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1. I Saw Blue by Neurodolphin

   Fandoms: Mass Effect Trilogy  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   03 Jul 2021

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   • Jeff "Joker" Moreau/Female Shepard
   • Jeff "Joker" Moreau
   • Female Shepard (Mass Effect)
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Dark
   • Emotional Hurt
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Sex
   • Pre-Canon
   • Pre-Relationship

   Summary

   (POST ME1, PRE-ME2) Eight months after the death of Commander Shepard aboard the Normandy SR1, Joker isn't coping well with the loss. His unresolved romantic feelings about her, his guilt over her death, his knowledge of the oncoming Reaper invasion... Stripped of his wings, he waits for the end of everything. Until he hears rumours of a Companion Holo Unit that apparently still has a bootleg copy of a Shepard program on it. Desperate to see her again in any form, and not knowing quite what he's looking for, he heads out to find it.

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