Chapter Text
Y/n POV
You and the Jonas Brothers are the best of friends, you have know each other your whole lives since your mothers went to school together and stayed best friends the whole time. I have grown up opposite them most my life, I went to school with them and met them there, Kevin, Joe, Nick. However Joe was the first to ever talk to me and form a relationship with me and I think from then I have slowly fallen in love with him, I have seen him go through his many breakups and supported him through it all but never really had anything in return. I am an only child and my only friends really are Kevin, Joe and Nick as well as my best friend, bfn. From as long as I can remember me and Joe have had nicknames for each, for example, mine is chicken, this is because I'm always scared of trying news thing and getting in trouble, Joe's is Joey. This is because he hates being called Joey however I'm the only one who can.
However it's always weird with Joe, you see when I'm with him at home with his brothers he is the most amazing guy in the world, always the first to ask if I'm ok and protect my like I'm the only person left in the world. However when we are all at school he pretends in not there, which does upset me but I have to live with it. Joe recently got with this girl called Amber, she is absolutely stunning and I'm always comparing myself to her, what does she have which I don't?. Anyway bfn always tells me that I don't need him and I can do better. All day Joe seems to always talk about her and how well their relationship is going and never asks how we all are. Not going to lie it gets to me quite a bit but I always put on a brave face and pretend I'm ok. Both Kevin and Nick know about my feelings to Joe but have promised me that they wouldn't say anything.
Everyday I walk to school with Kevin and Nick, not Joe of course. We all seem to get on and talk about the most random stuff we can think of. After getting to school I meet up with bfn. However I was running late today so I had to quickly run to school gabbing a coffee on the way form the local coffee shop and didn't get a chance to walk with the boys. As I'm Running down the corridor not looking where I was going I ran straight into Amber. Shit. In that moment I knew I was screwed, looking up I see a pissed Amber looking at me like she is about to kill me. "I'm so sorry Amber I didn't see where I was going, is there anything I can do?" Looking up at her. After a couple of seconds Amber looked me up and down "Well go change out of your clothes and give them to me to wear." She smiled innocently. Nodding I walk away and to my locker to grab my gym clothes and walking to the toilets trying to hold it together, while bfn runs behind me.
After a couple of minutes I grab my clothes and make my walk of shame back down the corridor, by them the whole school was standing in the corridor waiting for my arrival. Walking up to Amber I see and Joe with his arms wrapped around her, my heart sank, as I passed her the clothes and smiling weakly, turning away Joe makes a comment "I don't know if they are going to fit babe, they look way too big" this caused a eruption of laughs all around the hall and everyone pointing and laughing at me. What happened to the guy who promised never hurt me and protect me with his life, he's now laughing at me with all his friends like I'm nothing.
As I was walking away one of Joe's friends decides to stick his foot out and trip me up sending me to the floor. Letting out a scream and shutting my eyes waiting to hit the floor, I was presently surprised to feel two hands grab me and pull me up before hitting the ground, looking up quickly hoping it would be Joe, to my disappointment I see Nick standing in-front of me holding me so I wouldn't fall. Smiling I got up and Nick let me go. "Are you ok? I saw what happened" he said.
"Yeah" I reply sighing wiping a stray tear off my check. Nick looked down at me and pulled me into a loving hug. Finally feeling safe for a second, he let go causing my face to drop but quickly picking it up so he wouldn't notice. Saying goodbye I found bfn and walked off smiling and waving at Nick.
After that experience, I grab bfn and run into the abandoned toilets we always go to, to get away. "Honestly bfn what have I done to deserve this, I've been nothing but nice to him my whole life, I've falling in love with him and this is how he treats me, all lovely and nice in private and a complete arsehole around his friends and Amber, I swear I can never win or get what I want" At this points there's no going back, my face was puffy and tear stained pouring my heart out to my best friend who sat there and could feel my pain.
"Well he doesn't know what he's missing" she laughed making me laugh,
"There we go your beautiful smile is back" she giggled as we walked into class and proceeded to try and listen to our boring English teacher for an hour.
The rest of the day is quite a blur, I completely ignored Joe the whole day whenever he tried to talk to me. I either had Kevin, Nick or bfn around me and kept my distance from not only Joe but literally everyone in the school, this meant eating away form everyone and laughing and joking around with the boys slowly forgetting about the incident that happened earlier that day. By the end of the day I was feeling a lot better, this was before I walked out of school and saw Joe and Amber saying goodbye to each other, looking away and putting my headphones in blasting some music I walk home alone and enter a empty house, putting my bags down I see note on the side.
Hey pumpkin, your dad and I have gone away on a cruise for two weeks, sorry we didn't tell you earlier or come with us we didn't want to interrupt your school work. We have left some money and you know the Jonas' live opposite and they know we aren't here so if you need anything go to them. We promise to take you with us next time. We love you M & D. <3
As I read the note I couldn't help but feel angry and sad at the same time, my mum and dad haven't had the best relationship with me and they are constantly leaving me on my own or asking the boys mum to look after me which I don't mind sometimes but I would like to spend time with my parents as well. This has been happening since I was about 15 and now I'm 17. Sighing I walk upstairs get changed and lay on my bed thanking about how today's gone. After sitting around for a while I hear the unforgettable text tone that belonged to a certain Joe Jonas, contemplating whether or not to look I unlock my phone and see the message from Joe.
J❤️: Hey chicken I hope you are ok after what happened at school today I'm so sorry about her behaviour, hope you are home safe and sound x
I read the message over and over, he's sorry about her behaviour not his, basically calling me fat in front of everyone. Throwing my phone on my bed I turn and scream into my pillow. Emotions from earlier come back and I sit there and cry.
After a little while I receive a couple more messages form Joe again
J❤️: I'm sorry please talk to me x
J❤️: I wanna make sure you are ok x
J❤️: I worry about you x
If he cared so much he wouldn't want to make a foul of me in-front of the whole school just to make him look cool not only with his girlfriend watching but also his mates. Instead of Replying I text Nick .
Y/n 🔥: Hey Joe keeps texting me stuff and I don't wanna talk to him after today, could you pass on to him that I'm ok and I'll see him at school tomorrow or something, also want to say thankyou for catching me and making me not look as much as a fool a I already did. I love ya xx
After a couple of minutes I got a reply.
N🖕: Yeah for sure, you know you shouldn't have to put up with him being an arsehole to you. To be honest wait until he apologises to you or says something because how he treated you today wasn't right. That's the Joe that I know and the one you fell in love with. But don't forget that I Love You and I'll walk with you to school tomorrow.
Smiling I put my phone down and go to sleep, maybe Joe is two faced after all.....