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1. Nothing's forever, nothing's as good as it seems by tangledinmysoul

   Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   19 Jun 2021

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Azriel/Eris Vanserra
   • Eris Vanserra
   • Azriel (ACoTaR)
   • The Lady of the Autumn Court (ACoTaR)
   • Feyre Archeron
   • Rhysand (ACoTaR)
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Original Characters
   • Beron Vanserra
   • Minor Character Death
   • Angst
   • Heavy Angst
   • Beron's a piece of shit
   • Past Abuse
   • Past Child Abuse
   • Past Character Death

   Summary

   Eris can hear the exhaustion in his voice, feel the weariness creeping into his bones. He can see the feeling mirrored on Azriel’s face. The shadowsinger of all people should have understood, this was for both of their safety. And even if Beron didn’t find out, didn’t kill them both, one day Azriel would get sick of hiding or simply sick of him. When that day came Eris knew he wouldn’t be able to give Azriel that, wouldn’t be strong enough to stop keeping secrets or to let him. It was why he was doing this now, pushing Azriel away while he could, before he caved and let Azriel stay before he could no longer keep Azriel safe.

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   • Part 1 of Nothing's forever, nothing's as good as it seems

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