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"I'm sorry, what did you just say?"
You glanced at him from underneath, meeting the ususal cool mint eyes with a hint of glow in the almost dark room. He seemed.. unsure?
"I said, stupid.. I want you to show me how to make love."
He repeated harsher this time, fingers pressed into the mattress right beside your shoulders. You didn't know what to say, nor where that sudden order came from. Was it an order? Couldn't help but blink confused. Make Love? What? Unknown never had been the gentle kind inside the sheets, he wasn't very sympathetic in general. Rude's the best word to describe him. The boy with bleached hair and turquoise eyes never showed any other emotion than anger or annoyance, no matter who's around. Even in bed, as expected from him, he's the rough type. He's fast and really demanding, never giving you a chance to switch things up. It took a whole month until you convinced him to at least take off his shirt and pants, to this day he rolled his eyes at you whenever the request fell from your lips. Aftercare? Foreign word for the young hacker, leave alone any other psychical contact that you sometimes tried to manufacture. He hated being touched, main reason why he tied your hands to the bed almost everytime until your wrists became purple from the pressure. Mr. Edgy-pants also didn't like being looked at, therefore's a blindfold laying in the drawer of your bedside table. So where the fuck did that came from? Unknown hated everything related to care or, heaven forbid, love. Several times he told you there's no way he'll ever believe in anything so stupid, saying there's nothing but inconvenience and even disadvantages from falling in love. Or show that he cared in general. And he's stubborn as fuck, the words never lost on strength as he blocked every attempt of affection successfully, like it's a hobby to improve in. Even his own Savior couldn't get through him with praises, he just bowed politely, thanking her and brushing it off afterwards. Like it could kill him to admit he likes being cared about. That's why the sentence that left his mouth a minute ago felt more than just surreal. Maybe you're already asleep? He sneaked into your room like a snake after all, it frightened you to death as you only noticed his presence by the shift on the mattress. Another thing he ususal didn't do, he'd just busted the door open, giving a shit about Believers who saw him come into your pirncess room. Is he high on elixir or something? You tried to find any signs for that to be the case, however, your search ended in vain as neither his eyes nor his voice seemed any different. All that's off were the slight hesitation in the mint iris and the words coming out of his mouth. He must've seen the internal conversation that's taking place inside his head, a loud tsk sound hissing through his teeth.
"Well? Are you gonna stare at me like a damn idiot or actually do something?!"
He's acting so defensive.. His shoulder's much more stiff than usual, back never relaxing like he's about to jump off the bed every second. Nothing new for him to bite back at your behavior or words, but he acted like you're pointing a gun to his head. You frowned, showing something different for the first time since he came into your room in the middle of the night.
"I'm sorry Boss, but.. Why do you ask me such a thing..? It's really.. off character for your standards."
There's no way you could do what he asked without any given context, somewhere in the back of your head you're scared his Savior forced him to do it. Why ever she should, but the concern's there. Unknown bared his teeth, for a moment your heart skipped a beat due to fear of him biting your head off.
"So what?! You're my assistant, you do everything I say and don't ask questions."
"Yeah, but.. I can't make love without knowing why, y'know?"
Your boss's about to hiss again, you could see the insults burning on the tip of his tongue. Just what's going on..? All you wished for was a simple explanation. No need for details, but at least something to understand where the request came from. You shifted on the mattress, eyes narrowed in suspicion. Before anything could happen though, Unknown tore his head away and sat up to get off the bed.
"Fine, I leave."
His big combat boots hit the carpet, not looking back once while you sat up yourself. What..? He doesn't order me around? Normally he'd say something similar to shutting your mouth and obey what he says, just don't question things and playing little Sherlock as it pisses him off. You didn't expect him actually trying to leave the room, the young hacker never did that before.
"Wait!!"
You stretched out your hand in panic, grabbing a fistful of his red shirt. Unknown looked back to you with half lidded eyes, not saying anything as he waited for you to continue whatever's running through your head. At first a couple of indefinable sounds left you, face still filled with confusion. It's not like you didn't want to, you've hoped for a ridiculously long time he would one day let you see everything of him and go slower, be softer with you. But until now that had been nothing more than wishful thinking. Now that it's about to become reality, maybe, probably? You just couldn't help but worry something's off.
"It's just.. I'm a bit scared that there's something forcing you to say that."
You admitted, silence following that let the air become thinner to the point where it's hard to breath. Unknown sighed annoyed and crawled back over you, pushing your body into the bed before leaning down to scratch his teeth against your jawline.
"Idiot, who should do such a thing."
"I don't know, I just.. worried."
Another sigh coming from his lips, heavier this time. Your fingertips started to tingle when he continued to bite your jaw, going down to your neck to leave some bite marks. Again, it's unusual how soft his teeth pressed into your skin, he never cared about hurting you with it before. Your hands found stability around his upper arms, one brushing the ink of his tattoo.
"You're not gonna do it until I explain, do ya."
He sounded almost disappointed, but what else could you do? There's no way you'll be able to do it right with the fear of pushing him into a situation he didn't want to be in. No matter how much of an asshole your boss was, he's still your friend. At least in your eyes. Maybe.. even a bit more. But he could never know that. He'll bust through the roof of Magenta and replace you in a blink of an eye. When you nodded, you could feel him use more pressure on the next bite, right underneath your left ear.
"I heard Believers talking about the difference between fucking and making love, so I got curios. That's all. I just wanna know the difference."
Oh, well that makes sense.. Even though you should be relieved that it's nothing other than his own curiosity instead of someone forcing it upon the hacker, you couldn't help the feeling of your stomach sinking. I thought.. You suppressed a sigh yourself, what where you even expecting? Of course it didn't have anything to do with you. Tempted to curse yourself for getting your hopes up, but instead let a shaky breath fall from your lips when he sucked on the sensitive part of your neck. Well.. Trying in vain to look down to him, you figured you had to obey him either way. Even if he left the room, he'll probably be pissed for the next couple of days. And you didn't want him to be angry at you. Besides, even if it's just one sided, that's the now or never moment to try out vanilla sex with the young hacker and his mint colored eyes. He asked for it, so he couldn't blame you afterwards, either. Does he even have the patience? You wondered, biting your lip as you doubted that. You probably should..
"C-Can I.. tie you to the bed this t-time? I don't think.. you have the patience otherwise."
The words shaking like you're afraid he's going to hit you. To Unknown's defense, even if he could be pretty nasty with words, he never once hurt you physically. Only by accident when the foreplay got too messy to focus properly. Your boss seemed to think, continuing to suck every free spot on your neck and send shivers down your spine from time to time. Unknown's not a fan of playing submissive, either. Oh, he really wasn't. Every time you did try to push him down, he'll go extra hard on you for punishment. You figured it's this weird territory behavior that seemed to be his top priority to maintain. Often enough you could compare this human boy with a wild animal, you never found out if it's hot or just terrifying. Maybe both? Only god knew what's going on inside the head of this weird guy. After abusing your neck enough to satisfy him, he went into the drawer himself to take the black fabric. When your eyes met, they screamed a warning for you to not mess with him, it caused your legs to shake for a moment.
"I swear to you, if you try fucking with me I will lock you into the cellar. Got it?
You nodded, expected something threatening. Not that you would've tried without clear consequences. He asked you to make love to him, not to play around like it's usually the case. You took the fabric out of his hands and sat up, face to face with only an inch in between. Whenever he allowed you to stare into his eyes like that, you immediately lost yourself in that beautiful, bright color. Sometimes holding a storm back, big waves threatening to drown everything that tried to mess him over, or when he's amused, which's very rarely the case, they seemed to sparkle. Like the sun's shining down onto the ocean, but no matter what, he's always beautiful. So beautiful.. A warm smile formed on your lips, carefully taking his cheeks between your hands to kiss him. He tried to push right away, licking his tongue over your lower lip. However, this was your playground now, he asked you to make love to him. Which meant you're in control. For once. But hell, it's thrilling. Unknown growled annoyed when you denied the access, pushing him away by his chest, just enough to speak.
"You asked me to show you.. And making love takes time, boss."
He's about to be sassy, but you prevented him from complaining with another kiss. It's overwhelming to let your feelings take the lead for the first time ever since being by his side. Normally he didn't even give you the chance to let them flow into the sex, but now it's exactly what he asked for. You loved him. And he asked for you to show him how different it could feel. He huffed when you repeated kiss after kiss, careful to feel all of his lips move against your own. Chapped.. They're always dry and broken, as he didn't take enough care about his health. Sweet.. But the candy bars or even the ice cream he sometimes enjoyed let him taste sweet, a big contrast to his personality. Never deepening the kiss, but it's already mind-blowing. As expected, he didn't return the affectionate gesture, at least he didn't pull away. Your knees pressed more into the mattress when you crawled closer until you could sit in his lap. As you're hovering above him, you never stopped kissing him. However, you did take your lips away from his to kiss his nose. His forehead after pushing some of the chaotic hair back. Giving little kisses to his temple, to his cheeks as they're hotter than the rest. The sound of them the only one inside the room, kissing every inch of his face you could reach. Taking your time with each one, giving your lips the possibility to rest against his skin a moment longer. He never hissed to you over how you're behaving, he just let out quiet sighs from time to time. It's causing your heart to jump out of your chest. Make love. He said you should make love to him. Excitement spread through your body with the familiar warmth of butterflies that flattered inside you chest. You continued your attack with kisses down his neck, smelling all of his sent, something close to licorice. Your fingers went underneath his familiar red shirt, tracing his muscles with your fingertips. He's thin, he always had been, but dare you say it into his face. Another aspect he really didn't like to hear. Unknown's stomach twitched slightly when you ran down your fingers, one hand going to his back to feel his spine and how it disappeared into his pants. Shoulder blades moving unconsciously when you kissed a more sensitive part of his skin. I love this.. Not only did you feel in control for the first time, but you could just take your time to admire him. His breath began to hitch, that's when you pulled his shirt over. And to your liking, he actually let you take it off. Hands back to his neck right away to get him for another light kiss. Becoming sloppy after leaning down to start kissing his chest, collarbone and every other part that's poking out from underneath his skin.
"Can you speed up? I don't have all night."
It scared you when he spoke, reminding you both he's still buried in work. You looked up to him, mint eyes still as cool as ever, never giving away what he's feeling. With a nod, you slowly took his hand to lay him down to the bed. Unknown let himself rest between the way too many pillows on your bed, avoiding your eyes when you sat on him to take all of his body in. My god.. He's gorgeous. He never let you see any of his naked body, which's unfair cause he knew every little part of yours. Before he could notice you're lost in his beauty, you lifted both his hands up, tied his wrists to frame of your bed. After making sure they're not too tight but robust enought to not tear, you leaned back again to eye his appearance. Not able to keep in the smile by how angelic this little devil looked without a shirt. Tied to the bed. All for me. The thought made you blush a few shades.
"You're so pretty."
He looked back to you like he's not buying it, as if you're joking or even mocking him. But it's true. With the little light of the moon and all its little friends on the night sky, his skin's looking more blueish. As he's so pale, the red color on his chest and even shoulders stood out very brightly. White hair also having a blue, cold touch with the tips appearing almost purple. And of course, the eyes of his. These glowing eyes in the bright turquoise that now owned something embarrassed, as it's the first time both of you switched places. They're obviously a bit uncomfortable, but staring back at you without wavering. Steady, ready even, it's typical for your boss. He really was beautiful. How are you this lucky?
"I said don't try shit, (N)."
"I'm not.. I just think you're pretty."
He bit down on his red lips, resisting the urge to argue. Instead, you opened his belt. It got you even more excited when you could pull down his pants. Midway he jerked his knee up, surprising you so much it caused you to gasp and almost fall forward onto him.
"What about you? Don't undress me without taking off any of your clothes."
Aw, he's embarrassed isn't he~ The thought let your cheeks heat up with how adorable he could act. However, you didn't wish to anger him anytime soon, that's why you grabbed the end of your shirt and pulled it over your head. It's not very embarrassing on your part, he'd seen you naked so often by now. But still, since the whole situation's somehow new, you couldn't help but chew on your bottom lip to suppress the nervous feeling inside your veins. Quick to take off your pants too, both of you were now in only underwear. Free to move around this time, your hands storked over his chest again in a slow manner. You loved touching him, not sure if you could ever spend the night with him without feeling how cold and nice his skin felt under your touch ever again.
"Do you... like it.. so far?"
Couldn't forget he's probably pushed to his limits with such intense affection. Unknown rolled his eyes, moving his body as much as possible with his hands tied up.
"How should I know, you didn't even do anything yet. You're just wasting my time."
Ouch. One of your eyes twitched with uncertainty. That hurt. Wasting his time? Did he even know what exactly love making is? That's nothing to rush like he's used to it. Wasting his time.. what an asshole. You're over here silently telling him how much you cared for him, that even under these weird circumstances and his fucked up personality, you managed to fall in love with him. Every single gesture told the secret without words, and yet he's just feeling like you're wasting his time. As good as evey time when he tried to hurt you with words to feel like he's in control, you didn't really let them get to you. Knowing he's just insecure deep down and nodded, thinking to yourself it's because he's having a hard time. But that.. that really hurt you. So much so, you digged your nails into his lower stomach. Catching him by surprise with how angry you sounded.
"You don't even know what you asked for. If you feel like I'm wasting your time, then just leave."
You frowned up to him, already leaning over to untie his hands. Fuck you. Not brave enough to say it out loud, you just told him inside your head to fuck off instead. If you don't like my affection, then leave my damn room.. Again, you almost fell forwards when he pushed his knee up. Luckily you managed to catch yourself, hands on both sides of his head, meeting the grin he always wore after knowing he got you.
"Naw, I didn't mean to offend you, doll. You can continue."
You pouted anrgy, he couldn't stop teasing you just for one time, could he. Deciding to let it go, you just exhaled loudly before going back to work, pressing your lips against his. Wasting your time, huh.. Unable to delete the words from your mind, you figured he needed something more now. As you licked over his lips, Unknown let you in without hesitation. You pushed his head up, successfully preventing him from taking control. You're the one letting your tongue wander around, tasting every part of his mouth. Meeting his and run over it, even suck on his lower lip when he's unprepared. A palpable grin against his lips as you noticed his boxers becoming too tight to hide his excitement. Your hand cupped his clothed erection carefully, quickly taking it away when he tried to rock into your touch. Oh no sweetheart, that's not how we play tonight~ Swallowing the growl he let out with the kiss, you used one hand to keep his hips stuck to the bed. Doing it again. It must've been uncomfortable tight with his boxers, but you're not ready to give him any further satisfaction yet. You wished to take your time with your boss. Right now I'm his boss. The thought almost caused you to giggle. Unknown tore away from the kiss, breath becoming heavier the more you rubbed your hand between his legs, slow and sensational to make him feel everything.
"Stop.. being a fucking tease–"
"I'm not teasing you, boss. I'm taking my time to do you right."
That seemed enough to shut his big ass mouth for a moment. You used your weight to keep him pinned to the bed, one hand going up to run through his hair. He let out a weird sound, something between a growl and a whine. Oh my~ Whatever that had been, you absolutely needed more of it. Deciding to release him from the torture, you pulled down his boxers. A light hiss forced through his teeth when his sensitive skin's greeted with the cold air of the room. I wanna see.. Praying he's not going to cause a scene, you pulled away completely to see him naked. And what could you say? This young hacker somehow managed to make you fall in love with him even more. Without clothes, not even words, he looked so much more sweet than he'd ever let shine through. Body being softer than any pillow, hair attractive when falling so chaotic. His cock that were already leaking with precum and red at the tip. He's so cute– How could someone with such a filthy tongue seem so lovable. Adorable? Precious? Yes, it fit all. How? You had no idea. Like this, you wouldn't think of him to be a rough person, mean or even cold. When fully exposed, it's like you're looking at a tender body who likes flowers and does romantic cliches unironically.
"Stop starring, I said it before I don't have all night."
He tore you out of the moment, shaking your head free with the blush reaching your ears. Without a word you crawled back until you could lower yourself between his legs, blowing a bit of air against his erection. His whole body twitched by the sensation, had he been this sensitive the whole time? I'll show you the difference between fucking and loving, honey. After brushing a strand of hair behind your ear, you kissed the tip of his cock. Oh.. Sure, the taste's never really appealing, but he's enjoyable. A sharp intake of breath's coming from him before silence followed, at least he stopped complaining. Like at the beginning, you placed kisses everywhere. On his hips, his thighs and his erection. With every time your lips touched his skin, he let out an unsteady sigh. Seemed like he's breaking. It made you smile. When you gave it a long lick and stopped to suck on his tip, you could hear him struggle against the fabric. That's exactly why you tied him up, the moment he's filled with only arousal, he'll give a shit about the requested and try to fuck you roughly, like all other nights. But now, heh. Now you're having him tied up, there's no way he could interrupt you. But you didn't want to take advantage of that right now, that's why you opened your mouth to take him in slowly. His breath stopped a second before trying to push his hips back up, but you never let him. Hands tight around his hips, you went down inch by inch until you couldn't take any more.
"Hah– fuck!"
You tried to look up to him, which's a hard task as tears made your vision blurry. He's not complaining.. so he likes it, right? Not that you could ask at the moment, you just hoped it's that case. Putting your hand around the rest of him that you couldn't reach with your mouth, you started to bob your head up and down in slow motions, hand just as careful. You wanted him to feel everything you're feeling, no matter how slow you had to be, even if it left you as impatient. Unknown wiggled his hips, trying to struggle against both your hands and fabric. But never breaking through it. Even though it's a bit uncomfortable for your jaw, you twirled your tongue around him, sucking hard every time and earning another weird noise from him. Was it whining? You really couldn't tell. The moment you could feel his cock start to twitch in your mouth, knowing he's getting closer, you pulled out. A trace a salvia following to his body before wiping it away with your thumb. You expect him to bust, and weren't disappointed when he looked at you with dark eyes.
"What the fuck are you doing?! I told you not to play any tricks (N)."
You shook your head, silencing his anger by taking off your bra and panties, now naked as well. Even though he's pissed, no doubt, you titled your head with a sweet smile, hair falling over your shoulder by the movement.
"I want you to cum inside of me.. So I had to stop. I'm not going to tease you, Sae– Boss."
Oh shit that was fucking close! Your eyes widened just like his, you corrected yourself right away, but there's no way he didn't notice you almost said his name. Oh no... Okay. Unknown hated a lot of things, that's for sure. But the one thing he despised more than anything else on the world's someone calling him by the name Saeran. That's why you either called him boss or Unknown, since it caused him to become utterly mad when someone, apart from his Savior, said his name. And he's also not happy when she said it either, it's written in his eyes every time. You stared down to him in fear, scared to the bone he's going to throw you into the basement for doing this stupid mistake.
"I'm.. I'm sorry. It slipped.. I wasn't.. I didn't mean to.."
Your attempts to form an apology weren't easy to make with his glare. Oh god, were you about to cry now? Did you really mess up this one time chance by saying his name? Before falling into a hole made out of fright, he pulled you back with a loud huff. His eyes were closed, but when he opened them, they seemed strict. Not angry. Just strict.
"It's okay. Don't do it again though."
You blinked relieved. Thank God. Couldn't help but place a hand on your bare chest to calm down your racing heart. After breathing through, you leaned in to give him another kiss. This one's kinda apologetic since you really didn't mean to trigger him, so you prayed he'll get the message. When you could kiss him like that, there's a burning desire starting to heat your skin, feeling the need to take him. You loved him and now you would make love to him. A nice thought. Really. Unknown even titled his head a bit to make you deepen the kiss, suddenly he's all willing to give you control. It surprised you, but took it regardless, your tongue brushing over his lips. Careful to not hurt him, you reached down to push him against your entrance, it's then when he pulled from the kiss, just didn't let him speak by demanding another one. He sighed into your mouth, you couldn't take any more of it and let yourself sink down on him. It took a moment, but when you're all the way down you couldn't help the tears that spilled from your eyes. He felt so good today. So so good and you knew why. Just taking in how full he let you feel, stretching you in a way it burned, but didn't hurt you. Your eyelashes fluttered open when he hummed to gain your attention.
"Why are you crying?"
Well.. You bit your lip, you really couldn't tell him that it just felt so overwhelming to be able to do this in a sensual way. Having sex like it meant more than just releasing stress or forget work for a moment. No way you could say it's just like lovers do it. Even though it string in your chest, you leaned down, trapping his face between your hands to press your forehead against his.
"It's.. nothing. Can I move?"
"When does that ever depends on me, doll?"
He teased, this idiot. You couldn't help but chuckle, even now there's no way to shut his mouth. You licked over your lips before lifting yourself to sink down as slow as the first time. God, it's so much. It's almost like you had sex with him for the first time, not even sure why it felt that way. His chest raised quicker when you started to move up and down on him, head laying on the pillows as you couldn't take your eyes off him. To your luck he closed his own, so he couldn't know you're watching him. You loved how his lips parted to take in air, silent moans coming from his throat. Unknown's never loud, regardless the position. It's only the panting and sometimes choking that let you know he's enjoying it. But even with that little, you loved to hear every single sound. Feeling yourself start to burn from the inside out, you went faster, letting your head fall onto his chest. Oh.. You really loved this. If he liked it too, would he let you do it again? Hopefully. Your rhythm became messy when he met you halfway by trusting his hips up, making you moan out louder than before.
"Ah.. hah.. god–"
Trying to keep your volume at acceptable level, you could feel yourself getting close already. It didn't even surprise you, considering how overwhelming it all felt. All your senses lost relation to reality when you could feel yourself tighten around him, making him groan into your ear. So close, you leaned down to kiss him again. But since you're so deep in the moment, you didn't even noticed how much of your emotions gushed out and into the kiss, holding onto him like your life depended on him. When you came undone, your whole body shook, riding out not only your orgasm but continue when he started to pant even louder, you could feel his cock twitch a second time tonight and never stopped until he came inside of you, head thrown back into the pillow as you never stopped until you felt overstimulated. Oh my.. You tried to catch your breath, a new wave of tears coming out of your eyes without premission. This had been so much different from anything you've ever done. So much slower. So lovely. Finding the ability to see clearly again, you lifted your head from his chest to untie his wrists. The moment they're free you got off him to lay down beside him, still catching your breath while pulling the blanked over your body with the cold air hitting your sweaty body. I really liked that.. You pulled the sheets all the way up to your chin, knowing he's going to leave now to finish his work. Trying to hide your tears that way as well, silly smile on your face. I hope it was okay for him too.. Now that he knew the difference between fucking and making love, you almost wished he'd prefer the last option. But we're talking about Unknown, so that's very unlikely to happen. Regardless, it's nice to at least try it out for one time. As expected, after finding himself, the young hacker with mint eyes stood up from the bed to put his clothes back on. Something in your chest felt empty then. He's not a cuddler, (N).. You reminded yourself, that wouldn't change after one time of having regular sex. It didn't matter, you're already happy he let you take the lead for once.
"You really liked that, huh."
His voice made you look up, revealing the tears that still ran down when he stood at the bed, fully dressed. You didn't know what to say to that, instead just nodded. It's not like he knows why.. Unknown's grin came back to his face, taking some of the fear away that he didn't enjoy it.
"I could tell."
Was all he said before sitting down again, it scared you, but when he reached out to stroke some hair out of your face, you couldn't help but sob. Why were you even crying?! Was it too much for your body? What the hell. Ashamed since you're unsure what's going on with you, you hid your face inside the bedsheets to let the sobs die inside them. Somewhere in the distance you could hear him moving, but not sure since you're too busy to not embarrass yourself any further. Get your shit together, girl– A gasp's torn out of your throat when he pulled the sheets away, when did he climbed over you? Mint eyes cool, calm even. Watching the tears that ran down your face and the pathetic attempt to swallow the sobs. His hands took your cheeks the same way you had for the whole night, stroking some of the tears away. Before you could question anything, he kissed your forehead. Then your cheek. Then your jaw. Then your lips. Melting into the touch, it at least helped you stop crying. He pulled away just enough to speak.
"I have work, I told you. But you know what?"
He searched your eyes again, the smirk turned into a genuine smile and you couldn't help but chuckle due to relief. Doing the same.
"It wasn't so bad. We can make love more often."
"Really..? Y-You're okay with that?"
"Pfft.. Sure. Besides. I kinda like it when you're so happy. It's a good look for you."