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1. Infinite Jest by qarlgrimes

   Fandoms: The Handmaid's Tale (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex
   • F/M, Multi
   • Work in Progress

   06 Jul 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Underage Sex
   • Commander Joseph Lawrence/Original Female Character
   • Commander Joseph Lawrence
   • Aunt Lydia Clements
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Original Characters
   • June Osborne | Offred
   • Nick Blaine
   • Janine Lindo
   • Naomi Putnam
   • Commander Gabriel Wharton
   • this picks up after/around season 4
   • It's a bit of a mess
   • because i'm making up half of what's going to happen
   • but it's basically true to the TV show
   • Rape/Non-con Elements
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Discussion of Abortion
   • so many trigger warnings
   • it's the handmaids tale
   • Slow Burn
   • First Meetings
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Unresolved Sexual Tension
   • not a healthy relationship dynamic
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Touch-Starved
   • Past Rape/Non-con
   • Religious Fanaticism
   • Power Imbalance
   • Vaginal Sex
   • Age Difference
   • Pregnancy
   • Fluff and Smut
   • Complicated Relationships
   • Older Man/Younger Woman
   • Explicit Language
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Suicide
   • Season Six Spoilers
   • Childbirth

   Summary

   Emilia had been an English student abroad, and then America became Gilead, and Emilia became Of-whoever. Five years on, and she is ready for her third posting, knowing that if she does not become pregnant, then it is to the Colonies for her.

   She does not expect to find a familiar face.

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

   26/?

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