asked in a whisper.

Katsuki nodded. “The trip was a lot harder on him than it was on me.”

“Of course, you two must have flown all the way here. We’ll make sure he can get more rest,” she said with an understanding nod. “Why don’t you get something to eat? I’ll go tell Izuku that you’re up.”

Katsuki nodded and took a seat. Looking at the variety of things on the table—a whole assortment of cheese, warm bread, honey and blueberry jam, fresh cookies—it was obvious that Inko wanted them to have something special. Just like she had when Katsuki first came back to the Golden Mountains.

The warm feeling in Katsuki’s chest was the complete opposite of the simmering rage he’d felt the last time, though. He knew he’d come a long way since then, but it still surprised him how happy he was to be back here.

Izuku burst into the room soon after, looking like he hadn’t slept since they woke him up. He immediately started bombarding Katsuki with questions, and even that wasn’t enough to ruin his good mood.

Katsuki managed to avoid any topic that involved things Eijirou wanted to tell Izuku himself—like how they’d met his friend in the Ch’imca realm and the thing Uraraka wanted to give him—and instead focused on exchanging news about Maito, and then on things that wouldn’t interest his partner. He was in the middle of explaining how rice was cultivated in Minghua when Eijirou walked in, still looking a little tired but much better than when they arrived.

“Oh, hi everyone,” he said with a yawn. “What time is it?”

Inko took one look at the sun outside and jumped out of her chair. “Goodness, it’s almost time for lunch!” she exclaimed, putting away her work in a hurry before rushing to the kitchen. “Don’t mind me, I’ll whip up something quick.”

She immediately came back to give Eijirou his own warm hug and welcome him back before she disappeared again.

She kept an ear out from the kitchen while Eijirou and Izuku talked, with Katsuki intervening from time to time to set a few points straight and add things his partner had forgotten. She was delighted to hear from Uraraka, of whom she seemed very fond, while Izuku jumped upright when Katsuki mentioned his friend in the Ch’imca realm.

“Iida! You’ve met Iida and his family, I can’t believe it! Oh, I have to write him a reply!” Izuku exclaimed as soon as Legs’ message was successfully delivered. “Are you two planning to come back here before you go back to Omah?”

“Of course!” Eijirou said. “We’re not gonna leave without saying goodbye.”

“Thanks!” Izuku smiled. “I’ll make sure my message is ready by the time you leave. Now, should I write it in Plainspeak and let you translate it, or should I write a transcription of the Ch’imca language? There’s a lot I’ve forgotten and I wouldn’t want to make any mistake, and I’d have to figure out how to transcribe all of the sounds since I don’t know how to use their own writing system…”

“We probably won’t go back to the Ch’imca realm anytime soon, though,” Eijirou said somberly, interrupting the nerd’s mumbling. “Omah doesn’t fly over there. We go much further north.”

He wasn’t frowning or anything, but the absence of a smile on his face and his general tone made it clear that he was disappointed. And Katsuki… Fuck, he wasn’t sure how he felt about it. Would it be so bad to go back to Maito for a little while? Or would it be possible to fly south as soon as Omah crossed the ocean and then join the dragon city before it left the continent?

“Oh… Right…” Izuku said. His smile fell, but it was quickly replaced with a forced one as he added, “Well, I’ll write it just in case! But there’s no pressure to deliver it, I promise.”

Eijirou nodded with his own forced smile, and Katsuki watched them with a frown. He hated knowing that he was the reason these two were so fucking disappointed right now.

“We could probably go back,” Katsuki said. But would it really be a good thing if they did? Their home was on Omah now. He didn’t want to uproot Eijirou every time he felt like it. He didn’t even know if he was ready to go back to Maito. And since the two dragon cities never even flew close to each other, Katsuki wasn’t sure if there would be a way for him to go back there without being away from Omah for at least six months. “Maybe. I don’t fucking know,” he concluded in a mumble.

“I’m up for it if you are, you know,” Eijirou said, like it was the most natural thing in the world. Did he even realize what going back there really involved?

“We’d be gone from Omah for a while, though,” Katsuki pointed out. “You were worried about leaving for a few weeks, so imagine months.”

“I was worried about leaving Mina and Tetsu behind at an important time,” Eijirou corrected him. “And they said they’d be fine without me, so… I just have to trust them, you know?”

Katsuki was about to say something, but Izuku beat him to it.

“You don’t have to worry about the message, I promise,” he said.

“It’s not about the damn message,” Katsuki retorted.

The conversation stopped when Inko called them to set the table before she brought the food, and they talked about something else during the meal. Everyone seemed happy to leave this particular topic behind them, and Katsuki wasn’t going to complain about it. He’d much rather focus on the familiar taste of Barbarian food and the amazing burn of pirkublam. Other peppers just weren’t as good, for some reason.

They left after lunch, as soon as Inko and Izuku had reminded them where the tribe should be at this time of the year.

“Fucking sucks that we don’t have something like a dragon dance,” Katsuki grumbled.

“You know it’s more complicated, since the location of the tribe can change depending on the weather,” Izuku said. “But it would be pretty convenient otherwise, I have to say. Not as many landmarks to remember, only one set of stars… Maybe a dance that mentions the different places where the tribe might be at certain times of the year would work?”

“I, for one, am glad I don’t have to remember yet another dance,” Eijirou said with a laugh.

“Right, I’m not any good at remembering things through dances either,” Izuku chuckled. “Anyway, safe travels to you two! And say hi to everyone for us!”

“Yeah, yeah… Don’t forget to write your damn letter,” Katsuki said. “… Just in case.”

“I will,” Izuku nodded with a smile.

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Compared to how much they’d flown in the past few days, the flight to Katsuki’s tribe was fairly short. Katsuki never thought he’d ever say so, but the sight of the mountains made him feel strangely light. They were no longer a reminder of the awful place he’d tried to run away from at all cost. Now, they brought back memories of helping Eijirou learn how to fly, and all the time they’d spent in the air once his partner had mastered the skill. It was still a little bittersweet, but not in a deeply unpleasant way. Katsuki was home here, in a place he knew and that wanted him. And in a few weeks, he’d go home to Omah, a place he’d learned to know and that also wanted him.

Maybe city-hoppers were onto something, after all…

Katsuki shook his head to chase away the thought. He wasn’t supposed to want that. Or at least, not beyond spending about a month back in the Golden Mountains every year, and making a quick stop in Yuuei to see Uraraka and Recovery Girl.

Katsuki felt his heart beat faster when he saw the familiar tents of his tribe’s camp. It was pretty empty at this time of the day, with most people gone to either hunt, forage, or let the herds graze a bit further up the mountain. There was no telling if his parents were present or away at the moment.  The chief's duties often kept his mother at the camp, but not always;  his father might have gone high in the mountains to forage or he might be doing maintenance around the camp. Katsuki decided not to think too hard about why he wondered where they were.

That didn’t stop him from telling Eijirou to land in the middle of the camp, right in front of his parents’ tent. Just in case. Even if they weren’t there, there was no reason not to make an unforgettable entrance.

“I see someone’s happy to be back,” Eijirou said with a chuckle.

Katsuki kicked his shoulder, but didn’t respond. Was he happy to be back? He couldn’t even tell…

Eijirou laughed at his reaction, but agreed with the plan. He even roared as he reached the camp, making everyone look up and scramble out of the way. Katsuki was sure he’d heard a few cheers, and a lot of barking. This triumphant entrance felt like the complete opposite of last time, where he’d crossed the whole camp on foot in dead silence.

Béxel was still standing guard in front of the tent, with more white hair on her snout than Katsuki remembered. She looked tired, but it didn’t stop her from rising to her feet the moment she saw him jump off Eijirou’s back. She immediately tried to jump on him, tail wagging madly.

“Hey there, girl,” Katsuki said with a grin, scratching her behind the ears.

“What the fuck is all that racket?!” the Hag’s voice rose from the tent as she stomped outside, frowning. Just like last time, her expression morphed into pure disbelief the moment she saw him. “Katsuki…”

“Told you we’d be back,” Katsuki said with a smirk.

She smiled for a second… and then frowned again. “You’re fucking late!” she yelled. “I was expecting you in spring! I told everyone at the Spring Gathering that you’d be there this year and then I looked like a fucking idiot in front of all the other chiefs!”

There was a smile on her face by the time she was done yelling, and her eyes were shiny with tears. Her shouts had attracted a crowd, and his father ran to her side, tears running down his cheeks already.

“Well, we’re here now, so fucking get over it!” Katsuki barked, surprised to find that he wasn’t really mad.

Of course, his parents tried to hug him, asking permission in a way by raising their arms as they walked toward him and giving him plenty of time to avoid them. Katsuki decided to allow it, just this once. He’d let them down, after all. He had to make up for making them wait again.

“It’s so good to see you, son,” Masaru whispered. “We knew you’d come back.”

“I fucking said I would,” Katsuki grumbled, but still let them hold him for a few more seconds before wiggling his way out of their embrace.

They quickly turned their attention to Eijirou after that, and although he wasn't inflicted with an annoying teary hug, they seemed just as glad to see him as they were to see Katsuki.

“So…” someone said from the crowd, “Party tonight?”

The Hag confirmed it loudly to a wave of cheers.

“Now come inside, you two!” she told them with a grin. “I’m sure you have a lot to tell us!”

Katsuki followed her without complaining.

.

Eijirou was surprised to find that being back with Katsuki's tribe also felt like coming home, in a different way from Yuuei. It wasn’t as familiar, sure, but the Golden Mountains had still become an important place in his life and he was so happy to be back!

Mitsuki and Masaru were overjoyed to have them, and although Katsuki had bristled a few times and Eijirou felt like he and his mother were on the verge of fighting more than once, their talk still went well. There was some tension left, sure, but Eijirou could feel no real animosity coming from his partner, and it was great to see. In fact, Eijirou even caught him smiling a few times. 

Mashirao and Rikidou had jumped on him the moment they saw him, and the next few minutes were a blur of bear hugs, laughter, and claps on the back that nearly made him fall. Eijirou had missed them so much! Katsuki got the same treatment, and although he tried to keep his usual frown, Eijirou was sure he’d heard his partner laugh before he batted them away.

Eijirou had thought that they’d spend most of the party telling everyone about their adventures, but as it turned out, he spent half of it listening to news from around the tribe. Couples who moved in together or broke up, new additions, people who had left, the mule Mashirao had won at the Spring Gathering… On the outside, it looked like nothing had changed, but it seemed that it was a false impression. And Eijirou felt incredibly grateful to be deemed important enough to have an update on everything that happened while he was away, even if he was only staying for a few weeks.

Eijirou got food for Katsuki when he noticed him talking to his mother instead of heading toward the banquet, and caught him exchanging a few words with his father a couple of times throughout the evening. Katsuki seemed a little tense, but he didn’t look like he was trying to escape the conversations either. In fact, he stayed even when Eijirou offered him an out by bringing food and drinks.

And as wonderful as it was to see, it made Eijirou wonder… would this be possible with his own family after all? Would he be able to forgive them fully for what they did? Could he ever come back like this, just for a few weeks every year? Their visit to Recovery Girl had gone well, after all. So maybe spending time in Yuuei wasn’t so bad. Maybe he could…

Eijirou noticed Katsuki’s eyes on him and shook his head. Now wasn’t the time to think about this. He should rejoice for his partner instead of thinking about his own family issues. Besides, it was all behind him now. He’d found his home already. He’d found several homes, in fact. He didn’t need to yearn for a place that would never accept him for who he was.

Katsuki walked toward him with a concerned frown, looking ready to ask him what was wrong, but Eijirou didn’t give him the time to do that. Instead, he grabbed his wrist and dragged him toward the fire with a grin and an enthusiastic, “Come on, let’s dance!”

He managed to keep his mind off his family in Yuuei for the rest of the evening, especially after Katsuki dragged him in front of the crowd when the time for stories came. Eijirou felt a little useless, staying mostly silent while Katsuki told everyone about their adventures on Maito and Omah and all the amazing things they’d seen, but soon, he was too absorbed in the story his partner was telling to care.

It was rhyming, Eijirou realized. He couldn’t say he had a fine ear for Barbarian epics, but he could tell that Katsuki’s tales sounded a lot like one. Katsuki made it seem effortless but it felt… maybe not rehearsed, but at least thought-out in advance. Like Katsuki had been preparing for this moment. And the way he was grinning, the way his eyes glinted every time he managed to get a gasp or an excited reaction from the crowd told Eijirou that it was everything his partner had hoped for.

He seemed pretty proud of himself when they went to bed.

“Did you see their faces? They fucking loved it!” he grinned.

“Yeah, you could definitely join Kaminari, Sero, and Jirou,” Eijirou chuckled. “Maybe storytelling was your true calling after all!”

“Nah, people in Yuuei wouldn’t appreciate it,” Katsuki shrugged. “Which is good for the Clown Trio because otherwise they’d be out of work in no time.”

Eijirou laughed.

Since the tribe wasn’t planning to move camp for at least another week, they had their own guest tent already. The moment they walked past the threshold, Katsuki’s expression grew more serious.

“So, wanna tell me why you were gloomy all night?” he asked with a concerned frown.

“I wasn’t gloomy!” Eijirou retorted. He might have been a bit lost in his own thoughts a few times, but he’d still enjoyed the evening.

“I saw you,” Katsuki growled. “What was going on in your thick skull?”

Despite the insult, Eijirou could tell that his partner was genuinely worried about him. So, with a sigh, he admitted, “I was thinking about my family.”

Katsuki raised an inquisitive eyebrow, and Eijirou continued,

“It’s just… seeing you and your parents like this, it made me think… Do you think the same could ever happen with my own family? Do you think we could make up?”

“I haven’t made up with mine,” Katsuki said, crossing his arms. “But right, things are a lot better than before.”

Eijirou nodded.

“So what? Do you wanna visit them?” Katsuki asked after a beat of silence. “We can do that. The Hag might grumble a bit if we leave earlier than planned, but if it’s to see your fam–”

“No, it’s fine!” Eijirou exclaimed immediately. “We don’t have to. I don’t think I’m ready for it anyway.” He paused, and added in a mumble, “I don’t think I’ll ever be ready.”

“Are you really fine with that, though?” Katsuki asked. “What happened to being manly and living without regrets, huh?”

“I’m not going to regret this!” Eijirou retorted. “I told you already, there’s no place for me there. There’s no reason for me to go back. I’ve accepted it.”

“You wouldn’t be making that face if you had,” Katsuki said, arms crossed.

Eijirou glared at him. He wanted to say something, to convince his partner that he was wrong, but nothing was coming. He was telling the truth, though. There was no point in going back. And there was no point in considering it either.

Katsuki sighed. “How about a letter?” he asked.

“There’s really no need,” Eijirou said, shaking his head. “Look, Katsuki… Just drop it. I don’t know what came over me tonight, but it’ll get better, I promise.”

Katsuki looked at him for a moment, pensive, and finally relented. “Fine, do whatever you want,” he said. “But if you change your mind, you better not use me as an excuse not to go. We’ll be in the area anyway. I’m sure we can reach your village in one trip.”

Eijirou nodded. “Yeah, I’ll remember that. Thanks, Katsuki.”

Katsuki nodded and started undressing, getting ready to sleep. Eijirou followed with a sigh of relief. He didn’t want to think about it tonight. And hopefully, his moment of weakness wouldn’t happen again during their stay.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I was super happy to write these scenes, but I have to admit that halfway through the chapter I started thinking "ugh, ANOTHER reunion scene, really?" I still like them, though

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 92: Hunting and Gathering

Notes:

Daylight saving time is upon me and I'm not having a good time... But here's the new chapter.

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Katsuki woke up from a nightmare in which he couldn’t go back to Omah, the dragon city just out of reach no matter how hard he tried. He knew the moment he opened his eyes that he wasn’t going to have a good day. The annoying Nameless Dread from before was back, weak yet persistent, and Katsuki still had no idea what the damn problem was. Not only did the nightmare make no sense, but Katsuki had no particular reason to worry these days.

Everything was going great with his tribe so far. Katsuki was a little disappointed that he wouldn’t get to show Eijirou the Spring Gathering anytime soon, but otherwise, being here in fall rather than spring wasn’t an issue. The only problem Katsuki could think of was Eijirou still wondering about his family, but it wasn’t a threat to him or his home. His partner’s stubbornness was a little annoying, sure, but ultimately, Katsuki knew it was Eijirou’s choice, and he would respect it no matter what.

Katsuki sighed as he wandered through the camp. Eijirou was gone for the day, guarding cows or whatever with Rikidou, and Katsuki’s stupid gut feeling had only been growing since he left. It would’ve been nice to talk to Eijirou about it, but unfortunately, he’d have to wait and stew in his stupid thoughts.

What if Omah rejected them when they came back, though? Of course that made no damn sense. Mina and Tetsutetsu would never allow it, if only for Eijirou’s sake. But if things got bad when they came back, Katsuki knew his partner would want them to leave, and then what? They’d be homeless again. They could go back to the Golden Mountains and maybe, hopefully, go back to Maito come spring, but did Katsuki really want to go back with his tail between his legs? And what if Shouta didn’t let him back on Maito after all? What if he’d only said Katsuki would always be welcome just to placate him?

None of these wild fears were supported by anything concrete, of course, but it was possible, and what if Katsuki had misinterpreted things again? Sure, Shouta wasn’t the kind of person to say empty platitudes, but Katsuki had never imagined he was the kind of person who’d tell everyone to shun Katsuki, either, and yet…

“Is there something wrong, Katsuki?” his father asked behind him, snapping him out of his stupid, shitty, spiraling thoughts.

“Fuck off,” Katsuki barked out of reflex.

His father recoiled a little, and Katsuki forced himself to calm down.

He noticed the big basket his father was carrying and asked, “You going somewhere?”

“I’m going to gather mushrooms,” Masaru nodded.

He looked at Katsuki for a beat, like he was dying to ask him to come along but wasn’t sure if it was a good idea. Katsuki used to hate doing stuff like this with his father. Foraging wasn’t so bad in itself, and Katsuki was glad that he’d learned how to gather edible things and avoid poisonous ones. But his old man always tried to fucking talk to him while they did it, and Katsuki absolutely hated that. So he really had no idea why he said,

“Find me another basket, I’m coming with you.”

Masaru gasped, and Katsuki couldn’t even blame him for being surprised. He recovered fast, though, and immediately gave him his basket before scrambling somewhere to find a second one.

He came back soon after in a light jog, looking like a kid who’d won their very first fight.

“I’m sure we’ll find plenty, if you’re coming with me,” he said with one of his soft, muted smiles. “We haven’t done this together in so long…”

“I did it a lot in Yuuei,” Katsuki grumbled.

Learning how to survive on his own used to be the only thing that could convince him to come with his old man. ‘I’m sure your mother will be more likely to let you leave if she knows you can find your own food, you know,’ he used to say whenever Katsuki refused to come with him. It had come in handy more than once, he had to admit.

His father’s smile got a little brighter at that, and Katsuki knew he’d heard the silent ‘thanks for teaching me’ behind his words.

“I’m glad you’ve found it useful,” he said. “And I’m glad you’re coming with me today.”

“Didn’t have anything else to do anyway,” Katsuki shrugged.

They walked to the forest in silence. His father stayed not too far from him, and for a moment, the only times they spoke were solely about the mushrooms. “This one isn’t very good, but edible. Should I pick it?” Katsuki asked, and his father shrugged and said, “Don’t bother, we haven’t reached the good spot yet,” so Katsuki left it. “Look, this one is a good one,” his father said, and Katsuki immediately retorted, “Are you fucking blind? It has gills, it’s the toxic kind!” so his father gave him a nod of approval, because of course it was a fucking disguised test.

To Katsuki’s surprise, his father didn’t once try to make him talk about what was bothering him. He used to do that all the time, before Katsuki left. Drag him to the forest and try to make him talk about his fucking feelings between fun facts about mushrooms and edible plants. It seemed that he’d learned his lesson, but Katsuki knew his old man had noticed that he was feeling like shit. His side glances weren’t slick, and his relationship with the Hag wouldn’t have lasted this long if he hadn’t been so good at reading people’s moods.

But Katsuki wasn’t going to tell him shit. Not until the old man asked. He wouldn’t stoop so low as to actually come to his father for… what? Advice? Comfort? A stupid compassionate ear or whatever?

Every option seemed equally terrible and embarrassing. When was the last time his father had provided any of these things anyway?

When was the last time Katsuki let him do anything for him?

Katsuki clicked his tongue. The old man used to be good at that. He used to be the one Katsuki would turn to whenever he needed any of those things. Not because he didn’t have any other choice, but because he knew he’d always find whatever he was looking for with his father. But that was when Katsuki was five and didn’t know any better.

He knew a lot more now, though. He knew he’d been just as stupid and ignorant as his five year old self until recently.

Katsuki managed to focus on the mushrooms until they filled both their baskets and an extra bag.

“We did great,” Masaru said with a smile as they headed back. “Thank you for coming with me. I wouldn’t have gathered as much without you.”

Katsuki shrugged. “It was that or doing nothing today. Gotta make myself useful.”

His father nodded without pointing out that there was always something to do at camp, and they continued walking in silence.

With nothing else to distract him, Katsuki felt the Dread come back with a vengeance. He hadn’t even realized it was nearly gone, but now it was all he could think about.

“Fuck…” Katsuki muttered under his breath.

His father sent him a glance, but didn’t say anything. It seemed that it was up to Katsuki to decide whether or not he’d say what was on his mind.

He could wait for Eijirou to come back, of course. The sun was getting low, and even if Katsuki and his father got back to camp before him, they’d probably have to dry a lot of today’s harvest, which would give Katsuki something to focus on.

So really, there was no reason for him to say, “I had a fucking nightmare.”

His father looked at him, giving him a silent invitation to elaborate.

Katsuki didn’t want to, but he still continued, like his five-year-old self had suddenly decided to take control of his mouth. “I couldn’t go back to Omah, the dragon city, no matter how hard I tried,” he said. “And now there’s this stupid fucking… gut feeling that’s been lingering all day. Like that damn dream’s gonna come true or something.”

“Does it happen often?” his father asked after a beat of silence.

“It’s the first time I’ve had this dream,” Katsuki shrugged.

His father kept looking at him, like he was expecting more from him.

Katsuki sighed. “The stupid fucking feeling’s been coming and going for some time, I guess.”

There was another beat of silence until his father asked carefully, “Since when?”

“I don’t know,” Katsuki said. “Sometime after we reached Omah, I guess…”

“Anything that could have triggered it?”

“That’s the damn problem,” Katsuki pouted. “Everything’s going fucking fine. We’re settled, and no one hates our guts or anything. Eijirou has made a lot of friends. And… ugh, so have I, I guess.”

His father hummed thoughtfully, and for a moment, it seemed like the conversation was over.

Damn Katsuki and his tendency to open up to people who didn’t say shit. That was why Eijirou would’ve been a better choice. But now here Katsuki was, stuck with his stupid father who kept asking for details and didn’t give anything back.

“So you’re worried,” he said eventually.

“I’m not fucking worried,” Katsuki hissed through clenched teeth, tensing immediately.

“Anxious, then.”

“I’m not fucking anxious!” Katsuki barked this time, hands sparking threateningly.

His father sent him an unimpressed look.

“You’re feeling like your home is going to be taken away even if there is no real threat,” he said calmly. “There’s no shame in that. It’s understandable.”

“How so?” Katsuki grumbled. He wasn’t supposed to be like this. Eijirou was the one who worried about every little thing. Fuck, did he really live like this? It sucked!

“Your home was taken away twice when you expected it the least,” his father said. “And it happened a third time after you returned to Maito, even if you were the one who decided to leave this time. Anyone would be worried about it happening again out of the blue.”

There was no judgment in his voice, but part of Katsuki still wanted to scream that he wasn’t just anyone, damn it!

“So what? You’re telling me I’m feeling like shit over nothing?” he snapped.

“I wouldn’t say it’s nothing,” his old man said. “If it’s happened in the past, it can happen again. Or at least, that’s what your guts believe.”

He must have been right, because Katsuki’s insides immediately clenched at the words.

“But what’s the fucking point of worrying if there’s no damn threat?!” Katsuki barked, unsure if he was talking to his father or to his own knotted guts.

“These things don’t always make sense, son,” his old man said patiently, like he was speaking to a child.

It would have irked Katsuki more if he hadn't been aware of how childish his reaction was. His nightmares didn't make sense either, after all. He couldn't predict when they'd come or what they'd be about. Knowing it didn't make him feel any better, though.

“You know, your mother was like this too, after you left last spring.”

“Like what?” Katsuki barked.

“Restless because she was worried you wouldn't come back,” his father said.

“I said I fucking would, what more did she want? I even told Shouta to remind you I'd be back!”

“I know, but we don't control these things,” Masaru said. “We'd lost you in the past. It could happen again, even if things were going pretty well before you left.”

“So you were worried about that shit, too.”

“I would have, I think. But I kept repeating to your mother that you promised you'd be back and you always keep your word, so I ended up believing in you more than my worries,” he said with a chuckle.

“But I know this damn feeling doesn't make any damn sense. That doesn’t stop me from feeling it.”

His father hummed and stayed silent for a moment. Just when Katsuki thought he wouldn't say anything else, he asked, “So what if the worst happens, then? What if you can't go back?”

“I'd have lost most of my shit, first of all,” Katsuki grumbled.

“Things that can't be replaced?”

“Eijirou's hoard…”

“They'd give you your belongings back, then. Dragon shifters would never separate someone from their hoard,” Masaru pointed out.

Katsuki's guts couldn't argue with that, so he nodded reluctantly.

For the rest of the trip, his father kept going through the worst that could happen with him. And somehow, by the time they were back, Katsuki realized that he was feeling better. Taking the time to confront the spiral of irrational fears with sound arguments, instead of just dismissing it as bullshit, made him feel less helpless

It seemed that the damn old man hadn't lost his touch. Katsuki almost wanted to be mad about it, but he didn't want to ruin his improved mood. He couldn't say he felt great, but at least he no longer felt like he was in immediate danger.

His father didn't ask him if he felt better, and Katsuki was grateful for it. Not that he didn't want to admit it, but… he didn't want to make a big deal out of it.

Sending a glance in his father's direction, Katsuki found himself wondering if he hadn't earned a pravt amcerkeln just for this. He didn't want to forgive his parents for good, but… an extra step toward it felt in order.

Later, though. He'd think about it later. For now, he was going to help his father sort and process their mushrooms, and then he'd make Eijirou the best venison and mushroom stew for dinner!

.

They were coming back from a trip to the giants' village when it happened. And somehow, Katsuki’s stupid shitty Dread didn’t warn him at all, thus proving how damn useless it was.

The day had been nice. The flight to and from the village had been easy. Eijirou had another offer to join the Earth Trackers whenever he wanted. They’d even confirmed that they could teach him how to search for caves and find his way underground—another step toward finding more dragon shifter historical sites. 

It all went to shit the moment Eijirou landed in the camp in the late afternoon.

“You didn't see your mother on the way back, did you?” his father asked with poorly hidden nervousness.

His face fell when they confirmed they hadn't seen her.

“She left for a hunt this morning and she still isn't back…” he said.

“And so what? Maybe she had to go far to find something,” Katsuki retorted. Still, it wasn't like his father to act so worried and it made him uneasy.

“She said she'd be back in the early afternoon even if she was empty handed,” Masaru said with a frown. He stayed silent for a beat and sighed. “Eijirou, if you're not too tired and it's not a bother, do you think you could maybe…”

“I can look for her, sure,” Eijirou said immediately. “Do you know in what direction she was going?”

Masaru's expression immediately relaxed a little. “Thank you. She said she was going to the cliffs east of here. You must have seen them on your way to Toyomitsu's village.”

“I think I know where you mean,” Eijirou said. “I'll go, then. Be right back!”

“There's no need to bring her back if she's fine,” Masaru said. “I just want to make sure she can get back on her own.”

Eijirou nodded and shifted back to his full dragon form, stretching his wings a little before he asked, “Katsuki, do you want to come?”

Katsuki shrugged and jumped on his partner's back. “Sure, let's go,” he said.

When they took off, he was confident that they'd just find his mother on her way back to the camp. When that didn't happen and they reached the forest, his certitude wavered, but he didn't let his father's worries affect him. The Hag was strong. Whatever made her late, she could take care of herself.

Eijirou roared a few times and Katsuki tried calling her name as they slowly flew just above the trees, but there was no answer.

Katsuki's guts slowly started clenching from there, and it only got worse with every unanswered call. Where the fuck was she? What could have kept her?

They reached the cliffs and started flying above them, but there was no trace of her anywhere.

“Let's just look somewhere else,” Katsuki grumbled. “I bet she changed her mind and didn't come here after all or something.”

It would explain why she wasn't answering. It wouldn't explain why she wasn't back, though.

Fuck, that was why people were supposed to say where they were going in advance! How the hell were they supposed to find her now? If something happened and she couldn't come back…

Katsuki shook his head. The Hag was way too stubborn to just die.

But his father's hair was as gray as it was brown these days… Even Inko, who was a little younger than both of his parents, had her fair share of gray strands and wrinkles when they last saw her. The Hag looked as young as ever, like even time was fucking scared of her but…

“Any idea where she could have gone, then?” Eijirou asked, snapping him out of his thoughts.

“How the fuck would I know?!” Katsuki grumbled. “Just… ugh, I don't know. The sun is getting low, let's go back to the camp. We've done what we could.”

He didn't want to, though. But the others might have a better idea where to look and… Fuck, was Katsuki really about to send a search party for her, like she'd done for him and Eijirou when they didn't come back after the snow storm last time?

“Let's do one last round, then,” Eijirou decided. “I'm not really tired. Maybe we could split this time? She'll know the sound of your explosions, right?”

Katsuki nodded before he realized that his partner couldn't see him.

“Could work…” he said. “But there's no need to–”

“I can tell you're getting worried, Katsuki. And so am I. I care about Mitsuki too, you know,” Eijirou said. “ Let's give it another try, okay?”

Katsuki grunted in assent and immediately took off, letting out his brightest explosions as he circled around the cliffs while Eijirou left to look further up. He was tempted to make them louder too, but there was no point if they made him deaf to the Hag's possible replies. If she even was in the area, that was.

He was about to give up when he heard a call coming from the top of the cliff.

“Katsuki! Is that you?” the unmistakable voice of the Hag called. It was relatively weak and Katsuki couldn't see her until he landed and saw her under the trees, near where the forest ended. She looked like she was just sitting and having a nice little rest next to a boar she'd killed, but the moment Katsuki came closer, he realized that his first impression was far from the truth.

She looked pale, her skin shining with sweat, and the smile she gave him looked almost scary with how forced it was.

“Did your father send you?” she asked, voice wavering a little even as she tried to act like nothing was wrong.

“He got worried when you didn’t come back, so he sent Eijirou and me to look for you,” Katsuki nodded as he walked closer.

His mother seemed mostly fine, aside from a fresh bandage around her arm, but her face betrayed that she was in a lot of pain.

“Of course, it’s just like him to get worried over something like that,” she said.

Katsuki reached her then, and without the low branches obscuring his view, he noticed that her leg was stuck under the boar’s body.

“What happened? Not strong enough to carry your kill home?” he asked with a forced smile, trying to ignore the knots of worry in his guts.

Mitsuki rolled her eyes.

“I’m plenty strong enough for that and you know it, brat,” she snapped. Her eyes went back to her leg, and she sighed. “I tried to free myself but I think my leg’s broken. Or maybe something’s twisted. I don’t know, but it hurts like hell.”

Looking to the side, Katsuki noticed the bell tied to a low branch within his mother’s reach, tinkling weakly in the wind. Between that and the bandage, she looked like she’d been here for a while.

“How the hell did you even end up like this?” he grumbled, circling the boar to figure out the best way to free the Hag from its weight and hoping he wouldn’t make it worse somehow. He almost didn’t want to see what her leg looked like underneath…

“Does it really fucking matter? Just get it off me and let’s go home!” she barked. “Where’s Eijirou?”

“Don’t fucking yell, dammit!” Katsuki yelled as he finally found a good grip on the boar, steeling himself for whatever was coming next. “We split up to find you faster. I’ll go get him as soon as you’re free and we’ll fly you home.”

Mitsuki seemed to relax at that. She didn’t even try to yell back as she let out a sigh of relief and said it sounded good.

“Bet your old man is worried sick,” she said with a weak chuckle.

“And he was fucking right. Look at yourself!” Katsuki snapped as he hoisted the beast and managed to roll it off his mother’s leg.

It looked like shit, but it wasn’t as bad as Katsuki had feared. Her shin looked swollen, but there was no visible wound or deformation. The Hag’s attempt to put her leg under her ended with a wince, though. And for a second, Katsuki was pretty sure she was going to pass out on him.

“Don’t move!” he barked. “I’m gonna get Eijirou. You better not do anything stupid until we can get you to the healer, you hear me?”

“Don’t give me orders, brat!” the Hag hissed.

“Then move and fucking die, whatever,” Katsuki grumbled as he walked away to take off from the cliff. “But if you ain’t here when I come back, we’re not looking for you again.”

She rolled her eyes, but didn’t say anything else.

It didn’t take long for Katsuki to find Eijirou. His explosions were hard to miss in the quickly darkening sky, and his partner joined him the moment he noticed them.

“I couldn’t see you for a moment. Did you find her?” he asked.

“Yeah, follow me,” Katsuki said, not waiting for a reply before leading him straight to his mother.

She hadn’t moved since he left. And now that she was free, she seemed ready to take things into her own hands.

“You’re back, great!” she said. “I took out more bandages. I think my leg is just broken. See if you can find branches for a splint. Eijirou, can you fly the two of us back?”

Eijirou shifted back to his human form to join them and assess the situation.

“I can carry the two of you and the boar, yeah,” he said while Katsuki looked around for decent branches. “It shouldn’t be too hard, with the cliffs to take off. But how did you end up like this, Mitsuki?”

“Long story, but that asshole boar fell on my leg and broke it,” she said curtly. “Been stuck here ever since.”

Making a quick splint for the Hag didn’t take long. Hoisting her on Eijirou’s back was a bit more delicate, but they managed. Since the boar wasn’t too big, Eijirou managed to take it in his front claws.

“It’s heavier than I thought…” he admitted as he dragged it toward the cliffs. “I can take off easily from here, but…”

Katsuki was about to tell him that he’d fly next to them, to make his load lighter, but a quick look in his mother’s direction convinced him otherwise. She was holding onto Eijirou, but she looked like she’d fall at the first of his wingbeats. And with a heavy boar to carry, there was no way his partner’s take-off would be stable enough for her.

“I’ll support you during your flight,” he decided, jumping on Eijirou’s back to sit behind his mother.

“I’m not that weak, no need to hold me,” she grumbled, but made no move to push him away. 

“Alright, let’s go! Ready, Katsuki?” Eijirou asked.

“Yeah, let’s go,” he said. “Brace yourself.”

Just as he predicted, the take-off was a little shaky at first. Katsuki was used to helping Eijirou now, boosting his wind magic whenever he needed, but it still took them a moment to find their rhythm. Katsuki heard a hiss of pain from his mother and had to grab her when he felt her slip to the side. She was shivering, he realized. And she seemed so fucking weak, like he could break her if he held on too tight…

He expected his mother to complain about being held, but neither of them said anything for the whole flight. Katsuki kept his grip on her until they reached the camp. There was a small crew in the central clearing, and Eijirou had to roar to announce his presence so they'd make room for him to land safely.

Katsuki’s father was the first to run toward them. “Did you find her?” he asked.

“I’m here, don’t worry,” the Hag grumbled, sounding even weaker than before. “And look, I even got you a boar!”

“What happened?” he asked, not even looking at the quarry Eijirou had put down.

“I’m fine, just help me down.”

“You’re the opposite of ‘fine’, you old hag,” Katsuki growled as he got her to throw her good leg over Eijirou’s neck. “Careful, her leg’s broken,” he said to  Rikidou, who came forward with his own mother. The sturdy bear shifters carefully helped Mitsuki down, making sure not to let her touch the ground.

Katsuki jumped down after her, letting Eijirou shift back to his human form.

“Shut up, it’s not as bad as it looks,” he heard the Hag grumble when Rikidou’s mother admonished her for going hunting on her own.

“You could’ve spent the whole night stuck under a dead boar. How the fuck is that not bad?” Katsuki barked as she was carried toward the healer’s tent.

“You two found me, didn’t you?”

“And what if we hadn’t?!”

“I’m here now. I’m fine,” she said more calmly, looking him in the eye as if she wanted to make sure her words stuck. “Let’s focus on that.”

It was the last thing she said before she entered the tent. His father thanked Kastuki and Eijirou  for finding her and told them to handle the boar before he quickly followed her inside.

“Do you think she’ll be alright?” Eijirou asked, wrapping an arm around Katsuki’s shoulder.

“Yeah, she’s sturdy as fuck,” Katsuki nodded. “And our healer knows how to deal with broken bones. She’ll be fine as long as she doesn’t keep acting like a reckless idiot.”

“That reminds me of someone…” Eijirou said with a chuckle. Katsuki didn’t tell him off, for once. “How about you, then? How are you feeling?”

Katsuki turned toward him with a frown. “The fuck kind of question is that?”

Still, as much as he wanted to tell his partner that he was, obviously, fine… he realized that he really wasn’t. The Hag kept saying that she was alright, but she’d almost died today. His mother almost died today. She’d always been so strong that even when his hatred and contempt for her were at their peak, Katsuki never once doubted that. She was supposed to be invincible! And yet, she’d almost died a slow and lonely death, killed by a stupid fucking boar.

It was… Fuck! Katsuki wouldn’t even have looked for her if his father hadn’t asked him to! He wouldn’t have questioned her absence until at least the next day, and who knew what the fuck could have happened in the meantime? Some creature could’ve come and finish her off, and she’d be gone, and Katsuki would’ve never–

“Hey, Katsuki? Breathe for me,” Eijirou said, cupping his cheeks and bringing him back to the present.

When did he even stop breathing?

“She’ll be fine, you said it yourself,” he said softly, knocking their foreheads together in a grounding shifter kiss. “So let’s take care of her boar and have dinner, yeah? We can visit her later, what do you say?”

Katsuki nodded, feeling some of his tension seep out of his body, and followed Eijirou's lead in silence.

Still, he couldn't shake the thought. His mother had almost died today, and he still hadn’t considered whether or not he wanted to forgive her.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I didn't expect this small Bakugou Family Bonding arc, but here we are. Somehow, I had a huge burst of inspiration when I decided to break Mitsuki's leg. I guess that's ONE WAY to cure writer block...

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 93: A Worthy Opponent

Notes:

My place smells like cookies and I'm crocheting the Shawl of Chaos, I hope you're also having a nice day!

Enjoy this chapter!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

A week after breaking her leg, Mitsuki seemed to be doing pretty well. She couldn’t walk without crutches and had to be carried in a cart with the tents when they moved, but aside from that, she was as lively as ever and the healer was confident that she’d recover fully.

It was a relief. It had been quite a shock for Eijirou to find her injured that day. Though from what he’d seen, Katsuki had clearly been the most affected by it. Not that Eijirou could blame him. He’d seen his own parents get injured a few times growing up, but Mitsuki’s hunt could have ended up a lot worse if Masaru hadn’t sent them to look for her.

If something like this had happened to Eijirou’s parents… If something had already happened…

Eijirou couldn’t even finish his thought as he was hit by the realization that something terrible could have happened to his family and he’d never know. Maybe his parents were already dead. Maybe his siblings had been gravely injured. Maybe his village had been attacked by bandits and everyone he knew growing up was gone. How could Eijirou even know?

“Hey, something wrong?” Katsuki asked suddenly, bringing him back to the present.

Eijirou hadn’t been listening to him for a while, too absorbed in his own nightmarish thoughts.

“Sorry! I was just thinking. I’m fine!” he said quickly, shaking his head in the hope of dislodging them.

Katsuki looked at him with a frown, looking unconvinced, but he didn’t insist when Eijirou told him that he’d be alright and just needed to get out of his own head. He wasn’t even lying: there was no point in thinking about these things. He’d cut ties with his family already. What happened to them shouldn’t matter anymore.

… It shouldn’t, but it still did.

“Anyway, what were you saying?” Eijirou asked.

Katsuki opened his mouth like he wanted to say something. Closed it.

“Let’s just go home,” he decided, grabbing his wrist to guide him toward their tent. “We gotta take care of the stuff we gathered today and I want your opinion on something.”

“Sure,” Eijirou nodded, glad to have something else to focus on. “Whatever you want.”

As expected from his partner, Katsuki didn’t start speaking immediately after they reached their tent. It took a few minutes of diligently husking the hazelnuts they’d found for him to finally say anything. Eijirou didn’t mind. He was busy plucking one of the partridges they caught, preparing it to cook for dinner, thinking about what they should do with the rest. 

“It’s about my parents,” Katsuki said, breaking their companionable silence.

“Yeah? Did something happen?” Eijirou asked, still focused on his task.

Katsuki slammed his hand on the table, making him look up. “The Hag almost fucking died,” he said with a frown. “That’s what the fuck happened.”

Eijirou put down his partridge, waiting for him to continue.

Katsuki sighed and took another fistful of hazelnuts. “I was thinking about doing another pravt amcerkeln this year. They’ve been… My parents, I mean… They haven’t been the worst, so far,” he said as he methodically separated the nuts from their husks.

“You seem to be getting along a lot better than before,” Eijirou nodded, getting back to work as well.

“It ain’t hard,” Katsuki huffed. “But yeah.”

“What’s the matter, then? I think you should go for it.”

Katsuki paused in his work once more, pensive. “That’s not the problem. I was already going to do that.” He resumed his task and continued, “I just keep thinking… I don’t…” He paused again and sighed. “It would kinda suck if they fucking croaked while I’m still officially mad at them, right?”

Eijirou looked up after clearing away the plucked feathers.

“Are you still mad at them?” he asked.

Katsuki lowered his head with a groan. “I don’t fucking know. I don’t wanna pretend that nothing happened. I still… have shitty feelings about them sometimes. But I understand their reasons now. And I’ve been mad at them for most of my life. So…” He shook his head. “But I don’t wanna rush this just because the Hag almost died. That’d be shitty.”

“Hmm, I see what you mean,” Eijirou nodded. “What happens if you go for an amcerkeln and realize later on that it was too early?”

Katsuki shrugged. “I don’t know… Do another one, I guess?”

“You’ve never heard of it happening?”

Katsuki shook his head. He stared at the table for a moment and sighed. “I guess there’s a lot of shit I don’t know about Barbarian culture, after all…” he mused, almost too quietly for Eijirou to hear.

Silence followed as Eijirou mulled over Katsuki's words.

“So?” Katsuki asked suddenly, sending him an expectant look. “What do you think I should do?”

Eijirou blinked at him, surprised. He knew Katsuki valued his opinion, of course, but it was rare for him to ask for it so openly.

“Well, um… I don’t know,” Eijirou said, regretting his words the moment they came out of his mouth. Way to make Katsuki sorry for opening up to him… “Do you want to forgive them?”

“I don’t know! It’s not…” Katsuki shook his head. “I don’t wanna hold what happened over their heads forever. But I don’t want them to think just because we had an amcerkeln, we’re gonna be a perfect fucking family or whatever. That’s never gonna happen.”

“Right…” Eijirou nodded. “Do you think that’s how they’re going to take it?”

“How the fuck would I know?!”

“You could always tell them,” Eijirou pointed out.

Katsuki grunted, seemingly unconvinced. Eijirou finished cleaning up. Once he was done, his partner finally spoke.

“I thought it’d take at least a few more pravt amcerkeln before I reach the actual one. This feels rushed as fuck.”

“Then go for a pravt amcerkeln as planned. It’s not like Mitsuki is in any condition to fight you, anyway.”

“My old man could do it,” Katsuki said. “He sucks, but he’d do it.”

“Would it be enough for you?”

Katsuki hummed, pensive. “Guess not.” He stayed silent for a moment, and added, “But I don’t want them to croak before the amcerkeln either. It’d feel… unfinished or whatever.”

“But you’ve established that you can’t have a proper one until Mitsuki recovers anyway,” Eijirou pointed out. “So you’ll just have to trust them until next year. It’s not like they’ll be in more danger than usual. It’s just that your perception has changed.”

Just like Eijirou’s regarding his own parents. Mitsuki’s accident had shaken him more than he’d initially thought, it seemed.

“I could just fight my old man…” Katsuki repeated. “But I want this to be a good fight. But I also wanna make sure I actually have it…”

“And I take it there’s no kind of placeholder amcerkeln?” Eijirou asked jokingly.

“No.”

“Too bad,” Eijirou chuckled. He half expected it to be a thing. It was almost surprising that there was a type of fight Barbarians didn’t have.

“I’ve been thinking about another pravt amcerkeln for some time,” Katsuki repeated after another moment of silence. “Had a talk with my old man not too long ago and it went… fine, I guess. Made me think they deserved it.” He sighed. “I should’ve done it back then.”

“You couldn’t have known,” Eijirou pointed out.

Katsuki grunted in reluctant agreement.

“I fucking hate this…” he grumbled a little later. “It’s gonna be a shit fight, but I don’t want them to name a champion to do it for them.”

“It might be good for you to fight your dad at least once, anyway,” Eijirou remarked. “But you said he’s not much of a fighter, right?”

Katsuki shrugged. “He grew up near the border, so he got some training when he was young. But he thinks too much and he’s way too scared to hurt people. He’s not gonna break at the first hit, but he still sucks.”

“Still better than nothing, right?”

When Katsuki answered with another grunt, Eijirou got up and walked around the table to offer him a hug. His partner let himself slump against Eijirou’s chest, like always. Eijirou wrapped his arms around him to pull him closer.

“You stink,” Katsuki grumbled after a while, not even trying to move.

“So do you,” Eijirou retorted. He did feel pretty dirty, after spending the whole day hunting and foraging in the mud with his partner. He’d already planned to bathe in the nearby river, unless Katsuki could heat up some water for them once they were done, but… “I miss the baths in dragon cities…” he sighed.

“They’re fucking awesome,” Katsuki nodded. “I missed them a lot too, when I was sent back here.”

“I can imagine,” Eijirou hummed. “But I’m sure when I go back to Omah, there will be things I miss from the Golden Mountains.”

“Like what?”

“Like hunting the biggest creature I can find and laying it at your feet?” Eijirou said with a smile. “I should do that soon, while I still have the chance.”

“Right, I should do that, too…” Katsuki said, pensive. “We should go together and see who can bring the best kill to the other.”

“Sounds fun! Is that another classic Barbarian flirting technique?” Eijirou asked.

“Not really, but who fucking cares?”

“Right, right. I’d love to do that with you,” Eijirou said. “After your pravt amcerkeln, maybe?”

Katsuki groaned at the reminder, but still nodded. Eijirou liked this plan. They were going to leave soon, and he wanted to fully enjoy the rest of his stay here.

.

To his surprise, Katsuki didn’t feel particularly nervous or restless the next day, when he challenged his parents to another pravt amcerkeln. He waited until they were all free, then calmly went to them and demanded a fight.

They both stared at him like he’d grown a second head.

“Katsuki…” his father said slowly.

“How the fuck do you expect me to fight like this, brat?!” his mother interrupted him, pointing at her broken leg with one of her crutches.

“There’s no fucking way I’m fighting you, Hag, don’t even think about it,” Katsuki retorted, standing firmly in front of them, eyes resolutely set on his father.

Masaru looked at him with wide eyes. He turned toward the Hag, then slowly back to him.

“Do you really want to fight me?” he asked slowly.

“You better be fucking ready, because I’m not letting you choose a champion,” Katsuki said.

“Don’t be stupid, brat!” his mother intervened. “Just wait until I’m better and I’ll give you a fight!”

“I’m not waiting for shit,” Katsuki retorted, eyes still on his old man who looked like he was about to choke. “You won’t be better before I leave anyway.”

“Then it can–”

“It’s okay, Mitsuki,” his father said suddenly, putting a hand on her shoulder. “I’ll do it, if it’s what you want,” he added for Katsuki, looking a lot more resolute than before. “Are we doing it now?”

Katsuki nodded.

He’d asked Eijirou to come along, if only to keep an eye on the Hag, but they picked a place outside of the camp for their fight. Katsuki had no idea what kind of shit was going to come out, and he’d rather not have an audience.

As expected, his old man wasn’t a fighter. He was weak, slow, his brain got in the way of whatever fighting techniques he’d picked up over the years, he hadn’t studied Katsuki’s style at all because he expected the Hag to fight for him, and none of the pointers she was yelling at him from the sidelines were helping. Still, there was something almost frightening in the way he always got up after Katsuki threw him down and got back in a fighting stance, ready to get his ass kicked once again.

Katsuki respected that. He respected that and yet, when the old man dragged himself back up after another nasty kick, he found himself yelling,

“See? This is what I fucking hate about you! You’re so damn weak! You can’t hold your own against the Hag and me! The best you can do is be a damn punching bag, and you just fucking accept it!”

He hadn’t expected to say that. His father seemed to have, however. He looked a little hurt by the comment, but he shrugged it off and got back into his usual defensive fighting stance.

“I don’t think things would have worked out with your mother if I’d tried to fight her every chance I had, you know,” he pointed out. “And it wouldn’t work with you either.”

Katsuki attacked again.

“But you’re supposed to do it when it fucking matters!” he yelled as he easily went past his father’s guard with a feint and grabbed him by the collar when he was wide open. “What stopped you from telling me what the fuck was going on, huh?! You were supposed to have my back! You were supposed to pick up her slack!”

That made him avert his eyes. “I know, son,” he said softly. “I’ve been a coward, and I’m sorry.”

Katsuki took a step back, releasing his grip. The old man had already apologized for his role in what had happened, but it didn’t feel like it was enough.

Katsuki punched him in the gut hard enough to make him crumple to the ground.

“At least try to dodge, damn it! Give me a proper fight!” he barked.

“I’m trying,” Masaru wheezed.

“You’re always like this. You’re all words, but you can’t fucking act when you have to!”

“We all have our strengths,” he gritted out as he slowly got back to his feet. “Words have their use too.”

“And look how fucking useful they’ve been! The one time I really needed them, and you just left it to the Hag to figure out what to tell me when she sent me off! You’re the one who’s supposed to be good with words! You were the one who was supposed to fucking get me!”

“Hey, that one’s on me!” the Hag yelled from the sidelines. “I’m the one who insisted on handling it.”

“Well, he could’ve told you it was a shitty idea!” Katsuki barked in her direction. He then turned back toward his old man and added, “You didn’t do shit when I came back either.”

That made his father react, somehow. Looking back up with a frown, he armed his fist and started advancing.

Katsuki saw the hit coming from a mile away and dodged it easily, but for once, his father didn’t let it stop him. Instead, he immediately tried to grab him in a chokehold, arm wrapping around his neck. 

“You can’t say that!” his father hissed as he struggled to grapple him properly. “You can’t say I didn’t try! I tried everything I could!”

Katsuki broke out of the hold before he had a good grasp and staggered back, memories of hushed talks resurfacing.

“Thanks for telling me he’s with you, but can you maybe keep him for a little while? I think he needs some space, it might be good for him,” Masaru had asked his sister with the inn near the border, the second time Katsuki ran away from his tribe. Neither of them had been aware that he was listening in. And Katsuki had been so furious at the  betrayal and so full of resentment toward his parents that he came out and dragged his father back to the tribe himself. Anything was better than accepting his old man’s help and pity, he’d thought at the time.

“I watched you suffer every day, and nothing I did ever made you feel better!” his father continued, attacking again while Katsuki was too stunned to do more than dodge. “You wouldn’t talk to me! You wouldn’t listen to me! You wouldn’t let me help!”

His father talking him into going foraging with him, away from prying ears… His father’s invitations to cook together… And through all of that, Katsuki only resented him more for not leaving him alone.

“Of course I wouldn’t fucking let you help! You abandoned me! You fucking lied!” Katsuki retorted, finally fighting back as he unleashed a flurry of palm heel strikes. “I trusted you, and you betrayed me!”

His father staggered back, just as Katsuki wanted, but he didn’t go down immediately, for once.

“I know that!” he said, closing the gap between them once more. “I don’t blame you. I knew I was responsible, too! But what else was I supposed to do?”

And that was the problem, wasn’t it? Nothing would have worked. There was nothing anyone in the tribe could have done to make him listen, back then. Least of all his father.

“You could have let me go!” Katsuki still barked, trying to push him back with a kick in the sternum that his father somehow dodged.

“You were a child! And you wouldn’t stay with my family in Yuuei either!”

“Because they were fucking traitors I couldn’t trust either!”

His father managed to grab him then as he hissed with genuine anger, “They were worried about you! We all were!”

“Then they did a shit job of showing it,” Katsuki huffed, easily breaking away from his hold and pushing him away. ‘You all did,’ he wanted to add, but he knew now that it wasn’t true. He just didn’t want to see the truth, and nothing could have changed his mind.

“Maybe you’re right. Maybe there was something I could have done that I didn’t think of,” he said after a beat of silence, out of breath but still standing. He stood taller, obviously preparing for a right hook, and added, “But I don’t want to hear that I did nothing!”

“Don’t blame him, Mitsuki,” Katsuki remembered hearing once, late at night, when he was supposed to be asleep. “This is our own doing. We’ll try again tomorrow.”

His father’s last blow almost landed, but he slowed down at the last moment, like the soft dumbass he was. Katsuki easily deflected his fist and grabbed it before he used his old man’s momentum to throw him forward and lock his arm behind his back. Masaru struggled for a few ragged breaths before Katsuki released his grip, pushing him away from grappling range. His father tripped on his feet and fell to his knees.

Once more, he got back up. Once more, he got back into a fighting stance—an offensive one, this time; one meant to catch him as soon as he was within range.

Katsuki shook his head.

“That’s enough. The fight’s over.”

He didn’t want to keep throwing him around like this. Not only was it too easy, but it didn’t feel right. Not anymore.

His father nodded slowly, then let out a sigh of relief as he let himself sprawl on the ground. Katsuki rolled his eyes at the pathetic display, but he was still proud of him for holding out to the end. The fight had been as disappointing as Katsuki had expected, and it would have made for the worst amcerkeln ever, but he did feel a little bit lighter. It was enough for now.

Part of him wanted to just leave. But since Eijirou already had Mitsuki to worry about and she’d definitely try to help him up herself if she had to, Katsuki walked toward his father and offered his hand. Masaru almost fell again when Katsuki pulled him up, and he had the gall to fucking smile at him as he thanked him.

“How do you feel, son?” he asked, like he wasn’t the one who got punched, kicked, and thrown around like a straw doll for most of the fight.

“That was fucking pathetic,” Katsuki grumbled. His father’s smile faltered, and Katsuki added with a sigh, “But it served its purpose, I guess.”

“I’m glad, then,” Masaru said with another smile.

“Just go home and get some rest,” Katsuki said as he walked back toward Eijirou and Mitsuki. “And learn how to fight, damn it.”

He was met with a glare from his mother. “I’ve allowed this once, brat,” she hissed threateningly. “You better let me fight, next time.”

“Then don’t get injured, Hag,” Katsuki retorted. “This wouldn’t have happened if you’d taken better care of yourself.”

That earned him a hit on the back with one of her crutches. “Show some damn respect! I’ll kick your ass next year, you’ll see!”

They bickered until his father joined them and tried to calm things down, as always. It didn’t feel as infuriating as before, though.

It was then that Katsuki realized that Eijirou hadn’t said anything since the fight had ended. He turned toward his partner to see him looking at them with a distant expression, like he was deep in thought. He was startled when Katsuki said they were going back to the camp, and followed in silence, keeping an eye on Mitsuki while Katsuki supported his father and told him that he should probably work on his grappling techniques if he didn’t want to hide behind the Hag forever. Of course, his old man nearly cried when Katsuki mentioned that he might even become decent at it someday.

It was the slowest walk back to the camp, and Katsuki felt restless once he’d dropped his parents at their tent.

He was about to ask Eijirou what he wanted to do next, when Rikidou and Mashirao came up to them.

“You look pretty pent up,” they said. “Wanna fight?”

They had to have known what just happened, but they still had the decency not to ask how the pravt amcerkeln went, so Katsuki didn’t mention it even as he agreed to a friendly fight. Still, he was grateful for the chance to unwind with opponents who could actually take a hit and hold their own against him. It didn’t have the emotional impact of his previous fight, but damn did it feel good! It was just what he needed. So maybe champions could have their use, after all…

To his surprise, Eijirou didn’t join them. He just watched from afar in silence, and followed Katsuki home afterward, still looking deep in thought.

Katsuki was going to ask what was wrong as soon as they were alone, but Eijirou finally spoke then.

“So, how do you feel?” he asked.

Katsuki shrugged. “It was a shitty fight. But you were right: I guess I needed to fight my old man, too.”

Until now, he hadn’t realized how much of his resentment had been focused on his father. Unlike his anger toward his mother, it wasn’t glaringly obvious. But it had still been there, and Katsuki was glad for the chance to address it before deciding to go for a proper amcerkeln. Maybe it’d allow him to focus on his grudge against his mother next time. And maybe then, he could finally put his feelings in order.

“I’m glad it worked, then,” Eijirou nodded.

He went back to being quiet and distant until Katsuki had enough, around dinnertime.

“You’re thinking about your family again, aren’t you?” he asked as he put their food on the table with a little more force than necessary.

It seemed to snap his partner out of his thoughts.

“What? Oh, uh… Yeah, I guess,” he said with a sheepish look. “But it’s alright, don’t worry!”

“It’s obviously fucking not,” Katsuki said. “I’ve never seen you like this. Or it was never this bad, at least.”

Eijirou opened his mouth to retort but instead closed it without saying anything.

“Look, I’ve done everything I wanted here,” Katsuki said. “We still have a couple of days. If you wanna visit–”

“There’s no need,” Eijirou interrupted him, shaking his head.

“Send a damn letter, then!”

“I said it’s fine!” Eijirou snapped, hand hitting the table hard enough to make everything on it shake. He took a deep breath, and added, “Thanks for your concern. But it’s just… It’s just wishful thinking or something. There’s no point.”

“I kept saying that about my parents, and I fucking hated their guts,” Katsuki pointed out. “And just because you check on them doesn’t mean you’re forgiving them or anything.”

“But what’s the point of going back just for that?”

“I don’t fucking know, but maybe you’ll stop looking so damn down all the time!” Katsuki said. “It doesn’t suit you.”

Eijirou sighed. “I know… But I don’t think it’s a good idea.”

Katsuki wanted to say something. To shake his partner until he stopped being such a damn idiot. But given the kind of answers Eijirou kept giving him, he knew there was no point. Much like Katsuki in the past, he needed to decide this for himself. All Katsuki could hope for was that Eijirou wouldn’t let it ruin his life for a whole year or more before he decided to do something about it.

And people had the nerve to say Katsuki was the stubborn one…

Notes:

I hope you liked it!
Fun fact: Fey made me rewrite most of the fight against Masaru, saying I wasn't putting in enough details about choreography. I accepted groaning and whining, but when I had a look at my other fights that they said worked, it turned out that I was being EVEN LESS specific. For some reason, it lifted enough weight off my shoulders that I ended up fleshing this one out a lot more than usual.

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Chapter 94: In the Nick(el) of Time

Notes:

Happy whatever holiday you're celebrating! As for me, I've been working all day... But it was fun!

Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

A familiar scene played out before Eijirou. He was sitting at the table of his childhood home, surrounded by his family. Everything was just as it was before he left. Eijirou could see every detail of their faces, he could feel the hard wood of the chair under him, hear the fire crackling nearby, and smell the familiar scent of pine wood mixed with the warmth of his mother’s cooking, so different from Katsuki’s.

They were sharing their first orange of the year. As always, his father thanked everyone for their efforts—a little ritual that had been going on for years. Slowly, he peeled the thick, shiny rind, and the sweet and sour smell of oranges filled Eijirou’s nostrils. It was going to be a good one, he could already tell. Then his father split it and passed around the pieces. One to Eijirou’s mother, one to Shizuka, one to Shinra, one to each of the twins… and that was it. There were two segments left, but he kept them both.

Eijirou opened his mouth to protest, but his mother spoke then.

“Let’s see how this year’s harvest is,” she said, not even sparing him a glance before biting into her piece.

“Hey! Where’s mine?” Eijirou asked as everyone but him started to eat.

There was no answer. They all ate, talked, shared their impressions, and no matter what Eijirou did, no matter how hard he screamed to get their attention, no one acknowledged him.

Eijirou woke up with a start, shaken and disoriented. The smell of oranges disappeared with his dream.

Right… he was in the Golden Mountains with Katsuki. He hadn’t been home in years.

Eijirou sighed and opened his eyes to check if he should get up. They would be leaving the Golden Mountains that evening  so he had been exempted from work around the camp in order to rest before the long flight, but he wasn’t tired anymore. Seeing the bright morning light filtering through the tent, he tried to sit up, but Katsuki’s grip on him immediately tightened, stopping him in his tracks.

“Where're you goin’?” his partner mumbled.

“It's morning, I'm up. You can keep sleeping,” Eijirou whispered as he gently tried to push Katsuki’s arm away, then more forcefully when his partner refused to budge.

“You’re th’one who should sleep, dumbass,” he said.

“I’ve had enough sleep. I’ll take a nap if I’m tired later.”

Katsuki groaned, but let him go reluctantly. Eijirou got up before his partner changed his mind, careful to keep him well covered. He got ready as quickly and silently as he could, hoping Katsuki would go back to sleep instead of following him outside. Then, he quietly slipped out of their tent, breathing in the fresh morning air.

Plenty of people were already up it seemed, and the area was slowly getting more animated, with people working around the camp to get it ready for winter and children playing between the tents. A few people jokingly told Eijirou to go back to bed and rest before his long trip, and he forced himself to smile when he told them that he wasn't tired anymore.

He sighed, wondering what to do as he fiddled with Katsuki’s small hunting trophies strung around his neck. His lips twitched when he realized that there wouldn’t be much room for the newest addition, but the thought was quickly buried under Eijirou’s current dilemma.

He wanted to be alone, but he didn't want to worry everyone by taking off now to find a secluded place. It was tempting, though… All this agitation was annoying him, and he wanted nothing more than to fly to the snow-covered peaks so he could think in peace.

His dream had shaken him more than he'd have imagined. He hadn't dreamed about his family like this in a while, and the idea that they'd completely forgotten him…

He shook his head. If they had, it was for the best, he reminded himself. It only confirmed that he shouldn't go back to them. He didn’t even want to imagine how much it’d hurt if he went back to find that they hadn’t missed him at all.

But would it be much better to go back and see how much he’d hurt them by leaving? Probably not…

“Wanna stretch your wings a little?” Katsuki asked behind him, making him jump in surprise. “I thought you had your fill when we went hunting, but…”

“What? Oh, uh… You said I should rest,” Eijirou said, turning toward his partner. “And you should sleep more, too.”

“Look who’s talking,” Katsuki huffed, punching him lightly on the shoulder.

Eijirou rolled his eyes, but didn’t protest.

“We could visit Izuku and Inko,” Katsuki suggested, eyes trained on him like he was trying to read into his very soul. “It's not far. And it'd spare them a trip here.”

Eijirou thought for a moment. The tribe had moved back to the wintering grounds a few days ago, and Izuku and Inko said they'd come see them off before they left. Going to them instead wasn't a bad idea, but the trip was way too short for what Eijirou wanted. With how much he’d gotten used to flying, the distance between the wintering grounds and the village felt like barely a few wingbeats.

He'd have plenty of time to fly in silence and think tonight, anyway…

“Let's pack up the tent, first. Yeah?” Eijirou offered.

Hopefully, he'd feel better afterward. It would be a shame not to enjoy his last day here to the fullest, after all.

As it turned out, the Midoriyas arrived before Eijirou could fly to their place, just as he finished packing the guest tent.

“We’ll have to go home before sunset and we wanted to spend as much time with you two as we can before you leave,” Izuku explained with a bright smile that warmed Eijirou to the core.

Despite his initial reluctance to be around people, he ended up having a nice, lazy day enjoying everyone's company. The Midoriyas left sometime in the afternoon and gave a big, warm, teary hug to the both of them as they bid them farewell until next year. Izuku also gave them his message for Iida—“just in case, but please don’t worry if you don’t go back there, it’s fine I promise!”—and a letter for Uraraka, who they’d see on their way back to Omah.

When he and Katsuki left a few hours later, Eijirou got more hugs from his friends, including one from Rikidou in his full bear form that made Eijirou laugh and sputter through a faceful of thick brown fur. More surprisingly, Mitsuki and Masaru hugged him as well. Eijirou choked back tears when he felt their arms around him. It felt different from the way  his own parents embraced him, but it still made him feel so loved, like he was part of their family…

Katsuki didn't protest when he got a hug of his own. He even let it last until Mitsuki broke away first to give him more parting words, reminding him not to wait another year and a half before he came back.

“We'll be waiting for you,” she said with a smile.

“You'd fucking better,” Katsuki replied. “And I’m warning you: you’ll never get your damn amcerkeln if you’re hurt next time I come.”

Mitsuki rolled her eyes. “It won’t happen again, brat! Don’t worry about me.”

“I’m not fucking worried!” Katsuki snapped.

He had his usual grumpy face as he bickered with her, but Eijirou could tell that he was just trying extra hard to hide his true feelings. Unlike the first time they came here, he wasn’t acting this way because he genuinely hated being here. Eijirou’s heart warmed at the thought that someday, Katsuki might even learn to show his feelings openly to his family, like he did around Eijirou.

“Take good care of him, Eijirou,” Mitsuki said when he shifted to his full dragon form. “And take care of yourself too.”

“See you boys next year,” Masaru added with a warm smile.

Somehow, these simple words from the two of them made Eijirou feel so loved he could have squeaked.

What was the point of yearning for a place and people that couldn't accept him for who he was, when Eijirou had a whole tribe that treated him like family here, and in-laws that loved him like their own son? They'd stop at Recovery Girl's place on their way, and the old lady treated Katsuki and him like grandsons too. And then, they'd go straight to Omah, and see Mina and Tetsu, who kept calling him ‘Uncle Eiji’ when they talked about him to their unborn child.

Eijirou had so many places to call home now, so many people who cared about him, and that wasn't even counting Inasa and Camie, Jirou, Sero, and Kaminari, Uraraka, Tokoyami, the people of Maito…

Eijirou had an entire hoard's worth of friends, and best of all, he had Katsuki by his side. What more could he need?

Still, the memory of his childhood home haunted him for most of the flight. And no amount of reminding himself that it was too late for a detour now could make it stop.

.

The flight from Recovery Girl's place to Omah wasn't any better. Eijirou had spent the whole night beforehand dreaming about trying to reach his childhood home and being unable to find it. Sometimes the land changed, jumbling landmarks until he was utterly lost, sometimes people talked to him and wouldn't let him go, sometimes he couldn't recognize anything at all… And the whole time, Eijirou was filled with a sense of increasing urgency, like the longer he waited, the more likely it was that he’d only find ruins where his home should be.

The only good thing about this flight was that with the days getting shorter, Eijirou got a full night's sleep and still got to leave before sunrise. It didn't matter if they flew during the day, after all, since they'd be too high up for anyone to recognize a dragon, and he would go straight to Omah anyway.

The second good thing, Eijirou realized as the morning sun appeared on the horizon, was that he got to see his first aerial sunrise above Yuuei. And despite having flown above plenty of different landscapes in the past two years, this particular sight really took Eijirou’s breath away. Green hills, low mountains, thick deciduous forests now set ablaze in autumn reds and oranges, rivers, fields, villages and cities dotting the ground… all bathed in the warm golds of the morning sun.

Eijirou couldn't wait to be home on Omah, but he still took a moment to admit that he'd miss his home in Yuuei too. And his childhood home that he didn’t get to see, most of all.

By the time they reached the dragon city, Eijirou was exhausted. And starving, too…

Part of him had hoped to be welcomed by a pink dragon, or maybe a silver one, or at least the shimmering, almost translucent form of Tooru. Instead, no one came to greet them until Tetsu almost flew straight into him.

“Eijirou? Is that you?!” Tetsu said, like he'd somehow missed his bright red form against the clear blue sky.

“Hi, Tetsu! We’re back!” Eijirou grinned. “How have you been? How’s Mina?”

Tetsu’s wingbeats faltered for a second, like he’d just remembered something. “Dude! You won't believe it! She’s been in labor since this morning,” he practically yelled in his face. “She kicked me out earlier because she said I was stressing her out, so I went for a flight to burn off some energy before I go back home.”

Eijirou almost fell from the sky too—and probably would have without Katsuki’s wind magic supporting him—his initial surprise immediately buried under a wave of excitement and worry. “She is?! How is it going? How is she?”

“I don’t know? She’s yelling a lot but everyone says it’s normal. You’d think she’s turned into Katsuki with how much she’s swearing,” Tetsu said, sounding both lost and nervous. Neither of them paid attention to Katsuki’s indignant protests. “Anyway, I’ll go tell her you’re back, I’m sure it’ll cheer her up! She bet to Tooru that the baby would be born after your return.”

He quickly disappeared from sight, rushing toward Omah, and Eijirou followed him as fast as he could, all traces of hunger and exhaustion forgotten.

He flew low over the main square just in time to hear Mina yell, “Fuck yeah! Take that, bitch!”

She sounded… a lot like his mother when she went into labor, except a lot more cheerful, Eijirou thought as he landed, shifting immediately and leaving a grumbling Katsuki with their loaded bags.

“Mina!” Tooru’s voice came from the open door of their place, indignant. “I swear if you’ve been holding this baby until they came back on purpose, I’m going to scream!”

Mina’s bright laughter was cut short by another scream, this one of pain.

“Fuck, I wish!” she said, just a little breathless.

“You’ve got this, Mina! Keep pushing!” Tetsu yelled encouragingly.

“Shut up!” Mina shouted at him. “Say that shit one more time and I’m kicking your ass out again!”

The door closed then, effectively cutting off the sounds coming from the inside.

Mina seemed lively, if anything. It eased some of Eijirou’s worries—at least enough to let him follow Katsuki as his partner made him sit down and eat something while they waited for news.

It came some time later in the form of Tetsutetsu rushing out to the central square, exhausted and disheveled, yelling with a bright grin and a river of tears streaming down his face, “Everyone! We have a daughter!”

The news was received with a wave of cheers and claps. The people around immediately swarmed Tetsu to congratulate the new parents.

When Eijirou finally got to offer his own congratulations, he was surprised to be invited inside.

“Come with me, Mina said she wanted to see you,” Tetsu said, wrapping an arm around his shoulders as they walked through the door.

Mina looked exhausted, pale with deep dark circles under her eyes, but when she smiled at him, a tiny, squirming newborn child on her chest, Eijirou swore she was glowing.

“See? I told you she’d wait for you,” she said, and added for the baby, “Look, baby! That’s uncle Eiji! He came back just in time!”

Eijirou had told himself that he’d be strong and manly, but the moment he was called ‘Uncle Eiji,’ he burst into tears.

“I’m still pretty sure you cheated,” Tooru muttered in mock anger as he knelt next to Mina, mumbling incoherent things about how happy he was to see her and to meet the baby and about the medicine he got for her from Recovery Girl.

“Hey, calm down, I'm alright,” Mina chuckled, sounding a little choked up herself as she patted his head weakly with her free hand. “I’m glad you’re back. Did you have a nice trip?”

Eijirou nodded with a loud sniffle.

They were all kicked out soon after by the midwife, who said they had to let Mina rest. And as Tetsutetsu dealt with more congratulations from everyone, Eijirou stumbled toward the kitchen like a drunk man to share the good news with Katsuki.

He had to say, ‘Uncle Eiji’ really had a nice ring to it.

.

For the next couple of weeks, Eijirou’s mind was kept busy with two different things.

During the day, every moment of calm he had was filled with Akagane, Mina and Tetsu’s daughter. He took over the forge to let Tetsu focus on her, and helped Mina around when Tetsu decided that he needed a relaxing break working with metal instead of a baby. He kept an eye on Akagane when Mina needed a well-deserved nap, or when she wanted to share a normal meal with her mate, helped change diapers, took over part of their laundry, gave the new parents tips he’d learned from taking care of his siblings… In the evening, he talked about her so much that Katsuki once said in a gruff, amused tone, “If I didn’t sleep with you every night, I’d start thinking you were her father.”

Eijirou laughed at that. But she was so cute, so incredibly tiny, so helpless, so new… How could Eijirou not gush about her all the time? She reminded him of everything he loved about his younger siblings at her age—if it could be called an “age” when there were bumblebees older than her—with the added advantage that he didn’t have to deal with her waking up at all hours crying. Now, that was something he didn’t miss. Not that he missed his siblings being babies that much, to be honest.

If you asked Eijirou, the best part about babies was watching them grow up. And he couldn’t wait to see what kind of person Akagane would become, with parents like Mina and Tetsu, and a whole community to love and support her! He wanted to know if she’d learn to speak or walk first, he wanted to know when she’d start shifting and see if she’d have Mina’s or Tetsu’s horns, if she’d have copper-colored scales like her namesake… Eijirou wanted to help her grow and see what it was really like to grow up with dragon shifters who would celebrate her dragon side rather than try to repress it… which inevitably brought him back to his own family and upbringing.

Akagane reminded Eijirou of his siblings so much, in fact, that as soon as he was in bed with nothing to distract him from his thoughts, his childhood home was the only thing on his mind. He’d been gone for nearly four years now, he realized. How much had his siblings grown? The twins must be so tall by now… Maybe Shizuka had moved out already… Or did she stay? Did she still want to take over the family farm, even with Eijirou gone? They used to talk about it so much growing up, their serious talks about possible improvements inevitably turning into silly ideas that left them both in stitches… Was she mad at Eijirou for leaving? What about the others?

… Were they alright?

His thoughts hounded him to the point that Eijirou wished he could be dealing with Akagane’s crying instead. They’d be a welcome distraction, at least. Better than thinking about his family forgetting about him, missing him terribly, resenting him for leaving, or being dead altogether…

Eijirou sighed. He kept dreaming about them too, but every day brought him further and further away from Yuuei. They were flying above Geltwyn already, and soon, they’d fly above the open ocean, straight toward the great plains of the other continent and whatever part he’d missed last year when he was still living on Maito.

He knew he shouldn’t think about his family so much, especially when he knew there was no point and he’d come to terms with never seeing them again. He shouldn’t be thinking about them so much when he had a home here and friends to help out.

It was too late anyway. Going to Yuuei now would mean spending the whole year away from Omah, and he couldn’t leave Katsuki behind or ask him to come along. It would be unfair to him either way. Besides, he couldn't leave Mina and Tetsu and Akagane. Even though he knew that he wasn’t responsible for Akagane and that, just as before, there was nothing he could do that their other friends couldn’t… leaving now would feel like he was abandoning the three of them.

… Just like he’d abandoned his family.

Eijirou sighed as he closed his eyes and tried to focus on something else, like how he was going to give his now-complete mating gift to Katsuki. He was slowly starting to form a plan, testing the waters with his partner to figure out what he wanted. For now, he was leaning toward presenting it during the Spring Festival, but part of him wanted something more personal. Maybe he could do it in the plains…

Eijirou wondered how his siblings might react to seeing a whole new continent. Would they prefer the great plains in the north, or the mountains of the Ch’imca realm in the south?

He could fly Katsuki down for a day together, he thought a little harder, to drown out the thoughts of his siblings. They could either repeat the new game they’d developed in the Golden Mountains, where they tried to bring down the biggest kill for the other, or they could try hunting together. Then, Eijirou would give Katsuki his mating gift along with a heartfelt speech about food, spices, and how his cooking felt like home, maybe? Or perhaps it’d be something about bonds and how Katsuki’s friendship and support had opened a whole new world to him? How Katsuki had even given him the world in a way Eijirou had never dared to hope for? Eijirou wasn’t sure what to focus on yet. Maybe he could do both? He felt like he had all the words already. He’d just need to put them all together in a way that made sense.

As always when he focused on his future with Katsuki instead of his past and his family, Eijirou could finally drift to sleep. And as always these days, his dreams were full of his childhood home.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! Eijirou won't be seeing his parents this time, but at least now he has a whole new "niece" to keep him busy!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 95: All Roads Lead to Home

Notes:

Has anyone noticed the final chapter count is now determined?
That's right, I've written the last chapter yesterday! I still need to edit the last few chapters, but I'm very close to being done!

In the meantime, enjoy!

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Chapter Text

Eijirou’s parents were dead. He wasn’t sure how it happened. It was quiet, peaceful. They just went to sleep and never woke up.

Eijirou was the one who found them. He tried to wake them up when he realized that it was getting late and they were still in bed, but it only took one look for him to know that they were gone, and there was nothing he could do.

It was a shock. For a moment, he just stood at their bedroom door, frozen, unsure what to do. Then, Shizuka came and found them, too. That’s when Eijirou realized that he was a ghost in his own home. He couldn’t alert the others. He couldn’t talk to his sister. Everything was out of his hands.

He watched, helpless, as Shizuka took care of everything. She kept the twins away from the bedroom, notified everyone of what had happened, handled her siblings, prepared to take over the orchard, got ready to defend it against greedy cousins and such…

Everything happened in a blur until finally, once everyone had gone to bed and only she remained, she looked straight at him for the first time and asked, “What about you, Eijirou? Do you want to see them one last time before they’re taken away?”

Eijirou burst into tears, crumpling to the ground like a puppet without strings.

“I can’t!” he sobbed. “It’s not them anymore. They're not my mom and dad! I don’t want to see them like this! I don’t want to!”

He woke up to a tear-soaked pillow and a sharp pain in the chest, half-choking on a sob.

It wasn’t real, he reminded himself with relief, expecting the intense grief he was feeling to fade away. That dream was ridiculous anyway, his siblings should be much older now. And Eijirou was pretty sure there was a talking orange at some point. What a stupid, silly dream…

He turned to his already wet pillow and started crying again, with fat tears and painful, full body sobs.

He didn’t stop crying even as he told himself, again and again, that it was just a dream. He didn’t stop when his sobs eventually woke up Katsuki and couldn’t even tell him what was wrong. The more he tried to calm down, the more intense the pain he’d felt in his dream got, and he just couldn’t stop.

Katsuki was right, he realized later, when the sun came up and he finally ran out of tears. He hadn’t come to terms with anything. He hadn’t gotten the closure he needed. He still cared about his family, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t change that.

“So? Wanna tell me what happened?” Katsuki asked once he seemed to have calmed down.

Eijirou shook his head. He felt like he’d cry again if he talked about his dream out loud. Just thinking about it was enough to make him tear up.

“It was just a stupid dream,” he said.

“Can’t have been stupid if it made you cry like this,” Katsuki pointed out. “Even Izuku doesn’t cry that hard.”

“First of all, I don’t believe you,” Eijirou said with a weak smile.

Katsuki rolled his eyes. “Fine, but you never cry that hard. You didn’t do that even after you were fucking kidnapped by dragon hunters.”

Eijirou sighed. His partner was right. He couldn’t remember ever crying this much either. Or at least, not in his adult years.

“There was an orange undertaker…” he mumbled. He paused, and added with a huff, “It didn’t have arms and legs or anything. Just a big orange with a little cape, and it talked in a super gloomy voice…”

Katsuki snorted but, unfortunately for Eijirou, he didn’t drop the subject.

“But it’s not the orange that made you cry, was it?”

Eijirou shook his head. “It was just sad,” he said. “And I woke up when I was crying in the dream, so… I guess that’s why I couldn’t stop.”

Katsuki didn't let up his inquisitive look. Eijirou sighed.

“I really don’t wanna talk about it,” he said after a long pause. “Or else I’ll cry again, and we’re both late for work already.”

“Doesn’t fucking matter, we can take the day off.”

“No way,” Eijirou said immediately. “I have to sub in for Tetsutetsu at the forge, and I don’t wanna spend the day moping about a silly sad dream anyway. I’ve been unmanly enough for today.”

He’d been unmanly enough for the whole year… Probably more.

Katsuki’s eyes didn’t leave him for a moment, but just when Eijirou started worrying that he’d insist on staying and talking, he relented.

“Fine, let’s go,” he said. “But we’re talking about it tonight.”

Eijirou nodded. Hopefully, he’d feel better by then.

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The rest of the day went relatively well. As usual, his mind was too full of other things to think too much about his dream or his family in general. The pain was still there, ready to come out as soon as Eijirou focused on it a bit too much, but it was under control. All he had to do was not think about his parents being really dead, and…

He interrupted the thought when he felt himself tear up.

But aside from that, everything was fine, really.

He went to Mina and Tetsu’s place the moment he was done with the day’s work and immediately offered to keep an eye on Akagane while they took a nap, just to have something to keep himself busy.

“See? This is where you belong,” he told himself softly as he watched the baby stare at the world with huge dark eyes, making cute little sounds from time to time. “There’s nothing for you there, but you’re needed here. You’re with your people. So stop being greedy and accept it already.”

Somehow, it did nothing to appease the uneasy feeling in his chest he’d been carrying the whole day.

Eijirou didn’t expect to see Katsuki until dinner, but his partner knocked on Mina and Tetsu’s door in the middle of the afternoon.

“I knew I’d find you here,” he said as Eijirou opened the door in a rush, trying  not to wake the three people sleeping within. “I took the rest of the day off.”

“Why?” Eijirou asked with a frown. “What’s wrong?”

“You, obviously,” Katsuki retorted.

So Katsuki was that worried about him, huh… Eijirou was touched, but…

“It could have waited,” he said.

“Too late.”

“You can always go back to the kitchen.”

“And tell the blabbermouths there you didn’t wanna spend time with me?” Katsuki asked, frowning. “No fucking way. Come home with me.”

“Mina and Tetsu are sleeping, I can’t leave now,” Eijirou pointed out.

But of course, Mina chose that very moment to walk out of the bedroom with a yawn and say, “You can leave if you want. I’ll take over. Thanks again for your help!”

Eijirou sighed. He really, really didn’t want to think about this morning… But if he managed to convince Katsuki that everything was fine, he’d have the rest of the day with him. Maybe he could tempt his partner into spending it in Geltwyn? It’d be nice to have one last good walk on land before they reached the ocean.

He was ready to set his plan in motion the moment they walked through the door, but Katsuki beat him to it. As soon as their shoes were off, he pushed Eijirou on the bed and sat on him firmly, making sure he couldn’t escape.

“Now speak,” he said. “What the fuck happened this morning?”

“I don’t wanna talk about it.”

Katsuki’s eyes narrowed. “Eijirou…” he said warningly. “I’m worried about you,” his eyes added silently.

Eijirou sighed, letting his head hit the pillows in defeat.

“I had a dream about my parents being dead, okay?” he said, eyes closed, trying his hardest not to let his voice waver. “There. Are we done now?”

Katsuki deflated a little, and Eijirou opened his eyes again just in time to see his partner’s expression soften as he reached out to cup Eijirou’s cheek.

Eijirou intercepted his hand and let it rest on his chest. He felt like such a soft touch would break him, but he didn’t have the heart to just swat it away. Katsuki let him do it in silence.

“It sucked,” Eijirou said in a bitter tone, squeezing his partner’s hand mindlessly. “I couldn’t do anything because they were already dead, and then I…” His throat clenched, but he forced himself to take a deep breath and continue, closing his eyes once more as he felt them fill with tears. “I started crying. And that’s when I woke up. And then I couldn’t stop because I was already in the middle of crying, I guess. I kept telling myself that it was stupid and obviously not true, but it was like a part of me just didn’t get it.”

And it seemed that said part of him still hadn’t fully understood… The pain was back in Eijirou’s chest, weaker but no less persistent. Still, he forced himself to open his eyes. Katsuki was looking at him intently, like he was trying to solve a puzzle.

“You were right. I was an idiot,” Eijirou continued, eyes welling up with more tears. “I should have visited them when I had the chance. But I didn’t, so…. I guess it’ll have to wait until next year.”

“I don’t want you to feel like shit for a year,” Katsuki said.

Eijirou took a deep breath, fighting against his clenched throat.

“I’ll be fine,” he said. “We still have some of Izuku’s sleeping tea, right?”

“It’s supposed to help with sleep, not with shitty dreams,” Katsuki pointed out. “And I know it’s not the first time you’ve dreamt about your family.”

Eijirou sighed. “Then I don’t know. Maybe we can ask the healer here. What else am I supposed to do anyway?”

But he knew the answer already, didn’t he? He’d thought that his family would quickly disappear to the back of his mind once he was back on Omah, but every day that brought him further away from Yuuei had only made him feel worse. He didn’t think things were going to improve in the next few months.

He looked back up to find Katsuki looking at him patiently, like a cat waiting for its prey to come out of its hiding place. Like he knew exactly what Eijirou was thinking and just needed him to say it out loud before he could strike. With what? Eijirou wasn’t sure…

“What would you do if I said I have to go back?” he asked in a whisper, searching Katsuki’s face for an answer.

“I’d start packing,” Katsuki replied in a heartbeat, like it was obvious.

Eijirou’s heart stuttered in his chest at the answer.

“We won’t be able to catch up with Omah if we leave now,” he insisted. “You know that, right?”

“Of course I fucking know that,” Katsuki huffed. “We’ll have to take all of our stuff, I guess. I don’t wanna go to other dragon cities to come back to Omah faster, I’d rather wait for a full year. We can store everything at Izuku’s place in the meantime, the nerd won’t mind.” He paused for a beat and rolled his eyes as he added, “And I bet the Hag will be thrilled to have us back so soon.”

“So you’d really come with me?” Eijirou asked, not daring to hope despite Katsuki’s clear answer.

“What else would I do?”

“This is my problem,” Eijirou said. “You don’t have to come. I don’t want to take your home away from you now that you’ve finally found it.”

“If you think being here is more important than being with you, then you’re a fucking idiot, Eijirou,” Katsuki retorted.

Eijirou wondered if his partner could hear his heart drumming in his chest at the words. His mouth parted as he realized that he wanted to engrave this moment in his mind forever. The inside of their little house, Katsuki’s weight above him, the reddish sunset light pouring from the windows and Katsuki’s frame against it, his hair set ablaze…

“This place ain’t bad, but it’s only home because you’re here with me,” Katsuki continued, like he wanted to make sure Eijirou got the message. “You said you’d build homes for us wherever we are, didn’t you? Or was that shit just love-saying?”

Eijirou shook his head, dumbstruck and so in love he didn’t know what to do with the enormity of his feelings. Katsuki nodded with a proud smile.

“Good. Cause my home is wherever you are. Don’t forget that.”

Eyes welling up with tears once more, Eijirou nodded in silence. Katsuki had never been more beautiful than in this moment, he decided. Eijirou had never loved him more, and no amount of words would ever be enough to tell him that.

Laughter bubbled up in his chest as he came to a realization, and he huffed breathlessly, a smile on his lips.

“Well, fuck it…” Eijirou whispered. “You’ve got some nerve, you know that?”

Katsuki frowned, confused, and Eijirou pulled him down for a kiss. He tried to pour everything he felt for his partner into it—all of his love, his admiration, his gratitude… and judging by Katsuki’s stunned look and flushed cheeks when they split, he must have succeeded. Eijirou kissed his chin playfully, and when he saw the beginning of a smile on Katsuki’s face, he tapped his partner’s thigh to be released. Katsuki let him go with a curious look that didn’t hold an ounce of worry.

As soon as he was free, Eijirou went straight to his trunk.

“I had a plan, you know?” he said as he dug to the bottom. “I mean, I didn’t have all the details set yet, but it would have been so good and so romantic, you would have loved it! I’d have prepared a whole speech too, and it would have been awesome. Something you’d have remembered for the rest of your life, I’m sure! But now, I have to do it right now or else I know I’ll regret it forever.”

When he found what he was looking for, Eijirou made sure to hide it from Katsuki’s sight. He hadn’t expected to take out the spice pouch he’d sewn so soon, but what else could he do? Just like their first kiss, it was now or never. The beautiful speech would have to wait until their mating ceremony.

“This is the second time already, Katsuki!” Eijirou continued as he quickly wrapped up his creation in a scarf and, fittingly, held everything together with the leather lace from Katsuki's  pre-courting gift, which Eijirou hadn’t recognized a lifetime ago.

Ejirou felt a rush of anxiousness once he was satisfied with the wrapping, but it wasn’t enough to even slow him down as he turned around and presented his mating gift to Katsuki.

It wasn’t as pretty as he would have liked, but the moment was too perfect to worry about such details.

His partner took it and unwrapped it as soon as he had it. He paused when he saw the content and started examining it carefully.

“It’s a spice pouch,” he said with a neutral tone that wasn’t enough to fully hide his underlying excitement.

“Yep,” Eijirou nodded with a grin, trying to ignore the wild beating of his heart.

“It’s made with my old cape,” Katsuki continued, eyes still glued to Eijirou’s work as he explored every nook and cranny of it, a smile slowly blooming on his face.

“Yeah, and a few other things,” Eijirou said proudly.

Finally, Katsuki looked up, his lips twitching into a grin he couldn’t quite contain, like he didn’t want to rejoice too early.

“It’s a mating gift,” he said.

Eijirou nodded so enthusiastically he was surprised he didn’t give himself whiplash, grinning so hard he felt like his cheeks would fall off.

Nodding, Katsuki gently put the mating gift and the wrapping on the bed next to him.

Eijirou fell backward on the hard wooden floor a second later when Katsuki jumped on him without warning.

“You fucking asshole, I can’t believe you beat me to it!” he growled against Eijirou’s neck, laughter in his voice as he held him so tight that Eijirou could feel his spine crack with the pressure.

“I told you, it’s your fault,” Eijirou chuckled, returning the embrace. “After what you said, how was I supposed to not want to mate you on the spot?”

Katsuki answered with one of his hard, passionate kisses that never failed to take Eijirou’s breath away, quickly followed by the softest, sweetest shifter kiss.

“You’re gonna have to wait, though,” Katsuki breathed against his lips. “Mine isn’t ready yet.”

“So you’re working on it?”

“Hmm… Been on it for a while.”

“I’ll wait as long as I have to,” Eijirou smiled. “Who cares as long as you want to mate me, right?”

“Shut up, I wanna mate you enough as it is already,” Katsuki growled. “Just giving you my old spice pouch in exchange for the one you made me would be a great gift too…”

Eijirou grinned at that, thrilled at the thought that they could get mated right now if they wanted to.

“But I wanna finish the one I have planned, so… just be a little patient. I’m almost done,” Katsuki added in a whisper, like he was speaking to himself more than to Eijirou.

“I can’t wait to find out what you have planned,” Eijirou smiled. “I really struggled to figure out yours, you know.”

“Hmm, I guess we don’t have the easiest hoards to match. But you did a fine job. It’s the perfect mating gift,” Katsuki said. He kissed Eijirou again, and leaned in further to whisper in his ear “my future mate”. The mere sound, the words said with such purpose in Katsuki’s rough voice, made Eijirou shiver.

Katsuki finally put some distance between them, sitting on him once more.

“Mina and Tetsu helped me,” Eijirou admitted once he’d recovered from his partner’s—and future mate’s—words, cheeks hurting from smiling so hard.

“Hmm, I figured that much,” Katsuki said.

“But it was still my idea!” Eijirou added immediately.

“And the Fiber Duo helped you make it, right?” Katsuki asked.

Eijirou nodded. “I didn’t know the first thing about sewing something from scratch, and I wanted it to be perfect.”

Katsuki tilted his head. “So you learned a whole new skill just for this?”

Eijirou nodded harder. “Of course! You deserve that much.”

The declaration earned him another deep kiss.

When they separated, Eijirou was sure he heard Katsuki mutter something about the Fiber Duo being too damn good at keeping secrets or something. And although he was dying to ask if they were helping Katsuki for his own gift, Eijirou refrained from it.

“So, what now?” he asked softly, unwilling to move unless it was to their bed. The floor was pretty uncomfortable, now that he thought about it…

“We’ll have to start packing and preparing for our trip soon,” Katsuki said thoughtfully. “But not now,” he decided, getting up and offering him a hand. “Right now, I just wanna enjoy my perfect future mate,” he concluded, leading him back to the bed.

Eijirou followed him with a smile, thinking that clearly, Katsuki was the perfect one. He was so good for Eijirou, and somehow, he was all his.

“Of course, future mate,” he said, testing out the words for the first time. It wasn’t bad, but… just ‘mate’ would definitely sound better, and Eijirou couldn’t wait to be able to call him that. He still didn’t know what he wanted for their mating ceremony, but he’d worry about it later.

Reality would catch up to them soon enough. But for now, Katsuki was the only thing Eijirou wanted to think about.

.

Much to Katsuki’s chagrin, reality caught up to them pretty fast, in the form of the announcement that dinner was ready.

“Ugh, I should’ve gotten some dinner for us before I left,” he grumbled, letting his head fall on Eijirou’s shoulder. “I don’t wanna go…”

“Come on, it’s gonna be fine,” his partner—and future mate who had the nerve to propose out of the blue when Katsuki least expected it—chuckled, kissing his temple. His smile fell a little as he added, “Besides… I guess we’ll have to share the news with everyone.”

“About the mating gift, or about us leaving?” Katsuki asked with a smirk.

Eijirou’s lips twitched into a weak smile. “Both, I guess?” He paused for a beat, looking somber again, but brightened up a little when he asked, “Is it common to announce that you’ve presented a mating gift?”

Katsuki shrugged. “It’s not an obligation. But I bet Mina’s gonna get mad if we don’t tell her.”

“That, she will,” Eijirou chuckled. “So both it is, then.”

He looked around their house for a moment, like he wanted to take in every detail, and finally got up with a sigh.

“Alright, let’s go!”

Katsuki followed him in silence.

He hadn’t told anyone in the kitchen why exactly he’d wanted to leave early, but given the looks they got when they reached their group of friends, it seemed that they’d been worried about Eijirou. Was it because of Katsuki, or had Mina guessed something was up when she saw them? He couldn’t be sure. All he knew was that there was something tense in the air when Tetsutetsu smiled and said,

“Hey, here they are! So, how are you doing?”

Katsuki glanced in Eijirou’s direction and saw him flinch a little.

“Great!” he said, grabbing Katsuki’s hand like he needed the support.

Katsuki stepped closer until he could feel Eijirou’s warmth on the side of his body.

“Actually… We have an announcement to make,” his partner added nervously. “Well, two announcements?”

Mina and See-Through’s faces immediately brightened up.

“Oooh? What is it?” Mina asked excitedly, readjusting the baby on her breast who was having her own meal.

“Let me guess: little Akagane gave you baby fever and now you’re going to have one of your own!” See-Through said jokingly.

Her smile fell at Eijirou’s nervous chuckle.

“Nah, there’s only room for one baby in my heart right now,” he said with a forced smile. “But actually, um… we’re getting mated? We’re not sure when, but…”

“No way!” Mina exclaimed, almost dislodging her baby when she straightened up with a bright smile. “Eijirou! You presented your mating gift! And you didn’t even tell me you were going to do it!”

“Wait, you knew he had a mating gift ready? And you didn’t tell me?!” See-Through exclaimed with a scandalized look. She immediately turned back toward them with a grin of her own and said, “Congratulations to you two! So, how did it happen? Tell us everything!”

Eijirou nearly crushed Katsuki’s hand at the question. Katsuki squeezed back in support as best as he could.

“Well… It wasn’t planned at all!” Eijirou said. “I was still trying to figure out the best way to present it, but then… Well, something happened and I just had to do it now, you know?”

“Oh? What was it?” Mina asked with a grin.

Eijirou’s face fell again. “Well… I guess it brings us to our second announcement?” he said nervously. “See… Um…”

He paused, like he wasn’t sure how to tell the news, and sent Katsuki a distressed look.

“We’re leaving,” Katsuki said, immediately taking over.

That caused another uproar. With how loud Mina’s exclamation of surprise was, it was a miracle that the baby didn’t start crying.

“You’re what?!” she yelped. “But why?! How? Why now?”

Eijirou sighed. “I just… I need to see my family.”

“Oh? So you wanna look for your shifter parents?” Tetsutetsu asked curiously.

Eijirou shook his head. “Not them. My… The family I grew up with, I mean. The one in Yuuei.”

His announcement was followed by dead silence, like everyone needed a moment to recover from their surprise. Katsuki found himself glaring at everyone, daring them to say anything against their plan. He knew people around here weren’t fond of Yuuei either, but…

“So you’re planning to leave… now?” Mina asked in a small voice.

“As soon as we can, yeah…” Eijirou said, sounding remorseful and just as sad as her. “I thought I never wanted to see them again, but… I think I have to. I have to know if they’re alright. I have to know if maybe…” He sighed. “I don’t know. I’m not sure if I want to forgive them and start seeing them regularly again, or to cut ties for good this time. And I probably won’t find out until I’m there, so…”

Mina nodded sharply and offered him a tense, forced smile, like she was trying to swallow back tears.

“I understand,” she said. “We’ll really miss you, though.”

“I know… I’ll really miss you too. I hate that I have to leave now,” Eijirou sighed.

Thankfully, the others seemed to share Mina’s feelings. Some were worried that he had to go to Yuuei of all places, especially since it would take them several days to cross the whole country—at least in their rough estimations—but all in all, they didn’t oppose his decision.

“What about you, Katsuki?” Mina asked after a while, as they all ate in unusual silence. “Are you going with him?”

“Yeah, obviously,” he said.

“See? This is why I had to give him my mating gift now. He left me no choice,” Eijirou chuckled as he sent him the softest, sappiest, most lovesick look Katsuki had ever seen.

It made him so sick he could have learned how to purr just for this. Not being able to was both a shame and a blessing. He wanted Eijirou to hear how pleased he was, not the others.

“You know you don’t have to, right?” Tetsutetsu asked then, distracting him from his future mate. “If you want to stay with us, you’re more than welcome.”

Katsuki’s surprise must have been clear on his face, because the others immediately agreed.

“Yeah, this way, you won’t have to deal with the ride I caught to come back here when I went to Yuuei to train Eijirou,” Mina pointed out.

“Not that we can’t manage without you, but it’ll be weird not to hear you swear at the food in the kitchen,” See-Through said.

For a moment, Katsuki didn’t know what to do with the stupidly warm, fuzzy feeling that grew in his chest at their words. Now, he was even more grateful and annoyed that he couldn’t purr. He’d still follow Eijirou in a heartbeat, and he hadn’t decided to leave because he thought he’d be kicked out if his partner wasn’t around but… it was nice, having the confirmation that his place here wasn’t tied to Eijirou’s presence, and that they weren’t just tolerating him for his partner’s sake. It appeased a worried part of him that had been gnawing him in silence this whole time. Besides, Katsuki would have never imagined that he’d be missed too.

Still, he shook his head. “That’s not the problem. I’m staying with Eijirou because I want to,” he said, hoping they couldn’t see how much their words had affected him.

“Alright, then,” Mina said with a slight pout. “We’ll miss you too.”

“And we’ll really miss you guys!” Eijirou said, looking a little teary. “Sorry we have to leave so suddenly. But we’ll be back, we promise!”

“You don’t have to be sorry for that, we understand,” Tetsutetsu said. “We’re friends with city-hoppers. We know how it is.”

Eijirou seemed surprised by his statement, but Katsuki realized that it made sense. It was just that instead of following the wind, they were following each other. And honestly? Katsuki was fine with it. He’d spent his entire life running after a place he could call home, and now that he’d found it in Eijirou, he’d happily walk through hell as long as they were together.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! I was super excited to write this chapter, and I think it came out pretty well. Sorry it took so long for Kirishima to decide to go back to his family, I thought it would be much faster when I threw the first few hints that it was going to happen... and I really, really wanted the scene to happen exactly how I've written it, because it didn't have as much impact if it wasn't a difficult choice, so...
Anyway, here we are! And if this chapter flops too I will cry

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 96: There and Back Again

Notes:

Time for more goodbyes and happy reunions

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

They left Omah three days later. They’d spent most of that time packing, poring over maps to figure out the best route to Eijirou’s village, and listening to Mina’s advice. They’d quickly come to the conclusion that it would be safer for them to drop their things somewhere on the way so that they didn’t have to worry about them when Eijirou met his parents. They had a long discussion about whether to leave them at Recovery Girl’s place until they figured out their next step, or to fly east straight away and drop them in the Golden Mountains, ideally at the Midoriyas’. They ended up agreeing on Recovery Girl’s. She’d have no trouble storing the two trunks in her large house, and depending on how long she was able to keep them, they could either leave everything with her until Omah came back, or pick them up and carry them to the Golden Mountains later.

The whole trip would take them a few days, and with all of it being in Yuuei, they’d have to be stealthy, avoid cities, and exclusively fly by night. Carrying a heavy load meant Eijirou wouldn’t be able to shift back and forth at will, so they’d have to stop in the least populated areas possible and carry their own food.

It seemed strenuous and Eijirou wasn’t particularly looking forward to it, especially with a heavier load than usual, but… it was his decision, after all. It wouldn’t have been that hard if he hadn’t been so stubborn.

At least, it wouldn’t be as straining for Katsuki.

Unlike last time, where everyone knew they wouldn’t be gone for long, all of their friends here came to bid them farewell and wish them a nice trip.

Eijirou got to witness how dragon shifters gifted each other things that could belong in the recipient’s hoard when Tooru told Katsuki that he should demand a gift from the kitchen crew and gave him a small assortment of spices the moment he asked.

“You should get us some pirkublam when you come back, we’re all excited to experiment with it,” she said.

Katsuki nodded and thanked her gruffly for the gift.

Eijirou watched the scene with a smile before turning to Shinya and Tsunagu, whom he was both surprised and delighted to see here. He hadn’t seen them much since he’d finished his mating gift, and knowing they cared about him enough to want to say goodbye almost made him feel guilty for not visiting. They both congratulated him for presenting his mating gift to Katsuki and wished him good luck in his travels.

If Eijirou hadn’t expected them to even come, he expected even less for them to then go to Katsuki and start talking to him in hushed voices. He was dying to know what they were saying, but given the way Katsuki occasionally glanced in his direction, he had a feeling that his partner didn’t want him to hear. He felt a gentle flutter of excitement as he realized that with a hoard like his, there was a chance that it was about his own mating gift. If it was the case, then it meant Tsunagu and Shinya hadn’t lied when Eijirou first met them: they really were great at keeping secrets. Eijirou wouldn’t have suspected a thing if Katsuki hadn’t told him already that he was working on his mating gift.

Shaking his head, he decided to focus on his closest friends here and the people he would miss the most.

“Goodbye, Akagane,” Eijirou said softly to the baby watching the scene unfold from her spot in Mina’s arms. “I’m sorry I have to leave, but I’ll be back soon. You’re not going to forget about me, right?”

Of course, being just a few weeks old, she only turned her head in his direction and looked at him, but Eijirou didn’t care. He gently put a finger in her palm and waited for her to close her incredibly soft and tiny hand around it before he raised it to his lips and kissed it. She let out little sounds, staring at him with wide eyes. Eijirou chuckled and carefully kissed the top of her head too.

“I’ll miss you so much… You’ll be good to your mommy and daddy, right?”

“When you’re done sweet talking my daughter, maybe you can say goodbye to us too, Eijirou,” Mina said then, amused.

“I was keeping the best for last,” Eijirou told her with a smile, before he whispered to Akagane, loud enough for her parents to hear, “That’s a lie, you’re my favorite.”

He chuckled when Mina and Tetsu pretended to be offended.

“Seriously, though, I’m going to miss you guys a lot,” Eijirou said.

“And we’ll miss your awesome babysitting services,” Tetsu said, patting his shoulder.

“Not you, though,” Mina added solemnly, breaking into a smile a second later.

Eijirou pretended not to hear Tetsu sniffle when he hugged him, and thankfully, no one said anything about his own teary eyes.

“Take care of yourselves,” Eijirou said when his friend let go, blinking his tears away.

“You too, man. And good luck with your family,” Tetsu said. “I hope you come back feeling all better. Don’t let them give you shit for who you are, yeah?”

“Yeah, I hope it goes well with them,” Mina nodded after slapping her mate’s shoulder for his language. “I hope this trip brings you everything you want.”

Eijirou offered her a weak smile. He wasn’t sure what he even wanted yet… But he was going to find out.

Mina passed Akagane to her father, and immediately wrapped Eijirou in a tight, warm hug.

“Be careful out there,” she said. “And thank Recovery Girl and Ochako for their medicine, it helped me a lot.”

“I will,” Eijirou whispered, not quite trusting his voice. He knew when he’d decided to leave that it would be hard, but now that it was happening, he almost didn’t want to go…

Mina and Tetsu repeated their goodbyes to Katsuki when he joined them.

His partner had barely acknowledged Akagane since she was born, obviously uncomfortable around babies, but for once, he spared her a glance and said, “She’ll be ready for actual food next time we’ll see her, huh…”

“I guess so…” Mina said, pensive.

Suddenly, Eijirou was even more reluctant to leave. She’d probably have a few teeth by the time he came back… Maybe she’d have said her first words, or started walking… Maybe she’d have started shifting a little… He wanted to be here when it all happened!

Katsuki just nodded. “I’ll find cool recipes for her.”

Suddenly, Eijirou wanted to kiss his partner hard on the mouth and steal a baby. The only thing that stopped him was knowing that raising her in Yuuei, even just for a year, was a terrible idea.

“Katsuki, that’s so sweet!” Mina cooed. “I’m sure she’ll love to have food specially made by her Uncle Katsu.”

Katsuki cringed at the nickname. Eijirou expected him to protest it, but before he could say anything, Tetsu grumbled,

“You better not feed her your Barbarian pepper.”

Katsuki rolled his eyes. “Of course not, I’m not a fucking idiot,” he said, earning a scandalized look from Mina for his language. “That’ll be for when she can actually enjoy it.”

“Think you can make her enjoy spicy food as much as you do?” Eijirou asked, amused.

“I can certainly try,” Katsuki said with a smirk.

Eijirou wanted to see all of it so, so badly now…

It was a testament to how much he needed to deal with his own family that he didn’t change his mind and decide to stay after all.

They talked for a bit longer, until Eijirou noticed the presence of Ryuko, watching them from a short distance like she was waiting for the right moment to talk to them. Now, that was another surprise. Shouta seeing them off had made sense when they left Maito, but Eijirou and Katsuki didn’t know Omah’s chief that well. They’d never talked to her more than a few times in passing. Was it one of the chief’s duties to see people off, maybe? It would make sense, now that Eijirou thought about it.

Eijirou only noticed the branches she was carrying when she finally walked toward them, following a lull in the conversation. 

“It was a pleasure having you two,” she said. “I wish you safe travels.”

Eijirou thanked her, and she continued,

“Since you’re leaving us for so long, I have gifts for the two of you.”

“Gifts?” Eijirou asked. That was unexpected. Shouta didn’t really have gifts for them last time, and they already had all the food they’d need for their trip.

Ryuko nodded.

“The first one is for you, Katsuki,” she said, producing a small medallion the color of red clay.

It was the color of Omah, Eijirou realized. And it bore the Old One’s mark too. A quick glance in Katsuki’s direction confirmed what it was. With the way his partner’s eyes widened in disbelief, it could only be a token of trust.

“I’ve heard of the way you were treated by the people of Raku,” Ryuko continued. “I don’t know if a second token of trust will make a difference in the future, but please, have this. You’ve more than earned it.”

Katsuki didn’t seem to know how to react. His eyes flitted between the medallion and Ryuko’s face several times before he finally moved to take it, holding it carefully.

“Thanks,” he croaked. He looked at it for a moment, and added with a huff, “Might be a bit of an overkill, though. People are gonna think I killed someone to steal it or some shit.”

Ryuko’s face was still hard to read for Eijirou, but he could have sworn that he saw a sad look pass in her eyes. “Well… I hope it helps you nonetheless,” she said.

Katsuki hummed, eyes still glued to his gift. “Doesn’t matter, really,” he said quietly.

Ryuko nodded, having seemingly understood how touched Katsuki was by the gesture, and turned toward Eijirou.

“As for you, Eijirou… You said your family in Yuuei grows citruses, right?”

“Yeah, we’ve got oranges, lemons…”

“But you’d never had kumquats or mandarins before coming to live with us, have you?”

Eijirou shook his head. “No, we didn’t have that. They’re from Minghua, right?”

“Indeed, the ones we have here originally came from Minghua,” Ryuko confirmed. “I’m not sure if they will take, but please give these branches to your family. They’ve been specially prepared for a graft, if your parents want to try. And if you want them to have this gift, of course.”

Eijirou’s eyes lit up at that. He couldn’t believe he hadn’t even thought to ask! Come to think of it, he’d be back after three and a half years away, and he didn’t have a single gift for anyone in his family. How strange…

Back when he dreamed of being an adventurer, Eijirou always pictured himself coming back with lots of cool stuff for everyone. He’d wanted to leave and travel, sure, but coming back to tell his family about his adventures and explain where each of the amazing gifts he’d brought back came from was also a huge part of his fantasies.

And now here he was, coming back only because the alternative was worse, empty-handed except for gifts he hadn’t even come up with himself… What a horrible son and brother he’d become.

“My apologies. Am I overstepping a boundary?” Ryuko asked, bringing him back to the present.

Everyone was looking at him in concern, Eijirou realized. How long had he been spacing out, looking at these branches?

He shook his head and forced a smile on his face.

“Sorry! No, this is perfect!” he said. “Thank you so much, I’m sure they’ll appreciate it.”

Ryuko nodded as he took the present. It seemed that she wasn’t going to question him, but a glance in the others’ direction confirmed that they wouldn’t be as easy to appease.

This was why he really needed to go back to his family and solve whatever problem he still had with them, Eijirou reminded himself. He couldn’t keep spacing out and worrying everyone whenever he thought about them. He had to face the problem head on like a man. Or, well, a dragon. A dragon-man.

Part of him was still scared, of course. Scared of learning that there was no family for him to go back to, scared of how they would react when he’d tell them about his true nature, scared to find out that their relationship had been broken beyond repair… But he had to know. He had to at least try. And if his worst fears proved to be true, then…

He shouldn’t worry about that, he reminded himself. He’d talked about it with Katsuki several times already. Even if there was nothing waiting for him where his home should be, there was plenty they could do in the area for a year.

“Well… I guess we really have to go now, huh…” he said, looking at the sun. The days were so short now and they had a long, long way to go before they reached the first stop of their trip. Most of it would happen by night, and he wanted to enjoy as much of the sunlight as he could.

“You don’t have to if you don’t wanna,” Tetsu pointed out.

Eijirou shook his head. “Don’t make this harder than it already is,” he grumbled. “But hey, I’ll have lots of gifts to bring back this time!”

“Yeah, you better!” Mina grinned. “So now go, and give your family a piece of your mind!”

Eijirou forced a smile on his face and knocked his fists together to pump himself up.

“Yeah, let’s do this!”

He let Katsuki put the chief’s gifts in his bag and shifted to his full dragon form so his friends could strap him up properly.

He got a few more recommendations and hugs from everyone once he was ready, and soon, he and Katsuki were off.

Leaving Omah this time was much, much harder than last time. And knowing why he had to leave didn’t change the fact that as the Old One slowly got smaller and smaller behind him, Eijirou felt like he was leaving a part of himself there as well.

.

The trip was as exhausting as Eijirou had expected, and twice as stressful. The long nights made it easier for them to travel without rushing, but the sky was often too covered to see the stars and much of their surroundings. They always managed to find their planned stops in the end, thanks to a combination of Eijirou’s better night vision, Katsuki’s knowledge of what things were supposed to look like, and a few trips above the clouds to check on the stars. But it made each leg of their journey all the more exhausting to Eijirou. He had a feeling that it would all catch up to him soon, and all he could hope for was that it would happen after they’d reached Recovery Girl’s place, at least.

Despite how painful his wings felt after only a couple of days of travel, that wasn’t the worst thing in Eijirou’s opinion. There was also the added guilt of forcing Katsuki to stay awake for his sake the whole time to make sure he didn’t fly off-course, and worse than that, the creeping cold that his partner never seemed to be able to shake off, no matter how many extra layers he wore each night. After the second night, he was so bundled up he could barely move, but even that wasn’t enough to help him stay warm.

Still, they managed. They always ended up reaching their destination—usually some remote cavern for them to hide in comfortably—no matter how much they struggled. And as soon as they arrived, things always went in the same way: Eijirou landed with a huge sigh of relief, Katsuki quickly jumped off his back to free him from his cargo and let him shift back to a more human form, they carried everything inside, and started a fire. Then, Katsuki warmed something up for them to eat and rubbed Eijirou’s sore wings and shoulders after they ate. It was definitely his favorite part. Then came Katsuki’s favorite part—and Eijirou’s second favorite—where he got rid of more layers, wrapped Eijirou in a blanket, and then wrapped himself in Eijirou’s arms to enjoy some of his warmth. They usually tried talking a little, but they were so tired that they went to sleep almost right after, as soon as they were warm and sated.

It was strange, Eijirou thought sometimes, how much more relaxed he felt when he was in the air and when they reached their destination of the day, compared to how anxious he felt as soon as he woke up the next day.

Katsuki was always up before him, and by the time Eijirou awoke, he was gone. It stressed him out more than he’d like to admit, senses on high alert every time he patted the bedroll and couldn’t find his partner beside him. He should've understood, after the first few days, that Katsuki had just left to fetch water and firewood for them, or forage for food, and maybe check that they were in the right place, but it got to him every time.

He felt on edge the entire time Katsuki was gone, and even when his partner came back with whatever they needed, Eijirou stayed anxious until night came. He was worried about having to fly again and being too weak to reach their next stop, about getting lost, about Katsuki getting sick… but more importantly, part of him felt like dragon hunters were going to jump out any moment and capture them.

He’d talked about their past encounter with dragon hunters with Katsuki and Mina a few times, and they both seemed to agree that the ones they’d met had probably followed rumors about Tetsu, then followed Mina to Recovery Girl’s village and stayed due to a few drunkards vaguely seeing Eijirou at night, as well as the others’ carelessness. It was a long series of events that led to Eijirou's capture, and one that had taken way more than one day to occur. Even if dragon hunters noticed them, there was no way they’d be able to reach them before they left, Katsuki assured him. They were about to cross the whole country, northwest to southeast, in less than a week. No dragon hunter could ever hope to close the distance between them.

Still, Eijirou worried the whole five days it took them to reach Recovery Girl’s place. Sometimes, he toyed with the idea of staying somewhere for a couple of days, going to the nearest town to find little trinkets for his family, and exploring the northern part of the country he’d never seen, but he always changed his mind. He was too anxious and more importantly, he was in a hurry.

“You know… Isn’t it strange that I’ve seen places that even our scholars don’t know anything about, but I’ve never set foot in Yuuei’s capital?” he’d asked once during a flight, as he looked at flickering lights in the distance. He’d wondered what they were until he realized with awe that the rumors about the capital being lit all night were true, and that Pyras really deserved to be called “the city of eternal flames.”

“You’re not missing out on much,” Katsuki had replied with a shrug.

Sadly, his partner had been too focused on figuring out why they were so much further east than they should to tell him much about his time there. And by the time they’d safely reached their stop for the night, Eijirou had completely forgotten about it.

He was nearly ready to pass out when they finally reached their old cavern near Recovery Girl’s place. Which was strange, considering it had been their shortest leg of the trip. It was a testament to how exhausted Eijirou had been, he guessed.

Just like the previous days, they settled in the cave for the night. But this time, when Eijirou woke up, it was to the sound of Uraraka’s voice. He couldn’t hear what she was saying, but she sounded pretty cheerful. He sat up in his bedroll and stretched with a yawn.

“You’re awake, good,” Katsuki said from the mouth of the cave. “Get ready, Cheeks is gonna help us carry our stuff to her place.”

“With how much we’re helping you two, the least you could do is call me by my name, Bakugou,” Uraraka protested.

“Ugh, whatever. Uraraka is gonna help us,” Katsuki grumbled.

Eijirou chuckled at the exchange.

“Give me a moment, I’ll get ready real fast,” he said, jumping out of the bedroll.

Katsuki must have explained why they were here while Eijirou was sleeping, because Uraraka didn’t ask him anything. She just gave him a tight hug and gently floated their trunks all the way to her house, sharing news with them as they walked.

“It’s great that you’re coming back now, because guess what? We just got a letter from Kaminari and the others!” she said with a grin. “They’ll be staying at the capital this winter. They gave me their address, so if you wanna meet up after you’re done with your business down south, you’ll know exactly where to find them.”

Eijirou grinned at the mention. “Really? That’s awesome! I’d love to see them again!”

And just like that, all of his worries about being back in Yuuei melted. He wasn’t just in a horrible country full of dangerous dragon hunters, the scared part of himself finally remembered. He was in familiar land with many friends he hadn’t seen in a while, and plenty of time to visit all of them before Omah came back.

Eijirou thanked Uraraka and Recovery Girl profusely for their help when they arrived, and as always, the two women assured them that it was a pleasure to help.

“Actually, don’t you two want to stay here for a few days?” Uraraka asked. “You look exhausted. Especially you, Eijirou.”

“Don’t worry, my parents’ place isn’t that far!” Eijirou assured her. From here, he was confident he could reach it in just a few hours.

“Of course, but you should be rested when you see your family, right? You don’t want them to worry because you look exhausted,” Recovery Girl said gently, as she poured them some tea.

“But we’re already asking for so much from you…” Eijirou whined, turning to Katsuki in the hope that his partner would help him convince them that they’d done enough.

Katsuki didn’t say anything, shrugging as if to tell him that it was his decision to make.

“You know, there are a few things I need to do around the house,” Uraraka pointed out. “I was gonna hire help from the village, but with you two around, I’m sure we could get everything done really fast.”

The smug look that appeared on her face the moment Eijirou agreed to help told him that making sure they stayed and got some rest was more important to her than whatever help they would provide, but he simply couldn’t bring himself to care. He owed a lot to the two of them, and he’d jump on any chance to help them out, even if they didn’t need it as much as they made it sound.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! And more importantly, I hope you're excited to see Kirishima's family again!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 97: Full Circle

Notes:

Happy bank holiday where I worked anyway, I hope you're ready for a long chapter of family reunion!

Also, Important Notice: There will be no chapter next week. I'll be on holiday and I probably won't have time for this.

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The good thing about staying with Uraraka and Recovery Girl for a few days was that Eijirou had, indeed, really needed some rest. He was so exhausted that he could barely do anything the first day, and although he didn't let out his wings during his entire stay, his back muscles were killing him and required plenty of Katsuki’s energetic, borderline painful massages. They stayed for a couple of days, and Eijirou helped out with as many things as he could. Using different muscles after using almost only his wings for days felt great.

The bad thing about staying with Uraraka and Recovery Girl for some time was that Eijirou found himself hesitating about visiting his family again. 

It wasn’t that he didn’t want to go anymore. It was just that being here made all of his concerns resurface—concerns that had been mostly drowned under his determination to reach his destination as soon as possible. It was hard to gauge his own feelings enough to know if he really did need more rest, or if he was just making excuses.

Katsuki trusted him fully. He’d said several times that they were doing this for Eijirou, that Eijirou was the one who had to do all the flying and that he was just following him—an interesting change compared to the beginning of their journey—and that it was up to him to set the pace. If Eijirou decided to stay here for weeks, Katsuki wouldn’t question him, he was sure of it.

And so, after spending an extra day repairing a chair, Eijirou decided that it was time to leave. Uraraka and Recovery Girl both agreed that he looked much better than when he’d arrived, and Katsuki just nodded at his announcement.

They left early the next morning, unsure of how long exactly it’d take them to reach Eijirou’s old village, but deciding that they’d fly as far as they could and land somewhere on the way if they realized it was too far to reach before sunrise.

Words couldn’t even begin to describe how nervous Eijirou felt during the whole flight. A strange mixture of anxiousness and excitement filled him as the landscape became more and more familiar. He’d never seen it from above, but he could recognize the rocky hills that surrounded his village in the distance, the small river that started there, the evergreen forests of pine and cork oaks… 

He found himself slowing down at the sight, and the sky got lighter before they could reach the village. Eijirou rushed to an isolated clearing and landed there before anyone could see him.

“Sorry, I know we still had some time before sunrise but I panicked,” he said with a sheepish look when he shifted back to his human form.

For the first time in years, he took a moment to make sure his transformation was perfect and he didn’t have a single scale out of place. He knew he hadn’t had the issue in years and there was reason to worry about it now, but it did nothing to appease the uncomfortable knot in his guts.

Katsuki just shrugged. “It’s probably wiser anyway. And it’s whatever, as long as you know how to reach your village from here.”

“No problem! We’re not far from the road we took when we left. Follow me,” Eijirou said, walking toward it without hesitating. He wasn’t familiar with this specific clearing, but he’d seen the road from above.

Flying over the forest and walking in it were completely different experiences. Feeling the gentle crush of pine needles as his nostrils filled with familiar scents, leading the way out of the forest and onto the road he’d taken so many times growing up, Eijirou’s chest filled with nostalgia.

It took them a good chunk of the day to reach their destination, and the closer they got, the more anxious Eijirou grew. It looked like nothing had changed in the past few years, but…

He shook his head. It was a good sign. His family would be fine.

“Hey, we aren’t far from where we first met,” Eijirou said as they approached his family’s home. “Wanna go?”

Katsuki shrugged. “Sure, whatever.”

Eijirou grinned as he led his partner toward the orchard. Most of the trees were covered with fruit, some of them looking ready for harvest. Eijirou had dreamed of this place so many times since he’d left… Actually walking among the familiar trees under the afternoon sun almost didn’t feel real.

“See? You were right here!” Eijirou said when they reached the lemon trees, pointing at the exact spot where he’d first seen the man who'd become his partner. He could still remember perfectly what Katsuki looked like, standing among them on that fateful morning. “This is so nostalgic…” he added with a dreamy sigh. “I can almost see you four years ago, biting into that lemon…”

Of course, his comment earned him an explosion in the face. Eijirou took it with a laugh.

“You’re the fucking worst,” Katsuki groaned, shoulders up to his ears in embarrassment.

“Maybe, but you love me,” Eijirou replied in a singsong voice, touching his cheek by reflex to make sure he didn’t let a scale sprout on it.

“Whatever, let’s just go,” Katsuki grumbled, walking away.

Eijirou followed him with a hum, still smiling—a tight-lipped smile, of course.

The exchange made him feel a little better, but it didn’t last. The nervousness was back with each step that brought them closer to his childhood home.

He was snapped out of his thoughts by a familiar voice behind him.

“Eijirou?”

Eijirou froze. It was the high season for citruses. He should have known he’d cross paths with his family by coming here. Yet somehow, as they were walking among the trees, his sister’s voice was the last thing he’d expected to hear.

He turned around slowly, and just a few steps away stood Shizuka, staring at him with wide, unsure eyes.

“Eijirou…” she repeated slowly, like she couldn’t believe her eyes. “It’s you… You’re back!”

Eijirou looked at her, frozen, unsure what to do, what to say…

“Hey there, little monster,” he greeted her weakly.

He blinked, and the next moment, she was in his arms, head buried in his chest, hugging him tightly. She still only reached up to his chin. Her long, thick hair still smelled like soap and pine sap. Eijirou hugged her back, wrapping himself around her, and took a long, shaky breath as he tried his best not to cry.

“It’s you, it’s really you,” she said, nuzzling him. “I can’t believe you’re back, I missed you so much…”

“I missed you too…” Eijirou whispered, throat tight.

Shizuka froze then, and a familiar dread found its place in his guts. She raised her head slowly, eyes wet with tears but full of fire.

“Then why didn’t you write?” she hissed.

His grip on her faltered as he prepared for the storm to come, and she took a step back, face contorted in righteous fury.

“Was one letter in three years and nine months really the best you could do?! I was worried sick about you! I was about to go after you and drag you back home myself when it came! And after one vague little letter, nothing?! How dare you?! You didn’t even say goodbye!”

Eijirou winced at her tirade. He knew it was deserved, though. And as embarrassed as he was to be yelled at by his little sister so soon after reuniting with her, part of him was happy. It was proof that she was alive and well. It was proof that she cared.

“You’re the one who encouraged me to leave…” he mumbled weakly at her last accusation.

“Yeah, but it didn’t give you the right to just disappear!” she said with crossed arms and a frown. She turned toward Katsuki and added, “And you, why did you let him leave like that, huh?”

Katsuki just shrugged, perfectly unimpressed by Shizuka’s fury. Eijirou noted the shadow of an amused smile on his face, though.

“It wasn’t my problem back then,” Katsuki said.

Sharp as always, Shizuka immediately reacted to his words, her frown replaced by an intrigued look. “So it’s your problem now?”

“I’m still with him almost four years later. The fuck do you think?” Katsuki replied, challenging.

Shizuka’s frown came back with a vengeance. “Then why didn’t you tell him to write, huh?”

“It’s not my job to make him do shit he doesn’t want to,” Katsuki retorted.

Shizuka huffed, but didn’t insist. Still, when she continued her rant, it was clearly directed to the both of them. “You could have come back in winter, at least! I know there isn’t much adventuring to do in the colder months, so what were you even doing for the past three winters?!”

“If it’d been for me, we’d have come back weeks ago,” Katsuki grumbled.

“Yeah, I’m the one who was too stubborn to come back,” Eijirou admitted in a softer tone than his sister and partner. “I’m really sorry about that. A lot happened and I… I just didn’t think I could come back.”

As always, Shizuka softened immediately at Eijirou’s apologies.

“Why, though?” she asked. “We weren’t even given an address to write back.”

Eijirou bit his lip. He was dying to tell the truth to his little sister. That was why he’d come back here, after all—partly, at least. But…

“Look, I just… It’s a lot to unpack, so I’d rather do it just once, with the whole family,” he explained. “And not out in the open, too…”

Shizuka pouted. “Fine…” she said. “Let’s just go find the others. We were done for today so they should be easy to find. I hope you’re not planning to wait for Shinra, though, because he’s not with us anymore.”

Eijirou felt all of his blood leave his face at her words. “He’s not…”

“He’s working somewhere else!” Shizuka exclaimed the moment she realized her mistake. “He’s in a farm nearby, he’s doing great. Which I know because he writes from time to time,” she added with a pointed look. “And he should be back in a couple of weeks, if you want to see him. But I’m not waiting that long for an explanation.”

Eijirou let out a sigh of relief, glad that everyone seemed to be fine. “I don’t wanna wait that long either,” he said.

“Good,” Shizuka nodded. “Now follow me. I can’t wait to see everyone’s faces when they see you!”

She made him carry her basket of lemons, arguing that he’d been skipping on his duties for too long, and Eijirou accepted with a laugh. The familiar sensations were grounding. With the weight of the basket and his sister by his side, Eijirou didn’t feel like he was dreaming anymore.

“The twins will be so pissed… They got used to having a whole bedroom to themselves and now they’ll have to share a bed again,” Shizuka chuckled. She paused for a beat, pensive, and asked, “What’s the plan, even? Five people for three beds… Will I have to share mine with you, Eijirou? Or maybe I’ll go with Maka.”

“Oh, I’ll just sleep with Katsuki, don’t worry,” Eijirou said. “I bet you’d take up all the space anyway.”

Shizuka sent him another of her piercing looks. “Are you sure?” she asked, eyes sliding over Eijirou to settle on Katsuki.

“There’s only one bed in our tent, you know,” his partner huffed.

Shizuka hummed and stopped walking suddenly.

When Eijirou stopped as well, wondering what was wrong, she said, “Eijirou, don’t tell me you didn’t come back for so long because you thought we wouldn’t accept you being in a relationship with a man.”

Eijirou gasped. She looked so serious, arms crossed like she was on the verge of yelling again if she turned out to be right.

He burst out laughing, nearly dropping the lemons in the process. “No way! It didn’t even cross my mind that you’d think that!”

Shizuka stared at him with wide, incredulous eyes. “But you two are together, right?”

“Well, yeah,” Eijirou admitted once he’d calmed down. “We’re, uh…”

He turned to his partner, unsure how to explain what they were in Plainspeak.

“By Yuuei standards, we’re engaged,” Katsuki said proudly.

Eijirou melted a little at his expression and quickly nodded. “Yeah, that.”

Shizuka’s hands flew to her mouth. “You’re… what?! I… I can’t believe it!” she stammered. “When did you even get engaged? How could you hide this from us?! Is that why you’re back now?”

“Well… no,” Eijirou admitted. “And it’s… recent?” He paused, unsure, and turned toward Katsuki. “Wait, would you say we've been engaged since I presented my mating gift or since I fought your mom?”

“Wait, what?” Shizuka interjected.

“Sorry, different cultures,” Eijirou said with a sheepish look. “It’s a bit complicated even for me…”

“I was thinking about the gift. We won’t be ‘engaged’ by Barbarian standards until I’ve fought your parents,” Katsuki pointed out.

“For the last time, you’re not fighting my parents!” Eijirou exclaimed, hearing his little sister snort at the exchange.

Katsuki rolled his eyes. “Ugh, fine. Guess you don’t want us to be proper shélumnar, then.”

“The fight is to get their approval, right?” Eijirou said. “How about you just do that while we’re here? You don’t have to fight them for it.”

“I guess so…” Katsuki grumbled.

“So you’re telling me that you didn’t visit once because Bakugou’s family was so much better than us, huh…” Shizuka said coldly.

“What? No! We didn’t have a choice!” Eijirou exclaimed.

Except he did, the second time, he remembered somberly. He sighed.

“Look, can we just go find the others?” he asked. “I promise I’ll explain everything as soon as I can.”

Shizuka sighed, but she started walking again.

Her smile came back soon after, when they reached the tool shed where everyone was gathered. No one had noticed them yet, but Eijirou tensed when he saw his parents in the distance. They looked just like he remembered them, unlike the twins who he barely recognized. When did they even get so tall?

Shizuka ran ahead of them with a grin, waving her arms to get their family’s attention as she called, “Guys! Guys, look what I’ve found among the lemons!”

She turned back toward Katsuki and him with a grin while the others gasped.

There it was, in his parents’ eyes. The exact same look of shock and disbelief Mitsuki had when she saw Katsuki for the first time in years.

Eijirou had imagined this moment over and over since he first went to the Golden Mountains, especially during these past few days. And yet, when he heard his mother whisper his name as he came closer, tears in her eyes, he had no idea what to say.

“Hey,” he said, raising a hesitant hand. “Um… It’s been a whi–”

He was interrupted by four pairs of arms wrapping around him, a fifth pair joining them soon after, when Shizuka found the best angle to insert herself into the hug. It wasn’t particularly strong or sudden, but Eijirou still felt like all air had just left his lungs.

He’d missed this so much. Being completely enveloped by his family’s warmth, their familiar scents, the comforting buzz of their voices… The only difference was that instead of words of comfort, they were all repeating,

“You’re back! I can’t believe you’re back. Oh, Eijirou, we missed you so much!”

Eijirou closed his eyes as he felt them fill with tears and whispered back, “Yeah, I’m back. I missed you too. Sorry it took me so long…”

Eijirou wasn’t sure how long they stayed like that, but their hug involved a lot of tears from everyone. This was new. He couldn't remember them ever crying so much during a family group hug.

Was Eijirou crying from joy, from relief, or from guilt? What about his parents? He couldn’t tell. All he knew was that this reunion was more painful than he’d expected, especially after finding his whole family alive and well.

His parents were smiling when they finally let go.

“Look at you, you’ve grown so strong,” his mother said, wiping her eyes.

Were her crow’s feet always so deep?

“You look well. How were your travels? Have you stayed safe?” his father asked, patting his shoulder.

Eijirou had the perfect view of his dark hair. Had there always been so many gray streaks? He’d always been relatively small, but was he always so much smaller than Eijirou?

“Yeah, I’ve been doing great these past few years,” Eijirou said with a fond smile. “What about you?”

“So, so! Where have you been, Eijirou? Tell us!” the twins demanded excitedly, ignoring his own question.

He turned toward them and realized for the second time that they were almost as tall as their father now. It had hit Eijirou earlier that Shizuka looked more mature, but the twins… They looked like different people, almost.

“When did you two get so tall?” he couldn’t help but ask in amazement, making them laugh.

“Yeah, tell me about it…” Shizuka huffed with a smile. “They better stop growing soon, or else I’ll have to cut off their feet to make sure they stay smaller than me.”

“Will you even be able to reach them, shorty?” Sora snorted.

“Hey, have some respect! I’m still taller than you,” Shizuka retorted.

“For now,” Maka said with a shit-eating grin. “Enjoy your role as the big sister while you can, because you’ll be our tiny sister soon.”

“See? They’ve been like this for the past year!” Shizuka exclaimed, turning toward Eijirou. “They’re unbearable.”

“That’s why I came back,” Eijirou said solemnly. “Clearly, you’ve been a terrible eldest sibling and I needed to relieve you from this role.”

“You are no longer my brother,” Shizuka hissed, glaring at him.

Eijirou laughed at that. It was so good to see his siblings again and fall back into their familiar banter. He’d feared that he’d feel awkward around them, but it seemed that he’d been worried for nothing.

When he turned toward his parents, Eijirou recognized another familiar thing: their glare warning him not to show his teeth. He closed his mouth immediately.

Behind him, Katsuki clicked his tongue in annoyance, and Eijirou realized with horror that he’d completely forgotten about him.

“Oh, also… Katsuki’s here with me,” he quickly said, taking a step back toward his partner. “Um… You all remember Bakugou, right?”

“Of course,” Eijirou’s father said with a smile. “Thank you for bringing Eijirou back to us safely.”

“He brought himself back all on his own,” Katsuki said curtly.

“Speaking of which, what did you bring back for us?” Maka asked with an excited grin.

Maybe he should have bought a few things on his way here, after all, Eijirou thought nervously.

“A couple of things,” Katsuki said.

“Oh, right! I have something really special for you,” Eijirou said, finally remembering Ryuko’s gifts.

He searched through his bag to find the two branches. He’d been especially careful with them. He hoped the trip hadn’t been too hard on them.

“Here,” he said, handing them to his parents. “They’re grafts of mandarins and kumquats. They’re citruses from Minghua. I don’t know if they’ll take, but…”

“Minghua?!” the twins and Shizuka exclaimed at the same time.

“You’ve been all the way to Minghua?! No wonder you didn’t have time to write!” Shizuka continued.

Their parents just stared at the branches they’d been handed with wide eyes, like they couldn’t believe they were real.

“Even I had never been so far when I was a merchant,” his father said, impressed. “Why did you even…?”

“Weren’t you looking for dragons?” his mother asked. “Did you have to go that far to find one?”

“Oh, no, we found plenty,” Eijirou laughed, earning another disapproving look from his parents when he smiled a bit too wide. He closed his mouth again and cleared his throat. “Anyway, how about we go home so I can tell you everything?”

They all agreed, his parents deciding that the grafts could wait another day. They seemed to be under the impression that Eijirou had managed to keep the branches so fresh for the months it would have taken him to come back from Minghua on foot with earth magic, and he didn’t dare contradict them. They were still outside, and he wasn’t sure how much he wanted to tell his family about dragon cities anyway.

“Were the grafts all you had?” Maka asked as soon as they were on their way. “Didn’t you bring back anything else for us?”

Eijirou sent her a nervous look. “I might have a few things?” he said, trying to remember if he carried anything that would make for a decent gift. He used to buy little souvenirs at the start of his journey, but did he bring them with him? He couldn’t remember…

“They’re already a wonderful gift,” his mother said. “If these grafts take, we’ll have something no one else grows in the whole country. This is priceless.”

“Yeah, but it’s boring,” Maka pouted, crossing her arms. “I want to see cool stuff from Minghua!”

“What about the dragons, then?” Sora asked eagerly. “Did you kill a lot? Are those dragon teeth around your neck?”

Eijirou paled at the question. After being around so many people who knew about him and cared about dragons, he’d almost forgotten that nearly everyone in Yuuei only saw them as mindless beasts to be killed for riches and glory.

“I said I wanted to fight a dragon, not to kill one,” Katsuki growled.

“But it’s a dragon, it’s not like you can just invite it to a friendly spar and then stop when you’ve had enough, can you?” Shizuka asked, confused.

Eijirou sighed. If he wanted his family to really understand who he was, he’d have a lot of explaining to do.

“You can if you ask politely,” he said with a forced, tight-lipped smile. “They’re fierce opponents, but they’re not really aggressive, you know.”

“How do you even do that? And where did you find dragons?” Shizuka asked.

Eijirou thought for a moment, wondering how he’d manage to keep his family away from the topic of dragons while they were still outside where anyone could hear them. The memory of their first successful quest resurfaced in his mind, and he said with a smile,

“How about I start from the beginning? We started by following rumors, and the first ‘dragon’ we found actually turned out to be a female sahaleim!”

The story of their encounter with the giant desert lizard kept everyone busy until they reached their place.

“Wow… It really hasn’t changed,” Eijirou said the moment he crossed the threshold of his childhood home, overcome by a wave of fondness.

Everything was just as he remembered, from the warm wooden furniture topped with faded but comfortable pillows, to the dim lighting. The place even smelled the same.

“We had no reason to redecorate,” his mother said with an amused smile. “How about you two get settled while I start making dinner? I’ll let you kids decide on the sleeping arrangements between yourselves.”

The twins exchanged a defeated look and a pout, already resigned to have to share a bed again.

“I’ll just share my room with Katsuki,” Eijirou offered.

“First of all, it’s my room now,” Shizuka pointed out immediately. “But you can have it for a little while.” She sighed, and added, “I guess I’ll just share a bed with Maka.”

“Wait, does it mean I get to keep my own bed?” Sora grinned.

“Only until Shinra comes back,” Shizuka reminded him.

“Oh, right…” he said with a disappointed pout.

“Anyway, I’ll get the room ready for you two,” Shizuka said, turning back toward Katsuki and him. “Follow me.”

“I’ll leave you to it, Eijirou. I’ll stay and help with dinner,” Katsuki said.

His announcement was followed by a muffled gasp. Eijirou’s parents exchanged an uncomfortable look, and it took a few seconds for Eijirou to remember that guests weren’t supposed to help with chores in Yuuei.

“You really don’t have to,” his mother said with a tense smile that reminded him of the last time Katsuki was here.

But Eijirou knew better now. He didn’t have to let this weird, tense atmosphere settle. He didn’t have to watch his parents accept Katsuki’s help while silently resenting him for his perceived rudeness.

“He’s not offering to be rude,” he told his mother. “Helping around is the polite thing to do for Barbarians. He’s trying to be a good guest.”

His comment earned him a surprised and confused look from Katsuki, while his parents seemed to relax a little.

“Guests aren’t supposed to do anything in Yuuei, remember?” Eijirou added for his partner.

Katsuki’s face fell. “Oh… Shit, right.”

“Sorry, I should have reminded you.”

Katsuki shook his head. “I’m the idiot who didn’t remember.”

“Katsuki is an awesome cook, though,” Eijirou said, turning back to his mother. “And he’s…”

He paused, unsure how to continue. Should he remind his parents that they’d probably be here for a while? Should he tell them that they were “engaged”? Would it make his mother more or less likely to let Katsuki help? Would they even accept…

Eijirou took a deep breath, refusing to finish his thought, and said with a nervous smile, “Well, he’s going to be part of the family soon, so we should make him feel included, right?”

His announcement was followed by a stretching silence that almost seemed to slow everything down. Maka gasped and exchanged a look with her twin. His parents’ eyes widened and their mouths opened slowly in surprise. Shizuka just watched the scene unfold with a tiny smile. Katsuki glared at the others like he was ready to maul anyone who dared say something bad. Eijirou felt like he was deaf to everything that wasn’t the thundering beat of his heart. 

Maka was the first to break it.

“So you really got married!” she yelled excitedly, grinning.

“I thought Shizuka was joking when she said you two eloped,” Sora said.

“Eijirou… what do you mean?” his mother asked carefully.

“Well… It’s complicated for… different culture… reasons,” Eijirou said slowly, hoping Shizuka had been right when she said it wouldn’t be an issue. Given the way his parents were looking at him, like their eyes were about to pop out, Eijirou was starting to doubt her. It was rare for people to be rejected for relationships like his, but he’d heard about it happening. And it was clear now that at least, he was going to be taken seriously. “But we’re technically engaged?” he concluded despite his worries.

If anything, Maka seemed excited at the prospect, with how she was dancing in place and giggling to herself in a way that reminded him of Mina. Sora seemed stunned, but his twin’s excitement was slowly getting to him. His parents, though… they still hadn’t said anything.

It hit Eijirou, then. He’d crossed the whole country over the course of a week, leaving behind the home he’d made for Katsuki and himself, just for the sake of telling them that he was a dragon shifter and hopefully reconnecting with them. But if they couldn’t accept Katsuki as his partner, well…

“I’m not asking for your permission, you know,” he said, arms crossed. “If you don’t agree with it, we can leave now.”

“No!” both his parents exclaimed in unison, unfreezing all at once and jumping toward him as if he was about to disappear.

“That’s not it, we’re just surprised!” his father said. “Eijirou, you disappeared suddenly with this young man you’d just met, and now you’re coming back years later, saying you’re engaged… it’s a lot to take in.”

“Did you really just meet him, back then?” his mother asked.

Oh… So that was what had been going on in their heads the whole time, Eijirou realized.

“I… Yeah!” he stammered after a beat of stunned silence. “I wasn’t planning to– That’s not why I left! It just happened!”

His parents seemed to relax. Next to them, Maka was still dancing in place and shaking her twin from time to time.

“Alright,” his father said with a sigh of relief. “You know we’ll love you no matter what, right?”

Eijirou nodded. Part of him doubted it, though. Would they say the same thing later, when he’d tell them he was a dragon shifter?

“Well, if…” his mother started slowly. She shook her head and took a step toward Katsuki, holding out a hand. “I think we started off the wrong foot, so let’s try again. You can call me Tachibana.”

Katsuki shook her hand. “Call me Bak–” He paused, eyes wandering around the room before settling on Eijirou. “You can call me Katsuki,” he eventually said, looking back at her.

“And I’m Sekiei,” Eijirou’s father said, offering his own hand. “We hope to get to know you better during your stay.”

“Speaking of which, how long are you staying?” his mother asked.

Eijirou shrugged. “We’re not sure,” he said. “I just… I just really wanted to drop by and see you. So if that’s a problem–”

“Of course it isn’t,” she interrupted him. “You two are welcome to stay for as long as you like.”

“This year’s harvest is promising, it’s always good to have more hands,” his father added.

Eijirou nodded with a relieved smile. He was excited to help around just like he used to. Come to think of it, he wondered how his old master and fellow apprentice at the forge were doing… He’d have to visit them soon.

“Katsuki, you’re welcome to help me with dinner while Eijirou takes care of your bags,” his mother said, turning her attention back toward his partner.

Katsuki nodded.

Eijirou smiled at the exchange. He hoped things would go better this time and his parents would learn to appreciate his partner. If anything, it seemed that they wanted to give him a chance.

He also hoped he’d have time to remind Katsuki about table manners before dinner, because he completely forgot to do it before, and last time had been a disaster…

“Gonna get their approval in no fucking time, you’ll see,” Katsuki whispered in his ear, giving him a confident grin before following Eijirou’s mother.

“Go for it!” Eijirou said with a fond smile.

He hoped his partner was right. Now that his parents knew how important Katsuki was to him, they'd probably be a lot more understanding than last time, when they were determined to dislike him and dissuade Eijirou to leave with him. Still… he didn't want them to force themselves for his sake. He wanted them to see how manly and good for him Katsuki was.

“Come on, take your stuff and follow me instead of making goo-goo eyes at your man,” Shizuka said, grabbing his arm before climbing the steps leading to the bedrooms.

Eijirou followed her with a chuckle.

“Shinra is going to be so mad. He's been bragging about being the first to bring back a partner for weeks and here you are, beating him at the last minute,” Shizuka chuckled as she opened the door to Eijirou's old bedroom.

“Wait, what? He's found someone?!” Eijirou interjected, wondering how his annoying little brother who constantly provoked him and moved like he didn't know what to do with his limbs could ever be in a relationship.

The thought surprised him so much that it completely overshadowed whatever emotion he should have felt upon seeing his old bedroom for the first time after so long.

Shizuka laughed at his reaction. “Is it so hard to believe?”

“Yeah! I mean he's… he's so young!” Eijirou exclaimed, dropping his and Katsuki's bags on the floor.

“He's considered an adult now, you know?” she chuckled.

Eijirou frowned. He knew it made sense, logically speaking, but he still found it hard to believe.

“Actually, if you think the twins have changed, just wait until you see him,” Shizuka added, amused.

“Really?”

“He's like a different person!” Shizuka nodded. “In a good way, I'd say. He's…” She took a moment to think, sent him a long, pensive look, and said, “It's a bit like you. Like he's more at home in his own body, almost.”

Eijirou tilted his head, confused. “Like me?”

“Yeah! I almost didn't recognize you at first, you know? You're so much more confident! You stand taller, you smile more, you no longer look like you're trying to take up as little space as you can or to stay unnoticed…” She smiled. “It suits you. If I'd known going on an adventure would be this good for you, I would have sent you away years ago!”

“To have my room faster?” Eijirou asked with a smile.

Shizuka sighed. “I didn't care that much about the room without you around…” she admitted.

“I'm sorry…” Eijirou said, deflating at the reminder of how much he’d hurt his family when he left.

“Yeah… All this time, all this pestering, and I didn't even enjoy it,” she said with a dramatic sigh. “But you better not touch my stuff while you're here! And don't do anything reprehensible in my bed either!”

Eijirou nearly choked at the implications. “W-Well first of all, it's my bed!” he stammered. “I just let you have it while I was away.”

“Oh, come on! It's not like you're planning to stay here with your fiancé forever,” Shizuka said, rolling her eyes.

Eijirou melted a little when she called Katsuki his fiancé. It made things so much more real than ‘future mate’ to him…

“Besides, you've been gone for too long, so it's legally mine now,” his sister continued, ignoring Eijirou’s reaction. “I'm just being a good host.”

Eijirou chuckled and kept bickering with her as they finished preparing the room.

“By the way, why are there slits at the back of your clothes?” Shizuka asked suddenly. “They look like they're here on purpose.”

Eijirou stopped what he was doing to grab the back of his shirt self-consciously. “Oh, these?” he asked nervously. “Well, they're traditional for… for my people.”

He didn't want to hide from his siblings any longer and it was tempting to tell his sister the truth, but… was now really the time?

“Your people?” Shizuka asked curiously. “Do you mean Barbarians?”

Eijirou shook his head. “No, not them.”

“So you've met your… your birth parents, then?” Shizuka asked again, frowning in confusion.

Eijirou felt a pang of guilt at their mention, but still said, “No, I don't know where they are.”

Shizuka looked even more confused by his answer.

“I just…” Eijirou started slowly. “Well… you know I'm not… completely human, right?” he said, deciding that telling his sister now might be useful for his actual talk with his family. It felt like forever ago, but he still remembered his last conversation with her. He knew she knew.

Shizuka nodded. “Oh… right,” she said, like she'd forgotten about that. “Do you know what you are now?”

“Yeah, Katsuki helped me figure it out,” Eijirou said. “Barbarians are a lot more tolerant with sapients than we are, you know? They have entire clans of shifters, they trade with harpies and giants…”

“They do?” Shizuka asked, looking genuinely surprised. “I thought… I thought you couldn’t reason with them.”

“Do I look like someone you can't reason with?” Eijirou asked with a frown. He knew his sister didn’t know better, but it still hurt, coming from her.

Shizuka tensed at his question. “Obviously, yeah. All big brothers are unreasonable creatures,” she said, huffing a forced laugh. There was a beat of uncomfortable silence before she said, “Sorry for assuming, though. It's just… I knew you weren’t human but…” She sighed. “I don’t know. I realize now that it was a dumb thing to say.”

Eijirou hummed in agreement. As mad as he wanted to be at her answer, he knew he used to be the same. He'd believed that sapients didn’t really count as people before meeting Katsuki and fellow sapients. Himself included.

“What are you, then?” Shizuka asked.

Eijirou took a deep breath, wondering what his sister's reaction would be. He trusted her, of course, but dragon shifters weren't even supposed to exist. Only dragon hunters and friends of the dragons seemed to know about them in Yuuei.

“I'm a shifter,” he said.

“Oh? Like some kind of lizard shifter? I remember scales, I think,” Shizuka said. She sounded nothing but curious. It made Eijirou relax a little.

“Not quite,” he said. “I’m… lizardy. But the slits are for my wings.”

“Your wings?” Shizuka asked slowly. “Are you trying to tell me that you're a winged lizard?”

Eijirou nodded.

“Like some kind of dragon?” she said, raising a doubting eyebrow.

“Not like a dragon,” Eijirou said. “That's what I am.”

“But there are no dragon shifters,” Shizuka immediately retorted. “We'd know it if they existed, right?”

“They don't come to Yuuei more than they have to,” Eijirou shrugged.

“But… but you said your people were… That would mean that there is an entire population of dragon shifters!”

“Yeah, we just stay hidden for the most part,” Eijirou said. When his sister still looked at him in disbelief, he said, “Look… The room is too tiny for me to shift fully, but here.”

He shifted partially then, letting his wings, horns and tail out, along with a few scales.

Shizuka gasped in surprise. “What?!” she exclaimed.

“Shhh, not so loud!” Eijirou whispered. “I'll tell you more over dinner or something, I promise. I came back because I have to tell mom and dad about this anyway. I… I need them to know, I guess.”

It seemed that his sister was too far gone to listen, though.

“There's no way!” she said at a more normal volume, circling him slowly to have a better look at his dragon features. “It makes so much sense but… wow…”

“I know, right?” Eijirou chuckled. “I could barely believe it either, when Katsuki told me.”

“How did he even know?” she asked, glancing at him as she shyly approached a wing, silently asking for his permission to touch.

Eijirou gave her the go-ahead and said, “He’s familiar with dragon shifters and their culture.”

Shizuka paused her prodding suddenly. “But wait… that monster in the area before you left… it was supposed to have horns… and weird things protruding from its shoulders… And after you left…”

“Yeah, about that? I'm pretty sure it was me,” Eijirou said with a nervous chuckle, tucking his wings closer. “Repressing my shifting turned out to be… pretty bad for me. So I sort of shifted in my sleep?”

“And that's why you were sneaking out…” Shizuka said in realization.

Eijirou nodded.

“I owe Katsuki a lot, as you can see,” he said, going back to his full human form.

Shizuka looked like she still had lots of questions for him, but Sora chose that moment to barge into the room and ask them to come back down so everyone could spend time with Eijirou.

“I'll tell you more later,” he mouthed to his sister before he followed their brother downstairs.

“You better,” Shizuka mouthed back as she followed suit.

Eijirou couldn’t say he was looking forward to dinner and talking to his parents, but… it was what he was here for, after all. There was no escaping it anymore.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! For some reason (might be the length) this chapter was excruciating to edit...

Anyway, sorry to leave you hanging and see you in two weeks!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 98: Mom, Dad, I’m a Dragon

Notes:

I'm back! My vacation was very nice but also so exhausting I got sick when I came back...

Anyway, enjoy the new chapter!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

If Eijirou had to describe dinner in one word—for him, at least—it would be… “tense”. In a way, it was just like last time, but for different reasons. Eijirou's family was in a great mood, he'd had enough time to brief Katsuki on table manners beforehand, his partner was behaving impeccably, and everyone was excited to see them. But Eijirou felt like he was boiling inside.

He was dying to tell his parents the truth about himself, his travels, his people… but at the same time, he knew that if he did, his resentment would resurface. And although he felt like Shizuka deserved to be part of the conversation, since she had her own grievances on the subject, he didn't want the twins to witness him losing it. Or Katsuki, for that matter.

So until they went to bed, Eijirou would have to pretend everything was fine and play along; something he was terrible at. Even innocent comments from his parents, like their questions about what they ate on the road, made him want to lash out. Now that the joy of seeing them again and knowing they were fine had passed, all that was left was Eijirou’s resentment, sitting heavily in his belly like hot tar, spoiling even the taste of his mother’s food.

To make up for this, he tried to avoid talking to his parents directly, leaving that side of the conversation to Katsuki and focusing on his siblings instead. Knowing how awkward Katsuki usually was with children, it was a good arrangement for both of them.

He slowly relaxed as he listened to the twins telling him about a new friend they’d made, but when he laughed at one of their stories, someone kicked him under the table. Surprised, he looked up to see his mother sending him a warning glare.

Right… his teeth, Eijirou remembered, deflating immediately.

Something else bubbled up to the surface when he realized what he was doing, though; how his parents were making him self-conscious about a part of himself he’d spent the past three years learning how to love. His shame immediately turned into pure irritation, exploding like a burst of Katsuki's fire magic.

“I’m not a child anymore!” he snarled at his mother, pointedly revealing all his sharp teeth.

His mother paled, and five more pairs of eyes immediately turned toward him. Eijirou’s anger instantly turned back into shame, this time for speaking to his mother so harshly. But even as he softened, he didn’t back down.

“I know when to hide my teeth, and I don’t want to do it here,” he added in what he hoped was a gentle but firm tone. 

His parents sent a glance in Katsuki’s direction, like they didn’t expect him to know about his true nature. Eijirou rolled his eyes and forced himself to focus on something else. Still, he felt even more tense for the rest of the meal. No amount of telling himself that his parents didn’t know better, that they wouldn’t change their behavior until he told them everything, nothing helped him relax.

The end of dinner couldn’t come fast enough. Eijirou felt like he was going to explode when his mother announced that they had dessert to celebrate his return and “engagement” with Katsuki.

He calmed down the moment he saw it. It was a simple pan bread sweetened with honey, the kind his mother always made when they were celebrating something unexpectedly. And as befitting the season, it was topped with thin slices of fresh oranges.

It used to be Eijirou’s favorite treat. The topping was always different depending on the season—apples, pears, wild berries, chestnuts—but Eijirou loved the one with oranges more than anything. To him, this dessert tasted like happiness.

The first bite made him cry, tears flowing behind his closed eyelids as reality hit him for the second time: he was home. He was home, surrounded by his family, and they were all celebrating his return. It was everything he'd ever wanted. And he wasn't even enjoying it.

“Eijirou, are you alright?” his father asked, bringing him back to the present.

Eijirou opened his eyes, surprised, and sniffled.

“I’m almost surprised you didn’t cry sooner,” Katsuki said with an amused smile. “Your mother and I worked our asses off on the rest of the meal, you know.”

“You say that like you want me to cry every time you cook for me,” Eijirou chuckled, wiping his eyes.

“I guess it’d get old pretty fast…” Katsuki conceded.

“Is this a common occurrence?” his mother asked, confused.

Come to think of it, Eijirou didn’t remember crying over food like this back when he lived with his family. Or at least, when he did, his tears had nothing to do with strong positive feelings, and everything to do with his dislike for the food.

“Not really,” Eijirou said with a tiny smile.

“Kind of, yeah,” Katsuki said at the same time.

Eijirou immediately turned toward him. “What do you mean, ‘kind of’? It doesn’t happen all that often.”

“The normal amount of times people cry over tasty food is zero, Eijirou,” Katsuki retorted.

“Right…” Eijirou said, averting his eyes. “But it’s just… It just happens with food that reminds me of home, or of how happy I am, or… It just gives me big feelings, okay? It’s manly to have feelings,” he concluded with a pout.

“Never said it wasn’t,” Katsuki remarked.

“Well… If they really are good tears, then I’m glad you like the cake so much,” his mother said with a smile.

“Welcome home, you big crybaby,” Shizuka said with an amused smile, hugging him from her seat next to him.

She was immediately followed by the twins, who ran from their seats to join the hug.

“You guys need to stop, I’m gonna cry harder,” Eijirou whispered, feeling more tears coming up as his chest swelled with love.

Why did he stay away from them for so long? How could he have ever thought that he could live the rest of his life without seeing them again?

“Too late, you know your tears taste as sweet as honey to us,” Shizuka said.

“We live to make you suffer, and you owe us four years of torture,” Sora added.

Eijirou closed his eyes and smiled, letting himself melt in their embrace.

“Eijirou… Why do you sound like Rascal right now?” Maka asked a moment later.

Eijirou stopped mid-purr. He hadn’t even realized he was doing it. For a second, he thought of denying everything, like he used to. ‘I don’t know what you’re talking about’ was on the tip of his tongue.

Instead, he forced himself to relax, and said with a smile, “It’s because I’m happy. This is my happy sound.”

“Where did you learn how to do that?” Sora asked. “It’s the best purring impression I've ever heard, and you know how hard Maka tried! Did the dragons teach you?”

“In a way,” Eijirou said, ignoring the alarmed looks from his parents.

“Can you teach me? I wanna purr too!” Maka exclaimed.

Eijirou snorted. He didn’t know yet how his siblings would react to him being a dragon, but he was glad that they were taking his purring so well, at least.

“We’ll see about that tomorrow, kids,” his mother said before he could say anything. “How about you finish dinner and then get ready for bed?”

“What? But it’s early!” Maka complained. “I wanna spend time with Eijirou!”

As much as Eijirou wanted to resent his mother for interrupting this first introduction to his dragon side, he had to admit that it was better for his plans. The earlier the twins went to bed, the sooner he could have his important conversation with his parents. And the sooner that was over, the sooner he could tell the truth to Maka and Sora, too.

“I’ll still be here tomorrow, don’t worry. You’ll see me plenty,” he said, ruffling Maka’s hair.

“If you see him too much now, you’ll be tired of him faster,” Shizuka added with a smirk.

“Hey!” Eijirou protested in mock offense.

“That’s not true!” Maka exclaimed, stopping halfway through flattening her hair to wrap her arms around him again.

It took some more coaxing—and threatening—to get the twins to agree to finish their dessert and leave. Smart as they were, they took their time to complete the first step, much to Eijirou’s amusement.

“You know what? I think Eijirou should come tuck us in,” Maka said the moment she was finished.

“We’re too old to be tucked in bed,” Sora retorted, slapping her shoulder.

“Shh, he doesn’t know that,” she answered in a whisper, slapping him back.

“Just go to your room, you two,” his mother said before their small argument could escalate further, exasperated.

“But we’re not tired…” Sora whined.

“Well… How about you show Katsuki your… your rock collection?” Eijirou offered. “Do you still have it?”

“Of course we still have it!” Sora exclaimed with a grin.

Katsuki sent him a questioning look, and Eijirou replied with a sorry one. Thankfully, his partner was quick to understand that whatever happened, Eijirou needed to face his parents alone. He was planning to tell him everything afterward, but it wasn’t something he wanted Katsuki to witness. It would probably be awkward for him anyway.

His partner sighed, obviously not thrilled with the plan, but he still got up and said, “Yeah, show me what you got, brats.”

Katsuki looked nothing but resigned to his fate, but the twins didn’t seem to care about his lack of enthusiasm as they dragged him toward their room. He squeezed Eijirou’s shoulder in support as he passed, and Eijirou grabbed his hand briefly before letting him go, feeling the nervous knots in his guts relax a little.

“Have fun with your adult talk or whatever this is!” Maka said cheerfully as her brother led Katsuki inside their room.

“And be nice to Eijirou or else!” Sora added before closing the door behind them.

Eijirou chuckled at their antics. They were still as much of a handful as he remembered, although in a different way. He hoped they wouldn’t exhaust Katsuki too much, though.

“Shizuka, you should probably go with them,” his father said with a pointed look, bringing him back to the situation at hand.

“I think she should stay,” Eijirou said a little louder, stopping his sister just as she was about to get up. She sent him a curious look, and he added, “I mean… if you want to. I just think you should be here, but…”

Shizuka smiled and nodded as she sat back down. Eijirou smiled back, grateful not to be alone in what was to come.

It seemed to throw off their parents. They clearly didn’t expect this, and for a moment, they looked unsure how to proceed, exchanging looks until his mother said nervously, “Well, I guess we still need to clear the table.”

Eijirou nodded. It wasn’t how he'd expected things to go, but it wasn’t a bad thing. It bought him some time to figure out where to start with the important conversation he needed to have.

His guts clenched in anticipation, and as he helped gather the plates and wipe the table, Eijirou found himself wondering how Katsuki had managed to make it through his important talk with his own family. Eijirou hadn’t even started yet and this was nerve-wracking already.

He must have waited too long because before he knew it, there was nothing left to do and his parents were trying to send Shizuka away again.

“There’s no need. She knows,” he said, snapping back to the present and realizing that he still had no idea where to even begin. Maybe this would be a good starting point.

His parents frowned.

“What do you mean?” his father asked.

“She knows I’m not human. She knows more than you do, actually,” Eijirou said. “I told her everything earlier.”

That’s when Eijirou saw it. Behind the anger, behind the warnings, behind the general discomfort… his parents looked genuinely scared. Did Eijirou have that same look, back when he was still trying to hide his secret from Katsuki?

“Eijirou, what have you done?” his mother hissed.

“Oh, spare me,” Shizuka said, rolling her eyes. “I’ve known since before I could remember. I just couldn’t talk about it because you all shot me down every time I tried to bring it up.”

Their parents’ attention immediately turned toward her, surprise written all over their faces.

“You should stop underestimating your children. Or overestimating our chattiness,” Shizuka said. Her tone was calm, but Eijirou knew her well enough to recognize the hint of annoyance in her voice. “I don’t think the others know, though. I guess Eijirou was better at hiding by the time they were born.”

“How about we all sit down so we can talk properly?” Eijirou offered during the stunned silence that followed, feeling a little more confident. “There’s a lot I need to tell you.”

His parents nodded numbly. The way they all sat down, with his parents on one side of the table and Eijirou on the other, reminded him a lot of the last time they all talked before he left. The only difference was that this time, Eijirou wasn’t facing them alone. And he wasn’t going to let them walk all over him either.

Silence settled around the table as Eijirou tried to figure out where to begin, wondering where all his anger from before had gone now that it was time to let it out. Should he tell them he was a dragon shifter first? It would probably be a good first step.

His parents spoke first.

“Why?” his father asked. “Why did you tell Shizuka?”

“I wasn’t planning on telling her first, it just sort of happened,” Eijirou said.

“Why did you tell her at all?” his mother asked. “We taught you better than that.”

“And why wouldn’t he?” Shizuka retorted next to him. “I’m his sister. I’ve lived with him my whole life. I deserve to know!”

“I agree with her. I shouldn’t have to hide from my own family,” Eijirou said. “Now that I’ve seen the world, I… I know why you raised me the way you did. You were right, I can’t just be myself openly and hope people will accept me. Especially as a dragon shifter. Or, well… not in Yuuei, at least. I’ve met dragon hunters once and I really, really don’t want to do it agai–”

“What do you mean, a dragon? It can’t be!” his father exclaimed, interrupting Eijirou before could reach the important part of what he was trying to say. Maybe. He felt like he’d lost his point somewhere during his explanation.

This wasn’t going well.

“It is, though. I'm a dragon shifter,” Eijirou repeated loud and clear, realizing that he wouldn’t go anywhere before he’d established this.

Maybe he should have asked Katsuki for tips beforehand…

“But–” his father started.

Eijirou sighed in resignation. He was used to people’s disbelief by now.

“Well… I couldn’t show my full dragon form to Shizuka earlier, so I guess I’ll do it now, since there’s more room,” he said, getting up to walk toward the little nook under the upstairs bedrooms.

“Eijirou, don’t you dare!” his mother hissed while he made sure that the curtains were drawn and no one could see him.

“We believe you, there’s no need to do this,” his father said nervously, despite his previous outburst.

Eijirou shook his head. “No, I think I have to. You’re my family. I trust you. I don’t want to hide around you. And I won’t do it anymore.”

“I’m not planning to go and tell everyone my brother isn’t human, you know. And I don’t think the twins and Shinra will either, as long as we’re honest with them about the risks,” Shizuka said, turning her attention back to her parents.

Eijirou smiled at her words, feeling a wave of relief knowing that she trusted them too. Even after four years away from her, he still had complete faith in her judgment.

“They deserve to be given a chance,” he said.

His mother was frowning, looking ready to chew them out, but his father put a hand on her arm to stop her. He looked calmer than her, and more serious. He looked like he was deep in thought.

“Why, though?” he asked after a moment. “Why not just keep on hiding like you have in the past?”

Hearing this, Eijirou felt the anger he’d kept under wraps until now resurfacing. The conversation had been pretty calm so far, but he guessed he’d have to let his resentment out sooner or later. Things would never improve if he didn’t.

“Because I can’t,” Eijirou said. “Not in the long run. And again, I don’t want to. This isn’t a shameful little secret I can hide forever, this is who I am!”

Eijirou let out his horns then, to really drive the point home. His mother looked alarmed for a beat, raising a hand and opening her mouth like she was about to scold him for it. Eijirou let out his wings as well in retaliation, spreading them as much as the enclosed space allowed him. Both his parents paled at the sight, but for once, Eijirou didn’t care. It felt good to do this in front of them. To show them—and himself, in a way—that they couldn’t stop him.

“I’m a shifter,” he continued, with more confidence than he’d felt the whole evening, “and forcing myself not to shift at all my entire life hurt me . It almost killed me. I can do it for a few months without too much trouble, but I don’t want to hide around you. Because if I have to…” He paused, taking a deep breath to fight his tight throat, and concluded more quietly, “If I can’t be myself around you, then I don’t think I can stay here at all.”

“But you were doing so well–” his mother started.

“I wasn’t!” Eijirou snapped, snarling. “I really, really wasn’t. Remember that monster people used to see around here at night? It was me! It was me half-shifting in my sleep and behaving like a feral animal. And if Katsuki hadn’t found me when he did and helped me learn how to embrace this side of me…” His throat clenched as he remembered the story of the wolf shifter Uraraka had told them when they first met her. Would he have become like this? Would he have started hurting people, eventually? “It could have been bad,” he concluded. He paused for a moment and added, “And by that, I mean that Katsuki found me eating a whole deer raw in the middle of the night, and I had no idea I was doing it until he snapped me out of it.”

His memories of that night were hazy. He remembered waking up in a daze, the awful taste of raw meat and warm blood in his mouth, Katsuki’s horrified expression in the flickering light of the flame in his hand…

“So he knows, huh…” his father said slowly.

Eijirou rolled his eyes. “Of course, he knows. Do you really think I’d marry someone who doesn’t even know who I am?”

“But wait, what was his deal with dragons?” Shizuka asked.

Eijirou stayed silent for a beat, unsure what to tell her. He didn’t know how much Katsuki wanted them to know about him, and he didn’t want to stray too much from the subject. There was still a lot he had to say.

“That’s a long story,” he said. “You’ll have to ask him later.”

Shizuka didn’t seem satisfied with the answer, but she didn't argue.

Instead, she said, “Anyway, I think you were about to shift fully, right? What are you waiting for?”

There was a glint of excitement in her eyes, her lips twitching with a barely contained smile.

Eijirou smiled back. It was good to know that at least someone was excited to see his dragon form. His parents didn’t seem so thrilled. They still looked like they were about to stop him if he tried to shift. Good thing he could do it all at once now, or else he might end up stuck in the same weird in-between form as before.

He closed his eyes, trying to forget where he was. He’d managed to partially shift already, but part of him worried that seeing his childhood home and his parents would stop him like it used to.

“Does it always take so long for you to shift?” Shizuka asked then, snapping him out of his careful concentration.

Eijirou frowned, but forced himself not to show his annoyance when he said, “Not usually, no. Or, well… not anymore. It’s just being here with…”

He glanced at his parents and averted his eyes quickly. He shook his head and closed his eyes again.

“Anyway, I’m having a bit of performance anxiety, so please don’t interrupt me,” he concluded.

“Oh, sorry… Go ahead,” Shizuka said.

Eijirou nodded, trying to picture the painted dragons as he focused on shifting. The old trick worked once more, and a second later, he was standing on all fours.

He opened his eyes when he heard a gasp and a loud scraping sound. His mother had shoved her chair back trying to get away, looking horrified, her hands pressed to her mouth. His father wrapped a protective arm around her shoulders, and although he didn’t look afraid, his mouth was a thin line and his eyes wouldn’t leave Eijirou. They were both much paler than before.

On the other side of the table, closer to Eijirou, Shizuka’s reaction was the complete opposite of theirs. She was grinning, her eyes sparkling with wonder, and when Eijirou noticed that her clenched fists were shaking, he had no doubt that it was out of barely contained excitement and not fear.

“This is the best thing I’ve ever seen!” she whispered, like she didn’t trust herself not to yell. “Eijirou, you look so cool! I… Can I touch you, please? Is it weird? Sorry if it’s weird but…”

Eijirou chuckled at her reaction. His parents flinched when he nodded, but Shizuka just grinned harder and quickly closed the distance between them. Her hand was still shaking when she reached out to touch his snout. The moment they made contact, she let out a tiny squeal of excitement and whispered again, “Booping your nose has never felt more awesome.”

Eijirou snorted, both at her words and at the tickling sensation of her palm against his thin skin.

“Your scales look amazing, they’re so… vibrant,” Shizuka continued, taking back her hand to slowly walk around him like she did earlier. “Hey, can you fly?”

Eijirou nodded again, amused.

“Really? Amazing! Can you take me for a flight?”

Eijirou let out a strangled noise at the question. ‘Not now,’ he wanted to say. ‘Not here.’

“Shizuka! It wouldn’t be safe,” his father interjected.

Sadly, Eijirou agreed with him. Maybe on a dark night, but… the flight wouldn’t be enjoyable for his sister if she could see nothing but darkness.

“You can shift back, if you want,” Shizuka said then. “It’ll be easier to speak.”

Eijirou nodded and shifted back to his full human form. On second thought, he decided to keep his horns, just to make sure his parents didn’t forget who he was for the rest of the conversation.

“That was awesome! How did you manage to keep your clothes, though? Can you carry people? How did you learn how to fly?” Shizuka asked without giving him time to answer, like she was possessed by the spirit of Izuku.

“I don’t know about the clothes, it’s just a shifter thing,” Eijirou said, unsure if he should be happy or annoyed with the way her enthusiasm had dispelled the tension from earlier. “And I can carry people on my back when I fly, but… well, dad isn’t wrong, it would be dangerous, and it’d suck for you to fly on a moonless night or something.”

“I guess so…” Shizuka pouted. “Wait, flying is a lot faster than walking, right?” she asked a second later with renewed excitement.

“Yeah! I just crossed the whole country in a week, you know,” Eijirou said proudly.

“Amazing,” Shizuka whispered with a grin. “Imagine if you could carry our harvest straight to the capital! I’ve heard our fruit is super expensive there, and they’d be so fresh! We’d make a fortune!”

Eijirou chuckled fondly at her idea. It was so much like her to think like this. He’d missed these kinds of conversations.

“Sadly, we still have the issue of danger,” he said. “Dragon hunters are really scary…”

Shizuka’s face fell at the reminder. “Oh… right.”

“But you know… we could sell them in the Golden Mountains,” Eijirou remarked. “I know for a fact that they don’t have citruses there, and winters can be harsh. I’m sure they’d be a hit!”

“Oooh, so we’d expand our business outside our borders? I love the way you’re thinking!” Shizuka grinned.

“Can we go back to the topic of dragon hunters, please?” their father asked then, looking worried.

Eijirou’s smile faded. “Yeah… I’ve learned about their existence the hard way,” he said with a somber look. “But we’ll be fine as long as everyone keeps pretending not to know anything about dragons outside of home. So don’t worry about them too much.”

‘Don’t worry as much as I do…’ part of him wanted to add. ‘And please, don’t use them as an excuse to make me hide again.’

“So you agree that we did for the best when we hid you,” his father remarked.

Eijirou grunted in reluctant agreement. “Partly, yeah…” he grumbled. “But I still should have been given some place to shift in peace. It could’ve been my room, but you wouldn't even let me shift when I was alone or just with you.”

“We didn’t know!” his mother protested.

Eijirou’s retort died when he heard a loud bang followed by the twins’ laughter.

Shizuka looked up toward their bedroom and sighed.

“You know what? I’ve said my bit, so I should probably go now and check on the kids,” she said. “Thanks for letting me stay.”

Eijirou nodded. It was probably for the best that she didn’t stay for this specific part of the conversation. And he felt more confident now. Whatever came next would be hard, but he felt like he could do it.

“Thanks for staying,” he said.

She gave him a quick smile and walked around the table to kiss her parents goodnight.

“Be kind to Eijirou,” she told them. “I know I’m to blame for last time, but if he’s gone in the morning because of what you said, I will be mad.”

“I won’t leave this time, I promise,” Eijirou said.

“You better not,” she replied, walking back toward him to wish him goodnight as well.

She aimed for a kiss on the temple and bumped her nose on his horn in the process.

“Huh… they’re rougher than I thought,” she said, rubbing her nose as she took a step back.

“But they’re cool, right?” Eijirou grinned.

“So cool…” she said with a sigh of admiration. “Anyway, goodnight, you three!”

The moment she disappeared, Eijirou turned back to his parents with a serious look, feeling both more confident and angrier now that Shizuka had shown him what he could have had his whole life.

“Look, I know you had no idea how to handle me and you did what you thought was best,” he said. “I’ve had three years to think about it. But here’s the thing: it hurt me. It really did. It took me months and months to unlearn enough to be able to shift. And as I already said, I really needed to do that. Not shifting, not knowing I could shift made me so ill. My scales were rotting. I couldn't control my feelings. Sure, hiding kept me safe for twenty years or so, but we’re lucky I came across Katsuki when I did, and decided to disobey you and leave with him. So I just…” He sighed. “I don’t know. I guess I just need you to acknowledge that.”

“But what else could we have done?” his mother insisted.

“Like I said, you could have given me space to be myself around you guys, at least!” Eijirou protested, trying his best not to yell despite his rising frustration. “You could have… not yelled at me and made me feel ashamed of existing! I didn’t even know what I was until Katsuki told me! Can’t you see how bad that is? You made me hide even from myself! Maybe if you’d known I was a shifter, you could have found a better way to raise me! And… And… I was so scared of opening up to people, I don’t think I’ve had real friends before Katsuki! I told you about the bad experiences I’ve had, but that’s not all of them. I’ve met other people who know who I am and love me all the same, even in Yuuei. I’ve made so many friends these past few years, I didn’t know it was even possible!”

“And how were we—” his mother started.

She was interrupted by his father, who put a hand on her shoulder to stop her.

“Don’t,” he told her calmly. “He knows that already.”

His mother’s mouth snapped shut, and for a moment, she seemed at loss for words. Still, she was the one who spoke first.

“You know… when we found you in our orchard, I swear it was the happiest day of my life. I loved you the moment I saw you. My little orchard baby…” She paused to give him a teary smile. “And then, when the… the shifting started… I was so scared. We were so scared. We knew if anyone found out, you’d be taken away from us. You were my son the moment I met you, and I couldn’t let that happen! And then Shizuka was born, and Shinra… And suddenly, it wasn’t just about the three of us, it was about protecting them too.”

“We just want you to know that everything we did, we did because we loved you, and we didn’t want to lose you,” his father continued. “I won’t lie and say your… your dragon form isn’t scary. I thought female sahaleim were intimidating but at least they don’t have such sharp teeth and talons and…” He paused, shivering, but soon recovered. “But it’s alright. You’re still our son, horns and all. You know that, right?”

Eijirou nodded without a word.

“Maybe you’re right,” his mother said, downcast eyes wet with tears. “Maybe we shouldn’t have let our fear guide our every decision. If we’d known how much we were hurting you, we would have done things differently. It was never our intention. I’m sorry, Eijirou. I hope you can forgive us someday.”

“I want to,” Eijirou said in a strangled voice, tears streaming down his face already as he felt the rage he’d been carrying for the past few years begin to dissipate slowly, painfully. “I really, really want to.”

He couldn’t even tell how he was feeling. He never expected his parents to actually apologize to him. He should be happy. But instead, there was just this… intense, yet completely indefinable feeling and… what was he supposed to do with it?

Silence filled the room until he asked in a small voice,

“Can I have a hug now?”

His parents were on him in an instant, walking around the table to wrap him in a tight, warm embrace.

“I’m sorry I left the way I did. I’m sorry I didn’t come back earlier,” Eijirou said, fully crying now. “I missed you all so much. But I thought there would be no home for me here. I thought there was no point.”

“Oh, Eijirou…” his father whispered in his hair. “I’m sorry we ever made you feel this way. We love you so much. You will always have a home here, no matter how long you leave or how far you go.”

They stayed like that for a long time, crying, apologizing, whispering words of comfort… Eijirou felt like a child again, but not in a bad way. For the first time since he came back, he let himself truly hope that his parents would do better and that he really had a home here.

His father was the first to break contact, when Eijirou accidentally bumped him with a horn.

“Ouch…” he muttered, taking a step back. “Shizuka was right, they are pretty rough.”

“Sorry, dad,” Eijirou said with a wet chuckle, wiping his eyes and making them disappear.

“Oh no, you don’t have to hide them,” his mother said.

“We’ll just get used to them,” his father added with a small smile.

Their words warmed Eijirou to the core. “Thank you. But it’s alright. I just don’t want to hurt you. I’m not used to having horns in human form, so I always bump into things,” he said with a weak chuckle.

His words were followed with a beat of awkward silence as Eijirou realized that he didn’t have anything else to tell them for now. He could tell them all about his adventures, including the parts he'd kept hidden before, but… it felt too early for that. Everything was too raw for him to pretend it was all water under the bridge. Maybe he’d have more things to bring up later, but it was enough for tonight.

“So… I guess we should all go to sleep?” he said awkwardly.

“Don’t you want to stay a little and tell us more about the whole… dragon thing?” his mother asked.

Eijirou thought for a moment and eventually shook his head. “I’ll do it tomorrow, when everyone is here,” he decided.

“So you really are planning to tell the twins…” his father said somberly.

“Do you really think it’s a bad idea?”

His parents exchanged a look and sighed. “This is your decision,” his mother said eventually. “I can’t say I like it, with how chatty the twins can be, but… they’ve learned to be careful. And we want you to feel welcome here. You’re an adult now, so we trust you to know how to keep yourself safe.”

His father nodded along, and Eijirou smiled. He didn’t know what the future held, but at least, his parents seemed determined to do better. He’d never dared hope for that much. There was a time when even apologies felt out of reach.

“Thank you. This means the world to me.”

They exchanged goodnights, and Eijirou climbed the steps toward his old bedroom. Now that the conversation was over, he felt… strangely light and empty. He couldn’t wait to climb into bed with Katsuki and tell him all about what happened. He was glad he got to share this moment alone with his parents, but now, he craved nothing more than the comfort of his partner.

He found Katsuki fast asleep, sprawled on the floor of the common bedroom, one twin curled up against him on each side, while Shizuka was getting ready for bed.

“Oh, you’re done,” she said, turning toward him. “I was going to wake them up and send them to bed. I think the twins have completely exhausted Katsuki, but they seem to really like him now.”

Eijirou smiled as he watched them sleep. His partner would curse him if he let him sleep on the floor, but the sight was incredibly cute and beyond anything Eijirou had ever dreamed of. He didn’t know what the future held, but if he really had a home here, then he hoped it could become one for Katsuki as well.

Or rather… he’d make sure of it. He had a promise to keep, after all.

Notes:

Finally, the long awaited talk! It's terrible how much I was anticipating this scene and yet it didn't go the way I expected at all. I'm not sure how well I've managed the whole Feels part, but I'm never a good judge of that so I hope it made you feel things! (in a good way)

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 99: Two Dozen Goats and Three Whole Donkeys

Notes:

Sorry for the extremely late chapter, I was hanging out with a cat and a baby (and also the parents) so you understand how I couldn't miss it

An alternate title for this chapter was "Nothing Else Matters" and I think it's been a while since I've used song titles but apparently the other one is better so...

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

For Katsuki, it had been an intense few weeks following their arrival at Eijirou’s childhood home and his partner revealing his true nature to his family. Sure, Katsuki wasn’t the one who had to come out to his family in several ways in a single day. Sure, he wasn’t the one who had to decide how to tell them the truth and how much he wanted to reveal. And sure, he wasn’t the one who had to deal with the guilt of leaving for so long without a word. Still, Katsuki was surrounded by strangers, he had to learn how to fit in and share their house, and, for the first time in his life, he genuinely wanted to make a good impression.

So between all that and supporting Eijirou through the important conversations he needed to have, Katsuki felt like there was more pressure on him than ever. He also gained new respect for how Eijirou had handled their first time in the Golden Mountains. Katsuki could admit now that he’d been a lot harder to deal with than his partner back then, and Eijirou had known almost nothing about Barbarian culture when they'd arrived.

There was a major difference between them, though: Eijirou liked people. Despite the way he was raised, he always wanted to make friends.

Katsuki, on the other hand… Even now that he’d reconciled with his tribe and felt better about the people of Maito (maybe) he still had to actively fight his instinct to keep people at bay. Which was hard, since everyone in Eijirou’s family now seemed determined to befriend him. The twins talked to him nonstop, Tachibana used the time they spent cooking together to pry out information about his life with Eijirou, Sekiei and Shizuka were always looking for excuses to spend time alone with him, forcing him to come with them on market days even though they knew he was terrible at selling stuff…

It was a good thing, of course. Katsuki knew he should be glad that they wanted to know him better. Plus, everyone seemed to be taking the news about Eijirou's dragon shifting pretty well, unlike what he’d feared. The kids seemed to think it was awesome, and his partner’s parents were trying their best not to glare whenever Eijirou did something dragon-like at home. They might not fully embrace Eijirou’s shifter nature like the kids, but they looked like they were at least making an effort. Katsuki had spent plenty of his time cooking with Tachibana, helping her process everything. And although he wanted to hate her for not seeing how fucking awesome and gorgeous her son was as a dragon, part of him still admired her determination to overcome her prejudices about shifters and dragons in general.

All of this made them worthy of Katsuki’s friendship… but that didn't make getting to know everyone all at once any easier.

On the bright side, it was interesting to see how much of a positive influence they had on Eijirou. Katsuki used to think the only effect they'd had on his partner was to make him withdrawn, self-conscious, and slow to trust people. But now that he was getting to know them better, he noticed other things. Their playfulness and banter; how they always touched each other casually, whether in greeting or comfort or just sharing the same space; their friendliness; their unwavering determination and stubbornness…

Eijirou hadn’t just gotten bad traits from his family, it turned out. He hadn’t become the person he was in spite of the way he was raised, but thanks to it, too. And Katsuki had to say, he was curious to find out more about his partner by being around the people he grew up with. Especially since he got to hear so many stories about his childhood in the process.

For now, though, Katsuki was enjoying a nice moment outside on his own. He’d slipped away from everyone to assemble the new things he’d gathered for Eijirou’s mating gift, namely some dried aromatic herbs and dried orange rinds. He’d been working on the new filling of his old scented pillow for a while, and now that Eijirou seemed to have reconciled with his family, it only seemed fair to add familiar scents from his childhood home to the mix.

“What are you doing?” Maka asked, startling him as she appeared out of nowhere.

Katsuki looked up to find the twins staring at him. He cursed silently and quickly hid the gift, just in case Eijirou was nearby. He should have known better than to stay too close to the house… But he’d been working in the orchard with Eijirou all day, learning how to pick the ripe fruit and to check for diseases or pests, so if he wanted to enjoy what little of the daylight was left, there wasn't enough time to go very far.

“It’s a secret,” Katsuki grumbled.

Of course the brats’ faces immediately lit up.

“A secret? We’re good with secrets!” Maka grinned.

“I highly doubt that,” Katsuki retorted.

“Hey! We haven’t told anyone about Eijirou,” Sora protested.

“Yet,” Katsuki said pointedly. True, nothing bad had happened so far, but although Eijirou seemed to trust them, Katsuki wasn’t convinced yet.

“Oh, come on! Have a little faith in us,” Sora pouted. “We’re friends, right?”

Katsuki looked at them in silence for a moment. His lack of response didn’t seem to deter the brats, though.

“Ugh, fine,” he said eventually. “I’ll tell you, but you can’t tell anyone about this, got it?”

Their eyes lit up and they got closer, listening intently. Katsuki had to resist the urge to push them back. They were such a handful… but they were Eijirou’s family. And they weren’t the worst, all things considered.

“It’s a special gift for Eijirou,” he said, looking around quickly to make sure his partner still wasn’t nearby. “It’s like… like a wedding ring or whatever.”

Maka gasped, hands flying to her mouth to muffle her squeal of delight.

“But I thought you were engaged already,” Sora said, confused.

“Yeah, because Eijirou gave me a mati— a wedding gift already. But we can’t get married until I give him one as well,” Katsuki explained.

“It sounds so romantic!” Maka whispered with a grin. “How does it work?”

Katsuki bit back a sigh. He didn’t want to answer all of their questions about dragon shifter mating traditions, but he knew from experience that these two wouldn’t leave him alone until he did, so he gave them a quick summary of how these things worked. So far, Eijirou had respected the dragon shifters’ wish to keep dragon cities a secret, but he still told his family as much as he could about his people and how they lived. So Katsuki followed his example and kept the focus on hoards, hiding the parts of the mating ceremony that involved the Old Ones.

As annoying as it was, maybe telling the brats about his mating gift and what it meant wouldn’t be such a bad thing. It was the perfect way of testing if they were as good at keeping secrets as they said. Eijirou already knew that Katsuki was working on a mating gift, so it wouldn’t totally suck if the twins told him that much. And Shizuka was the one who helped him choose and process the new things he wanted to add to his scented pillow, so she knew everything already and would probably warn him if the brats said anything to her. She seemed reliable like that.

Katsuki explained what he could about dragon shifter culture and dragon weddings, all while avoiding the word ‘dragon’ since they were outside. He noted that the twins picked up on that, and thankfully did the same. Of course, by the time they'd exhausted his answers for their never-ending questions, the sun had set and he hadn't gotten any work done on his mating gift. But since Shizuka was the one who came out to tell them to come back, his secret was safe at least for a little longer.

“Alright, we’re coming!” Maka said while Katsuki quickly put his mating gift back in its bag.

The twins winked at him before rushing toward the house. During dinner, Katsuki had to admit that they managed to avoid telling the others what they’d been up to. So maybe they were reliable, too, after all.

.

Eijirou felt like he was living in a dream. His family accepted him, they were starting to like his partner, Katsuki was trying to get to know them better, no one was forcing him to hide his dragon side at home…

It was everything he’d ever dreamed of. He’d missed his old life so much—the parts that didn’t involve hiding at all costs, at least—and now he could have all of the good sides and more. He found himself thinking that maybe spending a year here wouldn’t be so bad, after all. His only regret was not coming back sooner.

When he wasn’t working in the family orchard, Eijirou tried reconnecting with people in the village, especially Yosetsu and his old master. They’d long since replaced him at the forge, but they were delighted to see him. Eijirou decided not to tell them that he was a dragon shifter, but he still shared as much of his adventures with them as he could. Surprisingly, even though he had to hide his true nature, he felt closer to them than ever before. They even commented on it, saying not only did he seem more confident, but he also was more open.

Shinra came back home just as Eijirou was walking back from the village after sharing a drink with the blacksmiths—something he’d never dared do in the past, too scared of losing control of his shifting. He’d thought Shizuka was exaggerating when she said their little brother had changed, but Eijirou didn’t even recognize him when he saw him walk to the front door of their house, barely a dozen steps ahead of him.

He was about to ask this stranger what he wanted when the door opened and the twins rushed outside to greet him. Eijirou’s jaw dropped when he realized that the stocky, muscular man in front of him really was what used to be his frail little brother.

“Shinra!” Sora yelled excitedly. “Look at you, you haven’t grown up at all!”

He wasn’t wrong. Shinra had become a lot broader, but Eijirou was pretty sure he wasn’t much taller than when he left.

“When did you become so tiny?” Maka added with a smirk, standing on the tip of her toes to be taller than him.

Eijirou expected his brother to huff and puff, and maybe push her back in annoyance. That was what the old Shinra would have done.

Instead, his brother said, “Why would I grow up when it’s so easy for me to do this?” and bent down to pick up Sora and throw him over his shoulder.

Sora immediately started struggling, laughing, and somehow ended up trapped under Shinra’s arm. Once his younger brother was secured, Shinra grabbed Maka to throw her over his other shoulder, and paraded the two laughing kids around with a smirk.

He stopped in his tracks when he saw Eijirou. His smile fell, replaced by a stunned expression.

“Eijirou?” he asked slowly.

“Oh, right,” Sora said, looking up. “Yeah, look who’s back!”

“Hi, Shinra!” Eijirou said awkwardly. “You’ve… changed. I almost didn’t recognize you!”

“Yeah, same here. I wouldn’t have known it was you if it wasn’t for the hair,” Shinra said, letting go of the twins. A mischievous smile appeared on his face, and he closed the distance between them, arms wide open as he said, “Anyway, come give me a hug!”

Eijirou didn’t expect that. He expected even less to be thrown over his little brother’s shoulder just like the twins earlier. He should have been used to the feeling, with how often Katsuki pulled this kind of trick on him, but he never thought Shinra would one day be strong enough to pick him up like this. He barely even struggled under Eijirou's weight, looking more inconvenienced by his height.

Eijirou yelped in surprise, which his younger siblings seemed to find hilarious, and Shinra laughed so hard that he had to put him down to clutch his stomach. Eijirou shook his head in quiet disapproval and waited for him to calm down before doing the same thing, tackling him when he least expected it and lifting him up. Shinra was a lot heavier than before, but Eijirou had more than enough training with Katsuki to handle it.

“Hey!” his little brother exclaimed, obviously not used to having the tables turned on him. “Put me down!”

Eijirou complied, laughing as Shinra tried to regain his dignity. Now that he was glaring at him, Eijirou recognized his little brother better. But unlike before, Shinra didn’t let his annoyance last.

Rolling his eyes, he asked pointedly, “Anyway, when are you leaving again?”

“Probably after you do, sorry,” Eijirou chuckled as they all walked inside. “So, how have you been? Shizuka said you’ve been working on a farm, right?”

Shinra nodded and started telling him about his new life while exchanging news with the rest of their family. He spoke more than Eijirou remembered him doing for the whole year before he left. Shinra seemed genuinely excited with what he was doing. He seemed… happy.

“By the way, where’s Shizuka?” Shinra asked after a moment.

“She’s plotting with Katsuki somewhere,” Sora said.

“Katsuki?” Shinra asked with a curious look.

“You remember that Barbarian guy, Bakugou, right? His given name is Katsuki and he’s Eijirou’s fiancé!” Maka said with a grin before anyone could stop her. She soon noticed the shocked gasps from her parents and brothers and asked, “What? Was it supposed to be a secret?”

“No, you’re right, it wasn’t,” Eijirou said, sending a nervous look in his brother’s direction.

“Sorry, Eijirou beat you to being the first to bring a partner home,” Sora said, patting Shinra’s shoulder. “We told you you should have introduced her to us sooner.”

Shinra didn’t look at him for a moment, like he needed time to process the news.

“W-Well, you can always be the first one to bring a girl home?” Eijirou said, unsure how to take his brother’s silence.

“That Katsuki… he’s the guy you left with, right?” Shinra said after a moment.

“Yeah, that’s him.”

“Huh… So you guys eloped for real, then? Was it really your first time meeting him, even?”

The twins burst out laughing at his question, while Eijirou stared at him with wide eyes, wondering how this could be the second time someone assumed something like this already.

“It’s also what we thought when he made the announcement, but no,” his mother said.

“Or at least, so he says,” his father added, sending an amused look in Eijirou’s direction.

“For the last time, we didn’t elope!” Eijirou exclaimed. “You guys know why I left!”

It had been a few weeks since his conversation with his parents, and they’d talked about it a few more times since then. Still, his reaction put a damper on the cheerful atmosphere, and Eijirou regretted speaking up immediately.

“Sorry…” he mumbled.

“Don’t–” his mother started, but Shinra spoke at the same time.

“Why did you leave, then?” he asked.

Eijirou tensed a little. He’d been planning to tell the truth to Shinra, of course, but he didn’t expect to have to do it right away. And he had a feeling his brother wasn’t ready to hear it out of the blue either.

“Also, can two Barbarian guys get married for real?” his brother asked then. “If yes, is there a dowry involved or something?”

His question was so unexpected that for a moment, all Eijirou could do was stare at his brother with wide, incredulous eyes. Was he asking because he knew his previous question made him uncomfortable? If so, he’d changed a lot more than Eijirou had previously thought. Or maybe he was just that interested in Barbarian wedding customs? Looking at his younger brother, Eijirou genuinely couldn’t tell.

“Well… Barbarians don’t really get married,” he explained. “I mean… they just get the approval of both families to live together but it’s not–”

“So no dowry, then…” Shinra said, looking mildly disappointed.

“No, but apparently Katsuki is supposed to kick mom and dad’s butts!” Sora explained with a grin. He seemed to especially enjoy this part of Barbarian culture.

“It’s mom or dad’s butt, you dummy,” Maka retorted, rolling her eyes.

“We’ve all agreed that he can get our approval in a different way,” their mother pointed out before the twins could start bickering. “We’re not Barbarians, he knows that.”

“So we can ask for a dowry for Eijirou, then!” Shinra said, suddenly looking a lot more excited. “I’ve heard great things about Barbarian cattle. I think a dozen goats and a couple of donkeys sounds fair.”

Eijirou nearly choked at that. It was the last thing he expected from this conversation.

“That isn’t how dowries work in Yuuei, Shinra,” his father pointed out calmly.

“He probably doesn’t know that,” Shinra retorted. “And it’s just to get your approval anyway.”

“A… A dozen goats and a couple of donkeys?!” Eijirou finally sputtered. “Is that all I’m worth to you?”

“That’s just mean!” Maka exclaimed, indignant. “Eijirou is worth at least two dozen goats!”

“Maybe even three whole donkeys,” Sora added.

“Six whole donkeys!” Maka retorted.

“Guys, stop! I’m not gonna be exchanged for cattle, come on,” Eijirou said. “I’m not even sure Katsuki’s family has that many.”

“How many do they have, then?” Shinra asked.

“I don’t know! It’s not like I asked.”

“So you’d marry some guy who can’t even give you goats and donkeys, then? I thought you had more self-respect than this, Eijirou…” Shinra said, shaking his head like he was genuinely disappointed in him.

“He’s right! You can find better!” Maka exclaimed.

“But I don’t want to find better!” Eijirou retorted.

The main door opened then to reveal Shizuka, followed by Katsuki.

“Who can find better?” she asked. “Oh, welcome back, Shinra!”

“Hi. I was just saying that Eijirou deserves better than someone who won’t give us goats for him,” Shinra said, smiling at the chaos he’d created.

Some things never changed, it seemed…

“You’re as awful as ever, I see,” Shizuka sighed, slapping the top of Shinra’s head half-heartedly.

“At least we know for sure he’s healthy,” their mother said with an amused smile.

“Why the fuck would I give you goats anyway?” Katsuki growled.

“As a dowry. So we agree to let you marry our beloved brother,” Shinra said.

“Don’t listen to him,” Eijirou groaned. “His opinion doesn’t matter.”

“Your words hurt me, brother dear,” Shinra deadpanned.

“It’s not like I need stupid animals to get him,” Katsuki said, walking behind Eijirou’s chair to put a hand on his shoulder. “He’s with me because he wants to be. That’s all the rights I need.”

“Yeah, exactly!” Eijirou grinned.

“So romantic…” Maka said with a dreamy sigh. “I take back what I said about you deserving better, Eijirou. You two are great together.”

“You said what?” Katsuki gritted, grip tightening on Eijirou’s shoulder.

“It doesn’t matter anymore, since I took it back,” she said innocently. “Anyway, what were you plotting with Shizuka this time?”

“Same as always,” Katsuki said evasively.

Both Shizuka and he were being pretty vague about why they were hanging out so much. Eijirou was glad that they were getting along, but he had to admit that he was curious to know—although… he might have an idea.

What he didn't expect was for Maka to not probe further. In fact, it looked like she knew exactly what was going on. Surprised, Eijirou looked up to find Katsuki exchanging a long, meaningful look with her. Like she was plotting something with him too.

“I can’t believe you guys are all plotting between each other and I’m not even included,” he pouted.

“Aren’t you happy that we’re getting along so well, though?” Shizuka asked, amused.

“It’s okay,” Sora said, “Katsuki isn’t plotting anything with Shinra.”

“Because he just arrived. Who knows how long that will last?” Eijirou said dramatically.

Maka jumped to her feet and walked around the table to pull him up. “Don’t worry, Eijirou, we’ll plot something too. Come with me,” she said, dragging him away.

As she led him to a corner so they could plot in peace—he didn’t know what she had in mind, but he trusted his sister to figure something out—Eijirou noticed Katsuki sitting on the chair he just left, on Shinra’s invitation. He was dying to know what they were talking about, but Maka started telling him about a prank she and Sora wanted to pull on Shinra in the next few days, and Eijirou just had to listen.

By dinner time, Shinra and Katsuki had apparently become close enough for the two of them to want to sit together, forming a quiet corner among the constant chatter. Katsuki didn’t protest, which meant Shinra had his approval.

“Already plotting something, I see,” Eijirou said in mock betrayal.

“I’m still deciding if he’s worthy of you,” his brother replied, like his actions didn’t show that he liked Katsuki already.

Shinra didn’t say much during dinner, content to let the others do the talking. Unfortunately, there was so much constantly going on with eight people around the table that Eijirou couldn’t even ask his brother for details on his mysterious serious relationship. In fact, it even took until dessert for him to find the time to tell him about the real reason why he’d come back.

The whole table seemed to hold their breath when Eijirou told Shinra that he had something important to tell him. Even the twins didn’t say a word, just watching the two of them eagerly.

“Is it about why you left?” Shinra asked.

“Well, more like why I didn’t come back sooner, I guess…” Eijirou said nervously.

Shinra just looked at him in silence, waiting for him to continue. His dark eyes, like Shizuka’s and their father’s, had a softer edge than Katsuki’s, but were no less intense. He was looking at him like a hawk, obviously aware that what was coming was important.

“First, though, you have to promise to keep what I’ll tell you secret,” Eijirou said. “It’s not… well, I wish I didn’t have to make you do that, but it could get all of us in trouble, so…”

It was obvious in the slight frown on Shinra’s face that he didn’t expect this, but he still nodded and promised to keep it to himself.

Eijirou smiled, relieved. The feeling didn’t last, though, soon replaced by a familiar nervousness. Eijirou used to think that telling his family about being a dragon shifter would be easier every time he did it, but as it turned out, he was wrong. This time somehow felt like the hardest so far… Still, Eijirou knew he had to do it, so he took a deep breath and said,

“It’s because I’m not human.”

Shinra didn’t say anything, but his eyes were still on him and Eijirou knew he was listening intently.

“I’m a shifter, in fact. And, well… You know we’re not exactly welcome in Yuuei, so…” Eijirou averted his eyes. “Between that and the way mom and dad forced me to hide my whole life, even from you, I didn’t think coming back was a good idea…”

When he looked up, Shinra just nodded.

“It makes sense,” he said, glancing in Shizuka’s direction like he needed to know her opinion on this.

“But we had a talk when I came back and now we’re fine!” Eijirou added quickly. Shinra didn’t seem to have strong feelings about his announcement, but Eijirou didn’t want him to think there were still ill-feelings between his parents and him.

Shinra nodded again, his eyes back on him.

“What kind of shifter?” he asked after a beat of silence, making Eijirou realize that he’d somehow forgotten to mention the most important part.

“Dragon,” he said before he could second-guess himself.

Shinra frowned. “Dragon?” he repeated, like he was struggling to believe it.

Eijirou nodded.

“Do it! Do the shifting thing!” Sora exclaimed from the other side of the table, grinning.

Eijirou chuckled, but complied happily. If Shizuka was excited when she first saw his dragon form, the twins were on a completely different level. It was like they never tired of seeing it. Especially since Eijirou didn’t do it often, as being stuck inside got boring quickly.

He wasn’t sure what he expected when he walked to the nook under the bedrooms after checking the windows and shifted all at once. His brother was harder to impress than the rest of their siblings, but he got excited about some things—cattle and farming methods, mostly. He might react like Shizuka and the twins upon seeing a cool animal, but Eijirou had a feeling that Shinra’s reaction would be closer to their parents’.

He thought he’d hear a shocked or excited gasp. What he didn’t expect was complete silence. The twins cheered and ran toward him, but Eijirou’s eyes never left Shinra. And his brother’s eyes never left him either. He didn’t say anything, didn’t move… He just stared for a long, silent moment, while everyone else in the room—including the twins, once their initial excitement had passed—waited for his reaction with bated breath.

“Damn…” he eventually said, his voice shaking a little. His eyes finally left Eijirou to send a long, inquisitive look to the rest of his family. Whatever he was looking for, he seemed to have found it, because when he turned toward Eijirou and spoke again, he sounded more confident. “I thought it was another of the twins’ pranks when you said you were a dragon.”

Eijirou snorted. “Nope, it’s the truth,” he said before remembering that his family didn’t understand Draconic.

“Are you trying to say something?” Shizuka asked, confused.

“He says it’s the truth,” Katsuki translated for him.

“You understand him?” Shinra asked, turning toward him with an incredulous look. “Are you a dragon too?”

“No, but I understand their language.”

“So it’s a language, huh…” Shinra said slowly, turning toward Eijirou again. “Can a goat shifter speak goat too?” he asked after a beat of pensive silence.

Eijirou shifted back to his human form to explain, “The other shifters I’ve met said they can communicate, but it’s not really a language. Dragons are just a special case.”

In the next hour or so, Eijirou answered all of his brother’s questions about what being a dragon shifter was like, and what he could do. Unlike the others, who were mostly interested in him being a dragon, Shinra seemed very focused on the shifter part and what it entailed.

“So… What do you think, then?” Eijirou couldn’t help but ask once his brother’s questions had stopped, realizing that Shinra hadn’t once said anything about his own feelings on the matter.

“About what?”

“About me being a shifter? A dragon?”

“Oh… Yeah, that’s pretty cool,” he said dismissively.

Eijirou waited for a beat, expecting his brother to tell him more, but it seemed that it was all he had to say on the subject.

“That’s it?” he asked, surprised.

“Well… Yeah,” Shinra shrugged. “It’s not like… If you were a dog, we could hang out when you’re shifted, but as it is, you’re stuck here, aren’t you?”

Eijirou snorted at his brother’s answer. It was so practical… It was an aspect of Shinra he wasn’t used to, but it wasn’t all that surprising, now that he thought about it.

“So what you’re saying is that I’m kinda cool, but I’d be way cooler if I could go outside and do cool tricks?”

“That’s a way of putting it,” Shinra nodded, looking perfectly serious while everyone—minus Katsuki—burst out laughing.

“He could hang out and be fucking awesome if Yuuei treated dragons better,” Katsuki grumbled instead.

For the first time, though, Eijirou didn’t let his mood sour at the reminder of how dangerous and hostile Yuuei was for him. Who cared if the whole country wanted him dead? He was surrounded by his family who loved and accepted him as he was. Eijirou had them, he had Katsuki, he had friends all over the world…

Right now, he was safe, happy, and loved, and that was all that mattered.

Notes:

I hope you liked it! Shinra's been a hit with both my betas, I wonder if it'll be the same for you all.

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 100: The Best Gift

Notes:

I can't believe this is already the chapter before last... This story feels like it lasted forever and yet the end is coming so fast...

Anyway, enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Eijirou was sitting on a big rock in his family’s orchard, looking over the trees in the afternoon light. The others had gone home a while ago, but he didn’t want to. He’d been feeling strange all day. Itchy, in a way…

Spring would be coming soon, the high season for citruses was behind them, Shinra was back on his farm, and while the family was happy to get some rest, Eijirou almost missed how busy he’d been these past weeks. The extra free time meant he had more time to think. More time to consider how he felt. And the more he focused on it, the more he realized that he really was Itchy.

He hadn’t had many opportunities to shift during his stay. He could count on one hand the number of times he’d shifted fully ever since he came back, he only let out scales or more obvious dragon features at night, and not even every night… Miruko told him once that she could easily spend months without ever shifting, but the more time passed, the more Eijirou suspected that his years of repressing his draconic nature had taken its toll on him, and he couldn’t stay in one form as long as other shifters could.

Spending eight more months here might not be possible after all. And though it had never been his intention to spend the entire time until Omah’s return with his family, the idea that he’d have to leave filled Eijirou with sadness.

He looked at the orchard: the trees still bearing some fruit, the lush grass between, the well-tread paths created by generations of Kirishimas walking them… Just a few years ago, this was the only home Eijirou had ever known. It was all supposed to be his, someday. He was supposed to stay here, tend to the trees, marry—if his parents ever let him—have his own children to pass this onto…

But none of that would ever happen. This place, his childhood home, Yuuei as a whole… It would never be the home Eijirou once thought it would be. Maybe some people cared about him here, but none of it mattered when he couldn’t be himself openly; when his true nature had to be kept a secret, because revealing it to the whole world meant putting not only his own safety at risk, but also the safety of his entire family.

Eijirou was happier here than ever before, but it would never be enough. Sooner or later, he would have to go.

It wouldn’t be his parents’ fault, this time. Nor his. But knowing there was no one to blame for this didn’t make the situation less painful.

The more he thought about it, the more he looked at this place that used to be home—that should be home—the more Eijirou’s eyes filled with tears, blurring the sight until it was nothing but spots of blues, greens, and browns. Pressing his head to his knees, he closed his eyes and cried, feeling lonelier than ever as his entire body shook with sobs.

He didn’t know how long he stayed that way, crying his heart out, but the sun was low on the horizon when he finally looked up, hearing approaching footsteps behind him.

Eijirou quickly wiped his still-leaking eyes and turned around to find Katsuki. His partner squinted at the sunlight, but his expression morphed into surprise when he saw Eijirou’s face.

“Eijirou…” he said, rushing by his side. “Why are you crying?”

Eijirou opened his mouth to say something, but all that came out was a sob followed by a wave of fresh tears. 

Katsuki opened his arms immediately, but Eijirou kept him at bay. He felt like he was suffocating enough as it was.

“I can’t… I can’t stay here,” Eijirou sobbed, struggling to regain control of his breathing. “I can’t stay–” he tried again before being interrupted by a hiccup, feeling increasingly more frustrated the more he tried and failed to speak.

Why was it so damn hard? He tried to calm down, tried to speak, but he only found himself sobbing and sniffling and he just couldn’t breathe…

“Here,” Katsuki said, putting something in his hand.

Eijirou felt the texture of citrus skin in his palm. He didn’t know what came over him, but he put it in his mouth and took a large bite.

The unpleasant feeling of lemon rind followed by a strong, sour taste hit him, clearing his mind instantly. Eijirou turned and spat it out.

“Dude, what the heck?!” he asked, face scrunched up in disgust. “Why would you give me this?”

“I didn’t tell you to fucking eat it!” Katsuki retorted, visibly surprised and looking like he was interrupted while he was searching through his bag. “Why the fuck did you do that?”

Eijirou stared at him in silence for a beat. He had no answer. Katsuki was right. Why did he even do that? He looked between his partner’s shocked face, the half-eaten lemon dripping in his hand, and realized when he felt his swollen eyes that he’d stopped crying.

The stupidity of his own action hit him, and he started laughing under Katsuki’s bewildered gaze. It started with a chuckle, but soon, it was a full bellied, loud laughter that echoed between the trees and even scared a nearby bird.

“I’m turning into you!” he exclaimed, and laughed even harder at Katsuki’s indignant huff.

“I didn’t know any better back then. You should,” his partner grumbled, but there was the hint of a smile on his face.

Eijirou calmed down quickly, feeling slightly better. Like he was standing in the aftermath of a mudslide, in a way: everything felt messy and raw, but at least the worst was behind him. He looked at the lemon in his hand again, pensive, and decided that since they couldn’t do anything with it, he might as well eat the rest.

He started peeling it under Katsuki’s confused gaze, and asked, “Why did you even have a lemon on you?”

“It was nice and ripe, I just thought I should pick it while I was at it.”

Eijirou took a piece and hummed in appreciation. “You’re right, it is,” he said.

Lemon tasted much better when you knew what to expect. And without the peel, of course. He offered some to Katsuki who took a piece and ate it reluctantly, his entire face scrunching up until he swallowed it with obvious disgust.

Eijirou chuckled at his reaction while popping another piece into his mouth, savoring the sharp sour taste that was bordering on pain.

“I don’t know how you eat that shit,” Katsuki grumbled.

“I don’t know how you eat whole hot peppers. We’re even,” Eijirou said with a smile.

He took another piece, and Katsuki said thoughtfully, “It sucks that your parents won't let us bring these to the Golden Mountains. We should do it next year.”

“So you can tell your mom that lemons are eaten like apples?” Eijirou asked with an amused smile.

Katsuki rolled his eyes. “I don’t hate her that much anymore,” he said. There was a beat of silence before he added with a smirk, “I’m gonna tell everyone they’re eaten like fucking apples.”

“You’re evil,” Eijirou snorted, giving him a playful shove.

“And yet, here you are,” Katsuki said smugly. “I can’t be that bad, then.”

“Hmm, I guess so,” Eijirou smiled.

He finished the fruit in comfortable silence. When he was done, Katsuki asked,

“So, wanna tell me what’s wrong now?”

Eijirou hummed, wiping his hands as he figured out how to explain how he felt.

“I can’t stay here,” he repeated, finding himself feeling much calmer now. “I’m Itching. I can’t go anywhere when I’m shifted. In the end, it doesn’t matter how accepting my family is, it’s just… not a place where I can stay.”

The pain from before was back in his chest, more dull and bearable, but just as heavy.

When Katsuki didn’t say anything for too long, Eijirou decided,

“I wanna leave. Let’s just leave.”

That made his partner react. “You mean now?” he asked, frowning in surprise and confusion.

“Yeah! Let’s go!” Eijirou said, jumping to his feet. He didn’t know where he wanted to go yet, but he’d figure it out on the way. He couldn’t stay here any longer.

“We don’t have any of our shit,” Katsuki pointed out.

“Then let’s get it and leave,” Eijirou said impatiently, feeling an urge even stronger than the Itch to let his wings out and fly.

“Eijirou, what the fuck?” Katsuki said when Eijirou grabbed his hand to pull him up. “If you wanna leave, then fine, but we can’t do it right now. At least say goodbye to your family first, damn it!”

The mention of his family made Eijirou deflate immediately. His sudden urge receded as quickly as it came, and he sat back down with a sigh.

“Right… Yeah, you’re right, I can’t just leave.”

He stayed silent for a moment, looking at the sun touching the horizon, and sighed.

“It’s just… It hurts, you know,” he said. “This place was supposed to be home. It’s so close to being home. And I wish I could stay, but I can’t. Yuuei is a part of me and I love it, but it doesn’t want me… So what am I supposed to do?”

He turned back to Katsuki, tears in his eyes, hoping his partner would have an answer for him. Katsuki grabbed his hand and held it tight.

“It sucks, but I guess you’ll have to make do with just visits,” he said, and Eijirou could read in his eyes that it was something he’d been through already.

Of course… How could Eijirou have thought for a second that his partner wouldn’t understand?

“And hey,” Katsuki added. “I’m sure that damn baby will be all you think about the moment we’re back on Omah.”

Eijirou smiled at the mention of Akagane, and for a moment, he wondered how much she’d have grown, and how Mina and Tetsu were doing. Too caught up in the joy of being reunited with his family, he’d almost forgotten about them. But Katsuki was right, he’d be happy to see his friends again. He’d be happy to see the Golden Mountains too. Come to think of it, they’d have to leave soon anyway, if they were going to the Spring Festival. And there was Kaminari, Sero, and Jirou in Pyras too… They would be back on the road soon, and he hadn’t even visited them.

“Yeah… I guess you’re right,” Eijirou said. “I guess I’ll just have to accept that I have many homes now. And this place is one of them.”

It wasn’t perfect. It wasn’t what Eijirou would have wanted. But even a temporary home he could only visit from time to time was better than no home at all, he reasoned. And it would be unfair of Eijirou to neglect his other friends. So maybe it was for the best, after all.

Even if he didn’t like the idea at the moment.

“Anyway, what were you doing out here just now?” he asked, shifting to a more comfortable position as he tried to process this new truth.

Katsuki’s cheeks flushed, and his relaxed expression turned into a nervous frown as he tried to hide his bag.

“Nothing important,” he said.

“What was it?” Eijirou asked with renewed curiosity. He was feeling better now, so he didn’t see a reason to avoid the subject.

“Forget about it, it can wait,” Katsuki insisted, looking increasingly more embarrassed.

“But it doesn’t have to.”

Katsuki didn’t say anything for a moment, looking resolutely at the sunset to avoid Eijirou’s eyes.

“Katsuki…”

His partner growled. He looked at Eijirou, then at his bag, then back at Eijirou…

He sighed.

“I don’t know if this is the worst or the best time to do this…” he grumbled.

“I’ll be the judge of that,” Eijirou said with a smile.

Maybe he was just happy to have an excuse to think about something else… Or maybe he had an idea of what was in Katsuki’s bag and felt like the time was right.

Katsuki gave him one of his long, intense looks before he caved. Turning his attention back to his bag, he rummaged through it angrily and took out a plush package neatly wrapped in a piece of cloth.

“Here, this is for you,” he said, eyes fixed on him like a hawk as he pushed his gift onto Eijirou’s chest, as if he couldn’t bear to hold it.

Eijirou took it carefully, unwrapping it as quickly as he dared, confused but excited to see the contents.

It was a pillow. An old, battered pillow that looked like it had been freshly refilled and had a faint, delicious smell. On the faded fabric, Eijirou recognized the stylized wolf that seemed to be some sort of emblem for Katsuki’s family.

Eijirou’s heart skipped a beat as he recognized what he was holding.

“This is your old scented pillow,” he whispered, looking up to meet Katsuki’s intense gaze. “The one that was in your trunk.”

Katsuki nodded.

“Smell it,” he said in a raspy voice.

Eijirou pressed it to his face and was overcome by a wave of memories. It smelled like rosemary, thyme, lavender, and pine sap, like his childhood home. It smelled faintly of smoke and spices, like Katsuki. It smelled like Recovery Girl’s herbs, citrus, berries, Omah, the Golden Mountains, even Maito…

“How did you do this?” Eijirou asked in wonder, amazed that all these familiar, distinctive smells could mingle so perfectly.

“Been working on it for a while,” Katsuki shrugged, like it was nothing. Like he hadn’t put the essence of everything—everywhere—Eijirou loved into a single item. Like it wasn’t the most precious thing Eijirou would ever own.

“It’s a mating gift,” he said softly.

He was almost surprised when Katsuki nodded, despite half-expecting it before his partner even took it out. A bright grin slowly formed on his face as he felt his entire being gradually filling with joy.

Slowly, carefully, Eijirou put the pillow on its wrapping next to him and pulled Katsuki into a hug so tight he was surprised he didn’t crack Katsuki’s ribs.

“So that’s what you’ve been plotting with Shizuka this whole time! It’s perfect. I love it,” he said against his partner’s shoulder. “And damn… No wonder it took you so long!”

“I was almost done but then I had to add things from here too,” Katsuki mumbled, returning the embrace until Eijirou pulled back to give him a shifter kiss. “It sucks that this place can’t be the home you wanted,” he continued, “but I can promise one thing: wherever we go, you’ll always have a home with me.”

Eijirou answered by pressing their lips together, hoping he could convey his feelings through his kiss as well as Katsuki always did. He must have succeeded, at least a little, given his partner’s flushed cheeks and unfocused gaze once they separated. It was a wonder he’d managed to kiss Katsuki at all, with the way he couldn’t stop smiling long enough for their lips to slot together properly.

“And for the record,” Eijirou whispered against his partner’s mouth, “you couldn’t have picked a better time for this.”

Katsuki’s relaxed, almost dreamy expression slowly turned into a sharp, confident grin.

“I guess we’re even now,” he said, leaning back. “I had a whole fucking speech prepared for the occasion, you know?”

“It’s not too late to say it,” Eijirou remarked. “How about I tell you mine and you tell me yours?”

“It can wait until the mating ceremony,” Katsuki decided.

Eijirou hummed in agreement as he lay down on the rock. His speech wasn’t exactly ready anyway.

“What's the plan for our mating ceremony, by the way?” he asked.

Katsuki stayed silent for a moment, but Eijirou could see him tense.

“You haven't thought about it, huh,” Eijirou said with an amused smile.

“I fucking have,” Katsuki growled. “Doesn't mean I've found something I like.”

“Oh… Yeah, same here,” Eijirou said. “But I'm fine with anything, really. It's not like my family or our friends in Yuuei will be able to come anyway.”

Katsuki hummed distantly. “I don't think mine will give a shit. Except maybe my old man.”

“Why wouldn't they?” Eijirou asked with a frown, sitting back up.

“Barbarians don't do weddings, remember?” Katsuki said. “And it's a good thing, because there's no way we could fit the whole tribe on an Old One's head.”

“Oh… right,” Eijirou said, relaxing at his partner’s answer and chuckling at the thought of a bunch of rowdy Barbarians struggling to fit on Maito's head and fighting each other for the right to be there. “Then, I guess we can do it when Omah comes back! Mina would be mad if we got mated without her, anyway. Especially after everything she's done for us!”

He expected Katsuki to agree with him, but his partner didn't say anything for a long time.

Just as Eijirou was about to ask what was wrong, Katsuki said quietly, eyes resolutely set on the horizon, “I always thought if I mated someone, it would be on Maito…”

Eijirou's mouth opened in a soft, quiet “oh” as he realized why Katsuki hadn't figured out where he wanted to be mated yet. Despite everything, he still wanted to do it on Maito with Shouta and his old friends.

“Well… Maito will be in range of the Golden Mountains soon, right? We could get mated in two weeks or so!” Eijirou said with a grin. “I'm sure Mina will understand.”

Katsuki answered with a growl of frustration. “We don't fucking know that!” he grumbled. “And I don't even know if I want to see them again…” He sighed. “Maybe it's a shitty idea. I should just let that shit go. We'll do it on Omah.”

Even as his partner said it, Eijirou could tell that he wasn't fully satisfied with the idea.

“How about we just go to Maito for a visit while we're in the area?” he asked softly. “We don't have to tell them about the whole mating thing, right? We can decide what to do later.”

Katsuki hummed in vague agreement.

“Besides,” Eijirou added with a mischievous smile, “they definitely won't expect to see us. Imagine their faces when we come back!”

He got a slight snort out of Katsuki and relaxed a little.

“And if you're worried about Mina and Tetsu, we can always wait another year for the ceremony,” Eijirou continued. “This way, we can ask them what they think when Omah comes back and decide then. Yeah?”

When Katsuki finally turned toward him, his frown was gone, replaced with a neutral, relaxed expression. “Yeah, that sounds good,” he said.

Eijirou nodded, glad that they had the beginning of a plan at least. He couldn't wait to be able to call Katsuki his mate, but he really didn't mind waiting. Who cared if they were officially introduced as a couple to a giant dragon god? They had each other, and it was all that mattered.

He looked around the orchard again in the last rays of the sun, and as it disappeared behind the rocky hills in the distance, Eijirou's eyes fell on the spot in the lemon trees where he'd first met Katsuki.

He could see his partner standing there, a handsome but rude and aggressive stranger who had tried to steal their fruit. A man so high-strung that he could barely stand the touch or company of another person. Someone who was so focused on his objective that he didn't care about anything or anyone else. A lone wolf who had been so hurt by the people he trusted most and who was so determined to leave everything behind that he couldn't even see how lonely he was anymore.

When he saw how happy and relaxed Katsuki was now, sitting on this rock next to him, their shoulders casually touching, smiling softly as he looked at the sunset, Eijirou could barely believe that it was the same person.

He could see himself too, standing beside this very rock as he saw Katsuki for the first time. A young man who had never dared disobey his parents or leave the familiar discomfort of his home. A scared not-human who didn't have the first idea of who he was, and who felt like he couldn't open up to anyone. Looking back on it, Eijirou was just as lonely as his partner back then, even though he was surrounded by his friendly village and his loving family. In a way, leaving them and figuring himself out, exploring who he was as he got to explore the world, had brought him much closer to them.

If Katsuki was a different person now, then so was Eijirou. They were better, happier versions of themselves. And they owed it all to each other.

Eijirou used to think that they were each other's homes, but now, he realized that it was more than that. They were building homes for each other too, making new, dear friends wherever they went. And now, they had so many people they cared about, so many places to call home, that Eijirou didn't think he could ever settle in one place forever.

His childhood home wasn't enough for him anymore. All of Yuuei wasn't enough. He loved his country dearly, no matter how much it wanted him dead, but even if it didn't, Eijirou didn't think he could stay here for good.

The last of the daylight was nearly gone when Eijirou finally turned toward Katsuki, smiling, and said, “It's getting late. Let's go home.”

Katsuki nodded, and they made their way to Eijirou's family home, uncaring of the darkness growing around them. Katsuki lit up a small flame in his hand when the light of the moon and stars wasn't enough, and Eijirou grabbed his other hand just because he could, guiding him down the familiar path. And as he laughed at Katsuki telling him how his siblings found out about the mating gift, he realized that his partner had already given him the best gift he could have hoped for: being by his side, so neither of them would ever have to feel lonely again.

Notes:

This is it! Chapter 100! I never thought when I started this story that I'd reach this number. I feel like I'm letting this story go gently rather than with a bang like I probably should, but I couldn't leave it without giving Kirishima one last storm of emotions!
I hope you liked it, and see you next week for the last one!

As always, you can find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk about it more!

Chapter 101: Wandering Home

Notes:

Let it be known that I do NOT feel ready for this! Like, wym it's the last chapter already? The 2 years anniversary of me posting the first chapter was on Saturday so it seems fitting, but I'm going to miss my weekly chapter posting day...
But anyway, happy posting-birthday to Wandering Home!

I'll keep the emo goodbyes for the end, I guess. Meanwhile...

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Eijirou had mixed feelings that evening after Katsuki gave him his mating gift.

The moment they crossed the door, the twins angrily asked Katsuki why he’d made Eijirou cry, looking ready to fight him depending on his answer. Their anger was short-lived, though, replaced with joy and excitement when Eijirou proudly showed his mating gift and explained what it meant. He learned, much to his surprise, that everyone had known what Katsuki had planned except for him—proving once more how great his family was at keeping secrets, for better or worse.

“Katsuki even properly asked us for your hand, you know,” his mother said with a fond smile.

“It goes without saying that he has our full approval, even without a shélumkeln,” his father added, pronouncing the Barbarian word carefully.

“Told you I'd get it,” Katsuki whispered in Eijirou's ear then, looking particularly smug.

Of course, his family wanted to celebrate his “engagement” with Katsuki, and in the joyful atmosphere that followed, Eijirou wasn't sure how to tell them that they were planning to leave soon. In fact, he had resolved to wait until the next day, when Shizuka asked about his wedding plans and if it meant they'd have to leave.

The innocent question immediately made Eijirou tense, which didn't escape his family.

“Well…” he said nervously. “Actually… I've been thinking about leaving… soon.”

His announcement was followed by stunned silence. Eijirou then explained his reasoning, telling them he needed some time to shift freely and see his friends before he left Yuuei. It wasn't their fault this time, he assured them. But he didn’t want to put them in danger by getting careless, and he really missed his friends.

They all seemed to understand, although his announcement made the twins whine and pout a little at first.

“It's okay,” his mother said. “We love having you back, but we knew you wouldn't stay forever.”

They all looked sad, though, and the mood was definitely ruined. It was a bittersweet evening, all in all, but Eijirou had to give his family credit for their determination to keep the tone light after his second announcement.

They left just a few days later, after saying goodbye to everyone in the village and repacking their bags. Eijirou hadn't realized before how many of his things he'd scattered around the house during his stay. Even Katsuki had to spend a long time making sure he had everything. Watching his partner try to figure out what was his after his things got mixed up with everyone’s was heartwarming in its domesticity. It made Eijirou truly feel like he'd fulfilled his promise: his childhood home had become a home for Katsuki as well.

His parents seemed to expect them to leave in the morning, but since they were planning to fly, Katsuki and Eijirou decided to leave in the late afternoon, giving themselves some time to walk before they found the right spot to take off after sunset.

“Well…” his father said once they were ready to leave, carrying their heavy bags and some food for their travels, “It was good having you two. Eijirou, we love you very much. Please don't wait so long before coming back to us.”

“We won't,” Eijirou assured them. “We'll be back sometime in the fall.”

“That's good to hear,” his father nodded. “We'll be waiting for you.”

“Don't forget to write to us whenever you can,” his mother added.

Eijirou nodded. “I will, don't worry. And feel free to send letters to us through Recovery Girl. I don't know when we'll see them, but we regularly stop there for the night, so it's your best bet.”

“We will,” his mother nodded.

“Katsuki, it was a pleasure getting to know you,” his father continued in the meantime. “We trust you to take good care of our son."

“I will,” Katsuki said just as Eijirou exclaimed that he could take care of himself.

“Eijirou, don't forget to bring us lots of souvenirs this time!” the twins said. “You know, treasures and stuff.”

“We'll make sure to get you some cool rocks,” Eijirou nodded.

“Precious gems or nothing!” Sora insisted.

“Nothing it is, then,” Katsuki agreed with a smirk.

“Boo! We're not talking to you!” Maka said, sticking her tongue out.

“By the way, Eijirou,” his mother said, distracting him from his partner and siblings' bickering, “your father and I were thinking… We know we can't travel to your wedding, but I remember my aunt still had a small party with her partner, even if they couldn’t get married. Would you like something like this with Katsuki? We would love to celebrate it properly with you two.”

Eijirou nearly choked in surprise at the offer. Too caught up in the fact that they couldn't legally get married in Yuuei, he hadn't even thought that he could have a party anyway.

“Could… Could we invite our friends?” he asked, tearing up a little at the thought of their friends in Yuuei, or maybe even some of Katsuki's tribe if he could convince them, gathering here to celebrate with them.

“Of course! We would love to meet them,” his father agreed with a warm smile. “Especially after all the great things you told us about them.”

“I'd love to see Kaminari and Sero again,” Shizuka said. “It’s been a while since we last saw them, but they were fun to have around.”

“Just don't forget to tell us who is coming and when, so we can prepare,” his mother added.

Eijirou nodded enthusiastically, not trusting himself to speak.

“You hear that, Katsuki?” he asked his partner in a whisper. “We could have a wedding party here!”

“How many weddings are we gonna have?” Katsuki grumbled, unable to hide a small, pleased smile.

“As many as it takes!” Eijirou grinned.

“I wanna be a flower girl!” Maka exclaimed, raising her hand excitedly.

“I wouldn't have it any other way,” Eijirou said with a fond smile.

“By the way, don’t forget to see if we can expand the family business to the Golden Mountains,” Shizuka reminded him. “And fly me there next time, if you can! Maybe traveling would be good for me too.”

“I’d love to,” Eijirou said with a fond smile, thinking back on how many times he’d wished he could show new places to his sister.

“You’ll be welcome in my tribe,” Katsuki said. “If you learn to throw some punches to back up your sharp tongue, you’ll fit right in.”

“I’ll trust you to teach me,” Shizuka grinned.

They exchanged more goodbyes and assurances that they were welcome to drop by whenever, lingering by the door when the time came to leave.

“We'll really miss your food,” the twins told Katsuki.

“I'll make you even better food next time, you'll see,” his partner replied with a smug smile that made Eijirou melt a little.

He’d feared that their goodbyes would be bittersweet, but with the knowledge that he would come back soon, that his family loved him and Katsuki so much that they wanted to celebrate their mating with them, and that they all accepted him as he was, they really were all sweet. And if he shed a few tears when his family gave Katsuki and him a big, warm hug before they left, it was just because he was too happy to contain them.

Eijirou would be glad to see his other friends, but coming back in the fall would be a pleasure as well. He smiled at the thought that they'd become proper city hoppers, just like Hiryu. Just like his birth parents too, it seemed.

For the first time, when Eijirou wondered what else he might have in common with them, he didn't feel any sort of dread. Whether they were amazing people who would love to reconnect with their lost son, or jerks who never cared about him, they would never replace the family he had here. And now that Eijirou was sure of this, the idea of meeting his birth parents didn't seem so scary anymore.

“So,” Eijirou asked later, once he was alone on the road with Katsuki, “where are we going?”

Katsuki froze at the question, but the realization that they'd left without any specific plan regarding their destination, simply answering what Hiryu would call the “call of the wind,” just made Eijirou chuckle.

“We have to make a stop at Recovery Girl's so we can get our tent and some other stuff back,” Katsuki said.

Eijirou nodded. They’d already talked about that, but it wouldn’t take them more than a day.

“And after that?” he insisted. “Where do you wanna go?”

Katsuki hummed thoughtfully. “We gotta be in the Golden Mountains in spring to see Maito and the Spring Festival,” he said. “But we still have a few weeks to do other things before that.”

“I want to go to Pyras before Jirou and the others leave,” Eijirou decided. “I wanna see the capital! And I wanna make sure I see them, too.”

Katsuki let out a long, annoyed sigh, but he still grumbled a resigned, “Pyras it is, then…”

“Do you hate it that much?” Eijirou asked, concerned. He didn't want to go anywhere his partner didn't.

Katsuki shook his head. “I think it's a shithole… but the only time I went there was with my mother, back when I hated her guts, so…”

“Maybe it'll be better this time!” Eijirou grinned. “You'll be with me, you'll be with our friends, you'll get a say in what we do and when we leave…”

“Yeah… I guess it can't be all that bad,” Katsuki conceded. They walked in silence for a moment until he asked, “What's next? After the Spring Festival, I mean.”

“Depends…” Eijirou said, trying to figure out what else he wanted to do until Omah came back. “I wanna see Inasa and Camie for sure!” he decided. “And Tokoyami too, if we can figure out where he is. And then… if we have time, maybe I could stay with the giants for a bit? I don't know how long it would take, but it would be a great opportunity to do that training Toyomitsu told me about, right? So I can find hidden caves and everything.”

“Could be, yeah…” Katsuki hummed. “Guess I'll stay with my tribe, then. Or maybe I'll travel around the mountains a bit, if we can find a tribe near the giants that'll take me in while you're training.”

“Yeah? You wouldn't mind? I'm sure Toyomitsu wouldn't be against you staying, you know?”

“I’m not gonna wait and do nothing while you learn new shit,” Katsuki grumbled. “Maybe I could learn one of the languages east of the mountains, so we can travel there someday…”

“That would be amazing! Will we even have enough time until Omah comes back?”

“Guess not…” Katsuki conceded.

Eijirou didn't mind, though. Maybe he'd have to leave Omah for another year, after all. Maybe he'd have to keep alternating between Omah and Yuuei, and maybe Maito too.

He looked at Katsuki in the sunset, the side of his face lit in reds and oranges. His hair looked like it had been set ablaze, but despite the fiery image, Katsuki only looked soft and relaxed. Content, even. Happy. And as he took his partner's hand, Eijirou had no doubt that he was the reason for this.

In their quest to find a place to call home, they had found many. And as long as he had Katsuki by his side and caring friends and family to visit, Eijirou really didn't mind if the two of them had to constantly travel between them, forever wandering home.

Notes:

Well, it sure has been some years! Thank you SO SO SO SO SO MUCH to everyone who's followed me since chapter one! You're all so brave and so patient and you probably had no idea what you were getting youselves into, and yet here you are, 2 years later!
Thank you to everyone who caught up in the middle of the story as well! It's very impressive that you saw this massive unfinished story and still decided to give it a go!
And congrats to everyone who started the story once it was over! You're all extremely brave too! And you did it!

Of course, a huge thank you to everyone who supported me, either from the start or just at some point! I wouldn't have been able to create this giant baby without all of you and your comments! I smooch all of you!

Special thanks to my betas Rawen and FeyPenDragon who have supported my obsession for so long! And although they've started reading it pretty late, I'd also like to thank my awesome partner in crime Eemi, who's supported this story and listened to my ideas long before I even started writing this story! You all have no idea how much of this AU you owe to them (and tbh, neither do I because it was all a while ago).
A huge thank you to all three for always being here to listen to my rants and hyping me up when I was down! I don't think I'd have managed to finish without your support!

I would also like to apologize to Maplefudge, Shippeh and all of my friends who told themselves they'd start reading the story once it's over. ... Oops?
But yay to you if you read it anyway! And congrats for reaching your own special mentions!

Now, as I've promised to myself, I'm taking a big rest and playing TotK. I have plenty of ideas for spin-offs and little extra stories for this AU, as well as a whole lot of ideas for other KrBk fics in general, but for now I'm going to take the long break I deserve and I don't know when I'll be back.

In the meantime, you can always find me on tumblr at my-obsession-academia or Twitter at conciteque if you want to talk more about this story or just know what I'm up to these days.

Thanks again for sticking with me! Now I'm going to be emotional for a bit before I start my evening...

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